**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Apr 1 00:00:03 2022 Apr 01 00:00:03 Wow, liebes herz! I did not know you had had to go so far Apr 01 00:00:12 * MollyK smiles proudly Apr 01 00:00:59 The perks of being commissioned rather than enlisted... Its unheard of for an enlisted man to reach these ranks Apr 01 00:01:22 * MollyK nods, smiling more Apr 01 00:01:37 You are wonderful! Apr 01 00:01:45 * Morgan runs his fingers along the rope Apr 01 00:01:51 been a long time since I looked at these Apr 01 00:02:00 How long? Apr 01 00:02:26 Nearly four years. I put them away before I married Dietlinde Apr 01 00:02:33 Why? Apr 01 00:03:06 Then they were just objects... then I wasn't welcome here... then I wasn't in Eisen. Apr 01 00:03:37 I would like it if you would consider displaying them Apr 01 00:03:50 Why? Apr 01 00:05:21 Because they mean something. You stood for something important, and I want Varick and our sons and daughters to know that part of the reason Eisen men and women are not longer persecuted for being Objectionist is because of you, and the men who served beside you. Apr 01 00:05:39 * Morgan nods slowly Apr 01 00:05:54 I'll consider it. I have a small trophy you'd perhaps like to see? Apr 01 00:07:01 I would love to see absolutely everything that you have saved, that has had value enough to you to keep. There is an intimacy to this that goes far deeper than even a roll on your sheets would Apr 01 00:07:54 * Morgan nods, closing the box and putting it back in the drawer before handing her a very small plaque of three arrows in a target Apr 01 00:08:11 * MollyK looks very intrigued Apr 01 00:08:20 What was this for? Apr 01 00:09:00 * Morgan points at a small inscription where "Master Archer" has been scratched out and "Throws things well" has been etched underneath it Apr 01 00:09:16 * MollyK giggles, kissing his cheek Apr 01 00:09:26 Ah liebling, how you delight me! Apr 01 00:11:04 My academy class had something of a sense of humour... there became something of a tradition of shouting at me not to throw the damn bow at the target... and that moved on to every time we practiced... swords, rifles... though I did break a target by throwing a pistol at it Apr 01 00:11:20 * MollyK laughs Apr 01 00:11:53 It is nice that your... quirk was not something that was too challenging overall Apr 01 00:12:42 I got my fair share of trouble for it... I was clearly just being lazy, or bone idle, otherwise I'd be able to do it... Apr 01 00:13:23 Imagine their faces had you made the two shots you made in Atemlos that cost your Father twenty guilders! Apr 01 00:13:37 I think I was more surprised than they were Apr 01 00:13:51 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 00:14:13 It is very sweet that you have some happy memories of your time at the Academy Apr 01 00:15:12 * Morgan nods Apr 01 00:16:37 It seems so young to be away from home Apr 01 00:16:44 * Morgan nods Apr 01 00:16:46 it was Apr 01 00:17:13 I know Edward liked it, but I imagine you were such different children... Apr 01 00:17:29 considerably Apr 01 00:17:52 * MollyK looks at him solemnly Apr 01 00:18:06 We need not send any of ours, if that is your wish Apr 01 00:20:04 I would not withhold it if they wished... Edward thrived there Apr 01 00:20:12 * MollyK nods Apr 01 00:22:22 What was the shiny little trophy on that shelf for? *she points to the one she had picked up* Apr 01 00:23:25 * Morgan glances at it Apr 01 00:23:52 probably rifle work Apr 01 00:25:27 *He notices on the shelf a little envelope. He can't recall what it is in it, but he knows it is up there tucked mostly behind an old clock he had taken apart with his uncle Hans the summer he met Heinzharold to keep it concealed* Apr 01 00:26:56 You were good at that... I remember you saying that one day you were stood on the edge of the Schwarzenwald aiming at a stag and you realised it was time to go and out your skills to use in the War Apr 01 00:27:28 * Morgan nods, standing up and fetching the envelope Apr 01 00:27:57 *Its doesn't feel like paper inside* Apr 01 00:28:19 * Morgan frowns turning it over a couple of times before gently opening it Apr 01 00:33:33 *What is inside is a piece of inch wide ribbon, about four inches long. The envelope itself smells of lily of the valleys, and he can remember. He'd snuck out within hours of arriving to Sudlachenburg on Prophets Mass eve, and having walked briskly down to the village had climbed onto a wall in their garden and tapped gently on Dietlinde's window, Apr 01 00:33:33 something he had done before at their arrangement before he had gone back to the fight. She'd been pleased to see him, and had given it to him, his prophets mass present. A call from Sascha that it was too cold for the window to be open had drawn her back inside, but with a promise to be ready to go for a walk on Boxing Day morning* Apr 01 00:35:00 * Morgan speaks softly, running his thumb across it Apr 01 00:35:03 oh... Apr 01 00:35:24 * MollyK watches him, her time matching his Apr 01 00:37:58 What is it, my love? *The piece of ribbon, which he doesn't even have to see to know what it looks like, has "M & D" followed by a little red heart embroidered in navy on the lilac ribbon. It had certainly left him wondering all the walk home, and all through prophets mass day just how significant that symbol was intended to be* Apr 01 00:38:06 Tone* Apr 01 00:40:02 It was a gift from Dietlinde, Prophets Mass eve...when I came back from the war, I'd sneaked off to see her in the evening... she gave me this and promised to meet me boxing day for a walk Apr 01 00:40:17 * MollyK smiles gently Apr 01 00:40:26 It is lovely that you still have it Apr 01 00:41:12 You are not... bothered by it? Apr 01 00:41:27 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 01 00:41:50 Why should I be? Apr 01 00:42:49 I didn't know if you