Crys Molly comes out in to the Rose garden. Though her weekend has been horrid, there is something about the secretive smile on her face that belies undelying joy. She pulls her cloak tight around, her, and goes to sit on the bench (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn seeing this walks towards molly and behind her rests her hand gently on her left shoulder* hello my dear how are you thgis morning *she smiles sweetly* Crys *Molly looks up at her* Good morning, my lady. I am better than could be expected. Please, do sit. How do you fare? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* extremely well myslef, ay'cept ma anxieties abot h'our situation do concern me. i vish you to know zat if eet comes to eet, i am alwas ere to support you, as a friend and fellow made woman. i appologis if zis iz too forward of me, but i do not believe in, how do we zay, um *she struggles to think of the word, before shrugging as if giving up* pussy footing abot a subject. i trust you by now know me well enof to know i only wish ze best for you. (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((may give up on phoenteic spelling, lol)) Crys ((aye, I'll pretend the accent as I read it lol)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((ty)) Crys My lady, that is incredibly generous. My troubles lie in that the Colonel has billed me 2,000 guilders for 3 months of crew... I was led to believe he would help me find them, and then I would pay them myself. However, I discovered on reading the books that they were not drawing wages, and then saturday morning he gave me the bill *she sighs sadly* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* A fiend, have you no savings at all? is there no other way to resolve this issue (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((W)ho plays the colonel again :)S (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* (())* Crys *Molly looks around, nsuring no-one is watching* I have 500 left from the pofit of the Rose, after my living expenses, and Lord Elementay ((dave)) gave me another 500... I think that Colonel Kai ((mike)) may wish to take me to court... even though there is no signed agreement (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *gasps quietly* i do not believe he has ze right to do zis, he has to allow you a notice of time before he may even threaten this it was a freak incident and the man is an undisputable monster! *she balls her fist frowning angrily* ((what an asshole! :P)) Crys *Molly nods* I thought him far better. He has told me I must pay it in 30 days, or he will take me to court... I am unsure whether they will be able to do anything, as there was no agreement, either in writing or orally (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* hmm unfortunately i do not believe zat kai is an honest man in any sense of ze term, an e may make a false document. in zis age a man as too much power over a lady an it is disgusting ze way zey choose to abuse eet. are zer any incriminating informations you amy believe zat can be used in your defense anysing at all may benefit your case against zem, i ope we can find ze coin before any action is taken but zis is a barbaric display and ze matter can not be left unaddressed (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* (( I can do a french accent now rerr)) Crys *Molly bites her lip, shaking her head* I have nothing barr my own word to prove otherwise. And finding another thousand guilders will be impossible *She takes the invoice out of heer bag, and hands it over* ((The amounts for the cost of crew are fair)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn pauses, eyes glassy she turns her head slightly to face the darkened woods to the right of their position* i suppose then we need to take ze matter into our own hands *she looks directly at molly* we will find you ze money my dear lady, we will find a way around zis and we shall rise above them more powerful zan before. a man is after all is a pliable beast. ((lol)) and zer are ways to find money. Crys *Molly watches her* A pliable beast? *she smiles, touching her lower lip* No, not all of them... Some are like wild mustangs, whom only the temptation of gentle and tender ministrations can bring in to rest *She suddenly focusses on Sobahn* I'm sorry, my mind was wandering... I do not know how to gather further funds... I can not sell the Rose now that she is destroyed... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn smiles, amused by the picture brought to the front of her mind of a man saddled and tied tightly to stable with sloop and tack* 'not such a bad perception' *she holds back a grin, looking in earnest at the woman stood before her, admiring her strength and envying so greatly the passion within her heart* you will never turn your back on the concept of love will you? Crys *Molly goes scarlet red, looking at the floor* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *she looks ashamed at having disregarded the latter part of mollys comment, realising there are more important things than her fascination with love* i am sorry my lady *she also blushes red, tinges of pink visible underneath her ivory makeup* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* please forgive me again, i find it difficult to engage my mind at times before my mouth Crys *Molly speaks quiet* Do not be sorry... In truth, I was going to seek you out to speak of such (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *she looks startled* ah *she trys recover form* what is it you wish to speak of regarding such matters? Crys ((background info: contraception: withdrawl method, linen condoms... animal intenstine condoms existed, but would have been damn expensive, and ther were odd herbs you could take, but again very hard to get)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((sponges)) Crys *Molly looks around once more, cheeks red* I ummm... hold out hopes of being asked to be a mistress shortly.... please, I can not tell who the person in question is.... but I need further advice (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((i've read yp :P)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* molly is this what you want? do not fool your head into thinking it is an easy title, the heart can often rule the head in such matters, i'm certain you have thought of such things but the reality is far far more tricky Crys *Molly keeps her eyes to the floor* I am not sure what drawbacks there could be (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* do you care for this individual? Crys *Molly can't help but smile* Yes (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* is this individual married, i assume, please stop me if i'm wrong Crys I.... does it make a difference? