**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue May 31 00:00:36 2022 May 31 00:00:36 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:00:47 How is Mina? May 31 00:01:22 tough to say... she's spent her whole life schooling her every expression May 31 00:02:12 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:02:48 She has mastered courtliness. She would be an excellent wife for any nobleman May 31 00:03:00 She'd be a very dangerous spy... May 31 00:03:24 I hadn't considered that May 31 00:05:01 it occurred to me earlier... but I think she is worried, anxious May 31 00:05:13 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:05:21 Edward too May 31 00:05:27 * Morgan nods slowly May 31 00:06:56 He is concerned that he is going to lose her again May 31 00:07:14 I think thats a reasonable thing to be worried about May 31 00:07:37 What do you think she will do? May 31 00:07:50 I just don't know May 31 00:08:39 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:09:09 They have had insurmountable obstacles in their way May 31 00:09:51 * Morgan nods May 31 00:10:04 but is this one too many? May 31 00:10:43 Maybe it is May 31 00:13:15 I am grateful for how much you're trying to get along with him... May 31 00:14:51 I am still disappointed in him, but that does not take away the problem of his illegitimate child or undo what he did to you May 31 00:16:25 * Morgan narrows his eyes slightly May 31 00:17:40 * Adalbrecht doesn't notice May 31 00:17:48 Rubbing his nose in it isn't going to help anyone May 31 00:18:08 I am not rubbing his nose in it May 31 00:18:21 I know... that was my point. May 31 00:20:09 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:20:57 I do not know what he will do if she will not have him. He's been taken with her so long May 31 00:21:17 No... it worries me greatly. May 31 00:22:37 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:23:34 How does he move on from that? He has spent three years trying to get over him, and all it got him was a bad reputation and an accidental child May 31 00:27:14 he'll need to have something to occupy him May 31 00:27:52 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:28:18 He would find another woman, in time. May 31 00:28:45 maybe... to fulfil his duty at least. I don't think he'd ever find this sort of love again May 31 00:29:08 You could guide him May 31 00:29:33 I don't think it would work... we are too different, and so are the circumstances May 31 00:29:53 I do not see it as that different May 31 00:31:07 I lost the woman I loved... if she chooses to reject him, that woman is still around, a constant reminder that she _chose_ to leave him. He'd pine for her. May 31 00:32:18 But in time a new love would distract him May 31 00:32:29 I don't believe it would May 31 00:33:31 * Adalbrecht sighs May 31 00:34:48 His life could be ruined May 31 00:34:56 * Morgan nods May 31 00:35:44 He is paying heavily for his choice May 31 00:35:59 as did we all May 31 00:36:46 But Edward is the one who keeps on paying in different ways May 31 00:37:34 These are the consequences of his actions I'm afraid... May 31 00:37:57 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 00:38:31 They are May 31 00:44:18 * Adalbrecht has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) May 31 01:30:04 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined May 31 01:32:22 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) May 31 03:27:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 03:45:12 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) May 31 11:51:08 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 11:56:36 *Adalbrecht changes the subject, looking for a book to read. He's found two before the bell rings for dinner. In the dinning room Molly and Mina are already sat at the table drinking wine, but they stand up when the men arrive. Like Adalbrecht usually does, Mina looks very tidy despite four days of travelling. Adalbrecht bows to her "Lady Hapsburg, May 31 11:56:36 you are looking very well". He isn't wrong, her gold and brown dress just right for her warmer colouring. In contrast Molly is in a much simpler dress, the white and blue Montaigne style one that he had held in his hands and begged Theus for Molly survival during the long wait to see if she would survive the cast. She doesn't look fancy and noble. May 31 11:59:28 * Morgan goes to Molly, ushering her into her seat May 31 12:02:27 ACTION smiles, thanking him. Adalbrecht does the same service for Mina, and the servants bring out the food. Adalbrecht seems very happy talking with Mina about the same socially acceptable topics nobles stick to. It doesn't challenge him like conversation with Molly sometimes does, and it is clear to see Adalbrecht's fondness for the woman he had May 31 12:02:28 long hoped would become his daughter-in-law May 31 12:05:24 * Morgan watches them surreptitiously May 31 12:07:11 * MollyK watches them more openly as she eats. Adalbrecht is behaving as if nothing is wrong, and neither mentions the wedding May 31 12:08:15 [its amazing how nobles can talk so much but say so little] May 31 12:08:53 * MollyK smiles [very true, my love. He seems very at ease with her] May 31 12:09:28 [he's always liked her. He wished me to marry her before Dietlinde] May 31 12:11:27 [might you have considered it? You were keen on her, I believe] May 31 12:11:55 [She and I would not have been a good match] May 31 12:13:07 [she would not have appreciated being the Grafin of a very progressive Graf, I think] May 31 12:14:44 [No, I don't think so] May 31 12:15:31 [Nor would you find her stimulating enough] *she smiles as she sips her wine* May 31 12:17:12 [Probably not, no] May 31 12:18:29 [which reminds me, Bauer wishes to talk to you about some women using the tavern to sell themselves] May 31 12:20:35 [I see] May 31 12:21:27 [I said you would likely not be free until tomorrow morning] May 31 12:22:17 [Good thinking] May 31 12:23:02 [I would have said late morning, had we been here alone] May 31 12:23:16 [Sadly not] May 31 12:23:55 * MollyK is now known as Mina May 31 12:24:27 How have your travels been, Morgan ? May 31 12:25:16 Eventful is probably the best way to put it May 31 12:25:47 I understand you spent time