**** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Jun 15 19:16:39 2021 Jun 15 19:16:44 test Jun 15 23:08:26 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 16 13:25:03 * #7thsea :You're not channel operator Jun 17 06:40:03 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Jun 17 06:40:10 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Jun 17 06:40:34 2021 Jun 17 06:40:34 * Now talking on #7thsea Jun 18 19:02:01 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 20 00:40:26 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 21 23:00:45 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 21 23:02:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 21 23:02:10 Test Jun 21 23:02:49 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:02:49 **Claudia watches them until Molly goes off into the crowd* Jun 21 23:02:49 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Jun 21 23:02:49 Who is the winter prince? Jun 21 23:02:49 * Morgan frowns Jun 21 23:02:51 why? Jun 21 23:02:53 The dark haired woman was talking about him. I followed them. Jun 21 23:02:55 and... Jun 21 23:02:59 They were talking Avalonian, I couldn't make it out. Seems like she owed him a favour and hasn't been able to pay him back? Jun 21 23:03:01 Dau? Jun 21 23:03:03 No ?the winter prince? Jun 21 23:03:05 fantastic Jun 21 23:03:24 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 21 23:03:32 Noble? Jun 21 23:03:48 you remember the Sidhe I was telling you about? Jun 21 23:05:31 The F-word things that made you swear at Heinzharold and me? Jun 21 23:05:40 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:05:48 one of the very few things I couldn't beat... Jun 21 23:07:03 Go on Jun 21 23:07:25 he's one of them Jun 21 23:07:41 Dangerous then? Jun 21 23:07:49 extremely Jun 21 23:09:04 That she owes him is bad for her then Jun 21 23:09:19 bad for everyone Jun 21 23:10:53 * Claudia nods Jun 21 23:11:08 He didn't seem happy Jun 21 23:11:32 I'm not surprised... You didn't happen to catch his price? Jun 21 23:12:11 No, sorry Jun 21 23:12:38 * Morgan waves it aside Jun 21 23:12:44 she's a moron Jun 21 23:13:05 Arrogant as hell. Him too Jun 21 23:13:12 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:13:35 He can come and go at will, do what he pleases and has no concept of right or wrong... Jun 21 23:13:43 Dau? Jun 21 23:13:58 The winter prince... Dau, he's arrogant, aye Jun 21 23:15:19 **Anna is heading towards them, Gawain on her hip** Jun 21 23:15:40 What do you want me to do? Keep an eye on them? Jun 21 23:16:02 stay close... much as I want them watched, I want you nearby more Jun 21 23:17:07 * Claudia looks at him Jun 21 23:17:13 Everything alright? Jun 21 23:17:37 * Morgan looks at her speculatively Jun 21 23:17:51 I'm having... flashbacks I suppose Jun 21 23:18:14 * Claudia inhales deeply, nodding Jun 21 23:19:48 Keep distracted if you can. When it happens, breathe slow, count down from a hundred til it passes, outloud if you need. Jun 21 23:20:54 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:21:32 * Claudia puts a hand on his shoulder Jun 21 23:22:06 I'll be here, I know how flashbacks are Jun 21 23:23:00 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:23:31 I'm concerned... if I'm struggling with it, I'll be vulnerable and, more importantly, won't be in a place to keep Molly safe... Jun 21 23:23:59 Safe from what? Jun 21 23:25:09 winter prince, untrustworthy colonels... Jun 21 23:26:50 * Claudia nods Jun 21 23:27:09 You have me. And that Maelwys. Jun 21 23:27:30 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:28:07 And if you have him, you probably have half the guests on side. He know about today? Jun 21 23:29:00 **Anna gets closer** Jun 21 23:29:21 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:29:51 Muster your troops them, for peace of mind. But Morgan... Jun 21 23:30:50 * Morgan looks at her enquiringly Jun 21 23:30:53 If you haven't fully dealt with what you went through, you need to. Jun 21 23:31:03 I don't know how Jun 21 23:31:13 * Claudia shrugs Jun 21 23:32:10 No idea. I just know it wasn't for a long time that the flashbacks lessened then stopped Jun 21 23:32:39 **Anna is almost upon them* Jun 21 23:32:49 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:33:50 A: *she looks cheerful* Ah, there you are. Molly said you'd gone for a walk down to the church and back Jun 21 23:35:13 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:35:16 aye, we did Jun 21 23:35:47 * Claudia looks at Morgan then Anna Jun 21 23:36:03 Vhere iz Molly now? Jun 21 23:36:38 She'd gone looking for Anna, actually Jun 21 23:37:15 A: *she shrugs* She said she had lost an earring somewhere and was going to look for it, they are on loan from her mother-in-law Jun 21 23:37:33 * Claudia rolls her eyes Jun 21 23:37:35 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 21 23:38:44 A: *she looks between them* She probably started at my house or in the tavern, unless she's walked back to Winterbourne Monkton? Jun 21 23:39:01 we'll find her and help her look Jun 21 23:39:37 A: They'll be signing up for the competitions soon, wont you be participating? Jun 21 23:40:23 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:40:25 I was planning to Jun 21 23:41:28 A: Oh good. I'm sure Molly will be back when she found it, she seemed enthusiastic Jun 21 23:42:26 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:42:52 **Someone calls to Anna and she smiles before wandering off. Claudia turns a serious expression to Morgan* Is she upset? Jun 21 23:43:26 Molly? Jun 21 23:44:57 Yes Jun 21 23:45:17 She seemed fine Jun 21 23:45:23 [are you alright blossom?] Jun 21 23:45:38 She was wearing both earrings when you came back. Jun 21 23:45:54 **he gets no answer** Jun 21 23:46:19 [blossom... where are you?] Jun 21 23:46:32 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:46:37 dammit Jun 21 23:46:55 [Anna's] Jun 21 23:47:44 You need to stop her going off like this, it's fucking dangerous. Even Edward has mentioned it. Jun 21 23:48:27 I know. Go and check Anna's house, I'm sure she'll be there Jun 21 23:48:40 * Claudia frowns Jun 21 23:49:18 [You need to stop wandering off alone] Jun 21 23:49:41 Less than five minutes ago you warned me not to go far from you. If you're going to be dropping out of reality, you shouldn't be alone. Jun 21 23:50:00 I'll manage... my concern was being able to keep her safe Jun 21 23:50:08 [I needed to. I will be back] Jun 21 23:50:34 And I care about keeping you safe too. Jun 21 23:50:42 I know Jun 21 23:51:37 Go into the tavern with Maelwys so I know where to find you. I'll find her. Jun 21 23:52:05 * Morgan nods Jun 21 23:53:31 * Claudia inclines her head, stalking off in the direction of Maelwys' house and looking none too pleased. Jun 21 23:55:36 * Morgan wanders towards the tavern Jun 22 00:01:32 **He gets to the tavern, and it's empty, the wedding guests outside in the sunshine. From further in is the noise of the kitchen at work. The smell of stew sends him back there, the smell of a very similar one, about half an hour out of Bahnhof. Jun 22 00:01:37 He'd not eaten since breakfast when he'd toasted some bread for him and Jana. Dietlinde had said she hadn't fancied breakfast. It had niggled at him for a moment before he was distracted by a small sticky hand in his beard. That meal seemed long ago, and the thought of wanting to eat at all seemed like a lifetime away. He didn't even know whether he would stop riding to sleep, or just keep moving til he or the horse gave out from exhaustion. Jun 22 00:02:11 ((Done)) Jun 22 00:12:25 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 22 00:30:35 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 22 10:11:36 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 22 10:16:21 I'll manage... my concern was being able to keep her safe Jun 22 10:16:21 [I needed to. I will be back] Jun 22 10:16:21 And I care about keeping you safe too. Jun 22 10:16:21 I know Jun 22 10:16:21 Go into the tavern with Maelwys so I know where to find you. I'll find her. Jun 22 10:16:24 * Morgan nods Jun 22 10:16:26 * Claudia inclines her head, stalking off in the direction of Maelwys' house and looking none too pleased. Jun 22 10:16:28 * Morgan wanders towards the tavern Jun 22 10:16:30 **He gets to the tavern, and it's empty, the wedding guests outside in the sunshine. From further in is the noise of the kitchen at work. The smell of stew sends him back there, the smell of a very similar one, about half an hour out of Bahnhof. Jun 22 10:16:32 He'd not eaten since breakfast when he'd toasted some bread for him and Jana. Dietlinde had said she hadn't fancied breakfast. It had niggled at him for a moment before he was distracted by a small sticky hand in his beard. That meal seemed long ago, and the thought of wanting to eat at all seemed like a lifetime away. He didn't even know whether he would stop riding to sleep, or just keep moving til he or the horse gave out from exhaustion. Jun 22 10:17:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 22 10:17:37 He'd not eaten since breakfast when he'd toasted some bread for him and Jana. Dietlinde had said she hadn't fancied breakfast. It had niggled at him for a moment before he was distracted by a small sticky hand in his beard. That meal seemed long ago, and the thought of wanting to eat at all seemed like a lifetime away. He didn't even know whether he would stop riding to sleep, or just keep moving til he or the horse gave out from exhaustion. Jun 22 10:18:22 * Morgan shakes his head slightly, moving towards the kitchen Jun 22 10:18:47 * Molly is now known as Maelwys Jun 22 10:19:20 * Maelwys has a few staff in there, but is doing most of the cooking himself Jun 22 10:19:56 * Morgan leans against the door jamb and watches the activity for a while Jun 22 10:20:36 **Its about ten minutes later when Molly and Claudia can be heard from in the tavern room. Unfortunately, it sounds like Kai is with them, and they are all talking Eisen. Jun 22 10:20:36 K: We thought perhaps you and Morgan had snuck off somewhere for a romantic interlude! Jun 22 10:20:36 *Molly sounds calm* Are you trying to be crude, or do you just have no manners? Jun 22 10:20:36 *Kai laughs* You have become very Eisen and forthright, it suits you! Jun 22 10:20:41 * Maelwys is now known as Molly Jun 22 10:24:13 * Morgan rolls his eyes, heading out to them Jun 22 10:32:24 * Molly is indeed wearing two earrings. She now has her shawl on, and it almost covers her sword in the sword belt Jun 22 10:32:41 **Kai looks at Morgan** Are you taking part in the contests? Jun 22 10:33:19 Maybe Jun 22 10:36:28 K: K: I will be. Not the traditional Innish games, but I will be part of the sword-fighting. Jun 22 10:37:41 Not going to move out of your comfort zone? Worried you'll be shown up? Jun 22 10:39:04 K: I don't need to prove myself with contests I will not enjoy. I will enjoy the sword fighting, providing there are competent opponents. Jun 22 10:40:06 * Morgan glances at Claudia Jun 22 10:42:39 We can hope Jun 22 10:43:00 K: Lady De-Burgh will be joining in, she is very competent, for a woman. *Claudia looks like she's imagine what his innards would look like spill on the ground Jun 22 10:43:39 providing she has not acquired said skills through stupid agreements... Jun 22 10:43:47 * Molly 's chin goes up, though her voice is quiet "I might participate…" Jun 22 10:47:34 * Morgan looks at Molly briefly Jun 22 10:47:50 **Kai smiles, with a look that is both indulgent and patronising* Molly, I think you would be better clapping for your husband instead. You were clumsy on The Solemn Wind,  and it could be dangerous" Jun 22 10:48:35 **Claudia looks at Morgan* Jun 22 10:51:42 * Molly 's eyes narrow slightly "I have practiced since" Jun 22 10:51:42 **Kai gives her that smile again* If you were my wife or mistress, I would not permit it. Jun 22 10:53:38 **Claudia is watching between Molly and Kai, noticing the hint of tension, then looks to Morgan again* Jun 22 10:53:46 I rather think thats an inappropriate way to be talking to a duchess Jun 22 10:55:06 **Kai looks surprised by this, looking at Morgan a moment. Meanwhile, Molly watches him with that studied neutral expression* If I were your wife or mistress, I would have drowned myself by now. Jun 22 10:58:15 **Claudia snorts with laughter. Kai seems to misinterpret this entirely, and assumes that Molly is joking. So he looks at her, laughing too. There's a touch of affection there, and he inclines his head* K: You are still a delight, your Excellency. Jun 22 11:01:47 * Morgan sighs Jun 22 11:03:31 **Rebecca calls to Kai, and he excuses himself, leaving Molly, Morgan and Claudia alone. Neither of the women speak* Jun 22 11:06:52 * Morgan scowls Jun 22 11:07:05 Soon, I'm going to put him out of my misery Jun 22 11:11:20 C: Why isn't he dead already? Jun 22 11:13:00 it would destabilise the area around prachtig too much... for now Jun 22 11:13:05 * Molly pulls the shawl around her a little tighter, watching Kai and Rebecca. The brunette is making somewhat of a scene by acting smitten, and Kai is doing likewise. They really still out in their finery Jun 22 11:13:12 C: Politics then. Jun 22 11:13:23 Stand* Jun 22 11:13:31 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 22 11:14:08 **A young Innish man approaches, asking Morgan if he will participate in the Innish challenges** Jun 22 11:14:27 I'll need some guidance on it, I've never done them before Jun 22 11:15:56 I: Ah but th' men who arent Innish wull get t' practice first, ye'll be foine. Jun 22 11:16:18 * Morgan nods Jun 22 11:16:21 aye, I shall Jun 22 11:16:48 I: They'll call ye whun it's toime Jun 22 11:17:28 * Molly translates quietly for Claudia and the young man goes Jun 22 11:18:25 C: *she looks at Morgan* You know I'm going to beat the hell out of anyone I fight, right? Jun 22 11:19:46 I expect nothing less Jun 22 11:20:01 in a way, I'd rather you face Dau than I do Jun 22 11:23:34 C: You won't stop me entering? Jun 22 11:23:54 * Molly watches Morgan and Claudia's exchange Jun 22 11:24:57 You would rather I do? Jun 22 11:29:12 C: *she grins* Not at all Jun 22 11:29:29 * Molly speaks quietly, looking at Morgan Jun 22 11:29:32 And me? Jun 22 11:29:48 If you feel you need to... I will support that Jun 22 11:32:16 * Molly watches him closely, trying to identify his actual feelings on it Jun 22 11:33:37 C: *she looks at Morgan* As her teacher, I think she's capable enough Jun 22 11:34:12 * Morgan nods Jun 22 11:34:17 if that is what you wish blossom Jun 22 11:34:36 * Molly nods Jun 22 11:34:56 Shall we find out where to sign up? Jun 22 11:35:03 * Morgan nods Jun 22 11:35:52 **There's plenty of names, and the call goes up for the traditional Innish games practice** Jun 22 11:36:18 * Molly smiles at him Jun 22 11:36:30 You'll be going now? Jun 22 11:36:38 * Morgan nods Jun 22 11:36:59 best had Jun 22 11:37:38 * Molly nods. Claudia gestures "dont leave her alone?" Jun 22 11:37:47 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 22 11:40:08 **The practice is over away from the main group. There's only a handful of Outsiders who are learning the techniques. There's a variety of games, but they all boil down to a test of strength and throwing. It's hard work, but it's obvious right away that Morgan easily outclassed the other Outsiders Jun 22 11:43:53 **The practice feeds almost immediately into the actual event. The area that's been cleared is pretty large, taking into account the tasks, and all around it people are watching and keen. Ayden and Maelwys are part of the group of twenty or so participants, and a loud local man is in charge of making the event run smoothly. A line forms that puts Morgan near the end, with Maelwys between him and Ayden Jun 22 11:44:36 * Morgan frowns Jun 22 11:44:58 * Molly is now known as Maelwys Jun 22 11:45:04 * Maelwys spots it Jun 22 11:45:25 Second thoughts? Jun 22 11:46:06 Just thinking its going to be an underwhelming end to this... Jun 22 11:47:23 * Maelwys shrugs Jun 22 11:52:38 Our folks like t' see Tulmairdh doin' a crap job o' it Jun 22 11:53:17 I mean having those of us who have no idea towards the end... Jun 22 11:54:06 **Up at the front, the men are taking their turns at tossing the caber, a massive log upright. It makes very little sense** Jun 22 11:54:24 Ye might, but I'm good a' this Jun 22 11:55:20 Whats... the point of it? Jun 22 11:55:33 **There's lots of clapping and cheering* Jun 22 11:55:56 Shows off strength, attracts th' women Jun 22 11:57:00 That works, does it? Jun 22 11:58:28 * Maelwys laughs, slapping him on the back Jun 22 11:58:38 Just ye wait an' see Jun 22 11:59:01 hey lass, watch me lob this stick... Jun 22 12:02:56 **Its soon Ayden's turn. He's pretty good, but not as good as Maelwys. Morgan does pretty well too. With that finished and tallied, they move to the next, which is the hammer throw, a heavy weight on a stick that's whirled around and thrown. The men ahead come back from their turns sweaty but jovial, and the clapping and cheering increases. Shirts are starting to be shed. Ayden looks round Maelwys to Morgan* Careful ye don't hurt yerself, Tulmairdh! Jun 22 12:04:10 * Morgan speaks quietly Jun 22 12:04:20 what does Tulmairdh mean? Jun 22 12:04:34 * Maelwys chuckles Jun 22 12:05:01 Means Outsider, non- Innish. It's not an insult Jun 22 12:06:18 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:07:40 So... throwing half a tree isn't impressive enough, the ladies like it if you can sling a hammer too? Jun 22 12:08:32 Again, ye will see. Jus' look a' my wife! Jun 22 12:08:48 I thought that was a result of boredom Jun 22 12:09:41 **Anna is indeed watching the event with interest, and the women near her are all clearly gossiping and eyeing up the men** Jun 22 12:09:58 Ye need to learn about women then! Jun 22 12:10:42 clearly Jun 22 12:13:24 **Morgan sees Evie's interest become more acute when Ayden throws, and Anna's when Maelwys does. The latter man jogs over to his wife, pulls off his sweaty shirt and tosses it at her face before whooping loudly as Varick would. Anna looks happy rather than disgusted, and the shirtless tavern owner rejoins at the back of the line. Jun 22 12:15:41 * Morgan shrugs, waiting for his turn Jun 22 12:16:43 **Morgan is very good at the hammer throw, probably because he's done similar with a Zweihander in the past, and he outdoes all the others in this due to his accuracy. There's lots of cheering. He starts to see why most of the competitors are now shirtless, the fabric sticking to his back* Jun 22 12:17:50 ((Attention?)) Jun 22 12:18:02 ((Molly)) Jun 22 12:19:18 **Molly is stood with Claudia. They're talking, but it's obvious that Molly is far more interested in watching Morgan, not looking away from him as she replies, and an obvious flushing on her cheeks** Jun 22 12:21:22 * Morgan rejoins the back of the line Jun 22 12:22:53 **The next is the shot put. The men are getting more boastful, but in a good natured way. Maelwys is clearly having a good time, and plays up to the crowd. A glance at them shows that Rebecca is watching the half naked men avidly, and Kai looks a little put out. Claudia says something to Molly that makes Molly bite her lower lip and smile* Jun 22 12:25:57 * Morgan rolls his shoulders, speaking to Maelwys Jun 22 12:26:11 So... we're throwing a canonball Jun 22 12:27:12 Aye. Clans do this sometimes t' settle disputes, rather than beating each other Jun 22 12:27:28 _that_ actually makes sense Jun 22 12:27:39 * Maelwys nods Jun 22 12:28:32 Aye, til the losing clan lose a few o' their women an' inter-clan marriages an' bairns come along Jun 22 12:29:04 eventually pushing the two clans into one and removing the need for conflict Jun 22 12:29:19 * Maelwys nods Jun 22 12:30:54 'ventually it's 'ard t' know where one clan's blood stops an' th' other's starts. Tha's why we 'av t' impress th' women, ye see? Jun 22 12:31:27 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:31:54 * Maelwys takes his turn, he's not bad. Morgan is reasonably good at this too, and then there's a quick break whilst a high bar is set up for the next challenge where a heavy weight must be thrown up and over the bar. Many of the men make their way to the edges of the crowd where they receive plenty of praise from the women and non-participants waiting there. Claudia has moved a bit away, though still has her eye on Molly. Jun 22 12:32:22 * Morgan heads over to Molly Jun 22 12:33:07 * Maelwys is now known as Molly Jun 22 12:33:14 * Molly smiles warmly Jun 22 12:33:32 Well, hello, you're doing very well! Jun 22 12:33:53 makes no damn sense Jun 22 12:34:31 * Molly smiles, running her eyes over him Jun 22 12:35:42 Must be all that time at War and training? Bulks out the arms *she smiles with mischief, this is what she said in the dream in the tavern in Freiburg where she boldly made a move on him* Jun 22 12:36:10 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:36:30 Are you enjoying yourself? Jun 22 12:37:23 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:37:30 I'm not as much an embarrassment as I expected Jun 22 12:39:20 * Molly blinks rapidly Jun 22 12:39:27 You expected to be? Jun 22 12:39:57 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:44:59 * Molly shakes her head, smiling Jun 22 12:45:04 I didn't Jun 22 12:45:56 Claudia said she isn't going away, but couldn't stand this close to sweaty men, and you would understand? Jun 22 12:46:07 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:46:15 aye Jun 22 12:46:38 * Molly nods, watching the queue reform, then looks at him Jun 22 12:47:06 I suppose that's your cue *she giggles* Jun 22 12:47:59 * Morgan nods Jun 22 12:48:01 I suppose so Jun 22 12:49:30 * Molly watches him a moment Jun 22 12:49:34 Goid luck Jun 22 12:49:43 Good * Jun 22 12:50:25 * Morgan inclines his head, heading back over to the tryout area Jun 22 12:53:14 **Once he's in line, he sees Claudia back with Molly. Claudia gestures "no offense" Jun 22 13:00:28 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 22 13:09:38 **The weight over height is a real challenge, pushing the men really hard. The noises the make are loud, the cheering more so. In the queue the men now sit on the grass after their turns, sunning themselves. Jun 22 13:14:36 * Morgan sits on the grass after his turn Jun 22 13:18:29 **Once everyone has finished, it's time for the tug of war. He ends up on Maelwys' team. The teams are well-matched, and everyone is digging in with their already-tested strength. It's so bloody hot now, and again the thoughts of heat tug at his mind, pulling him towards the thoughts of the fire, the hot wood, that burning smell. Jun 22 13:18:57 * Morgan shakes his head briefly, trying to shake it off Jun 22 13:20:07 **He manages it, just. His team win, and everyone disperses to wait for the results. Jun 22 13:22:47 * Morgan wanders in the general direction of Molly Jun 22 13:24:11 * Molly and Claudia are stood upwind of the main group of people. Molly smiles at him Jun 22 13:25:08 You did so well! I'm so proud of you! Jun 22 13:26:21 That was surprisingly difficult Jun 22 13:26:49 * Molly nods enthusiastically, smiling Jun 22 13:28:04 It looked very impressive! Jun 22 13:29:29 bit damn bizarre if you ask me Jun 22 13:29:43 * Molly shrugs Jun 22 13:29:50 Well, I enjoyed it Jun 22 13:30:00 * Morgan nods Jun 22 13:30:00 good Jun 22 13:30:48 * Molly watches him again. Theres a fair few splashing noises going on behind him Jun 22 13:31:04 * Morgan looks over his shoulder Jun 22 13:31:56 **Anna and some of the other women are throwing buckets of water on the men Jun 22 13:32:18 * Molly tilts her head, watching them Jun 22 13:32:50 That looks like fun Jun 22 13:34:21 C: *she watches Molly then Morgan before gesturing "I'd make an escape if I was you" Jun 22 13:35:44 $sometimes you have to take the indignity if it makes them happy$ Jun 22 13:37:23 *Claudia shrugs. A minute later, Brenna brings over a bucket, handing it to Molly. Claudia stands out of the way. Molly watches Morgan with amusement* Oh dear, liebes herz... Jun 22 13:38:21 * Morgan sighs Jun 22 13:40:03 * Molly moves very close, lifting the bucket at full stretch, preparing to tip it over his head. She looks very happy and adoring, eyes sparkling Jun 22 13:40:10 Are you ready? Jun 22 13:40:32 * Morgan nods Jun 22 13:41:25 Are you _sure_? *she's trying not to giggle, sucking the centre of her lower lip* Jun 22 13:41:37 * Morgan nods Jun 22 13:43:40 **From the corner of his eye, he can see Maelwys with his arm around Anna. Molly starts to angle the bucket, but Maelwys cheering her to soak him makes her jump and lose the balance of the bucket, tipping it over herself as much as her husband* Jun 22 13:45:04 * Molly starts to laugh, watching Morgan Jun 22 13:45:17 Oh dear! Jun 22 13:45:31 * Morgan laughs Jun 22 13:48:09 **Maelwys starts to cheer and clap, and he's not the only one. Claudia looks surprisingly amused as well. Brenna takes the empty bucket, giving Morgan a full one. Molly takes a step back, watching between the bucket and Morgan with a feigned wariness Jun 22 13:48:24 Even more "oh dear"! Jun 22 13:49:23 Anna speaks to Molly: He wouldn't Jun 22 13:49:51 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 22 13:49:54 wouldn't I? Jun 22 13:51:15 * Molly smiles at her, there is mischief in her voice though "oh of course not, don't worry. He's far too sweet for that" Jun 22 13:52:27 ((Attention?)) Jun 22 13:52:39 ((just around)) Jun 22 13:54:18 **Claudia looks like she's remembering this to tell HH. Maelwys and Anna look relaxed. From further away, Kai is watching them whilst Rebecca talks at him. Aside from that, noones paying them much attention Jun 22 13:54:54 * Morgan sloshes the water at her Jun 22 13:55:26 * Molly shakes her head, grinning Jun 22 13:55:37 Is that the best you can do? Jun 22 13:56:29 * Morgan hurls the rest at her Jun 22 13:56:34 * Molly dodges it, bolting off with a laugh, which sets Maelwys, Anna and even Claudia laughing too Jun 22 13:59:07 * Morgan shakes his head before pouring the remaining water over himself Jun 22 13:59:45 **Brenna brings another bucket, setting it down before getting out of the way. Molly watches him from out of range, nodding to herself Jun 22 14:01:57 **Kai is watching Molly, and Rebecca says something that causes him to look to her instead with a harsh gaze** Jun 22 14:02:57 **Claudia gestures "catch her for you?" Jun 22 14:03:21 $you'll get soaked$ Jun 22 14:04:00 $Catch her yourself then$ Jun 22 14:04:13 * Morgan sets off after Molly Jun 22 14:04:46 * Molly shrieks, darting away but laughing nonetheless Jun 22 14:05:13 * Morgan flings the water at her Jun 22 14:09:54 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 22 15:34:39 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 22 15:44:58 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 22 15:48:30 * Molly manages to avoid it again, and again Brenna gives him another bucket. Molly is having a wonderful time, and  does well at staying out of reach ((does he take the bucket with him?)). But she doesn't have his knowledge of Avebury, and her clever move to duck into a little alley seems less clever to him who knows it's a dead end. Jun 22 16:09:03 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 22 16:11:38 [15:47] * Molly manages to avoid it again, and again Brenna gives him another bucket. Molly is having a wonderful time, and  does well at staying out of reach ((does he take the bucket with him?)). But she doesn't have his knowledge of Avebury, and her clever move to duck into a little alley seems less clever to him who knows it's a dead end. Jun 22 16:12:16 * Morgan takes the bucket, following her Jun 22 16:12:35 * Molly looks around the alley way, then quietly says "oh dear" Jun 22 16:14:05 * Morgan nods Jun 22 16:14:09 rather cornered now Jun 22 16:16:43 * Molly turns, watching him. She wets then bites her lower lip.  "Well, now you have me well and truly captured, mon petit chou. But it would be very... unsporting of you" She tries not to grin Jun 22 16:18:24 Not at all, my superior knowledge allowed me to get the better of you.. so... I'm afraid its just and right that you get soaked Jun 22 16:20:07 * Molly shakes her head, batting her eyes lids. She walks backwards towards the wall Jun 22 16:20:47 You wouldn't be such a meanie, mein sehnsucht Jun 22 16:21:03 sadly... I would... purely for appearances sake, of course Jun 22 16:22:04 Hmmm, I'm just not so sure about that. I could offer you a trade, for another day of course... Jun 22 16:22:25 * Molly watches him as she comes up abruptly against the stone Jun 22 16:22:33 * Morgan frowns Jun 22 16:22:46 No, I think not Jun 22 16:22:57 * Molly looks confused, uneasy Jun 22 16:23:08 Have I done something wrong? Jun 22 16:28:32 No... Jun 22 16:29:05 But...? Jun 22 16:30:11 you're working very hard to get out of it... Jun 22 16:33:30 You are concerned that you will upset me? Jun 22 16:36:19 I'm concerned you don't wish to Jun 22 16:37:36 * Molly tilts her head Jun 22 16:37:46 We are talking about the water? Jun 22 16:39:16 * Morgan nods Jun 22 16:40:07 * Molly smiles Jun 22 16:40:29 I dont mind the water, I was just enjoying having fun with you Jun 22 16:40:38 * Morgan nods Jun 22 16:41:04 * Molly watches him Jun 22 16:41:28 So... I cannot tempt you with a trade for another day? Jun 22 16:42:00 I suppose you could Jun 22 16:43:41 You would need to think of what you would like from me... *she keeps eye contact* Jun 22 16:46:58 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 16:47:04 I'm sure we can decide something Jun 22 16:47:10 * Molly moves very suddenly and fast to pass him, tipping the bucket as she does to slosh the water down the leg of his trousers with a laugh Jun 22 16:48:59 Wonderful... Jun 22 16:49:06 * Morgan trudges out of the alley Jun 22 16:50:16 * Molly watches him from just outside, standing still, watching him Jun 22 16:52:08 * Morgan wanders slowly towards her Jun 22 16:54:27 * Molly looks at him, trying to decipher his expression Jun 22 16:55:34 * Morgan starts humming Jun 22 16:56:08 * Molly 's eyes widen slightly Jun 22 16:56:11 Uh oh Jun 22 16:58:08 * Molly smiles, still not moving "it's only fair that I take my punishment, I think." She shivers slightly. Jun 22 16:58:30 I would, but the buckets empty... Jun 22 16:58:41 * Molly grins Jun 22 16:59:14 Oh no, what a shame for you, liebes herz! Now they'll know I bested you, hmm? Jun 22 17:00:34 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 17:02:09 I find I can bear that Jun 22 17:02:43 * Molly nods Jun 22 17:03:35 The only other solution would be to haul me back over your shoulder, I suppose Jun 22 17:04:56 No, I would not do that here Jun 22 17:06:02 * Molly looks confused Jun 22 17:06:14 Alright, liebling Jun 22 17:09:46 * Molly looks up at the sky a moment, then squares her shoulders a little Jun 22 17:11:06 We'd better get back, I'm sure the results will be announced soon Jun 22 17:12:06 * Morgan nods Jun 22 17:12:09 aye Jun 22 17:15:22 * Molly wraps her shawl around her. Anna has given Gawain to Maelwys. The couple and Claudia are all watching them approach. Jun 22 17:15:43 * Morgan shakes his leg Jun 22 17:15:59 Maelwys: Got her then? Jun 22 17:16:20 She got me Jun 22 17:16:33 A: *she's watching Molly* You look cold Jun 22 17:16:59 M: 'Ow did she manages tha'?! Jun 22 17:17:28 Manage* Jun 22 17:17:41 cunning and deviousness Jun 22 17:18:18 * Molly shakes her head "I'm fine Anna. Did they announce the results?" Jun 22 17:18:57 Maelwys laughs: Ye'll 'av t' catch 'er off guard Jun 22 17:20:34 * Morgan nods Jun 22 17:20:40 **Anna links her arm with Molly's* It'll be soon, over here. *she leads Molly off* Jun 22 17:21:18 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 22 17:21:52 * Claudia watches whilst Maelwys excuses himself to check on the food, then looks to Morgan Jun 22 17:22:00 Everything okay? Jun 22 17:24:01 aye Jun 22 17:24:17 You seem more subdued than when you went off. Flashbacks again? Jun 22 17:25:00 No... Jun 22 17:26:07 * Claudia just levels a look at him Jun 22 17:26:38 I cant keep you and her safe if I don't know what's going on Jun 22 17:27:20 Its nothing Jun 22 17:29:08 * Claudia shrugs Jun 22 17:29:27 Fine. Looking forward to the sword fighting? Jun 22 17:30:17 I suppose so... you intending to show off your own style? Jun 22 17:30:38 **they follow Anna and Molly, and the results are soon to be announced** Jun 22 17:30:50 Haven't decided yet Jun 22 17:31:58 You won't be killing anyone, right? Jun 22 17:32:15 Probably against the rules, so no Jun 22 17:33:35 * Claudia glances at him Jun 22 17:33:38 You? Jun 22 17:34:36 I doubt it Jun 22 17:37:03 * Claudia nods Jun 22 17:37:34 **The results are announced. Morgan was fourth, with Ayden just behind him and Maelwys just ahead. Theres more clapping, and Molly comes to his side and squeezes his hand, looking up at him. "Very well done, liebling!" Jun 22 17:37:47 thank you blossom Jun 22 17:38:14 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 22 17:38:21 Are you pleased? Jun 22 17:38:41 I'm surprised Jun 22 17:38:48 * Molly nods Jun 22 17:38:59 You are very strong though Jun 22 17:39:16 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 17:39:26 its a lot of throwing, so it played to my strengths, so to speak Jun 22 17:41:21 **its announced that there will be some time for a drink and to prepare for the sword fighting, so that is what they do. A few people come to congratulate him, and Molly looks very proud with her hand in his. Jun 22 17:43:10 **There's more people in the sword fighting than there was before, and they are broken up into small groups. This sees him separated from Molly and Claudia, though with Maelwys. Jun 22 17:43:10 Molly assures him she will be fine, and every time he glances over she's doing well. It makes it hard to concentrate, but it also stops his mind wandering. Jun 22 17:43:10 He rapidly takes down the other three people in his group with ease, as do Molly, Claudia, Kai, Rebecca, Maelwys, Evie, and some other Innish man. There's some mumblings about foreigners, but nothing serious. Jun 22 17:44:25 * Molly comes to stand back with him, smiling "Are you alright, liebling?" Jun 22 17:44:47 * Morgan nods Jun 22 17:44:48 you? Jun 22 17:45:19 Yes. I'm doing quite well, I think Jun 22 17:46:08 indeed you are Jun 22 17:46:23 * Molly looks up Jun 22 17:46:28 Are you proud? Jun 22 17:47:23 very Jun 22 17:47:35 * Molly blushes Jun 22 17:47:40 I'm pleased Jun 22 17:49:51 **Names are drawn for the next fights; Molly vs Rebecca, Morgan vs Maelwys, Claudia vs the other man, and Kai vs Evie. Molly looks to Morgan. Jun 22 17:49:51 What thinks you? Jun 22 17:50:12 Be careful... I don't trust her Jun 22 17:50:30 I am always careful, liebling Jun 22 17:51:12 You'll beat Maelwys, Claudia will beat whoever he is... what about Kai and Evie? Jun 22 17:51:24 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 17:51:30 I've no idea... I've not seen her use a sword Jun 22 17:51:49 Me either Jun 22 17:52:11 * Molly looks thoughtful Jun 22 17:52:24 I'm surprised you did not teach her... Jun 22 17:53:08 she was quite capable with her mace Jun 22 17:54:29 * Molly shrugs Jun 22 17:54:59 You had so much time together last spring... Jun 22 17:55:32 **Claudia's match gets called* Jun 22 17:56:09 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 17:56:12 I suppose so Jun 22 17:57:13 * Molly frowns slightly before turning her attention to Claudia Jun 22 17:57:28 I wonder what style she'll use Jun 22 17:58:45 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 17:58:49 she wasn't sure Jun 22 17:59:22 **Claudia easily wins, and Kai easily beats Evie. Maelwys isn't particularly good, so Morgan beats him, which Maelwys seems to just find funny. Next its Rebecca and Molly. Claudia stands beside Morgan* Jun 22 17:59:22 You worried? Jun 22 17:59:29 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 22 17:59:42 Not especially. If I lose, I lose Jun 22 17:59:57 * Claudia laughs Jun 22 18:00:13 About her Jun 22 18:00:35 * Morgan nods Jun 22 18:00:50 only because I'd trust that woman as far as I could throw the Rose Jun 22 18:01:01 * Claudia laughs Jun 22 18:01:30 * Claudia salutes her opponent as is the Eisen way, but Rebecca just says something quietly. He knows her well enough to know it was politely malicious. Jun 22 18:01:36 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 22 18:02:38 * Molly pauses for half a breath, then smiles, replying. Whatever is said is enough to enrage Rebecca, because she thrusts at Molly savagely Jun 22 18:03:06 *Claudia glances at Morgan* Jun 22 18:03:32 C: She can handle it Jun 22 18:03:52 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 22 18:03:55 I'm sure Jun 22 18:04:01 * Molly spins away just as Morgan had done during the training with her the other day. This makes Rebecca fall forward off balance. Molly slaps the flat of her blade quite hard across the back of Rebecca's thighs, making a loud slapping. Jun 22 18:04:31 **The crowd seems to enjoy this. Claudia looks at Morgan** I didn't teach her that. Jun 22 18:04:58 * Morgan nods Jun 22 18:05:29 **Rebecca regains her balance, slashing at Molly in a way that is far too uncontrolled to be safe for a contest. ** Jun 22 18:06:18 * Morgan glances down before bending to pick up a rock Jun 22 18:06:32 C: *she alternates between watching her pupil and watching Morgan* She's alright Jun 22 18:08:12 **Molly is doing a good job. Rebecca looks angry now. She tries to slash downwards on the backhand. Its unexpected,  and Molly realises at the last moment that this is more than just sparring, luckily moving reflexively. Jun 22 18:08:52 She's lost control Jun 22 18:09:16 C: Molly hasn't. You want my advice? Jun 22 18:09:46 * Morgan nods Jun 22 18:10:56 Don't intervene. She needs to face a real opponent eventually. You intervene, you tell her you dont think she can deal with a real danger. She will doubt herself when real danger comes along then Jun 22 18:11:36 * Morgan folds his arms Jun 22 18:13:38 * Molly and Rebecca continue to fight. The crowd are loving it. Molly isn't looking troubled, she just looks focused. Its fast and fairly violent, but Molly transitions into the more fluid fighting style she's been learning. With flurried fast attacks, Rebecca is starting to become disorientated. The crowd seem to enjoy this even more. Jun 22 18:14:47 C: could you just try to look a little bit less worried? Jun 22 18:15:25 ((Attention?)) Jun 22 18:15:35 ((Molly)) Jun 22 18:16:24 * Molly looks very calm, almost peaceful. Rebecca is obviously struggling to keep up Jun 22 18:17:43 ((How angry/disapproving/worried does he look?)) Jun 22 18:26:21 ((mostly just looks grave)) Jun 22 18:50:05 **the awful thought comes to him; what if both his wives shared the same anniversary of death date** Jun 22 18:52:11 * Morgan looks away, putting a hand on Claudia's forearm Jun 22 18:52:37 C: *she looks at him momentarily* what? Jun 22 18:53:04 Awful thought Jun 22 18:53:56 * Molly puts her hand on top of his. The crowd are riveted, and still the fight goes on Jun 22 18:55:01 * Morgan takes a deep breath, looking back to the fight Jun 22 18:55:07 C: Go and sit down somewhere Jun 22 18:55:29 And make her feel I don't care? Jun 22 18:56:05 C: *she shrugs* better that than you fainting or throwing up Jun 22 18:58:44 I'll be alright Jun 22 19:06:16 *Claudia nods. There's another close call a minute later that almost hits Molly's stomach. It's not that Rebecca is good so much as she's fighting recklessly* Jun 22 19:07:20 For the love of god, put her down Jun 22 19:08:57 C: She's trying to play by the rules Jun 22 19:09:55 There's no sense in that when her opponent is trying to kill her Jun 22 19:10:52 **Claudia nods* Jun 22 19:11:22 * Molly feints before striking the back of Rebecca's knee with the flat of the blade hard. Rebecca crumples to the ground and Molly places a boot on her stomach and the tip of her sword on Rebecca's sword arm. Loud enough for the crowd she says "Do you yield?" Jun 22 19:11:46 **Claudia is watching Morgan rather than the fight* Jun 22 19:15:49 * Morgan appears to be holding his breath Jun 22 19:17:19 **When Rebecca has said yes, Molly says something very much not loud enough to be overheard, to which Rebecca nods sullenly before getting up. Molly is careful not to turn her back on the other woman even as she comes over to Morgan and Claudia Jun 22 19:19:08 **claudia says quietly before she arrives* see, she's fine Jun 22 19:19:14 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:19:27 C: are you? Jun 22 19:19:36 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:19:51 **Claudia looks at him* sure? Jun 22 19:20:31 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:21:00 C: Smile then, for fucks sake Jun 22 19:21:11 * Morgan does so Jun 22 19:21:19 **There's clapping and cheering, but Molly seems to not notice it. Her expression reveals that she desperately wants his approval. Jun 22 19:21:41 * Morgan holds his hand out to her Jun 22 19:22:04 * Molly puts her sword away before taking it Jun 22 19:22:40 well done blossom Jun 22 19:22:49 * Molly blushes Jun 22 19:23:07 Thank you, liebling. It took longer than I expected Jun 22 19:24:19 That because she was trying to kill you Jun 22 19:24:45 * Molly smiles Jun 22 19:24:54 Not very effectively Jun 22 19:25:17 No... thankfully Jun 22 19:25:36 I did not want to be dishonourable Jun 22 19:26:49 I think when someone's trying to do you in, its allowed Jun 22 19:27:29 * Molly smiles Jun 22 19:27:48 Fortunately I had excellent teachers Jun 22 19:28:00 **Claudia looks at them both** One of us is going to be facing Dau. Jun 22 19:28:24 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:29:19 He's going to be very angry now, isn't he? Jun 22 19:29:35 I'd imagine so Jun 22 19:30:11 C: What did you say to her to make her go off like that? Jun 22 19:30:30 * Molly looks evasive, shrugging Jun 22 19:30:36 Does it matter? Jun 22 19:30:45 I'd like to know Jun 22 19:30:50 later, perhaps Jun 22 19:31:52 * Molly doesn't say anything, instead listening as Evie pulls names from a hat Jun 22 19:33:57 *Evie announces that Morgan will be fighting Claudia* Jun 22 19:34:14 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jun 22 19:34:56 *Claudia looks at Morgan* How good is Dau? Jun 22 19:35:19 he can take care of himself Jun 22 19:35:32 C: Can he beat Molly? Jun 22 19:36:03 I would think so... he's had years of training Jun 22 19:36:27 C: You want to fight him yourself? Jun 22 19:37:56 * Morgan frowns Jun 22 19:37:59 I... don't know Jun 22 19:38:53 C: Molly, let him win. We'll deal with him Jun 22 19:39:01 * Molly frowns Jun 22 19:39:11 I dont want to. Jun 22 19:40:40 I don't want you getting hurt Jun 22 19:41:36 * Molly frowns deeper Jun 22 19:41:48 You're commanding me. Jun 22 19:42:42 You think you can beat him? Jun 22 19:43:13 * Molly thinks about this Jun 22 19:43:51 Possibly. Probably, if I properly use the more sensual style Jun 22 19:44:13 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 19:44:19 **Claudia is watching Morgan over Molly's shoulder, brows raised Jun 22 19:44:22 If you really want to Jun 22 19:44:33 If he oversteps the rules, I'll put him down Jun 22 19:44:58 * Molly nods Jun 22 19:45:36 **Morgan and Claudia get called. She walks beside him. Jun 22 19:45:43 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 22 19:45:56 You want me to let you win? Jun 22 19:46:19 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 22 19:46:20 No... you are Jun 22 19:47:50 * Claudia nods Jun 22 19:48:13 You dont want to take the chance to beat the hell out of him? Jun 22 19:48:41 No... because when I face him, it won't be for sport, and he wont realise how dangerous I am just before I shove my sword through his throat Jun 22 19:49:18 * Claudia grins, saluting him "I hope to be there to see it" Jun 22 19:49:53 * Morgan salutes her before attacking in what, to most, would look half decent but is well below par Jun 22 19:50:28 * Claudia isn't messing around, and puts him down easily Jun 22 19:52:13 * Claudia waits til he's yielded before helping him up "Heinzharold would have enjoyed seeing you drop like a bag of horseshit" Jun 22 19:53:29 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:53:36 I've no doubt you'll enjoy telling him Jun 22 19:53:45 * Claudia nods Jun 22 19:54:21 You staying to watch her with Dau? Jun 22 19:55:15 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:55:23 as I said, if he oversteps, I'll have him Jun 22 19:56:02 Got anything to drink, take the edge of your nerves? Jun 22 19:56:30 * Morgan fishes his flask out Jun 22 19:56:33 funnily enough Jun 22 19:56:49 Anything good? Jun 22 19:57:03 drambuie Jun 22 19:57:10 **Molly walks back onto the field, and Kai meets her there* Jun 22 19:58:38 Ugh, no. Reminds me of Hannalore. Jun 22 19:58:47 * Morgan nods Jun 22 19:58:51 tastes different to me Jun 22 19:59:10 Like what? Jun 22 19:59:16 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 19:59:19 its hard to describe Jun 22 19:59:29 It's just honey and scotch Jun 22 20:00:42 I know Jun 22 20:01:03 **Molly disappears from his mental compass* Jun 22 20:01:55 * Morgan takes a swig, looking over Jun 22 20:03:19 **She opens her eyes, the more sensual body language clear. When Kai salutes, she curtsies slowly and deeply. Claudia nods slowly Jun 22 20:03:59 What's the deal with them, aside from the ship and the invoice? Jun 22 20:04:50 He seems to think he has some claim to her Jun 22 20:06:05 Wise for her to use this style on him? Jun 22 20:06:22 it'll keep him distracted Jun 22 20:06:32 * Claudia glances at him Jun 22 20:06:43 I'd be jealous as hell Jun 22 20:10:53 **The fight starts. She's obviously bringing her best to this, because it's like watching a dangerous dance, a bladed ballet. Claudia looks a little pleased. And Kai does seem very distracted by it. ((Attention?)) Jun 22 20:11:38 I didn't say I was happy about it Jun 22 20:11:46 ((kai)) Jun 22 20:13:33 **Whatever attraction there was for Kai with Molly, its poorly concealed now. Though he tries to attack, she's too fast and fluid for his utilitarian military techniques. Jun 22 20:14:11 If I ever see you fight her as distracted as that I'll be sick. Jun 22 20:14:56 I don't intend to Jun 22 20:15:05 besides... I'm better than he is Jun 22 20:15:34 Good, its pathetic at best. Jun 22 20:15:40 * Morgan nods Jun 22 20:17:13 **Kai manages to slice her dress, making a slit up to her upper thigh. He looks pleased, watching her Jun 22 20:18:13 * Claudia shakes her head Jun 22 20:18:21 What is he up to? Jun 22 20:18:41 showing off, proving he is the gift that Theus gave all women Jun 22 20:19:01 By undressing your wife? Jun 22 20:19:23 he probably thinks he can tempt her away from me Jun 22 20:19:41 You worried about that? Jun 22 20:20:00 Not for a second Jun 22 20:22:16 **He tries it again, but she sees it coming, using the flat of her blade to knock his sword from his hand and then knees him in the groin. Theres a mix of cheers and empathetic groans. Jun 22 20:22:34 * Claudia grins Jun 22 20:22:50 * Morgan grins Jun 22 20:22:53 Not the contact with his balls he hoped for. Jun 22 20:22:55 he's had that coming for some time Jun 22 20:25:20 **Kai hits the ground, and Molly crouches over him, whispering. He says something in response before grabbing her sword from her hand, pushing her back and holding the sword tip to her solar plexus. It all happens very fast Jun 22 20:25:39 Fuck Jun 22 20:26:35 shit Jun 22 20:26:50 Need to put that on her lesson list Jun 22 20:28:46 **Molly looks up at Kai, and Kai looks down at her. There's a moment of quiet, even amongst the crowd. He says something to her, and she nods, then shrugs, replying. Jun 22 20:29:13 * Claudia says quietly Jun 22 20:29:27 What the fuck are they playing at? Jun 22 20:30:01 I don't know Jun 22 20:30:52 **Kai asks if she yields, then helps her up** Jun 22 20:31:13 How badly beaten do you want him? Jun 22 20:31:20 * Morgan looks at her Jun 22 20:31:23 put him down... hard Jun 22 20:31:32 My pleasure Jun 22 20:32:34 * Morgan nods, looking at Molly Jun 22 20:32:46 **Molly comes back, sheathng her sword as Claudia goes to sort out Kai. She stands beside Morgan, ready to watch Jun 22 20:34:35 what was that about? Jun 22 20:34:52 Which bit? Jun 22 20:34:59 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 22 20:35:02 what you were saying to eachother Jun 22 20:35:42 Whilst I had him pinned, I offered to let him win and save face Jun 22 20:36:00 why? Jun 22 20:37:16 Do you know where Roquetas De Mar is? ((Levels of Theah geography, or vaticine regions out of Eisen?)) Jun 22 20:37:44 I've heard of it, but thats about it Jun 22 20:37:54 Damn Jun 22 20:38:06 why? Jun 22 20:38:07 **Kai and Claudia salute** Jun 22 20:38:17 That's where his sister is Jun 22 20:38:26 He willingly told you... Jun 22 20:38:36 * Molly doesn't glance away from the fight Jun 22 20:39:22 He didn't want to be humiliated by losing in front of all these people, I suspect Jun 22 20:41:35 pity that'll only buy him a few minutes Jun 22 20:42:26 * Molly smiles Jun 22 20:42:29 Yes Jun 22 20:42:52 When we get back to the... I wonder... Jun 22 20:43:14 **Claudia is putting him down, over and over. Not enough to make him yield each time, but enough to be repeatedly very painful* Jun 22 20:43:28 Wonder what, liebling? Jun 22 20:44:39 I'll... tell you later Jun 22 20:45:38 * Molly nods Jun 22 20:46:19 When he had me pinned down, he told me if I'd been his mistress he'd have loved me. Jun 22 20:47:02 I'm enjoying his being put down a bit more now Jun 22 20:49:17 * Molly nods Jun 22 20:49:33 It was unexpected Jun 22 20:49:48 * Morgan nods Jun 22 20:49:56 Id very much like to kill him now Jun 22 20:50:09 * Molly glances at him Jun 22 20:50:50 I told him I'd never have been his mistress because I was always yours. Jun 22 20:51:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Jun 22 20:51:35 * Molly slips her hand into his Jun 22 20:53:43 **Kai gets put down very hard this time, eliciting winces from the crowd. Claudia stands above him** Yield. **he nods* I yield. **Theres a big cheer* Jun 22 20:54:08 * Molly whispers in Morgan's ear slowly Jun 22 20:54:40 Just think, some day soon you will be able to put this man down forever... Jun 22 20:54:57 * Morgan nods Jun 22 20:56:58 * Morgan applauds Claudia Jun 22 20:57:35 **Claudia rolls her eyes** Worst part of these things is all the clapping and glory Jun 22 20:59:09 * Morgan nods Jun 22 20:59:17 I know, but I'm grateful Jun 22 20:59:57 C: *she nods* he'll have an arse like two plus tomorrow Jun 22 21:00:01 Plums * Jun 22 21:00:15 along with a tender set of plums right now Jun 22 21:00:27 * Molly giggles Jun 22 21:00:38 I've never done that to a man before Jun 22 21:00:49 satisfying? Jun 22 21:01:26 * Molly nods. She goes to say something else, but then quickly decides better of it, blushing Jun 22 21:02:51 C: *she grins* Do it hard enough and they rupture Jun 22 21:03:24 * Molly looks at Morgan Jun 22 21:03:29 Surely not? Jun 22 21:03:57 * Morgan nods Jun 22 21:04:23 But not by accident? Jun 22 21:04:31 if its hard enough... Jun 22 21:04:44 **Claudia rubs her forehead** Jun 22 21:04:53 * Molly looks concerned Jun 22 21:04:56 Alright Jun 22 21:05:29 * Morgan looks at Claudia Jun 22 21:05:30 alright? Jun 22 21:06:14 C: I'm going to get a drink rather than listen to her worrying about breaking your balls! Jun 22 21:07:22 * Molly is blushing. Maelwys rings a bell to let everyone know food is ready Jun 22 21:08:42 * Morgan holds his arm out to Molly Jun 22 21:09:22 * Molly takes it, thanking him. She walks slowly enough to avoid the crush. Jun 22 21:09:30 How are you? Jun 22 21:11:29 * Morgan nods Jun 22 21:11:33 alright I suppose Jun 22 21:11:54 * Molly looks at him gently Jun 22 21:11:55 what did you say to Rebecca? Jun 22 21:12:00 You suppose? Jun 22 21:14:27 * Molly shrugs Jun 22 21:14:49 She was being cruel, so I returned it. Jun 22 21:15:07 oh? Jun 22 21:15:39 It's not nice, and I dont think it will be of any use to know Jun 22 21:15:53 * Morgan frowns Jun 22 21:29:32 * Molly glances at him Jun 22 21:30:11 That displeases you Jun 22 21:30:45 Yes, but good sense dictates I don't ask further Jun 22 21:33:49 Another day, perhaps. Jun 22 21:35:31 * Morgan nods Jun 22 21:35:36 What were you wondering about a minute ago? **they are trailing the others enough to be virtually alone outside* Jun 22 21:39:20 the society... had someone in place at Tawstock to watch me... Jun 22 21:40:54 * Molly nods Jun 22 21:41:06 And you are thinking...? Jun 22 21:41:39 Just wondering if they're still there... I need to send them a message, tell them we know where Dau;s sister is Jun 22 21:41:54 * Molly nods Jun 22 21:42:25 Or write a letter with the stencils from the mystery box? Jun 22 21:43:37 * Morgan nods Jun 22 21:43:50 probably the better option Jun 22 21:44:16 **The food is basic but good, and there's plenty of alcohol. It's very loud whilst they eat, and it briefly quietens for the speeches, which are sweet and heartfelt. During them Molly holds on to his hand beneath the table with both of hers, smiling. He spots Kai, but there's no sign of Rebecca** Jun 22 21:47:22 **The music starts next and is lively, the dancing is fast. Molly gives him the option of dancing with her** Jun 22 21:47:47 * Morgan does so Jun 22 21:50:47 * Molly has a fantastic time, as she usually does when she dances. It's a little dizzying, but it does mean his mind cant wander so easily Jun 22 21:51:09 Thank you, liebling, I do so love it when you dance with me Jun 22 21:52:00 * Morgan nods Jun 22 21:52:01 good Jun 22 21:53:29 **A close waltz is announced as the next dance whilst he and Molly are taking a quick breather and a drink. Maelwys, Anna, Evie Ayden, Brenna and Claudia are all near them. Kai approaches, bowing to Molly* "May I have this dance?" Jun 22 21:55:08 Where's your... what, fiancee? Jun 22 21:55:58 K: She is recovering from the beating your wife gave her in the tournament Jun 22 21:56:22 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 21:56:30 sure she's not asking some prince for another favour? Jun 22 21:57:23 K: **he watches Morgan for a few moments** She is seeing to her bruising Jun 22 21:59:34 * Molly leans against the table "It will be most easy for you to keep her inline with domestic chastisement if she cannot handle a little slap like that to the back of her thighs* Jun 22 22:00:56 **Maelwys starts laughing, as do the others, except Claudia who has no idea what was said. Kai however just looks unimpressed** Jun 22 22:02:12 Claudia whispers to Morgan: What was that? Jun 22 22:02:44 * Morgan tells her Jun 22 22:03:57 **Claudia frowns** You dont chastise Molly that way I hope Jun 22 22:04:51 * Morgan glares at her Jun 22 22:07:52 *claudia just stares at him in her usual fashion when anyone glares at her* Jun 22 22:08:51 You know me better than that Jun 22 22:11:54 **She nods** I do, but Molly seemed at ease about it Jun 22 22:13:00 She knows I would not do that Jun 22 22:14:45 **Claudia nods. Kai asks Molly to dance again* Jun 22 22:17:54 * Molly smiles politely "No." Jun 22 22:18:40 **Kai looks confused, as it's just not the done thing* You do not want to dance? Jun 22 22:19:20 * Molly smiles again "Oh I do, just not with you." Jun 22 22:19:30 * Morgan laughs hard Jun 22 22:20:37 **This sets off Maelwys and the others too. Kai looks cross. "I will bid you goodnight, Lady Koertig" he inclines his head Jun 22 22:21:13 * Molly lets him get a few steps away, smiling to herself Jun 22 22:22:39 "Oh, Colonel Dau?" He turns back "Yes?" Molly smiles at him "It's 'Your Grace'. Goodnight." Jun 22 22:24:11 **The others are in stitches whilst Kai shoves his way through the peolle. Molly smiles faintly, watching the parted crowd reform in his wake* Jun 22 22:24:43 and _that_ will have hurt more than a knee to the groin Jun 22 22:25:11 * Molly smiles at Morgan Jun 22 22:25:24 That was for all the crew of The Rose... Jun 22 22:25:50 * Morgan nods Jun 22 22:26:00 and I didn't get to ask him if he'd had any ships blown up lately Jun 22 22:26:30 You could still catch him before he goes to Reb-... his bed *she giggles* Jun 22 22:28:34 No, I'll save it for next time Jun 22 22:28:40 * Molly bites her lip, smiling "I shouldn't think he'd be enthusiastic about anticipating his marriage vows after such a blow anyhow!" Jun 22 22:29:37 * Morgan nods Jun 22 22:30:42 **Maelwys is clutching his stomach with laughter** Bloody 'ell, 'ow do ye keep a straight face when she goes from being a Dutchess t' talkin' 'bout swivin' and bashed balls like tha'?! Jun 22 22:31:46 skill, my friend, skill Jun 22 22:31:55 * Molly looks thoughtfully at Morgan "Swiving means...?" Jun 22 22:33:59 * Morgan explains it Jun 22 22:34:42 **Maelwys has to sit down he's laughing so much. Claudia waits for Morgan to translate it to her** Jun 22 22:35:08 * Morgan does so Jun 22 22:35:17 * Molly nods slowly. "And earlier you called him a Prick and said you'd tell me what that means?" Jun 22 22:36:05 **Maelwys is still laughing Jun 22 22:36:43 * Morgan whispers that to her Jun 22 22:37:39 ((Does he use manhood or cock, which he's had to explain to her before?)) Jun 22 22:38:53 ((cock)) Jun 22 22:39:10 * Molly blushes hard Jun 22 22:39:31 Oh! But... *she frowns* why is that an insult? Jun 22 22:39:50 * Morgan shrugs Jun 22 22:39:52 it just is Jun 22 22:40:50 But... **Anna interrupts, winking at Morgan** Maybe you should take your wife to dance before my husband dies of laughter Jun 22 22:41:01 * Morgan nods Jun 22 22:41:07 I suppose I should, for his sake Jun 22 22:48:46 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 22 23:28:32 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 23 12:23:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 23 12:23:47 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 23 12:24:15 * Molly downs her cherry brandy and leads him to the dance floor. This waltz is slow but very close, and they hear mutters that there will be singing and music next. Evie and Ayden are also dancing, and with her cheek tucked to Morgan's chest she says "That turned out well, didn't it?" Jun 23 12:25:18 I probably shouldn't have enjoyed it as much as I did Jun 23 12:30:58 * Molly leans back to look up at him Jun 23 12:31:39 I'm glad you did, I was concerned it would be too taxing for you today. I'm sorry I almost stopped you coming to it Jun 23 12:31:57 Its been... difficult Jun 23 12:32:28 * Molly nods, returning to her former position Jun 23 12:32:37 I know, liebling Jun 23 12:33:47 * Molly sighs Jun 23 12:39:33 I appreciate your sacrifice in coming with me Jun 23 12:40:16 Probably worked out better this way anyway Jun 23 12:43:37 Whyso? Jun 23 12:43:52 I dread to think what I'd have been like alone Jun 23 12:44:13 Aside from at the church, I think you're doing well Jun 23 12:49:29 **Noone around them seems to be caught in so serious a conversation, many now looking tipsy** Jun 23 12:50:20 * Morgan shrugs Jun 23 12:50:41 I had a moment just before I competed, and a rather horrid thought when you were fighting Rebecca Jun 23 12:51:00 Would it help to tell me? Jun 23 12:51:24 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 23 12:51:28 No, I don't think so Jun 23 12:52:07 * Molly just nods. The dance continues. It's almost at the end when she says Jun 23 12:52:22 Do you wish me to apologise for how I spoke to Kai? Jun 23 12:54:05 Don't be ridiculous Jun 23 12:54:48 * Molly shrugs Jun 23 12:54:56 It was rude and unladylike Jun 23 12:55:08 and nothing short of what he had coming Jun 23 12:55:23 * Molly nods Jun 23 12:55:36 Alright. As long as I have not disappointed you Jun 23 12:55:56 Not at all Jun 23 12:58:14 * Molly nods again. The dance finishes, and they make their way back to the table. Maelwys and Anna are sat there already, and Maelwys offers him some of his moonshine, the one that last night was making him hear her thoughts clearer Jun 23 13:00:49 * Morgan takes some Jun 23 13:03:18 * Molly is sat talking to Anna, but the background noise of some of the guests playing and singing drowns them out Jun 23 13:03:31 * Molly is now known as Maelwys Jun 23 13:04:12 * Maelwys is drinking ale, leant back a bit in the chair and scanning the room Jun 23 13:04:27 No' a bad weddin', all in all Jun 23 13:04:51 * Morgan nods Jun 23 13:04:55 aye, not bad Jun 23 13:05:45 They're off to Innismore on honeymoon, 'pparently Jun 23 13:05:58 Someone's got to I suppose Jun 23 13:06:06 * Maelwys laughs Jun 23 13:06:38 Anna reckons they'll 'av a bairn by this time next year Jun 23 13:07:05 Sounds like a reasonable assumption Jun 23 13:07:41 I told 'er we migh' be on our third by then Jun 23 13:08:52 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 23 13:09:56 * Maelwys nods in Anna and Molly's direction Jun 23 13:10:30 Ye got some 'opes in tha' direction? Yer wife looks keen Jun 23 13:11:04 eventually. We've got work to be doing first Jun 23 13:11:33 * Maelwys watches the women, smiling Jun 23 13:12:30 There's always work t' be doin'. Doesn't stop 'em once th' ideas in their 'eads Jun 23 13:13:56 Its a joint plan... Jun 23 13:14:16 * Maelwys laughs loudly, clapping him on the shoulder Jun 23 13:14:31 Aye, well, good luck wi' tha'! Jun 23 13:14:53 * Morgan nods Jun 23 13:14:59 we'll take whatever comes Jun 23 13:15:42 'Pparently yer wife was askin' mine earlier all about being wi' child Jun 23 13:16:37 oh? Jun 23 13:19:38 'Ow she knew, whether she was scared, 'ow I reacted Jun 23 13:20:56 * Morgan nods Jun 23 13:21:01 I'm not surprised Jun 23 13:22:33 Doesn' 'av many female frien's? Jun 23 13:22:52 Not that've been in that position Jun 23 13:26:01 * Maelwys nods, sipping his ale Jun 23 13:26:10 Ye left yer guitar 'ere Jun 23 13:26:24 * Morgan nods Jun 23 13:26:25 I know Jun 23 13:29:44 Fetch it for ye? Jun 23 13:30:02 Why? Jun 23 13:31:09 Ye are gonna play for us, aren't ye? E'ryone norm'ly 'as a go Jun 23 13:31:52 I was hoping you'd forgotten but... I have a song or two Jun 23 13:33:31 * Maelwys stands, stretching Jun 23 13:33:41 Reckon Molly will sing for us? Jun 23 13:34:08 * Morgan shrugs Jun 23 13:34:10 worth an ask Jun 23 13:35:58 * Maelwys shouts to her, to which she replies she will. Maelwys goes off whistling Jun 23 13:37:06 **He hears Molly's thoughts: Something simple tonight. Shame Inga isn't here to duet... or even just for company Jun 23 13:40:29 * Morgan sips his drink, watching the others Jun 23 13:41:16 **Everyone is having fun. Evie and Ayden are swarmed with well-wishers* Maelwys has it in his hands, not being very careful with it, when he gets drawn into a conversation most of the way back* Jun 23 13:44:23 ((Goes to get it, or waits?)) Jun 23 13:44:39 * Morgan goes to get it Jun 23 13:47:43 * Maelwys smiles, handing it towards him whilst still talking Jun 23 13:48:16 * Morgan takes it over to Molly, sitting down to tune it Jun 23 13:51:54 * Maelwys follows him, plonking down beside him. Morgan's mind wanders off. He holds the well-loved guitar. He hadn't remembered picking it up that dreadful day three years ago, but he can only reason that he must have grabbed it from his room after closing the door to Edward's. He doesn't know why it was there, not at the cottage. He'd also grabbed an old shirt he hadn't worn in years. Jun 23 13:51:54 It's dark now, his whole life seven hours travel behind him. Jun 23 13:51:54 The forest is sparser here, turning to pasture land. The little track he's on hasn't yet intersected with the main route outside of Baden where he plans to join it. He's in Gottkirchen, Grafdom of Maubourg, but he doesn't care for politics. Jun 23 13:51:54 Look what Birthright had bought him. Look at the disgusting "honour" that culminated in Dietlinde and Jana's screams. His back to a tree and weary horse tethered, the strings of the cradled instrument dig into his fingers. This pain snaps him back to the loud, happy tavern. Jun 23 13:53:05 * Morgan blinks slowly Jun 23 13:53:24 * Maelwys  looks at him "Ye look like yer about to cast up yer 'ccounts on me floor!" Jun 23 13:54:33 **This catches Molly's attention, because she lays a hand on his upper arm, speaking quietly* Do you feel unwell, liebling? Jun 23 13:55:44 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 23 13:55:49 No... I'll be alright Jun 23 13:56:29 **Me 's micro-expression shows deep concern* Alright, liebling Jun 23 13:56:39 * Maelwys laughs Jun 23 13:57:11 Think my 'ome brew is a bit strong for ye Eisenfolks! Jun 23 13:57:34 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 23 13:57:50 Not even slightly Jun 23 13:58:19 **Molly tilts her head** By that reasoning, I should be able to drink it Jun 23 13:59:07 Maelwys, tell her why she cant Jun 23 13:59:13 * Maelwys laughs again Jun 23 14:00:52 Ye've obviously forgotten wha' I said last nigh' lass. He looks a bit delicate t' be ridden like tha' wi'ou' keelin' o'er Jun 23 14:01:19 **Molly blushes** Oh! Yes, I remember now Jun 23 14:01:51 * Maelwys looks at her Jun 23 14:02:30 Ye goin' t' sing then? Jun 23 14:02:55 **She looks at Morgan* Unless I'm needed...? Jun 23 14:13:16 No, its fine blossom Jun 23 14:18:45 [[But would he say that even if it weren't, because he doesn't want to spoil my evening, or so I'm not distressed]] Jun 23 14:19:07 * Maelwys kisses his cheek "I wont be far" Jun 23 14:20:27 * Morgan nods, resting his chin on the guitar as he tunes it Jun 23 14:21:05 **she gets up, going to where the musicians are. Anna moves up beside him* Are you going to play for us? Jun 23 14:21:40 apparently Jun 23 14:22:25 S: Are you going to do seven deadly sins with Maelwys? He never sings it if you arent here? Jun 23 14:22:31 A* Jun 23 14:23:14 Could do... I've got a couple of... ummm... slower, more personal songs as well Jun 23 14:24:05 A: That sounds- *she winces, rubbing a spot on her bump* -good Jun 23 14:24:49 someone playing drums on your ribs? Jun 23 14:25:13 A: Aye. Its earlier and harder the second time round Jun 23 14:25:25 unfortunate Jun 23 14:25:35 A: You want to feel? Jun 23 14:25:55 if you're sure... Jun 23 14:26:22 A: **she nods, moving her hand. She smiles** of course Jun 23 14:26:34 * Morgan puts his hand on her bump Jun 23 14:30:23 **He feels nothing a moment, then a series of taps against his hand. Anna says nothing, but in his memory Dietlinde says "There, do you feel it?!" He feels elated, grinning "Yes, Schatzen, I feel him" he winks, and she corrects him "Her." He shrugs, smiling at her "Whichever, so long as they're fine". Suddenly a singing catches his attention, and the memory pops like a soap bubble. Anna's baby kicks again. Jun 23 14:31:06 * Morgan taps his finger gently against the kicking, looking to see the singer Jun 23 14:31:51 **The kicking increases. Molly is singing My Bonny Blue Eyed Boy, knowing it's popular here. She does well, but because she has sung an Eisen translation she and Inga made so often her accent leans even more Sudlachenburg. He's also starting to hear hints of Posen in it, an accent he's heard her with in her dreams where she is married to Sebastian* Jun 23 14:32:45 * Morgan frowns briefly before tapping at the kicking again Jun 23 14:34:34 **This time the movement is bigger, like a shifting of position. Anna laughs Jun 23 14:34:54 A: Always makes my insides feel funny when they do that Jun 23 14:35:12 * Morgan nods Jun 23 14:35:15 I'd imagine so Jun 23 14:35:56 **Anna checks Maelwys is busy talking to someone, then looks at Morgan** It'll go no further, but... Jun 23 14:37:05 but... Jun 23 14:37:12 A: Is Molly with child? Jun 23 14:37:55 Maelwys said she's been asking... We don't know. She was poisoned, and the cast after was... brutal... she's missed her first course since then, but it could just be a result of the cast Jun 23 14:39:17 **She nods** Aye, she's been asking. Trying to make it subtle and stuff, but all young brides ask this of an older married woman at some point, usually for a reason Jun 23 14:39:33 * Morgan nods Jun 23 14:39:52 A: Are you hopeful? Jun 23 14:41:15 Tough to say. We've got a monumental amount of work to do before we settle down Jun 23 14:41:46 A: You'd find a way... unless you wouldn't be keeping it? Jun 23 14:42:14 * Morgan frowns Jun 23 14:42:18 No, we'd find a way Jun 23 14:42:27 **The baby kicks his hand again* Jun 23 14:42:39 A: I'm not going to judge Jun 23 14:43:10 **Molly finishes, looking in their direction Jun 23 14:43:36 * Morgan applauds Jun 23 14:44:21 **She smiles, getting stopped multiple times on the way back** Jun 23 14:45:10 A: I hope it goes whichever way will make you both happiest Jun 23 14:45:52 I have Molly. I shall be happy whether we have children now or later Jun 23 14:46:27 A: *she smiles* I always suspected you were a romantic sort Jun 23 14:46:40 * Morgan nods Jun 23 14:46:44 I have my moments Jun 23 14:47:37 A: Can you get my husband to be more Romantic? His idea of romance is grabbing my arse when I walk past him! Jun 23 14:48:26 I'm not sure anyone can get him to do anything that doesn't come entirely naturally to him Jun 23 14:49:13 **Molly gets back to the table, sipping her brandy** Are you going to play, liebling? Jun 23 14:50:32 * Morgan nods Jun 23 14:50:35 I've been told so Jun 23 14:51:40 **Molly smiles, sitting down beside Anna** I'm glad Jun 23 16:50:26 **There's a cheer goes up as a pair of young Innish men take around a weaved arch of weeping willow, rosemary, and roses. Several couples kiss beneath it in turn. Maelwys nudges Morgan. "Nother Innish tradition. 'S called Th' Kissin' Bough. It's a decl'ration o' love, an' brings future passion an' fertility an' such. Supposedly th' more passionate th' kiss, th' better th' luck works" Jun 23 16:51:10 How're you going to kiss the inn? Jun 23 16:51:35 * Maelwys grins "Could lick th' walls" Jun 23 16:54:15 * Morgan nods Jun 23 16:54:16 true Jun 23 16:54:40 * Maelwys winks, going and scooping Anna up with some care, and carries her across the tavern, ordering people out of the way loudly. Molly looks confused, too short to see what's going on from her seat. Jun 23 16:55:28 * Morgan leans over to explain it to her Jun 23 16:55:43 * Maelwys giggles Jun 23 16:55:49 * Maelwys is now known as Molly Jun 23 16:56:05 Can you imagine your Father's reaction?! Jun 23 16:56:37 * Morgan nods Jun 23 16:56:41 He'd not like this at all Jun 23 16:57:25 But it's a superstition... *she grins* Jun 23 16:58:41 Not one he'd approve of, and superstitions don't count if they don't come from Sudlachenburg Jun 23 16:59:18 * Molly nods. The music has stopped, but there's cheering Jun 23 16:59:24 Are you going to play? Jun 23 17:00:36 You don't want to acceded to this superstition? Jun 23 17:01:55 * Molly blinks rapidly a moment Jun 23 17:02:14 Ummm... well, yes... but... Jun 23 17:03:52 come on then, we'll do that then I'll play Jun 23 17:04:24 * Molly stands up, brushing off her skirt, waiting for him to lead the way Jun 23 17:11:34 * Morgan leads her over Jun 23 17:12:37 **They bump into Claudia on the way. She is clearly taking drinks to the table* Jun 23 17:13:00 C: Alright? Jun 23 17:13:15 * Morgan nods Jun 23 17:13:23 going to take part in a superstition, then I'm playing Jun 23 17:18:31 C: **She glances at Maelwys passionately kissing Anna beneath the bough. She rolls her eyes a little, and looks like she'll make a disparaging comment, then seems to think better of it* I'll take the drinks to the table Jun 23 17:19:59 Good idea Jun 23 17:24:15 **Claudia goes. Molly looks at him* I thought she was going to disapprove Jun 23 17:24:25 she does Jun 23 17:28:09 * Molly nods. Maelwys starts wolf-whistling when he spots them Jun 23 17:28:44 * Molly glances at Morgan's expression Jun 23 17:30:46 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jun 23 17:30:52 he's always going to be fourteen years old Jun 23 17:31:03 **The bough is brought to them whilst there's already cheering. Molly is smiling at him. "How are we going to manage this if I start giggling?!" Jun 23 17:31:49 quickly, I suspect Jun 23 17:32:59 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath and squaring her shoulders. Maelwys shouts " 'e's not tha' bad, surely?!" Jun 23 17:40:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 23 17:43:42 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 23 17:43:51 ((Test)) Jun 23 17:44:07 ((yep)) Jun 23 17:46:02 * Molly winks at Morgan before looking at Maelwys "I could tell you how good he is, but I wouldn't want Anna feeling hard done by!" Jun 23 17:47:07 **Maelwys roars with laughter, and the others laugh too. She smiles, looking up at Morgan again Jun 23 17:48:10 Ready? *She bites her lip, smiling* Jun 23 17:48:29 * Morgan smiles, pulling her to him and kissing her soundly Jun 23 17:53:31 * Molly presses herself against him, holding fistfuls of his shirt, just as she did in Faulk's stable in the beginning of the passionate interlude that changed so much between them. Despite her general shyness, she's not reserved in how she kisses him now Jun 23 17:56:13 **there's a lot more wolf whistles now as well as cheering Jun 23 17:58:18 * Molly waits for him to pull away, not making any move to do so herself, and he can feel the smile from the shape of her lips beneath his Jun 23 17:59:39 * Morgan pulls away Jun 23 18:01:18 **There's a lot of clapping, and Anna comes to gossip with Molly whilst Maelwys claps Morgan on the back** Always suspected ye 'ad it in ye! Jun 23 18:01:52 behave yourself you old dog Jun 23 18:03:15 **Maelwys just laughs. There's still no music* Jun 23 18:03:38 * Morgan picks his guitar up and heads over towards the musicians Jun 23 18:04:31 **There's noone vying for the space, so he's able to start immediately Jun 23 18:04:51 * Morgan rolls his neck, glancing around Jun 23 18:07:58 **about half of the people are watching him, the other half are with the kissing bough Jun 23 18:09:03 * Morgan starts playing Jun 23 18:10:01 * Molly , Anna and Claudia are watching him from the table. Molly tries to work out what the song is Jun 23 18:10:19 ((Taciturn)) Jun 23 18:12:05 **More and more people are paying attention. Molly is smiling, chewing her lower lip. Even Claudia looks impressed Jun 23 18:13:06 ((Eisen or Avalonian?)) Jun 23 21:04:31 ((Avalonian)) Jun 23 21:04:52 * Molly translates it for Claudia Jun 23 21:07:03 **Gradually everyone is listening, and when he finishes there's a lot of applause Jun 23 21:09:09 * Morgan inclines his head Jun 23 21:09:38 * Molly smiles warmly at him Jun 23 21:12:56 **The kissing bough has been put away, and people are settling in to drink and listen Jun 23 21:16:35 * Morgan strums a few times, clearly thinking Jun 23 21:17:36 **everyone waits, talking amongst themselves Jun 23 21:18:55 * Morgan hunkers slightly before starting to play Jun 23 21:20:27 * Molly sips her drink whilst Anna asks her something Jun 23 21:20:46 ((Now and Forever)) Jun 23 21:23:36 **The room is absolutely silent as they listen, and he can feel all eyes on him Jun 23 21:25:37 **when he gets to the end there's clapping, stamping and cheering* Jun 23 21:28:28 * Morgan motions for a drink while he checks the guitars tuning Jun 23 21:29:11 **He's given one ((attention?)) Jun 23 21:29:51 ((Molly and Claudia)) Jun 23 21:31:22 * Molly is smiling proudly but also mopping tears from her face with her handkerchief. Claudia is smiling, gesturing "good job" Jun 23 21:32:04 * Morgan takes a swig from his glass before starting 'If I ever leave this world alive' Jun 23 21:34:40 **This one is familiar to the Innish folk, and there's singing along and clapping** Jun 23 21:37:30 **There's more cheering at the end of this one Jun 23 21:42:12 * Morgan speaks to the musicians about playing whiskey in the jar Jun 23 21:46:39 **they know it well enough to play it with him, which goes down very well, and there's lots of singing Jun 23 21:48:44 **Evie and Ayden have moved towards Molly, as have a few others, and she seems to be getting all manner of compliments received on his behalf Jun 23 21:49:05 * Morgan takes another drink Jun 23 21:50:01 **Claudia gestures "Maelwys has asked Molly if he can keep you as resident musician" Jun 23 21:51:09 * Morgan shakes his head slightly before putting down his tankard Jun 23 21:51:21 alright... last one... Jun 23 21:51:40 **Theres lighthearted booing at this Jun 23 21:53:03 * Morgan looks to Maelwys, beckoning him over Jun 23 21:54:48 **Maelwys swaggers over* Jun 23 21:56:39 * Morgan speaks quietly to the musicians about the song Jun 23 21:57:01 **They all look eager Jun 23 21:57:45 * Molly and Claudia are talking, slightly seriously Jun 23 21:58:31 * Morgan frowns briefly before raising his glass and speaking loudly Jun 23 21:58:33 Sl?inte Jun 23 22:00:25 **A sizable portion of the crowd respond with "sláinte agatsa!" which translates "to your health as well" Jun 23 22:00:47 * Morgan puts his drink down and nods to the musicians to start playing Jun 23 22:00:57 **They do as instructed Jun 23 22:02:56 ((What do they play?)) Jun 23 22:03:03 ((seven deadly sins)) Jun 23 22:05:48 **This is familiar to both the Innish folk and the locals who have been here before when Morgan has been there. Maelwys is loud as usual, and everyone joins in. Theres only a handful who don't seem to know it Jun 23 22:06:53 **they get to the end of it to a mass of cheering and clapping. Maelwys slaps him on the back** Jun 23 22:07:32 Tha' was good! Jun 23 22:08:24 of course it was Jun 23 22:09:25 **One of the musicians comes to Morgan** Them first two, you got the sheet music for 'em? **the clapping is starting to reduce a little** Jun 23 22:09:49 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 23 22:10:00 No, I'm afraid not... I could get some to you though Jun 23 22:10:24 **he nods* Please, can see 'em being popular here Jun 23 22:10:53 * Morgan inclines his head Jun 23 22:10:54 thank you Jun 23 22:11:30 *he looks surprised, as does Maelwys* Ye wrote 'em? Jun 23 22:12:03 * Morgan nods Jun 23 22:12:21 makes up for being terrible with a bow Jun 23 22:12:43 **Maelwys laughs** Ran outta time for th' archery Jun 23 22:12:57 I wouldn't have done that one I'm afraid Jun 23 22:13:04 * Morgan picks up his drink, taking a mouthful Jun 23 22:13:15 **The musician excuses himself to go back to his band mates** Jun 23 22:13:21 * Molly is now known as Maelwys Jun 23 22:13:35 Didn' know ye could write songs Jun 23 22:13:53 never really tried Jun 23 22:15:46 Ye 'ad yer wife weepin' Jun 23 22:16:08 she'd not heard one of em Jun 23 22:16:24 * Maelwys nods Jun 23 22:16:32 Good surprise then Jun 23 22:17:15 Ye finished 'ere? Jun 23 22:17:25 * Morgan nods Jun 23 22:17:32 I'll spare you all from anymore Jun 23 22:17:45 * Maelwys makes his way through the crowd Jun 23 22:18:10 **When he heads back, Evie and Ayden are still with Molly, Anna and a couple of other merchant-types. Everyone else looks relaxed, but Molly looks a little tense. He's able to hear the conversation before he reaches it. Jun 23 22:18:10 E: And it'd be like, fecking look,  lovey, if ye don't like Bordeaux stitching on yer petticoats, get off yer titled arse and make it yerself! *Everyone laughs, but Molly sips her drink. Evie continues* Jun 23 22:18:10 It's not like yer doing much, just lazing around spoilt in yer grand mansion whilst all yer maids an stewards take care of everything! Y'have nothing but free time, ye can manage a bit of sewing. **There's laughter again, but Molly has slipped into a neutral expression. Evie looks to Molly* That's what it was like at Lady Catherine's, wasn't it? Jun 23 22:19:03 * Maelwys is now known as Molly Jun 23 22:19:56 * Molly looks, to Morgan who knows her well, like she's heard this fine, but her reply to Evie is simply "hmm?" Jun 23 22:21:38 * Morgan sits down next to Molly Jun 23 22:22:15 E: All the noble people just wanting to have everything done for them while they lounged around enjoying themselves **Evie doesn't look accusatory, just tactless** Jun 23 22:22:37 Dukes and Duchesses are the worst for that Jun 23 22:22:55 * Molly sips her drink, moving a little closer to him Jun 23 22:23:07 **Everyone laughs at this* Jun 23 22:23:30 E: No offense, lovey, I don't mean you two! Jun 23 22:24:29 I'm surprised you're working for Rebecca Jun 23 22:25:42 E: They're throwing money 'round Carleon, made sense to pocket some Jun 23 22:26:33 **Ayden nods* Puttin' it into jewellery too, an' gold. Jun 23 22:26:44 I wouldn't be touching her money... couldn't trust it not to disappear when she cant pay her debtor Jun 23 22:27:19 E: I wouldn't give her credit, it's all coin upfront Jun 23 22:27:48 **Anna yawns** Sounds like dirty money they're trying to get clean Jun 23 22:28:22 I wouldn't be surprised if her debtor came to get it... you've met him... big fella, arrogant... blue... Jun 23 22:28:27 * Molly tilts her head, then glances at Morgan Jun 23 22:28:57 E: Hang on, you on about the winter prince? Jun 23 22:29:18 **A hush falls from Evie outwards like a rippling puddle** Jun 23 22:29:22 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 23 22:29:51 E: What is she fecking doing with 'I'm? Jun 23 22:30:00 'im* Jun 23 22:30:07 couldn't say, but I do know she hasn't repaid her debt to him yet Jun 23 22:32:26 E: *she plonks herself down in a chair, nodding her head as if to send Ayden on his way. Morgan hears Molly's thoughts [[Go and be useful somewhere, Ayden... a bit like I said in that dream in the chapel to Sebastian]] Jun 23 22:33:05 * Morgan puts an arm around Molly's shoulders, pulling her closer Jun 23 22:33:30 **Maelwys, Ayden and Anna all head for the bar. Evie gets comfortable** what do you know about the debt then, love? Jun 23 22:33:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 23 22:33:50 * Molly smiles at him, nestling in a little Jun 23 22:34:05 not much... just that he gave her a favour and she cant repay him... and that she was talking to him today... here... Jun 23 22:36:38 * Molly moves away suddenly Jun 23 22:36:52 Hold on, what?! Jun 23 22:39:43 * Morgan sips his drink, nodding slightly Jun 23 22:39:51 * Molly keeps her mouth firmly shut, inhaling deeply through her nose, and moves back to her previous position, saying nothing. Jun 23 22:41:08 E: I dont know anything about it, sorry lovey. You dont know when she made the bargain? Jun 23 22:42:02 No, but in your place I'd be wary of accepting anything from her Jun 23 22:42:10 * Molly goes still, not even breathing noticeably Jun 23 22:42:24 never know when the princes patience will run out Jun 23 22:42:35 E: Want me to find out and write to you, if I can? Jun 23 22:46:32 aye, that'd be useful Jun 23 22:47:25 E: Molly, you alright, love? Jun 23 22:48:02 * Molly nods slightly, eyes closed "Trying to remember" Jun 23 22:49:25 **He can almost feel her thoughts expanding, unfolding. He can either try to follow her train of thought, or try to keep it from overspilling Jun 23 22:50:55 E: **she just nods, trying not to interrupt* Jun 23 22:51:05 * Morgan tries to follow it Jun 23 22:55:02 [[Okay, find something vivid, work back. Morgan and I are on the wall in the Rose Garden. He says "I would, were lady torrington to permit it, and were you willing, have you live with me." That's clear, go back. "*you realise you've not given me an answer, dont you?" Mmmhmm, I hadn't. Further. Horatio, the disappointment on his face. The happiness on his face. The walk down to the school house, Rebecca in the hall]] Jun 23 22:55:53 E: **she watches Morgan, looking vaguely concerned, speaking quietly* think she'll remember anything? Jun 23 22:56:38 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jun 23 22:59:45 [[I offer her my assistance even if just for company. I dont want bad blood. She seems resigned, I worry she will end her life and it'll partly be my fault. She's ordered her affairs, she doesn't know when it will happen. It's not something to concern me or anyone else, she had to do it to get what she wished]] **Molly's eyes are still closed but she's frowning Jun 23 23:02:20 [[She was of sound mind when she made it, noone can intervene. There is always a choice I say, and I'm touching my lower lip because I'm thinking of him, and therefore thinking of kissing him. Dont get distracted Moll.]] **Evie looks really concerned now]] Jun 23 23:03:43 E: maybe I should leave you to it Jun 23 23:04:32 Might be an idea while she thinks Jun 23 23:04:45 **He starts to feel Molly's feelings of discomfort Jun 23 23:05:18 E: *she gets up and wanders back to Ayden** Jun 23 23:05:44 ((Does he keep following her thoughts or not?)) Jun 23 23:06:12 [blossom, I don't want you feeling anything bad] Jun 23 23:07:00 [I'm alright] Jun 23 23:08:32 * Morgan sip[s his drink Jun 23 23:09:48 [[I wanted her to feel there was a future, that she could still live. But she didn't believe it. "I might not have a tomorrow..." she said. "I have no choice... Jun 23 23:09:48 The bargain has been made and I do not regret it"]] Jun 23 23:09:58 * Molly opens her eyes Jun 23 23:10:30 Ah damn. I'm sorry, I hoped perhaps she'd told me something of use Jun 23 23:11:30 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 23 23:11:40 Not to worry Jun 23 23:11:46 * Molly sighs Jun 23 23:13:28 The day after Curtis died, she said she'd made a bargain and didn't have a future, that she had put her affairs in order. And there was definitely *she whispers* the fair folk *stops* around that weekend Jun 23 23:14:36 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:14:44 * Molly finishes her drink Jun 23 23:15:19 I don't know what it means though Jun 23 23:15:44 No... it had been a little while since we had a fresh mystery I suppose Jun 23 23:15:55 * Molly smiles Jun 23 23:16:06 At least half a day or so! Jun 23 23:16:31 * Molly stretches a little Jun 23 23:17:08 Would you prefer to talk about you not telling me here, or back at our tavern? Jun 23 23:17:32 * Morgan sighs Jun 23 23:17:34 later Jun 23 23:17:49 * Molly nods Jun 23 23:18:15 Is there much you wish to do before we go? Jun 23 23:18:28 No, not really Jun 23 23:18:38 * Molly nods Jun 23 23:19:22 Then shall we just put that to one side for a moment, whilst we sit here so you can finish your drink? *she smiles warmly* Jun 23 23:19:53 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:19:54 please Jun 23 23:20:23 * Molly rests back into his embrace further again Jun 23 23:20:37 Everyone loved your singing Jun 23 23:20:49 you think so? Jun 23 23:20:56 * Molly nods Jun 23 23:21:06 They were all clapping and cheering Jun 23 23:21:20 thats what you do... Jun 23 23:21:32 * Molly shakes her head Jun 23 23:21:53 Not as much. Theres a difference between polite and enthusiastic... Jun 23 23:22:09 * Molly tilts her head slightly Jun 23 23:22:35 with much in life, actually Jun 23 23:22:45 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:23:18 But of course noone loved it as much as I Jun 23 23:23:58 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:24:00 I should hope not Jun 23 23:24:09 Tell me about the second song? Jun 23 23:24:54 what about it? Jun 23 23:25:32 Everything, as always! Jun 23 23:25:45 * Morgan chuckles, sipping his drink Jun 23 23:26:13 Am I correct that you wrote it? Jun 23 23:26:20 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:27:00 When? What inspired it? Why haven't I heard it before? Jun 23 23:27:00 * Molly nestles against him Jun 23 23:27:28 Recently... there's not a great deal to do in the crows nest at night... Jun 23 23:28:00 * Molly nods Jun 23 23:28:13 I assumed you didn't really think at all Jun 23 23:28:41 not very flattering Jun 23 23:28:52 * Molly giggles Jun 23 23:29:22 No, you silly goose! I meant that you were just there and watchful, at peace, like meditating Jun 23 23:29:43 * Morgan shrugs Jun 23 23:29:46 Not always Jun 23 23:30:02 You took your guitar up there? Jun 23 23:30:28 No... Jun 23 23:30:42 ...but...? Jun 23 23:31:21 Its a fairly simple tune Jun 23 23:31:32 It's a very beautiful tune Jun 23 23:32:49 I'm quite pleased with it Jun 23 23:33:24 Should I ask what inspired it, or will I seem soft-minded if I do? Jun 23 23:33:39 I thought it was rather obvious Jun 23 23:33:56 * Molly nods Jun 23 23:34:21 I love that. *she moves a little to look at him* I love you. Jun 23 23:34:28 and I you Jun 23 23:34:42 * Molly nods, smiling Jun 23 23:34:51 I'm starting to get that impression Jun 23 23:35:05 somewhat slow at times Jun 23 23:36:07 I can be very slow... *the raise of her eyebrows is slow, but unmistakably mischievous* Jun 23 23:37:23 yes I recall Jun 23 23:37:43 * Molly bites her lip Jun 23 23:38:08 I am very glad to hear that. Why haven't I heard you practice or play it? Jun 23 23:38:37 I wasn't ready for you to hear it Jun 23 23:38:53 * Molly nods slowly Jun 23 23:38:57 Why tonight? Jun 23 23:39:40 because... I thought you'd enjoy it Jun 23 23:40:08 I did. And I will, every day for the rest of our lives, liebling Jun 23 23:41:43 * Morgan nods, smiling Jun 23 23:41:45 good Jun 23 23:41:49 **Anna and Maelwys are heading in their direction* You will sing it for me again soon? Jun 23 23:43:09 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:43:11 if you wish Jun 23 23:43:48 Tonight? And tomorrow morning... tomorrow lunch time, and then for Inga and Heinzharold, and then bedtime again... Jun 23 23:43:59 * Molly grins Jun 23 23:45:46 maybe not that much Jun 23 23:46:51 * Molly shrugs Jun 23 23:47:08 I will just have to sing it to you instead then! Jun 23 23:47:22 * Morgan nods Jun 23 23:47:39 **Anna and Maelwys arrive at the table, interrupting them** Jun 23 23:53:07 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 24 01:30:14 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 24 09:53:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 24 09:53:09 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 24 09:54:16 **Anna looks tired, and Maelwys looks tipsy** Jun 24 09:54:49 A: I'm coming to say goodbye now, I can't stay up like I used to Jun 24 09:56:50 * Morgan gets up and hugs her Jun 24 09:57:01 Sleep well Jun 24 09:58:11 **He can feel the baby kick against his stomach as he hugs her. Again, it reminds him of Jana strongly* Jun 24 09:59:10 * Morgan looks down at the bump Jun 24 09:59:14 and you need to calm down Jun 24 10:00:02 A: *she laughs* It makes it very hard to get to sleep, even when I'm so tired! Jun 24 10:01:14 **Molly hugs Maelwys "I think we might be leaving before long so I'll say goodbye now, just incase" Jun 24 10:02:32 *Maelwys picks her up off the floor as he hugs her* I've never 'ad me 'ands on a Dutchess b'fore *he grins at Morgan* Jun 24 10:03:36 You mean you don't see Anna as a duchess in your heart? For shame, Maelwys... Jun 24 10:05:01 **Anna blushes, and Molly giggles. Maelwys puts her down, and hugs Morgan** Nay, my Anna's no Dutchess... Jun 24 10:06:59 * Morgan squeezes his friend Jun 24 10:07:21 Take care my friend Jun 24 10:08:32 * Molly gives Anna a hug, and Morgan can hear her thoughts spill over [[and watch over and protect her and the baby in the months ahead, amen.]] Jun 24 10:09:20 **Maelwys slaps his back** An' ye. Bring yer boy nex' time, aye? Jun 24 10:09:47 aye, we will Jun 24 10:10:09 A: *she looks at Morgan* Don't stay away too long, you hear? Jun 24 10:10:33 We'll try... lots to do Jun 24 10:11:11 M: Don' forget th' guitar Jun 24 10:12:38 I've got one on the ship, a gift from my brother... I'll leave this one with you, gives me an excuse to come back Jun 24 10:13:10 A: You never need an excuse, our door is always open, no matter what Jun 24 10:13:52 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:14:32 **Maelwys looks at Anna with a big grin. She watches him, looking amused but wary "what?" He continues to grin, then looks at Morgan "My Anna isn't a dutchess because she's..." Anna rolls her eyes, obviously bracing herself for something Jun 24 10:18:31 **Maelwys yells "QUEEN OF THE TAVERN!" and he scoops her up in a cradling carry. The people start to clap and cheer, parting to allow them through. A song starts up in Innish, the lyrics to which are rather rude about a queen and a lowly goatherd. With a nod of his head to Morgan, Maelwys walks her through the gap, the loudest singer of all. Anna waves to them over his shoulder. Jun 24 10:19:06 I swear he gets worse Jun 24 10:19:14 * Molly smiles Jun 24 10:19:29 I think you're right. They're so happy though Jun 24 10:19:34 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:20:17 **The crowd has refilled the gap. The room just feels a little bit smaller with Maelwys and Anna gone. Jun 24 10:20:46 I think perhaps we should go. I'd like to get on the road home early tomorrow Jun 24 10:20:52 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:20:53 as you wish Jun 24 10:22:14 * Molly looks around. Evie and Ayden look very busy with a crowd of people. Evie gives them a quick wave in return to Molly's, and Molly wraps her shawl around herself tightly Jun 24 10:22:30 Where do you think Claudia is? Jun 24 10:22:37 I've no idea actually Jun 24 10:23:08 Maybe she's with the carriage? Jun 24 10:23:16 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 10:23:20 best find her before we go Jun 24 10:24:46 **He spots Claudia coming down the stairs from the guest accommodation upstairs** Jun 24 10:24:58 * Molly is still looking around the room Jun 24 10:25:06 found her Jun 24 10:27:15 * Molly nods. With a gesture to tell Claudia they're leaving, they're soon outside and getting into the carriage. It's very dark out now, but still dry. Molly sits beside him, closing her eyes. Claudia sits opposite, watching him Jun 24 10:28:24 $You owe me$ Jun 24 10:28:31 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 24 10:28:38 * Morgan looks confused Jun 24 10:28:43 $why?$ Jun 24 10:29:44 $Five guilders for a bribe, and fifteen minutes of listening to Dau screw that awful woman$ Jun 24 10:30:09 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:30:16 $fair enough$ Jun 24 10:31:04 $they had a row first$ Jun 24 10:31:24 $Any idea what about?$ Jun 24 10:32:06 $Molly, winter prince, someone called Curtis?$ Jun 24 10:32:51 $Molly's betrothed, before he died$ Jun 24 10:33:14 $Molly was betrothed?$ Jun 24 10:33:33 $Thats what I said$ Jun 24 10:34:11 $Later then. Sounded like he said something Castillean too$ Jun 24 10:34:37 $unusual$ Jun 24 10:34:57 $Another name, I think$ Jun 24 10:35:05 $what?$ Jun 24 10:36:43 $rocket-ess de mar$ ((this is probably Roquetas De Mar, the place Molly said Kai told her was where his sister is)) Jun 24 10:37:04 $Its where his sister is$ Jun 24 10:37:56 * Claudia nods $wish they'd been talking Eisen, but the only time he did it wasn't something worth knowing Jun 24 10:38:24 $tell me anyway$ Jun 24 10:38:54 * Claudia has a look of disgust, even in the low light $just sex talk$ Jun 24 10:39:23 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:40:48 **The coach rolls on, noone talking. They alight in Winterbourne Monkton, and Claudia catches his arm. Jun 24 10:41:19 I'll write down everything I can remember, but you should get some rest. Jun 24 10:41:40 **Molly is thanking the coachman, out of earshot Jun 24 10:42:02 I don't see that in my future just yet Jun 24 10:42:30 Hows the flashbacks now? *she looks genuinely concerned* Jun 24 10:43:08 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 10:43:11 they come and go Jun 24 10:44:38 * Claudia nods Jun 24 10:45:12 Like this last year? Jun 24 10:46:22 last year was different... monsters and such Jun 24 10:46:32 * Claudia nods Jun 24 10:46:51 Alright. Wake me if you need me Jun 24 10:47:00 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:47:03 thank you Jun 24 10:47:11 * Claudia clasps his arm as usual Jun 24 10:51:48 * Claudia goes, and they get to their room. Molly is undoing her boots when she asks how he is faring. Jun 24 10:52:15 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 24 10:52:44 I'm alright Jun 24 10:53:20 I am glad to hear it. Did you enjoy the day at all? Jun 24 10:53:40 * Morgan nods Jun 24 10:53:42 aye, I did Jun 24 10:53:45 and you? Jun 24 10:54:25 I definitely did, but I'm tired now, in truth. I might even be too tired to try to take you to task over not telling me *she smiles, continuing to prepare for bed* Jun 24 10:55:09 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 10:55:10 as you wish Jun 24 10:55:40 Unless you were looking forward to it? *barefoot, she starts on her dress* Jun 24 10:56:04 Not paricularly Jun 24 10:56:14 You'll say you didn't want to worry me or spoil they day, I'll say I understand but I think you should have told me, we'd agree to disagree, and so on. *she smiles, yawning* Jun 24 10:56:31 Not exactly Jun 24 10:56:57 No? Well, that is a surprise Jun 24 10:58:36 * Molly makes swift work of getting down to her shift and ready for bed Jun 24 10:58:43 Another time then? Jun 24 10:58:59 If you wish Jun 24 10:59:09 * Molly frowns a little Jun 24 10:59:17 What do _you_ wish? Jun 24 11:00:00 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 11:00:37 * Molly looks deeply concerned, brushing out her hair Jun 24 11:00:54 Liebes herz... what's wrong? What have I done? Jun 24 11:01:19 Nothing... you have taken exception to something I have done, what is done about it is not my choice Jun 24 11:02:03 It doesn't matter, liebling. You will have had a reason, and I know your motives are always for my good Jun 24 11:02:33 * Morgan nods Jun 24 11:02:58 I'm not cross Jun 24 11:03:22 I'm glad to hear that Jun 24 11:04:20 Are you getting ready for bed, my love? Jun 24 11:04:58 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Jun 24 11:05:03 though I'm not looking forward to it Jun 24 11:05:53 I would imagine not. I wish I could help you, take it from you **Molly yawns again. She gets him set up with his nightmare preparation before sorting out pinning the cloth inside her shift. If she has any inclination towards intimacy, she gives zero indication of it. She blows out the candle and slips in beside him. Jun 24 11:06:31 Should I sing? Jun 24 11:06:55 No, you should go to sleep Jun 24 11:07:15 I will when you are asleep. Jun 24 11:07:42 * Morgan frowns but settles down Jun 24 11:07:51 **Molly starts to sing the Vesten song about putting the little bird to sleep** ((interrupts or doesn't?)) Jun 24 11:08:03 ((no)) Jun 24 11:08:19 **He must be more tired than he thinks, because he's asleep immediately* Jun 24 11:14:44 **One or two? He can't decide how much bread they'll need. Jana must be having a growth spurt, because along with out-growing her shoes she's eating her bodyweight in toasted bread. He can still faintly smell the strawberry jam she smeared in his beard. The marketplace is fairly busy, the warm september day bringing out shoppers, so he doesn't spot Adalbrecht until he is right beside him. Jun 24 11:14:44 The conversation is polite and civil, especially as they are being watched, but Morgan is still aware of his Father's quiet disapproval. He tells him about Jana chasing the rooster, and how she needs new shoes, when suddenly whoever is stood behind him beside the bread stall stumbles into him, giving Morgan a fraction of a second to steady them. Jun 24 11:16:32 * Morgan does so Jun 24 11:16:42 **The young woman is well-dressed, certainly noble. Her hair is a dark red, and the only thing he can liken it to is the colour of the flames when burning the black wood of the Schwarzenwald. He feels vaguely like he's seen her somewhere before. She looks confused, speaking Eisen but without much of an accent** Oh, excuse me, I am so sorry. Jun 24 11:17:24 No, its fine... are you alright? Jun 24 11:17:57 * Molly looks him over, seeming to linger on his neck and his left hand. She brushes down her skirt of royal blue satin. "Thank you, yes. I hate to bother you, my lord, but I've been travelling for more than two weeks… *she looks a little embarrassed* could you tell me what date it is?" Jun 24 11:21:37 21st Jun 24 11:21:47 Of...? Jun 24 11:22:43 **Beside Morgan, Adalbrecht seems curious Jun 24 11:23:17 * Morgan frowns Jun 24 11:23:23 september... Jun 24 11:23:49 * Molly pales, glancing around the village square "Oh. Oh, I see." Jun 24 11:23:56 is that a problem? Jun 24 11:24:41 Hmm? No... *she finds a rallying smile* I hoped to be at my destination by now, that's all Jun 24 11:25:14 **Adalbrecht looks her over, then bows* My Lady. I am Graf Sudlachenburg, this is my son… Morgan. Jun 24 11:27:56 * Molly frowns a little, looking at Morgan's expression a moment Jun 24 11:29:41 * Morgan looks slightly surprised Jun 24 11:29:51 * Molly moves her gaze, watching past Morgan to Adalbrecht Jun 24 11:29:51 Your _Veisgraf_, Morgan. Jun 24 11:30:07 * Morgan nods Jun 24 11:30:13 *Adalbrecht nods briefly, not looking too pleased with the correction* Jun 24 11:30:48 * Molly turns to Morgan, smiling "Good afternoon, my Lord. I am Molly- *he can tell from her micro-expression that she's going to give a fake name* Ascania, daughter of the Duke and Duchess Anhalt. Jun 24 11:31:30 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 24 11:31:31 are you Jun 24 11:32:02 * Molly blinks rapidly. Adalbrecht looks at Morgan Jun 24 11:33:02 A: You're being rude, Morgan. My lady, you have Sudlachenburg's hospitality. Your family is highly respected. Jun 24 11:33:15 * Morgan tilts his head Jun 24 11:34:11 * Molly looks at them a moment "My apologies, _I_ am being rude. I will leave you to your discussion. Good day" Jun 24 11:34:59 I would of course never mean to be rude to a member of the Ascania family... Jun 24 11:35:15 * Molly smiles at him, then moves away from them and the stall Jun 24 11:35:47 **Adalbrecht is still watching her over Morgan's shoulder** Something about Jana's shoes? Jun 24 11:37:00 * Morgan nods Jun 24 11:37:40 SHe's grown... Jun 24 11:38:19 **Adalbrecht nods, vaguely agreeing that children do that and then Grunhelm is calling him. He gives another look to the redhead. She's sat on the well, frowning deeply, talking to herself. Jun 24 11:39:01 * Morgan heads towards her Jun 24 11:39:54 * Molly doesn't notice him approach speaking quietly Jun 24 11:40:06 Three, two, one. Jun 24 11:40:20 * Morgan slows, watching her Jun 24 11:40:41 * Molly is running a piece of light blue ribbon through her hands, frowning Jun 24 11:41:28 are you alright? Jun 24 11:41:58 * Molly looks up, pausing a moment, then nods Jun 24 11:42:14 Yes, thank you. Are you? Jun 24 11:42:40 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 11:42:49 a little confused perhaps Jun 24 11:43:12 You are in conflict with your Father. Most wouldn't be able to tell... Jun 24 11:43:55 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 24 11:44:01 and you are not who you say you are... Jun 24 11:44:35 What makes you say so? Jun 24 11:44:47 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 11:45:13 **Noone comes near, but he can feel the eyes of the village people on them, almost hear the gossip* Jun 24 11:45:15 the hesitation before you chose a name... the fact you then had to tell us who the family are... Jun 24 11:45:31 * Molly smiles Jun 24 11:45:40 Hmmm you're good at that Jun 24 11:46:09 * Morgan nods Jun 24 11:46:10 not bad Jun 24 11:46:58 * Molly , smiling, watches him a long moment, then theres a micro-expression of pain before she looks away Jun 24 11:47:07 I am looking for a house Jun 24 11:47:15 oh? Jun 24 11:47:29 It is in the Schwarzenwald Jun 24 11:47:44 * Molly weaves the ribbon through her fingers Jun 24 11:47:48 Theus knows why you'd want to find a house there Jun 24 11:48:11 Indeed he does *she smiles again* Jun 24 11:49:35 he'd be about the only one mind... Jun 24 11:49:53 **The whispering is getting a little louder, and his sharp ears tell him people are wondering who she is and why he's talking to her* I need a guide. I have a map. Jun 24 11:51:37 oh really? Jun 24 11:51:52 you'll be lucky to find a guide here... Jun 24 11:51:57 * Molly tilts her head, smiling again Jun 24 11:52:02 Be my guide? Jun 24 11:52:37 * Morgan looks confused Jun 24 11:53:00 You've been out there, in the Schwarzenwald Jun 24 11:53:34 I have Jun 24 11:53:39 * Molly ties the ribbon around her wrist Jun 24 11:53:46 Who better then? Jun 24 11:54:51 I'm not sure the rumour mill could handle my escorting you Jun 24 11:55:18 * Molly looks to think about this Jun 24 11:56:02 Hmm... then I must impose on the hospitality offered by your Father, and insist that you do Jun 24 11:56:44 Were you who you claim to be, I'd have to agree... Jun 24 11:57:08 * Molly frowns a little Jun 24 11:58:00 If I can tell you something you can see I'm not lying about, would you trust my right to keep my full identity secret? Jun 24 11:58:29 * Morgan thinks about it Jun 24 11:59:26 * Molly just watches whilst he decides Jun 24 11:59:53 I think maybe is the best I can offer... depends on how it affects Sudlachenburg Jun 24 12:00:39 My future allegiance to Sudlachenburg will only be beneficial for you. Jun 24 12:00:47 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 12:00:49 alright Jun 24 12:00:58 * Molly looks at him Jun 24 12:02:14 I am a Duchess of Eisen. I want to find the house because there's something there I need to know. I can't tell you my true identity because I am here covertly Jun 24 12:02:29 * Molly clearly is being truthful Jun 24 12:02:50 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 12:02:51 alright Jun 24 12:03:00 * Molly looks relieved Jun 24 12:03:14 Alright, thank you. We should be back tomorrow Jun 24 12:03:30 best tell the Graf... Jun 24 12:03:43 * Molly blinks rapidly Jun 24 12:04:00 Ah yes. Jun 24 12:04:12 Don't want him jumping to the wrong conclusion... Jun 24 12:04:50 * Molly 's micro-expression shows pain again, but she smiles Jun 24 12:05:10 I will collect my things a moment and meet you back here? Jun 24 12:05:14 * Morgan nods Jun 24 12:06:24 **Adalbrecht is stood across the square, talking to Grunhelm, and watching them. Morgan arrives at Adalbrecht almost without realising he's even walked* Jun 24 12:06:50 * Molly is now known as Adalbrecht Jun 24 12:07:22 * Adalbrecht gives Grunhelm a nod that sends the sheriff out of earshot Jun 24 12:07:25 Well? Jun 24 12:08:10 My Lord, the lady wishes to impose upon Sudlachenburgs hospitality in the form of a guide... me, specifically Jun 24 12:09:01 As she wishes. A trade alliance with the Ascanias would be very profitable. Jun 24 12:09:32 very well Jun 24 12:09:48 *he looks serious* A Duke's daughter would have been an excellent match for a future Graf. Jun 24 12:10:25 * Morgan sighs Jun 24 12:10:29 are we going to do this again? Jun 24 12:10:46 * Adalbrecht folds his arms Jun 24 12:11:53 Make her inclined to pass on good word of our hospitality and respectability to her Father. Jun 24 12:12:12 as my lord wishes Jun 24 12:13:12 Do not mess this up, Morgan. The friendship of the Ascanias could go a long way to undoing the damage to our reputation Jun 24 12:13:55 * Morgan glares at his father Jun 24 12:14:06 If I am not trusted to do this, feel free to do it yourself Jun 24 12:14:32 * Adalbrecht nods curtly Jun 24 12:15:13 Report back to me when she has done with you. Bring her to Die Dauerhaftigkeit if she wants our hospitality for the night. Jun 24 12:15:37 * Morgan nods slightly before turning and walking away Jun 24 12:15:45 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Jun 24 12:16:54 * Molly is waiting by the well, looking around. She has a purple leather backpack, and a bow of white with a quiver of arrows that look to be sporting crow feathers. Jun 24 12:17:37 I trust you're not expecting my help with that thing Jun 24 12:17:45 * Molly smiles Jun 24 12:18:00 I am somewhat capable with it Jun 24 12:18:53 Shall we go? I think horses will only slow us down Jun 24 12:18:59 as you wish Jun 24 12:34:37 * Molly smiles Jun 24 12:34:50 I think I have everything we may need Jun 24 12:35:16 * Morgan nods Jun 24 12:35:17 good Jun 24 12:37:03 * Molly hands him the map. People are definitely interested and gossiping. The house is on the banks of the Sudlache, east south east of a small familiar clearing. To get there, they need to go through the grounds of Die Dauerhaftigkeit, and to get _there_, they can go by the main route from the village, or the path which has a turn off for his cottage Jun 24 12:38:21 * Morgan nods before setting off down the main road Jun 24 12:39:20 * Molly is quiet, looking around. She doesn't seem unfamiliar with the area Jun 24 12:39:34 you've been here before.... Jun 24 12:39:41 Mmmhmm Jun 24 12:42:30 **He can see Claudia's shack in the distance. He had thought she'd been away somewhere training for some Freiarr, but there's a couple of shirts strung up between two trees in the dirt yard around it Jun 24 12:43:18 * Molly looks in that direction too before turning her attention back to the road Jun 24 12:43:31 * Morgan makes a 'huh' before carrying on Jun 24 12:43:44 Something wrong? Jun 24 12:44:34 No, just something I wasn't expecting... how come you didn't tell the Graf you were here last time? Jun 24 12:44:48 * Molly smiles Jun 24 12:45:09 It wouldn't be very covert if I went around announcing myself, would it? Jun 24 12:45:24 * Morgan frowns Jun 24 12:45:28 can't say I like the idea of that Jun 24 12:45:35 * Molly nods Jun 24 12:45:45 I'm not surprised Jun 24 12:46:47 **There's a big puddle in their path, strange as it's not rained since the day before yesterday** Jun 24 12:47:04 odd Jun 24 12:47:12 * Molly nods Jun 24 12:47:16 Aye Jun 24 12:47:33 * Molly looks at it Jun 24 12:47:38 Looks deep too Jun 24 12:47:49 * Morgan nods, looking at it Jun 24 12:47:52 very odd Jun 24 12:48:29 What we need is... *she looks around at the edge of the path, concentrating* ... a fallen tree Jun 24 12:49:01 **he spots one on his side of the path Jun 24 12:50:00 * Morgan nods and clambers over to it Jun 24 12:50:17 **its easily reached and moved Jun 24 12:50:46 * Morgan drags it into place Jun 24 12:51:01 * Molly smiles warmly Jun 24 12:51:04 Excellent Jun 24 12:51:38 **Theres a flutter of wings from up above Jun 24 12:53:12 * Molly goes to the end of the makeshift bridge, and curtsies to him "Why thank you, your excellency!" And she giggles and she raises her skirt to just below knee height and crosses it with ease Jun 24 12:53:50 sorry? Jun 24 12:54:12 * Molly stops watching him over the puddle Jun 24 12:54:40 Oh! My husband, I call him that. Force of habit Jun 24 12:55:21 * Morgan watches her as he crosses the puddle Jun 24 12:56:58 * Molly continues walking on. Very soon they come to another fallen tree, except its huge and fully blocking the path. She frowns. Jun 24 12:57:16 We're going to have to go the other way, arent we... Jun 24 12:57:51 Its looking that way... I'm surprised the Graf didn't mention this, though Jun 24 12:58:14 * Molly nods. Above them, a crow caws Jun 24 12:58:38 Do we cut through the trees, or return to the village? Jun 24 12:59:05 * Molly obviously has a decent grasp of the local layout Jun 24 12:59:40 Through the trees is quicker... Jun 24 12:59:51 But dont touch the trees... Jun 24 13:00:07 * Morgan nods Jun 24 13:00:09 exactly Jun 24 13:00:19 * Molly looks south, squaring her shoulders Jun 24 13:00:22 Alright Jun 24 13:00:33 Where in Eisen are you from? Jun 24 13:01:11 * Molly thinks about this, clearly cherry-picking Jun 24 13:01:14 Fischler Jun 24 13:01:58 uh huh Jun 24 13:02:35 * Molly picks her way through the woods, careful of the trees, and above the crow follows them Jun 24 13:04:20 * Molly says something quietly to herself... five, four, three... Jun 24 13:05:43 * Morgan glances at her, speaking in Avalonian Jun 24 13:05:48 what are you counting? Jun 24 13:09:23 * Molly just shakes her head Jun 24 13:09:40 Doesn't matter. We're almost at the other path Jun 24 13:10:08 uh huh Jun 24 13:11:09 * Molly gets onto the path. There's immediately a smell of smoke, not something minor, something serious Jun 24 13:11:51 * Morgan looks around, trying to gauge its source Jun 24 13:12:17 **The crow lands in the trees above them, cawing loudly, bigger than he has ever seen. Molly doesn't look at it. Instead, she mutters "Fuck" in Avalonian Jun 24 13:12:49 **There's smoke, and it's in the direction of his cottage** Jun 24 13:12:59 what the hell Jun 24 13:13:18 "Vera farin martröð!" *She shouts, looking up around the tree cover.* Jun 24 13:13:34 * Morgan looks at her, confused Jun 24 13:14:04 * Molly is paying no attention to him. She looks genuinely panicked Jun 24 13:14:15 You are not strong enough, Iselilija **The crow replies in a human voice. The word is said Ee-suh-lily-yah. Ise means pure in old high Eisen and vesten. The voice is strong, male, older* Jun 24 13:15:47 * Morgan moves off the path, back against a tree Jun 24 13:16:07 **The smoke is getting thicker, it doesn't smell like someone burning back shrubbery or tree branches, it's more acrid than that. Paint, treated wood... maybe linen too* Jun 24 13:17:02 * Molly stays where she is, again shouting upwards Jun 24 13:17:24 I am! I have to be! **she looks like she might cry** Jun 24 13:18:54 **He has the realisation that noone else's house is close enough to smell like a burning house along this part of the path** Jun 24 13:19:32 * Morgan swears, setting off at a run Jun 24 13:19:57 * Molly chases him as fast as she can, and the crow follows Jun 24 13:20:28 Crow: You cannot do anything, it is too strong. Your changes will only make it worse. Jun 24 13:22:24 **The distance seems so much longer, despite his speed. Somehow she's matching him, the crow likewise* M: I can't do nothing,  I have to end this for him! Crow: You will get hurt,  Iselilija. You will make it worse. Jun 24 13:22:53 * Morgan tucks down his head, running faster Jun 24 13:23:16 **They reach the turn off for the cottage. She grabs his arm, tears down her cheeks* Stop, please. Jun 24 13:23:59 * Morgan pulls away from her Jun 24 13:24:28 **Molly rapidly ties a blue ribbon to one of the branches, but there's crunching footsteps before she can explain.** Jun 24 13:24:29 **Heinzharold looks sooty, and absolutely devastated, his head bowed and shoulders sagging. He's obviously been crying.It reminds Morgan of the day he'd come to Die Dauerhaftigkeit to tell Morgan his Father had been killed. Beside Morgan, Molly winces** Jun 24 13:26:08 * Morgan grabs hold of him Jun 24 13:26:11 whats going on? Jun 24 13:26:19 HH: I'm sorry. We did everything we could, but the smoke… *he swallows hard, shaking his head* Jun 24 13:27:12 * Morgan tries to get past him Jun 24 13:27:47 HH: **he tries to hold Morgan back, but doesn't manage it Jun 24 13:28:12 **Even from a distance, he can see the damage to the cottage and the last of the smoke dispersing. It's not ruined, but it's obvious what has happened. On his lawn, his bedsheets cover the bodies completely. Knelt beside them, Claudia is even more sooty than HH, and some of her top is obviously burnt, as well as her arms. Just like his best friend, she looks heartbroken. Jun 24 13:29:16 no... no no no Jun 24 13:29:20 * Morgan rushes to them Jun 24 13:29:31 Crow: Undo it, Iselilija, before you accidentally set this in stone. Do you truly want him having this version instead? Jun 24 13:29:31 M: No, I don't think I want him seeing this. It's going to hurt, isn't it? Jun 24 13:29:31 Crow: Greatly. Jun 24 13:30:19 * Molly closes her eyes, grinding her teeth together. He starts to feel very dizzy, like the ground is hurtling towards him. He wakes with a jolt. Jun 24 13:30:37 * Morgan scrambles out of bed Jun 24 13:32:28 * Molly wakes from his movement, before inhaling sharply and making an Mmm noise. Her voice is fairly calm and quietly Jun 24 13:32:32 Liebling? Jun 24 13:32:42 what the _hell_ was that Jun 24 13:33:23 What was what? *she breathes deeply* Do you want me to light the candle? Jun 24 13:34:04 * Morgan takes a deep breath Jun 24 13:34:05 yes Jun 24 13:35:04 * Molly sits up. The breath rushes out of her. Jun 24 13:35:19 Alright. Jun 24 13:35:53 * Molly moves gingerly to the tinder box and candle, lighting it Jun 24 13:36:29 * Morgan backs his way into a corner Jun 24 13:37:20 * Molly stands, going to their bag. She glances over her shoulder Jun 24 13:37:23 Scotch? Jun 24 13:37:34 aye Jun 24 13:38:11 * Molly bends, rolling the bottle to him. For a moment as she stands she looks like she may faint Jun 24 13:38:24 whats wrong? Jun 24 13:39:36 I'm alright. Talk to me. **she takes something from their bag, and disappears behind the small privacy screen** Jun 24 13:39:51 You're clearly not alright... don't take me for an idiot Jun 24 13:40:26 I have a splitting headache, and my course has started Jun 24 13:42:07 can you do anything about it? Jun 24 13:42:17 **Theres the sound of water being poured into the wash bowl, the ceramics clanging together briefly** Jun 24 13:42:22 The headache, yes Jun 24 13:43:23 ((Distress and desperation?)) Jun 24 13:43:50 ((fairly high)) Jun 24 13:44:15 **His fingers are tingling, and its gradually increasing** Jun 24 13:44:37 * Morgan mutters pulling his clothes on Jun 24 13:45:08 **he feels the prickle of magic on the back of his neck Jun 24 13:48:01 **Molly is back out just before he's dressed. She doesn't sit, instead standing with a hand on her lower back. She watches him Jun 24 13:48:12 What's going on, liebling? Jun 24 13:48:29 I need to get outside Jun 24 13:48:50 Do you want me to use the magic to help you? Jun 24 13:49:07 * Morgan looks conflicted Jun 24 13:49:45 * Molly looks compassionate Jun 24 13:49:51 I only wish to help Jun 24 13:51:52 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 24 13:52:12 * Molly comes to him, placing her hand on his chest Jun 24 13:52:23 You're like ice... Jun 24 13:54:23 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jun 24 13:54:41 **a gentle warmth spreads from his chest, tingly like the back of his neck. She says "Shhh..." and his heart slows to normal, his body settling back down. The magical tingling in his fingers disappears. He's still mentally upset, but the physiological responses have stopped* Jun 24 13:56:31 * Morgan rubs his fingers before picking up the whiskey and taking a long drink from it Jun 24 13:56:36 * Molly moves away, gently pacing the room Jun 24 13:57:31 I wonder what time it is ((is about five thirty, more than two hours til dawn )) Jun 24 13:58:25 somewhere after five Jun 24 13:58:31 Oh good Jun 24 13:59:38 Can I do anything else? Jun 24 14:00:00 did you dream? Jun 24 14:00:20 * Molly shakes her head Jun 24 14:00:48 No, I don't think so. It took me a long while to fall asleep Jun 24 14:02:17 * Morgan frowns Jun 24 14:02:19 very well Jun 24 14:03:00 Why, liebling? Jun 24 14:04:29 I had another of those dreams where... someone was trying to alter my nightmare Jun 24 14:04:47 * Molly frowns Jun 24 14:05:05 That's strange. Like with the Schattenmann? Jun 24 14:05:47 similar Jun 24 14:06:07 * Molly goes to the window, lifting it. The cool night breeze comes in Jun 24 14:06:20 Do you wish to talk about it? Jun 24 14:07:36 No. Because right now I'm very angry about it Jun 24 14:11:37 * Molly nods Jun 24 14:12:18 Alright liebling. Would you like me to see if I can find some breakfast? Jun 24 14:13:30 No, I think you need to rest more Jun 24 14:13:57 * Molly nods a little Jun 24 14:14:04 Are you leaving? Jun 24 14:14:57 * Morgan nods Jun 24 14:15:00 I need to get outside Jun 24 14:15:19 * Molly nods again Jun 24 14:15:24 Alright Jun 24 14:16:13 * Morgan nods, heading towards the door Jun 24 14:16:28 * Molly sits back down on the bed, watching him go Jun 24 14:17:57 * Morgan heads out the door Jun 24 14:18:07 **Its still dark when he's made his way out of the tavern. There is enough moonlight to just about see by, but he knows Winterbourne Monkton fairly well Jun 24 14:18:41 ((Where does he go, how long is he gone?)) Jun 24 14:20:18 ((out into the fields for about half an hour)) Jun 24 14:21:40 **The world is very quiet whilst he is out, and the work in the tavern they're staying at is just beginning when he gets back, quiet laughter in the kitchen Jun 24 14:23:07 ((He could go back to his room, find Claudia, go to the kitchens)) Jun 24 14:23:20 * Morgan heads to the kitchen Jun 24 14:24:04 **the servants there are making breakfast, but the smell that most hits him is toasted bread with strawberry jam Jun 24 14:24:42 * Morgan shakes himself out of it Jun 24 14:24:56 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 24 14:25:09 * Claudia walks right into the back of him Jun 24 14:25:18 Ugh Jun 24 14:25:40 * Morgan looks at her Jun 24 14:25:44 do you mind? Jun 24 14:26:00 Yes, you're in between me and coffes Jun 24 14:26:05 Coffee* Jun 24 14:26:13 * Morgan moves out of the way Jun 24 14:26:56 * Claudia goes in and gets some. She looks Morgan over ((expression and body language?)) Jun 24 14:27:19 * Morgan is slumped and looks miserable Jun 24 14:27:46 Tell them I said sorry, it's an emergency, would ya? Jun 24 14:28:22 who? why? Jun 24 14:28:30 * Claudia sticks two guilders on the counter, taking a jug and two cups. Jun 24 14:28:44 The staff. I dont know how to say it in Avalonian Jun 24 14:28:53 whats the emergency? Jun 24 14:28:57 Your face Jun 24 14:29:15 * Morgan sighs slightly, nodding Jun 24 14:30:07 * Claudia takes it through to the tap room, thumping down two chairs from the table to the floor before flopping into one Jun 24 14:30:10 So? Jun 24 14:30:24 so? Jun 24 14:30:43 What's up? Jun 24 14:31:46 * Claudia pours the coffee, sliding some to him Jun 24 14:31:56 rough night Jun 24 14:32:07 * Claudia nods Jun 24 14:32:26 Get a coach, you can sleep to Carleon Jun 24 14:33:22 maybe Jun 24 14:33:26 * Morgan sips the coffee Jun 24 14:33:33 You look like shit, no offense Jun 24 14:34:57 * Claudia sips hers too Jun 24 14:35:18 Thanks. I feel like it Jun 24 14:35:33 Where's Molly? Why isn't she down here with you? Jun 24 14:36:25 I went for a walk to clear my head. She's resting. Jun 24 14:36:36 * Claudia nods Jun 24 14:37:07 Wanna trade? I kept hearing Dau making sex noises every time I drifted off Jun 24 14:38:01 * Morgan says nothing, sipping his coffee Jun 24 14:38:14 * Claudia raises her eyebrows Jun 24 14:38:21 As bad as that then Jun 24 14:38:54 * Morgan nods Jun 24 14:39:49 Heading off at first light? Jun 24 14:40:39 Molly wanted to get moving early Jun 24 14:41:27 Once we've had coffee, go and get some practice. I'll see to Molly and the horses, or carriage if you want it Jun 24 14:43:05 * Morgan nods Jun 24 14:43:08 alright Jun 24 14:44:22 **This is what they do. By the time dawn has arrived, there's a coach and two loose horses in the coach yard. Molly and Claudia are waiting for him, watching him Jun 24 14:45:52 **Molly gives him a gentle smile* I'm going to rude in the coach, but you can do whatever you wish, liebling Jun 24 14:45:59 Ride* Jun 24 14:46:26 I'll ride in the coach, maybe I can actually get some rest Jun 24 14:47:34 **This gets arranged, and they pull away. Molly is sat facing backwards watching from the window just as she did when they first went to Carleon. She glances at him Jun 24 14:47:40 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 24 14:48:04 Did you need to stay longer in Carleon, or have you completed your business there? Jun 24 14:48:26 No, best not linger Jun 24 14:48:39 Will we go to the island next? Jun 24 14:49:03 I suppose we should take a look at it Jun 24 14:49:10 * Molly nods Jun 24 14:50:03 That will be an adventure. *she takes a little book from her bag* I'll let you rest, my love Jun 24 15:21:01 **he dozes. It seems like only a few moments later that Molly gently shakes his shoulder** Liebling, we're back on the dock **his stomach rumbles loudly, and it must be around three o'clock** Jun 24 15:26:46 * Morgan stretches Jun 24 15:26:50 a;right Jun 24 15:27:32 * Molly smiles, but there's a tension there Jun 24 15:27:43 what? Jun 24 15:27:51 You slept a long time, you must have needed it Jun 24 15:28:29 * Morgan nods Jun 24 15:28:33 I suppose so Jun 24 15:28:40 **its the best part of seven hours, longer than he normally sleeps at night** Jun 24 15:29:17 * Molly puts the book away Jun 24 15:29:30 Nightmares again? Jun 24 15:29:49 last night, aye Jun 24 15:29:56 * Molly shrugs a little, straightening her skirt Jun 24 15:30:07 I meant on the trip Jun 24 15:30:46 No, none Jun 24 15:31:32 Oh. You said her name is all Jun 24 15:32:49 * Morgan frowns Jun 24 15:32:57 strange. I didn't dream at all Jun 24 15:33:07 **Claudia opens the door** come on then Jun 24 15:33:43 * Molly shrugs, getting out and thanking Claudia Jun 24 15:33:52 * Morgan climbs out after her Jun 24 15:34:13 * Molly looks up at the ship with a smile Jun 24 15:34:20 I'm glad to be back Jun 24 15:34:51 * Morgan looks it over before nodding Jun 24 15:35:16 **Varick, Heinzharold and Inga are all on deck waiting for them. Molly goes on up, touching the horseshoe. Varick wraps himself around her legs, and she bends down to hug him tightly. Jun 24 15:36:11 **HH comes over to Morgan. He looks much more cheerful than the sooty, heartbroken version Morgan dreamt of* Jun 24 15:37:00 HH: And so, our almighty leader returned, swathed in glory and the the blood of his foes! Jun 24 15:37:27 * Morgan rubs his forehead Jun 24 15:37:30 its good to see you Jun 24 15:38:09 HH: *he hugs him, speaking quietly* 'Ow are you? Jun 24 15:38:45 struggling a little... rough night Jun 24 15:38:54 **Molly lays her hand on the deck, saying something quietly. Then she goes to hug Inga, and they talk even quieter than that Jun 24 15:39:23 HH: Anything I can do? Jun 24 15:39:57 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 24 15:40:52 HH: *he pats Morgan's upper arm* saw an apple tree in Regent's Park, if yer worship fancies it Jun 24 15:41:10 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 15:41:14 I could stand to Jun 24 15:41:20 **Varick leaps at Morgan. Claudia doesn't stay on deck longer than to incline her head to HH and Inga before going below.** Jun 24 15:41:33 V: Morgan, I missed you!! Jun 24 15:41:49 I've missed you... Have you had a good time? Jun 24 15:42:01 * Molly glances at Morgan Jun 24 15:42:30 Inga and I are going to get some coffee and have a chat. I'll see you in a while? Jun 24 15:43:59 * Morgan nods Jun 24 15:44:04 very well Jun 24 15:44:20 V: We played in the Park. I said please and thank you in Avalonian. We went to the church for you. Jun 24 15:44:35 * Molly and Inga go below Jun 24 15:44:42 * Molly is now known as Varick Jun 24 15:44:52 Thank you... that means a lot to me Jun 24 15:45:11 * Varick hugs him tighter Jun 24 15:45:21 Were you okay without me? Jun 24 15:45:47 **HH watches Morgan over Varicks shoulder* Jun 24 15:46:19 I'll take you along next time, my friend Maelwys wanted to meet you Jun 24 15:46:31 Can Heinzharold come too? Jun 24 15:47:35 * Morgan nods Jun 24 15:47:39 I'd say so Jun 24 15:48:01 I've been climbing the rigging, do you want to see? Jun 24 15:48:18 * Morgan nods Jun 24 15:48:54 * Varick wriggles to get down, and runs to it, scaling it quickly Jun 24 15:49:54 **HH looks at Morgan** He's 'ad a lot of questions whilst you've been gone Jun 24 15:50:03 oh? Jun 24 15:50:42 HH: Dietlinde and Jana, what happened to them, why noone talks about them Jun 24 15:50:53 * Varick goes higher Jun 24 15:51:07 what did you tell him? Jun 24 15:52:47 HH: that there was a fire, noone knows why it happened, noone talks about them because they dont want to make you sad, and that he can talk to me if he wants Jun 24 15:53:05 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 15:53:42 HH: Does he know about the arsonist? Jun 24 15:54:11 I've not told him Jun 24 15:54:39 HH: He told me there's a body buried where the Forrester's new house is Jun 24 15:55:07 he's said similar to us Jun 24 15:56:02 HH: There's only four people who knew that. I made sure noone dug it up during the building down there Jun 24 15:56:56 * Morgan nods Jun 24 15:57:35 **HH looks at Morgan** Me, obviously. Claudia, the Graf, and Grunhelm. So where did it come from? Jun 24 15:57:55 You won't like the answer I'll give Jun 24 15:58:48 *HH watches him. Suddenly, Varick loses his footing, making a yelp* Jun 24 16:00:59 **HH moves quick as a whip before Morgan's even quite had time to register it, putting himself between the falling boy and the deck. Jun 24 16:02:47 **HH does an excellent job as an impact cushion, landing hard but preventing Varick from hitting the wood head first. There's a moment of silence before both HH and Varick register it* Jun 24 16:03:21 * Morgan rushes over Jun 24 16:05:13 **Varick starts to cry, reaching for Morgan** Jun 24 16:09:40 * Morgan picks him up, holding him close Jun 24 16:09:47 its alright... are you hurt? Jun 24 16:13:17 V: Scared *he sobs against Morgan* Jun 24 16:14:33 **HH gets up, looking fairly jovial, but Morgan can see two things; one, its shaken him, two, it's dislocated his shoulder Jun 24 16:16:27 HH: Not the first time I've had a Koertig drop from the sky on me! Jun 24 16:18:09 Its alright, you're fine... we've got you Jun 24 16:18:25 [need your help. HeinzHarold has dislocated his shoulder] Jun 24 16:18:59 [... alright, I'm coming] Jun 24 16:19:18 HH: Yer worship is too kind! Jun 24 16:19:33 * Morgan shifts Varick so he can get a look at him while talking to HeinzHarold Jun 24 16:19:38 I owe you Jun 24 16:20:12 HH: I'll take you tellin' my wife what a swoonworthy hero I am Jun 24 16:20:23 * Morgan nods Jun 24 16:20:24 done Jun 24 16:20:29 * Varick looks okay, just scared Jun 24 16:21:54 **Molly comes up on deck with Inga. She's smiling as if nothing is wrong** Liebes herz, I wond-... Oh no, what's happened! Jun 24 16:23:12 HeinzHarold has been heroic and, I'm instructed to say, swoon worthy, and has done his shoulder in Jun 24 16:24:35 **Inga goes to him, kissing him, and generally fussing over him. He looks happy with this, but can't move his left arm to embrace her Jun 24 16:25:33 **Molly looks at Morgan** We'd best get it back in then Jun 24 16:25:43 * Morgan nods Jun 24 16:25:48 [Are _you_ alright?] Jun 24 16:26:11 [bit of a scare] Jun 24 16:26:45 * Varick holds his arms out for Molly who takes him. He doesn't cry again, but holds tight Jun 24 16:27:06 [Alright, my love] Jun 24 16:27:36 M: Heinzharold, can you manage to get below deck? Jun 24 16:28:26 HH: *he nods* yes, yer Ex'lency, 's not my good arm anyway Jun 24 16:29:28 *He winks at Morgan, and Inga slaps his good arm, muttering "stop it, Heinzharold" * Jun 24 16:29:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Jun 24 16:29:57 come on, below deck Jun 24 16:30:39 *Molly just shakes her head with amusement, carrying Varick below. They all end up in the study. Varick seems to have perked up* Jun 24 16:30:50 Will we see his bones come out? Jun 24 16:31:11 * Varick asks Morgan Jun 24 16:31:22 No, its nothing like that bad Jun 24 16:31:35 I wanted to see his bones come out Jun 24 16:31:58 *Molly bites her lip, trying not to laugh* Jun 24 16:33:07 guess we'll have to try harder next time Jun 24 16:33:51 **HH fakes a dramatic groan, but Morgan knows him well enough to see the hint of pain around his eyes* Jun 24 16:34:43 **Molly takes a deep breath* Varick, sit on the couch please. Heinzharold, in the chair, shirt off. Jun 24 16:35:44 On the plus side, this'll 'urt less than having a field medic do it... Jun 24 16:35:52 **HH looks to Morgan, mouth opening to say something, and Morgan knows him well enough to know he should interrupt him** Jun 24 16:49:17 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 24 18:56:04 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 24 18:56:57 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 24 18:57:03 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 24 18:57:12 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 24 18:57:19 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 24 18:57:27 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 24 18:57:34 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 24 18:57:42 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 24 20:04:14 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jun 24 20:53:35 **HH gets his shirt off with Inga's help. Molly averts her gaze, despite there being no reason as a physician for her to do so Jun 24 20:54:16 [Magic shouldn't be needed?] Jun 24 20:57:52 **Varick watches with interest** You have a lot of scars! Jun 24 20:58:43 HH: *he nods* Not as many as our glorious leader here! Jun 24 20:59:08 [No, I don't think so] Jun 24 20:59:24 * Morgan nods Jun 24 20:59:28 I seem to collect them Jun 24 21:02:34 **she braces HH, waiting for Morgan to do like he did with Edward. Jun 24 21:03:30 * Morgan pulls his arm, shoving the ball back into its socket Jun 24 21:04:41 **It's smooth and straightforward, and HH doesn't complain, only pressing his forehead to Inga's clavicle and making a quick grunt.** Jun 24 21:05:16 * Molly smiles at Morgan Jun 24 21:05:24 Well done, liebes herz Jun 24 21:06:25 HH: *he rolls his shoulder* Hang on, well done him!? I was the one sufferin'! Jun 24 21:06:48 Stoically... quietly... admirably... Jun 24 21:07:05 * Molly takes her hands off Heinzharolds skin Jun 24 21:07:24 HH grins: That's 'ow they make us navy men, bash us back t'gether, no harm, no foul Jun 24 21:09:27 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:09:42 * Molly smiles "You can put your shirt back on, Heinzharold" Jun 24 21:10:28 HH grins again, flexing his muscles: An' cover up this work of art? Jun 24 21:11:50 * Molly blushes, obviously looking away, though she seems amused rather than offended Jun 24 21:12:09 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jun 24 21:12:33 V: When I'm a man, I'm going to do that! Jun 24 21:12:54 do what? Jun 24 21:13:05 V: Show off and look silly Jun 24 21:13:11 * Morgan laughs Jun 24 21:13:43 * Molly and Inga laugh. HH inclines his head, putting his shirt back on Jun 24 21:14:19 * Molly says to Inga Jun 24 21:15:01 Could you get us some food? We didn't stop for lunch, and we didn't have breakfast either Jun 24 21:15:37 HH winks at Morgan: Reckon we ought to find an' feed Claudia too? Jun 24 21:15:45 probably Jun 24 21:16:20 **HH grins the grin of a man who has been given permission to do something the granter hasn't realised* Jun 24 21:17:22 What are you up to? Jun 24 21:17:55 **Inga goes out into the hall, and HH follows, hands in his pockets looking fakely nonchalant** Findin' Claudia, like yer worship said t'. Jun 24 21:18:20 * Molly darts a look at Morgan, biting her lip Jun 24 21:18:48 *quietly* what do you think he's going to do, liebes herz? Jun 24 21:18:58 I can't help but feel I'm going to get blamed for whatever it is Jun 24 21:20:28 *HH nudges Inga towards the kitchen. Then he thumps loudly on Sorgis door before giving Morgan a grin and slamming the door to Morgan's cabin shut loudly. Jun 24 21:21:07 * Molly is trying so hard not to laugh that she has to sit down Jun 24 21:21:31 Definitely getting the blame for that Jun 24 21:21:38 Mmmhmm Jun 24 21:21:56 *Varick looks innocently at Morgan* I dont get it Jun 24 21:24:36 Thats a tough one to explain... tell me what else you did while we were gone Jun 24 21:26:25 V: In the church, I lit a candle. And the priest asked if I wanted their names said in the next remembrance mass ((this is a vaticine thing, not an objectionist thing)) Jun 24 21:27:03 and what did you decide Jun 24 21:27:22 V: I had to think really hard about it Jun 24 21:27:30 **Theres a knock on the door Jun 24 21:27:56 Come in Jun 24 21:28:31 **Claudia comes in, frowning** Not funny, Morgan. Jun 24 21:28:58 * Molly coughs, trying to conceal that she found it very funny Jun 24 21:29:25 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:29:27 indeed Jun 24 21:29:48 C: That's not-... *she looks at Varick before gesturing* we weren't doing that Jun 24 21:30:36 It wasn't' me Jun 24 21:31:19 **HH saunters down with the tray of food "Wasnt you what, strategic genius?" Jun 24 21:31:49 C: Morgan thought it was funny to do to me what he did to you in Freiburg Jun 24 21:32:38 *HH shakes his head forlornly* "Oh Morgan. How juvenile." Jun 24 21:33:03 * Molly starts giggling Jun 24 21:34:04 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 21:34:15 believe as you please, I've told the truth Jun 24 21:34:27 **Claudia stands aside to let HH put the tray down** Jun 24 21:35:00 V: *he stands on the couch* It wasn't Morgan, it was Heinzharold! Jun 24 21:36:22 C: *she picks up a sandwich in her left hand* I know. *with her right, she slaps HH upside the head* Jun 24 21:36:50 V: *he finds this hilarious* Jun 24 21:37:41 * Molly comes to Morgan "You must be famished, liebling. Please, eat. Jun 24 21:40:22 * Morgan picks up a sandwich Jun 24 21:44:23 **They all settle in for the food. Molly manages to get Morgan aside once she's satisfied he's eaten. Inga and HH are playing a game with Varick. She shuts the bedroom door, looking up at him Jun 24 21:44:23 What happened, liebling? Jun 24 21:44:57 Varick was demonstrating his climbing and fell... HeinzHarold put himself between Varick and the deck Jun 24 21:45:08 That was lucky! Jun 24 21:46:34 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:46:45 Was he high enough to have been hurt? Jun 24 21:48:00 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:50:19 aye Jun 24 21:50:55 * Molly nods slowly Jun 24 21:51:11 How are you? Jun 24 21:51:26 alright Jun 24 21:51:40 * Molly nods Jun 24 21:51:46 That must have been scary Jun 24 21:52:24 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:52:25 very Jun 24 21:52:46 But you're alright, you dont need me? Jun 24 21:53:34 * Morgan nods Jun 24 21:53:40 I'm sorry I interrupted your time with Inga Jun 24 21:53:54 * Molly shrugs Jun 24 21:54:26 I may take some time with her after Varick's bedtime, unless you wished to spend time with me Jun 24 21:54:52 Its fine blossom Jun 24 21:55:05 * Molly nods Jun 24 21:55:22 Alright. You may go now *she smiles* Jun 24 21:56:00 as the duchess decrees... Jun 24 21:56:08 * Morgan heads out of the room Jun 24 21:56:34 * Molly follows a few minutes later Jun 24 21:58:11 The afternoon is fairly peaceful, HH and Inga staying with them, but Molly seems distracted. The bed time story chapter is full of characters they don't know after two missed nights, but Varick is too tired to explain. He holds tight to Morgan when he says goodnight. Jun 24 21:59:08 **Heinzharold suggests he and Claudia join him for a drink in the Badger and Ferret. Jun 24 21:59:25 * Morgan agrees Jun 24 22:00:14 **Claudia is on board with this plan too. Its fairly quiet in the Badger and Ferret for a change. Heinzharold and Claudia both complain about the ale. They're both sat opposite him, and it starts to feel like an ambush Jun 24 22:00:26 * Molly is now known as HH Jun 24 22:00:51 We want to know how you are doing Jun 24 22:01:40 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, sipping his drink Jun 24 22:01:54 **They both watch him Jun 24 22:02:26 C: Any unit is only as mobile as its least mobile member Jun 24 22:02:55 * HH sniggers, and she punches him in the arm Jun 24 22:03:52 * Morgan sighs Jun 24 22:03:56 I'm alright Jun 24 22:04:33 **They both chorus "horseshit" at the same time Jun 24 22:05:11 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 22:05:16 suit yourselves Jun 24 22:05:48 * HH looks at him "I can tell when my wife is worried, an' she's only worried about you if yer's is." Jun 24 22:06:34 what do you expect? I convinced myself Molly and Varick had been killed last time I was away from them for a couple of days, and that was only Dietlinde's birthday Jun 24 22:07:09 C: So stop being an ass and talk to us. We... we care about you. Jun 24 22:07:14 * HH grins Jun 24 22:07:35 She means we love you, she jus' can't say it! Jun 24 22:09:34 Its difficult. I've been having flashbacks as well as nightmares. Jun 24 22:10:01 Nightmares like with the trap ship that could come true? Jun 24 22:10:08 No Jun 24 22:10:27 **in the back ground, a glass smashes and a cheer goes up* Jun 24 22:10:34 Just reliving it? Jun 24 22:10:49 more or less Jun 24 22:11:28 What can we do? Jun 24 22:11:49 Nothing Jun 24 22:12:30 Need distractions? To be alone? To not be alone? Gotta be summat we can do Jun 24 22:12:48 .me shrugs Jun 24 22:13:01 I don't know. It hits me seemingly randomly Jun 24 22:13:29 C: Now that the anniversary is over, wont it stop? Jun 24 22:13:52 Lessen, maybe... I've had them more or less every time I've slept since it happened Jun 24 22:14:23 Unnerstanable. If it was Inga... Jun 24 22:15:29 * Morgan nods, sipping his ale Jun 24 22:15:44 C: what about taking a break from it all? Going somewhere out in the wilderness alone for a few weeks? Jun 24 22:16:11 No time for that Jun 24 22:16:22 * HH shrugs Jun 24 22:17:12 We could manage wi'out you. Inga and me could help wi' Varick, Claudia could be security Jun 24 22:17:37 I've no doubt. I just don't think it'd do any good Jun 24 22:18:34 You could go and be a monk in a monastery for a few months *he grins* Jun 24 22:18:56 **Claudia rolls her eyes* Jun 24 22:19:41 I don't really see that happening Jun 24 22:20:14 **They run out of suggestions, and gradually change the subject to easier things. After about an hour, a fight breaks out that cannot be talked down at all. Claudia looks at Morgan,  grinning Jun 24 22:20:33 C: It'd be a peacekeeping mission… Jun 24 22:20:58 * Morgan nods Jun 24 22:21:04 wouldn't want this place getting trashed now Jun 24 22:21:10 **HH grins too* Just our civic duty really Jun 24 22:22:47 **Claudia and HH have a wonderful time putting down the miscreants on both sides. It's all fists and feet, no blades. HH catches a glancing blow that looks like it may become a black eye, but he just laughs* Jun 24 22:23:38 ((How much does he get into the thick of it?)) Jun 24 22:24:38 ((enough to make a decent impact)) Jun 24 22:25:51 **He receives a pretty solid blow to his flank, and he knows it will leave an undeniable mark tonight and a good bruise tomorrow* Jun 24 22:26:49 * Morgan whirls round with his elbow Jun 24 22:27:57 **The man goes down easily. Very soon the peace is regained. They're thanked by the tavern owner, and their tab which, due to a combination of weak ale and hard Eisen stomachs, is sizeable is forgiven. HH and Claudia are much more cheerful now* Jun 24 22:28:57 * HH looks up at the starry sky once they get outside Jun 24 22:29:08 That was good Jun 24 22:29:39 * Morgan prods at his side Jun 24 22:29:49 I'm gonna hear about this in the morning Jun 24 22:30:08 Whys tha'? Jun 24 22:31:15 its gonna leave something of a bruise Jun 24 22:31:28 * HH grins Jun 24 22:31:42 Its all in 'ow you handle it. Jun 24 22:32:08 C: What are you on about? Jun 24 22:34:00 it's easy, like my eye. I'll tell Inga there was a fight an' I 'ad to keep the peace, give her a a bit of a sad look an' say it hurts an' could do wi' kissing better, she'll feel proud o' me, and I'm in the clear Jun 24 22:35:06 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 22:35:13 Absolutely isn't going to work Jun 24 22:35:21 C: *she scoffs* Bullshit. That would never work Jun 24 22:35:32 * HH shrugs Jun 24 22:35:58 It'll work on Inga, guaranteed. Might not work on Molly though Jun 24 22:36:28 * Morgan nods Jun 24 22:36:43 C: why not? Jun 24 22:36:53 * HH grins Jun 24 22:37:04 Have y' looked at my face? Jun 24 22:38:13 C: **she rolls her eyes* I will give ten guilders to either of you if tomorrow your wives will admit it worked and you got away with it Jun 24 22:39:40 * HH spits in his hand, offering it to Claudia. She does likewise, shaking on it Jun 24 22:40:16 No point betting with me, I know it wont work... and I owe you money Jun 24 22:40:35 * HH looks intrigued Jun 24 22:40:47 What do y' owe her money for? Jun 24 22:42:57 C: *she grimaces* Bribes and listening to sex, mainly Jun 24 22:43:29 * HH looks at Morgan Jun 24 22:43:47 Wha' th' hell did I miss? Jun 24 22:46:18 quite a bit Jun 24 22:46:49 Tell me tomorrow, I'm going to bed to earn ten guilders Jun 24 22:47:36 * Morgan nods Jun 24 22:48:06 C: *she snorts, laughing* Jun 24 22:49:04 * HH bows to them at the top of the gang plank before disappearing off Jun 24 22:49:16 * HH is now known as Claudia Jun 24 22:49:28 He's an ass Jun 24 22:49:40 yes... yes he is Jun 24 22:49:51 But he's our ass Jun 24 22:50:45 * Claudia looks more serious "Any time of night, wake me if you need me, alright?" Jun 24 22:51:18 * Morgan nods Jun 24 22:51:21 alright Jun 24 22:51:38 Goodnight, Morgan Jun 24 22:53:17 **He can already smell freshly made tea when he gets there. Theres a hint of lavender and chamomile to it Jun 24 22:53:54 * Morgan walks into the room Jun 24 22:53:59 * Claudia is sipping tea, watching the night sky from the couch by the window Jun 24 22:54:05 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 24 22:55:50 * Molly glances round Jun 24 22:55:56 Tea, liebling? Jun 24 22:56:00 please Jun 24 22:56:33 * Molly gets up and pours him some before returning to her seat Jun 24 22:56:48 Did you have a nice evening? Jun 24 22:56:58 can't be much to look at by now Jun 24 22:57:17 * Molly shakes her head Jun 24 22:57:55 No, just a few stars. The dark is fine. Jun 24 22:58:23 * Morgan nods Jun 24 22:58:54 I'll be in in a little while, if you're going to bed now Jun 24 22:59:52 is something wrong? Jun 24 23:00:17 Just a lot on my mind tonight. How was your night? Jun 24 23:00:32 anambush Jun 24 23:00:45 Oh? Howso? Jun 24 23:01:06 They wanted to get me alone to tell me they're worried about me Jun 24 23:01:16 * Molly nods Jun 24 23:01:22 What did you say? Jun 24 23:01:28 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 23:01:35 that I don't know how they can help Jun 24 23:01:47 * Molly nods sadly Jun 24 23:01:56 I wish any of us could Jun 24 23:02:15 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 23:02:19 whats on your mind? Jun 24 23:02:48 Lots of things. You. My Father. The winter prince Jun 24 23:03:12 Don't worry about me... I'm in a better place than I have been the last few years Jun 24 23:03:39 I always worry about you, especially when you are as angry as this morning Jun 24 23:04:15 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 23:05:06 * Molly looks away, swirling the tea in her cup Jun 24 23:06:13 My father was going to the waterwheel house this morning. He could be dead out in the Schwarzenwald, and I wont even know it until tomorrow evening, assuming the link even works over this distance Jun 24 23:07:14 it'll work. Your fathers a sturdy man, he'll be fine Jun 24 23:07:30 * Molly looks at him Jun 24 23:07:40 Against the Schattenmann. Jun 24 23:08:27 He's an Avalon man, he'll instinctively know to run like hell if he encounters it Jun 24 23:08:43 * Molly smiles a little Jun 24 23:08:54 I am worrying unnecessarily? Jun 24 23:09:02 I think so Jun 24 23:09:11 I hope so Jun 24 23:09:20 * Morgan nods Jun 24 23:10:03 Would you sit with me, or do you need to rest? Jun 24 23:10:34 * Morgan sits next to her Jun 24 23:11:08 * Molly rests her cheek on his arm Jun 24 23:11:23 I wish I could make your nightmares stop Jun 24 23:11:32 * Morgan nods Jun 24 23:11:34 I know Jun 24 23:11:59 Its hard sometimes Jun 24 23:12:25 in my dream... you were trying to change my memory of it Jun 24 23:13:16 Like with the Schattenmann? Jun 24 23:13:21 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 24 23:13:58 I don't recall doing either Jun 24 23:15:53 * Molly leans away, looking up at him with a frown Jun 24 23:16:05 You're angry _at me_ Jun 24 23:19:24 I was... You've wanted to take that pain away before.. Jun 24 23:19:33 * Molly moves further "That's what you were telling me this morning, I just did not comprehend" Jun 24 23:22:16 I needed to know if you were doing it Jun 24 23:23:00 * Molly looks at her teacup, nearly empty, and stands Jun 24 23:23:30 I can't answer that, because I do not know. Jun 24 23:24:01 You weren't doing it consciously... thats what matters. There are some things we need to look up though Jun 24 23:24:35 Mmhmm *she walks back to the desk to refill the cup* Jun 24 23:25:44 * Morgan sighs, sipping his tea Jun 24 23:26:04 * Molly pours slowly Jun 24 23:26:09 What things Jun 24 23:26:21 A couple of names Jun 24 23:27:00 The meaning of them? Like how Heinzharold knew what Sebastian meant? Jun 24 23:28:59 * Molly sets down the teapot a little unevenly Jun 24 23:30:13 who or what they are.particularly Jun 24 23:30:27 And what are the names? Jun 24 23:32:07 * Molly stirs her tea with a little ping of metal in porcelain Jun 24 23:33:53 Iselilija... Jun 24 23:34:56 **The tinkling noise abruptly stops* Jun 24 23:35:17 * Molly says nothing Jun 24 23:35:25 You know it? Jun 24 23:36:20 No... Jun 24 23:37:24 sure? Jun 24 23:37:42 But it makes my skin feel strange. Like a strange shiver... In Avalon, we would say ¥like a goose walking over my grave¥ Jun 24 23:38:48 * Molly starts stirring again, the noise resuming Jun 24 23:39:01 Have to see what we can find out about that Jun 24 23:39:16 * Molly brings her cup back Jun 24 23:39:23 What is the relevance? Jun 24 23:41:00 In my dream, a talking crow called you that... told you you weren't strong enough, and should put me memory back as it was Jun 24 23:41:27 when we woke, your course had started and you had a headache... you'd asked if putting it back was going to hurt Jun 24 23:41:35 * Molly blinks rapidly Jun 24 23:41:48 A talking _crow_...? Jun 24 23:41:53 * Morgan nods Jun 24 23:42:11 That's... bizarre, liebling Jun 24 23:42:36 No more bizarre than you shouting at the Schattennman and tying blue ribbons to keep it away Jun 24 23:42:54 * Molly ponders on it, sipping her tea Jun 24 23:43:22 Why would I be able to affect the Schattenmann man one? Was there a crow in that? Jun 24 23:44:03 Not that I recall, but shouting foreign words at it and it going away _are_ fairly bizarre occurances Jun 24 23:44:12 * Molly nods Jun 24 23:44:32 As for my course... we were expecting that, weren't we? Jun 24 23:44:39 * Molly watches him Jun 24 23:45:46 well... I suppose so, but the timing... Jun 24 23:45:57 * Molly nods Jun 24 23:46:19 You are concerned it is self-inflicted ? Jun 24 23:48:08 a part of the pain the crow warned about Jun 24 23:48:19 * Molly frowns Jun 24 23:48:30 Wouldn't I just try to wake you up? Jun 24 23:49:10 in the other ones you've affected it so that I don't have it as a nightmare any longer Jun 24 23:49:34 * Molly nods a little Jun 24 23:51:12 I dont think this is a mystery I can solve tonight! Do we need to stay and investigate the meaning of *her micro-expression shows distress, avoidance* that name Jun 24 23:52:19 No, I dont think so... I know part of it is high Eisen Jun 24 23:52:32 It is? What does it mean? Jun 24 23:52:57 * Molly finishes her tea* Jun 24 23:55:13 Ise means... pure... Jun 24 23:56:31 I'm sorry, I still dont have any idea Jun 24 23:56:41 * Morgan shrugs Jun 24 23:56:51 aside from that, neither do I Jun 24 23:56:55 * Molly stands again Jun 24 23:57:08 I'll think on it, all of it. Jun 24 23:58:12 * Morgan nods, stretching Jun 24 23:58:16 Maybe Theus will be merciful and let us have better night tonight? *she smiles, but her eyes are sad* Jun 24 23:58:34 **the spot he got hit feels very sore Jun 24 23:58:52 we can hope Jun 24 23:59:13 * Molly offers her hand tentatively Jun 24 23:59:32 * Morgan takes it Jun 24 23:59:33 Let's retire then, my love Jun 24 23:59:44 * Morgan nods Jun 25 00:00:58 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 25 03:57:54 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 25 09:00:45 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 09:45:18 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 25 09:48:24 **They leave the conversation outside the bedroom. Already in just a shift, she doesn't undress as part of her preparation. She does prepare his herbs whilst keeping a side long glance of his undressing. Once his shirt is off, she says "Liebling, what happened to your side? Did you get hurt when Varick fell?" Jun 25 09:49:14 No Jun 25 09:52:49 * Molly watches him Jun 25 09:53:12 Did it happen whilst you were having the nightmare? Jun 25 09:53:20 While I was being ambushed, a fight broke out... I had a hand in stopping it Jun 25 09:53:50 * Molly looks concerned rather than cross Jun 25 09:54:07 Are you alright? Do you want me to take a look at it? Jun 25 09:54:20 Its fine, it was just a lucky blow Jun 25 09:54:48 I could put some arnica cream on it, to reduce bruising? Jun 25 09:55:38 * Morgan nods Jun 25 09:55:43 that might be an idea Jun 25 09:56:56 * Molly gets some from her box, and comes to kneel at his side. She gently touches it with her dry fingertips first Jun 25 09:57:26 **it's definitely tender, and likely to be more tender tomorrow** Jun 25 09:58:26 * Morgan sighs Jun 25 09:58:34 thats goin' to hurt tomorrow Jun 25 09:59:19 * Molly gives him a little sad look and unscrews the jar Jun 25 09:59:29 Oh liebling... Jun 25 10:01:50 * Molly sets the lid on the floor Jun 25 10:01:59 I'll be as gentle as I can Jun 25 10:02:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 25 10:02:54 its my own fault if it hurts Jun 25 10:03:16 * Molly gets a fingertip's worth of the white cream Jun 25 10:03:35 You were trying to stop the fight, it's not your fault Jun 25 10:05:39 That was the goal, yes Jun 25 10:05:46 * Molly puts her finger to his skin. The cream is very cold Jun 25 10:05:59 * Morgan flinches Jun 25 10:06:39 I'm sorry, I dont want to hurt you. *she looks very serious, more than the situation warrants* Jun 25 10:09:35 its just cold and I'm being a bit of a wuss Jun 25 10:10:28 * Molly smiles, rubbing the back of his leg with her free hand Jun 25 10:10:41 That's alright, I dont mind that at all Jun 25 10:12:32 * Morgan nods Jun 25 10:13:07 * Molly continues to rub in the cream, then sits back on her heels, hands on her lap. She looks up at him "all done?" Jun 25 10:13:17 * Morgan nods Jun 25 10:13:31 its the only place anyone actually managed to get me Jun 25 10:13:47 * Molly nods, smiling Jun 25 10:14:06 Alright, liebling, I'll get up then Jun 25 10:15:07 * Molly watches him a moment Jun 25 10:17:22 * Molly then stands, putting the cream away Jun 25 10:18:12 **The next step is his nightmare preparation, which she helps with* I wonder if this is even making any difference Jun 25 10:18:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 25 10:18:48 I don't know Jun 25 10:19:54 * Molly nods and climbs into bed. She pulls her knees up, wrapping her arms around them Jun 25 10:20:49 I feel like each night is becoming something to dread, rather than a respite at the end of a long day Jun 25 10:22:45 * Morgan nods Jun 25 10:22:51 I'm used to that though Jun 25 10:22:59 I'm not Jun 25 10:23:22 * Morgan nods Jun 25 10:23:28 would you prefer I sleep elsewhere? Jun 25 10:23:39 * Molly frowns deeply Jun 25 10:23:54 You do not wish to share a bed with me anymore? Jun 25 10:24:15 of course I do, but I would understand if you wish to not have to deal with my nightmares Jun 25 10:24:36 I want you here. Jun 25 10:25:07 * Morgan nods Jun 25 10:25:14 * Molly watches him solemnly Jun 25 10:25:28 You are not a burden to me, liebes herz Jun 25 10:25:47 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jun 25 10:26:48 Come to bed...? *the instruction turns to a question, betraying that shes not entirely sure he wants to be there* Jun 25 10:59:09 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 25 12:25:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 13:03:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 25 14:47:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 14:48:11 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 25 14:48:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 14:48:24 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 25 14:48:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 14:48:37 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 25 14:48:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 14:48:48 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 25 14:55:32 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jun 25 14:55:46 [10:25] (Molly) Come to bed...? *the instruction turns to a question, betraying that shes not entirely sure he wants to be there* Jun 25 14:57:03 * Morgan nods Jun 25 14:57:05 alright Jun 25 15:16:09 **she lies down, watching him** Jun 25 15:16:10 Goodnight, my love. Jun 25 19:45:53 Goodnight blossom Jun 25 19:49:13 **she sings to him in Eisen, its sweet and rhythmic,  like a waltz, and he's asleep in moments despite having slept seven hours on the road** Jun 25 19:50:40 **He starts to dream. It's the opening ball of the winter session at court, Freiburg 1663. There's a brief gap in the fighting, and the stars have aligned that Edward is on a break too. Adalbrecht had demanded that they come, probably to parade in front of the debutantes, despite Morgan's protestations that he'd rather be in Sudlachenburg with Verity and Heinzharold. Jun 25 19:50:41 He didn't see the point of looking for a bride, he's not yet twenty, Edward only sixteen. What use could they be to wives when they wouldn't be home and might be killed any day. Jun 25 19:50:41 But the champagne is crisp and cool, the talented musicians are playing a minuet whilst dancers move  on the polished floorboards like a living rainbow of finery. He is in knee breeches, appropriate but displeasing. Everyone is having a nice evening. Jun 25 19:50:41 He's secretly hoping to catch a glimpse of Mina Hapsburg, who is beautiful,  and who would be a good marriage for Sudlachenburg. Jun 25 19:51:47 **Edward is watching around the room. He looks young, hard to believe he's already been at War for months. He's pointing out women he thinks are pretty by descriptions of their dresses. Jun 25 19:52:04 * Morgan watches his brother for a moment Jun 25 19:52:23 * Molly is now known as Edward Jun 25 19:52:32 * Edward looks at Morgan Jun 25 19:52:32 This is pointless Jun 25 19:53:02 Why? We're here to be seen, and to see the young ladies Jun 25 19:53:41 whats the point? We could be dead in weeks Jun 25 19:53:48 * Edward sips the champagne Jun 25 19:54:19 Could be, but probably won't be. One day the War will be done, and this will be our lives, like when our grandfathers were young men. Jun 25 19:55:06 I'd rather be spending the time with mother Jun 25 19:55:21 * Edward smiles slightly Jun 25 19:55:33 Rather than flirting. You must be mad. Jun 25 19:56:11 pragmatic. Its unlikely anyone here will be the ones we settle down with Jun 25 19:56:20 * Edward winks at a brunette in a red velvet dress, and she waves to him with her fan Jun 25 19:57:17 You're a Veisgraf. These balls are the only place you're going to meet someone Father would accept Jun 25 19:58:07 Maybe I already have... Jun 25 19:58:20 * Edward looks at him Jun 25 19:58:23 Who? Jun 25 19:58:39 * Morgan smiles, looking across the room Jun 25 19:58:42 that'd be telling Jun 25 19:58:57 * Edward smirks Jun 25 19:59:10 Girls on shore leave don't count. Jun 25 19:59:28 mind your mouth Jun 25 19:59:48 * Edward sips his champagne. **Eisenfurst Trague is waiting at the bottom of the stairs greeting the guests. Edward subtly gestures towards him "I hear that he's searching for a new mistress tonight" Jun 25 20:00:31 * Morgan frowns Jun 25 20:00:40 lack of decency Jun 25 20:00:50 * Edward shrugs Jun 25 20:00:53 Emperor Leon has three, and His Grace is a follower of Montaigne fashion. Jun 25 20:01:38 * Morgan snorts Jun 25 20:02:01 **The song changes, a quadrille, and the dancers pair up again* Jun 25 20:02:25 There will be an Allemande à Dieu danced soon. **Not a follower of montaigne court fashion,  Morgan hasn't heard of it** Jun 25 20:03:36 and you can get medicine for that? Jun 25 20:03:45 * Edward laughs Jun 25 20:03:57 You should keep up with court fashion. It's your duty. Jun 25 20:04:48 If we start following Montaigne's lead in things, my lack of knowledge about their ridiculous fashion will be the least of our worries Jun 25 20:05:03 * Edward shrugs Jun 25 20:05:07 It's from Chartreuse ((Montaigne capital)). Its like a waltz, but you hold her against your body, not away from it Jun 25 20:05:22 * Morgan glances at Edward Jun 25 20:05:31 bit improper isn't it? Jun 25 20:05:40 * Edward shrugs again Jun 25 20:06:01 Look around you. These are the people who decide what is proper and what isn't. Jun 25 20:06:52 No, these are people who think they do... their judgement is not in their own hands Jun 25 20:06:59 **He sees blonde curls across the other side of the room, but he's not sure if it's Mina or not** Jun 25 20:07:42 Their judgement is is based on the other nobles' opinions. Jun 25 20:08:42 passing judgement, not the sort that means anything Jun 25 20:09:26 **whilst he is still watching to establish whether it is indeed Lady Hapsburg, Edward suddenly stops talking, followed by Jun 25 20:09:30 Wow... Jun 25 20:09:57 * Morgan glances at him Jun 25 20:10:21 * Edward is staring in the direction of the Eisenfurst Jun 25 20:10:33 * Morgan follows his gaze Jun 25 20:10:39 **The young woman is younger than Edward, young to be presented at court, but not unseemly young. The rules were above sixteen for a young man, and above fourteen and flowered for a girl. Jun 25 20:10:39 **His mother had refused to tell him what that meant when he was first allowed to court, but he'd heard it meant that a girl would bleed once a month when she was matured enough to carry a child, and that the flowering was the first time that happened. And if she was old enough to become a mother, that meant she needed to become a wife, in noble circles at least. Jun 25 20:10:39 **She has long deep red curls.  The dress she wears is a deep green satin, off the shoulder with long gloves. She's on her Father's arm, and smiling shyly at His Grace, who smiles warmly back. Jun 25 20:11:35 huh... yes, I'll second that Jun 25 20:11:42 * Edward 's mouth just hangs open, nodding Jun 25 20:11:58 Shut your mouth, you look like an idiot Jun 25 20:12:50 **The girl blushes and smiles at something the Eisenfurst says, looking at her Father as if seeking his protection Jun 25 20:13:14 * Edward 's mouth snaps shut, but he doesn't look away Jun 25 20:13:28 Who is she? Jun 25 20:13:53 Go and ask Jun 25 20:14:35 **she curtsies and her Father bows. Hers is well practiced and perfected, his looks slightly awkward* Jun 25 20:14:43 * Edward looks at Morgan Jun 25 20:14:55 Gentry, with well-connected friends? Jun 25 20:15:22 * Morgan shrugs Jun 25 20:15:23 could be Jun 25 20:15:31 **Molly and her Father stand at the edge of the room. He gives her champagne, talking to her whilst she shyly looks around. Jun 25 20:15:44 Unusual, getting an invite to this Jun 25 20:16:26 must know some people... no way they got an invite otherwise Jun 25 20:17:47 **She sips it, making a little nose wrinkle of dislike. Her eyes meet Morgan's, and she blushes as if aware she's been caught behaving in an unladylike manner, looking away* Jun 25 20:18:02 * Edward nods Jun 25 20:18:25 A Duke at least. Not even a Graf could swing this Jun 25 20:18:51 Not unless he has something on someone Jun 25 20:20:25 **She looks back at Morgan a moment, and blushes with a hint of a smile as her eyes meet his, averting her gaze again Jun 25 20:21:24 * Edward looks around, and spots Eisenfurstin Posen approaching the redhead's father Jun 25 20:21:46 Friends in very high places... Jun 25 20:23:04 * Morgan nods Jun 25 20:23:06 evidently Jun 25 20:23:10 * Edward looks at Morgan Jun 25 20:23:14 That hair. Jun 25 20:23:42 Its very unusual Jun 25 20:24:59 **Her Father and the Eisenfurstin look to be on very good terms, but aside from a brief nod, the girl is more interested in watching the room. She is looking at him the next time he looks at her, and she smiles as she looks away. But almost immediately, she's watching him again. Jun 25 20:25:26 * Edward watches her, then Morgan Jun 25 20:25:55 Do you know her? Jun 25 20:26:13 Yes, I met her while swinging from the rigging to board another ship... Jun 25 20:26:25 she was in the crows nest, brandishing a sabre Jun 25 20:26:46 * Edward rolls his eyes Jun 25 20:26:57 She keeps looking at you Jun 25 20:27:17 I cant say I blame her Jun 25 20:27:27 **She sips the champagne again, managing not to reveal her dislike this time* Jun 25 20:27:46 You're becoming more like Heinzharold Jun 25 20:28:22 Not a bad way to be... he's almost always happy Jun 25 20:28:26 **She bites the left side of her lower lip, her gaze darting back to him once more Jun 25 20:28:52 * Edward sighs Jun 25 20:31:01 I don't get it. I'm more handsome than you, yet it's you she keeps looking at Jun 25 20:31:16 Thats because I don't have a stick up my backside Jun 25 20:31:35 I don't have a stick up my backside! Jun 25 20:31:57 ((Need to know his level of eye contact)) Jun 25 20:32:41 ((quite a bit)) Jun 25 20:32:51 please, the stick even has a stick up its backside Jun 25 20:33:03 * Edward snorts Jun 25 20:33:36 **she manages to hold the eye contact this time, smiling shyly. Jun 25 20:34:27 * Edward sips his champagne, watching between them Jun 25 20:34:55 She's too far above you in attractiveness, and too far below you in status. Jun 25 20:35:49 I beg your pardon? Jun 25 20:35:59 You heard me Jun 25 20:37:50 **She's still watching Morgan, this time her gaze dropping to his mouth before she rapidly looks away, shaking her head slightly with embarrassment Jun 25 20:39:25 Yes, I just thought I'd give you a chance to keep your opinion to yourself Jun 25 20:39:42 Why would I? Jun 25 20:40:14 because its disrespectful and rude Jun 25 20:40:19 **she glances to see if he's still watching her** Jun 25 20:40:41 * Morgan is still looking Jun 25 20:41:27 **she looks pleased by this, the shy smile turning warmer Jun 25 20:42:41 True though. The second bit, for definite. If she's only gentry, Father wouldn't approve of the match Jun 25 20:42:55 * Morgan shrugs Jun 25 20:43:02 I cant say it matters Jun 25 20:43:43 I know, I know. Jumping the gun, you haven't even spoken to her. But Morgan...? Jun 25 20:43:54 * Edward looks at Morgan Jun 25 20:44:32 what? Jun 25 20:45:29 ((Attention?)) Jun 25 20:45:54 ((Edward)) Jun 25 20:46:19 She's been blatantly flirting with you almost since she entered the room. Noone else is getting a look in. You should at least speak to her Jun 25 20:47:58 I suppose so Jun 25 20:48:29 **In the time he's been looking away, she and her Father have moved** Jun 25 20:49:04 well... damn Jun 25 20:49:29 Please tell me you've gained some experience in talking to women whilst you've been away? Jun 25 20:50:03 Yes, there's _hundreds_ of them at sea Jun 25 20:50:40 *quietly* On shore leave... the followers of the drum... Jun 25 20:51:11 Some of us were actually working... Jun 25 20:51:37 * Edward shakes his head Jun 25 20:51:51 I despair. Jun 25 20:52:09 Go back to looking at dresses Jun 25 20:52:26 *he mutters* or up them Jun 25 20:53:16 Don't be disappointing the family, Edward, try to behave like a respectable man Jun 25 20:53:51 * Edward spots her first, quite a bit closer Jun 25 20:54:13 On your nine o'clock Jun 25 20:54:50 * Morgan looks Jun 25 20:55:42 **Her Father is talking jovially with another very well-dressed man whilst she is again watching the room. She doesn't look bored, just a little shy and reserved. She almost seems to be looking for someone Jun 25 20:56:01 * Edward watches too Jun 25 20:56:19 She doesn't look like she's been to many balls. Jun 25 20:56:32 unlike you... Jun 25 20:56:44 * Edward rolls his eyes Jun 25 20:56:48 This is my third. Jun 25 20:57:16 I know, you know all about balls... must be an army thing Jun 25 20:58:46 Maybe you should behave like a respectable man, or don't they teach you that when you're all in your hammocks Jun 25 20:59:23 **She spots Morgan again. She seems to give almost a little sigh of relief* Jun 25 21:00:16 * Edward looks at her, then Morgan Jun 25 21:01:00 Go and talk to the girl, before she swoons over you. *he drinks some more* Jun 25 21:01:30 * Morgan walks away from Edward toward her Jun 25 21:01:59 * Edward is now known as Molly Jun 25 21:03:43 * Molly sucks her lower lip as she watches him approach, her eyes widening. The correct social nicety would be to introduce himself to her Father first Jun 25 21:04:47 * Morgan smiles at her before turning to her father, bowing his head Jun 25 21:05:32 F: **he bows, and the man next to him inclines his head** Good evening Jun 25 21:06:41 Man: **he looks Morgan over** You're Adalbrecht's son? Jun 25 21:07:49 yes sir Jun 25 21:09:17 M: I am Duke Anhalt, this is my friend Herr Forrester, and his beautiful daughter, Molly Jun 25 21:11:13 Anhalt: David, Molly, allow me to introduce Lord Morgan Koertig, Veisgraf Sudlachenburg Jun 25 21:11:38 * Morgan bows to them Jun 25 21:12:29 **bows are made again. She curtsies to him deeply, speaking softly "Good evening, my Lord" Jun 25 21:13:25 * Molly speaks Eisen, and Morgan knows the sound of a tutor when he hears it. He picks up a hint of Avalonian, but most it sounds purposefully cultivated to sound more upper class. Jun 25 21:13:45 Miss Forrester, a pleasure to meet you Jun 25 21:15:25 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 25 21:16:07 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 25 21:16:27 * MollyK gets tongue tied Jun 25 21:17:19 I-... me too. I mean, it is a pleasure to meet you also, my Lord **she can't seem to look away** Jun 25 21:17:41 Herr Forrester, would you allow me to dance with your daughter? Jun 25 21:27:36 **he nods** Certainly, my Lord Jun 25 21:28:34 * Morgan holds out his arm to her Jun 25 21:28:40 if you'd do me the honour Jun 25 21:29:34 * MollyK nods, taking it with a shy smile Jun 25 21:29:43 Thank you Jun 25 21:30:04 **The music changes as he leads her out to dance, a slow waltz. He hears the master of ceremonies announce the Allemande á Dieu, the very close waltz Edward mentioned. She's neither tall nor short for a woman, and she seems to be being careful of her footing Jun 25 21:31:53 my brother tells me this is a very fasihionable dance in Montaigne Jun 25 21:32:17 * MollyK nods as they get to a clear spot Jun 25 21:32:31 My dance master has been teaching it to me all week Jun 25 21:32:50 Then I'll have to trust your knowledge of it.... you are new to court Jun 25 21:33:21 * MollyK smiles softly, gazing up at him Jun 25 21:33:33 Tonight is my first night Jun 25 21:34:23 * Morgan nods Jun 25 21:34:43 * MollyK glances around them Jun 25 21:35:04 You are supposed to hold me close, like they are, my Lord Jun 25 21:35:16 * Morgan adjust his position Jun 25 21:35:27 seems a bit over the top to me Jun 25 21:36:31 **The dance begins. The waltz is standard steps, the closeness definitely not. The satin of her gown feels warm beneath his hand in the small of her back, and it's close enough that he can feel the corset boning. She smells of roses. Jun 25 21:36:48 It's very close, isn't it? Jun 25 21:37:00 * Morgan nods Jun 25 21:37:53 It's... I mean... it's nice, I just... it makes it a little difficult to see your face, my Lord Jun 25 21:38:59 No great issue really Jun 25 21:40:28 I find it's easier to talk when you can see someone's eyes... Jun 25 21:40:51 thats very true Jun 25 21:41:48 * MollyK is quiet briefly. She obviously has been taught by someone very skilled as she dances well, not fighting his lead at all Jun 25 21:41:52 You dance beautifully, my Lord Jun 25 21:42:16 It surprises you? Jun 25 21:43:01 I... well... no, but I suppose viscounts have lessons from very young? Jun 25 21:43:14 viscounts? Jun 25 21:43:41 Gosh, my apologies, my Lord. I meant Veisgrafs. Jun 25 21:45:34 Thats what I figured... we do. Takes up a surprising amount of time Jun 25 21:45:55 * MollyK leans back just a fraction to see his face. She smiles softly Jun 25 21:46:43 My lessons take up much time also. Eisen, and dancing, and politics, and piano. Do you play, my Lord? Jun 25 21:48:00 Not piano... I dabble with the guitar Jun 25 21:48:12 * MollyK looks surprised Jun 25 21:48:35 I would not have thought a Veisgraf would play a guitar. Do you enjoy it? Jun 25 21:49:15 * Morgan nods Jun 25 21:49:29 I do... I suppose its unseemly to some Jun 25 21:49:47 * MollyK shakes her head, watching him intently Jun 25 21:50:04 Not to me, not if you love it and have a passion for it Jun 25 21:50:18 * Morgan nods Jun 25 21:50:22 You enjoy the piano? Jun 25 21:50:43 * MollyK 's face lights up Jun 25 21:51:15 I adore it. I am not as good as I one day hope to be, but I will keep practicing whenever I am permitted to Jun 25 21:52:02 * Morgan nods Jun 25 21:52:12 I should like my own piano, in a music room that opens out into my gardens. The sun would warm my face as I played with my eyes closed, lost to the music, and my husband would lean on the closed lid, sketching me and considering me somewhat pretty… *she blushes, looking at his chest rather than making eye contact* I am prone to flights of fancy, please, pretend I did not say that! Jun 25 21:52:47 I see... nothing to be ashamed of Jun 25 21:53:31 My Father says it is unseemly for a young woman to talk so unreservedly with a man, _especially_ a noble man Jun 25 21:54:55 * MollyK looks up at him again, those blue eyes looking serious now Jun 25 21:56:06 I think all fathers think that Jun 25 21:56:40 * MollyK smiles Jun 25 21:56:50 Even yours? Jun 25 21:58:08 **About halfway through the song, there's a tap on Morgan's shoulder. Molly glances at it's instigator before rolling her eyes slightly* Jun 25 21:59:25 * Morgan turns to look Jun 25 21:59:52 Excuse me, may I cut in? **The young man is smartly dressed, with dark blonde hair. He isn't familiar to Morgan** Jun 25 22:01:02 * MollyK smiles politely, but there's a hint of disappointment "Good evening, Sebastian" Jun 25 22:02:28 * Morgan looks to Molly Jun 25 22:02:32 if you wish Jun 25 22:03:08 * MollyK looks a little saddened, but nods Jun 25 22:03:15 Thank you, my lord Jun 25 22:03:17 another dance later, perhaps? Jun 25 22:03:51 * MollyK nods, her eyes lighting up as much as when talking about the piano Jun 25 22:04:26 I please. I mean, yes, please, I would like that, my lord *she blushes at her stumble again* Jun 25 22:04:37 * Morgan bows his head Jun 25 22:04:40 later then Jun 25 22:05:19 * MollyK curtsies, and Sebastian takes his place, holding her close to waltz Jun 25 22:05:41 * MollyK is now known as Edward Jun 25 22:06:13 * Edward must have been watching, because he appears at Morgan's side with a fresh glass of champagne Jun 25 22:06:47 I thought you were going to tell him to sling his hook for a moment Jun 25 22:06:55 its not done Jun 25 22:07:27 * Edward hands him the glass Jun 25 22:07:39 What's she like then? Jun 25 22:07:53 charming, shy, innocent Jun 25 22:08:26 * Edward watches Morgan to see what his expression is and what he's watching Jun 25 22:08:35 Not very courtly Jun 25 22:08:52 * Morgan nods, watching Sebastien Jun 25 22:08:54 indeed Jun 25 22:09:06 Who are her people? Jun 25 22:09:44 Her father is a friend of Duke Anhalt Jun 25 22:09:56 **Sebastian is a competent dancer, and seems to be teasing her, making her smile in spite of herself* Jun 25 22:10:06 * Edward whistles low Jun 25 22:10:21 Excellent connections. Jun 25 22:11:10 * Morgan nods Jun 25 22:11:49 **Despite being waltzed around, every chance she gets when Seb isn't talking to her, she's watching Morgan Jun 25 22:11:53 But gentry? Jun 25 22:15:17 I got that impression Jun 25 22:15:54 And who is the man she's dancing with? Jun 25 22:16:02 Someone called Sebastien Jun 25 22:16:16 He clearly knows her, but she rolled her eyes when he interrupted Jun 25 22:16:42 * Edward watches them, smiling a little as he sees Molly smiling at Morgan as they pass Jun 25 22:16:48 I dont fancy his chances Jun 25 22:16:57 no? Jun 25 22:17:05 * Edward shakes his head Jun 25 22:17:29 Not a hope. *he looks at Morgan* Are you really that clueless? Jun 25 22:17:59 I'm an intriguing person, of course she's paying attention Jun 25 22:18:51 *Molly smiles at him again, biting her lip. Seb says something to her, and she doesn't even notice* Jun 25 22:19:13 Do you think you'll ever see her again after tonight? Jun 25 22:19:39 How would I know? Jun 25 22:20:36 *The song ends and she curtsies to Seb vaguely, watching Morgan Jun 25 22:20:43 You want to though? Jun 25 22:21:12 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 25 22:22:19 **Molly stands there as musicians change instruments and people leave the dancefloor. She looks at him with the softest, warmest smile he's ever received from a woman. Jun 25 22:22:36 * Edward inhales deeply Jun 25 22:22:56 Give me the glass back then. Off you go. Jun 25 22:23:44 huh? Jun 25 22:24:35 I've known virgins with more clue about women! You need to learn to read them. Jun 25 22:25:23 * Morgan hands him the glass Jun 25 22:25:25 shut up Edward Jun 25 22:26:23 * Edward just chuckles. She waits for him like she's waited for him all her life, smiling shyly Jun 25 22:26:59 * Morgan moves to her Jun 25 22:27:45 Would it be terribly unseemly for a young woman to tell a noble man she might have missed him a little? **she looks up into his eyes** Jun 25 22:28:28 in such a short time? Jun 25 22:28:50 * Edward is now known as Molly Jun 25 22:28:58 * Molly blushes Jun 25 22:29:05 Is that dreadful? Jun 25 22:29:17 I don't think so, no Jun 25 22:29:30 * Molly smiles, looking relieved Jun 25 22:29:55 Would you like to dance with me again now? Jun 25 22:30:01 * Morgan nods Jun 25 22:30:03 I would Jun 25 22:30:20 * Molly bites her lower lip Jun 25 22:30:30 And later too, maybe? Jun 25 22:30:53 * Morgan nods Jun 25 22:30:58 I was hoping so Jun 25 22:31:29 **The musicians restart, oddly playing the same song again* Jun 25 22:31:45 I am very, very pleased to hear that, my Lord Jun 25 22:32:28 * Morgan looks towards the musicians Jun 25 22:32:36 I'm assuming they've forgotten everything else they know Jun 25 22:33:28 * Molly giggles, not a courtly practiced laughter like he saw when she was with Seb, but a genuine giggle Jun 25 22:33:59 * Molly 's eyes go wide, and she covers her mouth with her hand, embarrassed Jun 25 22:34:39 * Morgan chuckles Jun 25 22:35:19 * Molly puts her hand in his upper arm as it should be for the waltz Jun 25 22:35:31 I'm not supposed to laugh like that anymore Jun 25 22:35:45 why ever not? Jun 25 22:36:05 It's not seemly for a girl at court Jun 25 22:36:28 Theus forbid you find something funny Jun 25 22:36:34 * Molly moves even more smoothly in his arms this time Jun 25 22:36:44 I can laugh, but only like a lady Jun 25 22:37:03 tosh Jun 25 22:37:24 * Molly looks surprised at this word, and she giggles again Jun 25 22:38:41 I didn't know Veisgrafs said tosh Jun 25 22:38:52 generally they don't Jun 25 22:39:19 You are special... *she looks up into his eyes again* Jun 25 22:40:03 I've been telling people that for years, but noone listens Jun 25 22:40:19 * Molly nods Jun 25 22:40:28 I would listen Jun 25 22:41:11 * Morgan nods Jun 25 22:41:14 I rather think you would Jun 25 22:41:43 **from the corner of his eye, he spots Edward on the dancefloor waltzing Mina around** Jun 25 22:41:50 * Molly nods Jun 25 22:42:04 I could listen to you talk all day Jun 25 22:43:07 oh you wouldn't want to be subjected to that Jun 25 22:43:25 * Molly smiles, nodding Jun 25 22:43:40 I would want that Jun 25 22:44:22 * Molly frowns slightly Jun 25 22:45:39 I think Sebastian is planning to cut in again Jun 25 22:46:24 What can be done about that I wonder Jun 25 22:47:25 My governess I had this summer would say it would be counted as quite forward for a nobleman to refuse to yield the dance Jun 25 22:48:51 * Morgan nods Jun 25 22:48:56 it isn't really the done thing Jun 25 22:49:13 * Molly nods. She looks at him Jun 25 22:49:30 He's... *she sighs* it's complicated Jun 25 22:50:36 how so? Jun 25 22:51:04 * Molly looks like she doesn't know how to explain Jun 25 22:51:25 There's... there's politics and alliances at play... Jun 25 22:52:32 * Morgan looks distasteful Jun 25 22:52:39 can't say I'm keen on them Jun 25 22:52:49 * Molly looks intrigued Jun 25 22:53:54 Isn't it how the noble life is? It's so much more complicated than I'm used to. Jun 25 22:54:51 yes, it is... doesn't mean I have to like it Jun 25 22:55:18 * Molly tilts her head, smiling Jun 25 22:55:30 This is unfortunate... Jun 25 22:56:07 oh? Jun 25 22:56:11 The dance is about to end, but I am very much not ready to stop talking with you, my Lord Jun 25 22:56:26 What can we do about that, I wonder Jun 25 22:56:42 * Molly blushes, smiling Jun 25 22:57:20 My governess would say we absolutely could not continue our conversation on the terrace, despite what romance novels say Jun 25 22:57:58 eyebrows would definitely be raised Jun 25 22:58:23 **The song does end, and she curtsies Jun 25 22:59:08 * Morgan bows Jun 25 22:59:16 * Molly is about to say something when Edward comes over with Mina on his arm, smiling Jun 25 23:01:19 E: Morgan, may I introduce Lady Hapsburg von Graben to you? **Mina's gold dress has little brown flowers that match her eyes* Mina, my brother, Veisgraf Koertig von Sudlachenburg Jun 25 23:01:49 * Morgan looks at his brother momentarily before inclining his head Jun 25 23:01:56 Lady Hapsburg... Jun 25 23:02:18 **Mina curtsies, utterly at ease here* Lord Koertig, a pleasant evening I trust? Jun 25 23:02:34 surprisingly wonderful Jun 25 23:03:01 might I introduce miss Forrester? Miss Forrester, my brother, Edward, and Lady Hapsburg Jun 25 23:05:04 **Edward grins momentarily. Molly blushes, smiling. She curtsies politely, and she moves slightly closer to Morgan just as he had seen her do with her Father at the beginning of the evening* My Lord, my Lady, I am honoured to make your acquaintance. I hope you are also both enjoying the ball. Jun 25 23:06:42 **Mina looks at Molly, then at Morgan. She gives him a courtly smile* Are you enjoying the Allemande á Dieu? It's very new Jun 25 23:07:13 * Molly watches him too Jun 25 23:07:35 I can see its appeal Jun 25 23:08:15 **Edward snorts though tries to conceal it** I've heard it called improper Jun 25 23:08:39 oh it is Jun 25 23:09:05 * Molly says quietly, still looking at Morgan Jun 25 23:09:17 It's improperly wonderful Jun 25 23:11:12 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 25 23:12:01 **Edward laughs, and Molly giggles. It's this sound that wakes him up in the dark of their bed on the Rose* Jun 25 23:12:27 * Morgan takes a deep breath, looking round Jun 25 23:13:08 **its almost pitch black. He realises Molly is giggling in her sleep. Jun 25 23:13:52 **it still feels very early, perhaps one o'clock Jun 25 23:14:32 * Morgan fidgets, trying to get back to sleep Jun 25 23:14:36 * Molly murmurs "liebes herz!" Jun 25 23:14:56 * Morgan starts paying attention to her body language Jun 25 23:15:19 * Molly seems fairly relaxed Jun 25 23:15:25 * Molly murmurs again sounding amused "Everyone is looking at my bottom, liebes herz, put me down!" Jun 25 23:15:37 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 25 23:16:04 * Molly giggles again, and then she's quiet Jun 25 23:16:39 * Morgan smiles, settling behind her Jun 25 23:18:18 **It takes a little while for him to fall asleep, long enough for him to review his dream and set it into memory for writing it down tomorrow. She stays quiet even as he has to turn over because she's so warm. Jun 25 23:24:44 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 25 23:37:02 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 26 11:01:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 26 11:03:20 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 26 11:03:50 **Sleep finds him again. The quill scratches the parchment. "I will be back in Eisen before you go into confinement, Mina, once this issue is resolved. I look forward to meeting our son or daughter after so long. Jun 26 11:03:50 * Molly has quit (Excess Flood) Jun 26 11:03:57 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 26 11:04:46 **Sleep finds him again. The quill scratches the parchment. "I will be back in Eisen before you go into confinement, Mina, once this issue is resolved. I look forward to meeting our son or daughter after so long. Jun 26 11:04:47 Please pass on my love when she visits, tell her I will see her soon. Your continual kindness to her is a great source of happiness for me, many wives would not befriend their husband's mistress. Be safe and well, your loving husband, Morgan". Jun 26 11:04:47 With his signature done, he glances up at the maid with the red hair making his bed. What was it about her that drew him like a moth to a flame? Jun 26 11:05:05 It had been instantaneous four months ago when he arrived here at Foxcroft, soaked from his first swim in the lake and disrupting her singing and unpinning her hair. Within a week the mutual attraction and desire had resulted in her being naked, like this, in his room. Jun 26 11:05:05 He'd chastised himself over and over, for his betrayal of his wife and his mistress, but it hadn't stopped him. It was irresistible, unstoppable, like gravity. She smiles at him as she finishes the bed. "There,  no one would be able to tell at all". Jun 26 11:05:05 His heart skips a beat at her smile. He shouldn't be in love with her, but he damn well is. He wants to possess her, to keep her forever at his side, but he knows at best he can keep her as his second mistress here in Catterick and visit now and then. Jun 26 11:05:38 It's not enough, but it's better than letting her go. He gets up from the desk, a blue leather one generally found on certain Eisen ships, and picks her up. Jun 26 11:05:38 "I'd best take you against the door instead then, blossom". She giggles, watching him with a smitten expression as he carries her there, pinning her whilst he undoes the fall of his trousers and then slowly, inch by inch enters her whilst she begs for more. Jun 26 11:05:38 With roaming hands and kisses, and rapid, violent thrusts, he pounds into her possessively, knowing that soon he is going to have to leave her behind. Jun 26 11:05:54 He won't withdraw, it had taken years to get Mina pregnant, and his mistress never had been. He could risk it when it felt so good. She tightens as she climaxes around him, moaning against his neck. Predictably, the dawn watch chimes once, warning him that soon the full chime that wakes him will start, giving him the option of trying to wake from what he now realises is a dream. Jun 26 11:09:17 * Morgan continues to thrust, chasing his own release Jun 26 11:10:51 * Molly sinks her teeth into his shoulder as she's overcome again. As it subsides she says softly, almost sadly "I love you" Jun 26 11:11:20 as I do you Jun 26 11:12:51 * Molly nods, climaxing again. As he gets almost to the plateau the watch chimes again, and it almost sounds like a knocking as well as a chiming Jun 26 11:13:10 **He wakes up, understandably very hard* Jun 26 11:14:56 * Morgan grunts before rolling out of bed Jun 26 11:15:20 **Something feels wrong. There's a knocking in the bedroom door. Jun 26 11:15:34 * Morgan covers himself Jun 26 11:15:35 come Jun 26 11:16:19 **what is wrong is that he's alone in the room. Sorgi opens the door, carrying a lantern Jun 26 11:17:00 Sorgi, sounding serious and concerned: Morgan, I need you to help me with Molly. Jun 26 11:17:27 whats wrong? Jun 26 11:17:35 After being sick overboard, she's gone up in the rigging and won't come down. Jun 26 11:17:43 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jun 26 11:18:03 * Morgan nods Jun 26 11:18:07 give me a minute to get dressed Jun 26 11:18:23 * Sorgi nods Jun 26 11:19:00 Can you bring a coat or shawl for her? She's been up there a half hour now, she must be freezing Jun 26 11:19:09 * Morgan nods Jun 26 11:19:16 get someone to make some tea would you Jun 26 11:19:43 Tried that, m'lord, doesn't want it Jun 26 11:19:52 * Sorgi shuts the door quietly Jun 26 11:20:46 * Morgan pulls his clothes on quickly Jun 26 11:21:02 * Sorgi is out in the hall leading the way Jun 26 11:21:38 Quite worried about her, she's about as bad as you were in Zweibrucke Jun 26 11:21:57 no idea whats going on? Jun 26 11:22:59 Says noone can come near her, and if we were docked somewhere safer than Carleon she'd be off the ship. Aside from that, she's barely spoken Jun 26 11:23:21 * Morgan nods Jun 26 11:23:32 very well. Jun 26 11:23:41 Find me some scotch Jun 26 11:23:58 * Sorgi leads him up on deck Jun 26 11:24:25 Tried that, she wont have it, m'lord Jun 26 11:25:22 * Morgan holds his hand out for the bottle Jun 26 11:25:32 * Sorgi hands it over Jun 26 11:25:49 * Morgan tucks it in his waist, looking up at the rigging Jun 26 11:27:59 **The sky is charcoal grey, and the brightest stars are still visible. Despite having admitted to not being a good climber, Molly is about fourteen feet up the main mast rigging Jun 26 11:28:20 * Morgan climbs up the rigging, staying a good distance from her Jun 26 11:28:33 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Jun 26 11:29:32 * Molly doesn't even look in his direction. It's really cold, and Sorgi is right, she must be freezing in just her shift and barefoot Jun 26 11:31:12 I've brought you a shawl Jun 26 11:31:58 * Molly nods a little, but she just looks utterly broken and despondent Jun 26 11:32:09 Alright Jun 26 11:32:25 let me help you Jun 26 11:32:36 You can't Jun 26 11:32:48 tell me whats wrong Jun 26 11:32:58 Nightmare Jun 26 11:33:03 I figured that much Jun 26 11:33:17 * Molly doesn't reply Jun 26 11:34:51 **Sorgi shouts up** Do you need anything, m'lord? Jun 26 11:35:35 You would expect me to tell you whats going on, I think its only fair to return that... Jun 26 11:35:52 I _can't_. Jun 26 11:36:15 * Morgan scowls Jun 26 11:36:37 Then get yourself back to bed Jun 26 11:36:48 * Molly shakes her head Jun 26 11:36:59 I'm too dangerous right now Jun 26 11:37:36 You won't let me help, you won't tell me whats going on... so you _will_ obey the instruction I've given. Jun 26 11:38:02 It is my husband's _command_? Jun 26 11:38:08 If needs be. Jun 26 11:39:11 You must keep people away. You must stay away. I can't be near anyone, it's not safe. *she doesn't sound angry, she sounds defeated* Jun 26 11:39:47 I will stay at the far end of the room until you are reasonable. Unless you wish me to take you into the city Jun 26 11:40:29 It's too risky in the city Jun 26 11:40:40 Fine. Lets go Jun 26 11:41:01 * Molly starts to very carefully climb down. There's noise from down below Jun 26 11:41:28 HH: On my life, Claudia, you owe me ten guilders! Jun 26 11:41:48 C: Bullshit. There is no way it worked. Jun 26 11:42:13 * Morgan drops down the rigging quickly Jun 26 11:42:47 * Molly glances at them, but doesn't look curious like she normally would, she looks unusually disinterested Jun 26 11:43:17 HH: Bah! Bloody 'ell Morgan! Jun 26 11:43:47 C: *she laughs* Jun 26 11:45:14 HH: **he looks at Morgan, then nudges Claudia** That's the face o' a man who caught 'ell an' you won't have to pay ten gee to! Jun 26 11:45:28 * Morgan looks at the momentarily Jun 26 11:45:40 Clear the deck, make sure there's a clear path to my quarters Jun 26 11:47:37 **Both know this tone, and immediately do just that. The deck is virtually empty anyway, and the corridor likewise. They get back to their rooms without incident. Molly goes straight back to the bedroom Jun 26 11:48:28 **HH touches Morgan's arm, speaking quietly** What's going on? Jun 26 11:49:39 * Morgan looks at him, clearly conflicted Jun 26 11:49:43 I don't think you want to know Jun 26 11:51:41 HH: Whatever it is, I'm here for you. Tell me what I need to know for now, and anything else can wait. Jun 26 11:53:06 She's had a horrendous nightmare. THat'll do for now Jun 26 11:53:34 HH: You want me to wake Inga? Jun 26 11:53:51 not just yet. I'll let you know Jun 26 11:54:52 HH: **he pats Morgans arm* I'll hang round in th' hall, yell if you need me. Jun 26 11:55:10 * Morgan nods before going inside and closing the door Jun 26 11:55:37 **the bedroom door is pulled almost closed but not fully* Jun 26 11:55:53 * Morgan heads into the room Jun 26 11:56:38 * Molly is lying on his side of the bed, wrapped around his pillow with her face buried in it, and is sobbing like her heart is breaking Jun 26 11:57:23 Talk to me Jun 26 11:58:03 I _can't_. It hurts too much Jun 26 11:58:34 * Molly 's words are fairly muffled by the pillow Jun 26 11:58:38 Would you prefer to have Inga? Jun 26 11:58:49 No, it's not safe. Jun 26 11:59:00 She can be told to keep her distance Jun 26 11:59:20 I can't talk to anyone, not yet Jun 26 11:59:45 * Morgan sighs, sitting down against the wall Jun 26 12:00:38 * Molly doesn't speak again for a long time until she says Jun 26 12:00:50 It must be nearly dawn, you should go Jun 26 12:01:53 Dont tell me what to do Jun 26 12:02:46 * Molly goes quiet again. She drops off his mental compass a few minutes later Jun 26 12:03:04 * Morgan watches her Jun 26 12:03:34 * Molly is still wrapped around his pillow, but she's lying very still Jun 26 12:04:27 Would you like a drink? Jun 26 12:05:02 **It takes a moment for her to 'reappear'** Jun 26 12:05:07 Something strong Jun 26 12:06:38 **There's a very quiet tap on the door** Jun 26 12:07:29 * Morgan rolls the scotch across the floor before getting up and opening the door an inch Jun 26 12:07:35 Sorgi: Just wanted to check if you need me to take over, m'lord, it's almost dawn Jun 26 12:07:44 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 26 12:07:50 Best not. Not safe. Jun 26 12:08:44 * Molly unstoppers the bottle. Sorgi nods, putting two and two together. "Like you get, but with the healing?" Jun 26 12:09:00 * Morgan nods Jun 26 12:09:43 S: Are you staying down here today? Jun 26 12:12:23 I think thats best Jun 26 12:13:02 * Molly speaks quietly once Sorgi has gone "This is a special time for you, as you told me in the Rose Garden last year. It is the time you spend talking to her. I won't take up that time. Jun 26 12:18:48 You don't get a say in it Jun 26 12:32:16 **Molly starts crying again at this, swigging from the bottle Jun 26 12:32:57 she'd understand Jun 26 12:34:36 * Molly gets off the bed, taking the bottle to the rear window, watching out at the lightning sky. She says sadly Jun 26 12:34:57 Talk to me, so I know you're here now... Jun 26 12:36:36 * Morgan stretches Jun 26 12:36:45 what about? Jun 26 12:37:12 I don't know... something nice Jun 26 12:37:54 Claudia owed HeinzHarold ten guilders Jun 26 12:38:14 Did he? Why? Jun 26 12:38:20 She* Jun 26 12:38:38 He bet her he could get away with being in a fight and come out looking like a hero... and he did Jun 26 12:39:09 The fight last night? Jun 26 12:39:16 * Morgan nods Jun 26 12:39:55 He is getting paid for his wife's faith in hi judgement? Jun 26 12:40:30 realistically, I was expecting for us to be chastised Jun 26 12:40:59 Why? There was a fight going on, and you were needed to restore the peace Jun 26 12:41:51 * Molly takes another large mouthful of the scotch Jun 26 12:42:20 I daresay the innkeeper _could_ have managed without us Jun 26 12:42:31 **There's another knock at the door** Jun 26 12:42:44 It was more for fun? Jun 26 12:42:48 * Morgan gets up, opening the door slightly Jun 26 12:43:46 **Its Claudia this time* We need to know where we're going today, or if we need to tell the harbour master we're staying another day Jun 26 12:44:30 * Morgan looks at Molly Jun 26 12:44:35 do you need to stay in dock another day? Jun 26 12:44:45 * Molly shrugs Jun 26 12:44:52 It makes no difference. Jun 26 12:45:32 * Molly seems uncommonly disinterested in the itinerary Jun 26 12:45:34 * Morgan nods Jun 26 12:45:51 we're heading to the island just off the coast. Sorgi should have the location Jun 26 12:46:34 *Claudia nods, then gestures** You're done with that doctor? Jun 26 12:47:47 $buy us a few hours, send someone to him. If he doesn't hold the standards I set, he'll pay$ Jun 26 12:48:29 C: $just remind him, or beat him a little?$ Jun 26 12:49:24 $beat him. A lot. I hear he carries on, his life is forfeit$ Jun 26 12:50:05 **he remembers that he needs to write to the Order of the Phoenix and send them Kai's sister's location** Jun 26 12:50:27 $You look like you could benefit from beating him yourself$ Jun 26 12:52:17 $I'll need a letter sending shortly.$ Jun 26 12:52:52 $I'll dwal with both. I've paid Heinzharold. She confirmed she'd kissed his injury better and he'd gotten away with it on account of being "so cute"$ Jun 26 12:53:45 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jun 26 12:53:58 $I'll call when I've written the letter$ Jun 26 12:54:18 C: *she inclines her head, leaving Jun 26 12:54:40 * Molly doesn't even notice the door closing. Wherever her mind is, it's not here Jun 26 12:54:56 * Morgan takes a deep breath Jun 26 12:55:08 where's the templates for writing to the Order? Jun 26 12:55:42 * Molly points to the chest she's stood beside Jun 26 12:56:20 * Morgan looks at her a moment Jun 26 12:56:23 do you wish to help? Jun 26 12:56:41 * Molly drinks from the bottle again. She's drink quite a lot already Jun 26 12:57:04 I will try, but I don't think I will be much use Jun 26 12:57:37 If you don't wish to, that is fine... though you should switch to something without alcohol Jun 26 12:58:09 Not until my fingers stop tingling Jun 26 12:58:42 Then give what you've had time to work Jun 26 12:59:30 * Molly stoppers it. She slides the box with the stencils across the floor, then goes back to watching from the window Jun 26 12:59:42 I'll let you work in peace. Jun 26 13:01:05 * Morgan gets setup to write Jun 26 13:01:35 I wonder if I should include some sort of salutation, you know, like, greetings overlords Jun 26 13:01:50 **He hears movement in the other room, Varick, talking to someone Jun 26 13:02:41 * Molly smiles faintly Jun 26 13:03:26 Dearest pawns of the Nieblungen... **theres a micro-expression of deep animosity at this* Jun 26 13:04:41 V: Oh, okay. I'll stay out here. Jun 26 13:05:29 * Morgan frowns Jun 26 13:05:45 You know our dreams wasn't something they planned... Jun 26 13:09:24 * Molly frowns deeply Jun 26 13:09:41 I know. Jun 26 13:10:25 V: Morgan? Jun 26 13:11:02 * Molly looks back to the window Jun 26 13:11:53 V: Need to talk to you Jun 26 13:12:37 * Morgan puts his things down Jun 26 13:12:41 I'll be back in a moment Jun 26 13:12:48 * Molly nods Jun 26 13:13:00 * Morgan moves out of the bedroom Jun 26 13:13:03 * Molly is now known as Varick Jun 26 13:13:48 * Varick is playing with the cat, who runs over to Morgan and scales his leg as soon as he sees him. Varick looks relaxed Jun 26 13:14:18 Mae says Molly needs some time alone Jun 26 13:14:35 * Morgan sighs Jun 26 13:14:39 alright. I'll get my things Jun 26 13:15:04 * Varick sits at the desk Jun 26 13:15:09 We could draw Jun 26 13:15:26 * Morgan nods Jun 26 13:15:32 I'll be back in a moment Jun 26 13:15:55 * Varick starts opening drawers Jun 26 13:17:13 * Morgan goes back into the bedroom, gathering his things Jun 26 13:17:20 I've been told I need to leave you be Jun 26 13:18:44 **Molly has laid back on the bed. It's hard to tell whether she's fallen asleep or passed out from the scotch, but she's touching her wedding ring with the thumb and index finger of her other hand, both held close to her heart. She looks peaceful at least Jun 26 13:19:25 * Morgan sighs, heading out of the room, closing the door behind him Jun 26 13:20:00 * Varick is watching him ((expression?)) Jun 26 13:20:19 ((solemn)) Jun 26 13:20:29 Are you sad? Jun 26 13:21:14 No, just a bit worried Jun 26 13:21:53 Why? Jun 26 13:22:25 * Varick gets some paper and a pencil Jun 26 13:23:04 Molly had a bad nightmare and its made her very upset Jun 26 13:23:57 Can we cuddle her better? Jun 26 13:24:39 Not as the moment, no Jun 26 13:24:52 What did she have a nightmare about? Jun 26 13:25:09 I don't know. She can't talk about it yet, it makes her too upset Jun 26 13:25:30 I felt like that about my nightmares where my daddy dies Jun 26 13:26:17 * Morgan nods Jun 26 13:26:27 I'm not surprised Jun 26 13:26:34 * Varick looks like he's listening to something, then he says "Mae says when Molly got up, she told you she loves you before she left the room" Jun 26 13:27:12 * Morgan nods Jun 26 13:28:34 * Varick starts drawing quietly, then looks up Jun 26 13:28:39 Are you sad? Jun 26 13:28:58 I suppose so Jun 26 13:29:05 I could cuddle you to make you feel better? Jun 26 13:29:13 That would be nice Jun 26 13:30:21 * Varick comes to him, hugging him tightly. He says Shh..., just like Molly had whennusuing her magic to soothe him from his nightmare of the fire Jun 26 13:30:36 * Morgan holds the boy tightly Jun 26 13:30:58 Will she be happy again later? Jun 26 13:31:15 I don't know Jun 26 13:32:30 **Later seems like a long time. He writes the coded letter, and watches Varick's sketch come together. Two hours after she went to sleep, Varick has finished his breakfast and his sketch, and shows him Jun 26 13:33:10 **Its Molly and Morgan dancing in a ballroom, very close together** Jun 26 13:33:50 thats nice Jun 26 13:34:41 * Varick nods, there's a knock and a wince at the study door Jun 26 13:35:29 come in Jun 26 13:36:11 **Claudia comes in. She's grinning** Errands are all done, Sorgi wants to know if we're going on this tide or waiting for the next Jun 26 13:36:32 Did someone need reminding? Jun 26 13:36:52 **Claudia grins again** Oh yes Jun 26 13:37:22 * Morgan sighs Jun 26 13:37:28 No, we'll sail on this one Jun 26 13:38:02 C: what's the deal with this island then? Jun 26 13:38:12 We're going to an island? Jun 26 13:38:15 its mine Jun 26 13:39:03 C: You have-... never mind, it'll wait. I'll let Sorgi know. Do I owe you ten as well? Jun 26 13:39:18 Keep it Jun 26 13:39:54 * Varick shakes her head "Neither of you deserved to get away with it" Jun 26 13:40:03 Claudia* Jun 26 13:40:56 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 13:40:56 C: You coming up for setting sail? Jun 26 13:41:05 Aye, we'll come up Jun 26 13:41:26 * Varick whoops, calling the cat, and goes running off ahead. Jun 26 13:41:30 * Varick is now known as Claudia Jun 26 13:41:36 How is she? Jun 26 13:41:46 Not good. Barely said two words to me Jun 26 13:41:55 That unusual? Jun 26 13:42:51 * Morgan nods Jun 26 13:42:54 aye Jun 26 13:43:04 * Claudia nods Jun 26 13:43:10 You alright? Jun 26 13:43:23 I'll manage Jun 26 13:43:29 * Claudia nods Jun 26 13:43:45 * Claudia leads the way Jun 26 13:44:14 Heinzharold and I were up on deck this morning waiting to see how bad your nightmares were last night Jun 26 13:44:55 mine were fine Jun 26 13:44:58 **Varick and the cat are out of earshot** Jun 26 13:45:11 Anything interesting and weird? Jun 26 13:45:58 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 13:45:59 not really Jun 26 13:46:19 Maybe you gave her the bad ones Jun 26 13:46:36 * Morgan nods Jun 26 13:46:38 possibly Jun 26 13:47:22 Heinzharold wants to know all about Avebury. Do you want to stay and chat with us, take your mind off it? Jun 26 13:47:50 can do Jun 26 13:49:46 **Leaving the port is smooth, and unlike pulling in to it, Sorgi luckily doesn't need Molly's guidance. It does seem a little odd to be setting off without her on deck though. Carleon is soon in the distance, and they head west, the day moving into late morning. Its dry but cloudy. HH and Claudia have pulled up some crates on the quiet part of the deck. Jun 26 13:50:27 HH: Tell me again the bit where Morgan let you beat him so he didn't have ti fight Dau Jun 26 13:50:38 * Claudia smirks Jun 26 13:50:47 I'd have beaten him anyway Jun 26 13:51:34 it wasn't so I didn't _have_ to fight him Jun 26 13:52:31 HH: Was it becoz yer worship finds 'im intim'datin' Jun 26 13:52:48 **Varick laughs from Morgan's lap Jun 26 13:55:17 no... Jun 26 13:56:50 HH: did y' not want t' rearrange his face and upset 'is fair lady Jun 26 13:56:59 * Morgan snorts Jun 26 13:57:03 not exactly Jun 26 13:57:07 * Claudia looks at Morgan with a smirk Jun 26 13:57:32 Not a fair lady. Enough to put you off women for life! Jun 26 13:57:55 HH: *he laughs* Not me! Jun 26 13:59:57 No no, she's right Jun 26 14:00:02 **Captain Ulysses appears on the rail soaked and with a fish, and Varick gets off Morgan's lap to go to him** Jun 26 14:00:17 HH: No woman could be tha' bad! Jun 26 14:01:05 * Claudia looks to Morgan again Jun 26 14:02:02 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 26 14:02:08 Imagine taking her understand that kissing stick thing! *she grimaces* Jun 26 14:03:26 * Morgan shudders Jun 26 14:03:36 * Claudia looks at HH Jun 26 14:03:54 _That's_ how bad she is Jun 26 14:04:26 **HH laughs** What's a kissin' stick, an' where do I get one? Jun 26 14:05:23 its an Innish tradition Jun 26 14:05:35 **Inga comes up on deck, glancing at them before going to supervise Varick Jun 26 14:05:44 HH: go on Jun 26 14:07:03 * Claudia scoffs "It's a glorified excuse to be all over someone in a public place" Jun 26 14:07:50 HH: *he winks at Morgan* I dont see an issue wi' tha' Jun 26 14:08:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 14:09:56 HH *he grins* Did Claudia scold you, tell you to be'ave like a gentleman? Jun 26 14:10:32 No, but there was a lot of eyerolling Jun 26 14:11:30 It served a purpose, in this instance. Jun 26 14:11:53 HH: Public relations? Jun 26 14:13:29 * Claudia shakes her head, looking at Morgan. She gestures with the hand HH can't see $your reserve$ Jun 26 14:13:52 You'd have liked the singing Jun 26 14:14:22 HH: Did y' bring the old girl back wi' y'? Jun 26 14:14:47 No... Jun 26 14:15:05 HH: Our ears thank you Jun 26 14:15:19 Edward bought me one before we left Eisen... Jun 26 14:15:45 HH: *he fake groans* Jun 26 14:15:54 * Claudia shakes her head Jun 26 14:16:15 Dont be an ass. He's very good Jun 26 14:16:37 HH: I know. But we need to keep his ego small Jun 26 14:17:41 its rather eclipsed by yours Jun 26 14:18:02 HH: That's becoz I'm a delight Jun 26 14:18:21 He made Molly cry Jun 26 14:19:37 HH: *he tuts* Under the kissin' stick? Poor show, Morgan, thought y' knew wha' you were doing b' now Jun 26 14:20:18 * Claudia thumps him in the arm Jun 26 14:22:33 HH: **he makes an exaggerated ouch, glancing in Inga's direction as if fishing for sympathy, but she's not looking** why then? Jun 26 14:28:19 There were a couple of songs he sang that made her all weepy. I suppose it was romantic, from what I could understand of it Jun 26 14:33:44 one of them was, aye Jun 26 14:34:08 HH: I made Inga cry once Jun 26 14:34:28 oh? Jun 26 14:34:34 HH: I was ticklin' her Jun 26 14:36:56 HH: 's good fun, y' should try it. With yer own wife, not mine! *Morgan did, whilst they were on honeymoon. It mostly arouses her as well as making her shriek with laughter* Jun 26 14:37:12 * Morgan nods Jun 26 14:37:21 I nearly got elbowed in the face doing that Jun 26 14:37:45 HH: I'd pay ten guilders to see that! Jun 26 14:39:06 * Claudia rolls her eyes "Yes, _my_ ten guilders!" Jun 26 14:39:19 * Morgan chuckles Jun 26 14:39:22 you took the bet... Jun 26 14:39:57 HH: *he shakes his head* Only got five left. 'Ad to use five to bribe Inga into admitting it Jun 26 14:41:25 * Claudia laughs Jun 26 14:42:51 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 26 14:42:56 I should be surprised... Jun 26 14:43:26 I think we're past surprise with Heinzharold! You able to tell us about the former betrothal now? ((He'd said he'd tell her about Curtis later)) Jun 26 14:44:17 Not a great deal to tell... Jun 26 14:44:45 HH: Hang on, when else were you betrothed?! Jun 26 14:46:27 Don't be dense Jun 26 14:47:14 HH: Oh, Molly's bethrothals Jun 26 14:47:21 * Claudia looks at Morgan Jun 26 14:47:30 Plural? Jun 26 14:48:02 ((Need a reminder?)) Jun 26 14:51:30 two before me Jun 26 14:52:44 * Claudia looks shocked. HH looks like a man who has already been told this Jun 26 14:52:57 * Morgan looks at HH Jun 26 14:53:01 you already know Jun 26 14:53:12 HH: Inga knows so I know Jun 26 14:54:23 * Morgan nods Jun 26 14:54:44 How did she end up with you then? *HH looks surprised* Bit rude! Jun 26 14:56:18 first one... she fell ill, and they decided she'd lain with someone and gotten pregnant... Jun 26 14:56:52 * Claudia looks shocked Jun 26 14:56:58 That's harsh Jun 26 14:57:21 too many people concerned with how things might look Jun 26 14:57:48 HH: Must admit, I like the Forresters, I was shocked about that when I heard it Jun 26 14:58:01 * Morgan nods Jun 26 14:58:11 its taken an awful lot to get to where they are now Jun 26 14:58:45 He should have stuck by her, the fiance. That Curtis? Jun 26 14:59:11 No, someone called John Jun 26 14:59:57 What happened to him? **her expression implies that Claudia happen to him* Jun 26 15:00:47 I believe he's married now Jun 26 15:01:01 * Claudia watches him Jun 26 15:01:07 So leave him alone? Jun 26 15:01:28 * Morgan nods Jun 26 15:01:45 I don't think she cares about him enough to want him hurt Jun 26 15:02:37 HH: It doesn' make our almighty overlord jealous? Jun 26 15:03:54 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 15:03:58 there's nothing to do about it Jun 26 15:04:20 Curtis is the second one then? Jun 26 15:04:27 * Morgan nods Jun 26 15:04:44 What happened to him? Jun 26 15:05:31 Once Molly was given the Rose, she called off their betrothal. He then setup with Rebecca deBurgh, actually... til he got killed Jun 26 15:05:50 I'd rather be killed than that Jun 26 15:07:29 HH: *he nudges Claudia* Heaved 'im overboard cos she was wildly smitten with 'is ex'lency by then Jun 26 15:08:00 * Claudia looks at Morgan as if she cant believe HH is being truthful Jun 26 15:08:49 She had the chance to be free, without the constraints of him Jun 26 15:09:32 HH: 'ead over 'eels, struck by cupid's bow an' arrow Jun 26 15:10:08 * Claudia flexes her knuckles, a couple of which are split "Punch him, will you?" Jun 26 15:11:09 * Morgan does so Jun 26 15:11:36 HH: Ow! Unfair. I'm only tellin' y' what she told Inga Jun 26 15:12:02 thats as maybe, but the lady asked Jun 26 15:12:25 HH: She ain't no lady, she's the madame at arms Jun 26 15:12:57 * Claudia rolls her eyes "I told you I hate that" HH just grins at Morgan Jun 26 15:14:46 **HH and Claudia go on in their usual fashion whilst the Rose churns through the waves smoothly. They're due to make landfall at around three o'clock, and Morgan is the only one who has sailed to the island at all, and therefore he is going to be expected to navigate. But for now it's almost lunchtime, and Molly has been asleep three hours. He's left Varick with HH and Inga so he can check on her** Jun 26 17:43:15 * Morgan goes to check on her Jun 26 17:47:19 * Claudia is on her knees beside the bed praying when he gets there. Her eyes are closed, fingers touching the objectionist cross Adalbrecht and Verity bought for her Jun 26 17:47:24 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 26 17:47:58 * Morgan speaks quietly Jun 26 17:48:02 blossom... Jun 26 17:48:58 * Molly says "Amen" before she looks at him. She smiles a little Jun 26 17:49:18 I'm not a danger anymore. That will do for now. Jun 26 17:50:00 would you like me to fetch anything for you? Jun 26 17:50:24 I would like you to hold me Jun 26 17:50:47 * Morgan nods, coming to her Jun 26 17:51:09 * Molly stands, brushing off her skirt Jun 26 17:51:52 Thank you Jun 26 17:53:03 * Molly doesn't instigate the contact, it's like she's waiting for him to Jun 26 17:53:53 * Morgan steps up to her, wrapping his arms around her Jun 26 17:55:29 * Molly settles in close to him, both arms around his waist, her forehead against his chest and breathing him in deeply, not speaking Jun 26 17:59:36 what can I do? Jun 26 18:01:21 Be here for now. Just... let me know you love me. I just wish to forget it Jun 26 18:02:32 * Morgan frowns slightly Jun 26 18:02:35 very well my love Jun 26 18:03:23 Thank you, liebes herz. You are so good to me, and I really do love you so very, very dearly Jun 26 18:04:18 I would hope so, you're stuck with me Jun 26 18:04:45 * Molly sighs softly Jun 26 18:04:57 I hope so, liebes herz, I hope so Jun 26 18:07:26 * Molly pulls away a little ((holds her or loosens her?)) Jun 26 18:07:39 * Morgan lets her move without letting go Jun 26 18:07:55 * Molly looks up at him Jun 26 18:08:15 How awful of me, I haven't even asked how _your_ night was! Jun 26 18:09:23 its understandable, don't fret at it Jun 26 18:09:54 How was it? Jun 26 18:10:25 alright Jun 26 18:11:19 You did not have nightmares? Jun 26 18:12:00 dreams Jun 26 18:12:14 * Molly smiles Jun 26 18:12:31 I am glad. Was it anything nice? Jun 26 18:12:50 May have been an alternate path, but its hard to see how we'd have arrived at it Jun 26 18:13:04 * Molly tenses slightly Jun 26 18:13:15 But not a bad alternate path? Jun 26 18:13:31 No Jun 26 18:13:41 I wrote it down, obviously Jun 26 18:13:53 * Molly looks pleased by this Jun 26 18:14:19 Oh good, that will be something nice, if I could read it? Jun 26 18:15:23 of course Jun 26 18:16:23 * Molly nods Jun 26 18:16:44 I suppose we might need some tea. Is Varick with Inga? Jun 26 18:18:24 * Morgan nods Jun 26 18:19:18 * Molly looks at him intently a moment Jun 26 18:19:35 You are _happy_, arent you? Jun 26 18:19:46 Right now? No. in general, yes Jun 26 18:20:03 I meant in general. With me. Jun 26 18:20:16 of course I am Jun 26 18:20:23 * Molly nods Jun 26 18:20:24 why? Jun 26 18:20:49 The nightmare. It's alright. I just needed to hear it Jun 26 18:21:28 * Molly takes his hand Jun 26 18:21:30 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 26 18:22:07 Would you read your dream to me? I wont make you do any special voices *she smiles* Jun 26 18:24:14 if you wish Jun 26 18:31:08 I would _love_ it *she smiles warmly* Jun 26 19:05:18 * Molly looks in the dreams file whilst Morgan goes for tea and to bring lunch. He bumps into HH just outside the door Jun 26 19:05:23 * Molly is now known as HH Jun 26 19:06:00 Just stoppin' by to see how you both are? Jun 26 19:06:26 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:06:30 alright I think Jun 26 19:06:40 * HH nods Jun 26 19:06:50 Anything Inga and I can do? Jun 26 19:07:34 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 26 19:07:37 I dont think so Jun 26 19:07:48 * HH nods Jun 26 19:08:59 I was talkin' to Claudia and Varick about the island we're going to. They say you own it? Jun 26 19:11:44 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:11:46 I do Jun 26 19:11:48 Well, see, to us simple folks, that means you're King Of The Island... *he grins* Jun 26 19:11:57 oh god Jun 26 19:12:08 * HH bows Jun 26 19:12:15 Your majesty Jun 26 19:13:28 Don't you have somewhere else to be? Jun 26 19:15:06 I do. A lowly blacksmith's son can only serve him monarch in simple ways, so I am working with the crown prince and the very comely wench to make a crown to delight your majesty's subjects Jun 26 19:15:11 His* Jun 26 19:16:47 Go away will you, the grown ups are talking Jun 26 19:17:28 * HH laughs, going off down the corridor Jun 26 19:18:30 **He manages to get tea and food with no further interruption* Jun 26 19:18:44 * HH is now known as Molly Jun 26 19:20:07 * Molly is sat on the couch by the window, shawl around her. She helps with the food and the drink until they are set up at the sofa, where the written dream recollection waits on his seat Jun 26 19:21:19 * Molly sits, sipping her tea Jun 26 19:21:33 Will Varick be alright with them for a while? Jun 26 19:23:21 oh yes. They're designing a crown Jun 26 19:23:41 They're playing dress up? Jun 26 19:24:20 No... Jun 26 19:24:38 What do they need a crown for? Jun 26 19:25:30 I suspect you'll see once we arrive Jun 26 19:25:47 Intriguing, my love Jun 26 19:26:04 * Molly fidgets, getting comfortable Jun 26 19:26:12 Are you ready? Jun 26 19:26:32 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:26:46 ((How detailed is it, compared to the log? Is there anything missed out?)) Jun 26 19:27:59 ((No)) Jun 26 19:28:33 * Molly listens throughout. She's clearly enjoying it, enraptured. She waits until he finishes Jun 26 19:28:46 Oh liebling... that is so sweet Jun 26 19:30:29 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 19:30:32 * Molly watches him fondly Jun 26 19:30:40 You don't think so? Jun 26 19:32:37 I suppose so Jun 26 19:33:44 Aside from the fact that Edward made a move with Mina when you wanted her *she giggles* Jun 26 19:34:51 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:35:29 It sounded quite romantic to me Jun 26 19:35:41 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:35:44 it felt it, actually Jun 26 19:36:02 * Molly smiles warmly Jun 26 19:36:19 That's a very lovely dream to have Jun 26 19:37:28 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:37:29 aye Jun 26 19:37:56 Utterly impossible though Jun 26 19:38:23 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:38:26 as I said Jun 26 19:39:14 You didn't go to that ball ((his leave had been cancelled for the battle of Quatre Bras)), and I was thirteen, not fourteen then, nor had I flowered by then. Jun 26 19:39:49 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:39:59 * Molly looks thoughtful Jun 26 19:41:04 I think my parents lost a baby the summer before I was born, a little boy near the end of her increasing... Jun 26 19:41:27 oh? Jun 26 19:42:13 I don't know much about it. But for your dream to have been a possibility, I would need to have been born the previous summer Jun 26 19:42:45 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:42:50 * Molly sips her tea Jun 26 19:43:19 But even with that, my father could never have been friends with Duke Anhalt and Eisenfurstin Posen Jun 26 19:43:39 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:43:57 * Molly swirls the tea Jun 26 19:44:22 Still, a sweet dream, especially with the inappropriate dancing Jun 26 19:44:41 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:44:46 thought you'd like that Jun 26 19:44:52 * Molly nods Jun 26 19:45:07 It's much like waltzing in the taverns really Jun 26 19:46:53 I wonder what would have happened if you hadn't woken up when you did? I wonder if we would have continued an evening of flirtation and dancing Jun 26 19:47:21 I don't know. The second dream was somewhat more intimate Jun 26 19:47:40 * Molly smiles, raising an eyebrow Jun 26 19:48:10 That would be incredibly more forward than refusing Seb's cut-in! Jun 26 19:48:20 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:48:21 indeed Jun 26 19:48:38 * Molly watches him, waiting Jun 26 19:48:47 I think I'd rather like to know more Jun 26 19:49:32 It was just a dream Jun 26 19:49:58 * Molly frowns slightly Jun 26 19:50:03 About me? Jun 26 19:50:27 well, yes, but its complicated Jun 26 19:50:54 I will respect it if you say you cannot tell me. Jun 26 19:51:24 There's nothing to tell really Jun 26 19:51:38 * Molly nods Jun 26 19:51:53 I am sorry I was not there when you woke up Jun 26 19:52:12 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 19:52:22 it doesn't matter. You were suffering Jun 26 19:52:34 * Molly nods Jun 26 19:53:08 I know. But waking up with you after dreams like that is one of my favourite things to do Jun 26 19:53:36 * Molly sips her tea, smiling Jun 26 19:54:31 * Morgan nods Jun 26 19:55:12 So, liebling, do you think you'd have wanted to kiss me by the end of the ball? *she giggles* Jun 26 19:55:24 I reckon so, aye Jun 26 19:55:47 * Molly nods Jun 26 19:56:19 I reckon from your recollection that I already did Jun 26 19:57:01 it would seem so Jun 26 19:57:08 * Molly tops up the teacups Jun 26 19:57:24 What should we expect at the island? Jun 26 19:59:13 I've no idea... overgrowth, certainly... aside from that I don't know Jun 26 20:00:57 * Molly nods Jun 26 20:01:08 But no elementals? Jun 26 20:01:50 They were tied to the machine Jun 26 20:01:58 * Molly nods Jun 26 20:02:31 I remember Evie was very firm in telling me not to tell you I knew about it all Jun 26 20:02:52 * Morgan frowns Jun 26 20:02:53 why? Jun 26 20:03:13 * Molly tries to recall Jun 26 20:04:14 I think it was because she did not want you to think she was gossiping about you Jun 26 20:04:45 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 26 20:04:46 I see Jun 26 20:05:39 She was worried that she had broken a confidence in telling me you had nearly died twice, and I think my upset made her think I could not be trusted with it... Jun 26 20:06:06 * Morgan nods Jun 26 20:06:32 * Molly smiles ruefully "which, given that I told you when we were in Bridgewater, was very reasonable of her" Jun 26 20:06:42 perhaps Jun 26 20:06:58 I have never been good at keeping secrets from you Jun 26 20:08:19 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 20:16:44 * Molly bows her head a moment, then sighs Jun 26 20:16:52 What is the house like there? Jun 26 20:17:32 Surprisingly large Jun 26 20:17:51 Will it be dreadfully in need of a clean? Jun 26 20:19:03 I would imagine so Jun 26 20:19:26 Are we to stay there, or on the ship? Jun 26 20:19:39 I think on the ship would be best, just in case Jun 26 20:19:54 * Molly nods Jun 26 20:20:00 It's exciting though Jun 26 20:20:05 you think? Jun 26 20:21:05 Mmhmm. It's a place that is yours, not because of your birthright entitlement, but somewhere that belongs to you, as a man rather than a noble son Jun 26 20:21:51 my own little kingdom Jun 26 20:21:57 * Molly looks down at her cup Jun 26 20:22:08 I'm sorry, that was thoughtless of me Jun 26 20:22:19 * Morgan looks confused Jun 26 20:23:28 It's not so new and novel to you, because you had that, before. Jun 26 20:23:59 the thought hadn't occurred... I was thinking about HeinzHarold Jun 26 20:24:16 * Molly nods slightly Jun 26 20:24:23 What about Heinzharold? Jun 26 20:24:37 he and Varick are making a crown... Jun 26 20:25:15 * Molly starts to smile Jun 26 20:25:23 Oh... oh! Jun 26 20:25:30 * Morgan sighs Jun 26 20:25:55 * Molly smiles Jun 26 20:26:10 I am sure it will make them very happy Jun 26 20:26:33 H'e already very impressed with himself for thinking of it Jun 26 20:27:11 That does not surprise me. Hmmm I'm not sure Queen Molly sounds particularly good though Jun 26 20:27:29 no? Jun 26 20:29:08 I think I would need to use my middle name... *She puts on a fancy, drawling Avalon accent* Queen Isabella **The Isa comes out as ee-suh, like Iselilija** Jun 26 20:29:40 * Morgan frowns briefly Jun 26 20:29:48 * Molly frowns, wrapping the shawl tighter Jun 26 20:29:56 Maybe Molly Jun 26 20:33:03 I've got to find out what that is... Jun 26 20:33:21 * Molly looks distracted Jun 26 20:33:38 Hmm? I'm sorry, I was thinking about the island Jun 26 20:33:50 doesn't matter Jun 26 20:34:19 It's called Lundy, isn't it? I remember Horatio saying so Jun 26 20:34:27 * Morgan nods Jun 26 20:35:40 Gosh, he was so ill. I was certain it was consumption, and I just did ot know how I could tell everyone how much help he needed without revealing why I knew Jun 26 20:36:26 aye, he was Jun 26 20:36:39 * Molly sips her tea, frowning a little Jun 26 20:36:53 Still, that is in the past. Jun 26 20:37:35 * Morgan nods Jun 26 20:37:45 Do you like the name Lundy? Jun 26 20:37:54 * Molly watches him Jun 26 20:38:08 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 20:38:14 its as good a name as any for an island Jun 26 20:38:30 You would not prefer to change it? Jun 26 20:38:49 * Molly 's eyes hold a flicker of mischief Jun 26 20:41:02 to? Jun 26 20:41:53 Well, something whimsical, like the emerald isle, or the isle of a thousand kisses Jun 26 20:42:20 please don't mention that to HeinzHarold... Jun 26 20:42:26 Or maybe Little Sudlachenburg... Jun 26 20:43:02 * Molly bites her lip Jun 26 20:45:02 Or... Jun 26 20:45:44 or... Jun 26 20:45:48 * Molly tries not to giggle, watching him intently Jun 26 20:45:59 Koertig Kingdom. Jun 26 20:46:19 oh good lord Jun 26 20:46:30 * Molly giggles Jun 26 20:46:41 Heinzharold will love that Jun 26 20:46:49 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jun 26 20:46:50 no doubt Jun 26 20:47:03 * Molly tilts her head Jun 26 20:47:20 Before the nightmare, I was having a much nicer dream Jun 26 20:48:10 it sounded like it Jun 26 20:48:24 * Molly blushes, smiling Jun 26 20:48:35 Oh dear, what did you hear? Jun 26 20:48:39 nothing much Jun 26 20:50:26 I was Queen of the Tavern in Avebury, and you had me over your shoulder, but my dress was unpetticoated. I thought people were looking and I was giggling. Every time I wriggled too much, you were slapping my bottom like everyone had done to Evie Jun 26 20:51:23 * Morgan nods Jun 26 20:51:55 * Molly watches him a moment Jun 26 20:52:05 What's wrong, liebling? Jun 26 20:52:34 nothing... why? Jun 26 20:52:50 You seem... subdued. Jun 26 20:53:34 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 20:53:36 a little maybe Jun 26 20:53:43 * Molly nods Jun 26 20:53:57 Would you prefer to be alone, or be kn deck? Jun 26 20:53:59 On* Jun 26 20:54:31 I need to be on deck as we dock, but other than that, no Jun 26 20:54:57 You... you should do what pleases you Jun 26 20:55:11 * Molly sips her tea Jun 26 20:56:37 I'm fine right here Jun 26 20:56:58 * Molly nods Jun 26 20:57:40 I wonder if the dream you had about Horatio and I being married will be useful Jun 26 20:57:58 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 20:57:59 who knows Jun 26 20:58:18 * Molly gets up, going to the file Jun 26 20:58:42 It might help a little for finding a deep enough place to dock her? Jun 26 20:59:15 ((Has he put the previous nights nightmare about the fire in there?)) Jun 26 20:59:24 probably... Jun 26 20:59:27 ((yes)) Jun 26 21:00:12 * Molly makes a little "huh" sound, before bringing the file over to look for the one she wanted Jun 26 21:00:54 I can probably find the same dock we used before Jun 26 21:01:07 That would be best. I had not realised you had written yesterday's nightmare Jun 26 21:01:31 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:01:56 Did you want me to read it? Jun 26 21:02:49 not now. I don't want you getting upset again Jun 26 21:03:36 * Molly nods Jun 26 21:04:17 Another day. *she looks at the file* One day, I suppose I'll have to write mine Jun 26 21:04:56 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:04:59 I'm afraid so Jun 26 21:05:15 Not yet. Definitely not yet. Jun 26 21:05:41 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:06:05 * Molly squares her shoulders a little Jun 26 21:06:47 Should we relieve Heinzharold and Inga, incase their are important marital things they need to discuss? *she smiles* Jun 26 21:07:01 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:07:03 aye, we should Jun 26 21:07:30 * Molly looks thoughtful, smiling, then says Jun 26 21:07:34 Will we? Jun 26 21:07:47 in all honesty, I think Varick would be very pleased to see you Jun 26 21:07:59 * Molly nods Jun 26 21:08:27 I'll read this, and then find him. It will be his nap time soon Jun 26 21:08:40 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:12:04 * Molly starts reading it over. And then they do collect Varick. It's obvious that Varick thinks the crown will be a surprise because he keeps giggling but not saying why. He is pleased to see Molly and insists on her putting him for his nap. With Sorgi keen to have a knowledgable eye on navigating to the best spot on the island, Morgan gets drawn up on deck whilst Inga says she'll stay and sew with Molly. HH trudges on deck beside Morgan. Jun 26 21:14:52 * Molly is now known as HH Jun 26 21:15:57 And so, the hero of our story, the young blacksmith, didn't get to woo the comely wench, and was instead sent on a crusade for his Liege Jun 26 21:16:15 I'm going to hit you, you realise that? Jun 26 21:16:44 And the King was not always kind to his underlings, oh no Jun 26 21:18:16 **Claudia comes up behind him* Knock it off Heinzharold, or we'll end up scuppered Jun 26 21:19:07 * HH mutters to Morgan when she's out of earshot "His sheriff was none too friendly either" Jun 26 21:20:00 Go make yourself useful and have a look at the coastline Jun 26 21:20:26 But we arent even going that direction! *he grins* Jun 26 21:20:43 so you'll need to be at the rear of the ship Jun 26 21:21:08 * HH bows floridly before going off Jun 26 21:21:26 * HH is now known as Sorgi Jun 26 21:21:36 * Sorgi comes to Morgan's side Jun 26 21:21:54 He's a real character, m'lord Jun 26 21:22:24 thats one way of putting it Jun 26 21:22:35 The men love him Jun 26 21:22:43 good Jun 26 21:23:12 Do you know where you want her? Jun 26 21:24:12 if memory serves there's a decent place to weight anchor with a small dock on the far side Jun 26 21:24:44 Are you happy to take charge? Jun 26 21:25:20 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:25:21 if you are Jun 26 21:26:31 * Sorgi nods. He rings the bell and tells everyone before standing aside and smiling at Morgan Jun 26 21:26:40 She's all yours, cap'n Jun 26 21:27:19 * Morgan nods to him before shouting out orders to get them on the far side of the island Jun 26 21:36:55 **They get to a point where they could very easily scupper her on the rocks, and Morgan has to decide how loud and bossy to be Jun 26 21:38:31 * Morgan gets very loud and very assertive Jun 26 21:40:07 **Next he has to weigh up the risk of getting her nice and close to the little dock so it's easier, versus the lower risk of damage by using row boats back and forth. ((I cant remember whose ship they took at the event)) Jun 26 21:42:37 * Morgan errs on the side of caution and has them weigh anchor a distance from the dock Jun 26 21:45:39 * Sorgi looks around, nodding with satisfaction Jun 26 21:45:46 Well done, m'lord Jun 26 21:46:30 * Morgan inclines his head Jun 26 21:46:32 been a while Jun 26 21:48:29 Take the helm whenever you wish, m'lord Jun 26 21:49:32 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:49:58 lets ready a shore party. I want someone to survey the rocks, see if we can get the ship closer Jun 26 21:50:55 * Sorgi nods. There's soon much activity, and a preparing of a row boat. Jun 26 21:51:01 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Jun 26 21:51:16 * Claudia looks at the rowboat Jun 26 21:51:22 I'm up for that Jun 26 21:52:29 * Morgan nods Jun 26 21:52:32 good Jun 26 21:52:44 **HH pops up too** Who's goin'? Jun 26 21:54:45 At the moment, Claudia to see if we can get closer Jun 26 21:56:29 **He rattles off the names of four crewmen** They all have experience of coastal fishing, should be good for it Jun 26 21:59:05 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:00:23 **HH goes off to find them** Jun 26 22:00:30 Going yourself? Jun 26 22:01:19 No, I don't think so Jun 26 22:02:03 Any natives? Jun 26 22:02:47 No... Jun 26 22:03:18 What has it got? Wild sheep? Jun 26 22:03:26 used to have monsters Jun 26 22:03:49 Used to? What happened to them? Jun 26 22:04:09 I did Jun 26 22:04:21 * Claudia nods Jun 26 22:04:45 They were tied to some machine or other thats now in the hands of the explorers guild and is, apparently, inert Jun 26 22:05:04 * Claudia shrugs Jun 26 22:05:17 Alright. How long are we staying? Jun 26 22:06:02 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 22:06:11 I need long enough to get a decent look across the island Jun 26 22:06:31 Looks big. Got a map? Jun 26 22:06:47 No... its not _that_ big Jun 26 22:07:55 actually... I might have one Jun 26 22:08:08 Might need that Jun 26 22:08:44 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:09:08 Any houses? Jun 26 22:09:28 one that I saw Jun 26 22:09:56 Big enough for a handful of us? Jun 26 22:10:03 easily Jun 26 22:10:17 Habitable? Jun 26 22:11:15 it was last time I was here... probably needs a damn good clean Jun 26 22:12:06 How long ago was that? ((19m I think)) Jun 26 22:12:39 nearly two years Jun 26 22:13:33 Worth cleaning a bit if you want to be here a few days. Want me to get the map, or are you going to check on the women? Jun 26 22:14:14 I'll go check on them. Jun 26 22:14:26 How is she now? Jun 26 22:15:15 better, more cheerful, thank god Jun 26 22:15:29 What was it all about? Jun 26 22:15:41 a nightmare Jun 26 22:17:15 * Claudia looks at him Jun 26 22:17:47 Should we expect trouble, as with the Love's Requiem? Jun 26 22:18:08 I don't know. She isn't up to telling me about it Jun 26 22:18:21 * Claudia nods Jun 26 22:18:33 Is that why Inga is with her? Jun 26 22:19:36 Maybe... though they are very close Jun 26 22:21:05 * Claudia nods as HH and the others arrive Jun 26 22:21:30 Probe for depth, see if we can tuck her in? Jun 26 22:21:40 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:22:47 * Claudia gets on with arranging this, leaving Morgan to map finding Jun 26 22:23:30 * Morgan heads below to find the map Jun 26 22:24:27 **he can hear Molly and Inga talking just before he gets to the door* Jun 26 22:24:34 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 26 22:24:50 I: What was it like? Jun 26 22:25:01 * Molly sighs wistfully Jun 26 22:25:47 Oh Inga, it was just beautiful. It was so strange, but it felt so real Jun 26 22:26:20 ((Chooses to listen in, or interrupts?)) Jun 26 22:26:26 * Morgan waits Jun 26 22:26:59 I: I thought maybe it would feel a bit off-putting Jun 26 22:27:46 No, not at all. It's... it's magical. Like a real person Jun 26 22:28:05 ((Waits or interrupts?)) Jun 26 22:28:09 ((waits)) Jun 26 22:28:46 I: Did it make you broody? Jun 26 22:29:46 * Morgan makes some noise before opening the door Jun 26 22:32:43 * Molly and Inga both look as if they were discussing something they shouldn't have been. Molly is fixing the dress that Kai sliced, and Inga is darning socks. They glance at each other before looking at him Jun 26 22:33:08 Is it time for us to be ready to go on land, liebling? Jun 26 22:34:25 not just yet... I'm getting the waters checked to see if we can get closer, and I'm hoping to find the map that was sent with the deeds Jun 26 22:35:38 * Molly puts aside the dress, going to the bookshelves. She finds him the letter with the deeds and map Jun 26 22:35:58 * Molly speaks very quietly Jun 26 22:36:06 Are you well? Jun 26 22:36:10 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:38:55 Good *she hands it over* Is there anything I can do to be useful? Jun 26 22:39:28 * Morgan shrugs Jun 26 22:39:31 not at the moment my love Jun 26 22:40:04 * Molly nods Jun 26 22:41:00 I shall stay here out of the way then. We probably have around four hours til dusk Jun 26 22:41:31 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:41:36 very well Jun 26 22:42:25 * Molly impulsively kisses his cheek before blushing Jun 26 22:42:36 I'll... see you later Jun 26 22:42:41 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:42:54 I'll come find you once we're ready to start heading onto the island Jun 26 22:43:07 * Molly nods, retaking her seat Jun 26 22:43:10 Thank you Jun 26 22:44:22 * Morgan nods to Inga before heading out the door Jun 26 22:44:25 **Inga stands up* I've just remembered where there's another pair of Heinzharold's holey socks. I'll be back in a minute Jun 26 22:44:35 * Molly is now known as Inga Jun 26 22:44:55 * Inga follows Morgan out, shutting the door gently Jun 26 22:45:38 I thought you would want to know how she is Jun 26 22:45:46 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:47:00 She seems fine, but she won't talk about this nightmare at all. She says it's not something we need to worry about, and she would rather just forget it... Jun 26 22:47:25 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:47:55 She was asking me if I think you seem happy though Jun 26 22:48:05 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:48:09 she was asking me earlier too Jun 26 22:48:52 I'll let you know if anything else is said, but I don't think trying to make her talk will get me anywhere Jun 26 22:49:32 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:49:40 I think it'd be too painful for her for the time being Jun 26 22:49:49 * Inga nods Jun 26 22:49:57 Its a bit worrying Jun 26 22:50:32 * Morgan nods Jun 26 22:50:34 I know Jun 26 22:51:14 * Inga smiles Jun 26 22:51:37 I'll go back to keeping her company Jun 26 22:51:46 thank you, Inga Jun 26 22:52:43 * Inga lets herself in. Molly says "Where were we?" "Getting Broody" Inga replies Jun 27 01:13:17 * Inga has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 27 18:00:12 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 27 20:31:36 ((Can you let me know if/when you're here please?)) Jun 27 21:19:15 I think it'd be too painful for her for the time being Jun 27 21:19:15 * Inga nods Jun 27 21:19:15 Its a bit worrying Jun 27 21:19:15 * Morgan nods Jun 27 21:19:15 I know Jun 27 21:19:18 * Inga smiles Jun 27 21:19:20 I'll go back to keeping her company Jun 27 21:19:22 thank you, Inga Jun 27 21:19:24 * Inga lets herself in. Molly says "Where were we?" "Getting Broody" Inga replies Jun 27 21:20:27 **Whatever answer Molly gives, it's something inaudible Jun 27 21:21:30 * Morgan heads up on deck Jun 27 21:22:18 **He gets a few quiet minutes to study the map properly, and also to take in the scenery. The high cliffs are somewhat bleak, but the view north and west is a stunning wide open seascape. The map shows beaches on the other side, as well as a small settlement that they had not known about last year. It's significantly nicer looking than he remembers. Jun 27 21:22:19 **There's a sloping cliff path that is the one Morgan and his group took from the dock through the forest and to the manor house. It's unlikely that they will be able to do much exploring before it gets dark, but they may be able to walk along the shingle to the sand* Jun 27 21:25:04 * Morgan finds Sorgi to show him the map Jun 27 21:25:55 **Sorgi is watching Claudia and the others in the little boat Jun 27 21:26:01 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jun 27 21:27:23 * Sorgi studies it, pointing to the second dock Jun 27 21:29:13 Have you been to this one? **It was in his dream where Molly had married Horatio and they were running the island as a training school. Tunnels ran from the the boat house through the cliff to the manor house. He'd built a bigger dock there for the Rose, which Xsarlac had given to him instead* Jun 27 21:29:47 No... had a dream, though Jun 27 21:30:22 * Sorgi just nods Jun 27 21:30:39 **He can see Claudia, HH and the four crew using weights on ropes to survey the depth. They seem to be a bit unsure. The crew on deck seem to be very interested in the island. Suddenly Captain Ulysses shoots past him and jumps overboard* Jun 27 21:31:15 That damn cat Jun 27 21:31:48 * Sorgi smiles Jun 27 21:32:13 Menace. Would the other dock be better? Jun 27 21:32:40 I haven't seen it, but I'd imagine so Jun 27 21:32:49 its certainly not into a forest Jun 27 21:33:04 * Sorgi looks at the map again Jun 27 21:33:15 Not a bad looking island, m'lord Jun 27 21:33:28 better than last time I was here Jun 27 21:34:14 What happened to the people? *he runs his index finger over fisherman's cove Jun 27 21:38:18 I don't know much about it... Jun 27 21:39:01 If we're staying a few days, we could send some men down there to investigate? Jun 27 21:39:24 fancy some fish, do you? Jun 27 21:39:39 * Sorgi smiles Jun 27 21:40:09 Fondness for fish is one of the finest qualities in a navy man, m'lord Jun 27 21:40:20 * Morgan nods Jun 27 21:40:53 And if you're bored of fish, there's always weevils Jun 27 21:41:25 **The cat swims about, darting under the water. He is disrupting a large shoal of fish, so many that he can't even decide which one to catch. Jun 27 21:42:16 **Claudia shouts up** You might get another twenty feet in, but after that it gets dicey! Jun 27 21:43:25 * Morgan frowns Jun 27 21:43:52 must admit last time I was here was aboard a smaller ship... shall we have a look at the other dock? Jun 27 21:44:05 * Sorgi nods Jun 27 21:44:17 Take the row boat or move her? Jun 27 21:44:46 take the boat, no point winding our way out of here just for it to be worse and have to get it back in Jun 27 21:45:14 Do you want to go yourself this time, or send them? Jun 27 21:45:37 I'll go... I've not seen it yet Jun 27 21:45:51 **HH says loudly** Well look at you! Who's a clever boy! Jun 27 21:46:08 * Sorgi looks at Morgan questiongly Jun 27 21:46:18 Is he talking to you, m'lord? Jun 27 21:47:08 Its entirely possible Jun 27 21:47:19 * Morgan looks in his direction Jun 27 21:47:44 **HH picks up Ulysses who has been dropping fish into the boat and sniffs the wet cat** Jun 27 21:48:01 * Sorgi starts to laugh quietly Jun 27 21:48:10 I guess not, m'lord Jun 27 21:49:28 **HH looks up at Morgan with a grin. "Hey, Morgan, watch this!" Jun 27 21:50:06 * Morgan watches Jun 27 21:50:19 **he rubs the cat against his face before grinning again** No sneezing! Jun 27 21:50:42 thats the most bizarre thing I've ever seen... Jun 27 21:51:08 * Sorgi looks surprised at that Jun 27 21:51:17 It is, m'lord? Jun 27 21:51:56 monsters and violence don't phase me, but I've never seen a grown man rub a cat on his face with such glee before Jun 27 21:52:05 **Ulysses jumps from HH's hands back into the water** Jun 27 21:52:13 * Sorgi nods Jun 27 21:52:20 As I said, a real character Jun 27 21:52:30 * Morgan nods Jun 27 21:52:52 * Sorgi shouts for them to bring the boat back Jun 27 21:53:21 Assuming you aren't swimming to it, m'lord? Jun 27 21:53:55 No, if I get in the water HeinzHarold might try to rub me against his face Jun 27 21:54:07 * Sorgi laughs Jun 27 21:55:01 **soon the boat is back, the fish have been passed on to Cook, and it's time to decide who he wants to take, the boat holding a maximum of ten Jun 27 21:58:08 ((Who does he take?)) Jun 27 21:58:55 ((Claudia specifically)) Jun 27 22:00:34 **the other sailors who had been on the boat remain, but HH is sent to tell the ladies what is going on. Koen joins them, bringing their number to seven** Jun 27 22:04:02 **Rowing down the coast a little doesn't take long. It looks just like in his dream, the dock he had built, the steep path winding up the cliff. The wooden boat house back from the beach against the cliff face is the same, where inside Molly Black had pinned him to the door and told him their affair may or may not have caused the child she was carrying before disappearing into the tunnels. Jun 27 22:06:22 **the memory of Molly's words in the dream come back to him " I think so, but there's a chance it could be his too. He and I have been more careful, but more frequent than I have been with you." Jun 27 22:07:03 * Morgan frowns briefly, looking at the boat house Jun 27 22:07:18 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Jun 27 22:07:27 * Claudia follows his gaze Jun 27 22:07:52 Definitely can't get her in there Jun 27 22:07:58 No... Jun 27 22:09:04 Let's plumb from the dock, you can explore Jun 27 22:09:19 * Morgan nods Jun 27 22:09:20 good idea Jun 27 22:14:48 **they do this, leaving Morgan free to wander on the gravelly sand. It feels almost like deja bu because of the dream Jun 27 22:16:43 * Morgan walks along the sand, looking around Jun 27 22:17:37 **Its very peaceful, there's no footprints. The boathouse looks to have a padlock Jun 27 22:18:00 * Morgan mutters to himself as he examines it Jun 27 22:18:28 **its quite rusty, but tough to tell whether it can be picked or not Jun 27 22:19:12 * Morgan tries Jun 27 22:19:33 **it opens easily Jun 27 22:20:04 * Morgan swings the doors open Jun 27 22:21:01 **The inside is identical to the dream, low light, seawater, and a Ketch that's been safely stored. The boat has two sails, a large fishing vessel. Jun 27 22:22:45 * Morgan examines it Jun 27 22:25:16 **She's big enough to hold around twenty five people. Aside from a little algae, she looks good, ideal for the shallow coastal waters around the island. Behind her is the entrance to the tunnel he followed Molly into. In the dream, the branched tunnels led to another machine, and a warning about forces planning to keep them from the convergence. Jun 27 22:26:07 * Morgan scratches his nose a moment before grumbling and heading into the tunnel Jun 27 22:26:28 **it is very, very dark** Jun 27 22:27:13 Maybe later... Jun 27 22:27:21 * Morgan heads back into the light Jun 27 22:29:00 **there doesn't seem to be anything else to see, aside from a few big chains and a mechanism that seems to be designed to pull the Ketch into the shed Jun 27 22:30:22 * Claudia is stood on the dock, hands on hips when he arrives back to them, looking satisfied Jun 27 22:30:31 This looks good Jun 27 22:31:24 I'm glad you approve Jun 27 22:32:01 * Claudia nods Jun 27 22:32:55 I'll approve more when the Rose is docked and settled in. Are you coming back with us, or exploring still? Jun 27 22:33:48 I'll keep looking round Jun 27 22:36:30 * Claudia nods, getting back in the boat. They're soon quite far and though he can see the Rose, the little row boat becomes hard to see. The beach becomes softer sand as it rounds the corner. He can follow the shore, or go up the cliff path Jun 27 22:36:54 * Morgan heads up the cliff path Jun 27 22:41:14 **He's very quickly out of sight of the ship, and the view from the top is stunning, able to see all around the horizon from this high point. The sun tells him its after four, but not by much, and they still have nearly three hours til the sunsets. There's a good sea breeze, but more than anything it is just utterly quiet aside from the sound of the sea. It's incredibly peaceful Jun 27 22:44:28 * Morgan shuts his eyes and breathes slowly Jun 27 22:45:03 **it feels good, simple Jun 27 22:46:42 **about ten minutes pass like this. Then he hears a baaah, which is answered by another Jun 27 22:46:58 * Morgan opens his eyes, looking round Jun 27 22:47:16 **Four sheep watch him whilst chewing the grass Jun 27 22:47:31 well thats easy for you to say isn't it Jun 27 22:48:17 **Another joins them. From the map, it's a fair guess that they have escaped the home farm Jun 27 22:48:47 Well now, who looks after you? Jun 27 22:49:30 **unsurprisingly, they dont answer Jun 27 22:51:43 * Morgan starts walking in the direction of the farm Jun 27 22:52:06 **they run off in that direction Jun 27 22:53:12 * Morgan hums to himself as he walks Jun 27 22:54:36 **The buildings look sound from a distance, but the fence has long rotted. The sheep field is in a bit of a state, a few carcasses in varying degrees of decomposition lying around. There's easily thirty sheep and a handful of lambs ((level of shepherding knowledge?)) Jun 27 22:58:58 ((not much)) Jun 27 23:02:17 **it looks like there was originally separate fields, but now the rams, ewes and lambs are all in together, which even a man not raised on a farm would know is not a sensible way to keep sheep Jun 27 23:03:13 **they're also all very overgrown and matted Jun 27 23:04:08 * Morgan pushes his way to the farmhouse Jun 27 23:05:48 **It's cobwebby, and still furnished, but personal effects seem to all have been removed. A couple of small windows have been left open, so the musty smell is not too bad. There's no signs of a panic or a struggle, it's as if the people just left Jun 27 23:06:16 * Morgan nods to himself, going back outside Jun 27 23:06:25 alright, we'll have to see what we can do about you lot Jun 27 23:06:34 **The sheep are staring at him again Jun 27 23:07:15 * Morgan looks around for some feed Jun 27 23:07:45 **Theres some outbuildings, again neat but cobwebby. He finds saws, hammers and nails, as well as a couple of sealed barrels of sheep feed Jun 27 23:09:45 * Morgan looks back outside for a feed trough Jun 27 23:10:23 **its filled with really disgusting stagnant water Jun 27 23:11:16 * Morgan kicks it over to empty the water Jun 27 23:11:31 **The smell of it is dreadful Jun 27 23:12:33 and I'll bet you lot were drinking that Jun 27 23:14:02 **they continue to watch him with interest. There's a well, but the rope is almost fully frayed. He manages to get fresh water to clean the trough Jun 27 23:15:33 * Morgan gets to cleaning it before filling it with feed Jun 27 23:16:40 **The sheep eat through this in minutes, and he counts thirty six. The rams seem to be hogging it and territorial, barging the ewes and lambs Jun 27 23:18:09 * Morgan takes the time to barge them out the way Jun 27 23:19:00 **They settle a bit after more food. There are some spare bits of fencing, but ideally it would require fully rebuilding, which means felling trees and splitting them. Jun 27 23:19:48 * Morgan sets them up with some water and heads back down toward the dock Jun 27 23:21:03 **The Rose is just mooring up when he gets there, and Claudia is first down the gang plank. She goes over to him then recoils Jun 27 23:21:15 You stink. What have you been doing? Jun 27 23:24:05 exploring. Best take a dip Jun 27 23:24:19 **up on the deck the sails are furled, and commands are given to get things squared away. It must be almost five now. Jun 27 23:24:50 If Heinzharold was down here he'd shove you off the dock Jun 27 23:25:22 and when I get back out he'd rub his face on me... Jun 27 23:25:30 * Morgan launches himself into the water Jun 27 23:26:14 **its not the warmest water he has ever been in, but far from the coldest. Its surprisingly clear Jun 27 23:26:52 * Morgan thrashes about a bit before getting out Jun 27 23:29:30 **Some of the others have disembarked. Molly is stood on the sand, in her modified trousers, shirt and corset, unpinning her hair when he walks out of the water. She looks surprised, her hands stopping their work as she just stares at him, a smile and a blush spreading across her face Jun 27 23:30:21 * Morgan comes to stand a few feet from her Jun 27 23:30:50 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 27 23:31:10 * Molly looks him up and down, speaking quietly Jun 27 23:31:54 You really ought to give a girl fair warning before appearing in wet clothing, mein sehnsucht Jun 27 23:32:15 better this than the miasma I brought with me from atop the cliffs Jun 27 23:32:43 There's little better than this *she smiles* Jun 27 23:33:01 * Morgan wrings out his hair Jun 27 23:33:33 We're going to need to get people over here fairly quickly... there's sheep in desperate need of sheering and caring for Jun 27 23:34:07 * Molly makes a little sigh that it's very lucky the others don't hear as she watches him do this Jun 27 23:35:05 That assumes you're going to keep it inhabited? Unless it would be simpler just to dispatch them, depending upon their condition Jun 27 23:35:43 apart from their fleece, they didn't look too bad... but I'm not sure Jun 27 23:36:04 Are any actively suffering that you could see? Jun 27 23:36:49 Not that I could see... Jun 27 23:36:55 * Molly nods Jun 27 23:37:11 How many are there? Jun 27 23:37:30 thirty six by my count Jun 27 23:37:36 * Molly nods Jun 27 23:38:46 There's around eighty of us, we could go through the meat in a reasonable time, depending on how long you wish to stay Jun 27 23:39:21 * Molly doesn't seem to be joking or teasing him at all Jun 27 23:39:47 I don't know yet Jun 27 23:39:59 * Molly nods Jun 27 23:41:04 I suppose until you know the state of the island generally, it is hard to know if settling people here is worthwhile? Jun 27 23:41:40 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:41:45 doesn't look _too_ bad up there Jun 27 23:41:50 * Molly looks around the beach, smiling Jun 27 23:42:30 Good. What would you like to do with the remainder of the daylight? Jun 27 23:43:55 I thought perhaps you'd like a walk along the beach Jun 27 23:44:20 * Molly nods Jun 27 23:44:42 Unless you need me to look over your flock, yes, that would be lovely Jun 27 23:45:33 they can wait until tomorrow I expect Jun 27 23:46:11 Would you like to wait until Varick has finished eating so he and Heinzharold and Inga can join us...? *she watches him* Jun 27 23:47:01 * Morgan shrugs Jun 27 23:47:05 thats probably a nice idea Jun 27 23:47:36 * Molly 's lips quirk a moment with amusement Jun 27 23:48:10 Unless it is worth a reconnaissance mission, to check for any potential wild boar... Jun 27 23:48:18 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:48:22 good idea Jun 27 23:49:01 Would you like to tell Claudia whilst I take off my boots? Jun 27 23:49:43 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:49:45 aye Jun 27 23:50:25 **Claudia sniffs him when he gets closer** Much better Jun 27 23:50:31 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 27 23:51:25 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:51:30 we're going for a walk along the beach Jun 27 23:52:24 Sorgi suggested letting the crew on land, make some campfires from driftwood. I think its safer for them all to stay near the Rose, in sight of it really Jun 27 23:52:40 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:52:42 agreed Jun 27 23:53:26 I'll let Inga and Heinzharold know where you're going and not to keep Varick up? Jun 27 23:54:11 We're going to reconnoitre and they can join us once he's finished eating Jun 27 23:54:33 * Claudia nods Jun 27 23:55:40 Alright... just... *she motions him aside a bit from the ship* a deserted island seems like a good place to work on being a little less reserved Jun 27 23:55:57 You may have a point Jun 27 23:56:15 You asked for my help, I'm trying to help Jun 27 23:57:13 * Morgan nods Jun 27 23:57:21 I just agreed with you didn't I? Jun 27 23:58:03 * Claudia nods "See you later then" Jun 27 23:58:16 aye Jun 27 23:58:21 * Morgan goes back to Molly Jun 28 00:00:28 * Claudia heads back towards the ship. The confirmation that the crew can have some free time is greeted with a cheer. Molly has her laces tied, boots over her shoulder and is watching out over the open sea with a peaceful expression, scarlet curls caressed by the breeze** Jun 28 00:04:40 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 28 01:08:23 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 28 10:28:14 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 28 10:50:31 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 28 11:14:27 * Morgan walks up beside her Jun 28 11:14:51 * Molly smiles warmly when she sees him. "Its a beautiful view" Jun 28 11:15:13 its not bad is it Jun 28 11:15:20 * Molly takes his hand "are we walking around the headland or back past the Rose and the boathouse?" Jun 28 11:15:42 lets go along towards the headland... I don't fancy getting stared at by sheep again Jun 28 11:16:55 **she smiles up at him as they start walking. It's neither warm nor cold, neither sunny nor heavily overcast. The sand turns soft quickly* How does it feel to be master of all you survey? Jun 28 11:17:16 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 11:17:23 I'm not sure... Jun 28 11:17:39 * Molly nods Jun 28 11:17:54 Very unexpected. Did you come here last time? Jun 28 11:19:59 No... forest, house, mayhem, forest, ship Jun 28 11:20:20 * Molly smiles Jun 28 11:20:31 I'd rather like to have no mayhem Jun 28 11:20:53 * Morgan nods Jun 28 11:20:54 me too Jun 28 11:21:07 **she walks quietly beside him, taking in the view, and lets him lead both the conversation and the pace they're walking at. Within five minutes they curve the edge of the cliff, now facing due West.* Jun 28 11:22:21 * Molly looks out over the unbroken horizon, the sun still above it yet revealing its planned place of rest. The likelihood is it will be a beautiful sunset* Jun 28 11:25:34 Do you ever see the horizon and wonder what is beyond the line? Jun 28 11:25:50 * Morgan tilts his head Jun 28 11:26:32 I don't think so... generally if I'm looking at a horizon, thats the direction I'm headed, and usually for a fight Jun 28 11:26:46 That's sad Jun 28 11:27:36 Though I will confess to always wanting to know whats in dark mysterious places... which is how we ended up with magic, of course Jun 28 11:28:46 How _you_ ended up with it... it was dormant in your blood, and mine was just waiting for the right time, at least according to the Nieblungen Jun 28 11:29:20 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 11:29:37 I'm still thinking it would've stayed that way if I hadn't been mucking about in the summer house Jun 28 11:29:55 * Molly looks over the waves as they continue south Jun 28 11:30:15 I don't blame _you_, liebling Jun 28 11:30:36 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 11:31:29 I like being able to heal people. And I don't have to drink cold tea or bathe in cold water anymore Jun 28 11:31:43 * Morgan nods Jun 28 11:32:36 Do you think there's anyone else on the island? Jun 28 11:33:31 It looks like people left rather than something happening Jun 28 11:33:38 * Molly nods Jun 28 11:33:45 Varick could ask the sheep Jun 28 11:34:25 There's some tunnels in the boathouse I want to explore Jun 28 11:34:31 Now? Jun 28 11:34:38 No... tomorrow Jun 28 11:34:49 * Molly looks faintly relieved Jun 28 11:35:04 I would imagine we will be exploring much tomorrow Jun 28 11:35:17 * Morgan nods Jun 28 11:35:31 What intrigues you about them? Jun 28 11:38:59 * Molly bends, picking up a shell and shaking it off Jun 28 11:43:16 what? Jun 28 11:46:02 The tunnels Jun 28 11:47:34 * Morgan sighs Jun 28 11:47:42 I dreamed there was another machine in them Jun 28 11:48:27 * Molly squeezes his hand Jun 28 11:48:43 We should find it and destroy it then? Jun 28 11:49:12 * Morgan nods Jun 28 11:49:23 * Molly smiles Jun 28 11:49:42 That is what we shall do then. And see to the sheep. Jun 28 11:49:55 or send it to Kai... I could live with that Jun 28 11:50:19 * Molly laughs Jun 28 11:50:33 I could have beaten him, liebling. Jun 28 11:52:21 The sensual technique, it is too fluid and fast for him. That's why he was struggling to keep up. Jun 28 11:53:28 that and he was distracted by it Jun 28 11:53:50 It is unusual, it would distract most people... Jun 28 11:54:54 * Morgan nods Jun 28 11:55:06 I think he was more distracted by how you looked while doing it Jun 28 11:55:28 * Molly glances at him Jun 28 11:55:37 It is very distracting? Jun 28 11:59:58 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:00:12 That's good, isn't it? Jun 28 12:01:06 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:01:10 its effective, too Jun 28 12:01:18 * Molly smiles Jun 28 12:01:39 I have improved so much this last year since you started teaching me Jun 28 12:02:00 Mostly since Claudia taught you Jun 28 12:05:04 Does that trouble you? Jun 28 12:05:34 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 28 12:05:36 no Jun 28 12:06:22 Good. Did you realise that a week today will be the anniversary of the first time you kissed me? Jun 28 12:06:50 is it? Jun 28 12:07:06 Mmmhmm. September thirtieth. Jun 28 12:07:22 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:07:24 I see Jun 28 12:07:36 * Molly glances up again Jun 28 12:07:45 That surprises you? Jun 28 12:08:04 its gone by quickly Jun 28 12:08:16 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:08:41 It has. I could never in my wildest dreams have imagined this Jun 28 12:09:28 I am still somewhat surprised Jun 28 12:09:42 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:10:10 You have come so far Jun 28 12:10:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 12:11:28 You don't think so? Jun 28 12:15:16 I don't know really... I'm closer to who I was... Jun 28 12:15:27 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:15:38 Does that please you? Jun 28 12:17:57 I think so Jun 28 12:18:14 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:18:22 does it you? Jun 28 12:18:38 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:18:48 It does... Jun 28 12:19:15 but... Jun 28 12:19:49 But I love you regardless. And I will love you, no matter what. Jun 28 12:19:56 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 28 12:20:02 * Molly squeezes his hand Jun 28 12:20:41 I just want you to be happy Jun 28 12:21:14 and I am Jun 28 12:21:44 * Molly nods, looking over at the sea again Jun 28 12:21:57 How is your side today? **As busy as he has been, he's barely noticed the slight tenderness til now** Jun 28 12:23:15 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 12:23:17 livable Jun 28 12:23:25 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:23:38 You did not finish telling me about the fight Jun 28 12:24:34 nothing really to tell Jun 28 12:25:37 It was for fun, rather than necessity, and that's why you thought you and Heinzharold would be in trouble? Jun 28 12:26:48 it wasn't entirely necessary, no Jun 28 12:26:55 * Molly smiles Jun 28 12:27:11 You're Eisen, you can't help yourselves... Jun 28 12:27:28 oh I wouldn't go _that_ far Jun 28 12:27:35 No? Jun 28 12:27:51 * Molly giggles Jun 28 12:28:10 No, we definitely could've decided not to Jun 28 12:28:21 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:28:57 Well, I don't intend to scold you. I know Heinzharold got his sore eye kissed better Jun 28 12:31:55 * Molly seems quite happy just walking through the sand beside him. He estimates the stretch between the corner near the dock and the next corner is about a mile, which makes his island on the map about two miles by three quarters of a mile.** Jun 28 12:35:36 * Molly looks along the beach Jun 28 12:35:45 How far do you wish to go? Jun 28 12:36:16 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 12:36:22 I've not planned that far ahead Jun 28 12:36:30 * Molly smiles Jun 28 12:37:13 I need to be back before nine, if my Father hasn't been eaten by the Schattenmann he will be expecting me Jun 28 12:37:26 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:37:32 I'm sure he'll be fine Jun 28 12:37:43 * Molly nods Jun 28 12:38:01 Despite everything he put me through, I really hope so Jun 28 12:38:41 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:38:45 the two of you have come a long way Jun 28 12:38:59 * Molly shrugs a little Jun 28 12:39:12 Maybe it wasnt even completely his choice Jun 28 12:39:39 No, I think it was Jun 28 12:40:09 Maybe the convergence dictated that I had to suffer. Jun 28 12:40:50 I don't think so Jun 28 12:41:29 * Molly sighs Jun 28 12:41:38 Yes, you're probably right Jun 28 12:42:57 * Molly keeps walking for a while, occasionally collecting shells or small pebbles. They're not far from the next corner when she stops to look out at the view Jun 28 12:43:44 * Molly stands watching the waves, thoughtful Jun 28 12:45:21 I know duty and destiny prevent us and it can only be a daydream, but I wonder what life would be like if we gave everything else up… Jun 28 12:45:55 I'm not sure they do... Jun 28 12:46:58 The Order, Gottkirchen, Sudlachenburg, Capperlucia, Eisen, the convergence, Varick's lands and future… Jun 28 12:47:46 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 12:47:51 I will do what I will do Jun 28 12:48:11 * Molly nods a little Jun 28 12:48:25 What if we just made our lives here, simple and cut off from most of the dangers of the world? Jun 28 12:49:18 Then we would spend our lives wondering what difference we could've made Jun 28 12:49:22 * Molly continues watching the waves rather than watching him Jun 28 12:49:49 I suppose so. But we could make a difference here. You could raise sheep and cultivate the orchard Sorgi saw on the map. Or have your training school, and I could teach a little, we could juggle our children around that. We could watch the sunset from here each day, and hold each other's hands, just enjoying each day that we have together. Jun 28 12:50:07 is that what you want? Jun 28 12:50:40 I don't think it would be the right thing to do Jun 28 12:51:51 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:52:05 * Molly shakes it off, smiling. "It doesn't matter. I am just a little out of sorts today. We have much to do, and Eisen to help rebuild." Jun 28 12:53:22 * Morgan nods Jun 28 12:53:31 But if we did settle here forever, we would be able to swim naked, and noone could stop us Jun 28 12:55:10 No-one could stop us anyway... Jun 28 12:55:15 * Molly tilts her head, then drops her boots off her shoulder, smiling but not speaking Jun 28 12:59:33 * Molly loosens the ribbons and then unbusks the corset, dropping it on the sand, still not speaking and just smiling at him Jun 28 13:00:06 you're not actually going to...? Jun 28 13:00:56 * Molly slips off her modified trousers, the shirt just covering her modesty. She raises an eyebrow Jun 28 13:01:02 Arent I? Jun 28 13:01:32 its cold in there... Jun 28 13:03:21 * Molly walks to the water, the white cotton hem barely covering the bottom curves of her derriere. There's no menstrual cloth pinned to it as he may have anticipated, given that her course only started in the early hours of the previous morning Jun 28 13:06:38 * Morgan watches her quietly Jun 28 13:07:47 * Molly wanders deeper. Calves, knees, thighs... when it reaches her hips she lifts the shirt to keep it dry. It clearly gets deep relatively close to the shore here. She turns, now the sea providing a shield for the most intimate parts of her. Her curls are wild and wind-swept, and she'd make a wonderful sketch, smiling with amusement Jun 28 13:08:12 It's actually rather pleasant Jun 28 13:09:08 * Morgan nods Jun 28 13:09:33 * Molly eases the shirt up, shielding her breasts with her left forearm as she pulls the shirt off with her right hand and flings it onto the sand. She keeps her eyes on him Jun 28 13:10:04 It seems that yes, I was indeed going to Jun 28 13:10:29 * Morgan nods Jun 28 13:12:34 * Molly sinks into the water before removing her concealing arm, the water now to her armpits. She waves to him with both hands a mischievous smile Jun 28 13:13:02 The fish have a better view than you, my love Jun 28 13:13:51 evidently. Rather unfair I think Jun 28 13:14:11 * Molly nods, biting her lip Jun 28 13:14:44 A shame, mon petit chou, that you are a landlubber! Jun 28 13:14:57 * Morgan snorts Jun 28 13:16:38 * Molly takes a breath, and drops down out of sight, only her hair floating on the surface of the gentle waves Jun 28 13:18:44 * Molly pulls her hair down beneath the water with her hands, and for several seconds he cant see her at all Jun 28 13:19:28 * Morgan holds his breath, counting Jun 28 13:20:05 **thirty seconds pass... then another ten... and another** Jun 28 13:21:35 * Morgan sighs, taking off his boots Jun 28 13:21:41 * Molly surfaces just after the one minute point with a gasp and a grin Jun 28 13:21:53 not bad... not bad Jun 28 13:22:20 Are you coming in to show me how long you can do it? Jun 28 13:23:22 This is just an excuse to get me naked, isn't it Jun 28 13:24:04 Oh, mon petit chou, you wound me! *she giggles, sinking beneath the water once more* Jun 28 13:26:22 * Morgan sighs, undressing Jun 28 13:26:33 **she resurfaces just as he's undoing his trousers, watching with a teasing smile "would you like me to turn away until you're in, to preserve your modesty?" Jun 28 13:27:32 * Morgan frowns Jun 28 13:27:37 don't be daft Jun 28 13:27:50 I am teasing you, my love Jun 28 13:29:20 * Molly watches his undressing intently, smiling. A flush blossoms on her cheeks once he is fully naked Jun 28 13:29:47 * Morgan wades into the water Jun 28 13:30:05 **it is freezing, and she starts giggling Jun 28 13:31:24 That's why I had to stay beneath the water, certain parts of me would have given away the surprise Jun 28 13:31:37 * Morgan chuckles Jun 28 13:31:43 its colder round here than at the dock Jun 28 13:32:20 I should have taken off my clothes there then? Jun 28 13:33:06 if you wanted to be ogled by the crew... Jun 28 13:33:11 * Molly smirks Jun 28 13:33:59 I wouldn't mind being oggled by the acting captain who I am told was _very_ assertive bringing her in to the first dock Jun 28 13:39:10 **beneath the surface the sand is still quite soft and smooth Jun 28 14:32:07 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 28 16:04:09 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 28 17:22:24 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 28 18:32:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 28 19:06:16 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 28 20:00:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 28 20:03:36 ((Let me know when you're ready, I'll need c&p because I got repeatedly kicked)) Jun 28 20:04:12 * Morgan chuckles Jun 28 20:04:13 its colder round here than at the dock Jun 28 20:04:13 I should have taken off my clothes there then? Jun 28 20:04:13 if you wanted to be ogled by the crew... Jun 28 20:04:13 * Molly smirks Jun 28 20:04:15 I wouldn't mind being oggled by the acting captain who I am told was _very_ assertive bringing her in to the first dock Jun 28 20:04:18 **beneath the surface the sand is still quite soft and smooth Jun 28 20:05:58 * Morgan shrugs Jun 28 20:06:05 Things needed to be done, thats all Jun 28 20:08:57 Oh, I wasnt not suggesting it was a bad thing, my love Jun 28 20:09:49 Couldn't risk her running aground... Jun 28 20:11:14 * Molly smiles thoughtfully Jun 28 20:11:23 That would be unfortunate Jun 28 20:11:40 ((How far in is here?)) Jun 28 20:12:22 ((waist depth)) Jun 28 20:13:17 * Molly smiles, moving closer to him Jun 28 20:15:21 * Molly looks at him gently and affectionately Jun 28 20:15:36 I'm glad you could join me, my love Jun 28 20:17:52 second time I've been in the water in a short time Jun 28 20:18:29 You must be very wet already then Jun 28 20:18:32 * Molly gives no indication in her expression before she splashes him Jun 28 20:18:57 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 28 20:19:21 * Molly giggles Jun 28 20:20:38 I didn't get to splash you at the stream outside Atemlos incase it interrupted you, I thought I should redress that *she blushes at the memory of what she was would have interrupted him doing, smiling* Jun 28 20:21:28 I can't really argue with that logic Jun 28 20:21:35 * Molly nods Jun 28 20:22:13 I thought not **she splashes him again, grinning** Jun 28 20:22:33 alright, thats quite enough of that Jun 28 20:22:43 * Morgan sinks down so his shoulders are below the water Jun 28 20:22:47 * Molly tilts her head Jun 28 20:23:01 Are you sure, mon petit chou? Jun 28 20:23:12 * Molly is trying not to laugh Jun 28 20:23:47 I'm fairly sure, aye Jun 28 20:24:03 * Molly smiles innocently Jun 28 20:24:57 Did you know it's nearly impossible to make love well in water? **she drops down under the surface again the moment she's finished saying it* Jun 28 20:26:58 * Molly stays down there for another full minute before popping back up, still with an innocent smile Jun 28 20:27:30 * Morgan swims towards her Jun 28 20:27:37 I would imagine it is Jun 28 20:28:06 * Molly watches him as if waiting to be splashed, but she doesn't move Jun 28 20:28:22 You aren't curious as to why _I_ know that? Jun 28 20:29:24 I'm assuming you heard it aboard Captain Tsaylors ship Jun 28 20:29:33 * Molly shakes her head Jun 28 20:29:35 No Jun 28 20:29:43 probably HeinzHarold then Jun 28 20:29:58 * Molly smiles wryly Jun 28 20:30:06 Indirectly Jun 28 20:30:09 * Morgan nods Jun 28 20:30:50 I was going to suggest I would tell you the right answer if you could catch me Jun 28 20:31:23 Given that you only recently learned to swim, I don't see that'd be a challenge... Jun 28 20:31:37 * Molly nods, shrugging Jun 28 20:32:28 Maybe I'm secretly a mermaid, using magic to have these. **her hands go beneath the water to her legs* Jun 28 20:34:13 possibly... but I doubt it Jun 28 20:34:19 * Molly tilts her head with a puzzled smile "why are sailors in stories so enamored with mermaids?" Jun 28 20:37:34 according to Sorgi, we really like fish... Jun 28 20:38:00 * Molly opens then closes her mouth, blushing Jun 28 20:39:02 However... we love the sea. I've no doubt we'd swim it if we could, and mermaids have that, and are, supposedly, beautiful too... Jun 28 20:39:55 * Molly splashes him again Jun 28 20:40:19 Perhaps I'm not secretly a mermaid *she sounds playful rather than troubled* Jun 28 20:40:42 Half, maybe... Jun 28 20:41:05 That's more practical anyway Jun 28 20:41:20 depends which half... if you're the tail half, you';re actually just a fish... Jun 28 20:42:09 * Molly nods Jun 28 20:42:35 I'd rather just be me, here today, with you. Jun 28 20:42:50 thats rather lucky then Jun 28 20:43:14 * Molly looks at him intensely Jun 28 20:43:31 I am very, very lucky to have my life with you Jun 28 20:43:47 I'm not terribly sure about that Jun 28 20:44:28 I am. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I am going to enjoy that for as long as I can Jun 28 20:45:28 * Morgan swims closer Jun 28 20:45:55 * Molly doesn't splash him or move away, just watching him Jun 28 20:49:45 I wont splash you, I promise Jun 28 20:50:24 * Morgan nods, swimming to her Jun 28 20:55:28 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 28 21:07:49 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 28 21:08:16 * Molly looks at him adoringly Jun 28 21:10:11 See, no splashing... Jun 28 21:10:28 * Morgan wraps his arms around her Jun 28 21:10:29 indeed Jun 28 21:12:32 * Molly 's eyes light up, nodding a little. Her skin against his arms is cool and smooth, like shiny seaglass Jun 28 21:13:56 Thank you Jun 28 21:14:09 * Morgan looks confused Jun 28 21:14:10 what for? Jun 28 21:14:19 Everything, as always Jun 28 21:19:00 * Molly brings one hand to his upper chest, the other on his stubble as she gently strokes his cheek whilst looking into his eyes Jun 28 21:23:41 I'm sorry I keep putting you in danger Jun 28 21:23:54 * Molly looks confused Jun 28 21:24:05 You have not put me in danger, liebling Jun 28 21:24:19 * Morgan runs his thumb along the mark on her cheek Jun 28 21:25:02 * Molly 's lips part, and she blinks Jun 28 21:25:45 I... I could get rid of it, if it troubles you to have that reminder of the accident Jun 28 21:26:25 I think it'd be noticed, so best not Jun 28 21:26:49 * Molly smiles, shrugging slightly Jun 28 21:27:47 Generally if you list a few names of herbs in a tone that implies you know what you're talking about, people will accept it Jun 28 21:28:40 true... I always found during the war you could get away with an awful lot if you walked about like you're meant to be there Jun 28 21:30:04 "Your elderly Father has gout? A poultice of dragon's weed, terranissa and yellow nicosia root will do wonders for it" **it does sound like she knows what she is talking about* Jun 28 21:30:25 * Morgan nods Jun 28 21:30:40 * Molly smirks a little Jun 28 21:30:49 None of those even exist Jun 28 21:31:52 * Morgan chuckles Jun 28 21:31:59 Confidence takes you a long way. A bit like bravado, I think? Jun 28 21:32:06 * Morgan nods Jun 28 21:32:07 indeed Jun 28 21:32:20 * Molly moves her hand from his cheek to his neck Jun 28 21:32:40 It was not your fault. It was utterly unpredictable. Jun 28 21:32:51 I'm not so sure Jun 28 21:32:59 Why not? Jun 28 21:33:09 Just before it happened, something felt... off Jun 28 21:33:17 * Molly nods Jun 28 21:34:02 I remember you saying so Jun 28 21:34:13 * Morgan nods Jun 28 21:34:33 You cannot keep me away from all danger, liebling Jun 28 21:35:34 I cant help but feel you wouldn't be in that danger if it weren't for me Jun 28 21:36:31 I can tell you that I would not be happy any other way. I can tell you that living without you would be unbearable for me... Jun 28 21:36:41 * Molly watches him solemnly Jun 28 21:36:44 * Morgan nods Jun 28 21:37:37 *she speaks quietly* It's alright to be scared... life is so unpredictable Jun 28 21:42:42 that it is Jun 28 21:44:33 I will do everything I can to be here with you, liebling Jun 28 21:45:15 I'm worried about the animosity you've been showing towards the Nieblungen Jun 28 21:45:30 * Molly looks away Jun 28 21:46:05 Dont fret at it, my love Jun 28 21:47:38 I'm afraid, given how entwined we are with them, I must Jun 28 21:48:06 I am not going to do anything. It was almost certainly just a nightmare, that's all Jun 28 21:48:28 * Morgan frowns Jun 28 21:49:22 * Molly changes her position, drawing in close to his chest, her arms around his waist. Jun 28 21:56:28 It's fine, I'm fine... Jun 28 21:56:44 * Morgan nods, sighing Jun 28 21:58:04 * Molly holds him tighter Jun 28 21:58:24 I know it must be frustrating, and worrying, and I am most sorry for it Jun 28 21:58:56 * Morgan nods Jun 28 21:58:59 alright Jun 28 22:00:10 I am working towards the convergence. I am not fighting against it, and I won't cause trouble or be uncooperative with the Nieblungen Jun 28 22:01:52 * Morgan sighs Jun 28 22:01:55 very well Jun 28 22:02:21 * Molly sighs too Jun 28 22:02:35 Should we go back to the ship? Jun 28 22:03:00 I daresay Varick is wanting a walk along the beach Jun 28 22:03:26 * Molly lets go Jun 28 22:03:42 Then that is what we should do... Jun 28 22:03:55 we probably should, aye Jun 28 22:04:12 * Molly looks up at him Jun 28 22:04:26 Is that what you wish to do? Jun 28 22:07:21 No, I'm quite happy bobbing along here Jun 28 22:07:57 * Molly nods, smiling again finally Jun 28 22:08:16 Good. I wouldn't be anywhere else right now Jun 28 22:09:14 * Molly 's eyebrows raise briefly at a thought Jun 28 22:11:10 I wouldn't be _with anyone else_ right now... the location is not so important... Jun 28 22:12:24 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:12:30 thats the way I prefer it... Jun 28 22:13:00 * Molly nods, placing a kiss on his chest Jun 28 22:13:02 Good Jun 28 22:15:39 Somewhere with less sand would be agreeable... Jun 28 22:15:56 oh? Jun 28 22:16:27 It will take some washing off, when we get back, won't it? Jun 28 22:16:58 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:17:01 stuffs awful Jun 28 22:17:11 * Molly smiles a little Jun 28 22:17:30 At least it will only be our feet and clothes really... Jun 28 22:17:42 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 28 22:18:20 It would be much worse if it was in our hair, all over our skin Jun 28 22:20:05 that it would Jun 28 22:20:11 That is why if we are to come out on the beach to lie down and relax under the sun we will need some large towels, or maybe sheets... Jun 28 22:20:48 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:20:49 indeed Jun 28 22:21:19 Not an unpleasant idea though Jun 28 22:22:38 not at all Jun 28 22:23:07 * Molly smiles up at him Jun 28 22:23:28 Oh, I probably should have said earlier... Jun 28 22:24:32 * Molly stretches up as if she will kiss him Jun 28 22:24:56 I... Jun 28 22:25:48 ((Expression please?)) Jun 28 22:26:02 * Morgan watches her enquiringly Jun 28 22:26:12 ...have come to the end of my course. *she giggles* Jun 28 22:27:11 thats very quick Jun 28 22:27:39 It doesn't last more than a day or two with the herbs Jun 28 22:30:10 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:30:11 I see Jun 28 22:30:24 * Molly smiles, looking almost wistful Jun 28 22:30:46 One day, in the future, you will have to endure a week at a time... Jun 28 22:30:58 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:32:12 Should I have picked a better time to announce this than when we are a mile from home and surrounded by sand, mon petit chou? Jun 28 22:32:25 * Morgan chuckles Jun 28 22:32:39 possibly, considering its almost impossible to do well in water Jun 28 22:33:10 * Molly tilts her head Jun 28 22:34:19 We will have to wait then, I suppose Jun 28 22:35:13 * Morgan nods Jun 28 22:35:17 pronbably best Jun 28 22:35:25 * Molly raises an eyebrow, smiling Jun 28 22:36:20 You can endure a mile walk without pinning me up against the cliff face, I assume? *she blushes* Jun 28 22:36:44 I can but try Jun 28 22:37:07 * Molly giggles Jun 28 22:38:07 I dont suppose I need to redress until we get back to the headland, so maybe we shall see how well your dracheneisen self-restraint can hold up against that Jun 28 22:38:23 as you wish blossom Jun 28 22:40:27 * Molly kisses his lips quickly before bolting from the water as fast as she can, laughing excitedly. She watches him from the sand. There's no water to provide modesty to the triangle at the juncture of her thighs, but her hair comes down over her breasts almost to her waist. She looks natural and uninhibited, like she belongs here in the waves and on the sand. Jun 28 22:42:49 * Morgan follows her out Jun 28 22:47:55 * Molly scoops up her clothes and boots, but clearly intends to keep up her threat of remaining nude. She stays out of arms reach, but only just as times, clearly enjoying the game. When they get just around from the dock, she puts her shirt and trousers on, exclaiming that there seems little point when she intends to only wear them long enough to get behind a locked door with him. Jun 28 22:48:15 Holding hands, they reappear to the sight of camp fires and everyone but HH, Inga and Varick eating on the beach. With a groan, Molly goes to sit on a large piece of driftwood, accepting food. ((Done)) Jun 28 22:57:45 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jun 29 10:04:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 29 10:06:48 **The roasted meat smells good. There's even vegetables and potatoes. She gives him a little look that mixes forlornness and frustration. He gets given a plate piled high. Everyone is eating in their laps. The sun is not far from setting, and soon the cooking fires will become a vital source of warmth. Jun 29 10:06:48 The crew are having a good time, it reminds him of many evenings in the more peaceful parts of the War. Beside him, Molly picks at her food, barely eating Jun 29 10:07:45 something wrong blossom? Jun 29 10:09:00 I'm not at all hungry... Jun 29 10:09:51 * Morgan frowns Jun 29 10:10:33 * Molly smiles a little, dropping the volume, and leans a bit closer beside him Jun 29 10:10:51 I mean, I'm not hungry _for food_ Jun 29 10:11:39 ah... I see Jun 29 10:12:04 **Claudia comes over to them, carrying her own plate** someone's taken food to Heinzharold and Inga. Nice swim? Jun 29 10:12:36 * Morgan nods Jun 29 10:12:38 was cold Jun 29 10:13:57 C: *she sits on the sand in front of them* How far did you go? Jun 29 10:14:32 * Molly glances at him, smiling before eating some of the roast beef Jun 29 10:15:00 C: *she looks at Molly a moment before looking back to Morgan* Jun 29 10:15:02 Just along from the headland Jun 29 10:15:56 C: *she nods* You were gone a while. Sorgi thought you might have gone for a look towards the cove Jun 29 10:16:21 No, just spending some time together... Jun 29 10:16:53 **The food is really good. The sun is rapidly lowering* Jun 29 10:17:29 C: Be time to scout the place tomorrow. You have a plan for doing it? Jun 29 10:18:34 I thought we'd use our legs and our eyes... Jun 29 10:24:57 C: looking at 1.4 miles area, 5 or so for perimeter Jun 29 10:25:19 * Molly seems to be more engaged in this than she was Jun 29 10:25:24 * Morgan nods Jun 29 10:26:15 I think she's right, liebling. We need a plan to look it over thoroughly. Do you have the map? Jun 29 10:26:42 * Morgan nods, taking it out of a pouch Jun 29 10:27:05 * Molly takes it, looking it over. She smiles Jun 29 10:27:10 It has orchards Jun 29 10:27:45 * Morgan nods Jun 29 10:28:16 * Molly starts to frown Jun 29 10:28:47 Alright... yes, I think we will want groups going out to look around... Jun 29 10:29:08 C: Think we need to leave many on the Rose? Jun 29 10:29:28 I'd like to leave enough to be able to hold the ship if needs be Jun 29 10:29:47 C: Twenty? Jun 29 10:29:56 * Molly looks perturbed now Jun 29 10:31:10 **muttering** makes no sense... Jun 29 10:31:16 what? Jun 29 10:33:36 * Molly taps the home farm first "livestock ground with a surviving flock" she taps the forest "wood for building and boats, probably wildlife" then the orchard "probably apples and pears" church, tavern, market "community and trade" then at last the cove "fishing, trade with the mainland" Jun 29 10:35:02 uh huh Jun 29 10:35:06 * Molly looks up at him, frowning "Everything is here for a thriving population who are fed, housed and clothed..." Jun 29 10:35:35 Perhaps once the machine was activated they got scared and left... which would be understandable Jun 29 10:36:12 C: *she swigs from a tankard* Fill in the gaps, what machine? Jun 29 10:36:29 * Molly watches him too Jun 29 10:36:42 It.. created monsters Jun 29 10:37:17 C: what!? Why? Jun 29 10:39:05 * Morgan shrugs Jun 29 10:39:06 Avalon Jun 29 10:40:38 Its not here anymore, though Jun 29 10:51:49 C: Monsters scared off the locals. Right. Jun 29 10:52:25 * Molly rolls her eyes at him Jun 29 10:52:28 Thats a fair assumption Jun 29 10:52:52 C: But not the fairies? Jun 29 10:53:09 * Molly flinches Jun 29 10:53:21 * Morgan swears Jun 29 10:53:24 Don't say it. We don't say it Jun 29 10:53:42 * Molly moves a little closer to Morgan Jun 29 10:54:04 C: Sorry. What do we say instead? Jun 29 10:54:54 if you _must_... the Sidg Jun 29 10:54:58 Sidhe* Jun 29 10:55:11 Or the fair folk Jun 29 10:55:42 C: **she nods* None of them here? Jun 29 10:56:29 there wasn't when I was here last Jun 29 10:56:56 C: what sort of monsters were there? Jun 29 10:57:24 * Molly stands up, setting down her plate Jun 29 10:57:33 Would you excuse me a minute? Jun 29 10:58:23 * Morgan nods Jun 29 10:58:58 * Molly wanders over to James Schulz, sitting on another bit of driftwood Jun 29 10:59:10 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 29 10:59:16 * Claudia watches her Jun 29 10:59:46 Everything alright? Jun 29 11:00:13 * Morgan sighs Jun 29 11:00:39 She hates the time I spent here Jun 29 11:03:30 Why? Jun 29 11:03:47 Because I died. Twice. Jun 29 11:04:18 * Claudia looks like she's about to ridicule this Jun 29 11:04:33 * Morgan looks at her solemnly Jun 29 11:04:43 * Claudia shakes her head Jun 29 11:04:57 Holy fuck, Morgan. Jun 29 11:06:15 * Morgan looks out to the horizon Jun 29 11:07:19 Needless to say, she doesn't like thinking about them Jun 29 11:07:39 Why the hell are we here? Jun 29 11:08:09 Eventually, we defeated them and turned the machine off... as I said, its not here anymore Jun 29 11:08:14 ((Attention?)) Jun 29 11:08:28 What are you going to do with the place? Jun 29 11:09:10 ((the horizon)) Jun 29 11:09:20 initially my plan was to open a training academy Jun 29 11:09:33 but that was before I actually got the place Jun 29 11:09:44 **The sun is very low now, the sky turning beautiful** Jun 29 11:10:01 Would you have contacted Heinzharold and I then? Jun 29 11:10:56 You'd have been the ideal people for it Jun 29 11:11:04 * Claudia chews the meat a moment before replying Jun 29 11:11:11 Coulda been fun Jun 29 11:11:50 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:12:15 What about now that you have it? Don't want a training school now? Jun 29 11:12:42 I've got significantly more going on now than I did when I made that plan Jun 29 11:12:55 Some would say too much Jun 29 11:13:51 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:13:59 Cant change the world sat at home Jun 29 11:14:07 * Claudia shrugs Jun 29 11:14:51 Spose not. You get to the bottom of what was going on with her this morning yet? Jun 29 11:15:26 Sort of Jun 29 11:15:48 * Claudia looks in Molly's direction. She's pointing at the map, and james is making a note on a scrap of paper. She looks focused, almost businesslike Jun 29 11:16:10 Go on then Jun 29 11:17:23 Couple of things... she had an awful nightmare and was terrified it was going to happen, like has happened with mine... imagine what she could do when she's distressed Jun 29 11:18:14 Could it happen? And she's doing well with her training, but she's not that dangerous Jun 29 11:19:12 You're missing my meaning... Jun 29 11:19:25 Tell me your meaning then Jun 29 11:19:34 * Morgan speaks quietly Jun 29 11:19:53 her talent to heal people... imagine the opposite happening Jun 29 11:20:11 * Claudia grimaces Jun 29 11:20:17 That's possible? Jun 29 11:20:21 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:20:33 we've tested the theory... now imagine waking from the worst nightmare... Jun 29 11:20:39 * Claudia looks grim Jun 29 11:20:59 Not good Jun 29 11:21:03 indeed Jun 29 11:21:20 She she distanced herself from everyone Jun 29 11:21:42 I dont know what to say. The healing was a shock, but this... Jun 29 11:22:17 two sides of the same coin Jun 29 11:22:25 * Claudia nods Jun 29 11:22:37 She could beat you in a fight. Jun 29 11:22:53 possibly Jun 29 11:23:26 She made Cook's heart restart... two sides of the same coin, and you're dead. Jun 29 11:24:04 * Claudia looks over at the redhead who is now laughing. The micro-expression shows wariness. Jun 29 11:24:13 If she could get close enough to touch... but I would not want her paying that price. The idea of harming someone horrifies her Jun 29 11:25:07 It'll hold her back in a fight. She needs to be willing to kill if she has to. Jun 29 11:26:01 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:26:07 if needs be, she will Jun 29 11:26:18 You're certain? Jun 29 11:26:41 more or less... she's plenty dangerous thanks to you Jun 29 11:26:54 * Claudia inclines her head Jun 29 11:27:15 Get her out shooting whilst we're here. No natives to disturb Jun 29 11:27:41 so far... but thats a good idea Jun 29 11:27:58 * Claudia nods Jun 29 11:28:14 Heinzharold know about the healing? Jun 29 11:28:20 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 29 11:28:25 not unless she's told Inga Jun 29 11:28:37 so far... you, me, Sorgi... Jun 29 11:28:43 They need to know. Jun 29 11:29:18 He's lived his whole life in Sudlachenburg... I don't have the luxury of him avoiding her for the rest of the trip Jun 29 11:29:40 * Claudia looks at him frankly Jun 29 11:30:10 He has to know. Imagine the damage that will happen if he feels the draw and can't control himself. Jun 29 11:30:33 * Morgan sighs Jun 29 11:30:38 I hate it when you're right Jun 29 11:31:30 You'd hate it more if he takes her. And it wouldn't even be his fault, it'd be yours Jun 29 11:31:52 You've made your point, you don't need to keep hammering it home Jun 29 11:32:01 * Claudia nods Jun 29 11:32:44 Needs to know about the other side of the coin. Him and Inga. We need to be able to protect her... and anyone else from her, if needs be Jun 29 11:33:01 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:33:13 She just needs space Jun 29 11:33:19 * Claudia nods Jun 29 11:33:46 I've seen healers before, had one in our unit a while, but not like she is Jun 29 11:35:16 She's something of a singularity Jun 29 11:35:30 **Molly starts to get up from her spot with James** Jun 29 11:35:36 Any idea why? Jun 29 11:35:57 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:36:02 but its not something you want to hear Jun 29 11:36:19 Is it something I need to know? Jun 29 11:36:41 If you needed to, I'd tell you Jun 29 11:36:48 * Claudia nods Jun 29 11:37:18 And you'll tell Heinzharold and Inga what they need to know? Jun 29 11:37:49 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:38:07 You know I'll do whats right Jun 29 11:38:22 **Claudia nods. Molly gets comes to sit back down, smiling** Jun 29 11:39:00 It's getting colder, isn't it? Jun 29 11:39:06 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 29 11:39:18 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:40:12 **Claudia gets up** I'm going to pinch some of Sorgi's beef. See you in a bit. Jun 29 11:40:20 * Morgan nods Jun 29 11:41:09 * Molly smiles, watching James as he goes over to a small group of the crew Jun 29 11:41:24 Are you well, liebling? Jun 29 11:41:38 more or less. Jun 29 11:41:48 * Molly looks at him Jun 29 11:41:57 What's troubling you? Jun 29 11:43:42 I'm going to have to tell HeinzHarold about your talent Jun 29 11:43:56 * Molly inhales sharply Jun 29 11:43:59 Why? Jun 29 11:44:29 Because if you have to use it and there is that draw... Jun 29 11:44:53 So that he knows to keep people away. It makes sense liebling Jun 29 11:45:33 So that he knows what that draw is... and he'll need to know about the other side of it Jun 29 11:45:47 * Molly shakes her head solemnly Jun 29 11:45:55 I dont want anyone to know about that Jun 29 11:46:23 I'm afraid thats a must Jun 29 11:46:32 Sorgi has already figured it out Jun 29 11:46:44 * Molly bows her head Jun 29 11:46:46 Oh. Jun 29 11:47:31 And Claudia is aware Jun 29 11:47:48 * Molly just nods, looking at her hands Jun 29 11:48:01 Its necessary to keep you safe Jun 29 11:48:16 I understand Jun 29 11:48:39 * Morgan sighs Jun 29 11:49:19 **she rests her cheek to his upper arm** I suppose they must hate me now... Jun 29 11:49:56 I think Claudia is a little wary, but thats in her nature... Sorgi, I don't think he's troubled at all Jun 29 11:50:08 * Molly sighs Jun 29 11:50:36 He probably thinks Theus has given me the power to smite the non-believers... Jun 29 11:52:17 He didn't say so... Besides, his view on it is... interesting Jun 29 11:52:32 * Molly nods Jun 29 11:52:46 It's not what I expected from the Vaticine really Jun 29 11:52:54 me either. At all. Jun 29 11:53:05 * Molly smiles Jun 29 11:53:30 I suppose it makes about as much sense as anything else in my life... Jun 29 11:53:51 * Molly looks up at him Jun 29 11:54:32 ... except loving you, which is the most sensible thing I've ever done Jun 29 11:54:55 * Morgan shrugs Jun 29 11:55:30 **The sun sets. It is very pretty, lots of reds and pinks. Molly watches it, still leaning her cheek to his arm** Jun 29 11:55:30 Just like when you were away in Eisen, when we are separated I will go out to watch the sunset and think of you Jun 29 11:56:39 I'm still not convinced about that Jun 29 11:57:10 I will do whatever you wish Jun 29 12:01:26 * Molly slips an arm around his back "I just wish to make you blissfully happy" Jun 29 12:11:31 doing rather well so far Jun 29 12:12:05 * Molly strokes her fingers up his back Jun 29 12:12:17 I am pleased to hear that Jun 29 12:14:25 * Molly watches for his expression with a smile Jun 29 12:17:04 I am going to get dry, are you coming? Jun 29 12:17:47 best had I suppose Jun 29 12:18:23 * Molly looks a little serious Jun 29 12:18:40 You needn't join me if you would rather be out here Jun 29 12:18:56 No, its fine Jun 29 12:19:52 * Molly bites her lip Jun 29 12:19:58 Alright, good Jun 29 12:20:49 * Molly smiles, taking his hand. She walks beside him, looking at him now and then Jun 29 12:20:58 Its not a cliff face... Jun 29 12:21:21 It'll do though Jun 29 12:36:43 * Molly giggles as they get in the deck, watching him with desire "I'd even tolerate the sand at this point" Jun 29 12:37:14 oh really? Jun 29 12:38:03 * Molly nods Jun 29 12:39:06 I'm not sure I would Jun 29 12:39:32 Or in the sea... *she speaks quieter so they cant be overheard* I need to have you spend yourself in me... Jun 29 12:40:03 * Morgan blushes Jun 29 12:40:31 * Molly blushes too "I'm sorry, that was far too forward" Jun 29 12:40:53 not really Jun 29 12:41:19 Just surprised, not disapproving? Jun 29 12:41:25 * Morgan nods Jun 29 12:41:47 * Molly squeezes his hand, looking relieved Jun 29 12:41:53 And you wish to? Jun 29 12:42:03 * Morgan nods Jun 29 12:44:50 **they go through the ship to the study rapidly, the need to have each other very high. Molly opens the door. The room is slightly lit by the sunset from the rear window. They appear to be alone, and she pushes him firmly back against the door, kissing him passionately. Jun 29 12:44:51 They moan against each other's mouths, and he picks her up like he did in Faulk's stable, pinning her none-too-gently to the door. She whimpers loudly, and says "Please, mein sehnsucht…" Jun 29 12:44:51 Behind them, Heinzharold clears his throat from where he had been lying on the couch by the window. Jun 29 12:44:51 HH: Can't really tell yer worship t' get a room if I'm in it… Jun 29 12:46:27 * Molly looks at Morgan, obviously embarrassed Jun 29 12:46:48 quite Jun 29 12:47:07 * Molly wriggles to get down Jun 29 12:47:51 * Morgan lets her down Jun 29 12:48:20 * Molly smooths down her trousers a little self-conciously Jun 29 12:49:07 HH: If you're back to keep an ear out for the little prince, I'll go and delight the crew with my singing' Jun 29 12:50:12 actually... I need to talk to you Jun 29 12:51:00 HH: $are you mad, man?$ Jun 29 12:51:16 HH: do ya? Jun 29 12:51:45 its... important Jun 29 12:52:29 HH: $where do you want your body buried?$ Yes, yer majesty Jun 29 12:52:50 * Molly looks at Morgan "what would you have me do?" Jun 29 12:52:59 * Morgan sighs Jun 29 12:53:14 HeinzHarold, I'll come and find you once Molly is settled with some tea Jun 29 12:54:11 HH: I will get the water going for y'. I'll be around Jun 29 12:55:04 * Morgan nods Jun 29 12:57:48 HH: *he starts singing in a very over-the-top deep voice as he goes down the corridor* Come all you young sailor men, listen to me, I'll sing you a song of the fish in the sea, and it's windy weather boys, stormy weather, boys... **Morgan hasn't heard him sing this since the end of the War** Jun 29 12:58:42 * Molly shuts the door, resting her forehead on it Jun 29 12:59:21 You can go, liebling. Your mind will be on your conversation with him, and I don't want it like that. Jun 29 13:01:06 * Morgan frowns Jun 29 13:01:09 you are sure? Jun 29 13:01:19 * Molly turns with a smile Jun 29 13:01:40 Would you want to, if my mind or heart wasn't in it? Jun 29 13:02:13 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:02:16 I see what you mean Jun 29 13:02:31 * Molly kisses his cheek Jun 29 13:02:38 I'll be thinking of you Jun 29 13:02:50 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:02:57 I would hope so Jun 29 13:03:10 * Molly suddenly blushes Jun 29 13:03:38 Oh, I didn't mean it suggestively! Jun 29 13:04:51 pity Jun 29 13:05:09 * Molly blushes more, smiling Jun 29 13:05:26 Well, if that is a request...? Jun 29 13:06:23 I wouldn't complain Jun 29 13:07:00 * Molly grins, opening the door and shoving him out playfully "goodbye then!" Jun 29 13:08:22 * Morgan chuckles, going off humming Jun 29 13:08:35 * Molly is now known as HH Jun 29 13:09:13 * HH is banging about in the galley, having gotten as far as the bit about the whale Jun 29 13:10:06 * Morgan wanders into the galley Jun 29 13:10:11 what the hell are you doing? Jun 29 13:10:19 * HH jumps Jun 29 13:11:16 Bah! Second time you've snuck up on me! Thought I'd get through the song a few more times, I've not even finished the first! *he grins* Jun 29 13:11:47 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 29 13:11:57 No, she didn't want this playing on my mind... Jun 29 13:13:35 That's tolerant, Inga would rip off m' legs, or worse Jun 29 13:14:11 as I said, its important Jun 29 13:14:23 Where we goin'? Jun 29 13:14:32 Somewhere private Jun 29 13:14:58 * HH pours a pot of tea and picks up a cup Jun 29 13:15:05 Dropping this off first? Jun 29 13:15:19 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:15:23 ah... no Jun 29 13:15:37 Why not? Jun 29 13:16:31 She's... busy Jun 29 13:17:06 * HH grins Jun 29 13:17:52 And you're goin' t' have to watch my handsome face instead, unfortunate Jun 29 13:18:22 * Morgan shrugs Jun 29 13:18:56 Y' want this tea then? I know a good place Jun 29 13:19:29 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:19:30 aye, I will Jun 29 13:20:11 **He takes him down into the brig, grinning Jun 29 13:20:27 Appropriate place for y' Jun 29 13:21:11 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:21:13 probably Jun 29 13:21:32 * HH gives him the tea Jun 29 13:21:41 Got some excitin' news? Jun 29 13:22:12 No... Jun 29 13:22:15 * Morgan sips the tea Jun 29 13:23:05 * HH climbs up into the hammock, swinging it by kicking gently off the wall Jun 29 13:23:31 You can have the crate. What's on yer majesty's mind? Jun 29 13:23:36 * Morgan sits down Jun 29 13:23:42 I need to talk to you about Molly Jun 29 13:24:31 Yeah, I think she likes you too, and you should probably invite her out walking Jun 29 13:24:58 * Morgan frowns Jun 29 13:24:59 please... Jun 29 13:25:14 * HH looks down at him Jun 29 13:25:43 Alright? Jun 29 13:25:56 I need you to not get all... Sudlachenburg about it Jun 29 13:26:06 * HH nods Jun 29 13:26:13 Do m' best Jun 29 13:26:46 Molly can do magic... proper magic Jun 29 13:26:59 * HH frowns Jun 29 13:27:09 She has blue eyes though Jun 29 13:27:17 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 29 13:27:18 I know Jun 29 13:27:29 What sort of magic? Jun 29 13:27:48 She can heal people Jun 29 13:27:59 * HH nods a little Jun 29 13:28:09 Better than it could be at least Jun 29 13:29:22 She can hurt people with it Jun 29 13:33:39 * HH frowns deeply, sitting up Jun 29 13:33:54 Are you serious? Jun 29 13:35:24 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:35:54 Jesus, Morgan. Jun 29 13:36:16 I'm not done Jun 29 13:37:51 * HH nods curtly Jun 29 13:38:12 Go on Jun 29 13:38:58 If she heals something... big... she draws people to her... like, they _want_ her... you understand? Jun 29 13:39:15 * HH nods Jun 29 13:39:17 Right? Jun 29 13:39:29 as in, cant keep their hands off her. Jun 29 13:39:45 How many have you killed so far? Jun 29 13:40:09 None... last time, I had her locked in our room with Claudia guarding the door Jun 29 13:40:23 * HH nods Jun 29 13:40:29 It worked? Jun 29 13:40:53 if she's out of sight, it seems to be.. more or less Jun 29 13:41:11 * HH nods Jun 29 13:41:26 You're warning me it could happen to me Jun 29 13:41:37 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:42:00 and knowing it is a half decent defence against it... but I may need you to protect her Jun 29 13:42:21 * HH nods Jun 29 13:42:31 Right Jun 29 13:42:46 I couldn't put you at risk like that when, if something happened, it would be my fault Jun 29 13:43:17 * HH nods Jun 29 13:43:27 Better that I know Jun 29 13:44:15 One more thing... Jun 29 13:44:45 Yes? Jun 29 13:46:00 The damage she can do to someone... she'd had a nightmare and had to get away from people. Do you see what I'm saying? Jun 29 13:46:20 It's not controlled Jun 29 13:46:45 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:47:34 You mustn't try to touch her if she's like that. If she hurt you because she's distressed, she couldn't bear it Jun 29 13:47:44 If she hurts someone, can she fix them? Jun 29 13:48:29 In the little experimenting we've done, yes... but how much damage could she do in that state? Jun 29 13:49:15 **he looks grim* I dont want to offend you, Morgan, but this goes against everything we grew up with. I'm pretty open minded compared to most... Jun 29 13:49:37 I know. I didn't want to tell you, but it was the right thing to do Jun 29 13:49:45 * HH nods Jun 29 13:50:03 It sounds like she could be very dangerous Jun 29 13:50:17 * Morgan nods Jun 29 13:51:07 realistically, its only an issue when she's really distressed like this morning Jun 29 13:51:46 In general. Jun 29 13:52:23 * Morgan shrugs Jun 29 13:52:42 she's used it to harm someone once... in a moment of terror. Jun 29 13:52:52 She hates the idea of it Jun 29 13:53:23 * HH sighs Jun 29 13:54:29 Look at it from the outside, Morgan. If she was anyone but your wife, you'd be considering how to contain the threat Jun 29 13:55:16 I am aware of that. Jun 29 13:56:05 How long have you known? Jun 29 13:56:24 * Morgan hangs his head Jun 29 13:56:51 Long enough Jun 29 13:57:00 * HH nods Jun 29 13:57:04 I get it Jun 29 13:58:40 * HH jumps down Jun 29 14:00:01 do you? Jun 29 14:00:07 She's your _wife_... After Dietlinde, you just want to keep her safe. The less people that know, the less chance of assassins and the like. Jun 29 14:00:40 * Morgan nods Jun 29 14:00:44 Inga deserves to know Jun 29 14:00:51 * HH nods Jun 29 14:01:21 I'll tell her. If you can tolerate this about her, we will endeavour to do likewise Jun 29 14:02:12 It has its uses Jun 29 14:02:37 * HH nods Jun 29 14:02:55 I'm going to go and talk to Inga Jun 29 14:03:00 * Morgan nods Jun 29 14:03:03 very well Jun 29 14:05:07 * HH pats his shoulder, and when he's gone the brig is quiet aside from the sound of singing outside ""Oh I'll die, oh I'll die, " that young captain did cry, Jun 29 14:05:08 "If I dont get that maid on the shore (shore, shore). Jun 29 14:05:08 If I dont get that maid on the shore."" Jun 29 14:05:37 * Morgan sighs before stretching Jun 29 14:39:37 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 29 21:08:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 29 21:19:09 ((How long does he stay in the brig?)) Jun 29 21:20:27 ((a few minutes)) Jun 29 21:22:54 **the tea is finished, the song outside concluded and a new one started Jun 29 21:24:49 ((What does he do?)) Jun 29 21:25:39 * Morgan goes up on deck Jun 29 21:33:44 **The singing is louder from up here. The crew are crowded around the bigger fires, making the best of the warmth and the alcohol. The sky is now navy and indigo, stars appearing. He sees Et Amantes, the constellation of the Lovers, only visible from Avalon and Vesten Jun 29 21:34:42 **Theres a little miaow from by his feet Jun 29 21:34:56 * Morgan looks down Jun 29 21:38:24 **Captain Ulysses rubs against his legs, purring Jun 29 21:39:19 * Morgan bends down, picking him up Jun 29 21:41:24 **He rubs his face to Morgans with a questioning miaow** Jun 29 21:42:36 No, I'm not having the best of days Jun 29 21:45:28 **he miaows again* Jun 29 21:45:59 Because now Claudia is all kinds of wary, and HeinzHarold... Jun 29 21:48:04 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jun 29 21:48:25 What's wrong with Heinzharold? Jun 29 21:48:38 I told him Jun 29 21:48:42 **the cat miaows* Jun 29 21:48:58 Took it badly? Jun 29 21:49:18 * Morgan nods Jun 29 21:49:28 Took at as I more or less expected Jun 29 21:50:55 * Claudia nods Jun 29 21:51:06 Alright. Where is he? Jun 29 21:51:43 He was going to talk to Inga. He's said he'll accept it as best he can Jun 29 21:52:26 * Claudia nods Jun 29 21:52:38 Give him time, it's a big shock Jun 29 21:53:25 i saw how you looked at her... Jun 29 21:58:07 You weren't disturbed the first time you heard it? Jun 29 21:58:49 I didn't hear it. I had to deal with it first hand Jun 29 22:01:34 It didn't trouble you? Jun 29 22:02:58 I was busy dealing with the cause of it Jun 29 22:03:29 * Claudia looks at him Jun 29 22:03:51 You're being evasive. Jun 29 22:04:25 She'd stabbed someone in the leg and healed his leg around the knife Jun 29 22:05:14 * Claudia nods slowly Jun 29 22:05:24 Sorgi had to cut it out Jun 29 22:05:28 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:06:35 Let me speak to Heinzharold, see if I can help him. Or at least get him drunk enough to take his mind off it Jun 29 22:07:02 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:07:03 alright Jun 29 22:07:19 I'll leave you and your cat to your discussion Jun 29 22:07:58 At least I'm not rubbing my face on him Jun 29 22:08:12 * Claudia laughs, and goes below deck. Captain Ulysses miaows Jun 29 22:09:57 Well, maybe, we'll have to see Jun 29 22:10:53 **he wraps around Morgan's shoulders, settling to sleep** Jun 29 22:11:27 * Morgan moves away from the rail, heading towards his quarters Jun 29 22:15:08 **On the desk in his study when he gets there is a tankard of blokners, but no sign of Molly. Jun 29 22:15:34 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jun 29 22:15:58 * Morgan guzzles half of it before heading through to the bedroom Jun 29 22:17:25 **In the bedroom, Molly is dressed again in a clean dry dress. Her hair has been put in one long braid that comes over her shoulder. She looks a little tense. Jun 29 22:17:42 What did he say? Jun 29 22:20:47 He's going to find it difficult but he'll try. Claudia's going to go and get him drunk and beat some sense into him Jun 29 22:21:08 * Molly nods, giving him a conciliatory smile Jun 29 22:21:16 It will be alright, liebling Jun 29 22:21:40 I hope so Jun 29 22:23:26 * Molly nods, coming to gently stroke the cat Jun 29 22:23:44 You are troubled, my love... Jun 29 22:26:05 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:27:15 Talk to me Jun 29 22:27:58 There's not much to say Jun 29 22:28:43 What are you troubled about? Jun 29 22:28:58 * Morgan shrugs Jun 29 22:29:51 * Molly sighs slightly Jun 29 22:30:01 I don't like feeling like I'm waiting for them to walk awy Jun 29 22:30:11 * Molly nods Jun 29 22:30:19 I wont let you lose them. Jun 29 22:30:57 That is noone's choice but theirs Jun 29 22:31:16 If my being here made you lose them, I would fix it Jun 29 22:31:48 like hell, because I can already see what you're thinking Jun 29 22:32:18 * Molly shrugs slightly Jun 29 22:32:42 It may not be something we need to worry on Jun 29 22:33:06 I hope not Jun 29 22:33:27 * Molly sttokes his arm Jun 29 22:33:45 Are you taking your forenoon watch tomorrow as usual? Jun 29 22:34:20 No, I'm going to ask Sorgi to find someone else... I want to be searching the island Jun 29 22:34:30 * Molly smiles Jun 29 22:34:32 And I Jun 29 22:35:59 James is doing an inventory of our crew; the sorts of places they are from, knowledge they have, and work they have done, so that you can send the fishermen to the cove, the farmers to Home Farm, and so on Jun 29 22:36:14 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:36:19 very wise Jun 29 22:36:26 * Molly smiles Jun 29 22:36:47 Mmhmm. I believe a certain man once said my head was very useful to him Jun 29 22:38:03 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:38:04 indeed Jun 29 22:38:45 **There's a small tap on the outer door. Jun 29 22:39:02 * Morgan sighs, wandering back through to the study Jun 29 22:39:03 come in Jun 29 22:39:32 ** Inga is stood outside "I want to see Molly." Jun 29 22:41:05 * Morgan looks at her frankly Jun 29 22:41:06 why? Jun 29 22:41:27 I: I need to speak to her. After that, could I have a moment of your time alone, my lord? Jun 29 22:42:00 I thought we'd gotten past that... she's in the bedroom Jun 29 22:42:17 **Inga goes in and hugs Molly. He can hear them talking quietly** It changes nothing. I'll help however I can. Jun 29 22:43:02 **Molly closes her eyes, hugging her** Thank you Inga. I am sorry to put you all through this. Jun 29 22:43:20 * Morgan slumps down into his chair, drinking some more of his blokners Jun 29 22:44:03 **Inga is back a moment later, looking at Morgan* I'm ready, my... Morgan Jun 29 22:44:30 * Morgan indicates the chair opposite Jun 29 22:46:10 I: *she says to Molly "we'll just be a minute" before pulling the bedroom door closed and sitting opposite Morgan* You look unhappy Jun 29 22:46:40 I always look unhappy Jun 29 22:46:48 * Molly is now known as Inga Jun 29 22:46:52 * Inga smiles Jun 29 22:46:54 My husband has spoken to me. It's not a problem to me, I will be careful and do whatever Molly needs. Jun 29 22:47:50 Thank you Jun 29 22:48:19 She's my best friend. Nothing has changed. But I want to talk to you about Heinzharold Jun 29 22:48:51 * Morgan nods Jun 29 22:49:26 He's spooked, but mostly he's scared Jun 29 22:49:42 of? Jun 29 22:49:57 Not of the magic, he's scared for you Jun 29 22:50:49 why? Jun 29 22:51:07 He said he doesn't want you getting hurt, and  he also doesn't want to be digging the grave of another wife of his best friend. Jun 29 22:52:17 ((Expression please)) Jun 29 22:52:29 * Morgan nods, frowning Jun 29 22:52:54 *her brows drop too* Oh god, he hasn't told you. Jun 29 22:54:11 No... he hasn't Jun 29 22:54:28 * Inga looks a bit awkward Jun 29 22:55:18 I'm trying very hard to not do what I would normally do to people right now Jun 29 22:55:41 I dont understand Jun 29 22:56:11 I stare at them until they tell me what they clearly don't want to Jun 29 22:56:22 tell me please Jun 29 22:56:44 Heinzharold was the first one at the fire. The village turned out to try to put it out, but it was the rain that did it in the end. He stayed there all night, just incase you came home. Once it was dawn, he gently took them from the wreckage and laid them on the grass, wrapped in sheets. He wouldn't let anyone touch them, not the priest, or the undertaker, refused to hand them over even to her parents. Jun 29 22:56:45 Their graves in Die Dauerhaftigkeit he dug himself. He said he remembered thinking that he could tell you he'd done right by them, though he'd been  too late to save them. Jun 29 22:58:38 * Morgan nods slowly Jun 29 22:59:21 Something about my husband, my Lord, he prides himself on being good at getting information. He's got them smarts, he says. To him, he should have seen an assassination coming. He felt he failed you, them and Sudlachenburg. Jun 29 22:59:21 Now he hasn't seen this with Molly coming, and he's worried that people will do something and he'll be digging her grave too. Jun 29 23:00:33 No-one could've seen either event coming Jun 29 23:01:05 But someone must have, my lord. Assassins have to be paid, dont they? Jun 29 23:01:26 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:01:51 Not seeing it was nouns fault but my own Jun 29 23:02:01 noones* Jun 29 23:03:24 Heinzharold was going to look into it for you, he's still got all the personal effects he took off the body at his house in Sudlachenburg, try to trace back to see who hired him. But he was waiting til he saw you, see if you knew anything. Then you surprised him with Molly, and he got sidetracked Jun 29 23:04:07 Takes a lot to sidetrack him Jun 29 23:04:58 I think he was just so happy to see you back and happy that he didn't want to spoil it. Jun 29 23:06:38 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:06:49 I'll talk to him about it Jun 29 23:07:28 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:07:50 He loves you. He's just a bit alarmed right now Jun 29 23:08:01 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:08:11 my only fear in all this is losing him or Claudia Jun 29 23:09:09 It would take a lot more than this to lose Heinzharold. There'd be almost nothing you could do, and none of them are things you would do Jun 29 23:10:14 I hope you're right Jun 29 23:10:53 I know my husband pretty well now. He will be alright Jun 29 23:11:05 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:11:08 I'm glad Jun 29 23:11:19 Can I be blunt? Jun 29 23:11:36 of coruse Jun 29 23:14:36 You left them, for two and a half years. They didn't really know what had happened. You were gone, no word. They didn't know if you had killed yourself, or if you just didn't want to have them in your life anymore. To them, it seemed like you stopped caring. If they could still love you so much when you didn't seem to even spare them a thought, they will still love you through this. Jun 29 23:15:08 * Morgan winces Jun 29 23:15:15 It wasn't that simple Jun 29 23:16:13 I know. You couldn't face being in Sudlachenburg, or having people close to you. I know you were so lonely but had to be alone. Jun 29 23:16:42 Its not even _that_ simple... but its close enough Jun 29 23:16:54 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:17:03 She talks about you. A lot. Jun 29 23:17:14 she? Jun 29 23:17:18 Molly Jun 29 23:17:48 oh? Jun 29 23:18:40 Morgan is so sweet, Morgan is so handsome, Morgan is so good to me and Varick Jun 29 23:19:22 I'm just... me Jun 29 23:19:31 * Inga smiles Jun 29 23:20:02 Not to her. To her you're as close to Theus as a man can get Jun 29 23:21:01 * Morgan frowns Jun 29 23:22:00 Thats because I just try do whats right, where she's not had much experience of the men in her life doing that Jun 29 23:23:22 No, it's not that. It's that she sees the goodness in your soul, and she admires you Jun 29 23:24:42 I just try to do whats right, thats all Jun 29 23:24:57 * Inga shrugs Jun 29 23:25:45 I know. I dont see the appeal as much as she does **she grins like Heinzharold would** Jun 29 23:26:38 Been taking lessons from your husband, have you? Jun 29 23:26:48 We had a deal, if I would tease you, I get something in return Jun 29 23:27:28 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:27:33 sounds like something he would bargain with Jun 29 23:27:41 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:28:19 He wanted me to make you a cloak Jun 29 23:28:58 dare I ask? Jun 29 23:29:43 A red one trimmed in fur Jun 29 23:29:50 oh good lord Jun 29 23:30:11 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:30:26 It makes him happy Jun 29 23:30:55 * Inga smiles Jun 29 23:32:00 Hr was dreaming of you last week. When he was asleep he rolled over to me and said "hey, those are my apples, get your hands off!" Jun 29 23:32:11 * Morgan smiles Jun 29 23:32:28 They may have been his first words to me Jun 29 23:33:17 * Inga blushes, covering her face with her hands, laughing Jun 29 23:33:37 I think you'll have to ask Molly for the rest of the story Jun 29 23:33:48 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jun 29 23:33:49 I see Jun 29 23:34:34 I should go. I wanted an early night before he rolls in deep in his cups and wants to sing me to sleep Jun 29 23:35:10 * Morgan nods Jun 29 23:35:17 Thank you, Inga Jun 29 23:35:29 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:35:52 Thank you for listening. Please dont judge him too harshly, it comes from love Jun 29 23:35:59 I never could Jun 29 23:36:10 * Inga nods Jun 29 23:36:16 Goodnight then Jun 29 23:37:11 * Morgan gets up, going and opening the door for her Jun 29 23:37:33 * Inga gives him an impulsive hug Jun 29 23:37:55 * Morgan returns it Jun 29 23:38:16 * Inga speaks quietly Jun 29 23:38:58 What happened to your wife and daughter wasnt your fault. He doesn't believe it was, nor do I, or Claudia, or Molly. Jun 29 23:39:47 * Inga lets go, heading down the hall Jun 29 23:40:09 * Morgan closes the door quietly Jun 29 23:46:14 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jun 30 00:02:30 * Inga has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 30 16:59:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 30 20:45:45 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jun 30 20:54:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jun 30 20:59:31 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jun 30 21:00:21 **Molly comes out, glass of what looks to be Drambuie in her hand. She looks fairly relaxed** Jun 30 21:01:00 I heard the door… Jun 30 21:03:39 closing? Jun 30 21:03:58 No, opening Jun 30 21:04:14 ah Jun 30 21:04:30 Is Heinzharold alright? Jun 30 21:05:15 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:05:23 He's more worried about danger to you Jun 30 21:05:47 * Molly nods Jun 30 21:05:51 He needn't. Jun 30 21:06:34 he's worried someone will find out and try to have you killed... he doesn't want to have to dig another grave for my wife Jun 30 21:06:57 * Molly comes to sit on the couch in the middle of the room. She nods. Jun 30 21:07:17 * Molly then frowns Jun 30 21:07:41 Oh... Jun 30 21:08:39 The dream I had the other night... he'd pulled them from the building, covered them in sheets. Its what actually happened Jun 30 21:08:55 * Molly shakes her head sadly Jun 30 21:09:04 Oh liebling, I'm sorry Jun 30 21:09:26 It is what it is Jun 30 21:09:59 * Molly downs the Drambuie before going back to the shelf and putting Cherry brandy in Jun 30 21:10:37 I... I suppose I hadn't thought about the practicalities... poor Heinzharold Jun 30 21:11:10 He's still got all the things the assassin had on him. He wanted to investigate but got sidetracked by... well, you Jun 30 21:11:21 * Molly sighs Jun 30 21:11:47 Oh dear. Is it possible that there would be a trail? Jun 30 21:12:30 Maybe. I'll just have to put that to bed Jun 30 21:12:39 * Molly sips the brandy, looking out of the window Jun 30 21:12:49 There's still one seed left... Jun 30 21:13:24 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 30 21:13:32 I'll deal with it... besides, I have more seeds in the box Jun 30 21:14:37 * Molly nods slightly. She downs this glass too before pouring more. Jun 30 21:14:52 What did she wish to speak to you about? I head her laugh Jun 30 21:14:57 Heard* Jun 30 21:15:14 him... you... Jun 30 21:15:28 You wont elaborate? Jun 30 21:16:26 * Molly sits back down, watching hjm Jun 30 21:16:29 Him* Jun 30 21:16:51 Just that he's spooked and scared for me Jun 30 21:17:00 * Molly nods Jun 30 21:17:08 I suppose I can understand that Jun 30 21:18:45 He'll be alright Jun 30 21:19:16 * Molly nods Jun 30 21:19:37 I'm sure. *she sighs* I only have twenty minutes until I need to contact Innesbruck *she watches him intently* Jun 30 21:19:49 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:20:05 It is alright if everything with Heinzharold has dampened your ardour… Jun 30 21:20:15 * Morgan sighs Jun 30 21:20:17 I'm afraid so Jun 30 21:20:57 Mine is back to its normal simmer rather than boiling over as it was when we first came back here. *she smiles playfully with a shrug* Jun 30 21:21:10 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:21:21 on a less stressful day, I'll let you try Maelwys' drink Jun 30 21:21:30 * Molly smiles Jun 30 21:22:06 On a less stressful day, I'd sit on your lap and give you a full accounting of what you missed Jun 30 21:22:37 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:23:41 Do you think perhaps Maelwys was just teasing you? Jun 30 21:24:33 I don't think so, no Jun 30 21:25:25 * Molly smiles, blushing Jun 30 21:25:49 I'm not sure there would be much difference between that and how I normally am Jun 30 21:26:31 * Morgan chuckles Jun 30 21:26:32 maybe Jun 30 21:26:43 You are curious though? Jun 30 21:27:23 I am rather Jun 30 21:29:05 Another night... whenever we don't have so many cares and burdens **it sounds lighthearted, but her eyes arent** Jun 30 21:30:32 I shouldn't imagine it'll be as stressful as this... Jun 30 21:30:42 When? Jun 30 21:31:41 tomorrow, the day after... Jun 30 21:31:53 * Molly shrugs Jun 30 21:32:19 I'd rather have cares and burdens but be with you than not have them and be alone Jun 30 21:32:31 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:33:21 Are you staying to speak to my Father, or do you need to be off outside singing with the men, or up the rigging? Jun 30 21:35:08 * Morgan feigns being hurt Jun 30 21:35:15 whats wrong with hanging from the rigging? Jun 30 21:35:59 I was simply presenting an option, my love. When I am burdened, I often need to escape. Jun 30 21:36:27 No, I'll stay... I want hear what your father found Jun 30 21:37:20 Eternal rest in whatever passes for jaws of the Schattenmann, if stupidity were given its just reward... Jun 30 21:37:42 * Morgan frowns Jun 30 21:37:44 stop it Jun 30 21:38:01 I'm sorry, liebling Jun 30 21:38:30 I am cross with him, and frustrated because I was not there to stop him Jun 30 21:39:50 I don't think he'd have listened even if you were there Jun 30 21:40:10 No... but I could have stopped him, if I had had to... Jun 30 21:40:20 * Molly watches him solemnly Jun 30 21:43:35 * Morgan shakes his head Jun 30 21:43:47 thats not where we were, there is little point fretting at it Jun 30 21:44:03 * Molly nods, sighing. She sips her drink Jun 30 21:44:09 Liebes herz? Jun 30 21:44:14 yes? Jun 30 21:44:19 Was Inga flirting with you? Jun 30 21:45:04 I'm sorry? Jun 30 21:45:07 It's just... she has a particular laugh that she does when she is talking about things that are quite rude. Jun 30 21:45:45 She was telling me about HeinzHarold dreaming about me... then she blushed and laughed and said I should ask you about it Jun 30 21:46:00 Oh! Okay, that's good Jun 30 21:46:31 She is as besotted with her husband as I am with you. You needn't worry Jun 30 21:46:52 * Molly blinks rapidly Jun 30 21:47:14 I'm... not sure you have described it as besotted before... Jun 30 21:47:31 Fairly sure I have... Jun 30 21:47:48 * Molly thinks hard Jun 30 21:48:16 I'm fairly sure you haven't... but I love hearing it now Jun 30 21:48:25 I thought it fairly obvious Jun 30 21:49:10 * Molly 's micro-expression shows pain, but the rest of her expression is a gentle smile Jun 30 21:49:21 I guess not Jun 30 21:49:26 We all like to hear it anyway, dont we? Jun 30 21:49:54 * Morgan nos Jun 30 21:49:58 aye Jun 30 21:50:01 Come, sit with me, please? Jun 30 21:50:19 * Morgan comes over and sits down Jun 30 21:50:38 I'll tell you about Heinzharold and his dream before we set up *she smiles* Jun 30 21:51:09 * Morgan nods Jun 30 21:52:28 It was when they were at Jarvies before we got there. It was the middle of the night, and he'd accidentally just kicked her in his sleep, so she was awake. Then he rolled over, started squeezing her breasts, and said something about "those apples" being his Jun 30 21:52:33 * Molly giggles Jun 30 21:53:21 * Morgan laughs Jun 30 21:53:35 I'm fairly sure that was the first thing he ever said to me Jun 30 21:53:55 That is very sweet, liebling Jun 30 21:55:56 Oh, that reminds me. Heinzharold had made some bargain with Inga to get her to try to persuade me to say something to you when we were... intimate. Jun 30 21:57:10 oh? Jun 30 21:57:46 He wanted me to interrupt you with the words "Not today, little rabbit" Jun 30 21:57:54 * Molly giggles Jun 30 21:57:57 * Morgan laughs Jun 30 21:58:23 He asked her to tease me, as well Jun 30 21:58:32 I think I'll hang him from the yard arm Jun 30 21:58:41 * Molly nods Jun 30 21:59:54 I told her to tell him that if he's so bad at it that Inga would even be able to consider interrupting like that, he's a disappointment to the prowess of the men of the Sudlache Jun 30 22:00:21 * Morgan snorts laughing Jun 30 22:00:58 * Molly smiles warmly, her eyes crinkling at the corners Jun 30 22:01:06 I hope that pleases you Jun 30 22:02:27 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:02:28 of course Jun 30 22:02:51 * Molly finishes her drink Jun 30 22:03:05 I dont tell Inga all these things about you though Jun 30 22:03:11 no? Jun 30 22:03:19 * Molly shakes her head Jun 30 22:03:29 I am careful. I know you do not like it Jun 30 22:04:11 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:04:14 I appreciate that Jun 30 22:05:20 Besides, who would believe me if I said you made love to me in the Eisenfurst's stable?! *she kisses his cheek before rapidly moving out of arms reach* Jun 30 22:06:10 Edward... Jun 30 22:06:38 * Molly shakes her head Jun 30 22:07:07 I dont think he would, because it's the Eisenfurst, and noone would be that disrespectful Jun 30 22:07:25 You don't recall him encountering us as we left the stable? Jun 30 22:07:51 I do, but I do not think he would put two and two together Jun 30 22:08:00 the smirk on his face suggested otherwise Jun 30 22:08:11 * Molly blushes, smiling Jun 30 22:08:26 Well, I am not ashamed of the passion we have Jun 30 22:08:37 Nor I Jun 30 22:08:51 I am truly glad to hear that Jun 30 22:09:16 * Molly glances at the clock Jun 30 22:09:28 It's time Jun 30 22:10:13 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:10:18 **Molly gets the mirror set up in the hopes of communicating across the many hundreds of miles. David appears in the wet mirror with Jacques and Walder. Molly exhales with relief. Jun 30 22:11:53 **Then she looks cross, speaking rapid, clipped Avalonian. It appears that her accent when cross becomes even more Eisen, and David is finding it hard to stay straight-faced* Papa! Do you heve any idea how scaredt I heve been! It vas dane-cherous to go out there((they-uh)) alone!** Jun 30 22:12:30 D: *he smiles* I like your accent, it's very sweet Jun 30 22:12:40 * Molly glances at Morgan Jun 30 22:15:12 well, he's not wrong Jun 30 22:18:26 * Molly looks at David unimpressed. "I am tserious! Don't do that again!" Jun 30 22:19:05 * Molly looks to Jacques and Walder, going back to Eisen "I hope you are both well. I'd like to catch up with you shortly, but could you please give me a few minutes with my Father?" They do so. Once the room is cleared, David says "Where are you now?" Jun 30 22:19:36 my island Jun 30 22:19:53 * Molly glances at Morgan, smiling [koertig kingdom] Jun 30 22:20:25 * Morgan sips his blonkers Jun 30 22:21:08 D: Lundy? You arrived already then. How was the wedding? **they spend a minute talking about it** Jun 30 22:21:44 Did the service go well, and were all our instructions followed? Jun 30 22:21:45 *David nods* It did. The church was full. Adalbrecht and Verity were there, but Edward is still in Freiburg. Verity was disappointed about that. But it was very touching, and brought the community together. Adalbrecht is now talking about erecting a permanent memorial in the village square. Would you have me make him hold off until he's spoken to you about it? *he looks at Morgan* Jun 30 22:22:59 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:23:01 aye Jun 30 22:23:40 D: *he nods* what are you doing on the island? Jun 30 22:24:18 surveying mostly. Trying to decide what to do with it Jun 30 22:25:09 D: Arable, cattle? Buildings? Jun 30 22:25:30 Orchard, sheep, some Jun 30 22:26:24 D: You want Tom Jeffries. He's the best one for assessing land and holdings for sale. Lives in Richmond Street in Tawstock. He owes me a favour. Jun 30 22:32:26 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:32:30 I'll look him up Jun 30 22:33:01 D: How many sheep? Jun 30 22:35:23 thirty six Jun 30 22:35:49 ((4 rams, 6 lambs, 26 ewes)) Jun 30 22:36:06 D: what balance? Jun 30 22:36:24 fairly good, all have four legs... Jun 30 22:37:39 * Molly giggles Jun 30 22:37:53 He means how many rams and ewes Jun 30 22:38:16 twenty six ewes, four rams, six lambs Jun 30 22:39:26 D: *he frowns* very late for lambs. What the hell is the farmer thinking? Jun 30 22:39:35 There isn't one as far as I can see Jun 30 22:39:47 D: They're unattended? Jun 30 22:41:31 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:41:34 there's no-one here Jun 30 22:41:36 *he shakes his head in disgust* what condition are they in? Jun 30 22:41:49 They need a damn good haircut Jun 30 22:42:27 Get Bobbo over at Green Acre. He does mine, he won't overcharge you if you tell him you're my son-in-law Jun 30 22:42:38 * Molly smiles at Morgan a moment Jun 30 22:43:20 * Morgan nods slightly Jun 30 22:43:30 D: Check for blue tongue, fly strike and drop foot. Separate the rams before they cover the ewes and start fighting. If you're culling start with rams then ewes, leave the lambs til last Jun 30 22:44:18 p/me nods again Jun 30 22:44:29 D: *he looks at Morgan* Have you ever raised sheep before? Jun 30 22:45:20 No Jun 30 22:45:23 D: Have you ever tried to haul water in a bucket with a hole in the bottom? Jun 30 22:45:37 I have, actually Jun 30 22:45:46 D: That's what trying to keep a flock of sheep alive is like Jun 30 22:45:55 wonderful Jun 30 22:46:19 D: *he nods* cows, chickens? Jun 30 22:46:42 Not that I've seen, but I've not gotten far Jun 30 22:47:17 D: They dont want to die so much, they're easier for beginners Jun 30 22:47:46 Sound like wonderful creatures Jun 30 22:48:00 D: Sheep will die on you just for looking at them some days. Jun 30 22:48:18 * Molly giggles, nodding Jun 30 22:48:44 probably didn't appreciate me barging some of them out the way then Jun 30 22:49:51 D: You might have one or two keeled over in the morning then. Bloody things. Get James or Peter up there if you need them Jun 30 22:50:13 * Morgan nods Jun 30 22:51:01 D: I'll come back to Innesbruck on Saturday incase you have any more questions. I suppose you want to know about this house then? Jun 30 22:51:40 * Molly is now known as David Jun 30 22:51:43 Aye Jun 30 22:52:47 It wasn't hard to find with the maps. It's about five miles or so in Jun 30 22:54:52 I had to break in. The waterwheel is still running. I expected it to be a bit creepy, but it wasnt. It looks like it was abandoned decades ago, probably 1619 from what I can piece together, consistent with the information from the publisher and the bank Jun 30 22:57:55 * David nods a little, looking to see if Morgan has questions Jun 30 22:58:01 Sounds about right then Jun 30 22:58:06 A man's clothing from around fifty years ago was left there, not much. It wasn't cleared out, but was like a temporary residence he intended to come back to. It's well preserved. Your mother is working on unpicking a patch that's been very well sewn over what could be a family Crest on a cloak. Jun 30 22:58:26 That might help Jun 30 22:58:34 She was going to take it to Sascha this morning because Sascha has a better hand for needlework,  and she expects it'll need some reconstruction. Jun 30 23:00:49 thats a good idea Jun 30 23:00:57 * David leans down, picking up a leather bound book, around 12 inches square "I brought this back too. There was some measuring things and science equipment, but it didn't look worth carrying" Jun 30 23:01:37 whats in it? Jun 30 23:02:57 Numbers, mostly, that dont make any sense. Some drawings. Jun 30 23:03:10 of? Jun 30 23:03:42 * David opens the crinkly pages. The first is the Schattenmann. It's almost like seeing it for the first time all over again, but the moment he sees the picture, the words "blue ribbons" come immediately to mind. Jun 30 23:04:04 **Molly inhales sharply, watching Morgan* Jun 30 23:04:15 * Morgan shudders Jun 30 23:04:43 "There's several pages of this" Jun 30 23:05:04 The day it was sketched was overcast. The drawer can have been no more than twelve feet from it, and it is hideously detailed. It seems to have six clear appendages, two with claws like a squirrel, two with crab pincers, and two with cloven hooves. Jun 30 23:05:04 But its more hairy, and a matt black than it was when Morgan saw it, and more corporeal than in the dream of it attending the shadowfayre. It doesn't look like it will strike, or attack. Jun 30 23:05:53 I hate that thing Jun 30 23:06:19 * David looks at it "Very strange looking" Jun 30 23:06:43 M: Papa, is there anything in there that isn't the Schattenmann? Jun 30 23:07:25 * David flicks several pages along. Eckname seems to have liked sketching this creature of nightmares. Jun 30 23:07:48 [Are you alright?] Jun 30 23:08:00 * Morgan nods ever so slightly Jun 30 23:08:16 How the hell did he get that close without it attacking? Jun 30 23:08:49 * David shrugs "I don't know" Jun 30 23:09:11 M: **she looks at Morgan** I assumed it could only come out at night Jun 30 23:09:36 and who exactly is going to tell it that? Jun 30 23:09:59 M: *she frowns* true Jun 30 23:10:24 * David opens the next page. The next series of pictures is of Nieblungen. Molly says "Huh!" Jun 30 23:10:24 **They seem to show the Nieblungen having been watching the house. Jun 30 23:10:39 interesting... Jun 30 23:10:58 * David nods "It gets more interesting too" Jun 30 23:11:13 oh? Jun 30 23:11:37 **There's a page of sketches of a small run-down outbuilding. The trees and bushes around it look mostly dead, the paint peeling, some of the wood looking warped. Jun 30 23:13:00 M: *she frowns* It's a building? Jun 30 23:13:25 * David smiles "Patience, little Moll." Jun 30 23:14:15 **He flicks the page. In the next picture is something that Morgan has seen before. The room is not large, maybe eight by eight feet. It is impeccably clean, the light low. In the centre stands a candle stand, about four and a half feet high. What rests (or perhaps floats) upon the top is what appears to be a bubble, dark grey in colour, filled with a swirling reddish liquid. Jun 30 23:14:15 It looks organic, It bears no markings, no joins, no tool marks. It looks organic rather than man made. The 'shell' of the bubble is slightly lined, almost like layers of rock, striations of dark and light grey on it's surface. Jun 30 23:14:15 **It is identical to the one he found in the summerhouse that started his fire magic, Alarice's warping magic, and Varick's ability to communicate with animals. Jun 30 23:14:54 * David shakes her head "oh no…" Jun 30 23:14:58 * Morgan frowns Jun 30 23:15:16 * David nods Jun 30 23:16:06 This is the odd thing. I went looking for this building. It looks newer now than it did fifty years ago, but there's no signs that it's been altered or mended. **This is what happened with the summerhouse too once the bubble had popped* Jun 30 23:16:37 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:16:43 that makes a certain sense Jun 30 23:16:55 **Molly stays quiet** Jun 30 23:17:18 **he flicks the page. On the next page, theres notes. It says "Start 20th March 1619. Darkened veins. Nausea. Loss of consciousness. Feeling of vitality. Improvement of knee pain. No further symptoms. 24th visited Sudlachenburg again, spoke to the new sheriff Grunhelm, no gossip about people experiencing similar, no local legends about a ball of red liquid. Ask Nieblungen, if I can catch them. " Jun 30 23:18:03 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:19:56 **Molly stays quiet again** Jun 30 23:20:50 anything else? Jun 30 23:21:18 * David shakes his head "I could ask anyone who was over ten years old who lived in Sudlachenburg at the time about him, but there's only four people other than Grunhelm." Jun 30 23:26:31 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:26:38 You spoken to him? Jun 30 23:29:47 I went to see Grunhelm as soon as I got back to Sudlachenburg last night. He could barely remember being asked this, but we pieced it together. Eckname was posing as a farmhand looking for work when he was asking the locals all about the Schattenmann. He remembers him being blonde, quite handsome, having very good teeth for a farmhand. Jun 30 23:30:12 Faked a Fischler accent, but he sounded more north Posen to Grunhelm, maybe Anhalt or Jöhstadt. It was fifteen years before the War, so accents were less mixed then. Jun 30 23:30:31 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:30:36 I see Jun 30 23:30:59 What do you want me to tell Adalbrecht? He doesn't know I went Jun 30 23:31:32 * Morgan takes a deep breath Jun 30 23:31:38 I'm not sure... possibly nothing for now Jun 30 23:31:56 * David nods Jun 30 23:32:13 I'll ask you again on Saturday, and say nothing til then Jun 30 23:32:23 * David looks almost haunted Jun 30 23:32:23 "Father, I need you to see Grunhelm and the others. I need to know if there is any chance that Eckname could be foreign, or if there were any foreigners in the area at the time." Jun 30 23:32:31 **Molly* Jun 30 23:34:54 * David nods "I'll ask. Anything in particular?" Molly shrugs ::evasive:: "no" Jun 30 23:35:38 * David looks to Morgan "Do you want this book sent on to you?" Jun 30 23:36:03 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:36:05 yes Jun 30 23:36:58 I'll send it the Hockridge family estate then Jun 30 23:37:48 **Molly gets up, going in to the other room a moment* Jun 30 23:38:11 * David , quietly: Is Molly alright? Jun 30 23:38:17 * Morgan nods Jun 30 23:38:35 This sort of thing doesn't sit well with us Jun 30 23:38:51 * David nods Jun 30 23:39:29 Anything else you want to ask? I can hear Jacques yawning, and I know he likes to talk to her before we go Jun 30 23:39:52 No, not for the minute Jun 30 23:42:00 * David nods as Molly walks back in. She hands Morgan blokners and takes her seat with her cherry brandy. Very soon she's talking and laughing with Walder and Jacques, and not much after that they say goodbye, severing the link. She dries the mirror with the cloth before downing the brandy again. Jun 30 23:52:41 * Morgan has quit (Ping Timeout) Jul 01 00:06:06 * David has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 01 09:54:01 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 01 10:06:45 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 01 10:39:58 well... Jul 01 10:55:01 * Molly picks up her shawl, wrapping it around her "that was a lot to take in" Jul 01 10:56:06 * Morgan nods Jul 01 10:56:34 * Molly sits in the edge of the bed, quiet Jul 01 11:00:19 whats on your mind? Jul 01 11:02:28 I'm trying to make sense of it. Eckname, the Schattenmann, the Nieblungen, the ball of magic, all at the same time at the same house. Jul 01 11:04:10 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:04:31 what about the foreigners you were asking about? Jul 01 11:07:42 * Molly pulls the shawl tighter and sighs "Its complicated, and connected to my nightmare. It's probably unconnected" Jul 01 11:08:12 but you're not going to tell me... Jul 01 11:09:01 * Molly shrugs, looking at the floorboards "I have no choice now. In the morning, I will write it down, and you can read it" Jul 01 11:09:14 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:09:15 very well Jul 01 11:09:43 Feels cold, don't you think? Jul 01 11:10:29 **its no colder than usual** Jul 01 11:11:21 No, not really Jul 01 11:11:30 I'm cold Jul 01 11:12:03 * Morgan sits beside her, wrapping his arm around her Jul 01 11:12:20 * Molly leans into him, sighing Jul 01 11:12:31 I dont know what we do now Jul 01 11:12:53 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 11:13:07 without knowing what the possibilities are, I can't help with that Jul 01 11:13:49 Who is Eckname? What happened to him? Why didn't the Schattenmann attack him? What do the Nieblungen know? And why the hell was there another ball? Jul 01 11:14:39 I wonder if they ever leave Eisen Jul 01 11:15:26 I am not sure. Maybe? Maybe they can't? Jul 01 11:16:31 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 11:16:34 it'd be useful Jul 01 11:16:44 * Molly nods Jul 01 11:17:10 They might have answers. Not that they would give them if they didn't wish to. Jul 01 11:20:42 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:20:43 indeed Jul 01 11:20:54 * Molly glances up at him "Are _you_ alright?" Jul 01 11:21:05 more or less Jul 01 11:21:19 * Molly nods slowly Jul 01 11:21:32 You are more concerned about Heinzharold than Eckname? Jul 01 11:21:46 Not as much as I was Jul 01 11:21:56 * Molly nods Jul 01 11:22:04 You did not know? Jul 01 11:22:15 know what? Jul 01 11:22:35 About what he did at the cottage? Jul 01 11:23:17 No... I did not Jul 01 11:23:54 * Molly nods again Jul 01 11:23:58 He stayed all night... when I didn't return he pulled them out... wouldn't let anyone go near them, not even her parents Jul 01 11:24:16 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 01 11:24:32 That's good of him Jul 01 11:24:38 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:25:01 dug the graves and buried them himself... wanted me to know he'd done right by them Jul 01 11:25:11 * Molly nods Jul 01 11:25:41 Does that bring you any peace, that they were treated with love? Jul 01 11:26:27 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:27:17 Good, I am glad. *she's quiet a moment* Would you have let him go off as you did? Jul 01 11:29:07 as I've tried to explain to Inga... its not that simple Jul 01 11:29:53 Why isn't it? You would only have known what he knew. Would you not have tried to track him down, keep him safe? Jul 01 11:30:39 * Morgan sighs Jul 01 11:30:40 I suppose Jul 01 11:31:58 Sometimes I think we want to do the right thing for someone, but when it comes to it we can't help ourselves from following our own needs Jul 01 11:33:49 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 01 11:34:23 Liebes herz? Jul 01 11:34:42 yes? Jul 01 11:34:56 Would you take me to the ballroom and dance with me? Jul 01 11:35:44 If you wish Jul 01 11:36:03 * Molly nods "The Allemande á Dieu, like in your dream, please" Jul 01 11:36:11 * Morgan nods, standing up Jul 01 11:36:13 come along then Jul 01 11:36:27 * Molly stands up, smiling Jul 01 11:36:36 Thank you, you are so generous Jul 01 11:36:50 Not really Jul 01 11:37:46 You are doing this for me just because I wish it. That is generous Jul 01 11:38:27 You don't think I'm seeing it as an excuse to hold you close? Jul 01 11:38:39 * Molly blushes, smiling Jul 01 11:39:02 You need no excuse, hold me close whenever you wish Jul 01 11:42:02 * Molly leads the way. The ballroom is empty, the only light the two lanterns they brought from their rooms. She stands in the middle, shawl put aside, and watches him with a smile that reveals how utterly smitten she is with him Jul 01 11:42:50 *softly* You'll show me what to do? Jul 01 11:43:46 * Morgan nods, finishing his blokners and coming to her Jul 01 11:43:51 its very simple Jul 01 11:44:36 It's a normal waltz step, but a little closer? Jul 01 11:44:54 more or less... Jul 01 11:45:22 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 01 11:46:05 I'm ready. Oh, but we have no music! Jul 01 11:46:40 No... Jul 01 11:47:46 We'll just have to figure it out as we go along, I suppose *she smiles* Jul 01 11:47:53 * Morgan nods Jul 01 11:47:54 aye Jul 01 11:48:50 * Molly curtsies deeply to him "¥Your Grace¥" Jul 01 11:50:12 * Morgan bows Jul 01 11:50:21 Your grace Jul 01 11:51:04 * Molly looks at him with a smile that is both amused and adoring. She moves to take her position, giving a traditional waltz distance Jul 01 11:51:34 * Morgan places his hands on her waist, pulling her close Jul 01 11:51:37 like this my love Jul 01 11:52:06 * Molly makes a little fond, sentimental sigh Jul 01 11:52:11 Yes, liebling Jul 01 11:54:16 **The soft slow waltz music from his dream comes back to him* Jul 01 11:54:46 * Morgan hums it Jul 01 11:55:35 * Molly smiles, just letting him lead the dance, moving smoothly with him. He can sense some of the tension leaving her Jul 01 11:57:27 **The flickering lantern light works well, its intimate and sweet, and so much better than being on show at court. About half way through, she looks at him and says Jul 01 11:57:32 Liebes herz? Jul 01 11:58:18 mmmm? Jul 01 11:58:22 If this was the last night we had together, I would still think myself the luckiest girl in the world to be in your arms Jul 01 11:58:35 * Morgan frowns Jul 01 11:58:40 do I need to stay up tonight? Jul 01 11:58:55 * Molly shakes her head Jul 01 11:59:25 No liebling, you do not. Jul 01 12:00:00 * Morgan nods Jul 01 12:00:56 * Molly rests her cheek to his chest Jul 01 12:01:38 I want to be right here, forever Jul 01 12:02:48 * Morgan nods Jul 01 12:03:12 * Molly doesn't see it Jul 01 12:04:26 I can certainly think of worse places to be Jul 01 12:04:35 * Molly nods Jul 01 12:04:48 Yes Jul 01 12:05:01 **he gets to the end of the tune* Jul 01 12:07:04 ((Restarts, hums something similar, or stops?)) Jul 01 12:11:19 * Morgan hums something similar Jul 01 12:11:57 * Molly continues dancing for as long as he continues leading her Jul 01 12:35:28 * Morgan stops eventually Jul 01 12:37:15 * Molly smiles at him Jul 01 12:37:24 Thank you, my love Jul 01 12:40:27 * Morgan inclines his head Jul 01 12:41:57 * Molly goes on her tiptoes, giving him a brief, almost chaste kiss on the lips Jul 01 12:56:02 * Morgan blushes Jul 01 12:56:35 * Molly smiles Jul 01 12:56:45 You're blushing, my love Jul 01 12:56:59 * Morgan nods Jul 01 12:57:02 I know Jul 01 12:57:34 It's very sweet *her smile is gentle, fond* Jul 01 12:58:19 its often said that I am indeed a sweet sort of person Jul 01 12:58:26 * Molly nods Jul 01 12:59:12 You are. Despite what Heinzharold caught us doing, it is a simple kiss on the dancefloor that makes you flush Jul 01 13:00:28 * Morgan nods Jul 01 13:00:55 It's... charming. It's touching. Jul 01 13:02:49 * Morgan nods Jul 01 13:02:52 I'm glad you approve Jul 01 13:03:19 I do, liebling. I approve of _you_, in all aspects of yourself Jul 01 13:04:10 Do you think perhaps you idolise me a bit much? Jul 01 13:04:30 * Molly frowns, looking serious Jul 01 13:04:43 Do you dislike it? Jul 01 13:04:52 I worry I do not deserve it Jul 01 13:05:24 You do not have to "deserve" it, because I give it freely Jul 01 13:05:41 I don't know that I live up to your view of me Jul 01 13:06:27 I am happy with you, I don't ask perfection, just your love Jul 01 13:07:42 you have that and always shall Jul 01 13:07:58 * Molly smiles a little Jul 01 13:08:07 I am glad you feel that Jul 01 13:10:20 * Molly gently squeezes him to her a moment "I think, my love, it is time I retired" *she tilts her head, smiling to herself* Jul 01 13:11:35 * Morgan nods Jul 01 13:11:37 very well Jul 01 13:11:56 I wonder if you might wish to check whether the shore fires are fully extinguished, just incase of a sudden inshore wind Jul 01 13:12:16 * Morgan nods Jul 01 13:12:18 good idea Jul 01 13:12:41 I will prepare your oil and things Jul 01 13:13:25 * Morgan nods, letting her go Jul 01 13:13:34 I shouldn't be long Jul 01 13:13:58 * Molly takes her shawl and a lantern "Alright, liebling. However long you need" Jul 01 13:14:07 * Morgan nods, opening the door Jul 01 13:14:35 * Molly goes safely back into the study Jul 01 13:14:45 * Morgan heads up onto the deck Jul 01 13:14:54 **He looks to check all the fires on the shore are out, which they aren't quite. A few embers that would likely burn out before long remain illuminating the sand. Jul 01 13:15:22 * Morgan nods to himself briefly Jul 01 13:16:12 **It's dark now, the stars in full dazzle, the clouds having cleared. Those on watch are quiet, and everyone else has gone to bed* Jul 01 13:17:18 * Morgan stays on deck for ten minutes before heading back below Jul 01 13:17:26 **As he passes HH and Inga's room, he hears HH singing drunkenly "an' 'e cov'ed 'er peaches in cream, yus 'e cov'ed 'er peaches in cream. I: *she sounds a bit frustrated* Very nice, go to sleep. Jul 01 13:17:26 HH: But little dorlin', 's no' really 'bout peaches, like fr'm th' trees *he starts chuckling, obviously very inebriated*. She sighs, speaking matter-of-factly* Yes, I know. You told me last time you were drunk. It's about her breasts. Jul 01 13:17:26 **HH chuckles more** Tha's roight, lil dorlin'. **There's a moment of quiet before he says** No' really 'bout cream like fr'm th' nei'er. **Inga sighs frustratedly* No, I know, Heinzharold. Could you just stop talking? Jul 01 13:17:26 **HH mumbles something, chuckling. To which she laughs with exasperation** _Then_ you'll go to sleep? Alright. **Then there's quiet. A few seconds later there's HH's familiar snoring. She mutters affectionately "You're going to feel it in the morning, you great plank". Jul 01 13:18:36 * Morgan shakes his head, moving on Jul 01 13:19:31 **the rest of the ship is quiet. Only the lantern in their room remains lit. Molly is already in bed, looking tired Jul 01 13:19:41 Was everything safe? Jul 01 13:20:05 * Morgan nods Jul 01 13:20:09 a few small embers at most Jul 01 13:20:36 That's good. Shall I help you with the oil? Jul 01 13:21:02 please Jul 01 13:21:57 * Molly helps him with the oil, herbs and balm, and he prepares for bed. With the lanterns extinguished, its pitch black when she says "would you mind singing to me please?" Jul 01 13:23:30 what would you like to hear? Jul 01 13:24:01 Whatever you would like to sing Jul 01 13:24:44 * Morgan nods, singing an Eisen lullaby Jul 01 13:25:35 **It takes a little while, but she falls asleep before him. He sends up a quick prayer for her to have a better night, and then falls asleep with a protective arm across her as if he can somehow keep her safe from whatever it was that has hurt her so much. He falls asleep too, eventually,  on high alert to her movement* Jul 01 13:27:58 ((Done with c&p btw)) Jul 01 13:28:58 "Lotsa smoke Cap'n, gonna make it hard" The Avalonian sailor is replied to in the same language "Aye, steady as she goes". Morgan is on deck, as he usually is even as a passenger. His trip to Eisen is over, having reconnected with the land of his birth, his Father, and his memories in Sudlachenburg. Jul 01 13:28:58 This Ketch from Carleon to Tawstock is taking him back on the final leg, back to Lady Torrington's house, and to Molly. He sees the black smoke rising up from the harbour,  obscuring the view of the port. Jul 01 13:30:08 * Morgan frowns Jul 01 13:30:18 You still going to be able to dock, captain? Jul 01 13:31:48 **The Captain looks pretty experienced* Slowly, aye. Might have to change ports if there's something in our way, that alright for you, my Lord? Jul 01 13:33:21 Wheres the nearest port? Jul 01 13:33:46 * Molly is now known as Captain Jul 01 13:35:28 When we came into the estuary and went east, if we went south there's the dock of Kingston, bout twelve miles over land Jul 01 13:36:03 We'll have to see Jul 01 13:36:32 * Captain nods, getting back to work. The crew bring the small vessel in very carefully, the smoke clearing quickly. There's a large crowd of people on the dock watching the water where masts stick out. Jul 01 13:37:01 * Morgan leans over the rail, looking at it Jul 01 13:43:09 * Captain inclines his head as they dock "Got you ere safe and sound" He looks over at it. Nearby is another ship and what seems to be a team of salvaged working, long air lines running beneath the surface. The masts look disturbingly familiar. Jul 01 13:43:24 Salvagers* Jul 01 14:04:02 * Morgan frowns Jul 01 14:04:04 that doesn't look good Jul 01 14:04:23 * Captain nods Jul 01 14:05:17 Salvagers are out quick, gi'en the smoke, but once she's sank you're not saving many Jul 01 14:05:50 * Morgan nods Jul 01 14:05:54 Might offer my help Jul 01 14:05:58 * Captain gets the plank in place so Morgan can disembark Jul 01 14:06:51 * Morgan heads down the plank and heads straight fo the salvage crew Jul 01 14:08:26 **They're out of the ship. The closest he can get is the dock, near the gawkers. Also in the dock are a few small vessels, plus 4 large sailing ships, including the Coral and the Solemn Wind Jul 01 14:08:56 On* Jul 01 14:12:19 **There's noone in the crowd he knows. Jul 01 14:12:58 * Morgan looks at them before shoving his way through the crowd Jul 01 14:13:37 **The salvagers are working hard. From the railing, he can see at least ten sheet wrapped bodies on the deck of their ship Jul 01 14:14:26 * Morgan turns to the nearest person Jul 01 14:14:28 what was it? Jul 01 14:15:02 * Captain is now known as woman Jul 01 14:15:33 There was an explosion, she blew out 'neath the water line, dropping like a rock Jul 01 14:18:27 **Someone else chimes in "'s Forrester's daughter's ship, innit?" Jul 01 14:19:25 anyone on it? Jul 01 14:20:03 * woman points to the sheeted bodies "At least forty, they reckon" Jul 01 14:20:19 just crew? Jul 01 14:20:31 * woman shrugs Jul 01 14:20:57 Don't know yet. Someone's gone down Sunnymeade and up the big house t' ask Jul 01 14:22:50 **Finally Morgan spots a familiar face, it's Kurt coming off the Solemn Wind Jul 01 14:25:32 * Morgan barges his way through the crowd to the solemn wind Jul 01 14:26:11 **Kurt looks a bit surprised to see him** Morgan. Jul 01 14:26:19 Whats happened? Jul 01 14:26:38 * woman looks grim Jul 01 14:26:43 * woman is now known as Kurt Jul 01 14:27:05 There was an explosion, the Rose has sunk. Jul 01 14:27:26 Was Molly aboard? Jul 01 14:28:01 She wasnt supposed to be, but she wasnt at the house when Kai came down here Jul 01 14:28:34 * Morgan tilts his head Jul 01 14:28:50 Soon... we're going to talk about the exact words you just used... for now, I need to find her Jul 01 14:29:08 * Kurt looks at Morgan Jul 01 14:29:37 I've sent out search parties, anywhere I could think of that she might have gone Jul 01 14:30:05 * Morgan looks at the Rose Jul 01 14:30:23 Do you know for sure none of those bodies are her? Jul 01 14:30:54 **The salvagers are bringing up the body of a young sailor Morgan yelled at in Freiburg only three months ago** Jul 01 14:31:14 I've paid them to bring the news straight to me Jul 01 14:32:09 * Morgan grips the railing hard Jul 01 14:32:48 She's probably gone off alone. You know how she is when she's got things on her mind Jul 01 14:33:15 * Kurt leans on the rail, watching the proceedings Jul 01 14:33:27 I hope so... not just for her sake Jul 01 14:33:37 * Kurt glances at him Jul 01 14:33:45 Oh? Jul 01 14:36:15 * Morgan grinds his teeth Jul 01 14:37:48 If she's hurt, there's not a place the perpetrator can hide where I won't find him. Jul 01 14:38:08 * Kurt nods Jul 01 14:38:12 You love her. Jul 01 14:39:11 * Morgan scowls Jul 01 14:39:57 * Kurt shrugs Jul 01 14:41:04 **Another man is brought up dead, laid on the deck and then shrouded** Jul 01 14:41:19 Go and have a drink. I'll find you with news. Jul 01 14:41:52 * Morgan nods slightly, heading to the nearest tavern Jul 01 14:42:43 **As he turns to go, he sees that Kai is stood on the deck of the Solemn Wind, watching the salvagers** Jul 01 14:43:43 * Morgan glowers at him as he walks past Jul 01 14:44:39 **He gets into the tavern, which is empty aside from a barmaid. She looks at him** Ale? Jul 01 14:44:48 * Morgan nods Jul 01 14:45:13 **She gets it, taking the money* You looking for company? Jul 01 14:45:49 Only that of a particular person... so no Jul 01 14:46:27 **she goes back to cleaning. He has no idea how long passes until the door opens Jul 01 14:47:57 * Kurt carries a sheet wrapped bundle, looking sad Jul 01 14:48:10 * Morgan watches him Jul 01 14:49:24 I'm sorry, Morgan. **As he turns to get in the door, Morgan can see a distinctive Eisen gold and dark brown dress hanging out of the folds, one he had sent her only last month Jul 01 14:50:06 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 01 14:50:09 no. Jul 01 14:50:16 * Kurt places her body gently on the long table Jul 01 14:52:02 I'll tell her Father. *he looks at the barmaid, nodding to the door* Come on, let's give him some privacy Jul 01 14:52:15 What did you mean? Jul 01 14:52:27 About what? Jul 01 14:52:41 she wasn't _supposed_ to be aboard... Jul 01 14:52:49 That doesn't matter right now **The barmaid leaves* Jul 01 14:53:09 * Morgan stands up slowly, every movement measured Jul 01 14:53:16 Answer the question Jul 01 14:53:50 Morgan, don't waste your energy on this. It will be dealt with. Jul 01 14:54:27 You knew... Who was it? Jul 01 14:54:46 * Kurt watches him Jul 01 14:55:12 Grieve, Morgan. There will be a time for retribution, it is not today. Jul 01 15:11:21 Damn well tell me Jul 01 15:12:03 Kai. But Morgan, you cant touch him yet Jul 01 15:13:48 * Morgan pulls his sword out, levelling it at Kurts solar plexus Jul 01 15:13:55 tell me that again... i fucking dare you Jul 01 15:14:00 As a son of Eisen, you need to listen to me. Jul 01 15:14:44 * Morgan speaks through gritted teeth Jul 01 15:14:47 talk... quickly Jul 01 15:14:49 It will destabilise the region and more lives will be lost. It is for the good of our homeland. Jul 01 15:15:46 You think I care? All I've had from the so called nobility of Eisen is to have people I care about taken fro me... Jul 01 15:16:15 I'm sorry for your losses Jul 01 15:17:26 You have an hour... thats all the head start he gets. Jul 01 15:17:44 * Kurt turns on his heel and leaves Jul 01 15:18:13 * Morgan drops his sword, going to sit back at the table Jul 01 15:18:35 **The silence is absolute. Despite being in a room with her, it is only his breathing he can hear** Jul 01 15:20:55 I'm going to rip him limb from limb Jul 01 15:21:27 **The embroidery of burgundy stitching on the revealed gold hem is Edelweiss flowers. He'd seen some on his trip. If she had been with him instead of here...* Jul 01 15:23:07 * Morgan hangs his head Jul 01 15:24:21 **Kurt doesn't return, nor does the barmaid. Outside, the calls of the market traders resumes as if it was a brief, irrelevant diversion** Jul 01 15:25:01 * Morgan gathers her up from the table, heading out the door Jul 01 15:26:54 **He can feel the chill of the water coming off her. For a moment it reminds him of carrying her unconscious from the pool back in August. He'd saved her that time. People are too busy to notice him** Jul 01 15:27:43 * Morgan starts trudging to her parents house Jul 01 15:28:36 **not long out of the dock he trips, and the impact on the ground is what awakens him* Jul 01 15:28:52 * Kurt is now known as Molly Jul 01 15:30:14 **its pitch black** Jul 01 15:30:55 * Morgan breathes deeply, trying to figure out what time it is Jul 01 15:31:28 **he's been asleep less than forty five minutes** Jul 01 15:31:57 * Morgan rolls over, getting out of bed Jul 01 15:32:12 * Molly stirs Jul 01 15:32:24 Mmm? Jul 01 15:33:08 Its alright. I just need to get some air Jul 01 15:33:54 * Molly murmurs "fingers? C'mere, I fix?" Jul 01 15:34:34 No, I just need some air Jul 01 15:35:07 Mmhmm **she goes back to sleep** Jul 01 15:35:40 * Morgan leaves the room, working his way up on deck Jul 01 15:37:09 **It's very dark, but once there he can still see the faint glow of two campfires. The crewman on deck says "evenin'" Jul 01 15:38:09 * Morgan nods to him Jul 01 15:38:14 anything going on? Jul 01 15:38:38 Crewman: absolutely nothin' Jul 01 15:39:19 * Morgan nods Jul 01 15:39:30 got a drink? Jul 01 15:39:48 * Molly is now known as Crew Jul 01 15:39:59 Dont drink on duty, my lord Jul 01 15:40:21 I mean coffee... I'm going to get some, thought I'd offer Jul 01 15:40:31 Please Jul 01 15:40:46 * Morgan nods, heading to the galley Jul 01 15:41:22 **its empty. He guesses its into middle watch now, after midnight, though not by much. Jul 01 15:41:47 * Morgan sets about making coffee Jul 01 15:42:14 ((How long is he staying up for? Staying on deck, going up rigging, or going on the beach etc?)) Jul 01 15:42:48 ((a good hour at least, probably down onto the beach)) Jul 01 15:44:00 **Approaching two o'clock, he starts to feel really tired** Jul 01 15:45:47 * Morgan goes back to his bedroom Jul 01 15:46:27 * Crew is now known as Molly Jul 01 15:47:01 * Molly is quite far over on her side once he's undressed and back in Jul 01 15:49:05 * Morgan slides over to lay behind her Jul 01 15:50:46 * Molly is, especially compared to the feel of her in his nightmare, nice and warm. She reaches back, bringing his arm around her Jul 01 15:51:12 Okay? Jul 01 15:51:39 just a nightmare Jul 01 15:51:44 probably Jul 01 15:51:51 Talk? Jul 01 15:52:08 No... go to sleep Jul 01 15:53:11 * Molly nods. Then half a minute later she says in a sleepy but serious tone "Stay with me, okay? Don't go" Jul 01 15:55:30 alright Jul 01 15:56:06 Thank you *her tone is great relief* Jul 01 15:57:46 * Molly 's rhythmic breathing of sleep helps him fall back to sleep, mostly because it reassures him she's still alive Jul 01 17:33:27 **It's very warm in the yellow tone dream he finds himself in. He's sat on grass against a tree beneath a small canopy that's been put up between the trees to keep the sun off. Jul 01 17:33:27 In the distance is a house that looks like an Eisen version of the Torrington house. Lying asleep on the blanket between his knees is a familiar red-headed child, little Madchen.  She looks to be about Gawain's age. Jul 01 17:33:27 He's got a paper fan, fanning Molly who has her head on his thigh. She's on her back, and a tiny newborn is nestled between her bare breasts, blouse opened and trailing on to the grass. Jul 01 17:33:27 The baby has Martha's gingery red hair, and is dressed in just a nappy cloth. It's rather hot, aside from the breeze he's making. Jul 01 17:33:55 "Ah, liebes herz, we timed it badly having a second newborn in July, don't you think?" Jul 01 17:34:17 wasn't the wisest timing Jul 01 17:34:26 I wonder if I should have delivered him in Sudlachenburg rather than here, where there's a breeze off the lake at least. We stayed there so many weeks with Madchen. Jul 01 17:34:59 * Morgan nods Jul 01 17:35:01 possibly Jul 01 17:35:07 * Molly smiles, closing her eyes Jul 01 17:35:27 Gosh, this heat! Imagine if we were back at Lundy, swimming naked in the cold sea Jul 01 17:35:44 aye, it'd be a welcome relief Jul 01 17:35:53 * Molly smiles Jul 01 17:36:03 I'd likely be with child again within a month, though, wouldn't I? Jul 01 17:37:04 maybe Jul 01 17:37:19 * Molly giggles Jul 01 17:37:33 You wish to wait a lot longer this time? Jul 01 17:38:27 Probably an idea, don't you think? Jul 01 17:38:57 Hmmm... it is probably what we should do, but... Jul 01 17:39:38 *she tilts her head back to give him a grin* Jul 01 17:40:36 **The baby roots around, patting at her chest. Then he looks up towards Morgan. He can see his own eyes in the shape of the baby's, and Molly's mouth there too** Jul 01 17:41:31 well... quite Jul 01 17:41:40 Do you miss it at Lundy? Jul 01 17:41:47 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 17:41:55 as long as I'm with you, I'm happy Jul 01 17:42:03 **The baby latches onto her with ease, and she needs to do nothing to aid him.  She looks very experienced with this** Jul 01 17:42:14 That's very sweet, liebling Jul 01 17:42:56 * Molly gently strokes the baby's back Jul 01 17:43:01 Do you think the machine is still working? Jul 01 17:43:53 I have no idea Jul 01 17:44:12 * Molly smiles reassuringly Jul 01 17:44:33 I think it probably will be. We can check next time we're there Jul 01 17:46:05 * Morgan nods Jul 01 17:46:06 aye Jul 01 17:46:13 **The baby comes off, looking awake and peaceful. She passes him up to Morgan** Would you wind him please? Jul 01 17:47:11 * Morgan does so Jul 01 17:48:05 * Molly takes a drink of water from a stoppered bottle. The baby feels so real and solid. Madchen stirs. Jul 01 17:48:31 Or the stream at the Golden Lantern, that would be nice and cool too Jul 01 17:49:13 anywhere with cold water you mean? Jul 01 17:49:59 I could stand a cold bath, if you would attend me! **Molly smiles. Madchen wakes up with a grin at Morgan, trying to sit up but rocking like an upended turtle, chubby arms and legs sticking out of a white cotton dress flailing.* Jul 01 17:50:31 * Morgan tickles her tomach Jul 01 17:50:43 I could probably manage that Jul 01 17:50:59 **Madchen laughs, saying Pa! Pa!** Jul 01 17:51:10 * Molly looks at the three of them happily Jul 01 17:51:32 Some days, I wonder what I did right to deserve to be so contented. Jul 01 17:53:04 **The baby rests quietly on Morgan's shoulder** Jul 01 17:53:43 I think it was figuring out a chocolate cake recipe that I like Jul 01 17:54:19 * Molly smiles, drinking again Jul 01 17:54:40 **From the direction of the house, there's an odd sound of bells. It's almost like church bells, but all mixed up, parts of the tune backwards, notes in the wrong pitch. Jul 01 17:55:40 That sounded... off Jul 01 17:55:46 **Molly shakes her head, white as a sheet. Jul 01 17:55:46 "No…" Jul 01 17:56:31 blossom? Jul 01 17:56:34 * Molly squares her shoulders then hurriedly does up her blouse. Jul 01 17:56:47 You need to stay here. Jul 01 17:56:59 why? Jul 01 17:57:07 Stay with the children. They need you. We need you. Jul 01 17:57:21 blossom, you need to tell me... Jul 01 17:57:29 * Molly looks grim, resolved, and stands Jul 01 17:57:47 I can't let you go. You need to stay here. Don't follow me, I mean it, Morgan. Jul 01 17:57:56 Then tell me whats going on Jul 01 17:58:09 A husband may command his wife often, but he must love her like he loves the church, and sacrifice for her. You will sacrifice for me now, I beg you. Jul 01 17:58:26 Stop yammering and tell me whats going on Jul 01 17:58:52 *she shakes her head* I can't. No matter what you hear, you stay right here. Don't come to the house. Jul 01 17:59:09 Stay here Jul 01 17:59:40 No! *she looks panicked* Please, I will be back. Jul 01 18:00:05 * Molly turns and starts to sprint towards the house, flinging open the doors to what is likely the great hall. With the doors open, there's also a whirring and clicking. Then the door is closed. Jul 01 18:00:05 * Morgan scowls Jul 01 18:01:05 **His son watches him from his arm, and Madchen is roughly pulling up grass. She looks at him** ime… Jul 01 18:01:26 what? Jul 01 18:01:39 * Molly is now known as Madchen Jul 01 18:01:50 Ma... ime... Jul 01 18:02:55 * Madchen looks in the direction of the house before looking back to him Jul 01 18:04:02 Ma. *she tries to use his hand to sit herself up* Jul 01 18:04:18 * Morgan helps her into a sitting position Jul 01 18:05:04 * Madchen grins. She touches her face "Mae" then she reaches to touch his Jul 01 18:05:23 * Morgan leans down and kisses her fingers Jul 01 18:05:26 I don't know Jul 01 18:05:29 **she does* "Pa" Jul 01 18:06:55 * Madchen again touches her face "Mae", and tries to touch him again with a grin "Pa" Jul 01 18:07:10 Mae? Jul 01 18:07:31 *she touches her face, grinning* Jul 01 18:08:15 Maeshn Jul 01 18:08:22 thats right... Jul 01 18:09:17 * Madchen reaches for him again "Pa" Jul 01 18:09:24 yes Jul 01 18:10:13 * Madchen looks in the direction of the house "Ma" Jul 01 18:12:01 **the baby starts to fidget* Jul 01 18:12:07 yes, mama has gone in the house Jul 01 18:12:16 * Morgan moves the baby, bouncing him slightly Jul 01 18:12:22 Ime. Jul 01 18:13:01 * Madchen now reaches for the baby whilst looking at Morgan "Eh." Jul 01 18:14:10 Yes, thats right Jul 01 18:14:18 **the bells stop** Jul 01 18:14:53 * Madchen covers her face with her hands, then uncovers it "Ooo!" She grins Jul 01 18:15:24 booo.... Jul 01 18:15:43 * Madchen laughs loudly Jul 01 18:16:19 * Madchen does it again. The baby starts sucking on his fingers Jul 01 18:17:13 boo... Jul 01 18:17:47 * Madchen shrieks at this. Then she covers her eyes for a long time, not taking her hands off. Jul 01 18:18:52 * Morgan tickles her belly Jul 01 18:19:03 * Madchen giggles and uncovers her eyes "Ma". Jul 01 18:21:31 Pa... Jul 01 18:21:39 **Molly comes out again. He can hear shouting voices. She sits down on the step by the door, looking as solemn as a soldier who has made it to the end of the battle.* Jul 01 18:21:56 You need to tell me whats going on. Right now. Jul 01 18:23:50 **Molly looks over at him and the children, nodding to herself a moment. From in the house, there is a shout of "Molly, what the fuck have you done?! You've ruined everything". It's Edward's voice. Jul 01 18:24:02 **The dawn watch chimes once. Madchen frowns** Pa? Jul 01 18:24:15 * Morgan looks at her Jul 01 18:24:21 Time for me to go soon Jul 01 18:24:33 Pa go? *she looks sad* Jul 01 18:24:59 * Morgan nods Jul 01 18:25:08 * Madchen shakes her head "no go." Jul 01 18:26:18 Its nearly dawn Jul 01 18:26:25 * Madchen pulls up to stand, giving him something approximating a kiss on his cheek, but its clumsy and dribbly Jul 01 18:27:40 **Back near the house, Molly yells "Shut up, Edward!" Jul 01 18:28:39 * Madchen looks at Molly, then Morgan Jul 01 18:28:41 Ma. Jul 01 18:28:51 yes, ma Jul 01 18:29:45 * Madchen flops back down on her bottom Jul 01 18:30:34 Ma. Pa. Mae. Eh. Jul 01 18:30:41 yes, thats right Jul 01 18:31:03 * Madchen sighs, and starts to wave her hand in an open and closed motion looking sad. Jul 01 18:31:53 Pa back? Jul 01 18:32:04 I imagine I will do some time yes Jul 01 18:32:26 * Madchen smiles. There's three chimes** Jul 01 18:32:42 **he wakes up* Jul 01 18:35:47 * Morgan sighs, rolling out of bed Jul 01 18:36:35 * Madchen wakes up suddenly, and says "huh" Jul 01 18:36:42 * Madchen is now known as Molly Jul 01 18:38:11 * Molly wakes up suddenly, and says "huh" Jul 01 18:38:25 * Morgan watches her, pulling his clothes on Jul 01 18:38:55 * Molly seems to be thinking hard, then squares her shoulders Jul 01 18:39:02 Is it dawn already? Jul 01 18:39:08 aye Jul 01 18:39:17 Alright Jul 01 18:39:28 * Molly starts getting out of bed Jul 01 18:40:14 What time did you come back last night? Jul 01 18:40:21 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 18:41:24 * Molly frowns a little, wrapping a dressing gown around her Jul 01 18:41:48 Alright liebling. I am going to write my nightmare now Jul 01 18:41:59 as you wish Jul 01 18:42:10 ((What's the tone?)) Jul 01 18:42:16 ((indifferent)) Jul 01 18:42:27 * Molly tilts her head Jul 01 18:42:35 Is something the matter? Jul 01 18:42:51 You tell me... why would there be? Jul 01 18:43:08 You seem short with me Jul 01 18:43:32 Why could that be? I haven't _said_ anything Jul 01 18:44:46 Precisely. Normally you would tell me to get more rest, or answer me about the time. Jul 01 18:45:18 You will do as you please Jul 01 18:46:05 * Molly bows her head, pulling the gown tighter Jul 01 18:46:50 I will leave it on the desk for you then. Jul 01 18:49:32 If thats what you want to do Jul 01 18:50:09 * Molly nods and walks past him to go towards the study ((catches hold of her or lets her pass?)) Jul 01 18:51:09 ((lets her go)) Jul 01 18:51:20 * Morgan collects his things and goes up on deck Jul 01 18:51:50 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 01 18:52:10 * Claudia is up the rigging as she commonly is Jul 01 18:52:59 Morning Jul 01 18:53:11 * Morgan grunts, hauling himself into the rigging Jul 01 18:53:28 Cheerful. Scotch? Jul 01 18:54:16 * Morgan nods, holding out his hand Jul 01 18:54:24 * Claudia hands it over Jul 01 18:54:59 Still brooding about Heinzharold? Jul 01 18:55:11 No Jul 01 18:55:37 Got any good hangover cures? Jul 01 18:56:44 Not getting hammered in the first place works well Jul 01 18:57:13 Way too late. He's going to need one, he was three sheets to the wind when I sent him to bed Jul 01 19:05:07 **the sunrise itself wont be visible from here, due to the cliff face** Jul 01 19:05:34 I noticed... I heard him trying to woo Inga as I passed on my way to bed Jul 01 19:06:40 * Claudia laughs Jul 01 19:06:51 Drunk as he was, I bet that was hilarious Jul 01 19:08:00 its not really about peaches, lil dorlin... Jul 01 19:08:22 What wasn't? Jul 01 19:10:37 * Claudia holds out her hand for the flask Jul 01 19:11:53 * Morgan hands it over Jul 01 19:11:57 the song he was singing to her Jul 01 19:12:09 * Morgan drops a few feet Jul 01 19:12:18 I need to get where I can see the sun rising Jul 01 19:13:06 * Claudia gestures upwards Jul 01 19:13:31 Top of the cliff. I've got to stay on watch, sorry Jul 01 19:13:37 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:13:40 I'll be back Jul 01 19:13:52 * Morgan drops down to the deck, setting off for the top of the cliff Jul 01 19:14:43 **The path leads up, he can choose to head towards the farm, or to the gardens of the manor house Jul 01 19:15:09 * Morgan heads towards the gardens while muttering about bloody sheep Jul 01 19:17:28 **The gardens need work, they're overgrown, but they look like they will be nice when they're done. They slope up away from the house which he can see, and behind that the forest. In the very far distance he can see across the bay to the mainland, and then the horizon* Jul 01 19:19:01 * Morgan walks until he can see the right part of the cliff top to see the sunrise then stops Jul 01 19:19:39 **It rises in its usual manner, theres no sign of any activity on the island* Jul 01 19:21:58 * Claudia is still there when he gets back, though the watch has changed. He's been gone from the ship around forty-five minutes Jul 01 19:23:10 Less grumpy now? Jul 01 19:26:34 Not noticably Jul 01 19:27:09 Maybe I wont be on your recon team and it wont be my problem *she grins* Jul 01 19:27:37 Could be monsters... Jul 01 19:28:26 They're down in the dining room eating breakfast and hatching plans Jul 01 19:28:40 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:28:43 right Jul 01 19:29:00 I'm just awaiting my orders Jul 01 19:29:16 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:29:26 I'll go see what they're planning Jul 01 19:29:52 Maybe see if Heinzharold survived the night too? Jul 01 19:31:19 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:31:19 aye Jul 01 19:31:36 ((Where does he go?)) Jul 01 19:32:18 ((dining room)) Jul 01 19:35:38 **It is packed with sailors. Molly, James and Sorgi seem to be working on some plans whilst the others are eating. Sorgi notices Morgan first, inclining his head, whilst Molly and James seem to be in a deep discussion Jul 01 19:36:34 * Morgan nods, fetching himself some breakfast Jul 01 19:37:18 ((Where does he sit?)) Jul 01 19:37:53 * Morgan moves around to sit by Molly Jul 01 19:38:04 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 01 19:38:54 * Molly looks up at him a moment. Anyone else would just see the smile, but he can also see the micro-expression of worry Jul 01 19:39:40 *she has a cheerful tone* I am glad you are here, we have a suggestion for you as to where to put people today Jul 01 19:42:15 go on Jul 01 19:42:21 * Molly slides him a piece of paper, which says: Ship- Koen +19, Inga, Varick Jul 01 19:42:21 Orchard- Sorgi, 10 Jul 01 19:42:21 Woods- 10 Jul 01 19:42:21 Farm- Molly, HH, +6 Jul 01 19:42:21 House- Claudia,  Morgan, Molly, HH +8 afterwards? Jul 01 19:42:23 Ketch- 3 Jul 01 19:42:25 Tunnels- Claudia, Morgan, +2 Jul 01 19:42:27 Cove- 15 Jul 01 19:42:29 Church/Tavern/Market- James +5 Jul 01 19:42:31 Perimeter- 10 Jul 01 19:43:40 J: The teams are all people with relevant experience, my lord Jul 01 19:43:58 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:44:01 looks good Jul 01 19:44:42 * Molly nods Jul 01 19:45:03 You're happy for Heinzharold and I to lead at the farm? Jul 01 19:45:52 and save me dealing with the sheep? Certainly. Jul 01 19:46:58 * Molly nods, standing "I'll go and see if he's ready" Jul 01 19:47:05 Is this all in a particular order? Jul 01 19:48:02 I thought we'd all set off very shortly, meet back here when we're done, and those of us going to the house will go on up later on? Jul 01 19:48:22 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:48:24 very well Jul 01 19:48:35 I'll fetch HeinzHarold Jul 01 19:49:23 * Molly nods "I will let Varick and Inga know I am going very soon" Jul 01 19:49:49 Sorgi: Happy with it, m'lord? Jul 01 19:51:08 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:51:09 aye Jul 01 19:51:25 **Sorgi proceeds to get everyone organised whilst Molly goes one way and Morgan goes the other. HH's door is shut** Jul 01 19:51:31 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 01 19:53:11 * HH calls "come in" when Morgan knocks. He's dressed, drinking tea that smells of lemon, ginger and chamomile, the mix Molly gave him when he'd drunk too much with Edward.* Jul 01 19:53:35 Got away with it then? Jul 01 19:53:44 With what? Jul 01 19:53:56 the hangover you deserve Jul 01 19:54:51 My head's bangin'. She had some of that mannheim moonshine. Ne'er thought I'd drink that again Jul 01 19:55:20 * Morgan nods Jul 01 19:55:26 blows the top clear off doesn't it Jul 01 19:55:49 * HH nods, sipping the tea then grimacing Jul 01 19:56:19 Got a lecture fr'm my wife though Jul 01 19:58:17 surely not a lecture from you lil dorlin... Jul 01 19:58:25 She hates bein' woken up when she's been asleep. Makes her really grouchy in the mornin' Jul 01 19:58:35 Hang on, what? Jul 01 19:59:07 * Morgan looks innocent Jul 01 19:59:38 I dont say it like tha' Jul 01 19:59:58 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 20:00:59 Told 'er I'll sleep elsewhere if me sneaking in is a nuisance Jul 01 20:02:50 I can see how that meaning would come about from singing about creaming her peaches... Jul 01 20:03:17 * HH groans Jul 01 20:03:26 Oh no, not again Jul 01 20:06:15 How did you find out? Jul 01 20:06:25 I have ears Jul 01 20:09:00 * HH grimaces more than with the drink Jul 01 20:09:12 Well that makes us even for yesterday Jul 01 20:09:39 yesterday? Jul 01 20:10:39 You and Molly in the study Jul 01 20:10:50 maybe... Jul 01 20:11:31 Inga hasn't been tellin' your wife about the peaches then? Jul 01 20:12:43 Didn't need to... you were quite expressive about it Jul 01 20:13:05 * HH blushes Jul 01 20:13:39 She warned me last time not to be coming to bed an' singing that Jul 01 20:14:18 it was the explaining that it wasn't really about peaches or cream that topped it off, I think Jul 01 20:14:38 Oh god that's e'en worse Jul 01 20:15:23 s'not good... Jul 01 20:15:27 I don't even 'member it Jul 01 20:16:04 I'm not surprised Jul 01 20:16:46 * HH finishes the tea Jul 01 20:17:00 Best not drink tha' much again Jul 01 20:17:07 I wouldn't if I were you Jul 01 20:18:12 She'll forgive me, as us'al Jul 01 20:18:53 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:19:01 we need to get moving but... she told me what you did Jul 01 20:19:25 * HH looks a bit unsure Jul 01 20:19:41 Theres a lot o' things she could tell y' Jul 01 20:19:49 The graves, the house... Jul 01 20:20:04 * HH inhales deeply through his nose Jul 01 20:20:13 Did she now... Jul 01 20:20:56 * Morgan nods, putting a hand on the back of HeinzHarolds neck Jul 01 20:21:04 she did... Thank you. I owe you. Jul 01 20:21:12 * HH hugs him hard Jul 01 20:21:27 You owe me nothing. Jul 01 20:23:28 come on, we've got an island to search Jul 01 20:25:54 * HH hugs him a moment longer "Sorry I couldn't do more" Jul 01 20:26:30 Neither of us saw it coming... but its dealt with now Jul 01 20:26:49 * HH nods, letting go Jul 01 20:27:01 What's the plan? Jul 01 20:27:26 Molly and James have planned out who's going where to search Jul 01 20:27:58 [Varick wants to see you. Please tell Heinzharold I and the others will wait at the bottom of the cliff path] Jul 01 20:28:15 They'll be waiting at the bottom of the cliff path... I need to see Varick Jul 01 20:28:57 * HH bows, going out. Then he sticks his head back in Jul 01 20:29:30 Hope I get the orchard, just incase there's peaches I can bring back for Inga *he grins* Jul 01 20:29:37 * Morgan laughs Jul 01 20:29:45 afraid not... go on, go Jul 01 20:30:05 * HH goes off, humming the song in question Jul 01 20:30:28 * HH is now known as Varick Jul 01 20:30:32 * Morgan wanders off to find Varick Jul 01 20:31:19 * Varick and Inga are in the study. The desk is empty of the nightmare recollection Molly had said she would write. Jul 01 20:31:52 Morgan! **he runs over and hugs Morgan's legs** Jul 01 20:32:10 Good morning my little man Jul 01 20:32:24 *Inga is sewing, sat on the couch* Jul 01 20:33:10 I: good morning Jul 01 20:33:32 Inga Jul 01 20:33:45 Need to show you something in my room. Jul 01 20:33:51 lead the way Jul 01 20:34:07 * Varick does so, sitting on the bed and whispering Jul 01 20:34:34 Dont need to see anything. Gotta talk to you about ghosts Jul 01 20:34:41 Go on Jul 01 20:34:50 There's two on the island Jul 01 20:35:05 alright... Do you know who? Jul 01 20:35:14 * Varick shakes his head Jul 01 20:35:19 A girl and a man Jul 01 20:35:26 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 01 20:35:28 alright Jul 01 20:35:54 She's in the tunnels. He's in the house. Jul 01 20:37:00 wonderful. Anything you can tell me about them? Jul 01 20:37:17 No. Haven't met them. Do you want me to go and look for them? Jul 01 20:37:57 No, stay with Inga. I'll keep them in mind while we're searching Jul 01 20:38:09 * Varick nods Jul 01 20:38:28 When can I go off the ship? Jul 01 20:39:13 once we've made sure the island is safe for you Jul 01 20:39:39 Okay. Will you be back by dark? Jul 01 20:39:53 thats the plan Jul 01 20:40:28 * Varick gives him a hug goodbye before going to look at his books Jul 01 20:40:49 * Varick is now known as Inga Jul 01 20:41:28 * Inga is setting up paper for Varick to draw on when he gets back in the main room Jul 01 20:42:03 Have you seen Heinzharold? Jul 01 20:42:08 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:42:13 indeed I have lil dorlin Jul 01 20:42:26 * Inga goes bright red Jul 01 20:42:31 He told you? Jul 01 20:42:39 No... Jul 01 20:43:01 I'm really sorry if we disturbed you Jul 01 20:43:23 Not at all... I shall enjoy ribbing him about it for a few hours Jul 01 20:43:37 * Inga nods Jul 01 20:44:11 It's the third time he's told me about the meaning of the song. Its funny the first time... Jul 01 20:44:51 He looked fairly mortified when I was telling him Jul 01 20:45:20 Good, maybe it'll stop him doing it again Jul 01 20:45:32 I wouldn't count on that Jul 01 20:45:59 I don't mind him singing it, but not when I'm half asleep and he'll only fall asleep anyway Jul 01 20:46:14 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:46:19 * Inga goes even redder at this, looking awkward Jul 01 20:46:32 Ummm... Jul 01 20:47:35 We'll see you all back soon? Jul 01 20:47:47 Could be a while... lot of ground to cover Jul 01 20:47:56 * Inga nods Jul 01 20:48:09 We have everything we need here on the ship Jul 01 20:48:50 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:48:54 See you later Jul 01 20:49:01 Oh, Morgan? Jul 01 20:49:33 yes? Jul 01 20:50:00 Is Molly alright? She was running around being really efficient, and that's normally a sign she's troubled Jul 01 20:51:02 I'm annoyed with her. Its probably that Jul 01 20:51:50 ::protective:: Oh. I can understand why that would make her troubled then Jul 01 20:52:34 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:52:47 Dont worry Jul 01 20:52:50 Anything I could help with? Jul 01 20:53:09 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 20:53:11 I doubt it Jul 01 20:53:37 That's a shame, I would if I could Jul 01 20:53:54 I've no doubt you would Jul 01 20:54:46 * Inga takes the file of nightmare recollections off the chair and puts it on its spot on the shelf Jul 01 20:55:20 I'll let you get on, I hope it goes well Jul 01 20:55:39 * Morgan nods Jul 01 20:55:43 here's hoping Jul 01 20:56:18 * Inga gets on with her work Jul 01 20:56:31 * Morgan picks up his axe and heads out Jul 01 20:56:51 * Inga is now known as Claudia Jul 01 20:57:22 * Claudia and two crew members are waiting for him on the deck Jul 01 20:58:39 Ready then? Jul 01 20:58:49 We're going to want lanterns Jul 01 21:01:54 **they get set up with four, as well as extra weapons for the crewmen. They go across the sand, he picks the door and leaves it open for the group on Ketch inspection. They go into the tunnels with Morgan and Claudia in front. It's dark and creepy, but dry, sloping upwards Jul 01 21:02:14 Do we know anything about the tunnels? Jul 01 21:02:36 Probably a ghost down here... and possibly a machine Jul 01 21:02:54 * Claudia side eyes him Jul 01 21:02:57 A ghost Jul 01 21:03:04 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 21:03:41 **very quickly they come to a fork Jul 01 21:04:05 Left or right? Jul 01 21:04:15 left Jul 01 21:05:43 **they go left, upwards again. Its surprisingly warm in the tunnels, which have narrowed to ten feet by ten feet Jul 01 21:06:59 What about this fork? Jul 01 21:07:25 left... lets make it easy to find our way back Jul 01 21:08:20 **the tunnels seem to curve and bend. After the next left, he gets a feeling of dejavu Jul 01 21:09:06 * Morgan slows slightly, getting closer to one wall Jul 01 21:09:22 * Claudia looks around Jul 01 21:09:33 We've been here already Jul 01 21:09:50 I was thinking the same Jul 01 21:10:09 **the men behind agree Jul 01 21:10:34 Now what? Jul 01 21:10:58 head back to the last place we recognise and choose the other fork Jul 01 21:11:55 **this is what they do. Suddenly on the right fork theres a cold spot as they pass through it Jul 01 21:12:28 * Claudia looks at Morgan with a frown "what the fuck?" Jul 01 21:12:46 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 21:13:17 **The crew men are feeling the rocks all around Jul 01 21:13:34 I told you this place is weird Jul 01 21:13:35 Man1: No idea, not a reason for it Jul 01 21:20:01 Alright, let's go on. **about five minutes later, he senses that Molly is a bit distressed** Jul 01 21:24:38 [are you alright?] Jul 01 21:28:52 [There's a ram has been gored in a fight. It's in agony, and dispatching it is only going to be painful and scary for it.] Jul 01 21:29:46 [Get HeinzHarold to deal with it. I don't want you suffering with that memory] Jul 01 21:33:44 [I dont have the physical strength to stick a ram anyway. But if I was alone I could knock it out at the very least] Jul 01 21:34:10 [hit it with a brick, put it to sleep just before the rock hits?] Jul 01 21:35:21 [The men won't listen to me about it. It's alright, it wont take long, it's just sad and frustrating. We'll get them fenced properly before we move on] Jul 01 21:35:39 Left or right? Jul 01 21:35:52 Lets try right this time Jul 01 21:36:19 **they find a cavern full of crates Jul 01 21:37:11 * Claudia stands in the middle to provide light Jul 01 21:37:19 well... lets have a quick look shall we? Jul 01 21:37:56 **The men help him drag some crates out. They're nailed shut** Jul 01 21:38:31 * Morgan takes out his axe Jul 01 21:39:17 * Claudia and the men stand clear Jul 01 21:40:36 * Morgan swings at the corner of the crate Jul 01 21:40:57 **It breaks fine Jul 01 21:41:13 * Morgan pulls it open Jul 01 21:41:30 **its full of Montaigne brandy** Jul 01 21:42:28 can't win them all I suppose Jul 01 21:45:26 **one of the crewmen has a look** probably had no duty paid on it. Get a couple of hundred guilders for that lot in Eisen Jul 01 21:46:37 * Morgan nods Jul 01 21:46:48 Theus knows I won't drink it Jul 01 21:47:23 Got something against the Montaigne? Jul 01 21:48:31 I've met one that I liked... one... Jul 01 21:48:48 **they all laugh** Jul 01 21:48:57 Are you opening anymore? Jul 01 21:49:16 aye, lets open another two, see if its all this stuff Jul 01 21:50:14 **he gets both open very easily* one is more brandy, the other is scotch Jul 01 21:50:21 not a total loss then Jul 01 21:50:39 * Claudia nods Jul 01 21:51:01 It should be safe here Jul 01 21:51:10 I'd have thought so Jul 01 21:51:25 **the air turns cold again suddenly Jul 01 21:52:44 * Claudia and the others look around, but theres nothing to see Jul 01 21:53:58 * Morgan mutters Jul 01 21:54:26 Ready to move on? Jul 01 21:55:26 * Morgan nods Jul 01 21:56:19 **the next forks seem to be a long way apart. This part of the island must be like a swiss cheese. Jul 01 21:57:31 * Claudia looks at Morgan "getting claustrophobic yet"? Jul 01 21:58:06 I'm not Vendel... Jul 01 21:58:21 Why Vendel? Jul 01 21:59:04 all preen, no substance... Jul 01 21:59:49 * Claudia nods nudging him and speaking below the volume the other can hear "you're definitely no preen" Jul 01 22:00:16 thank you... Jul 01 22:00:23 Welcome. Jul 01 22:01:36 Its almost a surprise the place hasn't collapsed in on itself Jul 01 22:01:54 Don't tempt it! Jul 01 22:02:19 * Morgan sniggers Jul 01 22:02:45 **right after they take another fork, almost an hour after they set off, they walk almost directly into a machine. It's cold here too. Jul 01 22:03:02 ah shit Jul 01 22:03:10 * Claudia laughs Jul 01 22:03:32 [I've found the machine] Jul 01 22:04:11 **it looks very similar in construction, but it's making a gentle purring noise and has a soft blue glow to it Jul 01 22:04:32 * Morgan crouches down to examine it closely Jul 01 22:04:51 **The crewmen are staying well back. Claudia watches Morgan* Jul 01 22:05:23 [What is is- Ouch, dammit Hilda!