would be threatened perhaps Apr 01 00:45:10 No, liebling. I do not think so, at least. I know you will always love her and miss her and wish you could see her again, but I also know you fell in love with me even when then you felt those things. It does not change the fact that you love me and want to be with me Apr 01 00:45:30 * Morgan nods Apr 01 00:46:01 * Morgan sighs slightly, rubbing his thumb over the embroidering Apr 01 00:46:09 did Edward really say I was magnificent? Apr 01 00:46:29 * MollyK blinks at the abrupt change of subject Apr 01 00:46:52 Uhhh... yes, he did Apr 01 00:47:45 * Morgan nods slightly, putting the ribbon back in the envelope Apr 01 00:48:05 You do not have to do that on my account. Apr 01 00:48:40 I don't want to risk losing it before I know what I want to do with it Apr 01 00:49:00 * MollyK nods Apr 01 00:49:10 Alright, my love Apr 01 00:50:21 * MollyK sits quietly, watching him Apr 01 00:51:17 * Morgan gets up, moving to the drawers again, putting the envelope back where it came from Apr 01 00:52:09 * MollyK again stays quiet, watching his body language closely to try to gauge his mood Apr 01 00:53:21 * Morgan sighs after a moment Apr 01 00:53:25 I was not expecting that Apr 01 00:54:07 * MollyK gets up, coming to put her hand gently on the small of his back "It is alright to be upset, my love" Apr 01 00:54:28 * Morgan nods Apr 01 00:55:31 * MollyK moves around a little in front of him. She speaks softly "do you wish me to go so you can be alone a while?" Apr 01 00:56:08 you would not be upset by that? Apr 01 00:56:34 * MollyK shakes her head, gently rubbing his back a moment Apr 01 00:57:04 If I would better serve you by giving you space than by being closer, that is what I will do Apr 01 00:57:26 I won't need long... just a few minutes to just... _be_. Does that make sense? Apr 01 00:58:51 * MollyK nods, squeezing gently a moment before letting go. She picks up her shoes on the way before briefly inclining her head as she gets to the door "I'll come back in a little while" Apr 01 00:59:18 * Morgan nods Apr 01 01:00:45 * MollyK goes out, shutting the door very quietly behind her with a little click, leaving him alone in a room he's had so many years but no longer has need of. Apr 01 01:07:56 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 01 09:18:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 09:25:18 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 01 11:11:41 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 11:25:12 **Molly isn't back five minutes later, nor ten. It's only after fifteen minutes he hears [should I come back, or stay away?] Apr 01 11:25:38 [come back please] Apr 01 11:26:56 *The door clicks open before there is a slight rattle as she brings in a tea tray and gently kicks the door shut* Apr 01 11:28:32 I thought you might like some tea Apr 01 11:28:43 thank you blossom Apr 01 11:29:10 * MollyK sits on the couch and pours them each a cup Apr 01 11:30:13 I think I should like to go to Innesbruck in a few days. Monday, perhaps Apr 01 11:30:33 * Morgan frowns Apr 01 11:30:37 why? Apr 01 11:31:37 Because I want to see how things are there, and to see whether it is still going well with the reduced rents or if it needs reassessing Apr 01 11:31:59 * MollyK stirs a spoon of sugar into her tea cup Apr 01 11:32:24 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:32:32 That makes sense Apr 01 11:33:10 Also, Varick can be introduced to Jacques and Rickon, and that will be good for him Apr 01 11:33:26 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:33:33 * MollyK picks up the cup Apr 01 11:35:38 And I need some more pairs of mirrors, and I wish to speak to Walder about putting some money into an account to use for Jacques' future for all that he is done for us. I also want to see how my cherry trees are doing ready for the endeavour with Faulk for the cherry brandy Apr 01 11:36:55 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:36:57 alright blossom Apr 01 11:37:23 It will be closer for when Mina arrives in Koln also Apr 01 11:37:30 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:38:55 I am not sure whether Inga and Heinzharold will be ready by then, but I can go on ahead with Varick if needs be. Apr 01 11:39:14 You wish to leave me behind? Apr 01 11:39:59 No, but nor will I make you come on if you have things here to do, or want to be here longer Apr 01 11:41:10 We'll see how things stand... Apr 01 11:42:17 * MollyK nods, sipping her tea Apr 01 11:43:44 Edward might take us, I would imagine once Memorial Day is over he will be keen to see Mina as soon as he can Apr 01 11:44:48 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:45:02 I was giving thought to your suggestion about taking them hunting... Apr 01 11:45:09 Oh? Apr 01 11:45:19 I think its a good idea, just... finding time Apr 01 11:45:30 * MollyK nods Apr 01 11:46:05 Perhaps Sunday , when emotions have settled? Apr 01 11:46:20 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:46:29 * Morgan holds out a bloodied thumb Apr 01 11:46:36 any chance you could deal with that? Apr 01 11:46:44 * MollyK frowns Apr 01 11:46:58 Of course. Sit. Apr 01 11:47:08 * Morgan nods, sitting down Apr 01 11:47:20 Its not bad... just inconvenient. Apr 01 11:47:24 * MollyK examines it Apr 01 11:47:30 What happened? Apr 01 11:47:55 I picked up something sharp, forgetting it was so Apr 01 11:48:31 * MollyK nods, concentrating. It is quickly fixed Apr 01 11:48:43 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 01 11:48:45 thank you Apr 01 11:49:00 * MollyK nods again, sipping her tea Apr 01 11:49:15 You could go this afternoon, I suppose Apr 01 11:49:57 * Morgan shakes his head, holding out a small flat disc shaped piece of steel with angled burrs on it Apr 01 11:50:07 I think they'll still be too... het up Apr 01 11:50:22 * MollyK