with Molly's family May 31 12:26:12 which one? May 31 12:26:39 Her brothers and their families May 31 12:26:52 * Morgan nods May 31 12:27:21 Varick very much enjoyed spending time with the children there... unfortunately a good portion of it I was travelling across Avalon May 31 12:27:44 You must have missed them a great deal May 31 12:28:36 * Morgan nods May 31 12:28:39 I always do May 31 12:29:36 Did you enjoy so much time in Avalon? May 31 12:30:48 It was nice when I wasn't chasing someone... though I do wonder if I actually prefer the sailing to reaching a destination May 31 12:31:21 Molly tells me your next journey will involve much sailing May 31 12:31:36 * Morgan nods May 31 12:31:40 off to undiscovered lands May 31 12:32:11 Is Varick to accompany you or stay in Sudlachenburg? May 31 12:32:59 I think he's coming with us... after so much turmoil I don't think he is ready to be without us for so long May 31 12:33:14 * Mina nods May 31 12:33:44 Will you have him remain in Eisen for the second trip in the autumn? May 31 12:35:05 I don't know yet May 31 12:35:39 Edward and I would be happy to have him stay with us in Graben should that suit you May 31 12:36:01 *A look passes between Molly and Adalbrecht* May 31 12:36:59 We'll see how Varick is faring, but thank you May 31 12:37:51 He might enjoy the snow, it has often settled by November May 31 12:38:51 I've no doubt he'd love the snow May 31 12:40:06 M: We had some in Avalon, only for a day. Morgan took Varick sledding, and then _someone_ threw a snowball at me... May 31 12:40:39 surely not May 31 12:42:00 *Adalbrecht automatically looks at Morgan, though the culprit of the snowball that hit her on the bottom was Heinzharold. It was just before she had lured Morgan in with an embrace and dropped snow down the back of his collar* May 31 12:43:52 You'll all note my fathers assumption it was me... despite the fact I was an innocent bystander May 31 12:44:13 * Mina smiles, and Adalbrecht laughs May 31 12:44:21 Who was it? May 31 12:44:30 HeinzHarold May 31 12:44:59 He was your best man at your wedding May 31 12:45:40 * Morgan nods May 31 12:45:42 my oldest friend May 31 12:47:16 M: Morgan did get revenge though May 31 12:55:47 naturally May 31 13:05:46 * Mina has quit (Ping Timeout) May 31 13:07:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 13:07:44 [12:56:04] Mina: AD: what did you do to him? May 31 13:08:44 Wrapped an egg in snow and threw it to him May 31 13:09:14 Ad: Did he appreciate that? May 31 13:09:27 not at all May 31 13:12:11 Ad: Did he get you back? *he hadn't had chance before Molly had put the snow down his neck. Heinzharold had then let Morgan go off to follow Molly and they had taken the rare time alone to make love in their old cottage on their couch by the fire* May 31 13:13:16 No, I was betrayed by the duchess, I suspect on his behalf May 31 13:14:31 * MollyK smiles, sipping her wine May 31 13:14:40 Ad: with an egg? May 31 13:14:51 No... she stuffed snow down my collar May 31 13:15:29 *Mina looks surprised by these antics* Were you very disappointed? May 31 13:16:48 why would I be? May 31 13:17:48 M: it would have been cold May 31 13:18:14 oh it was May 31 13:20:49 M: *she nods, sipping her wine delicately* There is a snowball fight on New Years Day in Graben amongst our villagers May 31 13:21:06 sounds like fun May 31 13:21:56 M: I have watched them from the town hall. The people enjoy themselves May 31 13:23:03 You have never joined in May 31 13:23:57 M: Never May 31 13:24:47 I think at some point I shall have to visit and join in May 31 13:25:57 M: Join in? Why would you want to participate in their tradition? May 31 13:27:34 because it sounds like fun... and I have certain ideas about not being too distant to the people May 31 13:28:06 * MollyK nods May 31 13:28:40 *Mina nods* Will you stay until then? May 31 13:29:22 we'll have to see May 31 13:31:34 Sadly we have much to do next year, and I believe Morgan has another ship ready to be named May 31 13:31:45 * Morgan nods May 31 13:31:46 I do May 31 13:32:33 Ad: This is the one we worked on in August? They've made good time May 31 13:32:56 * Morgan nods May 31 13:32:59 Yes indeed May 31 13:33:48 Ad: What are you naming her? May 31 13:34:15 Star of the sea May 31 13:34:31 M: That is an unusual name May 31 13:35:23 You know names have meanings? May 31 13:35:46 M: I did not May 31 13:35:53 * Morgan nods May 31 13:36:01 Molly's name means star of the sea... May 31 13:37:07 M: *she smiles* a lovely tribute then May 31 13:38:37 * Morgan nods May 31 13:38:50 There's a bit of a competition for the name of the next one May 31 13:40:52 M: What are the contenders? May 31 13:42:28 Stormdancer and the Reconciliation May 31 13:43:04 M: They are both good names. Which are you leaning towards? May 31 13:43:19 I'm not sure yet May 31 13:43:58 M: I am sure both would be good choices May 31 13:44:45 * Morgan nods May 31 13:45:28 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) May 31 13:48:29 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 13:50:03 *they continue with dinner, until it is time for the ladies to move to the drawing room. It is getting later, past the time he might have expected Edward* May 31 13:50:08 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht May 31 13:50:20 Where the hell is your brother? May 31 13:50:37 I don't know... I should go and look for him May 31 13:52:17 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 13:54:13 Yes, he should be here. May 31 13:54:23 [blossom, I'm going to try to find Edward. Do you know who he was going to see?] May 31 13:55:18 [Madame Malthus, the green cottage by the Objectionist church] May 31 13:55:37 * Morgan nods May 31 13:55:41 I'll be back as soon as I can May 31 13:56:20 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 13:57:28 * Morgan heads to get a coat before going in search of Edward May 31 13:58:56 *it's cold but dry. The walk takes him through the trees, where he and Molly had gotten caught in heavy rain and she'd asked him some curious questions about whether he had ever been naked outdoors May 31 13:59:40 * Morgan walks at speed May 31 14:00:08 *The house is very small, a candle glowing in the window* May 31 14:00:41 * Morgan knocks on the door May 31 