**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Apr 5 00:01:11 2022 Apr 05 00:01:11 We went to Insel because Dr Rosenkrantz said his wife and daughter would like to see Molly again... and one of HeinzHarolds friends from the war whom he thought that died was actually alive... Sebastien, Rosenkrantz. Apr 05 00:02:18 M: Oh my goodness, that is so very strange! Apr 05 00:04:37 * David folds the note, handing it to Morgan Apr 05 00:04:48 That is a big coincidence Apr 05 00:05:12 * Morgan nods, tucking it inside his pocket Apr 05 00:07:13 M: Will you be alright getting home, or do you want to take a horse? Apr 05 00:07:47 I'll be alright... you'd have to be stupid to live round here and think I'm a decent target for anything Apr 05 00:07:56 * Morgan finishes his tea, standing up Apr 05 00:09:06 *Martha stands up* Give Molly my love please, I am looking forward to catching up with her tomorrow Apr 05 00:09:26 * Morgan nods Apr 05 00:09:28 of course Apr 05 00:09:50 * David inclines his head "Thank you for coming" Apr 05 00:10:27 * Morgan nods, heading for the door, opening it Apr 05 00:10:39 if your meal is awful, its probably because I helped prepare it Apr 05 00:11:28 * David laughs Apr 05 00:11:35 Goodnight Morgan Apr 05 00:11:45 Goodnight David... mama Apr 05 00:12:01 *Martha gives him a quick hug* Apr 05 00:12:55 M: goodnight Apr 05 00:13:33 * Morgan inclines his head before leaving the house and beginning his walk back home Apr 05 00:14:33 *His sharp hearing just picks up Martha saying to her husband "I think we'll be hearing the patter of tiny feet from them sooner rather than later, you know..." David's reply is a simple "Yes, dear. How long until dinner?" Apr 05 00:20:41 * David has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 05 09:21:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 09:24:22 *A fine drizzle has set in as he makes the familiar walk out of the clearing. He realises he hasn't seen Claudia or Heinzharold all day* Apr 05 09:25:11 * Morgan changes direction, heading for HeinzHarolds mothers house Apr 05 09:31:35 *This takes him right through the village of Sudlachenburg, where everything but the tavern is very quiet, and out to the far side where the woods take over again. The Heinzharold family farm also has the old forge there, back before Lara became the village black smith. The warm glow of the furnace lights the night with orange glow, and the tinking Apr 05 09:31:35 of hammer on metal fills it with sound Apr 05 09:32:42 Lars* Apr 05 09:33:03 * Morgan heads for the sound Apr 05 09:34:20 * MollyK is now known as HH Apr 05 09:35:59 * HH does look a bit like his father in here, striking the glowing metal on the anvil. The smell is familiar to Morgan, something he always associates with his best friend Apr 05 09:36:54 * Morgan watches him for a moment Apr 05 09:37:02 What you doing? Apr 05 09:38:03 Gettin' some peace and quiet Apr 05 09:38:51 Womenfolk harassing you? Apr 05 09:39:39 They just don't ever stop talkin'! Apr 05 09:40:23 * Morgan nods Apr 05 09:41:03 that, I believe, is their prerogative. They've missed you I expect Apr 05 09:41:14 * HH nods Apr 05 09:41:42 Prob'ly. What brings you all th' way down here? Apr 05 09:44:25 Haven't seen you all day Apr 05 09:44:52 * HH nods, putting the metal back into the heat Apr 05 09:45:07 Thought we'd spend a bit of time b'fore tomorrow Apr 05 09:45:44 Everyones expecting tomorrow to be tough Apr 05 09:45:56 Always is Apr 05 09:46:46 * Morgan nods Apr 05 09:47:29 You seen Claudia? Apr 05 09:47:39 Not yet. I'm going there next Apr 05 09:47:44 * HH nods Apr 05 09:48:04 I went over for ten minutes at lunch time. She's doin' okay for now Apr 05 09:48:14 * Morgan nods Apr 05 09:48:36 She ex[ected to be busy making some mice homeless Apr 05 09:48:54 * HH nods Apr 05 09:49:09 She was taking an axe to some logs when I got there Apr 05 09:50:29 * Morgan nods Apr 05 09:51:56 Y' won't get to see much of her tomorrow Apr 05 09:52:43 I know Apr 05 09:53:17 She'll be at the parade and the service, then she just disappears Apr 05 09:53:37 * Morgan nods Apr 05 09:53:45 I know. She told me she would Apr 05 09:53:57 * HH nods, turning the metal Apr 05 09:54:02 So how you doin'? Apr 05 09:54:22 I'm having a wonderful day (!) Apr 05 09:54:38 Hey, that's great news, man (!) Apr 05 09:55:35 We told my father about Florrie... Apr 05 09:56:02 I did wonder what that screamin' noise was Apr 05 09:58:39 I've spent a good deal of my day being yelled at Apr 05 09:59:54 Not good, man Apr 05 10:00:43 Necessary in my fathers case. Ah well... Apr 05 10:03:34 How's it stand now? Apr 05 10:04:24 Now... we wait to see if Mina will still marry him Apr 05 10:05:33 Yer Da isn't trying to get him to marry Alice? Apr 05 10:07:05 I headed _that_ off quite quickly Apr 05 10:09:31 * HH nods, bringing the metal back out Apr 05 10:09:45 Think Mina will still 'ave him? Apr 05 10:10:11 I just don't know Apr 05 10:11:55 * HH nods Apr 05 10:12:29 Inga reckons it'll be the straw that breaks the camels back Apr 05 10:12:36 Its possible Apr 05 10:12:59 What 'appens then? Apr 05 10:13:24 I don't know. I'm hoping it doesn't come to that Apr 05 10:14:00 Aye Apr 05 10:17:04 Yer Da pretty mad about it? Apr 05 10:17:55 Livid. I think if I hadn't wound him up before telling him, he'd have banished Edward... Apr 05 10:18:30 * HH smiles "whatcha do you?" Apr 05 10:19:09 He wanted to berate me about Jarvie. I was obnoxious and disrespectful... once he'd had that initial burst of anger, he's less likely to overreact Apr 05 10:21:33 * HH nods Apr 05 10:21:51 Y' were just yer normal self then Apr 05 10:22:02 I was a bit more like you, actually Apr 05 10:22:25 No point being sexy around yer Da Apr 05 10:23:24 Thats why I was like you and not me... Apr 05 10:23:36 * HH laughs Apr 05 10:23:55 Alright, you win this one Apr 05 10:24:06 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:24:08 about time Apr 05 10:24:22 Only taken y' seventeen years Apr 05 10:25:54 Well, didn't want to rush it Apr 05 10:26:18 * HH smirks "That's what I say t' Inga" Apr 05 10:27:00 She ok? Apr 05 10:27:44 Aye, been pressed into helping clean the house Apr 05 10:28:30 I think Molly could've done with having her nearby earlier Apr 05 10:29:13 * HH frowns Apr 05 10:29:30 Want me to send her up? Apr 05 10:30:27 I think she would appreciate it. Molly's being all strong and whatnot, but I think thats for us... Apr 05 10:31:04 * HH nods Apr 05 10:31:24 Soon as dinner's done I'll take her back myself Apr 05 10:32:01 Thank you. I hate to see her upset Apr 05 10:32:41 * HH nods sadly "always rough, ain't it?" Apr 05 10:32:49 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:33:03 David ran his mouth as usual and its hurt her Apr 05 10:34:00 * HH sighs Apr 05 10:34:12 When's he gonna learn? Apr 05 10:34:28 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 10:34:41 this time, hopefully... next time I'll just knock his jaw off Apr 05 10:35:38 * HH nods Apr 05 10:36:02 E'erything he put her through I'm surprised y' never have Apr 05 10:36:30 Its a close run thing... I don't think she'd want me doing it Apr 05 10:37:43 Prob'ly not. Women, eh? Apr 05 10:38:08 Its unreasonable, I reckon Apr 05 10:40:22 Why can't they just unnerstand, it's the sweet and simple problem solver Apr 05 10:43:48 exactly Apr 05 10:44:28 Least Claudia gets it Apr 05 10:44:36 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:45:03 Though, I'd say its more that she makes sure others get it... in the ear, the face, the chest... Apr 05 10:45:12 * HH nods Apr 05 10:45:35 She'd lamp her father-in-law for hurting her wife *he grins* Apr 05 10:45:50 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:45:51 definitely Apr 05 10:46:47 * HH nods, hearing a bell ringing "That's my cue" Apr 05 10:47:31 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:47:44 I'm gonn' wander over and see Claudia before I head back Apr 05 10:48:22 Alright, man, we'll be up there soon Apr 05 10:48:27 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:48:30 thank you. Apr 05 10:49:50 * HH drops the metal into the cold water, pouring out steam which follows Morgan from the forge. He has to cross the village again, taking him over the green where the proposed memorial to Dietlinde and Jana May go Apr 05 10:50:29 * Morgan mutters to himself as he walks Apr 05 10:51:15 *There would be no avoiding it, such a prominent place in town. Soon he is in the trees again, and Claudia's shack is barely lit Apr 05 10:55:16 *There had always been the option of Claudia having something better built on this patch of land that would have stood the test of time better, and Dietlinde had suggested one day when Jana was still very small and they had gone for a walk this way that