**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Apr 6 11:09:14 2022 Apr 06 11:09:14 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 11:17:02 **He starts to dream, in his own memories. He has been Master At Arms in this house in Balig for only six weeks. Nothing has killed him yet. It's a bit of a disappointment, given that the staff have frequently been caught out mumbling about the Sidhe and other monsters. He has spent weeks in hope of an Avalonian version of the Schattenmann, Apr 06 11:17:02 * MollyK has quit (Excess Flood) Apr 06 11:17:07 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 11:17:52 **He starts to dream, in his own memories. He has been Master At Arms in this house in Balig for only six weeks. Nothing has killed him yet. It's a bit of a disappointment, given that the staff have frequently been caught out mumbling about the Sidhe and other monsters. He has spent weeks in hope of an Avalonian version of the Schattenmann, Apr 06 11:17:52 something so deadly that he can finally be beaten and at rest. Hopefully with Dietlinde and Jana, in heaven, assuming he deserves to be there and that they haven't been trapped somewhere between there and Theah, by the nature of their deaths and his failure to keep Edward and his treachery away from them. Apr 06 11:18:29 It's only two o'clock in the afternoon,but he has a flagon of ale and is dispensing it frequently into his tankard. He rationalises that it isn't a problem to drink so early or so much when it's as weak as pissed-out Blokners, as Heinzharold would have called it. He has adequate time to drink it, the workload here much smaller than being a Apr 06 11:18:29 farmhand. So he fills his time with patrolling the grounds as if it were a camp before a battle and he were checking for incursions of Vaticine troops offering a swift death. Apr 06 11:19:39 He finishes adding up a column in the ledgers. He hadn't intended to also function as Estates Manager. But the estate has been run like shit for years since the old Lord died. The new Lady, his teenage daughter, is very young and flighty. Adalbrecht would never tolerate this. He's scowling at the thought of Sudlachenburg and its Graf as he tops off Apr 06 11:19:40 the tankard again, then slouches in the chair facing the double doors that lead to the hallway and then the courtyard Apr 06 11:19:40 **he hears an Eisen-accented man's voice. Northern. Posen? Definitely noble.** She will welcome us, I am sure. Apr 06 11:19:40 ((Done)) Apr 06 11:21:42 * Morgan glares at the doors for a moment before getting up to go and see who it is Apr 06 11:21:59 **The man is older, white haired and well-dressed. He holds the door open for a companion** Apr 06 11:24:17 **The girl who walks in must be seventeen or eighteen, her hair a dark red, her eyes very blue. She's smiling, chin up, shoulders back like she has been coached to be proper, and is as well-dressed as the man, in a dark green that complements her colouring. And Morgan feels something in his chest, in his stomach, in his heart, that he has only ever Apr 06 11:24:17 felt once before, on a cool March morning stood on a seamstress' doorstep in the village of Sudlachenburg with a paper-wrapped bundle of dresses under his arm. Apr 06 11:24:47 * Morgan scowls, watching them Apr 06 11:25:41 *The man spots him, bowing a little. The girl stops in her tracks, eyes widening and lips parting* Apr 06 11:26:08 R: Good afternoon, we would like to pay a call on her ladyship Apr 06 11:26:47 She expecting you? Apr 06 11:27:15 R: No, it was a spur of the moment decision, but I was friends with her late father Apr 06 11:27:42 * MollyK blushes, now looking shy and avoiding eye contact Apr 06 11:28:04 * Morgan nods, looking the man over Apr 06 11:28:08 name? Apr 06 11:29:20 R: Doctor Joseff Rosenkrantz, sir. My nephew is a baron of Eisen, and this is his daughter, Molly. Apr 06 11:29:38 * MollyK curtsies a little, staying quiet Apr 06 11:29:48 * Morgan nods slightly before shouting for Mary Apr 06 11:30:29 *The maid comes in, performing a deeper curtsey* Yes, Master Hockridge? Apr 06 11:31:06 Go see if her ladyship is available to see a Doctor Rosenkrantz Apr 06 11:32:54 *Mary scuttles off. Joseff looks at ease, but Molly looks around like she's unfamiliar with such a house. That immediate rush of attraction has not lessened* Apr 06 11:33:18 R: Are you the Estates Manager, sir? Apr 06 11:33:42 I'm the master at arms. I'm managing the estate while the position is vacant Apr 06 11:34:06 R: *he nods* very good Apr 06 11:34:36 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Apr 06 11:34:42 I'm glad it meets with your approval Apr 06 11:34:59 R: *he looks a little confused* Apr 06 11:35:29 What brings the uncle of a Freiarr to Avalon? Apr 06 11:36:34 R: I have been before on holiday many times, but this time I uncovered our long lost relatives Apr 06 11:36:52 * MollyK speaks quietly. There's no Eisen at all, her accent instead sound faintly Balig "This is a beautiful estate, sir" Apr 06 11:37:05 * Morgan looks at her Apr 06 11:37:16 You're local... more or less Apr 06 11:37:45 * MollyK nods, looking a little embarrassed "Yes, I am" Apr 06 11:38:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 11:38:33 * Morgan looks at Rosenkrantz Apr 06 11:38:55 Uncle of a Posen Freiarr discovers relatives in Avalon... unusuall Apr 06 11:39:49 R: The Freiarr has lived here all his life, as have his family. It was only recently we discovered his identity Apr 06 11:40:41 * MollyK watches Morgan from the corner of her eye, but stays quiet Apr 06 11:40:44 I see Apr 06 11:42:02 *they lapse into silence, Molly alternating between watching him with curiosity and avoiding looking entirely Apr 06 11:44:45 I should imagine you'd be wanting some tea Apr 06 11:46:19 * MollyK smiles "Yes, please". Rosenkrantz looks at her "The correct etiquette would be to wait until we know if Lady Torrington will see us first. It wouldn't be right to have tea here if she was unavailable" Apr 06 11:46:51 * MollyK looks embarrassed again, frowning a little, like she is corrected often "Yes Uncle, I am sorry" Apr 06 11:47:07 so you've been thrust into nobility then? Apr 06 11:47:47 * MollyK nods, looking grateful "I wasn't really expecting it" Apr 06 11:49:02 Takes time to adjust to all the rules and expectations Apr 06 11:49:20 * MollyK nods again Apr 06 11:49:39 I am doing my best, but there is just so much to learn Apr 06 11:50:21 R: You will get there, Molly. Apr 06 11:51:45 * MollyK looks a little unsure of herself. Mary comes back in. Apr 06 11:52:28 M: Lady Torrington has gone to the village, Master Hockridge, she won't be back for ages Apr 06 11:52:49 * Morgan nods, looking at Rosenkrantz Apr 06 11:53:45 *He places a calling card on the table* We will call again at the same time tomorrow, if that is alright? Apr 06 11:53:56 I'll make sure she knows you're coming Apr 06 11:54:37 *Rosenkrantz inclines his head, and Molly curtsies a little* Apr 06 11:54:47 Thank you for your kindness Apr 06 11:55:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 11:55:59 * MollyK and Rosenkrantz go back out of the door they came in, Mary showing them out Apr 06 11:59:12 *Mary comes back* They seemed nice Apr 06 12:00:54 for Eisen nobiilty.. Apr 06 12:01:12 M: They can't help that Apr 06 12:02:09 M: More ale, Master Hockridge? Apr 06 12:03:06 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 06 12:03:10 Coffee, if you will Apr 06 12:03:49 *she goes. He hears horses ride past, and he wakes up in bed in the Veisgraf Wing Apr 06 12:05:30 * Morgan rubs his