- doing?] Jul 01 22:06:32 Is it* Jul 01 22:09:08 [purring and slightly glowing] Jul 01 22:09:38 * Morgan moves around it making the occasional 'huh' sound Jul 01 22:12:01 [I had a dream last night. I was talking about the machine on lundy and if it was still working] Jul 01 22:12:22 **it doesn't look anything special** Jul 01 22:15:16 * Morgan shuffles closer before standing up to look at the main panel Jul 01 22:16:36 **the panel has an engraving of the island. Around the island about a mile out is a solid line of blue lights Jul 01 22:18:32 what the hell? Jul 01 22:19:03 * Claudia frowns Jul 01 22:19:10 What is this thing? Jul 01 22:20:37 The one I encountered controlled the appearances of the... things Jul 01 22:21:38 It wasnt like this? Jul 01 22:22:06 [Are you safe?] Jul 01 22:22:58 **The crewmen are still staying away Jul 01 22:25:14 [I think so. Not happy about this thing though] Jul 01 22:25:26 No... it had these rod things that controlled it Jul 01 22:26:25 [Could you try to show me? I swear if you peck me once more!] Jul 01 22:26:46 * Morgan tries to send her an image of it Jul 01 22:27:08 **it seems to have no buttons** Jul 01 22:27:25 [Barrier] Jul 01 22:27:48 [I... I dont know where that thought came from] Jul 01 22:28:01 [I don't understand] Jul 01 22:28:50 [I think maybe it's some sort of barrier around the island] Jul 01 22:29:05 * Claudia shrugs Jul 01 22:29:14 Taking the axe to it? Jul 01 22:29:24 Not just yet... Jul 01 22:30:12 * Claudia nods. She also shivers briefly. It's turned cold again Jul 01 22:30:32 We moving on? Jul 01 22:31:20 * Morgan nods Jul 01 22:31:21 aye Jul 01 22:33:09 **they do that, the men moving around it warily. Finally, after what seems like ages, they find an exit that slopes up into a garden** Jul 01 22:33:57 * Morgan nods, looking around Jul 01 22:35:27 **As with the garden he found this morning, its overgrown, but it smells wonderfully of lavender and lemongrass Jul 01 22:37:42 * Claudia looks around Jul 01 22:38:01 What are we doing next? Jul 01 22:38:44 Once the others are ready, we'll go look around the house, unless you want to explore the tunnels a bit more? Jul 01 22:40:27 * Claudia shakes her head Jul 01 22:40:30 I'm good Jul 01 22:40:49 got you a bit spooked? Jul 01 22:41:06 * Claudia tells the crewmen to go and take break on the lawn Jul 01 22:41:32 No, I'm fine. You still grumpy? Jul 01 22:49:14 somewhat Jul 01 22:49:47 * Claudia pulls the weeds off a bench Jul 01 22:49:54 Wanna talk? Jul 01 22:50:10 I'm just pissed off Jul 01 22:50:23 * Claudia hands him the flask Jul 01 22:50:26 Why? Jul 01 22:50:35 * Morgan drinks some, handing it back Jul 01 22:51:12 I have to be upfront, not hide things, but that only seems to apply to me... and it annoys the shit out of me Jul 01 22:51:15 * Claudia drinks a little before putting the flask on the bench in his reach Jul 01 22:51:34 Spoken to her about it? Jul 01 22:52:42 not yet... Jul 01 22:53:09 Think you need to get this out of your system first? Jul 01 22:53:28 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 22:53:48 I'm, selfishly, giving her a taste of what it feels like first Jul 01 22:54:03 That's stupid as fuck Jul 01 22:54:31 Thats as maybe. I've spoken to her about it before, she can experience it for a change Jul 01 22:55:20 So you're hurt, and you want to hurt her too? Jul 01 22:56:13 I suppose Jul 01 22:57:30 * Claudia shrugs "Do what you want. Just keep it away from Varick. I watched my father and step-mother rip chunks out of each other emotionally in some sadistic tit for tat. Dont subject Varick to it. Jul 01 22:57:59 * Morgan picks up the flash, taking a large mouthful Jul 01 22:58:23 * Claudia yanks off some lavender, crushing it in her hands Jul 01 22:59:02 If Heinzharold was saying this about Inga, what would you tell him to do? Jul 01 22:59:26 You've made your point. Its pathetic. I'll deal with it Jul 01 23:00:19 It's understandable to be angry. You've been trying hard to overcome hour reserve to make her happy. Sounds like she's not meeting you in the middle Jul 01 23:00:24 Your* Jul 01 23:01:07 * Morgan shrugs Jul 01 23:03:15 I'm not trying to be hard on you. You two are good together. I don't want to see you damage that. Either of you. Jul 01 23:03:25 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:03:38 We'll fix it Jul 01 23:03:50 * Claudia nods Jul 01 23:05:55 Find something to do together. Shooting would be good. Take some time out from all this planning and itinerary nonsense. Just an afternoon. Remember what it is that's really important to you both, because it's not the Rose, and it's not this weird island. Jul 01 23:07:19 You understand this a lot more than you claim to... Jul 01 23:07:53 * Claudia shrugs Jul 01 23:09:09 If I did, Hannalore wouldn't have done a number on me in Freiburg Jul 01 23:10:31 how'd you mean? Jul 01 23:10:37 * Claudia drinks from the flask before putting it down again Jul 01 23:11:56 If I understood relationships more, I'd have seen her jealousy for what it was, not assuming it was just being spoilt and possessive Jul 01 23:12:48 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:13:08 maybe you struggle to see how it relates to you... Jul 01 23:13:18 * Claudia shrugs Jul 01 23:13:43 Maybe. And it's complicated when it cant ever be anything but a secret Jul 01 23:13:56 I would imagine so Jul 01 23:14:04 * Claudia sighs Jul 01 23:14:29 I haven't told Heinzharold yet either, and I feel a bit bad about it Jul 01 23:15:53 Do you want me to? Jul 01 23:16:12 Thanks, but no. I wasn't going to ever tell either of you, but then you connected the dots. Jul 01 23:16:40 I'm smart... and actually, I was a little surprised Jul 01 23:17:03 Why? You'd never seen me involved with any men Jul 01 23:17:29 I'd never seen you involved with women either... Jul 01 23:17:44 Its... this sounds a little callous, but I promise its not Jul 01 23:17:52 Go on Jul 01 23:18:29 It didn't matter. It still doesn't. I've always accepted you for who you are, and all thats changed is I understand a bit more. Jul 01 23:18:38 * Claudia nods Jul 01 23:20:08 I'm grateful of that. I'm glad in hindsight you worked it out. It doesn't feel good carrying this big secret even from your closest friends. You always have this fear that they'll find out and hate you because you didn't tell them yourself Jul 01 23:20:26 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 01 23:20:32 I completely understand that Jul 01 23:20:42 * Claudia nods Jul 01 23:20:55 I guess you must because of this thing with Molly Jul 01 23:21:32 * Morgan takes the flask again Jul 01 23:22:49 How do you balance it? Not telling someone because they wouldn't accept it, or telling them because not doing so would make them feel untrusted? Jul 01 23:24:03 Tough one. Some people I'll never tell. But people can surprise you. I didn't expect you'd accept this Jul 01 23:25:43 But if its something they've been brought up to believe is utterly wrong? Could you risk that? Jul 01 23:27:09 Depends on how much I trusted them that they cared about me more than their prejudices Jul 01 23:28:24 even something as feared as... an Eisen person with magic? Jul 01 23:30:10 That would be pretty shocking. Jul 01 23:30:37 * Morgan nods, drinking again Jul 01 23:31:48 Tell them, they might freak out and it damages the friendship. Dont tell them, they find out, they feel untrusted and unvalued Jul 01 23:32:11 and if it were someone telling you? Jul 01 23:32:31 About an Eisen person with magic? Jul 01 23:32:39 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:35:04 I'm adapting. We had healers in the war, we needed them. We have Molly, Sorgi would be dead without her, I might not have use of my arm. I was shocked yesterday about the reverse effect she can have, but it's only like my skill with any weapon. I could kill anyone, doesn't mean I do Jul 01 23:35:52 * Morgan nods, looking at the flash Jul 01 23:35:58 that makes sense... Jul 01 23:37:18 And yeah, she lost her shit yesterday and could have harmed someone, but I lost my shit in Freiburg and beat several men badly. She just need to learn to control it. The rest of us making her more scared of our reactions wont help her self-control Jul 01 23:37:46 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:37:50 but she's not Eisen Jul 01 23:38:23 No, but why would I trust a foreigner with a weapon more than an Eisener with a weapon? Jul 01 23:39:29 Because its not the done thing for Eisen people to even _have_ that weapon Jul 01 23:40:12 Not the done thing for a woman to be excellent in all melee and ranges weapon disciplines either, but here I am Jul 01 23:40:27 * Morgan glances around Jul 01 23:40:41 **they are alone* Jul 01 23:41:04 And if it were someone close to you? Jul 01 23:41:29 I only have people I like and trust close to me, so that would be better Jul 01 23:41:43 what if it were HeinzHarold... or me? Jul 01 23:42:44 Depends on the magic. He rubbed a wet cat on his face yesterday, I'm not sure it'd be good for him to be able to do anything that's showing off Jul 01 23:43:07 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 01 23:43:14 Fair point Jul 01 23:43:49 Reckon he could heal his cat allergy with magic? Jul 01 23:44:36 * Morgan speaks quietly Jul 01 23:44:38 Not with mine Jul 01 23:44:54 * Claudia watches him, intrigued Jul 01 23:44:56 Go on Jul 01 23:45:24 Think of the worst sort of magic I could be cursed with... Jul 01 23:45:50 That decaying shit Jul 01 23:46:09 really? Given whats happened to people I love? Jul 01 23:46:19 Fire then Jul 01 23:46:24 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 01 23:46:39 Huh *she nods* Jul 01 23:47:43 Crying shame you're a complete disaster with arrows, flaming ones are always useful Jul 01 23:48:03 I don't need them... Jul 01 23:48:34 How long have you know? What can you do? Who knows? Jul 01 23:50:11 I can do... well, I'm never having a cold coffee ever again. Jul 01 23:50:27 I've known since... since Molly's started Jul 01 23:50:43 Did you get it because of her? Jul 01 23:51:02 No... I got it because I can't leave things alone Jul 01 23:51:25 What do you mean? Jul 01 23:51:51 There was something... weird in the summerhouse. While everyone was at church I went to investigate. Since then... Jul 01 23:52:03 * Claudia nods Jul 01 23:52:35 That's why you've been telling me I have to let you jump in the water if you want to Jul 01 23:52:44 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:53:04 thats why I don't think Molly is more dangerous than me... Jul 01 23:53:23 Bad dreams makes you both struggle with control? Jul 01 23:54:19 I think its to do with how distressed we are... when I'd convinced myself they'd died in the explosion in Fischler... Jul 01 23:54:43 Only thing I could think of was to get in the water, away from people and all the wood in the ship Jul 01 23:55:23 Then this nightmare of hers yesterday could be as intensely distressing as what you went through in Zweibrucke? Jul 01 23:55:32 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:55:50 could be Jul 01 23:55:58 * Claudia levels a look at him Jul 01 23:56:37 Right. Who else knows? Jul 01 23:56:50 Sorgi. Jul 01 23:57:06 * Claudia looks surprised Jul 01 23:57:11 He hasn't said Jul 01 23:58:00 It was to show I trusted him. I couldn't bear the thought of seeing fear or disgust in your eyes so practically begged him to keep it to himself Jul 01 23:58:20 * Claudia nods Jul 01 23:58:39 This permanently hot coffee...? Jul 01 23:58:49 yes? Jul 01 23:59:13 This is a perk extended to all friends who take the news well, right? Jul 01 23:59:28 * Morgan nods Jul 01 23:59:51 That seems useful Jul 02 00:00:13 Its made the watches easier... that and the cat scarf Jul 02 00:00:24 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:01:05 If you accidentally burned someone, can she heal them? Jul 02 00:01:42 I don't know. Probably. Jul 02 00:02:00 She can't heal this magic out of you? Jul 02 00:02:36 Its not a disease or an injury, so no... Jul 02 00:03:01 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:03:52 Is there anything else you want to tell me, get it over and done with in one go? Jul 02 00:04:47 I was serious about the ghosts Jul 02 00:04:59 Ghosts are real? Jul 02 00:05:07 apparently Jul 02 00:05:19 What makes you think that? Jul 02 00:05:30 * Morgan looks at her Jul 02 00:05:34 Varick can see them Jul 02 00:05:46 Oh my god Jul 02 00:06:11 or feel them... Jul 02 00:06:39 You sent me on a ghost hunt with a boy who was looking for actual ghosts, and I spent an hour pretending like I believed too, and you knew it was real! Jul 02 00:07:08 I'm not entirely convinced about that one... Jul 02 00:08:14 Right. Let's get this straight. Molly can harm and heal. You have fire magic. Varick sees ghosts. Jul 02 00:08:30 How much more can you take? Jul 02 00:09:03 At this point I'd rather you just get it over and done with, no more new surprises Jul 02 00:09:57 He can speak to animals, and I've been recruited into a secret society. And talking to the Nieblungen is remarkably like talking to Varick when he's sleepy. Jul 02 00:10:09 Riiiiight Jul 02 00:10:24 Any more? Jul 02 00:11:08 Molly and I can speak over a distance... Jul 02 00:11:21 What?! How? Jul 02 00:11:34 I'm not pretending to understand it Jul 02 00:11:44 How big a distance? Jul 02 00:12:09 I was talking to her while we were looking at that machine... Jul 02 00:12:33 I dont know if that's just weird or really amazing Jul 02 00:12:58 its very useful Jul 02 00:13:14 ((1 mile thoughts/comms, 2 miles feelings, 5 sense her location)) Jul 02 00:13:40 Except you can never be properly alone. Jul 02 00:14:18 We can converse over something like a mile... a couple of miles I can pick up how she's feeling... I can tell where she is relative to me over, oh, four or five miles... Jul 02 00:14:32 Wow... that's far. Jul 02 00:14:57 If we want to, we can block it out, keep ourselves to ourselves... its not really any different to talking to someone nearby Jul 02 00:16:37 That's good. It would be awful if you couldn't block someone out of your thoughts and feelings. *she shudders* such an invasion of privacy if you couldn't guarantee the privacy in your own head Jul 02 00:17:08 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:18:20 Are you done? Jul 02 00:18:42 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 02 00:18:45 I think so Jul 02 00:19:30 Like I said, air it all out and then once it's done, you'll start to feel a bit lighter Jul 02 00:20:00 You recall the fire that started on Loves Requiem? Jul 02 00:20:11 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:20:17 That was you? Jul 02 00:20:37 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:20:46 Seemed a bit fast at the time Jul 02 00:20:57 Didn't want them realising what we were doing Jul 02 00:21:07 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:21:13 Worked well Jul 02 00:21:35 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:22:13 Have you thought about telling the four of us all of it? Jul 02 00:22:58 Four of you? Jul 02 00:23:21 Me Sorgi Heinzharold Inga Jul 02 00:23:58 I'm... scared of the ramifications Jul 02 00:24:10 With whom? Jul 02 00:25:58 HeinzHarold mainly. This strange relationship we have with the Nieblungen... I only understand bits of it, but if I'm not meant to speak of it... Jul 02 00:26:39 I'll respect that agreement, I guess you gave your word? Jul 02 00:27:34 No, but... Jul 02 00:28:03 Heinzharold will be alright. He's smart, let him see _why_ it's a good thing Jul 02 00:28:44 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 02 00:28:46 might work Jul 02 00:29:29 He would move heaven and earth for you. He might be shocked, but what you have is special Jul 02 00:29:46 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:31:19 You and Molly have a shit load of magical crap on your plates, along with the lands everywhere, the travel,the nightmares, the pressure to get breeding... it's no wonder you're starting to find cracks Jul 02 00:31:33 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:32:25 Best to fill them now, rather than picking away at the chips Jul 02 00:32:32 aye Jul 02 00:33:27 I could do with a hot cup of coffee right now. Do you make a fire and then put the coffee on it? Jul 02 00:33:45 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Jul 02 00:34:27 How does it work? Jul 02 00:35:14 I won't prove it like I did with Sorgi... I just need to concentrate on making it warmer Jul 02 00:35:27 * Claudia looks impressed Jul 02 00:35:45 You can do a whole cup? Jul 02 00:36:14 You're underestimating it Jul 02 00:36:53 I thought it was supposed to be balls of fire. Its singular, like hers? Jul 02 00:37:55 Its not like the people that have fire magic before... those are all fireballs. I probably could do that, but I've not tried Jul 02 00:38:13 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:38:33 You could heat a pan of water for cooking? Jul 02 00:38:44 Think bigger Jul 02 00:39:01 Bucket? Jul 02 00:39:10 Bath... Jul 02 00:39:31 When I threw myself in the harbour, the water around me was distinctly warmer than normal Jul 02 00:39:50 When we're six weeks at sea, there could still be hot baths? Jul 02 00:40:09 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:41:19 That's going to be really useful in the depths of winter. Pretty useful survival tool Jul 02 00:41:32 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:41:38 it is Jul 02 00:42:14 There's a ghost in the tunnels Jul 02 00:42:31 That's what the cold bit is? Jul 02 00:42:39 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:42:43 there's one in the house Jul 02 00:43:10 The ghost was by the machine. Could Varick ask it about the machine? Jul 02 00:43:44 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 00:43:50 maybe. Jul 02 00:44:10 Do you hate being able to do magic? Jul 02 00:44:53 I did. I absolutely despised it. Jul 02 00:45:02 Especially this one? Jul 02 00:45:08 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:45:46 And now? Jul 02 00:46:25 I'm not comfortable with the possibilities... but I'm less troubled by being able to Jul 02 00:46:38 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:47:01 You need to know if she can heal it, for peace of mind Jul 02 00:47:07 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:47:12 I'll talk to her about it Jul 02 00:47:25 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:48:21 If you're not going to tell Heinzharold yet, think about telling it all to Sorgi. The two of us can help and protect you more this way Jul 02 00:49:02 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:49:10 I'll think about it Jul 02 00:49:17 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:49:42 He thinks Molly's magic is s gift from god Jul 02 00:50:11 He said the same of mine... though I did like his reasoning Jul 02 00:50:22 Which bit? Jul 02 00:50:42 We are not people who would deal with legion, therefore it must be from god Jul 02 00:51:06 * Claudia smiles Jul 02 00:52:37 The Vaticines are good at making an irrational into a rational. They have s whole faith based on illogical ideas because they've found loopholes as to why it supposedly makes sense Jul 02 00:52:55 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:53:06 most of them have a very predictable reaction to magic, though Jul 02 00:53:18 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:53:43 He's not your typical vaticine, or a typical man Jul 02 00:54:00 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:54:28 Speaking of which, are you going to find your wife now? Jul 02 00:54:39 [Where are you?] Jul 02 00:55:05 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:55:14 [Fighting the world's most aggressive hen with a broom] Jul 02 00:55:31 She's at the farm, having a fist fight with a hen Jul 02 00:56:08 That's so weird. It would have been useful as hell in the war Jul 02 00:56:20 * Morgan nods Jul 02 00:57:21 * Claudia nudges him the scotch Jul 02 00:58:09 You can give me one of your smuggled bottles to refill it Jul 02 00:58:20 That was part of my plan... Jul 02 00:59:00 * Claudia nods Jul 02 00:59:21 Feel better now you have less secrets? Jul 02 00:59:26 * Morgan nods Jul 02 01:00:06 Told ya. Now piss off and talk to your wife, will you? Jul 02 01:00:18 Aye madame at arms Jul 02 01:02:53 * Claudia salutes him before closing her eyes and reclining back on the bench as if contemplating a nap Jul 02 03:37:41 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 03:40:58 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 03:43:58 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 06:54:51 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 07:37:18 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 10:08:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 10:36:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 11:01:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 11:01:22 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 02 11:01:46 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 11:01:53 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 02 11:02:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 11:02:26 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 02 11:11:33 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 11:12:00 **he hears the bashing in of fence posts,  and HH singing the song about the fish with a couple of the men, taking turns on the verses but all singing the chorus. Sheep are just milling around waiting for their new enclosure. He counts 34. Jul 02 11:12:29 Lost two? Jul 02 11:23:16 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 02 11:23:45 * HH stretches out his arms, handing over the hammer to one of the others Jul 02 11:24:32 A ram injured from fighting, and one of the lambs had blue tongue Jul 02 11:25:49 **the fence building continues as HH moves out of the way** Jul 02 11:25:58 * Morgan nods Jul 02 11:27:03 Done in the tunnels? Jul 02 11:27:12 For now Jul 02 11:27:45 Do y' want some work, or is it a bit mucky for yer majesty? Jul 02 11:28:21 I want to talk to my wife, ackshully Jul 02 11:29:01 'Round th' back with the chickens Jul 02 11:30:35 * Morgan nods, heading in that direction Jul 02 11:32:34 **He passes the house he has already been in, through a vegetable garden that's seen better days, and further in the direction of the woods. Molly is in a field, straw hat tied on her head and a broom in her hand. Jul 02 11:32:35 Next to the field is a yard with a hen house that has had a fresh piece of wood put on it and a new fence piece. She's got very thick leather gloves on and a grain sack tucked in the back of her waistband. Jul 02 11:32:35 Secure in the yard, 12 other hens are placidly pecking the ground, but the one on the outside looks very cross. Molly doesn't hear him approach, instead talking to the chicken Jul 02 11:32:35 "Don't you be thinking I won't just put you in a pie, missy. I've eaten plenty of chickens I've liked significantly more than I like you!" Molly tries to usher the bird in with the broom, but she only squawks and attacks the bristles. "For the love of god, Hilda!" Jul 02 11:33:42 Chicken tonight then? Jul 02 11:34:32 **She watches him a moment, then untied the ribbons to remove the hat. The hair at the front is stuck to her forehead, she's obviously been hard at work. She smiles** Tempting. I'm sorry, you may want to stand upwind of me, I'm all hot and sticky and probably smell very unpleasant because of it** Jul 02 11:34:39 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 02 11:35:01 I owe you an apology Jul 02 11:36:26 **Hilda trots off further from the hen house. Molly ties the hat to her waistband before looking at him** What for? Jul 02 11:36:42 I've been childish and treating you badly Jul 02 11:36:55 * Molly frowns Jul 02 11:37:01 Have you? Jul 02 11:37:07 * Morgan nods Jul 02 11:37:33 I hate not being told things when I'm expected to not hide anything myself. Jul 02 11:37:58 * Molly nods solemnly Jul 02 11:38:04 You've read it Jul 02 11:39:01 No, I haven't Jul 02 11:39:49 Oh... *she puts the broom up on her shoulder, taking a moment to glance at the hen and gather her thoughts* Jul 02 11:40:35 I am sorry I haven't been able to tell you. I hope that when you read it you will understand why Jul 02 11:41:19 Its not just that... I was in your dreams last night... no matter how many times I asked you to tell me what was going on, you wouldn't. Jul 02 11:41:37 * Molly frowns again Jul 02 11:42:13 I know, its pathetic Jul 02 11:43:19 No, I understand Jul 02 11:43:57 I'm sorry Jul 02 11:44:12 * Molly holds out her hand to him Jul 02 11:44:17 * Morgan takes it Jul 02 11:44:39 It's alright. I am sorry I can't bear to tell you face to face Jul 02 11:46:00 * Molly watches him with a hint of sadness Jul 02 11:46:09 * Morgan nods Jul 02 11:46:12 its alright Jul 02 11:46:21 * Molly nods Jul 02 11:47:13 I assumed you were cross with me this morning like last week when you had the nightmare that I had abandoned you and our children because of Sebastian Jul 02 11:47:59 No, I was cross because not being told what was going on in your dream frustrated me. It feels like openness and honesty is needed... except where I want it... Jul 02 11:48:21 * Molly nods Jul 02 11:48:52 I am sorry. It is a failing of mine, and I am trying to do better Jul 02 11:49:12 Forgive me? Jul 02 11:49:36 Oh liebling, of course I do. You need not even ask! Jul 02 11:50:11 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 02 11:54:16 * Morgan nods Jul 02 11:54:24 There's ghosts on the island Jul 02 11:55:08 * Molly nods Jul 02 11:55:22 Mmhmm. But first, can you forgive me? Jul 02 11:55:29 There's nothing to forgive Jul 02 11:55:48 There is, because I have displeased you Jul 02 11:56:19 You are trying to overcome it, there is nothing to forgive. I was being childish and cruel. Jul 02 11:56:55 Do you think you can manage to bear the smell of me so I can embrace you? Jul 02 11:57:13 * Morgan nods Jul 02 11:57:15 I dare say so Jul 02 11:59:11 * Molly drops the broom wrapping her arms around his waist. She doesn't smell much like roses, but it's fresh sweat, heat, hard work, and just her. Jul 02 12:00:14 You weren't childish and cruel. I'm not meeting your needs. Jul 02 12:02:14 Yes I was Jul 02 12:02:48 * Molly holds him tight Jul 02 12:03:03 It's alright, I love you Jul 02 12:03:06 I love you Jul 02 12:03:36 * Molly looks up at him, clearly considering kissing him Jul 02 12:03:59 * Morgan leans down and kisses her Jul 02 12:04:24 * Molly kisses him back til she suddenly yelps Jul 02 12:05:26 Hilda! You're horrible! *she looks at Morgan with a grin* Pie, or stew? Jul 02 12:06:31 Pie... definitely pie Jul 02 12:08:12 * Molly smiles, pulling out the sack from her waistband and trying to cover the pecking her, but Hilda is too quick and escapes Jul 02 12:08:21 Dammit. Jul 02 12:09:07 Give me some feed Jul 02 12:09:30 * Molly takes a handful of dried corn from her pocket Jul 02 12:10:08 I want to get on to the house, but until she's dealt with I can't Jul 02 12:10:50 * Morgan nods, kneeling down and dropping some corn near him, leaving some in his outstretched hand before coming completely still Jul 02 12:11:35 **Hilda doesn't appreciate this at all, and runs at him with an malicious glint in her eyes** Jul 02 12:12:19 * Morgan waits Jul 02 12:12:24 * Molly slips as she tries to grab the bird, landing hard on her bottom Jul 02 12:12:47 Owww!! Bloody hell Hilda! **she starts laughing* Jul 02 12:14:23 * Morgan stays still Jul 02 12:15:34 **Hilda gets close, and pecks vigorously at his hand, ignoring the dropped corn. It's quite painful Jul 02 12:15:52 * Molly gets up, rubbing firmly on her derriere with a wince. Jul 02 12:16:46 * Morgan still doesn't move Jul 02 12:16:56 * Molly moves fast, dropping the sack over the bird and scooping her up Jul 02 12:17:04 Well done, liebling! Jul 02 12:17:18 * Morgan throws the rest of the corn at the other hens standing up Jul 02 12:17:25 what a thoroughly unpleasant bird Jul 02 12:18:01 **Hilda screeches as she's carried in the sack* Jul 02 12:18:15 I think she needs a rooster Jul 02 12:18:37 I think she needs rosemary, and some parsley Jul 02 12:18:55 * Molly laughs, almost dropping the sack Jul 02 12:19:52 It's tempting, but a couple of the crewmen are butchering the ram and a lamb, if you're hungry now Jul 02 12:20:51 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 12:20:53 I'm alright Jul 02 12:21:01 * Molly tips Hilda out into the enclosure. Though Molly didn't smell too bad, it's really unpleasant smelling here Jul 02 12:21:51 If we get them cooking, we can have lunch up here and keep working Jul 02 12:22:54 * Morgan nods Jul 02 12:22:55 sound idea Jul 02 12:23:03 * Molly doesn't seem to notice the smell Jul 02 12:23:18 If I can find a pan, we can have eggs too Jul 02 12:23:43 sounds good Jul 02 12:24:01 **That's what the smell is, really old rotten eggs* Jul 02 12:38:23 * Molly looks over the chickens with a satisfied nod, then picks up a basket full of eggs, theres likely over a hundred in it Jul 02 12:38:50 Clearly some bad ones... Jul 02 12:40:22 Be glad you weren't here earlier, it was disgusting. It was years worth of old eggs and chicken muck. Even Heinzharold was green Jul 02 12:46:11 * Morgan nods Jul 02 12:46:21 I'll take the machine over that Jul 02 12:47:53 Shall we get cleared up here and you can tell me more about it as we go to the house, my love? Jul 02 12:48:22 There's something I need to tell you before we do... Jul 02 12:49:04 Yes, liebling? Jul 02 12:49:15 Claudia knows about what I can do... Jul 02 12:49:22 * Molly nods Jul 02 12:49:25 Alright Jul 02 12:49:40 and Varick being able to see ghosts and talk to animals Jul 02 12:49:49 * Molly nods again Jul 02 12:49:55 Okay Jul 02 12:51:42 * Molly watches him whilst retrieving the broom Jul 02 12:51:50 How did she take it? Jul 02 12:52:03 Surprisingly well Jul 02 12:52:15 more so when she realised there's a bigger chance of a warm bath after weeks at sea Jul 02 12:52:24 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 02 12:52:43 That will stop all the men smelling so sweaty, wont it? Jul 02 12:53:00 She thinks we should tell HeinzHarold Inga and Sorgi... about all of it Jul 02 12:53:17 And what do you think? Jul 02 12:53:53 I think she may be right Jul 02 12:54:19 * Molly nods Jul 02 12:54:36 If that is what you wish, my love Jul 02 12:54:44 I'll think about it Jul 02 12:55:04 **They tidy away the broom and sack into a cobwebby shed before heading towards the house. She carries the egg basket on one hip** Jul 02 12:55:13 Are you glad you told her? Jul 02 12:55:19 * Morgan nods Jul 02 12:55:21 I think so Jul 02 12:55:34 * Molly nods Jul 02 12:56:06 It will be simpler? Jul 02 12:57:50 I think so Jul 02 12:58:25 Good. Heinzharold and I have not spoken about it all this morning Jul 02 12:58:50 no? Jul 02 12:59:34 I think we both had things on our minds and wanted to get on with the work Jul 02 13:00:08 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:00:11 that makes sense Jul 02 13:00:26 Also, he is hungover Jul 02 13:01:35 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:01:41 indeed he is Jul 02 13:02:07 I don't think he'd like the quickest cure Jul 02 13:02:24 No Jul 02 13:03:23 Shall I tell you about a nice dream I had last night whilst we walk? Jul 02 13:03:41 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:04:39 It was just strange. I lived on the coast, a cottage on a beach with high sand dunes. My father was a fisherman, it was just he and I, and our dog Shep. Jul 02 13:04:40 I dont think I've ever seen a dog like him, he had really long white and grey fur, and I had to keep washing the sand off his fur and trimming around his eyes. Jul 02 13:04:40 He was chasing seagulls and I was chasing him. He ran up into the sand dunes and started licking your face. Jul 02 13:04:40 You were trying to sketch the bay, and the island in the distance. We didn't know each other, but I thought you were handsome. Jul 02 13:04:40 You asked if you could sketch Shep and I, and said if it didn't come out well I'd have to let you come back the next day and the next day until it was perfect. Jul 02 13:04:41 I really didn't mind the idea of you coming back, you were so sweet and gentlemanly. Then you woke me up with your nightmare. Jul 02 13:05:46 sounds about right Jul 02 13:06:03 Is it familiar to you at all? Jul 02 13:06:20 No.... no not at all Jul 02 13:06:44 Me either. It could just be a dream Jul 02 13:07:58 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:08:04 Was your nightmare the Schattenmann, after my father's discovery? Jul 02 13:09:55 No... You'd been on the Rose when it was destroyed Jul 02 13:14:26 * Molly takes his hand Jul 02 13:14:35 I'm sorry, that sounds unpleasant Jul 02 13:14:41 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:14:42 it was Jul 02 13:15:53 * Molly sighs Jul 02 13:16:01 An alternate path? Jul 02 13:20:57 Possibly Jul 02 13:21:30 I had thought about going down there, to take a break from the guests Jul 02 13:21:41 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:24:42 But then I thought of how I had said I would look after the house, and how you would be disappointed if I had left whilst they were there Jul 02 13:25:01 I'm glad you didn't go down there Jul 02 13:25:10 * Molly nods Jul 02 13:25:27 As am I. You kept me safe, without even doing anything at all Jul 02 13:26:58 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:28:17 **Molly looks at the vegetables in the patch. It's getting sunnier now** I don't think we'll get anything useful from this. It needs clearing and tilling before starting again. Jul 02 13:28:28 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:28:32 doesn't surprise me Jul 02 13:28:56 The whole farm is in a bit of a state. You had two sows, but they're both dead, starvation by the look of it. Four cows and a calf, but the calf died, and then its mother had noone to drain the milk so she got mastitis and died. Your other three are probably too old to breed, not that you have a bull anyway. Jul 02 13:30:07 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:35:09 We haven't started on the house or the back fields, save for a quick livestock check. We're going to need space to burn the waste. Jul 02 13:39:11 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:39:13 alright Jul 02 13:40:23 It's not very exciting, I suppose Jul 02 13:42:24 **Molly opens the unlocked back door of the farmhouse, stepping into the kitchen space. She looks around, nodding Jul 02 13:43:16 It's not as bad as I expected Jul 02 13:43:23 no? Jul 02 13:44:17 That's the thing with dust and mess. Once there are no people, it only builds slowly. There's a lot of cobwebs though. Jul 02 13:45:13 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:45:18 and we all love spiders Jul 02 13:45:37 * Molly sets down the egg basket and starts opening the dresser. She doesn't seem ill at ease investigating someone else's house Jul 02 13:46:29 Oh, I shouldn't imagine there's all that many sp- *she makes a little shriek, moving back from the dresser rapidly* Jul 02 13:47:17 big one? Jul 02 13:47:30 No. Just surprised me is all Jul 02 13:48:06 * Morgan nods Jul 02 13:48:07 alright Jul 02 13:48:20 Would you like me to remove it? Jul 02 13:48:47 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 13:48:52 your choice Jul 02 13:49:46 * Molly spends a few minutes catching it before putting it outside. Once she's back in she resumes her searching of the kitchen Jul 02 13:50:39 Hmm... so, several things left behind, of little value. But it's so bare, they seem to have taken everything they could. Jul 02 13:51:26 unusual Jul 02 13:52:12 **the parlour is much the same, dusty and cobwebby but there's still furniture. Molly leads the way upstairs, the wood creaking a little Jul 02 13:53:21 Whowever lived here was quite house proud. It's dirty now, but it's all dirt that started at the same time. I'd wager that until they left she kept it impeccably. Jul 02 13:54:55 You think so? Jul 02 13:55:32 * Molly glances at him with a smile Jul 02 13:55:42 A maid knows these things Jul 02 13:55:51 I suppose so Jul 02 13:56:00 **There's two rooms up under the thatched roof, both with big beds. They're neatly made, but it does smell musty, the dust and cobwebs decorating these bedrooms too. Molly smiles a little. Jul 02 13:57:10 Half a day and I could have this house spic and span Jul 02 13:57:20 I've no doubt Jul 02 13:57:54 Strip those sheets and boil wash them, they'd dry by bedtime... Jul 02 13:59:39 * Molly smiles thoughtfully Jul 02 14:00:06 Dont you think? Jul 02 14:00:21 probably aye Jul 02 14:00:37 * Molly glances at him Jul 02 14:00:51 We have too much to do, sadly Jul 02 14:01:00 yes we do Jul 02 14:01:39 It would be prudent to leave a couple of the crew up here who can farm, because we want the animals tended Jul 02 14:02:14 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:02:22 are we going to ask your fathers contacts to come over? Jul 02 14:02:31 * Molly shrugs Jul 02 14:02:45 That is up to you, my love. It is your island Jul 02 14:02:53 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 14:03:58 Heinzharold and the others could shear the sheep in a day. But assessing the state of the island and its potential might be wise Jul 02 14:04:54 I agree Jul 02 14:05:12 * Molly comes to take his hand Jul 02 14:05:22 What shall we do now? Jul 02 14:05:59 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 14:06:12 should probably help HeinzHarold finish up before we have lunch and search the house Jul 02 14:06:29 * Molly nods slowly Jul 02 14:06:41 Yes, we should Jul 02 14:06:54 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:07:10 That is what you wish to do? Jul 02 14:08:01 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 14:08:06 its what we need to do Jul 02 14:08:39 Alright... *she smiles* let's do that. Are Claudia and the others outside with Heinzharold? Jul 02 14:09:14 Claudia was relaxing when I left her in the gardens Jul 02 14:09:23 * Molly smiles Jul 02 14:09:40 I am glad. I get the feeling she does little of that Jul 02 14:11:45 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:11:47 aye Jul 02 14:13:49 **Back outside, Claudia has joined Heinzharold, and with both sets of the crewman working too, the fencing is almost finished. There's the smell of cooked mutton and lamb. Heinzharold throws a hammer to him* Jul 02 14:16:30 * Morgan catches it easily Jul 02 14:17:25 **The work won't take long, but it's quite satisfying. Molly watches him from a safe spot on the grass whilst he and Claudia work together on nailing boards in place. HH and the men are singing a song about the Maid On The Shore, another one Morgan knows** Jul 02 14:17:37 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 02 14:17:59 * Claudia holds the board steady, talking quietly Jul 02 14:18:08 Everything alright? Jul 02 14:18:17 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:18:18 fine Jul 02 14:18:29 Sorted yourselves out? Jul 02 14:18:34 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:18:53 Good. I didn't fancy knocking your heads together Jul 02 14:19:41 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:19:43 aye Jul 02 14:20:43 The meat smells good, shame we didn't bring up some scotch and brandy too Jul 02 14:21:59 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:22:06 aye. Still, nevermind Jul 02 14:22:53 We can fetch some later. Are we going back that way to destroy the machine? Jul 02 14:23:03 I haven't decided yet Jul 02 14:23:31 * Claudia nods, waiting til he's banged the nails in Jul 02 14:23:50 Going to the main house after lunch? Jul 02 14:24:18 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:24:20 yes Jul 02 14:24:31 Expecting trouble? Jul 02 14:25:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 02 14:25:24 might be Jul 02 14:25:33 Hoping for trouble? Jul 02 14:26:58 minor trouble, perhaps... Jul 02 14:29:16 * Claudia laughs. Once the fences are done, they work at getting the sheep in the correct areas and getting the water and feed troughs done. Someone has replaced the frayed well rope. HH looks over the work, and comes to Morgan Jul 02 14:29:21 * Claudia is now known as HH Jul 02 14:29:54 That should stop all the uncontrolled tupping, up here at least Jul 02 14:36:23 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:36:26 aye Jul 02 14:37:16 Can't put a fence in 'is majesty's study tho' Jul 02 14:37:41 * Morgan looks at him before starting to hum peaches and cream Jul 02 14:37:56 * HH thumps him in the arm Jul 02 14:39:31 Movin' on to the orch'd next? Jul 02 14:47:11 Molly wants to get the house checked over Jul 02 14:49:41 * HH nods. He looks over at her. She's crouched down using a bit of water on a handkerchief to wipe the muck out of the eyes of a lamb Jul 02 14:50:06 She likes it here on the farm Jul 02 14:50:17 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:50:19 aye, she does Jul 02 14:50:59 We all goin', or just the two of you *he smirks* Jul 02 14:52:06 all of us... I've had some unpleasant experiences in that house Jul 02 14:53:02 * HH nods Jul 02 14:53:23 What do you want doin' with the farm? Jul 02 14:53:29 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 14:53:32 I don't know yet Jul 02 14:54:44 * HH nods Jul 02 14:55:09 I'll come back up later, check on the livestock Jul 02 14:55:13 * Morgan nods Jul 02 14:55:15 good idea Jul 02 14:58:40 Lunch is very basic but the meat is good. Molly doesn't seem even slightly bothered that she's eating the ram whose death she was troubled about earlier. There's no tension between her and Heinzharold, and lunch is peaceful. Jul 02 14:58:46 Morgan and Molly, Claudia, Heinzharold and eight crewmen walk from the farm across the gardens and to the front of the house. Lots of comments are made about it needing cutting back. The house appears, almost backing onto the forest, just as Morgan remembers. Jul 02 15:00:19 **Molly takes his hand, and he picks up her thoughts [he died here, and I never would have been his wife at all] Jul 02 16:05:09 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 19:28:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 19:55:43 Lunch is very basic but the meat is good. Molly doesn't seem even slightly bothered that she's eating the ram whose death she was troubled about earlier. There's no tension between her and Heinzharold, and lunch is peaceful. Jul 02 19:55:43 Morgan and Molly, Claudia, Heinzharold and eight crewmen walk from the farm across the gardens and to the front of the house. Lots of comments are made about it needing cutting back. The house appears, almost backing onto the forest, just as Morgan remembers. Jul 02 19:55:43 **Molly takes his hand, and he picks up her thoughts [he died here, and I never would have been his wife at all] Jul 02 19:59:16 * Molly looks at him "Its a _very_ pretty house" Jul 02 20:00:12 Its not bad Jul 02 20:00:31 **when they get to it, the door is locked Jul 02 20:02:15 * Morgan bends down to pick it Jul 02 20:03:07 **he manages it easily. Claudia gestures $when did you learn that?$ Jul 02 20:04:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 02 20:05:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 02 20:05:46 [20:02] (Molly) **he manages it easily. Claudia gestures $when did you learn that?$ Jul 02 20:06:07 $I learned a lot of things in the last year or so$ Jul 02 20:07:35 **the others wait for him to lead the way Jul 02 20:07:49 * Morgan moves into the building Jul 02 20:08:17 **The hall is like the farm, dusty and cobwebby, but something feels odd Jul 02 20:09:01 * Morgan looks around carefully Jul 02 20:09:54 **HH and Claudia come in next, followed by Molly and the eight crewmen. Some of the furniture is in different places since he was here nineteen months ago* Jul 02 20:10:53 C: Are we all staying together, or separating into groups? Jul 02 20:12:45 Into groups, get the place checked over faster Jul 02 20:13:06 C: what groups do you want? Jul 02 20:13:32 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 02 20:13:34 any ideas? Jul 02 20:13:52 * Molly smiles Jul 02 20:14:42 Heinzharold takes one group upstairs to the left, Claudia up and right, I'll go down and left, you go down and right? Jul 02 20:14:56 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:14:57 alright Jul 02 20:15:44 **she shares the eight crewman out fairly between them, and soon HH, Claudia and the men go up. Jul 02 20:16:19 * Molly gives him a quick smile before taking her men through the door on the left Jul 02 20:16:54 * Morgan heads through the right hand door Jul 02 20:17:03 **Morgan goes through into the library, which again he has already seen. There is a piece of paper that was definitely not there when he was there last. There's a quill set beside it, the ink long dried. Jul 02 20:18:20 * Morgan picks it up Jul 02 20:18:24 **his men follow in, looking around the dusty book shelves Jul 02 20:18:28 **it says: March 1669 ((one month after Morgan was there)) I came home, and the projection machine was gone  though the other remains. My Charlotte is gone from me forever. I do not know what happened here whilst I was away, but it matters not. Jul 02 20:18:28 I understand that you can look in someone's eyes, and suddenly know that life will be impossible without them. I know that their voice can make your heart miss a beat and their company is all your happiness can ever desire, and that their absence will leave your soul alone, bereft, and lost. Jul 02 20:18:28 That was my little Charlotte for me. And I cannot endure another day more without her. Jul 02 20:19:14 * Morgan tucks it in a pocket Jul 02 20:20:30 **there's a lot of books and drawers. ((How long does he spend looking?)) Jul 02 20:20:43 ((a few minutes)) Jul 02 20:21:12 **nothing really stands out. There are some estate ledgers** Jul 02 20:22:00 * Morgan takes the most recent Jul 02 20:22:17 ((Opens it?)) Jul 02 20:22:52 ((yep)) Jul 02 20:23:57 **almost three years ago, there is a sudden thick black line underneath the entries, then nothing more Jul 02 20:24:52 * Morgan picks up the others, placing them on the desk Jul 02 20:25:29 **it seems that records were meticulously kept, right up until the line Jul 02 20:26:25 * Morgan has a quick look along the bookshelves for anything monster related Jul 02 20:27:19 **There's nothing. novels, reference books, classical works, but nothing interesting or uncommon Jul 02 20:27:38 Alright, lets move on Jul 02 20:29:08 **they go through into the drawing room. It's nice, very Avalonian and a little old fashioned. Dust. Cobwebs. Furniture. Again, things are in slightly different places, as if the note writer may have moves things around Jul 02 20:29:18 Moved* Jul 02 20:31:27 **it's quite tidy aside from the dirt. There's still sentimental paintings and possessions, it just seems like the residents lived quite simply** Jul 02 20:31:37 anything of interest? Jul 02 20:31:58 Crew: No, my lord Jul 02 20:33:52 lets move on then Jul 02 20:33:55 * Molly and her men are in the dining room when they go in, and she's looking through the sideboard, the men checking the wall panels and under the table Jul 02 20:34:10 * Molly stands, brushing off her hands Jul 02 20:34:55 **she addresses Morgan** The dirt started more recently than in the farmhouse, but I would guess there were no servants. Jul 02 20:34:56 There's cleaning has been done, but a poor job, a man's job of it. Jul 02 20:36:13 * Morgan nods, handing her the note Jul 02 20:36:32 * Molly reads it, sighing Jul 02 20:36:36 Oh dear Jul 02 20:37:17 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:39:04 Do you know who Charlotte is? Jul 02 20:39:20 I'm assuming its the young girl Jul 02 20:39:36 * Molly hands it back, keeping her fingers gently touching his hand Jul 02 20:39:42 What young girl? Jul 02 20:40:21 I'm sure I told you about her... playing with the other things here Jul 02 20:41:02 Alright. I haven't found anything of interest at all Jul 02 20:41:27 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:42:04 Cleaning shouldn't be too dreadful Jul 02 20:42:25 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:43:01 * Molly looks at the men "Onwards then" she lets go of Morgan's hand Jul 02 20:43:15 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:44:00 * Molly opens the next room before stopping not far in the doorway "Oh!" Jul 02 20:44:12 * Morgan moves into the room Jul 02 20:45:57 * Morgan moves into the kitchen Jul 02 20:47:07 **it looks big enough to require many staff, yet looks like there's barely any equipment at all Jul 02 20:48:00 **he starts to hear music, a familiar piano tune. It's only ever so slightly out of tune* Jul 02 20:48:19 * Morgan frowns, going back into the dining room Jul 02 20:49:26 **the door to the left stands open. The room is light and airy as at the far end double doors open onto a garden. In between is a grand piano, and Molly is playing. Jul 02 20:50:10 * Morgan leans against the door jamb Jul 02 20:50:43 * Molly starts to play from the sheet music that's on it Jul 02 20:52:45 **its utterly unfamiliar to him Jul 02 20:53:53 **the crew are still investigating the room, but with one ear to it. Morgan can see a guitar, flute, and violin on a cupboard, as well as a bookcase full of what is likely sheet music Jul 02 20:55:53 * Molly glances at him, smiling excitedly Jul 02 20:56:15 A piano, liebes herz! In a music room that opens on to a garden! Jul 02 20:56:22 * Morgan wanders over, running his fingers over the violins strings Jul 02 20:56:32 Aye... you look rather pleased with it Jul 02 20:56:38 * Molly nods Jul 02 20:56:45 Extremely Jul 02 20:57:33 This piece... it's handwritten Jul 02 20:57:58 * Morgan nods Jul 02 20:58:05 * Molly continues playing. The violin looks and sounds in good condition, just a little dusty Jul 02 20:58:09 You think it was by the occupants? Jul 02 20:58:21 * Molly shrugs Jul 02 20:58:34 Perhaps. Shall I sing the lyrics too? Jul 02 20:58:53 If you wish to blossom Jul 02 20:59:27 Would you like to turn my pages? **its her eyes rather than her voice that carries the innuendo* Jul 02 20:59:44 * Morgan plinks the strings of the violin before nodding Jul 02 20:59:46 certainly Jul 02 21:00:24 * Molly waits for him to be ready before starting over, adding the words to the tune Jul 02 21:01:33 * Morgan turns the pages as needed Jul 02 21:03:28 * Molly is blinking back tears by the time she finishes it, smiling at him Jul 02 21:04:49 What do you think? Jul 02 21:04:58 I think its beautiful Jul 02 21:05:05 * Molly nods Jul 02 21:05:08 Me too Jul 02 21:05:38 * Molly speaks quietly, looking at him Jul 02 21:05:46 That is how I feel about you. Jul 02 21:05:56 * Morgan looks surprised Jul 02 21:07:30 * Molly glances over at the crewmen "gentlemen, could you give us a minute please?" They bow briefly before going, shutting the door quietly in their wake. She moves along to give him space to sit Jul 02 21:07:39 You dont know this? Jul 02 21:08:20 subconsciously perhaps Jul 02 21:08:47 * Molly nods Jul 02 21:08:57 I hope it does not disappoint you Jul 02 21:09:32 Not at all... quite the opposite Jul 02 21:10:10 * Molly blushes, smiling warmly Jul 02 21:10:28 I'm good- umm that's good, I am glad Jul 02 21:10:43 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:10:55 We should continue searching Jul 02 21:11:12 When we are finished, I'll play it for you again, if you wish? Jul 02 21:11:20 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:11:21 please Jul 02 21:11:39 * Molly stands up Jul 02 21:12:18 And once we know the house is safe, I'd like to bring Inga up too, she would enjoy it as a duet Jul 02 21:13:15 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:13:18 as you wish Jul 02 21:13:45 * Molly looks at him a moment, then takes a deep breath Jul 02 21:13:53 Alright, let's go Jul 02 21:14:13 * Morgan nods, looking over at the instruments before heading back to the dining room Jul 02 21:15:14 **the men are waiting. Its whilst he is in the laundry and Molly in the staff dining room that there is the sound of something smashing upstairs Jul 02 21:16:14 * Morgan looks at the men Jul 02 21:16:20 stay with Molly, keep her safe Jul 02 21:17:04 **they chorus yes my lord. This leaves Molly with four guards downstairs Jul 02 21:17:16 * Morgan sets off at a run for the stairs Jul 02 21:17:59 **he can hear HH say "that was strange" as he's half way up Jul 02 21:18:19 * Morgan slows a little Jul 02 21:19:07 **Claudia says "I'm going to find Morgan" Jul 02 21:19:23 * Morgan raises his voice Jul 02 21:19:24 I'm here Jul 02 21:21:19 **theres another smashing noise. Claudia runs to the top of the stairs to gesture $might be a ghost$ Jul 02 21:22:05 [Are you alright? Do you need me?] Jul 02 21:22:39 [We're fine for now] Jul 02 21:23:02 * Morgan clears the top step, looking along the hallway Jul 02 21:23:08 Breaking my house? Jul 02 21:31:51 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 02 21:32:02 Your vases, so far Jul 02 21:36:13 * Morgan frowns Jul 02 21:36:19 well it can pack that shit in Jul 02 21:36:56 Will it listen to you? Jul 02 21:37:06 Does anyone? Jul 02 21:37:13 No Jul 02 21:37:18 * Claudia grins Jul 02 21:37:57 Chances aren't good it will then Jul 02 21:38:02 * Claudia leads him to the master bedroom where two vases are in bits on the floor. Jul 02 21:38:47 **HH and the four crewmen look a bit pale** Jul 02 21:40:04 **the room has no feminine touches, though there is a large portrait of a woman and a girl on the wall. The pose is just like that of Holbeins portrait of Dietlinde and Jana, though they're dark, not blonde Jul 02 21:41:52 This would've been the fathers room Jul 02 21:42:03 * Claudia nods Jul 02 21:42:33 Shaving soap, only men's clothing in the wardrobe. No sign of a wife in the other rooms Jul 02 21:42:58 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:43:02 HH: there's a little girls room though Jul 02 21:43:09 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:43:14 Charlotte, I would imagine Jul 02 21:44:21 Apart from this, there's nothing much to see. Seven other rooms. Ones a nursery, 6 guest bedrooms all covered in dust sheets and immaculate Jul 02 21:44:56 $send them down to Molly?$ Jul 02 21:45:13 * Morgan nods slightly at her Jul 02 21:45:35 Heinzharold, take them downstairs, keep an eye on Molly Jul 02 21:45:52 **HH ushers them out, all looking relieved** Jul 02 21:47:04 * Claudia watches some books being knocked off a bookcase by an invisible force Jul 02 21:47:47 Alright, pack that in Jul 02 21:48:14 **another is dropped** Jul 02 21:48:29 I said stop it Jul 02 21:48:43 *and another* Jul 02 21:49:22 * Morgan motions Claudia to follow HeinzHarold Jul 02 21:49:31 You sure? Jul 02 21:49:35 * Morgan nods Jul 02 21:50:01 * Claudia goes Jul 02 21:51:15 * Morgan speaks calmly Jul 02 21:51:34 I understand. I know you're still in pain. Jul 02 21:52:26 * Claudia is now known as ghost Jul 02 21:52:37 *a book drops* Jul 02 21:53:12 ((Language?)) Jul 02 21:53:20 ((Avalon)) Jul 02 21:54:46 ((How much is he keeping an ear to downstairs?)) Jul 02 21:54:52 ((a fair bit)) Jul 02 21:55:03 **the front door openz Jul 02 21:55:08 I want to help you rest Jul 02 21:55:40 *another book, gentler* Jul 02 21:56:49 Lets try something... one book knocked off for no, two for yes... you understand? Jul 02 21:56:58 *two drop* Jul 02 21:57:18 * Morgan nods, moving and putting the books back on the shelves Jul 02 21:57:37 alright... I want to help you rest... is that what you want? Jul 02 21:57:47 Two Jul 02 21:58:05 Do you know what needs to be done for you to rest? Jul 02 21:58:12 Two Jul 02 21:58:26 Is the answer in one of the books here? Jul 02 21:58:32 One Jul 02 21:58:49 Alright Jul 02 21:58:55 * Morgan puts the books back Jul 02 21:59:11 **he can just hear voices downstairs but not words* Jul 02 21:59:23 I'll try to help you, but I need you to not be trying to scare off or injure any of my companions... will you agree to that? Jul 02 21:59:33 Two Jul 02 22:00:01 There's another in the tunnels, did you know that? Jul 02 22:00:10 Two Jul 02 22:00:16 Do you know who it is? Jul 02 22:00:22 Two Jul 02 22:00:27 Is it Charlotte? Jul 02 22:00:32 Two Jul 02 22:00:43 Do you want her to be able to rest? Jul 02 22:00:48 Two Jul 02 22:00:57 Can you communicate with her? Jul 02 22:01:27 Theres two then one Jul 02 22:02:00 Alright, lets try to narrow that down... You know how? Jul 02 22:02:07 Two Jul 02 22:02:22 Can you reach her to communicate? Jul 02 22:02:26 [Liebes herz?] Jul 02 22:02:30 One Jul 02 22:02:37 [Yes?] Jul 02 22:02:44 * Morgan puts the books back Jul 02 22:02:50 [We have a problem] Jul 02 22:02:56 Is that why it was yes and no? Jul 02 22:02:59 [what?] Jul 02 22:03:04 Two Jul 02 22:03:32 Does the machine in the tunnels have anything to do with keeping you both here? Jul 02 22:03:39 [Skeleton, noose, ring of stones around a ring of mushrooms...] Jul 02 22:03:54 Two one Jul 02 22:04:14 If it is disabled, would you be at rest? Jul 02 22:04:25 [Get everyone back to the ship] Jul 02 22:04:31 Two one Jul 02 22:04:45 Would _one_ of you be at rest? Jul 02 22:04:52 [Yes] Jul 02 22:05:08 Two Jul 02 22:05:24 Would it be her? Jul 02 22:05:35 Two Jul 02 22:05:44 Would you like me to do that? Jul 02 22:05:50 One Jul 02 22:06:16 You don't want her to rest? Jul 02 22:06:37 **he hears the front door open Jul 02 22:06:42 Two Jul 02 22:06:59 * Morgan puts the books back on the shelves Jul 02 22:07:05 Can you open the books? Jul 02 22:07:12 One Jul 02 22:07:43 Do you know how _you_ can be at rest? Jul 02 22:07:50 Two Jul 02 22:08:15 You want Charlotte to be at rest but not by disabling the machine... correct? Jul 02 22:08:24 Two Jul 02 22:08:26 Two Jul 02 22:08:29 Two Jul 02 22:08:59 Disabling the machine wouldn't let her rest in the proper sense? Correct? Jul 02 22:09:09 Two Jul 02 22:09:25 Alright. Are there Sidhe here? Jul 02 22:09:34 Two one Jul 02 22:09:42 Have been? Jul 02 22:09:48 Two Jul 02 22:09:51 Now? Jul 02 22:10:10 One... Two Jul 02 22:10:21 * Morgan puts the books back Jul 02 22:10:47 Will Charlotte listen to me if I try to talk to her? Jul 02 22:10:52 [Are you alright?] Jul 02 22:10:55 Two Jul 02 22:11:41 Alright. I've got an idea, but it'll take me a little while. I won't disable the machine until we've found out how to let her rest properly. You understand? Jul 02 22:11:52 Two Jul 02 22:11:53 [just... chatting with a ghost] Jul 02 22:12:21 [Alriiight. Do you need help?] Jul 02 22:12:52 Just to confirm... is there any Sidhe on the island now? Jul 02 22:13:06 One Jul 02 22:13:39 * Morgan nods, putting the book back Jul 02 22:14:21 I'm going to start work on my idea for communicating with you better. Is that alright? Jul 02 22:14:28 Two Jul 02 22:14:51 Thank you for listening to me... I'll try to help you. Jul 02 22:14:58 * Morgan moves towards the stairs Jul 02 22:14:58 Two Jul 02 22:15:34 **The house is quiet** Jul 02 22:15:59 * Morgan goes downstairs Jul 02 22:18:32 **noone is there Jul 02 22:19:17 * Morgan heads out into the gardens Jul 02 22:20:24 **He can see Molly and the others in the distance. Theres now Sorgi and his team too, a good crowd Jul 02 22:21:07 * Morgan heads towards them Jul 02 22:21:52 **he catches them up with ease, because both Heinzharold and Claudia are obviously dragging their heels and not happy about it Jul 02 22:23:23 What are you two bellyaching about? Jul 02 22:23:33 * ghost is now known as Claudia Jul 02 22:23:56 Didn't expect to be given our marching orders and leaving you in there Jul 02 22:25:24 Necessary Jul 02 22:25:48 **they are heading for the cliff path, not the tunnels Jul 02 22:26:23 * Morgan looks at Claudia, speaking quietly Jul 02 22:26:38 fancy joining me for a walk in the tunnels? Only to assuage your distaste at me going off alone... Jul 02 22:26:56 * Claudia nods Jul 02 22:27:08 Want him too? Jul 02 22:27:19 No, he's not ready for it yet... Jul 02 22:27:36 Molly? Jul 02 22:28:01 Up to her... Jul 02 22:28:20 You'd best tell her then Jul 02 22:31:21 **there's a lot of muttering amongst the crew. Sorgi and Molly are right at the front. She's obviously not realises he's there, because her shoulders are squared and her chin is up Jul 02 22:31:38 * Morgan nods, forging his way through to her Jul 02 22:31:53 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 02 22:32:11 * Molly takes a deep breath and exhales slowly with relief Jul 02 22:32:19 You're alright Jul 02 22:32:26 of course. Any problems here? Jul 02 22:33:07 No, we're going back to the ship to pool our information with the other search parties before planning further investigations Jul 02 22:33:40 Claudia and I are going to have a wander back through the tunnels, have a chat to a young lady... Jul 02 22:37:27 * Molly nods, looking at him Jul 02 22:37:35 What would you have me do? Jul 02 22:38:00 You can go to the ship or come with us, though I doubt you'll find it interesting... Jul 02 22:38:14 * Molly looks serious Jul 02 22:38:22 I will do what you command Jul 02 22:39:10 Its your choice my love Jul 02 22:39:58 I will take them back to the ship, and see what else has been found Jul 02 22:40:09 * Morgan nods Jul 02 22:40:14 we won't do anything dangerous Jul 02 22:40:35 * Molly glances around, then shrugs, kissing his cheek Jul 02 22:40:52 I know Jul 02 22:41:25 **HH wolf-whistles** Jul 02 22:41:34 * Morgan looks over Jul 02 22:42:01 **HH then says Oww! as Claudia punches him in the arm Jul 02 22:42:20 Keep him occupied will you? Jul 02 22:42:26 * Molly blushes, giggling "Sorry" Jul 02 22:42:37 Don't be, wasn't me got thumped Jul 02 22:43:01 I'll set him looking after Varick. I'll see you soon Jul 02 22:43:19 aye my love Jul 02 22:44:13 * Molly nods, continuing at the head of the progress. When HH passes, he says "Like the the Queen Of The Island" Jul 02 22:44:54 technically speaking... I'll see you back onboard Jul 02 22:45:11 HH: Yes, my liege Jul 02 22:45:22 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 02 22:45:24 * Morgan nods, moving away and motioning to Claudia Jul 02 22:45:38 He never shuts up Jul 02 22:45:55 I know Jul 02 22:46:05 **They go back into the tunnels, finding the cold spot at the machine Jul 02 22:46:58 * Morgan takes off his coat, laying it on the floor before taking two bottles of brandy and standing them on the coat Jul 02 22:47:10 Claudia, try not to freak out if this works Jul 02 22:47:24 * Claudia looks at him Jul 02 22:47:40 Give me a bottle of scotch now, just in case Jul 02 22:47:55 * Morgan nods at the crate Jul 02 22:48:42 * Claudia helps herself, opening it and taking a swig before offering it to him Jul 02 22:49:01 * Morgan drinks some, handing it back Jul 02 22:49:13 * Claudia leans against the wall Jul 02 22:49:29 * Claudia is now known as Ghost Jul 02 22:49:53 Alright then... Charlotte, I know you're here and I'm sure you can understand me... so here's what we're going to do... the bottles stood on my coat... if I ask you a question, you answer yes by knocking two of them over, gently if you can... if its a no, just the one. Do you understand? Jul 02 22:50:13 **both fall down Jul 02 22:50:23 C: fuck me sideways. Jul 02 22:50:28 * Morgan stands them up, putting them about a foot apart Jul 02 22:50:51 excellent. I've been talking to your father, like this. We're going to try to help you. Understand? Jul 02 22:51:00 One Jul 02 22:51:22 * Morgan puts it back. Do you understand we're trying to help? Jul 02 22:51:28 Two Jul 02 22:52:01 * Morgan scratches his nose Jul 02 22:52:03 **Claudia sits on the floor, swigging the scotch Jul 02 22:52:15 Do you understand I was talking to your father? Jul 02 22:52:22 One Jul 02 22:53:04 ok... Can you read and write? Jul 02 22:53:09 Two Jul 02 22:53:47 The man in the house... is he your father? Jul 02 22:53:54 One Jul 02 22:54:05 Do you know who he is? Jul 02 22:54:08 Two Jul 02 22:55:05 I've been talking to him. I thought he was your father, I'm sorry. I need you to agree to not try to scare or hurt any of my companions while we try to help you. Will you agree to that? Jul 02 22:55:12 Two Jul 02 22:56:38 Excellent. Can you go into the house? Jul 02 22:56:42 Two Jul 02 22:56:55 But he cant come down here... Jul 02 22:56:58 One Jul 02 22:57:26 Ok. Would you be willing to go into the house and communicate with him? Jul 02 22:57:31 Two Jul 02 22:58:44 That'll make things easier. Ok, I've got an idea but I need some time to work on it. When I come back to try it, I'll come through here to try to find you, alright? Jul 02 22:58:54 Two Jul 02 22:59:08 If you're not here, I'll go to the house. Jul 02 22:59:12 Two Jul 02 22:59:21 * Morgan switches to Eisen Jul 02 22:59:23 alright, lets go Jul 02 23:00:10 * Ghost gets up Jul 02 23:00:17 * Ghost is now known as Claudia Jul 02 23:00:34 * Morgan picks up the brandy and puts his coat back on Jul 02 23:00:38 * Claudia drinks more scotch before handing it over again Jul 02 23:00:48 * Morgan drinks some, handing it back Jul 02 23:00:52 its not bad Jul 02 23:01:32 * Claudia nods, starting to walk down the inclined tunnels. She doesn't have much to say for herself until they're in the boathouse Jul 02 23:01:47 That was the weirdest thing I've ever seen Jul 02 23:02:09 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 02 23:02:23 I was thinking the same, and I've dealt with the Nieblungen Jul 02 23:02:41 * Claudia nods Jul 02 23:02:57 I'd best fill you in on why Sorgi came to the house Jul 02 23:03:16 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:03:19 go on Jul 02 23:04:38 He was on the woods. Everything was going fine, til they found a noose, a skeleton and a stone circle. He decided to find you as they were pretty much done anyway. When he told Molly she got very freaked out Jul 02 23:04:55 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:05:01 a Sidhe circle Jul 02 23:05:11 thats why we're all going to the ship Jul 02 23:05:16 That's bad news, right? Jul 02 23:05:30 potentially. Means they've been here Jul 02 23:05:38 Did they hang that man? Jul 02 23:06:03 I suspect not... but I could be wrong Jul 02 23:06:09 its not really their style Jul 02 23:06:14 * Claudia nods Jul 02 23:06:29 Pulling wings off flies, but we're the flies, you said Jul 02 23:06:48 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:08:18 **They get back to the ship without incident. People are milling around and talking, but it's the dining room where Molly has the leader of most of the groups reporting back. Sorgi and James are sat with her at the top of the table Jul 02 23:08:33 Leaders* Jul 02 23:10:34 * Claudia conceals the scotch before taking a seat Jul 02 23:10:45 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 02 23:10:56 * Morgan leans against the jamb, listening Jul 02 23:12:11 * Molly is making briefly notes whilst James explains that the market was empty but tidy, the tavern still has some drink but no money. The church is not damaged and nothing has been taken Jul 02 23:13:10 * Molly nods Jul 02 23:13:46 Alright, just our orchard and perimeter teams to come back. Thank you all, go and have a break Jul 02 23:14:56 **The room gets quickly vacated until it's just Claudia, Molly, James, Sorgi and Morgan. Both James and Sorgi leave their seats to let Morgan sit with them Jul 02 23:15:46 * Morgan puts the brandy on the table before sitting down Jul 02 23:17:34 **Theres a rough map of the woods on the table** Jul 02 23:18:06 * Molly looks at him Jul 02 23:19:18 Everything else is much the same as at the farm. Tidy but dusty, personal effects missing. Many of the fishing boats are gone. There's a small grain mill, dairy, and forge that arent on the map Jul 02 23:20:15 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:20:22 I've filled Sorgi and James in about the fair folk and the circle. Jul 02 23:20:55 **both men look a little uneasy* Jul 02 23:21:02 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:21:23 So, now what, liebes herz? Jul 02 23:22:22 [They're Vaticine... how will they deal with ghosts?] Jul 02 23:22:55 [I don't know] Jul 02 23:23:46 * Morgan looks at the two men Jul 02 23:24:08 Scary things aren't they Jul 02 23:29:27 S: They sound like a shower of bastards, m'lord **this is also how Sorgi described the Montaigne on the day Molly was nearly raped* Jul 02 23:29:41 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:29:47 Not far off Jul 02 23:30:50 J: do you think they're here? Jul 02 23:31:28 Not right now Jul 02 23:32:59 S: Are we preparing to sail today? We probably have four hours of light, we can easily make the port at Tawstock or Kingston Jul 02 23:34:24 No... I've got a few things to do here Jul 02 23:35:07 J: Should we go to bring back the men from the perimeter and orchard teams? Jul 02 23:36:02 How far through should they be by now? Jul 02 23:36:12 * Molly continues with her notes whilst they talk Jul 02 23:36:27 S: Expecting them back any time now Jul 02 23:37:02 Then thats already answered that Jul 02 23:37:26 S: *he nods* what do you want us doing? Jul 02 23:38:23 You may as well try to get some down time... make sure the ships as it should be, get everyone back and relax for the evening Jul 02 23:38:51 S: Yes, m'lord Jul 02 23:39:16 **He and James stand. Claudia looks to Morgan* And me? Jul 02 23:41:06 Might need you to watch Varick later Jul 02 23:41:40 **Claudia stands too* I'll be around Jul 02 23:42:04 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:42:08 * Molly watches as they go, then she looks at Morgan when the door is shut Jul 02 23:42:18 How are you? Jul 02 23:42:32 * Morgan smiles Jul 02 23:42:34 I'm good Jul 02 23:42:40 * Molly laughs Jul 02 23:42:50 Because this is what you're used to Jul 02 23:43:07 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 23:43:15 Because progress has been made Jul 02 23:43:23 It has? Jul 02 23:43:47 Two ghosts, as predicted. I've conversed with them both, after a fashion Jul 02 23:43:59 * Molly looks impressed Jul 02 23:44:05 Well done liebling Jul 02 23:44:27 * Morgan shrugs Jul 02 23:44:46 Claudia was... less freaked out than I expected when i took her to speak to Charlotte Jul 02 23:45:13 That's good. Perhaps she isn't fully Eisen? *she smirks* Jul 02 23:45:33 Or she'd had so many shocks she was a bit numb to it Jul 02 23:45:39 * Molly nods Jul 02 23:45:44 Far more likelt Jul 02 23:45:55 What are we to do next? Jul 02 23:46:07 They need to be allowed to rest Jul 02 23:46:15 The ghosts? Jul 02 23:46:19 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:46:28 * Molly nods Jul 02 23:46:40 And then we will take Varick to them? Jul 02 23:46:53 I don't know they'll understand him... Jul 02 23:47:03 But I've got an idea Jul 02 23:47:12 * Molly smiles Jul 02 23:47:41 Oh good. *She raises an eyebrow* I have something for you Jul 02 23:47:46 oh? Jul 02 23:48:05 * Molly starts to unbutton her shirt Jul 02 23:48:08 Mmhmm Jul 02 23:48:26 what would that be? Jul 02 23:48:48 Something that will make you smile Jul 02 23:48:56 * Morgan waits Jul 02 23:50:18 * Molly gets the shirt mostly undone, so he can see the soft cream fabric of her stays ((less rigid corset type garment)) Jul 02 23:50:58 Are you ready? Jul 02 23:51:08 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:51:44 * Molly pulls the rolled up sheet music that she's taken from the piano from between her breasts, handing it over Jul 02 23:52:04 Just in case we couldn't go back Jul 02 23:52:42 * Morgan nods Jul 02 23:52:52 Don't suppose you've hidden the violin in there as well? Jul 02 23:54:40 * Molly shakes her head "No, not after I cut myself with the broken string at His Grace's house. Sadly, along with sheep shearing, driving carts, and souffles, I cannot play a violin" Jul 03 00:02:29 You cant... Jul 03 00:03:00 * Molly frowns Jul 03 00:03:04 You can? Jul 03 00:03:15 a little Jul 03 00:03:34 I'm good with a bow... its the arrows I seem to mess up Jul 03 00:03:59 You didn't play it at His Grace's, or say anything when I mentioned having always wanted to be able to? Jul 03 00:04:36 I know Jul 03 00:04:51 * Molly frowns slightly Jul 03 00:05:07 Why not? Jul 03 00:05:50 Imagine I desperately wanted to be able to... I don't know, sing soprano... but when I mention it, someone says "oh, well, I can do that" Jul 03 00:06:02 Besides, its been a very long time Jul 03 00:06:19 * Molly suddenly kisses him Jul 03 00:06:54 * Morgan looks surprised Jul 03 00:06:58 * Molly pulls away, blushing. "Sorry" Jul 03 00:07:13 I'm not complaining but... what was that for? Jul 03 00:07:36 You. You tender concern for my feelings Jul 03 00:09:01 It should be said, I'm not very good... Jul 03 00:09:12 I dont mind Jul 03 00:09:30 * Molly smiles Jul 03 00:10:10 You're good at many things, you dont need to be perfect at this Jul 03 00:10:36 I had lessons in a few instruments... I _wanted_ to learn the tin whistle Jul 03 00:10:59 But noone would let you because it wasnt noble enough? Jul 03 00:11:09 my father forbade it Jul 03 00:11:23 He forbids a lot of things... Jul 03 00:11:34 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:11:41 he's something of a stick in the mud Jul 03 00:11:45 * Molly smiles playfully Jul 03 00:12:12 ... he can't stop you now Jul 03 00:12:33 I've got entirely too much to do to be learning that... Jul 03 00:13:03 You have four hours on a Saturday morning in the nest Jul 03 00:13:45 * Molly starts doing up her shirt buttons from the bottom up Jul 03 00:14:02 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 03 00:14:20 I've accepted its not something I'll learn Jul 03 00:14:31 * Molly looks sad Jul 03 00:15:15 If I asked you to, because it would please me for you to learn it, would you consider it? Jul 03 00:15:30 I'd consider it Jul 03 00:15:40 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:15:46 Then please do so Jul 03 00:15:54 I'll think about it Jul 03 00:16:12 * Molly nods, getting all the buttons done Jul 03 00:16:16 Better? Jul 03 00:16:22 Not particularly Jul 03 00:17:16 Sadly my mind keeps wandering in ways it shouldn't, and that being indone is only making it worse *she giggles* Jul 03 00:17:31 * Morgan chuckles Jul 03 00:18:14 How long do you think we need to wait, and are we going to the house? Jul 03 00:18:46 I need to work something out before we do anything else up there Jul 03 00:18:58 Can I be of service? Jul 03 00:20:11 Oh, you'll figure this out easily... Jul 03 00:20:35 Oh? *her eyes light up* what is it? Jul 03 00:22:24 The ghost can move books, so he should be able to, say, ring a bell... Split the alphabet up into groups of four or five letters, each numbered one to six if its groups of five, seven if its groups of four... with me so far? Jul 03 00:22:53 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:23:34 So, a to e is in group one... so for one of those letters, the bell rings once... then each of the letters then takes on one to five... so ringing the bell once, then waiting, then three times would be a C... Jul 03 00:24:01 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:24:07 I like it Jul 03 00:24:18 add an extra one for a space. It'll be time consuming, but I think it could work Jul 03 00:24:33 but, you're the one more suited to this sort of thing... what do you think? Jul 03 00:25:29 * Molly nods "I think it will. It's a low energy movement so it shouldn't tire them. We need paper and pencils to decode it Jul 03 00:25:57 Certainly less energy than flinging books off a bookshelf Jul 03 00:26:11 That's what you were doing upstairs? Jul 03 00:26:32 We were tied to yes no questions, but yea Jul 03 00:27:13 I wonder how many bells we can find? One for yes and one for no, separate from the letter bell would speed it up Jul 03 00:27:39 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:27:42 aye Jul 03 00:28:05 * Molly tilts her head Jul 03 00:28:48 Actually, a cotton reel on a string would work. Move it left for no, right for yes Jul 03 00:29:44 Working on that theory you could put all the letters in a circle and have it done that way instead Jul 03 00:30:42 That might work too. I'm happy to help with whatever you decide Jul 03 00:31:01 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:31:09 I'll have a think about it... Jul 03 00:31:20 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:31:38 Will we wait til the morning, or go in the dark? Jul 03 00:32:53 Morning I think. Probably take a while to sort out anyway Jul 03 00:34:43 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:35:22 If that is your wish. The animals still need to be tended this evening though Jul 03 00:35:39 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:35:47 thats fine... Jul 03 00:36:15 I'm loathe to lose time when we could be doing something useful Jul 03 00:36:30 such as? Jul 03 00:36:44 Cleaning the main house or the farm house Jul 03 00:36:56 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:37:03 if thats what you want, we'll arrange it Jul 03 00:37:19 I got the ghosts to agree to not try to scare or harm any of us Jul 03 00:37:40 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:37:57 But we arent sure about the fair folk? Jul 03 00:38:16 There's none there as of about an hour ago... there have been in the past but I don't know how recently Jul 03 00:38:29 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:39:23 If you would prefer to have a relaxed evening together, to dance in the ballroom or swim in the sea, I daresay I could be persuaded Jul 03 00:39:28 * Molly smiles Jul 03 00:39:43 I wouldn't complain at a swim Jul 03 00:39:59 * Molly smiles Jul 03 00:40:25 We could invite Heinzharold, Inga and Varick *she's clearly teasing hkm* Jul 03 00:40:54 I want to spend some time with Varick Jul 03 00:41:06 * Molly nods Jul 03 00:41:56 I need to get changed into something cleaner and nicer smelling anyhow Jul 03 00:42:07 * Morgan nods Jul 03 00:42:53 * Molly stands up Jul 03 00:43:43 It will give you some time with Varick, unless you were planning to watch *she giggles* Jul 03 00:44:13 tempting, but no Jul 03 00:44:38 **From the corridor, he hears a crewman shout "peaches! We've got peaches!" Jul 03 00:44:58 HeinzHarold _will_ be pleased Jul 03 00:45:09 Does he like peaches? Jul 03 00:45:18 ask Inga... Jul 03 00:45:22 * Molly gathers up the papers Jul 03 00:45:28 Alright Jul 03 00:47:26 * Molly opens the door, only to be delayed by the crewman telling her that there's peaches, apples and pears up there, but the peaches are at peak ripeness and soft and juicy and ready to eat immediately Jul 03 00:48:39 ((Manages to keep a straight face?) Jul 03 00:49:40 * Morgan smirks Jul 03 00:49:50 **The crewman offers him a string bag of peaches Jul 03 00:50:25 * Morgan takes it Jul 03 00:51:09 * Molly gets reassurance that the orchard is fine and it will keep growing well. With instructions to send the report from the perimeter group when they arrive, she leads them to the study Jul 03 02:08:37 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 03 11:46:10 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jul 03 12:19:16 * Morgan goes to see Varick Jul 03 12:23:22 * Molly opens the door and looks over at Inga "We have peaches from the orchard, Morgan said I should ask you about Heinzharold liking them?" Jul 03 12:23:51 * Morgan snorts, descending into giggling Jul 03 12:24:08 **Both Heinzharold and Inga sat on the couch go red, Varick must be in his room** Jul 03 12:24:30 Varick in his room? Jul 03 12:24:55 * Molly just looks confused. Inga nods, and Heinzharold grins at Morgan a moment** I like peaches, especially with cream. Do you like peaches with cream, yer worship? *his brows go up and Inga pinches him hard Jul 03 12:25:24 * Morgan sniggers, heading into Varicks room Jul 03 12:26:07 * Molly clearly hasn't seen any innuendo because she says "It's really good, my brothers and I used to have it at the farm all the time" **HH and Inga both start laughing* Jul 03 12:27:40 **Varick is coming out, with Captain Ulysses dangling from his arm** Why is everyone laughing? Jul 03 12:27:47 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 03 12:28:56 * Morgan kneels down to hug the boy Jul 03 12:29:42 * Varick hugs him back, the cat breaking free Jul 03 12:30:26 Are you sad? Jul 03 12:32:11 No... why would you think that? Jul 03 12:32:13 Captain Ulysses says you smell a bit sad Jul 03 12:34:18 I don't think so Jul 03 12:34:26 * Varick shrugs Jul 03 12:34:33 Mae wants to talk to you Jul 03 12:34:39 alright... Jul 03 12:34:46 [Liebes herz, what am I missing, and why is it so funny?] Jul 03 12:35:18 [Ask Inga to explain...] Jul 03 12:35:27 Shall we sit in my room, or tell everyone to go away? Jul 03 12:35:42 lets sit in your room, I wanted to spend some time with you anyway Jul 03 12:36:29 **he hears the bedroom door and the outer door open. Varicks little room is quite messy with toys, books and crafts Jul 03 12:38:55 Molly and Inga haven't tidied in here today Jul 03 12:39:29 You know you can do that? Jul 03 12:39:37 * Varick shrugs Jul 03 12:39:47 They like tidying, I dont like tidying Jul 03 12:40:06 I'm not sur they do... besides, it'd be the right thing to do, to help Jul 03 12:40:25 * Varick sighs dramatically, like HH would Jul 03 12:40:30 I suppose so Jul 03 12:45:47 * Morgan nods Jul 03 12:46:19 Mae says she cant talk to them because they dont know Eisen Jul 03 12:46:34 * Varick sits on the floor, tidying Jul 03 12:46:36 I did wonder if that might be the case Jul 03 12:46:43 * Morgan sits down to help him Jul 03 12:46:53 She says there's no special ghost language Jul 03 12:47:07 Thats a bit disappointing isn't it Jul 03 12:47:24 She says it would be easier Jul 03 12:48:47 She says the smaller the movement, the longer they can talk for, but it would be tiring after a while Jul 03 12:49:37 * Morgan nods Jul 03 12:49:40 thats what we thought Jul 03 12:50:36 She says stick to yes and no as much as you can Jul 03 12:50:47 * Varick lines up his books Jul 03 12:51:03 Going to be tough, but I'll try Jul 03 12:51:35 She says there's just the two of them. The father passed over Jul 03 12:52:01 does she know who they are? Or what relation they are? Jul 03 12:52:32 She says no, because they cant understand her Jul 03 12:53:08 Alright Jul 03 12:54:16 She says that's all she wanted to say Jul 03 12:54:21 * Morgan nods Jul 03 12:54:25 okay Jul 03 12:54:56 * Varick keeps tidying Jul 03 12:55:09 Where did you go today? Jul 03 12:55:29 Onto the island, searched some tunnels and a house... talked to the ghosts... Jul 03 12:57:10 I am good at that Jul 03 12:57:39 You're excellent at it... I had to make do with code Jul 03 12:57:48 What sort of code? Jul 03 12:58:11 I would ask a question and if the answer was yes, the ghost would push two books off the shelf... if it was no it was one book Jul 03 12:58:19 That's clever Jul 03 12:58:50 I was quite pleased with it Jul 03 12:59:17 When can I go in the tunnels? Jul 03 12:59:38 I'm not sure... there's been a bit of a complication Jul 03 12:59:49 Why? Jul 03 13:00:09 Can you ask Mae if she knows what the Sidhe are Jul 03 13:00:27 She says she can hear you, and no she doesn't Jul 03 13:00:59 They're... well, people I suppose from... somewhere else. They can be very dangerous Jul 03 13:01:16 * Varick shrugs Jul 03 13:01:20 She doesn't know Jul 03 13:02:00 we've found one of their markings on the island so we don't know if its safe for you to go down there yet Jul 03 13:02:20 Like animal droppings? Jul 03 13:02:32 * Varick giggles Jul 03 13:02:41 think more... markings on trees Jul 03 13:02:58 Okay. Can I go to the beach? Jul 03 13:03:08 We probably can Jul 03 13:03:17 When? Jul 03 13:04:58 When do you want to? Jul 03 13:06:15 Now? Jul 03 13:06:23 Alright then Jul 03 13:07:34 But you wanted to spend time with me Jul 03 13:08:14 I will be if we're on the beach Jul 03 13:08:37 Have about Molly and Heinzharold and Inga? Jul 03 13:08:43 What* Jul 03 13:08:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 13:08:54 they can come if they want Jul 03 13:09:34 Inga hasn't been to the beach either Jul 03 13:09:45 * Morgan nods Jul 03 13:09:50 you think she'd like to? Jul 03 13:10:10 * Varick nods Jul 03 13:10:52 Alright then, lets go ask Jul 03 13:11:14 **the study is empty when Varick follows Morgan in Jul 03 13:11:45 well, lets see if we can find them Jul 03 13:11:57 Where are we going to look? Jul 03 13:12:23 **the cat is sat on the desk licking himself in a very undignified manner Jul 03 13:12:34 Does Mae know? Jul 03 13:12:50 She says she doesn't like spying on people Jul 03 13:13:03 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 13:13:09 lets see if they're in their rooms Jul 03 13:13:30 * Varick lets Morgan lead the way Jul 03 13:14:21 * Morgan heads through the ship to their room Jul 03 13:15:20 **he can hear them* HH: He'll never tell her Jul 03 13:15:36 * Morgan slows Jul 03 13:16:02 I: Its a bit too rude, even for me to say! Jul 03 13:16:43 * Morgan knocks on the door Jul 03 13:17:10 **Inga opens the door* Oh, Morgan! Jul 03 13:17:22 **HH is smirking** Jul 03 13:17:50 Varick and I are going to walk on the beach, and we were wondering if you'd like to come along Jul 03 13:17:55 HH: Missin' me already? Jul 03 13:18:04 * Morgan looks at his friend Jul 03 13:18:06 no Jul 03 13:18:19 I: *she smiles* we'd love to Jul 03 13:18:57 HH: *he acts like he's been stabbed in the heart, falling face first onto the bed with a fake groan* Jul 03 13:19:52 * Varick laughs at HH Jul 03 13:21:36 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 03 13:22:39 I: shall we meet you on deck? Is Molly coming? Jul 03 13:27:02 **HH stands up, going through their luggage** Jul 03 13:27:15 I'll find out Jul 03 13:27:38 [blossom, we're going to take a walk on the beach, Varick, Inga, HeinzHarold and I... would you like to come?] Jul 03 13:27:44 HH: Swimming? Jul 03 13:28:04 [mmhmm. Yes, I'll join you] Jul 03 13:28:07 If you want to, I'm planning to later Jul 03 13:28:21 I want to swim! Jul 03 13:28:34 [apparently we're swimming] Jul 03 13:29:15 [You would not mind Heinzharold seeing me in a soaking wet shift, or less?] Jul 03 13:29:35 I: I will sit and watch, I dont swim well Jul 03 13:29:57 [I trust him. I don't know how Inga would take it though] Jul 03 13:30:30 [I can imagine she might be a little jealous...] Jul 03 13:31:30 HH: I tried to teach 'er in the stream at the golden lantern, but she found it hard Jul 03 13:32:08 I'm not surprised if you were teaching her Jul 03 13:32:24 **HH grins** I was Jul 03 13:33:15 **Inga is blushing** I'll go and see if Molly wants to come with us, and find some towels Jul 03 13:33:35 * Morgan nods Jul 03 13:34:07 Of course Jul 03 13:34:24 **Inga goes back towards the study. HH watches her go** Jul 03 13:35:20 **HH finds some lightweight knee breeches** Gimme a minute to get these on then Jul 03 13:35:54 * Morgan nods Jul 03 13:36:00 we'll get our things together Jul 03 13:36:54 **This is what they do. Varick is running in circles whilst Molly and Inga talk, all progressing towards the headland Jul 03 13:36:59 * Varick is now known as HH Jul 03 13:37:20 Later, we need t' talk about th' vases Jul 03 13:39:50 Do we? Jul 03 13:40:04 * HH nods Jul 03 13:40:22 Vases don't throw th'mselves Jul 03 13:40:28 Ghost probably Jul 03 13:40:45 Nothin' else makes sense Jul 03 13:41:06 Unexpected breeze... wonky floorboard Jul 03 13:41:15 * HH looks at him Jul 03 13:41:36 Dont y' think I've thought o' that already? Jul 03 13:41:52 I think they make sense, thats all Jul 03 13:42:35 It lifted off th' cupboard to shoulder height, then flew across the room to hit the wall. Jul 03 13:42:59 Well, wonky floorboards make less sense unless they were boobytrapped Jul 03 13:43:08 * HH nods Jul 03 13:43:28 Having experienced this place before, that is entirely possible Jul 03 13:43:46 I know its uncom't'ble, but I think y' might have a ghost. Sorry. Jul 03 13:44:28 Spend some time in Avalon, things like that start to bother you less Jul 03 13:45:01 * HH nods Jul 03 13:45:21 * Morgan looks at him momentarily Jul 03 13:45:28 might need you to spend a lot of time here Jul 03 13:45:39 Don't like it, but I guess it makes no odds if I like it or not Jul 03 13:47:12 **up ahead Varick, Molly and Inga are about to round the curve. The women are giggling Jul 03 13:50:09 I'm sorry I'm putting you through all this Jul 03 13:50:32 You'd do it for me Jul 03 13:50:50 always Jul 03 13:51:07 I wish this was the most... uncomfortable thing though Jul 03 13:51:41 Yeah, what _is_ this issue with the circle of stones and mushrooms? Jul 03 13:52:04 Its a sign the Site have been here... though maybe not recently Jul 03 13:52:25 Gonna investigate? Jul 03 13:52:34 No Jul 03 13:53:06 Why? **Inga, Molly and Varick are now out of sight** Jul 03 13:53:46 Because I've dealt with them before and know I cant beat them if they turn nasty Jul 03 13:58:03 Then what? Abandon the island? Jul 03 13:58:26 No... I'm just not willing to put you at risk by letting you near them Jul 03 13:59:09 And them *he nods his head in the direction of the corner* Jul 03 13:59:39 I meant collectively Jul 03 14:00:19 * HH nods Jul 03 14:01:00 Got more to do here before the mainland? Jul 03 14:01:10 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:01:14 aye Jul 03 14:02:18 **they get around too. The girls have laid down a sheet, and are watching Varick dig with a small shovel Jul 03 14:04:21 * HH taps Morgan on the arm "sprint?" Jul 03 14:04:35 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:05:12 On your marks, get set *he starts running before he shouts GO!* Jul 03 14:05:26 * Morgan breaks into a sprint Jul 03 14:06:32 **There's nothing to tell between them, and only HHs headstart sees him get there first. He skids in the sand before dropping down to kiss Inga's cheek Jul 03 14:07:39 I: Don't you be getting all the sand on here, Heinzharold! *theyre all laughing* Jul 03 14:09:18 * HH gets up, taking off his boots "I haven't been on a beach in years. Last one was probably at Insel, before I got captured" Jul 03 14:09:31 * Morgan drops down by Molly Jul 03 14:09:52 **Molly smiles warmly, speaking quietly* well, hello, my love Jul 03 14:10:01 blossom Jul 03 14:11:30 I: Was that when it took them all day to find you? *he nods* Was August. Thought I'd be burnt to a crisp in tha' sun. Jul 03 14:12:48 **Molly looks from Morgan to HH** Was that at Dietmund? **she has been to the Vaticine camp Morgan rescued him from twice now in dreams** Jul 03 14:13:57 * HH looks at Morgan "Yep, tha's the one. D'ya tell her this stuff to send her off to sleep a' night *he grins* Jul 03 14:14:29 I like to regail her with tales of your heroism Jul 03 14:14:54 * HH nods Jul 03 14:14:58 Lots to tell Jul 03 14:15:21 **Molly and Inga laugh** Jul 03 14:16:49 Did y' tell her about when I rescued tha' village by th' Angoehelm Wald from the fire-breathing Dragon? Jul 03 14:17:28 No, I tend to stick to ones that actually happened Jul 03 14:18:31 **they laugh again** Wha' about the night I sang back to th' sirens and _they_ wanted to seduce _me_? Jul 03 14:19:52 **Varick looks up from his digging at Morgan** What does "seduce" mean? Jul 03 14:20:18 **Molly bites her lip, glancing at Inga who is trying not to laugh* Jul 03 14:20:29 Yes, HeinzHarold, what _does_ it mean? Jul 03 14:21:02 **HH grins* Doesn't surprise me that yer majesty doesn't know. Jul 03 14:23:17 Best explain it then... Jul 03 14:23:42 **Varick looks at HH, waiting*. HH looks out of his depth** Well, it's when... ummm... Jul 03 14:25:45 * Morgan watches him quietly Jul 03 14:26:06 **Molly smiles, shaking her head** It's a bit like wooing someone, Mauschen. Like trying to make them want to kiss and marry you. Jul 03 14:26:43 **HH watches Morgan, raising his eyebrows* Jul 03 14:28:00 Got out of that one, didn't you Jul 03 14:28:06 V: Ugh, yuck. I am never getting married. Not ever. Jul 03 14:28:39 * HH nods "Her majesty has taken pity on this lowly blacksmith's son" Jul 03 14:29:19 **Molly giggles, watching Morgan** Jul 03 14:29:30 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 03 14:31:09 V: *he looks at HH* Did you want to get married when you were seven? **HH shakes his head** Not 'til I was twenty seven *he winks at Inga* Jul 03 14:31:35 **Inga blushes, then Varick looks at Morgan** Did you? Jul 03 14:32:26 No... Jul 03 14:33:08 V: Don't get a choice when you're noble *he looks sad* Jul 03 14:35:04 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 14:35:18 Oh I don't know about that Jul 03 14:36:24 **Molly holds her arms out to Varick, to which he comes to sit on her lap and she hugs him* Marriage isn't bad. It's really quite beautiful. It's like you're building a lovely castle together from lots of different colour bricks, little happy memories and special moments. Something safe and permanent. Jul 03 14:37:51 **Inga smiles at HH, who comes to sit and put an arm around her back* Jul 03 14:38:29 Thats rather poetic Jul 03 14:39:06 **Molly blushes, smiling "it's just honest" Jul 03 14:40:09 **He notices a slight micro-expression of unease in her expression** Jul 03 14:40:15 V: What if I have to marry someone I dont like though. What if she doesn't like cats? *he looks at Morgan* Jul 03 14:41:26 Thats why you get to know them first Jul 03 14:42:20 V: Won't you pick for me, so it's good for Koln? Jul 03 14:43:19 I wasn't planning to... If you're a good man, you would choose someone good for you and Koln anyway Jul 03 14:43:52 V: Do I have to marry a noble? Jul 03 14:44:10 **A look passes between Molly, Inga and HH* Jul 03 14:44:15 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 14:44:25 it makes things easier Jul 03 14:44:33 I'm about ready for some swimming, whose coming in? Jul 03 14:44:47 V: Me, me!! Jul 03 14:45:10 Morgan? Jul 03 14:46:08 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:46:13 Aye, may as well Jul 03 14:46:32 **HH takes off his shirt, dropping it in Inga's lap. She laughs. Molly is purposefully not looking Jul 03 14:46:49 **Varick copies him* Jul 03 14:46:55 * Morgan doesn't Jul 03 14:47:50 * HH looks at Varick "Come on then" he runs down to the tide line, Varick following him Jul 03 14:48:02 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 03 14:48:06 * Morgan walks along behind them Jul 03 14:49:15 **HH and Varick have a lot of fun swimming and splashing. Edward was right; Karsten did a good job teaching Varick to swim, he's a good swimmer Jul 03 14:50:39 * Molly and Inga have fans, and are sat gossiping, occasionally waving to Varick when he waves to them. ((How much does he participate in messing around with them?)) Jul 03 14:51:33 ((a fair bit)) Jul 03 14:53:00 **This lasts a couple of hours, and then Molly calls them back in, saying she has something for them. Varick is first out running to them and sitting between the women. HH stands in the water, watching them with a smile. He looks more contented than Morgan has ever seen him* Jul 03 14:53:19 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 03 14:54:35 It's going to chafe him, as he gets older, isn' it? Jul 03 14:54:51 what is? Jul 03 14:54:58 Nobility Jul 03 14:55:02 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:55:54 I wouldn't want it Jul 03 14:56:47 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:56:54 He needs his own HeinzHarold Jul 03 14:57:13 **Molly is rooting around in the bag she brought with them, and Inga is towelling Varick's hair. HH smiles** He does Jul 03 14:58:05 **he looks at Morgan, grinning* unforchunately, they broke th' mould when they made me Jul 03 14:58:17 * Morgan nods Jul 03 14:58:22 That they did Jul 03 14:58:48 **Molly hands Varick a peach Jul 03 15:00:20 **Inga looks out at HH and he groans* I'm not 'earing the end o' this, am I? Jul 03 15:00:31 Not likely Jul 03 15:00:59 * HH nods, walking out of the water Jul 03 15:02:18 * Morgan follows him out Jul 03 15:02:22 **She has peaches for everyone. Morgan's is absolutely perfect, just like in the dream where she was the lord's daughter and he the lord's groom getting seduced in the peach tree orchard** Jul 03 15:03:01 **Molly eats hers, looking thoughtful** Jul 03 15:04:45 These aren't bad... Jul 03 15:05:26 **Everyone nods, but Molly is distracted, looking slightly serious rather than daydreamy* Jul 03 15:08:01 Problem blossom? Jul 03 15:08:44 M: *she shakes her head* Old memory, that's all. Jul 03 15:08:59 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 03 15:09:00 alright Jul 03 15:10:10 **Peaches all gone, its starting to get cooler, and he estimates its after five, the time Varick is usually fed. Molly starts to pack the bag, but leaves a towel and the sheet. She looks at Inga and HH** I'll see to Varick, you don't need to rush back. **Only HH looks surprised by this* Jul 03 15:12:33 **They leave them on the beach. Molly walks back at Morgan's side, a towel-wrapped Varick only a little ahead** That was nice Jul 03 15:12:44 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 03 15:15:31 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:15:34 aye, it was Jul 03 15:15:58 You do not mind leaving them there? Jul 03 15:16:10 Why would I? Jul 03 15:16:29 I wasnt sure if you would find it improper Jul 03 15:16:40 to leave a married couple together? Jul 03 15:17:01 I suppose not *she smiles* Jul 03 15:20:29 quite Jul 03 15:20:33 I think there should be enough light for me to go up to tend the animals Jul 03 15:20:52 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:20:54 want me to come? Jul 03 15:21:06 * Molly smiles slightly Jul 03 15:21:40 If James or Claudia will watch Varick, yes. Unless you wish to feed him and take him along? Jul 03 15:22:06 I'm loathe to do that until I know more about when the Sidhe were last here Jul 03 15:22:14 * Molly nods Jul 03 15:22:22 How will we find that out? Jul 03 15:22:59 I don't know yet Jul 03 15:23:05 **they round the curve of the land* Jul 03 15:23:25 Madchen was in my dream again Jul 03 15:27:49 I know Jul 03 15:28:29 * Molly glances at his expression Jul 03 15:28:38 ((Expression please)) Jul 03 15:28:47 ((calm)) Jul 03 15:29:00 She was bigger this time Jul 03 15:29:19 she could almost talk Jul 03 15:36:46 Could she? Jul 03 15:37:00 What was happening? Jul 03 15:37:23 * Molly looks at the sand just in front of her feet Jul 03 15:38:08 It was the same issue as in my nightmare, except I knew about the nightmare, so I knew what might happen Jul 03 15:38:25 Right Jul 03 15:38:48 * Molly sighs Jul 03 15:39:02 I'll find out when I read it... Jul 03 15:39:12 * Molly nods Jul 03 15:39:32 Yes. And then it will be done. Jul 03 15:40:36 Do you wish me to tell you about the old memory I had? Jul 03 15:41:08 If it is not painful for you Jul 03 15:41:42 It is, but I want you to see that I am trying Jul 03 15:46:31 * Molly takes his hand Jul 03 15:47:45 Is it as painful as your nightmare? Jul 03 15:48:44 No liebling. I dont know that much would be Jul 03 15:49:12 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:49:16 then if you can, tell me Jul 03 15:49:21 I was in trouble for something, and Mama had sent me to bed without any pudding. Cecily sneaked me a peach, and we sat on our bed sharing it. Yet I still cant see her face, I just remember the taste, and the sound of her laugh. Jul 03 15:49:38 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:49:50 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 03 15:50:45 Aside from her singing Kosk Yn Ta, and how I occasionally see her yet can't remember how she looked, it's the first memory I've recovered Jul 03 15:51:05 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:51:08 progress? Jul 03 15:51:19 * Molly shrugs Jul 03 15:51:43 Perhaps. I was very young, it isn't surprising that I dont have memories of her Jul 03 15:52:04 aye Jul 03 15:52:09 * Molly looks at him Jul 03 15:52:35 I would still like you to see if you can read my mind and see her as I fall asleep Jul 03 15:52:48 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:52:51 We'll try it Jul 03 15:53:26 It does not need to be tonight, whilst you have much on your mind about the ghosts, and the machine, and the fair folk Jul 03 15:55:47 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:55:53 aye, that wouldn't be a good idea Jul 03 15:57:28 Thank you, liebling. My parents have always been very reluctant to talk about any of my siblings that died. I did not used to understand it, but I think I do now. Jul 03 15:57:41 * Morgan nods Jul 03 15:57:52 Its not something most people would understand Jul 03 15:58:32 I know I cannot possibly fathom the depth of it, but I understand more than I used to Jul 03 16:00:32 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:01:19 I only hope I never have to. Does that sound selfish? Jul 03 16:02:52 Not at all Jul 03 16:03:16 Good. Do Madchen could nearly talk? Jul 03 16:03:20 So* Jul 03 16:03:23 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:03:33 ma, pa, mae, eh... Jul 03 16:03:43 * Molly smiles Jul 03 16:03:49 That's nice Jul 03 16:03:52 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:03:53 aye Jul 03 16:04:26 It implies perhaps we are right, she is a future possibility? Jul 03 16:05:15 Maybe... though don't forget the Nieblungen don't know what she is Jul 03 16:05:30 * Molly nods briefly Jul 03 16:05:59 Maybe they dont know everything. Maybe they arent infallible. *she watches out over the waves* Jul 03 16:06:10 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:06:32 Do you like seeing her? Jul 03 16:07:45 yes and no Jul 03 16:08:02 Because you do not know what she is? Jul 03 16:08:55 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:09:32 And because if we aren't right, it will feel like you're losing something? Jul 03 16:10:01 aye Jul 03 16:10:11 * Molly nods Jul 03 16:10:34 Do you think she will continue to age? Jul 03 16:13:52 **they're getting near the ship Jul 03 16:14:07 I've no idea at all Jul 03 16:14:26 It would be easier when she could properly talk to you? Jul 03 16:16:38 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:16:43 I suppose it would Jul 03 16:17:16 But also harder too? Jul 03 16:17:24 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:17:58 * Molly watches Varick go up the gang plank, taking a deep breath Jul 03 16:18:39 Maybe you could read the nightmare whilst I go up to the farm? I could take Claudia and some crew? Jul 03 16:19:00 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:19:05 alright, if you'd prefer that Jul 03 16:19:23 * Molly nods Jul 03 16:19:26 I would Jul 03 16:19:34 * Morgan frowns Jul 03 16:19:35 alright Jul 03 16:21:30 * Molly squeezes his hand. They go back on board. Arrangements are made for Varick's food and for Claudia to gather the crew needed. Once Varick is fed and settled quietly drawing, she squares her shoulders and looks to Morgan Jul 03 16:21:57 I'm going to go now. I'll be an hour or so. Jul 03 16:22:08 alright my love Jul 03 16:22:36 * Molly motions him to follow her into the hall Jul 03 16:22:47 * Morgan does so Jul 03 16:22:57 It's in the folder with the others Jul 03 16:23:17 * Morgan nods Jul 03 16:23:29 * Molly wraps her arms around his neck, looking into his eyes Jul 03 16:23:44 I love you. Endlessly. Jul 03 16:23:51 and I you Jul 03 16:23:59 * Molly nods Jul 03 16:24:09 I know you do. Jul 03 16:24:40 * Molly kisses him softly Jul 03 16:27:17 Be careful Jul 03 16:27:51 * Molly nods, letting go, giving him a last little smile "I will" before heading down the corridor Jul 03 16:28:49 * Morgan goes to find the paperwork Jul 03 20:30:15 **James interrupts him with the offer to watch Varick, giving Morgan opportunity to take it with him to read in the bedroom uninterrupted ((as he's fully alone for it, we can just go to him coming out, as with the church. Just let me know how long he is in there at the end)) Jul 03 20:30:59 **The parchment is dated with this morning's date** I was in our house in Kiev. You had bought one because it was exactly what we were looking for, though it was very much like lady torrington's really. We had spent the summer renovating it, knowing we were off again to Capperlucia in the autumn. Edward and your Father were due to visit, so I was dusting in our great hall. Jul 03 20:30:59 A dark-haired man came with them, wheeling a cart. Edward ushered me out, and I could hear the man putting something together and reciting some incantation in Castillean. Some strange bells started. Jul 03 20:30:59 They told me he was a spell-caster, a Cortiez, a Time Weaver. He could combine clockwork and magic to make a portal back in time to any moment. I was floored. I was _hurt_. Jul 03 20:31:27 They explained how they had everything planned, and had written themselves notes on what to change so that everything would work out perfectly, for you and for Sudlachenburg. I felt sick. After all the times I have confided in them both, I could not believe it. Jul 03 20:31:28 I tried to explain how it was so dangerous, and how you would never approve. I was certain that as soon as you arrived you would tell them they had by far overstepped the mark and how you would have nothing to do with it. I told them that you were happy here, that you loved me. But they wouldn't listen. Jul 03 20:31:28 I went to sit on the grass as they went inside. Somehow, I summoned the Nieblungen. I explained that they were trying to do something against all the work the Nieblungen had done for five centuries. I hoped they'd intervene. Jul 03 20:31:53 They told me that you going back in time would not damage the convergence, it would just be our children, so they did not need to do anything. Jul 03 20:31:54 I asked if you and I being together meant nothing, and they said the convergence was all that mattered. They said I would have to remember, and they knew I would not fail in my duty to Eisen. And You would do what you would do. Jul 03 20:31:54 As you might imagine, I was devastated, and lost my temper. I accused them of using me as a brood mare, and that it was hideous they would expect me to give you up and have to live the rest of my life knowing I should have been your wife, was your wife in my heart always. Jul 03 20:31:54 But although I was angry and upset, I was alright, because I knew you wouldn't allow me to suffer like that, and that even if the Nieblungen didn't care about our marriage, it meant the world to you. Jul 03 20:32:26 Then you came down from the woods with your rifle. I watched you, and I felt calm. I knew I did not need to worry. You'd asked why I had been crying as if you were preparing to harm anyone who had caused it. Jul 03 20:32:26 So I said skeptically "Your Father and Edward have brought a sorcerer to our home who supposedly can take the three of you back in time to the end of the War, so that they can make Dietlinde a gentleman's daughter and you can marry her without any of the negative consequences, and you'll all live happily ever after!" Jul 03 20:32:26 I expected your anger, or even that quiet coldness you get before someone is taken to task. But you didn't get cross or detached. Instead your eyes filled with tears, and you were grinning, looking excited and also relieved. A knife to the belly could not have hurt me more. I just nodded, if I'd opened my mouth to speak I'd have been sick with my heartache. Jul 03 20:32:52 "What happens to you?" you asked, as if it was an afterthought. I shrugged. What was the point in telling you what I would endure when it was so clear that there was no question that you would stay. You pressed my hands in yours, and said "Thank you, you don't know what this means to me". Jul 03 20:32:52 Then you kissed my cheek, as one would kiss a sister, because all this, me and our love, was just a temporary bad dream, and you were a happily married man going home to your wife and child. I'm not sure you were even all that aware I was there, and you sprinted off down the hill, without even a backwards glance. Jul 03 20:32:52 I sat on the grass, trying to find in myself the strength to use my crested knife to end it all, because I wanted to die in a way I have never, ever wanted to die before. But I couldn't, because of Eisen. Because of my duty. Jul 03 20:33:16 Then suddenly I woke up, feeling so sick and distressed. I told you I loved you before I left the room, because I couldn't tell you a final time in the nightmare. Because it didn't matter, and I didn't matter. Jul 03 20:33:17 What scares me most is that it is a possible future, that this Time Weaver could exist, and could even be Eckname if the ball gave him the ability, and that you might want to find him and go back. My head tells me, now that I have calmed from it, that you wouldn't leave me like that, but a part of my heart is still scared. Jul 03 20:33:17 And I cannot bear to perhaps see the reaction to the slim possibility on your face. I would rather have you for however long I can, as we are. I love you, liebes herz, as always. ((done)) Jul 03 20:33:34 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 03 20:35:36 ((about half an hour)) Jul 03 20:36:47 **theres a tap on the door just as he's about to come out** Jul 03 20:36:53 Come in Jul 03 20:37:50 **James opens the door** Sorry to bother you, my Lord, but Varick was asking if you or Molly or Heinzharold or Inga was putting him to bed as it's time to Jul 03 20:38:16 I'll put him to bed Jul 03 20:39:08 **James nods, heading off into the study to say goodnight to Varick, and then out of the study too Jul 03 20:39:49 * Morgan goes into the study Jul 03 20:39:52 come on then young man Jul 03 20:40:32 * Varick wanders through to his room. Captain Ulysses is already asleep on the bed. He undresses and gets in Jul 03 20:40:53 When are we going to see the other children? Jul 03 20:41:03 other children? Jul 03 20:41:12 My sort-of cousins Jul 03 20:41:36 Soon... I've got a few things to do here... I'm hoping I can help the ghosts rest Jul 03 20:41:47 * Varick nods Jul 03 20:41:57 I would like to help too Jul 03 20:44:02 * Morgan nods Jul 03 20:44:13 We'll have to see what can be done Jul 03 20:44:30 Will you read to me now? Jul 03 20:45:06 * Morgan nods Jul 03 20:45:09 if you want Jul 03 20:47:55 **The next chapter of the Ulysses book starts to feel familiar. Another character who was part of Ulysses crew has lost his wife, and this man, Pericles must follow her into the underworld. The god of the underworld says she can come back, but only if he can walk out of the underworld without looking back to check she is following. It's very like a dream he had in Starke where Void made him a similar deal, and he did not know if Molly would follow him Jul 03 20:48:48 * Varick listens to the story, and at the end of the chapter he says "I would not look back" Jul 03 20:49:55 no? Jul 03 20:50:03 * Varick shakes his head Jul 03 20:50:58 If I look back, she definitely can't come with me. If I dont look back, she might be there and come with me. Might is better than definitely can't. Jul 03 20:51:13 * Morgan nods Jul 03 20:51:15 that makes sense Jul 03 20:51:28 * Varick nods Jul 03 20:51:36 Goodnight Morgan Jul 03 20:51:43 Goodnight Varick, sleep well Jul 03 20:51:55 I love you Jul 03 20:52:28 I love you too Jul 03 20:52:38 * Morgan quietly gets up and heads out of the room Jul 03 20:53:27 **From the rear window, he can see the sun is not far from setting. Its after seven already Jul 03 20:55:24 * Morgan settles into his chair at the desk, pouring himself some scotch Jul 03 20:57:14 **Noone disturbs him. The light into the room gets lower, now needing a lamp. Jul 03 20:57:34 [Are you alright blossom?] Jul 03 20:59:41 [Claudia and I are watching the sunset from the farm. We will be back soon, and I will ensure food is brought to you, it looks like the crew are lighting the camp fires. *she sounds slightly formal, careful*] Jul 03 21:02:44 **it certainly sounds like the men are going out on the beach. He can hear singing, and his sharp ears and familiarity tell him Heinzharold is out there* Jul 03 21:08:28 * Morgan waits quietly, sipping his scotch Jul 03 21:09:03 **Its another half an hour before there's a knock on the door, the bonfires giving a small orange flicker to the dark outside the window Jul 03 21:09:55 Come Jul 03 21:22:30 * Varick is now known as Molly Jul 03 21:23:29 * Molly opens the door, carrying a plate of hot food and cutlery. She is careful with her footing, and puts in on the desk. Then she looks up Jul 03 21:24:18 Heinzharold wondered if you wanted to take your guitar down on the beach and join in the singing. If you wish to, I am happy to stay here incase Varick wakes Jul 03 21:25:08 No, I rather think I'd prefer to be here with you Jul 03 21:25:35 * Molly nods Jul 03 21:26:01 Is there anything else I can get you? Blokners, or something hot to drink? Jul 03 21:26:32 Doesn't matter if its hot, I can take care of that Jul 03 21:26:52 * Molly smiles Jul 03 21:27:04 I'll fetch some tea then Jul 03 21:27:12 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:28:11 * Molly goes to do so. She's gone about five minutes before bringing a tray. She pours cold water into two cups Jul 03 21:28:28 Stone cold I'm afraid Jul 03 21:28:52 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 21:36:17 * Molly waits for him to heat it up and then makes the tea. She sits across the desk from him Jul 03 21:36:23 How was Varick? Jul 03 21:36:42 Fine... Wants to know when he'll see his sort of cousins Jul 03 21:36:53 * Molly smiles Jul 03 21:37:25 I think that depends upon when you are ready for us two. I am told you have a Ketch? Jul 03 21:38:11 To* Jul 03 21:38:21 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:38:27 doubled the size of my fleet in an afternoon Jul 03 21:38:42 * Molly laughs Jul 03 21:39:00 It could be useful for going to and from the mainland I think Jul 03 21:39:43 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:39:48 easier to manoeuvre than the Rose Jul 03 21:40:03 * Molly comes round beside him, taking a map from the drawer Jul 03 21:41:04 One of the crew said it would be about an hour for the Rose each way, or ninety minutes for the Ketch Jul 03 21:42:39 * Molly gently puts the map beside his plate, looking at it "what thinks you?" Jul 03 21:44:01 ((It's a good estimate)) Jul 03 21:44:18 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 03 21:44:20 sounds about right Jul 03 21:44:31 * Molly looks at him Jul 03 21:45:15 So either we could take the Rose and have a more permanent base there, or take the Ketch back and forth but stay here on the island? Jul 03 21:45:46 You have a preference? Jul 03 21:46:50 I haven't really given it any thought Jul 03 21:47:20 * Molly goes to sit back across the desk, blowing on her tea Jul 03 21:47:51 It'd be quite nice to be able to come back to our own land... Jul 03 21:48:06 * Molly nods Jul 03 21:48:10 It would Jul 03 21:48:57 sounds like that might be an idea then Jul 03 21:48:59 I must warn you though, it's likely I will have much to do at Sunnymeade Jul 03 21:49:16 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:49:21 I didn't really expect anything else Jul 03 21:49:28 * Molly nods Jul 03 21:49:45 And we will need to go up to see Lady Torrington Jul 03 21:50:33 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:51:44 I'd... I'd like to show you the churches I went to as a child and when I visited my parents back in the spring Jul 03 21:52:33 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:52:36 if you wish blossom Jul 03 21:53:50 Thank you *she sips her tea* Jul 03 21:54:13 * Morgan sips his tea Jul 03 21:54:17 **the singing outside is getting more boisterous, the tunes ruder* Jul 03 21:54:37 Would you wish to have one of the houses sorted for us to stay in? Jul 03 21:54:56 ((Is he eating?)) Jul 03 21:55:05 ((not yet)) Jul 03 21:57:34 uhhh... I'm not entirely sure Jul 03 21:57:40 * Molly nods Jul 03 21:57:53 That will depend on the ghosts and the fair folk? Jul 03 21:57:59 * Morgan nods Jul 03 21:58:01 I reckon so Jul 03 21:58:26 * Molly nods, sipping her tea Jul 03 21:58:37 I'm just going to get my shawl Jul 03 21:58:47 * Morgan nods, starting to eat Jul 03 21:59:27 * Molly stands up, going to the bedroom. The food is pretty good. She comes back a few minutes later wrapped up in it Jul 03 21:59:48 What were you thinking for talking to the ghosts again? Jul 03 22:01:14 I don't know... it needs to be easy to move, and ideally yes or no answers, its less tiring that way Jul 03 22:02:50 * Molly nods Jul 03 22:03:14 We are going into the tunnels to do it? Jul 03 22:03:54 No, we'll go through the tunnels to let Charlotte know we're starting then on to the house Jul 03 22:04:03 * Molly nods Jul 03 22:04:09 In daylight? Jul 03 22:05:00 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 03 22:05:01 too right Jul 03 22:06:28 * Molly smiles as well Jul 03 22:06:40 Who is going with us? Jul 03 22:07:28 Probably Claudia... Jul 03 22:08:00 If I had known we would find some supernatural nonsense, I'd have suggested an Avalonian crew Jul 03 22:08:49 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:08:50 I know... Jul 03 22:10:43 Sensible, logical, pragmatic... *she smiles slightly, sipping her tea* Jul 03 22:11:32 Less freaked out by things that go bump in the night Jul 03 22:11:42 * Molly nods Jul 03 22:12:15 The view where we saw the sunset from was lovely Jul 03 22:13:02 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:13:05 I'm not surprised Jul 03 22:16:35 Maybe another time we could sit up there together and watch it? Jul 03 22:17:50 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:17:52 sounds good to me Jul 03 22:18:02 How is your food? Jul 03 22:18:31 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:18:32 very good Jul 03 22:18:39 * Molly smiles Jul 03 22:18:43 Good Jul 03 22:19:41 * Molly quietly sips her tea before saying Jul 03 22:20:21 Would you like to play cards? I'd invite Inga and Heinzharold but they're outside on the beach Jul 03 22:20:31 If you wish blossom Jul 03 22:20:40 No quinze Jul 03 22:20:47 No... Jul 03 22:20:59 Poker though? Jul 03 22:21:29 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:21:32 that'll be fine Jul 03 22:22:56 * Molly nods. She busies herself tidying up the study whilst he eats, and then pours some cherry brandy and brings it with a pack of cards to the table Jul 03 22:23:22 I think we should try to go up to the house early... what do you think? Jul 03 22:23:42 Probably the best idea Jul 03 22:24:15 I'd like to have Heinzharold and the crew with experience shear the sheep? Jul 03 22:25:24 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:25:25 fine Jul 03 22:25:28 Do you think the other crew should stay here, rather than fixing up, until we know more about the fair folk? Jul 03 22:25:51 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:25:53 I think so Jul 03 22:26:13 Alright, liebling Jul 03 22:26:52 **she gets on with dealing, just playing a few hands. He's beating her fairly easily tonight* Jul 03 22:28:11 * Molly keeps her glass fairly well topped up as they play Jul 03 22:28:30 Heinzharold and Inga were looking very happy when I saw them Jul 03 22:28:49 He certainly enjoyed his swim Jul 03 22:29:09 He managed to persuade her in, guessing from her hair Jul 03 22:29:37 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:29:42 she's not terribly confident in the water Jul 03 22:29:53 * Molly nods Jul 03 22:30:24 I wonder if time needs to be given to it. She needs to be able to swim if something happened Jul 03 22:30:47 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:30:49 agreed Jul 03 22:30:51 * Molly tilts her head Jul 03 22:31:01 I winder if you should teach her Jul 03 22:31:22 * Molly lays down a good hand, sipping the brandy again Jul 03 22:31:55 me? Jul 03 22:32:06 You're a good teacher Jul 03 22:32:30 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 22:32:35 I'm not sure about that Jul 03 22:32:46 You did manhood job with me Jul 03 22:32:59 A good* Jul 03 22:33:24 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 22:33:26 I suppose so Jul 03 22:33:44 * Molly smiles thoughtfully Jul 03 22:33:49 I think you did Jul 03 22:35:17 She said I need to ask you about this thing with the peaches. It's more suitable for a husband to explain, apparently Jul 03 22:36:33 Chicken... Jul 03 22:36:43 the peaches in the song is a euphemism Jul 03 22:36:50 What song? Jul 03 22:37:15 There's a song that HeinzHarold seems to sing when he's drunk... about peaches and cream... Jul 03 22:37:35 * Molly sips the brandy, dealing again Jul 03 22:38:01 Perhaps it is an Eisen cultural thing, I don't understand Jul 03 22:39:10 Well, the song is about covering a girls peaches in cream... both of which are euphemisms Jul 03 22:39:34 * Molly seems to be puzzling on this Jul 03 22:39:51 The peaches are the cheeks of her bottom? Jul 03 22:39:56 breasts Jul 03 22:40:05 * Molly frowns Jul 03 22:40:19 That seems much less logistically viable Jul 03 22:40:42 I think you're overthinking it Jul 03 22:41:01 * Molly nods a little Jul 03 22:41:42 I'm... just surprised. And we Avalonians think practically Jul 03 22:42:04 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:42:17 * Molly blushes Jul 03 22:42:38 Heinzharold was singing the song and that is why everyone is laughing? Jul 03 22:42:44 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:43:43 * Molly nods, returning to the game and the cards. She's still looking a little puzzled a few hands later Jul 03 22:44:35 You're struggling with it? Jul 03 22:44:57 I think I understand what it means... Jul 03 22:45:52 I am puzzling on whether it is just a silly song, or if it is something people do, like with The Bear And The Maiden Fair. And if so, why didn't I hear about it on the Coral? Jul 03 22:46:39 Its something some people do... and I don't know... maybe its not feminine enough for them Jul 03 22:46:58 * Molly folds her hand Jul 03 22:47:07 It is unfeminine? Jul 03 22:47:32 Tis rather bawdy Jul 03 22:48:11 Its... I suppose I'm not sure I really understand how or why it is done Jul 03 22:48:19 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 22:48:42 Should I ask Inga, do you think? Jul 03 22:49:50 You could... I don't know she'll tell you Jul 03 22:50:16 * Molly nods slowly, dealing again Jul 03 22:50:28 Theres not really anyone else I could ask Jul 03 22:50:52 No, probably not... I dread to think what Claudia's answer would be Jul 03 22:51:13 Would she know? Jul 03 22:51:21 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 22:51:23 I've no idea Jul 03 22:51:28 * Molly smiles mischievously Jul 03 22:51:36 I know, I could ask Edward Jul 03 22:51:49 Now he _would_ know Jul 03 22:51:55 * Molly nods Jul 03 22:52:05 At the wedding perhaps? Jul 03 22:52:11 * Molly giggles Jul 03 22:54:20 I'm not entirely sure he'd handle that well Jul 03 22:54:40 **she nods smirking* Perhaps when the Priest asks if anyone has anything to say they should do so now? Jul 03 22:54:59 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:55:04 that'd certainly liven the event up Jul 03 22:55:23 It would. Can you imagine your Father's face? Jul 03 22:57:21 * Morgan nods Jul 03 22:57:26 red, purple, white... Jul 03 22:58:20 * Molly smiles Jul 03 22:58:34 The white bit seems relevant Jul 03 22:58:41 * Molly goes bright red Jul 03 22:58:50 I... umm... Jul 03 23:00:00 * Morgan laughs Jul 03 23:00:03 indeed Jul 03 23:03:11 * Molly sips the brandy biting her lip. Her cards are dreadful this time Jul 03 23:03:22 Maybe Stef would be better to ask... Jul 03 23:03:47 Maybe, actually... Jul 03 23:04:13 * Molly smiles to herself a moment before dealing again Jul 03 23:05:32 Has Heinzharold mentioned the embarassing incident last night with us against the door? Jul 03 23:06:35 Not really, no... Though he seems to think me overhearing him telling Inga about the peaches and cream being euphemisms make us even in that respect Jul 03 23:07:05 Oh gosh I hadn't realised you'd heard him! Was it amusing? Jul 03 23:07:12 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:07:36 Would you repeat it for me? Jul 03 23:07:46 what? Jul 03 23:07:56 What he was saying? Jul 03 23:08:18 * Morgan repeats it, drunken drawl and all Jul 03 23:08:35 * Molly is covering her eyes giggling Jul 03 23:08:42 Oh my goodness! Jul 03 23:08:59 Quite Jul 03 23:09:52 It doesn't sound like he stayed awake long enough Jul 03 23:10:26 No, he was snoring rather quickly Jul 03 23:10:37 Unfortunate *she giggles* Jul 03 23:13:26 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:13:36 Inga _hates_ being woken up when she's been asleep. One would think a husband, even drunk, would know that? Jul 03 23:14:04 oh he knows... he was quite displeased with himself for doing it when I told him Jul 03 23:14:17 That's quite sweet Jul 03 23:15:47 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:15:48 ish Jul 03 23:15:53 * Molly squares her shoulders so slightly that it's almost only a micro-expression Jul 03 23:16:33 I am a little more accommodating when it comes to being disturbed, so you may drunkenly sing rude songs to me as you please Jul 03 23:17:52 I don't really go in for drunkenly singing Jul 03 23:17:58 No... Jul 03 23:19:28 * Molly smiles, topping up her cherry brandy and offering to top up his scotch Jul 03 23:19:33 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:21:50 * Molly pours Jul 03 23:22:00 You see my meaning though? Jul 03 23:22:10 No, I've no idea Jul 03 23:22:36 * Molly looks to see if he's teasing her Jul 03 23:23:39 * Morgan looks sincere Jul 03 23:24:15 Simply that should you find yourself in Heinzharold's situation, you need not feel bad about waking me Jul 03 23:24:36 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 03 23:24:39 I see Jul 03 23:25:02 Not that you drink so heavily as that... Jul 03 23:25:45 No... Jul 03 23:27:11 Unless you're with Edward Jul 03 23:29:28 Even then it doesn't seem like it affects me that much Jul 03 23:30:03 No... so I shouldn't expect you to appear in our bed in such a situation... Jul 03 23:30:08 * Molly smiles Jul 03 23:32:39 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:32:39 indeed Jul 03 23:33:08 * Molly nods, focusing on her cards a minute Jul 03 23:33:44 But if you just needed me... Jul 03 23:35:46 * Molly bites her lip, exchanging two cards Jul 03 23:35:53 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:37:08 * Molly glances up at him, smiling Jul 03 23:37:14 You already know? Jul 03 23:37:21 You've mentioned it before Jul 03 23:37:36 * Molly nods Jul 03 23:37:40 Good Jul 03 23:39:16 * Molly plays another two hands before she puts the cards down, sighing Jul 03 23:39:39 I suppose we should start to prepare the nightmare preventions Jul 03 23:40:27 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:41:23 * Molly downs the rest of the cherry brandy in her glass Jul 03 23:41:45 It does not do to avoid that which makes us uneasy, I suppose Jul 03 23:42:59 No, I suppose not Jul 03 23:43:53 * Molly tidies away a little, then stands still, looking at the bedroom door Jul 03 23:44:19 Are you retiring now, or do you have things to see to? Jul 03 23:44:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 23:44:54 nothing I can think of right now Jul 03 23:47:05 * Molly nods, going on through. She prepares for bed, emerging from behind the screen in a thin dressing gown. She sits on the bed, waiting to follow his lead on helping him with the oil. Jul 03 23:48:10 Do you wish to have my help? Jul 03 23:48:41 always, if you are willing Jul 03 23:48:49 * Molly nods Jul 03 23:49:00 Absolutely willing. Jul 03 23:50:28 * Molly kneels on the bed, applying it to his bare shoulders, chest and temples. He hears her thoughts spill over "I am so lucky to have this" Jul 03 23:51:18 * Morgan hums quietly Jul 03 23:51:32 ((Anything in particular?)) Jul 03 23:52:01 ((no)) Jul 03 23:52:53 * Molly rubs her hands together when she is done, sitting back against the pillows Jul 03 23:53:06 Is that alright? Jul 03 23:53:41 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:53:42 perfect Jul 03 23:53:55 * Molly smiles Jul 03 23:54:10 Good. Maybe we'll be lucky tonight Jul 03 23:54:41 As long as its me that has to deal with it, thats acceptable Jul 03 23:54:55 * Molly bows her head Jul 03 23:55:02 I wish you didn't have to Jul 03 23:55:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 23:55:57 I'd rather it that way round Jul 03 23:56:10 * Molly nods Jul 03 23:56:37 I can understand that. It's not easy, is it? Jul 03 23:56:43 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 03 23:56:44 no Jul 03 23:57:03 We dont have much that is easy, really Jul 03 23:57:30 * Molly chews her lower lip a moment Jul 03 23:57:37 * Morgan shrugs Jul 03 23:57:38 some Jul 03 23:57:45 You think so? Jul 03 23:57:51 * Morgan nods Jul 03 23:58:12 What things do you think are easy? Jul 03 23:58:58 * Molly moves to sucking the middle of her lower lip. Its serious rather than trying to seduce Jul 03 23:59:51 Loving you... Jul 04 00:00:02 * Molly smiles warmly Jul 04 00:00:09 That's easy for you? Jul 04 00:01:19 exceptionally Jul 04 00:04:06 * Molly blushes, smiling Jul 04 00:04:18 Thank you Jul 04 00:05:03 Can you think of anything else? Jul 04 00:06:15 all kinds of things, but nothing as important as that Jul 04 00:06:24 * Molly nods Jul 04 00:06:33 Nothing is as important as that Jul 04 00:07:48 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:07:59 * Molly fidgets a little, removing the robe and immediately slipping beneath the sheets Jul 04 00:08:27 I should wake you, if I have a nightmare, before I leave? Jul 04 00:08:40 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:09:01 Because it's not safe here Jul 04 00:10:32 * Molly watches him to see if he's getting in Jul 04 00:11:15 * Morgan climbs in Jul 04 00:11:24 Because I would help you Jul 04 00:12:02 * Molly nods turning on her side to face him but stays on her side Jul 04 00:12:35 I need to let you Jul 04 00:13:09 Yes you do Jul 04 00:13:42 * Molly nods Jul 04 00:13:52 I will wake you Jul 04 00:13:56 Good Jul 04 00:14:04 Will you wake me? Jul 04 00:15:35 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:15:46 if I need to blossom Jul 04 00:16:35 Whatever the reason we have all these bad dreams, I think we have to face it together Jul 04 00:16:53 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:17:21 And that means I have to lean on you more, despite it being hard Jul 04 00:18:30 yes, it does Jul 04 00:18:37 * Molly giggles Jul 04 00:19:02 I promise it was not supposed to be a euphemism Jul 04 00:19:09 * Morgan chuckles Jul 04 00:21:09 * Molly shifts a little, wriggling into the bed Jul 04 00:22:28 Sometime soon, things are going to be a little more... Jul 04 00:24:21 more... Jul 04 00:24:32 Conducive. Jul 04 00:24:40 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:24:41 indeed Jul 04 00:25:57 I'm thinking it'll be your birthday, the way things are going Jul 04 00:26:04 * Molly giggles Jul 04 00:26:13 sounds about right I suppose Jul 04 00:27:23 * Molly goes to say something, then shuts her mouth promptly, blushing Jul 04 00:27:52 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jul 04 00:28:29 * Molly bites her lip Jul 04 00:29:20 Something about fingers. Jul 04 00:29:31 Dare I ask you to elaborate? Jul 04 00:29:50 * Molly blushes again Jul 04 00:30:31 Only that mine will be very, very practiced by November should that be the case... Jul 04 00:30:45 * Morgan laughs Jul 04 00:30:46 I see Jul 04 00:31:27 I shouldn't have said that? Jul 04 00:31:47 Dont be silly Jul 04 00:32:34 I do not want you to feel you are neglecting me Jul 04 00:32:50 Even though I am? Jul 04 00:33:17 You aren't. We respond differently to things, that is all Jul 04 00:33:47 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 04 00:34:53 I am content enough with my fantasies of you when I cannot have the reality... Jul 04 00:36:06 * Molly sounds genuine rather than teasing Jul 04 00:36:50 * Morgan frowns Jul 04 00:37:50 * Molly frowns too Jul 04 00:37:56 What's wrong? Jul 04 00:38:28 I don't like the fact that I am not giving you what you wish for Jul 04 00:39:05 * Molly shakes her head Jul 04 00:40:14 It's excessive, I am aware of that Jul 04 00:40:20 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 04 00:40:23 No, its not Jul 04 00:40:41 Then you underestimate it, my love Jul 04 00:40:56 yet I do not provide that underestimation Jul 04 00:45:04 * Molly tries to read how serious he is Jul 04 00:46:27 * Morgan looks serious Jul 04 00:48:02 I just want you to be happy, that is all. I respect your... frequency is not as frequent. Jul 04 00:50:29 More down to my reserve Jul 04 00:51:49 * Molly nods Jul 04 00:52:16 I only wish I knew what scared you so Jul 04 00:52:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 00:52:24 so do I Jul 04 00:53:03 Or even just what help you want from me... Jul 04 00:53:12 I don't know that either Jul 04 00:53:33 There's just always so much to deal with... Jul 04 00:53:39 * Molly nods Jul 04 00:54:30 In some ways, I find that makes it more prominent in my mind Jul 04 00:54:46 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:54:59 * Molly thinks on it a minute Jul 04 00:56:46 It's... *she frowns as she tries to express it* it's coming back to the centre... it's where the world finally makes sense Jul 04 00:57:31 * Morgan nods Jul 04 00:57:35 I understand, I think Jul 04 00:57:46 * Molly nods Jul 04 00:58:14 I dont think it's like that for other people... Jul 04 01:03:14 Probably not Jul 04 01:04:02 Perhaps I'll ask Inga that tomorrow Jul 04 01:04:21 * Morgan nods Jul 04 01:06:08 * Molly smiles Jul 04 01:07:01 I think, mein liebling, it is time we sleep... Jul 04 01:07:06 * Morgan nods Jul 04 01:07:08 aye Jul 04 01:07:33 * Molly kisses his lips Jul 04 01:08:20 Goodnight then... Jul 04 01:08:25 Goodnight my love Jul 04 01:09:35 * Molly turns over "shall I sing?" Jul 04 01:09:52 If you would Jul 04 01:11:01 Always, liebling. Anything you would like? Jul 04 01:11:06 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 01:13:26 * Molly starts singing the song she was playing earlier. She reaches back, intertwining her fingers with his Jul 04 01:16:38 * Morgan moves up behind her, shuffling to get comfortable Jul 04 01:17:12 * Molly leans back against him, the song becoming slower and more sleepy Jul 04 01:19:01 **she smells like roses again, and it's this that he's noticing as he falls asleep. Jul 04 01:57:36 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 04 09:06:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 04 13:01:59 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 04 13:04:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 04 13:46:11 "Missives are here!" There's a scramble out of the hammocks to meet the sailor who has come below into the Enchiridon's chilly crew quarters, waking many from naps. Jul 04 13:46:12 Morgan yawns. He'd been of the nappers, coming off middle watch. It's Prophet's Mass Day 1663, the keenness of the men to hear from their wives, children, lovers and parents understandable. He had heard from Sudlachenburg yesterday though. Jul 04 13:46:12 His heart races, but he doesn't get up. This divvying up of letters and parcels happened most days, and very few of them were days he'd hear from her. Jul 04 13:46:42 He breathes slow, hoping to slip back into the ballroom almost four months ago with his hand on Molly's lower back in the dancehold he had thought improper at the time but now with hindsight seems like one of his sweetest memories. Jul 04 13:46:43 Her body against his, her sparkling eyes looking up at him, the scent of her hair… he drifts. Jul 04 13:46:43 But Heinzharold, reassigned last month to join him on the Enchiridon speaks quietly in his ear in a falsetto "Lord Koertig, I hope you receive my letter whilst you're dreaming of me in your hammock…" Morgan punches his best friend's arm without even opening his eyes. Jul 04 13:47:02 Heinzharold huffs "Fine way t' treat a messenger". He puts down the letter on Morgan's chest before hopping up into the next hammock. "So, what does your fine young lady 'av t' say?" He tosses a monkey fist made of rope to himself,  watching Morgan. ((Done)) Jul 04 13:50:26 * Morgan picks it up to read it Jul 04 13:50:35 **The parchment isn't flimsy. The seal is a fancy rose in a very unusual pink sealing wax. The wax itself is scented of roses. He carries these seals in his pocket, because when warmed in his hands in the cold of the night they smell like her** Jul 04 13:53:26 **Her writing is very neat, too neat. She'd told him she'd come to writing late in life and had been schooled very hard the last few years to get it perfect* Jul 04 13:53:26 HH: Smells nice. A lot better than it usually smells in 'ere. **There's no denying he is right, the smell of more than a hundred unwashed working men cramped together was enough to turn novice stomachs* Jul 04 13:53:47 * Morgan nods Jul 04 13:53:59 You think I keep the seals for fun? Jul 04 13:54:13 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 04 13:54:42 I thought y' saved them to make earplugs so y' dont have to hear yourself playing the old girl Jul 04 13:55:28 * Morgan thumps him again Jul 04 13:55:37 * HH laughs Jul 04 13:55:44 **The perfumed letter is dated December 17th, and it's reached him in excellent time considering how hard it was to find any one of a hundred thousand mobilised troops in this damned war. A bored Heinzharold watches his every expression for some hints about its contents. It begins: Jul 04 13:55:44 My very dear Morgan, would it be dreadfully unseemly for a young lady to write to the handsome sailor she's sweet upon and wish him the most peaceful of Prophet's Masses? If so, I hope this unseemly letter reaches you swiftly and finds you safe and well. Jul 04 13:56:21 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 04 13:56:48 * HH grins Jul 04 13:57:12 I miss you. I received your last missive with such excitement that I rode down to Wassermeer and looked out over the mainland and called out my thanks to you, wherever in Eisen you may be. Jul 04 13:57:12 Of course you cannot tell me where you are or what you are doing. I would so adore to hear your voice telling me that. Jul 04 13:58:40 I think she likes me... Jul 04 13:58:53 She decided she's followin' the drum? Jul 04 13:59:21 Dont be absurd Jul 04 14:00:38 Stowin' away in boy's clothes and takin' an 'ammock in here? Jul 04 14:00:51 Like you have? Jul 04 14:01:26 Quick, call th' barber-surgeon, I'm mortally wounded! Jul 04 14:03:14 * HH starts humming a rude song about peaches and cream as he continues to watch Morgan's expression Jul 04 14:03:41 you're an ass is what you are Jul 04 14:03:56 Yes, but I'm the best ass you have Jul 04 14:04:23 * Morgan rolls his eyes, going back to the letter Jul 04 14:04:48 ~I was very pleased to hear your best friend had joined you. My tender heart is more at ease knowing you will be happier each day for seeing him. ~ Jul 04 14:05:01 * Morgan glances at HeinzHarold Jul 04 14:05:07 well... maybe... Jul 04 14:05:29 * HH is still watching him whilst throwing the makeshift ball Jul 04 14:05:34 Only maybe? Jul 04 14:06:14 she thinks I'll be happier for having you here Jul 04 14:06:46 Talking 'bout me, is she? Finally it gets _really_ interestin' Jul 04 14:07:24 She doesn' know what an idiot y'are Jul 04 14:07:59 Give 'er time *he grins* Jul 04 14:09:00 * Morgan nods, continuing Jul 04 14:09:02 **the ink density changes abruptly** Since writing the above, some exciting news! It is anticipated that there will be a two month spring leave for certain units. My Father will write to you to extend an invitation to stay here with us! Jul 04 14:09:03 Heinzharold would be welcome to come also, the house we're staying at is large, and our hosts are very proud of our valiant Objectionist service men. Jul 04 14:10:03 huh... that'd be nice Jul 04 14:10:15 Wassat? Jul 04 14:11:17 rumour of a two month leave... we're invited to a house Jul 04 14:11:32 Be nice t' sleep in a room that's not full o' snoring men Jul 04 14:11:40 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:12:10 How does your pretty lassie know tha'? Jul 04 14:12:24 * Morgan shrugs, reading some more Jul 04 14:12:38 I would so love to see you, Morgan, but I will not impose upon you, for I know you must be most homesick for your dear Sudlachenburg. I keep the drawing you kindly sent me of it upon my writing desk, I am looking at it now. Jul 04 14:14:15 "Maybe she's secretly a sultry spy, aiming to vest you of your secrets and your... well, vest!" Jul 04 14:15:52 That'd be jus' my luck Jul 04 14:16:03 * HH laughs Jul 04 14:16:12 ~I treasure all your beautiful drawings but, my sweetheart, the one I most yearn for is one of your most lovely self, that I might keep it close whilst I pray for your safety and thank our heavenly Father for the blessing I have in knowing you. ~ Jul 04 14:19:27 She wants a drawing of me... you still stuck at stickmen? Jul 04 14:19:42 * HH starts laughing hard Jul 04 14:20:00 Hang on, she wants a drawing _of you_?! Jul 04 14:21:21 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:21:38 Is she trying to ward off monsters or sumthin'? Jul 04 14:21:53 mus' be Jul 04 14:22:10 Y' best find a mirror th'n Jul 04 14:22:19 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 04 14:22:23 I s'pose so Jul 04 14:22:43 ~I have been playing on the grand piano here, and practicing daily as I did promise you on those happy days we spent in Freiburg after the ball before you had to leave for Quatre Bras. I believe I can now play our Allemande á Dieu. Sadly, I could not both play and be in your arms, and the latter I yearn for with my whole heart.~ Jul 04 14:24:25 * Morgan smiles slightly again continuing Jul 04 14:24:34 Be safe and well, I will think of you and pray for you each day. Jul 04 14:24:34 Yours, always. Molly. Jul 04 14:25:05 ~P.s. My Father has spoken with Sebastian's, and intimated that alternative arrangements would need to be made for the future rather than a union between he and I~ Jul 04 14:26:01 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 04 14:26:59 * HH in the falsetto "My most beautiful flower from heaven, do you like me, tick yes or no" Jul 04 14:27:22 you, no... Jul 04 14:27:37 ~P.p.s. **Theres a little drawing of leaves and berries** As it is Prophet's Mass, here is a little mistletoe. I have pressed a kiss beneath it for you, just  here *there is a cross an inch below the drawing* Jul 04 14:27:37 **that is the end of the letter** Jul 04 14:28:05 * Morgan smiles, tucking it away Jul 04 14:28:21 But her? Jul 04 14:29:32 aye Jul 04 14:29:44 **HH nods** Love's young dream… If only there wasn't thousands o' Vaticine troops and Theus knows 'ow many years in th' way. Maybe then she can be your ShadowFayre queen. Did I tell y' I was Shadow King a couple o' years ago? Jul 04 14:30:17 That would require me listening to you Jul 04 14:31:06 *he nods* 'Cos you're ignor'nt. Do y' know Otto and Sascha? He's a labourer, she's a seamstress, live on the posh side of the village, not over my side? Doubt y' do ((he doesn't)), but they 'av a daughter called Dietlinde, she was th' queen. Jul 04 14:31:43 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:31:49 keen on her are ya? Jul 04 14:32:03 * HH shrugs Jul 04 14:33:08 Dunno yet. Not seen much o' 'er. Pretty though, easy t' like. She's just got a stillness to her, like a calmin' aura. Jul 04 14:33:31 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:35:11 Y' nappin' again? You're on middle again tonight, right? Jul 04 14:35:25 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:35:27 aye Jul 04 14:35:34 *Morgan leans back in his hammock, searching in his mind for Molly's face and a sweet dream of her. HH says "catch!" and chucks the monkey fist at him. As he reaches out  of the hammock to try and catch it, he over-balances and falls. With a jolt, he awakens in the bed. Molly is sleeping on his chest and jumps in response. Jul 04 14:35:34 It's alright liebling, I'm here… Jul 04 14:36:01 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 04 14:37:15 * Morgan draws a deep breath Jul 04 14:37:32 it'd be entirely unfair to beat HeinzHarold for something he did in a dream, right? Jul 04 14:37:44 * Molly nods Jul 04 14:37:52 Entirely. What did he do? Jul 04 14:38:22 Threw something to me, caused me to fall outta my hammock Jul 04 14:38:28 woke me up Jul 04 14:38:29 * Molly laughs Jul 04 14:38:36 Not a nightmare? Jul 04 14:38:46 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 04 14:38:50 Good Jul 04 14:38:56 **its about an hour before dawn, so half past six or so. Molly snuggles back against his chest with a contented sigh. Jul 04 14:39:13 no... sort of a carryin' on from that dream at th' ball Jul 04 14:39:58 Mmhmm *she gently runs her fingers through the hair on his chest* would you like to tell me? Jul 04 14:40:27 jus' a letter you wrote me... missin' me, o'viously Jul 04 14:41:00 Oh, of course. From the ball, it does sound like I was likely to miss you a great deal Jul 04 14:41:28 * Morgan nods Jul 04 14:41:31 mmmmhmmmmm Jul 04 14:41:50 * Molly continues the gentle touching Jul 04 14:41:59 How was Heinzharold involved? Jul 04 14:42:09 On ship t'gether Jul 04 14:42:28 Pleasant memories? Jul 04 14:46:04 * Molly presses firmer, onto the skin beneath the hair Jul 04 14:46:25 not mem'ries... dream Jul 04 14:46:42 * Molly nods Jul 04 14:46:47 Mine was just silly, I think it may amuse you. Jul 04 14:46:52 mmm? Jul 04 14:47:16 First I was cooking in the farmhouse and trying to make a Hilda pie. But as soon as it was out of the oven, she popped through the pastry squawking. So I put her in a stew instead. Jul 04 14:48:01 damn chicken Jul 04 14:48:11 *she giggles* And then I tried to make a cake but it just wouldn't rise, and you arrived. I made peaches with cream on top. You looked at it and said "Do I like peaches and cream, blossom?" I said "I have no idea, perhaps you should try it". That's when you woke me. Jul 04 14:48:27 rude Jul 04 14:48:38 * Molly nods giggling Jul 04 14:48:57 But I didn't know it was a euphemism in the dream, it was just food Jul 04 14:49:24 * Morgan nods slightly before yawning and stretching Jul 04 14:49:39 * Molly moves away a little Jul 04 14:49:41 Sorry Jul 04 14:49:59 No no, its just occurred to me I'm talking like HeinzHarold and was still half asleep Jul 04 14:50:41 You weren't calling me lil dorlin', so it's fine Jul 04 14:51:28 * Molly smiles, returning to what she was doing Jul 04 14:56:20 So... we're going to setup base here and use the ketch? Jul 04 14:57:26 If you wish to. You have three crewmen who have all captained a Ketch on similar waters, and you would need ten crew for it ideally Jul 04 15:03:42 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:03:46 its certainly an idea Jul 04 15:04:27 * Molly nods, lightly tickling him there despite knowing only the back of his neck is ticklish Jul 04 15:05:03 Then it is just to decide whether to stay on The Rose or one of the houses Jul 04 15:05:19 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:05:42 Were you thinking of going to Tawstock today? Jul 04 15:05:58 later, aye Jul 04 15:06:09 * Molly nods Jul 04 15:06:19 I do not mind that Jul 04 15:07:01 Are you taking your middle watch tonight? Jul 04 15:07:12 I should Jul 04 15:07:25 You do not wish to? Jul 04 15:07:31 Lots to do Jul 04 15:07:52 Not between midnight and four though... Jul 04 15:08:03 true Jul 04 15:08:26 There's very little can be done then Jul 04 15:09:03 I suppose so Jul 04 15:09:26 * Molly hugs closer to him a moment Jul 04 15:09:40 I think it's time to get up Jul 04 15:09:47 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:09:48 aye Jul 04 15:10:07 * Molly doesn't move just yet Jul 04 15:10:16 Another day though Jul 04 15:10:23 * Morgan looks confused Jul 04 15:11:05 We can stay a little on bed until closer to dawn Jul 04 15:11:09 In* Jul 04 15:11:18 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:11:44 * Molly kisses her chest before letting go Jul 04 15:12:02 It is nice to wake up with neither of us having had a nightmare Jul 04 15:12:08 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:12:09 indeed Jul 04 15:12:22 * Molly sits up in bed Jul 04 15:12:26 Its a rarity Jul 04 15:13:52 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:13:57 I'm not complaining Jul 04 15:14:19 **It doesn't take him long to get dressed and ready for his regular habit. She's already getting dressed herself when he's ready to go Jul 04 15:14:33 Shall we go when you are done? Jul 04 15:14:40 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:15:20 * Molly starts pinning her hair "I'll come soon then" Jul 04 15:17:22 aye aye Jul 04 15:17:30 * Morgan heads out to find somewhere to watch the horizon Jul 04 15:17:39 **He sees both Claudia and Heinzharold in the usual spot in the rigging despite the rain which drips from the brim of their hats Jul 04 15:18:11 HH: even the raindrops have turned out to see his majesty's morning glory Jul 04 15:18:21 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 04 15:19:28 *she grimaces* Ugh, I'd throw up my breakfast at that, if it wasn't so early Jul 04 15:20:34 I suppose you're hoping to hear of a nightmare? Jul 04 15:20:49 * Claudia and HH both nod Jul 04 15:20:57 Sorry. Jul 04 15:21:12 HH: its like a bedtime story, but th' wrong way up Jul 04 15:22:37 * Claudia fishes out a spare hat from her pocket. It looks old and battered but still useful. She chucks it to Morgan Jul 04 15:22:49 Going up the cliff? Jul 04 15:22:56 * Morgan puts the hat on, nodding Jul 04 15:23:04 Want company? Jul 04 15:23:17 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:23:21 aye Jul 04 15:23:47 * Claudia jumps down. HH gives a fake wounded look Jul 04 15:24:10 I see, 'e's always been the fav'rit Jul 04 15:24:16 HH * Jul 04 15:24:18 of course I am Jul 04 15:24:31 He talks less Jul 04 15:25:22 And when I do talk its much more interesting Jul 04 15:25:35 HH: *he nods* 'e's taciturn, tha's why Jul 04 15:26:19 Not wrong Jul 04 15:26:48 * Claudia trudges off onto the sand, the rain steady Jul 04 15:26:56 * Morgan follows her Jul 04 15:27:04 You ever think of just taking the morning off? Jul 04 15:27:32 morning... off... no. Jul 04 15:28:27 **The heavy clouds make it darker, and picking their way up the path takes focus, so she's quiet til they're up in the same part of the garden he was in yesterday Jul 04 15:28:36 No nightmare then? Jul 04 15:28:54 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 04 15:28:57 not at all Jul 04 15:30:34 And Molly? Jul 04 15:30:41 same Jul 04 15:30:51 * Claudia nods Jul 04 15:31:14 You two doing okay after all that yesterday? Jul 04 15:31:43 **they get in the right spot, the clouds lightening in degrees Jul 04 15:31:50 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:31:58 I've apologised and explained why I was annoyed Jul 04 15:32:17 Well done. Not many men can do that Jul 04 15:32:43 Bit of humility couldn't hurt some more people Jul 04 15:32:54 That a hint? Jul 04 15:33:05 * Morgan frowns Jul 04 15:33:06 no Jul 04 15:33:17 * Claudia nods Jul 04 15:33:46 Heinzharold and Inga have patched up whatever she was irritated with him about too Jul 04 15:33:56 * Morgan glances at her Jul 04 15:34:09 What? Jul 04 15:34:21 I'm surprised you didn't know what it was, thats all Jul 04 15:35:04 What do you mean? Jul 04 15:35:32 Just that you're normally good at picking up information, just a bit surprised Jul 04 15:36:57 You lot with your complicated romantic quarrels... it's not something I poke around in. If you want to have my ear or advice, you'll tell me given the opportunity Jul 04 15:37:23 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:37:39 So what was their issue? Jul 04 15:38:47 He was amorous and was singing her that song about peaches and cream.... then explaining how it wasn't about peaches and cream really... then he fell asleep. Apparently she hates being woken up. Jul 04 15:39:00 * Claudia laughs Jul 04 15:39:03 Smooth Jul 04 15:40:11 Not heard that in years though, not since the War Jul 04 15:40:45 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:40:57 Cant say I had Jul 04 15:41:16 Surprised you even understood it Jul 04 15:41:53 why? Jul 04 15:42:15 Prudish noble types Jul 04 15:43:04 * Morgan snorts Jul 04 15:43:29 trying to explain to Molly why I kept on at HeinzHarold about it was... difficult... Jul 04 15:44:33 You tried just being brutally honest? Jul 04 15:44:58 Oh she understood it... but being Avalon, they're rather practical... she couldn't see _why_ Jul 04 15:47:09 Depends on your view on it. I find it generally disrespectful as hell, but my judgment might be biased Jul 04 15:51:22 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:51:41 I couldn't think of an actually practical reason for it... Jul 04 15:52:04 * Claudia shrugs Jul 04 15:52:19 No pregnancy... no evidence. Jul 04 15:52:55 huh.... duly noted Jul 04 15:53:26 * Claudia nods Jul 04 15:53:47 Sounds like Heinzharold could tell her why *she smirks* Jul 04 15:54:33 It does rather Jul 04 15:54:55 The two of you could probably work it out Jul 04 15:55:43 probably Jul 04 15:56:09 Not you and Heinzharold, obviously Jul 04 15:56:19 * Claudia grimaces Jul 04 15:56:20 well, no... Jul 04 15:57:04 **the sun is probably above the horizon, though the cloud obscures it Jul 04 15:57:17 What's on today's itinerary then? Jul 04 15:57:37 Not sure... probably time to visit Tawstock Jul 04 15:57:54 * Claudia nods Jul 04 15:58:40 Molly said she probably knows a contact of Forrester's who can come and assess the state of your rock Jul 04 15:59:25 * Morgan nods Jul 04 15:59:54 HeinzHarold is going to have to help shear the sheep Jul 04 16:00:43 * Claudia laughs Jul 04 16:00:57 Oh that will be funny Jul 04 16:01:05 thought you'd like that Jul 04 16:01:46 You going to watch? Jul 04 16:02:03 Might be busy Jul 04 16:02:27 * Claudia nods Jul 04 16:03:17 Done up here or do you wanna spar? Jul 04 16:04:33 thought you'd never ask Jul 04 16:06:30 * Claudia snorts Jul 04 16:06:38 Come on then Jul 04 16:08:18 **they spend twenty minutes on this. The garden in muddy and a bit slippery, and they're both soaked and dirty by the time they get back on the ship. HH has gone, the watch swapped but the rain remains Jul 04 16:10:30 Gonna rain all day Jul 04 16:11:31 its Avalon... Jul 04 16:12:37 I'm going to get dried. I'll be in my cabin if I'm needed Jul 04 16:12:51 * Morgan nods, heading to go and find Molly Jul 04 16:12:59 **he finds Molly having breakfast in the study with Varick, HH and Inga. They're all relaxed and happy. Theres a backpack just behind the door Jul 04 16:13:04 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 04 16:13:48 * Molly smiles warmly as she sees him over the rim of her coffee, raising an eyebrow at the muddy hems of his trousers Jul 04 16:14:06 Have you been on an adventure, my love? Jul 04 16:14:33 just practice Jul 04 16:14:36 **Varick comes to hug him* Jul 04 16:14:47 Coffee, food? Jul 04 16:16:01 * Morgan nods, hugging the boy Jul 04 16:17:00 * Molly kisses his cheek, bringing him a cup, she looks very cheerful Jul 04 16:17:10 V: are you here to play? Jul 04 16:17:21 I think I'm a bit wet for that Jul 04 16:18:05 **HH sniggers quietly* Jul 04 16:18:26 * Molly bites her lip Jul 04 16:18:46 * Morgan glances at him Jul 04 16:18:56 We've got a lot to do today Jul 04 16:19:41 If it is still raining, is it worth redressing? It's probably going to stay this way Jul 04 16:20:04 V: Okay. Are you doing crafts? Jul 04 16:20:21 HeinzHarold is going to shear the sheep... Jul 04 16:23:46 HH: *he groans* I thought y' were gettin' someone fr'm o'erthere *he nods his head in the direction of the mainland* Jul 04 16:24:17 Thats the plan, but it needs doing sooner Jul 04 16:24:28 V: I could help, I have scissors Jul 04 16:25:10 * Molly giggles "Ummm... that doesn't work well..." she glances at Morgan, blushing Jul 04 16:32:09 Sounds like someone knows from experience Jul 04 16:34:39 Yes... I was very young... **she blinks a moment** Anyway, no, it didn't go well, and my favourite ewe was very patchy. My Father was most cross. Jul 04 16:35:31 * Morgan nods Jul 04 16:35:37 I would imagine so Jul 04 16:35:41 **Varick and Inga laugh. HH stands up, stretching out his shoulders** Shearin' the hairy beasts, in the rain... what did I do to you, eh? Jul 04 16:36:02 * Molly takes Morgan's free hand a moment, but says nothing Jul 04 16:36:08 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 16:36:13 Nothing.. not today little rabbit Jul 04 16:37:17 **HH darts a glance at Inga who is laughing. Molly blushes, giggling* Jul 04 16:38:31 HH: I'd better get going, before I get sheepish *he grins. Varick loves this pun and is laughing* Jul 04 16:40:41 * Morgan nods to him Jul 04 16:40:44 have fun won't you Jul 04 16:41:16 * Molly smiles, squeezing Morgan's hand "won't _ewe_?" **Varick's laughing gets louder, and the grown ups are all laughing too* Jul 04 16:51:21 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 04 16:51:35 **HH goes to the door** I'll be baaaaaa-ck later! Jul 04 16:52:09 * Molly and the others find this hysterically funny Jul 04 16:54:41 **Farewells are said and soon Molly, Morgan and Claudia are loaded up ready for the trip to the house ((what's he carrying?)) Jul 04 16:59:30 ((in terms of?)) Jul 04 16:59:41 ((Weapons)) Jul 04 17:01:01 ((Falchion, axe, straight sword, four daggers, two pistols)) Jul 04 17:02:33 ((Okay so prepared for trouble?)) Jul 04 17:02:42 ((as usual)) Jul 04 17:02:53 **They go across the shingle in the rain. Molly shuts the boat house door behind them, and turns to him. For a moment, he gets deja vu from his dream where she was Horatio Black's wife but his secret lover** Jul 04 17:06:52 **Claudia takes one of the lanterns, heading to the tunnel entrance** Jul 04 17:08:47 * Morgan picks up another lantern, walking into the tunnel Jul 04 17:09:02 **They pass the Ketch, which  is apparently named Agatha's Abundance, and walk through the dark tunnels. It is much easier now he knows where to go. They get to the crates, having passed no cold spots. Jul 04 17:09:12 * Molly looks around Jul 04 17:09:22 What _is_ all this? Jul 04 17:09:32 Scotch and Brandy so far Jul 04 17:09:41 Where did it come from? Jul 04 17:09:57 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 17:11:09 * Molly shrugs too "Probably smuggling. Folks here in Balig do it all the time to avoid paying taxes to the nobles and the crown" she is utterly nonchalant about this Jul 04 17:11:42 * Morgan nods Jul 04 17:11:45 * Molly glances at him Jul 04 17:11:57 And yes, from Lady Torrington too Jul 04 17:12:15 I know Jul 04 17:12:26 * Molly smiles, surprised Jul 04 17:12:32 You do? Jul 04 17:12:54 I'm hardly blind Jul 04 17:13:16 * Molly giggles Jul 04 17:13:32 You think I'm pretty, so you might be partly... Jul 04 17:15:12 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 04 17:15:15 dont be daft Jul 04 17:15:21 C: If you two are going to get soppy, I'm going on ahead! Jul 04 17:16:12 * Molly smiles, sticking her tongue out at him Jul 04 17:16:40 No, we're good Jul 04 17:17:53 * Morgan nods Jul 04 17:18:03 **Suddenly they come upon the machine. Molly stops still looking at it. There's still no cold spot. Claudia seems to be giving it a wide berth Jul 04 17:18:24 This is rather strange... is it much like the other one? Jul 04 17:18:36 similar Jul 04 17:18:52 But we have no idea what it does... Jul 04 17:19:25 No... Jul 04 17:20:03 * Molly nods, watching it warily a moment Jul 04 17:20:15 Alright, shall we keep going? Jul 04 17:20:23 * Morgan nods Jul 04 17:20:48 **They exit the tunnels into the rain at garden with the lemongrass and lavender. Molly takes a quick look around, nodding with satisfaction. Jul 04 17:21:05 Someone had an interest in herbalism. Jul 04 17:21:15 I'll take your word for it Jul 04 17:21:47 * Molly smiles. When they get to the house it is just as they left it Jul 04 17:22:07 What were you thinking, liebling? Jul 04 17:22:45 I'm not entirely sure... I was hoping they could at least give us an idea how to help them... Jul 04 17:22:53 **Claudia looks around the downstairs quickly* Jul 04 17:23:12 Where do you think might be easiest? Jul 04 17:23:27 He was upstairs yesterday Jul 04 17:23:34 * Molly nods Jul 04 17:23:46 Alright, the same place again? Jul 04 17:24:22 * Morgan nods Jul 04 17:24:34 **Claudia comes back* Nothing to report, now what? Jul 04 17:25:52 head upstairs, see if they're there Jul 04 17:26:27 **They get upstairs, Molly having been interested in the decor on the way up, and go into the master bedroom. Molly looks up at the large painting with a slight frown* Jul 04 17:27:59 **Claudia takes the brush from the fireplace and brushes the smashed pottery to the edge. It's a fairly large room with hard floors. It's also a little cold. Jul 04 17:28:43 This is Charlotte? Jul 04 17:28:49 I believe so Jul 04 17:29:45 * Molly nods. She starts to unpack her bag onto the bed. Paper, pencils, coloured pencils, eight cotton reels, a handful of corn, three feathers, string, a small bell, a ball, and a map of the Island all come out of it Jul 04 20:03:34 **Claudia glances at this before looking at Morgan $what the fuck?$ Jul 04 20:04:07 $What?$ Jul 04 20:04:26 $what is with all the weird bits?$ Jul 04 20:05:35 $Ways to get answers. Easier than yes and no answers$ Jul 04 20:06:30 C: what you want me to do now? Jul 04 20:07:33 Have a wander round, keep an eye out for trouble Jul 04 20:09:33 C: *she nods, leaving* Jul 04 20:09:39 * Molly looks at Morgan Jul 04 20:09:57 Are you happy for me to set it up? Jul 04 20:10:16 by all means Jul 04 20:10:33 I asked Varick for help with it and he asked Mae, so I think it should be fine Jul 04 20:11:16 * Morgan nods Jul 04 20:11:19 excellent Jul 04 20:13:08 * Molly spends ten minutes doing so. One piece of paper has the alphabet and an empty cotton reel in a blank space in the middle. She does the same with the numbers one through twenty. On another sheet, she writes Yes, No, Maybe, Dont know, then realises it all in Eisen, not Avalonian. She gives him a sheepish smile Jul 04 20:13:18 Oh dear Jul 04 20:13:35 * Morgan chuckles Jul 04 20:13:42 best spend a couple of minutes fixing that Jul 04 20:15:40 **she flips it over and writes them in Avalonian. Each has a different colour cotton reel on it, so it would be a clear answer even if the movement was minor. It says Yes, No, Maybe, Don't know, Question too complicated, Don't want to answer that, and word space. Jul 04 20:16:13 * Molly last adds the map, and beside it a handful of dried corn. She looks it over, smiling Jul 04 20:16:22 What thinks you? Jul 04 20:16:33 I think you've put some serious thought into this Jul 04 20:16:44 * Molly smiles Jul 04 20:16:50 It was a team effort Jul 04 20:17:04 * Morgan nods Jul 04 20:17:31 * Molly sits on the floor, looking up at him Jul 04 20:17:37 All yours, liebling Jul 04 20:18:34 I've not really got any idea what to ask Jul 04 20:18:54 * Molly thinks Jul 04 20:19:44 Who the other ghost is? About the skeleton? What the machine is? About the fair folk? How to help them rest? Jul 04 20:20:42 * Morgan nods Jul 04 20:20:47 alright then... Jul 04 20:21:08 * Molly smiles encouragingly Jul 04 20:21:59 * Molly doesn't say anything Jul 04 20:24:13 Are you here? Jul 04 20:24:33 YES Jul 04 20:25:29 The first of you I spoke to... who are you? Jul 04 20:26:10 O(space)FLANNIGAN Jul 04 20:27:34 * Molly looks at Morgan, surprised Jul 04 20:27:43 Oh! Jul 04 20:28:13 Now that I didn't expect. Jul 04 20:28:28 * Molly shakes her head "nor I: Jul 04 20:28:53 Is Charlotte here? Jul 04 20:29:05 YES Jul 04 20:30:19 What is the machine? Jul 04 20:30:34 PROTECTION Jul 04 20:31:02 From? Jul 04 20:31:25 FAE Jul 04 20:31:32 * Molly winces Jul 04 20:31:40 * Morgan glances at her Jul 04 20:31:46 Does it stop them coming here? Jul 04 20:32:09 YES Jul 04 20:32:20 I think we'll leave that alone then... Jul 04 20:32:36 YES YES YES Jul 04 20:33:39 Will it continue to work if the two of you are at rest? Jul 04 20:38:58 YES Jul 04 20:39:16 * Molly smiles at Morgan, looking relieved by this Jul 04 20:41:29 Can it be duplicated? Jul 04 20:45:24 DON'T KNOW Jul 04 20:46:44 * Morgan nods Jul 04 20:46:57 alright... how do we help you pass ove Jul 04 20:47:19 QUESTION TOO COMPLICATED Jul 04 20:48:38 * Molly looks at Morgan, puzzled Jul 04 20:49:32 What do you think that means? Jul 04 20:50:07 I don't know Jul 04 20:50:33 Do we know from yesterday that we can? Jul 04 20:51:35 Do you need help to rest? Jul 04 20:51:43 YES Jul 04 20:52:12 But its too complicated to tell us how to help Jul 04 20:52:18 NO Jul 04 20:52:34 TWO OF US Jul 04 20:53:16 Yes, I know... is it different ways for each of you? Jul 04 20:53:24 YES Jul 04 20:53:53 * Molly gets a sheet of paper and starts making notes Jul 04 20:55:14 One at a time, liebling? Jul 04 20:55:40 Alright... can you tell me how to help Charlotte rest? Jul 04 20:56:20 PROTECT MACHINE EXHUME BURY WITH PARENTS Jul 04 20:56:41 * Molly inhales deeply, writing it down Jul 04 20:56:41 Where is her body? Jul 04 20:56:59 UNDER THE CIRCLE Jul 04 20:57:12 * Molly blinks rapidly Jul 04 20:57:28 Its not a Sidhe marker, is it? Jul 04 20:57:35 YES Jul 04 20:57:51 So she's under the circle... Jul 04 20:57:57 YES Jul 04 20:58:34 Where does she need to be buried? Jul 04 20:58:35 ((It is sidhe marker, not sure if I made it clear)) Jul 04 20:59:07 **one of the dried corn moves to St Helen's church** Jul 04 20:59:37 * Molly notes this Jul 04 20:59:57 Are both parents there? Jul 04 21:00:05 NO Jul 04 21:00:22 The body by her grave is her father? Jul 04 21:00:30 YES Jul 04 21:00:46 Where is there a Sidhe marker where she's buried? Jul 04 21:01:00 BARGAIN Jul 04 21:01:15 * Molly 's eyes widen Jul 04 21:01:51 is there a record of this bargain? Jul 04 21:01:58 NO Jul 04 21:02:08 Can you tell me what the bargain was Jul 04 21:02:37 ISLANDERS FAE PROSPERITY SACRIFICE Jul 04 21:02:46 Oh my God. Jul 04 21:03:36 * Molly looks at Morgan solemnly Jul 04 21:04:30 **in the serious quiet of this horrific revelation, theres a sudden knock at the door Jul 04 21:04:39 come Jul 04 21:05:10 C: *she sticks her head round the door* All quiet, thought you'd want to know Jul 04 21:05:21 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:05:22 thank you Jul 04 21:05:35 **she goes again* Jul 04 21:05:40 That scared me! Jul 04 21:06:57 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:07:17 Just a bit Jul 04 21:20:47 * Molly makes a big exhale Jul 04 21:20:55 Alright, where were we? Jul 04 21:21:11 sacrifice of islanders Jul 04 21:21:46 NO Jul 04 21:21:59 no? Jul 04 21:22:49 CHARLOTTE Jul 04 21:23:08 He sacrificed her? Jul 04 21:26:48 ISLANDERS Jul 04 21:27:34 The islanders sacrificed her Jul 04 21:27:42 YES Jul 04 21:27:50 Well thats charming Jul 04 21:27:55 NO Jul 04 21:28:08 I was being sarcastic... Jul 04 21:28:13 YES Jul 04 21:28:37 How do _you_ get to rest? Jul 04 21:29:04 KILL Jul 04 21:29:20 You have to kill someone? Jul 04 21:29:27 MONSTERS Jul 04 21:29:49 I thought that had ended when the machine was taken away... the first machine Jul 04 21:30:06 OTHER MONSTERS Jul 04 21:30:14 Here? Jul 04 21:30:42 **all the dried corn moves to the the woods Jul 04 21:31:04 They're in the woods. Jul 04 21:31:09 YES Jul 04 21:31:25 How many? Jul 04 21:31:35 DON'T KNOW Jul 04 21:32:00 What are they? Jul 04 21:32:14 HUMANANIMALFAE Jul 04 21:32:35 * Molly looks at Morgan Jul 04 21:32:49 a cross of humans, animal and Sidhe? Jul 04 21:33:02 YES Jul 04 21:33:23 So, kill them and you can rest Jul 04 21:33:36 VATICINE BURIAL Jul 04 21:34:09 I can arrange that... Are these monsters what the machine needs protecting from? Jul 04 21:34:19 NO Jul 04 21:34:37 what does it need protecting from? Jul 04 21:34:40 YOU Jul 04 21:35:10 Me? Jul 04 21:35:15 BURN Jul 04 21:35:33 I just need to leave it alone? Jul 04 21:35:42 YES Jul 04 21:35:58 and it'll keep the Sidhe away Jul 04 21:36:26 YES. BANISH. BARRIER Jul 04 21:37:01 The monsters can be here because they're part not Sidhe? Jul 04 21:37:56 STUCK. IN NOT OUT. STUCK Jul 04 21:39:37 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:39:39 alright Jul 04 21:39:47 NEED BLOOD Jul 04 21:39:56 They need blood? Jul 04 21:40:02 HUMAN Jul 04 21:40:10 They need human blood? Jul 04 21:40:13 YES Jul 04 21:42:46 We'll try to avoid that then Jul 04 21:42:54 GOT Jul 04 21:43:10 * Morgan frowns, looking at Molly Jul 04 21:43:15 I dont understand Jul 04 21:43:20 * Molly frowns too Jul 04 21:43:36 They have already had enough human blood? Jul 04 21:43:43 NO Jul 04 21:44:04 HAVE HUMAN Jul 04 21:44:14 Who do they have? Jul 04 21:44:24 DON'T KNOW Jul 04 21:46:01 When did they get them? Jul 04 21:46:39 2 YEARS Jul 04 21:47:51 They're still alive? Jul 04 21:48:57 YES Jul 04 21:49:11 When are they most active? Jul 04 21:49:22 DARK Jul 04 21:49:38 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:49:41 alright Jul 04 21:50:13 Where are you remains, so we can give you a burial? Jul 04 21:50:54 LAIR Jul 04 21:51:02 Of course they are.... Jul 04 21:51:21 * Molly nods Jul 04 21:51:35 FAST STRONG HIDE Jul 04 21:51:52 They're fast and strong and good at hiding? Jul 04 21:52:10 **the corn moves. One piece is left right near the ring Jul 04 21:52:13 YES Jul 04 21:54:08 * Molly gently moves the corn, placing a cross on the map in the exact spot Jul 04 21:56:10 Alright... does Charlotte need any particular service? Jul 04 21:56:26 NO Jul 04 21:56:39 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:56:45 I'll get it done as soon as I can Jul 04 21:57:03 BE CAREFUL Jul 04 21:57:19 * Molly smiles a little Jul 04 21:57:31 * Morgan nods Jul 04 21:57:35 MONEY Jul 04 21:57:56 Money? Jul 04 21:58:07 SERVANTS DINING Jul 04 21:58:28 There's money in the servants dining room? Jul 04 21:58:30 FLOORBOARDS UNDER TABLE Jul 04 21:59:57 * Molly reviews her notes Jul 04 22:01:48 The islanders had a bargain with the sidhe? YES They got prosperity in return for sacrificing Charlotte? YES Her Father hung himself? YES Jul 04 22:03:26 Was he part of the bargain? NO Jul 04 22:04:46 Where did the islanders go? BANISHED BY HIM Jul 04 22:05:03 * Molly nods Jul 04 22:05:48 When the monsters are dead, will more come? NO CANT. BARRIER Jul 04 22:07:11 Can they leave the woods? DON'T KNOW Jul 04 22:08:12 Alright, so we put the Rose out to sea... don't want them getting to her... Jul 04 22:08:31 * Molly nods "that's wise" Jul 04 22:09:26 BLACK. ANTLERS. RED EYES. BEAR CLAWS. HUMAN SHAPE. FUR. Jul 04 22:10:13 * Molly wrinkles her nose "Delightful(!)" Jul 04 22:10:55 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:11:47 DANGEROUS Jul 04 22:12:58 If we turned off the machine, then turned it back on, would they go out again? Jul 04 22:13:15 NO NO NO NO NO NO Jul 04 22:13:47 * Molly looks at Morgan "Not that one then" Jul 04 22:13:52 No... Jul 04 22:14:09 FAE WOULD COME Jul 04 22:14:43 Less than ideal Jul 04 22:15:04 * Molly nods Jul 04 22:15:30 Is there anything else you want to tell us? Jul 04 22:15:51 THANK YOU MISTER KOERTIG Jul 04 22:16:48 * Molly smiles, knowing that O'Flannigan saying his name here before got him screamed at Jul 04 22:17:10 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:17:17 I'll do my best to get you both to rest Jul 04 22:17:22 YES Jul 04 22:17:36 Anything else, liebling? Jul 04 22:17:42 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 04 22:17:46 No, I don't think so Jul 04 22:18:15 Alright. Thank you both, we'll let you recover Jul 04 22:18:54 **the room goes back to a normal temperature. Molly tidied the things away quietly Jul 04 22:20:05 I think we need some fresh air... Jul 04 22:20:32 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:20:33 agreed Jul 04 22:21:21 * Molly hands him three cups and a flask so they go back in on the top Jul 04 22:21:40 If it is still raining, in the music room with the doors open? Jul 04 22:22:24 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:22:27 sounds good Jul 04 22:23:31 **That's what they do. He, Molly and Claudia sit by the open doors as the rain thunders down. Molly puts the flask on the floor along with the cups Jul 04 22:24:05 C: *she looks at Morgan* Give me a quick briefing Jul 04 22:24:25 A lot to go over... Jul 04 22:24:53 * Molly pours what looks to be lukewarm coffee into the cups Jul 04 22:25:47 C: start with the worst bit? Jul 04 22:26:11 There's monsters on the island, part Sidhe, part human, part animal Jul 04 22:27:12 **Claudia nods. Where she would have disparaged this a few days ago, she looks quite accepting* Can we kill them? Jul 04 22:27:34 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:27:35 Got to Jul 04 22:27:49 * Molly nods Jul 04 22:28:02 **Claudia nods** Easily? Jul 04 22:29:43 Not if what we're told is anything to go by Jul 04 22:30:06 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 04 22:30:10 How many? Jul 04 22:30:16 Don't know Jul 04 22:30:26 Weaknesses? Jul 04 22:31:07 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 22:31:42 What happens if we leave them? Jul 04 22:32:02 * Claudia is straight-faced, then grins Jul 04 22:32:46 Not that we would Jul 04 22:33:47 **Molly sips her coffee, making a face Jul 04 22:34:53 They've got someone, apparently Jul 04 22:35:07 Rescue mission then? Jul 04 22:35:15 Looks dangerously like it Jul 04 22:36:48 Rescue the innocent, destroy the bad guys, retake the land... Just another day in the life of an Eisen man, or woman. Jul 04 22:37:21 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:37:26 apart from the monsters Jul 04 22:37:49 **Molly smiles** It's really not that different to what we normally have going on Jul 04 22:38:29 This is the sort of crap you've been doing while you were AWOL then? Jul 04 22:38:44 * Claudia drinks the coffee grudgingly Jul 04 22:39:03 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee before frowning at it Jul 04 22:39:55 C: anything else? Jul 04 22:40:19 Need to have the machine alone... exhume a body and rebury it Jul 04 22:40:40 That should be easy Jul 04 22:40:48 Maybe... Jul 04 22:41:52 **Molly sets her cup down, pushing it away slightly Jul 04 22:42:26 too cold? Jul 04 22:42:30 Gonna need a lot of us? Jul 04 22:42:43 **Molly nods** I'm spoilt Jul 04 22:45:36 * Morgan looks at the coffee a moment Jul 04 22:45:44 I don't know... I don't want you at risk Jul 04 22:46:20 You are good, but you can't take on monsters alone Jul 04 22:46:27 * Morgan shrugs Jul 04 22:46:57 * Claudia giggles "it wouldn't be the first, second or fifth time..." Jul 04 22:47:04 Molly* Jul 04 22:47:47 **Molly picks up her cup, sipping the coffee* perfect thank you Jul 04 22:48:00 * Morgan nods, looking at Claudia Jul 04 22:48:04 * Claudia frowns Jul 04 22:48:11 Did you just...? Jul 04 22:48:44 Can't abide cold coffee Jul 04 22:49:02 You can't even tell just from watching... that's... Jul 04 22:49:27 **He suddenly feels a wave of protectiveness from Molly** Jul 04 22:50:18 unnatural... Jul 04 22:50:23 That's impressive. *she slides her cup towards him* Jul 04 22:50:46 **Molly smiles, sipping hers again* Jul 04 22:50:57 * Morgan smiles slightly before sliding it back Jul 04 22:51:56 * Claudia sticks her finger in it "Yep, that's hot" Jul 04 22:53:05 * Claudia sips the coffee whilst Molly watches the rain. A couple of quiet minutes passes Jul 04 22:53:14 You got a plan? Jul 04 22:53:36 Well, until I found out about the person, I was thinking of setting them on fire... Jul 04 22:54:25 **Molly smiles ** They cant hide in the forest if the forest is gone? Jul 04 22:54:32 * Morgan nods Jul 04 22:54:50 On the downside... they'll be everywhere else Jul 04 22:56:14 Yeah. Captive needs to come out alive? Jul 04 22:57:43 ideally Jul 04 22:57:57 How many men are we taking? Jul 04 22:58:28 men? Jul 04 22:58:57 To fight the monsters whose number we dont know Jul 04 22:59:10 I don't know. Jul 04 22:59:23 Me, you, Molly Jul 04 22:59:43 We need more than that Jul 04 22:59:56 I'll think about it Jul 04 23:00:26 When were you thinking? Jul 04 23:00:47 I want to get the girl reburied today Jul 04 23:01:18 Is that near the monsters? Jul 04 23:01:52 Its under the circle Jul 04 23:02:15 Alright. Are you going to tell Heinzharold? Jul 04 23:02:25 I think it best Jul 04 23:03:10 He would go spare if he thinks he missed a battle. He might shi- ... lose bowel control if he sees monsters mind you Jul 04 23:03:30 * Morgan nods Jul 04 23:03:50 which is why he needs to know all about it first Jul 04 23:04:03 * Claudia nods Jul 04 23:04:06 Sorgi? Jul 04 23:04:11 Maybe... Jul 04 23:04:57 **Molly sips her coffee, smirking slightly* What a dreadful time to have an Eisen-only crew Jul 04 23:05:41 * Claudia looks like she doesn't get it Jul 04 23:06:58 What does that mean? Jul 04 23:08:26 We're a little bit more accustomed to monsters in Avalon, due to the Sidhe being quite... present. It isn't as much of a shock to us Jul 04 23:08:32 M;* Jul 04 23:09:01 * Claudia nods, sipping her coffee Jul 04 23:09:20 What are we doing next? Jul 04 23:11:06 Trip to Tawstock? Jul 04 23:11:22 * Claudia shrugs Jul 04 23:11:27 If you like Jul 04 23:11:40 **Molly is frowning slightly** Jul 04 23:11:44 blossom? Jul 04 23:12:25 No, it's fine [I am wondering what the urgency to go to Tawstock is...] Jul 04 23:13:33 * Claudia finishes her coffee, standing up Jul 04 23:13:47 [It gives me time to think of how I'm going to explain it all] Jul 04 23:14:18 [You wish me to come with you though?] Jul 04 23:14:40 **Molly starts packing away** Jul 04 23:14:51 [of course] Jul 04 23:15:16 It'll help with Varick not feeling so restless too I think Jul 04 23:15:52 M: That's a nice idea. Are we to take the Ketch? Jul 04 23:16:00 * Morgan nods Jul 04 23:16:09 I want the Rose moved off the dock, as well Jul 04 23:16:31 M: What about the shearing? Jul 04 23:17:36 Still needs doing... Jul 04 23:17:40 **she looks at Morgan* Dont mean to be rude, but you know you can walk _and_ talk at the same time? Jul 04 23:18:34 **Molly smiles slightly, getting up and going to the sideboard Jul 04 23:19:43 * Morgan nods, getting ready to move Jul 04 23:19:56 ((Attention?)) Jul 04 23:20:54 ((Claudia)) Jul 04 23:21:13 * Claudia shuts and bolts the music room doors "Ready?" Jul 04 23:22:07 * Morgan looks to Molly Jul 04 23:22:27 **molly is going up her bag** I'm ready Jul 04 23:23:15 Doing* Jul 04 23:23:19 * Morgan nods Jul 04 23:23:20 lets move Jul 04 23:25:30 **They go back through the house, through the garden, the tunnels, past the barrier machine and contraband, the Ketch and the shingle. They arrive safely but damply back in the study where the hot drinks aren't magic sne Varick sits in Morgan's lap to cuddle him. Jul 05 00:02:02 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 05 10:06:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 10:08:10 * Molly , Claudia, Inga and Varick are in the study, Varick is sat on Morgan's lap Jul 05 11:19:54 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 05 11:42:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 11:42:38 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 05 11:43:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 11:43:32 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 05 11:43:52 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 11:43:57 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 05 11:44:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 11:44:12 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 05 11:45:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 05 11:59:25 I forgot how much it rains here Jul 05 11:59:42 V: Will it rain all the time? Jul 05 12:00:26 There are occasional nice days Jul 05 12:00:34 **Claudia finishes her coffee** Do you need to talk to Sorgi about your plans? Jul 05 12:01:42 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:02:10 C: I'll go and find him. What about Heinzharold? Jul 05 12:03:34 Definitely need some time to talk to him Jul 05 12:06:55 I: He's not come back from shearing yet Jul 05 12:07:06 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:10:05 We have a lot to talk about Jul 05 12:15:49 * Molly scribbles on a piece of paper Jul 05 12:17:24 Wet wool, not many blade shears, thirty four to do. You're looking at about six hours. Jul 05 12:19:22 **she taps the pencil to the paper* And that's assuming you're discarding the wool and not processing it for use. Jul 05 12:22:11 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:22:19 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Jul 5 12:22:19 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 5 12:22:30 2021 Jul 05 12:22:30 * Now talking on #7thsea Jul 05 12:22:33 * Molly shrugs Jul 05 12:23:25 You'd be surprised what you could salvage, but honestly I would not spend the time on it with everything else going on Jul 05 12:24:25 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:24:27 I: Shall I go up and get Heinzharold for you? Jul 05 12:24:44 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 05 12:24:47 what do you think? Jul 05 12:25:07 * Molly looks slightly confused Jul 05 12:25:27 Whatever you think, liebling Jul 05 12:25:35 * Morgan nods, looking at Inga Jul 05 12:25:36 please Jul 05 12:26:11 I: *she smiles, going to do so. Claudia follows her out* Jul 05 12:26:30 **Varick looks at Morgan* did you talk to the ghosts now? Jul 05 12:27:22 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:28:04 * Molly smiles Jul 05 12:28:17 Your ideas really helped, Mauschen Jul 05 12:28:33 V, to Morgan: I helped Jul 05 12:29:10 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:29:11 you did Jul 05 12:29:35 V: Do you know how to help them now? Jul 05 12:30:23 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:30:29 aye, we do Jul 05 12:30:47 V: That's good Jul 05 12:31:10 V: Are you staying to play now? Jul 05 12:36:11 I'm going to need to talk to HeinzHarold... Jul 05 12:38:03 V: why? Jul 05 12:38:21 * Molly looks a little surprised, sipping her coffee Jul 05 12:39:41 I need to explain some things to him Jul 05 12:40:01 V: *he nods* but later? Jul 05 12:41:22 aye, later Jul 05 12:45:25 V: **he goes to look for a book in his room* Jul 05 12:45:37 * Molly speaks quietly Jul 05 12:45:43 Are you alright? Jul 05 12:45:53 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 05 12:46:14 Sure? *she smiles* Jul 05 12:46:19 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:46:29 somewhat anxious about telling HeinzHarold whats going on Jul 05 12:46:39 * Molly nods Jul 05 12:47:02 It's a lot for a man of the Sudlache Jul 05 12:47:19 * Morgan nods Jul 05 12:49:22 I do not think you can avoid telling him Jul 05 12:50:27 No... nor do I Jul 05 12:53:05 * Molly sighs Jul 05 12:53:09 I'm sorry Jul 05 12:53:16 It is what it is Jul 05 12:53:57 I know, but I am the reason we have had to come back here Jul 05 12:54:47 * Morgan shrugs Jul 05 12:54:51 its necessary Jul 05 12:57:16 * Molly nods, sipping the coffee Jul 05 12:57:35 Do you have something specific you wish to do in Tawstock? Jul 05 12:57:55 Need to contact your fathers recommendations Jul 05 12:59:01 * Molly nods a little Jul 05 12:59:24 Are you pulling our men off the shearing? Jul 05 13:01:25 * Molly stands up from the desk, going to her bag Jul 05 13:01:44 No, may as well get it done Jul 05 13:03:49 * Molly nods Jul 05 13:04:04 We won't need that contact then. Jul 05 13:04:16 * Morgan nods Jul 05 13:04:33 * Molly comes to stand very close behind his chair Jul 05 13:05:01 I have something else for you *she says quietly in his ear* Jul 05 13:06:12 oh? Jul 05 13:08:11 * Molly leans gently against his back before putting the hard leather violin case on the table in front of him Jul 05 13:09:11 * Morgan smiles Jul 05 13:09:19 I was toying with the idea of bringing that back Jul 05 13:10:07 * Molly kisses his cheek Jul 05 13:10:16 I thought you might enjoy it Jul 05 13:12:58 * Molly presses her cheek to his a moment before she moves away slightly "I should get things together for our trip to the mainland..." Jul 05 13:13:07 * Morgan nods Jul 05 13:13:55 * Molly looks at him a moment before moving away further Jul 05 13:14:32 Are we taking the others with us? Jul 05 13:14:43 the others? Jul 05 13:14:58 Heinzharold, Inga, Varick, Claudia Jul 05 13:15:09 * Morgan nods Jul 05 13:15:13 I thought so Jul 05 13:15:27 Or just the three of us if you'd prefer Jul 05 13:17:01 No, that is fine. I do not think we have time to go to Lady Torrington's house today, do we? ((It'd be an hour and twenty minutes even on horseback, its 7 miles)) Jul 05 13:17:37 No, not really Jul 05 13:17:53 * Molly nods Jul 05 13:18:46 Perhaps best to stay near the port? I need to make an appointment with the solicitors, and there is the final five hundred guilders for the refloating of the ship to be paid Jul 05 13:20:28 * Morgan nods Jul 05 13:21:01 * Molly stays standing but moves to pick up her coffee Jul 05 13:21:36 I should let them know at Sunnymeade that I am here, but I think I will need a few full days there next week Jul 05 13:23:10 * Morgan nods Jul 05 13:23:13 aye Jul 05 13:23:38 * Molly looks thoughtful, smiling to herself Jul 05 13:24:26 I need to find something to do, so I am going to help Varick find some warm clothes Jul 05 13:24:49 alright blossom Jul 05 13:25:31 * Molly nods, going off to do that. He's barely alone a minute when Sorgi knocks and comes in Jul 05 13:25:38 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jul 05 13:25:53 Claudia said you needed me, m'lord Jul 05 13:26:01 Have a seat Jul 05 13:26:16 * Sorgi does so. He looks very relaxes Jul 05 13:52:51 * Sorgi has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 06 11:15:09 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 06 13:05:05 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jul 06 13:05:29 * Sorgi takes his seat Jul 06 13:05:45 Everyone alright, m'lord? Jul 06 13:07:17 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head slightly Jul 06 13:08:58 * Sorgi looks concerned Jul 06 13:09:13 Her excellency has had another episode? Jul 06 13:10:01 No, not at all... Jul 06 13:10:43 I have a good deal of information to give you, and none of it is suitable for those of a skeptical nature Jul 06 13:12:04 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 13:12:19 Alright, m'lord Jul 06 13:13:04 I'll start with the good news first... there are no Sidhe here Jul 06 13:14:11 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 13:14:18 Alright Jul 06 13:14:46 There's a barrier of sorts that keeps them out Jul 06 13:16:02 Useful, m'lord Jul 06 13:16:52 Very... There are, however, ghosts Jul 06 13:17:48 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 13:17:51 Alright Jul 06 13:18:13 I've been conversing with them, after a fashion Jul 06 13:18:22 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 13:19:52 I know where the islanders have gone Jul 06 13:20:42 Where, m'lord? Jul 06 13:21:15 Away... they made a deal with the Sidhe for prosperity in return for... sacrificing the land owners daughter... so he banished them Jul 06 13:23:31 * Sorgi , unaffected by the ghosts, now frowns Jul 06 13:23:35 That's evil Jul 06 13:24:02 * Morgan nods Jul 06 13:24:40 The original machine I encountered here was to, essentially, allow her father to see her Jul 06 13:25:30 * Sorgi nods a little, but is frowning slightly none the less Jul 06 13:25:33 Alright Jul 06 13:37:44 When it was removed, he came back and was so distraught he killed himself Jul 06 13:42:09 Understandable, m'lord Jul 06 13:42:41 * Morgan nods Jul 06 13:42:58 I'm' going to bury them, so she can pass over Jul 06 13:43:51 * Sorgi smiles Jul 06 13:44:02 I will assist in whatever way you need Jul 06 13:44:18 Thats the easy part unfortunately Jul 06 13:44:42 Human sacrifice of a child is the easy part... Jul 06 13:46:46 practically speaking... all of that is something we can choose to believe or not... the things in the woods, however... Jul 06 13:47:33 I didn't see any things in the woods yesterday, m'lord Jul 06 13:47:48 By all accounts they are active at night Jul 06 13:48:05 What are they? Jul 06 13:48:35 When I was here before, a man named O'Flannigan was in the same exploration party... he got himself killed and, his body is within the lair of these... creatures Jul 06 13:49:08 Alright. They're creatures of Legion then Jul 06 13:49:54 shrugs Jul 06 13:50:06 They're part human, part animal, part Sidhe Jul 06 13:50:35 Can they be destroyed? Jul 06 13:50:50 So I'm told... they can be killed... Jul 06 13:50:56 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 13:51:13 Alright. Do you have a plan for that? Jul 06 13:51:42 I'm working on it... I'm not sure the crew would be suited to the task Jul 06 13:53:50 It'll disturb them, but they're all fighting men Jul 06 13:55:35 Yes... but what if I have to do something... unnatural... Jul 06 13:55:43 or someone gets hurt and Molly has to heal them... Jul 06 13:56:04 You're not letting her up there, surely? Jul 06 13:57:20 Of course not, but when we get back... Jul 06 13:58:16 Tricky situation, my Lord. Jul 06 13:58:29 * Morgan nods Jul 06 13:58:49 There is a potential hostage in the creatures lair Jul 06 14:00:51 How many creatures, m'lord? Jul 06 14:03:36 I don't know Jul 06 14:04:27 Who knows about you and Molly? Jul 06 14:04:45 You and Claudia... and I need to tell HeinzHarold and Inga Jul 06 14:07:37 Six isn't enough, and you wont take the women anyway. Jul 06 14:08:20 Except Claude... _Claudia_ who wont stay here even if you order her Jul 06 14:08:22 obviously Jul 06 14:10:38 Its either try to get the crew to not get disturbed, or bring over so Avalonian men who will be less disturbed but also less skilled? Jul 06 14:11:13 Those are the options I'm left with Jul 06 14:12:36 You could wait until nightfall and make a reconnaissance run the four of us, which will give us some information to work with? Jul 06 14:16:22 Thats not a bad idea at all... Jul 06 14:16:53 O'Flannigans body must be recovered... he cannot rest until it is buried... with a vaticine service. I was hoping you would help me with that Jul 06 14:17:49 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 14:18:04 I've given that service in battle before Jul 06 14:18:35 * Sorgi thinks Jul 06 14:19:42 We need to sneak around in the dark to figure out where the lair is, and then go back in the daylight when the monsters arent active to retrieve him and the hostage? Jul 06 14:20:28 Thats what I was thinking Jul 06 14:21:29 Tonight? Jul 06 14:21:50 Actually, its friday, so you're on middle watch Jul 06 14:23:05 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:23:18 Is there anyone who could take my place tonight? Jul 06 14:23:31 Lots of them, m'lord Jul 06 14:27:52 Are you going to take Her Excellency up to the house? Jul 06 14:29:41 For what purpose? Jul 06 14:29:46 If one of us is bleeding out, the other three will need to carry them either through miles of tunnels or across the gardens and down the cliff path, along the beach and back to the ship. Jul 06 14:30:11 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:30:13 excellent point Jul 06 14:31:16 She should be safe locked in there. Maybe a couple of crew who could be shut out if she has to heal Jul 06 14:31:38 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:31:39 good idea Jul 06 14:33:02 Are we going to have another look around this afternoon first m'lord, then you'll have a better idea of the terrain before having to do it in the dark? Jul 06 14:35:43 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:36:08 its probably a good idea, though I did want to get over to Tawstock for a while... it'll help stop Varick getting restless about not being allowed on the island yet Jul 06 14:36:42 On the Ketch, or the Rose? Jul 06 14:37:37 the Ketch... She'll be easier to manoeuvre Jul 06 14:37:57 Her Excellency could take him? Jul 06 14:39:55 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:42:14 Or just over to a beach on the mainland? There's one due east of the island that looks like it was used for fishing, it'd likely be easier for the Ketch than going into the town Jul 06 14:42:34 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:42:48 Worth thinking about... I'll speak to Molly about it Jul 06 14:43:30 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 14:43:45 Shall I get a Ketch crew drafted up anyway? Jul 06 14:44:29 * Morgan nods Jul 06 14:44:29 please Jul 06 14:45:28 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 14:45:43 I'll get right on it, m'lord. Anything else for me? Jul 06 14:47:27 One last thing I've kept from you... Its not strictly of any consequence, but it is something I've hidden from you, and I feel bad about it. Jul 06 14:47:50 What is it, m'lord? Jul 06 14:48:44 Varick... he *he sighs* he can see ghosts and understand animals... Jul 06 14:48:58 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 14:49:01 Alright Jul 06 14:49:40 Despite how often I talk to the cat... I can't... Jul 06 14:49:46 That is Theus at work. It's not for us to question it Jul 06 14:50:18 I rather hoped you'd see it like that Jul 06 14:50:29 * Sorgi nods Jul 06 14:51:13 Maybe he could tell the cat to stop licking himself where Cook prepares food so he doesn't end up losing his tail Jul 06 14:51:39 I'll mention it... I can't promise the cat will listen, mind... Jul 06 14:52:21 That's is cats at work. It's not for us to question that either, m'lord *he smiles, rising* Jul 06 14:52:52 Thank you Sorgi Jul 06 14:53:10 * Sorgi goes. It's quiet aside from the faintest talking of Molly and Varick in Varick's room Jul 06 15:15:49 ((Goes to talk to them or stays put?)) Jul 06 15:15:58 ((stays put)) Jul 06 15:16:24 **HH can be heard outside, talking quietly, he sounds amused. There's a slight thud to the door, as if someone has bumped into it and he mutters "You're goin' t' get me in more trouble, little darlin'" Jul 06 15:16:25 **There's a brief giggle from Inga, then a moment of quiet** Jul 06 15:23:18 HH: Come on, his majesty won't be impressed if 'e catches us doin' on this side what they were doin' on th' other! I: Oh my goodness, Heinzharold! *she sounds both amused and embarrassed* Jul 06 15:24:02 * Sorgi is now known as HH Jul 06 15:24:10 * HH knocks on the door Jul 06 15:24:17 Come in little rabbit Jul 06 15:25:01 **Inga starts laughing. He comes in looking like he's just been dipped in the dock, clean and not smelling of sheep. He's got his arm around Inga's waist, both of them looking a little flushed. Jul 06 15:25:15 Y' wanted me? Jul 06 15:25:30 Both of you, actually Jul 06 15:27:41 * HH leads Inga to a chair, running a hand over her shoulder before he sits down next to her, a hand in the back of her chair. Molly sticks her head out of Varick's antechamber, looking at Morgan "Do you wish me to take Varick up on deck for a little while, liebling?" Jul 06 15:28:01 * Morgan nods Jul 06 15:28:16 Have a word with Sorgi, he's come up with a plan for you to take the young man over to the mainland Jul 06 15:28:44 **Molly nods. It takes about five minutes for her and Varick to do this Jul 06 15:29:59 HH: Are we gettin' scolded for interducing her ladysh'p to a cert'n rude song? *he grins* Jul 06 15:30:58 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 06 15:31:03 we have a great deal to talk about Jul 06 15:31:16 Go on th'n Jul 06 15:32:39 There's two ghosts on the island... for a start Jul 06 15:33:56 * HH nods Jul 06 15:34:08 One o' them throws pretty well Jul 06 15:34:16 * Morgan nods Jul 06 15:34:24 We can put them to rest... Jul 06 15:35:12 Seems like the best choice. Y' don't want to come home to a trashed 'ouse Jul 06 15:36:11 Thats where the first issue arises.... there are some... creatures on the island that have taken someone and have the body of one of the ghosts Jul 06 15:37:35 Animals Jul 06 15:37:42 No... Jul 06 15:38:02 * HH is frowning Jul 06 15:38:18 I: What sort of creatures, Morgan? Jul 06 15:38:30 part animal, part human, part Sidhe Jul 06 15:39:44 * HH stays quiet Jul 06 15:40:01 I: are they dangerous? Have you seen them? Jul 06 15:40:41 It certainly sounds that way... I've not seen them, but I'm told they feed on human blood Jul 06 15:40:58 * HH looks pale Jul 06 15:41:09 I: that sounds bad Jul 06 15:41:29 * Morgan nods Jul 06 15:41:49 For one of the ghosts to rest, his body needs burying, which means it needs rescuing from these... things Jul 06 15:42:48 and these things must be killed Jul 06 15:44:27 * HH looks at Inga, who takes his hand Jul 06 15:44:42 I: You are going to do that? Jul 06 15:48:22 they have a hostage who may well still be alive Jul 06 15:49:03 * HH taps his foot on the floor a moment Jul 06 15:49:24 Well I guess we 'av t' go rescue them then Jul 06 15:51:22 They're active at night, so we're going to do some recon in daylight before we do anything Jul 06 15:52:11 * HH nods, cracking his neck. Neither of these nervous habits Morgan has ever seen from his normally irreverent best friend Jul 06 15:52:28 this bothers you... Jul 06 15:53:14 It's _monsters_. Its the things we do all th' weird shit to avoid Jul 06 15:54:47 and I'm afraid this is where the really bad news starts Jul 06 15:55:02 Fantastic Jul 06 15:55:27 * Morgan nods Jul 06 15:55:32 **Inga squeezes his hand, looking more concerned for her husband than scared* Jul 06 15:55:43 What else? Jul 06 15:56:49 I'm something a monster myself Jul 06 15:57:50 *he grins, though it seems a little forced* That's just yer face, y' can't help that Jul 06 15:58:00 * Morgan looks at him Jul 06 15:58:03 I'm sorry my friend Jul 06 15:59:18 *he shrugs, still smiling* It's your parents fault, no' yours Jul 06 15:59:34 I: *she looks at HH* Heinzharold. Stop. Jul 06 16:00:38 * HH cracks his neck once more Jul 06 16:00:44 Go on Jul 06 16:00:57 Magic... Jul 06 16:01:08 What about it? Jul 06 16:01:33 Molly isn't the only one who has it Jul 06 16:01:55 * HH frowns deeply, looking lost Jul 06 16:02:17 How is this possible? Jul 06 16:02:43 * Morgan shrugs Jul 06 16:02:50 I'm stupid and cant leave well enough alone Jul 06 16:03:12 How long? Jul 06 16:03:31 Same time as Molly Jul 06 16:04:04 * HH is watching Morgan with this deep frown, as if his world has suddenly tilted on its axis Jul 06 16:04:40 You can heal people Jul 06 16:04:45 No... Jul 06 16:05:29 Then what? Jul 06 16:05:59 I: *she stays quiet, just gently holding HHs hand* Jul 06 16:06:53 I can control... temperature, heat... fire... Jul 06 16:07:22 * HH 's jaw sets firmly Jul 06 16:07:29 Fire. Jul 06 16:08:52 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 06 16:08:59 * HH grinds his teeth "You can control it fully, right?" Jul 06 16:10:19 You're wondering if I could lose control like Molly... Jul 06 16:10:25 Yes. Jul 06 16:11:12 Its happened once... every other time I've controlled it Jul 06 16:11:58 * HH pulls his hand from Ingas, and shoves his chair back Jul 06 16:12:02 I need some air. Jul 06 16:12:37 * Morgan nods Jul 06 16:12:41 whatever you need Jul 06 16:15:11 * HH walks out, letting the door slam shut. Inga watches the closed door a moment, then she looks at Morgan Jul 06 16:15:29 * HH is now known as Inga Jul 06 16:15:51 It'll be alright Jul 06 16:16:02 * Morgan looks at the table Jul 06 16:16:09 I hope so... I need it to be Jul 06 16:16:19 * Inga stands, curtseying Jul 06 16:16:22 Excuse me Jul 06 16:16:26 * Morgan nods Jul 06 16:16:27 of course Jul 06 16:16:36 * Inga follows her husband out Jul 06 16:17:39 **Its very quiet for about three minutes until the door opens quietly Jul 06 16:19:24 * Inga is now known as Molly Jul 06 16:21:26 * Molly flicks the lock on the door before coming to sit on the desk in front of him. She watches him with compassion written clearly in her expression. She speaks softly, but its gentle, not seductive "Come here, liebes herz" Jul 06 16:21:51 * Morgan shakes his head, burying his head in his hands Jul 06 16:22:28 * Molly gently strokes his hair "do you want me to go?" Jul 06 16:22:52 no Jul 06 16:24:01 * Molly just sits where she is, continuing the stroking. She says nothing Jul 06 16:24:14 I think I've lost him Jul 06 16:24:47 No, liebling... I'm sure that won't be the case Jul 06 16:24:55 I'm not Jul 06 16:25:23 I know Jul 06 16:27:12 What do you need, liebling? Jul 06 16:27:32 I don't know Jul 06 16:28:38 * Molly continues stroking his hair, just giving him the space to talk Jul 06 16:29:37 I don't know what to do without him Jul 06 16:34:19 I do not think you're there yet... Jul 06 16:40:23 I do Jul 06 16:41:51 I know, it must feel hopeless Jul 06 16:42:05 * Morgan nods Jul 06 16:43:20 * Molly continues stroking his hair Jul 06 16:43:40 You do not wish me to hold you? Jul 06 16:44:19 I don't think I could keep myself under control Jul 06 16:44:37 You don't have to, liebling. I'm here. Jul 06 16:45:21 I need to Jul 06 16:45:47 * Molly inhales and exhales slowly Jul 06 16:45:55 Whatever you need Jul 06 16:46:12 * Morgan nods Jul 06 16:49:05 * Molly just sits like this with him as the minutes run on, saying nothing, just being there for him. There's the noise of lunch being given to the first group, the ones due to start their watch at midday, which makes it twenty minutes before that. Jul 06 16:49:25 I don't know what to do Jul 06 16:50:10 No... do you want me to find Inga and see if she has seen him? Jul 06 16:50:45 please Jul 06 16:51:13 * Molly stands, gently kissing his crown Jul 06 16:51:40 Alright, my love. I'll let you know Jul 06 16:52:55 Thank you Jul 06 16:54:21 * Molly goes leaving him alone once more Jul 06 16:56:51 **about three minutes pass* [He took Claudia and they've gone along the beach past the headland] Jul 06 16:57:21 [Alright] Jul 06 16:59:30 [I am going to talk to Sorgi about the Ketch, and the possibility of making the journey to Tawstock for the night. If you need me, I will come back. As soon as you want me, all you need to do is to say] Jul 06 17:00:46 [alright] Jul 06 17:02:33 **he hears the watch switch, and then lunch for everyone else before he hears from her again* [Do you wish me to bring you lunch?] Jul 06 17:03:27 [please] Jul 06 17:06:15 **This is what she does, again entering quietly. She sets it down gently* I have sent Inga down to them. Varick is with James. Sorgi has asked whether to expect a trip to the mainland or you all going to the woods... *he hasn't had chance to tell her that idea yet* Jul 06 17:06:54 We need to survey the woods before the sun goes down Jul 06 17:07:19 * Molly nods, squaring her shoulders Jul 06 17:07:39 Alright liebling, I will let you get on with your lunch Jul 06 17:08:23 * Morgan nods, eating quietly Jul 06 17:09:24 * Molly gently shuts the door as she goes. He isn't interrupted again until one o'clock when James brings Varick for his nap. Jul 06 17:09:33 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 06 17:10:16 * Varick and Captain Ulysses come straight over to Morgan, both climbing on him Jul 06 17:10:47 J: Am I needed still, my lord? Jul 06 17:11:44 Not for now Jul 06 17:12:02 **James goes off* Jul 06 17:12:19 * Varick hugs Morgan very tightly Jul 06 17:12:47 Why are you sad? Jul 06 17:13:32 I'm upset and scared, thats all Jul 06 17:14:00 * Varick tucks his head under Morgan's chin Jul 06 17:14:12 Its okay, I'm here now Jul 06 17:15:00 * Morgan nods slightly, kissing his crown Jul 06 17:16:31 I will protect you, okay? Jul 06 17:18:34 **Captain Ulysses wraps around Morgan's shoulders, purring Jul 06 17:21:44 I know Jul 06 17:21:47 When will Molly come back? Jul 06 17:21:58 I'm not sure Jul 06 17:22:13 Okay *he yawns* Jul 06 18:11:10 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 06 18:32:06 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 06 18:37:51 * Varick soon falls asleep in Morgan's lap, refusing to be put in bed unless Morgan will lie in there with him the whole time ((stays sat with him, or goes to lie down with him?)) Jul 06 18:38:07 C((stays where he is)) Jul 06 18:40:18 * Varick feels heavy very quick. The cat falls asleep too. Noone disturbs them during Varick's nap, and Morgan sits there for a hour under sleeping child and feline. At two, there's a tapping on the door. It awakens Varick, but Ulyseez snoozes on Jul 06 18:41:54 come Jul 06 18:42:03 * Varick is now known as Claudia Jul 06 18:42:07 **Claudia comes in. She's very well-armed** We need to keep it as far from dusk as we can, just incase something goes awry* Jul 06 18:42:58 [Molly, could you come collect Varick please?] Jul 06 18:44:14 [I was just asking James to, so that I can come with you] Jul 06 18:44:38 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 06 18:44:39 alright Jul 06 18:48:42 *Varick gets down* Are you going? Jul 06 18:48:52 * Morgan nods Jul 06 18:48:56 got some things to do Jul 06 18:49:20 **Varick sits on the couch, and the cat joins him** Jul 06 18:49:27 $Alright?$ Jul 06 18:50:14 $No$ Jul 06 18:50:20 I think we're just waiting for James Jul 06 18:52:37 **Molly and James arrive. She starts fastening on her sword belt* Jul 06 18:53:16 * Morgan nods, strapping on his weaponry Jul 06 18:55:50 $letting her go?$ Jul 06 18:57:03 $dont see me having a choice$ Jul 06 18:58:12 Come on then, let's get this done. Jul 06 18:59:33 * Morgan nods Jul 06 19:00:03 * Claudia leads the way. Molly says she'll catch them up. He and Claudia walk the hall alone Jul 06 19:00:19 I've told him he isn't coming with us right now. Jul 06 19:00:31 Right Jul 06 19:01:02 Noone can afford to be distracted by any of this when we're out there Jul 06 19:02:00 * Morgan nods Jul 06 19:02:32 As far as I know, they are staying on The Rose tonight Jul 06 19:02:45 He hates me now Jul 06 19:02:54 No he doesn't Jul 06 19:03:14 * Claudia starts to clang her way up the stairs Jul 06 19:03:27 if you say so Jul 06 19:03:42 I know so, because I've spoken to him Jul 06 19:04:10 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jul 06 19:05:23 Are you sure you don't want to leave her behind? You're going to be distracted as it is, are you going to be dreadful if you've got her out there too? Jul 06 19:05:43 [Blossom, I think you should stay here] Jul 06 19:05:47 You're probably right Jul 06 19:06:08 [What if someone gets hurt?] Jul 06 19:06:29 [We should be fine, we're just going for a look] Jul 06 19:07:01 [Is it a command?] Jul 06 19:07:23 [if it needs to be] Jul 06 19:08:32 * Claudia looks over at Sorgi, who is carrying two shovels and some old hammocks that would usually be used if someone was being buried at sea Jul 06 19:08:58 [Alright, liebling... just... I love you.] Jul 06 19:09:43 [I love you too] Jul 06 19:09:47 Alright, she's staying here Jul 06 19:10:00 * Claudia glances at him Jul 06 19:10:13 We'll be within a mile anyway Jul 06 19:11:52 **Sorgi comes over** Just the three of us? Jul 06 19:12:15 * Morgan nods Jul 06 19:12:38 Tunnels or cliff path? Jul 06 19:13:27 Cliff path... I want room to move if we need it Jul 06 19:15:15 * Claudia nods. They head across the shingle and then up the long path. As they get near the top, he can see HH and Inga sat on the beach below, near the waters edge Jul 06 19:16:01 * Morgan scowls Jul 06 19:18:18 * Claudia catches sight of it Jul 06 19:18:23 Go easy on him. Jul 06 19:19:00 I don't blame him in the slightest Jul 06 19:19:10 Go easy on yourself too Jul 06 19:19:21 That I can't do Jul 06 19:19:46 You need to. You have people relying on you. Jul 06 19:24:25 And I let them down Jul 06 19:25:05 No, you haven't Jul 06 19:27:30 **the weather is dry at least, and the routes around the farm and house are familiar. The woods, once they get to it, is another matter, they're far from where he traversed them from house to dock last time. With the map and Sorgis exploration, they go into the trees to find the fairy circle Jul 06 19:28:29 * Claudia is now known as andSorgiboth Jul 06 19:28:43 * andSorgiboth and Sorgi both have drawn swords and are watching carefully all around. It's not particularly dark, but its surprisingly dense, and it will be hard to fight in Jul 06 19:28:53 * andSorgiboth is now known as Claudia Jul 06 19:30:20 This'll make things difficult Jul 06 19:30:47 Very. I'm beginning to like the idea of just razing it. Jul 06 19:31:19 * Morgan nods Jul 06 19:31:21 so am I Jul 06 19:31:31 S: The wood is too valuable to waste though Jul 06 19:31:47 * Claudia rolls her eyes at Morgan Jul 06 19:32:25 * Morgan shrugs Jul 06 19:34:24 **He starts to get the feeling of being watched as they must be nearing the circle Jul 06 19:34:41 * Morgan shudders, looking round Jul 06 19:34:59 **There's nothing to see Jul 06 19:35:27 * Claudia says "hmm, what's this?" and she holds out some black fur to him Jul 06 19:35:49 I didn't describe them, did I? Jul 06 19:35:59 No Jul 06 19:36:47 **the watched feeling gets strong, and Claudia is obviously feeling it too because she's now looking around more Jul 06 19:39:07 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 06 19:40:37 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 06 21:21:51 ((Test)) Jul 06 21:48:01 * Morgan moves behind a tree, crouching down and scanning the surroundings Jul 06 21:50:46 * Claudia and Sorgi do likewise, but it quickly becomes apparent there's nothing to see Jul 06 21:51:41 We going to scout ahead or just get on with exhuming the girl? Jul 06 21:55:27 Up to you, but we should recover the bodies we easily can before we go Jul 06 21:56:27 * Morgan nods Jul 06 21:57:12 S: which will it be? Jul 06 21:59:40 I want to know where this lair is... Jul 06 22:06:41 **he has a pretty good idea in relation to the fairy circle based on where O'Flannigan put the corn* Jul 06 22:08:02 Alright, lets get the girl and her father sorted, then we can get them buried together Jul 06 22:08:39 **Sorgi leads them to the circle whilst the sensation of being watched remains. Its 8 feet diameter within the mushrooms, and the stone circle is another two feet out. From one tree there is a noose that has fared better against the elements and fauna than the body it dispatched. Beneath the noose is the pearly white skeleton of the last owner of Lundy. Jul 06 22:10:24 * Morgan holds his hand out for a shovel Jul 06 22:11:16 **Sorgi gives him one, and Claudia keeps lookout Jul 06 22:11:35 **The digging takes a while, starting at the centre. It becomes simple and repetitive quickly, but then his thoughts wander to Heinzharold digging like this to bury Dietlinde and Jana. To bury the assassin. Heinzharold trying to keep Adalbrecht calm about Morgan's disappearance. Heinzharold having held it together for three weeks until finally Claudia was there and he went to pieces. Heinzharold waiting and waiting for years for his best friend to come bac Jul 06 22:13:37 * Claudia is also keeping an eye on Morgan's expression and well-being Jul 06 22:14:31 * Morgan scowls as he digs Jul 06 22:15:19 How you doing, Morgan? Jul 06 22:16:01 * Morgan grunts Jul 06 22:16:02 fine Jul 06 22:16:25 **His shovel hits something with a clang. Jul 06 22:18:26 * Morgan starts trying to find the edges of the object Jul 06 22:18:56 **its a bone Jul 06 22:19:33 * Morgan starts clearing earth around it, making the hole wider Jul 06 22:20:31 **Thigh, pelvis... they've obviously found what they were looking for Jul 06 22:20:47 Alright... lets get her out of here Jul 06 22:49:25 **This is what they do. Sorgi crosses himself then lays out the old hammock, and they carefully and solemnly remove all the bones of the murdered little girl who appears to have been around Varick's age when the Sidhe had her sacrificed Jul 06 22:51:52 * Claudia is still keeping a careful watch of the area, but she looks over to check on Morgan Jul 06 22:52:35 S: Are we taking them the mile to the church now, or back to the house? Jul 06 22:52:55 Lets get this done, she deserves to rest Jul 06 22:55:16 **next they repeat the process with her Father. The woods still feel like they're being watched, but nothing happens. They carry the remains through the woods and out of the other side. This is part of the island he hasn't seen yet, but the orchard is very familiar, just like the one in Molly's dream. Jul 06 22:56:32 ** On their right, quite a few cottages and beyond them Fisherman's Cove. Ahead he can see the church tower of St Helen's, and it is in this direction they progress Jul 06 22:57:09 * Claudia looks around "Aside from all the supernatural bullshit, it's not a bad rock you've got yourself" Jul 06 22:57:27 Once we've dealt with these things, the supernatural bullshit won't be here Jul 06 22:57:32 * Morgan frowns Jul 06 22:57:44 * Claudia looks at him Jul 06 22:58:11 The bits we can't learn to live with wont be here. Jul 06 22:58:28 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jul 06 22:59:33 **The island is actually very pretty, as is the church. They get to the graveyard without any trouble Jul 06 23:00:44 S: Any place in particular, m'lord? Jul 06 23:01:57 We need to find a Hemsworth Jul 06 23:03:18 **the graveyard is small, and they find Agatha Hemsworth easily, beloved wife of Richard, mother of Charlotte. The Ketch may well be named for her as it is called "Agatha's Abundance" Jul 06 23:04:05 * Morgan nods Jul 06 23:04:07 here Jul 06 23:04:18 * Claudia offers to do the digging this time ((lets her take his place?)) Jul 06 23:05:50 * Morgan nods, handing the shovel over before looking round Jul 06 23:09:08 * Claudia and Sorgi dig. The church is much like any other, there are no recent flowers. It makes him think of Dietlinde and Jana's graves, which thanks to Molly and David will now still have Lily Of The Valley flowers after the remembrance service on monday. But it wont be long until those flowers are gone too. By the time Sorgi and Claudia hit the wood, he's back to brooding on his best friend who so lovingly cared for Dietlinde and Jana's final rest. Jul 06 23:09:56 * Claudia calls to him with the impatience of one who has already called him once already Jul 06 23:10:04 * Morgan looks at her Jul 06 23:10:06 what? Jul 06 23:10:28 We're ready if you want to say a few words Jul 06 23:11:04 * Morgan nods slightly, coming to crouch by the grave Jul 06 23:11:36 **They have laid both hammocks in together, just waiting to be covered Jul 06 23:12:30 I hope you both find peace now you're all together Jul 06 23:12:55 * Claudia and Sorgi just wait for his instructions Jul 06 23:13:24 Alright, lets get them settled in Jul 06 23:14:16 **They do so. The filling is much quicker that the digging. Soon they are all done Jul 06 23:14:48 Best get the headstone re-engraved. They can do that without removing it, if you get someone good Jul 06 23:14:59 * Morgan nods Jul 06 23:15:05 I'm sure we can find someone for that Jul 06 23:16:09 * Claudia nods. Sorgi comes to stand a little closer to her than one might expect, and gives her an indecipherable look, which she nods at Jul 06 23:16:35 S: Back through the woods, or along the coast? Jul 06 23:17:40 You have any particular desire to go back through the woods? Jul 06 23:18:11 Yes, I really love the feeling of being watched by someone or something I cant see (!) Jul 06 23:19:00 * Morgan nods Jul 06 23:19:25 **Theres a tinkling of what sounds like metal windchime* Jul 06 23:19:36 * Morgan frowns, looking round Jul 06 23:19:36 * Claudia frowns, looking around Jul 06 23:20:08 **Sorgi also looks** I dont see a wind chime anywhere Jul 06 23:21:31 * Morgan scowls Jul 06 23:21:57 Me eithee Jul 06 23:22:16 Its not the first time I've heard it... Jul 06 23:23:10 Let's get walking, we've been gone a while. It happened at your wedding too Jul 06 23:23:22 * Morgan nods Jul 06 23:23:24 I know Jul 06 23:23:40 **Sorgi seems happy enough carrying the shovels** Jul 06 23:23:47 Any idea what it is? Jul 06 23:25:02 No Jul 06 23:25:07 **Assuming he hasn't moved, this route will take them past Heinzharold* Jul 06 23:25:11 Weird Jul 06 23:25:37 * Morgan shrugs Jul 06 23:27:52 **they make their way past the cottages and down into the cove, joining the soft sand of the beach. The weather is holding, it must be after four. He estimates he's exactly a mile from the ship when he hears [let's try one last time. Liebes herz, can you hear me?] Jul 06 23:28:19 [I hear you] Jul 06 23:28:41 [Oh good. Heinzharold wants to talk to you.] Jul 06 23:29:05 [We're on our way back] Jul 06 23:29:44 [He has gone up to the farmhouse. He wanted to shear another couple of sheep.] Jul 06 23:30:01 [Alright, I'll find him] Jul 06 23:30:10 * Morgan looks at Claudia. I need to go to the farmhouse Jul 06 23:30:23 [Are you alright?] Jul 06 23:30:30 [aye] Jul 06 23:30:40 Want company? Jul 06 23:31:02 No... someone wants to talk to me Jul 06 23:31:44 **Sorgi looks confused** we would have gone right past it going the other way, m'lord Jul 06 23:32:16 Ah... I knew I'd forgotten to tell you something Jul 06 23:32:36 S: what's that, m'lord? Jul 06 23:32:45 * Claudia is smiling Jul 06 23:32:56 Molly and I... we can communicate over distance Jul 06 23:33:05 Apart from the hot coffee, this is my favourite Jul 06 23:33:55 S: *he mulls this over* I've never heard of that as one of Theus' gifts... Jul 06 23:34:07 * Claudia winks at Morgan Jul 06 23:35:07 S: ... but I suppose if two souls are strongly connected, He might grant them that? Jul 06 23:36:05 * Morgan shrugs Jul 06 23:36:14 $Vaticines... what can ya do?$ Jul 06 23:36:31 $bit of mental gymnastics there$ Jul 06 23:36:59 $almost romantic. Yuck$ Jul 06 23:37:17 If you'll excuse me... Jul 06 23:38:23 **they both nod. He faintly hears "Are you alright, Claude? Reminded you of your parents, I think" Jul 06 23:38:58 * Morgan heads up to the farmhouse Jul 06 23:42:07 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 06 23:43:39 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 07 10:50:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 07 11:10:15 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 07 11:13:49 **The clouds roll in quickly and the rain comes before he reaches the home farm. It looks more like a farm than a wasteland since HH and the others built the new fences, and a mix of shorn and natural sheep mill around in their enclosures. He counts 32 whilst looking for HH. Jul 07 11:13:58 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 07 11:16:11 He can hear Heinzharold singing The Fish In The Sea in a small barn, and hear the rasping cut of the bladed shears. It takes him back to the battle of Quatre Bras, which was an Objectionist attack on a Vaticine makeshift warship port. Jul 07 11:16:11 There had been torrential rain, both whilst they were fighting ship to ship and also the hand to hand combat once aground. Heinzharold had sung it to motivate the others in their unit to keep moving forward. Quatre Bras had been their first time fighting together. Despite being so good, Morgan had had the worry he would lose his best friend… much like now. Jul 07 11:19:21 * Morgan follows the sound Jul 07 11:23:01 **He is easily found, and looks up from his position knelt over the ewe, somewhat more dirty than when Morgan last saw him "give me a minute to finish 'er off" Jul 07 11:23:26 * Morgan nods, finding somewhere to sit out of the way Jul 07 11:24:09 **It's started to rain heavily. The barn is small but dry enough. It smells of sheep, much like one of the barns at the Heinzharold farmstead always did. It was a place they spent a lot of time the summer they were thirteen when Morgan was home from the Academy and Heinzharold had recently lost his Father. Jul 07 11:24:09 HH wasnt allow to leave the farm, but they could hide in the barn, practicing with swords and throwing at targets. They talked about HHs grief there more than they ever managed anywhere else. Jul 07 11:25:03 **he doesn't sing now, just working silently. When she's done, he pushes her and another out into the enclosure and begins sweeping up the cast-off fleece. Jul 07 11:26:21 *He leans on the broom, watching Morgan. He looks uncharacteristically serious* I thought about takin' up the offer of spending the night in the town. Jul 07 11:27:55 * Morgan nods Jul 07 11:28:37 Runnin' away from a problem doesn't solve it, it just delays it. Or makes it worse. Jul 07 11:29:21 * Morgan watches him quietly Jul 07 11:29:52 * HH puts the broom aside and drags another old crate to about eight feet away, turned so he can watch the downpour Jul 07 11:30:10 O' course it bothers me. It's ingrained in us. But mostly wha' worries me is tha' Inga might not be safe, an' that you took so long to tell me. Jul 07 11:31:40 * Morgan nods Jul 07 11:34:48 I was... scared I suppose Jul 07 11:35:08 * HH nods Jul 07 11:35:44 C'n unnerstand that. Jul 07 11:36:28 You've kept a lotta secrets. You didn't used t' be so secr'tive, 'cept for secretly marryin' Dietlinde. Jul 07 11:36:41 * Morgan nods Jul 07 11:37:17 And when people found out about her, look what happened... Jul 07 11:37:43 Ne'er sat quite right, that. Jul 07 11:38:26 There's so much doesn't sit right Jul 07 11:41:31 Well think about it. Th' easiest way woulda been to do it at night, wi' you at home too. Start over with Edward. But instead it was th' odd occasion when you weren't home. Norm'lly you were doin' things at the cottage, Dietlinde was out more than you. Seems intentional that you weren't there. But it'd be cleaner for Sudlachenburg if the whole scandal died down, you wi' it. Jul 07 11:41:56 * Morgan nods Jul 07 11:42:59 I still 'av the bits I pulled off 'im before burying him facedown. I could get t' th' bottom of it. Jul 07 11:43:11 I know... Inga told me Jul 07 11:43:22 * HH nods Jul 07 11:43:56 Shoulda done it b'fore. Get some answers. Jul 07 11:44:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 07 11:44:55 Don't y' need to know _why_ and _who_? Jul 07 11:45:13 * Morgan sighs Jul 07 11:45:48 I've always known who and why Jul 07 11:46:02 * HH frowns, looking at him Jul 07 11:46:08 What?! Jul 07 11:48:50 * Morgan nods, taking out his flask and drinking some Jul 07 11:49:21 * HH looks at him Jul 07 11:49:34 Chuck it 'ere when yer done Jul 07 11:49:44 * Morgan seals it before throwing it over Jul 07 11:51:47 * HH catches it easily, copying him to return it ((what's in it?)) Jul 07 11:51:57 ((whiskey)) Jul 07 11:52:13 Who? Jul 07 11:54:41 Does it matter? Jul 07 11:56:41 O' course it does Jul 07 11:57:39 why? Jul 07 12:00:35 * HH frowns Jul 07 12:01:45 Because best friends share things. They support each other. We always used t'. I dunno, maybe tha' changed for you when you left. Jul 07 12:04:58 You're not liking the last thing I shared... Jul 07 12:05:42 * HH shrugs Jul 07 12:06:40 It puts my wife in potential danger, and it's a shock. Unnerstandable that I need t' get my head round it. Jul 07 12:06:56 Of course it is Jul 07 12:08:14 But you do what you want. The rest o' us will just keep adapting best we can to all these things tha' are comin' our way. Jul 07 12:09:50 You think I'm just careering along with no thought to others? Jul 07 12:11:11 No, I s'pect yer tryin' to make it easier on us an' protectin' us, but fuck does it feel like you don't trust us, me 'specially. Jul 07 12:12:42 You're right, I am trying to protect you. Take this magic... I've kept that from you because, like you say, its ingrained in us to hate it... I was... _terrified_ of your reaction, of losing you. Jul 07 12:18:45 You're more likely t' succeed in tha' by bein' secretive. Don't be thinkin' I don't unnerstand the fear of losing a best friend, I had to live it, so did Claudia. But we 'av to be able to trust you. Jul 07 12:19:20 * Morgan sighs, nodding Jul 07 12:19:25 I'm sorry Jul 07 12:21:47 I thought I wasn' angry about it, but I think maybe I am a bit, y' know? Jul 07 12:22:03 * Morgan nods Jul 07 12:24:17 I think thats understandable Jul 07 12:24:39 * HH cracks his neck again Jul 07 12:25:33 Anyway, that's done now. We need t' talk about th' new thing. Tha's why we're up here, not down there. I need to see it and see you can contr'l it. Jul 07 12:26:12 Can I fix it? Jul 07 12:27:29 Fix wha'? Jul 07 12:27:41 The damage I've caused us Jul 07 12:28:43 We'll be okay Jul 07 12:36:01 I hope so Jul 07 12:38:16 We're family. Jul 07 12:38:48 * Morgan nods Jul 07 12:43:58 What do you need me to do? Jul 07 12:44:28 * HH shrugs Jul 07 12:45:12 I need to know you are in control of it, as much as possible. *he shudders* I need to know you wont hurt Inga Jul 07 12:45:27 * Morgan nods Jul 07 12:45:42 The only time I've been close to losing control, I threw myself off the ship Jul 07 12:45:54 How did that happen? Jul 07 12:46:54 Its a lot to explain... I'd convinced myself that Molly and Varick had died in Fischler... I thought I was going mad Jul 07 12:47:33 Y' said you'd had a nightmare Jul 07 12:48:52 It was, sort of... I had a nightmare and woke up, but I wasn't awake, I was still dreaming... Jul 07 12:50:29 * HH nods Jul 07 12:50:53 How did that make you start to lose control? Jul 07 12:51:18 I woke up utterly convinced I'd lost them... I was distraught Jul 07 12:51:40 It's wh'n y' get upset? Jul 07 12:52:19 more than upset... Ever woken up from a horrendous nightmare and have that feeling where you're not sure whats real? Jul 07 12:52:45 Nope but go on Jul 07 12:53:34 I felt like I was going to explode Jul 07 12:53:48 Sounds 'orrid Jul 07 12:54:17 * Morgan nods Jul 07 12:55:09 * HH gets up, moving a bucket to underneath a bit of guttering where the water is running out heavily Jul 07 12:55:16 What stopped it? Jul 07 12:55:53 I threw myself in the harbour and warmed up the water... Every other time I've woken up like that, I've managed to control it, wind it back... Jul 07 12:56:13 But not tha' time? Jul 07 12:56:28 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 07 12:56:35 I was utterly convinced I'd lost them... Jul 07 12:56:48 * HH nods Jul 07 12:56:55 Tha' would be bad Jul 07 12:57:03 * Morgan nods Jul 07 12:57:48 If y' use it, it b'comes controlled again? Jul 07 12:58:43 *this is what happened at Faulks when he was chopping the wood* Jul 07 12:58:53 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:00:13 Y' need sumthin' safe t' set fire t'? Jul 07 13:00:38 Its not quite like that... doesn't have to be fire Jul 07 13:02:28 Tell me Jul 07 13:03:02 I'm not trying to hide things, its just... difficult to explain... I can make things hotter or cooler, doesn't need to be actual fire Jul 07 13:04:28 * HH nods Jul 07 13:04:41 Like what? Jul 07 13:05:18 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 13:05:26 As far as I'm aware, anything Jul 07 13:05:38 I'm thinkin' if I see it, 's gonna be less scary Jul 07 13:06:37 * Morgan nods, looking round Jul 07 13:09:05 **its just the two of them in the barn, and some sheep well out of the way in the field Jul 07 13:09:27 * Morgan gets a small pile of hay just outside Jul 07 13:09:31 sure about this? Jul 07 13:10:32 * HH cracks his neck again Jul 07 13:10:44 Aye. Get it over and done Jul 07 13:10:56 * Morgan nods, looking at the pile Jul 07 13:11:17 **it works however he wants it to* Jul 07 13:11:35 * HH looks at it, unspeaking Jul 07 13:11:44 * Morgan stops it Jul 07 13:11:54 * HH looks at him Jul 07 13:12:00 You can put it out? Jul 07 13:12:14 You saw it yourself Jul 07 13:12:28 * HH nods slowly "You can put out fires..." Jul 07 13:13:22 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:13:48 Though, the fire onboard the lusty wench was a bit beyond me Jul 07 13:15:01 But you could have put out th' one at the cottage... Jul 07 13:15:38 Possibly. Now, probably Jul 07 13:16:17 You didn' know you could do it then? Jul 07 13:16:28 I don't think I could then... Jul 07 13:16:38 Probably a mercy Jul 07 13:17:14 Safe to say I've been thinking about it quite a bit Jul 07 13:17:24 * HH nods Jul 07 13:17:40 Not surprised. Tha' would torture me Jul 07 13:17:49 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:18:21 * HH states at the burnt hay Jul 07 13:18:45 Th' other way too. That y' coulda accidentally started it Jul 07 13:18:51 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:19:14 Never had nightmares like this before then though... Jul 07 13:19:31 Bit weird that Jul 07 13:19:49 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 13:19:57 Nightmares started the day I left Jul 07 13:21:29 * HH nods Jul 07 13:22:06 Wouldn't 'av been better if you hadn't gone Jul 07 13:22:33 No Jul 07 13:22:52 but I had to... Jul 07 13:23:05 * HH shrugs Jul 07 13:23:22 I spose so Jul 07 13:24:37 There's no suppose about it. I couldn't stay and be near them or... Jul 07 13:25:09 I'd 'av gone with you. I'd have dropped everything an' followed you wherever Jul 07 13:25:17 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:26:09 [Liebes herz, are you okay?] Jul 07 13:26:23 [I am] Jul 07 13:26:42 I couldn't wait. Jul 07 13:26:50 [Alright...] Jul 07 13:27:00 * HH looks at him, pained Jul 07 13:27:25 You could have written. You knew where I was. I'da caught you up. Jul 07 13:28:27 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:30:05 * HH goes to poke at the straw Jul 07 13:30:48 I couldn't bear reminders of what I'd lost Jul 07 13:31:06 I wouldn't do it to you, unless you hurt Inga. Maybe tha's one reason this bothers me. I know y' wouldn't do it on purpose, but... Jul 07 13:32:44 HeinzHarold, my entire world changed that day. Someone I _trusted_ took them from me. I had to run. Jul 07 13:33:21 * HH stands, scuffing at the straw Jul 07 13:33:33 But y' wont tell me who. Jul 07 13:33:45 Is that what you want? Jul 07 13:34:42 [I'm sorry, liebling, but are you sure? I have the strangest feeling of something not being well with you?] Jul 07 13:35:54 I want us t' have our old trust back Jul 07 13:37:46 * HH watches Morgan Jul 07 13:39:04 [I'm fine] Jul 07 13:39:15 It'll bring you no peace Jul 07 13:39:41 But you won't be bearin' it alone Jul 07 13:41:04 I could tell you it all, but what if you resent me more for keeping it from you? Jul 07 13:42:21 An what if I resent you in the weeks, months an' years ahead because I gave you opportunity to be completely truthful wi' me an' y' chose not to? Jul 07 13:42:45 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 07 13:42:49 I couldn't bear that Jul 07 13:44:05 I'm not gonna up an' forget tha' you've known all this time who is a' fault. Say I give y' a free pass on tha', in account of y' just doin' yer best... Jul 07 13:45:31 If I'd told you, you'd have confronted them... wouldn't you? Jul 07 13:45:52 * HH thinks about it Jul 07 13:46:04 Would y' have ordered me not to? Jul 07 13:46:50 Yes. Not for their sake, or ours. Jul 07 13:47:37 Then I'da argued wi' you that they should die for it, but I woulda done what you wanted, grudgingly. Jul 07 13:48:22 Could you take the child from someone you cared for? Jul 07 13:48:41 No Jul 07 13:49:16 Now tell me that, in that moment back then, you could have stopped yourself after what you saw... Jul 07 13:50:04 * HH 's jaw clenches, and the horror of what he had to see and do is written clear in his eyes Jul 07 13:50:14 For _you_, yes. Jul 07 13:50:22 * Morgan nods, hanging his head Jul 07 13:51:03 If I'm honest, I've always been a bit surprised you never figured it out Jul 07 13:52:26 I 'ad a lot going on, with your family, and hers, and Claudia. After things calmed, I tried t' just get on wi' things. Jul 07 13:52:45 * Morgan nods Jul 07 13:53:43 I came back with one secret... now I seem to have loads Jul 07 13:54:01 Then it's time to 'av less. Jul 07 13:56:13 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 07 13:56:41 I'm not goin' to put words in yer mouth. Y' need to say it. Jul 07 13:57:04 Where do I start? Jul 07 13:57:14 Who. Jul 07 13:57:28 Edward Jul 07 13:58:21 * HH shakes his head, opening his arms to Morgan "Fucking hell, Morgan" Jul 07 13:58:46 * Morgan practically falls into them Jul 07 13:59:12 * HH holds on to him with a tightness that's almost painful Jul 07 14:00:05 Do you see why I had to go? Jul 07 14:00:40 B'cause even if I could stop myself, you prob'ly couldn't? Jul 07 14:01:17 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:01:24 I couldn't do that to mother Jul 07 14:02:40 * HH nods, putting a hand on the back of Morgan's head. It's big brotherly, and despite not being brother's biologically, HH is a few weeks older enough to fit the role Jul 07 14:02:54 I wish you'd been able t' tell me Jul 07 14:03:04 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:03:16 No-one knew but me and him Jul 07 14:03:41 * HH nods Jul 07 14:04:07 I knew he'd been whinging, but I didn't realise Jul 07 14:04:24 * Morgan nods, backing up and going to sit back on his crate Jul 07 14:05:08 I didn't realise how bad it was... there were plans in play to annexe us... because of me Jul 07 14:07:19 Tha' happened a lot everywhere anyhow Jul 07 14:08:06 aye well... Jul 07 14:08:07 * HH sits too, the rain not abaiting at all Jul 07 14:09:02 You couldn't contact us b'cause y' couldn't be sure we wouldn't beat 'im t' death? Jul 07 14:09:13 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:09:18 part of it, yes Jul 07 14:09:35 I just wanted to _be_ until I found the nerve to join them Jul 07 14:09:52 * HH nods Jul 07 14:10:29 I'm glad y' didn't Jul 07 14:11:22 so am I, now Jul 07 14:11:55 How th' hell did you face comin' back? Jul 07 14:12:36 Die a couple of times without resolving anything, it sort of... changes how you see things Jul 07 14:13:37 Can we skip th' bit where I say that's horseshit and you stare at me til I accept th' horror? Jul 07 14:13:47 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:14:19 Y' didn't find them there? Jul 07 14:14:58 Wasn't dead long enough to find out... I'm comfortable knowing they were well enough loved they had nothing to hold them here when the time came. They're at peace. Jul 07 14:15:54 * HH nods Jul 07 14:16:16 I did e'erything I could think o' t' be sure of that Jul 07 14:17:33 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:17:39 I can't express how much it means to me Jul 07 14:18:32 You'd 'av done th' same. Besides, though I didn't see as much of you all as I should 'av, I loved them too Jul 07 14:18:42 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:18:44 I know Jul 07 14:19:57 Besides, she was my shadow queen once, it was th' gentlemanly thing t' do *he smiles slightly* Jul 07 14:20:07 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:20:17 I ever tell you I saw the Schattenmann? Jul 07 14:20:41 * HH looks at him incredulously Jul 07 14:20:56 Have we moved on to jokin' now? Jul 07 14:21:01 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 07 14:21:09 generally if I'm joking it involves goblins Jul 07 14:22:15 When? ((It was late october 1660)) Jul 07 14:22:27 october 60 Jul 07 14:22:59 That's almost a decade ago! Jul 07 14:23:41 Still haunts my nightmares Jul 07 14:23:55 Wha' happened? Jul 07 14:24:19 You remember the night I didn't come home? Hurt my ankle, stayed in the... there overnight? Jul 07 14:25:57 * HH nods Jul 07 14:26:18 then Jul 07 14:26:42 I laughed b'cause y' didn't just keep heading north Jul 07 14:27:04 You ever try finding your way in that place? Jul 07 14:27:28 Am I stupid enough t' go in there t' start with? Jul 07 14:27:40 * Morgan opens his mouth then shuts it Jul 07 14:27:49 You may have a point Jul 07 14:28:03 Got any sketches? Jul 07 14:28:24 Probably. I'll show you later Jul 07 14:29:18 Make a change from yer usual. Oh look, a ship. Another ship. That's a- no, another ship Jul 07 14:29:41 Better than drawing the scenery on board one Jul 07 14:30:09 Dunno, be pretty good if I was there *he grins* Jul 07 14:30:29 bobbing up and down in a barrel, drifting away Jul 07 14:31:10 Into the sweet embrace of them Sirens that had been eyeing me up... Jul 07 14:37:11 * Morgan chuckles Jul 07 14:37:12 quite Jul 07 14:41:38 They could stick it on m'headstone, Inga would kill us Jul 07 14:42:01 I like her very much, you know Jul 07 14:42:21 As it happens, so do I Jul 07 14:42:46 I think its a bit more than that for you Jul 07 14:43:06 * HH nods Jul 07 14:43:58 Yeah, but Claudia already slapped me round th' head for being soppy, so I thought I'd keep the adoration a bit quiet Jul 07 14:44:18 I hear 'yuck' from her quite a bit Jul 07 14:44:44 Been a bit soppy too, have y'? Jul 07 14:45:56 course I have Jul 07 14:47:21 Never unnerstood why you went straight fr'm th' end of the War into marriage, rather than us gettin' out in the world an' enjoying the fruits of our military labours Jul 07 14:48:00 I expect you do now? Jul 07 14:48:18 * HH nods Jul 07 14:48:59 I reck'n so. I could be away a few weeks, but my lil dorlin's charms would soon draw me back Jul 07 14:49:15 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:49:23 I'm glad you found eachother Jul 07 14:50:15 Was lucky. I coulda end up leg-shackled to a random village girl otherwise Jul 07 14:50:23 * Morgan nods Jul 07 14:50:28 quite Jul 07 14:51:35 Wha' bout you? Ever tempted by a boy's trip away, lots of drink and no responsibility? Jul 07 14:52:11 No, not really. The time I spent in Avebury was probably the closest I ever got to that Jul 07 14:52:52 I'll take Claudia instead then, she's more fun than you any'ow Jul 07 14:54:04 Thats no surprise Jul 07 14:54:34 Lets be honest, yer a bit o' a stick in the mud, like yer Father Jul 07 16:25:25 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 07 17:04:02 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 07 17:15:26 [14:52] (HH) Lets be honest, yer a bit o' a stick in the mud, like yer Father Jul 07 17:16:04 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 07 17:16:05 I suppose so Jul 07 17:16:43 Y' aren't gonna deny it an' prove me wrong then? Jul 07 17:20:20 **the heavy rain continues, the sky becoming more overcast Jul 07 17:21:25 I've had no choice but to... loosen up, as it were Jul 07 17:21:42 Whys that? Jul 07 17:23:47 I can do fire things... Jul 07 17:24:40 * HH nods Jul 07 17:24:45 Does he know? Jul 07 17:25:17 know what? Jul 07 17:28:15 The fire. Edward would be dead if he knew that Jul 07 17:28:41 He knows, but not until recently. Jul 07 17:29:42 He must 'av gone spare Jul 07 17:30:25 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:30:31 nearly disowned him recently Jul 07 17:31:43 Unnderstandable, that's sumthin' many would have executed him for Jul 07 17:31:54 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:33:02 Noone would be able t' tell, seeing you an' Edward t'gether Jul 07 17:33:23 You remember when we first came back, and he arrived? I had you on guard... Jul 07 17:33:33 * HH nods Jul 07 17:34:09 Your Father knew then. He was jumpy as a cat that night, an' bossy too Jul 07 17:34:15 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:34:56 How 'av y' managed not to kill him? Jul 07 17:35:46 I know what its like to lose your child... I couldn't bear to do that to my mother... just the idea of her knowing is abhorrent Jul 07 17:35:54 * HH nods Jul 07 17:36:04 It would break her heart Jul 07 17:36:31 Edward and I have done a _lot_ of talking... we're... better than we were Jul 07 17:37:13 It did surprise me, I admit. Y' seem like actual brothers now Jul 07 17:37:32 He's spent the entire time ripping himself to pieces about it Jul 07 17:38:55 Many would say 'e deserves to Jul 07 17:39:05 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:39:25 He couldn't see any other solution... he was wrong, obviously, and he knows that Jul 07 17:39:49 * HH nods Jul 07 17:40:21 No undoin' it. You forgiven 'im? Jul 07 17:40:32 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 07 17:40:39 aye. Jul 07 17:40:51 Don't think I could. Jul 07 17:41:01 Never thought I'd be able to Jul 07 17:41:23 How'dya manage it? Jul 07 17:42:19 A lot of talking... but in the end, I could only blame myself. And when Alarice tried to murder Molly, and when the cast hit... he was there for me more than anyone Jul 07 17:43:09 Y' won't listen when I tell y' it wasn't your fault, will you? Jul 07 17:43:50 I'm not ready to... Though I'm willing to accept that it was a culmination of things both of us should've and could've done Jul 07 17:44:06 * HH nods Jul 07 17:44:17 I'll take tha', for now. Jul 07 17:44:23 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:44:38 Sorry I wasn' there in Fischler Jul 07 17:45:29 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 07 17:45:57 You had prior engagements... and, despite the horror of it all... we've come out of it better than we started Jul 07 17:46:19 You an' Edward, or you an' Molly? Jul 07 17:46:45 me an Edward... though Molly and I have become closer Jul 07 17:47:06 * HH nods Jul 07 17:47:21 I know. I hear things, see Jul 07 17:47:46 oh? Jul 07 17:49:17 Bout how happy Molly is. *he grins* An' about your extreme prowess twixt th' sheets. Not sure 'ow Inga expects a simple blacksmith's son like me t' live up! Jul 07 17:50:40 I'm understanding that when you're not explaining certain songs, there are no complaints Jul 07 17:51:39 Ahh yes. I meant t'talk to y' about that **he looks a little sheepish** Jul 07 17:51:47 oh? Jul 07 17:52:52 I don't know 'xactly what y' heard, but I don't want y' thinking I'm pushing Inga t' do things she doesn't like Jul 07 17:53:08 * Morgan frowns Jul 07 17:53:30 if I'd thought that I'd have hauled you out... I know she was annoyed at being woken up, but thats all. Jul 07 17:54:06 That's good t' know. She really hates being woken up Jul 07 17:54:20 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:55:06 But the rest... she's not upset by it at all Jul 07 17:55:17 * Morgan nods Jul 07 17:55:19 I'm sure Jul 07 17:56:48 * HH nods Jul 07 17:57:01 Glad we sorted tha' out Jul 07 17:57:10 There was nothing to sort... Jul 07 17:57:47 * HH nods Jul 07 17:58:06 You can't tell Claudia Jul 07 18:55:08 No shit Jul 07 18:55:52 Nothing would hold her back, she'd kill 'im e'en if it killed her Jul 07 18:56:08 * Morgan nods Jul 07 18:56:10 I agree Jul 07 18:56:38 It's nothin' against you, it's just who she is. Jul 07 18:56:58 Some things she couldn't let lie Jul 07 18:57:07 * HH nods Jul 07 18:57:29 She dislikes 'im anyhow Jul 07 18:57:49 She always has Jul 07 18:58:17 But lets be 'onest, she doesn't like many Jul 07 18:58:28 No, she doesn't Jul 07 18:59:00 Likes the Cap'n pretty well tho' Jul 07 18:59:31 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:00:31 Shocked me when I first saw them, I 'ssumed she was a devout virgin Jul 07 19:01:20 apparently not Jul 07 19:02:04 Surprised y' haven't demanded they get married *he grins* Jul 07 19:02:30 Stick in the mud I may be, stupid I am not Jul 07 19:02:51 Not th' hill you want to die on? Jul 07 19:03:04 something like that aye Jul 07 19:03:28 Reck'n they love each other? Jul 07 19:04:13 I don't think it'd ever be that simple... but they understand eachother Jul 07 19:04:31 * HH smiles contentedly Jul 07 19:04:41 That's what Inga and I 'av Jul 07 19:04:49 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:06:18 We 'ad a lot of time t'get to prop'ly know each other at the golden lantern. Talked a lot about Dreiser, an' 'er being an orphan Jul 07 19:07:19 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:07:47 I hope she isn't upset with my actions towards Dresler? Jul 07 19:08:10 Nope, she's grateful Jul 07 19:08:33 * Morgan ndos Jul 07 19:08:43 thought I'd finally picked too big a fight there... Jul 07 19:08:53 Why? Jul 07 19:09:06 Because his champion was enormous... Jul 07 19:09:44 Jus' gotta be fast Jul 07 19:09:58 Didn't need to in the end Jul 07 19:10:09 No? Jul 07 19:12:06 No... he said he wouldn't fight any man in my position who married for love... Nice man... absolutely huge. Jul 07 19:12:12 **The sky is getting gradually darker. Though there should be another two hours til the sunset, the weather will bring an earlier dusk Jul 07 19:12:28 * Morgan glances around Jul 07 19:12:31 we need to move Jul 07 19:12:33 Shame y' cant steal him for when Grunhelm is gone Jul 07 19:12:48 Farm house, or back t' th' ship? Jul 07 19:13:06 back to the ship. I don't want to be stuck here when those things are wandering about Jul 07 19:13:40 Aye, but we'll get pestered by our wives down there Jul 07 19:14:15 Thats a problem? Jul 07 19:14:46 Didn' know if we were finished talkin' yet, 's all Jul 07 19:15:11 Probably not... there's a lot more to tell Jul 07 19:15:41 Up t' you. I jus' don't think as clearly if I can see 'er Jul 07 19:15:51 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 07 19:15:59 Its your choice... Jul 07 19:16:44 We'll walk down slowly an' go an' drink in my cabin if y' want? Jul 07 19:17:19 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:17:19 fine Jul 07 19:17:45 * HH gets tidied up, and once they're walking he says Jul 07 19:17:55 My Da' would have loved Inga Jul 07 19:18:13 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:18:14 aye Jul 07 19:19:37 Was tellin' 'er about him on honeymoon, what he was like, an' when I found out he was gone, and coming up to the big 'ouse to tell you. Lots o' tears were shed Jul 07 19:20:58 I'm not surprised Jul 07 19:22:11 "E'd like that she calls me out on my bullshit when its needed, like earlier Jul 07 19:22:24 earlier? Jul 07 19:22:59 When she said "Heinzharold. Stop." cos I was jokin' around Jul 07 19:23:17 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:24:16 Does Molly call you out on yers? Jul 07 19:25:10 I don't bullshit Jul 07 19:26:30 Everyone has some bullshit they need correctin' now an' then Jul 07 19:27:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 19:28:36 Are we through the worst of th' bit y' gotta tell me? Jul 07 19:30:02 I think so Jul 07 19:32:27 I'll destroy the evidence from the arsonist next time I'm home Jul 07 19:34:04 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:34:16 The body is under the new cottage? Jul 07 19:35:20 * HH walks beside Morgan, hunched against the rain. He shouts to the sheep "g'night, y' woolly bastards!" before answering Jul 07 19:35:44 Sort of. Jul 07 19:35:52 sort of... Jul 07 19:36:15 His head is in, his ass is prob'ly out Jul 07 19:37:43 I see Jul 07 19:38:32 Hadn' considered you'd rebuild on th' land Jul 07 19:38:49 Somewhat surprised me Jul 07 19:39:19 Bit late to remove 'im Jul 07 19:39:40 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:41:37 Woulda buried 'im head down, but I was in a rush Jul 07 19:41:54 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:42:03 Took care of loved ones, thats the better thing to do Jul 07 19:43:22 * HH nods Jul 07 19:43:48 Face down 'ad to do. Figured Theus knew what I meant. Jul 07 19:44:40 * Morgan nods Jul 07 19:46:41 Monsters, fire, healing, Edward. What else y' got? Jul 07 19:47:28 **the downpour follows them across the farm and to the cliff path Jul 07 19:48:43 * Morgan tilts his head Jul 07 19:48:49 secret society... Jul 07 19:50:14 You joked about this before. Jul 07 19:50:53 did I... Jul 07 19:53:39 O'viously not. Wha' d' they want you for? Jul 07 19:54:45 My ideals align with theirs... Jul 07 19:56:57 Y' gettin' a secret identity an' one of those fancy black velvet masks, like a highwayman? Jul 07 19:57:57 No, but noones supposed to know Jul 07 19:58:19 I won't be tellin' Jul 07 19:58:29 I know Jul 07 19:58:36 Claudia know? Jul 07 19:58:50 I mentioned it Jul 07 19:59:00 * HH nods Jul 07 19:59:13 You gonna be off on missions? Jul 07 19:59:52 potentially... Jul 07 20:01:44 Without Molly? Jul 07 20:02:04 We'll see. Jul 07 20:03:55 This draw after the big healing, how do we get it to stop? Jul 07 20:04:39 I... ummm... Jul 07 20:05:11 * HH looks at him, water dripping off his fringe Jul 07 20:05:15 What? Jul 07 20:05:30 Sex.... we have to have sex... Jul 07 20:05:47 * HH starts to laugh Jul 07 20:05:54 I'm being serious! Jul 07 20:06:30 Don't make me stop and stare at you, its raining Jul 07 20:08:21 So she's covered in blood and gore, an' only screwin' her will fix it?! That might be th' weirdest thing I've 'eard all day! Jul 07 20:10:16 Generally she gets cleaned up first Jul 07 20:11:01 And if you aren't 'ere? Jul 07 20:11:19 It'll pass, but she needs to be protected until it does Jul 07 20:11:31 * HH nods Jul 07 20:11:45 An' that's gonna be difficult? Jul 07 20:12:28 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:13:00 I don' think it'll affect me. I love my wife Jul 07 20:13:42 I need you to understand that it will... Jul 07 20:14:06 'Ow stong is it? Jul 07 20:15:18 Very Jul 07 20:17:21 Bit impractical. Suppose you'd only just done it, then she 'as to heal someone an' gets tha'. You gotta go again just to get rid o' it Jul 07 20:17:39 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:17:45 Hard life Jul 07 20:17:56 * HH sniggers at this Jul 07 20:18:09 Needs t' be! Jul 07 20:18:24 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 20:19:16 Y' need her protectin' if yer away, and people keepin' away if y' are? Jul 07 20:19:28 Aren't * Jul 07 20:19:45 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:20:56 Gotta admit, that is pretty strange Jul 07 20:21:13 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:21:16 I know Jul 07 20:22:11 How often does it 'appen? ((Its been 3 times in 3 months)) Jul 07 20:22:48 Been once a month so far Jul 07 20:23:24 Tha's quite a bit. Must be a bit troublin' Jul 07 20:24:25 Tis what it is Jul 07 20:24:55 I wouldn' like you an a ship full o' other men lusting after my wife. Jul 07 20:25:35 I can't say I like it... Jul 07 20:26:13 * HH nods Jul 07 20:26:50 Does it affect women too? Jul 07 20:27:32 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 20:27:42 Don't see why not Jul 07 20:29:56 Do you get tha' if you do big fiery stuff? Jul 07 20:30:16 Not so I've noticed Jul 07 20:30:35 Unlucky *he grins* Jul 07 20:30:45 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:30:56 I'm so upset I don't get the entire crew lusting after me Jul 07 20:31:29 I meant women Jul 07 20:32:43 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 20:32:49 I've got the woman I want lusting after me Jul 07 20:34:28 Jus' imagine, if y' 'ad loads of women lustin' after y', you'd finally unnerstand what being me was like! Jul 07 20:36:47 Oh the horror Jul 07 20:37:25 **They get to the bottom of the cliff path** Bloody nuisance a' times. An' jealous women are savages. Jul 07 20:38:40 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:38:57 They can well be Jul 07 20:39:52 You managed t' cause jealousy? Didn' think y' had it in you Jul 07 20:42:14 Nor did I... not sure how I managed it, mind Jul 07 20:43:09 Molly or Dietlinde? Jul 07 20:43:29 * HH stomps along through the wet soft sand Jul 07 20:43:43 Molly Jul 07 20:44:04 She th' jealous type then? Jul 07 20:44:25 a little Jul 07 20:45:45 Who was she jealous of? Jul 07 20:47:10 Some woman I met at a ball... I had to wear breeches... Jul 07 20:47:29 * HH looks at him Jul 07 20:48:12 And they gave away sumthin' they shouldn't? Jul 07 20:48:38 No, that was merely a side fact... Jul 07 20:49:44 Not tha' Freiarrin we met outside... Rinefells or summat? Jul 07 20:50:10 * Morgan nods Jul 07 20:51:04 Pretty woman Jul 07 20:51:09 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 20:51:10 I suppose Jul 07 20:51:51 Inga gets jealous of pretty women even if I haven't e'en seen them Jul 07 20:53:10 I'm assuming its a woman thing Jul 07 20:54:12 Must be. No' very jealous, meself Jul 07 20:54:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 07 20:54:32 I am Jul 07 20:55:07 Y' ever played it up? Jul 07 20:55:53 played it up? Jul 07 20:56:22 Made more of it than it is, acted a bit possessive? Jul 07 20:57:06 might have done... Jul 07 20:57:13 not on purpose, mind Jul 07 20:57:31 I mean on purpose. Inga loves it Jul 07 20:58:22 I suspect Molly would... Jul 07 20:58:53 Most women do, in my 'xperience. Jul 07 20:59:04 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:00:18 Gotta get it right though, too much an' y' seem scared by it Jul 07 21:01:31 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:01:56 **its definitely getting darker** Jul 07 21:02:38 Best find Inga before we hole up somewhere, she'll be worryin' 'bout me Jul 07 21:03:53 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:03:57 Aye, best had Jul 07 21:04:41 She saw how upset I was earlier, she'll 'av been sat there broodin' Jul 07 21:05:59 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:06:21 I worry that I'm pushing her to hate me Jul 07 21:06:28 Why? Jul 07 21:07:50 Because I'm making her worry about you Jul 07 21:08:07 * HH shakes his head Jul 07 21:09:05 She's my wife, she worries 'bout me anyway. 'Sides, she's used t' seeing me emotional Jul 07 21:10:01 oh? Jul 07 21:10:24 * HH looks vaguely confused Jul 07 21:10:33 O' course. She's my wife Jul 07 21:10:55 I wouldn't have thought there's much you get emotional over Jul 07 21:11:28 She says I'm a sensitive soul, 'neath all the jokin' around. Jul 07 21:11:56 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:11:58 you are Jul 07 21:12:06 * HH nods Jul 07 21:12:54 We've had a lot to talk about this summer, wi' 'er history an' mine. Then o'viously the anniversary on Monday Jul 07 21:14:30 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:23:14 **they get to the ship. Theres people on watch, but noone interrupts the drenched men. First dogs watch is swapping to second, so it must be six o'clock already Jul 07 21:23:44 Reck'n they're in yer study? Jul 07 21:23:50 Its a fair bet Jul 07 21:24:50 **that's where they head. **Both wives are sat sewing when they get there. Varick is reading aloud in Avalonian, and Molly is gently correcting his pronunciation. Its obvious that some words she's having to be very careful herself not to have an accent with. Jul 07 21:24:50 V: I like tsail on my tship Jul 07 21:24:50 M: I like _to_ sssssail on my sssshhip Jul 07 21:27:04 **a quick glances passes between the women. Varick looks excited to see Morgan ((expression please)) Jul 07 21:27:27 * Morgan smiles, wiping the rain from his face Jul 07 21:27:32 How are we getting along? Jul 07 21:28:56 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 07 21:29:10 * Molly nods, biting her lip Jul 07 21:29:51 We're alright. Varick is just going to bed, shall I find you some dry clothes? Jul 07 21:30:34 Its probably an idea Jul 07 21:30:50 V: *he looks to Morgan* are you going to read to me? Jul 07 21:31:23 Would you mind if I don't? HeinzHarold and I still need to talk Jul 07 21:31:43 * Molly smiles at Varick Jul 07 21:32:42 Go and get ready Mauschen, and I will read to you once I have sorted dry clothes. **he nods, looking at Morgan* I dont mind. You can read tomorrow Jul 07 21:33:50 Thank you Jul 07 21:34:23 **Inga stands** I'll help Heinzharold and then come back. **Molly smiles at her, and watches her and HH depart after Varick has said good night to them and gone in his room. Molly looks up at her husband Jul 07 21:34:32 Let's get you dry Jul 07 21:34:48 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:35:27 * Molly leads the way. She very efficiently has dry clothing and a towel on the bed for him Jul 07 21:35:37 Are you alright? Jul 07 21:35:47 * Morgan nods, getting undressed to get dry Jul 07 21:35:48 aye Jul 07 21:36:32 Will we still be going up to investigate tonight? Jul 07 21:36:55 I don't think the plans changed any Jul 07 21:37:57 * Molly nods Jul 07 21:38:17 And I am to wait at the house incase anyone needs to be healed? Jul 07 21:39:02 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:40:11 Do you have much to talk about still? Jul 07 21:40:22 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:40:30 a fair bit Jul 07 21:40:44 * Molly nods Jul 07 21:40:55 But things will be well? Jul 07 21:41:02 I think so Jul 07 21:41:12 * Molly nods Jul 07 21:41:23 It is the impression I get from Inga Jul 07 21:41:31 oh? Jul 07 21:42:12 She said he's more upset than angry, and that's generally easier to fix Jul 07 21:42:34 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:43:21 I am sure you will tell me what you can when you have more time... Jul 07 21:44:29 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:44:31 of course Jul 07 21:45:21 * Molly nods Jul 07 21:45:36 I need to go to Varick... Jul 07 21:46:18 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:46:20 alright blossom Jul 07 21:46:28 * Molly frowns slightly "I could not hug you earlier, am I able to now?" Jul 07 21:47:29 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:47:30 of course Jul 07 21:48:31 * Molly waits til he is a little dried off before she comes and wraps her arms around his neck Jul 07 21:50:40 * Morgan wraps his arms around her waist Jul 07 21:51:17 I have thought about you non-stop since the moment you left, and praying for you also Jul 07 21:52:15 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:52:19 I think it'll be alright Jul 07 21:52:29 * Molly nods Jul 07 21:53:18 I am sure of it. He would not have been crying over you if he didn't love you. Jul 07 21:53:41 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:53:52 * Molly frowns slightly Jul 07 21:54:19 I am unsure I was supposed to tell you that Jul 07 21:54:33 I'll not mention it Jul 07 21:54:48 Thank you Jul 07 21:55:33 * Molly brings her face to his neck, just breathing in deeply a minute Jul 07 21:56:59 I love you, liebling. I will be here when you are ready Jul 07 21:57:04 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:57:15 I love you. Am I to wait until Inga returns before going? Jul 07 21:57:40 * Molly moves back a little to look at him, smiling Jul 07 21:57:58 I'd give them five or ten minutes, to be safe... Jul 07 21:58:33 * Morgan nods Jul 07 21:59:02 * Molly lets go Jul 07 21:59:11 I'll let you dress Jul 07 22:00:05 * Morgan nods, pulling some clothes on Jul 07 22:00:39 * Molly goes into Varick, leaving Morgan alone Jul 07 22:02:41 ((How long does he leave it?)) Jul 07 22:02:49 ((ten minutes)) Jul 07 22:06:02 **Inga is coming out just as he's going in** Oh, Morgan! Jul 07 22:06:10 Inga Jul 07 22:06:42 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 07 22:06:55 Come in, Morgan, I'm decent Jul 07 22:07:43 **Inga excuses herself, heading in the direction he's just come from Jul 07 22:07:55 aye you're not bad Jul 07 22:08:35 * HH laughs Jul 07 22:09:45 Tha's what I'm told. **he gestures to the tankards of blokners on a little table. Theres a spare chair, but HH is sprawled barefoot on the neatly made bed Jul 07 22:10:19 * Morgan sits down, picking up a tankard Jul 07 22:10:22 Molly alright? Jul 07 22:10:26 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:10:32 fine... worried about us, obviously Jul 07 22:10:54 * HH drinks a mouthful from a tankard Jul 07 22:11:14 Inga said she had a bit of a moment earlier, suddenly really worried about you Jul 07 22:11:22 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:11:25 aye Jul 07 22:13:43 * HH runs his fingers through his rain-damp hair. He looks far more relaxed Jul 07 22:13:52 Where were we? Jul 07 22:14:15 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jul 07 22:14:29 talking about women Jul 07 22:16:30 * HH nods Jul 07 22:17:39 We 'av years to ponder the mental processes of the female mind Jul 07 22:17:49 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:18:13 Let's get back to the less scary things! Jul 07 22:18:39 * Morgan laughs Jul 07 22:18:52 Varick... Jul 07 22:19:15 Small children are less scary than women. Slightly. Jul 07 22:20:03 You know he isn't Alarice's? Jul 07 22:20:56 No? He looks like a Koertig though Jul 07 22:21:08 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:21:25 Is he Edward's? Jul 07 22:21:48 No... Karsten is his father, and his mother was the Ussuran wet nurse Jul 07 22:21:55 Alarice's child was stillborn Jul 07 22:22:21 * HH takes another mouthful Jul 07 22:22:24 Alright Jul 07 22:22:59 Alarice didn't know... but tracing his lineage back, we're related through... Lissie... Jul 07 22:24:09 * HH thinks about this Jul 07 22:24:25 Your great-grandmother? Jul 07 22:24:30 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:24:53 Alright Jul 07 22:25:43 Karsten was a real piece of work... *he scowls* Anyway... because Alarice didn't actually have a child, which Innesbruck was supposed to go to, it goes... to me. Jul 07 22:26:29 Tha's good for Innesbruck Jul 07 22:26:56 It could've been given to a blind dragon and it'd have been better than Alarice having her claws in it Jul 07 22:27:12 True enough Jul 07 22:28:05 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:28:20 damn near bankrupted the place paying for one of her lovers debts... Jul 07 22:28:31 One of? Jul 07 22:29:04 chaste she was not... Jul 07 22:29:21 * HH laughs Jul 07 22:29:35 Not a typical Koertig then Jul 07 22:30:32 No, I suppose not... that montaigne man precipitated several things... Molly finding out she can harm people, me discovering this secret society... Jul 07 22:30:50 What did she do? Jul 07 22:31:33 Molly? Jul 07 22:31:45 * HH grins Jul 07 22:31:55 Yes, I know what Alarice obviously did Jul 07 22:32:15 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:33:24 Unnerstand... two montaigne men came looking for the Comte de le whatever... wanting payment for his debt, as Alarice had been doing... Molly was alone and they tried to force themselves on her... She stabbed one in the leg and then healed his leg around it Jul 07 22:33:39 He was the one holding her... Jul 07 22:33:57 * HH looks like he cant tell if he's creeped out or impressed Jul 07 22:34:10 Dead? Jul 07 22:34:21 No, I shot him in the end... couldn't get the dagger out Jul 07 22:34:40 * HH thinks on it Jul 07 22:35:00 That's just healing, maliciously. That's not harming. Jul 07 22:35:13 Aye, but she was horrified Jul 07 22:35:37 Musta been scared Jul 07 22:36:10 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:37:45 That's not as bad Jul 07 22:37:49 Thats when Sorgi arrived and saved her... Jul 07 22:37:54 Lucky Jul 07 22:38:34 I dealt with them both when I got there Jul 07 22:38:47 Brutally, I'd guess Jul 07 22:39:47 Shot one... other one I took his manhood then stabbed him in the stomach and left him to die Jul 07 22:40:05 * HH grins Jul 07 22:40:12 Hope it was painful Jul 07 22:41:11 Worst way to die I'm told Jul 07 22:43:28 Never tried it, couldn't say Jul 07 22:43:37 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:43:48 * HH sips the blokners Jul 07 22:44:36 * Morgan takes a large mouthful Jul 07 22:44:54 The comte had some assassin girl after him... she stabbed me in the back at one point... Jul 07 22:45:20 * HH looks impressed Jul 07 22:45:27 Beaten by a girl Jul 07 22:45:37 * Morgan frowns Jul 07 22:45:46 she threw it at my back as I walked away Jul 07 22:46:07 Beaten by a _smart_ girl Jul 07 22:46:26 Didn't beat me that well, I had her in a cell before I got my wound looked at... Jul 07 22:47:19 Didya get it kissed better? Jul 07 22:47:40 No, I had a sort of poisonous seed dug out from my back... Jul 07 22:47:56 A seed? That's weird Jul 07 22:48:22 Tough to explain really Jul 07 22:48:36 * HH nods Jul 07 22:49:18 A secret society of assassins? Jul 07 22:50:09 She'd gone a bit rogue apparently... Jul 07 22:51:54 * HH nods Jul 07 22:51:56 Go on Jul 07 22:52:41 Her task was to kill the Comte... she got fixated on it and did it at any cost... ended up killing several guards in Fischler Jul 07 22:53:56 I heard about the dead guards Jul 07 22:54:20 * Morgan nods Jul 07 22:55:01 she was caught and executed... her necklace had the coordinates to that gentleman club... and I was met by a couple of the members of the *he winks* club Jul 07 22:55:50 * HH nods Jul 07 22:56:06 Things are making much more sense now. Jul 07 22:56:56 are they? Jul 07 22:58:51 We had no idea what you'd be goin' t' somewhere like that for Jul 07 22:59:28 I think Edward was a bit jealous Jul 07 23:00:57 Doesn' surprise me. You're gonna be an assassin now? Jul 07 23:01:15 Am I hell Jul 07 23:04:25 Alright. Varick not Alarices, Innesbruck not Varicks, you got beat by a girl, and you're in a club for fancy gents Jul 07 23:05:00 aaaaaaaaand Varick can see ghosts... and speak to animals... Jul 07 23:05:17 * HH frowns Jul 07 23:05:36 The cat isn't just well trained? Jul 07 23:05:49 Thats a tough one... he's a weird cat Jul 07 23:06:28 And Varick's imaginary friend that he gets Inga and I to talk to...? Jul 07 23:06:43 * Morgan looks confused Jul 07 23:06:52 this friend got a name? Jul 07 23:08:24 We heard him talking to her when we were in Freiburg. We didn't want to ruin his fun, so we told him it was okay to have imaginary friends and lots of children do, and that we would be friends with her too if he wanted. She's called Mae, she's more like an imaginary grandmotherly friend Jul 07 23:09:52 I'm not sure you want the answer to that Jul 07 23:10:04 * HH groans Jul 07 23:10:19 He told me Mae told him I have a nice bottom Jul 07 23:10:27 * Morgan laughs hard Jul 07 23:10:48 She was the midwife for him and Alarice's child Jul 07 23:11:17 I've been eyed up by the ghost of an old lady... Jul 07 23:11:50 You'd have liked her... she was forthright, didn't give a damn if I was a Veisgraf or a goatherd Jul 07 23:12:06 As long as you have a nice bottom! Jul 07 23:13:16 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:13:21 she was a woman... not a nun Jul 07 23:13:46 She's not wrong, I do Jul 07 23:13:59 if you say so Jul 07 23:14:17 I'll ask yer wife later Jul 07 23:14:32 * Morgan shrugs Jul 07 23:14:48 And I do like 'er. Inga an' I have been gettin' to know 'er for nearly two weeks Jul 07 23:15:10 She's very fond of Inga Jul 07 23:15:19 Mae? Jul 07 23:16:22 Sorry, I thought you meant Molly, since you mentioned her Jul 07 23:17:58 Oh yeah, Molly and Inga are very close. Like sisters really. Jul 07 23:19:21 It's good for Inga. She has sumthin' she's wanted for years; she has a family. Jul 07 23:19:53 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:20:43 Varick, ghosts and animals. Right. Pretty big coincidence that you're all able to do this stuff Jul 07 23:21:13 I think Varick always could... Jul 07 23:22:30 Any idea why? ((Incase you dont remember, Natasha could shape shift, and being a medium ran in her paternal line)) Jul 07 23:23:04 I suspect from his mother Jul 07 23:23:27 and the ghost thing is from his paternal line, I think Jul 07 23:23:39 * HH nods "where is she now?" Jul 07 23:23:58 his mother? Jul 07 23:24:05 Yes Jul 07 23:24:11 Karsten murdered her Jul 07 23:24:25 I should say, he has no idea Jul 07 23:24:46 That's best. He idolises his Father Jul 07 23:25:42 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:25:44 indeed Jul 07 23:25:59 Tha' make y' a bit jealous? Jul 07 23:26:33 He loves me... I'm trying to teach him to be better than his father and thats enough for me Jul 07 23:26:46 * HH nods Jul 07 23:27:35 Y' said that this magic stuff was yer own fault... why? Jul 07 23:28:11 There was some floaty metal ball thing in the summerhouse. I went and investigated, it exploded and ever since... Jul 07 23:28:42 * HH nods Jul 07 23:29:05 At least y' know where it came fr'm then? Jul 07 23:29:13 Oh its weirder than that Jul 07 23:29:41 Well o' course *he drinks more blokners* Jul 07 23:30:02 * Morgan nods, taking a large mouthful Jul 07 23:30:10 You know the Sudlache ring? Jul 07 23:30:59 Yes. Five hundred year old superstitions, babies et cetera Jul 07 23:31:39 Put in place by our favourite little miners.... it worked, it actually worked Jul 07 23:32:49 How? Jul 07 23:33:51 It just... did. Thats what the superstition said, thats what it did... you ever tried talking to Varick when he's sleepy? Jul 07 23:34:15 Yes. One word answers at best Jul 07 23:34:37 and very... literal... thats what its like asking the Nieblungen anything Jul 07 23:35:30 It protects the Veisgrafin from death? Jul 07 23:35:44 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:35:51 the cast would've killed her Jul 07 23:36:34 I'm not sure what that actually is... Inga waved it off as Female Issues Jul 07 23:37:56 I'm not sure I understand it properly... the pain she was in at the time... I almost lost her, and if it weren't for that ring and Nieblungen stopping to do... something, she wouldn't be here Jul 07 23:38:23 How close was it? Jul 07 23:38:47 We were surprised when she survived Jul 07 23:39:03 Must have been horrible Jul 07 23:39:08 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:39:12 awful Jul 07 23:39:49 A full day of waiting, wondering, knowing she was in pain Jul 07 23:40:13 'Ow much did y' drink? Jul 07 23:40:41 Not much... Edward and Claudia kept just sort of thrusting drinks at me... so I drank them Jul 07 23:41:18 Putting them in childbed 's probably not much easier than that? Jul 07 23:41:58 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Jul 07 23:42:00 I suppose not Jul 07 23:42:17 Y' just didn't get a baby at the end Jul 07 23:42:39 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:43:43 Not sure I could stand t' see Inga in tha' much pain Jul 07 23:44:01 I was not going to let her last moments be alone and in pain... Jul 07 23:44:12 Good point Jul 07 23:44:38 An' I guess doubly so, because of Dietlinde? Jul 07 23:44:54 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:45:49 * HH takes a couple of mouthfuls of blokners Jul 07 23:46:26 If it helps, they were together. Jul 07 23:47:25 Not really... but I suppose I might come to find comfort in them not being scared _and_ alone Jul 07 23:47:48 * HH nods Jul 07 23:49:16 Go back to the ring. It will still work if something else happens to her? Jul 07 23:50:11 It'll stop her from bleeding out... Jul 07 23:50:32 That's reassuring? Jul 07 23:51:22 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:51:29 doesn't help if she gets shot in the head, mind Jul 07 23:51:52 Unlikely Jul 07 23:52:52 She nearly did Jul 07 23:53:44 That's what the mark *he touches his cheek* is? Jul 07 23:53:51 * Morgan nods Jul 07 23:54:11 * HH shrugs, grinning "I just assumed sexual misadventure" Jul 07 23:55:12 You're incorrigible Jul 07 23:55:28 I'm encouragable too Jul 07 23:56:26 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jul 07 23:56:42 Anything else in this weird and wonderful saga, or are we going to get some food? Jul 07 23:58:16 Lets get some food, we've covered the main things Jul 07 23:58:54 * HH gets up, stretching Jul 07 23:59:21 We're goin' out monster-slayin' soon as well? Jul 07 23:59:48 God no... we're recoinnoitering... and no getting caught Jul 08 00:00:04 But that's what I'm best at! Jul 08 00:01:10 I know, I remember Jul 08 00:01:14 I figure if I pretend they're just vaticines in creepy costumes, I'll be alright Jul 08 00:01:30 Don't be absurd Jul 08 00:01:35 * HH goes to open the door, bowing deeply Jul 08 00:01:45 Yer majesty Jul 08 00:02:10 * Morgan rolls his eyes, heading out Jul 08 02:16:43 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 08 02:18:43 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 08 05:25:54 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 08 10:43:54 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 08 10:44:10 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 08 10:44:31 Eatin' with the crew, or the wives? Jul 08 10:44:45 I think we've left them to themselves long enough, don't you? Jul 08 10:45:18 Coupla things... who knows about the Schattenmann? Jul 08 10:45:28 Molly... Jul 08 10:45:46 and my father... and Edward Jul 08 10:46:10 * HH nods "They know at th' time?" Jul 08 10:46:22 God no Jul 08 10:46:59 Dietlinde knew? Jul 08 10:48:19 No... I met her because the seamstress was ill, Edward had said she'd taken some of the pumpernickel bread and the schattenmann made her ill... I didn't want her thinking that Jul 08 10:49:02 Would she 'av over-thought it like that? Jul 08 10:49:44 If you could let your loved ones carry on happily thinking its just a myth... wouldn't you? Jul 08 10:50:02 * HH thinks about it Jul 08 10:50:57 My fam'ly yes, Inga, no. I don't keep much fr'm her. I'd want her to be cautious enough t' be safe Jul 08 10:51:13 * Morgan nods Jul 08 10:51:41 I can see that... but realistically its never been an issue... the things not even been _seen_ by anyone else at home... Jul 08 10:51:54 * HH nods Jul 08 10:52:24 Won't tell 'er til we're back there. Wont tell her about Edward at all Jul 08 10:52:48 * Morgan nods Jul 08 10:52:49 thank you Jul 08 10:54:37 She doesn't need t' know, an' she'll find it hard to not show her dislike Jul 08 10:55:13 * Morgan nods Jul 08 10:55:31 I don't think she's in any danger from him... things have... changed Jul 08 10:56:30 Can't object to a lowly blacksmith's son marryin' a servant anyhow. As for me, I'll be good at pretendin' I don't dislike 'im... *he grins, obviously waiting for Morgan to ask* Jul 08 10:57:16 Because.... Jul 08 10:57:30 ... cos I've successf'ly pretended t' like you for se'enteen years! Jul 08 10:57:43 * Morgan thumps him Jul 08 10:57:46 ass Jul 08 10:58:09 * HH laughs and then starts braying like a donkey Jul 08 10:58:58 * HH does this on and off as they head to the study. Just as they get to the door, he puts his hand on Morgan's arm solemnly Jul 08 10:59:03 Morgan. Jul 08 11:00:06 yes? Jul 08 11:00:08 They were my apples. *he opens the door* Jul 08 11:01:09 of course they were little dorlin Jul 08 11:01:24 * HH gives him a grin before braying again Jul 08 11:02:25 **Molly and Inga are already eating. Molly looks confused by his antics, but Inga looks at Morgan* Did you by any chance call him an ass? Jul 08 11:02:54 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:03:41 * HH goes up behind his wife, making a snuffly sound like a horse as he rubs his face on her hair Jul 08 11:04:16 * Morgan throws himself into a chair by Molly Jul 08 11:04:22 I: *she rolls her eyes* He did this for most of a day when we were on honeymoon for the same reason Jul 08 11:04:44 He seems to think he's funny Jul 08 11:05:24 **Molly smiles warmly at Morgan** I agree with him, I think it's quite cute. Shall I get you both some food? Jul 08 11:06:22 * HH must have whispered something to Inga because she's blushing and slaps his arm "Heinzharold!" Jul 08 11:07:05 If you wouldn't mind, blossom Jul 08 11:07:32 **Molly looks at HH and Inga with a fond smile as she stands, brushing down her skirt** I'll not be long, liebling Jul 08 11:08:03 * HH takes a seat too Jul 08 11:08:36 What is yer majesty's recon plan? Jul 08 11:09:11 Step one, you don't get caught... I know you'll find that difficult, but its how it is... Jul 08 11:10:01 I'll do m' best Jul 08 11:11:27 Check the area as we move, then I'll go in for a closer look... Jul 08 11:11:47 Who's goin'? Jul 08 11:12:39 Not many... I don't want the crew getting spooked Jul 08 11:15:11 Me, you, Claudia then? Jul 08 11:16:31 **Molly comes in laden with plates and tankards. She handles it easily with the practice of a maid in the Torrington Household Jul 08 11:16:45 Sorgi too I'd imagine Jul 08 11:17:00 What about Molly? Jul 08 11:19:05 Coming up to the house Jul 08 11:19:32 **she sets their plates then returns to hers** Jul 08 11:19:50 thank you blossom Jul 08 11:20:18 M: *she smiles at Morgan* I thought I might take some measurements for new curtains, plan out where we want furniture Jul 08 11:21:08 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:21:12 if you wish Jul 08 11:21:44 M: I thought perhaps playing the piano might alert them that there are people at the house Jul 08 11:22:16 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:22:20 Rather not do that... Jul 08 11:22:30 We'll need to leave someone with you, just in case Jul 08 11:23:26 **She nods** I think perhaps the crew who were with us earlier, because they have already seen the house, which will make it easier for them to spot trouble Jul 08 11:23:38 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:23:39 good idea Jul 08 11:23:44 * HH winks at Morgan Jul 08 11:24:31 Where was this one durin' the War. We coulda done with 'er on the Enchiridon rather than Kauffman Jul 08 11:25:25 Could've done with a potato instead of Kauffman Jul 08 11:26:24 **They all laugh** M: That was 63, so I was thirteen. A bit young for Following the drum! Jul 08 11:27:10 * HH looks at Morgan "I always forget 'ow much younger she is than you" Jul 08 11:27:51 Not _that_ much Jul 08 11:29:42 Must be 'cos yer so grumpy, seems like more than seven years Jul 08 11:30:10 Its because you stopped maturing when you hit twelve Jul 08 11:31:01 * HH laughs, as do the others. The food is soon finished Jul 08 11:31:35 Goin' soon, while we're all still bright eyed an' bushy tailed? Jul 08 11:32:29 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:32:33 I would imagine so Jul 08 11:34:41 * HH stands up "I'll get me Kit an' round up the others then" Jul 08 11:35:04 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:35:06 aye Jul 08 11:35:26 **Inga clears the table, following HH out* Jul 08 11:35:37 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 08 11:35:52 * Molly sips her cherry brandy, smiling at Morgan Jul 08 11:35:57 Things seem well Jul 08 11:36:07 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:36:26 He does make me laugh Jul 08 11:36:39 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:36:51 Don't tell him that, though Jul 08 11:37:01 Why, liebling? Jul 08 11:37:42 His heads big enough Jul 08 11:38:13 How are you now? Jul 08 11:43:53 * Molly sips the brandy again, turning more in her seat to face him Jul 08 11:44:56 I'm alright I think Jul 08 11:45:37 It's been a challenging day, hasn't it? Jul 08 11:45:44 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:45:44 very Jul 08 11:46:38 I suppose he was going to find out about our abilities eventually Jul 08 11:46:49 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:47:04 He was more concerned that Inga might get hurt Jul 08 11:47:19 * Molly smiles Jul 08 11:47:32 He is absolutely smitten with her, isn't he? Jul 08 11:47:36 utterly Jul 08 11:48:07 Its lovely to see them so madly in love Jul 08 11:48:15 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:49:12 I can understand why he is so concerned for her, but we will keep her safe Jul 08 11:49:17 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:49:20 aye, we will Jul 08 11:49:58 * Molly watches him a moment Jul 08 11:50:08 We had best get ready too Jul 08 11:50:41 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:50:46 Aye, we've got some trouble to cause Jul 08 11:51:15 * Molly giggles Jul 08 11:51:28 You do seem to attract it Jul 08 11:51:54 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:51:56 indeed Jul 08 11:52:34 Not, of course, as much as you attract me, but not far from it, I think Jul 08 11:54:39 That much? Jul 08 11:55:14 Hmm? Jul 08 11:55:39 Well, given how much trouble I attract... and you are attracted more? Jul 08 11:56:05 * Molly nods vigorously Jul 08 11:56:12 Oh yes, much much more Jul 08 11:56:49 Might get you to demonstrate that later Jul 08 11:57:36 * Molly bites her lip, nodding Jul 08 11:57:48 Whenever and wherever you wish Jul 08 11:58:13 * Morgan nods Jul 08 11:59:00 We'd best wait until the danger has passed though, and use the convergence to our advantage Jul 08 11:59:21 * Molly is smirking Jul 08 11:59:27 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 08 11:59:28 quite Jul 08 12:00:02 * Molly takes a deep breath Jul 08 12:00:20 I will find my bag Jul 08 12:02:25 * Morgan nods, going to pick up some different weaponry Jul 08 12:02:40 ((What's he gonna have?)) Jul 08 12:03:27 ((several daggers/throwing knives, four pistols one straight sword and a pole arm of some variety. Ideally with an axe head. And a small axe)) Jul 08 12:03:51 ((And fire magic... lol)) Jul 08 12:13:13 **Eventually they are all set, him, Molly Heinzharold, Claudia, Sorgi and three guards. They opt for the tunnels as its further from the woods and quicker to get Molly safely tucked away in the house. The tunnels are equally spooky day or night, and the machine continues to purr and glow. Molly looks at it, speaking quietly to him Jul 08 12:13:25 I dread to think how ridiculously valuable this is Jul 08 12:13:36 * Morgan nods Jul 08 12:13:46 I know Jul 08 12:14:28 There's not a landowner in Avalon that would not give a limb for it Jul 08 12:14:41 I've no need for more limbs... Jul 08 12:14:59 * Molly giggles Jul 08 12:15:32 Ah, mon petit chou, will you say the same when we have nine children in our home? Jul 08 12:16:24 true... Jul 08 12:17:17 Hmm... I wonder if that's even possible... *she looks mock thoughtful as they continue on* Jul 08 12:17:29 * Morgan sniggers briefly Jul 08 12:35:04 **Nothing interrupts their progress through the tunnels and the pleasant smelling herb garden, though Molly does pluck some lavender and tuck it into a button hole of his coat with a fond smile Jul 08 12:37:13 **The house inside is dark, and sconces are lit from one of the lanterns. Despite two machines having been there, there seems to be no electric power on the island. The crew are sent to check all the doors, and Claudia hustles the others outside $we'll give you a minute$ Jul 08 12:45:55 Be careful, my love Jul 08 12:50:01 * Morgan nods Jul 08 12:50:05 I will Jul 08 12:51:18 * Molly nods. She gazes at him a moment, then says Jul 08 12:51:36 If someone is injured please let me know so I know what to expect Jul 08 12:51:50 I will. I'm hoping that won't be the case Jul 08 12:52:14 Me too, liebling. Jul 08 12:53:34 * Molly let him go with a last smile before carefully shutting and locking the door Jul 08 12:53:46 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 08 12:54:04 * HH starts singing quietly Jul 08 12:54:45 Alright, lets get this done Jul 08 12:55:04 Morgan and Molly, standing in the hall, K-I-S-S-I-N-- Ow! Claudia! Jul 08 12:55:38 C: Did we have to bring him? Jul 08 12:55:59 I thought you'd want someone to hit if nothing else happens Jul 08 12:56:44 **both claudia and HH say thank you at the same time, but in very different tones* Jul 08 12:57:19 S: Heading towards the ring, m'lord? Jul 08 12:57:25 * Morgan nods Jul 08 12:57:47 plan is we get a decent look at the area, try to find the lair... then I'll go and look Jul 08 12:59:30 S: Yes, m'lord. Moon is half full, but it'll set by half past ten Jul 08 12:59:59 * Morgan nods Jul 08 13:00:09 Lets get closer before we lose all light Jul 08 13:02:01 **The house backs on to the woods, and they all on high alert. Heinzharold is not longer joking around, and Claudia is no longer disparaging him. It's dark, dense and creepy as hell Jul 08 13:02:53 * Morgan moves forward, using the poleaxe as an oversize hiking stick Jul 08 13:04:13 **he guesses he's about a third of the way in the forest the first time he senses being watched Jul 08 13:04:37 * Morgan whispers Jul 08 13:04:39 feel that? Jul 08 13:10:16 **All three whisper a form of yes* Jul 08 13:10:53 * Morgan moves on Jul 08 13:15:11 **it gets worse. Theres also the occasional movement within the trees that he catches from his peripheral vision Jul 08 13:16:37 * Morgan tries to get his bearings in terms of location Jul 08 13:18:54 **he's quite close to the ring Jul 08 13:19:11 * HH whispers Jul 08 13:19:39 Red glow, eight o'clock Jul 08 13:19:58 * Morgan looks round Jul 08 13:23:20 **theres two red glowing points in the trees about a hundred feet away Jul 08 13:23:43 C: And three o'clock Jul 08 13:23:58 S: six as well Jul 08 13:24:14 Alright, can't reach them from here, lets keep moving Jul 08 13:24:57 **They keep moving, and the red lights move with them. They reach the circle without incident. Jul 08 13:27:27 * Morgan takes stock of the things around them Jul 08 13:28:49 **stones, mushrooms, recently dug up earth, noose in the tree. Everything is as it should be Jul 08 13:28:58 C: Getting closer Jul 08 13:29:23 Lookin' like we're surrounded Jul 08 13:29:39 * Morgan nods Jul 08 13:29:41 all sides? Jul 08 13:32:03 No, clear at ten through one. Jul 08 13:32:46 Alright, lets move out to our nine o'clock, see if they move with us Jul 08 13:33:28 **The lair is at three o'clock, but he will have to go through the are where Claudia said there was red lights. They all do what he says, and the red lights go with them. Eighty feet now. He counts five sets. Jul 08 13:35:39 Alright... We're not being herded yet... Jul 08 13:35:51 **The cloud finally blows off the low moon, and they are able to see the creatures that the red glowing eyes belong to. They are around seven feet high including the antlers, with big bear-like claws. Their blackness makes them seem like malevolent shadows. Jul 08 13:36:03 C: Holy fuck... Jul 08 13:36:23 S: *he crosses him* Jul 08 13:37:01 * HH , for once, stays quiet Jul 08 13:38:04 Build a small fire... Jul 08 13:41:36 * HH and Sorgi do this, whilst Claudia watches all around Jul 08 13:42:41 Get something you can set fire to... Jul 08 13:44:21 **sorgi finds some rope in his pocket Jul 08 13:44:55 If they approach, you want something you can swing at them, burning at one end... since I'm going to leave you here for awhile Jul 08 13:46:17 HH: We can manage tha' Jul 08 13:46:51 Alright, move back and don't look at the fire... Jul 08 13:48:44 **they all do so Jul 08 13:49:05 * Morgan concentrates on lighting the fire Jul 08 13:49:19 **it works exactly as he wants* Jul 08 13:49:45 Alright, stay ready... I'll be back Jul 08 13:52:25 **Noone objects to him going alone. It's obvious that he is leading and they are going to follow that leadership Jul 08 13:53:01 * Morgan looks around, heading off quickly at one oclock Jul 08 13:56:15 **he manages a little way before spotting one of the creatures watching him Jul 08 13:57:47 * Morgan changes direction slightly, aiming to come towards the lair in a curve Jul 08 13:58:40 **The creature follows, and he has picked up two more by the time he gets near Jul 08 14:00:13 * Morgan forges on Jul 08 14:02:47 **The lair is where O'Flannigan said it was. It appears to be underground, and there must be some light source in there because theres an orange glow Jul 08 14:03:16 * Morgan approaches the opening Jul 08 14:05:32 **he starts to feel a prickle on the back of his neck Jul 08 14:06:14 {is all well blossom?] Jul 08 14:06:53 [We are fine, nothing is happening. Are you?] Jul 08 14:07:28 [so far] Jul 08 14:08:04 **theres now four creatures watching him, getting closer Jul 08 14:09:04 * Morgan edges closer into the opening Jul 08 14:11:25 **its like a slanting tunnel Jul 08 14:11:54 * Morgan moves into the tunnel Jul 08 14:12:40 **its well packed and looks safe from collapse at least Jul 08 14:13:05 * Morgan stops and listens Jul 08 14:13:28 **its almost utterly silent Jul 08 14:14:13 * Morgan edges further in Jul 08 14:16:25 **what makes it not completely silent is the sound of a second set of breathing Jul 08 14:17:26 * Morgan moves against the wall before looking around Jul 08 14:18:22 **theres nothing to see yet, but the light implies he's near the end of the tunnel Jul 08 14:18:54 * Morgan heads further down Jul 08 14:21:47 **the tunnel opens into a small chamber. The dirt here has been mixed with sand and hard packed. It smells very unpleasant, like blood and faeces and decay. Jul 08 14:23:29 **In a corner, the breathing comes from under some animal fleeces. On the floor between Morgan and the captive is a disturbingly familiar circle inscribed with runes. Its drawn out in blood. Jul 08 14:25:09 * Morgan scuffs a couple of the runes with his boot Jul 08 14:26:18 **Nothing happens except a snort of awakening from beneath the fleeces. In another corner, remains that vaguely resemble O'Flannigan have been dumped Jul 08 14:26:54 * Morgan tries to edge around the circle Jul 08 14:29:29 **he manages it. A familiarish face appears from over the fleeces, though covered in a long, mattered beard. The Montaigne porte magician has obviously had a hard few years Jul 08 14:29:39 Matted* Jul 08 14:30:30 * Morgan raises a finger to his lips Jul 08 14:32:35 * HH is now known as Magician Jul 08 14:32:44 * Magician stays quiet Jul 08 14:33:48 * Morgan speaks quietly Jul 08 14:33:51 how many are there? Jul 08 14:34:43 Thirty or thereabouts Jul 08 14:34:58 They keep you here alive? Jul 08 14:37:34 Yes, if I make them a way home Jul 08 14:38:05 Pity you're no good at it, isn't it Jul 08 14:39:09 * Magician nods Jul 08 14:39:14 They dont know that Jul 08 14:39:44 Get Oflannigans body wrapped in a fleece, we're leaving Jul 08 14:42:17 * Magician complies, but it's clear that he hasn't walked much in a long time. He starts gagging as he handles the decomposed corpse Jul 08 14:42:54 Get a grip man... and quietly Jul 08 14:46:19 * Magician continues to gag, but doesn't complain. He hauls up what was O'Flannigan, but it seems he is going to struggle with the weight and his own muscle atrophy Jul 08 14:46:59 * Morgan takes the fleece from him, bundling it to carry over one shoulder Jul 08 14:47:14 You follow me, stay right behind me Jul 08 14:49:43 * Magician does so. He is ridiculously slow and likely to be a hindrance Jul 08 14:50:33 * Morgan leads him slowly up the tunnel, shoving him along where necessary Jul 08 14:51:41 **The trouble starts when they get back out into the dark** Jul 08 14:51:49 I can't see a thing! Jul 08 14:52:29 Shut up and follow me or I'll leave you here Jul 08 14:54:51 **Despite the magician not being able to see a thing, the things can definitely see him. There are five of them waiting in a semi-circle around the entrance, about twenty feet away Jul 08 14:55:52 * Morgan gets a bit closer before putting the fleece containing Oflannigan down Jul 08 15:03:52 **they move in closer too, without seeming to communicate with each other at all, all in unison. They are now not far from being able to reach him with their claws Jul 08 15:10:30 * Morgan brandishes the poleaxe, sweeping it so they are kept at bay Jul 08 15:11:47 **they attempt to grasp it but dont manage it. They do not actively attack Jul 08 15:16:45 back off Jul 08 15:16:56 **They dont Jul 08 15:18:19 * Morgan grabs at the fleece, dragging it as he moves slowly towards them Jul 08 15:18:25 My legs are killing me! Jul 08 15:18:57 You stop moving, I'll kill you Jul 08 15:19:43 **one of the monsters manages to grab the pole axe and tries to wrench it from Morgans hand. Jul 08 15:20:38 * Morgan shoves it forward Jul 08 15:26:00 **it impaled the creature which shrieks like an injured bird. The red glow spreads from the point of entry, and engulfs the creature rapidly Jul 08 15:26:35 * Morgan pulls the glaive back, setting it back to sweeping left and right Jul 08 15:28:15 **The creatures are obviously not that smart because the others try this too, and die in the same way. He's down to two when he hears HH whistle a communication that means "come to you?" Jul 08 15:29:05 Is it far to go? I think I will need to be carried Jul 08 15:29:48 * Morgan whistles back, simultaneously letting go of the fleece and attacking one of the two remaining creatures Jul 08 15:30:39 **the glave seems particularly effective against them, but the shrieks are drawing more of their number Jul 08 15:31:03 Or I could wait in the cave, and you could come back tomorrow with a cart? Jul 08 15:32:09 * Morgan backs into him Jul 08 15:32:16 tell me... can you cast those runes with no fingers? Jul 08 15:33:21 No Jul 08 15:33:49 Another word of complaint and you'll have none... Jul 08 15:34:05 I am not complaining Jul 08 15:34:36 * Morgan starts concentrating on one of the creatures Jul 08 15:34:37 **he sees torches heading their direction Jul 08 15:35:35 **The creature is highly reactive to the fire, immolating with dark red sparks Jul 08 15:36:09 * Morgan attacks another with the glaive Jul 08 15:39:32 **This one is much faster, and dodges for longer before meeting its demise Jul 08 15:39:59 **more of the monsters are being drawn here. Jul 08 15:41:06 * Morgan rolls his shoulders before concentrating on them Jul 08 15:41:09 **HH, Claudia and Sorgi have obviously arrived too, because there are lots more of the death shrieks Jul 08 15:42:28 **the fire works as he wishes, but only up to three at a time Jul 08 15:43:23 * Morgan starts pushing forward, alternating between using fire and the glaive Jul 08 15:44:04 **He can hear the exertions of the others as they're fighting the monsters. He takes out quite a few, but they seem to be getting stronger and smarter the fewer they are Jul 08 15:44:25 You should be counting them. That would make it easier Jul 08 15:45:14 * Morgan grunts Jul 08 15:45:19 you're smart, you tell me how many Jul 08 15:48:57 Bit dark to be able to tell. I would calculate maybe fifteen shrieks so far Jul 08 15:49:32 C: *between grunts and shriek, she shouts to Morgan* This the hostage? Jul 08 15:50:24 * Morgan pulls back a little, breathing deeply a moment before attacking hard Jul 08 15:50:28 aye Jul 08 15:51:07 C: Talks as much as *she swings savagely and theres another shriek* Heinzharold. Jul 08 15:51:47 * Morgan sets to setting more on fire Jul 08 15:52:33 HH: I don't talk tha- *he curses, obviously pained, then growls and hacks away at the perpetrator* Jul 08 15:53:15 Claudia, with me, Sorgi, get HeinzHarold, the body and this moron out of here Jul 08 15:53:33 S: Yes, m'lord Jul 08 15:54:03 HH: I'm good, 's just a scratch. Jul 08 15:54:54 Then you help Sorgi get the body and this idiot out of here. Don't let him out of your sight Jul 08 15:55:28 S: *he drags the fleece, looking at the Montaigne man* Come on. Jul 08 15:56:37 **HH is limping a bit, but he links his arm through the Montaigne man's** Fine night for a stroll in th' woods, doncha think? Jul 08 15:57:14 * Magician is now known as Claudia Jul 08 15:58:19 * Claudia is even too busy destroying monsters to watch them go. She's not messing around, this is Claudia at peak savagery, nothing held back. Jul 08 15:59:31 Twenty two... twenty three... Jul 08 16:00:00 * Morgan matches her ferocity clearly intent on despatching the creatures Jul 08 16:00:54 **The next few are faster again, and each time they fall the rest get better. At number 28, the one he's fighting starts to become a real challenge Jul 08 16:01:25 Getting... better... **she sounds both pushed for breath but also elated* Jul 08 16:02:24 * Morgan pulls a pistol and shoots at it Jul 08 16:02:32 You could try to enjoy yourself a little less Jul 08 16:02:41 **it makes no real odds** Jul 08 16:03:10 Why... would... *shriek*... twenty nine... I... do... that? Jul 08 16:03:47 * Morgan rushes at one, swinging low at the last minute Jul 08 16:04:38 **That works well, and it screams into the night as it meets whatever eternity these hybrid monsters have** Jul 08 16:05:53 * Claudia slashes and grunts and stabs, he can hear her moving around nearby him, and then there are simultaneous shrieks Jul 08 16:06:30 * Morgan looks over, trying to find her Jul 08 16:06:33 Thirty one and two! How many are there supposed to be? Jul 08 16:06:39 Thirty or so Jul 08 16:06:50 if you can trust the word of a montaigne magician Jul 08 16:06:54 Damn. Alright. Jul 08 16:07:11 **he can see three more sets of glowing eyes Jul 08 16:07:28 * Morgan stops, calming himself before concentrating on them, hard Jul 08 16:08:16 **All three explode into a violent inferno, complete with scarlet sparks Jul 08 16:08:25 WHOA! Jul 08 16:09:41 * Morgan scans round, looking for more Jul 08 16:11:04 **He sees nothing. The moon is low but clear, the monsters have burnt out, leaving bright spots in his vision, but there no longer seems to be anything out there Jul 08 16:11:19 Lets get the hell out of here Jul 08 16:11:21 THAT. WAS. AWESOME! Jul 08 16:11:32 * Morgan looks at her sideways Jul 08 16:11:41 There's something wrong with you Jul 08 16:11:46 * Claudia grins in the moonlight Jul 08 16:11:56 I'm at peace with that. Jul 08 16:12:30 * Morgan picks up his pistol, tucking it back inside his coat Jul 08 16:12:33 lets head back Jul 08 16:12:45 [blossom, has Sorgi and HeinzHarold reached you? Jul 08 16:12:47 * Claudia walks beside him Jul 08 16:13:00 [No, is something wrong?] Jul 08 16:13:25 That's a bit more dramatic than hot coffee! Jul 08 16:13:40 [HeinzHarold has been hurt but only a little, sent him along with Sorgi and the hostage. ] Jul 08 16:14:00 [Alright. Are you alright?] Jul 08 16:14:08 [I think so, aye] Jul 08 16:14:28 After the rest of them I hadn't expected it to be that energetic Jul 08 16:14:50 Didn't know you could do that? Jul 08 16:15:08 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 16:15:14 setting fire to something is setting fire to something Jul 08 16:15:24 speaking of which... need to put the other fire out Jul 08 16:15:39 * Claudia leads him that way Jul 08 16:15:59 This is what you were doing in Avalon, hacking up monsters? Jul 08 16:16:14 More or less... Jul 08 16:17:00 It's better than hacking up people. Been a while since I've had a real, hard fight Jul 08 16:17:22 They got better as more of them fell... bit creepy Jul 08 16:17:46 Those last three would have been fantastic to chop to pieces Jul 08 16:18:15 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 16:18:44 **they reach the fire. Theres no more red glows, no more feeling of being watched** Jul 08 16:18:57 * Morgan kicks soil over the fire Jul 08 16:19:18 **It goes dark again** Jul 08 16:19:31 Haven't enjoyed myself this much in years Jul 08 16:19:39 Definitely something wrong with you... Jul 08 16:19:51 * Morgan sets off in the direction of the house Jul 08 16:20:25 I like violence. I like violence on monsters even more. Jul 08 16:21:02 * Claudia walks with him, there's almost a bounce in her step Jul 08 16:21:45 * Morgan nods Jul 08 16:21:56 in some respects its easier Jul 08 16:22:08 Less morality. Jul 08 16:22:27 No idea what sort of intelligence they have Jul 08 16:22:39 * Claudia snorts Jul 08 16:22:50 Not enough to leave us the fuck alone Jul 08 16:23:53 * Morgan laughs Jul 08 16:24:15 Awful bloody things Jul 08 16:24:41 **They catch up with Sorgi, HH, and the magician not far from the house. HH is still talking relentlessly at the magician, who is beginning him to stop talking Jul 08 16:24:57 * Claudia looks at Morgan Jul 08 16:25:09 We've all had those moment with Heinzharold Jul 08 16:25:49 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 16:25:56 I'm not going to stop him... Jul 08 16:28:01 I wouldn't. I've seen him do this before. I've got five guilders that he'll faint as soon as his mouth stops moving Jul 08 16:28:26 really? Jul 08 16:28:42 I'm glad he wasn't around to see the last three... Jul 08 16:28:48 * Claudia nods Jul 08 16:29:04 He'd have been a bit freaked out Jul 08 16:29:15 * Morgan nods Jul 08 16:29:48 It was very impressive though Jul 08 16:30:07 I was impressed Jul 08 16:31:48 **they are near the house now. Sorgi knocks on the door, and Molly opens it, sword drawn. She moves away, letting them in. From outside, Morgan can hear her Jul 08 16:32:59 M: Just stop talking a minute and let me have a look! **Theres a loud thud, and then Molly saying, rather winded** Oh for goodness sake, Heinzharold! Jul 08 16:33:19 * Claudia looks at Morgan "Told ya." Jul 08 16:33:25 Should've told her... Jul 08 16:33:42 * Claudia nods, jogging to the house Jul 08 16:36:19 **Sorgi is trying to leverage the unconscious bulk that is Heinzharold from on top of her when they arrive. Molly looks up at Morgan** It's like being underneath an ox! Jul 08 16:37:28 * Morgan leans in and lifts him Jul 08 16:37:32 I feel sorry for Inga Jul 08 16:38:15 **Everyone laughs, except Heinzharold who is still fainted** Jul 08 16:38:32 C: you're about the same size Jul 08 16:39:34 * Morgan hefts him over to a chair, dropping him into it Jul 08 16:39:38 * Claudia helps Molly up. Molly opens her mouth to say something, but then closes it quickly, blushing. Jul 08 16:40:46 * Morgan sniggers Jul 08 16:41:00 Are you alright dealing with him, Molly? I need to check something Jul 08 16:41:24 **He has a bit more than a scratch, it's quite deep slash, and his trousers are ruined, but it doesn't look too bad Jul 08 16:41:57 remind me to thump him for lying to me Jul 08 16:42:44 M: if he rouses before I've finished, he'll probably welcome it Jul 08 16:42:54 * Morgan nods Jul 08 16:43:17 * Claudia looks at Morgan "Want company?" Jul 08 16:44:33 M: **Molly takes a bowl of water to the chair** [can you make this hot for me?] Jul 08 16:45:33 **Sorgi puts the magician in the morning room** Jul 08 16:45:50 * Morgan nods slightly, heating the water Jul 08 16:45:52 aye, why not Jul 08 16:47:23 * Claudia watches a moment as Molly slices Heinzharold's trouser leg before following Morgan Jul 08 16:48:01 * Morgan walks up the stairs Jul 08 16:49:23 **HH starts to stir** Slow down, lil dorlin, I like these trowwwwwsseeers. Jul 08 16:49:33 * Claudia sniggers Jul 08 16:49:49 [Make a note of what he says, I'll want it for later] Jul 08 16:50:51 [I'm rather busy not becoming acquainted with him more intimately!] Jul 08 16:52:38 [Get Sorgi to help you, or I can send Claudia back] Jul 08 16:53:24 M: Sorgi, hold him still so he does fall out of his seat, or what is left of his clothing please! Jul 08 16:53:35 * Claudia sniggers again Jul 08 16:53:41 * Morgan nods slightly, carrying on up Jul 08 16:54:03 * Claudia waits to see where they are going Jul 08 16:54:23 * Morgan heads up to where O'Flannigan was smashing vases Jul 08 16:54:58 **The master bedroom has had the sheets removed, and the window is slightly cranked open Jul 08 16:55:11 Talking to the ghosts again? Jul 08 16:55:19 Alright O'Flannigan, are you here? Jul 08 16:55:30 **a book drops Jul 08 16:55:54 Good... same as before, two for yes, one for no... Are all the creatures gone? Jul 08 16:56:12 YES Jul 08 16:56:21 Is Charlotte at rest? Jul 08 16:56:25 YES Jul 08 16:56:48 Are you ready to be? Jul 08 16:57:05 **Theres a sudden bellow of laughter from Sorgi and Molly below. It's obviously something really hilarious** Jul 08 16:57:08 YES Jul 08 17:01:11 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:01:21 Alright, as soon as we can, we'll get you put to rest Jul 08 17:01:27 YES Jul 08 17:02:25 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:02:53 Come on Claudia, lets go see what inappropriate behaviour our friend is getting up to Jul 08 17:03:40 * Claudia goes downstairs. Molly is busy stitching Heinzharold, but both she and Sorgi are clearly trying not to laugh Jul 08 17:03:53 How is he? Jul 08 17:04:18 * Claudia bites her lip Jul 08 17:04:33 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 08 17:05:05 Well, it's a bit sore, apparently! *she and Sorgi start laughing* Jul 08 17:05:30 * Morgan looks mildly confused Jul 08 17:06:11 * Molly keeps stitching, and blushing, til it's done. She wipes the wound down again Jul 08 17:06:37 Do you wish to rouse him, liebes herz? Jul 08 17:07:05 If you're finished... Jul 08 17:07:13 * Molly nods Jul 08 17:07:19 Just the traditional way Jul 08 17:07:36 * Morgan nods, kicking his foot Jul 08 17:08:09 **He mutters* That's not niiiice, lil dorlin Jul 08 17:08:20 Those are my apples... Jul 08 17:08:37 * Molly looks at Sorgi "we're back to lil dorlin now!" Jul 08 17:08:57 HH: the hell they are, they're my apples! Jul 08 17:09:13 HH: *he looks suddenly awake* Jul 08 17:12:47 * Morgan watches him Jul 08 17:13:07 HH: owww! Jul 08 17:13:46 hurts? Jul 08 17:14:30 HH: Its a bit sore **Molly and Sorgi crease up at this* Jul 08 17:14:46 * Morgan frowns briefly before nodding Jul 08 17:14:54 You able to move around? Jul 08 17:15:12 HH: *he nods* Aye Jul 08 17:16:49 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:17:05 Sorgi, are you able to do a service tonight? Jul 08 17:17:36 **he nods, tapping his pocket** I can Jul 08 17:18:05 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:18:18 Lets get it done. Jul 08 17:19:03 **Claudia helps HH up, and he looks at Morgan** Is Inga 'ere? Jul 08 17:19:25 * Molly says something quietly to Sorgi that has them both laughing Jul 08 17:21:44 * Morgan frowns briefly Jul 08 17:21:47 No... Jul 08 17:22:23 HH: Thought I was cuddlin' 'er for a minute Jul 08 17:22:49 **Sorgi picks up the fleece** Jul 08 17:22:49 No, they were _definitely_ my apples... Jul 08 17:23:09 HH: What? Jul 08 17:23:27 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 08 17:23:31 * Molly is biting her lip again, blushing Jul 08 17:23:35 doesn't matter... Sorgi, go and get the moron would you? Jul 08 17:25:19 **Sorgi sets down the remains, and opens the morning room door** Oh her Excellency is going to be really cross when she sees what you've done to her floor Jul 08 17:26:03 * Molly glances at Morgan Jul 08 17:26:25 Oh no... Jul 08 17:26:31 Should've killed him and had done with ut Jul 08 17:27:04 * Molly goes to the door, looking in Jul 08 17:28:00 It could be worse... S: there's blood everywhere, m'lady! Jul 08 17:29:55 C: **she takes up the remains and opens the doors** Jul 08 17:30:24 * Morgan goes to look in the morning room Jul 08 17:31:57 **There's a circle, and runes, just like in the cave. The magician is slumped in the middle, bleeding profusely Jul 08 17:33:40 * Morgan scuffs the runes with his boot Jul 08 17:33:54 I'm about done with your bullshit Jul 08 17:35:19 * Molly looks at Sorgi "could you take them all to the herb garden for me, we'll bury him there" Jul 08 17:36:09 You want them buried in the herb garden? Jul 08 17:36:27 * Molly nods Jul 08 17:36:42 It's a nice resting place, and it's good for the soil Jul 08 17:37:19 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:37:20 * Molly watches him. It's impossible to tell if she's winding him up Jul 08 17:37:21 alright Jul 08 17:37:40 * Molly looks at the magician on the floor Jul 08 17:37:47 I'm not healing him. Jul 08 17:38:01 No, you're not... Jul 08 17:38:11 * Molly smiles Jul 08 17:38:21 I'm glad you arent asking it of me Jul 08 17:39:08 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 17:39:17 I'd rather he doesn't bleed all over my house Jul 08 17:39:27 * Molly nods Jul 08 17:41:30 Do you want to go? Jul 08 17:42:12 No Jul 08 17:42:28 * Molly nods Jul 08 17:42:41 You understand what I am going to do? Jul 08 17:42:56 No idea Jul 08 17:43:12 I'm going to end it Jul 08 17:43:20 No, I don't think so Jul 08 17:43:24 I'll deal with it Jul 08 17:43:52 We have to _know_ if I can. _I_ have to know incase I ever need to Jul 08 17:44:09 * Morgan sighs Jul 08 17:44:29 It makes sense... I don't like it. Jul 08 17:44:42 Which is why I asked if you wanted to go Jul 08 17:45:16 I don't like the idea of how it will affect you. I would not leave you with that. Jul 08 17:46:19 I will be fine. This is a risk the world does not need, and he was responsible for you dying twice. Jul 08 17:46:51 I'll say it again... I _will not_ leave you. Jul 08 17:47:04 Alright, liebling Jul 08 17:47:59 * Molly goes and kneels beside the magician. She puts a hand on his forehead, and closes her eyes. Morgan feels a prickle on the back of his neck Jul 08 17:48:51 ((Watching or looks away?)) Jul 08 17:48:54 * Morgan waits patiently Jul 08 17:49:11 ((watches)) Jul 08 17:50:16 * Molly says quietly "Enough." There's a brief micro-expression of joy on the magician's face before he just stops. It's as quick and easy as turning off an electric light Jul 08 17:51:27 * Molly sits there just a moment before closing his eyes and standing up Jul 08 17:51:43 * Morgan watches her seriously Jul 08 17:52:05 * Molly brushes off her trousers Jul 08 17:52:29 I'll have some of the crew mop the floor tomorrow Jul 08 17:52:44 Where do you want him? Jul 08 17:53:10 In the herb garden will do as well Jul 08 17:53:27 What do you need from me? Jul 08 17:53:44 To carry him, I'm not strong enough Jul 08 17:53:52 Thats not what I meant and you know it Jul 08 17:54:01 * Molly looks at him Jul 08 17:54:14 I am not troubled, liebling Jul 08 17:54:33 * Morgan searches her face Jul 08 17:54:45 * Molly looks genuinely untroubled Jul 08 17:54:54 Alright... Jul 08 17:55:31 * Morgan bends, hefting the man off the floor Jul 08 17:55:40 I am a _farmer's daughter_. When an animal becomes too dangerous, there is nothing else to do. Jul 08 17:56:18 I know blossom... but this isn't just an animal... and I still remember how killing someone on purpose felt Jul 08 17:57:06 He would have died without my magical healing anyway. I simply spared him more time of bleeding out. Jul 08 17:57:19 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:57:19 alright Jul 08 17:57:54 * Molly looks at him Jul 08 17:58:08 What do _you_ need from _me_? Jul 08 17:58:16 Nothing for now... Jul 08 17:58:22 * Molly nods Jul 08 17:58:32 But later? Jul 08 17:58:50 * Morgan nods Jul 08 17:58:53 I'm fine blossom Jul 08 17:59:03 * Morgan carries the man through the house towards the herb garden Jul 08 18:00:14 **Claudia and Sorgi have already made a good start on a grave on the most sparse bit of the garden Jul 08 18:00:58 * Molly wanders off slightly to look at some herbs Jul 08 18:01:11 * Morgan dumps the man on the ground Jul 08 18:01:14 need some space for this one Jul 08 18:01:20 **HH, Claudia and Sorgi all look confused* Jul 08 18:01:42 C: He's dead? Jul 08 18:02:16 Clearly. Jul 08 18:02:34 S: We just assumed... *he glances in Molly's direction. She wandered into a patch of the herbs, looking unphased* Jul 08 18:02:46 Opened a vein to cast another one of his _fucking_ portals... I'm not allowing my wife to heal him Jul 08 18:04:17 **They all nod, the uninjured two starting on the next grave. HH comes to Morgan, looking at Molly then whispering* She alright? Jul 08 18:05:11 * Morgan nods Jul 08 18:05:22 sounds like you made a prat of yourself Jul 08 18:05:54 HH: they told me I landed on 'er. Normally I check a woman wants me there 'fore I do it Jul 08 18:06:26 * Morgan nods briefly before thumping his arm Jul 08 18:06:55 HH: what wassat for?! Jul 08 18:07:20 Telling me you were fine. Do you have any idea what your wife would do to me if you'd not made it back? Jul 08 18:07:39 HH: I was alright Jul 08 18:08:11 * Morgan looks at him Jul 08 18:08:14 Bullshit Jul 08 18:08:28 HH: Did I die though? Jul 08 18:09:11 No, but you could've. Jul 08 18:11:08 HH: what would y' have even done diff'rnt if I'd said? Jul 08 18:45:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 08 20:30:47 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 08 20:30:50 [18:09] (Molly) HH: what would y' have even done diff'rnt if I'd said? Jul 08 20:37:22 Not much, you'd have been sent as you were Jul 08 20:49:29 HH: 'Xactly. You'd have jus' worried more Jul 08 20:52:41 I worried anyway... Jul 08 20:55:28 **HH nods. Sorgi and Claudia lower O'Flannigan in** Jul 08 20:56:12 * Molly rejoins them. Sorgi gets out his rosary and a small holy book** None of you need to stay, what with it being a Vaticine rite. Jul 08 20:56:51 Would it be disrespectful to you if I stayed? I won't take part, obviously... Jul 08 20:57:35 S: Not at all, m'lord, you're all welcome to. Jul 08 20:57:43 * Morgan nods Jul 08 20:57:50 Then I shall Jul 08 20:58:00 **Claudia and HH are clearly staying put, as is Molly. Jul 08 20:59:06 **Sorgi conducts a brief service in Theah, in which he gives a moment's pause to pray for O'Flannigan's soul, saying it in Eisen too. After about thirty seconds he says Amen. The other three say it also. Jul 08 21:00:03 * Morgan says it quietly Jul 08 21:01:06 **Sorgi asks Morgan if he wants to put in the first handful of dirt, its standard and just like Alarice's funeral Jul 08 21:02:15 * Morgan does so Jul 08 21:03:08 * Molly does the same. He would have to really strain to hear what she says Jul 08 21:03:57 * Morgan does Jul 08 21:04:55 Thank you for your service to us, and to my husband when you first came here. I'll plant some rosemary for remembrance here. Be at peace. Jul 08 21:05:53 * Molly comes to stand back beside him whilst Claudia and Sorgi fill in the grave with the shovels Jul 08 21:06:29 **HH looks to Morgan** Do we know 'is religion? *he looks at the still warm corpse* Jul 08 21:06:59 No... Jul 08 21:08:16 **HH goes to help lift the body into the other grave, a bad idea considering his injury* Jul 08 21:08:46 Stop right now Jul 08 21:09:16 HH: Y'need the help Jul 08 21:09:32 * Molly shrugs "I could help?" Jul 08 21:10:01 * Morgan shakes his head, going to help Jul 08 21:11:17 S: Do you want to say something for this man, as we dont know he's Vaticine, m'lord? Jul 08 21:12:38 No. Jul 08 21:17:00 * Molly glances at him, then says nothing Jul 08 21:17:55 *sorgi and Claudia cover up the body and finish off the grave. Theres a tinkling of a metal wind chime Jul 08 21:18:07 * Morgan scowls Jul 08 21:18:39 C: That's getting bloody weird now Jul 08 21:18:55 Its getting a bit old Jul 08 21:18:58 HH: Didn't that happen at your weddin'? Jul 08 21:20:17 * Morgan nods Jul 08 21:20:41 HH: Any idea wha' it is? Jul 08 21:20:48 No, none Jul 08 21:21:55 **They set off over the gardens this time, towards the cliff path* Jul 08 21:23:01 * Morgan rolls his shoulders as he walks Jul 08 21:23:38 HH: What's one more scar b'tween friends, he? Jul 08 21:23:48 Eh?* Jul 08 21:27:55 Lets hope Inga thinks the same Jul 08 21:28:49 HH: Oh I'll get all the sympathy for bein' the hero of the day Jul 08 21:29:18 Probably... Jul 08 21:29:27 C: She is not going to believe you were the hero of the day! Jul 08 21:30:09 HH: She will, 'cos Morgan will back me up t' get me out of trouble Jul 08 21:30:45 You do realise I wont lie, dont you? Jul 08 21:31:16 * Molly walks along quietly, looking out over the western horizon Jul 08 21:31:43 HH: Was I an 'ero, an' was it today? Jul 08 21:33:32 It could possibly described as slightly heroic... no more than the rest of you though Jul 08 21:34:26 C: I got to fight something that challenged me, sonIndont need the glory Jul 08 21:35:17 S: I haven't fought at all since the War ended, except for drunken fist fights, I'm happy without it too, m'lord Jul 08 21:36:30 And yet you came to my aid when I needed you... despite the things we were facing... pretty damn heroic if you ask me Jul 08 21:36:52 Though, I should apologise for taking the fun out of the last few... Jul 08 21:37:24 C: That was worth it Jul 08 21:37:37 * Molly looks to Morgan Jul 08 21:37:46 What did I miss? Jul 08 21:38:29 It was strange... the damn things got smarter the less of them there were... got quite difficult for a while... last three advancing towards us and I... dealt with them Jul 08 21:38:56 Three at a time? That's very impressive, liebling Jul 08 21:39:13 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 08 21:39:18 May have gone a bit overboard Jul 08 21:39:37 Oh? Jul 08 21:40:04 Wanna tell her, Claudia? Jul 08 21:40:26 * Molly proceeds to Jul 08 21:40:36 **Claudia proceeds to Jul 08 21:40:46 * Molly smiles Jul 08 21:40:54 That does sound spectacular Jul 08 21:41:47 I think Claudia was actually impressed Jul 08 21:42:13 C: Dont let it go to your head, it isn't likely to happen again Jul 08 21:42:38 Thats twice now Jul 08 21:42:51 C: what was the other time? Jul 08 21:43:09 When I sang in Avebury... I saw your face Jul 08 21:43:39 C: I'll admit that. Jul 08 21:44:03 HH: did he 'av the old girl out as well? Jul 08 21:44:37 C: *she nods* He's a lot better than you say, Heinzharold Jul 08 21:45:15 HH: Tha's cos you're hearing him now, 'e was awful at first Jul 08 21:45:26 Everyone is awful at first Jul 08 21:45:44 HH: Not what Inga said! Jul 08 21:46:05 * Molly starts giggling, and Sorgi and Claudia laugh too Jul 08 21:46:59 **they get to the top of the cliff path** Jul 08 21:47:30 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head Jul 08 21:47:38 HH: If I got 'ealed, why does my leg still hurt? Jul 08 21:48:25 S: My stomach hurt for a good week after still Jul 08 21:48:51 C: My arm didn't hurt at all Jul 08 21:49:50 * Molly glances at Morgan, smiling a little [It's nice that they're at ease enough with it tonight to be making comparisons about it] Jul 08 21:50:43 [Aye. I'm glad they've managed to accept it] Jul 08 21:52:15 Claudia, your arm didn't hurt because it was an easy fix. Heinzharold, your leg hurts because I didn't use magic. Sorgi, your stomach hurt because is much hard to only partly heal, but other people had seen your wounds and it would have revealed the secret Jul 08 21:52:52 Oh, and because I had to stick my fingers in your stab wounds and push your broken ribs back into place. Jul 08 21:53:16 **There's a chorus of groans and winces Jul 08 21:53:51 * Molly just smiles, going back to watching the horizon Jul 08 21:54:28 * Morgan chuckles Jul 08 21:54:48 C: We going to have a few drinks, or do we need to get Heinzharold to nurse Inga? Jul 08 21:55:19 * Molly mutters very quietly to Sorgi, making him laugh and her giggle Jul 08 21:57:29 Should probably get the invalid back Jul 08 21:58:18 It isn't like there are any running taverns on the island anyway... Jul 08 21:59:23 * Molly is smiling faintly at the stars Jul 08 22:01:22 No, but we have our own... which reminds me... Maelwys wants a supply of Blockers... seems he wants to kill off the people in Avebury Jul 08 22:02:11 **They laugh** C: tell Heinzharold about that drink he makes Jul 08 22:02:45 Its similar to a certain moonshine but, I'm afraid, nicer tasting... Jul 08 22:03:05 He gave some to his wife and she, and I quote, nearly rode him to death Jul 08 22:03:42 HH: **He laughs** Oh I need to get me 'ands on some of that! Jul 08 22:03:54 * Morgan scratches his nose Jul 08 22:03:58 I might have some onboard Jul 08 22:04:54 HH: I could try it out, let y' know. In the interests o' research, see? Jul 08 22:05:43 ah a man willing to experiment for the sake of science Jul 08 22:06:02 I think you should wait until you're fully healed... say two months, perhaps three? *she smirks at Morgan* Jul 08 22:06:36 HH: **he groans dramatically** Jul 08 22:07:11 S: *he looks at Molly, smiling* Cap'n's orders Jul 08 22:07:26 * Molly bursts out laughing at this Jul 08 22:08:42 * Morgan chuckles Jul 08 22:09:17 **They get back on to the ship. Sorgi looks like he's going to be staying on deck with Koen, and says "Goodnight, m'lord, m'lady, Heinzharold" Jul 08 22:10:30 * Molly says goodnight to him, heading below with HH whilst Claudia stays up with Sorgi. Jul 08 22:17:08 Thank you, Sorgi... Jul 08 22:19:30 S: You're welcome, m'lord Jul 08 22:20:05 * Morgan heads below Jul 08 22:21:46 * Molly lets HH into the study. Inga gets up "Oh no, what happened, are you alright?!" She's immediately hugging HH and kissing his cheek Jul 08 22:22:12 * Molly smiles at Morgan with amusement Jul 08 22:22:21 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 08 22:22:54 HH: Hurts pretty bad, but it 'ad to be done, little darlin'. Jul 08 22:23:14 I: **she strokes his face** You're so brave! Jul 08 22:23:29 * Molly rolls her eyes back Jul 08 22:24:18 HH: Hurts a bit less now I can see your face again... Jul 08 22:24:59 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 08 22:25:04 I'm going to need some tea Jul 08 22:26:11 I: Let me get you cleaned up and rested, you poor thing! *she's stroking his arm, fussing over him. He gives Morgan the smugest grin ever over her shoulder* Jul 08 22:26:42 HH: Morgan said I was a hero tonight Jul 08 22:27:08 I: *she smiles at Morgan, obviously brimming with pride* he was? Jul 08 22:27:34 He came to my aid when I needed him... Jul 08 22:28:12 I: **she looks at HH adoringly** Jul 08 22:28:21 * Molly smiles Jul 08 22:29:08 I'll talk you through what to keep an eye on, and fetch my husband some tea. Jul 08 22:29:34 HH: G'dnight Morgan Jul 08 22:30:58 G'night my friend Jul 08 22:31:03 *Inga says the same, encouraging HH to let her help and support him back to the room* Jul 08 22:31:32 * Molly gives Morgan a quick glance "I will just be a minute" Jul 08 22:31:37 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:32:21 * Molly herds the lovebirds out. She's gone five minutes before she brings a tea tray and sets it on the desk Jul 08 22:33:12 * Molly pours for him, then takes off her sword belt and boots Jul 08 22:33:35 He's already being tucked up in bed and tended to like a war hero Jul 08 22:34:12 Doesn't surprise me Jul 08 22:34:20 Its sweet Jul 08 22:34:59 * Molly sheds her coat too before getting her own cup of tea Jul 08 22:35:23 Would you like to sit on the couch a while? Jul 08 22:35:53 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:35:55 sounds good to me Jul 08 22:36:38 * Molly takes her tea and sits down. She takes a deep breath and makes a long exhale Jul 08 22:36:48 How are you? Jul 08 22:37:02 I'm alright... you? Jul 08 22:37:10 * Molly nods Jul 08 22:37:22 Happy to have the island to ourselves! Jul 08 22:37:57 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:38:02 quite Jul 08 22:38:30 * Molly blows on the tea Jul 08 22:38:37 What happened out there? Jul 08 22:39:20 how do you mean? Jul 08 22:39:47 What happened in the woods? Jul 08 22:40:53 We were being watched... I went and found the lair, got all the way inside and found O'Flannigan and the idiot... come all that way so I didn't fancy leaving them there just to come back Jul 08 22:41:28 * Molly nods Jul 08 22:41:39 I can understand that Jul 08 22:42:15 Were the monsters as bad as O'Flannigan said? Jul 08 22:42:43 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:42:50 not stupid, either Jul 08 22:43:11 I suppose that is the human part? Jul 08 22:44:21 * Molly sips the tea with a sigh of relaxation, and fidgets to get more comfortable Jul 08 22:44:43 I suppose so, aye Jul 08 22:44:52 * Morgan pushes his boots off, leaning back Jul 08 22:45:27 * Molly watches him with a fond smile Jul 08 22:45:37 But they were no match for you Jul 08 22:46:02 Not to start with, no Jul 08 22:46:50 That's unusual Jul 08 22:47:05 what is? Jul 08 22:47:16 That they improved Jul 08 22:48:05 extremely... The last few were really quite difficult Jul 08 22:48:22 But flammable? *she smiles* Jul 08 22:48:53 Three at a time, aye... and being Sidhe, quite allergic to steel Jul 08 22:49:02 * Molly nods Jul 08 22:49:21 You're very dangerous now... Jul 08 22:50:18 apparently so Jul 08 22:50:28 * Molly smiles Jul 08 22:50:44 Heinzharold will be fine, it looks worse than it is Jul 08 22:50:50 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:50:57 what has had you in such hysterics? Jul 08 22:51:09 * Molly starts laughing again Jul 08 22:52:26 Not long after you left, he started muttering. He said "That's a bit sore, lil dorlin... Oh... Alright. Aye aye, Cap'n Inga, Ma'am" Jul 08 22:52:45 * Morgan laughs Jul 08 22:52:50 Oh dear Jul 08 22:53:11 I shouldn't imagine you'll be able to let that lie, my love Jul 08 22:53:33 No, I don't think so Jul 08 22:54:10 Don't you think that's a little mean, mon petit chou? *she's smirking* Jul 08 22:54:19 Probably, aye Jul 08 22:54:32 * Molly giggles Jul 08 22:54:44 I might ask Inga about it though..m Jul 08 22:54:53 please do Jul 08 22:55:16 * Molly sips her tea Jul 08 22:55:40 That's why Sorgi and I were laughing about Cap'n's orders Jul 08 22:55:51 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:55:58 makes complete sense now Jul 08 22:56:22 I didn't want to spoil the surprise when you're teasing him Jul 08 22:58:25 * Morgan nods Jul 08 22:58:38 I'm not sure he'll remember Jul 08 22:59:08 I wonder if he'll remember falling on me! Jul 08 23:00:25 He's going to get reminded Jul 08 23:00:30 I will do a great deal for my friends, but pinning me to the floor is Husband Privileges... *she giggles* Jul 08 23:02:37 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:02:38 indeed Jul 08 23:03:10 * Molly giggles, watching him over the rim of the cup Jul 08 23:03:28 And _your_ apples, my love? Jul 08 23:03:50 definitely my apples Jul 08 23:04:03 * Molly licks then bites her lip Jul 08 23:04:09 Most definitely. Jul 08 23:06:12 * Morgan smiles, sipping his tea Jul 08 23:06:36 * Molly takes a deep breath Jul 08 23:06:44 No more monsters, no more ghosts, the machine is protected. It seems like we can finally get on with the mundane work of sorting out Lundy. Jul 08 23:07:26 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:07:36 apart from that jingly jangly stuff Jul 08 23:08:12 That is very odd, isn't it? Jul 08 23:08:41 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:09:16 A mystery for another day, I think. What happened up at the farm? Jul 08 23:09:28 We talked, we hugged, I set fire to some hay Jul 08 23:09:37 * Molly smiles Jul 08 23:09:42 That's nice Jul 08 23:09:47 * Morgan nice Jul 08 23:09:50 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:10:06 I am relieved you have resolved it Jul 08 23:10:17 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:10:24 so am I, more than I can explain Jul 08 23:10:36 * Molly looks thoughtful Jul 08 23:11:13 He is very precious to you Jul 08 23:12:06 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:12:26 And Claudia too, but in a different way I think Jul 08 23:12:31 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:12:48 * Molly sips her tea Jul 08 23:13:03 Its like... Heinzharold helps you know who you are... Jul 08 23:13:30 oh? Jul 08 23:13:41 You do not agree? Jul 08 23:15:00 I'm not sure how you mean... Jul 08 23:15:03 You generally seem more at ease with yourself when you have him to bounce off Jul 08 23:15:34 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:15:40 I suppose I am Jul 08 23:15:48 Its nice Jul 08 23:17:15 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:17:39 * Molly smiles gently Jul 08 23:17:54 You must be exhausted, liebes herz Jul 08 23:18:02 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 23:18:17 a bit I suppose... was a bit more energetic than I had planned Jul 08 23:18:26 It has been a long, hard day Jul 08 23:18:55 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:19:13 * Molly sips the tea Jul 08 23:20:12 Earlier you said you did not need anything from me right then, do you now? Jul 08 23:20:28 Believe it or not, I'm alright Jul 08 23:20:43 * Molly smiles slightly Jul 08 23:21:15 What is it you think I might be thinking you are not alright _about_? Jul 08 23:22:04 * Morgan looks confused Jul 08 23:22:25 * Molly shakes her head Jul 08 23:22:50 It does not matter Jul 08 23:23:42 * Molly finishes her tea Jul 08 23:24:02 It obviously does or you would not have mentioned it Jul 08 23:24:53 You said "believe it or not" as if you were expecting me to think you are not alright... I wonder what you thought I might be thinking was troubling you Jul 08 23:27:07 A lots been going on... its somewhat surprising even to me that I'm alright Jul 08 23:27:16 * Molly nods Jul 08 23:27:42 Perhaps it wont hit you until tomorrow... or it will manifest in nightmares Jul 08 23:27:54 * Morgan shrugs Jul 08 23:27:55 maybe Jul 08 23:28:07 * Molly nods Jul 08 23:28:17 I am glad you are alright this evening Jul 08 23:28:27 me too Jul 08 23:28:45 I think, my love, I should go to bed Jul 08 23:29:07 * Molly watches his expression closely Jul 08 23:29:31 * Morgan nods Jul 08 23:29:32 alright Jul 08 23:30:32 Unless you needed me...? Jul 08 23:30:42 I do, but we can deal with that in bed Jul 08 23:31:05 * Molly looks a little surprised but very pleased Jul 08 23:32:08 I'd like that Jul 08 23:32:32 * Morgan nods, finishing his tea Jul 08 23:32:34 Come along then Jul 08 23:32:55 * Molly nods, setting her cup on the desk Jul 08 23:33:05 Yes, liebes herz Jul 08 23:44:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 09 09:17:24 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 09 10:33:26 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 09 11:26:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 09 11:27:40 * Molly picks up the lantern, following him through to the bedroom. She sets it down carefully. Jul 09 11:27:54 Are we to go to Tawstock tomorrow? Jul 09 11:28:06 I think so Jul 09 11:28:30 * Molly begins to loosen her corset laces Jul 09 11:29:10 It is Saturday, but we should still be able to find Mr Jeffries and my Father's solicitors Jul 09 11:29:39 * Morgan nods Jul 09 11:30:29 If we go early, we could go to Lady Torrington's also? Jul 09 11:30:34 * Morgan nods Jul 09 11:30:37 Not a bad idea Jul 09 11:31:51 * Molly unbusks the corset Jul 09 11:32:04 Are you still concerned about seeing her? Jul 09 11:33:25 * Morgan nods Jul 09 11:33:30 somewhat Jul 09 11:33:48 * Molly nods Jul 09 11:33:56 I think it is time though... Jul 09 11:34:00 * Morgan nods Jul 09 11:34:16 It feels like we are here to say goodbye Jul 09 11:34:25 It does rather Jul 09 11:34:34 * Molly starts undoing her trousers Jul 09 11:34:51 We have moved on from our life here Jul 09 11:34:57 Yes, we have Jul 09 11:35:37 * Molly slides them down slowly Jul 09 11:36:01 I'm sure it will be more challenging than I am presently imagining Jul 09 11:36:52 You think so? Jul 09 11:40:43 Possibly. We can only wait and see, my love Jul 09 11:42:58 * Morgan nods Jul 09 11:42:59 indeed Jul 09 11:45:55 * Molly starts to unpin her hair, wearing just her shirt Jul 09 11:46:16 Is there anything else you wish to discuss before we settle for the night, liebling? Jul 09 11:46:31 You refer to your nightmare? Jul 09 11:46:50 * Molly 's hands still Jul 09 11:47:09 I did not. But if that is something you wish to discuss... Jul 09 11:47:32 No, there is no need save to say I understand why you were so affected... and entirely needlessly so Jul 09 11:48:09 * Molly resumes the task with her hair. She looks very solemn Jul 09 11:48:18 I appreciate your empathy Jul 09 11:53:34 * Morgan stretches, back popping Jul 09 11:56:51 * Molly watches him Jul 09 11:56:57 Are you hurt? Jul 09 11:57:26 I don't believe so Jul 09 11:59:46 * Molly nods Jul 09 12:00:10 Alright... that's good... *she takes a deep breath, concentrating on finishing her hair* Jul 09 12:01:13 * Morgan starts to undress, humming to himself Jul 09 12:03:32 * Molly finds the brush, slowly brushing it out Jul 09 12:03:45 I am sorry it was so difficult for me to tell you... Jul 09 12:05:03 I'm not surprised... you worried I would confirm thats what would happen, no doubt Jul 09 12:07:14 * Molly nods Jul 09 12:07:31 I worried what I would see in your expression Jul 09 12:07:48 I can understand that Jul 09 12:09:33 And I have worked at being at peace. We are together _now_. You are happy _now_. The present moment is what matters. I cannot control the rest, as with all the destiny and paths. Jul 09 12:10:00 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 12:12:24 I wouldn't allow it Jul 09 12:12:52 Maybe it's just a nightmare. Maybe such magic does not exist Jul 09 12:14:27 I don't care if it does Jul 09 12:15:44 No? Despite how dangerous it could be? Jul 09 12:16:32 Thats not what I mean... Jul 09 12:19:34 * Molly takes a deep breath, setting down the brush. She watches him from the little stool by the dresser, hands in her lap Jul 09 12:19:51 What _do_ you mean? Jul 09 12:20:44 I would not leave you... for anything Jul 09 12:22:48 * Molly bows her head, swallowing hard. She seems to be struggling to know what to say Jul 09 12:23:36 You're right it would be dangerous to have that sort of thing floating about, of course, but that, as with any other obstacle, is simply something we would deal with Jul 09 12:24:38 * Molly nods, looking up at him Jul 09 12:24:42 Yes Jul 09 12:24:50 But thats an aside Jul 09 12:25:48 * Molly nods again. In her eyes he can see that she's making an effort not to conceal the vulnerability Jul 09 12:25:52 It is Jul 09 12:26:12 I would not leave you. Jul 09 12:26:48 Thank you. I appreciate that more than I could possibly say *she speaks quietly, watching him* Jul 09 12:27:06 Its just the simple truth my love Jul 09 12:27:20 It does not feel so simple Jul 09 12:27:46 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:29:02 * Molly blinks as the tears start to prickle in her eyes Jul 09 12:29:29 * Morgan comes to her Jul 09 12:29:33 I love you. I love you so much it's painful. Jul 09 12:29:44 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:29:51 Scary isn't it Jul 09 12:30:25 * Molly nods, a single heavy tear overspilling Jul 09 12:30:30 Petrifying. Jul 09 12:31:30 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:33:35 I'm more vulnerable than I ever thought possible, because I cannot bear to lose you Jul 09 12:34:23 Not something you need to worry about... Jul 09 12:35:04 ...but? Jul 09 12:35:22 But nothing Jul 09 12:35:42 * Molly nods, holding out her hands to him Jul 09 12:35:50 * Morgan takes them Jul 09 12:36:23 * Molly urges him to kneel down in front of the stool Jul 09 12:36:39 Does it worry you also? Jul 09 12:36:50 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:36:51 very much Jul 09 12:36:54 * Morgan kneels Jul 09 12:37:24 * Molly lets go with one hand, bringing it to his cheek Jul 09 12:37:45 There is no hell I would not battle through to be at your side Jul 09 12:38:44 likewise Jul 09 12:39:36 * Molly nods. She shifts a little, sliding forward slightly so she can be closer to him Jul 09 12:40:00 I would unmake the world to be in your arms... Jul 09 12:40:28 Just as well you don't need to Jul 09 12:40:43 * Molly nods Jul 09 12:40:51 I just need to be open Jul 09 12:40:56 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:41:20 No more hiding. No more barriers Jul 09 12:41:52 * Morgan nods Jul 09 12:41:53 good Jul 09 12:42:20 * Molly kisses him softly Jul 09 12:52:24 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 09 12:58:19 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 09 12:59:02 we're alright my love Jul 09 13:02:07 * Molly nods Jul 09 13:02:16 I am glad, liebling Jul 09 13:02:58 * Molly watches him a moment Jul 09 13:03:06 Liebes herz? Jul 09 13:03:38 mmm? Jul 09 13:04:10 I... *she blushes a little, rosier in the low light* I need you to take me to bed and make love to me now Jul 09 13:04:25 I think I can do that Jul 09 13:05:04 * Molly smiles "good" Jul 09 13:07:26 **He stands, leading her by the hand. Though their love-making is sweet and simple, its backed by an intensity of feelings, and once that storm has passed, she lays at his side, her hand on his chest over his heart** Jul 09 13:07:50 Thank you Jul 09 13:08:13 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:09:37 I think we ought to prepare your herbs and things before I fall asleep here like this Jul 09 13:10:10 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:10:12 probably, aye Jul 09 13:11:07 * Molly manages, albeit it sleepily, to get up and get these things done before settling into his arms once more Jul 09 13:11:18 What would you like me to sing tonight? Jul 09 13:11:59 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 13:12:01 your choice Jul 09 13:12:53 * Molly sings in Eisen, something with a waltzing rhythm to it. He falls asleep easily Jul 09 13:14:12 **Despite the rumours of a spring leave, he and Heinzharold had been sent on a mission,  their usual M.O. They barely see the Enchiridon now. Heinzharold gets captured and gets the information, Morgan gets him out. This one had been an important one, and the information had been very valuable. Jul 09 13:14:12 But it had been top secret, and he couldn't even write back to her Prophet's Mass letter, instead they hadn't spoken for the six months until now, he couldn't risk being found out or putting her in danger. Finally, he was going to be able to reconnect with her. Theus knew he'd thought of her every day, relentlessly. He was very keen to see her. Jul 09 13:14:12 So keen he'd even put on knee breeches to attend tonight's final ball of the season, at the country retreat of Eisenfurstin Posen. Entry for a Veisgraf was guaranteed. Jul 09 13:14:12 He has champagne in his hand as he looks around the ballroom, and he wonders how Heinzharold's trip to Sudlachenburg was going, keen to see if the former Shadow Fayre Queen had appealed to him again on subsequent meeting. Jul 09 13:14:12 He's surprised to see Edward here, he must also be on leave. He's dancing a standard waltz with a brunette in a red dress, obviously flirting with her. Jul 09 13:14:20 ((Done)) Jul 09 13:16:22 * Morgan watches him for a moment before looking around the ballroom Jul 09 13:17:46 **its busy, warm, and full of bold, vibrant colours and lively laughter and talk. He spots Herr Forrester, looking significantly finer dressed and polished than before. Perhaps his friendship with Anhalt and Posen had earned him an increased standing in Morgan's absence? Or perhaps his wealth had come from a hefty bride price and Molly had had to wed Sebastian after all? Jul 09 13:18:58 * Morgan frowns and heads over towards him Jul 09 13:19:15 * Molly is now known as Forrester Jul 09 13:19:41 * Forrester bows deeply when he arrives. He looks well Jul 09 13:19:53 Good evening, Veisgraf Sudlachenburg Jul 09 13:20:07 Herr Forrester... you are well? Jul 09 13:20:37 I am, thank you. And you are also well, I trust? Jul 09 13:20:45 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:20:56 as well as can be expected... I notice your daughter is not here... Jul 09 13:21:42 * Forrester looks over the dancefloor, trying to spot her in the crush of bodies Jul 09 13:21:56 She is right at the far end Jul 09 13:22:06 Ah, I had not seen her Jul 09 13:22:50 **Then he sees her across the room, dancing with Sebastian. She's wearing a pretty pink dress that really suits her. She's smiling politely at her dance partner. Jul 09 13:23:35 Would you... would you excuse me? Jul 09 13:23:59 * Forrester nods, smiling "Of course, my Lord" Jul 09 13:24:33 * Morgan strides across the dance floor, tapping Sebastien on the shouder Jul 09 13:24:53 * Forrester is now known as Molly Jul 09 13:25:17 **Sebastian inclines his head "Good evening" Jul 09 13:26:19 I wonder if I might cut in... Jul 09 13:27:09 **He nods, though his micro-expression objects, and yields Molly to him* Jul 09 13:27:55 The music changes, their Allemande á Dieu starting on both piano and violin. She watches him adoringly* Jul 09 13:28:04 well now... Jul 09 13:28:51 * Molly moves into his frame immediately, her hand on his shoulder Jul 09 13:29:18 *she smiles shyly* Would it be dreadfully unseemly for the young lady who has waited for months to see a particular handsome sailor again to tell him that she has missed him like the flowers miss the sunshine at night? Jul 09 13:29:41 Extremely... I assume the sailor in question hasn't arrived yet Jul 09 13:30:05 * Molly giggles in the way she has been told not to Jul 09 13:30:17 No, you're here. Jul 09 13:30:37 You said handsome... Jul 09 13:31:15 You are handsome. I have studied you face so often in my mind that I have no doubt of that Jul 09 13:31:53 I see... I owe you an apology Jul 09 13:32:14 * Molly follows his lead as they dance Jul 09 13:32:17 Not at all Jul 09 13:32:38 I wanted to write but, I was not able to Jul 09 13:33:03 * Molly nods "I know. Duke Anhalt told my Father that you were working on something top secret and that's why you hadn't contacted me" Jul 09 13:33:20 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:34:19 They were very hopeful that you would still wish to see me when you were able *she watches him with a gentle smile* Jul 09 13:35:05 Were they now... Jul 09 13:35:18 * Molly nods Jul 09 13:35:29 Less than I, but they were Jul 09 13:35:50 I see... I couldn't see you and was quite put out... Jul 09 13:36:16 * Molly smiles, blushing Jul 09 13:36:25 I am touched Jul 09 13:37:44 They are going to make another match for Sebastian, depending upon you... Jul 09 13:39:33 depending on me? Jul 09 13:39:43 * Molly nods Jul 09 13:39:59 They are hopeful you will wish to offer for me... Jul 09 13:40:16 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:40:30 I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it Jul 09 13:40:48 * Molly blushes again, smiling Jul 09 13:40:52 You have?! Jul 09 13:41:24 * Morgan nods Jul 09 13:42:01 I know it would not be a very equal match in standing... Jul 09 13:42:24 no? Jul 09 13:43:28 You are a Veisgraf, and I'm- **There is a very loud crack of palm meeting cheek, and the music stops abruptly. A silence spreads across the room* Jul 09 13:44:13 * Morgan looks around Jul 09 13:45:11 **Edward appears to be the centre of the drama, as does Mina, who looks very angry. The room is clearly shocked by the horrendous lack of etiquette* Jul 09 13:45:34 * Morgan sighs Jul 09 13:45:44 would you excuse me? Seems I need to go fetch my brother Jul 09 13:46:03 * Molly nods stepping back "of course" Jul 09 13:47:02 * Morgan inclines his head, before stalking over to Edward Jul 09 13:47:06 **The whispers as he is passing through are filled with judgement, comments about embarrassing the family, bringing shame on Sudlachenburg Jul 09 13:47:37 **A tearful Mina is being led away, her reputation obviously now in tatters also** Jul 09 13:47:59 * Morgan grabs Edward, pulling him to the corner of the room Jul 09 13:48:09 * Molly is now known as Edward Jul 09 13:48:44 * Edward rubs his face where the red hand print glows. She's belted him well. Jul 09 13:48:59 What did you do? Jul 09 13:49:29 * Edward shoves him "It's not your business!" Jul 09 13:50:04 When they're talking about bringing shame to our home it damn well is Jul 09 13:50:37 **The music restarts, it being unseemly to openly gawk. Covert gawking continues. Jul 09 13:50:59 Lady Hapsburg thought we had an agreement, and we did not. Jul 09 13:51:14 You took advantage of her Jul 09 13:51:27 No... Jul 09 13:51:37 * Morgan levels a stare at him Jul 09 13:51:44 and father will see it that way? Jul 09 13:51:57 * Edward shrugs Jul 09 13:52:01 Probably not. Jul 09 13:52:13 Do you have no decency? Jul 09 13:52:30 Of course I do. It was nothing. Jul 09 13:52:46 The mark on your face and the whispers clearly say otherwise Jul 09 13:53:06 What do you expect me to do?! Jul 09 13:53:35 Have some honour and perhaps not act like a spoiled child Jul 09 13:54:09 Fine. I'll leave then. Jul 09 13:55:12 Damn right you will... You'd best go home Jul 09 13:55:32 * Edward glares at him Jul 09 13:55:39 Fine. Jul 09 13:55:55 I'll see what I can salvage of this mess Jul 09 13:56:43 * Edward shrugs, walking off. He seems utterly heedless of the bitchy comments and malicious sniggering that fill his wake Jul 09 13:57:06 * Morgan shakes his head, watching him leave before walking across the hall to find Mina Jul 09 13:57:21 **Mina seems to have gone* Jul 09 13:57:37 damn Jul 09 13:58:03 * Edward is now known as Molly Jul 09 13:58:25 * Molly appears at his side "Will you be leaving?" Jul 09 13:59:09 I probably should, but I don't want to Jul 09 14:00:02 * Molly looks around. The gossiping behind fans and brandy glasses seems to be centred on them now. She tilts her chin up Jul 09 14:00:40 It seems there's little can be done for tonight. Would you like to dance? Jul 09 14:00:46 * Morgan nods Jul 09 14:00:51 I would Jul 09 14:02:00 *the familiar dance starts once more, and once more she is close in his arms, her blue gaze turned up to his* where were we? Jul 09 14:02:31 You were telling me you're... Jul 09 14:03:22 Much less than a Veisgrafin... but overtures have been made with your Father about settlements and the like... Jul 09 14:04:09 has he been receptive? Jul 09 14:04:43 I am unsure. I believe so. My Father would know... Jul 09 14:06:05 I suppose we should ask Jul 09 14:06:37 If you wish to consider a match, I think so Jul 09 14:06:47 * Morgan smiles Jul 09 14:06:50 I rather do Jul 09 14:07:02 * Molly nods, smiling warmly Jul 09 14:07:04 And I Jul 09 14:07:31 shall we? Jul 09 14:07:38 * Molly nods Jul 09 14:07:42 Yes, please Jul 09 14:07:53 * Morgan leads her across the floor towards her father Jul 09 14:08:16 **Forrester is stood with Sebastian Jul 09 14:10:43 Herr Forrester, I was wondering if we might have a word Jul 09 14:12:08 **he nods** Excuse us, Seb. **Sebastian inclines his head. He gives Molly a look as she stands close to Morgan before heading off. Forrester draws them aside** What can I do for you, my Lord? Jul 09 14:12:43 If I may be blunt? Jul 09 14:12:53 F: Certainly Jul 09 14:13:56 I like your daughter very much... I Jul 09 14:14:14 I understand conversations have been had with my father about a possible match... Jul 09 14:15:19 F:*he nods, looking very pleased. Molly squeezes his arm, smiling up at him* Indeed they have. He is positively inclined towards the match. Jul 09 14:16:10 * Morgan nods Jul 09 14:16:20 Excellent... where do we go from here?? Jul 09 14:16:53 F: Generally you would ask my permission to marry my daughter Jul 09 14:17:24 Then Herr Forrester, I implore you to grant permission that I might do such Jul 09 14:17:48 F: *He nods, smiling* Certainly Jul 09 14:18:19 * Molly looks at David "Thank you, Father" Jul 09 14:18:29 Thank you Herr Forrester Jul 09 14:19:05 * Molly looks at Morgan fondly Jul 09 14:19:50 F: Generally you have to ask her as well Jul 09 14:20:30 Getting to that... Jul 09 14:20:48 **Forrester laughs* Jul 09 14:25:37 Miss Forrester... I don't know if you've noticed, but I'm rather besotted with you... would you please marry me so I may call you mine for ever? Jul 09 14:25:54 * Molly nods vigorously Jul 09 14:26:58 I please! I mean, yes please, I would be delighted to be your wife! Jul 09 14:29:17 * Morgan nods, smiling Jul 09 14:29:49 F: Very good. I will write to Graf Sudlachenburg in the morning. Go and enjoy the dancing while I tell Anhalt the good news Jul 09 14:30:11 * Morgan inclines his head before looking at Molly Jul 09 14:30:14 shall we? Jul 09 14:30:24 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 09 14:30:27 Yes Jul 09 14:30:41 * Morgan nods, leading her back to the dance floor Jul 09 14:31:07 * Molly returns to his arms, and the song plays a third time Jul 09 14:31:34 Would it be dreadfully unseemly for a young lady to say she is the luckiest girl in the world? Jul 09 14:31:49 I _think_ thats allowed Jul 09 14:31:59 * Molly nods Jul 09 14:32:20 And for her to kiss the cheek of her future husband? Jul 09 14:32:31 I think thats allowed in this instance Jul 09 14:33:54 * Molly does so, stretching up to gently press her lips to his cheek. She smells all rosy. He hears a slight noise like a chime, but it doesn't distract him much Jul 09 14:35:44 * Molly pulls away, looking up at him, blushing Jul 09 14:36:20 You will have to go back to the battlefield soon though? Jul 09 14:36:26 * Morgan nods Jul 09 14:36:29 I would imagine so Jul 09 14:36:48 Then we should wed quickly? Jul 09 14:40:25 * Morgan nods Jul 09 14:40:27 probably so Jul 09 14:40:42 * Molly nods Jul 09 14:41:05 And maybe the end of the War wont be so far away Jul 09 14:41:55 I hope so Jul 09 14:42:05 **he definitely hears a chime this time, three of them. Suddenly he knows he is dreaming, and what the three chimes mean** Jul 09 14:43:09 Time for me to go... I'll be back soon Jul 09 14:43:30 * Molly just looks sweetly confused Jul 09 14:43:50 * Morgan smiles before waking himself up Jul 09 14:44:22 * Molly is still curled up against him as when they fell asleep Jul 09 16:29:07 * Morgan kisses her crown before getting out of bed Jul 09 16:33:32 **Molly mumbles as she settles back down "No more cats!" Jul 09 16:34:05 * Morgan looks at her confused before pulling his clothes on Jul 09 16:34:24 * Molly doesn't say anything else Jul 09 16:34:43 * Morgan gathers his things and heads up on deck Jul 09 16:34:48 **He can hear chatting as soon as he gets on deck** Jul 09 16:34:48 C: You had her pinned beneath you on the floor! Jul 09 16:34:48 HH: Not on purpose! I wouldn' do it intention'ly Jul 09 16:34:48 **They're in the rigging again, despite HH's injury. Jul 09 16:35:24 * Morgan climbs slowly up the ropes Jul 09 16:35:57 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 09 16:36:11 C: Morning Jul 09 16:36:31 Yes, it is... how's our injured hero this morning? Jul 09 16:37:12 Not so bad. Got plenty o' babyin' so that's good Jul 09 16:38:00 uh huh Jul 09 16:38:21 C: We're waiting to see if those monsters were in your nightmares Jul 09 16:38:48 No nightmares... just a dream Jul 09 16:39:13 Did they inhabit yours? Jul 09 16:39:38 C: No, I didn't dream anything Jul 09 16:39:45 * HH shakes his head Jul 09 16:40:17 I dreamt we were a' the golden lantern again *he grins* Jul 09 16:40:43 with Captain Inga... Jul 09 16:40:50 * HH frowns Jul 09 16:41:14 'Ow do you know about that? Jul 09 16:41:37 * Morgan looks at Claudia Jul 09 16:41:52 All the laughing while we were dealing with O'Flannigan... I know what he said... Jul 09 16:42:13 C: **she grins** what was it? Jul 09 16:42:55 he started off saying "thats a bit sore lil dorlin... alright... aye aye cap'n Inga, Ma'am" Jul 09 16:43:17 C: *she starts laughing* Jul 09 16:43:24 **he looks at Morgan, serious* I don' mind y' teasin' me, but please don't say about this in front of Inga Jul 09 16:43:36 * Morgan nods Jul 09 16:43:46 alright... though, something disgusts me... Jul 09 16:44:00 Wassat? Jul 09 16:44:14 its one aye, any self respecting sailor knows that Jul 09 16:44:51 'S a bit complicated. When she was… involved with Heinrich, 'e made her feel guilty about her own wants and needs, so she's ended up a bit shy… Jul 09 16:45:11 C: *she looks at Morgan* told you men are rubbish in bed. Jul 09 16:45:54 And thats her way of having the confidence to say what she wants... Jul 09 16:46:37 * HH looks a bit too serious to catch it Jul 09 16:47:53 Are y' even listenin'? Jul 09 16:48:44 Of course I am. She's shy... Jul 09 16:48:53 I started a game wi' her where she's the Captain of the good ship Lehenstreue,  and I am just a lowly crewman. *he pauses* I know it sounds silly… Jul 09 16:49:16 **Claudia looks intrigued rather than amused** Jul 09 16:49:19 As I said, it helps her have he confidence to say what she wants... correct? Jul 09 16:49:46 * HH nods Jul 09 16:49:50 She can ask for whatever Cap'n Inga wants, an' she doesn't have t' be embarrassed or feel guilty, cos its Cap'n Inga that's asking, see? Jul 09 16:50:21 **Claudia looks at Morgan with a shrug* It's not the worst idea he's ever had! Jul 09 16:50:31 * Morgan nods Jul 09 16:51:14 So y' can't mention it, cos it's helping, and it would spoil it Jul 09 16:52:45 * Morgan nods Jul 09 16:52:51 Don't worry Jul 09 16:52:59 * HH grins "The game where she's a tavern wench though, tha's just for fun" Jul 09 16:55:01 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 09 16:56:05 C: *she rolls her eyes* I think that's more than we need to know! Jul 09 16:57:27 Amazing how he goes from sweet to letch in such a short time Jul 09 16:58:43 * HH bows as much as he can in that position Jul 09 16:59:04 Its a well-honed skill. Y' couldn't pull it off Jul 09 16:59:30 Thats cos you've 'ad more practice at pullin' it of Jul 09 16:59:54 C: *she laughs so hard she almost falls down* Jul 09 17:00:21 * HH feins shock Jul 09 17:00:32 Rude. Just rude. Jul 09 17:01:26 C: *she looks at Morgan** Going up the cliff for sunrise? Jul 09 17:02:01 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:04:56 C: want company? Jul 09 17:07:03 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:07:26 HeinzHarold, go and wake Molly, explain to her the captain thing... she was planning to ask Inga Jul 09 17:08:48 HH: **he nods, climbing down** She's not gonna be grumpy at being woken up? Jul 09 17:09:14 Maybe but thats not my problem is it Jul 09 17:09:20 * Morgan grins at him Jul 09 17:10:47 She will be decent though? Jul 09 17:11:34 Probably Jul 09 17:11:47 * HH blushes Jul 09 17:12:38 I'll uhh... I'll bear that in mind Jul 09 17:12:50 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:13:24 C: **she smirks, jumping down* Let's go then Jul 09 17:13:49 * Morgan drops down out of the rigging Jul 09 17:13:53 aye, lets move Jul 09 17:14:40 * HH goes below, and they make the now familiar walk along the shingle and up the cliff path Jul 09 17:14:46 * HH is now known as Claudia Jul 09 17:15:12 What's on today's agenda? More monsters? Jul 09 17:16:34 I shouldn't think so, though being Avalon you never know Jul 09 17:18:55 * Claudia nods Jul 09 17:19:04 It was enjoyable Jul 09 17:19:23 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:19:50 I know what you mean Jul 09 17:22:55 Expected you to have nightmares about it Jul 09 17:23:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 17:23:25 I wouldn't have been surprised Jul 09 17:24:42 Heinzharold is very upbeat considering he's walking wounded Jul 09 17:25:39 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:25:46 He's an odd one Jul 09 17:27:34 * Claudia nods. They get up to the best viewing spot Jul 09 17:28:03 Sorgi is happy with his "spawn of legion" explanation too Jul 09 17:28:23 * Morgan nids Jul 09 17:28:30 He surprises me at times Jul 09 17:30:58 * Claudia smiles faintly Jul 09 17:31:01 Me too Jul 09 17:31:25 * Morgan looks at her sideways briefly Jul 09 17:33:17 * Claudia looks back at him Jul 09 17:33:20 What? Jul 09 17:33:40 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 17:34:13 Was obviously something Jul 09 17:34:32 Was just thinking you care about him... he means a lot to you Jul 09 17:34:49 * Claudia nods Jul 09 17:35:07 He's important, lik you and Heinzharold Jul 09 17:35:16 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:35:59 It's possible to count someone as important without loving them. Jul 09 17:37:35 I didn't say anything... besides, you love us... Jul 09 17:41:16 I'm not _in love_ with you, or him. Jul 09 17:41:41 didn't think you were Jul 09 17:41:52 Good. Just so we're clear. Jul 09 17:42:08 I couldn't blame you, mind... I'm quite a catch Jul 09 17:42:24 * Claudia makes a face of disgust Jul 09 17:42:55 You're getting as bad as Heinzharold Jul 09 17:43:05 He's a bad influence on me Jul 09 17:44:07 You need to lighten up a bit anyway Jul 09 17:44:17 **the sun starts to rise* Jul 09 17:44:51 Have you asked _him_ about your reserve? Jul 09 17:45:06 No, we've been... busy talking about other things Jul 09 17:46:50 He would be better giving advice than me. He's freaking out less about the magic than I expected Jul 09 17:47:15 I had to give a demonstration that I could control it... good job he didn't see those last three, though... Jul 09 17:49:04 He'll get there Jul 09 17:51:11 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:51:14 hope so Jul 09 17:51:57 **the sun rises, and they watch it quietly** Jul 09 17:52:36 Why did you send Heinzharold to Molly instead of just *she taps her temple* telling her? Jul 09 17:53:04 Force of habit I suppose Jul 09 17:58:14 * Claudia nods Jul 09 17:58:23 Ready to spar now? Jul 09 17:58:32 * Morgan nods Jul 09 17:59:18 **this is what they do. She's not as savage as against the monsters, but she's obviously keen to push him harder than normal* Jul 09 18:00:03 * Morgan responds to the challenge Jul 09 18:01:01 **what stops them is hearing the loud noise from below of the Ketch being dragged out Jul 09 18:01:42 * Claudia sheaths her sword "Have you thought more about teaching Molly to shoot?" Jul 09 18:03:06 Its a good idea Jul 09 18:03:15 Edward started teaching her... Jul 09 18:03:58 With pistols, not arrows Jul 09 18:05:15 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:05:48 * Claudia looks surprised Jul 09 18:06:01 Thought you'd want to teach her yourself Jul 09 18:06:24 I don't want her to be stuck in one technique Jul 09 18:07:40 It's a bit hands-on to start with, that's all Jul 09 18:07:55 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:08:02 I noticed Jul 09 18:09:15 * Claudia shrugs Jul 09 18:09:46 If I had a wife, I wouldn't want Edward standing that close to her and tweaking her stance Jul 09 18:10:30 If she wasn't so smitten with me and he with Mina, I'd take issue I expect Jul 09 18:11:24 You trust him more than I do Jul 09 18:12:20 I suppose so... Jul 09 18:12:33 * Morgan chuckles briefly Jul 09 18:14:19 All done up here, or do you want to scrub the blood off the floor? Jul 09 18:14:48 No, we'll deal with it later... come on, lets head back Jul 09 18:19:39 * Claudia does, walking back along the path, beach, and deck. Heinzharold doesn't seem to have come back up yet Jul 09 18:23:41 S: **he comes over* M'lord, the Ketch will be ready in an hour, the crew are just taking her around the island to get used to her Jul 09 18:23:55 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:24:03 good idea Jul 09 18:27:45 S: Who else are you taking, m'lord? Jul 09 18:28:02 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 18:28:11 I've no idea... I'm not anticipating any trouble Jul 09 18:31:11 Are you going back to the house you were living at? Jul 09 18:32:16 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:32:33 That's me and Heinzharold coming then Jul 09 18:32:41 * Morgan laughs Jul 09 18:33:19 If we'd been gone years, you'd want to be nosey too Jul 09 18:33:31 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:33:34 Alright Jul 09 18:33:47 Taking Varick? Jul 09 18:34:09 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:34:13 aye Jul 09 18:34:36 That's Inga then. Jul 09 18:36:18 I suspect she'd like some time on land anyway Jul 09 18:36:33 that reminds me... Sorgi, has HeinzHarold spoken to you? Jul 09 18:36:54 S: Not seen him, m'lord Jul 09 18:38:06 Alright... what he said while he was passed out isn't to be repeated Jul 09 18:38:33 S: Didn't plan to, m'lord, but its noted Jul 09 18:38:54 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:38:55 thank you Jul 09 18:40:22 **Sorgi inclines his head. Claudia follows Morgan below. They can hear Molly singing before they even get in the study door Jul 09 18:40:36 * Claudia looks at Morgan Jul 09 18:40:43 She sounds happy Jul 09 18:40:59 * Morgan nods Jul 09 18:41:00 aye Jul 09 18:41:48 * Claudia waits for him to go in first Jul 09 18:41:56 * Morgan heads in Jul 09 18:42:37 **HH is slouching on the couch, a couple of bags have been put around him Jul 09 18:43:16 HH: wondered when you'd turn up Jul 09 18:44:48 * Claudia starts picking at the wealth of breakfast foods on the desk Jul 09 18:48:32 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 09 21:17:59 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 09 21:30:45 [18:42] * Claudia starts picking at the wealth of breakfast foods on the desk Jul 09 21:41:29 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 09 22:13:31 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 09 22:15:22 **He can hear her singing in Avalonian the song that was on the piano in the music room "I've never felt this strong Jul 09 22:15:22 I'm invincible, how could this go wrong Jul 09 22:15:22 No, here, here's where we belong..." Jul 09 22:16:41 HH: *he looks at Morgan* This is about the fourth time I've 'eard this, no idea what it's about! Jul 09 22:20:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 09 22:20:11 How amazing I am, I think Jul 09 22:20:33 HH: Short song, is it? Jul 09 22:20:47 C: *she snorts, laughing* Jul 09 22:21:16 So you don't want to come to the mainland, right... Jul 09 22:21:43 C: Shut up Heinzharold, I want to see where he was living! Jul 09 22:21:56 HH: Me too Jul 09 22:23:56 **Molly comes out of the bedroom. Her clothing is not flashy but certainly implies status. Jul 09 22:23:57 **HH looks her over briefly then looks at Morgan* She sounds like a woman who is 'appy to be goin' home Jul 09 22:24:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 22:24:25 maybe Jul 09 22:24:31 **Molly comes to Morgan, wrapping her arm around his back and smiling up at him affectionately** She is a woman who is happy because she knows that her home is right here Jul 09 22:29:02 **HH and Claudia are both watching Morgan's reaction Jul 09 22:34:22 And if I move over there, its over there instead Jul 09 22:34:48 Yes, my love, anywhere Jul 09 22:35:23 I know... I was telling them Jul 09 22:36:18 **Varick comes running out at Morgan's voice, wrapping around his leg** Need to talk to you! Jul 09 22:37:24 Alright... Jul 09 22:38:02 * Molly lets go, moving to the desk to eat Jul 09 22:38:12 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 09 22:38:33 * Varick holds up his arms to be picked up Jul 09 22:39:02 * Morgan hefts the boy up Jul 09 22:39:55 * Varick whispers "Mae says there's other ghosts now" Jul 09 22:40:09 * Morgan takes him into his bedroom Jul 09 22:40:15 really? Jul 09 22:40:25 Just her Jul 09 22:40:37 Who? Jul 09 22:41:03 * Morgan nods Jul 09 22:41:08 we made sure they were at rest Jul 09 22:41:16 That's kind Jul 09 22:42:26 * Varick looks calculating a moment Jul 09 22:42:36 Mae says I should go on the beach Jul 09 22:43:04 Oh, thats a shame, we were going to take you to Avalon... Jul 09 22:43:42 Oh... She says that's okay too Jul 09 22:44:34 Does she? I wouldn't want you to miss out on something important... Jul 09 22:44:55 I was playing a trick on you! Jul 09 22:45:03 * Varick laughs Jul 09 22:45:56 * Morgan laughs carrying him back out into the study and picking at some food Jul 09 22:48:08 **It takes a little while for the six of them to get organised, but with farewells to Sorgi they're soon on the Ketch and launched towards the estuary. Varick stays close to Morgan Jul 09 22:48:21 I like this little boat, its fast Jul 09 22:48:47 Not as fast as the Rose Jul 09 22:48:57 It feels fast Jul 09 22:49:33 We're closer to the water and its a smaller ship, so it will do Jul 09 22:49:43 * Varick nods Jul 09 22:50:03 Heinzharold and Claudia said we are going to your old house today Jul 09 22:50:27 Not my house, but yes Jul 09 22:51:00 Are there children there? Jul 09 22:51:16 Not usually Jul 09 22:52:43 Do you like it there? Jul 09 22:52:59 I think so, aye Jul 09 22:53:44 Will we meet the Lady whose house it is? Jul 09 22:53:53 Maybe... she might not be there Jul 09 22:54:09 Doesn't she live there? Jul 09 22:55:04 Yes, but she's.. distantly related to the queen and often travels... Jul 09 22:57:59 Will she be happy to see you and Molly? Jul 09 22:58:42 I... don't know. We were just servants to her Jul 09 22:58:51 Were you? Jul 09 22:58:58 * Morgan nods Jul 09 22:59:20 I don't remember you telling me that Jul 09 22:59:26 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 22:59:29 nor do I Jul 09 23:00:55 But you're a Veisgraf Jul 09 23:01:15 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:01:34 Cant be a Veisgraf _and_ a servant Jul 09 23:02:24 Well, I was Jul 09 23:02:49 Did you live in the servants quarters? Jul 09 23:02:54 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:03:53 **This attracts the others, and soon Claudia, HH and Inga are wanting to know more as well. Jul 09 23:04:19 HH: Did yer worship have to muck out th' horses? Jul 09 23:05:12 **Molly just sits, smiling peacefully out over the waves Jul 09 23:05:21 I didn't, no... there are stableboys who had that job Jul 09 23:05:44 I: Did you have to serve drinks to the nobility? Jul 09 23:07:19 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:07:40 arrange the staff, greet and announce guests... Jul 09 23:07:45 C: Did you have to wash your own clothes, like a normal person? *she gives him a playfully disparaging look* Jul 09 23:09:22 **there's a little laughter* Jul 09 23:11:21 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:11:33 I: Did you have much free time when you didn't have guests? Jul 09 23:11:53 Not really, no. I ran the estate for the most part Jul 09 23:12:14 HH: Did you do much sketchin'? Jul 09 23:12:24 Nothing you'd really want to see Jul 09 23:12:48 **Molly coughs slightly to try to stifle the laugh* Jul 09 23:13:37 What did you do that was fun? Jul 09 23:14:14 Not a great deal... though I did duel with the cook using pans Jul 09 23:14:18 rather enjoyed that Jul 09 23:14:37 **Molly does giggle now, and the others laugh** Jul 09 23:14:52 I: What did you like best about living there? Jul 09 23:15:48 I met some wonderful people.... some absolute stinkers, too. Taught me a lot about what goes on under stairs, as it were Jul 09 23:16:25 **Inga nods, looking pleased by this** Too many nobles just don't understand what its like Jul 09 23:16:35 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:16:49 a fact I impressed upon my father and Eisenfurst Fischler Jul 09 23:18:09 I: Itd be better if they did understand, like if they understood why you always try to stay in pairs, and why you have to make sure it's well known that guests arent allowed in the kitchens Jul 09 23:18:55 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:19:04 I'm afraid that one is one I tend to ignore Jul 09 23:19:45 I: It's different with you, but often if the guests try to be in the kitchen it's so they can catch you alone Jul 09 23:20:07 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:20:24 **Molly nods emphatically** It's so inconvenient. You dont ever feel entirely safe Jul 09 23:21:44 Did you have any pets there? Jul 09 23:22:24 Its a sad fact that servants in peoples houses don't get to have pets Jul 09 23:22:47 That's very sad. Everyone should have a cat Jul 09 23:23:25 Or maybe three cats...or ten cats Jul 09 23:23:54 **the others all smile Jul 09 23:24:14 an army of cats Jul 09 23:25:08 M: One is more than enough I think *she smiles. It reminds him of her saying "no more cats!" in her sleep this morning Jul 09 23:25:50 [what were you dreaming?] Jul 09 23:27:41 [We were travelling from port to port, and every time it was our last day, Varick and Ulysses would lead a line of stray cats onto the ship. We had hundreds of them] Jul 09 23:28:22 Besides, we don't want anyone challenging Ulysses to be captain... Jul 09 23:29:13 **Claudia and HH and Varick start talking about the merits of an army of cats versus an army of dogs versus an army of squirrels Jul 09 23:29:25 * Varick is now known as Molly Jul 09 23:29:39 * Molly leans closer to talk very quietly Jul 09 23:29:48 How did _you_ sleep? Jul 09 23:30:08 Fine Jul 09 23:30:19 No nightmares, my love? Jul 09 23:31:56 Quite the opposite... a continuation, if you will Jul 09 23:34:02 * Molly glances over at the others who seem to have added chickens to their animal warfare, then smiles at Morgan Jul 09 23:34:12 Would you share it with me? Jul 09 23:36:26 I told you about the ball? Jul 09 23:39:46 Yes, the ball, and then the letter on the ship where Heinzharold made you fall from your hammock! Jul 09 23:39:56 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:40:38 I didn't get time to reply, my leave was cancelled for a... trip into enemy territory... eventually we got some leave, and I was at that ball again Jul 09 23:41:14 * Molly nods, smiling warmly, obviously enjoying his tale Jul 09 23:41:20 And then what? Jul 09 23:42:01 we danced, we laughed, Edward managed to get himself a slap from Mina, we danced some more... I asked your father if I could marry you Jul 09 23:42:15 * Molly sighs wistfully Jul 09 23:42:22 That's rather lovely Jul 09 23:42:53 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:43:01 Why did Edward get slapped? Jul 09 23:43:47 Mina thought they had an arrangement, he didn't... Jul 09 23:43:55 Oh dear! Jul 09 23:43:59 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:44:00 quite Jul 09 23:44:28 I cannot imagine Mina ever slapping someone at a courtly ball, can you? Jul 09 23:44:37 I can now Jul 09 23:44:46 * Molly giggles Jul 09 23:45:08 Are you going to tell him you dreamt of him getting slapped? Jul 09 23:45:25 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:45:28 probably Jul 09 23:45:41 Was it entertaining, mon petit chou? Jul 09 23:46:06 No, actually... Jul 09 23:46:21 Were you worried for him? Jul 09 23:46:36 The damage he'd done to our reputation, to Mina... ironic really Jul 09 23:46:54 * Molly nods slowly Jul 09 23:47:23 I suppose so... did my father drag out his blessing as in reality? Jul 09 23:47:36 Not at all Jul 09 23:48:03 That was fortunate? Jul 09 23:48:09 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:48:24 It sounds very sweet Jul 09 23:48:30 it was Jul 09 23:49:02 Did you get to waltz me closely again? Jul 09 23:49:38 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:49:43 indeed Jul 09 23:49:56 Was that the best part? *she smiles* Jul 09 23:50:48 * Morgan shrugs Jul 09 23:50:55 you agreeing was I'd say Jul 09 23:51:12 * Molly smiles fondly Jul 09 23:51:25 I like that you dream of me Jul 09 23:51:30 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:52:16 Perhaps if we have time this evening we could dance like that again in the ballroom? Jul 09 23:53:56 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:53:59 I'd like that Jul 09 23:54:02 Unless you wished to stay at the farmhouse or the manor on the island? Jul 09 23:54:48 somewhat tempting Jul 09 23:55:09 It would not take too long Jul 09 23:56:03 getting it cleaned out? Jul 09 23:56:44 Yes, if we have some of the crew to help. I think it could be nice to feel like it is actually yours, you know? Jul 09 23:58:35 * Morgan nods Jul 09 23:58:38 aye Jul 09 23:59:28 **HH starts making chicken and rooster noises loudly, whilst Varick competes with him with loud barks and growls** Jul 09 23:59:58 * Molly glances at them, smiling Jul 10 00:06:11 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 10 00:28:18 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 10 13:24:23 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jul 10 13:33:00 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.88) has joined Jul 10 13:40:56 **It starts to rain. Molly and Morgan both take the time to run the Ketch crew, captained by Rousseau, through their knowledge of sailing on the estuary that leads to Tawstock, and also a little bit of Avalonian they may need in the dock. They all chat easily, but Molly seems a little apprehensive once they're in the estuary and not far from her former home. Jul 10 13:42:20 * Morgan takes her hand Jul 10 13:42:38 * Molly squeezes it Jul 10 13:42:50 It'll be fine Jul 10 13:43:03 Did you feel apprehensive when we went to Eisen to be wed? Jul 10 13:43:32 * Morgan nods Jul 10 13:44:35 * Molly nods, alternately looking at the left and right hand sides of the channel Jul 10 13:45:24 Its silly. It doesn't matter what people think, aside from it being a practical port for goods to and from the island Jul 10 13:51:06 * Morgan nods Jul 10 13:51:17 I'll put down anyone who upsets you Jul 10 13:51:54 * Molly smiles at him Jul 10 13:52:41 I do not doubt that for a moment Jul 10 13:55:44 * Morgan nods Jul 10 13:56:45 **she stays with him as she gives more instructions to the crew. Compared to her shyness at doing so when she first got the Rose, she's grown into this. She has a good working knowledge of how to sail, especially in this familiar section of river Jul 10 14:02:19 * Molly squares her shoulders once they are settled and squared away Jul 10 14:04:27 **She switches to Avalonian, complete with the hint of accent** Alright. We should findt the harbour master, it will be hardt for Rousseau andt the others to deal with the permits in Avalonian Jul 10 14:05:12 * Morgan nods Jul 10 14:05:13 alright Jul 10 14:06:12 **The others look to Morgan for instructions Jul 10 14:07:48 Get her secured, try not to look conspicuous, don't hit anyone. We're going to sort the permits with the harbour master Jul 10 14:09:41 HH: Not conspicuous, with a face as gorgeous as this? *he grins* Jul 10 14:10:06 I'm sure Claudia could sort that for you... Jul 10 14:11:22 HH: **he looks at Inga** I was ackshully talking about my wife! **Inga blushes bright red. Claudia gestures $he's so soppy$ Jul 10 14:12:42 * Molly walks across the plank, pausing slightly before she steps onto the dock she used to come to as a child to watch the ships with her brothers Jul 10 14:13:29 * Morgan looks at him sidelong Jul 10 14:13:32 I'll allow it Jul 10 14:13:49 * Morgan follows Molly onto the dock Jul 10 14:19:04 **The Ketch has been very good, and she's practical to fit in the dock. It's half after ten when they're back on dry land, and it is market day. It's very busy here.** Jul 10 14:21:00 * Molly looks around. It's a market day like in almost any other port town, though he sees one or two glances in their direction. People are talking loudly and haggling. Jul 10 14:21:19 Nowt much changes Jul 10 14:21:50 ¥It's strange, hearing tso much Avalonian again. I am used to hearing Eisen only. Jul 10 14:22:23 * Morgan nods Jul 10 14:22:39 Takes a bit of getting used to again doesn't it? Jul 10 14:23:16 * Molly gives directions to the harbour master, and he can see how she moves to his side that she has no intention of being in control Jul 10 14:23:27 See in how* Jul 10 14:24:13 * Morgan nods slightly, heading in the direction she indicated Jul 10 14:24:16 ¥it does. I had not realised that I think in Eisen now... Jul 10 14:26:11 **It doesn't take long for them to reach the harbour master's office, which is not much more than a cottage with a painted sign and a large maritime bell hung outside. Once more Morgan can feel the looks they're getting from the market-goers Jul 10 14:26:53 * Morgan knocks on the door Jul 10 14:26:57 we're getting stared at Jul 10 14:31:15 * Molly sighs Jul 10 14:31:43 I expected such Jul 10 14:32:25 why? Jul 10 14:33:08 Because of my reputation here. There will be much gossip about you and I also, you Jul 10 14:34:01 Your reputation in Tawstock was also well-known Jul 10 14:34:12 Should've brought the Rose, at least put on a show Jul 10 14:36:07 * Molly smiles at him as the Harbour Master opens the door. He looks vaguely surprised. HM: Good morning, how can I help you, Master Hockridge? Jul 10 14:36:47 Got a ship to berth Jul 10 14:38:06 **He shows them in. It's quite small inside but there's a desk to sit at, and he directs them to do so. Jul 10 14:38:17 HM: what size is she? Jul 10 14:38:35 just a ketch Jul 10 14:39:14 HM: *he writes this on a form* And duration of stay? Jul 10 14:39:40 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 10 14:39:51 day at a time? Jul 10 14:41:00 * Molly nods "I think we will be here on andt off all week, as neededt" Jul 10 14:42:22 HM: *he seems slightly surprised by her accent* That is fine. I heard your family was on holiday in Eisen, Miss Forrester. Jul 10 14:42:56 * Morgan coughs slightly Jul 10 14:43:09 thats Duchess Koertig... Jul 10 14:43:45 HM: *he rubs his nose* I'm sorry. Duchess? Jul 10 14:44:04 She married a noble of Eisen, and is now a Duchess... Jul 10 14:45:08 HM *he looks flustered, then gets up and bows* Apologies, your Grace. Jul 10 14:46:05 * Molly smiles warmly "Please, sit" Jul 10 14:47:26 HM *he does so** I'll write down that you will come in and out with your Ketch as you wish to. Are you staying at the house of your Father? Jul 10 14:48:58 * Molly shakes her head "No, my brothers have been running the farm and there would not be space for us all" Jul 10 14:49:33 HM: **he nods** what name should I put on this? Jul 10 14:50:13 Mine Jul 10 14:50:52 HM: *he sounds it out* Master... Hockridge... very good. Jul 10 14:53:38 **The rest of the permit filling goes smoothly. They're soon outside and moved away. Molly glances back at the building. "It will take but a moment for the gossip to spread..." Jul 10 14:53:59 * Morgan nods Jul 10 14:54:13 Indeed Jul 10 14:59:41 **The harbour master does indeed come out and go to the nearest stall. Within a minute, the people there go to spread it at other stalls, and on, and on. Molly watches them with a serious expression. She speaks quietly "How was a seventeen year old sheltered girl supposed to defend herself against this...?" Jul 10 15:00:14 She's not... her parents are supposed to do it Jul 10 15:00:32 * Molly bows her head Jul 10 15:00:54 Yes they are. Let's go and find the others, shall we? Jul 10 15:02:08 * Morgan nods, leading her along Jul 10 15:04:51 **When they get back to the Agatha's Abundance again, Heinzharold and Varick proclaim to be hungry, and Molly volunteers to show them a tavern where the landlord used to give her honeyed toast on market days. HH, Varick, Inga and Claudia follow her. There are open stares from the people around them, as well as whispers. She leads them to the tavern that Morgan went into in his nightmare** Jul 10 15:06:27 * Morgan leans against the door jamb, watching the people pointedly Jul 10 15:08:21 **Though he's never been there before, it gives him deja vu. Both the tavern and the barmaid are identical, though its busy  not empty. HH and Claudia are ragging on each other in Eisen, and it's earning stares Jul 10 15:09:06 * Morgan shudders briefly before heading further in Jul 10 15:09:56 * Molly holds Varick's hand, and on the other side of him, Inga does likewise. The only free table is the one where Kurt put Molly's sheet-wrapped body, where the gifted Eisen dress peaked out onto the table, confirming her identity. It's a strong mental image* Jul 10 15:14:09 So we have three children to feed... Jul 10 15:19:15 * Molly smiles, leading them to the empty table. They all get set up. The stares seem to come most often when they're talking Eisen Jul 10 15:21:06 What order do you wish to do things in, my love? We need to go to Lady Torrington's, pay the restorers for the Rose, find Jeffries and the Solicitors, and I'd like to show you the churches Jul 10 15:22:02 Lets get the Rose paid off, find the man and the solicitors first, then we'll see Jul 10 15:22:42 **The food is passable, the atmosphere not so much. It's obvious they are outsiders here. Molly watches around with a frown whilst the others don't really seem to notice. Jul 10 15:22:55 C: Did you used to drink in here? Jul 10 15:23:39 No... Jul 10 15:26:35 C: *she looks around** $what's their fucking problem?$ Jul 10 15:26:58 $Xenophobic I expect$ Jul 10 15:28:56 C: $no punching?$ Jul 10 15:29:17 $not yet$ Jul 10 15:29:34 * Morgan looks over at the barmaid Jul 10 15:29:37 alright, whats the problem? Jul 10 15:32:14 * Molly is now known as Barmaid Jul 10 15:32:41 We don't think much of Eisens in 'ere. Jul 10 15:34:27 * Morgan stands up Jul 10 15:34:35 really? Why's that? Jul 10 15:35:05 Had some issues with them swanning around like they own the place, being rude to folks. Jul 10 15:35:31 **this exchange is clearly being avidly watched by other patrons Jul 10 15:35:32 And this particular group of people in here right now... they've done that have they? Jul 10 15:36:10 No, but we dont like Eisens much Jul 10 15:36:33 I see, so you're basing your dislike on the actions of _other_ Eisen people... Jul 10 15:39:49 We had enough trouble from them before Jul 10 15:43:46 I thought Tawstock had been spared the slack jawed morons that most places have, but clearly not... I can't imagine my friends opinion of Avalonians is going to be much higher than thinking you're all ignorant backward and rude. Jul 10 15:44:49 * Barmaid doesn't know what to say. The atmosphere has turned more tense Jul 10 15:46:20 I hope you're proud of the impression you give... how much trade will this place miss out on once they go back and everyone hears about how they were treated here? And traders all talk to eachother, so I'd imagine before too long your trade here will dwindle. Jul 10 15:48:49 **someone pipes up in a tone that implies he agrees with Morgan* Its not just in 'ere, whole town's gotten like it since 'er Grace started having them Eisen soldiers round 'ere Jul 10 15:49:36 * Morgan looks over Jul 10 15:49:40 Which ones? Jul 10 15:53:22 **Someone else shouts** That Colonel who hurt one of Madam Miller's working girls Jul 10 15:53:44 * Morgan looks towards the voice Jul 10 15:53:47 Dau? Jul 10 15:54:03 **the atmosphere changes again as this mention of the local whores embarrasses men and women alike* Jul 10 15:54:12 Man: That's the one Jul 10 15:54:18 * Morgan nods Jul 10 15:55:00 And are any of my friends here his men? Jul 10 15:55:50 * Barmaid looks at Morgan "the rest of 'em were no better! Fighting, drinking, smashing things, bossing everyone around. Given Eisen a bad name. **the murmurs confirm this* Jul 10 15:56:15 and _these_ people right here... Jul 10 15:56:22 have they been anything but respectful? Jul 10 16:00:06 Well no, not yet *she watches them with hostility* Jul 10 16:00:30 and aside from the language they speak, have they given you any reason to think they'll behave otherwise? Jul 10 16:03:00 No, I spose not Jul 10 16:04:14 In fact... the blonde woman... faced the colonel in a duel a few days ago and beat the crap out of him. Jul 10 16:05:23 **there's a cheer. HH, Inga, Claudia and Varick are obviously picking up only a little of this Avalonian conversation Jul 10 16:06:17 I hope you've learned something from this... as for Dau, I'll speak with Lady Torrington Jul 10 16:07:47 * Barmaid nods grudgingly "Yes Master Hockridge" Jul 10 16:08:54 You'll be treating my friends with more cordiality and respect from here on and like all things learned in this place, I expect my views on this to be wide knowledge by the time I come back to the dock Jul 10 16:11:13 * Barmaid nods again. The tavern goes back to minding it's own business somewhat. Money exchanges hands, and soon they're out on the dock. Molly looks around, noting even more stares** [I feel like I should apologise...] Jul 10 16:11:21 * Barmaid is now known as Molly Jul 10 16:11:55 [to whom?] Jul 10 16:12:19 *HH and Inga seem to be mostly focused on Varick. Claudia is watchful but doesn't seem intent on trouble Jul 10 16:12:43 [To you, to Varick, Inga, Claudia and Heinzharold. Some of this is my fault.] Jul 10 16:13:35 [None of this is your fault] Jul 10 16:14:13 * Morgan rolls his shoulders before sauntering over to the nearest stall, grinning at the keeper Jul 10 16:15:35 **The keeper looks very unnerved by this. Morgan's reputation as the grumpy violent master at arms hasn't been forgotten** Jul 10 16:16:02 Now then mr... Jul 10 16:16:20 Thompson, sir. Jul 10 16:16:26 * Molly is now known as Thompson Jul 10 16:17:34 Mr Thompson... I'm getting _very_ tired of all the staring and its upsetting Duchess Koertig... so what you're going to do is put the word about that if anyone wishes to discuss rumours, the situation, or just wants to do some staring, they are more than welcome to come and discuss it with me. At length. Jul 10 16:18:51 * Thompson looks like he might wet himself Jul 10 16:18:57 Y-yes Sir. Jul 10 16:20:10 Excellent... I would be most disappointed if I came back and discovered that this unbecoming behaviour continues Jul 10 16:44:13 Yes, Sir Jul 10 16:46:28 * Morgan nods slightly before wandering back to Molly Jul 10 16:47:31 **In Morgan's wake, people flood to gossip with Thompson. Molly and the others are within sight but in the quieter area where the restores are. No fuss is made here, the payment is accepted with grace and thanks. The next thing to do is decide whether to get horses or a carriage, and everyone defers to Morgan** Jul 10 16:50:00 * Morgan arranges horses Jul 10 16:50:34 **HH sidles up to him** Hockridge? Jul 10 16:50:40 * Thompson is now known as HH Jul 10 16:51:13 aye Jul 10 16:52:54 It'sa good job I didn' try to find you Jul 10 16:53:45 You'd have not found me in Avebury, but here... wouldn't have been too hard for a man of your... lets call them skills shall we? Jul 10 16:54:30 Maybe part o' ya wanted me t' find you, you just didn' know it Jul 10 16:54:51 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 16:54:52 maybe Jul 10 16:55:15 though the Hockridge name does give me a little authority to throw around if I need to Jul 10 16:55:27 **Molly is giggling as Varick whispers in her ear. Despite the strain of public opinion, she looks genuinely happy. HH is watching her* Jul 10 16:56:09 Can't expect our supreme leader t' go without bein' able to boss people around Jul 10 16:56:48 Didn't need it. Jul 10 16:58:09 * HH nods. Varick starts telling Claudia and Inga which horses they can have. A look passes between the grown ups who now all know that Varick can talk to animals Jul 10 16:58:41 I've gained a certain reputation anyway Jul 10 16:59:05 I noticed tha'. What's everyone so mad about then? Jul 10 16:59:17 You're Eisen Jul 10 16:59:30 * HH grins Jul 10 16:59:41 And they think we're all like you? Jul 10 17:00:55 They don't know I'm Eisen Jul 10 17:01:03 **Claudia helps Molly and Inga mount up and then hands Varick up to Molly. Jul 10 17:01:11 however, they were concerned we're all like Colonel Dau Jul 10 17:02:15 'E sounds like an ass. Bet 'e hated being beat by Claudia Jul 10 17:03:08 It was... glorious. Four or five times she put him down hard Jul 10 17:04:24 Mmm... sweet vengeance? Jul 10 17:04:33 Not yet... Jul 10 17:07:01 'E's a marked man then? Jul 10 17:07:34 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:07:41 C: Are you mounting, or standing about gossiping like women all day? Jul 10 17:07:53 * Morgan looks at Claudia Jul 10 17:08:22 what does it look like? We were discussing your prowess with a sword Jul 10 17:09:42 **Claudia just shrugs. He waits til she's busy getting into her own saddle before talking quietly Jul 10 17:10:00 Reck'n she propositions the Cap'n like that? Jul 10 17:10:16 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 17:10:19 not our business Jul 10 17:10:40 Yes, yet majesty Jul 10 17:10:45 Yer* Jul 10 17:11:22 * Morgan nods, hauling himself up onto the horse Jul 10 17:11:34 * HH mounts up too Jul 10 17:11:46 Likely t' see Dau 'ere? Jul 10 17:12:30 Possibly Jul 10 17:13:37 'E gonna die if you see him? Jul 10 17:14:00 Thats not the plan... yet. Jul 10 17:15:12 * HH geins, walking his horse on to follow the others Jul 10 17:15:36 But one day, 'e's meeting his maker by your 'and? Jul 10 17:15:44 That is the plan Jul 10 17:15:59 If I could orchestrate him being crushed by a falling boulder, I would Jul 10 17:16:18 Accidents 'appen Jul 10 17:16:50 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:17:33 **Their first stop is the Solicitors. Molly goes in with a slight squaring of her shoulders and returns five minutes later with a very neutral expression. HH watches her perceptively** No' seen her have that look for a while. Jul 10 17:18:34 * Morgan nods slowly, before moving up to her Jul 10 17:18:38 everything alright? Jul 10 17:19:06 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 10 17:19:35 There is an appointment set for Monday. Jul 10 17:20:00 Alright... you look... neutral Jul 10 17:20:13 * Molly mounts again with ease and encourages them all to walk on Jul 10 17:20:39 I was asked whether it would be my husband or my brother that they would be dealing with Jul 10 17:21:09 And you told them to stop being so backward? Jul 10 17:21:29 No... I should have, shouldn't I? Jul 10 17:21:38 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 17:21:43 What did you say Jul 10 17:21:58 That we would see where things stand on monday Jul 10 17:22:25 I'm happy to do as I did with the Eisenfurst and just sit there looking beligerant Jul 10 17:23:33 * Molly smiles Jul 10 17:23:46 Thank you, that would br most welcome Jul 10 17:24:26 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:24:57 I will show you where Mr Jeffries lives. When do you think would be wise to have him assess the island? Jul 10 17:25:12 After we've cleaned the floors Jul 10 17:26:36 * Molly abruptly giggles Jul 10 17:26:50 Liebes herz! I had not thought of that! Jul 10 17:27:32 which one is he anyway? Jul 10 17:27:44 Which one what? Jul 10 17:28:32 Mr Jeffries, what is it he does? Jul 10 17:29:21 He looks at land and property before people buy it to give them an idea of what it is worth and what work needs to be done. He's very knowledgeable Jul 10 17:30:49 ah, surveyor... definitely after we've cleaned it up then Jul 10 17:32:51 * Molly nods Jul 10 17:33:08 Towards the end of next week then? Jul 10 17:33:35 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:33:38 sounds reasonable Jul 10 17:38:49 * Molly nods. She leads them through the roads. Richmond Street is in the part of town where the Gentlemen live, it's nice but not noble by a long way. Molly points out a red door** That's the one Jul 10 17:39:25 Alright, I'll deal with this one Jul 10 17:43:40 * Molly and the others wait outside. The door is answered by a butler, though the house is not really that fancy. This is a clear display of status and rank Jul 10 17:44:44 * Morgan nods to him Jul 10 17:44:54 need to make an appointment with Mr Jeffries Jul 10 17:46:41 * Molly is now known as Butler Jul 10 17:46:56 Do you have a calling card, sir? Jul 10 17:47:13 No, thats why I need an appointment Jul 10 17:47:42 David Forrester sent me Jul 10 17:49:53 * Butler inclines his head and goes into another room before coming back to show him in. Jeffries is a man of around David's age. He rises when he sees Morgan, bowing slightly "Good Morning. Bells, you may go" Jul 10 17:49:59 * Butler goes Jul 10 17:50:04 * Butler is now known as Jeffries Jul 10 17:50:22 * Morgan inclines his head Jul 10 17:50:47 You have come on David's behalf? Jul 10 17:51:22 Not exactly. I've acquired some land and David said you owed him a favour... Jul 10 17:51:37 * Jeffries watches him Jul 10 17:51:50 I do owe him a favour, yes. Jul 10 17:52:04 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:52:37 I need my land surveyed... I hear from David you are the man to see for accurate information... Jul 10 17:52:49 I am indeed Jul 10 17:53:14 I'd like to engage your services then... Jul 10 17:53:28 Where is the land? Jul 10 17:53:42 Just... off the coast Jul 10 17:54:22 The old Hemsworth land? Jul 10 17:55:07 * Morgan nods Jul 10 17:55:22 * Jeffries looks a little impressed Jul 10 17:56:01 It is going to take a couple of days, maybe even three. I can probably do it in mid-october Jul 10 17:56:22 ((Sept 26th now)) Jul 10 17:56:40 No, I'm afraid I need it doing long before that. Jul 10 17:56:51 I am a busy man... Jul 10 17:57:34 As am I Jul 10 17:58:01 What is your connection with David? Jul 10 17:58:45 He is my father in law, amongst other things Jul 10 18:01:09 Oh! In that case, how about Wednesday and Thursday? Jul 10 18:01:19 * Morgan nods Jul 10 18:01:21 sounds perfect Jul 10 18:01:42 Arr you able to provide transport and accommodations? Jul 10 18:01:56 * Morgan nods Jul 10 18:02:06 That should be achievable Jul 10 18:02:22 Wonderful **he holds out his hand* Jul 10 18:03:04 * Morgan shakes it Jul 10 18:03:08 Please, call me Tim. Congratulations on your marriage. Jul 10 18:03:54 Thank you Tim. I'll leave my calling card with you, but I'd prefer it be kept in the strictest of confidence Jul 10 18:06:00 * Jeffries nods, confused Jul 10 18:07:05 Of course. If anyone asks, I will just say you're Forrester's son-in-law Jul 10 18:08:05 * Morgan nods, putting his calling card on the desk Jul 10 18:11:01 * Jeffries briefly looks at it ::surprise:: and smiles politely Jul 10 18:11:16 I will await instructions for transport. Good day Jul 10 18:17:35 * Morgan inclines his head before heading back outside Jul 10 18:17:44 * Jeffries is now known as Molly Jul 10 18:18:11 Wednesday and Thursday Jul 10 18:18:15 * Molly and the others are still there, and HH is also holding the reins of his horse Jul 10 18:18:45 Alright liebling, that will be fine Jul 10 18:19:11 HH: Now what, yer majesty? Jul 10 18:20:39 Now we need to go and pay for having the ship refloated Jul 10 18:25:32 ((They did that further up. If there's something specific he would do or say there we can just gloss it over an play it)) Jul 10 18:26:12 ((nothing specific)) Jul 10 18:28:35 * Molly looks to Morgan Jul 10 18:28:59 We could go to see the church in Tawstock, or in Lower Tawstock, or to Lady Torrington's? Jul 10 18:29:12 Lets see the churches shall we Jul 10 18:33:05 * Molly leads them through the town again. He's been here enough to have found it himself though. As they approach it, Molly is looking at a house with blackberries just starting to ripen over an arch at the gateway. The house is nice, again Gentry rather than Nobility. She's frowning a little. Jul 10 19:11:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 10 19:54:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 10 19:54:34 [18:31] * Molly leads them through the town again. He's been here enough to have found it himself though. As they approach it, Molly is looking at a house with blackberries just starting to ripen over an arch at the gateway. The house is nice, again Gentry rather than Nobility. She's frowning a little. Jul 10 19:55:23 Problem? Jul 10 19:59:33 * Molly glances at him Jul 10 19:59:39 I nearly lived here Jul 10 19:59:55 This is his house? Jul 10 20:00:10 * Molly looks confused Jul 10 20:00:14 Whose? Jul 10 20:00:37 Your fianc?... Jul 10 20:01:13 No, Curtis liked this one to purchase Jul 10 20:01:23 Ah. Jul 10 20:02:38 * Molly looks back at it again Jul 10 20:02:56 I thought it was too far from my friends... Jul 10 20:03:06 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:03:29 ...except now I realise it was just that it was too far from you Jul 10 20:04:00 Because I'm adorable Jul 10 20:04:12 * Molly smiles, blushing Jul 10 20:04:15 Utterly Jul 10 20:04:25 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:06:28 **They dismount at the church, and she shows them around. Its empty, and realistically rather dull. But Inga seems happy enough having Molly point out all manner of small details and talk about her time coming to church here. Jul 10 20:06:34 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 10 20:06:42 * Claudia speaks quietly Jul 10 20:06:54 When are we going to see your old house? Jul 10 20:07:19 You are in a hurry to see it? Jul 10 20:07:27 * Claudia nods Jul 10 20:07:35 Its just a house Jul 10 20:07:36 Me and Heinzharold. Jul 10 20:08:20 We're just nosey. And the prospect of you having lived as a servant is quite entertaining Jul 10 20:08:45 Not sure I see why Jul 10 20:11:15 Just is Jul 10 20:11:34 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 20:11:37 we'll get there soon enough Jul 10 20:14:17 *she nods. Soon Molly is back at his side** Jul 10 20:14:25 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 10 20:15:10 This wasn't my childhood church, this is where we came when my Father decided that he could build better social connections in the Town than in the village Jul 10 20:16:57 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:17:25 It is, however, where I refound my faith back in the spring, and where I frequently was those sunday mornings when I was not at our cottage. Jul 10 20:17:55 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:18:13 What prompted that? Jul 10 20:22:50 Coming back, or finding it again? Jul 10 20:23:30 finding it again Jul 10 20:23:40 * Molly looks around Jul 10 20:24:04 I just felt drawn back, I suppose Jul 10 20:25:07 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:26:39 * Molly looks thoughtful Jul 10 20:27:12 Perhaps it was part of bonding with my parents again, I'm not really sure. Jul 10 20:27:29 That makes sense I suppose Jul 10 20:28:16 That reminds me, I must not forget to enquire about my grandmothers cross, as I said I would on the day of the cast Jul 10 20:28:49 Alright Jul 10 20:29:04 * Molly smiles Jul 10 20:29:20 Are you ready to ride to the one in Lower Tawstock now? Jul 10 20:29:43 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:29:46 indeed Jul 10 20:31:41 **They all remount. Varick rides with Morgan this time, though he mostly dozes for the forty minute ride. Once they are there, Claudia, Heinzharold and Inga opt to sit outside in the rare Avalon sunshine with the sleeping boy. Jul 10 20:33:27 * Molly goes through the open doors. The little church is pretty, vaguely like the one in Sudlachenburg, and by the altar an elderly vicar has his back to them Jul 10 20:34:35 * Morgan watches him Jul 10 20:35:24 This is where I was baptised the first time, and where my parents were married *she says quietly* Jul 10 20:36:39 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:41:07 **Molly obviously knows the man. The vicar must be in his seventies, and he startles when he sees Molly.