perhaps if money was an issue Morgan could offer her assistance in that, but he'd told her Apr 05 10:55:17 Claudia would sleep in a cave before accepting financial help, and then Jana had cried so they had headed to their own nice little house that had no gaps in the thatch and had more than one room* Apr 05 10:55:54 * Morgan knocks on the door Apr 05 10:56:04 * HH is now known as Claudia Apr 05 10:56:07 What? Apr 05 10:56:50 Just checking on you Apr 05 10:57:04 * Claudia opens the door Apr 05 10:57:12 You can come in Apr 05 10:57:39 * Morgan nods Apr 05 10:57:41 I appreciate that Apr 05 10:59:22 * Claudia 's shack is quite tidy, and there's the smell of stew Apr 05 10:59:31 Eaten? Apr 05 11:00:03 No, been running round getting shouted at Apr 05 11:00:25 You wanna stay for dinner, or expected at the big house? Apr 05 11:01:30 I'm expected back... I just wanted to see you, see how you're doing Apr 05 11:02:14 * Claudia shrugs Apr 05 11:02:20 I'm alive Apr 05 11:02:28 A good place to start Apr 05 11:02:38 * Claudia nods Apr 05 11:02:42 You? Apr 05 11:03:59 About the same. Apr 05 11:05:09 * Claudia nods Apr 05 11:05:44 How's it gone with your Father? Apr 05 11:06:57 No-one got disowned or banished. I pretended I was HeinzHarold to start with Apr 05 11:07:37 Why? Apr 05 11:08:40 I was intent on pissing my father off... let him get the worst of it out of his system before he hears about Florrie Apr 05 11:09:03 Bet that took a while! Apr 05 11:10:10 He was already halfway angry about not waiting for him to make the decision about Jarvie being married, so that saved some time Apr 05 11:10:55 * Claudia nods Apr 05 11:10:58 Helpful Apr 05 11:11:37 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:13:40 Maybe you need a shack to disappear off to Apr 05 11:16:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 05 11:17:12 Not really a luxury I have, and I'm more than aware of the the pain my disappearing for any amount of time causes Apr 05 11:18:16 I'd hate that Apr 05 11:18:40 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:21:35 Better get back then Apr 05 11:22:40 Aye. You'll be there tomorrow? Apr 05 11:23:30 Yeah Apr 05 11:23:41 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:23:46 I'll see you in the morning Apr 05 11:23:51 * Claudia nods Apr 05 11:24:01 Hope your nightmares aren't too bad Apr 05 11:24:23 Likewise. Would you like me to send some of the herbs down to you? Apr 05 11:24:39 No, it's fine Apr 05 11:24:59 Offers there. I'll have a bag made up ready if you change your mind Apr 05 11:25:07 * Claudia nods Apr 05 11:25:10 Thanks Apr 05 11:25:21 * Morgan nods, going to the door Apr 05 11:25:26 its not mouse stew is it? Apr 05 11:25:47 No, rat. Bigger chunks. Apr 05 11:25:58 Good choice. Apr 05 11:26:24 *she smiles slightly* Apr 05 11:26:46 Thanks for coming Apr 05 11:26:55 * Morgan nods, looking at her Apr 05 11:27:26 When its hurting... even if you don't want to be near us, please remember we are there for you. Apr 05 11:27:39 I know. You too. Apr 05 11:27:53 * Morgan nods, opening the door and moving outside Apr 05 11:28:15 * the drizzle has become light rain* Apr 05 11:28:46 See you in the morning Apr 05 11:28:57 * Claudia nods, shutting the door behind hi, Apr 05 11:31:57 * Claudia has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 05 11:36:22 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 11:36:54 * Morgan starts making his way back to the house Apr 05 11:37:12 *Its half after six when he gets back to the very quiet Veisgraf Wing, only half an hour until dinner Apr 05 11:37:30 * Morgan sets about getting dried off before going looking for Molly Apr 05 11:38:51 *Molly is in their room in just a shift and corset when he gets there, preparing for dinner* Apr 05 11:39:23 There you are Apr 05 11:39:32 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 11:39:36 Indeed I am Apr 05 11:39:50 How was your afternoon with mother? Apr 05 11:41:32 Very nice. We found lots of things for Varick to wear, and several little outfits from you and Edward as babies Apr 05 11:41:44 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:42:50 Though there were many very subtle questions about how things are between us, and about the past... Apr 05 11:43:05 * Morgan sighs Apr 05 11:43:09 I did wonder if she'd do that Apr 05 11:43:13 * MollyK watches him in the reflection of the mirror as she fixes her hair Apr 05 11:43:35 I can only assume you have raised some concerns with her Apr 05 11:43:54 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 05 11:44:01 None that I have no raised with you Apr 05 11:44:09 * MollyK nods Apr 05 11:44:36 She was easily diverted. How did it go with my father? Apr 05 11:45:23 What was she asking? Apr 05 11:45:42 * MollyK watches him a moment Apr 05 11:46:34 How I feel about Florrie looking like Jana, whether I am happy, how I think you are doing now Apr 05 11:46:55 And what are the answers to those questions? Apr 05 11:47:08 How did I answer? Apr 05 11:47:19 Thats not what I said Apr 05 11:47:40 * MollyK smiles slightly Apr 05 11:48:38 I suppose I feel glad that she does, because you would not have found her if she hadn't, and the Nibelungen have warned about what could have been for her Apr 05 11:51:15 I was concerned that you felt... almost pushed out because of her looks Apr 05 11:51:51 * MollyK looks thoughtful Apr 05 11:54:18 It was hard at first, because it made me feel so sad for you, and as if I should not be here, especially when seeing Alice from the back. But I have given it all much thought, and it is much better than I was that first day. Apr 05 11:54:45 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:54:56 and the other questions? Apr 05 11:56:47 * MollyK smiles "I am not sure I have finished answering the first yet" Apr 05 11:57:00 sorry... carry on Apr 05 11:57:38 Florrie is beautiful, and Jana was beautiful. I can see you in them, and it does make me wonder what our own children will look like Apr 05 11:57:56 * Morgan nods Apr 05 11:59:26 I do not resent in any way that Florrie looks like Jana. I never have, and never will, pretend that Jana did not exist. She is not far from my thoughts each day, Florrie does not cause a rude awakening that you are already a father. *she watches him* Apr 05 12:00:11 * Morgan looks like he might say something, but does not Apr 05 12:00:46 * MollyK holds out her hand to him "A guilder for them, my love" Apr 05 12:01:00 * Morgan takes her hands Apr 05 12:01:11 I was just thinking that... I was a father. Apr 05 12:02:00 No. That is not the case. Even before Varick, you were still a father. Apr 05 12:03:11 * MollyK watches his face Apr 05 12:03:29 * Morgan shrugs slightly, looking at the floor Apr 05 12:05:07 * MollyK squeezes his hands "You still love her, you still think of her every day, pray for her, care that she is safe and happy where she is. Is that not being a father?" Apr 05 12:06:30 Keeping her safe is a fundamental part of being a father Apr 05 12:07:34 Then my Father stopped being a father to Cess that day she drowned, or to me when he sent me away? Apr 05 12:09:14 * Morgan flinches Apr 05 12:10:09 You are being too hard on yourself, and I cannot permit that. Apr 05 12:10:48 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 05 12:13:05 You are, and always will be, a father. From the moment of knew of her, you became a father. Nothing can ever take that from you. Apr 05 12:13:27 * Morgan nods, sighing Apr 05 12:13:50 I think I'm your heart you know I am right. Apr 05 12:13:55 In* Apr 05 12:13:59 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:14:02 I suppose so Apr 05 12:14:43 It does not serve you or her for you to try to steal that from yourself Apr 05 12:14:53 I suppose not Apr 05 12:15:07 * MollyK watches him Apr 05 12:15:41 I will leave that with you... Apr 05 12:16:24 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:16:34 and the other questions? Apr 05 12:17:10 Yes, I am happy. Things are not always easy, but I am happy Apr 05 12:17:22 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:17:39 Which I think you already knew? Apr 05 12:17:48 I thought so Apr 05 12:18:08 * MollyK nods Apr 05 12:20:20 And you are progressing. You are starting to really look at some of the old feelings that go back deeper than the fire, and I think that is part of your healing. You are becoming gentler, you have opened up to the children around us, and you are gradually letting yourself become more vulnerable with me, and accepting my help when it is needed Apr 05 12:21:16 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:21:23 and what did you tell her? Apr 05 12:22:45 That you are becoming happier and more settled with me, and though you still miss them intensely, you are taking