eyes, trying to get a an idea of the time Apr 06 12:06:00 * he's only been asleep an hour* Apr 06 12:06:36 * Morgan grumbles, turning over and trying to get back to sleep Apr 06 12:07:17 * MollyK lays a gentle hand on him, but doesn't wake enough to say anything Apr 06 12:09:03 * Morgan buries his face into the pillow Apr 06 12:09:22 *he has a nightmare he hasn't had for a very long time, the last time being a few weeks after he and Dietlinde wed, one where he is on the battlefield and makes his very first kill, when he was just a boy of sixteen. Suddenly all that skill and practice they had done had come to deadly fruition, the blossoming of a bloody rose on the other man's Apr 06 12:09:22 uniform. Morgan had known absolutely nothing about that man, not where he was from, or if he had children, whether he was noble or common, whether Morgan had just widowed a loving woman. Apr 06 12:09:22 *All he had known was that the man would have killed him too. In that moment, Morgan becomes a man in a way that has nothing to do with his biology, and knows that the innocence of his childhood is now fully gone. His heart pounds harder as that of the man he wrenches his first-blooded sword from gets slower, bleeding out. When his victim hits the Apr 06 12:09:22 ground, Morgan wakes with a start* Apr 06 12:11:16 * Morgan sits up quickly Apr 06 12:11:24 * MollyK must have been awake already, because she immediately says "It's alright my love, just a nightmare" Apr 06 12:13:06 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:13:08 aye Apr 06 12:14:00 * MollyK strokes his arm " do you need me to use the magic?" Apr 06 12:14:24 No, I'm alright Apr 06 12:14:31 * MollyK nods Apr 06 12:14:45 I don't think dawn is far away Apr 06 12:14:54 What has you awake? Apr 06 12:15:41 A strange nightmare, that's all Apr 06 12:15:53 oh? Would you tell me? Apr 06 12:16:03 I don’t know where I was, but there was a small fire, and inside it was a key. The key was important, so I reached in despite the pain. My magic did not help for long. I still couldn’t reach it, so I pushed further, to my elbow and shoulder. The key branded my palm as I held tightly and tried to pull back, but it felt like I was being pulled into Apr 06 12:16:03 the flames, unable to save myself from the pain. Then eventually I woke up. Apr 06 12:16:26 * Morgan frowns Apr 06 12:16:29 that sounds horrific Apr 06 12:16:46 I have certainly had nicer Apr 06 12:16:52 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:18:12 * MollyK stretches Apr 06 12:18:22 I think perhaps I will get up Apr 06 12:21:50 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:21:53 alright Apr 06 12:24:38 I will put together some herbs for hangovers, I imagine sore heads today Apr 06 12:25:20 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:25:22 thats a good idea Apr 06 12:25:46 Yours is not? Apr 06 12:25:59 sore? No Apr 06 12:26:21 * MollyK nods Apr 06 12:26:29 You are more heartsore? Apr 06 12:26:33 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:27:12 * MollyK rubs his arm "Your Mother said to expect that" Apr 06 12:27:48 oh? Apr 06 12:28:21 That you will all be sad, and maybe short-tempered, and quiet Apr 06 12:39:45 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:39:48 it would make sense Apr 06 12:42:38 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 06 12:45:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 12:46:30 If you need me, in whatever way today, just say Apr 06 12:50:46 * MollyK strokes his arm gently again Apr 06 12:52:02 It was just a nightmare, nothing unusual. Been having that one for years Apr 06 12:52:16 Do you wish to tell me? Apr 06 12:52:30 It was the first time I killed someone Apr 06 12:53:14 * MollyK nods Apr 06 12:53:36 That I can understand, I still dream of the bandit on occassion too Apr 06 12:53:49 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:55:46 Very understandable that you would dream it today Apr 06 12:56:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:56:09 indeed Apr 06 12:56:39 * MollyK squeezes his arm a minute before getting up Apr 06 12:56:48 Are you going out for dawn? Apr 06 12:59:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 12:59:18 Aye Apr 06 13:00:32 * MollyK nods. He sees no one on the Veisgraf Wing on his way out into the first light, despite Edward normally being up. It looks like it will be cold, gray and dry Apr 06 13:01:50 * Morgan fetches his Zweihander on the way, practicing as soon as it is light enough Apr 06 13:03:10 *he has the front lawn to himself, and soon enough the cloud-obscured sun seems to be over the horizon Apr 06 13:07:33 *when he gets back, the parlour smells of the hangover cure she has given him before. Both Edward and HH are in their uniforms in the parlour drinking it Apr 06 13:11:28 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 13:18:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 13:18:23 [12:59:20] MollyK: *when he gets back, the parlour smells of the hangover cure she has given him before. Both Edward and HH are in their uniforms in the parlour drinking it Apr 06 13:24:05 * MollyK is now known as HH Apr 06 13:24:23 *he gives a brief "mornin'" Apr 06 13:29:30 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:30:53 *Edward also nods at him. Both men seem pre-occupied and grim Apr 06 13:31:33 We're gonna go on down to my Ma's for breakfast, Inga is just getting ready Apr 06 13:33:21 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:33:32 She's asked me to accompany you to your father... Apr 06 13:33:45 * HH nods Apr 06 13:34:02 We always go after service. Be good t' have you Apr 06 13:34:10 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:34:18 I'll be there Apr 06 13:34:31 Thanks, man Apr 06 13:35:11 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:37:30 * HH goes with Inga when she comes for him Apr 06 13:37:53 * HH is now known as Edward Apr 06 13:38:14 It makes you realise how lucky we are to still have Father Apr 06 13:38:37 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:40:35 How did you sleep? Apr 06 13:40:48 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 13:40:53 Nightmare. You? Apr 06 13:41:04 No nightmares but barely slept Apr 06 13:41:55 How were things after I retired? Apr 06 13:42:54 Alright. We drank a lot. Apr 06 13:43:35 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:43:44 That is better than I imagined Apr 06 13:44:12 We didn't fall out Apr 06 13:45:07 * Morgan nods Apr 06 13:45:08 good Apr 06 13:45:58 * Edward nods, sipping the herbal tea Apr 06 13:47:16 I need to get changed Apr 06 13:47:38 * Edward nods Apr 06 13:48:10 I'll see how the maid is doing with Varick Apr 06 13:48:22 * Morgan nods, heading into the bedroom to change Apr 06 13:52:05 * Edward has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 15:10:28 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 15:14:09 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 16:09:57 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 16:12:14 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 16:14:01 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 16:15:50 **Molly is checking herself in the mirror. She wears a navy dress in a practical style of finely woven wool, and matching short coat, silver buttons adorning it. It is an older Eisen fashion, but very elegant and somber, complete with a matching hat and short navy veil. The double line of buttons on her coat give it an almost military feel. To Apr 06 16:15:50 match, her makeup is more noble style than common and