* @Morgan wanders across the wharf
< 08@Morgan > I take it Lord Jaeger had much to say to you
* Molly follows with a soft sigh
< 04Molly > Aye, he apologised for the damage he has done with his assumptions about my behaviour at the monestary
* @Morgan smiles slightly
< 08@Morgan > I wonder what caused such a thing
* Molly smiles wryly
< 04Molly > I truly wonder who might have spoken to him to encourage such a thing!
< 08@Morgan > I would point out... I did not put him under duress to do so
* Molly watches the others on the dock as they get further from the Rose
< 04Molly > I do not doubt your methods or motivations...
* Molly pulls her cloak around her a little tighter
< 08@Morgan > I simply pointed out how such things looked
* Molly nods
< 08@Morgan > mind, I may have been a little cruel after that
< 04Molly > How so?
< 08@Morgan > once I had pointed out how things looked regarding you and Lady Rebecca... and he agreed he should apologise... I allowed him a moment to feel comfortable,.. and then told him that we should move on to how he has insulted me
* Molly looks slightly puzzled
< 04Molly > I can only imagine you might mean in regards to my having been under your watch and care?
< 08@Morgan > that and his... assertion that Eiblinn would be taught how to respect her betters
< 04Molly > I am sorry that my behaviour could have resulted in your reputation becoming tarnished
* Molly looks away
< 08@Morgan > My reputation is fine, especially since Lord Jaeger will be making a formal announcement that his accusations were entirely unfounded, so on so forth...
< 04Molly > Good, I am pleased to hear it... This has been an afternoon of things I have not wanted to hear...
< 08@Morgan > oh?
* Molly bites her lip, looking around and no longer seeing the Rose or the Wind
< 04Molly > Lord Jaeger is still in love with me...
* @Morgan speaks quietly, his voice hard
< 08@Morgan > the man knows no shame
< 04Molly > I'm not sure I understand...
< 08@Morgan > after the accusations he's made, to say such a thing shows him to be nothing moer than a melodrama obsessed fool
< 04Molly > No, he did not say it... But sometimes you can look at someone, see it in their eyes, hear it in their tone...
< 08@Morgan > sometimes
* Molly sighs softly
< 04Molly > I did however, assure him that I wish for his happiness, and for him to fall in love with another.
< 08@Morgan > no doubt he swooned and told you how there could never be another
< 04Molly > He told me it was too soon for him to become socially and romantically involved with another because of the depth of his feelings for me, and that as his first love, I'll always be in his heart.
* @Morgan rolls his eyes
* Molly 's face darkens slightly
< 04Molly > would it truly be so difficult for him to stop loving me?!
< 08@Morgan > absolutely
< 08@Morgan > but after the dishonour he has brought on himself and you, he should have the honour and dignity to make it no worse
< 04Molly > Hopefully his time out of my company will stop him feeling so
* Molly sounds unsure
< 08@Morgan > only time can tell
* Molly squares her shoulders
< 04Molly > Regardless, it is a lost cause, for he can not win my heart.
< 08@Morgan > no?
< 04Molly > He could not do so when I was to be his bride, he certainly could not now...
< 08@Morgan > especially when you consider the fact he's prone to histrionics and obviously cant be trusted?
< 04Molly > That is a small part of it, yes
< 08@Morgan > in truth, he looked rather.... trapped, when I mentioned how he had insulted me
< 04Molly > I am not surprised...
< 08@Morgan > no? am I really so scary?
* Molly blushes
< 04Molly > Sometimes...
* Molly looks thoughtful
< 04Molly > Can I ask you a question?
< 08@Morgan > of course you can
* Molly looks at the floor, speaking quietly
< 04Molly > do you think Lady Rebecca is more beautiful or intelligent than I?
* @Morgan snorts
< 08@Morgan > not likely
< 04Molly > She certainly seems to have the attentions of most of the men upon the Wind...
< 08@Morgan > That's hardly a statement to be proud of...
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > True... I was just curious, I suppose, as to why he became so quickly interested in her
< 08@Morgan > he'd become quickly interested in a goat if it looked at him right
< 04Molly > Goats again, dear heart? I would bet that Lady Rebecca is the sorrt of woman you could not kiss unexpectedly!
* Molly laughs
< 08@Morgan > sounds about right
* Molly becomes serious
< 04Molly > When I mentioned Lord Torrington's behaviour, Lord jaeger said he thought it sounded promising, and I should not rule out being his mistress...
< 08@Morgan > and is that what you wish?
* Molly shakes her head
< 04Molly > Much as I one day would like to be a mistress, I do not feel that way for Lord Torrington
< 08@Morgan > i see
< 04Molly > He is a good man, and his flattery and charm is very enjoyable, and he is in a good position... but...
* Molly shrugs
< 08@Morgan > He is... a strange man
< 04Molly > I am thinking of inviting him to join us on the tip to Freiburg...
< 08@Morgan > oh?
< 04Molly > It will be nice to have company for the return voyage...