** I thought you were the ghost of your grandmother a moment! Good afternoon, Molly. Jul 10 20:41:39 * Molly looks at Morgan with a hint of surprise Jul 10 20:42:42 Good afternoon, Reverend Paulson. You must mean my Forrester grandmother? Jul 10 20:43:04 * Morgan watches them quietly Jul 10 20:43:40 **He looks at Molly* You have her eyes. I can still recall George Forrester when he came to me in all haste wanting a wedding saying to me "Reverend Paulson, you preach a fine sermon, but if I believe in God it's because no accident of nature could create anything as close to perfection as Sophie's eyes" Jul 10 20:45:06 * Molly blushes, glancing at Morgan again Jul 10 20:45:33 I cant disagree Jul 10 20:46:31 * Molly bites her lip Jul 10 20:47:33 Reverend Paulson, may I introduce my husband, Morgan. Morgan, this is Reverend Paulson, he baptised me, and married my parents Jul 10 20:47:51 a pleasure to meet you Jul 10 20:48:18 **he looks to Morgan. He has a calm, grandfatherly manner** I married them to each other, I didn't marry them myself! Jul 10 20:48:34 I could see that being frowned upon Jul 10 20:49:47 **he smiles** Now, young Molly, have you been keeping up your piano practice? **he can recall her saying that she was allowed to practice for three hours a week on the vicar's piano in return for doing their washing* Jul 10 20:50:44 * Molly nods "I have. My mother in law plays well, and I practiced a while over the summer. I am improving" Jul 10 20:52:21 **he nods** Very good. You have Sophie's musical talent. She used to play the organ out at Alrington, you know? *she shakes her head* "I don't know anything of my Forrester grandparents. He was a romantic?" Jul 10 20:52:49 **The priest nods "He was an artist. She was like a muse to him. He was never the same after she died" Jul 10 20:54:05 * Molly nods a little "That is very sad" Jul 10 20:55:31 Rev: George is buried here, with his second wife and some of their children, but your Grandmother Sophie is buried out at Alrington. She didn't want to be away from the sea. Jul 10 20:55:59 That sounds familliar... Jul 10 20:56:41 * Molly smiles a little "could you direct us to his grave please?" Jul 10 20:57:33 **He does so, and with a quick farewell they head back outside. The directions lead them to the far end of the graveyard. Molly looks around "I was never allowed to come this far" Jul 10 20:58:06 no? Jul 10 20:58:15 * Molly shakes her head Jul 10 20:58:45 You know how my mother is about never talking about the past. My Father is not much better Jul 10 20:59:05 * Morgan nods Jul 10 20:59:10 aye Jul 10 20:59:35 **She finds her grandfather George's grave with ease. It shows that he died quite young, and that he was buried in the same grave as his second wife Margaret who died in childbirth along with their seventh child. Jul 10 21:00:32 This is why they say about Forrester luck. My aunts and uncles did not fare well either. Jul 10 21:07:00 * Molly takes Morgan's hand Jul 10 21:07:14 Fortunately, I'm no longer a Forrester Jul 10 21:07:17 * Morgan squeezes it Jul 10 21:07:51 No... you're not Jul 10 21:08:03 You need not stay, but I need to look for my sister's grave... Jul 10 21:09:05 If ypou're happy for me to, I'll stay Jul 10 21:09:28 Of course. *she looks back at George's grave* My Father was only sixteen when his Father died. He would have had to take over Sunnymeade and the care of four living siblings. Jul 10 21:10:16 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:10:38 I think that explains much about his obstinacy and determination Jul 10 21:18:40 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:18:42 I'd say so Jul 10 21:19:24 * Molly keeps her hand in his. Nearby is a set of children's graves, they have obviously been added to and later names put on. There are three graves and ten children in them. Molly lets go and kneels on the clear patch beside them, looking thoughtful Jul 10 21:23:14 **the little list across the three headstones shows the extent of loss which her parents' marriage has borne:G George 7,  Sophie 3,   Mary 8,  Charles 5, Harry 2, William 18 months, Margaret 2, George 4, Cecily 6, Thomas 1 month Jul 10 21:24:08 * Molly speaks quietly Jul 10 21:24:32 My parents have been through hell, haven't they? Jul 10 21:25:29 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:25:31 certainly seems so Jul 10 21:25:58 * Molly is quiet another minute Jul 10 21:26:06 I had another memory yesterday Jul 10 21:26:10 oh/ Jul 10 21:28:15 The sheep and the scissors. We thought we were helping the shearing. Our favourite sheep was called Mrs Monta-ewe, after a woman called Mrs Montague who used to bake us jam tarts. Cecily kept her still, and I chopped her fleece, badly. Jul 10 21:29:28 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:30:38 It is somewhat odd to think that one day I won't be laid to rest here with my siblings but in a graveyard far away. Jul 10 21:30:55 That upsets you? Jul 10 21:31:14 No... it's just not what I ever expected Jul 10 21:31:38 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:32:11 * Molly holds out her hand to have help to stand up Jul 10 21:32:39 * Morgan helps her Jul 10 21:32:44 I suppose with the War, and then running away, it was always a possibility for you? Jul 10 21:32:55 * Molly brushes off her skirt Jul 10 21:33:03 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:33:06 aye Jul 10 21:33:51 We wouldn't have known, at Lady Torrington's, that we should have returned you home Jul 10 21:34:15 I know Jul 10 21:34:43 Does that trouble you now, or is it too much of a "what if?" Jul 10 21:35:07 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 21:35:10 a bit much what if Jul 10 21:35:26 * Molly nods, keeping his hand Jul 10 21:35:53 I'm glad it didn't come to pass Jul 10 21:35:57 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:35:59 as am I Jul 10 21:36:24 * Molly rests her cheek to his arm a moment Jul 10 21:36:30 We should move on Jul 10 21:36:35 aye Jul 10 21:36:52 * Molly takes a deep breath Jul 10 21:36:59 Alright Jul 10 21:37:11 If you're not ready to, its fine Jul 10 21:37:23 No, I'm alright. Jul 10 21:37:38 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:37:40 alright Jul 10 21:37:56 Though I would not mind you holding me a moment Jul 10 21:38:35 * Morgan nods, gathering her up into an embrace Jul 10 21:38:55 * Molly holds him tightly a minute Jul 10 21:39:46 * Molly lets go. She moves back with a smile "thank you" Jul 10 21:45:06 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:45:07 of course Jul 10 21:45:10 * Molly walks through the graveyard with her fingers weaved through his. Jul 10 21:45:31 My grandparents sound besotted, dont they? Jul 10 21:45:53 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:45:55 that they do Jul 10 21:46:28 Alrington is on the coast, due east of the island... they have sand dunes... Jul 10 21:48:08 oh? Jul 10 21:49:01 I am wondering if that is what my dream the other night was, where I found you in the sand dunes sketching. Perhaps it was my grandparents Jul 10 21:49:15 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:49:17 could well be Jul 10 21:49:47 Perhaps I will ask my Father tonight if he had a dog called Shep as a child Jul 10 21:51:05 * Morgan nods Jul 10 21:51:18 that might take him by surprise though Jul 10 21:53:36 * Molly nods Jul 10 21:54:00 That is true... but then he is a man who purposefully risked meeting the Schattenmann... Jul 10 21:55:40 true... true Jul 10 21:56:32 * Molly glances at him with mischief Jul 10 21:56:48 I mean, even you didn't do it on purpose... Jul 10 22:00:27 This is true... Jul 10 22:00:54 You're brave, and curious... but you arent stupid Jul 10 22:01:32 No... I'm not Jul 10 22:01:57 * Molly tilts her head Jul 10 22:02:38 You are agreeing with the latter part of my statement, not reputing the beginning Jul 10 22:04:09 Works both ways really Jul 10 22:04:42 You do not think yourself brave or curious Jul 10 22:07:36 ? Jul 10 22:15:00 look what that curiosity has landed us with... Jul 10 22:25:10 An ability to stay safe from monsters and accidents. An ability to protect our loved ones. Jul 10 22:26:47 I suppose so Jul 10 22:27:26 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 10 22:27:32 I am grateful for it. Jul 10 22:27:44 I suppose normally I am too Jul 10 22:28:03 Is something bothering you, liebling? Jul 10 22:29:06 No, I suppose not Jul 10 22:29:38 I wondered if perhaps Heinzharold's reaction was still troubling you Jul 10 22:30:16 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 22:30:19 a little maybe Jul 10 22:31:03 Was he very cross about it when you saw him at the farm? Jul 10 22:31:58 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:32:16 more that I hadn't told him. He was outraged that I hadn't told him I knew who had arranged the fire Jul 10 22:35:14 * Molly 's pace drops Jul 10 22:35:29 You told him you knew who it was? Jul 10 22:36:28 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:36:44 He kept everything he found on the assassin, he wanted to look into it to find out who... Jul 10 22:36:58 * Molly winces Jul 10 22:37:13 A man as smart as he would stand a good chance... Jul 10 22:37:25 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:37:58 I told him he couldn't, there was no point Jul 10 22:38:05 He will not pursue it to discover who? Jul 10 22:39:05 He knows who... he would've spent years resenting me for not trusting him enough to tell him Jul 10 22:39:15 I could not bear that Jul 10 22:39:37 * Molly nods slowly Jul 10 22:39:46 Alright, I can understand that Jul 10 22:39:50 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:40:35 * Molly seems to be taking a moment to process this news Jul 10 22:42:03 * Morgan watches her solemnly Jul 10 22:43:04 * Molly spots it, stroking his hand with her thumb Jul 10 22:43:15 I am surprised, not disapproving Jul 10 22:43:23 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:43:52 You were concerned I would disapprove? Jul 10 22:43:57 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:44:29 * Molly brings his hand to her lips, kissing his knuckles Jul 10 22:45:10 It is your story to tell, my love, and you must tell it as and when you wish. I trust your judgement. Jul 10 22:45:28 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:45:44 he said he'll continue to pretend he likes Edward... he's had practice pretending to like me for seventeen years Jul 10 22:45:58 * Molly smiles, shaking her head Jul 10 22:46:05 He's dreadful Jul 10 22:46:24 * Morgan nods Jul 10 22:46:48 Was he shocked? Jul 10 22:47:22 very Jul 10 22:49:15 * Molly nods Jul 10 22:49:22 Will he tell Inga? Jul 10 22:51:30 I don't think so Jul 10 22:51:43 * Molly nods Jul 10 22:51:51 I do not see any need Jul 10 22:52:14 No Jul 10 22:55:35 I love Inga dearly, and although very practical, she would not be completely at ease around him in a way that is most practical for the future Jul 10 22:58:28 No... I agree Jul 10 22:58:43 And Claudia? Jul 10 22:58:49 No... absolutely not Jul 10 23:01:25 Do you feel bad about that? Jul 10 23:01:39 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:02:13 What holds you back? Jul 10 23:03:24 She'd kill him Jul 10 23:03:45 And that must not happen. Jul 10 23:04:57 indeed Jul 10 23:05:48 * Molly nods Jul 10 23:06:04 Does it worry you that The Order know? Jul 10 23:09:17 I've assured them there will be no repeat Jul 10 23:09:40 * Molly nods Jul 10 23:09:59 I suspect that for Edward's sake that was very wise Jul 10 23:10:33 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:11:21 * Molly squeezes his hand, moving closer, with a serious look on her face Jul 10 23:12:35 I was going to say the Nieblungen would not permit it to happen again, but it reminded me of my nightmare Jul 10 23:13:58 * Morgan nod Jul 10 23:16:46 **They get back to the others. HH looks at Morgan** Thought we might have lost you! Jul 10 23:18:11 No, just bumped into the vicar Jul 10 23:20:17 * Molly smiles Jul 10 23:20:48 He was telling us about my grandmother and grandfather who I never got to meet Jul 10 23:25:29 **Inga looks interested* Would you tell me about them as we ride? **Molly nods, getting her horse** Certainly. I will try to recall exactly what my Grandfather George said about my Gradmother to the vicar Jul 10 23:26:19 * Morgan clears his throat Jul 10 23:26:22 Reverend Paulson, you preach a fine sermon, but if I believe in God it's because no accident of nature could create anything as close to perfection as Sophie's eyes Jul 10 23:27:47 **Inga sighs, smiling** That's just lovely Jul 10 23:28:47 * Molly smiles, blushing "It is, isn't it?" Jul 10 23:29:17 * Morgan hums to himself as they ride Jul 10 23:30:00 HH: *he moves closer to Morgan* Now I'm going to have to up my compliment game! Jul 10 23:30:25 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:30:28 definitely Jul 10 23:30:50 * Molly and Inga are busy chatting about George and Sophie. Claudia has Varick who is busy looking around Jul 10 23:31:14 HH: Not sure how I'm goin' to beat that one Jul 10 23:31:55 Its going to be tough, certainly Jul 10 23:32:14 HH: Just 'av to keep trying Jul 10 23:32:23 Thats all we can do I think Jul 10 23:34:05 **He nods. They make the ride across the valley and up into the grounds of the Torrington estate. There's no-one guarding, nor is there any sign of activity at the school house. They follow the path he walked many times each day in rain, sun, and high winds, up towards the great hall and the rose garden ((attention?)) Jul 10 23:34:42 ((all around)) Jul 10 23:36:21 **There's no sign of trouble, but also no staff busying around either. Molly is looking around also, but more distractedly than Claudia, HH and Inga who all look curious Jul 10 23:38:37 This feels so strange... Jul 10 23:38:48 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:38:50 somewhat Jul 10 23:39:29 I mean being here, in the past, and with them, in the present. It makes my head spin, like I'm dizzy Jul 10 23:39:46 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:39:52 I never thought I'd bring them here Jul 10 23:40:25 * Molly glances over her shoulder to watch them a moment Jul 10 23:41:00 Its... *she blows out a breath* I feel almost lost! Jul 10 23:41:44 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:42:06 * Molly looks back to him Jul 10 23:42:24 I can only imagine how much more chaotic it must feel for you? Jul 10 23:42:35 * Morgan shrugs Jul 10 23:42:37 somewhat Jul 10 23:44:05 * Molly nods, watching across the valley. She shivers a moment. Jul 10 23:44:53 HH: **he rides up alongside Morgan** Pretty little bolthole you had 'ere Jul 10 23:45:23 there are worse places to be, if you're looking for scenery Jul 10 23:45:27 * Molly looks to Morgan Jul 10 23:46:00 Liebes herz, would you mind if I dismount here and come around in a minute? Jul 10 23:46:43 If you need to blossom Jul 10 23:46:52 * Molly nods Jul 10 23:46:58 Thank you Jul 10 23:47:42 HH: *he holds out his hands for her reins, encouraging her horse along* Jul 10 23:48:34 * Molly goes to sit on the wall in the rose garden, still looking out over the valley Jul 10 23:48:52 * Morgan leads the rest of them round to the stables Jul 10 23:50:00 **Quick work is made of it, and a groom is roused from an afternoon snooze to tend the horses. The man, a man named Samuel, is well known to Morgan Jul 10 23:50:35 **Inga quickly catches Morgan aside** Is she alright? Should I go and sit with her? Jul 10 23:51:19 Give her a moment... its something of a culture shock, being back here with all of you... Jul 10 23:52:08 **She agrees to wait* Jul 10 23:52:19 * Molly is now known as Samuel Jul 10 23:52:45 Master Hockridge, good afternoon. Different horse than you left on Jul 10 23:52:56 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:53:05 borrowed from Tawstock Jul 10 23:54:05 Are you back for good? Jul 10 23:54:27 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 10 23:54:30 No, I'm afraid not Jul 10 23:54:34 how're things here? Jul 10 23:54:57 Bit dull. Her Grace is away from home til Wednesday Jul 10 23:55:16 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:55:25 and the Colonel has been around a lot? Jul 10 23:57:50 * Samuel nods Jul 10 23:58:09 In and out for months. Got a house down on the town Jul 10 23:58:18 In* Jul 10 23:58:43 * Morgan nods Jul 10 23:58:48 locals don't like him at all I see Jul 10 23:59:08 * Samuel glances around warily Jul 10 23:59:21 It's not just them, staff hate him too Jul 10 23:59:32 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:01:38 **He gets the horses settled in whilst Varick has a million small questions about the stables and Lady Torrington's horses that Morgan has to translate for the groom. Once Varick's run out of steam, Samuel rubs his hands on a cloth Jul 11 00:01:50 Cup of tea? Jul 11 00:02:04 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:02:22 aye... Molly's in the Rose garden... my friends could probably do with a coffee, mind Jul 11 00:02:45 Instead of tea?! Jul 11 00:03:26 They're from Eisen, tea is... uncommon there... don't hold it against em, they're nothing like Colonel Dau or his men Jul 11 00:03:49 * Samuel nods Jul 11 00:04:26 Servants dinning room alright? Everywhere else has dust sheets 'cept the servants quarters Jul 11 00:04:46 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:04:49 perfect Jul 11 00:05:25 HH, Inga and Claudia move back to the coach yard, looking around. Varick holds Morgan's hand Jul 11 00:05:45 Will Molly be in for tea? Theres a letter for her here somewhere from Mister Black. Might be in your cottage Jul 11 00:06:18 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:06:23 she'll be round presently Jul 11 00:09:13 * Samuel leads they through the side door and into the servants dining room, a place where he saw Molly and Horatio's budding attraction, somewhere he ate so many meals considering the pleasant thought that today could finally be the day he met both an opponent he couldn't best, and also his maker. A place where chicken porridge was consumed, with salt. Jul 11 00:10:25 **Inga seems most at home in this small room, and HH, Claudia and Varick also sit at the table, and seeing those faces in this space is bizarre Jul 11 00:10:47 * Samuel goes to make the tea. HH grins Jul 11 00:10:59 * Samuel is now known as HH Jul 11 00:11:21 This was 'ome then? Jul 11 00:11:31 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:11:58 shouting at nobility, keeping this place running Jul 11 00:12:02 C: Even more basic than I imagined! Jul 11 00:12:36 Just before we came home, we had a cottage... but for the rest of the time, I had a room here Jul 11 00:13:25 HH: $You were living together alone before you got married?$ Jul 11 00:13:56 $briefly. Take that thought out of your head$ Jul 11 00:14:30 $I was thinking your father would shit a brick $ Jul 11 00:14:42 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 11 00:14:57 V: Can we see the cottage? Jul 11 00:15:07 On the way back maybe Jul 11 00:15:46 I: Do you think Molly might show us where you proposed? Jul 11 00:18:54 I would think so Jul 11 00:19:00 [are you alright blossom?] Jul 11 00:20:33 [Yes... just so many memories] Jul 11 00:21:57 C: I'd like to see where you trained Jul 11 00:22:25 * Morgan sighs slightly Jul 11 00:22:26 alright Jul 11 00:23:00 C: I figure if you thought if us, it'd be when you were training Jul 11 00:23:47 One of the places, aye. I didn't sleep much, so I'd often think of you as I patrolled the house overnight Jul 11 00:25:26 HH: *he shrugs* we were probably warm and asleep Jul 11 00:25:51 Probably Jul 11 00:26:05 C: *she scoffs* Some of us were moving from place to place and working. Jul 11 00:28:47 **Samuel brings in tea and coffee** Jul 11 00:28:56 great, now you'll have to explain to him what work means Jul 11 00:29:06 Thank you Samuel Jul 11 00:29:38 **they all laugh and then say thank you in Avalonian** Jul 11 00:29:54 I, to Morgan: Shall I go and get her? Jul 11 00:30:11 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:31:53 **Inga excuses herself, slipping out into the daylight again. Samuel gives Morgan his key to the cottage* Everything's as you left it, probably a bit dusty though. Jul 11 00:32:20 its alright, I've got the key... who've we got working in the house? Jul 11 00:33:35 S: Bill, David, Mary, Cook and the Housekeeper too. Some new maids, new gardeners. You know how people come and go. Jul 11 00:33:50 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:33:57 you all being treated alright? Jul 11 00:34:20 **Samuel nods** Got an increase in wages too Jul 11 00:34:42 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:34:43 good Jul 11 00:35:41 S: I'm on 2 guilders a month now *he looks proud* Jul 11 00:35:53 excellent Jul 11 00:36:36 C: *she gestures to Morgan* $that's a pittance! Servants work for two guilders for a whole month?!$ Jul 11 00:37:10 * HH looks at Morgan, rolling his eyes a minute Jul 11 00:39:41 V: *he looks at samuel, thinking hard, and says slowly in Avalonian* Do you have any chocolate cake please? Jul 11 00:41:39 V: **he then looks at Morgan, speaking Eisen** Did I say it right? Jul 11 00:41:57 * Morgan nods Jul 11 00:42:00 absolutely Jul 11 00:42:57 **Samuel smiles at the boy who has obviously tried hard, and goes to get him some cake** Jul 11 00:44:32 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 11 00:53:30 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 11 15:47:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Jul 11 17:59:21 2021 Jul 11 17:59:21 * Now talking on #7thsea Jul 11 18:28:34 **They're almost through their hot drinks by the time Molly and Inga come back. Varick has eaten a piece of cake, and as usual some of it is still around his mouth Jul 11 18:29:46 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 11 18:29:59 [18:26] (@Molly) **They're almost through their hot drinks by the time Molly and Inga come back. Varick has eaten a piece of cake, and as usual some of it is still around his mouth Jul 11 18:34:37 * Molly gently touches Morgan's shoulder as she comes back in, looking at the familiar servants dining room Jul 11 18:35:11 blossom Jul 11 18:36:01 * Molly nods "Tea please..." Jul 11 18:36:14 * Morgan nods fetching some Jul 11 18:37:24 [You told me in here, didn't you, about Edward... you said something like "In some respects you're lucky that Mr Black isn't of noble birth, so you're unlikely to encounter murderous siblings"] Jul 11 18:38:15 * Morgan nods Jul 11 18:38:59 [I didn't understand, and I am so sorry for it] Jul 11 18:39:14 [There's no need for you to be sorry] Jul 11 18:39:43 * Molly goes to sit by Varick, cleaning his face. There's no indication in her expression of the internal conversation taking place Jul 11 18:40:26 Our young man here did a wonderful job of asking for cake in Avalonian Jul 11 18:41:23 [There is to me] Jul 11 18:41:33 Did he? Well done, Mauschen! Jul 11 18:41:57 [I disagree] Jul 11 18:44:11 [I did not realise the burden I was placing upon you. And I should have told you the truth about my Father, that Horatio and I were of equal status, he a gentleman and I a gentleman's daughter] Jul 11 18:45:27 [It is what it is. Apparently you have a letter from Mr Black] Jul 11 18:45:59 * Molly also uses her fingers to tidy Varick's hair Jul 11 18:46:12 [Do you have it?] Jul 11 18:46:33 [No, Samuel wasn't sure if it was here or in the cottage] Jul 11 18:52:11 [Will we show them the cottage? I should imagine Varick will enjoy the swing you made me] Jul 11 18:52:31 **the others continue to chatter whilst Molly drinks her tea Jul 11 18:52:41 [They've already asked... and Inga wants to see where I proposed] Jul 11 18:53:23 [Are you happy to?] Jul 11 18:53:29 [If you wish to] Jul 11 18:53:49 [I think so] Jul 11 18:54:15 Liebes herz, is Lady Torrington at home? Jul 11 18:54:38 No, she's due back wednesday Jul 11 18:55:54 * Molly nods "Do you think they wish to have a tour?" Jul 11 18:56:17 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 11 18:57:09 * Molly finishes her tea, waiting for Morgan to lead the way Jul 11 19:03:10 **HH seems the most eager to be under way, and Varick holds Morgans hand so he doesn't get lost. Inga is beside Molly, keen on both the interior of the house and the little recollections Molly might share Jul 11 19:30:21 * Morgan leads them through the house to the great hall Jul 11 19:30:53 * Molly and Inga spend most of the time arm in arm whispering Jul 11 19:31:14 HH: Not bad. Yer Father would like this Jul 11 19:31:21 * Morgan nods Jul 11 19:32:13 **he can hear Inga ask Molly** Is this where he slipped and banged his head? Jul 11 19:32:58 HH: *he grins at Morgan* Our glorious leader, grace personified, fell over? Jul 11 19:33:18 Just a bit Jul 11 19:33:51 C: Did you look like a-... a fool? Jul 11 19:35:38 i wouldn't go that far Jul 11 19:36:15 * Molly shakes her head "he didn't at all. I was desperately worried he was very hurt" Jul 11 19:36:37 V: Were you hurt? Jul 11 19:39:08 A little... I bashed my head Jul 11 19:42:32 V: why did you do that? Jul 11 19:42:49 I slipped over... Jul 11 19:43:12 I think it was quite rainy that day? Jul 11 19:43:48 * Morgan nods Jul 11 19:45:56 I: *to Morgan* did you spend a lot of time in here? Its pretty Jul 11 19:46:22 * Molly smiles a little Jul 11 19:46:46 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 19:47:11 I spent a lot of time walking around... Jul 11 19:48:01 HH: Bit like in th' War then Jul 11 19:48:15 * Morgan nods Jul 11 19:48:24 Aye Jul 11 19:50:40 *Varick lets go of Morgan's hand to spin in circles in the centre of the room, right where the portal was. Molly shudders slightly Jul 11 19:51:24 * Morgan watches him Jul 11 19:51:28 What are you doing? Jul 11 19:51:52 V: just playing Jul 11 19:52:07 * Morgan nods Jul 11 19:52:08 I see Jul 11 19:53:05 * Molly looks around a moment Jul 11 19:53:12 Where next, my love? Jul 11 19:53:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 19:53:29 this pair want to see where I practiced Jul 11 19:54:26 * Molly nods, opening the main doors into the rose garden, then comes to take Morgan's hand Jul 11 19:55:12 **they head into the sunlight once more Jul 11 19:55:28 This is where I learnt my first Eisen words... Jul 11 19:56:20 HH: was it Almighty Overlord? Jul 11 19:56:32 * Molly shakes her head Jul 11 19:58:05 No... Jul 11 19:58:24 Reading some romance, I recall Jul 11 19:59:24 * Molly blushes, glancing at him Jul 11 19:59:35 You remembered? Jul 11 20:00:14 * Morgan nods Jul 11 20:00:49 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 11 20:01:40 It was "Lady Daventry, You Are The Most Beautiful Woman In The World" Jul 11 20:02:20 **Claudia and Varick wear matching expressions of distaste* Jul 11 20:02:52 HH: Preparing her for when y' started sweet-talking her? Jul 11 20:03:25 No... Jul 11 20:04:02 HH: Jus' a coincidence then? Jul 11 20:04:21 * Molly glances at Morgan with a smile Jul 11 20:09:38 It seems so Jul 11 20:11:26 HH: *he looks to Inga with a grin* Lady Lehenstrue, you are the most beautiful woman in the world Jul 11 20:13:00 **Inga smiles, taking his offered arm* HH in a posh voice: Would my Lady honour me with a stroll along yonder pathway? Jul 11 20:14:08 C: *She rolls her eyes* I hope he's not going to do this all afternoon Jul 11 20:14:16 probably Jul 11 20:15:18 * Molly stays with Morgan as they go to the courtyard by the pool Jul 11 20:17:01 C: Well, I suppose it's big enough Jul 11 20:17:58 What? Jul 11 20:20:05 This, for training Jul 11 20:20:18 and up on the roof Jul 11 20:20:30 C: Why the roof? Jul 11 20:20:43 Quiet, out of the way, guests _never_ go up there Jul 11 20:21:03 HH: *he calls back at them** So noone could see 'im injure himself Jul 11 20:21:13 * Morgan mutters Jul 11 20:21:15 I'll injure you Jul 11 20:21:42 **they laugh* Jul 11 20:22:00 * Molly looks to Claudia Jul 11 20:23:29 It was almost constant here "Master Morgan, where is so and so? Master Morgan, can you run an errand? Master Morgan, can you fix this?" Honestly, he was indispensable and everyone was always trying to find him for something Jul 11 20:24:14 half an army's turned up, go find Morgan to send them away... Jul 11 20:25:33 * Molly giggles Jul 11 20:26:00 If someone needing shouting at, Morgan was the one we found Jul 11 20:26:17 C: Shouted a lot, did he? Jul 11 20:26:42 You've seen the locals reaction to me... Jul 11 20:26:53 * Molly nods vigorously, then glances at Morgan Jul 11 20:27:08 He is, after all, a _son of eisen_ Jul 11 20:27:48 **HH is quietly whispering to Inga and making her giggle** Jul 11 20:30:17 C: They seem wary Jul 11 20:30:53 Thats a minor understatement Jul 11 20:35:19 C: They got good reason? Jul 11 20:35:52 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 20:35:53 maybe Jul 11 20:36:35 HH: Yer worship wasnt con-gee-nee-al then? Jul 11 20:37:06 * Molly bites her lip, turning her attention to the trees a moment Jul 11 20:38:17 I simply expected everyone to do what they were supposed to do Jul 11 20:40:13 C: Loudly? Jul 11 20:40:53 If needs be Jul 11 20:41:01 V: *he points at the arch into the pool** what's through there? Jul 11 20:42:22 a swimming pool Jul 11 20:44:06 V: Can I see? Jul 11 20:45:04 * Morgan nods, walking through the archway Jul 11 20:49:32 * Molly looks at it a moment Jul 11 20:50:01 Please be careful Mauschen, it's easy to lose your footing here... Jul 11 20:50:38 HH: Fancy. Yer majesty swam in this? Jul 11 20:50:47 No... Jul 11 20:50:57 * Molly squeezes his hand Jul 11 20:51:44 Actually, this is the first place Morgan saved my life... Jul 11 20:52:06 **This clearly gets the attention of the others** Jul 11 20:52:18 V: You saved her life?! Jul 11 20:52:31 * Morgan nods Jul 11 20:53:11 HH: Go on then, give us the details Jul 11 20:54:41 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 20:54:46 I just did what anyone would have Jul 11 20:57:03 HH: Modesty, when yer majesty's subjects call for drama! Jul 11 20:59:49 * Morgan looks to Molly Jul 11 21:00:20 * Molly watches him questioningly Jul 11 21:00:46 There's not much drama... Molly fell in... I heard her call for me Jul 11 21:01:21 HH: She called for you, not for 'elp? Jul 11 21:01:34 There's no-one here called 'elp Jul 11 21:01:54 **Varick laughs like it's the best joke ever* Jul 11 21:03:05 * Molly looks thoughtful Jul 11 21:03:28 His was the first name that came to my mind... Jul 11 21:03:48 I: That's very sweet Jul 11 21:04:32 V: *he looks to Molly** Were you scared? Jul 11 21:04:54 * Molly nods "Very scared, yes" Jul 11 21:05:19 V: **he looks to Morgan** were _you_ scared? Jul 11 21:06:30 * Morgan nods Jul 11 21:07:51 V: Because you loved her? Jul 11 21:08:09 Because I cared about her Jul 11 21:08:28 V: Then what happened? Jul 11 21:08:41 I came and pulled her out Jul 11 21:09:11 V: Then she was okay? Jul 11 21:09:38 She was coughing a lot and was soaked so I carried her to her room so she could get dry Jul 11 21:10:15 **HH says nothing, but he can see on his face that he's trying not to** Jul 11 21:10:40 I: That sounds romantic Jul 11 21:12:18 * Molly shakes her head Jul 11 21:12:58 It was more compassionate than romantic. He was very kind and concerned that I was alright and not too scared Jul 11 21:14:17 [And if it hadn't been for that and your offer to buy me a mirror, we might still be here, just friends...] Jul 11 21:14:29 [aye, maybe] Jul 11 21:15:56 HH: Save 'er life, make sure she never forgets ya Jul 11 21:16:21 * Molly squeezes Morgan's hand, looking up at him Jul 11 21:16:45 I would never, ever have forgotten you anyway Jul 11 21:18:10 I've shouted at people too much for them to forget me Jul 11 21:18:24 **The others laugh** Jul 11 21:18:43 Shall we move on to the cottage so Varick can play a while? Jul 11 21:19:12 * Morgan nods Jul 11 21:19:54 **The cottage next to the gatehouse is just as it was when they left several months ago, the door locked Jul 11 21:20:20 * Morgan fishes a set of keys on a ring from a pouch on the back of his belt before undoing the door Jul 11 21:21:33 **Claudia, Inga, Heinzharold and Varick go on in. They seem to take up a lot of space in what was Morgan and Molly's little safe haven from Catherine's guests Jul 11 21:22:06 I: It's very pretty Jul 11 21:22:36 HH: I thought it was prob'ly bigger! Jul 11 21:22:46 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 11 21:22:52 warm, quiet, comfortable... Jul 11 21:23:29 * Molly steps in, running a hand over the cupboard surface Jul 11 21:23:53 It was just us. We didn't need or want anything fancy... Jul 11 21:24:39 C: $Your Father know you lived together alone before you were married?$ Jul 11 21:25:16 $No, and he doesn't need to. Nothing inappropriate happened$ Jul 11 21:25:40 C: $Never implied it did!$ Jul 11 21:26:41 **In the middle of the table is a letter** Jul 11 21:26:53 * Morgan checks the addressee Jul 11 21:27:14 **its for Molly Jul 11 21:27:30 * Molly looks around fondly Jul 11 21:27:47 This is where Morgan saved my life a second time Jul 11 21:28:06 HH: Tryin' to take my title of Hero? Jul 11 21:28:24 I agreed it was heroic, I never said you were a hero... Jul 11 21:28:53 HH: Only cos y' cant admit if I am so are you! Jul 11 21:29:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 11 21:29:19 and all I did here was fetch your mother Jul 11 21:29:41 And got me indoors and warm and safe. Jul 11 21:30:02 HH: How many rescues 'av there been?! Jul 11 21:31:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 21:31:25 a couple Jul 11 21:45:04 V: Can I go in the garden? Jul 11 21:45:37 if you want my young friend Jul 11 21:46:14 V: *he runs off out of the back door** Jul 11 21:47:10 * Morgan shrugs, following him out Jul 11 21:47:55 V: **he turns, looking at Morgan* This is a good garden, you have a swing! Jul 11 21:48:20 Indeed I do... I made it for Molly Jul 11 21:48:34 V: Can I go on it? Jul 11 21:48:48 absolutely Jul 11 21:49:03 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 11 21:49:15 * Varick climbs on it Jul 11 21:49:22 Can you push me? Jul 11 21:49:35 * Morgan does so Jul 11 21:50:01 Did you push Molly? Jul 11 21:50:10 Yes, but she didn't need it Jul 11 21:50:21 Why did you do it then? Jul 11 21:50:52 Because we enjoyed it, it was time we spent together Jul 11 21:51:09 Did you spend lots of time together? Jul 11 21:54:56 a fair amount, aye Jul 11 21:55:16 Did you like living in this house? Jul 11 21:55:23 * Morgan nods Jul 11 21:55:25 aye, we did Jul 11 21:55:35 Why did you leave? Jul 11 21:56:02 Because I needed to see my parents, to tell them I was ok... to tell them about Molly Jul 11 21:56:32 Did you have a cat? Jul 11 21:56:39 No... Jul 11 21:56:49 Did you want a cat? Jul 11 21:57:03 No, I was a servant, and we don't get cats Jul 11 21:57:36 Do people in Avalon try being married before they get married incase they dont like it? Jul 11 21:57:54 Its rather complicated here... Jul 11 21:58:27 People dont live in a house together if they're not married in Eisen Jul 11 21:58:40 Some do I think Jul 11 21:59:29 My Daddy didn't with his Good Friends, only with Lady Eldreich Jul 11 21:59:38 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:02:01 **HH & Claudia come out as Varick says** Did you and Molly want a baby in this house? **HH $Rescue?$** Jul 11 22:06:22 $please$ Jul 11 22:07:19 **HH comes jogging over** A swing, that's great, isn' it Varick? My turn next! Jul 11 22:07:30 * Varick starts to laugh Jul 11 22:07:42 Morgan can push you! Jul 11 22:07:56 He's certainly big enough to push himself Jul 11 22:08:10 So is Molly but you pushed her Jul 11 22:08:41 thats different Jul 11 22:09:20 HH: Tha's what y' do when yer wooing women. Jul 11 22:09:34 C: $Soppy.$ Jul 11 22:09:56 $accurate though$ Jul 11 22:10:07 Did you push Inga on a swing? Jul 11 22:10:19 C: $there are much better ways$ Jul 11 22:10:37 $Most women don't swoon at being given an axe$ Jul 11 22:11:28 HH *he shakes his head* No, but if Morgan will let me I will b'fore we go Jul 11 22:11:53 C: $unfortunately$ Jul 11 22:13:16 You'll have to ask Molly, its her swing Jul 11 22:13:37 HH: Wasn't 'ere when you moved in? Jul 11 22:13:58 No, I put it up Jul 11 22:14:49 HH: Got brownie points, did ya? Jul 11 22:15:00 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 22:15:56 **After taking his turn pushing Varick, he turns the job to HH and Claudia, and goes into the cottage. He can hear Inga and Molly in the kitchen Jul 11 22:15:56 I: That's why you are crying? M: There's so many memories here, and the thought of how I did not really understand that he loved me so much makes them all seem so sweet with hindsight. I: It is not that you're sad? M: Not at all. I am blissfully, ridiculously happy, and so very blessed to have him. Jul 11 22:18:37 ((Interrupts or listens further?)) Jul 11 22:18:48 ((listens)) Jul 11 22:20:09 I: What is your favourite memory of here? *there's a pause as she thinks about it* M: there are many, but probably the morning he told me he loved me was the best Jul 11 22:21:15 ((Listens or interrupts?)) Jul 11 22:22:06 * Morgan heads into the kitchen Jul 11 22:22:33 **They're stood watching out of the window, backs to him Jul 11 22:23:16 I: Was that the day- *she cuts off, hearing footsteps* Jul 11 22:23:40 If I'm interrupting, I'll wander off for a bit Jul 11 22:23:49 * Varick is now known as Molly Jul 11 22:24:00 * Molly wipes her eyes Jul 11 22:26:11 Not at all, liebling. I was thinking perhaps we might go up and take the sheets from our beds to take to the manor in the island? Jul 11 22:27:06 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:27:08 suits me Jul 11 22:27:40 I: *she smiles* I will see what my husband is up to Jul 11 22:29:08 * Molly leads the way upstairs. They can hear Eisen chatter and lots of laughter from the back garden as they first strip the sheets and fold them from her bed. Jul 11 22:29:17 Are you well, liebling? Jul 11 22:29:20 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:29:22 and you? Jul 11 22:29:35 A trifle emotional, perhaps Jul 11 22:29:42 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:29:47 I think thats understandable Jul 11 22:30:06 I do not foresee we will be in here again Jul 11 22:31:08 I can't say I did either Jul 11 22:31:14 * Molly sets the folded sheets at the top of the stairs before going into his room Jul 11 22:32:17 Did you see the letter on the table for you? Jul 11 22:32:46 **Molly sits on the edge of the bed in his room, holding out her hand Jul 11 22:32:56 I did. I have not opened it yet Jul 11 22:33:25 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Jul 11 22:34:22 *She looks around the room, then says quietly* After you had made the promise to my Father and started keeping more distance, I used to wonder if you were lying here also unable to settle, or whether you were just at ease and calm. Jul 11 22:34:48 me? calm? Jul 11 22:34:59 * Molly nods Jul 11 22:36:06 You seemed very calm then, at peace with the restraint. But I pondered whether that was just how you behaved whilst busy with the days' tasks Jul 11 22:37:59 It was simply how it had to be Jul 11 22:38:29 * Molly nods Jul 11 22:38:35 I used to imagine how it would be to be in here with you, to lay beside you… Jul 11 22:38:48 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:39:35 * Molly smiles Jul 11 22:40:18 I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought the same Jul 11 22:40:50 But in the same way, I wonder? Jul 11 22:40:58 how do you mean? Jul 11 22:41:27 Whether you were imagining what I was generally imagining Jul 11 22:42:09 * Molly watches him with a playful expression Jul 11 22:42:28 I've no idea Jul 11 22:43:01 Well, mon petit chou, you would need to tell me, so I could compare... Jul 11 22:44:03 No, I rather think its the other way round Jul 11 22:44:18 But I asked first Jul 11 22:44:40 Mostly it was just wondering what it would be like to fall asleep with you in my arms Jul 11 22:45:01 * Molly smiles, nodding Jul 11 22:45:19 That is what I mostly thought of also Jul 11 22:45:58 * Morgan nods Jul 11 22:46:19 And how does it compare to what you imagined? Jul 11 22:46:32 Better than I imagined Jul 11 22:47:15 I am glad it pleases you. I don't suppose you had imagined me singing you to sleep in Eisen or Avalonian? Jul 11 22:48:10 No, I cant say that crossed my mind Jul 11 22:48:34 * Molly stands up, starting to undo the sheet Jul 11 22:59:48 * Morgan stands back up Jul 11 23:01:29 * Molly takes the sheet to him as they fold it. She's smiling slightly Jul 11 23:02:07 I imagined how your bare skin would feel on mine too Jul 11 23:02:43 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:02:47 rough, in my case Jul 11 23:03:21 No, not at all. Your skin is lovely on mine Jul 11 23:04:02 * Molly rotates the sheet, getting ready to fold again Jul 11 23:04:47 * Morgan shrugs Jul 11 23:06:19 * Molly smirks Jul 11 23:06:38 Especially on my inner thighs, mon petit chou Jul 11 23:09:27 * Morgan blushes Jul 11 23:09:39 * Molly giggles Jul 11 23:10:06 * Molly folds the sheet Jul 11 23:10:19 Am I embarrassing you, my love? Jul 11 23:11:39 a little, perhaps Jul 11 23:14:13 * Molly nods Jul 11 23:14:33 Alright. Is Varick enjoying the garden? Jul 11 23:14:40 very much Jul 11 23:15:01 * Molly finishes the sheet, moving in to the pillow cases Jul 11 23:15:10 Onto* Jul 11 23:15:40 Will you be returning on Wednesday to see Lady Torrington? Jul 11 23:15:47 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:15:50 I suppose I should Jul 11 23:16:05 You could leave her a note instead? Jul 11 23:17:29 No, there's a few things I want to cover with her Jul 11 23:17:33 * Molly finishes up, and casts a glance around the room a moment Jul 11 23:18:03 I am sure we will find a way to juggle that and Mr Jeffries Jul 11 23:19:11 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:19:25 * Molly takes a deep breath "I'm done in here, shall we join the others?" Jul 11 23:20:16 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:20:18 aye, lets Jul 11 23:20:26 What did you wish to do about staying at the Manor or the Farmhouse tonight? I will need to take the mirror and water with us for contacting Innesbruck Jul 11 23:20:48 * Molly collects the other sheets on the way Jul 11 23:21:32 Which would you prefer? Jul 11 23:22:04 I do not mind, as long as we are together and there is somewhere to sleep... Jul 11 23:23:00 I think I'd like to try the manor... I'm not keen on being that close to the sheep Jul 11 23:23:28 **she laughs** It would be enjoyable to play the piano. If it was just us, I wouldn't have to worry about being too loud Jul 11 23:24:37 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:27:37 We will do that, if you wish. I must stop in at Sunnymeade, I will need both of my brothers here for sorting my Father's affairs Jul 11 23:28:26 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:28:30 what is he doing? Jul 11 23:29:33 My Father? Jul 11 23:32:19 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:32:46 I have no idea. It's all in a sealed letter to his solicitor. Jul 11 23:34:45 * Morgan nods Jul 11 23:34:53 I do hope he isn't going to do something stupid Jul 11 23:35:11 * Molly gets back downstairs. The others are still in the garden. She sets down the sheets on the table. "As do I" Jul 11 23:37:14 * Molly pulls up a chair at the table as casually as if they still lived here, and takes the letter from Horatio from her pocket "I'll just read this, and then I will be ready to go back towards town" Jul 11 23:37:52 * Morgan nods, looking out the window Jul 11 23:39:51 **There's not much to see. It's quiet indoors as she breaks the seal and starts to read silently. A few minutes pass, and then she folds it, putting it back in her pocket Jul 11 23:40:15 Alright, I am ready. I'll fetch the others Jul 11 23:42:31 very well Jul 11 23:43:03 * Molly goes out to the back garden, leaving him alone Jul 11 23:48:45 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 12 00:19:09 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 12 13:24:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Jul 12 14:03:11 2021 Jul 12 14:03:11 * Now talking on #7thsea Jul 12 15:31:43 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 12 17:11:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 12 20:33:04 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 12 20:49:17 **Molly gathers them up and then gives a final look to their first home** Now it really is all done. Jul 12 20:59:53 * Morgan shrugs Jul 12 21:00:20 * Molly looks to him Jul 12 21:00:30 It does not make you feel sad? Jul 12 21:01:36 I've spent most of my adult life moving on... Jul 12 21:01:50 * Molly nods Jul 12 21:02:28 I suppose so. I just… I loved having you all to myself here, feeling like I was giving you some peace purpose and stability finally. Jul 12 21:02:53 * Morgan nods Jul 12 21:02:58 You still do Jul 12 21:03:13 * Molly smiles, nodding Jul 12 21:03:23 Thank you, I am just too sentimental Jul 12 21:03:37 No, I don't think so Jul 12 21:04:11 I'm glad of that Jul 12 21:04:14 * Molly holds the pile of sheets to her chest, and leaves the cottage Jul 12 21:05:20 * Molly looks to Inga "You wished to see where Morgan proposed the first time?" I: *she nods. Molly leads them to the gatehouse with its view over the main building** Jul 12 21:05:20 Varick walks at Morgan's side: Why did you propose two times? Did you get it wrong the first time? Jul 12 21:06:19 No... once here and once in Eisen Jul 12 21:13:08 V: why? Jul 12 21:17:14 I wanted to do it in my home... Jul 12 21:17:40 HH: 'E needed t' do it twice so I could be involved too. Jul 12 21:19:40 C: The world doesn't revolve round you, Heinzharold **He shrugs, grinning* does from where I'm standin' Jul 12 21:21:28 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 12 21:22:48 I: *she looks at Morgan* Its a nice place to choose for a proposal Jul 12 21:23:11 * Morgan nods towards the gatehouse Jul 12 21:23:16 was just there Jul 12 21:23:55 HH: Did yer majesty get down on bended knee? Jul 12 21:24:17 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 12 21:24:20 Not exactly Jul 12 21:24:27 * Molly smiles, looking around Jul 12 21:24:43 It was confusing… I was certain he was telling me he did not like me anymore, and it took me a long time to understand what he was saying. Jul 12 21:30:57 HH: Did y' think about just sayin' "Marry Me?"? Jul 12 21:31:50 When have I ever said something so simple as that? Jul 12 21:32:26 HH: Tha's true Jul 12 21:33:12 * Molly smiles at Morgan "I figured it out in the end, that was what was important" Jul 12 21:33:39 * Morgan nods Jul 12 21:34:31 V: is this where you fought monsters? Jul 12 21:34:58 * Morgan nods Jul 12 21:36:50 V: That's more interesting than weddings. Were they big? Jul 12 21:37:22 Some of them were huge Jul 12 21:38:48 V: as big as a horse? Jul 12 21:39:32 Fought a dragon Jul 12 21:42:16 V: Wow! Jul 12 21:42:49 C: *she looks like she'll interject, but just sighs* Jul 12 21:43:39 * Morgan looks at her Jul 12 21:43:40 what? Jul 12 21:45:24 C: I was going to say that there's no way you fought a dragon, but of course there is Jul 12 21:46:18 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 12 21:47:01 indeed Jul 12 21:49:12 V: what other monsters were there? Jul 12 21:51:03 hmmm, lets see... Molly, can you remember any? Jul 12 21:51:24 * Molly thinks Jul 12 21:53:08 There was the sidhe pets... whatever that strange kilt-wearing blue man was. The Queen of the summer court, the Winter Prince... Jul 12 21:54:36 Never fought the Queen... she was... nice enough Jul 12 21:54:45 * Molly nods Jul 12 21:55:20 C: What do we need to know about the sidhe? Jul 12 21:56:04 Avoid them if at all possible Jul 12 21:56:52 Never call them anything but the Sidhe or the Fair Folk. Never tell them your name Jul 12 21:57:24 V: Why not? Jul 12 21:57:59 * Molly glances at Morgan "are you read to go, my love?" Jul 12 21:58:29 * Morgan nods Jul 12 21:58:30 I am Jul 12 21:58:47 * Molly starts walking towards the stables Jul 12 21:59:35 Legends say that if you tell them your real name, they will have power over you. But also, if you discover theirs, you can have power over them Jul 12 21:59:49 HH: Lie about your name, gotcha. Jul 12 22:01:20 And you must never eat anything they give you, because it will take you into their realm and you would be stuck there. Jul 12 22:01:43 V: Morgan would rescue me though Jul 12 22:02:08 * Molly smiles faintly "If anyone could, it would be him" Jul 12 22:03:01 And don' step in circles Jul 12 22:03:18 V: what sort of circles? Jul 12 22:04:12 Circles of flowers, stones, anything like that Jul 12 22:04:48 V: Okay, I will be careful *he watches the ground carefully as he walks* Jul 12 22:04:56 C: Can they be beaten? Jul 12 22:05:18 * Morgan shrugs Jul 12 22:05:21 I've never managed it Jul 12 22:05:31 the pets, certainly... Jul 12 22:09:13 C: Could you not just do what you did to the last three? Jul 12 22:10:59 Maybe. Couldn't do that last time I was here Jul 12 22:12:13 Also, its important to be polite and courteous to them if you do have to deal with them. They take disrespect worse than highly strung nobles Jul 12 22:12:24 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:12:48 C: Wonderful (!) Jul 12 22:13:54 **Samuel is back at the stable when they pick up the horses** Did you find the letter? Jul 12 22:14:00 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:14:22 Samuel nods: We were all hoping you'd be back to work again after the summer Jul 12 22:14:55 No, I'm afraid not Jul 12 22:16:13 S: Got a new job? Jul 12 22:16:42 Sort of... Molly married an Eisen noble who's now a duke... Jul 12 22:17:22 S: *he frowns* Oh. Sorry, good you're still friends though Jul 12 22:18:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 12 22:18:32 Well, she's the ambassador for one of the regions in Eisen and has to go travelling to far off places, so I'll be following along Jul 12 22:19:10 **he nods** good luck to you both. Wont be the same here without you Jul 12 22:20:08 I'm going to come back Wednesday to see her Grace, help her get everything planned out for the future Jul 12 22:21:54 S: That'll help. I'll let her know you'll be coming Jul 12 22:23:16 * Morgan nods, taking Samuel aside and speaking quietly Jul 12 22:23:30 I heard Dau hurt one of the girls in Tawstock... don't suppose you have a name? Jul 12 22:24:56 **he nods him aside, whispering** She's a girl in one of the brothels Jul 12 22:26:07 I gathered that much... Jul 12 22:29:18 S: Her name is Elsie. Got herself in trouble as a very young lass and got kicked out of home. That's where those sort of girls always end up. **Molly, who had the assumptions unfairly made, and Inga, whose employer would likely have raped her and then cast her out, are both giggling at something HH has said. Both women who could easily have been in the shoes of this girl Elsie* Jul 12 22:32:22 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:32:38 I think I'll have her sent up here... Jul 12 22:33:41 S: *he looks a bit shocked* A working girl, here?! Jul 12 22:34:33 She won't be a working girl if she's here... This town needs to learn to look after its own Jul 12 22:34:55 S: Dont think her Grace will like that Jul 12 22:35:07 I'll talk to her Jul 12 22:37:10 S: *he nods* Madam Miller's is where you'll find Elsie, down Yarnscombe Street in Town Jul 12 22:37:59 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:38:02 Right Jul 12 22:41:09 *he goes back to saddling the horses and helping Molly and Inga mount up. Varick chooses to ride with HH this time. Jul 12 22:41:51 * Morgan pulls himself into the saddle Jul 12 22:44:20 **The ride down the hill and across the valley, through the village where there's more staring, and finally towards Sunnymeade. It's a fairly long trip, but everyone seems content to ride quietly. Varick seems interested in the animals when they stop at the farm** Jul 12 22:44:42 I think I should just nip in and sort out arrangements. We do not have much time left before the tides will be against us, and much to do at the island still. Jul 12 22:44:50 If thats what you wish Jul 12 22:45:27 * Molly nods "I wont be long" Jul 12 22:46:53 * Molly takes her horse at a solid canter up the drive way past the livestock Jul 12 22:46:53 V: why cant we go? Jul 12 22:47:14 We've not got long, so she's just going to get in and get things sorted so we can be on our way Jul 12 22:47:43 C: $It's smaller than I expected, given Forresters sense of his own consequence.$ Jul 12 22:48:15 $He's always been ambitious$ Jul 12 22:48:53 C, aloud:Did you come here often when you lived together? ((It was only a few times; meeting Martha, asking Forrester's blessing, when he came to get help when she got caught in the storm. Cant remember if he originally went to bully David about his treatment of Molly)) Jul 12 22:49:32 A couple of times... Jul 12 22:53:33 HH: **he joins them** this is where our Duchess was nearly born in th' barn then? Jul 12 22:54:51 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:54:54 aye Jul 12 22:55:08 HH: Y' have to admit, it sounds a bit fanciful. A poor farmer's daughter b'comes a Duchess. Jul 12 22:55:54 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:56:09 a noble pretending to be a lowly servant, fighting monsters... Jul 12 22:56:42 HH: more like a book than real life Jul 12 22:57:37 * Morgan nods Jul 12 22:57:40 I know Jul 12 22:58:21 HH: It could be called The Tale Of Heinzharold, The Devilishly Handsome Blacksmith's Son, And His Sidekick The Veisgraf. Jul 12 22:58:53 Since we're going for fanciful and unbelievable, certainly Jul 12 22:59:27 C: *she snorts* It should be called Morgan And Heinzharold, Two Cheeks Of The Same A- *she remembers Varick* Face. Jul 12 23:00:26 **HH laughs, as does Inga. Varick does too, but he obviously doesn't understand* Jul 12 23:01:08 * Morgan tilts his head, looking at Claudia Jul 12 23:04:35 C $what?$ Jul 12 23:05:02 * Morgan shrugs slightly before looking away Jul 12 23:05:59 * Molly comes back at a good pace, pulling alongside Morgan Jul 12 23:06:14 I'm ready to go back to the dock Jul 12 23:06:19 everything alright? Jul 12 23:07:06 * Molly nods, walking on. "James and Peter have been taking it in turns, but James had a christening to go to this weekend, so one of the tenant farmers has been tending the animals. He's due back the day after tomorrow" Jul 12 23:07:47 * Morgan nods Jul 12 23:07:51 I see Jul 12 23:10:32 I'll send someone from the port to take a message to Peter to come on Monday too. Jul 12 23:10:42 good idea Jul 12 23:11:20 Is there anything you need to do at the dock before we go, my love? Jul 12 23:11:37 Not today... Jul 12 23:12:01 * Molly nods. Back at the dock, the stares are still present but better hidden. The Ketch crew seem pleased to see them. Molly finds a messenger and pays him to go to her brother. The harbour master brings her a letter, and she brings it to the boat then tucks it in her pocket. Jul 12 23:12:39 * Morgan watches the stall keepers coldly for a few moments Jul 12 23:12:43 We ready to go? Jul 12 23:12:49 **Claudia has returned the horses, so the others are all onboard and ready to sail** Jul 12 23:12:55 * Molly smiles at him Jul 12 23:13:15 Yes liebling, let's go home Jul 12 23:14:05 * Morgan nods at the crew briefly Jul 12 23:14:53 **They get underway and are smoothly out of the port rapidly. The tide favours them but the weather doesn't, so soon they're in the small cabin. ((Sits in with them?)) Jul 12 23:15:23 ((No, not in bad weather on a small boat)) Jul 12 23:15:44 ((Why?)) Jul 12 23:16:02 ((He wants to make sure the crew don't fluff it)) Jul 12 23:17:42 **The ninety minutes seem to go fairly quickly. Rousseau and the Ketch crew are obviously very experienced in handling this sort of vessel, but Morgan is given the offer of pitching in rather than just watching them. The chatter from the cabin stops not long before HH's snoring can faintly be heard Jul 12 23:19:39 * Morgan pitches in Jul 12 23:23:08 **it's after five when they make landfall, and Varick is hungry. A quick dash across the shingle sees them safely in the familiar warmth and dry of the Rose. Coats and hats are shed, hot drinks are given, and the others leave Molly, Morgan and Varick to the peace of their study. Varick is rapidly consuming his food whilst Molly stands by the rear window watching the rain Jul 12 23:26:02 I have not missed this about Avalon! Jul 12 23:27:35 * Morgan nods Jul 12 23:27:42 aye, it takes _hours_ to get dry Jul 12 23:28:54 * Molly nods. There's a knock Jul 12 23:29:09 Come Jul 12 23:31:03 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jul 12 23:31:52 Just came to say that I've had some of the crew out cleaning the main house, the farmhouse and the church today, m'lord Jul 12 23:32:30 Thats much appreciated captain Jul 12 23:33:59 **Molly thanks him too* We may stay the night at the main house, but we will let you know before we go. Jul 12 23:34:36 * Sorgi inclines his head and goes Jul 12 23:34:42 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Jul 12 23:34:57 V: Wont you be cold in a big house? Jul 12 23:36:39 We'll light a fire I expect Jul 12 23:38:14 V: when can I go to that house? Jul 12 23:38:39 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 12 23:38:41 what do you think? Jul 12 23:39:03 Tomorrow, I would think Jul 12 23:41:20 V: Okay, that's soon enough Jul 12 23:41:31 * Morgan nods Jul 12 23:46:30 ((Anyone he would want to see or anything to do before they leave the ship?)) Jul 12 23:47:00 ((nope)) Jul 12 23:47:29 **Varick is still talking about his trip to the house after the story has been finished. Once he's asleep they pack up the mirror, water, sheets, some food and lanterns, as well as other bits they may need, and walk up through the tunnels to avoid the rain. This takes them through the herb garden and to the front door of the manor house, lanterns in hand.** Jul 12 23:48:10 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 12 23:50:36 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 13 10:02:14 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 13 10:06:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 13 10:07:47 ((C&p pls)) Jul 13 10:08:05 V: Wont you be cold in a big house? Jul 13 10:08:05 We'll light a fire I expect Jul 13 10:08:05 V: when can I go to that house? Jul 13 10:08:05 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 13 10:08:05 what do you think? Jul 13 10:08:07 Tomorrow, I would think Jul 13 10:08:09 V: Okay, that's soon enough Jul 13 10:08:11 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:08:13 ((Anyone he would want to see or anything to do before they leave the ship?)) Jul 13 10:08:15 ((nope)) Jul 13 10:08:17 **Varick is still talking about his trip to the house after the story has been finished. Once he's asleep they pack up the mirror, water, sheets, some food and lanterns, as well as other bits they may need, and walk up through the tunnels to avoid the rain. This takes them through the herb garden and to the front door of the manor house, lanterns in hand.** Jul 13 10:11:38 * Molly waits for him to go in Jul 13 10:11:52 * Morgan does so Jul 13 10:12:10 * Molly looks around the hall, nodding Jul 13 10:12:20 The crew have definitely dusted Jul 13 10:12:57 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:13:49 Done a decent job too Jul 13 10:13:55 * Molly removes her hat and coat Jul 13 10:14:16 I should imagine it becomes a pleasant change from just cleaning the ship? Jul 13 10:15:07 I suppose so, aye Jul 13 10:16:24 * Molly looks towards the morning room where she ended the life of the Porte magician Jul 13 10:16:35 We should check the floor in there Jul 13 10:17:17 * Morgan nods, wandering towards the door Jul 13 10:18:42 * Molly sets down her bag in the hall and follows him. The floor is absolutely spotless Jul 13 10:19:09 * Molly looks at it thoughtfully Jul 13 10:25:11 I suppose scrubbing out blood is probably something that former military men have experience with Jul 13 10:25:41 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:25:53 indeed Jul 13 10:27:13 * Molly stands quietly a few more moments before saying Jul 13 10:27:49 Which room would you like to have a fire in for the evening? Jul 13 10:29:46 You wanted to spend time in the music room as I recall Jul 13 10:31:44 * Molly nods, smiling Jul 13 10:32:03 Yes please. Did you bring the violin? Jul 13 10:33:10 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:33:11 aye Jul 13 10:34:03 Shall we then? I still have my letter to read also Jul 13 10:34:49 * Morgan picks up the things and carries them through to the music room, looking at the fireplace Jul 13 10:35:56 * Molly gives one last glance to the spot on the floor where the Montaigne man died before following him. The fire lights nicely, the crew have obviously cleared it out and replaced the wood. Molly sets down a lantern near the piano Jul 13 10:38:59 I rather think it would be impossible to have electric lighting here Jul 13 10:39:16 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:39:19 I'm inclined to agree Jul 13 10:41:33 We have too many other places to be to worry on that, I think *she smiles* Besides electric light is less flattering Jul 13 10:43:11 * Morgan nods Jul 13 10:46:51 * Molly sits at the piano, taking both letters from her pocket. She sets the one the seal has been broken on onto the lid Jul 13 10:47:33 What did Mr Black say? Jul 13 10:49:21 * Molly looks up at him Jul 13 10:49:31 That he is leaving Lady Torrington's Jul 13 10:50:44 oh? Jul 13 10:52:31 He thinks he needs to keep moving to find her, and with you and I being gone there is little to keep him there Jul 13 10:53:31 you _and_ I? Jul 13 11:00:45 * Molly nods Jul 13 11:00:51 That is what it says Jul 13 11:01:04 * Morgan nods Jul 13 11:01:06 alright Jul 13 11:01:18 * Molly smiles a little Jul 13 11:01:43 I cannot tell if that is surprise that you mattered to him, or a hint of jealousy Jul 13 11:02:18 Lets settle on both, shall we? Jul 13 11:04:36 * Molly nods Jul 13 11:05:14 He wishes us all the best for a long and happy marriage Jul 13 11:05:25 * Morgan nods Jul 13 11:09:04 I am sorry he has left though, it would have been nice to say goodbye Jul 13 11:09:58 * Morgan nods Jul 13 11:10:03 maybe we'll see him on our travels Jul 13 11:11:51 * Molly smiles Jul 13 11:11:59 It would be an odd coincidence Jul 13 11:12:42 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 11:12:45 we've had stranger Jul 13 11:13:00 * Molly nods Jul 13 11:13:05 Very true Jul 13 11:13:16 * Molly returns to her other letter Jul 13 11:17:55 **the room is warming up nicely, and outside the rain is worsening. The sounds of both downpour and fire are pleasant in a house that's otherwise utterly silent Jul 13 11:21:24 * Molly is smiling warmly, and nodding at the letter by the time she has finished it and sets it beside the other one. She turns to face the keys Jul 13 11:22:09 Something nice I see? Jul 13 11:24:20 * Molly nods, running her fingers over the keys Jul 13 11:24:41 It's from Stef. You can read it if you wish Jul 13 11:26:50 * Morgan nods, picking it up Jul 13 11:29:32 **It starts off with general chat about how she and Kristoff are back in Fischler,  that everything is well and their belated honeymoon was wonderful. They will be at Mina and Edward's wedding, as will His Grace. Jul 13 11:30:16 Molly. We could have had this before, but it took Morgan for us to realise it. I don't feel like a widow. I feel like a woman who _was_ a widow. I will always carry my love for Axel, and the memories both happy and sad, he will always be a part of who I am. Jul 13 11:30:16 ~But I am Kristoff's wife now, and, I hope, his best friend. I pray that Theus will one day have children in store for us, either by birth or adoption as you have, and then I will be the mother of his children too. We are utterly contented and in love. Maybe this is a gift given to those who have suffered profound losses, we treasure our joys that much more deeply *it concludes with the usual farewells and good wishes* Jul 13 11:30:48 ~We are just completely happy, Molly. We could have had this before, but it took Morgan for us to realise it. I don't feel like a widow. I feel like a woman who _was_ a widow. I will always carry my love for Axel, and the memories both happy and sad, he will always be a part of who I am. Jul 13 11:30:49 ~But I am Kristoff's wife now, and, I hope, his best friend. I pray that Theus will one day have children in store for us, either by birth or adoption as you have, and then I will be the mother of his children too. We are utterly contented and in love. Maybe this is a gift given to those who have suffered profound losses, we treasure our joys that much more deeply *it concludes with the usual farewells and good wishes* Jul 13 11:32:14 * Morgan puts it back down Jul 13 11:32:18 I can appreciate that Jul 13 11:34:27 They sound so happy now Jul 13 11:34:40 They certainly do Jul 13 11:36:56 That's good, I'm very happy for them Jul 13 11:37:22 as am I Jul 13 11:39:11 * Molly smiles at him Jul 13 11:39:19 And it is all thanks to you Jul 13 11:40:24 No, I don't think so Jul 13 11:41:24 * Molly shakes her head Jul 13 11:41:36 They'd have gone on like that forever Jul 13 11:42:16 I just bashed some heads together, thats all Jul 13 11:44:17 Not at all. The rest of us all see the wonderful gift you gave them Jul 13 11:45:45 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 11:45:46 perhaps Jul 13 11:46:06 You are too modest, my love Jul 13 11:47:06 * Molly begins to play with the quiet pedal down. It's nothing fancy, but something he has heard Verity play before Jul 13 11:50:43 * Morgan picks up the violin, slowly tuning it Jul 13 11:50:46 I will add them to my prayers, they would be wonderful parents Jul 13 11:51:26 aye, they would Jul 13 11:52:27 How old were you when you learnt to play? Jul 13 11:53:17 Nine or so... something like that Jul 13 11:54:43 Did you enjoy it? Jul 13 11:54:59 Most of the time Jul 13 11:56:59 Did Edward learn with you? Jul 13 11:58:27 He can play the flute... though he always thought it wasn't manly enough. Jul 13 11:59:00 What could be more manly than owning a talent and excelling at it with confidence? Jul 13 11:59:45 He was young then... he tried with the violin but could never get his fingers to cooperate properly Jul 13 12:00:17 * Molly goes to say something, then blushes and changes her words Jul 13 12:00:44 I can understand that challenge. I would like it if you would try to teach me Jul 13 12:01:00 Violin? Jul 13 12:04:37 Anything you wish, but I did mean the violin this time Jul 13 12:06:21 I wouldn't have said I'm good enough to teach it Jul 13 12:08:01 I don't mind that, liebling Jul 13 12:08:22 everyone else might Jul 13 12:12:11 There's noone here to hear us tonight Jul 13 12:12:36 * Morgan holds out the violin to her Jul 13 12:13:43 * Molly smiles, watching him. She takes it, then stands very close to him Jul 13 12:14:00 I think you'll need to show me how to hold it properly Jul 13 12:20:58 * Morgan helps her get it into place Jul 13 12:26:21 * Molly leans back against him a little, smiling Jul 13 12:26:31 And you'll help me move the bow? Jul 13 12:27:08 * Morgan nods, handing it to her Jul 13 12:29:12 * Molly takes it, resting her chin on it as instructed Jul 13 12:29:39 * Morgan talks her through how to draw the bow Jul 13 12:31:13 * Molly follows what he says, but she seems to be struggling to focus on it and not his proximity Jul 13 12:32:04 you are having issues? Jul 13 12:36:52 * Molly nods Jul 13 12:37:05 I am afraid I am struggling to concentrate Jul 13 12:37:26 You wish me to move away? Jul 13 12:39:47 * Molly shakes her head Jul 13 12:39:49 No... Jul 13 12:40:37 very well Jul 13 12:42:32 * Molly tries to concentrate, and manages a little better. But she doesn't seem to have any aptitude at all for this instrument Jul 13 12:44:20 What thinks you? Jul 13 12:44:43 I am dreadful at this, aren't I? Jul 13 12:46:01 I think perhaps it is not suited to you Jul 13 12:46:18 * Molly smiles Jul 13 12:46:44 I don't mind. It gave me time in your arms, I am content with that Jul 13 12:47:03 * Morgan nods Jul 13 12:47:10 then it was a worthwhile endeavour Jul 13 12:47:39 * Molly nods, looking back over her shoulder at him Jul 13 12:47:48 I will yield it to you then Jul 13 12:50:55 That may be wise Jul 13 12:54:05 * Molly hands it over, going to sit back on the piano stool Jul 13 12:54:23 Perhaps Varick should have lessons soon Jul 13 12:55:27 Might be an idea Jul 13 12:56:35 * Molly watches him Jul 13 12:56:45 Would you play for me? Jul 13 12:58:40 I'll consider it... not sure what I remember Jul 13 12:59:01 * Molly smiles Jul 13 12:59:39 I don't mind. Anything at all, even scales. Jul 13 13:00:53 Scales I can probably do Jul 13 13:03:14 * Molly nods, looking content Jul 13 13:04:27 * Morgan starts them Jul 13 13:05:17 * Molly looks impressed even by this basic recital Jul 13 13:06:16 You have so much potential, my love. Why did you stop learning? Jul 13 13:06:55 They didn't like it onboard... and then the violin I had got... broken... Jul 13 13:11:04 * Molly thinks on this Jul 13 13:11:50 Did it cause trouble because it highlighted the social divide between your background and the if the rest of the men? Jul 13 13:12:04 That* Jul 13 13:12:39 There were a few who thought that, mostly they didn't care for the sound Jul 13 13:13:07 Yet it is only the same as a fiddle, just more refined... Jul 13 13:16:58 * Molly stands, going to the bookcase full of sheet music Jul 13 13:18:28 They didn't like the fiddle either... screech plank, they called it Jul 13 13:20:36 Had you had the violin long? Jul 13 13:21:13 Couple of years Jul 13 13:24:22 That's unfortunate. How did it break? **she goes on her tiptoes to reach a sheaf from the top corner** Jul 13 13:25:25 It connected with someones face at speed Jul 13 13:28:14 * Molly comes to sit, flicking through the papers Jul 13 13:28:19 Not Heinzharold's? Jul 13 13:29:42 No... there was a disagreement and the only thing to hand was the violin Jul 13 13:31:02 What was the disagreement? Jul 13 13:31:42 believe it or not, HeinzHarold grated on some nerves and they were planning to teach him a lesson... never did find out what the lesson was Jul 13 13:32:09 * Molly nods Jul 13 13:32:31 A sad fate for the guitar, but a good sacrifice I think Jul 13 13:33:20 * Morgan nods Jul 13 13:33:40 Did you have to defend him often? Jul 13 13:33:53 Not after that, no Jul 13 13:36:50 * Molly nods Jul 13 13:37:00 Can you play from sheet music? Jul 13 13:37:13 Maybe... its been a while Jul 13 13:37:59 * Molly holds something up for him. It looks fairly simple Jul 13 13:38:19 Can give it a go Jul 13 13:38:50 * Molly nods, coming closer to hold it steady Jul 13 13:40:09 * Morgan attempts it Jul 13 13:41:41 ((How good is he?)) Jul 13 13:42:42 ((better than he makes out)) Jul 13 13:44:54 * Molly smiles warmly Jul 13 13:45:10 Liebes herz! You're good at this! Jul 13 13:45:27 better than I remember Jul 13 13:45:36 * Molly nods Jul 13 13:46:06 Shall I find something more challenging? Jul 13 13:47:08 If you wish Jul 13 13:47:57 * Molly flicks through again. This one looks harder, though not hard. Once more she holds it up, making sure he has good light Jul 13 13:48:20 * Morgan nods before starting to play Jul 13 13:48:36 ((How does it go?)) Jul 13 13:49:31 ((well)) Jul 13 13:49:52 * Molly looks even more excited by this Jul 13 13:50:07 This has surprised and delighted me! Jul 13 13:52:40 its surprised me Jul 13 13:53:44 When did you last play? Jul 13 13:55:19 ummm...the day I hit someone in the face with it... early in my tour Jul 13 13:55:52 You didn't replace it? Jul 13 13:56:51 * Molly goes to the shelf again, putting out more sheet music that she puts into piles Jul 13 14:02:14 We were somewhat busy and I had a guitar Jul 13 14:04:12 * Molly brings him two more pieces. One is likely playable smoothly the top end of his ability, the other a little beyond that where he would be challenged but likely to manage with only a couple of errors Jul 13 14:04:37 Did you consider getting once once the war was over? Jul 13 14:05:31 No... I liked the guitar and... well, difficult to play this thing quietly Jul 13 14:07:14 Why would that be a problem? Jul 13 14:07:42 Because babies like to sleep Jul 13 14:08:36 Oh... I'm sorry. Jul 13 14:08:56 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 14:09:01 as I said, I had my guitar Jul 13 14:09:19 * Molly nods Jul 13 14:09:29 You are very good with that also Jul 13 14:09:42 * Molly shows him the music Jul 13 14:09:49 Which would you prefer? Jul 13 14:10:09 * Morgan shrugs again Jul 13 14:10:21 like try this one ((the playable one)) Jul 13 14:10:41 * Molly once more holds it up Jul 13 14:12:45 * Morgan starts playing Jul 13 14:13:54 * Molly grins Jul 13 14:14:00 You are so good! Jul 13 14:14:41 That ones pushing it a little Jul 13 14:16:51 * Molly shrugs Jul 13 14:17:06 A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor Jul 13 14:17:11 true Jul 13 14:17:27 You do not wish to try? Jul 13 14:17:40 I'll give it a go Jul 13 14:17:55 * Molly nods, holding it Jul 13 14:18:55 **As anticipated, there are two places where he stumbles with it, but the rest goes well** Jul 13 14:19:22 * Molly smiles, nodding "Excellent, liebling!" Jul 13 14:19:46 * Morgan frowns slightly Jul 13 14:19:51 not bad I suppose Jul 13 14:20:01 You are not pleased? Jul 13 14:20:28 You know me, I like to get things right Jul 13 14:21:25 You do. But that does not make it impossible to see the beauty even in the flaws *she watches him intently* Jul 13 14:22:17 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 13 14:23:33 * Molly sets the music down Jul 13 14:23:59 I made all manner of errors when your mother was teaching me the piano this summer Jul 13 14:25:11 oh? Jul 13 14:26:20 * Molly smiles Jul 13 14:27:25 What you have seen is simply the things I can play quite consistently through practice. Despite the suggestion that I have a natural talent from my grandmother, I have still had to work at it Jul 13 14:27:57 I think the only thing I've never really had to practice was throwing things Jul 13 14:29:15 * Molly smiles Jul 13 14:29:24 You are very good at many things Jul 13 14:29:51 * Morgan nods Jul 13 14:29:57 through practice, as you say Jul 13 14:31:03 * Molly nods Jul 13 14:31:50 I am not sure what I am naturally good at, save for loving you Jul 13 14:34:27 And you are so very good at that Jul 13 14:35:08 * Molly smiles Jul 13 14:35:39 I did not plan to love you, but I am powerless against it Jul 13 14:39:13 I'm rather glad of that Jul 13 14:40:22 * Molly nods Jul 13 14:40:43 I'm afraid, liebling, you are just irresistible to me Jul 13 14:40:55 one tries... Jul 13 14:41:23 * Molly nods, starting to play quietly Jul 13 14:41:42 Perhaps we should eat before it is time to contact Innesbruck Jul 13 14:43:09 aye, good idea Jul 13 14:44:04 * Molly smiles Jul 13 14:46:08 We haven't had an indoor picnic for a while... *The first time they did was the day in the run up to the wedding where she ran her hand up his leg in the guise of measuring him for his wedding clothes and ended up stroking him through his trousers, the first time she had done so* Jul 13 14:48:11 That is very true Jul 13 14:51:10 * Molly kneels on the floor and unpacks a blanket and the food by the fire, including a bottle of scotch and one of blokners Jul 13 14:51:43 I meant to bring cherry brandy too but I ran out of space. Unless you put some in your bag? Jul 13 14:53:03 I'm afraid not Jul 13 14:54:43 * Molly pours him some blokners Jul 13 14:55:24 And you do not have Maelwys' special concoction tucked away in there? *she smiles as she hands him the glass* Jul 13 16:14:46 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 13 18:55:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 13 19:15:50 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 13 21:45:26 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 13 21:46:38 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 13 21:47:51 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 13 21:53:30 ((C&p pls)) Jul 13 21:59:29 aye, good idea Jul 13 21:59:29 * Molly smiles Jul 13 21:59:29 We haven't had an indoor picnic for a while... *The first time they did was the day in the run up to the wedding where she ran her hand up his leg in the guise of measuring him for his wedding clothes and ended up stroking him through his trousers, the first time she had done so* Jul 13 21:59:29 That is very true Jul 13 21:59:31 * Molly kneels on the floor and unpacks a blanket and the food by the fire, including a bottle of scotch and one of blokners Jul 13 21:59:34 I meant to bring cherry brandy too but I ran out of space. Unless you put some in your bag? Jul 13 21:59:36 I'm afraid not Jul 13 21:59:38 * Molly pours him some blokners Jul 13 21:59:40 And you do not have Maelwys' special concoction tucked away in there? *she smiles as she hands him the glass* Jul 13 21:59:43 I... may have Jul 13 22:02:40 * Molly smiles Jul 13 22:02:44 Oh really? Jul 13 22:07:15 maybe Jul 13 22:07:35 * Molly pours herself a small amount of scotch before preparing him some bread, meat and cheese on a little plate Jul 13 22:09:08 It would be most impractical to try to speak to them in Innesbruck after that... though I must say as a herbalist, I'm rather sceptical that it works Jul 13 22:10:40 Given how much Anna was blushing, I'm inclined to believe him Jul 13 22:13:56 * Molly smiles Jul 13 22:14:08 I suppose there is only one way to find out Jul 13 22:17:00 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:17:02 later... Jul 13 22:17:36 Oh, I did not mean this evening necessarily, my love Jul 13 22:18:09 * Molly gives him his plate before making her own Jul 13 22:20:12 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:21:29 * Molly watches the fire Jul 13 22:21:44 It was odd going back to the cottage. So much has changed Jul 13 22:21:53 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:21:57 and yet so little Jul 13 22:22:06 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:22:18 We're much closer, I feel Jul 13 22:22:26 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:22:28 I agree Jul 13 22:22:37 * Molly glances at him Jul 13 22:22:52 I'm not quite so flighty with you anymore Jul 13 22:23:22 not quite? Jul 13 22:26:08 I am still growing into being more confident with you, with my desires Jul 13 22:26:58 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:28:13 That's alright, isn't it? Jul 13 22:28:20 Of course it is Jul 13 22:30:40 * Molly smiles Jul 13 22:31:10 And you, liebling, have become more open I think Jul 13 22:31:19 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:31:21 I'm trying Jul 13 22:35:37 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:35:54 I do appreciate it Jul 13 22:36:12 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:39:53 Did you find it very strange having Claudia and Heinzharold there? Jul 13 22:40:34 Somewhat, aye Jul 13 22:42:17 And Varick Jul 13 22:45:04 I was a little concerned about that if I'm honest Jul 13 22:45:57 Why, my love? Jul 13 22:46:46 How many things and people have met their end there... Jul 13 22:48:40 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:48:58 One would think there would be many ghosts Jul 13 22:51:50 * Molly eats, only very occasionally sipping the scotch Jul 13 22:51:51 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:51:53 quite Jul 13 22:52:19 Do you wish me to accompany you when you see Lady Torrington? Jul 13 22:54:40 Only if you wish to... It may be advantageous for you to be here to deal with the surveyor Jul 13 22:56:12 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:56:34 If that is what you wish of me, of course I can be here instead Jul 13 22:57:21 I just think that may be the more sensible option Jul 13 22:58:34 * Molly nods Jul 13 22:58:50 It needs to be an Avalonian speaker who is here Jul 13 22:59:35 * Morgan nods Jul 13 22:59:36 indeed Jul 13 23:00:56 That is fine, liebling Jul 13 23:01:44 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:02:38 * Molly listens to the heavy rain whilst she eats. It's very peaceful in the house. Before long they're packed up and she has brought out the mirror and the water Jul 13 23:02:49 I think it must be time now Jul 13 23:03:09 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:03:11 more or less Jul 13 23:03:50 * Molly props it up with some books Jul 13 23:04:05 You do not need to stay if you do not wish to Jul 13 23:06:15 No, its fine Jul 13 23:06:52 * Molly wets the surface. Once more the porteish magic allows them to see the faces hundreds of miles away. David is with Jacques and Walder again. Molly looks a little surprised. To start with, pleasantries are exchanged and reassurance is given that Innesbruck and Koln are fine, and then David asks the others to give them a minute Jul 13 23:07:02 * Molly is now known as David Jul 13 23:07:22 I have some news from Sudlachenburg Jul 13 23:08:25 * Morgan waits patiently Jul 13 23:10:12 Your brother returned from Freiburg on Thursday evening Jul 13 23:10:57 * David scratches his chin Jul 13 23:11:33 Right... Jul 13 23:12:24 He brought the news that Jarvinia has wed Captain Holzheim. Adalbrecht has... responded negatively Jul 13 23:13:01 We expected that Jul 13 23:14:35 When Martha and I set off this morning he was still giving Edwsrd the silent treatment Jul 13 23:14:55 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 13 23:15:08 I assume Edward has told him it was both of us made that decision? Jul 13 23:15:43 * David nods Jul 13 23:16:23 Good Jul 13 23:16:38 He did. Adalbrecht's answer was that he expected no better from Edward, but he thought you would have more sense Jul 13 23:16:56 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 23:17:06 I told him to say it was my doing... Jul 13 23:17:33 * David nods Jul 13 23:18:17 It will blow over. Adalbrecht is angry that he didn't protect her well enough for her not to get into trouble, but he will overcome it Jul 13 23:19:45 Doesn't have a lot of choice Jul 13 23:21:34 * David nods Jul 13 23:21:52 I would expect an angry letter to reach you in a few weeks Jul 13 23:22:45 if the messenger can find us Jul 13 23:25:16 Edward also has your Mother angry with him about Lors Pottersdam and the duel injuring Molly Jul 13 23:25:29 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:25:33 I agree with her on that one Jul 13 23:25:45 **Molly reflexively touches her cheek* Jul 13 23:26:22 Lord Pottersdam has recovered well but has been informed he is not welcome at Die Dauerhaftigkeit agajn Jul 13 23:26:41 I think thats fair Jul 13 23:26:53 Edward disagrees, of course Jul 13 23:27:02 naturally Jul 13 23:27:45 Now, how are your sheep going along? Jul 13 23:28:06 I don't like sheep Jul 13 23:28:10 *Molly smiles a little* Jul 13 23:28:38 Noone who owns sheep likes them generally Jul 13 23:29:04 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:29:27 **Molly gently touches the back of her hand to Morgan's** I liked Mrs Monta-ewe Jul 13 23:30:24 * David 's micro-expression shows alarm and surprise, but his regular expression is fairly sanguine Jul 13 23:30:57 I am shocked you remember her, you were quite young when she keeled over Jul 13 23:31:42 **Molly shrugs slightly** Four, I suppose Jul 13 23:33:46 * David nods "That sounds about right, summer '54..." **his micro-expression now shows distress** I should leave you to your night and find your Mama. Goodnight Little Moll, Morgan Jul 13 23:34:06 **Molly nods** Goodnight Papa. Jul 13 23:35:45 * Morgan nods to David briefly Jul 13 23:37:46 **Walder and Jacques come back, and they chat about not much for another five minutes before they go and she dries the mirror, staring at it quietly whilst it just reflects the music room Jul 13 23:37:52 * David is now known as Molly Jul 13 23:38:04 Hmm... Jul 13 23:38:10 hmm? Jul 13 23:38:24 Did my Father seem evasive to you? Jul 13 23:38:43 * Morgan sighs Jul 13 23:38:51 You won't like what I can tell you... Jul 13 23:39:01 * Molly looks to him Jul 13 23:39:12 I wish to know Jul 13 23:39:28 Initially he was very surprised... at the end there he look downright distressed Jul 13 23:40:51 * Molly nods slowly Jul 13 23:41:29 If I remember that ewe from shearing her with Cecily, I suppose its likely he has thought of her too? Jul 13 23:41:45 it would seem so Jul 13 23:42:47 * Molly sighs Jul 13 23:43:05 I feel guilty about that Jul 13 23:44:34 Your need to know is just as important as his desire for you not to Jul 13 23:45:19 * Molly frowns Jul 13 23:45:44 Is it though? Is it justified to bring back his pain for my curiosity? Jul 13 23:45:56 I believe so Jul 13 23:46:18 What do you think I should do? Jul 13 23:46:25 * Morgan shrugs Jul 13 23:46:28 I'm not sure Jul 13 23:47:22 Perhaps when things are calmer I should ask Peter? He would have been... *she adds up* sixteen when Cess died Jul 13 23:47:59 * Molly tilts her head "That was her nickname, what I used to call her" Jul 13 23:48:17 And you didn't realise that until right now Jul 13 23:48:46 No... it's so strange Jul 13 23:51:03 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:51:04 quite Jul 13 23:52:15 * Molly takes a deep breath Jul 13 23:52:33 Perhaps we can put a pin in that for tonight Jul 13 23:52:40 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:52:43 I think thats a good idea Jul 13 23:53:05 * Molly smiles Jul 13 23:53:20 So, would you like to play some more music? Jul 13 23:54:07 Its entirely up to you my love Jul 13 23:55:34 * Molly nods Jul 13 23:56:04 Just for a little while, I would not wish to tire you out with playing Jul 13 23:58:38 * Morgan nods Jul 13 23:58:39 very well Jul 13 23:59:16 * Molly kisses his cheek briefly before going to sit back at the piano Jul 14 00:09:32 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 14 00:15:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 14 15:55:40 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 16 19:34:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 16 20:23:56 * Molly plays for about ten minutes, a variety of things. She looks very content doing this. Then she starts to play something that he can play on the violin too. Jul 16 20:27:06 * Morgan joins in Jul 16 20:29:41 * Molly looks very pleased by this, and the music works well, coming to an end all too soon. She smiles at him Jul 16 20:29:50 I like playing with you Jul 16 20:30:28 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:30:33 the feelings mutual Jul 16 20:31:01 Perhaps we could find some more opportunities to play together before we have to go? Jul 16 20:32:30 * Molly tidies some of the sheet music, smiling to herself Jul 16 20:33:09 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:33:15 I suspect so, aye Jul 16 20:35:20 * Molly glances at him Jul 16 20:35:39 Heinzharold told me about the Captain Inga situation Jul 16 20:36:25 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:36:32 good Jul 16 20:37:26 It's sweet, isn't it? Jul 16 20:38:04 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:38:06 aye, it is Jul 16 20:38:26 I mean, that Heinzharold is so kind, not that Heinrich hurt her Jul 16 20:39:03 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:39:07 I figured that much Jul 16 20:40:27 * Molly nods Jul 16 20:40:45 You will not tease him about it now? Jul 16 20:41:09 Of course not... though his using two aye's is quite unacceptable Jul 16 20:42:36 * Molly looks confused Jul 16 20:42:39 Is it? Jul 16 20:43:02 * Morgan nods Jul 16 20:43:06 navy men only use one Jul 16 20:43:42 And devoted, desirous husbands, my love? How many would they use? Jul 16 20:43:52 should still only be one Jul 16 20:44:09 * Molly smiles Jul 16 20:44:21 You do like some formality... Jul 16 20:44:37 * Morgan shrugs Jul 16 20:44:42 its just... proper Jul 16 20:45:03 But sometimes _improper_ is more fun Jul 16 20:45:31 aye, thats true Jul 16 20:46:01 * Molly stands to put the music away Jul 16 20:46:10 What would you like to do now? Jul 16 20:48:10 * Morgan shrugs Jul 16 20:49:08 * Molly smiles Jul 16 20:49:30 We could explore the house, or sit and read in the library... Jul 16 20:50:30 We can have a look round if you like Jul 16 20:51:30 * Molly feins thoughtfulness Jul 16 20:51:45 Would that be better done in daylight? Jul 16 20:52:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 16 20:52:52 if you wish Jul 16 20:53:20 * Molly comes to stand near him Jul 16 20:53:58 What do _you_ wish, my love? I simply wish to do what will make you happy Jul 16 20:54:48 I'm content to wander about, but bear in mind I've been here before Jul 16 20:55:08 * Molly nods Jul 16 20:55:32 I haven't seen much yet, so perhaps you will show me? Jul 16 20:55:44 if I can remember my way around it, certainly Jul 16 20:57:42 * Molly packs the bag and picks up the lantern, waiting for him to lead the way Jul 16 20:58:05 After you, liebes herz Jul 16 20:58:55 We could go searching for treasure... Jul 16 21:01:36 * Molly bites her lip, smiling Jul 16 21:01:54 An intriguing prospect Jul 16 21:02:14 There's money buried in the house Jul 16 21:02:30 That does sound fun! Jul 16 21:04:05 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:04:07 very well Jul 16 21:04:48 * Molly follows him along Jul 16 21:04:58 Its really quite a nice house Jul 16 21:05:25 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:05:27 it is rather Jul 16 21:05:50 If only it were in Gottkirchen instead Jul 16 21:08:00 I've a sneaking suspicion the houses there are going to be... dull Jul 16 21:08:22 * Molly nods Jul 16 21:09:12 But we will brighten one up with Avalonian colours and pretty things, and come to like it Jul 16 21:10:25 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:10:27 I expect so Jul 16 21:11:04 We will be together, and that will make a dull house into a happy home *she smiles* Jul 16 21:11:12 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:11:14 quite Jul 16 21:14:13 Where are we to look for the treasure? Jul 16 21:14:28 servants dining room Jul 16 21:15:21 Alright liebling Jul 16 21:17:58 **It isn't that well hidden once he starts examining the floor, and the floorboard comes up easily. Jul 16 21:18:23 Thats almost diappointing Jul 16 21:19:48 * Molly nods, crouching to look also Jul 16 21:20:14 It isn't much of a hunt if you know where it is Jul 16 21:21:08 No, its really not Jul 16 21:21:44 * Molly looks down into the hole Jul 16 21:21:52 I can not see anything Jul 16 21:23:09 * Morgan reaches in and digs around Jul 16 21:34:02 **he pulls out bag after bag, setting them on the floor Jul 16 21:34:30 * Molly watches him, smiling Jul 16 21:34:56 What thinks you? Jul 16 21:35:24 They're probably bags of mud Jul 16 21:39:23 I dont think mud clinks Jul 16 21:39:39 true Jul 16 21:40:26 * Molly opens one Jul 16 21:40:32 Its definitely guilders Jul 16 21:40:40 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:40:43 thats good Jul 16 21:41:05 We could take them and count them Jul 16 21:41:37 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:41:39 probably an idea Jul 16 21:42:25 * Molly stands, putting them on the table. With a chair pulled up, she rapidly starts counting them into pilez Jul 16 21:42:30 Piles* Jul 16 21:42:56 * Morgan relaxes in a chair, watching her Jul 16 21:44:28 * Molly is quite at home with this, working quietly with focus Jul 16 21:46:44 I make it five hundred and seventy four guilders Jul 16 21:47:26 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:47:29 not bad Jul 16 21:49:22 * Molly looks thoughtful Jul 16 21:49:54 Are there any estate ledgers that you have seen? Jul 16 21:51:47 Yes, there are... Jul 16 21:53:16 * Molly nods Jul 16 21:53:34 Perhaps tomorrow I might look them over? Jul 16 21:53:52 of course, if you wish to Jul 16 21:56:10 * Molly nods, putting the money back in the bags Jul 16 21:56:22 I ought to before Mr Jeffries comes Jul 16 21:57:23 * Morgan nods Jul 16 21:57:28 aye, he'll want to see them no doubt Jul 16 21:57:32 * Molly looks at him, smiling "So, now that we have increased your wealth in a very easy treasure hunt, where else would you like to take me?" Jul 16 21:58:33 Where would you like to go? Jul 16 22:00:44 * Molly bites her lip Jul 16 22:01:09 Well, I have fresh sheets to put on the beds Jul 16 22:02:21 * Morgan nods Jul 16 22:02:23 alright Jul 16 22:04:30 * Molly smiles Jul 16 22:04:45 What will you do with the bags? Jul 16 22:09:35 I've no idea yet Jul 16 22:10:14 Should I leave them on the table? We are probably about half a mile from the nearest other people Jul 16 22:10:43 Could probably put them in a chest of drawers or something... Jul 16 22:14:57 * Molly nods, picking them up and heading back through the house Jul 16 22:15:17 Did you wish to use the master room, or one of the others? Jul 16 22:16:21 I've no preference Jul 16 22:21:21 * Molly goes up the stairs and to the main room. She looks up at the portrait of Agatha and Charlotte Jul 16 22:21:53 Would it be rude to move this to one of the downstairs reception rooms instead? Jul 16 22:22:47 I don't think so, no Jul 16 22:22:51 * Molly glances at him with mischief "I rather thought you might like to replace it with a huge painting of me nude" Jul 16 22:23:03 Sadly, I don't paint Jul 16 22:23:17 Oh I'm sure you could hire someone Jul 16 22:23:28 * Molly smirks, stripping the bed Jul 16 22:23:35 I know someone who paints very well, yes, but I doubt you'd want Edward seeing you in that state of undress Jul 16 22:23:48 * Molly giggles Jul 16 22:24:05 I cannot imagine you would be pleased with that! Jul 16 22:24:24 No not especially Jul 16 22:24:50 You can think of someone you would rather be looking at me naked, mon petit chou? Jul 16 22:25:59 * Molly starts to put his sheets from his bed at the cottage on the bed, the corners crisp and well-practised Jul 16 22:26:52 No, not really Jul 16 22:28:51 The is unfortunate... perhaps you will have to learn to paint? Jul 16 22:29:20 That* Jul 16 22:30:17 It would seem so Jul 16 22:31:56 * Molly glances at the finished bed Jul 16 22:32:11 All done. Do you think we need a fire? Jul 16 22:33:03 Possibly... I'm not sure how cold it'll get Jul 16 22:33:55 * Molly sits on the bed to remove her boots, examining the painting again Jul 16 22:34:21 Just the two of us in the house... it could get very cold... Jul 16 22:34:42 * Morgan nods, looking round the room Jul 16 22:35:09 **There's a fireplace with fresh wood in it Jul 16 22:35:29 Would you like to have a portrait of Varick and I like this? Jul 16 22:35:35 * Morgan nods Jul 16 22:35:37 I would rather Jul 16 22:36:03 Sabine, perhaps? Jul 16 22:37:21 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jul 16 22:38:03 She _is_ very talented Jul 16 22:38:45 * Molly takes off the other boot Jul 16 22:39:16 I could endure the pain of her company for your pleasure at having an excellent portrait Jul 16 22:40:20 I would not subject Varick to that Jul 16 22:40:42 * Molly smiles Jul 16 22:40:57 Alright, liebling Jul 16 22:41:52 * Molly sets her boots aside, and reclines back on her elbows Jul 16 22:42:11 Speaking of Edward it sounds like he is having a hard time in Sudlachenburg Jul 16 22:43:05 * Morgan nods Jul 16 22:43:06 indeed Jul 16 22:44:15 Does it trouble you? Jul 16 22:44:42 I told him to blame me... Jul 16 22:46:24 I do not think that was likely. Edward has a deep sense of obligation and honour where you are concerned I think Jul 16 22:47:41 Maybe Jul 16 22:48:00 * Molly shrugs slightly Jul 16 22:48:07 He told me it was important we showed a united front Jul 16 22:48:19 * Molly nods Jul 16 22:48:30 That is wise Jul 16 22:50:14 I suppose so Jul 16 22:51:39 * Molly looks at a little mantle clock Jul 16 22:51:54 It's getting late... Jul 16 22:53:51 * Molly watches to see what he is doing Jul 16 22:54:45 * Morgan nods, looking at the fireplace Jul 16 22:55:25 **it lights just as he wants it** Jul 16 22:57:38 Aye, it is getting on a bit Jul 16 22:58:29 Although, aside from you getting up to see sunrise, there won't be anyone to interrupt us in the morning, should we wish to be in bed... Jul 16 22:58:59 that is true Jul 16 23:01:16 So really, it doesn't matter if it takes us a while before we sleep... *she watches him* Jul 16 23:03:34 * Morgan nods Jul 16 23:03:36 this is quite true Jul 16 23:08:44 **As it turns out, it ends up being very, very late when they have made the best use of a completely empty house, no need to stay quiet, and she's still straddling his lap as she just rests against his chest in utter contentment, both their breathing subsiding along with his erection Jul 16 23:09:36 I doubt we have more than six hours before dawn Jul 16 23:10:13 Sounds about right Jul 16 23:10:52 * Molly starts to gently move off him Jul 16 23:12:02 It's many months since I started imagining it, but we've finally made love on your sheets... *she smiles* Jul 16 23:12:13 * Morgan chuckles Jul 16 23:12:26 These are the ones from my bed? Jul 16 23:12:36 They are. Purposefully. Jul 16 23:12:44 * Molly giggles Jul 16 23:12:46 * Morgan nods Jul 16 23:13:13 They don't smell of roses as mine do Jul 16 23:13:36 * Molly hands him the herbs and balm Jul 16 23:13:44 No, they don't Jul 16 23:14:48 Did you used to imagine making love to me on my rose-scented sheets? *she smiles, undoing the bottle of oil* Jul 16 23:17:05 * Morgan blushes Jul 16 23:17:56 * Molly smiles Jul 16 23:18:19 I'd rather like to know more about that, my love Jul 16 23:18:51 * Molly urges him to lean forward so she can rub the oil on his back Jul 16 23:19:01 * Morgan shifts his position so she can Jul 16 23:19:12 I thought about it fairly often, aye Jul 16 23:19:35 Can you recall the first time? Jul 16 23:19:47 No, I'm afraid not Jul 16 23:19:56 * Molly works it gently into his shoulders Jul 16 23:20:20 I hope I have not been a disappointment in comparison to your imaginings Jul 16 23:20:35 Not at all Jul 16 23:20:43 and I? Jul 16 23:22:56 Oh you are so much better than I could ever have dreamed of! You do not hurry, you care for my enjoyment. I suppose I imagined it would be caring, and respectful, and... innocent, I think Jul 16 23:24:58 innocent? Jul 16 23:25:14 * Molly moves up to his temples Jul 16 23:25:24 It isn't the right word... Jul 16 23:27:10 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 16 23:27:48 I am not sure one can use Chaste when describing love-making... Jul 16 23:28:58 No, I don't think so... especially against doors, in stables... Jul 16 23:29:47 *she giggles* Perhaps 'wholesome'... or 'measured'... or 'considered' is what I anticipated Jul 16 23:31:03 * Morgan nods Jul 16 23:31:05 I see Jul 16 23:32:39 It surprises you that I thought that? Jul 16 23:33:06 a little I suppose... I worry that it does not meet what you'd imagined or hoped for Jul 16 23:35:04 I dont want that. I want passion. I want the risks we enjoy and the intensity. I don't want you able to calmly rationalise our movie-making, I want it to feel to you like an irresistible force, like something that makes your heart sing. Jul 16 23:35:19 Love-making * Jul 16 23:35:29 * Morgan nods Jul 16 23:37:28 Is that what you want? The alternative, being intimate in the way Inga tells me is the normal way among the noble class, sounds dreadful. Jul 16 23:39:27 oh? Jul 16 23:40:12 Well we would not be here in bed together as we would have separate rooms. Also, it is not Wednesday or Sunday Jul 16 23:41:28 * Molly reaches her hands around, rubbing the oil on his chest, her bare skin on his back Jul 16 23:42:07 * Morgan frowns Jul 16 23:42:14 No, I don't think I'd like that at all Jul 16 23:42:41 And we would both be wearing nightgown throughout the very brief interaction... two or three minutes at most Jul 16 23:43:07 No, I can see why you'd think that sounds dreadful Jul 16 23:43:19 * Molly nods Jul 16 23:43:53 And I would be expected to be completely silent, even if I was uncomfortable or in pain Jul 16 23:45:05 No, I don't think we'll be doing that Jul 16 23:45:12 I'd also be expected to be completely silent if I was enjoying it, because it could put my husband off, or make him think me wanton *she moves back to lying beside him* Jul 16 23:46:27 * Morgan sniffs Jul 16 23:46:32 nowt wrong with being wanton Jul 16 23:47:12 It is most fortunate for me that you are not troubled by my unchaste and lustful ways, mon petit chou Jul 16 23:47:45 * Morgan nods Jul 16 23:47:47 I thought so Jul 16 23:47:58 * Molly frowns slightly Jul 16 23:49:52 Would it have troubled you had I been more chaste and inhibited? Jul 16 23:50:50 No... this is a journey we are taking together, whether we ended up as we are or more chaste, we'd have walked that path together Jul 16 23:51:17 You would not have felt that you were missing out? Jul 16 23:51:50 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 16 23:52:48 That is good. I am glad we are well-matched in that regard Jul 16 23:53:15 * Morgan frowns Jul 16 23:53:22 you think there are areas we are not? Jul 16 23:53:49 * Molly thinks on this Jul 16 23:54:39 Status, nationality... Jul 16 23:55:10 Thats not what I meant and I think you know that Jul 16 23:56:18 Oh, you meant well-suited, not equally matched? Jul 16 23:57:59 * Morgan nods Jul 17 00:00:41 I worry that I am not good enough for you, but on balance I think we suit each other Jul 17 00:01:09 You needn't worry about that at all Jul 17 00:02:46 * Molly smiles Jul 17 00:03:01 I will try, that is all I can offer you Jul 17 00:04:43 * Morgan nods Jul 17 00:05:43 * Molly closes her eyes Jul 17 00:06:21 Certainly you've worn me out so I can offer little now but singing and to be close to you whilst we sleep Jul 17 00:07:01 Right now thats all I wish for Jul 17 00:08:08 * Molly smiles Jul 17 00:08:25 That is fortunate Jul 17 00:08:38 * Molly curls up to him Jul 17 00:08:55 Would you deal with the fire and the lantern, my love? Jul 17 00:09:06 * Morgan nods concentrating on them Jul 17 00:09:24 **both go out, plunging the room into darkness* Jul 17 00:09:41 How would I manage without you, hmm? Jul 17 00:10:54 * Morgan stretches, yawning Jul 17 00:11:12 You'd have to drink cold tea again Jul 17 00:11:52 Unacceptable. We'd best just stay close together so neither of us can wander off Jul 17 00:12:10 * Morgan nods Jul 17 00:12:11 good idea Jul 17 00:12:24 * Molly starts to sing softly, but she's asleep before she even gets to the second verse Jul 17 00:13:42 * Morgan smiles to himself before settling down Jul 17 00:18:07 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 17 13:37:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 17 13:40:22 **Despite the unfamiliar room, he falls asleep and starts to dream. **They're at the cottage, where they have lived a few weeks. It's not long until the April gathering at Lady Torrington's, but as yet he hasn't been Eisened by Captain Tsaylur. Jul 17 13:40:22 He had planned to visit Inigo in Londinium this week, but Catherine had sent him four weeks ago instead, and upon his return he and Molly moved into the little cottage with its sunny garden. Today the garden is filled with Rose-scented sheets that billow in the breeze like a ship's sails. With no sign of her in the house, she must be out here somewhere. Jul 17 13:41:54 * Morgan wanders about, looking for her Jul 17 13:42:51 * Molly is sat on the swing he had made her last week, her head in her hands Jul 17 13:44:14 Molly? Jul 17 13:44:37 * Molly looks up, tears down her cheeks Jul 17 13:44:42 I need to talk to you Jul 17 13:49:59 * Morgan nods Jul 17 13:50:02 alright Jul 17 13:50:20 * Molly moves over to give him space Jul 17 13:50:24 Something happened whilst you were away in Londinium. It's hard to talk about. Jul 17 13:50:36 right... Jul 17 13:51:05 I was walking back from visiting my parents when I was set upon by a man. I… I have no idea who he was, but he… *she looks down at her hands* Jul 17 13:51:18 * Morgan kneels in front of her Jul 17 13:51:24 what do you need from me? Jul 17 13:52:06 I need... I need... *she sighs* I need for you to not hate me Jul 17 13:52:31 * Morgan holds out his hands Jul 17 13:53:03 * Molly takes them Jul 17 13:53:18 You bear no blame in this blossom Jul 17 13:53:47 * Molly nods slightly Jul 17 13:53:50 I have waited to say anything, because I had to know whether there had been consequences... Jul 17 13:54:58 How long ago? Jul 17 13:55:36 Four weeks Jul 17 13:56:29 * Morgan nods Jul 17 13:56:32 and now? Jul 17 13:57:22 Now I have missed my course by two weeks and I have been feeling very sick in the mornings. Jul 17 13:58:45 I see Jul 17 13:59:08 * Molly looks at him sorrowfully Jul 17 13:59:21 I'm sorry. I don't know what to do. I will not be welcomed back with my Father, and I cannot find a position at a noble house, but I cannot end the life of the child. Jul 17 13:59:57 You are staying here if thats what you wish Jul 17 14:00:42 That is generous of you, liebes herz, but I cannot ask you to pay for another man's child Jul 17 14:02:18 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 17 14:03:22 What would you wish to happen from here? Jul 17 14:03:34 * Molly starts to cry Jul 17 14:03:42 I don't know Jul 17 14:06:00 I cannot give you what you wish if I don't know what it is Jul 17 14:06:24 I don't wish to leave Jul 17 14:06:42 Then you will not Jul 17 14:07:36 But it is unfair to you... I am no longer pure Jul 17 14:08:39 had that been the case willingly, I may think differently, but as I said... you bear no blame Jul 17 14:09:13 People wont think that... they wont believe me here Jul 17 14:09:58 What they think is not my concern Jul 17 14:10:31 * Molly nods a little Jul 17 14:10:48 They will treat me badly, and call my child a bastard Jul 17 14:11:19 and I'll put them in the ground Jul 17 14:12:05 My Father and Mother will be horrible about it Jul 17 14:13:12 You would not wish me to deal with that? Jul 17 14:14:02 I am not sure how you could. It will look very badly on my Father for me to be with child Jul 17 14:14:58 I don't care how it looks for him Jul 17 14:15:53 What will happen to us when you go to Eisen? Jul 17 14:18:06 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 14:18:31 The house will still be here Jul 17 14:18:56 * Molly nods slightly Jul 17 14:19:24 But will Lady Torrington let me and my child live here without your protection? Jul 17 14:19:56 I don't see why she wouldn't Jul 17 14:20:02 unless you wished to come with me Jul 17 14:20:25 Could you bear the assumptions that would be made? Jul 17 14:20:42 Other people's thoughts are not my concern Jul 17 14:21:03 * Molly nods Jul 17 14:22:06 I can see no other option that gives us safety unless my Father could be leaned upon to find one of his friends to marry me off to and pretend the baby was just early Jul 17 14:24:32 I do not want you to do that Jul 17 14:25:01 * Molly nods, wiping her eyes with a sleeve Jul 17 14:25:39 It would be a sensible choice though. It would save my child from having to know the reality until he was ready Jul 17 14:27:31 * Morgan frowns Jul 17 14:29:12 * Molly looks at him a moment Jul 17 14:29:50 That would be very difficult for me because... *she sighs* Jul 17 14:31:06 because? Jul 17 14:33:01 Because... *she looks briefly unsure* because I love you Jul 17 14:34:15 I see Jul 17 14:34:46 I'm sorry Jul 17 14:34:59 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 17 14:35:01 No need Jul 17 14:35:35 I shouldn't have said that. Especially now. Jul 17 14:35:49 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 14:36:22 If it was true before this, then the timing is not the issue Jul 17 14:36:36 * Molly nods, looking away Jul 17 14:36:47 Its been true for months Jul 17 14:37:43 * Morgan nods Jul 17 14:37:47 come on, lets have some tea Jul 17 14:38:07 I will come in in a moment Jul 17 14:39:34 Then I shall wait... Jul 17 14:39:56 * Molly is quiet for a few minutes Jul 17 14:40:08 I think I should get married. Jul 17 14:40:53 That is what most would say... Jul 17 14:41:10 * Molly nods Jul 17 14:41:56 Will you help me gain my Father's help? Jul 17 14:42:29 * Morgan frowns Jul 17 14:42:56 I do not wish to see you married to someone ekse Jul 17 14:44:15 I will ask that it be someone from outside Tawstock, perhaps my brothers know people in Bradstock or Elmsleigh. You will not need to see. Jul 17 14:49:46 but I will still _know_ Jul 17 14:51:12 * Molly takes a deep breath Jul 17 14:51:23 I have to do what is right for the child Jul 17 14:52:04 * Morgan nods Jul 17 14:52:05 I know Jul 17 14:52:20 * Molly nods Jul 17 14:53:03 I will speak with my Father. After all, I would not be in this situation if it weren't for him Jul 17 14:53:25 * Morgan sighs Jul 17 14:54:25 I want you to stay with me Jul 17 14:54:40 I know, liebes herz, but... Jul 17 14:56:29 But you want to marry... for the childs sake Jul 17 14:57:21 My child deserves everything I can give them, including having the protection of being born in wedlock. I am sorry. Jul 17 15:04:50 * Morgan nods Jul 17 15:07:56 Then it is clear what should be done Jul 17 15:09:51 * Molly nods Jul 17 15:10:06 I will go to see my Father this afternoon Jul 17 15:10:23 No, I will go and ask for his blessing, while making it clear it is not a request Jul 17 15:10:41 * Molly shakes her head Jul 17 15:11:11 No. I cannot allow you to break your principles like that Jul 17 15:11:53 I cannot allow you to leave my life... Jul 17 15:15:27 I won't force your hand in this. I cannot marry you because you have to. Jul 17 15:15:51 * Morgan scowls Jul 17 15:15:55 I can't lose you Jul 17 15:17:23 You would manage, liebling. I cannot risk you coming to hate me Jul 17 15:18:49 I could not hate someone I love so much Jul 17 15:19:05 * Molly frowns in puzzlement Jul 17 15:19:11 I'm sorry? Jul 17 15:19:22 I thought it obvious Jul 17 15:19:37 I thought you just said... Jul 17 15:19:50 that I love you... Jul 17 15:20:21 * Molly shakes her head slightly Jul 17 15:20:25 That's impossible Jul 17 15:20:32 why? Jul 17 15:23:54 Because you cannot love anyone else Jul 17 15:24:24 Well, it seems we are wrong in that respect Jul 17 15:24:40 * Molly nods a little Jul 17 15:24:46 This is a lot to take in Jul 17 15:24:59 * Morgan nods Jul 17 15:25:01 yes it is Jul 17 15:25:15 You did not know? Jul 17 15:26:19 I've been... aware of how I feel for a little while Jul 17 15:26:50 * Molly nods slowly Jul 17 15:27:12 Alright... that's fine... I think we should have tea Jul 17 15:27:17 * Morgan nods Jul 17 15:27:19 I agree Jul 17 15:27:26 * Molly stands up Jul 17 15:27:37 People will assume the child is yours and that we have simply anticipated our vows... Jul 17 15:27:45 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 15:27:48 I suppose so Jul 17 15:28:01 And legally, they would be... Jul 17 15:28:49 * Morgan nods Jul 17 15:30:28 * Molly starts to pick her way through the sheets Jul 17 15:30:46 Will that be a problem for you with Sudlachenburg? Jul 17 15:30:49 * Morgan follows Jul 17 15:42:19 * Molly glances back at him Jul 17 15:50:15 I wouldn't wish to disrupt whatever plans you had for the succession... Jul 17 15:51:48 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 15:51:59 we will adapt as required Jul 17 15:53:27 * Molly nods Jul 17 15:53:35 Thank you. Jul 17 15:55:49 There's no need for that Jul 17 15:56:34 Of course there is. It is asking so much. Jul 17 15:58:08 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 15:58:17 merely made me say aloud what I already felt Jul 17 16:00:55 I will do my best not to be a burden, and I will tell people whatever you wish me to about the child Jul 17 16:01:35 We can think about that later... and I would have you continue to be _you_ Jul 17 16:04:13 * Molly nods Jul 17 16:04:31 That I can do. You will speak to my Father? Jul 17 16:04:49 How would you like me to approach it? Jul 17 16:07:17 I will follow your lead. Providing he gives permission, I do not mind. How would you wish to? Jul 17 16:11:39 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 16:11:43 I've no idea Jul 17 16:13:22 * Molly nods Jul 17 16:13:39 And after that will you visit Reverend Paulson? Jul 17 16:15:20 is that what you wish? Jul 17 16:16:07 What do _you_ wish? You are making so many sacrifices already Jul 17 16:17:12 I don't know... We should get it arranged as soon as possible Jul 17 16:17:57 * Molly nods Jul 17 16:18:14 The sooner it is done, the less gossip there will be Jul 17 16:19:41 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 16:20:21 I'll get it arranged Jul 17 16:20:29 * Molly stops amongst the sheets, and kisses his cheek Jul 17 16:20:48 Thank you. You are such a good man. Jul 17 16:21:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 17 16:21:11 no, not really Jul 17 16:23:48 **The flapping of the sheets becomes loud, and there's a rumble of thunder too. She laughs, making a dash for the house. Theres so many sheets, far more than there should be, and he just can't find her amongst them. He wakes up. Jul 17 16:24:31 * Morgan stretches, trying to get an idea of the time Jul 17 16:25:36 **its not near dawn yet. Molly is watching from the window Jul 17 16:26:04 blossom? Jul 17 16:26:27 There's a storm. I'm surprised it didn't wake you Jul 17 16:26:50 ah that figures Jul 17 16:26:57 * Morgan climbs out of bed, coming to the window Jul 17 16:27:43 **Lightening flashes again, the white-blue light caressing her side Jul 17 16:28:04 It isn't anything much, it will blow over Jul 17 16:28:26 storms tend to Jul 17 16:30:24 * Molly rests her cheek to his chest as the thunder booms Jul 17 16:30:36 I hope Varick is not too troubled Jul 17 16:30:54 * Morgan nods Jul 17 16:30:58 I hope not Jul 17 16:33:39 * Molly yawns Jul 17 16:33:51 I dreamt of drowning again Jul 17 16:34:10 * Morgan nods Jul 17 16:34:55 **There's another, fainter flash, followed by a quieter rumble Jul 17 16:35:11 I think we should get some more sleep, my love Jul 17 16:35:49 * Morgan nods Jul 17 16:35:52 aye, you're right Jul 17 16:36:23 Back to bed then? Jul 17 16:36:31 * Morgan nods Jul 17 16:36:43 *she giggles* Aye, aye, Captain Jul 17 16:36:50 * Morgan scowls Jul 17 16:37:49 * Molly giggles again, getting back in under the sheets Jul 17 16:38:01 * Morgan flops back onto the bed Jul 17 16:39:16 * Molly laughs softly, then rolls over to kiss his cheek Jul 17 16:41:33 Sweet dreams, liebling Jul 17 16:42:19 and you my love Jul 17 16:43:50 * Molly settles back down. She's asleep very quickly. He hears two more fainter rumbles before he's asleep again Jul 17 16:44:42 **He's in her dream this time, everything yellowish. He has her picked up and pinned to a wood panelled wall in a hall that looks a lot like Lady Torrington's but more Eisen. They're alone, which is fortunate considering his fingers are inside her and his mouth is on her neck. She's clinging to him, voice hoarse. Jul 17 16:44:43 Liebes herzzz… *she gasps, then moans quietly against his ear* Your Father and Brother will be here any minute and- oh god, yes! - I haven't finished dusting! **she sounds both genuine and deeply aroused at the same time* Jul 17 16:45:15 you wish me to stop? Jul 17 16:45:51 * Molly groans "No, don't stop please!" Jul 17 16:46:46 * Morgan redoubles his efforts Jul 17 16:47:53 * Molly starts sucking and nipping at his neck, the noises meeting his skin. He can faintly hear Adalbrecht and Edward talking, and a squeaky noise like a cart wheel. The great hall that she's dusting, the arrival of Adalbrecht and Edward, and the bringing of a cart reminds him of these conditions that were in the letter about her nightmare of the Time Weaver** Jul 17 16:48:42 * Morgan slows before stopping Jul 17 16:48:45 they're here... Jul 17 16:49:22 * Molly rests her forehead in the crook of his neck Jul 17 16:49:31 Oh no! I was so close! Jul 17 16:50:02 * Morgan smiles slightly, shoving his fingers back inside her and going hell for leather to make her orgasm Jul 17 16:53:14 * Molly grinds out the words "dear lord!" as her peak approaches. They are now outside the door, and he can hear their words only just above the rhythmic, urgent noises she's making. A: Senor, wait here whilst I find my son or daughter-in-law. Jul 17 16:54:10 * Morgan becomes almost violent for a moment before stopping Jul 17 17:42:14 * Molly seems to absolutely love this, suddenly starting to peak just as he stops, the sensation coursing through her in futile clenches, spoiling the orgasm. The door knob starts to turn. Jul 17 18:23:41 * Morgan moves away from her Jul 17 18:28:52 * Molly takes deep breaths, pulling her dress down. Edward opens the door, and Adalbrecht follows. Adalbrecht is clearly oblivious, but Edward glances at Molly then Morgan with a raise of eyebrows Jul 17 18:29:19 A: Good afternoon Jul 17 18:29:25 father Jul 17 18:29:41 E: I hope we weren't unexpected? Jul 17 18:30:28 * Morgan shrugs Jul 17 18:31:03 A: We have something important to discuss. Jul 17 18:40:47 E: Let's dispense with the beating around the bush, we don't have all day. Jul 17 18:41:17 Alright... spit it out Jul 17 18:45:10 E: We have a man with us who can use magic and machinery to travel back in time. We are here to take you back with us. Jul 17 18:45:30 I see... what for? Jul 17 18:46:07 E: To go back to the end of the War, before you married Dietlinde Jul 17 18:46:16 why? Jul 17 18:46:36 * Molly finds a seat, sitting down heavily Jul 17 18:46:57 E: To do things differently. Jul 17 18:47:23 What, exactly? Jul 17 18:54:44 A: I would make Otto a Baronet, and you could marry Dietlinde without issue Jul 17 18:55:29 * Molly looks at the floor, not making eye contact with any of them Jul 17 18:56:01 why? Jul 17 18:58:54 E: Because everyone will be happier that way Jul 17 19:00:11 I don't believe Molly would be at all Jul 17 19:10:02 E: She would find someone else Jul 17 19:10:24 But I don't want her to... I am happy as I am Jul 17 19:11:31 A: Don't be difficult, Morgan. It's taken much time and money to do this Jul 17 19:12:34 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 17 19:13:28 E: I will have the Senor explain how it works. You can have Dietlinde and Jana back, I can have Mina, Sudlachenburg will be stronger for it. Molly will meet Sebastian and live happily ever after. Jul 17 19:13:29 look... despite what my cynical mind is telling me, I'm choosing to think this is because you wish me to not suffer as I did, for us to be as we were before... but that is not the case, and I do not wish to go back and change things. Jul 17 19:13:49 [19:11] (Molly) E: I will have the Senor explain how it works. You can have Dietlinde and Jana back, I can have Mina, Sudlachenburg will be stronger for it. Molly will meet Sebastian and live happily ever after. Jul 17 19:14:12 * Molly looks at Morgan Jul 17 19:14:44 Why did you tell him about Sebastian? Jul 17 19:15:06 I don't recall doing so Jul 17 19:15:39 **Edward walks to the door, but suddenly there's a click as if the door is locked by an invisible hand* Jul 17 19:15:46 * Molly shakes her head Jul 17 19:15:53 You wouldn't tell him that... Jul 17 19:17:28 A: *he's looking impatient* This is the command of your Father. You are a Koertig, you will marry who you are told to **These words that Morgan heard from Adalbrecht the day after he had wed Dietlinde are delivered in exactly the same way they were then* Jul 17 19:18:36 No. I will not acquiesce to something that heals the guilt you feel. Your actions caused that guilt, you must endure it. I am happy where I am, and that is where I shall stay Jul 17 19:19:12 * Molly stands, moving to the middle of the room and looking around. Edward starts wrenching at the door "Where is the damned key?!" Jul 17 19:19:41 A: You should do what is best. What about Jana? She could live. Jul 17 19:20:20 Meddling in the past is not whats best for anyone. The choices made will remain such Jul 17 19:20:46 * Molly shakes her head, looking angrily at Adalbrecht "No. He wouldn't say that. He wouldn't be so cruel... Something is wrong here" Jul 17 19:21:02 * Morgan looks at Molly Jul 17 19:21:10 blossom... come to me please Jul 17 19:21:43 * Molly does so, but she's frowning and keeping a watchful eye on the others. Jul 17 19:51:26 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 18 10:35:23 * Morgan has quit (Ping Timeout) Jul 18 10:52:50 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 18 14:11:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 18 14:13:10 Its alright my love Jul 18 14:20:25 **Edward is getting cross with the door, and Adalbrecht looks cross with Morgan* A: Why can you not do what you are asked? Why must you always rebel? Jul 18 14:21:03 * Molly is frowning deeply, but doesn't move from his side Jul 18 14:21:05 Because I do what I feel is _right_... I will do what I will do. Jul 18 14:22:44 E: Open the doors, Molly! *he yanks at them violently. From outside is a whirring and clanking of clockwork. She watches the door suspiciously* Jul 18 14:23:01 * Morgan looks at her Jul 18 14:23:06 blossom... you're dreaming... Jul 18 14:23:20 * Molly nods slowly Jul 18 14:23:48 Yes... this isn't real. Edward cannot open the doors because I say so Jul 18 14:24:04 indeed Jul 18 14:24:55 **the discordant bells begin outside** Jul 18 14:25:30 So lets change things shall we? Jul 18 14:25:43 * Molly nods slowly again Jul 18 14:25:49 What though? Jul 18 14:26:00 Lets start with the bells... there are no bells... Jul 18 14:26:20 * Molly concentrates. They get louder Jul 18 14:26:37 Wrong way my love... Jul 18 14:27:00 * Molly tries again. They fall silent Jul 18 14:27:34 E: **he approaches Morgan, filled with rage** No! We have to go back and undo it! Jul 18 14:29:36 No... Jul 18 14:33:58 E: *he swings for Morgan, but suddenly freezes like a statue* Jul 18 14:34:36 None of this is real or necessary blossom Jul 18 14:36:28 * Molly nods. Edward and Adalbrecht disappear. She frowns at him Jul 18 14:36:41 You were supposed to disappear... Jul 18 14:36:59 You know I can sometimes enter your dreams... Jul 18 14:37:23 Oh... **she looks around* alright. Jul 18 14:39:00 I am going to look at the clock the Time Weaver has Jul 18 14:40:54 * Morgan nods Jul 18 14:40:56 if you want to Jul 18 14:44:32 * Molly goes outside. The dawn watch chimes Jul 18 14:46:58 * Morgan wakes up Jul 18 14:48:15 **The house is very quiet, Molly is still fast asleep Jul 18 14:48:59 * Morgan rolls out of bed, getting dressed Jul 18 14:52:37 * Molly doesn't stir. His clothes are fairly well scattered due to their methods of undressing each other Jul 18 14:53:01 * Morgan chuckles to himself Jul 18 14:57:59 **even this doesn't wake her. He makes it outside fine, and up to the spot he likes to watch from. Claudia is already there Jul 18 14:58:17 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jul 18 14:59:39 morning Jul 18 15:02:41 Oh good, you're here Jul 18 15:03:01 of course Jul 18 15:03:14 Heinzharold owes me ten guilders Jul 18 15:03:21 oh? Jul 18 15:07:03 He said with a big empty house there was no way you would be awake this early. I told him you wouldn't miss it even if you hadn't slept yet Jul 18 15:08:33 Shows where his mind resides Jul 18 15:10:16 * Claudia watches the sky Jul 18 15:10:45 You hear the storm? Jul 18 15:10:58 * Morgan nods Jul 18 15:11:41 Not as violent as at home Jul 18 15:11:54 No... rather mild I thought Jul 18 15:14:34 * Claudia nods Jul 18 15:14:45 Good night? Jul 18 15:16:11 so so... not the worst I've ever had Jul 18 15:18:22 * Claudia nods Jul 18 15:18:56 Sorgi is going to ask you about giving the men some shore leave in the port Jul 18 15:19:12 Right... Jul 18 15:19:21 I assume he's not asked you to butter me up Jul 18 15:21:36 No Jul 18 15:22:30 * Morgan nods Jul 18 15:22:34 not his style Jul 18 15:24:43 No he doesn't work like that Jul 18 15:25:21 Can't see you doing it either... Jul 18 15:27:08 No. I don't care whether you give them leave to be off in the taverns and brothels Jul 18 15:32:23 My only concern is the reaction of the people in Tawstock Jul 18 15:35:53 * Claudia nods Jul 18 15:36:00 I warned him about that Jul 18 15:38:41 I'll check in with him, but... what was his take on it? Jul 18 15:38:46 **The sun starts to appear Jul 18 15:39:24 That he'll take your decision. He doesn't know as much as you about the area Jul 18 15:40:17 * Morgan nods Jul 18 15:40:32 Depends how well the crew can behave... Jul 18 15:45:52 * Claudia shrugs Jul 18 15:45:56 They're men. Jul 18 15:46:54 * Morgan frowns Jul 18 15:46:59 do you see me in the same light? Jul 18 15:49:46 No Jul 18 15:50:08 * Morgan nods Jul 18 15:54:58 Would it matter if I did? Jul 18 15:55:20 I think so Jul 18 15:55:32 I like to think you know I'm... not like that Jul 18 15:58:41 There's a few of you that arent. The rest haven't proven themselves Jul 18 15:59:42 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:01:00 * Claudia stretches Jul 18 16:01:05 Training? Jul 18 16:01:11 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:01:12 best had Jul 18 16:02:26 * Claudia is just as good as usual and it's a pleasant half an hour before she sheaths her sword Jul 18 16:03:52 I need a nap before my next watch. You teaching Molly to shoot this morning? Jul 18 16:03:59 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:04:14 aye, let Sorgi know so he's not worried by gunfire will you? Jul 18 16:07:30 Will do. You'll be down for lunch, or going to church? Jul 18 16:07:57 church I imagine Jul 18 16:08:46 * Claudia nods Jul 18 16:09:16 All that bloodshed and you're still going to a church even without a vicar. Jul 18 16:10:56 but thats because thats where I _choose_ to speak to Him... Jul 18 16:14:42 * Claudia nods Jul 18 16:15:00 I'll let everyone know you'll be back later then Jul 18 16:15:21 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:15:26 thank you. Jul 18 16:15:53 * Claudia goes off towards the cliff path Jul 18 16:20:25 * Morgan surveys the area before heading back to the house Jul 18 16:21:33 **everything looks quiet and peaceful, and the house seems likewise Jul 18 16:22:08 * Morgan heads to the kitchen to make coffee Jul 18 16:23:54 **things are tidy but not that clean after two years of being left Jul 18 16:24:16 * Morgan grumbles, cleaning things Jul 18 16:26:08 **a mouse scurries across the surface Jul 18 16:26:52 sod off... Jul 18 16:27:56 **it pauses at the sound before scurrying into a hole Jul 18 16:28:27 oh this place is going to need some work Jul 18 16:28:57 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 18 16:29:01 Yes it is Jul 18 16:29:18 You're picking up bad habits from me blossom Jul 18 16:29:49 * Molly is just wearing a sheet wrapped around her Jul 18 16:30:12 Oh really? I've never seen you dressed like this Jul 18 16:30:31 I was more thinking sneaking up on people, but... I might have dressed like that... Jul 18 16:30:46 * Molly smiles Jul 18 16:30:56 Like this or in less, please Jul 18 16:31:06 * Morgan laughs Jul 18 16:31:25 Eventually... I'll make some coffee Jul 18 16:32:21 If you were hoping to bring it to me in bed to surprise me, I can go back there and work on my surprised face Jul 18 16:33:28 hoping, not exactly, but I was going to... what happened in your dream after I woke? Jul 18 16:36:25 * Molly smiles Jul 18 16:36:37 Well, at first I looked at the clock Jul 18 16:37:00 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:37:05 anything interesting? Jul 18 16:42:03 Nothing useful Jul 18 16:42:29 * Morgan nods Jul 18 16:45:06 And after that... *she just smirks, blows him a kiss, and wanders out of the kitchen, the sheet swishing on the floor* Jul 18 16:45:29 well thats hardly fair Jul 18 16:47:08 ((How loud is it?)) Jul 18 16:48:00 ((loud enough to be heard from a room away)) Jul 18 16:51:15 You know where to find me, mon petit chou! Jul 18 16:52:37 * Morgan grumbles, finishing cleaning enough things to make coffee Jul 18 16:54:48 **no more mice appear, and she's waiting for him when he gets there Jul 18 16:55:20 Thank you, my love Jul 18 16:56:01 * Morgan nods Jul 18 17:01:00 * Molly watches him from her position reclined on the bed Jul 18 17:01:25 How did _you_ sleep? Jul 18 17:01:26 * Morgan pours the coffee, placing at the bedside Jul 18 17:07:16 * Molly blows on the surface of her cup Jul 18 17:51:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 18 19:25:47 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 18 19:25:57 [16:59] (Molly) How did _you_ sleep? Jul 18 19:26:15 hadMostly alright Jul 18 19:29:57 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jul 18 19:30:22 At what point did you come into it? Jul 18 19:32:03 not long before Edward and my father arrived.. as you were trying to arrive... Jul 18 19:32:26 * Molly blushes, covering her face and giggling Jul 18 19:32:32 Oh dear Jul 18 19:35:26 indeed Jul 18 19:36:17 That must have been surprising Jul 18 19:37:02 * Morgan shrugs Jul 18 19:37:05 I suppose so Jul 18 19:37:51 * Molly nods Jul 18 19:38:01 You knew it was a dream? Jul 18 19:38:23 * Morgan nods Jul 18 19:39:14 * Molly smiles Jul 18 19:39:21 We were nearly caught Jul 18 19:39:51 indeed Jul 18 19:40:42 But that didn't trouble you, because it was just a dream? Jul 18 19:40:51 * Morgan nods Jul 18 19:45:05 * Molly nods Jul 18 19:45:22 I did not know at first what the cart noise was Jul 18 19:46:36 no? Jul 18 19:48:09 * Molly shakes her head Jul 18 19:48:19 I had no idea until they said Jul 18 19:49:08 * Morgan nods Jul 18 19:49:46 * Molly sighs Jul 18 19:50:09 I hope this wont become a recurring nightmare Jul 18 19:50:59 * Morgan nods Jul 18 19:51:05 as do I Jul 18 19:53:38 * Molly smiles, shaking it off Jul 18 19:54:01 I would accept the beginning or the end though Jul 18 19:54:20 * Morgan nods Jul 18 19:57:38 * Molly sips the coffee Jul 18 19:58:09 What would you like to do now? Jul 18 19:58:32 * Morgan shrugs Jul 18 19:58:35 what did you have in mind? Jul 18 20:01:11 * Molly smiles Jul 18 20:01:20 We could play again Jul 18 20:01:36 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jul 18 20:03:26 * Molly giggles Jul 18 20:03:40 Or play the instruments in the music room Jul 18 20:04:42 * Morgan laughs Jul 18 20:08:06 Or we could just sit here and drink our coffee together? Jul 18 20:08:26 Thats a good start I'd say Jul 18 20:10:10 * Molly shuffles over to give him space Jul 18 20:10:25 * Morgan sits down Jul 18 20:16:47 * Molly is quiet whilst she drinks her coffee Jul 18 20:17:13 I wonder how Inga and Heinzharold are doing with Varick Jul 18 20:20:39 * Morgan shrugs Jul 18 20:20:47 When did you want to let him up here Jul 18 20:21:01 * Molly thinks about this Jul 18 20:21:18 Well, I suppose it would be safe for him today... Jul 18 20:21:42 * Morgan nods Jul 18 20:21:48 I'm inclined to agree Jul 18 20:23:08 He _could_ stay here with us tonight... Jul 18 20:24:42 but... Jul 18 20:26:19 But that depends on if you are ready to sacrifice having me all to yourself in a very empty house... *she smiles* Jul 18 20:28:55 as much as I enjoy that prospect... I don't think it'd be fair on him Jul 18 20:30:54 * Molly sighs with mock folorn Jul 18 20:31:08 You are quite right, my dear Duke Jul 18 20:37:35 * Morgan nods Jul 18 20:37:37 I usually am Jul 18 20:38:30 * Molly looks thoughtful, smiling Jul 18 20:39:18 We probably have a little time this morning, unless you are exhausted from last night... Jul 18 20:39:40 surprisingly, I am not Jul 18 20:54:20 * Molly grins Jul 18 20:54:39 Unsurprisingly, I am very glad to hear that Jul 18 20:55:18 oh really? Jul 18 20:55:42 * Molly nods Jul 18 20:57:20 And then the question is, in a large empty house, with gardens, far from our shipmates, where would you like to spend some time together? Jul 18 20:57:34 * Morgan shrugs Jul 18 20:58:25 * Molly feins thoughtfulness Jul 18 20:58:41 Perhaps the woods then, mon petit chou? Jul 18 20:58:53 perhaps... not.... Jul 18 20:59:25 * Molly giggles Jul 18 21:01:13 Perhaps you need some time to think about it? Jul 18 21:01:45 * Molly puts down her coffee cup Jul 18 21:02:42 to think about where? Jul 18 21:03:24 Mmmhmm *she moves around to start running little kisses down his neck Jul 18 21:06:22 I think here is probably fine... Jul 18 21:09:47 Here, you say? *She gently sucks one spot towards the base of his neck* Jul 18 21:10:00 * Morgan nods Jul 18 21:10:03 i think so Jul 18 21:14:18 Not say... *she moves her mouth further down onto his shoulder* ...here? Jul 18 21:14:42 ppfff, you know what i mean Jul 18 21:15:19 I do... the grass will still be all dewy Jul 18 21:16:35 * Morgan nods Jul 18 21:18:20 * Molly gently pushes the fabric of his shirt's neckline out of the way before kissing the base of his throat Jul 18 21:18:36 It wouldn't do to get wet knees, would it? Jul 18 21:19:28 no... Jul 18 21:25:40 * Molly starts pulling at the shirt, tugging it firmly from the waistband Jul 18 21:26:00 I've made it very easy for you by remaining naked haven't I? Jul 18 21:26:41 you have rather my love Jul 18 21:29:06 * Molly nods, laughing as she pulls it off over his head Jul 18 21:29:28 And you remain a challenge Jul 18 21:33:40 You do not wish me to be? Jul 18 21:36:07 * Molly tilts her head Jul 18 21:36:45 No, I think I would rather you were easy Jul 18 21:39:52 that can be arranged... Jul 18 21:40:11 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 18 21:56:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 18 21:56:40 [21:52] (Molly) Unless you find being a challenge... pleasurable? Jul 18 21:57:02 * Morgan shrugs, standing up and removing his trousers Jul 18 21:57:06 not especially... Jul 18 21:57:19 * Molly nods Jul 18 21:59:03 That is helpful then. *she boldly looks him over admiringly* That is much better Jul 18 21:59:47 I'm glad you approve Jul 18 22:00:28 * Molly licks her lower lip then bites it Jul 18 22:00:39 Of you naked? Most definitely Jul 18 22:01:43 * Morgan nods Jul 18 22:01:44 good Jul 18 22:02:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 18 22:13:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 18 22:13:11 [21:58] (Molly) Of you naked? Most definitely Jul 18 22:13:18 * Morgan nods Jul 18 22:13:19 good Jul 18 22:15:16 * Molly kneels up on the bed Jul 18 22:15:44 And you, liebling? Do you approve of me naked? Jul 18 22:15:59 completely Jul 18 22:16:16 * Molly smiles Jul 18 22:17:05 I'm glad. Now, where was I? About here? *she kisses the base of his throat again* Jul 18 22:17:20 * Morgan trails his fingers down her side Jul 18 22:17:22 aye, about there Jul 18 22:20:41 * Molly murmurs softly as she moves a little lower, softening the kiss and making her lips linger here Jul 18 22:24:08 Am I moving in the right direction, or would you have me come up rather than go down? Jul 18 22:24:38 No, you're moving in the right direction Jul 18 22:25:39 * Molly takes this line of slow kisses down his chest then his solar plexus Jul 18 22:25:46 And now? Jul 18 22:26:26 better... Jul 18 22:29:14 * Molly nods, moving to his stomach, then his naval, her cheek grazing the top of his manhood Jul 18 22:31:12 * Morgan moans quietly Jul 18 22:31:54 And now, mon petit chou? Jul 18 22:33:00 perfect Jul 18 22:34:30 * Molly moistens her lips before bringing them around his head, gently running her tongue around it Jul 18 22:34:46 * Morgan drops his head back Jul 18 22:37:47 * Molly slides her mouth further down, keeping the point of her tongue firm against the underside of him as she moves up and down Jul 18 22:38:05 * Morgan groans deeply Jul 18 22:39:33 * Molly shuffles back a little so that she's at a better angle for this, and goes progressively deeper Jul 18 22:41:37 * Morgan takes a deep breath before groaning Jul 18 22:43:51 * Molly gets deep enough to push her tonsils to him before retreating teasingly Jul 18 22:49:33 * Morgan grunts, lifting his hips slightly Jul 18 22:50:29 * Molly does it again, just holding there Jul 18 22:53:54 * Morgan releases a long slow moan Jul 18 22:55:22 * Molly pushes gently then starts to pull back before suddenly sinking down firmly so he enters her throat Jul 18 22:59:07 * Morgan grunts, turning into a growl as he thrusts his hips Jul 18 23:00:02 * Molly doesn't draw back, instead letting him deeper into her eagerly Jul 18 23:00:57 * Morgan continues to groan low and quiet Jul 18 23:02:27 * Molly pulls back to take a quick breath before rather forcefully pushing onto him suddenly and as deep as she can Jul 18 23:02:48 oh god Jul 18 23:04:26 * Molly shudders, one hand moving to get a firm grip on his bottom for leverage as she repeatedly takes him in and out of her throat Jul 18 23:07:09 * Morgan puts his hand on the back of her head, pulling her in Jul 18 23:08:31 * Molly goes as deep as she can, not fighting his control at all Jul 18 23:09:06 * Morgan grinds into her before pulling her head back Jul 18 23:12:41 * Molly looks up at him without completely removing her mouth which is full of him. Her cheeks become concave as she sucks, very wide pupils leaving only a narrower ring of blue. Jul 18 23:14:12 You are entirely too good at that Jul 18 23:15:32 * Molly 's brows come together, but she doesn't pull away Jul 18 23:20:17 that bothers you? Jul 18 23:21:52 * Molly gently releases him Jul 18 23:22:05 No, it arouses me to hear you say so Jul 18 23:24:18 * Morgan nods Jul 18 23:24:19 good Jul 18 23:27:54 * Molly looks up at him Jul 18 23:28:01 You wish me to stop? Jul 18 23:29:15 god no Jul 18 23:30:28 * Molly smiles Jul 18 23:30:54 As you desire, my love Jul 18 23:32:42 * Molly goes back to what she was doing, rapidly back with him deep in her throat Jul 18 23:35:20 * Morgan grunts again, grinding himself into her Jul 18 23:37:55 * Molly moves rhythmically so that he enters, reaches the full depth, and is withdrawn just to her mouth over and over Jul 18 23:49:05 blossom, I don't think I can withstand this much longer Jul 18 23:51:23 * Molly pulls away, talking amidst long slow licks of his shaft Jul 18 23:51:35 Tell me what you want, my love Jul 18 23:51:46 I want to lose myself in your throat... Jul 18 23:52:04 * Molly moans at this, nodding Jul 18 23:52:07 Yes Jul 18 23:53:05 * Molly again goes back to what she was doing, finding the same pace and movement with ease Jul 18 23:53:37 * Morgan grunts almost continually Jul 18 23:55:08 * Molly 's movements become more forceful than sensual, demanding rather than coaxing Jul 18 23:55:34 * Morgan starts thrusting up to meet her movements Jul 18 23:58:05 * Molly continues this, making a swallowing movements at the same time to increase the sensation and tightness Jul 19 00:00:24 * Morgan arches his back as his orgasm hits, his manhood swelling in her throat Jul 19 00:01:14 * Molly doesn't let up, instead pushing as deep onto him as she can Jul 19 00:01:50 * Morgan twitches, his release flooding into her throat Jul 19 00:02:51 * Molly moves very gently and shallowly around him Jul 19 00:03:26 * Morgan collapses back onto the bed, breathing hard Jul 19 00:05:59 * Molly moves and reclines back on the pillows, watching him fondly Jul 19 00:09:13 good god Jul 19 00:09:50 * Molly gently strokes his hair Jul 19 00:10:27 You are alright? Jul 19 00:10:38 better than that Jul 19 00:10:46 Oh? Jul 19 00:12:10 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes and sighing deeply Jul 19 00:12:41 We could take a little nap... after all, today is the day of rest Jul 19 00:13:50 * Morgan nods Jul 19 00:13:52 we could Jul 19 00:14:05 Would you like that? Jul 19 00:14:14 not sure Jul 19 00:14:35 * Molly continues to stroke his hair Jul 19 00:15:01 Whatever you wish. I just want to make you the happiest man in the world Jul 19 00:15:53 you've accomplished that Jul 19 00:16:10 * Molly leans over, kissing his crown Jul 19 00:16:25 Thank goodness for the girls on the Coral, hmm? Jul 19 00:16:38 I should definitely write and thank them Jul 19 00:16:50 * Molly giggles Jul 19 00:17:01 Perhaps I will tell Inga... Jul 19 00:18:00 I'm sure HeinzHarold would be grateful Jul 19 00:18:15 * Molly nods Jul 19 00:18:35 I cannot say it would have occurred to me without those girls Jul 19 00:19:04 no... nor I Jul 19 00:19:39 * Molly snuggles up beside him Jul 19 00:20:16 Maybe we wont sleep, we will just lie here a moment Jul 19 00:20:53 * Morgan nods Jul 19 00:20:54 sounds good Jul 19 00:22:00 * Molly nods, staying quiet. She's wrong, because within two minutes they're both asleep Jul 19 00:46:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 19 21:33:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 19 21:33:37 **What wakes him up is the tinking of stones on the bedroom window* Jul 19 21:34:51 * Morgan rolls out of bed, dragging some clothes on before looking out Jul 19 21:37:14 **Heinzharold is stood outside chucking little pebbles at the glass Jul 19 21:37:53 $what?$ Jul 19 21:43:16 $didn't hear gunfire, started to worry. Didn't realise you were busy!$ Jul 19 21:43:51 * Molly says sleepily Jul 19 21:44:02 What's going on, liebes herz? Jul 19 21:47:47 $went back to sleep. We'll be down soon$ Jul 19 21:47:53 My good friend has come to check on us Jul 19 21:51:59 **HH salutes him, grinning* Jul 19 21:52:13 * Molly nods Jul 19 21:52:20 Lucky it wasnt an hour ago Jul 19 21:52:40 * Morgan nods Jul 19 21:52:42 indeed Jul 19 22:08:20 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 19 22:15:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 19 22:15:50 It was rather nice though Jul 19 22:16:10 * Morgan nods, tying his hair up Jul 19 22:16:12 I agree Jul 19 22:18:28 It's most unlike you to nap *she smiles, getting out of bed and looking for something* Jul 19 22:20:02 aye, it is rather Jul 19 22:21:30 Have you seen my shift? Jul 19 22:22:41 **he can hear Heinzharold whistling a tune from outside the front door* Jul 19 22:23:33 uhhh, no... Jul 19 22:25:37 * Molly looks around finally finding it behind a chair Jul 19 22:25:53 How did that get-... oh! *she giggles* Jul 19 22:28:34 * Molly starts getting dressed, keeping it simple Jul 19 22:29:28 I'll... go down and let him in Jul 19 22:31:44 * Molly smiles to herself as she's doing her hair Jul 19 22:31:55 Mmmhmm. I wont be long. Jul 19 22:33:01 * Morgan nods, heading down the stairs and opening the door Jul 19 22:34:26 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 19 22:34:53 Not up early this mornin', yer worship? Jul 19 22:36:16 Yes, I was... you owe Claudia Jul 19 22:38:16 * HH nods Jul 19 22:38:55 She's harranged me already, but she'll love knowin' you were still in bed when I got 'ere Jul 19 22:40:02 * Morgan shrugs Jul 19 22:40:05 maybe... coffee? Jul 19 22:42:32 * HH nods Jul 19 22:43:20 Go on then. Varick's askin' if you're bored an' lonely up here Jul 19 22:43:42 * Morgan chuckles, heading to the kitchen Jul 19 22:44:01 we'll have him up here later Jul 19 22:45:53 * HH follows along Jul 19 22:46:14 Not goin' to the mainland today? Jul 19 22:46:29 * Morgan shrugs Jul 19 22:46:38 wasn' plannin' to Jul 19 22:48:32 Nice t' have a day off. **he looks around** Y' got mice. Jul 19 22:49:11 I know... Jul 19 22:50:57 Bring the cat up, that'll do it Jul 19 22:52:19 failing that, get Varick to tell it its being evicted Jul 19 22:54:50 Didn't think o' that Jul 19 22:56:28 * Morgan nods Jul 19 22:56:32 thats why I'm the smart one Jul 19 22:57:17 * HH snorts Jul 19 22:57:45 Keep tellin' people that, maybe one day someone will believe ya Jul 19 22:58:17 I live in hope Jul 19 22:58:21 * Morgan pushes coffee towards him Jul 19 22:58:59 **Molly has obviously done a good job of sneaking up, because it makes HH jump when she says** In hope of what, liebes herz? Jul 19 23:01:38 someone realising that I'm the smart one of the two of us Jul 19 23:03:04 **Molly smiles sweetly** You already have that person, my love Jul 19 23:03:41 * HH takes the coffee Jul 19 23:03:57 She's one in a million, this one Jul 19 23:04:21 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:04:25 aye Jul 19 23:05:35 Only 999,999 who know I'm smarter Jul 19 23:06:33 * Morgan looks wounded Jul 19 23:06:37 and this from my friend Jul 19 23:08:00 **Molly looks quite protective, moving to his side** Jul 19 23:09:16 * HH nods Jul 19 23:09:29 It's a hard life Jul 19 23:10:21 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:12:45 You're better than me at... gimme a minute, I'll think o' somethin' Jul 19 23:14:30 throwing, juggling, speaking like a normal person, sailing... Jul 19 23:16:09 Sailin'?! You think you're better a' than me? *he grins* Jul 19 23:18:00 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:18:05 aye... Jul 19 23:20:24 Gonna have to prove it at some point Jul 19 23:21:00 house? Jul 19 23:21:09 howso? Jul 19 23:22:50 I don' have a clue Jul 19 23:23:04 not so smart.. Jul 19 23:25:34 * HH sips the coffee Jul 19 23:25:54 Don' see you with any bright ideas either Jul 19 23:26:12 **Molly tilts her head** Jul 19 23:26:45 Don't need to, nothing to compete with Jul 19 23:29:45 M: what if you each took a turn taking the Ketch around the island? Same crew, same day. Measured for time and the crew's assessment of your performance? Jul 19 23:31:19 * Morgan sips his coffee Jul 19 23:31:22 interesting... Jul 19 23:31:47 * HH nods Jul 19 23:31:55 Could work Jul 19 23:34:13 it could Jul 19 23:34:41 Somethin' to think about Jul 19 23:35:51 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:37:29 M: Today would be wise, before we have so much to do this week? Jul 19 23:38:50 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:38:55 if you're up to some competition Jul 19 23:41:06 * HH nods Jul 19 23:41:10 Why not Jul 19 23:41:46 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jul 19 23:41:50 very well Jul 19 23:43:17 You got the advantage o' being well-rested though Jul 19 23:43:35 * Morgan shrugs Jul 19 23:43:44 makes up for the restlessness of nightmares Jul 19 23:44:09 * HH pulls up a chair Jul 19 23:44:29 Claudia didn't mention it. Anything interestin'? Jul 19 23:45:48 * Morgan shrugs Jul 19 23:45:53 not really Jul 19 23:47:45 * HH manages to lounge on the high back chair, looking relaxed Jul 19 23:48:07 That's a shame Jul 19 23:49:06 * Morgan shrugs Jul 19 23:49:09 these things happen Jul 19 23:50:31 * HH grins Jul 19 23:50:39 Maybe tonight Jul 19 23:51:12 You can hope Jul 19 23:53:52 I will Jul 19 23:54:38 **Molly smiles at Morgan** Maybe you'll dream something nice, like I did Jul 19 23:55:57 maybe, though he and Claudia would be disappointed Jul 19 23:57:04 *Molly frowns slightly* They would Jul 19 23:58:07 * Morgan nods Jul 19 23:58:34 * HH finishes his coffee Jul 19 23:59:05 Y' want me gatherin' up boy and cat, or dya need more time? Jul 19 23:59:41 No, bring them up Jul 20 00:01:11 * HH stands up Jul 20 00:01:35 Be an hour. Gotta feed the woolly ba-... beasts. Jul 20 00:02:26 * Morgan nods Jul 20 00:03:23 * HH starts whistling as he leaves Jul 20 00:03:28 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 20 00:04:04 * Molly sits in the chair he's just vacated, watching until the front door closes Jul 20 00:04:24 I didn't realise they knew about all the nightmares Jul 20 00:04:34 * Morgan nods Jul 20 00:05:00 I had to justify my actions toward loves requiem to Claudia... Jul 20 00:06:22 * Molly nods Jul 20 00:06:38 Do they always make such light of your burden? Jul 20 00:06:52 usually Jul 20 00:08:16 Does that bother you? Jul 20 00:09:19 not especially Jul 20 00:10:30 * Molly nods Jul 20 00:10:46 It would upset me, but I am far more sensitive Jul 20 00:11:47 when it bothers me, they're actually very supportive Jul 20 00:14:18 * Molly nods Jul 20 00:14:55 I'm glad. Do they know about the alternate paths? Jul 20 00:15:11 no Jul 20 00:17:51 * Molly nods, looking relieved Jul 20 00:18:35 That is good. I don't want anyone thinking that I could have married anyone but you Jul 20 00:18:47 * Morgan nods Jul 20 00:22:54 Do you feel the same? Would it be unpleasant for you? Jul 20 00:23:02 * Morgan nods Jul 20 00:23:06 aye Jul 20 00:24:26 * Molly nods Jul 20 00:24:37 Then it will be our secret? Jul 20 00:25:37 I think so Jul 20 00:26:27 * Molly smiles Jul 20 00:26:58 Thank you Jul 20 01:08:10 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Jul 22 16:05:28 2021 Jul 22 16:05:28 * Now talking on #7thsea Jul 22 16:05:28 Failed loading notification plugin: hcnotifications-winrt not found. Jul 22 21:57:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 22 22:04:19 * Molly follows him outside after they have eaten. Its cloudy but dry, fairly calm. All in all, a good morning for him to teach her to shoot. One of the gardens has an open lawn, and he manages to find an empty barrel in the stores. With it set up, she stands beside him Jul 22 22:04:32 How do we start, liebes herz? Jul 22 22:04:44 you remember what Edward was teaching you? Jul 22 22:08:09 Not really. It might be best to start from the beginning Jul 22 22:10:21 * Morgan nods Jul 22 22:10:26 you understand how they work? Jul 22 22:13:08 You point them where you wish to hit and pull the metal bit back? Jul 22 22:14:40 right, lets start with that... hold out your hand, nice and flat Jul 22 22:16:13 * Molly does so, smiling Jul 22 22:17:17 now blow if off your hand, as far as you can Jul 22 22:21:01 * Molly tries. Then she tries harder. She laughs Jul 22 22:21:09 I can't do it Jul 22 22:25:43 ok, now create a tunnel with your fingers, like its a the barrel of a gun or canon... then blow through it and see if the ball moves Jul 22 22:30:28 * Molly does so, blowing hard Jul 22 22:32:49 * Morgan watches as the ball flies out through the gap in her hand and onto the grass Jul 22 22:36:16 * Molly looks surprised Jul 22 22:36:32 Wow, that was unexpected Jul 22 22:37:27 the same force of you blowing was channeled down a much smaller area... works the same where a river narrows and the current gets faster... Jul 22 22:39:03 * Molly nods, picking the ball up Jul 22 22:39:09 I understand Jul 22 22:39:51 * Morgan nods, fishing a small packet of black powder and opening it before placing it on the ground Jul 22 22:40:16 this stuff replaces your breath in the pistol... Jul 22 22:46:09 * Molly nods Jul 22 22:46:14 Like in cannons Jul 22 22:46:47 exactly, just a bit less of it Jul 22 22:46:58 * Morgan moves her away before glancing at the powder Jul 22 22:47:29 * Molly watches Jul 22 22:53:31 * Molly gasps Jul 22 22:53:38 That is brilliant! Jul 22 22:54:13 now imagine that in a tube, with a ball in the way of it escaping... only thing it can do is force the ball out of the way, but it can only go along the tube... Jul 22 22:56:17 * Molly nods Jul 22 22:56:26 I see Jul 22 22:57:25 thats how pistols and canons work... there's a little channel where the flint is, or the burning rope, that has a bit of black powder in it, which is how it gets set off Jul 22 23:05:14 * Molly nods slowly Jul 22 23:05:27 Alright Jul 22 23:08:33 First things first, we need to load it... it needs some black powder, a bit of cloth then the ball. After that you use the ramrod to push it right to the end of the barrel Jul 22 23:09:53 * Molly slowly follows the steps, concentrating hard Jul 22 23:10:04 What would happen if I get it wrong? Jul 22 23:10:43 nothing good... the ball _should_ hold it in there, but if there's too much space behind the ball, it won't fire properly, there won't be enough force Jul 22 23:11:06 worst case, it could blow a hole in the barrel, blow your hand off Jul 22 23:16:43 * Molly smiles a little Jul 22 23:16:50 That would be most unfortunate Jul 22 23:17:59 * Morgan nods Jul 22 23:18:03 its not the ideal outcome Jul 22 23:18:37 * Molly finishes what she has been doing Jul 22 23:19:06 and then we had some to the pan... *he points* just there Jul 22 23:21:36 * Molly does it Jul 22 23:22:03 you know the phrase a flash in the pan? Jul 22 23:25:03 * Molly nods Jul 22 23:25:05 I do Jul 22 23:25:30 comes from these... Jul 22 23:32:35 * Molly nods Jul 22 23:32:43 What should I do next? Jul 22 23:33:24 you see your target? aim at it, pull the hammer back, and put the steel plate down... Jul 22 23:35:04 * Molly does so, looking up at him Jul 22 23:35:10 Like this? Jul 22 23:35:41 * Morgan nods Jul 22 23:35:58 take a breath, breathe out slowly and squeeze the trigger... don't pull it Jul 22 23:36:04 ((What pistol is it?)) Jul 22 23:38:22 **She manages to fire it reasonably, though misses the barrel** Damn. Jul 22 23:39:46 These things are... fairly woeful in terms of accuracy Jul 22 23:42:35 Should I try again? Jul 22 23:43:16 * Morgan nods Jul 22 23:43:21 practice makes perfect Jul 22 23:44:19 * Molly smiles, reloading Jul 22 23:44:25 That it does Jul 22 23:45:13 * Molly follows the previous instructions, and misses again Jul 22 23:45:26 How long distance it take you to learn? Jul 22 23:45:31 Did* Jul 22 23:46:21 my tutoring was... rushed as I'd been forbidden to do it... Jul 23 00:15:03 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 23 20:33:52 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 24 20:27:26 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 24 20:42:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 24 21:27:46 ((C&p pls)) Jul 24 21:28:25 take a breath, breathe out slowly and squeeze the trigger... don't pull it Jul 24 21:28:25 ((What pistol is it?)) Jul 24 21:28:25 **She manages to fire it reasonably, though misses the barrel** Damn. Jul 24 21:28:25 These things are... fairly woeful in terms of accuracy Jul 24 21:28:26 Should I try again? Jul 24 21:28:28 * Morgan nods Jul 24 21:28:30 practice makes perfect Jul 24 21:28:32 * Molly smiles, reloading Jul 24 21:28:34 That it does Jul 24 21:28:38 * Molly follows the previous instructions, and misses again Jul 24 21:28:40 How long distance it take you to learn? Jul 24 21:28:42 Did* Jul 24 21:28:44 my tutoring was... rushed as I'd been forbidden to do it... Jul 24 21:39:15 * Molly reloads Jul 24 21:39:24 It was not at the academy? Jul 24 21:41:42 the refining was there... Hans taught me to shoot... with that pistol Jul 24 22:21:30 * Molly glances at him with a pleased smile Jul 24 22:21:33 Really? Jul 24 22:22:03 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:22:09 my father was livid Jul 24 22:23:27 Was he jealous? *she gently examines the pistol* Jul 24 22:23:51 No, he thought me too young... he forbade Hans from teaching me Jul 24 22:30:46 * Molly smiles Jul 24 22:30:58 But your uncle taught you anyway? Jul 24 22:34:00 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:39:30 How old were you? *she aims again* Jul 24 22:42:55 About nine Jul 24 22:44:49 That does not seem so young? **she takes a deep breath, firing again. This time she hits the barrel almost in the centre* Jul 24 22:45:52 better Jul 24 22:54:29 * Molly looks pleased kissing his cheek excitedly Jul 24 22:54:33 I hit it! Jul 24 22:56:55 * Morgan nods Jul 24 22:56:57 now do it again Jul 24 22:59:10 * Molly bites her lip and nods, reloading the pistol Jul 24 23:02:45 *Molly aims and pulls the trigger. A small puff of smoke goes off in the pan, but the pistol does not fire. Turning to Morgan with a confused look upon her face, the pistol goes off, hitting Morgan in the thigh. He hits the floor, swearing* Jul 24 23:05:39 Oh my god! I'm sorry, I'm sorry! *she kneels down beside him* Jul 24 23:06:06 alright, don't panic, I've had worse Jul 24 23:06:41 * Molly is clearly distressed but trying to stay calm Jul 24 23:06:49 Do you have a knife? Jul 24 23:07:21 * Morgan chuckles Jul 24 23:07:25 I might have Jul 24 23:14:26 * Molly holds out her hand Jul 24 23:14:34 * Morgan hands one over Jul 24 23:15:26 I'm going to have to ruin your trousers Jul 24 23:15:26 **this is exactly what she said to him in the dream in the field hospital when he'd been shot in this spot on his thigh* Jul 24 23:15:48 * Morgan nods, frowning slightly Jul 24 23:16:29 * Molly cuts his trousers just as she had then. She examines the wound. Jul 24 23:16:43 The ball needs to come out. Jul 24 23:17:14 This is hardly the time... Jul 24 23:17:34 * Molly blushes then laughs Jul 24 23:17:43 Liebes herz! Jul 24 23:18:41 * Morgan shrugs a moment before nodding Jul 24 23:18:43 aye, get it done Jul 24 23:18:53 * Molly closes her eyes, laying a hand on his thigh. There's a tingle on the back of his neck, and then he can't feel a good portion of his thigh at all Jul 24 23:20:17 * Molly gently pokes the skin near the wound with her finger, which he only knows about through sight, not touch Jul 24 23:20:22 Feel that? Jul 24 23:21:24 No Jul 24 23:22:17 Good Jul 24 23:22:48 * Molly uses the knife to ease the ball out. It's utterly painless Jul 24 23:24:17 Not quite what I had in mind for your training Jul 24 23:25:42 * Molly nods despondently. She drops the ball on the grass before healing his leg. When she's finished, the numbness goes too Jul 24 23:26:14 So tell me what went wrong Jul 24 23:27:21 I shot you. Jul 24 23:27:32 * Molly looks at the ground Jul 24 23:27:38 No, thats how it ended... what went wrong Jul 24 23:27:48 I don't know Jul 24 23:28:14 best guess, the powder wasn't compacted enough, so it didn't ignite properly, hence the delay Jul 24 23:29:44 * Molly nods Jul 24 23:29:56 So I should try again? Jul 24 23:31:04 * Morgan nods Jul 24 23:31:29 if it doesn't fire, point it at the ground... though not at your feet. It may still go off Jul 24 23:32:22 * Molly nods, wiping the blood on her skirt. She stands Jul 24 23:46:29 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 25 10:57:22 * Morgan has quit (Ping Timeout) Jul 25 11:24:32 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 25 20:16:13 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jul 25 20:16:28 * Molly nods Jul 25 20:16:28 So I should try again? Jul 25 20:16:28 * Morgan nods Jul 25 20:16:28 if it doesn't fire, point it at the ground... though not at your feet. It may still go off Jul 25 20:16:28 * Molly nods, wiping the blood on her skirt. She stands Jul 25 20:18:00 * Morgan stands up, brushing himself off Jul 25 20:20:17 * Molly looks at him sadly Jul 25 20:20:24 I'm really sorry Jul 25 20:21:01 * Morgan shrugs Jul 25 20:21:04 doesn't matter Jul 25 20:22:23 * Molly nods slightly, then reloads Jul 25 20:22:43 Do you want to stand further away? Jul 25 20:22:55 no, just don't point it in my direction again Jul 25 20:26:35 * Molly nods. She squares her shoulders before firing at the barrel again Jul 25 20:27:02 At least I only missed... Jul 25 20:27:23 * Morgan nods Jul 25 20:27:42 not a massive surprise really Jul 25 20:30:52 * Molly nods Jul 25 20:31:08 Maybe this is something I will not master Jul 25 20:31:23 * Morgan shrugs Jul 25 20:32:11 Got to practice to get better my love Jul 25 20:36:07 * Molly nods, trying again Jul 25 20:41:47 **This time the ball hits the metal band of the barrel, ricocheting off it with a loud ting. It misses them both. Molly sighs Jul 25 20:41:59 I am having awful luck, arent I? Jul 25 20:44:00 Its not the best luck I've ever seen Jul 25 20:46:50 Should I stop? Jul 25 20:47:42 No... you need the practice Jul 25 20:51:28 * Molly nods. She continues onwards, making more progress with no disasters. She shows no particular aptitude for it. Jul 25 20:51:42 I definitely prefer archery Jul 25 20:54:05 * Morgan nods Jul 25 20:54:18 understandable, but there will be times this is going to be your only option Jul 25 20:56:41 * Molly nods Jul 25 20:56:54 How long did it take you to be good at this? Jul 25 20:57:50 * Morgan shrugs Jul 25 20:57:58 a little while Jul 25 21:00:25 * Molly nods Jul 25 21:00:51 How did your Father find out? (Your call, we've never said) Jul 25 21:01:32 * Morgan shrugs Jul 25 21:01:39 I always assumed someone told him Jul 25 21:05:38 * Molly fires again, glancing the edge of the barrel Jul 25 21:06:05 Would your uncle or aunt have done so? Or Alarice? Jul 25 21:07:05 I'm betting Alarice, really Jul 25 21:07:29 Was she spiteful like that then? *she reloads* Jul 25 21:07:45 she could be, aye Jul 25 21:08:58 Did you speak to Jarvie about it all whilst we were in Freiburg? Jul 25 21:13:27 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 25 21:20:14 A little bit. Jul 25 21:20:49 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 25 21:20:55 [21:06] (Molly) Did you speak to Jarvie about it all whilst we were in Freiburg? Jul 25 21:21:09 **she hits the barrel nicely* Jul 25 21:22:32 A little bit. Jul 25 21:41:09 * Molly shakes out her arm Jul 25 21:41:29 She did not seem too troubled by it when I asked her Jul 25 21:47:00 No... she was quite adamant what needed to be done when she heard Alarice tried to kill you Jul 25 21:49:32 * Molly nods, reloading Jul 25 21:51:02 I suspect also the burden of an unexpected pregnancy took away some of the time she may have spent brooding on it Jul 25 21:51:25 * Morgan nods Jul 25 21:51:29 I'm inclined to agree Jul 25 21:53:48 * Molly hits the barrel Jul 25 21:54:05 I wonder how she and Grendlik are getting along Jul 25 21:54:44 They like eachother enough, hopefully it'll be enough to start with Jul 25 21:59:51 * Molly nods Jul 25 22:00:12 Marriages are commonly based on much less, I suppose Jul 25 22:01:07 **she reloads, fires a decent shot, and starts reloading again** Do you think we will see them at Edward's wedding? Jul 25 22:01:38 Tough to say really Jul 25 22:04:44 I hope so. Will Jarvie be able to travel then? I believe she will be in her seventh month *she looks at him enquiringly* Jul 25 22:05:40 Might be a bit dicey Jul 25 22:09:30 That is a shame. It will be the last time we can see them before we go to Capperlucia Jul 25 22:09:48 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:10:00 We still have a great deal to do... Jul 25 22:13:30 * Molly looks at him mid aim Jul 25 22:13:40 ...before Capperlucia? Jul 25 22:13:59 including that Jul 25 22:16:47 What did you mean? Jul 25 22:17:07 I mean before we settle... though that idea still troubles me a little Jul 25 22:19:44 * Molly takes a moment to shoot the barrel with decent accuracy before looking back to him Jul 25 22:19:51 You do not wish to settle? Jul 25 22:20:47 I've had wanderlust a long time, thats all Jul 25 22:25:05 * Molly tilts her head "Did it start during the War?" Jul 25 22:25:12 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:25:14 aye Jul 25 22:25:51 * Molly nods Jul 25 22:26:00 You could still wander... Jul 25 22:26:18 Not if I want to do what I'm supposed to do properly Jul 25 22:26:46 But you will do what you will do Jul 25 22:27:11 * Morgan nods, sighing Jul 25 22:27:52 Unfortunately, it's likely to just be a matter of time before I cannot follow you Jul 25 22:28:12 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:29:23 I never truly appreciated the weight of nobility until you Jul 25 22:29:41 why? Jul 25 22:31:00 I used to think it was all privilege, fancy parties and less work. I didn't realise how much it constrained your freedoms Jul 25 22:39:56 Only if you're doing it right Jul 25 22:40:30 * Molly nods Jul 25 22:40:42 But that is important, isnt it? Jul 25 22:40:50 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:41:25 but then thats another choice I make... not to use my privilege to further my own desires, but to help the people I'm supposed to be in charge of Jul 25 22:42:24 Which is the right thing to do. But that means setting aside your own wishes like travelling the world and not having to settle Jul 25 22:42:36 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:42:52 I don't even know that I'll want to travel... but the fact that I won't be able to... Jul 25 22:43:58 * Molly nods Jul 25 22:44:17 You do not like being told what you must do Jul 25 22:44:45 * Morgan smiles Jul 25 22:44:45 no Jul 25 22:44:57 * Molly smiles back Jul 25 22:45:17 Which is partly why you're my husband and not Evie's! Jul 25 22:46:22 * Morgan shrugs Jul 25 22:48:19 We have many responsibilities now, but I will see to what needs to be done to give you some freedom as I can Jul 25 22:49:12 We'll work as a team, as always Jul 25 22:49:35 * Molly nods Jul 25 22:50:01 We are going to need help in the years ahead I think Jul 25 22:50:11 oh? Jul 25 22:50:52 Koln, Innesbruck, Gottkirchen, Sudlachenburg, Lundy and Catterick. It's so much land Jul 25 22:52:59 Catterick is quite well looked after by my uncle Jul 25 22:53:15 But one day... Jul 25 22:55:15 aye... Jul 25 22:57:06 * Molly sights up again, hitting the barrel once more Jul 25 22:57:29 You're getting better Jul 25 22:58:04 That is what happens with repetition, I am told Jul 25 22:58:47 * Morgan nods Jul 25 22:58:49 indeed Jul 25 22:59:35 There's time for that planning. We have years together to work things out **there's a sudden crash of thunder** Jul 25 22:59:58 * Morgan looks to the skies Jul 25 23:00:19 **It's gotten very cloudy and yellow Jul 25 23:00:49 * Molly glances at him Jul 25 23:01:02 Coincidence...? Jul 25 23:06:33 You think it might be something else? Jul 25 23:09:10 It was just a little strange. **Theres a bright flash* Jul 25 23:11:01 doesn't look terribly friendly Jul 25 23:12:19 No **There's a boom* we should go inside? Jul 25 23:12:40 I think so Jul 25 23:16:00 * Molly nods, carrying the pistol carefully Jul 25 23:16:45 Would you like me to take that? Jul 25 23:16:58 * Molly hands it over, smiling Jul 25 23:17:12 Its nice that you taught me with that one Jul 25 23:17:56 I thought it appropriate Jul 25 23:20:48 * Molly mods, smiling as they walk quickly to the house Jul 25 23:21:01 Will you teach Varick with it? Jul 25 23:21:13 that is the plan Jul 25 23:22:00 And then our other children? Jul 25 23:23:27 * Morgan nods Jul 25 23:23:31 all of them Jul 25 23:23:45 * Molly smiles at him Jul 25 23:23:53 Even our daughters? Jul 25 23:24:31 * Morgan nods Jul 25 23:26:03 **The rain starts heavily, heavy drops onto the grass all around them** Jul 25 23:27:40 I'd almost forgotten how much it rains here Jul 25 23:27:57 * Molly laughs, moving faster Jul 25 23:28:09 Only on days ending with Y! Jul 25 23:28:42 * Morgan nods Jul 25 23:29:47 I hope Heinzharold brings Varick through the tunnel instead Jul 25 23:30:26 I expect so, he's not as daft as he seems Jul 25 23:31:08 * Molly nods, and pushes open the front doors. Jul 25 23:31:37 Just as you are not as ferocious as you seem *she smiles* Jul 25 23:31:52 depends on the situation Jul 25 23:32:39 Mmmhmm. But not with me... *she shuts the door behind them as they stand dripping in the hall* Jul 25 23:32:50 No... Jul 25 23:32:57 * Molly smiles Jul 25 23:33:03 ...but? Jul 25 23:33:51 but nothing Jul 25 23:34:49 It seemed you were going to say more, about being ferocious with me *she tries to keep straight-faced but her eyes sparkle* Jul 25 23:35:52 That would be most improper of me and quite unlikely Jul 25 23:36:29 * Molly shrugs playfully Jul 25 23:37:00 I'm not too concerned about improper... I thought you noticed that in the tavern in Paan Jul 25 23:37:24 I may have... Jul 25 23:38:15 I am sure, if you need your memory refreshing, I could easily accommodate you Jul 25 23:39:36 I have no doubt Jul 25 23:40:46 You only need to let me know when *she smiles* Jul 25 23:42:29 ohI shall Jul 25 23:42:49 * Molly gently kisses him with a smile, licking his lower lip Jul 25 23:44:55 behave yourself young lady Jul 25 23:45:29 * Molly bites her lip Jul 25 23:45:46 It makes it very difficult to when you call me that... Jul 25 23:46:17 * Morgan laughs Jul 25 23:46:25 that may or may not be the reason I do it Jul 25 23:47:38 Oh really? That's an intriguing idea, my love**There's a knock at the door* Jul 26 00:58:12 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Jul 26 15:15:54 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 26 19:25:34 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 26 19:25:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 26 19:26:12 behave yourself young lady Jul 26 19:26:12 * Molly bites her lip Jul 26 19:26:12 It makes it very difficult to when you call me that... Jul 26 19:26:12 * Morgan laughs Jul 26 19:26:12 that may or may not be the reason I do it Jul 26 19:26:14 Oh really? That's an intriguing idea, my love**There's a knock at the door* Jul 26 19:29:51 * Molly sighs, smiling Jul 26 19:30:15 It looks like the cavalry has come to save you, liebes herz Jul 26 19:31:12 * Morgan shrugs Jul 26 19:31:13 Come Jul 26 19:36:23 **Heinzharold opens the door and he, Inga and Varick all come in, wet but not drenched Jul 26 19:36:39 Through the tunnels? Jul 26 19:37:41 HH: *he nods, moving closer to Morgan then shaking like a dog. Varick laughs at this whilst Molly helps Inga from her cloak* Jul 26 19:38:00 * Morgan shoves him Jul 26 19:38:15 you know Varick, another few weeks and you'll be more grown up than HeinzHarold Jul 26 19:39:04 **HH shoves him back* An' you were more grown up than our King Of The Island three weeks ago Jul 26 19:40:37 V: *he looks at them* You should behave or you won't get any cake. Jul 26 19:41:00 * Molly and Inga start giggling Jul 26 19:42:22 * Morgan nods Jul 26 19:42:26 quite, pack it in HeinzHarold Jul 26 19:45:01 **HH bows deeply* Yes, yer majesty Jul 26 19:45:20 * Morgan rolls his eyesa Jul 26 19:45:32 * Molly comes to help Varick from his coat and hugs him tightly Jul 26 19:47:08 I: **she looks around the hallway** This is where Heinzharold passed out? Jul 26 19:48:18 * Molly smiles up at Morgan as she fusses over Varick [she knows he landed on top of me] Jul 26 19:48:26 * Morgan nods Jul 26 19:48:28 aye Jul 26 19:52:11 *he looks a bit sheepish* Sorry about tha' Jul 26 19:53:03 * Molly glances at Morgan whilst she hangs up Varick's coat Jul 26 19:54:05 Claudia predicted it Jul 26 19:56:55 **HH nods** She's seen me pass out a time or ten Jul 26 19:57:32 * Morgan nods Jul 26 19:57:34 so I understand Jul 26 19:57:47 * Molly looks at Inga and Varick "shall we have a little tour?" Jul 26 19:58:48 HH: Reckons my mouth runs fast to make sure I say e'erything important before I hit the ground Jul 26 19:58:58 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 26 19:59:09 sounds about right Jul 26 19:59:19 **Molly leads them into the morning room** Jul 26 19:59:44 Can't say I've landed on anyone b'fore Jul 26 19:59:59 First time for everything Jul 26 20:02:27 She's not hurt or bruised though? Jul 26 20:02:45 No, not really Jul 26 20:05:20 * HH looks relieved Jul 26 20:05:54 I woulda fallen anywhere else if I coulda Jul 26 20:06:36 You're worried I'm annoyed with you? Jul 26 20:11:20 Cant say I'd like seeing Inga unnerneath you, even if I knew it was by accident Jul 26 20:11:37 I was a bit busy being exhausted Jul 26 20:16:53 * HH nods Jul 26 20:18:14 I left Claudia with the Cap'n. *he speaks quietly* what's that all about? Jul 26 20:18:39 what? Jul 26 20:20:44 Claudia an' Sorgi Jul 26 20:21:01 what about it? Jul 26 20:21:55 They a couple, or what? Jul 26 20:22:17 I think or what Jul 26 20:23:05 If he hurts 'er... Jul 26 20:23:43 I know... but I don't think thats likely Jul 26 20:26:15 * HH nods Jul 26 20:26:57 She'd prob'ly hurt him more than we would, but... it'd be like if someone messed around with my sisters Jul 26 20:27:19 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:27:21 aye Jul 26 20:28:25 * HH claps his hand on Morgan's shoulder Jul 26 20:28:55 Be thankful you only 'av her and not five of them to worry about Jul 26 20:29:40 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:29:44 cant be easy Jul 26 20:31:35 No. You're lucky you only 'av Edward Jul 26 20:31:57 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:32:12 he's flighty enough to be as difficult as two sisters at least... then there's Jarvie Jul 26 20:33:19 I can only 'ope if one of my sisters ends up increasing by accident the man is as decent as Captain Holzheim Jul 26 20:34:10 He's a good man Jul 26 20:34:19 my fathers livid about it Jul 26 20:36:09 * HH frowns Jul 26 20:36:21 You mean he's probably livid about it? Jul 26 20:39:17 No... but thats something we've not gotten to you Jul 26 20:39:20 yet* Jul 26 20:40:20 More? *he sighs dramatically* Jul 26 20:40:40 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:40:42 I'm afraid so Jul 26 20:40:55 Now, or later? Jul 26 20:41:03 * Morgan shrugs Jul 26 20:41:07 I'm easy in that regard Jul 26 20:41:19 * HH sniggers Jul 26 20:41:32 Easy in all regards is what I 'ear Jul 26 20:41:56 * Morgan snorts Jul 26 20:44:28 **Molly and Inga are arm in arm when they spot them going towards the music room from the drawing room, whispering and giggling, Varick running around them* Jul 26 20:44:35 * HH watches them Jul 26 20:44:53 Doesn't look like we're wanted right now any'ow Jul 26 20:45:16 y'get used to tha' Jul 26 20:46:42 * HH smiles Jul 26 20:47:04 Long as Inga's 'appy, I don' mind too much Jul 26 20:47:23 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:47:24 indeed Jul 26 20:48:15 * HH saunters to the morning room as if Morgan's house is also his house Jul 26 20:48:25 They got the blood out then Jul 26 20:48:37 aye, they did well Jul 26 20:48:53 Glad Inga missed tha' Jul 26 20:48:58 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:49:00 as am I Jul 26 20:49:32 Molly's made o' sterner stuff Jul 26 20:49:53 She's had to be, given her childhood, dealing with me, dealing with Alarice... Jul 26 20:50:13 * HH nods Jul 26 20:50:36 Dealin' with you definitely requires some resilience Jul 26 20:52:58 * Morgan nods Jul 26 20:53:02 its not easy Jul 26 20:53:11 * HH flops into a chair Jul 26 20:53:51 How you know your Father's livid? Jul 26 20:56:29 There's this... thing you can do with mirrors, it lets you talk to other people doing the same thing... we speak with Molly's father weekly Jul 26 21:07:26 * HH looks flummoxed Jul 26 21:07:43 From here to Sudlachenburg? Jul 26 21:08:05 Innesbruck Jul 26 21:08:31 That's gotta be four hundred miles! Jul 26 21:09:25 something like Jul 26 21:09:41 thats how I know he's livid Jul 26 21:10:04 * HH cracks his neck a moment "You can get news that would take eleven days over land as easy as talking to someone instantly?" Jul 26 21:11:13 well, obviously it has to be planned... its not like we can do it without both parties setting it up Jul 26 21:20:40 * HH nods Jul 26 21:21:13 Useful though. 'Cept for the fact you can't do anything about anything Jul 26 21:21:49 * Morgan nods Jul 26 21:22:09 frustrating... though David did take it upon himself to go investigate a house I'm interested in Jul 26 21:22:47 Y' not got enough houses already? Jul 26 21:23:10 * Morgan shrugs Jul 26 21:23:20 always helps to have somewhere to hole up Jul 26 21:24:37 This is a pretty good hole Jul 26 21:26:12 better without the ghosts and the monsters Jul 26 21:26:44 *He nods, slouching further* Where's th' house? Jul 26 21:27:00 edge of the Schwarzenwald Jul 26 21:29:17 Why dya want a house there? Jul 26 21:30:40 I don't exactly... I want to know about the man who stayed there Jul 26 21:32:57 Alright, I'm hooked. Tell me more Jul 26 21:33:24 He was researching the Schatennman... I want to know who he was and what the hell he was doing Jul 26 21:33:38 **Above them is the sound of the others up in the bedrooms * Jul 26 21:34:03 Research, it sounds like Jul 26 21:34:23 came sniffing round Sudlachenburg, fake accent and all Jul 26 21:34:50 Recently? Jul 26 21:34:57 Before the war Jul 26 21:37:05 He'd written a couple of books about the sort of things we find in the forest, paving the way for a third but never published it. Jul 26 21:40:34 Very cold trail then. Got a name, or any location 'cept that house? Jul 26 21:43:07 an alias... and the publishers address was a dorm room. I also know he went north and became a priest. Jul 26 21:44:01 * HH thinks on this Jul 26 21:44:22 Got a year he became a priest? Jul 26 21:44:44 I could do an ish Jul 26 21:45:04 I figure he must've been a man of birth, otherwise he'd never have had the money to support his study Jul 26 21:45:15 * HH nods Jul 26 21:46:00 Couldn't afford to go swanning off to the Schwarzenwald either if he was poor or employed. Objectionist, Vaticine? Jul 26 21:46:25 * Morgan shrugs Jul 26 21:48:18 no idea Jul 26 21:49:23 Gotta be records of men getting ordained. Probably under twenty five, if he's still got a dorm room and the freedom to gad about at that time. Jul 26 21:49:52 * Morgan nods Jul 26 21:49:57 I agree Jul 26 21:50:47 Which university? ((I think it was Niedersachsen in Posen)) Jul 26 21:51:08 Niederachsen I think Jul 26 21:53:08 Start there, work outwards. Any man ordained in th' years around it, especially of good birth and with ties to the university. Got anyone on it? Jul 26 21:53:25 Planning to get Yensid on it Jul 26 21:53:33 * HH nods Jul 26 21:54:03 He's good at his job. Learnt some stuff from 'im myself Jul 26 21:54:14 oh? Jul 26 21:54:35 This an' that. You trust Forrester? Jul 26 21:54:53 * Morgan stares at him a moment Jul 26 21:54:57 you're not going to tell me? Jul 26 21:55:59 Just hard to remember, that's all. 'Ow to be better at sneaking, why it can be good to look or smell disgustin' Jul 26 21:56:14 * Morgan nods Jul 26 21:56:25 I trust David to a point, yes Jul 26 21:57:21 Enough to send him to retrieve an' burn the stuff I took from the assassin? Jul 26 21:58:03 probably Jul 26 21:58:13 I could probably get him to do that without telling him why Jul 26 22:01:39 * HH nods Jul 26 22:02:20 When you're speaking to him again, let me know an' I'll tell him where to find it Jul 26 22:03:08 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:03:10 alright Jul 26 22:04:30 Dya want me to go back to Eisen and get to the bottom o' the mystery? Jul 26 22:04:59 Maybe... Jul 26 22:07:29 More than thirty five years ago... sure it matters? Jul 26 22:07:56 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:08:19 judging by the drawings in his notes, he was face to face with the Schattennman and it didn't look to be attacking... Jul 26 22:12:19 * HH frowns Jul 26 22:12:47 Could have a big impact on Sudlachenburg if y' can get to the bottom of it Jul 26 22:13:04 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:13:05 I know Jul 26 22:14:13 You'll look after Inga if I go? Jul 26 22:15:04 Of course. I'm tempted to leave it with Yensid, though Jul 26 22:17:54 Cant bear to be without me *he grins* Jul 26 22:18:11 Something like that Jul 26 22:19:50 Brought up some lunch with us, an' a couple of mouse traps Jul 26 22:23:00 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:23:11 good... I didn't fancy trying to do anymore of those dishes Jul 26 22:24:44 Have a nice night, did ya? You, Molly an' the mice? Jul 26 22:26:30 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:26:33 it was tolerable Jul 26 22:27:40 I keep telling Inga one day we'll have us a little 'ouse somewhere Jul 26 22:28:19 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:28:34 I think thats important Jul 26 22:32:30 * HH nods Jul 26 22:34:24 She's not tha' keen on moving in with my mother and sisters Jul 26 22:34:59 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:35:22 before all of this Duke and Gottkirchen business... we set aside a house for you in Innesbruck Jul 26 22:37:36 * HH nods Jul 26 22:38:06 Molly told Inga. First refusal on buyin' out the blacksmith when he retires too Jul 26 22:38:17 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:38:25 things have moved on a bit from there though Jul 26 22:43:52 Won't see much of you in Innesbruck I reckon Jul 26 22:44:15 No... probably not. I'd rather keep you closer Jul 26 22:46:25 * HH nods Jul 26 22:47:10 Gonna want our own space. Won't be many years til Inga wants some children Jul 26 22:48:04 You'd rather live away from the rest of us? Jul 26 22:49:20 Hadn't thought about it Jul 26 22:49:53 * Morgan nods slowly Jul 26 22:50:08 I can't say I like it... but the house at Innsbruck is still there Jul 26 22:52:11 No rush. We're happy as we are for now Jul 26 22:52:43 If you're wanting to stay in Sudlachenburg, I'll help sort out a home for you Jul 26 22:55:26 We're fine. We have some sailing to do yet. Jul 26 22:56:19 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:56:21 indeed Jul 26 22:58:47 Better having a bed than a hammock Jul 26 22:59:38 * Morgan nods Jul 26 22:59:48 I thought so... though hammocks have their charm Jul 26 23:00:24 * HH sniggers Jul 26 23:00:30 Not with a wife Jul 26 23:00:36 No... Jul 26 23:01:55 **There's a banging of Varick running around upstairs** Jul 26 23:02:23 Gonna be deafenin' when you have eight more Jul 26 23:02:53 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:03:04 like approaching thunder... Jul 26 23:05:40 It's a lot of kids Jul 26 23:06:19 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:06:21 I know Jul 26 23:06:45 * HH looks towards the ceiling Jul 26 23:08:37 I remember my Da being worried when my Ma turned up in the family way wi' Ruth. Said she'd beaten the odds four times already... Jul 26 23:10:16 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:10:42 scares the hell out o'me Jul 26 23:11:03 * HH nods Jul 26 23:11:55 Worth it, if it goes well, but... Jul 26 23:12:50 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:13:29 Will Molly be safer, 'cause of the healing? Jul 26 23:14:40 possibly Jul 26 23:16:15 Martha had loads, maybe it will run in th' family Jul 26 23:17:13 I hope so Jul 26 23:19:02 You'll have to be there t' hold my hand Jul 26 23:20:38 You're worried about that? Jul 26 23:21:43 Losing Inga? A bit, aye. Jul 26 23:22:27 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:23:30 Quite a lot, actually Jul 26 23:23:39 understandable Jul 26 23:26:10 * HH shrugs Jul 26 23:26:41 I'll avoid it as long as possible, til she starts askin' for a child. Jul 26 23:28:05 You think thats wise? Jul 26 23:28:41 What? Jul 26 23:29:54 avoiding it... what if she avoids bringing it up, thinking if you wanted children you'd say so... Jul 26 23:33:01 * HH sighs Jul 26 23:33:22 Maybe. I just want her alive an' well. Jul 26 23:34:08 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:34:10 I understand Jul 26 23:36:08 I'll talk to her. Has to be put off a while yet, too.much to do chasing you around to keep you outta trouble Jul 26 23:36:26 * Morgan smiles slightly Jul 26 23:36:36 You planning to stick with us for a while? Jul 26 23:38:21 Can ya be trusted not to get in trouble wi'out me? Jul 26 23:39:41 I'm getting into trouble even with you Jul 26 23:40:28 Exactly. 'Magine how much worse you'd be Jul 26 23:41:33 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:41:36 true true Jul 26 23:42:13 How long are ya planning to be sailin' for? Jul 26 23:43:43 tough to say... we've got to go to some far off land and setup trade Jul 26 23:45:48 Inga says she wants to go along for that, if you'll 'av us Jul 26 23:47:10 best check with the duchess, but I've no issue with it Jul 26 23:48:26 Taking Varick? Jul 26 23:48:53 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:49:28 Then you're goin' to need us if you want time to yourselves Jul 26 23:50:13 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:50:14 quite Jul 26 23:51:16 Speaking o' that... are y' having Varick up here tonight? Jul 26 23:51:41 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:51:44 I think so aye Jul 26 23:51:50 * HH nods Jul 26 23:52:04 Y' won't need Inga and me? Jul 26 23:52:46 no, spend some time together Jul 26 23:54:29 * HH nods, grinning Jul 26 23:55:23 If yer majesty commands that the lowly blacksmith's son spends the night with the comely tavern wench, I cert'ly will Jul 26 23:55:55 * Morgan nods, smiling Jul 26 23:57:23 * HH gets out of the chair Jul 26 23:57:41 I'll go and give her the royal command Jul 26 23:57:48 * Morgan nods Jul 26 23:57:50 aye, do that Jul 26 23:58:34 * HH goes off, whistling another song, not quite as rude as the peaches and cream song, but not far from it Jul 27 00:06:18 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 27 12:55:58 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 27 13:10:14 [12:59] (Molly) **HH leaves behind him the bag containing food for lunch, and with noise and laughter from upstairs where his best friend has gone, Morgan goes to the kitchen to set about making them all some lunch. He doesn't see more mice, but when he finally tracks down the others they are outside in the garden. Jul 27 13:10:19 Inga and Varick are playing tennis, and Molly is sat beside Heinzharold on the bench. Its obviously   an interesting conversation because she is turned towards him, her knee almost touching his thigh, and he has his fingers interlinked behind his head as he slouches, at ease. The tray of food and coffee is more awkward than heavy. Jul 27 13:11:32 HH: Home, mostly. It's what got most of th' men through it. Or th' wives and girls they had waiting for them. Jul 27 13:12:47 * Morgan puts the tray down near them Jul 27 13:17:00 Was it exciting to be seeing something of the world, at least at first? Jul 27 13:20:04 HH: *he nods* At first, I suppose. We didn' go far when I was young, Da was either working with the navy or working at home. You get used to th' same five miles, the whole world may as well be in it Jul 27 13:22:41 * Molly nods enthusiastically "Yes, that is how my childhood was too! Other folks came and went, bringing news and goods, but it was not much different year to year, day to day. We knew everyone and they knew us." Jul 27 13:23:36 HH smiles at her: Not that different, your life in Avalon an' mine in Eisen really Jul 27 13:25:54 * Morgan settles down, pouring the coffee Jul 27 13:28:53 * Molly nods, then she spots Morgan briefly before looking back to HH Jul 27 13:29:53 And then all of a sudden, our lives got unexpectedly exciting as a certain Veisgraf dropped into them Jul 27 13:30:08 think you'll find he dropped into mine Jul 27 13:30:47 HH grins: They were my apples. Jul 27 13:31:09 * Molly giggles, glancing at Morgan Jul 27 13:33:46 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 27 13:33:56 fairly sure the owner of the orchard might disagree Jul 27 13:35:56 HH: Do y' remember 'is daughter? She was a pretty lassie, one of the prettiest in Sudlachenburg easily. Jul 27 13:37:11 vaguely, aye Jul 27 13:38:54 HH: Ran away when you were gone. Met a man who had been a Vaticine soldier, disappeared one night from 'er Father's house Jul 27 13:40:13 I don't imagine that went down well Jul 27 13:41:19 HH: No, she's not welcome back. Went up into Wische, has two chil'ren now Jul 27 13:41:54 they marry? Jul 27 13:42:05 HH: Obviously Jul 27 13:42:31 * Morgan nods Jul 27 13:42:36 he can't complain too much then Jul 27 13:47:55 HH: Sends her a few letters a year sayin' how disappointed he is Jul 27 13:48:14 sad Jul 27 13:48:51 HH shrugs: She loves her husband, and she's happy when I hear from her Jul 27 13:49:12 All you can ask for I suppose Jul 27 13:49:22 * Molly frowns slightly, taking a cup of coffee from the tray Jul 27 13:50:30 pity her father can't be an adult about it Jul 27 13:51:04 **He nods** Caused some sour faces, her leaving. Most of the men in Sudlachenburg 'ad a thing for her Jul 27 13:53:03 * Molly hands HH the coffee "And you? Did you have a sour face when she left too?" Jul 27 13:54:28 *HH takes the coffee. He watches Morgan as he lifts it to his mouth* ((expression please)) Jul 27 13:55:53 * Morgan watches him passively Jul 27 13:58:28 **HH shakes his head: I'd had a sour face since he *he hoiks his thumb at Morgan* left. Going chasin' around after Greta pulled me out of my moping. Jul 27 14:00:59 * Molly gives Morgan a cup before taking one and sitting back down "So _you_ didn't have a thing for her, like everyone else?" Jul 27 14:01:52 **HH grins at Morgan: I love that in a woman; brutal frankness! Jul 27 14:02:21 * Molly blushes, blowing the surface of the coffee Jul 27 14:03:14 Just as well, I can't imagine a certain friend of hours being any other way Jul 27 14:05:50 HH nods, then looks to Molly with a smile: I liked her when I was about fifteen, she liked me too. Kissed her a time or two, 'neath her Father's apple trees Jul 27 14:06:41 * Molly looks surprised, glancing at Morgan Jul 27 14:06:47 Did you know that? Jul 27 14:07:08 aye Jul 27 14:07:33 Did you like her too? Jul 27 14:08:28 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 14:08:33 not especially Jul 27 14:09:23 HH: Saw Edward lookin' at her once. Jul 27 14:09:44 That doesn't surprise me in the least Jul 27 14:11:21 Was she blond with brown eyes? HH: *he shakes his head* Dark hair, almost black. Brown eyes though. Jul 27 14:11:51 * Molly looks at Morgan Jul 27 14:13:28 Doesn't Edward only like blonds with brown eyes? ((In case you dont remember, that was only since Mina. The brothel girl Petra who he lost his virginity to who Morgan saw him with in Atemlos was chestnut with blue eyes)) Jul 27 14:13:48 Now, yes... Jul 27 14:14:18 HH: Convenient now he's settlin' down Jul 27 14:15:37 Is it? *she sips her coffee* Jul 27 14:16:11 HH nods: He can tell Lady Hapsburg she's his type, flatter her a bit Jul 27 14:18:18 I rather suspect she's the reason thats his type Jul 27 14:19:46 HH: She's pretty, that's for sure. A bit too refined an' reserved for us lowly blacksmith's sons though Jul 27 14:23:18 * Molly smiles at Morgan "They would be an awful match, wouldn't they?" Jul 27 14:23:33 * Morgan nods Jul 27 14:23:35 completely Jul 27 14:26:23 HH grins at Morgan: Not good enough for a Lady now, am I? Jul 27 14:33:16 ill suited, perhaps Jul 27 14:35:11 HH makes a dramatic straightening of his clothes: I could dress fancier, I spose Jul 27 14:35:18 * Molly starts giggling Jul 27 14:36:42 I've only known four noble born women I particularly like, its not really worth the effort of putting on smart clothes Jul 27 14:37:03 * Molly glances at him Jul 27 14:37:07 Only four? Jul 27 14:37:14 * Morgan tilts his head Jul 27 14:37:18 aye, its about right Jul 27 14:37:30 Mina... your Mother... Jul 27 14:37:35 * Morgan nods Jul 27 14:40:11 HH: Not about what y' wear anyway. 'S about how you be'ave. Not much of a leap 'tween a blacksmith's son and a Freiarr's daughter if you get it right Jul 27 14:41:05 there's a remarkable step down from a blacksmiths son to a Freiarr if most of the ones I've met are anything to go by Jul 27 14:42:09 *HH laughs, then stands up, putting down his coffee. He clears his throat, pulling himself to stand straighter. He talks in a fake posh voice* Just have to imitate one's betters, you see. Jul 27 14:43:30 That is entirely a subjective term Jul 27 14:44:41 **HH bows deeply to Molly, then watches her, offering his hand. He sounds a lot like Edward** My Lady, the dance floor looks most dull and colourless without you upon it. May I have this dance and correct that? Jul 27 14:45:10 * Molly starts blushing and giggling and clearly doesn't know what to do with herself Jul 27 14:45:17 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jul 27 14:46:04 You couldn't waltz on grass, it isnt smooth enough Jul 27 14:47:26 HH: *he blinks, then looks to Morgan* How do you get round that sort of practicality? Jul 27 14:53:54 difficult isn't it Jul 27 14:56:00 HH looks at Molly with the sort of look of scrutiny Morgan saw him use on occasions in the War when trying to get information. Its intrigued rather than interrogating** Is it an Avalon thing, or a Molly thing, I wonder Jul 27 14:57:47 * Molly suddenly frowns deeply then shrugs a moment "Avalon, I think. We're just more practical" Jul 27 14:58:57 I'm wondering if its a class thing... I can't say a certain Avalon noble we know is in the least bit practical Jul 27 14:59:40 **He watches her a moment longer, then looks to Morgan** Your uncle is practical Jul 27 15:02:34 * Molly smiles, but distractedly "You have met him?" Jul 27 15:05:52 **HH nods "Couple of times. Went up there early last year at Lady Koertig's request" Jul 27 15:09:57 why? Jul 27 15:11:47 HH shrugs: Letters, see how things were. I think she 'oped either you'd be there or you'd get wind that I'd been there and be in touch Jul 27 15:13:09 * Morgan nods Jul 27 15:13:10 makes sense Jul 27 15:14:33 HH: Lucky his Eisen is good Jul 27 15:15:28 that surprises me a bit Jul 27 15:17:01 HH shrugs: When did you last see 'im? Jul 27 15:18:04 years ago Jul 27 15:18:25 HH: He's getting more eccentric Jul 27 15:18:36 I'm not sure thats possilbe Jul 27 15:22:08 * Molly smiles Jul 27 15:22:20 In a few weeks, we will see Jul 27 15:22:55 * Morgan nods Jul 27 15:22:58 indeed we will Jul 27 15:23:25 * Molly sips her coffee Jul 27 15:23:40 Will he approve of me for you? Jul 27 15:24:35 I've no doubt Jul 27 15:25:19 Even though I am common-born? Jul 27 15:25:52 I think its fair to say my uncle believes that love is about the person not the status... Jul 27 15:26:13 *HH drinks a mouthful of coffee* Jul 27 15:26:27 What makes you think so? Jul 27 15:27:07 * Morgan sips his coffee, looking at HeinzHarold Jul 27 15:27:53 **HH is watching Inga rather than Morgan Jul 27 15:29:04 Thanks for your help... *he looks at Molly* his tastes in people are considered... unusual Jul 27 15:29:35 * Molly frowns Jul 27 15:30:19 He only likes common-born women? **HH snorts briefly * Jul 27 15:30:35 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Jul 27 15:31:22 HH looks at Morgan: coulda been a family trait Jul 27 15:33:05 Don't be absurd. Jul 27 15:34:03 What do you mean, liebling? Jul 27 15:35:04 Well, I married you because I love who you are, not _what_ you are... Jul 27 15:35:16 and, my uncle would be the same, broadly speaking Jul 27 15:35:40 * Molly looks even more confused Jul 27 15:36:56 lets say... HeinzHarold is more likely to get an invitation to dinner than Inga... Jul 27 15:37:59 HH looks at Morgan: She's not understanding you, is she? Jul 27 15:38:13 doesn't look like it Jul 27 15:38:57 HH looks at Molly: He is attracted to other men, not women. Jul 27 15:39:26 * Molly looks a little surprised but nods Jul 27 15:40:09 Alright. That's why he didn't inherit Catterick, because he won't have children? Jul 27 15:40:25 * Morgan nods Jul 27 15:40:43 HH looks at Morgan: See, wasnt tha' difficult. Jul 27 15:41:34 * Molly frowns slightly Jul 27 15:42:28 But many men with his leanings do wed just to make an heir and a spare Jul 27 15:43:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 15:43:24 Wasn't in his future it seems Jul 27 15:44:02 He is still young enough. It wouldn't be impossible, surely? Jul 27 15:44:20 **HH gestures : good luck with this one!** Jul 27 15:44:38 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 15:44:49 * Molly looks very thoughtful Jul 27 15:52:46 **HH glances at her then looks at Morgan with a shrug* Jul 27 15:54:01 You ever eaten a live snail? Jul 27 15:57:12 * Molly frowns Jul 27 15:57:26 No, of course not Jul 27 15:58:16 because... Jul 27 15:59:00 Because it would be cruel. You would need to cook them, as the Montaigne do Jul 27 15:59:26 HH: *he starts laughing, then leans back more on the bench* Jul 27 15:59:49 shut up HeinzHarold... but if it wasn't cruel... think about the texture, the taste... Jul 27 16:00:09 * Molly tilts her head Jul 27 16:00:24 I imagine it would be much like liver Jul 27 16:00:53 HH: *he keeps chuckling, just quieter* Jul 27 16:01:11 raw... Jul 27 16:01:28 * Molly wrinkles her nose Jul 27 16:01:41 Probably not very nice then Jul 27 16:02:57 thats the reaction my uncle has to the idea of making an heir Jul 27 16:03:13 * Molly tilts her head again Jul 27 16:03:31 I think I could tolerate eating a snail to have a child Jul 27 16:03:50 HH: *he bursts out laughing* Jul 27 16:06:05 * Morgan sips his coffee Jul 27 16:08:23 well, lets say he finds the idea quite unpleasant Jul 27 16:12:27 * Molly nods again, thoughtfully. He starts to pick up the sweet wine, exotic perfume, and velvet drapes thoughts he's gotten before when she thinks about being on The Coral Jul 27 16:19:55 HH: $shocked her a bit?$ Jul 27 16:21:27 $I don't think so$ Jul 27 16:28:50 HH nods, calling Varick and Inga over to eat. It's a cheerful little picnic, and when they are finished its decided that they will go through the woods to the church. They stick to the path, but everything feels peaceful here now. Varick trots along happily, and HH has Inga on his arm, making her giggle periodically. Molly is somewhat dawdling at the back, though not far away enough to be a nuisance Jul 27 16:31:29 * Morgan drops back to her Jul 27 16:31:34 something on your mind? Jul 27 16:32:50 * Molly nods Jul 27 16:33:03 Another long ago memory Jul 27 16:33:24 * Morgan nods Jul 27 16:33:31 Anything you want to talk about? Jul 27 16:33:40 * Molly nods Jul 27 16:35:05 It was when Heinzharold asked if it was a Molly thing. She used to say that. If I came in from playing and only had one shoe and no clue where the other was, that was a Molly thing. Knocking things over was a Molly thing. Jul 27 16:35:38 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Jul 27 16:35:52 * Molly squeezes it Jul 27 16:36:16 Tonight, will you try to draw her from my thoughts? Jul 27 16:36:43 * Morgan frowns Jul 27 16:36:49 I can try I suppose Jul 27 16:36:56 * Molly nods Jul 27 16:37:34 For whatever reason, the memories are returning faster and faster. I need to understand. Jul 27 16:37:51 * Morgan nods Jul 27 16:38:20 Are _you_ well? Jul 27 16:41:27 * Morgan nods Jul 27 16:41:29 aye Jul 27 16:45:11 It is nice to have a quiet day before the coming week, which I suspect will be challenging Jul 27 16:47:26 * Morgan nods Jul 27 16:47:28 I agree Jul 27 16:49:09 I thought perhaps Heinzharold and Inga could stay at the farmhouse tonight Jul 27 16:50:29 oh? Jul 27 16:54:08 Some problems with a house won't be apparent until overnight... Jul 27 16:54:42 * Molly keeps her eyes on the trees but can't keep the little smile from the corners of her mouth Jul 27 16:55:00 oh... right Jul 27 16:58:36 Is that a trouble? Jul 27 16:58:52 no, not at all Jul 27 16:58:58 * Molly smiles Jul 27 16:59:25 Good. Who is going to the mainland tomorrow? Jul 27 17:00:06 I don't know actually Jul 27 17:01:22 I must see the solicitors, and my brothers and their families should be at Sunnymeade. Will we take Varick? Jul 27 17:02:11 Won't he be bored? Though he was looking forward to seeing his sort of cousins Jul 27 17:03:37 * Molly nods Jul 27 17:04:14 If Inga and Heinzharold were to come with us also, they could watch him whilst we are at the solicitors? Jul 27 17:04:29 * Morgan nods Jul 27 17:07:17 He would benefit from time with children. He has so little of it Jul 27 17:09:09 * Morgan nods Jul 27 17:09:12 aye Jul 27 17:15:11 * Molly nods Jul 27 17:15:16 And Claudia? Jul 27 17:15:25 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 17:18:30 If you do not feel we need her protection, she may like a day to herself? Jul 27 17:19:19 * Morgan nods Jul 27 17:19:20 good idea Jul 27 17:58:40 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 27 18:32:24 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 27 18:32:38 [17:23] * Molly nods. She squeezes his hand with cool fingers, the autumn really beginning to take a hold here in Avalon. It would still be a little warmer, back in Sudlachenburg. The walk through the woods is pleasant, and here too the orangey-yellows marking another season having started. Jul 27 18:32:52 They do as he did with Sorgi, Claudia and Holzheim, plus two sets of human remains, and pass the orchard on the left and fishing  cottages on the right before arriving to the unlocked church. The timing is good, because the rains thunders down as soon as they are inside. Jul 27 18:33:37 HeinzHarold... Jul 27 18:33:48 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 27 18:34:19 * HH strolls over. Molly takes Inga and Varick to look at the altar Jul 27 18:34:27 Yer majesty? Jul 27 18:34:36 that orchard... know whats in it? Jul 27 18:40:04 Fruit? That's how orchards work, see Jul 27 18:40:35 apples..._my_ apples... Jul 27 18:43:27 Well now, it wouldn' be sporting to not give a man a fair chance... Jul 27 18:43:59 * HH grins Jul 27 18:44:04 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 18:44:12 I've got paperwork to prove it an' ever'thin' Jul 27 18:44:28 And I say, finders keepers! Jul 27 18:46:15 * Morgan shrugs Jul 27 18:47:13 you've been warned Jul 27 18:49:20 You're getting a bit old to beat me there. If I get there first, that makes them my apples Jul 27 18:51:36 No, it makes you a thief who will be thrown from the ship Jul 27 18:54:12 * HH shrugs nonchalantly "Wouldn't be the first time I've gone o'erboard" Jul 27 18:55:23 No... no it wouldn't Jul 27 18:56:30 **Molly and Inga are giggling in a corner. Varick brings Morgan a book Jul 27 18:57:12 V: Think its songs, but I don't understand most of the words Jul 27 18:57:43 alright, lets have a look Jul 27 19:01:33 * HH is now known as Varick Jul 27 19:01:50 * Varick sits down in a pew, leaving Morgan space Jul 27 19:04:57 **It is a standard Church Of Avalon hymn book* Jul 27 19:05:15 Its a hymn book Jul 27 19:08:32 Does Theus know what they are singing? Jul 27 19:10:17 the churches here are a bit different Jul 27 19:46:15 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 27 20:53:14 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jul 27 20:53:20 [19:49] (Varick) Did you sing in Avalonian or in Eisen? Jul 27 21:42:32 when? Jul 27 21:47:47 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 27 21:47:59 When you lived here? Jul 27 21:51:47 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 27 21:51:52 I didn't go to church Jul 27 21:55:30 Because it was the wrong church? Jul 27 21:55:55 because I was angry with god Jul 27 21:56:08 Why? Jul 27 21:56:29 because he let my wife and daughter die, and I was angry with everyone Jul 27 21:56:46 But god looks after people in heaven Jul 27 21:57:18 * Morgan nods Jul 27 21:57:26 but I wanted them here and I missed them so so much Jul 27 21:57:48 But maybe god wanted them there and missed them too? Jul 27 21:58:39 maybe Jul 27 21:58:55 I think god wanted my daddy there Jul 27 22:02:32 Could be Jul 27 22:02:51 Did my Daddy know your wife and daughter? Jul 27 22:03:59 He knew of them Jul 27 22:05:38 Did I go to their funeral? Jul 27 22:06:08 No... no-one did except HeinzHarold Jul 27 22:07:26 * Varick looks at Morgan Jul 27 22:07:50 Not even Uncle Adalbrecht or Auntie Verity or Uncle Edward? Jul 27 22:08:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 27 22:08:14 they didn't really have a proper funeral Jul 27 22:08:38 That's bad. Gotta have a proper funeral. Jul 27 22:08:48 * Morgan nods Jul 27 22:08:49 aye Jul 27 22:09:06 Why didn't they have a proper funeral? Jul 27 22:11:14 because I ran away Jul 27 22:11:32 Do you wish you had stayed? Jul 27 22:12:14 yes and no Jul 27 22:12:31 How can it be both? Jul 27 22:13:50 because if I'd stayed, I wouldn't have met Molly Jul 27 22:15:29 Maybe she would have gone to Sudlachenburg a different way? Maybe she might have married Heinzharold and you might have married Inga Jul 27 22:15:57 very unlikely Jul 27 22:16:17 * Varick shrugs Jul 27 22:16:17 Molly had a lot to do with me being able to accept things Jul 27 22:16:24 Why? Jul 27 22:17:33 Thats really quite hard to explain Jul 27 22:19:52 Did Heinzharold know your wife and daughter? Jul 27 22:20:37 * Morgan nods Jul 27 22:24:22 Was he your best man that time, or just a page boy like me? Jul 27 22:25:00 he's not _that_ much younger than me... Jul 27 22:28:28 * Varick laughs Jul 27 22:28:55 Were you a boy or a man then? Jul 27 22:29:13 a man, though a young one Jul 27 22:29:48 I'm am not getting married til I am reeeeeeeeally old Jul 27 22:31:57 Maybe when I'm very old, like twenty five! *he says it as if it's a hundred* Jul 27 22:32:10 we'll see Jul 27 22:38:38 Does god know Avalonian? Jul 27 22:39:30 I don't see why not Jul 27 22:41:37 Do people from Avalon go to the same heaven as people from Eisen? Jul 27 22:42:32 Maybe... the church in Avalon is tied closely to the monarchy Jul 27 22:44:11 Why? Jul 27 22:45:19 because the Queen uses it as a way to control her subjects Jul 27 22:46:27 Oh. Do Vaticine and Objectionist people go to the same heaven? Jul 27 22:47:12 I think so Jul 27 22:49:17 And god understands Eisen _and_ Thean _and_ Avalonian? Jul 27 22:51:06 I dont see why not Jul 27 22:51:27 * Varick starts swinging his feet Jul 27 22:52:12 If we all end up in the same place, and he can understand all our prayers, whose we have separate religions? Jul 27 22:52:22 Why do* Jul 27 22:54:00 in Eisen they didn't agree on how we speak to him, in Avalon, as I said, the queen uses it to have extra control Jul 27 22:56:43 That's just people, not god Jul 27 22:56:49 * Morgan nods Jul 27 22:59:03 Maybe god doesn't mind Jul 27 22:59:22 Thats entirely possible Jul 27 23:01:45 * Varick nods Jul 27 23:01:56 Maybe I should pray about it Jul 27 23:02:07 Could do if you want to Jul 27 23:06:04 * Varick nods, clasping his hands and closing his eyes. He talks very quietly in Thean ((listens or minds his own business?)) Jul 27 23:06:28 ((listens)) Jul 27 23:09:45 Dear Theus, please show me what church you want me to go to so I can still see you and my daddy one day. Thank you. Oh and look after Morgan's wife and girl please. Amen Jul 27 23:11:57 * Morgan waits quietly Jul 27 23:14:01 * Varick looks at him Jul 27 23:14:25 Will you pray with me now? Jul 27 23:17:33 If you want Jul 27 23:20:17 **The others seem to take that as a cue, and for a little while all five sit quietly in the church whilst the rain gets quieter. Varick shuffles up to Morgan's side companionably. By the time the rain has stopped, Varick is asleep Jul 27 23:23:23 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 28 01:16:24 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 28 12:29:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 28 12:30:44 **The rest of the day passes quickly, and they go back to the ship for more provisions, clothing, and to eat. They help at the farmhouse with feeding the animals, but it becomes quickly apparent that HH and Inga are eager to bid them good evening. HH and Inga are stood on the threshold at the farmhouse front door, and Molly has Varick on her hip. Jul 28 12:42:11 * Morgan (~mads@iMac.lan) has joined Jul 28 12:48:09 [12:28] (Molly) **The rest of the day passes quickly, and they go back to the ship for more provisions, clothing, and to eat. They help at the farmhouse with feeding the animals, but it becomes quickly apparent that HH and Inga are eager to bid them good evening. HH and Inga are stood on the threshold at the farmhouse front door, and Molly has Varick on her hip. Jul 28 12:48:15 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 28 12:48:57 Prob'ly see yer worship at dawn for training Jul 28 12:50:23 no doubt Jul 28 12:50:30 I: Varick looks like he's ready for bed, so we won't keep you Jul 28 12:51:52 no, I would imagine not Jul 28 12:52:33 M: Unless you would like us to stay a little while and help you get settled in? Jul 28 12:52:55 **HH and Inga both chorus No!** Jul 28 12:53:11 I: we are fine, thank you Jul 28 12:54:30 * Morgan chuckles Jul 28 12:54:41 * HH gestures to Morgan $do I need to hang a shirt on the doorknob or will you get the hint?$ Jul 28 12:54:44 come on blossom, seems we're not wanted here... Jul 28 12:54:56 $We got the hint ages ago$ Jul 28 12:55:14 $bye then!$ Jul 28 12:56:09 **Molly bids them goodnight, smiling to herself** Jul 28 12:56:50 * Morgan salutes HeinzHarold Jul 28 12:57:40 goodnight Inga Jul 28 12:59:22 **She smiles* Goodnight Jul 28 12:59:40 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 28 13:00:54 * Molly leads them away from the farmhouse, where the door is shut and locked with a giggle. She watches Morgan, Varick tucked up to her Jul 28 13:01:05 Very, very bad manners... Jul 28 13:03:35 aye. I shall address it with him most forcefully tomorrow Jul 28 13:04:21 * Molly smiles Jul 28 13:04:30 You know how newlyweds can be... Jul 28 13:04:44 * Morgan nods Jul 28 13:04:47 singleminded Jul 28 13:05:22 * Molly nods Jul 28 13:05:44 They do deserve some time off though. They are very good to do everything for us that they do Jul 28 13:06:10 * Morgan nods Jul 28 13:06:15 maybe I should go back and tell them that Jul 28 13:11:35 * Molly giggles Jul 28 13:11:43 You wouldn't be so cruel Jul 28 13:11:49 No, probably not Jul 28 13:12:17 _he_ would possibly do it to you though, to be funny Jul 28 13:13:14 * Morgan nods Jul 28 13:13:16 aye, he would Jul 28 13:14:22 * Molly smiles Jul 28 13:14:46 Besides, it would be better to wait about ten minutes for maximum disruption Jul 28 13:15:36 * Morgan laughs Jul 28 13:15:39 yes, it would indeed Jul 28 13:17:45 But at some point, he will get you back, and I find that most displeasing Jul 28 13:19:16 * Morgan nods Jul 28 13:19:23 and we did more or less promise not to do it anymore Jul 28 13:24:33 * Molly nods, walking across the grass Jul 28 13:24:53 It would be dishonourable to now really Jul 28 13:26:17 * Morgan nods Jul 28 13:26:19 aye Jul 28 13:29:29 **Morgan ends up carrying the boy up to his room in the manor house, and together they prepare him for bed. With the door shut, Molly says "what would you like to do now? Shall we find something to read in the library, or play some music? Or would you rather we stay upstairs incase he wakes?" Jul 28 13:30:36 best stay nearby... I wouldn't be surprised if he wakes Jul 28 13:30:54 Would you like me to go down and find you a book? Jul 28 13:31:19 if you don't mind Jul 28 13:32:09 * Molly kisses his cheek, and takes a candle with her, leaving him alone with only the faint sound of the young boy breathing Jul 28 13:33:07 * Morgan potters about, humming Jul 28 13:37:06 * Molly is gone more than ten minutes before coming back with a stack of books. She puts them down for him to look through. It's a mix of war, political intrigue and romance Jul 28 13:38:50 Had I thought about it, we could've gone over the accounts ledgers Jul 28 13:41:57 I was going to go back to fetch them, but I thought they might bore you Jul 28 13:43:04 They need checkin really Jul 28 13:46:31 * Molly nods, going off again. Shortly after, she is back with the ledgers. Undressing down to her shift she starts to go through them meticulously, and frequently refers to maps at the beginnig Jul 28 13:48:15 * Morgan watches her patiently Jul 28 13:51:41 * Molly continues, flicking back through older ones and comparing them. She looks quite happily engrossed Jul 28 13:52:36 * Morgan smiles. picking up a book on war Jul 28 13:55:12 **For a change, it's a history of Avalonian warfare. Its well-written and engaging, and he's ploughed through several chapters before it occurs to him that he hasn't heard her turning pages in a while Jul 28 13:55:52 * Morgan looks over at her Jul 28 13:58:04 * Molly is watching him fondly Jul 28 13:58:41 You are enjoying your book? Jul 28 13:59:18 Its not bad Jul 28 13:59:26 * Molly nods Jul 28 13:59:31 I am glad Jul 28 13:59:53 how're you getting on with those? Jul 28 14:00:07 Oh I finished quite some time ago Jul 28 14:00:51 * Morgan looks confused Jul 28 14:02:14 What puzzles you? Jul 28 14:02:26 What you've been doing since then... why didn't you tell me? Jul 28 14:03:13 * Molly smiles Jul 28 14:03:27 Watching you. So I could watch you. Jul 28 14:04:24 what for? Jul 28 14:05:41 Because it pleases me Jul 28 14:06:40 I see.... Jul 28 14:09:01 You dislike that? *she rests her chin on her palm and her elbow on her thigh as she considers him* Jul 28 14:10:50 I didn't say that Jul 28 14:12:18 * Molly smiles Jul 28 14:12:26 I like to watch you Jul 28 14:13:20 can't say I understand why Jul 28 14:15:10 You read to yourself as if you were in discussion, a hint of a smile here, a raise of a brow there. It's... compelling. Jul 28 14:15:35 * Morgan frowns Jul 28 14:15:36 do I? Jul 28 14:15:44 * Molly nods Jul 28 14:15:50 When we are alone Jul 28 14:16:08 I'm not sure I'm pleased about that... I put a lot of effort into not giving anything away Jul 28 14:16:35 When it is just us, it is sad that you still try to Jul 28 14:17:08 by that point its more habit Jul 28 14:18:46 I like it. It's both intimate and intriguing Jul 28 14:20:37 * Morgan nods Jul 28 14:23:57 Have you always tried to be so unforthcoming ? Jul 28 14:25:11 since the war, aye Jul 28 14:27:14 * Molly tilts her head Jul 28 14:27:56 To prevent yourself revealing information to enemies, or because you take pleasure in the self-mastery of it? Jul 28 14:28:38 both Jul 28 14:31:56 It troubles you to have less self-mastery around me? Jul 28 14:36:22 No, not really Jul 28 14:37:31 * Molly nods Jul 28 14:37:51 I am glad you trust me so well Jul 28 14:40:55 Wouldn't be idea in our circumstances if I didn't Jul 28 14:41:11 * Molly nods Jul 28 14:41:23 It would be impractical Jul 28 14:41:44 * Molly puts the ledgers aside on a table Jul 28 14:42:25 Did you wish to read a while longer, or are you ready to settle for bed? Jul 28 14:43:39 No, lets go to bed Jul 28 14:46:34 * Molly nods, and makes preparations accordingly. Very soon he has all the preparations for his nightmares made, and slips naked into the cold sheets, her body warm Jul 28 14:48:47 **Molly settles down beside him, giving him a kiss* Are you ready to try to read my mind, or are there matters to attend to first? **with only the banked embers making the room barely lit, he can hear the amusement in her voice rather than see it in her face* Jul 28 14:50:07 * Morgan chuckles Jul 28 14:50:14 no, lets see what we can pull from your memories Jul 28 14:53:10 * Molly starts to quietly sings Kosk Yn Ta to herself. Jul 28 14:56:31 **He does see the face of a little girl as he reads her mind as she falls asleep. She's a pretty child, around six or so, with intelligent eyes, and hair the same colour as Martha's, a gingery red. He tries to draw back, but he slips into the yellow tones of her dream regardless. Jul 28 14:57:09 He's at Sunnymeade, the day is warm. The bales of hay make him think it's probably the late summer of harvest, and he can hear scything and men shouting in the distance. Two little girls emerge from the familiar farm house, and their mother stands on the kitchen doorstep. Jul 28 14:57:09 He's known Martha a while now, but he's never seen her as young as this. She must be in her early thirties, rather than almost fifty. She looked far more like Molly then. Jul 28 14:57:09 She's got flour on her hands and apron, and the faintest of love bites on her neck. He can hear the Catterick area accent ((like Sarah Millican's accent)) in her voice that has been lost since. It reminds him of Foxcroft. "Stay close to the house,  and don't be in the fields! Molly, I mean you most of all!" Jul 28 14:58:19 "See,  Mama knows you're the wild one who doesn't follow the rules!" The older girl he has already seen says. The children have a mix of their Mother's accent and Balig ((devonshire)). Molly's balig lilt was only very slight when he first met her, and was quickly suppressed. Jul 28 14:58:19 This dream appears to be about sixteen years ago, as Cecily looks to be around six, her smaller companion maybe four. The younger,  with her dark red hair and yellow dress just shrugs "Rules are silly". Jul 28 14:58:19 The girls start giggling, running on the warm grass and skirting the vegetables, the younger losing ground. "Give her back, Cess!" Molly shouts. In front of her, her sister has a rag doll. It looks to be a mermaid. Cecily laughs "Gotta catch me!" Jul 28 15:02:53 **Molly suddenly stops, and looks right at Morgan. She is adorable at this age, and looks very happy and bright. She waves to him** Jul 28 15:03:27 * Morgan nods to her Jul 28 15:03:49 **Cecily comes to her, swinging the doll by one arm* Is it one of your imaginary friends again? Jul 28 15:04:09 **Molly smiles, still waving* I guess so. He's new. He's very handsome Jul 28 15:05:50 **Cecily stares through him* Not the one that calls you that silly name? Eyesore-lily-are or whatever. Jul 28 15:06:13 *Molly's chin tilts proudly* It's Iselilija. *Her pronunciation is perfect* Jul 28 15:07:35 **The other girl shrugs* sounds silly. Jul 28 15:08:13 It's not silly. It's like a special name. A magical name. Jul 28 15:08:34 "Papa says you have to stop talking about magic, or people will think you're a godless heathen" Cecilly recites rather than understands the words. Jul 28 15:09:11 **Molly shrugs at Morgan** I'm not supposed to speak to my imaginary friends anymore either, sorry. Jul 28 15:10:07 **Cecily goes running off. Molly turns from Morgan and chases her, still demanding the return of the doll. They pass behind a hedge, even further from the house and the field being harvested, and certainly against their Mother's rules.* Jul 28 15:10:07 **They're squabbling over this doll near the edge of the deep pond. He guesses it's at least six feet deep. Seeing it reminds him of the dream he had had about her house in Tawstock when she'd stayed as his mistress, and when She mentioned Cecily having drowned in the pond at Sunnymeade, and that she had had intense nightmares about it. Jul 28 15:11:11 *In reality she seems to have no knowledge of how Cecily died, or the nightmares, only that she herself was given sleeping draughts from a young age that didn't work well. He finds himself stood nearby them despite not choosing to move* Jul 28 15:11:41 An intense scuffle breaks out, one that sees the mermaid doll get accidentally flung several feet out into the pond. Both girls stare at it. "Oh damn!" Molly says, the curse word surprising to hear from such a young girl. Jul 28 15:11:41 "Father will spank you if he hears you say that!" Cecily says. Molly shrugs "Peter ((Her oldest brother who must be 16 at this point)) says it. Not fair if there's different rules for boys" Jul 28 15:15:16 * Morgan frowns Jul 28 15:15:57 **Molly turns to glance at Morgan* Sorry I said a bad word. That's my doll in the water. Jul 28 15:16:38 * Morgan nods Jul 28 15:16:55 **Cecily goes to the edge** Maybe I can reach her… Jul 28 15:16:55 ** Molly goes over too** Hold my legs, then we can both reach her together Jul 28 15:16:55 *Cecilly lays down on the grass* Your arms are too short, only big girls can do this, not babies. Jul 28 15:16:55 *Molly pouts, looking up at Morgan* I am not a baby, I am a big girl, and I don't have to do what I am told, ever! Jul 28 15:18:44 You probably should Jul 28 15:19:05 **Molly nids, but also lies down on the grass. Competitively,  they try to reach for the doll. Cecily is a little closer,  but Molly develops that look of determination he knows well, and stretches harder. Cecily says "Stop, you'll fall in. Just do what you are told and stay safe!" Cecily's fingers graze the doll's leg. Molly huffs as she stands up, hands on her hips. She glances at Morgan with obvious frustration. Jul 28 15:19:56 **What causes her head to whip round is the splash as her sister falls in, sinking beneath the surface and pulling the doll down in her wake. To him, it looks like there's something in the water, almost like the water itself grabs the child and pulls her down.  Molly screams, and  drops to the grass, reaching to the water, frantically calling her sister's name. Jul 28 15:20:24 * Morgan nods, dismayed, moving closer Jul 28 15:20:44 **For a moment, it looks like Molly herself will accidentally follow her sibling in. Jul 28 15:20:44 He hears a noise,  like a whispering of multiple voices. He knows it. It is the Mind of the Mines. Jul 28 15:20:44 A sharp rock, which he knows was not there a moment ago, pushes up out of the ground, ripping through the skirt of her yellow dress and snagging it, providing an anchor that undoubtedly saves her life. Jul 28 15:20:44 The other girl surfaces face down in the middle of the pond, lifeless, her hair floating on the water. It looks much darker, almost as dark as Molly's own. Jul 28 15:21:21 Molly stands up, looking on in horror, and she screams loudly "PAPA, HELP!", over and over whilst sobbing. And she suddenly jolts beside him in bed, waking him. Jul 28 15:21:44 * Morgan waits, watching her Jul 28 15:22:26 * Molly just changes position Jul 28 15:23:46 * Morgan tries to get an idea of what she's got going on in her head Jul 28 15:25:27 * Molly is thinking, drowsily, how her calf has cramped and how its lucky she hasn't disturbed him. She doesn't seem at all troubled or even aware of what she was dreaming Jul 28 15:26:20 * Morgan nods, checking the time Jul 28 15:26:39 **it's around three oclock Jul 28 15:26:49 * Morgan sighs, climbing out of bed Jul 28 15:27:29 **Its really quite cold, the fire completely out Jul 28 15:28:14 * Morgan pulls on some clothes before heading down to the kitchen Jul 28 15:28:45 **he can hear the movement of the mice before he spots the first one Jul 28 15:29:07 * Morgan sets to making coffee, speaking quietly Jul 28 15:29:21 listen, chaps, you're going to have to find somewhere else to call home Jul 28 15:30:41 **One darts towards the cup, then stands on its hind legs to look in it Jul 28 15:31:06 Touch my coffee and I'll squash you flat Jul 28 15:31:24 ** it looks up at him Jul 28 15:33:52 *after an awkwardly long stare, it disappears down a small hole on the wall Jul 28 15:34:19 Good choice Jul 28 15:34:34 * Morgan finishes making his coffee before getting out some paper and drawing implements Jul 28 15:35:43 **he finds some in the library where there's also whiskey in a decanter and a fire waiting to be lit. The rain is heavy outside Jul 28 15:36:16 * Morgan barely glances at the fire before moving to pour some whiskey Jul 28 15:38:44 **its perfectly lit straight away. The library has a smattering of furniture, a solid wing chair with a high slanted table beside it, probably used for doing accounts at the fireside, but very good for sketching too Jul 28 15:40:50 * Morgan nods to himself, going and getting setup at it Jul 28 15:43:50 **it is very comfortable, and the consistent background noise of flame and downpour make it easy to slip into his artistic skills. The whiskey does little to take the edge off the sad task of creating the image of his late sister in law, a little girl who had not much more of the life she ought to have had than Jana did. Jul 28 15:44:28 * Morgan murmers to himself as he draws Jul 28 15:44:54 I wonder what my friends of a diminutive stature would have to say about that... they could easily have saved them both... Jul 28 15:48:00 **nothing and noone answers him Jul 28 15:48:17 Something I'll take up with them I fancy Jul 28 15:52:29 **the charcoal and pencils he uses are good quality, it seems one of the house's previous occupants must have liked drawing. They blend and sharpen nicely as he puts her image to paper, almost able to imagine how she would have grown into the twenty two year old woman she should now be. The repetition of shading, the natural melodies, and the whiskey start to make his head and fingers feel heavy, and he guesses it is around four thirty Jul 28 15:56:48 * Morgan stops, stretching in the chair Jul 28 15:59:47 **his drawing is as good as finished, barring another few minutes of shading here and there Jul 28 16:00:17 * Morgan takes a mouthful of coffee before resuming it Jul 28 16:01:11 **Shortly it is completely finished. There's a deep tiredness that steals through him now that this is completed Jul 28 16:01:41 * Morgan goes in search of a couch to sleep on Jul 28 16:03:40 **There's a nice velvety chaise a little further from the fire, and a blanket over the back of it. With a quick extinguishing glance to the fire, sleep lays over him like an extra, heavier blanket Jul 28 16:04:24 **It was a camp much like many others he'd sat beside a fire at. He's weary. Rescuing HH from Dietmund was a closer call than he had wanted, and he hadn't felt particularly safe from followers until they were fully off the island, crossing the tidal crossing at Wassermeer to the mainland. Jul 28 16:04:25 Only once they got to this Objectionist camp at Jöhstadt ready to meet up with the Enchiridon did he feel enough safety to relax a little. Still August, just. Still warm even at night, though September was coming. Today had been Dietlinde's birthday, and he'd barely had time to think of anything as nice as her. He stretches out his back, settling with his ale to do that. Jul 28 16:04:25 Beside him, HH is talking. He's talked most of the way since they left Insel. Morgan's only reprieve was when HH was debriefed. Now the chatter is interrupting his thinking, as is the music. Jul 28 16:04:42 HH: Thought that vicar was going to turn us o'er his knee,  grumpy old bugger. Jul 28 16:04:47 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 28 16:05:07 Because you wouldn't stop talkin'? Jul 28 16:05:23 * HH swigs from a tankard Jul 28 16:06:03 No, just 'ad a sour sorta face. Jul 28 16:06:56 Thats vicaring for yer Jul 28 16:07:43 Reckon Edward will do that one da- **HH abruptly stops talking, and gets distracted by one of the followers of the drum standing up to sing Jul 28 16:07:43 Well now… Jul 28 16:08:33 * Morgan looks over, taking a mouthful of ale Jul 28 16:08:37 **She's young, perhaps fifteen, though there are camp followers even younger. She's not yet got that tired, harrowed look, as if this is still an adventure. She has a certain childlike liveliness to her, and her dress is a little dirty but far from the rags the others wear. And she has long, unbound, dark red hair** Jul 28 16:10:18 **HH is staring, as are several other young uniformed men sat around drinking and chatting, many with camp followers on their laps or under their arms** Jul 28 16:10:39 You need to stop letting your loins do yer thinkin' Jul 28 16:11:10 It's not my loins... Jul 28 16:11:46 your chin on the floor says otherwise Jul 28 16:12:10 **She begins to sing a song, something not outright coarse, but really quite rude. Something about a weary soldier and a maid. She sings the verses, and the men join her for the chorus. It's not just the singing that has the attention, but the way in which the suggestiveness of the lyrics plays on her expression that has them all watching.** Jul 28 16:12:24 Maybe you should lighten up fer once. Jul 28 16:12:43 tried it once, you took the opportunity to nick my beer Jul 28 16:13:06 Gotta share wi' the less forchunate Jul 28 16:13:50 **HH tilts his head towards one very obviously smitten young man with blonde hair. He's clapping along and grinning at her, and she glances at him frequently. Morgan hasn't seen him before** You know him? Jul 28 16:14:20 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 28 16:14:28 why don't you go let him catch you so we can find out who he is Jul 28 16:14:38 Catch me what? Jul 28 16:14:50 * Morgan smiles slightly, shrugging Jul 28 16:15:07 no, never seen 'im afore Jul 28 16:16:12 * HH continues watching Jul 28 16:16:36 Something going on 'tween them, y' reckon? Jul 28 16:17:15 'e certainly hopes so Jul 28 16:19:51 **The song gets even rude, with the verses "She's made her bed both broad and long Jul 28 16:19:51 She's made it like a lady Jul 28 16:19:51 She's taken her nitegown over her head Jul 28 16:19:51 Saying soldier are you ready Jul 28 16:19:51 He's taken off his belted coat Jul 28 16:19:52 Likewise his hat and feather Jul 28 16:19:54 He's leaned his sword against the door Jul 28 16:19:56 And now he's down aside her" Jul 28 16:20:14 * HH starts chuckling, watching Morgan from the corner of his eye Jul 28 16:20:30 You lose something over here? Jul 28 16:20:51 Waitin' for you to get like yer Father Jul 28 16:22:03 * Morgan shrugs Jul 28 16:22:50 **The others join the chorus, and then there are more verses that tell the tale of how the maid ends up with child and the soldier abandons her to go off to war Jul 28 16:25:03 * HH pats his arm, standing up from the log they're sat on Jul 28 16:25:16 I'll be back Jul 28 16:25:27 * Morgan nods, swirling his ale Jul 28 16:27:51 * HH saunters over to her, immediately turning on the full charm as soon as she's finished the song. He looks very earnest, and she smiles warmly. Soon she's blushing and giggling, and glances at Morgan which is where HH is gesturing. Jul 28 16:28:18 * Morgan watches them Jul 28 16:28:26 Dont... don't be doing what I think you're doing Jul 28 16:29:45 * HH offers her his arm, and she takes it. The blond man who was so enthusiastic looks a little put out, but says nothing. HH leads her in his direction, still making her laugh and flush Jul 28 16:32:19 **she looks at Morgan with the slightest of frowns, like she's trying to figure out where she knows him from. There is something vaguely familiar about her, but it's not at all clear to him what it could be* Jul 28 16:33:40 * Morgan stands up as they approach Jul 28 16:33:55 * HH gives Morgan a big grin Jul 28 16:34:56 I told you I could get over my shyness to speak to her! Jul 28 16:36:02 Did you? I didn't hear you, was a bit busy listening to your new friend sing Jul 28 16:37:18 **Molly watches him. Her accent is very Avalonian sounding** Everyone joined in... was it alright? Jul 28 16:45:28 it was wonderful Jul 28 16:50:33 **She blushes* Thank you. **she watches him* I'm sorry, is it possible I know you from somewhere? Jul 28 16:50:56 I was thinking the same... Jul 28 16:51:39 * HH is watching between the two of them, and starting to look a little put out that Morgan is the centre of her attention Jul 28 16:53:17 M: *she looks so sweetly puzzled* I've barely been in Eisen a few months, so it seems unlikely we have met... and yet... Jul 28 16:53:42 I've been in Avalon a few times... my family have land in Catterick Jul 28 16:54:42 M: My mother's family are from the north, but I have never been there. *she smiles warmly* A past life, perhaps? Jul 28 16:55:27 * Morgan shrugs Jul 28 16:55:30 maybe Jul 28 16:56:32 M: **she is still staring at him whilst Heinzharold makes some introductions, using only first names* Jul 28 16:59:06 HH; Morgan, this is Molly. Molly, this is Morgan Jul 28 16:59:50 * Morgan bows his head Jul 28 17:00:44 **Molly gives him a small curtsey* I... I think I should be getting back. It was nice to meet you both Jul 28 17:01:12 likewise Jul 28 17:03:50 * HH leads her back over to where she was, and then heads back to Morgan. The blonde man is immediately back to her side even before HH gets to Morgan. He's obviously teasing her but she doesn't seem to mind it, laughing. By the time HH is back, this man has his hand on the small of her back and is whispering in her ear. HH flops down on the log Jul 28 17:03:59 Ah well, win some lose some. Jul 28 17:07:12 bit weird Jul 28 17:07:18 *he swigs his ale* Not e'ery day they're more interested in you th'n me though. Jul 28 17:07:37 to be fair, that _was_ unusual Jul 28 17:08:49 **Across the open space, even with the man's hand skirting down towards her hip, she glances back at Morgan a final time Jul 28 17:09:18 Forever t' be known as The One That Got Away, eh? Jul 28 17:09:56 maybe... Jul 28 17:10:51 * HH glances at him Jul 28 17:10:58 You liked her? Jul 28 17:11:35 I'm not blind Jul 28 17:14:11 * HH grins Jul 28 17:15:25 We could tie 'im up an' you could go and woo her. Jul 28 17:16:16 tie him up, I'll just barge him out the way Jul 28 17:16:38 * HH laughs Jul 28 17:17:56 Tha' would be hilarious Jul 28 17:19:13 well, I am quite funny Jul 28 17:19:28 Funny in the 'ead Jul 28 17:19:37 comes from knowing you Jul 28 17:19:59 Shoulda made you a ladies man too, shouldn' it? Jul 28 17:20:32 who says I'm not? Jul 28 17:20:43 * HH laughs rawkously Jul 28 17:22:07 Just abouts e'ery woman we've met 'cept that one Jul 28 17:22:45 Thats what they tell _you_ so you don't feel so bad Jul 28 17:23:31 * HH laughs again Jul 28 17:24:07 Watch what they do, no' what they say. Don' see you o'er there kissin' that lassie Jul 28 17:24:48 No, because I'm trying to show you that I'm considerate to your gentle feelings.... Jul 28 17:25:20 * HH snorts Jul 28 17:25:38 Saves you gettin' a slap from 'er Jul 28 17:25:52 I don't think I would Jul 28 17:26:18 I have five guilders say ya would. Jul 28 17:27:27 * Morgan nods, finishing his ale Jul 28 17:28:53 * HH does likewise Jul 28 17:29:58 * Morgan nods, heading towards Molly Jul 28 17:31:20 **She's now talking to another woman, laughing. The other man is off with a group of other tipsy young men* Jul 28 17:33:58 * Morgan gets close enough to be heard Jul 28 17:34:00 excuse me... Jul 28 17:34:02 * HH comes along with him Jul 28 17:34:31 **Molly turns from the woman, looking intrigued** Yes? Jul 28 17:34:54 I was hoping we could continue our conversation, get to know eachother... again... Jul 28 17:36:17 **Molly nods a moment* Alright *she glances over at the other man before looking back to Morgan* Jul 28 17:37:01 I'm not taking you away from your gentleman friend? Jul 28 17:37:44 *She shakes her head slowly* No... no. It's fine. Jul 28 17:38:07 * Morgan offers his arm Jul 28 17:40:57 **She calls to the other man "Seb, I'll be back soon". He doesn't look impressed, but nods. Jul 28 17:42:51 **she takes his arm, squeezing it** shall we? Jul 28 17:43:04 * Morgan nods, leading her away Jul 28 17:44:08 * HH is hovering, but at a distance. It's not too far to be on the edge of the encampment where there are still stars to be seen not obscured by firelight Jul 28 17:44:15 * HH is now known as Molly Jul 28 17:44:41 About Seb... it's complicated. Jul 28 17:47:39 oh? How so? Jul 28 17:48:27 It's a long story. But this is how things are in the war, complicated entanglements. And you? Do you have a wife at home? Jul 28 17:48:38 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 28 17:48:52 no, I have not had any arrangements made Jul 28 17:49:18 * Molly nods Jul 28 17:49:51 That must make it easier, when you are moving around, a night here, a night there? *she looks up at him* Jul 28 17:50:20 I thought so until recently Jul 28 17:50:39 * Molly smiles, vaguely confused Jul 28 17:50:45 What changed? Jul 28 17:50:52 well, I met you... Jul 28 17:51:17 * Molly smiles, blushing Jul 28 17:51:25 And now...? Jul 28 17:52:20 safe to say I am revising my thoughts on it Jul 28 17:54:38 * Molly bites her lip Jul 28 17:55:34 The War being what it is, sometimes there is only the promise of the present moment Jul 28 17:55:46 Thats true... Jul 28 17:59:23 * Molly smiles a little "I would ask whether you say such things to all the young women you meet like this, but something tells me you would never toy with a woman that way..." Jul 28 18:13:55 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 28 19:42:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 28 19:58:01 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 28 20:58:01 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 28 21:38:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 28 21:38:44 * Morgan (~madisonst@MadisonsoldiMac.lan) has joined Jul 28 21:39:26 [17:57] * Molly smiles a little "I would ask whether you say such things to all the young women you meet like this, but something tells me you would never toy with a woman that way..." Jul 28 21:41:09 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 28 21:48:59 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 29 15:51:35 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jul 29 18:19:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 29 18:19:24 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 29 18:19:53 * HH and Claudia are chatting together out on Morgan's lawn in the half light Jul 29 18:20:27 * Morgan mutters at them, carrying his coffee Jul 29 18:24:20 * HH holds out his hand for the coffee Jul 29 18:24:30 Get your own Jul 29 18:25:00 Woke up on th' wrong side of th' bed? Jul 29 18:26:06 * Morgan scowls at him Jul 29 18:26:38 * HH crosses his eyes in response Jul 29 18:28:21 * Morgan looks away sipping his coffee Jul 29 18:28:41 C: Nightmares? *she tucks her cold hands into her armpits* Jul 29 18:29:00 Not exactly Jul 29 18:33:14 * HH and Claudia exchange a look Jul 29 18:33:38 Wanna talk about it? Heinzharold will stop being an ass for a bit. Jul 29 18:33:45 C:* Jul 29 18:39:35 Molly's been getting memories, very slight, of her sister who died when they were young. I know what happened Jul 29 18:42:37 Y' dreamt it? Jul 29 18:42:55 Sort of Jul 29 18:43:42 C: that's why you're grumpier than normal? Jul 29 18:44:20 * Morgan nods Jul 29 18:44:44 C: sure it's real though? Jul 29 18:46:39 * Morgan nods Jul 29 18:49:26 HH: Molly doesn' know? Jul 29 19:07:09 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jul 29 19:36:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 29 19:37:18 [18:47] (HH) HH: Molly doesn' know? Jul 29 19:37:37 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 29 19:37:44 she doesn't remember Jul 29 19:37:57 C: Is it bad? Jul 29 19:38:07 * Morgan nods Jul 29 19:38:47 C: Gonna tell her? Jul 29 19:39:07 I'll have to at some point Jul 29 19:39:49 * Molly shrugs Jul 29 19:39:56 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 29 19:40:23 Depends if she'll remember on 'er own Jul 29 19:40:55 I don't know. Seems some of it is coming back Jul 29 19:41:31 C: Why haven't her parents told her? Jul 29 19:42:32 Whenever she mentions her sister, David looks like a rabbit about to get run over by a cart Jul 29 19:43:10 C: Family secret? Jul 29 19:43:30 * Morgan nods Jul 29 19:43:42 I'm not sure she could bear the truth Jul 29 19:44:42 Tough one. Y' wanna be honest, but y' wanna protect her too Jul 29 19:45:12 * Morgan nods Jul 29 19:46:09 C: She deserves the truth Jul 29 19:46:44 * HH shakes his head "Not if it's unbearable" Jul 29 19:48:38 C: **she appeals to Morgan* She's not a child, she's a grown woman Jul 29 19:50:01 * HH frowns "You'd let her suffer for somthin' I presume nothing could be done about?" Jul 29 19:57:01 and when it finally comes out? Jul 29 19:57:41 Then you tell her you didn' want her upset? Jul 29 19:58:24 C: Then she hates you for treating her like a child Jul 29 19:58:31 and I justify not telling her because it would upset her? I keep something from her that she wants to know... how do you think she'll feel about that? Jul 29 19:59:37 I spose Jul 29 20:01:40 C: Can you tell _us_? Jul 29 20:02:37 Molly and Cecily were playing near a pond, squabbling over a doll... the doll went in the pond, they tried to reach it, Cecily fell in Jul 29 20:05:15 * HH and Claudia both look grim Jul 29 20:05:22 How old? Jul 29 20:06:32 very young... six maybe Jul 29 20:08:42 C: She'll blame herself Jul 29 20:08:48 undoubtedly Jul 29 20:09:24 Where did it 'appen? Jul 29 20:09:40 Tawstock, out the back of their house Jul 29 20:10:44 She musta seen the pond since? Jul 29 20:11:02 * Morgan shrugs Jul 29 20:12:15 Possible seeing it would bring it back, bit like some people get about mem'ries from the war Jul 29 20:12:56 * Morgan nods Jul 29 20:12:57 maybe Jul 29 20:16:35 * HH and Claudia both stay somewhat quiet as the sun rises Jul 29 20:17:03 Wha'ever you decide, we have your back Jul 29 20:17:14 C: Obviously. Jul 29 20:17:27 * Morgan nods Jul 29 20:19:37 HH: _I_ dreamt I was a massive rabbit, runnin' through the fields an' chasing carrots on legs Jul 29 20:23:53 C: *she rolls her eyes* I dreamt Heinzharold stopped talking Jul 29 20:24:07 never gonna happen Jul 29 20:24:21 C: Sadly Jul 29 20:24:32 * HH shrugs Jul 29 20:25:08 Someone's gotta be the talker with Captain One Word Answers over 'ere Jul 29 20:27:39 I'm not entirely sure which of us you're referring to Jul 29 20:28:45 Either... both Jul 29 20:29:30 accurate Jul 29 20:32:03 **There's the sound of the piano being played in the manor** Jul 29 20:32:32 Someones awake... Jul 29 20:32:44 Nothing weird to report about the farm'ouse over night, by th' way Jul 29 20:33:16 No massive amounts of creaking, moaning, nothing like that? Jul 29 20:37:20 * HH waves his hand vaguely Jul 29 20:37:25 Well.. Jul 29 20:37:53 C: *she looks at Morgan* Farmhouse might be haunted? Jul 29 20:43:36 * Morgan starts to giggle Jul 29 20:44:08 * HH starts laughing too. Claudia gives them a disapproving look Jul 29 20:44:15 C: Bloody children. Jul 29 20:44:27 Couldn't get us out of there fast enough last night Jul 29 20:44:44 * HH grins Jul 29 20:44:55 I was on a promise. Jul 29 20:45:03 C: What? Jul 29 20:45:16 **she looks genuinely confused* Jul 29 20:45:22 sex... Jul 29 20:46:28 C: *makes a disgusted face* Do you pair tell each other everything? Jul 29 20:49:22 it was fairly obvious to be honest Jul 29 20:49:48 Don' need to, we have wives tha' do it for us! Jul 29 20:50:59 * HH grins at Claudia "You should 'ear all the shocking things I get told about our glorious leader's antics!" Jul 29 20:56:04 No you don't Jul 29 20:56:21 Don't what? Jul 29 20:56:45 you don't hear anything Jul 29 20:57:29 Don't I? So 's just my imagination then? *he grins* Jul 29 20:57:58 quite Jul 29 20:58:35 C: How can you be sure? I've seen them whispering and giggling Jul 29 21:00:31 * Morgan shrugs Jul 29 21:00:43 * HH looks pleased to have Claudia on side "yeah, Morgan, how can you be _sure_?" Jul 29 21:03:17 * Morgan shrugs Jul 29 21:04:03 if my wife wants to brag about my prowess, thats not an issue Jul 29 21:04:22 C: *she laughs* Jul 29 21:04:44 * HH grins Jul 29 21:05:13 That'd only be fair, as that's what mine does about me! Jul 29 21:06:31 C: *she rolls her eyes* Pool your knowledge and you might just abouts figure out how to please a woman. Jul 29 21:06:50 * HH laughs Jul 29 21:07:20 * Morgan shrugs Jul 29 21:11:21 I had tha' figured out a long time ago! Morgan will catch up one day Jul 29 21:11:54 if that makes you feel better, sure... Jul 29 21:14:34 * HH shrugs Jul 29 21:14:39 I'm good Jul 29 21:15:50 * Morgan nods looking at the horizon Jul 29 21:16:38 C: *she looks at Morgan* I bet he was always off pestering the followers of the drum? Jul 29 21:16:46 * Morgan nods Jul 29 21:16:47 always Jul 29 21:16:56 **the sun is fully risen* Jul 29 21:18:17 Never knew when one of them would be up for an enjoyable e'ening on flirtin'. Better than sittin' with him whilst he was daydreamin' of Sudlachenburg Jul 29 21:22:44 C: I bet you can't even remember any of those girls Jul 29 21:25:29 * Morgan watches him Jul 29 21:25:50 * HH starts counting on his fingers Jul 29 21:26:59 Reckon about thirty o' them, by name and camp. Maybe another thirty I'd know them if I saw them. Jul 29 21:27:21 Not many women walk around without their tops covered though... Jul 29 21:27:56 * HH shrugs Jul 29 21:28:30 Their faces is what I remember, usually jus' before I kissed them. Jul 29 21:29:04 C: *she looks at Morgan* At least sixty one women have found Heinzharold attractive?! Jul 29 21:29:32 Naivity goes a long way... and he plays the bumpkin really _really_ well Jul 29 21:29:58 * HH and Claudia both laugh Jul 29 21:30:15 Only got slapped about three times, too Jul 29 21:32:33 They don't like to hit the village idiot Jul 29 21:33:35 **Claudia is frowning slightly* Why did they slap you? Jul 29 21:34:48 * HH grins Jul 29 21:35:47 Cos I'd just told them I was saving myself for marriage Jul 29 21:36:10 * HH looks at Morgan Jul 29 21:36:31 Never did figure out why that drove 'em so crazy Jul 29 21:36:45 There's no hope for you Jul 29 21:37:35 Don' need hope, I got all the woman I can handle now Jul 29 21:38:29 C: Where is Inga this morning? Is she helping Molly dress? Jul 29 21:38:51 * HH grins Jul 29 21:38:54 Nope Jul 29 21:39:59 C: *she rolls her eyes, then looks at Morgan* Dont you have a solicitor's appointment to get to? Jul 29 21:40:13 * Morgan nods, nudging HeinzHarold Jul 29 21:40:41 go get yourself sorted, need you and Inga to watch Varick while we shout at a solicitor...*he looks at Claudia* You, take a day to relax Jul 29 21:41:25 HH: *he grins* We'll be ready in... fifteen minutes? Jul 29 21:42:41 * HH goes off, whistling that song about the weary soldier and the maid that Morgan heard Molly sing in his dream Jul 29 21:43:07 * HH is now known as Claudia Jul 29 21:43:46 * Claudia watches him Jul 29 21:44:06 He's soppy, and its disgusting. *she's smiling though* Jul 29 21:44:48 Nice to see him happy aint it Jul 29 21:47:34 Spose so. You get to shout at people, and I have to "relax"? Jul 29 21:48:22 Thought you might like a day to yourself Jul 29 21:54:33 * Claudia shrugs Jul 29 21:54:44 I'll find something to do Jul 29 21:55:06 * Morgan nods Jul 29 21:55:46 **The music stops Jul 29 21:56:10 I'll let Sorgi know you'll be down when Heinzharold has done his marital duty Jul 29 21:56:34 * Morgan nods Jul 29 21:56:38 thanks. I'll see you soon Jul 29 21:58:41 * Claudia jogs off towards the cliff path Jul 29 21:59:19 * Morgan heads towards the house Jul 29 22:00:54 **he finds Molly in the hall, knelt on the floor to tie Varick's boot laces. The lad looks over her head at Morgan Jul 29 22:01:04 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jul 29 22:01:35 V: Morgan! We're going to meet my sort-of-cousins today! Jul 29 22:01:43 yes we are Jul 29 22:04:14 V: **he runs to Morgan the moment his boots are finished, hugging his legs* Jul 29 22:04:59 V: I found something to show you, I'll bring it down just stay here. Jul 29 22:06:52 alright Jul 29 22:11:04 * Molly watches the boy dash up the stairs from her kneeling position Jul 29 22:11:20 He's so excited Jul 29 22:11:52 * Molly looks to Morgan Jul 29 22:11:55 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:12:23 Are you well? You weren't there when I awoke, but it was still dark... Jul 29 22:13:47 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:13:50 well enough Jul 29 22:14:34 * Molly fidgets her skirts before standing up Jul 29 22:15:12 I am glad... though... *she blushes*... I rather missed you Jul 29 22:15:51 oh? Jul 29 22:17:47 * Molly nods Jul 29 22:17:51 Mmhmm Jul 29 22:20:07 I'm sorry about that Jul 29 22:21:06 It doesn't matter, liebling Jul 29 22:21:49 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:23:05 Did you sleep at all? Jul 29 22:23:24 some, aye Jul 29 22:24:14 Did you have nightmares again? Jul 29 22:24:38 No Jul 29 22:26:59 * Molly smiles Jul 29 22:27:42 Nor I. *she whispers* we were back in His Grace's stable... Jul 29 22:28:35 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:28:39 that was rather memorable Jul 29 22:28:49 * Molly smiles Jul 29 22:29:08 I hope you will remember it for the rest of your life Jul 29 22:29:16 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:29:21 I would imagine so Jul 29 22:29:36 * Molly smiles Jul 29 22:29:52 Did you dream of something nice like that too? Jul 29 22:31:14 similar Jul 29 22:33:42 Oh really? *she smiles. There's a thudding above of approaching footsteps* I would certainly like to hear about that! Jul 29 22:34:38 later perhaps Jul 29 22:36:02 * Molly smiles Jul 29 22:36:14 Yes please. Jul 29 22:36:39 **Varick runs down the stairs with cupped hands* Jul 29 22:38:10 * Morgan watches him carefully Jul 29 22:39:01 **He comes to Morgan, holding his hands out but still closed** Jul 29 22:39:42 what've we got here? Jul 29 22:42:41 **he opens his hands, and contained within is a mouse that has been put into a dress from a doll in the dolls house* Jul 29 22:44:00 * Morgan blinks slowly Jul 29 22:44:16 why... why is it in a dress? Jul 29 22:44:37 * Molly looks at it then at Morgan Jul 29 22:44:50 V: Because she let me Jul 29 22:45:52 * Morgan nods Jul 29 22:45:53 of course Jul 29 22:47:42 V: she can live in my dolls house, and I will feed her cheese Jul 29 22:48:24 and what about the rest of them? Jul 29 22:51:01 V: There's other clothes Jul 29 22:51:28 of course Jul 29 22:56:44 **The main door opens, and HH holds it open for Inga. Neither looks very disheveled. The mouse is soon freed from her outfit and put in the kitchen, and the manor is left empty as they go to quickly eat and collect papers for the appointment. A smooth sail finds them back in Tawstock where the gossip is at least quieter, and Molly and Morgan go to the solicitors office. Jul 29 22:57:59 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 29 23:01:43 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jul 30 20:31:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 30 20:32:19 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jul 30 20:32:36 **The solicitor answers the door himself, showing them in. Unsurprisingly, it is Morgan he addresses. He's a man for around forty, and has a Londinium accent** Good morning sir, thank you for your promptness. You must be Molly's husband? Jul 30 20:33:11 * Morgan nods slightly Jul 30 20:34:28 S: And I should call you...? Jul 30 20:35:22 Morgan will do... Jul 30 20:38:14 S: Very well, come on in Jul 30 20:38:21 **he soon has them ensconced in a book lined room with a pleasant fire and coffee. Molly takes a thick letter from her bag, and slides it over to the solicitor. Jul 30 20:38:22 My Father asked me to bring you this. Jul 30 20:38:43 **He puts on some spectacles and breaks the seal. He reads it slowly, leaving Molly and Morgan to wait. Jul 30 20:43:23 * Molly glances at Morgan with raised eyebrows Jul 30 20:44:17 * Morgan shrugs, rolling his eyes Jul 30 20:50:19 ** the minutes spin on and on. Then the solicitor gets up, pulling a big file off a shelf and sitting with it. He compares the signature on the letter to the signature in the file before looking at Morgan. Jul 30 20:50:19 S: Are you aware of what your Father-in-law intends? Jul 30 20:50:48 Lets clear something up... you're not dealing with me... you're dealing with Molly. Jul 30 20:52:12 S: *he frowns a little* I see. Molly, are you aware of your Father's intentions? Jul 30 20:52:21 * Molly shakes her head Jul 30 20:52:54 No, he has not told me, aside from that he anticipates staying in Eisen for the interim. Jul 30 20:53:19 S: *he looks at the letter again* There are some smaller requests, but the main gist is that he will be selling the property and land known as Sunnymeade. Jul 30 20:53:47 * Molly frowns deeply "I'm sorry… _sell_ Sunnymeade?!" Jul 30 20:54:32 S: *he nods* That is his instruction Jul 30 20:54:32 * Molly looks at Morgan, looking pained "It's been in the Forrester family for seven generations at least…" Jul 30 20:55:49 * Morgan nods Jul 30 20:55:53 I know love Jul 30 21:00:24 S: He wishes some of his equipment and livestock given to the tenant farmers, but the land and house is to be surveyed and sold. I am sorry, this must be a shock. Jul 30 21:00:49 * Molly 's chin comes up, her shoulders squaring "It's fine, it's fine. If that is my Father's wish for his property, that is what we must do" Jul 30 21:13:35 S: Would you like me to inform your brothers? Jul 30 21:14:34 **The solicitor moves his gaze from Molly to Morgan* Jul 30 21:18:28 No, we're seeing them shortly, we'll deal with that Jul 30 21:21:05 S: Very good. Mr Forrester wants the proceeds to be split four ways to provide savings for himself, and an inheritance for each of you children Jul 30 21:21:40 What are the other instructions? Jul 30 21:22:38 S: Distributing his horses and equipment Jul 30 21:25:40 * Molly glances at Morgan then back to the solicitor "Very well. I will ensure that the farm is ready and my parents' effects dealt with by the end of the week ready for the surveyors. Jul 30 21:25:40 S: I will have word sent when I have engaged Mr Jeffries. It is myself understanding that Mr and Mrs Forrester will be remaining in *he squints, sounding it out* Sudlachenburg for the rest of their lives. Jul 30 21:29:15 * Molly nods slightly Jul 30 21:29:29 Please do so. Jul 30 21:31:29 S: That is all I have for you. Please contact me if you require any additional information. Jul 30 21:33:01 * Morgan nods, standing up Jul 30 21:33:12 * Molly finishes her coffee quickly, then stands Jul 30 21:33:25 Thank you. Jul 30 21:34:19 **He shows them out and they leave his office and head back into the quiet street. Molly walks beside Morgan silently. Jul 30 21:38:07 * Morgan puts an arm around her Jul 30 21:39:37 * Molly just nods a little, still not speaking Jul 30 21:41:17 How much do you thinks worth? Jul 30 21:41:32 Hmm? Jul 30 21:41:37 Sunnymeade Jul 30 21:42:09 I... *she shrugs* I don't know Jul 30 21:43:30 your brothers have their own homes? Jul 30 21:43:41 * Molly glances around before finding a little alley. She looks at him then towards it "I'd rather not cry out here on the street, and that is what will happen if we talk about it further" Jul 30 21:45:08 Then I shall stop my love Jul 30 21:49:05 * Molly nods, squaring her shoulders Jul 30 21:49:21 We should collect the others from the Ketch Jul 30 21:50:04 You need a minute before then? Jul 30 21:52:38 * Molly looks like she will try to object and tough it out Jul 30 21:53:42 I should be alright Jul 30 21:53:55 Take a minute my love Jul 30 21:56:55 * Molly closes her eyes, breathing slowly Jul 30 21:57:10 It's silly. It's just a house. Jul 30 21:57:17 Not at all Jul 30 22:00:29 **they're starting to attract curious glances Jul 30 22:01:06 * Morgan turns to direct baleful looks at people Jul 30 22:01:55 I'm never going to live there, and I wasn't even welcome for so long, but... *she's clearly struggling not to cry now Jul 30 22:02:30 * Morgan draws her into his arms Jul 30 22:03:03 * Molly dissolves into tears in his embrace "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's so silly…" Jul 30 22:03:11 No, its not my love Jul 30 22:04:09 It's all my fault. And now my childhood home… Jul 30 22:04:28 your fault? Jul 30 22:04:49 Taking them to Eisen Jul 30 22:05:03 That was their choice... and it was their choice to stay Jul 30 22:06:51 I'll be alright in a minute… I just need… Jul 30 22:09:35 what? Jul 30 22:09:37 * Molly just holds on to him tighter. The staring increases Jul 30 22:09:48 You. Just you Jul 30 22:09:53 I'm here Jul 30 22:10:10 Thank you Jul 30 22:10:42 * Molly takes a deep breath, breathing him in "Alright, I'm alright now" Jul 30 22:11:19 * Morgan nods, letting her go before glaring at the onlookers Jul 30 22:11:55 **They go back to at least looking like they're minding their own business Jul 30 22:12:13 * Molly holds onto his hand as they go back into the main streets Jul 30 22:12:13 I don't want the money. I definitely don't _need_ the money. Jul 30 22:13:25 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:15:41 Thanks to Kit, I'm stable enough that I could manage entirely alone if I had to Jul 30 22:16:19 Well, thats good... If it bothers you so, perhaps... buy it? Jul 30 22:17:50 I do not have the time to run it, or even to just oversee it when we have all the other places to think of also Jul 30 22:18:03 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:19:46 If we were staying in Avalon, possibly, maybe, but not with Koln, Innesbruck, Sudlachenburg, Gottkirchen too. It is too much. Jul 30 22:20:47 I was thinking of buying it to run it... I'm thinking of your brothers... Jul 30 22:21:54 They are going to be very cross indeed Jul 30 22:22:25 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:32:25 * Molly keeps a firm grip on his hand as they pass through the town towards the docks Jul 30 22:32:36 He should have warned me. Jul 30 22:32:43 Yes, he should Jul 30 22:33:00 I am angry with him right now. With them both. Jul 30 22:33:55 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:36:17 Is that unfair, given that they have upended their whole lives to be near me in the years ahead? Jul 30 22:38:56 * Morgan shrugs Jul 30 22:39:03 No, I don't think so Jul 30 22:39:29 * Molly nods Jul 30 22:39:50 I am going to need to be here most of the week Jul 30 22:41:17 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:41:18 aye Jul 30 22:45:28 I will make sure I am at Lundy for the surveying there on Wednesday though Jul 30 22:47:21 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:47:23 very well Jul 30 22:47:34 * Molly squeezes his hand "I thought perhaps he would take tenants for it..." Jul 30 22:48:12 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:48:15 that would make sense Jul 30 22:49:42 I didn't think he would do this. I thought I was coming here to say good bye, not for him to send me to say his goodbyes too. Jul 30 22:52:13 I am rather displeased with him... I'll be discussing it with him when we next speak Jul 30 22:54:25 * Molly nods Jul 30 22:54:31 The day after tomorrow Jul 30 22:55:01 * Morgan nods Jul 30 22:58:46 * Molly nods to herself Jul 30 22:59:06 It is what it is, and I will simply deal with it. Jul 30 22:59:57 * Morgan nods Jul 30 23:02:45 **They get back to the Ketch. Varick, Inga and Heinzharold are sat on a bench near the boat eating raspberries and blackberries from a little wicker basket Jul 30 23:04:58 **Varick gets down, running over to hug Molly. She bends right down, holding him tight and for long enough that he obviously gets bored. HH takes a break from throwing the blackberries in the air and catching them in his mouth to gesture $alright?$ Jul 30 23:05:24 $Not really$ Jul 30 23:09:44 **Varick pulls away, going to hug Morgan. Molly brushes off her skirt, looking around the dock. Jul 30 23:10:05 * Morgan kneels down, hugging the boy Jul 30 23:10:10 HH: Morgan, shall we go rustle up some 'orses? Jul 30 23:10:29 V: I ate lots of berries, they're good Jul 30 23:11:44 Thats good, Varick... I'll be back soon, alright? Jul 30 23:14:24 V: okay Jul 30 23:14:59 A carriage too please, I may need to take things back to the Rose with us Jul 30 23:15:31 * Morgan nods Jul 30 23:15:36 we wont' be long Jul 30 23:16:20 * Molly goes to sit in the spot HH leaves. He comes to Morgan offering him a handful of berries Jul 30 23:16:30 * Molly is now known as HH Jul 30 23:20:11 What's goin' on? Jul 30 23:20:47 David's selling Sunnymeade. There's been seven generations of Forrester born there Jul 30 23:24:27 Bit rash, he's only been in Sudlachenburg a few months Jul 30 23:24:46 * HH sticks another raspberry in his mouth Jul 30 23:24:54 * Morgan nods Jul 30 23:25:10 selling the home they all grew up in without telling anyone what he's doing Jul 30 23:25:24 * HH shakes his head Jul 30 23:25:44 Molly's upset then Jul 30 23:26:17 very... angry too Jul 30 23:26:30 * HH nods Jul 30 23:27:09 And you'd need t' be stopped givin' him a beating if he was here? Jul 30 23:28:05 oh it'd be a close run thing for sure Jul 30 23:29:05 Wha'cha gonna do about it? Jul 30 23:29:17 I'm going to ask him what he thinks he's playing at Jul 30 23:29:35 * HH nods Jul 30 23:30:08 Why didn' he come himself? Jul 30 23:30:42 Don't know. Thats something else, she's angry that she's been sent to say his goodbyes Jul 30 23:31:10 Un'erstandable Jul 30 23:31:47 indeed Jul 30 23:32:45 Will y' try to persuade him? Jul 30 23:33:35 * Morgan shrugs Jul 30 23:33:44 mostly just tell him he's being an asshole Jul 30 23:34:21 * HH nods Jul 30 23:34:41 Anythin' I can do to help? Jul 30 23:34:53 * Morgan shakes his head Jul 30 23:34:56 not really Jul 30 23:36:20 * HH nods. They quickly get two horses and a carriage settled, and are going back to collect the others Jul 30 23:36:36 Gonn be trouble with her brothers? Jul 30 23:37:35 not sure. I've only met one Jul 30 23:38:34 What's gotta be done about the farm now? Jul 30 23:39:25 He wants the livestock and equipment given to other farmers Jul 30 23:41:27 * HH nods Jul 30 23:41:30 Simple Jul 30 23:42:22 aye, fairly Jul 30 23:43:34 She won't oppose the sale? Jul 30 23:44:44 Wee've got enough on our plates, and its his property Jul 30 23:45:00 * HH nods Jul 30 23:46:16 Gonna be hard on her though. You told her about her sister yet? Jul 30 23:46:33 No Jul 30 23:47:49 Bit much, wi' all this? Jul 30 23:48:15 * Morgan nods Jul 30 23:48:28 aye. I want to bring _that_ up with David as well Jul 30 23:49:13 * HH nods, wiping his hands on his trousers Jul 30 23:50:09 Sounds like something y' should been told Jul 30 23:53:19 aye. They're probably hiding it so she doesn't blame herself... Jul 30 23:53:53 She's going to though? Jul 30 23:54:51 * Morgan nods Jul 30 23:54:53 I've no doubt Jul 30 23:55:15 * HH nods grimly Jul 30 23:56:10 **They arrive to the others where Inga and Varick are playing I Spy. Molly is distracted and just silently watching the boats in the dock. Jul 30 23:59:19 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jul 31 00:01:25 * HH has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jul 31 16:59:09 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jul 31 17:08:09 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jul 31 17:11:43 **Molly rides in the coach, but Varick rides with Morgan and Inga rides with Heinzharold at Molly's insistence that she is fine alone as she needs to make some lists anyway. The journey is about twenty minutes, and Varick is very excited Jul 31 17:11:50 * Molly is now known as Varick Jul 31 17:12:00 We are going to meet the children now Jul 31 17:13:54 yes we are Jul 31 17:18:20 What if they dont want to play with me? Jul 31 17:18:56 all we can do is wait and see Jul 31 17:19:49 * Varick nods Jul 31 17:20:10 How long before we go home? Jul 31 17:20:14 home? Jul 31 17:20:28 To the island Jul 31 17:21:06 * Morgan shrugs Jul 31 17:21:11 don't know, we've got a fair bit to do Jul 31 17:23:41 But someone will be at the house with me? Jul 31 17:24:23 * Morgan nods Jul 31 17:24:24 of course Jul 31 17:31:36 What do you have to do there? Jul 31 17:32:13 some things for David and Martha Jul 31 17:32:53 Okay, but I just have to play? Jul 31 17:33:13 If thats what you want to do Jul 31 17:36:26 * Varick nods. The ride is a familiar route to Morgan, and is a road he's taken many times ever since that first day he'd road from Avebury to Tawstock to take up the post of Master-at-arms, the job where he had hoped to finally meet his fate and be able to die. Instead, he met his fate and been able to live. Varick feels solid and content against him. Jul 31 17:42:16 **They turn up the driveway and pass by the cows and sheep before reaching the house. It's not much different than in last night's dream of Cecily's drowning sixteen years ago. He can hear children laughing, and Varick fidgets in front of him Jul 31 17:42:28 They are having fun already Jul 31 17:42:49 They might be a bit shy... Jul 31 17:43:07 I am shy too Jul 31 17:43:32 I know, so it may get a bit quieter while you get used to eachother Jul 31 17:45:34 * Varick nods Jul 31 17:46:31 **Molly gets out of the carriage, putting some papers into her bag. She looks more composed now, and helps Varick down. He stays close to her, a hand holding onto her skirts. She holds Morgan's horse stable Jul 31 17:48:42 * Varick is now known as Molly Jul 31 17:48:52 It sounds like they're here already Jul 31 17:49:22 * Morgan nods climbing down Jul 31 17:49:23 aye Jul 31 17:50:59 *James comes out of the main door, his pleasant features breaking into a smile. He comes to hug Molly* "We wondered when you'd get here, little Moll! Pete's gone to the village for food but Caro and Beth are in the kitchen" Jul 31 17:50:59 * Molly hugs him, and he holds out his hand to Morgan "My Lord" Jul 31 17:52:15 * Morgan shakes it Jul 31 17:52:19 You're looking well James Jul 31 17:54:48 J: Run off my feet mostly, my Lord. How are you? Jul 31 17:54:59 about the same, actually Jul 31 17:55:59 James, this is Varick, our adopted son. He's learnt some Avalonian, but we will translate when we need to. *he crouches down to Varick* Good morning, Varick. My name is James. *Varick still clings to her skirt and looks a little shy but makes a little bow and speaks accented Avalonian* Good morning sir. I am pleased to meet you. *James nods, smiling* Me too. Jul 31 17:57:14 **James stands, looking at Molly* You sound a bit Eisen now. Jul 31 17:57:53 * Molly nods a little, glancing at Morgan like she'd like to cling to his trousers as Varick is clinging to her skirts Jul 31 17:58:37 I know Jul 31 17:58:45 Par for the course when you spend time in any one place Jul 31 17:59:00 *James nods, looking at Morgan* I'll take your horses, Caro will get you all something to drink and the children will come and find you once they hear there's milk for them. Jul 31 18:02:24 * Molly hands him the reins Jul 31 18:02:37 **James waits patiently for Morgan to introduce Heinzharold and Inga** Jul 31 18:03:17 James... HeinzHarold and Inga... Jul 31 18:04:44 J: *he bows a little* Pleased to meet you Jul 31 18:07:55 **HH and Inga return the sentiment and their horse is taken too. James takes them over to the carriage driver Jul 31 18:08:50 * Molly looks at the house a long moment before smiling. "Let's go to the kitchen" Jul 31 18:09:25 * Morgan nods Jul 31 19:37:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 01 17:34:06 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Aug 01 17:43:09 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 01 17:59:19 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 01 18:01:36 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 01 18:17:05 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 01 18:23:23 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 01 18:48:58 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 01 18:49:02 **Molly leads them round the side of the house and in through the kitchen door that last night he saw the young Martha stood at, a woman less than an hour from being bereaved of the final of ten children she would lose in their childhoods. Aug 01 18:52:33 * Morgan looks round at the garden before heading into the kitchen Aug 01 18:53:07 **The kitchen is a large working space with the stove and surfaces to one side, a large dining table to the other crammed around with chairs, and a smaller area by the large fireplace with even chairs. It's a large room and obviously the heart of the home. Morgan has only ever been in the much fancier formal parlour. Aug 01 18:53:07 **The two women here are both cooking. The blonde is kneading bread, the brunette who is noticeably pregnant is chopping vegetables. In a wooden playpen, a baby sleeps sprawled out. There's a pause in the work and lots of excitement as Molly is greeted by the two women. Aug 01 18:53:39 **HH looks around, smiling. He speaks quietly to Morgan** Reminds me of 'ome. Aug 01 18:53:50 * Morgan nods Aug 01 18:54:03 I thought it might Aug 01 18:54:46 HH: A farmer's 'ouse is a farmer's 'ouse wherever you go Aug 01 18:55:08 * Morgan nods Aug 01 18:55:18 aye Aug 01 18:55:46 * Molly comes back to Morgan. She makes introductions with the strict instructions that no titles are needed, first names are fine. Aug 01 18:55:46 **Caro, short for Caroline, James' wife, has a pretty face and the prominent blue veining on her upper chest implies that the baby is likely hers. He knows her husband is slightly older than Morgan, but she looks not much older than Molly. Aug 01 18:55:46 Beth, short for Elizabeth, the darker one, has the sort of deep tan of a woman who likes to work outdoors and is quite a bit older, likely approaching forty, and older than her husband. She rubs her lower back whilst they're talking. Aug 01 18:56:35 B: Pleased to meet you at last. James told us all he knew from meeting you before Aug 01 18:57:38 He's a good man, brave I think Aug 01 18:59:38 C: *she smiles at the praise of her husband* He's a _very_ good man Aug 01 19:00:14 did he tell you he threatened me? Aug 01 19:05:28 **Caro shakes her head* Aug 01 19:06:18 * Morgan nods Aug 01 19:07:00 with my reputation, at that... told me if I mistreated Molly, he'd be forced to call me out... very impressive. That man would face demons for those he loves Aug 01 19:07:59 **Caro blushes, nodding* He would, yes. Tea? Aug 01 19:08:10 please Aug 01 19:08:52 **Both women seem charmed by HH when he speaks halting Avalon to praise them, despite the fact he's clearly toned it down quite a bit as well as being limited by the language. Inga seems a little shy, but Molly is immediately pitching in to help with tea and coffee* Aug 01 19:08:52 **Beth speaks to Varick, being careful to ask him only very basic questions in Avalonian, and she assures him the children will be in in a minute** Aug 01 19:10:19 **Seats are taken up around the big table, and drinks are given. There's biscuits too, but Molly is a little distracted by looking around the room thoughtfully.* Aug 01 19:12:30 **HH gestures $she alright?$ Aug 01 19:12:51 $Not sure. We'll see$ Aug 01 19:16:46 **Beth sticks her head out of the door and calls to the children to come in for milk whilst Caro picks up the now-awake baby and puts him on her hip. There's a near stampede of small feet and bodies, a cacophony of chatter and demands. Aug 01 19:18:10 *the women share the children out among them for introductions. It's a picture of the fertility the Forrester line has yielded, the two women in a sea of small people; seven children and a bump. For the briefest moment, he feels a hint of Molly's broodiness, but her face reveals nothing.* Aug 01 19:20:04 **The children are watchful, and bow or curtsey to the unfamiliar grown ups politely* Aug 01 19:20:29 * Morgan bows his head to all of them Aug 01 19:20:37 C: This is baby Joseph, he's about half a year old, and then the twins Charlotte and Emily, who are three. Aug 01 19:21:02 **The little girls are identical, and have Martha's gingery red hair* Aug 01 19:23:11 ladies... whats your favourite colour? Aug 01 19:23:49 **They chorus Blue** Aug 01 19:25:05 * Morgan looks surprised Aug 01 19:25:09 really? Me too Aug 01 19:25:46 **The little girls looks pleased about this* Aug 01 19:26:30 B: And then there's William who is seven, his Father was my late husband, then Petey who is almost six, Lila is four and a half, Mary is eighteen months, and this one *she pats her stomach* will be along before Prophet's Mass. Aug 01 19:27:02 **The children are a real variety of colourings, but all look well-nourished and cared for. Little Mary, who is the same age as Jana was, is as dark as her mother, nothing at all like his own daughter, though the way she moves in precarious wobbly steps is familiar. Aug 01 19:27:37 * Molly smiles at the children, then watches Morgan Aug 01 19:28:02 * Morgan watches Mary a moment before looking away Aug 01 19:31:07 I have met tsome of you before, a long time ago. I am Molly, your Fathers' tsister, this is Morgan, my husband, and Varick, our tson. He has been learning tsome Avalonian, but tsometimes he will need you to explain tslowly or find an adult. Aug 01 19:31:39 W: We'll help him and keep an eye on 'im Aug 01 19:32:37 **William is quite a typical young Avalonian boy, brunette, robust, and has a confidence to him. Aug 01 19:33:06 * Morgan nods Aug 01 19:34:45 B: Line up please, children. They line up by age to be given a glass of milk and take a biscuit, but William makes sure Varick gets some first, and takes him over to sit by the fireplace on the floor, all of them in a circle. Lila carries the extra milk for Mary, and Petey holds Mary's hand to keep her steady on the way. Morgan can hear them all wanting to ask Varick things and stumbling their way through the language barriers. Aug 01 19:35:26 * Molly watches them all with a smile, sipping her tea Aug 01 19:37:51 **HH reaches past Morgan to get a couple of biscuits** Aug 01 19:38:38 * Morgan blinks before sipping his tea Aug 01 19:39:52 [Are you alright, liebling?] Aug 01 19:40:12 [Yes. Just a little... difficult] Aug 01 19:40:29 [I'm sorry] Aug 01 19:42:24 [it is what it is] Aug 01 19:43:30 **Avoiding the big issue of the sale, Molly gets the wives talking about the children, and then the local neighbourhood. The names and places flow over him. Molly sounds at ease, and that's a relief. HH and Inga are happily keeping an eye to the children and drinking their coffees. The name Daggett catches his attention. Aug 01 19:44:00 * Morgan pays attention Aug 01 19:44:06 M: How was the harvest at Goodleigh? Aug 01 19:44:07 B: Good he said. After this summer they deserve it up there. Aug 01 19:45:11 * Molly frowns "What's happened?" Aug 01 19:45:11 **A tense glance passes between Caro and Beth** C: You haven't heard… Eliza and one of the babies didn't survive the birth. Aug 01 19:46:02 * Molly blinks rapidly, obviously shocked. She shakes her head, frowning deeply Aug 01 19:46:02 "But I only saw her back in May… I was going to call on her…" Aug 01 19:47:44 B: **she looks over at the children** William, take the children out to play please. Just in the back garden, no farther. Aug 01 19:48:52 **A little line forms again, with William holding his youngest sister's hand to support her wobbly steps. Varick looks to Morgan, speaking Avalonian slowly"May I go too please?" Aug 01 19:49:00 * Morgan nods Aug 01 19:49:08 aye... HeinzHarold, would you and Inga go with them? Aug 01 19:50:40 **HH nods, offering Inga his arm and they follow the children out. Caro gives Molly a very small glass of brandy** Aug 01 19:53:30 * Molly looks despondent "What happened?!" Aug 01 19:54:07 C: Midwife said one was in position, and she came first. The other was a pike breech. He might have stood a chance as a footling, but not a pike. They tried everything to change his position, but he couldn't be moved. Eventually Eliza lost too much blood and she just slipped away. Aug 01 19:56:22 * Morgan nods Aug 01 19:56:30 * Molly subtly wraps one arm around her own waist, a little gesture of self-comfort, eyes sad as she fiddles with the glass Aug 01 19:56:40 * Morgan reaches out and takes her hand Aug 01 19:57:10 * Molly squeezes it with a grateful smile Aug 01 19:57:29 B: John was there at the end, with the baby that made it. Eliza chose the name Kathleen. Aug 01 19:58:21 * Molly takes a big shuddery inhale then sighs, nodding "Have you seen John? How is he?" Aug 01 19:59:03 B: Pete saw him at the funeral at the end of July, but he doesn't go to town or leave his Father's land now. Aug 01 20:02:26 * Molly nods "I should do something. Send a note, or visit… or something. Is she-... *she swallows hard* … is she buried at the church in Goodleigh? *Caroline nods* Aug 01 20:02:27 * Molly looks to Morgan "I need to go up there, but it would take me an hour even if I don't go to see John." Aug 01 20:03:07 You want to go now? Aug 01 20:03:15 * Molly stands up "Later or another day. If you'll all excuse me, I need to just get some air. I will be back in about ten minutes" Aug 01 20:03:45 [I will wait here until you want my company my love] Aug 01 20:04:14 [Thank you] Aug 01 20:05:05 * Molly goes through the other door to avoid the garden, passing through the house itself to go out of the main door Aug 01 20:05:18 * Molly is now known as Beth Aug 01 20:05:23 * Morgan sighs Aug 01 20:05:42 How long will you be in Tawstock for Morgan? Aug 01 20:06:07 We'll be back and forth for the rest of the week at least Aug 01 20:06:44 That will be nice. Will you want to stay here at the house? Aug 01 20:07:20 Possibly, but that depends on Molly. I'm comfortable staying on the island Aug 01 20:08:11 It'll be a little squeeze, but we can manage Aug 01 20:08:37 * Morgan nods Aug 01 20:09:45 **The six month old starts to grizzle in Caro's arms, and she stands to rock him** Not out at Lundy? Aug 01 20:09:58 * Morgan nods Aug 01 20:12:10 C: Noone lives out there, do they? Aug 01 20:13:23 No, not anymore... Aug 01 20:14:57 C: Doesn't that make it difficult? **the baby is getting louder** Aug 01 20:17:16 Not really... *he looks at the baby* may I? Aug 01 20:18:05 C: *she looks puzzled, like this is very uncommon* If you want to Aug 01 20:18:15 Only if you don't mind... Aug 01 20:18:52 B: Maybe men are more involved in childrearing in Eisen? Aug 01 20:19:03 No, not really... Aug 01 20:19:32 **Caro hands over the baby. He's quite solid* Aug 01 20:19:57 * Morgan gets him into a comfortable position before offering a finger to the boys hand, speaking quietly Aug 01 20:20:24 Now then little man, what seems to be the problem? You cant be wanting some of my tea? Aug 01 20:21:03 **The baby looks a bit surprised, but quietens Aug 01 20:21:21 * Morgan bounces him gently Aug 01 20:21:25 * Beth and Caro smile at each other Aug 01 20:21:42 Do you like children, Morgan? Aug 01 20:22:02 * Morgan nods Aug 01 20:22:09 Bit chewy once they're older though Aug 01 20:22:28 **They both laugh** Aug 01 20:22:46 C: Are you and Molly hoping for some soon? Aug 01 20:24:56 Not soon exactly... we've got a lot to get done before we settle down... safe to say a lot has happened since we left Aug 01 20:25:44 All that travelling... far too much for me! Aug 01 20:26:13 **Little Joseph pulls Morgan's finger into his mouth Aug 01 20:27:12 thats the easy part, if I'm honest Aug 01 20:28:00 **James comes in through the house. He kisses his wife's cheek** Tea, please, love. *he sits down in a chair, then looks to Morgan* watch out, that one bites Aug 01 20:28:28 I may have noticed that Aug 01 20:29:08 **There's the faintest feel of a tooth beneath the gum line** Aug 01 20:29:55 Not going to be long before you can peel carrots on that one, is it young man? Aug 01 20:30:05 J: Who's upset Moll? She's gone up the hayloft already. Aug 01 20:31:21 She's just been told about John Dagget Aug 01 20:32:09 **Caro puts his tea in front of him before sitting back down* Aug 01 20:32:37 J: Ah bugger, I was hoping to break that one myself Aug 01 20:33:35 * Morgan nods Aug 01 20:33:41 she wanted a few minutes to herself Aug 01 20:34:16 Caro looks to her husband solemnly: Sorry, it came up and I'd forgotten you'd said they were close. Aug 01 20:36:10 J: Close as siblings for a long time. Eliza was either here or Molly was down the road at hers most of the time. Aug 01 20:38:52 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 01 20:41:48 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 01 20:45:39 [20:34] (Beth) J: Close as siblings for a long time. Eliza was either here or Molly was down the road at hers most of the time. Aug 01 20:46:35 I suspect its a bit close to home for her, too Aug 01 20:47:09 **Joseph starts nod off* Aug 01 20:47:20 Why is that? Aug 01 20:51:30 She was poisoned and haemorrhaged. She nearly died. Aug 01 20:52:57 J: **he looks as murderous as one would expect from an older brother** What?! Who?! Aug 01 20:53:16 Its been dealt with Aug 01 20:53:49 That's so awful, poor Molly Aug 01 20:54:12 * Morgan nods Aug 01 20:55:02 C: How is she now? Aug 01 20:55:28 recovered Aug 01 20:56:27 C: Were you there like John was? Aug 01 20:57:09 * Morgan sighs Aug 01 20:57:50 not for as much as I wanted to be. Generally men are shuffled out, but when things looked really dire, I was allowed in, to say goodbye really... but we managed to get through it Aug 01 20:58:50 * Beth looks at Morgan Aug 01 20:59:45 I am sorry. I was there when my first husband died, I know it's hard being there when you have to prepare for that Aug 01 21:03:43 * Morgan has quit (Ping Timeout) Aug 01 21:03:54 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 01 21:04:11 [20:57] (Beth) I am sorry. I was there when my first husband died, I know it's hard being there when you have to prepare for that Aug 01 21:04:54 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:05:03 yes, it is. Thankfully it did not go down that road Aug 01 21:06:13 * Beth nods Aug 01 21:06:38 Very lucky Aug 01 21:07:01 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:07:10 **the baby starts to wake up** Aug 01 21:07:31 * Morgan starts bouncing again gently Aug 01 21:07:41 J: I will take her over to Goodleigh if she wants Aug 01 21:08:06 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:08:17 she wants to, but we'll see how she wants to proceed Aug 01 21:08:58 **the baby cries** Aug 01 21:10:04 Oh now little man, do you want your mama? Aug 01 21:11:06 J: **he drinks some tea** He's hungry, Caro Aug 01 21:12:44 C: *she comes to take him from Morgan, fiddling with the lacing on one shoulder of her bodice* He's hungry most of the time Aug 01 21:13:25 * Morgan hands him over Aug 01 21:14:45 *She takes him to a seat, continuing to undo her bodice. Neither Beth nor James seem at all bothered by this* Aug 01 21:15:46 * Morgan picks up his tea Aug 01 21:15:52 You ever been over to Lundy, James? Aug 01 21:17:09 **He shakes his head** No. My grandma and grandad did though, before Papa was born. Aug 01 21:18:57 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:20:26 **Caro starts to feed the baby. The back door opens, and Inga is carrying Mary on her hip. The blonde hair, the child's size and little shoes and the simple kitchen catches him off guard a moment Aug 01 21:20:51 * Morgan takes a deep breath, looking at his cup Aug 01 21:23:02 **Inga slowly manages the Avalonian to say Mary was asking for her Mama, and hands her over to Beth before going outside again. Beth has to stand to rock the toddler, somewhat awkward around her bump. Mary babbles at her mother, barely understandable. Aug 01 21:24:45 J: Why? Aug 01 21:25:10 just wondering. Its where we're staying Aug 01 21:26:38 J: *he nods. Beth is quietly talking to Mary, who starts to fall asleep. From outside, there are happy shouts of "Papa!" Aug 01 21:29:58 J: *he looks a bit relieved* Here comes Peter, finally gets to do the job of the big brother warning Aug 01 21:30:35 Trust me, you did a grand job Aug 01 21:33:04 **Peter comes in, pulled by Lila and Petey, though he also has some string bags of food. He's taller than both James and David, though he is a fairer version of his Father unmistakably* Aug 01 21:35:18 P: Go on, back outside and play. **the kids do so. He puts the bags down, then comes and holds out his hand to Morgan** Pleased to meet you, Morgan Aug 01 21:35:48 * Morgan stands, shaking his hand Aug 01 21:38:02 P: **He takes the sleeping Mary from Beth, and puts her down in the playpen. Beth then starts dealing with the bags* A moment of your time, please Aug 01 21:38:31 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:38:32 of course Aug 01 21:38:44 * Beth is now known as Peter Aug 01 21:39:11 * Peter leads out through the house and out the main door. He offers Morgan a cigar Aug 01 21:39:36 No, thank you Aug 01 21:41:17 * Peter lights up, surveying the field of cows opposite with a hand casually in a pocket. He's very much like David, as Molly had told him Aug 01 21:41:50 It's tradition here for me to warn you to take care of my sister Aug 01 21:42:07 James has already done that Aug 01 21:42:45 But that's James. It's on me to do it too Aug 01 21:43:12 If you feel the need, I will not stop you. Aug 01 21:43:35 * Peter nods Aug 01 21:44:25 Don't take it personally, I would have told John or whatever that other ones name was the same. It's not because you're Eisen Aug 01 21:45:11 You need to do your duty as a brother... I understand. Aug 01 21:46:34 * Peter blows out smoke Aug 01 21:48:16 It's quite simple. If you hurt her or let her get hurt, we will have an issue Aug 01 21:49:25 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 01 21:49:44 You understand that having any sort of status comes with risks? Aug 01 21:50:02 As does having none Aug 01 21:50:30 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:50:44 I will protect her to the best of my ability Aug 01 21:51:49 * Peter nods Aug 01 21:51:55 Where is she? Aug 01 21:52:59 in the hayloft Aug 01 21:53:19 * Peter looks serious Aug 01 21:53:22 Already? Aug 01 21:53:55 * Morgan nods Aug 01 21:54:07 she heard about John Daggets wife Aug 01 21:54:24 * Peter grimaces Aug 01 21:55:07 Damn. I wanted to tell her that myself, just incase Aug 01 21:56:10 so did James Aug 01 21:56:41 How did she find out? Aug 01 21:56:46 Its affecting her more because she got poisoned and nearly died from haemorrhaged Aug 01 21:56:53 it came up in conversation Aug 01 21:57:26 * Peter nods, still serious Aug 01 21:57:37 I'll go and check on her Aug 01 21:58:23 She wanted to be left alone Aug 01 21:58:46 * Peter looks at Morgan intently Aug 01 21:59:07 Eliza was like a sister to her... Aug 01 21:59:20 I know Aug 01 21:59:44 * Peter folds his arms Aug 01 21:59:57 Either you go and check on her, or I will Aug 01 22:00:10 You and I will both respect her wishes. Aug 01 22:00:45 * Peter looks at him, not looking away Aug 01 22:01:04 She is my _sister_. Aug 01 22:01:15 which is why you will respect what she wants Aug 01 22:01:38 * Peter continues to watch him Aug 01 22:01:56 What has my Father told you about Molly's early childhood? Aug 01 22:02:09 You refer to Cecily? Aug 01 22:02:21 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:02:27 i know what happened Aug 01 22:02:40 * Peter nods again, grimly Aug 01 22:03:04 Then you understand why Molly needs to be checked on Aug 01 22:03:23 She has no idea, you realise that? Aug 01 22:03:52 Yes. And that is how it needs to stay Aug 01 22:04:13 She's starting to get memories. She'll know eventually Aug 01 22:04:35 * Peter rubs his forehead Aug 01 22:04:38 Damn. Aug 01 22:05:44 * Peter scuffs at the dirt with the toe of his boot Aug 01 22:05:51 How much do you know? Aug 01 22:07:47 I know exactly what happened Aug 01 22:10:13 About the insomnia and the delusions and the silence? Aug 01 22:11:37 No, I don't know about that Aug 01 22:13:21 ((He knows of two periods in her life since where she's had quite bad insomnia. 3 weeks between the lodging house and Lady Torrington's after the consumption, and two weeks between him proposing and them leaving for Eisen. She also remembers being given sedatives to induce sleep as a child that didn't work)) Aug 01 22:13:48 * Morgan frowns Aug 01 22:14:19 no, thats not right... she had a bit of insomnia after I proposed, and I know she was given sedatives as a child Aug 01 22:14:54 * Peter motions him further away from the house, towards a haybale near the sheep. He sits up on it, and theres plenty of room for two Aug 01 22:15:04 * Morgan sits Aug 01 22:17:32 After Cess died, Molly couldn't sleep more than about a quarter hour without having nightmares. After about a week of it, our parents started giving her sedatives, but they didn't work. Then she started having delusions. We had to take it in turns to stay up overnight and watch over her. Aug 01 22:18:14 lack of sleep will do that Aug 01 22:18:29 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:20:42 After a month, they couldn't give her any more sedatives. She stopped talking to us, but she would still sometimes talk to her imaginary friends. Then she stopped talking to them as well, and would just sit with her eyes open, staring at nothing. Doctor Ford said it had broken her mind Aug 01 22:21:24 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:22:21 * Peter blows out a ring of smoke away from Morgan Aug 01 22:24:43 Then one night I was watching her. She'd been sleeping about ten minutes when she suddenly said "I understand. Goodbye". And that was it, she slept for about four or five days aside from being woken and made to drink. But she was never quite the same after Cess died than before. Aug 01 22:25:47 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:25:53 She's been through a lot Aug 01 22:26:02 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:26:28 She couldn't remember any of it. It was like Cess had never existed Aug 01 22:27:28 I see Aug 01 22:30:06 Too much risk to tell her. So we all just went on as normal. Up in the hayloft there's a nook that Papa made for her afterwards. We released pretty quick that if she was upset, she'd bolt for the hills before you'd realise she was gone. He made that up there so she knew where to go to be alone Aug 01 22:30:21 Realised * Aug 01 22:30:24 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:30:26 that makes sense Aug 01 22:31:09 What has she remembered? Aug 01 22:31:27 little bits... but not much, but its on her mind almost constantly Aug 01 22:31:50 I just don't know what will happen if she remembers Aug 01 22:32:21 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:32:25 I understand your concern Aug 01 22:33:13 Does Papa know she's starting to remember? Aug 01 22:35:19 No, not yet Aug 01 22:37:30 He should have warned you Aug 01 22:38:28 Yes, he should have, and I shall be discussing it with him Aug 01 22:39:07 Look, just... don't turn your back on her. She will need you. Aug 01 22:39:37 I'd be dead if it weren't for her, I will never turn from her Aug 01 22:39:46 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:40:14 Some people have bad opinions about people who have a mind break Aug 01 22:40:25 * Morgan scratches his nose Aug 01 22:40:32 some people can mind their own damn business Aug 01 22:41:11 Good to know you won't divorce her over it Aug 01 22:41:44 There's a belief that I'm crazy, so at the very least it'd be hypocritical Aug 01 22:41:55 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:42:20 Heard a lot of stories when gossip started to spread about you and her Aug 01 22:42:38 oh? such as? Aug 01 22:43:45 Beating people, threatening to murder Lady Torrington's guests, beating a courier Aug 01 22:44:11 accurate. Aug 01 22:45:19 Mama hinted in a letter about you being married before, she said maybe Molly would want to talk to me Aug 01 22:45:54 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:46:02 I was Aug 01 22:46:11 So was Beth Aug 01 22:46:19 I know, she told me Aug 01 22:46:32 * Peter draws on the cigar Aug 01 22:48:06 Love match, it was. Then he died, she had a baby almost 12 months old and an inherited farm. She couldn't manage that by herself Aug 01 22:48:31 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:50:14 Father arranged it all with her Father, off I went. Took a few years for us to end up in love, but we did eventually Aug 01 22:51:02 I'm glad you got there Aug 01 22:51:25 * Peter nods Aug 01 22:52:16 We did well enough together without it. Mama seemed to think Molly would benefit from my experience Aug 01 22:52:36 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 01 22:52:47 I don't think its necessarily required Aug 01 22:53:13 That's fine then Aug 01 22:54:41 Got any questions about Molly? Aug 01 22:55:13 Not at the moment... I need to think on it Aug 01 22:56:00 I'm going in for tea then Aug 01 22:56:10 * Morgan nods Aug 01 22:56:14 I'll check on Molly Aug 01 22:59:02 Good idea Aug 01 23:07:10 where is it? Aug 01 23:08:07 * Peter gives him directions, its next to the stable where Morgan has been before Aug 01 23:08:50 * Morgan nods, wandering off towards the barn Aug 01 23:12:57 **It's quiet, and smells of recently harvested hay. Theres a solid ladder into the loft part Aug 01 23:13:35 blossom... Aug 01 23:14:44 * Peter is now known as Molly Aug 01 23:14:47 Up here Aug 01 23:16:33 * Morgan climbs into the loft Aug 01 23:18:08 **Theres lots of loose hay. At the far end there's what looks like a little doorway, illuminated by daylight Aug 01 23:19:17 * Morgan heads towards it Aug 01 23:22:05 **he will have to crouch, the door is about half his height Aug 01 23:22:57 * Morgan does so Aug 01 23:26:55 * Molly is sat in the little space. The daylight comes from a window that seems to have been put there especially. The wood is all painted in swirls of greens, yellows, pinks and purples. Aug 01 23:27:20 how are you doing? Aug 01 23:27:37 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 01 23:28:37 I want to say I am fine, that my spirit that you love for it's strength and resiliency is unbroken... Aug 01 23:29:14 but it would be a lie Aug 01 23:29:30 * Molly nods Aug 01 23:29:37 I am upset Aug 01 23:31:06 * Morgan nods Aug 01 23:31:12 I'm sure Aug 01 23:33:51 I just keep thinking of the last time I saw her, and how I didn't even realise it would be the last time Aug 01 23:34:50 Thats generally how it happens I'm afraid Aug 01 23:36:34 * Molly nods Aug 01 23:37:17 She wanted to meet you again, remember? She wanted to be able to curtsey to you properly, when she wasn't pregnant any more but... Aug 01 23:38:46 * Morgan nods Aug 01 23:38:47 aye Aug 01 23:40:44 I never told her we were getting married, or that I finally had found the true love I had always dreamt of Aug 01 23:41:25 * Morgan nods, taking her hands Aug 01 23:41:43 * Molly squeezes them Aug 01 23:42:02 She was too young for this. Its not fair Aug 01 23:42:08 Very little is Aug 01 23:43:08 And I am trying so hard not to be angry. But I lost so much time with her. Aug 01 23:44:59 * Morgan nods Aug 01 23:45:04 I know Aug 01 23:46:31 * Molly sighs Aug 01 23:46:56 My childhood home, and my childhood best friend, both in a day Aug 01 23:47:30 You know it needn't be both Aug 01 23:48:31 * Molly shifts, lying with her head on his lap Aug 01 23:48:40 What are you thinking? Aug 01 23:49:21 I've already said we could buy it... Aug 01 23:49:44 But we would not be here to run it Aug 01 23:51:49 They would be Aug 01 23:54:26 My brothers? Aug 01 23:55:00 * Morgan nods Aug 01 23:56:30 * Molly nods a little Aug 01 23:56:41 We could speak to them Aug 01 23:57:36 * Molly goes quiet before saying Aug 01 23:57:49 She knew what was going to happen, didn't she? Aug 01 23:58:05 who? Aug 01 23:58:37 Eliza, when she wasn't able to deliver the second baby Aug 01 23:59:46 I expect so Aug 02 00:03:35 She knew the first baby will be raised by another woman when John remarries Aug 02 00:04:03 I don't know she'd have thought about it Aug 02 00:06:06 Perhaps not... perhaps I think that because I thought that about Varick? Aug 02 00:07:01 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:07:15 could be Aug 02 00:09:27 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:09:52 My heart hurts for John. Despite what he put me through, he doesn't deserve this. Aug 02 00:10:09 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:10:10 I know Aug 02 00:12:37 What can I do to help him, liebling? Aug 02 00:13:10 I don't know. He'll be inconsolable right now Aug 02 00:15:42 Will he want to talk? Aug 02 00:16:55 I don't know really. Would you like me to try? Aug 02 00:18:24 I... hadn't thought of that. I thought I would go myself. Aug 02 00:18:35 I know, its only just come to mind Aug 02 00:18:57 Would it not be too painful for you? Aug 02 00:20:05 If I can help him get through it, it'd be worth it Aug 02 00:20:26 I think I would prefer to go myself first Aug 02 00:20:31 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:20:36 if thats what you need to do Aug 02 00:20:51 Will that trouble you? Aug 02 00:21:04 A little, but only out of concern for you Aug 02 00:21:24 You wouldn't be jealous? Aug 02 00:22:12 why would I be? Aug 02 00:23:39 Because I was betrothed to him Aug 02 00:25:32 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 00:25:34 you love me Aug 02 00:26:14 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:26:47 Utterly and endlessly. I did not and would never love him Aug 02 00:27:08 Then there is nothing for me to be jealous of Aug 02 00:27:25 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:28:23 Where is Varick? Aug 02 00:29:44 Playing with the others... Aug 02 00:31:47 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:31:59 That's nice, isn't it? Aug 02 00:32:37 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:32:38 yes it is Aug 02 00:33:47 There are lots of children Aug 02 00:34:36 yes there are Aug 02 00:36:22 I haven't seen Joseph or Mary before, only the older ones Aug 02 00:36:44 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:36:56 Joseph is getting his teeth... Aug 02 00:37:52 * Molly smiles Aug 02 00:38:04 Is that normal for his age? Aug 02 00:38:25 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:40:21 How are you managing...? Aug 02 00:40:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 02 00:41:12 Inga brought Mary back into the house... it caused me a moment of disquiet Aug 02 00:41:54 * Molly nods against his leg Aug 02 00:42:11 I worried her age would make it difficult for you Aug 02 00:43:30 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:43:34 it is Aug 02 00:45:03 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:45:33 Can I help you in any way? Would you prefer to not come here? Aug 02 00:45:46 No, I'll be alright Aug 02 00:46:58 * Molly goes quiet Aug 02 00:48:42 We ought to go back to the others Aug 02 00:49:51 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:49:53 if you're ready Aug 02 00:50:40 * Molly nods Aug 02 00:50:53 I am all cried out for now I think Aug 02 00:51:19 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:51:22 alright my love Aug 02 00:52:34 * Molly leans up, kissing his cheek Aug 02 00:52:38 Thank you Aug 02 00:53:50 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 00:53:56 I did nothing Aug 02 00:54:20 You did _everything_... you _are_ everything Aug 02 00:54:44 No, that, my darling, is you Aug 02 00:55:39 * Molly shifts suddenly, kissing him firmly, almost knocking him over with it Aug 02 00:56:08 * Morgan holds on to her Aug 02 00:56:49 * Molly draws away slightly Aug 02 00:57:02 We need to go. Now. Aug 02 00:57:12 * Morgan nods Aug 02 00:57:15 very well Aug 02 00:57:44 * Molly swallows hard, forcing herself to move away Aug 02 00:59:29 Come along, I'm sure Peter wants to see you Aug 02 00:59:59 * Molly nods, crawling through the little doorway Aug 02 01:01:01 * Morgan follows her through Aug 02 01:02:19 * Molly takes his hand once they're back down, holding it between both of hers Aug 02 01:05:57 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 02 01:26:03 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 02 14:31:01 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 02 14:32:35 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Aug 02 14:33:11 **Only James and Peter are in the kitchen when they get back. Peter looks her over, then comes to hug her. "Hello, Fireball. You look very smart" Aug 02 14:34:05 * Molly blushes "Thank you. You tshould tsee tsome of the things I am expected to wear for the court occasions!" Aug 02 14:34:05 **He lets her go, looking at Morgan** Must cost you a pretty penny! Aug 02 14:34:19 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 14:34:26 part of being a duchess really Aug 02 14:35:03 P: Papa said you were nobility but he didn't say you were a Duke? Aug 02 14:36:29 I wasn't at the time... and actually, I'm only a duke because she was made a duchess Aug 02 14:39:50 P: Lady Torrington's only just become a Duchess, and she's a _real_ noble Aug 02 14:40:12 * Morgan glances at Peter Aug 02 14:40:21 mind your manners Aug 02 14:40:27 * Molly winces, looking at the floor Aug 02 14:41:03 P: Sorry, just a bit of a shock to find out your sister is a Duchess Aug 02 14:41:21 * Morgan nods Aug 02 14:42:03 I'm sure it is, but by birth or otherwise, she is a real noble now Aug 02 14:42:25 P: *he nods* How did it happen? Aug 02 14:47:35 cant really be an ambassador to another country if you've not got a title Aug 02 14:51:02 P: *he looks a bit disbelieving* How is _Molly_ an ambassador?! Aug 02 14:51:42 *James looks confused too. Meanwhile Molly is edging closer to Morgan subconsciously* Aug 02 14:51:55 * Morgan rolls his shoulders Aug 02 14:52:34 She's an ambassador because the Eisenfurst recognises brilliance when he sees it... Aug 02 14:58:46 * Molly blushes, smiling at him Aug 02 14:59:09 That is nice, liebling Aug 02 14:59:52 P: What's an Eisenferst? Aug 02 15:02:10 The country is ruled by seven of them, each with a different part of Eisen. They are the highest power in Eisen Aug 02 15:05:36 P: *he looks at Molly again* You've ended up a long way from all this Aug 02 15:07:28 * Molly shrugs Aug 02 15:07:47 I've ended up happy. That's what matters Aug 02 15:08:30 P: You even sound a bit Eisen now Aug 02 15:09:22 * Molly smiles, looking at Morgan Aug 02 15:09:27 I do Aug 02 15:14:49 hard not to when its all she hears now Aug 02 15:16:55 *James looks at Molly* Let's have some more tea, Moll Aug 02 15:16:56 * Molly nods "That would be nice, thank you" Aug 02 15:16:56 **The two men look a bit confused. Molly makes no move from Morgan's side** Aug 02 15:17:44 She said that'd be nice... Aug 02 15:17:57 **James looks a little put out: I meant you making it for everyone, Moll. I suppose you have people who make it for you now! Aug 02 15:18:40 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 15:18:40 * Molly tilts her head "Tsometimes, yes. But I assumed you have handts enough between you two to manage tsuch a tsimple task." Aug 02 15:18:50 usually me Aug 02 15:19:17 * Molly takes his hand with a fond smile Aug 02 15:19:34 **They both look shocked by this** P: Beth or Caro always make the tea. Aug 02 15:20:22 * Morgan goes to start making tea Aug 02 15:20:27 times move on gentlemen Aug 02 15:20:36 * Molly rolls her eyes "You would findt your wives much happier if you made the effort to tserve them vonce in while." Aug 02 15:21:02 **Their shock intensifies. James starts making the tea grudgingly. Peter looks to Morgan* Does she speak to you like that? Aug 02 15:21:44 You'll get over it when you realise she's right... Aug 02 15:22:19 make the ladies some tea, tell them you thought they'd like some and see how they react... Aug 02 15:24:26 **James huffs but gets more cups. Molly takes a seat at the table** Aug 02 15:25:31 **Peter sighs, then goes to help his brother. Morgan just hear the whispering** P: She's getting like Mama Aug 02 15:25:54 Thats not a bad thing, gentlemen... but you'll see Aug 02 15:26:44 * Molly looks at Morgan enquiringly Aug 02 15:32:40 * Morgan smiles slightly, winking at her Aug 02 15:32:55 * Molly blushes, smiling Aug 02 15:33:21 **The brothers take four cups outside Aug 02 15:34:01 They're said you're getting like mama Aug 02 15:36:38 * Molly smiles Aug 02 15:36:46 What thinks you? Aug 02 15:37:39 They're not particularly wrong, it must be said Aug 02 15:38:48 Does that trouble you? Aug 02 15:39:44 Not so far Aug 02 15:41:46 * Molly nods Aug 02 15:42:45 **The men come back in, both smiling a little. They bring over tea to Molly and Morgan before taking seats at the table too Aug 02 15:45:07 * Morgan watches them Aug 02 15:46:22 J: They liked it *he admits grudgingly* Aug 02 15:47:16 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Aug 02 15:51:40 **Peter is the first to ask an important question amid the general exchange of pleasantries* Aug 02 15:51:54 P: How are Mama and Papa? Aug 02 15:55:09 * Molly glances at Morgan Aug 02 15:55:26 Well, when I last saw them Aug 02 15:56:09 P: **he adds more milk to his tea* When are they coming home? Aug 02 15:56:48 * Molly bites her lip, trying to draw the right words together. She glances at Morgan for help Aug 02 15:57:41 [you wish me to tell them and his plans?] Aug 02 16:03:00 [Please] Aug 02 16:04:17 They're not... they're staying in Eisen. Davids taken up a position as my fathers estate manager Aug 02 16:06:55 **Peter and James look at each other before looking back at him* P: why would they want to do that?! Aug 02 16:08:08 Because they're happy there I suppose Aug 02 16:10:23 J: In _Eisen_. Papa hates Eisen. Aug 02 16:10:38 * Molly sighs Aug 02 16:11:53 He doesn't. He loves the people there. He has friends there, and a home, and a job that makes him happy. Mama has friends too, and they are very close to Morgan's parents. Aug 02 16:13:32 P: How much land does he own there? *he looks at Morgan. There's no cheerfulness there now, he's obviously unhappy about this* Aug 02 16:14:16 None Aug 02 16:16:54 P: None?! Not even the land he lives on? Aug 02 16:17:22 * Molly tilts her head thoughtfully but says nothing Aug 02 16:18:09 No, he lives on my fathers land Aug 02 16:20:48 P: *he frowns* It makes no sense. Papa is ambitious, why would he settle for so little? Aug 02 16:21:06 * Molly straightens a little Aug 02 16:21:59 I don't know, why would he settle for a secure future, with people who care for him, where he can spend time with his daughter that he spent so long ignoring... Aug 02 16:22:30 P: I didn't mean offense. Aug 02 16:23:48 It's not "so little". He is the right hand of his Lord. When he goes into the towns under his Graf, the people listen to him. They _respect_ his authority. And my Father-in-law respects him too. Aug 02 16:24:25 J: Papa was always ambitious Aug 02 16:28:10 * Molly squares her shoulders Aug 02 16:29:26 It is not ambition. They are staying in Sudlachenburg. They want to because they like it there. If you are displeased by that, do feel at liberty to write and ring a tirade over Papa's head, for all it will do you. Aug 02 16:31:15 **Both Peter and James look taken aback by this. Molly just looks utterly resolute** Aug 02 16:31:42 P: You have become a hard sort of woman, Molly. Aug 02 16:32:35 She's become a confident one Aug 02 16:33:36 **James nods at this, but Peter, much as his obstinate father would be, is watching Molly Aug 02 16:33:43 * Molly 's eyes narrow. "How would you even know what sort of woman I am, you haven't seen me since I was barely sixteen. And if I am hard, it is because life made me so when Father cast me out. If you had wanted a gentle, sweet little sister, perhaps you should have done something to help me rather than force me to go begging on the charity of strangers!" Aug 02 16:35:55 **There's silence a moment. It allows the laughter of the children outside and the odd theatrical bear-like growls of Heinzharold to be heard. Both men's micro-expressions contain guilt* Aug 02 16:36:48 I see you both feel guilty about that... this is your chance to start over, don't miss it by being rude and obstinate. Aug 02 16:37:29 **James nods: Sorry Moll, I should have done something Aug 02 16:38:06 P: Me too. But I couldn't have gone against Papa. It could have damaged my reputation too. Aug 02 16:39:10 Thats an awful reason to not do the right thing. Aug 02 16:40:16 P: Maybe things are different in Eisen, but here reputation is everything. Perhaps you'd have to be common to understand that. Aug 02 16:41:25 No, things aren't different in Eisen at all... I'd rather have the reputation of doing the right thing no matter what than covering my own backside Aug 02 16:45:58 * Molly shrugs, but Morgan can see she's cross "Don't bother. I don't care to discuss it any further. You both did what you did. I did what I had to. In the end I found the one person who has _always_ put my well-being above anything else. Let's not focus on the past. Aug 02 16:48:15 **Not knowing her as well as Morgan, they see this as the matter being peacefully resolved, and move on* Aug 02 16:48:33 Where do you both live? Aug 02 16:50:37 **Both tell him, the places are both far enough to mean it would be difficult to get there and back in a day Aug 02 16:52:51 So none of you live here? Aug 02 17:01:44 J: We have been going back and forth all summer for Father Aug 02 17:04:44 * Morgan nods Aug 02 17:04:52 what would you be doing if you weren't doing this? Aug 02 17:07:42 J: Running our own farms without getting help from our neighbours. It's been a big upheaval to help out so much Aug 02 17:09:09 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 02 17:09:16 Your father wants to sell Aug 02 17:12:00 **Neither of them look happy** J: He can't do that! Aug 02 17:13:52 And you can no longer grow potatoes on your farms Aug 02 17:16:38 P: Potatoes are fine Aug 02 17:19:26 No, you're not allowed to anymore Aug 02 17:19:37 P: why not? Aug 02 17:23:13 oh I'm sorry, I thought since you can dictate what David does with his own property, I could do the same for yours... Aug 02 17:27:45 P: But it's always been the Forrester's farm Aug 02 17:28:17 For a long time, certainly Aug 02 17:32:19 P: But it's our future Aug 02 17:32:30 why? You have your own farms Aug 02 17:32:42 **James mutters* _Your_ future. Aug 02 17:33:10 P: That's not the same, we married into them. It's not Sunnyme. Aug 02 17:33:17 Sunnymeade* Aug 02 17:38:23 * Morgan looks at James Aug 02 17:38:35 perhaps an idea of what he intends would help? Aug 02 17:41:38 **he nods* Aug 02 17:42:34 Some of the equipment to be given to other farmers, but primarily, the funds from this place to be split between David and his children... Aug 02 17:43:51 *James nods* That would be better for me at least, rather than getting nothing Aug 02 17:44:14 P: But it's where we grew up. It's where our ancestors come from. Aug 02 17:44:25 seven... Aug 02 17:48:28 P: Seven what? Aug 02 17:50:21 generations. Aug 02 17:51:18 P: That's right Aug 02 17:52:27 About a hundred and fifty years? Aug 02 17:54:35 P: More like two hundred Aug 02 17:54:56 * Morgan nods Aug 02 17:55:12 I understand your feelings that it should stay in the family Aug 02 17:55:38 J: what about you, how long has your land been in your family? Aug 02 17:56:16 about five hundred years Aug 02 17:59:44 P: That's what could happen for my descendants if Papa doesn't sell Aug 02 18:01:00 That is not what he has decided Aug 02 18:06:15 P: Everyone just has to put up with his selfish choice then? Aug 02 18:06:33 **Both Molly and James look surprised by this** Aug 02 18:07:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 02 18:07:34 You wish to defy his wishes? Aug 02 18:12:50 P: I think he should have come home to talk about it himself Aug 02 18:15:29 *James frowns* It would be fairer if we all got something. Aug 02 18:20:15 * Molly shrugs Aug 02 18:20:40 I would rather it stays in the family, and I don't care about the money Aug 02 18:20:56 J: Well you wouldn't, would you? Aug 02 18:21:17 * Molly looks a little hurt by this Aug 02 18:21:45 Let me make you aware that while I am very permissive about most things, rudeness and disrespect to Molly is something I will not tolerate. Am I understood? Aug 02 18:26:53 **James and Peter both nod* Aug 02 18:27:29 I'll also point out that you were sniping at eachother when none of you really want the place to be sold, am I correct? Aug 02 19:13:15 * Molly frowns slightly at this Aug 02 19:13:54 J: I don't want it sold, but the money would be useful for dowries for the girls when it's time. Aug 02 19:14:26 * Molly sips her tea thoughtfully Aug 02 19:16:05 * Morgan nods, looking at Peter Aug 02 19:17:26 P: I want to keep it. I still remember the first day Papa told me that one day Sunnymeade would be mine and my son's Aug 02 19:22:38 * Morgan nods, looking to Molly Aug 02 19:23:26 * Molly is clearly thinking something over, and doesn't look away from her teacup Aug 02 19:23:54 * Morgan looks back to the men Aug 02 19:24:12 she's already said she doesn't want it to leave the family, so sniping at eachother is counterproductive at best, isn't it? Aug 02 19:25:00 **They nod** Aug 02 19:25:42 so pack it in Aug 02 19:28:58 **They nod again* Aug 02 19:29:13 P: Why hasn't he come himself? Aug 02 19:29:42 I don't know. Fair to say we're not best pleased about it, being sent to say his goodbyes without actually knowing it Aug 02 19:33:38 P: When does he expect it sold by? Aug 02 19:36:16 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 19:36:22 instruction was made to the solicitor today Aug 02 19:36:43 * Molly gets up, bringing over the teapot to top up everyone's cups Aug 02 19:37:05 J: what if we refuse to do anything unless he comes back himself? Aug 02 19:37:40 Then the solicitor sells it regardless and you get trouble from the new owners Aug 02 19:42:44 P: *he shrugs* In that case, my family and I are going home. Let the solicitor deal with finding someone to run the place until its sold Aug 02 19:43:12 Sit down man Aug 02 19:45:16 *he does so* Aug 02 19:48:18 * Molly looks to Morgan Aug 02 19:48:34 I dare say there must be a way around it? Aug 02 19:48:39 I imagine so, aye Aug 02 19:53:46 P: I can't buy everyone out. Aug 02 19:55:31 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 02 19:55:34 *tea Aug 02 19:56:14 J: I can't afford not to accept the money I'd get Aug 02 19:59:29 * Molly sips her tea Aug 02 20:00:17 And I wish to see Sunnymeade stay in the family but I do not have the time to be here to take it on myself Aug 02 20:02:40 * Morgan sips his tea quietly Aug 02 20:04:35 **All three of them look to him* Aug 02 20:04:51 What, you expect me to come up with an answer? Aug 02 20:07:02 **the men nod* Aug 02 20:07:44 why? You've run this place since your fathers been away, you aren't stupid... Aug 02 20:09:19 P: What we need is money. I need enough to buy out James, Molly, and Father's quarters. Aug 02 20:10:06 * Molly looks at Morgan Aug 02 20:10:17 How much do you think it will be worth? Aug 02 20:11:48 including the land, 500 guilders, there or thereabouts Aug 02 20:14:05 **Peter and James look hopeless** Aug 02 20:14:23 * Molly sips her tea Aug 02 20:14:52 So one hundred and twenty five each... Aug 02 20:14:59 * Morgan nods Aug 02 20:16:19 P: Even just buying out the three others it's a lot Aug 02 20:16:47 J: *he nods* Hell of a lot. 'Scuse my language. Aug 02 20:17:45 What would you actually do with the farm, Peter? Aug 02 20:18:45 P: We'd move in. The other farm in Bradstock we'd lease out. That was always the plan when Papa passed on anyhow Aug 02 20:19:34 * Molly nods Aug 02 20:20:27 So one twenty five for Papa, one twenty five for James. I can do that. Aug 02 20:21:12 **They look at Morgan, shocked that she's so casually offering his money** Aug 02 20:22:01 * Morgan sits unmoved, sipping his tea Aug 02 20:23:01 P: What would you get in return though? *he addresses Morgan* Aug 02 20:32:50 I don't know, best ask your sister Aug 02 20:34:50 P: *he looks uncomfortable* I find it's better to only talk money with men. Aug 02 20:35:30 You find it more comfortable to, not better Aug 02 20:39:32 J: It's because women don't have anything but their pin money here ((this would be whatever her husband had given her or she'd managed to save with frugality. It would be a pittance even for gentlemen farmer's wives like Beth and Caro)) Aug 02 20:40:09 Often the case at home, but this is not the usual circumstance Aug 02 20:41:13 I can assure you that the money that will fund this is entirely mine. Therefore asking my husband will not help you. Aug 02 20:41:55 **They look at her** J: _You_ have two hundred and fifty guilders?! Aug 02 20:42:15 * Molly sips the tea, using the cup to conceal a smile Aug 02 20:42:28 I wouldn't have mentioned it if I didn't Aug 02 20:43:31 P: I don't know how long it would take to pay you back, and I don't like borrowing money Aug 02 20:45:09 * Molly shakes her head "Not a loan, a gift. You would have Sunnymeade, James would have the money for Charlotte and Emily's doweries... and Father will get what he is owed also. Aug 02 20:46:49 P: *he looks at Morgan again* Will you permit your Wife to do this? Aug 02 20:47:34 * Molly 's micro-expression flashes with annoyance, but the rest of her expression is neutral Aug 02 20:48:03 If you don't want it... Aug 02 20:52:06 J: It's a good idea, but Moll, it's a lot of money Aug 02 20:59:16 I know that. I know what I am doing. I am _good_ at bookkeeping. The things I've been doing this summer you probably would not believe. I have the money, and this is what I want to do. Sunnymeade stays in the family, you get what you need, Papa will get what he wants. Everyone will be happy. Aug 02 20:59:48 **Peter and James look to Morgan's approval** Aug 02 21:00:10 [I think I will actually scream if they keep doing that!] Aug 02 21:02:02 You are waiting for me to object, or to see if I'll approve of my wife's actions? Aug 02 21:04:53 **They both nod* J: Caro wouldn't dream of doing something like this without my permission. P: It would be disrespectful. Aug 02 21:05:10 * Molly sips her tea very slowly Aug 02 21:05:59 * Morgan watches them for a moment before standing up and going to the door, looking outside Aug 02 21:07:58 **Heinzharold is under a pile of children clambering all over him Aug 02 21:08:50 **the wives are sat on the grass watching. Inga is holding baby Joseph** Aug 02 21:11:02 * Morgan looks back over his shoulder Aug 02 21:11:15 You need to sort it out between you, I'm not going to act as a go between Aug 02 21:14:32 **All three nod* Aug 02 21:16:05 * Morgan gets comfy leaning against the jamb, watching those outside Aug 02 21:23:13 **The children are having a good time. Mary is a bit left out, too big to want to just be held, too small for the rough and tumble of besting Heinzharold the bear Aug 02 21:23:46 * Molly and her brothers quietly discuss the situation Aug 02 21:24:36 **Caro looks in Morgan's direction, then nudges Beth** C: Time to make lunch Aug 02 21:24:55 * Morgan frowns slightly Aug 02 21:27:29 **Beth stands, and Caro does likewise. Caro looks at Morgan* Can you ask Inga if she minds holding Joseph whilst we make lunch please? Aug 02 21:27:58 * Morgan nods, doing so Aug 02 21:29:44 **Inga nods, looking quite pleased with this arrangement. The other women thank her and go indoors. Mary watches the big children from a safe distance before plopping down on the grass, pulling at her little leather shoes Aug 02 21:31:55 **Inga looks at Morgan** How are you? Aug 02 21:32:13 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 02 21:32:15 managing Aug 02 21:32:22 you are enjoying yourself? Aug 02 21:32:39 * Molly nods, waiting to see if Morgan sits on the grass Aug 02 21:32:44 * Molly is now known as Inga Aug 02 21:33:05 Heinzharold is good with children Aug 02 21:33:27 thats because he basically is one Aug 02 21:33:36 * Inga smiles Aug 02 21:33:59 He has their optimism and cheerfulness. He's not afraid to look foolish too Aug 02 21:35:51 * Morgan nods Aug 02 21:36:05 I've always admired that Aug 02 21:39:53 * Inga nods Aug 02 21:40:18 Is Molly alright, she said she was nervous about coming back Aug 02 21:41:34 I think so. They've annoyed her just enough to get her to dig her heels in and not let them push her around. I need to talk to you later about her. Aug 02 21:43:07 * Inga frowns Aug 02 21:43:26 Are you two having problems? Aug 02 21:44:27 No no, not at all... something has come up that is going to be potentially challenging for her. I'm going to need your help I think Aug 02 21:46:44 Of course Aug 02 21:47:18 Is it about whatever upset her in the kitchen? Aug 02 21:48:12 That may be part of it. A childhood friend has died in childbirth, they were like sisters Aug 02 21:52:17 Eliza? Aug 02 21:52:57 * Morgan nods Aug 02 21:58:44 Oh, poor Molly. That's awful. Aug 02 21:59:44 * Morgan nods Aug 02 21:59:53 there's more to it but this isn't the place to discuss it Aug 02 22:02:57 * Inga nods. Mary stumbles towards Inga, then looks down at Joseph before saying "Bay-bee" Aug 02 22:03:43 * Inga nods, smiling at the toddler "Ja, baby." Aug 02 22:04:55 **Mary leans back to stick out her stomach then puts her hand on it, looking to Morgan** Mama, baby. Aug 02 22:07:07 * Inga is smiling, watching them Aug 02 22:07:09 * Morgan nods Aug 02 22:07:15 thats right, mama's having a baby Aug 02 22:08:45 **it occurs to him that if Dietlinde had been pregnant, Jana wouldn't have been much older than Mary is now when it became obvious to her that her mother was going to have a baby too Aug 02 22:09:50 **Mary goes back to looking at Joseph, stroking his hair with clumsy but gentle hands Aug 02 22:12:16 * Morgan watches her solemnly Aug 02 22:12:38 Mary: Shush baby shush Aug 02 22:13:31 **Joseph is looking at her but not making any noise. Inga looks quite smitten with them both** Aug 02 22:14:06 * Morgan watches her for a moment Aug 02 22:14:09 you're very good with them Aug 02 22:14:29 I: I like children. Can you ask her if she is excited about her new baby? Aug 02 22:15:46 Mary... are you excited about the new baby? Aug 02 22:16:35 **She looks at him, smiling* Love the baby Aug 02 22:16:54 * Morgan nods, translating Aug 02 22:17:20 * Inga smiles warmly "Isn't that so sweet?" Aug 02 22:19:00 * Morgan nods Aug 02 22:19:03 aye, it is Aug 02 22:20:45 **Heinzharold has escaped the older ones who are playing tag now, and crawls over towards them making bear noises. Mary squeals when she sees him, bouncing on the spot, not quite able to jump but getting close. It's the exact stage Jana was at too, but Mary will one day be able to...* Aug 02 22:21:06 * Inga laughs "he's so funny" Aug 02 22:22:41 * Morgan nods shortly, looking away Aug 02 22:24:00 **This has obviously caught HH's attention as even in bear mode he makes a slight whistle then gestures $alright?$ Aug 02 22:24:33 $its difficult$ Aug 02 22:24:47 $Jana?$ Aug 02 22:24:55 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 02 22:25:07 $Would've been Mary's age$ Aug 02 22:26:06 **HH gets up, briefly ruffles Mary's hair and then says to Inga "Back in a minute, Pidge" Aug 02 22:26:17 * Inga is now known as HH Aug 02 22:27:11 I want to have a look at the 'orses David has in his barn, show me the way? Aug 02 22:27:31 * Morgan nods, getting up Aug 02 22:28:23 * HH starts whistling casually, letting Morgan lead the way Aug 02 22:28:40 * Morgan heads towards the barn Aug 02 22:29:45 * HH waits til they're in there and out of sight before pulling him into a brief bear hug Aug 02 22:29:57 I shouda realised Aug 02 22:30:15 Had a bit of a hit to the chest when Inga carried Mary inside earlier Aug 02 22:31:42 * HH nods Aug 02 22:32:32 Inga's a bit more _golden_ blonde than Dietlinde was, but I see what y' mean Aug 02 22:32:46 * Morgan nods Aug 02 22:33:16 Anything we can do t' make it easier? Aug 02 22:33:55 I don't think so, no Aug 02 22:34:20 * HH nods Aug 02 22:34:45 Bad timing Aug 02 22:34:54 * Morgan nods Aug 02 22:34:56 aye Aug 02 22:35:40 How's e'erything else? Aug 02 22:36:50 Few issues. Got a bit more background knowledge about Molly's sister, but thats for a later conversation, away from her Aug 02 22:40:14 * HH nods Aug 02 22:40:51 Been doing some recon of the brothers? Aug 02 22:41:46 been watchin' em Aug 02 22:44:30 What do y' make of them? Aug 02 22:45:35 James is a good man... Peter... not entirely sure yet Aug 02 22:46:09 Wives are nice Aug 02 22:47:19 * Morgan nods Aug 02 22:47:23 not sure what to make of me, mind Aug 02 22:47:41 Jus' like the rest o' us then Aug 02 22:48:46 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Aug 02 22:49:11 Obviously they think I'm goooooorgeous Aug 02 22:49:37 naturally Aug 02 22:49:46 * HH nods Aug 02 22:50:01 They're Avalonian but they're not blind Aug 02 22:50:22 the children adore you Aug 02 22:50:32 * HH nods Aug 02 22:50:39 I'm adorable Aug 02 22:52:02 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 22:53:41 if you say so Aug 02 22:54:55 You're likeable, in yer own way Aug 02 22:55:54 I suppose so Aug 02 22:57:18 Who is this Dagger guy? Aug 02 22:58:34 Dagget... he was the one she was betrothed to before she got sick Aug 02 23:02:08 * HH nods Aug 02 23:02:26 He causin' trouble about it? Aug 02 23:03:17 No, his wife died during childbirth... she and Molly were extremely close growing up Aug 02 23:06:23 *he looks concerned* Molly alright? Aug 02 23:07:12 no... brings up some worrying throwbacks to the past, but I don't have time to go into it now Aug 02 23:10:30 Claudia would slap me if I didn' ask wha' the hell you're doing out here rather than being with her right now Aug 02 23:11:49 They're working something out... its important for them to do it themselves Aug 02 23:13:07 * HH nods Aug 02 23:14:34 Still taking the Ketch back to Morgan's Rock this evening? Aug 02 23:14:57 I don't know. Molly might want to spend some time going to see Dagget Aug 02 23:15:11 Her ex-fiance? Aug 02 23:16:22 * Morgan nods Aug 02 23:17:39 He gonna be pleased to see her? Aug 02 23:17:51 He won't be pleased to see anyone right now Aug 02 23:18:20 You'll let her go anyway? Aug 02 23:19:08 If thats what she needs to do... Aug 02 23:24:17 Ever met 'im? Aug 02 23:31:19 held a sword to his throat once Aug 02 23:32:09 This sounds entertaining **he leans against the wall* what did he do? Aug 02 23:34:11 he wanted to talk to Molly, I didn't like the idea and when he upset her I made it known I would not tolerate it Aug 02 23:35:51 Left it in a bad note then? Aug 02 23:36:57 * Morgan shrugs Aug 02 23:37:07 he abandoned her when the rumours started when she got sick Aug 02 23:38:48 * HH nods Aug 02 23:39:15 Inga mentioned about tha'. Said Molly nearly died. Aug 02 23:39:48 * Morgan nods Aug 02 23:39:49 aye Aug 02 23:40:48 Ended up in a lodging 'ouse near the dock Aug 02 23:41:16 thats right Aug 02 23:41:46 Lucky she didn't end up in a worse place than tha' like so many girls do Aug 02 23:43:48 * Morgan nods Aug 02 23:43:49 indeed Aug 02 23:45:42 Ever meet his wife? Aug 02 23:47:57 * Morgan nods Aug 02 23:47:59 aye, once Aug 02 23:50:45 Nice? Aug 02 23:51:17 sweet girl, clearly adored Molly... had no idea that she and Dagget were together in the past Aug 02 23:51:45 * HH nods Aug 02 23:51:59 Prob'ly better that way Aug 02 23:53:59 whether or not he told her, I don't know Aug 02 23:56:49 Aye. Can't help but feel bad for 'im though. What happened to the baby? Aug 02 23:57:27 one survived, the second didn't Aug 02 23:58:58 That gonna make it easier or harder, y' reckon? Aug 02 23:59:05 I really don't know Aug 03 00:00:51 Think Molly will just show up on 'is doorstep? **This reminds him of a dream he had weeks ago where he was wearing Madchen in a carrying cloth, having lost Molly to a difficult birth where she bled out, and him turning up on Dietlinde's doorstep asking about a christening gown* Aug 03 00:02:34 * Morgan frowns Aug 03 00:02:41 possibly. I just don't know Aug 03 00:05:47 Want me t' go with her? Aug 03 00:07:09 * Morgan nods Aug 03 00:07:13 I'll go see him at some point Aug 03 00:08:03 Think you can 'elp? Aug 03 00:08:57 * Morgan shrugs Aug 03 00:08:59 I don't know Aug 03 00:10:11 It's enough to put y' off having children forever. Aug 03 00:10:18 * HH shudders Aug 03 00:12:23 having seen Inga today, I don't think thats likely Aug 03 00:12:56 She'd smuggle that little one 'ome if she could Aug 03 00:13:09 * Morgan nods Aug 03 00:13:15 she seems rather taken with Mary as well Aug 03 00:14:01 Inga wants a big family. Like enough to give you an' Molly some competition Aug 03 00:14:51 * Morgan nods Aug 03 00:16:02 Best be gettin' back before she sticks them all in the coach to take back to Koertig kingdom wi' us Aug 03 00:16:50 * Morgan nods Aug 03 00:16:53 best had, aye Aug 03 00:17:17 * HH claps him on the shoulder Aug 03 00:17:23 You gonna be alright? Aug 03 00:17:54 I'll manage Aug 03 00:18:30 * HH nods. He starts whistling the song about the peaches and cream then starts grinning Aug 03 00:21:26 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 03 02:56:01 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 03 10:51:22 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 03 13:44:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 03 14:23:53 **Everyone is already eating when Morgan and HH get there. The atmosphere is fairly relaxed, and once the meal is finished the children go back out to play, including Varick. The two littlest ones are put into the playpen asleep. Aug 03 14:23:53 As the afternoon goes on, the siblings reminisce indoors whilst the wives and the Eisen-born visitors sit in the uncommon September sunshine and watch the children. Aug 03 14:23:53 Varick seems to be forgoing his regular nap, and comes to ask Morgan how to say things, and soon the other children come to ask him how to say things to Varick in Eisen too. They all seem to be getting on very well. Aug 03 14:23:53 Beth and Caro are both working through a pile of sewing, and with Morgan translating this too, Inga gets involved in fixing and darning children's clothes. This gives Morgan chance to get to know his sisters-in-law ((I'm assuming he would have some curiosity and questions?)) Aug 03 14:26:40 **They both seem like devoted wives, though nothing like as adoring as Molly is of him. Neither appears to have been a love match. About half an hour later, from inside the house there's the crying of Mary, which for a split second is so familiar a sound** Aug 03 14:28:28 * Morgan takes the opportunity to look around at the horizon Aug 03 14:30:41 **in the distance almost due north is a wooden fence and behind it a glittering of sunlight on water Aug 03 14:30:54 **He hears Molly talking soothingly to her in Eisen, and the crying settles a little. Her mother is busy playing with her older three children. Aug 03 14:31:31 * Morgan heads inside to help Aug 03 14:32:16 *Peter and James come out together, looking, presumably, for more women to do things for them. They aren't far past the doorway when Molly starts singing Kosk Yn Ta to Mary. Morgan can see how they both pale. Aug 03 14:36:29 P: **he looks to Morgan, speaking in not much more than a whisper** Mama used to sing that one with Cess to her. Then Moll told her one day she never wanted to hear it again. Mama never sung it again to any of us, or the grandchildren. Aug 03 14:36:56 * Morgan nods Aug 03 14:37:00 she started singing it recently Aug 03 14:41:20 **James looks sad* She will remember, won't she? Aug 03 14:41:53 I think so Aug 03 14:43:27 **behind them, the crying resumes Aug 03 14:45:41 One of you pick her up, would you Aug 03 14:47:13 P: She's fine with Moll Aug 03 14:47:59 **More singing, in Eisen this time, a lullaby Morgan has sung to Molly himself, and the toddler quietens once more Aug 03 14:50:29 * Morgan nods Aug 03 14:50:30 alright Aug 03 14:51:53 **They come past him out into the garden and the sudden swarm of children crying out "Papa!" excitedly Aug 03 14:53:00 * Morgan heads inside Aug 03 14:57:11 * Molly is holding the little girl to her, the dark red hair obscuring the little face. Molly doesn't notice him, only singing this lullaby and swaying with the toddler. Aug 03 14:58:20 * Morgan leans against the door, watching her Aug 03 15:03:43 * Molly continues to sing and soothe, and despite the movement there's almost a stillness to her and what he can see of her expression Aug 03 15:04:36 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 03 15:04:44 how are you doing blossom? Aug 03 15:07:29 * Molly nods Aug 03 15:07:55 I am holding up Aug 03 15:08:18 good Aug 03 15:11:06 And you? *she glances back at him, holding the familiar size of the toddlers form firmly to her Aug 03 15:12:15 managing Aug 03 15:14:41 We must leave before long, there are things I must attend to before we sail Aug 03 15:15:51 **The lack of singing makes Mary start to cry again** Aug 03 15:15:57 such as? Aug 03 15:16:33 I must make an appointment to see Mr Jeffries and the solicitor Aug 03 15:16:42 You came to an agreement then? Aug 03 15:16:50 * Molly nods Aug 03 15:17:24 We did *she gently hushes the child** Aug 03 15:17:38 good Aug 03 15:17:55 * Molly nods Aug 03 15:18:38 I am happy with it Aug 03 15:19:06 good. You sure thats what you want to do? Aug 03 15:19:19 * Molly nods Aug 03 15:19:23 I am Aug 03 15:19:49 HeinzHarold has offered to go with you to see John Dagget Aug 03 15:20:05 I would rather go alone Aug 03 15:20:38 I don't think thats a good idea Aug 03 15:22:32 Why not? **she moves the child to the other side resting her cheek on Mary's crown Aug 03 15:23:46 Because its going to be distressing for you. Even if he only accompanies you there and leaves you to speak with him alone, it'd be preferable to you going alone Aug 03 15:25:54 * Molly glances at him Aug 03 15:26:03 It is a command? Aug 03 15:26:09 If needs be Aug 03 15:26:26 That I will accept it Aug 03 15:26:50 * Morgan nods Aug 03 15:29:01 * Molly starts singing again to the increased fussing of the child Aug 03 15:30:18 Tomorrow then, to see John Aug 03 15:30:30 alright Aug 03 15:31:50 It's about four miles from here Aug 03 18:28:03 * Molly strokes Mary's back gently Aug 03 18:28:12 Will that be alright with you? Aug 03 18:54:57 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 03 19:28:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 03 19:29:18 * Molly gently strokes Mary's back Aug 03 19:29:22 [18:26] (Molly) Will that be alright with you? Aug 03 19:54:33 * Morgan nods Aug 03 19:54:36 aye Aug 03 19:55:09 * Molly nods, returning to singing once more Aug 03 19:55:51 **Varick is quite put out when it is time to leave, and he looks like he might even become wilful about it. The promise of being allowed to return tomorrow wins him over, and he hugs all of the children goodbye before getting into the coach. Molly and Inga get in with him, so Morgan has just Heinzharold for company on the twenty minute ride. Aug 03 19:56:58 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 03 19:57:56 * HH rides one handed, eating an apple with the other. The sun has gone behind the clouds, but it doesn't look like it will rain Aug 03 19:58:27 Reckon Varick had a good time Aug 03 19:59:38 certainly seemed that way Aug 03 20:04:20 He'll pick up Avalonian quick around them Aug 03 20:04:36 * Morgan nods Aug 03 20:04:40 aye, I've no doubt Aug 03 20:08:18 * HH tosses him a second apple Aug 03 20:08:48 Not as good as from 'ome, but they'll do Aug 03 20:09:35 * Morgan bites into it, nodding Aug 03 20:10:59 This a good time to talk? Aug 03 20:11:36 * Morgan drops back a bit further from the coach Aug 03 20:14:25 * HH does likewise Aug 03 20:14:35 Serious then Aug 03 20:15:06 * Morgan nods Aug 03 20:15:07 very Aug 03 20:15:58 Go on then Aug 03 20:16:56 When she lost her sister, she stopped sleeping and started having delusions. The doctor at the time said it broke her mind Aug 03 20:18:42 * HH frowns Aug 03 20:18:53 But she seems really normal Aug 03 20:20:19 apparently after that she changed. But she completely blocked all of it out eventually, after much talking to imaginary friends that I suspect was her sister Aug 03 20:21:50 Think she could see ghosts like Varick? Aug 03 20:22:02 Maybe Aug 03 20:24:12 You had no idea about any o' this when you married her? Aug 03 20:25:46 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 03 20:27:50 She doesn't know any of it? Aug 03 20:28:19 No, not consciously Aug 03 20:34:15 Think it will happen again if she remembers? Aug 03 20:37:16 I don't know. They're convinced it will Aug 03 20:38:51 Sounds like they're scared Aug 03 20:40:46 * Morgan nods Aug 03 20:40:48 I'd say so Aug 03 20:57:04 You? Aug 03 21:01:05 I'm concerned Aug 03 21:01:57 * HH nods Aug 03 21:02:42 What do y' want Inga and me to do to help? Aug 03 21:05:52 I think she's going to remember whether I tell her or not... She's going to need support and watching Aug 03 21:08:55 * HH nods Aug 03 21:09:06 Inga and I will do whatever you ask Aug 03 21:10:59 * Morgan nods Aug 03 21:11:00 thank you Aug 03 21:11:08 She's going to see Dagget tomorrow Aug 03 21:11:16 * HH nods Aug 03 21:11:44 That risky for her memories? Aug 03 21:12:40 potentially. I've told her you'll be going, even if you don't go inside Aug 03 21:14:12 * HH nods Aug 03 21:14:19 Understood Aug 03 21:14:44 You don't want to go y'self? Aug 03 21:16:43 Given that the last time I saw him I scared him a lot, I think that'd be a bit... cruel Aug 03 21:18:03 * HH nods Aug 03 21:18:20 Eisen conflict resolution, it's not for everyone. Aug 03 21:20:11 It was appropriate at the time... I understand the pain he's going through, though, and my turning up could either help him or have him fly at me... I wanted to die, there's a good chance he does too, and I'd rather not be the cause of that Aug 03 21:22:08 Don't take it on yerself either way. If Claudia an' I couldn't stop you feeling that, there's no chance _you_ can stop him Aug 03 21:23:24 No, I know. I'm _hoping_ I can help him in some way, even if its just understanding Aug 03 21:28:31 * HH nods Aug 03 21:28:59 You could get Molly to put it some feelers with 'im tomorrow Aug 03 21:29:23 * Morgan nods Aug 03 21:29:25 we'll see Aug 03 21:33:56 You gonna keep her away from the farm incase it brings back the memories? Aug 03 21:37:07 I don't see that I can, realistically Aug 03 21:38:22 * HH nods Aug 03 21:38:49 Keep her busy at Morgan's Rock? Aug 03 21:39:47 * Morgan nods Aug 03 21:39:53 have to see what I can get her doing Aug 03 21:40:01 she's going to have to know Aug 03 21:42:56 That you're keeping her away on purpose? Aug 03 21:43:33 what happened Aug 03 21:44:57 Big risk though Aug 03 21:47:19 She's remembering anyway Aug 03 21:49:38 You're gonna tell her then? Aug 03 21:50:18 I'm going to have to I think Aug 03 21:51:46 * HH shrugs Aug 03 21:51:53 Up to you Aug 03 21:52:24 * Morgan nods Aug 03 21:52:25 I know Aug 03 21:55:28 Difficult. You dont wanna hurt them, but you dont wanna keep secrets either Aug 03 21:55:41 * Morgan nods Aug 03 21:55:52 especially when those secrets are starting to surface on their own Aug 03 21:56:05 * HH nods Aug 03 21:56:46 If it was me, I'd wait an' see what happens with this Dagget guy, give her time to deal with that a bit first Aug 03 22:00:31 oh I plan to. I want to drag some information out of David before I do anything else Aug 03 22:01:08 With her magic mirror trick? Aug 03 22:01:23 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:02:57 Bad though. After she's been through all that they kick her out o' home for no good reason Aug 03 22:06:22 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:06:29 too concerned with looking bad Aug 03 22:13:23 His own daughter... its disgustin' Aug 03 22:13:51 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:16:27 You'll tell her but not yet then? Aug 03 22:17:23 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:17:26 I think so aye Aug 03 22:19:13 * HH nods Aug 03 22:19:38 How is she doin' about the sale? Aug 03 22:19:58 She seems happy enough now they've come up with a way to keep it in the family Aug 03 22:21:47 That's good. Nice lookin' place Aug 03 22:22:23 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:22:26 aye it is Aug 03 22:27:34 You buyin' it? Aug 03 22:29:31 No... she is Aug 03 22:30:39 * HH nods Aug 03 22:31:05 The brothers happy with that? Aug 03 22:31:21 She's giving it to one of them, so yes Aug 03 22:32:09 Unusual. Most would keep it if they're payin' Aug 03 22:33:16 We're too busy to run it, James could do with the money from the sale, Molly wants it to stay in the family, Peter wants it Aug 03 22:34:22 * HH nods Aug 03 22:34:33 If she can afford it, why not, he? Aug 03 22:34:36 Eh? Aug 03 22:34:54 indeed Aug 03 22:35:55 One less thing to deal with at least Aug 03 22:36:23 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:36:31 aye, you're not wrong there Aug 03 22:38:34 How are you? Aug 03 22:40:02 I've been better Aug 03 22:40:56 Fancy a poker tournament tonight, try to take your mind of it all? Aug 03 22:41:30 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:41:32 sure Aug 03 22:42:38 Blokners too Aug 03 22:43:55 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:44:00 definitely Aug 03 22:45:15 Not so much that I start singin' at Inga though Aug 03 22:45:43 No, I don't think we'd want to do that to her Aug 03 22:46:16 I'd just blame you though Aug 03 22:47:21 nowt new there Aug 03 22:47:58 * HH nods, finding another apple in his pocket Aug 03 22:48:16 Molly be alright alone for the evenin'? Aug 03 22:49:17 * Morgan shrugs Aug 03 22:49:24 maybe ask Inga to be with her? Aug 03 22:49:48 * HH nods Aug 03 22:50:15 Alright. Claudia will want to join us, Cap'n too I reckon Aug 03 22:50:36 * Morgan nods Aug 03 22:52:42 * HH nods too. Between bites of the apple, he sings the song about the Trooper and the Maid that Morgan dreamt Molly was singing in the camp at Johstadt last night Aug 03 22:56:18 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 03 22:57:27 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 04 17:53:38 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 04 17:56:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 04 17:58:44 **The ride goes smoothly. They set up appointments for tomorrow morning with both Jeffries and the Solicitor. On the docks, they find the Ketch where they left it, the crew looking cheerful and having found some good food at the stalls. The sea is calm, which gives Molly time just to stand and stare at the horizon silently whilst Varick talks Morgan's ear off about the children and wants to know even more Avalonian. Aug 04 17:58:44 **They arrive back to the Island easily. Once they've all been fed on the Rose, they decide it's easier to all spend the night there as it's closer for setting sail early. Molly puts Varick to bed, saying she's probably going to turn in herself, leaving Morgan and HH to the card game with Sorgi and Claudia. Aug 04 17:58:44 * Molly smiles at him, coming out of Varick's  room "I hope you have a good Aug 04 17:59:06 m "I hope you have a good evening, my love" Aug 04 17:59:48 not bad... Aug 04 18:04:40 You will be alright? Aug 04 18:05:00 * Molly nods Aug 04 18:05:03 I will Aug 04 18:06:08 * Molly starts removing her boots Aug 04 18:06:12 Is there anything you need from me before you go? Aug 04 18:06:54 No, I don't think so Aug 04 18:07:03 * Molly nods Aug 04 18:07:10 And you are alright? Aug 04 18:07:17 * Morgan nods Aug 04 18:07:20 I'll manage Aug 04 18:09:26 * Molly offers her hand to him Aug 04 18:09:38 * Morgan takes it Aug 04 18:09:59 I dont want you to manage, my love. I want you to turn to me if you wish for support Aug 04 18:10:18 Its been a difficult day, thats all, but I'll be alright Aug 04 18:13:03 * Molly kisses his knuckles Aug 04 18:13:32 Perhaps it would be easier if you were to stay here whilst I go to Sunnymeade? Aug 04 18:15:27 No, I'll be alright Aug 04 18:17:13 * Molly mods sadly Aug 04 18:17:41 If you decide you wish to talk about it, I am here, as always Aug 04 18:18:22 * Morgan nods Aug 04 18:18:25 I know blossom Aug 04 18:21:54 * Molly squeezes his hand a moment before loosening her grip Aug 04 18:22:17 Wake me if you wish Aug 04 18:22:43 * Morgan nods Aug 04 18:22:47 alright Aug 04 18:23:16 * Molly lets go, undoing her other boot Aug 04 18:24:15 Have fun Aug 04 18:24:26 * Morgan nods, smiling, before heading out the door Aug 04 18:24:44 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 04 18:25:14 * Claudia and the others already have drinks and cards ready in the dining room when he gets there Aug 04 18:25:18 Finally! Aug 04 18:25:51 Been lonesome without me today I see Aug 04 18:31:09 * Claudia snorts Aug 04 18:31:16 Just ready to play Aug 04 18:32:39 * Morgan nods, sitting down Aug 04 18:33:41 **Sorgi deals* It's been quiet without you, m'lord Aug 04 18:33:52 oh? Aug 04 18:34:24 S: Got some work done sprucing up the fisherman's cottages Aug 04 18:35:31 well done Aug 04 18:41:58 S: How was your trip, m'lord? Aug 04 18:42:16 **cards are swapped and dealt* Aug 04 18:43:23 illuminating. When I get my hands on David Forrester, I'm going to ring his neck Aug 04 19:17:11 * Claudia passes him a tankard of blokners Aug 04 19:17:16 What's he done? Aug 04 19:21:07 * Morgan takes a large mouthful Aug 04 19:21:27 He's selling the family farm... hasn't bothered to tell anyone, and is basically using Molly to say his goodbyes Aug 04 19:24:21 * Claudia nods, laying down her cards Aug 04 19:24:46 Wringing his neck sounds good Aug 04 19:25:20 * Morgan nods Aug 04 19:30:21 S: How is she taking it? Aug 04 19:31:34 Now she's gotten herself a plan for it, very well Aug 04 19:38:37 S: Good for her Aug 04 19:39:50 * Claudia wins the hand Aug 04 19:40:56 Got a lot more to do before we sail again? Aug 04 19:42:47 Got the surveyor coming here, got to see Lady Torrington, finalise the plans for the farm... Aug 04 19:46:52 Several more days then Aug 04 19:48:29 S: M'lord, have you thought about giving the men a day on shore? Aug 04 19:49:35 I've thought about it, aye Aug 04 19:58:00 HH: Not sure 'ow that would go down Aug 04 19:58:51 The townsfolk have issues with Eiseners, thanks to Dau and his crew Aug 04 20:02:32 S: Might be better in the other port town nearby, m'lord? Aug 04 20:03:17 * Morgan nods Aug 04 20:03:38 I'd hate for their relief and boisterous behaviour to be the spark that lights that fire, if you know what I mean Aug 04 20:04:20 S: *he nods* that is wise Aug 04 20:05:21 I don't mind going to keep them in line Aug 04 20:07:00 * Morgan nods Aug 04 20:07:58 **HH laughs* Can't imagine much more off-puttin' than having her hanging over you in certain places! Aug 04 20:08:28 * Claudia punches him in the arm Aug 04 20:09:01 saw that coming Aug 04 20:10:01 S: *he watches them, drinking some blokners* Let me know what day is best, m'lord Aug 04 20:15:26 I've no real preference, as long as we've got enough to sail the ketch to get us to the mainland or the surveyor here Aug 04 20:19:14 S: I'll have a think then, m'lord Aug 04 20:19:40 * Morgan nods Aug 04 20:20:40 S: Did Varick enjoy the farm? Aug 04 20:21:06 He loved playing with the other children Aug 04 20:21:41 S: These are Molly's sibling's children? Aug 04 20:22:00 * Claudia takes her turn to deal, playing quietly whilst they talk Aug 04 20:23:26 * Morgan nods Aug 04 20:23:26 aye Aug 04 20:23:50 S: How many of them? Aug 04 20:24:39 seven of varying ages with one on the way Aug 04 20:25:04 HH: Felt like seventy when they were climbin' all over me! Aug 04 20:28:38 They loved that Aug 04 20:30:04 That's because he's just a giant kid himself Aug 04 20:30:58 thats what I said Aug 04 20:31:02 HH: Kids don' like Claudia cos she's old and grumpy Aug 04 20:31:17 So why do they like me? Aug 04 20:31:51 * Morgan scratches his nose before laying down a flush Aug 04 20:32:00 HH: *he shrugs* Poor judge of character. Aug 04 20:32:19 * Claudia and Sorgi laugh at this Aug 04 20:33:36 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 04 20:36:09 **the others have poor hands and he easily wins** Aug 04 20:36:31 HH: They liked Inga too though Aug 04 20:37:27 * Morgan nods Aug 04 20:37:33 She was very taken with all the children Aug 04 20:42:41 She'll be wanting some soon, knowing women. Can you imagine some miniature Heinzharolds running around? Aug 04 20:43:26 **HH who would normally make a joke just drinks deeply from the tankard in his hand* Aug 04 20:43:29 Yes, every single child is like a miniature HeinzHarold Aug 04 20:44:20 * Claudia laughs, giving the cards to Morgan to deal Aug 04 20:44:34 * Morgan does so Aug 04 20:45:14 *HH shrugs* Stuff to do. Don't wanna raise kids on a ship any'ow Aug 04 20:46:22 * Claudia looks at Morgan as if to ask what HH's issue is Aug 04 20:46:23 * Morgan appears to think of something, digging in his pocket Aug 04 20:49:04 * Morgan takes the balm from his pocket, sliding it across the table to HeinzHarold Aug 04 20:49:06 smell that Aug 04 20:52:57 **He does** smells like apples and smelting metal Aug 04 20:53:30 **Claudia and Sorgi both look interested by this** Aug 04 20:53:59 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 04 20:54:02 alright Aug 04 20:58:10 **HH looks it over** What is it? Aug 04 20:58:34 * Morgan gestures to have it back Aug 04 20:59:39 its something I was given to help relax me... Aug 04 21:02:24 **He hands it back* does it work? Aug 04 21:02:51 * Morgan nods Aug 04 21:02:55 doesn't smell of apples though Aug 04 21:04:46 **He shakes his head** no, it does Aug 04 21:05:03 * Claudia and Sorgi exchange knowing looks Aug 04 21:05:32 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 04 21:05:41 I'm sure our compatriots will agree with me Aug 04 21:05:54 Doesn't smell like apples Aug 04 21:06:02 S: No Aug 04 21:07:29 **HH frowns** How does tha' work? Aug 04 21:07:47 search me... I got it from some people of diminutive stature Aug 04 21:11:28 HH: Nieblungen? Aug 04 21:11:48 * Morgan nods Aug 04 21:15:39 **they start getting into the game. There's not much to tell between them all in skill, and the tankards get frequently topped up. By the time Eleven o'clock is approaching, HH is already a bit drunk. Claudia and Sorgi are relaxed ((how much will Morgan have drunk?)) Aug 04 21:16:00 ((not much)) Aug 04 21:16:28 **HH stands up** I'm goin' t' m' bed Aug 04 21:16:51 not a bad idea Aug 04 21:17:34 HH: M' wife says if I'm there 'fore 'leven, I can sing t' 'er Aug 04 21:18:19 * Claudia gives Morgan a look of disgust "We didn't need to know that, did we?" Aug 04 21:19:12 You know he does actually mean sing to her, right? Aug 04 21:19:36 **HH starts chuckling** No, she's right Aug 04 21:19:58 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 04 21:20:05 When she hits you, remember I tried to stop it Aug 04 21:20:44 HH: She won' 'it me Aug 04 21:21:01 * Morgan looks at Claudia Aug 04 21:21:36 * Claudia smiles Aug 04 21:21:51 Five guilders says she does Aug 04 21:22:27 * Morgan shrugs Aug 04 21:23:34 HH bows floridly, almost falling over himself: G'dni' all Aug 04 21:24:20 G'night Aug 04 21:24:35 * Claudia and Sorgi bid him goodnight and watch him go at speed out of the door. Claudia shakes her head Aug 04 21:24:46 I dont know how she puts up with him Aug 04 21:24:56 She's smitten Aug 04 21:25:12 Yuck Aug 04 21:26:32 * Claudia shuffles the cards Aug 04 21:26:50 You in again, or do you have a special curfew too? Aug 04 21:27:16 One more hand Aug 04 21:27:54 **They play it through, and Sorgi wins this time* Aug 04 21:29:14 Right then, if you'll both excuse me... Aug 04 21:29:58 * Claudia and Sorgi swap the deck over with an obvious intention to keep playing, and both say goodnight Aug 04 21:30:21 * Morgan heads to his rooms Aug 04 21:34:24 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 04 21:35:55 **It's completely dark and quiet in the study, and in the bedroom there's only a hint of moonlight and Molly's sleep-breathing Aug 04 21:41:30 * Morgan quietly preps his tea and herbs and drinks it quietly before going into the bedroom Aug 04 21:43:09 * Molly has a shirt on when he slips under the covers, and he can tell from the rougher fabric that it is one of his Aug 04 21:44:50 * Morgan smiles before settling to sleep Aug 04 21:46:50 **He falls asleep quickly. He's dreaming, and stood in a little church on the estate of Frau Posen, just four days after his proposal at the ball. With friends like this, a special license and a slight delay in his missions was easily achieved. Aug 04 21:46:50 There's only him,  Heinzharold, a priest, and the Duke of Anhalt present. His own Father will just have to understand that with orders coming soon, he must marry her now before he has to leave again. All the financial arrangements have been quietly completed without the couple's input, and he really doesn't care. All he cares for is her. Aug 04 21:46:50 **HH is newly arrived from Sudlachenburg, still in travelling clothes, and is quietly talking away as they wait for Molly and David to arrive** Weird little people. Two of 'em just turned up one mornin' as I was walking from my house to hers. Aug 04 21:48:05 who? Aug 04 21:48:13 The Nieblungen Aug 04 21:48:17 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 04 21:49:09 dont be so daft Aug 04 21:49:22 Honestly! Ruined m' plans for the day. I was gonna take her to pick some apples at Greta's place. Aug 04 21:49:49 What did they want? Aug 04 21:50:05 Told me I 'ad to get here as quick as I could. Even gave me that 'orse outside. Shouldn' be possible to cover th' ground we did in only four days. Aug 04 21:51:06 thats just bizarre Aug 04 21:51:15 Didn' leave without sayin' g'dbye though, that'd be rude. *he grins* Aug 04 21:52:32 of course Aug 04 21:52:46 **he shows Morgan a necklace on a leather thong from under his shirt. It's two circles of glass sealed with melted metal, and a flaxen blonde swirl of hair within it.* Aug 04 21:54:36 thats not bad Aug 04 21:54:52 Made it meself Aug 04 21:55:03 *this reminds him of the braid starting at his crown where a plait has been weaved of dark red hair into his brown, and how Molly has the reverse of it* Aug 04 21:56:15 Very good for your sausage fingers Aug 04 21:56:52 * HH goes to say something, but Aug 04 21:56:53 the music starts, an organ version of their Allemande á Dieu, which they chose for her to walk in on. Aug 04 21:57:48 * Morgan stands up straight Aug 04 21:58:16 You sure about this? Y' 'ave only known her eight months Aug 04 21:58:36 * Morgan nods Aug 04 21:58:38 I'm sure Aug 04 21:59:59 **She comes in on her Father's arm, her borrowed dress from the Eisenfurstin in ivory satin far fancier than a hurried ceremony with only five people really warrants, but it's beautiful nonetheless. She's carefully watching in front of her so she doesn't trip Aug 04 22:00:47 * HH looks impressed, whispering "I can see why yer sure" Aug 04 22:01:07 * Morgan nods Aug 04 22:01:57 *she smiles up at him when David brings her to him, the matching braid to his not obscured by any veil or decoration* Aug 04 22:04:46 Well now, dont you look beautiful Aug 04 22:08:33 **She blushes and smiles** You also. Handsome, that is. Aug 04 22:09:14 Not beautiful? I suppose I can live with that Aug 04 22:09:18 * HH watches them with amusement Aug 04 22:10:39 M: Oh! I wasnt sure if you could use beautiful for a man in Eisen, it's not what we say in Avalonian, but of course you know this, so I thought handsome more fitting, but if you so not like it I can try again **she rattles through this, obviously a bit nervous** Aug 04 22:10:49 Do* Aug 04 22:11:04 * Morgan smiles Aug 04 22:11:14 don't fret at it. This is HeinzHarold Aug 04 22:11:52 * HH bows deeply to her "My Lady" Aug 04 22:12:29 **She smiles at him** So you are the one I have heard so much about. I am very pleased to meet you at last Aug 04 22:13:28 **The priest clears his throat. Molly speaks quietly to Morgan as they move into position* Would it be awfully unseemly for a young lady to say that her future husband is the best thing that has ever happened to her? Aug 04 22:14:11 * Morgan shrugs ever so slightly Aug 04 22:15:00 **The ceremony starts in the usual fashion with David handing Molly over and moving out of the way. It is when the priest gets to "Repeat after me, 'I, Morgan Adalbrecht Koertig, take thee Molly Isabell-" that the chapel door slams open, and Sebastian storms in. Aug 04 22:15:01 S: Stop! Don't do this, Molly! Aug 04 22:16:02 * Morgan turns to glare at the interloper Aug 04 22:16:18 * HH whispers to Morgan Aug 04 22:16:26 Who is this guy? Aug 04 22:16:50 **A look passes between David and Duke Ascania* Aug 04 22:17:22 Someone who thinks he has a claim to Molly I suspect Aug 04 22:17:31 Does he? Aug 04 22:18:20 Not as far as I'm concerned Aug 04 22:18:30 M **she watches Sebastian a long moment** Seb, you are interrupting. Aug 04 22:19:06 **Sebastian moves closer** Molly, I love you. I could make you happy. Aug 04 22:19:53 * HH gestures $I could knock him out$ Aug 04 22:20:32 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Aug 04 22:21:40 Sebastien, give it up Aug 04 22:22:05 M: Maybe you could make me happy, but not _as_ happy. I love you, but like family. I'm not in love with you like I am with him. Aug 04 22:25:11 **Ascania lays a hand on Seb's shoulder* Come on, she's made up her mind and this works nicely all round Aug 04 22:27:41 S: *He angrily throws it off* Yes, convergence and destiny and all that nonsense. Did it never occur to you that you're playing with people's feelings and lives?! We aren't just pawns in a chess game! Aug 04 22:28:16 **Molly looks utterly confused* Aug 04 22:29:25 * HH gestures again $has his mind broken or summat? What's he rantin' about?$ Aug 04 22:32:11 $No idea$ Aug 04 22:32:16 what the hell are you babbling about? Aug 04 22:34:33 **Seb tries to answer, but both David and Ascania start strong-arming him out of the chapel, locking the door behind him Aug 04 22:34:54 * Morgan watches them Aug 04 22:35:00 oh there's something strange going on there Aug 04 22:35:19 Damn right Aug 04 22:36:16 Priest: *he looks to Morgan** Are you ready to continue? Aug 04 22:37:00 * Morgan looks at Molly Aug 04 22:37:01 ok? Aug 04 22:37:32 **Molly nods, taking a deep breath** Yes Aug 04 22:39:02 * Morgan nods before nodding at the prist Aug 04 22:40:11 P: Repeat after me, "I, Morgan Adalbrecht Koertig, take thee Molly Isabell-" **he abruptly wakes up in their bed on the Rose** Aug 04 22:40:29 * Morgan frowns, getting his bearings Aug 04 22:41:17 **He estimates he's been asleep less than an hour. Molly is murmuring very quietly in her sleep** Aug 04 22:41:57 * Morgan listens Aug 04 22:42:32 **Beside him, Molly slowly says in Avalonian free of Eisen lilt "Yes. And I _do_ trust you" Aug 04 22:42:42 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 04 22:43:40 * Morgan stays still Aug 04 22:45:22 * Molly fidgets a little, words still quiet sleep talking "Oh! Wow... that's... mmm" Aug 04 22:45:47 * Morgan tries to read her Aug 04 22:49:00 **Molly is half-reclined on the couch in his room in Carleon where they first stayed. He is kissing her collarbone and has his hand beneath her dress, petticoats and soft, applying gentle pressure to the most intimate parts of her** Aug 04 22:49:42 * Morgan smiles to himself, drawing away from her thoughts Aug 04 22:50:52 * Molly continues to make little noises of pleasure, but unsurprisingly doesn't have any more words Aug 04 22:54:33 * Morgan tries to go back to sleep Aug 04 22:54:52 **He almost drops the half-empty whiskey bottle that dangles in his hand off the side of the chaise. The room is warm, he always keeps the Veisgraf's wing warm, for Jana's sake. Aug 04 22:54:52 His shirt is open most of the way down, his waistcoat discarded when he also gave up on using a glass to consume the amber liquid he hoped would bring oblivion yet again to swig directly from its container. Aug 04 22:54:52 He's doing a good job of getting blind drunk tonight, having started outside during the loud festivities of Edward's polterabend. Aug 04 22:54:52 He had to imbibe with secrecy there in a way he didn't in his own little refuge up here. In recent months, Adalbrecht had begun overtly making it clear his son's overconsumption was a source of disappointment. He still hadn't stopped, hadn't been able to. Aug 04 22:55:14 As soon as the bridal plate was smashed into four, he stole away with two bottles and a brooding rage. Just as he'd stolen the liquor from the party, so had fate stolen his wife from him. Aug 04 22:55:14 They'd never had a polterabend. He'd tortured himself with this whilst a vessel for his alcohol was still in use. What would they have seen if they had? No breakage? Aug 04 22:55:14 Noone seemed to know. The Koertig polterabends always resulted at least in a split in two, like his parents' had. Always resulted in at least two healthy sons, thanks to that damn ring his mother should have given Dietlinde. Aug 04 22:55:36 That unpleasant thought had been the point he'd given up drinking like a Veisgraf and started drinking like a Widower of two years. The ring, and all the other benefits and comforts his wife should have had as Veisgrafin. Aug 04 22:55:37 He was irresponsible, head in the clouds with the idea of a simple life rather than that he had been born to. He should have brought her here, kept her and Jana safe. Her only place in Die Dauerhaftigkeit should not have been six feet beneath it. Aug 04 22:55:37 He's in a sour mood with himself, but really he was almost always in a sour mood. He hated that that stopped him from being with his daughter as much as he should, as much as Dietlinde would expect him to. Aug 04 22:56:08 But he's always here at bedtime to read to her and kiss her goodnight before handing him over to her young nanny who then sings her to sleep whilst he hopes to drink enough to prevent his nightmares before reaching the same state. Aug 04 22:56:08 The nanny had been with them from just before Prophets Mass that first year, when Verity had decided Morgan was not coping with Jana alone. Had it been anyone but his mother, he would have beaten them for that. But instead he'd acquiesced, allowing her to hire a seventeen year old widow from Posen with dark red hair. Aug 04 22:56:08 She had been good for Jana. Which did make him happy, except he could see that now she was approaching four, Jana had forgotten everything about her mother, aside from her grave they often visited. She was even developing a hint of Molly's northern accent. Aug 04 22:56:36 He should have hated this with a passion, but instead he felt wearied by it. Everything changes with time, if you let it. And yet holding on to it was like holding the  pale powdery sand from an hourglass in your fingers. One day he would have to change too. Aug 04 22:56:36 Molly comes into the parlour looking for him. She never chastised him for his drinking, unlike everyone else with their disapproving looks and pointed remarks. She'd been widowed herself only a few months before him, having been married within a week of becoming a woman at fourteen. Aug 04 22:56:36 Taking a position in Sudlachenburg allowed her to run away from her memories, just as intoxication offered him a similar road, though much less permanent. But he didn't have the luxury of running away, not with Jana. Maybe he'd be less of a mess if he could truly escape the past. Aug 04 22:57:08 She doesn't even frown at him as she takes the bottle and puts it out of reach. He doesn't frown at her as she perches on the chaise at his hip. The stroking of his hair at his temple is born of compassion not pity, and is as innocent as the comfort she gives his child. Aug 04 22:57:08 He would not tolerate this babying from anyone else. On his worst days this was all the contact with people he could bear. He'd let her into the darkest places within him because he knew she had them too. Aug 04 22:57:08 Letting her take care of him gave him a peace that he thought he'd only find once he was in the ground. God knows what it gave her, but he was grateful for her calm, steadying generosity nonetheless. Aug 04 22:57:34 She doesn't nag him to clean up and get some sleep, noone could share a wing of the house with him without knowing that sleep was a torture not a respite. Aug 04 22:57:34 She just sits with him tonight as many a night. Sometimes she listens as he tells the story of the accidental fire his carelessness caused, over and over, as if each recitation brings him towards absolution. Aug 04 22:57:34 Sometimes, rarely, she speaks of the man she loved and lost, and the child she'd been growing that the grief took from her too. Mainly, they just sit, together in their aloneness. Aug 04 22:58:00 Tonight he keeps his head bowed. How many pieces would her plate have broken into, if their town had had the tradition? Would she have seen none as a warning of the hell she was destined for? Would he? Aug 04 22:58:00 He sits up a little, pulling her to him. It was hard watching Edward and Mina's joy, and his parents' too. They're all moving on also, the dark clouds that have been hanging over his family home starting to part. Soon they would forget her too. Would he? Aug 04 22:58:00 Molly strokes the back of his head as he rests his forehead on her breastbone, just breathing her in. It wasn't logical that this was helpful to him, but it was, and she was kind enough to provide the comfort and aid of supporting him. This was the only place he felt safe enough to cry so many years on whilst everyone expected him to be done with tears. Aug 04 22:58:23 She just holds him each time, without comment or judgement, without embarrassment at the immodesty, or complaints about the wetness on her skin. She allows him to put his arms around her waist, just providing herself as a safe place to land. He avails himself of it like a drowning man does of air. She is a necessity, not just to his beloved daughter, but to himself. Aug 04 22:58:23 "I miss her, Molly." She simply nods. There's no answer she can give, they both know it. There are no words from her that break the quiet sound of his heartbreak, just a single chiming noise that wakes him* Aug 04 23:02:29 * Morgan sighs Aug 04 23:02:32 fuck Aug 04 23:03:00 * Molly awakes at the sigh, turning over Aug 04 23:03:10 What's wrong? Aug 04 23:04:17 bad dreams Aug 04 23:04:58 * Molly gently strokes his arm Aug 04 23:05:18 I'm here Aug 04 23:07:45 I'm alright blossom, was just unpleasant Aug 04 23:08:10 You do not wish to talk about it? Aug 04 23:08:43 No, not really Aug 04 23:08:57 Alright, liebling Aug 04 23:10:56 * Molly glances at the window with a slight sigh Aug 04 23:11:09 You'll be leaving now? Aug 04 23:11:34 * Morgan nods Aug 04 23:11:38 its time I got up Aug 04 23:11:50 * Molly moves away Aug 04 23:12:28 The dawn is getting later. I think it is time for me to start my day when you fo now Aug 04 23:12:49 Do* Aug 04 23:12:54 oh? Aug 04 23:13:48 It must be half past six or so, and we need to be in Tawstock quite early Aug 04 23:15:14 * Morgan nods Aug 04 23:15:52 * Molly gets out of the bed still in his shirt Aug 04 23:16:29 I won't follow you, I have things to do here Aug 04 23:17:07 very well blossom Aug 04 23:17:40 * Molly pulls the shirt off before putting on a shift Aug 04 23:19:13 * Morgan rolls out of bed, getting dressed Aug 04 23:19:54 * Molly briefly kisses his cheek before he goes Aug 04 23:36:31 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 05 17:23:47 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 05 17:26:15 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 05 17:26:19 * Claudia is as usual up the rigging waiting for Morgan "Morning" Aug 05 17:27:05 * Morgan nods, climbing into the ropes Aug 05 17:31:47 * Claudia looks him over ((expression pls)) Aug 05 17:32:56 ((grumpy)) Aug 05 17:34:45 Scotch? Aug 05 17:39:29 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 05 17:39:44 No thank you Aug 05 17:46:41 Bad night? Aug 05 17:47:18 * Morgan nods Aug 05 17:47:20 wasn't pleasant Aug 05 17:47:25 Wanna talk? Aug 05 17:47:37 * Morgan glances at her Aug 05 17:47:58 just a sort of 'what if' where Jana survived and I became a drunk Aug 05 17:54:11 * Claudia looks at him Aug 05 17:54:15 Pretty odd Aug 05 17:54:33 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 17:54:38 just a new way to torture myself Aug 05 17:55:15 What sparked that do you think? Aug 05 17:56:26 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 17:56:28 I don't know Aug 05 17:58:01 Cant imagine you as a drunk Aug 05 17:59:30 It wasn't pretty Aug 05 17:59:46 it was the only way to quell the nightmares I think Aug 05 18:02:47 * Claudia nods Aug 05 18:03:14 Would have assumed that if you still had Jana you'd have fared better Aug 05 18:03:23 apparently not. Aug 05 18:04:15 Didn't realise til you woke up and she was gone? Aug 05 18:09:18 pretty much the same, even in my dreams I'm torturing myself about losing Dietlinde Aug 05 18:11:41 Not good. Aug 05 18:12:50 No, it wasn't Aug 05 18:14:22 Were you like this the whole time you were AWOL? Aug 05 18:16:00 Its fair to say I was worse Aug 05 18:16:42 As weird as that though? Most normal people dont have nightmares like that Aug 05 18:17:06 Thats not weird Aug 05 18:18:13 Not weird to dream she was still alive and you became a drunk? Aug 05 18:20:08 just another way to torture myself... maybe a look at how it could've been Aug 05 18:23:15 People don't normally dream like that. Or about trap ships. Aug 05 18:23:34 I'll give you, those ones that happen, thats weird Aug 05 18:28:54 * Claudia nods Aug 05 18:29:25 Sounds like you weren't any happier Aug 05 18:30:49 some... I think I had nightmares all the same Aug 05 18:33:39 * Claudia nods Aug 05 18:34:09 Being drunk help at all in reality? Aug 05 18:34:35 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 18:34:40 Don't know Aug 05 18:35:11 Though in the dream I had to basically drink myself to oblivion to lessen the nightmares Aug 05 18:38:28 Might be worth a try ((two secs whilst I check what he dreamt after getting drunk with Edward)) Aug 05 18:41:40 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 05 18:41:53 No... I got drunk with Edward and the dreams were... awful Aug 05 18:42:10 Worse than last night?! Aug 05 18:42:53 * Morgan nods Aug 05 18:45:05 Tried exhausting yourself? Aug 05 18:45:17 * Morgan nods Aug 05 18:45:45 a solid month of not more than half an hours sleep at a time for three hours a night, and fighting monsters... still the nightmares came Aug 05 18:46:50 * Claudia sighs Aug 05 18:47:17 **she gestures* $Can't Molly fix it?