14:01:23 *A woman answers, in her late twenties, a baby on her hip* evenin' May 31 14:01:32 * Morgan inclines his head May 31 14:01:40 I'm looking for my brother, Edward May 31 14:03:01 *she lets him in. There are six small children in the room, all under five. Their big eyes all turn towards him "he's out the back with my old man" May 31 14:04:23 * Morgan nods, heading in that direction May 31 14:04:35 * Adalbrecht is now known as Edward May 31 14:05:24 * In the backyard Edward is sat on a tree stump drinking whiskey. The other man is doing likewise May 31 14:06:34 * Morgan watches them for a few seconds May 31 14:06:37 Edward... May 31 14:06:47 * Edward sighs May 31 14:06:54 Morgan. May 31 14:07:28 Its time May 31 14:08:42 * Edward drinks off the whiskey before bidding the man goodbye. He ruffles the hair of the children as he passes, and kisses the woman's cheek May 31 14:08:58 W: let yourself in if it's late May 31 14:09:09 * Edward nods, thanking her May 31 14:10:40 * Morgan leads the way outside May 31 14:11:32 * Edward follows on, pulling up his collar against the cold May 31 14:11:41 How is she? May 31 14:11:51 Anxious, I think May 31 14:12:03 * Edward nods May 31 14:12:09 Hard to tell? May 31 14:12:22 I've never met anyone as difficult to read as her May 31 14:12:28 * Edward nods May 31 14:12:43 That is how she is May 31 14:13:57 * Morgan nods May 31 14:14:09 She was asking why you commanded her to come May 31 14:14:23 * Edward nods grimly May 31 14:14:33 She will know soon enough May 31 14:14:38 * Morgan nods May 31 14:14:49 I'm a little surprised you didn't ask if I'd told her May 31 14:15:20 I do not need to. If you had that would have been the first thing you said May 31 14:15:30 * Morgan smiles slightly May 31 14:16:05 She thought perhaps you were jilting her... I assured her that is not the case, but I would not lie to her when she asked if she was going to be upset May 31 14:16:34 * Edward nods May 31 14:16:38 Of course May 31 14:18:16 * Morgan nods May 31 14:18:59 You and Molly plan to stay nearby? May 31 14:19:54 If you want, we'll hang around in the hallway. She has spent some time with Molly this evening, I'm hoping she'll let her guard down enough to go to her May 31 14:20:13 * Edward nods May 31 14:20:22 I think that would be best May 31 14:20:35 * Morgan nods May 31 14:20:47 I will be there for her if she wishes that instead, obviously. May 31 14:21:14 * Edward nods May 31 14:21:27 Thank you for fetching her May 31 14:21:50 I didn't fetch her... I went to keep her safe. Just as well, too May 31 14:21:58 Oh? May 31 14:22:02 fairies May 31 14:22:23 * Edward glances at him May 31 14:22:41 With the greatest of love, brother, Not now. May 31 14:23:07 With the greatest of love returned, I'm not 'nowing'. I'm entirely serious May 31 14:23:19 * Morgan shows him the back of his hand, small bite marks on it May 31 14:23:36 * Edward looks at it May 31 14:23:44 What the hell? May 31 14:24:47 quite. Glowing lights floating... pretty little creatures until they get you into their little circle, then they swarm you May 31 14:25:45 * Edward shudders May 31 14:25:53 Where? May 31 14:26:13 Between here and Seefeur May 31 14:26:29 woman in a tavern was telling me people go missing along there a lot May 31 14:26:49 Something to deal with May 31 14:27:04 * Morgan nods May 31 14:28:53 * Edward walks along, distracted from their conversation May 31 14:29:29 do you know how you're going to approach this? May 31 14:29:41 Not at all May 31 14:30:39 * Morgan nods May 31 14:31:21 How do you tell the woman you love that you have a child with another woman? May 31 14:32:33 succinctly, honestly. Remind her you thought you'd never be allowed to even see her again... May 31 14:33:35 * Edward nods May 31 14:34:17 There's been one problem after another for her with me. I would not blame her for walking away May 31 14:34:30 Two... May 31 14:34:46 Two? May 31 14:35:23 Two problems. The fire, and having a child. May 31 14:39:24 Firstly having to put a halt to our plans for getting betrothed in the weeks after we met. There were also many times I had to stand her up or change our plans because I needed to talk to our allies and keep them on side. When they wouldn't deal with me publicly such meetings had to be taken last minute when they could be. Those years I kept May 31 14:39:24 telling her I could fix it and she would be my wife when things were better. She has waited for me for six years and there has always been some problem stopping me fulfilling that promise. May 31 14:40:01 * Morgan stops moving May 31 14:40:35 And if you had not been dealing with our allies? What would have happened? May 31 14:41:02 * Edward stops too, grinding his teeth May 31 14:41:22 You know what. Annexation of Sudlachenburg, murders and worse. May 31 14:42:21 You were saving lives, keeping things stable. If we'd been annexed, you would have had no title, assuming you survived, and would not be allowed to marry her anyway. May 31 14:42:59 I understand that, as does she. But it was an obstacle that was one of many. May 31 14:43:11 * Morgan puts his hands on Edwards shoulders May 31 14:44:05 One of _my_ making. We are all facing consequences of our actions, and its time I accept the damage I did, and what its cost Sudlachenburg, father... you... May 31 14:44:54 * Edward shrugs "You did what you felt you had to. I understand that now." May 31 14:46:06 Thats not the point. The delays to your betrothal are _my_ fault, not yours. May 31 14:48:09 * Edward sighs "what do you want me to say?" May 31 14:49:35 Nothing. You and I both know its true. It might be time to explain it to Mina in such terms because you are, wrongly, taking responsibility for things that are not your fault May 31 14:50:02 And undermine the progress you and I have made? May 31 14:50:56 That is not undermining it... it is the truth and we both know it. May 31 14:51:16 You made a mistake, and then I made a bigger mistake May 31 14:51:24 * Morgan nods May 31 14:51:36 Like I said... two problems. May 31 14:51:58 And now a child exists who shouldn't have done May 31 14:52:47 I don't know about shouldn't have done... wasn't going to, certainly... maybe she has some great destiny May 31 14:53:25 I doubt Mina will see it that way May 31 