* @Morgan nods
* Molly smiles
< 04Molly > It is good that Lord Jaeger is already thinking of the possibilities of me being close to other men in the future. It will make it easier if it ever comes to pass, because he has already come to terms with the idea
* @Morgan nods again
< 08@Morgan > though I doubt his motivations are quite so honourable as he makes out
< 04Molly > You think that he hopes I will become a mistress so that it does his reputation no harm to take one?
< 08@Morgan > indeed
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > He's in for a very long wait!
< 08@Morgan > you would not become a mistress if the right person asked sooner than expected?
< 04Molly > If it were the right person, I would still have to wait a few turns of the moon for it not to be seen as inappropriate so soon after the end of my betrothal... and I do not expect to be asked at all, either sooner or later
* Molly laughs
< 08@Morgan > you might well be wrong... you never know what life may throw up
< 04Molly > So very true!
* Molly smiles, and walks slightly closer
< 04Molly > I've agreed to let Evie cook this evening
< 08@Morgan > I, uhhh... I may buy some bread and cheese
< 04Molly > Oh no, do you think she will be awful?!
< 08@Morgan > well... Lets be honest, she's not really the first person you associate with... womanly arts
* Molly laughs
< 04Molly > She hopes I will let her cook every night
< 08@Morgan > well, I could be wrong...
< 04Molly > Tonight, I am happy to let her cook. In truth I would rather not toil in the kitchen and rush to prepare for my meeting with the Colonel... somehow, I think he is unimpressed by my... womanly arts
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > he is an idiot
< 04Molly > My skills are not those normally admired in noble women... they are not skills that make a good noble wife, or a good mistress
< 08@Morgan > honesty, integrity and loyalty? you do yourself a disservice
* Molly stops, looking at the floor, guilt quite plain on her face
< 04Molly > I had none of those three in my dealings with Lord Jaeger..
< 08@Morgan > you think? Given your situation at the time...
< 04Molly > I could have behaved better... Still, 'tis done now... all I can try and do is be those things from now on
< 08@Morgan > besides, its quiet obvious that his dealings with you have been less than honourable
< 04Molly > I have forgiven him, because it was easier for him to wish to be free of me also. Had he behaved so when it were not my wish to end the betrothal, I would have done something... anything... I do not like to have a man who is supposed to care for me casting aspersions upon my moral state, and especially not a second time
< 08@Morgan > indeed
* Molly sighs
< 04Molly > It is painful talking to him about it. I do not like to see how much he still feels for me, knowing I never felt the same
< 08@Morgan > the man has an odd way of showing such feeling
< 04Molly > How so?
< 08@Morgan > he feels so strongly for you, yet after not seeing you for so long, he accuses you of impropriety and finds himself in a locked room with a woman whose affections are obviously negotiable
< 04Molly > I wonder that perhaps he had already begun to fall out of love with me before my return... in truth, the last time I remember him being particularly enchanted with me was before we left for Carleon
< 08@Morgan > so it seems his affection had started to wane much earlier and he has come up with a convenient excuse
< 04Molly > Perhaps... But I can hardly be the one to point the finger over such. as long as he is content to move on, and allow me to do the same, there shall be no need for further words between us
* @Morgan nods slowly
< 04Molly > I am sure in time my guilt will pass... Whether or not I should feel it, I do, but I shall endeavour not to. I am certain, had it been the other way around, he would not have hesitated to do as I have.
< 08@Morgan > No doubt
* Molly smiles, seeing they've reached the edge of the dock
< 04Molly > Well, my Quartermaster, where will we find provisions?
* @Morgan sniffs
< 08@Morgan > I'm loathe to enter the ferret... but there'll be some stores somewhere nearby
* Molly nods, remembering Holzheim mentioning it
< 04Molly > We ought not to be too long, for 8 o'clock will come rather quickly... Perhaps we should walk a little down that way, and stop at the first place we find?
* Molly points down a road
< 08@Morgan > a sound plan, I think
* Molly looks at him a moment with a smile
< 04Molly > That is what we shall do...
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > Did you know that I am truly beautiful when I 'relax a little'?
< 08@Morgan > I rather thought you were truly beautiful at all times
* Molly blushes, and looks away
< 04Molly > It was simply what Lord Jaeger said early, and I was unsure it it were compliment or insult
< 08@Morgan > it soudns like the bumbling of an overdramatic idiot... so compliment most likely
< 04Molly > Aye, but poorly executed... He is not as smooth a flatterer as he believes
< 08@Morgan > indeed
< 04Molly > I think that flattery comes naturally to some, and not others
< 08@Morgan > possibly, I suppose
< 04Molly > Some people are naturally charming, like the Lieutenant...
< 08@Morgan > indeed
* Molly smiles
< 04Molly > I feel very sorry for any woman he sets his hat at...
< 08@Morgan > the lieutenant is a very... single minded sort of man
< 08@Morgan > and not necessarily in a good way
< 04Molly > I have a feeling he could charm a woman in to a great deal of trouble
< 08@Morgan > most likely
< 04Molly > He is always very nice to Evie and I, regardless of our social standing...