steps forward Apr 05 12:23:14 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:24:41 She had some questions about being the second wife, but I did not get too much into them with her Apr 05 12:25:11 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:28:23 * MollyK squeezes his hands again before loosening them to go back to doing her hair Apr 05 12:29:24 I... went to see your father Apr 05 12:29:43 Mmhmm, Edward said that was where you had gone Apr 05 12:30:26 He gave me a note for you Apr 05 12:30:45 I'll have it once I am dressed Apr 05 12:30:51 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:30:54 alright Apr 05 12:31:16 Are _you_ alright? Apr 05 12:31:22 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:31:25 I am Apr 05 12:31:41 Are you getting changed? Apr 05 12:32:17 I suppose I should. HeinzHarold is going to bring Inga after dinner. I thought seeing her might help Apr 05 12:33:51 I would like to check how Heinzharold is, and how she is getting on with supporting him Apr 05 12:34:36 Two stones, then... Apr 05 12:35:15 Would you arrange for some herbs for Edward, father, Claudia and HeinzHarold? I imagine they'll work when their nightmares aren't because of certain people meddling Apr 05 12:35:57 * MollyK nods "of course, my love. Will you have some just in case, or just use the balm?" Apr 05 12:36:11 I'll have some, but I don't see it working Apr 05 12:36:28 No, sadly nothing seems to help you Apr 05 12:36:37 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:38:01 I will be here though Apr 05 12:38:16 * Morgan smiles Apr 05 12:38:19 thats what I really need Apr 05 12:38:37 *she nods* I can at least help after the fact Apr 05 12:38:47 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:41:47 /me finishes her hair and then pulls on the red dress Adalbrecht gave her after he insulted her virtue the morning where he had almost interrupted them kissing in Morgan's room after Alarice ran away, when he had turned up to see Molly in just a shift and with tousled hair. She watches over her shoulder Apr 05 12:41:58 Could you lace up my dress please? Apr 05 12:42:11 * Morgan nods, moving to do so Apr 05 12:42:44 * MollyK watches him in the mirror, smiling Apr 05 12:43:23 He would have been incandescent if he had seen your hand down the back of my shift that morning... Apr 05 12:44:19 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:44:21 yes he would Apr 05 12:45:05 * MollyK smiles "Given what you had been hinting at though, it could have been significantly worse," Apr 05 12:45:42 I think that sums up an awful lot of my conversations with you Apr 05 12:45:54 * MollyK giggles Apr 05 12:46:12 You hinting at things that we did not manage to do? Apr 05 12:46:42 and the potential for the fallout with my father to be worse Apr 05 12:47:12 I am sure one day we will get caught out Apr 05 12:47:59 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:48:00 probably Apr 05 12:48:09 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 12:48:32 But now that your are a Duke, there is nothing he can really do about it Apr 05 12:48:42 That is true Apr 05 12:49:25 We should try to ensure we are not nearby when the sparkliness comes again Apr 05 12:49:53 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:49:55 aye Apr 05 12:50:37 Thought we do know from the other morning that it can be started purposefully at the right time Apr 05 12:50:47 Which is useful Apr 05 12:50:55 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 12:51:04 Very useful, and enjoyable Apr 05 12:51:51 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:52:09 It is just a shame it affects other people and puts them in danger from me. Apr 05 12:52:47 * Morgan nods Apr 05 12:54:03 * MollyK sits on the bed, rolling on her stockings, not looking up from them "Or puts me at risk of someone getting carried away and leaving me with child." Apr 05 12:54:40 * Morgan sighs Apr 05 12:57:28 You are more than capable of protecting yourself my love Apr 05 12:57:58 * MollyK shrugs "only by using even more magic to hurt others..." Apr 05 12:58:14 just knock them out. Apr 05 12:58:49 * MollyK sighs "forgive me, I am being overly sensitive" Apr 05 12:59:10 Your fathers attitude has bothered you more than you expected Apr 05 12:59:39 * MollyK nods Apr 05 12:59:57 It makes me feel guilty about the effect I have Apr 05 13:00:14 * Morgan nods, holding out the note Apr 05 13:00:20 He and I spoke about it at length Apr 05 13:02:14 * MollyK takes it, setting it aside whilst she ties the ribbons to hold her stockings up Apr 05 13:02:25 Is he still being difficult? Apr 05 13:02:46 * Morgan watches her a moment before starting to get fresh clothes ready Apr 05 13:02:56 No. He isnt Apr 05 13:03:56 * MollyK watches him with a little smile, then becomes more serious Apr 05 13:04:14 I thought he would still be sulking for at least another day Apr 05 13:04:34 He would have been but... I was not about to tolerate that Apr 05 13:04:44 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 13:04:48 For me? Apr 05 13:04:57 * Morgan nods Apr 05 13:07:04 * MollyK nods, making a pretty bow Apr 05 13:07:07 I like that Apr 05 13:07:31 Edward thinks I should call him out Apr 05 13:08:00 I suppose you could, my love Apr 05 13:08:45 My father insisted if I hit him with a glove that my fist should not be inside it... Apr 05 13:09:23 * MollyK giggles Apr 05 13:09:29 Was that a possibility? Apr 05 13:09:50 it certainly made sense to me Apr 05 13:12:01 * MollyK nods, pulling her skirt back down Apr 05 13:12:13 You did not need to hit him? Apr 05 13:12:27 I chose another method Apr 05 13:13:03 * MollyK looks amused Apr 05 13:13:07 Kicking him? Apr 05 13:13:13 I tried talking to him Apr 05 13:13:20 besides, he was covered in cow shit Apr 05 13:13:40 * MollyK bites her lip Apr 05 13:13:57 That is not ideal Apr 05 13:14:07 No Apr 05 13:14:57 How did that happen? Apr 05 13:15:26 One of the townsfolks cows got out and came to your father to help catch it Apr 05 13:16:12 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:16:26 And how did the conversation go? Apr 05 13:16:34 Reasonably Apr 05 13:18:24 That is surprising Apr 05 13:18:29 * Morgan nods Apr 05 13:18:31 Aye Apr 05 13:19:57 * MollyK picks up the note, reading it carefully Apr 05 13:20:57 * Morgan gets changed as she does so Apr 05 13:21:44 * MollyK sets it down "He apologies." Apr 05 13:22:03 I'm not surprised Apr 05 13:23:30 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:23:51 I suppose at least he sees his error Apr 05 13:24:22 Did you know he refers to you as his little girl? Apr 05 13:24:56 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 05 13:25:02 No, I didn't Apr 05 13:25:29 * Morgan nods Apr 05 13:26:40 He loves you very much... he's just piss poor at showing it... and he reacts with his temper. Apr 05 13:27:11 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:27:26 It is not ideal, but maybe he can change? Apr 05 13:27:43 I think he's trying. Did the note say he wishes to spend time with you tomorrow? Apr 05 13:28:21 Yes, he wants me to visit once we are finished with the service and things Apr 05 13:28:28 * Morgan nods Apr 05 13:29:05 I think he understands how he hurt you... I suppose we need to have patience because he is as dense as a brick Apr 05 13:30:08 * MollyK giggles Apr 05 13:30:35 I do not get my intelligence from him? Apr 05 13:31:06 I didn't say he's not intelligent. Its just... to get any emotional idea into him you have to repeatedly hit him with it Apr 05 13:31:45 When he thinks of that magic, the draw... he is only worried for you. Apr 05 13:31:53 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:32:17 I do not really like _my father_ knowing that about me! Apr 05 13:32:29 It was necessary Apr 05 13:32:36 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:33:26 I know my love, but it was awkward enough knowing he saw the sheet on our wedding day, and it will be awkward again when we one day tell him I am carrying your child! Apr 05 13:33:40 * MollyK watches him with amusement Apr 05 13:33:52 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 13:34:00 Your mother thinks that will be soon Apr 05 13:34:53 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 05 13:35:17 She is rather fanciful, don't you think? *she smiles* Apr 05 13:35:36 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 13:35:56 I've spent some time explaining about your relatives... Apr 05 13:36:14 * MollyK nods slowly Apr 05 13:36:48 That was a quick change of subject, have I upset you? Apr 05 13:37:29 No. I wouldn't have thought you'd want to talk about our having children again right now Apr 05 13:37:48 * MollyK frowns a little Apr 05 13:37:50 Why? Apr 05 13:38:16 Because we only