14:53:33 * Edward starts walking again May 31 14:53:55 She's so hard to read, I wouldn't like to guess at that May 31 14:54:09 * Edward nods May 31 14:55:13 We will find out soon enough. May 31 14:55:23 * Morgan nods, catching up to him May 31 14:55:47 I hadn't considered the damage it had done to you and Mina. I am so very sorry. May 31 14:56:01 * Edward shrugs May 31 14:56:47 We also wouldn't have reunited in the summer without you. We were both happier than we had been for years because of you May 31 14:59:06 Thats as maybe. It is important that you know I regret the damage I caused for you and Mina. *he sighs* I've been praying in my quiet moments that this can be overcome May 31 14:59:25 * Edward nods May 31 14:59:31 Thank you, I am grateful May 31 15:00:37 * Morgan nods slightly May 31 15:00:56 *he's briefly quiet* Knowing what you know now, would you still have done what you did? May 31 15:02:23 I think so, but I would have handled it differently. Gone and settled in Innesbruck maybe May 31 15:02:47 * Edward nods May 31 15:03:05 I would have done things differently too May 31 15:03:19 * Morgan nods May 31 15:03:22 difficult, isn't it May 31 15:03:33 * Edward nods May 31 15:04:45 I would still have brought Molly into our lives, but I don't know how that would have worked May 31 15:05:02 You love her very much May 31 15:05:12 Yes, I do. May 31 15:05:42 * Morgan nods May 31 15:05:57 She'd have still been in our lives May 31 15:07:04 I cannot see how, not if you were married to Dietlinde and I to Mina, neither of us intending to have a mistress May 31 15:07:24 I could tell you, but you'd think I was playing silly buggers May 31 15:07:47 It would be a welcome distraction May 31 15:08:13 She would have married Sebastien Rosenkrantz, and one of their children would have married one of mine May 31 15:09:11 That's a fanciful prediction May 31 15:09:29 * Morgan shrugs May 31 15:09:37 about bang on I reckon May 31 15:10:44 Wouldn't that have been complicated for you? May 31 15:11:17 Why? I wouldn't have known her the way I do... May 31 15:13:17 I suppose if you hadn't felt any attraction to her for years this time you wouldn't in that situation either. It just goes against how I first felt for Mina immediately May 31 15:13:34 * Morgan nods May 31 15:16:05 What Rosenkrantz like? May 31 15:16:25 Sebastien? Like me. May 31 15:16:53 She could do better then *he smiles slightly* May 31 15:16:59 absolutely May 31 15:19:46 Better that you didn't have to make that choice with the hindsight May 31 15:24:17 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) May 31 16:45:14 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 16:45:22 [15:09:52] Edward: Better that you didn't have to make that choice with the hindsight May 31 16:46:20 * MollyK is now known as Edward May 31 16:46:44 maybe May 31 16:47:40 Where have you gotten this notion about Molly and her cousin from? Because he's like you? May 31 16:48:15 * Morgan shakes his head May 31 16:48:23 No... May 31 16:48:39 Did something happen between them? May 31 16:48:55 No, not at all May 31 16:49:49 What then? Most men don't imagine their wives with other men May 31 16:50:56 I had a dream about it May 31 16:51:43 * Edward nods a little May 31 16:51:54 Would she have been happy? May 31 16:52:50 * Morgan nods May 31 16:52:55 content I think May 31 16:53:20 More than now? May 31 16:53:36 No, she's _happy_ now... she'd have been content with him May 31 16:55:51 How do you define the difference? May 31 16:56:38 The difference between good enough and great... This meal is nice versus this meal is wonderful... May 31 16:57:12 You don't feel pressure to let her go to be with him then? May 31 16:57:42 * Morgan shakes his head May 31 16:57:43 none May 31 16:57:56 * Edward nods May 31 16:58:26 And if she would be happier? May 31 16:58:35 I don't believe she would May 31 16:59:05 * Edward nods May 31 16:59:21 She certainly gushes over you now May 31 16:59:52 We became much more.... expressive after Alarice tried to kill her. I was not aware she did not realise the depth of my feelings for her May 31 17:00:28 I recall. You have continued to ensure she knows your feelings? May 31 17:01:02 * Morgan nods May 31 17:01:07 probably not as much as I could though May 31 17:01:43 * Edward nods May 31 17:03:12 When this is resolved I will help if you want that May 31 17:03:23 I appreciate that May 31 17:04:56 * Edward continues on into the house, leaving his coat and sword with a footman May 31 17:05:05 Where will she be? May 31 17:06:38 When I left, she was with Molly. Go through to the library, I'll go and find her May 31 17:07:04 * Edward nods May 31 17:07:16 * Morgan goes in search of Mina May 31 17:08:00 *Mina and Molly can be heard laughing in the drawing room. Mina's laugh isn't as courtly as usual* May 31 17:08:48 * Morgan knocks gently May 31 17:09:40 * Edward is now known as Molly May 31 17:09:43 Come May 31 17:10:19 * Morgan pushes the door open, going in May 31 17:10:29 * Molly and Mina are drinking brandy May 31 17:12:48 * Molly smiles "yes, my love?" May 31 17:15:34 Edward is here... he wishes to see Mina now May 31 17:17:58 *Mina finishes her brandy before subtly checking her appearance in the mirror over the mantle. Molly stands, bringing her brandy with her* May 31 17:23:31 Where is he? May 31 17:23:55 Hfghfbhf May 31 17:23:59 in the library. I'll take you down May 31 17:24:27 * Molly and Mina follow him May 31 17:25:21 * Morgan stops at the door, turning to Mina May 31 17:25:32 We will be nearby, if you need either of us May 31 17:28:31 *she thanks him. Edward opens the door, and despite her composure, despite her concern about the nature of her summons, Morgan can see her eyes light up as she sees him. She smiles warmly "Good evening, my Lord" May 31 17:29:55 * Molly hangs back, watching the three of them. Edward watches Mina just a moment before opening his arms to her. Though he is smiling, it doesn't reach his eyes where there is only pain. May 31 17:30:27 * Morgan watches them before saying May 31 17:30:42 I'm going to grab some coffee, we'll be nearby May 31 17:33:04 *Mina does move into Edward's arms, and he holds her tightly. He nods at Morgan "Alright" May 31 17:36:39 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) May 