nods, looking at it Apr 01 11:50:57 At some time soon, I wish to take a bow out hunting Apr 01 11:51:23 We'll take Edward, so we can have some amusement at his frowning at it Apr 01 11:51:55 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 11:52:12 At least Dekker approved of my skill Apr 01 11:53:08 Its strange... Edward approves of your ability but doesn't think others should see it. *he glances at her* I think Dekker and I have a bit in common Apr 01 11:53:21 Oh? Apr 01 11:53:36 * MollyK tilts her head as she looks at the object Apr 01 11:53:58 His encouragement of you, and his views align fairly well with mine... interesting that Edward pushes back against me so much but not him Apr 01 11:54:21 Edward is a very complicated man Apr 01 11:54:31 * Morgan nods Apr 01 11:54:48 Dekker said that his sons would happily get themselves into trouble if it meant proving they are different from one another Apr 01 11:55:04 * MollyK nods, smiling a little Apr 01 11:55:20 I can see how that could happen Apr 01 11:56:35 I wonder how much of Edwards views are him carving out a life that is his own and nothing like me Apr 01 12:01:41 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 01 12:04:58 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 12:05:04 [11:55:40] MollyK: It is tough to know. Though given you both liked Mina, I would say that is genuine Apr 01 12:05:04 I wonder how much of Edwards views are him carving out a life that is his own and nothing like me Apr 01 12:05:13 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:05:25 I don't think any of it isn't genuine as such Apr 01 12:05:43 But he may not realise it too? Apr 01 12:05:52 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:06:12 * MollyK nods Apr 01 12:06:19 Perhaps so Apr 01 12:07:16 And you? Do you think any of your rebelliousness is driven by a desire not to be like Edward, or your Father? Apr 01 12:07:53 I dont _think_ so Apr 01 12:08:11 But you would not necessarily know if it was... Apr 01 12:08:37 no... Apr 01 12:08:43 * MollyK nods Apr 01 12:09:08 You are certainly doing more of what they would now Apr 01 12:09:16 * MollyK sips her tea Apr 01 12:09:19 oh? Apr 01 12:10:30 Marrying me rather than my just being your mistress, expanding your lands. Court, and wearing breeches. Apr 01 12:11:39 I think the first was just the realisation that I actually wanted that... the rest... well, you might be right Apr 01 12:12:43 * MollyK shrugs, smiling slightly Apr 01 12:14:04 Don't worry, my love, I will keep you on a path of breaking the rules *her tone doesn't come out as playful or teasing as she intends, sounding more wry* Apr 01 12:14:26 * Morgan frowns Apr 01 12:14:28 that troubles you Apr 01 12:14:44 * MollyK sighs Apr 01 12:15:14 I don't know. My head and heart are heavy right now, and I wish they were not Apr 01 12:16:00 * Morgan puts the piece of steel aside, taking her hands Apr 01 12:16:04 talk to me my love Apr 01 12:17:03 I am tired of thinking about it Apr 01 12:18:02 * Morgan frowns, withdrawing his hands and nodding Apr 01 12:18:03 alright Apr 01 12:18:38 * MollyK takes his hands back Apr 01 12:18:50 Don't go. Apr 01 12:19:59 It seemed you did not wish to talk about it Apr 01 12:20:29 I don't, but I would have you close Apr 01 12:21:39 * Morgan nods, sighing Apr 01 12:21:40 alright Apr 01 12:22:25 Why don't you show me your thing? Apr 01 12:23:52 * Morgan shrugs, handing it to her carefully Apr 01 12:24:41 *despite his efforts, she still manages to cut herself with a wince* Apr 01 12:24:53 That is sharp Apr 01 12:25:31 * Morgan wiggles his thumb Apr 01 12:25:33 I know Apr 01 12:26:10 * MollyK takes it more carefully with her left hand, sucking her right index finger Apr 01 12:28:23 * MollyK smiles slightly, then brings her attention to the metal Apr 01 12:28:37 What, precisely, is it? Apr 01 12:29:49 When it was realised how _useless_ I am with a bow, but aren't bad with throwing things... one of my classmates had the academy blacksmith make three of these... Apr 01 12:30:11 * MollyK looks at the edge Apr 01 12:30:25 It could do a great deal of harm Apr 01 12:30:33 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:30:56 Takes a bit of finesse to throw it, both accurately and without slicing your finger off Apr 01 12:31:04 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 12:31:18 Awful to retrieve on the battlefield though Apr 01 12:32:10 Impossible. Hence why I only have one... first time I used them in the academy they forbade me using them again. It was unseemly. Apr 01 12:33:14 * MollyK rolls her eyes Apr 01 12:33:19 How silly Apr 01 12:33:41 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 12:33:49 We are gentlemen, not barbarians... Apr 01 12:35:02 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 12:35:49 The Eisen barbarians were a very feared force, especially by the Gentleman of Vodacce Apr 01 12:36:35 rightly so Apr 01 12:37:59 * MollyK nods, smiling Apr 01 12:38:13 All long hair and rough ways Apr 01 12:41:15 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:41:22 not much changes... Apr 01 12:41:35 * MollyK nods Apr 01 12:42:04 Preferable to the pampered Vodacce anyway Apr 01 12:42:18 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:43:14 * MollyK looks again at the weapon Apr 01 12:43:24 Heinzharold could make you more Apr 01 12:44:44 * Morgan nods Apr 01 12:44:46 probably Apr 01 12:45:03 Hopefully you never need them again Apr 01 12:45:59 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 01 12:46:06 That is... unlikely... Apr 01 12:46:35 * MollyK hands it back carefully, then looks at the still bleeding finger Apr 01 12:46:40 Sadly yes Apr 01 12:49:25 * Morgan nods, putting it away Apr 01 12:50:55 * MollyK sucks the finger again Apr 01 12:51:21 I wasn't really expecting we would come in here and end up bleeding, my love Apr 01 12:53:32 