< 08@Morgan > that may be because his standing isn't particularly... solid
* Molly tilts her head to the side
< 04Molly > I had not thought of it so...
< 04Molly > I doubt it would hinder him taking a mistress...
* @Morgan chuckles
< 08@Morgan > I doubt it'd hinder him taking as many short term mistresses as possible
* Molly smiles, blushing slightly
< 04Molly > He did return looking a little... ummm... toussled...
* Molly bites her lip and looks away a moment
< 08@Morgan > indeed... I'm rather surprised I didn't see hay in his hair
* Molly laughs, her eyes sparkling
< 04Molly > You think perhaps he was off alone with some beautiful Carleon girl in a barn?
< 08@Morgan > I think the barn would've been stereotypical, but yesa
< 04Molly > Oh I would have thought it quite unusual for a Lord to be sneaking off to a barn with a pretty girl...
* @Morgan scratches his nose
< 08@Morgan > no, I seem to know of another noble who did the same
* Molly looks puzzled
< 04Molly > Really, who?
* @Morgan coughs, embarrassed
* Molly smiles at him, speaking quieter
< 04Molly > If you refer to what I suspect, then that was hardly sneaking off.... she was working, and he showed perfect gentlemanly reserve...
< 08@Morgan > perhaps
< 04Molly > It can scarce be inappropriate if the meeting was not intentional...
< 08@Morgan > oh?
< 08@Morgan > I'm sure the initial meeting between Jaeger and Rebecca was unintentional
* Molly laughs softly...
< 04Molly > The meeting between them was fully intentional on my part at least...
* @Morgan smiles
< 08@Morgan > true
< 04Molly > The other meeting.... that was unintentional, but far from unwelcome
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > I was thinking... that I might try again to speak to rebecca...
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > For some particular purpose?
< 08@Morgan > I'd rather she wasn't still surly while I'm away
< 04Molly > I shall be spending very little time with her in Freiburg, for the trip will not be purely for amusement value, and I have no intention of allowing them to travel back upon the Rose
* @Morgan laughs
< 08@Morgan > still, my lady, it would be prudent to make as few enemies as possible
< 04Molly > Aye... I hope the matter is resolved, but I am not so naive as to believe it is
* Molly walks slightly closer by his side, smiling softly at him
< 08@Morgan > no... still, if it must remain as it is, then it must
< 04Molly > I would be curious to see the results of any discussion you have with her... I get the feeling that I am not well-respected...
* @Morgan sniffs
< 08@Morgan > not being respected by those so bedazzled by their own titles isn't necessarily something to be upset about
* Molly rubs her hands together to ward off the chill of the late afternoon
< 04Molly > In truth, I need their co-operation, not their respect...
< 04Molly > Much as I like to be well-liked, I am rapidly coming to the conclusion that this will not always be so
< 08@Morgan > you cant please everyone, Molly...
* Molly nods, taking her gloves from her bag
< 04Molly > As long as I please those I care for, I can be happy
< 08@Morgan > Do not put yourself out on my behalf, Molly
* Molly looks at him puzzled
< 04Molly > By trying to please you, or by putting on my gloves?
* Molly laughs softly
< 08@Morgan > by trying to please me, my lady
< 04Molly > I think it is in my nature to try and please... I could no more stop it than stop my desire to clean my own ship... much as some may object
* Molly looks away, a brief flash of annoyance on her face
< 08@Morgan > you do as you please on your ship... and be damned the opinions of others
< 04Molly > I have a feeling that the Colonel was planning to say during that meeting that it does not befit a Lady to clean, and that I should stop...
< 08@Morgan > it does not befit a gentleman to belittle the integrity and rights of others
< 04Molly > True... but that does not stop him. Regardless, the Rose is my kingdom, and there I _shall_ be treated as a queen!
* Molly laughs, her eyes sparkling
< 08@Morgan > indeed
< 08@Morgan > as it should be
< 04Molly > You do not think that a little vain and *she turns her palms outwards, searching for the word* Montaigne of me?
< 08@Morgan > perhaps a little
* Molly laughs
< 04Molly > Tell me... this tension you perceive between the Colonel and I... do you also see it between him and Rebecca?
* @Morgan narrows his eyes
< 08@Morgan > no... they are familiar with eachother... they have history I suspect
< 04Molly > Really? Now that definately could be gossip!
* Molly grins
< 04Molly > And with Evie? Or Lady Catherine?
* @Morgan laughs
< 08@Morgan > with Lady Torrington, I dont know... I have not had time to observe them.... as for Eiblinn... I think he takes advantage of his status with her
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > He has always been familiar with her... Is that a concern to you?
* Molly watches him from the corner of her eye, voice serious
< 08@Morgan > only in so much that he might use her to obtain information of leverage over the household
< 04Molly > I see
< 08@Morgan > and then he lectures _me_ on protocol
< 04Molly > Perhaps he will lessen his intensity with you after your meeting this evening...
* Molly looks away
< 08@Morgan > perhaps
< 04Molly > Have you ever seen this sort of tension between others?
* Molly puts on her gloves
< 08@Morgan > _what_ sort of tension?