31 18:07:49 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 18:07:55 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) May 31 18:16:19 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 18:16:36 *she thanks him. Edward opens the door, and despite her composure, despite her concern about the nature of her summons, Morgan can see her eyes light up as she sees him. She smiles warmly "Good evening, my Lord" May 31 18:16:37 * Molly hangs back, watching the three of them. Edward watches Mina just a moment before opening his arms to her. Though he is smiling, it doesn't reach his eyes where there is only pain. May 31 18:16:37 * Morgan watches them before saying May 31 18:16:37 I'm going to grab some coffee, we'll be nearby May 31 18:16:37 *Mina does move into Edward's arms, and he holds her tightly. He nods at Morgan "Alright" May 31 18:18:27 * MollyK nods slightly May 31 18:18:37 I'll help you with the coffee May 31 18:18:49 * Morgan nods, offering her his arm before leading off to the kitchen May 31 18:19:07 * MollyK keeps her hand on him firmly May 31 18:19:14 Are you alright? May 31 18:19:36 *the kitchen is empty, all tidied away* May 31 18:20:03 * Morgan nods May 31 18:20:07 worried for him May 31 18:20:11 * MollyK nods May 31 18:20:23 Me too. For them both. May 31 18:20:29 * Morgan nods May 31 18:20:41 Its finally dawned on me how difficult I made life for him May 31 18:20:53 * MollyK frowns May 31 18:20:58 What do you mean? May 31 18:21:35 He had to spend time running round trying to stop us getting annexed. He blames himself for having to let her down so often but, that was my doing May 31 18:22:18 He could have asked you for help, or pushed the point with your father May 31 18:22:29 * Morgan nods May 31 18:22:46 I'm not being overly hard on myself blossom... May 31 18:23:07 That is somewhat of a surprise, my love, as that would be common May 31 18:24:28 I know... its time I accepted where my actions took people, and where their actions took themselves. May 31 18:25:56 I am sure you can appreciate that as your wife I want to protect you. May 31 18:26:05 * MollyK starts making the coffee May 31 18:26:34 of course May 31 18:27:09 I do not want you to blame yourself for this May 31 18:28:29 I don't blame myself... I'm just acknowledging my role in some of it May 31 18:32:35 You had not considered it before? May 31 18:34:43 Obviously I'd thought about how it had led to the fire but... I never really thought about him having to put his betrothal on hold, cancelling plans all the time to go and deal with people to keep Sudlachenburg safe May 31 18:35:25 * MollyK sighs, handing him a cup May 31 18:35:40 It shouldn't have been that way May 31 18:35:59 * Morgan nods May 31 18:36:54 There shouldn't have been so many rules May 31 18:39:04 * Morgan sighs, shrugging May 31 18:39:06 it is what it is May 31 18:39:52 * MollyK comes to him, gently wrapping her arms around him May 31 18:40:14 As long as you are being gentle with yourself over this May 31 18:40:48 * Morgan nods May 31 18:40:49 I am May 31 18:42:10 * MollyK smiles May 31 18:42:22 You have made wonderful progress that you can be May 31 18:44:02 * Morgan nods May 31 18:44:04 I think so, aye May 31 18:44:45 * MollyK smiles, letting go May 31 18:44:52 We had best get back May 31 18:44:58 * Morgan nods May 31 18:46:16 * MollyK puts extra coffee and cups on the tray, taking it to the hall by the library. She stands quietly there, looking a little pensive May 31 18:47:10 Alright? May 31 18:47:30 *she whispers* How did we go from thinking Edward was the most despicable wretch to being so deeply worried about his heart getting broken? May 31 18:47:59 a lot of time and a lot of effort May 31 18:48:48 * MollyK nods May 31 18:49:37 He loves you very much, y'know May 31 18:49:52 * MollyK smiles a little May 31 18:49:59 I know. He has told me. May 31 18:50:08 * Morgan smiles slightly May 31 18:52:37 He is simple in some ways, he just likes being taken care of, being listened to, and impressing women May 31 18:54:32 * Morgan nods May 31 18:55:55 It is easy to do that for him May 31 18:56:31 I'm a bit more difficult May 31 18:57:00 * MollyK nods May 31 18:57:06 Yes, very much so May 31 18:58:14 * Morgan nods May 31 18:58:17 I know May 31 18:58:57 * MollyK sips her coffee May 31 18:59:04 It's very quiet... May 31 18:59:17 * Morgan nods May 31 18:59:29 I imagine she would keep a tight reign on her temper May 31 19:00:05 I admire that May 31 19:01:06 oh? May 31 19:02:43 I do not know I could maintain such composure May 31 19:03:22 * Morgan nods May 31 19:03:30 I certainly couldn't May 31 19:04:42 * MollyK smiles slightly May 31 19:05:00 Your passionate nature would get the better of you, as would mine May 31 19:05:34 * Morgan nods May 31 19:06:38 * MollyK sips the coffee again May 31 19:08:44 How long should we give them before checking on them? May 31 19:11:12 * Morgan shrugs May 31 19:11:17 I've absolutely no idea May 31 19:11:45 * MollyK nods May 31 19:15:37 *There is still nothing but quiet for about twenty more minutes. Molly has long finished her coffee and is sat on a chair in the hall when Edward comes out. He looks very serious, looking to Morgan "I need some air, you can both go and see her" May 31 19:16:07 Do you need me? May 31 19:21:25 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) May 31 19:28:30 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 19:29:54 [19:17:12] MollyK: *he shakes his head* stay with her May 31 19:30:03 Don't go far, yes? May 31 19:30:24 E: *he nods* May 31 19:30:57 * Morgan looks at him for a moment before nodding May 31 19:31:58 *he goes. Molly leads the way* would you pour some brandy, liebes herz May 31 19:32:14 * Morgan nods, going directly to do that May 31 19:32:47 * MollyK sits beside Mina, who looks devestated May 31 19:33:03 Oh, my dear friend... May 31 19:33:08 * Morgan pours two large measures, handing them over May 31 19:35:10 *Mina has clearly been crying, her composure shot at Edward's revelation. She downs the brandy* I thought I would be the mother of his first child... May 31 19:35:54 * MollyK rubs her arm "I know, I'm sorry, Mina" May 31 19:36:39 * Morgan refills her glass May 31 19:37:43 *she downs that too, weeping again* We had an