No? Apr 01 12:53:53 * MollyK shakes her head Apr 01 12:53:59 Not at all Apr 01 12:55:09 how so? Apr 01 12:55:18 well, I suppose that isn't expected anywhere Apr 01 12:56:00 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 12:56:51 I thought we would perhaps reminisce about our stolen moments whilst we endured the torturous wait to be wed... Apr 01 12:57:47 I rather ruined that Apr 01 12:58:05 It is just a cut, my love Apr 01 12:58:51 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 12:59:35 * MollyK pats the seat beside her after healing her finger Apr 01 12:59:45 * Morgan sits down Apr 01 13:00:02 You were distracted by your feelings about you Father, I understand that Apr 01 13:00:06 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:01:46 It doesn't matter. We have spent time together, and you have shared stories of growing up, I like to get to know you more Apr 01 13:03:21 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:04:56 * MollyK moves to lean her side to him, making contact Apr 01 13:05:34 You had so much space in here... I only had my own room because I was the only girl left Apr 01 13:08:41 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:09:38 My brothers hated that. They were both desperate for their own rooms Apr 01 13:10:38 I can imagine Apr 01 13:10:53 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 13:11:43 Lucky you and Edward did not have to share? Though I suppose you were at the Academy at the ages my brothers most complained Apr 01 13:12:10 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:12:15 we still shared, just not with eachother Apr 01 13:12:30 * MollyK nods, smiling to herself Apr 01 13:16:22 I wonder what my childhood might have been like growing up in Insel instead Apr 01 13:17:48 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 13:18:14 I suspect you'd have become an opera singer secretly working for a shadowy organisation... Apr 01 13:18:28 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 13:18:45 And taken your virginity on a chaise? Apr 01 13:18:50 Possibly Apr 01 13:18:59 * MollyK shrugs Apr 01 13:19:30 Perhaps Ilena and I would have shared a room, we are close enough in age... Apr 01 13:19:55 * MollyK tilts her head a moment before picking her cup back up Apr 01 13:20:30 what? Apr 01 13:21:27 I was thinking about a spouse for Ilena Apr 01 13:21:52 Someone comes to mind? Apr 01 13:23:01 * MollyK nods, biting her lip Apr 01 13:23:07 Indeed he does Apr 01 13:23:55 * Morgan frowns Apr 01 13:23:56 who? Apr 01 13:24:14 * MollyK sips her tea, watching him over the rim Apr 01 13:24:28 The real Kurt Cristoban Apr 01 13:26:05 Oh... thats not bad Apr 01 13:27:51 He is a good match for a Freiarr's daughter or cousin, he has a Grafdom in Posen, good connections, and I have always found him a sweet, kind young man Apr 01 13:28:27 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:28:37 and his Grafdom is being mended... Apr 01 13:28:43 * MollyK nods Apr 01 13:29:39 She comes from quite a practical line of good landowners. She is pretty and sweet. They would make a pleasing pairing Apr 01 13:29:50 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:31:00 It will bring her family some ease to know she is well-settled Apr 01 13:31:34 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:31:39 that is my primary concern Apr 01 13:32:00 Assuming, of course, that there is an attraction and affection between them Apr 01 13:33:28 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:33:30 indeed Apr 01 13:33:39 * MollyK glances at him with a hint of mischief Apr 01 13:34:02 She is very lovely, and he is tall. That should be enough to ensure the first Apr 01 13:34:43 * Morgan laughs Apr 01 13:34:47 aye Apr 01 13:35:48 That does seem to be how it works Apr 01 13:36:05 * Morgan tilts his head Apr 01 13:36:09 I suppose it does Apr 01 13:37:39 I would notice a man's height long before anything else Apr 01 13:37:56 oh? Apr 01 13:38:06 * MollyK nods, smiling Apr 01 13:38:08 Mmmhmm Apr 01 13:38:56 peculiar Apr 01 13:39:34 For you to think so I can only conclude you have rarely spoken to women about what attracts them to men Apr 01 13:39:54 * MollyK sips her tea Apr 01 13:40:04 A fair point Apr 01 13:40:32 * MollyK watches him with amusement Apr 01 13:41:24 And naturally the first think a man notices are her brea-... thtaking eyes! *she smirks* Apr 01 13:41:30 Thing* Apr 01 13:41:45 quite Apr 01 13:42:06 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 13:42:56 Edward has told me that before Apr 01 13:43:39 that doesn't surprise me Apr 01 13:43:49 * MollyK nods Apr 01 13:43:59 Mina does have lovely eyes Apr 01 13:44:29 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:44:31 aye Apr 01 13:45:05 Maybe I might like mine that soft warm brown of hers? Apr 01 13:45:22 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 01 13:45:29 No more than I would like mine like that Apr 01 13:45:41 Yours are perfect Apr 01 13:46:54 I know Apr 01 13:47:14 * MollyK giggles Apr 01 13:47:20 I am glad you do Apr 01 13:48:23 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:49:13 You must have sketched Mina a time or two? Apr 01 13:51:56 * Morgan nods Apr 01 13:52:32 Do you have any of your old sketchbooks here? Apr 01 13:52:59 * Morgan nods, going to the drawers again Apr 01 13:53:30 Did you have a drawing tutor as a child? Apr 01 13:55:23 * Morgan smiles, handing over a book Apr 01 13:55:56 No... there's one or two of Dietlinde and Jana in the back of that one, but the rest... people I've known, the odd landscape... Apr 01 13:56:12 * MollyK nods Apr 01 13:56:30 Nothing like the ones you have done of me? Apr 01 13:57:10 No Apr 01 13:58:07 * MollyK finishes what's in the cup before kicking off her shoes and getting comfortable. Whatever is weighing on her, he seems to have provided enough diversions to make her more