$ Aug 05 18:48:20 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 05 18:48:25 Nor can the Nieblungen Aug 05 18:49:34 That why they gave you the balm? **This reminds him of the first dream of the night where they had given Heinzharold the horse that could travel faster than a horse should be able** Aug 05 18:50:25 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 18:50:32 maybe Aug 05 18:51:31 Think it'll get better with time? Aug 05 18:52:28 I've no idea. I was hoping it'd ease if I can, as you put it, deal with it... but I just don't know Aug 05 18:53:27 Any ideas how to do that? Aug 05 18:54:54 I'm working on acceptance and that its alright to move forward Aug 05 18:57:23 * Claudia nods Aug 05 18:58:01 Life's gotta go on. You can't stay frozen in a space and time. Aug 05 18:58:10 its difficult Aug 05 18:59:54 * Claudia nods Aug 05 18:59:58 I'll bet Aug 05 19:03:08 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:03:50 Varick can't do anything...? Aug 05 19:04:07 why would he? Aug 05 19:06:54 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:07:04 Maybe put you in contact somehow? Aug 05 19:07:10 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 05 19:07:35 They've passed over... they were so loved they had no reason to linger Aug 05 19:07:46 * Claudia nods Aug 05 19:08:02 Gotra be some comfort in that? Some closure? Aug 05 19:08:41 some, yes... quite a lot, actually, now its just the other things to work on Aug 05 19:09:17 Other things? Aug 05 19:10:24 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:10:44 my failing of them, how much I miss them, how moving on isn't betraying them... Aug 05 19:11:29 * Claudia nods Aug 05 19:12:41 Only time can do that. People remarry all the time. My Father remarried about two years after my mother died, and everyone said how slow that was Aug 05 19:13:59 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:14:44 * Claudia huffs Aug 05 19:14:56 Not that they were a good example of what to do. Aug 05 19:15:18 no? Aug 05 19:16:20 I told you the other morning whilst you were being an ass to Molly about keeping secrets. Aug 05 19:16:46 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:16:48 yes, of course Aug 05 19:19:00 They were horrible to each other, after the first few months. They were alright to begin with, but once they had to live together with all of us they started to resent each other. Then they would spend weeks sniping at each other, picking each other to bits. Probably why I think love is a big waste of time. Aug 05 19:20:21 doesn't sound like they loved eachother much to me Aug 05 19:20:35 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:22:11 Hard to say. If they did, they hated each other at least the same amount. They obviously got something out of being awful to each other. I didn't like her, but I don't think she was a bad person, they just didn't work as a couple. Aug 05 19:23:07 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:23:40 * Claudia takes out the scotch and sips it before offering it to him Aug 05 19:24:38 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 05 19:24:40 No, thanks Aug 05 19:26:14 Should be on the move if you want to be up there for dawn Aug 05 19:26:45 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:26:51 aye Aug 05 19:26:58 * Morgan suddenly drops from the rigging Aug 05 19:27:20 * Claudia stashed the scotch and follows him down Aug 05 19:28:39 **they get up to his usual spot with Claudia having been quiet on the way** Aug 05 19:29:17 something on your mind? Aug 05 19:29:31 Family. Aug 05 19:29:39 anything I can help with? Aug 05 19:29:47 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:31:02 Just thinking about my Father and Step-mother. They might have ended up happy eventually. I was eight when they got married, seventeen when they all got massacred. But I hadn't seen them for almost two years, didn't write. Aug 05 19:32:00 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:32:48 **the sky is a bluey gray, stars fading rapidly Aug 05 19:34:22 Maybe they had your issue, neither of them had fully moved on from their spouses *she watches the lightest part of the sky* Aug 05 19:34:36 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 05 19:34:38 maybe Aug 05 19:35:21 Doesn't seem like marriage is a worthwhile activity to me. Aug 05 19:37:12 I can see why you'd feel that way Aug 05 19:38:15 All can end in misery. Who wants that? Aug 05 19:38:31 it can always end in misery, married or not Aug 05 19:38:58 Don't become attached, one less thing to get hurt by. Aug 05 19:39:25 Bit cold, though... and you have attachments Aug 05 19:40:01 Not cold, self-preserving. Aug 05 19:41:03 No, I meant life with no attachments, not trying to avoid them Aug 05 19:41:31 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:42:07 My attachments are few and I prefer it that way. You, Heinzharold. Aug 05 19:42:22 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:44:30 You going to try to bullshit me about not having an attachment to Sorgi, or Molly, or Varick? Aug 05 19:44:59 * Claudia glances at him Aug 05 19:45:09 Sure you want an answer? Aug 05 19:45:21 I think I do Aug 05 19:46:14 I could leave. It wouldn't hold me back. I'd want them to be well, but it's not the same as with you and Heinzharold Aug 05 19:46:36 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:47:03 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:47:04 I think you'd miss them Aug 05 19:48:33 I don't really miss people. I _had_ to stop missing people when everyone I knew was suddenly dead and I was dealing with the aftermath of everything that happened during basic training. Aug 05 19:48:59 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:49:05 I'm sorry I abandoned you Aug 05 19:49:16 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 19:49:33 Doesn't matter now. Let it go. Aug 05 19:50:35 * Morgan nods, looking around Aug 05 19:51:03 **The sky is lightening further, sun almost rising** Aug 05 19:51:25 Just don't fucking do it again, because I will find you next time. Aug 05 19:51:45 So don't completely let it go... got you... Aug 05 19:52:02 Forgive it, dont Forget it. Aug 05 19:52:27 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:53:23 Ever think maybe you should have stayed away longer? Aug 05 19:54:52 * Morgan looks at her Aug 05 19:54:54 why? Aug 05 19:55:44 Maybe you needed more time before going back to Eisen, taking on a wife and a child again. Aug 05 19:56:46 I don't think so... I came back because I wanted to be with her... I wanted to come home to marry her. Taking on Varick was an unexpected complication, but not one I regret Aug 05 19:56:59 I think if I'd stayed away I wouldn't have healed any further Aug 05 19:57:53 Just seems like maybe you needed to find yourself, stop making war against yourself and start making some peace Aug 05 19:58:08 * Morgan nods Aug 05 19:58:18 **The sun peeks above the land in the distance* Aug 05 19:58:29 I think... thats been happening since we all got together again Aug 05 19:58:54 Not stopping your nightmares though Aug 05 19:59:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 19:59:27 takes time... Aug 05 19:59:55 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 20:00:08 Well, Heinzharold won't be going anywhere Aug 05 20:00:17 and you? Aug 05 20:00:39 Depends Aug 05 20:00:46 on? Aug 05 20:01:41 On what suits me. I won't be tied down to one place. If something or somewhere comes along that feels right, I'll go Aug 05 20:01:57 \/me nods Aug 05 20:01:59 I'll miss you Aug 05 20:03:56 No plans to go yet. I'll give you fair warning. Aug 05 20:04:09 I know... I just want you to that Aug 05 20:04:15 to know that * Aug 05 20:04:16 * Claudia nods Aug 05 20:04:20 I know. Aug 05 20:06:33 * Morgan nods Aug 05 20:06:38 It wouldn't be forever. I'd miss Heinzharold too much. *she stays deadpan, but he can see she's trying to wind him up from her micro-expression * Aug 05 20:06:48 * Morgan nods Aug 05 20:06:51 cant say I blame you Aug 05 20:07:10 You should have taken him. Aug 05 20:07:17 I couldn't Aug 05 20:07:29 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 20:07:41 Agreed to disagree. Aug 05 20:07:49 Agree* Aug 05 20:07:55 I've spoken to him about it... he understands Aug 05 20:08:14 Or he doesn't want to hurt your feelings. Aug 05 20:09:15 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 05 20:09:23 No... Aug 05 20:09:39 * Claudia just shrugs, watching the sunrise Aug 05 20:11:42 Just as well I didn't, Lady Torrington would've been all over him Aug 05 20:12:00 Bad taste in men? Aug 05 20:12:42 awful Aug 05 20:13:00 Seems to like pretty ones Aug 05 20:14:00 Never understood the appeal of that. If you like pretty, bed a woman, if you like handsome, bed a man. Aug 05 20:14:32 To be fair, the one she asked permission to marry is a good looking man... quite hateful, really Aug 05 20:20:10 Most men can't admit other men are good looking. You don't secretly flatten out both sides of your sheets? **she's trying not to laugh* Aug 05 20:20:43 I'm assuming thats a euphemism Aug 05 20:20:51 Obviously Aug 05 20:21:58 No... Aug 05 20:22:11 * Claudia glances at him Aug 05 20:22:40 Went to a noble academy though... we all heard the rumours. Aug 05 20:23:02 what? Aug 05 20:24:09 What happens at the academies... young men and their curiosity. Mind you, same was said about being in the navy too. Aug 05 20:25:00 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 05 20:25:31 They might do that in the army Aug 05 20:25:43 * Claudia snorts Aug 05 20:26:34 Wouldn't surprise me, can't see it with Edward though Aug 05 20:26:57 He thinks I'm a stick in the mud Aug 05 20:27:09 He's not wrong Aug 05 20:27:24 yes but... _he_ thinks I'm a stick in the mud... Aug 05 20:27:33 He's worse Aug 05 20:31:27 you'd be surprised Aug 05 20:31:47 Surprise me then. It'll go no further Aug 05 20:32:33 I caught him and Mina getting very enthusiastic in a corridor in the Eisenfursts house Aug 05 20:33:30 * Claudia laughs Aug 05 20:33:55 More shocked of it from Mina than Edward! Aug 05 20:34:09 * Morgan nods Aug 05 20:35:12 Impropriety in the Eisenfurst's house is a great way to ruin your noble reputation Aug 05 20:37:04 * Morgan blushes Aug 05 20:37:27 * Claudia stares at him Aug 05 20:37:55 Guilty conscience? Aug 05 20:39:09 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 20:39:10 maybe Aug 05 20:39:24 * Claudia laughs Aug 05 20:39:40 Worse than Edward? Aug 05 20:39:49 might be Aug 05 20:41:04 Must be bad if you're getting evasive Aug 05 20:41:46 its just sex, as you so bluntly told me not that long ago Aug 05 20:42:05 * Claudia laughs Aug 05 20:43:10 I was expecting something dramatic. I'd bet most of his guests have had sex in the Eisenfurst's house with their wife. Assuming it was with one of your wives! Aug 05 20:43:32 Not necessarily in the stables, though Aug 05 20:44:19 * Claudia stares at him open-mouthed Aug 05 20:44:29 Holy fuck! Aug 05 20:45:01 No, not in a church Aug 05 20:45:23 Not a hope in hell could you persuade a woman to do that Aug 05 20:45:44 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 20:45:46 if you say so Aug 05 20:46:01 * Claudia shakes her head Aug 05 20:46:38 Even _Heinzharold_could not manage that Aug 05 20:47:40 * Morgan shrugs again Aug 05 20:47:48 feel free to bet me if you dont believe me Aug 05 20:48:10 Name your terms *she looks amused* Aug 05 20:48:25 five guilders says I'm telling the truth? Aug 05 20:49:21 That you could, or that Heinzharold could? She'd have to agree not just theoretically, but in practicality Aug 05 20:49:31 that I _have_ Aug 05 20:49:56 * Claudia looks impressed Aug 05 20:50:11 Alright Aug 05 20:51:24 * Morgan nods Aug 05 20:51:50 I know you won't lie, so on your word, and I'll give you five guilders. Aug 05 20:52:07 You owe me five guilders Aug 05 20:52:29 * Claudia hands them over Aug 05 20:52:42 The stables and a church, you lucky bastard. Aug 05 20:52:45 * Morgan tucks them into a pouch Aug 05 20:53:05 No,not a church.... that'd be... inappropriate... Aug 05 20:53:16 a tavern full of people is more likely... Aug 05 20:53:47 I was talking about a church. Hang on, you've done it in a tavern?! Aug 05 20:55:02 I was talking about the Eisenfursts stables... Aug 05 20:55:35 How the hell did you get away with that? Aug 05 20:55:47 barely Aug 05 20:56:02 shenanigans in the tavern was riskier though Aug 05 20:56:09 * Morgan looks over at the horizon Aug 05 20:57:15 Bloody hell. It's like you've come home a different man. Aug 05 20:58:32 * Morgan sniggers Aug 05 20:58:39 a lots changed in the last few weeks Aug 05 20:58:46 Like what? Aug 05 20:59:08 apparently I'm willing to engage in scandalous behaviour in a tavern Aug 05 20:59:49 Proper tavern, or tavern that's mostly a front for a brothel? Aug 05 21:00:30 you know that night you went off to the brothel? Aug 05 21:00:52 * Claudia smiles slightly Aug 05 21:00:56 I do Aug 05 21:01:01 that tavern Aug 05 21:01:12 * Claudia laughs Aug 05 21:01:21 Definitely not a brothel. Aug 05 21:01:28 no Aug 05 21:02:31 "Shenanigans" as you put it would be acceptable in a brothel, or a fronted brothel. Seen couples go to them to do that before. Aug 05 21:03:16 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:05:38 We were all feeling a bit bad we'd abandoned you to listening to Edward droning on Aug 05 21:07:06 cant say I heard much of what he said Aug 05 21:07:44 * Claudia shakes her head, laughing Aug 05 21:07:54 What the hell has happened to you?! Aug 05 21:08:16 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 21:09:15 How did you not get caught?! Aug 05 21:09:22 Not entirely sure actually Aug 05 21:10:20 Edward would shit a brick if he knew Aug 05 21:10:41 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:10:44 yes... he would Aug 05 21:10:58 What did Heinzharold say? Aug 05 21:11:18 he doesn't know Aug 05 21:11:38 Surprising Aug 05 21:12:02 He'd have a field day if he knew Aug 05 21:12:18 He would probably tease you Aug 05 21:13:12 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:13:13 indeed Aug 05 21:13:31 * Claudia shakes her head smiling Aug 05 21:14:58 I just assumed you were a bit like Rheinpfalz, twice a week, organised and efficient, get it over and done with. Aug 05 21:15:09 * Claudia is grinning Aug 05 21:15:13 ah, no. Aug 05 21:15:34 Until the Draw happens, at least.8 Aug 05 21:16:30 No, that was entirely without that Aug 05 21:17:46 Wow. Who would have thought _you_ would be like that?! Aug 05 21:30:17 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:30:19 I know Aug 05 21:30:41 Heinzharold I would expect it from. Not with Inga though Aug 05 21:30:56 No, she's been shaped by her past Aug 05 21:31:12 * Claudia nods Aug 05 21:31:21 That I understand all too well. Aug 05 21:32:50 at least I could do something about hers Aug 05 21:33:06 How do you mean? Aug 05 21:33:19 what do you know of her past? Aug 05 21:34:11 Worked in Die Dauerhaftigkeit since she was a child, was involved pretty heavily with Heinrich, which Heinzharold is still jealous about Aug 05 21:34:56 She was sent from her home because the Freiarr had a predilection for young girls, and once they were pregnant, were cast out. Aug 05 21:35:09 * Claudia scowls Aug 05 21:35:12 Right Aug 05 21:35:38 She was sent away to escape that from reaching its conclusion. I paid him a visit. Aug 05 21:35:55 * Claudia nods Aug 05 21:36:04 Sounds like he needed one Aug 05 21:36:11 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:36:15 didn't kill him though Aug 05 21:36:31 You should have Aug 05 21:36:38 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 21:36:45 No, what I did to him was worse Aug 05 21:36:50 What? Aug 05 21:37:15 If he was still alive, he wouldn't be bothering any young girls anymore Aug 05 21:37:45 How did he die? Aug 05 21:37:56 infection set in Aug 05 21:38:24 Painful and slow. Good. Aug 05 21:39:05 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:39:06 indeed Aug 05 21:39:38 Nothing you can do for me, I did it myself. Aug 05 21:39:55 I know. Aug 05 21:40:24 I'd say sorry I took that from you, but I'm not. Aug 05 21:41:27 I know. Aug 05 21:41:53 Sorgi is helping. Aug 05 21:43:07 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:43:10 I'm glad about that Aug 05 21:43:34 * Claudia nods Aug 05 21:44:09 I wish you were comfortable enough with me for me to help you, but I'm grateful to just have you. Aug 05 21:44:50 * Claudia smiles a little Aug 05 21:45:01 You couldn't help in the way he is helping. Aug 05 21:45:23 No, but in _some_ way. Aug 05 21:46:32 In some way, you are. You and Heinzharold with your wives. You're helping me see it in a way that doesn't seem abusive. Aug 05 21:46:59 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:47:31 I don't recoil just discussing sex like I did. Even a few weeks ago we couldn't have had this conversation. Aug 05 21:47:42 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:48:03 I think... we're all slowly changing Aug 05 21:48:09 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 05 21:48:16 except HeinzHarold, he's still thirteen Aug 05 21:48:56 You need to change. Suppose I do too. Heinzharold is always going to be like he is, and I think we need him like that Aug 05 21:49:12 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Aug 05 21:49:56 Sorgi isn't changing really. Is Molly? Aug 05 21:50:13 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:50:15 aye Aug 05 21:52:00 She's more confident than she was, certainly around people think they're better than she is... Aug 05 21:52:13 Needs it, living with you. She was very shy and quiet that first day I met her. Aug 05 21:52:40 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:52:46 hang on, what do you mean, living with me? Aug 05 21:53:28 Needs to be confident and outspoken. You can be pig-headed Aug 05 21:53:43 nonsense Aug 05 21:54:31 Sure. Besides, if you're going to be leading her to stables and taverns, she needs to be confident in telling you to pack it in Aug 05 21:54:46 * Morgan mutters Aug 05 21:54:48 wasn't my idea Aug 05 21:55:11 Seems unlikely. Aug 05 21:55:22 * Morgan shrugs Aug 05 21:55:33 so did doing it in those places in the first place Aug 05 21:56:00 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 21:56:41 Good for her then. About time women were allowed to take the lead and get their own desires seen to Aug 05 21:57:36 * Morgan nods Aug 05 21:57:44 can't be doing with this idea about nobles and sex, either Aug 05 21:58:03 Not something I think about often! Aug 05 21:59:13 can't say I did... sounds utterly pointless Aug 05 21:59:45 Making heirs. Save the dirty stuff for mistresses and whores Aug 05 22:00:15 Its not _fair_ Aug 05 22:00:35 Fair to whom? Aug 05 22:00:56 to the wives... Aug 05 22:02:02 You're assuming they married for love or desire. Hannalore didn't want Rheinpfalz's passion. Aug 05 22:02:21 but it should be their choice, not an expectation... Aug 05 22:02:41 * Claudia shrugs Aug 05 22:02:56 Men like novelty, no matter who gets hurt. Aug 05 22:03:43 its not right Aug 05 22:04:32 Plenty of noble wives getting their pleasures on the side too Aug 05 22:06:17 I suppose so Aug 05 22:06:41 Normally once they have an heir and a spare, they're free to take discreet lovers too. And they do. Hannalore had loads of stories about them. Aug 05 22:07:57 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:08:13 They get bored of the same man, or irritated about him being in love with some mistress or whore, and decide why shouldn't they have the excitement of some handsome young man who will light up her bed. Aug 05 22:09:26 a pity it has to be that way Aug 05 22:12:05 That's what happened with Edward's friend Pottersdam's parents from what Hannalore said. He was mad about his mistress, she hated him for it. She slept around and then decided he could keep on loving someone other than his wife. He became a drunk, his mistress left him, they never got back together. She's mostly flinging herself at new men and embarrassing them all Aug 05 22:12:43 I noticed Aug 05 22:12:51 * Claudia nods Aug 05 22:13:58 Women will play men like a fiddle, and often men are too stupid to see it. Aug 05 22:14:17 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:14:38 * Claudia rolls her eyes Aug 05 22:14:50 Sometimes they play women like it too. Aug 05 22:15:28 Just sounds like they're not very nice people Aug 05 22:16:16 * Claudia nods Aug 05 22:17:06 I dont think you need to worry about it. I cant picture Molly with anyone but you Aug 05 22:17:37 I'm not worried.... its just a sad state of affairs Aug 05 22:18:17 * Claudia nods Aug 05 22:19:41 Fidelity is uncommon. Brothels would go bust if it wasnt, especially in peace time Aug 05 22:20:43 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:20:47 true Aug 05 22:20:59 And that would be a shame Aug 05 22:22:21 * Morgan glances at her Aug 05 22:23:54 What? Aug 05 22:25:30 I was trying to decide if I wanted to have a dig at you, but its something you trusted me with so I decided not to Aug 05 22:26:30 You know how difficult it is to find women to spend time with who are also attracted to women, without potentially getting caught by a husband or father and ruining her life? Aug 05 22:28:35 No, none at all Aug 05 22:31:32 Brothels are about the only way around that Aug 05 22:32:08 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:34:19 I haven't decided about telling Heinzharold yet Aug 05 22:34:29 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:35:14 I think he'd be fine, but I understand your reticence Aug 05 22:35:20 I feel a bit bad that I told you and not him. Makes it seem like I care about you more. Aug 05 22:36:16 which just isn't true Aug 05 22:37:38 No. If I was having to take him with all the crew to the brothel, I would tell him so he knew not to worry if he couldn't find me, but there's no way he'll go Aug 05 22:38:14 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:38:27 I wonder if perhaps its because I just accept you Aug 05 22:39:01 No, it's mostly because you caught me out and I didn't want to lie. Aug 05 22:39:19 If its all the same to you, I'll stick with my reason, I like it better Aug 05 22:39:55 If it helps, the other part is that I know you understand wanting someone the world says you arent allowed to want. Aug 05 22:41:19 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:41:27 I'll take that Aug 05 22:42:05 * Claudia nods Aug 05 22:42:38 And I don't have any option to defy convention and marry regardless Aug 05 22:43:46 * Morgan nods Aug 05 22:43:47 aye Aug 05 22:44:12 Not that I would. Aug 05 22:44:37 indeed Aug 05 22:45:28 * Claudia nods, looking at the risen sun Aug 05 22:45:53 Could take Heinzharold along to stand watch and keep the men in line Aug 05 22:46:56 depends on the day Aug 05 22:47:12 Why? Aug 05 22:48:02 Molly's ex fianc?... his wife died. She and Molly were very close. She wants to go and pay her respects, I'm sending HeinzHarold with her Aug 05 22:48:22 Overnight? Aug 05 22:49:37 No, no... but it'll be a few hours Aug 05 22:52:51 You could do it instead? Aug 05 22:54:04 Last time I saw him I had a sword to his throat... I know what he's feeling right now and seeing me unexpectedly isn't a good idea Aug 05 22:54:28 I meant the brothel Aug 05 22:54:48 oh... if Inga will have Varick, maybe Aug 05 22:56:09 Do we take the Rose over now then, drop Inga, Varick, Molly and Heinzharold in Tawstock, and then go on to Kingston for the day and night? Aug 05 22:56:47 Might be an idea... could do with talking it over with molly first Aug 05 22:59:47 * Claudia nods Aug 05 22:59:55 Come on then Aug 05 23:01:24 * Morgan nods, heading back towards the ship Aug 05 23:03:26 * Claudia goes to find Sorgi. Morgan hears giggling from his study before he even arrives there Aug 05 23:03:34 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 05 23:15:57 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 06 00:16:34 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 06 10:59:17 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 06 11:00:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 06 11:00:52 * Molly and Inga are fully dressed and sat giggling on the sofa. He just makes out the word "pillow" Aug 06 11:01:03 ladies Aug 06 11:02:26 **They both blush like they've been caught out, and giggle more. Inga stands up** I: I'll get Varick's boots on him Aug 06 11:03:55 * Molly nods, biting her lip "Thank you, Inga" Aug 06 11:04:53 **Inga goes through to Varick's room, collecting his boots on the way. Molly looks at Morgan** liebes herz... good morning. Aug 06 11:05:26 pillow? Aug 06 11:11:26 * Molly blushes Aug 06 11:11:29 Ah. Aug 06 11:11:55 Your sharp hearing always gets me into trouble *she smiles* Aug 06 11:12:28 oh really? Aug 06 11:17:49 * Molly shrugs nonchalantly Aug 06 11:18:04 I was just... helping my friend Aug 06 11:18:16 * Molly tries not to grin Aug 06 11:18:37 passing along information from Stef, perhaps? Aug 06 11:20:55 * Molly nods Aug 06 11:21:12 Precisely. Just telling Inga something I was told... Aug 06 11:21:19 * Molly bites her lip Aug 06 11:22:19 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:22:31 How are you feeling this morning? Aug 06 11:24:37 Good. And you? No sore head? Aug 06 11:25:52 I didn't drink much Aug 06 11:29:59 * Molly nods, patting the couch beside her with a questioning look Aug 06 11:30:05 Unlike Heinzharold Aug 06 11:30:41 He w/me sits down Aug 06 11:30:46 * Morgan sits down Aug 06 11:30:53 He was determined not to get so drunk Aug 06 11:32:22 * Molly smiles Aug 06 11:32:34 He wasn't too drunk... just quite drunk Aug 06 11:33:13 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:34:51 How did you sleep? Aug 06 11:36:19 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the floor Aug 06 11:36:22 about the usual Aug 06 11:37:25 * Molly gently strokes his arm Aug 06 11:37:29 I'm sorry Aug 06 11:38:37 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 11:38:41 it happens Aug 06 11:39:04 I dreamt something strange Aug 06 11:39:07 oh? Aug 06 11:40:10 I was looking for something in some boxes, but I couldn't find it. Every time I thought I had the right box, it wasnt, and more boxes kept appearing. No matter what I tried, I never found it Aug 06 11:40:30 what were you looking for? Aug 06 11:41:15 I don't know *she frowns* I just knew it was something important, something I absolutely had to have Aug 06 11:41:28 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:41:57 Perhaps you weren't ready to find it? Aug 06 11:42:06 * Molly shrugs Aug 06 11:42:19 Maybe I thought it was there but it never was? Aug 06 11:43:04 maybe Aug 06 11:43:24 * Molly smiles Aug 06 11:43:41 I dreamt a few other things, but that is what sticks in my mind Aug 06 11:44:54 * Morgan nods Aug 06 11:45:02 you were making some noises when I woke up first time Aug 06 11:47:26 * Molly blushes Aug 06 11:47:30 Oh dear! Aug 06 11:50:03 Claudia was wondering if I'd go help keep the crew inline on shore while you go to see John Dagget Aug 06 11:50:15 * Molly nods Aug 06 11:50:28 they'll probably end up in a brothel... Aug 06 11:50:34 Oh. Aug 06 11:51:15 Thats a problem for you Aug 06 11:51:58 Its... *she takes a breath* No. It makes sense to make sure everyone is keeping the peace with the locals. Aug 06 11:53:14 Come on, tell me Aug 06 11:54:28 I can appreciate why it would be a good solution... but I'm not overly fond of the idea of you spending hours on end around barely dressed women who are touching you and trying to tempt you into bed *she looks uneasy rather than angry* Aug 06 11:55:06 You don't need to worry my love. I'll find myself a quiet corner with a book Aug 06 11:56:05 I am not worried that you would do something... I am just uneasy about you being at all tempted Aug 06 11:57:37 Not something you need worry about my love. Consider how people harped on about Hannalore, and my reaction to her... Aug 06 11:57:48 * Molly nods Aug 06 11:57:51 Would it bother you if I was spending a day somewhere that there were attractive men partly undressed and trying to seduce me? Aug 06 11:58:40 I suppose so... I'm more concerned about you spending time with someone you had feelings for previously... Aug 06 11:59:00 * Molly looks surprised Aug 06 11:59:03 You are? Aug 06 11:59:11 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 06 12:00:03 You wanted me to be open about my feelings about the brothel... Aug 06 12:00:50 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 12:00:58 its a man you loved... how could I not find that difficult Aug 06 12:02:43 * Molly chews her lip, quiet a moment Aug 06 12:02:54 I wasn't _in love_ with him. Aug 06 12:03:58 But you had strong feelings for him... it just bothers me Aug 06 12:05:17 You have nothing to worry about. I care for his pain, and I want to console him, but I don't want to be with him. It is _you_ that I love. Whatever life I could have had with John is long gone, and I don't ever wish it back. Aug 06 12:05:42 I know I have nothing to worry about... as you know you have nothing to worry about with my chaperoning the men Aug 06 12:05:55 * Molly smiles ruefully Aug 06 12:06:17 I know that. I'm just a little jealous at the idea of it Aug 06 12:06:38 You needn't be. I have no interest in anyone else Aug 06 12:06:55 * Molly nods slightly Aug 06 12:07:22 And nor have I. Neither from my past nor anyone I might not have met yet. Aug 06 12:08:27 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:08:49 * Molly squares her shoulders slightly "We will have to take the Rose to Tawstock then, theres far too many men to go on the Ketch" Aug 06 12:09:32 We're going to Kingston... the tensions Tawstock are too high to risk it Aug 06 12:10:33 * Molly thinks Aug 06 12:11:14 It's about six or seven miles from Tawstock. How long will you be gone? Aug 06 12:12:28 a good few hours, but I daresay you'll be that long anyway Aug 06 12:12:47 * Molly nods slowly, calculating Aug 06 12:13:18 Eighty men... I would say a few hours is optimistic if they will also want time to drink and relax... Aug 06 12:13:46 I said a _good_ few hours Aug 06 12:13:55 If you take the Rose to Kingston, we will take the Ketch to Tawstock. I will see Mr Jeffries and the solicitor,  then we will leave Inga and Varick at Sunnymeade whilst we go to Goodleigh to see John. We won't need the Ketch there, so the crew can join you. Aug 06 12:13:55 The four of us can take lodgings in the town for the night, and in the morning the Rose can come to take us and Mr Jeffries to the island whilst the Ketch stays with you in Tawstock for your visit to Lady Torrington's house Aug 06 12:13:55 ((This also makes sense incase he drops in on John, and for him to find Elsie in the brothel which he hasn't told Molly about)) Aug 06 12:14:46 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:14:47 good idea Aug 06 12:15:13 That would be alright with you? We would briefly see each other tomorrow morning Aug 06 12:16:01 its less than ideal, but if I'm going to be on the Rose without you for a time, it might be worth trying it Aug 06 12:16:14 * Molly nods Aug 06 12:16:34 I do not mind it too much. They do say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and I could certainly stand the idea of you desperately missing me… Aug 06 12:17:45 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:17:50 very well then Aug 06 12:23:09 Alright. I suppose one of us needs to tell Sorgi so the Ketch crew can get ready, and those of us going to Tawstock can pack for the night Aug 06 12:25:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:25:34 aye Aug 06 12:26:07 **The next half an hour is a flurry of activity. Sorgi approves the plan, and the crew cheer the prospect of time off, drink, and ladies. The Ketch is hauled out and prepared. Molly, Varick, and Inga are slightly later than Heinzharold who finds Morgan on the deck** Aug 06 12:26:11 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 06 12:26:39 G'morning. Aug 06 12:27:56 sore head? Aug 06 12:36:15 Nope, I'm fine. Didn't get a slap either. Aug 06 12:39:53 good for you Aug 06 12:44:41 * HH grins Aug 06 12:45:27 If I wasn' 'scorting Molly, I'd come with you, just to watch you handle sittin' in a brothel! Aug 06 12:45:55 I know you would... Aug 06 12:46:03 **HH slaps him on the back in a bear hug** Rather you than me! Aug 06 12:46:57 thats usually the case... Aug 06 12:47:03 * HH nods Aug 06 12:47:14 Any instructions for me? Aug 06 12:47:34 the usual, keep her safe. Watch for any... odd behaviour... Aug 06 12:48:34 What sorta behaviour you thinkin'? Aug 06 12:52:20 **Rousseau, the captain of the Ketch, comes in their direction** Aug 06 12:53:28 talking to people that aren't there, going... blank... Aug 06 12:53:35 * HH nods Aug 06 12:53:51 Leave her alone with Daggett? Aug 06 12:54:19 see what you make of him... if he seems like he's going to lost it at any minute, no... Aug 06 12:54:28 That likely? Aug 06 12:54:45 sadly, its a possibility Aug 06 12:55:02 * HH nods Aug 06 12:55:12 There's a reason I'm so feared around Tawstock, and I'd already had time to start dealing with it all Aug 06 12:55:28 * HH nods Aug 06 12:55:56 I'll be cautious. She know what yer doing today? Aug 06 12:56:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 12:56:14 of course Aug 06 12:56:37 Did _you_ get a slap? *he laughs* Aug 06 12:57:00 Don't be daft Aug 06 12:57:10 * HH shrugs Aug 06 12:57:53 You had years o' sitting like a grumpy monk outside brothels, won't be much of a challenge for ya. Aug 06 12:58:19 I was thinking I'd sit inside, in case it rains Aug 06 12:58:43 Wouldn't be the first time ya picked the rain. Aug 06 12:59:01 No, thats true Aug 06 12:59:29 **Molly and the others come up. He has to say goodbye to her, Varick, HH and Inga on the shore as they board the Ketch, knowing that with the Rose's speed they will easily overtake the smaller vessel. Aug 06 13:00:48 **Inga gives him a brief hug** We will take good care of them Aug 06 13:01:32 Thank you Inga Aug 06 13:02:23 **Varick hugs him tightly** I'll miss you Aug 06 13:02:40 and I'll miss you... have fun with your cousins and be good, alright? Aug 06 13:03:37 **He nods, going with Inga and HH on the Ketch. Aug 06 13:03:45 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 06 13:03:49 * Molly comes to him, bringing her lips to his despite the audience Aug 06 13:04:44 I've told HeinzHarold to get an idea of what Johns behaviour will be before he lets you alone with him... I want you safe. Aug 06 13:05:36 I will be careful, liebling. Be careful too. Do think of me, if you get a spare moment please. Aug 06 13:06:10 I shall, always Aug 06 13:06:16 * Molly nods Aug 06 13:06:21 I will most certainly think of you *her eyes sparkle with mischief* Aug 06 13:06:33 I hope so Aug 06 13:07:07 * Molly kisses his cheek, lingering just a moment Aug 06 13:07:15 I love you, endlessly. Aug 06 13:07:29 and I you blossom Aug 06 13:09:48 * Molly boards the Ketch, and the four of them wave goodbye as the boat sets sail. Claudia yells to him "Come on, Casanova!" Aug 06 13:12:23 * Morgan nods, heading back onto the Rose Aug 06 13:13:29 **The Rose passes the Ketch quickly, and before they arrive in Kingston he's far enough from Molly that she's off his mental radar entirely. The crew is cheerful, and he's left to his own devices for the hour long trip. Left on their bed is Molly's shift neatly laid out for him Aug 06 13:14:58 * Morgan smiles at it, drinking coffee on the short trip Aug 06 13:15:12 **The Rose docks in Kingston, an unfamiliar port but one much better suited to ships like the Rose than Tawstock. Given the geography, it would make more sense to use Kingston as the regular port for supplies and trade with the island. Aug 06 13:15:31 **Sorgi easily brings her in, and Morgan goes to deal with all the permits. The new ship has gotten the attention  of the locals, and people seem curious. There is not much hostility here, certainly nothing like in Tawstock. Aug 06 13:16:07 **Sorgi is giving orders to the crew when he gets back to get The Rose settled. He then details that they will be able to go on shore leave half the crew in the day, the other half in the evening. He then looks to Morgan* Aug 06 13:16:07 Anything you would like to add, m'lord? Aug 06 13:16:13 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Aug 06 13:17:18 I'm trusting you all to behave like gentlemen... I will not tolerate anything that leaves bad gossip in our wake. Is that understood? Aug 06 13:17:57 **They all nod Aug 06 13:18:45 good... enjoy yourselves Aug 06 13:19:16 **There's cheering Aug 06 13:19:25 * Sorgi motions Morgan aside Aug 06 13:19:39 * Morgan follows him Aug 06 13:19:44 If you take Claudia now, I'll go along later. Aug 06 13:19:54 sure? Aug 06 13:20:08 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 13:20:27 I'm in no rush, m'lord. *he smiles* You won't want to stand watch in a brothel for the next seventeen hours, it'll be useful for Claudia to be able to take off from you. Aug 06 13:20:49 Good shout Aug 06 13:21:37 * Sorgi nods, he looks a bit undecided about something Aug 06 13:22:21 something on your mind my friend? Aug 06 13:23:35 If you're going to be participating, I'd recommend waiting til everyone else is busy. It'd be difficult to keep it quiet with so many crew. Aug 06 13:24:01 I have no intention to, I'm just going to make sure no-one gets out of control Aug 06 13:24:07 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 13:24:39 That's what I suspected Aug 06 13:25:07 I'm almost offended you thought otherwise Aug 06 13:25:53 * Sorgi sighs Aug 06 13:26:35 I didn't want to offend you, m'lord, but I wanted to look out for her Excellency just incase Aug 06 13:27:25 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:27:41 almost offended... but rest assured, its not something you need concern yourself with Aug 06 13:28:03 Thank you. Try to keep Claudia safe too. Aug 06 13:28:28 always Aug 06 13:28:47 * Sorgi nods his head, going back to his tasks Aug 06 13:28:58 We'll see you later Aug 06 13:29:45 aye cap'n Aug 06 13:30:06 **He doesn't know this port, but port towns are port towns. There's a row of three brothels, all quite large, down one side street of the dock. With a group of forty men keen to drink and enjoy themselves, they go into the first one. It's nothing like Madame Verbene's in Fischler where he went to meet the Comte Du Valois with Claudia at his side. That's where she is now. Aug 06 13:30:12 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Aug 06 13:30:18 Looks passable. Aug 06 13:31:07 take your word for it Aug 06 13:31:21 * Claudia is the only one of the party who looks to have taken the time to get cleaned up and tidy. Her hair is half down at the back Aug 06 13:33:12 **She pushes the door open. The brothel is more like a standard tavern, plenty of seating for their large party, and they all get settled in for a morning of drinking. Claudia looks around, spotting the multitude of "barmaids". Jugs of ale are soon poured for the men with plenty of tankards and glasses on the tables. Its noisy quickly. Aug 06 13:34:24 reckon I can get some tea? Aug 06 13:34:40 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 13:34:45 Are you crazy? Aug 06 13:35:02 there jury's still out on that Aug 06 13:35:34 **There's a man serving drinks at the bar** Aug 06 13:38:09 **In the background, there are women laughing and sitting in laps of the Eisen sailors. She glances around at the crew before looking to Morgan* Wont be long before they're all getting a bit handsy Aug 06 13:38:26 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:38:37 I'll be back in a minute Aug 06 13:38:55 * Claudia nods Aug 06 13:39:28 * Claudia is now known as barman Aug 06 13:40:14 **he's drying some glasses and setting them on a tray** Aug 06 13:40:20 morning Aug 06 13:40:53 Good morning. Ale? Whiskey? Looking for someone special? Aug 06 13:41:10 some_thing_ special actually... Aug 06 13:41:38 * barman smiles Aug 06 13:42:09 Depends what it is. Some of the girls will do it the Montaigne way, if that's what you're after Aug 06 13:42:22 Not at all... I want some tea Aug 06 13:42:41 Tea... *he thinks* that a euphemism? Aug 06 13:43:01 No... chopped leaves, hot water, milk... Aug 06 13:43:49 * barman looks a bit lost Aug 06 13:44:16 Noone ever asks for that. Yes, I can do that. Can't take it upstairs though Aug 06 13:44:45 I'm not going upstairs Aug 06 13:45:59 * barman glances at his hand Aug 06 13:46:16 Ah... just here for a bit of company then Aug 06 13:47:47 here to keep them out of trouble... Aug 06 13:48:01 * barman makes some tea. Claudia comes to sit at the bar with whiskey. The barman looks at her and puts two and two together, making five Aug 06 13:48:13 Ah... your wife? Aug 06 13:48:22 * Morgan glances at Claudia Aug 06 13:48:34 **Claudia obviously doesn't know this Avalonian word** Aug 06 13:48:56 No, my... no. Aug 06 13:49:58 * barman shrugs, pushing him the pot and a cup Aug 06 13:50:10 * Morgan puts a couple of coins on the counter, thanking him Aug 06 13:50:23 Will you all be wanting feeding in a bit? Aug 06 13:50:41 I'd imagine so, if they're not otherwise occupied at that point Aug 06 13:51:37 * barman nods, going out the back. Claudia looks round at the men again. Theres now hands down bodices here and there, some kissing. She smiles before looking at Morgan Aug 06 13:51:42 * barman is now known as Claudia Aug 06 13:52:07 You could have done with some blinkers, like a plough horse Aug 06 13:54:40 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 13:54:46 I've been in a brothel before Aug 06 13:55:27 * Claudia sips her whiskey "Yes, with me in Fischler just to find your comte, you said" Aug 06 13:56:23 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:56:25 quite Aug 06 13:56:37 and I'm familiar with the steps outside several of them Aug 06 13:57:01 **she laughs** That one was a lot classier than this. *she sips her whiskey* Classiest I've ever been in. Aug 06 13:57:38 * Morgan nods Aug 06 13:57:51 For those who think a lot of themselves Aug 06 13:57:57 * Claudia nods Aug 06 13:58:51 Wasn't the easiest of places to be in with you. I was trying not to look, then I kept thinking that not looking would give the game away just as quick. It was downright uncomfortable Aug 06 13:59:37 sorry. If I'd known... actually, if I'd known you wouldn't have had to be trying to not give it away Aug 06 14:00:14 *Claudia leans against the bar, then looks at Morgan** Gonna be a bit strange, having you here. But it's good that I don't have to hide it from you Aug 06 14:00:46 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Aug 06 14:01:12 I didn't think of that when Sorgi suggested I bring you with me... Aug 06 14:01:57 **The singing starts, Eisen drinking songs, and escalating groping and partially undressing leads several of the crewmen and their new friends upstairs** Aug 06 14:02:04 * Claudia sips her whiskey Aug 06 14:02:17 Don't worry, you won't cramp my style Aug 06 14:03:00 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:03:01 good Aug 06 14:05:05 **She's keeping an eye to the room. The men aren't misbehaving, noone is being aggressive or falling out, but he's gradually seeing more nudity of undone bodices. Aug 06 14:05:12 Heinzharold is missing out. Aug 06 14:06:31 Not sure how he'd handle being here... Aug 06 14:06:58 Sorgi suggested I wait until later if I was looking for company... didn't want Molly getting wind of it and being upset Aug 06 14:07:17 * Claudia smiles vaguely, sipping her whiskey Aug 06 14:07:25 Does he need stitches now? Aug 06 14:08:55 No, he was so uncomfortable about it I thought he'd suffered enough Aug 06 14:09:16 He doesn't know you as well as the rest of us Aug 06 14:11:32 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:11:58 **Her attention is caught by a brunette, who is probably not much above five feet high. She's not the prettiest one of the girls in the room, and she's definitely not all over the men as most of the others are. She's carrying a heavy tray of glasses. Aug 06 14:12:16 Heinzharold would have loved it before he was married. Now it would be cruel Aug 06 14:12:53 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:12:57 and I'm not cruel Aug 06 14:14:27 * Claudia sips her whiskey "I always thought Heinzharold liked that bit best" *she gestures towards one of the crewmen who has a topless girl sat in his lap whilst he's managing to tickle her and make her laugh* I know he never actually properly had sex with any of them Aug 06 14:16:13 I don't think he'd be him if he wasn't always trying to make people laugh Aug 06 14:18:34 * Claudia nods, glancing at the brunette again. Meanwhile the tickling man picks the girl up and puts her over his shoulder whilst she laughs. The drinking and tapping of tankards is getting even louder despite around ten of the men being gone. Aug 06 14:19:07 He's a good man. Surprised he stayed a virgin, but I reckon that was your fault Aug 06 14:19:18 I don't see how Aug 06 14:20:10 Peer pressure. Didn't want to look bad to you. Aug 06 14:21:12 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 06 14:21:43 * Claudia shrugs Aug 06 14:21:57 Either way, he waited, on that but at least Aug 06 14:22:01 Bit* Aug 06 14:22:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:23:00 You gonna be alright here on your own? Aug 06 14:23:06 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 06 14:23:09 I'm sure I'll manage Aug 06 14:23:31 * Claudia nods, downing her whiskey Aug 06 14:23:39 Excuse me Aug 06 14:23:55 * Morgan nods, looking for a chair somewhere quiet Aug 06 14:24:47 **he finds a quiet spot that gives him a view of the room, stairs, and the street where he can drink his tea Aug 06 14:25:05 **Claudia goes over to the girl she's been watching. There's a confidence to how she moves. But it's not sensual like when she fights in that style. Nor is it aggressive. It's just dominant, like she has complete control. It reminds him vaguely of Edward. Aug 06 14:25:42 **Claudia takes the tray. She smiles at the girl, and they converse in what is a mix of broken Avalonian and Eisen. The girl seems to respond well, and she's quickly shyly flirting with Claudia, who seems utterly relaxed yet interested.** Aug 06 14:26:16 * Morgan shrugs to himself, drinking his tea before pulling a small sketchbook out of a pocket Aug 06 14:27:36 **A few minutes later, a blonde woman with long pale blonde hair comes over to him** Looking for some fun, sir? Aug 06 14:29:32 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 06 14:29:35 No, thank you Aug 06 14:30:20 **the blonde smiles** If you change your mind, I'll be here somewhere. Want more tea? Aug 06 14:30:38 please Aug 06 14:31:06 **She wanders off with his tea pot. This leaves him to the room of singing sailors going through Eisen songs and weak Avalonian ale. From the rooms above, he can still hear the sounds of sex above the sea shanties. Aug 06 14:31:06 **Claudia continues to move and carry things with ease, and the girl looks impressed. She starts touching Claudia's arms and body without seeming to realise. Claudia doesn't push this at all, but seems to be smiling and teasing the girl, and the girl ends up increasing the touching, moving further into Claudia's personal space.** Aug 06 14:32:03 * Morgan sketches Claudia as she looks relaxed and happy Aug 06 14:33:18 **It doesn't seem at all like a business transaction, not like with the men who are engaging the services of the women and going upstairs. It's more like a subtle seduction. Claudia is apparently excellent at this. Aug 06 14:33:19 **The attraction is definitely there, but it's not fraught like he saw it between her and Sorgi, it's more like the slow burning of whiskey as it's swallowed. Claudia leans back against a table, and the brunette stands close diagonally to her. They're watching each other intently, the girl looks full of anticipation but Claudia just looks as if she has all this in hand, practiced and confident. Aug 06 14:34:24 **The blonde places his pot back down full** There ya go, handsome. Shout if you need owt. Aug 06 14:34:40 * Morgan nods, thanking her Aug 06 14:36:06 **The woman wanders back towards the tables of noisy men. Claudia makes the first clear move on her quarry, a hand on the girl's neck whilst Claudia's thumb applies pressure to the centre of her lower lip.  Morgan can see both the expression and micro-expression of the girl light up with desire at this. Aug 06 14:36:06 **Claudia whispers something to her, to which the girl nods. Claudia moves her hand, following her to the stairs with one hand gently holding the curve of her waist. His friend doesn't even give him a backwards glance. Aug 06 14:37:11 * Morgan pours more tea, getting comfortable Aug 06 14:37:21 **He knows it's going to be a very long day. He'd done this before, waiting for his crew mates to complete their business in brothels during the War, but  he sat outside where he could avoid the sights and sounds of these couplings. Often he would walk the towns instead, sketch some buildings or people. Anything but be inside those places. Some things were supposed to be special and sacred between a man and his wife. Aug 06 14:40:06 **He had been glad that January day, having carried Dietlinde over the threshold into the cottage he had secretly bought them that he was only coming to her with the overheard gossip of the men, and not with their experiences. Aug 06 14:40:06 He had been glad that he was not at all jaded by the women he would have seen naked before when it was time to finally consummate the marriage and to see her undressed. It was special that they experienced it all together, the purity of virginity becoming a purity of wedded congress. Aug 06 14:40:06 **A breaking glass followed by a cheer is what pulls him out of this memory* Aug 06 14:44:04 * Morgan looks round Aug 06 14:44:44 **Someone has accidentally knocked a glass, but they're all working to clean it up carefully Aug 06 14:45:08 * Morgan nods slightly, satisfied before looking around Aug 06 14:45:50 **The hours wear on, more bare breasts and bold groping. The crew go upstairs bit by bit, and sometimes five minutes, or twenty minutes pass before they return. Those who sit back at the table all seem relaxed, keen to drink and chat. Those who haven't been yet are more fidgety. The conversation is expectedly rude, things that he would usually shut down if he overheard it on the ship, but it's all good natured. All in all, things are peaceful. Aug 06 14:45:50 **It's more than two hours before Claudia and the brunette return to the tap room. Claudia looks as unflappable as normal, but the brunette looks like the world has flipped upside down, giddy and dazed. Aug 06 14:48:05 **Claudia comes to sit by Morgan  drinking some ale** Everyone behaving themselves? Aug 06 14:48:13 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:48:32 Aye, remarkably well Aug 06 14:48:38 * Claudia nods Aug 06 14:49:44 Good. It often is when there's plenty of women to go around and no competition from other groups Aug 06 14:50:13 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:51:53 **The barman and Claudia's conquest bring out plenty of bread meat and cheese to the tables, and she brings someone to Claudia and Morgan. She smiles gently Aug 06 14:52:15 G: Hello, are you Claudia's friend who speaks Avalonian? Aug 06 14:53:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 14:53:33 Morgan... Aug 06 14:54:59 I'm Gisele. Could you please tell her I had a wonderful time and I hope she isnt leaving yet? **she's quite a sweet looking girl, gently spoken, and doesn't sound particularly common* Aug 06 14:55:19 * Morgan looks at Claudia, translating Aug 06 14:56:10 * Claudia smiles, pulling the girl to sit beside her and gives her some bread Aug 06 14:56:31 Tell her I'm not going anywhere for a few hours at least Aug 06 14:57:13 * Morgan does so Aug 06 14:58:10 G: *she looks at Morgan ((still got his sketchbook out?))** You haven't picked a girl yet? Aug 06 14:58:34 ((aye)) No, I'm here to make sure this lot behave themselves Aug 06 14:58:59 G: They are being very calm. You only like men? Aug 06 14:59:51 No. I'm married and have no need to indulge here Aug 06 15:01:04 G: *she smiles* That's nice. Sometimes young men come here to learn things that will help them please young women. If there's anything you would like us to talk to you about...? Aug 06 15:01:21 * Claudia is trying to follow along the conversation but isnt managing it Aug 06 15:01:58 I appreciate that, but I'm fairly comfortable in my abilities Aug 06 15:02:07 * Morgan translates for Claudia Aug 06 15:02:26 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 15:03:15 G: *she smiles* It must be boring though, like when everyone else is drunk and you're sober Aug 06 15:03:58 Thats a fair assessment... though I'm used to being in the crows nest at night, so its not _that_ boring Aug 06 15:04:46 G: That's on a ship? Aug 06 15:05:39 the bit at the top where we keep an eye out for pirates Aug 06 15:05:56 G: How exciting! Aug 06 15:07:50 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 06 15:07:53 not usually Aug 06 15:07:59 * Claudia looks at him after Gisele has been called back to sort drinks Aug 06 15:07:59 What have you been doing whilst I was gone? Aug 06 15:08:27 drawing, daydreaming, thinking... Aug 06 15:08:48 Brooding about Molly seeing her former fiance? Aug 06 15:09:06 * Claudia eats her lunch as they talk Aug 06 15:09:08 some Aug 06 15:09:37 She'll be fine, she can take care of herself Aug 06 15:09:46 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 06 15:10:31 * Claudia watches him as she rips off a chunk of bread with her teeth, though has the manners to wait til she's swallowed it before asking Aug 06 15:10:41 Jealous? Aug 06 15:10:53 some. More worried. Aug 06 15:11:37 That she'll want to go back to him now he's able to remarry? Aug 06 15:13:24 No... that he'll be dangerous. There's something about losing her sister that I'm having to tread very carefully around, and I'm concerned losing her friend will bring it to the fore Aug 06 15:13:48 * Claudia nods Aug 06 15:14:14 Sounds complicated. You need to check on her? Aug 06 15:14:40 No, HeinzHarold knows whats going on Aug 06 15:14:50 * Claudia nods Aug 06 15:15:13 He knows about grieving a family member in childhood, he's a good bet Aug 06 15:16:02 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:16:52 **There's noisy laughter and a slapping noise. Claudia glances over before rolling her eyes. Aug 06 15:17:31 Tomorrow the Rose is going back to the Island, taking Molly and Varick but you're going to Tawstock. Where do you want me? Aug 06 15:18:40 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 15:18:43 haven't thought about it Aug 06 15:19:18 * Claudia nods Aug 06 15:20:06 What were you drawing in a place like this? Taking Heinzharold a consolation prize? Aug 06 15:20:17 Drawing you, actually Aug 06 15:20:30 * Claudia looks bemused Aug 06 15:20:34 Why? Aug 06 15:20:58 you looked relaxed and happy... I wanted to capture that Aug 06 15:21:22 * Claudia nods at his sketchbook Aug 06 15:21:29 Let's have a look then Aug 06 15:22:03 * Morgan passes it over Aug 06 15:24:03 * Claudia looks, nodding Aug 06 15:24:11 You're not bad Aug 06 15:24:32 not so bad yourself Aug 06 15:24:39 * Morgan winks at her Aug 06 15:24:50 * Claudia rolls her eyes Aug 06 15:25:19 I look too approachable. Doesn't look like I'll chop your arm off if you get too close Aug 06 15:27:57 it was your face, you'll need to have a word with yourself Aug 06 15:28:25 * Claudia shrugs Aug 06 15:28:47 Gotta be fairly approachable in certain situations Aug 06 15:29:06 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 15:30:37 * Claudia smiles Aug 06 15:31:28 Most women, even here, have no experience with other women. You need them to know you know what you're doing and are safe Aug 06 15:31:55 She certainly seems to have enjoyed herself... Aug 06 15:33:00 * Claudia nods, smiling Aug 06 15:33:16 Nearly fell down the stairs twice Aug 06 15:33:37 judging by the look on her face, I'm not surprised Aug 06 15:34:00 * Claudia nods Aug 06 15:34:33 Helps to know what you're doing and why you're doing it Aug 06 15:35:04 thats generally the case, yes Aug 06 15:36:01 Doesn't happen much for these girls. Most of them will find today boring at the very least. Aug 06 15:36:47 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:36:50 same as any other day Aug 06 15:36:57 * Claudia nods Aug 06 15:37:24 Gisele won't have that problem Aug 06 15:38:19 * Claudia sips her ale Aug 06 15:38:30 it would appear not Aug 06 15:38:39 I'll tell Sorgi to keep an eye out for her later too Aug 06 15:38:55 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 06 15:39:21 * Claudia smiles, watching him Aug 06 15:39:29 You don't approve Aug 06 15:40:39 I don't disapprove. I'm just not comfortable thinking about it Aug 06 15:40:49 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 15:41:53 What else is in this sketchbook then? Got pictures of Heinzharold in here? Aug 06 15:43:03 near the beginning, aye. Few sketches of some of the things I used to dream... Aug 06 15:43:24 Mind if I look? Aug 06 15:44:09 help yourself Aug 06 15:44:36 You need to check if theres anything in here I shouldn't see? Aug 06 15:45:31 No... Aug 06 15:55:34 Sure? *she starts at the beginning of the book* Aug 06 15:55:49 * Morgan nods Aug 06 15:56:15 the only remotely... adult ones I've done are tucked away on the ship Aug 06 15:56:46 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 15:57:05 Wise. Heinzharold seen them? Aug 06 15:57:17 ((Details of the book please)) Aug 06 15:58:23 No, he hasn't Aug 06 15:58:48 ((just various sketches, people, places, burning cottage, spiders, several of the schattenmann Aug 06 15:59:18 * Claudia exhales suddenly at the one of the cottage Aug 06 15:59:41 Oof. Fucking hell. A heads up would have been good! Aug 06 16:00:37 things I dream... I recall saying that... Aug 06 16:01:06 * Claudia turns the page Aug 06 16:01:16 You never dream of anything nice? Aug 06 16:01:32 I get the occasional sex dream... Aug 06 16:01:46 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 16:02:00 Wouldnt have expected that Aug 06 16:02:17 I know... Aug 06 16:04:23 Bit less shocking than the stable and tavern stuff though Aug 06 16:04:52 or is it less shocking _because_ of the tavern and stable? Aug 06 16:05:02 Fair point Aug 06 16:06:38 Still hard to believe you'd risk everything in the Eisenfurst's stable though Aug 06 16:07:07 When the woman you love states thats what she needs right then... Aug 06 16:07:13 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 06 16:07:31 * Claudia nods Aug 06 16:07:51 That would be hard to deny, even with you romantic bullshit Aug 06 16:08:28 Without the* Aug 06 16:08:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:08:32 indeed Aug 06 16:10:10 And that's without the Draw? *she shakes her head* With it you could end up doing it on his dining table during dinner. Aug 06 16:10:27 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:10:34 its very very difficult to ignore Aug 06 16:10:42 No shit. Aug 06 16:12:23 You warned Heinzharold yet? Aug 06 16:12:29 * Morgan smirks, sipping his tea Aug 06 16:14:22 Let me guess, he doesn't believe you because his willpower is just too good? Aug 06 16:15:34 No, he seemed to take it onboard Aug 06 16:15:56 * Claudia nods Aug 06 16:16:11 He wont really understand it until he feels it though Aug 06 16:17:27 No Aug 06 16:17:40 You get it easy Aug 06 16:19:00 you think so? She thought people were just being nice and attentive to her, not that they wanted to bed her... Aug 06 16:19:26 Why is that so bad for you? Aug 06 16:19:54 trying to keep her safe while everyone else is a potential danger to her... and she thinks its sweet and wants to engage with them Aug 06 16:20:17 * Claudia shrugs Aug 06 16:21:20 And the rest of us have to deal with knowing that if our restraint breaks then we are basically going to be taking advantage of her, ruining our friendships with you and probably ruining your marriage Aug 06 16:21:34 some of you do, yes... Aug 06 16:21:58 Dont we all? Aug 06 16:22:31 Not the crew Aug 06 16:22:56 Because they wouldn't live long enough to see the consequences? Aug 06 16:24:23 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 16:24:29 tough one... it'd hardly be their fault Aug 06 16:28:48 But it would change things for you I reckon. You'd always be wondering if she enjoyed it more, if someone else was better Aug 06 16:28:59 probably, aye Aug 06 16:29:19 Some men are only suited to virgins Aug 06 16:29:24 the worst thing about that is it wouldn't work to get rid of the draw like it does with me Aug 06 16:30:18 She could end up having sex with half the ship for nothing? Aug 06 16:30:28 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:30:40 it'll wear off on its own after a day... Aug 06 16:31:05 A whole day of torture for whoever is guarding her Aug 06 16:31:25 indeed Aug 06 16:31:49 I don't relish that Aug 06 16:32:50 Thing is, it makes most sense for me to guard her, doesn't it? Aug 06 16:34:45 I think so. I trust your self control more than most Aug 06 16:34:56 It's not that Aug 06 16:36:23 * Claudia sips the ale Aug 06 16:36:46 Thats a part of it for me Aug 06 16:37:25 There isnt a man except you and Heinzharold on the ship that I couldn't beat. But the potential physical harm or unintended consequences is much less with me than with a man. Aug 06 16:37:52 I suppose so Aug 06 16:38:50 Wouldn't be good, but it'd be the lesser of two evils Aug 06 16:40:29 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:41:06 She worried about it? Aug 06 16:41:38 less than I am Aug 06 16:43:11 Doesn't help being naturally possessive I guess? Aug 06 16:43:39 * Morgan smiles Aug 06 16:43:41 no, not really Aug 06 16:44:05 Makes me glad I'm not like that Aug 06 16:45:21 possessive? Aug 06 16:45:26 * Claudia nods Aug 06 16:46:29 **More men come downstairs and others go up. The balance has shifted towards drinking rather than waiting for sex Aug 06 16:48:53 Were you as possessive with Dietlinde or is losing her why you're so possessive of Molly? Aug 06 16:49:32 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 06 16:49:44 could be... it'd make sense Aug 06 16:49:58 * Claudia nods Aug 06 16:50:20 Ever worry you'll suffocate her with it? Aug 06 16:51:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:51:13 yes Aug 06 16:51:39 * Claudia nods Aug 06 16:51:45 I would hate it Aug 06 16:52:18 You are very different to her, though. To an extent she likes it I think Aug 06 16:52:35 * Claudia sips her ale Aug 06 16:52:49 Maybe it fills the gap where your reserve is Aug 06 16:52:58 less of a gap now I think Aug 06 16:53:13 Been hard at work have you? Aug 06 16:53:24 * Morgan nods Aug 06 16:54:09 Good. We all want to see the two of you happy Aug 06 16:54:54 * Claudia hands back his sketchbook Aug 06 16:55:09 What are you gonna draw next? Aug 06 16:59:39 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 16:59:45 don't know Aug 06 17:01:27 **he settles down to sketch, just peacefully putting pen to paper. What he ends up sketching is Molly in the Eisenfurstins dress from last night's dream, his hair braided into hers. After a while, Claudia says his name* Aug 06 17:01:58 * Morgan looks up Aug 06 17:02:26 **Lunch has finished, it must be around four now, and many of the men seem to be ready to head back to the ship, yawning. The combination of sex, alcohol and food seems to have made them sleepy. Gisele is sat by Claudia, sharing what's left of her food and drink* Aug 06 17:02:48 Go back to the ship and take a break if you want, I'm fine here for a bit. Aug 06 17:03:11 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:03:25 I'll get this lot back, looks like they could do with their bunks Aug 06 17:04:04 I'll bring any stragglers. We'll regroup for dinner and the others can come afterwards Aug 06 17:04:28 * Morgan nods, standing up Aug 06 17:04:29 good idea Aug 06 17:04:57 **Gisele looks at him* Will you be back tonight? Aug 06 17:07:28 Maybe. Aug 06 17:07:47 G: But you still won't be looking for anything? Aug 06 17:08:20 Just tea Aug 06 17:08:38 G: You're not like the normal men who come here Aug 06 17:08:53 * Morgan smiles slightl Aug 06 17:09:24 I doubt you've ever said a truer word... I'm even more unusual once you find out who I am. Maybe I'll see you later Aug 06 17:11:02 **She nods. Morgan standing has attracted the attention of the men, and the one who had been tickling the bare-breasted girl asks "Going back to the ship, my lord?" Aug 06 17:11:45 aye, as are you lot who're ready Aug 06 17:12:47 **lots of drinks are finished and money left on the table. Theres about ten missing, but they all seem to be with the absent brothel girls. The barman thanks them on their way out Aug 06 17:13:41 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Aug 06 17:13:44 * Morgan nods to him, following the men out Aug 06 17:14:27 * Sorgi is waiting on deck. The men chat merrily, all at least tipsy as they go below to their hammocks. Aug 06 17:14:37 How did it go? Aug 06 17:15:14 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:15:24 not bad, no issues. Aug 06 17:15:33 No Claudia? Aug 06 17:16:04 She's... spending time with someone, going to make sure the stragglers get back Aug 06 17:16:12 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:16:47 Good idea. If you prefer, you can stand watch over the ship instead of going back, m'lord Aug 06 17:17:24 No, I don't mind going back... I'm hoping it'll be a different barman Aug 06 17:17:42 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:18:06 In that case, I'll stay here unless you need me there Aug 06 17:18:25 You don't want to be... entertained? Aug 06 17:18:41 * Sorgi shakes his head Aug 06 17:19:15 I realised I was trying to talk myself into it, but I don't have any enthusiasm for it Aug 06 17:19:39 fair enough Aug 06 17:19:53 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:20:21 Never been much of a brothel man, m'lord Aug 06 17:20:31 I've been in one twice now Aug 06 17:20:59 * Sorgi smiles Aug 06 17:21:01 Rare Aug 06 17:21:19 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:21:31 actually, both times I've been in one have been with Claudia Aug 06 17:24:23 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:24:41 I hadn't been in one for a long time before that one in Paan Aug 06 17:25:49 we've kept you busy Aug 06 17:25:55 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:26:12 I am much happier for it too, m'lord Aug 06 17:26:46 Morgan... Aug 06 17:27:03 * Sorgi smiles Aug 06 17:27:13 Force of habit Aug 06 17:27:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:29:01 Claudia was alright though? Aug 06 17:29:46 seemed to be aye Aug 06 17:30:31 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 17:31:10 No jobs for you I'm afraid, unless you want to help cook with dinner? Aug 06 17:34:23 I might do that, aye Aug 06 17:34:51 If you're going back to the brothel, maybe a nap Aug 06 17:37:45 * Morgan pulls a face Aug 06 17:37:47 I don't think so Aug 06 17:39:24 Because of Zweibrucke? Aug 06 17:39:46 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:40:42 * Sorgi nods slightly Aug 06 17:41:23 **Captain Ulysses starts purring at Morgan's feet** Aug 06 17:43:54 **The cat follows him to the kitchen. Mr Cook is quite happy bossing Morgan around in the kitchen as if he was one of the crew, and making more than eighty meals takes a lot of prepping, cooking and cleaning. It's good hard work, and reminds him of Lady Torrington's kitchen, which in turn reminds him of Molly. Aug 06 17:45:52 **Claudia has returned with the others in good time, and Rousseau and the Ketch crew are here too, leaving Molly, Varick, HH and Inga more than six miles away in Tawstock. It's the longest time since Zweibrucke where he hasn't been able to sense her direction** Aug 06 17:46:29 * Morgan helps get everyone fed Aug 06 17:48:58 **Half the crew are very mellow, the other half keen to eat and be on their way. Claudia finds him when the meal is done** Aug 06 17:49:03 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Aug 06 17:49:25 Sorgi says you're going back to the brothel Aug 06 17:49:36 he isn't interested in going, so... Aug 06 17:49:50 * Claudia nods briefly Aug 06 17:50:03 He'll go to supervise them, but... Aug 06 17:50:44 * Claudia shrugs Aug 06 17:51:16 You need company? Aug 06 17:53:27 Not if you're not wanting to go back down there Aug 06 17:53:55 I don't need to Aug 06 17:54:14 Its up to you Aug 06 17:54:32 * Claudia nods Aug 06 17:54:58 I'll bring a deck of cards Aug 06 17:55:12 * Morgan nods Aug 06 17:55:14 alright Aug 06 17:58:08 **This is what they do. The brothel is noisier, the behaviour downstairs far worse. It's still good natured, but there's mouths on breasts and hands up dresses, and the noises are much more graphic. Claudia rolls her eyes, they're sat back at the quiet table again** I forgot to warn you that it'd be worse tonight Aug 06 18:00:13 cos they've had all day thinking about it... Aug 06 18:00:23 * Claudia nods Aug 06 18:01:00 Something about the night time too. Aug 06 18:01:11 * Claudia shuffles the cards Aug 06 18:01:19 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:01:32 Dont know why I'm telling you, you know plenty about having sex in taverns. Aug 06 18:02:12 shut up Aug 06 18:02:28 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 18:02:46 And sneaking around in dark stables Aug 06 18:02:52 dark? Aug 06 18:03:13 They usually are Aug 06 18:05:17 * Claudia deals for poker Aug 06 18:07:28 ah... a little I suppose Aug 06 18:10:19 Hang on, it wasn't late at night when you wouldn't get caught? Aug 06 18:10:58 Mid afternoon Aug 06 18:11:23 * Claudia shakes her head Aug 06 18:11:47 At that time of day there was a high chance you'd get caught Aug 06 18:12:07 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:12:08 I know Aug 06 18:12:41 Lucky you weren't Aug 06 18:13:17 nearly were Aug 06 18:13:24 Who by? Aug 06 18:13:30 Edward Aug 06 18:13:37 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 18:13:46 That would have been hilarious Aug 06 18:14:54 You might think so Aug 06 18:15:31 Sounds like Molly has really brought out something in you Aug 06 18:16:05 * Morgan nods Aug 06 18:16:10 aye, it does a bit Aug 06 18:17:28 * Claudia watches a blonde undoing the placket of one of the sailors before looking away Aug 06 18:18:21 What do you make of Sorgi not wanting to come here for the evening? Aug 06 18:18:32 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 06 18:18:39 you can tell they don't make tea here often Aug 06 18:19:04 in what respect? Aug 06 18:19:24 He seemed keen enough this morning Aug 06 18:20:02 apparently he'd been trying to convince himself he wanted to. Says aside from going with you, he's not been in one for years Aug 06 18:21:57 * Claudia glances back at the crew mate who is now being stroked by the women. "Drumnach, take it upstairs." He quickly does his trousers back up before taking the woman upstairs. Claudia turns her attention to Morgan Aug 06 18:22:55 *muttering* They have rooms for it for gods sake. *normal* I'm not even sure he did anything but supervise in Paan either Aug 06 18:23:45 * Morgan frowns Aug 06 18:23:47 really... Aug 06 18:23:55 What? Aug 06 18:52:59 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 06 19:37:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 06 19:37:20 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 06 19:37:26 [18:21] (Claudia) What? Aug 06 19:38:52 just... unusual Aug 06 19:39:15 Yes, I get that. But _why_? Aug 06 19:39:52 why what? Aug 06 19:40:10 Why doesn't he want to. Its what men _do_ Aug 06 19:40:22 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 06 19:44:17 Apart from you Aug 06 19:47:43 and Sorgi... and HeinzHarold... and Edward eventually. Aug 06 19:50:04 Edward won't give it up Aug 06 19:52:07 first, you're wrong, second... he hasn't actually partaken in the activities in a brothel for quite some time. Aug 06 19:53:16 **The crew are rearranging the chairs and forming two long lines. It almost looks like they're planning to dance, but what it becomes is a game that involves passing a peach pit mouth to mouth with the girls in the middle. It makes no logical sense, but they're all having fun with their good natured competition Aug 06 19:53:53 Edward. The one with the reputation for whoring around Eisen... Aug 06 19:54:53 He did for a while... but it paled because all he wanted was Mina Aug 06 19:55:00 Yuck. Aug 06 19:55:30 You're all turning so romantic. Aug 06 19:55:55 I think he was anyway Aug 06 19:56:38 * Claudia shrugs Aug 06 19:56:46 I wont ever understand it Aug 06 19:57:00 * Morgan nods Aug 06 19:57:01 I know Aug 06 19:59:32 * Claudia continues the card game. The others are loud, and the game changes to having to put the peach pit into cleavages and retrieving them with mouths. Aside, a couple are rather passionately kissing against the wall, very much as Edward was kissing Mina in Faulk's corridor Aug 06 20:03:19 If they're gonna mess around with games all night it'll be very late when they're ready to leave. Aug 06 20:03:58 You need to get back for your beauty sleep? Aug 06 20:04:15 No but you need yours Aug 06 20:04:26 Long past that doing any good Aug 06 20:04:36 Good point Aug 06 20:05:49 Besides, some of them will get too drunk to get the job done, then they'll be aggressive about it. Never goes well then. Aug 06 20:08:15 so you want to hurry them up? Aug 06 20:08:32 No, just making conversation Aug 06 20:09:13 Well, its what we're here for, keep them in line Aug 06 20:09:18 * Claudia drinks some ale Aug 06 20:09:40 Not sure how anyone could get properly drunk of this stuff Aug 06 20:09:50 Off* Aug 06 20:10:41 Mostly with determination and a _huge_ capacity to hold the urge to urinate Aug 06 20:10:58 * Claudia laughs Aug 06 20:11:41 Can always finish the job back at the ship. Not much point you staying sober enough when she's not here Aug 06 20:12:09 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 06 20:12:51 Unless your dream about being a drunk is putting you off blokners now Aug 06 20:13:12 No, but my nightmares are worse when I'm drunk... properly drunk anyway Aug 06 20:13:26 Gonna be bad tonight? Aug 06 20:13:36 good chance Aug 06 20:13:52 * Claudia nods, winning the hand a dealing again Aug 06 20:14:56 Anything I can do Aug 06 20:15:03 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 06 20:15:07 Not a damn thing Aug 06 20:15:22 Missing her yet? Aug 06 20:15:30 * Morgan smiles Aug 06 20:15:34 you really want an answer? Aug 06 20:15:47 Why would I ask if I didn't? Aug 06 20:16:11 because I'll say yes, been missing her since she left and you'll say yuck Aug 06 20:16:57 Yep. You could have brought her, let Inga watch Varick Aug 06 20:17:38 She wanted to see Dagget today Aug 06 20:18:03 More than come to a brothel with eighty sailors, what a crazy woman (!) Aug 06 20:18:20 You weren't complaining earlier Aug 06 20:18:42 I don't think it's the sort of place for most women Aug 06 20:18:51 No... Aug 06 20:19:26 It'd make it difficult for you to concentrate on the crew anyway Aug 06 20:20:26 whys? Aug 06 20:22:53 You'd be busy trying to protect her from some of this nonsense. **she nods in the direction of the crew, where the game appears to have moved on to retrieving the peach pit from underneath the women's skirts, swapping it mouth to mouth with another woman who then swaps it with a man who puts it in some unknown location under a whore's skirts* Aug 06 20:23:23 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:23:24 true Aug 06 20:23:33 * Claudia smirks Aug 06 20:23:43 Hands over her eyes and everything Aug 06 20:24:53 I suspect so.... though she did sail with a group of montaigne courtesans, so I daresay not much of this would shock her Aug 06 20:25:33 Montaigne ones... wow, that would be an education Aug 06 20:26:01 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:29:21 **They play a few more hands, the peach pit game seems to have just descended into groping and skirts hitched up. Claudia gives them a brief glance. Though its raucous, noone is falling out, and none of the women look pressured Aug 06 20:29:38 Think I should speak to Sorgi about it? Aug 06 20:30:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 20:30:15 if you want to Aug 06 20:30:41 I don't want him feeling like he shouldn't, because of he and I Aug 06 20:30:55 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:31:07 He does know where things stand between you, yes? Aug 06 20:31:24 That we can both do who and what we wish, yes. Aug 06 20:32:02 I mean more that there's not what would be considered a relationship between you... Aug 06 20:32:10 * Claudia nods Aug 06 20:32:13 Definitely Aug 06 20:32:24 what if he no longer feels that? Aug 06 20:32:32 * Claudia frowns Aug 06 20:32:38 Why wouldn't he? Aug 06 20:33:35 I mean... what if he's feeling things for you that you aren't prepared to reciprocate... Aug 06 20:33:47 * Claudia groans Aug 06 20:33:51 I hope not. Aug 06 20:35:00 Not sure you can even imagine how bad that would feel Aug 06 20:35:37 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:35:49 _thats_ my concern. Aug 06 20:36:21 * Claudia nods Aug 06 20:36:26 I'll talk to him Aug 06 20:36:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 20:36:33 don't do anything rash Aug 06 20:36:56 Like what? Aug 06 20:38:12 Leaving without talking to me primarily... Aug 06 20:39:01 Obviously Aug 06 20:40:38 **From the rooms above is the sound of very overacted female orgasm. Claudia rolls her eyes at Morgan* Aug 06 20:41:01 You think they'd at least get it right Aug 06 20:41:31 why? Most of the men won't have any idea Aug 06 20:41:41 * Claudia laughs loudly Aug 06 20:42:03 That's very true. Many dont care either Aug 06 20:43:23 Men. Rubbish at sex. Aug 06 20:43:41 generally speaking, apparently so Aug 06 20:44:20 Present company exempted, of course (!) *she smirks* Aug 06 20:45:22 * Claudia swigs the ale Aug 06 20:45:49 I caught the tail end of Heinzharold singing to Inga last night when I went to bed Aug 06 20:47:55 oh? Aug 06 20:48:48 No idea what the song was. It kept getting very muffled. She seemed happy with his rendition though Aug 06 20:50:12 I hope it wasn't the one about peaches and cream again Aug 06 20:51:12 Not sure. She kept telling him not to stop though, so it must have been a good song *she watches him, deadpan* Aug 06 20:51:53 Maybe he sings better when he's drunk Aug 06 20:52:16 * Claudia nods Aug 06 20:52:20 Maybe he does Aug 06 20:53:34 * Claudia soon tells a few more of the men to get a room as their antics start to border on sex in the tap room Aug 06 20:54:23 Am I being too strict here? Aug 06 20:54:41 No. If they keep pushing their luck I'll drag them back to the ship to sort themselves out Aug 06 20:55:08 * Claudia cringes Aug 06 20:55:20 All the squeaking swinging hammocks Aug 06 20:56:12 They won't be in the mood once I've dragged them out of here by their balls Aug 06 20:57:07 * Claudia nods Aug 06 20:58:00 Most would let it slide. I've seen a lot happen in rooms like this, but honestly, I'm not that keen on it. Aug 06 20:58:19 They want to crew my ships, they need to be better than that Aug 06 20:59:08 * Claudia nods Aug 06 21:00:17 Seeing it in the brothels was at least preferable to being on the receiving end of it on the ship. Aug 06 21:01:14 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:02:01 * Claudia shuffles the cards Aug 06 21:03:13 Safest time was for the two days after shore leave. After that, object lessons had to be made. But after a while I had enough of a reputation that men who knew me warned men who were just meeting me Aug 06 21:06:55 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:07:08 * Claudia smiles a little Aug 06 21:08:54 The best one was in a camp somewhere near the weissenburg mountains, not long after I was out of basic training. There was a lovely grandmother-type following the drum with her eight grandsons, used to be always knitting socks Aug 06 21:09:14 * Claudia drinks some ale Aug 06 21:09:40 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Aug 06 21:11:25 I got cornered near her tent, and it was a close call. She grabbed him by the back of the neck and told him if she ever saw him near me or another woman again, she'd put one needle up the hole in his dick, the other up his ass, and knit his guts into a pair of mittens. Aug 06 21:12:08 * Morgan laughs Aug 06 21:12:31 * Claudia glances at Morgan "Didn't see him again for a couple of months, and when I next did he ran away from me" Aug 06 21:14:05 I'm really not surprised Aug 06 21:14:27 Wasn't the last time it happened, but it was the first time I really decided that doing these men harm was good rather than bad. Aug 06 21:15:23 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:15:25 understandable Aug 06 21:15:30 * Claudia looks at him again Aug 06 21:16:36 If my commanders had had any idea that some men on our side weren't killed in battle by the Vaticine but by me, I'd have been executed Aug 06 21:17:19 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 21:17:31 I'd rather lose without them than win with them Aug 06 21:17:44 * Claudia nods Aug 06 21:18:20 Would the commanders though. Nineteen men is a sizeable loss. Aug 06 21:18:55 You told anyone else that? Aug 06 21:19:19 Sorgi. That's it. Aug 06 21:19:31 Keep it that way Aug 06 21:20:03 Obviously. Besides, I can do without the pity Aug 06 21:20:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:22:07 It's such horseshit though. In battle I have killed hundreds of men who did nothing but wear a different cloak, bent the wrong knee, or believed something slightly different to me, and that's fine. Vengeance for crimes they committed on me is unacceptable. Aug 06 21:22:24 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:22:29 You aren't wrong Aug 06 21:23:06 If I hate men in general, it's because they taught me to Aug 06 21:24:09 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:24:34 Not you though. I can tolerate you Aug 06 21:25:46 * Morgan smiles faintly, sipping his tea Aug 06 21:29:22 **The stream of couples up to the rooms and then back down intensifies, and then the remainder of them who are already spent start singing and drinking in earnest. He and Claudia keep on playing cards. About 11 ish, he's started to feel a bit like he's just going through the motions of the game, heart and mind not in it. It's almost meditative in its quiet repetition. Then he feels the oddest little sensation on his neck, not on the back, but on the side, Aug 06 21:30:03 * Morgan frowns, looking round Aug 06 21:30:43 **Theres nothing going on, the men laughing and drinking. Claudia yawns Aug 06 21:30:52 Wont be long now I would think Aug 06 21:32:10 * Morgan nods, flicking a card so it buries itself in the remaining deck Aug 06 21:32:13 Good Aug 06 21:32:25 * Claudia looks impressed Aug 06 21:32:38 Keen to be off to bed yourself? Aug 06 21:32:51 Not especially, no Aug 06 21:35:17 **Nothing more odd happens. All the men are accounted for and pay up, and soon they're all back out in the cool air of the dock, making the short walk to the ship. Once there, the men head for their hammocks, only a handful of crew on deck for the watch. Claudia says goodnight to him before heading to her room Aug 06 21:36:13 * Morgan fetches coffee before settling on the deck, watching the dock Aug 06 21:36:57 **It's very quiet until the watch change at midnight. This is when Sorgi finds him** Aug 06 21:37:04 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Aug 06 21:37:20 I have men to stand watch, get some rest Aug 06 21:37:38 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 06 21:37:43 I don't want to Aug 06 21:38:03 I've been given orders. Aug 06 21:39:30 * Sorgi pulls up a crate and sits beside him Aug 06 21:39:35 oh? Aug 06 21:40:19 "Don't let him exhaust himself, Sorgi. He needs to rest. I trust you to see to this for me" Aug 06 21:40:39 Thats a harsh thing to do to a man Aug 06 21:40:47 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 21:41:18 I would hate to come up against her, m'lord, but you can tell it's because she loves you Aug 06 21:41:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:41:42 I'm alright. Its not like I've actually done much today Aug 06 21:43:23 I'm also under orders that if you start to get like you were in Zweibrucke, the Ketch is immediately sent to fetch her, and that although she let it go then when I didn't send for her, it would be much harder for her to do it a second time Aug 06 21:44:05 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:44:23 I don't want to let her down Aug 06 21:45:18 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:45:23 I'm hoping it doesn't come to that Aug 06 21:45:28 How was the second lot in the brothel? Aug 06 21:47:29 more challenging... still, no cross words were needed other than the occasional 'get a room' Aug 06 21:48:04 Claudia,because plackets were open? Aug 06 21:48:12 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:48:29 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 21:48:53 She hates seeing it. Understandable, given what she went through Aug 06 21:48:58 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:48:59 indeed Aug 06 21:51:21 But she's alright tonight? Aug 06 21:51:48 I think so. *he frowns* its difficult, knowing her for so long without knowing her... Aug 06 21:52:25 How's that, m'lord? Aug 06 21:52:57 I knew nothing of any of this, or about her family... Aug 06 21:53:19 She's a very private person Aug 06 21:54:19 * Morgan nods Aug 06 21:55:01 Similar could be said of you too, m'lord Aug 06 21:55:24 howso? Aug 06 21:56:03 How many people really know you? Aug 06 22:17:13 I'm an open book Aug 06 22:19:10 You don't come across that way, m'lord. Claudia is getting better. Aug 06 22:20:42 I don't really think there's that much to know about me Aug 06 22:21:05 **Theres a hooting of barn owls from the woods on the opposite side of the river Aug 06 22:21:30 Everyone thinks that about themselves, m'lord Aug 06 22:23:02 * Morgan shrugs Aug 06 22:23:29 I'm easy, Sorgi. I want the right things done. Aug 06 22:24:23 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 22:24:54 Too late for us to do the right things for Claude now, except just support her Aug 06 22:25:25 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:26:21 She's opening up to you, you just have to be patient Aug 06 22:27:40 Don't get me wrong, Sorgi, I'm immensely grateful and pleased that she trusts me enough to start opening up to me. I'm more disappointed that I hadn't earned that trust before, you know? Its my criticism, not hers Aug 06 22:29:05 She just didn't _want_ to let anyone in then. It wasn't lack of trust, from what she's said Aug 06 22:29:34 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:29:41 I can understand that Aug 06 22:29:49 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 22:30:55 She went through a lot, and it shows. It's our job to help her through it in what way she needs Aug 06 22:32:21 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:32:33 Heinzharold will have his part to play eventually, she's just not there yet Aug 06 22:33:52 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:34:12 I think there'll be a time they're a bit more open with eachother, both ways Aug 06 22:34:21 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 22:35:28 They're like brother and sister. Pick on each other and tease each other, but they'd defend each other to the death. She's very protective of him, in her own way Aug 06 22:36:04 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:36:28 I saw the sheer delight on her face when we picked him up... Aug 06 22:36:43 * Morgan takes out his sketchbook, flicking to the page showing Claudia before handing it over Aug 06 22:37:05 * Sorgi moves the lantern closer to see it, smiling Aug 06 22:37:20 Good work. Nice to see her like that Aug 06 22:37:30 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:37:37 aye Aug 06 22:38:10 * Sorgi glances around, despite their only being about six crew awake, before whispering Aug 06 22:39:03 You should see in the more relaxed moments than that, when theres no more cares on her shoulders a little while. She's stunning. Aug 06 22:39:31 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:39:39 she says she looks like her mother Aug 06 22:39:57 * Sorgi shrugs slightly Aug 06 22:40:42 Wouldn't surprise me. From what she tells me her mother was gorgeous and her Father was obsessed with her, in a good way Aug 06 22:40:59 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:42:38 If she's anything like her mother, it's not hard to see how he ended up that way. Aug 06 22:43:18 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:44:09 Did you meet this girl Gisele then? Aug 06 22:44:49 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:44:52 very sweet girl Aug 06 22:45:09 * Sorgi nods, smiling Aug 06 22:45:22 She sounded it. Short too, unsurprisingly Aug 06 22:45:51 why is that unsurprising? Aug 06 22:46:57 Hannalore, for one. The girl in Paan was short too. If you ask her about the others, right back to the first, there's not a one of them much over five foot Aug 06 22:49:06 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:49:51 As for men, apparently former-drunk old sea dogs is about all she can stand Aug 06 22:50:42 * Morgan nods Aug 06 22:51:10 How're you feeling about your arrangement? Aug 06 22:53:11 Fine. She's happy, I'm happy Aug 06 22:55:54 She was asking me why you didn't want to go to the brothel Aug 06 22:57:38 * Sorgi smiles Aug 06 22:57:43 What did you say? Aug 06 22:58:54 what you told me... she said 'but thats what men do'/... she's going to talk to you about it I think Aug 06 23:00:07 She forgets that I am almost fifteen years older than her, and nearly drank myself to death. I don't have the interest now that I did. Aug 06 23:01:38 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:01:48 I cant say that crossed my mind either Aug 06 23:02:30 It takes me a lot longer to recover than it did when I was your age, and to be honest she and I have spent quite a bit of time together lately. I'm not sure I would have made a decent showing for a young woman I don't have any attachment to after yesterday. Aug 06 23:03:33 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:03:46 * Sorgi chuckles Aug 06 23:04:00 I'll speak to her in the morning Aug 06 23:04:17 good Aug 06 23:05:28 Nothing to worry about. I'm not refusing to sleep with other women in the hopes she wont, I'm just happy with what I have at the moment. I dont need more. Aug 06 23:06:41 I'm glad. I'd hate for their to be friction between you Aug 06 23:08:24 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 23:09:38 I'm easy-going, and I just want her to be happy because that makes me happy. Aug 06 23:11:43 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:12:33 Life will take Claudia and I where it takes us, but she'll always be precious to me, even when she's moved on Aug 06 23:13:11 Thats a nice way to put it Aug 06 23:15:00 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 23:16:15 Without getting all philosophical, something isnt worth less because you don't keep it forever. Lean in to it's worth while you have it, hold it in the now, and be grateful that you ever had it at all Aug 06 23:16:30 * Morgan smiles Aug 06 23:17:49 wise words Aug 06 23:17:57 That's how I see it with Claudia and I. All things being fair, I'd have died in the gutter in Koln, I wouldn't have even had her these few weeks. Aug 06 23:19:59 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:22:28 We'll be dropping you off in Tawstock in the morning and taking Molly and the others back to the island. Do you need some time to see her before we set sail, because I can find some repairs and adjustments to fill the time if you do Aug 06 23:25:29 some time with her would be good, thank you Aug 06 23:25:58 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 23:26:26 I'll see to it, on the condition you go and get some rest so neither of us is in the bad books Aug 06 23:27:02 * Morgan sighs Aug 06 23:27:05 very well Aug 06 23:28:08 I'm up here til four, then it's Claudia. Between us we can handle it Aug 06 23:28:30 its not your ability to handle it that worries me Aug 06 23:28:49 Maybe it wont be as bad Aug 06 23:28:57 god I hope not Aug 06 23:29:31 * Sorgi nods Aug 06 23:29:44 Not as far away this time Aug 06 23:30:59 No... Aug 06 23:31:49 Goodnight, m'lord Aug 06 23:32:13 goodnight captain Aug 06 23:32:19 * Morgan gets up and heads below Aug 06 23:32:54 **He gets everything done as usual, and Molly's shift smells of her skin and her perfume. Even though there's no signing and he's done nothing all day, he falls asleep quickly Aug 06 23:33:11 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Aug 06 23:34:15 **His hammock on the Oreste is more comfortable than standing watch up in the nest, and at least here he can play his guitar. He's had it about six weeks, he'd bought it in Ramsfeld when they fought out west of there. Morgan, just turned 18, had had time to look at the shops there whilst his comrades had invaded the local brothels. Aug 06 23:34:15 It wasn't easy, being the odd one out, but waiting for marriage was important to him. He's wondering where in Eisen his bride will come from, which nobleman's daughter may be chosen for him and what she'd  be like. Suddenly the guitar disappears from his hands,  the chatter of the others sailors filling the silence. Aug 06 23:34:15 * Molly appears out of nowhere, on his left arm and pressed against his side. She smells of Roses,  laughing quietly. He suddenly remembers her from a dream he had before. Certainly he remembers her kissing him Aug 06 23:34:15 Hello again, my lord *she speaks quietly, not disturbing the other men* Aug 06 23:36:53 what the-? Aug 06 23:36:58 * Molly , from what he can see, is wearing an Avalonian style dress that's yellow with little blue forget-me-nots, nothing like the black satin and lace negligee of the previous time Aug 06 23:37:17 You're dreaming again Aug 06 23:38:37 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:38:40 right Aug 06 23:39:02 * Molly glances around, then up at him Aug 06 23:39:10 Mmm... this is rather cosy Aug 06 23:40:04 There's worse places to be Aug 06 23:40:22 * Molly nods Aug 06 23:40:45 Do you bring many girls to your hammock? *she giggles* Aug 06 23:41:31 No, I've never thought there room for two Aug 06 23:42:04 Oh? And what do you think now? *she wriggles, giggling, making the hammock sway* Aug 06 23:43:47 it would seem so Aug 06 23:44:44 * Molly shifts a little, hooking her left leg over his, and her left arm over his stomach. She watches him Aug 06 23:44:51 This would be a little safer Aug 06 23:45:15 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:46:02 Is this making you shy, my lord? **she smiles teasingly** Aug 06 23:47:37 That would be fair to say Aug 06 23:47:56 Would you like me to go? Aug 06 23:48:30 No, definitely not Aug 06 23:48:41 You wouldn't perhaps like me to kiss you, like before? Aug 06 23:49:58 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:49:59 I would Aug 06 23:52:05 * Molly fidgets a little in the cream canvas until she's able to lean over him and graze her lips over his. Theres a sound of familiar footsteps coming down the stairs Aug 06 23:54:44 thats my doing, isn't it? Aug 06 23:55:53 * Molly speaks quietly, scrutinizing his expression "what are you doing to yourself, hmm?" Aug 06 23:56:18 **The footsteps are Kaufmann's** Aug 06 23:56:54 * Morgan nods in Kaufmann's direction Aug 06 23:57:25 K: KOERTIG! Out of your bunk, NOW! Aug 06 23:57:47 * Molly watches Morgan's face Aug 06 23:57:54 Who is this asshole? Aug 06 23:58:10 my commander... Aug 06 23:58:34 * Molly tilts her head Aug 06 23:58:42 Kaufmann? Aug 06 23:59:48 * Morgan nods Aug 06 23:59:57 K: KOERTIG, I will write you up for insubordination again! GET DOWN! Aug 07 00:01:10 * Molly sits up, leaning over the edge in a way that is quite likely she'll eventually fall off, hanging over with her bottom in the air Aug 07 00:01:18 * Morgan sighs Aug 07 00:01:21 best had Aug 07 00:01:45 Hmm, he's about as short as I expected Aug 07 00:02:20 * Morgan chuckles quietly Aug 07 00:03:08 K: THIRTEEN MORE LASHES? I will do it! Aug 07 00:03:24 No you won't, because I'm dreaming... Aug 07 00:04:07 * Molly rolls herself over the edge, and he can hear her land on the floor on her feet Aug 07 00:04:32 K: WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?! Aug 07 00:06:30 You heard me Aug 07 00:07:18 K: GET DOWN HERE RIGHT THIS SECOND OR I WILL THRASH YOU WITH MY BELT Aug 07 00:07:33 * Molly starts giggling at this Aug 07 00:08:13 No you won't Aug 07 00:08:46 You can make him go away. You could make him small as a mouse Aug 07 00:09:23 K: I WILL TELL YOUR MOTHER YOU HAVE LET HER DOWN! Aug 07 00:10:04 * Morgan nods, looking at him a moment, imagining him gone Aug 07 00:10:54 **It takes quite a bit of effort, but he abruptly winks out of existence** Aug 07 00:11:29 * Molly suddenly reappears back in the hammock with him Aug 07 00:11:42 Very good. You're getting stronger. Aug 07 00:12:44 * Morgan nods Aug 07 00:12:52 harder than I thought Aug 07 00:12:58 * Molly giggles Aug 07 00:13:07 Oh really? Aug 07 00:13:53 * Morgan nods Aug 07 00:14:54 Perhaps we'll see what can be done about that... *she kisses him again. The ship starts to pitch and roll* Aug 07 00:15:49 * Molly tuts, holding on tight to him "My lord, a girl could start to get a complex..." Aug 07 00:16:24 thats my doing too? Aug 07 00:16:33 * Molly nods Aug 07 00:16:38 Very much so Aug 07 00:17:29 why? Aug 07 00:17:37 Why what? Aug 07 00:19:24 Why am I doing it? Aug 07 00:19:27 * Molly shrugs playfully "Maybe you do not really wish to kiss me?" Aug 07 00:20:14 No, I definitely do Aug 07 00:20:28 Calm the sea then Aug 07 00:21:26 * Morgan concentrates Aug 07 00:21:38 **It calms** Aug 07 00:21:51 Now, where were we...? Aug 07 00:22:37 * Morgan brings his face to hers Aug 07 00:22:39 somewhere around here Aug 07 00:22:55 * Molly brings her mouth to his once more, running her tongue along his bottom lip Aug 07 00:25:30 * Morgan licks at it Aug 07 00:25:35 * Molly draws away, smiling with a raised eyebrow "Much as I appreciate the direction your thoughts have taken..." she takes his hand, bringing it down towards the apex of her thighs Aug 07 00:27:06 * Morgan looks surprised, blushing Aug 07 00:27:12 * Molly moves his hand to tap his knuckles against solid metal "... I think fitting me with a chastity belt is a little bit unnecessary!" Aug 07 00:28:25 * Morgan frowns Aug 07 00:28:39 why on Theah am I doing this? Aug 07 00:29:13 I am not sure, it is as if you want to make yourself suffer Aug 07 00:30:40 * Molly shrugs slightly "I can bear the chastity belt" Aug 07 00:31:25 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 07 00:31:57 Although, it is your dream, so you must remove it if you wish Aug 07 00:32:41 * Morgan nods, concentrating Aug 07 00:33:15 * Molly frees his hand, going back to kissing him. Against his mouth she murmurs "mmmhmm... much more comfortable" Aug 07 00:33:40 * Morgan nods Aug 07 00:33:40 good Aug 07 00:34:21 Perhaps you could just... not do it for a while? *she giggles, licking his lip again* Aug 07 00:35:44 I dont understand Aug 07 00:36:07 * Molly carefully moves to be laid mostly on top of him Aug 07 00:36:20 Stop making it into a nightmare Aug 07 00:36:33 I'm trying... Aug 07 00:36:58 * Molly nods, kissing him firmly Aug 07 00:38:12 * Morgan returns the kiss Aug 07 00:38:31 **he hears more footsteps, Heinzharold this time. He's singing about peaches and cream. Molly pulls away enough to look at him, smiling Aug 07 00:38:49 Its not really about peaches, lil dorlin... Aug 07 00:42:01 * Morgan chuckles Aug 07 00:42:03 sorry Aug 07 00:42:10 What for? Aug 07 00:42:20 thats clearly my doing as well... Aug 07 00:42:30 * Molly nods Aug 07 00:43:40 **HH hauls himself to dangle from Morgans hammock. He looks surprised** Y' never told me you had a little stowaway up here Aug 07 00:44:26 * Molly smiles, looking at Morgan "Oh, you clever boy" Aug 07 00:44:44 * Morgan looks confused Aug 07 00:45:11 Now you're making it so he can see me Aug 07 00:45:28 thats good? Aug 07 00:45:36 HH: Kaufmann will go berserk if he finds her Aug 07 00:45:45 No, it's just clever Aug 07 00:45:51 You've no idea my friend Aug 07 00:46:18 He's still just your dream Aug 07 00:47:01 * Morgan nods, concentrating Aug 07 00:47:29 **Heinzharold shrugs, walking away whilst still singing* Aug 07 00:48:24 * Molly smiles, taking his hand which she places on her left breast "you see, these are the peaches..." she grins Aug 07 00:48:52 * Morgan blushes hard Aug 07 00:49:14 * Molly giggles Aug 07 00:49:47 I don't think I should explain further if you're blushing so much at that Aug 07 00:50:49 well, its just... I never... Aug 07 00:51:04 Never what? Aug 07 00:52:30 this... done this Aug 07 00:52:44 * Molly looks thoughtful Aug 07 00:53:08 Oh yes, of course! Do you wish not to? Aug 07 00:53:27 I didn't say that Aug 07 00:54:44 * Molly nods, shifting slightly so he has better access. What it does mean is that pressure of her thigh runs right along his manhood Aug 07 00:54:52 Is that better? Aug 07 00:55:12 * Morgan grins slightly against her Aug 07 00:56:01 * Molly looks surprised, but smiles Aug 07 00:56:15 I shall take that as a yes, my Lord Aug 07 00:57:03 * Morgan nods Aug 07 00:57:07 aye, very much Aug 07 00:58:38 * Molly returns to kissing him, shifting in such a way that she can gently apply and release a grinding pressure to his erection rhythmically Aug 07 00:59:44 * Morgan moves in time to her motions Aug 07 01:00:54 * Molly brings her mouth to his neck, running her tongue up it. There's a sound of a cannon volley Aug 07 01:01:10 Oh my goodness, really?! Aug 07 01:02:36 Are you sure thats not you? Aug 07 01:03:00 Absolutely sure. Aug 07 01:04:03 * Morgan frowns, concentrating Aug 07 01:04:10 I don't understand why I would do that Aug 07 01:04:44 **The cannon stops, her eager mouth continues on his skin** Don't know. Aug 07 01:07:44 * Molly carries on with the friction on his hardness, pressing her breast against his hand. Aug 07 01:08:45 * Morgan squeezes it, continuing to grind against her Aug 07 01:09:44 **Theres the twanging sound of rope fibres breaking, like on a hammock... Aug 07 01:11:10 You'll want to fix that before hit the floor... Aug 07 01:11:31 * Morgan frowns, concentrating again Aug 07 01:11:34 * Molly licks from his collarbone to his ear Aug 07 01:11:51 **the rope fixes itself Aug 07 01:13:11 * Molly draws away a little to be able to watch him, her hand running down his chest, over his stomach Aug 07 01:15:01 * Morgan watches her, flustered Aug 07 01:15:13 You do not want this. Aug 07 01:15:48 what> Aug 07 01:15:58 Me to touch you Aug 07 01:16:12 \I think I do Aug 07 01:16:31 You are not sure Aug 07 01:17:25 it is not I interrupting... Aug 07 01:17:56 * Molly gently strokes back up to his chest, gently rubbing her hand over him here. She goes back to kissing his neck and grinding her thigh to him Aug 07 01:18:17 Another time perhaps... Aug 07 01:19:05 * Morgan looks confused Aug 07 01:20:32 I will not push you, my lord. But I will tell you I would very desperately like to take your virginity here in this hammock, even though I am not going to. Aug 07 01:20:56 * Morgan nods Aug 07 01:21:03 I rather wish that too Aug 07 01:21:47 * Molly moans against his neck before sucking on the skin Aug 07 01:23:43 I want to know how you'd move, the look upon your face, the sound you'd make... Aug 07 01:24:00 * Morgan moans Aug 07 01:26:37 * Molly whimpers, clinging to a fistful of her shirt. She changes the movement of her thigh against him, not in gentle waves now, but a more staccato rhythm, undeniably closer to a thrusting movement Aug 07 01:27:01 * Morgan grins himself against her Aug 07 01:27:52 I want you... I want you so badly I can scarce breathe because of it Aug 07 01:28:11 * Morgan nods Aug 07 01:28:13 likewise Aug 07 01:28:35 *a drop of water falls from the floorboards above onto his forehead** Aug 07 01:28:53 * Molly becomes quieter Aug 07 01:29:10 I want to feel you push into me... Aug 07 01:29:23 * Morgan grunts, thrusting against her thigh Aug 07 01:29:41 **another drop, and another Aug 07 01:29:51 * Morgan frowns, glancing upwards Aug 07 01:31:34 * Molly 's movements become even more staccato, longer, firmer pressure with each mock thrust. Above him is very wet floorboards seeping from above Aug 07 01:31:54 * Morgan frowns, concentrating on the water for a moment Aug 07 01:32:12 **its disappears** Aug 07 01:32:52 I want to feel you thrust as you learn what feels good to you... Aug 07 01:33:34 * Morgan whimpers slightly, grinding hard against her Aug 07 01:34:19 * Molly moans at this, continuing to move against him Aug 07 01:35:40 I want to feel your thrusts get erratic, your breath get erratic, your hands on me become firmer and more urgent... Aug 07 01:37:06 dear lord this is torture Aug 07 01:37:19 Is it? Aug 07 01:38:34 in the best way Aug 07 01:40:04 * Molly moves along the lines of her talking, the thrusts with her thigh becoming less predictable, her fingers sinking into his chest, inadvertently grazing his nipple, and squeezing his flesh firmly in urgent grasps Aug 07 01:41:34 Mmmhmm Aug 07 01:42:04 * Morgan swells against her leg Aug 07 01:42:13 **He doesn't hear footsteps this time, only his mother saying "dear boy? Are you in here?" Aug 07 01:43:22 * Molly inhales sharply, surprised "good lord you like to torment yourself!" Aug 07 01:44:22 * Morgan frowns, concentrating again Aug 07 01:44:26 * Molly reduces the speed and pressure a moment to give him time to find his bearings again Aug 07 01:44:49 **verity disappears** Aug 07 01:45:03 * Molly smiles, watching his face Aug 07 01:45:21 Now, my lord, where were we? Aug 07 01:46:54 * Morgan looks at her, clearly desperate Aug 07 01:48:47 * Molly looks absolutely smitten yet a little surprised by this need in his expression. She returns to a slow by thrusting sort of movement, not taking her gaze from his. Aug 07 01:49:22 I want to feel you slow your thrusts as you try to cope with the sensations, and swell deep inside me... Aug 07 01:50:57 * Morgan grunts, frustrated Aug 07 01:51:41 **She moves faster, firmer* I want to feel the way your body surges beneath and within mine as you find that first release into my tight heat and I am overcome with pleasure of my own... Aug 07 01:53:52 * Morgan grunts Aug 07 01:54:04 I can't take this frustration... Aug 07 01:54:35 What do you wish me to do? Aug 07 01:55:00 I don't know Aug 07 01:55:47 I can't have you like that... desperately as I want you. Aug 07 01:56:15 why? Aug 07 01:56:30 * Molly runs her hand down between them Aug 07 01:56:38 It's complicated Aug 07 01:57:46 * Morgan nods Aug 07 01:58:17 I can bring you release with my hand though? Like when you do it yourself? Aug 07 01:58:56 **he hears a faint chime, but doesn't recognize it** Aug 07 01:59:14 * Morgan nods Aug 07 01:59:16 please Aug 07 02:00:15 * Molly lies close to him, undoing his placket and wrapping her cool fingers around his hardness Aug 07 02:00:32 * Morgan groans deeply Aug 07 02:00:47 That feels good? Aug 07 02:01:11 extremely Aug 07 02:01:42 * Molly strokes him, somehow seeming to know exactly how to please him, moaning softly as she does so Aug 07 02:03:14 * Morgan starts thrusting into her hand Aug 07 02:03:43 I wish I could sink down upon you like this **she slides her fist down him** that you were thrusting inside me Aug 07 02:05:20 * Morgan groans, swelling in her hand Aug 07 02:05:37 **The dawn watch chimes three times, waking him into the reality of solid erection and the empty bed** Aug 07 02:07:32 * Morgan grunts, breathing deeply Aug 07 02:08:33 **breathing deeply only brings him the familiar scent of Molly's shift that he has on his pillow Aug 07 02:10:34 * Morgan sighs and rolls out of bed Aug 07 02:10:40 **There is a little meow from Molly's side of the bed Aug 07 02:12:45 Yes, I know Aug 07 02:13:23 **The cat rolls on the bed, stretching and showing his belly Aug 07 02:14:44 * Morgan leans over, rubbing the cats belly Aug 07 02:15:11 **Ulysses playbites him* Aug 07 02:15:50 * Morgan plays along Aug 07 02:31:09 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 07 10:42:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 07 10:42:34 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 07 10:58:13 **Captain Ulysses follows him on deck when Morgan has finally lost enough arousal to get dressed. The dull, persistent ache in his groin implies he spent a lot of the night hard, and is not pleasant. Claudia is in her usual spot, but spots him as soon as he gets there, watching him with concern** Aug 07 10:58:23 Do I need to put you down? Aug 07 10:58:57 For the record, if I get like that, you can't touch me... Aug 07 10:59:12 * Claudia rolls her eyes Aug 07 10:59:29 I'd just brain you with something Aug 07 11:00:12 It'd mean getting close enough... I don't know how far away I'd be dangerous. If it got to that, I'd just jump in the dock, that seemed to work Aug 07 11:00:57 **The sky is a deep grey, lighter over where the river meets the horizon Aug 07 11:01:01 How likely are you to lose it this morning? Aug 07 11:01:10 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 11:01:13 should be alright Aug 07 11:01:20 * Claudia nods Aug 07 11:01:23 Scotch? Aug 07 11:01:44 * Morgan shakes his head, brandishing coffee Aug 07 11:01:53 Coming up? Aug 07 11:02:18 * Morgan nods, hauling himself slowly into the rigging Aug 07 11:02:43 * Claudia watches him disparagingly Aug 07 11:03:05 You're getting old and slow Aug 07 11:16:41 fuck off. I'm choosing to do it slowly Aug 07 11:16:49 * Claudia laughs Aug 07 11:17:15 Touchy! Aug 07 11:18:00 * Morgan gets comfy, sipping his coffee Aug 07 11:18:09 besides, this is really hot Aug 07 11:18:47 The fact you aren't in the water says it wasn't as bad as you were expecting Aug 07 11:19:30 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 07 11:20:42 Sorgi stayed on watch til five, just incase Aug 07 11:21:17 He's a good man Aug 07 11:27:35 * Claudia nods Aug 07 11:27:53 We were worried you would lose grip on reality again Aug 07 11:28:38 so was I Aug 07 11:28:55 You seem about as normal as you ever are Aug 07 11:30:59 * Claudia watches the sky Aug 07 11:31:30 * Morgan nods Aug 07 11:31:47 No crazier than usual Aug 07 11:31:52 Crew will be up in a minute, Ketch and Rose both moving to Tawstock. You reckon Molly and the others will be ready to go? Aug 07 11:32:45 **Captain Ulysses climbs up, trying to sit in Morgan's lap, which isn't at all plesant** Aug 07 11:32:52 Doubt it... Aug 07 11:32:58 * Morgan hoiks the cat to his shoulder Aug 07 11:33:25 Sorgi's going to find repairs that need doing so we can actually see eachother Aug 07 11:34:22 Got the surveyor to take over to Morgan's Rock, best to get underway right away. You can see them all tonight when you're back Aug 07 11:35:55 **Captain Ulysses meows loudly** Aug 07 11:38:04 * Morgan strokes the cats head Aug 07 11:38:09 we'll see Aug 07 11:38:25 What are you up to today? Aug 07 11:38:44 going to see Lady Torrington Aug 07 11:39:53 Ugh high society bullshit then Aug 07 11:40:32 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 11:40:36 suppose so Aug 07 11:41:08 Not taking Molly for that? Aug 07 11:41:39 No, she's got things to do. Aug 07 11:44:34 Good for you to be having time apart Aug 07 11:45:57 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 11:45:59 I suppose so Aug 07 11:46:33 You going on the Ketch to Tawstock? It'll be a bit quicker Aug 07 11:47:38 it'd make sense Aug 07 11:47:55 **Theres the sound of crew coming on deck, though it's not time for watch change yet, Koen instructing them for getting ready to move out. It's not quite dawn yet. Aug 07 11:48:41 Decided where you want me today? Aug 07 11:51:22 No, can't say I have. Want to come with me? Aug 07 11:51:34 **The Ketch's crew come up next, not staying long before going to prepare their own vessel Aug 07 11:51:43 There gonna be people to hit? Aug 07 11:53:00 potentially Aug 07 11:53:10 * Claudia nods Aug 07 11:53:36 I can do that. Unless you need time to catch up with Heinzharold about yesterday? Aug 07 11:53:52 thats a good idea actually Aug 07 11:53:59 **The sun comes up above the horizon* Aug 07 11:54:04 Not just dangerous, you... Aug 07 11:54:16 What? Aug 07 11:55:15 * Claudia seems distracted Aug 07 11:55:26 something on your mind? Aug 07 11:56:03 Just thinking about something Sorgi said. Bit too many ears around for it now though Aug 07 11:56:34 * Morgan frowns Aug 07 11:56:35 alright Aug 07 11:56:59 **within ten minutes, dawn is properly done, and the crew of the Rose is ready Aug 07 11:57:45 See you in Tawstock then, when we've got this hulking monstrosity moored *she grins* Aug 07 11:58:04 shut up being cruel to my ship Aug 07 11:58:15 * Morgan drops down out of the rigging and heads towards the ketch Aug 07 11:58:40 * Claudia watches how slowly he does so, smiling Aug 07 12:00:30 **Rousseau and the Ketch are ready before the Rose. They're barely out of the dock when they get within five miles of Molly, because she's finally on his mental radar again. Aug 07 12:03:50 * Morgan stands near the bow, watching the horizon Aug 07 12:03:53 * Claudia is now known as Rousseau Aug 07 12:05:07 We'll be staying in Tawstock until you're ready to go back to the Island, my lord Aug 07 12:08:06 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:08:21 Hopefully there'll be a warmer welcome this time Aug 07 12:08:36 * Rousseau nods Aug 07 12:08:42 Wary of us Aug 07 12:08:59 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:09:05 understandable Aug 07 12:09:34 How long are you going to be? Aug 07 12:10:58 A few hours at least... got some digging to do Aug 07 12:11:10 * Rousseau nods Aug 07 12:11:24 **Its a very smooth trip, and he can soon see the dock. At two miles, he can tell he could get a feel for her feelings Aug 07 12:13:10 * Morgan tries Aug 07 12:13:35 **She feels both arousal, and anticipation at seeing him again, but there's also sadness mixed in too** Aug 07 12:16:57 **Behind them, the Rose is following at a distance, harder to sail here. The Ketch is easily moored, very suited to river travel, and Molly, Varick, HH and Inga are all sat on a low wall watching out for it. Molly is wearing a dress he has never seen before, except for in last night's dream, yellow with blue forget-me-nots embroidered on it. Aug 07 12:19:56 * Morgan climbs onto the dock, heading for them Aug 07 12:20:32 **Varick arrives first, hugging Morgan tight* Aug 07 12:20:40 * Rousseau is now known as Varick Aug 07 12:21:03 well hello young man Aug 07 12:21:07 I missed you! Aug 07 12:21:16 I missed you too. Did you have fun? Aug 07 12:21:39 I had to share a bed with Molly because there were no more bed. It was toooooooo warm! Aug 07 12:22:27 **Molly is busy watching the Rose. Inga and Heinzharold are watching Morgan and Varick** Aug 07 12:22:46 She does get quite toasty doesn't she Aug 07 12:23:14 * Varick nods Aug 07 12:24:08 I played with the children yesterday, and I can understand them more now. Except Mary, I dont understand her because she doesn't really speak Avalonian or Eisen Aug 07 12:24:34 it won't be long though Aug 07 12:25:00 * Varick nods Aug 07 12:26:01 Molly held her when she was asleep for a looooong time Aug 07 12:26:40 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:26:51 women do like to hold little children and babies Aug 07 12:27:18 I like that too. I want us to have a baby like baby Joseph soon Aug 07 12:27:50 really? Aug 07 12:28:05 **Heinzharold starts to chuckle** Aug 07 12:29:10 Maybe twins like Charlotte and Emily. Our twins could have ginger hair like them because they look like Martha and people's grandchildren sometimes look like them, so our twins could look like them too. They have lots of twins in their family Aug 07 12:30:38 yes, they do Aug 07 12:30:50 So when can we have some babies? Aug 07 12:31:13 Not for a while... we've got too much to do in the meantime Aug 07 12:32:35 But Auntie Beth has a baby in her tummy and she can still do things. And Auntie Caro can feed baby Joseph _and_ still walk around and make food _at the same time_! Molly could do that Aug 07 12:33:02 Not really, not where we've got to go Aug 07 12:33:12 Why? Aug 07 12:33:18 **Heinzharold comes to hug Morgan, speaking quietly** This is all we've heard about since dinner last night. Aug 07 12:34:15 * Morgan chuckles Aug 07 12:34:34 because, my young friend, we've got to go search for undiscovered lands Aug 07 12:35:14 Why can't Molly do that and have a baby too? Inga and Heinzharold would help Aug 07 12:35:50 **Inga comes to hug Morgan too. Still Molly is watching the ship** Aug 07 12:36:30 I'm sure they would... stay here for a moment, I want to go say hello to Molly Aug 07 12:38:04 HH: *he crouches down to Varick, and Morgan can hear him say* Once you have younger siblings, you have to do things they enjoy, not exciting adventures that older boys like. Don't wish the time away, as one man with four sisters to a young man who is going to have eight babies eventually. Aug 07 12:38:36 * Varick is stood a little away from the others Aug 07 12:38:41 * Varick is now known as Molly Aug 07 12:38:43 * Morgan pats HeinzHarold on the shoulder before heading towards his wife Aug 07 12:39:11 * Molly watches him approaching Aug 07 12:39:15 Good morning... Aug 07 12:39:28 are you alright blossom? You seem... reluctant to see me Aug 07 12:40:05 Not reluctant at all, the opposite in fact. *she smiles, but stays fairly still* Aug 07 12:40:38 * Morgan holds out his hands to her Aug 07 12:40:45 Not how it seems right now my love Aug 07 12:41:17 * Molly takes them, then moves closer to speak quietly Aug 07 12:41:36 I absolutely must tread carefully, that is all Aug 07 12:41:44 why blossom? Aug 07 12:42:25 Because right now all I can think of is finding some quiet little alley with you... Aug 07 12:42:51 * Morgan blushes Aug 07 12:50:16 * Molly watches his expression blowing out a controlled breath and stepping back a little, but keeps her hands in his Aug 07 12:50:22 How are you? Aug 07 12:52:23 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:52:27 I'm fine. I missed you Aug 07 12:52:41 * Molly smiles, blushing Aug 07 12:52:50 I have missed you most dreadfully Aug 07 12:55:03 * Molly watches him, then looks back to the Rose Aug 07 12:55:30 you're keen to be back aboard? Aug 07 12:55:52 There is much to do... Mr Jeffries is waiting on me to send a messenger when it is time to sail Aug 07 12:57:34 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:57:46 * Molly glances at him sidelong, almost whispering "besides, I had to share a bed with Varick, and a little time of being alone on the Rose would be most welcome now" Aug 07 12:57:59 I see... Aug 07 12:58:17 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 07 12:58:27 That troubles you? Aug 07 12:58:36 No, I was in much the same mind this morning Aug 07 12:59:08 * Molly squeezes his hands, but looks back to the ship Aug 07 12:59:32 Mmmhmmm. I'm not sure what is wrong with me, I just woke up like this... Aug 07 12:59:50 * Morgan nods Aug 07 12:59:53 dreams? Aug 07 13:00:23 I don't recall dreaming anything at all Aug 07 13:01:03 strange Aug 07 13:01:53 * Molly tries to put her thoughts in order Aug 07 13:02:23 I'm sorry, I haven't even asked about your nightmares. I hope it was not too awful for you alone Aug 07 13:03:01 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 07 13:03:02 no Aug 07 13:03:24 That is good, I was worried about you Aug 07 13:03:52 So were Sorgi and Claudia Aug 07 13:04:35 * Molly nods. She's started to stroke his hands with her thumbs without realising Aug 07 13:04:51 Did you sleep at all? Aug 07 13:05:20 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:05:23 aye, I did Aug 07 13:05:31 Sorgi was quite firm about it Aug 07 13:06:16 **her pressure becomes inadvertently firmer at that** I was concerned you would try to not sleep at all Aug 07 13:06:36 That may or may not have been my plan Aug 07 13:07:14 It would have been unhelpful in assessing whether you could manage without me for a few weeks at sea Aug 07 13:07:29 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:07:32 I suppose so Aug 07 13:07:46 **HH catches his eye, and gestures $leave you alone?$ Aug 07 13:08:07 $give us five$ Aug 07 13:08:23 But if you didn't have dreadful nightmares, perhaps you safely can? Aug 07 13:08:41 maybe Aug 07 13:08:57 **HH takes Inga and Varick on the Ketch** Aug 07 13:09:44 * Molly watches them a moment before looking back to Morgan Aug 07 13:10:13 How was the brothel? Aug 07 13:10:29 * Molly looks slightly uneasy Aug 07 13:11:48 They were well behaved. I sketched some, played cards with Claudia... Aug 07 13:12:10 * Molly nods, chewing her lip Aug 07 13:12:22 Were there lots of pretty women? Aug 07 13:12:34 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 13:12:46 Not that I noticed. Aug 07 13:12:55 * Molly nods Aug 07 13:13:11 Its nice that you had Claudia for company Aug 07 13:13:22 For some of it, aye. Aug 07 13:13:34 Did you take shifts? Aug 07 13:14:29 No, she went off and found someone she was interested in. Aug 07 13:14:49 * Molly tilts her head Aug 07 13:14:56 In the brothel? Aug 07 13:15:02 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:15:08 we've gone over this before blossom Aug 07 13:15:18 * Molly nods Aug 07 13:15:52 You told me she liked women also, I just didn't really think that she might do anything, that's all Aug 07 13:16:26 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:16:48 You do not find it so strange? Aug 07 13:17:12 I've had a while to get used to it I suppose. It took a lot for her to tell me Aug 07 13:17:29 Are you pleased that she did? Aug 07 13:17:44 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:18:42 * Molly watches The Rose be turned in the widest part of the river Aug 07 13:19:56 I suppose it is just new to me. I knew from Kit and the Laird, and the Holy Book, about men laying with men in the Montaigne fashion, but I did not realise that women would lay with other women Aug 07 13:20:23 it doesn't occur to most people apparently Aug 07 13:20:46 * Molly nods, looking thoughtful Aug 07 13:20:53 What did you sketch? Aug 07 13:21:20 * Morgan takes the book out of his pocket, flicking to the pages he drew Aug 07 13:21:27 just this and that... drew Claudia Aug 07 13:21:41 * Molly looks at the one of Claudia Aug 07 13:22:15 She would be very pretty if Inga and I were allowed to get our hands upon her Aug 07 13:22:24 * Morgan sniggers Aug 07 13:22:45 * Molly blushes hard "To do her hair and makeup!" Aug 07 13:23:32 "Not to..." *she shakes her head* "nevermind." Aug 07 13:23:40 sorry... been around HeinzHarold too much Aug 07 13:23:56 * Molly giggles Aug 07 13:24:44 He made me laugh yesterday after I had been at Goodleigh, and it was much needed Aug 07 13:25:57 how did that go? Aug 07 13:26:18 * Molly sighs Aug 07 13:26:35 It was horrible, as expected. Aug 07 13:27:11 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:27:23 * Molly glances around Aug 07 13:27:49 It's going to be quite a long conversation, are you sure you wish to start it now? Aug 07 13:29:23 No, probably not... we need to get moving really Aug 07 13:30:29 I... *she sighs, squaring her shoulders* We have much to do today. Once the Rose is here, we should leave you to your visit to Lady Torrington Aug 07 13:31:00 We should really... much as I don't really wish to be parted from you any longer Aug 07 13:31:37 * Molly smiles, though keeps her eyes on the Rose's manoeuvres Aug 07 13:32:10 "Parted" is the absolute opposite of what I wish to be with you right now Aug 07 13:32:30 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:32:34 quite Aug 07 13:33:13 It is the same for you? Aug 07 13:34:57 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:34:59 very much so Aug 07 13:35:21 * Molly shivers a little Aug 07 13:36:01 You did not have to share a bed, you could have... *she smiles slightly* managed without me... Aug 07 13:36:27 the temptation this morning was strong I must admit Aug 07 13:37:11 * Molly inhales sharply and exhales slowly, fidgeting a little Aug 07 13:37:41 Your willpower is strong than mine... only Varick being there prevented me Aug 07 13:37:49 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:38:52 I do like that you would think of me like that though Aug 07 13:39:43 **A grinning HH gestures from the Ketch deck $Now looks like a very bad time to interrupt$ Aug 07 13:40:08 $and yet...$ Aug 07 13:40:38 **HH smirks $Glad to be of service$ Aug 07 13:41:14 * Molly watches HH with her head tilted Aug 07 13:41:54 What do you think he is finding so amusing? Aug 07 13:42:08 interrupting us Aug 07 13:42:26 Oh, with that gesturing thing the three of you do? Aug 07 13:43:21 **Given how subtle it is, it's likely the first time anyone has called him out on it** Aug 07 13:43:47 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:43:54 keen eye Aug 07 13:44:03 * Molly smiles Aug 07 13:44:45 I first saw you do it when our marriage was announced at the tenants meeting, I have been watching for it since Aug 07 13:45:17 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:45:21 I was out of practice Aug 07 13:45:28 I have no idea what it means, though I suspect I could, if I really worked at it Aug 07 13:45:42 * Molly smiles mischievously Aug 07 13:46:44 probably Aug 07 13:46:48 But I won't. Besides, it isnt quite as much fun as how I can silently communicate with you. Aug 07 13:48:04 * Molly glances at him, biting her lip Aug 07 13:48:20 That is very true Aug 07 13:48:47 But if I start that, I suspect we may end up in a great degree of trouble, or undress, or both! Aug 07 13:49:38 * Morgan nods Aug 07 13:49:44 that, my love, is a fair assessment Aug 07 13:51:10 You wouldn't want for your conversation with Lady Torrington to be a reprimand for taking me in public in her lands... *she looks innocent, eyes on the Rose being angled in towards the dock* Aug 07 13:53:22 No, I'd rather not Aug 07 13:54:40 * Molly giggles Aug 07 13:54:54 Get reprimanded, or... ? Aug 07 13:55:50 the reprimand... not that she's very good at them Aug 07 13:56:21 **she moves to lean against his side** No, she isn't Aug 07 13:56:41 Will you be taking Heinzharold or Claudia with you? Aug 07 13:57:05 HeinzHarold, though he doesn't know it yet Aug 07 14:00:02 * Molly nods Aug 07 14:00:46 Alright *she sighs** I think it's nearly time to go Aug 07 14:02:39 * Morgan nods Aug 07 14:02:40 aye Aug 07 14:05:11 * Molly watches him a moment Aug 07 14:05:17 I will miss you Aug 07 14:06:03 and I you my love Aug 07 14:06:46 I would strongly suggest staying out of my mind for at least fifteen minutes after I am on the ship... Aug 07 14:06:51 * Molly smiles Aug 07 14:06:55 * Morgan nods Aug 07 14:06:58 very well Aug 07 14:07:22 For your own comfort *she giggles* Aug 07 14:08:25 since you'll be finding yours? Aug 07 14:08:37 * Molly tilts her head Aug 07 14:08:59 Unless, of course, it is my husband's command that I wait... Aug 07 14:09:28 * Molly watches his expression with curiosity Aug 07 14:10:13 why would I do that? Aug 07 14:10:51 * Molly smiles, shrugging with feigned nonchalance Aug 07 14:11:18 It might please you to keep me at this level of frustration until we are together again? Aug 07 14:12:39 That is something you want? Aug 07 14:13:08 * Molly thinks about this Aug 07 14:13:53 I had not considered it before... Is it something that you would find some enjoyment from? Aug 07 14:17:27 I've no idea Aug 07 14:18:10 * Molly nods slowly Aug 07 14:18:32 Would you like to try it and find out? Aug 07 14:19:48 * Morgan nods Aug 07 14:19:52 why not Aug 07 14:19:59 * Molly watches him, rather than the Rose that is freshly moored where a gang plank is being prepared Aug 07 14:20:44 Alright... *she breathes slowly* this is going to be quite a challenge I think! Aug 07 14:22:43 * Morgan nods Aug 07 14:22:47 I think you're right Aug 07 14:23:02 * Molly gains a look of mischief Aug 07 14:23:22 I think you probably ought to tell me you command me... Aug 07 14:24:09 because that'd make it easier? Aug 07 14:24:49 It would be easier to follow an explicit command... Aug 07 14:25:55 Then that is my command Aug 07 14:26:44 * Molly fidgets a little, blushing, her pupils dilating a little Aug 07 14:26:59 Then I will do as you say Aug 07 14:28:06 **HH leads Varick and Inga off the Ketch, waiting for Molly and Morgan. $Can't give you any longer$ Aug 07 14:28:54 $thats plenty$ Aug 07 14:29:29 * Molly smiles at him, exhaling slowly Aug 07 14:29:57 Alright, I am as ready as I can be to face the day! Aug 07 14:33:12 **He sees them safely onto the Rose, where the cat is waiting. Molly runs a hand over his fur, looking a little distracted.** Aug 07 14:35:33 **HH is talking quietly to Claudia, and Inga is waiting near them patiently. Varick is talking Sorgi's ear off about the children. Molly suddenly blinks before glancing at Morgan* Aug 07 14:36:30 Liebes herz... Aug 07 14:36:58 yes? Aug 07 14:37:02 Could you let Mr Jeffries know we are ready to sail? Aug 07 14:37:49 * Morgan nods Aug 07 14:37:55 I'll be back shortly Aug 07 14:40:00 **HH goes to Inga, kissing her with a overly theatrical kiss to the lips** Oh, my belov'd wench, though it doth rend my heart to part from thee, I must go upon the noble quest for our valiant majesty, treading many a mile 'ere I return to thy open and welcoming hearth! Aug 07 14:40:33 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 07 14:41:11 * Molly starts giggling, speaking quietly to Morgan "That's rather a suggestive image!" Aug 07 14:41:34 * Morgan shakes his head, going to find the surveyor Aug 07 14:42:51 **HH follows him along** Most glorious leader, I do beseech thee most humbly to consider the renting of two beasts of burden... Aug 07 14:43:15 do you want a thick ear? Aug 07 14:45:29 Nay, my liege, just a creature with the normal thickness of ears will suffice Aug 07 14:46:10 * Morgan looks around suddenly, darting into an alley, pulling HeinzHarold in behind him Aug 07 14:47:03 Yer majesty! I am a taken man and most enthralled with my comely and toothsome young maid! Aug 07 14:48:05 * Morgan ssshhh's him Aug 07 14:48:14 stay here... Aug 07 14:48:35 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 07 14:48:43 * Morgan glances out of the alley in both directions before stepping out and walking along the road Aug 07 14:48:43 * HH does exactly that Aug 07 14:48:59 * HH doesn't move Aug 07 14:50:22 * Morgan comes back a few minutes later with a pair of horses Aug 07 14:53:04 Yer majesty! Yon horsie has _four legs_! That is one leg more than the beastie my buxom maid doth ride! Aug 07 14:53:47 I wouldn't have thought you'd let her do that... thought you were possessive... Aug 07 14:54:18 * HH 's mouth flops open, his brain struggling to catch up a moment Aug 07 14:54:42 My venerable lord! I am the beastie! Aug 07 14:55:40 Would you like a few minutes to think of a decent reply? Aug 07 14:57:17 Yer majesty's oral prowess is superior to mine own, for I am but a lowly blacksmith's son, and yer majesty is a virile god amongst us humble men of diminutive flesh Aug 07 14:57:59 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 07 14:58:06 are you planning on being a dick all day? Aug 07 14:58:31 It is but mine only true calling in life Aug 07 14:58:46 * HH grins, mounting up Aug 07 14:59:44 * Morgan pulls himself onto the horse Aug 07 14:59:54 so I'm told... Aug 07 15:00:56 **Riding a horse is not particularly comfortable given the lingering ache he has. When they get there, Mr Jeffries is waiting with a large overnight bag. He looks happy enough to be on this adventure. Aug 07 15:01:54 J: The ship is called the Purple Rose? Will Lady Koertig be waiting for me to come? Aug 07 15:02:14 * Morgan nods Aug 07 15:02:27 aye, you cant miss the ship. She's easily the biggest in port Aug 07 15:03:06 J: *he inclines his head* I hope you found my assessment of the value of Sunnymeade acceptable? Aug 07 15:04:23 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 15:04:38 We've not had chance to put our heads together about it. Aug 07 15:05:14 J: *he nods* When will you be joining your wife and I? Aug 07 15:08:00 It'll be later today, I've a few things to sort out before I come back Aug 07 15:10:22 J: *he nods* Good day then Aug 07 15:10:41 * Morgan nods to him before heading back o HeinzHarold Aug 07 15:10:55 * HH waits to smart-mouth til they are well out of earshot Aug 07 15:12:06 Not very deferential, yer majesty. Maybe yer majesty should add him to yon leper colony Aug 07 15:13:19 * Morgan mutters Aug 07 15:13:25 I'll stick you in a leper colony... Aug 07 15:14:32 Tormenting them poor unfortunate souls with my wholesome, unblemish'd and handsome visage. Yer majesty is a tyrant! Aug 07 15:15:06 getting that way, aye Aug 07 15:17:13 We poor serfs are most bless'd that our most sublime queen is of a gentle, peaceful bent with great pity for our sufferings and provides us her glorious sweet succour Aug 07 15:17:42 thats because she doesn't have to listen to this... Aug 07 15:18:44 I will prostrate myself at her feet to provide for her this entertainment if only she were to turn those most fair eyes of the sky upon my lowly face Aug 07 15:20:35 **They pass through the town easily, soon on the road that leads first to Sunnymeade and then to Lower Tawstock where they would have to turn left for Goodleigh or right for the Torrington House** Aug 07 15:21:08 * Morgan turns left Aug 07 15:21:18 how did her seeing Dagget go? Aug 07 15:21:54 * HH shrugs Aug 07 15:22:07 Noone got physically hurt Aug 07 15:22:48 its a start Aug 07 15:23:15 **The route from Lower Tawstock towards Goodleigh is very rough going** Aug 07 15:23:59 Three sets o' crying, lots of huggin'. More cryin' on the way back to Sunnymeade Aug 07 15:27:18 * Morgan nods, frowning Aug 07 15:28:20 * HH looks at him Aug 07 15:28:49 Don't be jealous, I'm sure she did the same for you lots in the beginnin' Aug 07 15:33:29 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 07 15:34:15 That little baby is cute as a button Aug 07 15:34:21 Joseph? Aug 07 15:34:29 oh, Daggers little girl Aug 07 15:35:04 Aye, Kathleen. Looks like her Ma 'pparently. Blonde, blue eyes Aug 07 15:35:31 * Morgan nods Aug 07 15:36:08 Been years since I've had to hang on to one of them that small Aug 07 15:36:36 * Morgan nods Aug 07 15:37:10 Its al'ays in the back of yer head "what if I drop them?" Aug 07 15:37:19 * Morgan looks round Aug 07 15:37:20 they bounce Aug 07 15:37:28 * HH laughs Aug 07 15:37:31 Bullshit Aug 07 15:38:07 weirdly, once you get over the initial oh shit what am I supposed to do... you don't worry so much with your own Aug 07 15:38:44 *he nods slowly, then grins* Hold up, did you drop Edward, because... it'd explain a lot. Aug 07 15:40:14 Not that I recall Aug 07 15:40:26 *he shrugs* Havin' seen Dagget yesterday, I'm no' in a rush to have any of my own, ever. Aug 07 15:40:37 its different for him Aug 07 15:41:09 It's a risk for all of us. A big fucking risk. Aug 07 15:41:20 * HH looks pretty grim Aug 07 15:41:28 and yet having been down that road... here I go again Aug 07 15:41:53 Ever think maybe yer touched in the head? Aug 07 15:42:12 I was not dropped Aug 07 15:42:21 That you know of. Aug 07 15:42:25 * HH grins Aug 07 15:43:02 it'd explain why I put up with you Aug 07 15:43:07 Yer Father would never, ever admit it, but let's be 'onest, we've all seen him do clumsy stuff Aug 07 15:44:11 You put up with me b'cause you'd ne'er have been successful with women if it wasn't for watching me. Aug 07 15:45:02 what absolute tosh Aug 07 15:45:08 * HH leads the way up a steep track Aug 07 15:46:09 Ackshully, remembrin' that night Edward came back and smarmed all over our women, I hafta say maybe y' got it from him Aug 07 15:46:31 smarmed... Aug 07 15:48:24 Yeah... all **He does a very good impression of Edward being cool and collected yet very flattering. It puts Morgan in mind of how Claudia approached Gisele yesterday* "How can any woman who hasn't been made by the hands of an artist be as perfect as you..." Aug 07 15:49:32 I didn't see them complaining too hard Aug 07 15:50:01 No... the treachery of the fairer sex, my liege! Aug 07 15:50:21 * HH grins Aug 07 15:51:29 Speakin' of the fairer sex, how was yer day in the brothel? Learnt much? Aug 07 15:52:56 That if you ask the barman for tea he thinks is a euphemism Aug 07 15:53:11 * HH shrugs Aug 07 15:53:17 Not sure wha' for! Aug 07 15:53:32 me either, but it was entertaining watching him try to figure it out Aug 07 15:53:40 * HH laughs Aug 07 15:53:53 Y' know they have alcohol there? Aug 07 15:54:10 that might be what _they_ call it Aug 07 15:54:16 * HH nods Aug 07 15:54:20 Weak here Aug 07 15:54:41 Claudia complain about it? Aug 07 15:54:57 she went for the scotch to start with... but yes. Aug 07 15:55:27 * HH nods a little Aug 07 15:55:33 Usually does. Aug 07 15:56:02 * HH takes a quick look at Morgans expression Aug 07 15:59:54 * Morgan looks apprehensive Aug 07 16:02:23 What's on yer majesty's noggin? Aug 07 16:03:22 Not sure seeing him is a good idea Aug 07 16:04:35 * HH pulls up his horse Aug 07 16:04:55 Why? Aug 07 16:07:44 I'm not sure how difficult it'll be for me... and the last time I saw him was not friendly Aug 07 16:09:34 * HH nods Aug 07 16:11:29 More worried about the first. He's not aggressive, he's just... *he shrugs* Don't see the point in you pokin' a splintery stick in yer own wound. Aug 07 16:12:04 I'm thinking it might help him to know someone else understands Aug 07 16:13:51 *He shrugs* You arent the only widower, he's had support. But listen, I don' wanna break a confidence, so let's jus' say that anything that is gonna cause you pain isn't gonna only hurt you. Aug 07 16:14:48 I don't understand Aug 07 16:16:17 Your lassie cried plenty of tears with Dagget yesterday for him, the baby and her friend, but the tear on the way back when it was just her and me, they were for you. But it goes no further, y' understand? Aug 07 16:16:27 Tears* Aug 07 16:17:09 * Morgan sighs Aug 07 16:17:27 You think I should not go? Aug 07 16:18:45 I will support y' in whatever you decide, y' know that. But I'd ask yerself if you're seeking out the hurt to help him, or to help you. Aug 07 16:19:24 thats not what I asked Aug 07 16:19:39 I know. Aug 07 16:22:08 Its not for me... I wanted to make it just a bit easier for him Aug 07 16:22:55 If you need to poke about in your own wound, then you'll do that. I dont wanna see you or Molly hurt. Given that you don't even like this guy, nor were that keen on his wife, it seems like maybe there's more to it than just bein' a good samaritan. Might not be what you intend, but to an outsider, that's a possibility, y'know? Aug 07 16:23:20 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:23:39 he won't benefit from it at all, will he? And coming from me, it wouldn't be welcome Aug 07 16:23:54 * HH shrugs Aug 07 16:24:39 You wouldn't have even felt the benefit of it coming from Claudia or me, so you know the answer there. Aug 07 16:24:59 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:25:03 alright Aug 07 16:26:40 * HH leans over, patting his shoulder Aug 07 16:26:52 You alright? Need a moment? Aug 07 16:27:44 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:27:53 I'm ok. Lets head back to Sunnymeade Aug 07 16:28:32 Not going to the Torrington estate now? Aug 07 16:31:11 makes sense I suppose Aug 07 16:32:59 Up to you. Need to talk to you about Sunnymeade though, if yer done talking about Dagget? Aug 07 16:34:14 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:34:15 go on Aug 07 16:34:35 If it makes you feel better, write him a note. Send it up when Molly lets him know about the Christening? Aug 07 16:34:50 the what? Aug 07 16:35:12 Kathleen's chri- wait, she's not told you? Aug 07 16:35:24 we didn't really have much chance to talk Aug 07 16:35:44 * HH nods, turning his horse back down the hill Aug 07 16:36:28 Eliza had John take down a letter for Molly towards the end, after she knew she was dying Aug 07 16:36:40 * Morgan frowns Aug 07 16:36:46 right... Aug 07 16:37:57 It's sad, obviously. Sayin' sorry for the time they spent apart and that. Aug 07 16:38:07 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:39:47 But she also asked Molly to be one of Kathleen's godmothers, 'longside John's sister. Said it would undo some of the damage, the Dagget family makin' it clear that Molly was a good woman of faith and decency et cetera Aug 07 16:40:08 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:40:16 I assume she'd already talked that over with her husband Aug 07 16:40:23 * HH nods Aug 07 16:40:54 He wants it. Says he'll organise it for 'fore she leaves if she'll agree Aug 07 16:41:05 * HH looks at him Aug 07 16:41:27 It was one of Eliza's final requests, see? Aug 07 16:41:37 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:42:37 Molly said she would think it over and get him a reply tomorrow at th' latest Aug 07 16:42:57 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:43:03 I dont see her turning her friend down Aug 07 16:43:15 * HH shrugs Aug 07 16:43:26 Dunno. Yer probably right. Aug 07 16:44:41 Should prob'ly ask her about it rather than gettin' it secondhand. Aug 07 16:44:46 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:44:47 aye Aug 07 16:45:35 No offense, just... it was a bit intense yes'day, and words spoken in shock and distress, ya know? Aug 07 16:46:00 * Morgan narrows his eyes Aug 07 16:46:06 right Aug 07 16:46:12 Pack that in Aug 07 16:47:21 * HH watches Morgan Aug 07 16:48:23 You want me to leave it, then throw a statement like that in, what do you expect? Aug 07 16:50:45 * HH just shrugs Aug 07 16:51:04 Tryin' to do the right thing, that's all. Aug 07 16:51:37 * Morgan scowls Aug 07 16:51:41 fine. Sunnymeade... Aug 07 16:53:26 Varick ran off from Inga while we were out, and figured out 'ow to get in the loft Aug 07 16:54:28 right... Aug 07 16:55:44 He told Inga he was lookin' for something in the boxes. By the time we got there, the tension was through the roof. Fortunately Molly wanted to be off in the hay loft so she didn't pick up on it Aug 07 16:56:26 * HH glances at Morgan Aug 07 16:56:47 You know why her sister fell in the pond? Aug 07 16:56:57 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:57:14 hang on, tension with who? Aug 07 16:57:50 Peter and James looked like they might spoil themselves at the prospect of Molly seein' what Varick found Aug 07 16:57:57 Soil * Aug 07 16:58:10 * Morgan nods Aug 07 16:58:56 Someone, and they have no idea who, pulled the damned mermaid doll from the pond, cleaned it, and packed it in a box in the loft. Aug 07 16:59:24 Molly had a dream night before last... looking for something in a box... Aug 07 16:59:34 Huh. Aug 07 16:59:47 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:00:24 * Morgan sighs Aug 07 17:00:41 generally if Varick does something that seems unusual, its something to do with something he's being told... Aug 07 17:00:51 * HH nods Aug 07 17:00:58 Makes you wonder... Aug 07 17:01:06 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:01:21 given what happened when she died, I'm concerned its coming to light Aug 07 17:01:34 Howdya mean? Aug 07 17:01:51 the insomnia, the delusions... I dread her suffering that again Aug 07 17:02:03 * HH nods Aug 07 17:04:03 That would be awful. It'd be like losing her whilst she was still there. Aug 07 17:04:32 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:04:41 but its coming back to her anyway Aug 07 17:04:58 * HH shrugs Aug 07 17:05:13 Could you slow it by keeping her away? Aug 07 17:05:24 I don't know. She's been picking up bits for weeks Aug 07 17:06:41 When did it start? ((First time was the night before the cast, just before Edward and Mina's bundling, when she said about Cecily singing Kosk Yn Ta)) Aug 07 17:08:19 the night of Edwards bundling... that was the first bit Aug 07 17:09:06 - the fuck is a Bumbling? Aug 07 17:11:02 its a tradition where Mina's from. They share a bed but are separated. If in the morning the woman feels the man has acted honourably, she can agree to marriage Aug 07 17:11:18 * HH laughs Aug 07 17:11:38 If she likes him enough she'll pretend they didn't do it Aug 07 17:12:01 I've no doubt that happens. Not in this case, though Aug 07 17:12:30 Saint Edward of Puritytown... Aug 07 17:12:34 * HH grins Aug 07 17:12:58 shush... it was important. and it was a big step towards us getting along Aug 07 17:13:05 * HH smiles Aug 07 17:13:23 That was nearly you, given that you fancied Mina! Aug 07 17:13:59 it was never nearly me, she only had eyes for him Aug 07 17:14:25 Was he miserable the next mornin'? Aug 07 17:14:46 No, he... no, never mind Aug 07 17:14:54 What? Aug 07 17:15:05 doesn't matter Aug 07 17:15:19 * HH shrugs Aug 07 17:15:35 Sounds like a good way to have balls blue than a summer sky Aug 07 17:15:43 Bluer * Aug 07 17:16:11 * Morgan shakes his head briefly Aug 07 17:17:03 Maybe that's how they know the man's b'haved, he walks like he's sat on an 'edgehog Aug 07 17:17:20 could be, aye Aug 07 17:17:52 Dont think Inga woulda gone for that Aug 07 17:19:09 no? Aug 07 17:19:11 * HH grins Aug 07 17:19:25 I coulda managed it. Aug 07 17:20:39 **he chucks an apple to Morgan* I'da just pretended I was you, and didn't even think about breasts, let alone know what t'do with a pair. Aug 07 17:21:45 * Morgan glances at him Aug 07 17:21:49 you were saying... Aug 07 17:22:00 About? Aug 07 17:22:06 Sunnymeade and Molly... Aug 07 17:23:12 That's it. Doll found, Peter was gonna bury it in a box up one o' the fields, Varick got bribed not to tell Molly, we left for town Aug 07 17:23:51 Probably best not bury it Aug 07 17:24:02 Whysat? Aug 07 17:24:25 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 17:24:27 might need it Aug 07 17:24:53 * HH nods Aug 07 17:25:07 What you wantin' to do there? Aug 07 17:25:30 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 17:25:46 I was just going to poke about, try to get a better idea of what Molly might end up doing, things to watch for Aug 07 17:27:10 About buyin' it? She got an estimate from Jeffries, and has asked the solicitors assistant to get enough money from the bank in Carleon for that, plus to pay for some new clothes Aug 07 17:29:31 No, signs that things with her aren't right... she's determined to keep that place int he family though Aug 07 17:29:47 * HH nods Aug 07 17:30:20 Un'erstandable Aug 07 17:30:54 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:30:57 I spose Aug 07 17:31:07 She was upset, but she wasn't closed off yesterday. Aug 07 17:31:27 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:31:35 about as good as could be expected Aug 07 17:31:44 * HH nods Aug 07 17:32:43 Cant be easy, be here an' not on the island keeping an eye on her Aug 07 17:32:52 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:32:54 its not Aug 07 17:33:48 Thought she was gonna march us down to the dock long 'fore dawn this morning Aug 07 17:34:11 oh? Aug 07 17:34:39 She had a proper bee in her bonnet. Guess she was worried about how you were managin' without her Aug 07 17:35:22 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:35:23 makes sense Aug 07 17:35:47 Then she seemed a bit distant with you Aug 07 17:36:16 thought jumping me on the dock might get a few looks Aug 07 17:36:44 * HH grins "Yeah, noticed that sorta thing eventually" Aug 07 17:37:03 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:37:09 Life's a bit strange, ain't it? Aug 07 17:37:36 why's that? Aug 07 17:38:33 Well, that there's a woman who looks at _you_ an' thinks "Wow, I wanna ride that one until the cows come 'ome." Aug 07 17:39:33 and thats strange is it? Aug 07 17:40:04 Very strange. I spose you _are_ tall... Aug 07 17:40:51 * Morgan looks confused Aug 07 17:41:01 But aside fr'm that, th' only thing that recommends y' to women is being friends with me. Aug 07 17:42:24 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:42:26 absolutely Aug 07 17:42:52 **They get nearer the farm* Aug 07 17:43:08 Claudia seem weird to you in the brothel? Aug 07 17:44:10 in what way? Aug 07 17:44:52 Just... nah, I dunno. Been to a few with her in tow, and summat never sat right. Aug 07 17:45:21 She said, but you'd always been a good boy... Aug 07 17:47:00 Fairly good, aye. Good enough to be sharing my virginity with Inga after the wedding, bad enough to know how to do a decent job of it Aug 07 17:48:16 * Morgan nods Aug 07 17:48:32 She told me that she heard Inga agreeing with you in that regard Aug 07 17:49:09 For someone who hates sex, she talks a lot about what the rest o' us do! Aug 07 17:50:17 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 17:50:27 I think she was trying to make me uncomfortable Aug 07 17:50:38 That's too easy Aug 07 17:51:06 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 17:51:12 think I rather surprised her actually Aug 07 17:51:39 By saying you've had sex since consumating the marriage? Aug 07 17:52:04 * HH grins Aug 07 17:54:18 oh my poor, sweet, innocent young friend... Aug 07 17:54:48 ... is what I have always thought when I thought o' you Aug 07 17:55:27 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 17:55:31 you keep that delusion... Aug 07 17:55:39 * HH snorts Aug 07 17:56:48 I did hear something about a pillow though, but apparently even that didn't come from you Aug 07 17:57:54 No, it didn't Aug 07 17:58:23 Sounded bizarre t' me, but... Aug 07 17:58:33 * HH grins Aug 07 17:59:20 works a treat... Aug 07 18:00:20 Yes it does. Inga said Molly implied you hadn't tried it yet ((they have only used it for oral on her)) Aug 07 18:00:53 not exatly Aug 07 18:01:14 * HH grins Aug 07 18:01:27 Worth it Aug 07 18:01:43 * Morgan nods Aug 07 18:01:49 I'll remember that Aug 07 18:02:14 I'd shake the washed hand o' whoever came up with it Aug 07 18:03:21 * Morgan laughs Aug 07 18:04:25 Y' want a nice thick one Aug 07 18:05:11 thats what she said Aug 07 18:13:54 * HH sniggers Aug 07 18:14:06 That's what I say to her at bedtime Aug 07 18:20:17 you're incorrigable Aug 07 18:20:28 **They get to the stony driveway Aug 07 18:20:38 Worse without Inga with me too Aug 07 18:20:51 She keeps you in line Aug 07 18:21:38 Nah, I'm so busy thinking it when I look at her that my mouth gets less chance to run Aug 07 18:21:46 * HH grins Aug 07 18:22:31 * Morgan nods Aug 07 18:22:32 lucky her Aug 07 18:23:26 Why, y' want me to look at how and think about it? *he laughs* Aug 07 18:23:34 You* Aug 07 18:24:04 mostly the part about your mouth getting less chance to run Aug 07 18:24:15 She likes my mouth running. Aug 07 18:26:04 so I heard Aug 07 18:30:11 **They get to the stable, which is empty** Aug 07 18:30:17 Heard from who? Aug 07 18:31:16 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 18:31:38 just that she liked your mouth running so much she was telling you not to stop... you must've been saying something hilarious Aug 07 18:31:51 * HH grins Aug 07 18:32:25 I wasn't saying anything... just singing, get my breath back. Aug 07 18:32:55 uh huh Aug 07 18:33:20 Singings good for preventing yer jaw locking up Aug 07 18:34:27 * Morgan nods Aug 07 18:37:24 If I 'av t' explain that, I pity yer wife Aug 07 18:37:31 * HH dismounts Aug 07 18:39:44 you mean your wife hasn't told you? Aug 07 18:46:03 Told me what? Aug 07 18:46:28 * HH tethers the horse before steadying Morgan's Aug 07 18:46:40 that my wife needs to pity in that respect Aug 07 18:53:24 Molly is very close-lipped where you are concerned Aug 07 18:54:51 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 07 18:54:55 I see Aug 07 18:55:02 * Morgan climbs down from the horse, tethering it Aug 07 18:55:40 We just assumed you were a bit dull **he flicks a piece of hay at Morgan* Aug 07 18:56:37 You assume incorrectly Aug 07 18:58:11 I'll send Inga on a recon mission, find out all the dirty stuff *he scoffs* Aug 07 19:26:07 best of luck with that Aug 07 19:29:11 Prob'ly be bored to sleep Aug 07 19:29:32 * HH makes a dramatic fake snoring sound Aug 07 19:30:01 * Morgan nods Aug 07 19:30:02 sure sure Aug 07 19:30:07 * Morgan heads out of the stable Aug 07 19:31:17 **They can hear crying from the kitchen door when they get near the house. HH looks at Morgan Aug 07 19:31:17 Sounds like Mary. **But to Morgan, the eighteen month old's cries sound a bit like Jana's** Aug 07 19:31:37 * Morgan winces Aug 07 19:31:37 aye Aug 07 19:32:03 Wanna wait out here? Aug 07 19:33:49 No, it'll do no-one any good Aug 07 19:35:55 * HH nods, leading the way Aug 07 19:36:09 **What they find is heavily pregnant Beth sat cross-legged on the floor feeding her nephew whilst Mary cries from the nearby playpen. On the floor is a broken cup and spilled milk everywhere. Beth's crying is silent but the tears that fall on the baby are heavy. She doesn't seem to hear them come in. Aug 07 19:37:30 $Take Mary outside$ Aug 07 19:37:59 * HH immediately goes to pick up Mary, carrying her carefully and sings in Eisen to her Aug 07 19:38:36 * Morgan gets a cloth, moving the broken pieces of cup into a pile and mopping the milk before sitting in front of Beth Aug 07 19:39:44 * HH is now known as Beth Aug 07 19:40:42 I'm sorry, I didn't hear you come in. *she wipes her tears with her hand before trying to stand whilst still feeding the baby* Aug 07 19:40:57 no no, let me help you up, then you can have a seat Aug 07 19:41:05 * Morgan helps her up before directing her to a chair Aug 07 19:41:30 * Beth stands with his help, but looks resistant to sitting Aug 07 19:41:43 I'll get the kettle on and then mop the floor Aug 07 19:41:59 You'll do neither, sit down Aug 07 19:42:23 * Beth does so Aug 07 19:42:30 Only for a minute Aug 07 19:42:55 * Morgan gets the kettle on the stove before cleaning up the floor Aug 07 19:43:05 *she looks at the playpen* Where's Mary? Aug 07 19:43:53 outside with HeinzHarold Aug 07 19:44:17 * Beth nods, stroking the baby's face Aug 07 19:44:45 * Morgan stands up, taking the balm out and rubbing his fingers in it before holding out his hand Aug 07 19:44:47 hand please... Aug 07 19:45:01 * Beth does so Aug 07 19:45:44 * Morgan rubs the balm on the inside of her wrist before going to make tea Aug 07 19:45:46 smell that Aug 07 19:46:06 * Beth does so, making a gasp of surprise Aug 07 19:46:17 How could you possibly know? Aug 07 19:47:00 its a long story Aug 07 19:47:13 * Beth nods Aug 07 19:47:50 If we had known you were coming we would have been prepared Aug 07 19:48:07 spur of the moment thing Aug 07 19:48:15 * Morgan puts a cup of tea in front of her, sitting opposite her Aug 07 19:48:22 why don't you tell me whats going on Aug 07 19:48:22 Thank you Aug 07 19:48:34 * Beth looks at the baby again Aug 07 19:48:47 Today is a hard day. Tomorrow will be easier Aug 07 19:49:36 anniversary? Aug 07 19:49:45 * Beth nods Aug 07 19:49:54 How could you tell? Aug 07 19:50:10 I understand. I could tell because I know how it feels Aug 07 19:50:21 * Beth nods Aug 07 19:51:12 Not my first husband though, that one is in spring. A few years ago Pete and I had a baby, he was about Joseph's age... Aug 07 19:51:58 * Morgan nods Aug 07 19:52:44 I assume Pete is out trying not to think about it? Aug 07 19:53:03 He's made of harder stuff. Aug 07 19:53:57 Thats what he'd like you to think Aug 07 19:54:38 He was the last one to see Levi alive, when he went out for the cows. When I woke up it was already light, and Levi was just... gone. Aug 07 19:55:00 * Morgan nods Aug 07 19:55:03 I'm sorry Aug 07 19:55:14 * Beth nods Aug 07 19:55:49 That's what we say, isn't it. Even when we know it makes no difference to us, we say it to others too. Aug 07 19:56:24 * Morgan nods Aug 07 19:56:35 aye. Because we need to fill the silence Aug 07 19:56:44 * Beth strokes the baby again Aug 07 19:57:13 Because if we don't, we could fall right into it, and never come out again Aug 07 19:57:29 * Morgan nods Aug 07 19:59:05 And everyone says "But you have other children", as if that's in anyway the same. As if you just replace one with another and cant tell the difference Aug 07 19:59:48 Because they simply cant comprehend what its like Aug 07 20:00:18 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:01:20 They did it when Michael, my husband, died too. They told me how I had William, I had a part of him left. But I didn't want a part of him, I wanted all of him. Aug 07 20:01:43 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:01:47 I know Aug 07 20:03:02 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:03:50 And even with being with child again, everyone asks if we want a boy to make up for it... *she rubs her eyes again* Aug 07 20:04:19 * Morgan scowls Aug 07 20:05:47 They dont realise that there is no making up for it. Aug 07 20:06:05 Tomorrow will be better, but these three years have been hard, and it doesn't seem like they're getting easier Aug 07 20:07:13 I don't think it gets easier, but it becomes... more manageable Aug 07 20:07:55 * Beth takes the tea and sips it Aug 07 20:10:37 It's easier with Michael now than it was, but that was almost seven years ago. I miss him, but it almost feels like it was someone else's life Aug 07 20:11:25 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:11:38 I know Aug 07 20:11:52 That is what will happen with Levi too, one day. But I'm not there yet Aug 07 20:12:54 * Beth puts the cup down, swapping the baby to the other breast Aug 07 20:13:02 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:13:35 Sorry, probably a bit strange for a nobleman seeing women feeding babies Aug 07 20:14:17 My first wife wasn't noble born... we lived in a little cottage, me, her and our daughter. Its not an unusual thing for me to see Aug 07 20:14:41 * Beth smiles Aug 07 20:14:58 Its nice for a husband to be part of things like that Aug 07 20:15:28 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:16:14 Michael was like that. We were married a long time before we had William. Aug 07 20:17:23 oh? Aug 07 20:18:42 We were 21 when we got married, 31 when William was born, and Michael died a year later Aug 07 20:19:20 that is a long time Aug 07 20:19:32 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:20:38 The time never seemed right to have a child. There were always poor harvests, poor yield to seed ratios, sick herds. It never seemed like a good year to try. Aug 07 20:20:56 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:21:53 By the sounds of it, you have some busy years ahead... and maybe the time is also not right for you to have another child? Aug 07 20:22:26 No... not until we've settled... thats the plan at least Aug 07 20:22:33 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:23:20 I'll have a little chat with Molly, pass on some tricks that worked for us, if that is alright with you? Aug 07 20:24:05 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:24:15 if you wish to... Aug 07 20:24:23 * Beth smiles Aug 07 20:25:01 Dont let my current brood of children fool you, they work, but only if you follow them. Pete wants a big family. Aug 07 20:25:22 I think thats a Forrester trait Aug 07 20:25:35 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:26:11 Time has run on a bit for thirteen for Pete, but Caro is still young, and Molly is younger still. Aug 07 20:26:46 we're having eight Aug 07 20:26:54 * Beth smiles Aug 07 20:27:02 That's well-planned Aug 07 20:27:34 a tradition at home, we smash a special plate on our wedding day. The number of pieces say how many children there will be. Aug 07 20:27:44 * Beth nods Aug 07 20:27:57 Were the Forrester's disappointed? Aug 07 20:28:12 with not having thirty six? I don't think so Aug 07 20:28:19 * Beth smiles Aug 07 20:28:31 They weren't keen on me at first Aug 07 20:29:52 no? Aug 07 20:30:24 They said I was too old and had been married too long without having children. But I owned the farm that was my Father's and the Michael's, so I was a good match. I also had a baby and the need for a man about the place. Aug 07 20:31:31 rather mercenary Aug 07 20:32:35 Just practical. I needed Pete, Pete needed me. We got along well enough and after a while if both of you are decent people, you love each other Aug 07 20:32:56 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:33:38 David was always prickly about Pete being my second husband. Took me a long time to understand why. Is he like that with you? Aug 07 20:35:13 **Joseph comes off the breast, and she carefully balances him on her lap in front of the bump whilst pulling up her dress* Aug 07 20:36:10 Why do you think he was like that? Aug 07 20:36:33 Because of his father, mother and step-mother Aug 07 20:37:26 how do you mean? Aug 07 20:41:21 George and Sophie were loving couple, and David was theirs. They lived out at Alrington in her father's cottage by the sea. Not long after David was born, Sophie's mental problems got worse and worse. One day she was swept away by the sea, took days for her body to wash up. George broke down, developed a drinking problem. Then they moved back here to Sunnymeade with David's grandparents. They pushed George to remarry, but he wasn't a good husband to Margaret Aug 07 20:41:34 * Beth starts winding the baby Aug 07 20:42:23 * Morgan nods Aug 07 20:42:38 They had another six children, but I get the feeling sometimes they weren't lovingly made... Aug 07 20:43:06 * Morgan frowns Aug 07 20:43:07 I see Aug 07 20:45:17 Margaret died with the last one, and George died when David was sixteen. David hated his Father, because although Sophie was his birthmother, Margaret had been the only mother he could remember. Seeing his Father mourning the first whilst mistreating the second sat badly with him. He thought I'd possibly be like that with Pete. Aug 07 20:46:13 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 07 20:46:17 that makes an awful lot of sense Aug 07 20:46:27 He's given you issues? Aug 07 20:50:08 Some... a good part of them because of my nationality Aug 07 20:50:14 * Beth hands Morgan the baby "Just for a minute if you would" Aug 07 20:50:54 * Morgan takes the baby, rocking him gently Aug 07 20:51:51 David bears grudges and preconceptions for a long time. *she stretches her back before rubbing a spot on her stomch* Squishing you, was I? Aug 07 20:53:44 I've noticed that somewhat Aug 07 20:54:21 If you're alright with him, there's something that came down from the loft I think you'll like. Aug 07 20:56:22 I think we'll be fine Aug 07 20:56:27 **Heinzharold sticks his head round the door after hearing footsteps, the little girl asleep on his shoulder. This is actually worse than with Inga, because he had seen Heinzharold hold Jana like this a few weeks before her death** Aug 07 20:56:39 HH: Everything alright? Aug 07 20:58:03 * Morgan frowns but nods Aug 07 20:58:06 getting there Aug 07 20:58:16 Ghost? Aug 07 20:58:27 HH * Aug 07 20:59:05 what? Aug 07 20:59:30 Hh: that broke the cup? Aug 07 20:59:49 No, an upset mother Aug 07 21:00:25 * Beth comes back down with a package wrapped in paper. She sizes up Heinzharold and then looks at Morgan Aug 07 21:01:15 Your friend has no business being as handsome as that whilst cradling a cute child, it does dreadful things to a woman! Aug 07 21:01:58 * Morgan glances at HeinzHarold Aug 07 21:03:09 HH: *he grins his handsome-but-thick grin, his blonde hair slightly falling into his face. Its calculated as hell to Morgan, but women never seem to realise* Aug 07 21:03:56 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 07 21:04:25 * Beth watches him, then sighs, placing the parcel on the table. HH winks at him Aug 07 21:05:35 * Beth lays out some paintings Aug 07 21:06:02 These are all that's left of George's work Aug 07 21:08:03 * Morgan looks them over, rocking the baby Aug 07 21:08:07 **There are five. One is a self-portrait of a young man, not quite grown into his looks yet. There's a lot of Peter and David in him** George when he was about seventeen Aug 07 21:09:31 **she taps a landscape of a beach and in the middle distance, Lundy. It's a sunset.** Your island, from Alrington Aug 07 21:10:40 **Theres one of a prettyish brunette, she looks gentle, approachable** Margaret, the step-mother Aug 07 21:11:17 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:13:34 * Beth slides over another brunette. She's lovely, but there's something about her that seems almost transparent, as if she is just too good, too pure, and ethereal. It reminds him a little of the Holbein painting of Dietlinde and Jana, but this girl's eyes are almost identical to Molly's. Aug 07 21:15:05 **HH quietly comes in to be nosey, and takes a look at this last one*HH: She is lovely, isnt she? Aug 07 21:16:26 That would be Sophie... Aug 07 21:16:31 * Beth looks at Morgan Aug 07 21:16:51 She is Aug 07 21:17:12 HH looks at Morgan: who is Sophie? Aug 07 21:17:37 Molly's grandmother. Aug 07 21:17:59 **HH looks again ** The eyes... Aug 07 21:18:04 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:18:10 * Beth looks at Morgan Aug 07 21:20:14 This one is my favourite *she reads the back before turning it over* "My heart and soul, and Shep. March 1619, Alrington" Aug 07 21:21:19 * Morgan looks at it Aug 07 21:22:40 **This painting is of Sophie, sat on the sand dunes beside a big white and grey shaggy dog. She looks more real in this, more vibrant, and she's smiling with genuine joy. This is precisely as Molly described in a recent dream of meeting Morgan for the first time whilst he was sketching on the sand dunes and he'd said he would keep coming back to draw her until it was perfect** Aug 07 21:23:15 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 07 21:23:52 I didn't even realise David had them until Varick was up there yesterday. Aug 07 21:24:12 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:24:20 painful perhaps Aug 07 21:24:31 * Beth nods Aug 07 21:24:46 Did they tell you about the doll? Aug 07 21:25:03 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:29:10 Pete buried it last night. He's worried. Aug 07 21:30:37 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:30:54 I'm wondering if it might be useful. She's starting to get little memories anyway Aug 07 21:31:19 Pete wont like it Aug 07 21:31:53 he doesn't have to Aug 07 21:32:29 **Mary starts to stir on Heinzharold, one hand trying to go down inside his shirt. He looks a bit alarmed ** Umm! Aug 07 21:32:48 * Beth smiles at Morgan Aug 07 21:33:16 You can tell this one hasn't had children yet Aug 07 21:33:22 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:33:55 * Beth takes her from Heinzharold, sitting to feed her Aug 07 21:34:10 You still haven't said why you came today? Aug 07 21:35:14 * Morgan shrugs Aug 07 21:36:01 I was going to see John Dagget but it wouldn't have helped either of us... and I came here to poke around, try to get more of a handle on what Molly might end up doing as she remembers more Aug 07 21:37:13 * Beth nods "I'll go and see John soon, poor man. Poke around as you wish, there's only me and the nurselings today Aug 07 21:37:50 when's Pete due home? Aug 07 21:38:49 A few hours yet. Once there's no feeding babies to take a long, they all tramp around the woods for hours on end Aug 07 21:39:37 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:39:44 * Beth wiggles her finger between him and Heinzharold like drawing a line "Consider having babies close together in age, it makes it practical for your wives to share the breastfeeding" Aug 07 21:40:10 * Morgan glances at HeinzHarold Aug 07 21:40:39 HH is trying to figure out what she said: translation? Aug 07 21:41:57 * Morgan smirks Aug 07 21:42:10 Beth, you'll be alright with them both now? Aug 07 21:42:17 * Beth nods Aug 07 21:42:54 Yes, thank you. Put Joseph in the playpen please. **she strokes Mary's face* Aug 07 21:44:06 * Morgan nods, putting Joseph down gently Aug 07 21:44:20 Where were the boxes? Aug 07 21:44:46 In the loft. They're in Molly's old room now, second on the left Aug 07 21:45:01 * Morgan nods, motioning to HeinzHarold Aug 07 21:45:07 we'll be out of your way before long Aug 07 21:45:16 **he goes on ahead** Aug 07 21:45:35 You're not in the way... How old was your daughter? Aug 07 21:46:18 about the same age was Mary Aug 07 21:46:31 * Beth nods Aug 07 21:46:59 It occured to me that I've seen you hold Joseph and interact with all the others... Aug 07 21:47:32 its... difficult Aug 07 21:47:41 * Beth nods Aug 07 21:49:07 I know. It was hard when Mary was six months, and it'll be a little easier when it's this next one, and easier the time after that. Aug 07 21:49:25 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:50:05 If you change your mind, and think it would help to have a cuddle with her, you're welcome to Aug 07 21:50:35 * Morgan nods Aug 07 21:50:39 thank you. I'll think about it Aug 07 21:50:55 * Beth nods, going back to feeding Aug 07 21:51:50 **he hears HH mutter** Maybe close the window, 's freezing in 'ere Aug 07 21:52:21 * Morgan looks at him Aug 07 21:52:24 close the window then Aug 07 21:52:54 **He's upstairs on the threshold of the room she directed him to Aug 07 21:52:58 * Beth is now known as HH Aug 07 21:53:04 Its closed already. Aug 07 21:53:37 didn't picture you being such a delicate flower Aug 07 21:54:09 **The hairs start to stand up on the back of Morgan's neck when he gets to the top. It does feel cold and just... wrong. Aug 07 21:54:32 * Morgan frowns, looking round Aug 07 21:55:44 **There's nothing to see except an old single bed, lots of children's shoes, some boxes and some very faded drawings on the wall Aug 07 21:56:24 * Morgan looks at the drawings first Aug 07 21:57:33 **He recognises Molly's poor sketching immediately. There's houses, what might be horses if you squint, and lots of pretty dresses. One is peeling off right near the pillow Aug 07 21:59:57 * Morgan presses it back to the wall Aug 07 22:00:41 **it doesn't want to stick, and it seems to have something like writing on the back Aug 07 22:01:17 * Morgan peels it forwards to look at the back Aug 07 22:02:06 **There are around fifty sets of markings, either open or shaded dots. Theres no words of letters, but theres a very faint blood splatter in tiny pin pricks Aug 07 22:02:33 * HH looks at it Aug 07 22:02:50 Whatcha got? Aug 07 22:03:21 * Morgan holds it to him Aug 07 22:03:33 looks like a code Aug 07 22:04:25 **Each set of markings is around 30 in a group. Of them, in each group, around 7 are shaded and about 23 open circles. The final three groups are all just open Aug 07 22:04:53 No, don't think so Aug 07 22:05:42 * HH points to each set of shaded circles one by one Aug 07 22:06:08 Notice how they're always about the same gap apart from the next set? Aug 07 22:06:58 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:07:15 * HH starts counting the groups. Aug 07 22:07:42 31, 28, 31, 30, 31, 30, 31... Aug 07 22:08:12 its a calendar? Aug 07 22:08:17 * HH looks to Morgan Aug 07 22:08:46 Yes. With sevenish days marked every four weeks. Aug 07 22:09:18 it marked courses... Aug 07 22:09:54 * HH looks it over again, particularly the end where there are no courses, only months of blood-free days Aug 07 22:10:16 At a guess I'd say this was when your wife got sick Aug 07 22:10:59 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:11:36 **The circles in that final month are less neat, more wavery, pencil marks made weaker. He's starting to frown Aug 07 22:12:56 She's not even _my_ wife an' this makes me want to scream at someone Aug 07 22:14:00 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:14:44 as much as I like him, I hope he feels as much shame as he deserves to Aug 07 22:14:53 Who? Aug 07 22:15:12 David. Aug 07 22:15:48 Reckon he does? Aug 07 22:17:24 when he thinks about it, aye Aug 07 22:17:30 * HH leans against the wall Aug 07 22:17:38 Something I dont get... Aug 07 22:19:49 All this upset with her sister and her mind afterwards, but they callously through her out into the world with nothing but a normally-fatal illness. Makes no fucking sense to me. Aug 07 22:20:05 Throw * Aug 07 22:21:43 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:21:51 no... it doesn't Aug 07 22:22:57 * HH looks at Morgan's expression Aug 07 22:23:05 Need some air? Aug 07 22:25:56 No, I want to check these boxes over Aug 07 22:27:29 * HH helps him, but theres nothing of interest in there. Its almost like all the evidence of the other ten Forrester children is gone. Aug 07 22:28:29 I bet Die Dauerhaftigkeit is full of old crap, my 'ouse too Aug 07 22:28:45 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:28:50 undoubtedly Aug 07 22:29:11 Why haven't they kept anything? Aug 07 22:29:41 too painful? too big a risk of her remembering? Aug 07 22:30:12 Then why is the one thing they did keep the one that got their daughter killed and most likely to spark memories? Aug 07 22:30:51 too hard to let it go maybe Aug 07 22:32:30 * HH nods, looking around. He spots a drawing. It's not great, but it's a little girl following a raven through snowy trees Aug 07 22:32:43 This is nice Aug 07 22:33:12 **The girl has dark red hair* Aug 07 22:33:33 * Morgan frowns, nodding Aug 07 22:33:51 Something from a fairytale? Aug 07 22:34:07 Shit, am I allowed to say that? Aug 07 22:35:23 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:35:28 just not too often Aug 07 22:35:45 * HH nods, looking around Aug 07 22:35:50 Anything else? Aug 07 22:36:10 anything else catch your eye in the drawings? Aug 07 22:36:41 * HH looks around then laughs, pointing to one Aug 07 22:36:49 * Morgan looks Aug 07 22:37:39 **It's a big castle by a lake with trees beside it. It's very childlike, but it bears a resemblance to die Dauerhaftigkeit Aug 07 22:37:53 That's a weird coincidence Aug 07 22:38:52 * Morgan nods, taking it down Aug 07 22:38:59 aye Aug 07 22:39:38 Do you wanna see the pond? Aug 07 22:40:08 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:40:41 **They go out the front way to not disturb Beth* Aug 07 22:40:46 Know where it is? Aug 07 22:41:44 * Morgan nods, leading the way Aug 07 22:42:47 * HH follows along. When they get there, they encounter a five foot high, closely set fence with a well-barred gate Aug 07 22:43:38 * Morgan leans on the fence looking at the pond Aug 07 22:45:19 **Its dark green and looks deep. There are ducks on in. He can pinpoint the exact stone that sixteen years ago was magically forced from the ground by the mind of the mines Aug 07 22:45:44 Can see why they fenced it off Aug 07 22:46:45 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:46:47 aye Aug 07 22:47:19 * HH sighs Aug 07 22:47:33 Must have been terrifying Aug 07 22:47:40 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:50:18 Be better for her not to remember Aug 07 22:51:54 I don't think thats our decision in the long run Aug 07 22:53:24 * HH nods Aug 07 22:53:46 Still want to go on to the Big House, yer majesty? Aug 07 22:54:13 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:54:16 aye Aug 07 22:54:36 Then back to Morgan's Rock? Aug 07 22:54:51 I expect so Aug 07 22:55:10 * HH nods Aug 07 22:55:40 If it was me I'd need to be giving her a hug right now for my own sake Aug 07 22:56:50 Not really an option Aug 07 22:57:19 Not able to talk to each other this far? Aug 07 22:57:29 No... about a mile Aug 07 22:57:43 * HH moves away from the pond towards the house Aug 07 22:57:51 Pity Aug 07 22:58:01 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:58:02 aye Aug 07 22:58:28 Going in to say g'bye 'fore we go? Aug 07 22:59:00 * Morgan nods Aug 07 22:59:06 best had in case she comes looking for us Aug 07 22:59:20 If y' want, I can give you a hug and you can pretend I'm Molly Aug 07 23:01:11 You'd be offended when I squeezed your chest... Aug 07 23:01:20 * HH laughs Aug 07 23:01:54 Already had an unexpected 'and on my nipple today thanks! Aug 07 23:02:59 * Morgan nods heading back towards the house Aug 07 23:03:37 I told Inga you were going to a brothel yes'day, she asked if you knew what one was Aug 07 23:04:10 I want to be offended by that Aug 07 23:04:17 She's picking up my sense o' humour Aug 07 23:05:04 my condolences... would you like me to intervene? Aug 07 23:05:44 No, she's hilarious Aug 07 23:06:00 I know, but if she's getting your sense of humour... Aug 07 23:06:21 Then she'll be a lot funnier than you Aug 07 23:06:55 unlikely Aug 07 23:07:09 I'll try and get her to play dumb for you Aug 07 23:08:02 I don't know she'll like imitating you Aug 07 23:08:12 * HH grins Aug 07 23:08:14 She does Aug 07 23:08:52 everyone likes to act dumb sometimes I suppose Aug 07 23:09:25 People like you have to act smart Aug 07 23:10:27 What was that thing Beth said that you didn' translate? Aug 07 23:10:30 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:10:38 You're so smart, figure it out Aug 07 23:10:48 I'll ask molly. Aug 07 23:11:04 good for you Aug 07 23:11:19 * HH goes to get the horses whilst Morgan goes to say goodbye. Beth is swaying with the sleeping Mary Aug 07 23:12:07 * HH is now known as Beth Aug 07 23:12:14 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 07 23:12:22 we're leaving now... will you be alright? Aug 07 23:12:27 * Beth does likewise Aug 07 23:12:47 I'll be fine. They'll sleep a while. Thank you Aug 07 23:13:22 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:13:46 if you or they get restless, get whoever it is to smell the balm on your wrist Aug 07 23:14:21 Is it shaving soap? Aug 07 23:14:46 No Aug 07 23:15:14 Smells like it. Like Michael's shaving soap. Aug 07 23:15:29 when I've got more time, I'll explain it to you Aug 07 23:15:36 * Beth nods Aug 07 23:15:39 Take care Aug 07 23:15:44 and you Aug 07 23:15:54 * Morgan nods to her before heading back out to HeinzHarold Aug 07 23:16:03 * Beth is now known as Hh Aug 07 23:16:15 * Hh is already mounted up Aug 07 23:16:35 * Morgan swings into the saddle Aug 07 23:16:46 **They arrive at Lady Torrington's a while later. HH seems to have run out of innuendos for a while, and even his Olde Eisen Serf nonsense has stopped. Aug 07 23:16:46 **The last few miles have been silent, giving Morgan time to process some of the conflict over visiting john, Molly and John yesterday,  the christening, the mermaid doll and Varick, the calendar and the drawings, and also just wondering how Molly is faring with both Jeffries and his command that she shouldn't pleasure herself. The last must have changed his expression,  because HH says* Missing yer wife? Aug 07 23:18:15 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:18:54 Been a while since you've properly seen her Aug 07 23:19:24 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:19:25 aye Aug 07 23:19:53 Reckon she's missing you? Aug 07 23:20:06 I'm sure she's too busy for that Aug 07 23:20:30 **He nods. They pass the church and school house, rose garden, and stables where the horses are given to the groom. Catherine's favourite gelding is here.** Aug 07 23:21:18 * Hh stretches Aug 07 23:21:38 What y' want me doin'? Aug 07 23:22:46 have a scout around, make sure none of Dau's men are around, then come inside for coffee Aug 07 23:23:05 * Hh nods, sauntering off like he belongs there Aug 07 23:23:17 * Hh is now known as Catherine Aug 07 23:23:24 * Morgan heads inside the house Aug 07 23:24:02 **A butler he doesn't know bows to him** Good afternoon, may I help you? Aug 07 23:24:42 I need to see Lady Torrington Aug 07 23:25:17 Your calling card please, I will see if her Grace is at home to visitors Aug 07 23:25:32 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 07 23:25:39 when did you start? Aug 07 23:25:58 I am come with her Grace from her Carleon property Aug 07 23:26:11 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:26:33 nip in the kitchen and explain that the new butler is keeping master Hockridge from seeing Lady Torrington... Aug 07 23:27:18 **He's not that smart because he does. There's a lot of muted giggling Aug 07 23:27:56 * Morgan mutters, wandering through the dining room Aug 07 23:28:23 **The butler comes back, looking embarrassed** If you'll follow me... Aug 07 23:29:03 * Morgan pushes the door open, holding it for the butler Aug 07 23:30:01 **He doesn't seem that pleased by this but goes through. Aug 07 23:30:39 you plan on being here long? Aug 07 23:30:53 B: I do Aug 07 23:31:15 a piece of advice? Aug 07 23:31:24 Yes? Aug 07 23:32:00 You aren't here to greet people... you're here to know who everyone is and why they aren't welcome, and how close an eye you need to keep on them Aug 07 23:32:28 Thank you. Aug 07 23:32:50 And don't wander off leaving unknown people to leave where you left them. Aug 07 23:33:01 Yes, sir Aug 07 23:33:13 how is she? Aug 07 23:33:29 In good health, sir Aug 07 23:34:43 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:35:00 **He announces Morgan and then shows him into a sitting room she never used to use, which has been redecorated. Tea is served and the butler retreats with Catherine's instruction to show Morgan's man-servant into the servant's dining room. She sips her tea, her familiar face looking significantly older these last few months. Aug 07 23:35:00 How are you, Morgan? Aug 07 23:35:37 fairly well your grace, and you? Aug 07 23:36:01 I am, thank you. How is Molly? Aug 07 23:36:11 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 07 23:36:17 very well Aug 07 23:36:41 I am pleased to hear it. When are you returning to work? Aug 07 23:37:16 Unfortunately, that is not possible Aug 07 23:37:25 * Catherine watches him Aug 07 23:37:34 You are leaving? Aug 07 23:37:52 I must Aug 07 23:38:11 This is a great surprise, Morgan. *she sets her tea into her saucer* Aug 07 23:38:37 Much has happened Aug 07 23:39:34 Much has happened here that I have needed your protection from. A protection you offered to give your life for. Aug 07 23:39:53 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:40:04 and for that I am truly sorry Aug 07 23:41:24 It is disappointing, after I gave you such leniency about your true identity Aug 07 23:41:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 07 23:42:11 I'm sure... but it is that identity that prohibits my return Aug 07 23:42:42 At the cost of abandoning me to my fate? Aug 07 23:43:35 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 07 23:44:04 why dont we drop this formality and talk properly? Aug 07 23:44:26 * Catherine nods Aug 07 23:44:33 Go on then Aug 07 23:46:50 I miss you and this place but I cannot return... I've got a Grafdom coming to me within three years, trade ambassadorial roles to conduct until then, and we have adopted my cousins son, for a start Aug 07 23:47:25 * Catherine nods Aug 07 23:47:37 You've got things too precious to risk Aug 07 23:48:41 we married... and I've duties I must attend to. Aug 07 23:49:01 I'm glad you made an honest woman of her Aug 07 23:50:28 I argued against it, passionately, right up until I was told I couldn't marry her if I wanted to. Its not often I walk into a trap like that, but they were right Aug 07 23:52:22 Molly was always going to end up married. You should count yourself lucky you saw sense. I know there were others interested in her. Aug 07 23:53:58 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:54:06 I do Aug 07 23:54:53 Horatio in particular was intending to make himself plain Aug 07 23:55:19 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:55:39 it would've been a decent match... Aug 07 23:55:54 It would have been very practical for me Aug 07 23:56:03 Kept me here? Aug 07 23:56:15 Kept the three of you here Aug 07 23:56:44 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:57:53 And you will be settling back in Eisen? Aug 07 23:58:08 * Morgan nods Aug 07 23:58:26 A Grafdom in three years, plus my fathers eventually... and whatever a duke does... Aug 07 23:58:58 I didn't know you were in line for a Duke dom? Aug 07 23:59:30 nor did I... in truth, I've mostly got the title because Molly was made a Duchess Aug 07 23:59:42 * Catherine looks confused Aug 07 23:59:45 Why? Aug 08 00:00:27 long story. Eisenfurst wants something, she managed to become a Duchess return, amongst other things Aug 08 00:00:43 * Catherine smiles Aug 08 00:00:53 Its a lot of pressure Aug 08 00:01:06 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:01:47 You need someone to run the day to day items so you can concentrate on the other things Aug 08 00:01:58 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:02:48 Indeed. Now I will also need a master at arms Aug 08 00:03:08 * Morgan smiles Aug 08 00:03:22 It was cheaper to have me, doing both. Aug 08 00:03:30 * Catherine smiles Aug 08 00:04:20 You gave good service. I had hoped allowing you to have Molly as your mistress here would make you both stay for the long-term Aug 08 00:04:33 can I be frank? Aug 08 00:04:44 Why change things now? Aug 08 00:04:52 * Catherine sips her tea Aug 08 00:05:47 a lot of work has been done, successfully, in healing things with my family. Duty aside, I want to be near them, build on what we've started Aug 08 00:06:13 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:06:49 Family is one thing that money, titles and popularity can never bring back. Aug 08 00:07:00 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:07:06 I do not wish to lose more Aug 08 00:07:13 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:07:39 I can understand your desire to protect Molly from the dangers here Aug 08 00:08:39 I mean my mother, father and brother, but your point is well made. Aug 08 00:08:51 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:09:28 I am sorry to see you go. I owe you my life many times over. I hope we can part as friends now Aug 08 00:10:11 I would like that... there is something else I need to discuss with you. Aug 08 00:10:28 * Catherine sips her tea Aug 08 00:10:36 Yes? Aug 08 00:10:41 Colonel Dau Aug 08 00:10:55 What about him? Aug 08 00:11:18 You need to distance yourself from him, greatly. And Rebecca deBurgh Aug 08 00:11:35 And why is that? Aug 08 00:12:26 In his case, he is untrustworthy and dishonourable. He and his men have fostered a good deal of bad blood within Tawstock. Aug 08 00:12:46 I hadn't heard this Aug 08 00:13:15 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:14:02 I don't think it'll be long until there's violence over it. Add to that it was his command to sink Mollys ship, and two since in Eisen, one of which nearly killed Molly and my son. Aug 08 00:14:19 * Catherine frowns Aug 08 00:14:26 For what purpose? Aug 08 00:15:30 The Rose because he wanted it and couldn't have it. The other two were rival mercenary groups. There is a writ for his arrest in Eisen. Worse than that, while dallying with a working girl in town, he's done her some serious harm... I'm going to have your physician see to her Aug 08 00:15:56 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:16:29 Please do so, and let him know he is to report back to me so I can take action. Aug 08 00:16:35 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:17:21 as for Miss deBurgh... aside from all else, she is involved in a bargain with... a certain prince and has not repaid her debt... I would not want you caught up in her fate Aug 08 00:17:46 In truth, I find her very tedious Aug 08 00:18:06 I find her to be a venomous snake Aug 08 00:18:26 To what extent is Kurt embroiled in this? Aug 08 00:18:37 still sweet on him? Aug 08 00:19:26 I am considering a more... quiet situation with him, as Queen Elaine will not permit a marriage Aug 08 00:21:15 I must advise caution... I know him better now and believe him to be a good man but things are most complicated with and for him Aug 08 00:21:29 Is he married? Aug 08 00:22:38 to Eisen perhaps Aug 08 00:22:51 Arent all Eisen men? Aug 08 00:23:04 No... most, but not all Aug 08 00:23:19 I will talk to him about it on friday Aug 08 00:24:12 I may return to see him, though briefly.. I would not wish to intrude Aug 08 00:25:11 It's not an intrusion. You are always welcome to visit. You have in-laws in Tawstock I am told Aug 08 00:25:22 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:25:53 Molly's parents have come to Eisen with us, her father is the estates manager for my fathers land now... though I should like to bring Molly and introduce you to my son Aug 08 00:26:07 * Catherine nods Aug 08 00:26:14 I would like that Aug 08 00:26:32 * Morgan finishes his tea Aug 08 00:26:46 I will think on candidates to replace me, in both roles Aug 08 00:26:50 * Catherine does likewise Aug 08 00:27:08 Have you taken everything you want from your cottage? Aug 08 00:27:19 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:27:23 we have Aug 08 00:27:44 Then it is time to return the estate keys Aug 08 00:28:04 * Catherine stands up Aug 08 00:28:28 * Morgan stands up, fishing out a bunch from his pocket, placing them on the table Aug 08 00:28:52 * Catherine looks at them a moment before looking at him Aug 08 00:29:31 Thank you for your service. I wish you well in your new life. Aug 08 00:30:27 Don't let your title make you lose sight of who you are Catherine... that gentle touch is what makes everyone love you. Aug 08 00:30:40 * Catherine smiles Aug 08 00:30:52 Thank you. Aug 08 00:31:43 * Morgan bows his head before heading to the door Aug 08 00:32:19 * Catherine lets him go Aug 08 00:32:32 * Morgan heads through the house to find HeinzHarold Aug 08 00:32:42 **He collects Heinzharold from the servant's dining room. Lots of the staff come to say goodbye, and then it is time for him to finally leave that house he intended to die at behind, no longer its master at arms. As he rides out of the courtyard, so many memories of how he was there come back to him, the shouting, the rudeness, the blind flinging of himself at death again and again. Aug 08 00:32:43 As he turns to the Rose Garden, he recalls one early spring morning where he had been sat out here watching the new dawn's golden light spread across the valley when suddenly Molly started talking to him quietly from behind him, and he explained how this was the time of day he spent in communion with a love he had had and lost and would never have again. It occurs to him that HH has been talking. Aug 08 00:32:51 * Catherine is now known as HH Aug 08 00:33:52 sorry, what? Aug 08 00:33:57 I said, are you gonna hurl, you're white as a nun's arse. Aug 08 00:35:29 How would you know what a nuns arse looks like? Aug 08 00:37:52 Well... *he grins. He begins to spin some elaborate hard to follow yarn, and once he mentions buttocks Morgan is thinking of Molly. He remembers holding her hand a year ago on the second anniversary of Dietlinde and Jana's deaths in the dining room he'll no longer waste evenings in, and saying "my lady, it would be all too easy to fall in love with you... truthfully, for most it would be difficult not to" Aug 08 00:38:37 * HH huffs Aug 08 00:39:23 Where's your brain wandered off, cos you're definitely not listenin' to me?! Aug 08 00:39:45 You don't want to know Aug 08 00:40:43 We've got a couple of hours back to town, I've not got out better to do, have you? Aug 08 00:41:12 alright, I don't want to tell you... Aug 08 00:41:36 Spoilsport. I'll just sing then Aug 08 00:41:51 * Morgan nods Aug 08 00:41:57 * HH clears his throat Aug 08 00:43:14 Nine hundred and ninety nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer in the wall, Nine hundred and ninety nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer... *he grins* Aug 08 00:44:02 * Morgan mutters Aug 08 00:44:05 you're a nuns arse Aug 08 00:44:53 And I'm still sexier than you Aug 08 00:47:01 **As he leaves the estate and past the church,  at around about 999, 979 bottles of beer, he recalls saying to Molly one day "the house is a waystation, a stopover for better things in people's lives". And then he leaves the boundary of that house, his stopover finished and back on the tracks of his life as an Eisen Veisgraf, son, brother, husband, father, and rather frustrated friend. Aug 08 01:09:44 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 08 13:38:15 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 08 13:39:44 * Molly is now known as Hh Aug 08 13:39:49 * Hh is now known as HH Aug 08 13:39:53 * HH stops at 997,000 bottles when they get to the town. His commitment to his cause is admirable despite all versions of "shut up Heinzharold" he's heard.  Sometimes he's sung it in his head, only to restart aloud minutes later. It has made the ninety minute trip seem shorter, though Morgan would have preferred silence whilst getting his thoughts straight. Aug 08 13:39:53 **At the town, Morgan needs to decide whether to look for Elsie, find the doctor, or go to the Ketch. There's only a bit over two hours of decent daylight left, and the sailing is ninety minutes. Aug 08 13:42:54 Right then... doctor, then brothel... *he rides off towards the doctors location* Aug 08 13:48:29 * HH follows him at speed Aug 08 13:48:35 Hang on, what?! Aug 08 13:51:49 * Morgan looks at his friend Aug 08 13:52:07 it never occurred to me I'd be giving back the keys... Aug 08 13:52:32 At the big 'ouse? Aug 08 13:53:20 * Morgan nods Aug 08 13:56:05 Howdya feel? Aug 08 13:57:08 I'm not sure yet Aug 08 13:57:42 * HH nods Aug 08 13:58:03 Bad enough to Brothel about it? *he grins* Aug 08 13:59:44 If I wasn't me, probably Aug 08 14:01:11 Good, b'cause I'd unman you b'fore lettin' ya do that. Aug 08 14:01:35 you'd try at least Aug 08 14:01:43 * HH snorts Aug 08 14:02:15 Nice try. Why are we goin' to a brothel? Aug 08 14:03:16 I need to speak to someone there Aug 08 14:03:56 * HH nods Aug 08 14:04:38 **The doctor's office is familiar to Morgan, but is unfortunately he is away from Tawstock for the day his secretary says. Aug 08 14:04:38 **The brothel is easily found on foot after returning the horses.  Heinzharold is cheerful** Aug 08 14:04:38 Yer majesty,  one is most humbled by the honour of attending the forbidden palace of the skyclad goddesses at yer side. Aug 08 14:05:30 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 08 14:07:28 My sore and tired eyes hath not see the glories of the bubbies of a fair maiden since the crow of my cockerel early on this morn Aug 08 14:08:52 bubbies... Aug 08 14:08:59 * HH cups his hands to his chest, but not until he's cast a quick look around to make sure they're alone Aug 08 14:09:20 you realise I have the right reputation here to stab you and no-one would bat an eyelid, right? Aug 08 14:10:32 If the thought of fair bubbies enrage thee so, my liege, we must hide us hence to thy palace Aug 08 14:10:42 Hie * Aug 08 14:11:38 Would it make any difference to tell you to shut up? Aug 08 14:11:42 * HH makes his cupping gradually bigger until he looks like he's carrying armfuls of huge breasts Aug 08 14:11:47 Has it ever? Aug 08 14:12:43 Not so far Aug 08 14:13:21 * HH nods, carrying his bubbies all the way. It's obviously a quiet part of the day, quiet enough that even from outside he can clearly hear a girl who sounds to be being genuinely pleasured moaning with approaching ecstasy. HH glances at Morgan's expression with a smirk, saying nothing Aug 08 14:15:02 Not quite the same as I was hearing yesterday evening... Aug 08 14:15:15 * HH grins Aug 08 14:15:21 Bout the same as I was. Aug 08 14:15:31 * Morgan stops suddenly Aug 08 14:15:41 you know Inga was telling you not to stop... Aug 08 14:15:52 * HH nods Aug 08 14:16:02 please ignore her advice... Aug 08 14:16:07 * Morgan continues walking Aug 08 14:16:32 What? Oh, you're gonna leave me out hear to listen to that?! Aug 08 14:17:41 No, just... stop. Aug 08 14:18:48 Bit vague. Gotta make your instructions explicit. **This is very similar to how Molly asked him to command her not to find her release before he returned** Aug 08 14:19:01 shut up HeinzHarold... Aug 08 14:19:14 * Morgan heads to the door of the brothel Aug 08 14:19:45 * HH nods. The woman in the room above peaks loudly, making HH chuckle quietly as he follows Morgan in Aug 08 14:21:02 **The brothel is almost empty, a few men nursing drinks and looking spent. It's very clean and airy. A woman comes over, looking at them, smiling** Hello boys, playing together today? Aug 08 14:21:28 * Morgan looks at her a moment Aug 08 14:21:41 No... I need to speak with Elsie Aug 08 14:21:47 **HH looks at Morgan and gestures ; she thinks we want to share her, doesn't she? Aug 08 14:22:19 W: Elsie dont work up here no more. She works in the kitchens now. Aug 08 14:22:40 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:22:58 Its not a euphemism... I wish to speak with her Aug 08 14:23:42 W: *she nods* Come on then Aug 08 14:24:08 **The woman takes them downstairs to a clean kitchen. The first thing he notices is the faded bright red dye that's long grown out. It's a fair assumption that some months ago her hair would have been very red. She has her back to him, washing dishes. Aug 08 14:24:50 W: Elsie love, someone to talk to you. Aug 08 14:25:29 * HH leans against the wall, looking dumb Aug 08 14:26:36 * HH is now known as Elsie Aug 08 14:27:22 * Elsie dries her hands on a towel. The second thing he notices is that she's very pregnant, likely eight or so months.  His maths puts her conception around mid-February, when Morgan returned from Eisen and Kai came to this brothel and hurt her Aug 08 14:30:31 Is there somewhere we can go quiet to talk? Aug 08 14:30:54 * Elsie and the woman exchange glances and eye rolls Aug 08 14:31:09 Here's fine. Aug 08 14:31:48 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:32:31 The man that hurt you... I'm going to see he has retribution for it. Aug 08 14:32:55 * Elsie shrugs Aug 08 14:33:17 He's a friend of her Grace, and nobles protect their own. Aug 08 14:34:22 I've spoken to her grace about it. She wants you to see her personal physician so she can make sure his punishment is enough. Aug 08 14:34:34 * Elsie nods Aug 08 14:34:51 Alright. Won't do much to help me, but alright Aug 08 14:35:06 I'm still working on that. What do you need? Aug 08 14:35:38 Money. Aug 08 14:36:10 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:36:13 how much? Aug 08 14:37:23 Enough to give my child a life. Birth's gonna kill me, but they can save the baby. It's going to need a life finding and something to give it a fair start. Aug 08 14:38:32 * Morgan frowns Aug 08 14:38:40 why are you so certain you'll die? Aug 08 14:39:27 Scarring. Baby can't come out how it went in. They'll cut it out, save one life at least Aug 08 14:40:14 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:40:21 He hurt you that badly? Aug 08 14:40:38 * Elsie nods Aug 08 14:40:55 Couldn't walk for months Aug 08 14:40:55 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:42:27 The doctor has been left instructions, he's out of town today, so tomorrow, visit him. As for money to get a future for your child, I'll sort something somehow. Aug 08 14:42:42 * Elsie nods Aug 08 14:43:19 Need to find it a home too, but who wants a whore's child conceived by rape? Aug 08 14:43:38 We'll find something. Aug 08 14:43:49 * Elsie nods Aug 08 14:44:00 if it were a choice, a home or money... Aug 08 14:44:49 Home. Doesn't have to be a lot of money, but if it's a girl I dont want her ending up like me. Aug 08 14:45:04 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:45:21 I'll do my best. Aug 08 14:45:27 * Elsie nods Aug 08 14:45:33 Was that all? Aug 08 14:45:52 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:45:58 thank you for talking with me Aug 08 14:46:14 * Elsie nods, giving him a half hearted smile Aug 08 14:46:35 W: I'll show you out Aug 08 14:46:58 * Morgan nods, following her Aug 08 14:48:01 **She leads them upstairs and HH goes out onto the street. The noise of the woman above has stopped, and its quiet** Aug 08 14:48:08 * Elsie is now known as HH Aug 08 14:48:30 * HH doesn't look like he's going to dick around Aug 08 14:48:35 What's all that about? Aug 08 14:49:13 You notice her hair? Aug 08 14:49:29 Aye Aug 08 14:49:45 Would've been a similar colour to Molly's back in February time... Aug 08 14:49:56 * HH nods slowly Aug 08 14:50:00 Riiight Aug 08 14:50:57 Just after we left for Eisen, Dau did that to her... Dau always wanted Molly... Aug 08 14:51:44 Got her pregnant? Aug 08 14:56:32 * Morgan nods Aug 08 14:56:54 hurt her so bad she couldn't walk for months... scarred her so bad they'll have to cut the baby out, which is going to kill her Aug 08 14:57:07 * HH shakes his head Aug 08 14:57:13 Fucking 'ell. Aug 08 14:59:04 **The streets are mercifully empty** Aug 08 14:59:10 Where is he now? Aug 08 14:59:39 He was in Avebury when we were there... he'll probably be heading back this way soon Aug 08 14:59:51 Dead man walking. Aug 08 15:00:35 * HH looks like Morgan has rarely seen him; completely serious Aug 08 15:03:55 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:04:16 I've had enough playing politics, he has to die Aug 08 15:04:22 Molly's safe though? She can hurt him if she needs to? Aug 08 15:04:44 * HH watches him as he walks Aug 08 15:05:33 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:05:35 oh yes Aug 08 15:05:45 Even without weapons? Aug 08 15:06:08 especially without weapons... though she did best him in a duel Aug 08 15:06:46 _Will_ she hurt him though? Takes a lot to kill someone, even in self-defense Aug 08 15:07:10 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:07:20 I think so. Claudia's there, too... Aug 08 15:07:27 * HH nods Aug 08 15:07:56 Now what? Aug 08 15:08:43 We've done what we can for today. Back to the ship Aug 08 15:08:53 * HH nods Aug 08 15:09:03 You need to get back now Aug 08 15:09:36 * Morgan glances at him Aug 08 15:09:38 because? Aug 08 15:11:32 I'm thinking you prob'ly need to just hold Molly for a little bit after what you've just uncovered Aug 08 15:12:05 That or break something Aug 08 15:12:30 * HH nods Aug 08 15:13:01 Stop at the old island dock, walk through the woods and wreck some trees on the way? Aug 08 15:13:47 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:13:48 think so Aug 08 15:14:03 **Rousseau and the crew have food and drink, and this keeps HH quite quiet for at least some of the trip. The rest he spends telling fantastical stories to the crew about his prowess and heroism, and not ragging on Morgan for a change. He's obviously trying to cheer and relax Morgan. Aug 08 15:14:49 **She appears to him at five miles as usual, a familiar relief** Aug 08 15:16:18 **They're not far from the dock when HH starts talking** Need me, or want me to go back to the Rose? Aug 08 15:18:04 Go back. Aug 08 15:18:12 You don't need to see this Aug 08 15:18:48 * HH looks at him, and it reminds him of Claudia Aug 08 15:19:11 Dont bullshit me. You dont want me there, just say. Dont act like it's for my own good Aug 08 15:19:45 Not that. I don't want you seeing it Aug 08 15:19:59 * HH nods Aug 08 15:20:22 You know it's your choice an' I'm here for you whatever. Aug 08 15:20:35 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:20:36 I know Aug 08 15:21:13 **The ketch drops him on the old dock, the one he landed at the first time he came to Lundy. HH gives him a quick hug** What do you want me to tell her? **from this distance he could easily tell her telepathically* Aug 08 15:21:43 That I'm angry and need to get it out of my system Aug 08 15:22:13 Tell her it's not something she's done? Inga needs that sorta reassurance Aug 08 15:22:26 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:22:47 * HH nods, waiting for him to go Aug 08 15:24:09 * Morgan trudges off up towards the tunnels Aug 08 15:26:07 **Nothing untoward happens to him. He has time to do what he wishes, not even Molly interrupts him ((can tell me what he does, or just how long he is, either is fine)) Aug 08 15:27:20 ((bout an hour)) Aug 08 15:29:25 **Its fully dark by the time he gets back to The Rose, and he can hear the loudness of dinner being served, which makes it around eight o'clock, only an hour until Molly is due to contact Innesbruck** Aug 08 15:31:30 **He finds Inga sat on the stairs waiting for him** Aug 08 15:31:36 * HH is now known as Inga Aug 08 15:33:19 * Inga stands up when he gets there Aug 08 15:33:24 Are you alright? Aug 08 15:33:46 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 08 15:33:51 well enough Aug 08 15:33:59 Molly sent me to wait for you Aug 08 15:34:15 * Morgan frowns Aug 08 15:34:16 why? Aug 08 15:35:07 She's having to entertain the surveyor, but she wanted to be sure someone was here if you needed... *she looks unsure of something* Aug 08 15:35:48 needed... Aug 08 15:36:16 Someone to talk to or get you tea Aug 08 15:37:16 some tea would be nice Aug 08 15:37:33 *she hesitates* She's been in a really odd mood all day. Then when Heinzharold came back without you she got worse. I'm a bit worried about her to be honest Aug 08 15:38:27 antsy? Aug 08 15:40:54 Yes, til Heinzharold came! Like she was restless and couldn't settle to anything. We went up to the church with the surveyor, and she kept tapping her feet and now and then she'd make a sigh of frustration. It's a bit like being around a hive of bees all day. Aug 08 15:42:17 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:42:19 she's fine Aug 08 15:43:42 She's been worse since he came back. It's like she's a hairs-breadth from snapping at someone. She's almost... *she grimaces* it's not very flattering, but she's almost sullen. And that's not normal. Aug 08 15:44:17 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:45:00 She'll be fine Inga Aug 08 15:45:09 * Inga nods Aug 08 15:45:24 I'll get some tea. Are you hungry? Aug 08 15:45:30 famished, actually Aug 08 15:45:53 Do you want it in your study? Aug 08 15:46:13 please Aug 08 15:47:06 * Inga brings it to him a little while later. There's no sign of Molly, and Varick is sleeping soundly. Aug 08 15:47:22 There we go Aug 08 15:48:21 Thank you. How's HeinzHarold? Aug 08 15:48:40 * Inga looks a little puzzled Aug 08 15:48:48 Over-compensating Aug 08 15:48:57 * Morgan nods Aug 08 15:49:13 He's going to need some affection Aug 08 15:50:37 It'd be nice to know why though. He's been really silly since he came back, and grabbing at me and saying he's missed his "bubbies" is not very helpful *she smiles though* Aug 08 16:01:35 An old adversary hurt one of the working girls in the town... Its affected him Aug 08 16:02:19 * Inga nods Aug 08 16:02:55 I'll sort him out Aug 08 16:03:24 * Morgan nods Aug 08 16:03:38 Do you need anything else? Aug 08 16:04:19 just Molly Aug 08 16:04:33 Do you want me to fetch her? Aug 08 16:09:58 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 08 16:10:00 I'll find her Aug 08 16:13:40 She's in the ballroom having dinner with Sorgi, the Surveyor, Claudia, Heinzharold and James Aug 08 16:15:07 * Morgan nods Aug 08 16:15:09 thank you Aug 08 16:15:29 * Inga leaves, shutting the door quietly Aug 08 16:17:19 **The little clock shows it is half after eight by the time he has finished eating, and only half an hour until it is time for contacting Innesbruck Aug 08 16:17:30 * Morgan goes to find Molly Aug 08 16:17:58 * Inga is sat at the table with the others. From the state of her plate she's barely eaten, and in her hand is a glass of cherry brandy. It's hard to pinpoint exactly how, but it's almost as if that schooled neutrality is not just in her face, it's in her whole demeanour and body. Every movement is well-controlled, almost rigid. It's most like when she was first at Lady Torrington's and having to interact with noble guests, utterly reserved and contained. Aug 08 16:18:05 * Inga is now known as Molly Aug 08 16:18:36 **Sorgi and the others seem chatty, and Heinzharold is quite loud though unoffensive Aug 08 16:19:37 **Sorgi is the first to offer Morgan a drink and a seat** Aug 08 16:20:10 * Morgan nods, sitting down Aug 08 16:20:15 **Claudia gestures $you alright?$ Aug 08 16:20:35 $Sort of$ Aug 08 16:21:51 * Molly smiles very politely at him. It's about the sort of smile that a Duke is likely to receive from a Duchess, and very little like the sort of relaxed smile he usually gets from her Aug 08 16:22:16 S: **he gives Morgan blokners* Aug 08 16:22:45 C: $need anything?$ Aug 08 16:23:12 $Not today$ Aug 08 16:23:19 [are you alright?] Aug 08 16:23:51 [I think so. Are you?] Aug 08 16:24:18 [I dont know. I have displeased you...] Aug 08 16:24:24 * Morgan takes a mouthful of the blokners Aug 08 16:24:36 [No. You have not.] Aug 08 16:24:52 [You are angry] Aug 08 16:26:02 J: My lord, I have conducted a thorough viewing of the island, and I will be able to return to Tawstock in the morning to draw up a conclusion of findings from my notes Aug 08 16:26:28 That was faster than expected Aug 08 16:27:41 [I have gone past pleasant frustration and out of the other side of it, to the point of risk of losing all my self-control entirely] Aug 08 16:28:42 [conversing with your father will be a task then] Aug 08 16:28:53 J: Lady Koertig has been very efficient in her escorting of me today. It is a valuable trait in a wife to have her this enthused and efficient Aug 08 16:30:27 [Yes.] Aug 08 16:30:48 Because we work as one Aug 08 16:31:25 J: It is very uncommon to see a competent woman. Aug 08 16:31:59 Only because we do not allow them to be. A mistake, I fancy Aug 08 16:32:05 **he can see Molly breathe in a slow, controlled way* Aug 08 16:32:17 J: Some of them perhaps Aug 08 16:33:06 C: $no idea what he's saying, but its pissing Molly off$ Aug 08 16:33:17 $I know$ Aug 08 16:34:28 C: $I can see her slapping him, or someone. She's been like it a while. If he wasn't here I'd have her training Aug 08 16:35:08 * Molly sips her brandy, still well controlled Aug 08 16:35:45 *HH gestures $got it out of your system now?$ Aug 08 16:35:55 I should warn you, that view is not popular here... Aug 08 16:36:15 $enough for now$ Aug 08 16:36:34 J: *he nods, eating* Aug 08 16:37:01 HH $shall I ask Molly about what you wouldn't translate now?$ Aug 08 16:37:47 $Only if you don't value your life$ Aug 08 16:39:58 J: *he starts talking about families in Tawstock that Molly obviously would know. She isn't rude, its almost the opposite, utterly polite and well-mannered, but he can tell she is just at the limits of her patience* Aug 08 16:40:41 **HH is watching Molly, then gestures to Morgan $what have you done?$ Aug 08 16:42:35 **Claudia gestures $How you be so successful with, yet so clueless about, women?$ Aug 08 16:43:56 HH $wow, that was mean!$ Aug 08 16:44:04 * Morgan puts his tankard down Aug 08 16:44:14 Will you all excuse us, Molly and I have things we need to discuss Aug 08 16:45:18 J: *he nods** Good night then Aug 08 16:46:08 * Molly stands up slowly, careful with her glass Aug 08 16:48:08 Thank you for your hard work, Mr Jeffries. We will arrange to return to Tawstock in the morning so that you might continue your work. **He looks pleased, singing her praises, and that of the island, and the hospitality, and generally just delaying her with her own politeness.** Aug 08 16:49:31 **Claudia looks at her, then Morgan** $keep him out of the way?$ Aug 08 16:49:58 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 08 16:51:00 **HH gets up, opening the door speaking broken Avalonian** I'm going anyway, so after you, my Lady Aug 08 16:51:40 * Molly smiles a little at this, genuinely rather than politely. Aug 08 16:51:46 * Morgan gets up and heads towards the door Aug 08 16:52:37 Thank you. Good night everyone **they say goodnight, and she goes into the hall** Aug 08 16:54:09 * Morgan follows her out Aug 08 16:56:08 **HH grins once he's shut the door behind him, whispering seriously "Thought you were going to get tied up there all night". Despite there being no innuendo at all in his tone, a little high pitch whimpered mmm noise escapes Molly, at which she blushes hard** Aug 08 16:56:54 **HH looks completely confused, as if he's imagined he heard it. He shrugs to himself** G'dnight Aug 08 16:57:13 * Morgan nods to him before leading Molly off to his study Aug 08 16:57:45 **Inga is in there tidying away Morgan's plate** Aug 08 16:58:38 I: Oh good you found her Aug 08 16:59:01 * Molly stays quiet, just holding his hand tightly Aug 08 16:59:16 * Morgan nods Aug 08 16:59:49 I: Are you feeling a bit better now, Molly? Aug 08 17:00:03 * Molly just nods Aug 08 17:00:33 I: *she looks to Morgan* Have you seen Heinzharold? Aug 08 17:00:46 he's heading to your room I believe Aug 08 17:01:01 I: Was he a bit more normal? Aug 08 17:01:12 A little perhaps Aug 08 17:01:30 I: That's good. Would you like some more tea making? Aug 08 17:02:42 Please Aug 08 17:02:57 * Molly stays quiet again, glancing at the clock. It reads five minutes before nine, their contact with Innesbruck imminent Aug 08 17:03:44 Actually... I think we'll be fine for the time being, I'll organise some later Aug 08 17:04:10 I: **she brushes crumbs from the desk onto the plate** Alright, I'll see you in the morning then. Goodnight Aug 08 17:05:04 goodnight Aug 08 17:05:06 **Molly says goodnight and Inga goes out, shutting the door. Molly lets go of his hand** Aug 08 17:07:08 I need to set up the mirror. Aug 08 17:08:52 yes you do Aug 08 17:09:24 * Molly shakes her head, going into the bedroom Aug 08 17:09:29 Embarrassing. Aug 08 17:09:38 what? Aug 08 17:09:45 That, with Heinzharold Aug 08 17:10:24 something about being tied up... Aug 08 17:10:50 * Molly bends over the chest, feeling for the mirror right near the bottom of it. She's still wearing the yellow dress with the forget-me-nots from last night's dream Aug 08 17:10:53 Yes Aug 08 17:11:18 where did you get that dress? Aug 08 17:11:23 * Molly pulls it out along with the water Aug 08 17:11:40 I bought it in Tawstock yesterday evening. Do you like it? Aug 08 17:12:00 * Morgan nods Aug 08 17:12:15 * Molly sets up the mirror as usual Aug 08 17:12:32 It's very soft and easy to move in Aug 08 17:12:52 * Morgan nods Aug 08 17:13:00 I had a dream last night where you wore that... Aug 08 17:13:41 Oh? **she glances at his expression whilst she wipes water on the glass* something nice? Aug 08 17:14:10 * Morgan nods Aug 08 17:14:11 aye Aug 08 17:14:25 Will you tell me later? Aug 08 17:15:58 * Morgan nods Aug 08 17:16:53 ACTION takes a deep breath as she fastens up the bottle, and her thoughts spill over. It's clear, the softly lit room he had a year ago in the inn in Carleon. His boots are by a chair and his shirt over it. His dexterous hands undo his straining placket to reveal his thick, heavily engorged manhood. On the inside of the flap is a mark of his arousal, the patch connected by spider-web-fine liquid threads to the precum-covered tip of his erection. It is graph Aug 08 17:18:08 **The image in the mirror starts to waver and change, and this distracts her, removing her thought from his mind. Aug 08 17:18:29 Graphic, but feels almost reverent. Aug 08 17:21:15 * Molly takes a seat in her usual spot with a slight wince. She glances at Morgan a moment. Aug 08 17:21:46 ((Expression please)) Aug 08 17:22:44 ((inquisitive)) Aug 08 17:23:23 **she tilts her head with curiosity, then Jacques, Walder and David appear in the mirror, waving** Aug 08 17:25:19 * Molly smiles obviously trying to be light and cheerful. Small talk is made about Innesbruck, where everything is going well, and Sudlachenburg which is likewise. Though the others don't pick up on it, he can see that Molly is finding it hard to not fidget. Aug 08 17:25:36 D: Where are you now, Morgan? Aug 08 17:52:01 Lundy Aug 08 17:52:39 D: *he nods* How are your sheep? Aug 08 17:53:34 Stupid Aug 08 17:54:01 D: They usually are. Have you been to Sunnymeade yet? Aug 08 17:55:10 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 08 17:56:17 * Molly watches David Aug 08 17:56:30 I have also been to the solicitor. Aug 08 17:57:19 **he nods, but it's Morgan's expression he's trying to figure out** Thank you. Aug 08 17:57:41 The news was not well received Aug 08 17:58:11 D: I wondered whether my sons would be awkward about it Aug 08 17:58:55 Perhaps some forewarning would have been... thoughtful Aug 08 17:59:13 **he can feel this feels like provocation to Molly, and notices how it makes her sit a bit straighter, almost like she's welcoming an argument* Aug 08 17:59:40 D: I probably should have, so that you knew what they would be like. Aug 08 18:00:42 You really are utterly clueless aren't you Aug 08 18:00:55 * Molly inhales deeply "Interesting, the concern about how your _sons_ would behave, how your _sons_ would feel..." Aug 08 18:01:29 **Walder looks at Morgan** We'll give the three of you a minute, shall we, milord? Aug 08 18:02:16 * Morgan nods Aug 08 18:02:50 David waits til they're gone: Now Molly, you know the farm would never have been yours anyway. Aug 08 18:05:07 * Molly frowns: It was my _home_, its where I should be able to go back to to see family. Where I should-... *she grits her teeth a moment* doesn't matter. Aug 08 18:06:13 **David sighs** You wanted us to come to Eisen with you, and for me to take the job, Molly. Aug 08 18:06:39 Molly, go through to the bedroom please, I need to speak to your father Aug 08 18:07:36 **Both of them look at him a little surprised, but Molly complies, shutting the door firmly* Aug 08 18:07:43 * Molly is now known as David Aug 08 18:08:17 It is my farm. As you yourself said when I took the job, I should do what I wanted with it. Aug 08 18:10:25 David, what you do with that farm is beside the point. Its the only constant she's had, memories of better times before you cast her out. The only connection she has with the rest of her family, alive or otherwise, and she had to be told by a stranger it was being removed from the family, and then she had to go and explain that to her brothers who you _expected_ to be awkward. Have a think about what that made her think about how much concern you have for _he Aug 08 18:10:25 r_ Aug 08 18:11:15 She's very capable in that regard Aug 08 18:12:01 I'm well aware of that... but that isn't the point, is it. That news should have come from you. It looks like you have no care for her feelings after working so hard to become closer Aug 08 18:12:29 Of course I care for her feelings. Maybe I should have been gentler Aug 08 18:13:09 There is no maybe about it. You need to be less reserved in your telling her that. DOn't half ass an apology and explanation, David, I can't overstate the damage that would cause Aug 08 18:13:34 * David nods Aug 08 18:13:57 I will try to explain to her Aug 08 18:14:33 Do better... now... I understand there was more than just my nationality that made you distrusting of me when I wanted to marry her... Aug 08 18:14:37 * Morgan watches David carefully Aug 08 18:14:51 * David nods Aug 08 18:14:59 There was. Aug 08 18:16:29 That being said, keeping information from me about her that could be needed in future... do you think that wise? Aug 08 18:16:59 Such as? Aug 08 18:17:11 bouts of insomnia for example... Aug 08 18:17:30 * David frowns slightly Aug 08 18:17:40 Is she suffering with insomnia? Aug 08 18:18:04 Not right now, but she did when we married... Aug 08 18:18:22 Why? Aug 08 18:18:49 No reason for it. At least, nothing at the time... but I am aware she has suffered with it before... Aug 08 18:19:04 She has. Aug 08 18:19:28 This is your opportunity to tell me what I need to know, David. Don't squander it Aug 08 18:19:44 What has Peter been telling you? Aug 08 18:20:07 * Morgan watches him Aug 08 18:20:20 About insomnia... some delusions... Aug 08 18:20:51 * David 's jaw tightens, and his micro-expression shows pain anger and guilt Aug 08 18:22:34 Molly had insomnia when she was four. She developed delusions because of it. No treatments helped her. To the best of my knowledge it had never happened again, and there is no reason to think about ending the marriage or refusing to have children with her for it. Aug 08 18:23:00 Your concern is that I will put her aside? Aug 08 18:24:17 Wives are put into institutions for such illnesses. We knew it would impact her ability to wed if it was known. Aug 08 18:24:56 You judge me poorly David. Especially now. There is nothing that could pull me from her side, I need you to understand that Aug 08 18:25:22 I am pleased but not surprised to hear that Aug 08 18:25:53 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 08 18:26:33 I need you to understand that we are going to discuss what I bring up next. I know you won't wish to, but its important that you do Aug 08 18:26:54 * David nods Aug 08 18:27:00 I understand. Aug 08 18:27:04 Cecily. Aug 08 18:28:01 **The pain on David's face is unpleasant because it is so close to Beth's earlier when talking about Levi, and his own* Aug 08 18:28:25 Yes. Aug 08 18:28:51 She's remembering, slowly... its there in her subconscious, and its trying to surface Aug 08 18:29:12 Oh no. We do not want that Aug 08 18:29:40 I don't think we have a choice. Aug 08 18:30:31 If she remembers, she may not cope Aug 08 18:31:01 * Morgan nods Aug 08 18:31:15 how to put this... I know what happened. Aug 08 18:31:45 Peter told you? Aug 08 18:32:00 * Morgan watches him Aug 08 18:32:12 He told me enough Aug 08 18:33:38 You have to understand, Molly was a very different child then than she was after. She was very impetuous and obstinate. I am sure she wouldn't have meant to hurt her sister, but she wouldn't have thought her actions through Aug 08 18:34:15 Tell me what you think happened Aug 08 18:36:51 Molly and Cess **he has to take a deep breath just at saying his dead daughter's name* were told to stay close to the house. But Molly was forever breaking the rules. I never thought they would go up to the pond. But they did. When I got there, Molly was inconsolable and Cess... *he swallows hard, rubbing his nose* sorry... Aug 08 18:37:18 * David clears his throat Aug 08 18:38:43 Cess was dead. Her dress was ripped, and so was Molly's. They were often rough-housing, usually because Molly had instigated it despite being younger. She just picked a bad place for it. Aug 08 18:39:26 You think they were tousling and Cess, what, fell in? Got pushed? Aug 08 18:40:25 The former *he sounds firm in this, but his micro-expression reveals that the latter has not impossible* Aug 08 18:41:12 You hope it was the former... but aren't certain... Aug 08 18:41:30 * David considers this Aug 08 18:41:44 I dont think Molly would have intentionally harmed her Aug 08 18:42:18 that isn't what I said... Aug 08 18:42:28 * David sighs Aug 08 18:42:34 It is possible Aug 08 18:42:41 * Morgan nods Aug 08 18:43:27 And I wonder if that's why she forgot, to protect herself from that Aug 08 18:44:00 * Morgan watches David Aug 08 18:44:30 I know what actually happened, but I cant explain how to you Aug 08 18:45:10 Has she been talking in her sleep again? She used to do that a lot before... Aug 08 18:45:21 No... Aug 08 18:45:45 What happened? Aug 08 18:46:43 They were playing with a mermaid... bickering, pulling at it and it fell into the pond. Cess was trying to recover it. When she fell, Molly tried to catch her but tripped. Aug 08 18:47:01 That damned doll. Aug 08 18:47:56 regardless, it was not what you thought Aug 08 18:48:22 No, it's not. Aug 08 18:49:49 They were always fighting over it. But I assumed Cess had just had it with her. We tried to give it back to Molly but she wouldn't even be in the same room as it. Aug 08 18:50:08 * Morgan nods Aug 08 18:50:34 Is that why when she got sick you thought the worst? Because you'd already thought it was her fault? Aug 08 18:51:10 * David looks away Aug 08 18:52:04 Molly used to be impetuous, thoughtless, and would rush in to any adventure. It seemed like something she would do... Aug 08 18:52:35 * Morgan sighs quietly Aug 08 18:53:29 I'm not trying to lay blame... just understand. You can set your mind at rest that it was a culmination of circumstance, nothing more. Aug 08 18:54:09 It was easier to believe that she could do something wayward and stupid than have a side-effect of an illness that no doctor had heard if before. Aug 08 18:55:31 Its late to be learning that lesson, but you have. I'd like to give you some advice that may help with her... Aug 08 18:55:40 What is that? Aug 08 18:56:57 Dont shy away from it... don't try to justify it. Admit you were wrong and you are and will always be sorry for it. Assure her of your love for her and that she'll not be given cause to doubt it again. And try to think ahead for things like the farm... it was inconsiderate at worst, but its hurt her a great deal Aug 08 18:57:13 * David nods Aug 08 18:57:28 I didn't realise she'd care so much Aug 08 18:57:59 tell her that. Admitting your errors and non-understanding is a sign of trust Aug 08 18:58:09 * David nods Aug 08 18:58:13 Thank you Aug 08 18:59:03 One last thing before I call her back... The dolls been found and buried... I'll deal with that as needs be, but there were some paintings found... Would you like me to bring back the one of your mother? Aug 08 18:59:16 * David frowns Aug 08 18:59:28 What do you mean it's been found? Aug 08 18:59:37 In the loft... Aug 08 18:59:54 That's impossible. A mermaid with red hair and a blue tail? Aug 08 19:00:18 I haven't seen it, but I assume so... Peter said it was _that_ doll Aug 08 19:00:32 * David looks like he might vomit Aug 08 19:00:46 You'd already disposed of it, hadn't you... Aug 08 19:00:51 Morgan, I burnt that about six weeks after she died. Aug 08 19:02:01 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 08 19:02:07 I see Aug 08 19:02:29 **The haunted look is clear across all the hundreds of magically compressed miles* I _watched_ it burn. There's no way... Aug 08 19:02:46 Lets be honest David, stranger things have happened here Aug 08 19:03:05 * David nods slowly Aug 08 19:03:43 I need to go. Tell Molly I love her and I'm sorry and I'll deal with the farm and speak to her on Saturday. Aug 08 19:04:08 We've dealt with the farm. Aug 08 19:04:22 * David nods Aug 08 19:04:29 Alright. Goodnight Aug 08 19:04:34 * Morgan nods Aug 08 19:04:36 goodnight Aug 08 19:05:23 **David rapidly exits before Walder comes and looks quizically at the mirror, then shrugs at Morgan* Still there? Aug 08 19:05:28 * David is now known as Walder Aug 08 19:05:40 * Morgan nods Aug 08 19:06:20 * Walder glances back out the doorway then shrugs Aug 08 19:06:36 Nothing to worry about Walder Aug 08 19:06:53 Throwing up his dinner, milord. Where's her ladyship? Aug 08 19:07:20 stay put, I'll get her. She could do with some good humour... Aug 08 19:07:38 **Jacques comes in, sitting with Walder* Can I show you the other mirrors? Aug 08 19:07:59 * Morgan nods Aug 08 19:09:58 **Jacques spends two minutes demonstrating two pairs of broken mirror, both of them have a permanent link between the two halves. The two pairs are not the same though. ** Aug 08 19:10:29 Why are they different? Aug 08 19:10:52 J: They were from two different mirrors, milord Aug 08 19:11:57 And they're permanently like that? Aug 08 19:12:13 J: Can't stop them, milord Aug 08 19:13:27 interesting... potentially useful Aug 08 19:13:30 What I was thinking, milord, is that we paint them over. Aug 08 19:13:42 whyso? Aug 08 19:14:24 We could send them to you that way make them patterned and stuff. Then you could wash them see, and noone would think to wash them Aug 08 19:15:26 * Morgan nods Aug 08 19:15:27 good idea Aug 08 19:15:35 *Jacques smiles : we tried it already to see, and it does work. Aug 08 19:16:08 excellent. Alright, get them painted and shipped Aug 08 19:16:38 Do you want all four, or give one to Mr Forrester to have in Sudlachenburg? Aug 08 19:17:55 * Morgan nods Aug 08 19:18:00 aye, give one to him Aug 08 19:18:23 Send them to your cousin in Freiburg for you to collect, or somewhere in Avalon? Aug 08 19:19:42 Best go to my cousin, by the time they got here... though we'll see if Molly has any better ideas Aug 08 19:20:28 * Walder and Jacques talk quietly to each other while they wait Aug 08 19:21:24 * Morgan goes to fetch Molly Aug 08 19:21:52 **She's stood by the window looking out at the starry night* Aug 08 19:22:09 blossom... Aug 08 19:22:16 * Walder is now known as Molly Aug 08 19:22:19 Hmm? Aug 08 19:22:47 Walder and Jacques are waiting to talk to you... they've got an idea about those broken mirrors Aug 08 19:24:49 * Molly nods, coming back to the main room. Its decided that three will be sent to Catterick for them. Soon they're saying goodbye, with no further sign of David, and the magical effect is gone. She dries the mirror and packs it away before looking at Morgan* what happened to my Father? Aug 08 19:26:08 He wanted me to tell you he loves you and he's sorry he didn't think to tell you about the farm. He didn't think you'd be upset. Aug 08 19:26:20 * Molly rolls her eyes Aug 08 19:26:55 Alright. I know what I am doing about it anyway, theres no point in worrying about it now Aug 08 19:27:22 I've explained to him, at some length, why the decision hurt you. At least, why I think it did. Aug 08 19:27:55 * Molly nods, pouring him some blokners and herself some cherry brandy Aug 08 19:28:09 Thank you Aug 08 19:28:45 I believe he's going to speak to you about it saturday. Aug 08 19:30:27 Alright my love *she kicks off her boots before sitting on the couch in the middle of the room* do you have much to do this evening? Aug 08 19:31:00 Aside from fetch some tea, no Aug 08 19:31:31 Ahh if you had said but a moment ago, before I took off my boots Aug 08 19:32:35 * Molly smiles at him Aug 08 19:34:31 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 08 19:34:33 I'll get it Aug 08 19:34:49 * Molly nods, lying down Aug 08 19:35:00 Thank you Aug 08 19:35:39 * Morgan nods, heading off to get the tea Aug 08 19:37:11 **The kitchen clock says nine fourty five, and the kitchen work seems to have finished. The tea is easy to sort, and he can faintly hear talking from HH and Ingas cabin on the way back ((listens or doesn't?)) Aug 08 19:37:29 ((listens)) Aug 08 19:38:48 **HH sounds a bit emotional, and Inga is consoling him. They sound quite cocooned and he'd need to massively strain to hear words. Aug 08 19:41:18 * Morgan tries Aug 08 19:43:20 HH: It's hard, because I don't want to tell he shouldn't, but I dont want him to get hurt. I: I know you don't. I don't think it's a good idea, things are going really well for them now, Molly is so much happier than she was before they went to Fischler. Aug 08 19:43:30 Tell him he* Aug 08 19:44:23 **there are faint furry footsteps behind him** Aug 08 19:44:35 ((Keeps listening or stops?)) Aug 08 19:44:55 ((keeps listening)) Aug 08 19:45:35 HH: She's good for him, makes him less of a prude and more easy going, like in the War Aug 08 19:46:14 **the cat gets to him, purring** ((stops or listens)) Aug 08 19:46:27 * Morgan picks the cat up, listening Aug 08 19:46:48 I: Was he prudish about Dietlinde then? Aug 08 19:48:16 HH: He was always a bit prudish, compared t' most sailors, but very private where she was concerned. Bit like Molly is about 'im. Aug 08 19:48:28 ((Stops or listens)) Aug 08 19:49:32 ((listens)) Aug 08 19:49:37 **Captain Ulysses meows loudly** Aug 08 19:50:24 I: You can tell sometimes though that she's being careful about what she says, not that there's nothing to say Aug 08 19:50:47 * Morgan fusses the cat before knocking on the door Aug 08 19:50:52 HH: That's cos you got them smarts, lil darlin' Aug 08 19:51:22 **Inga starts giggling** Uhhh. Just a minute!! Aug 08 19:52:35 HH: *to Inga** Put this on. No, like that! Alright. **loudly** come on then Aug 08 19:52:51 * Morgan pushes the door open Aug 08 19:53:03 I'm sorry to disturb you... I need to talk to HeinzHarold Aug 08 19:53:21 **HH is sat up in bed bare-chested. Inga only has on his shirt** Aug 08 19:53:56 HH: *he smirks** Big risk o' someone seeing my bubbies if I send 'er out there. Aug 08 19:54:26 I'll wait for you in the ballroom Aug 08 19:54:32 I: *she blushes, covering her face with her hands* For goodness sake, stop calling them bubbies! Aug 08 19:54:42 * Morgan closes the door and heads off to the ballroom Aug 08 19:55:41 **There's chuckling in his wake. About two minutes later HH appears his clothes a bit untidy* Aug 08 19:55:47 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 08 19:56:25 Bloody 'ell man. Aug 08 19:57:08 * Morgan watches him Aug 08 19:57:24 * HH grins "How do you say Cock Block in Avalonian?" Aug 08 19:57:41 You're holding out on me... Aug 08 19:57:57 About? Aug 08 19:58:27 I don't know... you don't want to tell me I shouldn't but dont want me to get hurt... Aug 08 19:58:43 * HH watches him Aug 08 20:00:06 You shouldn't see Dagget because you're only going to feel his pain and your own. I dont want ya thinking I'm saying you arent strong enough, just seems pointless to me. Aug 08 20:00:28 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:00:39 Alright Aug 08 20:01:52 You're happy with Molly, and she's absolutely mad on you, despite the fact she could do much better. Why risk wrecking it? Aug 08 20:02:24 I didn't see it as a risk. I wanted to help him, but you already helped me see it probably wouldn't help Aug 08 20:02:39 * HH nods Aug 08 20:03:18 Got some theories about what might be driving your want to, but y' won't like 'em. Aug 08 20:03:31 go on... Aug 08 20:03:37 Sure? Aug 08 20:03:46 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:05:34 It doesn' hurt as much as it did, but y've made hurtin' part of who you are all these years, an' yet scared to find out who y' are once that hurtin' stops being yer identity. So yer poking at it, cos it's safe an' familiar. Aug 08 20:06:28 I can see why you think so Aug 08 20:06:36 * HH shrugs Aug 08 20:06:50 Just dont want y' backsliding Aug 08 20:08:42 Nor do I... I know I need to move forward, and I'm not trying to sabotage it. Its just... difficult. Aug 08 20:09:10 * HH nods Aug 08 20:09:38 Wanna hear something that'll make you laugh? Aug 08 20:09:48 If its anything about your bubbies, no. Aug 08 20:09:55 Nope Aug 08 20:10:00 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:11:50 When you went back t' school, after my Da died, yer Da came to visit us one day. I missed my Da, and he offered to give me a hug. Your Da, the Graf of Sudlachenburg. Aug 08 20:12:38 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:13:15 Told me if I ever told ya, he'd lie an' say it never happened Aug 08 20:13:35 Cant be seen as a bit soft... Aug 08 20:13:47 * HH nods Aug 08 20:14:08 That all y' wanted me for? Aug 08 20:14:19 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:14:53 I'll go back to m' bubbies then Aug 08 20:14:58 * HH grins Aug 08 20:15:18 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:15:18 aye Aug 08 20:15:38 * HH pulls him into a hug Aug 08 20:15:43 I love you, man. Aug 08 20:16:41 I love you, most of the time Aug 08 20:17:21 Horseshit. You love me all the fuckin' time, y' just dont always like me Aug 08 20:17:36 true Aug 08 20:17:54 * HH lets him go Aug 08 20:19:11 Don't listen in at my door though. I'll return th' favour, and I dont wanna waste hours hearing your wife tellin' you how sexy I am, cos I already know that Aug 08 20:19:51 Your voice carried... you sounded upset and I was worried Aug 08 20:20:14 I'm good, I was telling the bubbies all about it Aug 08 20:20:40 Shoulda told me... Aug 08 20:21:01 You aren't nearly as nice t' lie on Aug 08 20:21:38 * Morgan thumps his arm Aug 08 20:21:52 * HH laughs Aug 08 20:22:20 Go find yer own bubbies. See y' in the morning Aug 08 20:22:44 * Morgan nods, carrying the tea tray Aug 08 20:23:28 * HH opens the door for him, then heads the other way, singing some nonsense song about bubbies that he's obviously made up on the spot Aug 08 20:23:58 * Morgan heads back to his study Aug 08 20:24:08 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 08 20:24:14 * Molly sits up Aug 08 20:24:28 Are you alright, you were gone a while Aug 08 20:24:59 Had to talk to HeinzHarold, thats all Aug 08 20:25:44 Is he alright? Aug 08 20:25:57 * Molly lies back down Aug 08 20:26:22 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:26:29 aye, overall Aug 08 20:26:40 * Morgan sets the tray down, making the tea Aug 08 20:26:53 * Molly sighs Aug 08 20:27:10 I would imagine we have a great deal to discuss Aug 08 20:27:36 probably Aug 08 20:28:06 Shall we start with something nice? Aug 08 20:28:32 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:28:45 * Molly watches him Aug 08 20:29:19 It is now one year ago, to within an hour, that you first kissed me Aug 08 20:29:44 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:29:49 that is indeed a nice thing to start with Aug 08 20:30:02 * Molly nods Aug 08 20:30:45 Something changed then, in that moment too. Not the same as in the stable, but something big Aug 08 20:30:54 oh? Aug 08 20:33:50 Theres a quote I read once... the decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial one in any love story, because all else that will happen between lovers is from the seed planted in that moment. Aug 08 20:34:05 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:34:16 thats right, I think Aug 08 20:34:23 * Molly nods Aug 08 20:34:59 I would not have guessed then that it would grow to this Aug 08 20:35:14 No... I certainly wouldn't Aug 08 20:35:24 * Molly nods Aug 08 20:36:12 I would ask if you're glad, but I do not need to, because I know you are... Aug 08 20:39:06 * Molly rolls to her side to sip her brandy before putting it on the floor Aug 08 20:39:34 * Morgan smiles Aug 08 20:39:57 aye, I am. I find it difficult to allow myself happiness at times. Aug 08 20:40:11 * Molly nods Aug 08 20:40:37 I know. It is a shame, because I love to bring your happiness Aug 08 20:40:47 * Morgan sniggers Aug 08 20:41:01 * Molly whimpers Aug 08 20:41:31 I didn't mean... well yes, that too, but that's not what I meant right this minute Aug 08 20:42:41 sorry, I've... I think its spending time with HeinzHarold. He says I'm more like I was, little by little Aug 08 20:43:06 I am glad you've had a nice day with him Aug 08 20:43:53 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 08 20:43:57 I wish it had been Aug 08 20:44:06 Has he been an ass? Aug 08 20:44:18 oh absolutely, but its been the tasks that have been difficult Aug 08 20:44:26 * Molly nods Aug 08 20:44:52 Should we talk about something unpleasant, then something pleasant again? Aug 08 20:45:02 probably Aug 08 20:45:51 Do you wish to sit beside me, or on the floor? There is no hope for any conversation if you lie on here with me, I am afraid Aug 08 20:46:51 * Morgan settles on the floor, picking up his blokners Aug 08 20:47:24 * Molly gently strokes over his hair Aug 08 20:47:58 Would you like to pick the unpleasant topic? None of mine is strictly _unpleasant_. Aug 08 20:48:35 I didn't go to see John Dagget. I dont' think he'd actually benefit from it Aug 08 20:48:46 No, he won't Aug 08 20:49:46 And HeinzHarold thinks I was mostly doing it to keep hurting... Aug 08 20:50:05 * Molly nods slowly Aug 08 20:50:25 It's certainly... an experience, seeing him at present Aug 08 20:51:17 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:51:19 I daresay Aug 08 20:52:48 There's no talking to him, or reassuring him. It's just listening, again and again. But grief that is loud is always safer than grief that is quiet Aug 08 20:54:24 * Morgan nods Aug 08 20:54:27 yes, it is Aug 08 20:54:52 I am thinking of going to see him again tomorrow Aug 08 20:55:07 You think that will help? Aug 08 20:55:25 I have to give him an answer Aug 08 20:55:34 to... Aug 08 20:55:51 Whether I will be Kathleen's godmother Aug 08 20:56:49 I see Aug 08 20:56:57 What thinks you? Aug 08 20:58:44 Why does he want to? Aug 08 20:59:48 Eliza asked him to Aug 08 21:00:03 I see Aug 08 21:01:16 I know the feeling she must have felt, bleeding out like that, and how urgent and important it seems to have those last words organised... Aug 08 21:01:29 * Molly looks at him Aug 08 21:02:07 It has not escaped me that we both underwent a similar process this summer... Aug 08 21:02:41 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:03:02 I am inclined to do it Aug 08 21:03:36 If you wish to Aug 08 21:03:50 But you have reservations...? Aug 08 21:04:23 Nothing worth mentioning Aug 08 21:04:48 * Molly 's lips briefly purse Aug 08 21:04:57 They are to me. Aug 08 21:06:02 Just a bit of unease about you having things to do with him, thats all Aug 08 21:06:14 You do not like the tie it creates between John and I... Aug 08 21:07:04 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:07:06 I suppose not Aug 08 21:07:29 Because it makes you feel afraid I will leave you, or even wish to? Aug 08 21:09:03 Not particularly, no Aug 08 21:09:38 Something else then? You are afraid he will hurt me? Aug 08 21:10:14 maybe... I don't know, I'm just... possessive I suppose Aug 08 21:10:33 * Molly nods Aug 08 21:10:44 I do not mind that Aug 08 21:11:52 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:12:08 I am ashamed to admit I did wonder aloud to Heinzharold whether my having wealth and title may have been a factor in their choice, but it is very wrong and uncharitable of me to think that way. Aug 08 21:13:02 They couldn't have known about it anyway Aug 08 21:14:00 Peter told them months ago. He doesnt live far from Goodleigh, it's why he went to the funeral Aug 08 21:16:01 * Molly moves to sip the brandy again still stroking his hair Aug 08 21:16:18 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:16:19 I see... still, unlikely Aug 08 21:16:24 * Molly nods Aug 08 21:16:45 Do you wish me to not see him, if it is making you possessive? Aug 08 21:17:31 No, its alright Aug 08 21:17:37 * Molly nods Aug 08 21:18:12 It isnt as if we are having a good time. Either he is crying, Kathleen is crying or we all are Aug 08 21:19:28 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:19:30 I know Aug 08 21:19:42 Heinzharold told you? Aug 08 21:20:25 He said there was a lot of crying Aug 08 21:20:35 * Molly nods Aug 08 21:20:45 It's to be expected Aug 08 21:21:23 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:21:26 indeed Aug 08 21:22:00 * Molly is quiet a moment Aug 08 21:22:59 Anyway, if I am to be the godmother, the christening will be Friday or Saturday Aug 08 21:24:37 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:24:38 right Aug 08 21:26:19 So I must decide and sent word tomorrow, either by messenger or going myself Aug 08 21:26:37 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:26:41 whatever you wish my love Aug 08 21:27:00 You would come to the christening? Aug 08 21:29:48 I don't know that'd be a welcome idea Aug 08 21:30:04 For you, or for him? Aug 08 21:30:38 for him Aug 08 21:30:48 * Molly shakes her head Aug 08 21:31:18 Please, do not be offended, but he does not care right now about what happened that day in Tawstock Aug 08 21:31:31 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:31:32 good Aug 08 21:31:59 He's really just... numb. To almost everyone and everything Aug 08 21:32:50 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:32:54 I would imagine so Aug 08 21:33:21 * Molly exhales slowly Aug 08 21:33:28 It's very sad to see Aug 08 21:33:39 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:34:44 I... I suppose you were that way, in the beginning? *its said carefully, slowly* Aug 08 21:36:08 worse Aug 08 21:36:40 John isn't angry yet... I think he's still somewhat in shock Aug 08 21:37:09 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:38:05 If we were staying longer... months, say, I think I eventually I could help him, in the normal way... Aug 08 21:38:22 I don't know I'd be comfortable with that Aug 08 21:38:47 With me coaxing him out of himself ? Aug 08 21:39:35 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:39:44 Why? Aug 08 21:40:31 I don't entirely know. A lot of our closeness came about through that I think Aug 08 21:40:59 * Molly frowns a bit Aug 08 21:41:04 I suppose so Aug 08 21:41:37 You would feel so with Karlsruhe also? Aug 08 21:42:13 You have no prior affection for Karlsruhe Aug 08 21:42:34 I had no prior affection for you... Aug 08 21:43:43 * Molly fidgets, picking up her glass and finishing what's in it Aug 08 21:44:27 That's not a particularly good supporting argument for your idea... Aug 08 21:44:35 No, I see that Aug 08 21:45:19 * Molly stands up, fetching the brandy bottle and topping up her glass. Aug 08 21:47:22 * Molly looks around before finding her shawl and bringing that with her to the couch Aug 08 21:47:45 We will not be here that long, so it is irrelevant really Aug 08 21:48:01 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:48:02 aye Aug 08 21:48:39 Do you have anything else you wish to ask me about my visit to Goodleigh? Aug 08 21:51:13 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 08 21:51:16 * Molly wraps herself in the shawl, sitting with her knees up, and sips the brandy Aug 08 21:51:30 What shall we move on to now? Aug 08 21:54:05 * Morgan sips his blokners Aug 08 21:54:09 I saw Lady Torrington Aug 08 21:54:17 Is she well? Aug 08 21:55:04 * Morgan nods Aug 08 21:55:22 I've... handed the estate keys back Aug 08 21:55:32 * Molly tilts her head Aug 08 21:55:49 That's... hmmm... Aug 08 21:56:38 * Molly watches his expression Aug 08 21:57:08 What thinks you? Aug 08 21:57:59 what? Aug 08 21:58:23 How do you feel about it? Aug 08 21:58:44 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 08 21:58:57 I'd be lying if I said I was happy about it Aug 08 21:59:10 Can you tell me why? Aug 08 22:00:49 Its like leaving an old friend... a closure of a part of my life Aug 08 22:00:57 * Molly nods Aug 08 22:01:34 I can understand that. Aug 08 22:02:00 It's a step further away too, I suppose Aug 08 22:03:42 * Morgan nods Aug 08 22:03:45 She was not happy Aug 08 22:04:27 * Molly nods Aug 08 22:04:36 You have been very good to her Aug 08 22:06:02 I've been very dangerous to those who weren't good to her Aug 08 22:06:10 * Molly nods Aug 08 22:06:19 She will miss you Aug 08 22:06:35 * Morgan nods Aug 08 22:06:38 aye, and you Aug 08 22:07:40 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 08 22:07:44 That's nice Aug 08 22:08:09 apparently Mr Black was getting ready to make himself plain to you... Aug 08 22:08:49 * Molly nods Aug 08 22:09:20 He was plain enough in his face when I told him I was marrying you Aug 08 22:09:42 * Molly starts frowning Aug 08 22:12:04 what? Aug 08 22:12:07 I am feeling a strange desire to make you feel jealous, and I do not understand why, and it's really not a nice thing to feel Aug 08 22:12:21 I'd really rather you didn't Aug 08 22:12:33 No... Aug 08 22:12:58 * Molly sips her brandy Aug 08 22:13:51 Has she decided to marry Lord Torrington yet? Aug 08 22:14:15 Not that she mentioned. She's hoping to make an... arrangement with Kit... Aug 08 22:14:35 * Molly nods slightly Aug 08 22:15:00 Well, I hope she doesnt end up hurt Aug 08 22:15:50 as do I Aug 08 22:16:11 He has always been very popular Aug 08 22:17:45 * Morgan nods Aug 08 22:22:18 * Molly speaks Avalonian with an approximation of Kurt's accent Aug 08 22:22:25 " it is unlikely a voman vould vant to marry a mercenary! I travel to much, and ze pay is not quite enough to sustain a household in a proper fashion you know?!" Aug 08 22:22:46 * Molly smiles, sipping her brandy Aug 08 22:23:46 not bad, not bad... Aug 08 22:23:57 * Molly nods Aug 08 22:24:25 "Zat is vhy i am often friends vith vomen, but nosing more ja?" Aug 08 22:25:26 Of course, having a creatively acquired identity and an unusual job had nothing to do with it (!) Aug 08 22:26:57 absolutely not Aug 08 22:27:01 * Molly swirls the cherry brandy in her glass "strangely, that was the night I tried this for the first time" Aug 08 22:28:41 * Morgan nods, sipping his blokners Aug 08 22:28:50 You were busy talking to Kai, I was watching the dock in Carleon, and Kit came on board to find me for some "intellectual conversation", I believe he said. Aug 08 22:30:19 I dread to think what that entailed Aug 08 22:30:52 * Molly looks thoughtful Aug 08 22:31:27 Mostly we drank cherry brandy and talked about my hopes for travelling the world Aug 08 22:31:54 * Morgan nods Aug 08 22:32:12 He did not stay long Aug 08 22:32:25 * Molly starts pinching her lower lip Aug 08 22:32:33 no? Aug 08 22:32:45 * Molly shakes her head Aug 08 22:32:53 Twenty minutes or so Aug 08 22:33:36 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 08 22:35:30 * Molly is quiet now, still pinching her lip Aug 08 22:35:55 Should I be concerned you were talking about him and now pinching your lip? Aug 08 22:36:27 Only if you have forgotten that evening Aug 08 22:37:37 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Aug 08 22:38:44 I was thinking about when you came in after seeing Kai and I said that he had not tried to kiss me , talking about you. I said something like "yet here you are, also not trying to kiss me" Aug 08 22:40:03 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 08 22:41:20 I may have felt somewhat sorry for myself when you made it clear you had no intention to, but I couldn't possibly confirm that. Aug 08 22:41:32 * Molly smiles Aug 08 22:43:05 * Morgan frowns Aug 08 22:43:48 I don't recall being stupid... Aug 08 22:45:46 You don't recall saying you wouldn't? Aug 08 22:48:48 * Molly sips the brandy again, running the cool glass along her lip Aug 08 22:50:56 I didn't say that... just that I don't remember being stupid Aug 08 22:51:05 * Molly tilts her head "You did not notice that after that conversation, in the whole week that followed that, right up until you left the Rose to go home, I never once tried to kiss you again?!" Aug 08 22:55:30 * Morgan sighs Aug 08 22:55:35 clearly I was stupid. Aug 08 22:55:52 It was most dreadfully difficult. I had had every intention of spending some time kissing you goodbye before you left, and you told me that you were trying not to because it would essentially weigh upon you. So I knew in that moment that I was going to be saying goodbye to the man I loved who might not come back without even kissing him once more. Aug 08 22:56:03 * Molly sips her drink Aug 08 22:56:56 * Morgan frowns Aug 08 22:56:58 I'm sorry Aug 08 22:57:06 * Molly smiles Aug 08 22:57:24 You do not need to be. You didn't know how strongly I felt Aug 08 22:58:10 * Molly shrugs with feigned nonchalance, obviously teasing him Aug 08 22:58:49 If you had known, no doubt you would have given yourself over to my desires, out of the spirit of generosity... Aug 08 22:59:05 of course Aug 08 22:59:17 That would have been most obliging Aug 08 23:00:11 I should have just followed you down the gang plank and jumped into your arms and kissed you violently Aug 08 23:01:17 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:01:25 That would have held my attention, yes Aug 08 23:01:47 If I had realised I was not forbidden I might have Aug 08 23:04:19 * Molly sucks her lower lip a moment, fidgeting Aug 08 23:05:33 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:05:50 Would you like to continue telling me about your awful day, or shall I tell you about my challenging visit to church? Aug 08 23:06:22 Lady Torrington wants to see you and meet Varick... Kit's coming to see her friday, so... Aug 08 23:06:31 * Molly nods Aug 08 23:06:40 We will do that Aug 08 23:07:46 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:07:49 now... the church Aug 08 23:07:54 * Molly starts stroking his hair again Aug 08 23:08:13 Have you ever been aroused in church before? Aug 08 23:09:26 I can't say I have, no Aug 08 23:10:57 * Molly nods Aug 08 23:11:11 Its a very conflicting sensation Aug 08 23:12:27 howso? Aug 08 23:12:57 Waiting around for Mr Jeffries to be finished, and with Inga and Varick making some drawings from the windows, all I could really do was just try to wait. But I kept thinking of you, intimately and relentlessly Aug 08 23:14:24 must've been difficult Aug 08 23:14:41 **she nods** Of all places, church is the one place it is even more frowned up to be aroused and thinking lustful thoughts... it feels wrong. Aug 08 23:16:19 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:16:27 And the more you try to be good and not think it, the more you end up thinking it, and the worse it gets. Aug 08 23:18:08 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:18:11 I would imagine so Aug 08 23:18:16 The whole day has been challenging, but that was the worst part **she weaves her fingers into his ponytail** Aug 08 23:18:49 Not when HeinzHarold arrived back without me? Aug 08 23:19:02 * Molly smiles ruefully Aug 08 23:19:12 I was trying not to make you feel bad Aug 08 23:19:37 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:19:56 That was upsetting Aug 08 23:20:25 I'm sorry Aug 08 23:20:35 No, you do not understand Aug 08 23:22:45 It was upsetting because despite being extremely frustrated and distracted, I had a fairly easy day. I assumed you were probably feeling similar, an easy day but where you couldn't take your mind from the thought of me being in such a state over you. Aug 08 23:22:54 * Molly sips her drink Aug 08 23:23:15 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:23:50 I was upset because I felt guilty that I had not thought you might be having a hard day Aug 08 23:24:41 You needn't be upset about it Aug 08 23:25:04 No, but... *she searches his face* what was it all about? Aug 08 23:25:58 I needed to vent some rage Aug 08 23:27:09 But why? You aren't mad at John because you didn't see him, you arent mad at Catherine for having her keys back... *she frowns* it seems unusual Aug 08 23:27:50 You recall the welcome the crew got in Tawstock? Aug 08 23:28:13 That noone will associate with Eisens here Aug 08 23:28:53 It emerged that, aside from the general conduct of he and his crew, Dau had hurt one of the working girls. Aug 08 23:29:03 * Molly frowns Aug 08 23:29:16 That is not good. He beat her? Aug 08 23:31:10 Thats what I initially thought... I arranged with Lady Torrington to have the girl examined by her physician. I'm hoping she banishes him and his crew from the area... but when I met the girl...he got her pregnant but in doing so caused such scarring, the baby will have to be cut out... this girl is going to die and she knows it. Aug 08 23:31:51 * Molly frowns deeply Aug 08 23:32:17 Hmmm.... Aug 08 23:32:30 what? Aug 08 23:32:35 Thinking. Aug 08 23:32:54 * Morgan guzzles the rest of his blokners before pouring more Aug 08 23:33:15 I want to see her. Aug 08 23:33:29 There's more... Aug 08 23:33:52 * Molly nods a little Aug 08 23:34:05 Alright, continue please Aug 08 23:34:47 Although its grown out, at the time... around the time I came back from Eisen... her hair had been dyed... she would've looked quite a bit like you... he couldn't have you, so... Aug 08 23:35:16 * Molly looks at her hands, speaking soft and slow Aug 08 23:35:19 Oh. Aug 08 23:36:26 * Molly closes her eyes a moment Aug 08 23:37:41 I still want to see her. Aug 08 23:38:19 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:38:20 alright Aug 08 23:38:49 * Molly nods, opening her eyes. She drinks some of the brandy Aug 08 23:39:13 That's... I can see why you needed some time away Aug 08 23:39:29 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:39:53 What can I do to comfort you? Aug 08 23:40:22 I don't know there is anything. I'm just going to have to sit on it until I can deal with it Aug 08 23:40:47 When did it happen? Aug 08 23:41:28 eight months ago I'd wager. When I returned from EIsen Aug 08 23:41:56 The night when I was drunk and Kit saw me to bed... Aug 08 23:42:14 * Molly looks serious Aug 08 23:42:26 * Morgan grinds his teeth Aug 08 23:42:43 * Molly looks at him Aug 08 23:43:02 I know. I was stupid. I nearly got myself hurt. Aug 08 23:43:49 Somewhat Aug 08 23:44:14 * Molly chin tilts up Aug 08 23:44:48 However, I should have been safe there. My stupidity does not excuse his lack of honour. Aug 08 23:45:00 _exactly_ what I was thinking Aug 08 23:45:17 * Molly looks slightly puzzled Aug 08 23:45:29 I was almost anticipating us arguing Aug 08 23:46:04 * Morgan snorts Aug 08 23:46:07 no Aug 08 23:47:11 Your displaced feelings of anger and distress at the narrow miss, your frustrations with my naivety, could perhaps have resulted in us having a loud shouting match Aug 08 23:47:18 * Molly smiles a little Aug 08 23:48:01 No, I know precisely where the blame lies Aug 08 23:48:11 * Molly nods Aug 08 23:48:28 But it has shaken you? Aug 08 23:49:27 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:50:53 * Molly moves on the couch so that she's sat on the edge of the couch and can kiss his crown, wrapping her arms around his shoulders Aug 08 23:51:24 And, knowing you, you feel guilty in some convoluted way? Aug 08 23:51:57 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:52:25 * Molly leans her cheek on the top of his head Aug 08 23:52:47 Beause you were away instead of here? Aug 08 23:53:10 * Morgan nods Aug 08 23:53:32 Why do you think that would have changed anything? Aug 08 23:54:55 it wouldn't have, I know Aug 08 23:55:12 Good, I am glad you see that Aug 08 23:55:34 **he feels a wave of sadness from her** Aug 08 23:55:55 Don't be thinking that Aug 08 23:57:11 I was thinking that one of these days, hopefully you'll will eventually be ready to be vulnerable enough with me that I can actually comfort you... Aug 08 23:58:50 You think I do not find comfort here? Aug 08 23:59:41 I... *she sighs* not really. Not enough. Aug 09 00:00:13 More than you'd imagine Aug 09 00:00:30 It feels like you tolerate me touching you this way, rather than _needing_ or _wanting_ it Aug 09 00:02:20 * Morgan sighs Aug 09 00:02:29 You don't realise that this is where I feel safe... Aug 09 00:02:53 No, I do not Aug 09 00:04:26 * Molly rubs her cheek against his hair, almost nuzzling him Aug 09 00:05:03 Well it is Aug 09 00:05:09 * Molly speaks quietly "That to me feels like the final frontier of your reserve, the bit you use to shield your most vulnerable moments from me, the wall you keep that part of you behind..." Aug 09 00:06:22 * Morgan sighs Aug 09 00:06:24 I'm trying Aug 09 00:07:36 I know. I will wait until Theah stops spinning if needs be, but I will not stop yearning to protect and nurture you Aug 09 00:08:59 You won't have to wait that long Aug 09 00:09:32 * Molly nuzzles his hair more boldly now Aug 09 00:09:44 I am not concerned... Aug 09 00:10:37 good Aug 09 00:12:09 * Molly periodically kisses his crown amidst the rubbing of her nose and cheeks on his hair Aug 09 00:14:31 I'm going to do my utmost to save that girl... Aug 09 00:15:11 I don't know it'll happen blossom, but I will hope you can Aug 09 00:15:33 If anyone can, it is likely I Aug 09 00:16:23 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:16:24 aye Aug 09 00:16:59 * Molly moves her nuzzling to his temple Aug 09 00:18:16 It is so difficult not to use my magic on John Aug 09 00:18:46 to help him feel better? Aug 09 00:18:54 Mmhmm Aug 09 00:19:31 he won't thank you for it Aug 09 00:19:44 I mustn't, I know. But the temptation is there, just to blunt it, to take the edge off... Aug 09 00:20:12 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:21:46 * Molly moves to by his ear, nuzzling there, talking quieter to account for the proximity to his ear "It'd be like the soft muting feeling of a good measure of spirits..." Aug 09 00:23:43 blossom... no. Aug 09 00:24:29 I know... I mustn't. I won't. Aug 09 00:24:54 good Aug 09 00:25:34 But can you understand that desire to, the urge to relieve someone's pain? Aug 09 00:26:08 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:26:11 very much so Aug 09 00:28:10 Then imagine having the skill to, not just the desire... to know that it would be the work of but a moment to see that softness and ease slip through them... *she moves again, nuzzling the softness of her skin against his stubble* Aug 09 00:28:47 Then offer it to him. Make it his choice. Aug 09 00:29:18 I cannot without being open about what I am, what I can do... Aug 09 00:30:11 tell him its herbs... Aug 09 00:30:33 Then it is no longer his choice, not fully... Aug 09 00:31:39 Being avalonian, I doubt any objection would be to magic... Aug 09 00:32:36 Maybe... yet you would never except it yourself, not for that. Aug 09 00:33:44 I'm mostly Eisen... Aug 09 00:33:54 * Molly 's nuzzling runs along his jaw, onto his neck Aug 09 00:34:51 It is not that... you do not refuse it because you are Eisen. It is because you do not want it to be muted... Aug 09 00:36:59 A thought to consider... I purposefully wanted to feel it as I blamed myself for what happened... Aug 09 00:37:34 Mmhmm. You did not realise that? Aug 09 00:37:51 No... not until HeinzHarold more or less pointed it out Aug 09 00:39:56 **slowly, quietly, and against his neck* Your pain has always been like a shard of glass stuck in your palm, and you have wrapped your fingers into a fist and squeezed Aug 09 00:41:10 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:41:16 its been a part of who I am Aug 09 00:42:33 * Molly nods Aug 09 00:42:44 I know Aug 09 00:45:03 All I asked of you was to unclench your fist... Aug 09 00:45:36 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:46:21 There's still much ahead of you... Aug 09 00:46:44 aye Aug 09 00:47:08 But I have faith in you, I always have had. Aug 09 00:47:39 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:47:42 we will get there together Aug 09 00:48:04 * Molly nods Aug 09 00:48:34 Is there any more of your awful day you wish to tell me? Aug 09 00:49:50 HeinzHarold started singing nine hundred and ninety nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer on the wall when we left Lady Torrington... Aug 09 00:50:12 That will take him forever! Aug 09 00:50:57 * Morgan nods Aug 09 00:51:10 when we got to Tawstock he was down to nine hundred and ninety seven thousand... Aug 09 00:51:27 * Molly continues nuzzling him. It seems to have a calming effect on her Aug 09 00:51:34 Will he restart? Aug 09 00:51:48 I have absolutely no doubt Aug 09 00:51:59 Has he ever done it before? Aug 09 00:52:33 something similar, aye Aug 09 00:53:03 So he has been causing you some frustration today? Aug 09 00:54:58 He's been trying to raise my spirits. Aug 09 00:55:19 Did it work? I might like some tips from him on that Aug 09 00:56:33 No, I spent most of my time thinking about you, something I said to you... Aug 09 00:57:43 * Molly smiles, pulling away from his neck to look at him Aug 09 00:57:56 What was it? Aug 09 00:58:48 That the house was a way station for people on their way to something better, a furtherance of their future... Aug 09 00:59:21 * Molly nods, but she obviously isnt understanding why Aug 09 01:00:45 At the time I meant you... I never thought it'd apply to me Aug 09 01:01:19 * Molly kisses him spontaneously, then blushes Aug 09 01:01:22 Sorry Aug 09 01:01:46 * Morgan shrugs Aug 09 01:03:52 What I dont think you saw in that statement was that it seemed to be words of hope and encouragement, but how it often felt like you were saying goodbye to me, that I must go on my way without you, when you were the only place I wanted to be... Aug 09 01:04:20 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:04:46 I did not want to leave that house simply because I could not bear the thought of having to leave _you_ Aug 09 01:05:28 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:05:32 I'm glad you didn't Aug 09 01:05:40 * Molly nods Aug 09 01:06:56 I couldn't have stayed away, I'd have been drawn back to you. But I am glad that you are no longer trapped there too Aug 09 01:08:07 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:09:41 * Molly moves back to his neck but she doesnt nuzzle now, holding on suddenly very tightly Aug 09 01:11:12 *her tears are hot on his skin, some running towards his back, some his chest, but all are shed in silence* Aug 09 01:11:37 Whats wrong blossom? Aug 09 01:12:32 It's relief... everything that we saw and went through there, all the times you tried to get yourself killed... it's done. Aug 09 01:13:13 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:14:27 Just suddenly, all I could think of was that I'd thought that one day I would be having to take your keys from your body and return them... that you wanted and wished for that and we wouldn't have ever had this, and it all feels so much! Aug 09 01:14:56 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:15:03 it was what I wanted for a long time Aug 09 01:15:36 I know... and that's... it's difficult sometimes. Aug 09 01:16:41 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:17:06 * Molly exhales slowly Aug 09 01:17:13 I'm okay Aug 09 01:17:55 * Morgan nods Aug 09 01:17:56 good Aug 09 01:18:10 * Molly wipes her eyes on her shawl Aug 09 01:18:46 Now we really do need something cheerful. How about you tell me about your nice dream about my dress? Aug 09 01:32:35 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 09 01:56:53 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 09 12:14:28 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 09 12:21:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 09 12:21:10 (Molly) Now we really do need something cheerful. How about you tell me about your nice dream about my dress? Aug 09 12:25:58 Its a bit strange... back during the war, you just sort of... appeared, wearing that dress... Aug 09 12:27:01 Like back in the summer when I appeared at Insel? Aug 09 12:27:35 * Molly sips her brandy Aug 09 12:28:02 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:28:07 exactly Aug 09 12:28:40 And the nightmare of the Schattenmann when I was wearing the same dress the next day? Aug 09 12:29:11 I think so Aug 09 12:29:20 * Molly looks thoughtful Aug 09 12:30:35 In that one, I hung up the ribbons to get rid of your nightmare... and then the next one you realised it was a dream and took me to your room and kissed me... Aug 09 12:30:48 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:32:58 I remembered those dreams... I knew it was a dream... Aug 09 12:33:22 * Molly nods, puzzling on it Aug 09 12:33:43 Its almost like you have some threads, tying dreams together Aug 09 12:33:49 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:33:51 indeed Aug 09 12:35:54 * Molly gets off the couch, going to the file of the dreams. The one where she tried to alter the fire nightmare and made it worse is in there, and he knows she hasn't read it yet, nor has he told her her role in it, only that HH had wrapped D&J in sheets. Aug 09 12:36:45 I am wondering what threads we can see if we look for them Aug 09 12:37:20 You wish to look now? Aug 09 12:37:54 I suppose we could look in the morning instead? Aug 09 12:38:27 * Morgan sighs Aug 09 12:38:33 I just don't think you'll like what you read Aug 09 12:38:59 I have read most of them already... Aug 09 12:39:40 most, yes... Aug 09 12:40:19 * Molly takes it to the desk and opens it Aug 09 12:40:37 I am pretty sure I can see one thread already Aug 09 12:40:42 oh? Aug 09 12:41:43 The one with the Allemande. We meet at a ball. You receive a letter on the Enchiridon. You come to the ball and propose. Three dreams, all the same story. Aug 09 12:42:03 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:42:15 Aye, there's more to that one too... Aug 09 12:42:21 Is there? Aug 09 12:43:12 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:43:23 I dreamed the ceremony... Aug 09 12:43:37 You did? Aug 09 12:43:41 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:43:48 Should be in there Aug 09 12:43:59 * Molly flicks through Aug 09 12:44:05 Oh, very recently! Aug 09 12:44:35 * Molly reads it, tilting her head Aug 09 12:44:47 Seb is in all of this thread... Aug 09 12:44:54 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 09 12:45:30 * Molly keeps her eyes studiously on the parchment Aug 09 12:45:48 Interesting... Aug 09 12:46:29 * Molly digs out a few more, spreading them out Aug 09 12:47:40 * Molly reads through a different one Aug 09 12:47:57 Heinzharold likes Dietlinde in this thread... Aug 09 12:48:23 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:48:24 aye Aug 09 12:49:11 And then in this one, they marry, you and I are married and have Madchen. But we met in Catterick, not in a ballroom in Freiburg Aug 09 12:49:47 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:49:55 * Molly gets another one Aug 09 12:50:25 Theres a whole thread of Madchen ones... Though this one isn't about us, I think Aug 09 12:50:52 no? Aug 09 12:51:27 It is where I had died in childbirth, and you were left alone with her, and you went to Dietlinde about a christening gown. Aug 09 12:51:38 * Molly glances at him solemnly Aug 09 12:53:44 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:53:50 Compare it to Eliza dying, John being left alone with Kathleen, and asking me, his previous love, to be her godmother at her _christening_. Aug 09 12:56:19 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 09 12:56:28 It made no sense as a warning of the future, but it makes perfect sense as an allegory of the present. Aug 09 12:57:24 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:58:01 But the others with Madchen are mixed. Mostly she is our daughter, but in this one, the dream where Seb called me Elritzelein, she was mine and his daughter Aug 09 12:58:26 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:58:49 * Molly sighs Aug 09 12:59:28 The more I look for threads, the more I see a web of interconnected people and themes. Aug 09 12:59:41 * Morgan nods Aug 09 12:59:42 aye Aug 09 13:01:00 But the ones where I show you it is a dream, that started with the blue ribbons is a thread. The Allemande ones are a thread. The Madchen ones are scattered, but she seems to also know it is a dream? Aug 09 13:01:45 so it seems. Worse, the Nieblungen don't know who or what she is Aug 09 13:01:55 * Molly puts two side by side Aug 09 13:02:23 It is strange, isnt it. Like she isnt part of the dream, she is in the dream. Aug 09 13:02:45 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:03:11 She is in this one, and another, where your older children were there. Aug 09 13:03:38 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:03:41 aye Aug 09 13:04:17 Those were both my dreams, but the one on the lawn where Mina was pregnant and Jana was in the tree, you came into it Aug 09 13:04:44 That happens more than you might imagine Aug 09 13:05:00 You coming in my dreams? Aug 09 13:05:07 * Molly blushes Aug 09 13:05:17 Coming _into_ my dreams. Aug 09 13:05:27 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:05:43 * Molly frowns Aug 09 13:06:13 I dont know whether it is just my imagination or an alternative path when they are there. Aug 09 13:06:35 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:06:37 difficult, isn't it Aug 09 13:06:56 Very. Do you recall how upset I was the first time? Aug 09 13:07:15 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:08:00 Because I knew them, as well as if I had known them for years. And now, how do I know if I knew them as an alternative path? Aug 09 13:08:09 * Molly frowns even deeper Aug 09 13:09:03 * Morgan shrugs Aug 09 13:09:06 I don't know Aug 09 13:09:41 It worries me that you will find yourself there, and she wont be up the tree. Aug 09 13:10:45 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:11:17 * Molly looks at the table Aug 09 13:11:37 What's this one? I dont think I have read it yet Aug 09 13:12:02 * Morgan looks at it Aug 09 13:13:27 **Its the one that starts off with them meeting in Sudlachenburg in the square whilst he's talking to Adalbrecht about the shoes, and goes on to them ending up at the cottage where the crow calls her Iselilija and warns her not to try to alter the nightmare because she will make it worse** Aug 09 13:14:04 * Molly is reading the beginning, and pulls the shawl tighter around her Aug 09 13:14:55 I'm not sure reading that one is a good idea right now Aug 09 13:15:08 **That name is also what Cecily said Molly's imaginary friend called her** Aug 09 13:15:30 Ahh, the shoes *she sighs* Aug 09 13:15:54 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:15:55 * Molly hands it to him Aug 09 13:16:04 there's something in there that I don't want you reading just yet Aug 09 13:16:12 * Molly nods Aug 09 13:16:52 Alright liebling *she puts it away* Did your Father ever tell you about the shoes? Aug 09 13:18:35 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:18:43 I managed to pull it out of him at the Eisenfursts house Aug 09 13:19:24 That he was in the process of writing to have some made when he heard about the cottage? Aug 09 13:20:00 * Morgan frowns, nodding Aug 09 13:20:13 Why are you frowning? Aug 09 13:21:04 Its a difficult thing to think about Aug 09 13:21:35 * Molly nods, taking his hand and kissing his knuckles Aug 09 13:22:50 You can show me that one whenever you are ready, or not. I understand why there are parts of it you may not want me to know. Aug 09 13:24:05 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:24:24 I am never, ever going to force your confidence there. Sometimes there are things we just cannot face looking at Aug 09 13:25:51 sometimes Aug 09 13:25:56 * Molly looks at the papers Aug 09 13:26:24 What if there's something I need to know from it, but doing so would harm my state of mind? Aug 09 13:27:08 What would you need it for? Would it protect you or others from harm? Aug 09 13:29:04 No... just something I want to know... Aug 09 13:31:59 I would rather you keep your state of mind healthy Aug 09 13:32:43 So what if you knew the information and I was asking you for it? Aug 09 13:32:50 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 09 13:33:05 Like about whether she was with child? Aug 09 13:33:19 as an example, aye Aug 09 13:33:39 I wouldn't tell you if I thought it would harm you Aug 09 13:34:17 and you would expect me to be alright with that? Aug 09 13:34:26 * Molly sighs Aug 09 13:34:44 I would _hope_ you could understand that and trust me... Aug 09 13:34:56 * Molly smiles slightly Aug 09 13:35:11 I would _expect_ you to be livid Aug 09 13:35:23 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:35:47 Would you be? Cross, like the other morning. Aug 09 13:36:27 Probably, but I'd have to trust your judgement on it Aug 09 13:36:36 * Molly nods Aug 09 13:37:32 I hope after the Time Weaver nightmare, you understand that if I am keeping something from you I have a serious and genuine motivation for doing so Aug 09 13:38:06 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:38:20 * Molly watches him Aug 09 13:38:48 _Is_ there something you think I might know that you feel you need to? Aug 09 13:39:16 No... Aug 09 13:39:42 * Molly nods, going back to the papers Aug 09 13:40:16 * Molly looks at another "Hmmm… another new one. A campfire at Johstadt?" **This is after Insel, where he was busy ignoring HH so he could daydream about Dietlinde, until Molly's singing caught his attention and he ended up extricating her from Seb to kiss her beneath the shooting star* Aug 09 13:40:53 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:41:03 I can read this one? Aug 09 13:41:09 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:42:00 * Molly does so, blinking rapidly bear the beginning before smiling as it progresses Aug 09 13:42:21 Near* Aug 09 13:43:21 Kissed many women in camps for a bet with Heinzharold, my love? Aug 09 13:44:25 one or two Aug 09 13:44:45 * Molly tuts, but she's smiling Aug 09 13:44:52 Naughty boy Aug 09 13:45:52 * Morgan nods Aug 09 13:57:26 Did you often tell them you were half in love with them? *she's smiling even more* Aug 09 13:57:50 Dont be absurd Aug 09 13:58:00 * Molly laughs Aug 09 13:58:59 It looks like Heinzharold had made the opposite bet with Seb about you getting slapped so he wasn't out of pocket either way Aug 09 14:39:28 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:39:33 he's always been a smart one Aug 09 14:40:39 * Molly nods Aug 09 14:41:00 I've followed the drum with Seb before in dreams, haven't I? When I was sat by the campfire and he put his hands over my eyes, and when I was your field medic, and in the Elritzelein dream our daughter Madelena had been born in camp. Aug 09 14:42:20 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:42:27 I think she was the eldest of eleven, with him wanting even more? Aug 09 14:44:45 * Molly starts to tidy the papers Aug 09 14:45:01 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:45:09 That must have been unpleasant for you, seeing that I had lain with him on that path so many times? Aug 09 14:47:10 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:47:20 extremely, though I did not really think about it while I was dreaming Aug 09 14:47:31 * Molly nods Aug 09 14:47:46 If it helps, I do not recall any of that Aug 09 14:49:54 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:49:55 good Aug 09 14:50:31 It made you less jealous than the one where I abandoned you to go sailing in memoriam for him? Aug 09 14:51:13 * Morgan nods Aug 09 14:51:14 aye Aug 09 14:51:48 * Molly puts the papers in the file Aug 09 14:52:26 Will you teach me this song about the soldier and the maid? Aug 09 14:54:35 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 09 14:59:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 09 14:59:23 ((Test)) Aug 09 15:02:29 I can if you really want, though HeinzHarold knows it better than I do Aug 09 15:03:45 If you do not mind him singing to me about a girl taking off her night gown and asking a visiting soldier if he's ready... *she smirks* Aug 09 15:04:04 There are worse things he could be singing Aug 09 15:04:19 * Molly giggles Aug 09 15:04:57 Oh I don't know.. the bit where he lays his sword against the door is rather rude! Aug 09 15:06:45 thats true... but at least he wouldn't be talking about bubbies Aug 09 15:07:58 * Molly looks confused Aug 09 15:08:43 What are bubbies? **She comes to perch on the desk in front of him* Aug 09 15:09:55 breasts... Aug 09 15:10:23 * Molly tilts her head then develops a look of feigned innocence Aug 09 15:10:32 I still dont understand... Aug 09 15:12:04 * Morgan eyes her suspiciously Aug 09 15:12:06 yes you do Aug 09 15:12:31 * Molly smiles more Aug 09 15:12:47 Uh uh... I think I need a hint Aug 09 15:14:08 * Morgan pokes her breast Aug 09 15:14:29 Ouch! *she grins* Aug 09 15:15:40 Those... Aug 09 15:16:01 * Molly puts her hands on them Aug 09 15:16:06 Oh these! Aug 09 15:16:22 aye, those Aug 09 15:16:49 He talks about these *she squeezes* a great deal, does he? Aug 09 15:22:25 He has done today Aug 09 15:22:31 These particular ones? Aug 09 15:23:05 * Molly giggles, squeezing them more Aug 09 15:24:26 No, just in general Aug 09 15:27:43 That's wise of him, I think Aug 09 15:28:01 * Morgan nods Aug 09 15:28:03 aye Aug 09 15:28:08 I shouldn't imagine you'd tolerate anyone talking about these specific... bubbies *she giggles* Aug 09 15:29:07 * Morgan watches her a moment before shaking his head Aug 09 15:29:33 * Molly watches him back with a mischievous smiles Aug 09 15:29:47 Whatever is the matter, my love? Aug 09 15:30:03 Nothing... Aug 09 15:30:51 Does it distract you when I touch my... *she just raises an eyebrow* Aug 09 15:32:54 somewhat Aug 09 15:33:00 You had best tell me about your dream then... I appeared in the War... was I fighting? Aug 09 15:33:55 * Molly keeps touching them, caressing them slowly and provocatively now Aug 09 15:34:33 No, you were wanting to kiss me Aug 09 15:35:24 That sounds like reality, not a dream... Aug 09 15:38:37 * Morgan nods Aug 09 15:38:48 I do seem to sabotage myself in the dream though Aug 09 15:39:06 * Molly runs a finger around the square neckline Aug 09 15:39:09 How so? Aug 09 15:40:37 People turn up, the ship came under attack... I even put a chastity belt on you Aug 09 15:40:59 * Molly laughs Aug 09 15:41:21 I needed a chastity belt just to kiss you, hmm? Aug 09 15:43:23 as I said, I seemed to be sabotaging myself Aug 09 15:43:52 Did you get to kiss me in the end? Aug 09 15:49:19 Somewhat more than that eventually Aug 09 15:49:41 Oh really? What was that? Aug 09 15:50:03 * Molly looks amused, still playing with her breasts Aug 09 15:50:47 You were talking about taking my virginity but weren't able to... so offered to use your hand instead... Aug 09 15:51:43 * Molly bites her lip, blushing Aug 09 15:51:57 And di you accept? Aug 09 15:52:02 Did* Aug 09 15:53:00 * Morgan nods Aug 09 15:54:30 * Molly sucks the centre of her lower lip Aug 09 15:54:44 I am _most_ sorry I missed it Aug 09 15:56:27 * Morgan nods Aug 09 15:56:34 unfortunately I awoke before... Aug 09 15:59:35 Very frustrating for you, mon petit chou Aug 09 15:59:58 * Morgan nods Aug 09 15:59:59 very Aug 09 16:00:47 Especially without me here... Aug 09 16:01:20 * Morgan nods again Aug 09 16:01:55 And you had to get out of bed in a hurry ? *she raises an eyebrow* Aug 09 16:02:30 I did rather Aug 09 16:03:18 It was a pity you did not have more time to yourself **she fidgets on the desk* Aug 09 16:03:30 * Morgan nods Aug 09 16:03:32 aye Aug 09 16:04:00 * Molly watches him, smiling Aug 09 16:04:39 I cannot say I haven't been imagining that and similar all day... Aug 09 16:04:57 no? Aug 09 16:05:16 * Molly shakes her head Aug 09 16:05:53 From the moment you mentioned it on the dock this morning, I have found my thoughts straying back to you alone in our bed Aug 09 16:08:40 * Morgan nods Aug 09 16:09:21 It has made it very, very difficult to follow your command Aug 09 16:10:26 Could have been awkward with having to deal with the surveyor Aug 09 16:12:20 I could have found myself a minute without any trouble, but you _commanded_ me, and I would not break that Aug 09 16:13:12 * Morgan nods Aug 09 16:13:15 good Aug 09 16:13:37 You doubted I could manage? *she smiles* Aug 09 16:14:10 No Aug 09 16:14:22 I did! *she giggles* Aug 09 16:15:37 * Morgan chuckles Aug 09 16:16:29 Although... I did only promise to wait until we were together again... Aug 09 16:17:05 * Morgan nods Aug 09 16:17:06 yes you did Aug 09 16:17:49 * Molly smiles, moving her hands from her breasts down onto her thighs, smiling at him Aug 09 16:18:02 ... and we are together now... Aug 09 16:18:24 * Morgan nods Aug 09 16:18:24 we are Aug 09 16:19:38 * Molly starts gathering up the new dress and her petticoats with her fingers, drawing the hem up her calves, over her knees Aug 09 16:20:01 ... so no rules would be broken... Aug 09 16:20:23 Indeed Aug 09 16:21:17 * Molly watches his expression as she moves the fabric higher til it barely covers her Aug 09 16:22:37 ((Expression please)) Aug 09 16:23:18 * Morgan watches her calmly Aug 09 16:24:07 * Molly smiles, boldly bringing her hand between her thighs to stroke herself Aug 09 16:45:49 * Morgan watches her Aug 09 16:46:43 **It takes less than half a minute for her to be climaxing against her fingers on the desk, moaning as quietly as she can. Aug 09 17:13:12 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 09 17:52:50 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 09 18:05:23 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 09 18:28:04 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Aug 09 19:21:01 **he removes her hand roughly with a grunt, standing between her knees and widening his stance to hold her legs spread open. He possesively cups her sex with a hard grasp. She gasps and whimpers, nodding. He flicks rough, rapid thumb strokes over her clit, skyrocketing the intensity of sensation, and leaning into her enough that she has to brace herself whilst she peaks even harder, noises turning more animalistic. Aug 09 19:21:02 **She doesn't look at all afraid of the strength of his desire and control, she seems to melt into it, meeting his gaze with her own intensity of submission polarised to the intensity of his dominance. She murmurs "Yes, yes… oh god yes!". Aug 09 19:21:02 **He roughly tugs open the buttons of his placket and uses his frame to push her back flat on the desk to cover her, before hilting his straining, aching manhood inside her with loud growl he had been take unawares by, his  eyes boreing into hers underneath him. Aug 09 19:21:30 **She climaxes at this, arching and almost mewling with pleasure, trying to get a good grasp on his hair, or shoulders or just anything she can cling to. This is why he grabs her arms and pins them either side of her head, fingers interlocked and holding her down. Aug 09 19:21:31 **Her blue eyes roll back as if it feels heavenly, and when they open again they are full of absolute trust and adoration, completely unguarded and submissive. It feels incredible to have her so rawly, and to have gotten her to that headspace* Aug 09 19:21:31 **This rapidly speeds up his own surrender, his urgent and desperate need to spend himself within her becoming unbearable. This is made much worse when she brings up her knees to his sides, tilting her hips to give him the hottest, slickest depth he can sink to. Aug 09 19:22:09 **He growls with it, pounding into her even harder until as she climaxes yet again, he joins her in the ecstasy, pouring a huge volume of his seed into her with the violent pulses of his orgasm.** Aug 09 19:22:09 **For a few minutes, they stay there on the desk as muscles stop twinging, hearts stop thudding, and breathing slows. Face to face, she gives him sweet, tender kisses on his lips, cheeks and forehead. Aug 09 19:22:09 **Afterwards, he carries her very gently to the bedroom whilst she looks utterly blissful and spent. Though he was a little dominant with her in Paan, he wasn't anywhere near as dominant  as tonight. He takes the time instinctively to embrace and take care of her before they exhaustedly fall asleep. It happens easily despite his day, though the image of his handed-over keys is in his mind as he does. Aug 09 19:33:36 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 09 19:34:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 09 20:34:48 **Morgan was glad he hadn't stopped to eat on the way back to the Torrington Estate from his 12 week absence, because that would have meant him arriving rushed and disheveled tomorrow morning, rather than late Friday night with time to clean up and get a few hour's sleep before facing the terrifying task of asking Molly to be his mistress. Aug 09 20:34:49 It wasn't a surprise as he'd finished stabling Xantha to see there were still lights on in the dining room, even though it was approaching one in the morning. That was common for Lady Torrington's gatherings. Molly might be in the house somewhere, though he hopes that she is asleep already. Aug 09 20:34:49 The lack of noise is more surprising than the lights, and it makes him open the door quietly. Maybe the maids had forgotten to turn them off. But what he can hear is Catherine and Kurt talking. Aug 09 20:35:10 C: I do like the Opera, but I prefer- **She breaks off, spotting Morgan. They are sat holding hands just as he and Molly had back on the anniversary of Dietlinde and Jana's deaths** Welcome back, Morgan **Kurt looks unsurprised to see him, unlike Catherine** Guten Abend, Morgan. Aug 09 20:36:01 I'm surprised to find you up at this hour Aug 09 20:36:36 C: Oh, dinner ran late and we did not eat until ten. Aug 09 20:37:10 * Morgan looks pointedly at their hands before looking back at Catherine Aug 09 20:37:40 **They drops their hands guiltily* Aug 09 20:37:48 * Molly is now known as Catherine Aug 09 20:40:03 You have something to say? Aug 09 20:40:55 It is perhaps unwise to be so intimate in a place so easily observed. Aug 09 20:41:31 Everyone went to bed quite some time ago, even the servants Aug 09 20:42:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 09 20:42:15 I wouldn't trust that to be fact my lady Aug 09 20:42:33 K: *he watches Morgan* Morgan iz right. Even ze servants vatch each other's behaviour Aug 09 20:43:46 aside from that... as much as I like the lieutenant... his standing is not high enough to be a good match for you... Aug 09 20:44:17 I will take that under advisement, thank you. Aug 09 20:44:55 Be assured I am only interested in your safety... Aug 09 20:45:09 I know, thank you. Aug 09 20:51:48 * Morgan nods, glancing at Kurt Aug 09 20:51:56 Unless you need anything, I'm going to get cleaned up Aug 09 20:52:04 K: Eisen vas vell, I hope? Aug 09 20:53:00 as well as it ever is Aug 09 20:53:27 K: But no vorse, and zat must give us hope for ze future, ja? Aug 09 20:55:53 Good night, Morgan Aug 09 20:56:17 * Morgan bows his head to Catherine before heading through the room towards his room Aug 09 20:57:10 **He heads up to his room in the servants quarters, toying with whether to find Molly. But then appearing on her threshold in the middle of the night would make it seem like his request to have her as a mistress was backed by an imminent intention to make love to her, and he doesn't want to approach such a big step just yet. He gets into his room with one of the keys from the big set of estate keys that he feels strange without. Aug 09 20:58:01 **On his bed is one of his shirts, the one he hadn't found to pack. It's neatly folded, and that means someone has been in here despite him taking both keys. Aug 09 20:58:32 * Morgan frowns at them Aug 09 20:59:37 **nothing seems odd about it from a distance Aug 09 21:01:16 * Morgan sets his bag down, picking up his shirt and putting it on his desk Aug 09 21:01:52 **As he does, he notices the shirt smells of Rose Water, as well as something more natural, the smell of her when he has embraced and kissed her, how he imagines she would smell naked in his bed. It doesn't smell like it's just been washed with her perfume in the water, it smells like she's been wearing it against her bare skin. Aug 09 21:03:25 * Morgan frowns Aug 09 21:03:52 **There's a brief thump from somewhere in the servant's quarters, like someone stumbling into or moving furniture* Aug 09 21:04:14 * Morgan heads into the corridor quickly Aug 09 21:04:59 **he cant see anything. Aug 09 21:05:19 * Morgan moves along the hallway, listening Aug 09 21:05:47 **There's nothing but faint snoring until he gets outside Molly's room* Aug 09 21:06:34 **He can hear her voice quietly when he gets near her door** Aug 09 21:06:58 Molly, slurring drunkenly and distractedly: whaaat? Aug 09 21:08:48 Kai: You vant zis. It has been obvious to everyvon for months zat zhere is an attraction between us. Ze tension between us screams of lust. Aug 09 21:08:49 M: What? No it doesssnnnt. What are you…? Stop that! Aug 09 21:09:08 * Morgan throws himself at the door Aug 09 21:09:28 **aside from the bang, it makes no odds Aug 09 21:09:32 K: Just hold still Molly. Vonce it iz in you vill enjoy it Aug 09 21:10:00 * Morgan concentrates a moment before hurling himself at the door by the jamb Aug 09 21:10:36 **nothing happens. This door must be thicker than the others, as well as locked Aug 09 21:10:41 M sounds like she has sobered rapidly: Get off me you bastard! You're hurting me! Aug 09 21:11:50 K: Stop struggling Molly, you vant zis, you have been teasing me for too long and now I vill have you and zat ship. Aug 09 21:12:31 * Morgan draws his pistol, firing at the lock Aug 09 21:13:33 * Catherine is now known as Molly Aug 09 21:13:45 MORGAN?! Aug 09 21:14:44 **There's now the sounds of a struggle, and Molly crying. She calls out for Morgan again and again, reminding him of Dietlinde's cries for him during the fire** Aug 09 21:15:20 * Morgan throws himself at the door again, shouting for Kai to face him Aug 09 21:15:39 K: **He grunts loudly, meeting a sharp cry of agony from Molly** Aug 09 21:15:39 **The door starts to give, whatever barricade starting to slip. Kai is not at all quiet in taking his pleasure from her violently, however Molly's cries are quieter, resigned. Aug 09 21:16:06 * Morgan takes the axe to the door Aug 09 21:16:21 **The slapping of flesh to flesh continues, as do Kai's animalistic grunts and groans, but Molly is silent now even as Morgan breaks through the door and into the room. Aug 09 21:17:00 **Kai has his head back towards the ceiling, his strokes short and brutal. There are bloody handprints on her pale hips and red stains on her white petticoats as she's held face down into the mattress. Aug 09 21:17:33 * Morgan swings his axe overhead, driving it between Kai's shoulder blades Aug 09 21:19:50 **Kai yells in agony at this, collapsing onto the floorboards in a puddle of blood and the timing means his seed is also surging forth from him alongside the blood from his back Aug 09 21:20:44 * Morgan goes to Molly, not touching her Aug 09 21:20:48 **Molly hasn't moved, which gives him a view both too intimate and horrendously distressing of the damage Kai has done. There's a great deal of blood, far more than he would expect, even having had the experience of taking Dietlinde's maidenhood. Aug 09 21:21:21 Molly... we're going to get you the doctor... Aug 09 21:21:58 **She has her eyes open, her colour is good, and she is breathing regularly,  but she doesn't respond to him at all, as if he isnt even there. It's unnerving how she just stares into space as if part of some inner world. Aug 09 21:22:14 * Morgan takes her hand, rubbing it Aug 09 21:22:17 Molly.. Aug 09 21:22:51 * Molly blinks slowly, but says nothing. Her hand stays limp in his Aug 09 21:23:16 I'm here Molly, I need you to speak to me... Aug 09 21:23:40 * Molly doesn't even seem to hear him Aug 09 21:24:29 Kai, in Eisen: I will fucking kill you for that! Aug 09 21:24:53 * Morgan looks at him, standing up Aug 09 21:25:32 **Kurt arrives at a sprint, sword drawn. He surveys the room, then slams the door shut behind them Aug 09 21:28:38 * Morgan stamps on Kai's exposed scrotum Aug 09 21:32:09 **Kai screams, the sensation of his testicles crushing beneath his boot is like standing on medium-rare balls of steak. Aug 09 21:32:23 Kurt: Morgan stop! Aug 09 21:35:01 * Morgan glares at Kurt Aug 09 21:35:05 You want to die as well? Aug 09 21:35:44 * Molly is now known as Kurt Aug 09 21:35:54 Eisen needs home alive Aug 09 21:35:57 Him* Aug 09 21:36:37 * Morgan wrenches his axe from Kai, brandishing it at Kurt Aug 09 21:36:52 Nothing good comes of this man... Aug 09 21:36:58 **Kai howls with agony** Aug 09 21:37:33 It will prevent civil uprising. We need him. You must sacrifice your vengeance for Eisen. Aug 09 21:38:11 explain how, very _very_ quickly Aug 09 21:39:10 Land annexation if he doesnt have an heir. Murder and worse by the annexing men. Thousands dead. Aug 09 21:39:54 * Morgan throws his axe downwards, severing several of Kai's fingers Aug 09 21:40:39 **Kai's screaming, which never stopped, intensifies. There's banging at the door, and it sounds like Catherine plus servants. Aug 09 21:42:48 * Kurt nods Aug 09 21:43:15 Good... that's it... I will explain more later... we need to patch him up. Aug 09 21:43:58 When he has an heir, I'm going to find him, and remove every inch of skin from his worthless body. You get him to Eisen and _fucking_ keep him there, or the second hand my axe feels will be yours Aug 09 21:45:21 **Kurt picks Kai up, carrying him out. He can hear Catherine screaming at Kurt in the hall Aug 09 21:45:47 * Morgan goes to the door, grabbing one of the staff, instructing them to fetch the doctor Aug 09 21:46:56 **Mary the maid goes. The others, including Catherine, have followed kurt and Kai. The servants chambers are utterly quiet. Aug 09 21:48:57 * Morgan goes to Molly, stroking her hand Aug 09 21:49:02 come on now blossom, talk to me Aug 09 21:49:22 **He accidentally catches his reflection in the wavy edged mirror he had kissed her in front of in September. There's blood splatter on his face and he looks murderous. Aug 09 21:49:49 * Morgan uses his sleeve to wipe at the blood on his face Aug 09 21:50:51 **Molly says nothing at all nor does her hand move. It seems like her traumatised body is here, but her mind has gone. The mirror suddenly explodes and it wakes him with a start. Aug 09 21:50:59 * Kurt is now known as Molly Aug 09 21:51:57 * Molly is not in physical contact with him at all in their bed on the Rose. Aug 09 21:52:28 * Morgan looks over at her before looking around the room Aug 09 21:52:46 **it's pitch black and he can see nothing Aug 09 21:53:26 * Morgan reaches out toward her Aug 09 21:54:21 * Molly is there and warm. She murmurs "hmm?" before placing a hand over his Aug 09 21:56:08 ((Distress  and desperation please)) Aug 09 21:56:43 ((very high)) Aug 09 21:57:12 **The tingling is very close to as bad as in Zweibrucke** Aug 09 21:57:29 * Morgan swears, pulling away and rolling out of bed Aug 09 21:57:42 * Molly rouses Aug 09 21:57:51 What? What's happening? Aug 09 21:58:01 * Morgan pulls his clothes on Aug 09 21:58:15 I need to... I'm dangerous, I need to calm down Aug 09 21:58:27 Let me use my magic. Aug 09 21:59:10 Quickly... if it doesn't work I need to get out Aug 09 22:00:32 * Molly comes straight to him, putting a hand on his chest. He can feel a tingle there, not her magic, but his. Aug 09 22:00:52 * Morgan tries to hold it in check Aug 09 22:02:14 * Molly concentrates. His neck prickles, his skin tingles on both the inside and outside from both their magics. For a moment, it feels almost like the two forces are in a conflict with each other. Aug 09 22:04:07 Shhh... **her magic wins out, washing over him much like the slow tingle of alcohol as she described early. His heart rate settles, the anxious feeling in his body lessens, and the tingling lessons to being mild rather than extreme. Aug 09 22:04:51 * Morgan releases a breath he wasn't aware he'd been holding Aug 09 22:05:07 Light, please. Aug 09 22:05:37 * Morgan goes ti light a lantern Aug 09 22:06:23 * Molly pulls a sheet off the bed, wrapping it around her Aug 09 22:06:33 Talk to me, please... Aug 09 22:07:57 **Its an hour and a half til dawn by his guess, thankfully late enough not to have to sleep** Aug 09 22:08:36 * Morgan rummages to find his flask Aug 09 22:09:15 nightmare... just a nightmare... Aug 09 22:11:27 How can I help you? Aug 09 22:12:29 I don't know Aug 09 22:12:30 **the flask is where he expects it Aug 09 22:12:43 Do you need to be alone? Aug 09 22:13:17 * Morgan opens it, sipping at it Aug 09 22:13:27 No... I'll be alright Aug 09 22:13:41 Do you want to talk? Aug 09 22:14:47 I'm not sure Aug 09 22:14:54 You should go back to sleep Aug 09 22:15:04 * Molly shakes her head Aug 09 22:16:10 No thank you. Do you wish to put your head here like we did after the cast? *she puts a hand to her breastbone* Aug 09 22:16:37 * Morgan watches her, rubbing his fingers together Aug 09 22:17:06 **the tingling is very mild and decreasing** Aug 09 22:17:16 * Morgan nods Aug 09 22:17:25 for a minute... then I need some coffee Aug 09 22:17:57 * Molly gets back on to the bed, half-propped up, and waits with open arms Aug 09 22:18:44 * Morgan crawls up beside her, laying his head on her chest Aug 09 22:18:49 I will stay silent if you do not wish me to talk Aug 09 22:19:28 * Molly strokes his hair. Her heart beneath his ear sounds strong and now so familiar Aug 09 22:21:31 * Morgan draws a deep, shuddering breath Aug 09 22:23:57 * Molly holds him a little tighter, voice soft and soothing Aug 09 22:24:14 It's alright my love... it's alright... Aug 09 22:27:36 I'm not even sure I can bring myself to tell you about it. Aug 09 22:28:20 It's alright liebling... Aug 09 22:29:14 You do not have to tell me. I want to comfort you no matter what it is Aug 09 22:29:36 * Molly continues stroking his hair Aug 09 22:30:00 * Morgan is quiet for a few minutes before speaking quietly Aug 09 22:30:05 I'm going to butcher that man Aug 09 22:30:32 Alright my love Aug 09 22:32:32 * Molly holds him close. Her heart rate seems to have slowed a little since he first heard it Aug 09 22:33:53 * Morgan SIGHS Aug 09 22:33:58 I need to get some air Aug 09 22:34:09 * Molly sighs too Aug 09 22:34:29 Alright liebling, I will let you go... Aug 09 22:35:12 * Morgan climbs off the bed Aug 09 22:35:17 What are you going to do now? Aug 09 22:35:49 I don't know Aug 09 22:36:32 * Morgan nods Aug 09 22:36:36 Would you like some coffee? Aug 09 22:39:46 No, I am fine. Please, do what you need Aug 09 22:39:52 * Morgan frowns Aug 09 22:39:55 did I hurt you? Aug 09 22:40:24 No, you were on the other side of the bed Aug 09 22:40:58 No, I mean... last night Aug 09 22:41:15 * Molly smiles slightly Aug 09 22:41:23 I am pleasantly tender Aug 09 22:41:29 * Morgan frowns Aug 09 22:41:56 * Molly tilts her head Aug 09 22:42:10 Why are you frowning, my love? Aug 09 22:42:25 I... I had no wish to hurt you Aug 09 22:42:39 I know, we were just enthusiastic Aug 09 22:43:35 It's nothing to worry over, a little arnica and I will be not even pleasantly tender Aug 09 22:44:47 Does it make me like him? Aug 09 22:46:33 * Molly frowns Aug 09 22:46:38 Come here. Aug 09 22:46:57 * Morgan moves to her Aug 09 22:47:22 * Molly pulls him back to the bed, wrapping her arms tight around him Aug 09 22:47:44 That was not the same as what Kai did to that poor girl, not at all. Aug 09 22:47:58 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 09 22:48:17 * Molly looks at him Aug 09 22:48:54 You are nothing like him. I wanted what we did last night, and I adored every moment of it. Aug 09 22:49:28 * Morgan nods, looking away Aug 09 22:49:29 alright Aug 09 22:49:34 No. Aug 09 22:49:40 Look at me. Aug 09 22:50:01 * Morgan frowns but does so Aug 09 22:50:17 * Molly looks deadly serious and very obstinate. Aug 09 22:50:32 Do not hide from me about this, it is too important. Aug 09 22:52:11 Tell me why you looked away, what you thought that made you do so. Aug 09 22:53:02 That I don't completely agree. Aug 09 22:53:15 Why? Aug 09 22:53:39 I've never been that... forceful. What if its only a small step to being like... him. Aug 09 22:54:15 It is not. Because if I said stop, you could and would stop. Aug 09 22:55:10 * Morgan nods Aug 09 22:56:05 Listen to me. I _wanted_ that forcefulness, I _welcome_ it. You have nothing to feel bad for. Aug 09 22:56:24 * Morgan sighs Aug 09 22:56:25 alright Aug 09 22:56:48 * Molly kisses his forehead Aug 09 22:56:57 I love you. Aug 09 22:57:13 and I you, completely Aug 09 22:57:31 * Molly nods Aug 09 22:57:59 If you need me, let me know and I will find you. I will _always_ find you. Aug 09 22:58:10 * Morgan nods Aug 09 22:58:14 alright Aug 09 22:58:28 * Molly lets him loose Aug 09 22:59:16 Be gentle with yourself please. Aug 09 22:59:24 I'll try Aug 09 22:59:37 * Molly nods Aug 09 22:59:53 That is all I ask Aug 09 23:00:19 * Morgan nods, getting the rest of his clothes on Aug 09 23:01:17 * Molly starts working the night's tangles from her hair with her fingers, watching him but saying nothing Aug 09 23:02:49 * Morgan heads out of the rooms, going to make coffee before going to sit by the rails, legs dangling off the side of the ship Aug 09 23:06:36 **he's only alone for about fifteen minutes before Claudia plonks down beside him Aug 09 23:06:48 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 09 23:07:47 **its about an hour from dawn, still dark* Aug 09 23:08:18 * Claudia quietly blurts out quietly "I have a problem" Aug 09 23:09:52 * Morgan looks at her Aug 09 23:09:56 what? Aug 09 23:09:58 I slept with Sorgi. Aug 09 23:10:22 You didn't just have sex... Aug 09 23:10:46 No. Aug 09 23:11:03 And now you're freaked out Aug 09 23:11:32 Had a flashback nightmare, went to talk. He was asleep when I got there, and I laid on the bed and we talked. Next thing I knew, I was awake and had been asleep together and we were… *she looks disgusted* snuggling. Aug 09 23:12:16 * Morgan sips his coffee Aug 09 23:12:49 and from me you want... Aug 09 23:13:20 * Claudia looks him taken aback Aug 09 23:14:23 ((How irritated or snappy does he sound?)) Aug 09 23:14:41 ((not at all. Miserable, but not snarky)) Aug 09 23:15:19 Dunno yet. What's wrong? Aug 09 23:16:34 Doesn't matter yet. I don't want to give you the sort of support you don't want, y'know? If you want support, thats what you'll get, if you want advice, you'll get that... but I don't want to piss you off by giving advice you don' want Aug 09 23:18:17 Just talk and I'll pick what I want Aug 09 23:19:06 * Claudia gets out a flask, offering it to him first Aug 09 23:20:59 * Morgan shakes his head, sipping his coffee Aug 09 23:21:35 You're overthinkin' it. Aug 09 23:21:51 * Claudia shrugs, drinking it. It smells like Drambuie Aug 09 23:22:08 It's a big deal that I could stand it Aug 09 23:22:25 Its progress Aug 09 23:23:45 I haven't slept next to anyone since my first week in basic training. I couldn't. Aug 09 23:24:18 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:24:25 He feels safe to you Aug 09 23:24:55 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:25:02 Guess so Aug 09 23:25:09 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:26:25 He even had his arm on me, the weight of it... Anyone else and I would probably stab them Aug 09 23:26:44 * Morgan nods, taking a mouthful of coffee Aug 09 23:27:07 Try not to overthink it. Aug 09 23:27:33 Because it's just that easy. Aug 09 23:28:05 I said try... did you speak with him about his view of your situation? Aug 09 23:29:07 No, told him I would talk to him later. He's got morning watch, he needs to sleep now Aug 09 23:29:21 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:29:22 I did Aug 09 23:29:40 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:29:46 What did he say? Aug 09 23:30:24 That he knows how things stand and is happy with that. He's enjoying the time he spends with you until you decide its time to stop or move on, there's no pressure there for more Aug 09 23:30:33 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:30:37 Good. Aug 09 23:31:33 He's good fer you... not romantically, as such, but for _you_ Aug 09 23:31:48 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:32:19 He's helping me heal Aug 09 23:32:36 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:32:38 aye Aug 09 23:33:45 I won't ever be normal, but it turns out I'm not as damaged as I thought Aug 09 23:34:03 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:34:07 welcome to the club Aug 09 23:34:20 * Claudia smiles a little Aug 09 23:35:04 You ever stood on the precipice of a cliff? Aug 09 23:35:19 figuratively or literally? Aug 09 23:35:23 Yes, in either case... Aug 09 23:35:25 Literally Aug 09 23:36:54 Did you feel an unexplained urge to just step off, just to see what it'd be like? Like there was something seductive about that inevitable destruction? Aug 09 23:37:21 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:37:30 Not that unexplained in my case, but yes... Aug 09 23:39:11 No, properly unexplained. Not grief or any of that. Just staring at the dangerous thing and feeling the appeal of it knowing the result would be bad Aug 09 23:39:24 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:39:56 I used to get it in the crows nest... what if I just... let go as I climbed out... Aug 09 23:40:18 That's the one! Aug 09 23:41:12 That's what it feels like this morning looking at the prospect of allowing myself to let Sorgi closer Aug 09 23:42:06 except... its not destruction if you take that step Aug 09 23:42:31 That is how it seems. Aug 09 23:42:41 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:43:12 p'raps because it might change who y'are... Aug 09 23:45:32 Ugh. Maybe. Aug 09 23:46:18 * Morgan sips his coffee, looking out across the water Aug 09 23:47:00 Seems like a bad idea to me. Aug 09 23:48:00 's your choice o'course, but I think yer wrong Aug 09 23:48:20 Enough about me. What the hell was going on yesterday evening? Aug 09 23:49:01 whatt? Aug 09 23:50:44 Heinzharold was being the most annoying I have seen him for years, you went AWOL and seemed to come back out of sorts. Molly... well, I can take a guess at what her issue was, but I'm not sure what it was all about. Aug 09 23:53:13 He needed to try to cheer himself up. One of our meetings was... harrowing at best Aug 09 23:53:40 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:54:05 Makes sense. He becomes particularly annoying when he's like that Aug 09 23:54:13 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:54:30 its how he deals with it, trying to convince himself he's not affected Aug 09 23:55:17 I think also, he annoys us to distract _us_ from feeling upset. Aug 09 23:55:58 * Morgan nods Aug 09 23:56:42 When I visited Lady Torrington, I had to hand in my keys... what I was there was part of my identity and I was... troubled on the ride back. He tried to irritate me into taking my mind off it Aug 09 23:56:59 * Claudia nods Aug 09 23:57:04 Sounds tough Aug 09 23:58:23 Something of a breeze compared to what came next... anyway, he started singing... nine hundred and ninteynine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer on the wall... Aug 09 23:59:05 Oh not that shit again. Aug 09 23:59:49 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:00:07 You know how long it'd take to get to zero? Aug 10 00:00:35 I can tell you its not two hours... Aug 10 00:00:42 Almost one hundred and seventeen days, without breaks for sleep. Aug 10 00:01:09 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 00:01:12 why do you know that? Aug 10 00:02:34 Because he worked it out. When he first was on the Nautilus, him and a few others started it as a joke. Heinzharold calculated it. Aug 10 00:03:08 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head again Aug 10 00:03:59 I think he said they were under twenty thousand when she got blown to bits and they all got reassigned. Aug 10 00:04:29 We need to give him something to distract him. I cant be having him doing that today Aug 10 00:04:45 Busy one today? Aug 10 00:06:27 ((Surveyor to Tawstock, Molly wants to see John again, he probably wants to get Pete and James alone to find out more about Molly's breakdown and maybe get the paintings to show her)) Aug 10 00:06:51 ((Also maybe take Molly to see Elsie)) Aug 10 00:06:55 Some... but I'm in a foul mood and can't be dealing with that bullshit Aug 10 00:07:20 Nightmares, or domestic issues? Aug 10 00:08:13 Nightmares Aug 10 00:08:43 No jumping overboard? Aug 10 00:08:57 No. Molly managed to get it under control, but it was close. Aug 10 00:09:15 Practical combination Aug 10 00:09:27 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:09:47 Same as Zweibrucke? Aug 10 00:11:10 the nightmare? Aug 10 00:11:16 * Claudia nods Aug 10 00:11:25 No Aug 10 00:11:48 * Claudia watches him, then shrugs Aug 10 00:11:59 Not wanting to talk about it? Aug 10 00:12:53 Bit close to home for you I think Aug 10 00:13:03 * Claudia nods Aug 10 00:13:19 Better to talk to Heinzharold instead then Aug 10 00:13:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:13:45 I think he's suffered enough after yesterday. Aug 10 00:14:02 * Claudia nods Aug 10 00:14:09 I might talk to Sorgi Aug 10 00:14:23 He's a good listener Aug 10 00:14:56 Going up the cliff for sunrise? Aug 10 00:15:03 * Morgan nods Aug 10 00:15:26 * Claudia stands, stretching Aug 10 00:15:58 I know you'll tell me to shut up... but I'm proud and pleased for you Aug 10 00:16:43 I want to tell you to shut up, but I don't want to hurt your feelings, so thank you. Aug 10 00:17:16 * Morgan nods, standing up Aug 10 00:17:23 Coffee refill, then we'll get up the cliff Aug 10 00:19:28 * Claudia nods, leading the way. They go about their usual dawn watch as normal, not needing to talk, just companionably silent, even on the walk back down where Roussea and his crew are starting to prepare the Ketch for the trip to the mainland Aug 10 00:19:47 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 10 00:29:23 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 10 10:31:20 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 10 10:35:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 10 10:36:31 **He spots Molly walking in the water's edge when he gets back down, skirts tucked up. The sky is cloudy.** Aug 10 10:36:37 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 10 10:36:54 You need me on the mainland today? Aug 10 10:37:24 * Morgan looks at her appraisingly Aug 10 10:37:30 you have something you want to do today? Aug 10 10:38:36 No, but if you had a bad day yesterday and are in a bad mood today, you might want me joining you Aug 10 10:40:10 I want you with us, but you might find it difficult Aug 10 10:40:30 * Claudia shrugs Aug 10 10:40:34 I'll manage Aug 10 10:40:52 * Morgan nods Aug 10 10:41:46 * Claudia nods in Molly's direction as the descend Aug 10 10:42:01 Everything alright with you two? Aug 10 10:42:10 * Morgan nods Aug 10 10:42:12 aye Aug 10 10:42:33 Unusual for her to be out this early Aug 10 10:42:44 * Morgan nods Aug 10 10:43:03 Possibly because I woke her up so suddenly Aug 10 10:43:17 * Claudia nods Aug 10 10:43:35 Gonna be over there all day? Aug 10 10:43:58 I would imagine so, aye Aug 10 10:44:08 * Claudia nods Aug 10 10:44:35 **She leaves him when they get to the shingle, jogging on to the dock Aug 10 10:44:41 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 10 10:45:24 * Molly has her boots over her shoulder, laces tied Aug 10 10:46:14 * Morgan approaches her Aug 10 10:46:18 are you alright? Aug 10 10:46:32 Hmm? Yes, just thinking Aug 10 10:46:49 * Molly watches him "how are _you_?" Aug 10 10:47:42 * Morgan nods Aug 10 10:47:47 'm alright Aug 10 10:48:16 * Molly nods, watching the waves a moment Aug 10 10:48:27 What is her name? Aug 10 10:49:15 the girl? Aug 10 10:49:45 Yes Aug 10 10:49:51 Elsie Aug 10 10:50:15 What about her surname? Who are her family? How did she end up there? Aug 10 10:55:25 I don't know... all I do know is that she caught pregnant when she was younger and thrown out, and ended up in the brothel Aug 10 10:56:10 I see. Aug 10 10:56:24 * Molly squares her shoulders slightly Aug 10 10:57:16 Whatever happens, I've said I'm going to do my best to find the baby a family and some money to safeguard them Aug 10 10:59:44 Kit's already had her see a doctor, but I want Lady Torrington to know from a trusted source. Aug 10 11:00:16 * Molly nods Aug 10 11:00:33 * Morgan mutters Aug 10 11:00:36 not that its going to matter Aug 10 11:01:27 My mind is filled with ideas on that score, but until we have an idea of whether she will survive, none are firm. Why wont it matter? Aug 10 11:02:28 Lady Torrington knowing is only going to affect her wisdom on choosing who she associates with... his fate is sealed, regardless of what she wishes to do. Aug 10 11:02:44 * Molly watches him Aug 10 11:03:14 ... once the Order have their succession? Aug 10 11:03:51 They know where the sister is, they can deal with her or have nothing. Aug 10 11:04:35 * Molly blinks a moment Aug 10 11:05:00 Kai has a _child_ on the way. Aug 10 11:05:32 That... would rather solve a few issues... Aug 10 11:06:08 It is an option, I think Aug 10 11:07:21 As for finding a family otherwise... *she looks out over the sea* Aug 10 11:07:44 Her concern is that her child does not end up in a brothel Aug 10 11:08:16 They won't. No matter what I have to do, they won't. Aug 10 11:08:20 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:08:48 She would not be in this situation if it were not for me Aug 10 11:09:08 No, she would not be in this situation if he was a man with an ounce of honour Aug 10 11:09:18 * Molly shrugs Aug 10 11:09:44 I want to do my best for the child, even if I cannot save its mother Aug 10 11:10:03 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:10:04 of course Aug 10 11:10:31 * Molly pulls her shawl tighter Aug 10 11:11:16 * Morgan comes to her, wrapping her in his arms Aug 10 11:11:45 *she leans into him* I was thinking that perhaps, just for once, my family would do something for me. Aug 10 11:12:34 You want them to take the child? Aug 10 11:13:12 I am thinking about it. They have enough children that it would add little to their workload... Aug 10 11:13:33 You want to talk to them about it, or would you like me to? Aug 10 11:13:53 * Molly tilts her head so she can watch him. She looks a little solemn Aug 10 11:14:08 If that is what we decide, I need to do so myself Aug 10 11:14:53 as you wish Aug 10 11:15:24 It isn't just about the money it is going to cost me to pay off my Father and James, nor the fact that I am giving Peter his inheritance... **she frowns** Aug 10 11:17:28 You thought I thought so? Aug 10 11:18:17 No... but that is not what makes me consider having them raise the child. Aug 10 11:19:19 then what is? Aug 10 11:19:22 They need to understand that their lack of action to defend me could so easily have seen me living her life. They need to make restitution for it. Aug 10 11:19:35 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:19:40 I can get behind that Aug 10 11:20:05 For once, someone _has to_ be willing to make some sacrifices for _me_. Aug 10 11:20:49 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:21:09 * Molly frowns Aug 10 11:21:21 It isn't too much to ask, is it? Aug 10 11:22:30 no Aug 10 11:23:42 I'm giving them what they want, savings, dowries, land. I gave them what they wanted when I was told I was no longer welcome and not to come back. I gave them hiding in barns and pawning my cross for food, and being hungry, and begging for work at Lady Torrington's. I gave them _everything_, because they told me to. Aug 10 11:24:07 * Molly is frowning deeper, and he can feel the deep-seated animosity there Aug 10 11:25:25 I know blossom Aug 10 11:25:44 And I am _tired of it_, liebling. I am _tired_ of being taken for granted and being discarded. Aug 10 11:25:55 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:26:04 Then we will not allow them to any longer Aug 10 11:26:33 * Molly nods, pulling in tighter to him Aug 10 11:29:41 One way or another, someone is going to raise that child. Perhaps Kai's sister, perhaps Peter and Beth, or at Catterick or Edward and Mina can be pressed upon, even your parents. That child will not be left behind, because its existence is tied to me too strongly for me to allow it. Aug 10 11:31:02 Edward and Mina would take the child in Aug 10 11:31:11 * Molly nods Aug 10 11:31:34 The question is only who, not if. Aug 10 11:31:43 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:32:12 * Molly inhales deeply Aug 10 11:32:28 I am sorry, I am feeling most obstinate this morning. Aug 10 11:32:56 I hadn't noticed Aug 10 11:33:10 * Molly watches him, smiling slightly Aug 10 11:33:19 Are you teasing me? Aug 10 11:33:23 A little Aug 10 11:34:08 Is it permitted, to tease an Eisen Duchess, do you think? Aug 10 11:34:41 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 11:35:03 cant say I've ever really bothered with whats permitted or otherwise Aug 10 11:35:14 * Molly smiles Aug 10 11:35:18 Very true Aug 10 11:36:08 Only what is permitted by your own code of honour bothers you Aug 10 11:36:17 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:37:15 Speaking of being an Eisen Duchess, I need to make an appointment with the Justice Of The Peace to officially document renouncing my citizenship Aug 10 11:37:56 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:38:01 alright Aug 10 11:38:08 * Molly nods Aug 10 11:38:34 It is sad, but necessary. It will feel strange once it is done Aug 10 11:39:03 a bit like my handing over the keys perhaps Aug 10 11:39:19 * Molly gently strokes his back Aug 10 11:39:35 It is paining you? Aug 10 11:40:00 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:44:01 I am sorry, liebling. It will take some time to adjust. I think your role as Master-at-arms fulfilled a need for you, and maybe it feels like you have lost a part of yourself again? Aug 10 11:45:12 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:45:14 indeed Aug 10 11:47:24 * Molly nods Aug 10 11:47:41 It is understandable, my love Aug 10 11:47:57 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:49:07 I will help in whatever way I can Aug 10 11:49:58 I know blossom Aug 10 11:51:49 * Molly nods, holding him tight before she loosens her grip Aug 10 11:52:34 Are we to see Elsie today? Aug 10 11:53:11 * Morgan nods Aug 10 11:53:23 I want her seen by the doctor before you attempt anything Aug 10 11:53:45 * Molly frowns Aug 10 11:53:58 Alright Aug 10 11:54:18 that bothers you? Aug 10 11:54:40 More that I was thinking she will have to be examined, as I wss Aug 10 11:54:44 Was* Aug 10 11:55:08 I'm afraid so Aug 10 11:55:22 * Molly nods grimly Aug 10 11:55:48 I... dont know if I might have to examine her also. Aug 10 11:56:51 We'll just have to wait and see... hopefully you'll be able to get an idea without doing so Aug 10 11:57:05 * Molly nods Aug 10 11:57:14 I hope so Aug 10 11:57:59 **she watches him* It will take me several hours to see John, but I could write instead, if you would prefer that? Aug 10 11:58:44 No, its fine Aug 10 11:59:28 Oh. As you wish... I just thought that after your unease about last night, you may need me close by... Aug 10 11:59:55 * Molly watches his expression closely Aug 10 12:00:14 that would be the ideal, but things need to be done. I will manage Aug 10 12:00:34 * Molly 's chin goes up a little Aug 10 12:01:12 Alright Aug 10 12:03:45 * Molly weaves her fingers with his to walk back towards the dock, and it reminds him of how he held her underneath him to the desk like that last night Aug 10 12:11:47 Let's have breakfast, it will be time to go soon Aug 10 12:12:18 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:13:34 **On deck, Sorgi is watching the Ketch, but also seems to be waiting for Morgan** Aug 10 12:15:23 S: Good morning m'lord, m'lady Aug 10 12:17:52 Sorgi... Aug 10 12:17:56 Do you have a moment, m'lord? Aug 10 12:18:30 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:18:34 I'll catch you up blossom Aug 10 12:18:38 * Molly squeezes Morgan's hand "I'll get you some breakfast, my love" Aug 10 12:19:06 * Molly goes below deck Aug 10 12:19:11 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Aug 10 12:19:46 Claudia said you might want to talk to me about something you can't talk to her about, m'lord Aug 10 12:19:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:20:05 not here Aug 10 12:20:17 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 12:20:35 My study, or off the ship? Aug 10 12:22:46 Your study will be fine Aug 10 12:25:49 * Sorgi leads the way, grabbing coffee from the dining room on the way and making Morgan at home in the room that was once Molly's study Aug 10 12:26:03 What can I do for you, m'lord? Aug 10 12:26:51 I had a nightmare... just a nightmare, but I need to talk to someone about it... Aug 10 12:29:01 * Sorgi nods, sipping his coffee Aug 10 12:29:06 I'm listening Aug 10 12:30:13 Has Claudia told you of colonel Dau? Aug 10 12:34:18 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 12:35:29 The one who sabotaged the Lusty Wench and blew up The Rose Aug 10 12:38:18 When I was returning from Eisen, his lieutenant escorted a drunk Molly to her bedroom... Dau had been making moves on her, and when he was thwarted, he went into town and brutalised a young woman in a brothel. She's probably going to die giving birth because of the damage he did... last night I dreamed I'd returned the previous evening but Molly was not escorted and Dau... forced himself upon her Aug 10 12:40:52 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 12:41:31 **he gives Morgan chance to continue** Aug 10 12:42:21 the blood wasn't the worst of it... when I finally got to her she just... wasn't there. Aug 10 12:42:32 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 12:43:02 **me waits again* Aug 10 12:43:49 I was stopped from killing him... and then I woke Aug 10 12:44:22 * Sorgi looks to see if he looks to be done recounting Aug 10 12:45:48 The girl in the brothel... when he attacked her, had dyed red hair... If Kurt hadn't shown her to her room, that would've been Molly Aug 10 12:46:56 **he nods** That's a hard thing to witness. Aug 10 12:47:27 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:48:04 Lucky that he took her away from this monster. Aug 10 12:49:16 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:49:19 aye Aug 10 12:54:00 It was close, but Molly is safe. Aug 10 12:55:03 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:55:15 Nearly had to throw myself off the ship again Aug 10 12:55:25 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 12:55:54 I'd be surprised if it hadn't been upsetting Aug 10 12:56:00 * Morgan nods Aug 10 12:58:26 Will he be punished for it? Aug 10 12:59:39 * Morgan nods very slowly Aug 10 13:01:33 Nothing can be done for the girl? Aug 10 13:01:46 We're going to find out today. Aug 10 13:01:59 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:02:32 What is it you are struggling with? Aug 10 13:03:04 I needed to get it out... I couldn't tell Claudia... HeinzHarold was shaken enough after meeting the girl yesterday Aug 10 13:03:31 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:04:08 My sister went mute after the soldiers raped her. It's quite common. She got better though Aug 10 13:04:28 Was there ever restitution? Aug 10 13:04:59 For her personally, no Aug 10 13:05:52 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:07:14 Sounds like noone knew what Dau was like Aug 10 13:07:36 sounds like one person did... a fact I will be discussing with him at length Aug 10 13:08:00 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:08:10 Where is Dau at the moment? Aug 10 13:08:31 Not too far... He was in Avebury when we were there... I wouldn't be surprised if he turns up soon Aug 10 13:08:54 Have you thought about finding him? Aug 10 13:09:29 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 13:09:39 only most of the time Aug 10 13:09:57 We could manage here if you need to Aug 10 13:10:58 I'm going to give it a couple of days. THere's things I want in place first Aug 10 13:11:47 We're staying into next week then, m'lord? Aug 10 13:11:56 I think we'll have to Aug 10 13:12:03 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:12:36 There's some things to sort out for the girl, and I'd like to introduce Lady Torrington to Varick Aug 10 13:12:46 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:13:59 The crew are happy enough, and once you have the assessment from Mr Jeffries they can get to work on anything it says you need doing. It's not much different than the waiting they did between battles Aug 10 13:14:31 Less chance of getting killed though Aug 10 13:14:42 Indeed. I noticed James Schulz didn't go to the brothel. Aug 10 13:15:03 I cant say I'm surprised Aug 10 13:15:36 I think he was put off by it in Paan Aug 10 13:16:06 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:16:15 I believe Edward took him to meet a... friend... Aug 10 13:16:26 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:16:33 It's not for everyone Aug 10 13:16:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:17:52 It's what we did in the War though, wasnt it? It was a bit of an escape from the horror and danger all the time. Aug 10 13:19:09 I cant' say I did... I've spent more than one rainy day sat on the doorstep of a brothel Aug 10 13:19:22 * Sorgi smiles Aug 10 13:19:33 It's dry inside at least Aug 10 13:20:15 As my brother and friends are constantly reminding me, I'm something of a prude Aug 10 13:21:15 It's not the worst way to be. I've sat in a few just for a warm fire, drink, and someone to talk to before. Paid for the time too. Aug 10 13:22:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 13:22:26 The look of confusion when you ask for tea is worth going for Aug 10 13:23:00 Next time I'm there supervising the men I will Aug 10 13:23:52 If I'd known you hated it, I would have gone instead of you with Claudia Aug 10 13:24:17 I don't hate it. Its just not something I indulged in Aug 10 13:24:31 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:26:36 It loses its shine quickly. It's pleasant at the time, but it leaves you feeling hollow and a bit uncomfortable afterwards. Like you've done something wrong. That could be a Vaticine thing though. Aug 10 13:26:47 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:26:50 possibly Aug 10 13:28:05 How is Molly today? She seemed troubled at dinner, very formal Aug 10 13:28:55 * Morgan blushes slightly Aug 10 13:29:17 She's fine. She's very upset about this girl... blames herself for what happened to her Aug 10 13:29:31 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:30:43 As you see it that if Molly had been in Dau's way he'd have attacked her instead, she probably sees that if she had then it wouldn't have happened to the girl Aug 10 13:31:23 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:31:23 aye Aug 10 13:32:35 All you can do is remind her that the only person who could have stopped Dau was Dau. Aug 10 13:33:00 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:33:05 and I shall. Aug 10 13:33:28 Maybe remind yourself of that too, m'lord Aug 10 13:33:42 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 10 13:33:46 I'll try Aug 10 13:33:56 * Sorgi nods Aug 10 13:34:13 Come back if you aren't listening to yourself. Aug 10 13:34:36 So you can tell me? Aug 10 13:34:52 Indeed, m'lord. As many times as you need Aug 10 13:35:39 Thank you Sorgi Aug 10 13:35:55 You're welcome, m'lord Aug 10 13:36:47 I'd best get some breakfast Aug 10 13:37:00 * Sorgi nods, letting him out Aug 10 13:37:15 I'll go and hurry Rousseau up Aug 10 13:37:51 Claudia going with you, m'lord? Aug 10 13:38:06 * Morgan nods Aug 10 13:38:49 * Sorgi inclines his head, going off down the corridor Aug 10 13:40:11 * Morgan heads off to get breakfast Aug 10 13:41:21 **he's told that Molly took it to the study. In there he finds HH and Varick eating at the desk. Aug 10 13:41:28 * Sorgi is now known as Varick Aug 10 13:41:34 Morgan!! Aug 10 13:42:30 * Varick gets down, coming to hug Morgan. Ulysess springs from the couch, scaling Morgan til he's on his shoulders Aug 10 13:43:27 * Morgan hugs the boy Aug 10 13:44:06 Good morning my young friend Aug 10 13:48:23 I haven't seen you for daaaaaaaays **This elongation of words seems to have started since he met his cousins* Aug 10 13:49:24 we've been very busy haven't we? Aug 10 13:51:52 * Varick nods Aug 10 13:52:07 I have been having fun Aug 10 13:52:34 excellent Aug 10 13:52:52 * Varick sits back down to eat Aug 10 13:52:59 Can we go again today? Aug 10 13:54:22 **HH gestures: $alright?$ Aug 10 13:54:46 We've got a lot to do today but yes Aug 10 13:55:22 * Varick starts eating Aug 10 13:56:09 When they were changing Joseph's nappy he did a wee on his own face. Aug 10 13:56:33 Thats unfortunate Aug 10 13:56:44 $Rough night. you ok?$ Aug 10 13:56:48 **HH starts laughing and chokes on his breakfast** Aug 10 13:57:43 **Molly and Inga come out of the bedroom, Molly's hair half done. They both look concerned** Aug 10 13:58:19 * Morgan thumps HeinzHarolds back a few times Aug 10 13:58:33 **HH continues to cough, but looks to be fine** Aug 10 13:59:30 **Inga rolls her eyes** I've told him to concentrate on not laughing and to swallow properly! Aug 10 14:00:06 You'd think he'd have learned to eat by now Aug 10 14:00:27 **HH stops coughing, just watching Inga with a huge grin until she's blushing bright red** Aug 10 14:00:43 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 10 14:02:04 **Molly shakes her head a little** Inga, my hair please. Heinzharold, try not to die, I'd like to get it done before we have to leave. Aug 10 14:02:52 * Varick watches the women go, then whispers "She is _really_ bossy sometimes" Aug 10 14:05:30 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:05:32 has to be Aug 10 14:05:38 **HH starts eating again, slower** $she have another bad nightmare?$ Aug 10 14:06:30 $No. I did though. She's contemplating issues with her family. We're going to see Elsie, going to be a hard day$ Aug 10 14:07:13 $Need company?$ Aug 10 14:07:48 Will all the children be there? Aug 10 14:10:29 I don't know. Some might be helping on the farm Aug 10 14:10:52 $Claudias coming with us, but I wouldn't complain if you and Inga come to help with Varick$ Aug 10 14:11:54 $Good choice, having her along$ Aug 10 14:12:52 $Why?$ Aug 10 14:12:56 I would like to help on the farm Aug 10 14:13:04 I was just wondering if you would Aug 10 14:13:29 $She's practical and doesnt get affected by that sort o' thing$ Aug 10 14:13:38 * Varick nods Aug 10 14:13:50 Maybe I might like to be a farmer when I am a man. Aug 10 14:14:53 You've got to run Koln... Aug 10 14:15:27 $Maybe$ Aug 10 14:17:08 I could have some sheep and fields in Koln Aug 10 14:17:54 You could... sheep are stupid though... its like they try to get sick Aug 10 14:18:12 **HH finishes his food without incident** $wanna talk about yer night on th' way?$ Aug 10 14:18:30 * Varick shrugs Aug 10 14:18:52 I like sheep. And babies. Not when they wee on themselves though. Aug 10 14:19:40 $No. You dealt with enough yesterday, I don't want to burden you with more$ Aug 10 14:19:49 Better than weeing on you Aug 10 14:20:07 Has a baby weed on you before? Aug 10 14:20:15 * Morgan nods Aug 10 14:20:22 $I'm good$ Aug 10 14:22:46 **HH smiles, then frowns a little** Aug 10 14:23:24 Has a baby weed on you too? Aug 10 14:23:43 $problem?$ Aug 10 14:23:55 **HH nods** quite a lot Aug 10 14:26:50 $Just remembrin' when I first tried to put a nappy on Jana and it was too big so it fell straight off$ **He remembers this, it was right before her christening, he'd had to borrow some of Morgan's trousers because his got wee on them. Morgan had threatened to make him go as he was and say he'd done it to himself** Aug 10 14:28:19 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 10 14:29:04 When we have babies, will they wee on me? Aug 10 14:29:33 **Molly and Inga come out** Aug 10 14:32:13 HH: Prob'ly Aug 10 14:32:20 * Varick looks at Molly Aug 10 14:32:33 Has a baby ever weed on you? Aug 10 14:33:23 * Varick looks very confused and like she's thinking she misheard Aug 10 14:33:39 Molly* Aug 10 14:33:50 * Morgan looks at her Aug 10 14:34:22 M, looking at Morgan: I'm sorry, has a baby ever...? Aug 10 14:34:54 He was telling me that Joseph managed to wee on himself yesterday Aug 10 14:35:36 **she nods slowly** No, a baby has never weed on me, mauschen. Why would they? Aug 10 14:36:28 My love, you are in for a rude awakening Aug 10 14:36:37 **HH smiles, sipping his coffee** Aug 10 14:37:11 **she frowns** I will get-... never mind. Put on your boots please, Varick. Aug 10 14:37:25 **HH is smirking** Aug 10 14:38:49 * Varick puts his boots on Aug 10 14:39:16 HH looks at Molly: Can you translate something for me? Aug 10 14:39:44 * Morgan glances at then Molly before sipping his coffee Aug 10 14:39:47 **she tilts her head* That depends on what it is... Aug 10 14:40:26 HH: what does ¥Consider having babies close together in age, it makes it practical for your wives to share the breastfeeding¥ mean? Aug 10 14:41:21 **Molly's brows raise and she looks at Morgan** Has he asked you already? Aug 10 14:41:42 Worse than that, I was there when Beth said it... Aug 10 14:43:02 **Molly bites her lip, trying not to laugh. She looks at HH** She suggested Inga and I had children at the same time so we could nurse each other's babies. Aug 10 14:44:17 **HH grins, looking at Morgan, talking too quiet for Varick to hear: How would they know whose apples were whose? Aug 10 14:46:56 **Molly giggles, getting her cloak. Inga helps Varick into his coat** Aug 10 14:47:12 * Morgan frowns at him briefly Aug 10 14:47:19 yours would be vain... Aug 10 14:48:11 HH: You've seen my face an' hers, our children will be the most gorgeous people on the face o' the planet. Aug 10 14:49:11 and it'll inherit your humility... Aug 10 14:49:53 HH: I 'ope they get Inga's. I 'ope yours get Molly's looks and Molly's smarts. Aug 10 14:50:47 Cant really object to that Aug 10 14:51:49 HH: 'Spose they could get your sense o' decency and loyalty Aug 10 14:52:37 **Molly pauses in doing up her cloak clasp, but says nothing** Aug 10 14:52:37 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 14:53:00 I'm ready now! Aug 10 14:55:58 * Morgan takes a mouthful of coffee before getting up and getting his coat Aug 10 14:56:18 **After breakfast, Jeffries is finished surveying the island and ready to go back to Tawstock to write up his findings. They take Claudia, Varick, HH, and Inga with them. It is a smooth sailing and the weather fine. Molly stays near his side, almost protectively. They decide that it makes sense to give time for the doctor to see Elsie, and to go on to Sunnymeade and Goodleigh first. Aug 10 14:57:10 * Varick is now known as Molly Aug 10 14:57:34 **They're all on horseback when they arrive at Sunnymeade,  the decision having to be made about who is going where, specifically him and Heinzharold.** Aug 10 14:57:34 I am quite happy to go up to Goodleigh alone, liebling. I have ridden it many times before. Aug 10 14:57:50 No, take Claudia please. Aug 10 14:58:45 HH: Sure y' don't want me t' g', as I've met him already? Aug 10 14:58:53 Go* Aug 10 14:59:51 alright Aug 10 15:02:51 HH grins: Yer heavenly majesty, I, your loyal-hearted knight, will escort thee on thy pilgrimage, and protect thee from any beasties or bandits that may wish to detour us from our quest! Aug 10 15:03:08 * Molly just looks at him a moment, then at Morgan Aug 10 15:03:37 Is he going to do this the whole time? Aug 10 15:03:50 Could be worse Aug 10 15:04:02 * Molly raises an eyebrow Aug 10 15:04:09 It had best not be Aug 10 15:05:39 HH clutches his chest dramatically: 'Lo, how wounded I was that my Queen, she of all that was milk and honey and sweetness, might find me displaying! Oh what sad fate hath I! Aug 10 15:05:53 Displeasing* Aug 10 15:06:18 * Molly blushes Aug 10 15:07:12 I'll... I'll see you in a while, liebling Aug 10 15:07:27 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:07:34 alright my love Aug 10 15:07:37 [I love you, I will miss you] Aug 10 15:08:18 [and I you] Aug 10 15:08:59 * Molly takes a deep breath "Come along, Sir Talksalot. The roads are long and our King will be most eager for our return" Aug 10 15:11:10 **HH looks a bit shocked by this, but then grins even more. He gives Morgan a sitting bow** I will protect our glorious Queen, my liege. I will keep her entertained for all the hours of our journey! Aug 10 15:11:50 I've no doubt... Aug 10 15:12:11 * Molly makes her horse move on, and HH goes with her Aug 10 15:12:28 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 10 15:12:32 I hope she smacks him Aug 10 15:13:25 * Claudia watches Inga and Varick ride up the driveway Aug 10 15:18:26 **The children are in the garden, the mothers watching them. He finds out that Peter and James are working in the fields, clearing one of them that's been fallowed ready for next year of growing. It's a long hard job, and one Morgan has done before in Avebury. It would give him a good chance to talk, alongside change to settle his own  mind through hard work. Aug 10 15:19:35 * Morgan arranges for Inga and Claudia to help watch the children before heading off to find Peter and James Aug 10 15:22:35 **It is out past the tenant farms and the wheat field. There's a lot to do. The men are shirtless, because even though the day is not hot, the work of scything is. They are at the far end of the field Aug 10 15:23:05 * Claudia is now known as Peter Aug 10 15:23:13 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Tue Aug 10 15:23:15 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Aug 10 15:23:54 2021 Aug 10 15:23:54 * Now talking on #7thsea Aug 10 15:26:34 [15:20] (Claudia) **It is out past the tenant farms and the wheat field. There's a lot to do. The men are shirtless, because even though the day is not hot, the work of scything is. They are at the far end of the field Aug 10 15:26:44 * Morgan heads over to Peter Aug 10 15:27:07 * Peter rests the scythe on his shoulder Aug 10 15:27:12 Good morning Aug 10 15:28:33 * Morgan nods to him Aug 10 15:28:39 Got another scythe?\ Aug 10 15:29:07 * Peter and James look surprised but they point him to one Aug 10 15:30:03 * Morgan takes it up, starting to work Aug 10 15:30:15 I need more information about Molly Aug 10 15:33:29 * Peter and James start working again. It quickly gets warm Aug 10 15:33:40 What do you need to know? Aug 10 15:34:17 signs... what indicators I need to watch for that Molly's going to shut down like when she was little... Aug 10 15:37:15 It's a long time ago, I'd need to think a bit about how it went Aug 10 15:38:55 **They're both quiet and working for a while before James says** I think the nightmares were first. Aug 10 15:39:24 bad? Aug 10 15:42:03 * Peter nods Aug 10 15:42:22 Soon as she'd slept a quarter hour, she'd be screaming Aug 10 15:43:48 she say what about? Aug 10 15:44:05 Drowning, usually Aug 10 15:44:44 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:45:40 **the sun starts to come out. James hands round a flask of water, sweat dripping off him Aug 10 15:46:20 * Peter takes a drink Aug 10 15:47:10 After a couple of days, she couldn't sleep she was scared of the nightmares. Then they gave her the sedatives. Aug 10 15:48:22 which didn't work... Aug 10 15:49:39 J: Even when we snuck them into her in drinks, because of the trouble of getting her to take them. That was as bad as the screaming. Her crying because she didn't want to take them, Mama crying and begging her... **he offers the flask to Morgan again* Aug 10 15:50:14 * Morgan drinks some before handing it back Aug 10 15:50:29 * Peter picks the scythe up Aug 10 15:51:49 I remember her saying one day that she didn't want the sedatives because they wouldn't stop her nightmares, they would just stop her waking up. So she would feel like she was drowning for hours, trapped. Aug 10 15:52:05 * Morgan nods Aug 10 15:52:29 J: I'd forgotten about that Aug 10 15:52:38 * Peter nods Aug 10 15:52:55 **James gets back to work too* Aug 10 15:54:26 The delusions came next, so about three weeks after Cess died. Some of it was thinking Cess was still there, or that she could hear her playing upstairs. Some of it was just weird and creepy. Aug 10 15:55:02 J: The little men... do you remember that? Aug 10 15:56:53 tell me about them Aug 10 15:57:37 Didn't make much sense. She would say that the little men were watching her, or watching the farm. Aug 10 15:58:24 she says what for? Aug 10 15:59:35 She didn't know. That's why they scared her. She would also think the house was full of spiders or snakes, sometimes birds, and she'd spend hours making us "get rid of them" Aug 10 16:04:40 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:09:57 Must've been difficult for you Aug 10 16:14:13 * Peter has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 10 16:15:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 10 16:15:50 * Molly is now known as Peter Aug 10 16:15:53 [16:12] (Peter) Aye. Tiring, and worrying. **There's another lull whilst they contemplate, long grass and weeds being felled. It reminds him of Avebury and the monotony of his work there  and how peaceful it could be just to _do_ and not _remember_. Aug 10 16:17:47 J: Think it was about two months since her death that Molly stopped talking to us. It was really sudden, over a day or two. Aug 10 16:19:08 Stopped completely? Aug 10 16:20:13 * Peter nods "To us at least, at first. She'd still talk now and then to her imaginary friends, like she was having conversations. Aug 10 16:21:07 There were many of them? Aug 10 16:21:40 Two I think. The man and the girl. Aug 10 16:23:31 got any names? Aug 10 16:24:02 J: No. We weren't allowed to talk about them, even before Cess drowned. Mama said it was ungodly and Papa said people would think she was a godless heathen. Aug 10 16:24:32 These imaginary friends were before Cess died? Aug 10 16:25:23 They'd always been there. Even when she was a baby she would sometimes look at something that wasnt there and babble back and forth with it Aug 10 16:26:21 **The images of Jana doing similar comes to mind, and him saying to her "Who are you talking to, little miss, hmm?" comes to mind, very clearly** Aug 10 16:27:06 * Morgan frowns a moment Aug 10 16:27:35 J: Babies do that though, mine all did Aug 10 16:28:26 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 10 16:28:34 * Peter shakes his head "not for as long as Molly. She could go on for half an hour like it. Most babies stop within a minute or too. Aug 10 16:30:02 **More scything and silence, more sunshine** Aug 10 16:30:19 And then one day she just stopped being quiet? Aug 10 16:30:35 No, it got worse before that Aug 10 16:31:20 how? Aug 10 16:31:54 J: Next she stopped talking to them too. She was either awake and staring into space as if we weren't there, or she was sleeping fifteen minutes then screaming Aug 10 16:33:25 This was when Papa went over to Dorchester and brought back a doctor. He wanted someone who wouldn't start gossip here. Aug 10 16:33:57 and he said? Aug 10 16:35:21 That the grief had started the nightmares which started the insomnia, and that lack of sleep had overwhelmed her mind and it had broken. He said it was unlikely Molly would ever recover, and Papa should consider an institution Aug 10 16:35:41 J: *he looks up* I didn't know that last bit Aug 10 16:36:34 * Peter shrugs " I only do because I heard Mama praying about it one night" Aug 10 16:36:42 and then what? Aug 10 16:38:33 About a week after that, I was guarding her as we had to, when she suddenly said "I understand. Goodbye". And then she slept for  about four or five days. Aug 10 16:39:03 and that was the end of it? Aug 10 16:40:09 J: That was almost as strange as the rest of it. She was just like a normal child when she woke up. Talking, laughing. A bit more reserved and less of a daredevil, a lot less wilful. Aug 10 16:41:12 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:42:13 We kept expecting her to relapse, but she didn't. She would sleep normally. The imaginary friends were never mentioned again. The only thing was that if she got really upset, she would go very quiet and not want to talk, and if she could she would run off Aug 10 16:42:27 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:42:40 I see Aug 10 16:44:12 J: That's why Molly's hidey hole is in the hayloft, the deal was she was only allowed to hide there, but noone was allowed to go to her. Sometimes we would call up, if it had been hours, and she'd push some hay down just to say she was there and to leave her alone. Aug 10 16:44:33 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:46:27 Once she'd been better about a month, Mama started inviting Eliza over. Her parents farm is just down the road, they were less than a year apart. I think Mama thought she'd be good for Molly. Aug 10 16:46:43 seems she was Aug 10 16:47:03 * Peter nods "nice girl. Such a shame" Aug 10 16:47:35 What do you believe happened the day you lost Cess? Aug 10 16:48:11 * Peter shrugs Aug 10 16:49:48 They were probably playing by the pond and somehow Cess ended up in there. I always had a gut feeling that the doll had fallen in then Cess had, but Molly never said Aug 10 16:50:05 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:50:54 Something like... I understand Varick found the doll Aug 10 16:51:07 * Peter nods Aug 10 16:51:53 I had no idea we still had it. I could have sworn Papa said he was going to burn it, but maybe he decided not to Aug 10 16:52:35 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:52:59 J: I thought he had burnt it. He came in that evening looking like he'd cried a bit Aug 10 16:53:13 He told me he had burned it Aug 10 16:53:27 But he obviously didn't Aug 10 16:54:19 Where is it now? Aug 10 16:55:08 Out in the furthest field, in the far corner where the hedges meet Aug 10 16:56:43 * Morgan nods Aug 10 16:56:51 Did Cess have any put name for Molly? Aug 10 16:58:00 * Peter smiles Aug 10 16:58:14 Yes, but it's really silly Aug 10 16:58:18 try me Aug 10 16:59:08 Lady Mollinda Aug 10 16:59:45 J: *he laughs* I'd forgotten that too Aug 10 17:00:56 nothing else? Iss... something? Aug 10 17:01:22 * Peter thinks hard Aug 10 17:02:31 No, sorry. But you have to remember I was sixteen when Cess died, James was twelve. Neither of us really spent much time with Moll or Cess, we were working Aug 10 17:03:28 * Morgan nods Aug 10 17:06:02 We're worried about her too. But if it's like before, it'll happen quite slowly. Aug 10 17:07:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 17:07:36 J: I wish there was a way to make her never remember any of it. Some magic or something. Aug 10 17:08:02 Maybe there is... I don't know she'd want it though Aug 10 17:08:31 * Peter shrugs Aug 10 17:09:22 She has a happy life now. Would it be worth knowing, if the cost is losing everything else? Aug 10 17:10:20 * Morgan shrugs Aug 10 17:10:25 Thats not for us to say, is it Aug 10 17:11:10 I wouldn't want to know? Would you, James? Aug 10 17:13:10 **James shakes his head** God no. I could live with forgetting it all myself, watching Father carry Cess's coffin like the others. no, I'd prefer not to. Aug 10 17:15:17 * Peter stretches, putting the scythe on his shoulder again "Even seeing Father do it all those times does not prepare you for when it's your turn and you're carrying your own" Aug 10 17:15:55 No.. Aug 10 17:16:20 * Peter looks at Morgan Aug 10 17:16:25 How long ago? Aug 10 17:17:29 Three years Aug 10 17:18:25 Same for us. Three years yesterday. ((That was the 30th)) Aug 10 17:19:56 I know Aug 10 17:23:50 Molly told you? Papa refused to let her go to funeral, she was too upset and he thought it was risky, so they made her stay home. Aug 10 17:25:33 No... I dropped by yesterday to have a rummage in the loft after I heard about the doll, and look at Molly's things. I was talking to Beth about it, since there's only a nine day gap... Aug 10 17:25:57 * Peter nods Aug 10 17:26:18 I'm sorry for your loss. How old was your...? Aug 10 17:28:45 wife and daughter... Eighteen months... Aug 10 17:29:11 At the same time? Aug 10 17:29:17 * Morgan nods Aug 10 17:29:42 * Peter nods Aug 10 17:30:26 Much worse. I don't think I'd have gotten through it without Beth and the older children. No other children? Aug 10 17:30:43 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 17:32:40 **Both men nod. There's nothing to say to provide comfort, not for either of them. So they scythe, and doing something feels better than doing nothing** Aug 10 17:33:20 Beth is normally out scything with us. Aug 10 17:33:36 She balances it on her bump? Aug 10 17:33:59 She's not always pregnant... Aug 10 17:34:16 J: She's pregnant quite a lot though. Aug 10 17:35:01 * Peter nods "True. It's part of being a Forrester woman" Aug 10 17:35:28 Dont look at me, we've got far too much to do yet Aug 10 17:36:45 You've been married three months now? We thought maybe you just hadn't had the quickening yet ((generally the point of announcing, first movements so 4-5 months)) Aug 10 17:37:09 Empire to build first... Aug 10 17:40:14 **they both chuckle** Aug 10 17:40:26 J: Where is Fireball anyway? Aug 10 17:41:23 gone to see John Dagget. He's asked her to be Katheleens god mother Aug 10 17:41:41 * Peter nods Aug 10 17:43:34 There's a long history there Aug 10 17:43:59 J: Levi passing wasn't long after she and John got engaged, was it? Mama and Papa were still getting congratulations from the funeral guests. Aug 10 17:47:28 * Peter thinks Aug 10 17:48:17 End of June '67 they got engaged. They were supposed to get married at the end of June '68 Aug 10 18:41:00 rough Aug 10 18:43:53 * Peter nods Aug 10 18:44:42 It happens so often that people just want to look for something positive Aug 10 18:45:30 * Morgan nods Aug 10 18:45:39 and they want to fill the awkward silence Aug 10 18:45:48 * Peter nods Aug 10 18:45:57 J: Have you met John? Aug 10 18:46:11 Once. It was not a friendly meeting Aug 10 18:46:27 * Peter looks surprised Aug 10 18:47:24 He's a good man. We've known him a long time, Goodleigh is so close we often helped with harvest up there and him down here Aug 10 18:48:36 I objected to the way he treated Molly. At the time I had started caring greatly for her, which was difficult enough in itself, and then he came along trying to downplay an event that still hurts her now. Aug 10 18:50:23 John loved her though Aug 10 18:51:01 * Morgan stands the butt of the scythe on the ground Aug 10 18:51:20 And yet he cast her aside to save face. Aug 10 18:51:45 * Peter sighs Aug 10 18:58:27 Of all of us, John was the one that held out hope the longest. He caved in in the end to Papa and Sir Daggett. Our reputations were on the line and Father would have lost out on being made a gentleman. Aug 10 19:12:36 Then he should have lost out Aug 10 19:13:08 He'd have come to be known as the man who trusted his daughter and was proven right... Aug 10 19:17:19 She couldn't have married a Lord if Papa wasn't a gentleman Aug 10 19:18:06 * Morgan watches him Aug 10 19:18:25 Her fathers position held no sway on our ability to marry Aug 10 19:19:15 A noble cannot marry a commoner Aug 10 19:21:36 We are not going to agree, but rest assured, we would have married regardless of your fathers social climbing at the expense of his daughter Aug 10 19:23:04 * Peter doesn't look at all impressed by this, but James says " Let's not argue. Mistakes were made that none of us should have made, but it's turned out for the best. She's happier with you than she would have been with John, and if she hadn't had to leave she would have married him." Aug 10 19:24:00 You've got a lot to do to make things right. I hope you appreciate that Aug 10 19:24:34 * Peter and James both nod Aug 10 19:27:50 **They spend a bit longer scything silently before Morgan decides to take a shovel up to the farthest field of Sunnymeade's land.James gives him instructions. It's a solitary field at the end of a long path, one that David bought not long ago, with other farmer's lands in between. There's more sheep in it and they eye him warily. It's very warm, as the odd weather of Avalon will sometimes do even as late as October. Aug 10 19:29:00 * Morgan starts digging Aug 10 19:29:21 **the far corner of the field looks like it has all been turned over, making it hard to pinpoint where to dig for the doll. Aug 10 19:29:56 **the ground is soft enough ((how long does he spend digging before he gives up?)) Aug 10 19:30:04 ((half hour)) Aug 10 19:30:37 **A goat comes over, udders swaying, and bleats at him Aug 10 19:30:57 No, I don't have any feed Aug 10 19:31:23 **She moves closer, leaning against his leg Aug 10 19:32:18 * Morgan pats the goat Aug 10 19:32:34 **she seems to like it Aug 10 19:33:24 * Morgan spends a few minutes just patting the goat, not thinking about anything Aug 10 19:33:56 **The goat stays where she is, with contented bleats now and then Aug 10 19:35:55 **As he's coming back from the field a bit later to check if Molly has returned, he sees the older children (Varick, and the siblings William, Petey, and Lila) sat on the grass at the side of the farm house. They're all sat very still, close together, the younger two holding hands. The children look pleased to see him, Varick is wearing Molly's shawl which she had taken with her** Aug 10 19:36:01 * Peter is now known as Molly Aug 10 19:39:11 William: Molly said we all had to sit here until our Papas came, and anyone who came in the kitchen was getting no cake. Aug 10 19:39:41 I see... being a bit boisterous were you? Aug 10 19:40:15 **They look at each other guiltily but remain close-lipped. He can feel that Molly is very cross** Aug 10 19:40:41 Right, well, best you do as you're told then Aug 10 19:41:02 **None of them move* Aug 10 19:41:11 * Morgan nods briefly before heading inside Aug 10 19:41:26 **Molly is stood was squared shoulders and her chin up, facing Caroline, who has a wooden spoon in her hand. The tension is high. Molly speaks firmly, Eisen hints stronger in her accent** Aug 10 19:41:27 … I could not care less what you normally do! I did not give you permission, andt if you _ever_ raise a vooden spoon to MY tSon again, I will ensure you needt a tsurgeon before you make your next appel crumble. Do you understandt me, Caroline? Aug 10 19:43:47 **The other woman looks troubled but retaliates** I will tell my husband you threatened me, and he will take it up with yours. You will regret it. /me smiles cooly "I pity you if you are tso afraid of your husband zat you would think mine would be heavy-handted with me. You may tell who you please, but I vould advise you zat my husband learning that you scared his tson will endt badly for you. Aug 10 19:45:59 C: They were naughty and disobedient! We always use the spoon on the back of the legs. It stings but it doesn't harm them, it just corrects them! Aug 10 19:48:26 That is not ze point. The four of you may do vat you choose, for _your_ children. My child is not to be subjected to it. My husband andt I vill discipline him if andt how _we_ choose to. You vill _not_ touch or scare our tSon. Aug 10 19:49:01 * Morgan pushes a cup onto the floor Aug 10 19:49:48 * Molly and Caro both jump. Caro looks worried, Molly just looks serious. Aug 10 19:51:28 I've heard quite enough Aug 10 19:52:03 C: You need to know what they did. Aug 10 19:52:34 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 10 19:54:34 You will not raise a hand to my son again. He has dealt with a great deal of abusive in his short life and I've no doubt this will effect him for days. If you wish to have your husband face me for my wife's statement, that is your choice and I await that decision, though I'd rather it not come to that. Aug 10 19:57:05 C: They did something dangerous! They were supposed to be playing hide and seek, supervised by Inga and your friend, in two groups to be safe. William and Varick told each woman they were with the other, got Petey and Lila to lie for them and distract the adults so that they could sneak up to the pond and try to climb in over the fence! Aug 10 19:57:36 ((Attention?)) Aug 10 19:57:44 ((both of them)) Aug 10 19:58:23 **Molly shudders slightly but says nothing. Caro looks more upset than angry** Aug 10 19:58:46 And you rushed out there and hit them with a spoon while they were doing just that? Aug 10 19:59:57 C: Lila told us when the boys came back. They got scared of the height at the top of the fence and came back, but... Aug 10 20:00:25 So your hitting them did not in fact stop them... correct? Aug 10 20:00:47 She hasn't actually hit Varick, I heard Lila crying and sent them out. But he could see what was going to happen. Aug 10 20:00:59 C: No Aug 10 20:01:23 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:01:58 Consider this, Caroline... what you're doing after the fact is teaching them what happens _if_ they get caught... so they just need to be better at getting away with it. Aug 10 20:02:56 C: In _Avalon_ we correct children. Maybe that is not the same in Eisen. Aug 10 20:03:39 **There's a cheer of "Papa!" from outside Aug 10 20:03:43 That is not correcting them... its teaching them not to get caught. Aug 10 20:04:01 and in Eisen, I would hang anyone who dared touch my child. Aug 10 20:04:28 **Caro looks shocked* But I didn't! Aug 10 20:05:53 [Do you need me?] Aug 10 20:06:22 [Go get some air] Aug 10 20:06:35 * Molly just walks out Aug 10 20:06:36 For which I am grateful... Aug 10 20:06:55 * Molly is now known as Caro Aug 10 20:07:46 I am sorry. It's just how we've always done it, it's what Martha and David did too, I didn't know it wasn't something you and Molly did too. Aug 10 20:10:08 I don't raise my hand to either of them. There is no need in the end. A shock, certainly, such as dropping a cup on the floor diverts the behaviour, and taking the time to explain why its dangerous, for example... Aug 10 20:10:28 * Caro nods Aug 10 20:10:59 Maybe it's a different upbringing. It's what the Holy Book says. Aug 10 20:11:50 It says 'hit your children if they're naughty'? Aug 10 20:14:03 Proverbs 13:24 "He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes." Aug 10 20:15:43 **she's right, by the church of Avalon holy book, but the Objectionist one translates to "If you love your children, you will correct them; if you don't love them, you won't correct them." Aug 10 20:17:26 The book of my faith reads that as if you love your children, you will correct them... if you don't love them, you will not... Aug 10 20:19:27 * Caro nods Aug 10 20:21:07 Does it say "A husband must love and discipline his wife as he ought to his child, for submission to her husband and him to his God is righteous? Aug 10 20:21:55 **The equivalent passage is "And so train the young women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled, pure, working at home, kind, and submissive to their own husbands, that the word of God may not be reviled." Aug 10 20:22:17 * Morgan closes his eyes for a moment Aug 10 20:22:41 And so train the young women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled, pure, working at home, kind, and submissive to their own husbands, that the word of God may not be reviled. Aug 10 20:23:13 Your religion and ways are different to ours. Aug 10 20:24:50 Sound fairly similar to me Aug 10 20:24:53 **Peter comes in, shirt plastered to him** Who did what, Caro? Aug 10 20:26:01 * Caro takes this moment to start picking up the broken cup. Peter looks at Morgan "Do you know?" Aug 10 20:26:45 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:28:00 P: And? Aug 10 20:28:17 The boys tried to climb the fence to the pond Aug 10 20:28:48 P: William knows they aren't allowed up there Aug 10 20:29:00 your point? Aug 10 20:29:21 P: what the hell were they playing at? Aug 10 20:29:33 I don't know yet, I've not had chance to find out Aug 10 20:29:53 P: Molly is asking them. Aug 10 20:30:43 Is that wise, considering...? Aug 10 20:31:28 * Morgan shakes his head, walking outside Aug 10 20:31:40 * Caro is now known as Molly Aug 10 20:32:27 * Molly is sat on the grass beside Varick. The other children are playing nearby. Varick looks on edge. Aug 10 20:33:53 * Morgan sits down opposite Molly Aug 10 20:34:00 **James comes down towards the house, still obviously clueless** Aug 10 20:34:46 **Varick moves on to Morgan's lap, and Molly watches them both a moment** Aug 10 20:35:26 Varick was about to tell me what happened Aug 10 20:35:49 * Morgan hugs the boy to him Aug 10 20:36:03 Are you alright little man? Aug 10 20:36:23 **he nods** I did a bad thing Aug 10 20:36:44 I know... Aug 10 20:36:53 * Morgan looks at Molly Aug 10 20:37:04 *he nods again* Aug 10 20:37:11 would you go and tell James whats happened and make peace with Caroline please Aug 10 20:37:42 * Molly frowns slightly but stands up "Yes liebes herz" Aug 10 20:38:29 **He hears HH and Claudia laughing, moving in their direction** Aug 10 20:38:43 Varick, I think we need to talk about things, dont we? Aug 10 20:38:54 * Molly is now known as Varick Aug 10 20:39:23 * Varick gets up, checking Molly has gone before sitting back in Morgans lap Aug 10 20:40:31 **HH and Claudia get into sight, him with one of the identical twins on his shoulders. Both of them take one look at Morgan before gesturing "what's wrong?" Aug 10 20:41:06 $Long story. Go keep Molly and others distracted while I talk to Varick$ Aug 10 20:41:45 **HH and Claudia continue on. That leaves only Morgan and Varick on the lawn** Aug 10 20:42:09 There's a ghost. Aug 10 20:42:50 Alright. Who? Aug 10 20:43:00 She's called Cecily Aug 10 20:43:19 * Morgan frowns Aug 10 20:43:28 She told you where to find the doll? Aug 10 20:43:32 Yes Aug 10 20:43:41 Why were you climbing over the fence? Aug 10 20:44:00 She's lonely and wants us to play with her Aug 10 20:44:40 You can't Varick, its dangerous. Thats why the fence is there Aug 10 20:45:02 But she's _lonely_. Like I am for children. Aug 10 20:45:32 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 20:45:48 I understand, but that pond is why she's a ghost... Aug 10 20:46:00 Did she drown? Aug 10 20:46:04 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:46:28 She wants to give Molly the doll back Aug 10 20:47:22 Why? Aug 10 20:47:51 Because it is Molly's doll, and she took it and she's sorry Aug 10 20:48:29 David burned the doll when Cecily drowned... Aug 10 20:48:40 Did he? Aug 10 20:49:17 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:49:23 thats what he said Aug 10 20:49:33 I can't understand her a lot, I only know a little bit of Avalonian Aug 10 20:50:44 Can we go and talk to her? Aug 10 20:50:50 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:50:52 aye, alright Aug 10 20:51:27 * Varick gets up. He starts to walk towards the pond Aug 10 20:51:40 Will you hit me with the spoon? Aug 10 20:51:46 * Morgan takes his hand, walking with him Aug 10 20:52:16 of course not Aug 10 20:53:13 Lady Eldreich used to tell my guv'ness to hit me with a ruler sometimes, but we used to just pretend she had. Aug 10 20:54:13 Good, because hitting you is wrong Aug 10 20:54:33 It's bad to hit someone, even if you're really cross Aug 10 20:54:44 * Morgan nods Aug 10 20:54:46 yes it is Aug 10 20:55:03 Will you lock me in a cupboard? Aug 10 20:55:11 Never, just like I promised Aug 10 20:55:20 * Varick nods Aug 10 20:55:33 Will you tell me no cake? Aug 10 20:57:01 You understand that sometimes you need to have consequences to your actions? Aug 10 20:57:15 * Varick nods sadly Aug 10 20:57:19 Yes sir Aug 10 20:57:39 We'll see what happens about the cake... Aug 10 20:58:02 * Varick nods. They continue on to the pond Aug 10 20:58:12 Can we go inside? Aug 10 20:59:30 inside the fence? Aug 10 20:59:40 Yes. Not in the water. Aug 10 20:59:46 why? Aug 10 21:00:08 It's just easier to hear her there Aug 10 21:00:21 * Morgan nods, looking back towards the house Aug 10 21:00:22 aye, ok Aug 10 21:01:31 **There's no clear view of the kitchen door, but he can faintly hear laughter. The lock will have to be picked* Aug 10 21:01:57 * Morgan nods before picking the lock Aug 10 21:02:13 Whoa! I want to learn to do that! Aug 10 21:03:01 one day Aug 10 21:04:04 **Inaide it's just like in her dream, only a bit more overgrown. He can almost see her dead face down in his minds eye, the water making her hair dark red Aug 10 21:04:57 &are you here?... okay.& Aug 10 21:05:05 * Varick looks to Morgan Aug 10 21:05:27 She's here. What do you want to ask her? Aug 10 21:05:41 How does the doll still exist? Aug 10 21:06:28 * Varick concentrates, repeating the sounds slowly in Avalonian Aug 10 21:06:45 I st-oh-le it Aug 10 21:07:09 I see... How can I help you rest? Aug 10 21:07:21 Give Molly the doll Aug 10 21:07:55 That could harm Molly Aug 10 21:08:18 I know. W-ay-ted so long. Aug 10 21:09:19 Too dangerous Aug 10 21:09:29 Lonely Aug 10 21:10:02 I know Aug 10 21:10:36 W-ay-t more? Aug 10 21:10:57 I don't want to harm Molly Aug 10 21:11:04 No Aug 10 21:11:26 She doesn't remember Aug 10 21:11:44 No. She was too sad. Aug 10 21:11:57 If she remember she could be that sad again Aug 10 21:12:38 Yes. But S-t-rong-er now. Aug 10 21:12:48 strong enough? Aug 10 21:13:13 H-ope so. Don't know. Aug 10 21:13:23 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 21:13:31 Did she speak to you after the accident? Aug 10 21:13:43 No Aug 10 21:14:18 Who did she tell she understands? Aug 10 21:14:25 Eee-maj-in-air-ee friends Aug 10 21:14:56 Who were they? Aug 10 21:15:09 The Man and The Girl Aug 10 21:15:16 No names? Aug 10 21:15:33 No Aug 10 21:16:05 **Iselilija* Aug 10 21:16:23 Do you know what Iselilija is? Aug 10 21:16:36 A nickname Aug 10 21:16:44 for Molly? Aug 10 21:16:46 Yes Aug 10 21:18:42 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 10 21:19:05 **Varick speaks to Morgan** is that bad? Aug 10 21:19:21 I don't know Aug 10 21:20:01 * Varick mediums again Aug 10 21:20:11 Just a silly nickname Aug 10 21:21:22 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:21:23 alright Aug 10 21:22:14 You t-ay-ke the doll Aug 10 21:22:21 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:22:24 I need to find it Aug 10 21:23:24 **Varick starts walking towards the water** Aug 10 21:23:40 * Morgan grabs him Aug 10 21:24:14 It's in the r-eee-ds Aug 10 21:24:31 Peter buried it yesterday... Aug 10 21:24:54 T-oo-k it Aug 10 21:25:13 Alright, tell me where, I'll get it Aug 10 21:25:53 **Varick gives hotter/colder instructions until Morgan gets it Aug 10 21:26:39 * Morgan tucks it away in his coat Aug 10 21:27:06 When you give it to her I can go Aug 10 21:28:02 You'll know even if we're not here? Aug 10 21:28:07 Yes Aug 10 21:28:35 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:28:49 if I think she won't be harmed, I'll do it, but not until then Aug 10 21:29:17 One day. P-r-om-iss Aug 10 21:30:04 if I think she won't be harmed, I'll do it, I promise Aug 10 21:30:18 No. One day. Aug 10 21:33:18 Even if it harms her? Aug 10 21:34:35 Stay here forever alone? Aug 10 21:35:11 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 21:35:15 I'll do what I can Aug 10 21:35:22 Yes Aug 10 21:36:39 There was s-um-th-ing in the pond Aug 10 21:36:51 It grabbed you? Aug 10 21:37:06 Yes. Pulled me down. Aug 10 21:37:25 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:37:29 know what it was? Aug 10 21:37:36 No Aug 10 21:38:11 Maybe a m-on-st-er Aug 10 21:38:22 its gone now? Aug 10 21:38:48 Yes. When I d-ie-d Aug 10 21:39:49 Did it want Molly? Aug 10 21:40:00 I don't know Aug 10 21:40:54 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:40:55 alright Aug 10 21:40:57 [where are you, my love?] Aug 10 21:41:30 Molly didn't push me. Aug 10 21:41:45 I know. Aug 10 21:42:04 [talking with Varick. we'll be back soon] Aug 10 21:42:24 She was fun, not m-ee-n Aug 10 21:42:46 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:42:51 [Lunch is ready, but we will need to go to see Elsie soon] Aug 10 21:43:15 They were worried you two were playing rough and you got knocked in, but I know thats not right Aug 10 21:43:44 No. Played r-uff a lot. Not then. Aug 10 21:43:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:44:02 We have to go Aug 10 21:44:44 Love her. Love Mama, Papa, James, Peter and fa-mil-ees Aug 10 21:44:59 I know you do. They love you too Aug 10 21:45:13 Okay. Bye. Aug 10 21:46:06 * Morgan leads Varick out of the area, locking the gate as they pass through it Aug 10 21:46:09 * Varick looks to Morgan Aug 10 21:46:27 She had to go. It's tiring talking to normal people. Aug 10 21:47:16 aye, I know Aug 10 21:47:50 We have to hide the doll? Aug 10 21:48:09 We will do, yes. Aug 10 21:48:18 Where is good to hide? Aug 10 21:48:44 * Varick is obviously thinking hard about this Aug 10 21:49:34 It can stay where it is at the moment... I'm sure I can find somewhere to hide it when we get back to the island Aug 10 21:50:12 Or inside Claudia's mattress. Noone would dare ever to look there! Aug 10 21:50:35 * Morgan nods Aug 10 21:50:41 thats not far from what I was thinking... Aug 10 21:50:55 We need to talk about what you did Aug 10 21:51:02 * Varick sighs Aug 10 21:51:56 Dangerous. Could have drowned. William could have drowned. Could have fallen and broken our necks. Could have got cut on a stone and all our blood come out. Aug 10 21:52:14 * Morgan stops him, looking at him Aug 10 21:52:23 you _lied_ to them Aug 10 21:52:57 They wouldn't let me go if I told the truth. Sometimes you have to not tell the truth to help someone. Aug 10 21:53:23 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 21:53:33 No... thats not acceptable Aug 10 21:55:52 It was bad to lie, even if I thought the reason was good. Aug 10 21:56:44 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 10 21:57:02 So I have to say sorry. Aug 10 21:57:39 You're going to say sorry for lying and that you understand it was dangerous... but we can't tell Molly _why_ you did it Aug 10 21:57:51 Dont understand Aug 10 21:59:40 When Cecily died, Molly suffered very badly... it made her so sad she stopped even talking to people. She doesn't remember it now so we can't tell her in case it makes her that sad again... Aug 10 22:00:24 Like when your last wife died and you stopped talking to people? Aug 10 22:00:29 even worse Aug 10 22:00:56 Okay. So we cant call her than nickname? Aug 10 22:01:02 That* Aug 10 22:01:07 no Aug 10 22:01:21 And we cant tell her about the doll? Aug 10 22:01:47 no Aug 10 22:01:49 And we cant tell her about Cecily? Aug 10 22:02:07 no Aug 10 22:02:22 But we can say I wanted to go to the pond because we weren't allowed and it sounded exciting? Aug 10 22:02:55 is that true? Aug 10 22:04:43 No. But at Die Dauerhaftigkeit you said "sometimes the person you tell the truth to would not be able to accept the whole truth, or be pained by it..." Aug 10 22:05:22 Then it's okay to not tell the truth now. Aug 10 22:06:16 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 22:06:26 then the whole truth is not what they get but we do not lie Aug 10 22:09:39 I am trying! Am just a small boy! Aug 10 22:11:41 * Varick looks frustrated Aug 10 22:11:49 I know, and you've got a lot for me to teach you yet, but you're doing so very well with what you already know Aug 10 22:12:00 It's not fair! Aug 10 22:12:32 No, it isn't. But its important that when I say something, there is no doubt as to whether or not I am lying. Aug 10 22:13:12 You are keeping secrets, and I have to keep secrets, but only the way you want me to keep secrets and I dont like it! **he stamps his feet crossly, a temper tantrum on the horizon** Aug 10 22:14:24 * Morgan drops to the grass, cross legged Aug 10 22:16:08 * Varick just looks at him, frowning deeply with his arms crossed Aug 10 22:16:16 I am cross with you. Aug 10 22:16:31 I can tell. Tell me what you need to fix it Aug 10 22:16:42 Dont know. Aug 10 22:16:59 * Morgan nods, opening his arms Aug 10 22:17:01 come here Aug 10 22:17:27 * Varick looks like he wont for a moment then does Aug 10 22:17:37 * Morgan wraps his arms around the boy Aug 10 22:17:54 I love you to the ends of the sea... I'm sorry I'm asking you to do this Aug 10 22:18:01 * Varick moans with exasperation Aug 10 22:18:20 I am too young for all of this... horseshit! Aug 10 22:18:29 language... Aug 10 22:18:54 Claudia and Heinzharold say it. Aug 10 22:19:08 They're grownups, and they're going to get a slap for saying it around you Aug 10 22:20:10 You cant slap Claudia, she's a girl... sort of. Aug 10 22:20:46 and she'll beat me up... look, how about this... if they ask, you say you wanted to play inside the fence with William... thats true isn't it? Aug 10 22:26:48 Yesssss... Aug 10 22:27:38 then its not a lie... Aug 10 22:27:58 But isnt it already lying if we are saying it to make someone not know the real story? We are trying to trick her Aug 10 22:29:27 You're a bit young to know about lying by omission... it isn't the whole truth, but it isn't a lie... Aug 10 22:31:29 But it's the same thing. You tell someone something so they dont find out what you dont want them to know. That's why it makes me cross. Aug 10 22:32:26 I know. Its hard when its someone you love, someone you would normally tell. Aug 10 22:32:39 * Varick nods Aug 10 22:33:12 What if you tell her that and I don't talk at all. Aug 10 22:34:10 * Morgan nods Aug 10 22:34:12 if you prefer Aug 10 22:35:47 * Varick nods Aug 10 22:36:32 Alright. But you still need to say sorry Aug 10 22:36:45 I will say sorry Aug 10 22:36:58 Morgan? Aug 10 22:37:01 yes? Aug 10 22:37:17 Even though I was cross with you, I still loved you Aug 10 22:37:52 I know... and I still loved you and always will Aug 10 22:38:17 Can anyone see us from the house? Aug 10 22:38:25 * Morgan leans to look Aug 10 22:38:35 **they're out of sight* Aug 10 22:38:49 No, no-one can Aug 10 22:39:02 * Varick crawls into his lap, sucking his thumb, and starts to cry Aug 10 22:39:18 * Morgan rocks him gently Aug 10 22:39:21 its alright... Aug 10 22:39:58 * Varick nods. He only cries for about half a minute before he relaxes Aug 10 22:40:20 Morgan? Aug 10 22:40:24 yes? Aug 10 22:40:32 Can we have some food now? Aug 10 22:40:52 Aye, lunch is ready Aug 10 22:41:15 * Varick inhales deeply but theres nothing to smell Aug 10 22:41:21 How do you know? Aug 10 22:41:29 I'll tell you later Aug 10 22:42:05 * Varick nods, getting up. He holds Morgan's hand the rest of the way Aug 10 22:42:38 Morgan? Aug 10 22:42:42 yes? Aug 10 22:42:50 What is horseshit? Aug 10 22:45:07 When Claudia and HeinzHarold use it, they mean nonsense Aug 10 22:45:25 please don't use that word anymore Aug 10 22:45:43 Even when I am a man? Aug 10 22:46:15 Well, its not very polite so you'd only use it at certain times Aug 10 22:46:28 Alright Aug 10 22:46:36 can I ask you something? Aug 10 22:47:14 Alright, but I might not know the answer Aug 10 22:47:37 Do you like calling me my name, or would you prefer to use something else? Aug 10 22:48:01 * Varick shrugs Aug 10 22:48:26 Its a good name. I could call you Your Majesty if you want though? Aug 10 22:49:00 * Morgan chuckles Aug 10 22:49:05 No, I'd rather not Aug 10 22:49:35 Okay. What about *he tries to remember* My Liege? Aug 10 22:49:57 **They can hear the others in the back garden** Aug 10 22:50:03 No... HeinzHarold calls me that to make fun of me Aug 10 22:50:26 What about Mon Petit Chou? Aug 10 22:50:37 No, thats like a nickname that only Molly uses Aug 10 22:51:01 What does it mean? I dont speak foreign Aug 10 22:51:20 **They get around the side of the house** Aug 10 22:53:13 its Montaigne... I'd tell you what it means but you'll laugh at me Aug 10 22:53:25 I dont mind Aug 10 22:53:32 I do Aug 10 22:53:47 If I try really hard? Aug 10 22:54:01 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 22:54:05 it means... my little cabbage Aug 10 22:54:53 * Varick 's face stays completely straight, except for a minor twitch by his left eye. He doesnt even smile. Aug 10 22:55:03 I'm impressed Aug 10 22:55:18 * Varick nods. Then he says Aug 10 22:55:31 IneedtoseeMollynowbye Aug 10 22:55:37 * Varick runs off Aug 10 22:56:01 * Morgan sighs folliowing him Aug 10 22:57:11 * Varick almost bowls her over where she's sat on the grass. He's talking to her rapidly and she's nodding. She looks slightly serious. HH catches his eye $instructions?$ Aug 10 22:58:40 $None so far. Any issues?$ Aug 10 22:58:50 **Molly hugs Varick tight, closing her eyes a moment. The other adults are scattered around sat in the grass and eating picnic style** Aug 10 22:59:06 $All smoothly resolved$ Aug 10 22:59:22 $Thank you$ Aug 10 22:59:45 * Varick jumps off her, going to get some food Aug 10 23:00:43 [I need to talk to you, privately. I thought it could wait but it cannot] Aug 10 23:01:18 [Alright] Aug 10 23:01:36 * Varick is now known as Molly Aug 10 23:01:46 * Molly stands up, coming to him Aug 10 23:02:02 Hayloft, if that is alright? Aug 10 23:02:07 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:02:28 * Molly looks to him Aug 10 23:03:00 Do you need to tell Heinzharold and Claudia not to let him out of their sights, and where we will be? Aug 10 23:03:19 * Morgan checks to see if either are looking in his direction Aug 10 23:03:32 **Claudia is** Aug 10 23:03:46 $Molly needs to talk. Keep a close eye on Varick$ Aug 10 23:04:01 $Alright$ Aug 10 23:04:13 * Morgan nods briefly Aug 10 23:04:15 come on then Aug 10 23:04:32 * Molly takes his hand, walking around the house to the hayloft Aug 10 23:04:48 Shall we start with something else til we get there? Aug 10 23:04:56 If you like Aug 10 23:05:27 Heinzharold did his loyal knight thing most of the way there Aug 10 23:05:37 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:05:40 sounds about right Aug 10 23:06:02 We didn't stay long, John and I just walked around the old lanes by the farm, but Kathleen got hungry very quickly and we had to go back to the wet nurse. Aug 10 23:06:37 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:07:04 Is that normal, or do I need to check her? It seems excessive to me Aug 10 23:07:26 how old is she? Aug 10 23:07:32 Eight weeks Aug 10 23:07:49 completely normal. They have very small tummies, so they have a little often Aug 10 23:08:23 But every hour?! How are you supposed to do anything else? Aug 10 23:08:34 * Morgan smiles Aug 10 23:08:44 That is how it is Aug 10 23:08:56 * Molly nods Aug 10 23:09:14 Alright. He's no different today, but I think he is relieved I have agreed. Aug 10 23:09:22 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:09:55 We talked a little today about the old days. Aug 10 23:10:01 oh? Aug 10 23:10:35 I had not realised that he rose down from Goodleigh most days to ask to see me for more than a month. Then when they kicked me out and I was staying in the lodging house, they refused to tell him where I was. Aug 10 23:11:02 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:11:48 I feel sorry for him. He was weak, and buckled under the pressure of my father and his own. Aug 10 23:12:04 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:12:12 Its disgusting Aug 10 23:12:22 * Molly nods Aug 10 23:12:37 We were too young to be pushed around like that Aug 10 23:12:53 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:14:10 I asked him about you attending the Christening, he says he is fine with it, and wishes to just move on from what happened that day. He had told Eliza a few days later, and she had rung a tirade over his head, and they moved on. Aug 10 23:14:33 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:14:38 if that is what you both wish Aug 10 23:14:43 Yes please Aug 10 23:14:47 very well Aug 10 23:14:51 It will be Saturday Aug 10 23:15:11 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:15:31 Do you need me to reassure you about he and I? Aug 10 23:16:00 No. Aug 10 23:16:09 * Molly nods Aug 10 23:16:16 And about last night? Aug 10 23:17:06 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 10 23:17:26 **They get to the barn without incident and she climbs the ladder as she has thousands of time before** Aug 10 23:17:41 * Morgan follows her up Aug 10 23:17:58 * Molly takes him down into the hidey hole Aug 10 23:18:42 The first thing... I had another memory. Aug 10 23:19:08 * Morgan frowns slightly Aug 10 23:19:09 alright Aug 10 23:19:59 Cess and I getting hit with the spoon. I don't know what for, but I remember the sound and the pain. I thought I was never in trouble as a child, and yet I clearly was Aug 10 23:20:40 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 10 23:22:14 I am not worried. As Caro said, that is just normal here. And really, there is so much going on that I am not sure I am of a mind to keep digging at it. Aug 10 23:22:30 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:22:43 So... the urgent thing... Aug 10 23:22:46 Go on Aug 10 23:23:09 * Molly takes a deep breath, exhaling slowly, obviously tense Aug 10 23:23:34 It could be quite painful, but it is important. Aug 10 23:23:40 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:25:09 Varick has asked me to talk to you. Aug 10 23:25:20 * Morgan frowns Aug 10 23:25:22 right... Aug 10 23:25:47 When they were sat out as I instructed,  waiting for their Papas… You had spoken to them and told them to stay sat there. *she checks his expression* Aug 10 23:26:00 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:26:51 When I went out, Peter had been there and William, Petey and Lila were up playing.. *she checks again* Aug 10 23:27:05 * Morgan frowns Aug 10 23:27:10 yes... Aug 10 23:27:37 Varick was still sat down. He told me he didn't know what he was supposed to do... Aug 10 23:28:00 * Morgan starts scowling Aug 10 23:28:39 go on Aug 10 23:30:52 He asked me if I thought you would be comfortable with him calling you (Avalonian)Papa(/Avalonian), like William calls his stepfather, even though he isn't his birth father. I said I could speak to you, because _I_ do not know whether Jana called you that, or Vati, or something else. Varick wanted me to make sure he wouldn't hurt you or take something special from you. I was going to ask tonight, but when he came back he said it had to be now. Aug 10 23:30:59 * Molly watches him nervously Aug 10 23:31:19 I see Aug 10 23:31:55 I will break it gently to him, if that is what you wish. He will understand. Aug 10 23:32:32 I'll talk to him Aug 10 23:32:48 * Molly nods slowly Aug 10 23:33:06 Perhaps you would talk to _me_? Aug 10 23:33:47 * Morgan settles down, trying to get comfortable Aug 10 23:34:59 * Molly moves so that instead of being sat opposite him she is beside him with her head on his chest, taking away the pressure of eye contact Aug 10 23:36:59 it occurred to me that we call him our son but he calls us by name... he's said before he's already got a daddy I asked if there's something he'd like to call me instead of my name... He suggested your majesty or my liege... Aug 10 23:37:20 I figured it either wasn't important or he didn't understand, and he wanted food so.. I left it Aug 10 23:38:46 No... it is important. Aug 10 23:39:19 he gave no indication that he was actually thinking about it Aug 10 23:40:09 He was thinking of you, trying to take care of you. It became so urgent because he did not want to get it wrong Aug 10 23:40:30 I thought he needed to come and talk about you calling me a cabbage... Aug 10 23:40:46 No, he didn't even mention that Aug 10 23:41:06 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:42:53 He was confused sat on the grass because he was told to stay _until_ his Papa came. You came, but told him to stay there. So he did, because although he had seen his Papa, he wasnt sure it counted. Aug 10 23:43:26 I told him to stay there because I didn't want to contradict you Aug 10 23:44:35 Which you only would have been, if you were not his Papa. Do you see his logic? You made him stay because you do not think of yourself as his Papa Aug 10 23:45:59 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:46:10 Then I need to divest him of that illusion Aug 10 23:46:49 **he can feel her smile against his chest, but her voice doesn't reveal it** Aug 10 23:46:58 I know it is complicated... Aug 10 23:47:05 No, it isn't Aug 10 23:47:11 Isnt it? Aug 10 23:47:17 no Aug 10 23:47:52 You did not teach her to say it in Avalonian as well as Eisen? Aug 10 23:48:20 No, only Eisen Aug 10 23:48:29 * Morgan sighs Aug 10 23:48:41 I suppose I never considered leaving Eisen again at that point, so it wasn't needed Aug 10 23:48:52 * Molly nods Aug 10 23:49:42 That is understandable, my love. That part of your heritage was only likely to be prominent upon visiting Catterick, or your uncle visiting Sudlachenburg Aug 10 23:49:51 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:51:22 I have wondered ever since the day you proposed and said you hoped for children one day how to be careful and gentle in having your next child with you Aug 10 23:52:00 Its not going to be easy, I'm sure, but I will not withhold any love from them Aug 10 23:52:32 Oh liebes herz I know you wont. I never, _ever_ thought you would Aug 10 23:54:29 * Morgan nods Aug 10 23:54:43 and he is no different in that Aug 10 23:54:54 I do not think you would be able to hold back, even if you wished. It is not in your nature to ration out your love, or love mildly. I admit, I has taken me far too long to accept that in regards to myself, but I never considered it with children. Aug 11 00:00:45 * Molly listens to his heartbeat and the gentle cooing of the doves nested under the eaves Aug 11 00:03:19 We need to go back to him before he thinks I've reacted badly Aug 11 00:04:17 * Molly nods, sitting up Aug 11 00:04:42 I'll follow along in a minute, if that is alright? Aug 11 00:04:52 You are upset at something? Aug 11 00:05:25 * Molly watches him a moment, like she is weighing something up Aug 11 00:05:32 No... Aug 11 00:05:39 * Morgan watches her Aug 11 00:05:42 don't lie to me Aug 11 00:06:46 I will probably have a little cry about it all Aug 11 00:07:10 why? Aug 11 00:08:26 Because my heart hurts for you, liebling. For your loss, and for moving on, and for having Varick and the risk of it, and for how bittersweet it will be when there are more babies and the memories Aug 11 00:09:23 * Morgan kisses her forehead Aug 11 00:09:39 If you need to Aug 11 00:10:36 I could likely fill a glass with all the tears I have cried for you these last eighteen months *she smiles gently* Aug 11 00:11:24 * Morgan nods Aug 11 00:12:20 * Molly kisses his lips briefly Aug 11 00:12:31 Go on, I'll be back soon Aug 11 00:12:59 * Morgan nods, shuffling out of the hayloft Aug 11 00:13:52 * Molly watches him go until he is out of sight Aug 11 00:15:13 **he can feel that although still penetratable, the barrier between her mind and his is just a little firmer than before Aug 11 00:16:14 * Morgan sighs and heads back to the rest of them Aug 11 00:19:14 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 11 00:46:31 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 11 08:05:39 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Aug 11 08:05:39 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Aug 11 08:05:50 2021 Aug 11 08:05:50 * Now talking on #7thsea Aug 11 10:36:14 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 11 10:37:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 11 10:38:03 **Varick is playing with the other children when he gets there, it appears to be tag. Pete is sat beside Beth who has been given cushions to prop back on, a hand on her belly. James is sat with Caro as she nurses their baby. HH and Claudia are arm wrestling lying on their stomachs and laughing. Aug 11 10:38:03 **Inga is rocking Mary who is asleep with her little grass-stained feet hanging from beneath her dress. It's a happy gathering, though a little strange to think that Molly is not here enjoying it but sat in her quiet place crying on his behalf. Aug 11 10:38:03 **HH gestures $She okay?$ Aug 11 10:38:09 * Molly is now known as Varick Aug 11 10:40:14 $will be$ Aug 11 10:41:49 HH $need one of us to be with her?$ Aug 11 10:43:18 $No, she's having a cry for me. Maybe send Inga$ Aug 11 10:45:11 $Again? Okay. I'll give it ten minutes $ Aug 11 10:45:51 $I'll explain in a bit$ Aug 11 10:46:34 **HH nods slightly. Claudia slams his fist of the ground with a grin.** Aug 11 10:49:48 **The game the children are playing requires those who are tagged to stand still. When that is Varick, he stands in moving, watching Morgan a little warily Aug 11 10:50:33 * Morgan wanders over to him, kneeling down Aug 11 10:50:42 do you think I could take you away from the game for a minute? Aug 11 10:53:15 * Varick nods Aug 11 10:53:49 They won't mind, they play without me all the time Aug 11 10:53:59 * Morgan nods Aug 11 10:54:01 come on then Aug 11 10:54:47 * Varick puts his hands in his pockets, just like Edward often does Aug 11 10:55:09 We could go in the vegetable garden, there's normally butterflies. I like butterflies. Aug 11 10:55:17 * Morgan nods Aug 11 10:55:23 thats a good idea, I like butterflies Aug 11 10:55:43 * Varick glances at him Aug 11 10:55:55 Do you know what the white ones are called? Aug 11 10:56:37 Jeff? Aug 11 10:56:37 **The vegetable garden is right next to the normal garden and growing well Aug 11 10:56:47 * Varick shakes his head Aug 11 10:56:56 Alberto? Aug 11 10:57:15 Cabbage whites... _cabbage_ whites. *he giggles* Aug 11 10:57:32 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 11 10:57:37 how can they tell who they're talking to? Aug 11 10:58:10 * Varick spots a butterfly. He leans near it a moment Aug 11 10:58:19 By smell. Like dogs. Aug 11 10:58:36 Good, that'd be confusing... hey, cabbage... no, not you, that cabbage... Aug 11 10:58:50 * Varick giggles Aug 11 10:59:00 No, the _little_ cabbage! Aug 11 10:59:09 * Morgan laughs Aug 11 11:00:05 * Varick looks at the leaves of the plants, sometimes turning them over Aug 11 11:01:52 Molly talked to me... Aug 11 11:02:11 * Varick nods a little Aug 11 11:02:41 Are you sad now? Aug 11 11:02:53 No, I'm not Aug 11 11:03:28 * Varick nods again, picking a snail off a lettuce leaf Aug 11 11:03:33 Okay Aug 11 11:04:23 I'm sorry I didn't understand when I came back... I thought Molly wanted you all to wait there, I didn't realise you were all waiting for your papa's so you could play again Aug 11 11:05:50 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:06:59 Sit there until your Papas come. Was confusing, because there was only me and other others who only have one Papa. Aug 11 11:07:09 The* Aug 11 11:07:21 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:07:48 I can see why its confusing Aug 11 11:09:05 I was thinking that means Molly thinks you're my Papa. And then I thought that I think that too, but I didn't have the right word. Aug 11 11:10:04 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:10:20 Then William asked why I stayed when my Papa had come. He said Peter is his Papa, but not his Father. So you could be my Papa, just not my Daddy. But only if it wouldn't make you sad. Aug 11 11:10:28 so you've chosen the way they say it? Aug 11 11:10:53 * Varick thinks about it Aug 11 11:12:24 Its Avalon, and you're Avalonian a bit. Molly says it to Herr Forrester, and the children say it. *he's holding back a little* Aug 11 11:13:34 * Morgan nods, sitting down cross legged Aug 11 11:13:52 * Varick does too Aug 11 11:15:27 is that what you'd like to use? Aug 11 11:16:25 Children normally do what their mothers do, so I thought our babies would call you Papa, and I want to be the same. Aug 11 11:18:48 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:18:49 I'd like that Aug 11 11:18:57 * Varick smiles broadly Aug 11 11:19:00 You would? Aug 11 11:19:23 very much Aug 11 11:19:43 It won't make you sad for her? Aug 11 11:24:37 I dont want you thinking you will be less loved because I miss her... you calling me that doesn't take away anything from her. Aug 11 11:25:03 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:25:33 Never had to share with a sibling before. Don't know how it works. Aug 11 11:25:45 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:26:57 its difficult to explain... ah, I know... cake. My love isn't like one cake that has to be shared with everyone.... I have a cake for you, a cake for Molly, a cake for Jana, a cake for Dietlinde... does that make sense? Aug 11 11:27:14 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:27:20 That is a lot of cakes. Aug 11 11:28:59 I think... it sounds a little too formal... maybe like... Aug 11 11:29:06 * Morgan says papa with a different emphasis Aug 11 11:30:02 * Varick repeats it back Aug 11 11:30:20 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:31:07 I get it. It's like the difference between when someone says "My Lord", and when Captain Sorgi says "m'lord" Aug 11 11:31:35 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:31:37 exactly Aug 11 11:32:09 I like that. Papa... it sounds good. Aug 11 11:32:15 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:32:48 * Varick hugs him Aug 11 11:33:17 * Morgan holds him Aug 11 11:33:34 I have a cake for you too papa, a biiiiiiiig cake. Aug 11 11:34:02 I'm very glad about that Aug 11 11:36:11 I have cake for my Daddy too. It's like a memory cake, like when you eat a reeeeeally good cake that is very nice, but you can't eat it again because it's all gone. But you always remember how good that cake was. Aug 11 11:36:24 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:36:49 * Varick lets go Aug 11 11:37:04 papa? Aug 11 11:37:10 yes? Aug 11 11:37:37 Do you think I can call Molly Mama? Aug 11 11:37:52 would you like me to ask her? I'm sure she'd love it though Aug 11 11:38:08 * Varick shrugs Aug 11 11:38:30 She can't miss Jana, so it won't make her sad Aug 11 11:38:49 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:38:52 I suppose not Aug 11 11:39:56 Can't miss someone you never met Aug 11 11:41:13 that makes sense Aug 11 11:42:55 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:43:13 Did you want me to call you papa? Aug 11 11:43:49 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:43:53 I'd like that very much Aug 11 11:45:00 I meant before today, before Molly told us to wait for our papas. Aug 11 11:45:40 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 11 11:45:50 I'm not sure... I don't know that I was ready Aug 11 11:48:20 Why? Aug 11 11:49:18 Its difficult to explain but... you know when you get used to something, its difficult and worrying when you change it? Aug 11 11:50:01 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:51:01 Like when I had to go from Koln to Innesbruck, from Innesbruck to Sudlachenburg, from Sudlachenburg to the ship, the ship to the Eisenfursts house, the house to the ship... Aug 11 11:51:11 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:51:14 a bit, aye... Aug 11 11:51:42 But not _all_ like that ? Aug 11 11:53:11 **a red admiral comes to rest on Varick's knee Aug 11 11:53:28 No, I suppose it is... you got used to being on the ship, it was safe and where you belong, then you had to go somewhere else... Aug 11 11:54:00 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:54:30 But now I feel safe on the ship, because it is our home and where we belong Aug 11 11:55:23 * Morgan nods Aug 11 11:55:26 that makes sense Aug 11 11:57:03 You didn't feel you belonged as my papa yet? Aug 11 11:57:58 I didn't feel ready to stop just being Jana's... Aug 11 11:58:20 **Another butterfly settles on Varick** Aug 11 11:58:42 Why do you now? Aug 11 11:58:53 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 11:58:58 I don't know... I just... do Aug 11 11:59:06 * Varick nods Aug 11 11:59:23 Okay Aug 11 12:00:04 So now you can be mine and Jana's papa but we just can't see her until heaven? Aug 11 12:01:09 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:01:47 But then we can see her and cuddle her? Aug 11 12:01:59 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:02:09 Not for a long time though Aug 11 12:02:24 I will like that. I like babies Aug 11 12:02:45 * Varick watches him Aug 11 12:03:03 me too.. couldn't eat a whole one though Aug 11 12:03:13 * Varick giggles Aug 11 12:03:25 I wouldn't eat a baby! Aug 11 12:03:47 too chewy? Aug 11 12:03:51 They might wee on me. Aug 11 12:04:36 Thats true Aug 11 12:04:40 **A butterfly lands on Varick's nose, and he goes cross-eyed to look at it** Aug 11 12:05:01 Butterflies like me Aug 11 12:05:27 I've noticed Aug 11 12:06:02 * Varick concentrates, and the butterfly moves, landing on Morgan's nose Aug 11 12:07:26 * Morgan goes cross eyed at it Aug 11 12:12:37 * Varick starts giggling Aug 11 12:14:03 **they spend a few more minutes here before Morgan tells him it will be time to go, and Varick wants one last game with the children. Molly is laid on the grass when he gets back and laid asleep on her is Mary. Molly doesn't notice Morgan to start with, chatting to Inga. HH is sat with them, and gestures to Morgan $need me to take Mary from her?$ Aug 11 12:26:33 * Morgan takes a deep breath before shaking his head Aug 11 12:28:14 **HH watches him but nods slightly** Aug 11 12:28:22 * Varick is now known as Molly Aug 11 12:28:56 * Morgan settles down next to Molly Aug 11 12:29:25 * Molly turns to him, looking a little awkward Aug 11 12:29:30 Are you well? Aug 11 12:29:39 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:29:41 you? Aug 11 12:30:00 * Molly nods Aug 11 12:30:06 I am Aug 11 12:30:42 **HH $want us to bugger off?$ Aug 11 12:30:57 $No$ Aug 11 12:31:19 Is Varick alright? Aug 11 12:31:30 Does he look alright? Aug 11 12:31:46 * Molly looks over, smiling Aug 11 12:31:55 He looks very happy Aug 11 12:32:22 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:32:44 [Do you wish to talk about it later?] Aug 11 12:33:02 [No need. Its all sorted] Aug 11 12:33:30 * Molly smiles up at the clouds Aug 11 12:33:51 [I am glad] Aug 11 12:35:07 * Morgan looks around at the others Aug 11 12:35:11 looks like everyones getting on again Aug 11 12:35:20 * Molly nods Aug 11 12:35:54 It was simply resolved. I should have told them, they should have asked. Just a miscommunication of intent. Aug 11 12:36:10 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:36:12 aye Aug 11 12:37:36 William and the others have been told the pond is off-limits. There are lots of interesting things to do and see on the farm rather than the stinky old pond Aug 11 12:37:47 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:37:58 * Molly tilts her head, smiling slightly Aug 11 12:38:40 An unusual turn of phrase from a Duchess. Aug 11 12:38:49 * Morgan nods Aug 11 12:39:05 tis rather Aug 11 12:39:30 I don't often feel much like a Duchess Aug 11 12:39:45 no? Aug 11 12:40:02 No. I mostly just feel myself Aug 11 12:40:12 ((Attention?)) Aug 11 12:41:10 ((generally around)) Aug 11 12:41:41 **It's clearly not an innuendo, but HH is smirking** Aug 11 12:41:54 $You're a child$ Aug 11 12:42:46 $no, _you're_ a child, so there.$ Aug 11 12:43:22 * Morgan sticks his tongue out at HeinzHarold Aug 11 12:43:46 * Molly spots this, smiling Aug 11 12:44:19 HH laughs Aug 11 12:46:13 **Mary stirs a little, and Molly starts to stroke her back and sing Kosk Yn Ta to her quietly. HH watches her, then looks at Morgan's expression* Aug 11 12:47:14 HH: **he doesn't speak or gesture, just trying to check Morgan** Aug 11 12:47:40 * Morgan frowns slightly, looking towards Varick Aug 11 12:48:46 **Varick is frozen in the tag game, but his eyes move as if watching something moving towards Molly and Morgan** Aug 11 12:49:04 * Morgan watches him Aug 11 12:50:41 **His gaze moves closer, closer. Morgan starts to feel that same cold out-of-placeness that he did stood with HH in Molly's old room yesterday Aug 11 12:51:02 HH gestures $feel that?$ Aug 11 12:51:38 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 11 12:52:17 **Varick leaves the game, coming to sit on Morgan's lap. Molly is still singing Aug 11 12:52:39 * Morgan speaks quietly to Varick Aug 11 12:52:42 what can you see? Aug 11 12:53:05 **he whispers in Morgans ear* Cess Aug 11 12:53:32 She wants to be near Moll? Aug 11 12:53:49 **He nods* she likes the song Aug 11 12:54:00 ((Attention?)) Aug 11 12:54:27 ((HeinzHarold)) Aug 11 12:54:47 **HH is watching him and Varick** Aug 11 12:55:10 * Morgan leans sideways slightly, making sure the doll is still in its pocket Aug 11 12:55:26 **it is** Aug 11 12:55:47 Do you think she means any harm? Aug 11 12:55:56 V: no Aug 11 12:56:24 $Lot to explain. Its the sister$ Aug 11 12:56:41 **a lock of Molly's moves off her forehead as if pushed by the breeze. Except there's no breeze* Aug 11 12:56:50 $orders?$ Aug 11 12:57:13 $Try to ignore it. She means no harm$ Aug 11 12:57:19 * Molly frowns briefly, then shrugs it off, still singing Aug 11 12:57:58 $ignore ghosts. Where was yer majesty born again?$ *he grins* Aug 11 12:58:59 V: *he just watches* Aug 11 13:02:14 $What can you do about it?$ Aug 11 13:02:21 * Morgan speaks to Varick quietly Aug 11 13:02:31 did you want me to ask Molly about what you want to call her? Aug 11 13:02:49 V: *he nods* Aug 11 13:03:01 HH: Do you rent 'er out to sing people to sleep at night? Aug 11 13:04:02 * Molly blushes a little but still sings Aug 11 13:04:51 alright, do you want to go and play and I'll ask? Aug 11 13:04:58 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Aug 11 13:05:03 I thought you did your own singing... Aug 11 13:07:12 V: you can ask later, its okay Aug 11 13:07:30 HH: Not as nice as tha' Aug 11 13:07:51 * Molly glances at HH with a smile before looking to Morgan Aug 11 13:08:40 [It's Husband Privileges, being sung to sleep] Aug 11 13:10:45 Sorry, husband privileges Aug 11 13:12:24 *HH sighs dramatically* Aug 11 13:12:56 **Peter and James come over, looking at Morgan** P: We are going back to scything, did you want to join us? **he stops being able to feel Cecily's presence when Molly stops singing** Aug 11 13:13:30 If I wont be intruding... Aug 11 13:14:16 P: No, it'd be helpful Aug 11 13:14:51 HH $what are you going to do?