arrangement, and he broke it May 31 19:38:02 * Morgan watches her May 31 19:39:35 *in some ways it is worse than the clipped, brisk, courtly way she handled hearing about the fire, because it has broken her protective facade* May 31 19:41:08 What did he tell you? May 31 19:43:46 * MollyK gives her the other brandy May 31 19:43:53 * MollyK is now known as Mina May 31 19:43:58 * Mina sips it May 31 19:44:24 He has a daughter who is two years old May 31 19:44:54 and... May 31 19:46:06 And the mother is Avalonian, he took her to bed within three hours of meeting her May 31 19:47:02 *Molly gives her her favourite handkerchief as the tears become faster, and she continues to stroke her arm* May 31 19:47:55 what did he tell you about _when_? May 31 19:49:09 When he went to Numa after getting his nose fixed May 31 19:57:00 * Morgan nods slowly May 31 19:57:44 You do realise he thought he'd never get to see you again? May 31 20:00:11 He said, but it still hurts. I knew he had been with some others whilst we had to wait, but I could put it to the back of my mind and tell myself it was no different really than him doing it to himself *she is starting to sound very distressed and emotional now* May 31 20:01:17 * Morgan nods, glancing at Molly May 31 20:08:58 * Mina has quit (Ping Timeout) May 31 20:18:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 20:18:18 * MollyK looks surprised, blushing May 31 20:19:20 What do you need us to do, Mina? May 31 20:19:34 * MollyK shakes her head May 31 20:19:52 * MollyK is now known as Mina May 31 20:20:47 I don't know. I am not sure how I am going to deal with her and remember that Edward made love to her mother May 31 20:21:21 *Molly frowns slightly* May 31 20:22:02 [I'm out of my depth here] May 31 20:22:39 [Do you wish to leave?] May 31 20:23:24 [I just don't know what to do to help] May 31 20:24:56 M: It will be painful to see her at first, but it does ease with time... May 31 20:26:31 [it's alright, my love. Check on Edward if you need to. I don't think she wants solutions yet, I think she needs to just let herself feel it] May 31 20:27:15 I'm going to leave you two alone... May 31 20:27:46 * Mina nods May 31 20:27:58 Thank you for your concern May 31 20:29:19 * Morgan nods, leaving the room quietly and closing the door before going to find Edward May 31 20:29:55 * Mina is now known as Edward May 31 20:30:25 * Edward is sat out on a wall. The cigar light is how Morgan finds him May 31 20:31:32 * Morgan goes and sits beside him May 31 20:31:55 * Edward automatically offers him a cigar May 31 20:32:43 No, thank you May 31 20:33:02 * Edward just shrugs May 31 20:39:13 Molly with her? May 31 20:39:18 of course May 31 20:39:35 * Edward nods May 31 20:40:42 I am the biggest shithead on Theah. May 31 20:41:00 No, I'm fairly sure thats Isiah Fischler May 31 20:41:21 * Edward shakes his head May 31 20:41:47 If I was a good man I'd set her free now. May 31 20:41:57 That is her choice now May 31 20:42:35 She has made her choice. She will not have the humiliation of cancelling the wedding May 31 20:42:48 The wedding is going ahead? May 31 20:43:01 * Edward nods grimly May 31 20:43:58 Because she cannot let down her Father or her family name. It secures Graben and Joseff is ailing. May 31 20:44:50 I'm _hoping_ she'll come to understand a bit more May 31 20:45:31 * Edward shakes his head May 31 20:46:40 I didn't know how much it was hurting her knowing I'd be with other women. I thought she was alright with the arrangement, but she wasn't, not really. May 31 20:47:11 * Morgan nods May 31 20:48:27 She never once said anything, Morgan. It was to please me, not because it was acceptable to her... she felt she had no real choice or say. May 31 20:49:41 * Morgan nods slightly May 31 20:50:19 So now I am angry with myself, and I am unfairly angry with her too May 31 20:50:37 You are angry with her because she didn't tell you May 31 20:51:11 Yes. She let me hurt her through deception May 31 20:51:43 What are you wanting of me right now? May 31 20:52:07 Nothing. Go away if you have better things to do. May 31 20:52:37 * Morgan thumps him May 31 20:53:03 * Edward looks at him May 31 20:53:15 Don't push me right now. May 31 20:53:48 * Morgan looks at him appraisingly before doing it again May 31 20:54:48 * Edward stubs the cigar out on the wall before getting off it May 31 20:55:28 Pack in it, Morgan, before you start something either of us wants to finish. May 31 20:55:35 Neither* May 31 20:56:12 * Morgan stays sitting on the wall May 31 20:56:53 * Edward sits back on it, out of arms reach May 31 20:59:43 I can appreciate you'll hate me shortly... but you need to pull your head out of your fucking ass. She didn't let you hurt her, _you_ hurt her and she did not feel she had a choice. Yes, she could have said, but you could have fucking asked. I know you're hurting right now but you're snivelling and it doesn't sit well on you. You damn well take responsibility for what is your fault, and accept that some of the blame you're clinging to isn't yours May 31 21:01:56 Don't you ever get fed up of being so self-righteous? I did fucking ask her at the time, several times. Each time she said it was fine, just the same as doing it alone. May 31 21:02:33 * Morgan clears his throat, climbing down from the wall May 31 21:04:22 * Edward watches him May 31 21:05:51 self righteous... noted. May 31 21:06:10 * Morgan watches him closely for a moment May 31 21:06:39 Look, sorry. I'm wound up right now, I shouldn't have said that May 31 21:07:27 Forget it. May 31 21:08:34 I hope you never have to make your wife cry like I've just made Mina cry. If you do, you'll understand how much this hurts. May 31 21:09:53 * Morgan stares at him hard for a full minute May 31 21:10:45 * Edward watches him back May 31 21:11:56 Dekker told me that sometimes tough love is what you need... that you need to be made to see things from a certain perspective... I'm clearly the wrong person to give you that perspective May 31 21:12:33 * Edward shrugs May 31 21:14:22 I get it. This is my fuck up. The ship had a hole in the hull and my first officer feared being left ashore if she told me. So now we've sunk, and it was my responsibility to double check the hull and be sure my second in command