girlish, prominent but subdued nudes and greys. It makes her look mature, eminent and dignified, finished off with the Pearls he bought her and pearl earrings. Very much a Veisgrafin for the people of Sudlachenburg to look to on such a solemn day. Her expression is serious too, fiddling with a Apr 06 16:15:50 little silver button on one cuff. Apr 06 16:16:47 Will I do? *she frowns at the wavy edges mirror as if what she is seeing is not good enough* Apr 06 16:17:04 More than that my love Apr 06 16:17:53 * MollyK nods. His uniform has been laid out, not worn since their wedding day Apr 06 16:18:36 * Morgan quickly gets changed Apr 06 16:18:42 Is everyone managing? Apr 06 16:18:50 Seem to be so far Apr 06 16:19:06 ACTION holds out her hand to him "Stand with me?" Apr 06 16:19:06 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Apr 06 16:19:21 * Morgan nods, taking her hands Apr 06 16:19:35 ACTION looks at the reflection of them both together, and nods Apr 06 16:19:35 You are going to make a fine Graf for your people, my love. Apr 06 16:19:35 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Apr 06 16:19:47 I hope so Apr 06 16:20:01 * MollyK smiles gently Apr 06 16:20:05 I know so. Apr 06 16:21:00 You look very handsome, just like on our wedding day Apr 06 16:21:17 * Morgan sighs Apr 06 16:21:37 A pity this is much less happy an occasion Apr 06 16:21:49 * MollyK nods Apr 06 16:22:30 But an important one. It's the first time I've done anything formally as Veisgrafin Apr 06 16:22:49 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:22:54 You'll do fine my love Apr 06 16:23:25 * MollyK smiles "I will certainly do my best. Shall we go to breakfast?" Apr 06 16:24:58 * Morgan nods, picking up his sword belt Apr 06 16:27:19 * MollyK kisses his cheek briefly before they go. In the parlour Edward and Varick are ready, the latter in a smart pair of breeches that were once Morgan's and then Edward's. Apr 06 16:27:27 * MollyK is now known as Varick Apr 06 16:28:34 Mama! You look like a grown up lady! Apr 06 16:29:19 *Edward chuckles, and Molly blushes* Apr 06 16:30:15 Looking rather smart there Varick Apr 06 16:30:59 * Varick smiles "I can't wear my uniform like yours, I am too big" Apr 06 16:33:07 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:33:14 You are getting to be a big boy now Apr 06 16:33:50 * Varick nods, holding Morgan's hand Apr 06 16:34:02 One day I will be a man Apr 06 16:34:13 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:34:26 Yes you will Apr 06 16:35:45 *Edward offers Molly his arm, and Morgan can hear Edward showering her with praise* Apr 06 16:36:32 When I am a man I will be at the front of the parade in Koln Apr 06 16:36:37 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:37:13 We have one big parade, then people go to their own churches Apr 06 16:37:20 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:37:33 People will want to talk to god, won't they Apr 06 16:37:48 * Varick nods Apr 06 16:39:50 Which church will I go to then? Apr 06 16:41:16 Which do you think? Apr 06 16:41:25 I don't know Apr 06 16:42:16 Its difficult to know... I promised god that I would raise my children as objectionist... Apr 06 16:42:47 Hmm that _is_ difficult Apr 06 16:43:44 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:44:41 What if I want to stay being Vaticine? Apr 06 16:45:15 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 16:45:17 I don't know Apr 06 16:46:03 My daddy was Vaticine, and his daddy Apr 06 16:46:13 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:46:14 I know Apr 06 16:46:30 I think its important to let people talk to god how they want to Apr 06 16:47:13 What does God want? Apr 06 16:47:30 I think he wants us to be good to eachother Apr 06 16:47:58 Will people be good to each other now? Apr 06 16:49:00 I don't know. There are still a lot of people who do things because they want power, or riches, even if it hurts others Apr 06 16:49:21 That's being Apr 06 16:49:27 A bad person Apr 06 16:49:31 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:49:34 I agree Apr 06 16:51:44 How do we stop them? Apr 06 16:52:32 By being good people... by being kind and keeping our people safe Apr 06 16:52:49 I think I can do that Apr 06 16:52:57 I have no doubt of it Apr 06 16:57:03 *Verity and Adalbrecht are already at breakfast, though neither seem to be eating much. She hugs Edward then Morgan* How are you this morning, dear boy? Apr 06 16:57:21 * Morgan nods Apr 06 16:57:24 I'm alright Apr 06 16:59:29 *she nods, hugging Molly and Varick before sitting down. Adalbrecht looks very neat and not hungover, smart in his uniform Apr 06 17:00:48 * Morgan nods to his father Apr 06 17:01:56 *Adalbrecht nods back, and breakfast commences. Varick is the only one who is eating plenty* Apr 06 17:06:29 *they opt to talk to take a carriage to the village, though Adalbrecht gives Morgan the option of riding Apr 06 17:06:51 I'll ride, thank you Apr 06 17:10:10 *the carriage takes them to the green where Adalbrecht is due to make his speech, his family beside him. It is very good, striking the right balance between formal, caring and hopeful for the future. The villagers hang on every word their Graf says, and there is applause at the Apr 06 17:10:13 End Apr 06 17:11:20 *Morgan sees a lot of black armbands on people who lost a close family member, lots of tears, and lost Apr 06 17:11:43 Lots of men missing body parts or with scarring Apr 06 17:13:10 * Varick keeps holding Morgan's hand, and Molly stays close between both Morgan and Edward through the speech Apr 06 17:16:28 * Morgan stands, looking at the people in the crowd Apr 06 17:17:06 *He spots HH with Inga, his Ma, four sisters and two brother-in-laws, and also Claudia lurking at the very edge, but due to his role he has to walk in the procession behind his parents. He sees Sascha and Otto with Martha and David. Apr 06 17:17:48 *He knows the long route that winds through the streets, it is unchanged from sixty five and sixty six. The tears on the faces of people around him are the same. What is different is that Dietlinde's hand is not in his, nor is the nine-month-old Jana in his arms* Apr 06 17:19:24 * Morgan walks solemnly, eyes on the ground as he walks Apr 06 17:20:06 **The church is very busy, and he and Molly sit on the front row. Varick is nearest the wall, then Molly, himself, Adalbrecht, Verity, and Edward. Heinzharold and Inga are in the row behind him, Heinzharold's title now giving them increased rank. His Mother, four sisters and their families sit with them. A glance around shows Claudia right at the Apr 06 17:20:06 back, leaning on the wall by the doors, staying well out of everyone's way. It is standing room only, and barely a few square feet of that. Apr 06 17:20:06 **About halfway back, Otto and Sascha are sat with David and Martha. That was Morgan's spot for two and a half years. He had never felt entirely comfortable sat up front, and Dietlinde had wanted to sit with her parents each sunday, so that was what they did. It saved any awkwardness at his parent's possible refusal. Very rarely had Verity and Apr 06 17:20:06 Adalbrecht come to the church in the village. They had come for the first Memorial Day, he and Dietlinde had been married a little over ten months, and she was more than half way through her pregnancy that day. Apr 06 17:20:36 **He can remember clearly watching Adalbrecht and Verity alone on the front pew, sitting solemnly whilst the service went on. Adalbrecht had handed her a handkerchief at one point, and Morgan wondered whether they