$ Aug 11 13:15:41 $Scything the field. Coming?$ Aug 11 13:15:59 $definitely$ Aug 11 13:18:28 if you'll excuse us blossom? Aug 11 13:20:02 * Molly nods Aug 11 13:20:39 Unfortunately we cannot stay too long as we have things to do in town, unless you wish to find lodgings for the night? Aug 11 13:21:31 * Morgan looks torn Aug 11 13:22:08 half an hour or so and we should be alright ti still get back to the ship Aug 11 13:23:24 [I can deal with all the arrangements if it would help you to stay longer out there. I was expecting to be back on the mainland tomorrow anyway] Aug 11 13:24:20 P: You could have our room here, Beth and I can sleep in the hayloft Aug 11 13:25:02 [I want to be sure we deal with Elsie, and I don't want to be a danger to your family] Aug 11 13:25:54 [It is important we see Elsie, but there will be plenty of lodgings in town] Aug 11 13:27:31 [alright] Aug 11 13:28:29 * Molly sits up carefully with Mary, looking for someone to hand her to so she can stand. She doesnt even glance at Morgan Aug 11 13:28:53 Thank you Peter, but town will be more practical for what I need to get done Aug 11 13:31:13 *he nods** Very well. *he looks at Morgan** Ready? Aug 11 13:31:23 * Morgan nods, getting up Aug 11 13:31:59 * Molly looks at Peter Aug 11 13:32:11 Take your daughter so I can get up Aug 11 13:33:16 P: *he does so, inadvertently waking her* Aug 11 13:33:34 * Molly looks to Morgan Aug 11 13:34:25 I will ride down to Town and make some arrangements. I'll send the Ketch back to the island and have them return tomorrow Aug 11 13:34:36 alright my love Aug 11 13:35:02 C$Am I babysitting then?$ Aug 11 13:35:43 $babysitting?$ Aug 11 13:36:00 $With Inga. Watching Varick$ Aug 11 13:36:14 $Want to come and scythe the field?$ Aug 11 13:39:04 $upwind, yes$ Aug 11 13:39:29 $Go with Molly if you prefer$ Aug 11 13:39:43 $no$ Aug 11 13:40:24 $Is there a problem?$ Aug 11 13:42:15 **She assures him there isn't. With Tawstock only two miles, he knows he will be able to sense Molly's direction and feelings if he needs to. They separate, so that HH, Claudia, Peter, James and he get extra scythes and go up to the field. With his brother in law's he gets no chance to talk to his friends privately* Aug 11 13:44:53 *The work is nice and hard and repetitive, just as he likes. His mind is able to go pleasantly blank. However, about half an hour after he left, he suddenly picks up a breakthrough thought of Molly's. She is thinking of him shirtless and sheathed in sweat in that field in Avebury, scythe on his shoulder and watching her with curious admiration* Aug 11 13:46:26 * Morgan moves slightly further away from the others to continue working Aug 11 13:47:00 **she then must cross out of the thought range, because it abruptly stops* Aug 11 13:50:56 * Morgan frowns briefly before continuing his work Aug 11 13:53:43 **he guesses an hour has passed before her thoughts come back again. They've made good progress on the field, and he kept his distance on the off-chance, which is lucky because what overspills this time is Aug 11 13:54:41 [I curl my hand around him, enclosing him lightly. He moans loudly, rocking his hips slowly until he's repeatedly stroking within my fist. I softly with a hint of surprise "Oh yes, I like that!" I tightens her grip, though the cotton in the way makes it challenging.] Aug 11 13:54:51 Say* Aug 11 13:55:08 Tighten my* Aug 11 13:57:14 [Nearly back then?] Aug 11 13:58:53 [Oh. My. God.] Aug 11 13:59:27 **he can sense her embarrassment with a hint of amusement** Aug 11 14:01:03 [probably just as well Claudia didn't accompany you, I would imagine you're quite red about now] Aug 11 14:01:27 [I certainly feel very warm...] Aug 11 14:02:33 [thought so] Aug 11 14:02:36 **His scythe hits a rock, making a clang. Claudia looks over at him, gesturing $you alright?$ Aug 11 14:02:54 $fine. just a rock$ Aug 11 14:03:16 **she goes back to work** Aug 11 14:03:42 [It must be warm there too... are you also quite red?] Aug 11 14:04:33 [I would think so] Aug 11 14:05:13 [From your work, of course *he can hear the teasing tone*] Aug 11 14:05:24 [oh of course] Aug 11 14:06:14 [I shall leave you to your task and return to my daydreaming then, mon petit chou] Aug 11 14:06:32 [alright blossom] Aug 11 14:08:58 **he doesn't pick anymore, and he is able to work without interruption until the five of them have cleared the field. Peter surveys it, lighting up a cigar much as his father would, and offers them around. Aug 11 14:09:05 * Molly is now known as Peter Aug 11 14:09:16 Excellent work, thank you all. Aug 11 14:10:06 * Morgan nods Aug 11 14:11:20 **James takes a cigar, the others don't. The scythes are collected, and they walk back down. Claudia hangs back a little, and a shirtless HH falls in beside her** Aug 11 14:11:33 * Peter is now known as Claudia Aug 11 14:12:39 * Claudia looks disparagingly at HH "You stink." Aug 11 14:13:37 HH grins: The smell o' honest work. You stink too. Aug 11 14:15:00 * Claudia snorts "horeshit. Sweaty women do not stink like sweaty men. Aug 11 14:16:34 While I think of it... any chance you pair can stop swearing around my son? Aug 11 14:16:59 HH frowns: Didnt think we 'ad Aug 11 14:17:09 We are careful Aug 11 14:17:36 Funny, he used that very phrase at me today... Aug 11 14:17:48 Varick said Horseshit? Aug 11 14:19:20 * Morgan nods Aug 11 14:19:26 HH looks serious: Sorry, must 'ave been there when we didn' realise. Aug 11 14:20:12 * Morgan nods Aug 11 14:20:21 We will be more careful Aug 11 14:20:25 thank you Aug 11 14:21:52 **There's a moment of quiet before Claudia says to Morgan** You stink too Aug 11 14:22:14 **HH snorts** Charming (!) Aug 11 14:23:29 of course I do Aug 11 14:23:47 * Morgan moves discretely downwind of her Aug 11 14:29:20 HH: she stinks too Aug 11 14:29:54 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 14:30:01 she's not the freshest daisy right now, no Aug 11 14:31:12 * Claudia huffs Aug 11 14:31:20 Let's get cleaned up. Aug 11 14:32:21 **After a wash in scented water and borrowed shirts, they get mounted up, saying goodbyes. Peter and James thank them for help with the field. It must be around four now by the sun. They're about a minute out of Sunnymeade when Heinzharold sings "nine hundred and ninety six thousand nine hundred and ninety nine bottles of beer on the wall…" Aug 11 14:32:50 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head Aug 11 14:34:28 **Varick in front of Morgan joins in with him, and then Inga and Molly do likewise. Claudia just rolls her eyes Aug 11 14:37:19 **They decide to drop Inga and Varick at the lodging house on the dock, because HH and Claudia both want to go with Molly and Morgan. Molly stands outside a moment, just looking up at the building, which is old but passable. Aug 11 14:37:25 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 11 14:38:50 **Most wouldn't notice how she squares her shoulders a little, but Morgan does. Aug 11 14:39:11 [are you alright?] Aug 11 14:39:32 [I will be fine.] Aug 11 14:40:11 [alright. are you ready?] Aug 11 14:40:22 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 11 14:40:29 [Yes] Aug 11 14:41:06 * Morgan nods, turning to Claudia and HeinzHarold Aug 11 14:41:11 you want to wait out here? Aug 11 14:41:56 **HH kisses Inga before letting her go, and he and Claudia wait Aug 11 14:42:47 [14:34] (Claudia) **They decide to drop Inga and Varick at the lodging house on the dock, because HH and Claudia both want to go with Molly and Morgan. Molly stands outside a moment, just looking up at the building, which is old but passable. Aug 11 14:43:02 * Morgan watches her Aug 11 14:43:09 [this is the place you boarded?] Aug 11 14:43:24 [Yes] Aug 11 14:44:14 [Want me to deal with it?] Aug 11 14:45:26 [No I have sent a note already. I dont think I stumbled here wanting a lodging house... I think I wanted to get on a ship... to sail away] Aug 11 14:47:42 [No, I'm not surprised] Aug 11 14:48:12 **Varick tugs Morgan's trouser leg** Are we going in now? Aug 11 14:48:47 aye, come on Aug 11 14:50:36 * Molly takes a deep breath, leading the way. She's sent a note asking for specific rooms, and thrown her title behind it so that the staff are extremely servile and nothing is too much trouble. There's four rooms, two are joined. They seem to be the best in the lodging house. Aug 11 14:52:42 * Morgan holds Molly's hand Aug 11 14:53:02 * Molly squeezes it, standing on one of the joined rooms. Aug 11 14:53:54 (Av)This is where my doctor and his wife and daughter stayed. Next door, where Claudia will stay, that's where I nearly died.(/av) Aug 11 14:54:52 * Morgan nods Aug 11 14:55:14 * Molly nods to herself Aug 11 14:55:20 Do you want to see? Aug 11 14:55:33 Do you want me to? Aug 11 14:55:39 * Molly nods Aug 11 14:55:45 alright Aug 11 14:56:43 * Molly leads him into the hall and into the next room. It's a single room, quite basic, and utterly innocuous. Aug 11 14:57:20 * Molly tucks herself under his arm, hers around his waist Aug 11 14:57:29 I've not been here since. Aug 11 14:57:42 * Morgan pulls her close Aug 11 14:57:49 I'm not surprised Aug 11 14:59:03 * Molly stretches onto tiptoes to kiss him, but before she manages to, Varick calls "papa?" Aug 11 14:59:12 in here Aug 11 14:59:37 * Molly smiles warmly, eyes crinkling with it Aug 11 15:00:11 V: we thought you might have gone Aug 11 15:00:25 No, not yet Aug 11 15:00:41 * Molly lets go of Morgan and hugs Varick Aug 11 15:02:01 We will be in a moment. Be good for Inga please. [Spilling over: Noone, is ever, ever going to treat you like they treated me, I will destroy anyone who tries] Aug 11 15:03:30 **He assures her he will, then trots back into the main rooms. Molly watches him go, moving back to hug Morgan** Aug 11 15:04:45 * Morgan puts his arms around her Aug 11 15:06:04 **She does kiss him then, just for a few moments. They decide to walk to the brothel and return the horses. Molly wanders on slightly ahead, asking for a minute to put her thoughts in order. Aug 11 15:06:05 **HH says nothing, but after checking their group is alone but Molly can't see him, he gives Morgan a grin and starts holding his imaginary bubbies again. Aug 11 15:06:28 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 11 15:06:43 * Morgan thumps him Aug 11 15:06:51 * Claudia speaks quietly to Morgan "what is he doing?" Aug 11 15:07:10 Holding his... bubbies... Aug 11 15:07:50 * Claudia laughs "Bubbies?" Aug 11 15:07:59 * Morgan nods Aug 11 15:08:45 Why would anyone call them that?! **HH's bubbies get bigger** Aug 11 15:08:58 I've no idea Aug 11 15:09:19 **He grins, and they gets bigger and bigger, until Claudia whispers "don't be ridiculous, no woman has breasts that big!" HH grins at her, whispering back: They might. Seen many women naked, have ya? Aug 11 15:10:01 **she looks a bit surprised, glancing at Morgan** Aug 11 15:10:19 * Morgan shrugs ever so slightly Aug 11 15:11:01 * Claudia looks at HH Aug 11 15:11:07 I've been in brothels with you, so quite a few! Aug 11 15:11:46 HH: Ahhh... maybe we could not mention quite 'ow many to my lil darlin'... Aug 11 15:12:22 sore sport there... Aug 11 15:12:26 spot* Aug 11 15:13:08 HH: She doesn' like t' think about me doin' anything with anyone else b'fore her Aug 11 15:14:36 * Claudia looks at HH as if he's stupid "who does?!" Aug 11 15:15:50 HH: That's why we should all be like Saint Morgan O' Puritytown. No bubbies, no problem. Aug 11 15:17:45 thought I was king Morgan... Aug 11 15:18:21 HH: Depends according to th' amount o' bubbies involved Aug 11 15:18:55 how? Aug 11 15:20:13 HH: Well, when I'm talkin' bout in the War, there was no bubbies for you, and you were always outside like a holy man, not even upset y' were missing out... Aug 11 15:20:46 * Morgan nods Aug 11 15:20:59 HH: Now y' have Morgan's Rock and bubbies so yer the King. Aug 11 15:21:40 I see Aug 11 15:22:04 * Claudia looks at HH "Shut up, Heinzharold" Aug 11 15:22:28 **he salutes her** Aug 11 15:22:45 **Thankfully, they get to the brothel and HH shuts up. There's no sound today of the woman's pleasure. HH opens the door, letting Morgan, Molly and Claudia in. It's still clean and airy today, and once again the same woman is there, and a small group of four men drinking. She sizes them up a moment, then looks to Morgan. Aug 11 15:22:45 W: How can I help you? Aug 11 15:22:52 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 11 15:23:51 * Molly is looking around, the only one of them who hasn't been in a brothel before Aug 11 15:24:28 My wife and I would like to talk to Elsie, privately Aug 11 15:25:29 W: *she nods* And them? *she looks at HH and Claudia* Aug 11 15:27:54 They'll have some ale and wait down here Aug 11 15:28:00 **The door opens behind them, and a familiar man comes in. It is Catherine's physician, Doctor Price. He's a big man, slightly taller than Morgan and broad. HH gestures $Tawstock's Grunhelm$ Aug 11 15:28:22 **The woman gets the ale sorted first** Aug 11 15:28:27 $Physician$ Aug 11 15:29:07 DP: Good afternoon, Master Hockridge, what good timing! Aug 11 15:29:43 it is rather Aug 11 15:31:19 * Molly comes back to Morgan's side Aug 11 15:31:57 DP: Lady Torrington wrote to me about a young lady who was harmed and I am here to examine her Aug 11 15:32:12 * Morgan nods Aug 11 15:32:26 good... You'll be gentle I trust? Aug 11 15:32:47 DP frowns: Of course. Aug 11 15:33:00 * Molly looks to the doctor Aug 11 15:33:28 However gentle you aim to be, please be twice as gentle as that. Aug 11 15:34:13 **He nods** I will go and see her now Aug 11 15:34:28 [Do you want to chaperone them?] Aug 11 15:34:45 [Yes.] Aug 11 15:35:13 I will accompany you Aug 11 15:36:00 DP: It is not necessary, and it may be a little distressing Aug 11 15:36:32 * Molly 's shoulders square slightly, her chin coming up ((chance to intervene)) Aug 11 15:37:32 Doctor Price, it may be distressing for Elsie, and after what was done, I think it only fair she have someone to lean on, since it would be fair for her to be uncomfortable and distrusting of men, dont you? Aug 11 15:38:07 **he nods** You may come with me. Aug 11 15:39:32 * Molly 's jaw tightens a little, but she politely says "Thank you. I have some medical knowledge acquired in Eisen, I am not squeamish and I wish to understand what has happened and what can be done to help her" Aug 11 15:40:15 HH gestures $looked like she was about to go full Duchess on him then$ Aug 11 15:40:45 $very much so$ Aug 11 15:41:29 W: I'll show you the way. *she says to Morgan* You staying here, handsome? Aug 11 15:41:40 * Morgan looks at Molly Aug 11 15:41:43 * Molly blinks rapidly a moment Aug 11 15:41:47 [what do you think?] Aug 11 15:42:29 [It's fine, have a drink if you like, I want to get as much medical detail from him as I can] Aug 11 15:43:05 I'll wait with my friends until the doctor has completed his examination Aug 11 15:43:45 W: *she gets him a drink before taking Molly and the doctor downstairs* Aug 11 15:43:57 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 11 15:44:25 * Claudia sits at a table, drinking some ale Aug 11 15:44:46 What is wrong with this place and its weak drinks? Aug 11 15:46:06 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 15:46:20 Its like they stop brewing early Aug 11 15:46:41 **They've been sat a few minutes when four girls appear and start flirting and chatting with the other group of men. Both Claudia and HH are keeping a cursory glance on them Aug 11 15:47:55 **One of the girls is short and blonde, big blue eyes and very pretty* Aug 11 15:48:21 * Morgan watches Claudia and HeinzHarold Aug 11 15:48:36 HH: What's been goin' on then? What was all the drama with th' spoon? Aug 11 15:49:37 Varick and William lied to the womenfolk, ended up trying to get into the pond... Caroline was going to punish them by hitting them with a spoon Aug 11 15:50:17 given what Varick has gone through... *he sighs* as Molly said, they should've asked how to discipline him, and Molly should've told them Aug 11 15:51:30 HH: Maybe she never thought he'd do something like that to Inga an' Claudia? Let's be honest, she's a bit terrifying if you're a child Aug 11 15:52:40 I think normally I'd agree but... this wasn't simply them misbehavin' Aug 11 15:52:48 * Claudia snorts "I'm terrifying if you're an adult too." Aug 11 15:53:40 HH **he watches the girls sitting in the laps of the men a moment before looking back at Morgan** What was it then? Aug 11 15:53:57 Cecily... Aug 11 15:54:22 HH: Varick was tryin' t' find her? Aug 11 15:54:40 No, he knew she was there... she's lonely and wanted to play Aug 11 15:55:30 Shouldn't have lied though. I'm not happy about it. I cant keep him safe if he does that. Aug 11 15:55:44 No, I know. I'm still working on that. Aug 11 15:56:18 Would you have gone along with it if he'd told you? Aug 11 15:56:31 Don't be ridiculous Aug 11 15:57:59 **there's laughing and giggling from the other table. It makes HH look over and immediately look away** Aug 11 15:58:20 * Morgan nods, glancing over Aug 11 15:59:06 **two of the women now have their dresses off to the waist, but not the little blonde Aug 11 15:59:34 * Claudia follows Morgan's glance Aug 11 16:00:26 HH: kids lie. You can't take it personal Aug 11 16:01:11 I'm not. It just has to stop. **she's still vaguely watching the women** Aug 11 16:02:02 * Morgan sips his ale Aug 11 16:08:34 As I said, I'm working on it Aug 11 16:11:01 **they both nod, drinking their ale. Two of the men go upstairs, the ones with the topless women** Aug 11 16:11:28 It's okay Heinzharold, the bubbies are gone *she winks at Morgan* Aug 11 16:11:56 bye bye bubbies Aug 11 16:13:01 * Claudia bursts out laughing. It gets the attention of the little blonde who smiles. Claudia winks at her Aug 11 16:13:29 * Morgan watches HeinzHarold discreetly Aug 11 16:14:03 *HH misses the wink* Weren't as nice anyway. Aug 11 16:15:15 * Claudia sips her ale. Her body language changes slightly, a little more smooth and self-assured. Aug 11 16:15:30 I'll take yer word for that Aug 11 16:15:46 HH: I'm not showing you my apples. Aug 11 16:16:03 * Claudia looks at Morgan Aug 11 16:16:21 I don't recall you asking him to? Aug 11 16:16:40 correct Aug 11 16:18:09 **The others go upstairs. The blonde gives them a look on the way, both HH and Claudia watching her. Aug 11 16:18:34 * Morgan rolls his eyes, sipping his ale Aug 11 16:18:39 HH grins: Reckon she likes me. Aug 11 16:19:12 * Claudia looks at Morgan, rolling her eyes Aug 11 16:20:18 Did she look blind to you, Morgan? Aug 11 16:21:39 She didn't seem to have eyes wandering about unseeing, no Aug 11 16:21:51 HH grins: I've had girls like me in the pitch dark. Must be cos I smell good Aug 11 16:22:17 * Claudia laughs Aug 11 16:22:48 Gainsburg. **HH shudders** Aug 11 16:23:02 * Morgan frowns Aug 11 16:23:04 what? Aug 11 16:23:22 * Claudia grins savagely Aug 11 16:23:28 Heinzharold kissed a man. Aug 11 16:23:53 oh really? Aug 11 16:24:25 HH: It was dark, I was drunk, an' he was built like a girl. It's not funny, Claudia! Aug 11 16:24:36 * Claudia looks at Morgan Aug 11 16:24:43 It's a bit funny. Aug 11 16:25:10 * Morgan takes a mouthful of ale Aug 11 16:25:42 HH: Alright, it was a bit funny Aug 11 16:26:10 * Claudia nods Aug 11 16:27:17 It was the way he ran out of his tent flapping like a chicken who has just seen a fox that made it funny. He tripped over his own foot Aug 11 16:27:38 * Morgan chuckles Aug 11 16:27:43 sorry my friend, _that_ sounds funny Aug 11 16:28:13 HH nods: woulda been hilarious if it 'ad been you Aug 11 16:28:44 * Claudia laughs hard Aug 11 16:29:18 except... I wouldn't have gotten that drunk as to fondle another man... Aug 11 16:29:53 HH: it was very hard to tell! Aug 11 16:30:15 * Claudia looks at Morgan Aug 11 16:30:28 He should have check for bubbies! Aug 11 16:30:37 indeed Aug 11 16:32:46 **HH starts telling a story about Claudia being so drunk one day that she told him she loved him, she proclaims it horseshit, and he goes on to make it fantastical. They're still bantering when the men come back downstairs and sit back at the table. The short girl comes too, watching Claudia from behind the bar. Aug 11 16:35:45 **HH starts making up a story about how he saved Morgan from the kracken off the Montaigne coast, and though Claudia is still listening and laughing, she and the girl seem to be engaged in some eye contact more than would be expected Aug 11 16:36:08 * Morgan nudges her slightly, glancing at HeinzHarold Aug 11 16:36:33 * Claudia nods slightly Aug 11 16:38:03 **another twenty minutes pass. The girl brings them drinks, and HH casually flirts a little. Claudia looks disinterested, bordering on avoidant. Aug 11 16:38:23 [Did you need to speak to Elsie?] Aug 11 16:38:55 [Have you told her anything?] Aug 11 16:39:46 [No, we have concentrated on getting her through the examination, and the doctor and I have been discussing it] Aug 11 16:40:19 [Then I need to know whats going on before we talk to her, dont I?] Aug 11 16:42:08 [She has a lot of scar tissue. I need to spend a little time experimenting, reading and thinking before I volunteer to heal her *she sounds a little evasive*] Aug 11 16:43:18 [You don't think you can...] Aug 11 16:45:18 [I don't know. I haven't worked with scar tissue, and I need to work out how to practice that. Also, if I get it wrong, I cannot be sure I would not bring the baby early. There is much to think about.] Aug 11 16:45:59 [Alright. I'll talk to her about what we've already discussed in terms of adoption] Aug 11 16:46:28 **she gives him directions** Aug 11 16:46:52 * Morgan stands up, looking at his friends Aug 11 16:47:00 time to speak to the girl. I'll be back. Aug 11 16:47:21 **they nod** Aug 11 16:47:36 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 11 16:48:02 * Morgan follows Molly's directions Aug 11 16:48:52 * Molly is saying goodbye to the doctor, confirming her name and lodging details. He inclines his head to Morgan "I will write to Lady Torrington" Aug 11 16:49:38 * Morgan nods Aug 11 16:49:40 thank you doctor Aug 11 16:50:33 **He goes. Molly looks at Morgan. She looks grim** Aug 11 16:50:49 bad? Aug 11 16:51:01 * Molly nods Aug 11 16:51:39 are you alright? Aug 11 16:51:58 * Molly shrugs Aug 11 16:52:30 You cannot let me near him. Aug 11 16:53:41 For your sake or his? Aug 11 16:53:48 His. Aug 11 16:53:56 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 16:54:13 aside from what it would do to you, you could turn him inside out and I would not bat an eyelid Aug 11 16:54:43 * Molly runs a finger over his chest where she magically cut him Aug 11 16:55:15 This is what I will do to him if he is in touching distance. Aug 11 16:56:36 I don't intend for him to live long enough to get that close Aug 11 16:56:41 *she looks serious* There will be retribution, Morgan. There _has to be_. Aug 11 16:56:56 * Morgan nods Aug 11 16:56:58 I agree Aug 11 16:57:24 * Molly looks at him, eyes intense, but says nothing a moment Aug 11 16:58:01 He called her by my name. Aug 11 16:58:12 oh I'm going to gut him Aug 11 16:58:33 * Molly nods Aug 11 16:59:33 Please don't ask her about the rest. I would shield you from it. Aug 11 16:59:52 * Morgan frowns Aug 11 16:59:54 why? Aug 11 17:00:25 Because you do not need to think of it, to think of me in her place. Aug 11 17:01:57 You forget my night? Because I already do Aug 11 17:02:23 * Molly bows her head Aug 11 17:02:42 I would not have you look at me and think of that. Aug 11 17:03:04 * Morgan grinds his teeth Aug 11 17:03:04 fine Aug 11 17:03:43 * Molly sighs Aug 11 17:04:59 I disappoint you again. I only wish to _protect_ you. Can you understand why I would want to keep something from you to save your pain and torment. Aug 11 17:06:08 with the nightmare I've had I've already felt it and continue to. Aug 11 17:06:46 * Molly closes her eyes Aug 11 17:07:17 And if you can never bear to love me again because you only think of him? Aug 11 17:07:56 I will not allow him to rip this from me. No matter what. Aug 11 17:08:16 Is it that simple? Aug 11 17:09:11 It has to be, doesn't it Aug 11 17:09:45 Do you command me? Aug 11 17:09:54 * Molly watches him seriously Aug 11 17:12:53 if needs be Aug 11 17:14:17 I have to warn you, once you hear it you cannot unhear it. Aug 11 17:14:35 I am aware Aug 11 17:18:21 The damage is extensive. It has impaired both her bladder and her bowels, as well as the scarring of her Womanhood. I do not have a clear idea of what damage the birth canal itself has sustained because it is impossible to do even a very gentle internal examination. There is no chance she can deliver her child in her present condition, and her daily life is badly affected. Aug 11 17:19:01 * Morgan nods Aug 11 17:19:04 alright Aug 11 17:20:29 I am sure you understand that this sort of damage should be impossible even from rough sexual relations Aug 11 17:20:44 * Molly searches his face for understanding Aug 11 17:21:07 What did he do to her? Aug 11 17:21:50 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 11 17:23:21 He used his whole hand upon her, and also penetrated her rear without any due care and attention Aug 11 17:24:04 I see Aug 11 17:24:17 * Molly nods Aug 11 17:26:14 I am certain I could fix it were it fresh injury, but it is the scar tissue that I think will present the problem. Doctor Price is going to send me some books of medicine, and I think I may need to communicate with Mae like we did with O'Flannigan Aug 11 17:26:54 That could be difficult for Varick. Do you think you can at least make things easier for her in meantime if you cant heal her? Aug 11 17:26:54 * Molly looks at his expression Aug 11 17:27:13 * Molly thinks Aug 11 17:28:35 I would need some time to think how. It's the damned scarring that is causing all of the function issues. At the very least, I would like her to have normal functions in the near future, even if I can do nothing for the birthing. Aug 11 17:29:20 thats what I mean... if you cant save her, can you make what she has left more bearable... Aug 11 17:30:24 I hope so. I know I can make it easier if the baby must be cut out. I can make it that she feels no pain Aug 11 17:30:47 * Morgan nods Aug 11 17:31:13 something at least. Alright, do you wish to go downstairs while I talk with her? Aug 11 17:31:41 You wish me to leave you? *she looks sad and worried* Aug 11 17:34:07 I do not wish you to suffer any more than you must... I thought you might want a break Aug 11 17:34:26 **There's a sound from up above in the bar room of breaking glass, and a body hitting the floor* Aug 11 17:35:01 * Molly glances upwards Aug 11 17:35:05 shit Aug 11 17:36:23 Do you want to go or do you want me to? Aug 11 17:45:22 I'll go Aug 11 17:45:42 * Morgan heads back up the stairs Aug 11 17:47:07 **Its very tense. Claudia has knocked out one of the men. HH seems to be appealing for calm in broken Avalonian and telling Claudia in Eisen to go away and sit down. She looks like she would happily eviscerate him. Aug 11 17:47:13 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 11 17:48:11 * Morgan walks directly into the middle of the groups, looking at Claudia Aug 11 17:48:15 sit down. Aug 11 17:48:29 * Claudia does so Aug 11 17:48:40 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Aug 11 17:48:42 explanation please Aug 11 17:49:49 HH: He came up behind Claudia and put his arms over her shoulders. Almost got his hands on her breasts. He deserved it. Aug 11 17:50:15 * Morgan nods, looking at the other men Aug 11 17:50:54 locals? Aug 11 17:51:31 **They look pissed off in the extreme* Man: Get the fuck out of here, Eisen bastards! **he spits at Morgan's feet* Aug 11 17:52:58 Oh now, gentlemen, thats not nice... especially since his injury is his own fault... so here's the deal... you collect your friend and be on your way, and no more needs to be said. Aug 11 17:54:19 **Molly has obviously decided to follow him up, because her presence attracts one of the other men to say** I know where I know her from, not surprised she ended up in a whore house. Aug 11 17:55:17 * Claudia gets back up, moving towards Morgan Aug 11 17:55:29 * Morgan smiles slightly before grabbing the man and smashing his forehead into the mans nose Aug 11 17:56:17 **The other two men grab at Morgan, trying to restrain him Aug 11 17:56:33 * Morgan lets himself drop Aug 11 17:56:54 * Claudia and Claudia get stuck in to lamping these men Aug 11 17:57:01 And HH** Aug 11 17:58:21 **He hears movement, feels a magic prickles then hears the sound of a body hitting the floor, but further away than the scuffle Aug 11 17:58:38 * Morgan looks over Aug 11 17:59:23 **Molly is stood with the first man who got injured by Claudia on the floor in front of her. Aug 11 18:00:39 * Morgan gets up, placing a boot on the insulting mans neck and applying some pressure before shouting Aug 11 18:00:41 ENOUGH! Aug 11 18:01:21 **There's now all four locals on the floor.** Aug 11 18:02:05 **The little blonde appears from where she's hiding behind the bar. "Oh dear." Aug 11 18:02:35 * Morgan crouches down to the man under his boot Aug 11 18:03:02 **He looks up, going purple* Aug 11 18:03:03 you'll want to be apologising... and then you'll take your men and leave, and do let everyone know that upsetting Morgan Hockridge is what got you in this position... Aug 11 18:03:50 Man: Sorry for... calling... the Forrester... girl... a whore. Aug 11 18:04:11 * Morgan lets up the pressure Aug 11 18:04:33 Man: *he gasps and coughs and rubs his neck* Aug 11 18:04:35 Best be on your way, you don't want to be occupying my mind when I'm in a bad mood... Aug 11 18:05:41 **He struggles up, blood pouring from his nose. He manages to rouse the two men nearby and get them up and staggering** Aug 11 18:06:07 * Morgan rolls his shoulders slowly, watching them Aug 11 18:07:23 **Molly goes to the blonde, and comes back with a bucket of water, dumping it on the face of the man Claudia hit. He rouses suddenly, spluttering* Aug 11 18:08:16 HH *he sips his ale, and holds the door open for the locals* Aug 11 18:09:17 * Claudia glares at the man who started it whilst he staggers along to be with his friends Aug 11 18:10:48 **Molly gets a mop and starts mopping up the water. HH closes the door behind them. "Six" Aug 11 18:11:43 * Morgan moves towards Claudia Aug 11 18:11:44 six? Aug 11 18:11:57 Brothels Heinzharold has seen me beat a man for putting his hands on me Aug 11 18:12:52 HH: 's a lot more than that not in brothels. Aug 11 18:13:26 * Morgan nods, looking at her seriously Aug 11 18:13:45 I'm good. Aug 11 18:14:21 * Morgan nods, going to help Molly Aug 11 18:14:32 * Claudia speaks quietly "I know you probably want to, but don't hug me right now. Aug 11 18:17:26 **Molly looks to him** I didn't hurt him. Aug 11 18:17:39 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 11 18:18:56 * Morgan watches Claudia Aug 11 18:19:12 Wasn't going to. Know better than that... do what you need to to calm down Aug 11 18:19:15 * Morgan heads to Molly Aug 11 18:19:31 didn't hurt him... what did you do? Aug 11 18:19:50 Made him faint, like when Stef was screaming Aug 11 18:21:34 * Morgan nods Aug 11 18:21:47 if thats what you needed to do my love Aug 11 18:22:16 I couldn't be sure what he would do, it seemed safer whilst you were all busy Aug 11 18:22:51 **HH and Claudia are laughing behind him** Aug 11 18:23:49 * Morgan nods Aug 11 18:24:03 I'm sorry he said that Aug 11 18:24:13 * Molly shrugs Aug 11 18:24:29 I've heard it before, quite frequently Aug 11 18:25:11 * Molly wrings the mop into the bucket, the water faintly pink Aug 11 18:25:13 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 11 18:25:16 thats beside the point Aug 11 18:25:27 You get used to it Aug 11 18:27:01 * Molly looks around at the blood on the floor Aug 11 18:30:27 * Morgan looks over at HeinzHarold and Claudia Aug 11 18:32:09 **They are rough housing with each other, no injury likely Aug 11 18:32:12 I'll clean up and supervise them if you wish to see Elsie Aug 11 18:32:42 * Morgan nods Aug 11 18:32:50 get them to clean up Aug 11 18:33:12 * Molly nods Aug 11 18:33:22 Oh, Liebling? Aug 11 18:35:27 Later, could you hold me a while so that I can feel that nothing has changed for us? *she looks serious and worried* Aug 11 18:39:12 of course my love Aug 11 18:39:31 Thank you Aug 11 18:40:18 * Molly gets the blonde to get cleaning things and then goes to HH and Claudia, leaving him free to go back downstairs to find Elsie Aug 11 18:41:11 * Morgan goes to find Elsie Aug 11 18:41:25 * Molly is now known as Elsie Aug 11 18:41:41 * Elsie is in the kitchen now, peeling potatoes Aug 11 18:42:29 Elsie... Aug 11 18:42:46 * Elsie looks round Aug 11 18:43:06 Master Hockridge. Didn't know that's who you were yesterday Aug 11 18:45:49 I thought everyone knew who I am Aug 11 18:45:55 Alright if I keep working? People need to be fed. Aug 11 18:46:09 of course Aug 11 18:46:21 I know who Master Hockridge is, just not that that was you Aug 11 18:47:27 so you know I'm horrible and grumpy? Aug 11 18:47:57 Brutal and violent more like, but you dont seem it Aug 11 18:48:27 the men we've just removed might disagree... and I'm brutal and violent when its necessary Aug 11 18:48:35 * Elsie nods Aug 11 18:49:09 Do I have to Sir you, cos in my line of work we dont usually. We're all the same without our clothing. Aug 11 18:54:10 Not at all... Aug 11 18:54:19 * Elsie nods Aug 11 18:54:36 Dont spose you want to peel some potatoes? Aug 11 18:57:35 * Morgan nods, taking up a knife and joining in Aug 11 18:57:56 Thank you for seeing the doctor Aug 11 18:58:37 I want the baby to live, so it makes sense to. Aug 11 18:59:51 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:00:07 I suppose you have a real hatred for Eisen men now? Aug 11 19:00:30 * Elsie shakes her head Aug 11 19:01:01 Only the ones that came here. Some men are just brutes, dont matter where they were born. Most arent Aug 11 19:02:33 I'm glad to hear you say that... I've been talking it over with my wife and, one way or another, I promise you your child will not end up in a place like this Aug 11 19:03:52 But it'll be the child of a whore and a rapist. Who will take it? Aug 11 19:07:47 * Elsie scrubs hard at a potato Aug 11 19:08:03 I understand your concern... We have two families in mind, and if one wont take the child, the other will... Aug 11 19:08:22 You're certain? Aug 11 19:08:35 completely Aug 11 19:08:45 Are they good people? Aug 11 19:09:00 yes... I wouldn't consider leaving a child with them if I did not think so Aug 11 19:09:08 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:09:20 both have family ties to me or my wife Aug 11 19:09:26 Thank you. Why would you help me? Aug 11 19:10:35 a few reasons... one being that I hate Dau... he is the antithesis of everything a nobleman is supposed to be... and I'm am determined to make a difference to this world, even if its for just one person at a time Aug 11 19:11:01 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:11:46 I'm not a bad person. Wasn't my fault I ended up like this. I wasn't loose. Aug 11 19:12:13 what happened? Aug 11 19:13:05 Same thing what often happens. Met a boy, fell in love, we promised we'd get married a few months later, made a baby... Aug 11 19:14:09 * Elsie glances at him Aug 11 19:14:16 Wasnt his fault neither Aug 11 19:17:41 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:17:46 what happened to the baby? Aug 11 19:22:15 Well, the Dad got pressganged, see? I managed to follow him to the port here. Wrote my family but they wouldn't have me. Didn't have anywhere to go so I took up whoring til the men started to talk about my body and they realised and set me in the kitchen.Then the baby was stillborn and I went back upstairs. Aug 11 19:23:00 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:23:50 Its not the worst life, normally. Even most men who come here aren't rough. Most of them are just sad or lonely. They got wives that wont sleep with them, or wives pregnant and they dont want to hurt them, or their wives have died and they just need a woman to hold them and be sweet to them. Aug 11 19:24:06 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:25:14 Sounds weird, but the last ones are the best ones, they're just lonely mostly, and it's easy to be kind and listen to them and let them cry. And they really really gentle. Aug 11 19:25:32 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:25:45 I can appreciate them wanting someone just to talk to Aug 11 19:25:59 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:26:48 Couple of them I still see. Can't have sex with them, but I can still cuddle them, and they're happy with that Aug 11 19:27:59 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:28:16 one of the families... it'd mean your baby growing up in Eisen Aug 11 19:28:16 One of them, he calls me by his wife's name, and I call him Darling like she did. He likes to lie down with me and read to me Aug 11 19:28:40 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:28:57 I dont mind that, long as it's not in a brothel Aug 11 19:29:41 noble house... he's a Freiarr... basically runs a town and land around it Aug 11 19:30:19 * Elsie smiles Aug 11 19:30:44 That'd be nice. Good work in the kitchens and below stairs in noble houses Aug 11 19:31:04 You misunderstand... it'd be the Freiarr raising the child Aug 11 19:31:24 A child from the likes of me? Seems a bit weird Aug 11 19:31:36 lets be honest, nothing about me is normal... Aug 11 19:32:10 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:32:17 What about the other family? Aug 11 19:32:25 farmers, near here Aug 11 19:32:52 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:33:08 They could visit my grave then, if I can afford one Aug 11 19:34:34 Don't worry about that, we'll make sure of it Aug 11 19:35:05 Thank you. I've written the baby a letter, can someone teach it to read? Aug 11 19:35:31 I'll make sure of it... I think you should decide on a name for it too, so start thinking Aug 11 19:35:50 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:36:36 I'll think. I want it to know that I loved it, no matter how it got made, and what it's gonna take to give it life Aug 11 19:38:02 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:38:05 alright Aug 11 19:38:32 Thank you Aug 11 19:38:49 Your wife is really nice Aug 11 19:38:57 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:39:00 I think so Aug 11 19:39:44 She held my hand, kept reminding the doctor to be gentle, and was breathing slowly and deeply with me so I wouldn't feel scared Aug 11 19:40:03 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:40:31 she had an examination once that was very painful and scared her... she did not want you suffering the same, especially after what you've been subjected to Aug 11 19:41:42 I did wonder if it was something like that. **she looks at him** I dont blame her. Aug 11 19:41:56 how do you mean? Aug 11 19:42:22 I'm not stupid. The hair, the name, the fact you hate him. Aug 11 19:43:53 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:44:42 I'm glad... a pity that she does Aug 11 19:45:42 Tell her I said she can't. I'd rather it was me than anyone else. Aug 11 19:46:00 he's going to pay for what he did Aug 11 19:46:17 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:46:39 I hope so. 'Fore he finds another girl with very red hair. Aug 11 19:47:06 * Morgan nods Aug 11 19:47:10 soon as I can get my hands on him Aug 11 19:47:37 * Elsie nods Aug 11 19:47:41 Good Aug 11 19:48:12 * Elsie looks down Aug 11 19:48:31 You've done a good job with those potatoes. I can manage from here. Aug 11 19:48:45 * Morgan nods, cleaning his hands Aug 11 19:49:05 We'll speak soon... take care Elsie Aug 11 19:49:21 And you Aug 11 19:49:37 * Morgan nods, putting five guilders in front of her before walking back up to the taproom Aug 11 19:50:41 **Theres still cleaning going on up there, the blonde, Molly and Claudia. The blonde and Claudia make occasional eye contact. HH is sat drinking his ale Aug 11 19:51:01 * Elsie is now known as Molly Aug 11 19:54:27 HH: *he looks at Morgan and gestures** wasn't me this lassie is attracted to Aug 11 19:55:16 hmmm? Aug 11 19:57:22 HH: tha' lassie likes Claudia Aug 11 19:57:31 * Morgan looks over Aug 11 19:57:33 oh Aug 11 19:58:03 You ready t' go? Aug 11 19:58:14 aye Aug 11 19:59:22 Molly told me where to take you to break stuff Aug 11 19:59:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 11 19:59:50 'm alright Aug 11 20:00:15 HH stares at him, unspeaking Aug 11 20:01:23 alright Aug 11 20:02:29 HH: best tell her we're going Aug 11 20:04:07 * Morgan nods, going to Molly Aug 11 20:04:11 I'm being told we're leaving Aug 11 20:05:27 * Molly nods Aug 11 20:05:45 I would think after some of that it will do you good, liebling Aug 11 20:06:02 I disagree but its clear he won't take no for an answer Aug 11 20:06:57 Consider that perhaps Heinzharold may benefit from doing something to help you when in the past he was not able... Aug 11 20:07:05 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:07:06 very well Aug 11 20:08:00 * Molly kisses his cheek Aug 11 20:08:23 I will have dinner arranged for when you return Aug 11 20:08:39 * Morgan nods, heading for the door Aug 11 20:11:47 **the little woodland is beside the river. There's trees to chop, stones to skim, and they do that for a bit before HH finally says** How are y' doing? Aug 11 20:11:52 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 11 20:14:52 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 20:14:57 I feel a bit... numb Aug 11 20:15:07 * HH nods Aug 11 20:15:54 A lot going on. Elsie, Molly and her sister, the Daggets Aug 11 20:16:28 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:17:58 Stuff with the Daggets will be done after the christening on Saturday Aug 11 20:19:32 They aren't a concern for me Aug 11 20:19:38 * HH nods Aug 11 20:19:55 So what's on your noggin'? Aug 11 20:21:20 Cecily for a start... to be able to rest she needs Molly to have the doll... Aug 11 20:22:30 But Molly might not cope with it? Aug 11 20:23:05 she's a lot stronger now than she was... but its possible Aug 11 20:25:53 * HH nods Aug 11 20:26:17 * HH skims a stone Aug 11 20:27:20 Does she have to know it's the doll, and that her sister gave it back, or just has to have it in her possession? Aug 11 20:27:40 I don't know actually... though if she spots it... Aug 11 20:28:05 Jus' thinking maybe you could change it enough, or put it in something Aug 11 20:28:30 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:28:36 maybe... worth thinking about Aug 11 20:28:42 * HH nods Aug 11 20:29:05 Gots them smarts *he taps his temple* Aug 11 20:29:12 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:29:15 aye... Aug 11 20:29:41 Not a solution, but a new avenue. What else? Aug 11 20:30:22 Elsie... Aug 11 20:30:51 Go on Aug 11 20:32:35 the damage she's suffered...the brutality of it... Aug 11 20:32:43 * Morgan blinks, slowly becoming neutral Aug 11 20:36:30 Hey! Aug 11 20:36:45 * Morgan breathes slowly Aug 11 20:37:34 It's bad, if there's enough scarring that Molly is asking me if I have any war scars she can practice on Aug 11 20:37:45 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:38:41 Its not just that she won't be able to give birth normally... her day to day life is ruined... inconvenient to relieve yourself? Just hold it, right? She cant... Aug 11 20:39:04 * HH nods Aug 11 20:39:21 Know veterans like that. Aug 11 20:39:45 * Morgan nods, taking a deep breath Aug 11 20:40:44 More? Aug 11 20:41:11 he sodomised her, without a care for her pain... he used his _fist_ on her for fuck sake Aug 11 20:42:13 * HH takes a deep breath in, jaw clenched. Then he nods Aug 11 20:42:32 Absolute fucking monster. Aug 11 20:42:42 * Morgan sinks to his knees and starts to sob Aug 11 20:42:52 he called her Molly... Aug 11 20:44:11 * HH comes down too and wraps his friend in a tight hug just being there Aug 11 20:46:41 * Morgan sobs like a small boy for five solid minutes before quieting Aug 11 20:47:45 Keep talking, let's get it all out **this is what 13 year old Morgan said to 13 year old HH after his father died** Aug 11 20:48:06 I'm scared of how angry I am... of what I want to do to him Aug 11 20:49:07 He fucking deserves it. It's not wrong to deliver a rabid piece of shit like this to hell in agony. Aug 11 20:52:00 * Morgan nods Aug 11 20:52:09 politics be damned, he is going to die Aug 11 20:52:21 * HH nods Aug 11 20:52:26 We'll find him, and you will kill him. Aug 11 20:53:10 * HH keeps on hugging him Aug 11 20:53:57 * Morgan takes a deep, slow breath Aug 11 20:54:48 alright Aug 11 20:55:05 * HH gently lets go Aug 11 20:58:59 We need to get to work. We need to track this fucker down. This is the shit we're good at. We have you, me, Claudia, vessels, funds, eighty former Objectionist sailors. We have a bollock load of magic shit. You know the country, you know some of his contacts. Let's get shit squared away as we go along, but let's get this done. Aug 11 20:59:18 * Morgan takes the flask from his pocket, drinking some Aug 11 20:59:46 I have a contact coming here friday. He'll know where he is... but he cant be far Aug 11 21:01:14 21st in Avebury. 10 days ago. Involved with an Avalon noble woman. Where does she live, where else does she own? Aug 11 21:02:42 * HH seems to have exited Court Jester mode and gone into Exceptional Strategist mode. Not the first time Morgan has seen it, but aside from when Alarice ran away, it's the first time since the end of the War Aug 11 21:05:17 last I heard she was renting a house in Tawstock but that was before her paramour at the time got... murdered Aug 11 21:05:33 Dodgy, was it? His contact going to be working at cross-purposes or allied? Aug 11 21:06:17 just a bit scandalous... I got accused of his murder... and its entirely possible he will object to what I'm going to do Aug 11 21:07:09 So treat his info as possibly suspect Aug 11 21:07:27 What's Dau's ship called? Aug 11 21:07:40 maybe. We'll play it by ear. Ships called the solemn wind Aug 11 21:08:27 Didn't see it in Carleon on the 21st, we took Varick out. Other ports maybe? Aug 11 21:08:38 Could be Aug 11 21:08:48 haven't seen it in Kingston Aug 11 21:09:18 * HH nods Aug 11 21:10:17 What's the chances of an arrest warrant from Lady Torrington, take him in if he turns up? Aug 11 21:10:37 I can ask... Aug 11 21:13:40 Friday is tomorrow Aug 11 21:13:51 * Morgan nods Aug 11 21:22:52 You tellin' the contact what you're up to? Aug 11 21:40:38 No... Aug 11 21:43:34 * HH nods Aug 11 21:43:49 Claudia? Aug 11 21:47:20 That he's going to die... certainly Aug 11 21:47:48 That we're going to find him before anyone else and end it Aug 11 21:48:07 probably Aug 11 21:48:30 Might need her if we're going to be off looking for him Aug 11 21:51:01 * Morgan nods Aug 11 21:51:02 aye Aug 11 21:51:04 * HH sits back on his heels Aug 11 21:51:29 How sure are you the contact is coming? Aug 11 21:51:42 fairly Aug 11 21:51:51 unless he gets called to something urgent Aug 11 21:51:55 Land or sea? Aug 11 21:52:03 I would imagine sea Aug 11 21:52:17 Docking here? Aug 11 21:53:01 possibly... it'd make sense Aug 11 21:53:37 You need to be on the dock waiting for him? Aug 11 21:55:33 No, he's going to see Lady Torrington Aug 11 21:57:24 Two birds one stone. Aug 11 21:57:40 * HH looks at him Aug 11 21:57:54 How much of this are you telling Molly? Aug 11 21:58:10 of what exactly? Aug 11 21:59:05 All of it. Damage, how the injury happened, her name, getting out there and finding him, killing him brutally? Aug 11 21:59:33 She knows... she told me... she also knows I'm going to kill him... she demands retribution Aug 11 21:59:44 * HH winces Aug 11 22:00:21 Jesus. Some of that is too much for a woman to hear anyway, even if it wasn't so close to home Aug 11 22:00:38 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:01:09 Should I fetch her and bring her out here next? Aug 11 22:02:29 so she can throw things? Aug 11 22:02:52 So she can keep talking and letting it all out Aug 11 22:04:01 probably Aug 11 22:04:40 * HH nods Aug 11 22:05:08 We've had a few heart-to-hearts on our trips to Dagget Aug 11 22:05:34 oh? Aug 11 22:06:39 Talks a lot about you, about not realising how much you loved her. About Jana and the past. Talked about my Da too. Aug 11 22:08:30 * HH gets up and brushes off his trousers Aug 11 22:09:11 * Morgan nods, standing up Aug 11 22:09:13 difficult Aug 11 22:09:23 Howdya mean? Aug 11 22:10:13 must've been difficult for the both of you Aug 11 22:10:28 * HH shakes his head Aug 11 22:10:39 No, not particularly Aug 11 22:12:32 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:12:33 good Aug 11 22:12:36 That's what you want, me to bring her out here to talk it over? Aug 11 22:13:48 Will it do her good? Aug 11 22:14:03 * HH looks at him Aug 11 22:14:21 Has it done you good despite saying you were alright? Aug 11 22:15:31 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:15:33 I think so Aug 11 22:15:46 * HH nods Aug 11 22:16:27 Let's get back to the lodging house, I'll grab a minute with my lil darlin and bring Molly out Aug 11 22:16:39 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:16:40 alright Aug 11 22:19:10 * HH walks along quietly, it's very unlike his usual singing on dickishness. The room Molly is in is a mess. There are bits of paper and open books on the floor. She's sat at the desk facing the wall. HH says "Molly, I've come to take you out there to talk". Distractedly she replies "I'd rather you take off your shirt." Aug 11 22:19:53 * HH looks at Morgan with a hint of a smile Aug 11 22:21:44 well, I wasn't expecting that Aug 11 22:22:15 **Molly turns around, looking at them with a little frown** Not for my enjoyment! Aug 11 22:22:49 * HH looks at Morgan "Should I be offended?" Aug 11 22:23:25 Blossom... would you not rather work with mine? I have... a few more than HeinzHarold Aug 11 22:24:22 No, they faded some when I first healed you, do you recall? I'm hoping Heinzharold has something really awful and dense Aug 11 22:24:45 I see Aug 11 22:25:04 * HH chuckles quietly "That has got to be the worst thing a woman has ever said t' me Aug 11 22:25:50 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:25:53 [Is this a problem for you?] Aug 11 22:26:08 [No... but I would take the walk he offered. ] Aug 11 22:26:24 [I am busy. I want to work.] Aug 11 22:26:47 * Morgan nods slightly, sitting down Aug 11 22:26:57 M: shirt off please. Aug 11 22:27:29 * HH nods "Aye Ay-" he blushes Aug 11 22:29:40 **Molly goes around behind him. For just a moment it reminds Morgan of the night at Die Dauerhaftigkeit when everyone was away, she'd been stroking him then was stripping him, her kisses on his bare back Aug 11 22:30:46 * Morgan frowns slightly Aug 11 22:30:50 M: Okay, some of these are good, they were obviously deep wounds which is wonderful Aug 11 22:31:34 I'll thank the Vaticine troops next time I see them(!) Aug 11 22:32:04 M: I am going to touch you now, no magic. Alright? Aug 11 22:32:44 [Would you prefer to sit in with Inga instead? I have her approval, but she said she couldn't stand to watch] Aug 11 22:33:02 * HH nods "poke away" Aug 11 22:33:49 [alright] Aug 11 22:33:55 * Morgan gets up, going to find Inga Aug 11 22:34:06 * HH is now known as Inga Aug 11 22:34:28 * Inga is sat reading to Varick Aug 11 22:34:35 V: papa! Aug 11 22:34:44 * Morgan kneels down to hug the boy Aug 11 22:34:58 * Inga smiles at Morgan, watching them Aug 11 22:35:33 **Varick hugs him* I missed you Aug 11 22:35:40 I missed you too Aug 11 22:36:06 **Morgan can feel the light tingle of magic on the back of his neck** Aug 11 22:36:38 * Inga looks at Morgan Aug 11 22:36:47 Is Heinzharold with Molly? Aug 11 22:37:05 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:37:41 Silly, isn't it? Nothing to be bothered about, and yet... Aug 11 22:37:58 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:38:01 aye, I know Aug 11 22:38:22 Feeling the same? Aug 11 22:38:32 to an extent Aug 11 22:39:17 It's important though. I think she'll ask Claudia too Aug 11 22:40:13 probably Aug 11 22:40:47 Anything I can do for you? Aug 11 22:42:22 not hat I can think of... unless you'd mind making some tea? Aug 11 22:43:50 * Inga goes downstairs to get some. Varick cuddles up to have Morgan read about five minutes later, [he says he has some on his thigh, but I wanted to check with you] Aug 11 22:45:31 [fine] Aug 11 22:46:19 ((Tone?)) Aug 11 22:46:37 ((neutral)) Aug 11 22:48:14 **Another five minutes, just after Inga comes back with tea and tells him dinner will be ready in five minutes [all done for now] Aug 11 22:50:08 I think they're done Aug 11 22:51:43 * Inga nods. She and Heinzharold take five minutes to themselves, meanwhile Varick looks interested in one of the books she hasn't used yet, flicking through. She's making notes on paper Aug 11 22:51:51 * Inga is now known as Molly Aug 11 22:52:50 How are you, my love? Aug 11 22:53:02 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:53:05 I'm alright Aug 11 22:54:15 Good. *still writing** Doctor Price was very generous with lending me books. Its amazing how much happens if you throw a fancy title at people Aug 11 22:54:30 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:54:34 its a tool to be used Aug 11 22:55:22 * Molly nods. There's no smirk or mischievous expression at this Aug 11 22:55:45 I think I might eat here, if that is alright? Aug 11 22:56:17 If you feel you need to Aug 11 22:56:45 I have much to read Aug 11 22:57:15 * Morgan nods Aug 11 22:57:17 of course Aug 11 22:59:23 **HH and Inga knock for them, and they all, aside from Molly, have dinner. It goes smoothly, and when they get back upstairs to put Varick to bed she hasn't touched hers. Despite reminding her to, when he comes back from putting Varick to bed, she's still just reading and note taking. It's almost nine by then. Aug 11 23:00:24 * Molly doesn't hear him comes through at first Aug 11 23:02:00 * Molly sets down the pencil, stretching Aug 11 23:02:38 I'm sorry, I did not hear you. Was Inga alright? Aug 11 23:06:32 * Morgan nods Aug 11 23:06:33 aye Aug 11 23:10:38 * Molly nods, watching him Aug 11 23:10:52 And you? You left very quickly Aug 11 23:11:05 I didn't want to be a distraction... eat. Aug 11 23:11:44 You were not a distraction *she picks at it, eating little bits* Aug 11 23:12:00 how did it go? Aug 11 23:13:44 Reasonably. I'm learning about scar tissue, how it works and how it feels, magically. There's also much to learn to make sure I can do it in the correct way to restore function... if I was doing it there and then, I could have done it easier Aug 11 23:14:45 I know Aug 11 23:14:49 * Molly frowns a little Aug 11 23:15:17 Perhaps my magic would have started automatically then... Aug 11 23:16:25 maybe Aug 11 23:16:54 * Molly shudders, then tilts her chin up "no, we are not playing What If. What matters now is helping Elsie, and then helping the baby. That is all." Aug 11 23:17:18 * Morgan nods Aug 11 23:17:53 She has written the child a letter, and will be choosing a name... She told me to tell you you mustn't blame yourself... because she doesn't. Aug 11 23:18:13 * Molly 's eyes narrow Aug 11 23:18:31 I do not blame myself. I blame him. Aug 11 23:20:30 good Aug 11 23:20:50 It should not have been me or her, it should have been neither. Aug 11 23:21:14 * Morgan nods Aug 11 23:21:49 Oh fuck Aug 11 23:21:55 what? Aug 11 23:22:13 We dont have your herbs or oil Aug 11 23:22:55 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 23:22:58 I'll just have to manage Aug 11 23:23:20 They did not make a difference last night Aug 11 23:23:38 They rarely seem to Aug 11 23:24:01 * Molly nods Aug 11 23:24:14 But you _will_ try to sleep? Aug 11 23:24:40 if I must Aug 11 23:25:02 If you will not, I will stay up with you. Aug 11 23:26:44 * Molly watches him Aug 11 23:27:31 of the two of us, I am used to operating without sleep. Aug 11 23:27:45 * Molly smiles Aug 11 23:28:41 My two batches of twenty one nights of insomnia were quite functional Aug 11 23:29:26 Not something I want you to risk again. Aug 11 23:29:41 * Molly shrugs Aug 11 23:30:45 The first one was from sleeping in barns afraid to be discovered. The second was when I was terrified of my desire for you being unwanted and excessive. Neither of those is happening now Aug 11 23:31:09 Even so... Aug 11 23:31:17 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 11 23:31:33 I am a little afraid on the second, actually Aug 11 23:32:14 how do you mean? Aug 11 23:32:35 * Molly gets up, sitting on the bed Aug 11 23:33:02 I am afraid that this will have changed things for you where I am concerned Aug 11 23:33:49 Why? In what way? Aug 11 23:34:53 Because you will be afraid of yourself, or you will not be able to be with me intimately without this being in your mind Aug 11 23:37:51 * Morgan sighs Aug 11 23:38:40 * Molly watches him patiently Aug 11 23:39:00 the latter may be an issue for a while, yes... Aug 11 23:39:19 * Molly nods a little Aug 11 23:39:58 Then we can wait, as we did before, until you are ready. Aug 11 23:40:12 We'll have to see how we go Aug 11 23:40:55 I will follow your lead then Aug 11 23:43:06 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 11 23:43:24 as for being afraid of myself... well, I wasn't exactly sure of myself in the first place Aug 11 23:43:37 What do you mean? Aug 11 23:44:17 The way I was last night... Aug 11 23:44:36 * Molly watches him very seriously Aug 11 23:44:42 Yes? Aug 11 23:45:13 That was more aggressive than I've ever been... its unsettled me Aug 11 23:46:21 **her expression flashes with discomfort** But it was not just because that is what you thought I wanted from you? Aug 11 23:46:37 what do you mean? Aug 11 23:47:24 That control and roughness. Was that simply because I have mentioned such in ths past, and you wanted to please me? Aug 11 23:47:43 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Aug 11 23:48:26 * Molly breathes out a sigh of relief Aug 11 23:48:30 Good Aug 11 23:50:41 I hate the idea that you would feel pushed to do something you disliked so much simply because you thought I wanted it. Aug 11 23:51:20 I wonder if it'd be easier for me if it had been just to please you... how far removed from... him am I that I behaved like that Aug 11 23:52:43 And then to discover that I would have been incredibly saddened that you felt bad about it and it was not even from your own desire? That would not have been easier, I think Aug 11 23:53:04 I suppose so Aug 11 23:53:27 And you are _nothing_ like him Aug 11 23:53:48 * Morgan shrugs Aug 11 23:53:53 is it that different, really... Aug 11 23:54:06 * Molly frowns deeply Aug 11 23:54:17 It is entirely different. Aug 11 23:54:54 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 11 23:55:00 * Molly watches him Aug 11 23:55:29 _Why_ were you in control and rough? Aug 11 23:56:02 because I wanted to be... I... I needed to just have you Aug 11 23:56:12 * Molly nods Aug 11 23:56:21 You were not angry with me? Aug 11 23:56:30 No, of course not Aug 11 23:56:40 You did not feel hurt by me? Or rejected? Aug 11 23:57:50 no... Aug 11 23:58:28 * Molly waits to see if he's expanding on it Aug 11 23:59:04 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 11 23:59:07 no, not at all Aug 11 23:59:14 You did not seek to punish me and pain me because I would not be yours? Aug 11 23:59:27 obviously not because you are mine Aug 12 00:00:08 * Molly closes her eyes a moment, nodding and breathing slowly Aug 12 00:00:49 You didn't do things to me without proper care and preparation? Aug 12 00:01:03 I don't believe so Aug 12 00:01:36 You would have stopped if I had sounded or said I was pained? Aug 12 00:02:06 of course Aug 12 00:02:26 You wanted me to enjoy it? Aug 12 00:02:43 * Morgan nods Aug 12 00:02:51 You knew I would enjoy it? Aug 12 00:03:00 fairly sure... Aug 12 00:03:21 How is any of this at all similar then? Aug 12 00:05:14 the aggression... Aug 12 00:06:12 You weren't trying to hurt me. It was dominant, yes, but not _aggressive_. Aug 12 00:06:23 * Morgan narrows his eyes Aug 12 00:06:32 I suppose... you're right Aug 12 00:09:25 I am. And if we were to assume that you were correct about it being _aggressive_, which you are not, what would it say about me that I loved and revelled in it, and felt such a deep inner peace from it? *she watches him firmly* Aug 12 00:10:32 A fair point Aug 12 00:10:39 * Molly nods Aug 12 00:11:45 I assure you had you returned straight to the Rose yesterday from Tawstock you would have received a forceful initiation of my own! Aug 12 00:12:34 * Morgan nods Aug 12 00:12:44 ((need to go to bed)) Aug 12 00:13:05 ((Aye)) Aug 12 00:15:13 I do not wish you to feel bad. What we do, we do with love, for our mutual enjoyment and closeness. I am not, nor ever have been, afraid of the intensity of your desire. I see, with hindsight, you have hinted at it in the past, and perhaps have held back at times? Aug 12 00:15:53 * Morgan nods Aug 12 00:15:55 aye Aug 12 00:16:39 I do not want that. I want you to love me and make love to me _entirely_, with all of you. Aug 12 00:16:49 * Morgan nods Aug 12 00:18:38 But for tonight, perhaps let's just hold each other, and know that even if all not not quite well, our love is stronger than what we must face Aug 12 00:18:55 * Morgan nods Aug 12 00:18:59 that I can do Aug 12 00:20:12 * Molly nods, kissing his cheek. That is what they do and she even keeps her shift on Aug 12 03:25:08 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 12 09:18:16 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 12 12:21:49 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 12 12:40:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 12 12:41:23 **She sings Kosk Yn Ta to him. He thinks maybe she says something quietly to him but he's too far drifted off by then. Aug 12 12:41:23 **The clearing he once lived in in a perfect white and black cottage is yellow toned, and the day warm. That cottage is not there.  His familiarity with the trees and plants here tells him it's late spring. The ground doesn't look like there was ever a different cottage here to burn to the ground. Instead two neat cottages sit side by side. There's plenty of produce being grown. Aug 12 12:42:41 On the small lawn, he can see Molly laying on her side beneath a parasol, nursing a young toddler, perhaps just over a year old, with dark red hair. Despite the sound of Xantha's hooves,  Molly doesn't notice his approach. Aug 12 12:45:29 * Morgan rides to a stop, looking down at Molly Aug 12 12:45:52 * Molly smiles at him. She's wearing a simple common dress in pale pink, which is untied to allow the child access. She looks very relaxed here on a blanket in the sun Aug 12 12:45:52 Good afternoon, my love. We were not expecting you today. Has tonight's  ball been cancelled,  or will your wife be expecting you shortly? **He is indeed wearing a gold wedding ring. Molly wears none. Madchen who is attired in a thin white dress of cotton embroidered with forget me nots, doesn't relinquish her latch* Aug 12 12:46:18 the ball... Aug 12 12:46:33 * Molly smiles Aug 12 12:47:37 One of those fancy noble things where you all dance without touching each other more than a little and still call it fun! Aug 12 12:48:05 * Morgan climbs down Aug 12 12:48:11 I know what a ball is... Aug 12 12:49:07 I should imagine so, my love. It's a little too grand for a girl like me. *she nods for him to sit* Aug 12 12:49:07 It's been a few weeks. Your son has missed you, and your daughter is getting bigger every day. She had to have more shoes last week. Aug 12 12:49:35 already? Aug 12 12:50:22 * Molly nods, lifting Madchens foot to show him little red leather shoes Aug 12 12:50:36 I had the cobbler invoice you as usual Aug 12 12:51:03 * Morgan nods, looking round Aug 12 12:51:22 **There's noone else there** Aug 12 12:51:43 to be expected I suppose Aug 12 12:52:09 * Molly nods Aug 12 12:52:36 Ehren went through a new pair every few months at this age, didn't he? Aug 12 12:52:56 * Morgan nods Aug 12 12:53:00 scuffed them within hours Aug 12 12:53:14 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 12 12:54:20 All that crawling around. They grow up too fast *she strokes Madchens hair* Aug 12 12:54:33 * Morgan nods Aug 12 12:54:48 How is your wife finding her increasing? **It sounds polite, but there's jealousy and pain in her expression* Aug 12 12:55:30 I expect she looks down and there it is Aug 12 12:55:45 * Molly smiles slightly Aug 12 12:55:55 I should imagine she will have to stop hosting events soon to prepare for her delivery of your heir before autumn? Aug 12 12:56:04 probably Aug 12 12:56:36 * Molly watches Madchen come off the breast. She smiles fondly as she moves to hoists up Madchen to hand her to Morgan Aug 12 12:57:13 * Morgan takes her Aug 12 12:58:08 **Madchen smiles at him. She's a little older now than in her dream of the Time Weaver, but not by much** papa Aug 12 12:58:28 good afternoon little lady Aug 12 12:58:41 M: Maeshun. Girl. Aug 12 12:58:49 thats right Aug 12 12:59:02 * Molly leans her cheek to his upper arm** I miss you. Aug 12 12:59:14 I'm right here Aug 12 12:59:23 * Molly smiles Aug 12 12:59:51 I know you are now, but... things have been different than we hoped, haven't they? Aug 12 13:00:04 I suppose life has a way of doing that Aug 12 13:00:59 When we came from Catterick, I really thought your Father would be persuaded that you could wed me. But he was always going to insist on Mina, was he not? Aug 12 13:01:31 you know how obstinate he can be Aug 12 13:02:33 I do. Even then, once you were married, it was alright at first... but then you fell in love. I don't _blame_ you, noone can help falling in love, but... Aug 12 13:03:22 M: *she grabs and tugs his beard* Maeshun. Girl. Aug 12 13:03:25 it is difficult... Aug 12 13:03:36 * Molly nods Aug 12 13:04:01 I'm not sure how I am going to live my life now. I don't want to always be waiting on your occasional late night visit when you need the special sort of intimacy we have, rather than what you have with her. Aug 12 13:05:45 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:05:50 understandable for sure Aug 12 13:06:24 You will develop that for Mina, and you will want her in the same ways you want me. **its a mix of reassurance and resignation** Aug 12 13:07:45 * Morgan frowns Aug 12 13:08:12 M: *she yanks really hard this time* papa! Aug 12 13:10:47 * Molly watches his frown sadly Aug 12 13:12:21 yes, little lady? Aug 12 13:12:35 M: Maeshun. Girl. Aug 12 13:13:16 * Morgan looks at her Aug 12 13:13:27 you're.. _the_ girl... Aug 12 13:13:58 M: *she grins, shrieking happily* Maeshun Girl! Aug 12 13:14:30 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:14:33 alright Aug 12 13:14:40 * Molly sighs a little Aug 12 13:15:04 We need to talk. I am sorry to take time from you and your daughter, but... Aug 12 13:15:20 its fine... Aug 12 13:15:44 **she looks at him with tears in her eyes* I don't want to be alone anymore. I want to share my days with someone, my nights. I… I think it's time for us to part. Aug 12 13:16:26 that is what you wish? Aug 12 13:17:05 **she watches him closely* I have met someone. Someone who wants to be here everyday… someone who is free. Aug 12 13:17:26 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:17:31 that is what you wish? Aug 12 13:17:44 * Molly shrugs Aug 12 13:18:45 What use are wishes? I wished to be _your_ wife, they would not let us. I wished you to not love Mina, but you do. What I _wish_ is pointless. Aug 12 13:19:29 That is not true... what you wish at this point means a great deal... Aug 12 13:20:44 Then I wish you and I to be married, and live happily ever after. I wish for Ehren to be your heir, not just an acknowledged bastard. Aug 12 13:21:13 M: papa! Aug 12 13:21:58 * Morgan looks at the child Aug 12 13:22:06 **Madchen covers her eyes like peekaboo* Gone. Aug 12 13:22:53 * Morgan watches her carefully Aug 12 13:23:39 * Molly watches them, then stands Aug 12 13:23:56 Perhaps we could continue our discussion later Aug 12 13:25:12 I wished that too, but you know I had no choice in the matter Aug 12 13:25:19 * Molly nods Aug 12 13:26:02 I do. And we have to make the best of what life has given us. I want to be happy, Morgan. And I am not happy like this. Aug 12 13:26:54 I would not keep you in an unhappy place Aug 12 13:27:08 * Molly nods Aug 12 13:27:37 You will still be able to see your children when you are free to. I will not keep them from you Aug 12 13:28:46 M: **she looks at Morgan** mama, gone. *she covers her eyes* Aug 12 13:30:00 and of us? Aug 12 13:30:05 * Morgan watches Madchen Aug 12 13:30:47 I... I don't know. I will always love you. Aug 12 13:31:12 and I you... Aug 12 13:31:22 *Madchen uncovers her eye* papa, find. Aug 12 13:32:17 * Morgan speaks quietly to Madchen Aug 12 13:32:39 I have to tell mama? Aug 12 13:34:02 M: Doll. Tell. Forget. Aug 12 13:34:23 She has to forget after? Aug 12 13:34:38 * Molly looks at her, smiling "That's a very big word for a very little girl" Aug 12 13:35:27 M: No. **she looks frustrated, like she can't express what she wants. She starts to pout** Aug 12 13:36:03 mama has to remember? Aug 12 13:36:21 M: No 'member. Aug 12 13:36:30 * Molly looks at Morgan Aug 12 13:36:35 Remember what? Aug 12 13:37:07 * Morgan shrugs Aug 12 13:37:47 M: *she looks around a minute, then looks more urgent* Mama. Doll. Tell. No 'member. Aug 12 13:38:02 tell mama about the doll? Aug 12 13:38:26 M: *she nods* Cess. Gone. Aug 12 13:38:40 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:38:41 soon? Aug 12 13:38:51 * Molly blinks a moment rapidly Aug 12 13:39:17 M: Soon. No 'member. Aug 12 13:39:48 * Morgan frowns Aug 12 13:39:52 she doesn't remember? Aug 12 13:40:06 M: No 'member. Aug 12 13:40:22 will it harm her? Aug 12 13:40:45 M: No. No 'member. Aug 12 13:41:10 she wont remember it Aug 12 13:41:33 M: No. No 'member! *she looks frustrated again* Aug 12 13:41:59 * Molly watches them, puzzled Aug 12 13:42:24 I do not understand what is going on Aug 12 13:42:36 No... nor do I Aug 12 13:43:03 M: *she looks around again, then sighs* Aug 12 13:44:13 * Molly looks towards the cottages Aug 12 13:44:27 I'm going to get coffee Aug 12 13:45:40 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:45:42 alright Aug 12 13:46:12 * Molly wanders across the lawn. She trips, dropping a coin and not noticing it. In reality it would be exactly where the wall of David's cottage is, possibly where HH said he had buried the assassin half in half out of the new building. Aug 12 13:46:45 M: *she looks at Morgan* love. Aug 12 13:46:53 * Molly is now known as Madchen Aug 12 13:47:31 I don't understand Aug 12 13:47:37 Love papa. Aug 12 13:47:59 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:48:16 * Madchen strokes his face Aug 12 13:48:43 Shhh... sleep. Love. Bye. Aug 12 13:49:56 Thank you Madchen Aug 12 13:50:08 **he then starts dreaming that he is stood by the Sudlache, skimming stones. Its peaceful, there are no thoughts. Splish, splish, splish, splash. Over and over, until splish, splish, chime. He realises he is dreaming. Aug 12 13:52:28 * Morgan just continues skipping stones Aug 12 13:53:15 **the dawn watch chimes three times shortly after** Aug 12 13:53:55 **When he awakens, Molly is not in bed. As usual, he feels very well-slept from being in her dream* Aug 12 13:54:23 * Madchen is now known as Molly Aug 12 13:54:51 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed before going looking for Molly Aug 12 13:55:08 * Molly is stood at the window, drinking coffee. Aug 12 13:55:36 blossom... are you alright? Aug 12 13:55:45 I had a strange dream, and couldn't get back to sleep Aug 12 13:55:51 oh? Aug 12 13:56:00 * Molly frowns Aug 12 13:56:26 I was your mistress, but you were married to Mina. It was not nice. Aug 12 13:57:10 * Morgan nods Aug 12 13:57:11 me too Aug 12 13:57:26 * Molly nods slowly Aug 12 13:57:31 I'm sorry Aug 12 13:57:42 it served a purpose Aug 12 13:58:29 You saw her again **she smiles* I have no idea what the two of you were saying, it was very confusing Aug 12 13:58:54 * Morgan sighs Aug 12 13:58:57 we need to talk Aug 12 13:59:28 * Molly tops up her coffee, then pours him some, and sits on the bed Aug 12 13:59:43 Alright Aug 12 14:00:52 * Morgan sips his coffee Aug 12 14:01:02 I'm... anxious about this... Aug 12 14:01:21 * Molly holds out her hand to him Aug 12 14:01:27 * Morgan takes it Aug 12 14:01:51 Whatever it is, it is alright. Aug 12 14:02:39 maybe, but I'm concerned about the repercussions... Aug 12 14:03:03 * Molly nods solemnly Aug 12 14:03:35 We will just have to find a way around it. I do not wish to divorce. Aug 12 14:03:52 * Morgan frowns Aug 12 14:04:03 no, no, not that... Aug 12 14:04:13 * Molly nods a little Aug 12 14:04:17 What then? Aug 12 14:04:49 You asked me about Cecily... Aug 12 14:04:58 * Molly nods Aug 12 14:05:25 I keep meaning to ask Peter but then time gets away from me, and other things happen Aug 12 14:06:03 He won't tell you... after it happened, you started getting nightmares, then insomnia... then you spent weeks either asleep until you woke up screaming or staring into space... Aug 12 14:06:30 * Molly frowns, shaking her head Aug 12 14:06:34 No I didnt Aug 12 14:06:45 Yes, blossom... you did... Aug 12 14:07:01 * Molly shakes her head Aug 12 14:07:56 I vaguely recall having sedatives, but I would recall weeks of time disappearing Aug 12 14:08:07 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 12 14:08:33 I've spent a long time dragging information out of people, I know when it doesn't ring true... and I've had this from two people now... Aug 12 14:08:43 three, in fact Aug 12 14:09:16 Then why dont I remember, liebes herz? **she is clearly resistant to this idea* Aug 12 14:09:35 because your mind wouldn't let you. It was too difficult for you Aug 12 14:10:20 I am not that sort of person. I _endure_. My unbreakable spirit is what you love about me. Aug 12 14:10:40 * Morgan looks at her Aug 12 14:10:48 look at me and tell me I'm lying... Aug 12 14:10:58 * Molly is frowning Aug 12 14:11:03 You do not lie. Aug 12 14:11:08 * Morgan nods Aug 12 14:11:26 blossom, I know what happened... I know about the imaginary friends you had... Aug 12 14:11:53 I didn't have imaginary friends Aug 12 14:12:39 yes, you did... Aug 12 14:12:53 * Molly folds her arms defensively Aug 12 14:13:03 I do not recall that. Aug 12 14:13:24 I know... Aug 12 14:14:23 **he starts to be able to feel fear from her, and anger, and confliction* Aug 12 14:15:47 I... don't... this does not _feel_ true. Aug 12 14:16:44 because you've had years of hiding it from yourself... I know what happened... I got it from your mind. Aug 12 14:16:59 * Molly frowns deeply Aug 12 14:17:06 How? Aug 12 14:17:24 You dreamed it... and... I've confirmed it Aug 12 14:17:49 * Molly sips her coffee slowly Aug 12 14:17:54 I hate this. Aug 12 14:17:59 * Morgan nods Aug 12 14:18:33 How am I supposed to trust myself, my own recollections of anything? Aug 12 14:19:10 The shock of it, any mind would recoil from that... and you were very young Aug 12 14:19:46 And since then? What else could have happened that I don't know about?! Aug 12 14:20:14 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 12 14:20:42 you came around, you didn't remember it at all... since then you just carried on... what you remember from then is what happened Aug 12 14:21:02 I will use my magic then, and try to undo whatever happened to my mind! Aug 12 14:21:13 No... Aug 12 14:21:19 * Molly looks desperate and upset Aug 12 14:21:49 Yes! I should not have such a gap as that, it is unnatural and awful! Aug 12 14:22:07 I will tell you my love, but you must not force it... Aug 12 14:22:23 * Molly looks very torn Aug 12 14:23:50 How we know I won't for get again, like that day I for caught in the storm and couldn't remember you! **he remembers the alarm and distress of the Foresters that evening, watching Molly's memory gap* Aug 12 14:24:19 I don't know... all we can do is try Aug 12 14:24:49 If there is something in my mind that makes me prone to forget, I must be rid of it! Aug 12 14:25:25 I don't know... and we won't know until it happens again, so we mustn't jump to conclusions... Aug 12 14:26:21 I cannot just sit and wait, liebes herz! I cannot bear it! Aug 12 14:27:15 There is no other choice in this. I will not have you rummaging around your mind like an old sack Aug 12 14:27:27 * Molly looks at him obstinately, but he can see it is fear driven Aug 12 14:27:42 You are commanding me? Aug 12 14:27:53 if you need it so Aug 12 14:28:05 * Molly grinds her teeth Aug 12 14:28:24 Then I will obey, but I am displeased. Aug 12 14:28:39 I hope one day that will subside Aug 12 14:28:47 * Molly nods Aug 12 14:29:07 Tell me what you know. Aug 12 14:31:22 * Molly puts her hand up Aug 12 14:31:30 Actually, wait a moment please Aug 12 14:32:21 * Morgan sips his coffee, watching her Aug 12 14:32:32 * Molly picks up a pillow and screams into it with frustration. Then she takes a deep breath, puts it down and sits properly again Aug 12 14:32:38 Alright, go on Aug 12 14:32:55 You both went out to play and were... playing with a doll... it went flying into the pond... Cecily was trying to reach it and fell in.. you were going to go in after her but tripped... Aug 12 14:33:21 * Molly looks unreactive Aug 12 14:34:03 * Molly says and does nothing Aug 12 14:34:28 You started screaming for your father... by then it was too late Aug 12 14:35:25 * Molly sits still again Aug 12 14:35:35 * Morgan watches her Aug 12 14:35:52 * Molly is still quiet Aug 12 14:36:03 blossom... Aug 12 14:36:19 Yes? Aug 12 14:36:38 I am worried what knowing will do... Aug 12 14:37:00 I'm sorry, I just don't remember that at all Aug 12 14:37:10 * Molly looks at him Aug 12 14:37:55 It's very sad, and a tragic accident, but it is like it happened to someone else, or I have read it in a book Aug 12 14:38:03 * Morgan nods Aug 12 14:38:11 I'm sorry to say there is more... Aug 12 14:38:30 * Molly takes his hand Aug 12 14:38:33 Go on Aug 12 14:41:49 Cecily has not passed over, she is not at rest yet, but I know how. She wanted me to tell you she loves you. Aug 12 14:42:10 * Molly frowns a little Aug 12 14:42:25 Varick was trying to get to her, wasnt he? Aug 12 14:42:31 * Morgan nods Aug 12 14:42:45 she... she told him she was lonely and wanted to play with children Aug 12 14:42:53 * Molly nods Aug 12 14:43:02 How do we help her? Aug 12 14:43:12 I... have to give you the doll. Aug 12 14:43:20 * Molly nods Aug 12 14:43:30 And then she will be ready? Aug 12 14:43:44 thats all that remains to do for her... she can rest once you have the doll Aug 12 14:44:21 **The knob of the inner door between their rooms starts to twist, hitting the lock* Aug 12 14:44:57 * Molly looks at it just as Varick says "papa?" Aug 12 14:45:29 She does not need me to remember? Aug 12 14:45:43 Apparently not... let me see to Varick... Aug 12 14:45:58 * Molly nods, sipping her coffee Aug 12 14:46:06 * Morgan goes and opens the door Aug 12 14:46:44 V: *he hugs Morgan's legs* I'm hungry can we have breakfast now? Aug 12 14:47:22 I need to ask HeinzHarold and Inga to take you to breakfast... I'm talking to Molly about... Cecily... Aug 12 14:48:19 V: I put my ear to the wall, but I don't _think_ they were awake yet, and I could hear you talking Aug 12 14:48:44 shall we wake them up? Aug 12 14:49:13 ** he nods, opening his door into the hall** Aug 12 14:49:43 * Morgan looks at Molly Aug 12 14:49:47 dont go anywhere Aug 12 14:50:07 * Molly smiles "I won't" Aug 12 14:50:22 * Morgan nods, taking Varick into the hall and knocking on HeinzHarolds door Aug 12 14:51:00 HH: *he calls out** For God's sake Morgan, we talked 'bout this! Aug 12 14:51:30 No we didn't... I need your help Aug 12 14:51:57 V: *he shrugs looking at Morgan* guess he woke up on the wrong side of the bed? Aug 12 14:52:08 somethin' like that aye Aug 12 14:53:10 **There's rustling, then HH comes to the door doing up his belt. His hair is a mess, but it actually suits him, as does the stubble** Aug 12 14:53:38 HH: What's wrong? Aug 12 14:54:12 I'm talking to Molly about her sister... Would you please take Varick and get him some breakfast? Aug 12 14:55:01 HH nods: Alright, let's go an' see if Claudia wants to come with us shall we Varick? Aug 12 14:55:25 * Morgan puts his hand on HeinzHarolds shoulder Aug 12 14:55:31 I'm sorry, my friend Aug 12 14:56:08 HH: *he nods* I'll forgive you, if you admit they were my apples *he grins* Aug 12 14:56:18 * Morgan sniffs Aug 12 14:56:20 never Aug 12 14:56:31 * Morgan winks before turning and heading back into his room Aug 12 14:57:47 V: why were they your apples? HH: Now that is a very good story from a long time ago. One upon a time, there was a brave young blacksmith's son, the handsomest boy in all the land... **the conversation trails off* Aug 12 14:58:31 * Molly is sat on the bed, waiting for him Aug 12 14:58:51 Everything alright, my love? Aug 12 14:59:03 * Morgan nods Aug 12 14:59:09 they're going to get breakfast... Aug 12 14:59:20 * Molly nods Aug 12 14:59:27 That's good of them Aug 12 14:59:32 its important Aug 12 15:00:10 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:00:21 Is it at Sunnymeade? Aug 12 15:00:34 No... Aug 12 15:00:56 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:01:28 I do not know whether I should go to tell her goodbye first, or whether to let her rest... Aug 12 15:01:38 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:01:43 I was wondering the same Aug 12 15:01:49 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:01:58 What would you do? Aug 12 15:02:00 but after all this time I suspect she just wants to be at peace Aug 12 15:02:42 * Molly nods, tears starting to come to her eyes Aug 12 15:04:02 If it was a need for her, she would have said Aug 12 15:04:20 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:04:33 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 12 15:04:49 It could go wrong though? Aug 12 15:05:34 There's a chance, aye but... I've been told I should give you the doll, soon... Aug 12 15:05:42 * Molly looks at the window Aug 12 15:06:12 It isn't long til dawn. I do not take that time from you out of choice. Aug 12 15:06:49 no, the choice is mine... like my speaking to Theus, things have moved on... Aug 12 15:07:23 * Molly bows her head, nodding slightly Aug 12 15:07:41 I had not realised. Aug 12 15:08:17 Nor had I really... Aug 12 15:08:30 What made you realise? Aug 12 15:09:22 That I am not that troubled to miss the particular time right now... Aug 12 15:09:47 * Molly nods. She takes a deep breath Aug 12 15:09:55 Are you scared? Aug 12 15:10:05 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:10:06 yes Aug 12 15:10:29 * Molly takes and kisses his hand Aug 12 15:10:51 No matter what, I will _always_ find my way back to you Aug 12 15:10:57 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:11:14 I have drawn her for you... Aug 12 15:11:23 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:11:43 I would like to see. But I have a favour to ask... Aug 12 15:11:50 what? Aug 12 15:12:25 Draw Eliza for John. Not for him to have just yet, because he is not ready, but whilst she is still fresh in your mind. Aug 12 15:13:09 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:13:10 of course Aug 12 15:13:37 And I will tell him in advance. I wont let it take him by surprise... Aug 12 15:14:00 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:15:35 But there are no paintings, or iconographs of her, and some day, I hope he can look at her and feel the happiness of their life together, not his sadness at its end. Aug 12 15:15:54 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:15:58 one day blossom Aug 12 15:16:20 * Molly watches him a moment, then sips her coffee Aug 12 15:16:38 You have the doll? Aug 12 15:16:49 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:17:05 Cecily kept stealing it when they tried to destroy it... I have it in my coat Aug 12 15:17:10 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 12 15:17:32 What if I get like before and I cannot heal Elsie? Aug 12 15:17:45 I don't know Aug 12 15:18:03 Then we must pray that is not the case. Aug 12 15:18:08 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:18:09 indeed Aug 12 15:18:27 * Molly looks at him Aug 12 15:18:36 You'll pray with me? Aug 12 15:18:40 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:18:42 of course Aug 12 15:19:18 * Molly puts aside her coffee and kneels beside the bed, her hands clasped Aug 12 15:19:43 * Morgan joins her Aug 12 15:21:48 Heavenly Father, we ask you to protect my peace of mind whilst we try to deliver the spirit of my sister, Cecily Nell Forrester into your loving arms where she belongs. Please grant her serenity and ease, and for all those we love who have come before you ahead of us. Amen. Aug 12 15:22:14 amen Aug 12 15:22:29 * Molly smiles at him gently Aug 12 15:22:46 Alright liebling, I think it is time Aug 12 15:23:28 * Morgan nods, fetching his coat Aug 12 15:24:08 * Molly sits on the edge of the bed, waiting patiently. She finishes off her coffee Aug 12 15:24:23 * Morgan sits beside her Aug 12 15:24:25 ready? Aug 12 15:24:33 Yes Aug 12 15:24:40 Almost. Aug 12 15:24:49 * Morgan nods, taking the doll from his coat and handing it to her Aug 12 15:25:25 * Molly looks at it, blinking rapidly a moment. Then she's quiet Aug 12 15:25:38 * Morgan watches her closely Aug 12 15:26:30 **What he does hear in the silence is a noise of a wooden wind chime. Molly blinks at the noise* That bloody wind chime! Aug 12 15:27:47 * Morgan continues watching her Aug 12 15:27:57 * Molly looks at the doll in her hands, gently stroking its red hair Aug 12 15:28:24 Lorelei. That is the doll's name. Aug 12 15:28:32 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:28:43 * Molly looks to him Aug 12 15:29:08 That's an odd coincidence, isn't it...? Aug 12 15:29:51 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 12 15:29:54 somewhat Aug 12 15:30:21 * Molly goes back to looking at the doll Aug 12 15:31:43 We never knew where she came from. We found her one day when we were playing. There was some disagreement as to who found her and whose doll she was *she glances at him with a smile* as children do... Aug 12 15:31:59 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:32:28 * Molly leans her cheek against his arm Aug 12 15:33:54 I suppose this implies she may have thought Lorelei was mine all along Aug 12 15:34:12 aye, could be... what else do you remember Aug 12 15:34:26 * Molly thinks hard Aug 12 15:38:58 A few things insignificant. Then Mama sending us out to play, I had my yellow dress on. She warned us not to be up in the fields or at the pond. Cess had Lorelei, we were in the gardens. And then the next thing after that is waking up one morning and Peter and James were really excited to talk to me and play with me, which they never did. That's all. No pond, no drowning. It's like it never happened. Aug 12 15:39:36 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:39:46 no 'member Aug 12 15:40:08 * Molly looks at him Aug 12 15:40:32 Have you been spending too long with Heinzharold again? *she smiles* Aug 12 15:40:49 probably, actually... how do you feel? Aug 12 15:41:41 Sad, but alright. Maybe this is the best solution? I can remember her and having fun with her, but I don't remember the bad bit Aug 12 15:41:57 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:41:59 aye Aug 12 15:42:19 * Molly leans back to look at him Aug 12 15:42:36 If you could do that, for the fire, would you? Aug 12 15:42:51 I don't know... Aug 12 15:43:01 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:43:16 "It's complicated?" Aug 12 15:43:35 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:44:07 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:44:16 I am sorry I was cross with you Aug 12 15:44:37 * Morgan shrugs Aug 12 15:45:05 Do I have your forgiveness, liebes herz? Aug 12 15:45:15 of course Aug 12 15:45:22 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:45:25 Good. Aug 12 15:45:53 Now, there is one more important thing I need to ask you? Aug 12 15:46:09 * Morgan watches her Aug 12 15:46:35 Are you ready to hold me whilst I cry a while about it? Aug 12 15:46:43 of course my love Aug 12 15:48:13 * Molly urges him to lie down, and then cries quietly on his chest a few minutes. The doll gets squashed between her stomach and his, but she doesn't seem to notice Aug 12 15:48:29 * Morgan holds her tightly, gently rocking her Aug 12 15:49:22 * Molly is soon quietened Aug 12 15:49:37 Is there anything else you need to tell me? Aug 12 15:50:02 I don't think you'll want to hear it Aug 12 15:51:23 **she keeps her eyes closed, listening to his heartbeat* I do not want you to have to carry things alone, just as you did not want me to do about Elsie Aug 12 15:51:36 ((Heart rate change?)) Aug 12 15:51:47 ((yep, up abit)) Aug 12 15:52:22 * Molly gently strokes his chest with her hand soothingly Aug 12 15:52:55 I know why you couldn't get to her... and why it would have made no difference if you had Aug 12 15:53:54 I was two years younger, I certainly would have drowned too Aug 12 15:54:14 that and... something dragged her down Aug 12 15:54:28 Oh. Aug 12 15:54:49 Something like... the fair folk? Aug 12 15:55:06 maybe... she didn't know. A monster Aug 12 15:55:14 * Molly nods Aug 12 15:55:18 Poor Cess Aug 12 15:55:26 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:55:56 Strange, isnt it... Aug 12 15:56:02 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:56:22 the rock you tripped on, that stopped you getting to the water... it was the Nieblungen Aug 12 15:56:37 * Molly tilts her head Aug 12 15:56:42 I see. Aug 12 15:58:50 * Morgan nods Aug 12 15:59:32 * Molly sighs Aug 12 15:59:41 They are very... selective. Aug 12 15:59:57 I wonder if their options were limited, but I damn well intend to find out Aug 12 16:00:57 Do you recall that in my nightmare of the Time Weaver, I have appealed to them to intervene? Aug 12 16:01:07 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:01:21 They told me "the convergence is all that matters" Aug 12 16:01:59 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:02:29 I've felt... animosity, I suppose, since then. Aug 12 16:02:42 yes, I know Aug 12 16:03:56 Perhaps you are right, perhaps they could do no more. And without them, I would have died both then and with the cast. These events are building closeness between you and I I feel... Aug 12 16:04:04 * Molly looks at him Aug 12 16:04:11 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:04:29 I've had a thought... if they were able to make everything right and good... they wouldn't need us in the first place... Aug 12 16:04:41 * Molly nods Aug 12 16:05:03 Yes, that is true... but... Aug 12 16:05:09 but... Aug 12 16:05:39 They have said before that I wander in my paths and at times they have had to take action that I do not go too far... Aug 12 16:05:53 aye Aug 12 16:06:15 * Molly continues to watch him Aug 12 16:06:31 If they could put _the rock_ there... Aug 12 16:06:50 then... Aug 12 16:06:57 ...could they have put the doll there months before? Aug 12 16:07:18 * Morgan shrugs Aug 12 16:07:19 maybe Aug 12 16:08:02 Even if they did, there is nothing we can do. What good would it do, trying to work against them? Aug 12 16:08:19 None, really... and their eventual aims are... better Aug 12 16:08:29 * Molly nods Aug 12 16:08:59 And the only way to thwart them would be to give up on one thing that we both really want Aug 12 16:09:07 The* Aug 12 16:09:32 which is... Aug 12 16:10:01 The convergence. Me carrying and giving you a child. Aug 12 16:10:14 eight, please Aug 12 16:10:36 Just because the plate says so? *she smiles* Aug 12 16:11:36 * Morgan frowns Aug 12 16:11:40 but its said so Aug 12 16:11:51 * Molly smiles Aug 12 16:12:14 But you do not like to do what you are told Aug 12 16:12:28 no... I don't Aug 12 16:12:54 So only eight...? *she watches him with amusement* Aug 12 16:13:09 Don't want to go overboard Aug 12 16:13:33 * Molly smiles, raising an eyebrow Aug 12 16:13:40 Dont tempt me... Aug 12 16:13:51 There is one other matter to discuss Aug 12 16:13:58 * Molly nods Aug 12 16:14:03 Alright Aug 12 16:14:10 Varick... Aug 12 16:14:29 * Molly nods Aug 12 16:14:34 I know him... Aug 12 16:14:40 * Molly giggles Aug 12 16:14:49 * Morgan frowns Aug 12 16:15:08 he's asked if he could call you mama Aug 12 16:15:20 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 12 16:15:41 He doesn't realise, but he's done it three times this week already by accident Aug 12 16:16:01 oh? Aug 12 16:17:05 I think it's just playing with the children. It slips out and he doesn't notice. I wished to give you time to adjust to your rather lovely new way of saying papa before mentioning it Aug 12 16:17:29 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:17:38 as I said, he asked if you'd mind Aug 12 16:18:02 Of course not. I have felt those feelings since before we were married. Aug 12 16:18:20 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:18:38 We should probably go and have breakfast with them Aug 12 16:18:55 * Molly nods slowly Aug 12 16:19:04 We should... Aug 12 16:19:12 are you ready? Aug 12 16:19:38 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 12 16:19:45 I think so Aug 12 16:19:52 * Morgan nods, sitting up Aug 12 16:19:55 come on then Aug 12 16:20:48 * Molly does likewise, gently putting the doll on her pillow. She offers Morgan her hand Aug 12 16:21:04 See, nothing to be worried about. I am fine. Aug 12 16:21:15 * Morgan nods Aug 12 16:21:22 I'll keep an eye on you all the same Aug 12 16:21:32 * Molly smiles Aug 12 16:21:44 Whenever and however you wish Aug 12 16:23:51 * Molly gives a last glance over the empty room, smiling slightly, and then shuts the door Aug 12 20:07:36 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 12 21:36:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 12 21:41:26 * Molly heads towards the dining rooms Aug 12 21:41:54 I think I only slept about two hours... Aug 12 21:42:11 because of the dream? Aug 12 21:42:23 * Molly nods Aug 12 21:43:02 I couldn't get back to sleep, so I got up. I read a while, came down for some coffee, watched you a little while Aug 12 21:43:26 dreaming about skipping stones... Aug 12 21:43:41 No nightmares? Aug 12 21:43:54 I was in your dream talking to Madchen... I know who she is Aug 12 21:44:07 * Molly looks intrigued Aug 12 21:44:12 Who is she? Aug 12 21:44:37 You had imaginary friends before Cess... a girl and a man... she was the girl Aug 12 21:45:03 I do not remember... I am not sure how I feel about that... Aug 12 21:45:46 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:45:59 That means she is neither mine and your daughter, nor mine and Sebastian's daughter... Aug 12 21:46:31 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:46:46 I have a theory on who the man was... Aug 12 21:46:52 Oh? Who? Aug 12 21:46:57 me Aug 12 21:47:12 * Molly looks puzzled Aug 12 21:47:25 I am not sure how that would be possible Aug 12 21:47:49 when you dreamed about what happened... you were chatting away to me... but if thats what happened, then you were chatting to your imaginary friend Aug 12 21:48:22 That's... confusing *she smiles* I suppose we will never know Aug 12 21:48:32 * Morgan shrugs Aug 12 21:49:11 It's a sweet idea though. So you met me as a four year old? Aug 12 21:49:28 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:49:39 * Molly smiles Aug 12 21:49:45 What was I like? Aug 12 21:50:04 precocious... wilful... Aug 12 21:50:11 * Molly laughs Aug 12 21:50:30 I was not like that as a child! Aug 12 21:50:38 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:51:01 * Molly frowns " That is not to say I am like that as a grown woman!" Aug 12 21:51:46 of course... Aug 12 21:51:56 * Molly watches him Aug 12 21:52:15 Are you teasing me, my dear Duke?! Aug 12 21:52:34 would I do such a thing? Aug 12 21:52:51 Relentlessly *she giggles* Aug 12 21:53:04 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:53:06 true Aug 12 21:53:35 It is most lucky I have such an extremely tolerance for you Aug 12 21:53:52 * Molly looks mischievous Aug 12 21:55:00 * Morgan nods Aug 12 21:55:01 indeed Aug 12 21:55:58 Mama always says that I was a good, gentle and calm child Aug 12 21:56:35 not what I saw... Aug 12 21:57:44 * Molly nods Aug 12 21:57:50 Does that trouble you? Aug 12 21:58:50 why would it? Aug 12 21:58:52 You love my gentleness and sweetness... what if that is just how I became from the memory loss? Aug 12 22:00:36 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 12 22:01:20 I've no doubt I would love your precociousness and wilfulness.... though there's not exactly a drought of the latter... Aug 12 22:01:38 * Molly smiles ruefully Aug 12 22:02:37 All summer, I've been worrying about becoming more Eisen-like, less sweet and more... obstinate. And it seems like that was just a part of me anyway Aug 12 22:03:27 * Morgan nods Aug 12 22:05:16 On a different note, should we stay here again tonight, as we have the Christening tomorrow and Lady Torrington to visit todaym Aug 12 22:05:19 ? Aug 12 22:05:49 Maybe... it depends on how things progress with Kit Aug 12 22:06:15 You may not wish to stay in Tawstock? *she frowns a little* Aug 12 22:06:41 * Morgan sighs Aug 12 22:07:05 I am done allowing Dau to run roughshod over the people here. We are going to find him. Aug 12 22:07:14 * Molly glances at him Aug 12 22:08:19 And that will mean getting whatever information you need by any method... even if it means you are never welcome in Tawstock again? Aug 12 22:09:28 no... but we will find him, and that'll mean moving around to do that Aug 12 22:09:43 * Molly stops walking Aug 12 22:10:05 I will be coming with you, yes...? *she watches him* Aug 12 22:11:06 I don't know yet Aug 12 22:11:20 * Molly frowns deeper Aug 12 22:12:01 I see. *she resumes walking* Aug 12 22:12:09 That displeases you Aug 12 22:12:32 * Molly opens her mouth, then shuts it sharply Aug 12 22:12:46 I will submit to the command of my husband. Aug 12 22:14:24 Come on... Aug 12 22:14:50 **they get to the top of the staircase. She shows no intention of stopping** Aug 12 22:15:19 blossom... Aug 12 22:15:30 * Molly looks to him Aug 12 22:15:33 Yes? Aug 12 22:15:38 talk to me... Aug 12 22:17:30 Well you tell me, liebes herz... you would let your loved ones find and fight a man who could do _that_ to another human being, when you're likely the best healer they could find, yet you're to be left at home waiting for any news? Aug 12 22:18:05 You want to come in case one of us needs healing? Aug 12 22:18:23 Why wouldn't that be the most sensible choice? Aug 12 22:18:46 And Inga? And Varick? Aug 12 22:19:02 They could not come. Aug 12 22:20:29 and who would stay to keep them safe? Aug 12 22:21:08 Sorgi. Almost a hundred former navy men. Aug 12 22:21:24 * Morgan sighs Aug 12 22:21:46 and what about when you cant bear to look at me because of the savagery I'll unleash on him? Aug 12 22:22:06 That is _not_ going to happen Aug 12 22:22:28 which part? Aug 12 22:22:46 Me to being able to bear looking at you Aug 12 22:22:50 Not* Aug 12 22:22:56 I'm not so sure Aug 12 22:23:07 * Molly watches him solemnly Aug 12 22:23:59 I have already warned you that I should not be in touching distance of him. That is _not_ to prevent what he might do to me. Aug 12 22:24:10 I am aware Aug 12 22:24:40 Do not think that his death would be any gentler were it coming from me. Aug 12 22:25:50 I would save you from that Aug 12 22:26:38 It is clear to me that you have made up your mind in that I am not to be there. Aug 12 22:27:05 Then you need glasses, I have not made any such decision Aug 12 22:27:27 You do not wish me to see what you do to him. Aug 12 22:27:35 No... Aug 12 22:28:29 * Molly shrugs Aug 12 22:29:35 There is little point in us arguing about this until we have any idea where you might have to go. Aug 12 22:30:42 * Morgan nods Aug 12 22:31:46 Perhaps we can put a pin in having a loud shouting match about it until after we have seen Kit? Aug 12 22:31:55 * Morgan nods Aug 12 22:32:36 * Molly moves towards the stairs ((stops her or lets her go?)) Aug 12 22:33:29 * Morgan sighs, following her Aug 12 22:36:13 * Molly continues on down to the lobby. She whispers "I am not sure if I wish to kiss you, or shout at you right now. It's very confusing!" Aug 12 22:37:06 I'm a confusing sort Aug 12 22:37:20 * Molly nods Aug 12 22:37:24 Absolutely. Aug 12 22:37:56 And deep down you know I'm just trying to keep you safe... and not make you think less of me Aug 12 22:38:58 I do. Just as you know that beneath my resistance to wait behind is fear of losing you. Aug 12 22:39:25 * Molly watches him Aug 12 22:40:04 Perhaps you will come along but not be witness to it? Aug 12 22:41:05 Perhaps. *she continues to watch him* Aug 12 22:42:39 That I would not object to... Aug 12 22:43:46 * Molly nods briefly before moving suddenly and kissing him Aug 12 22:44:55 * Morgan wraps his arms around her, pulling her close for a moment Aug 12 22:45:16 **An interior door opens, and a man coughs politely to make his presence known* Aug 12 22:46:16 * Molly pulls away a little, blushing [I am simultaneously the luckiest and unluckiest girl in the world!] Aug 12 22:46:56 * Morgan smiles slightly, looking at the man Aug 12 22:47:36 *he is blushing more than Molly** Uhh... Aug 12 22:47:57 **he is wearing a servants uniform* Aug 12 22:48:38 yes? Aug 12 22:49:27 Man: Your uhhh... party is in the uhh... private dining room, your Graces Aug 12 22:50:12 Man: *he bows a little, going back through the door* Aug 12 22:50:14 * Morgan nods Aug 12 22:50:33 * Molly smiles at Morgan Aug 12 22:50:58 Perhaps we may put a pin in that until later today too? Aug 12 22:51:28 * Morgan nods Aug 12 22:51:31 indeed Aug 12 22:51:51 * Molly holds his hand, leading the way Aug 13 00:26:02 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 13 14:30:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 13 16:15:41 * Molly glances at him sidelong Aug 13 16:15:41 I rather like "Your Graces"... it lets you imagine being an Eisenfurst a moment… Aug 13 16:22:28 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 16:22:30 I suppose Aug 13 16:23:05 Her Grace the Eisenfurstin Molly Isabella Koertig, Duchess, and Grafin von Sudlachenburg und Gottkirchen, Freiarrin Innesbruck… *she smiles playfully* Out of Martha by David. Aug 13 16:23:31 Ambassador to Capperlucia... Aug 13 16:23:53 Oh I forgot that... and Lady of Catterick too Aug 13 16:23:57 * Morgan nods Aug 13 16:24:09 * Molly laughs Aug 13 16:26:52 I remember how impressed I was the first time you told me your title... we were in mine and Rebecca's cabin on the Solemn Wind **her micro-expression fires up with what could well be hate** Aug 13 16:29:41 really? I recall you smirking at my middle name Aug 13 16:30:00 * Molly giggles Aug 13 16:30:19 I very nearly did the same on our wedding day Aug 13 16:30:26 * Morgan nods Aug 13 16:30:29 aye... Aug 13 16:30:48 "It's truly a strong Eisen name" I believe you said Aug 13 16:32:14 sure it wasn't unwieldy? Aug 13 16:33:36 * Molly thinks hard Aug 13 16:36:14 That was Eisen as a language I think. Before you hinted at helping me wrestle my tongue into submission... Aug 13 16:36:27 * Molly watches him for signs of embarrassment Aug 13 16:36:51 * Morgan blushes Aug 13 16:38:13 * Molly smiles, and pushes the door open.Their group is in a little private dining room, and the maids are very deferential. HH, Inga, Claudia and Varick are all watching Molly closely when they arrive. Aug 13 16:42:40 **HH and Claudia both gesture $Alright?!$ Aug 13 16:42:55 $so far$ Aug 13 16:43:32 V: *he motions to Morgan to come to him* Aug 13 16:44:02 * Morgan goes to him, leaning down Aug 13 16:44:05 Varick whispers in his ear: Is she okay? Do we still have to keep secrets? Aug 13 16:45:18 She's fine... I told her about Cecily... Aug 13 16:49:05 V: **he gets out of his chair and goes to hug Molly who has sat at the table*I'm sorry about your sister, I don't have either of my sisters either, so I understand *she looks a bit confused* Aug 13 16:50:22 I... I am alright, Mauschen. Perhaps you would like to put some flowers on her resting place with me before we go. Aug 13 16:50:44 **Theres relief amongst the other faces at the table** Aug 13 16:51:14 * Morgan looks at them Aug 13 16:51:19 HeinzHarold... with me please Aug 13 16:51:24 [What does he mean about _sisters_?] Aug 13 16:51:37 [I don't know] Aug 13 16:51:45 HH: Yes, yer majesty Aug 13 16:51:59 * Morgan backs out of the room into the hallway Aug 13 16:52:12 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 13 16:52:31 * HH follows along after grabbing a sausage Aug 13 16:53:00 **the hallway is empty* Aug 13 16:53:29 What were you shouting at me for this morning? Aug 13 16:54:07 I thought we were done with interrupting each other on purpose Aug 13 16:54:34 It wasn't... but I'm sorry anyway Aug 13 16:54:53 * HH shrugs, slightly evasive Aug 13 16:55:02 It's fine, there's other days Aug 13 16:55:34 * Morgan watches him Aug 13 16:55:38 its not fine is it... Aug 13 16:56:47 Was just taking the Morning Advantage... been a bit more difficult to get out of my head the last coupla nights **he looks a bit embarrassed* Aug 13 16:57:25 because of Elsie... Aug 13 16:57:33 * HH nods Aug 13 16:58:17 But don't stop confiding in me. Aug 13 16:59:43 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 13 16:59:54 We're going to see her right, and her child... Aug 13 17:00:04 * HH nods Aug 13 17:00:07 [Do you think he means Jana?] Aug 13 17:00:32 [Uhh... maybe? I...] Aug 13 17:01:00 We will. I'll be fine, don't give it a thought. Sorry I snapped at you. Aug 13 17:01:20 Its fair, given what you thought I was doing Aug 13 17:01:35 * HH shrugs Aug 13 17:03:18 Don' fret it. Stop thinkin' about my virility... *he slowly grins, then holds his hand towards Morgan* Sausage? Aug 13 17:04:16 * Morgan thumps him Aug 13 17:04:19 love you man Aug 13 17:04:42 * HH shrugs Aug 13 17:04:50 You an' everyone else. Aug 13 17:05:59 * Morgan shrugs, going back into the dining room to eat Aug 13 17:06:33 *He gets time to eat before they are interrupted. A letter is brought for Molly, and she reads it, nodding a little. Another letter is for Morgan, thicker.* Aug 13 17:08:47 * Morgan opens it, looking inside the envelope Aug 13 17:10:00 **It is a report from Mr Jeffries. It gives a figure of two thousand guilders if the Island was sold. Beneath that, it lists the work that should be done in minute detail. And below that, a recommendation for how to recruit people to repopulate the island and care for the animals. Aug 13 17:10:01 **Doing so will cost him five hundred guilders up front, with another one hundred in year one, assuming that all produce grown, livestock raised, fish caught were owned and consumed by the islanders. The final option would be to sell the sheep and leave the island empty, which would make him approximately one hundred guilders. Aug 13 17:10:45 * Morgan sighs slightly, drinking his coffee Aug 13 17:18:02 The solicitor is ready for me to complete the purchase Aug 13 17:18:08 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 13 17:19:06 I've got the options for the island Aug 13 17:19:21 Oh? What options, my love? Aug 13 17:19:29 * Morgan tells her Aug 13 17:19:36 * Molly nods Aug 13 17:19:44 Something to consider? Aug 13 17:19:48 * Morgan nods Aug 13 17:19:49 aye Aug 13 17:20:11 **HH gestures $Depends if you are going to need somewhere very private away from people to deal with Dau. Like where noone can hear him$ Aug 13 17:20:29 $That may have occurred to me$ Aug 13 17:21:10 I need my brothers and a witness, but the Solicitor can see me all morning. Aug 13 17:21:28 * Morgan nods Aug 13 17:22:14 V: Papa, can I see the children again? Aug 13 17:24:31 I imagine so, aye Aug 13 17:25:00 V: *he whoops, despite being sat to the table* Aug 13 17:25:37 HH: Want me an' Inga to take him over there, send Peter an' James here? Aug 13 17:26:07 * Morgan looks at Molly Aug 13 17:26:09 makes sense... Aug 13 17:27:15 * Molly nods Aug 13 17:27:50 I will send a messenger to Lady Torrington asking her to let us know at Sunnymeade when she is ready and when Kit has arrived? Aug 13 17:27:59 * Morgan nods Aug 13 17:28:11 * Molly nods, standing up Aug 13 17:28:21 I'll go and see to it then Aug 13 17:28:38 alright my love Aug 13 17:29:11 * Molly goes. HH, Inga and Varick go to get ready, leaving him drinking coffee with Claudia Aug 13 17:29:17 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 13 17:29:29 No dawn this morning. Aug 13 17:30:47 * Morgan nods Aug 13 17:30:48 I know Aug 13 17:32:45 * Claudia sips the coffee Aug 13 17:32:49 Bad night? Aug 13 17:33:11 No... enlightening... but you'll think I'm crazy Aug 13 17:33:32 I think we're past that at this point, don't you? Aug 13 17:33:48 Even I'm not sure about it... Aug 13 17:34:04 * Claudia watches him, waiting Aug 13 17:35:44 Molly dreams about a child... I believe its the imaginary friend she had when she was little Aug 13 17:37:05 * Claudia nods Aug 13 17:37:16 Not the weirdest shit you've said latelt Aug 13 17:37:24 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 13 17:37:27 what was? Aug 13 17:38:11 * Claudia raises her eyes to the ceiling, exhaling audibly Aug 13 17:38:28 There's so much, it's hard to know. Aug 13 18:18:19 * Morgan nods Aug 13 18:18:50 She dreams of imaginary friends...? Aug 13 18:19:47 evidently... weirdest thing is that that imaginary friend knew it was the imaginary friend I think. It told me, more or less, that I needed to tell her what had happened Aug 13 18:24:13 * Claudia sighs Aug 13 18:24:22 This is high kn the weird shit list Aug 13 18:24:25 On* Aug 13 18:24:43 * Morgan nods Aug 13 18:24:53 but, not as weird as those things on the island Aug 13 18:25:28 No... not that weird Aug 13 18:25:41 * Claudia tops up her coffee Aug 13 18:26:02 Is that as weird as it gets or have you got more? Aug 13 18:26:32 y'know, I think thats about as weird as it gets for now... Aug 13 18:26:40 * Claudia nods Aug 13 18:26:49 She remembers Cecily, the doll they had... but not the accident... oh, no, it gets weirder Aug 13 18:27:00 Fantastic(!) Aug 13 18:27:20 If it bothers you, I shall keep quiet Aug 13 18:28:54 No, go on Aug 13 18:29:59 Cecily was dragged down by something Aug 13 18:32:25 What sort of something? Aug 13 18:33:59 she didn't know... something monstrous. Aug 13 18:40:34 Still there? Aug 13 18:40:55 No, its not Aug 13 18:41:11 *she frowns* Pity, I could stand to break something. Aug 13 18:41:22 * Morgan frowns Aug 13 18:41:28 are you alright? Aug 13 18:45:23 Not happy that you aren't telling me what all this stuff with the brothel and the doctor is about. I think I can guess why, but it's not easy being left out like I'm not strong enough Aug 13 18:47:01 * Morgan nods, watching her Aug 13 18:47:18 You'd protect me back defending my back... Aug 13 18:48:26 Always Aug 13 18:48:45 thats what I'm doing. Aug 13 18:49:03 I know. But still. Wounds my pride. Aug 13 18:49:30 I could tell you generalities, but leave specifics if that is preferable... Aug 13 18:50:58 * Claudia nods Aug 13 18:51:09 It is Aug 13 18:51:24 Its certainly not that I question your strength... I just wish to protect you from the harm it would bring... Aug 13 18:51:38 I know. I get it Aug 13 18:53:22 one of the girls in the brothel was hurt, badly... she's going to die in childbirth because of the scarring. The doctor is to inform Lady Torrington so she has grounds to deal with him... not that its going to matter. Aug 13 18:56:29 * Claudia nods, eyes turning hard Aug 13 18:56:43 Who did it? Aug 13 18:56:55 You've met him... with a sword in your hand Aug 13 18:57:24 And if I meet him again, the other end will be in him. Aug 13 18:57:37 No... I'm afraid thats for me Aug 13 18:58:21 This girl special to you? Aug 13 18:58:30 * Morgan watches her Aug 13 18:58:43 She had red hair at the time... he used my wife's name... Aug 13 19:01:31 Holy fucking hell he is going to wish he was dead a thousand times over. Aug 13 19:01:53 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 13 19:02:05 What the fuck?! Why? Aug 13 19:02:19 * Morgan sighs Aug 13 19:02:43 He wanted Molly... he wanted the Rose... he could have neither and, clearly, is the sort of monster who deserves to burn from the inside out Aug 13 19:03:02 * Claudia frowns deeply Aug 13 19:03:05 Dau? Aug 13 19:04:12 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:05:07 Fucking hell. *she is quiet a minute* The duel at the wedding... fuck... Aug 13 19:05:18 if I'd realised then... Aug 13 19:05:22 **he can recall this very well* Aug 13 19:10:13 He'd be dead. He could have killed her there and then before we had a chance to do anything. Aug 13 19:12:22 He didn't want to kill her... he wanted to have her Aug 13 19:12:53 What are you going to do about it? Aug 13 19:13:13 I'm going to kill him Aug 13 19:13:24 Where is he? Aug 13 19:13:29 I don't know yet Aug 13 19:13:39 * Claudia nods Aug 13 19:13:53 I need to tell Heinzharold my history, don't I? Aug 13 19:14:13 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 19:15:25 thats entirely up to you Aug 13 19:15:39 If he says something and it gives me a flashback, he's gonna feel bad about it. It's on me to protect him from that Aug 13 19:15:50 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 13 19:16:29 that being said... he has this innocent notion that none of the womenfolk should be told about what happened... so I suspect the chances of causing one are slim... but never zero Aug 13 19:17:17 Has he ever treated me like womenfolk, except the moment we met? Aug 13 19:18:03 I think he is at the moment with this... without knowing, he's protecting you... He thinks you're uncomfortable in brothels, incidentally Aug 13 19:18:36 I should tell him that bit at least Aug 13 19:18:56 if he can accept the shit I can do, he'll accept whatever you tell him Aug 13 19:19:22 * Claudia nods Aug 13 19:19:44 He's more worldly than you, at any rate Aug 13 19:19:56 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 19:20:45 He ever told you what the first thing I said to him was? Aug 13 19:20:53 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 13 19:21:01 * Claudia smiles Aug 13 19:21:15 I'll try and tone it down for you Aug 13 19:22:22 Someone introduced us in a camp when he was on the Nautilus I was on the Obsidian. He did that charming-smile-hair-falls-in-his-face thing... Aug 13 19:22:37 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:23:38 I told him if he ever even _thought_ about me in a sexual way, I'd make it so the only mouth his manhood would end up in was his own. Aug 13 19:24:16 * Morgan laughs Aug 13 19:25:26 Being Heinzharold, he wasn't at all offended and thought this was hilarious. Then he didn't ever really go away again until our units were split. Aug 13 19:25:41 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:28:02 That was October 62, so almost six months before I met you just after Quatre Bras Aug 13 19:29:49 that long? Aug 13 19:32:11 That I've known him, or that I knew him before I knew you? Aug 13 19:32:22 before me Aug 13 19:32:34 * Claudia nods Aug 13 19:34:59 October through December 62 with Heinzharold. Then we went back on ship. Heinzharold got blown up early Feb 63, then went on the Enchiridon with your new unit. Following month we got drenched at QB, and then it was in the aftermath I met you and kicked you in the chest. Aug 13 19:35:20 On our ships* Aug 13 19:35:44 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 13 19:35:45 yes, I recall Aug 13 19:35:54 * Claudia smiles Aug 13 19:35:59 Good times Aug 13 19:36:24 I don't recall it being that good Aug 13 19:36:35 * Claudia shrugs Aug 13 19:37:26 Depends on what you were missing at home. I had no home. At least I had a purpose. Aug 13 19:37:45 I was referring to getting kicked in the chest... Aug 13 19:39:49 Could be worse, he got it in the face Aug 13 19:40:13 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:40:20 his poor, pretty face Aug 13 19:40:51 * Claudia nods Aug 13 19:41:30 Used to be good though, getting the news that our units would be grouped and I'd have a few weeks or months with the two of you Aug 13 19:42:51 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:44:43 You don't think I should tell him about the rapes? Aug 13 19:46:02 I didn't say that... I don't think you need to right now, but you should tell him... if you're ready to tell him now, tell him now. You are right though that if he causes a flashback, he will feel awful about it Aug 13 19:48:11 I very rarely get them now. I learnt how to get through them and then they went. That flashback nightmare was the first for more than a year Aug 13 19:49:01 But if things are changing, its a possiblity Aug 13 19:50:03 Hadn't considered that. We'll see. There's things I plain dislike, mostly I can avoid them. Aug 13 19:51:08 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:51:52 What does Molly know? Aug 13 19:53:33 about what? Aug 13 19:53:41 Dau Aug 13 19:54:17 All of it... well, all of what he did Aug 13 19:54:41 Including him calling her Molly? Aug 13 19:55:10 * Morgan nods Aug 13 19:55:26 * Claudia shakes her head Aug 13 19:55:37 Did you tell her that? Aug 13 19:56:15 you misunderstand... Elsie told Molly while she was being examined Aug 13 19:57:44 That's not good Aug 13 19:58:00 How's she dealing with it? Aug 13 19:59:46 She's about as murderous as I am Aug 13 20:01:09 * Claudia nods Aug 13 20:01:27 Not surprising. It's a violation in itself. Aug 13 20:01:53 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:01:58 she blames herself, obviously Aug 13 20:02:10 Need me to have a word? Aug 13 20:04:32 You realise she doesn't know about that... Aug 13 20:05:47 * Claudia shrugs Aug 13 20:06:06 Figured you two tell each other most everything Aug 13 20:09:15 We do, but thats not my story to tell... you told me that in confidence... she only knows about you liking other women because it was necessary to tell her about the draw... Aug 13 20:09:44 * Claudia nods Aug 13 20:09:59 How did that go? Aug 13 20:10:07 confusion mostly Aug 13 20:10:16 * Claudia smiles Aug 13 20:11:39 Hard to get your head round if you don't feel it. Me liking to bed women must be as confusing to her as her liking to bed you is to me! Aug 13 20:12:13 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:12:16 probably Aug 13 20:16:03 * Claudia develops a look of distaste Aug 13 20:16:51 don't think about it too hard Aug 13 20:17:01 Just remembering hearing Dau having sex with that awful woman Aug 13 20:19:10 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:21:48 Solicitors, Sunnymeade and Lady Torrington and someone called Kit today? Island tonight or here again? Aug 13 20:22:26 Remains to be seen... depends on the information I can get out of Kit... who, incidentally, goes by Kurt here Aug 13 20:23:51 Why? Aug 13 20:25:29 secret society spy stuff Aug 13 20:26:29 * Claudia gives him a look of disbelief then rolls her eyes Aug 13 20:26:34 What's the point? Aug 13 20:27:03 of... Aug 13 20:27:31 Asking if you're shitting me Aug 13 20:27:48 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 20:28:07 I don't lie... except the odd outrageous one... which, here, could well be true anyway Aug 13 20:28:30 There's monsters in my forest that need human blood... Aug 13 20:29:11 I don't normally go _that_ outrageous... usually just goblins.. Aug 13 20:31:12 KitKurt is a spy? Aug 13 20:33:34 sort of Aug 13 20:34:41 Do I need to know? Aug 13 20:35:14 I wouldn't have thought so... I only told you so you'd know who I mean if we talk about him later Aug 13 20:36:50 * Claudia nods Aug 13 20:37:04 Can Molly _do_ anything for the woman? Aug 13 20:37:36 We're looking into it... HeinzHarolds been letting her practice healing scar tissue on him Aug 13 20:38:33 He let her do magic on him? Aug 13 20:38:51 No, she poured mud on him to see if it worked Aug 13 20:39:10 I've tipped muddy water on him before Aug 13 20:40:22 * Claudia sips her coffee Aug 13 20:40:40 I might be able to help there. Aug 13 20:42:11 oh? Aug 13 20:42:18 I have some scars Aug 13 20:42:51 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:42:54 want me to tell her? Aug 13 20:43:33 Not from _that_. Just from early battles. Back when I was only as good as you. Aug 13 20:44:35 I didn't imply anything... Aug 13 20:46:07 Sounds like childbirth scars would be the best to practice on though. Mine are just *she thinks* knife, axe, glave, several swords, jam jar, couple of musket shots Aug 13 20:46:35 Jam jar... Aug 13 20:46:57 Running with it when I was Varick's age, tripped and fell on it Aug 13 20:47:24 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:47:38 It's not pretty Aug 13 20:47:48 I would imagine not Aug 13 20:49:10 I've already been healed once, so I know what to expect. Curious about the other side of the coin though Aug 13 20:50:07 other side? Aug 13 20:51:04 That she can harm as well as heal Aug 13 20:52:13 She's able to do it, certainly... Aug 13 20:52:17 She done that to you? Aug 13 20:52:25 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:53:47 What was it like? **he can remember how the skin seemed to be sliced beneath her finger, a sharp and almost euphoric pain Aug 13 20:55:13 * Morgan frowns Aug 13 20:55:33 sharp... it was like using the corner of a razor Aug 13 20:56:20 She's very able to defend herself then Aug 13 20:56:32 * Morgan nods Aug 13 20:56:51 * Claudia sips her coffee Aug 13 20:57:13 If it was anyone else, it'd be scary Aug 13 20:57:33 you don't think its scary? Aug 13 20:58:11 Scarier than monsters in the woods? Aug 13 20:59:33 They're simple Aug 13 21:00:10 This is simple. She has a weapon, all the time. If I had a weapon all the time, I'd be scary too Aug 13 21:01:48 I'm more worried what she'd feel if she uses it Aug 13 21:02:12 Same as we all did the first day we killed someone Aug 13 21:03:23 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 13 21:03:24 I suppose so Aug 13 21:04:07 * Claudia nods Aug 13 21:04:33 **Peter and James arrive and they all go to do the purchase. Claudia waits outside. The solicitors office seems very full with the man himself, two Forresters and two Koertigs. Money in bags by the fifty are moved around alongside the signing of various documents. Aug 13 21:05:14 **In total, the transactions and legal costs cost her 365G, a sizeable amount of money. He knows that the Restitution payment Kit made to her was 1921G, the amount of her invoice from Kai, delivered less than twelve hours after he extracted his pound of flesh from her surrogate in the brothel.** Aug 13 21:06:24 Solicitor: It is a long way to go about it, but for Legal reasons it needs to be done Aug 13 21:06:44 It is watertight? Aug 13 21:07:00 S: yes, absolutely Aug 13 21:07:23 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 13 21:08:05 * Molly 's thoughts hit him suddenly ["Zere is no personal need for me to count it, but... for legal reasons zere iz!" he says not moving from the chair but Molly can feel kai watching her rather than the money. "We vill need to count this for two reasons. Aug 13 21:08:22 [Von, ziz really should be brokered through our solicitors, und ziz is a dangerous amount of money for either you or I to hold onto. I would suggest, that this be placed into somewhere more secure! Secondly, it must be counted so that I can write a receipt und officially consider ziz matter closed!"] Aug 13 21:09:03 * Morgan fights not to scowl Aug 13 21:09:16 * Molly is utterly neutral Aug 13 21:11:19 S: That is all done. **he offers his hand to shake everyone else's** Congratulations, Mr Forrester. I hope you and your family will be as happy at Sunnymeade as the many generations of Forrester men who have owned it before you. Aug 13 21:12:53 * Molly nods a little, thanking him briefly before walking out into the light drizzle. The others are slow to follow. Aug 13 21:18:48 * Molly breathes deeply and slowly in the door step. Aug 13 21:18:53 On* Aug 13 21:19:39 * Morgan stands in front of her Aug 13 21:19:46 Are you alright? Aug 13 21:21:46 Yes... *she takes a deep breath* I am alright Aug 13 21:22:56 A big change? Aug 13 21:23:16 No... to do with Elsie. Aug 13 21:23:28 want to tell me? Aug 13 21:23:55 I... don't know. I do not wish to make it worse for you Aug 13 21:24:21 **There's a noise behind them* J: I bet they have! Aug 13 21:25:52 * Morgan glances over her shoulder Aug 13 21:26:00 * Molly takes Morgan's hand Aug 13 21:26:03 I am not interested in that... I am only interested in helping you Aug 13 21:26:51 He has- *she gets interrupted* Hey, fireball, have you ever had Champagne? Aug 13 21:27:26 * Molly moves off the doorstep Aug 13 21:28:07 Quite a few times, yes. I prefer brandy or whiskey Aug 13 21:28:37 P: What's it like? Shall I get some to celebrate? Aug 13 21:28:57 * Molly smiles Aug 13 21:29:44 I'll get some and meet you back at your house Aug 13 21:30:46 **Peter looks very happy about this. He picks her up and hugs her** Thanks, Moll! Aug 13 21:31:32 * Molly watches Morgan over Peter's shoulder, watching his expression and body language Aug 13 21:32:25 * Morgan is watching her carefully Aug 13 21:33:44 Put me down! I am a Duchess now, not a child! *it sounds almost like a childlike crossness, but not hugely serious* Aug 13 21:35:28 **Peter puts her down* Sorry, Red. We'll see you soon Aug 13 21:36:08 * Molly watches her very happy brothers make their way towards tethered horses Aug 13 21:36:18 They're pleased. Aug 13 21:36:28 * Morgan nods Aug 13 21:36:29 yes Aug 13 21:37:14 * Molly looks around, seeing a couple of townsfolk watching them Aug 13 21:37:43 * Morgan offers his hand Aug 13 21:38:02 * Molly takes it, kissing his knuckles Aug 13 21:38:35 We should find some horses, we will need them to visit Lady Torrington Aug 13 21:38:57 * Morgan nods Aug 13 21:38:58 aye Aug 13 21:40:29 **Claudia joins them to do so. The three of them ride along a little while before Claudia tells Molly she has some scars Molly can take a look at, and Molly asks for descriptions and locations. She has quite a few, more than Morgan likely expects Aug 13 21:42:02 * Molly and Claudia take the champagne in to the house when they get to Sunnymeade, leaving Morgan the horses Aug 13 21:42:13 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 13 21:42:18 **HH is waiting for Morgan at the stable, and takes the horses from the others** How are y' today? Aug 13 21:42:51 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 21:42:53 alright so far Aug 13 21:43:08 How was your night? Aug 13 21:44:07 weird but alright Aug 13 21:44:18 Weird like a trap ship? Aug 13 21:44:34 * HH starts unbridling Aug 13 21:44:54 weirder, I'd say... either way, Molly knows what happened now Aug 13 21:45:07 * HH nods Aug 13 21:45:14 No issues? Aug 13 21:45:26 Not so far, no... Aug 13 21:46:04 'Specting some? Aug 13 21:47:13 I've no idea Aug 13 21:48:38 * HH nods Aug 13 21:48:51 She got th' doll? Aug 13 21:48:56 * Morgan nods Aug 13 21:49:16 aye. She has some memories now, but doesn't remember what actually happened... Aug 13 21:49:24 * HH nods Aug 13 21:50:06 Prob'ly for the best. Bit weird to remember some of it, not all of it. Like her mind has been blanked. Aug 13 21:50:20 * Morgan nods Aug 13 21:50:29 aye. Aug 13 21:50:53 That's squared away now then? She upset? Aug 13 21:51:21 I'm not sure... I don't think she knows how to feel about it yet, but it isn't hiding there to jump on us now Aug 13 21:52:46 Unlike us waiting to jump on Dau? Aug 13 21:55:11 I'm not sure we're hiding... Aug 13 21:56:06 Gonna be honest with the contact about trying to find and remove him? Aug 13 21:59:24 half of it, maybe... Aug 13 21:59:31 Then we're sorta hiding, aren't we? Aug 13 21:59:47 No, we're just standing very still in plain sight Aug 13 21:59:56 * HH snorts Aug 13 22:00:18 Handsome as I am, tha' doesnt work... you'd be fine though Aug 13 22:01:57 You'd be surprised how well it works... I need to give you some information, actually Aug 13 22:02:34 Go on then Aug 13 22:03:04 You remember Elliot... something seemed off about him? Aug 13 22:04:05 * HH nods Aug 13 22:04:10 Nice lad though Aug 13 22:04:25 spy... he's my contact. Goes by Kurt here Aug 13 22:04:52 * HH nods Aug 13 22:04:58 I'll keep quiet Aug 13 22:06:16 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:07:07 Just gotta wait around for the Duchess to tell us she's ready for us? Aug 13 22:08:43 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:08:46 realistically, yes Aug 13 22:09:04 * HH smirks "you prob'ly done that quite a bit" Aug 13 22:10:08 * Morgan watches his friend, completely straight faced Aug 13 22:10:13 meaning? Aug 13 22:12:09 Not that Duchess, your Duchess. Aug 13 22:12:37 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 22:14:06 her timekeeping is quite good Aug 13 22:14:30 * HH nods Aug 13 22:14:37 That's good then Aug 13 22:15:09 Given more thought to us going huntin' him? Aug 13 22:15:20 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:15:35 thinking about it... you think Inga would be willing to stay behind with Varick? Aug 13 22:16:00 Of course. She'd miss me, but she'd be fine Aug 13 22:16:43 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:16:47 Molly flat refuses Aug 13 22:18:24 To stay? Aug 13 22:18:41 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:18:53 Why? Aug 13 22:19:32 She has this wonderful way of using logic... what if one of us gets hurt and needs a healer... and she is the best one, lets be honest Aug 13 22:20:08 Me, you, Claudia. Unless he has a thirty strong team of bodyguards, we should be fine Aug 13 22:21:00 I know... I'm not finished talking with her, but I'd rather not command her to stay behind... given that it was only my contact that stopped it being her, there's a vested interest for her Aug 13 22:21:27 * HH puts a horse in a stall Aug 13 22:22:40 Some logic then. The biggest risk of you getting harmed is being distracted. If she's anywhere near Dau, you're gonna be so busy worrying about her that you could get hurt Aug 13 22:23:47 In theory she's agreed to not be present, just... available nearby... Aug 13 22:24:00 You need her far away? Aug 13 22:24:23 I don't want her near him... I don't want her seeing what I want to do to him Aug 13 22:24:41 * HH starts on the next horse Aug 13 22:26:41 Gonna be four phases, unless he comes here. Phase 1- we travel and track him down. 2- we transport him to wherever you need to get it done in private, 3- actually doing it, 4- whatever the aftermath for you is gonna be like, whether you need to be with her or be alone. Aug 13 22:27:50 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:31:17 Thought about tellin' her she needs to stay put with Elsie somewhere incase the babe comes early and she needs to try and save them? Aug 13 22:31:47 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 13 22:31:57 no... I don't know if she could tell, either... Aug 13 22:32:16 What do you mean? Aug 13 22:32:54 whether or not that thats likely to happen... Aug 13 22:33:23 She might be able to know it isnt, so she doesnt have to stay behind? Aug 13 22:33:32 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:34:08 Could take us weeks, maybe a month or two Aug 13 22:35:04 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:35:06 I hope not Aug 13 22:35:19 I don't think I can be this angry for so long without it damaging me Aug 13 22:36:24 Depends how far he is and how difficult he is to find. If we have to travel a lot, if we have to spend time in phase 2... Aug 13 22:36:40 * HH watches him Aug 13 22:37:07 You have to. People are counting on you. Aug 13 22:37:51 Are they? Aug 13 22:38:44 Yes, you idiot. Molly, Varick, Claudia, me. We're counting on you to get through it and not become like you were when you ran away. Aug 13 22:39:01 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:39:06 I will Aug 13 22:39:54 Yes, you will. It might take longer than we want to get to him, but you'll have your vengeance. Aug 13 22:42:48 * HH pats the horse he's got in front of him Aug 13 22:43:55 You need to think strategy. If you aren't just stabbin' him in the heart the moment you can get to him, you need to 'ave a plan. Aug 13 22:44:50 There's merits to both arguments Aug 13 22:45:36 In just stabbing him? Aug 13 22:46:40 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:46:51 or doing something more... appropriate for recompense Aug 13 22:47:40 Up to you. First is quicker, but... Aug 13 22:48:17 the latter is more fitting Aug 13 22:48:23 * HH nods Aug 13 22:49:35 The thought of Dreiser lying in agony whilst whatever remained of his cock and balls rotten away into stinking, putrid gore... Keeps me warm at night. Aug 13 22:50:48 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:51:14 Just the Eisen in us. Aug 13 22:51:49 or the husband... Aug 13 22:52:18 A good point. No one hurts your girl. Aug 13 22:52:36 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:53:49 Lets see what Kurt the Spy has to say. But if I was you I'd think hard about just commanding her. Aug 13 22:54:46 I'll think about it Aug 13 22:55:16 * HH nods Aug 13 22:55:32 Anythin' else you need t' tell me? Aug 13 22:56:05 I could tell you the dream, but... its not important... Aug 13 22:56:37 I'm here if you need to Aug 13 22:57:17 * Morgan nods Aug 13 22:57:19 how're you doing? Aug 13 22:57:45 I'm good Aug 13 22:58:46 I've had to tell Claudia the basics of what happened with Elsie...she was feeling like I didn't trust her to be strong enough to bear it Aug 13 22:58:55 * HH nods Aug 13 22:59:07 It's Claudia, she's rock solid Aug 13 22:59:18 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 13 23:00:14 You know that blonde in the brothel that liked her? Aug 13 23:00:23 * Morgan nods Aug 13 23:00:25 short lass Aug 13 23:00:31 * HH nods Aug 13 23:00:39 Claudia liked her back. Aug 13 23:00:49 What makes you say that? Aug 13 23:01:24 When they were cleaning they kept looking at each other Aug 13 23:01:43 and thats it? Aug 13 23:02:50 'Member I said something had always seemed off to me about 'ow she behaved in brothels? Aug 13 23:02:56 * Morgan nods Aug 13 23:04:44 She was always either staring or very avoidant. But not embarrassed or giggly or curious like Inga would be Aug 13 23:05:29 Is it possible thats just another of Claudia's... quirks, where she isn't like other women? Aug 13 23:10:06 'Member also that within five minutes of seein' them, I knew she'd slept with Cap'n Sorgi Aug 13 23:10:30 * Morgan nods Aug 13 23:11:39 Never saw 'er show any interest in men, not even me. Did think she might just 'ave no interest in anything like tha'... Aug 13 23:12:10 I see... I suppose, then, the pertinent question... what difference does it make to you? Aug 13 23:13:25 Means I won't feel so bad about all the bubbies she saw in my lap *he grins* Aug 13 23:13:52 I'm serious... ifs you're right... Aug 13 23:14:40 The fact tha' you're asking me questions an' not just sayin' Shut Up, Heinzharold makes it obvious I am Aug 13 23:14:53 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 23:15:16 jus' wond'rin Aug 13 23:16:33 I don't care either way. Jus' be glad to know why it's always seemed off and I haven't been able to put my finger on it Aug 13 23:16:55 I admit it makes a certain amount of sense, when you think about it Aug 13 23:17:16 * HH nods, watching him Aug 13 23:17:35 * Morgan watches him right back Aug 13 23:17:43 You were with her in Kingston, anything happen that makes you think I'm right? Aug 13 23:18:46 you mean like her taking a girl to bed, or something less obvious? Aug 13 23:18:58 Anything at all Aug 13 23:19:37 aye, she woo'd a young lass and led her astray upstairs, for hours... Aug 13 23:20:00 * HH shrugs Aug 13 23:20:04 Alright Aug 13 23:21:12 * HH watches him Aug 13 23:21:34 * Morgan shrugs Aug 13 23:22:00 Ask her... I wouldn't be surprised if she says you're right... I wouldn't be surprised if she told you to shut the fuck up... Aug 13 23:22:31 Not mutually exclusive. Aug 13 23:23:03 fair point... I wouldn't be surprised if she says you're wrong... Aug 13 23:23:28 * HH just watches him Aug 13 23:23:47 Guess I'll just ask her if she likes bubbies then? Aug 13 23:24:05 * Morgan nods Aug 13 23:24:18 she laughed quite a bit when I said about that Aug 13 23:25:26 Good. Always liked making 'er laugh Aug 13 23:26:00 * Morgan nods Aug 13 23:26:03 its a rare thing Aug 13 23:26:11 * HH nods Aug 13 23:26:34 Unlike you, with yer naturally sunny, cheerful disposition Aug 13 23:26:58 I've been distinctly sunnier lately Aug 13 23:27:08 * HH nods Aug 13 23:27:50 Lets keep it tha' way. Now, shall we go in there and demand some drinks, on account o' you being a Duke an' all? Aug 13 23:28:51 I think that'd be a reasonable thing to demand Aug 13 23:29:10 No Grunhelm to carry us 'ome. Aug 13 23:30:12 I'd rather stagger... Aug 13 23:30:23 * HH mimics Grunhelm's booming voice "Not today, little rabbits." Aug 13 23:31:14 * Morgan chuckles Aug 13 23:31:34 * HH is still chuckling about this memory when they get to the kitchen Aug 14 00:28:04 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 14 17:12:16 * Morgan is now known as Morg Aug 14 17:12:22 * Morg is now known as Morgan Aug 14 20:26:20 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Aug 14 20:26:23 **The grown ups are all drinking champagne, the atmosphere cheerful. He and HH are given some. James tickles three year old Charlotte, making her giggle* Pete do you remember how ticklish Moll used to be? Aug 14 20:26:23 * Molly blushes hard at this, sipping her champagne Aug 14 20:26:40 P: She used to squeal the place down! Aug 14 20:26:40 **This reminds him of being in Innesbruck with her after they came back from the Golden Lantern, where she told him her brothers were told to stop because the age gap was too big, and their parents were tired of the squealing, and how Morgan tickling her had made her laugh and squeal and escalated into her being very  aroused* Aug 14 20:29:48 * Morgan watches them quietly Aug 14 20:30:43 J: **he laughs** Long time ago now Aug 14 20:31:48 * Molly glances at Morgan a moment Aug 14 20:32:02 They were not always nice brothers! Aug 14 20:32:20 so it appears Aug 14 20:33:39 **The siblings descend into stories of misdeeds. A bit later, HH & Claudia are outside, Morgan has Joseph,  Inga has Mary. Beth looks at Molly** There's something I wanted to talk to you upstairs about, as one wife to another. It's about the Bere Alston Women's Club. Aug 14 20:34:31 **Molly looks intrigued, but James stands, putting his daughter Emily on his shoulders "I'm going! Heard more than enough of this one!". Pete looks very briefly sad before kissing his wife's cheek and looking at her "I'd rather not be here for it either" Aug 14 20:35:23 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 14 20:35:56 * Molly tops up her champagne, as Peter follows his brother out Aug 14 20:36:41 B: *she looks to Morgan* Nothing awful. Pete doesn't like it because it's back when I was first married before, and a bit intimate. Aug 14 20:36:59 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:37:03 you wish me to leave? Aug 14 20:37:45 B: We'll go on upstairs, if we can leave you and Inga with the babies? Aug 14 20:38:00 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:38:03 I'm sure we can manage Aug 14 20:38:09 **Inga nods happily at this* Aug 14 20:38:51 * Molly kisses Morgan's cheek, careful of the babe in his arms, and follows her sister in law upstairs Aug 14 20:39:00 * Molly is now known as Inga Aug 14 20:39:29 * Inga comes over with Mary held to her shoulder, looking at baby Joseph Aug 14 20:39:43 He's sweet, isn't he? Aug 14 20:39:58 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:40:00 aye Aug 14 20:40:18 Did you always like children? Aug 14 20:40:58 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:41:02 they're... simple Aug 14 20:41:27 Grown ups are very complicated, even the simple looking ones Aug 14 20:41:51 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:42:20 Varick has started calling you papa Aug 14 20:42:30 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:42:32 aye, he has Aug 14 20:42:41 he had Molly ask if it was alright Aug 14 20:44:02 * Inga nods Aug 14 20:44:13 They're all careful not to hurt you Aug 14 20:44:38 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:44:46 it holds them back sometimes Aug 14 20:46:16 * Inga nods Aug 14 20:46:24 Molly especially Aug 14 20:46:47 * Morgan nods, watching her Aug 14 20:47:18 * Inga watches him back. As always the stare doesn't seem to bother her at all Aug 14 20:47:31 is there something on your mind, Inga? Aug 14 20:48:13 No, just thinking how much better she's been since we met you again in Freiburg. Much more relaxed with you. Aug 14 20:48:56 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:49:06 I've been working on being less... me, I suppose Aug 14 20:49:39 * Inga frowns Aug 14 20:49:56 That doesnt sound like a positive thing? Aug 14 20:50:16 it is... because I'm more the me I used to be... Aug 14 20:50:28 * Inga nods Aug 14 20:50:51 Heinzharold said you were easier going and less quiet Aug 14 20:50:59 * Morgan nods Aug 14 20:51:01 very much so Aug 14 20:51:54 She's happy aside from everything that's been going on... *this smacks of fishing for information* Aug 14 20:52:17 oh? like what? Aug 14 20:53:50 * Inga waves her hand Aug 14 20:54:14 The thing with the brothel, the sale of the farm, her sister Aug 14 20:54:58 did HeinzHarold tell you that I'm very good at spotting a leading question? Or picking up the little feelings people don't think others can see? Aug 14 20:55:09 * Inga sighs Aug 14 20:55:26 Yes, but I thought it might be worth a try. Aug 14 20:55:45 * Morgan smiles faintly Aug 14 20:55:54 rarely... you could try asking directly... Aug 14 20:57:03 What's got Heinzharold so upset about the brothel... and were there women throwing themselves at him? Aug 14 20:57:50 Will he not tell you? Aug 14 20:59:04 If I get close to asking, he starts being very silly. Aug 14 20:59:33 Then it isn't really my place to tell you, is it? Aug 14 21:00:10 You'd ask me if there was something really upsetting Molly that you couldn't get an answer to though. Aug 14 21:00:45 And you'd say the same, wouldn't you? Aug 14 21:02:09 Probably *she smiles* Aug 14 21:02:13 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:03:12 be gentle with him... what I will tell you is that, the things we've been told... had me on my knees sobbing like a heartbroken child Aug 14 21:03:20 * Morgan watches her reaction Aug 14 21:03:42 * Inga looks very surprised but also very compassionate Aug 14 21:03:58 You dont cry. Aug 14 21:04:28 * Morgan shrugs Aug 14 21:04:33 evidently I do Aug 14 21:05:22 I'm sorry you felt that bad. Heinzharold only told me you'd been angry and chopped some trees Aug 14 21:06:13 the first trip there, I did... the second one... Aug 14 21:06:30 * Inga nods Aug 14 21:07:57 Heinzharold has been very upset, but wouldn't tell me why it's so bad. I thought maybe the girl getting hurt was making him think of Dreiser and what my life could have been like in Mecklenburg if I hadn't left Aug 14 21:09:02 I've no doubt some of it is that... Aug 14 21:09:23 * Inga gently bounces Mary who is starting to fuss Aug 14 21:09:49 I'll be even more gentle to him then Aug 14 21:10:09 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:10:43 as for women throwing themselves at him... no... first time he was with me, second time he was with Claudia until someone groped her... then a fair chunk of hell broke loose Aug 14 21:11:14 He said there was some heroism on his part *she smiles* Aug 14 21:11:59 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:14:28 Molly is going to try and heal the girl and save her and the baby. I hope it works Aug 14 21:15:32 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:15:33 so do I Aug 14 21:17:37 Do you think it will? Aug 14 21:17:49 **Mary gets fussier** Aug 14 21:18:38 I'm afraid I just don't know Aug 14 21:19:15 * Inga nods, rocking the crying child Aug 14 21:19:29 We will just have to be hopeful Aug 14 21:20:08 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:20:34 Do you need me to keep an eye on her? Aug 14 21:20:50 Molly? Aug 14 21:21:02 * Inga nods whilst shushing Aug 14 21:21:17 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:22:02 Let you know if she gets really upset? Aug 14 21:22:48 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:22:50 please Aug 14 21:23:04 What if she said not to tell you? Aug 14 21:24:30 Then that is for you to decide... at some point we have to overrule our loved ones wishes if not doing so would lead them to harm... Aug 14 21:24:50 * Inga nods Aug 14 21:24:52 Yes Aug 14 21:27:34 **Mary cries properly now, but Inga seems to know what to do very well for a woman who isn't a mother yet* Aug 14 21:28:37 you're good with her... Aug 14 21:28:50 * Inga nods Aug 14 21:29:31 We often had the babies Dreiser had made be dumped on the doorsteps of the kitchens Aug 14 21:30:05 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:31:24 Whoever had the least work was put in charge of them. Hard to scrub a floor with a babe in a wrapping cloth on your back when you're eleven Aug 14 21:31:49 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:31:53 aye I would imagine so Aug 14 21:32:54 The housekeeper used to say the babies got taken to live with families who couldn't have children, but I dont think they did Aug 14 21:33:03 no? Aug 14 21:33:35 I think their days in the kitchens were probably their last days on Theah Aug 14 21:34:02 * Morgan frowns Aug 14 21:34:16 thankfully not something that will be required any longer Aug 14 21:34:27 No, I'm glad about that Aug 14 21:36:11 The worst of it was watching the older maids and knowing it would soon be your turn. Knowing he was looking at you and thinking it. Aug 14 21:36:42 * Inga shushes the toddler again, and it does seem to be working Aug 14 21:37:00 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:37:36 Thank you again for getting rid of him Aug 14 21:38:25 I was settling for just stopping him... Aug 14 21:38:56 Worked out best for everyone but him Aug 14 21:39:08 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:40:08 * Inga concentrates on settling Mary for a few minutes. Meanwhile Joseph is fast asleep in Morgan's arms Aug 14 21:40:36 **Once the crying stops, Inga is rocking Mary, looking at the paintings Molly's grandfather did that have been left on the kitchen table** They're good, aren't they? Aug 14 21:42:11 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:42:13 aye, they are Aug 14 21:42:22 I particularly like this one *she points to Sophie* Aug 14 21:42:33 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:42:37 Davids mother Aug 14 21:42:49 You can see it, in the eyes Aug 14 21:43:28 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:44:52 There's something sad about it too. Like she is just too perfect, like a rose in vase that makes you smile but you know too that it'll be gone soon Aug 14 21:45:13 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:45:26 there's a painting of Dietlinde and Jana that has the same qualities Aug 14 21:45:32 * Inga nods Aug 14 21:45:34 I know Aug 14 21:46:18 Molly told me about it when we met you again in Freiburg Aug 14 21:46:30 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:46:56 She told me that Otto had it in Innesbruck and it surprised her Aug 14 21:47:48 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:47:53 it was difficult to see Aug 14 21:48:58 **Otto's is a miniature copy, the original, complete with charred frame, is in Otto's house, recovered from the wreckage. The day he saw that was the day he told them he was remarrying and discovered Dietlinde was likely pregnant** Aug 14 21:49:12 They were beautiful, she says Aug 14 21:49:47 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:49:49 they were Aug 14 21:50:06 Heinzharold has told me that too Aug 14 21:50:47 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:51:28 He told me it's a bit difficult for you when I hold Mary sometimes Aug 14 21:51:40 * Morgan frowns briefly before nodding Aug 14 21:51:55 He wasn't tattling. Aug 14 21:53:19 * Inga watches him Aug 14 21:53:55 I'm... unused to others knowing what I find a struggle Aug 14 21:54:16 When we know, we can help. He wanted to make sure I wasn't going to hand her to you unexpectedly. Aug 14 21:55:25 * Morgan nods Aug 14 21:56:01 I'm not annoyed that he told you... its just... difficult being open Aug 14 21:56:21 * Inga frowns, shaking her head a little Aug 14 21:56:29 You're a confusing man. Aug 14 21:56:38 why? Aug 14 21:57:39 You just told me about sobbing like a heartbroken child with no prompting, but its bothering you that I know a blonde woman carrying a child the age of your daughter is hard Aug 14 21:59:10 I told you because you needed to understand HeinzHarold being upset... the only way to do that without overstepping was to tell you the effect it had on me Aug 14 21:59:21 * Inga nods Aug 14 21:59:56 I'm grateful. I know you being that emotional is extremely rare, so I appreciate the trust Aug 14 22:00:27 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:00:44 It won't go any further Aug 14 22:01:06 thank you Aug 14 22:01:16 Not even to Molly. Aug 14 22:01:55 I daresay it won't be long before I tell her... as I do with most things Aug 14 22:02:16 * Inga nods slowly Aug 14 22:02:23 Alright Aug 14 22:02:55 that troubles you? Aug 14 22:03:05 No... Aug 14 22:03:40 but... Aug 14 22:04:04 I'm not sure how Molly will react. But I can't say more without breaking a confidence. Aug 14 22:04:25 You think I should keep it to myself? Aug 14 22:05:03 I don't know. Like I said, I'm not sure. Aug 14 22:06:00 * Morgan nods, frowning Aug 14 22:06:26 * Inga is looking back at the paintings so misses it Aug 14 22:07:15 I find it difficult not knowing... I'm not asking you to tell me, I just wish you to understand Aug 14 22:07:25 * Inga nods Aug 14 22:07:47 I understand Aug 14 22:08:46 *she points to the sunset painting of lundy* This one is nice too, of Morgan's Rock from the mainland Aug 14 22:09:00 It has a name... Aug 14 22:09:36 According to Heinzharold, that's is Morgan's Rock or Koertig Island Aug 14 22:09:56 Lundy... thats its actual name Aug 14 22:10:11 * Inga thiclnks about it Aug 14 22:10:22 I prefer Morgan's Rock Aug 14 22:12:01 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 14 22:13:52 Do you like the name Lundy? Aug 14 22:14:15 I cant say i've thought about it Aug 14 22:14:32 Would you be able to change it if you did want to? Aug 14 22:14:36 [I think I could do with a little walk after that!] Aug 14 22:14:49 Probably... its mine... Aug 14 22:15:17 How did you get it? Aug 14 22:15:28 I asked nicely Aug 14 22:15:36 [if that is what you wish my love] Aug 14 22:15:49 [There is only so much thinking about my beloved husband spending himself that I can manage without becoming rather… flustered.] Aug 14 22:15:55 Who did you ask? Aug 14 22:16:00 the queen Aug 14 22:16:30 ((Expression please)) Aug 14 22:17:24 ((earnest I suppose)) Aug 14 22:17:48 Why did she just let you have it if it's worth two thousand guilders? Aug 14 22:18:07 [You could join me?] Aug 14 22:18:27 [Best get the ladies to come and get the baerns then] Aug 14 22:18:35 Because it was infested with monsters Aug 14 22:19:04 I think Heinzharold enjoyed that Aug 14 22:19:15 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:20:10 **Beth comes down, taking Joseph from Morgan* Molly said you might like to see her old drawings in her room. I didnt tell her you already went up there Aug 14 22:20:30 * Morgan nods, looking at Inga Aug 14 22:20:33 will you excuse me? Aug 14 22:20:40 * Inga nods Aug 14 22:21:33 * Inga is now known as Molly Aug 14 22:23:23 * Morgan head sup to find her Aug 14 22:23:35 * Molly is sat upstairs on the little bed. There's no odd out-of-place coldness like when he was there with Heinzharold. She smiles Aug 14 22:24:20 This is it... the bedroom Cess and I had as a child. Some of my other sisters too, but they had gone before I was born Aug 14 22:24:37 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:25:42 There are lots of silly drawings that I did. This one is interesting though **It's a redheaded girl following a flying raven through a forest* Aug 14 22:28:33 chasing a raven? Aug 14 22:28:44 * Molly nods Aug 14 22:29:07 I do not recall why, I was probably only Varick's age Aug 14 22:29:31 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:29:45 * Molly looks at him Aug 14 22:30:01 This is the first time I have been in here since Aug 14 22:30:44 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:30:46 I thought as much Aug 14 22:31:15 Because if it wasnt, I would not have needed you? Aug 14 22:31:26 * Molly smiles Aug 14 22:32:00 * Morgan shrugs Aug 14 22:32:01 maybe Aug 14 22:32:14 * Molly holds out her hand to him Aug 14 22:32:28 * Morgan takes it Aug 14 22:33:08 Is this what you did in the winter when you went back to Eisen? Touched the old places of the past to put some order to them? Aug 14 22:33:48 No... that was when we came back Aug 14 22:34:52 You had not been back to the clearing until then ((it was when the Forrester's cottage had been built and he was taking David to see it for the first time)) Aug 14 22:35:01 ? Aug 14 22:35:17 no... Aug 14 22:35:46 * Molly nods Aug 14 22:38:53 In the space of eight months, we both went through a lot, didn't we? The fire, my illness and being forced from my home and family, you having to leave Avebury and take the job at Lady Catherine's. Aug 14 22:39:13 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:39:15 aye Aug 14 22:39:55 Strange, really, the way we were both suffering simultaneously and completely separately Aug 14 22:41:50 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:42:43 * Molly takes down the drawing right beside the bed that has the courses calendar on the back Aug 14 22:43:01 * Morgan watches her carefully Aug 14 22:43:36 Every morning for months I marked this. Before I got sick, it was just practical to know precisely when to expect it. Aug 14 22:46:15 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:46:57 Then once the first one was missed, I would pray at night for it to be there in the morning, over and over. Even when I started coughing up blood, _this_ was what they cared about Aug 14 22:47:42 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:47:51 because of how it could impact their reputation Aug 14 22:47:58 * Molly nods Aug 14 22:48:07 Yes Aug 14 22:48:21 * Molly looks at him with a frown Aug 14 22:49:32 They could have just sent me away, perhaps to Durham with my Mother's family. I could have stayed there until they could be sure I would not have a child. They could have protected themselves _and_ me. Aug 14 22:50:23 I know Aug 14 22:51:21 Maybe you'd have been able to stay at Catterick. We'd probably still have met somehow *she smiles a little* Aug 14 22:52:00 * Morgan nods Aug 14 22:52:03 I'd imagine so Aug 14 22:52:17 * Molly kisses his knuckles Aug 14 22:52:26 I am sorry I left you for so long Aug 14 22:56:14 was it a scintillating conversation? Aug 14 22:56:25 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 14 22:56:38 Most enlightening as well as distracting! Aug 14 22:57:49 oh? Aug 14 22:58:13 It was the story of how a puritanical Highland Marches priest led to a group of newlywedded friends and distant cousins to discover the secret of making and avoiding conception of a child Aug 14 22:58:49 * Molly watches his reaction Aug 14 22:59:30 oh dear Aug 14 22:59:57 * Molly smiles Aug 14 23:00:16 It's not anything scandalous as such Aug 14 23:01:43 no? Aug 14 23:02:22 Beth's parish had a new priest around the time she and most of her friends and cousins got married, and he was a firm believer that only intimacy with the aim of conception was approved by Theus, and all else was fornication... Aug 14 23:03:52 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 14 23:04:45 He was from a family of Heifer-raising farmers. He believed strongly that the only time this was possible was two days before any blood was seen, because in Heifers that is what it is. So, all these couples started to follow his suggestion Aug 14 23:04:51 * Molly smiles at him Aug 14 23:05:11 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 14 23:05:13 the mans an idiot Aug 14 23:05:22 * Molly nods Aug 14 23:08:14 Only a couple of them fell pregnant in that first year, where almost all of them should have. So they were quietly asked, and it turns out their husbands had refused to follow this rule, and they had just behaved as newlyweds will. They put two and two together, and those who were very keen to have children stopped following it, those who wished to wait still did. Pooling their information, they worked out that he was on the right lines, but with the wrong i Aug 14 23:09:38 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:11:49 Two days before heifer shows blood, she will show a clear abundance of fluid, and be very keen on engaging the bull, even trying to mount him. So the women then followed _that_ as a guide for their own bodies. Suddenly everyone was pregnant almost immediately. The women sticking to the first plan were able to avoid pregnancies for years, especially combined with herbs, sponges or withdrawing at all other times Aug 14 23:12:58 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:13:10 Isn't that clever? They worked together to learn this, and they pass on the information to newlywedded family members and close friends to help them plan for and space their children! Aug 14 23:13:14 * Molly smiles Aug 14 23:14:22 it is rather clever, aye Aug 14 23:14:28 Beth told me because she thought now may not be a good time for you and I, and it might help us Aug 14 23:16:51 She's a sweet girl Aug 14 23:17:06 * Molly nods Aug 14 23:18:11 I think I might try to see if I can discover it for myself.... though it will be hard to know what increased keenness to engage you would be like! Aug 14 23:18:45 how do you mean? Aug 14 23:19:32 Well... *she smiles, whispering* I'm not sure how I could detect a rise in it when it is permanently so high anyway! Aug 14 23:21:06 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:21:09 true, true Aug 14 23:22:06 I will see what I can work out. I think there would be some avoidance or withdrawal involved at certain times Aug 14 23:22:44 * Molly folds the old calendar, putting it her her pocket Aug 14 23:23:33 * Morgan nods right Aug 14 23:23:54 * Molly smiles gently Aug 14 23:24:40 Don't worry liebling, I am not asking anything of you at present Aug 14 23:25:00 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:25:44 But hopefully, at some point in the future, things will be better again Aug 14 23:28:22 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:28:25 I'm sure it will Aug 14 23:28:34 * Molly smiles Aug 14 23:28:55 So, a walk so I can clear my head of certain thoughts of you? Aug 14 23:29:23 * Morgan nods Aug 14 23:29:25 aye Aug 14 23:30:31 * Molly stands up, giving the room a last glance before nodding and heading downstairs Aug 14 23:30:49 * Morgan follows her down Aug 14 23:31:05 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 14 23:57:43 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 15 12:52:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 15 13:00:31 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 15 13:01:49 * Molly quickly tells Beth and Inga they are going for a walk, and then they head out of the front door. They walk in the direction of the cow field under a cloudy sky. Aug 15 13:01:49 Strange that this is no longer my Father's farm… Aug 15 13:02:37 how do you feel about that? Aug 15 13:03:14 * Molly shrugs Aug 15 13:03:51 Pleased that it is not leaving the family, off-balance that yet again a part of my life has changed Aug 15 13:04:15 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:05:29 It wasn't the cheapest of endeavors, but as I never expected to see that invoice money back, I am not upset by the cost *she frowns deeply regardless* Aug 15 13:07:20 and yet you frown... Aug 15 13:07:48 * Molly tightens her cloak around her Aug 15 13:08:15 I am angry, about the invoice and everything surrounding it Aug 15 13:09:42 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:10:41 How flippant and cruel he was when we found out ths Rose had sunk. I was already angry about that, because it was mean and callous, but now I know what had happened between him being very friendly and kind to me on the Friday night, and his nastiness on Saturday morning... Aug 15 13:11:41 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:12:52 * Molly 's eyes narrow, and again hatred is visible in her micro-expressions Aug 15 13:13:13 Not only had he destroyed my ship, he'd also… *her jaw goes tight, hands balling at her sides* Aug 15 13:13:26 he's going to pay for it Aug 15 13:13:41 * Molly nods, breathing slowly Aug 15 13:14:36 No, I'm not going to let myself think about what he did. I am concentrating on Elsie, and the baby. Aug 15 13:15:52 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:15:53 good Aug 15 13:16:02 Tonight I need to heal some scarring, and then in the next few days I need to try to heal Elsie. It isn't fair to leave her struggling, and any improvement is worthwhile. Aug 15 13:17:09 * Molly subtly clenches and flexes out her fingers, trying to let the anger go Aug 15 13:18:35 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:18:37 I agree Aug 15 13:18:47 It's going to be difficult Aug 15 13:19:04 in what respect? Aug 15 13:20:00 * Molly thinks "Imagine snapping a broom handle in a clean split. Fairly easy to put back together and make solid again..." Aug 15 13:20:07 * Molly watches him Aug 15 13:22:07 Now imagine the same snap, but the broom has been left outside in the rain for weeks. The broken wood has become waterlogged and swollen. You cannot just put it back together and bind the snap, because there's too much useless wood there. It wouldn't be a stable fix Aug 15 13:22:33 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:24:07 So what I need to establish is how and where to remove the waterlogged wood to make a clean join. If I get it wrong, and take too much, or the wrong way, the broom could end up more unusable. Aug 15 13:24:38 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:25:17 This is why I've needed to read so much, and why I need to experiment with scar tissue. It's completely new to me. Aug 15 13:26:02 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:26:03 makes sense Aug 15 13:26:13 All fresh healing seems to be quite simple... as is harming. *she watches him sadly* Aug 15 13:31:27 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:32:02 * Molly frowns a little Aug 15 13:32:21 Is something the matter? You are very quiet... Aug 15 13:33:12 Not exactly... mostly I'm letting you work through the process of what needs to be done Aug 15 13:33:30 * Molly nods, taking his hand Aug 15 13:33:51 I think I may need to harm Elsie before I can heal her... Aug 15 13:35:11 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:35:21 work around the scarring instead of with it? Aug 15 13:35:42 Remove it too, perhaps... Aug 15 13:36:11 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:37:00 It is risky... Aug 15 13:37:08 isn't it always Aug 15 13:37:14 * Molly smiles Aug 15 13:37:18 True. Aug 15 13:37:42 She won't feel it though Aug 15 13:40:03 good Aug 15 13:40:14 I'd really like her not to suffer any further Aug 15 13:40:48 As would I. She's paid a price she should never have had to. Just like when I shot you the other day *she looks embarrassed*... I can make it so she won't have any sensations where I need to work Aug 15 13:41:36 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:41:37 good Aug 15 13:41:43 * Molly nods Aug 15 13:41:56 I had not tried that until I shot you... Aug 15 13:42:06 * Molly smiles slightly Aug 15 13:43:08 so I was injured and your test subject... Aug 15 13:43:16 * Molly smiles more Aug 15 13:43:32 Really it was quite fortunate indeed that I hit you Aug 15 13:46:17 quite fortunate... Aug 15 13:46:28 * Molly squeezes his hand Aug 15 13:46:41 I'll endeavour to stop feeling bad about it Aug 15 13:47:42 if you could also endeavour to not do it again, that would be appreciated Aug 15 13:47:54 * Molly seems to think Aug 15 13:48:07 But what if I need to learn something? Aug 15 13:50:45 I'd rather not get shot again... Aug 15 13:51:32 I can only try. *she giggles* Aug 15 13:52:03 at the least, make it so I don't feel it... I'd more or less forgotten how unpleasant being shot is Aug 15 13:52:42 I think the last time before this was the day before you first proposed, wasn't it? Aug 15 13:53:18 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:53:44 * Molly touches the mark on her cheek bone Aug 15 13:53:53 I've only been shot once Aug 15 13:55:48 * Morgan nods Aug 15 13:56:34 I should imagine you would be a little put out were that to happen again? Aug 15 13:56:58 A little... Aug 15 13:57:13 * Molly smiles, nodding Aug 15 13:57:17 Just a little... Aug 15 14:00:40 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:01:41 **They walk companionably and quietly a while, til Molly starts watching one of the cows. "She needs a bit more milking. Can you see how one of her teats looks a little distended?" Aug 15 14:04:03 * Morgan looks Aug 15 14:04:07 aye Aug 15 14:04:22 * Molly hitches her skirt, climbing over the gate Aug 15 14:04:38 Did you milk cows as a farm hand? Aug 15 14:05:24 once or twice, but I mostly did things that required strength Aug 15 14:06:01 That does not surprise me, my love. Are you coming with me? Aug 15 14:06:26 * Morgan flings himself over the gate Aug 15 14:06:48 * Molly smiles and goes to the cow. She talks softly, patting it before crouching next to the animal. Aug 15 14:07:26 Does it trouble you that I dealt with the purchase of Sunnymeade alone? Aug 15 14:08:10 Not at all... I'm rather proud that you did Aug 15 14:08:15 * Molly wraps her index and forefinger around the base of the swollen teat and gently squeezes Aug 15 14:08:20 You are? Aug 15 14:08:27 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:09:45 * Molly next squeeze through her middle, ring and little fingers, and loosening again back up in reverse order. There's a few times of this clenching a releasing before the first spurt of milk hits the grass Aug 15 14:10:01 I wondered that you might feel excluded from it all Aug 15 14:10:58 I think it was necessary for you to deal with it yourself, both from your own point of view and to show your family you're capable of ushc Aug 15 14:11:00 such* Aug 15 14:11:08 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:11:29 You do not think it too much money to spend on something I do not even own? Aug 15 14:11:57 **the milk flows fast now. She's paying little attention, the process so familiar Aug 15 14:12:11 I don't know it would have been my choice, but its your money Aug 15 14:12:32 Most husbands would not tolerate so.much being spent Aug 15 14:13:44 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 14:13:48 I'm not most husbands... Aug 15 14:14:50 Very true. Most would certainly not like their wives having enough wealth to control their own lives Aug 15 14:16:44 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:16:46 I know Aug 15 14:17:37 * Molly watches the stream a moment Aug 15 14:17:48 Does _that_ trouble you? Aug 15 14:18:21 not particularly Aug 15 14:18:42 Good. I am not going anywhere, even if I easily could. Aug 15 14:20:35 I'm pleased to hear that Aug 15 14:20:39 * Molly finishes what she is doing, drying her hands on her skirt, and pats the cow again Aug 15 14:20:51 You doubted it? Aug 15 14:21:03 No... but its nice to be told Aug 15 14:21:15 * Molly smiles, standing up Aug 15 14:21:32 What did you pull Heinzharold from breakfast for? Aug 15 14:23:05 When I took Varick to him, he yelled at me that we'd agreed not to do something... I didn't know what he meant, so I pulled him to ask him Aug 15 14:23:16 What was it? Aug 15 14:23:24 He thought I was interrupting them purposefully Aug 15 14:23:46 Oh, they were... ? *she smiles a little* Aug 15 14:24:31 apparently so Aug 15 14:24:38 * Molly heads back to the gate Aug 15 14:24:46 Thatbis unfortunate timing Aug 15 14:25:09 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:25:13 necessary though Aug 15 14:25:20 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:25:25 Was he cross? Aug 15 14:25:50 Once he realised I wasn't being an ass, no Aug 15 14:25:58 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:26:04 I'm glad Aug 15 14:26:47 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:27:05 It would be most impractical if everyone purposefully interrupted each other all the time. Living together on the ship makes it challenging sometimes Aug 15 14:27:33 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:27:35 aye, it does Aug 15 14:27:57 I should imagine that is even worse on a ship full of sailors... Aug 15 14:28:10 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:28:16 aye, it definitely is Aug 15 14:29:06 * Molly nods, blushing a little. She climbs back over the gate Aug 15 14:29:36 * Morgan follows her Aug 15 14:30:05 I wonder if Beth might know about how to work out exactly when we might expect Elsie's baby to arrive Aug 15 14:30:27 I wouldn't be surprised Aug 15 14:30:45 Nine months... so November? Aug 15 14:31:05 * Molly takes his hand again Aug 15 14:32:44 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:33:00 Perhaps it might share your birthday? Aug 15 14:34:03 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 14:34:04 maybe Aug 15 14:34:55 If I can save Elsie, that would be nice, wouldn't it? Aug 15 14:35:12 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:35:13 very Aug 15 14:35:32 I would like to give you something nice for your birthday Aug 15 14:36:23 You already have Aug 15 14:36:28 Have I? Aug 15 14:36:53 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:36:59 you... Varick... Aug 15 14:37:05 * Molly smiles Aug 15 14:37:42 I did not give you Varick, sadly. I wish he _was_ ours by birth Aug 15 14:38:11 I couldn't have him in my life if it weren't for you Aug 15 14:38:24 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 15 14:38:35 You do not think so? Aug 15 14:39:05 No... I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. I'd have found my death somehow Aug 15 14:39:17 or still be shouting at people who think they're better than me Aug 15 14:39:24 * Molly brings his hand to her mouth, kissing his knuckles Aug 15 14:40:01 The former I will accept. The latter is just lack of opportunity lately *she smiles* Aug 15 14:40:45 you may have a point there Aug 15 14:40:52 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:41:11 It is Heinzharold's birthday in a few weeks, isnt it? Aug 15 14:41:42 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:43:34 Perhaps we should think what he would like? Aug 15 14:44:14 Retribution, I would imagine... he's gone from being his lovable oaf self to full planning HeinzHarold Aug 15 14:44:46 Is that a sign he is distressed? Aug 15 14:46:55 He's... having a few issues doing his marital duty since learning about it Aug 15 14:47:13 * Molly is quiet a moment Aug 15 14:47:21 How much does he know? Aug 15 14:48:08 Pretty much everything... Aug 15 14:50:00 * Molly nods a little Aug 15 14:50:12 I wish I had not said anything. Aug 15 14:50:33 It needed to be said. I would not have you bearing that alone Aug 15 14:50:50 I would not have it affecting him so fundamentally Aug 15 14:52:18 Is thats what bothering you? Inga wouldn't tell me, said it'd mean betraying a confidence Aug 15 14:52:24 * Molly watches the gathering clouds Aug 15 14:53:45 No, because I have not told her how Elsie's harm is connected to me. I do not want her or anyone else looking at me and thinking of those horrible things happening Aug 15 14:54:17 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:54:58 she was asking what was upsetting HeinzHarold so much... he doesn't want her knowing, so I had to let her know that his reaction is entirely reasonable... Aug 15 14:55:08 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:55:34 It is understandable. It's horrible. Noone should have to endure it. Aug 15 14:55:52 * Morgan nods Aug 15 14:56:36 I could speak to her, give her reassurance that whatever is happening with him intimately is not her fault? Aug 15 14:56:48 I've already dealt with it Aug 15 14:56:57 * Molly nods Aug 15 14:57:26 I am surprised she told you there were issues. That's incredibly private, and I am not sure she would even have told me Aug 15 14:57:57 She didn't... he told me after breakfast... Aug 15 14:58:19 * Molly nods, heading towards the house again Aug 15 14:58:25 That makes more sense Aug 15 14:58:51 * Molly frowns Aug 15 14:59:22 * Morgan nods, watching her Aug 15 14:59:36 I am not sure what she means about betraying a confidence. I do not think I have really confided anything as such for some time Aug 15 15:00:23 * Morgan sighs Aug 15 15:01:07 the only way I could reassure her of his reaction without revealing anything he does not want her knowing, was to tell her what my reaction was... she said it might not be wise to let you know what it was, but wouldn't tell me why because it'd be betraying a confidence. Aug 15 15:01:27 * Molly frowns Aug 15 15:01:46 I'm sorry, I haven't a clue what she means. Shall I speak to her? Aug 15 15:02:15 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 15:02:18 if you wish Aug 15 15:03:17 **It suddenly starts to pour it down. They have the option of ducking into the barn where the hayloft is, or running for the house** Aug 15 15:04:08 * Molly looks to him for his decision Aug 15 15:04:28 * Morgan steps into the barn Aug 15 15:04:50 * Molly follows him, watching the rain with a shake of her head Aug 15 15:04:53 Avalon! Aug 15 15:05:59 Some things never change Aug 15 15:06:26 * Molly nods. It's very heavy, and seems to be persisting Aug 15 15:06:38 I suspect we'll be here a while Aug 15 15:07:18 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:07:23 its either that or get soaked Aug 15 15:07:29 * Molly nods Aug 15 15:07:42 We dont have enough clothes with us for that Aug 15 15:08:05 no... Aug 15 15:08:12 **the wind picks up, cold and autumnal Aug 15 15:08:23 Shall we sit up in the warm then? Aug 15 15:08:53 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:08:55 why not Aug 15 15:09:39 * Molly leads the way to the hidey hole. It's warmer here, but the rain drums down. She makes herself comfortable, but is obviously puzzling over something Aug 15 15:09:56 something on your mind? Aug 15 15:10:10 Yes. Trying to think what Inga meant Aug 15 15:10:19 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 15:11:01 I am not sure why it might be wise not to tell me something Aug 15 15:11:31 * Molly watches him, how he's sat, trying to read his expression and body language Aug 15 15:12:21 * Morgan is still fidgeting to get comfortable Aug 15 15:12:49 * Molly makes herself as small as she can to give him most space to Aug 15 15:14:10 * Morgan finally settles down Aug 15 15:15:20 * Molly moves as she was when they talked about whether Jana called him Papa, her head on his chest. She listens to how hard and fast his heart is Aug 15 15:16:12 * Morgan is obviously fairly calm Aug 15 15:19:14 Perhaps she thinks I would be scared by your anger, but I assure you I've given her no reason to think it Aug 15 15:20:46 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 15:20:50 maybe Aug 15 15:21:28 It troubles you that she might think that? Aug 15 15:22:25 No, because I don't think thats it Aug 15 15:22:46 What _do_ you think then? Aug 15 15:23:21 I'm not entirely sure... I'm certain you don't fear my anger at all, so you needn't worry about that Aug 15 15:23:30 * Molly nods Aug 15 15:24:06 I am... wary of earning your displeasure, but not afraid of your anger. Aug 15 15:24:12 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:24:38 * Molly looks up at him Aug 15 15:24:59 And you, my love, are you afraid of _my_ anger? Aug 15 15:25:39 No, I can't say I am... but I'm not afraid of much Aug 15 15:26:02 * Molly nods, putting her head back down Aug 15 15:26:20 Losing me, losing Varick, schattenmann, forests Aug 15 15:26:39 I'm not afraid of forests... just... very uncomfortable... and wary... and anxious, perhaps Aug 15 15:27:06 * Molly strokes his chest soothingly Aug 15 15:27:23 That's understandable Aug 15 15:27:35 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:27:37 I know Aug 15 15:28:10 **The rain continues unabated** Aug 15 15:29:51 Do you think Heinzharold's issue will resolve itself? Aug 15 15:30:10 I hope so... maybe Aug 15 15:31:31 So do I. Maybe I can use magic if it is needed? Aug 15 15:32:12 maybe. I think he'd be furious that I told you Aug 15 15:32:39 Would you be, if he told Inga something like that? Aug 15 15:33:17 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:33:20 probably Aug 15 15:33:33 * Molly nods Aug 15 15:34:04 Perhaps if he mentions it again you might at least suggest that you think I would help if asked? Aug 15 15:34:34 I'll do that Aug 15 15:34:46 * Molly nods Aug 15 15:35:11 I only want to help Aug 15 15:35:22 I know blossom Aug 15 15:35:34 Does he know about her hair and my name? Aug 15 15:35:40 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:36:11 * Molly sighs softly Aug 15 15:36:22 Alright, liebling Aug 15 15:40:06 Does Claudia know too? Aug 15 15:40:23 The very basics Aug 15 15:40:42 Not the worst things? Aug 15 15:40:50 no... Aug 15 15:40:58 she knows he used your name Aug 15 15:41:26 * Molly nods, holding him just a little tighter Aug 15 15:42:02 Alright Aug 15 15:42:30 * Molly sighs Aug 15 15:42:34 I'm sorry Aug 15 15:42:46 * Morgan frowns Aug 15 15:42:47 what for? Aug 15 15:43:35 You had the measure of him and his interest in me within days of us meeting him, and I always dismissed it. I should have trusted your instinct more Aug 15 15:46:09 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 15:46:11 you had no reason to Aug 15 15:46:45 I should have. You had my best interests at heart Aug 15 15:46:53 but you didn't know that Aug 15 15:47:50 I knew you had an animosity for him, I suppose I thought it was mostly because he was arrogant and frustrating Aug 15 15:49:11 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:49:34 * Molly shudders Aug 15 15:50:58 And to think, I met up with him in Starke only six weeks ago, completely alone! I was even unimpressed that Sorgi had been asked to follow me! Aug 15 15:51:42 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:53:10 I think that is one of the worst parts of it where it relates to me. I was alone with him so many times... I wouldn't have even seen it coming... Aug 15 15:53:36 * Morgan nods Aug 15 15:57:03 And every single moment he spoke to me after that night, he knew _that_. He knew what he had symbolically done. And I just stood there like a bloody idiot, clueless. Smiling, being kind, and... **she draws in a shuddery breath** Aug 15 15:57:48 * Morgan sits quietly, an arm around her Aug 15 15:58:35 * Molly squares her shoulders against him Aug 15 15:59:23 I hate that. I hate that he could stand in front of me and know that, and think that and.... God he has to die. Aug 15 16:02:56 he's going to Aug 15 16:03:11 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:04:51 I don't let myself imagine being in her place. I refuse to. But that constant and continual thought of those many, many times I spoke to him after that when he had done _that_ beneath my name... Aug 15 16:05:09 * Molly sighs heavily Aug 15 16:05:44 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:06:44 I _hate_ him, in a way I did not think I could ever hate anyone. More than I ever hated Alarice. Aug 15 16:06:56 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:06:58 I know Aug 15 16:07:09 Do you feel the same? Aug 15 16:08:18 I suppose though, you have had more reasons to hate people than I Aug 15 16:08:38 and yet here I am, feeling more vitriol than I have before Aug 15 16:09:03 * Molly glances at him with a slight frown Aug 15 16:09:10 More than Edward? Aug 15 16:09:48 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:09:50 much Aug 15 16:10:07 That's... a lot. Aug 15 16:10:14 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:10:48 I wanted to kill Edward... and his actions were not out of cruelty... Aug 15 16:11:05 But you did not know that until recently Aug 15 16:11:16 No, but even then... Aug 15 16:11:24 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:11:30 I wanted to kill him... Aug 15 16:11:37 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:11:40 Yes Aug 15 16:12:28 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 15 16:12:49 he'd always been honest about his objections... but this... Aug 15 16:12:57 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:14:45 Even last week in Avebury, he was still being solicitous, flirty. *her jaw tenses against his chest* He was on top of me, with a sword to my solar plexus in a duel, because I am an idiot. Aug 15 16:15:43 even I did not see that cruelty... I'm going to make him pay Aug 15 16:15:56 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:17:11 He needs to. For Elsie and the child, and also because I have never felt so forcibly stripped bare as I do when I consider everything since that night where he is involved Aug 15 16:18:07 he's going to Aug 15 16:18:36 I have no doubt of that. Aug 15 16:19:02 I am sorry, I should not be putting upon you this way Aug 15 16:19:17 * Morgan frowns Aug 15 16:19:19 nonsense Aug 15 16:19:45 It must hard hard for you too Aug 15 16:19:51 Be* Aug 15 16:20:56 To know that I repeatedly failed you? To know that had he feared me as others do, Elsie wouldn't be suffering? To know my instincts about him were incorrect but I was unable to convince anyone of it? Aug 15 16:21:32 * Molly moves up, looking at him seriously Aug 15 16:21:38 You did not fail me. Aug 15 16:21:44 horseshit Aug 15 16:21:52 How? Aug 15 16:22:16 I left you with him. Ten days ago, you were underneath him.... I should've damn well put my foot down. Aug 15 16:22:51 You did not want to be controlling or constrain me Aug 15 16:23:06 * Morgan scowls Aug 15 16:23:12 and it could've gotten you killed Aug 15 16:23:58 But it _didn't_. Aug 15 16:26:30 no... Aug 15 16:27:30 I appreciate that is how you feel. I do not wish to belittle how hard that must feel Aug 15 16:28:02 * Molly watches him with both compassion and solemnity Aug 15 16:28:04 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 15 16:28:48 I could spend much time trying to persuade you that you are wrong, but I am not sure that will help you Aug 15 16:29:17 No, it will not Aug 15 16:29:41 So tell me what I can do, my love. Tell me what you need Aug 15 16:30:52 * Morgan watches her a moment Aug 15 16:30:57 I need you to stay behind Aug 15 16:31:10 * Molly gently strokes his hair, the raindrops not so gently stroking the roof Aug 15 16:31:20 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:31:37 Then you shall have it. I will stay behind Aug 15 16:31:58 Thank you blossom. I will extract the price he must pay Aug 15 16:32:11 I know you will... Aug 15 16:32:29 * Molly watches him intently Aug 15 16:33:06 Just... stay safe for me. I _need_ you with me. Aug 15 16:33:14 I will... Aug 15 16:34:05 * Molly nods, watching him with a little frown, the back of her knuckles now stroking the stubble on his cheek Aug 15 16:35:23 I am sorry that I failed you by ever having anything to do with him. I should have cut all contact with him entirely the moment I saw the look on your face at my hand in his at the monestary Aug 15 16:35:53 It would have made things easier, no doubt Aug 15 16:36:03 * Molly nods sadly Aug 15 16:36:09 I'm sorry Aug 15 16:36:25 You need not be. I had no claim to you then Aug 15 16:36:52 You did, you just did not know it. You were the man my heart belonged to. Aug 15 16:37:02 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:38:32 * Molly moves, kissing him softly. It's almost chaste in its tenderness, there's no hurry or passion in it, it's just loving and cherishing Aug 15 16:40:59 You will always be the man my heart belongs to, no matter what happens Aug 15 16:42:07 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:42:12 I'm pleased to hear that Aug 15 16:42:51 * Molly nods, drawing away a little Aug 15 16:43:12 Is there anything else I can say or do that would comfort you? Aug 15 16:43:56 No blossom Aug 15 16:44:37 You always bring me so much comfort, and I so little to you Aug 15 16:44:59 Nonsense... I just take comfort from you being here Aug 15 16:45:41 I do not really understand how. It always seems that I am doing nothing Aug 15 16:45:49 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 16:45:54 I dont have to understand it to accept it Aug 15 16:46:05 * Molly smiles a little Aug 15 16:46:12 And therefore nor do I? Aug 15 16:46:25 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 16:47:55 How will you manage without me if- _when_ I stay behind? Aug 15 16:48:10 * Molly sounds serious rather than playful Aug 15 16:49:56 I will manage because I must Aug 15 16:50:37 * Molly nods Aug 15 16:50:45 It will be hard Aug 15 16:52:10 * Morgan nods Aug 15 16:52:11 aye Aug 15 16:52:40 Do you think he will still be in Avalon? Aug 15 16:53:22 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 16:53:25 I hope so Aug 15 16:54:17 But if he is not, you will go until you find him, wherever that is, no matter how long it takes... Aug 15 16:54:55 he needs to be stopped Aug 15 16:55:21 And if that's _months_? Aug 15 16:55:46 You would prefer I let him get away? Aug 15 16:56:02 * Molly sighs Aug 15 16:56:44 No. And even if I did, 'twould make no difference Aug 15 16:57:43 its _right_ to deal with him Aug 15 16:58:19 I know. And you do what is right, no matter the hardship or cost Aug 15 16:58:58 it needs to be the case now Aug 15 16:59:43 But it is also who you are, what you are. It's is an inherent part of you Aug 15 17:00:16 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:00:18 I'm afraid so Aug 15 17:01:13 I am not. I love that about you. Aug 15 17:02:29 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:02:35 even though it causes us to be apart? Aug 15 17:02:59 I will miss you most painfully, but I will endure. You would not be you without your sense of honour and justice Aug 15 17:03:25 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:04:01 And me? You will miss me also? *she smiles gently* Aug 15 17:05:04 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:05:06 endlessly Aug 15 17:05:30 I will not let you go without kissing you goodbye this time, not like in Freiburg. This time I get my romantic goodbye. *she smiles* Aug 15 17:09:19 **the rain intensifies above them** Aug 15 17:09:57 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:10:00 of course Aug 15 17:10:44 * Molly nods Aug 15 17:11:11 I will stay behind. I am not trying to argue about it... Aug 15 17:12:05 I know Aug 15 17:12:10 ...but I do need to understand _why_ it is so important, and _how_ it will help Aug 15 17:13:09 Varick will need you... and there's a greater chance of my getting hurt if I'm distracted worrying about you getting hurt Aug 15 17:13:46 It is as simple as that? Aug 15 17:14:44 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 17:14:49 in the main, yes Aug 15 17:16:11 Then don't just tell me the main. Take this moment where I have been very vulnerable with you about how knowing what he did has left me feeling naked, and open up with me...? Aug 15 17:16:37 I've already told you. I don't want you seeing the lengths I'll go to Aug 15 17:16:58 Because you think I will think less of you? Aug 15 17:17:23 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:17:29 and I don't want you to fear me Aug 15 17:18:32 I would never fear you. *she thinks* Unless you were saying you did not love me or loved other women. Then I would fear that. Aug 15 17:20:38 * Molly settles back down on his cheat Aug 15 17:20:42 Chest* Aug 15 17:20:53 That is not anything you need to fear Aug 15 17:21:06 * Molly nods Aug 15 17:21:20 Then there is _nothing_ I would fear. Aug 15 17:22:29 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 15 17:23:03 But liebling, won't you need me once it is done? Aug 15 17:23:39 I've no doubt, but that need must not outweigh my need for you to be safe and out of harms way Aug 15 17:24:14 Won't you feel guilt, and self-doubt, and things like that? Aug 15 17:24:29 probably Aug 15 17:24:58 And won't you _need_ to have me there to comfort you or reason with you? Aug 15 17:25:45 It will have to wait Aug 15 17:26:02 * Molly sighs Aug 15 17:26:30 My heart hurts even at the idea of you hurting and not being able to come to me with it Aug 15 17:27:01 I'm sorry blossom, but thats the way it must be Aug 15 17:27:19 * Molly nods Aug 15 17:27:38 I am not trying to dissuade you Aug 15 17:27:52 its sounding like it Aug 15 17:28:53 No. I have asked you what you need. You have told me you need to go without me. That is decided. I simply must understand and be able to discuss it Aug 15 17:33:45 * Molly closes her eyes, listening to the rain and his heartbeat Aug 15 17:35:26 It is a done deal. You will go, I will wait, he will die, and then we will be together once more, and this horror will be behind us. Aug 15 17:37:42 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:37:43 indeed Aug 15 17:46:05 * Molly yawns Aug 15 17:46:23 How long until the rain stops, do you think? Aug 15 17:46:29 * Morgan shrugs Aug 15 17:46:31 I've no idea Aug 15 17:46:58 Mmmhmm Aug 15 17:47:47 * Molly is quiet then, and about a minute later she sighs a little, nestling closer to him, and falls asleep Aug 15 17:50:59 **the rain has lessened, though not stopped, about ten minutes later when HH gives the whistle that means "okay to come in?" Aug 15 17:51:23 come in HeinzHarold Aug 15 17:51:45 * Molly stirs, sitting up Aug 15 17:52:14 Sorry liebling, my lack of sleep last night must have caught up with me Aug 15 17:52:21 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:52:24 its fine blossom Aug 15 17:53:29 **HH climbs up the loft ladder** Everyone was startin' to wonder where you were, so I volunteered t' check.you were alright. Did say you'd be somewhere safe an' dry Aug 15 17:53:46 * Morgan nods Aug 15 17:53:58 we were talking then someones late night caught up with her Aug 15 17:55:26 *he nods* Letter indoors for y', Molly Aug 15 17:57:02 * Molly nods. She gets out of the hidey hole, following HH down the ladder. He has the good sense to avert his eyes rather than look at her bottom Aug 15 17:58:28 **he puts a hat and coat on her before offering Morgan one Aug 15 17:59:15 * Morgan takes one Aug 15 17:59:46 **When they return, the rain has drawn them all the family into a now-noisy house. There's a note waiting for Molly. Caro hands it to her** From John Dagget, it looks like. Came about twenty minutes ago. Aug 15 18:00:37 HH $Everything alright?$ Aug 15 18:01:08 * Molly takes the note over to the fire, settling in a comfortable chair there whilst Caro and Beth make even more tea. There's still a lot of excited chat about what Beth and Pete will do and change on the farm Aug 15 18:01:10 * Morgan nods Aug 15 18:01:16 $talked. All good$ Aug 15 18:02:20 $Good. Hayloft in the pouring rain. If it wasnt for all this bullshit I'd congratulate you$ Aug 15 18:02:38 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 15 18:03:46 $bit risky for Saint Morgan of Puritytown anyway$ *he smiles slightly * Aug 15 18:04:01 $ask claudia about that$ Aug 15 18:05:20 **The big grin that comes to HH's face is both a welcome reprieve from his seriousness as well as unnerving. He keeps his eyes on Morgan when he says aloud "Hey, Claudia...?" Aug 15 18:06:46 **HH watches to see Morgan's reaction** Aug 15 18:07:06 * Morgan watches him calmly Aug 15 18:07:14 C: what? Aug 15 18:07:53 HH, in Avalonian: There's a hayloft here... *still watching* Aug 15 18:08:26 * Morgan tilts his head slightly, waiting Aug 15 18:08:27 C: And? Aug 15 18:09:13 HH, Avalonian: Morgan wants me to ask you about it Aug 15 18:10:35 *HH and everyone else are now watching Morgan* Aug 15 18:11:04 * Molly is the only one who isnt, busy reading Aug 15 18:11:41 C: **she glances at Morgan and HH, speaking Eisen** what are you pair up to, and why am I being involved? Aug 15 18:11:46 Oh, poor HeinzHarold, getting the wrong end of a stick and running with it Aug 15 18:12:47 C, Avalonian: it's a loft with hay in it Aug 15 18:13:15 $He's trying to embarrass me, saying I'm too puritanical to make use of a hayloft$ Aug 15 18:14:05 C: *she snorts, and gestures to HH* $You are not gonna believe some of the things he will tell you later!$ Aug 15 18:14:58 HH grins: $I bet this one time he even did it on a couch!$ Aug 15 18:15:14 * Morgan wanders over to make some tea Aug 15 18:16:19 * Molly folds the letter back up Aug 15 18:19:37 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 15 19:06:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 15 19:06:51 **Beth gives him a cup of tea, then takes some to HH and Inga** Aug 15 19:07:31 * Molly is watching the flames in the fireplace thoughtfully Aug 15 19:08:42 [are you alright?] Aug 15 19:15:26 [Yes, liebling] Aug 15 19:16:17 **Everyone is bustling around him, children and adults. Aug 15 19:17:35 * Morgan finds a corner to stand in, sipping his tea Aug 15 19:17:37 [sure?] Aug 15 19:20:53 [Yes, just thinking about John and the christening Aug 15 19:21:59 **Varick goes to sit in Molly's lap, chatting away to her. She hugs him to her** Aug 15 19:22:36 * Morgan watches them Aug 15 19:23:04 [It will be quite early, I think we should stay again and perhaps ask the Ketch to collect us anything we need from the Rose?] Aug 15 19:23:16 [if you wish] Aug 15 19:24:46 * Molly informs her siblings about the Christening and they discuss who will go and stay, and what to do with the children, whilst Molly gets some notes sorted. Claudia and HH ride to Tawstock with them. Aug 15 19:25:24 * Molly looks at the paintings on the table, smiling slightly Aug 15 19:25:42 Have you seen these, liebling? Aug 15 19:26:37 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:26:39 aye, I have Aug 15 19:27:04 I wish I had inherited his talent Aug 15 19:28:12 have you tried recently? Aug 15 19:28:44 * Molly 's lips quirk in amusement Aug 15 19:29:07 Only one of a stream we sat under the tree beside... Aug 15 19:29:22 * Molly glances at his expression Aug 15 19:29:42 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:30:13 ((Does he blush?)) Aug 15 19:30:55 ((no)) Aug 15 19:31:16 **she frowns slightly* I think it's my drawing that's the problem, rather than the brush work Aug 15 19:31:44 think so? Aug 15 19:31:57 * Molly nods Aug 15 19:32:42 It's tough to say. I haven't devoted much time to it. *she sips her tea* Aug 15 19:33:13 \/me nods, sipping his coffee Aug 15 19:33:40 * Molly points to the one of her biological grandmother Aug 15 19:33:53 This is Sophie I think Aug 15 19:35:11 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:35:12 aye it is Aug 15 19:35:22 She was very pretty Aug 15 19:35:35 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:35:36 aye Aug 15 19:36:21 It was sweet how my grandfather had said about believing in God because of her eyes Aug 15 19:36:35 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Aug 15 19:37:23 You can see from how it is painted how much he adored her Aug 15 19:37:40 there's a bit more too it than that Aug 15 19:38:14 You think so? *she sips her tea, focused on the painting* Aug 15 19:39:01 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:40:04 What might that be? Aug 15 19:41:01 The slightly ethereal quality... its a common thing in portraits of loved ones that have been lost Aug 15 19:41:38 * Molly nods slowly Aug 15 19:41:51 Yes, that makes sense Aug 15 19:42:24 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:43:24 Is it also a style that people just choose, or from a particular artist? Aug 15 19:43:33 Generally... no Aug 15 19:45:13 Mmhmm *she sips her tea looking at the painting again** It makes her seem almost too good to be true Aug 15 19:46:58 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:47:25 When you sketch Eliza, will it be like this? Aug 15 19:48:57 No... I don't think it'll help any, I think he'd prefer one that shows her as she was Aug 15 19:49:22 * Molly nods thoughtfully Aug 15 19:49:44 I think he would too Aug 15 19:49:50 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:50:53 The little painting Otto has is like this Aug 15 19:51:02 * Morgan nods Aug 15 19:51:03 I know Aug 15 19:51:25 But it must have been done before? Aug 15 19:51:39 how do you mean? Aug 15 19:53:16 It wasn't painted from another painting? **she has never been told about the shrine otto and sascha have of things pulled from the wreckage including the original Holbein large version with its charred frame* Aug 15 19:55:20 It was Aug 15 19:55:34 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 15 19:56:12 Is the original this same style? ((Your call, I dont know if I said either way!)) Aug 15 19:57:07 No, it isn't Aug 15 19:57:19 * Molly nods Aug 15 19:57:25 I see Aug 15 19:58:27 * Molly sips her tea Aug 15 19:58:54 You must have had many sketches at some point Aug 15 20:00:52 a fair few, aye Aug 15 20:01:07 * Molly nods Aug 15 20:01:37 I can understand not being able to face keeping them Aug 15 20:02:17 the majority were in the cottage Aug 15 20:02:28 * Molly nods Aug 15 20:02:54 * Molly points to the other woman Aug 15 20:03:12 I think this is Margaret, his second wife Aug 15 20:03:36 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:04:42 * Molly looks at the painting a moment before moving on to the one of Sophie and Shep on the sand dunes Aug 15 20:05:03 I dreamt this, just with you and I Aug 15 20:05:18 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:06:03 That's quite sweet, isn't it? Aug 15 20:06:26 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:06:26 aye Aug 15 20:07:10 If he'd lived, there may have been some of me as a child Aug 15 20:08:18 * Molly sips her tea, glancing at him over the rim Aug 15 20:08:25 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:08:27 possibly Aug 15 20:08:53 Instead I shall have to settle for the sketches of me as an adult Aug 15 20:09:34 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:09:36 I'm afraid so Aug 15 20:10:26 * Molly is subtly watching for the signs of this making him blush, or his pupils dilate, or anything else that would imply it sexually relevant Aug 15 20:11:11 * Molly finishes her tea Aug 15 20:11:31 I'm going to help with lunch Aug 15 20:13:36 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:13:38 alright blossom Aug 15 20:13:41 **With a note from Catherine to say after two would suit and Kurt should be there, they leave just after lunch to give them plenty of time to get there, with Molly mostly riding beside Inga and Varick with Morgan. The journey from Sunnymeade to Lady Catherine's is more than an hour with the village about half way between. Aug 15 20:13:41 **They arrive at Lower Tawstock with time to spare, so Molly suggests they go into Mr Jameson's clothes shop for a dress for the Christening, a new dress for Inga to thank her for looking after Varick so much, and more clothes for the growing boy. Aug 15 20:13:41 **Claudia waits outside, and HH stands with Morgan, watching as Molly and Inga flutter around the shop. Mr Jameson waits on them hand and foot, and the man that made the red dress at Morgan's request bows politely to him** Aug 15 20:13:41 J: Good afternoon, Master Hockridge. I hope you are well. Aug 15 20:14:56 Mr Jameson... Aug 15 20:15:02 J: If I had known you would be wanting more dresses, I would have made some especially,  like the red one last summer. Aug 15 20:15:57 If I had known before we arrived here, I would have sent word... Aug 15 20:16:06 **Jameson gets called by Molly. HH looks at Morgan** Wear yer red dress often, d' ya? Aug 15 20:16:17 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 15 20:16:24 Only to church Aug 15 20:16:34 * HH sniggers Aug 15 20:17:04 Sunday the day af'er tomorrow Aug 15 20:18:32 I don't do church here Aug 15 20:18:40 Why? Aug 15 20:19:29 church of avalon is... oppressive Aug 15 20:19:47 * HH shrugs Aug 15 20:20:22 Won't be seein' you in yer dress then Aug 15 20:20:44 No, I'm afraid not Aug 15 20:21:10 Varick joins them a little while later: We picked my clothes, but this is booooooring. Aug 15 20:21:32 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:21:38 aye Aug 15 20:21:40 V: Why do women take so long to pick dresses? Aug 15 20:22:38 You can limit it t' three if yer clever about it Aug 15 20:25:22 but sometimes... its worth it for the happiness it gives them... Aug 15 20:25:45 **Varick groans Aug 15 20:26:17 **Molly comes out to show Morgan. The dress is nicely made but a plain lilac cotton, and somewhat similar to what Dietlinde had made herself for Jana's christening. Molly looks for approval in his expression Aug 15 20:26:36 * HH glances at Morgan, but says nothing Aug 15 20:28:48 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:28:51 thats very nice Aug 15 20:29:30 **Molly nods** There's a nice blue one I could show you too? Aug 15 20:30:44 If you wish to blossom Aug 15 20:30:47 **she goes to do so* Aug 15 20:32:08 Want me t' praise the blue one a bit? Aug 15 20:32:23 not too floridly if you don't mind Aug 15 20:32:41 Damn, that's my regular praisin' Aug 15 20:32:59 V: is Heinzharold allowed to say that? Aug 15 20:33:17 Because he's a grown up, apparently Aug 15 20:33:27 * HH chuck Aug 15 20:33:35 * HH chuckles Aug 15 20:33:42 'Parently. Aug 15 20:35:01 **Molly comes back in the blue one. It's not bad, but it isnt as nice. Regardless, HH tells her it's very fine and sets off her eyes. She looks to Morgan questioningly Aug 15 20:35:42 M: what thinks you, liebling? Aug 15 20:36:19 it is very nice but... I prefer the lilac I think my love... Aug 15 20:37:08 **Molly looks happy with this, and matter settled she goes back to Inga** Aug 15 20:37:19 * HH shrugs Aug 15 20:37:25 Alright then. Aug 15 20:37:41 what? Aug 15 20:38:07 Figured it'd be a bit like with Mary, was trying to make it easier Aug 15 20:38:50 Mary is difficult... this is just a dress and I don't want to make her wear a lesser dress because it reminds me... its time I stop swimming against the tide. Aug 15 20:39:28 * HH glances at Varick before gesturing $what tide?$ Aug 15 20:39:53 $The tide of things changing... of having to move on. Cant tread water forever$ Aug 15 20:40:30 * HH nods slightly Aug 15 20:40:48 $No going back$ Aug 15 20:41:04 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:42:27 **purchases are made, and they get on the road once more, again with Molly and Inga riding side by side to talk, and up to Lady Torrington's** Aug 15 20:43:11 **The atmosphere is entirely different when they get there today. Sam the groom is formal and deferential, and "Your Grace"s him. The horses are taken by stable hands outside the stable, rather than them going in it as usual. Molly keeps an eye on him, and holds his hand supportively. Aug 15 20:43:16 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 15 20:44:10 * Molly speaks quietly Aug 15 20:44:20 It's so strange, isnt it? Aug 15 20:44:25 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 15 20:44:49 ** Inside the house, the butler he met on Wednesday is also very formal, asking Morgan to identify his companions. Aug 15 20:46:49 my wife... my son, Freiarr of Koln... Sir Lehenstrue and his wife and our friend Claudia Aug 15 20:47:37 B: Lady Torrington is with a guest at present, I will find out if she is available Aug 15 20:49:54 Lieutenant Cristoban? Aug 15 20:50:34 B: Yes, your Grace Aug 15 20:50:41 * Morgan nods Aug 15 20:50:53 Yes, I've come to see him too Aug 15 20:51:26 B: I will pass that along, your Grace. You and your companions will wait here, someone will bring you refreshments *he goes in towards the rest of the house, leaving them in the dining room where a footman watches them and a maid serves them* Aug 15 20:52:22 * Molly is quite neutral as she looks around, and even Varick is sat politely in the silent dining room Aug 15 20:53:08 [It definitely doesnt feel like home anymore.] Aug 15 20:53:46 [no, it doesn't Aug 15 20:54:35 **The butler comes back a few minutes later with a slightly forced smile* She is ready for you, your Grace Aug 15 20:56:03 * Morgan watches him Aug 15 20:56:28 You need to practice that... or drop it altogether. You don't want people who think they're better than you thinking they make you nervous Aug 15 20:56:53 **he gives nothing else away* Very good, your Grace. If you would follow me. Aug 15 20:57:30 * Morgan nods Aug 15 21:00:03 B: *he leads Morgan through the very familiar corridors that were his home and patrol for years. Everything is the same except his lack of freedom to do what he wishes Aug 15 21:00:46 **There is the sound of Catherine yelling at someone, not in danger but telling them off. The butler looks embarrassed** Aug 15 21:03:02 **he says nothing about it, progressing in the direction of the sound* Aug 15 21:03:54 ((Follows/says anything?)) Aug 15 21:04:38 Who's dealing with her Grace's safety now? Aug 15 21:05:04 B: In general, or this moment, your Grace? Aug 15 21:06:14 both Aug 15 21:06:37 Bill, and the footmen outside the doors Aug 15 21:07:48 * Morgan nods Aug 15 21:07:50 could be worse Aug 15 21:08:02 **In the pink stairwell he can hear from the Great Hall** Aug 15 21:08:02 C: Stitches, Kurt! She needed stitches! Aug 15 21:08:02 K: *he's less loud, trying to placate her, and though his tone can be heard, his words cannot* Aug 15 21:09:10 * Morgan stops Aug 15 21:09:27 Inga, stay here with Varick Aug 15 21:13:01 **she nods* Aug 15 21:13:59 * Morgan starts striding to the great hall Aug 15 21:15:27 **Catherine and Kurt are alone in there. He's back in his Schwert Von Dornen uniform and disgustingly handsome. Catherine looks dressed up but very cross, waving around a letter Aug 15 21:15:54 * Morgan closes the door behind him Aug 15 21:15:58 I do trust I'm not interrupting Aug 15 21:17:35 * Molly is now known as Kurt Aug 15 21:17:40 * Kurt bows Aug 15 21:17:44 Your Grace Aug 15 21:18:06 C: Good afternoon Morgan Aug 15 21:18:09 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 15 21:18:26 Your Grace... Are we discussing the report from your physician? Aug 15 21:18:42 C: Yes we are. Aug 15 21:19:20 You were saying stitches... Aug 15 21:19:22 * Kurt stands formally and serious Aug 15 21:19:37 **Catherine hands Morgan the report Aug 15 21:19:42 * Morgan reads it Aug 15 21:24:04 **It is greatly toned down. It lists Extensive Damage (leading to loss of appropriate bodily function, repaired with stitches, and scarring) caused by unnatural acts of intimacy and brutality. It also states that she is pregnant with the conception believed to have been at the time of the attack, with a certainty that the baby will need to be removed manually by cutting the dead mother open. It estimates the baby's chance of survival at twenty percent, the m Aug 15 21:25:02 Ah... sit down Kurt, your Grace... I'm afraid this doesn't tell the whole story... perhaps you'd both like to get some brandy... Aug 15 21:25:53 **brandy is called for, chairs are taken, but whatever affection Catherine held for Kurt is no longer in evidence Aug 15 21:26:38 Where shall we start? Aug 15 21:27:02 * Kurt and Catherine wait Aug 15 21:28:52 While this is indeed factual, its not... accurate. Nowhere here does it tell of how he forced himself into her rear without any caution for her... nor how he used his _whole hand_ upon her... This was not someone getting over the top. It was sheer cruelty, punishing this girl because he could not punish the one he wished to. Aug 15 21:29:45 * Kurt pales noticeably whilst Catherine looks a little confused about the acts in question Aug 15 21:29:59 I did not know that, I swear it. Aug 15 21:30:15 have you met her, Lieutenant? Aug 15 21:30:25 No, I have not Aug 15 21:30:54 I have... when he _attacked_ her... her hair was red... what do you suppose the significance of that is? Aug 15 21:31:57 **both sets of eyes go wide** Aug 15 21:32:05 Where is he Kurt? Aug 15 21:32:18 I don't know. Aug 15 21:33:01 You're going to find out, and you're going to tell me. Aren't you... Aug 15 21:36:35 It is certainly a matter I am willing to discuss with you. Aug 15 21:37:05 Your Grace, perhaps you would like to meet my son while the Lieutenant and I have a... discussion Aug 15 21:37:35 C: *she watches them both a moment* Where would I find him? Aug 15 21:37:57 oh, I wouldn't dream of moving you in your own home... we'll go somewhere else Aug 15 21:38:47 **She nods** Perhaps outside somewhere away from the house Aug 15 21:39:10 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 15 21:39:16 * Kurt stands, finishing his brandy Aug 15 21:39:17 certainly. I'll just fetch them Aug 15 21:39:42 **He faintly catches- Aug 15 21:40:01 I am sorry, Catherine, I didnt know how bad it was Aug 15 21:40:21 * Morgan goes back to Molly and the others Aug 15 21:40:22 ready? Aug 15 21:40:48 **Molly smiles, taking Varicks hand** We are, my love Aug 15 21:41:18 * Morgan motions with his head, moving back to the great hall Aug 15 21:43:05 **The introductions are smooth. As expected, Catherine seems to have an eye for Heinzharold who is basically mimicking Edward's mannerisms. Inga looks polite rather than jealous. Claudia does the bare minimum as usual, and Varick has lots of questions about Morgan fighting monsters here. Aug 15 21:44:11 * Kurt opens the door for Morgan Aug 15 21:44:43 * Morgan heads through it Aug 15 21:45:45 **They go left and out across the lawns, where they are away from others but can still see the main doors** Aug 15 21:45:52 I didn't know. Aug 15 21:46:21 * Morgan looks at him Aug 15 21:46:35 The judgement sits on what you do now... Aug 15 21:46:37 * Kurt watches him right back Aug 15 21:46:59 * Kurt has reverted to talking Eisen Aug 15 21:47:24 Kai has gone AWOL. Aug 15 21:47:55 he was in Avebury ten days ago Aug 15 21:48:33 I know. I received your letter. That is why I am here early Aug 15 21:48:50 why? Aug 15 21:50:00 To let you know that operatives are going to look for Kai's sister, as well as following leads out of Avebury Aug 15 21:50:12 He's mine... you understand? Aug 15 21:50:29 * Kurt nods Aug 15 21:50:41 As soon as the Order is done with him. Aug 15 21:50:52 * Morgan grabs him, pulling him close Aug 15 21:51:25 He called her Molly, Kit... Find the sister and accept that this monster's time has come Aug 15 21:52:07 * Kurt doesn't struggle, but not does he look scared. He does however look deeply disgusted at the first part Aug 15 21:52:45 If the child survives, it has a stronger claim Aug 15 21:52:56 Thats lovely and beside the point Aug 15 21:53:21 I can make him go away and never be found... no-one knows where he is anyway Aug 15 21:55:10 His death needs to be verified, and the succession of his sister or biological child must be in place, for the good of Prachtig on the Konigsreich of Hainzl. Aug 15 21:55:50 You can have his head Aug 15 21:56:10 * Kurt nods Aug 15 21:56:17 That will satisfy the first Aug 15 21:57:06 You will meet this girl... Elsie... every time you think of keeping him alive, I want you to see her face Aug 15 21:57:20 knowing that what he did to her was because he couldn't do it to Molly Aug 15 21:57:30 * Kurt nods Aug 15 21:57:58 I am sorry this girl got hurt, and that I did not know the full extent of it. Aug 15 21:58:47 I don't care for your apologies... if you and the order couldn't keep him from doing this, whats the fucking point of you Aug 15 21:59:46 There was no indication of this, Morgan. There is no history of such barbarism. Irrational flares of temper, yes, but not this. Aug 15 22:01:02 I'm going to deal with him, there is no discussion to be had about that, as and when I can Aug 15 22:01:36 We need to wait until we have a signed and witness Will with succession. Aug 15 22:02:18 Keep pushing me and there is no we... Aug 15 22:02:27 * Kurt frowns Aug 15 22:02:38 You would leave the Order ? Aug 15 22:03:38 What good is it if we allow this, if we only punish it once it is convenient. I wanted to kill him ten days ago, and I easily could have, but didn't.... but this, this is too far. Aug 15 22:03:54 * Kurt nods Aug 15 22:04:46 I will tell you when he has been found and when the Will is in place. We believe his sister is alive. Aug 15 22:05:02 If I catch him first, he dies. Aug 15 22:05:12 * Kurt looks at him Aug 15 22:06:20 We need to secure Prachtig. Do you know what Salzburg did when he took Karlsruhe? Aug 15 22:07:12 Given that the man is my friend, yes, I do... and Dau did exactly the same to Elsie... but fine, stay here while I get Molly and let _you_ explain to _her_ why justice cannot be served quickly. Aug 15 22:08:53 If Salzburg takes Prachtig, more people will die, more rapes will happen. She will wish to protect other women and their children, I am sure. We need another three months to rid the area of Salzburg cleanly without a power vacuum. In the meantime, a Will protects Prachtig. Aug 15 22:09:43 * Morgan shoves him away, hard Aug 15 22:09:51 Go and fucking ask her Aug 15 22:10:10 * Kurt stumbles slightly Aug 15 22:10:17 I understand your anger Aug 15 22:10:47 You have no idea... In fact, lets go and ask her now, and Lady Torrington, what they think of this... Aug 15 22:11:15 I do not think it is in the interests of the Order for Lady Torrington to know Aug 15 22:11:51 Right now Kit, the interests of the order lie entirely in placating me, before I tear it to the ground Aug 15 22:12:11 That is a very weighty threat to make Aug 15 22:13:18 Then you understand the weight of what you are seeking. We want the same thing, but it cannot be at the expense of girls like Elsie, otherwise you are no better than him. Aug 15 22:13:30 No, I appreciate that Aug 15 22:15:19 All efforts must be bent to finding him. Our difference is in having his Will signed by him and an official before he dies. His death is acceptable, but we would need verification. For example, a solemn vow of another nobleman were he killed in a duel. Aug 15 22:15:47 I've no doubt you have many that would say that if you wished it Aug 15 22:16:44 Then if you find him first you will get his Will officiated before he is dead? Aug 15 22:17:12 Someone like Dreschler would suffice Aug 15 22:17:32 You suggest that we falsify it? Aug 15 22:17:53 * Morgan nods Aug 15 22:18:21 Because you have no intention of doing what the Order asks of you in this matter? Aug 15 22:18:53 It would make things... quicker Aug 15 22:19:56 We aim to have the sister from Roquetas De Mar and into Prachtig within the week. Aug 15 22:20:33 How would you expect me to get Dau to sign a will? Aug 15 22:20:49 The seeds Aug 15 22:22:09 I want him, and I want him soon. If the sister is alive, Will or not, she takes Prachtig upon his death? Aug 15 22:23:49 In theory. It could be disputed, which would make Salzburg more likely to annexe Aug 15 22:24:17 and the child? Aug 15 22:24:38 The child is a new complication we were unaware of Aug 15 22:25:20 Kai would need to officially acknowledge the child to make it his heir Aug 15 22:25:38 Thats not going to happen Aug 15 22:26:05 It could be done if the Order captures him Aug 15 22:26:36 Include it in the will... Aug 15 22:27:44 Indeed. And use a seed to ensure he behaves appropriately during the official signing. Then his death can occur. Aug 15 22:28:20 You need to sell this to Molly. Aug 15 22:28:28 Why? Aug 15 22:28:49 Its the price you need to pay for me not sailing off and butchering him and damn the consequences Aug 15 22:29:14 You would have to _find_ him. As do we. Aug 15 22:29:23 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 15 22:29:29 You know what I did in the war? Aug 15 22:29:34 Yes Aug 15 22:30:12 Believe me that I am glad that you are also hunting for him. I just wish our priorities were more aligned Aug 15 22:32:01 Then stop working against me. If I catch him, I'll get a will signed before I slice him like pig... Aug 15 22:32:43 And you will confirm in writing that you are a Duke and you have seen him dead? Aug 15 22:32:52 * Morgan nods Aug 15 22:32:56 if that is required Aug 15 22:33:28 Then we are no longer at such crossed purposes. However, the child. Aug 15 22:34:01 install the sister, the child is not your concern, other than providing for it... Aug 15 22:34:41 The sister is to be the heir, and the child will vanish into obscurity? Aug 15 22:35:18 I think out of all this the child deserves a peaceful and happy life Aug 15 22:35:47 You do not want the child to be Freiarr or Freiarrin Prachtig? Aug 15 22:36:34 I want for nothing but justice Aug 15 22:38:15 Then the Order will make payment of three hundred guilders per year until the child reaches its majority at age twenty one where it will receive a final sum of one thousand guilders Aug 15 22:39:00 ((Morgan's payments from Adalbrecht as his allowance was 500G/yr)) Aug 15 22:39:16 I'm going to have it adopted, either by Molly's family or my own. It will be safe and loved, and out of the way of the... work. Aug 15 22:39:30 * Kurt nods Aug 15 22:40:28 The payments will allow the adopting family to give the child a good, safe home as is befitting of its station. Presuming, of course, that it survives at all Aug 15 22:40:48 I'm working on that Aug 15 22:40:56 * Kurt nods Aug 15 22:42:34 Very well. Then we are in agreement. We will make no attempts to hinder you Aug 15 22:44:19 Your... meddling with anyone else needs to be reviewed. If you've missed this, what else... Aug 15 22:45:09 This is so fat beyond anything I have heard of that I doubt we need to worry, but I will make the Order aware of the errors made Aug 15 22:45:15 Far* Aug 15 22:46:45 The consequences if something like this happens again or is tolerated would be... grave. Aug 15 22:46:55 I understand Aug 15 22:47:45 * Morgan watches him for a moment before nodding Aug 15 22:48:35 It is possible that Kai will come to Lady Torrington's, either soon, or at the beginning of November for her party for Lord Torringtons birthday where he and Rebecca intend to announce their engagement Aug 15 22:51:09 * Morgan nods Aug 15 22:51:35 I want reparations made... this place is against any Eisen person because of Dau and his crew... something needs to be done about that Aug 15 22:52:03 What would you suggest? Aug 15 22:52:38 I don't know yet... I was hoping you'd use your charm... Aug 15 22:52:49 * Kurt nods Aug 15 22:53:45 I already need to to persuade Catherine to let me stay for another month to be bait for Kai. However, I must decline an offer she has made of being her paramour. Aug 15 22:54:18 I'll make you a deal in that respect... you swear to keep her safe for that month, and I'll persuade her Aug 15 22:54:26 * Kurt nods Aug 15 22:54:41 I am happy with that Aug 15 22:55:12 Do you wish me to explain the situation to Molly? Aug 15 22:55:43 part of me does... simply so you see the pain its caused her Aug 15 22:56:06 She is aware of the depths of his depravity? Aug 15 22:56:46 She was giving Elsie support while she recounted it for the physician. She knows _all_ of it Aug 15 22:57:00 * Kurt nods grimly Aug 15 22:57:04 That is hard Aug 15 22:57:30 she keeps thinking of all the times she's been near him, after he did that... how he clearly wanted to do it to her... Aug 15 22:57:50 * Kurt nods briefly Aug 15 22:57:54 Horrific. Aug 15 22:58:16 I want her to understand the full weight of the situation, the reason why I cannot gut him as soon as I lay eyes on him Aug 15 22:58:50 If I had not been walking through the dining room when I was and seen the anger in his eyes... Aug 15 22:59:27 * Morgan nods Aug 15 22:59:48 You have my gratitude, but it should never have been allowed to get so far Aug 15 23:00:00 * Kurt nods Aug 15 23:00:54 Do you know what it was that made him so angry? Aug 15 23:01:40 No Aug 15 23:02:36 I missed it too. But he was livid when I got there, and gave me the command about the Rose as I was in the process of jollying Molly along to bed Aug 15 23:03:59 Perhaps he will be persuaded to reveal it? Aug 15 23:04:20 One way or another... Aug 15 23:04:31 * Kurt nods Aug 15 23:06:03 There are already operatives looking into his investments and contacts here, but we do not have many fluent Avalon speakers without accents. Perhaps a collaboration of talents might be beneficial Aug 15 23:07:54 If you are asking me to investigate, my station cannot be well known yet... which means I need the staff here to go back to treating me as they did Aug 15 23:08:14 * Kurt nods Aug 15 23:09:23 I understand, however, there ate rumours in the port of Molly being a Duchess, and having married you. I am unsure how that would be untangled Aug 15 23:09:51 thats gossip, not fact... Aug 15 23:10:35 Perhaps your friend Heinzharold could pose as her husband in public Aug 15 23:10:50 * Morgan frowns Aug 15 23:10:54 maybe Aug 15 23:11:04 He certainly looks Eisen Aug 15 23:12:09 * Morgan nods Aug 15 23:12:24 I'm not sure that'd go well with his wife, or mine... Aug 15 23:12:54 It is for the good of Eisen and the detriment of Kai. That should be persuasive Aug 15 23:17:48 Should I talk to Molly whilst you talk to Catherine? Aug 15 23:18:05 * Morgan nods Aug 15 23:18:10 probably the best idea Aug 15 23:21:22 **it is once he is inside and Molly is outside with Kit that she lets him see her thoughts. She's stood beside Kit, her voice very serious and sad, and she says to him "I am not angry with you, I am just deeply disappointed in you. I thought you were a better man than that. You have let me down, and also you have let Lady Torrington down" Aug 15 23:24:16 **Catherine comes back into the Great Hall, looking at his expression ((just about to wrap up)) Aug 15 23:24:33 * Morgan looks grim Aug 15 23:27:17 **she hands him some brandy** I have told the staff to let your son play on the swing in your old garden. You look like you need a drink and to take a seat. Aug 15 23:29:48 * Morgan sits down Aug 15 23:30:18 C: Lets talk as equals, no Your Grace nonsense. Aug 15 23:52:09 * Kurt has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 16 21:38:52 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 16 21:39:06 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 16 21:39:42 **Varick hugs her** Can we still see the children? **she nods** I have something to do in town and someone special is going to be coming back with us. You and Inga can briefly see the children whilst I collect her. Aug 16 21:39:42 **She looks at the vaguely unimpressed looks** Claudia, if you could accompany me, please. **Claudia nods. Varick comes to hug Morgan once they are out in the courtyard and getting in. The groom hands Molly in whilst HH hugs Inga** Aug 16 21:39:42 **A few minutes later, it's just HH and Morgan in the courtyard* Aug 16 21:40:07 What the fuck is going on? Aug 16 21:41:20 Situations change and we adapt to them Aug 16 21:41:54 * HH looks at him, not looking too impressed Aug 16 21:42:19 My wife gonna be safe here? Aug 16 21:42:55 I believe so Aug 16 21:43:25 * HH looks around at the empty courtyard, then Morgan Aug 16 21:43:35 Need to go destroy something? Aug 16 21:43:54 No... you? Aug 16 21:44:11 Not right now Aug 16 21:46:25 * Morgan nods Aug 16 21:46:29 Why are we stayin' here instead? Aug 16 21:47:42 Elsie, we're bringing her from the brothel to here. Molly needs to be nearby in case she goes into labour Aug 16 21:48:20 Not just taking her on the Rose or over to Morgan's Rock? Aug 16 21:49:08 No... Lady Torrington needs to make some reparation for not knowing what was going on in her own towns, and she feels responsible Aug 16 21:49:21 * HH nods Aug 16 21:49:32 You 'appy with it? Aug 16 21:50:23 Its a better solution... she'll have what she needs, meals, and staff that will wait on her if she needs them. I could not offer that on the island Aug 16 21:50:35 * HH nods Aug 16 21:51:11 Makes sense I spose. 'Ow did they rest go? Aug 16 21:51:19 The* Aug 16 21:52:02 Its a good job I came. The physician clearly didn't want to distress Lady Torrington, so had toned down what had happened... so I enlightened them. Turns out even 'kurt' wasn't aware Aug 16 21:53:15 'Ow is he connected to Dau? Aug 16 21:55:26 secret society spy, trying to keep a handle on him while keeping him alive until someone can be installed to rule in his place Aug 16 21:55:59 Shitty spy if he didn' get wind of summat this bad Aug 16 21:56:34 He was busy getting Molly away from him, and trying to clear people off the Rose before it was blown up Aug 16 21:57:22 Alright, give 'im some leeway then. No' surprised the physician didn' wanna tell 'er Grace. She's young and noble and a woman. I wouldn't even tell Inga about them things. Aug 16 21:57:37 * Morgan nods Aug 16 21:57:45 she was asking me what had you so upset Aug 16 21:57:56 * HH nods Aug 16 21:58:46 Been a rough few days. I don' want her to know something that disgustin' Aug 16 22:00:41 No... I figured. She needed reassurance though, so I assured her your being upset was entirely reasonable Aug 16 22:00:59 * HH nods Aug 16 22:01:07 She accept it? Aug 16 22:01:15 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:01:26 completely but there was quite a bit of honesty there... Aug 16 22:01:47 * HH frowns slightly Aug 16 22:01:57 What did she tell y'? Aug 16 22:02:14 Nothing like you told me... I was referring to what I told her Aug 16 22:02:26 Which was? Aug 16 22:02:32 my reaction to it Aug 16 22:03:14 Ahh. I wasn't gonna be tellin' her that myself, figured you'd want it just 'tween us Aug 16 22:03:51 she needed reassurance, and it was the only thing I could tell her that would show her quite how bad it was without telling her how bad it actually was Aug 16 22:04:11 You gots a small amount of them smarts Aug 16 22:04:22 * Morgan shrugs Aug 16 22:04:58 Funny how far out of my comfort I'll go to make sure you and your wife are alright... Aug 16 22:05:33 Sweet o' ya. 'Ow did she respond? Aug 16 22:06:06 she told me I was confusing... I told her that openly but get cagey when she mentioned about knowing seeing her with Mary is difficult... Aug 16 22:06:27 Got a point there Aug 16 22:06:40 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:07:42 Things around them are harder... Aug 16 22:08:17 Dietlinde and Jana? Aug 16 22:08:23 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:10:00 Be weird if they weren't. Took a long time b'fore seeing boys with their Da's stopped being tough for me. E'en you with yours, e'en though I was happy you had him Aug 16 22:11:27 I still find it difficult to be open about them Aug 16 22:11:54 Noones gonna push ya. I'll remind Inga to be more careful Aug 16 22:12:39 No, its fine... but I'd like her to understand its not that I don't trust her with it... Aug 16 22:12:57 She wouldn' think tha' Aug 16 22:14:06 sure? Aug 16 22:14:17 * HH nods Aug 16 22:14:20 Yep Aug 16 22:14:30 I like her very much Aug 16 22:14:44 * HH grins Aug 16 22:14:47 Me too. Aug 16 22:15:40 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 16 22:15:44 I'd hope so Aug 16 22:16:01 She's easy t' like. Very e'en tempered 'cept for about three days a month Aug 16 22:17:02 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:18:24 Loves you all though. Like th' family she never 'ad Aug 16 22:19:47 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:20:40 'S good. Babies me a bit when I need it. Suits me Aug 16 22:21:55 she's very good for you Aug 16 22:22:03 * HH nods Aug 16 22:22:53 Knows what I need when I need it. Knows I'm funny on th' outside, soft on th' inside Aug 16 22:23:43 we all know that Aug 16 22:24:28 * HH laughs Aug 16 22:25:16 She sees it though. Can be vulnerable as 'ell with my lil darlin an' she likes tha' Aug 16 22:26:21 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:27:27 If y'd told me about tha' part o' marriage I might have done it sooner Aug 16 22:30:37 like you listen to me Aug 16 22:31:13 * HH snorts Aug 16 22:32:00 Aye. This crap with that swine is about th' only secret I keep fr'm her Aug 16 22:32:40 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:35:14 speaking of which... Inga said it might not be wise to tell Molly of my reaction but wouldn't say why... any idea? Aug 16 22:35:43 * HH ponders on it Aug 16 22:35:46 Maybe Aug 16 22:37:20 * Morgan watches him Aug 16 22:37:22 go on Aug 16 22:38:47 I know why _Inga_ might say that at least Aug 16 22:39:00 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:41:01 Inga has said before that Molly has told her that she didn't think Eisen men cried til she saw yer Father cry, cos you didn't cry any o' the times she nearly died, an the only time she'd seen you close was talkin' about Dietlinde and Jana *he checks to see Morgan is at least trying to follow* Aug 16 22:42:50 right... Aug 16 22:42:53 Inga only knows Elsie got hurt, she doesn't know how Molly is connected. So knowing Inga, she'll be thinkin' you crying over Elsie would hurt Molly's feelings Aug 16 22:43:44 that makes a lot of sense Aug 16 22:44:29 I think Inga is wrong, but 'er logic makes sense, knowing only what she knows Aug 16 22:45:46 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:45:50 absolutely it does Aug 16 22:46:16 I'd like to her to know that isn't the case but I appreciate thats not possible Aug 16 22:46:34 * HH nods Aug 16 22:47:22 I'll try an' think of a way that helps her understand without saying too much Aug 16 22:48:36 Only as long as she doesn't find out too much. I would not have her burdened with it Aug 16 22:49:58 O' course. She doesn't need it, an' frankly I don't wanna be explainin' exactly what any of it means to her Aug 16 22:50:06 * Morgan nods Aug 16 22:50:30 even if its just assuring her that she's got the wrong end of the stick... Aug 16 22:50:40 * HH nods Aug 16 22:51:16 Aye. Can't imagine you're too happy Molly knowin' any of this? Aug 16 22:51:27 No... I'm not Aug 16 22:51:45 wait... any of what exactly Aug 16 22:52:14 * HH 's expression becomes disgust Aug 16 22:52:27 What he did to Elsie physically Aug 16 22:54:36 No, I'm not Aug 16 22:56:04 Even in the navy, I don' 'member hearing anything as bad as tha' Aug 16 22:57:07 No... I'm told its out of character for him, like it matters Aug 16 22:58:50 It's like Herod's a good guy, gives cake to the children each year, 'e only ordered the slaughter of the first borns _once_ Aug 16 22:59:42 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:00:31 He deserves e'ery ounce of pain y' give him. Aug 16 23:00:59 * Morgan frowns Aug 16 23:01:41 What? Aug 16 23:03:48 what would you do to save the stability of a region? Aug 16 23:03:58 * HH shrugs Aug 16 23:04:11 A lot, prob'ly Aug 16 23:05:25 the people here feel abandoned... that Lady Torrington cares more for her high status parties than for her people, and that what happens to them is irrelevant to her... Aug 16 23:05:40 * HH looks at him Aug 16 23:05:56 You're giving up your vengeance for politics? Aug 16 23:06:11 sort of Aug 16 23:07:20 $but there might be a happy accident of the way, like an attempted escape, or accidentally going overboard?$ Aug 16 23:07:51 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 16 23:08:24 Pity. Nothing like a good keel haul for destroying a ship. Aug 16 23:10:03 as long as he survives to e punished here Aug 16 23:10:58 Can't guarantee it... could put him into bed wi' the Captain's Daughter though Aug 16 23:11:16 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:11:29 there is an upside Aug 16 23:11:35 Go on Aug 16 23:12:46 Lets be honest... as much as I'd want to prolong it, I'd end up cutting him open and letting him just bleed out... Aug 16 23:13:03 Why? Aug 16 23:13:53 because I'm just not... cruel enough. It'd hurt, certainly, but it wouldn't be prolonged. He'd suffer horribly... once. Aug 16 23:15:18 Y' calmed down a bit then? Yesterday I thought y' might **he waves his fingers in a way that implies magic** 'is innards Aug 16 23:15:55 I was afraid I would Aug 16 23:16:15 What calmed y' down? Aug 16 23:16:39 that I can do it scares me... that I wanted to scared me more Aug 16 23:17:12 Understandable, that's _your wife_. Aug 16 23:17:24 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:18:31 Think yer resolve will hold out once y' see him ? Aug 16 23:19:55 I don't know. It needs to. We need to get him to sign a new will handing over his lands... given his arrogance, I think the punishment here will be worse for him Aug 16 23:20:20 Y' ever seen someone get the Shoes Of Salt? Pretty rare, saw it on the Nautilus Aug 16 23:20:37 ((Prob not)) Aug 16 23:20:45 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 16 23:22:36 Stormy day when y'have a lot of sea water on deck, really fine whip on the soles of the feet, make 'em mop it up barefoot. Aug 16 23:24:07 * Morgan grimaces Aug 16 23:24:13 brutal Aug 16 23:24:36 Seen men beg for the Captain's Daughter insteas Aug 16 23:25:41 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:26:31 Claudia prob'ly knows loads more Aug 16 23:26:37 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:26:39 more than likely Aug 16 23:27:03 * HH nods Aug 16 23:28:04 Best go an 'elp get things ready for our girls when they get back. Inga won't be 'appy if there's no bed Aug 16 23:28:22 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:28:25 aye, best had Aug 16 23:28:46 * HH head towards the house Aug 16 23:29:13 Want a free 'pinion? Won't e'en cost y' a mark... Aug 16 23:29:30 * Morgan nods Aug 16 23:30:18 Don' listen to Inga. Tell Molly. If she knows what y' _didn't_ cry o'er, it prob'ly matters Aug 16 23:30:49 I'm inclined to agree Aug 16 23:31:30 * HH nods Aug 16 23:33:04 **They head back to find Catherine for instructions Aug 16 23:48:18 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 17 16:11:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 17 16:11:12 * Molly is now known as Cath Aug 17 16:12:07 **Catherine and Kurt are still to be found in the great hall, the butler is just leaving when they arrive, and they are shown in. HH and Kit are polite to each other, neither giving away their acquaintance from the Vaticine fort of Dietmund on the island of Insel. Catherine remains standing, making the others do likewise. Aug 17 16:12:07 The staff are being gathered so I can let them know what is going to happen Aug 17 16:14:40 * Morgan nods Aug 17 16:16:28 * Cath hands back the estate keys to him "welcome back, master-at-arms" Aug 17 16:16:28 **HH is doing his nice-but-dim expression, but Morgan can tell he's carefully watching Morgan's reaction** Aug 17 16:17:42 * Morgan barely moves Aug 17 16:18:30 * Morgan takes the keys Aug 17 16:18:33 thank you your grace Aug 17 16:19:08 The House will provide nursing however you require, and will feed you all, unless you feel you would rather fend for yourselves. Aug 17 16:21:50 * Morgan nods Aug 17 16:21:52 I appreciate that Aug 17 16:22:07 A town meeting is being announced for Monday. Whilst you are here, I would like you all  to feel free to come and go as you please, but you are welcome to spend time training up the staff too. Aug 17 16:23:42 I'm sure we can have things back to a good standard before long Aug 17 16:24:34 * Cath nods Aug 17 16:24:39 I would like that Aug 17 16:26:44 My man of business is away until monday for answers about Rebecca's and Jaeger's property here, or whatever property Colonel Dau might have taken over the summer. Kurt tells me that Colonel Dau was dropped in Londinium a few weeks ago, but the ship was sent back to Freiburg Aug 17 16:27:36 He was in Avebury ten days ago, so unless he hopped on another ship, he won't have gone far Aug 17 16:29:03 K: I have a few friends looking for him on other matters, your Grace, and they know to write to me here should he be found Aug 17 16:30:11 * Cath nods "I have had an RSVP for Lord Torrington's birthday on November 3rd from him and Rebecca, I would expect him then if not before." Aug 17 16:30:28 HH $That's your birthday too$ Aug 17 16:30:36 $is it?$ Aug 17 16:30:58 HH $has been every year I've known ya$ Aug 17 16:31:18 $remarkable$ Aug 17 16:31:26 * Cath finishes her brandy Aug 17 16:31:52 Shall we go to speak to the staff? Aug 17 16:32:19 Before we do... how much are they going to know? Aug 17 16:32:39 I don't know. What do you think? Aug 17 16:33:41 Not all of it, certainly. I'll talk with them about the bare minimum first I think Aug 17 16:34:52 * Cath nods Aug 17 16:35:19 I am happy to follow your lead in this instance Aug 17 16:37:37 * Morgan nods Aug 17 16:37:56 * Cath moves towards the door, Kurt and HH both making a rush to open the door, and Kurt just beats him to it. Aug 17 16:38:22 now now children Aug 17 16:39:44 **they laugh. They get to the dining hall where the staff are all congregated. Some faces are familiar, some aren't. All are watching and waiting Aug 17 16:40:26 * Morgan looks them over Aug 17 16:43:02 There's a few things to go through. Some of you I've met, others I will shortly. Those of you I do not know, look to those who have worked with me and ask them if I will allow you to stay if you cannot be trusted. Aug 17 16:43:51 **theres a murmur as this instruction is carried out. Everyone looks serious now Aug 17 16:45:28 If any of you cannot be trusted with the information I will give you, you need to leave... now. Aug 17 16:45:55 **noone looks like they will go Aug 17 16:46:11 * Morgan nods Aug 17 16:46:56 good. I'm going to tell you who I am, what I am and what I'm doing here and that information is to go no further than this room. Is that clear? Aug 17 16:47:54 **there's a chorus of yes sir Aug 17 16:50:14 My name is Morgan, I'm a Duke of Eisen and my family hold lands in Catterick. From here on you address me as Morgan or master Hockridge, which is a family name. I will be acting as Lady Torringtons master at arms for the time being and will be working _with_ you in part to bring her household back into line. Now let me tell you _why_ an Eisen duke would do this... you are all aware of the working girl who was hurt? Aug 17 16:51:56 **there's surprise at who he is, and only about a quarter indicate they know about the girl Aug 17 16:54:13 She's going to be staying in the cottage here until she gives birth. She was harmed by one of the people who comes here as a guest. Until she gives birth, you will accord her the same courtesy you would give any guest of this house. You are aware of the sentiment in Tawstock towards those of Eisen birth? Aug 17 16:54:59 **There's awkward looks that go round and most nod Aug 17 16:55:18 how many have perpetuated that sentiment here? Aug 17 16:56:01 **a couple nervously put up hands, many more looking a bit guilty Aug 17 16:58:56 That ends right now. I understand _why_ those bad feelings are there. Now, the reason I require you to be trustworthy... the man responsible for harming the girl, Elsie, is also in charge of the Eisen crew that has caused such bad feeling here. He must be punished and the best chance to do that is to catch him when he returns. I have investigations to make so I need to be able to do that without people knowing exactly who I am. Aug 17 16:59:29 **they yes sir him again** Aug 17 17:01:08 To that end, I need you all to keep it to yourselves. If he gets wind of it, we could lose him and he goes unpunished which is, frankly, unacceptable to all of us. The other side of it... I'm going to rely on you all... we know household staff hear everything. Any rumours, rumblings, grumblings... I need you to bring them to me. Can you do that? Aug 17 17:02:27 **They sound more enthusiastic in their Yes Sir! Aug 17 17:04:46 We will not allow this injustice to pass. Lady Torrington is going to be more involved with her people, and I need your help with that as well. She cant react to something if she does not know about it Aug 17 17:08:15 "Yes Sir" is once again the reply Aug 17 17:09:20 There's a town meeting on monday. I'd like to know what the main grievances are so they can be addressed with more than just "we'll look into it". See what you can find out, even if its just from your own families. Now, are there any questions? Aug 17 17:12:17 NewMan: Can we have the some time off to find out? Aug 17 17:12:45 That depends... are you chancing it or do you genuinely think you can find something out? Aug 17 17:13:13 NewMan: Mostly the first but maybe the second? Aug 17 17:14:49 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 17 17:15:17 We'll run just over a skeleton crew so everyone can have half a day to find out what they can Aug 17 17:17:07 **they cheer** Aug 17 17:18:16 Take some time with your families, but I need you to be finding out what you can. Anything else? Aug 17 17:18:31 No Sir! Aug 17 17:19:17 Alright, any of you I don't know, or anyone who wants a reintroduction, come see me, the rest of you back to work... Aug 17 17:22:35 **There's excited chatter, and people going off to work. HH appears at Morgan's side** I hope yer Father knows how lucky it is y' won't try to usurp him Aug 17 17:23:45 because I know how to get staff involved? Aug 17 17:25:33 **He nods* Got them eatin' outta the palm of your hand Aug 17 17:26:43 as I've explained to my father any number of times... we're only able to rule because they allow it. I'm hoping he's taken my unorthodox approach back to Sudlachenburg and is trying to use it Aug 17 17:28:24 HH: Stranger things have ' appened **a few of the maids are gossiping and eyeing up HH, unsurprisingly** Aug 17 17:29:03 he seemed to understand it once I'd explained it three times... but its true, you want information, you go to the staff, not the lord of the manor Aug 17 17:30:01 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 17 17:30:01 * Cath has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 17 17:30:05 **He nods** Nothin' better for info than a chatty little maid or two... or three... *he smiles at them* Aug 17 17:30:14 * MollyK is now known as HH Aug 17 17:30:45 Don't be getting yourself in trouble with Inga Aug 17 17:31:13 Trouble with my lil darlin?! Bite yer tongue! Aug 17 17:32:36 * HH grins at Morgan before wandering over to them, speaking Avalonian as best he can "Excuse me, please, do you have any apples?" Aug 17 17:33:26 * Morgan snorts before covering it with a cough Aug 17 17:35:40 **Several staff come to meet Morgan, and the housekeeper that was Molly's replacement comes to ask for help with getting accommodations sorted. By the time Morgan is ready to move furniture and pitch in with the work, HH is the centre of the maids attention, and has been given milk and bread and butter too. He's telling them how lovely his wife is, and rather than it putting them off, they seem to be more engaged Aug 17 17:37:40 **He and Heinzharold pitch in with the cleaning and sorting the bedding, deciding that HH, Inga, and Claudia will share the old cottage, Varick, Elsie, Molly and Morgan will take the second. If they have to travel to track Kai, the Wives, Elsie and Varick can live together in the bigger house. They've been left alone in the small cottage, making the bed that was Morgan's" Aug 17 17:38:38 It's like having to sleep in an 'ammock after you've slept in it! It'll be all shaped to the grooves of yer ass. Aug 17 17:44:42 I wouldn't worry, I didn't sleep much so was rarely in it Aug 17 17:53:21 Makes me glad yer such a saint! Aug 17 17:53:50 * Morgan looks at him briefly Aug 17 17:53:56 if it makes your sleep easier Aug 17 17:54:53 Big white flappy sheet on yer wedding day said so. Not many could live t'gether and be'ave though Aug 17 17:55:04 * HH tucks in the sheet corner Aug 17 17:56:46 it was different then... Aug 17 17:59:08 * HH yanks it out again with a frown Aug 17 17:59:14 Whysat? Aug 17 17:59:56 tough to explain... I was different. Whats got your gander up Aug 17 18:01:43 Inga likes it neat Aug 17 18:02:39 Got you trained hasn't she Aug 17 18:04:51 * HH chuckles Aug 17 18:05:00 Wouldn' like t' say Aug 17 18:07:34 really don' need to, its perfectly evident Aug 17 18:07:55 Jus' want her happy, that's all Aug 17 18:08:02 * Morgan nods Aug 17 18:08:41 * HH looks happy with it the second time Aug 17 18:09:14 What's all this shockin' stuff Claudia said you were gonna tell me then? Or was she shittin' me? Aug 17 18:09:39 * Morgan scratches his nose Aug 17 18:09:57 oh, probably about Molly and I having sex in the stables at the Eisenfursts house Aug 17 18:18:25 * HH rolls his eyes Aug 17 18:18:39 Pull th' other one, it's got bells on. Aug 17 19:27:11 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 19:27:15 suit y'self Aug 17 19:29:08 Oh come on, y' wouldn' even believe it if I said it Aug 17 19:29:19 Have I lied to you? Aug 17 19:30:29 Only tha' they were your apples Aug 17 19:31:13 * HH starts putting the covers on Aug 17 19:31:31 thats merely a point of contention Aug 17 19:31:48 Yer serious?! Aug 17 19:32:12 * Morgan makes a mind blown gesture Aug 17 19:32:34 * HH stares open-mouthed Aug 17 19:32:45 nearly got caught Aug 17 19:33:25 In _His Grace's_ stables! I'm not surprised y' nearly got caught! Aug 17 19:33:39 * HH is now starting to look impressed Aug 17 19:34:58 * Morgan nods Aug 17 19:35:10 not nearly so close to getting caught as in an inn in Paan, mind Aug 17 19:36:31 Oh I've done stuff behind an inn before Aug 17 19:36:54 no no... _in_ an inn... at a table... Aug 17 19:37:03 * HH looks gobsmacked Aug 17 19:37:21 _You?!_ You did that?! Aug 17 19:38:08 If you could be a little less surprised, that'd be lovely Aug 17 19:38:13 * HH starts laughing Aug 17 19:38:35 Sorry. Gotta admit it's a bit shockin'! Aug 17 19:39:18 I'm glad to see I'm seen as such an innocent... Aug 17 19:39:25 'Spose I did catch y' almost at it the first night on Morgan's Rock in yer study though. Aug 17 19:39:48 * Morgan nods Aug 17 19:39:49 indeed Aug 17 19:40:08 Figured tha' was maybe a one off Aug 17 19:40:13 * HH grins Aug 17 19:40:23 clearly that is not the case Aug 17 19:40:55 How the hell did y' come up with a scheme as risky as that at His Grace's? Aug 17 19:41:08 * HH sits on the corner of the bed, intrigued Aug 17 19:41:29 it just sort of... happened Aug 17 19:41:59 Not nearly caught by 'is Grace himself?! Aug 17 19:42:27 worse Aug 17 19:42:35 Yer Father? Aug 17 19:42:42 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Aug 17 19:43:00 Claudia?! Aug 17 19:43:25 Edward... Aug 17 19:43:50 * HH starts laughing uncontrollably, grasping his stomach Aug 17 19:44:10 That woulda been 'ilarious! Aug 17 19:44:44 the knowing look on his face was enough... Aug 17 19:45:00 He knew?! Aug 17 19:45:15 we came out flushed and rumpled... I cant imagine he didn't realise Aug 17 19:45:26 * HH nods Aug 17 19:45:42 I really didn't think y' had it in you! Aug 17 19:46:05 * Morgan mutters Aug 17 19:46:09 wasn't me had it in 'em Aug 17 19:46:28 * HH starts laughing hard again, almost falling off the bed Aug 17 19:47:19 Who nearly busted you in Paan? Aug 17 19:48:23 everyone else in the tap room, I suppose Aug 17 19:48:46 Hold on, there were people there?! Aug 17 19:49:42 We weren't... y'know... Aug 17 19:50:18 In the stables, he says... in an Inn, he says... then he calls it "Y'know" Aug 17 19:52:13 Be almost impossible to properly do it in a tap room, less you were really clever 'bout it Aug 17 19:53:05 suffice to say I would've been... exposed rather than both of us Aug 17 19:53:26 * HH laughs Aug 17 19:54:12 Not a bit too risky for you? Would never 'ave expected that! Aug 17 19:54:25 nor would I Aug 17 19:55:27 From this Draw thing? Aug 17 19:56:44 oh, no... Aug 17 19:59:40 I nearly got caught with on of the camp followers one night on watch, but tha's about it. Aug 17 19:59:44 One* Aug 17 20:00:24 shocking behaviour Aug 17 20:01:23 Not half as bad as yours! Oh, obviously in the garden at the Golden Lantern too... a lot. Aug 17 20:02:48 obviously Aug 17 20:02:52 Tha's not proper outside though, not really Aug 17 20:03:19 no, it doesn't really count Aug 17 20:04:06 On the beach counts, right? Aug 17 20:05:56 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:06:51 Never try in a stream or th' sea, seems like a good idea but its not Aug 17 20:07:07 oh? Aug 17 20:07:21 Too much friction Aug 17 20:07:26 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:08:25 Grass or sand is better. Aug 17 20:08:52 I'll keep that in mind Aug 17 20:09:15 * HH watches him, shaking his head Aug 17 20:09:39 Who are you an' where is Saint Morgan Of Puritytown?! Aug 17 20:13:00 I know, its completely out of character Aug 17 20:13:06 Even back in June when y' got married if I'd suggested th' idea of doing it in His Grace's stable you'da been embarrassed and disapprovin' Aug 17 20:13:33 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:13:34 I know Aug 17 20:14:23 An' in the War... you'da blushed til y' fainted! Aug 17 20:14:34 no doubt Aug 17 20:15:00 Worth the risk for the extra excitement? Aug 17 20:16:25 evidently, or it would've only occurred once... Aug 17 20:16:43 Twice isn' tha' much Aug 17 20:16:54 for me... Aug 17 20:17:27 Aye. Dunno what's gotten into y'! Aug 17 20:18:07 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 20:18:27 She's obviously good for you Aug 17 20:18:59 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:19:05 been difficult letting go of that reserve I had though Aug 17 20:19:09 * HH gets up, smoothing off the bed Aug 17 20:19:23 Upbringing, y' reckon? Aug 17 20:21:43 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 20:21:45 maybe Aug 17 20:23:03 Wanna talk about it, see if I can 'elp? Aug 17 20:24:20 I just find it hard to be vulnerable... or particularly forthcoming about how I feel Aug 17 20:25:52 Whatcha scared of 'appening? Aug 17 20:26:07 I don't know Aug 17 20:26:26 Just with Molly, or e'eryone? Aug 17 20:26:35 everyone, but especially her Aug 17 20:26:59 * HH nods a little Aug 17 20:27:10 Scared you'll get laughed at? Aug 17 20:27:30 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 20:27:33 maybe Aug 17 20:29:31 It's ne'er as bad as y' expect Aug 17 20:29:56 I'm learning that Aug 17 20:30:23 I get laughed at all th' time, I survived it all Aug 17 20:31:00 thats because they think you're charming and funny Aug 17 20:32:48 And they right *he grins* Aug 17 20:32:55 They're Aug 17 20:35:03 Yer wife loves it when I do my Loyal-hearted Knight thing. Kept it up all the way to Daggets. Aug 17 20:35:22 aye, she told me Aug 17 20:36:14 She's got a silliness streak in her, that one. Like with the Cabbage thing. You ever silly with her? Aug 17 20:36:31 Thats one thing I've not managed to let go of yet Aug 17 20:37:28 Shame, think she'd like it. You used t' be more silly, back in the War and before it Aug 17 20:38:49 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:38:52 I know Aug 17 20:39:25 Be a shame for 'er not t' get chance to meet th' old you Aug 17 20:40:17 I'm working on it Aug 17 20:40:32 I spose though, I was al'ays the funny man, you were th' straight man... Aug 17 20:41:25 too busy watching you to see what I was paying attention to Aug 17 20:42:14 Were y' funny when you lived 'ere? Aug 17 20:42:32 no... about as far from it as you can imagine Aug 17 20:43:25 * HH nods Aug 17 20:46:08 Remember my Da saying when I was about Varick's age: "Heinzharold" that was my name, see? "Gonna be 'ard days in yer life, an' about th' only thing you can do about them is t' try to make someone else smile. They'll feel better when they're smilin', you'll feel better cos you're seeing a smile. Keep doing it til yer both smiling by yerselves" Aug 17 20:47:08 * Morgan nods Aug 17 20:47:23 he was a remarkably wise man... not sure what went wrong with you Aug 17 20:47:50 They dropped me. *he slowly crosses his eyes* Aug 17 20:48:05 lobbed you more like Aug 17 20:48:50 Was aiming me at th' big house so yer parents could raise us as twins. Aug 17 20:49:15 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 17 20:50:18 Non-identical, obviously 'cos... **he makes some circles with his hand over his face to indicate it, then does the same towards Morgan's* Aug 17 20:52:12 'Sides, I'm not the sort t' be gallivanting and secretly swiving around Eisen, so we're not tha' similar! **he grins** Aug 17 20:52:41 * Morgan snorts Aug 17 20:52:42 shut up Aug 17 20:52:48 * HH laughs Aug 17 20:53:19 Jokin' aside, I'm ackshully kinda proud o' you for it! Aug 17 20:53:28 what the hell for? Aug 17 20:53:56 Not inheriting the Koertig stick-up-the-ass Aug 17 20:55:32 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 20:56:59 Any other misdeeds y' need to confess to Father Heinzharold, my son? Not made use of yer Father's coach house? Aug 17 20:57:04 * HH grins Aug 17 20:58:03 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 17 20:58:07 no, thats about the sum of it Aug 17 21:00:00 * HH nods Aug 17 21:00:19 I think... thirty of them Hail Mary things then... Aug 17 21:00:45 have you got something less time consuming? Aug 17 21:01:09 * HH shrugs Aug 17 21:01:31 Y' got a key for the stables on that set on yer belt? Aug 17 21:01:47 of course I have Aug 17 21:02:19 Just wondered if I should hang on t' it, incase y' get tempted! Aug 17 21:03:35 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 17 21:04:46 * HH grins Aug 17 21:05:18 I spose yer about to tell me I can't tell my lil darlin all o' this? Aug 17 21:05:44 I'd rather you didn't Aug 17 21:08:17 She prob'ly wouldn't believe me anyhow Aug 17 21:10:30 it is fairly unbelievable Aug 17 21:10:35 'Sides, I'm sure she'd rather hear all the details from yer wife instead Aug 17 21:11:00 not sure she will Aug 17 21:11:37 * HH nods Aug 17 21:12:16 Gonna be cramping yer style sharing an 'ouse with Elsie and Varick? Aug 17 21:12:43 probably, but needs must Aug 17 21:14:46 If it'd 'elp, let me know and I'll make up a game or summat to buy you the three minutes you'd need *he grins* Aug 17 21:15:32 * Morgan snorts Aug 17 21:15:41 that'd do for the start of the first time Aug 17 21:16:34 * HH laughs Aug 17 21:17:26 Seriously though, I'll divert e'eryone for ya, you can do the same for me Aug 17 21:17:41 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:17:59 most of 'em will be avoiding me anyway... its gon' be Elsie and Varick Aug 17 21:22:18 * HH nods Aug 17 21:22:22 Anytime, man Aug 17 21:22:28 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:23:22 Gonna be a lot of interruptions 'ere from staff? Aug 17 21:24:17 potentially, depends how helpful they're trying to be Aug 17 21:24:31 * HH nods, then starts grinning Aug 17 21:25:07 On the plus side, 's not like Elsie won't be used to certain night time noises anyway. Aug 17 21:25:46 thats true I suppose Aug 17 21:28:41 Gonna be difficult for you, her being here? Aug 17 21:28:53 * HH has obviously turned serious Aug 17 21:29:48 Elsie? Aug 17 21:31:07 * HH nods Aug 17 21:31:14 Aye Aug 17 21:31:21 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 21:31:24 dunno... Aug 17 21:31:59 Spose we'll have to see. Be good for her not livin' in a place like that Aug 17 21:32:16 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:32:32 at the very least it proves we're taking our promise to not let her child end up somewhere like that seriously Aug 17 21:33:42 * HH nods Aug 17 21:33:51 Where are y' thinking? Aug 17 21:34:30 for the child? Aug 17 21:35:05 Aye Aug 17 21:35:49 Given what Molly's just done for her family, after all they put her through... I think they owe her enough to take the child... failing that, I'm going to ask Edward. Aug 17 21:36:27 * HH nods Aug 17 21:36:46 Both would be good options. Aug 17 21:37:14 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:37:14 I know Aug 17 21:37:33 Think Beth and Pete will? Aug 17 21:38:09 I don't know... if they refuse I suspect its going to be the final bit of damage they ever do Molly Aug 17 21:38:37 Then there'll be hell to pay? Aug 17 21:40:55 good chance Aug 17 21:41:09 * HH nods Aug 17 21:41:52 Think there's any chance Elsie will survive? Aug 17 21:42:24 I really don't know Aug 17 21:43:21 * HH nods Aug 17 21:43:56 Gonna need to be away, even if we've found Dau by then? Aug 17 21:45:47 Maybe. Molly will need to be with her anyway Aug 17 21:46:01 I meant you from Elsie Aug 17 21:46:13 I know Aug 17 21:46:36 * HH nods Aug 17 21:46:56 Wasn't sure if it'd be a bit challengin' is all Aug 17 21:48:39 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:48:42 could well be Aug 17 21:48:52 * HH nods Aug 17 21:49:26 Not just cos it could have been Molly, right? Aug 17 21:49:52 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:50:09 * HH nods too Aug 17 21:50:21 Cross that bridge when we get to it Aug 17 21:50:27 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:50:32 have to really Aug 17 21:51:19 Saving either of 'em would be good. Savin' both... gonna be close on a miracle Aug 17 21:52:00 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:52:11 I just don't know it can be done Aug 17 21:52:37 No. She's got some pretty big magic there, but... Aug 17 21:53:25 its a tall order, undoing that much damage Aug 17 21:53:32 * HH nods Aug 17 21:54:15 Think she realises, or think she's gonna be horrendously disappointed? Aug 17 21:54:54 I'm going to talk to her about it... she's got her head wrapped around the problem, but I want to manage her expectations Aug 17 21:55:05 * HH nods Aug 17 21:55:17 Suspect it's an atonement? Aug 17 21:56:04 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:56:06 yes Aug 17 21:56:34 She prone to guilt? Aug 17 21:56:51 * Morgan nods Aug 17 21:57:57 Think that's one reason yer drawn to each other? Aug 17 21:58:21 * Morgan shrugs Aug 17 21:58:24 possibly Aug 17 21:58:58 Or just that yer both keen on stables? *he smirks* Aug 17 21:59:47 also possible Aug 17 22:00:33 * HH laughs Aug 17 22:00:47 You're a lucky asshole. Aug 17 22:01:18 * Morgan nods Aug 17 22:01:19 I know Aug 17 22:02:08 Come on, let's get these beds done, 'fore our girls say they'll share it an' we have t' sleep on the floor! Aug 17 22:03:57 * Morgan nods Aug 17 22:04:00 aye Aug 17 22:06:01 Now, can I remember any rude songs 'bout stables... Aug 17 22:06:29 probably Aug 17 22:06:35 * HH goes into Molly's old room, whistling to himself Aug 17 22:22:07 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 17 22:22:46 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 17 22:31:37 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 17 22:32:32 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 17 23:25:31 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 18 15:55:23 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 18 16:29:07 **Once the cottages are done and stocked with some food, tea and coffee, they walk Morgan's longest patrol, and HH spends most of the time quieter than usual, though not completely silent. Aug 18 16:29:12 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 18 16:33:41 Not a bad place here Aug 18 16:33:54 * Morgan nods Aug 18 16:37:04 How often did y' walk all this? Aug 18 16:38:48 depends on the route I took... when that... magician had opened the portal, I was endlessly doing loops of the house and grounds Aug 18 16:39:34 Ever think "I wish Heinzharold was here, he's just so funny and smart?" Aug 18 16:40:22 No... much as I missed you, I was waiting for my fate to arrive and having you here would've made that harder to happen Aug 18 16:40:58 'Cos I'm just too good, and woulda saved yer ass _yet again_ Aug 18 16:41:18 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 18 16:41:21 pretty much Aug 18 16:42:04 What happened that stopped y' waiting? Aug 18 16:43:34 Molly. Slowly I stopped wanting to die... Aug 18 16:44:51 Was there like a day when you woke up and thought "I'm going to see Molly today" rather than "I might get to die today"? Aug 18 16:45:31 no... more a realisation that I'd gone a few days without waiting for the next thing to kill me Aug 18 16:47:00 That before you went to Carleon with her? Aug 18 16:47:14 * HH starts touching trees as they pass them Aug 18 16:47:16 * Morgan shrugs Aug 18 16:47:18 a little bit Aug 18 16:48:24 She still with that noble guy then? Aug 18 16:48:37 * Morgan nods Aug 18 16:49:07 I took her to Carleon to be examined by a physician to prove she was still... untouched Aug 18 16:49:41 So that she could marry someone else? Aug 18 16:49:46 * Morgan nods Aug 18 16:51:04 Bit hard if you already liked her Aug 18 16:51:49 * Morgan nods Aug 18 16:52:46 * HH pulls down a green spiky horse chestnut case from a tree Aug 18 16:53:56 That's where y' kissed her first, Inga says. Surprising, you kissing someone else's fiancee Aug 18 16:54:24 somewhat out of character Aug 18 16:54:28 * HH chucks it to Morgan Aug 18 16:55:01 Lucky y' didn't get a slap! Aug 18 16:55:32 * Morgan catches it carefully Aug 18 16:55:46 she was quite clear that she wouldn't object Aug 18 16:55:59 * HH laughs Aug 18 16:56:22 Oh aye? Invited, were ya? Aug 18 16:56:53 Something along those lines Aug 18 16:57:09 * HH pulls down another from the tree Aug 18 16:57:34 He ever find out? Aug 18 16:57:42 No Aug 18 16:58:07 You coulda had another duel on yer list Aug 18 16:58:41 * Morgan shrugs Aug 18 16:58:47 he moved on quick enough Aug 18 16:59:08 turned into a stereotype of his standing... Aug 18 16:59:25 How come? Aug 18 16:59:54 * HH starts cracking the shell, fallen leaves crunching under his boots Aug 18 17:01:34 turned arrogant "you will address me as _lord_ Jaeger..." Aug 18 17:02:01 Imagine him having to Your Grace you now! Aug 18 17:04:45 can't say he'd have appreciated that at all Aug 18 17:05:41 It bother you that she nearly married two other men? Aug 18 17:06:05 * HH prises his conker out of the shell Aug 18 17:06:22 hypocritically, yes Aug 18 17:07:16 * HH nods Aug 18 17:08:00 I'm like tha' with Inga. Nothing she did with Heinrich that I hadn't done elsewhere, but... Aug 18 17:08:53 * HH tosses the shell over arm well out amongst the trees Aug 18 17:09:01 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:09:02 aye Aug 18 17:09:44 Worse when she's still around Dagget? Aug 18 17:09:52 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:09:59 very much so Aug 18 17:10:14 How serious were they? Aug 18 17:11:18 her and Dagget? Aug 18 17:11:27 Yes, but the other too Aug 18 17:11:49 * HH breathes on his conker Aug 18 17:12:20 her and Dagget was genuine feelings, though she says she wasn't _in love_ with him. Jaeger was a convenient arrangement to keep her safe and taken care of Aug 18 17:12:50 Y' sound like maybe you don't believe her Aug 18 17:13:00 * HH polishes it on his sleeve Aug 18 17:15:51 * Morgan shrugs Aug 18 17:16:23 Its not that at all Aug 18 17:16:36 Just a bit jealous? Aug 18 17:16:44 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:17:18 * HH nods Aug 18 17:17:32 Gonna be difficult at the Christening for it? Aug 18 17:17:40 possibly aye Aug 18 17:18:08 * HH nods Aug 18 17:19:27 She know how you feel? Aug 18 17:20:21 doubt it Aug 18 17:21:20 Thinking you'll let her do the Christening then ask her to stay 'way? Aug 18 17:22:00 maybe... or I'll just deal with it like an adult Aug 18 17:22:16 * HH sniggers Aug 18 17:22:25 Good luck wi' tha' Aug 18 17:23:39 I'll tell her, but I'm not going to ask her to stay away... I know that there's no need Aug 18 17:24:40 * HH nods Aug 18 17:25:24 Not when she's as mad on you as she is Aug 18 17:25:36 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:26:29 I'm glad I haven't 'ad to see Inga and Heinrich together Aug 18 17:26:57 so am I Aug 18 17:27:32 Cos you'd have to stop me beating him, and y' probably can't? *he grins* Aug 18 17:28:46 something like that Aug 18 17:29:37 'E's marrying Dietlinde's cousin, I hear Aug 18 17:31:21 * Morgan frowns momentarily Aug 18 17:31:22 aye Aug 18 17:32:16 Let's hope he treats her better than he did Inga Aug 18 17:33:37 he'd best do. He hurts either of em and I'll beat the life from him Aug 18 17:33:50 * HH nods Aug 18 17:33:58 Family, innit? Aug 18 17:34:11 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:35:14 Must be missin' his brain. Girl as pretty, kind and loving as Inga, and ya sneak off to swive a woman as mean as Alarice! Aug 18 17:35:37 You underestimate how manipulative my cousin could be Aug 18 17:35:49 * HH snorts Aug 18 17:36:28 Ne'er thought her partic'ly pretty Aug 18 17:37:12 unusual Aug 18 17:37:36 Yer Da wanted you to marry 'er, you know? Aug 18 17:39:02 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:40:33 She'da been better wi' Edward Aug 18 17:41:58 I don't think he could've controlled her... and god knows what he'd have ended up doing at her behest Aug 18 17:42:31 Sounds like she really lost grip on reality a' the end there Aug 18 17:43:17 she had it all planned out, how she'd end up being an Eisenfursten, unrestrained by a husband Aug 18 17:44:03 Prob'ly woulda restarted the War, someone taking so much power that way Aug 18 17:44:15 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:44:17 probably Aug 18 17:44:33 Lucky you got it all sorted Aug 18 17:45:53 * Morgan scowls Aug 18 17:46:02 aye Aug 18 17:46:45 * HH looks at him Aug 18 17:46:55 Problem? Aug 18 17:49:33 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 18 17:50:39 Think Heinrich and Dietlinde's cousin will be 'appy? Aug 18 17:51:44 I hope so. She deserves to be Aug 18 17:52:26 * HH nods. He still touches trees and collects more conkers as they go round Aug 18 17:52:46 Odd being back here in yer old job? Aug 18 17:53:21 * Morgan nods, watching him Aug 18 17:53:26 aye, some... Aug 18 17:54:33 You managed two nights without those keys Aug 18 17:54:49 * Morgan nods Aug 18 17:55:07 Its different this time Aug 18 17:55:26 Cos it's only temp'ry? Aug 18 17:56:31 no... because I'm lying in wait... like in the war Aug 18 17:57:25 * HH nods Aug 18 17:57:34 Reckon he's coming? Aug 18 17:58:08 I hope so Aug 18 17:58:29 Spoken to Molly about stayin' behind? Aug 18 17:59:58 I have actually Aug 18 18:03:01 Any luck in 'suading her Aug 18 18:03:18 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:04:01 I've had to tell her it isn't up for discussion... I've explained my reasons, and since then she's also realised that she needs to stay with Elsie just in case Aug 18 18:04:29 Spose it won't matter so much if yer bringing him here for justice rather than doing it yourself Aug 18 18:05:45 also true Aug 18 18:07:10 If we have to go off huntin' him, we might have to rough it. Don't think you want her living like that even for a few weeks Aug 18 18:08:36 no, nor your wife Aug 18 18:10:16 No question o' that. Inga knows she wasn't gonna be coming along for it, I put my foot down, see Aug 18 18:10:52 I mean I wouldn't want your wife having to deal with that either Aug 18 18:11:06 * HH nods Aug 18 18:11:29 You, me and Claudia, we roughed it plenty Aug 18 18:11:39 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:12:29 You've seen 'er shack, she's basic'ly feral *he grins* Aug 18 18:12:45 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:14:26 Not gonna be dirtying her petticoats Aug 18 18:16:04 she faced Dau in the duelling at the wedding... she put him down several times before finally deciding to finish it... he did not look happy being beaten by a woman Aug 18 18:16:24 Wish I'd seen that. She hurt him much? Aug 18 18:17:40 he looked a bit tender afterwards Aug 18 18:20:47 * HH nods Aug 18 18:21:07 Molly kneed him in the plums didn't she? Aug 18 18:21:46 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:23:34 Bet that was funny Aug 18 18:23:49 was rather satisfying Aug 18 18:23:56 * HH nods Aug 18 18:24:07 Wouldnt let her close enough to do it again Aug 18 18:25:19 he's arrogant enough to think she's never do that to him again Aug 18 18:26:41 With her magic, I reckon a knee to 'em would be getting off easy Aug 18 18:28:42 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:28:43 agreed Aug 18 18:29:12 Wouldn't need balls for a public execution any'ow Aug 18 18:29:35 true, true Aug 18 18:29:54 You'd never let 'er though Aug 18 18:30:39 wouldn't I? Aug 18 18:30:53 * HH looks at him Aug 18 18:31:22 You'd worry she'd feel guilty about being so savage, I reckon Aug 18 18:31:49 I don't think so Aug 18 18:32:00 * HH shrugs Aug 18 18:32:21 Lettin' her go to the execution? Aug 18 18:32:49 no Aug 18 18:33:20 Did you let her go t' Alarice's? Aug 18 18:35:20 **Thanks to the Nieblungen memory potion, he can simultaneously recall the quick clean beheading, and the savage wood-warping hellscape that ended in him running his own cousin through* Aug 18 18:35:32 No, she stayed with Varick Aug 18 18:35:39 * HH nods Aug 18 18:35:57 Gonna let Elsie go? Aug 18 18:36:11 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 18 18:36:25 I don't know... I can imagine it'd help her, but its going to be horrific... Aug 18 18:36:57 Gonna be beheading, as he's noble? Aug 18 18:37:12 No... no its not Aug 18 18:37:30 * HH watches him Aug 18 18:37:53 Hanging? Aug 18 18:38:07 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 18 18:38:35 * HH shrugs Aug 18 18:38:44 Some weird Avalonian shit? Aug 18 18:39:09 I'm interested to know what you think that might be... Aug 18 18:39:12 ants maybe? Aug 18 18:39:49 Drowning in what they call ale? Aug 18 18:40:20 He's getting what I would've done to him anyway... I wouldn't have let it go if he wasn't going to suffer Aug 18 18:40:54 Red hot poker up the ass would seem fittin' Aug 18 18:41:23 that did cross my mind... he's being hung drawn and quartered Aug 18 18:41:34 * HH grins, nodding Aug 18 18:41:42 Mmmm painful and slow Aug 18 18:42:30 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:43:09 I was thinking of perforating his stomach and waiting, then just slicing him open so his innards aren't inner anymore and waiting for him to die Aug 18 18:43:27 * HH nods Aug 18 18:43:39 That would been good too Aug 18 18:44:55 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:45:12 At least this way some good comes of it Aug 18 18:45:28 The good is avenging them Aug 18 18:46:28 This way we get that _and_ start things getting better here Aug 18 18:46:34 * HH nods Aug 18 18:46:49 Going to watch it yerself? Aug 18 18:47:07 given half a chance I'll be hauling on his rope Aug 18 18:47:41 I reckon you can persuade Her Grace? Aug 18 18:47:50 probably Aug 18 18:48:09 Gonna do all the gut spooling too? Aug 18 18:48:30 no, I'll leave that to the executioner Aug 18 18:52:17 Bit messy anyway Aug 18 18:53:25 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:53:57 Me and Claudia will be there Aug 18 18:56:33 * Morgan nods Aug 18 18:56:34 good Aug 18 18:58:25 **They spot the carriage from a distance. It's already dusk, the trip having taken about four hours. By the time they get there, the women and Varick are all waiting in the courtyard, some small trunks with them. HH goes to Inga, kissing her cheek** Aug 18 18:59:43 * Morgan goes to Molly Aug 18 18:59:45 any problems? Aug 18 18:59:58 **Elsie is looking around at the house and the coach yard, mouth open** Aug 18 19:00:03 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 18 19:00:37 No, there was much to do, that's all. Are you well? I missed you. *she smiles at him* Aug 18 19:00:54 * Morgan nods Aug 18 19:00:57 well enough Aug 18 19:01:38 Do you think we should introduce Elsie to Her Grace and Lieutenant Cristoban now? Aug 18 19:02:18 * Morgan nods Aug 18 19:02:20 yes Aug 18 19:03:59 V: Papa! **he hugs Morgan's legs* Aug 18 19:04:21 * Morgan picks him up Aug 18 19:04:33 you alright little man? Aug 18 19:05:06 **He rests his head against Morgan's neck** I'm hungry, I haven't eaten for a whole hour! Aug 18 19:07:54 a whole hour?! Thats almost a week! Aug 18 19:08:04 * Molly smiles at Morgan "Are the cottages ready? Perhaps everyone else can get settled in?" Aug 18 19:08:55 * Morgan nods Aug 18 19:08:57 all sorted Aug 18 19:09:17 * Molly smiles warmly Aug 18 19:09:29 Excellent, thank you, my love Aug 18 19:10:11 perhaps HeinzHarold and Inga can take Varick to get some food while we see Lady Torrington? Aug 18 19:11:28 **They arrange for the others to get food for the cottages whilst he and Molly take Elsie to find Catherine. They are directed to the library Aug 18 19:12:07 * Morgan leads the way Aug 18 19:12:10 E: This place is huge! Aug 18 19:12:19 its a fair size, yes Aug 18 19:18:03 E: do I just keep quiet and say Yes, Your Grace? Aug 18 19:25:20 show her respect, certainly, but she's a person... she is fairly innocent though Aug 18 19:26:14 **Elsie nods** I wont say anything bad Aug 18 19:26:35 * Morgan nods Aug 18 19:27:38 ** the butler announces them. Both Kit and Catherine are reading by the fire and stand Aug 18 19:28:45 * Morgan glances at the butler Aug 18 19:29:51 arrange for some tea would you? Aug 18 19:30:29 **Butler goes. Kit looks at Elsie's hair a moment before looking gravelly at Morgan* Aug 18 19:32:29 C: *she looks at the woman who is probably a year or two older than she is** Good evening, Elsie. Welcome to my home. **Elsie curtsies as best she can whilst pregnant Aug 18 19:33:35 , much as Eliza had back in May when she met Morgan. Molly's micro-expression flashes with pain at this** E: Thank you, Your Grace Aug 18 19:38:14 **Kit isn't wearing his uniform, he's wearing a rather nice silver-grey frock coat set. He bows, and Catherine introduces him. Seats are offered and they are all sat by the fire when the tea tray arrives. Elsie looks quiet and out of place despite everyone being polite and solicitous. Catherine seems to be waiting for Morgan to help her with how to handle it all** Aug 18 19:39:55 * Morgan sighs slightly Aug 18 19:40:31 Elsie, the staff have been instructed to afford you the same courtesy as they would any guest, so if there is anything you need or want, you just need to let them know Aug 18 19:40:52 E: Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 18 19:41:58 We'll be around anyway, and Molly will be keeping an eye on you in case you need any medical help Aug 18 19:42:34 E: Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 18 19:42:53 is there anything you want to ask? Aug 18 19:43:39 E: No thank you, Master Hockridge Aug 18 19:43:59 Lady Torrington, anything you wish to add? Aug 18 19:44:09 C: Do you have anyone you wish me to contact to let them know you are here? Aug 18 19:44:31 E: *she shakes her head* No thank you, Your Grace Aug 18 19:45:54 [I wonder if we should take Elsie for some food now?] Aug 18 19:46:04 Are you hungry Elsie? Aug 18 19:46:52 E: Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 18 19:47:27 come on then, lets get you something to eat.. Molly, would you take her through? Aug 18 19:49:12 * Molly nods "Of course, liebes herz" . She gently shepherds Elsie from the library Aug 18 19:49:51 * Molly is now known as Catherine Aug 18 19:50:14 * Catherine looks at Morgan once the door is closed Aug 18 19:51:01 She seems very young and sweet. How does these girls end up in such a place? Aug 18 19:51:21 **Kit watches Morgan as he sips the tea** Aug 18 19:52:57 She was promised marriage from the boy she loved, acquiesced to his desires and caught pregnant. Her family cast her out and she followed the man here, but then lost track of him. She had nowhere else to go. Aug 18 19:56:20 How awful! Does it happen often? Aug 18 19:57:01 * Morgan nods Aug 18 19:57:07 more often than you'd imagine Aug 18 19:57:23 Could've happened to Molly when she was cast out by her family... Aug 18 19:58:54 * Catherine looks surprised, but Kit looks like he knows this already Aug 18 19:59:01 I did not realise she was Aug 18 19:59:52 She fell ill... consumption, but her family assumed it was that she had caught pregnant and threw her out... her job here may well have been the thing that stopped her ending up in a brothel Aug 18 20:01:43 **Kit again looks surprised, but Catherine looks horrified* That's awful! Aug 18 20:01:53 Unsurprised * Aug 18 20:02:04 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:02:06 yes... it is Aug 18 20:02:22 This must feel very personal for you Aug 18 20:02:28 exceedingly Aug 18 20:02:43 * Catherine nods Aug 18 20:02:59 Do you have everything at the cottages that you will all need? Aug 18 20:03:59 for now, aye. Aug 18 20:15:08 Was there anything else? Aug 18 20:15:42 No, I don't think so Aug 18 20:18:22 Goodnight, Morgan Aug 18 20:22:32 K: Goodnight Aug 18 20:23:30 * Morgan inclines his head Aug 18 20:23:33 your grace Aug 18 20:23:36 * Morgan heads out of the room Aug 18 20:25:28 **he sees staff on the way, but this time of the evening most would be in the kitchens working. Getting dark outside, it's very familiar to be walking these same old corridors. Aug 18 20:25:45 * Catherine is now known as Varick Aug 18 20:26:14 **They have some food brought over and crowd around the table in the bigger cottage with chairs brought from next door, it's very informal and quite cosy once a fire is lit. Aug 18 20:26:15 **Servants bring in the tin bath into the big cottage to give everyone chance to bathe. Morgan is left alone with the boy whilst the others do jobs. Varick watches as the fire is stoked beside it ready to heat the water on. Aug 18 20:26:15 Why do I have to have a bath? Aug 18 20:27:00 because you get dirty Aug 18 20:27:27 I only had a bath three weeks ago at Auntie Jarvies house! Aug 18 20:27:50 and thats plenty long enough ago to need another Aug 18 20:28:05 Do you have to have a bath too? Aug 18 20:29:49 I will do, aye Aug 18 20:30:51 **Molly comes back in, tipping the warmed water into the tub and then adding more water to warm* I suspect it's going to take all evening getting through all of us! Would you mind setting the fires in all the bedrooms, my love? Aug 18 20:31:05 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:31:08 I'll take care of it Aug 18 20:31:44 **The fireplaces are all neatly laid ready for lighting Aug 18 20:32:35 * Morgan concentrates on them as he passes them Aug 18 20:32:47 **Elsie is in the room that will be hers, reading a book. She appears to have no other belongings Aug 18 20:33:27 * Varick is now known as Elsie Aug 18 20:34:08 I can light my fire, don't worry about me. I'm used to taking care of myself Aug 18 20:34:18 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 18 20:34:22 no, I'll do it Aug 18 20:34:30 * Morgan sets about starting the fire normally Aug 18 20:34:48 Thank you. Her Grace was nice, and that Lieutenant Aug 18 20:36:02 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:36:16 He's one of Dau's men... or was, I should say Aug 18 20:36:28 * Elsie nods a little Aug 18 20:36:47 Got no quarrel with him unless he tries to hurt my baby Aug 18 20:38:35 He wont... not at all. Some arrangements have been made for your childs future Aug 18 20:38:45 * Elsie nods Aug 18 20:39:45 That's good. I think Thomas for a boy, but I don't know for a girl Aug 18 20:39:56 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:40:01 alright... Aug 18 20:40:49 What happens with laundry, do we wash our own things? Aug 18 20:41:35 No, they'll go into the laundry and be taken care of. You have other clothes? Aug 18 20:41:50 * Elsie shakes her head Aug 18 20:42:10 No, but I need lots of cloths for my issues now Aug 18 20:42:28 I'll arrange both Aug 18 20:43:40 Molly already stopped by the miliner in Lower Tawstock on the way, he's making some alterations and sending some things up in the morning. But I've only had this one dress for ages Aug 18 20:44:02 Then we'll have another made for you Aug 18 20:44:43 That's really kind, thank you. If everything goes okay I'm going to keep getting bigger until my time comes Aug 18 20:45:13 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:45:19 thats generally how it works Aug 18 20:45:35 * Elsie nods Aug 18 20:46:21 **downstairs, he can hear Varick in the bath, and Molly telling him not to waste the water** Aug 18 20:46:45 I'll try not to be nuisance to your family Aug 18 20:47:08 You do as you need... if you want company, we're here Aug 18 20:47:43 Thank you. I'm not much good at making small talk with normal folks Aug 18 20:48:53 its alright, we're not normal Aug 18 20:49:11 [Could you tell Elsie it will be her turn next?] Aug 18 20:49:34 You seem it. Husband, wife, child. Then your friends too. Aug 18 20:50:25 nobles working in a house, taking interest in a working girl while asking for nothing... not that normal really... Once Varicks done in the tub, it'll be your turn Aug 18 20:50:56 I hope maybe I can get to know you all a bit in the weeks I have left Aug 18 20:51:11 * Morgan nods Aug 18 20:51:14 I expect so Aug 18 20:51:32 * Elsie nods Aug 18 20:52:16 **From downstairs he hears "Varick Karsten Koertig, you come back here right this moment!" Aug 18 20:52:52 * Elsie smiles a little despite not knowing the language Aug 18 20:54:08 **There's the sound of small feet running up the stairs** Aug 18 20:54:20 * Morgan darts for the door Aug 18 20:55:10 V: papa, where are you? *it sounds excited and sing-songy* Aug 18 20:56:12 * Morgan opens the door, moving into the hallway Aug 18 20:56:17 Varick, what are you doing? Aug 18 20:56:58 **The naked boy gets close enough to shake himself like a wet dog all over Morgan, just like he saw HH do on the beach at the island. He laughs wildly** Aug 18 20:57:24 You've been spending too mjuch time with HeinzHarold... Aug 18 20:57:43 V: He's funny. I'm funny too. Aug 18 20:59:08 He _thinks_ he's funny Aug 18 20:59:20 **Molly dries the stairs as she comes up** What on Theah is going on?! Aug 18 21:04:23 Our son is taking a few humour lessons from HeinzHarold Aug 18 21:05:19 V: I soaked him, it was funny! **Molly kisses his crown** Bedtime, Mauschen. Aug 18 21:05:44 **She gives Morgan a towel for Varick with a smile, then takes Elsie downstairs** Aug 18 21:05:48 * Elsie is now known as Varick Aug 18 21:07:15 * Varick goes into the little room. Hermann, his raggedy bear is already on the bed, along with a night shirt and his story book. He waits for Morgan to dry him, standing like a scarecrow Aug 18 21:08:17 * Morgan dries him off Aug 18 21:08:28 Why is Elsie staying with us? Aug 18 21:10:14 she was hurt by someone and needs our help Aug 18 21:10:32 Why? Aug 18 21:11:13 why what? Aug 18 21:11:44 Why did someone hurt her? Shouldn't hurt girls Aug 18 21:12:02 No... the person hurt her because he's a very horrible person Aug 18 21:12:15 Are we going to kill him? Aug 18 21:13:25 No... he's going to be prosecuted and they will punish him Aug 18 21:13:39 When will Elsie have her baby? Aug 18 21:13:45 * Varick is now dry Aug 18 21:14:04 I don't know. Shouldn't be for a little while Aug 18 21:14:16 Will I be able to see the baby? Aug 18 21:14:38 I don't know... if its alright, maybe Aug 18 21:14:44 Will the baby wee on itself like baby Joseph did? Aug 18 21:15:34 maybe... a lot of them do Aug 18 21:16:02 Where is Elsie's baby's Daddy? Aug 18 21:16:19 * Varick puts on his nightgown Aug 18 21:16:31 not here... Aug 18 21:16:53 Will he come to see the baby? Aug 18 21:17:06 No... he was the one who hurt her Aug 18 21:17:44 But they're having a baby. People have babies when they love each other, and that means not hurting Aug 18 21:18:07 Unfortunately thats not the case this time Aug 18 21:18:38 Dont understand. Molly said that babies are made when a man and a woman love each other Aug 18 21:19:47 I know. Its very complicated and not something you need to know so young Aug 18 21:20:17 But papa, I need to know! Aug 18 21:20:41 why? Aug 18 21:21:37 Because the other children said it's like when the sheep are trying to climb on each other, and that's how they make lambs Aug 18 21:22:47 * Morgan blinks Aug 18 21:22:48 I see Aug 18 21:23:01 * Varick gets into bed Aug 18 21:23:28 They must know, because they have lots of babies. We have no babies. Aug 18 21:23:51 Its not them that has the babies... they, like you, are guessing Aug 18 21:24:16 * Varick sighs dramatically Aug 18 21:24:27 You'll tell me when I'm older Aug 18 21:26:20 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:27:04 You can read now Aug 18 21:27:26 * Morgan nods, finding the book Aug 18 21:29:09 **He hears Elsie's door open and close just as Varick falls asleep. When he comes down, Molly and Inga aren't there. HH and Claudia are bailing out the water onto the grass outside. The water is slightly pink tinged when HH carries a bucket past him, and the man in question is scowling. Aug 18 21:29:39 * Morgan offers to take his place Aug 18 21:30:08 * Varick is now known as HH Aug 18 21:30:52 * HH shakes his head, looking angry "What that swine did to her..." Aug 18 21:31:17 Was a bit abstract til right now? Aug 18 21:31:32 She couldn't control her bladder in the warm water, but the scarring means she of'en has infections and th' like, so pees some blood too. Surprised y' didn't hear her crying with it, I did from the parlour. Aug 18 21:32:09 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 18 21:32:13 Inga and Molly? Aug 18 21:32:21 Our girls 'ave gone out for a bit o' air. Think Molly found that a bit hard t' see. Aug 18 21:32:29 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:32:37 Elsie? Aug 18 21:33:26 Molly gave her something herbal to drink for the pain and t' help her sleep, so she's gone to bed Aug 18 21:33:45 hopefully it'll do its job Aug 18 21:34:19 * HH nods as Claudia comes back with more water from the well Aug 18 21:34:32 Send Inga back would y', her turn next after Claudia Aug 18 21:34:49 * Morgan nods, glancing at the water Aug 18 21:34:55 gonna leave it long enough to warm? Aug 18 21:35:20 C: Was wondering if we could cold fill it and you do the rest Aug 18 21:35:31 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:35:36 since I did promise it... Aug 18 21:35:50 HH: You can heat a whole bathtub? Aug 18 21:37:26 * Morgan looks at Claudia Aug 18 21:37:35 would you like to tell him what I did to the monsters? Aug 18 21:38:28 **She does so, and he looks like he doesn't know whether to be horrified or awed** That's a lot of magic! Aug 18 21:39:48 not really... when I was so distraught after that nightmare and threw myself in the harbour, I did a fair job of heating the water around me Aug 18 21:40:11 C: Gotta admit, he's useful now Aug 18 21:40:26 * HH grins "About bloody time!" Aug 18 21:40:40 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 18 21:40:51 hurry up with the water, unless you want a cold bath Aug 18 21:41:09 * HH and Claudia get it filled, and wait for Morgan to do his part Aug 18 21:42:28 * Morgan leans against the door, concentrating for a few minutes Aug 18 21:42:32 check that Aug 18 21:42:35 **They peer at it, watching as the surface starts to steam slightly in the cooler kitchen* Aug 18 21:42:54 C: **she puts her hand in* perfect! Aug 18 21:43:11 * Morgan nods, looking at HeinzHarold a moment Aug 18 21:43:14 I'm going outside Aug 18 21:43:57 * HH checks too, nodding "I'll come with ya" He follows, shutting the door behind him to give Claudia privacy Aug 18 21:44:38 How are y' doing? Aug 18 21:44:44 * Morgan shrugs Aug 18 21:45:04 Varicks asking about how the baby was made if the man hurt her... Aug 18 21:45:40 He's a bit young to know the mechanics? Aug 18 21:45:57 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:46:11 and he's been spending time with the children of farmers who have a lot of children... Aug 18 21:46:23 * HH smiles Aug 18 21:46:51 Best education in the world, when it comes to the mechanics. Aug 18 21:47:01 bit young for that yet Aug 18 21:47:40 * HH shrugs Aug 18 21:48:20 Grew up with sheep an' four younger sisters, never did me any-... hmm... Aug 18 21:49:15 hmmm? Aug 18 21:50:26 Mighta been better if I'd been a bit older before I knew about it Aug 18 21:51:03 oh? Aug 18 21:51:51 I was a bit more interested in girls at a younger age th'n you! Aug 18 21:52:00 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:52:11 could do without having to watch him quite _that_ closely Aug 18 21:52:36 Sayin' that, I suspect yer Father wouldn't have even told you any of it til the night before your wedding Aug 18 21:52:51 think I was eighteen when he told me girls existed Aug 18 21:53:04 * HH laughs Aug 18 21:54:36 My Da told me it was just something adults did, normally with who they'd married, but if y' did it before y' married, you'd be stuck with that person forever, so wait til you found a nice girl and married her Aug 18 21:55:17 I'll have to keep that in mind Aug 18 21:55:36 That was about th' time you went off to the 'cademy, so I was eleven? Aug 18 21:55:50 * Morgan nods Aug 18 21:57:00 Inga knew more than that much younger, wasn' really avoidable there. Aug 18 21:57:59 * Morgan frowns Aug 18 21:58:01 no... Aug 18 21:58:41 What about Molly? I imagine Forrester being really prudish over it, but she's also a farm girl Aug 18 21:59:46 I think she knew the theory but not the practice... Aug 18 22:00:32 Set the bar nice and low for y' then **he grins, opening the back door into the gardens* Aug 18 22:00:51 I'm just an over achiever Aug 18 22:01:00 * HH snorts Aug 18 22:02:52 Starting to get tha' impression Aug 18 22:03:01 oh aye? Aug 18 22:03:25 Locations. Aug 18 22:03:38 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:04:30 **its almost dark outside, but he can hear the swing moving back and forth in the garden that was his, there's a little gap in the hedge Aug 18 22:06:26 * Morgan heads in that direction Aug 18 22:07:35 **They're talking very quietly, and stop when HH calls to Inga. She passes Morgan on the way with a smile he can only just see Aug 18 22:08:21 I: *quietly* She's alright Aug 18 22:08:49 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:08:52 thank you Aug 18 22:09:27 * HH has Inga giggling as soon as she gets to him Aug 18 22:11:13 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 18 22:11:55 * Molly 's perfume as well as the scent of Cherry brandy can be smelled when he gets to the swing that he built Aug 18 22:13:45 how're you doing blossom? Aug 18 22:14:32 I have been better. And you? Aug 18 22:17:00 * Morgan shrugs Aug 18 22:17:51 Do you wish to sit with me? Aug 18 22:21:01 I don't think we'll both fit blossom Aug 18 22:22:16 We did before, and I believe my derriere has firmed up with all the riding since! Aug 18 22:23:10 * Morgan chuckles Aug 18 22:28:23 * Molly shuffles further over, sipping the brandy Aug 18 22:28:35 Did Heinzharold tell you what happened? Aug 18 22:28:50 briefly skirted over it Aug 18 22:29:03 * Molly nods Aug 18 22:29:47 Poor girl Aug 18 22:30:02 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:32:29 I think the herbs I have given her will help a little. She also needs to be eating and drinking more frequently than in that place. The conditions there are not good. And apparently clean sheets are only a priority for the washing if you are taking paying clients upon them Aug 18 22:33:00 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:33:44 She's going to feel spoiled rotten here Aug 18 22:34:06 I hope so, liebling. I will do my best to ensure it Aug 18 22:34:19 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:34:55 * Molly sips her drink Aug 18 22:36:09 Mr Jameson is sending up new clothes tomorrow, new boots also. She needs everything really, it's awful how little she has Aug 18 22:36:33 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:36:37 she said... Aug 18 22:36:57 I will pay for it myself Aug 18 22:37:26 no you won't Aug 18 22:37:44 Whyever not? I can afford to Aug 18 22:39:38 why should you pay for it? Aug 18 22:39:48 You know why Aug 18 22:41:00 No... none of this is your doing Aug 18 22:41:06 She would be neither injured nor with child if I had not brought him here Aug 18 22:41:41 you did not bring him here... he came before that Aug 18 22:42:19 He became connected to this place because I accepted his help with the Rose Aug 18 22:42:44 Thats simply not true... if it were, he'd have crewed the ship and then sailed off Aug 18 22:43:18 He was only here that weekend to make a business deal with me Aug 18 22:44:44 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 18 22:45:41 He'd have turned up regardless, he was intent on wooing lady torrington Aug 18 22:45:56 You think so? Aug 18 22:46:21 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:46:38 she told me today he'd made overtures toward her, which I was already sure of Aug 18 22:46:55 * Molly sighs Aug 18 22:47:29 Alright. But it's only money, and I do not mind spending it on her Aug 18 22:47:55 we will do it... Aug 18 22:48:13 * Molly nods Aug 18 22:48:22 when we approach your brothers about adopting the child, some arrangements have been made for finances... but I am not going to tell them that Aug 18 22:48:30 * Molly nods Aug 18 22:48:34 Absolutely Aug 18 22:49:18 They should be willing to do it because it is right, not because it is financially beneficial Aug 18 22:49:29 indeed Aug 18 22:49:44 if they will not, I will ask Edward Aug 18 22:49:55 Do you think he will? Aug 18 22:51:13 he'd offered for Jarvies child Aug 18 22:51:23 * Molly nods Aug 18 22:51:32 He perplexes me Aug 18 22:51:38 oh? Aug 18 22:52:37 After everything he did, I was so sure he was a villain, and yet time after time he does things that are kind, loving... Aug 18 22:53:20 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:54:20 I suppose that is how life is. Very little is ever clear cut. Aug 18 22:55:00 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:55:05 in truth he surprises me Aug 18 22:55:12 * Molly nods Aug 18 22:55:28 Do you miss him? Aug 18 22:56:03 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:56:06 aye Aug 18 22:56:32 Does it surprise you? Aug 18 22:58:22 * Morgan nods Aug 18 22:58:23 aye Aug 18 22:58:49 * Molly leans her cheek to his arm Aug 18 23:01:24 One day, we will settle back in Eisen, see our parents and Edward and Mina frequently. We'll think about the tenants, the crop yield, how to space our children a few extra months apart so we can take a few weeks for ourselves at the Golden Lantern before I'm sick in the mornings again... Aug 18 23:02:44 * Morgan nods Aug 18 23:02:46 aye Aug 18 23:03:00 * Molly moves away enough to look up at him Aug 18 23:03:25 You just need to stick it out beside me until we can have our Simple. Aug 18 23:04:59 simple or otherwise, I will always be beside you Aug 18 23:05:12 * Molly smiles Aug 18 23:05:21 I am going to hold you to that Aug 18 23:05:49 * Morgan nods Aug 18 23:06:30 * Molly kisses him softly before putting her head back on his arm Aug 18 23:07:41 Whilst we are having baths, I'll tell you what happened when I saw Beth at Sunnymeade, but for now I'm content just to be close to you and quiet Aug 18 23:08:03 alright blossom Aug 18 23:08:44 * Molly is true to her word, and the next thing that is spoken is by HH about twenty minutes later Aug 18 23:14:14 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 19 12:47:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 19 12:48:02 **Inga and HH come to say goodnight, damp from their baths. HH says they've bailed and refilled the water for them, and he will help bail it again in the morning. Aug 19 12:48:28 * Morgan thanks them, bidding them goodnight Aug 19 12:49:10 * Molly takes her cherry brandy with her as they head into the bigger cottage Aug 19 12:49:42 I never considered that we would be staying the night on this estate again Aug 19 12:50:48 no, nor had I Aug 19 12:51:17 I see you have your keys again Aug 19 12:52:34 * Morgan nods Aug 19 12:52:38 makes a certain sort of sense Aug 19 12:53:46 Do you feel more at ease with them? **she opens the rear door into the parlour* Aug 19 12:55:54 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 12:56:01 its just a subterfuge until we catch our quarry Aug 19 12:56:58 * Molly nods Aug 19 12:57:36 Is he expected? Aug 19 12:58:41 no-one will be surprised if he turns up... though no-one actually knows where he is Aug 19 13:00:41 * Molly nods, going into the kitchen Aug 19 13:00:53 Then he is arrested, tried and executed? Aug 19 13:02:08 Got to get him to sign a will first... Aug 19 13:03:43 A whole network of spies across a country, and they need a genuine Will? Aug 19 13:04:08 * Molly takes off her boots Aug 19 13:04:20 I know. Kit was horrified when I suggested just making one Aug 19 13:04:41 * Molly shakes her head Aug 19 13:04:49 Is it a matter of honour? Aug 19 13:05:03 not as far as I'm concerned... Aug 19 13:06:53 How silly Aug 19 13:07:21 its frustrating Aug 19 13:07:30 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:07:49 It would be much simpler were you to just resolve the situation as planned Aug 19 13:08:23 * Molly checks the cold water with her fingers Aug 19 13:08:41 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:08:46 wouldn't help this place though Aug 19 13:09:54 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:10:11 I could not understand the animosity when we first arrived Aug 19 13:11:09 * Molly takes a little bottle from the side "could you please warm the water, my love?" Aug 19 13:11:27 * Morgan nods, concentrating on the water Aug 19 13:11:52 It seems the entire crew if more than a little badly behaved, but the rot definitely starts with him Aug 19 13:12:03 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:12:59 Rowdy and rough is not quite as awful, despite being a nuisance, but to leave her in this state... Aug 19 13:13:36 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:14:23 * Molly checks the water "That is good, thank you" Aug 19 13:14:47 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:15:25 * Molly adds a little rose water to the bath, watching him with a teasing smile* There we are, now any woman who smells you will know who you belong to, mon petit chou! Aug 19 13:15:45 * Morgan watches her Aug 19 13:16:31 * Molly smiles "why do you look at me so, my love?" Aug 19 13:16:45 just wondering if you're being playful or possessive... Aug 19 13:17:03 Playful, in this instance Aug 19 13:17:29 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:17:30 alright then Aug 19 13:17:41 * Molly giggles Aug 19 13:17:51 Does that disappoint you? Aug 19 13:18:02 no, it does not Aug 19 13:18:10 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:18:17 Good Aug 19 13:18:55 Would you prefer to go in first? Aug 19 13:19:38 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 19 13:19:40 no, its fine Aug 19 13:20:01 * Molly removes her clothing, uncommonly making no effort to tease him with it, and climbs into the water. She sighs with pleasure "oh, that is so good!" Aug 19 13:22:59 I'm glad you approve Aug 19 13:23:38 Very much so. You're very good to me Aug 19 13:25:20 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 13:25:56 * Molly takes the jug, tipping the water over her hair "I spoke to Beth about Elsie's conception date" Aug 19 13:26:19 oh? Aug 19 13:26:43 She says we should expect the baby around November thirteen most likely Aug 19 13:26:52 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:26:59 in a normal pregnancy... Aug 19 13:27:33 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:27:53 The baby possibly could survive from this point on but that would be extremely rare. Aug 19 13:28:12 alright Aug 19 13:28:33 So around six weeks, normally Aug 19 13:30:16 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:30:44 My niece or nephew is due around November 6th Aug 19 13:30:47 * Molly soaps her hair, really working it in Aug 19 13:34:45 They conceived about a week apart. One with love and hope for a child, and the other… Aug 19 13:35:02 did Kit talk to you about the financial arrangements? Aug 19 13:35:15 * Molly shakes her head Aug 19 13:36:03 He was busy being upset when I laid out the impact it's been having. Aug 19 13:36:12 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:37:27 What are the arrangements? Aug 19 13:37:44 three hundred guilders a year until they reach eighteen Aug 19 13:37:55 * Molly looks impressed Aug 19 13:38:25 A sizeable amount that would easily allow the child to be raised in a decent home Aug 19 13:38:35 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:38:58 there's a final payment, too.. I didn't want your brothers knowing about it until they'd agreed to take the child Aug 19 13:40:32 * Molly nods Aug 19 13:40:37 Definitely not Aug 19 13:41:43 Beth has already agreed to wet nurse in the first days if we cannot find a suitable wet nurse Aug 19 13:42:33 * Molly spends a minute rinsing it out Aug 19 13:42:36 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:42:39 thats good of her Aug 19 13:42:49 when will you be speaking to them about adoption? Aug 19 13:43:02 * Molly shrugs Aug 19 13:43:25 I am not sure. I still hold hopes that such a step will not be needed Aug 19 13:44:18 and what do you have in mind if it isn't? Aug 19 13:44:33 If she survives? Aug 19 13:44:56 * Morgan nods Aug 19 13:45:14 Oh there are several options, aren't there? Aug 19 13:49:31 more than likely... Aug 19 13:50:36 Three hundred guilders a year, she could easily run a household anywhere on that. But Tawstock, Morgan's Rock, Avebury? Or we could find her work in Catterick or somewhere in Eisen. Aug 19 13:51:58 I don't know she'd want to leave Avalon... thats a _huge_ upheaval Aug 19 13:52:03 * Molly washes her face, neck, breasts, belly, before the flannel disappears beneath the waterline. Again, there's no teasing to it, just practicality. Aug 19 13:52:20 You're probably right, my love Aug 19 13:52:33 usually am Aug 19 13:52:44 * Molly smiles, nodding Aug 19 13:53:20 We can follow her lead on that Aug 19 13:53:23 * Molly gets out, briefly towelling her hair whilst the fire light makes her wet skin gleam Aug 19 13:54:36 Your turn, liebling. You may wish it a little hotter Aug 19 13:54:54 * Morgan splashes a hand in it before concentrating to warm it up Aug 19 13:55:15 **It's very easy to get it as he likes it Aug 19 13:55:33 * Morgan undresses and unties his hair before climbing into the tub Aug 19 13:55:40 * Molly watches him whilst she wraps her hair up Aug 19 13:55:56 Would you like me to wash your hair for you? Aug 19 13:57:01 if you dont mind Aug 19 13:57:23 Not at all, my love Aug 19 13:57:31 * Molly quickly dries, wrapping the towel around her body Aug 19 14:11:31 James and Caro are going back to Elmsleigh next week Aug 19 14:13:07 oh? Aug 19 14:17:49 **As she did with her own, she starts with his hair, careful not to get water in his eyes as she tips the jug over it Aug 19 14:18:16 They are not needed at Sunnymeade now it's new owner is there Aug 19 14:18:37 I suppose so... Peter and Beth were living at her fathers farm? Aug 19 14:19:18 No, it's Peter's too but they always had a tenant in line for it for when Papa passes away Aug 19 14:19:41 * Morgan nods Aug 19 14:19:42 I see Aug 19 14:20:02 Everything will be smooth in that regard Aug 19 14:21:22 about time something was Aug 19 14:21:46 * Molly tips more of the hot water over the lengths Aug 19 14:28:19 Do you think you will no longer travel to find Kai? Aug 19 14:29:15 I just don't know Aug 19 14:37:01 * Molly massages the soap lather into his scalp slowly and deeply, spending time both on cleaning and the intimate connection of it Aug 19 14:37:20 I was thinking, if you might be going away, I would like to keep Rousseau and the crew for the Ketch. James Schulz also. Aug 19 14:37:47 right... Aug 19 14:38:26 You think that silly? Aug 19 14:41:42 no, why would I? Aug 19 14:45:10 You seemed unsure as to why I would want to Aug 19 14:45:23 * Molly starts to rinse it out Aug 19 14:46:24 well, you're going to need people, surely Aug 19 14:47:15 * Molly nods Aug 19 14:47:44 We may wish to go to the island. And James learning Avalonian would be useful for trade in future Aug 19 14:48:53 * Morgan nods Aug 19 14:48:54 aye Aug 19 14:50:35 You are happy with that? Aug 19 14:51:14 if you wish to blossom, thats fine Aug 19 14:51:24 * Molly finishes rinsing it, then moves on to watching him whilst she washes his chest lovingly, smiling gently at him Aug 19 14:51:24 That is your hair all done, my love Aug 19 14:51:38 thank you Aug 19 14:51:55 Shall I leave the rest to you? Aug 19 14:53:14 * Morgan nods, setting about getting clean Aug 19 14:53:44 * Molly takes the time to put on her shift and braids her hair Aug 19 14:55:33 * Morgan climbs out of the tub to get dry Aug 19 14:59:01 **With the bath left to cool, fire and candles extinguished, they head upstairs. Once more they get settled into another unfamiliar room. She has more cherry brandy, and he has whiskey. She watches him undress ((how much would he take off to be ready for bed?)) Aug 19 14:59:01 May I dry your hair? Aug 19 15:00:00 ((he'd keep something on so he's able to just spring out of bed if needed)) Aug 19 15:00:04 if you'd like to blossom Aug 19 15:00:47 * Molly must go through another couple of glasses whilst drying his hair in front of the fire, because by the time it's mostly dried and the towels are hung in front of it to dry, she sounds more relaxed Aug 19 15:01:39 What shall we do about your herbs and things? You managed well last night with just the balm Aug 19 15:06:26 give it a go I suppose... Aug 19 15:08:19 **That's what they do, and he reduces the fire right down. She settles into bed still in her shift and him still in a long shirt. When she has her head on his chest, she says slightly tipsy sounding but quietly Aug 19 15:08:19 Liebling? About what you said last night… Aug 19 15:08:57 whats that? Aug 19 15:09:04 If this hadn't come to light with Elsie, do you think you still would have been unsettled about the nature of our love-making on Wednesday? Aug 19 15:09:41 a little, but not so much... Aug 19 15:09:47 * Molly nods Aug 19 15:10:05 There's… There's something I feel the urge to ask you, but I feel that it will possibly be unpleasant for you to answer and me to hear an answer. Aug 19 15:10:24 * Morgan sighs Aug 19 15:10:30 do as you must... Aug 19 15:10:50 I know you were a virgin the first time you wed, but there are many things that can be done whilst staying that way… *she awaits his acknowledgment* Aug 19 15:11:01 * Morgan nods Aug 19 15:11:04 yes there are Aug 19 15:11:14 I wondered if your worry about being too dominant with me comes from something that happened or was said in the past, about being too rough, at a camp somewhere in the War maybe? Aug 19 15:11:36 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 19 15:11:38 no... Aug 19 15:12:02 * Molly nods. There's a long pause before she says Aug 19 15:12:06 That desire to be dominating with me… when did that start? Aug 19 15:12:19 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 15:12:37 a little while ago... moreso since the Eisenfursts stable Aug 19 15:13:16 **she takes a deep slow breath* And is that desire something that has always been a part of you, or is it something more recent? Aug 19 15:13:38 more recent... Aug 19 15:15:04 * Molly nods Aug 19 15:15:08 I think that is all I wish to know. Aug 19 15:15:40 you think? Aug 19 15:15:46 * Molly relaxes more against him Aug 19 15:15:56 Its... complicated. Aug 19 15:16:11 whyso? Aug 19 15:17:09 There's much I wish to know and understand about you in that regard, but I also do not want to know at the same time Aug 19 15:17:48 I don't know that I understand Aug 19 15:18:23 * Molly shrugs Aug 19 15:20:38 I am coming to understand the things you seem to like, I do not need to really know about your past like that. We are finding our own way... Aug 19 15:21:00 * Morgan frowns Aug 19 15:21:09 if it helps any, a good deal is new to me Aug 19 15:21:33 * Molly nods a little Aug 19 15:21:49 And that surprises me Aug 19 15:21:59 I'm a surprising sort of person Aug 19 15:22:10 * Molly nods Aug 19 15:22:22 Dows it help you that I have no past? Aug 19 15:22:27 Does * Aug 19 15:24:43 its more your hearts past desires that trouble me Aug 19 15:25:05 Rather than my body's past desires? Aug 19 15:26:01 my body likes cake... but cake isn't something I yearn for Aug 19 15:26:54 * Molly fidgets so that she is on one elbow and watching him Aug 19 15:27:14 You think I yearn for former entanglements? Aug 19 15:31:10 Not rationally, no... Aug 19 15:32:11 But irrationally...? Aug 19 15:35:21 a possessive streak, I think Aug 19 15:35:53 * Molly strokes his cheek Aug 19 15:36:20 You've no need, liebling. I _yearn_ for you... only you. Aug 19 15:37:34 * Morgan nods Aug 19 15:38:07 * Molly smiles gently Aug 19 15:38:30 I liked Curtis, as a friend. We were... practical for each other. Aug 19 15:39:00 * Morgan nods Aug 19 15:39:02 I know Aug 19 15:40:53 And John... that was a long time ago. It was our families' idea. It was a practical match for our families, and we knew each other. We had a shared community, shared interests and values... Aug 19 15:41:50 * Morgan nods Aug 19 15:43:18 * Molly smiles "But you, my love... You were something very special and different indeed. Falling in love with you was perhaps the most impractical thing I could ever have done Aug 19 15:43:57 so I simultaneously will suffice and am impractical Aug 19 15:44:39 * Molly frowns deeply Aug 19 15:44:45 What do you mean? Aug 19 15:45:09 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 19 15:45:22 Edward said I will suffice for his bundling Aug 19 15:45:44 Oh I see. I worried that I had offended you Aug 19 15:46:11 no blossom Aug 19 15:46:25 * Molly nods, looking relieved Aug 19 15:47:09 I could never have felt for John or Curtis what I feel for you. To yearn for either has never crossed my mind Aug 19 15:48:04 * Morgan nods Aug 19 15:48:26 I would spare you feeling that Aug 19 15:49:25 you feel that, though? Aug 19 15:50:09 * Molly looks surprised by the question, blinking rapidly Aug 19 15:50:21 That was not what I was implying Aug 19 15:50:29 No, I know... Aug 19 15:51:45 I... *she shrugs* it's complicated. Aug 19 15:51:57 I've no doubt Aug 19 15:52:40 * Molly nods as if that resolves it, moving to lie her head back on his chest Aug 19 15:52:55 You've no need Aug 19 15:54:27 **she barely nods against his skin** Are you sure you would still wish to attend the christening? Aug 19 15:57:12 No, but you want me there, so thats where I will be Aug 19 16:00:45 * Molly sighs softly Aug 19 16:01:01 I do not like to ask so much... Aug 19 17:10:31 You haven't... I'm sure it'll be fine Aug 19 17:11:29 * Molly nods Aug 19 17:12:13 If you need to step out, I am sure noone will mind Aug 19 17:12:47 * Morgan nods Aug 19 17:13:55 * Molly sighs softly Aug 19 17:14:06 I will miss this, if you must go Aug 19 17:14:47 * Morgan nods Aug 19 17:14:50 me too Aug 19 17:15:18 Did you enjoy showing Heinzharold around? Aug 19 17:16:39 aye I suppose Aug 19 17:17:02 Are you finding it odd with them here? Aug 19 17:17:39 a little actually Aug 19 17:18:09 Do you think it has surprised him how simply you lived? Aug 19 17:18:33 aye probably Aug 19 17:18:52 Did he help you with the cottages? Aug 19 17:19:31 * Morgan nods Aug 19 17:19:45 she's got him well trained Aug 19 17:23:23 * Molly giggles Aug 19 17:23:27 Has she? Aug 19 17:27:38 He made one of the beds twice because it wouldn't have been good enough for her Aug 19 17:30:37 Awww that's rather sweet Aug 19 17:31:14 * Molly giggles "Although it seems like a rather futile endeavor for newlyweds..." Aug 19 17:31:26 * Morgan nods Aug 19 17:31:27 indeed Aug 19 17:33:15 * Molly nods Aug 19 17:33:32 We are going to be here quite some time, aren't we? Aug 19 17:33:55 its looking that way Aug 19 17:36:08 Does that trouble you? Aug 19 17:36:41 somewhat, aye Aug 19 17:39:05 Will you let your uncle know we are not coming? Aug 19 17:40:08 best had, though it disappoints me Aug 19 17:41:17 * Molly nods Aug 19 17:41:37 We will get there, my love Aug 19 17:41:53 * Morgan nods Aug 19 17:41:54 aye Aug 19 17:45:05 * Molly nods slowly, sleepily Aug 19 17:45:23 We'll be out on the waves again one day Aug 19 17:46:41 aye blossom Aug 19 17:47:18 * Molly doesn't give more than a mmm… in reply before he realises she's asleep Aug 19 17:49:32 * Morgan listens to her breathing a few minutes before trying to sleep Aug 19 17:51:35 **At first he dreams of Wednesday night. She's beneath and surrounding him. He covers her, controls her, holding her to the desk by their interlinked fingers, pushing her hands down, pressing her body down, thrusting into her violently with brutal slams of his hips as if he could nail her down into the wood itself. Aug 19 17:51:35 **He restrains her with his superior size, unable to escape, unable to move her arms or body, and she seems to relax utterly into it, revelling in the pleasure of being held down. Aug 19 17:51:35 **He's been forceful before, held her by the wrists to trees and doors, pounded her savagely, but this is something internal, something deeper and he is leaning his weight onto her in a way she would be absolutely unable to fight off. Aug 19 17:51:55 **She is _his_, _his_ possession, _his_ to take, to fill. He doesn't want her to move, he wants her to just take him inside her, to receive him. To moan and shudder and climax below him. He _needs_ to have her. No more waiting. He takes what he needs from her. Aug 19 17:51:56 **He wants to be even rougher, to bite, to pull her hair, to dig his fingers into her soft warm flesh. His urge is raw and primal and savage, and all there is in that moment is taking what is _his_. Aug 19 17:51:56 **he wakes suddenly, hard. Molly is next to him but they aren't touching. He estimates that only an hour has passed. Behind the drying towels from the earlier baths, there's still a faint glow of orange embers from the fire in the hearth** Aug 19 17:55:42 * Morgan sighs, grumbling slightly Aug 19 17:56:28 **his grumbling doesnt wake her** Aug 19 17:57:16 * Morgan tries to relax to sleep again Aug 19 17:58:24 **It takes him about ten minutes to fall asleep once more Aug 19 17:58:30 **It's surprisingly warm in the midday sun, December 9th 1664. It's been a few months since that strange night he kissed the redhead at this camp in Johstadt after seeing a shooting star. He and Heinzharold had been back on the Enchiridon for months, no orders, no infiltration or rescue,  just watches and lying in the hammocks. Aug 19 17:58:30 Even when they stopped to re-provision in ports where the crew brought in food and spent themselves in brothels, there's been no news, day after day. Speaking to men from other units, noone seems to have fought for weeks. Aug 19 17:58:30 **The camps were beginning to feel like a burial ground for sailors not yet dead but also not really living either. The local women are fed up with the lack of food and frequent rapes. The same stories in every port. Aug 19 17:58:51 Having left Zweibrucke on the south coast on the first orders for a month, they should be meeting up with Claudia's unit in Johstadt after the two week sail around the Montaigne coast. He and Heinzharold are even starting to get on each other's nerves at last by the time they disembark into the camp. Aug 19 17:58:51 **It's busy, but noone is doing anything but drinking, playing cards, or sitting around. There's no urgency, just relentless boredom. Kit bags on their backs, and the guitar HH calls Morgan's "Old Girl" tucked under its owner's arm, they find a patch of bare ground to sit on, and HH hands him a flask. Aug 19 17:58:51 HH: They probably wouldn't notice if we just went 'ome. Aug 19 17:58:56 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 19 18:00:42 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 18:00:52 the level of charm onboard would drop dramatically Aug 19 18:01:06 * HH grins Aug 19 18:01:22 Tha's true Aug 19 18:01:43 course t'is Aug 19 18:02:13 * HH rests back on his kit bag, hands behind his head Aug 19 18:02:17 Sittin' by the fireplace in my 'ouse, drinking blokners, pretty lassie in my lap, maybe not wearin' most of her dress… Aug 19 18:02:35 you'd only be wearing part of her dress? Aug 19 18:02:56 * HH laughs Aug 19 18:03:16 As a lap cov'ring. Reckon she's here? Aug 19 18:03:31 your imaginary lass? Aug 19 18:03:40 No, your star girl. Aug 19 18:03:49 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 18:03:51 who knows Aug 19 18:04:12 **The sound of urgent hooves that would once have brought dread of another battle and another risk to life is just a welcome relief from the tedium. It's a whole unit that passes by, but they don't get a good view. Aug 19 18:04:54 What's tha' about, you reckon? Aug 19 18:06:10 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 18:06:15 no idea Aug 19 18:07:06 **he shrugs too* Lotsa pretty lassies in Sudlachenburg. Might go lookin' for Greta when we're on leave next. Aug 19 18:08:26 tha's true, she might be blind enough to tolerate yer Aug 19 18:08:55 Usually 'ad her eyes closed any'ow Aug 19 18:10:25 couldn't bear to look at ye Aug 19 18:10:45 * HH snorts Aug 19 18:11:18 Sure, if tha' makes y' feel better that she kissed me an' not you Aug 19 18:13:40 well, I spose she cant have good looks _and_ taste in men Aug 19 18:14:10 Explains yer star girl too! Aug 19 18:14:33 shu'p Aug 19 18:14:40 **They kick their heels a while until finally the camp commander orders all troops to attention** Aug 19 18:17:22 Summat to do for five minutes Aug 19 18:17:42 * Morgan nods, getting into place Aug 19 18:18:00 * HH gets up, shrugging his bag onto his back, and stands beside Morgan Aug 19 18:18:10 **The camp commander has a booming voice but it still takes several Captains and Lieutenants to bring the thousand men to standing near enough to hear him, using the direction of the breeze to help his words travel Aug 19 18:19:28 * HH grins at Morgan "Tonight's menu will be foy grass with cham-pag-knee" Aug 19 18:21:16 * Morgan sniggers Aug 19 18:22:02 **The crowd is generally noisy around them, and they're packed together well. Theres the sound of a hammer being banged on a metal shield that creates a call for attention** Aug 19 18:22:30 CC: This comes from High Command, so you'll all want to listen. Aug 19 18:23:27 **Looks of puzzlement and curiosity spread around the expressions of the nearby men. HH shrugs questioningly at Morgan(* Aug 19 18:23:46 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 19 18:24:34 **The camp commander is virtually shouting so that everyone hears** "It is with pleasure that we announce on the fifth day of the twelfth month,  in the year of our Lord Sixteen Sixty Four, a Truce between the Vaticine and Objectionist forces-..." *There is a mass of cheering, clapping, whooping* Aug 19 18:25:26 * HH looks at Morgan with disbelief Aug 19 18:25:26 We're goin' home. Aug 19 18:26:23 * Morgan blinks a few times Aug 19 18:26:29 not what I expected Aug 19 18:26:42 * HH puts a hand on either side of Morgan's face, looking shocked and elated Aug 19 18:26:42 We're fuckin' going home!! Aug 19 18:28:41 some mistake surely Aug 19 18:28:56 * HH plants a big kiss on Morgan's forehead before letting go and cheering with the others. Aug 19 18:29:51 **The commander fires a pistol to get them to quieten down.** Aug 19 18:30:23 "The War is over, after thirty years. Your Church thanks you for your service, and gives honour to the men who gave the ultimate sacrifice. Anyone who wishes to earn extra pay may stay on to take down the camps. The rest of you are free to get your kits and go." The commander turns away from the cheering and clapping. Aug 19 18:32:24 * HH is jumping around, hugging nearby men, part of the revelry around him, grinning like a small boy. It's so loud. Aug 19 18:33:28 * Morgan takes part in the festivities for a few minutes before pulling HeinzHarold aside Aug 19 18:33:40 * HH looks at Morgan with a even bigger grin, and drops his kit bag. He starts undoing his jacket Aug 19 18:33:56 What? Aug 19 18:35:02 How about... we get the hell out of here and go home? Aug 19 18:35:16 * HH yanks his shirt over his head "Goin' for a swim first, my first time as a man in a country o' peace! Joinin' me?" Aug 19 18:35:58 * Morgan laughs, shaking his head Aug 19 18:36:07 no, I'll stop here Aug 19 18:37:07 * HH shrugs "Suit yerself." He looks around at the happy, relieved men. There's open tears and back slapping and singing. "WHO'S FOR THE RIVER?!" Aug 19 18:37:47 * HH isnt the only one excited about this idea, and very soon the river is full of naked men, the uniforms some have worn for years or even decades shed on the ground. They splash and play like children, no longer Troops, just Men with the hope of communities and families to go back to Aug 19 18:40:16 * HH comes out of the river, shoving his trousers on his scarred, dripping wet body a moment before coming over to Morgan Aug 19 18:41:51 * HH shakes himself off like a dog all over his best friend Aug 19 18:42:07 must you? Aug 19 18:42:14 * HH grins Aug 19 18:42:26 Yes. Ne'er guess who I just saw Aug 19 18:43:40 who? aside from all their dangly bits o' course Aug 19 18:43:47 * HH points at an unclothed Sebastian, who is waist deep and has grown a moustache in the interim few months, then looks to Morgan "Isn't that the man who was  with 'er from before?" Aug 19 18:44:40 * Morgan nods Aug 19 18:44:42 aye Aug 19 18:44:52 * HH shrugs "She's prob'ly found 'erself someone else to kiss under the stars by now" Aug 19 18:45:07 more'n likely Aug 19 18:46:04 * HH shakes himself off a bit more before yanking on his shirt. Sebastian is now looking in their direction like he can't quite place them Aug 19 18:46:26 any second now he'll go 'ah, I hate them...' Aug 19 18:46:56 * HH looks over at him, waving with a dopey grin Aug 19 18:47:12 Won't hate me, I didn' kiss his girl Aug 19 18:48:00 **Sebastian still looks confused even as HH puts on his boots** Aug 19 18:48:17 wasn't his anyway Aug 19 18:48:54 * HH picks up his coat and bag "So what are you doin', chasing the star girl, or going 'ome to the seamstress' assistant you have tucked away there?" Aug 19 18:50:29 couldn't hurt to see if she's here... Aug 19 18:50:35 **There's a distinct whistle, one that means "come to me", complicated enough not to be accidental. HH grins** CLAUDIA IS HERE! Aug 19 18:51:13 * Morgan thumps him Aug 19 18:51:17 come on, lets go find her Aug 19 18:52:01 * HH bounds along like a happy dog, finding Claudia who is glaring at the nudity Aug 19 18:52:28 C: Makes you never want to eat sausage again! Aug 19 18:53:31 HeinzHarold seemed quite happy thinking about sausage earlier Aug 19 18:55:07 C: **Despite her general demeanor, her micro-expressions show she glad to see them** thirty years of this shit, now piss off home Aug 19 18:56:20 not what you expected Aug 19 18:56:24 **HH hugs her, and she puts up with it** Aug 19 18:56:43 C: Not even sure where I go now. Aug 19 18:57:05 * Morgan looks confused Aug 19 18:57:09 you come with us Aug 19 18:57:42 Yes! That is the only good idea out Almighty O'erlord has had all War! Aug 19 18:58:50 C: *she sniffs* Could do, I suppose. Just for a bit. Aug 19 19:00:05 * Morgan nods Aug 19 19:00:46 Gotta bit o' a side quest first. See, there's this girl he met here before... Aug 19 19:01:52 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 19 19:01:58 C: *she looks at Morgan* Got some goodbyes to say, Casanova? Aug 19 19:02:54 **The noisy splashing in the river continues behind him** Aug 19 19:03:03 just someone I met Aug 19 19:04:05 Kissed her underneath a shooting star and said 'e'd never forget her Aug 19 19:05:01 C: *she snorts* Horseshit. Men say crap like that all the time. Aug 19 19:05:48 some might Aug 19 19:06:12 So we gotta find 'er, see? Aug 19 19:06:44 C: *she sighs, looking at Morgan* seriously? Aug 19 19:07:22 well, I'd like to Aug 19 19:08:16 **The dawn watch chimes once, and he realises he's dreaming, the only difference to reality being the mention of the star girl** Aug 19 19:08:53 C shrugs: Been on the road for years, what's another few weeks, eh? Aug 19 19:09:32 * HH grins "Me and my sidekicks, on a quest!" Aug 19 19:11:24 wouldn't wanna get there too quick Aug 19 19:11:30 C looks at HH, then punches him hard in the arm: Shut up, Heinzharold. Aug 19 19:12:21 * HH pouts, rubbing it better "What's your plan then, strategic genius of the east?" Aug 19 19:14:43 Well, now, I thought we'd do this new thing called... using our eyes... Aug 19 19:16:29 First one to find 'er gets the first kiss! Aug 19 19:17:00 **Claudia suddenly looks away from them, and away from the river* Aug 19 19:19:02 * Morgan tries to wake up Aug 19 19:19:35 **He manages it. The room smells faintly of rose water and strongly of coffee Aug 19 19:19:42 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 19 19:20:40 * Molly quietly lets herself back in, carefully shutting the door, not realising he's awake Aug 19 19:25:03 * Morgan stretches, making some noise Aug 19 19:25:15 * Molly speaks quietly Aug 19 19:25:19 Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you Aug 19 19:25:33 you didn't blossom Aug 19 19:25:47 Good. Coffee? Aug 19 19:26:03 please Aug 19 19:26:07 * Molly brings it to him in bed, sitting on the edge Aug 19 19:26:16 How did you sleep? Aug 19 19:26:23 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 19:26:28 alright Aug 19 19:26:39 Still no nightmares? Aug 19 19:27:21 no Aug 19 19:27:32 * Molly frowns Aug 19 19:27:47 It seems the herbs and oil make no difference then? Aug 19 19:27:55 seems so Aug 19 19:28:07 * Molly nods Aug 19 19:28:22 I've been up an hour or so Aug 19 19:30:42 whatever for? Aug 19 19:31:09 I could not get back to sleep, so I made coffee and checked on Varick and Elsie Aug 19 19:33:13 how're they doing? Aug 19 19:33:34 Both fast asleep, as you were. You were smiling Aug 19 19:35:34 * Morgan nods Aug 19 19:35:38 not surprised Aug 19 19:35:54 * Molly smiles Aug 19 19:36:05 Something better than I dreamt then Aug 19 19:36:14 oh? Aug 19 19:37:31 We were hosting a fancy ball in Kiev with all the Eisenfursts, when Varick ran through the ballroom naked shouting "I am the king of Eisen!" Aug 19 19:38:19 oh dear Aug 19 19:38:25 * Molly nods Aug 19 19:38:33 It was horrendously embarrassing Aug 19 19:39:09 Yours was something nice? Aug 19 19:40:23 * Morgan nods Aug 19 19:40:24 aye Aug 19 19:40:49 * Molly watches him a moment before saying Aug 19 19:41:18 I would like Inga's help getting ready for the christening, is it too early to wake them? Aug 19 19:41:30 I doubt it Aug 19 19:42:05 * Molly nods, getting up and pulling a dressing gown over her shift Aug 19 19:42:18 I'll leave you to get up Aug 19 19:42:30 * Morgan nods, stretching Aug 19 19:42:58 * Molly watches him a moment, then nods to herself Aug 19 19:43:05 Go and wake Inga Aug 19 19:43:08 something wrong? Aug 19 19:43:34 * Molly smiles a little Aug 19 19:43:45 Just distracted by you, my love Aug 19 19:44:09 I see Aug 19 19:44:27 That discomforts you? Aug 19 19:44:52 not at all Aug 19 19:45:10 * Molly kisses his cheek Aug 19 19:45:26 I am going, before I get distracted even more! Aug 19 19:46:14 alright blossom Aug 19 19:48:49 * Molly watches him a moment, then takes a deep breath before leaving the room Aug 19 19:50:59 * Morgan stretches again before getting out of bed and getting dressed Aug 19 19:51:21 **HH finds him a bit later in his familiar dawn-watching spot of the Rose Garden, plonking down on the wall beside him** Aug 19 19:51:28 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 19 19:52:16 Maybe we can 'ave a rule, noone knocks on my door until nine o'clock. Aug 19 19:52:43 be too late then Aug 19 19:52:51 For what? Aug 19 19:52:59 for them to be ready in time Aug 19 19:53:21 * HH huffs Aug 19 19:53:49 We all goin' to Goodleigh? Aug 19 19:54:53 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 19:54:59 I'm sure there's a plan Aug 19 19:57:10 'Appy to take Varick to the farm if it'll be easier Aug 19 19:58:03 might be... I'm conscious of Daggets feelings... Aug 19 19:58:51 * HH nods Aug 19 19:59:41 Maybe just you an' Molly an' her brothers an' Beth? Caro is keepin' all the kids Aug 19 20:01:05 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:01:08 probably a good idea Aug 19 20:01:44 * HH looks over the valley Aug 19 20:01:47 Good view Aug 19 20:03:09 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:03:14 its not bad Aug 19 20:08:42 E'eryone alright in yours this morning? Aug 19 20:09:23 were when I came out, aye Aug 19 20:11:19 And you? Aug 19 20:19:00 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:19:04 I've had worse nights Aug 19 20:19:15 you? Aug 19 20:20:21 Same. Claudia said she'd come to hear about her nightmares in a few minutes Aug 19 20:20:29 Yer * Aug 19 20:20:45 None to report I'm afraid, sorry to disappoint you Aug 19 20:20:58 * HH looks forlorn Aug 19 20:21:16 Tha's the day ruined then Aug 19 20:21:22 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:22:42 **they watch the sunrise, and Claudia does join them, also showing some dismay about his lack of nightmares Aug 19 20:26:24 **The morning preparation is busy, and its decided for Morgan and Molly to meet Beth, Pete, and James at the Christening, and Inga, HH, Claudia and Varick going in Catherine's older carriage that she's leant them to Sunnymeade so Varick can play again whilst Elsie is left under the care of Mary the maid. With reminders to both Varick and HH to behave, they make the hour long ride over. Molly is quite quiet as they go. Aug 19 20:26:34 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 19 20:29:43 how're you holding up? Aug 19 20:32:37 I don't know, in truth Aug 19 20:33:54 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:34:42 I am worried about John, and worried about you, and sad that Eliza will not be there as she should be Aug 19 20:34:57 I'll be fine, so put that out of your mind please Aug 19 20:37:54 * Molly smiles Aug 19 20:37:58 I will try Aug 19 20:38:27 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:41:15 I suppose I keep thinking about how I might have saved Eliza, and how I need to save Elsie. Aug 19 20:42:52 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:43:57 It will be hard on John, won't it? Aug 19 20:44:03 very Aug 19 20:45:00 Can you suggest anything I could do? It's so hard being unable to aid him Aug 19 20:47:26 I'm not exactly a model of what to do in that respect... Aug 19 20:47:43 * Molly shrugs slightly Aug 19 20:48:00 Perhaps, but if anyone can help me help him it is you Aug 19 20:49:48 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 20:49:54 I don't know of any way blossom Aug 19 20:50:36 * Molly nods Aug 19 20:50:45 I will just play it by ear Aug 19 20:52:07 thats all we can do Aug 19 20:53:47 * Molly nods Aug 19 20:53:55 Thank you for coming with me Aug 19 20:54:24 of course... Aug 19 20:55:28 **The Goodleigh chapel is very similar to that in the village of Sudlachenburg. There's already quite a few people here, but there's enough space beside Beth, Peter and James for him to fit in a pew towards the back. They all seem very happy to see him. Molly presses his hand "I should go to the front. I'll see you soon" Aug 19 20:56:00 * Morgan nods Aug 19 20:56:02 alright blossom Aug 19 20:57:32 **Molly goes over to John, talking quietly. The last few months have aged him, he looks tired and rudderless. But he holds Kathleen to him carefully, and is responsive enough to Molly. Morgan can see the gentleness in her, the way she is slow and thoughtful in their conversation. Beth, James and Pete make small talk with him whilst waiting* Aug 19 20:58:36 **Sir Dagget, who Morgan has previously referred to as a swine and who is quite well-known in Tawstock for being arrogant and disagreeable, a man who helped convince his son to turn his back on the girl he loved, stands with the priest at the front of the church. ** Aug 19 20:59:10 **James to Peter: Reckon Dagget will cause a scene today? Aug 19 20:59:10 **Peter shrugs** Possible. He kept quiet at the funeral, but I hear he's not happy that Molly's a godmother. Aug 19 20:59:10 James: She's a Duchess now, he'd have to be mad to say or even look at her the wrong way. Aug 19 21:01:32 **Beth looks at Morgan** I bet it isn't her being a Duchess that'd stop him, it's her having you as a husband Aug 19 21:03:21 if he's got more than half an ounce of sense... Aug 19 21:03:59 **The priest begins the ceremony. It's much the same as the Objectionist version Aug 19 21:06:17 **Molly stands beside John at the front where he cradles his motherless daughter, and on the other side a woman who resembles John, and her husband. Molly looks calm, maybe a little neutral, watching the baby. A little yawn makes Molly smile. He can see how John watches his child like he wishes to smile but has forgotten how. He takes Molly's hand. Aug 19 21:08:45 * Morgan settles into being very still Aug 19 21:10:17 **For a moment, his ears ring, and it almost feels like there are multiple layers of this scene. Molly and John here in their own parish church christening their own baby. He and Dietlinde in the church in Sudlachenburg christening Jana. Molly and Seb christening their child. And then finally Molly holding Madchen, looking adoringly up at Morgan just as Dietlinde had with Jana. Aug 19 21:13:12 * Morgan breathes slowly Aug 19 21:13:43 **Beth puts her hand on his with a pat that could only be described as maternal, and whispers "deep breath, you look like you're going to faint* Aug 19 21:14:32 * Morgan nods slightly, trying to concentrate Aug 19 21:15:15 **The priest wets Kathleen's little blonde head and continues talking. Tears fall on John's cheeks. Morgan can feel a huge wave of Molly's compassion, and she removes her hand from John's to find and give him her handkerchief. Aug 19 21:17:25 **Molly does her part as appropriate, smiling at the baby in her arms despite the tears in her eyes. He overhears her thoughts [you're so much like her. She would have loved you so much] Aug 19 21:19:03 **Beth is watching Morgan again, whispering** She's doing well, considering. Aug 19 21:19:10 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:19:18 she knew it would be difficult Aug 19 21:19:52 B: They were very close Aug 19 21:20:18 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:20:18 aye Aug 19 21:22:25 **The ceremony comes to a close and Sir Dagget directs them all to food at his house, which seems to satisfy the attendants, and Beth, Pete and James go too Aug 19 21:22:42 * Morgan waits for Molly Aug 19 21:23:27 * Molly is talking to John, the only two left now. He has the baby in his arms, and he looks upset Aug 19 21:25:00 **he can faintly hear her** Do you want me to do it, John? Aug 19 21:25:29 **John nods** I can't face it right now Aug 19 21:25:39 * Morgan waits at a polite distance Aug 19 21:26:59 * Molly holds out her hands, carefully taking the baby from his arms. John sits in the front pew, head bowed "I'll meet you back at the house, alright?" *he just nods in response* Aug 19 21:28:38 * Molly carries little Kathleen down the aisle. The blonde baby, the lilac dress, the echoes of the ceremony, it's all familiar yet different. Aug 19 21:29:03 * Morgan frowns Aug 19 21:29:28 * Molly looks to him, then back at the ground Aug 19 21:29:43 Do you want me to talk to him? Aug 19 21:30:09 I... I don't know. Aug 19 21:30:45 You are taking Kathleen back to the house? Aug 19 21:31:07 I'm taking her to her mother's grave, it is what Eliza wanted Aug 19 21:31:22 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:31:26 go on, I'll speak to him Aug 19 21:31:44 * Molly looks at him a moment, then nods Aug 19 21:31:52 Alright, my love Aug 19 21:32:58 * Molly takes the baby out into the cloudy morning Aug 19 21:33:15 * Morgan approaches Dagget Aug 19 21:33:25 * Molly is now known as John Aug 19 21:33:46 * John is just sat staring at his hands in his lap Aug 19 21:33:58 Mr Dagget... do you mind if I sit with you? Aug 19 21:34:08 Go ahead Aug 19 21:34:21 * Morgan nods, sitting down Aug 19 21:34:38 **The chapel is very quiet** Aug 19 21:35:38 I wanted to offer my condolences... but I imagine you've had enough of those Aug 19 21:35:48 * John nods Aug 19 21:36:06 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:36:08 I understand Aug 19 21:36:18 * John nods again Aug 19 21:38:06 The risk is always there, you just don't think it'll happen to _your_ wife and child. Aug 19 21:38:12 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:38:45 aye... and when it does people spend an inordinate amount of time telling you you'll get over it eventually, you just have to hold on... Aug 19 21:39:04 * John nods Aug 19 21:40:32 No doubt they've said you need to live for Kathleen now? Aug 19 21:41:22 Eliza was the first to tell me it, before she... Aug 19 21:41:55 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:42:14 its about the only part of it I agree with... Aug 19 21:43:55 * John nods Aug 19 21:44:31 Each day is just too much right now Aug 19 21:44:41 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:45:28 You need to not think about days... you need to think about this hour and nothing further. Then when this hour ends, you think about the one you're going into. Aug 19 21:45:40 * John nods Aug 19 21:46:04 Sometimes even that's too much Aug 19 21:46:11 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:46:12 I know Aug 19 21:46:56 I hear her in my head sometimes, like she's just stepped out of the room Aug 19 21:47:18 * Morgan nods Aug 19 21:47:35 thats entirely normal. Aug 19 21:47:55 * John nods Aug 19 21:48:47 The thought of all the years ahead, never hearing her laugh again, her not seeing Kathleen grow... Aug 19 21:50:37 and thats when you need to think about the minutes... just one at a time. But take them you must, that little girl is going to need you. Aug 19 21:50:49 * John nods Aug 19 21:51:44 I need her too. There'd be nothing without her Aug 19 21:52:45 I know Aug 19 21:54:10 * John nods Aug 19 21:55:04 I keep turning to tell her things, then remember she's not there Aug 19 21:55:22 That'll happen for quite a while I'm afraid Aug 19 21:55:33 * John nods Aug 19 21:55:52 I don't know who I am without her Aug 19 21:56:43 You are the man that loves her still, the man that still works to honour her in everything he does... Aug 19 21:57:02 * John nods, swallowing hard Aug 19 21:57:11 Always Aug 19 21:58:23 Then who you are hasn't really changed. There will be times you question it, and every time you will remember this... that her presence was not what made your love endure, because it will endure still. Aug 19 21:58:41 * John just nods Aug 19 22:04:37 **he's quiet a little while** How long til the anger goes? Aug 19 22:06:19 like the grief, it never really goes away... it just gets easier to live with. And don't be thinking the anger is anything other than reasonable. Its not _fair_, and its ok to be angry about that. But you cant let it rule you Aug 19 22:06:58 Makes me angry to see couples. Happy couples, arguing couples, doesnt matter. Aug 19 22:08:29 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:09:31 that'll get easier too... you'll be angry at arguing couples because they don't realise how much they've got... Aug 19 22:09:42 * John nods Aug 19 22:10:00 Even the happy ones don't, not really Aug 19 22:10:29 no, but eventually that resentment lessens Aug 19 22:10:38 * John nods Aug 19 22:10:56 I appreciate you letting Molly come to see me Aug 19 22:11:45 I have to confess it wasn't easy... Aug 19 22:12:04 * John nods Aug 19 22:12:30 I hurt her, and I'm sorry I did Aug 19 22:12:59 we've been over that, we don't need to again Aug 19 22:15:01 * John nods Aug 19 22:16:04 Don't mess it up with her Aug 19 22:16:27 doing my best not to Aug 19 22:16:35 * John nods Aug 19 22:17:15 She's different with you than she used to be. She's changed from the girl I knew three years ago Aug 19 22:17:47 how so? Aug 19 22:18:15 She's bolder and more self-assured Aug 19 22:20:45 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:21:08 a lot of that started to come together when she finally realised her father and yours were completely to blame Aug 19 22:22:13 * John nods Aug 19 22:22:45 She's had a hard time of it Aug 19 22:23:11 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:23:14 yes, she has Aug 19 22:24:50 * John nods Aug 19 22:25:04 Thanks for talking to me. Aug 19 22:25:25 I thought it might help to speak to someone who really understands what you're going through... almost Aug 19 22:26:45 * John nods Aug 19 22:27:16 I have Kathleen. Aug 19 22:27:52 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:30:02 I'll be in when I'm ready Aug 19 22:30:30 let me know if you want to talk again... Aug 19 22:31:58 I will Aug 19 22:33:46 * John stays put in the chapel. It's still grey outside. Aug 19 22:34:19 * Morgan heads over to find Molly Aug 19 22:34:37 * John is now known as Molly Aug 19 22:35:20 * Molly is laid on the grass beside a fairly new grave, the baby in the crook of her arm Aug 19 22:36:04 * Morgan kneels down beside her Aug 19 22:36:53 * Molly looks up at him Aug 19 22:37:18 I was just telling Eliza how calm and quiet her daughter was in the ceremony Aug 19 22:38:18 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:41:15 She thought she was having two boys, do you remember when we saw her in April? Aug 19 22:42:34 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:42:35 aye Aug 19 22:42:41 It never occurred to me that I would not see her again Aug 19 22:44:08 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:44:15 it never does Aug 19 22:44:18 * Molly strokes the sleeping baby's hair Aug 19 22:44:36 She knew, John knew. Like we did with the cast, I suppose Aug 19 22:45:38 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:46:04 I don't know it made it any easier for him Aug 19 22:49:13 I don't know Aug 19 22:49:17 * Molly sits up with the baby carefully Aug 19 22:49:28 We should get to the house Aug 19 22:51:08 * Morgan nods Aug 19 22:51:09 aye Aug 19 22:51:11 Could you take her until I'm stood up? Aug 19 22:51:49 * Morgan nods, taking Kathleen Aug 19 22:52:52 * Molly stands, brushing off her skirt. As Heinzharold said, she is a very beautiful baby, and very much like her mother Aug 19 22:53:29 I can have her again, my love Aug 19 22:54:34 * Morgan nods, handing her back Aug 19 22:54:39 Has John gone to the house? Aug 19 22:55:03 * Molly carefully leads the way, watching her step Aug 19 22:58:58 he said he'd be in when he's ready Aug 19 22:59:06 * Molly nods Aug 19 22:59:17 How are _you_? Aug 19 22:59:36 For now I'm fine Aug 19 22:59:49 But later? Aug 19 23:00:29 we'll see. Aug 19 23:00:41 * Molly nods a little Aug 19 23:00:45 Alright Aug 19 23:01:04 and you? Aug 19 23:01:34 * Molly shrugs Aug 19 23:02:17 Concerned for you, concerned for John, and sad Aug 19 23:04:18 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:04:23 you needn't be concerned for me Aug 19 23:04:58 I am your _wife_. Aug 19 23:06:40 Being concerned for you is one of the important parts of that Aug 19 23:09:04 I'm alright... concentrate on you, him and the baby Aug 19 23:09:21 * Molly nods Aug 19 23:10:28 I am glad the christening is done now, he was dreading it Aug 19 23:11:31 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:11:41 I'm not surprised Aug 19 23:11:53 He held up well, I thought Aug 19 23:13:15 very Aug 19 23:13:55 He still has my handkerchief, I must remember to get it back Aug 19 23:14:41 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:14:43 aye Aug 19 23:14:53 Its my favourite one Aug 19 23:15:13 oh? Aug 19 23:15:40 With the forget-me-nots. The one I sent you on the day of the cast Aug 19 23:16:31 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:16:33 ah Aug 19 23:17:09 Will he get through it? Aug 19 23:17:31 I think so, as long as he gets through the next few days and weeks Aug 19 23:17:52 Should I keep visiting, do you think? Aug 19 23:18:14 * Morgan sighs Aug 19 23:18:19 I'm not entirely sure... Aug 19 23:18:28 It will not help? Aug 19 23:19:11 it might do, but he needs to be able to get by on his own before long Aug 19 23:19:38 You worry he will become reliant on me? Aug 19 23:20:24 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:21:20 And I on him? Aug 19 23:21:53 * Morgan shrugs Aug 19 23:21:56 I doubt it Aug 19 23:22:24 * Molly nods Aug 19 23:23:15 I wondered if you thought my desire to help and fix people's pain would tie me to him Aug 19 23:23:43 You are already tied to him Aug 19 23:24:11 Through Kathleen... Aug 19 23:24:21 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:24:41 It troubles you? Aug 19 23:25:34 No, not really Aug 19 23:25:39 Good Aug 19 23:26:47 Perhaps one day, when she is much, much older we will have her to visit us in Eisen and introduce her to high society? Aug 19 23:27:33 you would wish to? Aug 19 23:28:29 Perhaps. Being God-daughter of a Duchess could see her into some very good matches Aug 19 23:29:14 true Aug 19 23:29:33 That would've alright with you, wouldn't it? Aug 19 23:29:41 Would be* Aug 19 23:30:59 of course Aug 19 23:31:19 * Molly smiles briefly before watching her step again "In fifteen years or so we will likely have a whole houseful of children, we'll scarce notice an extra one for a few months" Aug 19 23:31:39 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:31:44 probably not, no... Aug 19 23:32:13 I will need a lot of new dresses for all those christenings Aug 19 23:32:59 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:33:00 aye Aug 19 23:33:50 * Molly looks up at the house Aug 19 23:34:05 I always thought this was a very handsome house Aug 19 23:34:29 * Morgan looks it over Aug 19 23:34:56 **it's not far off as nice as the one at Innesbruck* Aug 19 23:35:23 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:35:26 very nice Aug 19 23:35:46 Strange to think I would have lived here Aug 19 23:36:36 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:37:01 * Molly looks to him as she pauses on the threshold Aug 19 23:37:08 I'm glad I don't Aug 19 23:38:29 oh? Aug 19 23:39:09 If I had married him, I would not have married you, and that is the best thing I have ever done Aug 19 23:40:09 funny how much one little change can make... Aug 19 23:40:27 The consumption? Aug 19 23:41:26 or if you'd worked past it with him... Aug 19 23:41:40 * Molly nods Aug 19 23:42:06 All the ways we could have not ended up together, here in this moment Aug 19 23:42:14 * Molly watches him Aug 19 23:42:41 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:42:43 and yet... Aug 19 23:42:57 * Molly smiles softly Aug 19 23:43:13 ...yet here we are... right now... Aug 19 23:43:42 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:43:43 indeed Aug 19 23:43:59 * Molly blinks suddenly Aug 19 23:44:10 We should go in. Aug 19 23:44:14 * Morgan nods Aug 19 23:44:15 aye Aug 19 23:44:36 * Molly waits for him to open the door Aug 19 23:44:59 * Morgan does so Aug 19 23:45:22 [But in my imagination, you kiss me on the doorstep, and noone catches us] Aug 19 23:46:39 after you blossom Aug 19 23:46:48 * Molly goes in with the baby in her arms, everyone excited and wanting to see the child Aug 19 23:50:02 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 20 00:08:01 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 20 09:57:30 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 20 09:58:47 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Aug 20 10:36:55 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Aug 20 10:38:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 20 10:41:09 **Sir Dagget's farm and home is nice, he's obviously been established as a Gentleman for some time. The people mill around, talking and eating the food. It's really quite tedious. People want to talk to Molly, and that keeps her from his side. They all seem to be acting as if it was never them that said she was a whore, or excluded her, or made her feel she could not go as far as town. Aug 20 10:41:52 * Morgan watches the people milling about Aug 20 10:47:13 **Sir Dagget approaches Morgan** A good Christening, all things considered. Aug 20 10:47:20 * Molly is now known as SirDagget Aug 20 10:48:20 * Morgan nods Aug 20 10:49:04 Molly is very well-situated now. Aug 20 10:49:47 aye Aug 20 10:53:21 * SirDagget looks her over, still holding the baby and talking to Beth Aug 20 10:53:38 She'll give you many children, I'll wager Aug 20 10:54:23 Time will tell Aug 20 10:56:52 Fertile family, the Forresters. Good choice for your family. Aug 20 10:58:06 evidently Aug 20 11:02:23 That turned out quite well in the end Aug 20 11:02:50 * Morgan sips his tea Aug 20 11:02:57 the ends justify the means then? Aug 20 11:04:02 Well, she is wealthy beyond anything she could have dreamt for in Tawstock, and John was perfectly happy with Eliza in her place Aug 20 11:08:31 You know the main difference? She's treated with respect, rather than what she had to endure here at the hands of people who claim to be gentlemen Aug 20 11:10:47 * SirDagget looks a bit offended Aug 20 11:12:02 Things are probably different, where _you_ are from. Aug 20 11:12:56 Yes, we're not nearly so callous when people need our help, and we don't abandon our family to save face Aug 20 11:15:50 * SirDagget looks even more offended, but inclines his head Aug 20 11:16:06 Excuse me, I see Eliza's parents are looking for me. Aug 20 11:16:43 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his tea Aug 20 11:21:11 * SirDagget walks off. The couple he goes to look a little tired and strained despite smiling. John comes back in, looking around the room Aug 20 11:21:21 * SirDagget is now known as Molly Aug 20 11:22:42 * Molly spots John, and takes his daughter over to him. She talks quietly to him, and he nods. She gently hands over the baby. Aug 20 11:24:29 * Molly moves away a little, getting another cup of coffee, but he can see a protectiveness in how she watches when Eliza's parents come over to John and the child that is all that remains of their own. Aug 20 11:25:25 * Morgan watches quietly Aug 20 11:27:58 **John's sister and brother in law join them too, and though John doesn't look any happier, there's a lot of cooing and smiling over the baby. Molly nods slightly to herself before moving further and heading for her brothers** Aug 20 11:30:49 * Morgan drinks his tea, staying out of the way Aug 20 11:30:58 * Molly finishes her coffee, then comes to him Aug 20 11:31:30 I thought we might ride down to Sunnymeade, if you are ready? Aug 20 11:32:07 If you're ready blossom Aug 20 11:33:01 * Molly nods Aug 20 11:33:11 There's nothing more I can do here Aug 20 11:33:39 * Morgan nods Aug 20 11:33:41 come on then Aug 20 11:34:56 * Molly catches John's eye to give him a wave before slipping out into the early afternoon. She takes a deep breath Aug 20 11:35:22 Shall we take the back way? Aug 20 11:36:04 if you wish Aug 20 11:36:33 It's longer, but better for riding astride because noone uses it Aug 20 11:38:41 * Morgan nods Aug 20 11:38:44 as I said, if you wish Aug 20 11:39:20 * Molly switches to astride once they're on the other path, impossible to wear the lilac christening dress astride without flashing her legs. It's a smooth ride, and Molly alternates between a steady pace and galloping at full speed. She obviously knows this route very well Aug 20 11:40:49 I used to ride this way a few times a week. I told my Father it was to avoid the steepness of the other way, but it was so I could ride astride and fast. Aug 20 11:41:20 understandable Aug 20 11:41:56 I've always hated riding side saddle Aug 20 11:43:00 * Molly tilts her face up to the freshly started drizzle Aug 20 11:46:26 I wonder why Aug 20 11:47:21 Because it is silly, and off-balance, and stops you riding hard Aug 20 11:48:03 * Morgan nods Aug 20 11:48:17 I remember Mama telling me that good girls only rode side saddle, and that she knew of a girl who broke her maidenhead riding astride. Aug 20 11:52:12 * Molly drops her pace to ride beside him more Aug 20 11:54:16 its not unheard of Aug 20 11:56:08 I thought that sounded very unlikely, and it was more likely Mama was just saying it so that I would ride "nicely" Aug 20 11:57:02 * Morgan nods Aug 20 11:58:21 Now I do not have to worry about that *she smiles* Aug 20 11:58:31 No, you do not Aug 20 11:59:59 * Molly smiles fondly at him before galloping off again. She does this on and off most of the way. **They head back to Sunnymeade. It takes a while to get there regardless. At the farm, the others are back before them, and they find Inga, Caro and Beth indoors with all the children. Coffee and tea is given, and Morgan is told that HH, Claudia, Pete and James are up in the far field building a small barn. Aug 20 12:01:12 * Molly looks to him "Are you going to join them, my love?" Aug 20 12:01:29 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:01:34 aye I think so Aug 20 12:02:06 * Molly nods Aug 20 12:02:26 Something physical would be very welcome now, I would think? Aug 20 12:02:33 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:02:39 quite. If you'll excuse me my love? Aug 20 12:03:00 * Molly nods Aug 20 12:03:07 Of course, liebling Aug 20 12:03:15 * Morgan nods and heads off to find the others Aug 20 12:05:18 **They are in the far field splitting logs into boards for the barn. Claudia is upwind of the others. Despite the drizzle, the four of them seem happy. HH is the first to spot him, and gestures $Need an axe?$ Aug 20 12:06:16 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:06:44 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 20 12:06:57 * HH brings him one Aug 20 12:07:05 Tough mornin'? Aug 20 12:07:10 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:07:19 was somewhat... I prevented a murder though Aug 20 12:07:33 A murder at a Christenin'? Aug 20 12:07:48 but its alright, I exercised some self control and it didn't happen Aug 20 12:07:58 * HH rolls him a big log Aug 20 12:08:26 Oh, a bit different if it's _you_ doing the murd'rin'. Not that weird then. Aug 20 12:09:26 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:09:29 quite Aug 20 12:09:39 Who'd ya nearly murder? Aug 20 12:09:40 * Morgan starts hacking the log Aug 20 12:10:22 **The others are far away enough not to hear their conversation Aug 20 12:12:27 Dagget Senior Aug 20 12:13:10 * HH nods "Didn' think much o' him. Molly alright?" Aug 20 12:13:21 as she can be, aye Aug 20 12:13:48 * HH nods Aug 20 12:13:56 Leave y' to it then. Aug 20 12:15:22 * Morgan nods, setting to splitting logs Aug 20 12:17:20 * HH goes back to chop his own log. HH and Claudia seem to develop a rhythmic counterbalance to each other. The light rain continues as they work, the post-lunch light moving through to proper afternoon, the work hard but simple. Noone interrupts him, and even HH is quiet. Aug 20 12:24:52 **It's probably around four when Pete says "Alright, let's call it a day, rain's getting worse" Aug 20 12:29:12 **It's raining heavily by the time they get back to the house. The four wives are all sat knitting by the fire in the kitchen when they get back, children playing around their feet. It's very domestic and cozy. HH leans against the table watching Inga. His wife seems to have picked up some more Avalonian, because she is talking with the women far more than before. Aug 20 12:30:07 * Morgan watches them Aug 20 12:31:29 **Beth seems to be talking them through knitting baby clothes. Inga looks happy. HH looks to Morgan Aug 20 12:31:41 'Ow was John? Aug 20 12:32:08 despondent as you'd expect Aug 20 12:32:19 * HH nods Aug 20 12:32:38 Decided t' speak to him then? Aug 20 12:32:58 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:33:17 * HH nods again Aug 20 12:33:30 Reckon it 'elped? Aug 20 12:33:47 I hope so, even if just a little Aug 20 12:34:10 * HH nods Aug 20 12:34:41 An' yerself? Aug 20 12:34:50 I'm alright Aug 20 12:35:29 * HH just looks at him, like he did in the brothel before they went out into the woods beside the stream Aug 20 12:36:44 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 20 12:36:49 I'm doing alright Aug 20 12:37:08 Y' let me know if that changes Aug 20 12:37:22 I will Aug 20 12:37:31 * HH nods Aug 20 12:37:48 Don' make me beat it outta you, y' hear? Aug 20 12:38:34 I wont make you try Aug 20 12:39:09 * HH laughs Aug 20 12:39:21 It'd be no effort at all Aug 20 12:40:50 * Morgan snorts Aug 20 12:40:51 says you Aug 20 12:41:13 **Claudia comes over to them** What are you ragging each other about now? Aug 20 12:42:54 This idiot thinks he could take me in a fight Aug 20 12:43:17 **She shrugs** You're both equally useless Aug 20 12:44:59 * HH grins "we learnt from copyin' you" Aug 20 12:46:29 **she looks to give thought to punching him, but glances at the children before rolling her eyes at Morgan* Elsie left a shawl at the b-... place she was living. I said I'd go and get it Aug 20 12:46:53 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:47:00 want company or prefer some time alone? Aug 20 12:47:39 * HH watches her reaction closely. She just shrugs "Whatever" Aug 20 12:48:56 I'll stop here then... try to avoid getting into a fight Aug 20 12:49:23 **she nods** Aug 20 12:50:16 Maybe that short blonde girl has it, she was wearin' a shawl **Morgan can see this for a tactic, despite it seeming nonchalant** Aug 20 12:50:25 C: No she wasn't Aug 20 12:50:59 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 20 12:51:11 * HH nods "blue shawl, green dress. The one who was cleaning up with you" Aug 20 12:52:01 C: Her dress was pink, and she wasn't wearing-... *she watches HH* Aug 20 12:52:30 * HH shrugs "Musta been one of the others then" Aug 20 12:53:13 **She glances at Morgan* Will you be heading back to the estate soon? Aug 20 12:54:22 I wouldn't imagine we'll be much longer Aug 20 12:55:21 C: I'll meet you back there Aug 20 12:56:29 **Claudia goes, and Heinzharold pours more coffee* Should be getting back to check on Elsie any'ow Aug 20 12:57:15 * Morgan nods Aug 20 12:57:18 thats what I was thinking Aug 20 12:58:48 Think Claudia will be safe down there? Aug 20 12:59:47 as long as there's not more than five idiots Aug 20 13:00:18 Think everyone else will be safe with Claudia down there? *he grins * Aug 20 13:00:29 as long as there's more than five idiots... Aug 20 13:00:41 * HH laughs Aug 20 13:01:03 Reckon we can pry our wives away from baby talk? Aug 20 13:01:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 13:01:15 worth a try I expect Aug 20 13:01:33 Gonna have weeks of it, arent we? Aug 20 13:02:41 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:05:10 Just hope it doesnt make my lil darlin broody Aug 20 13:07:43 I suspect you're out of luck Aug 20 13:08:06 * HH nods Aug 20 13:08:21 How's yours? Aug 20 13:08:44 sad, as you'd imagine Aug 20 13:09:05 I meant being broody Aug 20 13:10:54 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 13:10:58 not had time I don't think Aug 20 13:12:07 * HH nods Aug 20 13:14:31 **They manage to gather up wives and child into the carriage and HH drives them back whilst Morgan rides in the rain. Molly comes to find him when he's getting dried off back in the big cottage, Elsie and Varick settled with HH and Inga playing cards. Aug 20 13:14:36 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 20 13:14:47 Liebling... Aug 20 13:15:08 yes? Aug 20 13:15:09 Do you know where Claudia is? Aug 20 13:15:56 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:16:40 She said I could look at her scars, and I think now that the Christening is over I need to start preparing for the first stage of healing Elsie Aug 20 13:17:10 She's gone to fetch a shawl from Elsie's former residence... Aug 20 13:17:39 That shouldn't take long Aug 20 13:19:18 no... it shouldn't Aug 20 13:19:20 * Molly sits on the edge of the bed Aug 20 13:20:15 Half hour to town, ten minutes there, two hours back here... she should be here soon Aug 20 13:23:35 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:23:37 aye should be Aug 20 13:24:13 I'll need to do somethings to Heinzharold's scars too. Do you wish to be present? Aug 20 13:24:28 No, probably not Aug 20 13:24:40 It discomforts you? Aug 20 13:25:13 a little perhaps Aug 20 13:25:23 * Molly nods Aug 20 13:25:36 Do you feel that with Claudia also? Aug 20 13:29:16 she wouldn't want me there Aug 20 13:29:35 * Molly shrugs Aug 20 13:29:38 Alright Aug 20 13:30:02 I also need to practice cutting with it Aug 20 13:30:09 * Molly watches him Aug 20 13:30:24 and want a volunteer... Aug 20 13:30:34 * Molly smiles Aug 20 13:30:37 Yes please Aug 20 13:30:53 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:30:55 very well Aug 20 13:31:07 Does it trouble you? Aug 20 13:32:26 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 13:33:22 better'n getting shot in the leg Aug 20 13:34:24 * Molly smiles ruefully Aug 20 13:34:49 You arent going to forget that, are you, mein sehnsucht? Aug 20 13:35:12 No, probably not Aug 20 13:39:28 * Molly smiles Aug 20 13:39:46 I will make you numb first Aug 20 13:40:06 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:40:07 alright Aug 20 13:42:38 Thank you. How are you? Aug 20 13:42:50 I'm alright Aug 20 13:43:01 * Molly nods Aug 20 13:43:29 I need to contact Innesbruck this evening Aug 20 13:43:35 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:47:30 * Molly stands, kissing his cheek Aug 20 13:47:50 Thank you for coming to the Christening, it helped to have you there Aug 20 13:48:30 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:48:33 you're welcome my love Aug 20 13:49:45 * Molly watches him a moment Aug 20 13:50:03 I'm going to take Heinzharold next door Aug 20 13:51:02 * Morgan nods Aug 20 13:51:04 alright Aug 20 14:01:12 * Molly does so. Over the next half an hour of waiting around knowing she's putting her hands on his best friend's bare skin, he feels the tingling on the back of his neck many times. It's towards the end of this time that Claudia walks towards the cottage he's sat outside sharpening his sword with a shawl under her arm. She looks at his expression and body language Aug 20 15:43:24 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 20 22:05:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 20 22:07:32 * Molly does so. Over the next half an hour of waiting around knowing she's putting her hands on his best friend's bare skin, he feels the tingling on the back of his neck many times. It's towards the end of this time that Claudia walks towards the cottage he's sat outside sharpening his sword with a shawl under her arm. She looks at his expression and body language Aug 20 22:08:18 * Morgan looks her over Aug 20 22:09:03 **Theres nothing to give away anything much. She doesnt look like she's been fighting** Aug 20 22:10:00 alright? Aug 20 22:10:49 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 20 22:10:57 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:11:01 Fine Aug 20 22:11:09 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:11:18 he's testing you, y'know... Aug 20 22:11:28 * Claudia frowns Aug 20 22:11:31 Who? Aug 20 22:11:51 HeinzHarold... he told me he thinks that girl liking you was reciprocated... Aug 20 22:12:06 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:12:29 Oh. Yes. Well, he isnt _wrong_ Aug 20 22:13:23 No... but he asked me... Aug 20 22:14:06 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:14:20 Time to come clean then? Aug 20 22:14:42 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 22:14:47 up to you isn't it Aug 20 22:15:25 * Claudia shrugs too Aug 20 22:15:42 Sounds like he's mostly figured it out Aug 20 22:16:35 oh he has... his only doubt is because I didn't confirm it, though he was quick to point out I didn't flat out say he's wrong Aug 20 22:16:50 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:17:10 He's good at figuring things out Aug 20 22:18:04 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:18:05 aye Aug 20 22:18:56 How has he reacted? Aug 20 22:19:57 I don't think you've anything to be concerned about Aug 20 22:20:09 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:20:32 have you thought about telling him the rest? Aug 20 22:20:45 * Claudia sighs Aug 20 22:22:00 Bit more complicated than telling you Aug 20 22:22:49 why? Aug 20 22:23:42 The final one was in that three months when I was in camp with him before I met you Aug 20 22:24:18 you think he's going to blame himself for not protecting you? Aug 20 22:24:35 Probably. Wouldn't you? Aug 20 22:24:54 I still do, and it was before you met me Aug 20 22:25:13 There you go then Aug 20 22:26:00 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:26:36 you think he's not strong enough? Aug 20 22:27:31 No, I just dont know he needs it right now Aug 20 22:28:24 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:29:38 What do you think? Aug 20 22:30:24 Everything with Elsie, the chances of you having a flashback is higher... Aug 20 22:30:36 * Claudia shrugs Aug 20 22:30:41 I'm fine. Aug 20 22:30:50 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:30:57 at the moment Aug 20 22:31:14 I'll think about it Aug 20 22:31:35 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:31:53 alright. Molly's hoping to get a look at your scars Aug 20 22:32:16 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:32:25 I'll do my part to help Aug 20 22:32:33 I know Aug 20 22:32:45 When? Aug 20 22:33:38 now is as good a time as any Aug 20 22:33:55 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:34:13 How was the christening? Aug 20 22:34:28 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 22:35:47 I spoke to Dagget about Eliza, how things will feel for a while... I met his father and, surprisingly, didn't beat him to death Aug 20 22:36:08 Tempted? Aug 20 22:37:43 extremely. He's an ass Aug 20 22:38:23 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:38:35 Molly upset? Aug 20 22:39:15 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:39:42 its all a bit close to home... Eliza's last moments would've been similar to what could have been Molly's... Aug 20 22:40:23 How are you doing with that? Flashbacks of your own? Aug 20 22:40:51 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:41:04 the cast, Dietlinde... the whole lot Aug 20 22:41:25 * Claudia looks confused Aug 20 22:42:07 The cast makes sense, the Dietlinde thing is mostly because Molly's friend was so young and her husband is struggling? Aug 20 22:42:46 and the christening... Molly's dress is like one Dietlinde had... Aug 20 22:43:17 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:43:43 The little triggers for them can be surprising. Anything I can do for you? Aug 20 22:44:48 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 20 22:45:07 No... I'd rather you spend the time helping Molly help Elsie Aug 20 22:45:21 I can manage both Aug 20 22:46:49 I'm alright... I'm not sure what I need, so go help Molly for now Aug 20 22:47:03 You know where she is? Aug 20 22:47:21 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:47:48 prodding HeinzHarolds scars Aug 20 22:48:16 You aren't watching? Aug 20 22:48:38 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 20 22:48:39 no Aug 20 22:49:06 Bit jealous? Aug 20 22:50:53 I suppose so... its just a bit uncomfortable Aug 20 22:51:37 He's your best friend though Aug 20 22:52:33 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 22:52:57 Trust them both though Aug 20 22:53:26 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:53:32 if I didn't I'd be in there Aug 20 22:53:42 * Claudia looks at him Aug 20 22:53:56 You need to be in there when I am in there? Aug 20 22:54:09 * Morgan frowns Aug 20 22:54:18 why would I? Aug 20 22:54:46 Just checking. My attractions would upset a lot of husbands Aug 20 22:55:06 its no different to HeinzHarold Aug 20 22:55:27 * Claudia nods Aug 20 22:55:57 I would never break your trust Aug 20 22:56:42 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:56:47 I know Aug 20 22:57:04 You coming in? Aug 20 22:57:12 * Morgan nods Aug 20 22:57:14 I suppose so Aug 20 22:57:38 If you need to go off for a bit, we can manage without you Aug 20 22:57:58 I know Aug 20 22:58:28 * Claudia nods, going into the house Aug 20 22:59:24 * Morgan follows her in Aug 20 23:01:23 **HH is coming down the stairs, tucking his shirt in. Molly follows him down. He looks at Morgan with a grin** I'm even prettier now Aug 20 23:02:28 so a horses backend, rather than a donkeys? Aug 20 23:04:15 HH: Neigh! **he grins more, going and nudging Inga's crown like he has a horse's nose** Neigh, not like a donkey! Aug 20 23:04:37 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 20 23:04:51 **Varick and Inga laugh at this. Molly smiles, but her attention is on Morgan** Aug 20 23:05:01 [Are you alright?] Aug 20 23:05:51 [aye. How did it go?] Aug 20 23:06:25 [Good. It surprised him how tingly and pleasant healing feels] Aug 20 23:08:17 [it does indeed] Aug 20 23:08:45 **HH continues pretending to be a horse, and lets Varick ride on his back** Aug 20 23:09:06 [It will be your turn later, my love] Aug 20 23:09:49 [alright] Aug 20 23:10:07 * Claudia follows Molly upstairs Aug 20 23:10:28 * Morgan sets about making tea Aug 20 23:11:02 [I will be trying harder to keep my mind contained, I would rather not have you see Claudia partly undressed] Aug 20 23:11:30 [as you wish blossom. She asked if I wished to be present given her... tastes] Aug 20 23:11:52 [I... hadn't considered that ] Aug 20 23:13:11 [If you wish to, I will accede to your wishes] Aug 20 23:13:39 [No, I trust her and I trust you] Aug 20 23:14:16 [The only person I have any pleasure from seeing bared is you] Aug 20 23:16:06 [Go and concentrate my love, I'm going to take some tea to Elsie] Aug 20 23:16:57 [I can only try, now I have started thinking of you so. *her thoughts sound amused*] Aug 20 23:18:18 * Morgan finishes making the tea before going to find Elsie with some Aug 20 23:18:31 * Claudia is now known as Elsie Aug 20 23:18:47 * Elsie 's door is shut Aug 20 23:18:56 * Morgan knocks qiuetly Aug 20 23:19:06 Just a minute! Aug 20 23:19:29 * Morgan leans against the opposite wall, waiting Aug 20 23:20:14 **There's the sound of water being poured and swished in a bowl, things being moved around, the window being opened Aug 20 23:23:09 * Elsie opens the door a few minutes later. The room smells of urine and a hint of blood Aug 20 23:23:15 Sorry Aug 20 23:24:33 No need... tea? Aug 20 23:24:54 Yes, thank you. Do you want to come in? Aug 20 23:25:08 if you're comfortable with that Aug 20 23:25:21 * Elsie nods, opening the door Aug 20 23:25:34 * Morgan goes in, placing her tea on a table Aug 20 23:25:59 Guessing you're a bit like a protector Aug 20 23:26:17 sorry? Aug 20 23:26:45 You can be in here, cos you're like a protector, like a father figure Aug 20 23:29:31 interesting theory Aug 20 23:29:42 * Elsie shrugs Aug 20 23:29:57 I can tell you mean me no harm Aug 20 23:30:49 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:30:54 very astute Aug 20 23:32:27 You don't seem the type to play around on your wife Aug 20 23:32:41 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:32:43 quite so Aug 20 23:33:35 * Elsie pours some tea Aug 20 23:34:08 Nice here. Everything's so clean, and there's always food. Noone says Later, or Tomorrow Aug 20 23:34:45 I trained them well it seems Aug 20 23:35:19 Bit odd, not having to work in the kitchens, or elsewhere Aug 20 23:35:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 20 23:36:00 taking some getting used to? Aug 20 23:36:28 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:37:16 There's never a day off in a place like that. The religious holidays are busier than normal days, even when they're supposed to be for resting Aug 20 23:37:38 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:37:51 how're you holding up? Aug 20 23:38:30 * Elsie sips the tea Aug 20 23:38:52 The pain isnt too bad today Aug 20 23:40:06 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:40:15 nothing new we should know about? Aug 20 23:40:33 * Elsie shakes her head Aug 20 23:41:12 Molly knows what it's like day in day out. It's no worse that it's been the last few months Aug 20 23:42:11 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:43:00 Baby is moving normal too Aug 20 23:43:08 * Morgan nods Aug 20 23:43:09 good Aug 20 23:43:18 * Elsie nods too Aug 20 23:43:37 Maybe Catherine, for a girl. To say thank you for the hospitality Aug 20 23:44:09 a nice thought Aug 20 23:44:27 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:44:58 I hope Thomas or Catherine will have a nice life Aug 20 23:45:28 ```````` Aug 20 23:46:46 Well... I've been having a think about it... I'm ensuring that they will not be involved in any political manoeuvring where Dau's land is concerned, so it'll be afforded a quieter life... Aug 20 23:47:05 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:47:19 I just hope they live happily Aug 20 23:47:51 as do I... Aug 20 23:48:14 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:48:46 Until then, I'll just take each day as it comes Aug 20 23:49:55 if you can, don't worry about the childs future... I've made arrangements for funds to care for them, and the two families I've in mind to adopt the child are good families Aug 20 23:50:08 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:50:35 I'm grateful. If I end up in heaven, I'll put in a good word for you Aug 20 23:51:44 I appreciate that. Aug 20 23:52:46 I dont think you'll need it. You're obviously a good man. Aug 20 23:53:13 * Morgan shrugs Aug 20 23:53:17 I just try to do whats right Aug 20 23:53:29 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:54:09 You've got a lot of people who love you, that says something about the sort of man you are Aug 20 23:55:12 Its taken a long while to let them Aug 20 23:55:59 It's hard to let people love you when you've been hurt Aug 20 23:56:13 aye, it is Aug 20 23:56:43 * Elsie sips her tea Aug 20 23:56:54 Don't let him get near your wife. Aug 20 23:57:53 I won't. Plans for him have changed a little bit... After what he did, vengeance cant just be mine, it needs to be for everyone, so he's going to be publicly executed Aug 20 23:58:08 * Elsie shrugs Aug 20 23:58:20 As long as he's dead and can't hurt anyone Aug 20 23:58:37 he'll be very dead Aug 20 23:58:45 * Elsie nods Aug 20 23:59:16 And his son or daughter will never be burdened with meeting him Aug 21 00:00:02 * Morgan nods Aug 21 00:00:04 indeed Aug 21 00:00:41 Madame Miller said she'd get me the herbs to be rid of the babe once we worked out that it was on the way Aug 21 00:01:02 you decided against it... Aug 21 00:01:17 * Elsie nods Aug 21 00:01:49 Not the babe's fault how it was made, or who its father was Aug 21 00:01:58 * Morgan nods Aug 21 00:02:00 I agree Aug 21 00:02:11 which is why I made sure they'd never be involved in any of that Aug 21 00:02:23 * Elsie nods Aug 21 00:03:42 Working girls get rid of babes all the time. But I figured that as I'd survived it all, Theus must have a reason for that, and maybe the reason was to see this through to the end so the babe can live Aug 21 00:04:21 thats very brave Aug 21 00:05:04 Most natural thing in the world, loving a child. It's what we're all here for, really Aug 21 00:05:19 * Morgan nods Aug 21 00:06:16 That lad of yours, he's a really card. Gonna be a mischief when he's grown Aug 21 00:07:12 he's a mischief now... he's had a difficult life Aug 21 00:07:44 Looks like you have a thing for taking in waifs and strays Aug 21 00:08:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 21 00:08:25 I'm interested in the people, not what their social standing is Aug 21 00:08:47 * Elsie nods Aug 21 00:08:55 That's a good way to be Aug 21 00:09:42 rather frowned upon in high society social circles Aug 21 00:10:45 Not quite worked out what's going on with all of that. You're a master-at-arms and a Duke Aug 21 00:11:15 easier to get at information when people think you're the same standing or lower than them Aug 21 00:11:56 **Heinzharold shouts up from the parlour that it's time for dinner** Aug 21 00:32:26 * Elsie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 21 10:30:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 21 10:31:38 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 21 10:31:42 **After a pleasant dinnertime where he sees the Avalonian of all his friends improving, he gets Varick to sleep before finding the others. HH is pouring some drinks in the big cottage kitchen, already starting to just make himself at home in Morgan's space. He gives Morgan a glass of whiskey* Aug 21 10:31:43 Didn' expect the magic to feel good Aug 21 10:33:28 * Morgan nods Aug 21 10:35:02 * HH sips his whiskey, nodding Aug 21 10:35:29 Thought it'd feel a bit cold and unpleasant Aug 21 10:36:02 why? Aug 21 10:36:13 * HH shrugs Aug 21 10:36:47 Magic, isnt it? Something we're taught t' dislike Aug 21 10:37:51 * Morgan nods Aug 21 10:37:53 I suppose so Aug 21 10:43:36 I was willin' to have her do it t' me even if it was going to be unpleasant Aug 21 10:44:38 because? Aug 21 10:45:22 For Elsie. Help her get better an' not be in pain so much Aug 21 10:46:11 * Morgan nods Aug 21 10:49:11 Molly says she's got some healin' to do for you tonight *he smirks* Aug 21 10:50:19 Not exactly Aug 21 10:53:43 * HH continues to smirk Aug 21 10:54:51 Not exactly, eh? Aug 21 10:55:46 shut up Aug 21 11:01:39 * HH laughs Aug 21 11:02:28 Surprised Claudia was willin' to be poked and prodded, but I spose that's not that unusual for her Aug 21 11:02:46 howso? Aug 21 11:03:14 Being undressed wi' women Aug 21 11:03:49 you still on about that? Aug 21 11:03:57 * HH nods Aug 21 11:04:17 Til you give the game away or I ask 'er Aug 21 11:04:40 til you've got the nerve to, you mean... thats why you're on at me... Aug 21 11:05:39 Rather you get punched for tellin' me than I get punched fer asking Aug 21 11:06:44 ah, so you're scared.... Aug 21 11:07:05 Am not Aug 21 11:11:05 * Morgan snorts before sipping his whiskey Aug 21 11:11:49 Lets go find her, I'll tell her y' told me, and we'll see the look on her face Aug 21 11:11:54 * HH grins Aug 21 11:12:11 You'd lie to her? Aug 21 11:12:33 Wouldn' be a lie, 'xactly Aug 21 11:14:07 You basic'ly told me when y' didn't just laugh at it being a ridiculous idea, and didn't tell me to just shut up, like if I'd suggested she fancied horses Aug 21 11:15:15 to quote a phrase you're so fond of... horseshit Aug 21 11:15:52 * HH shrugs, taking his whiskey, going out of the front door Aug 21 11:17:23 * Morgan follows him Aug 21 11:17:42 **Claudia is outside whirling a sword around. It catches the last glowing rays of the sinking sun** Aug 21 11:18:32 * HH moves in her direction, and when he gets close enough to not shout, but far enough to not get injured, he says "Hey, Claudia!" Aug 21 11:19:11 **She stops, breathing hard, watching the pair of them* what? Aug 21 11:19:34 * HH gives Morgan a quick grin Aug 21 11:20:38 * Morgan watches him Aug 21 11:21:09 **He looks back to Claudia, who is sheathing her sword** You like bubbies, right? Aug 21 11:21:29 **she rolls her eyes, glancing at Morgan** Aug 21 11:21:38 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 21 11:22:28 C: I like _breasts_. Bubbies sounds like something a nursing toddler would say when he wants his mama to feed him. Aug 21 11:22:40 * Morgan sniggers Aug 21 11:22:51 sounds like HeinzHarold Aug 21 11:22:54 * HH starts to laugh Aug 21 11:23:48 Don't ruin bubbies for me! 'Sides, you drink what comes from cow's bubbies, not much diff'rent Aug 21 11:24:41 **Claudia smiles slightly** That is not the same! Aug 21 11:26:08 hang on.... does that mean when HeinzHarold sucks on them, she goes moo?! Aug 21 11:26:56 **Claudia laughs hard at this, and even HH is laughing at himself too** Aug 21 11:28:07 C: That's not an image any of us need. Heinzharold with big calf's eyes mooning up Aug 21 11:29:04 * HH grins, using his fingers as horns on his head "I'm not the calf, I'm the bull!" He makes a snorting noise Aug 21 11:31:35 juvenile maybe Aug 21 11:32:02 C: **she laughs, looking at Morgan** Talks a lot of bull! Aug 21 11:34:34 * HH paws with his feet at the ground before charging at Claudia, head low and finger horns in her direction Aug 21 11:36:45 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 21 11:36:51 **Claudia laughs, and spins around out of his way before gently kicking his backside** Aug 21 11:37:19 * HH laughs before snorting again, charging at Morgan this time Aug 21 11:38:01 * Morgan does the same as Claudia Aug 21 11:41:57 Now the bull is really angry! **he becomes more over dramatic, rounding on Claudia again, and once more she kicks him, laughing. He snorts louder before charging at Morgan** Aug 21 11:43:47 * Morgan side steps before shoving HeinzHarold sideways Aug 21 11:45:49 **There's a giggling from the doorway of the cottage* Aug 21 11:46:31 * HH manages not to fall over, looking in the direction of the noise Aug 21 11:46:52 **Claudia starts laughing, hands on her hips** Aug 21 11:51:24 * Morgan looks to the cottage Aug 21 11:57:18 **Molly and Inga are watching from the doorstep. They both look amused. HH grins, makeshift horns still on his head** There's my lil heifer! Aug 21 11:57:42 oh that'll go down well Aug 21 11:58:46 **Inga looks like she's heard it before, and looks to Morgan** Did someone say he was talking *she quietly says* bullshit? Aug 21 11:59:19 I wasn't aware you even knew such language... Aug 21 11:59:23 * HH goes back to pawing the ground, watching Inga Aug 21 11:59:38 I: Only because I have seen him do this before Aug 21 12:00:02 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:01:31 I'm going to catch you, my pretty little cow Aug 21 12:05:59 **Molly whispers something to Inga, then pushes her friend out of the doorway and onto the grass. Inga makes a run for the well, and HH chases her, still being the bull. Molly sips her cherry brandy, watching them. Aug 21 12:06:24 * Morgan shrugs slightly, heading to the door Aug 21 12:11:13 **Molly watches him approach with a smile** I'm sorry, did we interrupt? Aug 21 12:11:59 * Morgan shrugs Aug 21 12:12:06 no, no matter... how did it go with Claudia? Aug 21 12:12:39 * HH nods, watching as Inga manages to evade HH Aug 21 12:12:45 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 21 12:13:01 Well. I am gaining confidence Aug 21 12:13:42 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:13:44 good Aug 21 12:17:28 * Molly smiles Aug 21 12:17:44 Are you ready now? Aug 21 12:18:22 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:18:24 aye Aug 21 12:18:45 **there's laughter as HH captures Inga and throws her over his shoulder, much like Ayden did when he was carrying around Evie to have her bottom smacked* Aug 21 12:19:25 I will make sure Elsie has everything she needs for the night then. I'll meet you upstairs? Aug 21 12:19:43 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:19:45 alright blossom Aug 21 12:19:55 * Molly goes indoors Aug 21 12:20:05 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 21 12:20:47 * HH is showing off, running around carrying Inga. She's giggling at it, and Claudia comes to Morgan Aug 21 12:20:54 * HH is now known as Claudia Aug 21 12:21:56 I guess that's that done Aug 21 12:22:51 apparently so Aug 21 12:23:47 I dont think he cares Aug 21 12:24:07 No, I don't... he did say if he was right he'd feel less guilty about dragging you to all the brothels Aug 21 12:24:25 * Claudia smiles Aug 21 12:24:43 Saw a lot I wouldn't have seen on my own Aug 21 12:24:58 oh? Aug 21 12:25:40 He's always had a way with getting women not wearing most of their dresses Aug 21 12:25:51 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:25:56 boyish charm... Aug 21 12:26:11 * Claudia nods Aug 21 12:26:35 Shame it didn't rub off on you Aug 21 12:27:03 * Morgan shrugs Aug 21 12:27:55 Going to be odd, having less scars Aug 21 12:28:04 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:28:08 I know Aug 21 12:28:38 You get used to them, don't you? Most of them I could tell you where and when I got them Aug 21 12:29:00 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:29:09 they become a very definite part of who you are Aug 21 12:29:17 * Claudia nods Aug 21 12:29:58 He doesnt seem troubled, despite how bothered he was by it at first Aug 21 12:30:09 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:30:17 he was expecting it to be cold and horrible... Aug 21 12:30:25 * Claudia nods Aug 21 12:30:35 Definitely not that though Aug 21 12:30:54 no, definitely not Aug 21 12:31:08 You're getting the other side of the coin though Aug 21 12:31:47 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:32:05 Gonna be painful? Aug 21 12:33:09 she says she'll numb it first... Aug 21 12:36:42 * Claudia nods Aug 21 12:36:57 Practical Aug 21 12:38:09 **HH moves towards them, still carrying Inga** we're turning in. G'dnight Aug 21 12:39:52 * Morgan nods, stepping out of the way Aug 21 12:40:02 * Claudia says goodnight to them Aug 21 12:40:45 I'm gonna take a walk around. Good luck Aug 21 12:41:10 * Morgan nods Aug 21 12:41:13 stay safe Aug 21 12:43:22 Of course Aug 21 12:43:37 * Morgan nods before heading inside to find Molly Aug 21 12:47:05 * Claudia is upstairs in their room, lots of candles for light and a warm fire in the grate. There's also towels and warm water. She's removing her boots. Aug 21 12:47:10 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 21 12:49:37 are you ready blossom? Aug 21 12:53:07 * Molly nods Aug 21 12:53:33 A little apprehensive about doing it to you... Aug 21 12:54:19 why? Aug 21 12:54:27 What if I hurt you? Aug 21 12:55:25 then it will hurt. Needs must. Aug 21 12:59:07 There will be blood too, I'm afraid Aug 21 13:00:08 * Molly watches him Aug 21 13:00:39 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:00:43 generally happens Aug 21 13:00:50 * Molly smiles Aug 21 13:00:56 You are not worried? Aug 21 13:01:56 What will happen is what will happen... not a lot to be done about it Aug 21 13:05:40 * Molly puts her shawl aside, and rolls up her sleeves Aug 21 13:05:57 If we can help her somehow... Aug 21 13:06:34 Would you prefer your front or back? Aug 21 13:06:43 * Morgan shrugs Aug 21 13:06:47 wherever you need to Aug 21 13:06:54 Either is fine Aug 21 13:07:17 front then Aug 21 13:07:45 * Molly washes her hands then dries them Aug 21 13:08:01 Would you like to take off your boots and shirt? Aug 21 13:08:55 * Morgan nods, doing so Aug 21 13:09:28 * Molly lays towels on the bed around where he will be, and puts some more to one side. She takes a deep breath Aug 21 13:09:38 Alright, now lie down Aug 21 13:10:09 * Morgan nods, lying down Aug 21 13:10:53 * Molly sits close beside him, watching him solemnly a moment before placing her hand on his chest Aug 21 13:11:26 I will make the skin numb first, but if you start to feel it you must tell me please Aug 21 13:11:33 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:12:57 **his neck prickles with the magic as she closes her eyes, and a tingly nothingness spreads across the skin of his chest** Aug 21 13:14:02 * Molly tests the numbness by running a fingernail over his skin, watching his reaction. She starts on skin he can still feel Aug 21 13:14:54 Feel that? Aug 21 13:15:11 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:15:37 * Molly watches his eyes, finger moving into the numb bit Aug 21 13:15:40 There? Aug 21 13:17:38 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 21 13:18:17 **After a minute she's mapped this out, and says "are you ready? I am going to cut, and I need to work on making different shapes and angles. If it hurts, please say so" Aug 21 13:18:26 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:18:27 alright Aug 21 13:19:47 **The only sensation he feels is the prickle of magic on his neck. He can see the concentration on her face, scent his own blood, and peripherally see the red lines on his upper chest* Aug 21 13:20:50 * Morgan lays still Aug 21 13:22:36 * Molly 's finger across him move like they are creating art, the scarlet lines appearing then blurring beneath them. They're all fairly shallow, nothing bleeds too hard or fast. Sometimes he feels the tingle of healing through the rest of his body, and sometimes he feels that euphoric rush of a fresh wound in combat, though not the pain Aug 21 13:22:49 Fingers move* Aug 21 13:23:19 Are you alright? Aug 21 13:23:24 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:23:26 aye Aug 21 13:23:36 You are doing a wonderful job Aug 21 13:24:38 its a tough job, lying down Aug 21 13:25:13 * Molly smiles. A minute later she makes a cut just at the edge of the numbness, and there is a sharp rush of pain Aug 21 13:26:31 * Morgan winces Aug 21 13:27:07 * Molly grimaces "I'm sorry, my love" Aug 21 13:28:23 its alright Aug 21 13:28:28 * Molly heals it before moving back into the numbest part Aug 21 13:29:35 This would have been useful for Evie and Ayden's blood binding. I could have cut them then, once they were bound, healed the wounds Aug 21 13:30:42 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:30:57 not sure it would have been welcomed, mind Aug 21 13:31:20 No, probably not. People would be deeply disturbed Aug 21 13:31:52 I doubt that... but I suspect the time it takes to heal is part of it its importance Aug 21 13:32:06 * Molly nods slowly Aug 21 13:32:37 I suppose perhaps it is less symbolic if they are not enduring the pain and healing for each other Aug 21 13:32:51 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:33:43 It's rather rare, I had never seen it done until their wedding Aug 21 13:33:50 No... Aug 21 13:34:42 It is uncommon in Eisen too? Or was it something that happened in the camps during the War with comrades? Aug 21 13:35:03 No, I'd heard of it happening but never saw it Aug 21 13:35:12 * Molly nods Aug 21 13:35:28 I wondered if you and Heinzharold might have done it Aug 21 13:35:46 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 21 13:35:47 no Aug 21 13:36:07 * Molly nods, looking at her handiwork Aug 21 13:36:20 I think that is all I need Aug 21 13:36:29 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:36:30 sure? Aug 21 13:36:38 * Molly nods Aug 21 13:36:54 I will get you cleaned up Aug 21 13:37:36 alright Aug 21 13:37:50 * Molly heals the last of the wounds, then gets a wet flannel and washes off his chest and sides Aug 21 13:38:05 That wasn't too bad, was it? Aug 21 13:39:29 No, not at all Aug 21 13:39:36 * Molly dries him carefully before removing the bloodied towels from the bed and tidying up Aug 21 13:41:43 * Molly pours him whiskey, then herself a large glass of cherry brandy, watching out of the window over the main house Aug 21 13:42:22 It's a strange feeling Aug 21 13:43:26 being back? Aug 21 13:43:34 Hurting you. Aug 21 13:44:04 how do you mean ? Aug 21 13:44:57 It's not something I _enjoy_, but also, it isn't done from malice Aug 21 13:45:50 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:45:52 its necessary Aug 21 13:46:16 Hopefully I will never need to again Aug 21 13:46:33 we can indeed hope Aug 21 13:46:51 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 21 13:47:25 It's not that I feel _guilt_, like I feel guilt that I do not feel guilt. Aug 21 13:47:38 More like* Aug 21 13:48:40 * Morgan nods Aug 21 13:49:17 * Molly looks at him, swirling the whiskey "Shouldn't I _feel_ guilt? I cut you, I broke your skin and made you bleed..." Aug 21 13:49:54 and yet I'm not hurt... and it was so you can try to heal Elsie Aug 21 13:50:06 * Molly nods Aug 21 13:51:54 It is more that it perplexes me that I could do that to _you_, the man I love, and yet feel... I don't know Aug 21 13:52:13 detached? Aug 21 13:52:35 No. I don't think it is that Aug 21 13:52:49 * Morgan shrugs Aug 21 13:54:45 * Molly sighs "I do not see I am going to understand it any time soon!" 