felt safe with me. I fucking get it, alright? May 31 21:16:52 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the horizon May 31 21:17:35 * Edward lights another cigar May 31 21:20:55 * Edward says nothing, just sitting on the wall creating clouds of frangrant smoke. He much have changed cigars because this smells nice rather than acrid May 31 21:22:00 Do you realise how big an asshole I could be right now? In the most petty of ways? May 31 21:22:20 Do it, if it makes you feel better May 31 21:23:03 Hurting you because you've hurt me won't achieve anything. I just want you to be aware I _could_ put out your cigar from here if I wanted to May 31 21:24:01 * Edward frowns deeply May 31 21:24:14 Do your magic on me and I will never forgive you. May 31 21:24:36 mmhmmm, thats what I thought May 31 21:24:50 * Morgan pushes away from the wall, moving further away May 31 21:25:51 * Edward watches him May 31 21:26:04 You're spoiling for a fight. May 31 21:26:24 * Morgan shakes his head, turning and walking away May 31 21:28:31 * Edward doesn't follow him May 31 21:28:51 * Morgan goes directly to the kitchen to make coffee May 31 21:30:49 *it is very quiet. The staff are absent from the kitchen* May 31 21:32:32 * Morgan stays in the kitchen for quarter of an hour, just drinking his coffee May 31 21:33:01 *It stays just as quiet, leaving him at a loose end May 31 21:34:27 * Morgan goes to find his father May 31 21:34:48 * Edward is now known as Adalbrecht May 31 21:34:57 * Adalbrecht is up in his room May 31 21:35:37 * Morgan knocks lightly May 31 21:36:02 Come in May 31 21:36:23 * Morgan does so May 31 21:37:58 * Adalbrecht 's room has two fireside chairs and Adalbrecht is pulled close to the warmth, book is in his lap May 31 21:38:04 Good evening May 31 21:38:16 father May 31 21:38:27 Am I needed? May 31 21:38:49 by me... May 31 21:39:47 * Adalbrecht gestures to the other chair and pours port into a second glass May 31 21:40:06 * Morgan sits down May 31 21:40:22 What is the problem? *he hands it over* May 31 21:40:40 just a realisation of what Edward thinks of me... its upset me some May 31 21:41:10 He is back then? May 31 21:41:18 * Morgan nods May 31 21:42:35 What has happened so far? May 31 21:43:17 He's told her about Florrie, she's decided she will not accept the humiliation of cancelling the wedding this close but they're both very hurt May 31 21:44:35 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 21:44:56 A painful situation. How are you involved? May 31 21:46:08 I went to check on him afterwards. He's angry with Mina for not telling him their arrangement wasn't actually acceptable. I said it was bullshit, basically. I'm never fed up of being self righteous, it seems. May 31 21:47:08 * Adalbrecht drinks some port May 31 21:47:25 Your brother has lashed out because he is hurt, it sounds like May 31 21:47:51 He is short tempered... so what he really thinks has come out May 31 21:49:21 Have you never spoken unfair words in haste then? May 31 21:51:01 so I'm self righteous and hypocritical May 31 21:51:34 Morgan, I am trying to help you and your brother May 31 21:53:31 * Morgan shrugs slightly May 31 21:53:57 What can I do to help you? May 31 21:54:08 * Morgan shrugs May 31 21:54:14 it doesn't matter May 31 21:54:29 If it didn't matter you wouldn't have come here May 31 21:56:01 You're saying I'm wrong here... May 31 21:57:58 No, Edward shouldn't have lashed out at you. But you should accommodate him too. It cannot be easy to know she is marrying him to avoid humiliation and reputation damage rather than because she still wants to. May 31 21:59:42 * Morgan nods May 31 21:59:44 I suppose so May 31 22:00:15 If it helps, you are not self-righteous May 31 22:00:31 * Morgan shrugs May 31 22:02:24 It can be hard for people to hear they are in the wrong May 31 22:03:09 * Morgan nods slowly May 31 22:04:24 * Adalbrecht drinks more May 31 22:04:40 How do things stand with them now? May 31 22:05:04 * Morgan shrugs May 31 22:05:16 She is utterly distraught May 31 22:05:56 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:06:05 That is what we expected? May 31 22:06:22 a fair assumption really May 31 22:08:39 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:09:15 It is set in stone that the wedding will go ahead? May 31 22:10:00 I've told you what he has told me May 31 22:12:37 I will send out a messenger tomorrow to let Heinzharold know and then on to Sudlachenburg to tell your Mother May 31 22:18:18 * Adalbrecht has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) May 31 22:29:18 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined May 31 22:29:22 [22:02:43] Adalbrecht: I will send out a messenger tomorrow to let Heinzharold know and then on to Sudlachenburg to tell your Mother May 31 22:29:28 * Morgan nods May 31 22:30:51 Preparations will need to be made for getting Mina home May 31 22:30:57 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht May 31 22:31:28 * Morgan nods May 31 22:31:29 aye May 31 22:33:29 Are you relieved that she has not called it off? May 31 22:34:44 Some. There is still a chance for reconcillliation May 31 22:35:02 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:35:30 Many couples have difficulties, look at you and Molly back in the summer May 31 22:38:11 I don't think thats the same May 31 22:38:58 Is it not? You had a problem and have resolved it May 31 22:41:53 but our problem was much less contentious and much easier to overcome May 31 22:43:27 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:44:17 It was. I am glad to see the two of you much closer May 31 22:45:43 * Morgan nods May 31 22:45:55 we are... but I don't know they will be able to overcome this... May 31 22:46:41 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:46:57 What can we do for that. May 31 22:47:05 I don't know May 31 22:50:25 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:50:46 Maybe in the morning the dust will have settled May 31 22:57:37 We can hope but I doubt it very much May 31 22:59:22 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 22:59:29 Where is Molly? May 31 23:02:28 with Mina May 31 23:04:24 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 23:04:38 That is why you have come to me? May 31 23:05:37 