< 04Molly > The tension you see between the Colonel and myself
< 08@Morgan > oonce or twice, yes
* Molly looks at him puzzled, not sure what other tension he could mean
< 04Molly > And has it always resolved as you imagine?
< 08@Morgan > good god no
* Molly quite noticeably breathes a sigh of relief
< 04Molly > That is good.. I need him as a friend and an ally...
< 08@Morgan > well... perhaps the tension I see isn't what it seems
< 04Molly > I hope so... Hopefully it is just two people who are naturally not meant to get on easily
* Molly looks at him a moment
< 04Molly > Did you ever feel such tension between yourself and another, perhaps in your Court days?
< 08@Morgan > I, uhhh... a few times
* Molly watches him closely
< 08@Morgan > though, the tension between a man and a woman isn't so terribly different from the tension between two men who are very similar
< 08@Morgan > though, thinking on it... I suppose the tension between myself and Kai is a perfect example of the latter
* Molly smiles
< 04Molly > I was just thinking that same thing, though I do not think you so similar
< 08@Morgan > no...
< 04Molly > I can not see he and I ever developing the sort of friendship you and I have
< 08@Morgan > you never know... perhaps we have misjudged him
< 04Molly > Perhaps... I wonder that perhaps under his bravado is a very insecure man
< 08@Morgan > it could be
< 04Molly > I am surprised that he is not making an effort to woo Lady Catherine...
< 08@Morgan > I may just mention that the idea would be a bad one
< 04Molly > She will have to marry sometime...
< 08@Morgan > I know... but I will not have her married off to a pompous ass with an over inflated ego and unreliable honour
< 04Molly > I should imagine her match will need to be for the sake of her family name, rather than her own wishes
< 08@Morgan > possibly...
< 04Molly > In which case, Lord Torrington would be the best prospect... at least so far... He might be the only one with a strong enough title and claim
< 08@Morgan > realistically it needs to be an Avalonian, which puts the Colonel and his men out of the picture
< 04Molly > Yes, though I can imagine if she set her heart upon one of them, there would be little that could be done...
< 08@Morgan > indeed. She seldom listens to my advice anyway
< 04Molly > With no father, it leaves a noble woman without someone to make her a fortuitous marriage... No doubt as my father will try to do the moment I arrive in Tawstock
* Molly looks at the floor
< 08@Morgan > your father will find himself on the disgruntled end of my polearm should he try
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > It is his right to try...
* @Morgan shrugs
< 08@Morgan > we can discuss his rights considering his behaviour while he is six feet away from me on the end of a pole
< 04Molly > Oh Morgan! Never has threats of violence upon my family charmed me so much as when they come from you!
* Molly looks as if she is about to embrace him when she suddenly looks away, hands by her sides
< 08@Morgan > as I've said before... self righteous, pompous men irritate me... especially when their behaviour in the past is less than gentlemanly
< 04Molly > I should imagine a certain family by the name of Daggett is going to be greatly saddened by the news of my good fortune...
* Molly smiles, though her eyes are darkened
< 08@Morgan > serves them right, to be frank
< 04Molly > Still, Eliza will make him a good wife...
* Molly looks at the floor, remembering seeing them in town before they left for the monestary
< 04Molly > Probably a far better wife than I would have made him...
< 08@Morgan > I think not
< 08@Morgan > he didn't deserve someone like you
< 04Molly > I do not think I'm truly suited to marriage, not the sort arranged by both families for their own gains...
< 04Molly > 'Tis better for everyone this way. I may visit with her upon my return...
< 08@Morgan > oh?
* @Morgan looks surprised
< 04Molly > I wish to be her friend... I bear neither of them ill will
< 08@Morgan > you're a better person than I
< 04Molly > No, I am too soft-hearted in truth
< 08@Morgan > in some cases
< 04Molly > Had it not happened so, I would be married to a man I would not love, not be able to read or write, never having left tawstock, or been to Castille, or owned a ship
< 08@Morgan > that much is true, I suppose
< 04Molly > The bad things I have endured have led me to better things, and I would not trade that
* Molly smiles softly
< 08@Morgan > I woudl say you were destined to receive such things but I'm not entirely sure I like the implications of it
* Molly looks puzzled
< 04Molly > I am not sure I understand
< 08@Morgan > well... if you were destined to receive all this, then I was fated to lose Dietlinde... which would render Edward blameless... how could he be to blame for being the tool of destiny?
* Molly sighs heavily, her eyes filled with both pain and guilt
< 04Molly > I.... I...ummmm.... I do not know... I had nott thought of our fates being so interlinked...
* Molly bites her lip, looking at the floor as she walks
< 08@Morgan > personally, I dont believe it... I think you deserve what you now have...
< 08@Morgan > but I do not think you were destined for it
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > I think I prefer that also... Though surely, were it destiny, you also would be the tool of such, and bear no blame?
< 08@Morgan > perhaps
< 04Molly > Not that you deserve any blame to my mind anyway...
< 08@Morgan > I do to mine
< 04Molly > I... I...