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She watches him in the reflection Aug 22 14:32:17 Much as I prefer you this way, you may wish to put on a shirt for my father Aug 22 14:32:35 * Morgan shrugs, putting his shirt back on Aug 22 14:33:13 What on Theah was Heinzharold doing outside? Aug 22 14:34:38 Being HeinzHarold... he'd asked Claudia if she likes bubbies... it got around to cows, somehow, so I asked if he was insinuating that Inga makes mooing noises... Aug 22 14:34:58 * Molly starts giggling Aug 22 14:35:17 What did he say to that? Aug 22 14:35:33 that he's the bull... Aug 22 14:35:49 * Molly blushes, still laughing Aug 22 14:35:57 Oh dear! Aug 22 14:36:31 quite Aug 22 14:36:53 And then you were all playing on the lawn Aug 22 14:37:02 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:37:10 trying to not let my annoyance show Aug 22 14:37:25 What were you annoyed by, my love? Aug 22 14:38:07 he's been trying to get me to confirm his suspicions... it was manipulative and I don't like it Aug 22 14:38:47 Be gentle with him, liebling, it's been a difficult few days for everyone Aug 22 14:39:13 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:39:14 I know Aug 22 14:40:36 Is it resolved now? Aug 22 14:41:04 I think so Aug 22 14:41:31 That's good. Is he troubled by it? Aug 22 14:42:01 Doesn't seem to be Aug 22 14:42:23 * Molly nods Aug 22 14:44:48 He seemed happy enough being silly Aug 22 14:44:57 his natural state of being Aug 22 14:45:05 * Molly nods Aug 22 14:45:24 I thought it would be a good moment for Inga to join in Aug 22 14:45:41 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:45:59 She's concerned for him Aug 22 14:46:07 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:46:09 I know Aug 22 14:47:37 She hasn't directly mentioned _that_ specifically, but I think it is playing on her mind Aug 22 14:47:59 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:48:12 Its difficult because he doesn't want her knowing whats caused it Aug 22 14:49:09 A shame Maelwys' special drink only works on women Aug 22 14:51:40 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:51:41 indeed Aug 22 14:51:47 it'd work on Edward then Aug 22 14:51:56 * Molly giggles Aug 22 14:52:14 I would rather not think about Edward aroused, thank you! Aug 22 14:52:54 * Morgan shrugs Aug 22 14:53:20 Besides, the drink is still on the Rose Aug 22 14:54:56 * Morgan nods Aug 22 14:54:59 aye Aug 22 14:55:29 * Molly watches him a moment in the reflection before putting water on the glass Aug 22 14:58:21 **Jacques, Walder and David are all there. Molly chats happily with the boy and his Father, and they learn that the broken mirrors have been sent to Freiburg with instructions for them to go to Catterick. Then they are left talking to just David so he can apologise to Molly about the farm Aug 22 15:00:08 * Molly shrugs "It is dealt with. Your hundred and fifty guilders will be sent to your bank, James has his, and Peter has the farm. The only one out of pocket in it all is me." Aug 22 15:00:49 D: It seems like a very good resolution to me, well done little Moll. Aug 22 15:01:28 * Molly sips her cherry brandy, and looks at Morgan "I will give you two a minute, shall I?" Aug 22 15:01:49 please blossom Aug 22 15:03:47 * Molly goes, closing the door behind her Aug 22 15:04:50 * Molly is now known as David Aug 22 15:04:56 How is she, Morgan? Aug 22 15:05:28 she's still hurting... being here has brought back a lot of the harder memories for her... Aug 22 15:09:10 * David nods slowly Aug 22 15:09:20 Martha and I have been worrying for her Aug 22 15:09:51 * Morgan nods Aug 22 15:10:21 I think you still have much work to do to make up to her what you did Aug 22 15:10:51 She is still upset about that particularly? Aug 22 15:11:14 I don't think you understand how deeply that affects her... Aug 22 15:11:29 * David nods Aug 22 15:11:46 Maybe you should all come home a little while Aug 22 15:12:18 When we can. Its part of why she reacted the way she did about the farm... you need to be gentler with her feelings, more mindful of them Aug 22 15:16:33 * David nods Aug 22 15:16:42 I will try to bear it in mind Aug 22 15:18:04 don't take it as a criticism... I know you care for her, its just going to take some time to mend those scars completely. Anyway... we need to discuss Cecily for a moment Aug 22 15:18:26 * David nods grimly Aug 22 15:19:04 I had a horrible feeling you might. Aug 22 15:19:57 I'll cut it short... Molly knows what happened... doesn't remember the actual incident, but everything around it. She doesn't have that massive blank space anymore Aug 22 15:20:12 * David looks alarmed Aug 22 15:20:17 And how is her sleep? Aug 22 15:20:47 fine, no worse than it was beforehand Aug 22 15:20:57 * David nods Aug 22 15:21:07 No delusions? Aug 22 15:21:13 such as... Aug 22 15:21:33 Seeing things that aren't there, insects and so on Aug 22 15:21:45 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 22 15:21:48 nothing like that Aug 22 15:21:58 * David nods Aug 22 15:22:17 What happened about the doll? Aug 22 15:22:38 she has it Aug 22 15:25:52 I don't understand how it's possible Aug 22 15:26:20 Given where we are right now, is it _that_ surprising? Aug 22 15:27:02 I suppose not. You don't look to be on the ship. Aug 22 15:27:31 No... we're at the Torrington estate, trying to fix a wrong Aug 22 15:33:17 * David nods Aug 22 15:33:26 Molly liked it there Aug 22 15:33:47 * Morgan nods Aug 22 15:34:00 she felt trusted and wanted here... its no surprise she liked it really Aug 22 15:37:18 How are Peter and James and the grandchildren? Aug 22 15:39:42 they're well... now everything with the farm is settled, they're much more relaxed. I'm going to bring Molly back in... she hasn't been told what you thought had happened or what you said about when she got ill.... Aug 22 15:40:05 * David nods Aug 22 15:40:17 I appreciate that Aug 22 15:41:36 * Morgan nods, calling to Molly Aug 22 15:43:59 **She comes back in, sitting with Morgan** Aug 22 15:44:47 Mama says you were planning to visit Eliza, have you seen her yet? Aug 22 15:45:44 **Molly frowns a little, looking to Morgan** Aug 22 15:47:47 Eliza passed away during childbirth recently Aug 22 15:48:06 * David looks genuinely upset by this Aug 22 15:48:18 Oh little Moll, I'm sorry Aug 22 15:49:27 **She nods** One of the twins survived. It was her Christening today, and Eliza had told John to ask me to be her godmother. Aug 22 15:49:49 How is John? Aug 22 15:51:46 Distraught, naturally. It's only eight weeks ago. He is still very lost. Aug 22 15:51:51 M:* Aug 22 15:53:38 Perhaps you could have a word with Sir Dagget about not pushing him to remarry until he has had proper time to grieve. Don't let him be rushed. Aug 22 15:55:34 **Molly frowns a little** That conversation would be awkward at best, Papa. I am well aware now of how much pressure was put on John by his Father when I had consumption, and I try to avoid Sir Dagget where possible. Aug 22 15:56:15 I'll tell him. Aug 22 15:56:21 * David nods, looking to Morgan Aug 22 15:56:44 That would be a very good solution, you would be an ideal candidate Aug 22 15:57:37 M: *she sips her drink again, but he can see she's deeply unimpressed by this* Aug 22 15:57:51 You have issue with that blossom? Aug 22 15:58:25 M: *she shrugs noncommittally* Aug 22 15:59:04 you should know, he doesn't like me... Aug 22 16:01:55 Why? Aug 22 16:02:35 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 22 16:02:58 I didn't go along with his self indulgent, self deprecating nonsense Aug 22 16:03:18 I've always found him to be a good man Aug 22 16:04:15 The point at which he dismissed his behaviour in the past because 'its all worked out for the best'... I think thats where I started to want to him him Aug 22 16:07:44 * David nods a little Aug 22 16:08:16 M: *she squares her shoulders slightly* What news from Sudlachenburg? Aug 22 16:10:00 Adalbrecht is still angry about Jarvinia's marriage, Edward is spending his time painting and writing to his fiance. Your mothers are both well. Aug 22 16:15:05 M: *she nods* Aug 22 16:15:48 Yensid arrived yesterday to talk to Adalbrecht about the ongoing investigation into Darius Eckname Aug 22 16:18:46 * Morgan nods Aug 22 16:19:21 [Do we want Yensid here to find Kai?] Aug 22 16:19:31 [might be an idea] Aug 22 16:24:20 Papa, we could do with Yensid in Tawstock. I cannot go into too much detail why. Aug 22 16:25:02 I don't know how I can do that without it raising suspicion as to how I know you need him Aug 22 16:25:19 **she looks at Morgan** Any ideas, liebling? Aug 22 16:27:10 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 22 16:27:16 tis a sticky one, certainly Aug 22 16:30:46 M: Perhaps a messenger met on the road between Innesbruck and Sudlachenburg? Aug 22 16:30:59 * David looks at Morgan Aug 22 16:31:00 could work Aug 22 16:31:21 You want Yensid bad enough for me to lie? Aug 22 16:31:39 * Morgan looks mildly uncomfortable Aug 22 16:34:51 M: _I_ want Yensid that badly. Aug 22 16:35:40 [That is never a statement I thought I'd say] Aug 22 16:36:05 * David nods Aug 22 16:36:52 You sent me a message saying please send Yensid to Tawstock to help with something important there. That is what I will do. Aug 22 16:37:23 M: Thank you, Papa. Aug 22 16:39:48 That's all I have for you today Aug 22 16:41:04 * Morgan nods Aug 22 16:41:15 **Molly thanks him. She takes time to say goodbye to Walder and Jacques too before the contact ends and they're alone again hundreds of miles from their Innesbruck house** Aug 22 17:58:39 * Morgan gets some whiskey Aug 22 18:08:47 * David packs away the mirror, and drinks another shot of cherry brandy. She watches him "It's not really a lie. We communicated our wishes to him to have Yensid sent here urgently" Aug 22 18:08:53 * David is now known as Molly Aug 22 18:13:49 * Morgan frowns Aug 22 18:14:08 Its _how_ he says he knows thats the issue Aug 22 18:14:30 But it is not on _you_, my love Aug 22 18:16:14 * Morgan frowns more Aug 22 18:16:15 semantics Aug 22 18:16:32 * Molly smiles a little Aug 22 18:17:04 Are you ready for bed, or do you need to check on things, as you used to? Aug 22 18:17:16 I'll have a wander round if you don't mind Aug 22 18:17:48 * Molly shakes her head Aug 22 18:17:53 I don't mind Aug 22 18:18:05 * Molly strips down to put on her nightgown, again without her usual teasing Aug 22 18:18:25 I won't be long my love Aug 22 18:18:58 Take as long as you need. You can wake me if you wish it Aug 22 18:19:25 * Morgan nods, gathering up his things and heading downstairs and outside to walk the grounds and house Aug 22 18:20:27 **The Avalonian drizzle is as familiar as the route. All is quiet, no-one interrupts him at all** Aug 22 18:22:37 * Morgan gets dried and undressed once he returns, climbing into bed Aug 22 18:23:48 * Molly is already mostly asleep when he gets there, checking he is alright with a simple "mmm?" Aug 22 18:24:26 back to sleep my love Aug 22 18:24:57 * Molly sighs a little before settling quietly Aug 22 18:29:25 **He drifts off. The servant's dining room at Lady Torrington's is the yellow tone of Molly's dream, and he knows straight away he is just dreaming. He is sat with a ceramic jug of blokners, a tankard with some in, and apple and a knife. Outside he can hear very faintly a single horse pulling a trap cart. Aug 22 18:30:27 **Mary, one of Lady Torrington's maids, sticks her head around the door, wiping her hands on an apron** Mrs Dagget is here with the fruit, do you need to see her? Aug 22 18:31:02 I suppose I better had Aug 22 18:32:00 **Out in the inner courtyard the day is very warm and summery. Molly hops down from the cart, her outfit is not quite as smart as gentry, but not far off. The horse is black and white, his markings looking like an eye patch and moustache like an equine version of Varick's cat.** Stay, Ulysses. Aug 22 18:35:38 * Morgan nods to her Aug 22 18:35:45 interesting looking horse you have there Aug 22 18:36:31 * Molly unloads several heavy baskets. She looks slightly tanned, as if she works outdoors often. Her hair is tamed under a straw bonnet with yellow ribbons, and her apron is yellow with blue forget-me-nots. She takes a look around, spotting Mary at the back door, then smiles very politely at Morgan Aug 22 18:36:32 Master Hockridge, good morning. I hope you and her Ladyship are well? Aug 22 18:37:07 * Morgan nods Aug 22 18:37:09 and you? Aug 22 18:38:02 I am well, thank you. The horse is new, my Father bred him. Aug 22 18:38:14 * Molly seems very, very polite, even in her body language, maybe a little too polite and formal Aug 22 18:39:46 * Morgan nods before calling for Mary to come take the fruit to the kitchens Aug 22 18:41:11 **The maid carries the heavy baskets in** Aug 22 18:42:04 We should have strawberries by next week Aug 22 18:42:17 * Molly watches him Aug 22 18:42:19 * Morgan nods Aug 22 18:42:22 that'll be nice Aug 22 18:42:56 It's early in the season, of course, but they're doing well... Aug 22 18:43:05 * Morgan nods Aug 22 18:43:09 as long as they're sweet... Aug 22 18:43:15 **Mary comes out for more baskets** Aug 22 18:43:49 Sweet enough, though there's always a wait for the sweetest ones I am afraid Aug 22 18:44:11 * Morgan nods Aug 22 18:44:13 of course Aug 22 18:44:20 * Molly smiles ever so slightly Aug 22 18:44:31 They will be another month or two yet Aug 22 19:20:12 * Morgan nods Aug 22 19:27:39 **another maid comes to help whilst Molly pats the horse. Mary brings out some empty baskets, and Molly glances at her before looking at Morgan Aug 22 19:28:24 Master Hockridge, do you wish us to invoice you this quarter, or do you need to go to town for coin to settle up our accounts as usual? Aug 22 19:30:23 I suppose I'd best go to town Aug 22 19:30:38 * Molly nods Aug 22 19:31:07 I can drive you to Tawstock, it is no bother, Mr Dagget wishes me to practice more. I was going towards my Father's farm next, which is in that direction. Aug 22 19:31:54 if you're sure... Aug 22 19:31:58 **Mary and the other maids reload the cart of empty baskets** Aug 22 19:32:05 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 22 19:32:18 Absolutely, Master Hockridge Aug 22 19:34:27 Mary: If you are going so far as Tawstock, Master Hockridge, there's a new hat at the milliners on Green Street her Ladyship needs collecting Aug 22 19:37:12 * Morgan nods Aug 22 19:37:17 I'll take care of it Aug 22 19:39:36 **Mary and the maid curtsey to him before going indoors whilst Molly checks the cart is secured Aug 22 19:42:09 It all looks good *she watches him a moment, re-tying her bonnet ribbons. Her smile is perfectly polite, but he can detect happiness in her micro-expression** If you are ready, Master Hockridge? Aug 22 19:42:46 * Morgan nods Aug 22 19:42:53 whenever you are Aug 22 19:43:17 * Molly climbs up into the cart and takes the reins Aug 22 19:43:46 * Morgan climbs up beside her Aug 22 19:44:55 * Molly is watching his forearms as he does so, then urges the horse to walk on, along the driveway to the path that eventually leads to Lower Tawstock, past Sunnymeade, and to the port town itself Aug 22 19:46:26 * Molly steers the cart carefully, and it's not til they are out of sight of the house when she says Aug 22 19:47:11 I'm so sorry, I tried to come yesterday when there would be less staff, but we've been having a problem with our bull and his chosen heifer, and I couldn't get away Aug 22 19:48:45 * Morgan nods Aug 22 19:49:10 * Molly gives him occasional quick glances, but she's obviously having to give attention to driving well Aug 22 19:49:52 I was most heartsore to leave you waiting and wondering if I was coming Aug 22 19:50:07 I had a feeling it was just a matter of time Aug 22 19:50:19 * Molly smiles Aug 22 19:50:48 I imagine you have less time than you would have had yesterday? Aug 22 19:52:09 * Morgan shrugs Aug 22 19:52:13 I make my own schedule Aug 22 19:52:30 * Molly takes a turning off he's vaguely familiar with, a quieter route towards the town that bypasses the village Aug 22 19:52:41 I am glad of it Aug 22 19:53:41 How has your week been? Have you slept better at all? Aug 22 19:54:56 * Morgan shrugs Aug 22 19:55:03 about the usual Aug 22 19:55:18 * Molly nods a little Aug 22 19:56:09 As long as it is no worse. I do wonder some nights when I cannot sleep, how are _you_ finding the night... Aug 22 19:57:06 * Molly turns off from this path onto an even smaller one, one he has not been down in reality Aug 22 19:57:34 long, usually Aug 22 19:57:49 * Molly nods Aug 22 19:59:20 They seem much slower than the days. The days race by until finally it is church, then wash day, and then finally, after what seems like years, it is Tuesday at last *she smiles at him* or Wednesday, in this instance Aug 22 20:02:08 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:03:44 **The clearing she drives them to is small, but the grass soft, scattered with daisies, forget-me-nots and daffodils. Molly gets down, putting the reins over a tree branch. Aug 22 20:04:10 * Morgan gets down Aug 22 20:05:58 * Molly pulls off her bonnet as she comes to him, kissing him full on the mouth, pressing her body to him Aug 22 20:05:58 I've missed you… god, how I've missed you. Aug 22 20:11:14 I can tell Aug 22 20:11:36 * Molly smiles Aug 22 20:11:46 You have missed me too I hope Aug 22 20:12:49 of course Aug 22 20:13:58 * Molly nods, watching his face with affection Aug 22 20:14:23 We can dally here a little while then, after we've talked? Aug 22 20:14:40 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:14:59 Good, for I have missed you most painfully Aug 22 20:15:23 * Molly sits down on the grass Aug 22 20:17:45 * Morgan sits down beside her, leaning back on his elbows Aug 22 20:18:19 * Molly lies on the grass, looking up at the branches above them Aug 22 20:18:28 John wishes to have a child Aug 22 20:19:53 does he... Aug 22 20:20:26 Mmhmm. It has been troubling him that it has not occured already Aug 22 20:20:45 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:21:05 * Molly turns her head so she can watch him Aug 22 20:21:10 It would mean I must stop using the herbs… Aug 22 20:21:16 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:21:19 I gathered that much Aug 22 20:21:39 You and I… we would either have to stop seeing each other like this, not fully make love, or you would need to be prepared that I may have your child but the world think it is his. Aug 22 20:22:07 * Morgan frowns Aug 22 20:22:08 * Molly chews her lip nervously as she watches him Aug 22 20:22:40 You have a preference? Aug 22 20:22:59 I cannot bear to stop seeing you Aug 22 20:26:00 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:26:16 But I do not think any man could easily stand to see another raise his child? Aug 22 20:27:09 No... you are correct Aug 22 20:27:44 What do _you_ wish? Must I lose you? Aug 22 20:28:04 * Molly watches him despondently Aug 22 20:28:43 I need to think about it Aug 22 20:28:56 * Molly nods Aug 22 20:29:37 I understand. What we have... it is complicated for you. If I wasn't married, it would be so simple Aug 22 20:30:32 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:30:37 aye it would Aug 22 20:31:12 I am sorry. I would not hurt you if I could avoid it Aug 22 20:32:20 I know Aug 22 20:32:47 If it were my choice, my body would be yours only. Aug 22 20:33:54 * Molly turns to her side to watch him Aug 22 20:34:06 it is not your choice? Aug 22 20:35:09 Of course it isn't. He is my husband and he wants a child. I have been fortunate to be able to convince him it is just bad luck that I have not caught pregnant so far Aug 22 20:37:22 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 22 20:38:14 If only we had met earlier, like when you first came to Balig and I was unwed. I could have been Mrs Hockridge, not Mrs Dagget Aug 22 20:38:29 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:38:33 it wasn't to be... Aug 22 20:39:38 No... sadly not. But we have today. I haven't stopped the herbs yet. Aug 22 20:46:06 * Molly looks at his expression Aug 22 20:46:18 It is that simple? Aug 22 20:47:40 Our timed could be so limited, and my feelings for you are only strengthening. If it is not what you wish, then we can either just hold each other or get on with our journey Aug 22 20:49:34 perhaps just hold eachother Aug 22 20:50:26 * Molly moves, sitting up and getting closer. She strokes his cheek Aug 22 20:50:33 You are hurt... Aug 22 20:51:33 yes. I am Aug 22 20:51:47 Because of me? Aug 22 20:51:52 * Morgan nods Aug 22 20:51:55 * Molly looks sad Aug 22 20:52:44 I am sorry. Shy of running far, far away, I am trapped here. We could not remain in our homeland. Aug 22 20:54:28 its a big place Aug 22 20:55:49 You would want to? To have to hide, and live under a false identity? Would that not violate your principles? Aug 22 20:56:02 if it meant being with you... Aug 22 20:56:22 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 22 20:56:42 This has become more than a clandestine affair for you? Aug 22 20:59:02 as you said... feelings are only strengthening Aug 22 20:59:10 * Molly nods Aug 22 20:59:16 Do you love me? Aug 22 20:59:48 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:00:02 Then we will go. Aug 22 21:00:31 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:02:27 I will only need a day to gather my sentimental items, and we will leave. I can give up everything, for you Aug 22 21:02:56 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:05:14 * Molly kisses him. It coincides with a single chime from his watch Aug 22 21:09:10 Tomorrow then, my love? We'll go tomorrow? Aug 22 21:09:33 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:09:39 aye, we shall Aug 22 21:09:53 * Molly smiles Aug 22 21:10:23 I won't be late this time Aug 22 21:10:49 I certainly hope not Aug 22 21:11:14 * Molly kisses him once more, and this time there's three chimes Aug 22 21:11:43 * Morgan smiles, trying to wake up Aug 22 21:12:03 **he wakes easily Aug 22 21:13:45 * Molly is still asleep, on her stomach and not touching him Aug 22 21:14:53 * Morgan climbs out of bed gently, getting dressed Aug 22 21:16:07 * Molly doesn't wake, but does make a murmur of pleasure as he's leaving the room Aug 22 21:16:35 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 22 21:17:17 * Claudia is sat at the kitchen table in Morgan's cottage drinking coffee when he gets there Aug 22 21:17:32 * Morgan nods to her, pouring himself some coffee Aug 22 21:17:58 Going out for dawn? Aug 22 21:18:06 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:18:10 need to do a patrol Aug 22 21:18:19 Want company? Aug 22 21:19:09 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:19:40 * Claudia puts on a cloak and fastens on her swordbelt Aug 22 21:20:06 Probably get rained on Aug 22 21:20:14 absolutely Aug 22 21:22:09 * Claudia heads out into the predictable drizzle, just following Morgan's directions. They're far from disturbing the others when Claudia asks Aug 22 21:22:21 How was your night? Aug 22 21:23:23 fine Aug 22 21:23:33 No nightmares? Aug 22 21:23:55 No, none at all Aug 22 21:24:16 Maybe you've grown out of it? Aug 22 21:24:37 Unlikely... but I'll take what I can get Aug 22 21:25:51 You ever get to the bottom of that one that had mlMolly up the rigging and refusing to come down? Aug 22 21:26:05 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:26:14 aye... I can understand why she was so upset Aug 22 21:28:12 At least you have an answer Aug 22 21:28:32 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:28:59 she dreamed that Edward and my father found a time magician... to send me back and change things, and I went... Aug 22 21:29:27 * Claudia grimaces Aug 22 21:29:36 Not good Aug 22 21:30:04 No... Aug 22 21:30:26 No such thing as a time magician, right? Aug 22 21:30:40 * Morgan shrugs Aug 22 21:30:47 I have absolutely no idea Aug 22 21:30:59 Possible it's a warning? Aug 22 21:31:13 I don't think so... Aug 22 21:33:05 * Claudia nods Aug 22 21:33:13 Keep an eye out anyway? Aug 22 21:35:20 words to live by Aug 22 21:36:34 Opposite happens if you don't *she grins* Aug 22 21:36:41 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:36:42 quite Aug 22 21:38:39 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 22 21:40:30 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 22 21:40:52 You gonna do this the whole time we're here? Aug 22 21:41:06 'this'? Aug 22 21:41:27 Wandering around before the sun is up, checking gates and doors Aug 22 21:42:48 more'n likely Aug 22 21:44:25 There not staff for it? Aug 22 21:45:18 I _was_ the staff for it Aug 22 21:45:37 to replace me she needs to hire an estate manager and a master at arms Aug 22 21:45:55 You've been gone months! Aug 22 21:46:25 she obviously thought I'd be coming back Aug 22 21:46:46 No chance? Aug 22 21:47:10 No... Aug 22 21:47:39 You would if you didn't have so much else on your plate? Aug 22 21:48:40 on my plate? No, I'm coming home where Molly and I will settle Aug 22 21:53:08 * Claudia nods Aug 22 21:53:12 Sudlachenburg? Aug 22 21:54:05 eventually Aug 22 21:55:12 * Claudia nods Aug 22 21:55:34 To live happily ever after til you're old and grey Aug 22 21:56:41 * Morgan nods Aug 22 21:56:43 thats the plan Aug 22 21:57:04 You deserve to Aug 22 22:00:20 How are you getting on with your reserve now? Aug 22 22:02:30 its been difficult this week Aug 22 22:03:16 Why? Aug 22 22:06:22 Elsie Aug 22 22:06:41 Having her in the cottage with you? Aug 22 22:08:20 What happened to her Aug 22 22:09:13 Because he called her Molly Aug 22 22:09:59 thats part of it Aug 22 22:10:52 I want to help you, cant do that if you're going to hold out on me. Do you want help? Aug 22 22:12:50 We've discussed this.. I cant explain more without telling you everything, and... I don't want to do that to you Aug 22 22:13:29 Tried Heinzharold? Aug 22 22:13:42 he's got his own problems right now Aug 22 22:14:17 Fucks sake Morgan. You're so busy caring about the rest of us that you won't help yourself. Aug 22 22:16:36 * Claudia offers him her flask Aug 22 22:16:48 * Morgan takes it, sipping it before handing it back Aug 22 22:17:04 * Claudia sips the scotch before pocketing it Aug 22 22:18:45 It's obviously something really bad happened to Elsie. The scar tissue should be barely any. Aug 22 22:20:13 It is something really bad, yes Aug 22 22:20:58 You want to protect me, I get it. But it's difficult knowing you could do with support and yet again you won't come to Heinzharold and I. Aug 22 22:21:32 You think I don't gather support and strength from your being with me? Aug 22 22:21:43 * Claudia trudges along beside him down near the church Aug 22 22:22:31 I think you've spent weeks making progress and now this shithead has made you backslide, and I cant even properly talk some sense into you about it Aug 22 22:23:38 I'm not backsliding... progress is not linear, sometimes there are plateaus while we gather ourselves and progress some more Aug 22 22:24:16 That's what you're doing? Or is that horseshit you're telling yourself? Aug 22 22:24:47 I'm taking a breather while the climb is too difficult... once these rocks are out of the way, I'll climb again Aug 22 22:25:28 Want me to take the Ketch to Morgan's Rock and bring Sorgi over to talk to you about it? Aug 22 22:26:19 No... I'll be alright Aug 22 22:26:27 * Claudia nods Aug 22 22:26:48 Fine. What's Heinzharold's issue and how can I help with _that_? Aug 22 22:27:14 You can't. Aug 22 22:27:22 Fantastic (!) Aug 22 22:27:52 I know you hate this... and I'm sorry about that Aug 22 22:28:20 It's frustrating and makes me feel like shit, but I'll get over it Aug 22 22:28:57 Just for once, let me protect you... Aug 22 22:29:18 You know how much I hate that notion? Aug 22 22:29:58 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:32:17 * Claudia nods Aug 22 22:32:22 I dont like it. Aug 22 22:33:54 Look... the knowledge of the details has had me on my knees crying like a child... HeinzHarold has been deeply affected by it... and it _will_ cause you harm, it _will_ cause flashbacks for you. But if you want to know, I'll abide by your decision Aug 22 22:34:15 * Claudia watches him Aug 22 22:35:04 You _cried_? Thought you said in Freiburg you'd stopped Aug 22 22:35:38 sobbed like a broken child... Aug 22 22:35:53 Fucking hell. Aug 22 22:37:01 * Morgan nods slightly, watching her Aug 22 22:37:20 Stop staring, I'm trying to decide. Aug 22 22:37:50 * Morgan looks around, surveying the treeline Aug 22 22:38:40 I don't want to be told. One of the three of us needs to not be being screwed up by it, and it looks like it'll have to be me Aug 22 22:39:05 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:40:10 Find him, kill him, everyone's all happy and bright again. Aug 22 22:40:21 * Claudia looks at Morgan Aug 22 22:40:38 'Cept you're never happy, and Heinzharold is never bright. Aug 22 22:40:53 no, but we average out... Aug 22 22:41:05 True Aug 22 22:41:26 How was your being hacked up last night? Aug 22 22:42:16 didn't feel a thing for the most part Aug 22 22:42:48 Helpful? Aug 22 22:43:54 I think so Aug 22 22:44:32 _how_ helpful remains to be seen Aug 22 22:45:22 * Claudia nods Aug 22 22:45:37 Could go horribly wrong, couldn't it? Aug 22 22:46:16 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:47:00 much as I would love to be able to save her... I'm dubious that we can do anything more than make her remaining time more bearable Aug 22 22:47:25 * Claudia nods Aug 22 22:47:42 Just making it so she isnt in pain so muh Aug 22 22:47:45 Much* Aug 22 22:48:22 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:49:31 Admirable girl though. Not many would keep going Aug 22 22:50:00 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:50:56 Just have to let Molly do what she can and hope for something better than now Aug 22 22:51:41 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:51:50 aye... Aug 22 22:51:55 Any idea when it'll be? Aug 22 22:53:19 when Molly tries to help her? Aug 22 22:53:27 Yes Aug 22 22:53:40 I don't know. Soon Aug 22 22:54:11 Needs to be, doesn't it? She cant go on in so much pain Aug 22 22:54:30 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:54:32 absolutely Aug 22 22:54:48 Molly worried about it? Aug 22 22:54:59 very Aug 22 22:55:19 * Claudia nods Aug 22 22:55:27 Understandable Aug 22 22:55:37 * Morgan nods Aug 22 22:56:28 **Claudia seems content to just walk quietly, and they see the sun rise from the Rose Garden. They're almost back when she says Aug 22 22:56:56 Thought about having the Rose move to Tawstock or Kingston if we're staying a while Aug 22 22:57:32 Not sure how long we're staying... if Dau doesn't turn up soon or I don't dig any decent information up, we'll go hunt him down and bring him back Aug 22 23:04:17 Leaving the women here? Aug 22 23:04:32 * Morgan nods Aug 22 23:04:45 Molly needs to stay with Elsie for when the baby comes Aug 22 23:05:40 Gonna be difficult for you if we're away weeks Aug 22 23:08:27 * Morgan nods Aug 22 23:08:37 something I'll endure to bring this bastard to justice Aug 22 23:09:04 * Claudia nods Aug 22 23:09:09 He needs to die Aug 22 23:10:19 he's going to... here, humiliatingly... painfully. Aug 22 23:10:53 What are you going to do to him? Aug 22 23:11:11 he's going to be hung drawn and quartered Aug 22 23:11:23 * Claudia nods Aug 22 23:11:41 Nice and agonising Aug 22 23:12:00 * Morgan nods Aug 22 23:12:34 **They have almost finished the patrol when Claudia smirks "how is Heinzharold going to manage without his bubbies?" Aug 22 23:12:54 I might draw some for him... of the bovine variety Aug 22 23:13:10 * Claudia laughs Aug 22 23:13:32 Somehow I dont think a suggestion of getting him a wet nurse will go down well Aug 22 23:13:40 * Morgan snorts Aug 22 23:13:46 no... I suspect not Aug 22 23:14:08 Best not then, unless he gets really annoying Aug 22 23:14:56 I'm sure we can get one of the crew to oblige him Aug 22 23:15:18 That would be worth paying for. Come on, let's get out of the rain and get coffee Aug 22 23:16:09 * Morgan nods, leading the way back to the cottage Aug 22 23:36:40 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 23 17:46:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 23 17:46:55 **As he, Claudia and HH are sat eating breakfast, Inga is busily making coffee. There's no sign of Molly yet, aside from being able to hear her moving around upstairs. Aug 23 17:46:55 HH: Goin' to church this mornin', or doing it ourselves? Aug 23 17:50:29 I'm happy to do it ourselves Aug 23 17:50:41 **Inga comes to stand beside HH, and then puts cups of milk in front of Claudia and Morgan. HH watches with a grin as he nudges her gently. Aug 23 17:50:42 Inga rolls her eyes, smiling: Heinzharold thought you might want me to give you this. Its freshly milked and still warm. Aug 23 17:51:44 Thats because he reached the age of nine and stopped maturing... Aug 23 17:53:16 **Claudia just looks at HH as if he's a naughty child, but he laughs** Aug 23 17:53:43 Inga looks at Morgan: I only did it so I can tell you what happened when we went over to the kitchens to ask where the milking cows were… Aug 23 17:53:44 **HH blushes** I don't think they wanna know that, lil darlin Aug 23 17:54:17 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Aug 23 17:54:27 are you sure about that? Anything that makes you blush like _that_... Aug 23 17:54:42 **Claudia nods** I want to hear it too Aug 23 17:55:05 I: We went to the kitchen, and found a maid. Heinzharold was trying to ask in Avalonian and doing a gesture to help **she makes a gesture with her hand that looks like it could either be pulling on a cow's teat or a man pleasuring himself** Aug 23 17:56:54 oh... oh dear... Aug 23 17:56:58 **Claudia starts to laugh. Even HH is starting to chuckle despite his embarrassment** Aug 23 17:57:19 I:The maid looked really shocked! Aug 23 17:58:00 I'll bet she did... Aug 23 17:58:17 **HH nods, but looks like he's bracing himself for worse. Inga is smiling* Aug 23 18:01:36 Inga: It turns out saying (av) "can I milk myself?" (/av) does not mean the same as "can I milk the cows myself?" Aug 23 18:02:46 * Morgan starts laughing hard Aug 23 18:02:50 **Claudia looks at Morgan** I don't get it? Aug 23 18:03:19 **HH still looks embarrassed, pulling a giggling Inga onto his lap** Aug 23 18:04:05 well... he didn't ask if he could milk a cow himself... he asked if he could milk _himself_... Aug 23 18:04:40 **Claudia laughs so hard tears run down her cheeks. HH is laughing too** Aug 23 18:05:13 * Molly comes downstairs, looking bewildered** What's so funny, my love? Aug 23 18:05:51 tell her, HeinzHarold Aug 23 18:06:11 **HH sees this as an advantage** Sorry, can't. Husband duty, see Aug 23 18:07:13 **Claudia raises her hands** Dont look at me either! Aug 23 18:10:23 Inga was just telling us how HeinzHarold approached a maid this morning doing _this_ *he makes the gesture* and asking if he could milk himself... Aug 23 18:13:31 * Molly blushes, smiling a little Aug 23 18:13:52 Oh my goodness! I... uhh... Aug 23 18:14:08 quite... would you like some tea my love? Aug 23 18:14:22 * Molly nods Aug 23 18:14:31 * Morgan nods, setting about making her some Aug 23 18:15:10 I: It was so funny, I have never seen him so embarrassed! Aug 23 18:15:21 * Molly sits in Morgan's seat Aug 23 18:15:42 I should imagine so. How embarrassing! *she giggles* Aug 23 18:22:36 HH: *he nods* would have been hilarious if it had been his majesty though Aug 23 18:23:35 * Morgan puts the tea in front of Molly, kissing her crown Aug 23 18:23:44 C: *she snorts* It was hilarious with you! Aug 23 18:24:16 * Molly looks up at him with a warm smile "Thank you, my love" Aug 23 18:24:46 [I am not offended, just distracted!] Aug 23 18:25:11 * Molly stands up, getting out of his seat Aug 23 18:25:40 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 23 18:25:42 no no, sit Aug 23 18:25:59 * Molly does so with no argument Aug 23 18:26:25 HH grins: Got this one well-trained, almighty overlord! Aug 23 18:27:58 She's been watching you for a what-not-to-do instruction Aug 23 18:32:28 HH nods: I'm untameable Aug 23 18:33:00 * Molly looks to Morgan "I'll be taking Elsie to church shortly" Aug 23 18:34:14 * Morgan nods Aug 23 18:34:15 alright Aug 23 18:36:39 * Molly drinks her tea, the conversation becoming tamer as Elsie and Varick join them for breakfast. Molly catches him to one side as she's putting on her cloak Aug 23 18:37:01 I dreamt of you last night... Aug 23 18:39:15 I know... Aug 23 18:41:20 * Molly looks surprised Aug 23 18:41:42 Oh! I... how much of it were you there for? Aug 23 18:42:02 we'd agreed to leave... Aug 23 18:42:24 * Molly nods, biting her lip Aug 23 18:42:43 I see... you missed the best bit, I'm afraid Aug 23 18:42:54 I figured as much Aug 23 18:43:29 * Molly sucks her lower lip a moment, watching him closely whilst whispering "We made love in the clearing with all the flowers, and my body awoke me in that particular fashion…" Aug 23 18:44:01 * Morgan nods Aug 23 18:44:09 I'm glad you woke to something so pleasant Aug 23 18:44:19 * Molly nods Aug 23 18:44:28 I think it was an alternate path Aug 23 18:44:37 really? Aug 23 18:44:50 You were master-at-arms, not because you were in hiding, but for gaining the experience. Sudlachenburg fell quite early in the War, when you were four and your mother was increasing. Newly widowed and landless, she made her way back to Foxcroft and you were raised there. You did not even remember living in Eisen, and your heritage did not matter much to you. But I was already married. Aug 23 18:45:47 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 23 18:45:53 then yes, you might well be right Aug 23 18:47:16 Not the most morally acceptable way I could have behaved Aug 23 18:47:42 * Morgan nods Aug 23 18:47:44 true Aug 23 18:50:40 Did it trouble you? Aug 23 18:51:02 No, I knew it was a dream Aug 23 18:53:49 * Molly nods Aug 23 18:54:04 Good, I am glad you did not have to feel it Aug 23 18:58:07 * Morgan nods Aug 23 18:58:23 * Molly does up the clasp Aug 23 18:58:57 Next sunday, I will not have to go to church, because I will no longer be an Avalonian citizen Aug 23 18:59:28 * Morgan nods Aug 23 19:00:56 * Molly smiles Aug 23 19:01:39 The small catechism is in our trunk for teaching Varick. I will leave you with your rather inappropriate friend! Aug 23 19:01:54 * Morgan nods Aug 23 19:01:57 alright blossom Aug 23 19:05:51 * Molly kisses his cheek Aug 23 19:05:57 I will miss you Aug 23 19:06:04 and I you my love Aug 23 19:06:32 * Molly and Elsie set off towards the church Aug 23 19:06:41 * Molly is now known as Varick Aug 23 19:06:48 * Varick looks at Morgan Aug 23 19:07:00 Don't we have to go to church today? Aug 23 19:07:41 You don't go to this church... we'll do your catechisms ourselves Aug 23 19:09:55 * Varick nods, going into the parlour to sit down. Morgan has barely had time to get a fresh cup of tea before the heavy rain starts. HH watches from the window Aug 23 19:10:11 HH: Hope they arent out in this too long Aug 23 19:11:39 * Morgan nods Aug 23 19:11:40 aye Aug 23 19:14:23 **The book is where she said, and everyone has taken up positions in the parlour. Varick opens the book on the marked page, which is Commandment Four: Thou shalt honor thy father and thy mother. It explains- We should fear and love God that we may not despise nor anger our parents and masters, but give them honor, serve, obey, and hold them in love and esteem.** Aug 23 19:14:55 * Varick sits in his lap, looking at the Eisen text and picture Aug 23 19:15:05 But what if they're bad people? Aug 23 19:24:50 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 23 20:32:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 23 20:40:48 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 23 20:43:00 **The book is where she said, and everyone has taken up positions in the parlour. Varick opens the book on the marked page, which is Commandment Four: Thou shalt honor thy father and thy mother. It explains- We should fear and love God that we may not despise nor anger our parents and masters, but give them honor, serve, obey, and hold them in love and esteem.** Aug 23 20:43:00 * Varick sits in his lap, looking at the Eisen text and picture Aug 23 20:43:00 But what if they're bad people? Aug 23 20:44:52 I think it assumes they're not... Aug 23 20:45:19 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 23 20:48:09 **The book is where she said, and everyone has taken up positions in the parlour. Varick opens the book on the marked page, which is Commandment Four: Thou shalt honor thy father and thy mother. It explains- We should fear and love God that we may not despise nor anger our parents and masters, but give them honor, serve, obey, and hold them in love and esteem.** Aug 23 20:48:09 * Varick sits in his lap, looking at the Eisen text and picture Aug 23 20:48:09 But what if they're bad people? Aug 23 20:48:09 I think it assumes they're not... Aug 23 20:48:20 * Molly is now known as Varick Aug 23 20:48:29 But they might be Aug 23 20:50:57 * Morgan nods Aug 23 20:51:45 Its a difficult thing to consider... but I think you have to do what you believe to be the right thing to do... I've done several things that upset my father, but because I believed it to be the right thing to do Aug 23 20:52:31 Hmmm. That's tricky, isnt it? Aug 23 20:52:37 * Morgan nods Aug 23 20:52:38 yes it is Aug 23 20:52:43 Would Theus want Elsie's baby to love its Father, even though he is a bad man? Aug 23 20:53:09 I don't think so, no... because the baby's father hasn't been a good man, he's been cruel to many people Aug 23 20:53:46 Only have to love and obey your parents if they're not bad people who hurt others? Aug 23 20:54:28 Tough one... because when you're little, even if they're bad to others... they might be trying to keep you safe Aug 23 20:54:45 Not if they're Lady Eldreich Aug 23 20:55:01 No, indeed... Aug 23 20:55:11 * Varick nods Aug 23 20:55:24 But I have to love and obey you? Aug 23 20:56:49 You don't _have_ to love me... you need to obey me because I'm trying to teach you to be a good man, and to keep you safe. I try to do that by being a good man... hopefully I succeed Aug 23 21:00:59 * Varick hugs him Aug 23 21:01:08 You are the best man I know Aug 23 21:01:21 * Morgan wraps his arms around the boy, holding him tight Aug 23 21:01:30 thank you Varick Aug 23 21:01:54 *the others all smile too** Aug 23 21:02:58 Is it time to pray now? Aug 23 21:03:17 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:03:18 aye Aug 23 21:05:29 **This is what they do, Varick lapsing to and from Thean during the prayers used by both churches. The rain has stopped by the time they finish, so Varick wants to play outside. Claudia stands on the grass beside Morgan whilst the others play** Aug 23 21:05:35 * Varick is now known as Claudia Aug 23 21:05:49 He's getting less resistant to it Aug 23 21:06:06 to what? Aug 23 21:06:25 The catechism and praying in Eisen Aug 23 21:06:30 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:06:36 aye Aug 23 21:06:59 Hopefully he'll get there Aug 23 21:08:05 it means leaving part of his time with his father behind, so I can understand his reluctance Aug 23 21:08:45 * Claudia nods Aug 23 21:09:11 That's how it goes Aug 23 21:09:20 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:10:46 Molly alright this morning? She didn't seem to find Heinzharold's milking very funny Aug 23 21:13:15 The church of Avalon is basically an arm of the monarchy... not attending church can lead to you being burned... Molly gives up her citizenship next week, so its quite a big step... plus it'll be the last time Elsie goes to church before she tries the healing, I suspect Aug 23 21:13:40 Lots on her mind then Aug 23 21:15:09 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:15:10 aye Aug 23 21:15:13 I thought it might have just been too coarse Aug 23 21:15:37 No... she's heard worse, she's just distracted Aug 23 21:15:46 * Claudia nods Aug 23 21:16:33 He wouldn't have liked offending her. You gotta straighten things out with the maids now? Aug 23 21:18:08 probably should... it'll have gone around the entire staff by now Aug 23 21:18:16 * Claudia nods Aug 23 21:18:25 He'll get a reputation Aug 23 21:19:24 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:19:39 he's going to have one already... at best it'll be hapless handsome Eisen man Aug 23 21:19:53 * Claudia sniffs Aug 23 21:20:00 Never seen the appeal myself Aug 23 21:22:05 I've never been attracted to you, but I can see you're beautiful... Aug 23 21:22:28 * Claudia grimaces Aug 23 21:22:57 Thank god for that Aug 23 21:26:28 the point remains, even you can see he's handsome Aug 23 21:26:40 Spose so Aug 23 21:28:04 **Molly and Elsie come back from church a little while later whilst HH, Inga, and Claudia are all sat in the old cottage garden and Morgan is pushing Varick on the swing, the rain stopped. Molly calls Inga, and sends her into the big cottage with Elsie. Molly looks a little tense. Aug 23 21:28:40 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 23 21:29:08 Liebes herz, might I have a moment? Aug 23 21:29:32 * Morgan frowns, nodding Aug 23 21:29:34 of course Aug 23 21:38:23 * Molly leads him into the empty parlour of the big cottage Aug 23 21:39:15 After spending time with her trying to sit through a whole church service, I need to heal her now Aug 23 21:39:26 * Morgan frowns Aug 23 21:39:29 right... Aug 23 21:42:18 * Molly looks distressed Aug 23 21:43:19 She's in agony from having to sit still like that, and the function issues are also very difficult for her to manage for ninety minutes in a public place. It's not sustainable, liebes herz Aug 23 21:45:46 What do you need of me Aug 23 21:49:20 Keep Varick out of the way, don't go further than a mile incase I need you for extra energy like with Sorgi and Otto please Aug 23 21:49:40 Claudia? Aug 23 21:50:38 Would you rather have Inga and HeinzHarold take Varick so I can stay here? Aug 23 21:51:15 Inga will help me and listen to the baby. It's going to be very intimate Aug 23 21:51:29 alright my love Aug 23 21:52:10 * Molly nods Aug 23 21:53:09 You could help by praying for Elsie and the baby, and for me to do a good job. I am focusing on the function and the pain, rather than preparing her for delivery Aug 23 21:53:51 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:53:54 I'll be nearby Aug 23 21:54:29 * Molly smiles, squaring her shoulders and taking a deep breath Aug 23 21:54:33 Thank you Aug 23 21:57:33 * Molly kisses his cheek Aug 23 21:57:46 I will let you know when I have done all I can Aug 23 21:57:55 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:58:25 alright blossom. I hope it goes well but... don't hesitate for an instant to call me if you need anything Aug 23 21:59:18 I will. Try not to worry too much *she smiles* Aug 23 21:59:34 * Morgan nods Aug 23 21:59:48 I'll organise HeinzHarold and Claudia, we'll go for a little wander Aug 23 22:00:41 * Molly nods, taking a bowl and filling it with hot water from the kettle Aug 23 22:00:45 Alright Aug 23 22:05:07 * Morgan nods before going to round up his friends and son Aug 23 22:07:03 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 23 22:07:17 * HH is pushing Varick now Aug 23 22:08:04 Our girls starting lunch? Aug 23 22:08:47 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 23 22:08:55 $trying to heal Elsie$ Aug 23 22:09:14 I thought the four of us could have a little wander Aug 23 22:09:45 V: *he gets off the swing* where are we going? Aug 23 22:10:06 just around the grounds, climb some trees maybe... Aug 23 22:11:55 **Varick goes shooting off and HH chases him. Claudia moves to walk by Morgan Aug 23 22:12:06 * HH is now known as Claudia Aug 23 22:12:15 That's quicker than expected Aug 23 22:12:59 She couldn't even sit in church without being in a great deal of pain Aug 23 22:13:50 Think Molly's ready for it? Aug 23 22:14:07 * Morgan sighs Aug 23 22:14:58 I hope so. She might call on me for some extra energy so I need to stay close Aug 23 22:16:15 She can borrow energy from you? Aug 23 22:16:49 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 23 22:16:51 sort of Aug 23 22:17:24 * Claudia nods Aug 23 22:17:41 We just need to stay out of the way then? Aug 23 22:18:11 * Morgan nods Aug 23 22:18:16 but close enough for me to hear her Aug 23 22:21:21 * Claudia nods. They find some trees that look good to climb and Varick and Heinzharold are straight up them. This kills some time, but half an hour later he's still heard nothing Aug 23 22:23:32 * Claudia looks at Morgan to see how he's doing Aug 23 22:24:44 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 23 22:24:47 tense times... Aug 23 22:27:18 * Claudia nods Aug 23 22:27:35 Need scotch or training? Aug 23 22:28:10 No, I wouldn't want to be called upon and not have the fortitude to supply what is needed Aug 23 22:29:13 * Claudia nods Aug 23 22:30:01 **another half an hour passes whilst they walk around and Varick is starting to pester to go back to the cottage for lunch* Aug 23 22:30:30 Lets go see what they've got available in the kitchens... Aug 23 22:33:14 **This is what they do, and there is some giggling when Heinzharold is present. It's not cruel, it's more flirty. HH smiles his usual dim smile** Aug 23 22:36:34 **almost an hour and a half after he left her, he finally hears Molly. She sounds tired. [Everything looks good. Could you and Heinzharold remove this mattress for us please, it's not going to be salvageable I think] Aug 23 22:37:06 [We'll take care of it] Aug 23 22:37:31 Right then, Claudia, would you take Varick for a walk around the perimeter? HeinzHarold and I have a job to do Aug 23 22:38:20 * Claudia nods, looking at Varick "come on, we'll feed your crusts to some birds" Aug 23 22:39:41 **Varick goes happily with Claudia, saying he wants to feed some crows and make them into a crow army that he can spy on people with. HH inclines his head to the maids before going outside** What's going on? Aug 23 22:39:46 * Claudia is now known as HH Aug 23 22:40:13 well... they're finished but need the mattress disposing of... but now I'm concerned about the possibility of a crow army... Aug 23 22:40:23 * HH laughs Aug 23 22:40:56 It'd be useful. Set it lookin' for Dau, with instructions to shit on him if they find him Aug 23 22:41:29 peck his eyes out more like... Aug 23 22:41:35 * HH nods Aug 23 22:41:48 Sounds good Aug 23 22:41:51 * Morgan looks sidelong at his friend Aug 23 22:42:00 how're you doing with your problem? Aug 23 22:42:28 * HH shrugs Aug 23 22:42:57 Tryin' not to worry about it. Keepin' my lil darlin happy, that's the main thing for now Aug 23 22:43:44 I'm sorry, for what its worth Aug 23 22:45:21 Not your problem. I'll be alright. Aug 23 22:45:50 no, but if I hadn't dragged you into it... if I'd not leaned on you quite so much... Aug 23 22:46:05 You can fuck off with tha' right now. Aug 23 22:46:27 * Morgan shrugs Aug 23 22:47:10 You dont get to take responsibility for my manhood. Aug 23 22:47:17 * HH grins Aug 23 22:47:41 Of all the weird shit I've e'er said to you, that has gotta be the weirdest Aug 23 22:48:22 * Morgan stops for a moment, looking at the sky before resuming his walking Aug 23 22:48:24 yep Aug 23 22:49:41 If I need help or advice with it, I'll tell you Aug 23 22:50:41 * Morgan nods Aug 23 22:50:51 Inga's very worried about you... not just because of that, mind Aug 23 22:51:13 * HH nods Aug 23 22:51:39 I'll spend some quality time with her later on, reassure her Aug 23 22:51:46 * Morgan nods Aug 23 22:52:02 * Morgan sighs Aug 23 22:52:10 brace yourself... this isn't gon' be pretty Aug 23 22:52:18 * HH nods Aug 23 22:52:48 I'm expecting something like a field medic's tent Aug 23 22:52:55 * Morgan nods Aug 23 22:52:57 me too Aug 23 22:53:19 Been in a fair few o' them Aug 23 22:54:18 You have a propensity for getting in the way of sharp objects Aug 23 22:55:45 Not as good as that time I got washed overboard an' got hit on th' head by flotsam... or was it jetsam... anyway... when I washed up on shore, there were these seven mermaids, see? Aug 23 22:57:45 the ones who tried to seduce you? Aug 23 22:58:29 Tried with all their might. Each one had hair, shells and tail a different colour of the rainbow... Aug 23 22:58:31 * HH keeps up this nonsense story right up until they get to Elsie's door Aug 23 23:00:07 **Molly calls them to come in. The bedroom smells of blood and urine, but the sun is streaming in and the window is wide open. Elsie is sat n a chair and looks much more relaxed than he's seen her, her new dress has plenty of growing space,  and her bump seems more prominent now it isn't tightly constrained. Molly and Inga are busy bundling up sheets and towels, and Molly's dress is very damp in places.** Aug 23 23:00:08 * Morgan knocks Aug 23 23:02:15 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 23 23:03:27 * Morgan moves to Molly, speaking quietly Aug 23 23:03:30 how did it go? Aug 23 23:03:52 * Molly responds with the same volume Aug 23 23:04:41 Good, as far as I can tell. Baby is fine, pain is gone, and the scarring that was causing some retention is gone too Aug 23 23:05:07 **HH kisses Inga's crown before going to take one end of the sodden mattress with its sharp ammonia smell** Aug 23 23:05:39 * Morgan nods before going to help HeinzHarold Aug 23 23:05:45 * Molly puts the bundle of laundry to one side Aug 23 23:06:07 I shall ask the staff if there's a spare mat-... *she suddenly faints and hits the floor* Aug 23 23:07:04 **Inga and Elsie are immediately over to help her. HH drops his end of the mattress, surprised by it** Aug 23 23:07:47 * Morgan drops the mattress, moving to pick her up Aug 23 23:08:03 * Molly comes around very quickly this time, and is unsurprisingly sparkly ((attention?)) Aug 23 23:08:37 ((Molly)) Aug 23 23:08:54 * Molly smiles Aug 23 23:09:18 I'm fine Aug 23 23:09:32 * Morgan nods briefly Aug 23 23:09:36 bed... Aug 23 23:10:39 **Inga starts fussing over her with offers of tea or food. Elsie tries to just stay out of the way. Heinzharold is watching her with a little confusion** Aug 23 23:10:52 * Molly sighs, watching Morgan intently Aug 23 23:10:56 Oh dear. Aug 23 23:12:04 HeinzHarold, would you and Inga sort this room out for me while I get Molly somewhere less crowded? Aug 23 23:12:19 **HH clears his throat, blushing. He looks at Morgan** You want us to all go and see about a new mattress? Aug 23 23:12:36 * Morgan nods Aug 23 23:14:07 **HH seems to take a moment to get his brain engaged, but grabs the laundry bag and leads the two women out. Inga seems reluctant to leave rather than help look after Molly Aug 23 23:15:13 * Molly watches them go before looking back to Morgan. The sparkliness continues Aug 23 23:15:38 What time is it? ((Probably around one o'clock)) Aug 23 23:16:20 oneish Aug 23 23:16:54 * Molly nods. She doesn't look tired at all now, as she never does when sparkly Aug 23 23:17:25 Twenty four hours for this to wear off. I should be able to have Elsie, Inga and Varick here without issues Aug 23 23:18:45 dont be ridiculous Aug 23 23:18:56 * Molly watches him Aug 23 23:19:23 It is not ridiculous, liebling Aug 23 23:19:48 There's a very simple solution to this... Aug 23 23:21:15 It was simple, until all of this happened. But since Wednesday you have kept your distance, and we both had worries about how you may not find it easy to be with me without thinking of what he did and would have done. Aug 23 23:21:36 We cannot spend the rest of our lives like that... Aug 23 23:22:04 No... Aug 23 23:22:57 But I was prepared to be patient as long as I could. Like when we got engaged. Like when we were in Fischler and dealing with Alarice. Aug 23 23:24:40 I know... Aug 23 23:25:25 I do not wish you to feel forced, I would rather stay here by myself than that. Aug 23 23:25:54 It is not necessary Aug 23 23:26:07 * Molly frowns Aug 23 23:26:47 Will you still feel so afterwards, when the sparkliness is gone though? Is this a decision you can make rationally right now? Aug 23 23:26:59 yes, I can Aug 23 23:27:22 * Molly looks a little apprehensive Aug 23 23:27:25 Alright Aug 23 23:28:25 * Morgan nods Aug 23 23:28:30 lets get you cleaned up first Aug 23 23:28:52 * Molly nods Aug 23 23:29:02 You need to put me down then Aug 24 00:03:50 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 24 09:02:12 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 09:08:04 Morgan nods Aug 24 09:08:04 (Morgan) lets get you cleaned up first Aug 24 09:08:04 * Molly nods Aug 24 09:08:04 (Molly) You need to put me down then Aug 24 09:08:58 * Morgan nods, doing so Aug 24 09:09:29 * Molly watches him with a sparkly mix of desire and anxiety Aug 24 09:09:52 **There's a knock at the door. Molly looks at him** I can go and see to it, my love Aug 24 09:11:01 like hell. Get yourself cleaned up, I'll deal with it Aug 24 09:11:16 * Molly sighs "I will go and undress and wash then" Aug 24 09:11:52 * Morgan nods, going to open the door Aug 24 09:11:58 * Molly is now known as Kit Aug 24 09:12:15 * Kit conversed in their native language Aug 24 09:13:01 Good afternoon Morgan, I thought I would come to see how everyone is and spend some time in the company of Eisen folk Aug 24 09:13:30 You have impeccably bad timing Kit... Aug 24 09:13:45 * Kit frowns Aug 24 09:13:55 I am sorry, is something wrong? Aug 24 09:15:14 It'd take far too long to explain. Molly and I were taking the rare chance to spend some time together Aug 24 09:15:29 * Kit smiles broadly Aug 24 09:15:52 Excuse me then, I will look for your friends. Are they next door? Aug 24 09:16:19 Gone to find some new bedding Aug 24 09:16:43 I'll find them then. I'll bid you good afternoon Aug 24 09:17:28 we'll catch up later Aug 24 09:17:50 * Kit nods, inclining his head before going off Aug 24 09:18:04 * Morgan shuts the door, heading to find Molly again Aug 24 09:18:06 * Kit is now known as Molly Aug 24 09:19:17 * Molly is sat on the edge of the bed in a clean shift, hair down. The energy radiates from her despite the fact she looks as nervous as a new bride Aug 24 09:19:21 Who was it? Aug 24 09:20:34 Kit Aug 24 09:20:43 What did he want? Aug 24 09:22:00 the company of his countrymen I think Aug 24 09:22:12 * Molly nods a little Aug 24 09:22:27 He wasn't brought here by the sparkliness? Aug 24 09:22:55 apparently not Aug 24 09:26:39 * Molly nods, watching him. She bites the centre of her lower lip Aug 24 09:26:58 I was wondering, perhaps if-... **There's another knock at the door** Aug 24 09:28:21 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 24 09:28:31 I'll get it Aug 24 09:30:39 * Molly nods Aug 24 09:31:33 * Morgan goes to open the door Aug 24 09:31:51 **The male servant who told the truth about trying to chance a day off is stood on the doorstep** Mastrr Hockridge, we have a quiet ten minutes to talk about what we heard from our families and friends. Aug 24 09:33:50 * Morgan nods Aug 24 09:34:04 alright, go gather everyone, I'll be along in a moment Aug 24 09:36:58 **He nods, but seems a bit reluctant to leave** Aug 24 09:38:35 Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 24 09:39:14 * Morgan fixes him with a stare Aug 24 09:42:22 **he scurries off* Aug 24 09:42:39 * Morgan shuts the door, looking at Molly Aug 24 09:42:46 aye, looks like they're being drawn Aug 24 09:45:45 * Molly nods Aug 24 09:45:56 That's a nuisance Aug 24 09:50:22 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 24 09:50:58 Alright, I suppose we need to bring it to an end Aug 24 09:51:26 * Morgan nods Aug 24 09:54:56 * Molly looks serious Aug 24 09:55:26 Perhaps if I am more... in control, you will find it easier. Aug 24 09:56:18 possibly Aug 24 09:59:06 * Molly nods. She squares her shoulders a little Aug 24 09:59:58 You are sure you want this? Aug 24 10:00:27 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:02:11 * Molly instructs him to remove his boots and trousers. She still seems nervous, alongside being both resolved and sparkly Aug 24 10:04:23 * Morgan does so Aug 24 10:06:34 * Molly leads him to the bed and urges him to lie down. She doesn't remove her shift, nor does she have him remove his shirt. There's no preamble before she straddles him and takes him within her. She begins to move slowly, watching him for signs he is not fully here with her but thinking about the things she doesn't want him to be ((expression please)) Aug 24 10:07:41 * Morgan stretches before relaxing slightly, placing his hands on her hips Aug 24 10:15:40 * Molly closes her eyes a moment. She brings her own focus to the moment, but despite it proceeding in the usual fashion, something doesnt feel the same as the previous three times when she's been sparkly. The first release happens with him still being hard afterwards, so she continues. Aug 24 10:16:26 **The magical energy is there, but it's significantly weaker than before, and when the time comes for his second release there is neither that high intensity of pleasure nor the sense of them being two halves of the same whole. Regardless, the sparkliness is resolved, and she dismounts from him Aug 24 10:16:41 Is it over? Aug 24 10:17:10 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 24 10:17:21 * Molly nods Aug 24 10:18:05 I want to keep an eye on Elsie for the remainder of the day, just incase anything goes wrong Aug 24 10:23:22 **There's the noise of laughter outside. Molly gets off the bed and goes to watch from the window Aug 24 10:24:27 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:24:46 probably the best idea... I think we'll revisit this later... Aug 24 10:26:08 * Molly nods Aug 24 10:26:28 Heinzharold and Kit have the new mattress Aug 24 10:27:00 * Morgan nods, getting dressed Aug 24 10:27:01 good Aug 24 10:27:16 I need to go find out whats been learned Aug 24 10:27:27 Alright Aug 24 10:27:42 * Morgan comes over, kissing the side of her neck Aug 24 10:27:46 I'll try not to be too long Aug 24 10:27:53 * Molly picks up her brush Aug 24 10:28:22 You're busy, I am busy. We'll find some time later. Aug 24 10:29:18 yes, we will Aug 24 10:29:58 **Heinzharold says loudly but amusedly** Bloody hell, man, you almost had me on my a-... bottom! Aug 24 10:30:32 **There's even more laughter from Kit, Claudia, Inga, and Varick Aug 24 10:31:14 * Molly starts brushing her hair out Aug 24 10:31:39 They'll need your help Aug 24 10:32:09 * Morgan frowns Aug 24 10:32:15 I don't like this... Aug 24 10:33:00 No... something is wrong, isn't it? Aug 24 10:33:20 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:33:29 You are being decidedly offhand my love Aug 24 10:34:26 I didn't... I dont ever not peak. And the energy was different. Aug 24 10:34:36 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:34:47 I think it needed to be done with our usual... abandon... Aug 24 10:34:58 * Molly starts braiding her hair Aug 24 10:35:12 The sparkliness ended. That was what was needed Aug 24 10:35:25 thats what was necessary... needed is another matter Aug 24 10:36:08 * Molly nods a little. There's the sound of footsteps on the stairs Aug 24 10:36:44 HH: Let's get the old one out. Gotta warn you, it's not pleasant. Aug 24 10:37:31 I'll give them a hand, then speak to the staff Aug 24 10:38:37 * Molly nods, finding pins Aug 24 10:38:48 * Morgan huffs slightly before going to help Aug 24 10:39:00 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 24 10:39:33 * HH and Kit are lifting the old mattress. The room still doesn't smell nice at all Aug 24 10:40:51 HH looks to Morgan: Prob'ly best just burn it Aug 24 10:41:32 thats the plan Aug 24 10:42:34 * HH and Kit haul it down the stairs. The room smells a little better already with it gone Aug 24 10:42:54 * Morgan helps them get it out of the cottage Aug 24 10:43:51 **the garden behind the big cottage looks like a good space for burning it. Next door he can hear Inga, Varick and Elsie on the swing enjoying themselves Aug 24 10:45:10 K: I'll fetch some whiskey to help it burn Aug 24 10:46:08 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:46:43 **Kit goes off** Aug 24 10:46:54 * HH looks at Morgan Aug 24 10:47:06 Molly restin' now? Aug 24 10:47:23 something like, aye. Aug 24 10:47:31 * HH nods Aug 24 10:47:56 That draw really is something else, isnt it? Aug 24 10:48:02 * Morgan nods Aug 24 10:48:05 yes Aug 24 10:51:02 * HH nods Aug 24 10:51:09 Sorry I doubted it Aug 24 10:51:57 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 10:52:02 sounded pretty out there... Aug 24 10:54:26 * HH nods Aug 24 10:55:13 Didn't think it was possibly gonna affect me. I feel like I should 'pologise about it Aug 24 10:56:18 I know Aug 24 10:56:32 **Claudia is heading in their direction** Aug 24 10:56:43 Wouldn't feel it if I could avoid it Aug 24 10:58:13 I know that too Aug 24 10:58:45 * HH nods Aug 24 10:59:03 C: *she looks at Morgan* You alright? Aug 24 11:00:06 I'll be fine Aug 24 11:00:14 C: Dunno why we didn't see that coming Aug 24 11:00:36 I thought because it wasn't a sudden rush to deal with it maybe it wouldn't Aug 24 11:01:19 C: *she nods* I'd have known from his face if I hadn't felt it already Aug 24 11:01:40 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:02:32 * HH shrugs "First time. Plus I had Inga with me. It's not ideal" Aug 24 11:02:47 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:03:35 C: **she nods** It does get a little easier. This is the third time for me now. Dont be surprised if you get nightmares about it tonight Aug 24 11:03:58 * HH looks at Morgan Aug 24 11:04:02 That likely? Aug 24 11:07:29 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 11:07:31 could well be Aug 24 11:10:25 **Kit returns, and they apply a full bottle of brandy to the mattress. There's a certain amount mirth at the upcoming destructiveness** Aug 24 11:12:11 Kit... come with me, the staff want to update me on anything they've heard about Dau Aug 24 11:17:09 **he nods** Of course Aug 24 11:17:42 we'll leave you two to setting fire to this... Aug 24 11:18:02 * HH and Claudia grin at each other Aug 24 11:18:15 Leave it with us Aug 24 11:18:52 * Morgan nods before walking towards the main house Aug 24 11:19:33 **The staff are gathered in the kitchen. Coffee is given to them, but there's some giggling when they're asked if they want milk Aug 24 11:19:41 * HH is now known as Kit Aug 24 11:24:26 **Bill, the one who is supposed to be next inline as master at arms says "He's not in Tawstock or Kingston" Aug 24 11:25:48 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 24 11:25:53 I expected that Aug 24 11:26:05 **someone else pipes up** He was staying with that Lady DeBurgh in town Aug 24 11:27:41 **another voice** Run up loads of debts with the butcher *another* And the baker *another* Hasn't paid her servants either. Aug 24 11:28:26 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 24 11:33:22 **a maid says* My sister in law's cousin owns a hat shop on Green Street in town, Lady DeBurgh has a hat being made there due to be collected at the end of the month Aug 24 11:34:25 Good chance he'll turn up with her then... Aug 24 11:35:35 **everyone nods. A man says** The man who rents her her house also rents me mine. He's back tomorrow and pretty often takes bribes. Aug 24 11:36:44 worth knowing... Aug 24 11:39:50 Man: People don't like them, Master Hockridge Aug 24 11:40:35 This does not come as a surprise but... tell me why Aug 24 11:42:13 Man: They're entitled and bossy. They through Lady Torrington's name around to get credit and the like Aug 24 11:42:28 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:42:52 make it known thats not longer to be taken as a reason for them to receive goods or credit. Aug 24 11:44:53 **everyone nods again** Aug 24 11:45:23 **The replacement housekeeper says** Master Hockridge, we need to get back to work please Aug 24 11:45:33 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:45:38 thank you all for your help Aug 24 11:46:25 **there's various You're Welcomes before the bustle of work continues** Aug 24 11:46:32 * Kit sips his coffee Aug 24 11:46:58 I'm hoping for some letters tomorrow to let me know of any progress Aug 24 11:47:32 You have a will drawn up? Aug 24 11:48:09 I do. It just needs his witnessed signature Aug 24 11:49:23 You have a solicitor in town ready? Aug 24 11:49:40 Not yet. Can you recommend one? Aug 24 11:50:07 I suspect so... there's one we've used here Aug 24 11:50:14 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:50:25 I'll deal with it when I go to town tomorrow Aug 24 11:50:31 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:50:56 so, apprehend him, stab him in the backside, get the will signed then... have him arrested I suppose. Aug 24 11:51:11 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:51:31 Her Grace is keen on a public trial and execution Aug 24 11:51:50 It serves several purposes. Aug 24 11:51:58 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:52:08 It will help public relations Aug 24 11:52:20 * Morgan nods Aug 24 11:52:46 much as I'm loathe to not take care of it myself, he'll suffer and steps will be taken to fixing things here... Aug 24 11:52:54 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:53:04 It's unfortunate but sensible Aug 24 11:53:15 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 11:53:22 it'll probably be worse for him this way Aug 24 11:53:32 Why is that? Aug 24 11:54:21 because I'd just stab him in the stomach and watch the pain as his insides melt... the execution is going to be much worse, and, I imagine, humiliating for him Aug 24 11:54:36 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:54:48 Both are very unpleasant ways to die Aug 24 11:54:56 he deserves worse Aug 24 11:58:12 * Kit nods Aug 24 11:58:16 Absolutely Aug 24 11:58:50 **the housekeeper is giving them pointed looks as they take up space in the kitchen Aug 24 11:59:48 * Kit looks at Morgan Aug 24 12:00:13 Do you think your household could be persuaded into a game or two of croquet? Aug 24 12:00:53 * Morgan looks at the housekeeper Aug 24 12:01:19 two things... one, I am master at arms and I stand where I please.... two, if you need me to move out of the way, just ask. Aug 24 12:02:36 HK: Yes, sir. Aug 24 12:05:10 * Morgan nods, wandering out into the dining room Aug 24 12:05:50 * Kit smiles, finishing his coffee and putting his cup on the side and follows Morgan Aug 24 12:06:07 Hard for them to adjust to your return? Aug 24 12:06:18 It seems so Aug 24 12:09:04 Elsie seems well this afternoon Aug 24 12:09:34 * Morgan nods Aug 24 12:09:37 aye Aug 24 12:13:11 * Kit nods Aug 24 12:13:39 Croquet then, unless you are returning to spend time with Molly? Aug 24 12:14:09 no, I think we could tolerate croquet Aug 24 12:17:17 * Kit nods. He passes where Catherine's croquet set. They set it up in the back garden of the small cottage. Varick is very eager to play, and HH and Claudia are mostly trying to beat each other. Elsie takes some turns too, though her belly makes it more difficult Aug 24 12:24:12 **Molly and Inga are missing** Aug 24 12:26:02 [are you alright blossom?] Aug 24 12:27:02 **he gets no reply** Aug 24 12:27:34 * Morgan excuses himself to go looking for her Aug 24 12:28:19 **Next door the mattress is burning well. Noone seems to mind him going. In the big cottage Inga is sweeping the floors of the parlour and kitchen Aug 24 12:28:39 Have you seen Molly? Aug 24 12:28:50 * Kit is now known as Inga Aug 24 12:29:09 I think she's sleeping. It was a long hard job for her Aug 24 12:29:29 * Morgan nods Aug 24 12:30:40 She came down to check on Elsie, but I sent her back upstairs with some food, she didn't eat breakfast and we worked through lunch Aug 24 12:30:57 how're you doing? Aug 24 12:31:04 * Inga nods Aug 24 12:31:21 I am fine. I'm glad it's over and Elsie is doing well Aug 24 12:31:49 * Morgan nods Aug 24 12:33:24 I think I'll go and check on her Aug 24 12:34:52 * Inga nods, getting back to her work Aug 24 12:35:33 * Inga is now known as Molly Aug 24 12:36:20 * Molly is indeed asleep, her shawl spread over her, food and tea untouched Aug 24 12:36:59 * Morgan watches her for a few moments, trying to get a feeling for her emotional state Aug 24 12:42:29 * Molly seems to be both exhausted and upset Aug 24 12:43:39 * Morgan sits on the floor beside the bed, stroking her forehead gently Aug 24 12:45:03 * Molly doesn't even stir Aug 24 12:46:28 * Morgan spends a few minutes doing this before kissing her forehead and heading back downstairs Aug 24 12:49:26 **Inga is washing dishes next* Is she alright? Aug 24 12:49:34 * Molly is now known as Inga Aug 24 12:51:47 * Morgan nods Aug 24 12:51:53 sleeping as you said Aug 24 12:51:57 * Inga starts drying, watching him "And you?" Aug 24 12:52:04 I've had better days Aug 24 12:55:05 Would you like some tea or coffee and to talk, or would you prefer to go off alone for a walk? Aug 24 12:56:30 I think I probably spend too much time brooding about things alone... Aug 24 12:57:50 * Inga goes to the kettle Aug 24 12:58:00 Which would you prefer? Aug 24 12:58:26 coffee please Aug 24 12:58:38 * Inga brings hers and his to the table Aug 24 12:58:50 What is troubling you? Aug 24 13:05:49 It feels like I'm losing my connection to Molly because of all... this... Aug 24 13:06:29 * Inga nods Aug 24 13:06:41 That must be difficult Aug 24 13:07:38 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:07:41 extremely Aug 24 13:09:23 It would be a shame for it to harm what you have Aug 24 13:09:41 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:09:43 aye Aug 24 13:10:19 * Inga sips her coffee Aug 24 13:10:37 What have you tried to do about it so far? Aug 24 13:11:13 Nothing yet... after today's events it is just much clearer Aug 24 13:11:28 With her healing Elsie? Aug 24 13:11:32 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:12:00 * Inga looks confused Aug 24 13:13:16 Am I missing something? I don't understand how her doing that is a problem, unless you dislike her having had to be physically involved with her, though I will say it was entirely professional and nothing untoward took place Aug 24 13:14:42 No no, nothing like that... its really very difficult to explain Aug 24 13:16:20 * Inga sips her coffee, waiting patiently Aug 24 13:17:27 what... what do you know about the after effects of Molly using her ability? Aug 24 13:18:13 Not much, just that we need to leave the two of you alone a little while Aug 24 13:20:01 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:20:22 there's an... effect... the two of us being intimate is the only way to get rid of it... Aug 24 13:20:41 * Inga nods a little Aug 24 13:20:52 And you couldn't? Aug 24 13:21:42 No, we did... but it wasn't the same. *he sighs* I think its too difficult to explain without telling you things you should not know Aug 24 13:22:45 You're obviously suffering, and you should talk to someone, before this becomes a permanent problem for the two of you Aug 24 13:26:41 I'm getting into my own head, doubting myself I think, and its impacting her Aug 24 13:26:50 * Inga stirs another half spoonful of sugar in to her coffee Aug 24 13:27:16 That I can definitely understand. Heinzharold is somewhat similar at the moment Aug 24 13:27:53 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:27:54 I know Aug 24 13:29:09 What is it you doubt? Aug 24 13:29:56 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 24 13:30:10 I cant... not without telling you the whole horrid mess Aug 24 13:31:15 * Inga looks at him Aug 24 13:31:37 You need to talk to someone, why not me? Aug 24 13:32:06 because HeinzHarold doesn't want you knowing the details, and nor do I Aug 24 13:32:28 You can speak to him about it? Or Claudia? Aug 24 13:32:53 I don't want to lay it on him, he's got his own worries Aug 24 13:33:53 I don't think you necessarily understand my husband in this regard. It will trouble him that you won't go to him with a problem Aug 24 13:34:49 He's as bad as I am in that Aug 24 13:35:10 * Inga nods Aug 24 13:35:34 I think it's something about being a man that women don't understand Aug 24 13:36:44 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:37:09 Could you talk to Claudia? Aug 24 13:38:41 No... Aug 24 13:39:04 * Inga sighs Aug 24 13:39:46 You and Molly have been so much happier together since we met you in Freiburg. It's a shame for this man to have taken that away from you Aug 24 13:41:05 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 24 13:41:07 yes... yes it is Aug 24 13:42:56 I don't believe that you and she are the sort of people who will give up without a fight Aug 24 13:44:18 no, we're not Aug 24 13:45:49 Is there anywhere nearby where you both have memories from before you went to Eisen to get married? Perhaps you need to reconnect to each other somewhere away from the reminders of what happened to Elsie, and find the feelings of when you started to fall in love with each? Aug 24 13:46:58 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 24 13:47:02 maybe... Aug 24 13:47:48 Maybe you won't be able to fully fix it until Dau is dead, but beware the damage you may do to each other before then Aug 24 13:49:14 * Inga sips her coffee smiling a little Aug 24 13:49:35 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:49:50 you might well be right Aug 24 13:50:22 Could that be a while? Aug 24 13:50:42 I just don't know Aug 24 13:50:48 * Inga nods Aug 24 13:51:18 The sooner the better. I wouldn't want to see you lose Molly. Aug 24 13:51:56 Nor would I... I wouldn't be able to stand that Aug 24 13:52:05 * Inga nods Aug 24 13:52:20 I'm not sure she could either Aug 24 13:53:10 Does _she_ know all the things you won't tell me? Aug 24 13:53:35 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:54:12 She can understand at least Aug 24 13:55:08 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:55:14 doesn't make it any easier for her Aug 24 13:55:21 * Inga nods Aug 24 13:55:27 I would imagine not Aug 24 13:56:03 Thank you though, you have given me an idea about how to approach Heinzharold's present unhappiness Aug 24 13:56:12 * Morgan nods Aug 24 13:56:20 I'm glad something can come of it Aug 24 14:01:16 Would you like me to talk to Molly? Aug 24 15:45:25 She'd probably be upset that I spoke to you instead of her... Aug 24 15:50:38 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 24 16:14:19 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 16:16:25 I would do anything to aid her happiness Aug 24 16:18:52 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:18:55 I know Aug 24 16:22:50 Would you want me to? Aug 24 16:23:24 want you to what? Aug 24 16:23:44 Speak to her, try to help her if she is unhappy Aug 24 16:23:55 It might help, if you would Aug 24 16:24:04 * Molly nods Aug 24 16:24:11 * Molly is now known as Inga Aug 24 16:24:42 I will do it when she wakes up. I am not surprised she's exhausted, I could see the strain of it Aug 24 16:25:22 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:25:29 we've not had time to discuss it properly yet Aug 24 16:26:09 I'll leave her to tell you all the details that she is willing then Aug 24 16:28:35 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:28:37 alright Aug 24 16:30:09 * Inga smiles Aug 24 16:30:58 You and Molly are very loved by us all. We want to see you be happy, and we'll help however we can with support or babysitting Aug 24 16:32:14 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:32:17 thank you Aug 24 16:36:33 **Varick comes in to get a drink and to get Morgan to play croquet with them. It's not until Molly calls Varick in to eat that he sees anything of her. The Eisen adults stay outside chatting, but Elsie heads towards the big cottage. Aug 24 16:39:15 * Morgan catches up to Elsie Aug 24 16:39:20 * Inga is now known as Elsie Aug 24 16:39:47 * Elsie looks at Morgan with a smile Aug 24 16:39:47 Your wife is very gifted Aug 24 16:40:30 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:40:38 aye, that she is... how're you feeling? Aug 24 16:41:28 It's nice not being in pain Aug 24 16:42:18 * Morgan nods Aug 24 16:42:25 aye... quite the improvement Aug 24 16:44:49 * Elsie nods Aug 24 16:45:06 Been in pain so many months I forgot what it's like not to be Aug 24 16:45:25 you look much more relaxed Aug 24 16:48:25 * Elsie nods Aug 24 16:49:11 I am. It should make my last weeks much more enjoyable Aug 24 16:55:33 * Elsie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 24 17:23:52 * Elsie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 17:24:00 * Elsie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 24 17:24:19 * Elsie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 17:24:26 * Elsie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 24 17:24:46 * Elsie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 17:24:49 * Elsie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 24 17:31:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 17:31:40 * Molly is now known as Elsie Aug 24 17:32:24 * Elsie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 24 17:44:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 17:44:11 * Molly is now known as Elsie Aug 24 17:44:20 bbc you look much more relaxed Aug 24 17:44:21 * Elsie nods Aug 24 17:44:21 I am. It should make my last weeks much more enjoyable Aug 24 17:44:22 * Morgan nods Aug 24 17:46:35 Thank you for finding and helping me Aug 24 17:47:34 its the least we could do Aug 24 17:48:12 Not your fault Aug 24 17:48:47 Thats as maybe... what he's done shames all of us Aug 24 17:49:13 * Elsie shrugs Aug 24 17:49:19 Just how life is sometimes Aug 24 17:50:08 sadly Aug 24 17:51:51 * Elsie gets given food too, and more hot drinks are made. Molly sets coffee near Morgan, a gentle hand on his lower back as she passes him. Varick is telling Molly all about the croquet Aug 24 17:54:23 M: I am glad you've all been enjoying yourselves. Perhaps we can play again after you have eaten, Mauschen? **she takes off the apron she has on** Aug 24 17:54:45 V: **he nods, eating** Aug 24 17:54:52 * Elsie is now known as Molly Aug 24 17:54:59 * Molly looks to Morgan Aug 24 17:55:33 I am going to walk across to the main house and ask about dinner, I'll not be long Aug 24 17:55:42 Would you like some company? Aug 24 17:56:03 * Molly nods "If you wish to, liebes herz" Aug 24 17:56:52 * Morgan picks up his cup, barely bringing to his lips before putting it back down Aug 24 17:57:01 bit soon for that... if you're ready? Aug 24 17:57:04 Varick looks at Morgan: What about croquet? Aug 24 17:57:24 * Molly nods, shaking out her skirt Aug 24 18:01:13 we'll be back, don't worry Aug 24 18:02:51 * Molly goes to the door, looking out Aug 24 18:03:06 I think it's not cold enough to need cloaks Aug 24 18:03:19 * Morgan nods, moving to the door Aug 24 18:05:18 * Molly heads out onto the grass, waiting to walk beside him Aug 24 18:05:36 * Morgan catches up to her Aug 24 18:06:33 * Molly watches him as they walk Aug 24 18:06:37 How are you? Aug 24 18:08:01 * Morgan holds out his hand Aug 24 18:08:29 Somewhere near miserable... I hate what all this is doing to us Aug 24 18:08:37 * Molly takes it, holding it sandwiched between both of hers Aug 24 18:09:08 I know. It was such awful timing earlier. I was not going to ask it of you. Aug 24 18:12:11 it was necessary Aug 24 18:13:24 Right now I am angry about the way we were essentially pushed by the side-effect into it. I love you, and I desire you more than words can say, but it should be at our _choice_. Aug 24 18:14:30 * Morgan nods Aug 24 18:14:37 I'm sorry Aug 24 18:14:42 * Molly frowns Aug 24 18:14:47 It is not your fault Aug 24 18:14:57 No, it isn't... but I'm sorry all the same Aug 24 18:15:18 You needn't be, unless you wish me to say sorry to you Aug 24 18:16:01 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 18:16:10 Claudia's angry with me Aug 24 18:16:59 Why? Aug 24 18:17:27 Because I won't tell her _why_ its all having such an effect, and I won't lean on HeinzHarold about it Aug 24 18:18:26 Why won't you? She seems like a sensible choice Aug 24 18:31:01 * Molly watches him Aug 24 18:32:05 * Morgan looks uncomfortable Aug 24 18:33:02 * Molly looks serious Aug 24 18:33:33 If you do not wish to tell me, I will respect that, but I have _never_ broken your confidence. Aug 24 18:34:01 Its not that I don't want to... I'm trying to decide if I can tell you without breaking one myself... Aug 24 18:34:36 if she tells me something in confidence but assumes you and I share everything... that implies that she told me knowing I would tell you... Aug 24 18:34:52 * Molly nods Aug 24 18:35:08 Unless she stipulated Do Not Tell Molly, yes Aug 24 18:35:44 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 24 18:36:18 I can't tell her because it'd mean giving her the details of what happened to Elsie, and I won't do that... it'd bring back too many memories for her Aug 24 18:37:55 * Molly nods Aug 24 18:38:11 Alright, that makes sense Aug 24 18:39:50 * Morgan nods Aug 24 18:42:03 I'm sure her anger is more frustration than being displeased with you Aug 24 18:42:56 yes, it is... though she feels like we don't trust she's strong enough Aug 24 18:43:29 * Molly nods sadly Aug 24 18:44:00 If it were not quite so shocking and awful... Aug 24 18:45:23 * Morgan nods Aug 24 18:45:24 indeed Aug 24 18:46:33 It is one reason I do not want Inga to know. Some of it was less of a shock to me because of the time I spent on the Coral, but Inga has not had that sort of conversation Aug 24 18:48:49 * Morgan nods Aug 24 18:48:50 aye Aug 24 18:52:56 What about Sorgi? Aug 24 18:53:55 Too far away and its not something I'd be comfortable talking to him about Aug 24 18:54:19 * Molly nods Aug 24 18:54:40 And you will not want to hurt me by talking to me... Aug 24 19:37:33 It is not you the issues lie with blossom Aug 24 19:37:49 * Molly shrugs Aug 24 19:38:35 That I have been tainted for you by it would be understandable. That is has changed your attraction to me. Aug 24 19:38:50 * Morgan scowls Aug 24 19:38:51 no Aug 24 19:39:51 **They get to the entrance of the inner courtyard, not far from the kitchen's back door Aug 24 19:41:07 * Molly nods slightly, loosening her grip "I'll only be a minute" Aug 24 19:41:39 You wish me to wait here? Aug 24 19:42:09 You do not have to, but I did not know whether you'd like a minute to yourself Aug 24 19:42:35 not really Aug 24 19:47:54 * Molly nods, keeping one hand in his and leads the way into the kitchen. They find out that dinner is roast chicken and about an hour away before heading back outside Aug 24 19:48:21 Should we take the longer way back, or do you wish to talk later instead? Aug 24 19:49:23 lets take the longer route... I would take advantage of having time just the two of us Aug 24 19:53:48 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 24 19:54:24 You'd rather be with me than okay more croquet, liebes herz? Aug 24 19:54:58 Play * Aug 24 19:55:03 * Morgan nods Aug 24 19:55:12 pointless game Aug 24 19:55:32 Do you think perhaps Kurt is lonely? Aug 24 19:55:48 * Morgan nods Aug 24 19:55:49 probably Aug 24 19:56:10 * Molly heads around past the dining room Aug 24 19:56:29 Is there something specific you wish to discuss whilst we have this time? Aug 24 19:57:04 None of what happening has changed my love or desire for you... I need you to know that Aug 24 19:57:20 * Molly nods, squeezing his hand Aug 24 19:57:33 I am incredibly relieved to hear that Aug 24 20:00:45 * Molly watches him Aug 24 20:00:57 You know that is the same for me, don't you? Aug 24 20:01:26 I was fairly sure Aug 24 20:01:36 Only fairly? Aug 24 20:01:43 its been a stressful few days Aug 24 20:02:09 I have been trying to give you space, as you have needed before Aug 24 20:02:38 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:04:10 It is not that I wish not be close with you, or that any of this has changed my feelings for you Aug 24 20:05:46 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:05:50 I am gladdened to hear that Aug 24 20:06:06 It was concerning you? Aug 24 20:06:41 a little perhaps Aug 24 20:06:59 You should have said, my love Aug 24 20:08:44 I was thinking my drawing away had pushed you away,,, Aug 24 20:10:23 * Molly sighs Aug 24 20:10:59 It saddens me, but I am not unfamiliar with it Aug 24 20:12:00 Its a combination of worrying that my actions make me like Dau... and how close it came to being you in Elsies place Aug 24 20:12:18 * Molly nods Aug 24 20:12:38 I can see why both things would trouble you Aug 24 20:12:47 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:14:46 To the first, I do not see it as you do. It is poles apart. Aug 24 20:17:13 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 24 20:19:07 This is what you would not wish to discuss with Sorgi? Aug 24 20:19:18 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:21:22 But you could with Heinzharold? Aug 24 20:22:22 I don't know... I dismissed the idea immediately because of his issues Aug 24 20:24:24 But you need him, I think... I suspect you need some reassurance aside from mine Aug 24 20:25:22 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 20:27:31 It is a shame Edward isnt here! Aug 24 20:28:11 why?! Aug 24 20:28:35 Because you could talk to him? Aug 24 20:29:11 I'm not sure I'd be willing to share _that_ with him Aug 24 20:30:18 * Molly nods Aug 24 20:31:07 I wish I knew how to help you in this Aug 24 20:32:55 so do I Aug 24 20:33:41 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 24 20:34:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 20:34:09 [20:31] * Molly pulls his hand to her mouth, kissing his knuckles firmly Aug 24 20:34:58 You are nothing like him. What we did was wonderful and will always be a very treasured memory for me. Aug 24 20:36:23 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 24 20:37:54 There's no rush. We can take things slowly. Today was deeply unlucky. Aug 24 20:38:28 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:38:36 aye, it was... how do you think that went? Aug 24 20:38:52 It got rid of the sparkliness Aug 24 20:40:49 I mean with Elsie... Aug 24 20:41:05 * Molly nods Aug 24 20:41:41 Good, I think. The pain is gone, and I think the function is fully restored Aug 24 20:41:50 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:41:59 only time will tell on the latter I suppose Aug 24 20:42:07 * Molly nods Aug 24 20:42:19 Yes, it will Aug 24 20:42:31 and of her long term prognosis? Aug 24 20:42:42 * Molly shrugs Aug 24 20:43:31 I was not working towards a solution for the birth. I thought it best to stay away from anything that might trigger the baby to come so early. Aug 24 20:44:31 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:44:35 makes sense Aug 24 20:44:55 In a few weeks, I'll discuss with her making an attempt Aug 24 20:45:20 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:45:22 alright Aug 24 20:45:50 * Molly is quiet a minute before saying Aug 24 20:46:02 Are you afraid of making love to me now? Aug 24 20:46:41 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 20:46:48 a little afraid of myself I suppose Aug 24 20:49:02 But that is not the main reason you do not wish to? Aug 24 20:51:16 its a part of it Aug 24 20:51:33 Is the rest that you are angry with me? Aug 24 20:51:43 * Morgan frowns Aug 24 20:51:46 no, why would I be? Aug 24 20:52:06 Because I put myself in a position where that could have happened to me Aug 24 20:52:35 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 24 20:52:47 I just hope you are more aware of such situations now Aug 24 20:52:57 * Molly nods Aug 24 20:53:21 The difference now is that anyone trying such would faint, at the very least Aug 24 20:54:05 * Morgan nods Aug 24 20:54:07 true Aug 24 20:56:34 That could be something of a reassurance to you also? I do not think I would ever need to, but if you were somehow out of control, I could make you faint Aug 24 20:58:01 Glad as I am you can defend yourself, its not much of a comfort if you needed to use it on me Aug 24 20:59:19 * Molly shrugs Aug 24 20:59:52 I suppose not. You said that how close it came to being me is troubling you. Can you tell me more? Aug 24 21:01:05 Not sure there is much to tell... it comes to mind often... Aug 24 21:02:01 But it does not affect your feelings for me, or stop you from enjoying being with me? Aug 24 21:02:11 no Aug 24 21:03:15 It's unusual for you to think in What Ifs Aug 24 21:03:34 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:03:35 I know Aug 24 21:04:14 Perhaps I could have healed it. Perhaps my magic would have started then Aug 24 21:05:12 thats not the point... if my nightmare was anything to go by, it would have utterly broken you Aug 24 21:06:05 That could just be a nightmare, especially in conjunction with the fears of my response to learning about Cecily Aug 24 21:06:29 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:06:31 it could be Aug 24 21:06:36 might not be too Aug 24 21:06:57 Even if it isnt, that is not the path we are on Aug 24 21:07:21 No... its not Aug 24 21:07:34 * Molly watches him Aug 24 21:07:50 It isnt just that I would have been hurt, is it? Aug 24 21:09:40 isn't it? Aug 24 21:09:44 It's that I would have been hurt _and_ you would have failed to protect and keep me safe. Aug 24 21:11:01 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:11:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 24 21:13:50 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 24 21:14:54 It isnt just that I would have been hurt, is it? Aug 24 21:14:55 isn't it? Aug 24 21:14:55 It's that I would have been hurt _and_ you would have failed to protect and keep me safe. Aug 24 21:14:55 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:15:04 * Molly nods Aug 24 21:15:32 And that the only reason I wasn't hurt was not you being here to protect me, but Kurt. Aug 24 21:16:57 * Morgan grinds his teeth Aug 24 21:19:37 * Molly watches him Aug 24 21:20:10 That is not what I think, but I wonder if that is a stick you are beating yourself with Aug 24 21:20:56 * Morgan shrugs, looking away Aug 24 21:22:23 * Molly squeezes his hand Aug 24 21:22:39 Liebes herz. You could not have known. Aug 24 21:23:31 even so... Aug 24 21:23:43 No. Not even so. Aug 24 21:25:57 Kurt only removed me because I was drunk and Kai was angry. He did not suspect until after he knew what had happened at the brothel that I could have been hurt. If a man who had spent months living with him had no clue, why would you? Aug 24 21:26:30 Because its what I'm supposed to do Aug 24 21:26:41 According to whom? Aug 24 21:27:58 me Aug 24 21:28:34 You knew he was attracted to me. But this is not a natural manifestation of that attraction. You suspected he would try to kiss me. _That_ would have been natural. You could not have predicted such inhumanity Aug 24 21:29:28 His actions during the war say otherwise... Aug 24 21:30:28 It was not uncommon to burn villages. It's barbaric, but predictable. Aug 24 21:34:46 My point exactly Aug 24 21:37:55 Not at all. Many troops would have burnt villages. Almost none of them would go on to do what he did. _Noone_ could have predicted him doing that based on following traditional Vaticine orders Aug 24 21:39:55 I'm afraid reason isn't making me feel any better about it just yet Aug 24 21:40:24 * Molly nods Aug 24 21:41:00 But I hope you at least understand that _I_ do not feel you failed me, and nor does anyone else. Aug 24 21:42:36 * Morgan shrugs Aug 24 21:43:17 * Molly nods, looking at the ground Aug 24 21:44:01 I understand that you don't... as for others... Aug 24 21:44:43 Who? Aug 24 21:45:48 anyone else Aug 24 21:46:29 Have you asked them, or are you assuming? Aug 24 21:46:57 I don't need to ask... its what I'd think Aug 24 21:47:50 Surprising then, that you blame me so little, when you are so willing to be harsh upon your own very minor role in all this! Aug 24 21:50:05 Stop trying to reason with me please... I'll argue against it until I'm blue in the face because I'm just not ready to accept any of it yet Aug 24 21:51:09 It is difficult. I can do nothing for you, in any way, and that is painful beyond measure for me. I cannot comfort you in a wifely manner, I cannot reason with you, I cannot use magic on you. What good am I as your wife and love when I can _do_ nothing? Aug 24 21:52:31 that you do not blame me is more comforting than you can imagine Aug 24 21:53:18 Then I need to be told that, liebes herz, so that I can see I am providing value. Aug 24 21:53:30 I just have Aug 24 21:53:42 * Molly nods Aug 24 21:54:09 That is a comfort to me. Aug 24 21:54:56 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:54:57 good Aug 24 21:56:03 * Molly looks thoughtful, passing the corner of the building where they can see the cottages Aug 24 21:56:37 * Morgan watches her Aug 24 21:56:39 what? Aug 24 21:57:10 I am not wearing my shift to bed. *her chin tilts up a little* I ask nothing of you, but I am not keeping that barrier in place when I am not at all withdrawing from you or denying you. Aug 24 21:57:50 * Morgan nods Aug 24 21:59:37 It is something I have always put on when we have had complicated discussions, or when things outside of our relationship have been causing issues. I am not doing it anymore. I will not hide my vulnerability like that anymore. I will not have a shield from you Aug 24 22:01:48 * Morgan nods Aug 24 22:01:51 alright blossom Aug 24 22:02:21 You, of course, will do as you please in regards to what you do or do not wear to bed. Aug 24 22:03:05 * Morgan nods Aug 24 22:03:15 I may keep something in case of emergencies... Aug 24 22:03:30 * Molly shrugs Aug 24 22:03:40 That is your choice, of course Aug 24 22:04:11 mind you, I suppose the chances of Elsie having issues now is lessened? Aug 24 22:04:21 * Molly nods Aug 24 22:04:39 * Morgan nods Aug 24 22:04:46 I'll think on it then Aug 24 22:04:51 Greatly. Even if she did, there would be little you could do except wake me. Aug 24 22:06:11 I think its a throwback to our time here... having to be ready for anything Aug 24 22:06:30 * Molly nods Aug 24 22:06:40 * Molly tilts her head Aug 24 22:06:49 You did not sleep naked here? Aug 24 22:07:15 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 24 22:07:21 mind you, I didn't sleep much either... Aug 24 22:08:01 That is true... but when I used to imagine slipping into your bed when we lived here, I always imagined I'd find you naked Aug 24 22:09:15 I'm sorry to divest you of that Aug 24 22:09:41 **she smiles** I only imagined it once or twice... Aug 24 22:09:53 * Molly glances at him Aug 24 22:10:29 ... an hour. Every night for months. Aug 24 22:12:05 * Morgan chuckles Aug 24 22:13:11 And you, liebling? Did you wonder what I was wearing in my bed next door? Aug 24 22:15:05 now and then Aug 24 22:15:59 As rarely as that. My, my, how well you behaved in comparison! **she smiles, squeezing his hand* Aug 24 22:18:51 **they start to cross the lawn * Aug 24 22:20:20 was kept fairly busy dealing with this place Aug 24 22:20:35 * Molly wrinkles her nose Aug 24 22:21:02 That is far less fun than thinking of me intimately, isnt it? Aug 24 22:21:44 * Morgan nods Aug 24 22:21:45 yes Aug 24 22:22:55 * Molly nods, looking at the cottage Aug 24 22:23:14 Croquet is also less fun than that, unless you can multitask Aug 24 22:25:20 I've never understood croquet Aug 24 22:25:36 * Molly kisses his knuckles once more Aug 24 22:25:54 It's just hitting things, that's all Aug 24 22:26:57 **Varick has obviously been waiting for them, because he opens the door and interrupts Aug 24 22:27:10 ((That'll do)) Aug 24 22:44:45 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 25 10:33:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 25 10:33:15 **Croquet is played, Varick is put to bed, and a lively dinner is had. Elsie seems to have no trouble at all sitting through the whole meal. Inga and Heinzharold excuse themselves shortly after it has finished, and Molly takes Elsie upstairs for a check up. This leaves him and Claudia playing cards Aug 25 10:33:20 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 25 10:34:04 Gotta say, I'm impressed about the healing Aug 25 10:34:14 * Morgan nods Aug 25 10:34:37 me too... I've seen her heal worse, but nothing so... complex Aug 25 10:34:56 * Claudia nods Aug 25 10:35:12 The scarring seemed to have made it complicated Aug 25 10:36:41 * Morgan nods Aug 25 10:36:51 she's not safe by any means, but at least she's not hurting Aug 25 10:43:08 * Claudia nods Aug 25 10:43:46 Take what we can get. Better for you knowing she's not suffering at least? Aug 25 10:44:16 * Morgan nods Aug 25 10:44:17 very much Aug 25 10:44:56 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 25 10:45:23 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 25 10:46:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 25 10:46:36 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 25 10:46:41 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 25 10:47:03 Makes it easier to get on the road and find this bastard too? Aug 25 10:48:39 * Morgan nods Aug 25 10:48:46 he may well be heading here Aug 25 10:50:27 * Claudia nods Aug 25 10:50:44 Something to consider if we go looking? Aug 25 10:52:01 Its only a few days from now, so we'll wait for a bit Aug 25 10:53:44 * Claudia nods, dealing up again Aug 25 10:53:56 Think she can save Elsie and the baby? Aug 25 10:54:31 * Morgan shrugs Aug 25 10:54:41 the baby stands a much better chance... Elsie, I just don't know Aug 25 10:58:50 Gonna be tough if she can't, for both of you Aug 25 10:59:01 yes, it is Aug 25 11:01:32 How are you? Aug 25 11:02:08 Better than I was Aug 25 11:04:12 Because she's not in painm Aug 25 11:04:15 Pain? Aug 25 11:05:27 Part of it... we've talked... Aug 25 11:08:30 Things a bit strained? Aug 25 11:08:46 less so now Aug 25 11:10:55 Good Aug 25 11:11:16 You can't let this stuff break you, that's how they win Aug 25 11:21:22 * Claudia tops up her scotch before offering him some Aug 25 11:22:16 they? Aug 25 11:25:46 Men who do that to women Aug 25 11:29:42 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 25 11:31:40 Probably sounds like horseshit, coming from me. But I survived, and I'm continuing to survive. I had vengeance physically, but having vengeance by living my life is valuable too Aug 25 11:35:56 doesn't sound like horseshit at all Aug 25 11:37:44 * Claudia nods, sipping her scotch Aug 25 11:38:59 How's Heinzharold doing? Aug 25 11:40:37 * Morgan shrugs slightly Aug 25 11:40:42 about the same Aug 25 11:43:56 * Claudia nods Aug 25 11:44:20 He was quite unsettled about the draw Aug 25 11:45:05 aye... he wasn't entirely sure he believed me about it Aug 25 11:48:09 Definitely believes it now. I feel sorry for him Aug 25 11:49:22 * Morgan nods Aug 25 11:49:24 so do I Aug 25 11:53:02 He will get used to it Aug 25 11:56:07 * Morgan nods, sighing Aug 25 11:56:09 I suppose so Aug 25 11:56:18 Easier for me as I only had to feel bad because of you, not because of a spouse too Aug 25 11:57:45 * Morgan nods Aug 25 12:00:18 This is the fourth time in as many months now? Aug 25 12:00:53 * Morgan nods Aug 25 12:00:56 something like, aye Aug 25 12:03:52 Not going away, is it? Aug 25 12:04:53 DOesn't appear so Aug 25 12:06:40 I dont know if it was weaker because I was further away or because I know it's not real now Aug 25 12:08:24 be worth asking Sorgi next time we see him Aug 25 12:09:43 * Claudia nods Aug 25 12:09:50 Will do Aug 25 12:10:21 * Claudia beats him again Aug 25 12:10:53 I'm turning in. I've given my housemates long enough to be as noisy as they want Aug 25 12:11:34 * Morgan nods Aug 25 12:11:44 Alright... sleep well Aug 25 12:13:34 And you Aug 25 12:13:52 * Claudia takes the scotch with her as she goes out the front door Aug 25 12:14:49 * Morgan finishes his glass and heads up to his room Aug 25 12:16:08 * Claudia is now known as Molly Aug 25 12:16:38 * Molly is writing in a notebook whilst sat on the bed still fully dressed Aug 25 12:26:11 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 25 22:06:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 25 22:07:30 * Molly looks up from her writing with a smile Aug 25 22:07:40 I was not expecting you so soon Aug 25 22:08:07 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:08:11 Claudia went to bed Aug 25 22:10:58 * Molly nods, writing Aug 25 22:11:17 It is getting late Aug 25 22:12:02 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:12:48 * Molly finishes after a couple of minutes, closing the book Aug 25 22:12:55 I suppose so Aug 25 22:13:02 How are you this evening, my love? Aug 25 22:15:15 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:15:16 I'm alright Aug 25 22:16:16 * Molly smiles Aug 25 22:16:28 I am glad. I checked Elsie Aug 25 22:18:15 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:18:16 and... Aug 25 22:19:24 Everything from the healing looks good. Functions are good, no bleeding, no pain. Baby is fine. I am quite confident of my success now. Aug 25 22:23:00 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:23:03 excellent Aug 25 22:23:54 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath and exhaling Aug 25 22:24:05 So that is that part resolved Aug 25 22:24:28 You think you can save her when the time comes? Aug 25 22:26:05 * Molly looks unsure Aug 25 22:26:26 I really don't know. I _hope_ so Aug 25 22:26:53 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:28:50 * Molly watches him Aug 25 22:29:46 Earlier, you said we would revisit what we had to do for the sparkliness to ensure. Would now be a good time for us to have that conversation? Aug 25 22:32:25 * Morgan scratches his chin Aug 25 22:32:28 I suppose it would be Aug 25 22:34:10 * Molly nods, pouring herself cherry brandy and him whiskey Aug 25 22:34:26 Did it feel different to you also? Aug 25 22:36:26 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:37:47 * Molly sits on the edge of the bed, sipping her drink Aug 25 22:37:56 Its never been that way before Aug 25 22:38:52 no, it hasn't Aug 25 22:40:45 * Molly watches him solemnly Aug 25 22:40:54 Why do you think that is? Aug 25 22:43:35 * Morgan shrugs Aug 25 22:45:08 It didn't seem as close as usual Aug 25 22:45:24 no, definitely Aug 25 22:47:45 * Molly sips her drink again Aug 25 22:47:48 I am wondering if it is because things between us have been more complicated, or if it was from using both harming and healing this time, or just the sheer duration I was using it for. Aug 25 22:48:48 I suspect its the former Aug 25 22:50:01 * Molly looks thoughtful Aug 25 22:50:31 The magical after-effect is still somewhat conditional upon us Aug 25 22:51:20 * Morgan nods Aug 25 22:51:22 uh huh... Aug 25 22:54:07 I hadn't thought of that. Yet any... distance between us does not prevent the sparkliness from starting, or stop our intimacy ending it Aug 25 22:57:30 no Aug 25 23:02:15 * Molly chews her lip Aug 25 23:02:32 Next time, I wonder if we should be in less of a hurry? Aug 25 23:04:11 perhaps Aug 25 23:05:05 * Molly watches him Aug 25 23:05:20 I don't regret it, or wish we had not done it Aug 25 23:06:30 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:07:01 Do you? Aug 25 23:07:44 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 25 23:10:06 I wish we had not been in that situation... but I wonder if we might not have started to talk about the things that are currently causing the distance without being made to confront it? Aug 25 23:10:53 You're probably right I think Aug 25 23:13:50 * Molly nods Aug 25 23:14:26 Its... *she sighs* Things keep happening to us that make it hard Aug 25 23:15:22 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:15:25 yes, it does Aug 25 23:17:25 Do you think that is part of the forces trying to keep us from the convergence? Aug 25 23:18:11 I have wondered that myself... but I don't know Aug 25 23:19:11 * Molly nods Aug 25 23:19:38 I do not want that. I want, after everything we have been through, for our closeness to grow. Aug 25 23:19:47 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:19:49 as do I Aug 25 23:20:36 And earlier, it felt more as if we were becoming less close from it, rather than more close Aug 25 23:22:08 aye, it did Aug 25 23:22:58 * Molly looks sad Aug 25 23:23:09 I would rather not have that happen again Aug 25 23:23:36 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:23:41 likewise Aug 25 23:24:58 * Molly drinks a mouthful of the brandy Aug 25 23:25:23 Does it worry you that is how it will be from now on? Aug 25 23:30:20 No... no it doesn't Aug 25 23:31:03 * Molly nods, looking a little relieved Aug 25 23:31:10 Alright, good. Aug 25 23:34:15 * Molly sips the brandy Aug 25 23:35:19 Things have been so exciting and wonderful, I have felt worried this afternoon that perhaps that has come to an end Aug 25 23:36:36 I can understand that Aug 25 23:39:11 But _you_ are not worried? *she watches his expression* Aug 25 23:40:42 I was... but not any longer Aug 25 23:42:25 No? What has changed? Aug 25 23:43:00 we've talked about it... started moving past it Aug 25 23:43:14 * Molly looks a little perplexed Aug 25 23:43:26 Can you tell me more? Aug 25 23:44:31 * Morgan shrugs Aug 25 23:45:14 once we'd talked about it, it felt like... we reconnected some... Aug 25 23:45:26 * Molly nods Aug 25 23:46:16 It is all a battle we must fight in together, side by side. We cannot allow life to put us on opposing sides Aug 25 23:46:39 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:46:40 indeed Aug 25 23:46:57 * Molly holds out her hand to him Aug 25 23:47:02 Sit with me? Aug 25 23:47:57 * Morgan sits, taking her hand Aug 25 23:48:19 * Molly holds it, resting her cheek to his upper arm Aug 25 23:49:22 This is how I feel connected, through touch. It is one reason earlier was so troubling for me. Being intimate with you has _always_ made me feel close with you, but earlier did not. Aug 25 23:49:46 * Morgan nods Aug 25 23:51:08 Walking hand in hand with you earlier helped me to reconnect. But it was spending time with me that helped you? Aug 25 23:51:35 part of it, aye Aug 25 23:51:57 * Molly nods thoughtfully, going quiet Aug 25 23:57:31 I think perhaps for you, it is more _how_ we interact and with the way I am with you that makes the difference in how connected you feel we are? Aug 26 00:00:09 * Morgan nods Aug 26 00:00:11 sounds about right Aug 26 00:01:30 * Molly looks up at him Aug 26 00:01:47 I had not realised that it has such an effect Aug 26 00:04:21 * Morgan nods Aug 26 00:07:49 * Molly rests her cheek back to his arm Aug 26 00:07:55 I am sorry. Aug 26 00:08:49 you, my darling, have nothing to be sorry for Aug 26 00:09:42 * Molly squeezes his hand Aug 26 00:10:17 I should have handled the situation better earlier, instead of becoming quiet and retreating Aug 26 00:10:59 its understandable Aug 26 00:12:38 It hurt you, I think? Aug 26 00:13:05 yes, it did Aug 26 00:14:50 I am sorry. I would never hurt you by choice, and it was not my intention Aug 26 00:15:05 I know blossom Aug 26 00:17:02 * Molly finishes her cherry brandy Aug 26 00:17:28 Are you still feeling hurt? Aug 26 00:19:24 No... I don't think so Aug 26 00:19:32 * Molly nods Aug 26 00:20:12 Good. Do you need to go and check everything is well outside before bed? Aug 26 00:20:19 * Morgan nods Aug 26 00:20:22 I shall do I think Aug 26 00:22:38 * Molly nods, moving to stand. She comes in front of him, kissing his crown Aug 26 00:22:54 I will get ready for bed then, my love Aug 26 00:25:54 * Morgan nods Aug 26 00:25:58 I shan't be too long Aug 26 00:27:01 * Molly wraps her arms around him, just holding him a moment before loosening it Aug 26 00:27:05 I'll be here Aug 26 00:27:42 * Morgan nods before heading out to walk the house Aug 26 03:55:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 26 20:53:38 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 26 23:29:06 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 27 10:20:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 27 11:09:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 27 11:38:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 27 13:01:15 **Everything seems perfectly peaceful, though it is raining again. There's still light behind the curtains in the room that was his and is now Heinzharold's even when he gets back despite being after eleven. Aug 27 13:02:53 * Morgan heads inside Aug 27 13:03:38 **Molly is in bed, her bare shoulders and loose hair above the cotton sheets, fiddling with her lower lip. She has obviously been waiting for him. Aug 27 13:03:38 Is everything well? Aug 27 13:04:17 * Morgan nods Aug 27 13:04:19 aye Aug 27 13:06:47 * Molly smiles Aug 27 13:07:09 I am glad. Herbs and oil, or will you skip it again? Aug 27 13:07:49 try skipping it I think Aug 27 13:11:20 * Molly nods, watching him Aug 27 13:11:27 Alright my love Aug 27 13:18:01 Did you wish me to help you undress? Aug 27 13:19:09 Fairly sure I can manage it... Aug 27 13:22:44 * Molly shrugs with a little smile Aug 27 13:22:53 As you wish Aug 27 13:26:49 * Morgan nods, starting to undress Aug 27 13:28:01 * Molly tries not to stare, but doesnt do well Aug 27 13:28:31 Will you be attending Lady Catherine's town meeting tomorrow? Aug 27 13:29:51 * Morgan nods Aug 27 13:30:00 aye, I think she'd benefit from some support Aug 27 13:35:19 * Molly nods, settling down into the bed more Aug 27 13:35:46 I want to work on a list of things Elsie would like to do in the next few weeks Aug 27 13:36:52 * Morgan nods Aug 27 13:36:59 alright Aug 27 13:42:03 * Molly nods, closing her eyes Aug 27 13:42:11 Would you like me to sing? Aug 27 13:43:09 * Morgan climbs into bed, curling against her Aug 27 13:43:10 please Aug 27 13:43:51 * Molly nestles into him with a sigh that sounds like relief. She starts to sing Kosk Yn Ta, but she's asleep before he is Aug 27 13:46:47 **He manages to fall asleep shortly after. He's in Lady Catherine's main dining room. It's August, only a few days after saving her at the pool, so  dawn is not long after six o'clock. Yet he's awake much earlier. Not that he ever really sleeps well, between the nightmares of the Fire and the Schattenmann. A single candle is enough to sketch by, but he's so tired of drawing those horrors over and over. Instead he's been working on a loose sheet in charcoal. Aug 27 13:46:48 **Molly's curves are taking shape beneath his line strokes. If he could just get it right, maybe he could transfer that image of her from his mind and onto the paper. Then perhaps it wouldn't be stuck there, where it should not be, popping up at inopportune moments, stopping him from attempting (admittedly, awful) sleep. The charcoal snaps, and he looks in the little hollowed out stick he keeps spares in. Aug 27 13:46:48 **Starting with the new piece, he tries to depict the way the light from the fire he had lit for her had caressed her wet skin. That is when something starts to feel out of place. Aug 27 13:48:12 * Morgan tucks the drawing away, looking round suspiciously Aug 27 13:48:49 **He can sense that despite only being four o'clock, and too early even for servants, someone is awake somewhere nearby** Aug 27 13:49:44 * Morgan leaves the candle on the table, moving into the shadows at the far end of the room Aug 27 13:49:52 **He recognises first that Eisen is being spoken outside, and someone has left one of the dining room windows open "This is th' stupidest thing I've ever done"** Aug 27 13:50:22 **What registers next is that it is the voice of his best friend, Heinzharold, a man he left behind in Sudlachenburg without a word** Aug 27 13:50:43 * Morgan scowls, moving in the shadows towards the window Aug 27 13:50:56 **The next voice is also as familiar. Claudia says "You're shitting me. This is not as bad as when you kissed that man in Gainsburg" It sounds like they're outside and about to pass the dining room windows** Aug 27 13:51:50 * Morgan moves to look carefully out of the window Aug 27 13:52:21 **It's very dark still, but he can just make out the two figures in the dark Aug 27 13:52:25 HH: We don't e'en know it's him. Would he really keep his first name and use his mother's maiden name if he was trying to be anon'mous? Aug 27 13:53:54 C: We have to _try_. We can't just wait there not knowing if he's even alive. Aug 27 13:54:53 **They pass by all the windows, heading towards the corner of the building where they will soon find the door in Aug 27 13:55:36 * Morgan moves towards the doors Aug 27 13:56:48 HH: Jus' gonna let ourselves in, are we? Aug 27 13:57:23 C: No, we're going to sit on the doorstep until we're invited (!) Aug 27 13:58:45 HH: Af'er you, milady. **the outer door creaks open* C: Don't start, Heinzharold. Aug 27 13:59:16 * Morgan stands off to one side of the inner doors, against the wall Aug 27 14:02:56 HH: Reckon there'r any maids up? I could murder a cup of coffee Aug 27 14:06:58 **Claudia pushes open the inner door quietly, looking around** Aug 27 14:09:29 Its a good job I recognised your voice, or you'd be at the wrong end of a bullet wound now Aug 27 14:13:48 **Claudia suddenly stops walking and HH walks right into the back of her** Aug 27 14:14:36 C: Morgan! What the fuck are you playing at?! **she seems to be torn between hugging and hitting him** Aug 27 14:14:55 What the fuck are you doing here? Aug 27 14:15:55 **Heinzharold nudges her out of the way, coming to Morgan and opening his arms to him** Findin' you, makes a change from you findin' me! Aug 27 14:17:41 * Morgan looks at his friend a moment indecisively before hugging him Aug 27 14:18:18 **HH holds on to him tightly** Never thought I'd see you again Aug 27 14:18:56 * Morgan sighs heavily Aug 27 14:18:58 that was the plan Aug 27 14:19:24 C: *she watches Morgan seriously but doesn't interrupt* Aug 27 14:20:03 HH: I'm so fuckin' sorry, man Aug 27 14:24:16 What are you doing here? Aug 27 14:25:08 C: Making sure you aren't dead and have just left us. **the crossness is a poor cover for the hurt that's written on her face* Aug 27 14:25:41 * Morgan sniffs Aug 27 14:25:44 working on it Aug 27 14:26:05 HH: *he lets go of Morgan, moving out of the way* Aug 27 14:26:47 **Claudia hugs Morgan, unusually** I could happily throttle you to death right now! Aug 27 14:27:14 * Morgan returns the hug Aug 27 14:27:18 I'd deserve it Aug 27 14:28:16 C: You shouldn't have left us. **she moves away a bit** Dont you realise how upset Heinzharold has been?! Aug 27 14:28:44 **HH rolls his eyes at Morgan from behind her** Aug 27 14:28:55 * Morgan nods, moving towards the kitchen Aug 27 14:34:24 * Molly comes in from the doors at the other end of the dining room, carrying a candle in a holder in one hand, shoes in the other like she is sneaking around stocking-footed. She stops on seeing the others with an expression of surprise Aug 27 14:34:38 ((Attention?)) Aug 27 14:34:44 ((Molly)) Aug 27 14:35:39 * Molly drops her gaze, curtseying to him Aug 27 14:36:00 Excuse me, Master Hockridge, I did not realise there were guests Aug 27 14:36:18 What are you doing up? Aug 27 14:36:52 * Molly looks somewhat neutral Aug 27 14:37:34 I was looking for something, sir. Should I make some drinks or food, sir? Aug 27 14:38:07 **Claudia and Heinzharold are watching her, both attentively** Aug 27 14:39:04 Since you're up, coffee for our guests please Aug 27 14:40:07 * Molly curtsies again, going into the kitchen, still keeping her gaze dropped Aug 27 14:40:38 **HH looks at Morgan, then watches the kitchen door** Think she needs any 'elp? Aug 27 14:40:48 * Morgan points to a table Aug 27 14:40:49 sit Aug 27 14:41:04 **HH and Claudia do** Aug 27 14:42:38 * Morgan moves into the kitchen Aug 27 14:43:27 * Molly has shoes on now, and is crouched down lighting the stove Aug 27 14:45:33 creeping round the house with no shoes on isn't an effective way of looking for something... Aug 27 14:45:52 * Molly jumps, then winces Aug 27 14:46:29 Ouch! Aug 27 14:47:58 * Molly stands up, moving the kettle to the stove with her left hand, shaking off her right hand a little Aug 27 14:49:18 * Morgan waits Aug 27 14:49:38 * Molly turns to talk to him, voice quiet Aug 27 14:49:48 I was looking for you Aug 27 14:51:03 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 27 14:51:04 why? Aug 27 14:52:16 I wanted to talk to you about something. But it is of no consequence. This is an unusual time for Lady Torrington's guests to arrive. Aug 27 14:53:24 They're not... they're friends of mine Aug 27 14:54:13 Oh. *she blinks rapidly* You're _leaving_?! Aug 27 14:55:09 * Morgan scowls Aug 27 14:55:14 I've said no such thing Aug 27 14:55:36 * Molly looks very relieved Aug 27 14:56:14 I just... if you have been _found_ you might leave m-... us. The house. Aug 27 14:56:33 We'll see Aug 27 14:57:02 * Molly nods. She looks at the burn on her right hand Aug 27 14:57:26 I... I should put this in cold water whilst the kettle boils Aug 27 14:57:43 * Morgan nods Aug 27 14:58:32 * Molly goes and sticks her hand in the bucket, just standing quietly Aug 27 14:58:49 **he can hear chatter in Eisen from the other room* Aug 27 14:59:57 * Morgan watches her a moment Aug 27 15:00:02 what do you mean... leaving you? Aug 27 15:00:21 The estate, Lady Torrington's employment. Aug 27 15:00:33 No, thats not what you said... Aug 27 15:00:41 * Molly keeps her eyes on the bucket Aug 27 15:00:53 It was a slip of the tongue, nothing more. Aug 27 15:01:07 * Morgan frowns Aug 27 15:01:19 I think not. Not after coming looking for me at four in the morning... Aug 27 15:03:45 It matters not. It is completely silly. Should I make tea or coffee, what would your guests like? Aug 27 15:04:08 They'll have coffee. We'll discuss this later Aug 27 15:04:37 * Molly nods a little, drying her hand whilst the kettle whistles Aug 27 15:04:47 * Morgan goes back into the dining room Aug 27 15:05:27 **Claudia and Heinzharold are sat where he left them. They both look travel-worn and tired, but also relieved Aug 27 15:06:52 C: What the hell are you doing here in the arse end of nowhere? Aug 27 15:07:23 I _was_ trying to get to Dietlinde and Jana... Aug 27 15:07:27 what about you? Aug 27 15:07:49 **they frown at each other** Aug 27 15:09:20 HH: Comin' to find you. Claudia has been naggin' me for months an' I kept saying no, but something has happened in Sudlachenburg and you're needed. Aug 27 15:09:34 * Morgan frowns Aug 27 15:09:35 what? Aug 27 15:10:15 C: We got annexed by the Eldreichs and Maubourg Aug 27 15:10:33 They joined forces? Aug 27 15:11:07 HH: *he looks grim* Been plottin' for years. I missed it. It's my fault. Aug 27 15:11:22 Tell me everything Aug 27 15:13:05 HH: Years ago they started buying up bits of land here and there, creating little areas they could hide forces in. Started to hem in Sudlachenburg. It wasn't notice b'cause it's been a bit tense there Aug 27 15:13:33 I'd have thought it'd all settle down once I was out of there Aug 27 15:14:08 C: *she scoffs* Your Father has dropped the ball since you went AWOL, Edward's pissed off to whore around Eisen. Even Fischler has started to pull contracts. It was a fucking mess. Aug 27 15:14:43 shit Aug 27 15:17:30 * Molly brings in a tray with a jug, milk, sugar and biscuits, HH is immediately out of his seat to help her with the door. "I'll get the door" he says in Eisen, to which she has no clue what he's said but is watching him with a smile. Aug 27 15:19:15 C: Your strange cousin has had a big hand in making her husband move on it, some alliance based on her son marrying his future grandchild. They swept in back in June with two small armies. Aug 27 15:21:30 * Molly brings it to Morgan, watching his expression Aug 27 15:21:37 I see... Aug 27 15:21:43 * Morgan is still frowning Aug 27 15:21:46 Would you have me pour or return to work, sir? Aug 27 15:22:22 * Morgan glances at her Aug 27 15:22:32 we'll pour. Go make sure your hand is alright Aug 27 15:23:19 * Molly nods, curtseying again before going. HH is waiting to open the door for her again, and then comes to sit with them Aug 27 15:24:08 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 27 15:24:28 * HH still has half his attention on the kitchen door Aug 27 15:24:46 Your parents have gone to Catterick Aug 27 15:25:02 They are safe? Aug 27 15:25:45 'Scorted them ourselves. Seemed like a good place to start looking for you. Yensid's gone for Edward. Aug 27 15:26:40 sounds like its a finished situation... Aug 27 15:27:20 **Claudia looks disgusted, even HH looks disappointed** Aug 27 15:27:48 C: No, you and Edward come together to raise an army and reclaim your land. Aug 27 15:28:43 Not going to happen. Too much bad blood, and he'll blame me for all this anyway. And two people to raise an army? Aug 27 15:29:00 * HH grins Aug 27 15:29:12 Four, really. Me and Claudia too Aug 27 15:30:21 C: **she watches Morgan** You're going to let those bastards have your land rather than mend your issues with Edward? Aug 27 15:31:21 You don't know what you're asking Aug 27 15:32:15 C: *she gives him a disparaging look** That's _your_ homeland. It's where you _should_ be. Aug 27 15:32:22 * HH looks at her Aug 27 15:32:30 Go easy, Claudia. Aug 27 15:35:56 C: **she pours the coffee** You are needed. I didn't spare you from a kick in the face when we met so you could turn your back on the people who needed to be able to recognise youm Aug 27 15:37:15 * Morgan grinds his teeth Aug 27 15:38:29 I couldn't protect two people... how the hell do you expect me to raise an army? Aug 27 15:39:00 C: Easily. You can't keep hiding away here, you have a _duty_ Aug 27 15:40:04 **he feels the faintest of tingles across the back of his neck** Aug 27 15:40:57 * Morgan scowls, looking round Aug 27 15:41:15 Even if y' won't fight for Sudlachenburg, you should go and see your parents. They're sufferin' without you. Aug 27 15:41:31 * Morgan sighs Aug 27 15:41:49 **there's nothing to see. There is however a thud from the kitchen** Aug 27 15:42:01 father made his feelings quite clear in the time my wife and daughter were alive Aug 27 15:42:10 * Morgan frowns again, getting up Aug 27 15:42:14 * HH stands up too Aug 27 15:42:42 All I'm sayin' is time gives people chance to reevaluate, and they miss you Aug 27 15:43:05 * Morgan moves quietly to the kitchen door, edging it open to look through it Aug 27 15:44:02 * HH , as he often did in the War, follows Morgan into potential danger without question. From what he can see, everything is in place and the room is empty Aug 27 15:44:34 * Morgan moves into the room, looking around properly Aug 27 15:46:28 * HH follows him, looking around too. He is the first to spot Molly fainted on the floor, and is the first to reach her, kneeling beside her to try to rouse her Aug 27 15:47:21 * Morgan goes and kneels the other side of her Aug 27 15:49:13 **She awakens. There's something about her, almost an aura. It's compelling and appealing, and the only thing Morgan can liken it to is the effect of the queen of the summer court. Heinzharold watches her, gently stroking her hair and murmuring soothing platitudes and reassurances in Eisen Aug 27 15:49:59 * Morgan scowls hard Aug 27 15:53:23 **Molly looks a bit disoriented, first watching Heinzharold before looking at her hand. There's no burn on it. She bites her lower lip with a little frown. He notices his best friend's gaze is firmly fixed on the point where Molly's teeth firmly press on the softness of her lip Aug 27 15:54:45 HeinzHarold... out Aug 27 15:56:46 * HH keeps watching her Aug 27 15:56:56 Don't you need my help? Aug 27 15:57:04 no. out. Aug 27 15:57:37 * HH looks very reluctant, but goes with a couple of backwards glances Aug 27 15:57:43 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 27 15:57:56 * Molly watches Morgan Aug 27 15:58:09 I'm...I'm alright Aug 27 15:59:17 **This strange vibrancy continues, her attention doesn't stray from him. She makes no move to sit up Aug 27 15:59:36 are you alright? Aug 27 16:00:45 * Molly nods, watching him. Her gaze moves from his eyes to his mouth before she blinks and looks away Aug 27 16:00:50 I should get up... Aug 27 16:01:53 it would be best if you did Aug 27 16:03:13 * Molly moves her gaze back to his eyes. She nods slowly, but she isn't getting up, just breathing shallowly laid on the floor Aug 27 16:03:23 I know... Aug 27 16:03:43 Come on, up you get Aug 27 16:05:24 * Molly sits up slowly, then gets onto her knees. She seems to be purposefully avoiding making eye contact Aug 27 16:05:32 I feel...strange Aug 27 16:05:36 * Morgan nods Aug 27 16:05:41 I'm not surprised Aug 27 16:06:26 * Molly sucks her lower lip a moment Aug 27 16:06:33 Maybe I need some tea Aug 27 16:06:40 * Morgan nods Aug 27 16:06:49 lean against the counter, I'll make some Aug 27 16:07:58 * Molly stands. The proximity and angle means he gets a flash of the deep crevice of her cleavage as she does so Aug 27 16:08:27 Alright Aug 27 16:08:43 * Morgan nods, starting to make some tea Aug 27 16:09:46 **Heinzharold and Claudia come into the kitchen. Both watch her as she leans against the counter despite it being Morgan they talk to** Aug 27 16:09:58 C: Thought we could help Aug 27 16:10:13 HH: bandages, or the like... Aug 27 16:10:41 * Morgan scowls at them Aug 27 16:11:12 * Molly smiles politely, despite not knowing what they are saying. It only seems to encourage their attention Aug 27 16:12:33 C: We could make the tea Aug 27 16:13:25 * Morgan turns Aug 27 16:13:26 OUT Aug 27 16:14:02 HH: **he's still watching Molly** No need to be cranky Aug 27 16:16:02 now, HeinzHarold. Aug 27 16:16:27 C: **she runs her gaze over Molly head to toe. He's never seen Claudia display any attraction before but it's perfectly clear now** Aug 27 16:17:00 HH: *he shrugs, going back into the other room, but he doesn't look pleased* Aug 27 16:17:32 * Morgan looks at Claudia Aug 27 16:17:33 and you Aug 27 16:17:57 **Claudia also leaves crossly** Aug 27 16:18:05 * Molly looks at Morgan Aug 27 16:18:11 I think we need to get you back to your room Aug 27 16:18:40 * Molly frowns, looking a little upset Aug 27 16:19:19 I do not understand why I am causing you such crossness with your friends Aug 27 16:20:05 nor do I... its not normal... something's _off_ Aug 27 16:20:17 * Molly looks to the floor Aug 27 16:20:51 I am sorry. That something about me is displeasing to you saddens me Aug 27 16:22:28 No... there's something not right... you have... I don't know, its like talking to the queen of the summer court... Aug 27 16:25:30 * Molly nods Aug 27 16:25:45 I should go back to bed? Aug 27 16:27:20 I'll walk you up, to be safe... and lock your door Aug 27 16:27:26 * Molly looks at him, studying his eyes a moment. Her voice is quiet but empassioned Aug 27 16:27:54 Will you leave whilst I am there, without saying goodbye? Aug 27 16:28:28 My leaving remains to be seen Aug 27 16:29:04 * Molly drops her eyes and chin, biting her lip again. She nods sadly Aug 27 16:29:10 I see Aug 27 16:30:05 my fathers lands have been annexed. They're trying to convince me to take them back Aug 27 16:30:29 * Molly nods, still not looking up Aug 27 16:30:53 You must do what you feel you need to. What is it you feel you need to do? Aug 27 16:31:02 I don't know yet Aug 27 16:31:35 * Molly nods, taking the tea Aug 27 16:31:55 Alright. I will go to bed then Aug 27 16:32:13 I won't leave without telling you, if that makes you feel any better Aug 27 16:32:38 Very much so, thank you Aug 27 16:33:03 * Morgan nods Aug 27 16:33:07 come on, lets get you to your room Aug 27 16:33:54 * Molly makes her way, though going through the dining room involves HH and Claudia still both obviously desiring her Aug 27 16:34:09 HH: What can we do to help? Aug 27 16:34:27 you can both stay there Aug 27 16:34:53 HH: *he sighs* Aug 27 16:36:14 * Molly goes through the door then up the servants stairs. This effect is only made worse by having to follow up them just the same as a few days ago when the sheer wet fabric was plastered to her bottom and thighs Aug 27 16:37:52 Your friend is very handsome Aug 27 16:38:20 so he likes to tell me Aug 27 16:39:51 * Molly stops walking when they get to her door, her hand on the knob. She turns to look at him, his eyes, his mouth. He can see how her pupils dilate, how her lips part a little Aug 27 16:40:00 I should go... Aug 27 16:40:39 * Morgan looks mildly confused Aug 27 16:41:32 To my room... to bed... Aug 27 16:41:57 yes, you should Aug 27 16:42:34 * Molly watches him a long moment still not moving. She watches his expression and attention Aug 27 16:43:02 what were you coming to ask me? Aug 27 16:43:39 Whether I had your forgiveness for taking my shift off in front of you the other day Aug 27 16:45:25 You were wet through, you had to Aug 27 16:45:39 * Molly shakes her head slowly Aug 27 16:46:04 I could have sent you away, or asked you to wait outside the door... Aug 27 16:46:32 as I should have done Aug 27 16:46:51 * Molly speaks quieter, watching him Aug 27 16:46:56 Why didn't you? Aug 27 16:47:35 * Morgan blushes slightly Aug 27 16:49:27 * Molly tilts her head, still watching him. The effect seems to get stronger Aug 27 16:49:51 You _wanted_ to see me undressed? Aug 27 16:50:15 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 27 16:50:38 * Molly does likewise Aug 27 16:50:52 I wanted you to also Aug 27 16:52:35 why? Aug 27 16:52:53 * Molly looks thoughtful Aug 27 16:53:15 It was... exciting, enjoyable Aug 27 16:55:02 * Morgan nods Aug 27 16:55:04 yes, it was Aug 27 16:55:45 There was something very tingly and pleasant at being undressed where I knew you could see me, where I knew you could look at me if you felt a desire to Aug 27 16:56:16 * Molly continues to watch him, pupils dilating further Aug 27 16:57:38 * Morgan blushes again Aug 27 16:58:03 * Molly speaks quieter still Aug 27 16:58:10 I do not regret it. Aug 27 16:58:17 * Morgan nods Aug 27 16:58:22 good, I am glad Aug 27 16:58:29 Do you? Aug 27 17:01:41 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 27 17:01:48 no... Aug 27 17:02:59 I am sure in future there will be other men I undress for, but I will never forget how it made my body feel to undress in front of you. Aug 27 17:03:21 * Morgan frowns Aug 27 17:03:23 maybe Aug 27 17:03:35 * Molly smiles Aug 27 17:03:47 When I get married Aug 27 17:04:18 * Morgan nods Aug 27 17:04:25 I... I need to go to my friends Aug 27 17:04:41 * Molly looks troubled Aug 27 17:04:51 Of course, I am sorry Aug 27 17:06:04 Perhaps it would be best if we pretend I had never mentioned what happened the other day. I should have said nothing. Aug 27 17:06:44 No Aug 27 17:06:54 * Molly turns the door knob, opening the door to her room Aug 27 17:06:56 No? Aug 27 17:07:16 No, I don't want that Aug 27 17:07:42 * Molly nods, smiling a little Aug 27 17:08:26 Then either you ought to come in and continue discussing it, or return to the dining room...? Aug 27 17:09:24 I... need to go to them, they've come a long way and its important Aug 27 17:09:43 * Molly nods Aug 27 17:10:13 But it is not what you _want_ to do right now, even though you will? Aug 27 17:10:21 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 27 17:10:22 no Aug 27 17:10:54 * Molly watches him, biting then releasing her lower lip Aug 27 17:11:01 Until later then... Aug 27 17:11:21 * Morgan nods, backing away from the door slightly Aug 27 17:11:25 don't forget to lock it Aug 27 17:12:01 * Molly nods. She gives his mouth one last look before sighing slightly Aug 27 17:12:07 I won't forget Aug 27 17:12:23 * Morgan nods, looking at the door pointedly Aug 27 17:12:53 * Molly goes in, shutting and locking it behind her Aug 27 17:49:31 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 27 17:50:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 27 17:56:28 **He meets HH who is sat on the stairs. He stands up** Are you sleeping with her? Aug 27 17:56:47 * Morgan glares at him Aug 27 17:57:24 **HH nods* Good. Quite like her myself. Aug 27 17:57:50 Back off HeinzHarold Aug 27 17:58:34 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 27 17:59:04 What's your problem? Aug 27 17:59:12 She's off limits Aug 27 17:59:23 Married? Aug 27 17:59:54 No Aug 27 18:00:50 Then where's th' issue? She was lookin' at me too Aug 27 18:01:01 Just leave it alone Aug 27 18:01:21 * HH looks at him Aug 27 18:02:35 Alright. But if she starts pursuing me, then she stops being off-limits. Aug 27 18:02:50 Not gonna happen... come on Aug 27 18:05:00 * HH goes down the stairs Aug 27 18:05:35 **he thinks he hears Molly giggling** Aug 27 18:06:06 * Morgan frowns, following HeinzHarold down the stairs Aug 27 18:06:44 **What wakes him is not the dawn watch, but Molly giggling in her sleep** Aug 27 18:06:58 * Morgan blinks, looking over to her Aug 27 18:07:31 **she murmurs, urgent and whispered* Liebes herz! The books! Aug 27 18:07:57 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 27 18:09:05 **Its about two hours before dawn. She murmurs again "Shh! Going to get caught!" Aug 27 18:09:20 * Morgan frowns, listening to her Aug 27 18:10:32 Ouch! *she giggles again* No, don't stop, just... mmhmmm...shhhh... Aug 27 18:11:34 * Morgan tries to enter her dream Aug 27 18:18:45 **He finds himself in the yellow-toned library of Lady Torrington. She's perched on a sideboard with wooden bookcases along the back of it. Books are all over the floor. One foot rests on the back of a chair, and her skirts are pushed up to her waist. Her hair is a mess, and the front of her dress is undone. She watches him with puzzlement and amusement. Aug 27 18:19:20 Don't worry about locking it, everyone will probably asleep by now... Aug 27 18:20:11 I'm sure... Aug 27 18:31:44 * Molly watches him, undoing more of her dress Aug 27 18:31:55 Unless you have changed your mind... Aug 27 18:32:02 No no... I think not Aug 27 18:32:36 * Molly bites her lip Aug 27 18:32:57 This is where you want me? Aug 27 19:19:27 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 27 19:19:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 27 19:21:22 you'd prefer somewhere else? Aug 27 19:22:05 No. I'd prefer you to not be so far away *she smiles* Aug 27 19:22:19 * Morgan moves toward her Aug 27 19:24:30 * Molly hooks a finger into his waistband and pulls him closer, bringing her mouth to his neck and licking up it Aug 27 19:26:35 * Morgan shudders Aug 27 19:27:20 * Molly rapidly undoes his placket whilst gently biting his skin in a series of little nips Aug 27 19:28:59 its almost as if you want something... Aug 27 19:32:06 * Molly wraps her fingers around him, sliding her hand upwards. She bites him harder "Oh yes. I definitely want _something_, just as I suspect you want _nothing_" Aug 27 19:33:26 oh? Aug 27 19:37:44 * Molly wriggles forward whilst also wrapping her leg around him to pull him closer. She lines up his head between her soft folds, pausing there. She sucks his skin a moment before saying "this is what you want, what I want" Aug 27 19:38:50 * Morgan smirks slightly Aug 27 19:38:54 I thought I wanted nothing? Aug 27 19:39:08 * Molly pouts Aug 27 19:39:31 I meant _nothing_, like Shakespeare says Aug 27 19:39:53 * Morgan nods slightly, bucking his hips forward Aug 27 19:40:30 * Molly moans, biting his neck again "yes. That." Aug 27 19:41:16 * Morgan nods, pushing deeper until he is fully enveloped Aug 27 19:42:12 **He hears the door behind him open, Molly's teeth tightening on the flesh where his shoulder meets his neck Aug 27 19:43:12 * Morgan tries to wake up Aug 27 19:43:28 **He manages it easily** Aug 27 19:46:57 * Morgan stretches, climbing out of bed Aug 27 19:48:55 * Molly stays asleep, giggling again Aug 27 19:50:05 * Morgan gets dressed quietly Aug 27 19:51:00 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 27 19:52:00 * HH is in Morgan's cottage, sat at his kitchen table with coffee, a pencil and paper Aug 27 19:54:15 Mornin' Aug 27 19:55:29 * Morgan nods to him, going to make coffee Aug 27 19:55:32 whats got you up so early? Aug 27 19:55:58 Weird dream, couldn't get back t' sleep Aug 27 19:56:17 oh? Aug 27 19:56:31 You don't wanna know Aug 27 19:56:38 * HH drinks his coffee Aug 27 19:56:39 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 19:56:47 If you need to get it off your chest, do so Aug 27 19:57:15 Just from that draw thing yesterday. Claudia warned me. Aug 27 19:57:23 * Morgan nods Aug 27 19:58:04 Wha' about you? Any good nightmares for us? Aug 27 19:58:49 Dreamed Sudlachenburg got annexed while I was away, you and Claudia came and found me, wanted me to raise an army with Edward Aug 27 19:59:03 * HH nods Aug 27 19:59:14 We would have come for that Aug 27 19:59:29 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:00:13 Were y' pleased to see this handsome face? *he grins* Aug 27 20:00:37 No... I wasn't ready to not be trying to get myself killed yet Aug 27 20:00:59 Coulda got yourself killed in Sudlachenburg instead Aug 27 20:01:55 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:02:18 * Morgan places a cup of coffee in front of HeinzHarold before sipping his own Aug 27 20:04:49 Did you tell us to piss off then? Aug 27 20:06:29 No, we didn't get to finish the conversation Aug 27 20:07:04 * HH chuckles Aug 27 20:07:17 Going to tell us to piss off, were ya? Aug 27 20:08:25 I don't know actually Aug 27 20:08:50 Unlike you Aug 27 20:09:11 its a big deal... Aug 27 20:09:38 Working with Edward? Or leaving here? Aug 27 20:09:57 at that time, both Aug 27 20:10:13 * HH nods Aug 27 20:10:29 Did Claudia punch you? Aug 27 20:11:54 No... I was hugged actually Aug 27 20:12:01 * HH chuckles Aug 27 20:12:15 That shoulda made you realise it was just a dream Aug 27 20:12:46 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:12:48 aye Aug 27 20:14:21 Bit of a surprise to see us I bet Aug 27 20:14:30 very much so Aug 27 20:15:00 Did Lady Torrington like me? I get the feelin' she thinks I'm handsome. Aug 27 20:15:25 it was about four in the morning, so she didn't see you Aug 27 20:15:52 What were you doing up at four in the mornin'? Aug 27 20:17:15 long story, but it wasn't uncommon Aug 27 20:18:31 * HH nods Aug 27 20:18:43 HH: I should be thanking you, 'pparently Aug 27 20:19:26 * Morgan looks confused Aug 27 20:21:13 For giving my lil darlin an idea. Aug 27 20:22:06 oh... aye Aug 27 20:22:43 She says talking to y' yesterday reminded her about you being told you weren't allowed to marry Molly and it making you realise you wanted to. Aug 27 20:23:41 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 27 20:24:15 * HH grins, drinking his coffee Aug 27 20:24:25 She's got them smarts Aug 27 20:24:35 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:24:39 aye Aug 27 20:25:20 We worked out wha' the root of the problem was, everything's all good now Aug 27 20:26:49 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:26:50 good Aug 27 20:28:34 * HH nods Aug 27 20:28:59 Had less t' do with that swine than I thought Aug 27 20:30:08 oh? Aug 27 20:31:58 * HH sips the coffee Aug 27 20:32:33 Turns out I'm just scared of Inga endin' up with child and not surviving it Aug 27 20:33:01 Not sure why neither of us thought of that Aug 27 20:33:13 * HH shrugs Aug 27 20:33:37 'Cos what he did was so awful it was hard to think sensible Aug 27 20:34:29 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:34:30 aye Aug 27 20:34:59 Inga is gonna talk to Molly about getting some of those herbs Aug 27 20:36:20 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:36:25 that'll work in the short term Aug 27 20:36:38 * HH nods Aug 27 20:37:24 Eventually I'll 'ave to just deal with it, but not for now Aug 27 20:37:41 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:39:26 Now that we know what the problem was, we can work around it. No more of you taking responsibility for my manhood *he grins* Aug 27 20:40:46 in truth I'm glad... it was weighing heavy on me Aug 27 20:41:13 My manhood weighs heavy, I know *he starts chuckling* Aug 27 20:42:05 * Morgan rolls his eyes, sipping his coffee before checking the time Aug 27 20:42:24 **its about half an hour til dawn** Aug 27 20:43:36 No more of this "Oh Heinzharold, my noble, most brave and honourable knight, I should not have given the burdens of my kingdom onto your very broad and strong shoulders" crap Aug 27 20:45:22 * Morgan nods, putting his coffee down Aug 27 20:45:27 I still shouldn't have Aug 27 20:46:24 Fuck off with it. We used t' be the best team there was, e'ery time you do that it seems like you don't want that any more Aug 27 20:47:47 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 27 20:48:21 Its different... you don't _have_ to now Aug 27 20:48:35 Dont have to what? Aug 27 20:49:24 Take those burdens Aug 27 20:49:39 Why not? Aug 27 20:50:21 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 20:50:32 This isn't war Aug 27 20:51:20 No, this is Brotherhood that's deeper than just blood. Aug 27 20:52:36 * Morgan nods slowly Aug 27 20:52:37 alright Aug 27 20:53:46 I dunno what you've got in that brain of yours. No doubt some guilt that you don't deserve to lean on me because you left, or something equally stupid Aug 27 20:54:07 Something like... its just unfair to expect it of you Aug 27 20:54:26 Horseshit. Aug 27 20:57:13 Gonna be a lot of shit in the future. Wives, children, you ownin' half of Eisen. I'm not letting ya go through that alone, nor are you gonna make me go through it alone either Aug 27 20:57:43 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 27 20:58:25 Deal? Aug 27 20:59:10 * Morgan nods Aug 27 20:59:11 aye Aug 27 20:59:38 * HH spits in his hand before holding it out to shake on it Aug 27 20:59:55 * Morgan does the same Aug 27 21:00:17 * HH shakes, then wipes his hand on his trousers Aug 27 21:00:44 Out for dawn? Don't think my lil darlin is gonna be awake for a good while yet Aug 27 21:00:51 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:01:11 Its a habit I want to instill in whomever replaces me here Aug 27 21:01:43 * HH nods Aug 27 21:02:10 Ex-military would be good Aug 27 21:02:38 round here? isn't likely Aug 27 21:03:04 * HH chuckles, heading outside with his coffee cup Aug 27 21:03:39 I forget sometimes when I see men that they haven't all 'ad time in service like at home Aug 27 21:05:10 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:06:22 Different challenges Aug 27 21:06:51 **they head towards the Rose Garden** Aug 27 21:07:03 All went well with Elsie I'm told Aug 27 21:07:16 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:07:41 Seems to have helped greatly... at the very least the time she has less will be less unplesant Aug 27 21:07:56 We missed all the messy an' gory bits, 'pparently Aug 27 21:08:50 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:08:59 Molly was exhausted Aug 27 21:09:12 * HH watches him sidelong Aug 27 21:09:33 Aye, Inga said you'd been in to check on her whilst she was sleeping Aug 27 21:09:58 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:10:18 Bit worried about the two of you, she was Aug 27 21:10:31 so was I Aug 27 21:10:44 What's going on? Aug 27 21:11:23 * HH takes up a spot on the wall Aug 27 21:11:53 * Morgan looks at him Aug 27 21:11:59 how likely are you to leave this alone? Aug 27 21:12:13 * HH shrugs Aug 27 21:12:53 How many times did you mention my manhood and not in a "I wish I was hung like Heinzharold" way? Aug 27 21:14:43 * Morgan sighs, sitting on the wall Aug 27 21:15:08 * HH fishes in his pocket before offering him a flask Aug 27 21:15:44 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 27 21:16:23 It was a couple of things... a big part was how close it had been to being Molly and how someone else kept her safe... like I'd failed again Aug 27 21:16:50 * HH nods Aug 27 21:17:15 You hadn't, but I can see why _you_ would be wrong like tha' Aug 27 21:19:04 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:19:17 and it just kept running round my head, how it could've been her... Aug 27 21:20:30 Yes, it could. It _wasn't_. Aug 27 21:20:50 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:21:19 You do it with all her near misses? Aug 27 21:22:47 No... I mean, I berate myself, sure, but this one... Aug 27 21:23:01 Why this one then? Aug 27 21:23:39 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 21:23:54 possibly because I've never liked the man and feel I should've seen it in him Aug 27 21:25:40 * HH shakes his head Aug 27 21:26:00 You'd have to have a warped mind to see something that bad Aug 27 21:26:27 * Morgan sighs Aug 27 21:26:36 he'd made it quite clear he wanted Molly Aug 27 21:27:03 * HH shrugs Aug 27 21:27:23 Not th' same, is it? Wouldn't imagine he was the only man who did? Aug 27 21:28:06 I think it was more conquest than desire for him Aug 27 21:28:14 he wanted her, he wanted her ship Aug 27 21:28:30 * HH nods Aug 27 21:28:54 Any idea what made him flip his lid that night? Aug 27 21:29:20 Not yet Aug 27 21:29:30 * HH grins Aug 27 21:29:50 Gonna find that out when you get yer hands on him? Aug 27 21:30:38 * Morgan nods Aug 27 21:30:39 yes Aug 27 21:32:03 You gotta let this go, man. I beat myself up a lot about not seeing what would happen to Dietlinde and Jana. But since y' told me about what really happened, I see now I could ne'er have worked it out, because I could ne'er have suspected him Aug 27 21:33:33 Thats the issue... I did suspect him... not of what he did, but blowing up the rose, wanting Molly... its not _that_ big a step from there to what he did Aug 27 21:35:01 It's a huge fucking step from fancying a woman and coveting an amazing ship to being a rapist. It's a whole leap! Aug 27 21:35:18 we'll find out eventually Aug 27 21:35:29 * HH nods Aug 27 21:35:57 What was the other things? Aug 27 21:36:09 * Morgan frowns Aug 27 21:41:20 I'm not entirely sure I want to tell you Aug 27 21:41:52 * HH looks at him, offering the flask again Aug 27 21:41:55 Why? Aug 27 21:42:24 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 27 21:44:12 * HH takes a drink himself Aug 27 21:44:30 I'm dealing with it Aug 27 21:44:54 * HH watches him, unspeaking, unblinking Aug 27 21:47:44 No offense, but the last time I 'ad to give you this look was in the brothel before we went to chuck rocks, and it turns out you _did_ need to talk. Aug 27 21:48:24 * Morgan sighs before scowling Aug 27 21:48:55 We had sex and I was more aggressive, more controlling than I have been. It made me scared I was like him Aug 27 21:50:48 She wanted it? Aug 27 21:51:23 she has assured me of such since Aug 27 21:51:36 Not th' same then, is it? Aug 27 21:52:01 no, but at the time it felt like it Aug 27 21:52:47 At the time when you did it, or at the time like before you started dealing with it? Aug 27 21:54:54 immediately after we did it Aug 27 21:55:18 * HH nods a bit Aug 27 21:56:06 Inga gets a bit like that if she's been really bossy or rough when she's Cap'n Inga, maybe it's same sorta thing? Aug 27 21:56:37 a little perhaps... but with Dau, it scared me that I could be heading down a path like him Aug 27 21:57:18 Bad timing? That Thursday night after you and Molly spoke to Elsie? Aug 27 21:58:27 probably Aug 27 21:59:35 ((Messaged it incase no notification)) Aug 27 22:01:08 no, it was the day you and I found out Aug 27 22:01:18 * HH nods Aug 27 22:02:13 You had a tough day that day, with the keys, and not being sure about seeing Dagget Aug 27 22:02:23 aye Aug 27 22:03:14 I dont see you're anything like the same. You love Molly. At best, he's obsessed with her Aug 27 22:03:50 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:05:14 You're both adults, as long as you're both on th' same page about things, do what you enjoy. As long as noone gets badly hurt it's all fun and games. Aug 27 22:05:36 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:05:45 as I said, I'm dealing with it... Aug 27 22:05:58 * HH glances at him Aug 27 22:06:09 This all a bit new to you? Aug 27 22:07:42 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:07:44 aye Aug 27 22:07:54 * HH nods Aug 27 22:09:42 You gotta give each other reassurance about stuff. Th' only reason Inga has made any progress from what she was first like is b'cause I always make sure she gets reassurance Aug 27 22:11:37 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:12:32 If you enjoyed it in the moment, she enjoyed it in the moment, noone got more than mildly hurt, it's all good. You wouldn't do it to a woman you don't know, you wouldn't do it to Molly if she said not to, so where's the issue? Aug 27 22:13:06 As I said, I'm dealing with it... you, however, seem to know a significant amount about this... Aug 27 22:13:25 * HH shrugs Aug 27 22:16:13 Overheard some conversations on the Nautilus, heard more in brothels, learnt some stuff since getting married. Called Inga a few names and things when she's been my tavern wench that I would never dream o' calling her at other times. And she's a pretty strict Cap'n, mild injuries have occured Aug 27 22:16:51 * HH watches his reaction Aug 27 22:19:19 * Morgan looks surprised for a moment Aug 27 22:19:28 * HH chuckles Aug 27 22:19:58 That's prob'ly what my face was like when y' said about His Grace's stables. Aug 27 22:21:13 oh I dunno, yours was more disbelief I would think Aug 27 22:21:46 Gotta admit, that is pretty extreme Aug 27 22:22:00 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:22:33 Gotta ask though, didya have yer fingers in yer ears the whole time you were in the navy? Aug 27 22:22:57 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 22:23:30 Where's he buried? Aug 27 22:23:47 Where's who buried? Aug 27 22:23:49 Saint Morgan of Puritytown Aug 27 22:23:55 * HH grins Aug 27 22:24:33 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 27 22:26:15 All o' this is tame compared to some of the stuff I heard in th' War Aug 27 22:27:26 mostly nonsense I expect Aug 27 22:27:50 * HH nods Aug 27 22:28:32 I dont think y' need to worry. Aug 27 22:29:58 no? Aug 27 22:30:51 Nope. It's not from anger Aug 27 22:32:07 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:32:09 aye Aug 27 22:32:49 And you're not trying to properly hurt her or make her scared of you Aug 27 22:33:14 No, definitely not Aug 27 22:33:47 That's a long, long way from what he did, don't ya think? Aug 27 22:34:05 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:34:07 aye Aug 27 22:34:30 There y' go then. Nice and simple Aug 27 22:34:38 * HH grins Aug 27 22:34:47 Like me Aug 27 22:35:45 I feel for the people who fall for that Aug 27 22:36:03 * HH grins again Aug 27 22:36:18 I used to _feel_ some of them too Aug 27 22:37:18 Thats because you're a tart Aug 27 22:38:57 Was. So we covered guilt that you weren't here, and that you didn't know what a bastard he was, and guilt that you and your wife enjoy certain less common stuff. What else is causing issues? Aug 27 22:40:54 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 22:46:12 * HH nods Aug 27 22:48:21 What was that dream you were annoyed with her about that night Inga and I fell out? ((It was the one where they'd been married with kids, but she disappeared off for six weeks every summer recovering routes she used to sail with Seb, and he wasn't certain she wasnt sleeping with someone else) Aug 27 22:51:37 we were married, had children but she disappeared off for six weeks every year, sailing routes she used to sail with a previous love... Aug 27 22:52:01 And you were annoyed with her in real life? Aug 27 22:53:18 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:53:22 it just carried over Aug 27 22:54:00 Cant imagine her married to anyone else Aug 27 22:54:09 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:54:14 I don't like to Aug 27 22:54:43 Even seeing her and Dagget together for hours on end, just makes no sense Aug 27 22:55:50 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:56:27 Saw them together at the christenin'? Aug 27 22:56:42 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:56:51 she held his hand... was deeply uncomfortable with it Aug 27 22:57:07 * HH frowns Aug 27 22:57:20 Wouldn't like Inga doing that Aug 27 22:58:56 Bit o' special circumstances though? Aug 27 22:59:44 * Morgan nods Aug 27 22:59:45 indeed Aug 27 23:00:10 Maybe that's summat to let slide... this time. Aug 27 23:01:08 oh absolutely. I spoke to him about losing Eliza Aug 27 23:01:22 * HH watches him Aug 27 23:01:35 How'd that go? Aug 27 23:02:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 27 23:03:26 Good stick to poke in your own wound? Aug 27 23:04:05 It wasn't like that. He asked how he was meant to go on, so I told him. A day at a time, an hour at a time, a minute at a time when needed. Aug 27 23:04:22 * HH nods Aug 27 23:05:02 What happens after that? Once it's not a day at a time anymore? Aug 27 23:06:29 Then its two days, three, four, five... a week... a month... Aug 27 23:06:46 And for you now? Aug 27 23:07:22 difficult to say. It changed when things start moving on Aug 27 23:07:55 You're not like you were Aug 27 23:08:07 how'd ya mean? Aug 27 23:09:49 Even back before the wedding, you were still not quite right. You were like a bird that had landed on a perch, but you never seemed settled. Not really until a few weeks ago Aug 27 23:10:28 You can take some credit for that... or blame, whichever sits better Aug 27 23:10:36 Why? Aug 27 23:10:50 its not gone unnoticed that I'm becoming more... like I was since having you around Aug 27 23:11:29 You're more like me, not a woman on Theah can resist that Aug 27 23:12:43 I'm sure thats the sort of thing they tell you Aug 27 23:12:54 Cept Claudia, but she likes girls, which is why she never liked me **he grins* Aug 27 23:15:23 I think its a touch more complicated than that but, sure, why not Aug 27 23:15:32 Inga says Molly's changed too, she's not as insecure about you Aug 27 23:16:12 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:16:15 been working on it Aug 27 23:16:31 It's good t' see Aug 27 23:17:14 Just dont make her insecure with all of this stuff in yer noggin about Dau Aug 27 23:17:35 we've talked about it Aug 27 23:18:01 * HH nods Aug 27 23:19:03 Best thing y' can do for being close Aug 27 23:19:32 * HH grins "well, almost" Aug 27 23:19:35 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:20:02 The best one isn't sex either Aug 27 23:20:27 oh? Aug 27 23:22:26 Best one for us is sleeping naked together Aug 27 23:22:38 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:24:43 Spoke to Inga about her confusion about why she thought you shouldn't tell her about you crying. Aug 27 23:25:31 and... Aug 27 23:25:36 Told her I'd figured out what she was worried about, and that I had complete confidence that it'd all turn out fine Aug 27 23:25:47 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:26:59 That was her worry, that Molly would be hurt b'cause you were crying for Elsie Aug 27 23:27:08 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:27:20 She's got a heart of gold Aug 27 23:27:28 * HH nods Aug 27 23:27:38 She's a good girl Aug 27 23:28:21 You told Molly yet? Aug 27 23:28:50 Not had chance Aug 27 23:29:15 * HH nods Aug 27 23:30:07 Had a lot going on. Think you'd benefit from some time doing stuff together just the two of ya Aug 27 23:30:17 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:30:22 not really on the cards just yet Aug 27 23:30:32 * HH shrugs Aug 27 23:30:59 Inga, me, Claudia, we can all babysit and keep and eye on Elsie Aug 27 23:32:21 I know, but we've still got a lot to do Aug 27 23:32:35 * HH nods Aug 27 23:33:21 No more dealing and no more draw, hopefully Aug 27 23:33:46 Healing * Aug 27 23:33:54 hope so, but it seems a regular thing Aug 27 23:34:11 Four times in four months? Aug 27 23:34:19 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:34:50 Not around the red days on the calendar? Aug 27 23:35:52 ((How much attention would he have paid to the dates of the sparkliness and the dates of her periods?)) Aug 27 23:36:57 ((not masses)) Aug 27 23:38:21 ((It's never been the same time as her period, which is practical given how they have to get rid of it)) Aug 27 23:39:16 * Morgan tilts his head Aug 27 23:39:19 No... Aug 27 23:39:38 * HH shrugs Aug 27 23:39:56 Woulda made sense. Once a month every month Aug 27 23:40:58 * Morgan nods Aug 27 23:41:07 just as well it isn't, given how we get rid of the draw Aug 27 23:41:27 * HH looks at him a moment Aug 27 23:42:02 You know... *he shakes his head, smiling* another day Aug 27 23:42:14 * Morgan looks confused Aug 27 23:43:12 Oh look, here comes little miss sunshine! **he nods in the direction of a scowling Claudia coming up the drive* Aug 28 00:13:22 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 28 11:23:55 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 11:26:23 **Claudia huffs as she sits down beside them. Somehow he and HH have missed the sun's emergence whilst talking** Aug 28 11:28:31 morning Aug 28 11:32:27 HH: you're lookin' cheerful Aug 28 11:32:42 * Claudia huffs again Aug 28 11:32:47 Bloody draw. Aug 28 11:32:56 nightmare? Aug 28 11:33:04 * Claudia nods Aug 28 11:33:11 Same as last time Aug 28 11:33:11 wanna tell us? Aug 28 11:33:50 You want to hear about me and your wife being intimate and you hating us for it? Aug 28 11:34:07 HH: *he chuckles, watching Morgan* Aug 28 11:34:12 ah, yes, I remember Aug 28 11:35:15 HH: If it 'elps, that's about the same as my nightmare, 'cept I had both him _and_ Inga mad at me Aug 28 11:36:00 * Claudia nods, looking to Morgan "Nightmares yourself?" Aug 28 11:39:29 sort of Aug 28 11:43:55 * Claudia and HH both watch him expectantly Aug 28 11:46:56 * Morgan rolls his eyes Aug 28 11:47:11 Sudlachenburg got annexed. You both came to find me to raise an army to take it back Aug 28 11:48:04 Doesnt sound like much of a nightmare. I'd enjoy raising an army Aug 28 11:49:30 I wasn't ready to leave here Aug 28 11:51:00 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 28 11:52:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 11:52:05 [11:48] (Claudia) Would have had to if Sudlachenburg had been annexed. Aug 28 11:52:55 * Molly is now known as Claudia Aug 28 11:55:31 So you were telling me Aug 28 11:58:00 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 11:58:03 * MollyK has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 28 11:58:09 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 11:58:15 [11:54] (Claudia) You wouldn't have let Sudlachenburg fall just to be here Aug 28 11:58:22 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 28 11:58:31 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Aug 28 12:00:58 I'm not going into it Aug 28 12:01:57 * Claudia shrugs Aug 28 12:02:32 HH: 'Pparently we turned up at four in the morning Aug 28 12:02:41 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:02:57 You'd come from escorting my parents to catterick Aug 28 12:03:15 That sounds like something we would do Aug 28 12:03:22 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:03:41 HH: Four is a bit early. Hope you offered us beds Aug 28 12:04:16 You were busy telling me about being annexed and drooling over Molly... the draw happened Aug 28 12:05:07 **He laughs* if I was single an' so was she, that draw would be a big problem! Aug 28 12:05:21 * Claudia looks at HH Aug 28 12:06:00 **HH looks back at her** What? Aug 28 12:06:18 * Claudia just shrugs, looking back over the valley Aug 28 12:07:16 Why did it happen, did you beat Heinzharold for his smart mouth? Aug 28 12:09:01 she burned herself... was the first time it happened, and no, I kept telling him to back off Aug 28 12:14:32 * Claudia laughs Aug 28 12:14:43 Did he listen? Aug 28 12:14:53 eventually Aug 28 12:15:42 HH: woulda ended in trouble, wouldn't it? Aug 28 12:15:49 undoubtedly Aug 28 12:16:28 HH: what 'appens if you can't do it to get rid of it? Aug 28 12:23:23 * Claudia looks at Morgan with amusement "what, like it's difficult?!" Aug 28 12:24:08 I assume like I'm not here... Aug 28 12:27:55 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 28 12:45:07 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 12:45:12 [12:36] * Claudia looks at Morgan "Think you said a full day, and won't stop if she's with anyone but you?" Aug 28 12:45:28 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:45:30 exactly Aug 28 12:45:50 HH: Twenty four hours o' that?! Aug 28 12:46:00 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:46:38 HH: That's gonna be difficult to keep quiet from my wife Aug 28 12:51:07 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:52:45 * Claudia grins Aug 28 12:52:57 Rather you than me Aug 28 12:54:36 **HH nods. The sun is up now** I'm 'ungry, wonder if our girls have made breakfast? Aug 28 12:54:54 * Morgan gets up Aug 28 12:55:05 go find out, I'm going to finish walking the grounds Aug 28 12:55:33 Want company? Aug 28 12:55:41 sure Aug 28 12:56:34 * Claudia comes with him whilst HH goes off. They want quietly a while Aug 28 12:56:39 How are you? Aug 28 12:56:48 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 28 12:56:51 I'm alright Aug 28 12:57:14 * Claudia nods Aug 28 12:57:20 you? Aug 28 12:57:38 Good. Bit restless I guess Aug 28 12:57:48 oh? Aug 28 12:58:11 Got used to being on the ship and moving round Aug 28 12:58:24 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:58:25 I know Aug 28 12:58:43 Bit odd, being on dry land and not there Aug 28 12:59:01 * Morgan nods Aug 28 12:59:11 even travelling inland is easier than waiting around Aug 28 12:59:21 * Claudia nods Aug 28 12:59:36 Maybe I can train the guards here Aug 28 12:59:44 there aren't any Aug 28 12:59:59 There _should be_ Aug 28 13:00:24 yes, I know. Though aside from the odd monster, its a fairly quiet place to be in that respect Aug 28 13:01:00 No rival land owners? Aug 28 13:01:20 Duke Piram maybe Aug 28 13:01:34 He a danger to Her Grace? Aug 28 13:01:44 No, he's a windbag Aug 28 13:02:08 * Claudia shrugs Aug 28 13:02:32 She should either have guards or a husband. Preferably guards Aug 28 13:02:39 * Morgan nods Aug 28 13:02:47 Want something to do? Find her some Aug 28 13:03:19 * Claudia nods Aug 28 13:03:22 Alright Aug 28 13:03:46 * Morgan nods Aug 28 13:03:47 good Aug 28 13:05:54 What about numbers, pay and conditions? **they spend the rest of the walk going over this until Claudia goes off to find something in her room, and Heinzharold intercepts Morgan on the doorstep Aug 28 13:05:59 * Claudia is now known as HH Aug 28 13:06:46 Got told t' go away Aug 28 13:07:07 oh? Can't imagine why Aug 28 13:07:38 * HH shrugs, opening the door quietly Aug 28 13:08:03 * HH and Inga are cooking breakfast in the big cottage. It smells of bacon, eggs and coffee, and they're whispering and giggling as they work. HH grins at Morgan, watching Inga until she's not near anything hot. Then he goes up behind her, grabs her by the waist and whispers something in her ear. She blushes bright red whilst he laughs. Aug 28 13:08:12 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 28 13:08:39 * Morgan wanders over to Molly, kissing her crown Aug 28 13:09:19 * Molly smiles at him Aug 28 13:09:32 Well good morning, my love Aug 28 13:10:18 **HH has made Inga giggle. Molly watches them with a smile before flipping the bacon in the pan** Aug 28 13:11:39 Inga, could you and Heinzharold find Claudia, Varick and Elsie please? Aug 28 13:13:53 *HH bows deeply* At yer majesty's command **he leads Inga out. Molly tucks a tea towel into the waistband of her apron before looking to Morgan* Cute, arent they? Aug 28 13:18:34 sickeningly Aug 28 13:20:56 * Molly smiles Aug 28 13:21:07 I rather missed you this morning, my love Aug 28 13:23:01 I cant say I'm surprised Aug 28 13:23:13 * Molly pulls out a chair for him Aug 28 13:23:21 No? Aug 28 13:25:24 In the library... my word Aug 28 13:29:59 * Molly blushes hard Aug 28 13:30:08 I... uhhh.... Aug 28 13:30:44 * Molly watches him Aug 28 13:31:06 I... don't think I would actually do it... Aug 28 13:32:11 who was at the door? Aug 28 13:32:21 * Molly bites her lip Aug 28 13:32:33 You were there for that bit? Aug 28 13:35:00 just before they came in... what happened? Aug 28 13:35:05 * Molly looks at the chair "have a seat, liebling, I will get you some coffee" Aug 28 13:35:23 * Morgan sits down, leaning it back on two legs Aug 28 13:35:51 * Molly smiles playfully Aug 28 13:36:15 I hope you do not fall, I wouldn't like to have to impose upon you two days in a row! Aug 28 13:37:36 I'll keep that in mind Aug 28 13:40:58 * Molly nods. She goes behind him to kiss his crown as he did hers Aug 28 13:42:02 It was Kurt who opened the door. *she moves to the worktop to make his coffee* Aug 28 13:42:15 and then? Aug 28 13:43:20 And then he smiled, told Lady Catherine that on second thoughts they should make the best of a clear night and go out for a look at the stars Aug 28 13:43:50 * Molly stirs the coffee, the spoon tinkling against the cup Aug 28 13:44:58 * Morgan nods Aug 28 13:44:59 I see Aug 28 13:45:26 * Molly brings it and places it on the table. She stays standing close to him "He shut the door behind him, and left us in peace. She didn't know what was happening" Aug 28 13:45:59 I assume things progressed from there? Aug 28 13:48:49 * Molly smiles, biting her lip Aug 28 13:49:01 I'll leave that for you to guess Aug 28 13:50:19 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Aug 28 13:52:50 * Molly watches him a moment Aug 28 13:52:59 You missed all of that? Aug 28 13:53:08 * Morgan nods Aug 28 13:53:34 That is a pity, my love Aug 28 13:53:41 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 13:53:45 I'm sure you can show me later Aug 28 13:54:02 * Molly smiles, tilting her head Aug 28 13:54:06 In the library? Aug 28 13:54:12 * Morgan chuckles Aug 28 13:54:14 unlikely Aug 28 13:54:23 * Molly bites her lip Aug 28 13:54:53 That's not the same as absolutely not... *she giggles, kissing his cheek* Aug 28 13:54:59 no, its not Aug 28 13:55:15 It would be very, very risky... Aug 28 13:55:20 indeed Aug 28 13:56:00 How did you sleep aside from your brief visit to my dream? Aug 28 13:56:39 Think I dreamed an alternate path Aug 28 13:57:10 * Molly looks from him to the chair next to him Aug 28 13:57:56 I think I'll sit and listen then... but I'm not sure sitting on your lap would be wise... *she smiles* Aug 28 13:58:29 probably not, no Aug 28 14:00:02 It would be most frowned upon for us to get caught making love on the breakfast table, dont you think? Aug 28 14:00:17 indeed it would Aug 28 14:00:59 Perhaps something you can think about whilst I sort this bacon a moment though *she giggles* Aug 28 14:01:18 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:01:54 * Molly takes the cooked bacon from the pan and brings her coffee to the table, pulling out the chair next to him Aug 28 14:02:32 Did we knock your coffee all over the floor, mein sehnsucht? Aug 28 14:03:21 hhmmm? Aug 28 14:09:40 * Molly shakes her head Aug 28 14:09:52 It doesnt matter. What was your alternate path? Aug 28 14:10:39 was just after I pulled you from the pool... I was sketching you and Claudia and HeinzHarold turned up to tell me that SUdlachenburg had been annexed and they needed me to take it back Aug 28 14:12:05 Oh! That's... what did you do? Aug 28 14:12:55 well, you healed yourself for the first time which started the draw... made things a bit difficult... I confessed that I liked you, went back to them and then you woke me up by giggling in your sleep Aug 28 14:14:09 * Molly smiles Aug 28 14:14:27 The draw would have been very impractical, wouldn't it? Aug 28 14:14:56 extremely Aug 28 14:15:26 It must have been most confusing for you, that intensity of desire Aug 28 14:16:07 I managed Aug 28 14:16:18 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:16:42 How did I respond to you saying you liked me? Aug 28 14:18:33 you asked my forgiveness for getting naked while I was in the room... you wanted a reaction, you said... Aug 28 14:19:29 * Molly sips her coffee, averting her gaze Aug 28 14:19:46 Well, I had felt like I should apologise... Aug 28 14:20:15 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:20:50 * Molly glances back to him Aug 28 14:20:59 And how was that received? Aug 28 14:21:59 I apologised for looking... Aug 28 14:22:21 * Molly smiles a little Aug 28 14:22:35 I cannot imagine I was pleased with that? Aug 28 14:22:55 my looking or my apologising? Aug 28 14:23:07 The apology Aug 28 14:24:04 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 14:25:09 What happened next? Aug 28 14:28:09 Nothing really, I sent you to your room to lock the door and went back to discuss home with them... then you woke me up Aug 28 14:33:00 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:33:19 What do you think would have happened? Aug 28 14:33:30 I don't know I'm afraid Aug 28 14:33:46 * Molly nods thoughtfully Aug 28 14:34:08 I am wondering if it was a route to the convergence, or away from it Aug 28 14:34:35 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 14:34:47 Much would have hinged upon whether you stayed or went with them Aug 28 14:35:02 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:35:04 aye Aug 28 14:35:52 I have dreamt before about my magic saving me at the pool and the draw resulting in us being intimate, but it ended very badly Aug 28 14:36:26 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:41:00 * Molly smiles, sipping her coffee Aug 28 14:41:43 I wonder if this will become a thread of dreams, like with the Allemande dreams Aug 28 14:42:03 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 14:42:06 maybe Aug 28 14:42:27 Could it be a warning? Aug 28 14:43:27 I don't see how Aug 28 14:43:45 Annexing? Aug 28 14:44:31 I think we're making too many steps forward for that to be an issue... plus it was Maubourg and Eldreitch, neither of which are a concern really Aug 28 14:44:44 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:45:58 That is fortunate then. **she glances at him** You were sketching me... was it _that_ sketch? Aug 28 14:46:32 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:46:44 * Molly blushes, smiling Aug 28 14:47:00 You managed to keep it from Heinzharold and Claudia? Aug 28 14:47:06 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:47:31 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:47:39 It is a good sketch though Aug 28 14:47:47 its not bad Aug 28 14:48:19 Did it take long? In reality, I mean Aug 28 14:48:55 a while... Aug 28 14:49:14 * Molly smiles Aug 28 14:49:37 And unfortunately the image was still stuck in your head regardless of your efforts Aug 28 14:49:46 indeed Aug 28 14:50:25 * Molly sips her coffee thoughtfully Aug 28 14:52:19 Mmhmm. Inga and I have had a big chat this morning about things with her and Heinzharold Aug 28 14:52:57 oh? Aug 28 14:53:18 Things are... almost back to normal Aug 28 14:53:24 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:53:25 he told me Aug 28 14:53:28 * Molly watches him Aug 28 14:53:45 He has told you what was causing the issue? Aug 28 14:53:50 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:54:57 I think between the herbs, other interventions, and information from my sister-in-law I can help ease that concern Aug 28 14:55:04 good Aug 28 14:55:36 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:56:18 I will need to go for a ride, I know where the herbs we need grow, and we'll need much more Aug 28 14:56:27 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:56:30 alright Aug 28 14:57:02 * Molly nods Aug 28 14:57:42 So Elsie is much better, Heinzharold is fine, you and I are... getting back to as I would wish... Aug 28 14:58:08 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:58:34 I hope this will ease some of the strain upon you Aug 28 14:58:57 * Morgan nods Aug 28 14:59:40 Now that he is back to usual, perhaps you might confide in him? Aug 28 15:00:15 I have Aug 28 15:02:25 * Molly looks surprised Aug 28 15:02:51 May I ask how that went? Aug 28 15:04:12 wasn't really needed, I was already dealing with it Aug 28 15:05:33 * Molly nods Aug 28 15:05:56 I am glad of that. I hope _I_ have been of any help in it all? Aug 28 15:06:21 of course, once we'd actually talked Aug 28 15:08:57 * Molly nods Aug 28 15:09:15 I am sorry, we should have talked sooner Aug 28 15:09:56 It is what it is Aug 28 15:10:12 * Molly nods slowly Aug 28 15:10:28 Things are well now between us, arent they? Aug 28 15:11:03 * Morgan nods Aug 28 15:11:06 I think so, aye Aug 28 15:12:10 * Molly chews her lip a moment Aug 28 15:12:13 Good Aug 28 15:14:48 You are not so sure? Aug 28 15:15:28 I am just a little cautious so I do not displease you Aug 28 15:16:36 * Morgan nods Aug 28 15:21:34 * Molly smiles Aug 28 15:21:42 I should get back to cooking Aug 28 15:21:57 probably, aye Aug 28 15:22:03 * Molly smiles Aug 28 15:22:10 You do not wish me to? Aug 28 15:22:51 well, I don't want you to think I am dismissing you... but I wouldn't like my bacon burned... Aug 28 15:23:17 * Molly giggles, then whispers in his ear Aug 28 15:23:54 I would rather burn the bacon, sit in your lap and kiss you witless, but that will not end anyone's hunger... Aug 28 15:24:16 And HeinzHarold will whine endlessly about it Aug 28 15:24:29 * Molly sighs Aug 28 15:24:34 Sadly yes Aug 28 15:31:22 * Molly kisses his cheek, squeezing his arm a moment Aug 28 15:39:25 I can hardly let Heinzharold down, can I, hmm? Aug 28 15:39:38 No, it would be most unfair Aug 28 15:50:59 * Molly goes back to the stove, putting more bacon on to cook Aug 28 15:51:59 I expected them to all be here by now. What do you think is keeping them? Aug 28 15:52:15 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 15:52:22 would you like me to go find them? Aug 28 15:54:32 No, it's no problem. And if it is what I suspect, I would think it best not to Aug 28 15:55:01 you mean they've detoured before going to actually do what they were asked... Aug 28 15:55:10 * Molly giggles Aug 28 15:55:20 It would not surprise me at all Aug 28 15:56:29 * Morgan nods Aug 28 15:57:16 Given how the last few days have been, I cannot begrudge them stealing moments when they can Aug 28 17:01:56 no... nor can i Aug 28 17:03:14 * Molly gets on with the breakfast, the others soon joining him in a squeeze at the table. HH looks pretty pleased with himself. Aug 28 17:04:54 HH: who is going to th' meeting this afternoon then? Aug 28 17:05:46 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 17:05:52 I've more or less got to Aug 28 17:06:49 C: I want to see what sort of men Avalon produces to get some guards to work here, so I'll come Aug 28 17:10:08 * Molly looks to Morgan Aug 28 17:11:10 I have things to do, unless I am needed? Aug 28 17:11:27 No, I'm sure Claudia can make sure I don't hit anyone... Aug 28 17:14:04 C: ...by hitting them first Aug 28 17:14:51 Given how scared they are of me, it's going to come as quite a surprise to find there's someone they can fear as much... Aug 28 17:15:10 C: *she grins* I look forward to it Aug 28 17:15:21 Elsie, to Morgan: Could I stay here? Aug 28 17:17:22 You aren't beholden to our plans Elsie, if you want a quiet evening with a book or something, you'll have it. We can have a look at the library if you want to try a new one Aug 28 17:18:16 * Molly blushes, almost spilling her coffee Aug 28 17:18:37 Elsie: Thank you, I'd like to read another book Aug 28 17:19:08 * Morgan nods Aug 28 17:19:19 we'll have a look after breakfast then you can spend the day as you wish Aug 28 17:21:44 E: I just don't want to see all those people. I dont mind fitting in with everyone else though Aug 28 17:22:40 I can almost guarantee that after the first comment, no-one would be brave enough to make more... but thats beside the point Aug 28 17:24:09 E: *she nods, eating. Varick is watching her stomach* Aug 28 17:25:03 Varick, in Avalonian: Is the baby playing? Aug 28 17:26:21 E: **she looks at Varick with a smile* The baby is kicking. Babies kick a lot. Aug 28 17:27:45 * Molly watches them all from her position leant against the counter. He gets a sense of contentment from her Aug 28 17:31:23 All laundry needs to come here to be washed in the main house once breakfast is done, as it is Monday. **HH and Inga go off to fetch theirs, as does Claudia. Elsie, who has nothing extra, and Varick whose clothes Molly has dealt with, go out in the garden. Molly gathers up the mass of plates and cutlery Aug 28 17:32:01 I'll get on with this, liebling, you need not stay. I will let you know before I leave Aug 28 17:32:36 * Morgan looks at Elsie Aug 28 17:32:42 shall we go and have a look at the library? Aug 28 17:35:39 **Elsie nods, going with him** Aug 28 17:35:54 * Molly is now known as Elsie Aug 28 17:37:05 * Elsie is quiet through the halls, and there's not many staff to be seen. The corridor by the library is completely empty Aug 28 17:39:09 **The library door is open. On the couch nearest the window, Catherine and Kurt are kissing. Aug 28 17:40:21 * Morgan clears his throat Aug 28 17:41:17 * Elsie stands beside Morgan, saying nothing. Catherine and Kurt move apart, both looking surprised Aug 28 17:41:30 C: Morgan, good morning Aug 28 17:41:44 Your grace... Aug 28 17:42:31 K: Master Hockridge, Elsie. You both look vell zis morning. Aug 28 17:42:53 * Elsie thanks him quietly Aug 28 17:43:24 C: **she stands** Were you looking for me? Aug 28 17:43:52 No, I was bringing Elsie to choose a book Aug 28 17:45:14 C: I will want to see you before the meeting to talk about it. Lunchtime, perhaps Aug 28 17:46:25 * Morgan nods Aug 28 17:46:27 of course Aug 28 17:46:45 Perhaps you could recommend a book to Elsie while I have a word with the lieutenant Aug 28 17:47:24 C: **she nods, going to the bookshelf** What can you read? Aug 28 17:47:36 K: *he watches Morgan* Aug 28 17:47:44 * Morgan motions to move into the hallway Aug 28 17:48:44 * Elsie is now known as Kit Aug 28 17:48:50 * Kit goes out Aug 28 17:49:50 * Morgan speaks quietly Aug 28 17:50:04 what are you doing? I thought you'd turned down her proposition Aug 28 17:50:21 I have. It was just a kiss. Aug 28 17:50:39 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 28 17:50:51 Careful with her... Aug 28 17:52:07 Of course. I do not intend to hurt her. Aug 28 17:53:03 I'm sure you don't but I know where your primary concerns lie. I'm not threatening you, I'm asking you... be careful with her feelings. Aug 28 17:53:35 I am. I have spoken to her on this matter Aug 28 17:53:42 * Morgan nods Aug 28 17:53:52 Once Dau is dealt with... what of his company, his ship? Aug 28 17:55:49 There is a pending lawsuit between Herr Gottlieb of Gottlieb's shipbuilders pertaining to lack of payment and attempted murder. It is almost certain that Herr Gottlieb will receive all the assets and the Schwert Von Dornen company will come to a close Aug 28 17:56:45 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:07:41 good. Gottlieb and I had a conversation about my acquiring it... Aug 28 18:07:51 * Kit nods Aug 28 18:07:56 She's a fine ship Aug 28 18:08:42 she'd make a decent addition to my fleet I suppose Aug 28 18:10:25 * Kit nods Aug 28 18:11:05 She would Aug 28 18:11:43 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:12:58 Was that all? Aug 28 18:13:17 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:13:48 Perhaps in future a closed or locked door... Aug 28 18:13:58 * Kit nods Aug 28 18:14:20 It didn't occur to me it was going to happen until it did Aug 28 18:14:53 concerning Aug 28 18:15:26 You've never had a woman kiss you by surprise? Aug 28 18:15:58 Its concerning in that perhaps she thinks she can change your answer... Aug 28 18:16:19 I will speak to her again about it Aug 28 18:16:26 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:16:30 I just don't want her hurt Aug 28 18:16:47 No, nor do I Aug 28 18:19:27 * Morgan nods, moving back into the library Aug 28 18:20:34 * Kit follows him, immediately going to help with the books. Five books later, Elsie is carrying them all through the corridor. She looks at Morgan before laughing quietly Aug 28 18:21:07 I'm used to that sort of thing, but that was a bit unexpected Aug 28 18:21:14 * Kit is now known as Elsie Aug 28 18:22:19 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:22:21 aye, it was Aug 28 18:22:39 People are people, no matter their station though Aug 28 18:23:19 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:23:31 little more complicated than that with them though Aug 28 18:24:41 * Elsie shrugs Aug 28 18:24:50 They obviously like each other a lot Aug 28 18:25:00 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:25:05 evidently Aug 28 18:25:22 Could have been a lot worse! Aug 28 18:26:00 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:26:03 indeed it could Aug 28 18:27:06 Least you didn't have Varick with you Aug 28 18:27:31 No, that would've ended up with a conversation I'm not ready for yet Aug 28 18:27:39 though he still thinks girl a yucky Aug 28 18:29:06 * Elsie nods Aug 28 18:29:34 Got a while yet Aug 28 18:35:59 I hope so Aug 28 18:41:34 ** Molly is scrubbing the kitchen floor when they get there. Elsie excuses herself to start on her books** Aug 28 18:41:42 * Elsie is now known as Molly Aug 28 18:42:17 * Molly brushes hair from her brow with her forearm Aug 28 18:42:27 She looks pleased with her books Aug 28 18:43:08 * Morgan nods, frowning Aug 28 18:46:36 * Molly watches him Aug 28 18:46:45 What's wrong, my love? Aug 28 18:47:21 We stumbled upon Ki...Kurt and Lady Torrington acting like lovestruck teenagers Aug 28 18:47:36 * Molly tilts her head Aug 28 18:47:43 In the library? Aug 28 18:47:56 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:48:44 Interesting coincidence... how unseemly was it? Aug 28 18:49:46 Not terribly... just kissing Aug 28 18:50:07 But if you caught them, the staff could Aug 28 18:50:14 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:50:45 That would not be good. Are they...? Aug 28 18:51:05 No... much as she wants to, she's made him an offer for an... arragement Aug 28 18:52:54 Oh dear Aug 28 18:53:23 He refused Aug 28 18:53:35 * Molly looks surprised Aug 28 18:53:43 Most men would not Aug 28 18:54:15 Were he here at his own desire, he might not have... but he's working. Aug 28 18:55:11 I should imagine once this is done he will not remain in Avalon Aug 28 18:55:26 I would think you are correct Aug 28 18:55:45 Will you intervene with them? Aug 28 18:57:54 if I must Aug 28 18:58:18 * Molly nods Aug 28 18:58:24 She needs to wed Aug 28 18:59:05 * Morgan nods Aug 28 18:59:06 aye Aug 28 18:59:35 * Molly scrubs the floor a bit more Aug 28 18:59:54 Why are you doing that? Aug 28 19:00:01 It is dirty Aug 28 19:00:45 * Molly smiles at him Aug 28 19:01:12 Also, it gives me time to daydream and noone interrupts for fear of being asked to help Aug 28 19:01:35 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:01:38 alright then Aug 28 19:02:33 You would prefer I ask one of the servants to do it? Aug 28 19:04:01 If you're happy doing it, I won't stop you... just thought it'd be something I never saw you do again, especially with the title you hold Aug 28 19:04:21 * Molly watches him a moment Aug 28 19:04:37 Does it displease you, or bring back fond memories? Aug 28 19:06:22 makes me think of... somewhat simpler times I suppose Aug 28 19:06:37 I was scrubbing the floor the morning you first told me you loved me... *quieter* after a very late night in the garden where we became better acquainted. Aug 28 19:06:55 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:07:22 * Molly smiles Aug 28 19:07:32 That's what I was day dreaming of Aug 28 19:07:42 not the library... Aug 28 19:07:56 * Molly bites her lip Aug 28 19:08:13 That one is a bit too unlikely, I think... Aug 28 19:09:23 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:09:27 aye Aug 28 19:09:47 * Molly watches him with mischief "Is that something you have been day dreaming of, mon petit chou?" Aug 28 19:33:24 haven't had time yet Aug 28 19:35:20 * Molly smiles, flicking a little water towards him Aug 28 19:35:40 Perhaps you should take a long walk and do so! Aug 28 19:36:27 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 19:36:29 perhaps Aug 28 19:37:20 Unless you would like to be down here with me, scrubbing the floors? *she giggles* Aug 28 19:37:58 wouldn't be the first time... Aug 28 19:38:24 * Molly goes to say something, then blushes Aug 28 19:38:28 Mmhmm Aug 28 19:40:28 Lady Torrington wants to see me at lunchtime to discuss the town meeting Aug 28 19:40:38 * Molly nods Aug 28 19:41:01 I am sure she will benefit from your help Aug 28 19:41:21 we'll see Aug 28 19:41:41 * Molly looks up from the scrubbing Aug 28 19:41:51 She will. I have faith in you. Aug 28 19:43:50 What have you to do today? Aug 28 19:44:25 I need to collect and dry the herbs for Inga, it will take me a little while Aug 28 19:44:34 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:46:09 I also need to talk to Elsie about what she wishes to do in the next few weekz Aug 28 19:46:14 Weeks * Aug 28 19:46:36 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:49:19 Aside from that, I will be just cleaning and daydreaming Aug 28 19:49:23 * Molly smiles Aug 28 19:49:27 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:50:02 And you? Aug 28 19:50:16 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 19:50:23 deal with Lady Torrington... thats about it Aug 28 19:51:06 Perhaps we can find some time this evening to watch the stars together? Aug 28 19:51:19 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:51:24 sounds rather wonderful Aug 28 19:51:37 * Molly smiles Aug 28 19:51:44 Oh yes, I think so Aug 28 19:51:55 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:52:19 * Molly watches him Aug 28 19:53:00 I will get on with my work and thoughts of that night so many months ago in the garden next door beneath the stars then Aug 28 19:55:58 * Morgan nods Aug 28 19:56:01 alright blossom Aug 28 19:59:33 * Molly smiles, humming the song he wrote for her and played in Avebury, going back to scrubbing the floor. He chooses to takes a solo walk of the longest route he usually did. On his way through the courtyard he sees a coachman with a selection of letters. Aug 28 20:02:37 * Morgan whistles to him Aug 28 20:03:29 * Molly is now known as coachman Aug 28 20:03:44 * coachman comes over Aug 28 20:04:02 Got quite a few things today for you, Master Hockridge Aug 28 20:04:41 Unusual Aug 28 20:07:35 * coachman hands them over. Theres two for him, one for Claudia, one for Molly plus a parcel, three for Lieutenant Kurt Cristoban, and two for Lady Catherine Aug 28 20:08:52 * Morgan thanks the coachman before heading into the house into the dining room Aug 28 20:09:15 **it's empty Aug 28 20:10:29 * Morgan puts the letters down before sitting to open his Aug 28 20:14:02 **This first is from Sorgi, checking how everyone is and asking whether to bring the Rose to Tawstock or Kingston. The second is from Edward, telling him he has arrived in Sudlachenburg and Adalbrecht and Verity are angry about Jarvies wedding. He says he is starting the painting of Molly in church in Starke and how he's looking forward to seeing them at the wedding Aug 28 20:17:24 * Morgan tucks them into his pocket before picking the rest up and going to find Kurt Aug 28 20:19:08 **They are still in the library, though sat at an appropriate distance and playing backgammon Aug 28 20:19:15 * coachman is now known as Kurt Aug 28 20:20:51 * Morgan hands the letters to their respective recipients Aug 28 20:23:41 **Catherine opens hers. Kurt stands** If you will excuse me, Your Grace, I will return with tea Aug 28 20:24:00 * Morgan glances at him Aug 28 20:24:03 I'll give you a hand Aug 28 20:24:19 **she excuses them both, engrossed in her long letters** Aug 28 20:24:42 * Kurt waits until they are outside the library Aug 28 20:24:59 It will take me a little time to decode them Aug 28 20:25:08 * Morgan nods Aug 28 20:25:18 I'll go get some tea ready, come find me Aug 28 20:28:26 * Kurt nods, heading upstairs. The kitchen is fairly quiet too, and noone interrupts him Aug 28 20:29:56 * Morgan takes time to prepare the tea Aug 28 20:31:44 * Kurt finds him after twenty minutes. He doesn't look happy Aug 28 20:32:17 well? Aug 28 20:34:16 Went East out of Avebury by coach with Lady DeBurgh. Operatives are trailing him but he didn't give away to anyone where they were going. No sign in Carleon, which is north anyway. No sign in Eisen, but his sister is back in Prachtig Aug 28 20:34:36 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 20:34:59 So, lets take a positive from that... his sister has been located. We need to make sure he doesn't get to her Aug 28 20:35:38 She is under guard. I have no worries for her safety Aug 28 20:37:15 What claim does she have if he just... dies and doesn't sign the will? Aug 28 20:40:19 She could take it, but Salzburg will almost certainly try to annexe, and some of the people of Prachtig will encourage it because she is a woman Aug 28 20:41:15 Why are you clinging to getting him to do it? Aug 28 20:42:24 Because we don't want the social and political disruption, nor the loss of more Eisen lives. Salzburg will do to Prachtig what he did to Karlsruhe Aug 28 20:43:19 Yes, I know... I mean why don't you just produce one? Aug 28 20:43:54 So that it is indisputable Aug 28 20:44:46 * Kurt looks around, double-checking they are alone Aug 28 20:45:52 If it was up to me, we'd forge it, but this is the order I was given Aug 28 20:46:38 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 28 20:47:06 its pointless. Alright, so what now? We wait here until the date they're due to collect Rebeccas hat? Aug 28 20:47:52 Gain access to where they were living in Tawstock, see if we can find clues. Aug 28 20:48:14 * Morgan nods Aug 28 20:48:17 later then Aug 28 20:48:29 * Kurt nods Aug 28 20:48:58 If there is something to follow up on, I may need you to go Aug 28 20:49:29 Lets not get ahead of ourselves... Aug 28 20:50:07 No, but I want you to be aware of it Aug 28 20:50:59 Its something I'm aware could happen. Aug 28 20:51:26 * Kurt nods Aug 28 20:51:51 I understand your reluctance to leave your wife and son if Dau is coming here Aug 28 20:52:53 You might be beginning to... Aug 28 20:58:02 They would be kept safe Aug 28 21:00:56 You dont exactly have a stellar record with that... Aug 28 21:01:27 * Kurt looks at him Aug 28 21:01:38 I kept Molly safe last time Aug 28 21:02:39 And the ship was sunk, lives were lost and Elsie... and its more than just Molly now... Aug 28 21:05:14 Then we will hope to find nothing and you can wait here for him for a month Aug 28 21:07:17 Maybe I'll leave Claudia here... she'll hate me for it, but she's a one person army herself Aug 28 21:07:35 She certainly has a reputation Aug 28 21:09:06 She's one of very few I'd hesitate about going up against Aug 28 21:10:32 * Kurt nods Aug 28 21:11:51 I will take Lady Torrington the tea. She will be expecting you in an hour for lunch and to help her prepare for the meeting Aug 28 21:12:21 * Morgan nods Aug 28 21:12:26 I'm going to speak to Molly Aug 28 21:14:03 * Kurt takes the tea tray, heading for the library Aug 28 21:15:34 * Kurt is now known as Molly Aug 28 21:15:58 * Molly is upstairs making their bed when he arrives Aug 28 21:17:03 * Morgan sits down, frowning Aug 28 21:19:22 * Molly looks at the post in his hands before plumping the pillows Aug 28 21:19:32 Are you well, my love? Aug 28 21:20:33 annoyed mostly... Aug 28 21:20:44 * Morgan puts her post on the bed Aug 28 21:20:45 those came for you Aug 28 21:22:06 * Molly puts down the pillow and sits beside him Aug 28 21:22:15 What has annoyed you? Aug 28 21:23:31 They lost Dau heading east out of Avebury. They've no idea where he is Aug 28 21:23:54 * Molly sighs Aug 28 21:23:57 Damn Aug 28 21:24:15 * Morgan nods Aug 28 21:24:23 its looking like I might have to go find him after all Aug 28 21:26:02 * Molly nods Aug 28 21:26:23 In truth, my love, I have been expecting it Aug 28 21:26:39 I was hoping it wouldn't be the case Aug 28 21:27:27 You would find it very hard to wait here though. And you, Heinzharold and Claudia are likely far more capable than most others. Aug 28 21:27:56 And leave your care to Kit? Aug 28 21:28:07 * Molly smiles slightly Aug 28 21:28:30 Leave my care to me. I can and will protect myself. Aug 28 21:28:50 And Varick, Inga, Elsie... Aug 28 21:29:56 Would be placed out of harm's way the moment we got word of Kai arriving in the area Aug 28 21:33:48 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 21:33:50 I don't like it Aug 28 21:34:18 * Molly nods Aug 28 21:35:13 I cannot come with you, because it would be risky to make Elsie deliver in an inn on the road, or on a ship in the middle of nowhere Aug 28 21:36:31 indeed Aug 28 21:37:12 * Molly takes his hand, stroking it softly "You might have to just trust me to keep myself and others safe, and trust that you and I are supposed to be on this special journey together, even if we must be temporarily parted" Aug 28 21:37:45 * Morgan nods, frowning Aug 28 21:37:59 * Molly looks at him Aug 28 21:38:49 I know asking you to have faith that we will be alright is a big thing to ask Aug 28 21:40:04 with everything that pops up to stop us... how many close shaves have there been? And if you have to heal someone? Aug 28 21:41:15 If I have to heal someone, I will lock myself away. Inga, Elsie and Varick can all be in the house with me without issue. It is only one day. Aug 28 21:42:23 * Morgan sighs Aug 28 21:42:57 * Molly kisses his knuckles Aug 28 21:43:06 It is not definite yet? Aug 28 21:44:36 No... we're going to do some digging later, so we should know soon Aug 28 21:45:36 I will be renouncing my citizenship on Wednesday. You cannot start a journey on Thursday or Friday, due to superstitions... Aug 28 21:46:34 We're not in Eisen Aug 28 21:46:51 * Molly smiles Aug 28 21:47:02 No, but Eisen is in you... Aug 28 21:49:22 * Molly frowns a little Aug 28 21:49:36 What will you do if he cannot be found at all? Aug 28 21:50:05 swing by a mine and ask them Aug 28 21:50:20 * Molly tilts her head Aug 28 21:50:26 Would they know? Aug 28 21:50:36 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 21:50:48 I don't know if they'd help me with it either ,but I'd ask all the same Aug 28 21:50:58 * Molly nods Aug 28 21:51:19 That is a good idea Aug 28 21:51:40 Could do with one of them popping up so I could ask them, but I don't see that happening Aug 28 21:52:47 No, nor do I. Yet if we are on the paths to the convergence, they must be able to see where we most often come into contact with him... Aug 28 21:53:05 I would have thought so Aug 28 21:53:34 * Molly smiles a little Aug 28 21:53:51 You will not leave before I renounce my citizenship? Aug 28 21:54:35 no Aug 28 21:54:41 not if you don't wish me to Aug 28 21:56:39 I want you here Aug 28 21:57:12 Then thats where I'll be Aug 28 21:57:15 * Molly watches him Aug 28 21:57:18 Thank you Aug 28 21:58:08 * Molly sighs softly, giving his hand a final squeeze before letting go Aug 28 21:58:32 How long might you be gone? Aug 28 21:59:16 I've no idea... depends how far he goes Aug 28 21:59:37 You will follow even if he has left Avalon? Aug 28 22:04:44 * Molly picks up her letter Aug 28 22:04:47 He's got to be stopped Aug 28 22:07:48 Yes... Aug 28 22:08:29 * Molly breaks the seal Aug 28 22:08:46 ... but if it's _months_? Aug 28 22:08:59 It won't be. We're better than that Aug 28 22:10:12 * Molly unfolds the letter, reading it Aug 28 22:10:15 Mmhmm Aug 28 22:10:55 * Morgan watches her Aug 28 22:11:10 * Molly looks a little unsure Aug 28 22:11:20 It's from John... Aug 28 22:11:27 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 28 22:11:32 and... Aug 28 22:12:04 Firstly he thanks me for all the kindness I have given him and for supporting him through the christening... Aug 28 22:12:26 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 28 22:13:17 Then he wonders if I would help him in sorting and packing up Eliza's things Aug 28 22:13:54 * Morgan waits, watching her Aug 28 22:14:27 So he is asked if I can come to Goodleigh this week for a day Aug 28 22:14:58 I see Aug 28 22:15:22 * Molly looks to him Aug 28 22:15:32 Surprise, or discomfort? Aug 28 22:17:05 mostly the latter Aug 28 22:26:53 * Molly folds up the letter, putting it beside her. She speaks softly Aug 28 22:27:03 Talk to me Aug 28 22:34:35 I worry that he will become attached to you, being able to lean on you when he is so vulnerable that he may make a decision that he will regret Aug 28 22:34:59 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 28 22:36:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 28 22:37:07 [22:24] * Molly folds up the letter, putting it beside her. She speaks softly Aug 28 22:37:14 [22:24] (Molly) Talk to me Aug 28 22:37:30 I worry that he will become attached to you, being able to lean on you when he is so vulnerable that he may make a decision that he will regret Aug 28 22:38:06 I really cannot see that happening, my love Aug 28 22:38:24 I really can Aug 28 22:39:30 Do you feel that is what happened with you and I? Or you and Evie? Aug 28 22:39:58 No... he is particularly vulnerable right now. Aug 28 22:40:41 He is, but he is so wrapped up in his loss that it would not even cross his mind Aug 28 22:43:09 I know... it would not be a conscious thought on his part, but he is so very lonely right now, and you being by his side making his day more bearable... Aug 28 22:43:27 And you fear he would...? Aug 28 22:44:17 most likely try to kiss you... and the second you refused him he'd realise what he's done and it will make him worse Aug 28 22:45:08 * Molly watches him a moment before nodding Aug 28 22:45:25 I can see why that would concern you Aug 28 22:46:02 My concern is for his wellbeing Aug 28 22:46:18 * Molly nods a little Aug 28 22:46:39 Then I should say no? Aug 28 22:47:36 * Morgan shrugs Aug 28 22:48:25 * Molly speaks quietly, fiddling with the letter Aug 28 22:49:23 Does this come from experience? Is there someone from that time for you between Sudlachenburg and Tawstock this happened with? Aug 28 22:50:48 No... I've heard it happening to widows, so its no great leap Aug 28 22:51:07 * Molly nods a little Aug 28 22:52:07 I am not sure how to handle it. I do not want him to feel I do not care, but I also do not want him to feel worse Aug 28 22:52:57 * Morgan nods Aug 28 22:53:16 Maybe take Beth or Caro? Aug 28 22:53:34 * Molly nods Aug 28 22:53:42 That makes sense Aug 28 22:54:21 It needs to be before you leave? Aug 28 22:55:14 Probably for the best Aug 28 22:56:00 And then I should not see him whilst you are away? Aug 28 22:56:32 probably not Aug 28 22:56:48 * Molly nods Aug 28 22:57:34 You should know, I have no attraction to him Aug 28 22:59:00 I didn't think you did Aug 28 22:59:59 * Molly nods Aug 28 23:00:24 And I care for him only as much as I would any acquaintance suffering so Aug 28 23:00:32 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:01:20 * Molly picks up the box, giving it a gentle shake Aug 28 23:02:48 This, I think, is for you Aug 28 23:03:49 oh, I thought it was yours Aug 28 23:04:00 It is a gift Aug 28 23:04:09 * Molly hands it to him Aug 28 23:05:34 from you? Aug 28 23:06:01 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 28 23:06:08 Indeed Aug 28 23:06:44 There was no need Aug 28 23:06:54 I know Aug 28 23:08:36 * Molly turns, making it so she can sit facing him more. She smiles, waitinf Aug 28 23:09:19 You wish me to open it now? Aug 28 23:09:25 * Molly nods Aug 28 23:09:36 Yes, unless you do not wish to Aug 28 23:10:45 * Morgan shakes his head slightly, opening it Aug 28 23:12:56 **Inside is a tin whistle, like he said he had always wanted to learn but his father had said it was too common, and a tutorial book. She watches him, biting her lip* Aug 28 23:15:45 oh blossom Aug 28 23:18:05 * Molly smiles, still biting her lip a moment Aug 28 23:18:13 Do you like it? Aug 28 23:18:18 very much Aug 28 23:18:24 * Molly smiles Aug 28 23:18:31 I am glad Aug 28 23:18:53 * Molly watches him Aug 28 23:20:44 I wanted you to see that despite being my _duke_, I approve of you, in all aspects. I approve of who you are as a man, of what drives you, what calls to you. I do not expect you to only be "noble", I approve of _you_. Aug 28 23:22:35 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:22:38 thank you blossom Aug 28 23:24:24 * Molly nods Aug 28 23:24:41 You're welcome, mein liebling Aug 28 23:25:58 I should finish making the bed Aug 28 23:26:07 * Morgan nods Aug 28 23:26:15 HeinzHarold is not going to be pleased Aug 28 23:26:29 * Molly looks confused Aug 28 23:26:46 That we did not spend this five quiet minutes unmaking it? Aug 28 23:27:32 No... the complaining while I learned the guitar... now I get to learn something new and he's going to _hate_ it Aug 28 23:27:46 * Molly smiles Aug 28 23:28:28 Perhaps tell him to stick his fingers in his ears and think about something nice instead... like bubbies *she giggles* Aug 28 23:33:07 * Morgan chuckles Aug 28 23:33:48 * Molly watches him Aug 28 23:34:06 I suppose I should stop saying bubbies... Aug 28 23:35:07 So should he Aug 28 23:35:59 But it isn't quite as frustrating as when I say... *she watches him with amusement* Aug 28 23:36:36 * Molly says quietly and slowly "chicken porridge" Aug 28 23:38:21 pack that in Aug 28 23:39:15 ((Tone?)) Aug 28 23:39:41 ((playful)) Aug 28 23:40:07 But, mon petit chou, I was going to make it for your lunch! Aug 28 23:40:12 * Molly giggles Aug 28 23:41:15 I would hope not Aug 28 23:41:23 * Molly nods Aug 28 23:41:35 Mmhmm... lunch and dinner... Aug 28 23:42:42 I'm sure you'll like eating it... Aug 28 23:43:30 Oh no, it would be a special treat, just for you... *she watches him, eyes sparkling* Aug 28 23:45:08 I wouldn't dream of withholding it from you Aug 28 23:45:29 * Molly bites her lip Aug 28 23:45:56 You wouldn't be. I would get great pleasure from seeing it in your mouth Aug 28 23:46:43 * Morgan frowns Aug 28 23:46:51 we're still talking about chicken porridge? Aug 28 23:47:50 * Molly raises an eyebrow Aug 28 23:48:02 Well, somewhat... Aug 28 23:48:12 * Morgan blushes Aug 28 23:48:16 behave young lady Aug 28 23:48:28 * Molly smiles Aug 28 23:49:06 Would you prefer me to say Chicken Porridge again, mein sehnsucht, to save your blushes? Aug 28 23:50:17 * Morgan opens the book, flicking through it Aug 28 23:51:10 * Molly frowns a little Aug 28 23:51:28 I have upset you, I am sorry. Aug 28 23:51:39 Not at all... Aug 28 23:52:04 * Molly frowns further Aug 28 23:52:18 Yet you seem to have withdrawn from me... Aug 28 23:53:28 Just taking a moment to stop blushing Aug 28 23:55:39 * Molly smiles Aug 28 23:55:44 I rather like it Aug 28 23:55:57 * Morgan chuckles Aug 28 23:56:02 I can tell Aug 28 23:56:56 There's only... *she bites her lip* no, I dont think I ought to continue that statement! Aug 28 23:58:36 * Morgan laughs Aug 28 23:59:05 * Molly blushes now Aug 28 23:59:49 I really do need to make the bed... otherwise I will be too late to make your chicken porridge! Aug 29 00:00:56 * Morgan stands up, checking the time Aug 29 00:02:00 **he has about twenty five minutes until he should be with Catherine** Aug 29 00:02:08 You're leaving now? Aug 29 00:02:18 I've got twenty minutes Aug 29 00:02:34 * Molly nods slowly Aug 29 00:02:46 Did you wish to help me make the bed? Aug 29 00:03:35 * Morgan nods Aug 29 00:03:39 aye Aug 29 00:05:41 * Molly pulls the sheet taut, bending to tuck it in Aug 29 00:06:16 You will be gone most of the day now? Aug 29 00:07:14 aye, I would imagine so Aug 29 00:07:22 * Molly gives him a quick glance over her shoulder Aug 29 00:07:42 Fortunate that I can manage without you a little while... Aug 29 00:09:06 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 29 00:09:16 indeed Aug 29 00:09:18 * Molly does the sheet on the other side Aug 29 00:09:40 I managed quite well alone this morning... Aug 29 00:10:21 oh really? Aug 29 00:10:36 * Molly picks up the blanket, shaking it out to cover the bed, giving him an innocent smile Aug 29 00:10:48 Starting the breakfast, cleaning the floor Aug 29 00:11:15 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 29 00:11:16 quite Aug 29 00:11:57 * Molly does the second blanket before heading for the door Aug 29 00:12:37 Perhaps we'll leave the rest to your imagination, it will give you something to ponder on the long ride to and from town... Aug 29 00:13:17 * Morgan nods Aug 29 00:13:24 I'm sure I'll do just that Aug 29 00:14:16 * Molly nods "I'd enjoying thinking of you thinking of me!" She blows him a kiss before heading down the stairs Aug 29 00:27:30 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 29 12:02:35 * Catherine (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 29 12:02:38 **He finds Catherine in the dining room, and she gives the signal for lunch to be served once he is sat** Aug 29 12:02:38 How are you and your friends finding your stay? Aug 29 12:03:24 Comfortable... though it is... unusual feeling to be back in certain habits Aug 29 12:14:37 * Catherine nods Aug 29 12:14:53 It is nice to have you back again Aug 29 12:16:11 I'm not sure how long for. If Colonel Dau has wandered off, I'm going to go and find him Aug 29 12:19:57 * Catherine nods Aug 29 12:20:10 It is important he is brought swiftly to justice Aug 29 12:22:14 * Morgan nods Aug 29 12:23:49 **lunch is served** Aug 29 12:24:04 That is certainly a priority Aug 29 12:24:17 Your little group seems very much like an extended family Aug 29 12:24:35 * Morgan nods Aug 29 12:25:18 HeinzHarold is my oldest friend... we've known eachother since we were children, Claudia since the war Aug 29 12:29:26 It must be nice to have them with you on your travels Aug 29 12:29:33 * Morgan nods Aug 29 12:30:46 How is Elsie faring? She has everything she needs? Aug 29 12:33:11 We've arranged things so that she is no longer in pain, which is a mercy. She's clearly not used to having anyone around who doesn't want something from her Aug 29 12:34:43 I am pleased she is not in pain. Where are her family? Aug 29 12:37:25 They cast her aside when she became pregnant when she was younger Aug 29 12:39:22 Where is that child? Aug 29 12:43:32 died during birth Aug 29 12:44:09 * Catherine nods, drinking some wine Aug 29 12:44:15 And that Father? Aug 29 12:45:23 did a disappearing act... she followed him as far as here, but then lost him. Promises had been made as to their future, but when she fell pregnant, he ran off Aug 29 12:46:17 * Catherine nods Aug 29 12:46:21 All too common Aug 29 12:46:25 * Morgan nods Aug 29 12:46:26 indeed Aug 29 12:46:48 once here the only place she could find to take her in was the brothel Aug 29 12:46:59 * Catherine nods Aug 29 12:47:28 How shall we handle the meeting? Aug 29 12:47:53 what are you wanting to say? Aug 29 12:50:41 I am not sure. I want my people to know I care Aug 29 12:52:41 Care enough to what? Shed a tear? Pity them? Make changes? Aug 29 12:54:14 * Catherine pokes at the food on her plate Aug 29 12:54:57 Enough to keep my guests more under control. Enough to execute Colonel Dau for his crimes Aug 29 12:55:23 enough to help them more? To know their needs? Aug 29 12:57:04 What could I do for them? Aug 29 12:57:12 * Morgan shrugs Aug 29 12:57:49 reduce their tithes while their crop yields are low, arrange for food for those in need... there's all sorts of things Aug 29 13:01:04 These all sound complicated Aug 29 13:02:38 I'm afraid a life in power isn't going to be all parties and light... I think some changes need to be made and need to be carried into the future Aug 29 13:02:45 * Morgan watches her over the rim of his cup Aug 29 13:07:25 * Catherine nods a little, drinking more wine Aug 29 13:07:36 It isnt easy, doing all this myself Aug 29 13:08:36 believe me I am aware... I'm going to tell you something that most of noble birth would say is nonsense... Aug 29 13:10:59 * Catherine looks intrigued Aug 29 13:11:02 What? Aug 29 13:13:25 Why are you presiding over Tawstock? Aug 29 13:15:33 Because it is my land Aug 29 13:16:05 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 29 13:16:07 No... Aug 29 13:17:29 Because my father and grandfather did? Aug 29 13:18:49 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 29 13:18:52 because... they let you Aug 29 13:19:46 They couldn't stop me Aug 29 13:20:21 really? Lets assume your entire staff would defend you if they decided to remove you... how many people are there in tawstock? Aug 29 13:21:51 Around two thousand, I think Aug 29 13:22:35 You think you and the staff could stop two thousand aggressors? Aug 29 13:23:42 No, obviously they couldn't Aug 29 13:23:59 * Morgan nods Aug 29 13:25:00 and then you think, ah, but I could ask for help... Piram would probably seize your land... if the Queen decided to step in, she still only has limited numbers. We are only here because they allow us to be. Aug 29 13:25:52 * Catherine frowns Aug 29 13:26:27 I hadn't thought of it like that. If they all stopped paying their rents and tithes, I couldn't afford to pay mine to the crown Aug 29 13:26:37 * Morgan nods Aug 29 13:27:06 In lean times, it must be lean for us all, not just those without a title... Aug 29 13:28:32 * Catherine nods Aug 29 13:28:44 Harvests haven't been very good here Aug 29 13:28:58 I know... Aug 29 13:29:46 That, along with your perceived permissiveness of Dau and his crews behaviour, it is believed you don't care what people are going through... you have yours, so nothing else matters... Aug 29 13:31:59 That isn't true. I _do_ care Aug 29 13:33:17 _I_ know that... they don't and, if you see it from their viewpoint, its easy to see why. On the flip side, once they know differently and see you are there to help them... not only will they continue to allow you to rule, they will actively defend you Aug 29 13:33:50 But _how_ do I do it? Aug 29 13:34:29 first step is realising thats the truth... There are no quick fixes here, but there are changes you need to make and you need them to _know_ you're making them, so you're going to tell them. Aug 29 13:37:59 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 29 13:38:39 * Catherine (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 29 13:39:17 * Catherine nods Aug 29 13:39:29 Is this how your Father runs his lands? Aug 29 13:42:23 he's getting there Aug 29 13:50:19 Is it going to be expensive? Aug 29 13:50:41 It won't be cheap for a while... Aug 29 13:55:38 I will need a good estates manager who thinks like you, wont I? Aug 29 13:56:09 * Morgan nods Aug 29 13:56:17 yes, you will... and you need to be closer to your staff Aug 29 13:58:30 * Catherine drinks some wine Aug 29 13:58:50 What would it take to persuade you to stay a few months? Aug 29 13:59:32 I'm not sure I would be permitted to Aug 29 14:01:16 By whom? Aug 29 14:01:36 That'd be the other duchess in my life Aug 29 14:02:14 * Catherine smiles Aug 29 14:02:20 Ahh your wife Aug 29 14:02:48 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:02:50 indeed Aug 29 14:03:52 I could really use your help here, Morgan Aug 29 14:04:41 I'll speak to her, but my priority at the moment is apprehending Dau Aug 29 14:06:32 * Catherine nods Aug 29 14:07:01 He strikes me as the sort of man who is clever enough to be hard to apprehend Aug 29 14:07:10 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:07:23 It is lucky my friends and I did what we did during the war Aug 29 14:10:52 The religious war Eisen had? Aug 29 14:11:03 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:13:04 What did you do? Aug 29 14:13:22 HeinzHarold and I specialised in retrieval of information Aug 29 14:15:31 Like documents? Aug 29 14:19:00 documents, any conversation people who think they're in a safe place would have with others in his command... Aug 29 14:21:07 * Catherine nods Aug 29 14:21:13 That will be helpful Aug 29 14:21:16 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:21:24 potentially, aye. Aug 29 14:21:38 And your friend Claudia, was she a nurse, or a camp follower? Aug 29 14:22:12 No, she's a one person platoon. All the things I've faced here with no fear... I would hesitate to face her Aug 29 14:23:39 Oh, she can fight Aug 29 14:26:38 _that_ is an understatement. She's going to be recruiting and training some guards Aug 29 14:26:57 * Catherine nods Aug 29 14:27:06 That will also be expensive? Aug 29 14:28:59 * Morgan shrugs Aug 29 14:29:27 Not necessarily. You have savings, you may need to dip into them for a little while Aug 29 14:30:10 And an Estates Manager would help me with this? Aug 29 14:31:07 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:32:48 Here's what we'll do... You're going to take the time to speak to every member of the staff, learn their names and a bit of their history. I'll tell you why in a minute. We're going to install a master at arms and an estates manager. The master at arms will report to Claudia in the interim, then will handle all of your security... you're a duchess, you are more a target than you were before. ((mtf)) Aug 29 14:34:07 The estates manager will be responsible for rents, rates, tithes. I want you to get a good understanding of what he does, and what his views are... remember he works for you, if you think tithes need to be eased a little, you'll need to explain why, listen to his concerns and make the overall decision. Then I want you to work with him one day each week. With me so far? Aug 29 14:36:02 * Catherine nods Aug 29 14:36:03 I am Aug 29 14:38:19 Now, your staff... I want you to know them, who they are, what their dreams are, and be available to them if they have an issue. Several reasons for that. First, they will feel more appreciated and you taking an interest in them will make them less faceless staff but actual people to you... that will affect how you deal with the townsfolk, and that you are taking an interest in them will filter down through the town. ((mtf)) Aug 29 14:39:17 Another reason, and a very practical one... staff hear _everything_. Fostering a good relationship with them will mean the rumours, the discontent, the information will start flowing to you instead of around you. Aug 29 14:43:08 There are a lot of staff though Aug 29 14:44:02 * Morgan watches her Aug 29 14:45:02 I know Aug 29 14:45:57 I could keep a note of them Aug 29 14:46:25 It'll come to you naturally eventually Aug 29 14:46:51 For now, concentrate on learning their names... say thank you every time they bring you something. Thank them often, but sincerely Aug 29 14:47:05 How am I supposed to find the time for parties and trips to see my friends though? Aug 29 14:47:43 There will be less of them I'm afraid... though, aside from seeing Kurt this morning and me now, what else have you done today? Aug 29 14:48:33 I have been to church, and written some letters Aug 29 14:48:45 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:48:47 and this afternoon? Aug 29 14:53:19 Going to the town meeting, though normally I would ride, read or sew Aug 29 14:53:35 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:54:11 Its going to take more time in the short term... once you have things as they need to be, its not as big an impact as you'd imagine... Aug 29 14:57:48 I was not going back to my house in Carleon until Prophet's Mass, and aside from my cousin's birthday I had no gatherings planned, although some friends may visit for a week or two here and there Aug 29 14:58:11 * Morgan nods Aug 29 14:59:35 I'm not suggesting they don't visit or you become a hermit... It takes a little time each day... it'll take a bit more to start with with the estates manager. The other thing is, when you're not here, they will still be working, gathering information, making sure you're not taken by surprise by anything on your return Aug 29 15:00:43 Will you help me find a good estates manager? Aug 29 15:00:54 * Morgan nods Aug 29 15:04:14 Thank you. It seems like this has been fortunate in one small way at least Aug 29 15:05:20 You'll be better for it in the long run... but I know changing is neither easy nor particularly enthusing. Aug 29 15:06:09 It does seem less enjoyable than socialising Aug 29 15:06:54 As you get older you start to realise most socialising is just people trying to improve their position Aug 29 15:09:24 I would like to just be a normal young noble woman, rather than having all of this responsibility already Aug 29 15:10:21 This responsibility is part of being a young noble woman, but yes... these are things your father would still have been dealing with Aug 29 15:12:40 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:12:54 But now I have to do it myself Aug 29 15:13:43 Once everything is in place, its just overseeing it... Aug 29 15:16:31 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:16:49 And I should start after the meeting by getting to know the staff? Aug 29 15:18:10 I'd suggest doing that this afternoon... the meeting... I don't think you're going to like my thoughts on how to handle that Aug 29 15:20:31 * Catherine glances at the clock Aug 29 15:20:41 We do not have long before we need to leave Aug 29 15:21:10 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 29 15:21:20 alright... I think... you need to apologise. Aug 29 15:24:10 Apologise... Aug 29 15:24:17 * Catherine frowns Aug 29 15:24:58 * Morgan nods Aug 29 15:26:46 What will other nobles think?! Aug 29 15:27:17 * Morgan shrugs Aug 29 15:28:32 That you've gone soft... but you need to win your people over, and admitting that things have only gone the way they have because of your guests and you not knowing what to do is the fastest way to achieve it... plus, you're a young woman, nobles will put it down to you being young and emotional... They'll underestimate you simply because you're a woman. Aug 29 15:29:16 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:29:32 Will they laugh at me, the people in town? Aug 29 15:30:04 Some might, but on the whole, no. Remember, you're trying to make things right, to make them better for them. Aug 29 15:34:00 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:34:14 Will you stay for the whole meeting with me? Aug 29 15:34:35 I'll be there. There'll probably be some difficult questions Aug 29 15:34:56 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:35:05 People will behave if they see you Aug 29 15:35:59 You need to get them to behave for you... Its a difficult line to walk, you need them to accept your apology and your sincerity for change in the future, but they also need to remember you are their duchess. Aug 29 15:37:36 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:37:48 How do I manage both? Aug 29 15:38:53 That comes with experience I suspect. As long as your apology and plans for the future are evidently sincere, that's going to be the bigger part to achieve Aug 29 15:40:14 I should tell them I am going to have a new estates manager to help me work out how to run the area better? Aug 29 15:41:27 Tell them you are going to have a new estates manager to implement your plans to improve the area... Make them see that it is you who will be fixing things, not your manager. Aug 29 15:43:18 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:43:29 What about the execution? Aug 29 15:45:09 You realise there must be a change to how your guests behave, so Dau is going to face punishment suitable for the severity of the treatment he subjected one of your townspeople to. You will not tolerate guests affecting your people in such a negative way any longer, and will need your people to come to you if it happens so that reparation can be made Aug 29 15:46:02 I'd suggest telling them that you can't do it without their help to know about it Aug 29 15:46:18 * Catherine nods Aug 29 15:46:42 I can do that Aug 29 15:56:08 * Morgan nods Aug 29 15:57:05 Do you need to see anyone before we leave? Aug 29 15:57:56 [We're getting ready to leave for the meeting blossom. Could you send Claudia to me please] Aug 29 15:58:02 No... just need to wait for Claudia Aug 29 16:01:57 [Of course, my love] Aug 29 16:02:04 She is coming with us? Aug 29 16:02:20 * Morgan nods Aug 29 16:02:27 Its a good place to scout for new guards Aug 29 16:06:04 * Catherine nods. She calls for the butler to prepare her coach and two horses, making a point to thank him Aug 29 16:06:25 **to Morgan** I will meet you in the coachyard Aug 29 16:07:49 * Morgan nods Aug 29 16:07:54 of course Aug 29 16:09:53 * Morgan goes to wait for Claudia Aug 29 16:10:03 * Catherine is now known as Claudia Aug 29 16:10:30 * Claudia turns up a few minutes later. Morgan still has a letter for her. Aug 29 16:10:39 * Morgan holds it out to her Aug 29 16:12:07 * Claudia takes it, opening it. She reads it to herself before sticking it in the pocket of her leather waistcoat Aug 29 16:12:50 Thanks. Heinzharold is going to keep watch on Molly and Varick whilst they go on a ride, Inga will stay with Elsie Aug 29 16:13:14 * Morgan nods Aug 29 16:13:17 from Sorgi? Aug 29 16:16:00 * Claudia nods Aug 29 16:16:04 It is Aug 29 16:16:30 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 29 16:16:37 looking like we might need to go and find Dau Aug 29 16:18:32 * Claudia nods Aug 29 16:18:35 Fine by me Aug 29 16:19:21 Are you going to reply to Sorgi? Aug 29 16:20:51 * Claudia nods Aug 29 16:21:00 Would you mind relaying a message for me? Aug 29 16:21:12 Got some paper? Aug 29 16:21:23 Doesn't need to be right now Aug 29 16:21:54 Ketch will be there when we get there. If I get it to Rousseau Sorgi will have it tonight Aug 29 16:22:14 * Morgan nods, taking her to fetch some paper Aug 29 16:25:50 * Claudia finds somewhere to perch, taking out a stubby pencil from her coat Aug 29 16:25:54 Go on then Aug 29 16:26:38 If we have to pursue Dau, I want Rossou and the ketch crew left behind, along with James Schulz. Tell him to bring the Rose to port so we won't have to wait to get going Aug 29 16:30:17 * Claudia scribbles it down Aug 29 16:30:21 Which port? Aug 29 16:30:55 bring her to tawstock. If we need to leave quickly, I don't want to be trekking to Kingston Aug 29 16:31:12 * Claudia nods Aug 29 16:31:23 They allowed in the brothels? Aug 29 16:32:46 Not sure... depends how well this evening goes I think Aug 29 16:35:41 * Claudia nods. Her micro-expression shows relief Aug 29 16:36:11 Good idea. If I get this to Rousseau, the Rose can be here in the morning Aug 29 16:36:45 * Morgan watches her Aug 29 16:36:49 why are you relieved by that? Aug 29 16:38:13 * Claudia frowns Aug 29 16:38:18 I don't know Aug 29 16:38:25 * Morgan nods Aug 29 16:38:26 alright Aug 29 16:40:29 * Claudia nods Aug 29 16:40:42 I'll finish the rest down there Aug 29 16:40:55 * Morgan nods, heading to the coachyard Aug 29 16:44:29 * Claudia goes with him. Catherine takes her carriage and they take horses. The ride through the village and past Sunnymeade shows that people are not out and about in their streets or fields. Instead he finds them in the town square. It's mostly men there, talking in little groups. Aug 29 16:44:29 **the steps of the town hall seem to be the best place for Lady Torrington to address the people from. In the crowd he spots several people he vaguely knows, plus his brother-in-law Peter, and Sir Dagget. Some of the staff from the estate are mixed in too Aug 29 16:45:06 * Claudia gives the horse to a man at the nearby stables Aug 29 16:45:29 I'll be back shortly, get this sent Aug 29 16:45:37 * Morgan nods Aug 29 16:45:45 keep an eye out for trouble on your way back Aug 29 16:48:42 * Claudia looks at him Aug 29 16:48:53 I would never have thought of that (!) Aug 29 16:49:26 I know, but saying it makes me feel like I'm not taking it for granted Aug 29 16:52:02 * Claudia nods, heading off towards the docks. Lady Torrington gets out of the carriage. People are watching her and talking quietly Aug 29 16:52:10 * Claudia is now known as Catherine Aug 29 16:53:43 * Morgan escorts her up the steps Aug 29 16:59:26 * Catherine thanks him. She looks out over the hundreds of people waiting to see and hear her, and she looks very young. Aug 29 17:00:19 * Morgan stands a few steps away, close enough to be called on Aug 29 17:03:17 * Catherine speaks loudly for the crowd Aug 29 17:04:52 Thank you all for coming, especially at short notice. Recent events have brought to light that you, the people of Tawstock and the surrounding area, have been unhappy with the behaviour of guests who have visited me, and for that I am sorry Aug 29 17:05:24 ***people look surprised and bewildered* Aug 29 17:05:45 * Morgan watches them carefully Aug 29 17:06:38 This ends now. I will not allow you to be mistreated, not by anyone. I will make this plain to anyone, of any station or nationality, that my people are under my protection Aug 29 17:07:31 **They look intrigued, some look a little disbelieving** Aug 29 17:07:45 * Catherine looks to Morgan for approval Aug 29 17:08:23 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 29 17:08:41 * Morgan points at someone Aug 29 17:08:59 YOU! You don't believe that? Aug 29 17:11:59 **Everyone around this man moves away from him a little. He looks terrified at being singled out** Aug 29 17:14:01 * Morgan walks down a few steps Aug 29 17:14:38 Let me make this clear... this doesn't work unless you're willing to raise your concerns... If you don't believe her, tell her why. Now. Aug 29 17:15:46 **He looks scared enough that he might wet himself** Aug 29 17:16:15 * Morgan looks around Aug 29 17:16:33 any of you... you don't believe it'll change, she needs to know why so she can address it Aug 29 17:17:38 **Noone looks like they'd like to volunteer, or even risk making eye contact** Aug 29 17:18:43 * Morgan moves back up the steps, to Catherine Aug 29 17:18:53 You need to convince them. Aug 29 17:19:05 How?! Aug 29 17:20:49 Its down to you to take responsibility for what happened to Elsie. Tell them that. Tell them what you're doing for her but that it doesn't make up for it. That you need their help to make sure it never goes without you dealing with it again Aug 29 17:21:22 * Catherine nods, talking to the crowd Aug 29 17:23:13 What happened to the girl that got hurt by one of my guests is my responsibility. She is being looked after on my estate. It was unforgivable. The perpetrator will be brought to justice here, and you will all see the depth of my commitment to the promise that things will be different from now on. Aug 29 17:23:56 * Morgan surrepticiously watches the crowd Aug 29 17:24:31 **There are murmurs amongst the crowd, hard to pinpoint, but he hears the words brothel, whore, and ungodly mixed in Aug 29 17:24:42 * Morgan mutters Aug 29 17:25:08 **Claudia appears in Morgan's peripheral vision** Aug 29 17:25:33 * Morgan glances at Catherine Aug 29 17:25:35 keep going Aug 29 17:27:46 Neither the care she receives nor the trial he will have makes up for the harm she was done. Only things being better here will do that. But I need to know what is happening here so I can do that. I only discovered about the girl a few days ago, and that is why nothing has been done yet. But I want to work with you to protect you and deal with any problems Aug 29 17:29:35 **People look to be taking this on board now** Aug 29 17:31:04 A new estate manager will be appointed to put in to effect my plans. I have not been as involved as I should, and that will change. You dont have to believe me right now, but I will show you, if you will just work with me. Aug 29 17:31:26 * Morgan looks the crowd over Aug 29 17:34:39 **There's nodding now** Aug 29 17:34:51 * Catherine looks to Morgan "now what?" Aug 29 17:35:34 Ask them for questions Aug 29 17:37:31 * Catherine does so. Noone asks any Aug 29 17:38:40 Mind if I say something? Aug 29 17:40:30 Please do Aug 29 17:40:40 * Morgan nods, looking the crowd over Aug 29 17:42:55 This only works if you all play your part... Her Grace is young and has carried a burden without the guidance of her father and has stumbled. She is realising that life in charge is a life of responsibility and has already started enacting changes. To continue that trend, she needs all of you to treat eachother with respect and compassion, whatever your station. If your neighbour struggles, don't sit there feeling pleased it isn't you, put out your hand and o Aug 29 17:42:55 ffer to help, or bring them to her Grace. Aug 29 17:45:01 She is going to support you where needed, and, if you work together, this community will get stronger, closer and happier for it. But you must work together. I will not accept the badmouthing of others, the mistreatment of others... I don't care about your station, be it duchess or whore, if you wrong someone, you will make amends. That goes so far as to include visitors from other nations. Aug 29 17:46:04 I understand your disgust at Eisen men right now... those responsible are being either banished or punished as needs be, but that action falls to her grace. Not to you. Hospitality, respect and compassion goes to all until they prove it is not warranted, at which point her grace will deal with it. Am I clear on this? Aug 29 17:49:10 **There's a lot of Yes, Sir or Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 29 17:49:32 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 29 17:51:00 Alright, those of you with experience of running your own farms and have the ability to step away from it, I want your details to be considered for estates manager by Wednesday. Any of you wishing to be seek employment as her grace's guards, come and see me now. Are there any further questions? Aug 29 17:52:47 **Noone has any. They start talking amongst themselves** Aug 29 17:53:09 * Morgan moves to Catherine Aug 29 17:53:15 you did well. I'm proud of you Aug 29 17:53:23 * Catherine smiles Aug 29 17:53:27 Thank you Aug 29 17:53:54 If you hang around, someone will eventually come and talk to you... it is up to you if you are up to that right now Aug 29 17:56:43 * Catherine nods Aug 29 17:56:47 I can do it Aug 29 17:57:26 * Morgan nods, escorting her down the steps before collaring the man he initially singled out and two other men Aug 29 17:58:11 gentlemen... this is Her Grace Lady Torrington... You three are now responsible for her safety while you introduce her to some of her people. Anything happens to her, you answer to me. You're going to be very diligent now aren't you? Aug 29 17:58:52 **The poor men nod vigorously** Aug 29 17:59:56 * Morgan looks at Catherine Aug 29 18:00:12 I'll be here if you need me, just shout Aug 29 18:00:21 * Catherine nods and goes with the very nervous men Aug 29 18:00:26 * Catherine is now known as Claudia Aug 29 18:00:56 * Morgan goes back on the steps to wait for people to approach him about guarding Aug 29 18:01:12 * Claudia comes to his side, speaking Eisen quietly Aug 29 18:01:25 She'd have been annexed by now at home Aug 29 18:01:30 * Morgan nods Aug 29 18:01:45 I'm trying to avoid it here... I was always surprised Piram didn't try Aug 29 18:01:58 Or he hasn't yet Aug 29 18:03:08 More dangerous now... he no longer outranks her, and she holds favour with the queen Aug 29 18:07:06 Wouldn't necessarily stop them at home Aug 29 18:07:25 Thats because our natural state of being is war Aug 29 18:10:13 * Claudia nods Aug 29 18:10:32 Their natural state of being is stood in fields watching sheep Aug 29 18:11:43 Not a million miles from correct Aug 29 18:17:25 * Claudia looks around. A few young men come to talk to Morgan about getting work as guards. Behind them, older men seem to be sending more young men in their direction. Aug 29 18:18:25 Claudia... find out what these men have skill wise while I go and talk to those men would you? Aug 29 18:20:45 * Claudia looks at him Aug 29 18:20:50 I dont think I can Aug 29 18:21:39 Go grab those men and bring them to me then Aug 29 18:22:03 * Morgan looks to the prospective guards Aug 29 18:22:27 gentlemen, tell me what skills you have, and why you want to be one of her grace's guards Aug 29 18:23:10 * Claudia does Aug 29 18:24:07 1: Not really any skills, but my family could use the money. **the other four agree with him. They all look to be late teens or early twenties** Aug 29 18:25:03 Your fathers sent you? Aug 29 18:26:19 2: Yes, Master Hockridge Aug 29 18:27:32 * Morgan nods, taking paper from his pocket Aug 29 18:27:35 alright... names? Aug 29 18:31:45 **they all give them. Nothing stands out** Aug 29 18:32:16 Alright, coach yard at Lady Torrington house tomorrow morning, ten o'clock. Aug 29 18:38:01 * Claudia brings over another five, and then four more. It becomes apparent that there is quite a demand for stable, paying work Aug 29 20:41:57 **Meanwhile, Catherine is being taken around amongst her people still. She looks polite but obviously it's quite new to her Aug 29 20:42:20 * Morgan takes all their names and gives them the same instruction Aug 29 20:44:42 * Morgan heads over to Catherine, moving to her side Aug 29 20:47:45 **A smartly dressed man comes over to Morgan, intercepting him Aug 29 20:47:46 One of my tenants has informed me you might want to speak to me about my tenant Lady DeBurgh? Aug 29 20:47:58 * Claudia is now known as landlord Aug 29 20:48:30 * Morgan nods Aug 29 20:48:39 You care for your town mr... Aug 29 20:50:59 Thompson Aug 29 20:52:30 * Morgan nods Aug 29 20:52:39 you care for your community mr thompson? Aug 29 20:53:17 I do, Master Hockridge Aug 29 20:54:49 The man Lady deBurgh is engaged to... he brutalised that poor girl, and let his crew run amok in the town... Aug 29 20:55:03 * landlord nods Aug 29 20:55:41 And you want access? Aug 29 20:55:45 I do Aug 29 20:58:58 The house is on Fairfax Avenue, near the green. It is number 14. Aug 29 20:59:10 Are they up to date on their rents? Aug 29 20:59:39 She missed her payment on quarter-day ((sept 25th, things were often paid quarterly. Now october 5th)). Aug 29 21:00:08 Any word on her returning? Aug 29 21:00:45 No, and her servants haven't been paid Aug 29 21:01:06 They will be at the property? Aug 29 21:02:07 Doubt it. There was only a maid and a man of all work, likely they found other positions Aug 29 21:02:30 Good, I'm glad they've managed to find other employment Aug 29 21:02:58 He's not the tenant, that Eisen colonel. It was originally rented from me last autumn by Lord Jaeger for he and his bride, it was to be a surprise. However, he moved Lady DeBurgh in instead, and then she took on the tenancy when he died. Aug 29 21:04:03 * Morgan nods Aug 29 21:04:17 I'd suspect her tenancy is over Mr Thompson Aug 29 21:06:44 She wont be returning? Aug 29 21:08:04 Noones been paid and she's not here... in your place I'd be finding someone else to rent it Aug 29 21:08:24 * landlord nods, handing him a key Aug 29 21:08:31 I'll see to it Aug 29 21:08:35 * Morgan takes it Aug 29 21:08:41 thank you... Aug 29 21:09:54 If you could leave the key under the bush by the door, I'd appreciate it Aug 29 21:11:11 * Morgan nods Aug 29 21:11:13 of course Aug 29 21:11:59 * landlord bows a little Aug 29 21:12:13 Take as long as you need, sir Aug 29 21:12:31 I appreciate that... before I leave you... what did you make of her Grace? Aug 29 21:14:26 * landlord smiles Aug 29 21:15:03 She's young, but she's impassioned. I think she'll do fine. She could do with a mentor or a father figure, or a husband Aug 29 21:15:21 You're not the first to say so Aug 29 21:16:46 * landlord nods Aug 29 21:18:02 Good evening then, Master Hockridge Aug 29 21:18:24 * Morgan nods Aug 29 21:18:27 Mr Thompson Aug 29 21:18:34 * Morgan continues to Catherine Aug 29 21:20:34 * landlord is now known as Catherine Aug 29 21:21:08 * Catherine is listening to Sur Dagget talking about the hardships from the year's harvest Aug 29 21:21:25 * Morgan moves beside her Aug 29 21:23:06 * Catherine gives Morgan a quick smile Aug 29 21:23:32 Sir Dagget mentioned he may be interested in the position of Estates Manager Aug 29 21:24:08 Did he... I look forward to receiving his credentials Aug 29 21:24:40 **he nods** I will see that you have them as soon as I can Aug 29 21:25:49 * Morgan nods Aug 29 21:26:45 * Catherine excuses them from Sir Dagget Aug 29 21:26:54 How do you think it went? Aug 29 21:27:40 Could've been worse... They certainly weren't expecting it, thats for certain Aug 29 21:28:52 * Catherine nods Aug 29 21:28:59 Will they work with me? Aug 29 21:29:25 I think so... certainly most of them, and they'll bring most of the rest around Aug 29 21:29:56 * Catherine nods Aug 29 21:30:08 Are we ready to go back to the estate? Aug 29 21:30:23 I'm going to send you back with Claudia, I've got something I need to do Aug 29 21:31:45 * Catherine nods, going over to Claudia and passing this on. Claudia gestures $any messages?$ Aug 29 21:32:27 * Morgan comes over Aug 29 21:32:50 tell them I won't be too long behind you, an hour or so... Lady Torrington, once you get back I have a job for you... Aug 29 21:33:17 To speak to the servants? Aug 29 21:33:23 * Morgan nods Aug 29 21:33:55 at least two of them... I want you to learn their names and two things about each of them... how many siblings they have, older or younger etc... and what they want out of life. Aug 29 21:34:15 * Catherine nods Aug 29 21:34:19 I can do that Aug 29 21:34:53 Good, I'll be asking you about them later Aug 29 21:35:27 * Catherine nods Aug 29 21:36:03 Alright Aug 29 21:36:17 * Morgan looks at Claudia, nodding slightly Aug 29 21:36:19 we'll talk later Aug 29 21:37:58 **Claudia escorts Catherine to the carriage before mounting up** Aug 29 21:38:12 * Morgan heads off to find Rebeccas house Aug 29 21:41:27 **It takes him a little while as it's fairly secluded, but it's a nice little house. It's certainly one Molly would like, which is probably why Jaeger had picked it to surprise her with Aug 29 21:42:57 * Morgan lets himself in Aug 29 21:44:30 **it's nice inside too, very clean and tidy. There's a kitchen, formal parlour, dining room and study downstairs Aug 29 21:45:14 * Morgan starts searching for anything that could be useful Aug 29 21:46:58 **on the desk he finds a stack of letters. They are all addressed to Rebecca here at the house, and they are all unpaid bills from local tradesmen Aug 29 21:47:35 * Morgan tucks them in a pocket, continuing his search Aug 29 21:48:30 **in a drawer, he finds more letters, similar bills, but also letters from staff for four other properties, with four different surnames after her first name. Aug 29 21:49:36 oh now... that could be handy Aug 29 21:51:42 **After a search of upstairs too, he only finds Jaegers pipe that he was fond of lighting from magical fire, and beneath the bed a cufflink with the three squat towers of Prachtig engraved on it* Aug 29 21:53:55 * Morgan takes it all with him Aug 29 21:56:20 **he has spent about an hour here** Aug 29 21:56:51 * Morgan locks up and heads back to find his horse Aug 29 21:58:18 **the crowd has disappeared, people going back to their normal activities* Aug 29 21:59:21 * Morgan mounts up, heading back to the estate Aug 29 22:01:06 **Unsurprisingly, it starts to rain. It continues in this fashion until he gets there. It's dark by the time he gets back, and past Varick's bedtime* Aug 29 22:02:54 * Morgan heads into the main house, going via the kitchen for coffee before going to find Catherine Aug 29 22:04:08 * Catherine is in the library beside the fire, doing some embroidery Aug 29 22:04:41 * Morgan goes to stand in front of the fire Aug 29 22:05:00 You're drenched Aug 29 22:05:51 Its a day in the week... its raining. Aug 29 22:07:12 You have come to ask me about the servants? Aug 29 22:07:37 * Morgan nods Aug 29 22:07:42 and to see how you're feeling now Aug 29 22:08:05 I am relieved it is done, but quite happy with how it went Aug 29 22:08:11 * Morgan nods Aug 29 22:10:55 As to the servants, Sam the head groom is the middle of five children, his hope in life is to buy his own house for his family. Mary, who is one of the longest serving maids, is the youngest of three, and she wants to save up a good dowry for when she leaves to get married Aug 29 22:11:49 * Morgan nods Aug 29 22:12:00 How long did it take you? Aug 29 22:15:04 Only ten minutes Aug 29 22:15:23 * Morgan nods Aug 29 22:16:11 They were surprised Aug 29 22:16:15 in doing so they'll now feel you're taking an interest, particularly if you greet them by name next time you see them. It'll make a massive difference to them. In a few days we're going to address them together Aug 29 22:17:57 * Catherine nods Aug 29 22:18:17 Thank you, Morgan. You have been vital today Aug 29 22:20:47 You did the work, not me Aug 29 22:28:55 I wouldn't have known what to do without your guidance Aug 29 22:30:58 Just needed a nudge in the right direction, thats all Aug 29 22:33:44 * Catherine nods Aug 29 22:34:20 I'll let you get back to your family Aug 29 22:35:15 I'll see you in the morning... Aug 29 22:38:07 * Catherine nods Aug 29 22:38:14 Goodnight, Morgan Aug 29 22:38:41 Goodnight your grace Aug 29 22:38:50 * Morgan heads out and off to find Molly Aug 29 22:40:34 **The big cottage has its curtains pulled, but it looks welcoming with light behind them. He can hear laughter before he opens the door* Aug 29 22:40:45 * Catherine is now known as Molly Aug 29 22:43:59 **They're all in the parlour. Molly is sewing cream fabric whilst Inga and Elsie are knitting. On the floor by the fire Kurt, Heinzharold and Claudia are playing cards. The laughter continues, with Molly translating the funny bits for Elsie. It feels very homely. Aug 29 22:45:45 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit Aug 29 22:46:04 * Molly smiles at him Aug 29 22:46:28 Do you want a towel and dry clothing, my love? Aug 29 22:46:36 please blossom Aug 29 22:47:08 **everyone else looks up from their pastime to greet him. Molly sets down her sewing before going upstairs* Aug 29 22:50:45 **K & HH express dismay at C beating them. K looks at HH* Have you ever played the drinking game Never Have I Ever? **Morgan remembers James Schulz telling him Kit had played it in Dietmund, drinking at 'Never have I ever had sex in my father's bed'. Morgan didn't know then that Kit's Father is the priest they met in Anhalt* Aug 29 22:52:06 No, but I'm aware that you have... Aug 29 22:52:54 **HH grins** Been drunk from tha' a few times! **HH looks at Morgan, grinning** You played that with him b'fore? Did you drink at all? Aug 29 22:53:41 **Claudia and Inga laugh. Elsie smiles but obviously doesnt understand** Aug 29 22:54:14 HeinzHarold... shut up Aug 29 22:56:30 K: I don't think we did play that before? Aug 29 22:57:00 No... I've never played it Aug 29 22:59:00 K: Have I asked you to play it before? Aug 29 22:59:54 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 29 23:02:29 * Molly comes back down the stairs with fresh clothes and a towel Aug 29 23:03:15 K: It is normally a game not played with ladies Aug 29 23:03:43 because you end up giving away things about acts committed in your fathers bed... for example? Aug 29 23:04:08 * Molly looks at Morgan with an enquiring smile as she hands him the clothes Aug 29 23:04:54 **Kurt goes bright red, which has HH and Claudia laughing** Aug 29 23:05:36 **Inga looks confused, looking at Morgan** You did something in your Father's bed? Aug 29 23:05:41 did I mention I've met your father? He asked me to send his love Aug 29 23:06:06 No Inga... looks like someone has though Aug 29 23:06:44 **Kurt covers his face with his hands and groans. HH: $Eisenfurst's bed wouldn't be that surprising now though!$ Aug 29 23:06:59 **Claudia starts laughing** Aug 29 23:07:39 * Molly gives a quick translation to Elsie, who also laughs Aug 29 23:09:55 * Molly looks to Kurt Aug 29 23:10:39 Both your parents are very sweet and kind Aug 29 23:11:00 K: In my defense, I was only fourteen Aug 29 23:12:51 * Molly looks to Morgan Aug 29 23:13:20 Are you getting changed in the kitchen? Aug 29 23:13:43 * Morgan nods, getting up Aug 29 23:13:45 aye, best had Aug 29 23:13:57 HH: He might 'ave wanted to stay and delight the ladies Aug 29 23:14:22 * Molly shakes her head Aug 29 23:14:28 He wouldn't Aug 29 23:14:58 **HH starts laughing, the other joining in** Aug 29 23:15:04 * Morgan heads into the kitchen to change Aug 29 23:16:51 **he can still hear Molly explaining that she meant he wouldn't be undressing for them, not that it wouldn't delight them. This goes into HH saying that after him, Inga could never be delighted by a naked man except for god himself, and everyone is laughing once more* Aug 29 23:18:12 * Morgan comes back in once he's redressed Aug 29 23:19:58 * Molly looks him over, smiling Aug 29 23:20:38 I'll get you some food and a hot drink, shall I? Aug 29 23:20:59 **The others have gone back to their activities** Aug 29 23:22:48 please blossom Aug 29 23:24:40 * Molly goes into the kitchen, but leaves the door open, waiting to see what he does Aug 29 23:25:01 * Morgan follows her Aug 29 23:25:17 * Molly smiles, putting the kettle in the stove Aug 29 23:25:23 How was the meeting? Aug 29 23:25:37 Not bad... she did quite well Aug 29 23:25:53 I'm glad Aug 29 23:26:10 how've you been? Aug 29 23:26:10 * Molly puts some meat in to heat Aug 29 23:26:45 Aside from missing you, well. Aug 29 23:27:45 * Molly glances at him "we had to go through that clearing from the dream where I was John's wife... there aren't any flowers there right now" Aug 29 23:28:03 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:28:54 I found the herbs I needed, they are drying out now Aug 29 23:29:13 for Inga? Aug 29 23:29:19 * Molly nods Aug 29 23:29:30 It is only the same as I use Aug 29 23:29:43 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:30:27 What I have already will be gone through much quicker now, so making up more is important Aug 29 23:30:44 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:30:47 makes sense Aug 29 23:31:00 * Molly makes him a cup of tea, putting it in front of him Aug 29 23:31:35 I'm sure the shortening of certain female indispositions will be welcomed Aug 29 23:31:47 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:31:50 I would imagine so, aye Aug 29 23:32:15 * Molly smiles, sitting at the table Aug 29 23:32:30 I certainly like that Aug 29 23:33:06 * Morgan nods, eating Aug 29 23:33:41 How have _you_ been? Aug 29 23:34:26 Alright I suppose. Mostly trying to convince Lady Torrington that she needs to be more focussed on her land than her social life Aug 29 23:36:17 * Molly nods Aug 29 23:36:42 I suppose it could be easy to be swept away by the balls, dresses and parties? Aug 29 23:36:49 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:36:59 Realistically, she should still be being taught by her father Aug 29 23:38:48 * Molly nods Aug 29 23:39:11 It is a great deal to learn about without someone to show her Aug 29 23:39:26 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:39:31 she wants me to stay for a while Aug 29 23:40:11 * Molly frowns slightly Aug 29 23:40:18 For how long? Aug 29 23:45:43 She asked what it'd take for us to stay a few months to guide her Aug 29 23:47:41 * Molly looks unsure Aug 29 23:48:21 We need to be at Edward's wedding in December... And I have to go to Capperlucia in January. Aug 29 23:48:41 * Morgan nods Aug 29 23:48:43 I know Aug 29 23:49:07 * Molly chews her lower lip Aug 29 23:49:25 I... I could go alone. Aug 29 23:49:31 Absolutely not Aug 29 23:49:57 I cannot really postpone it without His Grace being displeased Aug 29 23:50:05 No, I know Aug 29 23:50:54 But he is not expecting you to go. You and Varick could remain to help Lady Torrington Aug 29 23:51:02 * Molly watches him Aug 29 23:52:16 * Morgan shakes his head Aug 29 23:54:23 You do not trust that I would be safe? Aug 29 23:54:55 I would not want to be without you for that long Aug 29 23:56:04 * Molly smiles Aug 29 23:56:15 That is rather nice to hear Aug 30 00:01:11 I'm glad you liked it Aug 30 00:01:30 Would you want to stay, and put off visiting Catterick until after Capperlucia? Aug 30 00:02:00 Something to think about. Aug 30 00:03:22 * Molly nods Aug 30 00:03:56 You need not decide tonight, my love Aug 30 00:04:46 * Morgan nods Aug 30 00:06:01 * Molly comes behind him, kissing his crown Aug 30 00:06:23 I wouldn't want to be without you for so long either Aug 30 00:07:19 I'm glad to hear that Aug 30 00:08:55 Even a night is more than I would choose Aug 30 00:09:22 * Morgan nods Aug 30 00:09:24 likewise Aug 30 00:11:24 You are here tonight, that is what is important Aug 30 00:11:32 * Morgan nods Aug 30 00:13:51 And it's rather a full house this evening! Aug 30 00:14:12 * Morgan nods Aug 30 00:14:30 Lady Torrington thinks they are like an extended family Aug 30 00:15:01 * Molly smiles Aug 30 00:15:13 I can see that Aug 30 00:15:45 I had best check they're all behaving and not talking about anything too shocking! Aug 30 00:15:53 * Morgan nods Aug 30 00:17:56 * Molly strokes a hand over his shoulder Aug 30 00:18:01 I'll be back Aug 30 00:18:34 * Morgan nods, eating Aug 30 00:20:58 * Molly goes into the other room Aug 30 00:25:06 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 30 12:29:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 30 12:30:29 * Molly is sewing again when he gets into the parlour, and he is invited to play cards. Aug 30 12:32:15 * Morgan joins in Aug 30 12:38:59 E: What happened at the meeting? Aug 30 12:40:39 Lady Torrington made it clear that what happened to you was her responsibility for not controlling her guests better, and that he will be punished, and she's going to work to improve life around here Aug 30 12:41:05 E: what did people think? Aug 30 12:41:37 **Kurt deals for poker to Morgan, HH and Claudia** Aug 30 12:42:03 They seemed to accept it eventually. We're getting applicants to be estates manager by wednesday, and we have a few coming tomorrow to start training as guards Aug 30 12:43:35 E: Wouldnt have thought people cared much, given my job Aug 30 12:44:28 Some didn't... Some only cared because it was a foreigner harming a local... Aug 30 12:45:05 **Elsie nods** thought so Aug 30 12:45:26 I may have stuck the boot in a bit Aug 30 12:45:49 **his hand is not good* Aug 30 12:45:55 E: Why? Aug 30 12:46:20 I made a point of telling them they are to treat everyone with respect and compassion, no matter their station... Aug 30 12:48:24 Elsie nods: we're all the same with our clothes off Aug 30 12:49:02 * Molly and Kurt, the only ones who understand Avalonian, both smile at this, trying not to laugh Aug 30 12:49:24 * Morgan scratches his cheek, running with the hand Aug 30 12:50:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Aug 30 12:50:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Aug 30 12:50:39 * Morgan scratches his cheek, running with the hand Aug 30 12:50:55 **his cards do improve, but HH wins easily. They continue to play for a little while** Aug 30 12:52:34 * Molly shows Elsie how far she has gotten on the little nightgown she's sewing. It's an Eisen style, and looks much like the ones Dietlinde sewed for Jana in the early months of 1666. Aug 30 12:53:37 * Morgan glances at HeinzHarold briefly Aug 30 12:54:51 **HH looks back to him, saying nothing** Aug 30 12:57:04 * Morgan looks around Aug 30 12:57:10 have we got a map of Avalon here? Aug 30 12:57:57 I could go to the library and get one, my love? Aug 30 12:58:24 No, I'll go... HeinzHarold, you coming? Aug 30 12:58:52 **HH gets up off the floor** Aug 30 12:59:24 * Molly is now known as HH Aug 30 12:59:49 * Morgan gets up and heads to the door Aug 30 12:59:53 * HH kisses Inga's cheek before getting a coat and hat Aug 30 13:00:56 * HH opens the door "What is it 'bout you and trudging around in the rain?" Aug 30 13:01:13 Its Avalon, there's no other way to do things Aug 30 13:01:34 Pah! You were as bad in th' War Aug 30 13:02:22 Dedeication to a cause, thats what it is Aug 30 13:02:28 * HH pats the hat down onto his head Aug 30 13:02:38 Masochism. Aug 30 13:03:28 * HH makes a sprint across the grass to the door where the gallery is, getting very wet regardless Aug 30 13:04:02 * Morgan follows him Aug 30 13:07:31 * HH shakes himself off when Morgan is beside him Aug 30 13:07:36 Lead th' way Aug 30 13:07:57 * Morgan heads to the library Aug 30 13:09:37 **It's empty, low lit. There's still a fire. A stack of books is on the sideboard exactly where he and Molly would have knocked them off if her dream had been real Aug 30 13:09:48 * HH looks around Aug 30 13:09:52 Very nice Aug 30 13:11:02 * Morgan nods, looking for a map Aug 30 13:11:19 Its not bad is it Aug 30 13:11:59 **he finds several** Aug 30 13:12:17 What's goin' on then? Aug 30 13:13:52 Needed a map Aug 30 13:14:32 * HH nods Aug 30 13:14:40 What for? Aug 30 13:15:29 Got a few addresses I want to map out Aug 30 13:17:44 * HH pulls up a chair at the table Aug 30 13:18:09 Alright. You can't use a map yerself anymore? *he grins* Aug 30 13:18:23 * Morgan looks at him Aug 30 13:18:35 looked like one Dietlinde made for Jana... Aug 30 13:19:02 * HH initially looks confused, then nods Aug 30 13:19:11 The dress thing Aug 30 13:19:25 * Morgan nods, opening the map out onto the table Aug 30 13:19:37 * HH looks it over Aug 30 13:19:45 Where we looking for? Aug 30 13:19:56 * Morgan puts the letters on the table Aug 30 13:19:59 those addresses... Aug 30 13:20:49 * HH looks. Between the two of them they soon find the four places: Ilchester, Greenwich, Thirlow, and Farnham Aug 30 13:21:09 * Morgan looks for ones east of Avebury Aug 30 13:22:31 **Farnham and Greenwich are both almost due east, but the other two are north east. It rules none out entirely Aug 30 13:24:09 * HH finds a pencil to scribble on the paper with the addresses Aug 30 13:24:20 Got an idea which it'll be? Aug 30 13:24:57 I was rather hoping it'd be simpler than that... DeBurgh has used all of these locations, Dau was last seen heading east out of Avebury, so... it gives a few options Aug 30 13:25:09 * HH nods Aug 30 13:25:28 Thinkin' we'd have to hit them all? Aug 30 13:26:04 Maybe Aug 30 13:27:15 By road, four days to Farnham, six to Greenwich, six to Ilchester, eight to Thirlow Aug 30 13:27:29 * Morgan nods Aug 30 13:27:49 See what Kurt can do as well... Molly doesn't want us leaving this week anyway Aug 30 13:29:16 Sail to Londinium, it'd be four to Greenwich, five to Farnham. Five to Thirlow if you put down in Durham. Ilchester depends on what's near it on the coast Aug 30 13:33:00 * Morgan nods Aug 30 13:34:37 Still gonna be a couple of weeks no matter how you do it Aug 30 13:35:06 * Morgan nods Aug 30 13:35:07 aye Aug 30 13:35:22 I don't like the idea, but I like the idea of him loose in the world even less Aug 30 13:36:30 * HH nods Aug 30 13:37:05 Same 'ere. You keeping this quiet? Aug 30 13:37:27 No... we need to work together with him Aug 30 13:40:03 Why doesn't Molly want us goin' yet? Aug 30 13:41:02 She surrenders her citizenship this week... I wont leave her to face that alone Aug 30 13:41:50 * HH nods Aug 30 13:42:13 Alright... don't want the trails goin' cold though Aug 30 13:42:20 No, we don't Aug 30 13:43:47 Road or sea? Aug 30 13:44:41 If we go by sea and he heads for Londinium, we'll be moving towards eachother, rather than being behind him the whole time Aug 30 13:45:00 * HH nods Aug 30 13:45:24 What day is the citizenship? Aug 30 13:45:40 Wednesday Aug 30 13:46:14 * HH nods Aug 30 13:46:20 Saturday to sail? Aug 30 13:46:31 * Morgan looks surprised Aug 30 13:46:41 Against superstition? Aug 30 13:46:54 * HH thinks Aug 30 13:47:18 Thought it was just Thursday and Friday. You do Saturday too? Aug 30 13:48:41 Doesn't bother me Aug 30 13:49:22 I can understand you wanting to be here for Molly, but the longer we leave it, the harder it'll be Aug 30 13:49:53 I know. Saturday then. Aug 30 13:50:42 * HH nods Aug 30 13:51:14 Gonna be kicking our heels til then, but gives Sorgi time to get the crew and ship ready Aug 30 13:52:23 * Morgan nods Aug 30 13:52:30 I've asked for them to dock in Tawstock Aug 30 13:54:13 * HH nods Aug 30 13:54:44 Want me to go an' see Sorgi tomorrow? Or is Claudia gonna want to go? Aug 30 13:55:27 Oh, we're all going. Molly can turn people inside out to protect herself and our loved ones if needs be. She's already said if she gets word of Dau coming here, they'll be whisked off somewhere safe Aug 30 13:56:28 I meant to tell Sorgi about going on Saturday and if Claudia would want to see him herself Aug 30 13:57:13 Claudia may well want to go actually... we'll see... Have I told you what needs to happen before Dau can be punished? Aug 30 13:57:28 Tell me again t' be safe Aug 30 13:57:58 We need him to sign a new will, and have it witnessed, saying that Prachtig goes to his sister to rule Aug 30 13:58:15 * HH nods Aug 30 13:58:18 Alright Aug 30 14:01:42 Sure Inga will be safe? Aug 30 14:02:25 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:02:41 I won't demand you come if you are that worried though Aug 30 14:04:29 No, but it's my duty t' check Aug 30 14:04:36 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:04:59 ask her, I'm sure she can put your mind at ease Aug 30 14:05:02 * HH looks at Morgan Aug 30 14:05:15 Literally inside out? Guts an' all? Aug 30 14:05:21 * Morgan shrugs Aug 30 14:05:36 I've no idea... she could stop their hearts, that much I do know Aug 30 14:06:05 * HH shudders then cracks his neck Aug 30 14:06:22 Good, but only when she's on our side! Aug 30 14:07:05 Can you imagine a spy with her abilities, or an assassin? Aug 30 14:07:25 * HH nods Aug 30 14:08:27 That would be amazin'. Targets just dropping dead in crowded places, noone 'aving any idea it was anything but natural causes Aug 30 14:08:36 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:08:50 I need to tell you about something... Aug 30 14:08:58 * HH nods Aug 30 14:09:00 Go on Aug 30 14:10:12 Once we get our hands on Dau, he's... going to end up being very compliant, almost worryingly so. We won't need to coerce him to do anything at that point Aug 30 14:10:40 * HH looks intrigued Aug 30 14:10:49 What's she gonna do to him? Aug 30 14:11:49 She won't be there... we've got these daggers *he produces one from his coat* that carry something that makes the person on the receiving end do what they're told... Aug 30 14:12:08 * HH nods Aug 30 14:12:14 Like mind control? Aug 30 14:12:34 closer to hypnotism... Aug 30 14:12:46 * HH nods Aug 30 14:12:50 Alright Aug 30 14:13:16 It means we're going to have to stab him with it, and I didn't want you thinking I'd snapped and was trying to kill him Aug 30 14:13:25 * HH shrugs Aug 30 14:13:34 Wouldn' bother me if you did Aug 30 14:14:05 But it'd bother me in the long run, a plan is in place that'll mean he suffers more Aug 30 14:15:41 * HH nods Aug 30 14:15:58 I'll lay you out if you start pummelin' him then Aug 30 14:16:52 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:16:57 if needs be Aug 30 14:17:07 * HH grjns Aug 30 14:17:12 My pleasure Aug 30 14:18:03 * Morgan nods, rolling up the map and tucking it into his coat Aug 30 14:18:55 * HH gets up, stretching Aug 30 14:19:06 When you telling Molly? Aug 30 14:19:43 In the morning maybe... maybe later. We'll see how things go Aug 30 14:20:10 * HH nods Aug 30 14:20:18 I'll wait to tell Inga then Aug 30 14:21:22 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:22:39 * HH walks back through the house to the gallery door before putting on his hat. It's still raining, and he almost slips running across the grass, which just makes him laugh Aug 30 14:23:49 * Morgan follows along behind him, chuckling Aug 30 14:25:13 * HH sits back on the floor for cards after kissing Inga's cheek again. They're still working on the baby clothes, and Kurt and Claudia are still playing cards Aug 30 14:26:06 * Morgan hums to himself quietly for a few minutes Aug 30 14:27:41 E: If the baby is a girl,  I think she should be called Catherine. Aug 30 14:28:13 * Morgan looks at her Aug 30 14:28:17 if thats what you want Aug 30 14:28:28 **Molly smiles** I like it Aug 30 14:29:19 **Elsie nods** She could be Kitty for short, or Kit **Kurt looks up automatically** Aug 30 14:30:03 * Morgan glances at him Aug 30 14:30:27 **HH to Morgan: $Molly would be a better spy than him!$ Aug 30 14:30:39 **Kurt goes back to dealing Aug 30 14:30:54 $I'm a bit surprised by that$ Aug 30 14:31:20 * Morgan stretches Aug 30 14:31:23 HH: $Silly mistake$ Aug 30 14:31:36 I think I know roughly where our quarry is headed... maybe. Aug 30 14:32:42 **Kurt and Claudia seem particularly interested. Molly and Inga are looking at Elsie's knitting** Aug 30 14:32:50 K: where? Aug 30 14:33:35 I went digging at Rebecca DeBurghs cottage... she has other addresses under other names between Avebury and Londinium Aug 30 14:37:11 K: *he looks impressed* good work Aug 30 14:37:53 We think we need to sail to Londinium and work inwards, so if he's heading that way we're heading towards eachother rather than following him Aug 30 14:39:20 **This gets Molly and Inga's attention, and they glance at each other** Aug 30 14:39:39 K: You can visit all the addresses? Aug 30 14:40:16 We could use some assistance Aug 30 14:42:29 K: *he shuffles* I'll see what I can do, but all the people I would normally ask are already on the hunt. It will take at least three days to get word to them Aug 30 14:43:26 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:45:18 K: In the morning we can spend some time on it if you wish Aug 30 14:45:58 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 30 14:46:23 [what was that look about?] Aug 30 14:47:46 [Just commiserating, that's all] Aug 30 14:48:46 Dagget wants to be the estates manager Aug 30 14:49:31 **Molly frowns, and there's something almost protective in it** He isn't ready Aug 30 14:49:54 No, senior Aug 30 14:49:57 * HH watches Molly before picking up his cards Aug 30 14:50:23 **Molly nods** I am not surprised, it is a prestigious position Aug 30 14:51:52 I remain unconvinced Aug 30 14:52:26 **Molly nods** I agree Aug 30 14:53:22 [you're protective of John Dagget] Aug 30 14:54:17 [he needs time to grieve and find his bearings again, doesn't he?] Aug 30 14:54:52 [Yes. You were quick to jump to his defence though] Aug 30 14:55:33 [You have nothing to worry about. I would defend anyone in his position, and I think you must know why] Aug 30 14:56:55 Claudia... we're going to need to put someone in charge of training the guards while we are hunting our quarry Aug 30 14:57:48 C: **she thinks** Me you and Heinzharold travelling? Aug 30 14:58:59 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:59:16 C: Sorgi and Koen on the Rose? Aug 30 14:59:26 * Morgan nods Aug 30 14:59:38 C: Rousseau and Schulz staying? Aug 30 14:59:43 * Morgan nods Aug 30 15:00:06 Maybe Kurt would be able to assist in that, actually... Aug 30 15:00:20 **Kurt looks to Morgan** I could do that, certainly Aug 30 15:01:20 We'll start them off tomorrow Aug 30 15:03:26 **Kurt nods. Elsie waits for a quiet moment before saying: I was thinking Thomas for a boy? **Molly tilts her head slightly* M: It's a nice name Aug 30 15:03:39 * Morgan smiles slightly Aug 30 15:03:55 * Morgan watches Elsie Aug 30 15:05:10 You realise you don't need our approval? Aug 30 15:05:42 **Elsie shrugs** Noone else in the world cares about the baby Aug 30 15:07:50 **Molly smiles** I like Thomas, I've always thought it was a lovely name for a boy Aug 30 15:09:19 **Elsie smiles** Is that what you are going to call your son? Aug 30 15:09:33 He's already got a name Aug 30 15:09:56 **Molly looks confused** You mean Varick? Aug 30 15:14:25 * Morgan nods slightly, smirking Aug 30 15:14:51 E: I meant your next son Aug 30 15:16:37 **Molly shrugs** It is a long time away, we haven't properly discussed it Aug 30 15:18:06 * Morgan nods Aug 30 15:18:19 I think you should call him Morganson, so e'eryone knows his Father is our almighty overlord Aug 30 15:19:52 **Molly translates it for Elsie** Aug 30 15:20:56 **Elsie looks a bit puzzled but still smiles, Claudia is laughing** Aug 30 15:23:14 * Morgan raises an eyebrow briefly Aug 30 15:23:16 shut up HeinzHarold Aug 30 15:23:46 [In my first dream of having lots of children, I had a son from a drunken mistake at the Torrington estate,  he was called Thomas] Aug 30 15:24:09 [Thats... odd.] Aug 30 15:24:25 **HH nods, dealing the cards** Aug 30 15:24:45 [A coincidence...] Aug 30 15:25:03 [I don't really believe in them where we're concerned] Aug 30 15:25:28 [True enough] Aug 30 15:25:36 **Inga stands, smiling at the others before looking at her husband** If you'll excuse me, I'm going to retire now... **HH nods** I'll be up in a while, I'm going t' beat Morgan first. Aug 30 15:26:00 *Inga nods, looking at Molly. Molly smiles, rolling her eyes* Goodnight, Inga. Aug 30 15:26:09 goodnight Inga Aug 30 15:26:32 **Everyone else says goodnight to her Aug 30 15:26:52 **Claudia gestures to Morgan: $how did he miss that being an invitation?!$ Aug 30 15:27:33 $his dense act has become so engrained he cant stop it$ Aug 30 15:27:57 **Claudia coughs to conceal the laughter* Aug 30 15:29:02 **Kurt puts down his cards** I should be going too. Thank you for a wonderful evening, I bid you all goodnight Aug 30 15:31:48 * Morgan nods to him Aug 30 15:31:54 **Molly puts down her sewing and shows him to the door. Meanwhile HH keeps losing to Claudia** Aug 30 15:32:13 HeinzHarold... the cards clearly say you're not going to win... go to bed Aug 30 15:32:29 Another hand or two Aug 30 15:32:39 $What are you avoiding?$ Aug 30 15:33:10 $Eh? I'm not avoiding anything$ Aug 30 15:33:33 $Your wife made a fairly plain invitation to take her to bed$ Aug 30 15:33:55 * HH looks a bit confused $did she?$ Aug 30 15:34:13 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 30 15:35:04 C: $Disgusting that your face has given you so much advantage that you've never had to learn how to read when a woman wants to fuck you$ Aug 30 15:36:26 *he smiles briefly* $You wanna teach me?$ Aug 30 15:37:07 **Claudia rolls her eyes but she's smiling** $Go to bed, you idiot$ Aug 30 15:38:45 * HH stands up, saying goodnight in both Eisen and Avalonian before going. Molly comes in from the kitchen just after he's gone out the back door Aug 30 15:39:11 * HH is now known as Molly Aug 30 15:39:32 Oh, has Heinzharold gone to bed? Aug 30 15:39:42 finally Aug 30 15:39:49 * Molly smiles Aug 30 15:39:52 Good Aug 30 15:40:55 **Elsie is the next to go to bed, and Molly tidies away the half finished baby clothes whilst Morgan and Claudia play cards** Aug 30 15:41:29 C: I'll be out of your way soon, just going to give Casanova in there ten minutes Aug 30 15:42:20 * Morgan nods Aug 30 15:42:36 it'd almost serve him right, being that slow on the uptake Aug 30 15:42:50 C: bloody idiot Aug 30 15:46:44 * Molly has finished everything by the time Claudia goes, and is taking off her apron after shutting the back door Aug 30 15:47:04 Well, my love, are you going for your walk around now? Aug 30 15:48:14 I feel I should, but I rather think we have things to discuss first Aug 30 15:49:47 * Molly nods Aug 30 15:50:22 * Molly sits on the floor by the fire, warming her hands Aug 30 15:50:37 What would you like to discuss? Aug 30 15:50:52 My leaving... Aug 30 15:54:15 * Molly nods, looking up at him Aug 30 15:54:25 It is not unexpected... Aug 30 15:56:01 I know... it will be saturday Aug 30 15:57:03 * Molly bites her lip Aug 30 15:57:29 Alright. I will see that all your clothes are ready for you to take. Aug 30 15:57:52 I know you don't wish me to go this week, but its our best chance of catching him Aug 30 15:58:02 * Molly nods Aug 30 15:58:08 I will be fine Aug 30 15:58:25 I've no doubt Aug 30 15:59:25 * Molly nods Aug 30 15:59:33 How long will you be away? Aug 30 16:01:42 Probably a few weeks, depending how fast we find him Aug 30 16:02:41 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 30 16:02:48 Alright, my love Aug 30 16:04:45 * Molly warms her hands again Aug 30 16:05:14 I think we should tell Varick tomorrow so he is forewarned Aug 30 16:05:25 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:05:27 I agree Aug 30 16:06:28 It will help him to have time with you before you go Aug 30 16:07:04 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:07:07 aye Aug 30 16:12:18 Is there anything I can do or prepare for you for your journey that will help? Some letters, perhaps? Aug 30 16:12:32 Letters would be nice if you have the time Aug 30 16:13:50 I will make the time. As many as you wish Aug 30 16:16:07 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:16:11 thank you Aug 30 16:16:17 * Molly smiles Aug 30 16:17:02 I will start on it tomorrow. How do you feel about the trip? Aug 30 16:17:46 I'm not looking forward to it Aug 30 16:18:15 * Molly nods Aug 30 16:18:30 It has been a long time since we spent so long apart Aug 30 16:19:05 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:19:07 aye it has Aug 30 16:19:15 * Molly stands up Aug 30 16:19:34 It will be fine. He needs to be apprehended and dealt with. Aug 30 16:20:14 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:22:43 Was there anything else we needed to discuss? Aug 30 16:23:09 Not unless you have something? Aug 30 16:23:18 * Molly shakes her head Aug 30 16:23:22 I do not think so Aug 30 16:25:20 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:26:18 In that case, I am going to prepare for bed, my love Aug 30 16:27:02 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:27:09 I'll join you Aug 30 16:28:04 You are not going to walk around? Aug 30 16:28:46 * Morgan sighs Aug 30 16:28:48 better had Aug 30 16:28:54 * Molly smiles Aug 30 16:29:02 You do not have to, my love Aug 30 16:29:18 * Molly hangs up her apron Aug 30 16:31:29 But will I be able to sleep if I dont? Aug 30 16:31:42 * Molly picks up a candle holder from the kitchen table, smiling a little Aug 30 16:31:55 A very good question... Aug 30 16:33:49 * Morgan sighs Aug 30 16:33:55 best do it, hadn't I Aug 30 16:37:56 Yes, liebling. You won't be settled until you have Aug 30 16:38:33 * Morgan nods, getting his coat and hat Aug 30 16:40:31 * Molly watches him fondly Aug 30 16:40:39 I will see you in a little while Aug 30 16:41:08 * Morgan nods Aug 30 16:41:11 I wont be long Aug 30 17:25:38 **Its quite chilly and rainy, though everything is as it should be. He's almost back when her thoughts spill over [I almost drop the book when he places the first kiss on my inner thigh just above my knee. "Read it aloud to me, blossom"] Aug 30 17:54:52 * Morgan blushes, heading into the cottage Aug 30 17:57:01 * Molly is reading when he gets there,  lying on her side. The sheet barely covers her breasts and the apex of her thighs. She's reading the book Elsie was reading the other day. Aug 30 17:57:31 It is still raining then? Aug 30 17:58:20 its Avalon Aug 30 18:00:23 * Molly nods, reading a little more Aug 30 18:02:44 whats that? Aug 30 18:03:21 * Molly smirks Aug 30 18:03:26 A book Aug 30 18:03:48 Odd that an Avalonian book contains the line 'read it aloud for me blossom' dont you think? Aug 30 18:04:02 * Molly blushes Aug 30 18:04:11 Oh! I... ummm. Aug 30 18:04:38 * Molly giggles Aug 30 18:04:45 That is not in the book Aug 30 18:05:07 So that came to mind by itself? How peculiar Aug 30 18:05:22 * Molly bites her lip Aug 30 18:05:41 Well, you have said before how varied and expansive my imagination is Aug 30 18:06:23 * Morgan nods Aug 30 18:06:28 thats true Aug 30 18:07:07 * Molly smiles Aug 30 18:07:26 I was just keeping myself amused whilst you were gone Aug 30 18:09:20 evidently... Aug 30 18:09:41 * Molly blinks a moment "I wasn't... I didn't mean like _that_!" Aug 30 18:09:49 * Molly blushes Aug 30 18:10:10 * Morgan chuckles Aug 30 18:11:40 * Molly puts in the bookmark Aug 30 18:11:59 Elsie let me borrow it. It has been a long time since I read in Avalonian Aug 30 18:13:22 taking some getting used to? Aug 30 18:14:02 * Molly nods Aug 30 18:14:07 Its a romance Aug 30 18:14:45 That doesn't surprise me really Aug 30 18:14:49 * Molly nods Aug 30 18:14:56 It's about a gentleman's daughter who is attracted to a priest, and him to her, but she doesn't want to live so frugally, so she ignores her heart and marries a minor noble. Aug 30 18:15:10 I'm sure that goes swimmingly Aug 30 18:15:27 Not from what Elsie says Aug 30 18:15:38 I figured Aug 30 18:15:46 The noble is embarrassed by her lack of nobility so won't take her to court. He makes a noble but impoverished widow his mistress, and spends all his money on her, leaving his wife both poor and abandoned in their community. Aug 30 18:16:53 * Molly gently sets the book on the side table Aug 30 18:17:12 sounds like typical noble nonsense Aug 30 18:17:22 * Molly nods Aug 30 18:17:35 Eventually she and the priest end up together Aug 30 18:18:00 * Morgan nods Aug 30 18:18:07 obviously... Aug 30 18:18:16 * Molly nods, yawning Aug 30 18:18:30 It would not be much of a romance if they didn't Aug 30 18:18:56 * Morgan nods Aug 30 18:19:17 What about your herbs and oil? Aug 30 18:19:33 Worked well without them so far... I'm beginning to think they made no difference Aug 30 18:19:42 * Molly nods Aug 30 18:20:41 I think you might be right Aug 30 18:21:31 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Aug 30 18:21:42 * Molly watches him with a smile, getting under the sheets Aug 30 18:22:35 Are you ready for me to sing to you...? Aug 30 18:22:50 * Morgan climbs into bed, moving against her Aug 30 18:25:44 * Molly moves to rest her cheek to his chest, her arm wrapped over his body Aug 30 18:25:53 What would you like to hear? Aug 30 18:26:18 * Morgan sniggers momentarily Aug 30 18:26:50 * Molly sits up slightly, watching his face with puzzlement Aug 30 18:27:11 I usually ask you what language you prefer...? Aug 30 18:27:42 No... I just had a thought, thats all Aug 30 18:27:54 * Molly smiles Aug 30 18:28:02 One that you would share? Aug 30 18:29:13 Just that I'd like to hear the noise you make when I am deep in your throat Aug 30 18:29:40 * Molly whimpers and goes bright red. She bites her lip Aug 30 18:30:00 I was not expecting that, mein sehnsucht Aug 30 18:30:40 I thought not Aug 30 18:32:05 * Molly kisses his lips softly a moment Aug 30 18:32:17 Your wish is my command... Aug 30 18:35:48 * Molly smiles at him Aug 30 18:36:14 * Morgan smiles Aug 30 18:36:37 I think I might teach Inga how to train herself to do it whilst you're all away, so she can surprise Heinzharold upon his return, what thinks you? Aug 30 18:37:08 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Aug 30 18:37:16 You want me to think about Inga right this moment? Aug 30 18:37:34 * Molly frowns playfully Aug 30 18:37:39 Absolutely not Aug 30 18:38:35 I do not wish you to ever be thinking of anyone else. I don't want you to even be able to think at all! Aug 30 18:39:05 Perhaps not mention others when you are about to do as you are about to do, hmmm? Aug 30 18:40:38 * Molly kisses him again, licking his lower lip teasingly before pulling away Aug 30 18:43:21 In that case, I'll keep my mouth shut, shall I? *she giggles* Aug 30 18:43:34 Not shut, exactly... full, perhaps? Aug 30 18:44:52 * Molly whimpers again, going down beneath the sheets until she is between his knees Aug 30 18:49:09 * Molly runs her hands over his stomach, his hips, his thighs, everywhere but the crucial area Aug 30 18:49:22 * Morgan fidgets Aug 30 18:50:00 * Molly follows this same route, but with her mouth Aug 30 18:53:15 * Morgan shudders Aug 30 18:55:58 * Molly runs her tongue in one long slow lick from low down at his root right to his tip Aug 30 18:56:22 * Morgan frowns deeply Aug 30 18:58:10 * Morgan groans deeply Aug 30 18:58:15 Are you ready, my love? Aug 30 18:58:33 * Morgan nods Aug 30 18:58:34 aye Aug 30 19:00:03 * Molly spends only a few moments making him slick below parting her lips around his head, sinking lower and lower until he meets the familiar resistance of her tonsils Aug 30 19:00:54 * Morgan breathes shallowly Aug 30 19:02:16 * Molly pushes onto him and retreats repeatedly so he is entering shallowly but repeatedly at that tight point. She moans softly when she can exhale. Aug 30 19:03:29 * Morgan grunts in time to get rhythm Aug 30 19:04:20 * Molly slides right the way down suddenly, taking him in as deep as she can. It's not quite as deep as the night on the Rose where they were laid top to toe though Aug 30 19:04:48 * Morgan inhales deeply, before holding his breath Aug 30 19:07:35 * Molly strokes her hands over his hips and thighs, finding a good pattern of very long but slow strokes that take him from just in her mouth where her tongue stimulates the underside of his hardness right through to where her nose is pressed firmly against his pubic bone, and then back out again Aug 30 19:10:54 * Morgan grunts and groans in time to her ministrations Aug 30 19:11:51 * Molly takes a brief moment to talk whilst letting her lips play across his swollen flesh Aug 30 19:12:00 You wish me to touch myself? Aug 30 19:12:40 * Morgan nods Aug 30 19:12:42 yes Aug 30 19:14:38 * Molly resumes what she was doing, but he can no longer feel her right hand on his body and can feel the movement of her right arm nudging against his thigh rapidly Aug 30 19:16:57 * Morgan places a hand on her hair Aug 30 19:18:07 * Molly sinks her throat down around him, enveloping his erection with tight soft heat. At the fullest depth, she grinds to him with the sort of movement he has used when he has held her head. The little noise of pleasure she makes becomes a fluttery feeling and an almost hum against him. Aug 30 19:18:47 * Morgan groans, holding her in place Aug 30 19:19:26 * Molly extends her tongue along his underside and onto the tight crinkled skin of his balls, gently moving it side to side Aug 30 19:20:33 * Morgan grinds himself into her Aug 30 19:24:01 * Molly 's arm movements increase, and he can feel the bed move and shift as she rhythmically fidgets. She becomes less teasing, more focused, making the penetration of her throat faster and harder. Most of her moans are now felt more than heard as he is buried into her Aug 30 19:24:45 * Morgan starts moving against her while holding her head in place Aug 30 19:29:33 * Molly suddenly tenses firmly as she peaks beneath her frantic, wet fingers. This makes her throat tighten further too, and the sound she makes is loud and intense as well as being somewhat suppressed by his cock, the air not able to properly escape. It only makes her push onto him with desperate enthusiasm whilst her body floods with pleasure, demanding that he joins her and shares the intensity of her climax Aug 30 19:31:40 * Morgan swells inside her throat before losing himself in his own climax Aug 30 19:34:28 * Molly peaks again at this, staying as deep as she can. She revels in the strong pulses she can feel against her tongue as his manhood twitches within her mouth and throat Aug 30 19:36:28 * Morgan lifts her head before shoving it back down, holding her in place for a few moments before letting her go Aug 30 19:38:18 * Molly stays there a few moments longer Aug 30 19:40:53 * Molly gently licks him, removing the last traces of his release from him Aug 30 19:41:14 * Morgan lays back, breathless Aug 30 19:41:44 * Molly moves up to him, gently stroking his hair tenderly Aug 30 19:41:50 Are you alright? Aug 30 19:42:03 * Morgan nods Aug 30 19:42:05 oh yes Aug 30 19:42:26 * Molly nods, smiling Aug 30 19:42:53 Alright, that's good. Aug 30 19:44:07 * Molly settles down, head on his chest Aug 30 19:44:19 And you heard what you wished to? Aug 30 20:38:40 * Morgan nods Aug 30 20:38:42 very much so Aug 30 20:39:21 * Molly nods Aug 30 20:39:28 I am glad to please you Aug 30 20:42:43 **she relaxes against him** I will miss it very much whilst you're away Aug 30 20:43:43 I'm glad we are more... normal now Aug 30 20:44:00 * Molly nods Aug 30 20:44:22 I was concerned you would feel unable to put your hands on me that way Aug 30 20:46:24 I know you were Aug 30 20:46:46 How could you tell? Aug 30 20:48:17 you said so my love Aug 30 20:48:36 * Molly nods against his chest Aug 30 20:48:47 I like it when you do so Aug 30 20:49:04 do what? Aug 30 20:49:40 Put your hands on my head like that, hold me to you or pull me deeper Aug 30 20:49:57 that surprises me a little Aug 30 20:50:09 Why, liebling? Aug 30 20:50:33 I am... preventing you from breathing... Aug 30 20:51:16 Well, yes, I suppose so, but I am never scared by it. I find it relaxing Aug 30 20:52:22 I find that... unusual Aug 30 20:53:26 I find it quite unusual that you wish to, when you think of it as preventing me from breathing Aug 30 20:54:59 The pleasure is... hard to ignore Aug 30 20:56:50 * Molly smiles Aug 30 20:57:15 I like that. I would tell you if I wished you to let go Aug 30 20:57:22 * Morgan nods Aug 30 20:58:05 It's enjoyable for me to receive like that Aug 30 21:00:18 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:00:20 I am glad Aug 30 21:00:45 Your desire to hold me like that troubles you? Aug 30 21:02:01 some... its...not what I am used to feeling Aug 30 21:02:32 * Molly takes a deep breath Aug 30 21:03:14 That's alright though. We are learning together Aug 30 21:08:15 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:08:23 you are surprised to feel that way also? Aug 30 21:08:37 In what regard? Aug 30 21:09:51 that you enjoy it... Aug 30 21:10:14 * Molly is quiet a minute, thinking it through Aug 30 21:10:38 No... I don't think I am... Aug 30 21:12:33 * Morgan nods slightly Aug 30 21:12:35 alright Aug 30 21:12:40 It's a little complicated. I have no previous experience, and much of my knowledge about physical intimacy came from the girls on the Coral. Aug 30 21:13:52 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:13:58 complicated is right... Aug 30 21:14:44 I think I am more surprised by you than by myself! I had preconceptions that got broken, and then broken again. Aug 30 21:15:03 * Morgan frowns Aug 30 21:15:08 that is a problem? Aug 30 21:16:13 Not at all. I am learning, as are you. We are, I hope, learning things that make us more, rather than less, compatible? Aug 30 21:18:56 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:19:03 seems that way doesn't it Aug 30 21:19:45 * Molly nods, then she's quiet a moment before saying "Liebes herz?" Aug 30 21:21:37 blossom? Aug 30 21:21:40 Do you ever wish I had come to you with more of a past, or with more experience? Aug 30 21:22:53 No, why would I? Aug 30 21:23:14 I did not know if it might have made things less complicated Aug 30 21:23:48 I dont see how Aug 30 21:23:56 * Molly shrugs Aug 30 21:24:18 Discussing the past may have been easier if I had a past too Aug 30 21:26:56 I dont believe so Aug 30 21:27:04 * Molly nods Aug 30 21:27:11 Alright, liebling Aug 30 21:30:02 Several weeks without you is going to be most frustrating Aug 30 21:30:48 I know what you mean Aug 30 21:31:29 I suppose it will just be like it was for me in the week before we wed Aug 30 21:32:15 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:32:25 I found that difficult Aug 30 21:33:45 It was very dreadfully difficult... I wanted to do so many things with you, and instead had to settle for doing things alone *she giggles* Aug 30 21:35:38 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:35:45 I shall think of that while I am gone Aug 30 21:36:16 * Molly smiles Aug 30 21:36:32 Of me doing such before our wedding? Aug 30 21:37:06 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:37:54 I may write a little about those first few times in my letters, if you would like that? Aug 30 21:41:11 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:41:13 please Aug 30 21:41:23 * Molly yawns Aug 30 21:41:54 Perhaps I will write you twenty eight different night time letters for you to think on whilst you are away Aug 30 21:42:19 I don't think you'll have time my love Aug 30 21:42:49 You underestimate how easy it is for me to think inappropriate things about you, my love Aug 30 21:43:33 I was more thinking how long they'd take to write Aug 30 21:44:21 They might not be very long. But if I kept a list of what I had written about, you would know what I was thinking of alone in our bed each night Aug 30 21:47:48 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:48:25 That would please you? Aug 30 21:49:28 Very much Aug 30 21:50:03 That is what I shall do then, my love, and we will hope you do not need to read all twenty eight Aug 30 21:50:44 * Molly giggles Aug 30 21:51:18 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:51:19 indeed Aug 30 21:51:21 You would be in a most sorry state after twenty eight nights without me... Aug 30 21:52:32 * Morgan nods Aug 30 21:52:36 yes... yes I would Aug 30 21:54:31 Maybe you sh-... no, I can't complete such a discussion without becoming ridiculously aroused by it! Aug 30 21:57:14 oh I rather think you should tell me Aug 30 21:58:02 * Molly giggles then moves, giving him a chaste kiss on the lips, and says teasingly "I rather think I should say good night, my love" Aug 30 21:58:30 If you need to blossom Aug 30 21:59:13 * Molly bites her lip, fidgeting and blushing Aug 30 22:01:13 I was... ummm... going to suggest that perhaps you should... umm... take matters in hand yourself *her brows come together with arousal, and he can feel her thighs press together beneath the sheets Aug 30 22:01:49 * Morgan nods Aug 30 22:01:58 I'd say there's a better than good chance of that Aug 30 22:02:25 * Molly whimpers, biting her lip again Aug 30 22:02:50 Mmmhmm... I like that Aug 30 22:02:59 oh really? Aug 30 22:03:21 * Molly nods, sounding a little breathless Aug 30 22:03:29 Oh yes, very much indeed Aug 30 22:04:55 * Morgan nods Aug 30 22:06:06 I think about that day beneath the tree often... Aug 30 22:06:53 * Morgan nods Aug 30 22:07:48 Now, we really should sleep before I think on it too much and become unable to do so Aug 30 22:08:38 * Molly breathes slowly and deeply Aug 30 22:08:42 * Morgan nods Aug 30 22:08:43 indeed Aug 30 22:09:01 Goodnight, my love Aug 30 22:09:28 goodnight blossom Aug 30 22:10:28 **she starts to sing, still a little fidgety to start with** Aug 30 22:11:22 ((Tries to sleep?)) Aug 30 22:11:30 ((yeah)) Aug 30 22:11:42 **Morgan is bloody cold, despite the little camp fire he has in front of him as he sits with his back to the tree. At least it is dry. He's changing over a bandage wrapped around his left hand, a strike he caught in a skirmish two days ago. Aug 30 22:11:42 **He's already built up a good set of scars for an 18 year old, but he hasn't yet faced down Kauffmann in the rain. He's on watch beneath the black sky and silvery stars. The clearness makes it feel bitter. Aug 30 22:11:42 **The twenty men asleep around him are as wrapped up as their measly kits allow them, supplemented by the animal skins they have recently hunted for themselves. He pours whiskey on the wound with a wince, and suddenly hears another wince in return, feminine sounding.** Aug 30 22:12:46 * Morgan frowns, looking around Aug 30 22:12:59 * Molly is looking around, rubbing her arms. Her underdress is white, off the shoulders. On top it's green, Eisen common style, with laced up slits that run right up to the neckline. Her dark red hair is unbound and shines in the firelight. Aug 30 22:12:59 **He recognises her; Molly, the girl of the blue ribbons, kisses in his bedroom, and who was grinding her thigh to his manhood and saying shocking yet arousing things to him in his hammock about wanting to take his virginity. He has wondered when he might get to dream her again. Aug 30 22:13:42 * Molly looks around then smiles at him "It's rather cold, my Lord…" Aug 30 22:13:56 It is... was... Aug 30 22:14:09 Was? Aug 30 22:15:19 I'm dreaming... so this is my past... Aug 30 22:44:22 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Aug 30 23:06:47 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Aug 30 23:06:47 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Aug 30 23:06:58 2021 Aug 30 23:06:58 * Now talking on #7thsea Aug 31 22:01:25 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Tue Aug 31 22:01:26 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Aug 31 22:01:50 2021 Aug 31 22:01:50 * Now talking on #7thsea Aug 31 22:04:21 **He falls asleep, having no clue that he is dreaming. Morgan is bloody cold, despite the little camp fire he has in front of him as he sits with his back to the tree. At least it is dry. He's changing over a bandage wrapped around his left hand, a strike he caught in a skirmish two days ago. Aug 31 22:04:22 **He's already built up a good set of scars for an 18 year old, but he hasn't yet faced down Kauffmann in the rain. He's on watch beneath the black sky and silvery stars. The clearness makes it feel bitter. Aug 31 22:04:22 **The twenty men asleep around him are as wrapped up as their measly kits allow them, supplemented by the animal skins they have recently hunted for themselves. He pours whiskey on the wound with a wince, and suddenly hears another wince in return, feminine sounding.** Aug 31 22:14:49 * Morgan looks round, hand going to his gun Aug 31 22:15:41 * Molly is looking around, rubbing her arms. Her underdress is white, off the shoulders. On top it's green, Eisen common style, with laced up slits that run right up to the neckline. Her dark red hair is unbound and shines in the firelight. Aug 31 22:15:41 **He recognises her from his previous dreams; Molly, the girl of the blue ribbons, kisses in his bedroom, and who was grinding her thigh to his manhood and saying shocking yet arousing things to him in his hammock about wanting to take his virginity. He has wondered when he might get to dream her again. Aug 31 22:18:04 what are you doing here? Aug 31 22:20:01 * Molly looks around then smiles at him "You are dreaming, and I have come to help you practice your control. It's rather cold, my Lord…" Aug 31 22:21:50 Not sure I can change the season... how about a coat? Aug 31 22:22:46 * Molly smiles Aug 31 22:22:54 How about I sit with you? Aug 31 22:22:59 of course Aug 31 22:24:11 * Molly comes over, and settles herself boldly on the ground between his knees with her back to his front. She glances over her shoulder at him Aug 31 22:24:18 Like this, my Lord? Aug 31 22:24:39 if it helps keep you warm, certainly Aug 31 22:25:07 Very generous of you to share your heat with me Aug 31 22:26:26 Least I could do Aug 31 22:26:59 * Molly smiles, wriggling back against him Aug 31 22:27:17 You will be able to concentrate? Aug 31 22:27:29 As well as any other time you are here... Aug 31 22:27:47 * Molly laughs softly Aug 31 22:27:55 Is that much? Aug 31 22:28:05 not really Aug 31 22:28:49 And we will have less interruptions? Aug 31 22:29:08 I'll try Aug 31 22:30:29 * Molly nods, resting further back on his chest which gives him a view down her dress and her crown near his nose Aug 31 22:31:04 What will you try to change first? Aug 31 22:31:29 what do you suggest? Aug 31 22:31:42 The fire perhaps... Aug 31 22:32:13 * Morgan nods, thinking about putting it out Aug 31 22:33:07 **They're suddenly in darkness, no moon but what looks like millions of stars above them Aug 31 22:33:18 Very romantic, my lord Aug 31 22:37:40 not too bad if I say so myself Aug 31 22:38:27 * Molly nods, placing her hand on his knee Aug 31 22:38:35 And some shooting stars? Aug 31 22:39:58 * Morgan concentrates Aug 31 22:42:38 **it starts slowly, but soon there are lots of trails across the sky** Aug 31 22:42:42 Beautiful Aug 31 22:43:11 * Morgan nods Aug 31 22:43:16 that is distinctly not bad Aug 31 22:43:37 Would you like to see something very special? Aug 31 22:44:18 aye Aug 31 22:45:13 * Molly concentrates. Ribbons of vibrant yellow, green and purple light glow and shift across the sky. Aug 31 22:45:41 now _that_ is beautiful Aug 31 22:45:53 * Molly nods, watching it Aug 31 22:46:39 It's lovely. It is not every night you get to see something so breathtaking, my lord Aug 31 22:46:58 I know, I've never seen it before Aug 31 22:47:25 * Molly nods Aug 31 22:48:07 Only Vesten, Ussura and the northern tip of Innismore usually Aug 31 22:48:23 * Morgan nods Aug 31 22:48:50 Are you cold? Aug 31 22:49:05 Not particularly, not anymore Aug 31 22:49:16 * Molly nods Aug 31 22:49:34 I am getting nicely warmed up sitting with you like this Aug 31 22:49:56 its quite comfortable isn't it Aug 31 22:50:47 * Molly laughs softly, fidgeting her bottom against him Aug 31 22:50:54 For the moment at least... Aug 31 22:51:12 * Morgan blushes, laughing Aug 31 22:51:14 well, yes Aug 31 22:51:47 **There's a rustling noise from behind him Aug 31 22:52:04 * Morgan twists round to look Aug 31 22:52:58 **one of the men is sat looking at the aurora, and whispers** Hey, Koertig, you seein' this? Aug 31 22:53:11 * Morgan nods Aug 31 22:54:20 * Molly tilts her head a little, the coloured light illuminating her revealed neck. She speaks quietly Aug 31 22:54:33 Are you getting in your own way again? Aug 31 22:55:38 its like my mind can't let go of what would happen... Aug 31 22:57:08 Intriguing... I'd like you to explain that further Aug 31 22:57:45 * Molly strokes an idle hand up his outer thigh Aug 31 22:58:22 well... if I wasn't dreaming, it'd be a reasonable thing to expect someone to see that and be agog... Aug 31 22:58:36 * Molly nods Aug 31 22:59:06 And for your commander to come and shout at you? Or stormy weather? Aug 31 23:00:44 disturbing the others sleep, its a reasonable thing... stormy weather I'm not sure about. Aug 31 23:03:43 In the dream in your hammock where we were... interrupted Aug 31 23:05:48 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:05:50 yes Aug 31 23:06:04 * Molly squeezes his thigh now Aug 31 23:06:28 Perhaps you should put your man back to sleep? Aug 31 23:06:52 * Morgan concentrates Aug 31 23:07:20 **There's a huh noise, then the fidgeting of a man lying down** Aug 31 23:08:04 You can alter anything. The more you practice, the stronger you will become Aug 31 23:09:02 I dont understand why its so important Aug 31 23:09:40 It will help you in the future. You could even make me disappear, if you wished Aug 31 23:10:49 * Morgan mutters Aug 31 23:10:52 don't see that happening Aug 31 23:11:05 * Molly laughs quietly Aug 31 23:11:19 I am where you wish me to be, my Lord,? Aug 31 23:11:46 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:11:49 quite Aug 31 23:12:35 Not more like... *she runs her hand up the inside of his thigh* this? Aug 31 23:13:44 well, yes Aug 31 23:13:50 **He hears another noise. It is more stealthy than the noise of his comrade** Aug 31 23:14:26 I have noticed it seems to be when we are... closer, that the interruptions come more often Aug 31 23:14:46 * Molly nods Aug 31 23:15:32 I have noticed that also. Would you prefer I do not touch you this way? **she squeezes his inner thigh** Aug 31 23:16:28 No, not really Aug 31 23:16:31 **the noise gets closer, it sounds like paws in the scattered snow and frozen grass** Aug 31 23:16:45 * Morgan looks around Aug 31 23:17:41 * Molly moves her hand higher, right at the top of his thigh. He can see what is probably a wolf's shadow at the treeline Aug 31 23:18:35 * Morgan concentrates on removing the wolf Aug 31 23:19:13 **it disappears, but in the distance there's the howling noise of wolves communicating Aug 31 23:19:26 Very good, you are definitely improving Aug 31 23:19:59 slowly, aye Aug 31 23:20:35 Before too long, you will perhaps be strong enough that you will no longer need my guidance any more Aug 31 23:20:54 And then you will leave me? Aug 31 23:21:12 Then you will not need me Aug 31 23:22:21 * Morgan frowns Aug 31 23:22:27 I cant' say I like that idea Aug 31 23:23:35 * Molly turns her head, pressing a kiss on his jawline Aug 31 23:24:02 I'm not going anywhere just yet Aug 31 23:24:08 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:24:56 You cannot be attached to me, my lord? Aug 31 23:26:28 can I not? Aug 31 23:27:20 * Molly runs her hand over his crotch, and the aurora starts to cloud over Aug 31 23:27:40 Just a dream girl... a nocturnal visitor... Aug 31 23:28:31 I suppose so Aug 31 23:28:52 But you enjoy me? Aug 31 23:29:15 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:29:19 very much Aug 31 23:29:27 **it starts to rain** Aug 31 23:30:47 And I you Aug 31 23:31:08 * Morgan concentrates on the rain Aug 31 23:31:37 **it lessens but doesn't stop** Aug 31 23:32:19 that seems a bit too big a challenge Aug 31 23:32:46 That means I'll have to visit you more then, hmm? Aug 31 23:33:17 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:33:20 seems that way Aug 31 23:33:37 You will be waking very soon Aug 31 23:33:58 * Morgan sighs, nodding Aug 31 23:33:59 alright Aug 31 23:34:16 That is a shame? Aug 31 23:34:49 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:36:06 * Molly fidgets, turning to kiss him "perhaps next time we will have more time..." Aug 31 23:38:41 or less interruptions... Aug 31 23:39:30 * Molly nods, stroking him again Aug 31 23:39:52 Long enough for me to pleasure you... Aug 31 23:40:55 I look forward to it Aug 31 23:41:11 * Molly licks his lower lip Aug 31 23:41:20 I'll see you again, my lord Aug 31 23:41:32 * Morgan nods Aug 31 23:41:35 alright Aug 31 23:42:50 **The aurora gets really bright and then winks out, leaving everything dark. He realises the darkness is the bedroom, and he is awake Sep 01 04:05:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 01 12:49:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 01 12:50:34 **he estimates it's about two hours before dawn. Molly is asleep in his arms. Sep 01 12:51:04 * Morgan lays still for a while before deciding to get up Sep 01 12:53:03 * Molly murmurs "it's too long" Sep 01 12:53:24 * Morgan sniggers slightly Sep 01 12:56:16 * Molly murmurs again "no, it's too much" Sep 01 12:56:52 * Morgan frowns, trying to get a read on her feelings Sep 01 12:58:17 * Molly feels mildly frustrated, but not scared or hurt Sep 01 12:59:25 * Morgan watches her for a while, while getting clothes on Sep 01 13:00:32 * Molly mumbles "Make it shorter" Sep 01 13:01:04 * Morgan sits down on the bed before trying to enter her dream Sep 01 13:04:09 * Molly is stood in a dress makers, wearing a very sheer pale blue negligee that's so long it pools around her feet. The dressmaker looks disapproving. "Your Grace, it should either be nearly transparent _or_ short. If it is both, your husband will think you look like a whore" Sep 01 13:05:16 * Morgan rolls his eyes Sep 01 13:06:51 * Molly tilts her chin up "You will either shorten it or I will find some scissors and see to it myself. My husband's opinion is none of your business." Sep 01 13:10:32 * Morgan smiles slightly, withdrawing from the dream and getting up Sep 01 13:11:47 **It's raining heavily, hardly a surprise. The big cottage is very quiet and the sky is still black** Sep 01 13:12:14 * Morgan makes himself some coffee, staring out of the window Sep 01 13:17:53 **It's very peaceful, giving him time to think over the fact that in four days he is going to be leaving them behind** Sep 01 13:18:24 * Molly is now known as Claudia Sep 01 13:19:09 * Claudia lets herself in the back door about twenty minutes before dawn when the sky is grey rather than black Sep 01 13:20:24 Got coffee? Sep 01 13:21:53 * Morgan points to the jug Sep 01 13:24:18 * Claudia pours some Sep 01 13:24:31 Bad night? Sep 01 13:24:55 No... just woke up a couple of hours ago and figured that it was for the night Sep 01 13:24:58 you? Sep 01 13:27:30 Heinzharold doesn't realise how thin the walls are Sep 01 13:29:03 ah Sep 01 13:29:09 Would you like me to inform him? Sep 01 13:30:09 * Claudia shrugs Sep 01 13:30:16 I'll tell him later Sep 01 13:31:47 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 01 13:31:49 as you wish Sep 01 13:32:03 That's why I'm in here, not next door Sep 01 13:32:44 there was me thinking you'd come to spend time with me Sep 01 13:33:20 No. Come to avoid that. Was bad enough last night! Sep 01 13:33:59 I'll try not to be too hurt Sep 01 13:34:12 * Claudia nods Sep 01 13:34:25 How are you? Sep 01 13:34:37 alright. Not relishing leaving them here Sep 01 13:37:45 * Claudia nods Sep 01 13:37:53 Figured you'd be apprehensive Sep 01 13:38:04 * Morgan nods Sep 01 13:40:04 Can't take them, unless you want a baby born on your ship Sep 01 13:40:21 No, they need to stay here in case more help is needed Sep 01 13:41:39 * Claudia nods Sep 01 13:42:02 Besides, if we're going to be hauling that swine aboard it could get ugly Sep 01 13:45:38 * Morgan nods Sep 01 13:46:15 We need to bring him back here so he can face his punishment... but we need him to sign a new will first Sep 01 13:49:56 * Claudia grins Sep 01 13:50:04 Beat him just a little? Sep 01 13:51:33 depends. We need to look like we've not coerced him Sep 01 13:53:13 Plenty of places to beat him that won't be noticeable Sep 01 13:53:28 true Sep 01 13:54:37 Its enjoyable, you should try it Sep 01 13:54:54 * Morgan shrugs Sep 01 13:55:01 I'm going to watch him getting gutted, I can wait Sep 01 13:56:18 * Claudia drinks some coffee Sep 01 13:56:25 Looking forward to it? Sep 01 13:58:56 * Morgan shrugs Sep 01 13:59:15 Not entirely sure Sep 01 14:00:35 You've seen it before though, on battlefields Sep 01 14:00:47 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:01:11 I'm not entirely sure that I'm pleased that I'm keen to get it done. Battle is one thing, but... I don't know Sep 01 14:05:42 * Claudia sniffs Sep 01 14:06:54 He deserves it. I'd prefer it done to a monster like him that some fifteen year old lad who thought War would make him a man but charged at the wrong Objectionist with a sharp sword Sep 01 14:07:21 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:07:27 yes he does... I've no qualms about that Sep 01 14:07:39 So what's your issue? Sep 01 14:08:00 * Claudia sips the coffee again, watching the rain Sep 01 14:08:12 I'm not keen on the fact I'm looking forward to seeing him suffer Sep 01 14:08:27 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:09:17 It's natural. He didn't hurt your wife, but it probably feels like he did? Sep 01 14:10:34 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:10:42 he would have, had he not been diverted Sep 01 14:12:59 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:13:39 Natural that you want to hurt him then Sep 01 14:13:44 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:18:22 * Claudia shrugs Sep 01 14:18:55 Always going to be some savagery in a man where is woman and offspring are concerned Sep 01 14:19:02 His* Sep 01 14:19:06 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:19:08 I suppose so Sep 01 14:19:25 Besides, you're Eisen. Sep 01 14:19:51 the catch all for 'I'm going to kick your head off' Sep 01 14:20:30 * Claudia grins Sep 01 14:20:53 It's in our blood. Can't be blamed for it Sep 01 14:21:32 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:25:59 Can't fight against your nature too much, it'll only make you miserable Sep 01 14:26:14 fairly sure thats considered to be my natural state Sep 01 14:27:05 Fighting against yourself Sep 01 14:27:41 miserable... Sep 01 14:27:48 * Claudia laughs Sep 01 14:28:04 Grumpier than when I first met you Sep 01 14:28:44 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:31:40 Heinzharold hasn't changed much Sep 01 14:31:46 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:31:51 aye. Just as well really Sep 01 14:32:04 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:32:29 You're going to need his nonsense while we're away Sep 01 14:35:44 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:35:47 absolutely I am Sep 01 14:37:49 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:38:04 Looks like the sun's coming up Sep 01 14:38:38 Tough to tell with all this rain Sep 01 14:39:32 Ketch should have got the note there last night. Sorgi is likely to have set sail at first light. More than an hour to Tawstock. I can ride down and let him know what's going on, if you want Sep 01 14:40:12 * Morgan watches her a moment before nodding Sep 01 14:41:24 * Claudia watches him back Sep 01 14:41:27 What? Sep 01 14:43:48 Doesn't matter Sep 01 14:45:55 You think I just want to go to see Sorgi? Sep 01 14:47:02 Don't make an issue of it, Claudia, it really isn't important Sep 01 14:47:50 * Claudia shrugs Sep 01 14:48:09 I'll get moving then Sep 01 14:48:24 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:48:35 I suppose I'd best go for a wander Sep 01 14:50:31 * Claudia nods, finishing her coffee Sep 01 14:50:44 Wanting to leave early on Saturday? Sep 01 14:51:55 ish... I'd like some breakfast before we go hell for leather along the coast Sep 01 14:53:34 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:54:00 I'll pass that on. Provision for a few weeks to be safe? Sep 01 14:54:36 * Morgan nods Sep 01 14:54:47 Once we get where we're going we're going overland a fair bit anyway Sep 01 14:56:23 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:56:36 Where are we headed first? Sep 01 14:57:10 Londinium, try to hopefully get ahead of Dau Sep 01 14:58:38 * Claudia nods Sep 01 14:59:07 Anything you need bringing back from the ship? Sep 01 15:00:05 Not that I can think of Sep 01 15:00:36 * Claudia nods Sep 01 15:00:48 I'll be back later then Sep 01 15:00:58 * Morgan nods Sep 01 15:00:59 go steady Sep 01 15:01:15 * Claudia goes out the back door again to go into the cottage next door Sep 01 15:02:07 * Morgan pulls on a coat and hat, before guzzling the last of his coffee and heading out into the rain to walk the grounds Sep 01 15:02:47 **Everything looks fine, and there's a lucky break in the rain so most of his walk is dry Sep 01 15:04:20 **When he gets back to the cottage, he can hear the wives talking quietly through the open kitchen window, as well as smell food. Inga and Molly are making breakfast ((tries to listen, or interrupts?)) Sep 01 15:04:25 * Claudia is now known as Molly Sep 01 15:05:15 ))listen)) Sep 01 15:06:29 M: How do the two of you manage it? Sep 01 15:07:03 I: We talked about it quite early, when we started talking about consummating the marriage and I found out he was still a virgin Sep 01 15:07:35 ((Listens or interrupts?)) Sep 01 15:07:41 ((listens)) Sep 01 15:08:59 M: Did that surprise you? Sep 01 15:09:15 I: Initially it did, but once I got to understanding him better it didn't. What about you, have you talked about all of your pasts? Sep 01 15:09:31 ((Listens or interrupts?)) Sep 01 15:09:35 ((listens)) Sep 01 15:10:02 ((How much of his attention is on listening vs his surroundings?)) Sep 01 15:11:34 M: Somewhat, though it's very complicated. But I don't have a past, Morgan was the first man I properly kissed. Sep 01 15:17:27 ((waits)) Sep 01 15:19:02 **Heinzharold's footsteps is the grass are faint but familiar, and he strolls towards Morgan** Sep 01 15:19:08 I: I remember. Heinrich was the first I did. Sep 01 15:19:54 * Morgan backs up slightly before making some noise and opening the door Sep 01 15:20:20 M: Does that-... Oh, good morning, my love! Sep 01 15:20:29 ladies Sep 01 15:21:03 * Molly and Inga glance at each other. HH follows Morgan in Sep 01 15:22:16 HH grins, looking at the women then at Morgan: Luckiest men in th' world, aren't we? Sep 01 15:55:07 * Morgan nods Sep 01 15:55:09 aye Sep 01 16:04:51 * Molly and Inga are both blushing. HH comes to Inga, giving her a tight hug before sitting at the table. Sep 01 16:05:00 HH: Where's Claudia? Sep 01 16:05:11 gone to meet the Rose Sep 01 16:05:33 HH: Thought you had potential guards comin' at ten? Sep 01 16:06:10 * Molly puts food and coffee on the table Sep 01 16:08:00 I'm sure she'll be back Sep 01 16:10:28 * Molly calls up the stairs to Elsie and Varick Sep 01 16:10:59 HH: *he nods a little* Thought she'd be here wantin' to be involved. Sep 01 16:11:54 * Morgan shrugs Sep 01 16:11:59 if needs be we'll start them off Sep 01 16:14:25 * Molly looks at him Sep 01 16:14:41 I am going to go to the village this afternoon, my love Sep 01 16:15:56 oh? Sep 01 16:16:24 * Molly drinks some of her coffee Sep 01 16:16:58 I have been talking to Elsie about things she would like to do these next few weeks. One of them is to have a ball. Sep 01 16:17:39 **Inga sits beside Heinzharold, and he gives her a bite of his toast** Sep 01 16:18:39 a ball? Sep 01 16:20:08 HH: People pair up and move around music an' stuff Sep 01 16:21:48 * Morgan rolls his eyes slowly Sep 01 16:22:52 Just something small. I will ask Lady Catherine, but failing that perhaps we can all go to the Rose? Sep 01 16:27:43 I: Before they leave? Sep 01 16:27:51 * Molly nods Sep 01 16:28:27 I rather hope so, otherwise we will have to ask Her Grace to invite some other people Sep 01 16:28:45 **HH frowns slightly** Sep 01 16:33:10 Something bothering you? Sep 01 16:34:07 HH: **looks at Inga** Just the thought of my lil darlin in anyone else's arms *she smiles at this* Sep 01 16:34:49 * Molly smiles, looking at Morgan Sep 01 16:35:31 If we are having a ball, Elsie needs a dress, so I am going to see Mr Jameson. I also need a blank book to write in Sep 01 16:36:48 Right... Sep 01 16:40:41 [Fifty six letters will be tidier in a book than loose] Sep 01 16:41:11 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 01 16:58:09 **Varick comes down for breakfast, and with Elsie as well it's a busy affair which has Molly and Inga cooking extra. By half past nine the wives are cleaning whilst Elsie and Varick are out in the garden, and HH offers to go with Morgan to find Kit ready for the potential guards. Sep 01 16:58:25 **Kurt is already out in the courtyard swinging a sword around. There's no sign just yet of the potential guards. The ground has dried a little, and there's some mild sunshine. HH grins, looking at Morgan "surprise attack?"* Sep 01 17:00:19 * Morgan nods Sep 01 17:01:33 * Molly is now known as HH Sep 01 17:02:39 * HH pulls out his sword and sprints towards Kurt, yelling "Think fast, y' scurvy dog!" Sep 01 17:03:33 **Kurt almost trips over his own sword before grinning** Sep 01 17:07:41 * Morgan follows along slightly behind Sep 01 17:08:42 * HH immediately engages Kurt in sparring. Kurt is plenty good, but HH is definitely better than him. This leaves Morgan to pick a side Sep 01 17:10:10 * Morgan joins Kurt, but isn't sparring at anything like full tilt Sep 01 17:12:30 * HH has a good time, and can competently take both of them when Morgan isnt trying too hard Sep 01 17:17:31 **They do this for a little while, and its Morgan that first spots a group of about twenty local men watching them with open mouths Sep 01 17:20:05 * Morgan backs up, checking the time Sep 01 17:21:08 **his pocket watch says five minutes to ten Sep 01 17:22:43 * Morgan looks at the group, trying to tally them up against the men who came to him the previous day Sep 01 17:25:51 **there's a few more, but only five. HH sheaths his sword, bowing theatrically to Kurt who bows back to him** Sep 01 17:27:50 * Morgan walks to the group Sep 01 17:27:58 gentlemen... there seems to be more of you than yesterday Sep 01 17:32:39 **All five end up being blood relatives of the others once they start explaining** Sep 01 17:33:43 * Morgan nods Sep 01 17:33:51 alright... any of you have any fighting experience? Sep 01 17:37:57 **They look around each other** 1: Like fists and stuff? Sep 01 17:38:25 * Morgan nods Sep 01 17:38:32 fists, swords, spades... whatever Sep 01 18:18:27 **Most of them admit to at least a few brawls, but noone has had any form of military or guard experience. These are the sons of farmers and merchants in a peaceful land, Morgan's generation and younger, the part of the population Eisen has lost to unmarked graves to battlefield pyres* Sep 01 18:18:59 * Morgan nods Sep 01 18:19:49 Alright then... if you become guards here you'll be responsible for the safety of, primarily, her Grace, the estate and staff, and her guests... Sep 01 18:21:07 **They all nod* Sep 01 18:22:01 so, the first thing you need to learn is how to read people... so, I want you to look at myself and my friends and tell me... how armed are we? Sep 01 18:23:43 1: You've all got swords Sep 01 18:24:56 alright... we do... what else have we got? Sep 01 18:25:38 **they all look them over. Noone thinks they have anything else** Sep 01 18:26:23 * Morgan looks over at HeinzHarold and Kurt Sep 01 18:26:26 have anything else? Sep 01 18:29:23 * HH produces a knife from his boot Sep 01 18:29:59 **Kurt has two daggers from behind his back plus a pistol Sep 01 18:30:23 **The men look surprised by it* Sep 01 18:31:08 * Morgan nods slightly before opening his coat Sep 01 18:32:28 **They look shocked by this** Sep 01 18:34:05 As you can see, appearances can be very deceiving... Sep 01 18:35:07 2: That mean we aren't good enough? Sep 01 18:36:26 No... no no no, it means you've got things to learn, thats all. I need you to get rid of the idea that if a man doesn't look armed, he's not... Sep 01 18:37:26 **they all nod** Sep 01 18:37:49 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Sep 01 18:37:56 sword and knife please Sep 01 18:38:01 * Morgan holds out his hand Sep 01 18:38:40 * HH hands them over Sep 01 18:38:56 Alright, gentlemen... how armed is he now? Sep 01 18:40:27 **They talk, deciding en masse that he has his fists** Sep 01 18:41:16 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Sep 01 18:41:23 knees... elbows... head... Sep 01 18:41:53 **they nod again Sep 01 18:42:20 So even completely disarmed, people can be dangerous yes? Sep 01 18:43:42 **They say "yes, sir" Sep 01 18:44:02 * Morgan nods Sep 01 18:44:10 that means that you are always dangerous too... Sep 01 18:45:36 **they look at each other before nodding** Sep 01 18:47:23 * Morgan nods before handing the weapons back to HeinzHarold Sep 01 18:47:56 Kurt, would you and HeinzHarold start walking these gentlemen through some sparring while I go to the armoury Sep 01 18:48:39 * HH takes them. Kurt happily takes over, having to talk Avalonian to the men and then Eisen to Heinzharold Sep 01 18:50:51 * Morgan heads into the house towards the armoury to get swords and whetstones Sep 01 18:52:02 **The house is quiet. He can very faintly hear Varick laughing from the cottages Sep 01 18:53:59 * Morgan collects up the swords and heads back outside Sep 01 18:54:37 **The men are stood in a circle around Kurt and Heinzharold who are very slowly showing them some basic moves Sep 01 18:56:57 * Morgan distributes the swords without interrupting Sep 01 18:58:26 **The men quietly thank him one by one. Kurt and HH stop, waiting for Morgan to take over again Sep 01 18:59:37 The plan, gentlemen, is we are going to have you training every day... you will be taught by a woman until we need to leave, when Lieutenant Cristoban will take over. Anyone have an issue with that? Sep 01 19:00:59 **They all look like they think he's joking** Sep 01 19:01:30 HH: $I'm going to have to watch when they see her fight!$ Sep 01 19:02:18 Think about my reputation and consider if I'd joke about something that effects her Grace's safety... Sep 01 19:03:00 3: But a _woman_?! Sep 01 19:05:49 If that is a problem, leave the sword on the steps, you won't be required. Sep 01 19:06:11 **Noone moves** Sep 01 19:09:33 I want to be very clear here... I will employ the very best training to ensure her Grace's safety, and if that means you get taught by a woman, I will expect you to take that training without complaint, and with your best efforts Sep 01 19:11:24 4: don't mean to be rude, Master Hockridge, but women dont normally fight, so seems unlikely one could be good? Sep 01 19:12:31 Your reluctance is based on doubt she is that capable rather than her gender? Sep 01 19:13:05 4: Just not what we're used to. Sep 01 19:13:41 Then when she returns I will have her demonstrate her ability and that'll be the end of it, yes? Sep 01 19:14:38 **Everyone nods* Sep 01 19:16:17 Good... alright, my friend and I are going to show you some basic steps first, then I want you to pair off and practice them slowly. I don't want anyone getting stabbed. Sep 01 19:17:14 **They all get ready to watch. HH salutes Morgan** Sep 01 19:17:51 * Morgan does the same before slowly going through some basic attack and defence moves Sep 01 19:20:07 * HH easily follows what Morgan wants of him. Meanwhile Kurt is watching the men, looking for the amount of attention they are paying. Sep 01 19:22:49 * Morgan stops, looking to the men Sep 01 19:22:55 look achievable? Sep 01 19:23:43 **The men do get paired off and follow the instructions. Noone is instantly good, but noone is completely hopeless either. They do this for about fifteen minutes, and it becomes clear that their stamina for fighting will need work Sep 01 19:25:13 * HH stands beside Morgan Sep 01 19:26:00 It's like watching children. I was better than this while I was still crappin' my pants Sep 01 19:26:15 We were born into it Sep 01 19:26:24 * HH nods Sep 01 19:26:45 Babes of the War. Sep 01 19:26:50 * Morgan nods Sep 01 19:26:51 indeed Sep 01 19:27:25 Think they'll fall in line with Claudia? Sep 01 19:27:52 after she beats one, yes Sep 01 19:28:20 * HH nods Sep 01 19:28:37 Be good if tha' was you Sep 01 19:29:30 Because anyone who can beat me deserves listening to... Sep 01 19:30:15 B'cause it'd be funny Sep 01 19:31:08 * Morgan looks at him Sep 01 19:31:10 you're an ass Sep 01 19:31:45 * HH grins, watching Morgan Sep 01 19:31:53 An ass, y' say? Sep 01 19:33:52 oh god Sep 01 19:35:27 You're braaaay-king my heart, Morgan! Sep 01 19:36:24 shut up HeinzHarold Sep 01 19:37:10 * HH stays quiet for thirty seconds before making a very quiet donkey noise Sep 01 19:37:40 * Morgan thumps him Sep 01 19:40:01 * HH chuckles Sep 01 19:41:28 Inga was pesterin' me to find out how you an' Molly are doing. Tried distracting her, but it didn't work for long Sep 01 19:41:52 * Morgan nods Sep 01 19:41:54 we're alright Sep 01 19:42:42 * HH nods Sep 01 19:43:17 Alright. I'll tell 'er to stop worrying then Sep 01 19:44:08 * Morgan nods Sep 01 19:44:09 good Sep 01 19:45:39 * HH nods Sep 01 19:45:53 What y' thinking about the ball? Sep 01 19:47:16 Not sure its gonn' work... but we'll see. I'm sure her grace will allow us to use the hall Sep 01 19:48:30 * HH nods Sep 01 19:48:53 If it makes our girls happy an' takes their minds of us leaving... Sep 01 19:50:42 * Morgan nods Sep 01 19:50:43 aye Sep 01 19:52:24 How long is Claudia gonna be? Must be eleven by now Sep 01 19:52:42 ((2hr 40 travel, left before 8am)) Sep 01 19:52:47 I don't know, I figured she'd be back by now Sep 01 19:55:06 Wonder what's keepin' her... Sep 01 19:55:40 I'm... concerned Sep 01 19:55:51 * HH shrugs Sep 01 19:56:05 It'd take an army to take 'er down Sep 01 19:58:38 * Morgan nods Sep 01 19:58:45 I know Sep 01 19:59:38 Want me to go look for her? Sep 01 20:00:14 No, you and Kurt take care of this lot, get them a drink and whatnot, I'll go looking for her Sep 01 20:01:21 Keepin' them all afternoon? Sep 01 20:02:27 Keep 'em til 2 then send them home, back tomorrow morning Sep 01 20:03:55 Payin' them? Sep 01 20:04:12 They'll get paid at the end of the week Sep 01 20:05:51 * HH nods Sep 01 20:06:03 Leave it with us then Sep 01 20:07:00 * Morgan nods, heading off to get a horse Sep 01 20:07:30 **The one he rented a week ago is still there** Sep 01 20:07:59 * Morgan saddles it and mounts up Sep 01 20:09:34 **he has been riding about 45 minutes when he meets up with Claudia coming the opposite way* Sep 01 20:16:26 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 03 17:20:20 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 03 17:22:15 * Claudia looks fairly relaxed as she rides towards the house. She frowns slightly as she sees him Sep 03 17:22:25 Problem? Sep 03 17:25:55 Forgot the men were coming for their training, thought you'd be back sooner so was a little concerned, thats all Sep 03 17:33:11 * Claudia shrugs Sep 03 17:33:20 Figured you could handle it Sep 03 17:36:27 Everything alright? Sep 03 17:45:42 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 03 18:09:59 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 03 18:10:02 Fine. Sorgi was concerned about how you're doing and wanted to catch up about the last few days Sep 03 18:10:20 about how I'm doing? Sep 03 18:20:24 * Claudia nods, bringing her horse alongside him Sep 03 18:20:58 Last he saw you was to have that talk about having a nightmare about all of this Dau stuff Sep 03 18:21:11 * Morgan nods Sep 03 18:21:13 ah yes Sep 03 18:21:36 * Claudia looks at him Sep 03 18:22:09 So how _are_ you doing? I told him you seemed more settled, Molly and Heinzharold too Sep 03 18:22:48 * Morgan nods Sep 03 18:22:52 I'm alright Sep 03 18:26:53 * Claudia nods Sep 03 18:27:32 He's going to get some maps and things organised and get ready for sailing on Saturday Sep 03 18:27:43 * Morgan nods Sep 03 18:27:44 good Sep 03 18:28:19 He's missing you all Sep 03 18:30:00 That's... something of a surprise I suppose Sep 03 18:31:49 * Claudia shakes her head Sep 03 18:32:24 Sorgi is very attached to you all, Molly in particular, probably from the healing Sep 03 18:32:33 us... Sep 03 18:35:10 What? Sep 03 18:35:25 he's attached to _us_ all... Sep 03 18:38:26 * Claudia shrugs Sep 03 18:38:29 Alright Sep 03 18:43:29 * Claudia watches him Sep 03 18:44:02 Are you making a point that Sorgi is attached to me? Sep 03 18:44:21 Only in the sense as he is the rest of us Sep 03 18:44:38 except, as you say, Molly Sep 03 18:46:09 * Claudia nods Sep 03 18:46:31 Don't take that wrong. It's like a paternal thing. Sep 03 18:46:39 * Morgan nods Sep 03 18:46:41 I know Sep 03 18:49:48 How many potential guards have you got? Sep 03 18:51:30 about twenty... they're skeptical you'll be worth listening to, naturally Sep 03 18:52:52 They usually are until someone is put on the floor Sep 03 18:53:05 * Morgan nods Sep 03 18:53:12 or you can face me... that'd put the wind up em Sep 03 18:55:12 * Claudia nods Sep 03 18:55:17 I might do that Sep 03 18:55:30 They're already terrified of me... Sep 03 18:58:47 Good. Are they going to be any good? Sep 03 18:59:12 eventually maybe... their stamina is awful, and not a single one of 'em has ever picked up a sword til now Sep 03 19:01:17 * Claudia groans Sep 03 19:01:39 You think that Lieutenant has any chance of making something of them? Sep 03 19:02:00 He's pretty good Sep 03 19:03:25 * Claudia nods Sep 03 19:03:50 We have a few days before we go, drill them hard and they might stand a chance Sep 03 19:05:16 Thats what I was thinking, aye Sep 03 19:07:52 Rare to have to train the completely clueless. I'm used to training up personal armies with at least half ex-military Sep 03 19:09:09 As I said to HeinzHarold, we were born into it... babes of war, he says Sep 03 19:12:31 * Claudia nods Sep 03 19:12:59 Just who we are. These people seem wooly minded to me. Clueless. Dull. Sep 03 19:13:33 practical but with no experience of any actual conflict Sep 03 19:16:05 Bloody hopeless in a real conflict Sep 03 19:16:19 * Morgan nods Sep 03 19:17:49 How likely are they to face real danger here though? Sep 03 19:18:05 it varies. I faced some real horrors here Sep 03 19:22:41 Just have to train them as best we can Sep 03 19:23:25 * Morgan nods Sep 03 19:23:38 Kit can keep them practicing while we chase down Dau Sep 03 19:26:20 * Claudia nods Sep 03 19:26:26 Got a plan for that yet? Sep 03 19:27:05 aye, we get to where he's going before he does, catch him, bring him back, get him to sign the will, hand him off to be diced up Sep 03 19:29:15 * Claudia grins Sep 03 19:29:23 Know where we're going? Sep 03 19:29:44 You won't believe me... Sep 03 19:36:42 Dreamt it? Sep 03 19:37:01 no no no.... we're goin'... on a _boat_ Sep 03 19:37:55 * Claudia punches his arm in just the right spot to give him a deadarm Sep 03 19:38:21 You know what I meant, dont be an ass Sep 03 19:39:14 Found some documents for places his fiancee has lived it seems... so I thought we'd start at the far end and work our way along those Sep 03 19:39:45 Makes sense. Reckon we can find him? Sep 03 19:40:42 If anyone can its us Sep 03 19:42:47 Yes it is Sep 03 19:45:25 * Claudia rides quietly the rest of the way back, watching the men in the yard when she gets there. HH and Kurt seem to be getting on well. The prospective guards are doing better but they're clearly going to take a long time to be any good. She hands her horse to a groom before looking at Morgan "Got places to need to be?" Sep 03 19:45:39 Not really Sep 03 19:50:50 * Claudia nods. She strides up the steps, then stands at one end of the courtyard, head up, shoulders back and watches the men. Slowly they start paying attention. She fixes each in turn with a long unblinking stare, and they all start to look like schoolboys faced with a formidable teacher. Noone dares move and say anything, except for HH who grins at Morgan Sep 03 19:51:10 HH: $love it when she does this$ Sep 03 19:51:31 * Morgan wanders over to HeinzHarold, taking off his (surprisingly heavy) coat and handing it to him Sep 03 19:51:39 I think we're about to show that she should be listened to Sep 03 19:56:24 HH: Got rocks in yer pockets?! Sep 03 19:56:45 No... no rocks. Sep 03 19:57:33 * Claudia looks at them all. She has to concentrate to stitch together Avalonian Sep 03 19:57:47 Who would like to face me first? Sep 03 19:58:13 **they all look like they would rather hide** Sep 03 19:59:33 HH: why's it so heavy? Sep 03 19:59:49 You were dubious she had the necessary skill to teach you... Sep 03 20:01:26 **one man, the biggest of them, gets pushed forward. She looks at him disparagingly, then salutes him. He does likewise. HH grins at Morgan* I already feel sorry for 'im Sep 03 20:02:24 **Kurt moves to Morgan's other side** Sep 03 20:02:50 All that going to teach them is she can beat someone who's never fought... she should face someone they respect... or fear... Sep 03 20:04:00 K: And if she beats one of us it undermines their faith in _us_, because she could beat us when they haven't been on the receiving end Sep 03 20:04:59 * Morgan looks at the men Sep 03 20:05:25 You already have respect in my ability, yes? Sep 03 20:05:55 **they all nod. Claudia puts her sword to her shoulder, watching Morgan* Sep 03 20:06:41 so... you need to see how good she is so you can respect her ability to train you... Sep 03 20:07:43 **Noone seems to want to own up to this Sep 03 20:08:08 Come along, trust needs to be fostered, and honesty is one of the steps to doing that Sep 03 20:10:00 **a quiet voice says** just unusual for a woman Sep 03 20:10:33 So we're going to have an issue regardless of her skill? Sep 03 20:11:07 Man: no, just dont see women with sword skills Sep 03 20:11:32 So once she displays her skill, you will follow her training? Sep 03 20:16:15 **there's nodding and yesses** Sep 03 20:16:41 * Morgan looks at Kurt Sep 03 20:16:58 I suppose it best be me Sep 03 20:17:26 K: *he nods* Sep 03 20:17:52 HH: *he grins* wonder if she'll kick you in the chest again Sep 03 20:17:58 * Morgan draws his falchion Sep 03 20:18:02 I rather hope not... Sep 03 20:18:24 HH: Al'ays good to watch Sep 03 20:19:20 * Morgan moves into a slightly more open space before saluting Claudia Sep 03 20:19:25 **Kurt quietly says to HH as Morgan goes** How good _is_ she? Sep 03 20:19:37 * Claudia salutes him back Sep 03 20:23:49 *The clash that ensues is a fast, brutal affair, light glinting off of swords moving quickly, their owners moving around eachother. The sound of steel upon steel rings out rapidly and repeatedly, the next impact coming before the echo of the first has returned. After two minutes of what looks like two people trying to murder eachother with great skill, they both step back, saluting eachother once more* Sep 03 20:29:12 **The men all stand with open mouths, staring at their instructors. HH looks at Kurt "That good. And better." Sep 03 20:30:25 * Morgan rolls his shoulders before putting up his sword and looking at the men Sep 03 20:30:35 I trust there will be no more doubts or issues about this? Sep 03 20:32:12 **"Yes, Master Hockridge" is the response all round** Sep 03 20:32:29 * Claudia also puts up her sword, watching them Sep 03 20:32:36 * Morgan looks them over Sep 03 20:33:20 My primary goal is to ensure the protection of her Grace. To do that, you need to be better. We're going to help you get better. It might not seem like it, but we want you to be as good as you can be. Sep 03 20:35:14 **They all nod* Sep 03 20:36:06 * Morgan nods, looking to Claudia Sep 03 20:36:07 all yours Sep 03 20:37:29 * Claudia nods Sep 03 20:37:57 Are you going now? Sep 03 20:38:49 Want rid of me? Sep 03 20:39:47 * Claudia shrugs Sep 03 20:40:06 Kurt can translate, if you need to be checking in Sep 03 20:40:18 * Morgan nods Sep 03 20:40:21 I'll be back before long Sep 03 20:43:01 * Claudia nods, motioning Kurt to her and they get to work. He can hear her loud instructions even as he gets around the side of the building Sep 03 21:21:26 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 04 19:17:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 04 19:20:49 * Molly is sweeping the kitchen when he gets back to their cottage, and on it is lots of dyed red hair. She's oblivious to the door opening, singing quietly in very ruralish Eisen a song that he heard her sing in the dream of the camp at Johstadt Sep 04 19:20:49 Bonnie lassie, will you gang with me/Bonnie lass, will ye lie near me?/I'll get all your ribbons reel/In the morning ere I leave ye/They had not been in bed an hour/An hour an' scarce a quarter/But the drums come sounding up the street/And then the beat was shorter Sep 04 19:20:49 * Molly mutters to the broom "I'm sure that's rather rude." Sep 04 19:21:42 I'm inclined to agree Sep 04 19:22:38 * Molly jumps Sep 04 19:23:16 Liebes herz! You scared me! **she laughs, setting the broom aside to watch him** Sep 04 19:25:36 * Morgan nods, looking at the hair before looking at hers Sep 04 19:26:30 * Molly 's hair is tightly fastened up, its impossible to tell Sep 04 19:26:45 Thats not yours is it? Sep 04 19:26:58 * Molly smiles a little Sep 04 19:27:05 No liebling Sep 04 19:27:50 * Molly holds out her hand to him Sep 04 19:30:01 * Morgan takes it, bringing it to his lips briefly Sep 04 19:30:59 * Molly smiles warmly, blushing Sep 04 19:31:15 I... have lost my train of thought now! Sep 04 19:33:19 * Morgan chuckles Sep 04 19:43:57 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 04 20:24:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 04 20:24:28 [20:17] * Molly squeezes his hand "It's not mine. I would not do more than the slightest trim for condition when I know you like it so much long..." Sep 04 20:24:53 * Morgan nods Sep 04 20:24:57 Elsie? Sep 04 20:28:58 * Molly nods Sep 04 20:29:40 She said she wanted it shorter, now that she does not need it to attract male attention Sep 04 20:29:50 * Morgan nods Sep 04 20:35:58 So Inga and I cut it short for her *she looks at the hair on the floor* There's no red left in it now Sep 04 20:37:18 * Morgan nods Sep 04 20:40:11 * Molly smiles Sep 04 20:40:29 I would appreciate it if you would compliment her upon it Sep 04 20:41:36 * Morgan frowns Sep 04 20:41:39 I'll see what I can do Sep 04 20:44:34 * Molly smiles Sep 04 20:44:46 I am not asking you to flirt with her, my love! Sep 04 20:46:18 I'm sure you aren't Sep 04 20:48:00 * Molly kisses his knuckles, then smiles Sep 04 20:48:38 You smell like exertion and sword metal here... Sep 04 20:48:58 * Morgan nods Sep 04 20:49:28 The men were skeptical about a woman wielding a sword, so they needed to see how good she is so they'll accept it and listen to Claudia Sep 04 20:52:02 * Molly smiles Sep 04 20:52:35 I'm sorry I missed it, I have always enjoyed watching you with your sword Sep 04 20:54:05 I think they're even more scared of me than they were before Sep 04 20:54:59 Oh dear! If it keeps them working hard though... Sep 04 20:55:17 * Morgan nods Sep 04 20:55:18 indeed Sep 04 20:57:48 * Molly kisses his knuckles again, inhaling deeply Sep 04 20:58:02 Did you come for food? Sep 04 20:59:24 No, not particularly. Sep 04 21:00:54 * Molly watches him with a smile Sep 04 21:01:06 You are not hungry? Sep 04 21:01:14 not especially, no Sep 04 21:03:51 * Molly nods Sep 04 21:04:25 What brings you to our temporary home then, my love? Sep 04 21:05:17 I just wanted to see you Sep 04 21:06:33 * Molly bites the left hand side of her lip Sep 04 21:06:43 That's rather lovely to hear Sep 04 21:08:16 I will be riding down to the village soon, unless you have need of me? Sep 04 21:09:25 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 04 21:09:28 no, its fine Sep 04 21:13:12 * Molly nods Sep 04 21:13:31 Did you wish to tell Varick together about you leaving? Sep 04 21:13:44 * Morgan nods Sep 04 21:13:55 aye... I'm rather expecting him to be angry with me Sep 04 21:16:30 He will need to understand in the years ahead that a Freiarr or Graf must be able to leave his family to see to matters of importance or to defend his lands Sep 04 21:24:20 * Morgan nods Sep 04 21:24:22 aye Sep 04 21:25:25 I am sure he will adapt. He has space to play here, and I will take him to Sunnymeade often with his cousins. He will be fine Sep 04 21:25:53 I'm sure he will Sep 04 21:28:09 * Molly nods Sep 04 21:28:22 How are you feeling about it today? Sep 04 21:28:39 I don't want to go, but needs must Sep 04 21:29:44 * Molly nods Sep 04 21:30:00 He must be found and dealt with Sep 04 21:30:50 absolutely Sep 04 21:31:16 You will be missed though Sep 04 21:32:29 I will miss you both Sep 04 21:32:47 * Molly squeezes his hand "Who will hold my hand, or come to the cottage simply to see me, hmm?" Sep 04 21:36:15 I could possibly arrange for that butler to come by... Sep 04 21:38:11 * Molly giggles Sep 04 21:38:22 No, thank you! Sep 04 21:39:05 * Morgan chuckles Sep 04 21:40:48 * Molly kisses his cheek Sep 04 21:41:14 Would you prefer we tell him before I go, or later? Sep 04 21:42:10 Probably later when we can stay with him Sep 04 21:45:16 * Molly nods Sep 04 21:45:43 I should go then, I want to start working on my book of letters this evening Sep 04 21:49:34 * Morgan nods Sep 04 21:49:36 alright my love Sep 04 21:50:15 Inga will watch Varick Sep 04 21:50:30 * Morgan nods Sep 04 21:50:40 alright, I'll go and see how the training is coming along Sep 04 21:53:58 * Molly watches him fondly a moment Sep 04 21:54:50 I'll blow you a kiss as I pass, shall I? Maybe they'll be less afraid of you that way? Sep 04 21:56:26 No, I think not blossom Sep 04 22:01:06 * Molly smiles Sep 04 22:01:17 You want them afraid? Sep 04 22:02:28 I want them to know if they let her come to harm, I'll come for them Sep 04 22:04:39 Well then, my love, there's only one solution isnt there? Sep 04 22:04:44 oh? Sep 04 22:08:24 I'll just have to kiss you goodbye here in private instead Sep 04 22:11:53 * Morgan nods Sep 04 22:11:57 I find that to be acceptable Sep 04 22:13:34 * Molly nods, going up on her toes to softly kiss him Sep 04 22:14:26 * Morgan plants his lips on hers Sep 04 22:16:49 * Molly gently runs her fingers up the middle of his back before pulling away a little Sep 04 22:17:10 Mmm... now I really do need to go! *she smiles* Sep 04 22:17:30 * Morgan nods Sep 04 22:17:34 very well my love Sep 04 22:17:47 * Molly says quietly Sep 04 22:18:31 I am absolutely certain that were we to try anything inappropriate on the kitchen table we would get caught, probably by Heinzharold! Sep 04 22:19:00 * Morgan nods Sep 04 22:19:03 undoubtedly Sep 04 22:19:27 * Molly moves further away Sep 04 22:19:40 I'll be back within two hours Sep 04 22:20:25 * Morgan nods, moving toward the door Sep 04 22:20:29 alright blossom. Be careful Sep 04 22:20:44 Always, my love Sep 04 22:21:39 * Molly goes back to sweeping the floor quickly, singing once more Sep 04 22:22:24 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 05 14:33:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 05 14:39:46 **The training goes slower than he would like, but not dreadfully so. They send home the men with instructions to return again the next day. The four of them  spend twenty minutes going through them all. None is so bad that they immediately discard him. With Kurt going in to see Catherine, the others go back to the cottages, finding Inga, Elsie and Varick playing croquet. HH is immediately at Inga's side, making her laugh. Sep 05 14:39:46 **Elsie looks relaxed, and her hair which is now fully brown and above shoulder height yet still feminine makes her look much younger. Without the tightness in her expression from the pain or the red hair that ended in her being singles out for brutality, the only clear reminder of Kai's actions is her belly Sep 05 14:40:29 * Morgan tilts his head, looking at her Sep 05 14:40:51 * Molly is now known as Elsie Sep 05 14:41:11 * Elsie knocks a ball through the hoop, and Varick cheers her Sep 05 14:44:07 * Morgan wanders over to Elsie Sep 05 14:46:26 * Elsie smiles Sep 05 14:46:37 Did you want a turn? Sep 05 14:47:26 No, I don't enjoy croquet... I just wanted to say your hair suits you, you look lovely Sep 05 14:54:23 * Elsie smiles, running her hand through it Sep 05 14:55:10 Thank you, it's so much lighter now. I haven't had it like this since I was a child, my parents said I wouldn't find a godly husband if I did not have long pretty hair Sep 05 14:57:15 * Morgan nods Sep 05 14:57:22 its wonderful to see you looking so relaxed Sep 05 14:59:41 I am relaxed here. It's nice to just have time where nothing is expected of me. And everyone is really kind. I'm sure the baby is happier with me resting too Sep 05 15:02:45 I've no doubt Sep 05 15:04:43 I'm really grateful for everything you've done Sep 05 15:05:03 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 15:05:06 it was the right thing to do Sep 05 15:09:34 Most wouldn't though. Most wouldn't be able to see past what I've been doing these last few years Sep 05 15:09:57 * Morgan shrugs again Sep 05 15:10:09 I'm working on dragging them up to a decent standard Sep 05 15:11:16 * Elsie nods Sep 05 15:11:48 Too late for me, but maybe they'll be better to other working girls Sep 05 15:12:22 * Morgan nods Sep 05 15:12:26 I hope so Sep 05 15:13:14 **Varick comes to Morgan after winning the game, hugging his legs** I won! Sep 05 15:14:12 I saw... well done Sep 05 15:24:15 V: Elsie had her haircut Sep 05 15:24:54 Yes, its very nice isn't it Sep 05 15:27:19 V: **he smiles at Elsie, switching to Avalonian** I like your hair Sep 05 15:27:33 * Elsie smiles at him and thanks him Sep 05 15:27:52 has Molly returned yet? Sep 05 15:30:11 * Elsie shakes her head Sep 05 15:30:25 Not unless she's at the stable, I heard hooves Sep 05 15:30:33 * Morgan nods Sep 05 15:30:38 I'll go and look I think Sep 05 15:32:54 * Elsie nods, and she says to Varick in Eisen "Play again?" Sep 05 15:33:53 Been learning Eisen? Sep 05 15:36:22 A little bit Sep 05 15:36:55 Someone teaching you, or have you just been paying attention? Sep 05 15:37:06 **Varick runs off to get the ball. HH is still quietly talking with Inga** Sep 05 15:37:14 Mostly the second Sep 05 15:38:19 * Morgan nods Sep 05 15:38:44 Good. I've not been liking the thought of you feeling left out because of the language barrier Sep 05 15:43:42 I dont feel left out. I feel very taken care of. It's quite pampered when I don't have to do anything, and noone is expecting anything from me Sep 05 15:43:59 * Morgan nods Sep 05 15:44:11 good... if you'll excuse me, I'm going to see if Molly has come back Sep 05 15:46:50 * Elsie goes to the others, HH is making a big show of theatrically and dramatically missing the ball with the mallet Sep 05 15:47:08 * Morgan shakes his head before heading towards the stables Sep 05 15:51:15 * Elsie is now known as Molly Sep 05 15:51:32 * Molly is indeed in there unsaddling the horse Sep 05 15:51:41 Blossom... Sep 05 15:54:03 * Molly slips off the bridle Sep 05 15:54:09 Yes, my love? Sep 05 15:54:18 you are well? Sep 05 15:54:46 I am *she hangs it up* I am sorry I took so long Sep 05 15:55:28 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 05 15:55:36 its fine... no problems? Sep 05 15:57:15 No, but everyone wants to talk to a Duchess... Sep 05 15:57:43 * Morgan nods Sep 05 15:57:47 should've expected that really Sep 05 15:59:57 * Molly nods Sep 05 16:00:11 You have warned me before about it Sep 05 16:00:19 * Morgan nods Sep 05 16:00:26 Anything worth hearing? Sep 05 16:00:33 * Molly starts brushing down the horse Sep 05 16:00:45 No. They are all seeking something Sep 05 16:01:04 all wanting you to aid their wants... Sep 05 16:01:17 * Molly nods Sep 05 16:01:53 Mmhmm. Reminding me of the closeness of their family to mine, or encouraging me to frequent their businesses Sep 05 16:04:17 * Morgan nods Sep 05 16:05:26 I got the things I wished to though, so I am happy enough. I did see John's sister though Sep 05 16:05:49 * Morgan frowns Sep 05 16:05:51 and... Sep 05 16:06:46 He is struggling, of course. The families are pulling together as much as they can, which is good Sep 05 16:07:27 It is no surprise he is finding it difficult Sep 05 16:11:06 No. He will for quite some time, won't he? Sep 05 16:11:18 * Morgan nods Sep 05 16:11:21 yes, he will Sep 05 16:11:31 * Molly sighs Sep 05 16:11:41 I wish there was something I could do Sep 05 16:12:00 I know Sep 05 16:16:30 But there isn't. And as you say, my involvement could backfire entirely Sep 05 16:18:28 Its a tough situation Sep 05 16:19:53 * Molly nods, crouching to brush the horse's side Sep 05 16:20:19 It is. He has his family and her family. I simply should stay out of it Sep 05 16:27:50 I would very much like you to be able to help him, but I think the risk is just a bit too high Sep 05 16:28:30 I will defer to your greater experience, my love Sep 05 16:29:01 * Morgan nods Sep 05 16:30:52 * Molly is quiet whilst she brushes the horse Sep 05 16:32:17 * Molly hangs up the brush "I should find Lady Torrington to ask her about the ball" Sep 05 16:32:32 I'll come with you Sep 05 16:33:02 * Molly nods, giving the horse more hay and patting it a moment Sep 05 16:33:14 Alright, liebling Sep 05 16:34:39 * Molly watches him a moment, then smiles to herself Sep 05 16:34:56 I meant to ask, how did you sleep? Sep 05 16:35:57 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 16:35:58 alright Sep 05 16:40:16 No nightmares without the herbs and oil again? ((He dreamt that she turned up in a dream when he was 18 to make him practice dream control beneath the stars and made the Aurora)) Sep 05 16:49:02 No, one of those dreams where you teach me to control my dreams Sep 05 16:49:10 * Molly smiles Sep 05 16:49:29 I don't recall anything like that, just arguing with a dressmaker Sep 05 16:49:47 yes, I know Sep 05 16:49:55 * Molly heads out into the courtyard Sep 05 16:49:59 How? Sep 05 16:50:20 You were talking in your sleep Sep 05 16:53:38 * Molly looks amused Sep 05 16:53:45 Do I do that often? Sep 05 16:54:05 Not especially, no Sep 05 17:06:08 It does seem you are doing well without them... Sep 05 17:11:22 * Morgan nods Sep 05 17:11:29 I do wonder if thats partly Claudia's advice Sep 05 17:24:45 * Molly walks towards the dining room doors Sep 05 17:24:52 What advice, my love? Sep 05 17:25:21 That they'll only get worse if I don't start dealing with things Sep 05 17:29:16 * Molly nods a little Sep 05 17:29:26 It's hard to say Sep 05 17:30:18 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 17:30:21 seems to working so far Sep 05 17:31:10 I am glad Sep 05 17:31:36 * Molly pushes open the door into the little hallway before the dining room Sep 05 17:32:16 I do not know what will happen whilst you are away. But then perhaps the opposite will happen, perhaps being away will help you with it Sep 05 17:32:25 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 17:32:29 We will see Sep 05 17:33:01 * Molly nods Sep 05 17:33:26 Is it frustrating for you that you cannot be gone already? Sep 05 17:34:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 05 17:34:01 aye Sep 05 17:37:18 * Molly nods Sep 05 17:37:27 I thought that may be the case Sep 05 17:38:04 oh? Sep 05 17:38:27 It is not in your nature to wait around like this Sep 05 17:38:32 * Morgan nods Sep 05 17:38:41 Not when something important needs doing Sep 05 17:46:42 * Molly nods Sep 05 17:47:50 **they're given instructions to find Catherine in the library where she and Kurt can be heard laughing Sep 05 17:53:44 * Morgan knocks on the door Sep 05 17:56:20 **Catherine calls for home to come in. Molly automatically moves to his side as she always would have done when they worked here Sep 05 17:57:38 * Morgan heads into the room, nodding at them before sitting down Sep 05 18:00:09 **They appear to be both be trying to paint each other on canvases at the same time. Molly follows him in, perching beside him** Sep 05 18:00:13 * Molly is now known as Catherine Sep 05 18:00:26 Good afternoon Sep 05 18:01:22 Your Grace Sep 05 18:02:41 * Catherine sets down the paintbrush Sep 05 18:02:51 What do you need? Sep 05 18:03:39 We have a request... Sep 05 18:09:10 What is that? Sep 05 18:09:42 * Morgan looks to Molly Sep 05 18:15:05 M: I have been discussing with Elsie what she would like to do in the last few weeks she likely has, and one thing she would love to experience is a little ball. We wondered whether you would allow us to use the Great Hall for this, or whether we should arrange to do it on The Rose. Sep 05 18:15:20 * Catherine smiles Sep 05 18:16:07 I am more than happy to do it here, I will ask the housekeeper to arrange it all. When were you thinking? *she looks to Morgan* Sep 05 18:16:31 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 18:17:04 I've been busy swinging bits of metal about, I've no idea Sep 05 18:18:14 M: Friday, if that it not too short notice, otherwise we will have a shortage of dance partners Sep 05 18:18:24 * Catherine looks at Morgan Sep 05 18:18:31 Are you leaving? Sep 05 18:18:48 * Morgan nods Sep 05 18:19:08 Dau has gone walkabouts, I've an idea of some places he might be so we're going to go looking... Sep 05 18:21:38 * Catherine nods Sep 05 18:22:00 Friday will be fine, I think the housekeeper can manage that Sep 05 18:23:09 M: Thank you, Your Grace. Elsie will be thrilled, and it will be a nice way for Inga and I to send off our husbands Sep 05 18:27:45 * Catherine looks to Kurt Sep 05 18:28:36 That will be nice, won't it? **he smiles warmly** Indeed, Your Grace, I vill look forward to valtzing ze ladies on ze dance floor Sep 05 18:31:30 M: *she looks at Morgan* I think that was all? Sep 05 18:37:13 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 05 18:59:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 05 18:59:48 [18:28] (Catherine) M: *she looks at Morgan* I think that was all? Sep 05 19:04:18 * Morgan nods Sep 05 19:04:20 indeed Sep 05 19:07:17 M: *she stands* Thank you for your time, your Grace Sep 05 19:07:54 **Catherine smiles, waiting for them to go** Sep 05 19:11:22 * Morgan gets up, leading Molly from the room Sep 05 19:11:50 * Molly follows him, smiling Sep 05 19:11:54 That went well Sep 05 19:15:19 * Morgan nods Sep 05 19:15:26 I expected nothing less Sep 05 19:15:48 * Molly nods Sep 05 19:16:18 I know it is a lot of work for the staff having to organise it, I wondered that it may be asking too much Sep 05 19:16:55 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 19:17:59 you know we've done more... Sep 05 19:20:31 In organising events here? Sep 05 19:23:51 * Morgan nods Sep 05 19:28:36 That is true. *she glances at him* I am looking forward to dancing Sep 05 19:31:23 * Morgan nods Sep 05 19:37:29 * Molly offers her hand to him Sep 05 19:37:40 You'll be dancing, my love? Sep 05 19:37:57 * Morgan takes it Sep 05 19:38:01 I would imagine so Sep 05 19:42:55 * Molly smiles Sep 05 19:43:17 I can even manage to not get jealous whilst you dance with the others Sep 05 19:45:11 can you? Sep 05 19:48:52 * Molly smiles Sep 05 19:49:02 I think so, yes Sep 05 19:50:43 Then I suppose I will Sep 05 19:53:16 And you, mon petit chou? You will not feel jealous seeing me in other men's arms? *she watches him with a smile* Sep 05 19:53:26 I make no promises Sep 05 19:54:03 It would only be Heinzharold, Kurt and James Schulz I think Sep 05 19:57:25 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 05 19:58:01 That will be bearable? Sep 05 20:01:14 maybe Sep 05 20:03:58 * Molly squeezes his hand Sep 05 20:04:20 Why is it I find your possessiveness so pleasing? Sep 05 20:05:53 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 20:06:04 same reason you seemed to like the smell of sweat and conflict I suspect Sep 05 20:07:18 * Molly tilts her head Sep 05 20:07:31 Oh? Why do you think that may be? Sep 05 20:07:46 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 20:07:54 I don't know _why_ just that its the same Sep 05 20:08:57 * Molly smiles Sep 05 20:09:18 I will think on it. If I find an answer, I shall let you know. Sep 05 20:09:43 * Molly looks around the hallway Sep 05 20:09:51 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:10:07 What would you like to do now? Sep 05 20:10:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 20:10:55 Can't say I have plans... you? Sep 05 20:12:40 I think we ought to tell Varick about your trip... Sep 05 20:14:45 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:14:49 aye, I suppose so Sep 05 20:15:34 * Molly smiles slightly Sep 05 20:15:54 Either you're dreading it, or there's something you would rather do? Sep 05 20:16:21 dreading it... I hate upsetting him Sep 05 20:17:28 * Molly nods Sep 05 20:17:40 Would you prefer I tell him alone? Sep 05 20:18:05 No... Sep 05 20:19:46 * Molly nods Sep 05 20:20:07 He will adjust, my love Sep 05 20:21:20 I know, but I worry he will think I am leaving him Sep 05 20:22:11 * Molly nods Sep 05 20:22:16 I can understand that Sep 05 20:25:39 Perhaps he will initially, but I am sure you will be able to explain it well Sep 05 20:25:53 I hope so Sep 05 20:27:34 * Molly kisses his knuckles Sep 05 20:27:43 You will do well, you always do Sep 05 20:28:37 * Morgan shrugs Sep 05 20:31:51 * Molly smiles, leading the way to the door by the gallery Sep 05 20:33:21 I got a book. I need to start this evening so I can finish it on time Sep 05 20:33:38 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:33:40 good Sep 05 20:34:15 I am going to write it in Avalonian Sep 05 20:35:01 why? Sep 05 20:36:07 Because it would be preferable for noone else on the ship to be able to read it Sep 05 20:38:05 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:38:24 alright Sep 05 20:39:43 * Molly frowns, looking unsure of herself Sep 05 20:40:10 I could make it completely suitable to be accidentally read if you prefer Sep 05 20:43:17 No, thank you Sep 05 20:44:24 * Molly nods slowly Sep 05 20:44:37 Alright, if you are sure...? Sep 05 20:44:41 oh I am Sep 05 20:45:26 * Molly glances at his expression as they walk towards the cottages ((what is it?)) Sep 05 20:46:29 ((calm, relaxed)) Sep 05 20:49:39 I thought I would write a nice little good morning letter for each day, and a longer evening letter... *she smiles* Sep 05 20:50:22 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:50:25 that'd be nice Sep 05 20:50:58 I think I can manage fifty six letters in four days Sep 05 20:52:38 Only if you're sure Sep 05 20:54:11 That I can write so many, or that I wish to write letters that are... unsuitable for others to see? Sep 05 20:54:53 both Sep 05 20:55:23 I am sure. I have plenty of ideas Sep 05 20:55:33 * Morgan nods Sep 05 20:55:36 good Sep 05 20:56:06 * Molly smiles Sep 05 20:56:47 It will not be easy being parted from you, but I thought this might be a little bit of fun that makes it seem less awful Sep 05 20:57:46 * Morgan nods Sep 05 21:01:05 * Molly gets to the bug big cottage Sep 05 21:01:14 Did you see Elsie's hair? Sep 05 21:01:34 * Morgan nods Sep 05 21:04:05 What did you think? Sep 05 21:04:47 it suits her Sep 05 21:05:55 I think so too. *she smiles playfully* I will ask Inga to do mine tonight, shall I, mon petit chou? Sep 05 21:06:22 * Morgan frowns slightly Sep 05 21:06:25 if you wish to Sep 05 21:09:57 * Molly giggles Sep 05 21:10:42 Not when I can make myself appealing to you by swishing it around! A girl needs to have one special weapon, doesn't she? Sep 05 21:12:06 absolutely she does Sep 05 21:14:16 And that is my special weapon. So cutting it would be most unwise Sep 05 21:15:24 * Morgan nods Sep 05 21:15:26 aye Sep 05 21:18:43 I think I will grow it even longer then Sep 05 21:19:02 * Morgan nods Sep 05 21:19:06 as you wish blossom Sep 05 21:21:11 * Molly speaks quietly "And then I will be utterly irresistible, hmm?" Sep 05 21:24:28 even moreso Sep 05 21:26:22 Why thank you, my love Sep 05 21:26:25 * Molly giggles, opening the door and going in Sep 05 21:54:07 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 06 19:45:13 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 06 19:45:40 * Molly is now known as Varick Sep 06 19:46:02 * Varick is out on the swing with Inga pushing him. There's no sign of Elsie. He looks excited to see them. Sep 06 19:48:52 Enjoying yourself? Sep 06 19:49:07 * Varick nods Sep 06 19:49:11 I like it here Sep 06 19:50:05 * Morgan nods Sep 06 19:50:06 that's good Sep 06 19:52:37 Do you want a turn? Sep 06 19:53:29 No, thank you... I was hoping we could talk for a bit Sep 06 19:54:39 **Inga looks to Morgan** I'll get the kettle going, shall I? Sep 06 19:55:45 please Sep 06 19:57:56 **Inga leaves them to it. Molly stands quietly, watching them Sep 06 19:59:08 * Morgan sits on the ground, motioning Varick to him Sep 06 19:59:45 * Varick gets off the swing, coming to sit beside him. Molly takes his place on the swing Sep 06 20:01:04 I need to go away for a while Sep 06 20:02:23 * Varick looks sad Sep 06 20:02:26 Why? Sep 06 20:02:38 Because I need to go and find the man who hurt Elsie Sep 06 20:04:29 But I dont want you to go Sep 06 20:05:32 * Morgan nods Sep 06 20:05:45 I know, and I don't want to leave you here, but I have to Sep 06 20:06:50 Why cant someone else go? *he folds his arms* Sep 06 20:07:42 Because I'm best suited to do it. I'm good at finding people and things and I've got the fastest ship on Theah Sep 06 20:10:06 But... you're my papa now and I want you to look after me. Sep 06 20:11:16 * Morgan nods Sep 06 20:11:52 Sometimes we have to go away to protect those we love, and to catch those that have done wrong. Sep 06 20:12:19 When are you coming back? Sep 06 20:13:52 I'm not sure, it depends how long it takes to catch him Sep 06 20:19:08 In a few days? Sep 06 20:21:17 probably longer I'm afraid Sep 06 20:23:17 Why do I have to stay here? Sep 06 20:25:06 Because Molly is staying here with Elsie and I want you to help look after them Sep 06 20:26:59 * Varick sighs Sep 06 20:27:01 Yes sir Sep 06 20:27:16 I'm going to miss you very much, but I will come back as soon as I can Sep 06 20:28:32 * Varick hugs him Sep 06 20:28:47 I don't like it Sep 06 20:31:52 * Morgan holds him tightly Sep 06 20:31:55 nor do I Sep 06 20:33:14 When are you going? Sep 06 20:33:43 Saturday Sep 06 20:35:08 That's soon Sep 06 20:35:32 Yes it is Sep 06 20:38:52 Are you taking Captain Ulysses? Sep 06 20:39:42 I hadn't thought about it. Do you think I should? Sep 06 20:39:54 * Varick nods Sep 06 20:40:16 He looked after you before, and if I ask him he will look after you again Sep 06 20:40:26 **Molly smiles watching them* Sep 06 20:40:49 * Morgan nods Sep 06 20:40:51 I'd like that Sep 06 20:41:14 I will have to go to the ship before Saturday Sep 06 20:41:52 I'm sure we can arrange something Sep 06 20:42:20 M: perhaps Thursday, though I have to go to Tawstock tomorrow Sep 06 20:45:27 **he looks at Morgan* will you push me on the swing now? Sep 06 20:47:22 * Morgan nods Sep 06 20:47:55 **Molly gets up** I'll help Inga in the kitchen Sep 06 20:48:33 * Varick gets on the swing Sep 06 20:48:50 * Morgan gets up and starts pushing him Sep 06 20:49:45 Is Heinzharold going to be here still? Sep 06 20:50:39 no, I need to take him and Claudia with me Sep 06 20:52:33 Is Kurt staying with us? Sep 06 20:58:08 * Morgan nods Sep 06 20:58:10 aye Sep 06 20:58:25 I dont have to be the man of the house then Sep 06 20:59:09 No... no you dont Sep 06 21:02:17 * Varick nods Sep 06 21:02:23 Am just a small boy Sep 06 21:02:58 * Morgan nods Sep 06 21:04:17 and yet so very brave Sep 06 21:04:42 Why? Sep 06 21:05:03 because you are Sep 06 21:06:42 * Varick shrugs Sep 06 21:07:16 Will Molly and Inga be okay? Sep 06 21:07:26 * Morgan nods Sep 06 21:07:28 I think so Sep 06 21:11:17 Do I need to look after them? Sep 06 21:12:17 Just make sure you tell them you love them a lot, I'm sure that'll help Sep 06 21:14:01 * Varick nods Sep 06 21:14:17 Should I give them a cuddle every day? Sep 06 21:14:24 Would you like to? Sep 06 21:15:34 * Varick nods Sep 06 21:15:40 Yes Sep 06 21:16:26 Then it'd be a good idea I think Sep 06 21:16:42 Shall I give Molly an extra one and tell her that one is from you? Sep 06 21:17:25 yes please Sep 06 21:18:04 Okay. Should I ask Heinzharold too? Sep 06 21:18:58 I think that'd be nice Sep 06 21:23:00 * Varick nods Sep 06 21:23:12 Okay. How high can you push me? Sep 06 21:23:45 shall we find out? Sep 06 21:25:50 * Varick nods excitedly, holding on tight Sep 06 21:26:20 * Morgan starts pushing him Sep 06 21:44:42 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 08 18:36:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 08 18:41:24 **He gets to spend some quality time with Varick, and the boy seems less troubled as the afternoon goes on, with a smooth bed time. Dinner is brought over again from the main house, and afterwards they settle to cards. Poker is being played on the floor by the fire, Elsie, HH, Inga, Claudia and him. Molly has opted to sit at the table to start her book. The play is fast and fun, and there's lots of chatter. Sep 08 18:41:30 * Molly is now known as Elsie Sep 08 18:43:21 Have you had lots of balls, Morgan? Sep 08 18:43:44 * Morgan opens his mouth, glancing at HeinzHarold before shutting it again Sep 08 18:43:50 **HH grins as if he has misinterpreted it as rude* Sep 08 18:45:50 **Elsie looks confused** Does Heinzharold like balls too? Sep 08 18:47:55 C: $I bet he did that night he kissed a man$ Sep 08 18:49:20 I take it you've never been to one before... Sep 08 18:49:58 * Elsie shakes her head "I wasn't allowed. My father is a priest" Sep 08 18:50:48 I've been to events before, both serving and as a noble. Sep 08 18:50:49 **HH subtly sticks his middle finger up at Claudia** Sep 08 18:51:02 Do you like to dance? Sep 08 18:52:47 I've never really thought about it. Its always seemed unnecessary Sep 08 18:54:04 * Elsie nods, playing her hand Sep 08 18:54:46 HH: Think I've got a route and some timings drawn up for y', strategic genius Sep 08 18:55:24 oh? Sep 08 18:57:40 HH: a route to hit all the places on th' list. Gonna take some time if we have to do all four though Sep 08 19:01:55 * Morgan nods Sep 08 19:01:57 aye Sep 08 19:02:02 I'm hoping to get some help Sep 08 19:04:49 HH: Let's be honest, best chance of finding this swine is us Sep 08 19:05:08 Yes I know Sep 08 19:07:56 HH: who y' thinking of getting to help? Sep 08 19:08:40 I know some people $might be able to get some help from the society$ Sep 08 19:09:24 HH: *he nods* $alright$ Sep 08 19:09:54 I'm getting a dress for the ball. A proper ballgown Sep 08 19:10:43 * Morgan nods Sep 08 19:10:46 so you should Sep 08 19:13:23 Has to be altered for this *she pats her stomach* Sep 08 19:14:57 * Morgan nods Sep 08 19:15:05 What colour are you having? Sep 08 19:20:42 Light blue Sep 08 19:20:59 * Morgan nods Sep 08 19:21:02 very nice Sep 08 19:22:53 * Elsie smiles Sep 08 19:23:28 I: Molly is going to let me borrow a pink one Sep 08 19:24:39 I'm sure you'll both look beautiful Sep 08 19:26:16 C: I will be wearing a sword, and staying out of the way. Sep 08 19:27:21 HH: You'd look weird in a dress anyway. Be like putting Morgan in one! Sep 08 19:32:16 I think she'd look wonderful actually Sep 08 19:32:39 C: *she grimaces* Rather see Heinzharold in one Sep 08 19:33:27 He's got the legs for it I suppose Sep 08 19:33:43 HH: Maybe you will one day, I'm secure in my manhood *he grins* Sep 08 19:34:03 I: He does have good legs Sep 08 19:35:19 **They continue to play and chat a while. He is the only one who can see through the door to the kitchen, a spot he particularly chose. He can see Molly fidgeting a little in her seat as she writes. Sep 08 19:37:12 * Morgan watches her surreptitiously Sep 08 19:38:47 **She turns the page, writing again. A few minutes later she is also fiddling with her lower lip. HH says something that makes them all laugh** Sep 08 19:45:38 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Sep 08 19:45:39 what? Sep 08 19:46:02 HH: Sorry, I only tell jokes t' people who are listening, see Sep 08 19:46:20 So _thats_ how I get out of it... Sep 08 19:47:00 HH: Y' could pretend its intentional and not just having cloth ears, I spose Sep 08 19:47:16 I was thinking Sep 08 19:49:57 HH: *he feigns shock* You can do that?! Sep 08 19:50:14 * Morgan nods Sep 08 19:50:18 I'll teach you how one day Sep 08 19:50:23 **Claudia starts laughing** Sep 08 19:51:12 HH: 'Bout the same time you best me with a sword Sep 08 19:51:45 * Morgan shrugs Sep 08 19:52:12 I don't think I could bear to disillusion you of your skills... Sep 08 19:54:58 HH: **he laughs** sounds like a cop out t' me Sep 08 19:55:27 I: *she looks to Morgan* if you hurt him, would he be staying behind? Sep 08 19:57:09 but beating him would be slapping a puppy... Sep 08 19:58:37 **HH grins** Only if you were a bit too Wuff! Sep 08 19:58:51 * Morgan closes his eyes Sep 08 19:58:59 Oh you deserve a smack for that Sep 08 19:59:54 HH: *he sticks out his tongue like a dog** Deserve a _snack_?! Sep 08 20:00:27 **Inga and Elsie start giggling, and Claudia is laughing. Sep 08 20:01:17 * Morgan opens one eye for a moment before shaking his head Sep 08 20:05:56 HH: **he moves really fast, licking Morgan's face like a big dog** Sep 08 20:06:19 **The others find this hilarious** Sep 08 20:06:40 You want putting down? I can get a spade... Sep 08 20:08:13 HH: Have y' gone barking mad? You couldn't manage that Sep 08 20:12:46 **he sits back next to Inga, and the game resumes. Meanwhile he can see Molly still writing and fidgeting even more than before** Sep 08 20:13:57 I, to Morgan: Is she alright? She would normally play with us? Sep 08 20:14:23 * Morgan nods Sep 08 20:14:43 She's writing me letters to help me while we're away Sep 08 20:15:59 I: That's very sweet Sep 08 20:16:48 * Morgan nods Sep 08 20:18:02 [Liebes herz, I'm going to retire for the evening, unless I am needed?] Sep 08 20:19:27 [No, thats fine blossom. I'll be up soon] Sep 08 20:21:42 [I do not mind if you wish to keep playing with your friends, I will be fine by myself a while] Sep 08 20:23:53 [alright my love] Sep 08 20:29:01 **Molly comes in to say goodnight to everyone, a blue leather bound book under her arm. They all look a little surprised, but noone says anything about it after she has gone, instead playing cards. They all seem quite settled at this, leaving Morgan to be the one to decide how long to wait before calling it a night Sep 08 20:29:54 * Morgan gives it 45 minutes before deciding to go to bed Sep 08 20:31:18 **The others disband, with Claudia saying she's going to take a walk to check around the estate before settling, which leaves HH and Inga to themselves for a while** Sep 08 20:33:29 C: You patrolling? Sep 08 20:34:14 aye Sep 08 20:36:45 **Claudia heads out into the drizzle. She stays fairly quiet, not silent but her usual unchatty self. Nothing is out of place and everything seems fine. They've probably been gone three quarters of an hour before they are back at the cottages. Claudia bids him goodnight, no light from HH's window** Sep 08 20:38:18 * Morgan nods, heading inside Sep 08 20:40:02 **His own cottage is very dark too Sep 08 20:40:11 * Elsie is now known as Molly Sep 08 20:41:13 * Molly is asleep fully dressed on top of the covers, the book beside her. The room has only one small lamp illuminating it Sep 08 20:43:25 * Morgan smiles slightly before waking her gently Sep 08 20:45:26 * Molly stirs Sep 08 20:45:43 Oh! Sorry, liebling, I must have drifted off Sep 08 20:46:28 It would seem so blossom Sep 08 20:48:36 * Molly starts to get undressed Sep 08 20:48:45 Has everyone gone to bed? Sep 08 20:48:52 * Morgan nods Sep 08 20:48:53 aye Sep 08 20:49:02 Are you staying now? Sep 08 20:49:08 indeed I am Sep 08 20:49:46 * Molly smiles, putting the book on her side of the bed before finishing undressing Sep 08 20:50:05 Did you have a nice evening? Sep 08 20:50:31 * Morgan nods Sep 08 20:50:34 I missed you though Sep 08 20:51:03 I was only next door, my love Sep 08 20:51:22 I know Sep 08 20:51:53 I am sorry, I didn't realise you would be missing me Sep 08 20:53:04 What you were doing was important Sep 08 20:53:11 * Molly finishes getting ready for bed before getting under the sheets Sep 08 20:53:32 Important and very frustrating! *she smiles* Sep 08 20:53:50 oh? Sep 08 20:53:55 * Morgan gets undressed Sep 08 20:54:30 Would you have me spoil the surprise? Sep 08 20:56:14 * Molly watches him, smiling Sep 08 20:58:50 No... Sep 08 21:00:52 But... you're curious? Sep 08 21:01:27 of course Sep 08 21:02:59 Well... I have written nine perfectly decent morning letters that are acceptable to read to anyone you would wish to... Sep 08 21:03:31 * Molly bites her lip, raising her eyebrows Sep 08 21:04:34 And nine very _indecent_ evening ones that you absolutely could not Sep 08 21:05:03 oh really? Sep 08 21:05:12 * Molly watches his expression Sep 08 21:05:54 Incedent enough that I think Edward would blush if they were written to him. Sep 08 21:06:51 * Molly moves, putting the book in question under the mattress Sep 08 21:07:58 * Morgan raises his eyebrows before getting into bed Sep 08 21:08:40 * Molly turns to watch him Sep 08 21:08:55 That displeases you? Sep 08 21:09:19 No, no it doesn't Sep 08 21:09:33 Just surprises? Sep 08 21:09:52 * Morgan nods Sep 08 21:10:36 * Molly curls up to his chest Sep 08 21:10:57 I still have many more to write Sep 08 21:11:34 * Morgan nods Sep 08 21:12:15 But do not fear, I have many more things I wish to write about Sep 08 21:12:37 * Morgan nods Sep 08 21:12:38 good Sep 08 21:13:09 Are you ready for me to sing, or...? Sep 08 21:14:44 * Molly looks up at him Sep 08 21:16:22 or? Sep 08 21:19:22 Or anything else that I could do that you would like? Sep 08 21:21:56 I can think of a couple of things Sep 08 21:22:19 * Molly smiles affectionately Sep 08 21:22:29 You will enlighten me? Sep 08 21:22:40 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 08 21:22:45 No... I think you'll have to work it out Sep 08 21:23:23 * Molly looks a little confused, though it's hard to tell if it is genuine Sep 08 21:23:50 I must just try things until I find an answer? Sep 08 21:25:45 * Morgan nods Sep 08 21:32:54 * Molly giggles "how much time do you have?" Sep 08 21:33:42 a fair while Sep 08 21:34:26 * Molly nods Sep 08 21:34:33 Good Sep 08 21:44:45 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 09 13:22:23 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 09 13:26:16 **she plays it safe rather than exploring, using her hand and mouth on him before straddling him til he climaxes. Once they're cleaned up she sings Following The Drum to him, and he's quickly asleep.