were aware that their daughter-in-law, the Veisgrafin by law and God, had stitched that, and was now sat not on the front bench where Apr 06 17:20:36 she should be, but in the middle where their disapproval had also sent the Veisgraf. Apr 06 17:20:36 **He'd taken Dietlinde's hand, always so warm throughout each church service they attended and made a prayer that one day they would accept her, and see her for the treasure she was. She had been interrupted from giving her own mother a handkerchief by the touch to her other hand, and given a little smile of empathy, her fair eyebrows coming down. Apr 06 17:20:36 Her warm fingers had seemed small and delicate within his, and a feeling of protectiveness had helped him overcome his own need to be protected from the sadness, pain, and anger that his continuing conflict with his family was bringing* Apr 06 17:21:03 /nick Molly Apr 06 17:21:12 * Varick is now known as Molly Apr 06 17:21:18 ACTION says "liebes herz?" for a second time Apr 06 17:21:18 * Received a CTCP from Molly (to #7thsea) Apr 06 17:23:45 * Morgan blinks, looking at her Apr 06 17:24:47 Are you alright, my love? *she looks concerned* Apr 06 17:25:00 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 06 17:25:03 just... memories Apr 06 17:25:32 * Molly takes his hand, holding it firmly Apr 06 17:25:57 Alright, liebling Apr 06 17:26:57 * Morgan tries to concentrate on the service Apr 06 17:29:06 **The service is solemn, though not longer than a normal sunday service. Adalbrecht is dry-eyed and grim beside Morgan, but he can make out that between them on the pew Adalbrecht's hand is subtly around his wife's. Verity has tear marks on her cheeks, but a handkerchief is foregone so she can hold the hand of her youngest boy who is sat on the Apr 06 17:29:07 end, his head bowed. On the other side of Morgan, Molly looks well-composed and dignified, Varick under her arm. The seven year old has big sad eyes, but is behaving impeccably. Apr 06 17:30:23 * Morgan squeezes Molly's hand briefly, looking back at the priest Apr 06 17:30:39 * Molly squeezes back Apr 06 17:31:31 **There are often sniffles and sounds of people weeping, especially when the names are alphabetically read of thirty years of the men and boys who went to War and did not return. Some Morgan knew, some he didn't, but even the second group he knows of their survivors. There are a few names that cut him a little even when he expects them Apr 06 17:31:31 **When they get to Hahn, Jakob, the man who was the first to die from Sudlachenburg just six weeks into the War, he knows what will come next, and yet hearing Heinzharold Senior still feels like icy water to the face. Apr 06 17:33:56 * Morgan bows his head Apr 06 17:35:10 ACTION strokes her thumb over the back of his hand soothingly Apr 06 17:35:10 * Received a CTCP from Molly (to #7thsea) Apr 06 17:36:41 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 06 17:36:51 **The names of the men from his first platoon that all died very shortly after the young Morgan had bonded with them are not read in this church, but he knows there are churches all around Eisen where their loved ones hear their names today. Apr 06 17:36:51 **There are also services like this in the Vaticine churches, and therefore somewhere in Eisen the name of the first man Morgan ever killed is read, and the fifth, the tenth, the hundredth. Lives that he cut short, not even from anything personal, but because that was what he was there to do. And had it gone otherwise, they would perhaps be sat Apr 06 17:36:51 with their own wives and children as Morgan's name was read here in Sudlachenburg, another young man whose life was ended too soon. Apr 06 17:41:46 * Morgan raises his head again, once more watching the priest Apr 06 17:45:12 *Thankfully, it eventually comes to an end, and they can get outside into the fresh air. But out here many of the villagers want to talk to the noble family, to mention their loved ones, or to pass on how good the speech and service was, or talk about the number of attendees, or ask how he has been doing whilst away. Molly does an excellent job of Apr 06 17:45:12 fielding much of this for him, always seeming very interested in the stories people want to tell, calm, compassionate. Apr 06 17:46:40 *Edward is beside his brother and watches her, then looks to Morgan, talking quietly* Sometimes she reminds me so much of Mother Apr 06 17:49:06 the compassion? Apr 06 17:49:28 * Molly is now known as Edward Apr 06 17:49:34 * Edward nods Apr 06 17:49:50 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:49:55 I see what you mean Apr 06 17:50:17 And how she steps in to help Father *he nods in that direction where Adalbrecht does look to need a breather an Verity is chatting* Apr 06 17:51:15 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:52:25 A good Captain lets the first officer use her unique skills when the situation requires Apr 06 17:52:38 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:52:40 aye Apr 06 17:53:04 How are you holding up? Apr 06 17:53:46 *people are starting to dissipate, heading for the church yard Apr 06 17:54:31 * Morgan shrugs, looking round Apr 06 17:54:42 An awful lot of memories Apr 06 17:55:25 *he sees Claudia heading away from the church. Edward nods "always is" Apr 06 17:56:01 * Morgan nods, watching Claudia as she goes Apr 06 17:56:29 * Edward follows his gaze "You need to go and check on her?" Apr 06 17:57:19 * Morgan nods Apr 06 17:57:21 cover for me Apr 06 17:57:34 * Edward nods "of course" Apr 06 17:57:56 * Morgan nods, setting off at a slow run, aiming to intercept her after entering her line of sight Apr 06 17:58:17 * Edward is now known as Claudia Apr 06 17:58:26 * Claudia looks tired and drained Apr 06 17:58:29 Hey. Apr 06 17:58:37 * Morgan inclines his head Apr 06 17:59:42 I was thinking after I've visited HeinzHarolds Da, I'd come and sit outside your shack for a bit Apr 06 17:59:53 * Claudia nods Apr 06 17:59:58 If you want Apr 06 18:00:14 Don't need to come out, or speak to me... but you won't be alone Apr 06 18:00:22 * Claudia nods Apr 06 18:00:28 Alright Apr 06 18:00:36 * Morgan nods, holding out a small bag Apr 06 18:00:50 * Claudia takes it Apr 06 18:01:41 Thanks Apr 06 18:01:43 Hot water, steeped for about five minutes. It won't knock you out, it won't make you less aware... but it'll take some of the tension out of your muscles. Apr 06 18:02:06 * Claudia nods Apr 06 18:02:14 Alright Apr 06 18:03:27 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:03:46 I'll let you go now Apr 06 18:07:18 * Claudia nods "thanks" Apr 06 18:09:18 * Morgan nods before heading back over to his family Apr 06 18:09:57 *Molly is stood talking with her parents when he gets back, Edward is talking to people, Varick with with Adalbrecht and Verity. HH and his family are off to one side* Apr 06 18:11:12 * Morgan goes over to his friend Apr 06 18:11:24 * Claudia is now known as HH Apr 06 18:11:32 * HH hugs him Apr 06 18:11:47 * Morgan holds him tightly Apr 06 18:15:50 * HH eventually lets go to follow his Ma and sisters around to the spot where Morgan knows HH snr. is buried. He keeps Inga's hand. They all stand around the grave that is in a good spot, out of the way of the other mourners. After a minute, HH's Ma asks him to sing the song Apr 06 18:16:26 **The first line takes him immediately back to standing here at the graveside of his best friend's father, a man he had come to love strongly himself in the three years he had been visiting and learning sword skills from him. Verity and Adalbrecht had come, and