relaxed Apr 01 13:58:34 I mean, I don't disapprove, or anything like that, I just would not want to be surprised by it Apr 01 13:59:04 I had a couple of her like that... at the cottage... Apr 01 14:00:40 * MollyK nods, opening the book at the beginning Apr 01 14:01:28 Alright. This one is nice, fitting for it to start with Die Dauerhaftigkeit Apr 01 14:01:53 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:01:59 naturally Apr 01 14:02:23 * MollyK spends far longer interested in his sketches than he h Apr 01 14:03:52 Likely imagined she would be, wanting to know everything about the people and places ((if there is any specifically in the earlier part of the book that he would point out, feel free!)) Apr 01 14:04:23 ((nope)) Apr 01 14:05:30 * MollyK laughs as she gets to the first one of Heinzharold, couple of months after they met. He's ten, and holding a blacksmiths hammer that is far too heavy for him Apr 01 14:05:50 Oh gosh he was absolutely adorable! Apr 01 14:06:06 I suppose so Apr 01 14:06:16 /me nods Apr 01 14:06:28 You have to show Inga this one, my love Apr 01 14:06:51 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:08:27 *On the next page is Heinzharold senior, who seems to have been working at sharpening a sword in the yard, sat on a tree stump. This one was drawn just before Morgan left for the Academy, the final day Morgan spent proper time with him, rather than just seeing him in passing Apr 01 14:08:43 Oh wow, this is wonderful, liebling Apr 01 14:09:30 He was a wonderful man Apr 01 14:09:38 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 14:10:02 What did you like about him. *she studies the pencil and charcoal image* Apr 01 14:11:00 He was funny... stern but loving. Apr 01 14:12:26 * MollyK smiles Apr 01 14:12:41 Heinzharold is going to be like him as a Father? Apr 01 14:14:52 I hope so Apr 01 14:15:09 * MollyK nods Apr 01 14:15:18 Has he ever seen this? Apr 01 14:15:31 * Morgan shakes his head Apr 01 14:15:57 You should show him... or at least tell him you have it Apr 01 14:17:31 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:17:32 alright Apr 01 14:18:11 Do you not think so? Apr 01 14:18:22 * MollyK glances up at him Apr 01 14:18:30 No, I should Apr 01 14:20:21 * MollyK nods. On the next page is a little boy in a grownups frock coat, a tin crown hanging over one eye and a big wooden training sword in his hand. Beside him is the pony Regent. Edward looks bossy, but in a cute sort of way Apr 01 14:20:40 Oh this is just perfect! *she smiles* Apr 01 14:21:34 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:22:03 Varick will find this hilarious Apr 01 14:23:37 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:23:43 I reckon so Apr 01 14:26:25 ACTION looks at the next ones. There's one of Verity from around the same time, watching the lake from beneath a parasol that Molly compliments him on, several of the Academy and other ports and places he had been. Then there are ships, and his first ship the Basilisk, where he first served, and a view over a battlefield, the first one he had Apr 01 14:26:25 taken a life on. Then some of his first platoon. She watches him when they get there Apr 01 14:26:32 Do you want to stop? Apr 01 14:27:30 * Morgan takes a breath before shaking his head Apr 01 14:28:00 * MollyK takes his hand, resting the book on her lap Apr 01 14:28:17 And before the last few, if you aren't feeling up to that yet? Apr 01 14:29:48 No, its fine Apr 01 14:32:07 * MollyK nods, still keeping one hand in his. There's lots of places that she has to ask about. The view of Quatre Bras is damaged by spots of rain, unsurprisingly given the deluge. It is where he had met Claudia Apr 01 14:34:17 *There's loose sheets tucked in here of Mina. Molly smiles, looking through them* oh dear, you really did have a little crush here, didn't you, my love? Apr 01 14:35:49 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:35:50 I did Apr 01 14:36:08 Does Edward have any idea? Apr 01 14:36:25 Probably. It wasn't any great secret Apr 01 14:36:38 * MollyK nods Apr 01 14:39:34 * MollyK asks about many other places, other young women who had been in the camps, other troops, many men he had spent weeks or months with, so who had survived and now work on the Rose, some dead. He knows from the different places he had done missions in that they must be getting close chronologically to that March day he met Dietlinde Apr 01 14:40:59 * Morgan watches the book Apr 01 14:42:39 You must have started a new book not long after this, there's barely any left... or did you just sketch less? Apr 01 14:43:36 I was a little busier... but there is another book, mostly of Jana Apr 01 14:43:45 * MollyK nods Apr 01 14:43:51 It is here? Apr 01 14:44:53 * Morgan nods Apr 01 14:45:12 One of the few times I came back here, I brought it with me Apr 01 14:46:11 To show them what they were missing out on with their nonsense? Apr 01 14:47:41 No... I thought that might want some day to get to know them... Apr 01 14:47:52 * MollyK nods sadly Apr 01 14:48:06 I am sorry they took that from you Apr 01 14:48:15 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 14:48:16 it is what it is Apr 01 14:48:28 * MollyK watches him a long moment Apr 01 14:48:42 Are you sure you wish to finish this? Apr 01 14:49:13 Its been a long time, thats all Apr 01 14:56:45 ACTION nods. She carefully turns over the next page. He remembers sketching this the afternoon after he had arrived at her doorstep on the maid's errands. He had spent so long trying to get the light of the morning outside and the shadow of the cottage interior just right as she stood in the middle, both in and out simultaneously. The smile is not Apr 01 14:56:45 shy, just soft, the cornflower blue of her eyes made wider by the brightening day pinching at her pupils. He hadn't put to paper the loose red thread in her