No, I came to you because I was hurt and wanted my fathers love to help me get over it May 31 23:07:05 * Adalbrecht watches him a moment before standing up May 31 23:07:13 Come here, Morgan May 31 23:07:20 * Morgan stands up, confused May 31 23:07:50 * Adalbrecht hugs him May 31 23:09:02 We've come a long way and the thought that he thinks of me like that really hurts May 31 23:09:40 I am sure it will just have been a moment of childishness May 31 23:10:19 I don't think so, I really don't May 31 23:10:46 * Adalbrecht pats his back May 31 23:11:23 You should discuss it with him when this has calmed, but give him the benefit of the doubt until then May 31 23:12:01 * Morgan nods slightly May 31 23:12:57 * Adalbrecht lets him go May 31 23:13:42 Do you need to see how the womenfolk are doing, or shall we play cards? May 31 23:14:24 I'll go check on them May 31 23:15:28 * Adalbrecht nods May 31 23:15:35 Goodnight, Morgan May 31 23:15:44 Goodnight father. thank you May 31 23:17:05 Any time *he shows him out* May 31 23:17:18 * Morgan nods, leaving the room before going to find Molly May 31 23:19:15 *when he gets to the library they are coming out. They both look a little tipsy and much more cheerful May 31 23:19:21 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly May 31 23:19:33 * Morgan looks them over May 31 23:19:34 ladies May 31 23:19:43 * Molly smiles May 31 23:20:03 Liebes herz. I am taking Mina up to her room May 31 23:20:20 *Mina just nods, smiling a little* May 31 23:20:54 alright my love May 31 23:23:35 *Neither woman makes an elegant job of it, but they are at least not unhappy. Mina tries to go to the wrong room, but Molly tells her that is Edward's room and hers is down the end. Then Molly bids Mina goodnight, and Mina thanks her for the support* May 31 23:27:13 * Morgan watches them from a distance May 31 23:27:43 *Mina looks over* goodnight Morgan May 31 23:27:50 Goodnight Mina May 31 23:28:26 * Molly lets Mina in, then shuts the door May 31 23:29:11 * Molly comes to Morgan "would you like to have a drink with me?" May 31 23:29:48 * Morgan nods May 31 23:29:53 you can tell me whats happened May 31 23:30:05 Downstairs, or in bed? May 31 23:30:16 either May 31 23:30:37 Downstairs then, I think... May 31 23:30:53 * Morgan nods May 31 23:32:13 * Molly gets them set up with whatever he wishes to drink, sat on a sheepskin rug near the fire in the drawing. It's relaxed rather than formal, and she has kicked her shoes off before drinking a mouthful of brandy May 31 23:32:37 Has Edward gone to the Malthauses? May 31 23:32:50 I don't know May 31 23:34:12 * Molly nods May 31 23:34:17 How are you? May 31 23:34:27 * Morgan frowns May 31 23:34:41 I'm... hurting. May 31 23:35:23 * Molly moves closer, putting an arm around his back and her head on his shoulder May 31 23:35:41 This has caused memories of the fire, or of Jana? May 31 23:36:32 No... just something Edward said. It doesn't matter for now, I need to know whats happened with Mina May 31 23:37:02 It matters greatly to me. I do not like people hurting you. May 31 23:37:11 it'll wait May 31 23:37:27 * Molly sips her drink May 31 23:37:38 She is very hurt, and sad May 31 23:37:51 * Morgan nods May 31 23:38:20 She feels that she has lost something that she will not be the mother of his first child May 31 23:38:43 * Morgan nods May 31 23:40:12 That Edward will always have a connection to Alice upsets her, and that at present she has given him a child but Mina has not, despite them having been in love six years, is distressing her May 31 23:40:49 that is understandable May 31 23:40:54 * Molly nods May 31 23:41:21 Becoming a mother is significant for Mina, because of the loss of her own mother so young May 31 23:43:10 * Morgan nods May 31 23:43:13 that makes sense May 31 23:43:41 And because her mother died from childbirth, it is a significant gift and undertaking to provide her husband a child, yet he put another woman in that position by accident. May 31 23:44:41 * Morgan nods May 31 23:45:02 does the fact he'd been forbidden to see her again carry any weight? May 31 23:47:10 That is rather complicated by the fact that Alice was not the only woman he had been intimate with, and his explanation that it was women who resemble her because he could not be with her. I think she had very much underestimated the frequency of his escapades and struggles to understand why it could be so pressing a need for him. I suppose she May 31 23:47:11 feels somehow betrayed May 31 23:47:49 * Morgan nods May 31 23:49:22 She is worried too about the future, what life will look like when he has a duty to Florrie as well as their children, whether he will love her especially as she is his firstborn May 31 23:50:07 I see May 31 23:51:23 It is a shock, and I think she needs some time to adjust. She is worried about seeing Florrie only as the product of his pleasure with another woman, rather than as a little innocent girl, though she intends to try not to May 31 23:51:40 * Morgan nods May 31 23:51:58 Edward tells me she wishes the wedding to go ahead, to avoid embarrassment May 31 23:52:36 * Molly nods May 31 23:52:53 That is some of it, and I can appreciate her reasoning May 31 23:53:02 * Morgan nods May 31 23:53:09 that is all Edward believes it comes from May 31 23:53:22 * Molly nods May 31 23:55:05 They will need to talk. She knows it would damage her reputation badly, and lose Graben prestige with other nobles. Also, her Father is ailing, and he needs her to marry so her husband can start to take on the duties of the Freiarrdom. May 31 23:55:55 * Morgan nods May 31 23:57:14 It is important to her to provide that ease for her Father in his final months or years, but she is quite sure he is declining. He has times now where he thinks Maria is still alive and asks Mina where her mother is May 31 23:57:37 oh dear. That must be awful for her May 31 23:57:43 * Molly nods May 31 23:58:48 Very much so, though she is adjusting to it as it becomes more frequent. She thinks he is waiting for her to be settled and secure before he goes to be with his wife again May 31 23:59:01 * Molly empties her glass before refilling it May 31 23:59:10 * Morgan nods, downing his scotch May 31 23:59:44 * Molly swirls the golden liquid, watching the fire