Morgan had stood with them, though he had wanted to stand beside his blonde best Apr 06 18:16:26 friend. But Heinzharold had stood beside his Ma, the last year's growth spurt making him taller than her. His two older sisters Rebekah and Hannah had stood on her other side, little Sarah and even smaller Ruth holding onto his trouser legs while he alternated stroking their hair, taking on the role of the man of the house when he was still a Apr 06 18:16:26 child himself. Apr 06 18:16:26 **There had been hymns, but the service as his coffin was put in the ground concluded with the song his son is now making an emotional attempt at singing. It required men's voices, grown voices, to do it justice, so at that age Heinzharold hadn't sung it, a group of locals had. Here his best friend is starting it off. But by the third line he is Apr 06 18:16:26 really struggling with his emotions, taking a moment to put his forehead to Inga's hair. Apr 06 18:17:38 * Morgan steps up beside him, shoulder to shoulder, joining in the song Apr 06 18:19:21 * HH puts his hand gratefully on Morgan's shoulder, able to continue with his best friend at his side. The others join in a little further in. There are lots of wiped away tears. Apr 06 18:20:34 *when it is done, HH hugs Morgan, sounding choked up* Thanks, man Apr 06 18:20:54 * Morgan squeezes him tightly Apr 06 18:21:30 I'm sorry I wasn't here for you before. I'm never going to let you down like that again. Apr 06 18:21:44 Hey, I know that. Apr 06 18:22:22 * Morgan nods, pressing his face to HeinzHarold shoulder for a moment before straightening up Apr 06 18:24:29 * HH pats the back of Morgan's head in an offering of comfort too Apr 06 18:26:29 * Morgan wipes at his eyes Apr 06 18:27:35 *Inga gives him a handkerchief* Apr 06 18:28:28 * Morgan smiles, taking it Apr 06 18:28:30 thank you Apr 06 18:28:49 *she smiles back, and HH kisses her crown* Apr 06 18:29:08 **Heinzharold's Ma had always seemed slightly scary when he was a boy, in the same way that Grunhelm is, though to lesser degree. She comes to Morgan. She's little, and quite plump, but she was often shouting at the children with exasperation, very different to his own Mother. Her blonde hair has gone fully grey now. She comes to him* Apr 06 18:29:08 Thank you for coming, Morg-... your Excellency. Apr 06 18:29:24 * HH is now known as Ma Apr 06 18:29:59 * Morgan takes her hands Apr 06 18:30:10 Morgan is fine... we're family. Apr 06 18:30:41 * Ma smiles Apr 06 18:30:44 The first day you came to our house, your little eyes were so big at seeing our tiny home, so many people all crammed around one table, I thought they'd pop right out. I had three pans on the fire, nappy cloths drying, cats all over the place, frazzled as usual because Rebekah had ripped her dress and Hannah had lost her shoe. Apr 06 18:31:56 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:32:22 I remember saying to Da, what must that young lordling think of us, it must look like a right hovel to him! *she smiles* Apr 06 18:33:14 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:34:06 I remember he just leant against the dresser, folding up the last load of clothes, and he had this little smile, slightly smug, and he says to me "What he will see is that there is a house full of love here, and a house full of love up at the big house, and he'll come to realise it ain't the size of the building that matters, it's the strength of Apr 06 18:34:07 the love that fills it." Apr 06 18:34:32 He was right Apr 06 18:35:01 ACTION squeezes Morgan's hand, smiling warmly Apr 06 18:35:01 "I told him he was a very silly man, and you must have noticed all the crumbs all over the table and no servants to clean it. But when Heinzharold told me you'd married Dietlinde and had a little cottage to live in, that night when I went to bed, I spoke to him as I always have each night, all these years, and I said "You know Da, I think you were Apr 06 18:35:01 right about that young lordling. I think maybe seeing our home was good for him" Apr 06 18:35:01 * Received a CTCP from Ma (to #7thsea) Apr 06 18:35:34 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:36:37 "I remember another day, not long 'fore he went away, he'd had you and Heinzharold chopping wood. He'd said it was to help you both get stronger for using swords, but I think he needed to get on with his work and the furnace was running down. I brought him a drink, and we stood in the doorway, and he watched you with satisfaction. He said "You mark Apr 06 18:36:38 my words, Schatzen, one day you're going to see that that boy is the best Graf Sudlachenburg has ever had, because he works hard like a commoner and behaves like a nobleman should." Apr 06 18:36:38 **This does bring back memories, the affection between Heinzharold Senior and his wife hadn't been the subtle touches and occasional compliment like between his parents, it had been pet names and hands on each other's waists, and stolen kisses when they thought the kids were out of sight. He remembers the loving tone in which the man had called her Apr 06 18:36:38 Schatzen as if he was saying it again beside Morgan, and how his eleven year old self had thought that maybe if he ever really liked a girl, once his parents had made the match and they were betrothed, that is what he might like to call his own special girl, and make her smile like it made Heinzharold's Ma smile. Apr 06 18:37:51 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 06 18:38:33 I'll do my best to live to up his faith in me Apr 06 18:39:33 He loved you like one of his own Apr 06 18:39:57 * Morgan nods slightly, tears falling again Apr 06 18:41:17 * Ma hugs him, and her height makes it almost like hugging a child Apr 06 18:43:11 I miss him very much Apr 06 18:43:34 * Ma nods Apr 06 18:43:41 He was one of a kind Apr 06 18:44:00 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:46:13 *HH comes to hug him too, and then so does Inga. It's decided then that the rest of them are going to go on to their tavern where there are always drinks and food out for after the service, leaving Morgan to choose whether to go with them or take time there alone* Apr 06 18:48:01 * Morgan goes with them Apr 06 18:49:07 **There are tables even outside the tavern to accommodate everyone, lots of food and drink. Unlike many places, Sudlachenburg had been blessed with its location, and had come through the War much better than many other places, so food is less scarce here. People settle in to stand in groups and chat, but many want to talk to the noble family, and Apr 06 18:49:08 there isn't one Koertig who isn't busy. Even Varick has ended up sitting with a group of children. Apr 06 18:49:08 **Molly manages to get a brief moment away from the men and women who want to talk to her, not having gone with her parents yet. Whenever he glances, she is handling this all so well. She is empathetic but holding steady, not emotional. Compared to previous instances of shyness here in the village that was his and Dietlinde's home, she shows no Apr 06 18:49:08 signs of nerves, or of feeling out of place. She comes to Morgan, glancing at Varick who is chatting to three other boys. Apr 06 18:49:08 He has come such a long way since May, hasn't he? Apr 06 18:50:18 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:50:21 haven't we all Apr 06 18:50:43 * Ma nods, smiling Apr 06 18:50:52 Yes, I think so Apr 06 18:50:59 * Ma is now known as Molly Apr 06 18:51:08 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:51:11 you are doing wonderfully Apr 06 18:51:21 * Molly