hair, he hadn't figured out how to render it right in just black and white. He'd sat by the Sudlache for hours, knowing that the immediate sensation he had felt on seeing her had erased all of Apr 01 14:56:45 his idle liking of Mina Hapsburg, completely incomparable Apr 01 15:01:40 * MollyK continues to gently hold his hand. She doesn't turn the page ye Apr 01 15:02:08 That one took me hours Apr 01 15:02:55 * MollyK nods "It is a beautiful drawing, liebes herz. Perhaps it would be worth storing it under glass to protect it?" Apr 01 15:04:07 Maybe Apr 01 15:04:34 * MollyK nods, squeezing his hand Apr 01 15:04:55 This is at Otto's cottage? Apr 01 15:05:09 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:06:13 * MollyK nods, feeling for how tightly he has a hold of her hand Apr 01 15:07:40 * Morgan is holding it firmly Apr 01 15:08:44 * MollyK gently closes the book "Shall we go and get some lunch? It must be almost one o'clock by now" Apr 01 15:08:56 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:08:57 good idea Apr 01 15:09:40 * MollyK brings his hand to her mouth, kissing his knuckles gently Apr 01 15:10:35 There will be some in the North Wing. I'd like to put Varick for his nap myself if we get there on time Apr 01 15:14:39 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 01 15:16:34 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 15:36:02 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:36:32 if you wish Apr 01 15:37:24 * MollyK nods, handing him the book Apr 01 15:37:40 * Morgan takes it, looking at it a moment before putting it away in the drawers Apr 01 15:37:54 Did you wish to take it to show the others? Apr 01 15:38:57 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:39:02 aye, I think so Apr 01 15:39:48 * MollyK nods, standing up and taking the tea tray with them Apr 01 15:42:55 Perhaps it would be wise to be careful with Edward and the last few pages Apr 01 15:43:05 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:43:17 I think so Apr 01 15:44:25 Are _you_ alright? Apr 01 15:44:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Apr 01 15:44:32 I think so Apr 01 15:44:39 * MollyK nods Apr 01 15:45:08 You do not need my particular style of comforting? Apr 01 15:45:26 * Morgan puts an arm around her waist Apr 01 15:45:52 A lot of that is things I haven't thought about in a long time Apr 01 15:46:03 * MollyK nods Apr 01 15:46:30 It is good that you have made enough progress that you can now start to Apr 01 15:46:43 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:46:45 aye Apr 01 15:47:28 Are you concerned about Memorial Day tomorrow? Apr 01 15:47:32 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:47:35 I am rather Apr 01 15:47:42 * MollyK nods Apr 01 15:48:00 Were the two you were here for very difficult for you? Apr 01 15:48:15 Somewhat, aye Apr 01 15:48:52 Do you know how I can help you best? Apr 01 15:48:59 Just be with me I think Apr 01 15:49:08 * MollyK nods Apr 01 15:50:11 I was not planning to be anywhere else. Will the others need me, Edward particularly? Apr 01 15:51:10 Possibly, aye. Apr 01 15:51:20 * MollyK nods Apr 01 15:51:50 Maybe we can all stay together. Heinzharold has Inga, so he will not Apr 01 15:53:23 Something to consider, certainly Apr 01 15:53:53 ACTION nods. She is careful carrying the tray as they go back towards the north wing walking side by side. Only the occasional servant is there to bow or bob to them. Molly stops downstairs in their wing to talk to the servants about making more lunch and about dinner plans, leaving Morgan to go up alone. He finds Edward teaching Varick to play Apr 01 15:53:53 chess. Apr 01 15:53:53 * Received a CTCP from MollyK (to #7thsea) Apr 01 15:54:46 * MollyK is now known as Varick Apr 01 15:56:10 * Varick jumps down from his chair to come and hug Morgan. He's clearly eaten already, and he and Edward have a glass of milk each. Edward looks quite relaxed Apr 01 15:56:35 Did you have fun young man? Apr 01 15:56:59 We rode Crusader, and we went fast! Apr 01 15:57:13 fast? Apr 01 15:57:38 Like lightning! Apr 01 15:57:51 E: not quite that fast. Apr 01 15:57:58 * Morgan nods slightly Apr 01 15:58:39 E: Karsten had a good eye for horses Apr 01 15:58:55 * Morgan nods Apr 01 15:59:13 * Varick looks at Morgan "was the other one a bad eye for horses?" Apr 01 15:59:40 * Morgan laughs Apr 01 15:59:43 its just an expression Apr 01 16:00:42 E: *he looks at what Morgan is holding* planning to draw? Apr 01 16:01:05 Where is Mama? Apr 01 16:02:07 She's arranging plans for lunch and dinner... *he looks at Edward* No... they're some old ones Apr 01 16:02:20 Can I see? Apr 01 16:02:31 * Morgan nods Apr 01 16:02:36 Not the last few though Apr 01 16:02:51 *Edward smirks* Apr 01 16:03:00 * Morgan shakes his head slighlty Apr 01 16:03:31 Okay. *he sits up on the couch, legs sticking out horizontally* Apr 01 16:04:06 E: Seperate book. Always keep a separate book Apr 01 16:04:46 The last few are of Dietlinde, thats all... they're all from before... there's one of you in there Apr 01 16:05:04 E: *he takes a mouthful of milk, leaving a white moustache. He nods* Apr 01 16:05:21 * Varick waits expectantly Apr 01 16:05:42 * Morgan sits beside Varick, showing him the first few sketches Apr 01 16:06:34 * Varick asks questions about whether they are from the fifteen hundreds, more than seventy years ago. Edward laughs Apr 01 16:06:47 How old do you think I _am_? Apr 01 16:06:55 *Molly comes in, looking around* Apr 01 16:07:07 Very, very old *he laughs* Apr 01 16:08:23 *Molly looks at Edward, then says his name before pointing to her upper lip. Edward looks a bit confused and shocked* I... uhh... I don't think that would be very appropriate! Apr 01 16:08:37 * Morgan snorts Apr 01 16:09:24 *Molly blushes, smiling* you have gotten milk all over your mouth Apr 01 16:11:18 E: *he