talked about it, what, last night... and I get the feeling you aren't entirely comfortable talking about it Apr 05 13:39:01 But you wish to? Talk about it, that is? Apr 05 13:40:08 I don't know there's much to talk about. Apr 05 13:40:16 * MollyK nods Apr 05 13:41:14 It would be very impractical, and I am not sure it would not be too soon for you. Apr 05 13:42:28 * Morgan shrugs slightly Apr 05 13:43:50 * MollyK watches him a long moment Apr 05 13:44:34 What is it you want, my love? Apr 05 13:44:54 It doesn't matter blossom Apr 05 13:45:30 * MollyK folds the note back up, speaking quietly Apr 05 13:45:39 It matters to me Apr 05 13:45:48 * Morgan sighs heavily Apr 05 13:51:27 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 05 14:01:32 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Apr 05 14:01:35 [13:49:33] • ​MollyK​ continues to patiently watch him Apr 05 14:02:57 What I want is irrelevant because we have our path set Apr 05 14:03:36 It is not irrelevant _to me_ Apr 05 14:03:52 I... do not wish to wait that long Apr 05 14:04:06 The three years? Apr 05 14:04:24 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:04:59 * MollyK nods slowly Apr 05 14:05:12 What would your preferred time table be? Apr 05 14:05:24 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 14:06:29 * MollyK watches him again Apr 05 14:07:39 You have not thought about that? Apr 05 14:07:51 Everyone is so keen for us to be having children already... and dammit, so am I. Apr 05 14:08:35 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 14:08:44 You are? Apr 05 14:09:15 but it makes no odds Apr 05 14:09:48 But three years of denying yourself something you want strongly... Apr 05 14:10:04 It is what it is... Apr 05 14:10:47 Do you wish I had not made that deal, that we had neither the duty nor the Grafdom and titles? Apr 05 14:11:25 * MollyK watches to see how redressed he is Apr 05 14:12:09 No... it is part of the journey that brought us here Apr 05 14:12:25 But now it is holding you back... Apr 05 14:13:04 We made the agreement... besides, we _must_ get to Betuana Apr 05 14:13:23 * MollyK nods Apr 05 14:14:25 Aside from the joy that will bring Xsarlac, being the ones to return the lost queen to her homeland will go a long way in securing our political relationship Apr 05 14:14:53 * Morgan noids Apr 05 14:15:49 We must find an atlas... *she watches him a moment before standing up* Apr 05 14:16:37 * Morgan nods, pulling shirt on Apr 05 14:17:09 * MollyK glances at the clock, sighing Apr 05 14:17:22 We do not have time before dinner Apr 05 14:17:27 time? Apr 05 14:17:34 oh, for the atlas Apr 05 14:17:50 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 14:17:57 The atlas too Apr 05 14:18:34 * Morgan looks confused Apr 05 14:18:47 * MollyK shakes her head, smiling Apr 05 14:19:04 Your Father will be unhappy if we are late Apr 05 14:19:48 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:19:50 yes he will Apr 05 14:20:12 * MollyK waits for him to finish getting dressed Apr 05 14:20:55 * Morgan does so Apr 05 14:21:17 I am still awaiting a reply from Alice to tell us if Catherine has heard from Xsarlac Apr 05 14:21:59 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:22:28 Soon, hopefully Apr 05 14:23:08 * MollyK nods Apr 05 14:23:57 If we find her and I can help with her amnesia, it would be nice to put them together again quickly, and take them both to Capperlucia Apr 05 14:24:15 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:24:19 yes, I agree Apr 05 14:26:15 * MollyK nods, checking he is ready before heading out of the Veisgraf Wing and towards the main house. She takes his hand in hers, smiling as she walks along quietly Apr 05 14:29:40 * MollyK squeezes his hand, the corridors to the dining room quiet "are you alright?" Apr 05 14:30:54 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:30:55 I think so Apr 05 14:32:06 You are not sure? Apr 05 14:33:41 Its difficult to explain. Apr 05 14:34:17 * MollyK strokes her thumb over the back of his hand softly Apr 05 14:34:51 Do you wish to talk about it, we can probably manage a few more minutes before we arrive? Apr 05 14:36:55 just... voicing what I want when I had resigned myself to having to wait. Apr 05 14:37:28 * MollyK looks up at him Apr 05 14:37:52 And I have left you feeling... exposed? Saddened? Apr 05 14:39:13 exposed is a good word for it I suppose. A little hopeless Apr 05 14:39:39 Oh, my love. *she stops an embraces him* Apr 05 14:41:11 * Morgan presses his face to her shoulder for a moment Apr 05 14:42:05 It is not hopeless. And I am honoured that you told me how you feel. Apr 05 14:42:30 * Morgan nods, standing up Apr 05 14:42:36 Alright... lets get on Apr 05 14:42:53 * MollyK frowns a little Apr 05 14:43:16 Alright, liebling. It seems a long time since we last had dinner here Apr 05 14:43:56 Don't fret... you gave me what I needed. I'm ok now Apr 05 14:45:18 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 14:45:23 You read me too well Apr 05 14:46:10 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 14:46:30 Aside from it being my job in the war... it is my job as your husband Apr 05 14:46:41 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 14:47:05 I suppose so Apr 05 14:48:18 **Verity and Adalbrecht are already in the antechamber outside the dining hall. Adalbrecht is quick to hug Molly, quicker than with either of his sons, and it reminds Morgan of Edward saying he thinks Molly is now Adalbrecht's favourite child. He compliments her lavishly, which she takes in her stride, smiling warmly. Verity hugs Morgan and Apr 05 14:48:18 whispers to him "She seems happier now?" Apr 05 14:48:39 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:48:50 A combination of your actions and my meddling Apr 05 14:50:29 *verity smiles* I am glad, dear boy Apr 05 14:50:49 * Morgan nods Apr 05 14:54:27 **Edward appears in the dark green frock coat he wore the first night he returned here. He smiles, but there is some wariness to his micro-expressions* Apr 05 14:57:06 * Morgan moves, putting his arm over Edwards shoulder, pulling him into a brief hug, speaking quietly Apr 05 14:57:16 courage brother... you are not alone. Apr 05 14:59:28 *Edward hugs him back, and Verity is right there behind them to hug Edward when they let go. He holds her, quite a bit taller, though looks somewhat younger than normal in the grateful way he receives it* Apr 05 15:02:19 * Morgan smiles slightly before looking at his father Apr 05 15:04:12 *Adalbrecht is watching them, Molly stood close next to him.* Apr 05 15:04:53 * Morgan raises an eyebrow at his father Apr 05 15:08:39 *Adalbrecht goes to Edward next, putting a hand on Edward's shoulder and walking with him at the front into the dining room* Has Morgan spoken to you about hunting on Sunday, I think we could find a stag this early in the winter? Apr 05 15:09:32 * MollyK watches them with a smile, and then glances at Morgan very briefly before looking back to the dining room Apr 05 15:09:45 V: Shall we go in, dear boy? Apr 05 15:10:01 * Morgan nods, collecting Molly on the way Apr 05 15:17:08 *Dinner goes well, with Adalbrecht at the head, then verity and Edward to his right, Molly and Morgan to his left. Though various configurations of dinners have been had with these participants, this is the first time the five of them have sat down to dinner together. Molly seems very happy considering her conflict today with her father and her Apr 05 15:17:09 hurt at his comments about her magic, and Edward and Adalbrecht seem more cheerful than expected when tomorrow is Memorial Day. All in all, it's just very nice, the talk mostly on hunting, Molly's archery skills, and the trip Verity missed from Fischler to Atemlos. Apr 05 15:18:47 A: We stayed in Paan on the second night. I had Varick so the young people could enjoy the tavern and the music Apr 05 15:19:54 *Edward raises his eyebrows a little at Morgan, and though her expression doesn't change, he can feel MollyK Apr 05 15:20:14 Press her thigh to his beneath the table* Apr 05 15:34:48 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 05 15:39:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 15:41:54 music was alright Apr 05 15:42:49 V: Did you go to the museums? Apr 05 15:43:23 * MollyK smiles at Edward "We enjoyed those, and the shopping" Apr 05 15:45:19 *Edward nods. Verity asks Morgan what he thought of them, not knowing Morgan had instead spent that day of Dietlinde's birthday thinking Molly and Varick might be gone too Apr 05 15:45:48 I wasn't there mother Apr 05 15:48:15 V: Didn't you want to do shopping, dear boy? Apr 05 15:48:29 *a look passes between the others* Apr 05 15:49:11 No, I never seem to have gotten the hang on enjoying shopping