smiles, blushing Apr 06 18:51:40 I hope so. I just want to make you proud Apr 06 18:51:51 you really have Apr 06 18:52:06 * Molly nods Apr 06 18:52:17 I am glad. How are you? Apr 06 18:52:52 I've had better days Apr 06 18:53:16 * Molly nods sadly "we can go home if you wish?" Apr 06 18:53:23 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 06 18:53:37 this is my duty... and I've still to go to Claudias Apr 06 18:54:19 Alright, my love. I think we will take Varick to my parents house soon Apr 06 18:54:29 * Morgan nods Apr 06 18:54:33 alright Apr 06 18:55:11 You are sure you do not need me with you? Apr 06 18:56:15 I''ll be alright blossom. I can deal with this until later Apr 06 18:56:25 * Molly nods Apr 06 18:56:41 Whenever you need me, I will be there Apr 06 18:56:59 I know... its not that I don't need you... its that _they_ need _us_ Apr 06 18:57:21 * Molly nods Apr 06 18:57:26 I know, liebling Apr 06 19:00:45 * Morgan nods Apr 06 19:01:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 19:03:22 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 19:07:28 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 19:27:02 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 19:28:34 *The journey to Claudia's is pretty short, and on the doorstep is a glass of scotch, some bread, cheese and meat Apr 06 19:29:16 * Morgan sits down, leaning against the wall beside the door, picking up the scotch Apr 06 19:29:44 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Apr 06 19:30:13 *he can hear her moving around, but she doesn't come out in the first ten minutes Apr 06 19:32:51 * Morgan eats some of the bread and meat Apr 06 19:33:28 * Claudia opens the door, holding the bottle of scotch out Apr 06 19:39:06 * Morgan takes it, filling his glass before handing it back with a nod Apr 06 19:39:48 * Claudia swigs from it. She leaves the door open, sitting on the floor, not in touching distance Apr 06 19:44:17 Don't wanna talk Apr 06 19:46:38 wasn't askin' to. Go back inside if you wann', I'll be here anyway Apr 06 19:47:19 * Claudia shakes her head, just sitting there Apr 06 19:52:53 * Morgan nods, sipping the scotch, Apr 06 19:53:38 *they sit like this for quite a while. It starts to rain* Apr 06 19:54:19 * Claudia moves back, letting him come inside Apr 06 19:54:40 I don't think you're ready to have someone inside Apr 06 19:54:56 Not gonna make you sit in the rain Apr 06 19:55:17 My physical comfort isn't as important as your emotional wellbeing... its only rain Apr 06 19:55:37 * Claudia just shrugs Apr 06 19:56:02 * Morgan tilts his face into the rain Apr 06 19:56:24 * Claudia drinks more Apr 06 19:58:10 * Morgan pushes the bread inside the shack before taking a mouthful of scotch Apr 06 19:59:11 * Claudia lets him stay ten more minutes before saying "you can go now" Apr 06 19:59:54 * Morgan nods, getting up and walking away from the shack Apr 06 20:00:53 *the rain isn't too bad, but he will get wet quite quickly Apr 06 20:01:24 * Morgan sighs, turning up his collar Apr 06 20:03:15 *he can go to the tavern, back to the house, or to the Forrester's* Apr 06 20:03:52 * Morgan heads to the forresters Apr 06 20:06:36 *the clearing's changes are not so much of a surprise today, and Xantha doesn't seem to mind going in the stable Apr 06 20:07:28 * Morgan talks quietly to the horse for a few minutes before going to knock on the door Apr 06 20:07:45 * Claudia is now known as Molly Apr 06 20:08:27 *Martha lets him in. It is plenty warm, and she takes his wet coat before offering him tea Apr 06 20:09:49 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:09:52 please Apr 06 20:12:24 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 20:14:25 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 20:15:57 [Are you alright?] Apr 06 20:16:16 [Difficult, thats all. I'm alright for now. Are you alright?] Apr 06 20:16:48 [yes liebling. We needn't stay long] Apr 06 20:17:13 [How are things with your father?] Apr 06 20:18:12 [everything is fine, don't worry] Apr 06 20:18:58 *Martha brings him tea, and they talk about the service a little while. Then a candle starts to flicker* Apr 06 20:20:55 * Morgan watches the candle Apr 06 20:23:42 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 06 20:31:20 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 20:32:34 *Varick is also watching that direction* Apr 06 20:33:10 * Morgan looks at Martha Apr 06 20:33:16 tis a bit odd, mama Apr 06 20:33:28 [hmm, I am not sure what to do about this] Apr 06 20:34:06 [I'm sure someone will be able to tell us soon.] Apr 06 20:34:08 M: I still think there's a ghost Apr 06 20:34:59 V: *he looks at them as if he is going to say something, but remembering the warning that it was a secret about his powers says nothing* Apr 06 20:36:05 * Morgan sips his tea Apr 06 20:38:02 V: *he comes to sit in Morgan's lap* did you bring Xantha, Papa? Apr 06 20:38:18 I did. Want to see him? Apr 06 20:38:44 *There is a look of surprise on both Martha and David's faces at this paternal name. varick nods* Apr 06 20:38:56 * Morgan looks at Martha Apr 06 20:38:59 I'll bring the cup back Apr 06 20:39:15 *she nods* Apr 06 20:39:44 * Morgan nods, leading Varick out the door Apr 06 20:39:51 * MollyK stays with her parents Apr 06 20:39:57 * MollyK is now known as Varick Apr 06 20:42:02 * Varick follows along Apr 06 20:45:54 * Morgan checks no-one is around before lifting Varick to sit on a side wall of a stall Apr 06 20:46:12 now then, my dear Freiarr... what do you know? Apr 06 20:46:29 There _is_ a ghost here. He's got a lot of ouchies Apr 06 20:47:45 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:47:51 He won't tell me how he got dead, he says it's not suitable for children Apr 06 20:48:01 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:48:09 no... did he tell you what he needs to rest? Apr 06 20:48:17 Money Apr 06 20:48:23 money? Apr 06 20:49:22 He was supposed to get money to look after his children. He has ten children, some belonged to his brothers but they did. Now he doesn't know what happened to them Apr 06 20:49:35 Died* Apr 06 20:50:04 I see. So he needs the money to go to his family? Apr 06 20:50:11 * Varick nods Apr 06 20:50:26 They lived in the slums in Freiburg Apr 06 20:50:44 Did he give you a name? Apr 06 20:50:56 *he tells him* Apr 06 20:51:23 Right. Did he say how much? Apr 06 20:51:50 Three hundred guilders Apr 06 20:52:07 Alright. And then he'll rest? Apr 06 20:52:41 *This price, the price of Dietlinde and Jana's lives, would have completely changed the lives of this family sunk deep in poverty* Apr 06 20:52:44 Yes Apr 06 20:53:13 ok. Can you tell him I'll deal with it without getting noticed? Apr 06 20:53:31 Yes. Are we going to help him? Apr 06 20:53:45 Yes we are Apr 06 20:53:47 Even though he is a bad man? Apr 06 20:54:12 What is it your mama said? We don't help because they are good people, but because we are? Apr 06 20:54:20 * Varick nods Apr 06 20:54:23 Yes, Papa Apr 06 20:54:33 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:54:53 thats why. Apr 06 20:55:08 But aren't you still mad? Apr 06 20:55:38 why? Apr 06 20:55:47 Because he killed them Apr 06 20:55:56 Now how do you know that? Apr 06 20:56:28 You said Apr 06 20:56:33 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:57:15 I am still angry. But I can't claim to be a good man if I won't help him... his family needs the help too. Apr 06 20:57:28 * Varick nods, hugging him Apr 06 20:57:34 You're a good man, Papa Apr 06 20:57:57 * Morgan hugs him Apr 06 20:58:03 I try to be, even when I don't want to Apr 06 