* Molly nods, knowing that there is nothing she can say to make it better
< 04Molly > Maybe you will not always feel so... who knows...
* @Morgan shrugs
< 08@Morgan > perhaps
* Molly looks at him intently a moment, obviously trying to make a decision, before she looks away.
< 04Molly > Is there anything in particular you would prefer for the evening's meal?
* @Morgan inhales deeply
< 08@Morgan > beef, most likely... easier and cheaper
< 04Molly > And less chance of Evie ruining it?
* Molly laughs softly
< 08@Morgan > well... spices, lots of spices
< 04Molly > Though he had accepted the offer, I will not be surprised if Lord Torrington does not return for dinner
< 08@Morgan > Lord Torrington is flighty at best when it comes to prior arrangements, I think
< 04Molly > I wonder if he still has affections for Lady Sophia
< 08@Morgan > who knows
* Molly fidgets with her gloves, straightening them out over her fingers
< 08@Morgan > I doubt he knows himsef
< 04Molly > If I remember rightly, were it not for his feelings for her, I never would have told you my secret that day...
* Molly closes her eyes briefly, and a smile comes to her face at her thoughts
< 08@Morgan > quite possibly
< 04Molly > We might never have become friends...
* Molly 's cheeks go red, and she looks away
< 08@Morgan > do not dwell on it, it did not come to pass
< 04Molly > I'm very grateful for that
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > as am I
< 04Molly > I wonder what the Colonel's reaction will be to Lord Torrington's attentiveness...
< 08@Morgan > apoplexy
< 08@Morgan > or self righteous indignation perhaps
* Molly smiles and there is an edge of mischief to it
< 04Molly > But as a Lady, it is only proper that I invite a Lord to dinner, and give him my attentions...
< 08@Morgan > indeed
< 04Molly > Perhaps a little competition will make him reconsider the manner in which he interacts with me...
< 08@Morgan > we can hope
< 08@Morgan > though if his manner continues to bother you, I shall have words with him
< 04Molly > I am not sure that it bothers me, as such... it perplexes me, and truly, I am not in the mood for puzzles, particularly the puzzles given by the affections of others... it is complicated enough living with my own!
* Molly laughs
* @Morgan chuckles
< 04Molly > I sometimes think it would be easier to be simple minded... *she trails off a moment, distracted* sorry, where was I? Oh, yes... It would be easier to be simple minded, so that I did not think quite so much
* Molly puts her hands in her pockets
< 08@Morgan > simple minded? you'd rather be like the empty headed nobles that frequent the house?
< 04Molly > No, but I can see how it would be easier
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > perhaps it is
< 04Molly > I have been called soft minded before...
* @Morgan 's eyes harden
< 08@Morgan > by who?
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > You, dear heart, though I believe it was with affection
< 08@Morgan > ah
* @Morgan looks seepish
* Molly takes her hand from her pocket, and slips it in to his
< 04Molly > ((his hand, not his pocket))
< 08@Morgan > ((lmao))
< 04Molly > I did wonder if you remembered... I would not have let anyone else say it
< 08@Morgan > me either
* Molly smiles
< 04Molly > It is nice that you would prevent my reputation and standing from being hurt so
< 08@Morgan > There are very few that I would
< 04Molly > I am one of a very lucky few...
< 08@Morgan > some might disagree
< 04Molly > There opinions mean far less to me than your regard
< 04Molly > I... ummmm... take it you would prefer that no-one knows that you are returning to see your parents?
< 08@Morgan > indeed
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > In truth, I was unsure that you would not have others write to you there...
* Molly looks away
< 08@Morgan > There is only one other person I would like to hear from... but I am not willing to tell her where I am going
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > yes, I see
* Molly sighs very quietly
< 04Molly > If you wish, I could add her letters to my own and send them on to you
< 08@Morgan > no... your letters alone will be enough
< 04Molly > If that is your wish...
< 08@Morgan > it is
* Molly looks at the buildings as they pass them
< 04Molly > I think we ought to take back what we can carry, and have the rest brought tomorrow...
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > as you wish
< 04Molly > Did you manage to complete Captain Helbrechts list?
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > more or less
* Molly nods, and points to a shop
< 04Molly > How about that one?
< 08@Morgan > looks fine
* Molly pushes open the door and goes in ((did you want to rp the shopping?))
< 08@Morgan > ((not really))
* Molly comes out after about ten minutes, a bag in each arm balanced against either hip.
< 04Molly > What a very lovely little shop!
< 08@Morgan > I've seen worse I suppose
< 04Molly > I am glad we need not carry it all! It was not as expensive as I had believed...
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > I dont think I'd serve too well as a pack mule... perhaps we should ask the good and great colonel to come down and carry the rest
* Molly giggles
< 04Molly > Did you miss the moment in the monestary when I asked him to carry one of Lady Catherine's bags to the coach, and he looks mortally offended?
< 08@Morgan > no, I saw
< 04Molly > Thankfully, the Lieutenant was a little more obliging...
< 08@Morgan > I think it demonstrates his over inflated self importance very well
< 04Molly > Perhaps I am wrong, but surely if a Lady asks something of you that is within your power to give, it is only honourable that you give her what she requests...