Apr 05 15:50:03 E: He wore knee breeches to Court, twice! Apr 05 15:51:55 and not once did I enjoy that Apr 05 15:52:49 *Verity smiles* You have never liked them, dear boy. You used to ask the nursery maids for the dresses you wore as a toddler rather than wearing knee breeches. *He remembers Edward wearing his until he was around five, common place to leave both boys and girls in dresses in early child hood before putting the boys in breeches* Apr 05 15:54:59 They're just... awful Apr 05 15:55:48 V: I have always thought them very smart Apr 05 15:56:21 But... they're... pointless Apr 05 15:56:36 E: Maybe you should stick to dresses, brother. Apr 05 15:56:50 * MollyK tries not to laugh Apr 05 15:57:04 When next we are at court, you're going to regret those words... Apr 05 15:57:17 E: You wouldn't Apr 05 15:57:30 * MollyK closes her eyes "oh dear..." Apr 05 15:57:32 * Morgan grins Apr 05 15:57:34 wouldn't I? Apr 05 15:58:08 A: I would prefer you keep your dress-wearing for in private! Apr 05 15:58:53 E: *he snorts. Adalbrecht goes red. Verity doesn't seem to get why it is funny* Apr 05 15:59:33 * MollyK sips the wine, smiling Apr 05 16:01:07 I like you in knee breeches, my love, I think you look handsome in them Apr 05 16:01:23 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Apr 05 16:01:57 betrayed by my own, sweet love. Apr 05 16:02:12 * MollyK watches him, raising one back [I find you most handsome out of them...] Apr 05 16:02:23 Indeed you were Apr 05 16:07:54 * Morgan puts his hand to his forehead Apr 05 16:08:23 woe is me Apr 05 16:08:49 *this has everyone laughing* Apr 05 16:08:54 V: We found Varick some things to wear in the attic, he is going to look smart for the parade tomorrow Apr 05 16:11:36 * Morgan nods Apr 05 16:11:52 [I wonder if my father has told mother about your ties to the Rosenkrantz's] Apr 05 16:12:07 E: No one could look as smart as you, Mother *Verity blushes, smiling at this* Apr 05 16:12:44 [I am afraid I do not know] Apr 05 16:13:11 V: We found Molly a new outfit too, it belonged to your grandmother Apr 05 16:14:00 oh? Apr 05 16:16:33 V: I was never able to wear it except when I was nursing, I wasn't bless like Molly has been *She says this very nonchalantly, so it catches Edward off guard and he starts choking on his wine. Adalbrecht flushes again* Apr 05 16:17:04 * MollyK also blushes at this, glancing at Morgan Apr 05 16:17:51 * Morgan chuckles quietly Apr 05 16:19:55 *They move on to discussing the upcoming day, and by the time pudding is done, another schwarzenwald gateau, the mood is quite somber Apr 05 16:22:48 A: There is a guitar in the drawing room if you want to play for us, Morgan Apr 05 16:23:52 * Morgan looks a little anxious Apr 05 16:24:48 * MollyK smiles at him Apr 05 16:25:04 I will sing if you wish to play? Apr 05 16:26:01 Its ok... I said I'd do it Apr 05 16:26:43 V: You sang wonderfully at the musicale before your wedding, dear boy *He had sung There For The Grace Of God Go I, and about half an hour later a drunken Alarice had kissed him. Edward had entirely missed that night* Apr 05 16:27:27 I, uhhh... have written a couple of songs Apr 05 16:29:16 V: We should definitely here them then Apr 05 16:30:35 *they move through to the drawing room. Edward and Adalbrecht light cigars and settle with their port. Morgan is offered the second but not the first. Molly switches to brandy. They all gather around Apr 05 16:30:59 * Morgan takes a couple of minutes to tune and get used to the guitar Apr 05 16:33:33 *Its old, but serviceable. Not dear like his Old Girl who lives in Avebury, or as expensive and fancy as the one that Edward bought him in Atemlos* Apr 05 16:34:34 * Morgan lets out an explosive breath before starting to play Apr 05 16:37:08 * MollyK is already prepared with a handkerchief, but Verity has to rely on Edward to hand her one. They are all very quiet as they listen, and then there is applause when he is done. Adalbrecht looks very impressed. Apr 05 16:39:58 V: That was lovely, dear boy. It's about you and Molly? Apr 05 16:42:07 That one... *he frowns* part of it is about me and Molly... part of it about Dietlinde Apr 05 16:42:50 V: That's nice, dear boy Apr 05 16:43:14 ((attention?)) Apr 05 16:43:18 ((Edward)) Apr 05 16:44:10 *Edward is watching Molly's reaction, which is none, because she already knew this, so she is just smiling* Apr 05 16:47:45 * Morgan sips his port, looking at the floor Apr 05 16:50:11 A: I knew letting you learn guitar was a good idea Apr 05 16:50:33 * MollyK raises an eyebrow, sipping her brandy, but stays quiet Apr 05 16:51:41 * Morgan shrugs, retuning the guitar Apr 05 16:55:00 *his audience are very quiet as they listen again. Molly smiles warmly, dabbing at her eyes again* Apr 05 16:56:57 *they clap again when he is finished. Adalbrecht is the first to speak* Excellent Morgan, that's quite an old one? Apr 05 16:57:08 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 05 16:57:11 neither of them are Apr 05 16:57:46 E: What you obviously needed was a good guitar, brother Apr 05 16:59:11 * Morgan puts the guitar aside gently, finishing his port and standing up Apr 05 16:59:15 V: It's beautiful, dear boy. Apr 05 16:59:18 excuse me, I need some air Apr 05 17:00:46 *They talk amongst themselves, the balcony off the drawing room is small but overlooks the lake* Apr 05 17:01:18 * Morgan leans against the stone rail, staring out at the watet Apr 05 17:01:37 *she gives him a minute before he hears [do you need me?] Apr 05 17:01:48 [yes] Apr 05 17:06:53 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 05 17:11:58 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 17:12:07 [17:02:41] • ​MollyK​ joins him, pulling the door to behind her. There's no moon in sight, so aside from the illumination from behind the curtains there is only the glow of the lake. She puts her hand on his lower back, speaking softly "I'm here" Apr 05 17:12:57 * Morgan nods Apr 05 17:13:02 just a bit... raw feeling Apr 05 17:13:20 That was very, very brave, and I am proud of you. Apr 05 17:14:01 * Morgan nods Apr 05 17:15:41 What can I do to help right now? Apr 05 17:16:17 I don't know blossom Apr 05 17:16:55 * MollyK stands closer to him, her side to his, just being there Apr 05 17:36:08 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 05 18:34:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 18:34:32 [17:02:41] MollyK joins him, pulling the door to behind her. There's no moon in sight, so aside from the illumination from behind the curtains there is only the glow of the lake. She puts her hand on his lower back, speaking softly "I'm here" Apr 05 18:34:32 * Morgan nods Apr 05 18:34:32 just a bit... raw feeling Apr 05 18:34:32 That was very, very brave, and I am proud of you. Apr 05 18:34:33 * Morgan nods Apr 05 18:34:35 What can I do to help right now? Apr 05 18:34:37 I don't know blossom Apr 05 18:34:39 * MollyK stands closer to him, her side to his, just being there Apr 05 18:34:45 All I needed was a good guitar... I wrote before the fire Apr 05 18:35:09 I don't understand, my love? Apr 05 18:35:49 Edward... he said what I obviously needed was a good guitar... Apr 05 18:36:05 * MollyK nods Apr 05 18:36:39 I thought perhaps he was suggesting that his present to you had been helpful Apr 05 18:37:56 But my old guitar wasn't good enough to encourage me to write? Apr 05 18:38:36 * MollyK rubs his back "had he ever heard anything you wrote then?" Apr 05 18:38:52 We barely saw eachother after I married Dietlinde Apr 05 18:40:08 * MollyK nods Apr 05 18:40:27 Perhaps he assumed you only played, and did not write? Apr 05 18:40:33 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 18:41:11 He has hurt you... Apr 05 18:41:41 He did not intend to Apr 05 18:42:03 No, that wouldn't be like him Apr 05 18:42:11 No Apr 05 18:43:48 * MollyK watches the lake Apr 05 18:44:05 I have no doubt he will apologise when you tell him Apr 05 18:45:25 I think I'm going to just let that one go Apr 05 18:45:33 * MollyK nods Apr 05 18:45:47 I think we all accidentally hurt people on occassion Apr 05 18:46:08 * Morgan nods Apr 05 18:48:59 As to what your Father said about it being from a long time ago... I am sure that was just clumsy too Apr 05 18:50:55 * Morgan nods Apr 05 18:51:01 he upset you? Apr 05 18:51:33 I don't know, really. I can understand why he might think that Apr 05 18:52:38 Perhaps he thinks that, just because he knows I feel it, that I am not comfortable with expressing it to anyone else Apr 05 18:53:29 Possibly, my love Apr 05 18:55:28 Do not worry at it. I know you love me that way. Apr 05 18:56:21 * Morgan nods Apr 05 18:57:14 *there's a little tap on the door* Apr 05 18:57:30 * Morgan looks over at the door Apr 05 18:58:18 *Verity