20:58:10 * Varick nods Apr 06 20:58:42 I will tell him you are going to deal with it Apr 06 20:59:00 * Morgan nods Apr 06 20:59:02 good lad Apr 06 20:59:26 * Varick gets ready to get down Apr 06 20:59:35 * Morgan lifts him down Apr 06 20:59:45 you were very good today. I'm very proud of you Apr 06 20:59:52 * Varick smiles Apr 06 21:00:00 I'm proud of you too Apr 06 21:00:13 * Morgan smiles Apr 06 21:00:19 I very much appreciate that Apr 06 21:00:58 *The rest of the visit is quite short, Varick who has missed his nap entirely today starting to look tired Apr 06 21:06:48 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 06 21:12:04 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 06 21:13:20 *Molly borrows one of her father's horses, old fashioned dress making her have to ride side saddle, and Varick goes on Xantha with Morgan, dozing before they're even out of the clearing. It's starting to get dark Apr 06 21:13:52 If you wished to go and spend time in the tavern with the villagers we can manage without you, my love Apr 06 21:14:37 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 06 21:14:47 No, I spent some time with them earlier Apr 06 21:15:26 * MollyK nods Apr 06 21:15:34 You are ready to go home? Apr 06 21:18:29 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:20:25 *they make their way back* [what did Varick say about the ghost, my love?] Apr 06 21:20:37 [How to set it at rest] Apr 06 21:22:01 [how is that to be done?] Apr 06 21:22:25 [By paying the invoice for the job he was commissioned to do] Apr 06 21:22:46 * MollyK 's brows shoot up Apr 06 21:22:58 [well that is impossible] Apr 06 21:23:12 [No, its not] Apr 06 21:23:37 [You cannot be expected to pay the money for what he did?!] Apr 06 21:24:15 [I'll find a way. Its for his family] Apr 06 21:24:38 * MollyK frowns deeply for a few minutes Apr 06 21:25:59 [I don't like it.] Apr 06 21:26:29 [Nor do I. But we don't help them because they are good people... we do it because _we_ are] Apr 06 21:27:29 [it is not the help, it is the principle of _you_ having to pay money for their deaths.] Apr 06 21:28:03 [I'm not paying for that... I'm paying to hopefully save his family... ten children] Apr 06 21:28:15 [how much?] Apr 06 21:28:47 [I'm not willing to tell you right now. You will fixate on it and it will make you angry] Apr 06 21:29:19 [then all I need to know is if it is under one thousand five hundred guilders] Apr 06 21:29:29 [yes] Apr 06 21:29:59 [Then I will pay for it from the compensation the order gave my for Dau's invoice.] Apr 06 21:30:12 [I'll think about it] Apr 06 21:30:21 * MollyK nods Apr 06 21:31:22 [how was Claudia?] Apr 06 21:31:36 [quiet. We didn't talk] Apr 06 21:32:04 * MollyK nods [was that worse than you expected?] Apr 06 21:32:29 [I didn't expect anything. I left as soon as she told me to] Apr 06 21:32:42 [that is wise of you] Apr 06 21:34:53 [She knew she wasn't alone. She knew she didn't have to talk or even open the door. Thats the important part] Apr 06 21:35:21 * MollyK nods, smiling [Indeed] Apr 06 21:39:44 **The carriage is back in the stables. By Varick's tea time, a deep weariness seems to have settled over the household, the strain of the day and all the memories it comes with causing a quiet. Varick himself is completely exhausted, even his bath is brief, and Morgan has to dress the drowsy boy in night clothes before laying him down. In Apr 06 21:39:45 candlelight he looks so peaceful, a child growing up in an Eisen without a War, a child who can be either Vaticine or Objectionist without fear. Apr 06 21:39:45 **And this makes Morgan think of all the little children who did not survive, and those who are tonight still grieving lost fathers, brothers, and uncles. And more than anything, those little boys like he was, like Edward was, for whom War was in their future despite their innocence, and how many of his peers did not get to become fathers tucking Apr 06 21:39:45 in their own children after Memorial Day. Apr 06 21:39:45 /me is alone, sat sewing by the fire in the parlour when he is done, changed out of the formal wear and into the simple white and green Eisen common dress. She looks up at him "Did he get to sleep alright, my love?" Apr 06 21:41:35 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:41:43 hardly surprising Apr 06 21:42:33 * MollyK nods, setting the sewing aside and holding out her hands to him Apr 06 21:42:42 * Morgan takes them Apr 06 21:42:48 It has been a tiring day, hasn't it? Apr 06 21:43:03 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:43:33 * MollyK watches him closely Apr 06 21:43:47 What can I do for you? Apr 06 21:44:18 * Morgan shrugs, sitting down Apr 06 21:44:42 I sang with HeinzHarold... Apr 06 21:44:52 Did you? Why? Apr 06 21:46:01 Tradition... first time he was too young, the song needs mens voices, not boys... he sings the same song at his fathers grave every year. He was struggling with it today, so... Apr 06 21:46:05 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 21:46:43 * MollyK leans against him Apr 06 21:46:48 That was good of you Apr 06 21:47:59 It seemed appropriate Apr 06 21:48:18 I know you find it uncomfortable to sing in public Apr 06 21:48:46 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:49:01 I thought he needed me, thats all Apr 06 21:49:16 * MollyK nods, smiling Apr 06 21:49:22 It sounds like that Apr 06 21:49:42 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:50:07 I am proud of you for that. I wish I had been there. Apr 06 21:50:50 Its alright. You made it possible for me to be there Apr 06 21:51:01 By having Varick with me? Apr 06 21:51:41 by being the Veisgrafin. By dealing with people when I needed to gather my thoughts. Just like mother does with my father Apr 06 21:51:51 * MollyK smiles Apr 06 21:51:59 She is a wonderful role model Apr 06 21:52:06 so are you Apr 06 21:52:14 * MollyK blushes Apr 06 21:52:18 You think so? Apr 06 21:52:22 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:53:07 * MollyK leans up, kissing his mouth softly "that pleases me" Apr 06 21:53:40 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:53:42 good Apr 06 21:54:16 I am grateful you gave me the chance to be the Veisgrafin here Apr 06 21:55:08 I'm grateful you chose to come with me. Apr 06 21:55:19 * MollyK smiles Apr 06 21:55:35 You would have taken my heart with you wherever you went Apr 06 21:56:22 * Morgan nods Apr 06 21:57:02 Will we have dinner with your family, or just by ourselves? Apr 06 21:57:20 Lets see how everyone feels... I... want to talk to Edward Apr 06 21:57:30 * MollyK nods Apr 06 21:57:56 I think he is getting changed out of his uniform. I think he looks rather handsome in it Apr 06 21:59:14 Thats a Koertig trait Apr 06 21:59:51 * MollyK nods Apr 06 22:00:19 Mmhmm. You looked very handsome too. It is hard to keep my eyes from you when you wear that Apr 06 22:00:33 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:00:54 you did very well... your dress looked wonderful... you looked every bit the Veisgrafin Apr 06 22:01:06 * MollyK smiles warmly Apr 06 22:01:17 I suppose that is the Eisen in me Apr 06 22:01:33 No, I rather think its _you_ Apr 06 22:01:40 You do? Apr 06 22:01:59 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:02:12 Thank you, I am touched Apr 06 22:02:38 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:03:21 It is easy to be the Veisgrafin with such a wonderful Veisgraf at my side Apr 06 22:03:43 That does make it easier I suppose, yes Apr 06 22:04:46 * MollyK nods Apr 06 22:05:14 It does, very much. Since we became