chuckles, glancing at Morgan as he wipes it off* It's a good job we didn't bring Potts and Zench. Apr 01 16:11:52 They'd be ribbing for hours over that one Apr 01 16:12:16 E: Thankfully you wouldn't do that Apr 01 16:12:38 * Morgan shrugs slightly Apr 01 16:13:03 *Molly smiles* [I would not take bets on that!] Apr 01 16:13:38 * Varick looks at the book "Is that Heinzharold?!" Apr 01 16:13:50 * Morgan glances at it before nodding Apr 01 16:14:14 He looks like someone I would want to be friends with Apr 01 16:14:30 * Morgan nods Apr 01 16:15:31 M: *she looks to Edward* I don't suppose Inga or Heinzharold are back yet? *he shakes his head* No, not yet Apr 01 16:16:57 *Edward comes around the back of the couch* I remember him at that age. I didn't see as much of you after that Apr 01 16:17:10 * Morgan nods Apr 01 16:18:14 * Varick looks at Edward "were you jealous?" Apr 01 16:18:47 * Morgan looks surprised, looking at his brother Apr 01 16:19:38 E: *he shrugs* I was a little bit, yes. I didn't have a best friend until I was at the Academy, which was six years later. Apr 01 16:20:01 *Molly is also watching Edward* Apr 01 16:21:12 Didn't you have any friends? Apr 01 16:23:25 E: I spent most of my time with my tutors, the nursery nurses, or quite often with Jarvie and Alarice. Going to school meant there were many children to befriend, quite a few of them I still know today Apr 01 16:31:33 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 01 16:51:10 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 16:57:36 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Apr 01 17:03:19 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 17:16:03 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Apr 01 22:12:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 22:15:23 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Apr 01 22:34:00 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Apr 01 22:37:45 I'm sorry, I had no idea Apr 01 22:38:39 * MollyK is now known as Varick Apr 01 22:39:11 E: We were children, it does not matter Apr 01 22:39:33 Of course it matters Apr 01 22:39:37 * Varick looks at the sketch of HH senior Apr 01 22:39:48 Who is this old man? Apr 01 22:40:11 thats HeinzHarolds daddy Apr 01 22:40:48 *The man in question hadn't even been forty when he died, hardly an old man* Apr 01 22:41:28 He does look a bit like Heinzharold Apr 01 22:41:47 * Morgan nods Apr 01 22:42:02 He was a lovely man... you'd have liked him. He'd have loved you Apr 01 22:42:56 * Varick nods, turning over to the sketch of Edward. Varick laughs, Edward winces, but he is smiling Apr 01 22:43:25 E: Was I ever that young? Apr 01 22:44:11 Was this one in the fifteen hundreds? Apr 01 22:44:56 We're nothing like as old as you seem to think Varick Apr 01 22:45:37 You are more than twenty, and that is ollllllld. Apr 01 22:46:09 I'm going to take great pleasure in telling you that when you hit twenty Apr 01 22:47:13 * Varick nods. He looks through the pictures. There are a couple of places that Edward has also been to. They get to one page from the first sketch of Dietlinde Apr 01 22:50:05 Will you be a very old man when I am twenty? Apr 01 22:50:37 *Molly takes the tray from the servant, trying not to laugh* Apr 01 22:50:38 ancient Apr 01 22:51:04 * Varick is about to turn the page Apr 01 22:51:10 Hang on Varick... Apr 01 22:52:06 M: Liebes herz, did you wish to put Varick for his nap? Apr 01 22:52:21 [I thought you wanted to] Apr 01 22:52:52 [I am giving you a way to take Varick and the sketchbook away from Edward] Apr 01 22:53:01 * Morgan nods Apr 01 22:53:04 its about that time Apr 01 22:53:33 * Varick closes the book "can we take this with us?" Apr 01 22:53:41 * Morgan nods Apr 01 22:54:44 * Varick goes out of the room with it tucked under his arm. Edward watches the pair of them Apr 01 22:55:08 * Morgan looks at his brother Apr 01 22:55:09 what? Apr 01 22:56:21 *Edward shrugs* I don't know whether to thank you or admonish you for being overprotective Apr 01 22:56:32 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 22:57:05 I will always protect you. You are welcome to see them, but I thought it best that it not be in front of an excitable young man... Apr 01 22:58:08 *Molly looks at the brothers* There is no need for anyone to rush anything. Better to wait than discover either of you are not ready after the fact Apr 01 22:58:39 and _she_ protects _us_ Apr 01 22:58:46 * Morgan smiles briefly Apr 01 22:59:06 *Edward looks at her, inclining his head a moment* Little a radiant guardian angel Apr 01 22:59:11 Like* Apr 01 22:59:43 *Molly blushes, pouring some hot drinks* Apr 01 22:59:59 I'll be back in a little while Apr 01 23:01:26 * Morgan follows Varick Apr 01 23:01:26 *They both nod. Varick is sat on his bed, boots off already. The book is open to the page before, waiting for Morgan* Can we keep looking? Apr 01 23:01:40 * Morgan nods, sitting beside him Apr 01 23:01:44 for a minute Apr 01 23:02:42 * Varick turns the page, to the one Morgan has already seen today. Varick turns his head, squinting Apr 01 23:02:47 Is that Alice? Apr 01 23:03:18 No... thats my first wife, Dietlinde... that was the first time I ever saw her Apr 01 23:03:40 Oh... she was very pretty Apr 01 23:03:49 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:03:52 yes, she was Apr 01 23:04:28 When did you go to her house if you hadn't met her before? Apr 01 23:05:27 One of the maids here was sick and couldn't take some items to the seamstress, so I took them instead. Apr 01 23:05:37 Did she die? Apr 01 23:05:49 Who? Apr 01 23:05:59 The maid Apr 01 23:06:10 No, she didn't Apr 01 23:06:25 That was lucky then Apr 01 23:06:35 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:06:59 * Varick gives him a sly glance Apr 01 23:07:14 Was _this_ in the fifteeen hundreds? Apr 01 23:07:25 * Morgan nudges him Apr 01 23:07:30 