< 08@Morgan > indeed, which proves my point about him not being nearly so honourable as he claims
< 04Molly > I feel a little sorry that Evie will miss the party...
< 08@Morgan > it's her own fault
* Molly sighs
< 04Molly > I know... but I would have enjoyed it more with her to talk to
< 08@Morgan > I know... but if you're to keep the alliegance of one Eisen man in particular...
< 04Molly > It is the burden of my new life... a social gathering is never so much fun without someone to gossip with
* @Morgan thinks for a moment
< 08@Morgan > I think I could arrange someone
* Molly looks intrigued
< 04Molly > Really? Who?
< 08@Morgan > you forget... this is not my first time in Carleon
< 04Molly > Do not let it trouble you, I shall manage without gossip, I'm sure...
* Molly smiles
< 04Molly > and without Evie, I should imagine I shall have to dance every dance
< 08@Morgan > you dont _have_ to at all
< 04Molly > As hostess, it is my duty... and as a girl with a love of dancing, it will be hard not to. Though I truly wish Maelwys would be attending to dance with
* Molly starts to walk carfully back towards the Rose
< 08@Morgan > so he could hold you innapropriately?
* @Morgan smiles
< 04Molly > I had absolutely no complaints... It is very pleasant to be held so close...
* Molly blushes
< 08@Morgan > I've often thought the only reason he gets away with such behaviour is because he's cheeky enough to be up front about it
* Molly laughs
< 04Molly > It is because he is so charming and so likeable
< 04Molly > It is not a method that would work for everyone, but on the right man, it is irresistable!
* Molly giggles
< 08@Morgan > I suppose
< 04Molly > If I remember correctly, Lord Torrington likes to dance, so Lady Rebecca and I will be danced senseless
< 08@Morgan > quite possibly.
< 04Molly > I am quite glad that Lord Jaeger and Lady Rebecca will not be joining us for the voyage
< 08@Morgan > I dont think I could stomach the overdramatising of every situation and the childish tantrums
< 04Molly > No, fortunately for you, you shall only have to tolerate me!
* Molly laughs
< 08@Morgan > of that I am glad
< 04Molly > I hope that his time with her will lead them to become much better acquainted...
< 08@Morgan > as long as they stop collectively causing you issues, I shall be satisfied
< 04Molly > And if he can just so happen to fall out of love with me, and in love with her, that would be perfect
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > it would certainly convenient
< 04Molly > Yes, I'll be able to be myself, and do as I please, without him watching me
< 08@Morgan > If you wish, I'll have a word or three with him... explain how its not appropriate and ill advised to bother you as he does
< 04Molly > I am not sure he can help it... I think he is still at that stage where you can not take your mind from someone...
< 08@Morgan > he comes here making accusations and then has the audacity to claim he still loves you...
< 08@Morgan > that is not love... thats being obsessive and posessive
< 08@Morgan > neither of which I have the slightest liking for
* Molly smiles briefly
< 04Molly > I am certain that it shall pass, once he finds someone else to be the object of his affections...
< 04Molly > If he is still behaving so in Freiburg, I think it would be appropriate for him to be informed that he causes me discomfort by not allowing me to move on
< 08@Morgan > he shall be so informed
< 04Molly > In truth, I shall be so busy working in Freiburg, I doubt I shall have time for his behaviour to trouble me
< 08@Morgan > perhaps
< 04Molly > Keen as I am to see Eisen, it is not a social visit
< 08@Morgan > almost a shame, that
< 04Molly > How so?
< 08@Morgan > despite it being still war torn, it's a beautiful country
< 04Molly > I would dearly like to explore it, not just Freiburg, but the whole countryside also...
< 08@Morgan > perhaps... one day, I could escort you on a tour of Eisen
* Molly looks at him
< 04Molly > Would you wish to?
< 08@Morgan > would you not?
* Molly hesitates, and she speaks carefully
< 04Molly > I would like it greatly, but only if it was amenable to you...
< 08@Morgan > for you, I would actually take holiday
* Molly looks surprised
< 04Molly > You would anticipate the tour taking some time?
< 08@Morgan > if its to be done, it may as well be done properly, wouldn't you say?
* Molly smiles broadly
< 04Molly > It sounds absolutely lovely...
< 04Molly > I...ummmm.... is there a particular season it would be best to see the wonders of Eisen in?
< 08@Morgan > preferably summer.... though, in truth, Eisens majesty lies in its cities
* Molly nods, her eyes deep
< 04Molly > If you would prefer to only tour the cities, I do not mind. I would be pleased with whatever you wish to show me
< 08@Morgan > much as I love Eisen, I'm the first to admit that the war has ruined the countryside for the most part
* Molly bites her lip
< 04Molly > I would like to see your lands, though I am content to wait until you rule there and I can visit...
< 08@Morgan > perhaps... though it depends greatly on the result of my visit
< 04Molly > I am already certain of your success... I can not see how anyone could deny your wishes...