friends, you have been teaching me so much about being noble Apr 06 22:05:39 * Morgan shrugs Apr 06 22:05:53 My version of noble isn't terribly well liked Apr 06 22:06:38 To behave with integrity, to value the people and their needs, to know we serve them as much as they serve us... Apr 06 22:06:55 _thats_ the part a lot of people don't want to hear Apr 06 22:07:38 Because they do not see that there is a fundamental honour and decency in it Apr 06 22:07:53 or a profit to themselves Apr 06 22:13:19 * MollyK nods Apr 06 22:13:34 Maybe hearts and minds can be changed Apr 06 22:14:05 If I didn't believe that I'd have given up a long while ago Apr 06 22:15:00 * MollyK smiles "Maybe we will do as the Niedersachen's did, and have several generations with lots of descendants, all marrying into noble families and spreading those values that way" Apr 06 22:15:21 Maybe Apr 06 22:16:00 We will keep trying, and hope that Varick and the others do likewise Apr 06 22:16:09 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:16:42 I believe in you and your kinder vision for the future Apr 06 22:16:52 thank you my love Apr 06 22:17:08 I thought you knew? Apr 06 22:17:22 It is nice to have it reaffirmed Apr 06 22:17:46 Like that I love you, beyond all sense, and reason, and decency? Apr 06 22:18:09 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:18:11 indeed Apr 06 22:18:18 * MollyK nods Apr 06 22:18:33 You knew that too? Apr 06 22:18:53 You may have mentioned it in the past Apr 06 22:19:13 * MollyK nods "and another day I shall show you too" Apr 06 22:20:06 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:20:09 another day Apr 06 22:20:24 Did you wish to see Edward now? Apr 06 22:20:50 I think it would be best to Apr 06 22:20:57 * MollyK nods Apr 06 22:21:16 Alright, my love. I will find out about dinner Apr 06 22:21:22 thank you blossom Apr 06 22:21:41 * Morgan kisses her cheek before standing and heading to Edwards room, knocking quietly Apr 06 22:25:18 * MollyK is now known as Edward Apr 06 22:25:28 * Edward calls for him to come in Apr 06 22:25:45 * Morgan goes in, closing the door behind him Apr 06 22:27:08 * Edward is pulling boots on Apr 06 22:27:16 Everything alright? Apr 06 22:27:33 We need to talk and... its not going to be pleasant Apr 06 22:27:43 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:27:51 Alright Apr 06 22:28:13 * Morgan takes his swords from their scabbards, leaning them in the corner of the room Apr 06 22:28:35 * Edward watches him warily but does likewise Apr 06 22:28:54 * Morgan sits down Apr 06 22:29:12 That was actually so I don't jab myself in the leg... Apr 06 22:29:29 * Edward nods a little Apr 06 22:29:31 Alright Apr 06 22:29:51 * Morgan rolls his neck Apr 06 22:30:03 Do you believe in ghosts? Apr 06 22:30:17 * Edward thinks about it Apr 06 22:30:38 I am open to the possibility, but I don't have strong feelings either way Apr 06 22:30:46 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:31:18 Since dealing with the Nieblungen, I have certain... insights... that I wish to keep under wraps... Apr 06 22:31:29 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:31:37 Alright Apr 06 22:31:58 There is a ghost at the Forresters cottage Apr 06 22:32:11 * Edward frowns Apr 06 22:32:15 Whose? Apr 06 22:32:37 It is neither of them... they are at rest, you needn't worry Apr 06 22:32:49 * Edward nods, looking relieved Apr 06 22:33:04 It is the man that set the fire Apr 06 22:33:16 * Edward nods slowly Apr 06 22:33:29 Alright? Apr 06 22:34:11 He... needs to be allowed to rest. Not because he deserves mercy, but because we are determined, we choose to be good men. Apr 06 22:34:25 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:34:34 What needs to be done? Apr 06 22:34:45 Did you ever pay the invoice? Apr 06 22:34:53 No Apr 06 22:35:46 Then, if you can... do so. I have a family name, in Freiburg. The money would have transformed their lives, all ten children. Apr 06 22:36:07 Ah. I cannot at present Apr 06 22:36:23 Then I will see to it and, in time, you will repay me? Apr 06 22:36:32 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:37:15 I will. I did have the money, but when Father mentioned the bride price to go to her parents I put it in towards that. Apr 06 22:38:16 I did wonder about that. I had heard you paid some of it. *he draws a breath* in which case, I will count your commitment to it fulfilled. Apr 06 22:38:47 No, I will satisfy the debt, it just might take a few months. Apr 06 22:39:05 If I refuse, we will fall out about it? Apr 06 22:39:30 If you refuse I will have Father put it into your account with your allowance Apr 06 22:40:13 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 22:40:29 Then, hopefully, he will rest, and a family's life will be changed for the better Apr 06 22:40:44 I did not know he had children Apr 06 22:41:19 He needed the money to provide for them... they lived in the slums in Freiburg. Apr 06 22:41:27 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:41:39 I knew he was from Freiburg Apr 06 22:42:52 I'll set the wheels in motion finding his family as soon as I can Apr 06 22:42:59 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:43:05 Use Yensid? Apr 06 22:45:45 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 06 22:45:56 might be an idea... have to be careful though Apr 06 22:46:16 Yes Apr 06 22:48:01 * Morgan nods, putting his hand on Edwards shoulder Apr 06 22:48:03 Thank you Apr 06 22:48:12 * Edward frowns Apr 06 22:48:18 What the hell for? Apr 06 22:49:12 Making this conversation easy. Doing the right thing. Apr 06 22:49:33 After doing the wrong thing, that is the easy part Apr 06 22:50:42 Not really. It'd be easier to refuse to even think about it. Apr 06 22:50:59 oh, and for not pushing for information as to how I know about it Apr 06 22:52:30 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:54:17 If I had known any details for contacting his family I would have. I did not anticipate him not surviving Apr 06 22:55:24 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:55:37 I don't wish to discuss it. Not today. Apr 06 22:55:47 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:56:03 I will let you get back to Molly Apr 06 22:56:12 We will see you at dinner? Apr 06 22:56:22 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:56:25 You will Apr 06 22:56:56 * Morgan nods, squeezing his shoulder Apr 06 22:57:15 * Edward inclines his head Apr 06 22:57:33 * Morgan gets up, picking up his swords Apr 06 22:58:06 Sat down earlier, managed to stab myself in the ankle... years I've been using swords, not once have I done that. Apr 06 22:58:22 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:58:55 I've never done that Apr 06 22:59:14 I suppose the stress of the day got to me Apr 06 22:59:29 * Edward nods Apr 06 22:59:38 It's a hard day Apr 06 22:59:47 * Morgan nods Apr 06 22:59:54 I'm glad we could all be there together Apr 06 23:01:12 * Edward nods Apr 06 23:01:16 Me too Apr 06 23:01:31 * Morgan nods, moving to the door, opening it Apr 06 23:01:39 Molly said you looked very handsome Apr 06 23:01:47 * Edward nods Apr 06 23:01:52 She has good taste Apr 06 23:02:04 I told her its a Koertig trait Apr 06 23:02:40 Father always looks impeccable, even after the longest of rides. We get it from him Apr 06 23:03:05 * Morgan nods Apr 06 23:03:17 probably, aye. See you in a bit, I need to get changed Apr 06 23:03:30 * Edward nods Apr 06 23:05:14 * Morgan heads back to his own room Apr 06 23:11:27 * Edward has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)