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *sibahn's expression is rerlaxed not judgmental, caring and concerned but obviously not critical of the top[ic* Crys *Molly looks naive, slightly nervous, very innocent* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* well bear no hope that you will ever replace a wife, be loved more yes but this is a life of secrecy, you shan't be presented, you shan't be recognised i have seen great strong women like yourself become wrecks with many bastards left to support on the death of there lovers, they cannot claim title they cannot be more than what they were born as, not at least until the wretchedness of society is brought down and rebuilt. i tell you this not to force fear into your heart or to hurt you. i tell you this because in you a see a woman with a future, one who can still have love, a love that isn't haunted by the actions of her past. (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((brb )) Crys *Molly nods* I take your advice on board my lady... In this instance, I do not feel it will be so. Regardless, I have no future. Crys ((KK)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* that is not your desicion, and i disagree strongly, we all have a future however we wish to live it and if you know this individual though i would be far more satisfied knowing if he were trustworthy i stand by you regardless. i may have some interesting items that might prevent the bastard story but only of course if you wish to know Crys *Molly smiles at her, voice soft* He is trustworthy, I am certain of it. I do not know how he would react were I to produce him an heir *she looks very thoughtful* It is possible he would be pleased, and acknowlegde the child publically ((this was rare, but did happen, and would stop the child being a bastard)). However, it would be best that such did not happen immediately (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* indeed, well if he springs this to your mind (( referring to the recognition, please bear in mind siobahn is sexist and thinks most men are not to be trusted, i know about this bit was really rare though siobahn may never have heard of an actaul example... )) it is safer not to assume before discussion and so i will tell you that a sponge soaked in montaigne brandy is an excellent method. also zer is the possibility of a method zay call withdrawal, used often among those of the vaticine faith, i believe. however is difficult to perform and so i recommend ze sponge alongside a combination of herbs, zese i may be able to provide few of, zay are rare and unreliable but zay appear to ave effect (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((i have blue stuff)) Crys *Molly looks wary* You think I need ask him if he would acknowledge an heir?! (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i think it is safer than assuming, i have not heard of an incidence of zis occuring, i only suggest as were it to be against your favour it would be distressful, no? Crys *Molly nods* I would be deveastated... yes, I need to prevent a child being conceived. What is this withdrawal you speak of? Crys ((poke)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((sorry i was meant to rbrb)) Crys ((lol)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((are you seeing people tonight?)) Crys ((no-one was planning to come over, but you're welcome to if ya want)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* oh, sorry, well before the end when a man is satisfied it is vital you prevent from spilling his seed within you (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* oh well i don't want to intrude if you are busy or anything (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i could bring my blue stuff and some wine that i think mads will actually like (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* if you wanted :P (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((just don't want you to get sick of the sight of me)) Crys *Molly goes even redder* Oh, oh, I think I understand.... Oh goodness... I had never given the matter much thought, and I now find I approach the possibility with a combination of nerves and extreme interest! Crys ((we wont, and yes, fel free to bring drink)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((just don't want to feel as though i invited myself :S i know it's annoying when people do that Crys ((please come over, we do want ya to!)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((bounces, i'm loved yayy)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* (( i shall after 8? or later?)) Crys ((bout half 8 ok? that way we can rp a little more and I can get dinner done lol)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn smiles* what have you heard on the matter? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((woot)) Crys *Molly looks at the floor* I have heard little... but I know the feel of being in someone's arms, of having their lips on yours... I can only imagine that once all clothing is removed, and you can lie so close together, it must be divine! (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn inspects mollys face* i have been of no fortune to experience such divinity, i fear with matters regarding love i only know sorrow, i hope you are the first to report this is a true account *she appears to stop herself continuing* Crys *Molly looks at her hands* Of the little experience I have, I would not trade it for the world... I would not trade it to have the Rose back *she smiles* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((so)rry that was report divinity a true account) Crys (ok)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* molly i'll tell you what my grnadmother told me, we enter the world knowing nothing and leave the world knowing less, i believe through this she was trying to tell me that the more questions we ask the more there will always be. trust yourself to do what is right and take what you can to protect yourself against the wickedness that will attempt to consume you. through all of your sorrows i do not believe you have ever forgotten who you are. *siobahn rest her hand on her hip placing her weight on her left leg, cocking her head slightly* i think it may be what i admire most about you. Crys *Molly smiles softly* I am a woman meant to make a home, to be a comfort to a man I.... *she pauses, looking out over the village, speaking the word softly, hesitantly* the man I love.... That is my hope for the future Crys I was never cut out for the Rose... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i think you were every bit cut out for the rose as i for the coral, we make out own destiny but our futures are undecided, a woman is more than just an accessory to a mans suit. look at queen elaine, she rules with a grace and power beyond that of any man i know ewven more so than my beloved emperor Leon. Crys *Moll smiles* I would prefer a quiet life... it was always my hope to run the Rose a few years, and then have my own little house, someone I could care for, babies.... I would never have stayed running her forever... Whether or not I now can achieve my hopes depends completely upon others... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* come with me! see the world, you will meet men who would fall to their knees to make you their wife Crys *Molly laughs* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *she speaks in an excited tone, almost childlike, a glint in her eye* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahn contines to look insisten=t a line of patience creeps along her forhead Crys My Lady, you make a very generous, and wonderful offer, and truly, I shall give it some thought... but I can make no promises, especially if the gentleman in question does truly intend to have me as his mistress (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *a bemused look creeps along siobahns face* you must obey? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((jesus i love peri peri)) Crys My mind, no... but my heart? Alas, I fear I care for him far more than I would have chosen (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* in that case ignore everything i've said, because you know what you have to do *she smiles* i only wish i knew who the fellow was so i could tell him how lucky he were Crys *Molly smiles* If he truly means to go through wih the offer of being his mistress he has hinted at, you shall, in time... And if he does not *she bites her lip* then I shall come with you, if you would have me, for I fear my heart might break! (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i would have you my dear and i would patch it together with petals and silk, you'd never need be alone and you would be loved, as it is i only hope your dream here is realised (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i only wish i could regain my past, i feel old beyond my years *she bites hard on her lip* Crys You can not be more than 21 summers, Lady Siobahn... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* twenty be the end of this approaching Crys *Molly nods* I shall be twenty in July (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* me too *her green eyes lose the gassy sheen they have been nursing for the past five minutes, she shrugs of the memory* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *she smiles broadly at molly* i fancy that we're sisters, separated and brought together to realise our dreams Crys *Molly laughs softly* Aye, perhaps.... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *breaking into laughter that verges on the fringe of insanity* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* teeters*** Crys *Molly watches her, slightly puzzled* I ummmm... I am worried that my lack of experience will displease him. (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *she straightens herself* does eibilinn know of these events? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((scarp that)) Crys ((no, its better)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* scrap* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* kk (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* (())* Crys *Molly shakes her head* I have not told her.... I was planning to wait until I knew for certain it was his wish. (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *siobahns cannot hide her pride at being addressed first, this swiftly crumbles* 'it's only because they think you're a whore you stupid girl!!!' *her expression flattens* ahah, this is probably wise, it is exciting no, having a secret? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((brb)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* (( brb )) Crys *Molly shakes her head* Not really.... to begin with, perhaps, but then yo find yourself constantly worried of the effects an unexpected revelation will bring... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ... ahh perhaps that is so, see i do not think about zese zings Crys I would ask that you do not mention this to Evie... or Morgan... or anyone *she smiles softly* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* *smiling back softly* of course molly, there are some things that are private and personal, they are womens secrets Crys *she nods* Thank you.... I wonder, where will you be travelling to next? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* well for now i wish to catch up with you (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((shouls i leave soon it takes half hour to get to yours (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i mean will you be going to bed sooncause it's creppy, lol (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* creepy* (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* http://www.vollers-corsets.com/corset/overbust-corset-V1107/ (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* my corset Crys ((yeah, prolly bst to leave fairly soon.... oooh pretty)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* http://www.vollers-corsets.com/corset/overbust-corset-V1119/ i might get this need your opinion :P Crys I merely wonderd if you were going to Carleon, for I need to get a letter to my solicitor most urgently reagrding the Colonels invoice... I wondered if the Coral was going that direction, as it'll take 3 full days by land... (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* siobahn: i have missed seeing you all on my travels and to be honest this season see's a multitude of beautiful avalon fabrics being most fashionable, makes a change, i don't suppose you'd care to travel to a merchants fayre with me? we'll see what we can do about this money dilemma along the way (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((where is crleon :S)) Crys ((second one... carleon is avalons capital and its about where bristol is)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* yess (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* cool tis were this fair was going to be :D Crys *Molly looks thoughtful* How long would you wish to be away for? (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* siobahn; well this is a coincidence the fayre is right near carleon so i'd be visiting the docks it looks as though luck is on your side (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* about a week (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* maybe a day longer, i was hoping you and evie would join me (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* ((... dark and creepy shall change out of skirt)) Crys *Molly smiles* I shall need to go to Tawstock tomorrow and wednesday, but perhaps if you were leaving on friday? Crys ((pleeeease)) (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* i can put it off i was meerley going to head of early as i like to be fashionably early (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* so yes (F)Ambi Queen of Meh!(F)- (sn)(sn)(sn)......(tu) ---- *Yum said Evil Caneival* friday it is *she beams*