< 08@Morgan > I dont know
* Molly smiles playfully
< 04Molly > Of course, it need not be this summer...
< 08@Morgan > even if I am successful, it depends greatly on Lady Torringtons schedule
< 04Molly > Of course... I shall still make a trip in the summer, whether it is to tour Eisen with you, or visit Numa...
* Molly smiles
< 08@Morgan > Perhaps Lady Torrington would care to join you... she strikes me as the sort who would enjoy the extravagance of Numa
< 04Molly > Yes, I think if I go to Vodacce, I shall invite her...
* Molly blushes slightly
< 04Molly > I...ummm.... did I not ought to have a female chaperone if the tour of Eisen goes ahead?
< 08@Morgan > probably
< 04Molly > If I do not, people might assume I am your mistress....
* @Morgan smiles
< 08@Morgan > would that be so bad?
* Molly goes to reply, and then seems to think better of it. She pauses briefly, picking a different response
< 04Molly > By the summer, I doubt anyone would be upset...
< 08@Morgan > would it trouble _you_?
< 04Molly > That people think it? No, in truth it would do my reputation no damage...
* Molly watches the floor beneath her feet, shyness threatening to return
< 08@Morgan > thats not entirely what I meant
* Molly looks up at him, though doesn't meet his eyes. she speaks quietly
< 04Molly > what _did_ you mean, dear one?
< 08@Morgan > I asked if being though of as my mistress caused you discomfort... not what it might do to your reputation
* Molly blushes
< 04Molly > No, it would not cause me discomfort... not at all...
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > then it is not an issue
< 04Molly > By summer, Evie will be safely back in Innismore, and Lord Jaeger will have found some 'vacuous noble woman' to replace me, and no-one will care how I... how _we_ conduct ourselves...
* Molly looks to the floor once more
< 08@Morgan > indeed
< 04Molly > I shall endeavour not to get my hopes up, just incase the trip does not come to pass
* Molly smiles softly
< 08@Morgan > probably best
< 04Molly > It is a nice dream to while away lonely hours...
< 08@Morgan > there are worse ways to while away the hours
< 04Molly > Oh definately... far less innocent day dreams than visiting the glorious cities of Eisen...
* Molly 's brow furrows slightly
< 04Molly > Would it not trouble you to have others think I was your mistress?
< 08@Morgan > now? a little... in a month or more? who knows
* Molly looks away
< 04Molly > I understand
< 08@Morgan > does that bother you?
< 04Molly > No. There are a great many reasons it would be troubling now, and still reasons why it would be troubling even in the summer
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > I'm glad you understand... I should hate you to think I was being... petty
< 04Molly > I would never think so... The fact that you even gave the matter a moment's thought is a surprise to me
* Molly goes back to watching the ground before her feet
< 08@Morgan > a surprise?
< 04Molly > Yes, it is not a subject I expected you to have considered...
* @Morgan nods
< 04Molly > It does not matter, let us speak of something else, please...
* Molly 's cheeks are red, and she does not look away from the floor
< 08@Morgan > what would you like to talk about?
< 04Molly > In truth, anything else...
* Molly looks awkward, but not hurt
* Molly watches as they re-enter the docks
< 04Molly > Now that I have the promise of funds from Siegfried, I think it best that I pay you back as soon as I receive what he gives me
< 08@Morgan > there is no need
* Molly takes a deep breath
< 04Molly > I do not wish it to complicate our friendship
< 08@Morgan > it doesn't
< 04Molly > If that is your wish...
< 08@Morgan > it is
* Molly nods, chewing her lip
< 08@Morgan > though, if it bothers you...
< 04Molly > I do not want you to use your savings to fund the Rose, as you said, your income as master-at-arms is not good, and therefore it would take you a good deal of time to recoup the loss
< 08@Morgan > I leave it to you, blossom
* Molly nods, her eyes serious still, even after him using her nickname
< 04Molly > I would prefer it.
< 08@Morgan > then thats how it will be... though...
* Molly looks to him
< 04Molly > Though...?
< 08@Morgan > I would rest easier were I to know that your reservation does not come from some belief that I try to gain a stake in the Rose
* Molly stops, and sets the bags down
< 04Molly > It has nothing to do with you having any stake or claim to the Rose, and everything to do with making sure I do not ask too much of you
< 08@Morgan > there is little that would be too much for you to ask
* Molly drops her eyes, and speaks quietly
< 04Molly > I do not ask you to have me known as your mistress, not now, or in the future... I wish that I had not said woud not be uncomfortable, for now I look like a horribly selfish person for it
* @Morgan smiles
< 08@Morgan > no... you dont
< 04Molly > I had given no thought to how it would reflect upon you. I would prefer you to be happy than for me to go to Eisen with you
* Molly studies the floor, obviously feeling ashamed
< 08@Morgan > My dear blossom, do not let it pain you... its something I've been thinking about for some time
* Molly takes a deep breath, and squares her shoulders. She looks up to meet his eyes
< 04Molly > Morgan... I... Will you forgive my melodrama? I think I am keeping bad company...