** Sep 09 13:26:16 **He dreams he is at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, and he is waiting for Molly to return from her summer sailing in memory of Sebastian. He is sat on the steps, Ehren and Madchen being kept inside. A letter sent from port and brought by a courier riding day and night anticipated her arrival this afternoon. Sep 09 13:26:16 He needs to speak to her alone, because this is too much for him to continue bearing. It's not right for her to leave them all, and it's not fair for him to go months alone because of her love for bloody Sebastian. He knew she'd been married, he just didn't know that he was always only going to be an afterthought, the father of her children, yes, but still only the second husband, a necessity more than a desire. Sep 09 13:26:38 These last few weeks he has come to see that he deserves more than that, and that no matter how loving or how lenient he is, he is never going to be the man she truly wants. He is never going to be Sebastian, and he is never going to have her love as Sebastian did. He cannot live up to a man who never ages or falters or disappoints her. A man who will always remain perfect and unflawed in her memories. Sep 09 13:26:38 He also has to confess something. He met Dietlinde, a pretty, gentle woman tending her ailing parents, and without any other man in her heart. It was his parents' idea at first, but he had enjoyed her company and attention, so sought her out time and time again. She valued and admired him, and was always eager to see him. This summer has been one of laughter and emotional openness, and he had ended up kissing her. Sep 09 13:26:38 He had not bedded her. But he did want to, and he intended to tell Molly that, to give her a final chance to put this right and actually move on from her first husband and set him aside properly. It's against his nature to be unfaithful so he will give her the choice and let her know the consequences. Sep 09 13:27:01 But if Molly cannot get over Sebastian, then why should he not also be in love with someone else? Why shouldn't Molly be made to feel the abandonment and sense of being less valued by her spouse in comparison? Perhaps she would at least have some damned empathy for him then. Sep 09 13:27:02 From his pocket, he takes out a leather thong and then threads it through his removed wedding ring. If Molly was going to continue to wear her old wedding ring to remember a man she had lost, perhaps he would wear his the same way, a mark of how Molly is and realistically always has been a love that he has lost. Sep 09 13:27:02 It slips from his grip, making a tinkling noise as it bounces down the steps and then rolls down the lawn and into the Sudlache. The sound of carriage wheels is what triggers him to awaken into the dark room. Sep 09 13:33:51 * Morgan mutters a moment, before trying to get an idea of the time Sep 09 13:35:13 **its around five thirty. Molly is asleep quite far from him** Sep 09 13:36:22 * Morgan sighs, climbing out of bed to get dressed Sep 09 13:37:59 **Everything is peaceful. She doesn't stir* Sep 09 13:42:38 * Molly is now known as HH Sep 09 13:43:27 * Morgan goes to get coffee Sep 09 13:43:31 * HH is sat at Morgan's kitchen table, map and paper in front of him, coffee already made Sep 09 13:45:36 Mornin' Sep 09 13:45:54 * Morgan grunts, sipping his coffee Sep 09 13:48:14 * HH shrugs Sep 09 13:48:18 Alright? Sep 09 13:48:31 Aye, you? Sep 09 13:52:52 * HH noda Sep 09 13:53:09 Jus' wanna get going, get it done and be back home again Sep 09 13:53:29 home... Sep 09 13:55:39 To Inga Sep 09 13:55:58 * Morgan nods Sep 09 13:58:45 * HH slides the plan to him Sep 09 13:59:33 I think I 'ave this as optimised as I can get it Sep 09 13:59:51 * Morgan nods, looking it over Sep 09 14:07:58 **3 days sailing to Londinium, 1 to Greenwich, 2 to Farnham, 3 to Londinium, 1 to sail up the coast, 2 to ride to Ilchester and back to the port, 1 sail, 2 to Thirlow and back to port, 6 days back. Sep 09 14:08:14 All assumin' we have to go everywhere Sep 09 14:10:11 **This would have them back on October 31st, 21 days after leaving** Sep 09 14:10:19 * Morgan sighs Sep 09 14:10:23 Comprehensive Sep 09 14:11:46 Might have to deviate from it, depending on the information we get from the places we visit, but if we have a plan in place we can recalculate if we need to as we go Sep 09 14:12:20 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:12:22 indeed Sep 09 14:18:00 Maybe we'll get lucky Sep 09 14:18:16 We can hope I suppose Sep 09 14:19:41 * HH nods Sep 09 14:19:59 Be back for your birthday Sep 09 14:21:48 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:21:50 that'd be nice Sep 09 14:22:30 Might have mine when we get back, instead of Tuesday Sep 09 14:25:22 Want me to throw you a party? Sep 09 14:26:52 * HH grins Sep 09 14:27:19 Maybe we'll have some drinks somewhere Sep 09 14:28:05 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:28:07 alright Sep 09 14:30:46 Should be in Londinium or Greenwich, bound t' be somewhere to drink Sep 09 14:31:17 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:31:23 Mostly Avalon ale, mind... Sep 09 14:31:51 Load up on blokners 'fore we go out, it'll be fine Sep 09 14:32:18 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:34:20 Told Inga it'd be somewhere between two and four weeks we'd be gone, she won't be surprised Sep 09 14:35:33 Longer than I'd like Sep 09 14:36:21 * HH nods Sep 09 14:36:52 Not ideal, but we'll be alright without them a few weeks Sep 09 14:38:14 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:38:15 I hope so Sep 09 14:41:24 Well, I'll be alright *he grins* Sep 09 14:42:35 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:43:50 An' Claudia will be alright. Jus' you really Sep 09 14:45:12 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:45:13 as usual Sep 09 14:46:05 * HH nods Sep 09 14:47:01 She writing you some letters incase you have a bad spell, like when you were in Zweibrucke? Sep 09 14:47:29 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:47:49 I hope it doesn't, but best to be prepared Sep 09 14:49:11 * HH nods Sep 09 14:49:29 Need you at yer best Sep 09 14:49:54 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:49:55 aye Sep 09 14:52:50 Got her appointment to get the citizenship sorted in a bit haven't you? Sep 09 14:53:34 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:53:42 aye. I expect that to be difficult for her Sep 09 14:55:30 * HH nods Sep 09 14:55:52 Rest of us stayin' here for watching Varick and guard training? Sep 09 14:57:15 * Morgan nods Sep 09 14:58:31 * HH nods Sep 09 14:58:53 Expect you might be gone all day? Sep 09 14:59:42 I wouldn't be surprised Sep 09 15:00:15 * HH nods Sep 09 15:00:34 Think she'll be upset then? Sep 09 15:00:51 * Morgan nods Sep 09 15:00:55 I sus[ect so, aye Sep 09 15:02:50 * HH nods Sep 09 15:03:22 Going out for dawn? Sep 09 15:04:07 * Morgan nods Sep 09 15:06:13 I'm going to make sure Inga's awake and ready for the day **he grins** Sep 09 15:07:47 * Morgan nods Sep 09 15:07:51 alright then Sep 09 15:09:18 * HH folds up the map, putting the plan on top of it Sep 09 15:09:25 See you in a bit then Sep 09 15:09:50 * Morgan nods, topping up his coffee Sep 09 15:18:01 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 09 15:28:03 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 09 15:42:06 **HH goes, leaving Morgan free to take his coffee outside. Claudia is already out sat on the wall of the Rose Garden when he gets there, watching over the valley in the direction of the village. She's sharpening a dagger with a whetstone Sep 09 15:45:09 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 09 15:45:28 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 09 15:46:00 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Sep 09 15:48:21 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 09 16:35:43 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 09 16:35:48 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 09 18:16:21 [15:38] (HH) **HH goes, leaving Morgan free to take his coffee outside. Claudia is already out sat on the wall of the Rose Garden when he gets there, watching over the valley in the direction of the village. She's sharpening a dagger with a whetstone Sep 09 18:17:03 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 09 18:17:03 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 09 18:21:17 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Sep 09 18:21:26 [18:13] (HH) [15:38] (HH) **HH goes, leaving Morgan free to take his coffee outside. Claudia is already out sat on the wall of the Rose Garden when he gets there, watching over the valley in the direction of the village. She's sharpening a dagger with a whetstone Sep 09 18:28:18 Mornin' Sep 09 18:59:34 * Claudia nods Sep 09 18:59:40 Again Sep 09 19:15:11 seems to be a recurrin' thing, I've noticed Sep 09 19:25:05 * Claudia nods, not saying anything Sep 09 19:25:40 Whats on your mind? Sep 09 19:27:56 Just a nightmare. I'm alright Sep 09 19:28:39 Wanna talk about it? Sep 09 19:30:28 * Claudia shakes her head Sep 09 19:31:07 Nope. Not pleasant, but it's in the past and it doesn't matter now Sep 09 19:32:11 * Morgan nods Sep 09 19:32:21 alright. I'll listen if you change your mind Sep 09 19:34:37 * Claudia nods Sep 09 19:34:45 I know. How about you? Sep 09 19:36:05 * Morgan shrugs Sep 09 19:36:21 Wasn't a nice dream, but I wouldn't call it a nightmare exactly Sep 09 19:39:09 Better than mine. What happened? Sep 09 19:40:12 All very strange. I was Molly's second husband, she disappeared off every year to sail the routes her dead husband took... Sep 09 19:40:56 * Claudia shrugs Sep 09 19:41:01 You didn't like that? Sep 09 19:41:27 I was definitely second best, lets put it that way Sep 09 19:43:57 Sounds like something you'd hate Sep 09 19:45:34 I did Sep 09 19:46:32 Having issues over her and John Dagget? Sep 09 19:47:21 I don't think so... though I have told her she needs to be careful with him Sep 09 19:48:42 Why? Sep 09 19:49:33 He's extremely vulnerable and I suspect likely to find comfort in her caring and take it a step too far... he'll feel awful about it, so I'd rather just avoid it entirely Sep 09 19:52:08 You think he might hurt her? Sep 09 19:53:31 No, not at all Sep 09 19:55:12 Just that he's going to get attached? Sep 09 19:56:10 * Morgan nods Sep 09 19:58:19 That worse because he loved her before? Sep 09 19:59:50 That'd make sense Sep 09 20:01:01 Best keep them apart then? Sep 09 20:01:10 I've advised her such Sep 09 20:03:23 Think she'll stick to it if Dagget starts asking for her or visiting? Sep 09 20:04:40 * Morgan nods Sep 09 20:04:45 or she'll take a chaperone Sep 09 20:05:31 Gotta say, that seems a but insulting. You trust her, right? Sep 09 20:05:55 of course Sep 09 20:06:22 You dont trust him not to...? Sep 09 20:07:02 I suspect he'll try to kiss her if she's around to help him too much Sep 09 20:09:06 That what happened with you? Sep 09 20:09:17 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 09 20:09:20 No Sep 09 20:11:47 What has you so worried about it? Sep 09 20:12:24 I just don't want her upset, and I'd rather avoid him feeling like he's betrayed his wife, and Molly's trust. Sep 09 20:13:56 * Claudia nods Sep 09 20:14:13 She can defend herself if she needs to Sep 09 20:14:36 I'm not worried about her safety Sep 09 20:16:24 * Claudia nods Sep 09 20:16:40 Just that they'll be upset Sep 09 20:16:47 * Morgan nods Sep 09 20:19:33 Reckon that's what your weird dream was about? Sep 09 20:20:13 * Morgan shrugs Sep 09 20:20:18 its conceivable Sep 09 20:22:40 Unless you're worried there's someone else? Sep 09 20:23:23 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 09 20:24:52 * Claudia nods, watching the sun come up Sep 09 20:25:22 Looking a bit red this morning. You brooding about it, or not? Sep 09 20:25:59 _it_? Sep 09 20:30:34 The dream Sep 09 20:31:25 oh... no, I don't think so Sep 09 20:33:57 Something else then? Sep 09 20:35:00 Not looking forward to being away... fed up of waiting to get on the move Sep 09 20:37:03 * Claudia nods Sep 09 20:37:19 Can't just pack up and go today? Sep 09 20:38:10 No, I suspect Molly is going to need support today. Sep 09 20:41:06 Oh the citizenship thing. She has Inga and family nearby Sep 09 20:41:46 She needs me here today. Sep 09 20:44:26 * Claudia shrugs Sep 09 20:45:26 What about tonight? If we start the journey before dark, we're not breaking any superstitions, and could get in two extra days sailing in Sep 09 20:48:32 I'll speak to her about it Sep 09 20:50:06 * Claudia nods Sep 09 20:50:19 It would get us underway sooner Sep 09 20:51:30 aye Sep 09 20:52:31 I think perhaps we are being relied upon for dancing... Sep 09 20:53:37 Dancing. *she looks at him seriously* Dancing rather than bringing a rapist to painful justice. Sep 09 20:55:24 Giving a girl who likely will die in childbirth one of her dreams... Sep 09 20:56:44 Must be other men who can join them instead? Sep 09 20:57:24 I'll see Sep 09 21:00:00 * Claudia nods Sep 09 21:00:26 Three more days of waiting isnt going to be good for anyone Sep 09 21:01:30 we're looking at three weeks Sep 09 21:03:26 * Claudia nods Sep 09 21:03:32 Alright Sep 09 21:06:53 * Claudia gives another few slides of the stone over the metal. The sun is risen but the grey clouds are heavy Sep 09 21:06:57 Best get back Sep 09 21:07:44 * Morgan nods Sep 09 21:07:47 aye, come on Sep 09 21:10:05 * Claudia gets off the wall, heading to the big cottage Sep 09 21:11:08 * Morgan walks along beside her Sep 09 21:12:21 * Claudia is now known as Molly Sep 09 21:12:34 * Molly is putting on her cloak when he gets there. Everyone else is having breakfast. She gives him a brief smile. Sep 09 21:12:35 What thinks you, my love? Inga suggested taking a carriage to Tawstock, just incase the weather is very bad. Sep 09 21:12:59 probably a good idea Sep 09 21:17:01 Shall I see to that whilst you eat? Sep 09 21:17:24 please Sep 09 21:22:22 * Molly kisses his cheek "I won't be gone long, then I will come back for you" Sep 09 21:31:17 * Morgan nods, settling down to eat Sep 09 21:39:34 * Molly goes. She's back again not long after breakfast, and he has to set Varick off his lap to get up. They all assure him that they will be fine without him and Molly, so the two of them are soon in the carriage and under way, the sky even greyer Sep 09 22:01:20 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 10 21:45:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 10 21:46:45 **Molly watches as the rain comes down not long after they leave, sitting opposite him** Sep 10 21:46:59 Inga was correct about the coach Sep 10 21:47:09 * Morgan nods Sep 10 21:47:21 I'm not bothered by the rain, but... even I think this is a bit much Sep 10 21:50:28 * Molly nods, still watching Sep 10 21:50:56 Maybe if it weren't such an important journey, I wouldn't mind Sep 10 21:51:22 * Morgan nods Sep 10 21:51:24 indeed Sep 10 21:51:28 how're you feeling? Sep 10 21:54:23 * Molly shrugs Sep 10 21:54:45 So much has been going on it has been at the back of my mind til now Sep 10 21:55:49 * Morgan nods Sep 10 21:57:13 Still, it will be over soon Sep 10 21:59:08 aye, it will, then we can get back to getting on with things Sep 10 21:59:15 * Molly looks back to him "how are you today?" Sep 10 22:00:26 * Morgan shrugs Sep 10 22:00:54 had another sebastien nightmare... Claudia is pushing me to sail tonight... Sep 10 22:01:10 * Molly nods slowly Sep 10 22:01:18 I see Sep 10 22:05:46 She'll just have to wait... and the dream, I'll write that down later Sep 10 22:10:10 * Molly watches him solemnly Sep 10 22:10:28 We have an hour before we get there, if you wished to talk about it Sep 10 22:11:44 which part? Sep 10 22:12:01 * Molly smiles Sep 10 22:12:11 Either... both Sep 10 22:13:28 her argument to go today makes a practical sense Sep 10 22:16:04 * Molly chews her lower lip Sep 10 22:16:08 You want to go Sep 10 22:16:53 I dislike the waiting, but I will not leave you when you need me Sep 10 22:17:36 * Molly tilts up her chin Sep 10 22:18:05 I would not keep you here when you want to be elsewhere, just as I never have before Sep 10 22:18:50 I don't want to be elsewhere Sep 10 22:21:26 But you do not want to wait another three days... Sep 10 22:22:13 It chafes on me, I'll admit Sep 10 22:27:27 * Molly nods Sep 10 22:27:45 If that is your wish, I will not try to stop you Sep 10 22:27:58 blossom, don't push me away Sep 10 22:30:18 I do not want you to be unhappy. If you would be happier leaving today, then leave today Sep 10 22:31:08 I'd be happier catching him, but I don't want to leave you bearing this burden alone Sep 10 22:32:20 I will endure, as always. Sep 10 22:33:26 I know, but I don't want you to have to Sep 10 22:36:59 I know. It is your decision Sep 10 22:37:47 I'm aware of that. What do you _want_ me to do? Sep 10 22:40:20 Whatever will make you happy Sep 10 22:40:41 * Morgan frowns at her Sep 10 22:40:43 stop it Sep 10 22:41:41 Liebes herz, have I ever _not_ prioritised your well-being over my own? Sep 10 22:42:38 Thats not what you're doing right now... you're avoiding telling me what you _want_ Sep 10 22:46:12 Because all I want, all I _ever_ want, is to make you happy. Sep 10 22:47:00 * Morgan sighs Sep 10 22:47:02 right Sep 10 22:49:13 * Molly nods Sep 10 22:51:27 If you are to go today, we need to take Varick to the Rose so he can speak to Captain Ulysses. I won't have time to write more, but I am sure you will manage fine. We should send the coach to Sorgi when we get to the courthouse to give him time to provision, and to collect a few more of our belongings Sep 10 22:52:44 I'm not going Sep 10 22:54:06 * Molly nods Sep 10 22:54:16 If that is what you wish Sep 10 22:57:45 I want to be here and help you through this Sep 10 23:00:00 * Molly nods Sep 10 23:00:05 I know you do Sep 10 23:02:51 * Molly sighs, looking back to the rain again Sep 10 23:03:58 I can manage. I have Varick, Inga, and Elsie. I have Peter and Beth and the children. Sep 10 23:04:17 I don't want to suddenly change the plans for Varick, either. Sep 10 23:07:33 * Molly nods Sep 10 23:07:52 I can understand that Sep 10 23:11:37 I'd quite like to see how Elsie gets on at this ball, too Sep 10 23:11:45 * Molly smiles Sep 10 23:12:08 I must find time to teach her some basic steps Sep 10 23:14:35 that would be useful Sep 10 23:15:38 * Molly nods Sep 10 23:15:52 I will fit it in somehow Sep 10 23:16:18 I'm sure Sep 10 23:17:44 * Molly takes a deep breath Sep 10 23:17:54 Alright. You are staying. Sep 10 23:18:04 * Morgan nods Sep 10 23:18:42 Do you wish me to sit next to you whilst you tell me your nightmare? Sep 10 23:20:10 If you wish to Sep 10 23:23:05 * Molly watches him Sep 10 23:23:24 Do _you_ wish me to? Sep 10 23:26:37 I wouldn't say no to the closeness Sep 10 23:29:26 * Molly moves over, sitting next to him and taking his hand Sep 10 23:29:42 What happened in the nightmare? Sep 10 23:30:31 You'd been off sailing the routes that Seb did before he died... I'd grown weary of always being an afterthought while you sailed around every summer Sep 10 23:33:34 * Molly squeezes his hand gently Sep 10 23:33:44 This was like the one you had before? Sep 10 23:34:31 * Morgan nods Sep 10 23:34:43 but this time I'd met Dietlinde and was going to give you an ultimatum Sep 10 23:35:23 * Molly blinks rapidly a moment Sep 10 23:35:32 What was the ultimatum? Sep 10 23:36:14 That either you stop putting me first or I move on I think Sep 10 23:36:52 Hmm. What happened then? Sep 10 23:36:59 then I woke up Sep 10 23:40:46 * Molly nods Sep 10 23:40:52 That is deeply unple Sep 10 23:40:55 Unpleasant Sep 10 23:41:12 * Morgan nods Sep 10 23:41:13 aye Sep 10 23:44:00 I... am not sure what to say about it. Sep 10 23:45:06 * Morgan nods Sep 10 23:47:56 I am sorry you were hurting again. How are you feeling about it now? Sep 10 23:48:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 10 23:49:09 Last time you were concerned it was an insight into my feelings. Can I alleviate any concerns for you? Sep 10 23:51:11 just not sure what it means... is it just an alternate path? Sep 10 23:52:34 * Molly shrugs, watching from the window Sep 10 23:52:40 I suppose it must be Sep 10 23:53:25 or my mind is trying to show me something thats bothering me but I haven't figured it out yet Sep 10 23:54:28 Maybe. Perhaps you are more jealous about the prospect of me having potentially belonged to another than you realise? Sep 10 23:55:38 * Morgan nods Sep 10 23:55:39 maybe Sep 10 23:56:41 I do not see what else it could be. Sep 10 23:57:18 no... Sep 10 23:57:57 I cannot say I like it Sep 10 23:58:17 no? Sep 11 00:00:25 * Molly shrugs Sep 11 00:00:48 It is unpleasant to think of my having hurt you or pushed you that far. Sep 11 00:01:24 * Morgan nods Sep 11 00:02:42 * Molly frowns Sep 11 00:02:56 It's silly, it didn't even happen... Sep 11 00:03:23 yet it bothers you Sep 11 00:05:00 * Molly nods Sep 11 00:05:04 It does Sep 11 00:10:27 * Molly glances at him Sep 11 00:10:50 I know it shouldn't, but... *she shrugs* Sep 11 00:11:22 you needn't, you've done neither of those things Sep 11 00:12:46 No... I know. It's just not nice to think that is potentially where we might have ended up, and that the achieving the convergence could come with no guarantee of us being happy Sep 11 00:14:08 no, its not Sep 11 00:14:56 Does it make you feel jealous, despite the fact that it's only something that might have happened but hasn't? Sep 11 00:15:16 * Morgan nods Sep 11 00:15:33 * Molly kisses his knuckles Sep 11 00:16:10 I'm sorry Sep 11 00:17:17 No need blossom Sep 11 00:17:57 * Molly nods. She rests her cheek to his arm, and a few minutes pass before she says "liebes herz?" Sep 11 00:18:39 yes? Sep 11 00:18:57 **she says quietly** Did you sleep with her in the nightmare? Sep 11 00:21:20 No Sep 11 00:22:44 * Molly nods a little "alright" Sep 11 00:25:26 * Molly doesn't bring it up for the rest of the long rainy journey to the courthouse in the town Sep 11 00:58:05 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 12 18:38:19 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 12 18:38:55 **The office of the Justice Of The Peace is in a building that must be one of the oldest in Tawstock, its stylings more Medieval than modern. Molly looks up at the building a moment before squaring her shoulders. Sep 12 18:38:55 Let's get this over with. Sep 12 18:40:05 * Morgan nods Sep 12 18:41:26 **Inside it's very formal, and the staff are wealthily but soberly dressed in greys and blacks. They are not made to wait, on account of her status. She enters into the room that is generally used for magistrates' rulings over petty crimes and more serious procedures, the dark wooden bench complete with gavel at the front. Sep 12 18:42:46 **Near but facing the bench is the dock, a small space complete with anchor points to manacle criminals to. Behind the dock is a wiry, sour faced man, wearing a long powdered wig as Avalon Judges tend to Sep 12 18:52:33 * Molly squares her shoulders a little again before she approaches, and her identity is confirmed. The justice of the peace is surprisingly gently spoken, and sounds like a man of good breeding. There are two clerks there also. Bows are given politely. Sep 12 18:52:33 **Paperwork is organised quietly. Meanwhile Molly stands quietly, her hands clasped together at her waist. Her gaze is upon the blue and white Avalonian flag on the wall above the bench. Her expression is neutral. Sep 12 18:53:29 JOP: Your Grace, if you would place your hand upon the holy book. **she does so** Sep 12 18:53:29 JOP: Repeat after me 'I, Molly Isabella Koertig, nee Forrester, being of sound mind and free from coercion, make a solemn vow before Almighty God … Sep 12 18:53:29 **she repeats this** Sep 12 18:53:29 JOP: … that from this day forth I relinquish my citizenship of Avalon and all the rights and privileges granted by it. **she repeats this too, watching her own hand on the book. She sounds a little sad, but not undecided* Sep 12 18:53:50 JOP: I understand that I am neither protected by or bound to Queen Elaine of Avalon, nor obligated to attend the Church Of Avalon or be of that faith. **she repeats again solemnly** Sep 12 18:53:50 JOP: I understand that my children will not gain Avalonian citizenship by being brought forth from me, but may do do through their paternal line. **she smiles slightly as she recites this** Sep 12 18:53:50 JOP: I understand I can inherit or gain no titled Avalonian position as a non-citizen, except through marriage to an Avalonian citizen. **Molly repeats it** Sep 12 18:53:50 JOP: I relinquish my Avalonian citizenship Sep 12 18:53:50 * Molly takes a deep breath "I relinquish my Avalonian citizenship" Sep 12 18:54:50 **The JOP nods** Very well. Now I need you to sign all three copies of this, and you can go about your day. **he lets her sign them first before he signs all three and his assistant signs them too** Sep 12 18:54:50 * Molly sets down the quill, inclining her head. They all stand to bow to her, and she walks out into the rain that hits the streets that belong to a country she no longer does. Sep 12 18:57:47 * Morgan places his hand around hers Sep 12 19:04:18 * Molly squeezes it gently Sep 12 19:04:30 I have some packing to do on the Rose Sep 12 19:06:51 * Morgan nods Sep 12 19:06:52 alright Sep 12 19:11:45 * Molly gets back into the carriage after giving the driver instructions Sep 12 19:11:58 * Morgan sits beside her Sep 12 19:17:03 * Molly watches the rain for the short drive to the docks. There's several ships but barely anyone on the dock or up on the decks. Everyone seems to be hunkering down from the rain. Sep 12 19:17:24 * Morgan turns to watch her carefully Sep 12 19:17:37 Maybe it'll be drier after lunch Sep 12 19:18:02 I doubt it Sep 12 19:19:01 * Molly pulls up the hood of her cloak before exiting the carriage, and makes quick work of going up the gang plank and touching the horse shoe. A few crewmen are mopping the deck Sep 12 19:20:11 * Morgan follows her up Sep 12 19:25:13 * Molly heads down to their study. Sorgi comes out of his at just the moment to intercept Morgan Sep 12 19:25:19 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Sep 12 19:25:40 Good morning, m'lord, I wasn't expecting you Sep 12 19:29:51 Captain. Molly needed to pack some things for when we head off... she's just been to the magistrates... Sep 12 19:31:10 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 19:31:29 When you are free, I'd like a word, m'lord Sep 12 19:32:11 Let me just check on her and I'll be back Sep 12 19:34:43 * Sorgi nods. Molly is in their room, her wet cloak has been hung up. She's taking things from the wardrobe Sep 12 19:35:05 * Morgan watches her Sep 12 19:35:08 do you need to talk? Sep 12 19:36:39 **she shakes her head** Not right now, liebling Sep 12 19:37:52 Do you need anything? Sep 12 19:38:44 M: I don't think so Sep 12 19:38:55 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 12 19:39:00 alright, Sorgi wants to see me Sep 12 19:40:01 M: Alright, my love. I'll be here. Sep 12 19:40:15 * Morgan nods, heading back to find Sorgi Sep 12 19:41:36 * Sorgi is in his study sat at the desk Sep 12 19:41:56 * Morgan taps on the door Sep 12 19:44:07 Come in and take a seat Sep 12 19:44:14 * Morgan does so Sep 12 19:46:51 Nothing much, m'lord, but last time I saw you you were confiding about your nightmare. I wanted to see how you are doing Sep 12 19:49:10 Oh... I thought perhaps there was some problem... last time you wanted a word was quite tense. I'm alright, I think. Sep 12 19:49:33 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 19:50:22 I've been wondering if I should have come to find you. Claudia has been on edge about it, saying both you and Heinzharold were having problems Sep 12 19:50:48 * Morgan nods Sep 12 19:51:09 As much as I've hated how it makes her feel, I couldn't burden Claudia with that Sep 12 19:56:31 She's a strong woman, but not as over all the rapes as she makes out Sep 12 19:57:26 ((He hasnt told Sorgi the extent of the attack, as far as I can make out from the logs, just that Elsie was raped, pregnant and will die in childbirth)) Sep 12 19:58:58 No, I don't think so... but the brutality involved here... *he shudders* Sep 12 20:00:10 Worse than normal? Sep 12 20:01:21 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:01:40 * Sorgi looks grim Sep 12 20:02:39 Keep it from Claudia if you can. She won't like it, but you won't like the things she will have to tell you if the flashbacks start again Sep 12 20:03:09 We've already agreed she's not going to know, given the impact its had on HeinzHarold and me... we need one of us to remain clear headed Sep 12 20:03:24 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:03:30 How is he doing? Sep 12 20:04:01 better now. Sep 12 20:09:31 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:09:43 Sailing with us, m'lord? Sep 12 20:12:34 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:12:59 HeinzHarold has a plan for a route... we're going to track Dau down and bring him back here Sep 12 20:19:59 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:20:25 Claudia mentioned it. I have some maps and charts for that side of the country Sep 12 20:20:54 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:20:56 good Sep 12 20:23:06 Everything is ready for Saturday departure Sep 12 20:23:34 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:23:57 have you heard that I've given up on killing him myself? Sep 12 20:25:45 I had not, m'lord Sep 12 20:26:09 * Morgan frowns Sep 12 20:26:18 drop that would you Sep 12 20:26:40 Just force of habit Sep 12 20:26:48 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:28:50 What made you decide that? Sep 12 20:30:11 Lady Torrington was unaware of what had happened. Its been quite a shock to her and the best way to start healing the division in her lands is to bring the man responsible for what happened to justice in front of them all Sep 12 20:37:03 I see the sense in that. But it isnt what we would do in Eisen. Sep 12 20:39:22 No... we would butcher him... but a man like him will feel it more keenly, being shamed in front of so many he believes are beneath him... and he's not getting a quick death Sep 12 20:41:08 What is being done? Sep 12 20:41:40 He's being hung, drawn and quartered Sep 12 20:43:14 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:43:43 We just need to find him then Sep 12 20:44:46 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:44:48 indeed Sep 12 20:45:56 It will be several weeks I'd imagine Sep 12 20:46:57 HeinzHarold reckons three Sep 12 20:51:04 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:51:17 Are you expecting trouble? Sep 12 20:51:44 You don't mean in terms of combat, do you? Sep 12 20:54:25 No Sep 12 20:55:15 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 12 20:55:36 I don't know. I'm having distinctly less nightmares at the moment, so I'm hoping thats a step in the right direction Sep 12 20:58:02 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 20:58:17 Prepare for the worst, hope for the best Sep 12 20:58:33 * Morgan nods Sep 12 20:58:35 indeed Sep 12 21:01:36 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 21:01:44 Anything else? Sep 12 21:01:55 how're _you_? Sep 12 21:05:32 Fine, nothing to report Sep 12 21:06:23 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:06:32 no doubt we'll have time to talk over the next few weeks Sep 12 21:08:24 * Sorgi nods Sep 12 21:08:33 I expect so Sep 12 21:08:59 * Morgan nods, getting up Sep 12 21:11:20 * Sorgi does too, putting on a waxed coat and hat before letting him out Sep 12 21:12:04 * Morgan goes back to his study Sep 12 21:14:18 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Sep 12 21:14:45 * Molly is still in the bedroom folding her clothes into the fyodor trunk Sep 12 21:15:26 * Morgan sits on the bed Sep 12 21:17:58 * Molly takes out the silver and blue dress she wore at the Winter Ball in Freiburg Sep 12 21:18:22 I thought perhaps this for Friday evening, what thinks you? Sep 12 21:19:46 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:20:01 I like that one Sep 12 21:24:22 * Molly nods, folding it carefully Sep 12 21:24:28 Is Sorgi well? Sep 12 21:24:32 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:24:35 aye, he's fine Sep 12 21:25:43 * Molly nods, going back to the wardrobe Sep 12 21:25:59 Good. I do not think I need more than one ballgown Sep 12 21:26:26 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:26:30 probably not Sep 12 21:30:36 * Molly nods, shutting the door. She comes to sit beside him Sep 12 21:31:17 I have packed everything I need then, but perhaps we could just be here a little while Sep 12 21:31:55 If you wish blossom Sep 12 21:32:59 * Molly nods Sep 12 21:33:19 If there are things you wish to get done, you needn't stay Sep 12 21:33:59 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 12 21:34:02 No, nothing Sep 12 21:35:49 * Molly nods Sep 12 21:36:01 Alright, liebling Sep 12 21:39:53 * Molly is quiet for quite a while Sep 12 21:40:27 I knew it was coming, I've known for more than a month, but... *she sighs* Sep 12 21:41:35 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:47:13 * Molly looks to him with a frown Sep 12 21:47:27 It's almost like I've lost part of myself Sep 12 21:49:56 I was always part of your identity, I think... it is for everyone Sep 12 21:50:42 * Molly nods Sep 12 21:52:28 I will adjust, I will adapt, as always. Sep 12 21:52:54 * Morgan nods Sep 12 21:53:06 its never defined you Sep 12 21:55:14 You do not think so? Sep 12 21:55:32 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 12 21:56:52 If not that, then what? I was the Avalonian woman you fell in love with, your Avalonian mistress, your Avalonian wife... Sep 12 21:57:59 a descriptor... You were my trusted friend, the beautiful, kind woman I fell in love with, my devoted wife... Sep 12 21:58:27 * Molly smiles Sep 12 21:58:46 That is how you think of me? Sep 12 21:59:30 how else would I think of you? Sep 12 21:59:53 * Molly looks perplexed Sep 12 22:02:06 I am not sure really. I suppose I think of myself as being part of the Avalon part of your life, that I appealed to the half of you that is Avalonian. It is hard to explain Sep 12 22:03:10 * Morgan shrugs Sep 12 22:04:07 You have Avalonian traits, certainly, but that is not an identity, more influence of your upbringing. Find me a practical Avalonian noble... Sep 12 22:04:46 Your mother Sep 12 22:05:21 * Morgan shrugs Sep 12 22:05:39 find me another... my family don't count when talking stereotypes Sep 12 22:05:45 * Molly smiles slightly Sep 12 22:06:02 I was hoping you would not ask that, my love Sep 12 22:08:01 * Molly bites her lip Sep 12 22:08:22 Perhaps that is just a problem with nobility, not nationality? Sep 12 22:09:49 So... Eisen people are practical? Sep 12 22:13:43 * Molly looks torn Sep 12 22:13:54 Ummm... some are. Sep 12 22:15:40 Its a necessity of location... Eiseners are fantastic at fighting, because we had to be. Avalonians are practical, generally speaking, because its useful. Vendel... well, if I ever find a use for one, I'll let you know, but you see my point Sep 12 22:16:04 your practical nature is a result of your upbringing and surroundings, not inherent due to your birth Sep 12 22:17:04 * Molly looks to think of something "I suppose so. I think it was something we had in common, where we had little else that was. It was a way in which I fit you" Sep 12 22:18:25 No, your gentle nature, your loving support, your kind heart, thats what fit... If we were to look at what would suit based on our national stereotypes, Claudia and I should make a great pairing... Sep 12 22:20:30 * Molly giggles Sep 12 22:20:42 You would be a truly awful couple Sep 12 22:20:56 * Morgan nods Sep 12 22:20:57 indeed Sep 12 22:21:15 * Molly 's nose wrinkles Sep 12 22:21:37 And having had that nightmare of you kissing her, I'd rather not ponder it too much! Sep 12 22:22:00 if I tried that she'd break every bone in my body anyway Sep 12 22:22:17 And many softer places! Sep 12 22:23:32 * Morgan nods Sep 12 22:23:33 quite Sep 12 22:24:23 I suppose by that logic John and I should have been a great pairing, but I have changed too much Sep 12 22:25:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 12 22:29:43 It just feels... strange. I knew I would be giving up my life in Avalon when we discussed how it did not feel safe here when we had so much more to lose, but I did not imagine giving up my citizenship and my rights here Sep 12 22:29:57 * Morgan nods Sep 12 22:30:47 If you were to leave me, I would not really be able to come back here Sep 12 22:31:59 Not a consideration you need entertain Sep 12 22:34:36 * Molly nods Sep 12 22:34:59 Our children will still have citizenship. That's strange, isnt it? Sep 12 22:35:33 I was thinking about that during the meeting Sep 12 22:36:00 I am fully Avalonian blood but wont, yet you are half and they will be three quarters and do. Sep 12 22:37:27 * Morgan nods Sep 12 22:38:06 * Molly leans her cheek to his arm Sep 12 22:38:44 It is done now. It was necessary to further our goals. Sometimes that means hard sacrifices for future good. Sep 12 22:39:35 * Morgan nods Sep 12 22:39:37 aye Sep 12 22:40:09 We ought to have lunch before we brave the rain again Sep 12 22:40:54 **There's a tap at the outer door* Sep 12 22:42:41 * Molly sighs "shall I get that?" Sep 12 22:43:09 I'll get it Sep 12 22:46:13 * Morgan gets up, heading out into the other room to open the door Sep 12 22:46:40 **The crewman gives him a parcel addressed to him. It feels very soft** Sep 12 22:47:10 * Morgan thanks him, taking it through to the bedroom to open Sep 12 22:48:49 * Molly looks at it, then looks innocentish Sep 12 22:49:04 What do you have there, my love? Sep 12 22:49:47 Its a parcel Sep 12 22:51:20 Mmhmm. What is in it? Sep 12 22:53:13 **It appears to be new cream colour flannels** Sep 12 22:53:24 ((Peaked too early lol)) Sep 12 22:53:36 * Morgan opens it Sep 12 22:54:23 **It appears to be new cream colour flannels** Sep 12 22:54:47 * Molly bites her lip, trying not to giggle Sep 12 22:56:01 Mmhmm Sep 12 22:57:05 * Morgan looks them over Sep 12 22:57:34 **they're soft but quite non-descript** Sep 12 22:57:55 Why... do I have these? Sep 12 22:58:39 Oh, they're a practical sort of thing to have about the place, especially when travelling away from home Sep 12 22:58:59 flannels... Sep 12 22:59:37 Mmhmm. Practical for a man, I think? More practical than handkerchiefs Sep 12 23:00:26 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Sep 12 23:01:16 * Molly simply smiles at him, raising both of hers Sep 12 23:01:51 Yes, mon petit chou, is there a problem? Sep 12 23:02:03 Not seeing why I'd need them... Sep 12 23:02:45 * Molly starts to blush now Sep 12 23:03:13 Well... just... with being away from me for so long... Sep 12 23:03:52 yes... Sep 12 23:04:24 * Molly blushes more, fidgeting a little Sep 12 23:05:13 I just thought that perhaps there may be sometimes you miss me and have... frustrations to resolve... Sep 12 23:07:12 * Molly watches his expression Sep 12 23:08:34 I'm not sure I understand... Sep 12 23:08:51 * Molly blushes even harder Sep 12 23:09:06 Liebes herz, are you teasing me? Sep 12 23:09:16 ruthlessly Sep 12 23:09:23 * Molly laughs Sep 12 23:09:40 That is most cruel of you, mein sehnsucht! Sep 12 23:10:19 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:10:25 its a character flaw of mine Sep 12 23:10:39 Being a tease? Oh yes, I know. Sep 12 23:11:18 * Molly watches him Sep 12 23:12:35 You would have continued feigning naivety until I would have needed to say something I would have struggled to say without either embarrassing or arousing myself? Sep 12 23:12:51 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:12:55 most likely Sep 12 23:13:38 Most dreadful, my love. And when I was simply trying to help you! *she giggles* Sep 12 23:15:21 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:15:26 I know, I'm horrendous at times Sep 12 23:15:38 I thought it rather practical as with a towel or shirt it would have to go to the crew for laundry. With a flannel that is not necessary Sep 12 23:16:29 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:16:34 makes sense Sep 12 23:16:44 I dread to think how you all managed during the War! Sep 12 23:17:17 the others frequented brothels as often as leave allowed, and there were the camp followers, I suppose Sep 12 23:17:51 That would not help on ship though Sep 12 23:17:58 no Sep 12 23:18:06 * Molly shakes her head, smiling Sep 12 23:19:27 We need to go to lunch. Otherwise I shall either lose my appetite for food considering that prospect about a ship full of men, or gain an entirely different appetite considering that prospect about you! Sep 12 23:19:42 * Morgan laughs Sep 12 23:19:49 come along blossom, lets get something to eat Sep 12 23:20:06 * Molly smiles, standing up Sep 12 23:20:31 It's rather a novel way to cheer me up, but it has done so nonetheless Sep 12 23:20:43 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:20:44 good Sep 12 23:20:58 * Molly kisses his cheek Sep 12 23:21:02 Thank you Sep 12 23:22:53 I've not done anything blossom Sep 12 23:23:39 You have listened, supported me, and made me laugh. That is everything Sep 12 23:24:04 * Morgan nods Sep 12 23:24:06 very well Sep 12 23:24:26 * Molly nods and takes his hand, leading him out into the study and into the hall Sep 12 23:24:36 ((Call it there)) Sep 12 23:45:47 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 13 11:32:42 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 13 11:32:47 **They have lunch, the crew seeming cheerful. They briefly sight Captain Ulysses who is on a mouse hunting mission. With farewells to Sorgi they're soon back in the carriage. She sits next to him, holding one of his hands between both of hers. She seems quiet but relaxed** Sep 13 11:32:47 Will you be busy looking over the estate manager applications with Her Grace this afternoon? Sep 13 11:33:08 * Morgan nods Sep 13 11:33:41 aye. I'm reluctant to put Dagget in place given his attitude unless her Grace can control him Sep 13 11:47:11 * Molly nods Sep 13 11:47:58 People do not like him. It would be a bad choice, and also unfair to expect John to step up at Goodleigh yet Sep 13 11:48:11 * Morgan nods Sep 13 11:48:12 I agree Sep 13 11:54:10 But he is well known, and has some status, and in that respect it will be hard to deny him Sep 13 11:54:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 13 11:56:15 Thats never stopped me in the past Sep 13 12:02:07 No, but it may stop Lady Torrington Sep 13 12:03:32 We'll see... Sep 13 12:07:51 Maybe there will be someone who is better suited? Sep 13 12:10:01 I hope so Sep 13 12:10:57 * Molly nods Sep 13 12:11:33 She needs someone good. Someone like Bauer. Koln is flourishing because of him Sep 13 12:12:38 * Morgan nods Sep 13 12:12:56 She needs someone who will work with her vision rather than their own Sep 13 12:16:26 * Molly nods Sep 13 12:16:58 It might not be very easy to find a man so willing to take progressive commands from a woman Sep 13 12:19:25 No... its going to be hard work finding someone Sep 13 12:20:19 * Molly squeezes his hand Sep 13 12:20:26 She will need you Sep 13 12:20:30 * Morgan nods Sep 13 12:24:32 She is lucky to have you here Sep 13 12:24:47 * Morgan shrusg Sep 13 12:25:03 She told me I was abandoning her to her fate when I told her we weren't coming back Sep 13 12:30:54 * Molly frowns Sep 13 12:31:31 That was rather unnecessary. You are entitled to make a life for yourself, and you have duties of your own. Sep 13 12:31:38 * Morgan nods Sep 13 12:32:23 If she cannot cope alone, she should wed a man who can manage for her. Sep 13 12:32:52 She can do it Sep 13 12:46:32 * Molly nods a little Sep 13 12:46:49 It is rare, but I think many women could, given the chance Sep 13 12:47:44 * Morgan nods Sep 13 13:01:54 I can try to help her, if you wish, whilst you are gone? Sep 13 13:02:10 * Morgan nods Sep 13 13:02:18 I was thinking the might be an idea Sep 13 13:07:56 * Molly smiles Sep 13 13:08:10 It will fill some of the days, wont it? Sep 13 13:08:37 * Morgan nods Sep 13 13:08:39 aye it will Sep 13 13:12:02 It will be hard for you to find things to do, except for learning to play your new tin whistle? Sep 13 13:12:46 probably, aye Sep 13 13:17:03 It doesnt sound very enjoyable, my love Sep 13 13:18:42 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 13:18:56 I'm tracking a target, its meant to be work Sep 13 13:22:00 * Molly smiles Sep 13 13:22:14 This will bring out the Eisen in you all? Sep 13 13:24:09 Its going to be difficult, not dealing with it in the way we would in Eisen... Sep 13 13:27:08 * Molly nods Sep 13 13:27:43 Even with the best of intentions, the provocation of his face and personality will render that a challenge Sep 13 13:28:13 There are places the bruises wont show... Sep 13 13:35:05 * Molly nods Sep 13 13:35:34 Lots of places Sep 13 13:35:59 * Morgan nods Sep 13 13:39:29 * Molly places a kiss in his palm Sep 13 13:39:34 He deserves it Sep 13 13:39:44 * Morgan nods Sep 13 13:39:46 undoubtedly Sep 13 13:44:51 * Molly holds his hand to her cheek Sep 13 13:45:17 Will you be captaining her whilst you are away? Sep 13 13:45:54 I doubt it Sep 13 13:48:13 That is a pity Sep 13 13:48:47 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 13:48:50 she's got a captain Sep 13 13:52:35 But it is your childhood dream, my love Sep 13 13:54:43 I'm aware of that Sep 13 13:56:34 I know Sorgi would be very happy to yield her to you a while Sep 13 13:56:55 I doubt it Sep 13 13:58:32 What makes you think so? Sep 13 13:58:54 Because he's the captain Sep 13 14:01:17 She is your ship Sep 13 14:03:52 true, but I would not wish to displease him by taking over Sep 13 14:06:06 * Molly shakes her head Sep 13 14:06:31 I am certain he understands Sep 13 14:07:25 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 14:10:03 I have mentioned in passing to him about it Sep 13 14:10:53 oh? Sep 13 14:14:28 He has no trouble with yielding command to either of us, knowing that we would ask for any help or guidance without hesitation Sep 13 14:15:20 I'll speak to him about it then Sep 13 14:19:53 * Molly nods Sep 13 14:20:16 It would please me to think the trip was somehow positive Sep 13 14:20:38 * Morgan nods Sep 13 14:22:44 Perhaps you'll write your adventures for me? Or make some sketches? Sep 13 14:23:33 if you wish Sep 13 14:27:56 I would like that very much. I like that you would be thinking of me each day Sep 13 14:28:26 constantly, I should imagine Sep 13 14:30:18 * Molly smiles Sep 13 14:30:30 Really? But you will be so busy! Sep 13 14:31:05 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 14:33:53 * Molly kisses his palm again Sep 13 14:34:17 I will be thinking of you all day every day, as always Sep 13 14:35:04 I'm sure lady Torrington and Varick will keep you occupied Sep 13 14:36:21 Not from my thoughts of you, liebling. Nothing distracts me from that Sep 13 14:37:26 I'm rather pleased to hear that Sep 13 14:39:54 You are surprised, my love? Sep 13 14:40:07 perhaps Sep 13 14:42:46 I'm not sure there has been a day in more than a year when I have not thought of you relentlessly Sep 13 14:43:01 * Morgan nods Sep 13 14:47:34 I hope that does not displease you? Sep 13 14:47:46 of course not Sep 13 14:49:12 * Molly shrugs Sep 13 14:49:37 It might have troubled you that I was so fond of you so long ago Sep 13 14:49:55 it may have then Sep 13 14:50:11 * Molly nods Sep 13 14:50:30 You would have been unhappy about it, I suspect Sep 13 14:50:55 probably Sep 13 14:51:03 * Molly nods Sep 13 14:51:46 You did not start thinking of me on a daily basis til much more recently? Sep 13 14:53:03 more recently than you did I, certainly Sep 13 14:53:20 * Molly nods Sep 13 14:54:51 It was lucky that I did, I think. If it had not been so early, I might have been married before you felt anything Sep 13 14:56:06 * Morgan nods Sep 13 14:56:14 a distinct possibility Sep 13 14:58:48 And once I had made vows, that would have rendered it completely impossible that you would care for me. You would not have allowed yourself to feel anything for another man's wife. Sep 13 16:16:15 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 16:16:17 I suppose so Sep 13 16:19:00 * Molly nods slowly Sep 13 16:20:04 I'd probably have moved away if you had had feelings for me whilst I was married. I would not have made you go through that. Sep 13 16:20:33 * Morgan nods Sep 13 16:23:23 * Molly smiles a little Sep 13 16:23:55 I'd have given up everything I'd ever known just to protect you from further pain Sep 13 16:24:17 I know blossom Sep 13 16:24:37 * Molly nods, squeezing his hand Sep 13 16:24:58 Would you have left, do you think, if you'd known how I felt? Sep 13 16:25:50 back then? Maybe. Or tried harder to get myself killed Sep 13 16:31:13 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 13 16:31:37 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 13 16:31:46 [16:28] * Molly nods Sep 13 16:32:02 It's been so complicated for us Sep 13 16:33:38 * Morgan nods Sep 13 16:33:40 it has rather Sep 13 16:35:01 Certainly more complicated than for Heinzharold and Inga, who really were just love at first sight Sep 13 16:35:44 * Morgan nods Sep 13 16:36:25 And your parents Sep 13 16:38:06 * Molly frowns Sep 13 16:38:10 And my parents Sep 13 16:40:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 16:40:49 I suppose Sep 13 16:41:22 * Molly shrugs too Sep 13 16:41:45 I suppose there was likely some influencing there to ensure we were born. Sep 13 16:42:50 It wouldn't surprise me in the slightest Sep 13 16:48:03 * Molly nods, watching the continuing rain from the window quietly Sep 13 16:51:07 I suppose there's a value to having a start that had to be fought for more though... Sep 13 17:02:29 I suppose so Sep 13 17:04:53 * Molly squeezes his hand, speaking softly Sep 13 17:05:08 Does it sadden you that we did not have that? Sep 13 17:07:40 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 17:07:50 that simply wasn't available to us Sep 13 17:08:22 * Molly nods Sep 13 17:08:34 It wasn't Sep 13 17:12:46 * Molly leans her cheek to his arm Sep 13 17:13:46 * Morgan nods Sep 13 17:17:37 Some of the dreams have that, dont they? Like the Allemande ones, or the ones where we meet in Catterick Sep 13 17:19:54 * Morgan nods Sep 13 17:19:55 aye Sep 13 17:23:17 * Molly nods Sep 13 17:23:51 I wonder if we should speak to Peter and Beth about the adoption tomorrow? Sep 13 17:25:49 * Morgan nods Sep 13 17:25:51 good idea Sep 13 17:28:10 * Molly nods Sep 13 17:28:43 And take Varick to the ship. I am sure the time will fly until you can go Sep 13 17:29:25 perhaps Sep 13 17:30:14 * Molly nods Sep 13 17:30:41 And you will leave early on Saturday? Do you want us to see you off at the dock? Sep 13 17:31:01 No, I think you should stay at the cottage Sep 13 17:33:48 Why, liebling? Sep 13 17:34:56 I don't want to disrupt Varick by having him watch us leave Sep 13 17:35:43 I could come without him? Sep 13 17:35:58 No, he'll need you with him Sep 13 17:37:10 * Molly nods Sep 13 17:37:14 As you wish Sep 13 17:41:04 **the rest of the journey is quite straightforward, and they are soon out of the coach in the coach yard. The rain is lessened but still there. She pulls her cloak tighter** I have some things to do, are you going to see Lady Torrington? Sep 13 17:41:32 I suppose i should Sep 13 17:42:03 There is something you would rather do? Sep 13 17:42:18 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 17:43:05 If you are worrying about me, you needn't. Sep 13 17:45:35 no? Sep 13 17:45:57 I'll be with Inga and Varick, I'll be fine Sep 13 17:46:47 * Morgan nods Sep 13 17:46:49 alright blossom Sep 13 17:47:56 * Molly nods, smiling a little Sep 13 17:48:18 I am going to go, before I am drenched. I'll see you in a while Sep 13 17:48:48 * Morgan nods, moving out of her way Sep 13 17:49:40 * Molly holds her skirts a little from the ground to keeps the hems dry and she goes past him towards the cottages Sep 13 17:50:15 * Morgan heads inside the main house, going via the kitchen to arrange for coffee before going to find Catherine Sep 13 17:50:31 * Molly is now known as Catherine Sep 13 17:50:46 * Catherine is in the library, there's no sign of Kurt Sep 13 17:52:28 Your Grace... Sep 13 17:53:30 * Catherine smiles Sep 13 17:53:35 Come in Morgan Sep 13 17:54:09 * Morgan does so Sep 13 17:56:03 How is everyone? Sep 13 17:57:02 well enough... yourself? Sep 13 18:00:48 I am well. I have ten applications for the position of Estates Manager Sep 13 18:01:05 * Morgan nods Sep 13 18:01:14 Better than I expected. Any of them stand out to you? Sep 13 18:03:40 There's four that I think are worthy of consideration Sep 13 18:05:14 What makes you discard the others? Sep 13 18:08:56 Five have no experience at all, and one worked for Piram until a few weeks ago Sep 13 18:11:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 13 18:11:24 alright Sep 13 18:13:02 The others are better suited. One is a well-known local, another moved here earlier this year, and two from neighbouring areas. Sep 13 18:13:49 Dagget's the local I assume... Sep 13 18:14:13 He is Sep 13 18:15:25 * Morgan sits at the table Sep 13 18:15:30 alright, talk me through each one Sep 13 18:18:49 * Catherine starts with Sir Dagget, how much land he owns, how he has run his land for thirty years. Though he hasn't run an estate, nor worked for anyone else, his local knowledge is exemplary, as are his social connections Sep 13 18:22:28 **coffee makes the break before the next man. The name Richard Roberts is immediately familiar to Morgan, the man who sold Molly and Morgan the couch, who had lost a woman he loved to a drowning accident. Though he knows this man is from somewhere in the north, it is the name of a place this man was an assistant estates manager, Coleraine, that surprises him, an estate he knows is on the Catterick border between his mother's land and Durham Sep 13 18:30:41 **the third man is called Amos Armstrong, currently an assistant estates manager for a family Catherine knows nearby. He has been an assistant for ten years but the actual estates manager is quite young still, so unlikely to retire for a long time. The fourth is a man called Humble Sawyer, a man who has been an estates manager of a smaller estate that is not very profitable Sep 13 18:32:34 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 13 18:32:44 alright... your initial leanings? Sep 13 18:37:17 * Catherine shrugs Sep 13 18:37:36 Sir Dagget seems like the one who would slot in here easiest Sep 13 18:38:20 Do we want easiest? Sep 13 18:41:34 I don't know really Sep 13 18:42:33 What do you think you _need_? Sep 13 18:44:57 Someone competent Sep 13 18:46:33 and... Sep 13 18:46:58 Someone who does what I want? Sep 13 18:47:17 Did I always do what you wanted? Sep 13 18:48:03 Rarely Sep 13 18:48:24 * Catherine drinks some coffee Sep 13 18:48:37 You always did what you thought was best for me Sep 13 18:49:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 13 18:50:34 You've started yourself and Tawstock on a path to improve things now... you want someone who will work to your vision, but not be afraid to disagree with you, advise you. Sep 13 18:51:35 * Catherine nods Sep 13 18:51:41 Who stands out to you? Sep 13 18:53:10 I don't want to tell you yet. I want you to form an idea of who would be best suited to what you want to achieve, then we'll compare Sep 13 18:54:18 * Catherine nods Sep 13 18:54:42 We dont really know anything about any of them. Would it be better to meet them? Sep 13 18:58:20 I think it would be an idea, yes... an interview, of sorts. Dagget is known to you, Armstrong assists on an estate of someone you know, so you can reach out and get their view. Sayer, if I'm being honest, bothers me. The profitability of his estate is troubling, but thats something he needs to answer to... perhaps there are issues we are unaware of. Roberts... I am aware of Coleraine, and the estate... it borders my mothers land Sep 13 18:58:52 * Catherine nods Sep 13 18:59:58 Should I send a messenger to Riverstone to learn about Armstrong? Sep 13 19:00:41 * Morgan nods Sep 13 19:01:08 it sounds like he wants to get out from under the estates manager, but if he has the skills and drive.... thats no issue Sep 13 19:04:39 Would it be possible to get information from your mother's land about their neighbour? Sep 13 19:05:46 I don't see why not... though I do have experience with Roberts himself Sep 13 19:08:10 What experience? Sep 13 19:08:57 well I didn't hit him. He lost a love to drowning and was... well, in a similar place to me when I came to Avalon. Sep 13 19:09:11 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:09:34 Will he be... functional enough? Sep 13 19:10:19 The fact he has applied shows he is moving forward, so I would imagine so... despite my being hellbent on getting myself killed, I was functional enough to keep your lands running Sep 13 19:11:22 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:11:33 How did you manage that? Sep 13 19:11:58 Something between a desire not to fail you and sheer bloody mindedness Sep 13 19:12:20 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:12:26 You seem better now Sep 13 19:12:58 * Morgan nods Sep 13 19:13:01 definitely getting there Sep 13 19:18:11 * Catherine mods Sep 13 19:18:27 So this shouldn't be something that counts against him? Sep 13 19:19:15 I don't believe so, not unless it affects his abilities Sep 13 19:21:38 He lives in town, should I ask him to come today? Sep 13 19:22:26 * Morgan nods Sep 13 19:22:31 he and Daggett I would say Sep 13 19:22:57 have a talk with some of the staff, find out what the general feeling towards each of them is in the town... they'll know something Sep 13 19:23:25 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:23:32 When are you sailing? Sep 13 19:23:46 Saturday morning Sep 13 19:26:59 That's quite soon. Should I ask the others to come on friday? Sep 13 19:27:45 * Morgan nods Sep 13 19:27:55 yes, absolutely. Sep 13 19:28:16 Thank you, it'll be good to have you here for it Sep 13 19:35:57 I'm only leaving when I am to find Dau Sep 13 19:38:54 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:39:05 Do you think you can? Sep 13 19:39:21 one way or another, we'll find him and bring him back Sep 13 19:42:51 * Catherine checks the time Sep 13 19:43:50 I think I will need to send coaches in the hopes Sir Dagget and Mr Roberts can come today Sep 13 19:45:12 Shows serious intent, its a good idea Sep 13 19:45:22 * Catherine rings the bell, and sets the staff on this Sep 13 19:46:11 It will be several hours at least. Would you like me to call you when they get here? Sep 13 19:47:25 please... I'm going to see how your guards are getting along then spend some time with my son in the meantime Sep 13 19:51:45 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:51:59 You really love him, dont you? Sep 13 19:52:13 Completely. Sep 13 19:52:49 * Catherine nods Sep 13 19:53:08 That's nice. It must be nice to have a child in your life Sep 13 19:53:37 * Morgan frowns briefly Sep 13 19:53:42 not the first time... Sep 13 19:56:59 Ah yes, sorry Sep 13 20:00:53 * Catherine drinks some coffee Sep 13 20:01:06 He seems like a nice boy Sep 13 20:01:39 He is... he's had a challenging life so far Sep 13 20:05:14 I think he's in good hands now Sep 13 20:05:23 * Morgan inclines his head Sep 13 20:05:44 He's a wonderful boy... he just needed love and safety Sep 13 20:09:21 * Catherine smiles Sep 13 20:09:33 I'll call you when it is time Sep 13 20:11:37 * Morgan nods, finishing his coffee before getting up Sep 13 20:11:44 if her Grace will excuse me... Sep 13 20:12:57 **She excuses him. He discovers that the guards have gone for the day. He finds Varick drawing in the kitchen of the big cottage whilst Inga and HH are busy making eyes at each other over her knitting of baby clothes Sep 13 20:14:37 * Morgan goes and sits next to Varick Sep 13 20:16:05 * Catherine is now known as Varick Sep 13 20:16:15 * Varick hugs Morgan Sep 13 20:16:30 I'm drawing you a picture Sep 13 20:16:38 oh? Sep 13 20:17:36 * Varick shows him. It has Molly, Inga, Varick, Elsie, and a baby at the cottages. They're all smiling Sep 13 20:18:04 very nice Sep 13 20:18:40 It's so you can see us everyday Sep 13 20:18:56 * Morgan nods Sep 13 20:18:59 good, I'm glad Sep 13 20:21:41 I will miss you Sep 13 20:21:55 I'll miss you, so very much Sep 13 20:22:24 * Varick nods Sep 13 20:22:37 Captain Ulysses will look after you Sep 13 20:23:00 * Morgan nods Sep 13 20:23:03 I know he will Sep 13 20:23:17 HH: I'll look after 'im too. Sep 13 20:23:30 * Varick looks at HH a moment Sep 13 20:23:47 Captain Ulysses will cuddle him at night Sep 13 20:24:25 HH: *he laughs* I'm not gonna be doin' that, bad enough sharing a room with him! Sep 13 20:25:59 I've got a whistle... Sep 13 20:26:41 HH: What sorta whistle? Sep 13 20:27:40 tin... Sep 13 20:31:16 HH: *he groans* oh no Sep 13 20:32:17 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 13 20:32:54 Why do you have a whistle? Sep 13 20:33:35 I always wanted one... my father thought it wasn't the sort of thing a veisgraf should play Sep 13 20:36:50 Can you play it? Sep 13 20:37:14 not yet Sep 13 20:38:55 **HH groans louder** Its gonna be like the guitar all over again Sep 13 20:39:33 and I'm good with that now... at least I wont have you in a hammock nearby moaning like an old woman Sep 13 20:40:51 HH: I'll put cotton wool in my ears Sep 13 20:43:10 feel free Sep 13 20:46:25 HH: I will Sep 13 20:47:02 * Varick goes back to drawing, HH and Inga go back to staring at each other Sep 13 20:47:19 * Morgan just sits beside Varick, watching him draw Sep 13 20:51:50 * Varick soon finishes and wants to play. They spend quite a while all playing cards. Molly joins them a little while later, making hot drinks and then eventually Varick's tea not long before Claudia joins them. He is about to take Varick to be when there's a maid knocking at the door for Morgan Sep 13 20:53:02 * Morgan goes and opens it Sep 13 20:56:10 M: Master Hockridge, Mr Roberts is here Sep 13 20:56:56 * Morgan nods, going to kiss Varicks crown Sep 13 20:57:08 I need to go and see someone... Molly will put you to bed Sep 13 20:59:28 But I want you to put me to bed Sep 13 21:01:08 I've got to help Lady Torrington find someone to replace me so I can come home with you Sep 13 21:01:35 * Varick sighs Sep 13 21:01:40 Okay Sep 13 21:03:03 * Morgan nods Sep 13 21:03:09 I'll see you in the morning Sep 13 21:04:55 * Varick nods, going to Molly Sep 13 21:06:43 * Morgan looks to Molly Sep 13 21:06:48 I'll try to not be long Sep 13 21:08:02 Molly: Take as long as you need, my love Sep 13 21:08:30 * Morgan nods, picking up a coat and heading for the door Sep 13 21:12:03 **Molly takes Varick upstairs. Outside is drizzly, and the maid leads the way to the library before going back to send the man through Sep 13 21:14:53 * Varick is now known as Roberts Sep 13 21:31:09 * Roberts is polite and smartly dressed. He bows appropriately before taking a seat and tea as instructed. Catherine looks to Morgan, waiting for him to take the lead Sep 13 21:31:39 Mr Roberts, its good to see you again. How are you? Sep 13 21:35:58 I am well, thank you. And good yourself, sir? Sep 13 21:37:19 * Morgan nods Sep 13 21:37:33 surprisingly so... things have progressed for you since we spoke last? Sep 13 21:38:17 They have. I am settled into the community now. Sep 13 21:39:06 * Morgan nods Sep 13 21:39:19 I'm glad to hear that. To business, I suppose... Sep 13 21:41:54 * Roberts nods Sep 13 21:42:35 Were you at the town meeting? Sep 13 21:43:37 I was, near the back Sep 13 21:44:21 your thoughts? Sep 13 21:46:48 I thought Her Grace spoke very eloquently and set out her vision for the future well Sep 13 21:47:17 * Morgan nods Sep 13 21:48:59 Her Grace believes it best started by immediate cessation of tithes from larger landowners, and increasing taxes on traders... what would your opinion on that be? Sep 13 21:49:33 At a personal level, or a professional one? Sep 13 21:50:06 Lets assume right now its your view as her estates manager... Sep 13 21:52:25 I would suggest that it would be met with great displeasure by the people who would see it as unfair, but if that was her wish after considering the consequences I would implement her plan and keep a watchful eye upon the impact Sep 13 21:52:55 I see... and your personal view? Sep 13 21:56:38 That it is a bad idea and there will likely be trouble from in it. There would be better ways to achieve the same end. Sep 13 21:57:16 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 13 21:58:40 alright. You have experience in estates management in your past... why do you want to return to that? Sep 13 22:00:44 I enjoyed it. Carpentry has always been a hobby, which is why I started in furniture here. Sep 13 22:01:24 and your views of a young woman breaking from the norm and taking an active hand in her lands, rather than accepting the status quo? Sep 13 22:03:40 They are her lands, and anyone who has responsibility over others should be actively engaged Sep 13 22:04:22 Surely her actions should be dictated by a man while she takes part in suitably womanly activities Sep 13 22:06:43 No. They are her lands. Sep 13 22:06:59 * Morgan nods slightly before looking at Catherine Sep 13 22:07:03 anything you wish to ask? Sep 13 22:11:40 C: I would want an estates manager living on the estate. Is that a possibility for you? Sep 13 22:11:48 * Roberts nods Sep 13 22:12:41 It is, your Grace. Sep 13 22:12:54 C: *she looks to Morgan* That is all Sep 13 22:13:06 * Morgan looks at Roberts Sep 13 22:13:10 anything you wish to add? Sep 13 22:13:44 Just that I am grateful to have been given consideration, sir. Sep 13 22:14:04 * Morgan nods Sep 13 22:14:20 One of the staff will see you out. You'll have an answer by the end of the week Sep 13 22:16:51 Thank you *he stands and bows* Good evening, sir, your Grace Sep 13 22:17:09 * Roberts is shown out. Catherine looks at Morgan Sep 13 22:17:15 * Roberts is now known as Catherine Sep 13 22:17:26 What do you think? Sep 13 22:17:41 what do _you_ think? Sep 13 22:21:39 He seems calm and rational Sep 13 22:22:00 certainly more than I was Sep 13 22:24:36 He wasn't afraid to say that the idea about the tithes was bad Sep 13 22:25:02 * Morgan nods Sep 13 22:27:08 personally I'd like you to foster the sort of relationship where his second statement was more forthcoming... Sep 13 22:28:11 Not everyone is as forthright as you Sep 13 22:29:04 No, but they could be... You need the truth, not a carefully couched statement. Sep 13 22:30:01 * Catherine nods Sep 13 22:30:09 I think he has potential Sep 13 22:30:26 * Morgan nods Sep 13 22:30:58 I want you to put the same scenario to Dagget. He doesn't like me, but I think if you say it he'll accept thats what you're thinking Sep 13 22:34:38 * Catherine nods. They are soon interrupted by the man in question. He fawns over Catherine, praising her and her home. Compared to the way he is around Molly, its grating. Catherine does a good job of presenting the scenario, and Dagget assures he he thinks it is wise and he would do as she bids. Sep 13 22:35:48 What of the resulting bad feeling in town? Sep 13 22:37:27 D: She is their Duchess, they would want to follow her wishes Sep 13 22:38:49 What thinks you of her Grace getting more involved in town affairs, rather than committing herself to more seemly activities Sep 13 22:41:29 D: **he takes the time to sip his tea** I think Her Grace is a very bright young woman who would be very capable of running her land as she sees fit. Sep 13 22:42:00 but she shouldn't _have_ to... Sep 13 22:42:40 D: She should oversee it all, but the day to day work should be done by those she appoints Sep 13 22:43:15 Why do you want to be her estates manager? Sep 13 22:43:47 D: Because I would like to see Tawstock flourish and grow Sep 13 22:45:18 * Morgan nods, looking to Catherine Sep 13 22:45:22 anything from you? Sep 13 22:47:41 I would want a live in estates manager, Sir Dagget. Could you do that? Sep 13 22:48:22 D: I should think so. My son needs something to be getting on with, and he could manage Goodleigh. Sep 13 22:50:22 Very well... anything you wish to add? Sep 13 22:51:40 D: No, thank you. Sep 13 22:53:25 * Morgan nods Sep 13 22:53:43 the staff will see you out, you'll have your answer by the end of the week Sep 13 22:54:35 **He bows to them** Good evening, Master Hockridge, Good Evening Your Grace Sep 13 22:54:58 * Catherine waits til he is gone, looking at Morgan Sep 13 22:55:00 Well? Sep 13 22:55:13 * Morgan sips his coffee, remaining carefully neutral Sep 13 22:55:24 You know what I'm going to ask... Sep 13 22:58:04 I think he would tell me it was midday at midnight if he thought it would get him the job Sep 13 22:59:02 * Morgan watches her Sep 13 22:59:15 and his view of those adversely affected by the plans? Sep 13 23:01:15 He's only thinking that _he_ wouldn't have to pay, isnt he? Sep 13 23:02:03 Thats how I took it, yes Sep 13 23:03:48 I dont think he's the best choice of the two we have seen so far Sep 13 23:04:46 He seemed quite willing to leave a man who has recently lost a wife and daughter, leaving him a single parent to a daughter, to take on the responsibility of his property... Sep 13 23:06:36 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:06:44 That's not good, is it? Sep 13 23:07:51 I think its barbaric, but its your opinion I'm interested in Sep 13 23:09:48 I think it's horrible Sep 13 23:09:58 * Morgan nods Sep 13 23:12:54 I don't want him to be my estates manager Sep 13 23:13:41 Then don't hire him Sep 13 23:15:04 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:15:40 Have you asked the staff about the feelings towards those two men? Sep 13 23:16:17 Yes. Roberts keeps to himself and although people like his work noone really knows him Sep 13 23:17:24 Hard to let people in when you've had so much taken from you. Sep 13 23:19:35 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:19:43 He seems chatty with you Sep 13 23:20:24 Shared experience... I know how he feels Sep 13 23:20:46 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:23:44 Will he remarry? ((He was never married to the girl, Lucinda. They'd arranged to meet, he was going to tell how he felt but lost his nerve and left, she went into the lake and drowned)) Sep 13 23:25:21 They weren't married... its very sad, actually Sep 13 23:27:16 Why is that? Sep 13 23:27:54 HE'd gone to tell her how he felt but was overcome by nerves and left... she went into the lake and drowned Sep 13 23:28:08 That is sad, poor man Sep 13 23:31:00 * Morgan nods Sep 13 23:31:01 indeed Sep 13 23:32:53 But he will settle down with a woman here in time? Sep 13 23:33:16 * Morgan shrugs Sep 13 23:33:20 its entirely possible Sep 13 23:35:06 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:35:30 I think we've cut it from ten to three Sep 13 23:36:36 a fair statement I'd say Sep 13 23:37:44 * Catherine nods Sep 13 23:38:15 I'll let you get back to your family, you'll want to be with them as much as possible before you go Sep 13 23:39:53 * Morgan nods Sep 13 23:40:02 indeed. Enjoy the rest of your evening Sep 13 23:41:02 Thank you. Goodnight Sep 13 23:41:12 * Morgan inclines his head, heading back to the cottage Sep 13 23:58:35 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 14 11:38:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 11:38:25 **He arrives just as dinner is being served, and the six adults eat together. Afterwards everyone goes their separate ways, leaving he and Molly in the parlour. She's sat in a chair near the fire, still working on the Eisen-style baby nightgown. Sep 14 11:38:26 How was your afternoon, my love? Sep 14 11:39:14 Not bad... Dagget's out of the running for estates manager Sep 14 11:40:38 * Molly smiles, putting pins into the thigh of her modified trousers as she pulls them from the fabric Sep 14 11:40:43 That is good Sep 14 11:42:55 * Molly watches what he is doing Sep 14 11:43:41 * Morgan is fiddling with a small piece of rope Sep 14 11:43:45 how was your afternoon? Sep 14 11:47:09 I managed to find time to write more letters to you, and to start helping Elsie with dancing Sep 14 11:47:26 how's she getting on? Sep 14 11:49:29 She is picking it up. Certainly enough that she will be able to enjoy the evening, which is the only thing that matters Sep 14 11:50:02 * Morgan nods Sep 14 11:50:11 indeed... and how are you? Sep 14 11:52:13 * Molly smiles a little, putting another pin into the fabric Sep 14 11:52:49 Quite good, according to Edward and his rakish friends, but I have been dancing for a while now Sep 14 11:54:25 That is entirely not what I meant Sep 14 11:56:55 * Molly giggles Sep 14 11:57:45 No, I know. I am... I am alright. I have many blessings in my life, and the loss of my citizenship is nothing compared to losing one of those blessings. Sep 14 12:03:36 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:10:41 * Molly rethreads her needle Sep 14 12:10:56 Were there any other applications? Sep 14 12:12:43 Ten in total... You remember Mr Roberts, we bought a couch from him... Sep 14 12:16:11 * Molly nods, frowning slightly Sep 14 12:16:12 I do Sep 14 12:18:25 he's applied. He used to be an assistant to the estates manager near my mothers land Sep 14 12:20:42 That's... that's an odd coincidence... Sep 14 12:21:13 * Morgan nods Sep 14 12:21:44 isn't it. He seems... I'm loathe to say better, but he doesn't seem as hopeless as he was before Sep 14 12:23:27 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:24:04 That is good... I hope he will no longer find my presence unpleasant Sep 14 12:24:37 I shouldn't imagine so Sep 14 12:26:48 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:27:02 Good. Do you think she may choose him? Sep 14 12:28:20 Maybe. Depends how the other two come across I suppose Sep 14 12:29:30 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:29:37 What thinks you? Sep 14 12:31:38 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 12:32:14 He was given an idea of her Grace's plans and objected to them as I hoped Sep 14 12:32:36 There are plans you do not agree with? Sep 14 12:36:08 No, not at all... I told him her plans were to start with immediate increase in taxes on businesses and cessation of tithes from larger landowners. To her credit, she managed to not react Sep 14 12:37:04 I would hope she would not consider such. The only results would be non-payment and rebellion. Sep 14 12:38:19 No, she knows it'd be a terrible idea Sep 14 12:38:57 * Molly nods, making more stitches Sep 14 12:39:07 It is good that he could see that Sep 14 12:40:13 Mr Roberts pointed out that he thought it was ill advised and but would abide with her wishes once she had considered the consequences... then I asked what his personal view was, rather than a professional one... that was distinctly more to the point Sep 14 12:41:44 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:41:53 And what thinks you of that? Sep 14 12:42:53 Realistically I want someone there who will tell her if her idea is bad... which I've told her. She pointed out not everyone is as forthright as I am, so that sort of thing would need to be fostered Sep 14 12:44:03 * Molly nods Sep 14 12:44:24 I wonder if some of that is from your background Sep 14 12:45:13 how so? Sep 14 12:52:07 Both growing up in the nobility and being in the War gave you a forthrightness many do not have Sep 14 12:52:33 so did Edward, though... Sep 14 12:54:50 * Molly tilts her head Sep 14 12:55:18 That is true. But Edward likes the established way of doing things. He had no real drive for change Sep 14 12:56:25 I suppose so Sep 14 13:08:09 Or you are just special and set apart from other men... *she giggles* Sep 14 13:08:32 like a sheepdog Sep 14 13:11:39 Mmhmm. When will the new estates manager be appointed? Sep 14 13:11:59 There's two more to interview on friday Sep 14 13:14:23 Before you sail then? Sep 14 13:14:42 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:15:07 It'll give whoever is chosen a little while to settle in before I get back Sep 14 13:18:06 What would you have me do? Sep 14 13:20:05 Help her build relationships with her staff and the community Sep 14 13:21:38 * Molly nods Sep 14 13:21:53 You wish me to take an active role, not a passive one? Sep 14 13:22:16 if needs be. She has a lot to learn in a short time Sep 14 13:25:45 You are not concerned that I am not experienced or capable enough? Sep 14 13:26:08 Not at all Sep 14 13:26:56 * Molly nods, finishing then snipping the thread Sep 14 13:27:19 I am glad. Did you need to speak to my Father this evening? Sep 14 13:28:33 No, I don't think so Sep 14 13:28:39 oh... actually... yes Sep 14 13:29:21 * Molly nods. She holds up the little gown to the light, giving it a little shake out Sep 14 13:29:43 It looks so tiny Sep 14 13:38:07 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:40:59 I am hoping the baby will not come before you return, but it's very possible, isnt it? Sep 14 13:41:58 * Molly carefully folds the nightgown before packing her things into her old broken sewing box. Sep 14 13:42:47 I would imagine so, yes Sep 14 13:44:42 * Molly sighs Sep 14 13:45:22 What will be will be. We can only pray that it goes well. I just do not like to think of it all happening without you here Sep 14 13:46:41 Nor do I, not at all Sep 14 13:47:47 We will manage though. Whatever comes, Inga and I will manage through it. Sep 14 13:48:15 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:48:17 I know Sep 14 13:49:59 * Molly stands up Sep 14 13:50:13 Please, do not spend your time away worrying for us Sep 14 13:50:25 I'll try blossom Sep 14 13:51:21 * Molly nods Sep 14 13:51:46 Think instead about how nice it will be to come back to everyone happy and glad to see you Sep 14 13:52:03 * Morgan nods Sep 14 13:56:46 * Molly leads the way upstairs, getting the mirror set up. As usual there's small talk and assurances of things going well. They discover Yensid has been sent to Tawstock but it will be another week before he arrives. David is there too. Molly doesnt mention the citizenship. Once there's a lull Morgan has time to raise whatever he wishes Sep 14 14:00:59 David, I need you to do something for me, but I also need you to not ask why Sep 14 14:02:16 * Molly is now known as David Sep 14 14:02:22 What is it? Sep 14 14:02:51 I need you to go to HeinzHarolds home and collect some items and dispose of them Sep 14 14:05:11 What sort of items? Sep 14 14:05:18 * Morgan lists them Sep 14 14:08:25 * David nods Sep 14 14:08:29 Burn them? Sep 14 14:09:24 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:11:41 * David makes a note Sep 14 14:12:03 Alright I can see to that Sep 14 14:12:28 Thank you Sep 14 14:14:32 And I cannot ask why? Sep 14 14:16:04 I'd rather you didn't... Sep 14 14:17:21 * David nods Sep 14 14:17:27 And keep it quiet? Sep 14 14:18:15 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:19:27 * David nods Sep 14 14:20:03 I can do that. I'll have it done by the end of tomorrow and confirm it when I speak to you on Saturday Sep 14 14:20:45 You'll have to tell Molly, I won't be here Sep 14 14:23:23 Why is that? Sep 14 14:23:49 One of my countrymen needs to be found Sep 14 14:25:54 * David nods Sep 14 14:26:10 Peter will be close by if Moll needs him Sep 14 14:26:34 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:28:12 **The conversation winds down, and soon everyone has said goodbye and things are packed away. Molly hands him some blokners** Sep 14 14:28:16 * David is now known as Molly Sep 14 14:28:27 You will be going to walk around soon? Sep 14 14:29:23 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:29:25 aye Sep 14 14:29:28 Those things... they are from the arsonist? Sep 14 14:30:05 * Molly drinks some of her own drink Sep 14 14:30:11 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:30:26 HeinzHarold kept them so we could try to find the person who sent him Sep 14 14:30:52 * Molly nods Sep 14 14:31:02 Best that that does not happen. Sep 14 14:31:29 indeed Sep 14 14:31:41 Do you ever wonder what leads someone to take up such an evil profession? Sep 14 14:32:57 Lack of other skills, lack of morals Sep 14 14:35:05 * Molly nods Sep 14 14:35:22 Is it more common now since the War, do you think? Sep 14 14:36:19 probably... its not a skill set thats particularly useful in normal life Sep 14 14:37:37 * Molly nods Sep 14 14:38:11 I am sure my father will do as you wish Sep 14 14:38:21 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:38:24 I hope so Sep 14 14:43:18 * Molly nods Sep 14 14:44:05 I am going to get ready for bed, my love. I may have time to write more letters whilst you walk around Sep 14 14:45:54 * Morgan nods Sep 14 14:46:02 alright blossom, I shan't be too long Sep 14 14:48:10 * Molly nods, starting to undress Sep 14 14:48:17 Take as long as you need Sep 14 14:48:41 * Morgan nods, finishing his blokners before getting a coat and heading to patrol Sep 14 14:52:26 **The rain has stopped, and the moon is big and low on the horizon** Sep 14 14:53:29 * Morgan stares at it for a moment before starting his walk Sep 14 14:57:48 **Everything is peaceful as usual. Only their bedroom remains lit when he returns back. Molly is sat up writing in the letters book and fiddling with her lower lip when he gets upstairs** Sep 14 15:01:21 * Morgan stretches before sitting on the bed Sep 14 15:03:51 * Molly shuts the book with a blush Sep 14 15:04:00 Was everything well? Sep 14 15:04:45 * Morgan nods Sep 14 15:04:56 the moon is rather impressive this evening Sep 14 15:06:16 * Molly smiles Sep 14 15:06:31 Sadly I am most poorly attired to go and look now! Sep 14 15:07:44 * Morgan nods Sep 14 15:07:48 indeed you are Sep 14 15:10:15 Another moon on another night then, like when we laid beneath the stars in Atemlos? Sep 14 15:10:56 * Morgan nods Sep 14 15:11:53 * Molly rolls over, putting aside the book and pencil to the nightstand Sep 14 15:12:19 Are you forgoing all the things again? You have been doing well so far Sep 14 15:12:44 * Morgan nods Sep 14 15:12:47 I think so Sep 14 15:13:13 * Molly nods, rolling back. She watches him get ready for bed Sep 14 15:13:24 Shall I sing tonight? Sep 14 15:13:30 please Sep 14 15:13:53 What would you wish to hear? *she smiles* Sep 14 15:14:03 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 15:14:08 whatever you wish to sing Sep 14 15:15:19 * Molly waits patiently until he is in bed, then curls up to him, singing Kosk Yn Ta to him Sep 14 15:20:07 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 14 15:31:42 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 15:31:43 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 14 15:36:45 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 15:36:51 **He deeply dislikes this man even on short acquaintance, but this is even worse than it had been in reality, his dislike and jealousy doubled. Their touch is not clandestine, nor even scandalous until held a little longer. Other people including Evie and the irritatingly familiar Kurt are there. Molly and Kai look surprised, but their hands are unbroken** ((done)) Sep 14 16:21:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 14 17:03:59 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 18:22:49 * Morgan stares at their hands Sep 14 18:29:45 **Kai watches Morgan, his usual confident stance. Molly follows Morgan's gaze, looking at their joined hands also, her head tilting. The various people around them continue to chatter, not noticing** Sep 14 18:31:09 * Morgan glances at Kai before looking to Molly Sep 14 18:33:09 * Molly is still looking at their hands a moment longer, still looking a bit puzzled. Kai puts his other hand over hers, patting it Sep 14 18:33:43 K: I vould be delighted to visit you zere at your home, Molly Sep 14 18:37:28 * Morgan tilts his head, watching them Sep 14 18:39:27 * Molly looks up at Kai a moment, and seems to not know what to say. They just watch each other before Kai releases her hand, offering to get her more wine. Sep 14 18:41:01 * Morgan keeps his eyes on Kai, backing towards the doors again Sep 14 18:43:33 * Molly watches Morgan with a little frown. She completely misses Kai holding her a glass of wine, despite him saying her name twice Sep 14 18:47:07 **Evie seems to have taken notice of Morgan's presence now, but does nothing but watch him* Sep 14 18:48:09 * Morgan looks to Molly, continuing to move backwards Sep 14 18:49:33 * Molly looks torn, glancing around the room. Then she looks back at Morgan again, waiting to see his next move. Again Kai says her name Sep 14 19:04:50 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 14 19:05:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 19:13:00 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 14 19:14:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 14 19:14:59 [18:46] * Molly looks torn, glancing around the room. Then she looks back at Morgan again, waiting to see his next move. Again Kai says her name Sep 14 19:15:43 * Morgan looks at Kai Sep 14 19:15:53 shut up will you, she's clearly not interested in hearing you Sep 14 19:18:29 **He looks at Morgan** Tut tut, von vould expect better manners from a servant Sep 14 19:19:46 * Molly looks at Kai, then at Morgan, but seems out of her depth Sep 14 19:20:11 Feel free to come and chastise me for it, since you're such a gentleman... unless you're afraid, of course Sep 14 19:24:31 K: I vould not injure a man undertaking a long journey Sep 14 19:25:47 **People have started paying attention. Kurt comes to Kai, trying to de-escalate it, and Catherine has just joined the room. Sep 14 19:26:26 * Molly takes a different glass of wine from a servant, but despite the drama she seems distracted. Sep 14 19:31:57 * Morgan watches Kai and Kurt, standing very still Sep 14 19:33:05 **Kurt is talking quietly to Kai, who seems to be positioning himself to look like he is being reasonable** Sep 14 19:33:30 * Molly moves, walking right past Morgan Sep 14 19:36:12 * Morgan stares at Kai a moment longer before following her out Sep 14 19:38:02 * Molly is just stood outside on the grass, watching the sunset. The evening is already chilly, but she doesn't seem to notice, despite only having on her Montaigne style blue and white dress Sep 14 19:40:14 You should stay out of the cold Sep 14 19:41:51 I need to be outside right now Sep 14 19:43:10 * Molly looks at him, then drains the glass of wine Sep 14 19:46:06 * Morgan watches her Sep 14 19:46:30 I can't marry him. I just can't! Sep 14 19:49:28 * Morgan blinks Sep 14 19:49:30 who? Sep 14 19:49:52 Curtis! Sep 14 19:50:28 why? Sep 14 19:51:15 Because in there, I did not think of how it would displease my fiance to see me hold another man's hand Sep 14 19:51:38 no? Sep 14 19:51:53 * Molly watches him, she looks on edge, nervous Sep 14 19:52:08 No, I thought only what _you_ might think. Sep 14 19:52:24 * Morgan frowns Sep 14 19:53:50 why? Sep 14 19:53:55 **she looks deeply unhappy now* It's obvious, isn't it? The thing I most feared when we returned from Carleon... Sep 14 19:55:16 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 14 19:55:17 clearly not Sep 14 19:55:46 * Molly wraps her arms around her waist, the right still clutching the empty glass. She watches the reddening sky, putting her face in profile. She speaks quietly Sep 14 19:56:08 I am in love with you, and I am the stupidest girl in the world because of it. Sep 14 19:58:13 I don't.. I don't see how Sep 14 19:58:37 It does not matter how. It just _is_. Sep 14 19:58:52 * Molly still doesn't look at him Sep 14 20:03:12 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 14 20:03:16 what are you going to do? Sep 14 20:06:03 I dont know. Most likely I will accept the offer of help with my new ship and leave Tawstock. Sep 14 20:06:49 * Morgan frowns Sep 14 20:09:10 I cannot marry him. And I cannot stay. Sep 14 20:10:21 Come with me Sep 14 20:11:35 * Molly looks at him Sep 14 20:11:44 That is not going to help me at all! Sep 14 20:11:53 why? Sep 14 20:14:29 Because I will not be able to fall out of love with you unless I get away from you Sep 14 20:16:59 that is what you want? Sep 14 20:19:04 Of course it is. I do not want to hurt you, and we cannot continue as we have been. There is nothing good that comes from this. Sep 14 20:19:26 I... I dont want you to Sep 14 20:19:33 Leave? Sep 14 20:20:55 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 14 20:21:00 come with me... we can work this out Sep 14 20:22:53 To Sudlachenburg with all your happy memories? I do not see that will help you at all Sep 14 20:26:39 * Morgan sighs with frustration Sep 14 20:28:50 * Molly sighs too Sep 14 20:29:11 I am sorry. If I could have stopped this from happening I would have Sep 14 20:29:20 just... come with me Sep 14 20:31:29 * Molly looks to him Sep 14 20:32:02 Why? Why, when you pushed Evie away so hard because she developed feelings for you? Sep 14 20:32:37 because I had no feelings for her Sep 14 20:33:07 * Molly pauses a moment Sep 14 20:33:40 If I come with you and call off the engagement my reputation will be ruined. If I go alone I can salvage some of it at least. Sep 14 20:34:44 You... would meet me along the way? Sep 14 20:36:28 I don't know Sep 14 20:39:43 * Morgan sighs Sep 14 20:39:53 I do not want to lose you Sep 14 20:40:41 The Ship is in Carleon, and I will need to find a crew, and cargo, and learn how to sail. I will have a life to build. Once I have reduced my feelings, we could still remain friends? Sep 14 20:41:22 I... I don't _want_ to be your friend. I want moret than that Sep 14 20:41:48 * Molly watches him, looking a little sad Sep 14 20:42:12 You are married. You cannot. You have implied as much in the past. Sep 14 20:45:55 and I could never envisage feeling anything for anyone else... yet I do Sep 14 20:46:19 * Molly frowns slightly Sep 14 20:46:32 What is is you _want_, Morgan? Sep 14 20:46:55 I want you. Sep 14 20:47:05 In what way? Sep 14 20:48:03 * Morgan frowns Sep 14 20:48:08 **overhead the light is rapidly fading from orangey red to a purple* Sep 14 20:48:22 this is difficult. I care for you, have feelings for you... Sep 14 20:48:57 Then you want my friendship and proximity Sep 14 20:49:33 yes... and more. Sep 14 20:50:10 * Molly looks mildly frustrated Sep 14 20:50:38 What more? I do not know what you wish Sep 14 20:51:51 I... *he almost growls in frustration* I care deeply for you... I want to be with you, for us to be together. Sep 14 20:52:07 **from inside the building there is the sound of laughter, but she pays it no heed** Sep 14 20:53:30 Until the winter comes, until next year, until you settle in your homeland? You will excuse me, I hope, but this discovery of my failure to prevent my feelings is very fresh and painful to me. Sep 14 20:54:34 _If_ I settle in my homeland, I want you with me. I don't want to be anywhere without you Sep 14 20:54:49 * Molly frowns a little Sep 14 20:55:43 You must not feel pressured by my feelings or guilty that I am going to be ending an engagement for it. I will make my way, I do not need your guilt. Sep 14 20:55:56 You don't have it Sep 14 20:56:42 I... *she sighs* Sep 14 20:59:14 I need to think about it. Sep 14 20:59:45 If thats what you need.... I won't leave until you've decided Sep 14 21:00:59 Please, do not think me insensible to the generosity of the offer, but becoming your companion indefinitely will require other doors to become closed to me, and I must be sure I can do that Sep 14 21:02:06 * Morgan frowns Sep 14 21:02:08 as you wish Sep 14 21:02:38 Do not take offense, please, I do not wish to hurt you Sep 14 21:03:25 * Molly watches him, nervously chewing her lower lip Sep 14 21:03:59 Then come with me Sep 14 21:04:21 You will be offended if I do not? Sep 14 21:09:54 No... I will be upset, but that is not something you should consider as a reason to come with me Sep 14 21:10:24 **she watches him** I would be giving up on ever being loved, getting married, or having children... I am sure you can appreciate why it is a decision that must be given thought. Sep 14 21:13:44 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Sep 14 21:13:48 no... you're not. Sep 14 21:17:14 Unless you were planning to let me go in a few years, I am. I am young, yes, but eventually I would need to go if I wanted those things. I could not stay forever unless I will sacrifice them Sep 14 21:25:50 You're not understanding me... Sep 14 21:25:56 **There's a noise like distant footsteps on gravel** Sep 14 21:26:03 Then be plain, please Sep 14 21:32:22 I don't know how... Sep 14 21:36:04 You are confusing me, liebes herz. You wish me to understand but you do not wish to explain? Sep 14 21:36:59 because... my feelings for you go beyond just caring for you, about you... Sep 14 21:38:53 It is more than Like, but not Love. Sep 14 21:39:19 **the footsteps are still distant, but closer* Sep 14 21:43:10 * Molly is too busy watching him to notice the faint sound Sep 14 21:45:02 much more than like... I... think it is love Sep 14 21:54:51 * Molly looks surprised Sep 14 21:55:00 I... wasn't expecting that Sep 14 21:55:23 Nor was I... it is... difficult Sep 14 21:55:38 * Molly nods Sep 14 21:57:04 I would imagine so Sep 14 21:57:55 I am sorry to have put us both in this position Sep 14 21:58:30 You haven't Sep 14 21:59:01 **he can hear the faint murmur of conversation from the direction of the footsteps but not enough to make it out yet** Sep 14 21:59:36 I should have put a stop to it long before either of us had feelings engaged Sep 14 22:00:32 I think... thats partly what has helped me so much Sep 14 22:00:39 * Morgan looks in the direction of the noise Sep 14 22:00:56 That I did not Sep 14 22:00:58 ? Sep 14 22:02:16 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:02:37 How could I start to grow again if I remained shut off from any sort of caring... Sep 14 22:02:46 **he can just make out Rebecca walking on Lenton's arm** Sep 14 22:03:06 * Molly nods a little Sep 14 22:03:45 * Morgan motions with his head, talking quietly Sep 14 22:03:57 lets get out of sight, I'm in no mood to be dealing with her Sep 14 22:05:47 * Molly looks around, spotting a little gazebo shielded by bushes, and tips her head in that direction Sep 14 22:07:45 There? Sep 14 22:07:55 * Morgan nods, moving towards it Sep 14 22:08:19 * Molly talks quietly "I would not wish to undo that growth by making selfish choices. " Sep 14 22:10:59 What more do you want me to say? Sep 14 22:13:57 I don't think I want you to say anything Sep 14 22:14:29 * Morgan sighs, nodding Sep 14 22:14:45 * Molly climbs the steps onto the gazebo, and kneels on the bench to watch through the bushes Sep 14 22:14:55 What would you have me say? Sep 14 22:15:18 That you will come with me.. but only if it is what you want, what you decide Sep 14 22:15:52 It will be awfully complicated, won't it? Sep 14 22:16:27 * Molly seems to have spotted Rebecca and Lenton, because she stays quite still Sep 14 22:17:42 I would imagine so Sep 14 22:18:36 I think I-... *she tilts her head, whispering* what are they doing?! Sep 14 22:19:27 * Morgan looks Sep 14 22:20:22 **Rebecca and Lenton are kissing. It isn't much more than light contact, but that close to the monestary is very risky** Sep 14 22:20:45 That surprises me Sep 14 22:21:06 * Molly nods, trying not to giggle Sep 14 22:21:17 I dont think I should be seeing this! Sep 14 22:22:57 I dont think anyone should Sep 14 22:26:13 * Molly smiles, watching him instead Sep 14 22:26:38 It isnt what you expect to see whilst outside a monestary after sunset Sep 14 22:29:47 * Morgan nods, looking like he's tasted something unpleasant Sep 14 22:30:34 They should have found somewhere secluded and private... are you alright? Sep 14 22:33:24 as I said... not something anyone needs to see Sep 14 22:34:09 * Molly nods Sep 14 22:34:27 You looked like you had an odd taste in your mouth... Sep 14 22:35:09 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:36:10 * Molly gets off the bench, coming to stand next to him Sep 14 22:36:58 I can do without marriage and carrying children Sep 14 22:37:52 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:38:30 **With his sharp hearing, he can hear Rebecca say "My house in Greenwich which I inherited from my Godfather is near your estate, Lord Lenton" Sep 14 22:40:19 I will come with you to Sudlachenburg Sep 14 22:40:29 * Morgan nods Sep 14 22:40:38 you are sure? Sep 14 22:40:47 * Molly nods Sep 14 22:41:03 I can do without those things, but I cannot do without you Sep 14 22:41:39 **Lenton says "Are you there often?"** Sep 14 22:42:18 likewise Sep 14 22:42:36 **Rebecca replies "Always at the beginning of Autumn to visit my Godfather's grave"** Sep 14 22:42:51 * Molly smiles, watching him Sep 14 22:43:04 What do we do now, liebes herz? Sep 14 22:44:41 **Lenton's reply is too faint to make out, their footsteps growing fainter too** Sep 14 22:45:06 You need to pack. Do you wish to meet me along the way, save reputation? Sep 14 22:45:32 * Molly nods Sep 14 22:45:42 Where should I meet you? Sep 14 22:45:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 14 22:45:53 Name a place. I'll be there Sep 14 22:46:35 * Molly smiles shyly, bringing her fingers to her lips before saying "here?" Sep 14 22:47:06 * Morgan looks slightly confused Sep 14 22:47:24 * Molly blushes Sep 14 22:47:35 I was naming a place I wished you to be Sep 14 22:47:50 oh... oh I see Sep 14 22:49:34 **She stretches up to kiss him. In reality, he wakes up as Molly climbs back into bed** Sep 14 22:51:11 * Morgan takes a deep breath before speaking quietly Sep 14 22:51:25 Are you alright? Sep 14 22:53:56 * Molly settles back beneath the covers, her bare legs cold where they meet his. She whispers Sep 14 22:54:11 I couldn't sleep. I am alright. Are you? Sep 14 22:54:31 * Morgan shuffles until he's sat up Sep 14 22:54:35 Whats on your mind? Sep 14 22:55:12 Nothing but frustration from writing you letters. I am fine liebling Sep 14 22:55:45 I see... Sep 14 22:56:00 You needn't worry Sep 14 22:57:30 oh? Sep 14 22:58:51 I will manage to sleep now, I've had a little cherry brandy Sep 14 22:59:27 what time is it? Sep 14 23:01:08 Not long past two Sep 14 23:02:21 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:02:31 I think I know where we need to search first Sep 14 23:02:45 Oh? Sep 14 23:03:10 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 14 23:03:15 Greenwich Sep 14 23:03:20 * Molly pulls the covers tighter around her shoulders Sep 14 23:03:23 Why? Sep 14 23:03:36 A dream, naturally Sep 14 23:03:45 You went there? Sep 14 23:05:41 No... it was back at the monastery, we overheard her telling Lenton she goes to Greenwich every autumn Sep 14 23:06:09 * Molly nods Sep 14 23:06:16 That does sound helpful Sep 14 23:06:42 aye... I hope it was an insight rather than just my mind trying to fill in gaps on its own Sep 14 23:06:55 What gaps? Sep 14 23:08:10 gaps in my knowledge... where they'd be, et cetera Sep 14 23:09:48 * Molly nods Sep 14 23:10:17 We will just have to see, I suppose. I am just pleased you were not having a nightmare Sep 14 23:10:52 mmmm, it wasn't exactly a wonderful dream Sep 14 23:11:37 * Molly watches him Sep 14 23:11:51 Why not, my love? Sep 14 23:12:31 It was... difficult Sep 14 23:15:36 * Molly takes and kisses his hand Sep 14 23:15:47 Would to rather write it down instead? Sep 14 23:17:14 I think so... I'm just not in the mood to go through it tonight Sep 14 23:17:43 * Molly nods Sep 14 23:18:01 Is there anything I can do to help? Sep 14 23:18:52 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 14 23:18:56 No, not really blossom Sep 14 23:19:25 * Molly nods Sep 14 23:19:43 I shall go to sleep and hope to dream of you then, my love Sep 14 23:20:06 * Morgan nods Sep 14 23:20:09 alright blossom Sep 14 23:20:36 * Molly lets go of his hand Sep 14 23:20:42 Sleep well, liebling Sep 14 23:20:58 and you my love Sep 14 23:21:34 * Molly closes her eyes, smiling slightly. She's asleep in less than a minute Sep 14 23:31:38 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 15 22:15:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 15 22:17:09 **He struggles to sleep, so lights a single candle to write down both this dream from the monastery and the one from the previous night where he was going to confront Molly about her abandonment and give her an ultimatum. With that done he is able to sleep, and slips into the yellow tones of her dream immediately. Sep 15 22:17:09 **They are stood on the deck of the Rose looking at a small coastal dock they're moored at. He doesnt recognise the place, but he recognises Molly's outfit, hair, and primarily the tiredness in her expression. That is all exactly like the morning he left her in Freiburg for his trip to Eisen. She sighs slightly. Sep 15 22:17:09 You will be leaving now, liebes herz? Sep 15 22:18:16 I guess so Sep 15 22:18:52 * Molly nods, giving him a little smile Sep 15 22:19:14 Then I will say Auf Wiederschaun. I hope your trip is productive and safe. Sep 15 22:19:48 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:19:50 thank you Sep 15 22:20:12 * Molly nods again Sep 15 22:20:18 Goodbye, Morgan Sep 15 22:21:36 Goodbye Molly, be safe Sep 15 22:21:46 **The dock is quite quiet, seagulls flying and screeching at each other as the little fishing boats are unloaded a little further along Sep 15 22:21:54 I will. And you. Sep 15 22:22:14 * Morgan nods, looking to the ship for a moment Sep 15 22:23:57 * Molly looks out towards the dock and the approach of another ship Sep 15 22:24:47 * Morgan sighs before heading off to find his ship Sep 15 22:26:35 * Molly stands on the deck of her ship, watching him as he goes. Once on the dock he notices a nice ship pulling in, with an angel figurehead, but his attention is drawn from the vessel as Molly shouts "Morgan, wait!" Sep 15 22:27:01 * Morgan stops, looking towards her Sep 15 22:28:05 * Molly comes bounding down the gang plank and strides up to him before stretching up to kiss him full on the mouth Sep 15 22:31:58 * Molly pulls away quickly, looking concerned and impassioned "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you said not to but it's been killing me not to and I just cannot let you go without kissing you goodbye, I couldn't bear it if something happened whilst you were gone and I had missed my last chance! Sep 15 22:32:49 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:32:52 I understand Sep 15 22:33:59 * Molly nods, exhaling with relief Sep 15 22:34:10 Alright... okay... good. Sep 15 22:34:21 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:34:24 You can do it again if you'd like Sep 15 22:35:05 * Molly licks her lower lip, blushing Sep 15 22:35:11 You are sure? Sep 15 22:35:58 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:36:22 Do you wish me to? Sep 15 22:37:55 I rather think so Sep 15 22:38:36 * Molly nods, then kisses him again, slower this time, gentle Sep 15 22:42:32 * Morgan returns it Sep 15 22:42:41 **The ship with the angel figurehead is being brought into mooring with commands given in Avalonian by a woman. Sep 15 22:43:20 **her tongue darts over his lower lip as he has done to her in the past Sep 15 22:45:10 * Morgan pulls away slightly Sep 15 22:45:15 I'm going to miss you Sep 15 22:45:36 * Molly looks up at him with a sad smile Sep 15 22:45:59 And I, you, more deeply than you can possibly understand Sep 15 22:48:15 * Morgan nods, looking to the ship Sep 15 22:48:31 * Molly sighs Sep 15 22:49:26 I suppose the figurehead implies this could be your ship for going to Catterick. The Blessing Of Angels, was it not? Sep 15 22:50:04 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:51:11 It's a sensible idea, to visit there before Eisen. A gentle reintroduction to family Sep 15 22:51:28 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:51:31 I suppose so Sep 15 22:52:00 * Molly looks up at him seriously Sep 15 22:52:36 Morgan, I l-... *she sighs softly* I look forward to seeing you upon your return Sep 15 22:52:57 * Morgan nods Sep 15 22:52:58 I love you too Sep 15 22:53:13 * Molly looks confused Sep 15 22:53:17 What?! Sep 15 22:57:55 fairly sure I said it out loud.... Sep 15 22:59:46 **There's the unpleasant scraping sound of hull scrubbing rock as the crew of The Blessing Of Angels misjudge the angle. Meanwhile Molly still looks perplexed* you did... but I do not understand how that is possible Sep 15 23:00:26 * Morgan winces, looking at the ship Sep 15 23:01:32 **there's a bit of a scramble of men looking over the side** 'S a'right, Cap'n, 's jus' a scrape Sep 15 23:02:28 I'm not entirely keen on going on that one any longer Sep 15 23:02:48 **The female captain who he cannot see gives orders that will see her gently berthed** Sep 15 23:02:54 * Molly smiles Sep 15 23:03:17 Sadly I have places to be and people to see, so I cannot take you there myself Sep 15 23:03:51 * Morgan nods Sep 15 23:04:46 * Molly frowns, tilting her head Sep 15 23:04:51 I should go Sep 15 23:05:41 You need to get your ship ready for the things you've got ahead of you Sep 15 23:06:18 I do. Kurt will be unhappy if we are late to meet his alternate crew Sep 15 23:07:02 * Morgan nods Sep 15 23:08:04 * Molly nods slowly Sep 15 23:09:31 Goodbye, Morgan. I do love you, but I think we should take some time to work out what that means, if it means anything at all Sep 15 23:09:47 as you wish blossom Sep 15 23:11:00 * Molly nods, inclining her head before she goes towards the gang plank. Meanwhile there's some shouts of relief from the crew of the Blessing Sep 15 23:14:11 * Molly gets back on deck, watching him forlornly, elbow on the guard rail and cheek resting on her palm Sep 15 23:14:29 * Morgan heads for the blessing Sep 15 23:14:52 **the loud bang of the gang plank being put down is what wakes him Sep 15 23:41:50 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 16 11:01:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 16 11:01:30 **he can tell it's about an hour before dawn. Molly is asleep with one leg draped over his shin Sep 16 11:02:13 * Morgan leans over to kiss her forehead a moment before extricating himself from the bed to get dressed Sep 16 11:04:17 * Molly murmurs "Don't go" Sep 16 11:04:30 **in Avalonian Sep 16 11:04:37 I'll just be downstairs blossom, dont worry Sep 16 11:05:16 * Molly stirs "hmm?" Sep 16 11:06:57 Go back to sleep my love Sep 16 11:09:00 Mmmhmm Sep 16 11:09:48 * Molly spreads out onto his side of the bed soon, rapidly back to sleep Sep 16 11:18:53 * Morgan gets the rest of his clothes on before going downstairs to make coffee Sep 16 11:20:36 **it's quiet no sign of HH or Claudia here. Outside it's dry for a change, and when it gets closer to dawn Claudia is on the wall of the Rose Garden when he gets there** Sep 16 11:20:40 * Molly is now known as Claudia Sep 16 11:22:45 mornin' Sep 16 11:25:15 * Claudia nods Sep 16 11:25:33 Again. You alright? Sep 16 11:28:52 Aye. You? Sep 16 11:29:58 Bit restless Sep 16 11:31:31 whats up? Sep 16 11:33:17 Keen to be back on the move Sep 16 11:34:31 * Morgan nods Sep 16 11:34:40 I know... I think I know where we need to start Sep 16 11:39:05 * Claudia nods Sep 16 11:39:12 That's something at least Sep 16 11:40:09 * Morgan nods Sep 16 11:40:19 Finally getting some intel from Kurt, or playing your own contacts? Sep 16 11:42:53 * Morgan shrugs Sep 16 11:43:14 no Sep 16 11:43:43 Gut feeling? Sep 16 11:44:03 Something like that Sep 16 11:47:03 How did the citizenship thing go? Sep 16 11:48:38 Hard... she felt like she's lost a part of who she is, part of what brought me to her Sep 16 11:50:45 * Claudia nods Sep 16 11:51:35 It'll take time to adjust Sep 16 11:53:37 * Morgan nods Sep 16 11:53:55 I think I managed to assuage some of her worry about it Sep 16 11:55:40 What did you do? Sep 16 11:57:09 told her her place of birth has nothing to do with my love for her Sep 16 11:57:37 Not sure why it would have done Sep 16 11:58:43 national identity... Avalonians are practical, methodical... Eiseners are stalwart and warlike... Sep 16 11:59:17 * Claudia smiles slightly Sep 16 11:59:57 Avalonians are a bit dull, Eisens are a bit argumentative Sep 16 12:00:18 requirements of our upbringings Sep 16 12:01:09 * Claudia shrugs Sep 16 12:01:59 History too. Eisen barbarians beating back the civilised Vodacce knowledge-bringers Sep 16 12:03:03 We're smart enough without their flappy nonsense Sep 16 12:04:10 * Claudia nods Sep 16 12:04:21 Rather be life smart than book smart Sep 16 12:04:46 * Morgan shrugs Sep 16 12:04:54 you can be both Sep 16 12:05:27 You can be like Heinzharold and neither! *she grins* Sep 16 12:05:36 * Morgan chuckles Sep 16 12:08:23 Doubt we'll see much of him the next two days Sep 16 12:09:06 No, I shouldn't imagine so Sep 16 12:12:25 Be joined at the hip with his wife no doubt. *she rolls her eyes* Sep 16 12:36:02 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 16 12:53:36 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 16 12:53:45 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 16 22:54:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 16 22:55:19 **Shes right, Heinzharold turns down the offer to join them on a trip to Tawstock and Sunnymeade. They leave Heinzharold and Inga behind with Elsie, and Claudia rides with him, Molly and Varick, the day passably dry. Varick spends the time playing games like I-spy. It's a market day so the dock is busy. The Rose itself seems quiet and Molly goes off to Inga and Heinzharold's room with a list. Varick asks Morgan to look for the cat, and they find him sprawled Sep 16 22:55:27 * Molly is now known as Varick Sep 16 22:58:00 On the window-facing couch asleep Sep 16 22:59:12 * Morgan nudges the cat gently Sep 16 23:01:58 * Varick crouches down, looking at the cat. One green eye opens, and the purring starts Sep 16 23:02:05 He's happy to see us Sep 16 23:03:33 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:03:35 thought so Sep 16 23:05:02 * Varick strokes the cat. His face changes expression ever so slightly as if in conversation, though no words can be heard Sep 16 23:07:36 * Morgan watches them quietly Sep 16 23:09:51 * Varick and the cat both look at Morgan at the same moment before looking at each other again Sep 16 23:12:34 He says he will look after you and cuddle you if you get scared or lonely Sep 16 23:13:03 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:13:07 I'm glad about that Sep 16 23:14:53 Should I tell him he can sleep in bed with you? Sep 16 23:16:41 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:16:42 he can do Sep 16 23:17:47 * Varick concentrates on the cat, who gets up and climbs on Morgan's shoulder. Varick sits in the vacated space, short legs sticking out Sep 16 23:17:58 _will_ you be scared? Sep 16 23:18:47 If I have nightmares maybe Sep 16 23:20:16 Will you have lots of nightmares? Sep 16 23:20:31 I don't know... its impossible to tell Sep 16 23:22:18 What do grown ups have nightmares about? Sep 16 23:22:34 **the cat purrs in his ear** Sep 16 23:22:45 That depends on the person really Sep 16 23:24:59 What do you have nightmares about? Sep 16 23:25:12 * Varick watches him curiously Sep 16 23:25:59 All sorts of things. Usually about losing you and Molly Sep 16 23:27:42 That's sad Sep 16 23:28:39 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:28:44 last time I had it was horrible Sep 16 23:29:59 What did you do? Sep 16 23:31:14 do? Sep 16 23:32:19 When you were scared Sep 16 23:33:06 I nearly lost control of my magic... had to throw myself in the dock Sep 16 23:35:00 * Varick starts laughing Sep 16 23:35:06 In your clothes?! Sep 16 23:36:29 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:39:32 When I had nightmares about my Daddy Molly would sing to me Sep 16 23:40:15 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:40:19 she sings to me each night Sep 16 23:42:08 But you're a man Sep 16 23:42:53 * Morgan nods Sep 16 23:42:55 I noticed Sep 16 23:44:55 Mamas only sing children to sleep, not men Sep 16 23:45:10 thats obviously not the case Sep 16 23:48:03 Why does she sing to you? Sep 16 23:48:43 to help me get to sleep Sep 16 23:49:04 But grown ups dont need help to go to sleep Sep 16 23:49:11 some of us do Sep 16 23:50:53 Why? Sep 16 23:51:09 I find it hard to settle enough to get to sleep Sep 16 23:51:35 Oh. Why? Sep 16 23:52:48 partly because I get so many nightmares... makes it difficult to go to sleep Sep 16 23:55:21 Why do you have so many nightmares? Are you scared of the dark? Sep 16 23:58:12 No, I'm not... its mostly a result of what happened, losing Dietlinde and Jana Sep 16 23:58:29 * Varick hugs him Sep 16 23:58:48 I am here now. I will help you feel better Sep 17 00:00:01 You already do Sep 17 00:01:23 I hope you dont have nightmares when you are gone Sep 17 00:01:41 me too Sep 17 00:02:50 * Varick looks at the cat Sep 17 00:03:15 Captain Ulysses says you can hug him if you have nightmares Sep 17 00:03:26 * Morgan nods, stroking the cat Sep 17 00:03:44 Cats have nightmares too Sep 17 00:04:49 oh? Sep 17 00:04:54 Being chased by dogs or mean people or falling off things that are not high enough Sep 17 00:06:13 * Morgan nods Sep 17 00:09:31 **Sorgi calls for Morgan, interrupting them Sep 17 03:54:22 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 19 14:07:48 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sun Sep 19 14:07:48 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Sep 19 14:07:59 2021 Sep 19 14:07:59 * Now talking on #7thsea Sep 19 19:18:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 19 19:20:32 Morgan spends a couple of hours with Claudia Sorgi and Koen checking the ship over before lunch whilst Molly keeps Varick entertained below deck. Neither of them have appeared as Morgan finds himself sat by James Schulz for lunch Sep 19 19:20:37 * Molly is now known as James Sep 19 19:20:49 I'm told you want me to stay behind, my lord Sep 19 19:22:07 * Morgan nods Sep 19 19:22:10 indeed Sep 19 19:22:49 Anything in particular you want me to do or keep an eye out for? Sep 19 19:27:07 Hopefully there may be some opportunity for trade... Blokners for taverns perhaps... and anything Molly needs Sep 19 19:29:44 * James nods Sep 19 19:30:01 I am needed for dancing tomorrow evening, I am told Sep 19 19:32:23 * Morgan nods Sep 19 19:32:29 If you'd be so good Sep 19 19:35:27 * James nods Sep 19 19:36:12 I look forward to it. Makes it a bit challenging, only having one hand, but I'm used to it Sep 19 19:37:44 * Morgan nods Sep 19 19:37:53 I would imagine so Sep 19 19:39:26 How long will you be travelling? Sep 19 19:39:42 looking like three weeks, there or thereabouts Sep 19 19:39:52 Long time Sep 19 19:40:47 necessary unfortuantely Sep 19 19:41:51 Don't worry about her ladyship and the young lord, they'll be in safe hands with me... well, safe _hand_ at least Sep 19 19:42:42 I don't doubt it... Molly is going to be assisting Lady Torrington... I'd like you to have some involvement there, get an idea for how things go here Sep 19 19:43:53 * James inclines his head Sep 19 19:43:57 Very well, my lord Sep 19 19:48:34 Do you have any requests for what I should do if you dont return? Sep 19 19:49:54 I'll write you a letter but it'll take an act of god to stop us from coming back Sep 19 19:53:15 * James nods Sep 19 19:53:42 Will we hear word if you will be delayed past those three weeks? Sep 19 19:55:58 I'll send a messenger Sep 19 19:56:54 Very well Sep 19 19:58:12 A shame Lord Koertig could not be here to keep watch over the women Sep 19 19:59:55 I suspect he'd be wanting to come with me to track down colonel Dau Sep 19 20:01:41 Maybe, my lord, but he is very protective of her ladyship Sep 19 20:02:12 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:02:35 Given the... extent of Dau's brutality, I think he'd want to help ensure he is caught Sep 19 20:03:51 * James nods Sep 19 20:03:57 He's an excellent man Sep 19 20:04:38 He has his moments Sep 19 20:06:22 He was very kind to me in Paan and Atemlos, I'll always be grateful for it ((can refresh if you cant recall)) Sep 19 20:06:39 ((go on then)) Sep 19 20:09:17 ((In Paan James went to the brothel only to cum before even managing to lose his virginity, Edward took pity on him because he'd had the same issue when Karsten took him at 15, so took him to see Petra in Atemlos, to help him get over it, and she'd been Edward's frequent friend whilst he was at the academy)) Sep 19 20:09:38 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:10:43 He really knows how to flirt with women and make them laugh Sep 19 20:11:17 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:11:19 he's very charming Sep 19 20:12:37 I wouldn't mind being charming like him, but its difficult when you grow up just with nuns Sep 19 20:13:33 I would imagine so... I'd like to be as relaxed as he is with other people Sep 19 20:14:59 * James nods Sep 19 20:15:09 He's very confident Sep 19 20:16:58 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:27:03 * James speaks quietly Sep 19 20:27:10 He invited Petra to his wedding Sep 19 20:29:19 that... no, it doesn't surprise me actually Sep 19 20:37:37 She said she would think about it, but I dont think she will Sep 19 20:38:48 bit awkward for her I suppose Sep 19 20:39:12 I think she still has some feelings for Lord Koertig Sep 19 20:40:22 Really? Sep 19 20:40:37 * James nods Sep 19 20:41:09 She has a soft spot for him Sep 19 20:41:20 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:42:54 Shes a very pretty lady Sep 19 20:43:17 I wouldn't know Sep 19 20:48:34 * James nods Sep 19 20:49:28 She's got reddish brown hair and green eyes and just... she's very kind too Sep 19 20:49:58 * Morgan nods Sep 19 20:50:00 I see Sep 19 20:50:45 Lady Hapsburg is beautiful too, just in a different way Sep 19 20:51:06 trying to dig yourself out of a hole there? Sep 19 20:52:45 I didn't want you to think I was saying Petra is prettier. She's just more down to earth. Lady Hapsburg is that sort of beauty like when you walk into a cathedral with all the stained glass windows. It's angelic Sep 19 20:56:55 * Morgan watches him for a moment Sep 19 20:57:05 why the need to reassure me of that? Sep 19 20:57:24 * James starts to look out of his depth Sep 19 20:57:37 I wasnt, my Lord. Sep 19 21:01:08 Its all subjective my friend... HeinzHarold no doubt feels Inga is the prettiest woman in the world, and nothing anyone says or thinks would change that, least of all who I might think is prettier... Sep 19 21:01:29 * James nods Sep 19 21:02:24 I've never really been able to talk about women being pretty. We always had to pretend all the nuns weren't pretty, because they were all married to the son of Our Lord. Sep 19 21:03:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 19 21:04:16 a little pointer then... don't tell Edward you think Petra is prettier than Mina... or me that anyone is prettier than Molly... You don't need or want to be quantifying it in any way that could lead to comparison Sep 19 21:04:25 though, you may wish to ask my brother about that Sep 19 21:04:52 Why, my lord? Sep 19 21:06:53 A few reasons... for some it can start a bit of an argument about why eachother is wrong... and no-one wants the women in our lives feeling they are being compared to others, that they need to justify their place in our hearts Sep 19 21:08:26 It's all a bit complicated, my lord! Sep 19 21:08:36 very. Do you like chocolate cake? Sep 19 21:08:47 Yes my lord Sep 19 21:09:01 * Morgan nods Sep 19 21:09:05 as sweet as it can be? Sep 19 21:09:23 * James shrugs Sep 19 21:09:39 Anything from sweet to bitter is fine Sep 19 21:10:09 I can't stand sweet cake... Sep 19 21:10:40 * James just nods Sep 19 21:12:16 and I'm never going to convince Varick that the obscenely sweet cake he likes so much is anything less than the best thing ever... and to try would probably only lead to some level of conflict. So its easiest to accept he likes that type of cake, and won't ever think my preferred cake is nicer... and thats fine. Sep 19 21:14:57 It doesn't really matter how pretty amu woman is if a man has decided on her? Sep 19 21:15:39 * Morgan nods Sep 19 21:16:28 And never, _ever_ follow a compliment with a criticism... you look beautiful tonight, but have you seen her over there, her dress is amazing... thats a path down which pain definitely lies Sep 19 21:16:54 Have you done that?! *he looks shocked* Sep 19 21:17:31 No, but I've seen it done, usually by someone too deep in their cups Sep 19 21:19:24 * James nods, obviously storing this away Sep 19 21:19:31 What else should I not do Sep 19 21:20:12 You'd be better asking Edward... or HeinzHarold, they're both very charming Sep 19 21:22:36 You must be fairly charming too, my lord, to have been married Sep 19 21:25:41 but they're _at ease_ with people, women in particular Sep 19 21:29:56 Why arent you, my lord. You're clever you have status Sep 19 21:30:59 * Morgan shrugs Sep 19 21:31:18 I used to be friendly... I tend towards being quiet and watchful now Sep 19 21:32:25 Doesn't matter so much once you're married Sep 19 21:32:36 You'd be surprised Sep 19 21:32:59 * James frowns slightly Sep 19 21:33:16 Unless you're looking for a mistress Sep 19 21:35:18 [Liebes herz, Varick is having a nap, in case you were thinking of leaving now] Sep 19 21:35:46 I think too many people become complacent once they're married, no longer putting in the effort to keep their wife happy Sep 19 21:35:53 [You wish to?] Sep 19 21:42:15 That's important? Sep 19 21:42:39 [I wished you to know where I was if you wanted or needed me] Sep 19 21:42:56 Absolutely it is Sep 19 21:43:52 Oh. I want to get married eventually once I've established myself and can support a household in a good fashion Sep 19 21:46:36 * Morgan nods Sep 19 21:46:50 good. You like receiving praise? Sep 19 21:50:47 * James nods Sep 19 21:51:08 Yes Sep 19 21:51:31 why would a wife be any different in that regard? Sep 19 21:52:58 I would need to keep praising her? Sep 19 21:54:03 reassuring her of your feelings would be a better way of putting it Sep 19 21:55:32 Every day? Sep 19 21:55:48 why not? Sep 19 21:59:10 Wont she just know? Sep 19 22:00:41 You're planning to marry a Vodacce fate witch? As far as I'm aware they're the only psychic women Sep 19 22:01:44 * James nods Sep 19 22:02:39 I have a lot to learn. Without having a proper family to grow up in, I dont know much about what married life is like Sep 19 22:03:46 Its a partnership between you and your wife... a lot of people would frown upon how Molly and I work together, thinking women have no place in decision making, but working together makes you stronger, closer. Sep 19 22:06:21 * James nods Sep 19 22:06:36 Maybe I can learn from watching the two of you? Sep 19 22:08:31 * Morgan shrugs Sep 19 22:08:43 and HeinzHarold and Inga... they're less reserved, its easy to see how much he adores her Sep 19 22:09:11 Is it better to be like that? Sep 19 22:10:48 that depends on you and your wife... Sep 19 22:13:22 * James nods Sep 19 22:14:59 I would like a wife that marries me because she loves me, but it doesnt happen often, so I will probably try to learn everything I can. At the least, I'd like her to be happy Sep 19 22:15:14 * Morgan nods Sep 19 22:15:19 happiness is a good target Sep 19 22:18:05 * James nods Sep 19 22:19:15 I was thinking another five years would be about right Sep 19 22:19:55 * Morgan shrugs Sep 19 22:20:13 you may be surprised... I've found both times I've fallen in love without expecting or even looking for it Sep 19 22:22:32 It would be better to wait until I can provide Sep 19 22:23:04 yes, it would... but sometimes thats simply not possible. Sep 19 22:25:08 * James nods Sep 19 22:25:27 I'll do my best not to until the time is right Sep 19 22:26:48 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Sep 19 22:26:56 do what you feel is right... thats all Sep 19 22:28:35 * James nods Sep 19 22:28:46 Thank you for the advice, my lors Sep 19 22:28:50 Lord* Sep 19 22:28:56 * Morgan nods Sep 19 22:29:03 you are most welcome. I just hope its useful to you Sep 19 22:31:23 * James nods Sep 19 22:32:03 And I should ask Heinzharold for some tips about talking to women? Sep 19 22:32:55 He may well make fun of you, but it'll be good natured. He'll help you Sep 19 22:33:49 * James smiles Sep 19 22:34:00 I'll do that tomorrow then Sep 19 22:34:03 * Morgan nods Sep 19 22:34:06 good man Sep 19 22:38:23 * James nods Sep 19 22:38:43 I'm surprised he didn't come with you Sep 19 22:39:35 HeinzHarold? Sep 19 22:42:12 Yes Sep 19 22:42:42 He's spending as much time as he can with Inga Sep 19 22:43:13 * James smiles Sep 19 22:43:36 That makes sense Sep 19 22:45:25 * Morgan nods Sep 19 22:45:26 aye Sep 19 22:47:37 Are you going to do the same? Sep 19 22:47:53 more than likely Sep 19 22:50:07 I'll let you get on then my lord Sep 19 22:50:22 * Morgan inclines his head, going to find Molly Sep 19 23:00:55 * James has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 20 00:26:06 * James (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 20 00:28:59 * James has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 21 22:03:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 21 22:04:41 * Molly is laid on the couch by the window when he gets there, humming to herself Sep 21 22:05:31 * Morgan watches her for a moment Sep 21 22:08:09 * Molly has her eyes closed, smiling to herself Sep 21 22:08:35 something on your mind blossom? Sep 21 22:10:33 * Molly smiles, glancing at him Sep 21 22:11:05 Yes, liebes herz. How many inches something ought to be... Sep 21 22:11:34 neglige? Sep 21 22:12:30 A window seat Sep 21 22:13:02 I see... I think Sep 21 22:14:19 * Molly smiles Sep 21 22:14:36 It would need to be not too high, nor too low Sep 21 22:18:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 21 22:19:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 21 22:19:25 [22:10] (Molly) It would need to be not too high, nor too low Sep 21 22:20:47 well, yes, because then it becomes a padded step or a shelf Sep 21 22:22:02 That's not what I meant, my love. But that is by the by. Are you well? Sep 21 22:23:24 * Morgan nods Sep 21 22:23:28 well enough aye Sep 21 22:25:58 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 21 22:30:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 21 22:30:34 [22:25] (Molly) I have done the things I needed to, and we will be ready once Varick is awake Sep 21 22:30:44 * Morgan nods Sep 21 22:30:46 alright Sep 21 22:31:24 Do you have things to do or do you wish to sit with me? Sep 21 22:32:45 I think I'll sit with you Sep 21 22:33:31 * Molly sits up so he can Sep 21 22:33:44 * Morgan sits beside her Sep 21 22:34:28 * Molly lies on her back with her head on his thigh, looking up to him Sep 21 22:34:45 Will it be strange for you being on the Rose without me? Sep 21 22:35:42 * Morgan nods Sep 21 22:35:50 I'm not particularly looking forward to it Sep 21 22:38:23 It will be strange for the Rose to be off without me, I think Sep 21 22:39:41 * Morgan nods Sep 21 22:40:14 I suppose it is the point in which she seems undeniably no longer mine Sep 21 22:41:33 * Morgan frowns Sep 21 22:41:45 that is a problem? Sep 21 22:43:52 No... It isn't a problem Sep 21 22:44:01 it appears to be Sep 21 22:47:27 * Molly shakes her head Sep 21 22:47:44 No liebling Sep 21 22:49:14 You wish to have her once again? Sep 21 22:51:39 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 21 22:55:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 21 22:55:09 You wish to have her once again? Sep 21 22:55:13 [22:47] (Molly) No, I think she is better off as yours Sep 21 22:56:47 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 21 22:59:35 * Molly smiles Sep 21 22:59:40 I had an odd dream Sep 21 23:00:09 oh? Sep 21 23:01:11 It was last winter and I was dropping you off in a little dock on the east coast of Avalon because you were going to Catterick before Sudlachenburg Sep 21 23:01:54 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 21 23:03:13 There was another ship, and she scrubbed the wall Sep 21 23:03:53 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:03:59 female captain... Sep 21 23:04:36 Yes... oh! Sep 21 23:04:49 * Molly smiles Sep 21 23:05:00 You were there. That makes sense Sep 21 23:05:42 what happened? I woke up when the plank came down Sep 21 23:07:58 Nothing of consequence. You decided to wait for a different ship the following day, and brought me back below deck to kiss me senseless Sep 21 23:09:01 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:10:07 sounds reasonable Sep 21 23:10:26 * Molly smiles Sep 21 23:10:42 Oh it was far from reasonable... Sep 21 23:11:08 * Morgan chuckles Sep 21 23:11:25 What thinks you, could it have been an alternate path? Sep 21 23:12:02 I doubt it Sep 21 23:12:17 * Molly nods slowly Sep 21 23:13:08 The location, at least. My calling you back to kiss you a final time was entirely possible, and even quite likely Sep 21 23:13:16 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:15:11 But it would make no sense for me to drop you to a dock there so I could go to Eisen with Kurt for a crew... it would make sense for me to drop you either to Durham myself or leave you in Londinium Sep 21 23:15:22 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:15:23 indeed Sep 21 23:15:45 Perhaps there is something more to it Sep 21 23:16:12 you think so? Sep 21 23:18:00 It is possible. Maybe the dock or the ship are significant? Sep 21 23:18:32 I don't know blossom Sep 21 23:19:55 It doesnt seem like a warning Sep 21 23:20:32 no, it doesn't Sep 21 23:21:04 We can only wait and see Sep 21 23:21:11 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:21:12 indeed Sep 21 23:23:00 * Molly nods Sep 21 23:23:07 How did you sleep? Sep 21 23:24:01 * Morgan shrugs Sep 21 23:24:02 alright Sep 21 23:25:44 You were going to write your dream from the beginning of the night for me? The monestary, Rebecca and Lenton, Greenwich... Sep 21 23:26:47 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:26:51 indeed I did Sep 21 23:28:07 Do you have it? Sep 21 23:28:42 * Morgan nods, taking it from a pocket Sep 21 23:30:05 * Molly gets comfortable, reading it through slowly. She shakes her head "Silly Molly. You should have gone to confession instead of blurting it out" Sep 21 23:34:27 * Molly nods as she goes along Sep 21 23:34:56 * Morgan hums quietly to himself Sep 21 23:35:44 * Molly tuts, shaking her head, but presses on Sep 21 23:38:16 * Molly then grimaces before she smiles, finishing it. She hands it back Sep 21 23:38:40 Well, that is a plausible alternate path... if I was intensely stupid Sep 21 23:39:32 * Morgan tucks it away Sep 21 23:39:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 21 23:39:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 21 23:40:00 [23:34] * Molly then grimaces before she smiles, finishing it. She hands it back Sep 21 23:40:05 [23:34] (Molly) Well, that is a plausible alternate path... if I was intensely stupid Sep 21 23:40:08 * Morgan tucks it away Sep 21 23:40:15 Could've gone rather badly Sep 21 23:41:17 Absolutely. I'm surprised it didn't Sep 21 23:42:55 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:42:56 aye Sep 21 23:44:15 The depths of my dismay are rather accurate though Sep 21 23:46:50 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:47:30 * Molly looks thoughtful Sep 21 23:47:40 You sounded dismayed also Sep 21 23:48:50 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:48:52 I thought so Sep 21 23:50:10 You thought you sounded dismayed? Sep 21 23:50:39 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:51:01 I remember feeling very... angry when it happened, seeing you holding Dau's hand, but in the dream... it was so much worse Sep 21 23:54:58 I wonder whether that is partly due to your real-life hate for him? Sep 21 23:55:32 * Morgan shrugs Sep 21 23:55:33 maybe Sep 21 23:56:47 You think something else? Sep 21 23:57:10 No, you're probably right Sep 21 23:59:20 It sounds like in this dream there would have ended up being some violence Sep 21 23:59:44 * Morgan nods Sep 21 23:59:46 it does Sep 22 00:00:05 How are you feeling about that today? Sep 22 00:00:27 about what exactly? Sep 22 00:01:10 The hand holding, having seen it again. But also in general, I suppose Sep 22 00:01:25 I try not to think about it Sep 22 00:02:49 If I had realised I was something serious for you, I likely would have been far more cautious Sep 22 00:03:00 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 22 00:05:06 * Molly shrugs slightly Sep 22 00:05:29 Perhaps the dream was just leading you to the information about Rebecca Sep 22 00:05:49 Aye, could be Sep 22 00:06:34 I do not think there is anything to be concerned about from it Sep 22 00:06:44 Nor I Sep 22 00:10:06 * Molly smiles Sep 22 00:10:26 Everything turned out well the way it went between us Sep 22 00:10:51 Yes, it did Sep 22 00:12:40 * Molly smiles, closing her eyes. She says quietly Sep 22 00:13:18 About twenty to twenty four inches from the floor, I think Sep 22 00:13:34 * Morgan glances at her Sep 22 00:13:36 why? Sep 22 00:16:59 * Molly doesn't open her eyes but still the rest of her expression implies feigned innocence Sep 22 00:17:32 About the height of the couch in His Grace's nursery... Sep 22 00:17:46 right... Sep 22 00:18:25 ...which was a very good height, that day when I was healed enough from the cast Sep 22 00:18:37 * Morgan nods Sep 22 00:18:40 yes, it was Sep 22 00:19:13 Which is a sensible height then for our window seat Sep 22 00:19:21 * Morgan nods Sep 22 00:19:22 indeed Sep 22 00:20:24 * Molly yawns a little Sep 22 00:21:03 And you have precisely the right tools for working out the height Sep 22 00:21:44 do I? Sep 22 00:23:48 Mmhmm *she stretches one arm back, touching his knee* from here... *she runs her hand up his inner thigh until she's cupping his groin* to here, whilst knelt on the floor Sep 22 00:24:06 I see Sep 22 00:25:24 * Molly nods, gently removing her hand and resting it on her stomach. Still she keeps her eyes closed Sep 22 00:25:35 I am glad you do Sep 22 00:31:11 * Morgan leans his head back, relaxing Sep 22 00:31:33 * Molly is quiet a little while, and then she drifts off to sleep on his lap Sep 22 01:26:44 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Sep 22 03:44:46 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 22 03:56:05 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 22 09:28:00 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Sep 22 12:04:05 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Sep 23 17:36:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 23 17:39:22 **With more clothing and personal effects being sent up by coach, Morgan carries them up on deck whilst Molly follows with Varick. Varick carries the cat under his arm, which the black and white cat tolerates. Up on deck, Sorgi is waiting for them Sep 23 17:39:28 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Sep 23 17:40:16 Setting off early on Saturday, m'lord? Sep 23 17:40:25 fairly, aye Sep 23 17:44:12 **The cat walks along the guard rail. Varick comes to stand by Morgan** Sep 23 17:44:39 V: Captain Sorgi, you have to bring my papa home safe, we need him. Sep 23 17:45:44 * Morgan musses the boys hair Sep 23 17:46:03 * Sorgi nods "I will, I swear it" Sep 23 17:46:42 V: *he leans against Morgan* Sep 23 17:47:48 * Sorgi glances at Molly. She's crouched down, a palm flat on the deck, speaking too quietly to be heard. Then he looks enquiringly at Morgan Sep 23 17:47:59 * Morgan shrugs slightly Sep 23 17:50:18 I'll have her ready to go at first light Saturday Sep 23 17:51:02 * Morgan nods Sep 23 17:51:21 excellent. I want to get ahead of him, so we'll need to be getting a move on Sep 23 17:52:29 * Sorgi nods Sep 23 17:52:39 Very good, m'lord Sep 23 17:55:09 **Molly comes over to them, looking to Sorgi** Might I have a moment, Captain? Sep 23 17:55:39 * Sorgi excuses himself, taking her away from Morgan and Varick Sep 23 17:55:51 * Sorgi is now known as Varick Sep 23 17:56:04 * Varick looks up at Morgan Sep 23 17:56:12 What are they talking about? Sep 23 17:56:28 I don't know Sep 23 17:56:48 Oh. We're going to see the children next Sep 23 17:57:22 * Morgan nods Sep 23 17:57:26 that'll be fun wont it Sep 23 17:57:48 I want to see them a lot when you're gone Sep 23 17:57:56 * Morgan nods Sep 23 17:58:01 You'll have to ask your mama Sep 23 17:58:27 * Varick nods Sep 23 17:59:01 She will say yes, she wants me to spend time with children as I dont get to have my sisters. Sep 23 17:59:33 Who do you mean? Sep 23 18:00:08 My half sister Mae and Jana. Sep 23 18:00:30 * Morgan tilts his head Sep 23 18:00:37 aye... I suppose I hadn't thought of that Sep 23 18:00:49 * Varick nods Sep 23 18:01:41 I like Sunnymeade. Auntie Beth will have her baby soon, and then Elsie will have a baby. Sep 23 18:02:31 * Morgan nods frowning slightly Sep 23 18:03:09 I will see the babies. Will the babies come before you come home? Sep 23 18:05:41 I don't know... its possible Sep 23 18:07:04 Will you be sad? Sep 23 18:08:23 if they come before I get back? Sep 23 18:09:30 * Varick nods Sep 23 18:10:00 If you were here maybe you could see the babies get born Sep 23 18:10:26 Midwives don't generally like menfolk being there for the birth Sep 23 18:10:38 What about children? Sep 23 18:12:03 I didn't ask Sep 23 18:17:03 Should I ask? I would like to see a baby be born Sep 23 18:17:51 You can ask but I imagine they'll say no Sep 23 18:19:55 * Varick sighs Sep 23 18:20:39 But I will get to see the babies when they are just born and really small Sep 23 18:23:06 possibly aye Sep 23 18:23:16 **Molly and Sorgi come back over. Molly puts a hand on Morgan's lower back* M: I'm ready now Sep 23 18:24:00 * Morgan nods Sep 23 18:24:02 come on then Sep 23 18:28:07 **They say goodbye to Sorgi, and get mounted up. The drizzle returns, and the autumn chill is easily felt. Varick is wrapped up inside Molly's cloak too as they start their ride. Molly glances at Morgan Sep 23 18:28:12 * Varick is now known as Molly Sep 23 18:28:23 Are you well, my love? Sep 23 18:28:57 * Morgan nods Sep 23 18:28:59 are you? Sep 23 18:30:51 * Molly nods Sep 23 18:31:04 Well enough Sep 23 18:35:21 Are you going to tell me what you told Sorgi... or the rose? Sep 23 18:36:13 * Molly switches to her slightly accented Avalonian Sep 23 18:37:07 I asked the Rose to keep you safe andt bring you home quickly. I asked Sorgi the same Sep 23 18:37:45 So did our young man Sep 23 18:39:11 * Molly nods Sep 23 18:39:23 He will miss you Sep 23 18:40:17 I'm going to miss him too Sep 23 18:41:30 * Molly nods Sep 23 18:41:57 Do you know what you will say to my family about Elsie's baby? Sep 23 18:42:46 _I'm_ going to be doing it? Sep 23 18:43:10 * Molly shrugs a little Sep 23 18:43:22 I rather thought you might prefer to Sep 23 18:44:28 alright Sep 23 18:55:29 Thank you liebling Sep 23 18:55:35 **Their next stop is Sunnymeade, where Varick is immediately off playing dominoes by the fire with the children.  Its quieter and calmer here now with James, Caro  the twins and the baby having gone home again. There's no sign of Peter, and Molly takes charge of making the tea so Beth can put her feet up. Sep 23 19:01:49 * Molly is now known as Beth Sep 23 19:01:57 * Beth looks to Morgan Sep 23 19:03:31 What brings you here? Did you have business in town? **the farmhouse is beginning to show signs of personal touches being added, and some of those of her parents-in-law being removed* Sep 23 19:10:56 * Morgan looks around the room slowly before looking back to Beth Sep 23 19:11:02 I want to talk to you and your husband Sep 23 19:11:35 * Beth rubs her belly Sep 23 19:12:00 He's out feeding the cows if you wanted to see him? Sep 23 19:12:43 needs to be the both of you... I'll go fetch him Sep 23 19:14:30 * Beth nods, taking tea from Molly. Mary gets up from where she's been quietly playing with a toy bunny, heading for Morgan Sep 23 19:16:21 * Morgan watches her approach Sep 23 19:18:08 **Molly comes to intercept her, asking her about the toy. Mary seems happy enough with this Sep 23 19:18:24 * Morgan heads out to find Peter Sep 23 19:20:06 * Beth is now known as Peter Sep 23 19:20:26 * Peter is in the cow shed as predicted Sep 23 19:23:28 * Morgan makes his presence known Sep 23 19:26:37 * Peter looks over, wiping his hands on a rag Sep 23 19:27:15 Good afternoon, Morgan. Sep 23 19:30:51 Peter... you are well? Sep 23 19:31:14 * Peter nods Sep 23 19:31:29 I am, and you? Moll with you? Sep 23 19:33:31 * Morgan nods Sep 23 19:33:40 back at the house... I need to talk to you and Beth Sep 23 19:36:07 * Peter looks concerned Sep 23 19:36:34 Together? Sep 23 19:37:00 * Morgan nods Sep 23 19:38:49 * Peter follows him back to the house immediately sitting down and waiting for Molly, who has Mary on her hip, to give him a cup of tea Sep 23 19:41:31 B: Do I need to send the children upstairs? Sep 23 19:41:43 it'd be wise Sep 23 19:43:13 **she instructs William to take Petey, Lila and Varick upstairs to play, eighteen month old Mary cries to get down and follows when the children go** Sep 23 19:43:54 **Molly gives tea to the men before making herself a cup and finding a seat Sep 23 19:44:10 Has something happened to my parents? Sep 23 19:44:38 No, no, nothing like that... I want to ask you to do something, but it is a big thing to ask Sep 23 19:48:08 **they both look at him curiously* what is itm Sep 23 19:48:14 It? Sep 23 19:49:14 You know of the girl in town who was hurt by the Eisen colonel? Sep 23 19:54:11 * Peter nods Sep 23 19:54:34 It's almost all anyone is talking about in the markets and taverns Sep 23 19:54:53 She is due to give birth in the not distant future... Sep 23 19:57:39 * Peter nods Sep 23 19:57:59 Beth already said she'd wet nurse if you need it Sep 23 19:58:25 I want you to adopt the child Sep 23 20:00:08 * Peter and Beth look at each other, surprised Sep 23 20:00:11 Why? Sep 23 20:00:57 You know the consequences of the childs birth? Sep 23 20:04:27 That the mother will probably die Sep 23 20:05:19 probably doesn't really cover it. Its much more than likely... the baby is going to need a home and a family Sep 23 20:08:23 You want that to be ours? Sep 23 20:08:38 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 23 20:08:53 I promised Elsie I would find the child a loving home that would keep it safe Sep 23 20:13:15 We're going to need some time to discuss it Sep 23 20:13:32 * Morgan nods Sep 23 20:13:34 of course Sep 23 20:13:40 don't take too long, just in case Sep 23 20:17:12 What happens if we say no? Sep 23 20:18:16 happens? Sep 23 20:19:41 To the child Sep 23 20:20:32 \me shrugs Sep 23 20:20:36 * Morgan shrugs Sep 23 20:21:32 I made a promise... I will keep it, somehow. Sep 23 20:22:39 B: **she rubs her belly again** it would be a bit like having twins Sep 23 20:23:09 * Morgan nods Sep 23 20:24:22 * Peter looks at her Sep 23 20:25:04 It'd be someone else's blood though. It wouldn't be having an extra one of your own. Sep 23 20:25:23 **Molly sips her tea slowly, watching Morgan** Sep 23 20:25:30 horseshit Sep 23 20:26:34 **Molly bites her lip, trying not to smile. Peter looks mildly offended** Sep 23 20:35:00 You are telling me that Varick is not every bit my son? Sep 23 20:36:27 I'm only saying that I have raised William as my own since he was a baby, and it's something Beth has to bear in mind Sep 23 20:40:12 Do you love him any less? Sep 23 20:40:56 No... Sep 23 20:41:06 you love her any less? Sep 23 20:42:07 My wife? Sep 23 20:42:44 * Morgan nods Sep 23 20:43:25 No Sep 23 20:44:15 Its not really an issue then... is it? Sep 23 20:46:11 B: I do understand, but I don't think it would matter, not once I fed and looked after the baby Sep 23 20:50:31 The baby is half Eisen, isnt it? Sep 23 20:51:14 **Molly rolls her eyes, not even bothering to hide the disdain she feels, but manages to stay quiet** Sep 23 20:51:34 * Morgan nods Sep 23 20:51:36 just like me Sep 23 20:53:19 Father won't approve Sep 23 20:53:54 He wouldn't approve of you taking in a defenceless child and raising it with love and protection? Sep 23 20:56:09 * Peter shrugs Sep 23 20:57:04 Until lately he would have gone mad at the idea of taking in a half-Eisen child. Especially one whose mother was a fallen woman Sep 23 20:58:57 * Morgan shrugs Sep 23 20:59:09 until he met me he hated Eisen men in general... things change. Sep 23 21:03:10 * Peter nods Sep 23 21:03:30 B: Doesnt she have any family who want the child? Sep 23 21:04:54 No... they abandoned her... she and her young love made promises, she fell pregnant, he ran away... her family cast her out Sep 23 21:05:02 * Morgan tilts his head Sep 23 21:06:49 **Molly watches Morgan sidelong rather than make eye contact with her brother and sister-in-law** Sep 23 21:07:30 And the father's family? Sep 23 21:08:47 the father is being brought to justice... he has a sister who will take up his land... I'd like to give the child a quieter life Sep 23 21:09:36 Even though it will be noble blooded? Sep 23 21:11:06 I'd rather the child be happy than noble Sep 23 21:13:31 B: You think it would be happy here at Sunnymeade? Sep 23 21:14:12 Children to play with, parents to love it... a purpose when it grows older... why wouldn't it be? Sep 23 21:14:24 And I wouldn't be asking if I didn't think you'd make the child happy Sep 23 21:16:25 B: You wouldn't want to adopt it yourself? Sep 23 21:17:06 * Peter watches Morgan again, trying to get an idea of his reaction from his expression Sep 23 21:17:11 Molly** Sep 23 21:17:59 No... we discussed it but it isn't an option Sep 23 21:24:27 M: We have far too much to do in the next six months at least Sep 23 21:26:16 When do you need an answer? Sep 23 21:27:28 * Morgan looks at Molly Sep 23 21:27:39 When do you think? Sep 23 21:30:13 M: Tomorrow before lunchtime. If an alternate home needs to be found, that must be gotten underway immediately. Though we are six weeks from her expected confinement, given her injuries the baby could come early. I need to know who I am handing the baby too, and Elsie _deserves_ the reassurance of knowing her child will be safe before she dies. Sep 23 21:31:33 * Peter looks at his sister "What would _you_ do?" Sep 23 21:34:22 **Molly sips her tea** If I were you? I would take in the child and love it, and understand the significance of taking the child of a girl unfairly abandoned by her family. I would see it as a way to make amends, as restitution. Sep 23 21:35:26 * Peter looks at Beth. Both of them look a little guilty. Sep 23 21:36:46 M: If I didn't have so many places to be and so many things to do, I'd certainly have considered adopting the child myself. *she glances at Morgan* Sep 23 21:38:16 * Morgan watches her Sep 23 21:39:27 * Peter is the one who breaks the silence whilst the newly weds watch each other Sep 23 21:39:50 We'll have an answer for you by lunchtime tomorrow Sep 23 21:41:52 * Morgan nods Sep 23 21:41:53 good Sep 23 21:42:11 **Molly nods, finishing her tea** I'm going to go for a walk. I'll be back soon Sep 23 21:45:43 **she pulls her cloak on before going out of the back door** Sep 23 21:49:01 * Morgan sighs slightly Sep 23 21:49:35 Problem? Sep 23 21:50:20 I don't like to see her upset Sep 23 21:52:06 B: Varick is alright here if you need to go after her Sep 23 21:53:08 * Morgan nods, heading for the door, stopping just short of the entrance Sep 23 21:53:50 its worth considering that despite everything your family put her through, which you can take steps to make up for... she still _gave_ you your home... perhaps its time to start making up for that... Sep 23 21:53:56 * Morgan heads out of the door Sep 23 21:55:58 * Peter is now known as Molly Sep 23 21:56:21 * Molly has barely gotten anywhere, but is headed towards the stables Sep 23 21:57:38 * Morgan moves to catch her Sep 23 21:59:10 * Molly looks up at him Sep 23 21:59:23 I did not realise you were coming with me Sep 23 21:59:58 I didn't wish you to be alone Sep 23 22:01:03 * Molly nods Sep 23 22:01:11 I am alright, my love Sep 23 22:03:53 * Molly slips her hand into his Sep 23 22:04:38 You are sure? Sep 23 22:04:47 * Molly nods a little Sep 23 22:04:59 Surprised by my own feelings, perhaps Sep 23 22:06:25 oh? Sep 23 22:07:20 I am more protective of the child than I realised until faced with my brother's hesitation Sep 23 22:08:07 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:09:08 I do not think it is just guilt that she would not have been in that position if it weren't for me. It's more complicated than that Sep 23 22:19:31 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:20:48 * Molly heads up to the hidey hole out of the drizzle Sep 23 22:21:04 * Morgan follows her Sep 23 22:21:39 I suppose I feel that I am connected to the child... If it had not been for Kit, that child might be half mine... Sep 23 22:24:29 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:26:06 * Molly sits down Sep 23 22:26:51 I do not like the idea that the child may be looked down upon, or not loved as much as the others Sep 23 22:27:02 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:27:05 nor do I Sep 23 22:27:45 But that is always possible, with Pete and Beth, or Edward and Mina, or anyone else Sep 23 22:28:20 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:28:23 unfortunately Sep 23 22:28:46 There is only one way around that Sep 23 22:29:20 which is? Sep 23 22:29:43 I have to keep Elsie alive Sep 23 22:30:44 * Morgan nods slowly Sep 23 22:30:55 you're going to put yourself at risk, aren't you Sep 23 22:32:35 * Molly nods Sep 23 22:32:49 If there is a need for it, yes Sep 23 22:35:45 * Molly watches him Sep 23 22:36:12 Something positive has to come from all this, liebes herz, it simply _has to_. Sep 23 22:37:57 one way or another, the child will be well cared for Sep 23 22:38:56 We cannot guarantee it though, can we? Sep 23 22:40:35 we can't guarantee anything, we just have to trust the people we put in charge of the childs care Sep 23 22:41:54 * Molly sighs, nodding Sep 23 22:42:39 Perhaps, once my ambassadorship is done, we could reassess the situation... Sep 23 22:43:12 maybe Sep 23 22:46:49 If the child was unhappy or not well-loved, perhaps we could find them somewhere else Sep 23 22:48:01 I don't see that being the case Sep 23 22:48:39 * Molly nods Sep 23 22:49:54 Peter and Beth are a good choice. She will be able to feed the baby right away. If Elsie does not survive, I can bring her baby here to feed immediately Sep 23 22:50:44 * Morgan nods Sep 23 22:50:45 indeed Sep 23 22:52:44 And she knows what to do with babies. It will be fine. If they will not adopt, I will hire a wet nurse who can travel with us Sep 23 22:56:23 I'll be very disappointed if they refuse Sep 23 22:59:09 * Molly shrugs Sep 23 22:59:34 My brother seems concerned about taking on another man's child again Sep 23 23:01:01 while protesting its made no difference to his love for the child or his wife Sep 23 23:01:29 * Molly nods Sep 23 23:02:57 I wonder whether part of that is because her first marriage was a love match and very happy, but the second with my brother was far more for practical reasons Sep 23 23:03:23 could be Sep 23 23:06:02 * Molly starts plaiting some pieces of hay Sep 23 23:06:11 I am sure he loves them Sep 23 23:06:38 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:08:51 * Molly sighs Sep 23 23:08:59 We will just have to see Sep 23 23:09:31 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:09:34 indeed we will Sep 23 23:10:22 I cannot imagine going away whilst so much may happen here is easy? Sep 23 23:10:59 No, it isn't. If something happens and you need to heal someone, you will lock yourself away... Sep 23 23:13:17 * Molly nods Sep 23 23:13:25 If I can, yes Sep 23 23:14:42 * Morgan fixes her with a stare Sep 23 23:14:52 You will do what is necessary to keep yourself safe Sep 23 23:15:21 And if that costs Elsie's life, or the baby's life? Sep 23 23:15:36 * Molly watches him solemnly Sep 23 23:16:08 I mean afterwards... Sep 23 23:16:51 And if they need healing afterwards? Stay locked away even then? Sep 23 23:17:39 Why would they? You'd have done it before the draw takes effect Sep 23 23:18:39 All manner of things can go wrong in those early hours. I will do what I can, but I have to keep them alive. Sep 23 23:19:16 You're no good to them if you're being attacked by amorous men Sep 23 23:20:28 Then men will faint or be injured. But I intend to have us quite secluded and safe in the cottage. Sep 23 23:22:19 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:22:24 please be safe Sep 23 23:24:49 * Molly watches him Sep 23 23:24:55 You are worrying? Sep 23 23:25:01 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:25:24 I am yours, my love. That would not change no matter what happened Sep 23 23:27:22 I can't do this without you Sep 23 23:29:22 * Molly takes his hand Sep 23 23:30:19 You could. You would have Inga and Heinzharold to help you with Varick and the ambassadorship, as well as with ruling the lands Sep 23 23:30:58 No, I need you with me Sep 23 23:31:37 * Molly turns over his hand, kissing his palm Sep 23 23:32:29 You are stronger than you realise. You have more support than ever before Sep 23 23:32:52 thats beside the point Sep 23 23:33:22 I don't intend to leave you Sep 23 23:33:52 * Morgan watches her Sep 23 23:33:56 You'd best not Sep 23 23:34:18 * Molly smiles Sep 23 23:34:33 Or you'll come and find me hmm? Sep 23 23:35:30 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:36:38 * Molly kisses his palm again Sep 23 23:37:00 And bring me back where I belong? Sep 23 23:38:05 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:38:07 quite Sep 23 23:38:47 * Molly giggles Sep 23 23:39:02 I find that idea very tolerable indeed Sep 23 23:42:14 * Molly watches him Sep 23 23:42:51 I think we ought to go back to the others... Sep 23 23:43:38 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:43:40 aye Sep 23 23:45:00 It would be very frowned upon to take advantage of the solitude of my hiding place, wouldn't it? **she gives him a teasing smile* Sep 23 23:45:59 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:47:34 Perhaps you will have to be contented with me just writing about that in one of the evening letters... *she stands up* Sep 23 23:47:55 * Morgan nods Sep 23 23:47:57 aye Sep 23 23:48:53 * Molly climbs down, waiting for him at the bottom before heading towards the house Sep 24 00:12:08 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 24 13:51:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 13:52:52 * Molly is now known as HH Sep 24 13:53:12 **Little is said when they go into the kitchen at Sunnymeade, just chit chat whilst the children play. They get back to the cottages not long before Varick's tea time. Inga gets to work on that, leaving Molly some time to write and HH at a loose end. He suggests walking a patrol before the light goes. They've been out five minutes when Morgan notices HH is a little slow. Sep 24 14:01:31 what's on your mind? Sep 24 14:07:36 * HH wanders along Sep 24 14:07:42 Nothing, I'm good Sep 24 14:08:20 then why are you dawdling like Varick towards a bath? Sep 24 14:10:14 * HH laughs Sep 24 14:10:33 I think m'wife is tryin' to break me Sep 24 14:10:59 I see Sep 24 14:14:49 Stop walkin' so fast, will ya? Sep 24 14:15:22 * Morgan nods, slowing down Sep 24 14:19:47 Think she's worryin' about me being away from her so long Sep 24 14:22:33 * Morgan nods Sep 24 14:22:36 I don't doubt it Sep 24 14:26:16 Havin' the same issues? Sep 24 14:29:20 * Morgan shrugs Sep 24 14:29:26 we've got a lot to get sorted before we go Sep 24 14:32:36 * HH picks his way through the woods, finding another conker Sep 24 14:33:03 Got any words of advice, glorious leader? Sep 24 14:34:02 * Morgan shrugs Sep 24 14:34:05 talk to her Sep 24 14:34:49 Tried tha' Sep 24 14:35:47 Then do it again Sep 24 14:38:56 * HH sighs Sep 24 14:39:06 Don' like seeing her troubled Sep 24 14:41:26 No... Sep 24 14:43:48 She'll be alright, won't she? Once I'm gone she'll be better than jus' anticipating it Sep 24 14:45:02 I expect so... the first time being away is the hardest I think Sep 24 14:47:02 * HH nods Sep 24 14:47:31 Not spent a day without 'er since your weddin' Sep 24 14:48:34 * Morgan nods Sep 24 14:49:34 going to be tough for you Sep 24 14:50:49 * HH nods Sep 24 14:51:42 Weird, I spent so many years avoidin' marriage, didn't see the need to settle down, now I can't be doing without her Sep 24 14:52:22 * Morgan nods Sep 24 14:52:24 aye Sep 24 14:56:27 Think she's worried I'll get my 'ead turned by another woman Sep 24 14:57:14 Which is preposterous Sep 24 15:07:11 * HH nods Sep 24 15:08:18 O'course, but let's be honest, before her I woulda had lassies all o'er me when I was off trav'lin Sep 24 15:09:18 Then you need to make sure she knows thats not who you are anymore Sep 24 15:10:49 * HH nods Sep 24 15:11:28 I'm thinking she's hoping if I can barely sit down I can't think of doin' anything else Sep 24 15:12:05 You need to get her to reign it in... you'll be no good to us if you cant' walk Sep 24 15:19:43 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 24 15:30:43 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 15:43:01 You need to get her to reign it in... you'll be no good to us if you cant' walk Sep 24 15:45:54 * HH looks at him Sep 24 15:46:27 Deny m'wife her marital dues? Sep 24 15:47:42 How will she feel if you get hurt because you couldn't move fast enough? Sep 24 15:48:30 * HH nods Sep 24 15:49:10 Good point. Maybe Molly can **he waves his fingers in a way to imply magic**? Sep 24 15:49:32 Probably, you want to ask her? Sep 24 15:53:00 * HH smirks Sep 24 15:53:23 Not sure if that's worse than tellin' my wife she needs to give me a break! Sep 24 15:54:24 well, she'll definitely want to know why... Sep 24 15:57:34 * HH nods Sep 24 15:57:57 No doubt Inga has been givin' her all the gory details anyway Sep 24 16:00:38 possibly Sep 24 16:03:03 How you feelin' about leaving? Sep 24 16:04:19 anxious to get under way... not happy about leaving... Sep 24 16:07:29 * HH nods Sep 24 16:08:00 Claudia seems 'appy about it Sep 24 16:09:18 SHe's not used to staying in one place Sep 24 16:11:57 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 24 16:12:38 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 16:12:45 And Cap'n Sorgi. Sep 24 16:13:44 * Morgan nods Sep 24 16:16:09 Reckon she's in denial how deep in the hole she is? Sep 24 16:19:05 what hole would that be? Sep 24 16:19:17 Being attached to 'im Sep 24 16:19:35 * Morgan looks at him Sep 24 16:19:50 * HH watches him right back Sep 24 16:19:51 Don't put it that way to her Sep 24 16:20:18 Not gonna, she'd do me worse damage than Inga Sep 24 16:20:30 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 24 16:20:40 I think he makes her feel... safe Sep 24 16:21:17 * HH nods Sep 24 16:21:23 Good Sep 24 16:23:12 Reckon she's gonna realise and go AWOL? Sep 24 16:23:34 She already knows... its difficult for her Sep 24 16:24:01 Doesn't like to rely on anyone Sep 24 16:25:07 Its more than that Sep 24 16:25:17 What then? Sep 24 16:25:30 * Morgan stops walking suddenly, turning to face HeinzHarold Sep 24 16:26:13 This isn't like her liking women... this is important, and I promised not to tell anyone. She'll tell you when she's ready Sep 24 16:30:46 * HH watches him appraisingly Sep 24 16:30:50 Alright. Sep 24 16:31:09 and please, don't try to glean information from me Sep 24 16:36:54 Not happy that she's told you an' not me, but I'll leave it. Sep 24 16:38:21 Your opinion of her matters more to her than mine Sep 24 16:42:45 * HH shrugs Sep 24 16:43:34 Known each other a bit longer. Also, once you had Dietlinde we saw less of ya, then afterwards we had each other Sep 24 16:43:55 * Morgan nods Sep 24 16:45:18 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 24 16:49:55 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 16:50:18 Just gotta wait then Sep 24 16:52:01 * Morgan nods Sep 24 16:53:19 Ship all ready t' go? Sep 24 16:53:54 She will be at first light Sep 24 16:54:30 * HH nods Sep 24 16:55:14 Got the ball tomorrow. Inga's looking forward to it Sep 24 16:55:49 Good Sep 24 17:02:10 * HH walks beside him Sep 24 17:02:26 What's next, after the Dau stuff is done? Sep 24 17:02:41 * Morgan shrugs Sep 24 17:03:03 bit of an adventure Sep 24 17:06:49 Still headed for Catterick, or not got time b'fore Edward gets hitched? ((They should be able to do Catterick still, then Graben for Edward's wedding at end of December, then Capperlucia after that)) Sep 24 17:07:37 Should be able to Sep 24 17:10:37 * HH nods Sep 24 17:10:45 Varick will love yer uncle Sep 24 17:11:02 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:11:07 I suspect so, aye Sep 24 17:13:49 Gonna have a lot o' questions about why he doesnt have a wife or kids no doubt Sep 24 17:16:06 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:16:16 probably have to have a talk with him in the meantime Sep 24 17:18:44 * HH laughs Sep 24 17:19:08 Given how well that went when y' tried to tell Molly, that should be entertaining Sep 24 17:28:28 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 24 17:28:51 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 17:29:06 [17:15] (HH) Given how well that went when y' tried to tell Molly, that should be entertaining Sep 24 17:30:12 I am somewhat concerned about that... Sep 24 17:37:03 Why? Sep 24 17:38:24 It was difficult enough explaining it to Molly... Sep 24 17:41:17 * HH nods Sep 24 17:41:37 Good luck Sep 24 17:42:02 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:42:06 gon' need it Sep 24 17:42:23 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 24 17:47:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 24 17:47:47 * Molly is now known as HH Sep 24 17:47:50 [17:37] (HH) Good luck Sep 24 17:48:10 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:48:11 gon' need it Sep 24 17:52:55 * HH isn't quite as slow when they get back, the light waning. Varick is already asleep, and the wives and Elsie are cooking in the kitchen. HH makes a nuisance of himself, teasing them all and making them laugh. The evening is peaceful, and Molly writes at the kitchen table for a little while during the card game that's being played on the parlour floor. Molly joins them after half an hour, settling close to Morgan. She speaks quietly** Sep 24 17:53:03 * HH is now known as Molly Sep 24 17:53:18 Are you well, my love? Sep 24 17:54:26 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:54:27 you? Sep 24 17:55:44 * Molly nods Sep 24 17:56:09 I am. I don't have much more to do of the letters now Sep 24 17:56:32 **the others continue playing and chatting amongst themselves Sep 24 17:56:54 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:56:56 good Sep 24 17:57:33 I wont do more tonight, the time is limited now, and I would rather be with you whilst I can Sep 24 17:57:41 * Morgan nods Sep 24 17:57:42 good Sep 24 18:01:37 * Molly glances at his cards, smiling. Across from them HH is making faces at Inga who is laughing. Molly watches them Sep 24 18:01:51 [They will miss each other terribly] Sep 24 18:05:41 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 24 18:05:46 [as I will you] Sep 24 18:06:26 * Molly blushes, glancing at him Sep 24 18:06:56 [And I, you. The bed will be so cold] Sep 24 18:09:39 * Morgan nods Sep 24 18:12:31 * Molly rests her cheek to his arm, just quietly watching. The other couple are happily being silly together, Claudia looks quite relaxed. Elsie is also watching the others, and she smiles seeing the little subtly intimacy between the duchess and her duke Sep 24 18:16:37 HeinzHarold mentioned having to explain my uncle to Varick... Sep 24 18:17:36 * Molly nods a little Sep 24 18:18:17 Perhaps we can just tell him that some people do not want a wife or children? Sep 24 18:18:29 we can try Sep 24 18:18:47 * Molly nods Sep 24 18:18:55 He is too young I think Sep 24 18:19:02 * Morgan nods Sep 24 18:20:14 * Molly nods Sep 24 18:20:50 It's complicated, isn't it? Parenting, never knowing whether you are doing what is right Sep 24 18:21:11 * Morgan nods Sep 24 18:21:13 indeed Sep 24 18:23:01 * Molly watches Elsie, one hand patting her stomach as she plays her cards with a smile Sep 24 18:23:27 [Will you pray for us all, whilst you're gone?] Sep 24 18:27:20 [of course] Sep 24 18:28:23 [Thank you. I will, as always, pray for you] Sep 24 18:29:49 [thank you blossom] Sep 24 18:33:13 **HH looks at Inga a moment before putting down his cards** Full house. And we're retirin' now Sep 24 18:37:19 **Everyone bids them goodnight, though there's a little smirking. HH gestures to Morgan $tough life, eh?$ Sep 24 18:38:25 * Morgan shrugs slightly Sep 24 18:39:55 * Molly watches them go with a smile Sep 24 18:40:25 [Making the best of the time they have together, I think] Sep 24 18:40:49 [SHe's wearing him out... he's slower on his feet] Sep 24 18:41:05 * Molly tries not to laugh Sep 24 18:41:27 [He can handle it, I am sure] Sep 24 18:41:44 [he was asking if you could heal his aches earlier] Sep 24 18:42:09 * Molly smiles slightly Sep 24 18:42:38 [Probably, though I think that depends where they are!] Sep 24 18:46:38 [I did say he'd need to explain it to you. He seemed to chicken out at that point] Sep 24 18:50:11 [Oh dear! Should I advise her to reduce her demands?] Sep 24 18:50:45 [bit late now] Sep 24 18:53:20 [There's still many more hours before they go. He's young and healthy, it won't do him any real harm] Sep 24 18:54:40 [as long as he's properly mobile once we make land] Sep 24 18:55:39 [You'll have several days of sailing where he can rest in that way] Sep 24 18:57:33 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:04:12 C: I'm going to walk about. Coming, Morgan? Sep 24 19:04:45 * Morgan nods before looking at Molly Sep 24 19:04:48 I won't be long Sep 24 19:06:16 * Molly nods, starting to clear up Sep 24 19:06:23 * Molly is now known as Claudia Sep 24 19:06:49 * Claudia is more quiet than HH but she seems at ease outside on the drizzly dark Sep 24 19:07:44 You good? Sep 24 19:08:04 * Morgan nods slow Sep 24 19:08:07 you? Sep 24 19:08:17 * Claudia nods Sep 24 19:08:33 Guards did alright, for a bunch of Avalonian farmers Sep 24 19:09:00 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:09:03 good Sep 24 19:10:28 That Lieutenant will do alright with them Sep 24 19:10:44 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:10:51 they're getting a decent grounding Sep 24 19:12:33 * Claudia nods Sep 24 19:12:55 At least they're Eisen trained Sep 24 19:13:37 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:13:40 indeed Sep 24 19:15:39 One more day to go, then we can be on our way Sep 24 19:17:05 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:21:10 Sorgi is looking forward to having us back Sep 24 19:23:14 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:23:24 good Sep 24 19:23:30 **the rain suddenly increases Sep 24 19:23:57 Ugh, why would anyone choose to live in this bloody country?! Sep 24 19:27:48 it has its charms Sep 24 19:29:12 Not that I've seen Sep 24 19:31:55 I like it Sep 24 19:33:45 * Claudia shrugs Sep 24 19:34:59 **The rain turns even heavier, and they're soaked by the time they get back. HH and Inga's window looks dark Sep 24 19:35:13 Looks like it's safe to turn in Sep 24 19:36:58 * Morgan nods Sep 24 19:41:02 Night then Sep 24 19:45:06 sleep well Sep 24 19:45:49 * Claudia goes in to the small cottage that was once Morgan's. Sep 24 19:46:13 * Claudia is now known as Molly Sep 24 19:47:02 * Morgan heads into the cottage Sep 24 19:47:25 * Molly is reading when he gets there, putting her book aside with a smile Sep 24 19:47:38 Oh liebling, you're drenched! Sep 24 19:48:32 * Morgan shrugs, getting undressed Sep 24 19:48:34 I've had worse Sep 24 19:52:14 Do you need me to dry your hair? Sep 24 19:52:21 * Molly watches him Sep 24 19:52:37 that'd be nice Sep 24 19:54:24 * Molly gets out of bed, wearing the long black negligee Edward bought her in Atemlos and gets a towel Sep 24 19:54:53 Sit, my love Sep 24 20:04:34 * Morgan nods, sitting down Sep 24 20:09:52 * Molly kneels on the bed and starts drying his hair, it doesnt take her long. Then she wraps her arms around his shoulders, her cheek on his crown Sep 24 20:10:06 All done, my love Sep 24 20:11:18 thank you blossom Sep 24 20:14:21 * Molly kisses his crown Sep 24 20:14:54 You're welcome. Let's get you to bed before you freeze! Sep 24 20:15:28 * Morgan nods Sep 24 20:17:15 * Molly gets in, waiting for him Sep 24 20:17:44 * Morgan does the same Sep 24 20:18:20 Are you cold? Sep 24 20:21:09 Not particularly no... Sep 24 20:24:11 * Molly nods slowly Sep 24 20:24:21 Alright, my love... Sep 24 20:27:55 safe to say I'm used to being stood out in the rain Sep 24 20:28:06 * Molly nods Sep 24 20:28:42 Indeed you are... I was simply wondering if you were in need of being warmed up Sep 24 20:29:08 No, but I would not complain at being close Sep 24 20:30:10 You do not need to wait for me to invite you to be, you can just be close Sep 24 20:36:34 * Morgan nods Sep 24 20:37:48 * Molly moves up against him, the satin smooth and warm on his skin Sep 24 20:37:54 Better, my love? Sep 24 20:37:58 much Sep 24 20:38:32 * Molly nods, wrapping her arm around his waist Sep 24 20:39:07 I am going to miss the feel of you Sep 24 20:40:10 * Morgan nods Sep 24 20:40:15 its going to be difficult Sep 24 20:45:10 You managed without me when you went to Eisen, but we had not been in a bed together by then... Sep 24 20:53:13 Its different now Sep 24 20:54:53 * Molly nods Sep 24 20:55:00 You are different now Sep 24 20:55:28 I suppose so Sep 24 20:57:18 * Molly runs her hand down his flank slowly Sep 24 20:57:44 Part of you that you had disconnected from is not lost to you anymore? Sep 24 20:58:38 * Morgan frowns Sep 24 20:58:44 how do you mean? Sep 24 21:00:02 Your desire, your... *she tries to think of the word, having to revert to Avalonian* sexuality Sep 24 21:00:27 oh, I see... no, it is not Sep 24 21:01:25 * Molly tilts her head Sep 24 21:01:34 What did you think I meant? Sep 24 21:02:46 I don't know Sep 24 21:04:09 I did not mean a certain part of your body *she giggles* Sep 24 21:07:19 I wasn't sure what you meant Sep 24 21:08:10 * Molly nods, her hand running onto his hip Sep 24 21:08:13 Mmhmm Sep 24 21:16:01 It will be harder for you now than before, being without me? Sep 24 21:16:23 as long as I don't suffer the terrors like when I went ahead to the Rose.... Sep 24 21:16:37 * Molly nods, sighing Sep 24 21:17:34 I hope not. But you will listen to Sorgi, Heinzharold and Claudia, wont you? Sep 24 21:20:02 I'll certainly try Sep 24 21:22:05 You must not go seeking death again, my love, even if you do believe something has happened to us. Sep 24 21:23:34 * Morgan nods Sep 24 21:24:44 * Molly speaks quietly Sep 24 21:24:53 You will give me your word? Sep 24 21:25:30 if you require it Sep 24 21:28:28 I do Sep 24 21:28:42 Then you have it Sep 24 21:28:57 Thank you Sep 24 21:29:13 * Molly sighs Sep 24 21:29:23 I suppose we ought to sleep Sep 24 21:30:46 * Morgan nods Sep 24 21:30:48 I suppose so Sep 24 21:33:09 * Molly moves, kissing him softly, lingering there a little Sep 24 21:41:01 **he deepens it, and he can feel relief in her emotions. Despite their conversation, their lovemaking is not hurried towards going to sleep, and instead is tender, loving and drawn out. Eventually they're both naked and utterly spent, the negligee he stripped from her at some point tossed on the floor. She sings to him in Avalonian tonight, and they are quickly asleep Sep 24 21:43:30 **He dreams. Its early autumn of this year, after he returned and found Kai raping Molly. He had carried her so gently and tenderly out of her blood-stained room and into his own. She hadn't responded at all as Mary got her out of her ruined clothes and sponged off the worst of the blood. Molly hadn't even whimpered at the pain. Sep 24 21:43:30 **Doctor Price came to tend to Molly within the hour, but patching her up had taken much longer than that, it was dawn when the doctor came to report to a sleepless Morgan and Catherine that he had done what he could but it was hard to know, given the things Kai had done to her, how or when she would be fully healed, and that she would need a nurse. Sep 24 21:43:30 **Kai and his associates were banished on pain of death, and Catherine was quick to agree to Morgan having Molly in the cottage with Mary nursing her. That was months ago. Sep 24 21:44:04 **She's still not right physically, but there are more and more days when she is lucid for an hour here and there, times where she responds to his talking and when he says "Blossom". She smiles, holds his hand, strokes his face, before she retreats into her mind again. She either can't or won't speak. But he has hope in that when she is lucid she is still smart and herself, and has her memories of them in Carleon. The one thing she never, ever does is cry. Sep 24 21:44:04 **He's started to teach her some gestures he used to use with his old friends Heinzharold and Claudia,  who he is missing more and more. But not as much as he misses Molly in the unresponsive hours. It's hard to work now, each minute wondering if he's missing her lucidity. He's been thinking increasingly about taking her away to Sudlachenburg where he can devote himself to helping her get better, and where he knows his Mother would help. Sep 24 21:44:04 **A letter comes from a coachman as he's walking towards their cottage, and a quick coin sends him on his way. It is addressed Morgan Hockridge, The House Of Lady Torrington, Tawstock, Balig, and sealed with an orange wax circle imprinted with a Phoenix from the flames. Sep 24 21:44:14 ((Done)) Sep 24 21:46:03 * Morgan opens it Sep 24 21:49:44 **It is in Eisen** Dear Morgan, the time has come for Kai to be dealt with. He was last seen in Greenwich, at the house of Lady DeBurgh. If you wish to deal with him yourself, you should find him. Kurt. Sep 24 21:50:47 * Morgan goes to sit with Molly Sep 24 21:53:16 * Molly is in her room. It has a window seat that it doesnt have in reality. Mary has obviously helped her dress today and done her hair. Aside from the vacant look in her eyes, for a moment it is as if she is just as she was before he left her to go to Eisen; dressed fashionably and looking like a lady Sep 24 21:54:23 * Morgan sits opposite her Sep 24 21:55:28 well now blossom.... I need to go away for a few days Sep 24 22:00:26 * Molly doesnt respond at first Sep 24 22:01:12 I don't want to be away from you, but I need to make things right Sep 24 22:02:07 * Molly suddenly seems to focus, then looks at him. She smiles a little Sep 24 22:02:43 &hello& Sep 24 22:03:49 Hello blossom Sep 24 22:05:17 * Molly reaches up to touch his cheek. There's pleasure in her eyes, but she says nothing. Sep 24 22:06:34 * Morgan turns and kisses her knuckles gently Sep 24 22:06:40 I need to go away for a little while Sep 24 22:07:44 * Molly continues touching his face, but frowns. With the other hand she gestures $stay$ Sep 24 22:09:19 I'll only be gone a little while, I'll come back to you Sep 24 22:09:55 $please$ Sep 24 22:10:53 I need to make this right blossom Sep 24 22:11:54 * Molly concentrates, removing her hand from his face $come back. Please$ Sep 24 22:12:09 Absolutely I will. I will come back to you Sep 24 22:12:51 * Molly nods Sep 24 22:13:43 $thank you$ Sep 24 22:14:39 * Molly puts both hands to his face now, her touch gentle Sep 24 22:17:00 * Morgan puts one of his hands to hers Sep 24 22:17:34 * Molly smiles at this, watching their hands together Sep 24 22:18:50 How are you feeling today? Sep 24 22:19:16 * Molly moves the other hand $sore$ Sep 24 22:20:42 * Morgan nods Sep 24 22:21:28 any better? Sep 24 22:22:26 * Molly nods slightly Sep 24 22:23:29 * Molly reaches for his other hand, and brings it to her mouth, kissing his palm, something she has not done before Sep 24 22:24:12 * Morgan watches her solemnly Sep 24 22:24:54 * Molly looks apologetic but still says nothing Sep 24 22:26:47 * Morgan smiles slightly, mimicking her gesture Sep 24 22:27:07 * Molly blushes, watching him intently Sep 24 22:29:25 * Molly brings her fingers to pinch her lower lip. It's not a subconscious habit, it seems more purposeful than that, like she is trying to communicate with it where her words are so impossible Sep 24 22:30:46 * Morgan watches her a moment before kissing his finger and pressing it to her lips Sep 24 22:31:55 * Molly runs the tip of her tongue over the spot he touched before sucking her lower lip a moment Sep 24 22:35:07 $again. Please.$ Sep 24 22:36:36 * Morgan does it again Sep 24 22:37:21 * Molly isnt surprised by it this time. She kisses his finger when it meets her lips, watching him closely as she does so Sep 24 22:38:13 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 24 22:39:10 $paper$ Sep 24 22:40:14 You want some paper? Sep 24 22:40:23 * Molly nods Sep 24 22:41:06 alright, hold on Sep 24 22:41:20 * Morgan moves, getting some paper and placing it in front of her Sep 24 22:41:32 * Molly writes neatly "Sometimes when I am gone, I am in Carleon, and we kiss over and over again" Sep 24 22:41:52 * Morgan nods Sep 24 22:42:02 I'm glad its nice Sep 24 22:42:24 * Molly writes "only sometimes" Sep 24 22:42:57 * Morgan nods Sep 24 22:44:00 "I care about you" Sep 24 22:44:16 and I about you, more strongly than you know Sep 24 22:44:59 "You are kind. I am grateful. I find you when I am gone when I can" Sep 24 22:46:37 You can find me here... I'll always come back to you Sep 24 22:46:55 "Always?" Sep 24 22:47:49 * Morgan nods Sep 24 22:49:19 * Molly kisses her index and ring fingers, pressing them very gently to his lips Sep 24 22:49:32 * Morgan kisses them Sep 24 22:50:45 * Molly writes something else. The pencil strokes move in a way that has him expecting it will say I love you, though he cant quite see the angled paper enough Sep 24 22:52:18 * Morgan tries to look Sep 24 22:52:34 * Molly drops the pencil and it hits the floor Sep 24 22:53:33 * Morgan reaches down to pick it up Sep 24 22:54:05 * Molly looks vacant when he straightens up Sep 24 22:55:45 * Morgan sighs, putting the pencil down Sep 24 22:56:22 * Molly doesnt even notice Sep 24 22:56:39 * Morgan looks at the paper Sep 24 22:57:07 **it says "Iselilija" and he jolts awake Sep 24 22:58:01 * Morgan draws a deep breath Sep 24 22:58:44 **it feels not too far from dawn, just over an hour perhaps** Sep 24 22:59:12 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed Sep 24 22:59:33 **he doesnt disturb Molly because she isnt there** Sep 24 23:00:27 * Morgan frowns, getting the last of his clothes on before going looking for her Sep 24 23:01:21 * Molly isnt to be found anywhere in their cottage, and even a glance to the dimly lit garden doesnt find her Sep 24 23:02:05 [blossom, where are you?] Sep 24 23:02:50 [Rose Garden] Sep 24 23:03:09 [are you alright?] Sep 24 23:03:41 [Yes, I think so] Sep 24 23:05:02 [whats wrong?] Sep 24 23:06:20 [Bad dream and I was... displeased with you, as well as being distraught] Sep 24 23:08:04 [I see. I'll make some coffee, come inside] Sep 24 23:09:34 * Molly arrives last as he is pouring and takes a seat Sep 24 23:09:39 Just* Sep 24 23:09:57 * Morgan puts a cup in front of her Sep 24 23:10:07 Thank you Sep 24 23:10:52 so what did I do? Sep 24 23:11:05 * Molly sighs Sep 24 23:11:19 Got killed. Sep 24 23:11:53 inconsiderate of me Sep 24 23:12:58 * Molly keeps her eyes on the table "I dreamt I was at the winter ball in Freiburg with Edward. You had died at Potts duel, a  stray ball, and the medic Edward had chosen couldn't heal you. Your last instruction was that I should find and marry Sebastian so that I would be taken care of and have children, and that I would love him enough, in time." Sep 24 23:16:21 I see Sep 24 23:20:31 **she looks up at him** I didn't want that, and I thought it was cruel to ask it of me, and cruel to him to be expected to just marry me regardless of the fact I wouldn't really love him. Sep 24 23:22:46 * Morgan nods Sep 24 23:23:38 Edward told me that you would have been thinking of my best interests, because a woman with my level of desires should not be left unmarried to dally with anyone who crossed my path, and that you would have wanted to ensure I was adequately satisfied and safe in that regard. Sep 24 23:24:46 * Morgan frowns Sep 24 23:25:00 he's probably right, but thats not the sort of information he would have Sep 24 23:25:22 * Molly shrugs Sep 24 23:25:34 Perhaps you told him before you died Sep 24 23:25:48 * Morgan shrugs Sep 24 23:26:16 He said you thought given the dreams with him in them that he would be a good choice for making me happy. But I was hurt and angry, because it seemed like a cruel thing to do to Seb when he could have a woman who loved him if he was with someone else. Sep 24 23:27:33 You seem to care about him being hurt again... Sep 24 23:30:17 It would be very heartless to not feel something like that, dont you think? Sep 24 23:31:14 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 24 23:31:15 I suppose so Sep 24 23:31:32 We saw him across the room, but I woke before we spoke to him. Sep 24 23:32:02 * Morgan nods Sep 24 23:32:59 * Molly sips her coffee Sep 24 23:33:37 It was very unpleasant Sep 24 23:33:43 I should imagine so Sep 24 23:34:45 I am glad at least that it is a situation that cannot occur, but what if it had been an alternate path? Sep 24 23:36:10 possibly I suppose Sep 24 23:36:53 If Edward had not been consoling my during the meeting between Hannalore and Federest, he would have found a medic and I wouldn't have been there. Sep 24 23:36:58 Me* Sep 24 23:38:28 * Morgan nods Sep 24 23:38:54 * Molly looks at him solemnly Sep 24 23:39:19 Please, don't give anyone that instruction if something were to happen Sep 24 23:39:40 * Morgan nods Sep 24 23:40:27 I would not want to be forced to marry Sep 24 23:41:06 I understand Sep 24 23:41:16 * Molly nods Sep 24 23:41:53 I would not want to marry again, I would never be a good wife to another Sep 24 23:42:37 I said the same... not about being a wife, mind Sep 24 23:42:58 * Molly nods Sep 24 23:44:04 I know. Sep 24 23:45:43 **Claudia opens the backdoor, interrupting them** Sep 25 00:56:12 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 26 14:05:21 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Sep 26 14:06:27 **Claudia looks at them, then Morgan* Meet you at the Rose Garden for dawn? Sep 26 14:12:08 * Molly sips the coffee, watching her husband quietly Sep 26 14:16:57 * Morgan nods Sep 26 14:27:37 **Claudia goes** Sep 26 14:28:03 How did _you_ sleep? Sep 26 14:28:21 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 14:28:30 not nightmares but the dreams were not nice Sep 26 14:31:20 Why, my love? Sep 26 14:32:12 it was a following on from a previous one, where you were attacked by Dau Sep 26 14:36:30 * Molly nods Sep 26 14:36:45 Do you wish to sit with me and tell me? Sep 26 14:37:22 * Morgan shakes his head Sep 26 14:37:27 I'll write it later Sep 26 14:37:36 * Molly nods Sep 26 14:37:56 As you wish. I will start breakfast then Sep 26 14:38:43 alright blossom. I'm going to watch the sun rise Sep 26 14:42:48 * Molly nods, taking her cup with her as she gets to work Sep 26 14:43:16 * Morgan takes his cup and heads outside Sep 26 14:45:18 * Molly is now known as Claudia Sep 26 14:45:28 * Claudia is out on the wall Sep 26 14:46:56 * Morgan goes and sits beside her Sep 26 14:47:15 Morning Sep 26 14:48:46 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Sep 26 14:48:50 looks like it Sep 26 14:52:10 How are you? Sep 26 14:52:25 alright. You? Sep 26 14:57:58 Good. Not long to go Sep 26 14:58:32 * Morgan nods Sep 26 14:59:03 I'm looking forward to dragging him back here Sep 26 15:03:28 * Claudia nods Sep 26 15:03:48 Get him dealt with and get back on the move Sep 26 15:04:38 restless, aren't you Sep 26 15:12:17 Very. I'm not used to not working Sep 26 15:12:44 You are working, just slowly Sep 26 15:17:46 Too slowly. I'm used to either working the ship or training dawn til dusk Sep 26 15:18:17 * Morgan nods Sep 26 15:18:19 I know Sep 26 15:21:48 No offense, but the domesticity you and Heinzharold have, it's not what I'm used to Sep 26 15:24:45 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 15:25:00 just what we're used to... we're also used to having to wait for things Sep 26 15:25:21 * Claudia nods Sep 26 15:25:44 You both gonna need dragging by your hair to the ship tomorrow? Sep 26 15:26:16 he might Sep 26 15:29:10 Much as I hate to admit it, we can't just leave him behind, he's too useful Sep 26 15:30:29 You'd miss him Sep 26 15:33:35 * Claudia shrugs Sep 26 15:33:37 Maybe Sep 26 15:35:04 Is he going to mope and pine the whole time? Sep 26 15:35:17 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 15:35:22 who knows Sep 26 15:35:51 its an opportunity to speak to him... Sep 26 15:37:48 * Claudia nods Sep 26 15:37:50 Maybe Sep 26 15:40:06 I've had to ask him not to be fishing for information... Sep 26 15:41:09 Why is he fishing? Sep 26 15:42:46 Something about you being attached to Sorgi... I said I think he just lets you feel safe, and he asked if you were going to go AWOL when you realised... I told him its more complicated than that and important and not for me to say Sep 26 15:45:41 You pair are as gossipy as your wives. Sep 26 15:48:13 No... we just care about you, and I didn't want him trying to fish for information and me having to hit him... Sep 26 15:52:19 I dont like being talked about Sep 26 15:55:12 unfortunately thats one of the things about having people who love you Sep 26 15:57:08 * Claudia huffs Sep 26 15:57:30 I'm not attached and I'm not going AWOL. Sep 26 15:57:56 _I_ know that... Sep 26 15:58:13 Well you can tell him that too Sep 26 16:02:55 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 16:02:56 maybe Sep 26 16:05:13 **the sun comes up. Molly has breakfast ready when they get back, all the others eating. Varick manages to persuade Morgan and HH to take him to play in the woods, so that is what they do, leaving Molly and Inga to clear up. They climb some trees, find some conkers, Varick jumps in the fallen leaves** Sep 26 16:05:20 * Claudia is now known as HH Sep 26 16:05:28 * HH watches the boy Sep 26 16:06:15 'E's changed a lot since Alarice first turned up in Sudlachenburg with him back in January Sep 26 16:06:26 definitely Sep 26 16:08:20 'S good to see. He's like a normal kid now, not constantly terrified an' watchin' himself Sep 26 16:10:07 * Morgan nods Sep 26 16:10:33 He still has moments where he asks if he does something wrong if he'll be locked in a cupboard Sep 26 16:10:48 * HH nods Sep 26 16:11:16 He's gotta learn to trust again Sep 26 16:12:15 * Morgan nods Sep 26 16:14:08 **Varick is building a big pile of leaves* Sep 26 16:14:26 Been good f' you, I reck'n Sep 26 16:15:46 I think you're right Sep 26 16:17:39 Suits you, havin' him around Sep 26 16:18:07 just as well really Sep 26 16:18:19 * HH nods Sep 26 16:18:34 Gotta do it eight more times yet Sep 26 16:20:36 * Morgan nods Sep 26 16:20:38 I know Sep 26 16:25:14 * HH looks around Sep 26 16:26:02 Reckon our girls are safe from the monsters y' said used to come here? Sep 26 16:26:57 More'n likely. specially if they stay out of the main house Sep 26 16:28:12 Good. Gonna be tough, sayin' goodbye Sep 26 16:29:33 * Morgan nods Sep 26 16:29:41 extremely... its only for a while Sep 26 16:30:44 Can get drunk wi'out getting told off though *he grins* Sep 26 16:31:21 if you want to, aye Sep 26 16:32:16 Get Claudia drunk too, we'll 'ave a good time Sep 26 16:33:07 * Morgan nods Sep 26 16:35:02 Gonna join us, or y' gonna be like the night we found out th' War was over and wanting t' stay sober to keep on travellin' through the night? Sep 26 16:37:18 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 16:37:22 have to see how I feel Sep 26 16:37:39 * HH smiles Sep 26 16:38:41 I 'member Claudia askin' me if you were gonna stay being a stick in the mud eager t' get home the whole time Sep 26 16:41:16 and you said 'yes of course he is' Sep 26 16:41:56 * HH laughs Sep 26 16:42:18 Think I said "Aye, he's missin' his Mam" Sep 26 16:46:14 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 26 16:50:23 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 26 16:50:28 * HH laughs Sep 26 16:50:30 [16:38] (HH) Think I said "Aye, he's missin' his Mam" Sep 26 16:50:54 charming Sep 26 16:51:15 * HH nods, watching Varick Sep 26 16:51:40 Neither o' us knew you were also rushing back b'cause of Dietlinde Sep 26 16:53:25 That'd be more acceptable... Sep 26 16:54:37 Woulda meant you 'aving told us about her b'fore suddenly turning up t' say you were married Sep 26 16:56:00 * Morgan says nothing for a moment, watching Varick Sep 26 16:57:28 **Varick is looking away from them, nodding his head slightly as if talking to someone Sep 26 16:58:28 You seem to have a list in ways I've let you down Sep 26 17:00:15 Nope, tha' saved my ass. I didn't have to warn y' how yer Father would flip 'is lid, an' didn't have to tell him I knew but didn't stop ya Sep 26 17:01:10 * Morgan nods Sep 26 17:04:32 I don't 'ave a list. Sounds like you 'ave a list of stuff y' feel guilty about that y' can't let go, so y' think the rest o' us are remembrin' all yer transgressions too Sep 26 17:06:03 No... it sounded like you were sore about it, and it seems to be that I let you down a lot Sep 26 17:07:43 I'm not sore. Bit disappointed tha' I didn' realise, but I know y' would have been mindful how tough a position it'da put me in with yer Da Sep 26 17:07:56 * Morgan nods Sep 26 17:11:12 Claudia woulda told y' not to Sep 26 17:11:42 * Morgan nods Sep 26 17:11:43 undoubtedly Sep 26 17:13:51 Surprised she didn' this time Sep 26 17:15:03 I think she did Sep 26 17:15:22 oh, she said to say she's not attached and isn't going AWOL... Sep 26 17:15:35 Horseshit! Sep 26 17:16:34 **Varick's ears must catch this, because he swiftly turns to look at them** Papa, Heinzharold said Horseshit! Sep 26 17:16:42 yes... he did... Sep 26 17:18:19 * HH grimaces Sep 26 17:18:21 Sorry Sep 26 17:20:10 V: Not allowed to say Horseshit Sep 26 17:21:16 * Morgan nods Sep 26 17:21:18 indeed Sep 26 17:22:26 V: *he nods, going back to kicking the leaves* Sep 26 17:22:57 * HH looks at Morgan Sep 26 17:22:59 Sorry Sep 26 17:23:34 I think perhaps what she hears when I say attached is in love... and that isn't the case at all Sep 26 17:26:09 Isnt it though? Sep 26 17:27:22 No... like I said, he makes her feel safe, able to be herself Sep 26 17:27:49 How is tha' much difference? Sep 26 17:28:12 There's no expectation Sep 26 17:31:25 Expectation o' what? Sep 26 17:33:30 its expected that you and I will be with our wives til death... that we will do what they ask of us.... she doesn't have that Sep 26 17:34:38 That's being committed, tha's not being in love. Sep 26 17:34:55 not how she sees it I think Sep 26 17:35:10 * HH shrugs Sep 26 17:36:09 I think y' can be in love wi' someone and never be committed to them Sep 26 17:36:29 I agree... but I don't think she does Sep 26 17:36:52 She's no' as smart as us. Well, as me at any rate. Sep 26 17:48:55 speaking of which... I need you to have another look at the route. I want to hit Greenwich first Sep 26 17:53:05 * HH nods Sep 26 17:53:10 Easy. Why? Sep 26 17:53:40 I've a hunch thats where they'll be Sep 26 17:55:34 * HH nods Sep 26 17:55:44 It's as good a reason as any Sep 26 18:00:06 * Morgan frowns slightly Sep 26 18:00:33 What? Sep 26 18:01:11 its not just a hunch, but I worry about telling you... Sep 26 18:01:47 Why? Sep 26 18:01:59 Because it sounds insane Sep 26 18:02:11 * HH drops his volume Sep 26 18:03:18 We hacked up monsters tha' wanted human blood on an island where they 'ad done human sacrifice to some other monsters... Sep 26 18:03:44 but you saw them... this is just... a couple of dreams Sep 26 18:03:57 Like wi' the trap ship Sep 26 18:04:34 Sort of... Sep 26 18:05:10 I've jus' sorta accepted that life wi' you is just pretty weird nowadays Sep 26 18:06:01 * Morgan nods Sep 26 18:06:02 good Sep 26 18:06:44 Yer son 'as a guardian ghost that tells 'im I have a nice ass, so... Sep 26 18:08:13 * Morgan nods Sep 26 18:08:15 true Sep 26 18:14:31 So what, y' dreamt of finding him there? Sep 26 18:16:00 No, more an overheard conversation in one dream and a letter in another saying thats where they'd be at this time of year Sep 26 18:19:19 * HH nods Sep 26 18:19:59 Dock in Londinium, ride to Greenwich first instead o' Farnham. No problem Sep 26 18:20:07 * Morgan nods Sep 26 18:20:07 good Sep 26 18:22:34 Trusted yer instincts many times, happy t'do it again. Yer not often wrong Sep 26 18:22:54 * Morgan nods Sep 26 18:29:33 Pretty sure y' knew within moments that Inga an' I were gonna end up together Sep 26 18:29:49 It was fairly obvious Sep 26 18:35:21 I knew by the time I'd spent an hour wi' her Sep 26 18:36:26 scare you? Sep 26 18:36:58 It shoulda. It didn't. Felt like coming home. Sep 26 19:36:30 * Morgan nods Sep 26 19:36:31 good Sep 26 19:36:58 What about you? Sep 26 19:37:46 still scares me Sep 26 19:41:36 Knowin' she's special to ya? Sep 26 19:41:56 being that vulnerable again Sep 26 19:44:01 Gotta just trust 'er Sep 26 19:45:40 its not that... I worry I'm putting her in danger Sep 26 19:46:48 From who? Sep 26 19:47:31 pretty much everyone... she nearly got shot for god sake Sep 26 19:52:51 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 26 19:52:51 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 26 19:54:37 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 26 19:59:21 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 26 19:59:31 That's your fault, is it? Sep 26 20:00:24 circuitously Sep 26 20:02:07 Y' think maybe yer overthinkin' it, on account of the past? Sep 26 20:03:18 yes and no Sep 26 20:06:06 * HH nods Sep 26 20:06:54 Always gonna be some risk Sep 26 20:07:24 * Morgan nods Sep 26 20:07:26 I suppose so Sep 26 20:12:02 * HH nods, watching Varick Sep 26 20:12:11 Less scared first time round? Sep 26 20:16:05 * Morgan nods Sep 26 20:16:12 I know what its like to lose it all this time Sep 26 20:17:24 * HH nods grimly Sep 26 20:17:39 Maybe you'll get lucky an' die first Sep 26 20:17:58 * Morgan shrugs Sep 26 20:22:37 Not too soon though Sep 26 20:23:19 certainly not trying to Sep 26 20:25:58 * HH nods Sep 26 20:26:07 Good. I need my sidekick. Sep 26 20:27:11 and when she's not here, I'll suffice? Sep 26 20:30:16 * HH grins Sep 26 20:30:28 As if I'd dare to call _her_ that Sep 26 20:31:21 I'll tell her you said so Sep 26 20:33:32 * HH chucks a pine cone at his head Sep 26 20:33:55 * Morgan rocks backwards, allowing it to sail past Sep 26 20:37:10 * HH throws another, laughing Sep 26 20:38:01 * Morgan does it again Sep 26 20:41:17 **Varick crouches down, throwing as many as he can find at both men Sep 26 20:42:53 * HH looks at Morgan, grinning Sep 26 20:43:09 Enemy spotted, yer majesty! Sep 26 20:44:58 * Morgan nods, pulling HeinzHarold in front of him Sep 26 20:46:45 * HH drops to the floor like a sack of potatoes. Varick starts laughing Sep 26 20:47:32 * Morgan rolls his eyes before moving behind a tree Sep 26 20:51:42 * HH jogs over to join Varick's side. They're still playing like this when it gets to lunchtime Sep 26 20:56:20 [Lunch is ready, my love] Sep 26 20:57:08 * Morgan whistles Sep 26 20:57:10 lunchtime Sep 26 20:57:32 V: *he puts his hands on his hips* Not going. Sep 26 20:58:38 * Morgan goes to him, crouching down Sep 26 20:58:39 why? Sep 26 20:59:06 V: If we go in, it's closer to you leaving Sep 26 20:59:45 whether we go in or not, its closer to that. We may as well enjoy the day we have left Sep 26 21:00:32 V: I enjoy playing outside. Sep 26 21:01:37 I know, but you've got to eat Sep 26 21:08:54 V: *he folds his arms* dont want to Sep 26 21:09:20 well, I'm going to eat so I can spend time with my family... I'd like it if you'd come with me Sep 26 21:09:31 * HH looks at Morgan, trying not to smile Sep 26 21:09:52 V: *he stamps his foot* I will do it but I dont want to Sep 26 21:10:34 * Morgan nods, opening his arms Sep 26 21:10:54 Come on then, lets see what there is to eat Sep 26 21:16:05 V: *he hugs him tight* I wish you didn't have to go Sep 26 21:16:35 * HH gives Morgan a sad compassionate expression Sep 26 21:19:51 * Morgan picks him up, holding him tightly Sep 26 21:20:03 so do I, but I've got to go find the man who hurt Elsie Sep 26 21:24:18 **Varick sighs** I know Sep 26 21:25:07 **Varick lets go, walking towards the cottages. HH looks at Morgan** Sep 26 21:25:28 Gives y' a new perspective, doesn' it? Sep 26 21:25:38 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:25:40 absolutely Sep 26 21:27:23 It was always hard whenever the orders came for us to say g'bye to our Pas when they had to be back to fight, but I ne'er really thought how hard it was for them to leave us, y' know? Sep 26 21:28:15 aye, it never crosses your mind Sep 26 21:29:44 Y' only see how it hurts you, not how it hurt them, or how it hurts your Ma Sep 26 21:30:42 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:30:48 aye Sep 26 21:32:20 'E's lucky, we're not going to battle, and we won't be comin' home in a box. *he keeps his eyes focused on Varick's back* Sep 26 21:34:08 I wont be surprised if he puts up a fight... he's a devious man, but we are all coming back Sep 26 21:34:44 * HH nods Sep 26 21:35:25 Heard 'im once y'know? Sep 26 21:36:10 * Morgan frowns Sep 26 21:36:11 who? Sep 26 21:36:16 My Da Sep 26 21:36:22 oh? Sep 26 21:37:22 Middle o' the night, face down in wet sand, waves doin' their best t' pull me trousers off... Sep 26 21:37:56 * Morgan waits Sep 26 21:38:54 It was the night the Nauti got blown t' bits. Half of us washed up on the beach, some of us in halves or smaller Sep 26 21:39:22 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:40:37 I heard 'im say "Stop dickin' around, Heinzharold, yer not dead yet" Sep 26 21:40:50 * Morgan stifles a laugh Sep 26 21:40:59 sounds like him Sep 26 21:41:04 * HH laughs Sep 26 21:42:30 Yep. Made me laugh. Then the next thing I 'eard was one of my crew mates saying "Hey, Heinzharold, have you ever had a jellyfish in your arse crack?" Sep 26 21:43:10 I suspect shortly afterwards your answer could be yes... Sep 26 21:43:46 No, had t' help him get his trousers off! Sep 26 21:44:08 * Morgan laughs Sep 26 21:46:47 'Is name was Tommem Lehrerin ((means female school teacher)). Used t' call him Mistress Tomi, or just Miss. Sep 26 21:47:31 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:48:53 Survived the sinking o' the Neptune b'fore that. Didn't survive his next wreck on the Arcturus three months later Sep 26 21:49:22 we lost a lot of men Sep 26 21:49:45 * HH nods Sep 26 21:50:17 Too many. Far too many. The others... well, y' lose contact, don't ya? Sep 26 21:50:28 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:51:00 Close as y' are, when th' time comes to all go home, y' dont always want the reminders. Sep 26 21:52:12 No... There's still a great many men who look haunted whenever you see them Sep 26 21:52:51 **He nods** Men who celebrated in th' moment, then reality hit 'em. Was warm that day, December 9th, when we found out it was all over, y' remember? Sep 26 21:53:57 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:54:11 waiting around, sitting on the ground... Sep 26 21:54:19 * HH nods Sep 26 21:55:19 Jus' another day of playin' cards and talkin' crap, as usual. Never havin' the slightest clue War had been done for days Sep 26 21:56:11 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:56:36 Water was pretty warm, considerin' Sep 26 21:57:35 * HH glances at him Sep 26 21:57:41 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:57:44 funny what you remember Sep 26 21:58:00 I was supposed t' be on the Arcturus, I ever tell y' that? Sep 26 21:58:12 * Morgan nods Sep 26 21:58:26 but you weren't Sep 26 21:59:31 Nope. Some bright spark somewhere wi' Higher Command has the notion I should be wi' you, so that's where I ended up Sep 26 22:00:26 **Varick is already at the cottages as they get nearer* Sep 26 22:02:30 We worked well together Sep 26 22:02:38 cant blame them for wanting to keep that going Sep 26 22:03:16 'Cos I was th' only one that could stand yer face an' still be cheerful Sep 26 22:04:18 if that makes you feel better, sure Sep 26 22:05:13 Yer wife seems t' bear it too Sep 26 22:07:04 * Morgan nods Sep 26 22:08:00 * HH shrugs Sep 26 22:08:08 Mine has better taste Sep 26 22:10:23 if you say so Sep 26 22:12:24 * HH nods, opening the cottage door Sep 26 22:30:51 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 27 18:54:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 27 18:57:24 * Molly is wearing an apron and serving the others. Inga is pouring coffee. HH goes right up behind her and whispers something in her ear that makes her giggle. Molly watches them a moment before crouching to take off Varick's muddy boots. Morgan's own arent much better, and given the dirty foot prints across the floor, nor are Heinzharold's. Sep 27 18:58:17 It looks like you all enjoyed yourselves, liebes herz! Sep 27 18:58:50 Well, we proved HeinzHarold can't hit anything he aims for if he throws something... Sep 27 19:00:05 **HH isnt paying attention** Sep 27 19:00:24 Oh? **she gets Varick's boots off** Sep 27 19:01:18 kept lobbing pinecones at me... I didn't feel it was fair to retaliate given my aptitude for it Sep 27 19:04:51 V: We were playing in the woods! *he hugs Molly before going sock-footed and washing his hands* Sep 27 19:05:10 * Molly looks up at Morgan with a smile Sep 27 19:05:14 You were? Sep 27 19:05:49 * Morgan nods Sep 27 19:49:16 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sep 27 19:58:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 27 19:58:40 That's good. Shall I take your boots off too? *she looks up at him* Sep 27 19:59:20 I'll do it Sep 27 20:00:56 * Molly nods, going to wash her hands Sep 27 20:01:22 * Morgan sets about getting his boots off Sep 27 20:03:57 * Molly soon has everyone settled, and pulls out Morgan's chair for him Sep 27 20:04:37 * Morgan sits down, thanking her Sep 27 20:09:13 **It's noisy, and HH is regaling them with a tale from the Nautilus where they hazed the new recruits by stealing all their boots and stringing them up in the rigging, sending freshly arrived boys and men climbing up to find them Sep 27 20:10:54 * Molly is quietly watching them all from a position leant against the cupboard Sep 27 20:11:37 * Morgan does the same from his seated pposition Sep 27 20:13:31 HH: Th' best bit was when one of 'em got his trousers snagged and ripped the seat clean out of them, leavin' him dangling with his bum hangin' out Sep 27 20:13:43 **Varick finds this hilarious** Sep 27 20:14:49 * Molly glances at Morgan, smiling a little before sipping her tea Sep 27 20:18:36 heard about you lot playing games like that Sep 27 20:21:13 HH nods: Was always Naughty on the Nautilus! Wha' made me like that guy was that rather than bein' all embarrassed about it, 'e shouts out "Look up, lads, it's a full moon tonight!" Sep 27 20:21:32 * Morgan rolls his eyes Sep 27 20:22:01 **there's lots of laughing, and Molly translates for Elsie who the laughs too** Sep 27 20:22:09 You heard Sorgi's story of how the ship he was serving on got stolen? Sep 27 20:22:35 HH thinks: Don' think so Sep 27 20:23:42 C: I've heard it Sep 27 20:23:44 They tried boarding an objectionist ship which was damaged badly... while they did that, the objectionist crew got on the vaticine ship and stole it Sep 27 20:26:37 HH grins: serves them right Sep 27 20:27:27 how's this for a small world... it was my crew that nicked it Sep 27 20:34:11 **HH laughs** Weird coincidence! Sep 27 20:34:35 * Molly frowns slightly, tilting her head, but says nothing Sep 27 20:38:14 * Morgan nods slightly Sep 27 20:46:16 V: Are you friends with the man with the bum still? Sep 27 20:56:34 HH: *he slowly chews some bread* 'Fraid not. Died when my ship sank. Sep 27 20:57:19 V: *he gets down from his chair and hugs HH* I'll be your friend. I have a bum. Sep 27 20:57:37 * Morgan chokes on his coffee Sep 27 20:57:39 * Molly bites her lip trying not to laugh Sep 27 20:58:54 HH smiles at Varick: That's lucky, otherwise yer legs would fall off! Sep 27 21:05:33 **Varick stays on HH's lap whilst they finish eating. Molly sits in Varick's seat. The women are about to clear away the table when there's a knock on the door. Everyone looks to Morgan** Sep 27 21:07:13 its not me, I'm here Sep 27 21:08:42 Do you wish me to answer it, my love? Sep 27 21:09:26 I'll get it Sep 27 21:09:32 * Morgan gets up, going and opening the door Sep 27 21:10:26 **James Schulz is stood on the doorstep with a big bag slung over one shoulder** Good afternoon, my lord Sep 27 21:11:08 James, come on in Sep 27 21:18:32 * Molly is now known as James Sep 27 21:19:24 * James does so. Molly clears all the used plates from the table. The only people who dont already know each other are James and Elsie Sep 27 21:19:42 * Morgan makes introductions Sep 27 21:24:40 * James bows to her. She smiles, talking to Morgan "Please tell him I would curtsey but if I do I will probably topple forward cos of my belly" Sep 27 21:25:20 * Morgan does so Sep 27 21:27:29 * James laughs, watching her "Could you tell her I'd try and catch her but there's a fifty percent chance I wouldn't manage it because of my hand?" Sep 27 21:28:07 **Molly picks up some more plates, but she's watching the two of them as she does** Sep 27 21:30:36 * Morgan nods, translating Sep 27 21:33:55 **This has Elsie laughing too. Molly watches Morgan a moment* Sep 27 21:35:42 V: *he takes Morgan's hand* will you take me for my nap? Sep 27 21:35:54 * Morgan nods Sep 27 21:35:59 aye, I will Sep 27 21:37:20 **Varick leads him upstairs, then lies down on top of his covers** it was sad Heinzharold's friend died Sep 27 21:37:42 * Morgan nods Sep 27 21:37:43 yes it was Sep 27 21:39:08 V: I'm glad you didn't die in the war Sep 27 21:39:16 so am I Sep 27 21:44:06 **he yawns** maybe we could look for Heinzharold's friend as a ghost one day? Sep 27 21:44:40 maybe... I think he'd rather his friend was at rest though Sep 27 21:44:58 * James is now known as Varick Sep 27 21:45:00 Why? Sep 27 21:45:34 Better that than stuck here, needing to do something, don't you think? Sep 27 21:46:09 * Varick nods Sep 27 21:46:15 I suppose so Sep 27 21:47:11 If you died, would you be a ghost? Sep 27 21:48:24 * Morgan shrugs Sep 27 21:48:34 tough to know... I've got a lot to do, I wouldn't want to leave you and Molly Sep 27 21:49:21 I would still see you if you were a ghost Sep 27 21:50:17 * Morgan nods Sep 27 21:50:18 I know Sep 27 21:53:14 Would you be sad if someone else came to look after me like you have? Sep 27 21:53:46 I'd want someone to look after you, keep you safe Sep 27 21:54:18 I wouldn't call him Daddy _or_ Papa though Sep 27 21:54:27 no? Sep 27 21:55:02 No, I'd have to think of a new one if I liked him and Mama married him Sep 27 21:55:30 lets hope you don't have to Sep 27 21:57:30 You wouldn't be sad though? Sep 27 22:01:42 * Varick closes his eyes Sep 27 22:02:25 As long as they loved you, I'd be alright Sep 27 22:02:46 * Varick nods slowly Sep 27 22:03:09 If he was good to me and to Mama and our babies... Sep 27 22:04:40 * Morgan nods Sep 27 22:04:41 aye Sep 27 22:04:51 * Varick curls up with his bear, half asleep Sep 27 22:05:28 You could be here as a ghost too Sep 27 22:05:56 aye maybe Sep 27 22:06:17 You would all love me and be with me Sep 27 22:06:44 aye Sep 27 22:07:16 * Varick says nothing more, falling asleep Sep 27 22:08:28 * Morgan kisses the boys forehead before leaving the room Sep 27 22:39:05 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Sep 30 18:10:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Sep 30 18:11:13 **There's only Molly, James and Elsie downstairs when Morgan gets there. The women have hot drinks and James is eating. Molly appears to be the designated translator* Sep 30 18:16:38 * Morgan gets some coffee, sitting down Sep 30 18:21:35 * Molly smiles at him, just watching him a moment before she has to translate again. They are talking about Elsie growing up a parson's daughter and James growing up in a nunnery Sep 30 18:24:30 * Morgan watches them talking Sep 30 18:25:55 **there's a knock at the door** Sep 30 18:27:55 * Morgan goes to answer it Sep 30 18:29:46 **Peter is stood on the doorstep. He looks a bit awkward and out of place at the estate of a Duchess, his farming clothes tattier than the servants here wear. Sep 30 18:31:26 * Morgan beckons him inside Sep 30 18:35:15 * Molly is now known as Peter Sep 30 18:35:43 * Peter comes in, inclining his head to the others. Molly gets up to hug him Sep 30 18:36:14 M: Is everything alright? Sep 30 18:36:45 * Peter nods "Came to talk to your husband about what we talked about yesterday" Sep 30 18:38:36 * Morgan heads towards the parlour, motioning for Peter to follow him Sep 30 18:41:08 * Peter does so, looking around Sep 30 18:41:10 Cosy Sep 30 18:41:36 its alright isn't it... take a seat Sep 30 18:45:42 * Peter perches on the edge of the seat Sep 30 18:46:04 * Morgan sits opposite him Sep 30 18:46:11 relax man, its only a chair Sep 30 18:46:44 I'm a bit muddy. Beth and I have spoken about the adoption Sep 30 18:47:06 * Morgan nods, waiting Sep 30 18:49:03 We will take the baby in and raise it alongside our one on the way Sep 30 18:49:47 You are certain about that? Sep 30 18:52:58 * Peter nods Sep 30 18:53:59 I appreciate that greatly... Sep 30 18:54:11 With having a bigger farm, we'll be able to provide food and shelter, won't be any harm to give Beth a break from having another baby for a bit longer Sep 30 18:57:52 You will of course receive some help for doing this Sep 30 18:58:39 * Peter tilts his chin up proudly, obviously a family trait Sep 30 18:58:52 We won't need your money. Sep 30 18:59:47 I don't doubt it... its not mine. Its part of the restitution to be made. It has been agreed, regardless of who would adopt the child Sep 30 19:03:00 * Peter nods a little Sep 30 19:03:21 Alright. If its restitution, not charity. Sep 30 19:04:21 We're family, it wouldn't be charity anyway... but no, its to be paid to the adopters regardless, for the childs future Sep 30 19:05:26 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:05:35 Very well. Sep 30 19:06:27 Three hundred guilders Sep 30 19:07:59 * Peter looks surprised Sep 30 19:08:05 That's a lot of money Sep 30 19:08:19 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:08:22 no denying that Sep 30 19:10:35 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:10:48 What needs doing between now and then? Sep 30 19:11:35 I'll see to it an adoption contract is drawn up for you all to sign, detailing the three hundred guilders a year and the final payment, then we just have to wait and pray the child survives Sep 30 19:15:50 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:15:56 Is it likely? Sep 30 19:16:30 I just don't know Sep 30 19:19:03 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:19:13 We'll pray then Sep 30 19:19:30 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:19:33 pretty much all we can do Sep 30 19:21:22 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:21:50 Beth and I will prepare double then Sep 30 19:22:27 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:22:50 as soon as we have an outcome, I will organise the transfer of funds... you have an account with a bank? Sep 30 19:26:09 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:26:11 I do Sep 30 19:27:25 Good, I'd rather not have to find a messenger to deliver that amount of money every twelve months Sep 30 19:28:17 It wouldn't be ideal Sep 30 19:28:45 No Sep 30 19:33:04 I hear you're sailing in the morning? Sep 30 19:33:23 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:33:36 I'm going to find the man who hurt Elsie and bring him back here to face justice Sep 30 19:35:28 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:35:46 I'll stop in on Moll every couple of days if you want? Sep 30 19:37:04 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:37:12 please... aside from all else, I think she'd like to see you Sep 30 19:41:26 * Peter nods Sep 30 19:42:43 Just one more thing before I go on. Beth is thinking we might call ours Cecily if it's a girl. Do you think that'll be a problem for Moll? Sep 30 19:44:48 No, I think that danger is passed Sep 30 19:44:56 I think she'd love it Sep 30 19:46:56 * Peter smiles Sep 30 19:47:00 Good to know Sep 30 19:47:51 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:47:57 you could ask her, see how she feels Sep 30 19:51:11 * Peter shrugs Sep 30 19:51:24 I will once I've told Beth Sep 30 19:52:27 * Morgan nods Sep 30 19:55:09 * Peter stands up "Best get on, gets dark early now" Sep 30 19:56:39 * Morgan nods, standing up Sep 30 19:56:51 won't be long before its dark ten minutes after getting light Sep 30 19:58:46 * Peter smiles, offering his hand to Morgan Sep 30 19:59:38 * Morgan takes it, shaking it firmly Sep 30 20:02:41 * Peter goes back into the kitchen where the conversation is continuing. Molly watches for Morgan with curiosity Sep 30 20:09:37 * Morgan nods ever so slightly Sep 30 20:11:36 **Molly makes introductions between peter and james, and peter and elsie. Peter is very polite, and apologises for needing to go. He tells Molly he will visit in the week before leaving. James excuses himself to get set up next door where he will be staying. Sep 30 20:15:25 **Molly cleans up** Sep 30 20:15:30 * Peter is now known as Elsie Sep 30 20:15:55 * Elsie , to Morgan: He seems nice, he's very tall Sep 30 20:16:05 * Morgan nods Sep 30 20:16:18 he's stubborn and proud, but he's a good man really Sep 30 20:18:59 It must be nice to have a big brother to watch out for you Sep 30 20:19:59 * Morgan shrugs Sep 30 20:20:07 I couldn't say... I _am_ the big brother Sep 30 20:22:03 Do you have many siblings? Sep 30 20:22:42 a younger brother Sep 30 20:23:29 Does he live in Avalon? Sep 30 20:24:35 No, Eisen... only my uncle still lives in Avalon, but thats because he is Avalonian Sep 30 20:27:46 Near here? Sep 30 20:28:09 Catterick Sep 30 20:30:11 Never heard of it Sep 30 20:30:27 **there's another knock** Sep 30 20:30:31 its north a ways Sep 30 20:30:34 * Morgan opens the door Sep 30 20:31:40 **A servant is on the doorstep** Her Grace be wantin' ye, Master Hockridge Sep 30 20:32:21 * Morgan nods Sep 30 20:32:25 I'll be along in a moment Sep 30 20:33:41 [blossom, Lady Torrington wants me. I suspect its an interview] Sep 30 20:36:05 [Alright my love, I have a few book entries to finish before Varick wakes] Sep 30 20:36:39 Elsie, will you excuse me? Lady Torrington wants me Sep 30 20:40:22 * Elsie nods Sep 30 20:40:47 * Morgan puts his boots on, grabs a coat and heads off to find Catherine Sep 30 20:43:56 **He finds Catherine in the library when he is summoned to help with the final two interviews. Neither man seems right for it, one has obviously run the land badly, the other is adamant Catherine should marry and neither is comfortable with Catherine running the land herself and with the focus she wants. Once the second has been shown out, she looks to Morgan* Sep 30 20:43:56 I do not think either of them will be compatible, will they? Sep 30 20:44:03 * Elsie is now known as Catherine Sep 30 20:44:36 * Morgan shrugs Sep 30 20:45:27 Depends if you want things to go as you planned or not, really Sep 30 20:48:40 I do think its important Sep 30 20:49:22 * Morgan nods Sep 30 20:50:26 Do I hire Mr Roberts? Or should I wait until you have heard from your family? Sep 30 20:53:30 * Morgan watches her for a moment Sep 30 20:53:42 Tell me what you think I would do Sep 30 20:54:43 Hire him and start training him now, give him the benefit of the doubt so no time is wasted if it turns out he is genuine? Sep 30 20:55:32 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 30 20:55:45 give him limited access to funds until he's proven himself trustworthy Sep 30 20:58:05 * Catherine nods Sep 30 20:58:28 I can do that Sep 30 21:00:35 Thank you for your help, Morgan Sep 30 21:00:50 Take the time while I'm away to foster the sort of relationship we had... You want and need him to feel able to tell you when he thinks you're making a mistake, and you should be prepared to explain and justify your wishes to him. Sep 30 21:14:14 I will do my best, but I have concerns that you are irreplaceable in that regard Sep 30 21:15:09 * Morgan smiles slightly Sep 30 21:15:42 Not in the least.... Sep 30 21:16:41 I'm going to miss you. I didn't think you would leave for good. Sep 30 21:17:41 I rather thought I'd die here Sep 30 21:19:32 * Catherine nods Sep 30 21:20:36 **Kurt knocks at the door, tempting Catherine with a horse ride. She looks to Morgan** Sorry, if that's all...? Sep 30 21:23:52 * Morgan nods Sep 30 21:23:53 be careful Sep 30 21:28:07 K: She'll be fine Sep 30 21:29:06 * Morgan nods, heading out Sep 30 21:40:07 **He gets some time after helping Catherine to play catch in the garden with Varick, Heinzharold and Claudia.  At six, with the boy fed and washed, it is time for Varick's bedtime, and he asks Morgan to do it. He trudges up the stairs. The women have gone to get dressed next door for the ball, except Claudia who is staying at the cottage for Varick. Sep 30 21:40:14 * Catherine is now known as Varick Sep 30 21:40:44 * Varick drags his heels over getting ready for bed, obviously reluctant Sep 30 21:41:34 * Morgan sits by the bed, waiting patiently Sep 30 21:45:04 * Varick huffs as he gets into bed Sep 30 21:45:19 I dont want to stay here, I want to go with you. Sep 30 21:45:42 I know... but you cant Sep 30 21:48:57 It's not fair. I will miss you. Sep 30 21:49:33 I know... I'll miss you too Sep 30 21:50:09 * Varick hugs his bear tight Sep 30 21:50:24 You should be here with us because we love you Sep 30 21:51:21 I'm coming back Sep 30 21:53:04 So was my Daddy. Sep 30 21:54:34 * Morgan nods Sep 30 21:54:38 I know Sep 30 21:55:40 Maybe you wont come back. Sep 30 21:56:39 I will move heaven and earth to come back to you Sep 30 21:58:01 * Varick nods briefly Sep 30 21:58:07 Can you read to me now Sep 30 21:58:12 * Morgan nods Sep 30 21:58:13 of course Sep 30 22:00:39 **The tale of Ulysses continues. Again the story's hero is once more diverted on his long journey home, and still his wife and son wait for him.** Sep 30 22:00:55 Will you be gone when I wake up? Sep 30 22:01:14 probably, I want to get an early start Sep 30 22:04:36 * Varick moves and hugs him tightly Sep 30 22:04:50 I love you. You have to come back for me, okay? Sep 30 22:05:04 I love you too... I will come back Sep 30 22:07:37 * Varick lets go, getting under the covers Sep 30 22:07:49 I will see you again Sep 30 22:09:00 Yes, you will Sep 30 22:10:42 * Varick closes his eyes, and after a few minutes he is asleep Sep 30 22:11:58 * Morgan kisses his forehead before heading downstairs Sep 30 22:17:40 **he can hear the giggling from Elsie's room. Downstairs HH is lounging in the parlour reading a book. He is wearing knee breeches and stockings, and looks completely at ease Sep 30 22:17:45 * Varick is now known as HH Sep 30 22:20:52 * Morgan sits down, scowling Sep 30 22:23:09 * HH looks at him Sep 30 22:23:23 What's in yer noggin? Sep 30 22:25:21 Varick... he's scared I'm not coming back Sep 30 22:28:20 * HH nods Sep 30 22:28:45 Unnerstandable with what he's been through Sep 30 22:28:52 * Morgan nods Sep 30 22:33:16 He'll be alright Sep 30 22:33:45 I know, I just hate to see him this anxious Sep 30 22:35:06 * HH nods Sep 30 22:36:15 Gotta just keep showin' him you'll come back. He's been through a lot, bound to be anxious still Sep 30 22:36:50 * Morgan nods Sep 30 22:36:55 aye Sep 30 22:37:41 * HH looks him over Sep 30 22:37:54 You not gettin' dressed? Sep 30 22:38:22 Something wrong with what I'm wearing? Sep 30 22:41:28 Bit under-dressed for a duchess's ball Sep 30 22:42:46 I hate peacock clothing Sep 30 22:44:42 * HH shrugs Sep 30 22:45:31 Listen man, I normally agree with ya, but this is Elsie's wish, an' I'm gonna make it as good a night as I can fer her Sep 30 22:46:34 * Morgan grunts Sep 30 22:46:38 shut up being right will you Sep 30 22:46:48 Never **he grins** Sep 30 22:47:29 * Morgan sighs Sep 30 22:47:33 I'll go get changed Sep 30 22:48:57 * HH nods Sep 30 22:49:05 Thought y' might Sep 30 22:50:58 * Morgan nods, trudging off to his bedroom Sep 30 22:53:03 * HH goes back to reading the book, and he can hear the women giggling still even once he's fully dressed and smartened up, just as fancy as for the winter court opening ball in Freiburg weeks ago. HH gives him a brief nod of approval, but beside him Claudia just rolls her eyes. Sep 30 23:25:24 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 04 20:06:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 04 20:07:10 **He digs the hated knee breeches out of their trunk and dresses. Despite the fact he dislikes them  they do look smart, Edward's fashion sense going in his favour. James is also well dressed, he's obviously made an effort to find suitable clothes. He and HH are waiting by the fire, and Claudia is drinking coffee. Oct 04 20:08:30 C: I was hoping at least one of you wouldn't look like a peacock Oct 04 20:10:29 At least its not to impress some social climbing nonsense Oct 04 20:15:49 C: Still look silly Oct 04 20:16:27 HH: *he grins* I look gorgeous as always Oct 04 20:17:28 C: *she rolls her eyes at Morgan* Oct 04 20:19:04 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 04 20:19:31 * Molly and Inga come down. Morgan has seen Molly's silver and blue dress at the Winter Ball, though now it is unpetticoated. Her hair is mostly loose and her make up more simple and less noble. She's wearing the forget-me-not necklace he had made for her. She smiles at him, running her gaze over him Oct 04 20:20:02 **Inga is wearing Molly's dark pink ball gown, and the flair of it explains where at least one of Molly's petticoats is. She's also wearing the expensive diamond necklace Verity lent to Molly. She looks very glamorous, and HH stares at her, obviously lost for words** Oct 04 20:21:02 * Morgan inclines his head Oct 04 20:21:03 ladies Oct 04 20:21:37 **Inga is busy staring at HH too** Oct 04 20:21:49 You look lovely, my love Oct 04 20:23:43 I look ridiculous Oct 04 20:24:05 * Molly shakes her head Oct 04 20:24:25 Not at all. But wait til you see Elsie! Oct 04 20:24:46 I: **She nods, HH with his hand around her waist** Oct 04 20:28:49 * Molly calls to her. Elsie comes down carefully. Her petticoated blue satin dress shows how pregnant she is, and the colour is very similar to that seen in stained glass windows of the Virgin Mary. On her head is not a halo, but the very fancy and expensive tiara Eisenfurst Fischler gave Molly on their wedding day. Her hair and makeup is perfect, the wives have clearly focused on her. She smiles at them all** ((attention?)) Oct 04 20:31:48 * Morgan glances at James Oct 04 20:33:47 **James is watching her with a slow flush developing on his cheeks** Oct 04 20:35:03 * Molly doesnt notice as she is busy praising Elsie Oct 04 20:37:55 * Morgan smiles slightly, waiting for them to finish getting ready Oct 04 20:40:54 **Everyone is soon praising Elsie, even Claudia looks approving. Cloaks are gotten, but Molly stands to one side already in hers, and watches Inga and Elsie, smiling* Oct 04 20:42:26 * Morgan stands beside her Oct 04 20:43:32 * Molly looks to him, talking quietly "hey look beautiful, don't they? Like they could fit in at a noble ball." Oct 04 20:43:37 They* Oct 04 20:44:24 * Morgan nods Oct 04 20:44:27 absolutely they do Oct 04 20:45:06 I hope you do not mind me lending them my things Oct 04 20:45:25 No blossom, providing they don't lose them... Oct 04 20:45:56 We're only going to the Great Hall and back anyway, but I am sure they won't Oct 04 20:46:17 * Morgan nods Oct 04 20:46:55 * Molly smiles "I had my turn in Freiburg to dress finely and waltz with the one man in the world I yearn to dance with above all others. I did not need to be all fancy tonight" Oct 04 20:47:16 you look wonderful Oct 04 20:47:57 **she smiles warmly, blushing* Thank you, my love. I know this is what you like best, the lighter makeup and the looser hair. Oct 04 20:48:14 * Morgan nods Oct 04 20:48:58 So really, it is no loss for me to not be the centre of attention in the room, if it means I am the centre of yours Oct 04 20:49:13 always Oct 04 20:51:02 * Molly nods. HH leads them across the back lawn, leaving Claudia in the cottage. James offers Elsie his remaining arm and follows HH and Inga. Molly tilts her head thoughtfully Oct 04 20:52:16 Hmm Oct 04 20:52:43 hmmm? Oct 04 21:05:54 * Molly shakes her head, pulling her cloak tighter Oct 04 21:06:02 It matters not. Shall we? Oct 04 21:06:53 It does, or you'd not have hmmm'd Oct 04 21:07:38 I was wondering if there is an attraction there Oct 04 21:07:50 I'd say its fairly obvious Oct 04 21:08:02 * Molly nods sadly Oct 04 21:08:53 I don't know whether I should intervene for his sake or let them be for her sake Oct 04 21:09:27 Tough to say Oct 04 21:09:51 * Molly nods, heading into the dark but dry night Oct 04 21:10:26 I suppose I'll have to figure it out whilst you're gone Oct 04 21:11:12 * Morgan nods Oct 04 21:11:16 I'm afraid so my love Oct 04 21:11:59 * Molly nods, taking his hand as they walk, her skirt raised a little to avoid any mud Oct 04 21:12:06 Its come around quickly Oct 04 21:12:42 * Morgan nods Oct 04 21:12:45 aye, it has Oct 04 21:13:16 How are you feeling now? Are you eager to be under way? Oct 04 21:15:11 somewhat... I'm keen to have it done Oct 04 21:20:23 * Molly nods Oct 04 21:20:34 I am keen to have you home again Oct 04 21:20:40 * Morgan nods Oct 04 21:23:07 **They are let in by the servants. The great hall has been so lavishly decorated that it would almost be easy to forget the portal that was there and the Montaigne sorcerer who eventually met his end at Molly's hand. There are lots of servants with champagne, and there's a buffet as well as a small group of musicians. Catherine's mother's piano has been retuned and the man playing it is very skilled. Oct 04 21:23:57 **Catherine herself looks very glamorous and like a proud hostess when she sees Elsie's face light up at the finery. Kurt looks at ease, sipping champagne Oct 04 21:25:43 * Molly whispers to Morgan Oct 04 21:25:59 This is fancier than we ever made it, my love Oct 04 21:26:33 thats because we didn't like the people turning up Oct 04 21:26:46 * Molly smiles Oct 04 21:27:03 And for the most part you didn't like those that lived here either Oct 04 21:28:14 * Morgan shrugs Oct 04 21:30:51 **Catherine is welcoming Elsie, and she is introducing James. With Kurt at Catherine's side there is translation. HH and Inga are already drinking champagne, and hes turned on the charm offensive because she is blushing nearly as pink as the dress. Molly watches them before smiling at Morgan Oct 04 21:31:12 Was he like this in the camps? Oct 04 21:31:53 constantly, though more out of something to do Oct 04 21:32:38 It was boring there? *she takes a glass of champagne, thanking the maid who offers Morgan one* Oct 04 21:33:09 * Morgan takes one, thanking the maid Oct 04 21:33:19 Long cold nights with little to do Oct 04 21:33:58 * Molly smiles playfully at him Oct 04 21:34:26 And you, mon petit chou? Were you often found flirting like that? Oct 04 21:34:38 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 04 21:34:40 far too shy Oct 04 21:34:55 * Molly smiles Oct 04 21:37:46 **The music starts up before they're even halfway through the champagne, and it's a waltz. It works out quite simply at first, him and Molly, HH and Inga, Catherine and Kurt, Elsie and James. The latter two are laughing together as they try to find a solution to her belly and his missing arm. They seem relaxed and amused about their respective issues. Again Molly watches them Oct 04 21:38:43 Would you like me to ask James not to tell her what happened to his arm? Oct 04 21:39:06 * Morgan sighs Oct 04 21:39:19 you think the savagery I'm capable of would upset her? Oct 04 21:39:34 I wondered if perhaps it troubled you Oct 04 21:39:42 It was war Oct 04 21:40:34 * Molly nods, looking up at him. It is effortless for her to let him lead her to the music Oct 04 21:40:51 It was. I am sure she would understand that Oct 04 21:41:28 I think the fact he and I are working closely together shows its not something he resents me for Oct 04 21:43:35 * Molly nods slowly, looking distracted Oct 04 21:43:47 * Morgan watches her, waiting Oct 04 21:43:48 Yes, I think you're right Oct 04 21:44:15 * Molly looks to him with a little frown Oct 04 21:45:44 [Strange, isn't it? You, Heinzharold, James, and Kit, all together in the camp at Dietmund six years ago, and then all here in this room] Oct 04 21:46:45 [somewhat, aye] Oct 04 21:47:05 [A coincidence?] Oct 04 21:48:01 [I doubt it] Oct 04 21:50:36 **She nods. They just catch HH wooing Inga with his florid Loyal Knight routine. Molly smiles** I'm glad he is going with you Oct 04 21:51:44 * Morgan nods Oct 04 21:51:46 as am I Oct 04 21:53:04 And Claudia? Oct 04 21:53:21 of course Oct 04 21:58:12 * Molly nods. She's quiet for the rest of the song until it changes Oct 04 21:59:02 **whispering** I think I prefered our close waltz in the ballroom on the Rose last week Oct 04 21:59:23 * Morgan nods Oct 04 21:59:25 aye Oct 04 22:00:13 Perhaps when you have returned we may do that again? Oct 04 22:01:02 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:01:03 absolutely Oct 04 22:01:19 **Kurt asks Elsie to dance when the song changes, making a switch in partners sensible. He can choose to dance with Catherine or Inga** Oct 04 22:01:45 * Morgan heads to Inga Oct 04 22:03:07 **Inga curtsies to him** Oct 04 22:03:13 * Molly is now known as Inga Oct 04 22:04:21 my lady Inga, would you care to dance? Oct 04 22:04:35 * Inga smiles Oct 04 22:04:46 Yes, your Excellency Oct 04 22:05:55 * Morgan takes her to the dance floor before starting to dance Oct 04 22:06:46 You will look after my husband, won't you? Oct 04 22:07:07 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:07:10 of course Oct 04 22:09:25 If he gets really silly, it might be that hes worrying about something Oct 04 22:11:10 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:11:12 I know Oct 04 22:11:57 And he might pretend he is fine, but he might not be Oct 04 22:12:33 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:14:40 But you'll make sure he's alright? Only you can't say I asked you to, because he will think I dont think he will be alright Oct 04 22:14:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 04 22:15:08 I'll make sure he's ok Oct 04 22:15:29 Thank you. Do you think Elsie is having a good time? Oct 04 22:15:45 * Morgan glances at her Oct 04 22:18:11 **Elsie is smiling as Kurt flirts with her** Oct 04 22:22:27 I'd say so Oct 04 22:22:47 He's handsome, isnt he? Oct 04 22:23:56 K...Kurt? Oct 04 22:24:08 * Inga nods Oct 04 22:24:16 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:24:25 it won him a lot of attention when he was last here Oct 04 22:28:12 * Inga looks at Molly dancing with James "Not hers though" Oct 04 22:29:45 * Morgan glances over Oct 04 22:32:06 **Molly looks at ease dancing with James, they are talking together and smiling* Oct 04 22:33:38 * Morgan shrugs Oct 04 22:33:48 fairly sure her head was turned when she first met him Oct 04 22:34:48 * Inga shakes her head Oct 04 22:34:59 She's been mad about you for ages Oct 04 22:35:44 I tend to drive people mad Oct 04 22:38:02 * Inga laughs Oct 04 22:38:20 Not like that. She's going to really miss you Oct 04 22:38:36 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:38:46 Its going to be hell without her Oct 04 22:42:02 * Inga nods Oct 04 22:42:13 Heinzharold will take care of you Oct 04 22:43:05 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:43:07 aye, I know Oct 04 22:45:39 I will try to keep her upbeat Oct 04 22:45:50 I'd very much appreciate that Oct 04 22:51:10 * Inga nods. The music ends, and partners are changed again. He can choose any of the others Oct 04 22:51:32 * Morgan heads over to Catherine, bowing his head and asking her to dance Oct 04 22:56:07 * Inga is now known as Catherine Oct 04 22:56:19 * Catherine nods Oct 04 22:56:29 How are you this evening? Oct 04 22:56:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 04 22:57:01 conflicted... you? Oct 04 22:57:56 I am pleased with how well the staff have done. Since I started making a point of getting to know them more, it's like they _want_ to do things for me Oct 04 22:58:34 * Morgan nods Oct 04 22:58:57 I seem to recall telling you that'd happen Oct 04 23:00:53 * Catherine nods Oct 04 23:01:05 It looks good tonight Oct 04 23:01:14 * Morgan nods, looking around Oct 04 23:01:16 that it does Oct 04 23:01:26 **He can hear Molly giggling** Oct 04 23:01:46 * Morgan glances over Oct 04 23:03:26 **She's dancing with Heinzharold and blushing as he talks quietly to her. Catherine's gaze follows his** Oct 04 23:07:05 Your friend is quite the charmer Oct 04 23:07:19 * Morgan nods Oct 04 23:07:21 always has been Oct 04 23:09:55 This evening was a good idea. It is nice to be doing something helpful for her Oct 04 23:10:32 You've already helped... she looks much happier, dont you think? Oct 04 23:14:20 Yes she does Oct 04 23:17:12 Will you have returned before the child comes? Oct 04 23:17:38 I hope so Oct 04 23:20:37 It would be sad to come back and it be over Oct 04 23:21:40 yes, it would Oct 04 23:23:58 * Catherine looks at Elsie who is back dancing with James Oct 04 23:24:27 At least she had her wish tonight Oct 04 23:25:00 * Morgan nods Oct 04 23:25:05 thank you for doing this Oct 04 23:25:17 Its the least I could do Oct 04 23:27:54 Not at all Oct 04 23:31:21 **Their dance continues and he catches glimpses of Molly and Heinzharold laughing together as well as in more serious conversation. Inga seems happy enough dancing with Kurt, and Elsie and James definitely seem to have an attraction. They're dancing closer than the norm due to his arm and her stomach. The predictable movement gives him time to just be in the moment** Oct 04 23:31:30 ((Leave it there)) Oct 04 23:54:20 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 05 19:47:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 05 19:49:37 **It's his turn to waltz with Elsie next. She curtsies as much as she can. She follows his lead, still not hugely confident, but she looks genuinely happy. Her belly brushes his stomach occasionally. Despite this unintentional closeness,  Molly doesn't look jealous,  because she's busy being waltzed by Kurt and they are giggling about something* Oct 05 20:00:03 You are enjoying yourself? Oct 05 20:07:44 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 05 20:35:46 * Elsie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 05 20:36:00 Very much. Tonight has been like a dream come true, I never thought I would ever do something like this. Oct 05 20:36:48 Its even more unlikely since I'm wearing these horrid things *he nods to his breeches* Oct 05 20:38:37 I think they're smart, like in a novel Oct 05 20:39:18 You and James seem to be getting along... Oct 05 20:39:55 **The dancing continues around them quite fluidly, but the music isnt too loud to talk over Oct 05 20:40:06 He's really nice Oct 05 20:40:16 * Morgan nods Oct 05 20:45:09 You'll be gone before we're all up tomorrow I guess? Oct 05 20:46:35 Thats the plan, yes Oct 05 20:46:58 In case I don't get a chance to see you again, I want to thank you again for taking me out of that place and making my last few weeks so happy and easy. Oct 05 20:48:21 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 05 20:48:57 its the very least I could do. I think what happened is going to be the catalyst for bringing the whole community together again... Oct 05 20:49:27 * Elsie nods Oct 05 20:49:35 That would be something Oct 05 20:50:15 The adoption has been agreed, just the final paperwork to draw up. Your child is going to be well looked after and loved Oct 05 20:53:08 * Elsie smiles Oct 05 20:53:32 I am glad about that. I hope they have a happy life Oct 05 20:55:07 * Morgan nods Oct 05 20:55:15 did... did James tell you about his arm? Oct 05 20:56:48 War wound, he said. I didn't know you'd had a bit of fighting in Eisen Oct 05 20:57:31 A bit of fighting in the same sense you're a bit pregnant... Oct 05 20:58:41 * Elsie smiles Oct 05 20:58:56 Definitely feels like a lot of pregnant Oct 05 20:59:24 * Morgan nods Oct 05 20:59:37 the whole country was at war... Oct 05 21:01:11 * Elsie nods Oct 05 21:02:00 He has a good sense of humour about it. I think that's important. No matter what bad things happen to you, you have to look for the good Oct 05 21:02:18 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:02:22 I'm working on that Oct 05 21:03:15 You've got so much good in your life Oct 05 21:03:42 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:03:46 I nearly threw it all away Oct 05 21:05:23 * Elsie looks surprised Oct 05 21:05:31 Why? Oct 05 21:06:43 When my first wife and my daughter died, I ran from home... I ended up here, trying to get myself killed Oct 05 21:08:58 I can understand that. After getting cast out by my family and the baby's daddy disappearing, when my boy was stillborn I found it tough to see what the point in any of it was Oct 05 21:10:28 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:14:18 Then I just tried to remind myself that even the rainy days dont last forever, and that maybe happiness would find me again Oct 05 21:15:47 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:15:52 I'm getting to that point now Oct 05 21:19:56 * Elsie nods Oct 05 21:21:54 I don't like when people say things happen for a reason, but I do think that the hard things that have happened are all a part of my life and who I am. They're not good things, but they are pieces of me Oct 05 21:22:20 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:23:00 People who say things happen for a reason, I think thats like saying you did something to deserve it... Oct 05 21:24:12 * Elsie nods Oct 05 21:24:44 People would say this happened to me because of the job I was doing and how it was sinful Oct 05 21:26:55 There were murmurings of that... People come around eventually given enough time for me to stare at them Oct 05 21:27:47 * Elsie shrugs Oct 05 21:28:57 I think they think it's more salacious and interesting than it is. But really, it's just a job like any other. You have a task, do the task, get paid. That's it. Oct 05 21:30:03 They see it from their side of it, I think... and yet none of them get to hold a ball at the home of a duchess... Oct 05 21:30:33 * Elsie nods Oct 05 21:30:41 I've been very lucky Oct 05 21:31:26 * Morgan shrugs Oct 05 21:31:47 I think you deserve it Oct 05 21:32:07 * Elsie smiles Oct 05 21:32:54 Perhaps if I am gone when you arrive, you'll try to remember how I looked for the sunny days and so should you? Oct 05 21:34:16 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:34:19 I will try Oct 05 21:35:38 * Elsie nods Oct 05 21:36:26 You're a lucky man, you have a family and friends that love you Oct 05 21:36:37 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:38:26 **This waltz ends, and there's a brief break for refreshments. Then there's a couple of lively quadrilles, which are a lot of fun, surprisingly. Then a final waltz sees Molly back in his arms** Oct 05 21:38:39 * Elsie is now known as Molly Oct 05 21:39:21 Well, here you are, my love, back where you belong *she smiles softly. The music is slower and quieter this time* Oct 05 21:40:03 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:40:04 indeed Oct 05 21:50:22 * Molly looks around at the others. Everyone seems to be winding down. Inga and Heinzharold look like they would happily be kissing here in the makeshift ballroom. Molly looks at Morgan with a smile. Oct 05 21:50:41 They are so good together, arent they? Oct 05 21:52:28 * Morgan nods Oct 05 21:52:42 D'you know, she isn't even slightly effected by my staring at her... Oct 05 21:53:59 * Molly smiles Oct 05 21:54:08 Strange, isnt it? Oct 05 21:54:55 its disconcerting Oct 05 21:55:07 * Molly giggles Oct 05 21:55:20 Maybe I will have her teach me whilst you're away Oct 05 21:55:35 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Oct 05 21:55:38 You don't need it Oct 05 21:58:13 * Molly shakes her head Oct 05 21:58:33 Then you underestimate the effect your expressions have on me Oct 05 21:59:12 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 05 21:59:13 perhaps Oct 05 22:02:42 _I_ would find it awfully difficult to keep anything from your with The Look. Oct 05 22:03:44 thats the point of it... doesn't work on her in the slightest Oct 05 22:05:44 * Molly nods Oct 05 22:06:29 Does it work on Claudia or Heinzharold? Oct 05 22:06:35 * Morgan frowns Oct 05 22:06:40 I don't know... probably not Oct 05 22:08:33 It would disappoint you for it not work on me anymore? Oct 05 22:09:31 No, I don't need to use it on you Oct 05 22:10:26 I wouldn't mind having a version of that myself though... *she smiles, then whispers* one that works without the sparkliness Oct 05 22:11:40 * Morgan chuckles Oct 05 22:13:35 * Molly closes her eyes a moment, before giving him a very serious look much in the vein of his Look. She stays very straight faced, looking directly into his eyes Oct 05 22:13:40 Like this...? Oct 05 22:14:32 that might work on some Oct 05 22:15:07 But not you, mon petit chou? Oct 05 22:15:58 * Morgan shrugs Oct 05 22:17:04 I can't say anyone's ever been able to have a similar effect on me Oct 05 22:19:58 * Molly develops a brief look of mischief before she gives him a look that she has likely picked up from Verity. It's the one he last saw Verity use when she calmly chastised Edward for tattling to Adalbrecht after HH and Ingas wedding. Oct 05 22:21:02 * Morgan winces Oct 05 22:21:43 * Molly stops it Oct 05 22:21:54 Would that work? Oct 05 22:22:08 there's a good chance I'd say Oct 05 22:22:37 * Molly nods Oct 05 22:23:19 It isnt something I would choose though... I prefer more subtle... Oct 05 22:23:51 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:25:13 * Molly takes a little breath in through her nose, her eyes opening a little wider. She watches him with open adoration as if spellbound Oct 05 22:26:57 oh thats.... not fair Oct 05 22:28:41 * Molly smiles slightly, still watching him like that Oct 05 22:28:54 Is your Look fair, my love? Oct 05 22:29:40 its not supposed to be Oct 05 22:30:25 * Molly nods slightly Oct 05 22:30:35 And this is quite mild, really Oct 05 22:31:02 No doubt Oct 05 22:32:36 * Molly bites her lip Oct 05 22:32:53 You'd prefer not to see the rest, hmm? Oct 05 22:34:25 No, not right now my love Oct 05 22:35:39 * Molly nods. She watches Elsie and James who are watching each other as they dance but say little. Molly sighs a little. Oct 05 22:35:57 Wish me luck with this, liebling... Oct 05 22:36:09 how do you intend to handle it? Oct 05 22:36:39 I have no idea. I had not even considered there would be an attraction Oct 05 22:37:41 Would you like me to talk to him, explain the situation clearly? Oct 05 22:38:20 * Molly shakes her head Oct 05 22:38:26 I already have Oct 05 22:39:28 and? Oct 05 22:40:35 He was non-committal about the attraction but seemed to understand that the outcome is almost certainly not going to be good Oct 05 22:40:48 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:40:53 At least he knows Oct 05 22:41:02 * Molly nods Oct 05 22:41:18 Yes. It won't be a surprise. Oct 05 22:41:42 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:42:58 * Molly drops her hand from his shoulder as the music stops, curtseying as she should. She looks serious rather than playful. Meanwhile the other couples are doing likewise Oct 05 22:43:42 * Morgan bows to her Oct 05 22:44:24 **Elsie address the dancers and also the servants by coughing to get attention** I wanted to thank every one of you for this evening. It's been the happiest night of my life, and I am so grateful to have had this. **Molly whispers a translation to HH and Inga** Oct 05 22:45:52 **Catherine is the first to assure her it was her pleasure to host them and that all the hard work was done by her wonderful staff, which has the maids and men all looking pleased. She also thanks the musicians* Oct 05 22:47:30 **The chatter is brief, the servants looking eager to clear up. With Elsie tired out, they all say goodnight to Catherine and Kurt. Elsie is on James's arm again, and HH walks beside Morgan at the back, the wives in the middle** Went well, don'cha think? Oct 05 22:47:35 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 05 22:54:09 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:54:10 I think so Oct 05 22:54:41 Some folks gonna be sleepin' like logs t'night Oct 05 22:55:21 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:55:30 **Molly and Inga walk arm in arm, talking very quietly. He could probably make it out if he strains* Oct 05 22:55:40 Doubt it'll be me though Oct 05 22:55:55 * Morgan nods, trying to hear Oct 05 22:55:57 whys? Oct 05 22:56:40 Don' wanna miss a minute with 'er Oct 05 22:56:54 * Morgan nods Oct 05 22:57:10 M: It is just like Lady Koertig said. You never send him off with tears, and you never let the children be there as they ride out if they might cry. You smile, and kiss his cheek, and tell him you will miss him but you'll be quite well. Oct 05 22:57:10 I: That won't be easy Oct 05 22:58:55 reckon you'll crash as soon as we're out of dock Oct 05 22:59:14 * HH is obviously not listening to them, he's busy opening a flask and offering it to Morgan as they cross the grass Oct 05 22:59:27 Poss'bly Oct 05 22:59:35 * Morgan takes it, sipping at it before handing it back Oct 05 22:59:47 * HH does the same Oct 05 22:59:51 M: No, but she said it's so that when he is fighting he isn't worrying about home, and when he is resting he thinks of your sweet, happy face and it soothes him rather than makes him anxious for you. Oct 05 22:59:51 I: I will try my best. What about tonight? What should I do tonight? Oct 05 23:00:53 You stayin' up? Oct 05 23:01:13 Not if she sleeps... Oct 05 23:01:49 * HH winks theatrically Oct 05 23:01:58 Uh huh Oct 05 23:02:24 *Molly giggles* Unsurprisingly she did not give any instructions for the night before, so I would do whatever you wish to! **this starts Inga giggling too* Oct 05 23:02:55 * Morgan shrugs Oct 05 23:03:56 * HH 's attention is caught by his wife's laughing, and he watches her as they arrive at the cottages. He bids them all goodnight Oct 05 23:07:14 * Morgan bids them goodnight Oct 05 23:07:54 **Molly says goodnight to Inga and HH, going in herself. This leaves Morgan, Elsie and James, the latter of whom is supposed to be sharing the cottage with HH and Inga on the doorstep. The two of them are looking at each other* Oct 05 23:09:24 * Morgan looks at James Oct 05 23:09:34 I won't see you in the morning. Take care of them. Oct 05 23:10:14 J: Did you leave me that letter for what to do if you dont return, my lord? Oct 05 23:11:17 I'll make sure I do. I'll give you two some privacy Oct 05 23:13:07 J: *he blushes* I should let you all retire Oct 05 23:13:29 **Elsie looks at Morgan for translation* Oct 05 23:14:13 He thinks he should let us retire... If you wish to spend some time with him, make it obvious to him, he's shy Oct 05 23:15:07 *Elsie nods, taking James's hand. He looks at it before smiling, blushing more* J: Uhh, good night my lord Oct 05 23:15:43 * Morgan inclines his head, going inside Oct 05 23:15:56 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 05 23:16:06 * Molly is removing her cloak Oct 05 23:16:22 I am going to help Elsie get out of her gown and take off her makeup, if you're going for a walkabout? Oct 05 23:16:41 Elsie is... talking to James Oct 05 23:16:59 * Molly frowns a little Oct 05 23:17:16 But they dont speak the same language Oct 05 23:17:26 * Morgan shrugs Oct 05 23:17:32 I don't think thats hindering them much Oct 05 23:17:46 * Molly looks confused Oct 05 23:18:36 Oh? Oh... *she smiles* the sort of language we all understand, regardless of our tongues? Oct 05 23:18:54 I suspect so, yes Oct 05 23:19:11 * Molly nods Oct 05 23:19:59 Are you walking about, or would you like to stay here and talking to me in the same way whilst we wait for Elsie to be ready for help? Oct 05 23:20:23 I thought I'd stay here Oct 05 23:21:50 * Molly nods, taking his hand and leads him to the parlour with the clear intent of kissing him a while, but they find Claudia there by the fire Oct 05 23:22:51 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Oct 05 23:31:27 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 06 20:16:58 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Oct 06 21:00:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 06 21:01:22 * Molly bites her lip to cover the smile. Meanwhile Claudia looks to Morgan Oct 06 21:01:28 C: Good night? Oct 06 21:02:20 Elsie thoroughly enjoyed herself, so I'd say its a success Oct 06 21:07:25 C: *she stands up* I'm going for a walk around. You coming? Oct 06 21:08:15 Aye, alright.... but we'll have to go left out of the cottage... dont' wan't to be interrupting Elsie and James talking Oct 06 21:12:37 C: Go the back way? Oct 06 21:16:23 **Claudia pulls on her coat* Oct 06 21:20:36 * Molly squeezes his hand Oct 06 21:20:44 I'll see you soon Oct 06 21:22:12 * Morgan nods, pulling his coat on and heading for the door Oct 06 21:24:43 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 06 21:25:58 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 06 21:27:25 * Molly is now known as Claudia Oct 06 21:28:33 **Taking the route from the rear door they make the loop around the estate. Claudia is her usual quiet self til about half way when she says** You said there were monsters here before. Any chance they'll return whilst we're gone? Oct 06 21:30:40 Always a chance Oct 06 21:46:53 Worried? Oct 06 21:49:52 of course Oct 06 21:51:53 * Claudia nods Oct 06 21:52:09 What's the deal with Elsie and James? Oct 06 21:52:28 I think they're sweet on eachother Oct 06 21:55:13 You allowing that? Oct 06 21:56:06 I wouldn't because... Oct 06 21:56:08 **The servants are still at work in the great hall as they pass the windows* Oct 06 21:56:27 * Claudia looks at him Oct 06 21:56:56 Because you more than anyone knows what it's going to do to him when she dies Oct 06 21:57:43 difference being he knows its going to happen Oct 06 22:02:02 That'll help, will it? Oct 06 22:02:17 * Claudia sounds disbelieving Oct 06 22:02:57 Not especially... a little maybe. He won't also have to deal with the shock of it Oct 06 22:03:14 * Claudia shrugs Oct 06 22:03:43 Your choice. Oct 06 22:04:35 Not really... He's been warned whats coming, and she's well aware of it... I think she deserves to have someone lavish attention on her without it being a precursor to a business transaction Oct 06 22:07:14 * Claudia shrugs again Oct 06 22:07:27 I suppose so Oct 06 22:07:54 For now they're just sweet on eachother... maybe that'll be the end of it Oct 06 22:08:10 * Claudia nods Oct 06 22:08:33 Gonna have issues if he's in a bad way over it when we get back? Oct 06 22:09:17 * Morgan shrugs Oct 06 22:09:34 I managed with John Dagget Oct 06 22:11:40 * Claudia nods Oct 06 22:12:31 **They are almost back to the cottage when Claudia asks** Would you do it all again, knowing what you know now? Oct 06 22:12:45 * Morgan stops Oct 06 22:12:54 I already did, didn't I Oct 06 22:13:38 Not what I meant, but fair point Oct 06 22:14:19 You mean if I'd known they were going to die would I have done it anyway? Oct 06 22:16:29 If you'd known the pain you'd end up with, would you still choose the years of happiness. Oct 06 22:16:57 Without a doubt Oct 06 22:18:09 * Claudia nods Oct 06 22:18:22 Makes sense I suppose Oct 06 22:18:58 * Morgan nods, watching her a moment Oct 06 22:19:18 deep and meaningful conversation for us... Oct 06 22:20:31 * Claudia nods Oct 06 22:22:04 Yeah. Oct 06 22:22:37 Somethin' on your mind? Oct 06 22:22:45 Like what? Oct 06 22:22:51 * Morgan shrugs Oct 06 22:23:00 No idea Oct 06 22:23:58 Start walking before it rains. Just thought of it because you're letting James do something that will end badly, and I'm trying to understand _why_ Oct 06 22:25:20 rain in Avalon? Surely not. *he moves off* Its easier knowing they're at rest... they were loved so well they had no need to stay, is what I was told... Oct 06 22:26:22 By who? Oct 06 22:27:37 Thats rather complicated Oct 06 22:28:47 * Claudia shrugs Oct 06 22:29:09 Alright. Never thought they weren't, to be honest Oct 06 22:29:18 I did Oct 06 22:33:03 How come? Oct 06 22:33:38 **they are crossing the lawn by the well, no sign of Elsie and James Oct 06 22:33:52 I figured the way they died would stop them crossing over, blaming me for it... Oct 06 22:35:02 She wouldn't have blamed you for anything, she thought the sun shone out of your backside Oct 06 22:36:02 * Morgan shrugs Oct 06 22:39:09 * Claudia just walks, looking at the cottages Oct 06 22:39:27 Setting off as early as we can? Oct 06 22:40:19 Aye. Sorgi's going to be getting the Rose ready at first light Oct 06 22:43:20 * Claudia nods Oct 06 22:43:46 Best get some sleep then. It's your old couch for me tonight Oct 06 22:44:14 giving them space? Oct 06 22:48:07 James is having my room Oct 06 22:49:11 * Morgan nods Oct 06 22:51:20 * Claudia opens the door Oct 06 22:51:26 Night Morgan Oct 06 22:51:53 * Morgan nods Oct 06 22:51:55 g'night Oct 06 22:54:30 * Claudia goes in. The rain starts Oct 06 22:55:08 * Morgan heads into the cottage Oct 06 22:55:30 **there's no light downstairs at all Oct 06 22:55:38 * Claudia is now known as Molly Oct 06 22:57:14 [blossom?] Oct 06 23:00:06 [Yes, my love?] Oct 06 23:00:54 [where are you?] Oct 06 23:01:16 [In bed...] Oct 06 23:01:45 * Morgan heads up to the bedroom Oct 06 23:01:59 **Molly is indeed in bed, her own makeup removed and hair undone when he gets there. She's writing in her journal** Oct 06 23:04:37 surprisingly for where we are... its raining Oct 06 23:05:15 * Molly closes the journal, setting it on the nightstand beside another Oct 06 23:05:53 Are you wet, my love? *she manages not to smirk at the connotation** Oct 06 23:06:38 No, I managed to avoid the rain Oct 06 23:06:59 * Molly nods Oct 06 23:07:07 I have something for you... Oct 06 23:08:32 oh? Oct 06 23:08:52 * Molly hands him the book. It's tied shut with a blue ribbon that smells of her Oct 06 23:08:53 All finished, my love. Oct 06 23:09:31 * Morgan nods, looking it over Oct 06 23:09:40 I look forward to reading it Oct 06 23:09:46 *she smiles, watching him fondly* Twenty eight Good Mornings, and twenty eight Good Nights of an intimate and suggestive nature. Oct 06 23:10:34 twenty eight? Oct 06 23:12:13 Incase you are delayed or very very lonely Oct 06 23:12:52 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:13:55 Everything will be quite well, I am sure Oct 06 23:14:15 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:14:17 I expect so Oct 06 23:14:35 * Molly watches him, whispering Oct 06 23:14:42 Elsie kissed James. Oct 06 23:15:04 I'm not terribly surprised Oct 06 23:15:44 I was. But apparently sometimes a girl needs to be very forward with a man who is prone to shyness... Oct 06 23:16:15 apparently so Oct 06 23:16:41 * Molly watches him with a smile Oct 06 23:17:12 All your things are packed and ready for the morning, there's only the book to be put in now Oct 06 23:18:04 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:18:07 thank you my love Oct 06 23:19:00 Are you coming to bed? Oct 06 23:19:29 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Oct 06 23:19:58 * Molly gets settled beneath the sheets, waiting for him Oct 06 23:20:44 * Morgan slides in beside her Oct 06 23:20:49 Do you wish to lie here and talk a while, my love? Oct 06 23:20:58 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:21:34 * Molly finds his hand beneath the sheet and weaves her fingers between his Oct 06 23:21:44 What would you like to discuss? Oct 06 23:22:10 I don't know, actually Oct 06 23:23:49 We love each other, we will miss each other, we will keep ourselves as safe as we can for each other, and neither will have our heads turned by anyone else? Oct 06 23:24:39 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:25:54 I will start sending a messenger in two weeks to the dock each day to leave a note with the harbour master so as soon as you moor up you can find out how things stand here Oct 06 23:26:23 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:26:26 thats an excellent idea Oct 06 23:26:47 Mmhmm. I have many excellent ideas, as you will read Oct 06 23:27:02 I look forward to it Oct 06 23:27:46 I hope so. It's in Avalonian, I dread to think how much Heinzharold would tease you if he read any of it! Oct 06 23:28:10 He can be rather merciless Oct 06 23:28:29 * Molly smiles Oct 06 23:28:39 As can I... Oct 06 23:28:44 oh? Oct 06 23:29:25 Well, if you weren't quite intent on us talking, perhaps I might have shown you? Oct 06 23:31:32 I could probably be persuaded... Oct 06 23:31:43 Oh really? Oct 06 23:32:35 * Morgan shrugs Oct 06 23:32:36 maybe Oct 06 23:32:41 * Molly smiles "Though really it would not stop you from talking, only me from answering..." Oct 06 23:33:52 oh really? Oct 06 23:34:29 Mmhmm. Starting from your mouth and working down, mine would be far too busy to respond Oct 06 23:35:22 * Morgan nods Oct 06 23:37:06 Mercilessly. For hours. Oct 06 23:37:26 I suspect I could bear such Oct 06 23:38:32 * Molly nods, moving closer to him with a smile. "I am going to test that most vigorously, mein sehnsucht" Oct 06 23:39:04 I certainly hope so Oct 06 23:43:41 Mmhmm. **she kisses him softly. As she intended, the next two hours is spent with her kissing his body, his hands, his neck in a drawn out foreplay before she then does mercilessly take him close to release over and over with her mouth, or her hand, or climbing atop him and riding him. Between each almost-peak, she lovingly touches his body or kisses him gently** Oct 06 23:52:09 * Molly gives no indication that she isn't going to stop this time, and instead has her hand over his heart as she continues her rhythm until he loses himself in the intensity of the release he's waited so long for** Oct 06 23:52:58 * Morgan lays still, utterly spent Oct 06 23:57:13 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 07 09:55:57 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Oct 7 09:55:58 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Oct 7 09:56:18 2021 Oct 07 09:56:18 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 07 13:39:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 07 13:40:11 * Molly is gentle as she dismounts, lying close beside him to regain her breath Oct 07 13:41:05 I hope that is a good enough farewell? Oct 07 13:41:45 * Morgan nods, breathing deeply Oct 07 13:43:14 * Molly is quietly close to him a while before saying Oct 07 13:43:26 Did you still wish to talk? Oct 07 13:43:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 13:43:46 not sure we need to Oct 07 13:44:07 What more is there to say really? Oct 07 13:46:27 quite Oct 07 13:46:32 Oh! No, I do know. Oct 07 13:47:07 You are doing the right thing by going, and I am proud of you for doing so. Oct 07 13:49:41 Thank you blossom Oct 07 13:50:15 That was all. Shall I sing for you? Oct 07 13:51:01 please Oct 07 13:52:10 * Molly does so, singing in Avalonian. It doesn't take long for him to fall asleep Oct 07 13:53:31 **He dreams again of the cast, of having to wait for hours with little news before being called suddenly. He watches her pain increase, and the bleeding increase. Marta whispers to him that he needs to say goodbye, which seems so wrong. Oct 07 13:53:31 **That is not how it is supposed to happen, she is his new life, the candle that led him from the darkness. She can't be snuffed out like this, not when he needs her so much. Yet the blood pours from her unceasing, and she becomes so cold and quiet. Oct 07 13:53:31 **He tells her he loves her, that he will always remember her. He kisses her soft pale lips, and she breathes her last against his mouth before she relaxes completely, slumping against him** Oct 07 13:53:31 **"I'm sorry, Morgan. It was just too much for her" Marta says. But he is not listening, because he is holding her limp body so tightly, and his heart is broken all over again** Oct 07 13:53:31 **A sharp wince wakes him, his hands so tight on her waist and upper arm as he holds her from behind to his body in a rigid grip** Oct 07 13:54:36 * Morgan lets go Oct 07 13:54:47 * Molly sounds a little pained "It's alright, liebling, it's alright" Oct 07 13:55:54 sorry blossom Oct 07 13:58:03 ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 07 13:58:36 ((fairly high)) Oct 07 13:59:04 **his fingers are quite tingly** Oct 07 13:59:13 * Molly turns over to face him "nightmare?" Oct 07 13:59:38 * Morgan rubs his fingers together, nodding Oct 07 14:02:21 Do you need me to fix your fingers? Oct 07 14:02:48 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:04:20 * Molly concentrates a moment, hand on his chest. She says "Shh..." and he can feel his body settle a little like when he purposefully lowers his heart rate. The tingling stops Oct 07 14:08:50 Better? Oct 07 14:09:01 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:09:03 thank you Oct 07 14:10:19 Do you wish to tell me? Oct 07 14:10:37 the cast... Oct 07 14:15:28 * Molly nods slowly Oct 07 14:16:01 I'm sorry *she gently strokes his hair* Oct 07 14:18:32 No need to be Oct 07 14:22:18 Are you alright? Oct 07 14:24:08 I think so Oct 07 14:26:34 * Molly looks at him in the very low light of the moon through the window Oct 07 14:26:50 Is there anything you need from me? Anything at all? Oct 07 14:28:11 I don't know blossom Oct 07 14:29:24 Do you wish to listen to my heart as before? *she speaks softly, quietly* Oct 07 14:31:04 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:31:05 yes Oct 07 14:33:23 * Molly moves her pillows so she's propped up as she has done before, and gently taps her chest when she is ready Oct 07 14:33:55 * Morgan moves, putting his ear to her chest Oct 07 14:37:27 * Molly 's heart sounds strong and regular as usual. She strokes his hair Oct 07 14:37:40 Is that better, my love? Oct 07 14:40:29 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:40:30 aye Oct 07 14:41:59 It's probably just because you are concerned about leaving Oct 07 14:42:48 I imagine so, aye Oct 07 14:43:23 Everything will be well, liebling. Soon you will be right back here where you belong now Oct 07 14:47:28 I'll come back as soon as I can Oct 07 14:49:28 I know you will. The moment you can, you will be here. I do not doubt it for a second Oct 07 14:51:06 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:53:32 * Molly relaxes a little Oct 07 14:53:42 It's still early I think Oct 07 14:53:54 * Morgan tries to get a feel for the time Oct 07 14:54:29 **he's been asleep barely an hour, and it's around one o'clock** Oct 07 14:54:43 you're right Oct 07 14:57:30 * Molly nods Oct 07 14:57:40 You'll try to sleep, my love? Oct 07 14:57:53 * Morgan nods Oct 07 14:57:57 for a while at least Oct 07 14:58:59 * Molly nods again, then kisses his crown Oct 07 14:59:04 Here is fine... Oct 07 15:00:36 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes Oct 07 15:02:48 * Molly holds him gently. Just before he falls asleep he gets a sense of her feelings, a deep and tender protectiveness of him Oct 07 15:29:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 07 16:13:12 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 07 16:13:18 **The flooring in the large airy hallway he finds himself in is a checkerboard of white and black marble, though the paler squares are yellow-toned as is everything else. He is dressed fancily in blue and green satin with breeches, in keeping with this very expensive-looking space. Oct 07 16:13:18 **Molly's dream hall is empty and utterly unfamiliar to him, lit by many candles in sconces. Lots of doors lead off it. Very faintly in the distance, he can hear a waltzing tune, but the sound is quite muffled in this part of whichever wealth noble's house this is. Oct 07 16:14:11 * Morgan wanders towards the sound, looking around as he walks Oct 07 16:14:41 * Molly backs out of a room stealthily and silently. Her dark green sparkly dress is floor length but reveals all of her upper back and shoulders, her hair up and off her neck. Her shoes are in the small of her back threaded through the sash. She is carefully and quietly relocking the door with picks. Oct 07 16:15:19 * Morgan stops to watch her Oct 07 16:17:17 * Molly puts the picks down the front of her dress before starting to undo the sash. Then a quick glance around brings him into her vision. Her hands pause. She doesnt seem to recognise him, because she quietly says "fuck." in Eisen. Oct 07 16:21:37 not very lady like Oct 07 16:24:15 * Molly sizes him up for signs of drunkenness, intelligence, or looking like he is supposed to be there Oct 07 16:25:18 * Morgan smiles slightly, feigning slight simpleness Oct 07 16:25:36 * Molly tilts her head Oct 07 16:25:47 How long have you been here? Oct 07 16:27:46 little while Oct 07 16:28:49 * Molly smiles flirtily "I don't think guests of His Excellency the Duke are supposed to be up here..." Oct 07 16:30:33 you're probably right Oct 07 16:35:09 * Molly watches him a moment Oct 07 16:35:33 So, what would it take to make you forget you saw me here, hmm? Oct 07 16:35:51 as if I could forget one so beautiful as you... Oct 07 16:39:19 * Molly smiles Oct 07 16:40:02 I am afraid I must insist that you at least try, should anyone ask Oct 07 16:42:06 I can imagine why anyone would ask if I'd seen anyone who isn't a guest... Oct 07 16:42:55 **There's a sound of footsteps approaching the hall. His long experience tells him that this person is a guard on patrol not expecting trouble. She obviously captures this information too, because she says "fuck." again Oct 07 16:46:22 * Morgan holds out his hand Oct 07 16:50:12 * Molly whispers urgently "I need an alibi. Can you make it look like we've snuck off here for an illicit tryst? I can pay you, or advance your social connections or get you a title" Oct 07 16:51:49 * Morgan glances at his hand, then back to her Oct 07 16:53:15 * Molly takes it. The footsteps are closer Oct 07 16:53:48 * Morgan waits til the last moment then pulls her close, making it seem as if he's just come up for air when the guard rounds the corner Oct 07 16:57:33 **The guard stops, looking them over. He shakes his head with a tut. "Duke Lautlingen don't like this sort of thing in his halls" Oct 07 16:57:54 * Molly fakes looking flustered and embarrassed Oct 07 16:58:02 best he doesn't find out then Oct 07 16:58:37 Guard: Think you're funny, do ya? Oct 07 16:59:52 We apologise, it was a momentary lapse in judgement that won't happen again Oct 07 17:00:40 G: Momentary, eh? That's why ya got your shoes off and tied behind yer back like you're sneaking off Oct 07 17:01:09 * Molly looks at Morgan a moment Oct 07 17:02:06 maybe not so momentary... Oct 07 17:04:01 G: *he takes a whistle out from under his uniform, about to blow it to alert others Oct 07 17:05:15 * Molly sighs, fidgeting with her bodice, from which she removes what looks like a knitting needle Oct 07 17:06:15 There's no need, we'll move on Oct 07 17:09:51 G: *he doesn't look swayed, bringing the whistle to his mouth. Molly lets go of Morgan's hand, and stabs the man in the leg Oct 07 17:11:23 * Morgan sighs, snatching the whistle and wrenching her away from him Oct 07 17:13:58 **The man faints** Oct 07 17:14:19 Let me go! You're going to ruin it! Oct 07 17:14:32 What are you babbling about? Oct 07 17:14:48 * Molly takes a steadying breath Oct 07 17:14:55 Please, release me. Oct 07 17:15:13 I think you owe me an explanation at the least Oct 07 17:15:47 In two minutes, I will explain all I can. *she waits to be released* Oct 07 17:16:48 * Morgan studies her a moment before letting her go Oct 07 17:17:01 * Molly gently pulls the needle from the guard's leg. The man open his eyes slowly, looking only half awake. Its exactly like when they used the seed on Alarice. Oct 07 17:19:17 * Molly looks at the guard, speaking quietly "You did not see me or this man here. When you came to this hall everything was as it should be. You will forget you got injured." *he nods slowly, then closes his eyes* Oct 07 17:24:07 * Molly takes Morgan's hand, pulling him along down the hall and through the door the guard came through Oct 07 17:25:19 * Morgan allows her to Oct 07 17:27:02 He's fine, don't worry Oct 07 17:27:21 **The new corridor is just like the old one** Oct 07 17:29:13 alright Oct 07 17:31:34 * Molly takes a deep breath, carefully putting the needle away Oct 07 17:32:17 I should do that to you Oct 07 17:33:14 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 17:33:18 try by all means... Oct 07 17:35:37 * Molly looks at him a moment Oct 07 17:36:50 You're handsome, and this is awful timing. I really shouldn't let you go without changing your memories... Oct 07 17:37:39 may as well tell me whats going on then Oct 07 17:37:53 No, it'll get you killed Oct 07 17:39:18 If you plan to take said information anyway, it won't harm... though I am quite capable of avoiding getting killed Oct 07 17:39:40 * Molly looks around "we'll get caught if we don't move" Oct 07 17:40:51 lets move then shall we... Oct 07 17:41:13 * Molly leads him through a door and into what appears to be a servants stairway. She seems to know this house very well. The stairs are dark and quiet, but far too risky Oct 07 17:41:57 Outside, in the gardens. If we get caught we wont be out of place in a passionate embrace in the garden at a house party Oct 07 17:42:25 * Morgan follows her Oct 07 17:44:15 **It doesnt take long to get to a wooden gazebo in the gardens. It's just like the one at the monestary from the dream where they overheard Rebecca. From the distant ballroom the waltzing continues. She keeps his hand, the night air thankfully warm given the bared skin Oct 07 17:45:08 The truth... Oct 07 17:45:16 * Molly watches him Oct 07 17:45:17 ideally... Oct 07 17:46:36 The truth is Lautlingen is suspected to be a double agent. He is supposed to be getting us information from the Vaticines, but the information he brings back is corroborated by other spies. Oct 07 17:46:52 Isn't * Oct 07 17:47:39 I suppose spies are just as busy as they were Oct 07 17:47:55 * Molly nods Oct 07 17:48:20 Ever since the truce broke, the work has been thick and fast Oct 07 17:48:46 so you were looking for confirmation Oct 07 17:48:54 * Molly nods Oct 07 17:49:10 I was. That is Lautlingen's office Oct 07 17:49:24 what did you find? Oct 07 17:49:30 * Molly smiles Oct 07 17:49:51 I am sure you can imagine that I did not ought to tell you that... Oct 07 17:50:37 * Morgan steps back out of arms reach, opening out his coat Oct 07 17:51:15 I am unarmed and you are certainly skilled enough with that stiletto... even if I were to put up a fight, I daresay you'd best me... besides, I don't like the idea of one of our own betraying us Oct 07 17:52:30 * Molly looks him over closely, skilled both with concealing weapons and seamstressing to see if he is being truthful Oct 07 17:52:57 * Morgan appears to be unarmed Oct 07 17:53:19 * Molly moves her gaze up to his face Oct 07 17:54:06 Lautlingen is balls deep in a Vaticine plot to assassinate an Objectionist Eisenfurst Oct 07 17:54:33 well, thats not the done thing Oct 07 17:56:19 No. That would be very bad news indeed, assuming they got past certain defenses Oct 07 17:57:22 best do something about that then Oct 07 17:57:38 * Molly nods Oct 07 17:58:11 I will. I will pass the information on to a contact as soon as I can, stop Lautlingen in his tracks Oct 07 17:58:58 a couple of pointers, if I may... Oct 07 17:59:17 * Molly smiles, looking a little amused Oct 07 17:59:22 You may Oct 07 18:00:36 Never back out of a room, anyone could be stood there... and always act like you're supposed to be somewhere, more often than not its just accepted Oct 07 18:02:47 * Molly tilts her head Oct 07 18:03:18 Like you did, looking a little simple? Which, as it turns out, appears to be a falsehood Oct 07 18:04:05 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 18:04:10 a trick I learned from a friend Oct 07 18:05:56 * Molly nods Oct 07 18:06:08 Do you have any more advice for me? Oct 07 18:07:22 Never let a man who is pretending to be simple get out of arms reach if you intend to stab him with something... you'd be hard pushed to catch me if I took to my heels Oct 07 18:07:40 I can throw Oct 07 18:08:33 I'm sure you can, but its an unnecessary risk... Oct 07 18:08:52 * Molly watches him Oct 07 18:09:06 Are you planning to run away? Oct 07 18:10:22 No... and I believe you're not absolutely set on making me not remember... Oct 07 18:14:37 I should. I really should... *she holds out her hand* Oct 07 19:09:58 but you don't want to Oct 07 19:11:00 No Oct 07 19:12:31 * Molly watches him closely Oct 07 19:12:50 But you will be in danger if you ever breathe a word of this Oct 07 19:13:14 I figured as much... has it occurred to you I might be useful? Oct 07 19:14:05 Oh yes, it has been relentlessly occurring to me since I first saw you. But not in this way Oct 07 19:18:49 Thats not useful, as such Oct 07 19:21:47 * Molly smiles Oct 07 19:22:03 How else might you be useful to me? Oct 07 19:23:57 I'm clearly no stranger to reading people... Oct 07 19:26:29 Oh? What can you tell me about me? Oct 07 19:28:41 * Morgan looks her over Oct 07 19:31:57 **her make up and hair is very neat and noble, either lots of practice or a maid. She has no indents on her fingers for rings. She has some sort of holster and weapon on one thigh. The daring dress implies confidence or not being afraid to stand out. She is still barefoot and not troubled by it. Aside from that there's not much to tell. Oct 07 19:33:17 * Morgan scratches his nose briefly Oct 07 19:34:59 You're too trusting of peoples first impression, which isn't a problem with _most_ people, but given your line of work could be problematic... you've either practiced your hair styling a great deal or you have a maid... you're not married and you've got a weapon on your thigh... You're used to drawing attention and use it to your advantage Oct 07 19:35:17 * Molly nods Oct 07 19:36:09 Very good. I do have a dagger on one thigh. I also have an unusual birthmark on the other Oct 07 19:37:33 * Morgan nods Oct 07 19:38:48 Perhaps you could be useful to my organisation Oct 07 19:40:09 organisation? Oct 07 19:41:08 Indeed. Stopping men like Lautlingen, helping Eisen Oct 07 19:41:48 sounds like a worthy cause Oct 07 19:44:34 * Molly nods. There's footsteps over the near gravel path Oct 07 19:45:22 noticing a trend here... Oct 07 19:48:39 * Molly nods, pushing him back against one of the gazebo posts and firmly pressing against him. He can feel the dagger and also hear the crinkle of stolen documents from within her dress Oct 07 19:48:50 Best make it convincing... Oct 07 19:50:10 I suppose so Oct 07 19:51:51 * Molly kisses him firmly. The footsteps get closer Oct 07 19:53:16 * Morgan does his best to make it convincing Oct 07 19:56:10 * Molly breaks away enough to whisper "put your hands on my bottom too" Oct 07 19:56:29 * Morgan smirks before doing so Oct 07 19:56:52 * Molly goes back to kissing him very passionately Oct 07 19:59:47 **he can hear the first of the wooden steps creaking as someone steps up them** Oct 07 20:00:07 * Morgan returns the kiss to similar intensity Oct 07 20:02:45 **The man stood there is very well dressed, and known to Morgan. It is Duke Ascania of Anhalt** Oct 07 20:04:01 A: Again? Oct 07 20:04:32 * Molly moves back from Morgan, looking rueful Oct 07 20:05:52 * Morgan continues leaning against the post quietly Oct 07 20:05:57 **she turns to face the Duke, almost shielding Morgan with her body** Anthony... Oct 07 20:06:20 A: You got what was needed? Oct 07 20:07:18 * Molly nods "Yes. And I will clear his mind of me afterwards, as usual" Oct 07 20:07:36 * Morgan tries to look simple and confused Oct 07 20:08:16 A: *he looks at Morgan with a brief smile* Not this one. Leave him to me. **The pocket watch chimes once* Oct 07 20:09:59 you'll excuse me if you're not my type... Oct 07 20:10:33 A: *he laughs, walking down the steps and back into the garden* Oct 07 20:10:48 * Molly turns back to look at him Oct 07 20:10:56 He's my contact Oct 07 20:14:11 and I'm to be left to him... Oct 07 20:16:13 It sounds like that, doesn't it? Normally I would wipe your memory of me and you would go to bed pleasantly satiated with no idea why Oct 07 20:17:26 * Morgan sighs Oct 07 20:17:37 I'm hoping thats not the case with him... Oct 07 20:19:35 * Molly laughs Oct 07 20:20:04 Anthony is not that way inclined. He likes women and is very loyal to his wife Oct 07 20:20:17 I should expect violence then? Oct 07 20:22:19 No, I dont think so. It's forbidden to hurt anyone if there's a cleaner way Oct 07 20:22:38 cleaner way being stab them and hypnotise them... Oct 07 20:24:00 * Molly nods Oct 07 20:24:04 Absolutely Oct 07 20:28:33 * Molly watches him before leaning in to kiss him again Oct 07 20:34:02 * Morgan kisses her quickly Oct 07 20:34:29 **The dawn watches chimes three times* Oct 07 20:35:19 * Morgan smiles briefly before waking up Oct 07 20:36:27 **he's still on her chest Oct 07 20:38:50 * Morgan fidgets until he can climb out of bed Oct 07 20:39:09 * Molly stirs Oct 07 20:39:19 Oh... it's time? Oct 07 20:39:42 aye love Oct 07 20:40:02 * Molly nods Oct 07 20:40:14 Do you have time for breakfast? Oct 07 20:40:31 if its a brief one, yes Oct 07 20:41:17 * Molly gets up, pulling on her dress, not bothering with a shift or stockings Oct 07 20:41:55 How did you sleep? Oct 07 20:42:28 Fine once I got back to sleep... you? Oct 07 20:42:50 * Molly nods, tightening laces Oct 07 20:42:57 Fine also... Oct 07 20:43:03 * Morgan stretches before getting dressed Oct 07 20:43:56 Have you ever heard of a Duke called Lautlingen? ((He would vaguely know it's a place in the far eastern part of Posen, but that's it)) Oct 07 20:44:13 Posen... thats about it Oct 07 20:44:55 * Molly nods slowly Oct 07 20:45:26 I dreamt something strange, I am wondering if there is something important there Oct 07 20:45:54 Something to look into once we are home Oct 07 20:46:10 * Molly pulls on her shoes Oct 07 20:46:48 What if it is more urgent? In the dream there was an assassination plot against an Objectionist Eisenfurst Oct 07 20:47:12 You wish to do what? Oct 07 20:47:41 I... I don't know. Fish for information from Kit, maybe? Oct 07 20:48:19 worth a try, but I'm not sure he'd know Oct 07 20:48:30 * Molly watches him Oct 07 20:48:38 I worked for _them_ Oct 07 20:49:18 * Morgan nods Oct 07 20:49:19 I know Oct 07 20:49:32 Oh... *she blushes* oh! Oct 07 20:49:53 * Molly twists then pins up her hair Oct 07 20:50:28 * Morgan nods, tying his hair back Oct 07 20:55:37 * Molly smiles Oct 07 20:55:44 I'm sorry I was so... Oct 07 20:56:21 forward? Oct 07 21:00:45 And brash Oct 07 21:01:20 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 21:02:33 What if Kit needs to know? Oct 07 21:03:23 then tell him Oct 07 21:09:03 How, liebling? "I had a strange dream that could be a special clue for your secret society I am not supposed to know about?" Oct 07 21:09:48 You wish me to? Oct 07 21:11:15 Perhaps that would be best Oct 07 21:12:08 I'll try to catch him before I leave Oct 07 21:12:24 * Molly opens the door "thank you, I'll start breakfast" Oct 07 21:13:36 * Morgan nods, finishing getting dressed before following her down to the kitchen Oct 07 21:14:19 **He gets a few minutes to write the letter for James about what to do if he doesn't return. She sings to herself whilst making him food* ((what's it say?)) Oct 07 21:15:39 ((the usual things about trying to move on and do what makes her happy, keep safe, etc. )) Oct 07 21:17:03 ((Take her and Varick to Sudlachenburg immediately? Edward to rule as regent if Adalbrecht dies before Varick is twenty one, or Molly to?)) Oct 07 21:17:30 ((Edward)) Oct 07 21:17:44 * Molly sets down his plate, smiling Oct 07 21:18:13 You've left it a little late to write me twenty eight bedtime letters, mein sehnsucht Oct 07 21:18:38 its for James Oct 07 21:18:48 * Molly giggles Oct 07 21:18:56 Not the same sort of letter I hope Oct 07 21:19:12 No, not at all Oct 07 21:19:22 I'll see he gets it Oct 07 21:19:29 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:19:30 thank you Oct 07 21:19:55 **HH and Claudia come in through the front door** Oct 07 21:20:38 HH: Smells amazing, I'm starvin'! *he plops in the chair next to Morgan, eyeing up his food* Oct 07 21:22:34 C: *She takes a seat too* Horses are ready, we're loaded. Heinzharold said you may need an extra ten minutes this morning. **she has missed the innuendo, but HH just gives Morgan a grin whilst trying to grab some bacon from his plate** Oct 07 21:23:23 * Morgan rolls his eyes before glaring at HeinzHarold Oct 07 21:23:33 You not been fed? Oct 07 21:25:44 HH: My little darlin' is all tired out, letting her sleep Oct 07 21:26:05 * Molly continues cooking Oct 07 21:26:34 C: Perhaps if you'd stopped talking at any point in the night she could have slept! Oct 07 21:28:09 HH: **he shrugs, reaching out again* Wouldn' expect y' to unnerstand Oct 07 21:28:58 * Morgan brandishes his fork at HeinzHarold Oct 07 21:29:18 We're about to spend a long time together, lets not get you into a habit that'll get you injured along the way, yes? Oct 07 21:29:52 HH: Mebbie _you_ should get in the 'abit of sharing! Oct 07 21:31:26 you're worse than my dog Oct 07 21:34:25 HH: woof? Oct 07 21:34:50 **Claudia groans* fucks sake Morgan Oct 07 21:35:15 His tendancy towards idiocy is not my fault Oct 07 21:37:59 HH: Got hit in th' head wi' an apple when I was a boy. I was smart til then **he crosses his eyes at Morgan** Oct 07 21:38:41 shouldn't have taken my apples... Oct 07 21:39:14 HH *he mutters* Noone's getting any apples on this trip Oct 07 21:39:47 stay behind then Oct 07 21:40:49 HH: No, you need me, you'll be too grumpy wi'out me Oct 07 21:41:14 * Morgan finishes his breakfast Oct 07 21:41:31 * Molly serves the others theirs Oct 07 21:43:31 **HH thanks her, eating rapidly to catch Morgan up** Oct 07 21:43:58 C: **she eats too** Oct 07 21:44:53 HH: Kurt's riding to town with us, going to check for letters, 'pparently Oct 07 21:45:06 excellent, need to talk to him Oct 07 21:45:46 **Molly goes up to get his bag and by the time she's back the others are ready to go** Oct 07 21:46:03 HH: Give y' a minute, shall we? Oct 07 21:46:09 * Morgan nods Oct 07 21:47:00 **Claudia says goodbye to Molly, and HH hugs her, then they head across the lawn to the stable** Oct 07 21:47:10 * Molly hands him the bag Oct 07 21:47:24 The book is in there, and your nightmare things Oct 07 21:50:27 thank you my love Oct 07 21:58:21 * Molly comes to stand near him, smiling Oct 07 21:58:47 I'll see you soon. I love you very dearly Oct 07 21:58:58 and I you blossom Oct 07 22:00:31 * Molly kisses him softly, slowly, just like when she said on the way back from Carleon that it would be the last time she could, and how she did on the morning of the cast knowing there was a risk. Its tender and loving but definitely a kiss goodbye Oct 07 22:06:01 stay strong my love. I will be back Oct 07 22:07:19 I am strong, liebling. I just wanted a sweet memory of seeing you off. Do not worry, I have many things to do and the time will fly by. Oct 07 22:08:37 * Morgan nods, kissing her forehead Oct 07 22:11:58 * Molly sighs softly, squeezing him a moment Oct 07 22:12:38 Go on then, liebes herz, I need to get fully dressed and start the next round of breakfast Oct 07 22:13:12 * Morgan nods, backing out of the door before heading for the stables Oct 07 22:14:23 * Molly watches him go as long as she can before shutting the door Oct 07 22:14:33 * Molly is now known as Kit Oct 07 22:15:14 * Kit , Claudia and HH are all mounted up. Though its semi-light, it's not dawn yet Oct 07 22:16:28 * Morgan fixes his bag to the saddle before pulling himself up Oct 07 22:20:58 **HH and Claudia are straight off at a brisk walk to warm the horses whilst Kit rides by Morgan** Oct 07 22:21:09 Good morning Oct 07 22:21:20 * Morgan nods briefly Oct 07 22:22:57 **They follow on. By the time they're leaving the estate grounds, the sun is breaking the horizon. It makes Catherine's house glow orange, the windows shiny yellow, almost like fire* Oct 07 22:24:32 * Morgan scowls at it Oct 07 22:27:52 * Kit looks at him Oct 07 22:28:11 Do you need to go back for something? Oct 07 22:28:29 No... just reminds me, thats all Oct 07 22:30:28 * Kit looks confused Oct 07 22:30:45 Of? Oct 07 22:30:59 a house on fire... Oct 07 22:33:15 * Kit turns in his saddle Oct 07 22:33:27 I see what you mean now. Oct 07 22:35:22 * Morgan turns to face the way they're going Oct 07 22:35:40 What do you know of Lautlingen? Oct 07 22:36:51 * Kit also watches ahead Oct 07 22:36:58 The place? Oct 07 22:37:42 the Duke... Oct 07 22:43:43 * Kit looks at him Oct 07 22:43:54 Current one or the last one? Oct 07 22:44:27 whichever one you're looking into Oct 07 22:44:37 sorry... _we_ are looking into Oct 07 22:47:36 Neither Oct 07 22:48:21 Either of em plan to get rid of an objections Eisenfurst in the past? Oct 07 22:49:36 * Kit looks around, checking how far away HH and C are, which is quite far Oct 07 22:49:47 How the hell do you know about that? Oct 07 22:50:34 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 22:50:43 I'd tell you but you wouldn't believe me... Oct 07 22:52:09 Is it a risk to the society? Oct 07 22:52:26 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 07 22:52:36 You're as bad as my brother in that Oct 07 22:54:50 I'm trying to respect your privacy where I can Oct 07 22:55:52 any time I tell him something, his first words are always 'does it harm Sudlachenburg'... Oct 07 22:57:23 * Kit nods Oct 07 22:57:49 I hear he is getting married Oct 07 22:57:54 * Morgan nods Oct 07 22:58:12 thats taken some work... tell me about Lautingen Oct 07 23:00:20 The former Duke Lautlingen is dead. To all intents and purposes his staff was infiltrated by a thief and in an altercation where he was defending his property he and the thief shot and killed each other Oct 07 23:01:43 He was giving us false information... Oct 07 23:03:08 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:04:01 He was supposed to be spying on some nearby Vaticine nobles, and decided it was profitable for him to turn double agent Oct 07 23:04:27 Why not just wipe his memory, have him feed them nonsense Oct 07 23:05:48 We couldn't risk them realising he had been compromised, other agents were attached to them through the connection with Lautlingen and we would have lost our progress Oct 07 23:07:40 so he was put down. Who was he planning to have killed? Oct 07 23:09:08 Eisenfurstin Posen Oct 07 23:12:03 Ah... possibly the easiest target Oct 07 23:12:55 * Kit smiles slightly Oct 07 23:13:03 One might think that Oct 07 23:15:39 socially speaking, of course... Oct 07 23:15:44 least amount of outrage Oct 07 23:16:11 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:16:46 Many men would prefer to see her son ruling Posen Oct 07 23:18:00 of course they would Oct 07 23:18:49 She is an excellent Eisenfurst and Eisen would benefit from have more like her Oct 07 23:21:50 I'll take your word for it Oct 07 23:22:23 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:24:51 I was there for the takedown of Lautlingen. It was the November of '65. Things were still a bit fragile in some areas of the country Oct 07 23:25:48 * Morgan nods Oct 07 23:28:39 I can't take any credit for any of it though, I was just the back up Oct 07 23:30:19 oh? Oct 07 23:31:54 The background work took many months, but it was a woman called Silke that got the confirmation, and then my uncle Anhalt that resolved the situation alongside her Oct 07 23:32:21 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 07 23:32:22 I see Oct 07 23:32:38 * Kit smiles a little Oct 07 23:33:12 If you're fortunate you'll get to meet her at some point Oct 07 23:33:39 I'd like that Oct 07 23:34:51 She is an excellent operative, but my uncle finds her a bit forthright Oct 07 23:35:05 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 07 23:36:36 The new Lautlingen gives us no trouble. The country is calmer than it was. There's always that potential though Oct 07 23:37:18 * Morgan nods Oct 07 23:37:29 as I said, an easy target, socially speaking Oct 07 23:39:02 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:39:28 **HH and Claudia are laughing and joking ahead* Oct 07 23:39:40 Anything else you want to ask? Oct 07 23:40:00 You'll keep h Oct 07 23:40:08 you'll keep them safe, wont you? Oct 07 23:40:36 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:40:55 I'll do everything I can Oct 07 23:42:24 * Morgan nods Oct 07 23:43:31 I'll give what support and comfort I can if Elsie dies while you're not here Oct 07 23:44:50 If if that happens, you need to stay away from Molly Oct 07 23:45:20 * Kit looks at Morgan with an almost offended expression Oct 07 23:45:41 Your wife is safe with me. I would not cross any boundaries. Oct 07 23:46:26 I mean literally, Kit. You'll feel drawn to her... just deal with Inga and let Molly stay out of the way for a day Oct 07 23:46:47 You're not making a lot of sense Oct 07 23:48:03 I know, but you're going to take me at my word regardless... Oct 07 23:50:23 You don't want me to check on Molly and comfort her? Oct 07 23:51:12 Not for a day if the baby comes early or if something happens. Send a maid with a note by all means, but stay away from her Oct 07 23:52:30 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:52:49 I'll do what you say, it sounds important to you Oct 07 23:53:05 * Morgan nods Oct 07 23:53:06 it is Oct 07 23:53:58 * Kit nods Oct 07 23:54:38 Your family will be protected and cared for in your absence, do not worry Oct 07 23:54:53 * Morgan nods Oct 07 23:54:55 good Oct 07 23:57:33 * Kit nods. HH shouts back to them "how bout a friendly little race? Winner gets... five guilders from each o' the losers?" Oct 07 23:58:14 * Morgan shrugs Oct 07 23:59:07 * Kit smiles "I'm in" Oct 08 00:00:17 I'm surrounded by children Oct 08 00:01:31 * Kit trots off to the others Oct 08 00:27:21 * Kit has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 08 11:38:55 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 08 11:39:31 * Claudia beats them easily, and they pass the village, then Sunnymeade and finally get to the port. He can no longer sense anything of Molly, not even her direction. The Rose is there as expected, and a glance at the deck shows everything is ready. They return the hired horses. Oct 08 11:39:31 **Kit's correspondence has no information that would mean they didn't need to go, so they board and the gangplank is pulled up. Sorgi gives the orders to move out. Claudia keeps an eye on Morgan as they do. HH has gone for a nap. Oct 08 11:39:49 * Claudia moves to stand beside him Oct 08 11:42:11 * Morgan glances at her Oct 08 11:47:38 * Claudia watches the dock as the sails catch the wind and they head into the estuary Oct 08 11:47:44 How you doing? Oct 08 11:49:13 Be doing better if the sunrise hadn't looked like a house on fire... Oct 08 11:52:48 Didn't notice. I'm sure it's nothing Oct 08 11:53:27 I'm sure... but it didn't help Oct 08 11:54:53 * Claudia nods Oct 08 11:55:59 They're going to be okay. And you'll be alright too. Heinzharold will be... Heinzharold. Oct 08 11:57:52 * Morgan nods Oct 08 12:01:01 What are you going to do with all this free time? Oct 08 12:02:14 I've got my whistle, I might play my guitar a bit... mustn't forget to set aside some time to brood... Oct 08 12:05:43 * Claudia snorts Oct 08 12:06:16 You're already proficient at that. Some specific brooding in mind? Oct 08 12:07:54 Not at the moment, I'm sure I'll find something Oct 08 12:11:19 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:11:32 You could try relaxing? Oct 08 12:12:25 Not sure that'd suit me that well Oct 08 12:15:49 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:15:53 Me either Oct 08 12:16:12 * Claudia looks at the retreating town Oct 08 12:16:32 Want me to see if Sorgi has some watches for you? Oct 08 12:17:59 Could do... wouldn't want to be bored Oct 08 12:19:31 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:19:38 Daily training? Oct 08 12:21:32 * Morgan nods Oct 08 12:21:34 absolutely Oct 08 12:24:38 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:26:08 Should be in Londinium in the evening of Heinzharold's birthday ((tuesday)) Oct 08 12:27:37 If we get a proper move on I suspect we could get there quicker Oct 08 12:34:25 I think he was accounting for her being fast Oct 08 12:42:10 * Morgan nods Oct 08 12:42:11 pity Oct 08 12:42:20 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:42:31 Going to be a long three weeks Oct 08 12:42:52 we'll manage Oct 08 12:46:42 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:46:52 Got any plans for his birthday? Oct 08 12:48:53 I'd say get him drunk but I dont want him maudlin... thats my role in the group Oct 08 12:49:40 * Claudia laughs Oct 08 12:50:45 He'd probably sing to you about peaches Oct 08 12:51:00 oh god... Oct 08 12:51:54 Can't get him any for his birthday either. This marriage stuff is going to cramp his style Oct 08 12:53:17 He'll manage.... Oct 08 12:55:46 * Claudia nods Oct 08 12:55:55 Getting him a gift? Oct 08 12:56:48 Probably should... Oct 08 12:59:41 **this reminds him that Molly had suggested he draw Inga for him** Oct 08 13:00:01 What do you get a man who has enough weapons? Oct 08 13:00:36 I'm going to draw something for him Oct 08 13:03:34 Not "bubbies"? Oct 08 13:05:10 no, not bubbies Oct 08 13:07:31 * Claudia nods Oct 08 13:07:53 Could make a good income if you could draw them Oct 08 13:09:03 I _can_ draw them Oct 08 13:12:43 * Claudia looks at him Oct 08 13:13:29 I was going to be surprised, but after what you said about the stable, I give up Oct 08 13:13:38 * Morgan laughs Oct 08 13:13:47 Its not like they're difficult... Oct 08 13:16:20 **Sorgi walks over* It's good to see you cheerful, m'lord Oct 08 13:17:22 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 13:17:24 I'm trying Oct 08 13:20:20 **he nods** Anything we should watch out for? Oct 08 13:21:28 like pirates and sea monsters? Oct 08 13:21:48 S: No, you not doing well Oct 08 13:22:39 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 13:22:49 Just to have to wait and see I think Oct 08 13:23:02 * Claudia shrugs, watching Morgan "Nightmares likely to be a problem?" Oct 08 13:24:38 Could be... had a fairly bad one last night but its the first proper one in a while Oct 08 13:25:18 C: Seems to be a lot of weird shit normally Oct 08 13:26:19 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 13:26:26 don't seem that weird to me Oct 08 13:26:54 S: you'll let me know anything that could be a forewarning? Oct 08 13:28:09 of course Oct 08 13:28:28 S: Expecting more incidents like in Zweibrucke? Oct 08 13:29:34 Not expecting it, no... Oct 08 13:29:44 * Claudia smiles Oct 08 13:30:15 I was thinking I'd just knock you out and stick you in the brig until you regained your sense Oct 08 13:30:49 If I knew for certain that'd stop the fire coming on, I'd let you Oct 08 13:31:01 * Claudia nods Oct 08 13:31:16 Need to be careful with tha Oct 08 13:31:19 That* Oct 08 13:31:32 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:31:35 quite so Oct 08 13:39:34 **the ship swings north west, passing the river to the port of Kingston and heading out into the bay Oct 08 13:40:00 Maybe Heinzharold can share your bed incase your nightmares are bad Oct 08 13:40:38 No... one, I'd rather not set him on fire by accident, two, I don't want him getting confused and thinking I've got bubbies for him to grab Oct 08 13:40:57 * Claudia and Sorgi laugh Oct 08 13:41:54 Best leave him where he is. I suspect he will be out for hours, they were talking everytime I woke up Oct 08 13:42:06 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:42:15 He wanted to spend as much time as possible with her Oct 08 13:42:41 * Claudia makes a retching noise Oct 08 13:44:00 S: **he smiles** Everything is in hand. We'll be out at sea within the hour, weather today looks promising. Cat is down in your study Oct 08 13:44:28 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:44:44 Best speed we can manage please captain Oct 08 13:45:13 S: Of course, m'lord. We'll have you back home as soon as we can Oct 08 13:45:41 * Claudia pats the rail a moment Oct 08 13:46:19 I'm going to sort my kit and get settled back in. See you in a bit. Oct 08 13:46:43 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 08 13:47:35 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:48:15 * Sorgi watches her go, his micro-expression showing satisfaction Oct 08 13:48:52 It's good to have you all back Oct 08 13:49:15 Claudia said you were missing us Oct 08 13:52:10 * Sorgi nods Oct 08 13:52:51 I was Oct 08 13:55:45 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:58:03 Tricky bit coming up, if you'll excuse me Oct 08 13:59:03 * Morgan nods Oct 08 13:59:08 of course Oct 08 14:02:23 * Sorgi goes off, giving commands. The day is dry, the sky clear, but the october wind is starting to bite out here on the water Oct 08 14:03:25 * Morgan heads down to his study Oct 08 15:08:54 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 08 18:46:25 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 08 18:47:09 * Ulysses is asleep on the couch in the middle of the room. The study seems so quiet and empty without his wife and son Oct 08 18:53:30 * Morgan sighs, going to sit at the desk Oct 08 18:58:56 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 08 19:02:29 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 08 19:02:33 [18:56] (Ulysses) **the desk is empty, leaving him space to unpack his bag Oct 08 19:03:33 * Morgan does so Oct 08 19:06:09 **Aside from his clothes and nightmare preventors, he finds the book, Molly's black satin negligee that smells of her, and a folded piece of paper Oct 08 19:07:26 * Morgan opens it up Oct 08 19:08:07 **Its a drawing done by Varick. In front of the cottages is him, Molly, and Morgan. In Morgan's arms is a baby. Around them are lots of cats of different patterns. Underneath it says "Papa I love you" Oct 08 19:09:44 * Morgan smiles slightly before tucking it inside the book Oct 08 19:11:17 **The page marking ribbon has been put in on the first page Oct 08 19:11:47 * Ulysses jumps up on the desk, purring Oct 08 19:12:30 * Morgan fusses the cat Oct 08 19:16:53 * Ulysses manages to knock the book on the floor, then tries to settle on the negligee Oct 08 19:18:12 * Morgan rolls his eyes, picking the book back up Oct 08 19:18:21 I don't think she'll be pleased if that comes back covered in fur Oct 08 19:19:30 * Ulysses miaows Oct 08 19:20:35 * Morgan nods, fussing him again Oct 08 19:22:27 * Ulysses climbs onto Morgan's chest Oct 08 19:24:23 missed me have you? Oct 08 19:25:42 * Ulysses rubs his head against Morgan's chin Oct 08 19:29:33 * Morgan rubs his chin against the cat Oct 08 19:31:46 * Ulysses moves around until finally he's laid on his back in the crook of Morgan's arm like a baby, and falls asleep Oct 08 19:33:13 * Morgan strokes the cat a few times before opening the book Oct 08 19:36:01 **her familiar handwriting greets him. "Saturday October 10th, morning. North to my compass, today is the day you set sail once more, but without me for the first time in so long. I know the journey may be arduous for you, and may come with many challenges. Oct 08 19:36:01 Waiting will be hard also. Know that I will miss you very much. I will pray for you when I wake, and before I sleep. At sunset I will watch the day end, another day closer to us being reunited. Oct 08 19:36:01 Please confide in your friends when you need to, they want to support and love you. Though you are not with me, you are never alone, both because you have them and because my heart and yours are intrinsically linked, despite any distance between us. Oct 08 19:36:01 Be safe, happy, and fast. I love you, endlessly. Your Blossom xx Oct 08 19:38:05 * Morgan sighs, putting the ribbon back Oct 08 19:40:09 **Everything is quiet, aside from the water on the wood and the cat purring slightly Oct 08 19:42:33 Only three weeks... Oct 08 19:47:12 **noone replies or interrupts him. He finds the tin whistle and instruction book in the bottom of the bag. Oct 08 19:50:30 * Morgan sets about going through the lessons Oct 08 19:51:26 **the cat makes it difficult, and it seems like a long time before the lunch bell is rung Oct 08 19:51:54 * Morgan scoops up the cat, heading to go get lunch Oct 08 19:54:22 **The dining room is busy, the noise a welcome relief from the silence of the study. One of the men who is just off shift makes mention of the island being long behind them now. HH wanders in, sitting next to Morgan and helping himself to the food Cook has put out Oct 08 19:54:59 * Ulysses climbs into HHs lap making him sneeze three times Oct 08 19:56:12 I think he knows... Oct 08 19:56:23 * Morgan fills his plate before putting extra food on HeinzHarolds Oct 08 19:59:22 * Ulysses is now known as HH Oct 08 19:59:31 * HH puts the cat down Oct 08 19:59:59 Y' tryin' to fatten me up, or worried m' wife will say you didn't look after me properly? Oct 08 20:00:35 More interested in you not trying to pinch mine... Oct 08 20:00:43 * HH nods Oct 08 20:00:51 You seen Claudia? Oct 08 20:01:29 tall girl, blonde hair... Oct 08 20:04:29 * HH nods Oct 08 20:04:46 Would gut ya if ya deserved it Oct 08 20:05:31 thats her... so yes, I've seen her Oct 08 20:07:47 In the last three hours? Oct 08 20:08:03 oh... not since we came aboard, no Oct 08 20:08:16 * HH nods, grinning Oct 08 20:08:20 Must be busy Oct 08 20:08:57 She was going to get settled in and sort her kit Oct 08 20:13:29 * HH nods, eating. The cat is getting called and fed by sailors Oct 08 20:14:42 How are y'? Oct 08 20:20:18 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 20:20:20 alright Oct 08 20:21:16 * HH nods Oct 08 20:21:19 Good Oct 08 20:21:38 I got summat for you Oct 08 20:22:10 * HH 's grin is disconcerting Oct 08 20:22:25 * Morgan frowns Oct 08 20:22:27 what? Oct 08 20:23:12 It's in my room Oct 08 20:23:50 Not sure I want it Oct 08 20:24:53 Oh you do. Its lots of wood *he grins more* Oct 08 20:25:20 * Morgan sighs Oct 08 20:25:22 what is it? Oct 08 20:26:47 Lots of wood Oct 08 20:27:55 * Morgan sighs Oct 08 20:28:33 * HH chews slowly, watching Morgan the whole time Oct 08 20:28:55 pack that in or I'll slap you Oct 08 20:30:23 * HH continues Oct 08 20:31:26 * Morgan thumps his arm Oct 08 20:33:28 * HH swallows, laughing Oct 08 20:33:34 Didn't even hurt Oct 08 20:33:50 next one will Oct 08 20:35:31 * HH nods Oct 08 20:35:41 Oh I'm sure (!) Oct 08 20:37:01 * Morgan raises his eyebrows before eating some more Oct 08 20:37:15 * HH eats again, clearing his plate as the lively talk of sailors continues. They all seem pleased to be back at sea. Ulysses comes back to Morgan and wraps around his shoulders once the meal is finished Oct 08 20:37:29 You coming to see the wood? Oct 08 20:37:57 Come on then Oct 08 20:38:46 * HH leads the way, humming to himself. His cabin smells only very faintly of Inga's perfume Oct 08 20:40:25 **There's a big pile of various lengths of wood, a tin of varnish, fixings and tools taking up most of the floor space Oct 08 20:41:29 Its... wood Oct 08 20:43:55 * HH nods Oct 08 20:43:57 Told ya Oct 08 20:44:41 what the hell are you doing with all that? Oct 08 20:47:01 It's for you Oct 08 20:47:11 * HH grins, looking simple Oct 08 20:47:20 is it to build a model ship? Because I don't need one... I've got a proper one Oct 08 20:47:36 Nope. 'S for building a window seat Oct 08 20:48:49 why? Oct 08 20:50:08 Molly mentioned it to Inga, Inga suggested it might be summat for us to do when we're bored, so I got Kurt t' write in Av'lonian what we would need, then got James t' take the list to a merchant Oct 08 20:51:13 And this is to go where? Oct 08 20:52:02 In yer study, I think Oct 08 20:53:13 I see Oct 08 20:53:49 Could be fun Oct 08 20:54:36 sure... me with a hammer, that should go swimmingly Oct 08 20:54:59 * HH shrugs Oct 08 20:55:21 You built plenty of stuff last time you were married Oct 08 20:55:56 * Morgan nods Oct 08 20:56:05 haven't done since... generally used hammers to hit people Oct 08 20:56:54 * HH nods Oct 08 20:57:19 Build it for 'er mysel' if you dont wanna Oct 08 20:57:29 No, its a decent idea Oct 08 20:57:52 * HH nods Oct 08 20:58:04 Best get a tape and some paper then Oct 08 20:58:38 * Morgan nods, heading to find the things needed Oct 08 20:59:18 * HH follows along Oct 08 20:59:35 Shouldn't be too hard Oct 08 20:59:53 in theory Oct 08 21:03:30 * HH nods. Ulysses gets down onto the desk as Morgan passes, but slips on the landing. He knocks the book which HH reflexively catches Oct 08 21:04:50 Clumsy Oct 08 21:05:38 second time he's done that... don't open it Oct 08 21:05:54 Why, is it booby-trapped? Oct 08 21:06:07 definitely booby something Oct 08 21:06:12 * HH turns the closed book over Oct 08 21:06:27 Not got a title Oct 08 21:09:43 No, it hasn't Oct 08 21:10:42 This your love letters from y' wife? Oct 08 21:11:42 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:12:09 With bubbies? Oct 08 21:12:32 maybe Oct 08 21:12:38 * HH smiles, putting it down on the desk Oct 08 21:12:48 Nice idea Oct 08 21:14:37 * Morgan nods, looking at the paper a moment Oct 08 21:14:48 She's written one for each morning and one for each night Oct 08 21:19:11 Romantic lassie that 'un Oct 08 21:19:32 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:19:34 I know Oct 08 21:19:53 Gives y' some contact with her Oct 08 21:20:06 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:20:24 first time we've been apart since... well, a long time Oct 08 21:20:38 * HH finds a tape and pulls a trunk out of the space Oct 08 21:20:56 Gonna miss her like crazy, arent ya? Oct 08 21:21:55 * Morgan nods, sighing Oct 08 21:21:56 aye Oct 08 21:24:32 * HH measures the length, telling him, and then the depth Oct 08 21:26:17 How high? **he remembers an earlier conversation: (Molly) About twenty to twenty four inches from the floor, I think Oct 08 21:26:17 * Morgan glances at her Oct 08 21:26:17 (Morgan) why? Oct 08 21:26:17 * Molly doesn't open her eyes but still the rest of her expression implies feigned innocence Oct 08 21:26:17 (Molly) About the height of the couch in His Grace's nursery... Oct 08 21:26:18 (Morgan) right... Oct 08 21:26:20 (Molly) ...which was a very good height, that day when I was healed enough from the cast** Oct 08 21:27:22 Twenty to twenty four inches Oct 08 21:27:37 * HH rolls his eyes Oct 08 21:27:53 Need it a bit more narrowed down than that! Oct 08 21:28:10 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 21:28:20 I'm just relaying what I heard... go with twenty two Oct 08 21:28:32 * HH nods Oct 08 21:28:57 Not very high f' a window seat Oct 08 21:31:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 21:32:02 * HH gets up Oct 08 21:33:20 I'll get coffee, an' we'll start plannin' a window seat fit f' a Duchess Oct 08 21:33:52 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:33:53 sounds good Oct 08 21:34:07 * HH goes off cheerfully Oct 08 21:34:27 **The cat miaows at him** Oct 08 21:35:16 what? Oct 08 21:36:58 **The cat purrs. The first half of the afternoon is taken up with planning the build, arguing over the merits of different supports and joints. A couple of hours have passed when HH says** If yer all gonna be sat on it at the same time, y' gonna want to reinforce it Oct 08 21:37:28 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:37:52 **Claudia lets herself in** Reinforce what? Oct 08 21:39:07 window seat Oct 08 21:41:27 C: just take a chair over Oct 08 21:42:11 cant lounge on a chair and gaze out the window, wondering about the next island you land on Oct 08 21:46:16 C: You pair are building it? Oct 08 21:47:27 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:49:41 C: *she shrugs* I'm going to train. Are you coming? Oct 08 21:50:44 * Morgan nods Oct 08 21:50:46 absolutely Oct 08 21:52:00 * HH puts down the pencil, stretching Oct 08 21:52:10 Meet y' in the ballroom Oct 08 21:53:16 * HH goes to get a sword, and Claudia is already swinging hers around when she says to Morgan- Oct 08 21:53:26 How's he doing? Oct 08 21:53:40 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 08 21:53:45 Alright so far Oct 08 21:56:14 * Claudia nods Oct 08 21:56:35 Let's hope it stays that way. You? Oct 08 21:57:43 I'm fine Oct 08 21:59:09 * Claudia nods Oct 08 21:59:23 Alright **she salutes him* Oct 08 22:00:10 * Morgan does likewise Oct 08 22:06:36 **they spar a little, and once HH joins them it's a free for all. They have a good time, fighting pretty hard. Following this up with more planning of the window seat, Morgan then takes a break to be up on deck as the evening draws in. Ulysses is back around his neck as the sun sets and then it starts to get dark. Sorgi gives the command for anchor to be dropped. Oct 08 22:06:47 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 08 22:07:07 * Sorgi comes over to Morgan Oct 08 22:08:14 I make it about eighty miles for the day Oct 08 22:08:26 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:08:58 * Sorgi 's figure is a reasonable pace, though nothing exceptional. It is about on pace with HH's estimate Oct 08 22:09:25 Its not as fast as we can go though, is it? Oct 08 22:10:19 No, might be able to get a hundred tomorrow, but the tide favours us tomorrow Oct 08 22:11:20 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:11:22 alright Oct 08 22:12:51 I'll show you on the map when we get below, m'lord **he looks due west where the sun escaped, the sky pleasantly pink and red** Oct 08 22:13:28 * Morgan nods, looking at the horizon Oct 08 22:14:08 Need a minute, m'lord? Oct 08 22:14:46 * Morgan draws a deep breath before shaking his head Oct 08 22:14:50 No, lets go have a look at the map Oct 08 22:16:12 * Sorgi leads the way to his own study. The smell of roast beef is strong as they pass the dining room where those who were on first dogs watch are now eating Oct 08 22:18:07 * Morgan follows him Oct 08 22:18:20 He's a very good cook Oct 08 22:21:20 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:21:22 yes he is Oct 08 22:21:38 damn sight better than we had during the war Oct 08 22:24:47 * Sorgi nods, letting Morgan in. He rolls out a map and weights it down. Then he pinpoints their position, and where he plans to reach tomorrow Oct 08 22:25:29 That's us, the 10th. 11th is where we could get to tomorrow Oct 08 22:26:01 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:26:53 On target for arrival in Londinium afternoon or evening of the thirteenth Oct 08 22:27:54 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:27:56 could be worse Oct 08 22:34:52 * Sorgi nods Oct 08 22:35:04 Do you know where you'll be going? Oct 08 22:35:18 Greenwich first Oct 08 22:35:25 **Heinzharold's plan is pretty clear in his head** Oct 08 22:36:22 * Morgan points to greenwich then traces out the potential route Oct 08 22:39:00 * Sorgi nods Oct 08 22:39:59 In Londinium I'll find out what I can about the ports here and here are **he taps the ones near Ilchester and Thirlow** Oct 08 22:40:40 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:40:43 Good shout Oct 08 22:41:03 It looks like you'll be riding quite a bit. It might be worth buying horses in Londinium Oct 08 22:41:56 why? Oct 08 22:43:00 Having to rent them at three different ports, two of which could be quite small, is going to be hassle you dont need. Oct 08 22:43:25 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:43:29 We've got space for them? Oct 08 22:43:49 * Sorgi nods Oct 08 22:44:15 I'll get on that in the morning Oct 08 22:44:53 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:44:54 alright then Oct 08 22:45:35 **The bell rings for dinner time for anyone who hasnt eaten as the watch changes over. This makes it eight o'clock already** Oct 08 22:46:08 best eat I suppose Oct 08 22:46:32 Do you want some watches to give you something to do in the next few days, m'lord? Oct 08 22:46:38 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:46:40 yes, I do Oct 08 22:47:13 **he packs away the map** forenoon tomorrow, monday and Tuesday? Oct 08 22:47:51 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:47:52 thats fine Oct 08 22:49:13 If you get desperate I can put you on first dogs ((4-6pm)) or first ((8-midnight)), but Molly suggested you might be better sleeping than doing middle, but to let you if your nightmares get bad Oct 08 22:50:19 * Morgan nods Oct 08 22:50:25 We may have to play that by ear Oct 08 22:53:36 * Sorgi nods, leading the way. The dining room is quieter than lunchtime, and HH and Claudia have waited for him and Sorgi. The food is very good, and not much is said whilst they eat. Shortly after that they go to Morgan's study for alcohol and cards. ((How much does Morgan drink, how engaged in the playing is he?)) Oct 08 22:54:00 ((not much on both counts)) Oct 08 22:55:55 **Sorgi excuses himself around ten to get a nap before he does middle watch. Claudia seems determined to drink HH under the table, and his best friend is already looking three sheets to the wind when eleven o'clock comes Oct 08 23:00:16 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 08 23:02:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 08 23:02:44 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 08 23:03:12 Wun'er what our wives are doin' now Oct 08 23:03:57 if they've any sense, be sound asleep Oct 08 23:05:28 Mebbie. 'Ope so. My lil dorlin' needs lots o' sleep, see? Oct 08 23:06:36 specially if you keep her up all night talkin' Oct 08 23:06:44 **Claudia shuffles the deck, taking a mouthful of blokners* Oct 08 23:07:00 * HH nods Oct 08 23:07:50 She wuz gonna go sleep this mornin' af'er I left. 'Ad to give her a proper g'bye Oct 08 23:08:15 **Claudia rolls her eyes at Morgan** Oct 08 23:14:14 C: we don't need to know that Oct 08 23:15:27 you're incorrigible Oct 08 23:15:50 Yer worship is welcome Oct 08 23:19:00 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 08 23:19:30 C: *she downs the rest of her drink** I'm on morning watch, have fun getting Heinzharold to bed Oct 08 23:20:55 I'm leaving him here Oct 08 23:21:21 **she leaves them to it with a goodnight** Oct 08 23:22:02 Wha's got you s' grumpy? Y' hardly drank a yhing Oct 08 23:22:06 Thing* Oct 08 23:22:45 * Morgan shrugs Oct 08 23:22:47 I'm fine Oct 08 23:23:29 Hoss'shit. Not focusin' on th' game neither. Oct 08 23:24:34 wasn't really in the mood Oct 08 23:25:10 Jus' don' wanna be out 'ere and wi'out her? Oct 08 23:25:33 * Morgan nods Oct 08 23:26:08 Want me to sit with y' for a bit, so yer not alone? Oct 08 23:26:39 No, get yourself to bed, get some rest Oct 08 23:27:01 * HH stands up, slightly wobbly Oct 08 23:27:12 A'right. Love you, man. Oct 08 23:27:55 Love you... you be alright getting to your bed? Oct 08 23:28:05 * HH grins Oct 08 23:28:43 I'm a'ways a'right gettin' t' bed. You should learn fr'm me Oct 08 23:29:59 * Morgan nods Oct 08 23:30:00 sleep well Oct 08 23:30:04 * HH goes off singing about the fish in ths sea Oct 08 23:30:11 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 08 23:31:17 * Ulysses is waiting on the couch when Morgan gets there. The door to Varick's room is open but it's all dark Oct 08 23:31:59 * Morgan settles on the couch, stroking the cat Oct 08 23:33:13 * Ulysses hops down, going into Morgan's room, and comes back a minute later dragging the negligee across the room as he did with her shift when Morgan was alone in Atemlos Oct 08 23:34:29 * Morgan takes it from him, smelling it for a moment before reclining on the couch Oct 08 23:34:59 * Ulysses sits next to him, purring Oct 08 23:37:40 * Ulysses watches him, then miaows Oct 08 23:38:51 what? Oct 08 23:39:55 ((The signals/gestures he and Varick taught him: Oct 08 23:39:55 You are safe, I'm not angry, I like you, go on my shoulders, hide, stay, follow, find Varick.)) Oct 08 23:40:17 * Ulysses miaows again Oct 08 23:41:10 * Morgan gestures you are safe Oct 08 23:41:31 * Ulysses purrs, curling up beside Morgan Oct 08 23:42:35 * Morgan strokes him gently Oct 08 23:43:05 * Ulysses starts to fall asleep Oct 08 23:44:39 * Morgan tries to do the same Oct 08 23:45:31 ((No nightmare prep, not sleeping in bed?)) Oct 08 23:45:54 ((nope. Nightmare prep hasn't been doing any good so he's just going to try to relax)) Oct 09 00:13:38 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 09 05:08:33 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sat Oct 9 05:08:33 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Oct 9 05:08:45 2021 Oct 09 05:08:45 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 09 20:10:21 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 09 20:11:08 **He drifts off. He's in a forest, calling for Molly. He can't sense her and can't find her. It's getting dark. He starts to hear the heavy breathing of a wild animal, maybe a bear or a boar. It's getting louder and louder, closer. He draws his sword. There's a loud growl, followed by a miaow. The puzzlement wakes him. The cat is sat on his chest and miaows again, watching him** Oct 09 20:12:46 * Morgan draws a ragged breath before stroking the cat Oct 09 20:13:57 **he's been asleep about an hour,  and his neck hurts** Oct 09 20:14:22 * Morgan sits up, grumbling Oct 09 20:14:26 I suppose I should go to bed Oct 09 20:14:43 * Ulysses miaows, walking to the bedroom Oct 09 20:15:18 * Morgan nods, following him Oct 09 20:16:07 **Morgan sets the lantern beside the bed next to the book. Captain Ulysses curls up on the footstool by the dresser** Oct 09 20:16:59 * Morgan gets undressed before finding the things to ward off nightmares Oct 09 20:18:00 **he finds them easily. The balm smells of whatever is most calming to him ((if that has changed, it has changed too)) Oct 09 20:18:35 * Morgan does the preparations before climbing into bed Oct 09 20:19:21 * Ulysses looks over at him with questioning miaow Oct 09 20:19:27 come on then Oct 09 20:20:02 * Ulysses does so, lying on Morgan's chest Oct 09 20:20:27 * Morgan fusses him a moment before trying to settle Oct 09 20:21:21 ** He falls asleep surprisingly easily. He dreams it is back last autumn. They are in Carleon, and he was disturbed by her crying out during a nightmare. As he soothed her, the conversation progressed, and soon they were kissing by moonlight, her fingers trailing up his back. Oct 09 20:21:21 He wanted to do the same to hers, but he knew he shouldn't. She'd been afraid to go back to sleep, so he'd  agreed to just lie on top of the covers beside her and hold her til the dawn. However, they'd both fallen asleep. When he'd woken, it was to find her lying on his left arm, his body closely behind hers, no covers between them Oct 09 20:21:21 The heat of her body through her nightdress and the scent of her hair only increases the swelling behind the placket of his trousers  he'd thankfully kept on. His desire for her is overwhelmingly strong, he admits to himself. Oct 09 20:21:21 He doesn't want to move his arm and disturb her, but he also can't risk this level of frustration sharing a bed with a woman he wants badly when it would be a betrayal of his vows. Oct 09 20:21:44 The logical solution is to remove the frustration so he is less tempted to do something regrettable. His usually strong willpower appears to have melted away along with his good sense. Oct 09 20:21:44 Carefully and slowly, he uses his right hand to undo the buttons, and then pushes the fabric out of the way. His cock is hit by the cooler night air, but it is undeterred. It's been years since he'd done this, probably not since his frustrated weeks and months at sea, keen to save himself for marriage and avoiding the sort of entertainments his crewmates took during shore leave. Oct 09 20:21:44 He wraps his fist around his erection, trying to keep his movement minimal so as not to disturb the cause of his arousal lying warm and soft at his side, just moments ago close enough that he could have reached to touch the breasts his gaze had touched the day she nearly drowned. Oct 09 20:22:04 The images of her wet and naked come to his mind, how she'd turned away incase he looked, the way she'd slowly lifted the fabric over her bottom and hips, the shape of her, her skin shiny in the candlelight, how it would have felt beneath his hands and his mouth. Oct 09 20:22:04 His strokes rapidly increase, he imagines how it would feel to touch her and the way she would make a soft noise of desire. In his mind, it sounds so real that… Oct 09 20:22:04 His hand pauses. It was real. He can feel the bed move slightly,  rhythmically. She says quietly but rapidly, her breathing sounding like little pants "Don't stop, please". He groans briefly. Oct 09 20:22:04 He absolutely did ought to stop. He's a gentleman and this is the least honourable thing he has probably ever done. But knowing she is touching herself too, is aroused enough by what she knows he's doing, it's too much temptation. Oct 09 20:22:31 She makes an Mmmhmm of appreciation when she feels him start again. He doesn't trouble himself with not moving the bed too much, and nor does she. Together but separate, their noises of pleasure intermingle in the dark. Oct 09 20:22:31 His focus is now not on stealth, but on maximising his pleasure  and holding off enough to give her time to peak. It feels very good after years of nothing. Knowing she is doing it too makes it ridiculously arousing. Oct 09 20:22:31 She suddenly whimpers his name, her body arching, timed perfectly with the first chime of the damned dawn watch. He realises he's just dreaming ((done)) Oct 09 20:25:22 * Morgan wakes up Oct 09 20:26:51 **The cat has gone* Oct 09 20:28:36 * Morgan stretches before getting out of bed and getting dressed Oct 09 20:29:28 **Claudia's watch means she's out before the dawn, keeping a watch from the regular spot in the rigging. She looks down at Morgan** Oct 09 20:29:52 * Ulysses is now known as Claudia Oct 09 20:29:57 You're early. Oct 09 20:31:05 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 20:31:08 Coffee? Oct 09 20:31:17 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:31:21 Go on Oct 09 20:31:51 * Morgan nods, heading down to the galley to make coffee, bringing some back for Claudia Oct 09 20:32:24 * Claudia stays in the rigging, waiting for him to bring it up Oct 09 20:33:52 * Morgan manages to Oct 09 20:34:17 How are you doing? Oct 09 20:34:41 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 20:34:43 alright Oct 09 20:35:21 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:35:27 No nightmares? Oct 09 20:36:17 Some, but I was saved by a cat Oct 09 20:36:51 * Claudia laughs Oct 09 20:36:55 What?! Oct 09 20:37:33 * Morgan sips his coffee Oct 09 20:38:24 Lost in a forest, lots of growling noises... Ulysses miaowed at me and woke me up Oct 09 20:38:43 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:38:58 He can tell you were having a nightmare? Oct 09 20:39:54 maybe I was fidgeting... I don't know Oct 09 20:40:29 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:41:33 I'm glad to be back even if you aren't, restlessness is gone Oct 09 20:44:56 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:44:58 I can tell Oct 09 20:45:35 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:45:55 Makes it easier for me to keep an eye on you pair Oct 09 20:47:27 what with us being children... Oct 09 20:48:48 What with your wives both separately asking me to Oct 09 20:49:17 busy, the pair of them Oct 09 20:49:28 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:49:47 Just a bit anxious I think Oct 09 20:50:01 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:51:57 Sweet, if you like that sort of thing *she sips the coffee* Oct 09 20:52:31 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:54:15 We're just going to turn up at these houses and see what is what? Oct 09 20:54:43 more or less, yes Oct 09 20:55:16 And just hope we find him Oct 09 20:55:26 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:55:47 I really hope we do... he needs to suffer and die Oct 09 20:56:04 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:56:17 And then get back before the child is born? Oct 09 20:57:07 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:57:16 I'd like to give her that closure Oct 09 20:57:23 * Claudia nods Oct 09 20:57:29 Before it's too late Oct 09 20:57:50 * Morgan nods Oct 09 20:58:08 * Claudia looks at him frankly Oct 09 20:58:27 Reckon there's any chance Molly can save them? Oct 09 20:58:48 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 20:58:50 I just don't know Oct 09 21:01:23 * Claudia nods Oct 09 21:01:47 You need to be back with her either way? Oct 09 21:03:25 * Morgan nods Oct 09 21:05:28 ACTION finishes her coffee quietly. The sun rises over the land. His breakfast is hurried, then he is up in the nest with the cat for the forenoon. This stretch of water is quite busy, there's plenty to watch and calculate the path of, giving information down to Koen who is leading the watch. Its quite cold that high up, but dry at least. In the far distance southward, he can make out the Montaigne coast with the spyglass. The four hours pass quite quickl Oct 09 21:15:14 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 09 21:15:17 **After lunch, he finds himself alone in his study, the cat insisting on having Varicks door opened Oct 09 21:16:12 * Morgan reads that days letter Oct 09 21:17:22 **it's much shorter than yesterday's evening letter on the left side. The right page says: Oct 09 21:17:47 'Sunday October 11th, morning. Good morning, my love. I hope you slept well, and your nightmares were not too bad. I am sure today will be strange here without having to attend church, but I will lead our little home church and work on Varick's learning. Then I think we may have a long walk in the grounds, or visit at Sunnymeade if the weather allows. I hope you will have a peaceful day and perhaps say a prayer for those of us here waiting. We love you xx Oct 09 21:18:45 * Morgan marks the page, putting the book away and picking up his whistle Oct 09 21:20:16 **He's getting quite engaged in this when HH turns up Oct 09 21:22:47 Bloody 'ell thought you were stranglin' the cat! Oct 09 21:24:45 * Morgan watches him a moment Oct 09 21:24:48 how's your head? Oct 09 21:25:42 'S fine Oct 09 21:27:14 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 21:27:15 pity Oct 09 21:28:17 Wanted me t' suffer, didya? Oct 09 21:28:46 Well, I was about to give another blast... Oct 09 21:29:09 * HH groans Oct 09 21:29:50 It's not my 'ead, yer just bad at it Oct 09 21:30:24 perhaps, but if your head was bad, it'd be worth playing a bit longer Oct 09 21:30:38 * HH shrugs Oct 09 21:30:51 I'm gonna start measuring th' wood Oct 09 21:31:03 * Morgan nods, packing his whistle away Oct 09 21:31:38 Guessin' from the fact noone came t' find me that yer night wasn't bad Oct 09 21:33:56 I've had worse Oct 09 21:38:12 * HH nods Oct 09 21:38:48 I dreamt Inga was washin' my clothes an' they all disintegrated Oct 09 21:39:46 so you had nothing to wear... Oct 09 21:42:58 Nope Oct 09 21:43:03 * HH grins Oct 09 21:43:11 oh no... Oct 09 21:43:19 * HH nods Oct 09 21:43:49 Prob'ly means summat *he picks up a piece of wood* Oct 09 21:44:56 more'n likely Oct 09 21:45:41 I forgot 'ow much space there is in a double bed when there's jus' one of you Oct 09 21:46:09 * Morgan nods Oct 09 21:46:18 you get used to accommodating someone else dont you Oct 09 21:46:29 * HH nods Oct 09 21:46:43 Colder too Oct 09 21:47:35 * Morgan nods Oct 09 21:48:46 Stuffing 'er pillow under th' covers on 'er side helps, makes it a bit more like she's there Oct 09 21:49:00 * HH measures and marks Oct 09 21:49:25 might try that Oct 09 21:49:42 * HH nods Oct 09 21:50:46 Molly told 'er to give me summat that smells like 'er for me to bring so I have a hanky Oct 09 21:51:22 * HH rests the wood on the back of the couch to cut Oct 09 21:51:24 helps and makes it more difficult doesn't it Oct 09 21:51:38 * HH shrugs Oct 09 21:52:00 Only 'elped so far. Gonna get worse? Oct 09 21:52:49 reminds me that she's not here... Oct 09 21:53:17 * HH taps his chest Oct 09 21:53:25 Always 'ere though Oct 09 21:54:11 * Morgan nods Oct 09 21:54:56 Got any tips for gettin' through it, af'er being away those months last winter? Oct 09 21:55:25 Not particularly... just something you have to accept Oct 09 21:56:41 Not very 'elpful. Thinkin' I shoulda written some notes f' Inga, or gotten her to write me some. Hand me tha' saw Oct 09 21:57:14 * Morgan hands the saw over Oct 09 21:57:22 write her some, we'll get it sent as soon as we dock Oct 09 21:58:50 Not th' worst idea if we end up chasin' this swine all over. Inga's not much for readin' genr'ly, still finds it a bit hard at times Oct 09 21:59:21 * HH carefully makes the cut, getting Morgan to steady it Oct 09 21:59:21 * Morgan nods Oct 09 21:59:26 she'll get better Oct 09 21:59:33 * HH nods Oct 09 21:59:51 Taught 'erself *he smiles proudly * Oct 09 22:00:27 Doesn't surprise me Oct 09 22:01:13 I 'elp her now an then, but she's quite proud so I don' push it. Oct 09 22:01:41 What does she like to read? Oct 09 22:03:06 Easy stuff. Romance novels. *he grins* E'ery now and then I'll see her smiling all wistful like, an' then look at the bit she was readin'. Oct 09 22:03:27 must be a woman thing... Molly likes them too Oct 09 22:03:36 * HH nods Oct 09 22:03:52 Full o' useful ideas Oct 09 22:04:56 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 22:06:02 Wait a few weeks, use some line similar t' what the hero said, has 'em all giddy in no time Oct 09 22:06:19 I suppose so Oct 09 22:06:37 Wasn' Molly readin' th' Military History Of Eisen on yer honeymoon? Oct 09 22:06:59 * Morgan nods Oct 09 22:09:11 Migh' not work from tha'. "I'm going to use this battering ram until you open your portcullis" wouldn't go down as well Oct 09 22:09:21 * Morgan snorts Oct 09 22:09:30 Give it a go, let me know what happens Oct 09 22:10:16 I'll write it, shall I? Mebbie we'll swing by Londinium on the way back for any reply? Oct 09 22:10:25 * Morgan nods Oct 09 22:11:33 Tell 'er I've taken possession of 'er castle and she's a hostage, too? Oct 09 22:12:35 * Morgan shrugs Oct 09 22:13:09 * HH looks at the chopped wood Oct 09 22:13:21 You writin' home too? Oct 09 22:13:28 * Morgan nods Oct 09 22:13:29 aye Oct 09 22:14:20 They'll like tha'. Inga said Molly spent most of 'er free moments writin' yer book Oct 09 22:14:33 * Morgan nods Oct 09 22:15:24 **Claudia opens the door** What book? Oct 09 22:16:01 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Oct 09 22:19:42 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 10 19:07:28 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Oct 10 19:16:24 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 10 19:16:28 HH) You writin' home too? Oct 10 19:16:29 * Morgan nods Oct 10 19:16:29 (Morgan) aye Oct 10 19:16:29 (HH) They'll like tha'. Inga said Molly spent most of 'er free moments writin' yer book Oct 10 19:16:29 * Morgan nods Oct 10 19:16:30 (HH) **Claudia opens the door** What book? Oct 10 19:16:59 Molly wrote me letters for each morning and each evening Oct 10 19:18:59 C: Sounds like a lot of work! Oct 10 19:19:33 it was Oct 10 19:19:43 * HH picks up another bit of wood Oct 10 19:20:40 C: More work than I would do. Just write one, you can read it each day. **she rests against his desk, putting her sword on her shoulder* Oct 10 19:21:53 you're such a romantic Oct 10 19:22:28 C: *she snorts* someone has to balance you pair out. What _are_ you doing? Oct 10 19:22:44 * HH grins, looking at Morgan then Claudia Oct 10 19:22:50 Measuring our wood. Oct 10 19:23:02 You had to ask Oct 10 19:23:26 C: **she rolls her eyes* I have a magnifying glass somewhere, that should help Oct 10 19:24:04 * HH laughs, measuring the wood and marking it Oct 10 19:26:36 C: Morgan, what are you making? Oct 10 19:28:05 C: thought you might want to train, but if you're busy playing carpenters I'll go and find Sorgi Oct 10 19:29:31 * HH shrugs "as long as 'is majesty isn' blowin' his pipe I don't mind" Oct 10 19:30:01 I'll come Oct 10 19:30:17 * HH puts the wood down Oct 10 19:30:38 Meet y' there *he goes out* Oct 10 19:30:42 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 10 19:31:03 * Claudia watches him go "No hangover?" Oct 10 19:31:25 Hateful isn't it Oct 10 19:31:38 * Claudia nods Oct 10 19:31:56 You're keeping him busy Oct 10 19:32:11 I think the distraction is doing him good Oct 10 19:32:17 * Claudia waits for Morgan to get his sword Oct 10 19:32:55 Probably best. You got plenty to keep you busy? Drawing and such? Oct 10 19:33:04 * Morgan does so Oct 10 19:33:49 ((Molly asked him to draw Eliza for John, and Inga for HH's birthday the day after tomorrow)) Oct 10 19:34:04 You checking on me? Oct 10 19:34:09 Yes Oct 10 19:34:13 * Morgan nods Oct 10 19:34:18 I've got some to keep me busy, yes Oct 10 19:34:52 Good. Figuring the less you're brooding the lower chance of you having a Zweibrucke-style nightmare Oct 10 19:35:09 * Morgan nods Oct 10 19:35:17 makes sense... don't know if it works like that, mind Oct 10 19:35:24 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 19:35:46 Just have to wait and see. *she leads the way* How you doing for flashbacks? Oct 10 19:42:07 alright so far... Oct 10 19:42:15 * Claudia nods Oct 10 19:42:20 Expecting them? Oct 10 19:42:27 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 10 19:42:27 always Oct 10 19:43:22 * Claudia gets into the ballroom Oct 10 19:43:58 They generally things to do with Dietlinde and Jana? Oct 10 19:44:12 usually Oct 10 19:44:47 Not gotten better over the years? Oct 10 19:45:26 Somewhat since you told me I needed to start working through it Oct 10 19:47:21 * Claudia nods. She swings the sword around on her own a moment Oct 10 19:47:29 How are you doing that? Oct 10 19:48:35 difficult to explain... I'm trying to think about it without brooding about it... trying to accept that, although I probably could've prevented it, it isn't my fault Oct 10 19:50:11 * Claudia nods Oct 10 19:50:23 It definitely isn't Oct 10 19:51:36 * Morgan shrugs automatically Oct 10 19:52:41 * Claudia looks at him Oct 10 19:52:58 It isnt. Oct 10 19:53:40 I'm working on accepting that Oct 10 19:54:02 The only person who thinks it is is you Oct 10 19:54:36 Perhaps Oct 10 19:54:55 You'll get there Oct 10 19:55:25 I hope so Oct 10 19:55:35 * Claudia nods Oct 10 19:55:50 How's it going with your reserve? Oct 10 19:56:14 Better than it was Oct 10 19:57:45 * Claudia nods Oct 10 19:58:02 Being away going to set you back? Oct 10 19:58:29 couldn't say... its possible of course Oct 10 20:01:34 What's that think they say about love growing with distance? Oct 10 20:02:00 you mean absence making the heard grow fonder? Oct 10 20:02:42 That's it. Maybe it will help? Oct 10 20:03:26 Gives you time to put the past to bed and work on your issues Oct 10 20:03:43 We'll see, wont we Oct 10 20:05:03 * Claudia nods Oct 10 20:05:20 As long as I get you back to her in one piece, apparently Oct 10 20:08:27 She's putting a lot on all of you Oct 10 20:10:38 Just like you would if you'd left us protecting her Oct 10 20:11:55 Its almost ironic, given how dangerous either of us could be Oct 10 20:12:03 **HH comes in with his sword** Oct 10 20:12:10 * Claudia nods Oct 10 20:12:32 I could beat you, but not with your added advantage Oct 10 20:12:55 I think we both know thats not accurate Oct 10 20:13:23 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 20:14:00 Whatever. Any chance Molly will keep up her training while you're gone, or will she drop it like when you were in Eisen in the winter? Oct 10 20:14:55 I suspect she'll have her hands full with Varick Oct 10 20:15:18 HH: I 'eard her as Kurt if he would train 'er a bit Oct 10 20:15:22 Ask* Oct 10 20:15:39 * Morgan nods Oct 10 20:16:35 HH: 'sides, Inga will help her wi' Varick Oct 10 20:17:31 I know... Oct 10 20:17:36 * Claudia salutes them both "Come on then, before you pair start missing them again" Oct 10 20:18:32 * Morgan nods, saluting Oct 10 20:18:42 **HH grins at Morgan then salutes** Pretty sure y' gotta _stop_ missin' her before you can _start_ Oct 10 20:19:12 generally speaking... Oct 10 20:20:34 * Claudia , HH, and Morgan spend a couple of hours sparring and learning things. Morgan teaches them the two moves Edward taught him that he had picked up with that tribe in Northern Vesten where they make the nightmare traps. Oct 10 20:22:56 * Claudia is then on watch for first dogs, so they return to their carpentry until she's finished, when they have dinner. This takes them to ten minutes before sunset. Oct 10 20:23:24 Drink and cards, Morgan? Oct 10 20:23:57 I'm gon' watch the sunset first Oct 10 20:24:21 HH: Y' watch both now? Oct 10 20:26:04 No, but I fancy doing so today Oct 10 20:34:34 * Claudia nods. Neither of them follow him up, instead going to find blokners Oct 10 20:47:58 **The sunset is pretty, another decent day ahead. The ship is starting to slow in preparation for weighing anchor for the night, and Koen is checking the angles and distance. The orange ball slips below the horizon directly at the stern. Oct 10 21:05:59 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 10 21:18:58 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 10 21:19:03 [21:08] * Claudia and HH are sat in Morgan's study when he gets back, waiting for him Oct 10 21:19:38 * Morgan takes a seat Oct 10 21:20:16 * Claudia puts blokners in front of him. HH gets up to look at the bookshelf Oct 10 21:20:38 If you want an early night we can clear off Oct 10 21:21:11 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 10 21:21:12 I'm fine Oct 10 21:21:57 Sorgi says you're doing forenoon watches everyday Oct 10 21:23:14 * Morgan nods Oct 10 21:23:21 keeps me busy Oct 10 21:24:04 *HH pulls off a book, inadvertently knocking off the file of dream recollections** Oct 10 21:24:55 remind me why I'm trusting you to build the bench when picking up a book is beyond you Oct 10 21:25:47 HH: b'cause you're desperate and I am 'ere. **he picks up the file* plans for world dom'nation? Oct 10 21:26:20 No... put it back Oct 10 21:27:09 HH: Yes, yer majesty. Guess it's sketches of naked ladies then Oct 10 21:27:43 Its... a diary of the dreams I have Oct 10 21:28:10 **they look intrigued** Oct 10 21:28:50 * Morgan takes a mouthful of blokners Oct 10 21:29:34 HH: *he puts it back* Any of them got me in? **The only ones that come to mind are him turning up at Catherine's, the fire where he had wrapped the bodies in sheets, and the one where it was HH and Dietlinde's wedding day* Oct 10 21:29:48 * Morgan nods Oct 10 21:29:51 a couple Oct 10 21:30:36 HH: He dreams about me, ain't tha' sweet? Oct 10 21:36:14 * Morgan watches him, taking another mouthful Oct 10 21:36:21 * Claudia shrugs "I'd prefer naked ladies" Oct 10 21:36:42 I could draw some if you like... Oct 10 21:36:52 HH *his mouth opens and closes a moment before he laughs** Oct 10 21:37:07 * Claudia shrugs "I have a good memory" Oct 10 21:37:54 HH: You c'n see a naked lady any time y' like, just need a mirror Oct 10 21:38:29 * Claudia rolls her eyes "Not the same. Noone looks in the mirror to eye themselves up" Oct 10 21:38:37 I'm not so sure... Oct 10 21:39:00 **HH grins** They do when they look like me Oct 10 21:39:38 So what you're saying is... you like eyeing up good looking men... Oct 10 21:40:04 **HH pauses** No... Oct 10 21:40:33 Thats what it sounded like to me... Claudia? Oct 10 21:41:13 * Claudia laughs "The man he kissed in Gainsbourg would agree with Morgan" Oct 10 21:41:52 HH: That was th' first an' only time I ever kissed a man, an' that was by accident! Oct 10 21:43:47 * Claudia laughs "Wish you'd been there, Morgan, it was hilarious" Oct 10 21:45:19 * Morgan nods Oct 10 21:45:22 I'll bet Oct 10 21:47:04 HH: Least I can 'member the first man I kissed! Oct 10 21:48:54 * Claudia glances at Morgan a moment Oct 10 21:50:00 **she then looks to HH* Not got a clue. One of the lads from my village at a harvest party when I was about twelve. But could have been one of three or four, the first time. Oct 10 21:52:38 *HH grins* Precocious. **The word reminds Morgan of saying that was what she had been about kissing him in Carleon when they kissed again in the kitchen of the ship** Oct 10 21:54:42 * Morgan smiles slightly, taking another drink Oct 10 21:56:13 HH: Think I was thirteen when I kissed Greta in the Orchard Oct 10 21:56:49 * Claudia looks at Morgan's expression Oct 10 21:57:00 You were younger than twelve? Oct 10 21:57:58 * Morgan blinks Oct 10 21:57:59 what? Oct 10 22:00:49 Your first kiss. That not why you were smiling? Oct 10 22:01:25 I was thinking about Molly.... I called her precocious, him saying it reminded me, thats all Oct 10 22:01:58 * Claudia nods "soppy" Oct 10 22:02:12 * Morgan nods Oct 10 22:04:10 HH: That why you call her Blossom? "Flowering or fruiting early" is one o' the definitions Oct 10 22:04:32 * Claudia smirks "Oh god he's got his Smart Person hat on" Oct 10 22:05:11 No, its just a term of endearment that she liked Oct 10 22:06:18 HH: I 'member her telling Inga the first time y' said it she was wearing an ivory wedding dress an' she was so flustered she tripped on th' hem Oct 10 22:06:40 * Claudia looks curious Oct 10 22:09:31 the fitting... Oct 10 22:10:04 yes... _that_ day Oct 10 22:10:20 HH *he selects a book before coming to sit with them, watching Morgan's expression* Oct 10 22:13:29 Not her dress for marrying Daggett? Oct 10 22:14:09 no... Lady Torrington allowed some of the servants to have some of her mothers old clothes... Oct 10 22:15:18 HH: She seems nice. Mebbie if I hadn' married my lil darlin, I mighta been a Duke too *he grins* Oct 10 22:18:12 * Morgan frowns briefly Oct 10 22:18:25 Not that Queen Elaine would allow that Oct 10 22:19:13 HH: Not got tha' fancy breedin' Oct 10 22:19:18 * Claudia snorts "As if there would be more than one woman in the world willing to marry _you_!" Oct 10 22:20:23 She asked permission to marry an Eisen noble before... she was refused, completely Oct 10 22:20:49 You?! Oct 10 22:21:10 **HH laughs loudly** Oct 10 22:21:14 Don't be absurd Oct 10 22:21:53 Get many Eisen nobles in that rainy backwater? Oct 10 22:22:41 You've been seeing one on a daily basis while we were there... Oct 10 22:23:32 Kurt is noble? Oct 10 22:25:22 Claimed to be a Veisgraf when I met him... He's gentry I suppose, his mother is a lady, but his uncle is a Duke Oct 10 22:25:42 Sounds complicated Oct 10 22:25:55 his fathers a priest... Oct 10 22:26:32 HH: Hang on, when he was q4 he had sex in his father's bed, and his father is a _priest_?! Oct 10 22:26:47 * Claudia laughs "That is pretty shocking" Oct 10 22:26:51 * Morgan nods Oct 10 22:27:55 HH: I I spose I technically 'ave, but only b'cause its now my bed Oct 10 22:28:30 * Morgan nods Oct 10 22:28:45 I've done nothing so salacious... Oct 10 22:28:49 * Claudia starts laughing Oct 10 22:29:19 HH laughs too: Horseshit! Oct 10 22:29:28 * Morgan shrugs Oct 10 22:29:46 I was just imagining the horror on your Father's face if you got caught in his bed! Oct 10 22:29:59 **HH laughs** Oct 10 22:30:17 fairly sure I'd be disowned Oct 10 22:30:46 HH: He'd be worse 'bout the stable. Oct 10 22:31:44 Given the absolute rage on his face when he found out I had all the wedding guests digging foundations for the new houses, I think you're probably right Oct 10 22:31:58 * Claudia looks at Morgan "You told him then? Or Molly told Inga, which is basically the same thing" Oct 10 22:32:16 * Morgan nods Oct 10 22:34:00 HH: An' I'm still in shock 'bout it Oct 10 22:35:25 * Claudia drinks some blokners. HH grins "I've done it in my Graf's 'ouse" Oct 10 22:37:27 * Morgan watches him Oct 10 22:37:28 crap Oct 10 22:38:04 HH: Did too. It was the night I got married. *he grins* Oct 10 22:39:02 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 10 22:39:10 what was his name? Oct 10 22:39:42 HH: Adalbrecht. Y' might know 'im. Oct 10 22:40:16 * Claudia laughs "I dont think it counts as shocking on your wedding night and with your Graf's blessing" Oct 10 22:42:27 probably not Oct 10 22:42:51 HH: Don't steal m' thunder! We can't all be an exhibitionist like our glorious leader! Oct 10 22:43:55 * Morgan snorts Oct 10 22:44:51 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 10 22:45:13 Of the two of you, I really thought Heinzharold would be more like that Oct 10 22:45:29 I was as shocked as you... Oct 10 22:45:42 **They both laugh* Oct 10 22:46:52 HH: I'd even 'ave thought Claudia more likely! Oct 10 22:47:38 * Claudia drinks some blokners, looking at the table a moment Oct 10 22:47:51 * Morgan watches her a moment Oct 10 22:48:24 * Claudia does a long blink before looking up Oct 10 22:48:43 Even if I was, I'd never be silly enough to tell _you_ Oct 10 22:49:47 **HH laughs. He gets a pack of cards** Molly said you might wanna play Quinze at some point Oct 10 22:50:17 I must remember to have words with her about that... there's no skill involved in it Oct 10 22:50:36 Rather teach you More... Oct 10 22:50:40 Myre Oct 10 22:51:31 * Claudia nods, relaxing in the chair that Molly had ended up naked in when they played strip quinze some weeks ago Oct 10 22:51:35 HH* Oct 10 22:51:42 HH: Go on then Oct 10 22:51:57 Need a tankard, two die and a lid Oct 10 22:52:29 **he gets up** I'll get them. Be back soon Oct 10 22:52:48 * Morgan nods, taking a mouthful of blokners Oct 10 22:53:08 * Claudia finishes her blokners, then pours more. HH shuts the door behind him Oct 10 22:55:03 * Claudia sighs. "You want some more?" Oct 10 22:55:23 * Morgan nods Oct 10 22:55:32 * Claudia tops his up Oct 10 22:56:04 How you doing? Oct 10 22:56:47 I'm alright... you? Oct 10 22:57:02 * Claudia shrugs, drinking some blokners Oct 10 22:57:14 Been worse Oct 10 22:58:08 Isn't looking that way Oct 10 22:58:24 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 22:58:56 I'm alright. Happens now and then Oct 10 22:59:38 Thank you... Oct 10 22:59:44 For? Oct 10 22:59:52 not trying to bullshit me Oct 10 23:00:20 We're past that where flashbacks are concerned, arent we? Oct 10 23:00:30 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:00:36 but I know its difficult Oct 10 23:00:46 * Claudia nods Oct 10 23:01:30 Hatd to be vulnerable. But ever since you asked me how to overcome your reserve I've been trying to do better, set an example. Oct 10 23:01:37 Hard * Oct 10 23:01:59 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:03:23 I'm not giving you the details, not because I dont trust you, but because you dont need it is your head Oct 10 23:03:34 In* Oct 10 23:03:42 * Morgan shrugs Oct 10 23:04:34 thats your choice. I think you'll find I'm a lot better at dealing with other peoples trauma than my own, so if talking about it would help, I'm always here Oct 10 23:04:48 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 10 23:05:36 Not after what happened with Dau, Elsie and Molly. No more trauma along those lines for you. I have Sorgi, he knows it all in detail. I'm okay Oct 10 23:06:15 thats... different. Oct 10 23:06:21 What? Oct 10 23:07:06 Dau... its different. Oct 10 23:07:18 Why? Oct 10 23:08:52 Because he wanted it to be Molly... Elsie literally took her place in that regard. I wasn't there to stop him, and it would have broken her. Oct 10 23:09:43 So you're starting to forgive yourself for Dietlinde and Jana but now you've found a new way to hate yourself? Oct 10 23:11:18 No... I wasn't there to protect her, thats on me, but someone was... I can be pissed that I wasn't without hating myself, blaming myself for what happened... him, on the other hand... Oct 10 23:11:39 Dau? Oct 10 23:11:43 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:12:05 He should be hated, he's disgusting Oct 10 23:12:12 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:13:23 Killing these men is the only option. They never stop Oct 10 23:14:20 Unfortunately, thats not an immediate option for me... so we're going to take him back, take his lands from him, and he's going to help us do it, then he's going to die slowly, painfully in front of people he believes are below him Oct 10 23:15:27 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 23:15:34 Wouldnt be enough for me Oct 10 23:16:12 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:17:03 its not for me... but in the long term, he'll be stopped, he'll suffer, and the people in his lands won't have to suffer an annexation when he is removed from this existence Oct 10 23:17:43 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 23:18:21 That's all noble bullshit to me. I get why _you_ have decided it, but it's not what I'd do... or did. Oct 10 23:18:33 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:18:36 I know Oct 10 23:19:20 Just be aware that when you're faced with him all this honourable and sensible stuff may go out the window Oct 10 23:19:45 it mustn't. Oct 10 23:20:11 Never so easy as don't do it. Oct 10 23:20:39 I know... which is why I need you to to make sure I don't go past the boundary I set myself Oct 10 23:21:00 Think maybe you're asking the wrong person? Oct 10 23:21:30 No... you'll hate it, but you'll do it because I need you to. Oct 10 23:21:50 What's your boundary? Oct 10 23:22:19 He needs to live. He needs to look like he's not been coerced. Oct 10 23:23:07 So bruises and cuts are fine? Oct 10 23:23:33 Theres no secret he and I have never liked eachother Oct 10 23:23:47 What started it? Oct 10 23:24:22 **HH comes back in with the stuff** Oct 10 23:24:40 A few things. His holier than thou attitude... his trying to control Molly... his trying to sink the Rose... his burning someone alive... Oct 10 23:25:17 HH *he looks surprised* we talkin' 'bout Dau? Oct 10 23:25:23 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:25:38 telling Claudia how I need the two of you to stop me going too far Oct 10 23:26:16 HH: *he nods* o' course. Who did he burn? Oct 10 23:26:34 The woman he loved... Oct 10 23:26:55 HH: *he scowls* why? Oct 10 23:27:24 his platoon burned the whole village Oct 10 23:27:52 **Heinzharold visibly shudders** Fuuuuck. Oct 10 23:28:22 * Claudia frowns "Why was Molly anywhere near this piece of shit?" Oct 10 23:29:07 He was a guest of Lady Torrington... Oct 10 23:29:57 HH: Spent a fair bit o' time with him in Freiburg after you left from what I've 'eard Oct 10 23:30:40 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:30:48 He was crewing the Rose Oct 10 23:31:15 What was his endgame there? Marry Molly, get the ship? Oct 10 23:31:27 I think so Oct 10 23:31:59 HH: Lucky she was mad about you by then Oct 10 23:32:05 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:32:27 * Claudia looks at HH Oct 10 23:32:52 Are you implying she'd be stupid enough to marry him if it hadn't been for Morgan? Oct 10 23:34:09 HH: *he shrugs noncommittally, and looks at Morgan* what do you reckon? Oct 10 23:34:24 no Oct 10 23:34:55 * Claudia shrugs Oct 10 23:35:09 What will happen if we dont hold you back? Oct 10 23:35:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 10 23:35:56 maybe nothing... maybe I'll kill him... maybe I'll boil him from the inside Oct 10 23:36:22 * Claudia and HH look at each other Oct 10 23:36:27 You can do that? Oct 10 23:36:32 * Morgan shrugs Oct 10 23:36:47 I can do it to a bath... why not a persons gizzards Oct 10 23:37:14 **they nod slowly** Oct 10 23:37:30 The point is... I'm brutal... I don't want to be cruel Oct 10 23:37:39 HH: Hang on, that mean you could brand someone? Oct 10 23:37:57 brand them? Like a horse? Oct 10 23:38:32 HH: Aye, jus' need a quick strike with very 'ot metal Oct 10 23:38:52 I could certainly make metal hot enough to brand, I'm sure Oct 10 23:40:59 HH: But not with yer hands Oct 10 23:41:08 * Morgan shrugs Oct 10 23:41:12 I've no idea... why? Oct 10 23:42:27 HH: Read a story years ago about summat like that. Girl left her branded fingermarks on people if she got angry when she was touching them Oct 10 23:42:55 I... I don't know... Oct 10 23:44:20 If you're going to start playing around like that, wait til we're back with Molly. Burns are really nasty and get infected if you dont wash and dry them really thoroughly, like twice a day. Oct 10 23:45:11 * Morgan nods Oct 10 23:45:16 yes ma'am Oct 10 23:46:11 HH: That's us told then. Shame, that's our evenin' ruined Oct 10 23:46:44 * Claudia rolls her eyes "what's this game with the die then?" Oct 10 23:47:16 * Morgan nods, setting about explaining the rules to them Oct 10 23:49:37 * Claudia and HH pick it up quick. HH is immediately excellent at it. They play it for a while until Claudia announces she is going to speak to Sorgi before his watch starts and HH turns in too, taking the book. The cat walks in as HH goes out, making the man sneeze. Ulysses walks straight through to the bedroom without even looking at Morgan. Oct 10 23:50:15 charming... Oct 10 23:51:17 **Ulysses is curled up on the footstool again when Morgan has cleared away Oct 10 23:51:44 * Morgan takes a few minutes to do his nightmare preparations before climbing into bed Oct 10 23:52:57 **The book is on the bedside table when he sets down the balm, and next to it is her negligee. Captain Ulysses stretches then curls up the other way round Oct 10 23:54:19 * Morgan opens the book, going to that evenings letter Oct 10 23:55:57 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 10 23:56:09 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Oct 11 12:39:57 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 11 13:02:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 11 13:19:54 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 11 13:21:41 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Oct 11 13:30:46 **Her handwriting is neat, the entry quite long. At the bottom of the page she's drawn a line, leaving some blank space beneath Oct 11 13:45:20 'Sunday October 11th, evening. If you are reading this I can only conclude last night's letter was, if not excitedly received, at least not displeasing! Oct 11 13:45:20 Tonight, I am going to be thinking of you when I get into bed and search for release. I am going to think of you on our bed on the Rose. In my imagination you're bare-chested when you pick this up, curious to see what I will think about tonight, already hardening within your trousers. Oct 11 13:58:58 You read how I will be fantasising tonight about you, growing firmer at how your arousal arouses me. The fabric strains around you, keeping your manhood imprisoned. I will imagine your hand over the linen, how you touch yourself, and how it would please me to be watching you, and you to be watched. You squeeze, applying much needed pressure and sensation, before unbuttoning your placket and waistband, parting the fabric so you are freed. Oct 11 13:58:58 Your hardness pleases me as it always has, your urge to find your pleasure pleases me. The thought of your hand upon your erection, how your fingers wrap around it… it will be very difficult for me not to peak at this already, but I will take deep breaths to manage it, so that in my imagination you will have time to run your fist over yourself, swelling harder, thicker. Oct 11 13:58:58 Your strokes are slow, rhythmic, base to tip. Your cock (brave of me to write such a word, but I hope it conveys the intensity of my desire!!) is hot in your grasp, and you ache for release, the sensations strong and urgent. You stroke yourself, for me because I enjoy the thought so much, and because it feels so good. With faster, shorter strokes, your pleasure increases, though I will not dare increase my own movements, waiting, watching. Oct 11 13:59:29 Your hand gets rougher, and your hips move upwards a little in time with your hand's rhythm, thrusting into your fist. Oh, how I will struggle with the thought of that, having to slow myself to maintain any sort of self-control. You will be almost silent and so will I, but we will both feel a desire not to be. Almost unbearable, the need you have to spend yourself. You speed. Oct 11 13:59:29 The tensing and relaxing of your muscles speeds. I cannot speed, I simply must wait. It is a torment,  but I have to see what comes next. Your pleasure has always been my favourite part. I have to see how you soon slow a little before you swell. I will have to breathe shallowly, barely move my fingers. Not yet, not yet. Oct 11 13:59:55 You swell further, so hard now, and your body tightens, the pleasure overwhelming as you give in, losing yourself to it with a quiet growl. You close your eyes, but I don't close mine. Oct 11 13:59:56 I peak intensely as I watch whilst  your manhood pulses, and you cover your hand and stomach with the thick white surges of your seed. My body pulses also, seeing you in ecstasy brings ecstasy to me multiple times until you lie drained and completely spent beside me. Good night, mein sehnsucht xxx' Oct 11 14:20:36 * Morgan marks the place in the book before taking a few moments to close his eyes and breathe slowly, relaxing before he tries to settle to sleep Oct 11 14:21:42 **It takes him quite a while to fall asleep. They didn't find the Star Girl at Johstadt, but Seb was persuaded to reveal she was working as an Opera Singer at La Belle D'Aubissey in Einsbaden, in Wische. Morgan had said they would look there, and if they couldn't find her there they would go home to Sudlachenburg. He has to go to the theatre alone, only nobility welcome, and in breeches. Oct 11 14:21:42 **The show itself is quite surprising,  a mix of singing, Shakespearean comedy and strip tease. He finds his Star Girl as the crimson haired Titania, her lovely singing voice surprising him. He sees her kiss one of the actors at the end of the story, though with less enthusiasm than she kissed him. Oct 11 14:21:42 ** By this time her final costume is that of an orange Phoenix with a huge plumage of tail feathers. The sequined leotard barely covers her breasts and bottom, her upper chest and legs fully exposed. He has the opportunity to go to her dressing room after the standing ovation, as suitors would, or whether to go back to his friends. Oct 11 14:22:52 * Morgan goes to her dressing room Oct 11 14:24:02 * Molly 's door is ajar. He can hear her laughing. Its smells like expensive, exotic perfume here out the back of the theatre Oct 11 14:24:56 * Morgan knocks on the door Oct 11 14:25:51 Come in! **she's still laughing** It really suits you, Grendlik, you should be Titania when I am gone Oct 11 14:26:17 * Morgan heads inside Oct 11 14:30:38 **The man is handsome, and though morgan has never seen him he seems vaguely familiar. He has the huge orange feathers of her costume on his head, but she's still only in the orange corset, not changed yet. He looks at Morgan, bowing** Good evening, my Lord Oct 11 14:31:24 * Morgan nods to him Oct 11 14:32:17 * Molly smiles at Morgan, looking a little surprised, then looks at the man, a man who on an alternate path will marry Morgan's cousin "Grendlik, tell costume I'll have this back to them shortly, please" Oct 11 14:33:50 *He nods, and takes the feathers with him, shutting the door behind him. The room is warm, very opulent but full of cosmetics and old costumes* Oct 11 14:34:38 * Molly looks to Morgan with a smile as she leans against the dressing table "Did you enjoy it?" Oct 11 14:35:54 very much... you were fantastic Oct 11 14:36:27 Thank you. **she looks him over** I had no notion that you were noble Oct 11 14:37:22 try not to hold it against me Oct 11 14:37:40 * Molly smiles Oct 11 14:37:53 I wont hold that against you... Oct 11 14:40:45 * Molly pours two glasses of champagne, bringing him some Oct 11 14:41:19 * Morgan takes it, thanking her Oct 11 14:41:25 What brings you to Einsbaden? Oct 11 14:41:52 You weren't in Johstadt so I came looking for you Oct 11 14:42:02 * Molly smiles Oct 11 14:42:27 You travelled all this way for little old me, hmm? Oct 11 14:42:32 * Morgan nods Oct 11 14:42:45 I did, a trip twice as far would've still been a small price to pay to see you Oct 11 14:43:03 * Molly 's smile grows warmer Oct 11 14:43:40 That's very sweet. Are you at a loss now the War is over, or am I on your way home? Oct 11 14:44:29 sort of... there is a minor detour to come find you Oct 11 14:44:43 * Molly moves closer Oct 11 14:44:52 You found me... Oct 11 14:45:21 * Morgan nods Oct 11 14:45:24 indeed I did Oct 11 14:45:36 * Molly raises an eyebrow Oct 11 14:45:45 And now that you have? Oct 11 14:46:48 I was... hoping to repeat our last encounter... Oct 11 14:49:30 * Molly nods, setting down her glass and taking his to do the same with Oct 11 14:49:37 I'd like that too Oct 11 14:50:08 Were you in Johstadt when you got the news, or still in Zweibrucke? Oct 11 14:53:25 * Morgan tilts his head Oct 11 14:53:30 how do you know that? Oct 11 14:53:37 * Molly smiles Oct 11 14:53:49 That is what I do. I sing, and I know things Oct 11 14:54:10 * Morgan frowns briefly Oct 11 14:54:11 I see Oct 11 14:54:53 Don't fret at it. You're not in any danger from me Oct 11 14:55:27 who do you know things _for_ thats the question Oct 11 14:56:00 * Molly nods, taking his hand Oct 11 14:56:19 Would you believe me if I said "the food guys"? Oct 11 14:56:23 Good* Oct 11 14:56:46 There are no good guys or bad guys... only guys who think they're more right.... Oct 11 14:57:05 * Molly watches him Oct 11 14:57:21 People who wish Eisen to mend and heal Oct 11 14:58:37 * Morgan looks to think about it Oct 11 14:58:41 I'll accept that Oct 11 14:59:19 Thank goodness for that, I wasn't liking the idea of you leaving before getting what you've come for Oct 11 15:01:29 * Molly leads him to a chaise of dark red Oct 11 15:01:55 * Morgan follows her lead Oct 11 15:04:51 * Molly urges him to recline back, then half lies beside him, half on top of him, and watches him with a smile Oct 11 15:05:10 Better than outside in a military camp? Oct 11 15:05:28 * Morgan nods Oct 11 15:05:31 without question Oct 11 15:07:14 * Molly nods, moving to kiss him very confidently Oct 11 15:12:21 * Morgan lets her Oct 11 15:28:08 * Molly seems to have a benefit of greater experience than him, her kissing technique practised. She's also not at all shy to be pressing her barely dressed body to his and running her hand down his neck, onto his chest Oct 11 15:29:08 You've found me, and repeated our last encounter... Oct 11 15:29:20 * Morgan nods Oct 11 15:29:59 And next? What is it you wish for next? Oct 11 15:30:26 I'd been so focussed on this that I hadn't really thought that far ahead Oct 11 15:31:25 * Molly nods, watching him with dilated pupils and fast breathing Oct 11 15:31:39 Are you a virgin? Oct 11 15:32:27 * Morgan blinks before blushing Oct 11 15:33:13 * Molly smiles Oct 11 15:33:40 I merely wondered if you were hoping to leave this room in the same state you entered it Oct 11 15:34:07 I... hadn't considered that Oct 11 15:34:53 * Molly nods Oct 11 15:35:16 Consider it then, and I'll kiss you again whilst you do? Oct 11 15:42:55 * Morgan nods Oct 11 15:42:57 alright Oct 11 15:44:43 **there's noisy chatter outside the door, but it soon passes. She kisses him deeply, her hand still on his chest. This continues for a few minutes before she pulls away to say** do you have lodgings for the night, or do you need somewhere to stay? Oct 11 15:45:44 I didn't arrange anywhere Oct 11 15:46:33 * Molly nods Oct 11 15:46:53 Come with me then. I have a little place nearby for a few more weeks Oct 11 15:47:58 * Molly watches him " It isn't conditional, you have my hospitality no matter what you decide" Oct 11 15:48:29 * Morgan nods Oct 11 15:48:31 alright Oct 11 15:52:49 * Molly licks his lower lip Oct 11 15:53:34 You'll need to excuse the trunks everywhere, I'm awaiting new orders and then I'll be moving on again Oct 11 15:56:19 Surely the war ending means you won't be sent elsewhere Oct 11 15:57:02 * Molly shakes her head Oct 11 15:57:11 There's a peace to keep now Oct 11 15:57:43 * Morgan nods Oct 11 15:57:45 I suppose so Oct 11 15:58:23 And you will be going back to Sudlachenburg, doing all the things that noblemen do? Oct 11 15:58:48 * Molly shifts, running kisses up his neck Oct 11 15:58:56 I suppose so Oct 11 15:59:50 You do not wish to? *her question is quiet as her lips hit the spot just behind his ear Oct 11 16:00:20 hadn't thought about it much Oct 11 16:01:00 You're still in shock about the truce, hmm? **she licks his earlobe gently* Oct 11 16:01:23 somewhat... dubious, lets say Oct 11 16:01:39 Don't be. I am not at all. Oct 11 16:03:13 no? Oct 11 16:03:17 * Molly sucks his ear lobe, moving a little more to be laid upon him Oct 11 16:03:33 It has been in the works for months. Didn't you notice the fighting had tailed off? Oct 11 16:03:41 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:03:52 I was... not exactly on the front lines Oct 11 16:04:27 Oh I know you weren't. You were somewhat deeply behind them, weren't you? Oct 11 16:05:38 Been keeping tabs on me? Oct 11 16:05:44 * Molly pulls away, looking at him Oct 11 16:05:55 Yes. Are you not enjoying this? Oct 11 16:06:02 I am Oct 11 16:06:44 * Molly nods, going back to it Oct 11 16:07:28 Yes, I was curious about you, and it's not a common surname, especially paired with the Enchiridon Oct 11 16:08:19 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:08:43 most people couldn't find that out, though Oct 11 16:09:25 Very true. Perhaps I have particular skills that make me... valuable Oct 11 16:09:39 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:09:41 evidently Oct 11 16:10:06 * Molly nods, her tongue running down his neck to his collarbone Oct 11 16:10:12 And you? You are curious about me? Oct 11 16:10:21 intensely Oct 11 16:11:30 **There's a knock at the door. Grendlik shouts through "Mol, Renae says chuck your costume out if you're naked already, she wants it for alternations" Oct 11 16:13:07 * Molly rolls her eyes, smiling at Morgan Oct 11 16:14:09 Sorry, there's not much privacy! Are you any good with removing corsets? Oct 11 16:14:42 shall we find out? Oct 11 16:16:03 * Molly nods. She moves so she's knelt between his legs, half laid on him so he can get both hands onto the thick orange ribbons Oct 11 16:16:42 * Morgan sets about untying them Oct 11 16:18:37 * Molly stands up once it is loose, wiggling it down. This leaves her completely nude, and she uses the door as a shield as she hands Grendlik the outfit with a giggle. He laughs, and she shuts the door. Oct 11 16:20:59 * Molly turns around, long hair covering her breasts. She watches him with a smile "I'll get dressed and we will make a move, unless you wish to make a move first..." Oct 11 16:22:48 Perhaps not in so... unprivate a plane... Oct 11 16:24:25 * Molly nods. She seems utterly at ease walking around naked in front of him as she dresses Oct 11 16:24:38 And somewhere more private? Oct 11 16:27:37 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:29:24 * Molly eventually puts on her shoes, then leans over him to kiss him. He hears a single chime, and realises he's dreaming Oct 11 16:31:33 * Morgan wakes up Oct 11 16:32:52 **Everything is dark, but he can smell Molly's perfume** Oct 11 16:33:39 * Morgan stretches before climbing out of bed Oct 11 16:34:58 * Molly is now known as Ulysses Oct 11 16:35:31 * Ulysses also stretches, then miaows Oct 11 16:36:28 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:36:30 I know Oct 11 16:36:43 * Ulysses starts purring and trying to climb up Morgan, claws in skin Oct 11 16:37:33 * Morgan winces, helping him up Oct 11 16:37:53 * Ulysses wraps around Morgan's shoulders Oct 11 16:39:11 * Morgan slowly gets dressed before heading up on deck Oct 11 16:39:14 * Ulysses is now known as Claudia Oct 11 16:39:43 * Claudia and HH are in the rigging, waiting for Morgan Oct 11 16:40:27 HH: My liege, you are woken early upon this fine mornin'. Oct 11 16:41:19 Seems to be catching... Oct 11 16:42:09 HH: Couldn' get back to sleep, thought I'd join Claudia in waitin' t' hear how yer night was Oct 11 16:42:47 * Morgan shrugs Oct 11 16:42:49 fine Oct 11 16:43:07 * Claudia sighs Oct 11 16:43:30 No nightmares or weird shit? Oct 11 16:44:14 No... slightly odd but not weird... nothing to report really Oct 11 16:44:34 HH: odder than mine? Oct 11 16:44:51 depends what yours was, doesn't it Oct 11 16:45:28 HH: Dreamt I was fishin' the Sudlache, hooked a big cork Oct 11 16:46:25 * Claudia looks at Morgan "it gets weirder" Oct 11 16:46:55 HH: Water all drained out, see? Oct 11 16:47:48 because you pulled the cork out... Oct 11 16:47:57 HH: Yep Oct 11 16:50:13 * Morgan nods Oct 11 16:50:16 that is pretty weird Oct 11 16:50:22 HH: At the bottom there were sunken cities and towns Oct 11 16:52:08 * Morgan frowns Oct 11 16:52:34 thats... weird Oct 11 16:53:47 HH: wha' was yours? Oct 11 16:56:21 end of the war, Molly was a spy... all a bit odd Oct 11 16:56:47 * Claudia and HH laugh Oct 11 16:57:00 HH: Cant imagine 'er as a spy Oct 11 16:59:03 no... but there she was Oct 11 17:01:47 For our side or theirs? Oct 11 17:02:19 neither, from what I can tell Oct 11 17:02:29 * Claudia frowns Oct 11 17:02:43 Weird. What did you do about it? Oct 11 17:02:59 Nothing I'm going to tell you Oct 11 17:03:21 * Claudia laughs Oct 11 17:04:05 HH: Disappointin'. All these borin' miles ahead, no story time. Oct 11 17:11:25 * Claudia rolls her eyes Oct 11 17:18:09 I suppose you'll have to make do with making that window seat Oct 11 17:18:55 HH: Thought we were doin' tha' together? Got summat more excitin' to do? Oct 11 17:22:05 couple of things... Oct 11 17:23:30 HH huffs dramatically: Supposed t' jus' entertain m'self! Oct 11 17:24:50 I'm given to understand you're quite good at that Oct 11 17:26:38 * Claudia snorts with laughter Oct 11 17:27:24 HH: Need to be since we're so far fr'm home! Oct 11 17:28:14 * Claudia groans "Too much information, Heinzharold!" Oct 11 17:30:05 You think thats bad, the number of times we had to share a bunk... Oct 11 17:30:13 **HH just laughs** Oct 11 17:30:42 * Claudia shudders enough to make the ropes HH is on move too Oct 11 17:31:30 C: I feel sorry for you Oct 11 17:31:37 * Morgan nods Oct 11 17:32:05 HH grins: Thank you, he takes up so much space its 'hard t' move yer arm Oct 11 17:33:09 * Claudia shudders again "Stop or I'm going to throw up on you" Oct 11 17:34:26 **HH shrugs** More likely t' hit 'is majesty from here. Oct 11 17:36:03 in that case, stop Oct 11 17:37:35 * Claudia looks to Morgan "Shows how much Inga keeps him busy and out of our hair, doesn't it?" Oct 11 17:39:55 * Morgan nods Oct 11 17:39:57 quite so Oct 11 17:40:03 HH: **he watches the brightest patch of the sky** I miss 'er. She never threatens t' throw up on me. Oct 11 17:40:52 * Claudia rolls her eyes Oct 11 17:41:45 Alright, in the mornings after we've checked Morgan's nightmares and talked about weird dreams, you get five minutes of moping about your wife not being here, then we get shit done. Oct 11 17:42:04 I'm not moping... Oct 11 17:42:31 I meant him. But you can have it too. Get it over and done with. Oct 11 17:58:31 * Morgan shrugs Oct 11 17:58:33 I'm alright for now Oct 11 18:03:36 HH: what do y' reckon she's doin' today? Oct 11 18:05:35 don't know yet... Oct 11 18:05:46 * Claudia shrugs "probably moping like you" Oct 11 18:06:05 HH looksat Morgan: what dya mean? Oct 11 18:10:09 the letters... she puts what she has planned for each day Oct 11 18:13:28 HH nods: Wish we could jus' speak to them Oct 11 18:14:32 * Claudia climbs down from the rigging "I'm going to see Sorgi whilst he mopes. Why don't you read your book to him, like he's seven" Oct 11 18:16:14 * Morgan nods Oct 11 18:16:26 pity we don't have the mirror Oct 11 18:19:18 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 11 18:19:38 * HH watches her go, then nods to her spot on the rigging Oct 11 18:19:42 Coming up? Oct 11 18:19:50 * Morgan nods, hauling himself up Oct 11 18:19:58 What mirror? Oct 11 18:21:44 **This reminds that there are two pairs of mirrors that are permanently joined that were sent to Catterick and have likely arrived by now. One of one set is with David, leaving the matching one and a different pair* Oct 11 18:21:48 There's a thing you can do... you can communicate over large distances Oct 11 18:22:36 'Ow large? Oct 11 18:23:04 doesn't need to be huge... but both parties have to be ready at the same time Oct 11 18:23:58 Useful but a bit impractical Oct 11 18:24:29 * Morgan nods Oct 11 18:27:05 * HH watches the sun rise Oct 11 18:27:27 Intre'sing, doncha think? Oct 11 18:27:52 the sunrise? Oct 11 18:28:03 We start talkin' 'bout our wives, she is right off t' see the Cap'n Oct 11 18:28:46 * Morgan shrugs Oct 11 18:29:16 * HH stretches Oct 11 18:29:43 Sun's up. Gonna show me yer book? Oct 11 18:30:26 wasn't planning on it... some of its... suitable only for adult readers Oct 11 18:30:52 I'm an adult reader! Hang on, 'ow adult we talkin'? Oct 11 18:31:47 adult enough that I'm not showing you Oct 11 18:32:00 * HH laughs Oct 11 18:32:05 Lucky bugger. Oct 11 18:33:35 * Morgan nods Oct 11 18:33:37 I know Oct 11 18:34:44 Gonna tell me what they're plannin' t' be doing today at least? Oct 11 18:35:19 if she mentions it, aye Oct 11 18:36:18 In between th' rude bits? Oct 11 18:36:30 **The bell rings for breakfast** Oct 11 18:37:02 morning ones haven't been rude so far Oct 11 18:40:02 Jus' two night ones? Reck'n she can keep tha' up f' weeks? Oct 11 18:40:10 * HH starts to climb down Oct 11 18:41:03 * Morgan drops down out of the rigging Oct 11 18:41:08 she says she's done 28 Oct 11 18:43:49 Twenty eight. Bloody 'ell Oct 11 18:45:05 * Morgan nods Oct 11 18:46:32 Got a bit o' an imagination there Oct 11 18:46:51 * HH heads towards the stairs Oct 11 18:48:21 * Morgan follows him Oct 11 18:51:20 **Breakfast leads into his four hour watch. It's very cold today but Ulysses stays with him. He miaows when Morgan talks to him. Again the shipping route is busy, flags of Montaigne, Eisen, Avalon, Vendel. With a big spyglass he can see the mountains that split Eisen and Montaigne, and Quatre Bras, where he met Claudia and got soaked. Oct 11 18:52:24 **Lunch is peaceful too, and he and HH are back in the study before Morgan finds the book, cat settling on his bed Oct 11 18:53:09 * Morgan reads the mornings letter Oct 11 18:53:47 *To the left is last night's letter, the morning one on the right so sweet and innocent in comparison Oct 11 18:54:08 'Monday October 12th, morning. Liebes herz, we have completed our first full day apart, and I hope you are faring well. I have several things I plan to do the next few weeks to keep busy, but today is washing day, so that is what Inga and I will do. I will be keeping your shirt that smells of you though! Please tell Heinzharold I will be taking care of Inga and keeping her spirits up,  I am sure she will be missing her husband very much, as I will be mine. Wit Oct 11 18:57:05 Its washing day... Oct 11 18:57:21 * HH nods, smiling Oct 11 18:57:36 That'll keep them busy Oct 11 18:58:11 * HH glances at the book, then brings his attention to sawing more wood Oct 11 18:58:37 Shame we couldn' bring them Oct 11 18:59:10 * Morgan nods Oct 11 18:59:23 She says she's going to be taking care of Inga and keeping her spirits up Oct 11 18:59:43 * HH nods Oct 11 19:00:02 Glad of that. Don't want my lil darlin being sad Oct 11 19:02:44 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:02:46 I know Oct 11 19:02:58 * HH and Morgan work on the window seat for a few hours, all the pieces now cut and prepared. HH seems fairly cheerful now as they're working, and when Claudia comes to ask about training he leaves the work with a little reluctance. He looks to Morgan "coming wi' us, or y' got stuff to do?" Oct 11 19:03:34 I've got something I want to get started Oct 11 19:04:02 * HH nods. With them gone, his rooms are very quiet Oct 11 19:04:43 * Morgan sets up some paper and starts drawing Oct 11 19:13:31 **its easy to get engrossed in his sketching as always. He remembers the first time he noticed Inga, she was in the kitchen at Die Dauerhaftigkeit with Heinrich flirting with her. The lines and shades of her face take shape. He has to change charcoal and sharpen pencils frequently. Then suddenly he realises that during this quiet, peaceful work hours have slipped away, the light from the west-facing window become gold and treacly Oct 11 19:14:40 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 11 19:14:55 * Ulysses jumps up on the desk, purring Oct 11 19:15:09 * Morgan packs the sketch away, turning to fuss the cat Oct 11 19:15:29 * Ulysses stretches out on the desk showing his belly Oct 11 19:16:03 So what have you been doing today, hmm? Oct 11 19:17:31 * Ulysses looks at him and miaows Oct 11 19:17:58 * Morgan nods, rubbing his belly Oct 11 19:22:18 * Ulysses wraps around his hand, scrapping with him Oct 11 19:22:54 * Morgan chuckles, play fighting with the cat Oct 11 19:23:39 * Ulysses eventually tires of this, stretching onto Morgan's chest and yawning Oct 11 19:24:15 **Outside the sun is low, almost sunset, and Morgan can feel the ship starting to slow Oct 11 19:24:41 * Morgan turns to watch the sky out of the window Oct 11 19:25:52 * Ulysses miaows questioningly Oct 11 19:27:21 well I don't know, I just like watching the sun set Oct 11 19:28:44 **There's very little red in the sunset today. The cat jumps down, going to the bedroom. At a guess, they must be near parallel Der Rotstroms mouth Oct 11 19:29:27 * Ulysses drags in Molly's negligee all the way to Morgan Oct 11 19:30:02 * Ulysses leaves it on the floor, sitting by it and miaowing Oct 11 19:31:22 as far as cargo delivery goes, you're a bit short of the mark Oct 11 19:31:39 * Ulysses just watches him Oct 11 19:32:44 * Morgan smiles slightly, getting up and coming to get the negligee Oct 11 19:33:10 * Ulysses jumps up on the couch, purring Oct 11 19:34:24 * Morgan sits down, stroking the cat Oct 11 19:36:09 **The sun sets whilst the cat snoozes in his lap peacefully. It gets darker, and stars appear. Near horizon he can see Et Amantes, the constellation of the lovers that he and Molly talked about by the lake in Atemlos when it came out that she thought he was going to Zweibrucke to be away from her on Dietlinde's birthday Oct 11 19:37:32 **There's a knock at his door* Oct 11 19:37:38 come in Oct 11 19:37:48 * Ulysses is now known as Sorgi Oct 11 19:37:55 * Sorgi comes in Oct 11 19:38:06 Dark in here, m'lord Oct 11 19:38:35 You alone? Oct 11 19:40:02 Yes, m'lord **he shuts the door** Oct 11 19:40:38 * Morgan concentrates on lighting a few lamps Oct 11 19:40:53 * Sorgi looks at them a moment Oct 11 19:41:06 Seems useful Oct 11 19:41:34 I thought you'd want to see our progress, m'lord Oct 11 19:41:42 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:41:43 please Oct 11 19:43:45 * Sorgi shows him, the map marked with 12 in pencil. They're making good speed Oct 11 19:44:04 Reckon we'll be in Londinium by early evening tomorrow Oct 11 19:44:38 we've made good time Oct 11 19:45:32 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 19:45:52 Shaved some hours off today, but Heinzharold's estimate was good Oct 11 19:46:16 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:46:20 he's good at what he does Oct 11 19:47:44 Are you taking him and Claudia into the city for his birthday tomorrow when we moor? Oct 11 19:49:09 I think so Oct 11 19:49:47 Then setting off Wednesday for... Greenwich, was it? Oct 11 19:50:15 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:51:57 Claudia said if you have to go hunting it may be sunday or monday when you get back to the ship Oct 11 19:52:54 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:53:07 I'm hoping we won't have to but I wont be surprised Oct 11 19:53:33 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 19:53:50 Be good to get you back to your wives quicker really Oct 11 19:55:25 how's Claudia doing? Oct 11 19:56:14 Better than she could be, not as good as I would like, m'lord Oct 11 19:56:36 * Morgan nods Oct 11 19:56:51 She suffered with flashbacks yesterday evening Oct 11 19:57:14 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 19:57:43 Cross with herself about it too. Almost happened this morning too Oct 11 19:58:19 oh? Oct 11 19:58:48 Don't worry on it, she's alright Oct 11 20:00:19 I'd like to be able to avoid what triggers them if possible Oct 11 20:01:20 I understand that. But what she wants is to be trusted and not have anything else kept from her. It's taken a lot for her not to know the details of the stuff with Elsie Oct 11 20:01:34 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:01:51 I know, and I've explained that... hell, I even made it her choice. Oct 11 20:02:07 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 20:02:40 I know m'lord. It helped her thinking she was staying out of it so she could be the unaffected one Oct 11 20:03:44 as far as I'm concerned thats what she's doing... Oct 11 20:03:54 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 20:05:04 If she wants to bring you the details, she will. You have to remember, she hadn't told _anyone_ until she started telling me back in Fischler. That's thirteen years of secrecy Oct 11 20:05:48 I know... I'm not pushing her, I just want to make it easier if I can Oct 11 20:06:37 She's at a point where she can't make more progress with avoidance. She knows that. Think of it like gradual exposure to a phobia Oct 11 20:06:54 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:06:55 alright Oct 11 20:07:18 Just be yourself. Claudia says she thinks you're doing well, but wanted to check for myself, as there's stuff you can't tell her Oct 11 20:07:54 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:07:59 I'm doing alright Oct 11 20:08:53 * Sorgi nods, looking at the negligee a moment before looking back to Morgan Oct 11 20:09:04 If that changes, let someone know Oct 11 20:09:10 * Morgan glances at it Oct 11 20:09:21 it smells of her... the cat brings it to me fairly often... Oct 11 20:09:52 I remember him doing it with her shift in Zweibrucke Oct 11 20:09:57 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:10:22 Nice that you have that Oct 11 20:10:29 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:10:37 bit peculiar, that he does it Oct 11 20:11:16 Must make some sense in his furry brain Oct 11 20:11:44 * Morgan nods Oct 11 20:11:48 no doubt Oct 11 20:12:54 **The dinner bell rings** anything else, m'lord? Oct 11 20:13:03 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 11 20:13:12 if I start to struggle, I'll tell you if I get chance Oct 11 20:13:23 * Sorgi nods Oct 11 20:13:47 We'll keep an eye anyway, if it's all the same to you Oct 11 20:14:10 of course Oct 11 20:16:37 * Sorgi nods. The cat streaks into the dining room, keen to pinch food, and the men follow. The crew are lively, and mention of HH's 27th birthday tomorrow has many of them talking about how they spent theirs. His own being not far away, this reminds him of a conversation he and Molly had when introducing Xantha and Aurora in the woods behind Catherine's Oct 11 20:17:54 < 04Molly > I wonder, you have never told me, dear one, how old you are... Oct 11 20:17:55 * Sorgi has quit (Excess Flood) Oct 11 20:18:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 11 20:22:02 * Molly had guessed his age and said he seemed more sensible. He lamented how many times he'd tried to throw his life away, and promised he'd never do that again. Then he'd said "I wonder that... perhaps this is not a suitable place for a couple to live", finally breaching the issue of their long term future Oct 11 20:25:16 **The crew, Claudia and HH make plans for cards and drinking after dinner, leaving Morgan the option to join in or finish his sketch of Inga** Oct 11 20:25:54 * Morgan goes to finish the sketch Oct 11 20:28:36 **The cat keeps him company, lying on the desk at the edge whilst Morgan works by candlelight in the middle. By the time he's really happy that he's caught the kind, selfless look in her expression he realises there's no sound aside from water and his lamp is running low. He guesses it must be after eleven o'clock Oct 11 20:31:46 * Molly is now known as Ulysses Oct 11 20:32:14 * Ulysses stands, stretches and gets off the desk Oct 11 20:32:41 bedtime is it? Oct 11 20:33:40 * Ulysses miaows, going to the bedroom Oct 11 20:36:29 * Morgan nods, packing his things up and putting out the candle before wandering into the bedroom Oct 11 20:37:38 * Ulysses is once more curling up on the footstool. The silent bedroom seems like a far cry from its usual calm happy place at the end of the day, his steps seem to echo Oct 11 20:39:27 * Morgan sighs before getting his nightmare things done Oct 11 20:41:09 **this is all straightforward Oct 11 20:42:13 * Ulysses starts to very quietly snore Oct 11 20:43:18 * Morgan gets into bed, opening the book Oct 11 20:44:36 'Monday October 12th, evening. I said before you left that I would tell you about how I pleasured myself in the run up to the wedding, so this is the story of that first time. It was the first time for me entirely. Oct 11 20:44:37 I had no idea until I started waking with that sensation that women could feel such a thing, but it was not until that night we were alone in your room whilst everyone was away that I learnt how it could be achieved. Oct 11 20:44:37 The way you touched me was blissful, and I felt very safe with you like that. I did not know how to touch my body until you showed me by stroking me in the right places. I had never dared try it myself. Oct 11 20:45:06 But when I left your room and went to bed, all I could think of was what we had done, how your manhood had looked in my hand, how I had moved and what you seemed to like, and also the way you released on my skin and your own. And this led me to imagining seeing you do it to yourself, your frustrated need from our kisses and explorations driving you to seek relief. Oct 11 20:45:06 This had a strong effect on me, and I felt very warm and achy, the same feelings of arousal as I had early. I wondered whether I could relieve that myself as you had done. So I recalled how you had touched me, whereabouts you had touched me, and in my bed I explored with my own fingers. Within the soft folds of my womanhood, I found a swollen bead that was precisely where you had circled your fingers upon me. Oct 11 20:45:25 I was surprised yet intrigued by it. The sensation of my finger upon it was very intense, making me gasp then moan. Fortunate that I knew I was alone, and did not have to worry about any noises I would make, because as I gently rubbed this particular spot and got to know my body with an innocent curiosity, I moaned and whimpered through the startling sensations. Oct 11 20:45:25 I was shocked that I also could make myself feel good, that my fingers were also capable. Very quickly I could feel that same building enjoyment you had brought to me, and I then imagined you were in your bed also aroused again at the thought of what we had done with each other, needing release once more. Oct 11 20:45:41 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 11 20:45:41 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 11 20:46:14 I was shocked that I also could make myself feel good, that my fingers were also capable. Very quickly I could feel that same building enjoyment you had brought to me, and I then imagined you were in your bed also aroused again at the thought of what we had done with each other, needing release once more. Oct 11 20:46:25 The thought of you stroking yourself fast and hard with practiced confidence and urgency was so arousing that I climaxed very quickly indeed, whimpering your name into the dark emptiness. That is what I shall do this evening, bring myself very quickly to my peak with thoughts of you rapidly and urgently giving yourself yours, and murmur your beloved name quietly to our empty room. Sleep well, my love xxx Oct 11 20:48:51 * Morgan places the ribbon, closing the book Oct 11 20:49:51 * MollyK wakes, turns around, and curls up again Oct 11 20:50:00 * MollyK is now known as Ulysses Oct 11 20:51:49 * Morgan stretches before settling down Oct 11 20:52:53 * Ulysses gets up again, jumping onto the bed Oct 11 20:53:46 * Morgan fusses the cat Oct 11 20:54:52 * Ulysses climbs onto his chest, purring. The weight there reminds him of how Molly sometimes rests her head on his chest Oct 11 20:58:03 * Morgan scratches under the cats chin Oct 11 20:58:17 * Ulysses settles, falling asleep Oct 11 20:59:29 * Morgan tries to do the same Oct 11 21:00:04 **Like the previous night, it takes longer than he is used to, but he eventually manages it** Oct 12 00:15:49 * Ulysses has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 12 14:58:12 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 12 15:42:20 **He starts to dream. He's watching a carriage pull away from the Rose in an unfamiliar dock. He knows inside it is a woman he hoped never to see again, a brunette whore he had had sex with whilst tracking down Kai. He'd regretted it instantly afterwards, before he'd even left her room, feeling sick at his betrayal. But he had missed Molly desperately, was distraught, lonely, frustrated, and when he had caught Kai he hadn't been able to stop himself. Oct 12 15:42:20 Nor had HH or Claudia been able to stop him torturing the Colonel, heating his blood to the point of agony, ripping off his nails, peeling his skin, disemboweling him slowly, watching him die with savage glee. He was, with hindsight, avenged for what Kai did in his mind to Molly's body and to Elsie's in reality, but Morgan was sickened by his own actions. He despised the monster he had become. Oct 12 15:42:20 He'd tried drinking it off in the brothel Claudia had taken them to, imbibing so much alcohol that in fairness he shouldn't have been able to get it up at all. Oct 12 15:42:42 Unfortunately, he could. The woman had seemed friendly, had made him smile, and somehow he had stupidly ended up upstairs with her. In his drunken, self-loathing  brain, he'd rationalized that Molly would understand that he was no longer worthy of her, that he was no longer a decent honourable man, and he'd needed her so badly that had only taken this woman to bed so he could imagine it was her beneath him, blocking out the brutalised screams of his enemy. Oct 12 15:42:42 **That action 8 months ago that he'd stupidly thought might just stop him hearing those awful screams and give him respite for twenty minutes made him want to scream now. The woman was heavily pregnant with his child; the biological heir of a Veisgraf and a bargaining chip for extortion. His _child_. Jana's half-sibling. Oct 12 15:42:42 He'd kept it from Molly, as he'd kept the brutality from her. Of all the people in the world, he couldn't bear the thought of her thinking badly of him. Oct 12 15:43:05 **Beside him, Heinzharold shakes his head, Morgan having confessed to him the morning after but only just discovering the planned blackmail now as Morgan has. "This is a bad business, Morgan. She will hold that child over y' head for years. And Molly is going to be devastated" ((done)) Oct 12 15:45:57 I know, on both counts Oct 12 15:46:23 * HH watches in the wake of the carriage Oct 12 15:46:38 C' mon, let's get a drink. Oct 12 15:46:49 * Morgan sighs, nodding Oct 12 15:47:07 * HH leads him to the kitchen where he pours about three measures of scotch into a metal tankard before sliding it to Morgan "Drink." Oct 12 15:47:19 is that a good idea? Oct 12 15:47:49 Think y' gonna need summat to take the edge off th' shock Oct 12 15:48:28 * Morgan nods, downing the drink Oct 12 15:48:40 * HH hops up onto a counter, tipping scotch into another tankard and doing likewise Oct 12 15:48:43 Want more? Oct 12 15:48:50 * Morgan nods Oct 12 15:49:04 * HH pours the same amount again Oct 12 15:49:36 * Morgan takes a mouthful, sipping the rest slowly Oct 12 15:50:10 * HH sighs heavily "Fuuuuck. Wha' the fuck are y' gonna do? You gonna pay her the five hundred guilders?" Oct 12 15:52:02 So she can swan off with my child and come back in a couple of years to do it again? Oct 12 15:52:13 * HH nods Oct 12 15:52:48 An' she'll be back, n' doubt. Another five hundred, a thousand... Oct 12 15:53:29 * Morgan nods Oct 12 15:53:39 * HH puts more in his own tankard, staring at the liquid Oct 12 15:53:52 Sorry man, I let you down. Oct 12 15:55:30 * Morgan looks at him Oct 12 15:55:31 bullshit Oct 12 15:57:35 Nah, Claudia an' I should stopped you with Dau, ne'er woulda ended up this way if we had. Oct 12 15:58:03 You tried. This sits firmly with me Oct 12 15:59:32 * HH sighs, leaning his head back against the wall Oct 12 15:59:41 The fuck we gonna do, Morgan? Oct 12 16:00:04 I'm going to face the consequences of my actions Oct 12 16:00:15 * HH nods Oct 12 16:00:24 Want me t' come with you? Oct 12 16:01:01 No, I've dragged you through enough Oct 12 16:01:58 Wanna send Inga an' Varick t' me? I'll take 'em for a walk? Oct 12 16:03:58 * Morgan nods Oct 12 16:04:01 I think so Oct 12 16:05:24 * HH nods "I'll be on deck" he downs the scotch before wrapping Morgan in a hug Oct 12 16:06:46 Don't... I don't deserve it Oct 12 16:07:09 Fuck off. I do wha' I want. Oct 12 16:08:09 I still don't deserve it Oct 12 16:09:17 Don't care. **he hugs him tighter before letting go** Oct 12 16:13:57 I'll send them up Oct 12 16:14:06 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 12 16:14:20 * Molly is sat playing snap with Inga and Varick he gets there. They're all laughing and at ease Oct 12 16:15:19 * Morgan frowns briefly Oct 12 16:15:58 * Molly smiles warmly at him "Are you playing, my love?" Oct 12 16:16:46 uhhhh, no... I need to talk to you... Inga, would you take Varick? HeinzHarold wants to take you both for a walk Oct 12 16:17:30 **Inga stands up, taking Varick's hand* V: But Papa, I want to stay with you! Oct 12 16:17:48 please, Varick, I need to talk to your mama Oct 12 16:18:24 **Inga bribes him with the prospect of cake, and they leave. Molly smiles* Oct 12 16:18:43 Well now, mein sehnsucht, what has you so eager? Oct 12 16:19:19 * Morgan runs his hand across his face Oct 12 16:19:41 I have to tell you something... a few somethings, and... you're going to hate hearing them, and hate me for it Oct 12 16:20:03 * Molly looks serious, and comes to stand by him Oct 12 16:20:07 What? Oct 12 16:23:00 When I killed Dau, I went too far... I tortured him... I _enjoyed_ it... afterwards, I hated what I'd become so drank myself insensible... Oct 12 16:23:49 * Molly shrugs a little "That does not trouble me." Oct 12 16:24:46 it troubled me... so much... I missed you so much... I... ended up in a room with a working girl... Oct 12 16:25:20 * Molly blinks rapidly, her jaw becoming tense Oct 12 16:25:44 You kissed her, then you left, right? Oct 12 16:26:27 * Morgan bows his head, shaking it Oct 12 16:27:18 * Molly watches him, becoming very still. Her voice becomes very low and quiet "what did you do?" Oct 12 16:27:43 I... broke my vows... I had sex with her Oct 12 16:27:58 I see. Oct 12 16:29:43 * Molly puts her hands interlinked behind her back. If its possible, she becomes even quieter. Oct 12 16:30:11 Why? Why did you think that was at all acceptable?! Oct 12 16:31:53 I didn't... I'd already become dishonourable by what I did to Dau, and that just played over and over and over in my head, and even drinking to the point I could barely stand.... She was friendly, made me smile.... Oct 12 16:32:12 * Molly grits her teeth Oct 12 16:32:32 Oh well, in that case(!) Oct 12 16:33:23 * Morgan stares at the floor Oct 12 16:34:22 * Molly turns her back to him "Have we not been through enough?! Have I not bent over backwards at every step for you. God, I could murder you with my bare hands right now!" Oct 12 16:36:09 I deserve it... but I there is more you must know Oct 12 16:38:02 * Molly turns back Oct 12 16:38:05 What? Oct 12 16:38:45 She's pregnant and blackmailing me Oct 12 16:39:38 What does it matter if she's... Oh. *she puts her hand on the desk to steady herself* Oct 12 16:44:01 She is carrying your child. Oct 12 16:45:07 * Morgan nods Oct 12 16:45:33 * Molly takes slow deep breaths Oct 12 16:46:44 You didn't even think that perhaps you should withdraw? That maybe the next woman to have your child should be me, not some stupid, smiling whore?! **she sounds deeply angry* Oct 12 16:47:56 * Morgan opens his mouth before closing it again Oct 12 16:49:50 What? You may as well say it! Oct 12 16:50:57 I wanted it to be you... Oct 12 16:51:08 Not enough. Oct 12 16:52:27 * Molly unlinks her hands, bringing them to her side and shaking out her fingers Oct 12 16:53:41 My honour was already gone... I bedded her imagining it was you to block out the screams Oct 12 16:54:16 * Molly shrugs "Fine." Oct 12 16:55:20 * Morgan stands still, still staring at the floor Oct 12 16:55:35 It's fine. You've shown me all I needed to know. I respected your boundaries, despite what I wanted, despite my desire and my love for you, until you were finally ready, so that you would not break your vows to Dietlinde. The sanctity of those vows almost cost you any future with me. Yet your vows to me are cast aside worthless for a bad mood, some alcohol, and a few smiles! Oct 12 16:56:41 No... I was a monster, cruel... it wasn't just a bad mood... and it wasn't _some_ alcohol... Oct 12 16:56:47 * Molly pulls down her cloak from the hanger, almost ripping the hook from the wood with the force of it Oct 12 16:58:19 Right now, I don't want excuses. Oct 12 16:58:19 Don't... I'll go Oct 12 16:58:32 * Molly walks to the door Oct 12 16:58:44 Its not a fucking excuse Oct 12 17:00:10 I am going to see what all the fuss is about, to see what is so wonderful about smiling strangers when one is upset. Oct 12 17:01:00 * Morgan thumps the table Oct 12 17:01:27 I wasn't fucking well upset... I _despised_ what I'd become. Oct 12 17:01:36 * Molly flings the door open, and it bangs hard on the wall Oct 12 17:02:14 Well right now that makes two of us, because I am more disappointed in you than I ever thought possible! Oct 12 17:02:21 * Morgan nods Oct 12 17:03:05 I know. I'm sorry. Whatever you need to do, I understand Oct 12 17:03:31 Maybe once I also have a few more notches on my bed post I'll want to hurt you less than I do right now! Oct 12 17:03:45 I'd rather you just hurt me... Oct 12 17:04:08 You don't get to choose now. Oct 12 17:04:35 I didn't expect to. I can't undo what I've done, but I would stop you feeling as I do. Oct 12 17:05:26 I wont need to feel guilty, because this is your fault! If I come back pregnant, it is your fault! Oct 12 17:06:41 You won't need to, but you will... once you are calmer, you will be angry with yourself Oct 12 17:07:15 * Molly shakes her head Oct 12 17:07:38 Dont wait up, Morgan. Oct 12 17:08:02 * Molly walks off down the hallway towards the stairs Oct 12 17:09:16 * Morgan grinds his teeth, closing the door quietly before punching the wall until his fists bleed Oct 12 17:10:04 **the pain of it is what wakes him in the dark of their bedroom Oct 12 17:10:44 * Morgan drags in a ragged breath Oct 12 17:11:03 ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 12 17:11:08 ((extreme)) Oct 12 17:11:13 * Molly is now known as Ulysses Oct 12 17:11:40 **His fingers are very badly tingling, throbbing and painful** Oct 12 17:12:00 * Morgan rolls out of bed, trying to control his breathing while pulling on his trousers Oct 12 17:12:32 **it doesnt increase but it remains very strong. The cat miaows* Oct 12 17:12:53 Yes, I need you to stay here Oct 12 17:13:20 * Ulysses tries to follow him Oct 12 17:13:57 * Morgan gestures at him to stay Oct 12 17:14:48 * Ulysses digs in the bed before getting hold of Molly's negligee, dragging it to the edge of the bed Oct 12 17:15:30 * Morgan takes it, breathing in deeply Oct 12 17:16:43 **he starts to feel a little calmer, but the tingling is still strong** Oct 12 17:18:29 * Morgan puts it back on the bed, gesturing stay again before grabbing a shirt and heading up onto deck Oct 12 17:19:35 * Ulysses is now known as Claudia Oct 12 17:19:59 * Claudia is in the rigging. It's about four oclock Oct 12 17:20:50 * Morgan stops, looking up at her Oct 12 17:20:58 You're four hours early for your watch Oct 12 17:22:34 * Morgan nods, rubbing his fingers together Oct 12 17:22:51 **its still strong but no worse Oct 12 17:23:27 * Claudia watches him Oct 12 17:23:32 Nightmare? Oct 12 17:23:56 * Morgan nods, trying to calm down Oct 12 17:24:18 * Claudia drops her flask down to him Oct 12 17:24:26 Drink. Oct 12 17:24:36 * Morgan catches it, opening it and taking a mouthful Oct 12 17:25:04 **its Drambuie. It still tastes like honey, scotch, and Molly's skin** Oct 12 17:26:52 **the tingling lessens slightly** Wanna talk? Want me to stay up here? Oct 12 17:27:46 Stay up there... I tortured Dau, could've live with myself, got utterly hammered, had sex with a whore, got her pregnant, and she came back and blackmailed me eight months later... nightmare was me telling Molly about it all. Oct 12 17:28:32 * Claudia winces Oct 12 17:28:52 Don't do things by half, do you? Oct 12 17:29:05 Generally, no Oct 12 17:29:09 **the tingling lessens again** Oct 12 17:29:15 * Morgan rubs his fingers again Oct 12 17:29:24 She was upset then? Oct 12 17:30:42 Furious... I betrayed her. She went to add some notches to her own bedpost... Oct 12 17:32:12 **its gradually lessening. It no longer feels out of control** Oct 12 17:32:27 She'd never do that Oct 12 17:32:41 * Morgan moves to the rail, sitting down with his back against it Oct 12 17:32:48 You can come down, but don't touch me Oct 12 17:33:39 * Claudia nods, doing so Oct 12 17:33:44 Fine by me Oct 12 17:34:14 * Morgan drinks some more drambui Oct 12 17:34:19 * Claudia sits beside him but well out of arms reach Oct 12 17:34:47 You're pissed off about it now? Oct 12 17:35:31 The feelings sort of hang on.... I'm angry with myself, utterly distraught at what I made her feel... it'll pass Oct 12 17:35:40 * Claudia nods Oct 12 17:36:06 Just gotta ride it out. Sounds like it's your worries about seeing Dau Oct 12 17:36:18 * Morgan nods Oct 12 17:36:36 I was preparing to pitch myself into the water, it was that bad Oct 12 17:36:43 * Claudia nods Oct 12 17:36:46 I figured Oct 12 17:37:16 Staying up now? Oct 12 17:37:41 may as well I think. Don't fancy risking another nightmare and its only a little while til I'd wake up anyway Oct 12 17:37:49 * Claudia nods Oct 12 17:38:11 Wanna go tip cold water on Heinzharold for his birthday in a bit? Oct 12 17:38:30 * Morgan nods, pulling his shirt on Oct 12 17:38:50 * Claudia grins Oct 12 17:39:32 I've tried to be home to do it each year. Started on the Nautilus apparently. Oct 12 17:40:02 He'll be thrilled no doubt Oct 12 17:41:12 They did it to him about three days after my unit joined his. Made him wet the bed Oct 12 17:41:46 oh thats harsh Oct 12 17:41:53 Being Heinzharold, he thought it was hilarious. Oct 12 17:42:06 I suppose I shouldn't be surprised Oct 12 17:42:37 * Claudia holds out her hand for the flask Oct 12 17:42:53 * Morgan puts the lid on, sliding it across the deck Oct 12 17:43:33 Nope. Just like I tried to be there on his birthday I always tried to be away for mine, I know it'd get someone almost dead Oct 12 17:43:48 almost? Oct 12 17:44:32 I'd probably realise it was a prank at the last moment Oct 12 17:44:42 * Morgan nods Oct 12 17:45:41 Managed three nights without a proper nightmare, that's not bad Oct 12 17:45:51 * Morgan nods Oct 12 17:46:10 It'd been a few days in Tawstock too Oct 12 17:46:19 * Claudia nods Oct 12 17:46:29 Maybe you're getting better Oct 12 17:48:55 You reckon it's a warning, like the Love's Requiem? Oct 12 17:49:10 I fucking hope not Oct 12 17:50:20 We need to knock you out if you get too much? Oct 12 17:50:37 * Morgan nods Oct 12 17:50:39 absolutely Oct 12 17:51:12 I best do it, dont think Heinzharold can hit hard enough Oct 12 17:51:27 I don't care... just put me down Oct 12 17:53:12 * Claudia watches him Oct 12 17:53:19 You're really scared Oct 12 17:55:16 * Morgan nods before dropping his head Oct 12 17:55:26 I cant go there, I can't do that... Oct 12 17:56:00 Torturing him, or Molly having sex with someone else? Oct 12 17:56:16 Any of it Oct 12 17:56:20 * Morgan looks at her Oct 12 17:56:42 * Claudia awaits explanation Oct 12 17:56:52 I pulled out his nailed, heated his blood, disemboweled him slowly... and I enjoyed it. I can't be that monster Oct 12 17:57:14 * Claudia nods Oct 12 17:57:20 It's not who you are Oct 12 17:57:38 its in me... Oct 12 17:58:16 Savagery is in most men Oct 12 17:58:27 I flayed him... Oct 12 17:59:18 And he brutally raped your woman and broke her mind, as close to in reality as possible Oct 12 17:59:29 * Morgan nods Oct 12 18:00:26 Brutal I am, and I'm comfortable with that... I'm not comfortable with being cruel. Its not who I want to be, not who I want Varick to see when he looks at me Oct 12 18:01:01 * Claudia nods Oct 12 18:01:23 We've got a propensity for it, being Eisen Oct 12 18:01:56 * Morgan nods Oct 12 18:02:28 I don't believe the war was over faith... I think we simply couldn't find anyone good enough to fight so we did it outselves Oct 12 18:02:45 * Claudia nods Oct 12 18:02:50 Makes sense to me Oct 12 18:03:42 Thought about the logistics of how we'll manage him if we catch him? Oct 12 18:04:19 There is a caveat to taking me down... I need to stab him Oct 12 18:05:18 * Claudia looks at him Oct 12 18:05:23 Is that wise? Oct 12 18:05:36 its necessary Oct 12 18:06:03 Some "tasting the blood of my enemies" shit from Avalon? Oct 12 18:07:28 Thats Vesten, and no... its how we're going to keep him under control... I've got a few knives with these seed things... they basically give you a window to tell them what they're going to do from here on... its how I got the truth from Alarice, I told her to follow my instructions and answer truthfully... Oct 12 18:07:59 That's why she stopped bullshitting? Oct 12 18:08:24 * Morgan nods Oct 12 18:08:27 she had no choice Oct 12 18:08:40 * Claudia nods Oct 12 18:08:48 One stab, then you go down Oct 12 18:08:53 * Claudia frowns Oct 12 18:09:01 Not a euphemism. Oct 12 18:09:04 unless you're me... doesn't work so well on me... Oct 12 18:09:35 No? Oct 12 18:10:44 Don't know why. I got stabbed in the shoulder blade with one, made me groggy but I still managed to take down the attacker Oct 12 18:30:45 What's it supposed to do? Oct 12 18:37:52 makes you pliable for a bit, bit like hypnosis... the commands given at the time are embedded and stay with you Oct 12 18:40:59 * Claudia shudders Oct 12 18:41:35 You could do anything to someone and they'd just take it, if you told them to Oct 12 18:41:44 as far as I'm aware Oct 12 18:42:56 Horrific. Where did you get them? Oct 12 18:43:59 Secret society stuff... Oct 12 18:44:59 * Claudia nods Oct 12 18:45:21 Gotta get one into that swine so he tells us the truth? Oct 12 18:46:35 and does what he's told... Oct 12 18:46:55 I'm not particularly worried about that though Oct 12 18:47:23 Then what? Carry him tied over our horses, put him in the brig, then a jail cell at the other end? Oct 12 18:49:38 If I get it right, he'll walk onto the ship. We'll put him in the brig, then when we get to Tawstock he and I will visit a solicitor... _then_ he goes to the cell, for his trial and his punishment Oct 12 18:52:29 And the whole time until he is dead Heinzharold or I are going to be right beside you Oct 12 18:54:15 I think once we've got him subdued I'll probably be alright Oct 12 18:55:12 * Claudia shrugs Oct 12 18:55:18 We'll see Oct 12 18:55:38 * Morgan nods Oct 12 18:55:48 I certainly hope that'll be the case at any rate Oct 12 18:55:58 * Claudia slides him back the Drambuie Oct 12 18:56:21 One way or another, I'm not letting you take another woman to bed Oct 12 18:56:56 * Morgan drinks some of the drambui before sliding it back Oct 12 18:56:59 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:00:15 * Claudia sips the drink Oct 12 19:00:25 We're going to get tou through it Oct 12 19:00:28 You* Oct 12 19:02:28 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:02:30 thank you Oct 12 19:05:13 Ready to wake Heinzharold? Must be coming on for five now **she grins** Oct 12 19:06:14 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:06:16 I expect so Oct 12 19:07:38 * Claudia stands up Oct 12 19:07:47 * Morgan rubs his fingers together Oct 12 19:07:57 Right, lower that bucket, let's get some water Oct 12 19:08:07 **his fingers feel fine** Oct 12 19:08:21 * Morgan nods, getting up and doing so Oct 12 19:11:14 * Claudia holds open doors on the way, sneaking downstairs to HH's room. Then she very quietly opens the door to HH's cabin. The lantern she has in the other hand shows the birthday boy all curled up under his blankets Oct 12 19:12:40 * Morgan gets into position Oct 12 19:13:24 **There's movement behind him, then a splash and Claudia's shrieking Oct 12 19:13:53 Heinzharold! You asshole! Oct 12 19:14:07 * Morgan flings the water backwards Oct 12 19:14:56 **Heinzharold laughs as he also gets splashed** Can't believe you thought I'd fall f' it again! Oct 12 19:15:24 I suppose eight years in a row, even you're bound to learn Oct 12 19:15:38 * Claudia splutters "That's why I was getting Morgan to do it!" Oct 12 19:16:08 * Morgan frowns Oct 12 19:16:17 when the hell did you get that water? Oct 12 19:16:53 **He laughs** Last night when you'd both gone t' bed. Slept stood up wi' it so I was ready Oct 12 19:18:13 * Claudia laughs "You're a giant ass" Oct 12 19:19:25 HH: Yeah? Well you _have_ a giant ass, so there! **she laughs, punching him in the arm** Oct 12 19:21:11 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 12 19:22:22 **HH takes his wet shirt off. Its surprising how many fewer scars he has now than that day at the end of the War when they were at the river in Johstadt. Even Claudia is looking at his chest Oct 12 19:24:05 HH: Not the woman I expected t' have staring at my naked body on m' birthday! **he grins at Morgan* Oct 12 19:26:36 You'll get another smack if you ain't careful Oct 12 19:27:04 I was looking at her handiwork, not your body, dont flatter yourself! Oct 12 19:27:23 * Claudia flexes his biceps at Morgan Oct 12 19:27:28 HH* Oct 12 19:27:57 HH: Lookin' pretty fine f' twenty seven and Eisen, eh? Oct 12 19:31:46 You seem to have lost a few marks here and there Oct 12 19:32:51 * Claudia snorts "if you're Eisen, and not six feet in the ground, you're doing well for twenty seven!" Oct 12 19:33:15 HH: I know. Now I'm almost perfect. Oct 12 19:33:57 just the personality left to fix, huh Oct 12 19:36:56 HH: Nah, built like an 'orse, need t' be smaller, like you *he grins* Oct 12 19:37:32 * Claudia rolls her eyes "I'm going to get a dry shirt. Some of us have work to do" Oct 12 19:38:25 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:38:28 I'll see you soon Oct 12 19:38:40 * Claudia goes off laughing Oct 12 19:38:44 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 12 19:38:55 Don' spose you brought a mop? Oct 12 19:39:08 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 12 19:39:16 wasn't planning on there being this much water on the floor Oct 12 19:40:12 * HH pulls on a dry shirt Oct 12 19:40:27 Got up early to chuck water on me? Oct 12 19:40:44 I wish that was the case... had a nightmare, was prepping to pitch myself off the ship Oct 12 19:40:59 * HH looks at him Oct 12 19:41:03 That bad? Oct 12 19:41:07 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:41:16 I'm alright now, don't worry at it Oct 12 19:42:58 I wasn' gonna *he grins* Oct 12 19:45:06 * Morgan nods Oct 12 19:45:07 good Oct 12 19:46:07 Y' not even brought me breakfast? My lil darlin would brought me breakfast. Oct 12 19:47:38 I brought you a bucket of water... Oct 12 19:49:57 My lil darlin wouldn' do something so mean Oct 12 19:50:47 Read yer book yet? Oct 12 19:51:19 * HH pulls the pillows that made the fake Heinzharold out from under the covers Oct 12 19:53:05 No, not yet... was a bit on the busy side Oct 12 19:53:29 Wondered what our girls might be doin' today Oct 12 19:55:23 I'll go find out... might even put some boots on Oct 12 19:57:35 Brave, going around barefoot on a ship **this is similar to something he said to Molly last year, then commented on her bare ankles not being her best feature* Oct 12 19:58:02 * Morgan shrugs Oct 12 19:58:09 I wasn't planning to be on it for long Oct 12 19:59:30 * HH laughs, sitting to put on his own boots Oct 12 20:00:05 Just stick t' the morning one or you'll be gone ages Oct 12 20:00:33 * Morgan nods Oct 12 20:00:35 back in a bit Oct 12 20:02:55 * Morgan heads down to his room to finish getting dressed Oct 12 20:05:01 **the cat and negligee are still on the bed where he left them Oct 12 20:08:17 * Morgan sits by the cat, fussing him Oct 12 20:09:12 **he purrs and stretches, leaning in to the fussing** Oct 12 20:10:06 thank you my small friend Oct 12 20:12:10 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 12 20:12:44 * Ulysses climbs up him, rubbing his face against Morgan's ear Oct 12 20:14:10 * Morgan goes to find the book to read todays letter Oct 12 20:18:35 **it's right by the bed. The cat climbs on it when it's open, putting it on the first night entry that he didn't read, and swishing his tail in Morgans face Oct 12 20:20:23 * Morgan nudges the cat out of the way Oct 12 20:20:25 stop that Oct 12 20:21:04 * Ulysses jumps off Oct 12 20:22:55 * Morgan reads the first night entry Oct 12 20:24:24 'Saturday October 10th, evening. It is a little strange to write explicitly, especially not knowing whether it may please you. If you do not enjoy reading it, do feel you can skip the evening entries. But I am hopeful that even if they do nothing to arouse you, they will at least bring a smile to your face. I have left gaps at the bottom of the pages, should you feel the need to make any notes (or even sketches!). Oct 12 20:24:24 For this first letter, I shall start simply. Tonight, I will be going to our bed in the cottage, and I will be thinking of you as I bring myself pleasure. Oct 12 20:24:24 I will retire early enough that I can take my time, and it will be something for me to look forward to, to be alone and intimate with you in my imagination. I will take the time to stroke my body gently, and caress my breasts with hands I imagine are yours, loving, slow across my skin. Oct 12 20:24:48 I'll cup and squeeze their softness, patiently allowing the sensations to build my desire. My fingers pulling gently on my nipples will be your mouth drawing upon me, and the hand that steals beneath the sheets will be yours. Our fingers will find me hot and slick, tender strokes of my core sending tingles through me. Oct 12 20:24:48 I'll sigh your name into my pillow, wishing you could hear how good it feels. I'll take my time, finding that particular spot that brings the most sensation and rubbing it with the gentle circles that you first showed me months ago. The sensation will build, as will the fidgeting and writhing of my body beneath the sheets we have shared. Oct 12 20:26:05 I will stay as quiet as I can, though I will feel the urge to gently moan against your neck, quietly to your ear as the pleasure grows and grows, radiating outwards from my fingers, growing throughout my womanhood, my hips, my bottom and thighs. Oct 12 20:26:05 Every breath will turn rapid and shallow, closer, closer, until finally I can take no more and surrender, my fingers pressing tightly against my flesh, my body overcome and tensing, my thighs clamping hard to my hand as I peak. Oct 12 20:26:05 I will moan your name quietly into the darkness as if it could find you miles away, my sole thought as ecstasy sweeps through me being you. And as the peak passes and my body quiets, it will still be you. It will always be you xxx Oct 12 20:31:45 * Morgan sighs deeply before flipping to the mornings letter Oct 12 20:33:36 * Ulysses miaows Oct 12 20:35:03 * Morgan looks at him Oct 12 20:35:06 what? Oct 12 20:35:11 * Ulysses stretches up, sniffing Morgan's neck. Then he goes and sits next to Molly's negligee, watching Morgan Oct 12 20:35:30 No, I'm alright Oct 12 20:36:00 * Ulysses lies down on it, rolling around and showing his belly Oct 12 20:36:13 * Morgan rubs the cats belly Oct 12 20:36:30 * Ulysses purrs, starting to doze Oct 12 20:37:08 * Morgan goes back to todays letter Oct 12 20:47:56 'Tuesday October 13th, morning. Good morning, my love, I hope you are sleeping well. I am sure I will be missing you sleeping beside me, especially as the nights are getting colder. I would imagine you are not far from Londinium today, though after that I do not know where you will go or what you will do. I only know that each day I will be praying for your safety, success, and swiftness. Oct 12 20:48:13 Please wish Heinzharold happy birthday from us all, we will have a drink for him this evening. I love you more than More Than Life Itself, your blossom xx' Oct 12 20:48:55 * Morgan puts the book away, giving the cat a last fuss before picking up the drawing and heading back to find HeinzHarold Oct 12 20:49:51 **HH is up on deck with Claudia** Oh here he is! Oct 12 20:49:56 * Ulysses is now known as HH Oct 12 20:59:27 I was fussing the cat Oct 12 21:01:30 HH: *he nods* what did she say for today then? Oct 12 21:03:33 they wish you a happy birthday and will be having a drink for you tonight Oct 12 21:05:04 * HH smiles Oct 12 21:05:25 That's nice. 