pushes the door gently* I am retiring. Goodnight to you both Apr 05 19:00:00 * Morgan nods, moving to embrace her Apr 05 19:00:02 goodnight mother Apr 05 19:00:20 V, hugging him then Molly: thank you for playing, dear boy, it was beautiful Apr 05 19:00:27 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:00:28 thank you Apr 05 19:01:13 * MollyK watches her go Apr 05 19:02:41 Did you wish to stay and have a drink with Edward and your Father? I should imagine that is what is common the night before Memorial Day? Apr 05 19:03:34 I think it would be wise to take advantage of it... would you mind? Apr 05 19:04:30 Not at all, my love. Shall I send Heinzharold if I see him? Apr 05 19:04:53 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:05:18 I'll probably take him off somewhere... would you mind taking the time to arrange the herbs so they can have them before they retire? Apr 05 19:05:53 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 19:06:06 I will do that for you, my love Apr 05 19:09:12 thank you blossom Apr 05 19:09:17 * MollyK kisses his cheek, holding there just a minute whilst inhaling the scent of his shaving soap Apr 05 19:09:41 Mmmm... I'll see you in a while Apr 05 19:10:02 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:10:04 alright blossom Apr 05 19:10:56 * MollyK leaves him out on the balcony, he can faintly hear good nights and Edward offering to walk her up, which she refuses Apr 05 19:12:10 * Morgan draws in a deep breath before going back inside, closing the door and sitting in a chair Apr 05 19:13:08 * MollyK is now known as Edward Apr 05 19:13:44 * Edward gets him more port, and they both light up more cigars "sure you don't want one?" Apr 05 19:13:56 No thank you Apr 05 19:14:22 * Morgan watches them for a moment before smirking and shaking his head slightly Apr 05 19:14:48 What? Apr 05 19:15:01 I was going to say something, but I've been shouted at enough for one day Apr 05 19:15:29 * Edward and Adalbrecht both nod Apr 05 19:15:46 and I wouldn't want to shock fathers innocent sensibility Apr 05 19:15:58 I would *he grins* Apr 05 19:16:26 *Adalbrecht folds his arms* I am not as bad as you both assume Apr 05 19:16:54 * Edward looks at Morgan, desperately trying to keep a straight face Apr 05 19:17:03 of course not my lord Apr 05 19:18:51 *theres a quiet that comes over them, the fire crackling, and eventually Adalbrecht says* six years... Apr 05 19:19:04 six years? Apr 05 19:20:07 Since the War ended Apr 05 19:20:14 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:20:46 A: I am glad it did, before you young men spent all your best years in it Apr 05 19:23:00 We've got an awful lot of work to do Apr 05 19:23:34 A: Yes you have Apr 05 19:27:10 * Edward takes a mouthful of port Apr 05 19:27:32 It'd be easier if Eisen wasn't missing hundred of thousands of men, Apr 05 19:28:57 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:30:07 A: Your generation will need to do its part by having many sons Apr 05 19:30:50 Don't know how many I'll have Apr 05 19:31:19 A: It would be nice if all eight the plate predicted were boys Apr 05 19:31:35 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 05 19:31:42 No, I want a girl or two Apr 05 19:32:05 A: *he nods* Apr 05 19:32:19 To use the name Brumhilde... Apr 05 19:32:35 No, that ones yours, I remember you telling me you wanted to use it Apr 05 19:32:49 I don't think I did! Apr 05 19:32:55 * Morgan nods Apr 05 19:32:58 I'm almost certain of it Apr 05 19:33:11 A: *He sips his port, looking at ease* Apr 05 19:33:48 I _might_ have said Mina might like the idea of continuing father's wish... Apr 05 19:33:57 * Edward takes another drink Apr 05 19:34:03 good enough for me Apr 05 19:34:33 A: You will choose from Violet or Lorelai then? Apr 05 19:34:42 * Edward smirks Apr 05 19:34:52 I have a name or two in mind Apr 05 19:35:07 * Edward and Adalbrecht look at him expectantly Apr 05 19:35:34 oh no, Molly and I need to talk about them first Apr 05 19:35:43 Spoil sport Apr 05 19:35:50 I know Apr 05 19:36:04 A: Avalonian names, I would guess Apr 05 19:36:19 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his port Apr 05 19:36:41 * Edward shakes his head "I would place money on something Eisen" Apr 05 19:41:10 oh really? Apr 05 19:41:53 A: *He shakes his head* Molly took half his fortune from wagering. It wouldn't surprise me if they picked something that is neither, because we had. Apr 05 19:45:05 * Edward nods Apr 05 19:45:08 I agree Apr 05 19:46:03 Mina and I discussed names many years ago... Apr 05 19:47:15 You have settled on some? Apr 05 19:48:08 We had, but that was a very long time ago Apr 05 19:48:38 Morgan for a boy, right? Apr 05 19:48:56 No Apr 05 19:49:36 Not Eisen enough for you Apr 05 19:50:06 A: It is tradition to use the Father's name as a middle name Apr 05 19:51:21 * Edward nods "Still, as we do not know Mina will be the mother of my next child, it is rather moot" Apr 05 19:53:35 Sometimes... traditions need to change Apr 05 19:54:00 * Edward and Adalbrecht both frown at this Apr 05 19:55:42 quit frowning at me, you both know I'm right... We carry our forebears name anyway, we already honour them... Apr 05 19:56:12 A: You dislike the name your mother gave you so much? Apr 05 19:56:41 Thats not what I am saying... but it is _my_ name. Apr 05 19:57:28 * Edward nods Apr 05 19:59:02 You would not want your son's future wife to laugh when she hears it... *Edward winks at Morgan, which reminds him of having warned Molly and Jaeger not to laugh when he told them his was Adalbrecht, and Molly not being able to stop herself * Apr 05 20:00:29 * Morgan sips his drink Apr 05 20:00:39 I'm not going near that statement Apr 05 20:01:22 * Edward laughs Apr 05 20:01:38 I can imagine you naming your children after your friends Apr 05 20:02:53 Maybe. Its something I'd consider Apr 05 20:03:37 Graf Heinzharold Koertig... Apr 05 20:04:00 That doesn't actually sound too bad, does it Apr 05 20:04:02 A: *he nods* There are worse names Apr 05 20:04:13 It came out better than I anticipated Apr 05 20:04:49 Definitely need to pick a couple of good names, going to have two grafdoms to keep safe Apr 05 20:05:20 A nods, then looks at Edward: I suppose then you would call your firstborn after Pottersdam? Apr 05 20:06:01 *Adalbrecht frowns, a strong disapprover of Potts* Apr 05 20:06:34 * Morgan glances at Edward Apr 05 20:06:59 father, what do you know of Eisenfurst Trague? Particularly his predilection of taking other nobles wives as mistresses... Apr 05 20:07:22 * Edward inclines his head ever so slightly Apr 05 20:07:38 A: It has happened on many occasions Apr 05 20:07:49 Your thoughts on that? Apr 05 20:08:25 A: I think it is an affront to Our Lord and any nobleman who permits it is a cuckhold Apr 05 20:08:41 You would defy an Eisenfurst? Apr 05 20:08:52 * Edward looks surprised Apr 05 20:09:14 A: If I had a young, pretty wife, I would be being very careful Apr 05 20:09:38 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 05 20:10:02 You realise I have much more work to do than most at court, because of my past... Apr 05 20:11:26 A: Yes, I do Apr 05 20:12:23 While I'm doing that, Edward and his friends are keeping Molly safe, and away from Trague and have been nothing but perfect in terms of their behaviour... Pottersdam and Zench have kept her safe.. Apr 05 20:12:58 A: *he makes a hmph* They are rakes and libertines Apr 05 20:13:11 * Edward seems calm about this Apr 05 20:13:51 Undoubtedly. But to Molly they are attentive and protective. They care deeply about Edward. For all of that I can overlook their occasionally caddish behaviour Apr 05 20:14:28 A: Lord Zenchlerin keeps a _vaticine mistress_ Apr 05 20:14:51 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:15:30 and she is funny, and charming, and he is utterly besotted with her. I suspect he'd marry her if she had the status for it. As to her faith, whose business is that but theirs? Apr 05 20:15:50 A: Well I don't approve Apr 05 20:16:18 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 20:16:27 You don't have to. Apr 05 20:17:22 You don't approve of Zench keeping a common mistress because he isn't married to her, but if he married her you wouldn't approve of that either. Apr 05 20:18:00 *Adalbrecht frowns, and Edward drinks some port* Apr 05 20:18:46 I don't believe Edward to be wrong... but, Edward, father is within his rights to disapprove of whatever he pleases. Apr 05 20:19:06 * Edward just shrugs Apr 05 20:19:32 A: *he watches both sons, and seems to decide to let it slide* Apr 05 20:20:05 I like this Apr 05 20:20:38 * Edward and Adalbrecht both ask "what?" at the same time Apr 05 20:21:26 _this_... us spending time together. I would like you both to do something