you've got a smart mouth on you Apr 01 23:08:03 *the grin on his face is very close to Heinzharold's* Heinzharold says I get it from my Papa Apr 01 23:08:16 oh does he Apr 01 23:08:35 * Varick nods Apr 01 23:09:04 I see Apr 01 23:09:34 I think she looks a bit like Alice Apr 01 23:10:56 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:10:59 A little bit ,aye Apr 01 23:11:05 But Alice doesn't dress like a girl. She dresses more like Claudia. Apr 01 23:11:25 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:11:34 bit risky, wearing a dress and working on the rigging Apr 01 23:12:57 * Varick nods, going to turn the page. It's been four years since Morgan has seen this book, so whatever is coming next will be a mystery Apr 01 23:15:07 ((Lets him go on?)) Apr 01 23:17:31 Hang on, let me check whats next Apr 01 23:20:44 **The next page is made of many smaller sketches. There's a couple of the cottage, one of which is identical to the one Molly had done from a dream several months ago that had surprised and distressed him, one of Dietlinde, Sascha and Otto sitting outside on the sunny lawn, which was about a week before she started being sick in the mornings, a Apr 01 23:20:44 couple of her working on her sewing, smiling despite the concentration, one of Xantha. Littl Apr 01 23:21:00 Little snippets of a life long ago. Apr 01 23:21:18 * Morgan puts the book back on Varicks lap Apr 01 23:21:37 You did a lot of drawings! Apr 01 23:21:57 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:21:59 I draw a lot Apr 01 23:22:15 Is this where you lived? Apr 01 23:23:15 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:23:21 It is bigger than where we lived with Lady Torrington. Apr 01 23:23:29 a bit, aye Apr 01 23:23:49 She looks like a kind lady Apr 01 23:25:41 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:25:42 she was Apr 01 23:27:38 How old was I when you drew these? *With the memory of the day he had walked back in from watching the dawn at the lake to find Dietlinde sat in bed with her head in a chamber pot and him panicking internally that she was ill, he can calculate that it must have been July sixty five, and Varick would have been almost two* Apr 01 23:29:02 coming on for two Apr 01 23:29:21 I lived with my Daddy then Apr 01 23:30:07 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:30:09 yes you did Apr 01 23:30:12 Why didn't you know me? Apr 01 23:31:17 * Morgan shrugs Apr 01 23:31:21 I was here Apr 01 23:31:27 I could have come to your house. Did you have cakes? Apr 01 23:32:08 Sometimes Apr 01 23:32:18 I would eat your cakes Apr 01 23:32:42 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:32:46 that is not surprising Apr 01 23:32:51 My grandma and grandpa live there now Apr 01 23:34:54 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:34:56 more or less, aye Apr 01 23:35:18 There is a ghost at their house Apr 01 23:36:02 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:36:04 I know Apr 01 23:36:20 Should we try to help him? Apr 01 23:37:15 Probably... but I don't want to Apr 01 23:37:19 Why? Apr 01 23:37:27 because he's the man who caused the fire Apr 01 23:37:37 * Varick frowns Apr 01 23:38:31 Oh... Mama says we should do the right thing to help people always, not because they might be a good person, but because we are good people Apr 01 23:39:07 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:39:09 she's right Apr 01 23:39:22 Are we going to? Apr 01 23:39:43 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:39:46 I expect so Apr 01 23:40:05 Okay. Can I look on? Apr 01 23:40:52 * Morgan lifts the page, peeking under it Apr 01 23:43:48 *theres a couple more of little things in their home, a couple of Dietlinde getting gradually bigger, and one where he spent some time one evening when she was right near the end of the pregnancy and he hadn't been able to sleep drawing her beneath the icy branches during their clandestine wedding ceremony, capturing well the love there in her Apr 01 23:43:48 expression Apr 01 23:44:14 * Morgan turns the page for Varick Apr 01 23:44:30 * Varick looks at all the pictures Apr 01 23:44:39 You're a really good drawer Apr 01 23:45:51 thank you Apr 01 23:46:07 You drew lots of pictures of her Apr 01 23:46:14 I loved her very much Apr 01 23:46:25 * Varick nods Apr 01 23:46:46 Is Jana in her tummy? Apr 01 23:47:04 In those ones, yes Apr 01 23:47:23 Why didn't you have more babies? Apr 01 23:48:26 We were happy as we were... and then the fire happened Apr 01 23:49:13 * Varick nods "what's on the next page?" Apr 01 23:49:25 * Morgan looks Apr 01 23:51:16 *This one is from the morning of Jana's birth. It is of Dietlinde silhouetted against the dawn light of the window. It isn't explicit, but the shapes of her curves in profile beneath the fabric are certainly noticeable Apr 01 23:52:15 I think thats enough for now Apr 01 23:52:47 * Varick looks disappointed Apr 01 23:52:54 Oh, okay, Papa Apr 01 23:53:09 Maybe I'll show you some others later Apr 01 23:53:19 * Varick nods, lying down Apr 01 23:53:47 Do you have some of Jana? Apr 01 23:53:53 * Morgan nods Apr 01 23:53:55 not many Apr 01 23:54:12 Okay *he closes his eyes* Apr 01 23:54:30 * Morgan watches him for a few minutes to be sure he is asleep Apr 01 23:54:39 * Varick is quickly asleep Apr 01 23:54:59 * Morgan quietly leaves the room, taking the book with him Apr 01 23:55:19 *The rest of the suite is quiet Apr 01 23:55:53 * Morgan rubs at his eyes before going to sit on the couch Apr 01 23:56:24 ((In the nursery parlour, or back in the main one?)) Apr 01 23:56:31 ((main one)) Apr 01 23:56:44 * Varick is now known as Edward Apr 01 23:57:21 * Edward stokes the fire a little, prodding the poker at the coals Apr 01 23:57:39 *Molly isn't there* Apr 01 23:57:50 Where's Molly? Apr 01 23:58:15 She went to check something she said. Are you alright?