* Molly smiles sheepishly
< 08@Morgan > of course, Liebes Herz
< 04Molly > I am glad to hear it... It is not a matter of any consequence at the present time, and we need not discuss it... My thoughts and intentions remain exactly the same as I have stated previously
* @Morgan nods
* Molly bends down, and picks the bags up.
< 04Molly > I shall return the money, just in case you get the urge to buy a beautiful girl a gorgeous dress...
* Molly grins at him
< 04Molly > Though I think you might struggle to find one to rival the last one you bought so...
< 08@Morgan > quite possibly... but we shall have to see about that
< 04Molly > Do you think it would be a little untactful to wear the dress intended for the wedding for tomorrow's party?
* @Morgan smiles
< 08@Morgan > you wear whichever dress you wish to
< 04Molly > Oh that is a truly difficult decision! The red one means more to me, but the purple one seemed to get a better reaction from you... Oh how is a girl to decide?!
* Molly smiles, much more relaxed
< 08@Morgan > I couldn't say... a womans mind is far too complex for me
< 04Molly > My mind is far from complex...
< 08@Morgan > you think? You do yourself a disservice
< 04Molly > It is too full of day dreams to be very complex... Of all the things you've seen me wear, what would you prefer to see me in?
* Molly suddenly blushes very red
< 04Molly > I...ummm...
< 08@Morgan > I think it is best that I do not say
* Molly laughs softly
< 04Molly > I was not expecting that answer, dear one
* @Morgan blushes
< 04Molly > As a Lady, I am expected to dress and redress often each day, so I should imagine it to be possible that you might see your favourite of my outfits...
* @Morgan giggles
< 08@Morgan > possibly
* Molly bites her lip, looking at the floor
< 04Molly > I did not mean that to sound quite so rude... but if it causes you no concern...
* @Morgan smiles gently
< 08@Morgan > do not fret over it
* Molly nods
< 04Molly > I shall wear the red dress... I need no help getting in and out of it
* @Morgan nods
< 08@Morgan > probably the best idea... though... if needs be, perhaps you could have Eiblinn on call to help you
< 04Molly > Ahhh but Evie will be confined to her room, and I would be stuck in it with no hope of getting it off...
* Molly smiles innocently
< 08@Morgan > confine her to the captains quarters... all Kai needs to know is that she is not free to roam the ship
< 04Molly > But then I would have to walk the corridor half dressed!
* Molly laughs
< 08@Morgan > is the captains quarters not next to your own? surely there is an adjoining door?
< 04Molly > If there is, it is concealed by the book shelves...
* Molly looks thoughtful
< 08@Morgan > ah
< 04Molly > I shall have to check, and ensure it is locked...
< 04Molly > Especially if the Colonel wishes to use the room on the voyage...
< 08@Morgan > Personally... I'd put him in the crew quarters
< 04Molly > He is the highest ranking guest, and the leader of my temporary crew...
* @Morgan coughs
< 08@Morgan > no he isn't
< 04Molly > Is he not?
* @Morgan smiles
< 08@Morgan > it depends, vaguely, on which rank you refer to
< 04Molly > He outranks Lord Torrington... and I offered you the room but it was not your wish...
< 08@Morgan > I know, but the idea of tweaking his nerves just a bit entertains me
* Molly smiles, and her eyes sparkle with mischief
< 04Molly > And ensuring his room does not have an adjoining door to mine?
< 08@Morgan > well, I am a practical man
< 04Molly > It would be far easier for the adjoining door to lead to the study of my Quartermaster instead...
* Molly laughs
* @Morgan laughs
< 08@Morgan > possibly
< 04Molly > In seriousness though, have whichever room you wish, for the adjoining door will be locked
< 08@Morgan > then...
* @Morgan smiles mischieviously
< 08@Morgan > I shall stay in the room I've chosen
* Molly looks exasperated
< 04Molly > Oh I...! *she sighs, and pouts playfully* It would only have been locked if you'd wished it locked
* @Morgan snorts
< 08@Morgan > not likely
< 04Molly > Not likely that you'll change your mind, or not likely you would want it locked?
* Molly grins at him
< 08@Morgan > the latter, my lady
< 08@Morgan > my social position is still low enough that I'm almost expected to behave... inappropriately
< 04Molly > You would behave inappropriately, dear heart?
* Molly grins
< 08@Morgan > by their considerations, yes
< 04Molly > Now I _am_ intrigued... Lets hope there is indeed a door there!
* Molly laughs hard
* @Morgan laughs
< 04Molly > I shall have a look, when I get a moment... and then you can move rooms whenever you wished... oddly, we did decide to clean the captain's quarters earlier...
* Molly looks at the dock, seeing the Rose in front of them
< 08@Morgan > fortuitous, perhaps
< 04Molly > It was not forward planning... adjoining door or not, you have the key for my own room...
< 08@Morgan > that much is true
< 04Molly > I am a practical sort of girl....
* Molly grins, going up the gang plank
* @Morgan follows on behind
* Molly leads the way down to the kitchen, and speaks just befoer opening the door
< 04Molly > Don't let me forget to check behind the books...