for me Apr 05 20:22:45 What? Apr 05 20:23:16 I have asked Molly to prepare some herbs for you both... they will help you sleep and should banish any nightmares tonight Apr 05 20:24:27 A: I do not think it will do much good, but I'll try it Apr 05 20:24:41 * Morgan nods, looking at Edward Apr 05 20:24:47 * Edward nods "I don't have nightmares, but why not?" Apr 05 20:25:23 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:25:27 good Apr 05 20:28:18 *Heinzharold brings the herbs with him about twenty minutes later, knocking and waiting for permission to enter. Adalbrecht offers him a drink, and he accepts, taking a seat by the fire and maintaining his veneer of being hapless, Edward still not aware. Apr 05 20:28:59 * Morgan looks at Edward Apr 05 20:29:09 have you had chance to find those seeds? Apr 05 20:30:34 No, I will get that dealt with on monday Apr 05 20:30:49 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:34:03 *Heinzharold and Adalbrecht talk through the plan for the service, the only ones who have been here for every Memorial Day. Everything sounds to be in hand, but it's a serious topic, and port is swapped with Blokners as remembrances of local men and other men are shared. Time slips away between the drinks, and soon it is after ten. Apr 05 20:36:08 I suppose we'd best call it a night Apr 05 20:37:04 * Edward and Adalbrecht say they're staying up a bit longer Apr 05 20:37:31 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 05 20:37:38 You'll be alright? Apr 05 20:38:14 * Edward nods "We'll be fine, and we'll take the herbs before sleep" Apr 05 20:38:35 * Morgan nods, standing up Apr 05 20:38:44 Come on HeinzHarold, lets go find our womenfolk Apr 05 20:41:23 **Goodnights are said. HH's movements are a little slow and loose by the time they walk up to the Veisgraf wing, and he is talking Morgan's ears off, not far from the point he normally sings to his wife. Morgan himself is less sober than he intended to be. Outside the guest room, HH says "gnight, man" Apr 05 20:41:30 * Edward is now known as HH Apr 05 20:42:24 Thank you for coming man Apr 05 20:42:58 Nah, iss all good. Apr 05 20:43:04 * HH hugs him Apr 05 20:43:22 * Morgan hugs him back Apr 05 20:44:22 Get me if y' need me, yeah? Not in th' next thirty minutes though *he grins* Apr 05 20:44:49 You got some herbs? Don't want you having nightmares Apr 05 20:44:59 Got 'em in my room Apr 05 20:46:45 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:46:48 night Apr 05 20:47:16 ACTION goes in his room. he can hear Molly and Inga from their bedroom when he gets towards the parlour Apr 05 20:47:16 M: Oh I am sure I have some black ribbon in there, have a l- **there's the sound of the box being dropped and breaking further. Inga apologises profusely* M: No, don't worry, it was broken anyway. I: Will you use the one Rosie gave you? Apr 05 20:47:16 M: No, I think that would make Morgan uncomfortable. I do not think he likes me having something sentimental from Seb, and I think it reminds him of having bought Dietlinde a sewing box at the end of the War. Apr 05 20:47:16 * Received a CTCP from HH (to #7thsea) Apr 05 20:49:58 * Morgan makes some noise Apr 05 20:51:17 *they are both quiet a moment before Inga comes out with some black ribbon Apr 05 20:51:55 Inga Apr 05 20:52:00 * HH is now known as Inga Apr 05 20:52:28 * Inga smiles gently "Good evening, did Heinzharold come back with you?" Apr 05 20:52:36 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:52:46 I think he's going to sing to you, probably about peaches... Apr 05 20:53:14 * Inga blushes Apr 05 20:53:22 He's been drinking then? Apr 05 20:53:28 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:53:42 we were all discussing the plan for tomorrow... it was hard going Apr 05 20:53:49 * Inga nods Apr 05 20:54:13 Will you come with us after the service to his Da's grave? Apr 05 20:54:54 I think so... David wants to see Molly, so I'd be a third wheel there Apr 05 20:55:05 * Inga nods Apr 05 20:55:13 I know he'd appreciate it Apr 05 20:55:19 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:55:33 I don't want to intrude... Apr 05 20:55:42 No, you wouldn't be Apr 05 20:55:49 * Inga smiles Apr 05 20:55:55 It's my first time too Apr 05 20:56:01 * Morgan nods Apr 05 20:57:03 He'd love you... he was a wonderful man Apr 05 20:57:22 * Inga nods "He tells me that a lot" Apr 05 20:57:56 * Morgan nods, lowering his voice Apr 05 20:58:00 how is Molly doing? Apr 05 20:58:53 I'm not really sure. She has this odd little smile tonight, like she's got a nice secret but doesn't want to share it Apr 05 20:59:29 * Morgan nods, frowning Apr 05 20:59:30 I see Apr 05 20:59:54 She seems happy though, nothing like I thought she might be Apr 05 21:00:12 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:00:31 good... Do you think I'm being oversensitive about the sewing box? Apr 05 21:00:56 * Inga shrugs Apr 05 21:01:19 I don't have an opinion Apr 05 21:01:37 * Morgan tilts his head Apr 05 21:01:49 I see Apr 05 21:03:27 If it was me, I would let her and then buy her a nice one when we're in a city, but that might bring a lot of memories for you, so I don't know Apr 05 21:03:45 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:03:47 difficult to know Apr 05 21:03:58 * Inga nods Apr 05 21:04:36 I should go to uhhh see Heinzharold. *she blushes again* Apr 05 21:05:27 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:05:31 Goodnight Inga Apr 05 21:06:42 Goodnight *she goes down the hall to the guest room. He can hear her open the door, and say "Heinzharold! Anyone could have just walked in!" Apr 05 21:07:46 * Morgan shakes his head before going in to Molly Apr 05 21:08:04 * Inga is now known as Molly Apr 05 21:11:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 05 21:25:11 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 05 21:25:54 * MollyK is in just a shift and gown on top, hair down and she is brushing it out Apr 05 21:26:14 Are you settling, my love? Apr 05 21:26:21 I was wondering if I might brush your hair Apr 05 21:26:30 * MollyK nods Apr 05 21:26:45 Of course, liebling, if you wish to Apr 05 21:26:47 * Morgan moves behind her, taking the brush Apr 05 21:27:07 * MollyK sits at the dresser Apr 05 21:27:18 Is everyone alright? Apr 05 21:27:45 Fine. Inga's a little concerned about you... says you have a secret smile Apr 05 21:28:10 * MollyK smiles, he can see it in the reflection Apr 05 21:28:15 Do I? Apr 05 21:28:28 apparently Apr 05 21:28:47 I am quite fine Apr 05 21:28:52 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:30:15 I heard a crash... Apr 05 21:30:37 Oh, Inga dropped my old sewing box, that's all Apr 05 21:34:15 * Morgan frowns Apr 05 21:34:19 it was rather on its last legs Apr 05 21:35:32 * MollyK nods "I got it when I came to Catherine's, in the first week. It was so I could work, but it was the only thing I owned then. Apr 05 21:36:21 You are attached to it? Apr 05 21:37:02 No, it was just practical, it was not in good condition even when I was given it Apr 05 21:38:13 Time to move on to another one then? Apr 05 21:39:11 * MollyK closes her eyes, concentrating on the feeling of him brushing Apr 05 21:39:35 Mmmm... I meant to buy one in Freiburg but I was too busy Apr 05 21:40:08 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:40:24 Time to put the one Sebastien gave you to use then Apr 05 21:41:03 are you comfortable with that? Apr 05 21:41:31 I'll manage my love Apr 05 21:41:46 It doesn't mean anything Apr 05 21:42:29 It means it isn't falling apart and you won't end up losing bits Apr 05 21:42:44 I meant for me because it came from him Apr 05 21:43:43 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:45:50 I love _you_, I am _your_ wife... *she smiles a little to herself* Apr 05 21:46:37 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:46:39 I know Apr 05 21:46:58 I should hope you had realised, really Apr 05 21:47:30 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:48:26 Did you enjoy your time with Edward and your Father? Apr 05 21:48:40 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:48:46 I did. It was strange though Apr 05 21:49:54 Oh? Why, my love? Apr 05 21:50:16 It is not something I ever expected would happen Apr 05 21:51:00 * MollyK smiles, eyes still closed "enjoying their company all together?" Apr 05 21:51:38 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:51:47 we were talking about children and what we'd call them Apr 05 21:52:10 *now he sees that little smile Inga mentioned* Oh? Apr 05 21:53:38 About how it is tradition for our sons to have my first name as their middle... \ Apr 05 21:54:20 * MollyK nods as if this is a simple fact Apr 05 21:54:23 Of course Apr 05 21:55:48 I don't necessarily agree with it... Apr 05 21:56:28 No? *shes starting to look softly relaxed* Apr 05 21:56:43 My father also thinks we should have only sons Apr 05 21:56:59 No, thank you Apr 05 21:57:06 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:57:13 I would like at least a couple of daughters Apr 05 21:57:24 * MollyK nods Apr 05 21:57:36 As would I Apr 05 21:58:16 * Morgan nods Apr 05 21:59:13 You had some names you like? Apr 05 21:59:23 * Morgan shrugs Apr 05 21:59:47 Edward thought himself funny saying Violet and Lorelai Apr 05 22:00:40 Doesn't Lorelai mean Siren who lures men to their deaths, as he said in Fischler Apr 05 22:00:46 mmmhmmm Apr 05 22:01:10 A pity really, I think its quite pretty. They also thing we'll choose names that are neither Eisen nor Avalonian Apr 05 22:03:06 It is pretty. *she keeps her eyes closed* would you want to have Jana as a middle name for our daughter? Apr 05 22:03:15 I don't know Apr 05 22:03:22 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:03:39 Alright, my love Apr 05 22:04:25 * MollyK pays attention to the rhythm of his brush strokes Apr 05 22:08:06 So whats with the secret smile Inga mentioned? Apr 05 22:08:38 You Apr 05 22:08:55 * MollyK smiles, but still keeps her eyes closed Apr 05 22:09:49 howso? Apr 05 22:10:25 Being so open with me... Apr 05 22:11:28 oh, I see Apr 05 22:11:43 * MollyK smiles "... and wanting to make babies with me" Apr 05 22:13:08 mmhmm Apr 05 22:14:15 That is what is making me smile so. My Father and the past... it does not matter. What matters is you and the future. Apr 05 22:14:51 You do not feel I have put too much upon you? Apr 05 22:15:18 * MollyK shakes her head, opening her eyes to watch him in the reflection Apr 05 22:15:25 How could you have done? Apr 05 22:16:19 knowing that if we were not obligated to be elsewhere, I would be wanting children in the near future Apr 05 22:17:02 No, that does not burden me, my love, it only makes me consider our options Apr 05 22:18:16 I don't see there is anything to consider Apr 05 22:18:26 Of course there is Apr 05 22:18:32 such as? Apr 05 22:19:07 Such as the clause in the contract that if I became with child I would take the time off that was needed Apr 05 22:20:45 * Morgan nods slightly, continuing the brushing Apr 05 22:21:39 * MollyK closes her eyes again, just enjoying it Apr 05 22:23:33 I hear Inga thinks Florrie will be the last straw for Mina... Apr 05 22:23:42 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:24:14 Inga is still new to the shock of the information about Edward and the fire, I think that colours her view Apr 05 22:24:22 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:24:32 Its not often I think this, but I hope she's wrong Apr 05 22:24:39 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 22:25:18 I have held Mina in my arms whilst she sobbed over him. I am more inclined to think Inga will be incorrect Apr 05 22:25:58 I'll have to tell Otto and Sascha... Apr 05 22:26:07 * MollyK frowns Apr 05 22:26:12 What about? Apr 05 22:26:28 Florrie Apr 05 22:26:49 Oh. Yes... maybe not until it is necessary? Apr 05 22:26:55 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:27:01 before she comes here... Apr 05 22:27:06 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:27:22 It would be best that they are not taken by surprise Apr 05 22:27:32 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:27:34 mmhmm Apr 05 22:27:51 Especially with Sascha increasing Apr 05 22:29:28 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:30:15 I have been wondering how I could check her and the baby with magic, but I cannot think of a way Apr 05 22:30:38 I could talk with Otto... Apr 05 22:31:49 That, my love, is a very good idea Apr 05 22:32:08 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:32:12 I have them occasionally Apr 05 22:32:54 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:33:00 Would you wish that? Apr 05 22:33:41 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:34:02 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:34:14 Alright... I think that is brushed enough Apr 05 22:35:10 * Morgan nods, putting the brush down Apr 05 22:35:41 * MollyK turns on the footstool to look up at him Apr 05 22:35:48 Thank you, liebes herz Apr 05 22:35:55 * Morgan inclines his head Apr 05 22:35:58 my pleasure Apr 05 22:36:05 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 22:36:17 Are you ready to retire? Apr 05 22:37:08 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:37:10 I think so Apr 05 22:37:54 How are you feeling about tomorrow? Is it playing on your mind? Apr 05 22:40:20 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:40:21 it is Apr 05 22:40:27 I'm worried about Claudia Apr 05 22:41:20 * MollyK nods, standing up to undo his waistcoat. It's practical rather than sensual Apr 05 22:41:27 She is struggling? Apr 05 22:42:16 She mourns her parents... all the while the praises are sung of the men who did her so wrong. Apr 05 22:42:28 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:42:40 Poor Claudia, that's dreadful Apr 05 22:42:46 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:44:35 I should not think she would let me take the edge off Apr 05 22:45:06 I very much doubt it. I don't think she's ready to allow herself to not feel it so much yet Apr 05 22:45:22 * MollyK nods sadly Apr 05 22:45:44 Alright, liebling. Do you need to be with her tomorrow? Apr 05 22:46:36 She won't allow anyone near her... she shuts herself away. Apr 05 22:46:52 * MollyK nods, taking the waistcoat off Apr 05 22:47:52 There is nothing you can do, not yet, but just be patient my love, and eventually you will bring her out of her shell Apr 05 22:48:37 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:48:54 I was tempted to go and just sit outside her shack so she isn't alone but doesn't have to see anyone Apr 05 22:49:39 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:49:47 Would that have worked with you? Apr 05 22:49:55 I don't know Apr 05 22:50:09 * MollyK starts to undo his shirt Apr 05 22:51:05 She has spoken about it to you and confided in you. It may seem small, but you really do have to... celebrate every small step of progress Apr 05 22:52:00 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:52:05 she has come so very far Apr 05 22:52:12 * MollyK nods Apr 05 22:53:01 And with luck, she will come further. Softee , softee , catchee monkey, as Mama says. Apr 05 22:53:34 * Morgan nods Apr 05 22:54:18 * MollyK gets his shirt off Apr 05 22:54:32 You'll wish to kick your boots off Apr 05 22:57:50 * Morgan nods, doing so Apr 05 22:58:34 * MollyK undoes his trousers next, pushing them off Apr 05 22:58:49 Are you going to use the balm and herbs? Apr 05 22:59:33 I think so Apr 05 23:00:21 * MollyK nods, getting up to turn down the bed and gesturing to a teapot Apr 05 23:00:34 It is made, it just needs heating again Apr 05 23:01:26 * Morgan nods, staring at it for a moment Apr 05 23:02:00 *it starts to steam. She takes offer her own things before getting into bed Apr 05 23:02:20 * Morgan pours the tea Apr 05 23:03:19 * MollyK takes her journal and a pencil from the drawer he put his sketchbook in Apr 05 23:04:26 Varick was asking Edward about seeing the rest Apr 05 23:04:39 * Morgan nods, sipping the tea Apr 05 23:05:08 The next one on was a bit more... intimate, I suppose Apr 05 23:05:21 * MollyK starts writing Apr 05 23:05:42 It would be better if he doesn't see it then Apr 05 23:06:10 * Morgan nods Apr 05 23:06:11 indeed Apr 05 23:07:02 * MollyK nods, concentrating "perhaps the other one you mentioned would be more suitable" Apr 05 23:07:50 * Morgan nods Apr 05 23:07:54 I suppose so Apr 05 23:08:23 If it is not too intimate, maybe he can see when he is older Apr 05 23:08:44 * Morgan nods Apr 05 23:08:47 I suppose so Apr 05 23:09:25 * MollyK nods. By the time his tea is ready she has closed her book at put it away Apr 05 23:09:47 Do you wish me to knock you out again? Apr 05 23:09:55 No... it didn't work Apr 05 23:10:03 * MollyK nods Apr 05 23:10:21 Is there anything else I could do that might help tonight? Apr 05 23:10:31 * Morgan nods Apr 05 23:10:39 Sing to me, hold me close Apr 05 23:10:46 * MollyK smiles Apr 05 23:11:03 Every night for the rest of our lives, if we can Apr 05 23:11:08 * Morgan nods Apr 05 23:12:39 * MollyK wraps herself around him, legs over his too, when he is in and settling Apr 05 23:12:49 You will wake me if you need me. Apr 05 23:12:59 Assuming I wake, yes Apr 05 23:13:10 * MollyK nods Apr 05 23:13:19 Goodnight, my love Apr 05 23:13:45 goodnight blossom Apr 05 23:14:33 * MollyK wraps around him, leg over his too, and sings in Avalonian Apr 05 23:18:16 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client)