'Opefully not that stuff y' got in Avebury Oct 12 21:06:32 * Morgan chuckles Oct 12 21:06:33 quite Oct 12 21:07:07 C: I still think that sounds like horseshit Oct 12 21:07:31 tell ya once we get back Oct 12 21:07:45 * HH laughs Oct 12 21:07:57 'Appy to test it too Oct 12 21:09:02 That all she 'ad to say? Oct 12 21:11:22 they miss us... she's got a decent idea of where we are at the moment but once we hit land she won't know any more... prays for our safety... that sort of thing Oct 12 21:12:51 No' as much as we're missin' them I bet! Oct 12 21:13:09 C: Go on then, have your fifteen minutes of moping Oct 12 21:14:47 * HH looks to Morgan Oct 12 21:15:05 I don't have the energy after last nights nightmare Oct 12 21:15:24 Tried that trick o' putting a pillow on her side yet? Oct 12 21:16:12 might have done Oct 12 21:16:28 * HH nods Oct 12 21:16:47 Still don' wanna tell me about the nightmare? Oct 12 21:19:45 No... for purely selfish reasons Oct 12 21:22:25 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 12 21:32:49 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 12 21:32:54 [21:23] (HH) Oh? Oct 12 21:33:56 I don't want to think about it... I don't want to dwell on it... Oct 12 21:35:33 * HH nods Oct 12 21:35:39 A'right Oct 12 21:36:13 C: Sorgi thinks we'll make Londinium before nightfall Oct 12 21:36:30 I'd like to dock rather than just plough into it Oct 12 21:37:19 Then mebbie we can go find somewhere t' drink with music that ain't 'is majesty on tin whistle Oct 12 21:38:08 I've got a guitar... Oct 12 21:41:23 Or that Oct 12 21:41:51 * Morgan shrugs Oct 12 21:41:57 you've not heard me recently Oct 12 21:42:13 C: **she smiles** He's good Oct 12 21:42:31 * Morgan scratches his chin Oct 12 21:42:35 I've written a couple of songs Oct 12 21:43:31 HH: *he starts to sing* oh there once was a girl with big bubbies... Oct 12 21:43:45 * Morgan thumps him Oct 12 21:43:48 no... Oct 12 21:44:58 *singing* I have a whole orchard o' peaches... Oct 12 21:45:41 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 12 21:47:20 * HH grins "I am a Veisgraf called Morgan, with an island called Morgan's rock, and the ladies who 'ave known me, say I have a very nice c-... best friend called Heinzharold!* Oct 12 21:48:39 * Morgan grumbles Oct 12 21:48:44 for the moment... Oct 12 21:48:51 C: I've hit him once already, I try to keep it to one on his birthday Oct 12 21:50:03 If we go into the city, we migh' find a bit o' mild trouble to deal with... just fists and feet, nothing dangerous Oct 12 21:50:33 C: *she grins* I'm good with that Oct 12 21:50:45 * Morgan shrugs Oct 12 21:50:47 maybe Oct 12 21:51:19 Sounds like a good present t' me Oct 12 21:51:33 speaking of which... Oct 12 21:51:39 * Morgan holds out the rolled up drawing Oct 12 21:52:40 * HH takes it Oct 12 21:52:47 Wha' is it? Oct 12 21:53:02 a bit of paper... Oct 12 21:54:14 * HH nods, unrolling it. He starts to grin "Lookie what we have 'ere, the most beautiful girl in the world!" Oct 12 21:56:00 * Morgan watches him, tense Oct 12 21:56:06 * HH looks at her image a moment, nodding "Been missing this face a lot" Oct 12 21:57:20 * HH hugs Morgan hard, his words heartfelt "Thank you, this means a lot to me" Oct 12 21:57:43 * Morgan hugs him tightly Oct 12 21:57:46 I'm glad you like it Oct 12 21:58:02 Love it. Done a good job Oct 12 21:59:28 * HH pats his back before letting go Oct 12 22:00:07 Gonna go and put it on the wall b'fore it rains an' ruins it! Oct 12 22:00:42 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:01:05 * HH rolls it up very carefully, heading below Oct 12 22:01:15 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 12 22:01:34 I think you've made his day Oct 12 22:02:29 I think you might be right Oct 12 22:03:13 It was a good idea Oct 12 22:04:07 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:04:16 Its nice to see him happy Oct 12 22:04:51 * Claudia nods Oct 12 22:05:26 Molly had cook making cake yesterday Oct 12 22:05:40 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:05:45 that does not surprise me Oct 12 22:07:40 * Claudia nods Oct 12 22:08:16 Looks about light enough to get underway Oct 12 22:09:48 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:09:53 Good, lets get going Oct 12 22:10:32 **Dawn comes and goes. They turn north whilst he is on watch, and there's low-sugar chocolate cake with lunch. By the time they are working on the window seat they turn west, travelling the river towards the city. Rather than train, they pack their bags ready for their trip in the morning, then get ready to go into the city for drinks after persuading from them both. ((What's his load out?)) Oct 12 22:12:00 ((sword, two daggers and two pistols)) Oct 12 22:12:59 ((And packed/going to be packed for Greenwich?)) Oct 12 22:13:06 **The dock is familiar to Morgan as a stopping point on the way to Catterick in his childhood. He helps Sorgi with the paperwork, reading a much shorter document than Molly read to him whilst he pleasured her in Picante. Oct 12 22:14:28 ((Another sword, two seed daggers, his nice axe and an extra pistol)) Oct 12 22:14:50 (Nightmare prep, book, negligee?)) Oct 12 22:14:55 They go to sort horses. On balance, renting them for a few days will get him better, faster horses now, but leave him having to hire again if they go elsewhere,  or he can buyer slower horses which will mean they have guaranteed mounts ((which does he choose?)) Oct 12 22:15:00 ((yes)) Oct 12 22:15:15 ((buy them)) Oct 12 22:16:50 **HH and Claudia lead their horses back. Claudia's looks grumpy and mean-spirited, HH's looks a bit simple minded. Morgan's horse appears to have very little personality. Oct 12 22:18:00 HH: Think I migh' name mine Greta, after the first girl I kissed. Oct 12 22:19:30 * Claudia snorts "Your wife will love that(!)" Oct 12 22:19:40 Might have a point there Oct 12 22:20:28 * Claudia looks at Morgan "Bet yours wouldn't like it either" Oct 12 22:21:56 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 12 22:22:11 HH looks at Claudia, grinning: Bet you don' even 'member what you'd be calling yours! Oct 12 22:23:22 * Claudia shakes her head "You're wrong, I know her name" Oct 12 22:25:10 **HH casts a glance at Morgan, seeing how curious he looks* Oct 12 22:25:36 * Morgan glances at him before watching Claudia Oct 12 22:25:56 * Claudia looks between them both, rolling her eyes Oct 12 22:27:43 Her name was Leni. She lived in my village. We were fourteen, and it was on a dare. Oct 12 22:28:36 not on a couch? Oct 12 22:28:54 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 12 22:29:25 HH: Your first kiss was on a couch? Fancy world y' come from! Oct 12 22:29:43 **he addresses Morgan** Oct 12 22:30:57 I never said that Oct 12 22:32:08 **They get the horses on the ship and Sorgi takes them, wishing them a good evening** Oct 12 22:33:23 **This done, they head a little away from the rowdy docks, looking for somewhere to celebrate Heinzharold's birthday. However, he's never been in a tavern here, so they pick one at random, called The Mariner's Rest. Oct 12 22:34:11 **It's reasonably busy, the music loud and the chatter louder. They find seats by the fire, and a blonde comes over and offers to bring them drinks, which they order. HH stretches, getting comfortable** Oct 12 22:34:40 Wha' happened to her then? Oct 12 22:34:50 HH* Oct 12 22:35:05 Leni? Oct 12 22:35:23 **He nods** Oct 12 22:35:46 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 12 22:36:03 She moved away not long before I started basic training, got married. Oct 12 22:36:45 **A brunette comes over, asking Morgan the same question about drinks* Oct 12 22:37:34 We've already ordered Oct 12 22:37:45 **she leaves** Oct 12 22:38:00 HH: Seen her since? Oct 12 22:38:32 * Claudia shakes her head "No" Oct 12 22:39:02 HH: 'ow come? Oct 12 22:39:50 * Claudia shrugs "No need to. She moved on, I was busy getting ready to leave home" Oct 12 22:40:22 **A short bubbly blonde comes over to ask about drinks** Oct 12 22:40:51 * Claudia starts surveying the room Oct 12 22:41:11 * Morgan puts their order in again Oct 12 22:41:33 **she goes** Oct 12 22:42:23 **A look around shows there's a lot more barmaids than needed. Many are talking and flirting with the customers. The first blonde gives them their drinks. HH smiles at her. She smiles back flirtily* Oct 12 22:43:08 * Claudia looks at Morgan, shrugging Oct 12 22:44:02 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his drink Oct 12 22:44:14 **Blonde to HH, in Avalonian** Anything else I can get you...? Oct 12 22:45:27 HH, with limited Avalonian, doesnt see the suggestiveness: Sandwiches, please Oct 12 22:45:54 * Morgan watches the blonde Oct 12 22:46:20 **The blonde takes in the three of them, nodding** Gonna cost you extra rates, need a big room Oct 12 22:46:58 HH nods, patting his stomach: Big sandwiches, yes Oct 12 22:47:04 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Oct 12 22:47:24 * Claudia is looking puzzled Oct 12 22:47:27 No... he wants actual sandwiches... we're not interested in anything other than a drink and some food Oct 12 22:48:36 **blonde looks embarrassed** Oh, sorry duck! You get used to being asked for t'other! Oct 12 22:48:57 evidently... that why you've got so many waiting tables? Oct 12 22:50:05 B: *she nods* do more trade in this sorta breast than chicken ones **she pats her breast** Oct 12 22:50:28 * Claudia and HH look at each other, then at Morgan Oct 12 22:50:42 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:50:48 no doubt... lonesome sailors and the likes Oct 12 22:51:40 **she nods** That's right love, men far from 'ome an' missing their lady loves. Oct 12 22:52:18 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:52:31 Just the drink and sandwiches for us Oct 12 22:53:08 **the blonde looks at Claudia* Sometimes get women in too. Not often like, but we do that too. But if you're sure it's just food and not frolicking you're all wanting? Oct 12 22:53:47 You'll be first to know if it changes... Oct 12 22:54:04 **She leaves the table. HH is watching Morgan, but Claudia is watching the woman's bottom** Oct 12 22:54:26 HH: Are we getting food? Oct 12 22:54:47 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:54:53 We nearly had something else entirely Oct 12 22:55:12 HH grins: got a bit confusin'! Oct 12 22:55:20 so I noticed Oct 12 22:55:36 HH: fronted brothel then? Oct 12 22:55:59 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:56:02 hardly surprising Oct 12 22:56:04 * Claudia looks to Morgan "That make it your fourth this year?" Oct 12 22:56:15 * Morgan nods Oct 12 22:56:43 HH: Aww our lil Veisgraf is all grown up! Oct 12 22:57:35 * Claudia is busy making eye contact with their waitress. HH watches between them Oct 12 22:58:19 you've not seen this yet, have you? Oct 12 22:58:35 HH: Nope. Not very fair is it, Morgan? Oct 12 22:59:21 * Morgan shrugs Oct 12 23:00:01 HH: You're married, you're in a tavern where noone knows ya, and I'm married _and_ it's my birthday, and the only one who is likely to touch any bubbies tonight is 'er! Oct 12 23:00:50 I mean, you _could_ get some... but I'd be obliged to beat you to death Oct 12 23:01:35 HH: You wouldn't. Oct 12 23:02:14 * Claudia is still flirting by eye contact, not paying them attention Oct 12 23:02:27 Do that to Inga and I would Oct 12 23:03:06 HH: Nah, not worth it. Never gonna firmly hands jus' right like 'ers do Oct 12 23:03:14 Fit me* Oct 12 23:03:35 * Morgan nods Oct 12 23:05:05 **Very shortly the blonde brings them food. The blonde is all giggly and flirty, and Claudia is calm, confident and in control. It's just as he saw in Kingston. Oct 13 00:10:16 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 13 11:20:31 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 13 11:30:33 HH: You wouldn't. Oct 13 11:30:33 * Claudia is still flirting by eye contact, not paying them attention Oct 13 11:30:33 Do that to Inga and I would Oct 13 11:30:33 HH: Nah, not worth it. Never gonna firmly hands jus' right like 'ers do Oct 13 11:30:33 Fit me* Oct 13 11:30:35 * Morgan nods Oct 13 11:30:37 **Very shortly the blonde brings them food. The blonde is all giggly and flirty, and Claudia is calm, confident and in control. It's just as he saw in Kingston. Oct 13 11:30:43 Oct 13 11:31:36 **Claudia stands up, offering the blushing, giddy woman her arm. Then she looks to Morgan** Back very soon, don't let him eat my food. Oct 13 11:33:02 * Morgan nods Oct 13 11:33:26 **HH shakes his head as he watches them walk away** Gotta admit, she's got that down to an art, 'asnt she? Oct 13 11:35:10 thats nothing Oct 13 11:35:26 last time the girl came back down looking... dazed. Oct 13 11:35:55 * HH takes a mouthful of ale, then looks at it with disapproval Oct 13 11:36:41 How do they make it so weak? An' isn't that 'ow you want them afterwards? Oct 13 11:38:30 I'm told its not a common thing... and I'm fairly sure they water it down with rainwater Oct 13 11:39:02 They cert'ly got enough of the damned stuff. Y' seen her do this a lot then? Oct 13 11:39:38 No, just the once Oct 13 11:39:56 * HH drinks more Oct 13 11:39:58 It's like that lassie actually wants 'er, not just wants t' get paid. Oct 13 11:40:12 * Morgan nods Oct 13 11:40:29 perhaps she knows she'll put the effort in, unlike the majority of her customers Oct 13 11:41:04 'Spose when you've got th' same parts it's easy t' know how best t' handle them Oct 13 11:41:42 I think its more that most men don't care Oct 13 11:42:04 Ne'er unnerstood that Oct 13 11:42:56 me either Oct 13 11:43:05 * HH lifts the top of his sandwich, looking at its contents Oct 13 11:43:27 'Ow long she gonna be gone? ((With Gisela in Kingston it was two hours)) Oct 13 11:44:10 She said soon... but it wasn't exactly a short time last time around Oct 13 11:44:20 * HH nods Oct 13 11:44:22 I should eat 'er sandwich, for getting bubbies on _my_ birthday. **he grumbles, and starts eating his own** Oct 13 11:44:44 He's getting them on your behalf, so be grateful Oct 13 11:44:57 * HH grins Oct 13 11:45:11 I'm gettin' bubbies by proxy? Oct 13 11:45:22 exactly Oct 13 11:45:34 I reck'n we'll be 'ome for yours. Oct 13 11:46:47 maybe Oct 13 11:48:56 Weeks away yet Oct 13 11:49:36 * HH chews a huge bite of sandwich before saying Oct 13 11:49:40 Cap'n doesn't mind this then? Oct 13 11:50:01 their relationship isn't exactly traditional Oct 13 11:52:32 * HH nods Oct 13 11:52:40 I wouldn't stand f' it Oct 13 11:53:02 No... Oct 13 11:54:38 'Ow long you known about it? Oct 13 11:56:26 month and a bit Oct 13 11:56:48 * HH nods Oct 13 11:56:52 Quite a while. Oct 13 11:57:01 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 12:01:10 She coulda told me. I'm fine wi' it Oct 13 12:02:47 She didn't tell me... I figured it out. Oct 13 12:03:19 Because of the dazed lassie? Oct 13 12:05:30 No... Oct 13 12:05:56 * HH shrugs, eating more Oct 13 12:06:53 Kept it quiet a long time Oct 13 12:07:32 Its not the done thing, is it... women having a sexual desire other than what we expect from them, unthinkable... Oct 13 12:08:36 * HH smirks Oct 13 12:08:53 No, tha's true Oct 13 12:09:24 Lots o' people at th' funeral? Oct 13 12:12:27 * Morgan blinks Oct 13 12:12:28 whose? Oct 13 12:14:17 The one for Saint Morgan of Puritytown? Oct 13 12:14:23 * HH grins Oct 13 12:15:35 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 13 12:16:13 * HH laughs Oct 13 12:16:29 **Claudia is back ten minutes later, looking very chilled, and picks up her sandwich. Oct 13 12:16:29 C: Did he whinge the whole time? Oct 13 12:16:45 * Morgan shrugs, drinking his ale Oct 13 12:17:27 *Claudia settles down to eat. The rest of the evening is uneventful,  and HH keeps his curiosity to himself. Plenty of alcohol is drunk, but it's not very late when  they return to the ship. Claudia heads off to see Sorgi, and HH walks down with Morgan. Oct 13 12:17:27 Thanks for today, man. Wasn't sure if it was gonna be really tough without 'er, but you made it good. Oct 13 12:17:48 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:17:50 my pleasure Oct 13 12:18:03 well... hers actually *he nods after Claudia* Oct 13 12:18:11 * HH sniggers Oct 13 12:18:17 An' the lassie. Oct 13 12:19:03 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:19:16 * HH yawns "Settin' off early, b'fore dawn?" Oct 13 12:19:33 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:19:39 aye, we'll get a move on Oct 13 12:19:49 I'm gonna go talk t' my lil darlin now I c'n see 'er pretty face Oct 13 12:21:59 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:22:02 sleep well Oct 13 12:22:21 G'dnight Morgan **HH leaves him alone in the hall** Oct 13 12:23:29 * Morgan goes to the galley to get coffee before heading to his room Oct 13 12:24:08 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 13 12:24:36 * Ulysses weaves around his legs purring as soon as he gets there Oct 13 12:31:43 * Morgan picks the cat up, fussing him Oct 13 12:32:52 * Ulysses seems contented, moving around til he's laid like a baby with his belly exposed Oct 13 12:34:52 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit, rubbing the cats belly Oct 13 12:36:25 * Ulysses lets him for about twenty minutes before getting down and going to the bedroom Oct 13 12:36:54 * Morgan gathers up his things and follows him through the door Oct 13 12:37:18 * Ulysses takes his regular spot curled up on the footstool Oct 13 12:39:28 * Morgan does his nightmare prep and gets into bed, opening the book Oct 13 12:39:55 'Tuesday October 13th, evening. I do so hope you are not tiring of these little letters, and that they are still making you smile. Oct 13 12:39:55 Tonight I shall be thinking of the second time I touched myself. The first, as I told you last night, was rushed, mainly because I was rather tired! However, the second night was not so. Everyone had returned from the trip to Koln, and Jarvik came to arrange wedding outfits, do you recall? Oct 13 12:39:55 I went to bed early that night, because the thought of how soon our wedding was and how finally I would be able to have my hands on your naked body again led to my arousal, and I was curious whether I could reach that conclusion without you having previously pleasured me. Oct 13 12:40:29 I undressed and prepared for bed, forgoing nightwear, and beneath my sheets I let my hands wander all over myself, my neck, breasts, belly, thighs, exploring myself as I looked forward to you doing on our wedding day, some touches gentle, some a little rougher. Oct 13 12:40:29 Then at the apex of my thighs, I ran a finger through the hotness I found there, not concentrating on that swollen firmness, but lower, where the liquid desire pooled. This was the place that the girls on the Coral said that when I gave myself to the man I wanted he would enter. Oct 13 12:40:29 This caused an entirely different sort of sensation, more like a deep yearning ache. I was so gentle here, because I did not wish to damage my maidenhead, should it remain at all, and though I was curious to push a finger inside myself so I could imagine how it would feel for both you and I, I did not. I wanted to save that for you. Oct 13 12:40:51 Instead I was slow and deliberate in the circular motions on the special spot, revelling in the pleasure, noticing how I breathed, how I moved, exactly the touches that would make my peak faster and what would allow me to stay at the same level. I am not sure how long it took, an hour perhaps, like this. Oct 13 12:40:51 But I thought of you, your own self-pleasure, of you taking an evening to slowly stroke yourself to spending whilst thinking of me. My climax was so strong when I eventually allowed it. Tonight, I shall do the same, and retire early to my gentle slow fingers and thoughts of you within your leisurely fist. Oct 13 12:40:51 Tonight I will not shy away for fearing of damaging a maidenhead long broken, and will thrust my fingers into my aching body as I would have you do with your hardness until we both slowly found our intensity together. I hope to dream of you, and send you a goodnight kiss xxx' Oct 13 12:42:39 * Morgan closes the book, sipping his coffee Oct 13 12:43:58 * Ulysses opens one green eye, looking at him Oct 13 12:45:31 come on then Oct 13 12:46:01 * Ulysses jumps on the bed, stretching out beside Morgan Oct 13 12:47:41 * Morgan finishes his coffee before settling down to sleep Oct 13 12:49:52 **He dreams he is in Carleon, stood with her by the mirror, having just told her he would consider her for his mistress if he was in the position to be taking one. She has just expressed how she's feeling nervous now that he know she likes him, and how much more nervous she imagines she would feel had she been in Evie's place when he kissed her. Oct 13 12:49:52 **Molly can't meet his eyes, knowing what she's just implied. Morgan places his hands on her shoulders and she looks up at him. He leans in and gently kisses Molly's lips. Oct 13 12:49:52 * Ulysses pulls away "What are you doing, Morgan?" ((Done)) Oct 13 12:50:00 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 13 12:51:25 I thought that fairly obvious Oct 13 12:51:36 * Molly subconsciously touches her tongue to her lower lip, stepping back a little Oct 13 12:51:48 You kissed me... Oct 13 12:51:52 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:52:29 This is a very bad idea, isnt it? You are married, and I am nearly married. I do not wish to be a reason you feel you've broken your vows again, like with Evie. **she looks so serious** Oct 13 12:53:30 * Morgan sighs Oct 13 12:53:31 I see Oct 13 12:53:55 I am sorry. My feelings for you, both attraction and affection, are very strong, and I will only get hurt if I allow myself to act on them when they are unwelcome. **Molly watches him, frowning a little** Oct 13 12:54:52 If they were unwelcome I would not have kissed you Oct 13 12:55:32 But if I kiss you now, a line will be crossed, won't it? Something will be changed Oct 13 12:56:04 * Morgan nods Oct 13 12:56:06 I suppose so Oct 13 12:56:27 I don't want to hurt you Oct 13 12:56:48 * Molly chews the outer corner of her lower lip Oct 13 12:57:20 I know Oct 13 12:57:45 * Molly looks up at him, searching her face Oct 13 12:57:48 His* Oct 13 12:58:04 But I do want to kiss you, very much Oct 13 12:58:29 I want that Oct 13 12:58:49 Even if it changes things? Oct 13 12:59:56 We can't guess how things will change... if they do at all. Oct 13 13:00:39 * Molly nods Oct 13 13:00:51 I will be betraying Curtis... Oct 13 13:01:17 I... will not ask you to do that Oct 13 13:01:46 But you _want_ me to? Oct 13 13:02:15 * Morgan nods Oct 13 13:03:06 * Molly nods also Oct 13 13:03:49 You will not feel badly about it, like with Evie? Oct 13 13:04:00 I don't believe so Oct 13 13:04:28 * Molly nods thoughtfully Oct 13 13:04:38 Morgan? Oct 13 13:07:21 * Morgan watches her Oct 13 13:07:35 * Molly speaks quietly "Kiss me again, please" Oct 13 13:08:31 you are sure? Oct 13 13:08:56 * Molly nods Oct 13 13:09:40 Just... I don't actually know how to kiss properly, I hope I am not going to disappoint you Oct 13 13:10:00 We'll take it slowly Oct 13 13:12:39 * Molly nods, breathing shallowly Oct 13 13:12:55 _You_ are sure? Oct 13 13:17:46 * Morgan nods Oct 13 13:18:10 * Molly licks her lower lip a moment, waiting. She trembles a little Oct 13 13:19:05 * Morgan moves towards her, holding out his hand Oct 13 13:19:20 * Molly takes it without hesitation Oct 13 13:19:30 I wont hurt you Oct 13 13:21:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has left ()) Oct 13 13:21:54 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 13 13:22:05 Do we need to sit or lie down, as I am much shorter than you? Oct 13 13:22:45 lets sit down, it'll make it easier and I suspect hero you relax a little Oct 13 13:23:14 * Molly keeps hold of his hand, sitting on the couch Oct 13 13:24:41 * Morgan moves close, using his other hand to lift her chin slightly Oct 13 13:24:50 I haven't kissed him, not properly, nor when I was engaged before... Oct 13 13:25:34 Dont worry blossom Oct 13 13:25:55 * Molly nods a little, watching his eyes Oct 13 13:25:59 Alright Oct 13 13:27:03 * Morgan gently presses his lips to hers Oct 13 13:29:14 * Molly leans into him, kissing him back. She makes a sigh that sounds like relief and pleasure intertwined Oct 13 13:30:06 * Morgan slowly guides her, opening his mouth slightly Oct 13 13:31:14 * Molly copies him, tilting her head a little for a better fit of their mouthes Oct 13 13:31:57 **he hears a faint noise. It sounds like the purring of a cat** Oct 13 13:34:00 * Morgan continues kissing her, licking her bottom lip Oct 13 13:37:23 * Molly makes a "huh" of surprise Oct 13 13:38:10 **he hears a faint miaow** Oct 13 13:38:31 * Morgan frowns, looking round Oct 13 13:38:55 * Molly looks surprised and embarrassed Oct 13 13:39:16 sorry... you hear that? Oct 13 13:39:37 No, I'm sorry, I had no idea tongues were involved. I didn't hear anything Oct 13 13:40:02 oh... I thought I heard something thats all... I have no displeased you? Oct 13 13:40:38 No, it felt very nice... I... Please, more... Oct 13 13:42:13 * Morgan nods, moving back to her Oct 13 13:43:27 * Molly kisses him this time, licking his lower lip Oct 13 13:44:36 * Morgan makes a noise of enjoyment, stroking her tongue with his Oct 13 13:44:59 * Molly picks it up quickly, her tongue exploring his mouth, stroking his. Her hands move to his shoulders, gently squeezing them. She makes little soft sounds, but again he hears a miaow Oct 13 13:49:21 * Morgan puts a hand on the side of her face, stroking down her neck Oct 13 13:49:31 * Molly breaks the kiss, but stays very close. She's breathing hard. "I want... I don't know what I want! I feel all feverish and tingly" Oct 13 13:50:44 * Morgan nods Oct 13 13:50:53 probably best we stop then Oct 13 13:51:08 * Molly frowns Oct 13 13:51:18 Is that _wrong_? Oct 13 13:52:11 No, not at all... its... its what your body does when you enjoy it very much... Oct 13 13:52:23 * Molly looks curious Oct 13 13:52:44 In romance novels, where they talk about desire... is that what this is? Oct 13 13:54:03 * Morgan nods Oct 13 13:54:14 And that means we must stop kissing now...? Oct 13 13:55:30 your body is... wanting something more... Oct 13 13:55:37 **There's another miaow, sounding louder.** Oct 13 13:56:02 * Molly flushes at this Oct 13 13:56:11 I cant help it Oct 13 13:57:32 * Morgan glances round Oct 13 13:57:35 I know Oct 13 13:57:44 What about yours? Does it affect you in the same way? Oct 13 13:58:00 **his chest starts to feel a little tight** Oct 13 13:58:59 * Morgan nods, taking a deep breath Oct 13 13:59:15 * Molly looks thoughtful Oct 13 13:59:28 And you wish to stop kissing me now? Oct 13 13:59:54 Far far from it Oct 13 14:00:10 * Molly watches him Oct 13 14:00:19 I dont want you to stop Oct 13 14:00:33 I'm concerned we'll get carried away and go to far... Oct 13 14:00:42 *his chest is still tight** Oct 13 14:00:50 What is too far? Oct 13 14:02:56 * Molly watches him, her pupils are dilated, sucking the centre of her lower lip Oct 13 14:04:35 Where we touch eachother too intimately... Oct 13 14:06:27 Oh... I... hmm... I feel like maybe I want that Oct 13 14:07:04 **The purring is very loud, yet its source is unseeable** Oct 13 14:07:42 as do I, but its... not right for us to do that Oct 13 14:08:13 But you want that... Oct 13 14:08:29 * Morgan nods Oct 13 14:10:02 * Molly nods, kissing him softly before saying "And I. I want you to see me naked, like before, where your eyes are upon me even if your hands cannot be" Oct 13 14:10:57 * Morgan nods Oct 13 14:12:34 * Molly kisses him deeper, sighing gently Oct 13 14:20:08 * Morgan kisses her back Oct 13 14:20:15 **There is a loud miaow right in his ear that startles him awake** Oct 13 14:21:04 * Morgan sighs Oct 13 14:21:15 **Ulysses has his paws on Morgan's chest, his whiskers tickling Morgan's ear. He miaows again Oct 13 14:21:59 what? Oct 13 14:22:29 **At a guess less than two hours has passed. Ulysses rubs his face on Morgan's* Oct 13 14:24:29 * Morgan fusses him Oct 13 14:24:35 whats your problem little man? Oct 13 14:25:12 **the cat feels a little cold. He lies down on Morgan* Oct 13 14:26:01 **Ulysses miaows questioningly* Oct 13 14:27:21 you cold? Oct 13 14:27:42 *he miaows again* Oct 13 14:30:32 * Morgan lifts the covers slightly Oct 13 14:30:34 come on then Oct 13 14:31:09 **he gets in. He purrs, falling asleep almost instantly Oct 13 14:31:38 * Morgan nods slightly, settling back to sleep Oct 13 14:31:57 **He falls back asleep quickly. He finds himself in the yellow-toned brothel in Kingston, a place hundreds of miles away, and the woman whose dream he has slipped into also so far away. The room is fairly busy, lots of chatter and flirting. There's places to sit. Oct 13 14:34:30 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit down Oct 13 14:34:44 **Behind the bar, Molly is stood with a group of other girls, all in low cut dresses and make up. They appear to be looking in his direction and encouraging her. Oct 13 14:36:08 **Molly comes on over, smiling at him. Her accent is more Balig than he's heard it before, and she speaks Avalonian entirely** Good e'ning, dya want a drink? Oct 13 14:39:46 * Morgan nods Oct 13 14:39:57 some scotch if yer has it Oct 13 14:40:06 * Molly nods "And comp'ny?" Oct 13 14:43:44 depends on whose it is Oct 13 14:44:13 Mine, unless ye don't like redheads Oct 13 14:45:34 can't say I've known any Oct 13 14:46:16 **She nods. She looks relaxed here, familiar with the place. A man cat calls her, and she simply laughs, busy fetching Morgan's order. Once she's back, she stands close beside him, her body touching his shoulder** Oct 13 14:46:52 Ye want to get to know one then? Oct 13 14:47:57 * Morgan nods Oct 13 14:48:19 * Molly pulls up a chair next to his Oct 13 14:48:25 My frens say yer be Dutchess Torrington's Masser-At-Arms. Oct 13 14:48:44 ye* Oct 13 14:49:32 * Morgan nods Oct 13 14:49:39 been known to do that, aye Oct 13 14:49:45 * Molly looks at him with a confident smile Oct 13 14:49:45 They're all scared o' you. Oct 13 14:50:40 They say why? Oct 13 14:51:05 Got a rep'tation for bein' forceful Oct 13 14:51:29 forceful? Oct 13 14:51:31 * Morgan frowns Oct 13 14:51:48 With yer words an threats Oct 13 14:52:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 14:52:04 when its called for Oct 13 14:52:29 But I figure, if you was so mean an' awful, y' wouldn't want me sittin' on your lap, which y' do. Oct 13 14:52:55 * Molly smiles flirtily at him Oct 13 14:53:00 do I? Oct 13 14:53:07 * Molly nods Oct 13 14:53:15 well, you're not wrong Oct 13 14:53:56 * Molly gets up and sits in his lap. She smells of rose water as usual Oct 13 14:54:22 See, jus' as I thought, yer a big softy Oct 13 14:54:34 I wouldn't go that far... Oct 13 14:55:11 * Molly strokes his shoulder with the hand that's behind him Oct 13 14:55:53 So, what beings ye all the way 'ere when there's brothels nearer 'ome? Oct 13 14:56:44 Would you believe me if I said you? Oct 13 14:56:54 * Molly smiles Oct 13 14:57:33 Maybe. Depends if ye've got a good reason Oct 13 14:57:56 your company is all Oct 13 14:58:33 Just want t' talk, eh? Oct 13 14:58:59 that was the plan... Oct 13 14:59:47 * Molly wriggles in his lap, grinding her bottom to his crotch Oct 13 15:00:10 Funny 'ow often people think tha' at first Oct 13 15:00:19 * Morgan nods Oct 13 15:00:21 I'm sure Oct 13 15:00:56 Wha' would y' like to talk about? Oct 13 15:01:38 tell me about yourself Oct 13 15:01:50 * Molly looks at him Oct 13 15:02:06 'Ow honest do ye want? Oct 13 15:02:58 wouldn't have asked if I didn't want to know Oct 13 15:03:07 * Molly shrugs Oct 13 15:04:15 I got kicked outta home a few years ago. Came 'ere because there was nowhere else to go. I'm savin' me pay for reading lessons. Oct 13 15:05:04 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Oct 13 15:05:29 * Molly links her fingers with his Oct 13 15:06:33 No pity, please. Oct 13 15:07:46 I don't pity you Oct 13 15:08:45 Good, can't be doin' with that. One day I'm goin' to be a guv'ness, get on a ship an' start over somewhere. Oct 13 15:09:24 * Molly tilts her chin up slightly Oct 13 15:09:37 I've no doubt you could do that Oct 13 15:10:00 So what about ye? Married, kids? Oct 13 15:10:41 no, just me Oct 13 15:10:48 * Molly nods Oct 13 15:11:51 Come an' talk as much as y' like. An' more, if ye get lonely *she grinds down against him once more* Oct 13 15:21:58 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 13 16:02:59 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 13 16:12:27 [15:07] (Molly) Come an' talk as much as y' like. An' more, if ye get  lonely *she grinds down against him once more* Oct 13 16:13:06 thats very appealing... Oct 13 16:15:10 * Molly does it again Oct 13 16:15:12 This? Oct 13 16:21:26 I meant spending time with you, but that also Oct 13 16:21:53 * Molly smiles Oct 13 16:22:11 Yer very sweet for a man e'ryone is scared of Oct 13 16:27:36 if people are scared of me, they need to wonder what reason they have to be Oct 13 16:28:11 * Molly continues stroking his shoulder, then the back of his neck "so tell me something about ye, do ye go to brothels of'en? Oct 13 16:28:25 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 13 16:28:28 No, never Oct 13 16:29:40 A bit too coarse for ye? Ye like something more romantic? Oct 13 16:30:12 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 16:30:15 just never have Oct 13 16:30:54 * Molly nods Oct 13 16:31:24 'Cos if it's romantic sorta thing yer after, I can do that Oct 13 16:31:37 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 16:31:46 cant say I had anything particular in mind Oct 13 16:33:30 * Molly looks a bit puzzled Oct 13 16:34:21 So ye came here to see me, but ye don't want to take me to bed or 'ave me being loving to ye? Oct 13 16:35:46 * Morgan smiles silghtly Oct 13 16:36:01 I didn't say I didn't want to... Oct 13 16:39:59 * Molly smiles Oct 13 16:40:09 Ye also didn't say which... Oct 13 16:44:45 I have to choose one? Oct 13 16:48:33 No, ye can 'ave both, if ye want **she smiles, looking charmed by him** Oct 13 16:49:36 * Morgan nods Oct 13 16:49:39 I rather think so Oct 13 16:50:03 * Molly brings her lips to his, kissing him softly and slowly, wrapping her other arm around his neck Oct 13 16:53:16 * Morgan returns the kiss Oct 13 16:53:26 Ye wanna come upstairs? Oct 13 16:53:34 * Morgan nods Oct 13 16:54:25 * Molly gets off his lap, casting a glance for signs of arousal Oct 13 16:55:01 * Morgan adjusts himself to make it less obvious Oct 13 16:55:07 Come on then **she holds out her hand** Oct 13 16:55:20 * Morgan takes her hand, picking ups his drink Oct 13 16:56:37 * Molly leads him up a little rickety staircase to a room that is very tidy but not at all fancy. There's only a single bed. She shuts the door behind him, turning the lock Oct 13 16:57:18 That's a bit more private Oct 13 16:58:04 * Morgan nods Oct 13 16:58:05 that it is Oct 13 16:58:26 * Molly watches him "Ye like to do the undressin' or prefer t' watch?" Oct 13 16:58:42 I think watch on this occasion Oct 13 17:00:02 * Molly motions him to sit on the bed then stands close, undoing the lacing of her bodice so the overgown comes off, just corset and shift left Oct 13 17:00:27 How naked d'ye want me? Oct 13 17:01:33 I rather like you as you are Oct 13 17:02:30 * Molly nods, moving forward, so his head is at the level of her breasts Oct 13 17:03:53 Anything ye decide ye want off, ye can. Anywhere ye want to touch me ye can Oct 13 17:04:26 * Morgan nods, leaning forward and running his hands up the backs of her legs Oct 13 17:04:51 * Molly moans quietly Oct 13 17:05:03 That's nice Oct 13 17:05:33 I'm told most men aren't exactly big on making sure you enjoy yourself... Oct 13 17:05:50 * Molly laughs softly Oct 13 17:05:56 That's an understatement! Oct 13 17:06:04 * Morgan nods Oct 13 17:06:12 criminal, not worshipping a body like yours Oct 13 17:06:38 * Molly 's brows raise with surprise Oct 13 17:07:06 I dont think anyone's e'er said anything like that to me b'fore Oct 13 17:07:45 too busy trying to get their own kicks I imagine Oct 13 17:07:57 * Molly nods Oct 13 17:08:15 Much. Oct 13 17:08:34 why don't we remedy that.... Oct 13 17:08:57 * Molly looks curious Oct 13 17:09:01 Yes Oct 13 17:09:17 * Morgan nods, caressing her legs again Oct 13 17:09:48 * Molly moans louder this time, nodding Oct 13 17:10:48 * Morgan kisses along the top of her bosom, hands grasping her behind and pulling her towards him Oct 13 17:11:39 * Molly goes with it, whimpering Oct 13 17:12:06 * Morgan shifts, picking her up and putting her down on the bed Oct 13 17:12:22 * Molly laughs softly, watching him Oct 13 17:12:31 Oh I like you! Oct 13 17:12:44 I certainly hope so Oct 13 17:13:13 * Molly kicks her shoes off, lying back Oct 13 17:14:27 Ye want me like this? Oct 13 17:15:04 depends... are you comfortable? Oct 13 17:15:33 * Molly grabs a thin pillow, folding it and putting it under her head Oct 13 17:16:19 I don't think anyone has ever asked me that b'fore Oct 13 17:16:29 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 13 17:17:27 but you are? Oct 13 17:17:35 Aye, I am Oct 13 17:18:47 * Morgan nods, lifting one of her legs and shuffling so he's knelt between them, resting one ankle on his shoulder before starting kissing on her calf, moving up to her knee Oct 13 17:20:44 * Molly watches him, her breath catching. She smiles Oct 13 17:21:08 Your beard is so soft... Oct 13 17:22:21 * Morgan chuckles against her skin, moving his mouth onto her inner thigh Oct 13 17:22:41 * Molly mutters "Oh god" Oct 13 17:24:03 * Morgan inches higher before stopping Oct 13 17:24:06 you wish me to stop? Oct 13 17:25:38 No, I want ye to continue Oct 13 17:26:13 * Morgan nods, moving higher, sucking on the skin at the inside of the top of her thigh Oct 13 17:26:26 You think you'd like the same on the other side? Oct 13 17:26:49 * Molly pants "yes, god yes!" Oct 13 17:27:43 * Morgan nods, fidgeting to get into place to repeat the process, only slower Oct 13 17:29:46 * Molly moans softly Oct 13 17:29:55 Feels so good Oct 13 17:30:03 I would hope so Oct 13 17:30:18 * Morgan moves to sucking on the skin beside her labia Oct 13 17:35:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 13 18:23:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 13 18:44:26 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 13 19:29:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 13 19:29:31 [17:50] * Molly grasps at the worn cotton sheet on either side of her, her back arching Oct 13 19:44:39 * Morgan takes that opportunity to plant his lips around her clit, sucking gently Oct 13 19:45:25 * Molly groans deeply Oct 13 19:45:50 Oh my god. Oct 13 19:46:46 * Morgan chuckles before starting to hum Oct 13 19:47:15 * Molly writhes beneath his mouth Oct 13 19:47:29 That feels like heaven! Wow! Oct 13 19:51:52 * Morgan starts flicking his tongue against her Oct 13 19:53:38 * Molly starts to moan loudly, grinding her soft heat to his mouth Oct 13 19:54:08 * Morgan builds the intensity of his ministrations for a few minutes Oct 13 19:55:33 Oh god oh god oh god! **her breathing becomes harsher before she takes a deep breath and tenses as she peaks hard* Oct 13 19:56:53 * Morgan slows gently Oct 13 19:58:01 **The dawn watch makes its single chime for one hour before dawn as she climaxes again beneath his mouth** Oct 13 19:59:03 * Morgan intensifies his efforts savagely Oct 13 20:01:09 * Molly climaxes even more powerfully than before, so loud that other patrons would no doubt hear her. She holds onto his shoulders, shuddering and crying out in ecstasy over and over Oct 13 20:03:52 * Morgan stops, pulling away Oct 13 20:04:53 * Molly breathes hard, looking very dazed Oct 13 20:05:30 not too disappointing I hope? Oct 13 20:05:40 Wow, that was the single most pleasurable thing I have e'er felt! Oct 13 20:05:51 * Morgan nods Oct 13 20:06:16 good... Now... this won't make much sense, but I'm hoping you'll remember later... Oct 13 20:06:47 * Molly watches him enquiringly Oct 13 20:06:51 Yes? Oct 13 20:07:02 I miss you... but we're ok. Oct 13 20:07:06 can you remember that? Oct 13 20:07:21 * Molly looks puzzled, nodding Oct 13 20:07:27 repeat it to me... Oct 13 20:07:50 Ye miss me, but yer okay? Oct 13 20:08:02 * Morgan nods Oct 13 20:08:05 once more Oct 13 20:08:15 * Molly smiles Oct 13 20:08:27 Ye miss me, but yer okay Oct 13 20:08:38 * Morgan nods, watching her Oct 13 20:08:49 time to wake up blossom Oct 13 20:09:06 * Molly watches him looking confused Oct 13 20:09:22 You'll understand soon... Oct 13 20:09:22 Ye don't want to fuck me now? Oct 13 20:09:32 so very much... Oct 13 20:09:46 **Three chimes marking forty five minutes til dawn is next. He doesn't automatically wake, but it's difficult to stay in it** Oct 13 20:10:45 * Morgan moves up, kissing her gently Oct 13 20:10:56 I've got to go... next time... Oct 13 20:12:10 * Molly kisses him gently back "Soon. Come to me soon." Oct 13 20:12:24 * Morgan nods, trying to wake up Oct 13 20:12:50 **He wakes up very hard, precum leaked onto his naked stomach beneath the sheets. The cat has left the bed, though he was obviously on top of Molly's negligee when in the bed because it feels warm** Oct 13 20:13:21 dammit... Oct 13 20:13:29 * Morgan takes a couple of deep breaths before getting out of bed Oct 13 20:14:48 **Ulysses gets off the footstool, stretching. He looks at Morgan then miaows** Oct 13 20:16:05 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 20:16:06 no idea Oct 13 20:17:30 **HH and Claudia can be heard just coming through the study door** HH: Won't do us any 'arm to set off a bit later, give th' man a lie in! Oct 13 20:17:54 C: He wanted to leave before dawn, that's less than half hour away. Oct 13 20:18:29 **Morgan is going to need a little longer for his erection to subside* Oct 13 20:19:04 * Morgan calls out Oct 13 20:19:12 I'll be out in a minute, I'm getting dressed Oct 13 20:19:40 HH: Meet you on deck, we'll get th' horses set Oct 13 20:19:45 aye Oct 13 20:20:14 **he can hear them go. Captain Ulysses is washing his balls on the bed** Oct 13 20:21:30 all well and good for you Oct 13 20:21:35 * Morgan sets about getting dressed quickly Oct 13 20:25:16 **It doesn't take him long to gather his stuff and say goodbye to the cat. Cook has made them a bag full of food. HH looks to Morgan** if y' got letters to send to Tawstock y' need to leave them 'ere for Sorgi to get sent off Oct 13 20:26:16 * Morgan nods, scribbling out a letter, echoing what he told her in the dream, and lamenting not planning to use a mirror to communicate Oct 13 20:26:44 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 13 20:27:03 Bloody 'ell man, y' writing her a novel? Oct 13 20:27:41 * HH peers over Morgan's shoulder with a grin Oct 13 20:28:08 * Morgan folds the paper, writing Molly's name and Catherines address on it Oct 13 20:29:03 **Koen takes it to give to Sorgi when he's awake** Oct 13 20:29:44 * Morgan nods to him, bidding him farewell for now Oct 13 20:29:57 C: Lets go, got about thirty five miles to do to Greenwich Oct 13 20:30:39 * Morgan nods Oct 13 20:30:41 come on then Oct 13 20:33:58 **They eat in the saddle and are on the move when the dawn comes. It isn't until an hour of busy Avalonian road has become quieter that the conversation flows in the brisk cool air. Oct 13 20:33:58 HH: Why did y' let me drink s' much? Oct 13 20:34:45 I was taking your mind of the lack of bubbies in your grasp Oct 13 20:35:04 Ahh bubbies. I miss bubbies. Oct 13 20:35:25 C: **She just smirks, watching the horizon** Oct 13 20:37:31 * HH looks at her, muttering "If th' wind changes yer gonna have that smug look f'rever!" Oct 13 20:38:02 C: **she looks to Morgan** Was he talking to me? Oct 13 20:47:18 * Morgan nods Oct 13 20:48:54 C: *she shrugs* You get bubbies everyday normally, don't be a cry baby Oct 13 20:49:28 HH: Tha's true. Least wi' drink in me it wasn't as cold Oct 13 20:53:21 C: *she looks to Morgan "How did you sleep?" Oct 13 20:54:49 alright til the cat woke me cos he was cold Oct 13 20:55:18 C: not saving you from a nightmare again? Oct 13 20:56:02 Quite the opposite Oct 13 20:57:01 _You_ dreamed something nice?! Tha' even allowed?! Oct 13 20:57:32 it happens now and then Oct 13 20:58:21 C: I'm happy for you. Let's keep nightmares to a mi Oct 13 20:58:32 Minimum * Oct 13 21:00:22 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:00:24 be happy to Oct 13 21:00:29 Gotta admit, they are int'resting though Oct 13 21:02:17 C: **she looks to Morgan* He's got a point Oct 13 21:03:19 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:03:20 I know Oct 13 21:04:30 HH: you checked the book yet? Oct 13 21:07:46 No, I didn't have chance Oct 13 21:09:14 * HH nods Oct 13 21:09:31 Maybe t'night you can tell us wha' was said Oct 13 21:09:59 wanting to know what they're doing today, huh? Oct 13 21:10:17 * HH nods Oct 13 21:10:37 Makes me feel connected t' her, y'know? Oct 13 21:10:47 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:10:48 I know Oct 13 21:11:12 * Morgan reaches into one of his bags, rummaging to find the book Oct 13 21:11:36 Careful y' don't read us th' wrong page! Oct 13 21:11:55 C: *she looks at Morgan* what is he in about now? Oct 13 21:11:59 On* Oct 13 21:13:13 * Morgan pulls the book out, opening the book to the right page Oct 13 21:13:36 She's done a letter for the morning and a letter for the evening... the latter of which is for noones eyes but my own Oct 13 21:14:37 C: Interesting... many people would pay good money for things that are titillating Oct 13 21:15:17 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:15:19 I'm sure Oct 13 21:15:57 Get the feeling mebbie it's a big more than jus' titlatin'! Oct 13 21:16:00 Bit* Oct 13 21:16:21 **the entry says "Wednesday October 14th. Good morning once more, another one closer to you being home. I think as it's Wednesday we're likely to go to Tawstock for market and probably stop at Sunnymeade on the way back. No doubt this will take most of the day, but it will be good for me to start looking to whether there is interest in resettling the island. Oct 13 21:16:21 I hope your day will be dry and fine, and that many things will make you smile, as the thought of your beloved face makes me. My love, always. Blossom xx" Oct 13 21:17:29 They're going to the market in Tawstock, stopping at Sunnymeade on the way back Oct 13 21:17:37 * HH smiles Oct 13 21:17:49 Tha'll be nice, Inga like it there Oct 13 21:19:37 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:20:27 **The weather is staying dry as the progress. They eat in the saddle again for lunch,  stopping only for calls of nature. The horses seem solid, but not as fast as ideally they would have. HH spends a lot of the time telling fantastical stories about things that never happened, one of which is about how he finds a patch of dracheneisen on his lands and becomes an Eisenfurst** Oct 13 21:20:28 HH: Then wha' ya gonna do, when Sudlachenburg is part o' my Konigsreich and they're _all_ my apples? Oct 13 21:21:57 Have a quiet word with the Nieblungen to rectify their mistake... Oct 13 21:23:17 Thinkin' mebbie five years from now? Eisenfurst Heinzharold, first o' his name Oct 13 21:25:01 C: Your Da was called Heinzharold. HH: Ah but 'e wasn't an Eisenfurst, was he? So I'd be the first Oct 13 21:25:23 He has a point... Oct 13 21:25:34 C: Makes a change! Oct 13 21:25:46 Where'dya reckon you'll be in five years, Claudia? Oct 13 21:26:05 **she shrugs "I don't know. Maybe I will stay sailing on the Rose" Oct 13 21:26:34 * HH casts a glance at Morgan's reaction Oct 13 21:27:34 staying on my ship, eh? Oct 13 21:28:56 C: Problem with that? Oct 13 21:30:13 just a bit surprising... thought perhaps you'd want to find something else to do... Oct 13 21:30:22 Mebbie you'll be captaining? Cap'n might be gone by then, being older th'n us. Oct 13 21:30:48 **Morgan can see intense pain in Claudia's micro-expression before she looks briefly puzzled. Then she nods** Maybe. Might just keep training soldiers until my body gives out. What about you, Morgan? What does 1675 look like for you? Oct 13 21:31:33 All things being well, I'll probably be in Gottkirchen Oct 13 21:32:27 **Claudia nods* sounds good Oct 13 21:32:30 I reck'n his 1675 looks like being Graf Gottkirchen, 12 year old Varick off to th' 'cademy in Tannen, 2 year old Veisgraf Morgan th' Second runnin' round, a 1 year old little girl, and Molly preggers _yet again_ b'cause now they've stopped travllin' they have a lot o' places to swive themselves silly in. Oct 13 21:33:11 * HH and Claudia both look at Morgan Oct 13 21:34:21 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 21:35:30 **Claudia asks Morgan** what do you think Heinzharold will be doing in five years? Oct 13 21:36:13 Acting like a six year old who found the cookie stash Oct 13 21:38:31 C: no different than now then? Oct 13 21:38:42 exactly Oct 13 21:39:09 Mighta given in to havin' a child myself mebbie Oct 13 21:39:45 C: *she looks at Morgan, shrugging her shoulders questioningly* Oct 13 21:40:33 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 13 21:40:40 explain it to her will you... Oct 13 21:42:44 Don't want Inga dying. Childbirth is th' most likely cause at 'er age. No childbirth, no death. Oct 13 21:43:33 C: *she just shrugs* okay. Oct 13 21:44:00 * HH looks at Morgan, confused Oct 13 21:45:19 Not used to 'er not sayin' it's stupid Oct 13 21:45:35 * Morgan nods Oct 13 21:45:38 because it isn't Oct 13 22:02:21 **Claudia nods too* Molly will be there though, to keep Inga safe...? *she looks at Morgan* Oct 13 22:06:26 I cant imagine it being any other way... she's her best friend Oct 13 22:07:37 Mebbie wait an' see what happens with Elsie b'fore we count on it. No 'ffence Oct 13 22:07:54 Special circumstances there Oct 13 22:08:02 * HH nods Oct 13 22:08:10 Tha's true Oct 13 22:08:27 She's an excellent medic before you include any of her special abilities Oct 13 22:08:42 * HH nods Oct 13 22:08:47 She is Oct 13 22:09:22 **The conversation dwindles. This gives Morgan hours to just think  or just be in the moment. It definitely gives him time to ponder whether Molly will remember what he said in her dream, and how its possible he could get into it from so far. They join a road sometime later posting "Greenwich, ten miles", another two hours yet. They should get there not long before dinnertime. Oct 13 22:09:54 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 13 22:10:12 HH: What you reck'n the best year of yer life has been then? Oct 13 22:10:12 * Claudia thinks about this quietly Oct 13 22:10:12 Either this one, or when I was five. Oct 13 22:10:51 * Claudia and HH look at Morgan Oct 13 22:10:51 HH: 'bout you? Gonna guess '65 ((the year he married Dietlinde and she fell pregnant)) or '66 (the year Jana was born)) Oct 13 22:11:43 its hard to say... Oct 13 22:12:07 * Claudia looks at him Oct 13 22:12:27 You have to try to look back on the good not coloured by the bad Oct 13 22:14:06 thats really difficult... but I cant be comparing marrying her and marrying Molly... probably Jana being born... or the day Varick called me papa Oct 13 22:14:14 * Morgan glances at them Oct 13 22:14:23 he thinks of Jana as his sister Oct 13 22:15:28 * Claudia and HH look surprised by this Oct 13 22:15:40 He's an empathetic kid Oct 13 22:15:54 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:16:02 amazing, given how he was treated Oct 13 22:16:32 HH: maybe it's b'cause of that? Oct 13 22:16:59 maybe Oct 13 22:17:34 HH: Difficult for y' that he thinks like that? Oct 13 22:18:09 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:18:23 but the best I can do is accept how far he's come and that we helped him do that Oct 13 22:19:38 HH nods: Not as difficult as 'aving two wives I bet. Oct 13 22:20:15 * Claudia just looks thoughtful, watching the two of them Oct 13 22:21:04 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 22:21:14 I'm not the same man... Oct 13 22:21:42 * Claudia nods Oct 13 22:21:55 You're grittier now. Less naive. Oct 13 22:22:02 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:22:22 Though I'm closer to who I was now than a year ago Oct 13 22:23:28 HH: *he nods* You've changed a lot. Oct 13 22:23:34 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:24:14 * Claudia looks at HH "Think it's in a good way?" Oct 13 22:24:50 * Morgan looks at them, obviously tense Oct 13 22:25:19 *HH nods* 'E's been refined Oct 13 22:26:27 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 13 22:28:55 * Claudia looks back at him Oct 13 22:28:57 What? Oct 13 22:29:14 wondering what you think Oct 13 22:29:25 Does it matter? Oct 13 22:29:56 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:30:55 You know I won't sugarcoat it Oct 13 22:31:10 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:32:11 I think you needed to get more realist. Your idealism is a fine guiding principle, but not if it blinkers you to the world. Oct 13 22:32:34 and now? Oct 13 22:33:18 Now you're an idealistic realist. You know what you want, but you aren't blind to the obstacles in your path. Oct 13 22:33:52 and thats an improvement? Oct 13 22:34:15 * Claudia nods Oct 13 22:34:22 Of course Oct 13 22:34:30 * Morgan nods slowly, looking at the horizon Oct 13 22:34:42 I warned you. Oct 13 22:35:36 * Claudia looks at HH "Don't give me that look. He wanted honesty." Oct 13 22:35:54 Its fine... I was just... worried I suppose Oct 13 22:36:03 Why? Oct 13 22:36:27 Because the opinions of most mean precisely nothing to me... yours are among the few that do Oct 13 22:37:13 You're becoming the Graf Sudlachenburg needs. I don't know you would have become that otherwise Oct 13 22:38:00 HH: Fucking hell Claudia. Feel free t' just lie to me if I e'er ask you! Oct 13 22:38:34 A shame it cost me what it did... but this is where we are now Oct 13 22:38:48 * Claudia shrugs Oct 13 22:39:29 Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you would have found your way. Maybe what I think Sudlachenburg needs is different to what it actually needs. Oct 13 22:40:39 Doesn't matter... its what we've got now Oct 13 22:41:53 HH: Could you two take it down a notch? Inga says I'm a sensitive soul, an' I dont want you pair at odds when I dont have my bubbies to cry on! Oct 13 22:42:06 We're not at odds Oct 13 22:42:32 And that is a mental image none of us needed! Oct 13 22:43:53 HH: Bubbies were made for crying on, 's why they're soft an' squishy and round, see? Tears roll right off 'em Oct 13 22:44:09 No, thats ducks Oct 13 22:44:27 Horseshit. I have _never_ cried on bubbies! Oct 13 22:44:58 **HH grins at Morgan** Is she sayin' she's cried on a duck though? Oct 13 22:48:23 your logic is difficult to fault there Oct 13 22:48:29 * Claudia rolls her eyes "Not on a duck either. I've cried on an ass though." Oct 13 22:48:53 cried on him, did ya? Oct 13 22:49:05 * Claudia nods Oct 13 22:49:26 When I got back to Sudlachenburg after the fire Oct 13 22:49:50 * Morgan nods Oct 13 22:50:05 Not at all since though. Oct 13 22:50:24 **HH looks confused** You haven't cried in three years?! Oct 13 22:51:14 * Claudia looks at Morgan, rolling her eyes "what, like that's weird?" Oct 13 22:51:26 Last time I cried was the first time since... Oct 13 22:52:23 **HH shrugs** You both need a good pair o' bubbies and a big cry. That's not normal f' most people. Oct 13 22:52:36 * Morgan shrugs Oct 13 22:53:23 HH looks to Morgan: You squared that all away wi' Molly yet? Oct 13 22:53:51 * Claudia looks like she has no idea what he's on about Oct 13 22:53:55 all what? Oct 13 22:54:38 HH: Crying, and about how Inga thought Molly would be upset b'cause you were crying over Elsie Oct 13 22:55:14 * Claudia looks to Morgan "Why would Molly be upset by that?" Oct 13 22:57:52 because she's never seen me cry... closest being when she nearly drowned and told me she'd give her life if it meant I could have Dietlinde and Jana back... then Inga hears about my crying over Elsie's attack and assumed Molly would be upset Oct 13 22:58:06 * Claudia nods Oct 13 22:58:16 So women crap then Oct 13 22:59:55 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:00:02 she was trying to protect Molly, I can respect that Oct 13 23:00:18 HH: Makes a sorta sense to me. It's about feeling valued an' stuff I reck'n Oct 13 23:00:29 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:00:54 * Claudia looks at HH "You call breasts bubbies, so it doesnt surprise me" Oct 13 23:01:37 HH: Y' not realised you've all been startin' to call them bubbies too? Oct 13 23:02:02 * Claudia goes to argue then says "ah shit." Oct 13 23:02:29 **HH grins, looking smug** Oct 13 23:03:09 thats gonna bug the shit out of her Oct 13 23:03:34 HH: 's jus' like training a dog Oct 13 23:04:06 * Claudia flips him off, but she's smiling faintly as she does Oct 13 23:05:01 **HH looks to Morgan** Guessin' you haven't told 'er about it? Oct 13 23:05:29 Haven't gotten to it yet Oct 13 23:06:52 I told her how upset you were when you got the call about the Cast, surely she understood her value from that? Oct 13 23:07:35 I still had to explain it to her Oct 13 23:07:46 I don't think she questions it, just that Inga got the wrong end of the stick Oct 13 23:08:39 * Claudia nods. Then she looks at HH. "He said some swear words at that moment I didn't even think he knew!" Oct 13 23:10:17 HH: Did he say fuck, b'cause that's about th' limit I've heard 'im say? *he grins, watching Morgan* Oct 13 23:11:08 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Oct 13 23:11:53 * Claudia checks around before telling HH the actual words he said. HH stares open-mouthed Oct 13 23:12:44 HH: Wasn' expectin' that! Oct 13 23:13:34 nor was she Oct 13 23:14:35 * Claudia nods "I was busy thinking how I was gonna stop him killing his cousin, caught me by surprise Oct 13 23:16:24 HH: lost cause. Nothing coulda stopped him. Oct 13 23:17:42 * Morgan slumps slightly in his saddle Oct 13 23:17:45 think you're right Oct 13 23:19:07 HH: Still, Molly's no doubt all fine and safely tucked away livin' the rural dream in Tawstock, no need t' worry Oct 13 23:19:44 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:21:47 **HH starts a story of how he was once a farmer, but his crops wouldn't grow. So in anger he pissed on his potatoes and then they grew. It becomes a long tale, and he seems to be enjoying telling it. They arrive in the town of Greenwich as the light is starting to fade. People have on hats pulled down and coats pulled tight against the drizzle, the streets fairly quiet. Oct 13 23:22:27 * Claudia looks around "Any idea where the house is?" Oct 13 23:22:42 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 13 23:22:44 need to ask Oct 13 23:23:57 **There's a street lad selling flowers, looking not much older than Varick and wearing clothes Morgan wouldn't even spend time trying to repair. He looks thin and tired** Oct 13 23:24:59 * Morgan rides to a stop in front of him Oct 13 23:25:21 evenin' lad, looking fer a house Oct 13 23:26:19 "Whassthdress?" The boy's Londinium accent is strong Oct 13 23:26:46 * Morgan recites it Oct 13 23:27:10 "Hereford House? Yeah, I knows it, Guv. Followthroad to the church, then secondonna left." Oct 13 23:28:31 * Morgan thanks him, nodding at the flowers Oct 13 23:28:35 how much? Oct 13 23:29:21 Wecallit a cent each feryou Guv Oct 13 23:30:26 Give me ten Oct 13 23:31:14 **he looks pleased, handing them over. There's a mix of flowers, and one is a spray of forget-me-nots** Oct 13 23:31:33 * Morgan nods, dropping two guilders into the boys palm Oct 13 23:31:56 Cantmake nochange, Guv, sorry Oct 13 23:32:05 Best keep it then, eh Oct 13 23:33:05 **He looks at the coins like it's a fortune** Thanks Guv, wecanall haveus some bread tonight Oct 13 23:33:34 how many of you? Oct 13 23:33:51 Twelveattamoment Oct 13 23:34:26 * Morgan nods, fishing in a pocket a moment before holding out his closed fist Oct 13 23:34:59 **The lad looks at it** Whatchagot, Guv? Oct 13 23:35:20 * Morgan drops another three into his palm Oct 13 23:35:28 make sure its more than just bread, alright? Oct 13 23:36:13 **He nods vigorously** Thanks Guv, we'llall be sayinaprayer fer ya Oct 13 23:36:43 get out of the rain lad Oct 13 23:37:33 **he goes scampering off, moving much like Morgan's son will be playing in the gardens of a Duchess** Oct 13 23:37:50 * Morgan nudges the horse onwards Oct 13 23:38:05 * Claudia looks at him Oct 13 23:38:23 Got directions? Oct 13 23:38:29 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:38:48 HH: *he rides beside Morgan** We taking th' lady some flowers? Oct 13 23:39:36 * Morgan nods, separating the forgetmenots and looping them under a strap on his saddle Oct 13 23:40:18 HH: *he watches Morgan, then grins** Oct 13 23:41:18 HH: I must 'member to tell yer wife about tha' Oct 13 23:41:34 what, me taking flowers to someone? Oct 13 23:42:09 HH: 'Bout you keepin' and carrying her favourites like a Favour Oct 13 23:44:00 * Morgan blushes a moment Oct 13 23:44:07 didn't think you'd know that Oct 13 23:46:20 HH: They were embroidered on 'er wedding dress, in her hair an bouquet. Also on her favourite handkerchief she made an' you told her her work was really good. I hear stuff an' see stuff. Oct 13 23:48:05 bloody spies Oct 13 23:48:14 * Claudia laughs Oct 13 23:48:26 HH * Oct 13 23:49:14 HH: I also know you 'av a blue ribbon on yer rifle that was ackshully a favour fr'm her Oct 13 23:50:01 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:51:01 They spend all their time twittering at each other like little birds "My husband does..." "My husband likes it when...". Oct 13 23:51:06 HH* Oct 13 23:51:36 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:52:52 * Claudia looks at them "You pair twitter like birds when you start talking about your wives. Stop talking, start moving. Let's get this guy so you can go home to your mates" Oct 13 23:54:10 I'm doubting they're here Oct 13 23:54:39 HH: It'd be nicer if they were Oct 13 23:54:53 * Morgan nods Oct 13 23:54:56 hence the flowers Oct 13 23:55:58 HH: Thanks for being here, now we're stabbing your boyfriend in the ass and taking 'im away? Oct 13 23:56:26 * Claudia laughs Oct 13 23:56:45 You're stabbing him in the ass? Oct 13 23:57:42 first, when they open the door they'll see the flowers before realising who it is... second, yes, he's getting a knife in the backside Oct 13 23:58:31 **they both laugh, following Morgan towards the church* Oct 14 00:01:53 **The directions take them to a side street where a nice two story house is. It's definitely minor noble rather than gentry, but only the hallway seems lit. Oct 14 00:02:23 Not likely to answer her own damn door... too snobby for that Oct 14 00:02:51 HH: surround the place, or y' knocking? Oct 14 00:03:38 Claudia round back... noone would take her for dangerous, so won't expect her to belt them Oct 14 00:04:20 * Claudia slides out of the saddle, chucking Morgan the reins. She immediately merges with the shadows and is gone Oct 14 00:04:27 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 14 00:04:45 I'll stay wi' the horses then? Oct 14 00:05:20 Tie mine and hers up... if they make a run for it I don't want you having to wait for us Oct 14 00:07:09 * HH goes to do so Oct 14 00:08:13 * Morgan wanders up to the door before thumping on it, flowers in hand Oct 14 00:08:22 **The man that opens the door isn't dressed well enough to be the owner, but nor is he in livery. He looks fed up** What? Oct 14 00:08:29 * HH is now known as man Oct 14 00:09:39 * Morgan speaks with a heavy Londinium accent Oct 14 00:09:46 flowers for er ladyship Oct 14 00:10:43 **The man scoffs** long gone, she is. Rode on in with some foreigner couple of weeks back. 28th, anniversary of the older master's death. Oct 14 00:11:16 any idea where they went? Oct 14 00:11:38 * man shakes his head Oct 14 00:11:41 Got more houses, Farnham out west which she got from her last marriage. Thirlow and Ilchester up north, first an' second marriages. Oct 14 00:13:09 know which one they headed fer? Want words with that forriner Oct 14 00:14:44 Arrogant piece of shit he is. Dunno, but she had been living at Farnham until she went to Balig Oct 14 00:15:16 worth a shot then... wha's got your goat, if they aint here to be a nuisance Oct 14 00:15:27 Losing all our jobs Oct 14 00:15:51 * Morgan nods Oct 14 00:16:01 same in Balig... Oct 14 00:16:16 * man nods Oct 14 00:16:38 Maybe she's spent through all her inheritances Oct 14 00:17:08 * Morgan nods Oct 14 00:17:10 sounds like it Oct 14 00:17:21 y'married? Oct 14 00:17:28 * man nods Oct 14 00:17:34 20 years Oct 14 00:17:39 * Morgan hands him the flowers Oct 14 00:18:09 * man inclines his head "much obliged. Hope you find your man" Oct 14 00:18:33 * Morgan nods, moving away from the house Oct 14 00:18:53 **It's started raining more** Oct 14 00:19:53 * Morgan goes to his horse, whistling loudly to Claudia Oct 14 00:20:35 **She joins them, muttering about the rain. It's too wet to talk, and too dark to press on. They find a quiet tavern in the town with three very cold rooms. They get settled into drinking in the tap room and eating hot food, trying to warm up from the heavier rain  they endured until the horses were stabled. Oct 14 00:25:28 * man has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 14 09:44:58 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 14 10:09:36 HH raises a pint of weak Avalonian ale to his lips: Well, tha's a bugger. Oct 14 10:10:37 * Morgan nods Oct 14 10:11:13 * Claudia shrugs "We'll press on. If she's heading back for this party next month it makes sense she'll go west" Oct 14 10:12:09 She'd been staying at Farnham until she went to Balig... does that mean she's already shut up shop, or is using that as her main place... Oct 14 10:12:54 HH shrugs: Won't know til we get there. **he gets out the planned route** Oct 14 10:15:16 * Claudia slides over to look at it Oct 14 10:16:01 Going to be very impractical to come back to it later on. His plan makes more sense Oct 14 10:16:37 * Morgan nods Oct 14 10:16:44 we're committed to that route really Oct 14 10:16:54 They left a fortnight ago Oct 14 10:17:29 HH nods: Wish we'd 'ad the jump on them from the start, but who was t' know? Overnight in the middle, be there Friday. Oct 14 10:18:05 * Morgan sits back, scowling Oct 14 10:18:14 * Claudia eats some food, watching Morgan Oct 14 10:18:28 You couldn't have known, so don't be starting that. Oct 14 10:20:19 What? Oct 14 10:22:09 Brooding Oct 14 10:23:12 * Morgan takes a mouthful of his ale Oct 14 10:23:22 I'm not... I'm pissed off Oct 14 10:24:40 HH: *he marks out the tiny ports nearest the places her other houses are. Then he taps at Thirlow** We can land here at Whistable, but it'll only add an hour by sea an' two by road from Durham... Oct 14 10:25:41 Is it worth it? Oct 14 10:28:01 HH: *he moves his finger up through Coleraine (the place Richard Robert's, Catherine's new estates manager is from) to Catterick, only 15 miles away from the dock.* Depends 'ow desperate you are to see your uncle. While we're off to Thirlow, someone could be sent to Foxcroft to escort him to the port Oct 14 10:28:39 **This would also allow him to retrieve the package of communication mirrors Walder was sending there** Oct 14 10:30:47 * Morgan tilts his head Oct 14 10:32:01 There's a package there I want... Oct 14 10:32:20 HH grins: Tha's what she said Oct 14 10:32:48 * Morgan glances at him Oct 14 10:33:38 **HH just reaches over to filch a potato from Morgan** Oct 14 10:34:39 how long to get a messenger from here to Catterick? Oct 14 10:35:31 HH: By land or sea? Oct 14 10:35:47 either Oct 14 10:37:22 HH: Seven days there by land. Mebbie do it in four by sea, depending on speed of ship, 'ow soon it leaves. Oct 14 10:37:50 May as well just wait until we get there then, send someone from the dock Oct 14 10:40:34 * Claudia looks at map "Agreed. You could send the Rose, but we'd either be waiting four days in Londinium or travelling by horse to Ilchester, which won't be any faster overall Oct 14 10:43:57 No, I don't want to add that much time Oct 14 10:46:42 HH: *he shakes his head* Yer wrong. Wouldn't have to do Merton an' Londinium if we were ridin' and meeting the Rose at Denholme. It's six days to Ilchester either way. Oct 14 10:47:22 That after Farnham? *HH nods* Oct 14 10:47:52 what if they're in merton? Oct 14 10:47:56 * Claudia both look to Morgan Oct 14 10:48:02 And HH* Oct 14 10:48:55 HH: No reason for them to be, 's just where we'd need to stop on th' way back to the ship. Only Farnham, Ilchester and Thirlow for houses. Oct 14 10:49:49 * Morgan nods Oct 14 10:49:50 alright Oct 14 10:52:59 HH: Your call, Morgan. The Rose is more practical f' food an' comfort. Oct 14 10:53:28 * Claudia shrugs "I don't care either way" Oct 14 10:53:37 its all about time... does either option save us any? Oct 14 10:55:35 HH: *he shakes his head* No, but you get yer package sooner with the option of skipping the return to Londinium, or y' get to see yer uncle if we stick to th' original plan, assuming we don' find him in Farnham or Ilchester Oct 14 10:56:46 Only by three days for the package Oct 14 10:58:26 * Morgan nods slowly, mulling it over Oct 14 10:59:10 HH: 's long as you have a decision by dawn, makes no odds. Can't send a rider t' Sorgi at this time of night anyhow Oct 14 10:59:36 Either way, we have two days to Farnham first Oct 14 10:59:41 * Morgan nods Oct 14 11:00:20 HH looks at Morgan's last potato: You eatin' that? Oct 14 11:00:32 * Morgan glances at it before shaking his head Oct 14 11:01:05 *He stabs it with his fork* Oct 14 11:01:35 * Claudia stands up "I'm getting whiskey, you want some?" Oct 14 11:01:52 * Morgan nods Oct 14 11:01:53 please Oct 14 11:02:20 HH nods: Definitely. My room's as frigid as a newly signed-nun. Oct 14 11:02:48 * Claudia shakes her head disapprovingly before going to the bar Oct 14 11:05:44 HH grins: Gon' be a long night in a bed tha' cold Oct 14 11:05:50 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 14 11:07:12 I expect so Oct 14 11:08:00 'S alright for you, I bet you can do all sortsa jiggery-pokery t' stay warm Oct 14 11:08:30 cant say I've thought about it Oct 14 11:08:39 I almost forget about that stuff Oct 14 11:10:13 * HH laughs Oct 14 11:10:35 What they like about it 'ere in Av'lon? Oct 14 11:11:05 generally speaking, they don't care... it was quite usual for me to be dodging balls of flame Oct 14 11:13:08 You can make 'em? Oct 14 11:13:31 never tried Oct 14 11:16:02 * HH nods Oct 14 11:16:34 Put it in a warming pan, heat yer bed Oct 14 11:16:40 * Morgan nods Oct 14 11:16:50 keep an eye for people with green eyes... Oct 14 11:17:12 * HH looks confused Oct 14 11:17:21 Thought tha' was just a myth Oct 14 11:18:32 not in my experience... not everyone with green eyes has some sort of magic but, aside from yours truly and my wife, everyone with magic has green eyes Oct 14 11:18:46 Yours are pretty green in th' middle Oct 14 11:19:06 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 11:19:18 Molly\s aren't Oct 14 11:19:29 * HH grins "Y' have nice eyes, if you were a lassie" Oct 14 11:20:08 I have nice eyes anyway, shut your mouth Oct 14 11:20:13 **Claudia sits down, looking at Morgan, smirking** Is he bothering you, sweetheart? Oct 14 11:20:47 * HH laughs loudly enough that people start looking Oct 14 11:22:04 the pair of you like drinking warm whiskey? Oct 14 11:23:50 **She had brought a whole bottle of whiskey back with her, putting a large measure in each of three glasses** Spiced warm whiskey is good Oct 14 11:23:54 C* Oct 14 11:24:42 * Morgan looks at the bottle Oct 14 11:25:11 A couple of shots is considered a normal amount... not a whole bottle Oct 14 11:25:50 C: Gonna be on the road for a few days, best to be prepared Oct 14 11:27:23 * HH drinks some "Not bad" Oct 14 11:28:22 * Morgan sips it Oct 14 11:30:23 C: *she breaks out a deck of cards and a large handful of tiny wooden tokens* Poker? Whoever loses pays for the whiskey Oct 14 11:30:56 * Morgan nods Oct 14 11:30:56 fine Oct 14 11:31:01 * HH gets comfortable "Go on" Oct 14 11:32:20 **Heinzharold loses but pays up with good grace. All of them a bit weary from the travel and the anti-climax, they don't play cards for long before calling it a night. Morgan's room is small, only a single bed, and freezing cold. He's provided with a solitary candle Oct 14 11:35:26 * Morgan does his nighttime prep before climbing into bed Oct 14 11:36:19 **For a moment he cant find either the book or the negligee in his bag** Oct 14 11:40:35 * Morgan swears, turning the bag out on the floor Oct 14 11:40:50 **he finally finds them** Oct 14 11:41:43 * Morgan sighs with relief, putting the stuff back in his bag before opening the book Oct 14 11:42:12 "Wednesday October 14th, evening. It became a very frequent event those following days for me to think of you that way at bedtime. Each day was filled with anticipation of finally being able to lay with you, and we were unable to risk even kissing, aside from one night a few days before the wedding where we slipped into an empty guest room and I kissed you against the door. Oct 14 11:42:12 I wanted you so badly that night, feeling your passion through your kisses and having your hands on me was very arousing. I had to break it off and go to bed, because my desire to please you was so high that I was not sure my self-control would hold. Oct 14 11:42:35 So I went to bed with you in my mind. I fantasised about you doing the same, about how you would have been hard from our stolen kisses and touching me. I imagined the frustration being too much for you and you aching for me as I was aching for you. Oct 14 11:42:35 I caressed myself intimately, imagining you in your own bed, the covers pushed back and you reclined and so appealing. You were very, very hard, and your hand upon you was slow, savouring the sensation.  With my fingers I could tell how strongly you had aroused my body, how ready I was to be pleasured and taken. Oct 14 11:42:35 It felt like relief just to have some pressure there were I needed it, and I relaxed into the familiar method of circling my fingers where I am most sensitive as I thought of your firm stroking and your own pursuit if relief from the arousal our brief tryst had inspired. Oct 14 11:42:55 I wanted you so badly. As I write this, I want you so badly too! I peaked with the thought of you doing likewise, of you swelling in your grip and the pleasure running through you before you released onto your skin, your manhood twitching as it had in my hand. Oct 14 11:42:56 That is what I shall be imagining tonight, the intensity of our desire that night to cast aside the rules and act on our feelings, and the thought of you being so aroused that you need release from your hand whilst thinking of me. I hope wherever you are tonight the thought of being with me is soothing to you xx Oct 14 11:45:05 * Morgan closes the book, sighing Oct 14 11:46:35 **there's not even the cat to talk to, just a spider in one corner of the ceiling** Oct 14 11:47:32 * Morgan rolls onto his side, trying to sleep Oct 14 11:48:31 **Despite the hundreds of miles between them, he slips into Molly's dream again. In the yellow tones, she is stood in the kitchen of their first cottage, drinking coffee and watching from the window, the rain pouring down. He has coffee too. Oct 14 11:48:31 "I think Lady Catherine was correct to cancel her party back in April after whatever the business in the… place in Tawstock with Kai was, liebes herz" Oct 14 11:48:38 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 14 11:51:49 probably Oct 14 11:51:59 *she sips the coffee. No party in April would mean Captain Tsaylur had never Eisened him into marriage, nor had Molly met the girls on the Coral, but a glance around the kitchen shows they have settled into this as their home, the dresser he had planned to build for her made and filled with plates edged in a forget-me-not pattern. Oct 14 11:52:24 **The kitchen is pleasantly warm and smells of freshly baking bread. A calendar shows it is early june, and there's a note beside a ringed date that says in his writing "Heinzharold and Claudia" Oct 14 11:52:24 Do you think your friends will face hostility for being Eisen, or do you think Kai and his men's banishments will have helped that? Oct 14 11:55:18 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 11:55:25 knowing how things go, they'll have trouble for it Oct 14 11:55:49 Are you nervous about seeing them, or did you see them in December? ((Def didnt see Claudia, no clear cannon for seeing HH, happy with either)) Oct 14 11:57:36 No, I didn't see them... I've no doubt they'll give me grief Oct 14 11:58:00 * Molly frowns Oct 14 11:58:10 Because we are living here like this? Oct 14 12:00:20 No... Oct 14 12:00:45 Because you left? Oct 14 12:13:16 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Oct 14 14:17:47 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 14 14:18:12 Do you think your friends will face hostility for being Eisen, or do you think Kai and his men's banishments will have helped that? Oct 14 14:18:12 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 14:18:12 knowing how things go, they'll have trouble for it Oct 14 14:18:12 Are you nervous about seeing them, or did you see them in December? ((Def didnt see Claudia, no clear cannon for seeing HH, happy with either)) Oct 14 14:18:13 No, I didn't see them... I've no doubt they'll give me grief Oct 14 14:18:15 * Molly frowns Oct 14 14:18:17 Because we are living here like this? Oct 14 14:18:19 No... Oct 14 14:18:21 Because you left? Oct 14 14:18:23 partly Oct 14 14:18:49 I am sure they will understand, liebes herz Oct 14 14:19:38 No... they won't Oct 14 14:19:53 * Molly looks concerned Oct 14 14:20:12 Even if you explain that you needed to go? Oct 14 14:20:22 even if... Oct 14 14:21:12 * Molly looks compassionate Oct 14 14:21:23 That will upset you? Oct 14 14:23:51 of course Oct 14 14:25:15 I am sorry, m-... Morgan. I can appreciate the pain of having a best friend think badly of you **she looks down at the cup, swirling the coffee** Oct 14 14:25:56 * Morgan nods Oct 14 14:27:18 Can I do anything that will ease your nerves these next few hours? Oct 14 14:28:15 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 14 14:28:19 no, I don't think so Oct 14 14:29:17 *she looks nervous herself* Do you think they will approve of me for you? Oct 14 14:30:09 I imagine so Oct 14 14:30:29 Will they be alright, having to top and tail in your bed? Oct 14 14:30:47 If they don't like it, they can find a room in town Oct 14 14:30:54 I suppose conditions were even more cramped and close in the War on ship? Oct 14 14:31:16 * Morgan nods Oct 14 14:31:19 aye, very Oct 14 14:31:29 **he can see her bite her lip nervously** Do you have reservations about sharing _my_ bed for the first time? Oct 14 14:33:39 only that I do not wish you to be uncomfortable Oct 14 14:39:06 * Molly shakes her head Oct 14 14:39:25 My only concern is for you. I will wear a night dress. You do not have to worry. If you wish, we could put some blankets rolled up between us… *she turns a little from watching over the rainy lawn to watch him over the rim of her cup* Oct 14 14:42:23 They do that before a betrothal in parts of Eisen... Oct 14 14:45:35 * Molly looks intrigued Oct 14 14:45:47 Really? For how long? Oct 14 14:50:00 the night before the betrothal... it gives them time to talk, and if the man has acted honourably, the woman accepts the proposition Oct 14 14:50:54 * Molly blushes Oct 14 14:51:04 And they usually act honourably? Oct 14 14:53:44 usually... or so the bride says Oct 14 14:55:24 * Molly looks thoughtful "That does sound very sweet. Is that done where you are from?" Oct 14 15:00:56 No... Oct 14 15:01:17 * Molly looks outside again "The rain has stopped. If a barrier between us tonight would be pleasing to you I will go over and get more blankets." Oct 14 15:01:32 I'll think about it Oct 14 15:01:53 * Molly nods, sipping her coffee slowly Oct 14 15:02:22 Please, do not allow concerns that I will be uncomfortable to feature into your thoughts Oct 14 15:05:48 * Molly turns to watch him, her back to the window now Oct 14 15:07:33 * Morgan nods Oct 14 15:07:34 alright Oct 14 15:07:59 * Molly takes the bread from the oven, smiling Oct 14 15:08:14 Come and have a smell, liebes herz Oct 14 15:09:00 of... Oct 14 15:09:15 * Molly giggles Oct 14 15:09:40 I meant the bread, but if you wished to smell me you can! Oct 14 15:11:36 * Morgan smiles slightly, coming to inhale by her neck before smelling the bread Oct 14 15:12:19 * Molly murmurs "I love you" without thinking Oct 14 15:13:03 hmm? Oct 14 15:13:08 * Molly blushes "I... uhh..." Oct 14 15:14:30 * Molly watches him nervously Oct 14 15:14:59 * Morgan waits Oct 14 15:15:16 **There's a knock at the door. She looks relieved** The door! Oct 14 15:16:41 * Molly makes no move to answer it, still watching him intently Oct 14 15:16:51 so it is Oct 14 15:17:24 * Molly just nods, eyes on his Oct 14 15:23:26 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 14 15:45:56 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Oct 14 15:51:59 [15:13] * Molly just nods, eyes on his Oct 14 15:52:21 best open it then love Oct 14 15:52:33 * Molly blushes Oct 14 15:52:44 Did you just call me...? Oct 14 15:53:13 * Morgan looks at her, feigning innocence Oct 14 15:53:53 * Molly shakes her head slightly "Sorry, I thought... it doesn't matter" Oct 14 15:56:39 what? Oct 14 15:57:10 I thought you called me "love". I misheard. Oct 14 15:57:48 * Morgan nods Oct 14 15:57:49 I see Oct 14 15:58:17 * Molly blushes again, looking guilty. He hears Claudia say quietly "Morgan?" Oct 14 15:59:01 * Morgan calls out Oct 14 15:59:03 just coming Oct 14 15:59:09 * Morgan looks at Molly Oct 14 15:59:12 * Molly tilts her head "Why is she whispering?" Oct 14 15:59:25 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 16:00:11 perhaps, my love, you should open the door and find out? Oct 14 16:00:53 **She looks love struck a moment then frowns** "She's not at my door… *she looks around as if something is dawning on her* This… this isn't… it's not real. Oct 14 16:02:21 You're dreaming... and so am I Oct 14 16:02:34 * Molly looks at him, smiling warmly Oct 14 16:02:47 You're really here?! Oct 14 16:02:53 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:03:01 I was last night but couldn't get you to see it Oct 14 16:03:56 * Molly puts her hands on his cheeks tenderly kissing his mouth fast and repeatedly "Oh liebes herz! There's so much I want to say!" Oct 14 16:04:17 It does mean that Claudia is trying whispering in my ear though, doesn't it... Oct 14 16:05:03 Probably. Don't go, not yet. Just a minute... *she stays close to his mouth* Oct 14 16:05:18 How quickly could you teach me to do the mirror thing? Oct 14 16:06:20 I don't do anything, Jacques does it all. I just put on water at the right time. Why? *she steals another quick kiss* Oct 14 16:07:35 I was hoping we could do that... I'm going to get the mirror halves from Catterick while I'm up that way Oct 14 16:07:46 **There's a louder knock** Oct 14 16:08:13 Oh! No, they're permanently linked, no water is needed. They never stop showing the other mirror Oct 14 16:08:53 I was hoping we could find a way to do it until we got hold of those mirrors but... I suppose not Oct 14 16:09:51 * Molly shakes her head. *kiss* Porteish *kiss* water from *kiss* well from Sudlache. Oct 14 16:10:37 pity. I'll have one half of a mirror sent to you but there's a good chance I'll be back before it is Oct 14 16:13:31 Yes, my love. *she strokes his face, talking fast* God, liebes herz, I miss you! I love you endlessly. We're all well, happy enough. No baby signs, Elsie well, smitten as is James. Inga misses Heinzharold. Varick misses you. Don't worry we're okay. Last night, yes, blissful! Oct 14 16:14:22 We miss you... we haven't found him at Greenwich so we're going to have to carry on looking. Oct 14 16:15:08 It's okay, we're okay, just do what you need. **Claudia says his name a little louder** Oct 14 16:16:43 I've got to go my love Oct 14 16:17:42 * Molly kisses him firmly again "I know, I know. I'll keep us safe, please keep yourself safe. Try to smile when you can. Dont go forgetting me, hmm?" *she smiles* Oct 14 16:20:12 Never my love. I love you, with everything I am Oct 14 16:21:39 * Molly 's eyes fill with tears but she's grinning "Go, my dearest, most beloved sehnsucht. I'll find you here again if I can" Oct 14 16:22:14 * Morgan nods, looking at her a moment before trying to wake up Oct 14 16:23:30 **The pitch black room is a far cry from the little daytime cottage of her dreams. The next call of his name sounds more concerned** Morgan? Oct 14 16:23:35 * Molly is now known as Claudia Oct 14 16:23:42 yes? Oct 14 16:24:04 **Its around five, two and a half hours before dawn, nearly two before first light** Oct 14 16:24:21 You decent? Oct 14 16:24:33 hang on Oct 14 16:24:42 * Morgan rolls out, pulling his trousers on Oct 14 16:24:48 come in Oct 14 16:25:40 **It is bitterly cold. Claudia has a bed blanket over her shoulders and a single candle in a holder when she opens the door** Oct 14 16:26:38 * Claudia smirks a little, but it seems a little forced "That's more nipple than Heinzharold will see on this trip" Oct 14 16:27:56 * Morgan looks at her Oct 14 16:27:58 whats wrong? Oct 14 16:28:01 Nightmare. Just could use some company. Oct 14 16:28:18 * Morgan sits at one end of his bed, nodding to the other end Oct 14 16:28:35 * Claudia sets the candle down and sits Oct 14 16:28:47 Fucking cold in here too Oct 14 16:28:51 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:28:56 that it is Oct 14 16:29:22 * Morgan pulls a shirt on Oct 14 16:30:26 * Claudia kicks off her boots, sitting cross legged with the blanket all around her. The world is completely quiet around them Oct 14 16:30:31 I figured given how supportive you've been and how you want me to model opening up, you'd want me to come to you. Oct 14 16:30:53 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:30:59 I know its difficult though Oct 14 16:31:10 * Claudia nods Oct 14 16:31:48 Don't want you thinking I'm weak. I _could_ get through it alone, but I'm trying to accept that I dont _have to_ Oct 14 16:32:27 my friend, I've never thought of you as weak, in any sense, and I never would. Oct 14 16:34:08 * Claudia nods Oct 14 16:34:28 I'm alright Oct 14 16:34:56 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:35:23 do you need anything from me? Just company, a hug... for a change I cant rustle up coffee Oct 14 16:36:19 Company. Not hugs, sorry. Oct 14 16:37:30 don't be... I'm not particularly used to people coming to me, used to them being too scared of me Oct 14 16:37:58 No, I have _never_ experienced that in my whole life (!) Oct 14 16:38:45 That surprises me, you've always seemed such a soft, fluffy type Oct 14 16:38:53 * Claudia snorts Oct 14 16:39:16 * Morgan leans down, fetching his flask of scotch, sipping some before offering it to her Oct 14 16:39:31 Thought you and Heinzharold were the "little rabbits" Oct 14 16:39:44 * Claudia drinks some before handing it back Oct 14 16:39:45 * Morgan smirks Oct 14 16:39:46 not today Oct 14 16:39:56 * Claudia laughs Oct 14 16:40:25 It helps you when you talk about your nightmares? Oct 14 16:41:26 with one exception, usually Oct 14 16:41:44 * Claudia nods Oct 14 16:42:07 If I tell you, you gonna get all guilty that you weren't there? Oct 14 16:43:02 I'll try not to... thats about the best I can do Oct 14 16:43:30 **She watches him seriously* Sure you wanna know? Sure you can _handle_ knowing, with all the Elsie stuff? Oct 14 16:44:59 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:47:42 * Claudia takes a deep breath, psyching herself up "Only person I ever told was Sorgi" Oct 14 16:48:02 * Morgan nods Oct 14 16:49:41 Nightmare about the first man who raped me. It wasn't very clear to me at the time that's what it was. We were friends, first friend I made in basic training. Never treated me like I was a girl, stood up for me against the others who thought I shouldn't be there. Managed to persuade me that everyone had to lose their virginity to a man at some time, why not a best friend? Oct 14 16:49:52 * Claudia keeps an eye on his reaction Oct 14 16:50:53 * Morgan frowns, nodding Oct 14 16:51:53 I wasn't sure. I said no a couple of times, I think. I didn't want to, but he'd been good to me, helped me find my feet there, kept me out of trouble. I thought maybe that was the price of it, you know? A trade. Oct 14 16:53:03 I can see how that'd make sense Oct 14 16:53:15 It wasn't that bad, physically. He wasn't rough. It was over in no time, really. I thought maybe I'd made a big deal of nothing. Maybe that's what friends did for each other when one was male one was female. Oct 14 16:54:07 But as time went on I realised he started putting in less effort to being my friend, and expecting sex constantly. I definitely said no most times then. But again, I felt badly about it, like maybe I was just being frigid like the other trainees had been saying. My resistance should have been stronger, he said. If I hadn't wanted it, I'd have punched him, he said. Oct 14 16:55:54 * Claudia shrugs, again checking his expression Oct 14 16:57:40 * Morgan scowls, waiting Oct 14 16:57:46 That final time I did punch him. Gave him a black eye. The next day I heard the others teasing him, and him tell them how he'd "fucked that dumb bitch every night" and boasting how easy it had been to trick me into thinking he gave a shit about anything but screwing me. Oct 14 16:58:27 I realised then it had been against my better judgment and that I'd been coerced and forced because I didn't want to lose my only friend. That feeling of shame comes back now and then, even years after I killed him. That's what I had a nightmare about, standing outside the hut hearing him mock me and the others laugh, that wave of shame. Oct 14 16:58:40 * Claudia sighs, taking back the scotch Oct 14 16:58:53 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 14 16:59:58 He _had_ to die. There would have been another girl, and another, you know? Oct 14 17:00:11 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:00:16 I do Oct 14 17:01:46 It wasn't my fault, I know that. You can't stop someone determined to ruin you when you trust them. Took me years to figure that out. Oct 14 17:03:06 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:03:20 I'm glad you see that though Oct 14 17:03:31 * Claudia nods Oct 14 17:03:53 I do Oct 14 17:04:50 Doesnt mean I'm willing to trust people easily now though Oct 14 17:05:03 understandable Oct 14 17:05:32 Give them enough time, they'll show you who they really are Oct 14 17:06:00 so I'm learning Oct 14 17:06:24 * Claudia takes a mouthful of scotch then hands the flask back Oct 14 17:06:35 * Morgan nods, taking a mouthful Oct 14 17:06:44 You mean me? Oct 14 17:07:27 No... I've always known who you are, just not why... its never been... necessary. Oct 14 17:08:24 Just assumed I was a hardass bitch with more Eisen than one physical form can hold? *She grins* Oct 14 17:08:54 Something like that Oct 14 17:09:14 We're all what life makes us Oct 14 17:09:30 Mostly I agree with that Oct 14 17:09:44 Only mostly? Oct 14 17:10:27 I don't think life makes you as cruel as that... Oct 14 17:10:49 * Claudia shrugs Oct 14 17:11:13 I think it's easy to become cruel if you receive cruelty Oct 14 17:12:08 you think he did? Or Dau? Oct 14 17:12:51 He didn't. Dont know anything about Dau's background. Doesn't excuse it though Oct 14 17:13:27 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:14:00 suffering cruelty may well make it easier to become cruel, but its built in with some people... hence why mostly I agree you are what life makes you Oct 14 17:14:16 * Claudia nods Oct 14 17:14:25 I can agree with that Oct 14 17:14:48 * Claudia looks at him Oct 14 17:15:21 Guess it makes sense a bit now, why I don't want a relationship or obligations to Sorgi? Oct 14 17:15:35 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:16:11 because you're friends, and it'd feel too close to what happened Oct 14 17:16:47 I can't feel like I owe it to him, like it isn't my choice Oct 14 17:16:58 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:18:13 He gets it. If I went back to the Rose and said I was done and it was never happening again, it would never happen again and he wouldn't give me any trouble over it at all Oct 14 17:18:35 I've a great deal of respect for him... Oct 14 17:18:42 * Claudia nods Oct 14 17:18:56 Without a doubt one of the finest men I have ever met. Oct 14 17:19:16 Cant say I thought the same when I first met him Oct 14 17:19:34 He was in a bad state by his account Oct 14 17:19:40 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:19:54 if the beating hadn't killed him, the alcohol was going to Oct 14 17:20:01 * Claudia nods Oct 14 17:20:10 She fixed him, didn't she? Oct 14 17:20:50 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:21:03 healed his wounds and the damage done physically, yes Oct 14 17:22:07 Don't know if she meant to heal his addiction, but he says it's like it just stopped. He regained consciousness and that desire and need to drink was just gone completely. Oct 14 17:22:41 * Morgan nods, taking another mouthful Oct 14 17:23:09 Shouldn't be possible, should it? Oct 14 17:23:22 why not? Magic's been in this world for... millenia Oct 14 17:23:37 * Claudia shrugs Oct 14 17:24:12 Suppose so. Anyway, that's my first horror story. How was your night? Oct 14 17:24:50 I feel a little guilty telling you... Oct 14 17:25:12 Why? Oct 14 17:27:17 I'm... rather thrilled... have I told you before we can sometimes enter each others dreams? Oct 14 17:28:54 * Claudia thinks Oct 14 17:29:25 No... future predicting dreams, communicate to one mile, sense her direction for five Oct 14 17:29:34 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:29:57 I've been able to enter her dreams for a time... turns out we can do it from this distance, but she doesn't realise its a dream... Oct 14 17:30:16 * Claudia nods Oct 14 17:30:32 You saw her tonight? Oct 14 17:30:48 * Morgan nods Oct 14 17:31:00 last night too... but tonight she realised she was dreaming Oct 14 17:31:07 * Claudia smiles "I'm glad for you. Think you're soppy as hell, but I'm still glad for you" Oct 14 17:38:21 How are things there? Oct 14 17:39:24 fine. They miss us, send their love... Oct 14 17:39:42 no signs of the baby yet Oct 14 17:43:02 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 14 17:57:50 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 14 17:57:57 [17:49] * Claudia holds out her hand for the flask Oct 14 17:58:13 * Morgan hands it back Oct 14 17:58:16 Mind set at rest a bit now? Oct 14 18:01:49 * Morgan nods Oct 14 18:01:50 aye Oct 14 18:02:12 Good to see her? Oct 14 18:03:19 extremely Oct 14 18:03:36 I miss them Oct 14 18:03:58 * Claudia nods Oct 14 18:04:24 Not surprising. Hopefully it'll happen again for you Oct 14 18:04:54 I hope so Oct 14 18:07:29 * Claudia nods Oct 14 18:07:39 You decided what we're doing yet? Oct 14 18:09:55 I'm leaning towards heading back to the ship... if its taking the same amount of time, why wouldn't we sleep in our own beds... Oct 14 18:10:03 * Claudia nods Oct 14 18:10:15 Sounds good to me Oct 14 18:10:59 need to speak to my uncle anyway, if we get that far Oct 14 18:11:07 Hopefully not Oct 14 18:12:09 Shame you haven't got Molly to show off Oct 14 18:12:36 we're heading back to see him anyway Oct 14 18:22:01 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 14 18:44:46 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 14 18:44:55 [18:37] (Claudia) He ever get to meet Dietlinde? Oct 14 18:45:24 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 14 18:45:54 * Claudia nods Oct 14 18:46:21 Visit him when you lived here? Oct 14 18:46:56 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 14 18:47:02 No... I avoided everything like that Oct 14 18:47:29 Be glad to see you then Oct 14 18:47:43 possibly, aye Oct 14 18:50:11 * Claudia sips the scotch Oct 14 18:50:30 How long you been dreaming hopping then? Oct 14 18:50:37 Dream* Oct 14 18:50:55 oh, a good while now Oct 14 18:51:23 Useful at this distance, seems pointless when you're together Oct 14 18:53:03 surprising if I'm honest Oct 14 18:53:50 * Claudia nods Oct 14 18:54:46 Gonna tell Heinzharold? Oct 14 18:55:52 Don't see why not Oct 14 18:56:11 He's going to be over the moon, isnt he? Oct 14 18:57:28 its not reliable enough to be able to count on it Oct 14 18:57:50 Just knowing that they were okay as of last night... Oct 14 18:57:58 * Morgan nods Oct 14 18:57:59 true Oct 14 18:58:49 Ugh, you pair are making me soft, imagining a romantic reunion in your dream. Oct 14 18:59:15 we all have to grow and change Oct 14 18:59:23 * Claudia shudders Oct 14 18:59:27 No thanks! Oct 14 18:59:46 You've grown and changed... Oct 14 18:59:56 Reckon? Oct 14 19:00:18 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:01:02 Because I haven't punched anyone except Heinzharold in weeks? Oct 14 19:01:36 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 19:01:39 Not necessarily Oct 14 19:04:29 What then? **she drinks more of his scotch before handing it back* Oct 14 19:04:35 this, for a start... Oct 14 19:04:49 * Claudia nods Oct 14 19:04:52 This is new Oct 14 19:05:01 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:11:42 * Claudia starts putting in her boots Oct 14 19:12:08 I'm going to get Sleeping Beauty up so we can get on the road soon Oct 14 19:12:48 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:12:51 alright Oct 14 19:13:25 * Claudia grasps his arm in their familiar gesture before she goes "Thanks, Morgan." Oct 14 19:14:26 Anytime... thank you for trusting me with it Oct 14 19:14:56 * Claudia inclines her head, taking her candle with her, and leaving him in the dark Oct 14 19:15:56 **He has the time to pack up his meagre belongings and get ready for a long day of travel ((anything he would specifically do?)) Oct 14 19:16:11 3/me goes in search of his own candle so he can finish getting dressed Oct 14 19:16:26 **he finds it easily Oct 14 19:17:50 * Morgan gets it lit and finishes dressing before opening the book to todays letter Oct 14 19:22:22 **Thursday October 15th, morning. Good morning mein liebling, I hope you had a good night. I am hoping to help Lady Torrington and also further your ideals of greater care for the common people by influencing her a little as I spend time with her. Thursday's seem to be a good day for that, so I will likely spend time in noble pursuits today. I also intend to practice my archery. I hope your day is a good one also. How I will be missing holding you in my ar Oct 14 19:24:39 good one also. How I will be missing holding you in my ar Oct 14 19:25:25 Arms! My love, Mollyxx Oct 14 19:26:54 * Morgan packs it into his bag, getting his things ready to move out Oct 14 19:27:21 **There's a touch of moonlight that makes it easier to take out their horses, and it shows how their breath steams. The saddles are as cold as ice, and Heinzharold winces as they ride away from the tavern** Think my balls froze off! Oct 14 19:30:24 Thats how Claudia became a girl... Oct 14 19:32:27 * Claudia snorts "Have you tried checking your wife's pockets, Heinzharold? Isn't that where your balls are now" Oct 14 19:33:43 HH grunts: Not makin' a comment incase it resurrects Saint Morgan of Puritytown Oct 14 19:36:31 brains have frozen, huh Oct 14 19:36:51 * Claudia sniggers "That's a hard nickname to live down" Oct 14 19:37:17 HH: Brain's fine, ass is numb Oct 14 19:37:33 fairly close to where you keep your brain... Oct 14 19:37:49 * Claudia and HH both laugh at this Oct 14 19:38:10 Tha's why all the lassies say I 'ave a big brain Oct 14 19:38:14 HH* Oct 14 19:38:35 I'll point out most people think you're simple... Oct 14 19:38:43 * Claudia scoffs "I've heard three women say you Oct 14 19:39:14 Have a big brain, your Ma, your wife, and Molly, who is very generous. Oct 14 19:39:51 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold, raising an eyebrow Oct 14 19:40:14 HH: *he grins* what? Oct 14 19:40:28 given the context, I'm not sure I'm pleased about that Oct 14 19:41:01 HH: You wonderin' if she's seen little Heinzharold? Oct 14 19:41:50 * Claudia shakes her head "Oh no. The bubbies is back enough, we do _not_ need a nickname for your manhood" Oct 14 19:41:55 Bad* Oct 14 19:41:55 * Morgan frowns at him Oct 14 19:42:37 **HH crosses his eyes at Morgan** Oct 14 19:42:59 * Claudia watches the pair of them like a disapproving older sister Oct 14 19:43:02 * Morgan looks away Oct 14 19:43:53 Pack it in, Heinzharold. Morgan, he's obviously winding you up. Oct 14 19:44:15 Its fine, I won't tell him about my dream... Oct 14 19:44:45 HH: No, go on Oct 14 19:47:20 * Morgan shrugs, taking out his flask and sipping some before putting it away again Oct 14 19:47:36 HH: Goooooooo onnnnnn Oct 14 19:48:39 Have I told you that occasionally I end up in Molly's dreams? I know its a dream but she doesn't Oct 14 19:49:15 HH: Wha'? Like just wanderin' round like a character in a story? Oct 14 19:49:33 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:50:33 Figured that'd stop being so far away... night before last I ended up in her dream, but couldn't make her aware it was a dream Oct 14 19:50:43 HH: Y' haven't told me about it, but that sounds like a lot o' fun Oct 14 19:50:59 * Claudia looks at Morgan "Can you imagine the havoc he would wreak?!" Oct 14 19:51:24 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:51:31 everyone would be naked for a start Oct 14 19:52:38 HH: *he grins** Inga would be m' lil tavern wench Oct 14 19:52:51 aaaaanyway... Oct 14 19:53:37 HH: You in her dream, she didn't know it. You prob'ly did a Claudia an' got bubbies Oct 14 19:53:55 * Claudia looks at him "I'd punch you if I could reach" Oct 14 19:54:04 I did the first night, but she was a working girl in a tavern, so it was more or less expected... _last_ night, she realised... Oct 14 19:55:11 HH: She dreams o' being a workin-... hold that thought. She knew y' were in th' dream and it was a dream?! Oct 14 19:55:41 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:55:47 HH: *he looks excited* Are they all a'right? Is Inga okay? Oct 14 19:55:59 They are absolutely fine. Missing us, but fine Oct 14 19:56:04 * Claudia smiles slightly, saying nothing Oct 14 19:56:28 HH: That's really good t' know. You lucky dog. Oct 14 19:56:59 * Morgan nods Oct 14 19:57:08 I know... no sign of the baby yet, either Oct 14 19:57:16 other than her massive belly, obviously Oct 14 19:57:44 HH: Not sure who's wider, Elsie or the Rose. Oct 14 19:57:57 The Rose, barely Oct 14 19:58:05 * Claudia snorts Oct 14 19:58:21 HH: Hoping the babe stays in til we're back Oct 14 19:58:37 me too. I really hope to be able to tell her we got him Oct 14 19:58:55 * Morgan glances at him Oct 14 19:59:01 Molly's brother is adopting the child Oct 14 19:59:14 HH: Pete or James? Oct 14 19:59:18 Peter Oct 14 19:59:24 * Claudia nods Oct 14 19:59:39 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 14 19:59:42 I like 'im Oct 14 20:00:04 bit much like his father at his worst... Oct 14 20:00:35 Stubborn, pig-headed, thinks 'e knows it all? Oct 14 20:00:57 proud, too worried with his reputation... Oct 14 20:01:07 * HH nods Oct 14 20:01:27 Loves his kids and his wife, hard worker, protective of Molly Oct 14 20:01:59 pity he didn't stand up to his father... was touch and go she'd have a relationship with them... Oct 14 20:02:23 * HH nods Oct 14 20:03:05 Not e'eryone has the balls t' disobey a parent though Oct 14 20:03:22 C: You've got balls on the brain this morning Oct 14 20:04:06 * HH shrugs "b'cause it's so cold they're hibernatin' in my innards" Oct 14 20:04:45 * HH rolls her eyes "Did not need to know that" Oct 14 20:04:51 C* Oct 14 20:04:55 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 14 20:05:08 did you not hear him crying first thing that he couldn't find it to take a leak? Oct 14 20:05:26 * HH laughs at this Oct 14 20:05:41 **Claudia does likewise** Oct 14 20:06:21 Was gonna call y' for help, as yours is always tha' size, figured you'd know what to do Oct 14 20:07:00 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 14 20:07:07 call that one a draw I think Oct 14 20:07:13 * HH nods Oct 14 20:07:28 Y' ask Molly to give Inga my love? Oct 14 20:08:20 * HH snorts "You get a woman in your place, your wife is never coming back" Oct 14 20:08:25 C* Oct 14 20:09:12 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 14 20:09:20 If I get a chance I will Oct 14 20:09:40 HH **he gives Morgan a feigned look of hurt, lip quivering** Claudia's really mean Oct 14 20:09:58 **Claudia just laughs** Oct 14 20:11:01 and if we behaved like most men, she'd be right Oct 14 20:11:55 * HH nods "Reckon you'll visit Molly again?" Oct 14 20:12:13 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 20:12:19 Two nights in a row... I hope so Oct 14 20:12:36 Happen a lot normally? Oct 14 20:13:53 fairly often, aye Oct 14 20:14:31 She normally dream she's a working girl? *he looks amused* Oct 14 20:15:00 First time I think... maybe second... Oct 14 20:15:31 HH: Seems like good entertainment t' me Oct 14 20:16:22 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 20:16:35 **Claudia shakes her head "Don't you have to be careful not to get things wrong and seem out of place, or does she just adapt? Oct 14 20:19:13 She just adapts I think... I can guarantee that I've not done what she would normally have dreamed Oct 14 20:19:28 Like wha'? Oct 14 20:20:30 well, I wouldn't imagine if her dream as a working girl had gone to plan I'd have been smart mouthed... Oct 14 20:20:55 * HH laughs Oct 14 20:21:11 Woulda been funny to see you get a slap Oct 14 20:24:40 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 20:24:42 unlikely Oct 14 20:26:00 * HH nods Oct 14 20:26:08 Musta been good to see her Oct 14 20:26:17 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:26:22 very Oct 14 20:26:57 * HH nods "Hope y' gave her a big cuddle" Oct 14 20:27:03 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:27:04 of course Oct 14 20:27:15 **Claudia looks at HH** You are such a girl! Oct 14 20:27:50 * HH shrugs "Am not. I just know 'is wife likes it when he cuddles her" Oct 14 20:29:34 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:29:41 like a good female friend would Oct 14 20:35:17 **Claudia blinks a moment** Oct 14 20:38:26 dont fret at it, I just refuse to refer to him as a girl friend in case he gets ideas Oct 14 20:41:50 * HH looks at him Oct 14 20:41:59 Wha' sorta ideas? Oct 14 20:42:13 How'd you sleep? Oct 14 20:42:33 Was bloody cold Oct 14 20:42:45 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:42:48 she came and drank my whiskey Oct 14 20:43:30 Hang on, I jus' bought her a whole bottle last night! Oct 14 20:44:45 it was really cold Oct 14 20:45:36 * HH nods Oct 14 20:45:54 Didn' get to dream of my special girl Oct 14 20:47:03 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:49:47 I dreamt I had wings, like a old world god, and I could fly, see? *and he continues with this nonsense until well after the sun rises** Oct 14 20:50:05 **The day is much as the day before, HH messing around, Claudia disparaging him, just churning through thirty rural miles in perpetual drizzle. Its very late when they find an inn called The Pack Horse, having ridden a little in the dark, but it is clear that Ashford is not part of normal coaching routes. The inn is tiny, its Landlord surprised at their request for three rooms** Oct 14 20:50:57 LL: Sorry, can certainly do you food, but we only have two rooms, and one's taken. Could chuck a mattress on the floor so there's a double and a single? *he eyes them specutively as if trying to work out who would be sleeping where* Oct 14 20:52:13 * HH and Claudia are stood by the fire, leaving Morgan to deal with the language issue Oct 14 20:52:27 * Morgan looks around at the taproom Oct 14 20:52:30 this as busy as it gets? Oct 14 20:53:07 LL: bit busier earlier in the night Oct 14 20:53:14 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:53:24 sling a mattress on the floor in the room, I'll sleep down here Oct 14 20:53:53 LL: The dogs sleep in here. Do you mind dogs? Oct 14 20:54:09 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 14 20:54:11 no Oct 14 20:54:41 LL: I'll see to it then, and get you some food out. Sorry. We don't get many passing through Oct 14 20:54:47 * Morgan nods Oct 14 20:54:55 its fine... we likely to see the other guest? Oct 14 20:55:25 **He shakes his head** gone t' bed already Oct 14 20:55:45 man, woman... Oct 14 20:56:14 Man. Old boy, got a gammy leg Oct 14 20:56:41 pity, I'm after tracking someone down. No matter Oct 14 20:57:07 **LL goes** Oct 14 20:57:30 * HH stands with his back to the fire Oct 14 20:57:37 Hey, Morgan! Oct 14 20:57:45 * Morgan looks at him Oct 14 20:57:59 I can feel m' balls again! Oct 14 20:58:39 **Claudia rolls her eyes** Have we got rooms? Oct 14 20:58:52 sort of Oct 14 20:59:10 HeinzHarold, take yours and Claudia's bags up to the room please Oct 14 20:59:42 They both say in unison "We're sharing?!" Oct 14 21:00:10 one of you will take the bed, the other a mattress on the floor Oct 14 21:00:22 C: what about you? Oct 14 21:00:35 in a chair by the fire Oct 14 21:00:42 with a pair of dogs Oct 14 21:01:08 **Claudia shakes her head** I'll sleep down here, you two share. Oct 14 21:01:45 HeinzHarold... bags upstairs please Oct 14 21:02:03 * HH motions Morgan aside a moment Oct 14 21:02:18 * Morgan moves away from Claudia Oct 14 21:02:39 **There's no joking in his expression,  speaking quietly** Not got time to beat around th' bush here. If you want fifteen minutes to yerself with your book, I'll keep Claudia busy down here with cards. Oct 14 21:03:06 No, its fine. Take the bags please, all of them. Oct 14 21:03:28 * HH shrugs, taking them all up Oct 14 21:03:36 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 14 21:03:43 * Claudia is warming her hands Oct 14 21:03:48 What was that about? Oct 14 21:04:08 Doesn't matter... You object to sharing a room with HeinzHarold? Oct 14 21:04:23 I object to sharing a room full stop Oct 14 21:04:52 Aside from Sorgi, I haven't stayed in a proper room with anyone for years Oct 14 21:04:57 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:05:00 And even that was an accident Oct 14 21:05:13 alright... now, something important... Oct 14 21:05:19 * Claudia nods Oct 14 21:05:21 Go on Oct 14 21:06:10 I wanted to apologise Oct 14 21:06:16 Why? Oct 14 21:06:34 a poor choice of words this morning... I saw it affected you. I'm sorry. Oct 14 21:07:37 Dont worry about it. You know how it goes. Weird little turns of phrase, an object, memories pop up. Doesn't matter, not your fault Oct 14 21:08:07 thats as maybe... but I'm sorry all the same. We ok? Oct 14 21:08:22 Of course we are. You dont even need to ask Oct 14 21:09:04 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:09:10 alright then Oct 14 21:10:15 You still get it much? **He got it in Zweibrucke, with the smokey tea he'd given Dietlinde that her nose had wrinkled at, and getting a splinter in the pad of his thumb like on his old fence post which she'd removed with a needle and kissed it better* Oct 14 21:10:40 more often than I'd like Oct 14 21:10:48 * Claudia nods Oct 14 21:11:06 And you don't hate the person who accidentally caused it, right? Oct 14 21:11:26 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 14 21:11:46 I didn't think you would even hold it against me... but its important to me for you to know I regret it Oct 14 21:12:06 I know. Knew the moment it came out of your mouth. Oct 14 21:13:23 **A woman brings over some stew and bread, and three big dogs follow her** Here we go, lovies. I'll bring ale too. Oct 14 21:13:38 thank you Oct 14 21:13:53 **The woman goes, the dogs with her Oct 14 21:14:05 Guess those are my bed mates tonight Oct 14 21:15:23 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:15:33 I was rather looking forward to snoozing in front of a fire with them Oct 14 21:15:44 * Claudia glances at him Oct 14 21:15:57 They probably smell better than Hein Oct 14 21:16:01 Heinzharold * Oct 14 21:16:21 true Oct 14 21:17:34 **The man in question is back about ten minutes later, just in time for the ale to arrive and the stew to not be scalding. He tucks in** sorted yourselves out? Oct 14 21:17:52 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:19:04 I'm sleeping down here with three stinky dogs, not up there with two Oct 14 21:20:22 HH: Told y' she was mean Oct 14 21:22:03 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:22:06 just as we like her Oct 14 21:22:23 HH: Tha's true Oct 14 21:22:42 And he is a big child Oct 14 21:23:14 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:23:48 * Claudia nods "You gonna tuck him and read him a bedtime story, as he's got no bubbies?" Oct 14 21:24:16 he's not getting a bedtime story out of my book Oct 14 21:24:36 HH grins: Spoilsport Oct 14 21:25:40 This is the book with the titillating letters? Oct 14 21:25:47 * Morgan nods Oct 14 21:26:27 Too rude for _Heinzharold_?! Oct 14 21:26:47 * Morgan shrugs Oct 14 21:26:52 maybe... maybe not... Oct 14 21:27:23 HH: I'll just have to sing Morgan t' sleep... Oct 14 21:28:55 I'd rather you don't Oct 14 21:28:59 HH grins: Nine hundred and ninety five thousand, three hundred and eight bottles of beer on the wall... Oct 14 21:29:26 * Claudia laughs " Good luck, Morgan." Oct 14 21:30:17 thank you _so_ much Oct 14 21:30:34 HH: You're welcome! Oct 14 21:31:41 **They settle to eat, and soon it's time to say goodnight to Claudia. As they're going up the stairs, HH says** Want me to sit outside a minute so I don' see y' blushing as you read it? Oct 14 21:32:19 I'm sure I can manage Oct 14 21:34:23 **They go into the room Oct 14 21:56:59 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 15 17:01:22 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 15 17:37:50 **HH sits on the mattress on the floor, undoing his boots** Last time we did this was th' night before your weddin' Oct 15 17:39:33 * Morgan nods Oct 15 17:40:55 * ipad (~ipad@iPad.lan) has joined Oct 15 17:41:02 * HH gets changed into a long nightshirt before getting into the makeshift bed with a hanky, sniffing it Oct 15 17:41:02 If you see yer wife tonight, can y' ask 'er to tell mine I still think she's th' prettiest flower in th' garden? Oct 15 17:42:23 * ipad has quit (Quit: Colloquy for iPad - http://colloquy.mobi) Oct 15 17:42:39 * Morgan nods Oct 15 17:43:12 of course Oct 15 17:44:22 * HH starts chuckling Oct 15 17:44:41 * Morgan gets ready for bed, using the usual things Oct 15 17:45:02 * HH turns onto his side, giving Morgan the little privacy the room offers "A'right I'm not looking" Oct 15 17:46:15 * Morgan2 (~u291187@iPad.lan) has joined Oct 15 17:46:28 * Morgan2 (~u291187@iPad.lan) has left Oct 15 17:46:56 * Morgan chuckles, opening the book Oct 15 17:59:37 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 15 18:15:47 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 15 18:16:12 Thursday October 15th, evening. Rather than get tied into chronological recounting, tonight's letter is about a certain stream somewhere between Paan and Atemlos. Oct 15 18:16:12 I'd ridden off under the guise of finding somewhere for lunch, but really it was because I had fantasised myself into great frustration thinking about what we had done in the tavern the previous night, and how it would have been to have continued and made you secretly spend yourself there in that busy taproom surrounded by people. Oct 15 18:16:12 I needed some speed and a cool breeze so I could calm myself, which is why you found me paddling in the stream. I was pleased to see you when you arrived, but I had no idea what you had in mind! Oct 15 18:16:31 Even once you were sat beneath the tree and warned me that splashing would interrupt you, I did not work out your meaning, not until you mentioned my having said that I wanted to be there the first time you did so thinking of me. Then I understood why you had undone your placket! Oct 15 18:16:31 I'm not sure I can even describe the wave of arousal that ran through me at that moment. Finally I would get to see what I had imagined so many times whilst pleasuring myself. But it was more than that. It was also that confidence and self-assurance, and I was surprised by the situation. I had not thought about seducing you, worrying you would not want to if I tried. Oct 15 18:16:31 You instigated it all, and I loved that. Your desire was clear, and I only hope that mine was clear enough in response that you knew how thrilled I was. Watching you watch me head to toe as you stroked yourself was mind-blowing, just the idea that you were looking at me and I was inspiring your desire. Even just thinking of it as I write is arousing me greatly! Oct 15 18:16:47 We did not have the time for slow or leisurely, but that didn't matter. Seeing the urgency of your need and how you moved was exactly what I had desired. I have watched it again and again in my mind since then, especially upon the infrequent occasions I have pleasured myself since then. Oct 15 18:16:47 You whispered "Soon" to me as you got close, and that was my undoing. I'd put your other hand into the modified trousers and I came around your fingers inside me. Why that had such a strong effect I do not know. I do know that watching that look of concentration on your face as you silently peaked also had a strong effect, as did the way you spent yourself onto the ground. Oct 15 18:17:06 Even writing this down and remembering it is causing me to fidget here at the table in the cottage, and I have no doubt that by the time I finish writing for this evening I will be in an awfully urgent state of need! Oct 15 18:17:06 Perhaps the evening you read this, once everyone in the cottage is asleep, I will not go to my bed find my release, but return here to the kitchen table to do so, a place where at present I would most definitely benefit from being able to lift my skirts and petticoats and quietly use my pencil-dented fingers to stroke myself to orgasm, the memories of you pleasuring yourself for me by the stream too arousing to bear. Goodnight, my beloved one xx Oct 15 18:19:09 * Morgan closes the book, sighing quietly Oct 15 18:20:33 Gotta say, I'm envious as 'ell **he chuckles** Oct 15 18:20:49 It just brings home how much I miss her Oct 15 18:21:15 Bet tha' wasn't her intention Oct 15 18:21:42 No, I shouldn't think so Oct 15 18:21:50 * HH fidgets, lying on his back to look up at the watermarked ceiling Oct 15 18:22:10 Gonna be glad to get home? Oct 15 18:23:03 * Morgan nods Oct 15 18:23:11 * HH starts chuckling "Gonna be like pouring a cup of milk into a thimble" Oct 15 18:24:20 Thats a picture I cant unimagine Oct 15 18:24:46 * HH laughs, flinging a dirty sock up at Morgan "Here's an offering to y', Saint Morgan, we missed ya" Oct 15 18:27:24 * Morgan throws it back on the floor Oct 15 18:28:49 G'dnight Morgan Oct 15 18:29:08 g'night man Oct 15 18:31:10 **It's been quiet a few minutes when HH very quietly says** Night night, lil darlin, I love you. Oct 15 18:34:45 * Morgan stays quiet, trying to get to slee[ Oct 15 18:37:29 **He falls asleep much quicker with the sound of someone else breathing in the background. He has no idea this is just a dream, there's also no yellow tone. He's sat on the grass where he will one day be buried. The August sun is hot on his back. The tombstone to his left says "Dietlinde, beloved Wife of Morgan, Mother of Jana. August 28th 1646- September 21st 1667." Oct 15 18:37:30 He's reading those words again with a heavy heart, thinking of the accidental fire that had swept through their cottage, when Jana puts a little green ceramic cup forward and disrupts his vision* Oct 15 18:37:30 "Vati have coffee. Nah-na have tea. Nah-na like tea" Her sweet little nose wrinkles, the flaxen hair identical to Dietlinde's shining. She must be almost two and a half now. "Nah-na think coffee yuck!" She waits for him to take the cup. Oct 15 18:39:05 * Morgan takes it Oct 15 18:39:08 thank you little one Oct 15 18:39:33 *Jana gathers the pink organza layers of her princess dress and sits down. Her tiara is too big and sits wonky on her hair. It's very fancy and ridiculously expensive. He had no idea how it got in the vault, but she had pleaded and begged Adalbrecht to let her wear it, and he had caved. Oct 15 18:39:33 **He couldn't say no to anything his granddaughter wanted, not after she's lost her mother so horribly. All the animosity over Dietlinde being a commoner had gone.  His family had been amazingly supportive of him and Jana during their mourning. Oct 15 18:39:33 "Good coffee, Vati?" She sips her pretend tea with her little finger stuck out, like a lady. Oct 15 18:42:18 * Morgan copies her momentarily Oct 15 18:42:22 fabulous Oct 15 18:42:27 * HH is now known as Jana Oct 15 18:42:33 * Jana giggles Oct 15 18:42:43 *Jana pours nothing from a pot into another cup,  setting it down on Dietlinde's grave* "Muti have tea, like Nah-na" Oct 15 18:43:31 * Morgan nods Oct 15 18:44:03 **Jana holds an empty plate to him** " Nah-na make  cake in titchen with servants!" Oct 15 18:45:07 * Morgan takes some pretend cake Oct 15 18:45:09 did she? Oct 15 18:49:04 *Jana nods, and looks over his shoulder and between the memorials of Koertig ancestors, curious but not wary* Who that? Oct 15 18:49:55 * Morgan turns to look Oct 15 18:49:59 **The young woman with long dark red hair looks confused and lost. She's wearing a pale yellow dress, and carrying a straw hat with yellow ribbons. She can't see them as easily as they can see her.  He has no idea who she is, and yet somewhere in him, he feels a sense of recognition* Oct 15 18:53:22 I don't know... she looks lost, doesn't she? Oct 15 18:53:37 *Jana nods at Morgan* Vati, look her hair! It glowing! Oct 15 18:54:38 * Morgan glances back at her Oct 15 18:55:16 *Molly's hair isn't glowing, but it does shine very red in the sun. Jana looks intrigued* Vati think Nah-na give coffee, or Nah-na give tea? Oct 15 18:55:53 I don't know... tea maybe? Oct 15 18:56:40 Ok Vati *she pours as before. Jana takes the cup, and goes clumsily running through the gaps, avoiding the graves as she has been told. She reaches the redhead, who smiles, immediately crouching down to the little girl* Oct 15 18:57:46 **Morgan can just hear her from a distance* Hello, I am Nah-na. I am two years old. I live here in die dauerhalffigtite *the mangled word sounds cute* My Vati is the Veisgraf! My granpa is the Graf, he always buy me red shoes. Oct 15 18:58:07 * Jana is now known as Molly Oct 15 18:58:25 * Morgan makes his way over Oct 15 18:58:31 * Molly looks at her feet, then smiles warmly Oct 15 18:58:31 They're very fine. I am honoured to make your acquaintance, my Lady. I am Molly Forrester. I am eighteen years old. My Father and I are on a trip around Eisen to see lots of interesting places. Is the Veisgraf here? Oct 15 19:00:21 that, miss Forrester, would be me Oct 15 19:01:08 * Molly curtsies deeply, smiling warmly. Her eyes are a blue that fade lighter towards the middle, her rosy cheeks making her look Avalonian "My Lord, I am pleased to make your acquaintance. Please, call me Molly" Oct 15 19:01:44 Morgan, then... Oct 15 19:02:20 * Molly nods Oct 15 19:02:31 Morgan... what a lovely name Oct 15 19:02:44 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 15 19:02:48 its Avalonian Oct 15 19:04:14 **Jana gives her the cup** Tea? **Molly takes it carefully** Thank you, my Lady, I do love tea. **She sips it, doing an excellent job of participating in the play* Oh, that is so good! Oct 15 19:04:59 **Jana looks proud of herself. Molly looks to Morgan** I was born in Avalon Oct 15 19:05:28 I wondered... Molly isn't exactly an Eisen name Oct 15 19:07:15 * Molly nods, smiling "Sadly not. My middle name is Isabella, which I am told is the Vodacce version of Elizabeth " Oct 15 19:08:09 **Jana is watching the grown ups. Molly feins blowing to cool down the tea without even checking she's still being watched** Oct 15 19:09:58 * Morgan nods Oct 15 19:10:12 it is... what brings you to this quiet corner of Eisen? Oct 15 19:10:41 * Molly smiles "There's a house in the forest we wish to see" Oct 15 19:11:15 **Jana looks up at Morgan with wide eyes and a mouth shaped like an O** Oct 15 19:12:14 * Morgan frowns Oct 15 19:12:16 no, you don't Oct 15 19:12:46 * Molly sips the "tea" before giggling Oct 15 19:12:55 I am afraid we do Oct 15 19:15:37 what on Theah for? Oct 15 19:15:54 That is rather a long story. For now, the Grafin said I may take a stroll around the estate, but to be careful near the lake. Oct 15 19:16:13 **Jana moves to hold Morgan's hand, and nods vigorously** Lake not safe. Even Vati not swim there! Oct 15 19:16:36 * Molly smiles at her "Well, if the Veisgraf would not swim in there, I don't think it would be safe for me! I like your tiara, it's very sparkly" Oct 15 19:17:07 *Jana nods, looking at Morgan* I a princess now! *Molly watches him* Oct 15 19:18:42 I'm not sure its a good idea... Oct 15 19:19:35 * Molly looks to him "I won't be swimming, we arent going to impose on your hospitality more than one night" Oct 15 19:19:49 I'm not concerned about that... Oct 15 19:20:19 J: On shoulders, Vati! You my Xantha now! *she giggles* Oct 15 19:22:23 * Morgan hauls the girl up onto his shoulders Oct 15 19:23:32 **Jana is light, but so much heavier than when Dietlinde died and she wouldn't leave his arms for a week** Oct 15 19:23:32 "Nah-na show Miss Forr'ster the maze! Giddy up, Vati!" Oct 15 19:24:41 * Morgan nods, motioning Molly to follow before heading towards the maze Oct 15 19:25:18 * Molly smiles, shouting to him "This 'Xantha' is a horse?" Oct 15 19:25:52 my horse... foul tempered brute Oct 15 19:26:12 * Molly laughs, walking fast Oct 15 19:26:31 **When they get to the little maze,  Jana wants to get down. ** Oct 15 19:26:43 * Morgan drops her down Oct 15 19:27:54 * Molly watches the little girl twirl, laugh and run, her straight blonde hair blowing in the breeze and her pink skirt bouncing with each step. The sun is warm, there's barely a breeze. Molly gives him chance to speak Oct 15 19:28:13 why do you want to see the house? Oct 15 19:29:18 We Avalonians have an interest in the supernatural, and my Father has heard there is some supernatural activity there Oct 15 19:29:50 The entire forest more like Oct 15 19:30:16 * Molly nods "Supposedly the creature known as The Schattenmann" Oct 15 19:30:43 thats the most prevalent, yes Oct 15 19:32:28 My Father is asking the Graf for permission to travel south from here, our map has clearer directions progressing due south, then east south east from a particular clearing. But if we must, we will go down the Great South Road and aim to navigate due east Oct 15 19:33:54 I wouldn't go through any more of the forest than absolutely necessary Oct 15 19:34:07 * Molly nods, smiling Oct 15 19:34:13 That is why we are here Oct 15 19:35:10 **Jana is talking away to imaginary people, curtseying and making introductions between them** Oct 15 19:36:13 * Molly watches her, smiling and again sipping from the empty cup Oct 15 19:39:59 the supposed Schattenmann... you don't believe it exists? Oct 15 19:40:20 * Molly smiles "No, I do" Oct 15 19:40:34 but... Oct 15 19:41:22 But I am intrigued about _what_ precisely it is Oct 15 19:41:39 horrific... Oct 15 19:41:55 * Molly looks at him Oct 15 19:42:07 Certainly the myths and legends say such Oct 15 19:43:26 Its not something you want to mess with Oct 15 19:45:24 * Molly looks torn Oct 15 19:46:03 I do not intend to "mess" Oct 15 19:46:45 You certainly don't want to be bargaining with it Oct 15 19:47:27 * Molly shakes her head Oct 15 19:47:45 I want to _understand_ what it is, where it came from Oct 15 19:49:12 I doubt it'll tell you Oct 15 19:49:45 * Molly nods. He realises he hasnt heard Jana for a few moments Oct 15 19:50:36 * Morgan looks round Oct 15 19:50:38 **when He looks back, Jana is gone** Oct 15 19:51:20 * Morgan swears, before calling for her Oct 15 19:51:24 J: Come find Nah-na, Vati! *she shouts from inside the maze* Oct 15 19:52:15 Alright, I'm coming... don't move Oct 15 19:52:21 **The crying starts** Vati! Nah-na scared! Oct 15 19:52:31 I'm coming little one Oct 15 19:52:41 * Morgan starts heading in the direction of her voice Oct 15 19:52:51 * Molly looks around, following. There seems to be smoke coming from somewhere, and the smell of burning wood. Jana's screams become more scared, more urgent "Vati! Vati!" just like the day Dietlinde died, just before she'd smashed the window with a candlestick and frantically lowered Jana tied in a bed sheet to the ground, crushing his prized pink carnations. Oct 15 19:53:59 * Morgan starts forcing his way through the bushes, directly towards her Oct 15 19:54:06 I'm coming, I'm coming Oct 15 19:54:09 **There's flames in part of the maze. Not this, not again. He can't lose Jana too* Oct 15 19:55:06 * Molly follows him, assuming he must know the route well. They find her near the centre, the smoke having made her pass out, tiara fallen off on the ground beside her. Oct 15 19:55:54 * Morgan snatches her up, moving her away from the smoke Oct 15 19:55:58 **he can't tell if she's breathing, but he suspects maybe she isn't** Oct 15 19:56:46 **The smoke is getting worse, the fire spreading rapidly Oct 15 19:57:12 * Morgan picks up his pace, trying to get out of the maze as quickly as possible Oct 15 19:57:46 * Molly follows him right out onto the grass. She looks at the little girl a moment Oct 15 19:58:39 *Jana is utterly floppy in his arms, just like when she is deeply asleep Oct 15 19:59:55 * Morgan puts her down, listening to her chest while muttering "please please please" Oct 15 20:00:47 **Molly kneels down and lays a hand on Jana's forehead,  eyes closed. He feels the back of his neck tingle. The silence of her chest becomes a slow, weak thud, then stronger** Oct 15 20:00:47 She's alright, she's okay. Oct 15 20:02:57 * Morgan scoops her back up into his arms, holding her tightly as he watches Molly Oct 15 20:02:59 what did you do? Oct 15 20:03:22 * Molly watches him Oct 15 20:03:48 Does it matter, if she is here with you? Oct 15 20:03:58 **Jana rouses, coughing* Let's get her out of here before the whole thing catches alight! Oct 15 20:04:19 * Morgan gets up off the ground, carrying Jana away from the fire Oct 15 20:04:57 * Molly watches them go a moment before standing, brushing off her skirt. Oct 15 20:08:32 * Morgan holds the child tightly, turning to look at Molly Oct 15 20:09:44 I wouldn't show that sort of... thing to anyone around here Oct 15 20:10:02 * Molly follows, her chin tilted slightly up "I had not intention to" Oct 15 20:11:00 **Out on the grass and far away from the maze they see the rest go up in flames. Molly watches him with concern** Are _you_ alright, my Lord? You look a little faint **he does feel a bit dizzy. Everything around him seems a little blurry** Oct 15 20:11:15 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 15 20:11:23 I need to get her inside, send some men out with buckets Oct 15 20:11:28 * Molly holds out her arms "here, let me take her so you dont drop her" Oct 15 20:11:49 * Morgan holds her closer Oct 15 20:11:52 **His head is really spinning now, and his ears ring almost like a single chime* Oct 15 20:12:29 * Molly frowns a little "I won't hurt her, but you are going to if you drop her" Oct 15 20:13:45 * Morgan looks torn but eventually hands her over Oct 15 20:13:50 **his balance starts to feel like the floor is tilting left to right, like being on the Enchiridon's deck at the beginning of Quatre Bras** Oct 15 20:14:05 * Molly holds Jana to her, cuddling her and soothing her "There, there, Hasechen ((little rabbit)), you are fine and your Papa is fine. **she looks at Morgan** Take a deep breath, hold for five, then blow out harshly, you will reset your nerves Oct 15 20:15:08 * Morgan tries to Oct 15 20:15:14 **He wakes up suddenly, the room is warm enough but he feels chilled to the bone** Oct 15 20:15:20 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 15 20:19:31 * Morgan draws a deep breath Oct 15 20:20:21 **he sits beside him on the bed, shaking his arm firmly** Morgan. Wake up. Oct 15 20:20:39 * Morgan scoots across the bed quickly to the far edge Oct 15 20:20:54 Hey, hey... calm down... Oct 15 20:21:07 ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 15 20:21:17 ((fairly high but not awful)) Oct 15 20:21:40 **The tingling is definitely present but not urgent** Oct 15 20:22:02 You were callin' for them, woke me up Oct 15 20:22:11 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 15 20:22:13 don't touch me Oct 15 20:22:23 The fire shit? Oct 15 20:22:30 something like Oct 15 20:22:36 * HH sighs Oct 15 20:22:44 Ah man, you know I'm a hugger. Oct 15 20:22:56 Not now, please... I don't want to hurt you Oct 15 20:23:36 * HH goes stumbling around in the dark trying to find his bag. He stubs his toe Oct 15 20:23:48 Ouch! Fuck you, bedframe. Oct 15 20:24:29 **he finds a flask, chucking it in Morgan's direction gently Oct 15 20:24:53 * Morgan grabs it, taking a mouthful Oct 15 20:25:03 Wanna be alone or wanna talk? Oct 15 20:25:24 * Morgan closes his eyes, breathing slowly Oct 15 20:26:33 * HH just waits patiently, saying nothing for once Oct 15 20:27:13 That one was strange Oct 15 20:27:38 Y' said both Molly and Jana several times Oct 15 20:28:03 * Morgan nods Oct 15 20:28:30 I'd lost Dietlinde, but not Jana... we were playing by Dietlinde's grave when Molly turned up... didn't know her Oct 15 20:29:50 Yeah, tha's strange Oct 15 20:30:12 * Morgan nods Oct 15 20:30:58 Jana went into the maze, which caught fire... she was gone by the time I got to her but Molly... saved her I suppose, but being back then... you know how we are Oct 15 20:31:25 * HH nods Oct 15 20:31:34 Yeah. Not good Oct 15 20:32:01 then I got dizzy and, eventually, woke up Oct 15 20:32:10 * HH sighs Oct 15 20:32:18 Sorry man, sounds awful Oct 15 20:32:57 * Morgan nods Oct 15 20:33:16 Reck'n it means something? Oct 15 20:33:38 I doubt it... Oct 15 20:34:11 **the tingling is still there but a little less Oct 15 20:34:35 Probably not long til firs' light Oct 15 20:34:57 just shy of an hour Oct 15 20:35:08 * Morgan closes his eyes again, breathing slowly Oct 15 20:35:32 Forgot y' could time keep like tha'. Want me to go and get Claudia up? Oct 15 20:36:29 * Morgan nods Oct 15 20:36:32 lets get a move on Oct 15 20:39:59 * HH pulls on his trousers, gently shutting the door behind him Oct 15 20:41:18 * Morgan gets out of bed, pulling his clothes on, muttering the whole time Oct 15 20:41:40 **He finds the warm satin of her negligee in the bed after rummaging for it Oct 15 20:44:08 * Morgan holds it to his face, breathing in deeply Oct 15 20:44:37 **The tingling rapidly disappears, leaving only his feelings behind Oct 15 20:46:41 * Morgan packs it away, opening the book Oct 15 20:47:15 "Friday October 16th, morning. Good morning, liebes herz. I wonder where you are now, I cannot imagine you are still on the Rose in Londinium. I am sure that we are missing you after almost a week, but we will be holding up admirably and focusing on other things. I would imagine you are also. Oct 15 20:47:15 **It will be fabric market day in Tawstock,  so I think we will go for that and make the day of it, Varick is going to need new clothes soon! He's growing so fast. I hope you have a good day and that though you miss Varick and I it is bearable. Always yours, Molly xx" Oct 15 20:49:02 * Morgan closes the book, packing it away with the last of his things Oct 15 20:50:49 **They leave quietly. The ride is much more subdued, and the miles seem to stretch on and on. He has time to think, too much time. The rain comes and goes, the pain of having seen and held his daughter again only to face the loss in the cold light of day remains. Even HH doesn't manage to bring him out of it, and the playful bickering is zoned out. Oct 15 20:50:50 **The food the landlord gave them gets eaten, horses take on water at a nearby stream as he and his friends get rid of some. The grey clouds accompany them all the way, as does Jana's face, the feel of her on his shoulders, her laugh and inquisitiveness. Oct 15 20:50:50 **It's late afternoon when Claudia gently kicks his calf** Hey! You alright? Oct 15 20:50:55 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 15 20:52:54 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 15 20:52:57 struggling is all Oct 15 20:53:05 You were miles away. Can I help? Oct 15 20:53:49 I doubt it Oct 15 20:54:11 * Claudia nods Oct 15 20:54:24 Figured as much Oct 15 20:55:13 he tell you about the nightmare? Oct 15 20:55:48 * Claudia nods Oct 15 20:56:02 One as bad as that, needs to be done. Oct 15 20:56:22 * Morgan nods Oct 15 20:56:39 I can still feel the weight of Jana on my shoulders, what her laugh sounded like Oct 15 20:56:53 * Claudia looks grim Oct 15 20:57:14 Yeah Oct 15 20:58:05 its hard Oct 15 20:59:09 Of course it is. The loss doesn't get smaller, you just get stronger at carrying the grief. Then sometimes something comes back to you, and it's like you're back to lifting it at the start Oct 15 21:00:38 * Morgan nods Oct 15 21:01:31 You'll lift it again, you just need to take a breath and let the weight be there a minute Oct 15 21:02:21 I don't really know how to do that Oct 15 21:03:02 Sorgi says you have to lean into it. Stop fighting, let it wash through you Oct 15 21:04:34 * Claudia lets go of her reins, stretching out her shoulders Oct 15 21:04:56 * Morgan frowns Oct 15 21:05:23 * Claudia shrugs Oct 15 21:06:58 He says that's what I'm doing wrong. I deny the grief and the hard thoughts when they come, judging myself for being weak for them. I need to lean in, accept them without judgement, and let them flow past like boats on a stream Oct 15 21:08:26 its wise... I just don't really know how to do that Oct 15 21:11:33 Feel sad. Let yourself be sad without fighting it, I guess Oct 15 21:11:58 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 15 21:12:00 I'll try Oct 15 21:12:16 * Claudia nods Oct 15 21:12:24 We're here for you Oct 15 21:13:09 I know... thank you Oct 15 21:13:37 * Claudia nods, reverting back to quietly riding the roads at his side Oct 15 21:14:21 **It is early evening when they reach their destination. Farnham is a large town, and finding directions is easy. The house is set away from the road behind big iron gates. There are no lights at all despite the darkness. Oct 15 21:14:38 Fuck's sake. Oct 15 21:16:03 Maybe they ran out of candles Oct 15 21:16:24 **HH looks up at the building** we'd need to get through th' gate first Oct 15 21:17:41 * Morgan takes his axe off the saddle before dropping to the ground Oct 15 21:18:14 * Claudia exchange what can only be described as an Eisen grin, also dismounting Oct 15 21:18:20 And HH* Oct 15 21:19:02 * Morgan leans against the gates at the lock, checking for movement Oct 15 21:19:59 **there's no play in the lock, it would need picking. Its solid enough to scale Oct 15 21:21:23 HeinzHarold, in my bag there's a leather pouch... Oct 15 21:21:54 **He sniggers** Is there now? **he starts rooting for it anyway** Oct 15 21:22:14 * Claudia shakes her head "Not an image anyone needs" Oct 15 21:22:16 * Morgan hangs the axe on the gate Oct 15 21:23:49 HH grins: Certainly feel summat silky! Oct 15 21:26:18 Leave that be, its Molly's Oct 15 21:27:07 *HH chucks him the pouch** Imagine th' slap I'd get f' having my hands on yer wife's underthingemeyjigs Oct 15 21:27:33 * Morgan catches Oct 15 21:27:41 it'd be repeated by Inga, too Oct 15 21:27:53 * Claudia snorts, laughing Oct 15 21:28:48 HH: Bet Claudia has some like tha' hidden away! Oct 15 21:29:04 * Morgan takes the kit out, picking at the lock Oct 15 21:29:16 * Claudia punches him in the arm "I bet Heinzharold has his own!" Oct 15 21:31:35 HH: Hey, that's my good arm! **The lock comes undone quite easily** Oct 15 21:32:31 * Morgan puts the kit back in the pouch, picking up the axe and shoving the gates open Oct 15 21:32:37 * Claudia scoffs "All these years and you're still not ambidextrous!" Oct 15 21:33:52 HH: *he leads the horses in* Only with a sword *he grins* Oct 15 21:34:54 **There's only a short path. The heavy oak doors are also locked, it looks more complicated and fiddly** Oct 15 21:38:59 * Morgan looks at it for a couple of minutes appraisingly before hitting it hard with the flat of the axe Oct 15 21:40:22 **it creaks but doesnt quite go through Oct 15 21:41:49 * Morgan takes a couple of steps back before throwing his own weight at it Oct 15 21:42:12 **This time it goes through. There are no shouts of alarm at all* Oct 15 21:43:12 * Morgan wanders inside, looking for candles Oct 15 21:45:16 **there don't seem to be any. HH follows him in Oct 15 21:45:21 **It's completely dark. HH calls "Yoohoo, anyone 'ome?" It echoes in that was only a furniture- and fabric-less house does. Oct 15 21:45:38 Safe to say they're not here I think Oct 15 21:50:15 HH: Reck'n so. **he draws in a deep breath, then wanders off in the dark** Oct 15 21:51:12 * Morgan does the same, looking for any letters Oct 15 21:51:16 HH: Don' suppose you could try tha' ball shit now? Oct 15 21:52:20 **There's not even furniture for letters to be on. Oct 15 21:55:56 bugger off to the door, just in case Oct 15 21:56:14 **HH does so** Oct 15 21:57:13 * Morgan holds out a hand, trying to work out a way to create a ball of flame Oct 15 21:58:00 **It's significantly easier than he expects** Oct 15 21:58:41 * Morgan turns so HeinzHarold can see it Oct 15 21:58:44 well... shit... Oct 15 21:59:01 **The ball is surprisingly beautiful** Oct 15 21:59:07 HH: whoa! Oct 15 21:59:44 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 15 22:03:26 HH: Tha's pretty Oct 15 22:03:44 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:03:46 tis rather Oct 15 22:04:03 HH: I wanna go upstairs Oct 15 22:04:22 why? Oct 15 22:05:04 Y' can't smell cologne? Oct 15 22:05:58 * Morgan inhales Oct 15 22:06:33 **he can, just, and it smells like Kai's** Oct 15 22:06:51 * Morgan nods, heading for the stairs Oct 15 22:06:56 thats Dau's Oct 15 22:07:20 HH: smells like piss. Oct 15 22:07:50 definitely Dau Oct 15 22:08:17 * HH follows him. In the main bedroom they find a very strong smell of it and big stain on the floor of it Oct 15 22:08:29 Keep yer ball away Oct 15 22:09:58 * HH sticks his fingers on it, feeling the stickiness. " 'Ssuming it was him dropped it, he was here about a week ago or less. Oct 15 22:10:17 They left greenwich two weeks ago... Oct 15 22:10:50 Look around, this place has been picked t' the carcass. That's gotta take time Oct 15 22:11:09 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:11:50 Three 'ouses so far they've stripped. Someone's in dire straits. Oct 15 22:12:09 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:12:13 so it would appear Oct 15 22:12:51 Question is, what fer? What's th' end game? Oct 15 22:13:32 She owes the winter prince big, I know that much... and she's been spending far above her means for a long while Oct 15 22:14:28 Gettin' th' hell outta Avalon? And he can't go back t'Eisen with arrest warrants coming out of his ass... Oct 15 22:16:11 We didn't tell him about those... Oct 15 22:16:49 Is he an idiot? Oct 15 22:17:36 No, far from it Oct 15 22:17:57 Then he's prob'ly got ears out Oct 15 22:20:00 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:20:02 I suppose so Oct 15 22:23:37 * HH looks around Oct 15 22:23:42 I'm done Oct 15 22:24:16 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:24:19 alright, lets get out of here Oct 15 22:30:22 **They do so, finding Claudia with the horses Oct 15 22:30:57 C: Let's find somewhere to stay, somewhere that's not a brothel. Oct 15 22:32:18 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:33:09 **The inn they find is basic, and three small rooms are found, though the sheets are thin and the blankets moth eaten. The food is very good though, a proper roast dinner. This perks up Heinzharold greatly, and he's his jovial self by the time the blackberry crumble comes. Oct 15 22:33:34 **It is very similar to the one Molly burnt the day he first proposed because she was sat in his lap and they were kissing, which distracted her. It's also like the one she made him in Fischler when the strain of unravelling Alarice's mess left her feeling separated from him, culminating in fucking her passionately in the Eisenfurst's stables** Oct 15 22:34:08 Inga makes a good crumble. Oct 15 22:34:23 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:34:27 Molly does too... Oct 15 22:34:48 * HH grins "They got them womanly arts, see?" Oct 15 22:35:15 C: *she scoffs* Rather know how to separate an enemy from his own head. Oct 15 22:36:37 Inga makes good souffles too **Morgan knows this is one of the things on Molly's Cant-Do list, along with sheering sheep, driving carts, and playing violin* Oct 15 22:37:17 I've never understood Souffle's Oct 15 22:38:36 They're this Montaigne pudding thing. Y' eat it. Oct 15 22:39:03 yes I know that... I just don't see the point of them Oct 15 22:39:20 **They both laugh** Oct 15 22:39:52 C: Merton, Londinium, and then head for Ilchester then? Oct 15 22:42:50 * HH pulls the map out between mouthfuls Oct 15 22:43:30 Aye, should be there in four days time. Oct 15 22:43:54 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:45:53 Still on track for three weeks total, but we're nearly a week in Oct 15 22:46:13 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:46:18 Its only partly been hell Oct 15 22:46:49 * HH and Claudia both chuckle Oct 15 22:47:10 Been better th'n I thought Oct 15 22:47:54 for the most part Oct 15 22:48:39 Miss my lil darlin though Oct 15 22:49:47 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:49:48 I know Oct 15 22:49:53 It's like a need, not a want. 'Er being around is important, y' know? Oct 15 22:50:08 **Claudia makes a face of disgust** Oct 15 22:51:52 C: That is not normal. Oct 15 22:52:27 * HH looks at Morgan, crossing his eyes Oct 15 22:53:01 one day the wind'll change and you'll get stuck like that Oct 15 22:53:31 That what happened to yer face? Oct 15 22:55:53 * Morgan nods Oct 15 22:56:10 **This ribbing continues a little while. They all go towards their separate rooms shortly after dinner, where it's at least warmer than Ashford was. HH puts a hand on Morgan's arm, speaking quietly "Lis'en,  if y' dont want to sleep alone, I'll stay in your room with ya" Oct 15 22:58:11 Thank you, but I'll be alright Oct 15 22:59:20 * HH gives him a hug Oct 15 23:00:23 Come find me if y' need to Oct 15 23:01:30 I will Oct 15 23:01:49 G'dnight Oct 15 23:02:00 night man Oct 15 23:02:02 * HH goes to his own room Oct 15 23:28:37 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 16 09:49:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 16 09:49:45 **His room is plain and shabby, but not the worst place slept in his nearly twenty seven years. A very far cry from six weeks ago in the opulent bedroom in Atemlos** Oct 16 09:52:57 * Morgan grumbles as he unpacks his few things Oct 16 09:55:03 **It's all there and easy to find. The lack of home comforts is much like in the War, and even how he lived that first stretch of time in Avalon, but far from what he has been used to since he allowed himself more of the noble benefits he had cast off after they died* Oct 16 09:56:04 * Morgan does his nightmare preparations before getting into bed and opening the book Oct 16 09:56:12 "Friday October 16th, evening. I wonder if these letters are over-long, considering that you are likely travelling. Perhaps tonight I will make it a bit shorter. Oct 16 09:56:12 This evening I am going to think about Atemlos, and the night I returned the favour you had given me at the stream and pleasured myself for you to watch. Although I had done so on your lap at the Golden Lantern, this was far more brazen. You could see far more and appreciate the performance of it. Oct 16 09:56:12 There's a thrill to being watched, isn't there? There's a thrill to seeing the response of your watcher. There's something enthralling about enthralling another through teasing and performing. Oct 16 09:56:28 There was a vulnerability to it to, but I enjoy that. I certainly enjoyed how you watched me touching my body before parting my thighs and using my fingers upon myself with both hands. I enjoyed seeing you hard within your trousers and the way you touched yourself as you watched me. Oct 16 09:56:28 Tonight I will remember that. I will move a chair to the foot of the bed and pleasure myself as if I was performing for you, for your arousal. I will imagine you sat there with an expression full of lust and yearning. I hope you will imagine watching me too. Goodnight, my love xxx Oct 16 09:58:13 * Morgan closes the book, sighing Oct 16 09:58:41 **Very faintly he can hear HH and Claudia talking next door** Oct 16 09:59:24 * Morgan listens Oct 16 09:59:51 **He can barely hear them. He will have to really focus and strain** Oct 16 10:00:12 * Morgan does so Oct 16 10:00:16 HH: Brave as hell. You know he is, a'ways was. Oct 16 10:01:34 C: I know. But I still want to keep an eye on him. Oct 16 10:03:08 HH: We will. He's not a risk t' himself, 'e wants to be with Molly an' Varick too much. Not like y' to be so worried f' anyone. It's almost like you love him! Oct 16 10:03:56 C: I do. You too. But fuck you, you asshole. **she sounds amused* Oct 16 10:06:32 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 16 10:07:04 HH: G'night, Claudia. 'ope we both dream of nice big bubbies. **Claudia snorts** We can hope! Night, Heinzharold. Oct 16 10:08:55 * Morgan rolls over, trying to get to sleep Oct 16 10:11:08 **sleep eludes him for a little while until he has the negligee close enough to be able to smell her, and then he does drop off. Oct 16 10:13:01 **Nothing tells him it is a dream. It is back to a few days before their wedding, and tension has been running high for weeks, both sick of the long wait that was only broken by them pleasuring each other manually whilst everyone was away. Molly has pulled him into an unused guest room, and used her body to pin him to the door, her mouth urgent and demanding on his. Oct 16 10:13:01 **Morgan matches her kiss, his tongue running along her lip, she sucks his tongue into her mouth, teasing it with the tip of her own in a highly suggestive manner. The thoughts in her mind become fuzzy, as if shielded from view by organza. Oct 16 10:13:01 ** He runs his hands down her sides, and Molly moans softly, drawing her mouth back from his enough to talk. Her voice is quiet, low, full of lust Oct 16 10:13:01 I want you, so very badly… Oct 16 10:15:21 and I you Oct 16 10:17:46 * Molly kisses him again harder, her hands mimicking his, flowing down his flanks Oct 16 10:21:15 * Morgan pulls her harder to him Oct 16 10:21:26 * Molly moans quietly, whispering urgently "Please, let me give you your release" Oct 16 10:22:09 * Morgan nods Oct 16 10:22:10 alright Oct 16 10:22:42 * Molly starts stroking him through his trousers, her movements a little more confident from having pleasured him once before. She moans at this. Oct 16 10:26:09 Does it hurt, being hard like this? Oct 16 10:26:57 aches a bit Oct 16 10:28:04 * Molly undoes the placket, her fingers gentle down his length Oct 16 10:28:04 Would you like me to use my mouth to please you? Oct 16 10:29:23 Whatever you wish my love Oct 16 10:29:46 That is alright, isn't it? They said on The Coral that men like it Oct 16 10:29:57 * Morgan nods Oct 16 10:29:59 * Molly continues stroking him as she talks Oct 16 10:30:21 You will tell me if I do it wrong, or if I am not doing it the way you like it? Oct 16 10:31:25 If you need me to blossom Oct 16 10:32:03 * Molly nods "Yes please. I don't want to disappoint you" Oct 16 10:34:28 * Morgan nods Oct 16 10:34:45 * Molly gets on her knees in front of him. She gently works him over with her tongue, with suction, with drawing her mouth up and down his erection. It does seem new to her, but like she has given much thought to how to do it Oct 16 10:38:43 relax blossom Oct 16 10:42:09 * Molly slows down Oct 16 10:42:18 I am doing it wrong? Oct 16 10:44:52 no, not at all... but I want you to enjoy what you're doing Oct 16 10:46:21 I am. Very, very much Oct 16 10:46:34 * Molly brings him very deep into her mouth, where he can feel the solid wall of her tonsils Oct 16 10:47:19 * Morgan lays his head against the wall, moaning quietly Oct 16 10:47:27 * Molly tries to push harder and deeper against him, a tight squeeze on his head Oct 16 10:52:27 * Morgan holds his breath, being still Oct 16 10:53:46 * Molly sinks deeper, stretching around him with a very firm grip Oct 16 10:54:51 * Morgan lets out a low moan Oct 16 10:56:52 * Molly goes deeper still, pushing very hard and there's almost a pop as he's taken into her throat, her lips almost at his base. She strokes his thighs with her hands Oct 16 11:32:17 * Morgan puts a hand to the back of her head where it meets her neck, stroking her gently Oct 16 11:32:33 * Molly pulls away a little, enough to suck rhythmically and regain her breath Oct 16 11:34:24 oh my blossom... you are incredible Oct 16 11:35:16 * Molly whimpers at this before she slides down again, his hardness slipping into the hot confines of her throat easier this time Oct 16 11:41:41 * Morgan grunts a little Oct 16 11:41:51 * Molly pushes deeper and deeper, until finally he is completely engulfed and her lips are pressed up to his pubic bone Oct 16 11:44:02 * Morgan pushes gently forward, grinding into her Oct 16 11:44:30 * Molly nods a little against him, he can more feel than see it Oct 16 11:49:36 * Morgan grunts again, slowing Oct 16 11:50:11 * Molly moves against him, drawing him out and in. She varies the speed, trying to establish how fast or slow he prefers it Oct 16 11:55:11 * Morgan revels in her ministrations Oct 16 11:55:20 **He is rapidly approaching the point of no return when he hears a noise. From the hallway, his mother calls him "Dear Boy?" Oct 16 11:56:05 * Morgan mutters, trying to pull away Oct 16 11:56:49 * Molly lets him free, sighing quietly but despondently Oct 16 11:57:50 * Morgan makes himself decent while whispering Oct 16 11:57:53 sorry blossom Oct 16 11:58:27 V: "Where are you, Morgan? There is a Freiarr here to see you, he's ridden for days, he says" Oct 16 11:59:08 * Molly whispers urgently "Can I wait for you somewhere? Your room, or your office perhaps?!" Oct 16 11:59:20 * Morgan helps Molly up before opening the door Oct 16 11:59:23 here mother... Oct 16 12:00:06 **Verity walks up to the door, looking briefly at them both** Oct 16 12:01:07 V: He is in the blue drawing room Oct 16 12:01:16 just me? Oct 16 12:04:47 V: He only asked for you Oct 16 12:05:01 * Morgan nods Oct 16 12:05:04 did he give a name? Oct 16 12:06:20 V: Freiarr Prachtig Oct 16 12:06:32 * Molly sighs quietly Oct 16 12:06:45 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 12:06:50 alright mother, I'll go see him Oct 16 12:08:34 V: Molly, my dear, shall I walk you to your room? Oct 16 12:09:55 * Molly looks at Morgan a moment, then smiles "Good evening, liebes herz..." it sounds faintly like a question Oct 16 12:12:17 * Morgan nods Oct 16 12:12:24 I'll see you soon blossom Oct 16 12:14:47 * Molly nods. Verity bids Morgan goodnight. Down in one of Die Dauerhaftigkeit's smaller drawing rooms, Kai is stood at the mantelpiece with a glass of port, another on a tray on the table. He bows politely. He looks very fancily dressed for a man who has supposedly travelled for days** Good evening, Morgan. Oct 16 12:14:53 * Molly is now known as Kai Oct 16 12:15:16 Colonel... Oct 16 12:15:28 You are well? Oct 16 12:15:35 * Morgan nods Oct 16 12:15:39 and you? Oct 16 12:15:56 Better now that I am out of a jail cell. And Molly... she is well? Oct 16 12:16:16 she's fine Oct 16 12:16:21 * Kai sips the port Oct 16 12:16:55 Let us be blunt. I know that hand you had in getting me, unjustifiably, arrested. Oct 16 12:21:01 Do you... Oct 16 12:21:36 I know you influenced Justicar Howe to pin Curtis's murder on me. Oct 16 12:22:46 Really... Oct 16 12:22:58 * Kai nods Oct 16 12:23:32 That was not how it was supposed to go. I was not supposed to be implicated at all. But I understand now why you did. Oct 16 12:24:25 supposed to go? Oct 16 12:24:48 * Kai drinks a mouthful, taking a long time to swallow Oct 16 12:25:43 _You_ were supposed to get the blame. You had opportunity, the trust of Catherine, a known disdain for Curtis, and Molly, your motive. Oct 16 12:27:10 That certainly explains his line of questioning, yes... the problem is, he wasn't an idiot. Oct 16 12:28:36 You and Molly had snuck off alone **his micro-expression shows intense jealousy*, it was the perfect time. You had no alibi that would not have revealed your clandestine situation to all. Oct 16 12:29:22 To what end, colonel? Oct 16 12:29:34 Your death. Oct 16 12:29:57 well obviously but... why? What was supposed to come next? Oct 16 12:30:42 Molly's Will being rendered void. She could not leave you the ship if you were dead. Oct 16 12:31:35 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 16 12:31:52 And then you, what, swoop in, take her... or just the ship? Oct 16 12:32:10 Her, and the ship. Which is why I am here. Oct 16 12:32:58 Oh, you do not wish to hear how a simple statement shifted the justicars focus onto you... very well... what do you want? Oct 16 12:33:50 I know it did. But you were supposed to be seen doing it. No statement would have mattered. Oct 16 12:34:58 Can't see me do something I didn't do... Oct 16 12:35:16 Oh you can. Avalonian magic of illusions. Oct 16 12:36:43 You found someone who can do that? Oct 16 12:36:58 The Winter Prince himself Oct 16 12:37:58 You made a deal with him? Oct 16 12:38:14 Something like that. I want Molly, and the deeds for the Rose. Oct 16 12:38:26 You can't have them, either of them Oct 16 12:38:36 You will give them to me Oct 16 12:38:51 * Morgan scratches his chin for a moment Oct 16 12:38:56 No... I won't Oct 16 12:40:00 You think a salvage and restoration crew cannot be bribed, especially one already transporting wanted criminals out of Tawstock on the Rose? Oct 16 12:40:27 * Morgan sighs Oct 16 12:41:12 Perhaps you'll blow them up too, yes? I believe thats your style, blow up what you cant have, you impotent little man... Oct 16 12:42:37 **He laughs* Childish, Morgan. *he sips the port again* So, you will give me Molly and the deeds, or the Queen will receive a letter implicating you and your family for this transportation of Avalonian criminals to Eisen. Imagine the damage that will do... Oct 16 12:45:42 You will address me properly, or you will be ejected from a high point in the building... though you may yet anyway Oct 16 12:46:03 That would be very silly of you. If Rebecca does not receive word from me by the middle of July, she will set off from Ilchester to Queen Elaine's estate to deliver it. By the end of July, you will be ruined, and Avalon and Eisen may be at War. Or you give me my Molly and the deed. Oct 16 12:46:52 The problem is... I don't trust you... you'd do it regardless of what I do... you have no honour Oct 16 12:48:43 I will take my Molly on a little honeymoon to my house in Ussura, we will spend the autumn there making love by the lake beneath the golden leaves. Oct 16 12:50:35 Well, since I don't trust you to keep to any arrangement you make, which might come to harm you with the winter prince, incidentally, since he obviously didn't decide to stick to the bargain, I'd expect your threats to be carried out regardless, so its of no use to give you what you want, so I may as well refuse and just accept that what comes would have anyway... Oct 16 12:52:35 And ruin your family name. Again. Oct 16 12:53:09 Which will come regardless because you have no honour, as has been proven on many _many_ occasions. Oct 16 12:53:19 **Reinhardt the Butler opens the door quietly, bringing in some food on a tray under two metal plate covers** Oct 16 12:55:04 * Kai looks at the servant with outright disdain. Reinhardt, a very experienced and hardy man Morgan has known since his infancy is suddenly walking like a hobbling old man. Kai sneers "Your servants should learn their place and knock." Oct 16 12:56:21 Listen, Dau, you come to my home, try to blackmail me and now you criticise my staff? How dare you. Oct 16 12:56:36 **Reinhardt puts down the the tray, lifting one cover to reveal hot food. He acts as if he's deaf** Oct 16 12:57:23 Perhaps your family is in such dire straits it cannot pension off these doddering old fools Oct 16 12:58:23 Says a man from a broken land, with barely a title to his name... Oct 16 12:58:47 **Reinhardt lifts the other, and moves with a shocking alacrity to stab Kai in the thigh with what looks like a treacle-covered yet wickedly sharpened table knife** Oct 16 13:00:37 * Morgan launches across the room to tackle Kai, aiming an elbow at his face Oct 16 13:01:33 **Reinhardt steps back, looking calm. Kai drops like a stone** Oct 16 13:02:02 R: There's never an excuse for poor manners, my lord. Oct 16 13:02:37 No, quite. Get HeinzHarold and Claudia, I need to see them now, and fetch my father please Oct 16 13:03:00 * Kai is now known as Reinhardt Oct 16 13:03:15 I'm sorry, my lord, I cannot. Oct 16 13:04:15 * Morgan looks at him Oct 16 13:04:17 because... Oct 16 13:05:23 **Kai starts to rouse, just sat on the floor by the fireplace. There's something deeply unsettling about the slow way he looks around, the slowness of his blinking, like something from a horror movie. Reinhardt looks to Morgan** I have work to do. Go along with you, Morgan. Find somewhere out of the way for half an hour. Oct 16 13:06:40 * Morgan looks at him, confused Oct 16 13:06:52 * Reinhardt looks serious Oct 16 13:06:56 Go. Now. Oct 16 13:06:59 I'm going to need answers... Oct 16 13:07:10 You get them. Go. Oct 16 13:07:16 You'll * Oct 16 13:07:28 * Morgan nods, moving into the hallway and closing the door Oct 16 13:07:51 **he can hear very faint talking but can't make it out** Oct 16 13:08:20 * Morgan heads off to an empty room Oct 16 13:08:45 **he finds himself, bizarrely, at the nursery instead** Oct 16 13:08:52 * Reinhardt is now known as Molly Oct 16 13:10:07 * Molly opens the main nursery door. She's wearing a black satiny robe barely done up, her hair disheveled, cheeks and cleavage flushed. The main nursery parlour is lit by a single candle Oct 16 13:10:13 I heard footsteps... Oct 16 13:11:05 * Morgan looks at her Oct 16 13:11:06 sorry Oct 16 13:11:18 * Molly holds out her hand Oct 16 13:11:33 I'm not Oct 16 13:13:03 * Morgan takes it Oct 16 13:13:31 * Molly pulls him into the room, kicking the door shut behind him Oct 16 13:13:39 Stay with me? Oct 16 13:14:38 * Morgan nods Oct 16 13:14:41 alright... Oct 16 13:15:16 * Molly leads him into her bedroom, another single candle in there Oct 16 13:15:42 I want you. Tonight. No more waiting. Oct 16 13:15:59 no blossom, I made a promise Oct 16 13:16:59 * Molly lets go of his hand, watching him intently as she slowly unties the gown and lets it slip with a gentle swish to the ground, completely naked Oct 16 13:17:06 Please... Oct 16 13:17:43 I would not be the man you love if I were to break my word... Oct 16 13:18:06 Yes you would... I need you, liebes herz... Oct 16 13:18:18 No, I wouldn't... Oct 16 13:19:04 Yes. Please... **she looks up at him, both desperation and adoration in his eyes* Oct 16 13:19:47 No, blossom... much as I want to, I've made a promise and need to keep it Oct 16 13:20:09 * Molly looks at the floor Oct 16 13:20:26 I am not enough to break any promise for... Oct 16 13:20:48 I promised I would never love another, and yet I do... Oct 16 13:21:26 * Molly blinks, bending down to pick up the gown Oct 16 13:21:50 Then surely this promise is only minor in comparison to a vow before Theus himself. Oct 16 13:22:30 No, blossom... I need to keep my promise, I need to do things right Oct 16 13:23:24 You will lie down with me, if we do not do that? Oct 16 13:23:50 * Morgan nods Oct 16 13:23:54 if you wish Oct 16 13:24:28 * Molly nods, lying down upon the bed and watching him with open desire Oct 16 13:25:49 Yes Oct 16 13:26:03 * Morgan nods, lying beside her Oct 16 13:27:49 * Molly moves close to him, bringing her mouth to his and licking his lower lip Oct 16 13:28:26 its not long now Oct 16 13:29:35 Too long... just... it's too long. But hold me, touch me, and let me do the same to you? Oct 16 13:35:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 16 13:39:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 16 13:39:11 [13:25] (Molly) Too long... just... it's too long. But hold me, touch me, and let me do the same to you? Oct 16 13:39:30 * Morgan nods, opening his arms Oct 16 13:40:04 * Molly moves into his arms, her bare skin warm Oct 16 13:40:22 You want to have me, even if you will not? Oct 16 13:40:30 so very much Oct 16 13:40:53 * Molly nods, kissing his neck deeply Oct 16 13:41:37 It is unbearable, waiting? Oct 16 13:43:16 * Morgan nods Oct 16 13:43:17 utterly Oct 16 13:43:49 May I satiate you, for tonight at least? Oct 16 13:44:54 * Morgan nods Oct 16 13:44:56 please Oct 16 13:45:40 * Molly sucks gently on his neck, pressing her bare breasts to his shirt **there's a single chime, and he realises he's dreaming** Oct 16 13:46:12 * Morgan tries to wake up Oct 16 13:47:17 **Unsurprisingly and as before, he wakes up very hard as if he has been so for quite a lot of the night. The first chime means one hour til dawn** Oct 16 13:48:29 * Morgan decides to matters into hand Oct 16 13:51:37 **Its really no challenge at all, the smell of her perfume from the negligee he has still in the bed beside him very similar to the gown she had on in the dream. Once spent, he is left with the conundrum of cleaning up with his limited possessions ((unless he had the forethought to take some of the cream flannels she had bought him for that purpose with him!)) Oct 16 13:54:13 ((aye)) Oct 16 13:54:47 **he 's soon sorted out Oct 16 13:55:07 * Morgan gets dressed and ready before opening the book Oct 16 13:55:58 "Saturday October 17th, morning. Good morning to you, my darling. We have completed a full week! I hope you are at least becoming used to our temporary parting, that it is not too painful now. I am sure we at the cottage will be fine and coping admirably. Each day draws us nearer to being reunited, so each new day will be welcomed with open arms. I hope you can feel my love and constancy across the miles. My love always, M xx Oct 16 13:58:25 * Morgan closes the book, packing it away with the rest of his things Oct 16 14:00:09 **HH and Claudia are downstairs drinking coffee, their bags ready. They both watch him appraisingly** Oct 16 14:00:09 HH: A'right? Oct 16 14:00:18 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 16 14:01:07 * Morgan nods Oct 16 14:02:51 C: Have a coffee, we'll sort the horses. Oct 16 14:03:11 got a spare waterskin? Oct 16 14:03:50 **HH rummages in his pack before throwing Morgan one** Oct 16 14:04:25 * Morgan asks the inn keeper to fill it with cold coffee Oct 16 14:04:41 **He does so** Oct 16 14:05:21 **They get on the road again, knowing that there is nothing in Merton except an overnight stop before Londinium tomorrow. Dawn comes before the talking really starts** Oct 16 14:05:39 How d'ya sleep, Morgan? Oct 16 14:06:16 * Morgan shrugs Oct 16 14:06:28 had dreams, but nothing too awful Oct 16 14:06:49 * HH nods Oct 16 14:07:21 I dreamt Inga had six bubbies, and y'said it was my fault for calling her my little heifer Oct 16 14:08:38 that one sits completely with you I'm afraid Oct 16 14:10:28 Made buying dresses diff'cult, but aside from that... *he grins* Oct 16 14:14:20 Got anything to tell us fr'm your book Oct 16 14:15:07 No... Oct 16 14:15:38 * HH sighs Oct 16 14:15:53 Tha's a shame Oct 16 14:16:56 * Morgan nods Oct 16 14:16:57 I know Oct 16 14:17:40 Maybe tomorrow. Can't be easy t' plan weeks ahead Oct 16 14:18:34 Plenty o' stuff you can't tell us? *he grins* Oct 16 14:21:27 No, just not much they're doing today Oct 16 14:22:00 **He nods. They press on.The only thing that recommends the trip is that all thirty miles are dry, keeping the light longer. They just plod on, HH spouting his usual nonsense to keep them cheerful. At some point after lunch whilst thinking on his dream, he remembers in the gentleman's club Nussbaum saying "Your butler, Reinhardt, has been a member of the Society since it's early formation at the beginning of the War" Oct 16 14:23:35 * Morgan grumbles to himself Oct 16 14:24:13 **They find an inn in the small town, lit up warm as the evening has drawn in, and the stable hand takes their mounts. Inside there's a curious hush, but noone is looking at them** Oct 16 14:27:33 * Morgan goes to check they have rooms available Oct 16 14:28:40 **The woman at the bar is flirty with him, tells them there are three, and then gets him drinks once ot is sorted. It's very quiet despite there being a lot of people** Oct 16 14:30:40 * Morgan murmurs to HeinzHarold Oct 16 14:30:46 unusually quiet, isn't it... Oct 16 14:31:11 * HH nods. Claudia removes her coat, looking around. An exotic looking old woman wearing a black lace veil and lots of silver bangles is sat by a crystal ball. She seems to be telling the fortune of a young woman. HH is watching her with curiosity, Claudia rolls her eyes at Morgan** Oct 16 14:31:40 C: This stuff is such Horseshit. Oct 16 14:33:06 They have their uses Oct 16 14:33:18 * HH also removes his coat. He grins** Let's have a go. Gotta be good for a laugh. **he rolls up his sleeves, and slips his wedding ring in his pocket. He puts on his idiot act.* Oct 16 14:33:46 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 16 14:34:39 Oh God. Go easy on her Heinzharold, she's old. Oct 16 14:37:15 **HH grins** O' course. Just got a few queshuns, like. Oct 16 14:38:07 I almost feel sorry for her Oct 16 14:38:11 **He goes nearer and hovers at the periphery for two more readings to embed any assumptions of the fortune teller. Her accent is vodacce, but it's hard to tell if it's genuine** Oct 16 14:38:16 * Claudia nods Oct 16 14:38:25 Me too. He's made them cry before Oct 16 14:40:50 * Claudia looks thoughtful "The last time was last autumn. She told him he was going to get married within the year. He gets up, arms waving wildly in the air, screaming theatrically "Not if I run fast enough!" Oct 16 14:43:22 I wonder if he's realised that yet Oct 16 14:44:11 That she was right? Don't be daft. **she takes her drink* Oct 16 14:45:00 might have to tell him once he's finished with her Oct 16 14:45:05 **He hovers at the periphery for two more readings to embed any assumptions for the fortune teller. Her accent is vodacce, but it's hard to tell if it's genuine** Oct 16 14:47:35 * Claudia watches the woman making her predictions. It's all very generic Oct 16 14:48:00 **Heinzharold manages to get the seat and having checked she speaks Eisen he pays her** I wanna know if I should ask a girl to marry me. **She takes his hands, giving them a quick look** Not while you are married. Put your ring back on. Oct 16 14:48:29 **Claudia sniggers quietly to Morgan** Oct 16 14:50:56 FT: **She looks into his face deeply. He stares back at her like he's brainless** I see… **she narrows her eyes a little** ...a baby boy. Oct 16 14:51:20 * Claudia whispers to Morgan "called Heinzharold, who likes his bubbies" Oct 16 14:52:11 **HH nods slightly. She continues "His mother… she is to have a difficult birth". Oct 16 14:52:41 **Claudia grimaces. HH has turned pale** Oct 16 14:53:36 oh dear Oct 16 14:53:45 Not good. Oct 16 14:53:49 FT: **she takes his hand side on, looking at it** You are holding the child, and smiling. But his mother… *she frowns deeply, sighing with confusion** Oct 16 14:54:20 **HH looks scared "My wife is going to die…" Oct 16 14:54:59 * Claudia looks at Morgan with genuine concern Oct 16 14:57:38 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 14:57:53 Should we intervene? Oct 16 14:58:04 Not yet... Oct 16 14:58:20 FT: *she suddenly looks up at him* What?! This isn't your wife's child. But this woman… I don't know. It's too hazy. Oct 16 14:58:52 * Claudia nods slowly, saying to Morgan "Elsie?" Oct 16 14:59:15 Could be... Oct 16 14:59:59 HH says seriously, But if my wife has a child...? **She studies his hand** I see four children for you, and no signs your wife will not survive. **he nods looking very relieved** Oct 16 15:00:32 * Claudia smiles slightly, saying nothin Oct 16 15:00:59 * Morgan nods slightly before moving to the table, sitting down beside HeinzHarold Oct 16 15:01:39 **She looks at Morgan, concentrating** Ehh… you're an odd one… Oct 16 15:01:39 * Claudia and Claudia find this hilarious Oct 16 15:01:45 Hh* Oct 16 15:02:04 that my darlin' ain't the first time I've been told that Oct 16 15:03:18 **Up close, he can see her very perceptive, penetrating eyes are deep green. She takes Morgan's hands, and nods sadly** These hands… they have held a lot. Oct 16 15:05:14 **The crowd seems to have gone back to drinking as theres nothing to eavesdrop on* Oct 16 15:06:48 * Morgan watches her for a moment Oct 16 15:06:55 there's no point trying it on, is there? Oct 16 15:07:43 * Claudia is now known as FT Oct 16 15:07:55 Not unless you want to pay double Oct 16 15:09:07 HH: *he looks at Morgan, trying not to laugh* Oct 16 15:10:45 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 16 15:12:04 I see… the inside of a Kaleidoscope, you seen one of them? Shifting colour and light. Your future is like that. Yellow, green, purple. Oct 16 15:12:27 * Morgan frowns slightly Oct 16 15:12:48 You are going on a journey, a big journey, somewhere far far away. Oct 16 15:14:30 * Morgan sits impassively Oct 16 15:15:01 * FT runs a bony finger some lines on his right palm Oct 16 15:15:04 I see love. It is pure and strong in you. It is like a light in the centre of the kaleidoscope. It is… oh… I've never seen anything quite like this before. You have something very special, something very precious. Oct 16 15:16:44 * Morgan nods ever so slightly, watching her Oct 16 15:19:23 * FT looks intrigued Oct 16 15:19:53 It is like two strands woven together, one white one blue... I also see… a sheep dog? Oct 16 15:20:28 **Claudia snorts with laughter at the seeming randomness** Oct 16 15:20:47 figures... go on Oct 16 15:21:30 What do you want to know? Much is shifting and uncertain Oct 16 15:22:02 is that normal? Oct 16 15:22:58 No Oct 16 15:23:46 I have never seen this before, expect in predictions of my own life Oct 16 15:24:50 **HH looks intrigued, Claudia just sips her ale** Oct 16 15:25:10 complicated, aren't I Oct 16 15:25:16 * FT nods Oct 16 15:25:40 You have three children, of a sort. Oct 16 15:26:56 three? Oct 16 15:27:45 * FT shrugs "You will have many more... or maybe not... or maybe just one or two..." Oct 16 15:28:22 **Claudia rolls her eyes. The fortune teller looks to Claudia, choosing Eisen again** You, madame, think this is Horseshit. Oct 16 15:28:39 I'm more interested in the three, of a sort... Oct 16 15:29:09 * FT concentrates Oct 16 15:29:25 A daughter. She is gone on now... Oct 16 15:29:31 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:30:11 And a son, but a Herzkind, a child of your heart Oct 16 15:30:22 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:30:57 And there is another, one you haven't met Oct 16 15:31:37 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 15:31:43 *Claudia looks at HH. He just shrugs* Oct 16 15:32:21 *The fortune teller beckons Claudia over, letting go of Morgan's hands Oct 16 15:33:23 * FT grudgingly takes HHs seat from him Oct 16 15:33:43 HH: $Three?!$ Oct 16 15:33:54 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 16 15:34:21 HH: $could Molly be with child?$ Oct 16 15:34:32 $unlikely$ Oct 16 15:34:43 **The fortune teller looks at Claudia's palms, shaking her head and frowning slightly. She gives Claudia a look of deep empathy** I see a woman. She is gone from you, but also part of you. Oct 16 15:36:10 **Claudia looks tense, pulling her hands away** I'm good. Oct 16 15:36:34 * FT watches her "You are not ready, but you will be." Oct 16 15:37:04 C: *she stands up, looking to Morgan* I'll get food. Oct 16 15:37:13 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:38:11 **Claudia walks off. Other people see this as a sign it could be their turn soon, and start to move back in the direction of the table** Oct 16 15:38:58 * FT looks to Morgan "Our time together is short" Oct 16 15:39:33 * Morgan sighs Oct 16 15:39:36 isn't it always Oct 16 15:40:28 * FT nods Oct 16 15:42:42 **She looks at his hand** there is nothing more I can see clearly Oct 16 15:43:25 Can you tell me anything about the man I'm looking for Oct 16 15:43:39 * FT concentrates Oct 16 15:43:58 I see white eyelashes Oct 16 15:44:39 But he is not an old man Oct 16 15:45:17 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:45:38 There's a lake, and trees with golden leaves. It's autumn. He is not there. Oct 16 15:47:20 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 16 15:47:27 Ussura Oct 16 15:47:48 Smells like Ussura. Oct 16 15:47:59 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:48:01 alright Oct 16 15:48:07 * FT takes one each of his and Heinzharold's hands together, looking at both Oct 16 15:48:31 I think you find him, but you must be careful not to lose yourselves Oct 16 15:49:24 *HH grins** As 'andsome as we are? Not a chance! Oct 16 15:49:53 * Morgan takes a deep breath Oct 16 15:50:02 They have to stop me, dont they? Oct 16 15:50:18 * FT shrugs Oct 16 15:50:23 It is too hazy Oct 16 15:51:28 Then explain... lose ourselves? Oct 16 15:52:39 I don't see that clearly. It could be getting lost like going off a route. It could be a close call with death. It could be a change in personality Oct 16 15:53:06 * Morgan sighs Oct 16 15:53:12 madame, that isn't very helpful Oct 16 15:53:56 You come to me like a kaleidoscope and tell me _I_ am not _helpful_! *she smiles* Oct 16 15:54:24 is there anything else you can tell me? Oct 16 15:54:29 * FT looks deep into his eyes Oct 16 15:54:48 I see a little girl with very dark red hair Oct 16 15:55:16 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:55:30 You know who she is? Oct 16 15:55:39 HH: Molly as a child? Oct 16 15:56:26 *he suggests to Morgan* Oct 16 15:56:50 probably... Isythiel? Oct 16 15:57:48 **Iselilija* Oct 16 15:58:29 * FT shrugs "No, I don't... I dont think so" Oct 16 15:59:24 * Morgan nods Oct 16 15:59:49 **An Avalon woman interrupts** Scuse me, can you do me now? Oct 16 16:00:21 * FT looks at Morgan "It was good to meet you at last" Oct 16 16:00:43 * Morgan nods Oct 16 16:00:48 that mean you can go home now? Oct 16 16:01:07 After a fashion Oct 16 16:01:24 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 16:01:27 sounds very final Oct 16 16:02:07 * FT nods "Oh yes. Your pattern is something I was to see on my final day" Oct 16 16:02:44 I'm sorry... Oct 16 16:03:13 HH looks shocked, glancing at Morgan* Oct 16 16:03:35 It is as it should be **it looks very much like she is smirking** Oct 16 16:05:45 * Morgan nods, kissing the back of her hand gently Oct 16 16:05:46 thank you Oct 16 16:06:39 * FT pats his cheek gently "Now bugger off, I've got work to do" Oct 16 16:07:08 **HH looks like he's going to explode with contained laughter** Oct 16 16:08:39 * Morgan nods, standing, pulling HeinzHarold out of his seat Oct 16 16:09:00 **the other woman sits down. The fortune teller takes her hand "You will meet a handsome stranger..." Oct 16 16:09:06 * FT is now known as HH Oct 16 16:09:20 * HH is going burgundy Oct 16 16:10:33 **Claudia is sat over by the fire, her back to the proceedings, and a foot up on each of two other chairs, saving them warm places to sit* Oct 16 16:10:47 * Morgan goes and takes one Oct 16 16:11:18 * HH drops into a seat too, resting his forehead on the table and breathing slowly Oct 16 16:11:39 *Claudia just scowl at the fire* Oct 16 16:13:03 * Morgan watches her for a moment before calling for ale and whiskey Oct 16 16:14:44 **Its brought at the same time as food, and they eat** Oct 16 16:14:50 * HH looks at Morgan Oct 16 16:15:02 Any idea wha' most of that was about? Oct 16 16:15:15 a good chunk of it, yes Oct 16 16:15:29 * HH shrugs Oct 16 16:15:52 Think any if it is real? Oct 16 16:15:58 Of* Oct 16 16:16:10 You've not figured out who she is, have you... Oct 16 16:16:23 Not got a sausage Oct 16 16:16:39 **C: I've heard that about you before.** Oct 16 16:16:56 * Morgan snorts Oct 16 16:17:00 * HH laughs at this before looking enquiringly at Morgan Oct 16 16:17:27 Who is she? Oct 16 16:17:46 She's a fortune teller, I thought you'd have at least figured that out Oct 16 16:17:57 think she was holding your hand cos she liked you? Oct 16 16:18:02 * HH flips him off Oct 16 16:18:27 Thought y' meant something less obvious Oct 16 16:18:47 * Morgan nods Oct 16 16:18:57 not sure now's the time to talk about it Oct 16 16:19:14 Eat up then, let's go f' a walk Oct 16 16:20:04 * Morgan nods Oct 16 16:20:46 **Its very dark out once they are done, but dry again. They walk up a lane that leads away from the town rather than further into it** Oct 16 16:21:14 Go on then. Green eyes, knows shit. Vodacce accent. Fate witch? Oct 16 16:21:24 * Morgan nods Oct 16 16:21:44 Seemed t' like you Oct 16 16:21:51 Everyone likes me Oct 16 16:22:27 **Claudia, walking slightly behind then, laughs loudly at this** Oct 16 16:23:33 HH: Who is Iselilija then? Oct 16 16:24:16 Firstly, its a nickname Molly used to use... Oct 16 16:25:39 A'right? Oct 16 16:26:06 C: *she huffs, catching up** sounds old Eisen. Oct 16 16:27:02 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 16:27:06 it does... Oct 16 16:29:49 * HH trudges along Oct 16 16:30:02 What's th' deal with three kids? Oct 16 16:30:29 Jana and Varick... Oct 16 16:30:44 C: You know that's two, right? Oct 16 16:30:52 * HH chuckles Oct 16 16:30:56 and one I haven't met yet, is what she said Oct 16 16:31:21 I was thinkin' maybe Molly's with child Oct 16 16:31:36 I don't see it Oct 16 16:32:03 C: When did she last bleed? Oct 16 16:32:27 Bit too much inf'mation! Oct 16 16:34:47 **He knows it was the day after the anniversary of the fire, so September 22nd. It's now October 17th, so due any time now** Oct 16 16:35:16 due around now Oct 16 16:35:26 C: Maybe then Oct 16 16:36:10 * HH blows out, making a cloud of condensation Oct 16 16:36:27 Unless yer gonna adopt Elsie's babe? Oct 16 16:36:42 No, we've already arranged for the child to be adopted Oct 16 16:36:59 Bit strange Oct 16 16:37:38 The big journey and a sheep dog? Oct 16 16:38:10 Once things are... settled, we're sailing for Capperlucia... Oct 16 16:38:28 C: with a dog? Oct 16 16:38:43 * Morgan says nothing Oct 16 16:39:25 HH: And Dau is not in Ussura? Oct 16 16:39:35 C: Hang on he could have been? Oct 16 16:40:23 Something I dreamed that I hadn't really counted as anything... figured it was just a bad dream Oct 16 16:40:52 Like th' requiem? Oct 16 16:41:58 No, not exactly... closer to focusing on Greenwich Oct 16 16:42:49 C: We have to go back to Greenwich? Oct 16 16:43:02 No, no... Oct 16 16:43:37 HH: Want to catch us up on th' dream, save us asking? Oct 16 16:44:57 * Morgan gives them the details Oct 16 16:46:06 HH: Pretty long dream there! Ilchester might be import'nt then Oct 16 16:46:58 but I thought the same of Greenwich Oct 16 16:47:23 C: The deal with the Winter Prince was to frame you for murder so he could get to Molly and the Rose? Oct 16 16:48:09 if my dream can be believed Oct 16 16:48:15 C: DeBurgh made that though, not him. Is she killing off husbands and fiances for financial gain? Oct 16 16:48:31 that wouldn't surprise me in the slightest Oct 16 16:48:43 * HH asks to be filled in on this, and he is brought up to speed Oct 16 16:49:14 HH: You'd have been fucked if the Prince had made it look like you did it Oct 16 16:49:39 * Morgan shrugs Oct 16 16:49:43 I suppose so Oct 16 16:50:19 HH: What about the guy you visited in the prison in Londinium who everyone thought done it? Oct 16 16:50:53 * Morgan shrugs Oct 16 16:51:13 Gonna go get him freed? Oct 16 16:51:54 C: Based on a dream? Oct 16 16:52:18 * HH shrugs " 's gonna niggle his worship, innocent man in jail." Oct 16 16:52:35 One thing at a time... Oct 16 16:52:54 **They laugh** Oct 16 16:53:20 besides... Dau didn't say he'd killed him, just that the winter prince was meant to make someone see me do it Oct 16 16:54:06 C: Good point. But did the Winter Prince make it look like him not you? Did he have an alibi? Oct 16 16:54:43 Wasn't good enough to stop him getting arrested... Oct 16 16:54:56 **they nod** Oct 16 16:54:59 Reck'n she's right about Inga? Oct 16 16:56:04 that she's going to be fine? Oct 16 16:57:02 * HH nods Oct 16 16:57:23 * Morgan nods Oct 16 16:57:28 yes, I do Oct 16 16:57:49 * HH grins. He's quiet for a few minutes Oct 16 16:58:05 C: *she looks at Morgan* You hear that? Oct 16 16:59:50 what? Oct 16 17:00:40 **She grins** Nothing. The absence of his voice. Oct 16 17:00:47 nice isn't it Oct 16 17:00:57 C: Really nice Oct 16 17:01:28 * HH is quiet longer, to the point it gets unnerving Oct 16 17:02:04 * Morgan looks at him Oct 16 17:02:16 Alright, stop it Oct 16 17:02:28 **he smiles** I'm going to have babies. Oct 16 17:02:36 * Morgan nods Oct 16 17:02:54 aye Oct 16 17:02:57 C: **she makes a fake retching sound** Oct 16 17:03:49 * HH looks at her with a grin "Kiss my ass, Claudia" Oct 16 17:04:40 **she does it again** Oct 16 17:05:08 When I have babies, I'm putting breast milk in your coffee. Oct 16 17:06:42 You do know its not you produces that milk, right? Oct 16 17:08:21 * HH nods "I'll find a way" Oct 16 17:08:53 C: *she smirks* Bold of you to assume I've never drank breastmilk before Oct 16 17:09:27 * HH looks at her open mouthed Oct 16 17:09:59 set yourself up for that didn't you Oct 16 17:10:11 * HH nods Oct 16 17:10:20 I did rather! Oct 16 17:11:25 C: **she shrugs** I was a baby, mind you. Oct 16 17:13:27 * HH mutters. It starts to rain, so they head back indoors. The tavern has had an exodus by then, as well as there being no sign of the fortune teller. There's only a couple of drinkers left and the staff cleaning up. Oct 16 17:22:32 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 16 17:49:57 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 16 17:50:46 **Another tavern bed awaits him  after saying good night. They're all starting to blur into one after this many nights, though the smell of boiled cabbage in this one is notable* Oct 16 17:51:51 * Morgan sighs, doing his usual night prep before reading the book Oct 16 17:52:12 "Saturday October 17th, evening. Slightly differently tonight, I will not think of the past or present, but the future. I will be thinking of the possibility that one day soon we can both pleasure ourselves whilst watching each other. I think that would be most enjoyable, don't you? Oct 16 17:52:12 I would be reclined,resting back on the pillows, my naked body displayed for you, and I would have you knelt upon the bed in such a way that I could watch your expression and your manhood, both of which I find deeply arousing. Oct 16 17:55:24 My knees bent, thighs parted, you would have an excellent view of my practiced fingers stroking myself and pushing into my core, both hands bringing me closer to my peak. You would move your grip along your shaft at a similar pace as if it were you and not my fingers penetrating me. Oct 16 17:55:24 We would watch each other raptly, hungrily, pleasure building until we both gave in to the sensations, achieving our climaxes simultaneously. I wonder if, in two separate beds many miles apart, we may coincidentally do so this evening, if you were so inclined… xxx Oct 16 17:56:28 * Morgan closes the book, trying to get comfortable to get to sleep Oct 16 17:57:09 **As he's trying to sleep, he hears the squeaking of the bed next door, and the room's occupants having sex** Oct 16 17:58:31 * Morgan sighs trying to ignore it Oct 16 17:58:44 **He falls asleep eventually. The Sudlache sparkles behind the busy lawn, and it, as well as everything else around him, is yellow tone. There's many people playing games,  but he is carrying a tea tray. Oct 16 17:58:44 He recognises Otto first, not his former Father-in-law, but his and Dietlinde's son from Molly's dream where their children were getting married. He is playing croquet with his heavily pregnant wife Madelena, Molly and Sebastian's daughter. Oct 16 17:58:44 **There are children everywhere, ranging from teens through to toddlers. Many of the smaller ones are being watched over by servants. There are three other men, all of whom appear to be in their twenties, all with some combination of he and Dietlinde's features, playing tag with several blonde young children. ((Done)) Oct 16 18:00:35 * Morgan watches them carefully, moving from face to face Oct 16 18:02:09 **All of the grown up men are slightly different, but all look strong, tall, and in their twenties. Their children look less like him and Dietlinde, but there are still signs there. The day is hot, and from a distance he can see Molly and Seb stood by the lake, their backs to him and the merriment. She's beneath a pale blue parasol that matches her dress. There is no sign of Dietlinde or his other daughters-in-law. Oct 16 18:03:55 * Morgan wanders towards Molly Oct 16 18:04:00 **There is a little but loud shout of "Pa!" from the space where the youngest children are. Oct 16 18:04:19 * Morgan looks over Oct 16 18:04:27 **Madchen looks to be around fifteen or sixteen months, so that would imply that on this path around fourteen months have passed since the wedding. She is wearing a little blue dress embroidered with pink flowers and is barefoot. She grins at him, calling "Pa!" again. Oct 16 18:04:33 * Molly is now known as Madchen Oct 16 18:05:24 * Morgan comes to her, kneeling down Oct 16 18:05:52 **Her deep red hair glows in the sunlight. She hugs him and gives him a big sloppy uncoordinated kiss** Love Pa! Oct 16 18:06:11 What've you been doing, hmmm? Oct 16 18:06:32 * Madchen covers her eyes Oct 16 18:06:38 Maeshun gone. Oct 16 18:06:46 Where'd she go? Oct 16 18:07:27 * Madchen uncovers them. She looks like she can't find the words easily. " 'ime" Oct 16 18:09:28 * Morgan frowns briefly Oct 16 18:09:31 'ime? Oct 16 18:09:37 * Madchen holds her arms up "Up". He is going to have to abandon the tea tray. Oct 16 18:09:53 * Morgan puts the tray down, picking her up Oct 16 18:10:11 * Madchen grins, squealing happily "Pa up!" Oct 16 18:10:41 * Morgan stands up Oct 16 18:10:46 where are we headed little lady? Oct 16 18:11:06 Oose. Pa, Oose. Oct 16 18:11:31 I don't understand Oct 16 18:11:47 * Madchen tries to concentrate hard Oct 16 18:12:00 Ch- ch... choose. Pa. Oct 16 18:12:08 choose? Oct 16 18:12:14 * Madchen nods Oct 16 18:12:20 choose what sweetheart? Oct 16 18:12:27 Go. Choose. Oct 16 18:15:12 where? show me the way Oct 16 18:15:20 * Madchen wraps her arms around Morgan's neck Oct 16 18:15:29 Pa choose where go. Oct 16 18:15:54 * Morgan nods, wandering vaguely towards Molly Oct 16 18:15:58 Maeshun with Pa. Happy. Oct 16 18:17:39 **Molly and Seb are stood close but not touching. He laughs at something she says. Someone calls "Father?" Oct 16 18:17:59 * Morgan turns to look Oct 16 18:19:33 **One of his sons, perhaps the eldest, though they all are close in age comes to him. His eyes are absolutely identical to Dietlinde's* Oct 16 18:20:53 H: I was wonderin' , on the layouts I was lookin through yesterday, it says we used to have a summer house? Do you know if it's still there? Oct 16 18:22:01 Should be... I don't recall it being removed, though it'll be well overgrown by now Oct 16 18:23:09 H: *he blushes* Only, I was thinking maybe Sarah and I might fix it up, a little place to retreat from the children now and then Oct 16 18:23:38 I see Oct 16 18:25:19 **He tickles Madchen under the chin with a smile. She looks at him and says "Hans." He replies "That's right. I'm your uncle's brother... brother in law's husband... something like that" Oct 16 18:25:47 *Hans looks to Morgan* If you want me to leave it alone, Father, I will Oct 16 18:26:22 No, its probably a good idea... Oct 16 18:26:51 **He inclines his head** Thank you, Father Oct 16 18:27:30 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:28:48 H: Oh, Nikolaus wants me to ask if he can borrow the boat for the Sudlache tonight, and Chris wants to know whether you'll go hunting with him tomorrow if Nadine says he can *he smirks, making his eyes, Dietlinde's eyes, crinkle at the edges* Oct 16 18:29:30 * Morgan smiles Oct 16 18:29:49 If he wants the boat, he can ask me himself... and yes, I'll go hunting with Chris Oct 16 18:30:21 **he nods, then impulsively hugs Morgan** I'll tell them, Father Oct 16 18:30:44 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:30:45 good lad Oct 16 18:31:40 **There's a faint smell of Lily Of The Valley and also Jasmine from his clothes* Oct 16 18:32:18 **Hans jogs over to his brothers, punching one in the arm and passing on the message** Oct 16 18:32:33 * Madchen looks at them, then Morgan's face Oct 16 18:32:41 Pa sad. Oct 16 18:32:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 16 18:33:02 a little bit... Oct 16 18:33:20 * Madchen gives him another kiss Oct 16 18:33:40 See boys? Go Ma? Oct 16 18:33:51 where's ma? Oct 16 18:34:29 * Madchen points. Molly and Seb are still stood by the lake Oct 16 18:34:55 Ah... not so simple right now is it... Oct 16 18:35:08 Pa no see Seb? Oct 16 18:35:56 he's over there isn't he Oct 16 18:36:07 * Madchen points again Oct 16 18:36:24 * Madchen concentrates Oct 16 18:36:32 Pa no choose see Seb? Oct 16 18:36:47 No... I don't want to upset ma... Oct 16 18:37:01 Want Ma? Oct 16 18:37:07 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:37:15 * Madchen smiles Oct 16 18:37:22 Maeshun get Ma Oct 16 18:38:13 * Madchen tilts her head back and starts to cry loudly. Despite the sound, she is smiling Oct 16 18:38:36 * Morgan bounces her gently Oct 16 18:39:40 **Molly turns around, then says something to Seb. Madchen smiles at him, but cries quieter for Molly's attention. Oct 16 18:40:22 devious little lady Oct 16 18:40:57 *By the lake, Sebastian kisses Molly's cheek, and then Molly leaves him with the parasol, walking towards Morgan Oct 16 18:41:11 * Madchen stops crying "Ma. Come." Oct 16 18:41:28 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:41:29 I see Oct 16 18:41:42 * Madchen grins Oct 16 18:42:35 **Molly gets to then, smiling at her daughter** What are you up to, little miss? Charming the men as usual? Oct 16 18:43:32 **Molly smiles at Morgan** I am sorry, I hope she didn't hurt your ears! Oct 16 18:43:57 Not at all... Oct 16 18:44:47 * Madchen is now known as Molly Oct 16 18:44:55 Do you wish me to take her? Oct 16 18:45:06 No no, I'm fine with her if you don't mind Oct 16 18:45:35 **Madchen holds tightly to Morgan** Oct 16 18:45:48 * Molly giggles "She likes you" Oct 16 18:46:13 It appears so.... you are well? Oct 16 18:46:27 * Molly nods Oct 16 18:47:09 I am, thank you. I am looking forward to the birth of my first grandchild. She will be your seventh? Eighth? Oct 16 18:48:16 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:48:22 something like that Oct 16 18:51:06 Hot isn't it? Shall we go in and get some lemonade, and I will see if a certain young lady needs feeding? Oct 16 18:51:54 * Morgan nods Oct 16 18:51:57 if you wish Oct 16 18:52:10 * Molly walks along beside him "Your home never fails to astound me with its beauty" Oct 16 18:54:38 **Another one of Morgan's sons intercepts them. This one is the least like Dietlinde and most like Morgan. He also seems to be the most forward. Molly watches him politely** N: Da, can I borrow the boat? Oct 16 18:55:43 Sure you wouldn't like to get this young lady to ask instead? Oct 16 18:56:08 **Madchen says** boat! Oct 16 18:56:25 that wasn't your cue... Oct 16 18:56:27 * Molly strokes her hair fondly Oct 16 18:57:02 I assume you meant my daughter, as I wouldn't describe myself as young! Oct 16 18:57:23 * Morgan looks at the lad Oct 16 18:57:36 aye, you can take the boat Oct 16 18:58:01 **nikolaus smiles at Molly "My lady, you are more beautiful than most women half your age" Oct 16 18:58:58 * Molly smiles, looking genuinely amused, but she says politely "Thank you, my Lord, you are very sweet" Oct 16 19:00:01 **He blushes a little, bowing. Then he hugs Morgan** Thanks, Da, I won't sink this one, promise! Oct 16 19:00:15 You'd best not or you'll be building me a new one Oct 16 19:01:01 N: *he salutes him* aye aye, Captain Vati, sir *he legs it* Oct 16 19:01:19 * Molly laughs. Madchen snuggles up to Morgan Oct 16 19:01:54 Your sons are wonderful, my Lord. Oct 16 19:03:51 * Morgan nods Oct 16 19:05:23 * Molly walks along towards a side door Oct 16 19:06:23 I wouldn't wish to disturb the Grafin and daughters-in-law, I know they are planning a secret gift-giving for my daughter and your son Oct 16 19:06:32 Your* Oct 16 19:07:03 oh? Oct 16 19:08:13 Baby clothes they have made, and I believe they are to hand over the Koertig crib all your children have had? Oct 16 19:08:32 * Morgan nods Oct 16 19:08:34 makes sense Oct 16 19:09:43 * Molly smiles "I would not intrude upon them" She opens a door into a little window nook. He can faintly hear female laughter. Theres already lemonade on a little table and she sits, taking some Oct 16 19:10:24 **Madchen looks at Morgan** Speak Ma? Oct 16 19:11:30 hmmm? Oct 16 19:11:52 M: Pa speak Ma? Oct 16 19:11:58 I have been Oct 16 19:12:45 **Madchen shakes her head** Pa speak Ma tixteen sev'ty? Oct 16 19:12:56 * Morgan nods Oct 16 19:13:22 * Molly sips the lemonade, not really registering the babble Oct 16 19:14:04 **Madchen holds her arms out to Molly Oct 16 19:17:27 * Molly takes her "Oh, are you sleepy, little miss? **Molly holds her close across her body stroking her face. Madchen says "Ma. Skyrleika." Oct 16 19:18:09 * Morgan watches them Oct 16 19:18:35 **The toddler looks to fall asleep. Molly watches her, gradually developing a frown, then looks around.** Oct 16 19:19:10 * Molly blinks rapidly as she sees him Oct 16 19:19:19 Liebes herz... Oct 16 19:19:28 blossom... Oct 16 19:19:51 * Molly smiles warmly Oct 16 19:19:57 You are in my dream Oct 16 19:20:15 * Morgan nods Oct 16 19:20:17 yes, I am Oct 16 19:20:25 * Molly looks at the child Oct 16 19:20:37 Oh, isn't she just lovely?! Oct 16 19:20:48 * Morgan nods Oct 16 19:23:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 16 20:28:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 16 20:28:20 * Molly tries to tear her gaze from the child Oct 16 20:28:41 How are you, liebling? I miss you very much Oct 16 20:28:51 * Molly watches him Oct 16 20:29:54 I miss you too my love. Its been a difficult couple of days Oct 16 20:30:08 Come, sit closer Oct 16 20:30:17 * Molly holds out her hand to him Oct 16 20:31:04 * Morgan does so, taking her hand Oct 16 20:32:02 We are all well, the same as a few days ago. No signs of baby, Elsie and James are developing a fondness. Inga is doing very well at staying cheerful, and we play cards and things in the evenings, or talk and make clothes for the child Oct 16 20:32:31 * Molly glances at the sleeping Madchen again wistfully before looking to Morgan Oct 16 20:32:37 If you can find a way ,HeinzHarold asked me to ask you to tell Inga that she's the prettiest flower in the garden... Oct 16 20:32:49 * Molly raises her eyebrows Oct 16 20:33:12 Now you tell Heinzharold I know precisely what that means, and he has a very dirty mind! Oct 16 20:33:27 * Molly laughs Oct 16 20:34:11 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 20:34:15 I didn't realise Oct 16 20:34:42 Was he by any chance smirking when he asked you to tell me? Oct 16 20:34:52 Not that I recall Oct 16 20:35:11 It's an old joke of theirs. I'll find a way to tell her. Oct 16 20:35:51 * Molly squeezes his hand "How are _you_?" Oct 16 20:35:58 * Morgan sighs Oct 16 20:36:01 I'm mostly alright Oct 16 20:36:13 Only mostly? Oct 16 20:38:00 I've had a difficult couple of nights... a nightmare Oct 16 20:38:09 * Molly looks at him before stroking his cheek Oct 16 20:38:16 Do you want to tell me? Oct 16 20:38:32 No, I've more or less dealt with it now.... Oct 16 20:38:43 * Molly nods Oct 16 20:38:57 I wish I could be there to hold you Oct 16 20:39:55 so do I... Oct 16 20:40:09 * Molly kisses his knuckles Oct 16 20:40:16 Where are you now? Oct 16 20:41:18 Merton... they weren't at Greenwich or Ashford or Farnham.... Oct 16 20:41:27 * Molly nods Oct 16 20:41:36 Are you staying somewhere nice? Oct 16 20:41:52 Not especially, no... but I've slept in worse places Oct 16 20:42:07 * Molly nods Oct 16 20:42:55 We will get through this, my love. Just hold on to the thought of us being reunited Oct 16 20:43:28 * Morgan nods Oct 16 20:43:36 I saw a fate witch tonight Oct 16 20:43:46 * Molly looks curious Oct 16 20:43:50 In Avalon?! Oct 16 20:44:03 * Morgan nods Oct 16 20:44:36 Here to meet me...she said my pattern is like a kaleidoscope Oct 16 20:44:48 * Molly thinks Oct 16 20:44:58 I do not think I know what that is Oct 16 20:45:29 Its a tube, with mirrors... as you look through it there's all kinds of colourful reflections Oct 16 20:46:11 That sounds pretty, I would like to see one of those. What else did she say? Oct 16 20:46:24 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 20:46:36 that HeinzHarold and I have to be careful not to lose ourselves... Oct 16 20:47:00 You are in danger? Oct 16 20:48:16 I don't think so... Oct 16 20:49:47 What did she mean? Oct 16 20:50:16 I don't know... she didn't know... Oct 16 20:50:23 * Molly nods Oct 16 20:50:28 Be careful, please Oct 16 20:51:42 of course blossom Oct 16 20:52:47 Good. I need you to come back safely to me Oct 16 20:53:14 * Molly strokes his cheek again Oct 16 20:53:30 * Morgan nods Oct 16 20:53:33 I'm going to Oct 16 20:53:42 I believe you. Was there any more? Oct 16 20:55:19 Lots and lots... Oct 16 20:55:28 * Molly nods Oct 16 20:55:55 I am not sure how long we have. Kiss me, please, just incase we run out of time? Oct 16 20:56:22 * Morgan does so, planting his lips firmly to hers Oct 16 20:56:49 * Molly kisses him softly, stroking his face again Oct 16 20:57:25 * Molly draws away after a moment, smiling Oct 16 20:57:49 And give this one to Heinzharold from Inga... *she kisses him again* Oct 16 20:58:05 * Morgan pulls away after a moment Oct 16 20:58:12 I'll just tell him if its all the same... Oct 16 20:58:36 Tell him it was good, yes? *she smiles* Oct 16 20:58:58 * Morgan nods Oct 16 20:59:07 Alright, the fate witch. Oct 16 21:00:06 yes... Oct 16 21:00:38 * Molly smiles "Unless you need more time kissing!" Oct 16 21:01:13 most tempting... Oct 16 21:01:21 she freaked out Claudia... and HeinzHarold Oct 16 21:01:30 * Molly looks impressed Oct 16 21:01:37 How? Oct 16 21:02:44 I'm not sure you should know Oct 16 21:02:56 * Molly frowns Oct 16 21:03:06 Whyever not? Oct 16 21:03:14 * Morgan sighs Oct 16 21:05:00 because its given me an insight into the future Oct 16 21:05:20 * Molly sighs Oct 16 21:05:25 Smiles* Oct 16 21:05:55 As if that has ever made a difference when I wander around the paths of my own destiny wildly Oct 16 21:08:17 You won't like it Oct 16 21:08:26 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:08:42 I would not let you carry it alone. We are in this together. Oct 16 21:09:21 She told HeinzHarold he would have a child but the mother... then she got confused...I think she was talking about Elsie Oct 16 21:09:41 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:10:17 I think that much as I wish it that I can save Elsie's life, it may not be possible Oct 16 21:11:29 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:11:43 I worry you will put too much into trying and risk yourself Oct 16 21:12:12 * Molly looks at him Oct 16 21:12:40 Liebes herz, I would not be me if I wasn't willing to do everything I can to save a life Oct 16 21:13:14 I know, but... I cannot lose you Oct 16 21:14:07 * Molly kisses his hand Oct 16 21:14:12 I know Oct 16 21:17:01 I will do what I can, if it happens before you are here, but I know that you are my primary concern, and to protect your well-being I cannot sacrifice myself Oct 16 21:17:12 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:17:19 and Varick needs you Oct 16 21:17:49 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:18:12 Do not fret, my love. You will not lose me Oct 16 21:20:18 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:20:18 good Oct 16 21:20:23 So Heinzharold was disturbed thinking he may lose Inga? Oct 16 21:21:37 * Molly strokes the hair of the little girl in her arms Oct 16 21:22:34 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:22:45 but she went on to say that wasn't the case at all Oct 16 21:22:51 * Molly smiles Oct 16 21:23:07 Good, I am glad. I am sure that is a relief for him Oct 16 21:23:47 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:23:56 He was rather awestruck Oct 16 21:24:44 Awestruck? By the fate witch? *Molly frowns deeply* was she very pretty? *she sounds a little unsure of herself* Oct 16 21:25:22 No, the prospect of having children Oct 16 21:25:37 Really?! He was excited by it? Oct 16 21:25:46 You and I are intertwined like a thread of white and a thread of blue... she also saw a sheepdog Oct 16 21:26:06 * Molly nods slowly Oct 16 21:26:13 That's... Oct 16 21:27:43 She must be powerful, as the ones in Picante *she shivers a little at the name of the place she said mid-climax on his desk* couldn't seem to understand us at all Oct 16 21:27:57 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:28:22 Apparently seeing my pattern would occur on her last day... Oct 16 21:28:30 Oh dear Oct 16 21:29:30 Well, that is how it was supposed to be for her then Oct 16 21:30:01 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:30:17 she seemed at peace with it, and I didn't fancy arguing with a fate witch who could see that clearly Oct 16 21:30:22 * Molly gently touches the small fingers of Madchen's hand Oct 16 21:30:27 No, quite! Oct 16 21:30:52 How did she freak out Claudia, who is generally so unflappable Oct 16 21:31:45 thats very complicated Oct 16 21:32:04 Another day then? Oct 16 21:32:22 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:32:28 suffice to say its matters of the heart Oct 16 21:32:36 Was there anything else? Oct 16 21:34:55 Is there any chance you are... with child? Oct 16 21:35:57 * Molly looks thoughtful Oct 16 21:37:12 Umm *she watches him a moment whilst thinking* ((expression pls)) Oct 16 21:38:20 * Morgan watches her patiently Oct 16 21:38:24 It is _possible_, but very unlikely Oct 16 21:39:41 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:39:45 * Molly again glances at the child before looking back to him Oct 16 21:40:35 My course is due tomorrow, and I have taken the herbs properly. Did she think I was? **her expression is almost neutral** Oct 16 21:42:13 No.... something she said about me having three children, of sorts... one who has moved on, one a child of my heart, and the third I've not met yet Oct 16 21:42:33 * Molly frowns Oct 16 21:43:50 Alright... that is confusing. I do not think I am, but I could be... I do not see how else you possibly have a child, unless there is something I do not know... Oct 16 21:44:21 HeinzHarold thought it might be Elsie's child but... thats already arranged Oct 16 21:44:37 You are thinking a child by adoption? Oct 16 21:45:01 * Morgan shrugs Oct 16 21:45:06 a Herzkind.... Oct 16 21:45:18 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:46:09 I suppose we can only wait and see, either way... *she watches him solemnly* If I am... will you be disappointed? Oct 16 21:46:37 Only in so much as we'll have to rearrange plans again... I don't enjoy doing that Oct 16 21:47:04 But not because I am carrying your child? Not because you are not ready? Oct 16 21:47:56 No my love... Oct 16 21:48:03 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:48:31 Alright, that is good to know. I have spent months being troubled about it Oct 16 21:49:35 why? Oct 16 21:50:20 Because I did not want to upset you. Because I know it will be scary for you to do it again, and it may be painful too. Oct 16 21:51:27 It may be, yes... Oct 16 21:51:39 * Molly nods Oct 16 21:52:00 I wanted to give you as long as I could, so you had more time to heal and be ready Oct 16 21:54:39 We cannot avoid living our lives because of the past... Oct 16 21:55:08 * Molly squeezes his hand gently "Edward has said much the same to me in the past" Oct 16 21:56:48 oh? Oct 16 21:56:59 That reminds me. I spoke to my Father last night, everyone in Sudlachenburg is well, and Innesbruck. Oct 16 21:57:16 * Morgan nods Oct 16 21:57:17 good Oct 16 21:57:38 * Molly smiles Oct 16 21:57:55 So, has Heinzharold been trying to get hold of the book? Oct 16 21:58:56 Once I told him what was in it, no... he's rather jealous though Oct 16 21:59:24 Is he? Perhaps I will suggest Inga writes him something for when he gets home Oct 16 22:00:23 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:00:32 she's learning to read, but I expect you know that Oct 16 22:00:39 * Molly nods Oct 16 22:01:13 Of course. I have been helping her learn something for Heinzharold that requires no reading at all though Oct 16 22:01:29 * Morgan frowns Oct 16 22:01:32 oh? Oct 16 22:01:44 * Molly shrugs playfully Oct 16 22:01:53 It's a little rude Oct 16 22:02:11 * Morgan frowns even more Oct 16 22:02:21 * Molly giggles at his frown Oct 16 22:02:31 Why are you frowning so? Oct 16 22:03:24 I'm not sure I like where this is going... Oct 16 22:03:31 Why, my love? Oct 16 22:04:35 What, exactly, are you teaching her? Oct 16 22:04:57 How to control her gag reflex Oct 16 22:05:20 * Molly watches his expression with a smile looking for blushing Oct 16 22:05:39 * Morgan continues to frown, blushing Oct 16 22:06:13 I haven't told her anything about you, my love. I told her I heard about it on the Coral Oct 16 22:07:35 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:07:36 alright Oct 16 22:08:01 Do not be cross with me, please, not when I am so far away Oct 16 22:08:50 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:08:52 alright blossom Oct 16 22:09:14 Is the book of any help to you? Oct 16 22:09:52 I've read it every day but I've only had to... take care of things... once Oct 16 22:10:21 * Molly bites her lower lip, smiling Oct 16 22:10:44 Your admirable yet maddening self-control... Oct 16 22:11:34 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:11:37 I'm afraid so Oct 16 22:12:16 I obviously did not do a good enough job in teasing and arousing you then, mon petit chou Oct 16 22:12:45 More that I'm stubborn... and had to share a room with HeinzHarold at one point Oct 16 22:12:59 * Molly giggles Oct 16 22:13:32 Well, _I_, however, have done exactly as I said I would in the letters Oct 16 22:13:44 * Morgan blushes Oct 16 22:13:45 good Oct 16 22:14:44 And yes, even the kitchen table Oct 16 22:14:48 * Molly giggles Oct 16 22:15:03 risky Oct 16 22:15:40 That is hardly new to us, is it? Have you found any anonymous taverns and remembered Paan, my love? Oct 16 22:16:49 Been a bit busy and occupied for that I'm afraid Oct 16 22:18:08 An awful shame, my love. I suppose I shall now need to add in another bit of time to manage alone when I wake, now you have told me you have done so Oct 16 22:19:03 * Morgan blushes Oct 16 22:19:06 I would like that Oct 16 22:19:59 Then I shall as soon as I wake... _if_ you tell me what made you overcome your stubbornness for it *she smiles with mischief** Oct 16 22:20:42 several nights of those sort of letters and a couple dreams where I _almost_ reached my release... Oct 16 22:21:17 * Molly 's brows come together, biting her lip and nodding Oct 16 22:21:48 I think that definitely warrants me finding mine for you, mein sehnsucht Oct 16 22:22:54 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:22:58 I agree Oct 16 22:24:23 And perhaps you will be less stubborn, hmm? They were written for your entertainment and enjoyment, my love, if they can be of use to you like that, you need not fight it Oct 16 22:24:50 I enjoyed them regardless Oct 16 22:25:06 I am glad, truly Oct 16 22:25:17 **There's a single chime** Oct 16 22:25:31 Oh! *she looks so sad at this* Oct 16 22:26:05 only two weeks left Oct 16 22:26:17 * Molly nods Oct 16 22:27:06 I know... I will endure. And perhaps you will find me again, somewhere with less children and potential husbands! Oct 16 22:27:27 I hope so my love Oct 16 22:27:43 * Molly kisses him softly Oct 16 22:29:03 Go on, my love. It is time for me to wake, take care of myself and moan your name against the shirt you left me so I do not wake anyone **She smiles with mischief** Oct 16 22:29:15 * Morgan blushes Oct 16 22:29:19 Maybe I'll do the same Oct 16 22:29:42 * Molly nods vigorously, blushing also Oct 16 22:29:51 I would like that, very very much. Oct 16 22:30:42 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:32:29 * Molly watches his face adoringly "I'll give Varick a hug for you. Take care of you all. I love you, more than it should even be possible" Oct 16 22:32:41 * Morgan nods Oct 16 22:32:45 until next time my love Oct 16 22:33:02 * Molly steals a last quick kiss Oct 16 22:33:18 * Morgan smiles before trying to wake up Oct 16 22:33:48 **The people next door are silent, the cabbage smell unfortunately remains** Oct 16 23:51:19 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 17 18:27:58 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 17 18:39:28 * Morgan gets dressed before reading todays entry Oct 17 18:40:55 "Sunday, October 18th, morning. Good morning! Another sunday and another venture into the small catechism for our cottage. I have found this teaching useful myself for understanding more deeply our shared faith, something that is important to me. I will be praying for you, for your peace and happiness, and for your journey  not to be much longer. I will pray with gratitude too that Theus brought you into my life and that you love me. I love you, endlessly. M x Oct 17 18:41:57 * Morgan packs it away with the rest of his things before heading downstairs Oct 17 18:42:03 **When he goes to open the door, he notices a shiny silver bangle on the floor with a slip of paper coiled around it Oct 17 18:42:30 * Morgan picks it up, unwrapping the paper Oct 17 18:42:37 **In Eisen, it says: For the Kaleidoscope Man, to give to your Iselilija. May your threads be forever intertwined. Oct 17 18:42:56 bloody Vodacce Oct 17 18:43:13 * Morgan wraps the note back around the bangle before tucking it safely in his bag Oct 17 18:43:27 **There's an open door at the end of the hall Oct 17 18:43:52 * Morgan wanders along to have a look inside Oct 17 18:45:29 **The fate witch is lying on the bed, her sightless eyes staring at the ceiling. She is just in a shift, rosary held in her hands. She looks perfectly at peace and neat, the blankets folded tidyly, her clothes and boots in a neat pile on the floor. On the nightstand is a bangle with a small piece of paper wrapped around it Oct 17 18:49:11 * HH sneaks up behind him and says "Whatcha d-... bah!" *he jumps* Oct 17 18:50:06 * Morgan sighs, going to check the bangle Oct 17 18:50:43 **it has a piece of paper, just like his* Oct 17 18:51:01 * Morgan unravels it Oct 17 18:51:18 **In Avalonian: For the Innkeeper to give to your wife. May you laugh that I did indeed tell you I would not be paying for today's breakfast. Oct 17 18:51:43 * Morgan wraps it back up, putting it down before shooing HeinzHarold out and closing the door Oct 17 18:51:46 go fetch the inkeeper Oct 17 18:52:00 * HH hands him a slip of paper Oct 17 18:52:16 * Morgan looks at it Oct 17 18:52:30 **In Eisen: For the Future Father, to give to the Mother of your children. May new life come with healthy old ones. Oct 17 18:52:38 * Morgan nods Oct 17 18:52:43 I got one too Oct 17 18:53:10 'S have a look Oct 17 18:54:03 its in my bag... it says for the kaleidoscope man, to give to your Iselilija, May your threads be forever intertwined Oct 17 18:54:38 That's nice Oct 17 18:55:00 * HH goes off to look for the Innkeeper, leaving Morgan alone Oct 17 18:55:57 * HH comes back a few minutes later, Innkeeper with him Oct 17 18:56:23 IK: I can't do any discount for the cabbage smell. Oct 17 18:57:08 The fortune teller.... she's passed away. She's left a bangle with a note for you Oct 17 18:57:39 IK: *he nods* People die here all the time, not to worry Oct 17 18:57:48 That is not encouraging.... Oct 17 18:58:50 IK: **he opens the door** I packed some food for your breakfast, your lady friend has it Oct 17 19:00:41 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:00:45 thank you Oct 17 19:01:19 **he goes in. HH walks down the stairs* He just call Claudia your Lady Friend? Oct 17 19:02:50 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:03:02 Best get outta here b'fore he says it again, she's got a proper face on this mornin' Oct 17 19:03:53 **As they get to the bottom of the stairs, they hear the innkeeper laughing upstairs** Oct 17 19:05:33 has she? Oct 17 19:05:42 You'll see Oct 17 19:06:36 **their poor horses are looking tired after the solid days of travel, but Claudia looks worse. She has them all ready to go Oct 17 19:07:40 * Morgan watches her for a minute before going to mount up Oct 17 19:08:39 * HH and Claudia mount up too, and they start the trip back to the city in silence. HH gives it twenty quiet minutes before saying to Morgan Oct 17 19:08:50 Guess the fortune teller was right then Oct 17 19:09:00 Not now... Oct 17 19:09:46 * HH stays quiet for a surprisingly long time Oct 17 19:11:15 **The sun comes up. With Claudia volunteering nothing and HH doing what he is told, the silence is only broken by the rhythm of hooves on the road Oct 17 19:11:54 * Morgan moves close to Claudia, speaking quietly Oct 17 19:12:00 want' talk about it? Oct 17 19:12:07 C: Nope Oct 17 19:12:20 Know you can if you want? Oct 17 19:12:28 C: Yep Oct 17 19:12:48 * Morgan nods, nudging her slightly before moving away again Oct 17 19:13:09 **She inclines her head to him but stays quiet** Oct 17 19:13:39 How long to Ilchester? Oct 17 19:17:04 Rest o' today to Londinium, a days sail to Denholme, a day to Ilchester. Might not see the 'ouse til the next morning Oct 17 19:21:04 * Morgan sighs Oct 17 19:21:05 right Oct 17 19:21:51 Sorry man. Mebbie one day someone will breed 'orses ten or twenty times as fast and we could do the whole thing in a coupla days Oct 17 19:23:03 We live in hope Oct 17 19:23:21 Feeling 'omesick today? Oct 17 19:25:18 * HH gets a big chunk of bread from a bag, steering the horse with his knees Oct 17 19:25:35 Something like that Oct 17 19:25:41 * HH rips it in two, chucking some to Morgan Oct 17 19:25:50 'Ow was your night? Oct 17 19:26:51 I've been asked to tell you Molly knows precisely what that means and you've a very dirty mind Oct 17 19:27:02 * HH laughs loudly Oct 17 19:27:24 Damn, didn' realise Inga woulda told her that Oct 17 19:28:26 apparently so Oct 17 19:28:31 Saint Morgan here t' tell me off for corruptin' his wife's mind? Oct 17 19:30:06 Something like... though I happen to know my wife is teaching your wife something Oct 17 19:30:32 'Ope it's not a tin whistle Oct 17 19:31:28 Couldn't say... Oct 17 19:31:58 She told y' she's teaching Inga summat, but not what? Seems a bit weird Oct 17 19:32:20 oh I know what, I just ain't saying Oct 17 19:32:36 Go on Oct 17 19:32:42 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 17 19:32:49 Go on Oct 17 19:33:10 * Morgan shakes his head again Oct 17 19:33:12 Go on Oct 17 19:33:37 No, its to be a surprise Oct 17 19:33:59 Go on. I'll give you... *he rummages in the bag, then grins* one shiny red apple Oct 17 19:34:50 Give it up, you'll just have to wonder Oct 17 19:35:00 * HH takes it out. He spits on it, then shines it up on his chest, offering it to Morgan with a grin Oct 17 19:35:33 Apple, yet majesty? Oct 17 19:35:39 * Morgan leans over, spitting on it Oct 17 19:35:42 No, thank you Oct 17 19:36:18 * HH shrugs, biting it slowly whilst watching Morgan intently Oct 17 19:38:08 Us poor folk, we can't be wastin' no apples b'cause our betters slobbered on 'em Oct 17 19:38:57 at least you know your place I suppose... Oct 17 19:39:08 **Claudia turns in her saddle, then shake her head with disgust, though she's smiling faintly** Oct 17 19:39:26 Saw yer wife then? Oct 17 19:41:10 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:42:24 * HH continues to eat the apple Oct 17 19:42:52 They all okay? Oct 17 19:43:21 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:43:24 absolutely fine Oct 17 19:45:22 * HH nods Oct 17 19:45:37 Good t' see her again? Oct 17 19:47:07 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:47:10 aye, it was Oct 17 19:48:16 How's my lil darlin? Oct 17 19:48:47 She's fine Oct 17 19:49:53 * HH nods Oct 17 19:50:28 Y' tell Molly about the fortune teller? Oct 17 19:50:48 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:51:50 What's she think 'bout the third child thing? Oct 17 19:52:17 She doesn't think she's pregnant, but its not impossible... could mean Elsies child, but as I said, we've already made arrangements Oct 17 19:52:56 Mebbie that'll fall through. Mebbie we'll be taking a baby to Capperlucia Oct 17 19:54:48 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 19:54:50 unlikely Oct 17 19:55:58 * HH nods Oct 17 19:56:05 Hoping Molly isnt? Oct 17 19:58:15 That is a tough question to answer... it'd be inconvenient. Oct 17 19:58:58 Gotta lot to be doing the next few years Oct 17 19:59:14 * Morgan nods Oct 17 19:59:30 I'm... finding the prospect somewhat difficult Oct 17 20:00:12 * HH nods Oct 17 20:01:02 Prob'ly nothing to worry about. The woman mighta meant something else Oct 17 20:01:14 Probably. Oct 17 20:01:52 We're gonna be here for you, help y' through it, when it eventually happens Oct 17 20:02:17 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:02:27 I know... though she'll probably be onboard one of my ships Oct 17 20:02:59 When you give her a child? Oct 17 20:03:22 No, Claudia... She'll be onboard a ship Oct 17 20:03:38 * HH nods Oct 17 20:03:53 Don' see her settling near you in Gottkirchen Oct 17 20:04:11 No... I can't say I blame her Oct 17 20:05:23 * HH laughs Oct 17 20:05:43 You having Maubourgs house or something nice? Oct 17 20:07:00 Probably somewhere else... I wouldn't appreciate being tuned out of my home... Oct 17 20:07:15 * HH nods Oct 17 20:08:01 Mebbie get it set up once we're back from Capperlucia, 'less you have plans to be elsewhere? Oct 17 20:08:47 No, not really Oct 17 20:09:19 * HH nods Oct 17 20:10:16 Summer next year then, back 'ome for a bit? Oct 17 20:10:47 hopefully Oct 17 20:11:35 Suppose if yer not ready for babies yet there's no reason to settle whilst she's th' ambassador and you're not th' Graf Oct 17 20:12:37 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:12:42 true Oct 17 20:12:51 I don't know I'll ever feel ready... Oct 17 20:13:00 * HH nods Oct 17 20:13:11 Gonna be a lot of hard memories? Oct 17 20:14:14 aye... Oct 17 20:14:22 Didya ever feel ready t' get married again, or just had to hope it'd just work out? Oct 17 20:15:37 * HH finishes the apple, tossing the core into the bushes beside the road Oct 17 20:16:13 Tough one really... I don't know I felt ready, as such Oct 17 20:18:15 * HH nods, going back to the bread Oct 17 20:18:42 Wha' made y' decide to do it so quick, 'stead of waiting a bit? Oct 17 20:19:12 It wasn't quick, not really Oct 17 20:20:32 * HH shrugs "Can't criticise anyway, married Inga in under two months of meetin' her" Oct 17 20:21:18 I'd known Molly for a while... I was going to ask her to be my mistress Oct 17 20:21:28 * HH nods Oct 17 20:22:12 Far as I 'eard, you asked, she 'greed, but you never did the actual makin' her a mistress thing *he smirks* Oct 17 20:23:03 The only Montaigne person I've ever liked sort of forced my hand Oct 17 20:23:23 Eisened in to it. I 'ear a lot. Oct 17 20:23:34 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:23:53 Yer Father would have shit a brick Oct 17 20:24:51 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:24:58 I wasn't intending to come back at that point Oct 17 20:25:06 * HH nods Oct 17 20:25:27 Molly seems at 'ome in the cottages Oct 17 20:26:47 We lived there Oct 17 20:26:54 Maybe you'da written to Claudia and me, invited us to visit Oct 17 20:27:10 maybe, aye Oct 17 20:27:31 What made y' decide to go home? Oct 17 20:28:01 getting married, I think... Oct 17 20:28:46 Could have gotten married then left? Or stayed away an' gotten married? Coulda gone to live in Catterick with Molly Oct 17 20:29:37 it didn't feel right Oct 17 20:30:13 Inga's said before it wasn' easy for Molly, going to Sudlachenburg Oct 17 20:30:36 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:30:47 going to the place full of memories of Dietlinde... Oct 17 20:30:58 * HH nods Oct 17 20:31:51 Can appreciate that being 'ard Oct 17 20:32:16 absolutely Oct 17 20:33:01 I don' really like going places I know Inga has mem'ries of her and Heinrich in Oct 17 20:33:10 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:33:12 understandable Oct 17 20:34:07 Bit diff'rent, Inga doesn't love Heinrich, an' noone around us coulda been comparing me Oct 17 20:38:15 * HH goes back to eating his bread, again riding with his knees Oct 17 20:39:32 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:39:41 There have been a few comparisons Oct 17 20:40:04 **Though being taciturn, Claudia does glance back at them before again looking back to the road** Oct 17 20:41:28 Villagers were gonna be funny about it. But o'erall I think they did quite well, considering she's not Eisen an' a lot of them are distantly somehow related to Dietlinde Oct 17 20:41:51 I think Otto helped that Oct 17 20:41:58 * HH nods Oct 17 20:42:42 Tha' was unexpected. Really thought 'e was going to make some trouble at that meeting. Oct 17 20:43:38 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:43:49 You hear that Sasha attacked Molly? Oct 17 20:43:59 * HH nods Oct 17 20:44:23 Heard that you let it go Oct 17 20:44:34 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 17 20:44:38 Mother got involved... Oct 17 20:44:55 Didn' hear that. What happened? Oct 17 20:45:11 **Claudia now drops back a little, curious** Oct 17 20:45:38 * HH looks at her back, smiling a little Oct 17 20:46:07 She talked to Sasha... about how she loves Edward differently to how she loves me, and that her love for one doesn't override her love for the other... Oct 17 20:46:49 * HH grins "She got them smarts" Oct 17 20:47:07 * Morgan nods Oct 17 20:48:27 Hard to imagine lovin' anyone but my lil darlin though Oct 17 20:48:47 I couldn't imagine loving anyone else... but here I am... Oct 17 20:51:36 C: Could you do it again, wife number three? Oct 17 20:53:42 I don't think so Oct 17 20:54:01 C: Why not? You did it once already Oct 17 20:54:47 I dont think Id ever want to Oct 17 20:55:29 C: You thought that before? Is it all this entwined strands horseshit? Oct 17 20:56:18 * HH glances at Morgan, looking a bit surprised by Claudia's attitude Oct 17 20:56:27 * Morgan looks at her Oct 17 20:56:41 Claudia, I love you, but back off. Oct 17 20:57:23 C: **she takes out her flask, sipping from it** Oct 17 20:57:30 * HH looks to Morgan Oct 17 20:57:40 Mus' be complicated Oct 17 20:58:23 very... and not at all. Oct 17 20:58:43 * HH frowns Oct 17 20:59:14 Now, I'm a smart man, smarter than you, by far... but even I don't know wha' you mean Oct 17 21:00:08 How I got to the point of being able to love again, it was hard, and it was complicated... now, though, its not something I even have to question. Oct 17 21:01:14 Ah, see that's not what I meant. But we have a long ride ahead, so y' tell me about that if you want. I only 'ear what Molly's told Inga Oct 17 21:01:36 What did you mean Oct 17 21:02:13 The Intertwined stuff you an' Molly supposedly 'ave Oct 17 21:02:52 oh... fate. Oct 17 21:03:07 Y' believe in fate? Oct 17 21:04:09 Not especially, but its probably the easiest way of looking at it... I think we were meant to be involved with eachother in some way, but _how_ was down to us Oct 17 21:05:03 That doesn' bother you? Oct 17 21:05:48 because if that was fated, so was Dietlinde? Oct 17 21:05:59 * HH nods Oct 17 21:06:14 You couldn't have had them both Oct 17 21:06:14 No. Oct 17 21:06:26 I didn't mean involved like that... Oct 17 21:06:53 **he chuckles** Not with Molly bein' the jealous type Oct 17 21:07:39 * Morgan nods Oct 17 21:08:50 I 'eard her and Inga brooding on whether there'd be lots o' pretty girls throwin' themselves at us while we were away... Oct 17 21:10:05 * HH grins at Morgan Oct 17 21:10:21 I said "Sadly not" Oct 17 21:10:26 not at _us_ no... Oct 17 21:11:43 I didn' say that. I said we wouldn' notice if they did, because we already have the prettiest women in Avalon in our beds... or stables... or taverns... *he grins again* Oct 17 21:12:02 you did not Oct 17 21:12:09 Might have. Oct 17 21:12:13 oh god Oct 17 21:12:33 * HH just smiles, watching Morgan Oct 17 21:13:00 Course, you wont know til we get back... it's a surprise! Oct 17 21:13:59 Y' know, how that thing Molly is teachin' Inga is a surprise *he grins* Oct 17 21:14:10 Like * Oct 17 21:15:03 * Morgan smiles brightly Oct 17 21:15:20 I can live with that Oct 17 21:15:33 * HH mutters under his breath Oct 17 21:15:44 Go back to this fate thing then Oct 17 21:16:17 You didn' mean involved like swiving? Oct 17 21:16:25 no... Oct 17 21:16:40 Wha' did you mean? Oct 17 21:17:50 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 17 21:18:07 just that we may well have known eachother anyway Oct 17 21:18:33 * HH grins Oct 17 21:18:46 Mebbie I'da married her Oct 17 21:19:05 unlikely... she's from Durham originally, not far from Catterick Oct 17 21:20:22 I was there last year on tour Mother's behalf. Maybe I'da bumped into her at the port Oct 17 21:20:38 maybe Oct 17 21:21:14 * HH grins Oct 17 21:21:29 Then I coulda read what's in th'book Oct 17 21:21:46 if she was suitably inspired, yes Oct 17 21:22:01 By me? Easily. Oct 17 21:22:50 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 21:23:07 C: *she looks to HH* If he beats you I'm not saving you. Stop winding him up. Oct 17 21:23:56 * HH crosses his eyes at her Oct 17 21:24:36 **She rolls her eyes, looking back to the road** Oct 17 21:25:11 * HH looks to Morgan talking very quietly "You know I'm only messing with you, right?" Oct 17 21:25:39 * Morgan nods Oct 17 21:26:18 * HH looks a little relieved Oct 17 21:26:30 Good Oct 17 21:27:03 * Morgan narrows his eyes slightly Oct 17 21:27:14 you pair are being awfully... protective... Oct 17 21:27:28 Are we? Oct 17 21:27:33 * Morgan nods Oct 17 21:28:40 Jus' how we are. She's got a face on, I get more silly, she gets more grumpy, I get more silly. Eventually we wither get drunk or sleep Oct 17 21:28:43 Either* Oct 17 21:29:19 C: God knows you dont just get the hint and stop talking! Oct 17 21:29:50 You wouldn't really want him to.... Oct 17 21:30:08 * HH looks to Morgan "Cant, see? Just got one of those energetic mouths" Oct 17 21:30:31 as discovered by a man in a dress Oct 17 21:30:49 * HH laughs, then shudders Oct 17 21:31:22 I don't get why my wife likes kissing me when I haven't shaved, bloody scratchy! Oct 17 21:32:53 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 21:32:56 women are strange Oct 17 21:33:26 No argument 'ere! Oct 17 21:37:57 **They see many churches and hear many bells in the morning, Avalon's mandatory attendance driving all classes of people into the buildings for services. Each town and village on their way to Londinium is much the same until lunch, after which the churches are mostly teeming with the very poorest awaiting alms. Oct 17 21:37:57 **HH is watching this, then looks to Morgan** Not much diff'rent, is it? Oct 17 21:38:58 If you don't go to church, the queen can have you for treason or some nonsense Oct 17 21:39:20 I meant poverty here, poverty at 'ome Oct 17 21:39:27 * Morgan nods Oct 17 21:39:48 C: **she huffs** They have a lot more men. Oct 17 21:39:48 **She's right, there are more men here seeking alms than in Eisen, because the crops and weather is the cause here, not the brother-on-brother killing like his homeland** Oct 17 21:41:04 * HH looks at Morgan, shrugging like he has no idea what her issue is today Oct 17 21:41:39 They haven't spent years killing eachother, thats why Oct 17 21:43:07 **Claudia just nods. They plow on, weary horses starring to slow despite breaks and water. It is dusk, and close to Londinium, the road empty due to the rain that's accompanied them an hour. Suddenly something feels wrong, like he is being watched. Oct 17 21:44:18 * Morgan reins the horse in, looking round Oct 17 21:44:56 **The first shot is fired from the tree line, missing Morgan barely. Oct 17 21:45:28 * Morgan launches off the horse, pulling it off the road, yelling to clear the road Oct 17 21:45:41 * HH and Claudia are immediately low in their saddles and riding hard off the road Oct 17 21:46:59 **Another shot is fired but hits noone. A small gang of five armed men walks out onto the road. The front one yells for them to hand over their valuables Oct 17 21:47:13 * Morgan yells back Oct 17 21:47:16 is that all? Oct 17 21:47:37 Man: Your horses look half dead, you can keep them Oct 17 21:48:12 * HH gets out of the saddle, patting his horse "You look fine, Greta" Oct 17 21:48:26 Could've just said, no need for the shooting Oct 17 21:49:20 Man: Hurry up, it's raining. Hand over your bags and noone gets hurt Oct 17 21:50:44 **Claudia gets down too. He's seen this look about her before. Claudia has obviously decided these men would be a good target for clearing her mood. Oct 17 21:52:19 * HH glances at her, then Morgan $looking like trouble$ Oct 17 21:53:31 well, now, look... I'll come out with the bags, there's no need to come near the woman... Oct 17 21:56:03 **They look her up and down, then look back to Morgan* Man: Alright Oct 17 21:57:11 **Claudia stands there watching them right back, almost begging them to give her an excuse for violence** Oct 17 21:57:15 Alright, let me get her out of the way first, just to be safe... Oct 17 21:57:42 **They put up no objection Oct 17 21:57:55 * Morgan turns to Claudia, speaking Avalonian Oct 17 21:58:26 * HH is busy untying bags and looking after the horses Oct 17 21:58:35 Alright love, just head back into the trees a ways, just so you're safe $circle round, I can take two$ Oct 17 21:58:59 C: *she nods slightly, doing so** Oct 17 22:01:23 * HH brings Morgan two bags Oct 17 22:01:34 * Morgan starts taking bags off of his own horse Oct 17 22:02:10 **his bags feel much lighter Oct 17 22:02:49 * Morgan frowns, shaking them Oct 17 22:03:35 * HH says in Londinium Avalonian to Morgan "here, Guv. All in 'ere" Oct 17 22:04:24 * Morgan takes them from HeinzHarold Oct 17 22:04:58 **they feel fairly heavy, and make a chinking noise Oct 17 22:05:37 * Morgan nods, taking them out to the middle of the road Oct 17 22:06:07 **one of the men holds out his hands Oct 17 22:06:45 ah... you'll forgive me if I don't wish to get too close, just to be safe... Oct 17 22:07:04 **They wait Oct 17 22:07:27 * Morgan puts the bags on the ground a couple of feet apart before taking a few steps back Oct 17 22:07:50 **One of the men grabs them and legs it Oct 17 22:08:13 ((legs it where?)) Oct 17 22:08:19 Man: Hang on! What are you playing at! Oct 17 22:08:44 best shoot him, he's doing you over Oct 17 22:08:52 **diagonally off into the trees on the bandits side of the road Oct 17 22:09:35 **The other men chase after him. There's lots of anger and shouting as they end up within the treeline Oct 17 22:09:45 * HH motions to Morgan Oct 17 22:09:54 * Morgan moves over to him Oct 17 22:10:38 Let them have it. It's rocks, balls, handful of cents, and whatever dirty washing you an' I had Oct 17 22:11:03 * Morgan nods, whistling low to call Claudia back Oct 17 22:11:14 **presumably, this would include a particular cream flannel...** Oct 17 22:11:42 C: *she comes back, looking none to happy* Oct 17 22:12:21 I know, but they're welcome to rocks and dirty washing Oct 17 22:12:36 * HH mounts up rapidly, Claudia does likewise Oct 17 22:14:24 **They ride off fast, and a few minutes pass before Morgan feels far enough to have a check of what is left in his bags. Oct 17 22:14:56 * Morgan does so Oct 17 22:15:42 **he has a waistcoat, a clean shirt, and a hunk of bread from this morning Oct 17 22:16:12 * Morgan sighs Oct 17 22:16:19 When did you do that? Oct 17 22:16:33 **theres no sign of the book or negligee Oct 17 22:16:52 When I was faffing with the horses Oct 17 22:16:56 HeinzHarold... where is my book? Oct 17 22:17:04 Oh shit. Oct 17 22:17:15 * Morgan looks at him Oct 17 22:17:30 and Molly's negligee... Oct 17 22:17:38 * HH grimaces Oct 17 22:17:45 Welllllll... Oct 17 22:17:54 This isn't the fucking time... Oct 17 22:18:01 * HH laughs Oct 17 22:18:09 They're up my shirt. Oct 17 22:19:17 **Claudia mutters* Fucks sake, Heinzharold. Imagine they had stabbed you. Oct 17 22:19:24 * Morgan nods slowly, closing his eyes and breathing slowly Oct 17 22:20:06 Want 'em back, before it smells of me instead? 'S very soft. Oct 17 22:20:15 * Morgan nods Oct 17 22:20:18 Now, please Oct 17 22:20:29 * HH hands them over Oct 17 22:20:55 You're welcome! Safer on me than anywhere else! Oct 17 22:21:38 I appreciate you keeping them safe... Oct 17 22:22:56 Good Oct 17 22:23:11 * HH watches him Oct 17 22:23:21 But dont ever touch them again? Oct 17 22:23:44 Don't fucking scare me like that again... Oct 17 22:24:11 C: You'd have managed. Oct 17 22:24:45 * HH rubs his forehead wearily, saying nothing yet Oct 17 22:25:58 ** The rain continues, the city lights visible now as the sky darkens Oct 17 22:28:35 C: *she looks at the pair of them a moment before increasing her speed** Come on, it's raining, I want a drink. Oct 17 22:30:34 * HH watches her before looking at Morgan "Sorry man, thought you'd know those were the first things I'd get out an' keep safe." Oct 17 22:30:54 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 22:31:47 They're a bit too important for me to be able to see a joke about it, you know? Oct 17 22:32:50 * HH nods "Yeah. I'm sorry" Oct 17 22:32:58 * Morgan nods Oct 17 22:33:11 lets get out of the rain, I think we could all do with a drink Oct 17 22:33:34 * HH nods, urging on his tired horse towards the lights Oct 17 22:34:04 It's dark when they get back to Londinium, and Koen takes the horses on board, telling them that Sorgi has taken most of the men for an evening off to the Mariner's Rest, the fronted brothel Morgan and his friends were in before. Oct 17 22:34:04 **HH casts a sly glance at Claudia** Oct 17 22:34:40 **Her expression gives away nothing at all** Oct 17 22:35:02 Did the two of you want to go there and join the rest of them for a drink? Oct 17 22:35:25 * HH nods "Good idea, lets all go" Oct 17 22:36:13 C: *she nods* Oct 17 22:37:28 * Morgan frowns a moment, opening then closing his mouth Oct 17 22:43:40 K: Want me to take your bags down, my lord? Oct 17 22:44:11 Please... Oct 17 22:44:40 **he gathers up their things. It's busy when they get there, and many of the working girls look fed up and bored. What has the attention of the patrons is a man with an odd buzzing machine sat at a table with some of Morgan's crew and other sailors crowding around him** Oct 17 22:44:58 C: **she looks to Morgan** 'the fuck is that? Oct 17 22:45:15 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 22:45:26 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 17 22:45:51 * Claudia goes for a closer look. HH goes and gets them drinks. Sorgi is sat at the far end of the room by a fireplace. He's talking to a brunette whore. They aren't touching, but there's something about this smiling woman making Sorgi laugh that gives Morgan deja vu** Oct 17 22:46:16 * Morgan frowns, moving closer Oct 17 22:48:14 **She's fairly pretty, and the deja vu remains... a friendly, smiling brunette whore... just like in his dream where he was confessing to Molly about ending up in a working girl's room and being blackmailed by her* Oct 17 22:49:25 * Morgan watches them for a moment before wandering over, whistling tunelessly Oct 17 22:50:39 **Sorgi is displaying no signs of anything but friendly conversation. The woman looks kindly, soft* Oct 17 22:51:05 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 17 22:51:34 * Sorgi smiles when he sees Morgan "Welcome back, m'Lord" Oct 17 22:51:47 cap'n Oct 17 22:52:15 **The woman smiles at him, but turns her attention back to Sorgi** Oct 17 22:52:27 Got the expected cargo? Oct 17 22:53:07 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 17 22:53:16 no... and we got bandied... Oct 17 22:53:22 bandited* Oct 17 22:53:49 * Sorgi 's micro-expression shows deep concern, but he keeps his expression light Oct 17 22:54:03 Poor bandits! Everyone well? Oct 17 22:54:52 They got away with a few of our things... one of them stole the stuff from the bandits and ran for it, so we didn't have an opportunity to get our things back Oct 17 22:55:23 **the woman looks at Morgan** You certainly look like a man who would have no problem in a fight anyway... Oct 17 22:56:19 * Sorgi smiles, sipping his ale Oct 17 22:57:06 I can't tell if thats a compliment or an insult... Oct 17 22:57:27 **Morgan can feel the familiar sense of being watched** Oct 17 22:58:08 * Morgan turns, surveying for anyone looking at him Oct 17 22:58:13 Compliment, I reckon. This is Marie, she only speaks a little Eisen, but we've muddled through. Oct 17 22:58:40 **Claudia is watching not him but Sorgi** Oct 17 22:59:06 * Morgan looks back to Marie Oct 17 22:59:10 **Marie laughs easily. It's a pleasant sound** And he speaks a little Avalonian, which helps! Oct 17 22:59:38 I suppose you get a lot of nationalities stopping in port Oct 17 23:00:10 ((Language?)) Oct 17 23:00:30 ((Avalonian)) Oct 17 23:00:40 M: Lots of handsome sailors coming and going, yes *she smiles* Oct 17 23:01:37 **HH sets down a tray of drinks then pulls off his coat, flopping into a chair exhaustedly. The woman eyes him up** Oct 17 23:02:48 M, in Avalonian: This one looks like he can hold his own too! *she smiles warmly at Morgan* Oct 17 23:03:26 Aye, but he gets upset at having to... Oct 17 23:04:05 **Marie laughs again* What man doesn't? I think it's because your hands aren't soft enough. Oct 17 23:04:50 * Sorgi and HH are watching Morgan and the woman Oct 17 23:06:23 M: *she gives Morgan a wicked smile** Your friend needs to rub it into his skin afterwards, makes your hands very soft and smooth Oct 17 23:07:27 There's only so much can be done when you sail a lot... Oct 17 23:08:01 M: *she nods* It's lonely, far away from home comforts Oct 17 23:08:48 * Morgan leans over, picking up a drink from the tray Oct 17 23:09:32 Not so bad at the minute, we're able to restock with things other than fish to eat... Oct 17 23:10:13 **Marie nods** Londinium has many fine places... many awful places too! Oct 17 23:10:27 such is the way in any big town Oct 17 23:11:17 **she swaps to Eisen* This is the nicest tavern in Londinium though. We always have a warm welcome for you Oct 17 23:12:18 * Sorgi nods, looking to Morgan and HH "Been in a couple of nights whilst you've been away, the staff are friendly" Oct 17 23:13:05 **Marie laughs, looking at Morgan** we are _very_ friendly Oct 17 23:13:52 * Morgan nods Oct 17 23:14:00 I know Oct 17 23:14:09 **Claudia appears, taking a drink from the tray and downing half of it right off. She watches each of them a moment before saying** Tattoo machine. Oct 17 23:14:24 ((Attention?)) Oct 17 23:14:32 ((Claudia)) Oct 17 23:15:38 **She looks irritated, sitting back in her chair. She watches the woman, but there's nothing like desire there** Oct 17 23:15:48 HH: Now tha's an idea... Oct 17 23:16:17 **Marie looks at him** You like tattoos sweetheart? Oct 17 23:16:34 HH: Not had any, yet... Oct 17 23:16:46 You can get that idea outta your head Oct 17 23:17:09 HH: It's f' science though Oct 17 23:17:43 **Marie looks to Morgan** How about you? Is there somewhere on you a girl might find a tattoo? Oct 17 23:18:02 just scars Oct 17 23:18:07 **Claudia rolls her eyes, looking at the fire** Oct 17 23:18:35 M: Ooh, scars are more interesting anyway. I have one on my hip Oct 17 23:18:58 **Claudia mutters quietly** well of course... Oct 17 23:19:10 * Morgan glances at, smiling slightly Oct 17 23:19:26 * Sorgi is watching Claudia, starting to frown slightly Oct 17 23:20:09 HH: Nope, gotta be done. *he takes his drink with him, going towards the machine* Oct 17 23:20:33 * Morgan sighs Oct 17 23:20:44 Sorgi, would you please stop him Oct 17 23:20:58 **Claudia looks at Morgan** It's his body, let him do what he wants to it Oct 17 23:21:29 **Marie is watching them all** Oct 17 23:21:41 * Morgan looks at Claudia appraisingly Oct 17 23:21:45 * Sorgi stands up, excusing himself Oct 17 23:22:34 M: I'll come with you, Captain **he politely offers her his arm, which she takes with a laugh, and they follow HH** Oct 17 23:22:48 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Oct 17 23:23:05 * Claudia watches them go before looking to the fire again Oct 17 23:24:27 * Morgan leans back in his chair Oct 17 23:24:35 Talk to me... Oct 17 23:24:50 I'd rather not Oct 17 23:25:14 **The blonde from the other night goes to Claudia, smiling flirtily** Didya want me again tonight? Oct 17 23:26:42 **Claudia seems to consider this a moment. Her eyes briefly flick to Sorgi, so fast noone less perceptive than Morgan would see it, then hands her a coin, shaking her head** Not tonight. Oct 17 23:27:12 Go and talk to him will you? Oct 17 23:27:27 **The girl looks to Morgan enquiringly** Me sir? Oct 17 23:27:36 No, sorry Oct 17 23:28:16 **she smiles at him** what about you, sir? Want to give it a go? Or are you waiting for Marie to be done? Oct 17 23:28:26 Neither, thank you Oct 17 23:28:43 **she shrugs, leaving them to it** Oct 17 23:29:04 * Claudia shrugs at Morgan, taking another mouthful of ale Oct 17 23:30:14 * Morgan stares at Claudia Oct 17 23:30:20 **Marie comes back, stroking a hand over Morgan's shoulders* Your Captain says your friend isnt listening... Oct 17 23:30:46 * Claudia watches the woman, her gray eyes cooling rapidly Oct 17 23:32:18 Take your hand off my friend. Now. Oct 17 23:33:16 * Morgan sighs, putting his drink down and standing up Oct 17 23:33:27 Claudia, come with me please Oct 17 23:33:37 * Morgan turns and walks towards HeinzHarold Oct 17 23:34:03 * Claudia downs the rest of her drink before following Oct 17 23:34:58 *HH is sat at the table, trying to explain that he wants it small** Oct 17 23:35:30 * Morgan grabs him, pulling him up and face to face, speaking quietly Oct 17 23:36:16 When we get home and your wife is upset because you did something permanent without talking to her, you remember I fucking tried to warn you. Remember that when she's looking at you with disappointment in her eyes. Oct 17 23:36:32 * Morgan lets go, pushing his way out to the street Oct 17 23:38:08 **Marie is the one who follows him out** You look like you need a friendly ear to bend... Oct 17 23:38:24 No, I'm fine. Oct 17 23:38:49 **Marie puts a hand on his arm* A drink then? Oct 17 23:38:55 No, thank you Oct 17 23:39:55 **Marie nods** Something else...? Something that will relax you, take your mind off how you're feeling right now...? Oct 17 23:40:15 * Morgan looks at her Oct 17 23:40:17 No. Oct 17 23:41:34 **she doesn't remove her hand from his arm, and the door swings open. Claudia stops on the doorstep, her narrowed eyes on them both** Oct 17 23:42:05 You should go back inside. Oct 17 23:43:05 **Marie turns towards her, fingers still lightly on Morgans arm* Me? Oct 17 23:43:23 Aye, head inside, there's nothing for you out here Oct 17 23:45:06 * Claudia looks at Marie, pointing "_You_ need to learn to read when men are only being friendly and dont want what you're selling" then she points to Morgan "You have upset Heinzharold. He's not doing it for anyones sake but your wife's." She goes to push past them. Oct 17 23:46:11 **Marie does go inside, casting a glance back at Morgan** Oct 17 23:46:36 stand fast Claudia... Oct 17 23:47:08 * Claudia grinds her teeth, looking like she'd like to tell him to go fuck himself Oct 17 23:48:41 **The door closes behind Marie, leaving them alone outside Oct 17 23:49:38 Come on then... you want someone to take whatever this is out on... Oct 17 23:50:19 No. We need to catch this bastard and you cant do it beaten. Oct 17 23:50:35 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 23:51:25 I'm going back to the ship. Oct 17 23:51:59 * Morgan shrugs Oct 17 23:52:12 do as you want... seems the only fucker who can't make their own decisions is me... Oct 17 23:53:37 **There's a loud noise of drunken talking as Sorgi, HH and the rest of the Rose's crew come out. Sorgi looks at Morgan, then Claudia Oct 17 23:53:59 S: Come on, time to go back. Oct 17 23:55:32 * Claudia looks out over the river lit by and almost full moon and shrugs, walking behind the main group. Sorgi checks HH is still walking with them too before looking to Morgan Oct 17 23:56:01 * Morgan is stood where he was Oct 17 23:56:09 S: Coming, m'lord? There's a furry fiend who has been missing you... Oct 17 23:56:23 No, I'm not Oct 17 23:57:17 **Sorgi watches him appraisingly* What are you doing then? Oct 17 23:57:45 Go back to the ship, captain, I was her ready to sail at first light Oct 17 23:58:01 * Claudia sighs deeply Oct 17 23:58:07 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 17 23:58:11 * Sorgi sighs deeply Oct 17 23:58:28 She will be. But I can't leave you here. Oct 17 23:58:59 just go, I'll be fine Oct 17 23:59:05 Duchess's orders. Take care of you and keep you safe. Oct 17 23:59:14 * Sorgi smiles a little Oct 17 23:59:35 * Morgan moves closer to Sorgi, speaking quietly Oct 17 23:59:49 Then you need to let it go... go and talk to Claudia, she needs you I think Oct 18 00:00:08 Let what go? Oct 18 00:00:17 this idea of sticking with me right now... Oct 18 00:01:52 * Sorgi looks at him firmly, almost paternally "I don't want to have to warn you. Come back to the ship, save us both the embarrassment, m'lord" Oct 18 00:02:38 Ready for first light, Sorgi... Oct 18 00:03:34 * Sorgi looks unhappy at best. "You should stay out of a place like that in a mood like this." Oct 18 00:04:04 * Morgan just watches him Oct 18 00:06:02 * Sorgi watches him right back. This isnt the soft, fairly easygoing Sorgi Morgan has come to know, this is the Sorgi who dragged an injured man savagely down a staircase for hurting Molly and looks like he would be more than willing to repeat that Oct 18 00:07:40 Go, Sorgi Oct 18 00:08:28 Whatever you choose to do, I won't lie that I told you to go back to the ship before you hurt yourself or someone else. Oct 18 00:08:42 I've never asked you to Oct 18 00:08:55 Be careful. Oct 18 00:09:12 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:10:30 * Sorgi shakes his head grimly, walking off. Oct 18 00:12:02 **This leaves Morgan with just the contents of his coat, everything else he had with him taken by Koen to his room. Oct 18 00:12:35 * Morgan rubs at his nose before starting walking, looking for a tavern away from the dock Oct 18 00:14:24 **He finds a quiet one. There's only a handful of drinkers here, and no barmaids, just an old tavern keeper. It must be getting late Oct 18 00:14:51 * Morgan puts his flask on the counter, asking for it to be filled, and a large glass of scotch Oct 18 00:15:15 **This is done. He's overcharged, but not by much** Oct 18 00:16:46 * Morgan downs the glass before heading back out Oct 18 00:16:59 ((he's basically just gonna walk around til an hour before dawn)) Oct 18 00:19:07 **It becomes apparent quickly that the Londinium docks are no safer than the Carleon ones, and he has to avoid a far amount of violence and petty thieves until about two o'clock. There's two hours of peace then until the very earliest fisherman are up and out. Oct 18 00:20:14 *six thirty is about an hour before dawn and he is deeply tired by this point use to the travel and the strain of the previous day** Oct 18 00:20:44 * Morgan walks up onto the ship, tapping the horseshoe as he does so Oct 18 00:21:01 * Sorgi is stood there waiting Oct 18 00:22:26 We will leave in half an hour. Oct 18 00:22:41 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 18 00:22:42 good Oct 18 00:23:16 * Sorgi inclines his head "Very good, my lord." Oct 18 00:23:54 * Morgan holds out his hands, palms down, showing his knuckles Oct 18 00:23:59 Not a scratch... Oct 18 00:24:22 * Sorgi nods Oct 18 00:24:31 Yes Oct 18 00:25:17 Did you get anywhere with Claudia? Oct 18 00:25:57 I did. Please be quiet below deck, both of your friends are asleep in my rooms. Oct 18 00:26:24 Anything I should know? Oct 18 00:26:42 She will tell you if she decides to, my lord. Oct 18 00:26:57 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 00:27:08 Once they're up, I want the three of you in my study Oct 18 00:28:50 They were both up half the night drinking, I would expect it to be when I come off forenoon watch. I have put Gerand in the nest for it, you will not be needed to take your shift. Oct 18 00:29:49 * Morgan nods Oct 18 00:29:51 anything else? Oct 18 00:30:06 No my lord, that is all. Oct 18 00:30:30 * Morgan nods, walking down to the galley Oct 18 00:30:44 **Captain Ulysses is waiting for Morgan on the stairs, miaowing as soon as he can scent him** Oct 18 00:30:55 * Sorgi is now known as Ulysses Oct 18 00:31:20 * Morgan picks him up on the way, putting him up on his shoulder while stroking under his chin Oct 18 00:32:04 * Ulysses purrs and rubs his face to Morgan's and seems genuinely delighted to see him Oct 18 00:33:28 **The galley is quiet though a fire warms it** Oct 18 00:33:38 * Morgan gets a cup of strong coffee Oct 18 00:34:02 **he gets it without interruption Oct 18 00:35:29 * Morgan sits int he corner of the dining room, drinking his coffee quietly Oct 18 00:36:15 **Despite the coffee, he finds himself drifting off** Oct 18 00:37:45 * Ulysses miaows in his ear Oct 18 00:37:54 what? Oct 18 00:38:11 * Ulysses gets down, walking to the door Oct 18 00:38:44 * Morgan sighs, getting up and following him Oct 18 00:39:03 * Ulysses leads him to his study, jumping up on his desk and trying to get into one of his bags Oct 18 00:39:42 * Morgan sighs, opening it and pulling out the negligee Oct 18 00:40:19 * Ulysses purrs, swishing his tail in Morgans face, then gets off the desk again Oct 18 00:40:54 * Morgan watches him Oct 18 00:41:16 * Ulysses walks in to the bedroom, miaowing questioningly Oct 18 00:41:45 * Morgan sighs, following him in Oct 18 00:41:57 * Ulysses goes back to the desk Oct 18 00:43:37 * Morgan walks behind him Oct 18 00:43:40 * Ulysses sticks his head in the bag again, trying to pull things out Oct 18 00:44:36 * Ulysses pulls at the jar of balm, managing to roll it to the edge of the desk Oct 18 00:45:38 * Morgan picks it up Oct 18 00:45:52 * Ulysses tries to get the book Oct 18 00:46:31 * Morgan picks that up as well Oct 18 00:46:51 * Ulysses goes back to the bedroom again, lying down on the footstool curled up as he has done each night Oct 18 00:48:11 * Morgan sits on the bed, propped up on top of the covers Oct 18 00:48:35 **The cat doesnt move** Oct 18 00:50:36 **The ship starts to move out, and even from down hear he can hear the sails snap open as the wind catches them. The dawn has not yet come, but it is light enough to sail by, just. Oct 18 00:50:53 * Morgan puts some of the balm under his nose Oct 18 00:51:33 **it smells of whatever the most relaxing scent he thinks of is** Oct 18 00:52:53 * Morgan opens the book to read that mornings letter Oct 18 00:53:27 Monday 19th, morning. A new week begins, my love. And that means washing day. It will be strange not washing your things today, but the one I will not yield to hot water and soap is your shirt, which I am sure will be providing comfort. I hope you are all well. We will be thinking of you, as every day. My love, Mxx Oct 18 00:54:47 * Morgan puts his head back, closing his eyes Oct 18 00:54:54 * Ulysses opens one eye, miaowing Oct 18 00:56:05 * Morgan pats his lap Oct 18 00:56:38 * Ulysses jumps onto the bed, settling on Morgan's chest. He miaows enquiringly Oct 18 00:57:20 No, just a nap Oct 18 00:57:34 * Ulysses does it again Oct 18 00:58:46 No, just fora bit Oct 18 00:59:06 * Ulysses curls up, purring on Morgan's chest Oct 18 01:00:42 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes Oct 18 01:01:07 * Ulysses falls asleep around about the same time that Morgan starts to dream... Oct 18 01:45:15 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 05:21:07 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 18 05:34:51 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 06:01:05 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 18 07:33:17 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 09:35:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 18 10:20:24 **He's gingerly retrieved his wedding ring from the Sudlache and is now back on the steps waiting for Molly to arrive after her regular abandonment. The summer sun is warm, but his body feels cold, chilled in anticipation of having to call out her behaviour,  confess to kissing and spending time with Dietlinde, and to give Molly an ultimatum. Oct 18 10:20:24 **Molly is wearing a silvery blue dress when she arrives. She's always done this, coming back to her life with Morgan dressed as a Veisgrafin, not  Captain's wife. She looks well-rested, and her curls glow as they are pulled over one shoulder. Despite the decade that has passed, she is as beautiful now as the day he first saw her in a rural tavern in northern Eisen, clad in the black of mourning. Oct 18 10:20:24 You did not wait out here the whole time I hope? Oct 18 10:21:24 No... Oct 18 10:21:48 * Molly gathers her skirts to sit beside him Oct 18 10:21:48 Is everyone well? Oct 18 10:22:05 Mostly, aye Oct 18 10:22:23 * Molly nods Oct 18 10:22:33 I have missed you Oct 18 10:23:39 have you? Oct 18 10:23:54 * Molly nods Oct 18 10:24:06 then why do you go? Oct 18 10:24:17 * Molly sighs Oct 18 10:24:27 I am sorry. If the world was a fair place I would not choose to put you through this. Oct 18 10:24:44 but you do choose to Oct 18 10:25:18 * Molly watches the lake a moment Oct 18 10:25:29 The pain takes the shape of the person you lose, did you know that? When you can no longer see, hear, or feel them, the pain of their loss takes the shape of them, and you sense them near when the pain is there. The pain-shape replaces them. It keeps you connected, it keeps them with you. Oct 18 10:28:32 * Molly glances at him a moment before her gaze finds the Sudlache again Oct 18 10:28:38 But as time goes on, the pain is less frequent, and with that, so is their presence.  The little tiny details of memory, they melt away like snowflakes. His scent, the way his hair fell when he ran his fingers through it, the particular way his marmalade had to be spread. The recollections melt, and only going to those cold painful places brings them back. Oct 18 10:31:47 So you leave me over and over so you can go bring his memory back.... tell me, how exactly am I meant to feel about that? You don't exactly look like you've been pained while you're away, you look perfectly rested Oct 18 10:32:11 * Molly holds out her hand to him Oct 18 10:33:27 Soon there will be no more snow, Morgan. Soon the pain-shape of him will come no more. Soon I will have lost myself, not just as his wife, but as a mourning widow. Spring will come. Spring is nearly here. Oct 18 10:35:25 * Morgan looks at her hand Oct 18 10:35:37 and I am just supposed to wait... second best while that happens Oct 18 10:35:55 I _want_ to be healed, for _you_, to have a life with you.  I want the spring to arrive and the winter to be passed. I want to be the wife you deserve, the mother they should have. But I need you to hold my cool hand as I step from the frost to the grass. Oct 18 10:37:32 how much? How much more of this must I endure, alone... Oct 18 10:38:01 * Molly looks to him Oct 18 10:38:04 I love you, I love you very much. Oct 18 10:39:10 that is not an answer Oct 18 10:39:46 You put colour into my life again. You put the bulbs into the soil and have kept them covered and warm through the coldest days, and you will never know just how much that has meant to me, how much I have appreciated your enduring love, sacrifice and compassion. I... I hope not to need to go again Oct 18 10:42:41 I cannot... I will not be put through this anymore Oct 18 10:43:02 * Molly bows her head Oct 18 10:43:21 I am sorry for the pain I cause you Oct 18 10:44:23 * Morgan sighs Oct 18 10:45:42 * Molly looks up to him "If I feel the need to go next year, would you come with me, help me to say goodbye?" Oct 18 10:46:14 * Morgan nods Oct 18 10:46:58 * Molly nods. She keeps her hand out even still Oct 18 10:47:09 * Morgan sighs, taking it Oct 18 10:47:42 * Molly intertwines her fingers with his Oct 18 10:47:56 You sigh as if there is something you wish to say? Oct 18 10:50:04 * Morgan looks at her Oct 18 10:50:15 in my loneliness, I kissed someone Oct 18 10:50:52 * Molly nods slowly Oct 18 10:51:09 I see. Do you care for her? Oct 18 10:52:02 to a point I suppose Oct 18 10:52:09 I understand if you love her. It is, of course, painful to me. But I have no right to stop you loving her when I have asked you to not stop me loving Seb. I have no right to deny you making love to her when you have always had the knowledge of my having done so with him. Oct 18 10:54:02 I don't think so... I like her, I care for her, but... its not the same. Oct 18 10:54:12 * Molly nods Oct 18 10:54:20 I will not stand in your path. If she is to be your mistress, I will make no fuss, and I will endure with the grace that you have. Oct 18 10:55:06 This is not the reaction I anticipated Oct 18 10:55:15 * Molly nods Oct 18 10:55:47 It would be unfair of me to ask anything of you when I have asked so much, when you have given so much. Oct 18 10:56:06 But you wish to ask... Oct 18 10:57:47 * Molly smiles "Who wouldn't, really? You would ask me to not love him if you could, if I could do it at all? I can understand you wanting a simple relationship, to experience what he and I first had without the trouble and strain you and I have had." Oct 18 10:59:55 simple isn't what I want... consistent, present... not playing second fiddle, left here while you sail off doing god alone knows what every year Oct 18 11:00:43 I have told you what I have been doing... sitting alone on my ship with my pain... I am doing nothing else Oct 18 11:01:18 You've told me _now_... Oct 18 11:01:39 I assumed you knew that I am completely faithful to you Oct 18 11:02:25 I knew no such thing Oct 18 11:02:37 * Molly looks serious Oct 18 11:02:43 I made you a vow. Oct 18 11:04:15 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:04:17 alright Oct 18 11:04:54 I won't go without you again Oct 18 11:05:00 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:05:22 * Molly kisses his knuckles Oct 18 11:06:12 I only hope that life spares you the pain of the loss of a spouse, that you never need to feel how I have felt Oct 18 11:06:31 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:08:01 His death still haunts me. When Seb died, we were two weeks out of port. It was stormy, and we were struggling. All hands on deck, you know? When he died… things seemed to happen in slow motion, but also simultaneously  like tiny coincidences all stacking up together. Oct 18 11:09:22 * Morgan watches her quietly Oct 18 11:09:29 He was hit by the yard arm. It… *she looks out over the lake, swallowing hard** it was so hard he was unrecognisable. He wouldn't have felt it, I know that now. Oct 18 11:09:29 He'd slipped. My calling his name in warning made him move. The wind had whipped the loose yard arm. The man holding its rope had let go. The ships cat had sunk his claws into that man's leg. Lightning and thunder overhead had startled the cat. All so quick and so slow. Oct 18 11:09:52 If there'd been no lightning, the cat wouldn't have scratched, the man wouldn't have let go, the wind wouldn't have caught it, I wouldn't have called. Seb's slip would have been a bruised bottom, not a mangled face and pulverised brain. Oct 18 11:10:47 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:11:05 I see it in my nightmares, so surreal and slow. I call. I don't. One way or another, he dies, and I sew him into a hammock with one last kiss, somewhere on his head that isn't just gore. We drop him overboard. Oct 18 11:11:05 To Atlantis, he used to say. The Heaven of sailors. Then I sailed home. Two weeks sleeping in a room he should be in, eating at a table he should preside over, thinking of the jokes he would make. Oct 18 11:12:09 * Morgan places his other hand on hers Oct 18 11:13:10 I've never felt that again since, the slowness and the speed at the same time. Sometimes when I go there, I wonder if I will feel it again, if I can understand it, explain it. Oct 18 11:13:25 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:14:25 Maybe it is unexplainable. Maybe I must simply accept that it is fate. It is how it was supposed to be. It was how I could end up here with you Oct 18 11:16:20 I find that possibility unpleasant Oct 18 11:16:28 * Molly nods Oct 18 11:17:03 you blame me Oct 18 11:17:24 I do not. I imagine that would make you feel guilty, but you mustn't. All that remains is for me to let go of the Winter and embrace it, knowing that the beautiful blooms and shoots that grow from the soil can only grow _because_ of the frost. My joy can only be so joyful _because_ I felt that pain. Do you see? To be reborn, I had to die. And birth is never without its efforts. Oct 18 11:18:15 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:18:19 I do Oct 18 11:18:29 * Molly nods Oct 18 11:18:52 I will change. No more abandoning you here. Oct 18 11:20:37 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:20:40 alright Oct 18 11:20:49 You are _not_ second fiddle to him. I would have mourned you just as much. I love you just as much. Even if life gave me the chance to have him back, I would not leave you. Oct 18 11:21:27 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:21:28 alright Oct 18 11:21:51 What happens with the other woman is your choice Oct 18 11:25:37 * Molly puts her second hand on the top of the three hands they already have joined Oct 18 11:25:54 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:25:56 alright Oct 18 11:26:31 * Molly moves closer, watching his eyes and his lips. She pauses about two inches from his mouth, waiting for him to take what is offered. Oct 18 11:26:58 * Morgan nods slightly before pressing his lips to hers Oct 18 11:27:16 **he can hear laughter of his friends, Heinzharold and Claudia Oct 18 11:28:34 **More laughter from his study wakes him. The sunlight through the window shows it is around midday, and it is not riverbanks he sees but open water, heading north. He has slept for hours. Oct 18 11:29:21 * Morgan looks round for the cat Oct 18 11:29:40 **he's still on Morgan's chest asleep Oct 18 11:29:48 you were supposed to wake me Oct 18 11:30:13 **This makes the cat open one eye, the purring starting** Oct 18 11:32:01 * Morgan moves him to the bed, getting up and stretching Oct 18 11:32:49 **there's a tap at the door Oct 18 11:32:54 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Oct 18 11:33:21 come Oct 18 11:33:50 * Sorgi opens the door Oct 18 11:34:06 Heard you were awake, m'lord. Coffee? Oct 18 11:34:14 * Morgan nods Oct 18 11:38:13 * Sorgi opens the door for him. The cat streaks out, and a moment later HH sneezes Oct 18 11:39:35 * Morgan follows the cat out, taking his seat behind his desk Oct 18 11:40:50 **Claudia and HH are sat at his desk. There's a buffet lunch there, and the smell of Molly's recipe for hangover tea she made him after he'd played quinze with Edward, as well as coffee. The atmosphere here is quite relaxed, noone looking as strained as yesterday Oct 18 11:41:12 * Sorgi also sits, pouring Morgan and himself coffwe Oct 18 11:41:23 You wanted to see us, m'lord Oct 18 11:42:21 **HH sneezes again, then uses to meat to get Ulysses off his lap and onto the floor. Claudia sips the hangover tea, watching Morgan Oct 18 11:43:12 I appreciate that you are all trying to protect me, as has been asked by my wife... You need to understand I have no desire to do anything foolhardy... Oct 18 11:44:49 C: You have also warned us about keeping an eye on you with Dau. And there was your dream with the blackmail... Oct 18 11:47:16 * Sorgi puts Morgan's cup in front of him Oct 18 11:47:21 A dream that took place after I killed Dau... Oct 18 11:47:45 C: *she shrugs* Better to be safe Oct 18 11:49:14 Perhaps talking to me about it, rather than threatening the woman, and speaking to me like I'm a child... Oct 18 11:49:35 **HH is the first to add food to his plate, which starts Sorgi doing the same** Oct 18 11:49:47 C: She shouldn't have been touching you Oct 18 11:51:03 * Morgan pushes his chair back Oct 18 11:53:26 Since you have no intention of listening to me, there's no point continuing this conversation. Since you don't respect my self control or my decisions, I'll no longer be informing you of them. Oct 18 11:53:36 **Claudia sighs** Look, I'm sorry. You had it under control, and I overreacted. Oct 18 11:54:29 **HH looks at them, eating slowly. Sorgi feeds more meat to the cat** Oct 18 11:54:29 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 11:55:47 HH: Reck'n this is what she meant, about losing ourselves? Oct 18 11:57:43 * Morgan shrugs again Oct 18 11:57:54 * Sorgi sips his coffee "I've not seen the three of you all at odds like this before. Normally there's not a cross word between you that isn't in jest, m'lord" Oct 18 12:00:33 I would walk through hell for any one of you... I will _not_ be treated like a wayward child, I will _not_ be treated like I cannot be trusted with my own decisions. I will _not_ be berated for talking to one friend about another that we both care for just for those friends to do the same about me. Oct 18 12:01:08 **They all nod** Oct 18 12:01:17 * Sorgi looks at Morgan Oct 18 12:02:21 I wonder if we should head back to Tawstock, find some investigators to track down Dau, give the three of you time to sort things out. Oct 18 12:02:49 **HH: Absolutely not! C: Fuck no! Oct 18 12:05:01 * Sorgi just sips his coffee in the face of these loud objections Oct 18 12:08:08 * Sorgi is watching Morgan as if HH and Claudia's opinions dont count Oct 18 12:08:46 We will return with Dau Oct 18 12:09:09 Very well, m'lord Oct 18 12:09:27 HH: We'll be alright Oct 18 12:10:20 **Claudia nods, putting food on her plate** Oct 18 12:11:49 If there's anything you're holding onto, get it off your chests... Oct 18 12:12:27 HH: My tattoo... Oct 18 12:12:52 * Sorgi and Claudia watch Morgan's expression Oct 18 12:13:38 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 18 12:14:33 **He rolls up his sleeve. His arm looks normal, just his normal freckles and moles from working outdoors Oct 18 12:14:57 HH: Come have a look Oct 18 12:16:10 why? Oct 18 12:16:33 HH: y' can't see it from there Oct 18 12:17:47 * Morgan sighs, getting up to look Oct 18 12:19:47 **HH points to one tiny mole, about one-tenth of an inch in diameter, that is darker than the others** Oct 18 12:20:51 Jus' there, the black one Oct 18 12:20:56 HH* Oct 18 12:21:05 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 18 12:23:33 I see it Oct 18 12:24:19 When Molly was workin' on my scars, we were talking about whether she could remove tattoos, an' she said she'd love to find out one day Oct 18 12:25:29 * Morgan sighs, sitting back down Oct 18 12:26:20 If she can, it'll go. If not, it's not gonna be noticeable. Inga won't mind. Oct 18 12:29:59 me shrugs slightly Oct 18 12:30:08 C: **she sets down a bangle on the table, a bit of paper wrapped around it** Oct 18 12:31:00 It's not a big deal. I just want t' help Molly. Oct 18 12:33:04 as you wish Oct 18 12:34:03 **Claudia slides the bangle to Morgan* Oct 18 12:35:59 * Morgan glances at it Oct 18 12:36:27 **the paper has been unwrapped then wrapped back around it Oct 18 12:37:28 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 18 12:38:05 C: I found it under my door, like yours and his Oct 18 12:39:32 * Morgan grinds his teeth for a moment before picking it up and looking at the note Oct 18 12:39:51 **In Eisen: "For the Lost Girl, to give to yourself. May you see clearly what is within you, and clearly what is in front of you.** Oct 18 12:40:17 * Morgan puts it back down Oct 18 12:40:35 **Claudia just nods Oct 18 12:40:57 Sorgi finishes eating "Do you need me, m'lord? I didn't get a lot of sleep and I'm back on at four." Oct 18 12:41:20 No, I've made my position clear Oct 18 12:41:46 **Sorgi nods, excusing himself. The cat goes with him** Oct 18 12:42:49 * HH looks at Morgan "So now what? You're gonna be angry th' rest of the trip?" Oct 18 12:43:36 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 12:43:40 I don't see it matters Oct 18 12:44:20 'Course it matters, f' fucks sake Oct 18 12:45:40 I don't think you realise how deeply I hurt over this. My wishes, my judgement, my trust... just discarded. Oct 18 12:46:05 * HH watches him Oct 18 12:46:18 Tell us what we can do. Oct 18 12:47:00 C: **she stands up** I need to get some air so I can come back to this with a cool head. Oct 18 12:48:52 as you wish Oct 18 12:49:15 **She goes. HH sighs heavily** Oct 18 12:49:40 Maybe we should go 'ome. Oct 18 12:49:58 If thats what you want, I'll have you dropped off at the nearest port Oct 18 12:50:36 About the only people I think could 'elp fix this shit are our wives. Oct 18 12:52:15 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 18 12:53:50 * HH looks at him "Seventeen years we've been friends, an' it's gonna end like this, af'er _everything_ we've been through?" Oct 18 13:02:00 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 13:03:13 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 18 13:03:18 [12:49] * HH looks at him "Seventeen years we've been friends, an' it's gonna end like this, af'er _everything_ we've been through?" Oct 18 13:09:04 We've always been more than friends... I just need to stop hurting. Oct 18 13:09:21 Then tell me 'ow to help you. Oct 18 13:10:18 I dont know. I _want_ to retaliate, but its for no good reason other than I'm hurting. I feel... like you don't trust me, like what I want doesn't mean anything Oct 18 13:11:27 Y' think it didn't hurt when you finally told me why you left and didn't come back, didn't contact me at all? You think I felt trusted, your think I felt like you respected my judgement or self-control, or like what I wanted mattered? Oct 18 13:11:48 So what, this is punishment? Oct 18 13:12:54 'Course it isn't. But you have got to accept that none of us are perfect. Sometimes y' get hurt and you have to be tolerant and forgive. Oct 18 13:13:30 I have... what I'm trying to do is not act out of pain and cause you more... Oct 18 13:14:25 Then what do you _want_? You want to hit me, go for it, I'll e'en let you land some blows. Oct 18 13:15:06 No... I want it to hurt less. Thats all. Oct 18 13:15:45 It wasn't anything against you. We weren't settin' out to piss you off Oct 18 13:16:54 if I thought otherwise, I wouldn't be here Oct 18 13:20:40 I'm sorry we hurt you. Oct 18 13:21:05 * Morgan nods Oct 18 13:23:35 The two of you are worried about me... talk to me. I can't put your minds at ease if you keep it to yourselves Oct 18 13:23:45 * HH eats some more Oct 18 13:24:02 I dont think it was mostly that yes'day Oct 18 13:24:28 I didn't mean yesterday... but tell me Oct 18 13:26:04 She was worried you were goin' to be manipulated by that woman. Sorgi was upset because he'd given his word to Molly to keep an eye on you if you got erratic and you forced him to break it Oct 18 13:27:58 If Claudia had spoken to me about it, I'd have told her what I was doing... which would've meant I hadn't felt the need to be alone all night... I wasn't erratic, I was calming down and taking some time Oct 18 13:28:52 * HH nods Oct 18 13:29:05 You know what she's like Oct 18 13:29:44 that doesn't make it any better I'm afraid Oct 18 13:32:04 * HH nods Oct 18 13:32:24 She's upset over that fortune teller and the bangle Oct 18 13:32:31 I figured Oct 18 13:33:15 Any idea why? Oct 18 13:33:54 * Morgan nods Oct 18 13:35:11 Gonna tell me? Oct 18 13:35:27 It would upset her, so no. Oct 18 13:38:39 * HH looks at him then shrugs, sticking a piece of chicken in his mouth Oct 18 13:39:26 Its a trust thing... its taken a lot for her to trust me with it, I'm not going to betray that. Do you understand? Oct 18 13:41:48 Trusts you a lot. Oct 18 13:41:55 * HH chews his food Oct 18 13:42:29 It'll make sense when she tells you Oct 18 13:42:41 Respects you'll use good judgment not to tell me... Oct 18 13:44:04 you'll understand. Oct 18 13:45:27 Obviously cares about you *he watches Morgan intently, chewing alowly* Oct 18 13:45:56 Cares about you more I think Oct 18 13:46:18 You're not gettin' this, are ya? Oct 18 13:46:50 No... my simple act is a bit more than an act Oct 18 13:47:40 She trusts y' with something y' can't tell me, yet yer worrying that you arent trusted or respected Oct 18 13:48:14 its my actions the two of you don't seem to trust Oct 18 13:49:49 She trusts y' not to take the action of telling me, on purpose or by accident Oct 18 13:50:27 she _did_... Oct 18 13:51:03 Also, we 'ave both trusted you with the fire shit. We're _Eisen_. What more can y' need from us? Oct 18 13:53:09 yet talking about me behind my back... how is that meant to feel? Oct 18 13:54:10 You do that with us. Everyone does tha' Oct 18 13:55:37 Not really... especially not when one of you has complained about that happening... its hypocritical Oct 18 13:57:33 We love you, we know it's hard for you leavin' Molly and Varick, especially after the nightmare in Zweibrucke, the stuff with Elsie's baby comin' and the risks to Molly, and not knowing whether Dau could be there. Oct 18 13:58:38 * Morgan sighs, sipping his coffee Oct 18 13:58:42 So yes, we are going to watch out for you and talk about how you're doin', anything that we mighta noticed. Feel free to love me so much t' be afraid of missing a warning sign. Oct 18 14:00:38 Talk to me... I don't want you double guessing me at a crucial time because you noticed something days ago that might mean nothing. I've already promised to be open with you if I'm having trouble Oct 18 14:01:43 * HH nods Oct 18 14:01:50 A'right Oct 18 14:03:33 You not comin' home last night was a worry, b'cause the book and negligee was here. Oct 18 14:03:40 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:03:47 I just walked. I even avoided fighting Oct 18 14:04:30 Don't do it again, man. We'll leave y' alone if you tell us, but it's not safe. Oct 18 14:05:23 hopefully I won't feel the need to Oct 18 14:05:53 Sorgi says six men been found dead in the docks in five days we were gone Oct 18 14:06:25 not a one of them half as dangerous as any of us Oct 18 14:07:22 * HH nods Oct 18 14:08:07 I know, but... give us some peace o' mind not to be having to tell Varick we were wrong and his Papa is gone, eh? Oct 18 14:08:18 thats low man Oct 18 14:09:09 No, that's something I worry 'bout. You wanna know our worries, e'eryone being open Oct 18 14:09:37 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:09:38 alright Oct 18 14:10:00 * HH finishes eating Oct 18 14:10:31 I'm gonna get on with this window seat, wanna have it finished b'fore we get home Oct 18 14:11:17 At this bloody rate you've got plenty of time Oct 18 14:11:25 * HH nods Oct 18 14:11:35 Slippery bugger, ain't he? Oct 18 14:11:49 be even more so with his gizzards hanging out Oct 18 14:11:55 * HH laughs Oct 18 14:12:05 Lookin' forward to it Oct 18 14:12:38 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 14:13:09 * HH gets up, picking up some wood "What y' reckon about this blackmail stuff in your dream? Plausible?" Oct 18 14:14:12 that was her in the inn... Oct 18 14:14:48 **He watches Morgan* I meant Dau and the criminals, implicatin' Sudlachenburg. Oct 18 14:15:17 I wouldn't be in the least bit surprised Oct 18 14:15:31 Anything we can do? Oct 18 14:16:17 I'd have thought it would've happened by now if it was going to. Oct 18 14:16:33 * HH nods Oct 18 14:16:46 She was pretty Oct 18 14:17:06 * Morgan frowns Oct 18 14:17:07 who? Oct 18 14:17:22 The woman in the tavern last night Oct 18 14:17:46 pick a blackmailer and stick with it will you... I suppose she was, I wasn't really paying attention to that Oct 18 14:18:23 * HH nods Oct 18 14:18:44 Surprised Claudia didn' go for her Oct 18 14:18:59 She nearly did Oct 18 14:19:54 I meant t' take upstairs Oct 18 14:20:28 She nearly went up with the girl she took upstairs last time... I think she stayed down to keep an eye on me Oct 18 14:20:41 * HH nods Oct 18 14:20:58 Brunette was prettier Oct 18 14:21:16 * HH starts screwing some bits together Oct 18 14:21:44 I suppose I'd best talk to Claudia Oct 18 14:22:01 * HH nods Oct 18 14:22:21 Probably back in her own room, not Cap'n's Oct 18 14:23:26 assuming she doesn't throw me overboard, I'll be back in a bit Oct 18 14:24:37 Ask her to do it off th' stern, I'll wave to you on the way down Oct 18 14:25:22 * Morgan nods, taking the coffee to go find Claudia Oct 18 14:25:33 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 18 14:25:55 * Claudia isn't in her room, she's training in the ballroom Oct 18 14:26:42 * Morgan waits at the edge of the room Oct 18 14:27:43 * Claudia thrusts the sword savagely forward before stopping for a breath. She sees Morgan, then puts the weapon on a table, stepping away from it Oct 18 14:28:39 is that to reassure you or me? Oct 18 14:32:48 * Claudia shrugs Oct 18 14:32:59 Are you here to train? Oct 18 14:33:25 I'm here to talk to you Oct 18 14:34:10 * Claudia nods, sitting on a table Oct 18 14:36:35 I'm hurting. It felt like I wasn't trusted, like I was being dismissed. You were trying to look out for me, and I didn't see it. I'm sorry. Oct 18 14:37:00 * Claudia looks sad, unusually Oct 18 14:37:27 I do trust you, Morgan. I've told you things only one other person knows. Oct 18 14:37:52 I know. HeinzHarold has rather beaten me over the head with that point Oct 18 14:38:03 * Claudia smiles slightly Oct 18 14:38:09 He's good at that Oct 18 14:38:26 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:38:50 I'm going through some stuff. It's making me tetchy Oct 18 14:39:09 More tetchy than normal. Oct 18 14:39:53 I noticed. I should've just spoken to you, told you what I was doing so you didn't have to get involved. Seems I've not learned to not push back when I'm being pushed Oct 18 14:40:15 * Claudia snorts Oct 18 14:40:50 You and me both. I feel like I'm being dragged kicking and screaming to deal with stuff I'd rather keep buried Oct 18 14:41:44 as I said yesterday... bloody Vodacce Oct 18 14:44:56 * Claudia nods Oct 18 14:45:04 I thought it was Horseshit Oct 18 14:45:28 I think they trade on it a bit... Oct 18 14:46:12 I'm sorry for saying you and Molly being entwined was just horseshit Oct 18 14:46:24 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:46:39 I... tried very hard to leave that alone Oct 18 14:47:06 * Claudia nods Oct 18 14:47:28 It was rude of me. Everyone can see you and Molly have something special Oct 18 14:48:09 it opens up possibilities you aren't ready to deal with though Oct 18 14:51:52 * Claudia shrugs Oct 18 14:52:33 I don't need to know, do I? I just want you to know I don't look down on your relationship or how important Molly is to you after losing Dietlinde Oct 18 14:53:35 * Morgan nods Oct 18 14:54:48 It didn't seem to surprise you when she said it Oct 18 14:55:02 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 18 14:55:07 No... Oct 18 14:57:05 You suspected it? Can you feel it? Oct 18 14:57:47 * Morgan looks torn Oct 18 14:58:52 * Claudia watches him quietly Oct 18 15:00:29 What I said about how we would've had some sort of involvement... Oct 18 15:01:35 * Claudia shrugs "I wasnt completely concentrating" Oct 18 15:01:43 * Morgan nods Oct 18 15:02:02 I think... there is a sort of fate... a big picture fate... the rest is down to us. Oct 18 15:04:35 Sounds confusing. Does it feel different than last time? Oct 18 15:05:16 yes, but I think thats because I'm different to last time... Oct 18 15:05:49 they aren't in competition, my loving Dietlinde does not reduce my love for Molly, nor vice versa Oct 18 15:06:19 No what I meant. I mean can you feel the fate thing Oct 18 15:06:24 Not* Oct 18 15:06:58 No, I don't think so... I'm just aware of it Oct 18 15:07:05 * Claudia nods Oct 18 15:07:13 That give you trouble? Oct 18 15:08:22 Why would it? Oct 18 15:09:50 Like it's not your choice, it's out of your control Oct 18 15:10:31 Its not out of my control other than love isn't something we control anyway... Oct 18 15:10:40 * Claudia huffs Oct 18 15:10:48 Well it should be Oct 18 15:11:32 perhaps... but I think I'd be truly lost if it were Oct 18 15:11:57 You don't need love to have a good life Oct 18 15:12:54 No, I'm not saying you do... but after losing DIetlinde and Jana, had it been my choice, I wouldn't have loved again. Oct 18 15:13:10 * Claudia nods Oct 18 15:13:20 Makes sense to me Oct 18 15:13:46 and I wouldn't be me... I'd have stayed a hollow, angry version of myself Oct 18 15:14:27 But you would have had control of it at least Oct 18 15:14:55 I'm not sure you understand how fundamentally different I had become Oct 18 15:16:44 Maybe not. I like you as you are now. Most of the time. Oct 18 15:30:06 * Morgan nods Oct 18 15:31:24 We good now? Oct 18 15:32:24 I suppose so... if you're worried, tell me... as I said to HeinzHarold, I cant risk you double guessing me at a crucial moment because you've noticed something days ago that doesn't mean anything Oct 18 15:32:40 * Claudia nods Oct 18 15:32:48 Okay Oct 18 15:33:21 * Claudia stands up, coming to Morgan Oct 18 15:33:25 Come here then Oct 18 15:33:42 * Morgan watches her curiously Oct 18 15:33:48 * Claudia gives him a hug Oct 18 15:34:04 * Morgan wraps his arms gently around her Oct 18 15:34:17 * Claudia stays there a few seconds Oct 18 15:34:23 Okay, that's enough Oct 18 15:34:42 * Claudia lets go of him Oct 18 15:37:51 * Morgan steps back a bit Oct 18 15:41:46 Want to get a sword? Oct 18 15:45:29 * Morgan nods, producing one from his coat Oct 18 15:46:49 **He and Claudia do some training before she goes on watch at four. He then stays on deck, watching off the port side. They have to stay quite far offshore due to unpredictable rocky crops, and by the time it gets to almost six, its becoming apparent to Morgan that it is going to be risky to press on once the light fades. Oct 18 15:47:18 * Claudia and Sorgi are talking quietly at the prow Oct 18 15:48:22 * Morgan sighs, whistling Oct 18 15:49:23 **they seem to be seriously discussing something Oct 18 15:51:58 * Morgan collars one of the crew Oct 18 15:55:37 **The man comes over** My lord? Oct 18 15:56:14 Its going to be too risky to carry on once the light fades, get the crew ready to be stopped by then Oct 18 15:58:18 **he nods** Yes, my Lord... should I tell Cap'n? Oct 18 16:00:33 I'll do it once he's finished talking to Claudia Oct 18 16:00:53 * Claudia and Sorgi come over a few minutes after the man has gone Oct 18 16:01:50 S: Two more hours to Denholme, m'lord, but the light will be gone by then and it's a risk I'm not happy with Oct 18 16:02:32 I've already called for a stop by the time the light fades Oct 18 16:03:20 **He nods** It adds a few hours, unfortunately. Oct 18 16:04:39 * Morgan nods Oct 18 16:04:46 I just hope its not the few he needs to evade us Oct 18 16:04:58 S: Me too, m'lord Oct 18 16:06:21 **He's still on deck when the ship is anchored half an hour before sunset where they could normally press on until half hour after. Oct 18 16:06:43 * Morgan glares at the horizon Oct 18 16:07:31 **the sunsets in the west, over the land. There's no red in the sky** Oct 18 16:08:05 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 18 16:08:20 **Dinner passes and he, HH and Claudia sit in his study to play cards. Oct 18 16:08:20 Let's try some of this Avebury drink then Oct 18 16:08:44 * Morgan fetches it, pouring him some Oct 18 16:08:56 * HH sips it Oct 18 16:09:19 Very nice... strong though **he coughs briefly* Oct 18 16:09:39 * Morgan nods Oct 18 16:09:40 aye Oct 18 16:09:51 'Bout the only decent drink we've had that's Avalonian Oct 18 16:11:21 * Morgan nods Oct 18 16:11:29 Maelwys is keen to have blokners to sell Oct 18 16:12:21 Kill off 'is customers? Oct 18 16:12:59 Its not _that_ strong Oct 18 16:13:19 They're Avalonian Oct 18 16:13:33 **Claudia laughs, shuffling Oct 18 16:14:30 They're used to following the ale with whiskey... Oct 18 16:15:16 Y'need to, given how weak it is Oct 18 16:15:22 * HH looks at Claudia "Gonna try it?" Oct 18 16:16:03 **she shakes her head** I think that's all horseshit, but I also don't like the small chance it isn't Oct 18 16:16:54 I don't think its nonsense... much as he embellishes things, she doesn't Oct 18 16:17:15 * HH sighs, looking at Morgan "Guess we have t' wait to find out when we get 'ome, if we can't persuade Claudia" Oct 18 16:22:24 have to ask your wife nicely Oct 18 16:23:21 HH: She's already agreed Oct 18 16:24:36 C: Good, you wont persuade me anyway, I hate the idea of being out of control like that. Oct 18 16:26:43 To an extent, its a shame... its not bad tasting at all Oct 18 16:26:53 * HH nods Oct 18 16:27:13 Makes me glad I'm a man *he grins* Oct 18 16:27:33 C: *she rolls her eyes* barely Oct 18 16:28:01 * HH just laughs "Not what my wife says!" Oct 18 16:28:30 She's obliged to say that Oct 18 16:29:20 * HH shakes his head "She's a good judge of people, 'cept she likes you pair" Oct 18 16:31:26 of course she does Oct 18 16:31:47 * HH nods at the drink then looks at Morgan "Having one yourself? Or worried we'll drink it all b'fore you get chance to use it on Molly?" Oct 18 16:32:11 C: How did you know he hasn't already? Oct 18 16:34:49 * Morgan stays quiet Oct 18 16:35:47 * HH watches him Oct 18 16:35:58 He'd be blushing if he had Oct 18 16:36:46 C *she shakes her head* he didn't blush when he told me about the stables. Oct 18 16:37:19 * HH nods "tha's a good point ackshully" Oct 18 16:37:36 * HH and C are now both watching him Oct 18 16:38:37 * Morgan speaks quietly Oct 18 16:38:41 infuriating, isn't it Oct 18 16:39:32 C: what? Oct 18 16:39:45 Not being able to read me so easily anymore Oct 18 16:40:18 Yeah, Saint Morgan was much easier Oct 18 16:40:55 * HH grins "Though ackshully it sounds like you're really _easy_ now" Oct 18 16:42:11 If you say so Oct 18 16:42:40 Bet ya blush when you read the boom Oct 18 16:42:43 Book* Oct 18 16:42:53 Once so far Oct 18 16:42:59 * HH drinks more of the drink Oct 18 16:43:27 * HH looks to Claudia "We're curious now, arent we, Claudia?" Oct 18 16:43:56 thats a shame, isn't it Oct 18 16:44:24 **She just shrugs** No, I am good pretending Morgan has never had sex in his life. Oct 18 16:45:02 * HH laughs Oct 18 16:46:00 **She deals the cards and the game starts. They play cards, the winning fairly even until Ulysses jumps on the table scattering the cards everywhere** Oct 18 16:46:07 * HH sneezes Oct 18 16:47:57 **Claudia finishes her whiskey** I'm calling it a night. May as well have one night in a decent bed before we're off again Oct 18 16:48:28 * HH bids her goodnight, sipping his own drink Oct 18 16:52:06 **Claudia goes, and HH starts tidying up the cards whilst occasionally sneezing** Guess where she was last night Oct 18 16:53:30 up most of the night drinking, according to Sorgi... both of you. Oct 18 16:55:21 Some of the night, aye. Passed out on his couch around one. When I woke up around three she was not in the study... Oct 18 16:55:35 * HH smirks Oct 18 16:56:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 18 16:56:52 he makes her feel safe, I've told you that before Oct 18 16:57:14 Can't begrudge her having someone. Bit unfair though, doncha think? Oct 18 16:57:32 * HH downs the rest of his drink Oct 18 16:58:08 Not especially Oct 18 16:58:15 We're married, but Claudia is the one 'aving all the fun and not sleepin' alone Oct 18 17:01:35 As you said... can't begrudge her that Oct 18 17:02:12 * HH sets down the glass "Can dislike goin' to my bed knowing my lil darlin isn't in it waiting though" Oct 18 17:03:37 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:03:41 dislike that all you want Oct 18 17:04:00 * HH nods Oct 18 17:04:10 I plan t'. You too? Oct 18 17:04:31 soon Oct 18 17:05:40 * HH pats his arm "I'll leave you and your book and negligee to it the" *he grins* Oct 18 17:05:44 Then* Oct 18 17:08:27 * Morgan nods Oct 18 17:08:31 night Oct 18 17:09:56 G'dnight **he goes off singing to himself about peaches and cream, normality resumed** Oct 18 17:10:02 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 18 18:40:29 * MorganK (~u291187@Madisons-iPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 18:42:20 * MorganK starts packing up his things to get ready for bed Oct 18 18:43:13 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 18 18:44:18 * Ulysses (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 18 18:51:14 * MorganK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 19:02:12 * Morgan2 (~u291187@Madisons-iPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 19:03:37 * Ulysses spends time purring and playing and rubbing his face to Morgan's before heading for the bedroom. As usual Ulysses takes himself off to curl up on the footstool.  Being back in his own room makes it more practical for having all his nightmare prep and then book and negligee in the familiar places. He takes the time to wash, shave, and repack his bag for leaving tomorrow, no dirty washing to leave for the crew. Oct 18 19:04:37 * Morgan2 settle onto the bed, opening the book Oct 18 19:09:33 * Morgan2 has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 19:17:15 * Morgan2 (~u291187@Madisons-iPad.lan) has joined Oct 18 19:17:49 **The previous night's entry says: Oct 18 19:17:49 "Sunday, October 18th, evening. I do hope you are enjoying these letters, if you are still reading them, and that the strength of my desire for you is not too much! Oct 18 19:17:49 Tonight I will go back to my memories once more, to the night in your room at Die Dauerhaftigkeit where I first got to touch you properly. Oct 18 19:17:49 It was such an exciting prospect, to be alone with you behind a locked door, and to know that you were keen to let me touch you at last. I was also so nervous I would get it wrong, despite the descriptions and instructions given to me on the Coral. I was worried that you had had many experiences during the War that I would not live up to! Oct 18 19:17:49 Feeling you through your trousers was so arousing, the solidness of you, the idea that you were hard _for me_. It was surprising to me that I could make you that way. Getting to undress you was wonderful,  and finally seeing you naked, seeing that part of you, was mind-blowing. Oct 18 19:18:16 I had little idea of what to expect, but I thought you were magnificent. The raw intimacy of you being undressed and obviously aroused pleases me every time, but the memory of that first time still makes me ache with desire, and that is what I shall think of, your manhood so engorged and how it felt to take you in my hand and draw out sounds of desire and pleasure from you. Oct 18 19:18:17 And then watching you those last moments before you peaked, knowing that I was making you feel good, that I was seeing to your needs was blissful. Your release delighted me. I had an idea what to expect, but I did not know it would be quite so forceful, so… inherently masculine and captivating. Oct 18 19:18:17 Just thinking of you losing yourself in strong pulses and the heat of your release upon my hand has me struggling to not fidget in my seat as I write this, and I am sure will have me climaxing intensely the night you read this. I look forward to feeling your  release upon my skin again soon. Sweet dreams, my love xxx" Oct 18 19:18:46 * Morgan2 closes the book, settling down to sleep Oct 18 19:20:00 **Having waited quietly on the footstool once more, the cat joins him in the bed, snuggling into the warmth. Man and feline are both soon asleep** Oct 18 19:20:22 **Morgan Koertig,  husband of Dietlinde, father of Jana, born a Veisgraf but now somewhat estranged from his Father and Brother, is chopping wood outside his cottage, the rooster shrieking at him. The final September day in 1667 is still warm, and he's sweating from the exertion. The effort makes his blood warm and his muscles sing, like on the battlefield. Oct 18 19:20:23 **He would consider putting the energy to use, were Dietlinde home, rather than with Jana at her parent's house for the afternoon. Instead he keeps chopping, preparing the wood shed for the coming winter. He suspects that it's more than just winter that is coming, because Dietlinde has been disinterested in breakfast the last few days, like she was with Jana. Oct 18 19:20:23 **It's an exciting prospect, and all feels good in his little corner of the world, until he sees Edward walking down the sloping path towards the cottage. Oct 18 19:20:31 * Ulysses is now known as Edward Oct 18 19:21:32 * Morgan2 sighs, watching his brother approach Oct 18 19:22:08 * Edward looks uncharacteristically rough, a few unshaven days, but characteristically disapproving as he looks around Morgan's tiny homestead. Oct 18 19:23:54 * Edward watches Morgan. He looks like he has a stick up his ass, as Heinzharold would say, his expression serious. He gets to about ten feet from Morgan Oct 18 19:24:04 Are you alone? Oct 18 19:24:12 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 19:24:59 We need to talk. Now. **he doesnt seem upset or angry, he seems more disdainful* Oct 18 19:25:18 why? Oct 18 19:25:28 You have fucked things up, Morgan. Fucked them up more than I can keep fixing. Oct 18 19:25:59 * Morgan2 sighs Oct 18 19:26:16 bit melodramatic don’t you think Oct 18 19:26:27 * Edward scowls Oct 18 19:26:44 This is not the time for behaving like Heinzharold. Oct 18 19:27:11 pack it in then... say your piece Oct 18 19:27:17 There's several plans in play to annexe us, and they are starting to spill into one another. I've spent years soothing tensions, and I thought myself out of all options but one. Oct 18 19:27:46 being? Oct 18 19:28:09 Dietlinde and Jana are removed, and you sort yourself out to be the Graf Sudlachenburg needs in the future. Oct 18 19:28:28 fuck off edward Oct 18 19:29:57 No, Morgan. It's too late for you to keep burying your head in the sand, planting your pretty flowers and singing lullabies. You've avoided all the hell of the last three years and ditched it all on me while you play house. Oct 18 19:30:57 they are not being ‘removed’ Oct 18 19:31:40 Do you know what will happen to Sudlachenburg if we're annexed? Don't you know what happened in Karlsruhe? Hundreds of men will die, women will be raped in the streets Oct 18 19:32:07 I will work with you, but that is not an option Oct 18 19:32:29 I have done _everything_ I can. I _had_ hired a hitman, some poor soldier I knew with too many children and his brother's children too, and offered him a large sum to set fire to the cottage whilst you were out. Oct 18 19:33:28 you clearly have decided your life is to come to an end... Oct 18 19:34:02 You have left me no choice! I told Mina, Lady Haspburg, that is. She begged me to undo it, and to make you a deal. Oct 18 19:34:43 what you come to me with is no deal... it is a demand Oct 18 19:35:10 The deal is this: You take Dietlinde and Jana to Catterick. Father disowns you. I take on the responsibility of being the Veisgraf and making Sudlachenburg safe. Oct 18 19:36:13 father acknowledges Dietlinde, I stay here and we work together to stop tthe he people who think like you... Oct 18 19:37:03 You are so fucking naive! You have no idea what is coming for us! Oct 18 19:37:32 no, because you’ve kept your secrets, thinking you know better than all others Oct 18 19:39:10 I know that our home survived the War, and there have been more than thirty Freiarrs, Veisgrafs and Grafs plotting to take it. You have given them an excuse. We are humiliated and shames Oct 18 19:39:14 Shamed* Oct 18 19:40:53 so instead of trying to mend fences, you plot to kill my wife and daughter... some fucking hero you are, talking about shame... what shame would mother feel finding out you plotted to murder her granddaughter? Oct 18 19:41:38 * Edward puts his hands in his pockets Oct 18 19:42:03 She knows, Morgan. They both know. I spoke to them this morning. Oct 18 19:42:43 and yet you remain... Oct 18 19:43:52 Because they understand what you have done, the danger you have put is in. Father has an obligation to protect Sudlachenburg from annexation, and the best way to do that is to fix what you did. Oct 18 19:44:47 then you and he have nothing but th illusion of honour. you disgust me. my family, those who are not shades of what they claim to be, will be on our way in a couple of days. Oct 18 19:46:14 * Edward looks at Morgan "Why did you have to do this to us Morgan? You knew the rules. You were born a Veisgraf. I looked up to you" Oct 18 19:47:45 nd instead of supporting me, plot against me. I stand true to myself, I do not claim to be a man of honour and plot to murder women and children, I do not drive people from their homes. Oct 18 19:48:57 You'll just let hundreds of men and women and children die to save two. You'll let mother end up like Lady Karlsruhe, gang raped by soldiers and throwing herself from the roof! Oct 18 19:50:30 go now. your presence taints the land upon which you stand. some man you are. I do hope no misfortune is visited upon you for your love... Oct 18 19:51:32 Fine. Just get out of Sudlachenburg. Stop using the title or the Koertig name. You save those two, and as I have been the last three years, I'll save all the rest. Oct 18 19:52:07 pray I never see you again, Edward... Oct 18 19:52:32 * Edward turns on his heel, making a move towards the sloping path "You won't, because you will be banished" Oct 18 19:52:56 run, Edward, if I catch you, I’m going to kill you... Oct 18 19:53:06 * Morgan2 starts walking purposefully towards him Oct 18 19:53:23 * Edward speeds up faster Oct 18 19:53:47 * Morgan2 breaks into a run Oct 18 19:57:49 ACTION managed to evade him. Morgan had then received a letter from Verity, urging him to go to Catterick because she could still make sure her beloved son had a place in the world. He had taken his wife, daughter, and according to Dietlinde, his unborn child, to the safety of an old navy comrade he knew in Johstadt, where he'd had the notification of the end of the War. Only Heinzharold knew, because he had been sent there with strict instructions to make Oct 18 19:57:49 ** Then Morgan had boarded a ship, ready to go and pave the way with Uncle Christopher and prepare somewhere for his family to live. The ship was beautiful, fast but huge, and he had quarters as fancy as the Captain, a former Vaticine sailor. Oct 18 19:58:12 The woman who owned the Purple Rose was not on board, and her background was a secret. The trip was pleasant, and he is only two days sail and half a day's ride from Catterick.** Oct 18 19:58:13 **He wakes up, not realising he was just dreaming, still sure he is now Morgan Hockridge, formerly Koertig, and it is October 20th, but it is 1667, not 1670, and he is that man of the past. Oct 18 19:58:13 It is barely before dawn, and he likes to watch the sun rise. The ship's cat follows him up onto the deck, miaowing insistently.  It's a cute little chap, black and white with markings like a pirate's eye patch and beard. Oct 18 19:58:58 * Edward is now known as Sorgi Oct 18 19:59:34 **The cat leads him towards a man using a sextant, Captain Sorgenheim** Oct 18 20:00:40 captain... how long now TIL we make land? Oct 18 20:01:00 * Sorgi smiles at him Oct 18 20:02:36 We found a small tear in a sail this morning, so we will be sailing in about half an hour, making Denholme at about nine, m'lord Oct 18 20:03:17 Denholme? why are we docking there? Oct 18 20:03:52 To go to Ilchester? Have you changed plans? Oct 18 20:04:14 I’m sorry, where? Oct 18 20:04:25 * Sorgi looks at him Oct 18 20:04:37 To try and find Dau... Oct 18 20:04:52 * Morgan2 looks at him, confused Oct 18 20:05:18 How much of the Avebury Moonshine did you all drink last night?! Oct 18 20:05:55 excuse me captain, but... I don’t understand. Oct 18 20:06:21 That drink you brought back from your friend there... Maelwys, was it? Oct 18 20:06:52 I’ve... never been there... Oct 18 20:07:09 * Sorgi frowns Oct 18 20:08:41 Do you know where Molly and Varick are? **the second name is familiar only because his cousin has a four year old son with it, but the name Molly is just an Avalon girls name* Oct 18 20:09:01 * Morgan2 scratches his head Oct 18 20:09:13 I’m afraid I don’t know who you’re talking about Oct 18 20:09:27 * Sorgi draws a deep breath Oct 18 20:10:10 Alright... Let's go to your quarters, I'll bring a map in a minute and we'll sort out this issue with the route, alright? Oct 18 20:10:26 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 20:10:34 as you wish captain Oct 18 20:11:05 * Sorgi lets him lead the way, following along. The cat follows too, miaowing wildly Oct 18 20:11:41 talkative little fella isn’t he Oct 18 20:11:55 He is. Do you know what his name is? Oct 18 20:12:22 * Morgan2 shakes his head Oct 18 20:12:28 can’t say I do Oct 18 20:12:48 His name is Ulysses, like in the book The Odyssey Oct 18 20:13:04 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 20:13:32 **They get to the room, and Sorgi opens the door for him Oct 18 20:14:04 I won't be long. Do you like being called m'lord, or do you prefer something else? Oct 18 20:14:33 Morgan’s fine Oct 18 20:14:47 Not Mr Koertig? Oct 18 20:14:56 * Morgan2 scowls Oct 18 20:15:07 no, I’m not able to use that name any longer Oct 18 20:15:14 * Sorgi nods Oct 18 20:15:42 Very well, Morgan. I'll be back soon. Help yourself to whiskey or scotch on the bookshelf Oct 18 20:15:51 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 20:15:56 thank you captain Oct 18 20:16:07 * Sorgi shuts the door, the cat staying with Morgan. Oct 18 20:16:15 * Sorgi is now known as Ulysses Oct 18 20:16:38 * Morgan2 gets a scotch and sits on the wrong side of the desk Oct 18 20:16:46 * Ulysses rubs against Morgan's legs Oct 18 20:17:01 * Morgan2 leans down, stroking the cat Oct 18 20:17:54 * Ulysses sniffs his hand, then goes to the bed room. A few moments later there is the swishing sound of fabric being dragged along smooth floorboards, coming towards him Oct 18 20:18:35 strange cat you are Oct 18 20:18:59 * Ulysses brings a black satin negligee to him, the sort of thing only wealthy courtesans wear. Oct 18 20:19:12 * Ulysses miaows Oct 18 20:19:26 uuhhhh, no, best you put that back Oct 18 20:19:37 * Ulysses miaows again Oct 18 20:20:48 no no, don’t want to be messing with someone’s luggage Oct 18 20:20:53 * Ulysses tries to put it on Morgan's lap insistently Oct 18 20:22:03 **The scent of Roses and a woman reaches him. It smells nice, but it definitely doesn't smell like his wife and her lily of the valley perfume he buys her Oct 18 20:22:22 * Morgan2 takes it reluctantly before placing it on the desk Oct 18 20:22:58 **It feels warm, not like luggage, like it's been in contact with a body for hours Oct 18 20:23:13 * Morgan2 frowns at Oct 18 20:23:18 strange Oct 18 20:23:38 * Ulysses gets up on the desk beside it, miaowing loudly Oct 18 20:24:32 is it your bed? Oct 18 20:24:40 **Morgan's sharp hearing picks up fast footsteps, three sets. There's also rushed talking** Oct 18 20:24:56 * Ulysses just watches him Oct 18 20:25:15 * Morgan2 gets up, moving to the far corner of the room Oct 18 20:26:22 **The voices sound eerily familiar. One is the Captain, another sounds like his friend Claudia, who was supposed to be off training a standing army in Wische, perhaps Rheinpfalz? Oct 18 20:27:03 * Morgan2 watches the door Oct 18 20:27:47 **Sorgi opens it. Claudia does come in, and following him is Heinzharold. Sorgi closes and locks the door. They all watch him Oct 18 20:27:57 * Ulysses is now known as HH Oct 18 20:28:07 What's goin' on, Morgan? Oct 18 20:28:20 what the hell are you doing here?! Oct 18 20:28:30 * HH frowns Oct 18 20:28:41 Helping you find Colonel Dau Oct 18 20:28:58 you’re supposed to be in johstadt Oct 18 20:29:20 * HH and Claudia look at each other with confusion Oct 18 20:29:22 Why? Oct 18 20:29:50 you’re supposed to be keeping dietlinde and Jana safe while I go sort things out wth my uncle... Oct 18 20:30:38 * HH looks like he's been punched in the gut. Sorgi rubs his forehead. Claudia throws him a flask "Drink." Oct 18 20:31:01 * Morgan2 watches them seriously Oct 18 20:31:16 I think maybe you need to tell me what’s going on this time... Oct 18 20:32:01 **they all look at each other, their expressions both grim and worried Oct 18 20:33:01 **Claudia walks into his bedroom, meanwhile HH comes to him Oct 18 20:33:51 Morgan, listen to me. Like last time, in Zweibrucke, I think you've had a dream that's makin' you believe something that isn't true Oct 18 20:34:03 * Morgan2 frowns Oct 18 20:34:10 I don’t understand Oct 18 20:35:13 I know, old friend. We're going to get you sorted, a'right? **he notices HH is wearing a wedding ring as HH takes his hand** Oct 18 20:35:30 when the hell did you get married? Oct 18 20:35:34 **Claudia shouts from the bedroom** Found it Oct 18 20:36:47 * HH doesnt even smile "Tell y' what, let's have some scotch, maybe a bit more sleep, then I'll tell ya all about the special angel that fell from heaven into my lap, alright? Oct 18 20:37:19 I’m not tired... I just want to know what’s going on... has something happened to them? Oct 18 20:37:33 **Claudia comes back in with a small jar, unscrewing it* Oct 18 20:37:56 Where they are, they're safe. Oct 18 20:38:37 **Claudia holds the jar to Morgan** Put a bit of this under your nose Oct 18 20:38:46 * Morgan2 blinks a couple of times Oct 18 20:38:53 why? what is it Oct 18 20:39:44 Claudia holds it a little away from her, breathing shallowly: Just something that helps you feel calm Oct 18 20:40:41 * Morgan2 takes it, sniffing it reluctantly Oct 18 20:41:13 **Sorgi quietly calls Claudia and HH to him. It smells like whatever would smell most calming to him at this point** Oct 18 20:41:49 * Morgan2 smells it again, inhaling deeper this time Oct 18 20:43:06 **The three of them crowd together, whispering** HH: if we can get him to sleep, he might wake up okay... C: better yet, he might hop into Molly's dream and maybe that will fix it. S: Unless we just tell him... Oct 18 20:43:41 tell me what Oct 18 20:45:10 **The three of them look at each other, they look deeply unhappy, HH looks bordering on scared. Oct 18 20:46:01 * HH and Claudia come to the couch by the window, waiting for Morgan to join them Oct 18 20:46:37 * Morgan2 does so Oct 18 20:47:08 Look, old friend, what date do you think it is? Oct 18 20:47:25 October twentieth Oct 18 20:47:44 * HH nods, looking a little relieved Oct 18 20:48:28 C: what year? Oct 18 20:48:53 * Morgan2 looks at her like she’s lost her mind Oct 18 20:48:58 sixty seven Oct 18 20:49:19 * HH and Claudia look at each other. They each hold one of his hands Oct 18 20:50:00 Morgan, its sixteen seventy. What did you dream last night? Oct 18 20:50:17 * Morgan2 shrugs Oct 18 20:50:19 nothing Oct 18 20:50:50 * HH sighs Oct 18 20:51:28 Listen, if I ask you, will you have a big glass of scotch and a nap, for me? Oct 18 20:51:48 why? you’re freaking me out Oct 18 20:52:22 I know, man, I know. But maybe you will wake up and all this will be less confusing Oct 18 20:53:19 * Morgan2 watches him for a moment Oct 18 20:53:28 this is freaking you out too Oct 18 20:53:39 * HH looks very pale Oct 18 20:53:44 Yes it is Oct 18 20:54:05 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 20:54:08 alright Oct 18 20:54:20 You'll do it? Oct 18 20:54:49 **The cat brings over the negligee, putting it at Morgan's feet Oct 18 20:54:54 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 20:54:57 I’ll try Oct 18 20:55:14 * HH looks at Claudia, looking relieved Oct 18 20:56:23 **Sorgi brings Morgan a huge glass of scotch, handing it to him. The cat tries to drag the negligee up on his lap again** Oct 18 20:56:51 why is the cat doing that? Oct 18 20:57:20 * HH looks at the cat, trying to think up an excuse Oct 18 20:57:57 It's mine. I... like the way it feels. Oct 18 20:58:13 horseshit Oct 18 20:58:42 * HH picks it up, rubbing it to his face. Then he sneezes from the cat fur Oct 18 20:58:49 Mine, see. So soft. Oct 18 20:59:26 C: Drink your scotch. Oct 18 20:59:36 * Morgan2 does so Oct 18 21:00:58 **Heinzharold very carefully folds it up, putting it next to him Oct 18 21:01:30 Lets get you back to bed, eh? I won't model it for ya, so dont ask Oct 18 21:01:51 lead the way Oct 18 21:02:17 * HH does so Oct 18 21:02:42 * Morgan2 follows him Oct 18 21:03:17 **On the bed is a book, but HH goes to close the curtains Oct 18 21:04:34 * Morgan2 sits on the bed Oct 18 21:05:27 I'll come back in an hour or so, see how you are Oct 18 21:05:41 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:05:43 alright Oct 18 21:06:06 * HH spots the book on the bed, brows raising a little Oct 18 21:06:10 Ahh... Oct 18 21:06:57 * HH makes a move towards it Oct 18 21:07:10 * Morgan2 watches him Oct 18 21:07:27 I... dunno how my book got in here Oct 18 21:07:50 * Morgan2 shrugs Oct 18 21:08:06 * HH picks it up very carefully Oct 18 21:08:18 I'll take this with me Oct 18 21:08:28 alright Oct 18 21:08:50 Take off y' boots, lie down Oct 18 21:09:51 * Morgan2 nods, taking his boots off and propping himself up against the headboard Oct 18 21:10:20 **he notices as he's doing so he's got the wrong wedding ring on Oct 18 21:10:42 * Morgan2 raises his hand Oct 18 21:10:46 where’s my ring? Oct 18 21:10:55 * HH watches him a minute Oct 18 21:11:38 Left it behind for safe keeping. This is just a different one Oct 18 21:12:46 * Morgan2 frowns before tilting his head back and closing his eyes Oct 18 21:13:48 **The alcohol hits him, and his body relaxes. He is already half asleep when he hears HH shut the door behind himself** Oct 18 21:14:44 **He finds himself at the Sudlache, skipping stones. Its peaceful, and gradually he calmly transitions from thinking they are still alive to being in reality. It is so calm and tranquil here that it doesn't cause any severe distress. Finally he is back to normal and realises he is dreaming. Oct 18 21:15:34 * Morgan2 tries to wake up Oct 18 21:16:45 **he manages it. The room is dark, but the edge of the curtains is quite bright. The ship is moving. He can hear the faintest sound that could be crying Oct 18 21:17:09 * Morgan2 rubs his fingers together Oct 18 21:17:24 ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 18 21:17:50 ((fairly high but no mega)) Oct 18 21:18:10 **They're tingling but it doesnt feel urgent** Oct 18 21:19:41 \me climbs off the bed, going out into the study Oct 18 21:20:37 **As he opens the door, Claudia who was sat resting against it falls onto her back, bumping her head on the floor Oct 18 21:20:43 * HH is now known as cla Oct 18 21:20:49 * cla is now known as Claudia Oct 18 21:20:54 Fuck! Oct 18 21:21:11 * Morgan2 crouches to help her up Oct 18 21:21:16 shit, I’m sorry Oct 18 21:21:35 * Claudia looks up at him Oct 18 21:21:40 What year is it? Oct 18 21:22:12 seventy Oct 18 21:22:14 Who is Molly? Oct 18 21:22:43 * Morgan2 sighs Oct 18 21:22:52 I know what’s going on Claudia Oct 18 21:22:56 * Claudia 's breath rushes out with relief Oct 18 21:24:06 Thank fuck for that. **she rubs the back of her head then brushes her sleeve over her eyes** Hit the ground so hard my eyes are watering Oct 18 21:24:23 * Morgan2 looks at her Oct 18 21:24:51 don’t lie to me... we both know you were crying at the loss of my ascerbic wit Oct 18 21:25:00 Shut up. Oct 18 21:25:07 * Claudia smiles slightly Oct 18 21:25:18 * Morgan2 helps her up Oct 18 21:25:30 * Claudia looks at him Oct 18 21:25:48 Jesus christ, Morgan, you scared the fuck out of us. Oct 18 21:26:00 **theres no sign of HH or Sorgi** Oct 18 21:26:14 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:26:22 you had it easy compared to last time Oct 18 21:32:09 Only because you would cooperate Oct 18 21:33:01 no, last time I was going through that visceral grief... I was a danger to myself... at least this time I was clueless Oct 18 21:34:05 We didn't know if it was going to be permanent, if we were going to have to tell you... Oct 18 21:34:15 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:34:19 I remember Oct 18 21:35:08 Fucking hell. We need to find Heinzharold, he's busy working out the quickest way to get Molly here to try healing you Oct 18 21:35:31 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:35:37 I’ll get my boots Oct 18 21:35:46 * Claudia nods Oct 18 21:36:08 * Claudia watches him do it, just stood in the doorway Oct 18 21:36:26 alright, let’s go Oct 18 21:37:00 * Claudia nods, leading the way. There's no sign of the book or negligee Oct 18 21:37:43 I assume he has mollys... nightwear, and my book? Oct 18 21:37:53 * Claudia nods Oct 18 21:38:34 He was putting them away incase you flipped your lid about her and destroyed them, then came to your senses Oct 18 21:38:55 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:38:58 sensible Oct 18 21:39:05 * Claudia nods Oct 18 21:39:27 **They find HH in the ballroom with a map Oct 18 21:40:15 you can put that away Oct 18 21:40:42 * Claudia pats his arm "I'll tell Sorgi" Oct 18 21:40:49 * Claudia goes Oct 18 21:41:00 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 18 21:41:21 * HH looks exhausted and emotionally drained Oct 18 21:41:32 You alright? Oct 18 21:41:47 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:42:10 * HH comes and hugs him really hard Oct 18 21:42:27 Scared th' shit out of me, Morgan. Oct 18 21:42:55 * Morgan2 hugs him tight Oct 18 21:43:04 I know. I’m sorry. Oct 18 21:43:23 Not your fault. Sure you're okay? Oct 18 21:44:15 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:45:30 * HH lets him go Oct 18 21:45:39 What th' fuck happened? Oct 18 21:46:42 had a dream... woke up still in it, sort of Oct 18 21:46:50 Like in Zweibrucke? Oct 18 21:47:38 sort of Oct 18 21:48:19 * HH nods Oct 18 21:48:39 Thought we'd have to give up on Dau, go home Oct 18 21:48:50 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:49:17 * HH looks at him, harrowed Oct 18 21:49:30 I thought I was going to have to tell you Oct 18 21:49:41 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:50:14 * HH sighs heavily Oct 18 21:50:18 What now? Oct 18 21:50:43 you need to get some rest... how far out of denholme are we? Oct 18 21:51:04 Fifteen minutes Oct 18 21:51:17 maybe you should stay on the ship this time Oct 18 21:52:00 And if that happens again out on the road somewhere and it's just you and Claudia? Oct 18 21:52:31 I know what you’re saying but you’re exhausted Oct 18 21:53:35 I'll be alright. Oct 18 21:53:54 at least get some rest before we make land Oct 18 21:54:57 Alright, I'll go and look at my lil darlin for ten minutes, if that makes y' happy. Coming to get your things? Oct 18 21:55:16 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 21:56:36 * HH folds the map, leading the way. In the double room, the sketch of Inga has been pinned to the wall side on so he can see her as if she was lying next to him Oct 18 21:58:56 * HH gets down a dress of Ingas from high shelf and unwrap the negligee and book, handing it to morgan Oct 18 21:59:17 * Morgan2 takes them carefully Oct 18 21:59:19 thank you Oct 18 21:59:21 Sorry I rubbed it on m' face Oct 18 21:59:58 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 22:00:11 I shoulda just said it was my wife's, but I wasn' thinking straight Oct 18 22:01:32 h@d a fair bit on your mind Oct 18 22:01:37 * HH kicks off his boots lying down Oct 18 22:01:51 I'll be ready to go soon Oct 18 22:02:37 * Morgan2 nods, heading to the door Oct 18 22:03:00 * HH turns to face the wall Oct 18 22:03:13 * Morgan2 goes off to find songs Oct 18 22:03:55 **he hears HH quietly say "Could really do with you bein' here today, lil darlin..." Oct 18 22:05:36 * Morgan2 sighs, going looking for the captain Oct 18 22:06:46 **Sorgi is busy getting the ship in a good position. The dock is faintly visible in the distance. Claudia is nowhere to be seen Oct 18 22:07:01 * HH is now known as Sorgi Oct 18 22:07:27 * Morgan2 goes to stand near sorgi Oct 18 22:07:38 * Sorgi looks at Morgan Oct 18 22:07:51 Welcome back, m'lord Oct 18 22:08:15 sorgi... Oct 18 22:08:30 Still going to Ilchester? Oct 18 22:09:12 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 22:09:37 * Sorgi nods Oct 18 22:09:52 Do you want to talk about what happened? Oct 18 22:10:33 I’ll explain it another time... suffice to say I woke from a dream and thought it real Oct 18 22:10:42 * Sorgi nods Oct 18 22:10:53 I guessed it was something like that Oct 18 22:11:52 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 22:12:01 you were very gentle with me Oct 18 22:12:11 * Sorgi nods Oct 18 22:13:22 Molly and I spoke when you both came to the ship, how to handle it if it happened again Oct 18 22:13:52 * Morgan2 nods Oct 18 22:14:40 Maybe think about it whilst you're travelling; what do you want us to do or say, do we get you to sleep, or tell you the truth? Oct 18 22:18:25 * Morgan2 has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Oct 18 23:01:13 * Sorgi has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 19 17:23:48 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 19 17:25:03 **Morgan gets his bag together, double checking the negligee and book** Oct 19 17:25:04 **The entry for this morning says: Oct 19 17:25:04 Tuesday 20th, morning. Morning again, my love, and one more day closer to you being back with us where you belong. I hope the day finds you well, wherever you are. I am sure I will be missing you greatly, as will your son. There is usually a Goose Fayre in Kingston on the third tuesday in October, I shall see if Rousseau will take us on the Ketch. Perhaps we will win a goose and have it for dinner. Awful creatures! My love always, your Blossom xxx Oct 19 17:26:10 * Morgan closes the book, packing it away with the rest of his things Oct 19 17:27:40 * HH was on deck when he got there, as was Claudia. The horses are looking better for the day of rest, and they're all tacked up. Oct 19 17:27:40 **The dock in Denholme is immediately familiar, one where in Molly's dream she left him with a goodbye kiss when he was going to Catterick then Sudlachenburg, and she needed to sail with Kurt for a crew he wanted her to have that wasn't Kai's. There's no sign of that other ship, the Blessing Of Angels. There's only permit paperwork and tiny fishing boats. Oct 19 17:29:14 **The permit paperwork here is blvery brief, so brief he would have struggled to make her climax on his desk if she was reading this to him like in Picante. The harbour master waits for him to sign it** Oct 19 17:29:33 * Morgan does so, handing it back Oct 19 17:29:37 HM: Thank you, my Lord, all done. Oct 19 17:30:57 * Morgan nods Oct 19 17:31:36 HM: Anything else you need? Oct 19 17:33:29 talk to the Captain, since I'm not going to be aboard, he's the best to ask Oct 19 17:36:08 **the man does, and he's soon on his way. With Sorgis farewells too, they get on the road once more, the plan a day to Ilchester, check the house early tomorrow and ride back, hopefully with Dau in tow. Breakfast is in the saddle once more, and during the craziness of the morning dawn is long gone, closer to lunchtime. It's going to be tough to make their planned times in Autumn** Oct 19 17:36:32 If it was summer, we could ride til eleven, make a camp, start a fire… Oct 19 17:37:15 * Morgan looks to remember something, patting at his coat until he finds something then relaxes Oct 19 17:37:57 C: **she glances at him** lost something? Oct 19 17:38:05 just checking I had my tinder box Oct 19 17:38:27 * HH and Claudia look at each other then both start laughing Oct 19 17:38:36 * Morgan nods Oct 19 17:38:47 Y' lost yer ability overnight ? Oct 19 17:39:02 force of habit I think Oct 19 17:39:45 C: I haven't camped out since... probably the night before I arrived in Sudlachenburg to see his face after all those years Oct 19 17:40:05 Surprised y' didn't ride right back off again, seeing that! Oct 19 17:40:53 * Morgan nods Oct 19 17:40:58 it'd be understandable Oct 19 17:43:28 **she shakes her head** I was glad to have him back. Bit shocked when he turned up at my shack at one in the morning though. Oct 19 17:44:02 wasn't that late Oct 19 17:44:14 C: It was Oct 19 17:44:46 rubbish Oct 19 17:45:20 C: Closer to two Oct 19 17:45:42 That explains it! Him being up so late, no beauty sleep, see? Oct 19 17:47:14 I'd have happily... *he tilts his head* no, I wouldn't have happily been asleep Oct 19 17:47:36 * HH sniggers Oct 19 17:47:54 Oh aye? Where would ya have been? Oct 19 17:48:21 Nightmares, you great idiot Oct 19 17:49:12 Ah, see I 'appen to know that your fiancee was sat waitin' up for you that night Oct 19 17:49:26 * Morgan nods Oct 19 17:50:10 C: *she looks at Morgan* I remember you saying you would have to tell her what Alarice did, but you didn't want to see hurt or anger in her face Oct 19 17:50:19 * HH looks to Morgan Oct 19 17:50:22 * Morgan nods Oct 19 17:50:28 Hang on, what did Alarice do? Oct 19 17:50:49 Tried to kiss me... she did not take the rejection well Oct 19 17:50:57 * HH laughs Oct 19 17:51:35 I bet she went fucking batshit... women like that, they're not used t' being rejected... Oct 19 17:51:57 C: Unlike men like Heinzharold, who are. Oct 19 17:52:07 * Morgan snorts Oct 19 17:52:36 * Morgan pulls a water bladder from a pack, concentrating a moment before drinking some and putting it back Oct 19 17:53:23 * HH shakes his head "Been me doin' the rejectin' over the years. You ever told a woman she can touch ya how she wants but you're not goin' all the way?" Oct 19 17:54:05 C: *she shakes her head* No, never. Oct 19 17:54:56 Well not you, cos y' can't, obviously. I meant His Majesty Oct 19 17:55:09 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 19 17:55:11 no... Oct 19 17:55:36 They do not take that well, not a' all. Oct 19 17:56:09 C: Men are worse. Oct 19 17:56:31 I am not surprised by that at all Oct 19 17:56:53 * HH shrugs "Never had to say no to a man, so I wouldn' know" Oct 19 17:57:11 C: Be glad of that. Oct 19 17:58:08 * HH watches her a moment before looking to Morgan "How did Molly react?" Oct 19 17:58:32 better than expected Oct 19 17:59:57 * HH nods "Inga woulda ripped Alarice's hair out of it'da been me" Oct 19 18:01:53 C: Jealous women are hard to manage Oct 19 18:02:46 that is something of an understatement in my cousins case Oct 19 18:03:15 HH: Made many women jealous, 'ave ya, Claudia? *she just shrugs at him* Oct 19 18:03:42 C: Alarice was crazy _and_ jealous. Oct 19 18:04:03 she wasn't crazy Oct 19 18:04:13 * HH looks to Morgan " How feelin' about that now?" Oct 19 18:04:48 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 18:06:44 * HH nods slightly, letting it go Oct 19 18:07:29 When'd you last camp out? ((I think that's when he and Varick got lost the day after the wedding)) Oct 19 18:34:06 the day after my wedding Oct 19 18:34:33 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 19 18:36:53 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 19 18:36:56 [18:03] (HH) When'd you last camp out? ((I think that's when he and Varick got lost the day after the wedding)) Oct 19 18:37:00 the day after my wedding Oct 19 18:37:12 * HH smirks Oct 19 18:37:16 Bad timing Oct 19 18:38:21 wasn't intended... Xantha threw a shoe in... some web... and we couldn't find out way out before it got dark Oct 19 18:38:52 C: Web? Like spiders web? Oct 19 18:39:06 * Morgan nods Oct 19 18:39:27 C: Huh. Oct 19 18:39:46 * HH looks at Morgan a moment Oct 19 18:41:26 Molly and David found y' though. The rest of us were sent off all over. I _was_ supposed to be findin' you pair a coach to go off on honeymoon in Oct 19 18:42:43 t/me nods Oct 19 18:42:45 * Morgan nods Oct 19 18:42:53 that was the day I found out I could do the fire shit Oct 19 18:43:16 'Ow'd that happen? Oct 19 18:44:34 I was trying to make a fire and sparks leapt from my finger to the tinder Oct 19 18:44:48 Shit yerself? Oct 19 18:45:04 Not far from it... I was more concerned for the consequences... Oct 19 18:45:15 * HH nods Oct 19 18:45:26 Scary? Oct 19 18:45:59 * Morgan nods Oct 19 18:46:01 I hated it Oct 19 18:46:22 * HH nods Oct 19 18:46:27 and in Sudlachenburg... what if people thought I'd started the fire... and I half expected to end up on a pyre Oct 19 18:46:58 **There's a bit of a stunned silence at this* Oct 19 18:48:58 **he quietly says** Fuuuuck. Never thought o' that Oct 19 18:49:17 * Morgan nods, pulling the water bladder out and holding the back of his hand to it before drinking and putting it back Oct 19 18:49:38 C: what have you got it there? Oct 19 18:49:41 Why couldn't I have had something more... palatable... Oct 19 18:50:08 Like making pretty flowers an' rainbows? Oct 19 18:50:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 18:50:55 I liked the idea of the old Eisen magic... Oct 19 18:51:10 * HH thinks Oct 19 18:51:12 or something with illusions, like Avalon... or even Vodacce magic, that'd be useful Oct 19 18:51:39 That th' withering thing? Illusions would be fun Oct 19 18:51:52 C: We don't need that Vodacce shit thanks! Oct 19 18:52:39 Would've been so useful in the war Oct 19 18:52:52 * Morgan scratches his head thoughtfully Oct 19 18:53:16 though I suppose there's only so much fun in saying.... I know how you die... its me.... Oct 19 18:53:35 * HH and Claudia laugh Oct 19 18:53:48 C: I don't need magic for that Oct 19 18:54:28 true Oct 19 18:55:09 * HH nods "Done more of that than I wanted t'. Happy t' keep it to a min'mum from now on" Oct 19 18:56:44 **Claudia shrugs** Hasn't bothered me for a long time. It's who I am, what I do. Don't give me a reason to kill you, I won't kill you. Aside from that... Oct 19 18:57:25 * Morgan laughs for a moment Oct 19 18:57:49 C: *she looks at him* what? Oct 19 18:58:24 just thinking how most of the staff on the Torrington Estate think... oh my god there's a monster... and there goes Morgan after it Oct 19 18:59:39 *she smiles* having done the monster killing on Morgan's Rock, I can see why Oct 19 19:00:19 Had to use traditional methods then of course Oct 19 19:01:05 The fire shit woulda been quicker. Probably got y' executed for Molly's fiance dyin' Oct 19 19:02:18 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 19:02:25 the justicar thought it was me anyway Oct 19 19:02:48 How'd ya get out of it? Oct 19 19:04:39 just told the truth. Oct 19 19:04:48 * HH nods Oct 19 19:05:14 C: Have you ever used the fire shit on someone? Oct 19 19:06:04 * Morgan glances at her Oct 19 19:06:16 no Oct 19 19:09:08 C: ever been tempted? Oct 19 19:10:00 I don't think so Oct 19 19:11:43 C: **she nods* Oct 19 19:12:31 C: Need to stop you using it on Dau? Oct 19 19:14:09 I've been thinking about that... and I just don't know Oct 19 19:15:14 Reck'n you'll regret it. Oct 19 19:16:40 _that_ I have no doubt about Oct 19 19:18:08 C: He deserves it Oct 19 19:18:18 undoubtedly Oct 19 19:18:23 but I don't Oct 19 19:18:39 C: *she shrugs* Oct 19 19:19:28 * HH looks at Morgan "This is why it's good you have it an' not her" Oct 19 19:21:47 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 19:21:55 **Claudia nods* I agree with him. Oct 19 19:23:00 **There's drizzle by lunchtime, making their food soggy. Due to starting out late, they don't seem to be getting as far as they intended. Oct 19 19:23:00 C: Are we going to talk about this morning? Oct 19 19:24:20 * Morgan turns to look at them Oct 19 19:24:22 If you need to Oct 19 19:25:44 C: Any idea what the cause is? Oct 19 19:26:17 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 19:27:11 Sort of, but... I'm not sure... Oct 19 19:27:36 Anythin' we can do to prevent it? Oct 19 19:28:07 No. I've tried all sorts, the balm, I've got these herbs that are meant to help, and some oil I got in Vodacce... Oct 19 19:29:43 * HH nods Oct 19 19:30:01 That was tough earlier. Really thought I was gonna have t' tell ya Oct 19 19:32:20 C: *she nods* me too Oct 19 19:33:31 * Morgan nods Oct 19 19:33:40 I'm really sorry... I wouldn't put that on you for anything Oct 19 19:35:14 Not your fault, man Oct 19 19:37:10 No, I know Oct 19 19:37:22 C: what do you want us to do if that happens again? Oct 19 19:38:21 From what I remember of it... exactly as you did. Oct 19 19:38:55 Don't tell ya, try to get y' to sleep? Oct 19 19:40:01 In that exact circumstance, yes... I'm apparently more trusting when I think its back then Oct 19 19:40:25 Was like seein' th' old you again Oct 19 19:41:30 * Morgan nods Oct 19 19:41:40 I'm not sure if thats good or not Oct 19 19:43:49 * HH shrugs Oct 19 19:44:34 If I hadn' been scared outta my mind I'd have asked you what ya thought of a Veisgraf havin' sex in an Eisenfurst's stables Oct 19 19:45:00 Not sure what I'd have made of that Oct 19 19:45:20 C: *she snorts* I wouldn't have had to think how to knock him out, he'd have fainted by himself Oct 19 19:46:03 * Morgan nods Oct 19 19:46:04 probably Oct 19 19:46:18 * HH looks at her "You were plannin' to knock him out?" Oct 19 19:46:40 C: I would have if he hadn't cooperated Oct 19 19:47:16 * Morgan looks entirely unsurprised at this Oct 19 19:47:40 Does make sense... mebbie next time Oct 19 19:48:09 **Claudia shudders* Let's _not_ do it again Oct 19 19:48:19 I'm afraid I can't promise that Oct 19 19:50:04 * HH shrugs Oct 19 19:50:28 Don't worry about it. We'll keep y' safe Oct 19 19:50:45 C:... after we've beaten you unconscious Oct 19 19:51:43 * Morgan nods, pulling the bladder out and feeling it before closing his eyes for a moment then drinking from it Oct 19 19:52:44 C: Alright! Stop showing off and start sharing Oct 19 19:53:09 * Morgan holds it out to her Oct 19 19:53:13 not my fault you didn't think ahead Oct 19 19:55:35 Yeah Claudia, why weren't you in the Weird Magical Shit line, huh? Oct 19 19:57:43 For the record, it was her that made the point initially about having hot coffee... and hot baths... its not my fault she didn't think about it Oct 19 19:58:07 **she drinks some of it, sighing* So good. Yeah, I was a bit busy this morning! Oct 19 19:59:16 **she hands it back to him** Oct 19 19:59:30 * Morgan nods, offering it to HeinzHarold Oct 19 20:02:34 * HH drinks some, thanking him Oct 19 20:04:13 **the coffee is soon all gone, the rain increasing. When they get to a little town called Penistone, three miles from their planned destination, it's obviously too dark and wet to go on. Oct 19 20:04:49 fucking weather Oct 19 20:05:58 C: Fucking Avalon. Oct 19 20:06:33 Find somewhere t' stay? Oct 19 20:08:41 going to have to Oct 19 20:08:48 **The first tavern they can find has three rooms available, but they are absolutely tiny. There's only a single bed with a wash stand right beside it, it's more a cupboard than a room. Once they've finally been fed, HH looks happy to sleep stood up, so he is the first to turn in, and Claudia is only a couple of minutes after. At least his room doesn't smell of cabbage tonight, though his nap makes him less tired than the others. Oct 19 20:11:07 * Morgan settles into the bed, humming quietly until he opens the book Oct 19 20:13:06 Monday 19th, evening. Tonight I am going to remember the night we made some explorations in the garden of the little cottage. I shall be thinking about the sheer exhilaration of playing such a game with you, the anticipation of not knowing what might happen. I will recall our heated kisses, and your hand inside my shift. Oct 19 20:13:07 Your fingers touching my breasts caused what I now know to be desire to run through me, and I yearned for more, to undress for you and to have your body atop and within me. I did not dare say so that night, but I do now. Oct 19 20:13:07 Now I can tell you how greatly I wanted to feel you within me as the girls on the Coral said you would be, that you would move in whatever way pleased you, and that I could increase your enjoyment by making sounds of enjoyment and touching you. Oct 19 20:13:07 I went to my bed feeling hot and tightly wound up, though back then I did not understand that frustration happened for women as well as men, nor did I have any idea that if I stroked myself I would eventually release that tension and feel great pleasure. Oct 19 20:13:28 I did, however, know that a man who had been enjoying kissing and touching a woman would be hard and that he may need to take himself in hand and bring forth his release. I had heard about that in whispered gossip before I heard it from those girls. Oct 19 20:13:29 It did not relax me at all to ponder whether you were needing to do so in your bed next door, whether I might have had that affect on you! But tonight I will not need to be confused by my body's needs, nor by what it would have been like had you been doing such. Oct 19 20:13:29 Now I can imagine that in all its beautiful detail whilst I resolve my own frustration. If it is not raining, I will sneak out into the dark garden and find a quiet spot in the night air, as we were all those months ago. I hope _you_ can imagine _that_! Good night, mein sehnsucht xx Oct 19 20:16:10 * Morgan closes the book, pulling the negligee closer before trying to sleep Oct 19 20:16:58 **He starts to dream. It's cold as hell on the steps outside Madame Fehrbehr's whore house, his unit all inside. Kauffmann had sneered when the eighteen year old Private Koertig had insisted again he would wait outside, he was still livid about the rifle and eager to get Morgan back to the Oreste where he can be court-martialed, or at the least flogged savagely. Oct 19 20:16:58 **Morgan had been in the right, he knew it. Lives were more important than ego. The fire's warmth offered by the brothel appeals far more than a heated meaningless encounter for an exchange of coin, so he sits out here wrapped in his cloak, avoiding any temptation, eyes closed to doze, imagining the warmth the dream visitor had brought him what seems like only a few weeks ago beneath the aurora she made in his dream. Oct 19 20:16:58 **What stirs him from this pleasant remembrance is the feel of someone sitting down beside him. Oct 19 20:17:37 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 19 20:18:53 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:18:56 cold... Oct 19 20:20:30 Indeed it is, my Lord. Don't you find this trying? Oct 19 20:20:59 what? Oct 19 20:21:24 * Molly is smiling. She's all bundled up is a white and grey furry cloak, her colour high across her cheek bones, the tip of her nose looking a little red from the cold Oct 19 20:21:38 Sitting outside these places when there's so much heat on offer within? Oct 19 20:22:53 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 20:23:05 I tire of the cold Oct 19 20:23:41 But not the lack of company? *she watches him with a playful smile* Oct 19 20:24:38 I have all the company I need... now.... Oct 19 20:24:56 But not the warmth... yet? Oct 19 20:25:57 * Morgan frowns Oct 19 20:26:01 I don't understand what you mean Oct 19 20:26:11 * Molly smiles Oct 19 20:26:14 You've fallen asleep, and I am here to help you again, it seems you need me… Oct 19 20:27:02 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:27:06 apparently so Oct 19 20:27:16 Now, my Lord, where do you wish to take me tonight? Oct 19 20:29:58 * Morgan shrugs Oct 19 20:30:02 where would you suggest Oct 19 20:30:50 Somewhere warmer? Oct 19 20:32:04 that my lady does not narrow it down much Oct 19 20:33:09 * Molly takes his hands, hers are encased in the strangest feeling gloves, patterned almost like the occasional seal he has seen whilst sailing off the coast near Catterick as a child Oct 19 20:33:36 Use your imagination... anywhere is possible if you can imagine it and will it Oct 19 20:34:06 * Morgan concentrates on a warm study Oct 19 20:37:49 **the world around them starts to blur and transition around them. Instead of cold stairs, they are sat on a low couch in front of a fire. The room smells of leather bindings and paper pages. The fire crackles. Oct 19 20:38:08 * Molly looks around, stripping off her gloves Oct 19 20:38:36 Very nice, my Lord... look how well you're doing Oct 19 20:39:05 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:41:44 * Molly lays down her gloves, moving on to her cloak, watching him Oct 19 20:42:06 Would you like to imagine something for me to wear? Oct 19 20:42:33 * Morgan concentrates on a plain, simple dress Oct 19 20:43:57 * Molly takes off the cloak. It's just like he wanted Oct 19 20:44:16 **she smiles** This is what you like, my Lord? Oct 19 20:44:51 it seemed... appropriate Oct 19 20:45:57 * Molly nods Oct 19 20:46:10 Are you warmer now, my Lord? Oct 19 20:47:44 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:47:46 much Oct 19 20:48:17 * Molly raises an eyebrow Oct 19 20:48:34 Warm enough, or do you need it a little warmer? Oct 19 20:48:42 * Morgan looks confused Oct 19 20:49:32 * Molly moves closer, her fingers slowly undoing the buttons of his cloak. She watches him Oct 19 20:49:39 Like this? Oct 19 20:49:58 I see... I think a little warmer would be good Oct 19 20:50:45 * Molly continues undoing the buttons then slides her hands inside over the jacket of his uniform Oct 19 20:51:00 Warmer than this? Oct 19 20:52:20 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:53:31 * Molly moves closer running her tongue over his lower lip, then pulls away a little. His cloak has disappeared, and now her fingers are on his jacket buttons Oct 19 20:53:52 Warmer? Oct 19 20:54:34 * Morgan nods, swallowing hard Oct 19 20:54:42 **A book falls off the shelf** Oct 19 20:54:54 * Molly smiles ruefully Oct 19 20:55:04 Oh dear... Oct 19 20:55:31 * Morgan sighs Oct 19 20:56:13 * Molly starts undoing the buttons, starting at the top and working down very slowly, watching him with a smile Oct 19 20:56:39 I won't take it as an insult, hmm? Oct 19 20:56:57 I don't know why it happens Oct 19 20:57:19 * Molly shrugs Oct 19 20:57:50 I am not worried Oct 19 20:58:19 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:58:22 alright Oct 19 20:58:28 * Molly gets to the button of the jacket at the height of his naval, watching him intently Oct 19 20:58:44 Warmer? Oct 19 20:58:52 * Morgan nods Oct 19 20:59:57 * Molly undoes the next two buttons before running her hands within his jacket over his shirt. The globe starts spinning in its mount Oct 19 21:00:18 * Morgan glances at it Oct 19 21:00:20 stop it Oct 19 21:00:41 Not me, I hope? **it stops spinning** Oct 19 21:01:33 No, not you Oct 19 21:02:30 * Molly licks his lip again before placing a little kiss there "warmer?" Oct 19 21:03:52 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 19 21:04:03 **The fire suddenly starts hissing and spitting like it has had a wet log put in it** Oct 19 21:04:19 * Morgan looks at it Oct 19 21:04:39 * Molly pulls the shirt from his waistband, putting her hands under it onto his bare skin. The fire settles Oct 19 21:05:37 * Morgan sighs slowly Oct 19 21:05:51 You are getting better with your control, my Lord Oct 19 21:06:11 so it seems Oct 19 21:06:22 Warm enough now? Oct 19 21:06:46 * Morgan watches her before shrugging slightly Oct 19 21:07:04 * Molly tilts her head Oct 19 21:07:15 Say what you think, my lord Oct 19 21:07:52 I could go for warmer Oct 19 21:08:28 **his shirt disappears, and she runs her hands all over his chest, smiling Oct 19 21:08:32 Like this? Oct 19 21:09:14 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:09:55 I could sit on your lap, but not in this dress. It would need to be shorter, less restrictive... Oct 19 21:12:13 * Morgan nods, concentrating on such a dress Oct 19 21:12:47 * Molly stands up, showing him. It's well above knee length Oct 19 21:13:05 Very nice, my lord. Do you like it? Oct 19 21:14:02 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:14:04 I do Oct 19 21:16:52 * Molly smiles at him "Now, a little more practice, lest we get distracted... can you take books from the shelves?" Oct 19 21:17:11 take them where? Oct 19 21:17:52 Take them out, and put them back in... Oct 19 21:18:15 * Morgan concentrates on a couple of books Oct 19 21:18:49 **They come out and start to slide back in Oct 19 21:18:52 * Molly unpins her hair, shaking all the long curls loose Oct 19 21:20:28 are you trying to distract me? Oct 19 21:20:39 * Molly smiles Oct 19 21:20:44 Is it working? Oct 19 21:21:24 * Morgan nods slightly, concentrating on the books again Oct 19 21:22:21 * Molly shakes her head side to side, making her hair swish. The supports of a shelve seem to give way, dumping at least thirty books onto the floor Oct 19 21:22:42 well... they're down Oct 19 21:23:20 * Molly moves towards him Oct 19 21:23:31 Perhaps you can get them back up Oct 19 21:23:42 * Morgan smirks before trying to Oct 19 21:24:27 **he manages it easily. She straddles his lap just as easily, watching his expression Oct 19 21:24:46 Very successfully up, I think... Oct 19 21:25:15 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:25:19 so it seems Oct 19 21:25:53 Now, my Lord, are you warm enough? Oct 19 21:26:58 I suppose so... Oct 19 21:27:07 * Molly nods Oct 19 21:27:21 If you get cold again, just say Oct 19 21:27:46 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 19 21:28:03 * Molly runs her hands over his bare skin, licking along his lower lip once more Oct 19 21:29:40 Better than sitting outside a house of ill-repute, hmm? Oct 19 21:29:46 much Oct 19 21:30:26 * Molly moves from his mouth along his jaw line with fluttery, light kisses Oct 19 21:32:29 You see, the more you stay here, controlling your dream, the stronger you get, the better you will be at controlling it... Oct 19 21:33:40 but only when I realise its a dream? Oct 19 21:33:55 Yes Oct 19 21:34:37 * Molly moves onto his neck, kissing down it then back up Oct 19 21:35:16 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 19 21:35:49 * Molly pulls away, watching him Oct 19 21:36:02 Is something the matter, my Lord? Oct 19 21:38:45 No, not at all... just trying to understand Oct 19 21:39:05 The control? Oct 19 21:40:22 * Molly moves a little further away "perhaps the way you have been learning with me is... unsuited to your needs" Oct 19 21:41:18 but... I was enjoying it... Oct 19 21:41:36 You wish me to continue? Oct 19 21:41:48 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:42:23 * Molly watches him a moment Oct 19 21:42:39 You are not unsure, just... shy? Oct 19 21:43:09 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:43:17 and trying to learn at the same time Oct 19 21:43:37 * Molly nods Oct 19 21:44:19 There is only so much one can learn at a conscious level... much is natural, instinctive... Oct 19 21:44:34 * Molly watches him again Oct 19 21:45:33 It is the same with controlling dreams *she smiles playfully* Oct 19 21:46:15 * Morgan blushes Oct 19 21:46:58 * Molly smiles. A painting falls off the wall Oct 19 21:47:11 * Morgan tries to put it back Oct 19 21:47:48 **Its quite easy. She leans in and kisses him, her hands on his chest Oct 19 21:48:44 You're doing well, it will come Oct 19 21:50:36 * Morgan nods Oct 19 21:50:38 I hope so Oct 19 21:50:43 * Molly presses down against him a little Oct 19 21:51:09 And our lessons will no longer be needed Oct 19 21:51:28 a shame. I enjoy them Oct 19 21:51:38 * Molly smiles Oct 19 21:52:06 The learning, or how I was grinding my thigh against you in your hammock? Oct 19 21:52:38 mostly the latter Oct 19 21:53:14 And this? *she grinds deeply down against his crotch* Oct 19 21:53:42 definitely that Oct 19 21:54:19 Then I shall continue, unless you are getting cold? Oct 19 21:55:58 I can stand it for a time longer Oct 19 21:56:55 * Molly kisses him once more, gently urging his lips to part with hers, and continues to move against him Oct 19 21:58:54 * Morgan returns her kiss, grinding upwards Oct 19 22:00:48 * Molly increases the depth, her fingers running over his neck, his shoulders. She moves like she did in the hammock at first, a slow and smooth back and forth against his hardness Oct 19 22:02:27 * Morgan puts his hands on her hips, pulling her downward Oct 19 22:03:24 * Molly moans, pressing even firmer, her movements turning to grinding circles Oct 19 22:05:37 * Morgan moans quietly Oct 19 22:06:28 * Molly kisses him softly "I am afraid, my lord, it is almost time to say goodbye Oct 19 22:07:09 why? Oct 19 22:07:29 Because it is almost time for you to wake up Oct 19 22:07:45 * Molly continues to grind against him Oct 19 22:07:55 * Morgan sighs Oct 19 22:07:57 I see Oct 19 22:08:35 I am sorry, believe me I wish it were not the case Oct 19 22:09:08 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:09:13 as do I Oct 19 22:09:44 What I would prefer to do is give you release Oct 19 22:10:22 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:10:28 as would I Oct 19 22:11:00 I cannot promise we would have enough time if we start... Oct 19 22:11:20 that would be... frustrating Oct 19 22:11:41 * Molly nods, kissing his neck again Oct 19 22:11:50 Oh yes, very frustrating Oct 19 22:13:20 * Molly doesn't let up in the rough grinding of the softness of her body to the hardness of his Oct 19 22:15:10 * Morgan nods slightly, moaning again Oct 19 22:15:57 I will stop, if you wish. Or if you are not warm enough, I shall undo your placket and make you hotter Oct 19 22:16:08 There's a definite chill... Oct 19 22:16:40 * Molly reaches down between them, caressing him a moment Oct 19 22:17:26 Then I shall make you very hot Oct 19 22:17:51 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:18:14 * Molly undoes his placket, pushing the fabric away and taking him in her hand with a warm, firm grip Oct 19 22:18:58 * Morgan lays his head back, moaning louder Oct 19 22:19:54 * Molly shuffles back slightly, stroking him rhythmically but slowly, her thighs squeezing his Oct 19 22:20:51 Hotter? Oct 19 22:21:08 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:22:36 * Molly both speeds and tightens her grip to a medium rhythm. A brandy decanter slides off the sideboard and smashes on the floor Oct 19 22:23:11 * Morgan ignores it Oct 19 22:24:54 Is this hot enough, my Lord? Oct 19 22:25:10 still a little... cold Oct 19 22:26:15 * Molly nods and speeds. The movement is quite fast, the grip tight. Oct 19 22:26:16 And now? Oct 19 22:26:46 * Morgan takes quick, shallow breaths, thrusting against her hand Oct 19 22:27:26 Mmhmm, you like that. Oct 19 22:27:32 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:28:32 * Molly continues at this pace, the mantle clock spring twanging Oct 19 22:29:05 * Morgan begins to writhe Oct 19 22:30:13 * Molly continues to stroke him between their bodies as she leans forward to drop a quick kiss on his lips Oct 19 22:32:23 * Morgan shudders, body starting to tense at its own volition Oct 19 22:32:32 **He awakens suddenly, very hard, precum on his stomach** Oct 19 22:34:23 * Morgan grunts, looking for the cream cloth Oct 19 22:36:35 **he finds it on the top of the bag Oct 19 22:37:09 * Morgan deals with the pressing need Oct 19 22:43:26 **unsurprisingly, it doesnt take long at all Oct 19 22:46:07 * Morgan gets cleaned up before getting dressed Oct 19 22:46:24 **he guesses it is about forty five minutes before dawn, the time the dawn watch would normally wake him Oct 19 22:47:35 *there's a knock on his door* Oct 19 22:47:44 * Morgan goes and opens it Oct 19 22:47:45 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 19 22:48:06 * HH looks at him appraisingly Oct 19 22:48:14 Mornin'? Oct 19 22:48:19 I believe so Oct 19 22:48:56 You alright? Fucking hell your room is warm Oct 19 22:49:26 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:49:29 I'm fine Oct 19 22:49:46 Ready to go? Oct 19 22:50:00 * Morgan nods, packing the few things he unpacked Oct 19 22:50:15 * HH looks at the book Oct 19 22:50:29 Anythin' interesting? Oct 19 22:50:34 haven't read it yet Oct 19 22:51:22 * HH waits patiently Oct 19 22:51:30 * Morgan sighs, opening the book Oct 19 22:52:36 **the entry that should have been last night's is on the left. He catches the date and the word "Paan" Oct 19 22:53:44 * Morgan looks at todays entry Oct 19 22:54:38 **The morning entry says: Wednesday 21st, morning. By now it will have been eleven days since you left. It seems so long, looking at it from here on the 10th, but you should be almost half way through when you read this. I am sure we are missing each other, but I have no doubt the reunions will be sweet Oct 19 22:55:59 Market day again, I think we will pop in to see how Beth is faring, her confinement due a week early. Soon I shall be an aunt again. I love you, always. I wonder if you think of me as relentlessly as I will think of you! Yours, always, M xx Oct 19 22:56:22 * Morgan puts it away again Oct 19 22:56:29 Market day, they're going to see Beth Oct 19 22:56:38 * HH nods Oct 19 22:57:02 Makes sense t' have Beth and Elsie meet Oct 19 22:57:43 * HH stretches Oct 19 22:57:56 Right, I'll be down with th' horses Oct 19 22:58:33 * Morgan nods Oct 19 22:58:38 I'm nearly ready Oct 19 22:58:52 * HH goes downstairs, whistling Oct 19 22:59:50 * Morgan does a last sweep of his room to make sure he has everything before heading downstairs, filling the spare waterskin with coffee again Oct 19 23:00:19 **The landlady is tapping the barometer and shaking her head when he gets to the exit with his bag** Oct 19 23:01:35 *she spots him* Looking like a stormy one t'day, duck. Oct 19 23:05:34 fantastic Oct 19 23:05:46 **she gives him a bag of food as he had previously requested** you're the last one up, yer friends are out with th' 'orses. Good luck with the weather! Oct 19 23:07:03 * Morgan nods, thanking her before heading to find the others Oct 20 00:24:06 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 20 18:38:33 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 20 18:46:42 **They get underway, sharing breakfast from the bag. The weather at present is overcast but dry, and they should be in Ilchester in under an hour. Claudia is taking point and a little further in front of them. HH looks to Morgan** No bad dreams las' night? Oct 20 18:47:03 No... Oct 20 18:47:34 * HH hands him a waterskin Oct 20 18:47:46 Heat tha' will ya? No Molly either? Oct 20 18:48:10 * Morgan puts his hand against it before concentrating and checking again before handing it back Oct 20 18:48:40 * HH drinks some, nodding "Thanks" Oct 20 18:49:08 No Molly, no... Oct 20 18:50:36 Pity. Sure they're all gettin' on with things though. Oct 20 18:52:05 * HH calls Claudia for coffee Oct 20 18:52:29 **she falls back, holding out another waterskin to Morgan Oct 20 18:52:50 * Morgan takes it, repeating the process Oct 20 18:52:55 suppose I brought this on myself Oct 20 18:53:23 C: we haven't asked for baths yet either. Good night? Oct 20 18:53:58 decidedly not bad... certainly better than the night before Oct 20 18:54:29 C: anything interesting? *she takes her coffee with thanks* Oct 20 18:54:59 * Morgan shrugs Oct 20 18:55:13 just a throwback to sitting outside a brothel in the freezing rain Oct 20 18:56:47 C: sitting in the rain is not bad? The bar is low now! Oct 20 18:58:46 * Morgan shrugs Oct 20 18:59:33 HH: I dreamt I was in that tavern with the brunette in my lap, her bubbies out o' her dress Oct 20 18:59:51 C: **she rolls her eyes* Oct 20 18:59:58 they came off? Oct 20 19:00:23 What? Oct 20 19:03:27 the bubbies... you said they were out of her dress... Oct 20 19:04:07 * HH mimics pulling down a dress and lifting breasts out of it Oct 20 19:04:36 Like comin' over the neckline Oct 20 19:04:38 my idea was more interesting... Oct 20 19:05:06 HH: Then I remembered I was married. I felt really bad. I looked t' see why Morgan hadn't stopped me, but he had Molly in his lap and was undoing her dress. Oct 20 19:05:06 C: *she snorts* he wishes! Oct 20 19:05:25 seems unlikely Oct 20 19:06:05 It is a _tavern_ *he winks theatrically* Oct 20 19:07:33 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 20 19:13:33 Next I looked to see why Claudia hadn't stopped me, but she was wearing a flouncy dress an' all made up pretty, flirtin' with some guy. Oct 20 19:15:50 Think its the dress thats most unrealistic Oct 20 19:18:29 C: *she shakes her head* Only going to happen if hell had frozen over. I don't flirt with men. Oct 20 19:21:16 * HH shrugs Oct 20 19:21:31 Then I woke up Oct 20 19:24:44 C: Maybe you'll stop complaining about the lack of breasts you've seen on this trip now Oct 20 19:25:23 * HH shakes his head "Doubt it." Oct 20 19:25:51 not that lucky Oct 20 19:29:02 **They're soon in Ilchester, bubbies temporarily forgotten. As with other places, directions to the house of Lady Rebecca Marling are cheaply bought, and they find it with ease. Another nice one, she obviously did well out of each marriage. When they get there, there is a man in noble dress looking up at the front of the building, the gates are open. Oct 20 19:29:15 * HH is now known as NobleMan Oct 20 19:30:25 * Morgan dismounts, wandering towards the man with a slight hunch Oct 20 19:30:34 mornin' Oct 20 19:33:03 *the man looks at him** Are you the roofer? Oct 20 19:33:30 this your gaff? Oct 20 19:35:19 * NobleMan looks confused Oct 20 19:35:26 I beg your pardon? Oct 20 19:35:34 granted... Oct 20 19:35:51 **In the background, HH and Claudia are trying not to laugh* Oct 20 19:36:14 I do not understand what you are saying Oct 20 19:37:41 * Morgan speaks slowly Oct 20 19:37:50 is... this... your... 'ouse? Oct 20 19:39:00 * NobleMan puffs out his chest Oct 20 19:39:16 It is. One of my _houses_ Oct 20 19:39:45 gotta say guv, you don't look like a Lady Marling... Oct 20 19:40:08 I should hope not! Lady Marling left two days ago, she was here to sign the deeds. Oct 20 19:41:15 been tryin' t' catch up with 'er for days now. Oct 20 19:41:31 They were foing north, I believe Oct 20 19:41:37 Going* Oct 20 19:44:33 what's wrong with ya roof>? Oct 20 19:44:54 * NobleMan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 20 19:50:41 * NobleMan (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 20 19:50:46 [19:43] (NobleMan) I don't like the look of the man she is travelling with. Ideas above his station. Oct 20 19:52:27 Eisen fella... some lordly type Oct 20 19:57:03 * NobleMan nods "Wears a military uniform" Oct 20 19:58:10 * Morgan nods Oct 20 19:58:36 'e's... a freiarr, like a petty noble... Oct 20 19:59:47 He should have better manners, but they are a bunch of savages in Eisen Oct 20 20:00:27 * Morgan is quiet for a moment Oct 20 20:00:42 so, you reck'n north, probably Thirlow.... Oct 20 20:00:55 Could be Oct 20 20:01:53 * Morgan nods Oct 20 20:02:38 suppose I'd best be getting underway to catch up with them then... *he fishes in his jacket and holds out a calling card* Oct 20 20:03:36 * NobleMan takes it politely Oct 20 20:04:50 Good look to you, Mister... *he looks at the card, the colour draining from his face* Oct 20 20:06:03 * Morgan nods, moving to put his arm around the mans shoulder Oct 20 20:06:35 We're not all savages... though we are all trained to be savage. You are, however, completely right about Lady Marlings gentleman friend... Oct 20 20:06:41 * NobleMan looks worried for his safety, freezing Oct 20 20:07:07 In-... Indeed, your Grace, my humbler apologies, your Grace Oct 20 20:08:34 Perhaps an amended attitude towards my countrymen would be the best apology, yes? If you ever travel to Eisen, look me up, I'll show you some of the cathedrals. Oct 20 20:09:44 * NobleMan bows deeply Oct 20 20:09:53 Thank you, your Grace Oct 20 20:10:47 * Morgan nods, patting his shoulder before walking back to his friends Oct 20 20:11:37 C: Well? Oct 20 20:11:42 * NobleMan is now known as HH Oct 20 20:12:08 missed them by two days... definitely selling everything up Oct 20 20:12:37 * HH settles back into his saddle "Three down, one t' go" Oct 20 20:13:52 * Morgan nods, hauling himself back into the saddle before scowling Oct 20 20:15:15 C: *she starts her horse walking on* What's the plan, Morgan? If we don't find Dau in Thirlow, we go back to Tawstock and hope he turns up to see the Duchess for the party? Oct 20 20:15:44 * Morgan nods Oct 20 20:15:46 I suppose so Oct 20 20:15:48 That's on yer birthday,  isnt it? Twelve days away. Oct 20 20:15:53 * Morgan nods Oct 20 20:16:21 HH: *he gets out the map* Seven days from Thirlow to Tawstock. They will 'ave to be leaving on the twenty seventh at the latest. If the weather is not too bad, we can get t' Thirlow on th' twenty fourth, but even that is cutting it fine to be back on the 31st when our girls expect us. Oct 20 20:17:44 * Morgan sighs Oct 20 20:18:04 * HH looks at him "I know" Oct 20 20:20:00 So we just have to hope for good weather... reckon we can get back to the ship today? Oct 20 20:21:02 Mebbie. Landlady warned me a storm's coming up though. Have to hope we outrun it. Oct 20 20:21:30 C: It rains constantly here. How bad could it get? Oct 20 20:21:56 this far north, bad Oct 20 20:22:55 **The Ladlady's barometer was right. They managed to get in the dry, but by mid-afternoon the rain is coming down in sheets and the wind has picked up. By four o'clock it has become outright dangerous, gales blowing the thick drops of water almost horizontal. The road is getting thick with mud, and the horses reluctant. Oct 20 20:22:56 HH shouts: Come on Morgan, let's call it a loss an' start over in the morning. Oct 20 20:25:24 * Morgan swears like a sailor before nodding Oct 20 20:27:57 * HH and Claudia start looking out for somewhere to stay Oct 20 20:28:28 **The next place they reach is a village called Sowerby where they find a small inn with stabling. They find food and shelter, but the grey daylight outside is frustrating, they should have been able to manage two more hours yet, and reach Denholme. HH sits by the window drinking coffee, and Claudia sits beside him sharpening a dagger. Oct 20 20:28:28 Gettin' a bit like that book you read Varick. King ends up away from home, tryin' to get back to his wife an' son, things keep getting in his way. Oct 20 20:30:21 * Morgan nods, picking at the skin by his thumbnail Oct 20 20:33:04 * HH is obviously brooding, watching the harsh flashes of light and accompanying booms Oct 20 20:34:16 whats on your mind? Oct 20 20:35:16 Missin' my wife. Wonderin' what's gonna happen if he gets to Tawstock b'fore we do Oct 20 20:36:58 She'll be safe Oct 20 20:37:39 Prob'ly. Oct 20 20:37:47 Not probably... Oct 20 20:38:02 You know that how? Oct 20 20:38:48 Because my wife can stop his heart by touching him... she won't let anything happen to Inga Oct 20 20:39:14 * HH and Claudia both look at him Oct 20 20:39:45 With just a _touch_?! Oct 20 20:40:07 and a bit of concentration Oct 20 20:40:15 * HH cracks his neck Oct 20 20:40:45 That'd be terrifying in anyone else. Oct 20 20:40:51 * Morgan nods Oct 20 20:40:54 aye Oct 20 20:41:01 I'd have preferred it Oct 20 20:41:35 C: That _would_ be terrifying. Oct 20 20:42:13 because I'd be more likely to use it? Oct 20 20:42:43 C: *she nods* Less tolerance for bullshit Oct 20 20:42:57 * Morgan nods Oct 20 20:43:56 * HH looks at the rain coming down "Avalonian weather is bullshit. Might lose a day fr'm this." Oct 20 20:44:38 * Morgan scowls Oct 20 20:45:47 **There's another crash of Thunder and the wind rattles the window whilst HH watches out** C: Look, both of you. It takes as long as it takes. Your wives will understand. By tomorrow we'll be back under way. Do something useful, or get drunk. Either way, stop moping. Oct 20 20:46:40 define... useful Oct 20 20:48:20 C: Work out what you're going to do about your uncle and your package. Strategise for how to take him down in Thirlow if he's there, and what to do with the woman. Think about where else he might have gone if he's not in Thirlow and doesnt go to Tawstock and plan how to catch the bastard Oct 20 20:49:54 I don't have time to see my uncle, realistically... Oct 20 20:50:32 * HH gets out the map and a pencil Oct 20 20:51:14 Jus' gotta play around with the plans til we make it work. She's right, gotta _do_ something. Oct 20 20:51:39 I was thinking in terms of taking him down, I was going to hit him quite hard... Oct 20 20:52:34 C: *she rolls her eyes* All that Academy training, wasted on your brain. Oct 20 20:54:28 * HH laughs, writing on the side of the map Oct 20 20:55:20 wasted?! That _was_ my academy training talking... Oct 20 20:56:32 C: *she snorts* Taking him down at the house, or luring him away? Oct 20 20:57:28 I don't know he'll be lured anywhere Oct 20 21:03:42 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 20 21:04:23 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 20 21:05:00 What about... taking him down very early in th' morning? Oct 20 21:05:20 * Morgan shrugs Oct 20 21:05:21 how early Oct 20 21:05:31 Five ish Oct 20 21:05:47 could work... means being there before dawn Oct 20 21:06:07 Gonna have t' stay overnight anyhow Oct 20 21:07:30 * HH draws on the map lightly Oct 20 21:08:52 'Ssume we don't get back to Denholme til tomorrow late. We were gonna sail t' Whiststable, but instead we go to Durham. Ride isnt much longer... Oct 20 21:09:19 whats the benefit of making the ride longer? Oct 20 21:11:54 Puts the ship closer to Catterick. Koen or Sorgi go to Catterick whilst we go to Thirlow. On a round trip they could have Christopher on board. The next afternoon we can be back, if we leave Thirlow early. You have the evening to catch up. In the morning we sail back, Christopher rides home from Durham. Oct 20 21:12:22 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 20 21:12:35 We can't make that day up no matter what we do, can we Oct 20 21:13:20 C: *she pauses in her sharpening, glancing at the map* Nope. Only hope is we catch lucky with the winds the last four days, but unlikely. Oct 20 21:13:48 Then following that plan doesn't really cost us time overall Oct 20 21:14:45 Woulda told you if it did. You'll basic'ly be spending time with him when we couldn't be sailing anyway Oct 20 21:15:21 * Morgan nods Oct 20 21:15:29 C: **she runs the whetstone over the metal again* Looks fine t' me Oct 20 21:15:50 * Morgan nods Oct 20 21:15:51 alright Oct 20 21:15:53 * HH nods Oct 20 21:16:48 Find somewhere to stay in Thirlow, a few hours kip, up early enough to break in and whisk him off still in 'is nightshirt. Oct 20 21:19:06 C: If he's not there or in Tawstock? Then what? Oct 20 21:20:21 * Morgan sighs Oct 20 21:20:28 I don't know. I've no idea where they'll go Oct 20 21:24:01 Selling everything, 'e's a wanted man in Eisen with too many ties to Avalon to stay. I'd skip th' country, start over with liquidated assets. Oct 20 21:24:19 C: *she looks at Morgan* Plausible. Oct 20 21:26:03 He's got an estate in Ussura Oct 20 21:26:19 * HH folds the map, watching Morgan during another bright flash and rumble Oct 20 21:26:40 'Ow far you gonna go to get this swine, Morgan? Oct 20 21:28:05 He has to be stopped Oct 20 21:28:25 Not an answer. 'Ow far... how long? Oct 20 21:29:36 * Morgan sighs Oct 20 21:29:44 as far and as long as it takes. I'll send you back. Oct 20 21:30:03 Like fuck will you. Oct 20 21:30:33 I'm not keeping you from your wife Oct 20 21:31:10 Wasn' asking you to send me back. But if this is a vendetta, not just a take down and return to the Duchess, I wanna know what t' expect. Oct 20 21:31:27 C: *she watches them both, saying nothing* Oct 20 21:31:39 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 20 21:32:07 He's gotten away with too much for too long... I promised to bring him to justice, and I mean to. Oct 20 21:33:08 C: If he goes out of Avalon, are you taking him to Tawstock or back to Eisen? Or is he signing a witnessed Will then going nowhere? Oct 20 21:33:45 Tawstock. Oct 20 21:34:19 C: I should be the one to go. You're both going to be needed. Oct 20 21:36:53 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Oct 20 21:38:15 C: *she looks at him* You're going to let Molly try and save two lives and almost certainly fail, but be off in Ussura or fuck knows where whilst she deals with that? Horseshit. Oct 20 21:42:26 * Morgan watches her for a moment, almost unnervingly seriously Oct 20 21:42:32 You can't kill him... Oct 20 21:46:18 C: *she matches it* did I say I would? Oct 20 21:46:53 Did you say you wouldn't... an I'm well aware of your views on people like him Oct 20 21:49:12 **Claudia's jaw ripples, keeping the intense eye contact** If he goes out of Avalon, or your wife fails, I will retrieve him. I am the only one who can travel for months hunting him without hurting others. Oct 20 21:49:47 * HH watches them, drinking some coffee Oct 20 21:50:03 You give your word you will bring him back alive, with all his limbs? Oct 20 21:50:35 C: **she nods curtly** If I must. Oct 20 21:51:11 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 20 21:51:38 Mebbie we'll get lucky and they'll be in Thirlow, then none of this is needed, is it? Oct 20 21:52:33 * Morgan shrugs Oct 20 21:52:43 she understands how important it is. Thats all I need Oct 20 21:53:53 C: I think he should be put to death on sight, but that's not what you want, so that's not what will happen. Oct 20 21:54:38 I think he deserves to be flayed and made to eat his own liver, but... more good can come from what we already have planned Oct 20 21:55:19 C: He wouldn't understand it anyway. They never appreciate the depth of the violation no matter how much you hurt them Oct 20 21:59:41 **The Landlord comes over, bringing a fresh coffee pot** Gonna be a rough one tonight, trees down on the morrow I 'spect Oct 20 22:00:07 Got any scotch? Oct 20 22:00:34 **he nods** How much do you want? Oct 20 22:01:36 * HH looks at Morgan "Just go for the one bottle t' start with?" Oct 20 22:04:14 * Morgan nods Oct 20 22:05:59 **they settle in with cards and drink, his friends getting tipsy, Heinzharold singing rude songs in Eisen, and they coax and encourage him to just take a break for the night Oct 20 22:06:33 * Morgan flicks a card at him, landing it in his mouth Oct 20 22:10:23 **the handful of other patrons clap, impressed. Bets are soon made that Morgan cant repeat it Oct 20 22:11:53 * Morgan shrugs, doing it again Oct 20 22:12:24 if Eisen ever falls, at least I can make a living entertaining people... Oct 20 22:14:12 **there's a loud boom of thunder overhead. HH, child of the Sudlache, looks at Morgan Oct 20 22:14:28 Hope that's not a sign! Oct 20 22:15:33 Not here... its more or less how they tell one day from the next Oct 20 22:15:57 **They laugh. The other people in the tavern start betting Morgan can't do other throwing things. Drinks are bought for him, the tricks get harder. Eventually, Claudia says "time to call it a night!" Oct 20 22:16:58 * Morgan nods Oct 20 22:17:12 got a long day of... well, trudging, really Oct 20 22:20:19 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 20 22:20:56 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 20 22:21:44 * HH trips up the stairs, singing about peaches and cream. She shakes her head "At least she isn't here to endure this!" Oct 20 22:22:29 * Morgan nods Oct 20 22:22:29 lucky Oct 20 22:22:53 * HH grins "G'dnight!" Oct 20 22:23:21 night man Oct 20 22:23:27 C: *she smiles* Goodnight, Heinzharold Oct 20 22:23:32 * HH goes in Oct 20 22:23:41 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 20 22:24:07 Keep your fingers crossed it's passed by the morning Oct 20 22:24:20 * Morgan nods, sighing Oct 20 22:24:41 * Claudia looks to Morgan Oct 20 22:24:50 You going to be alright? Oct 20 22:25:18 tonight? Oct 20 22:25:33 Yes, but also if there's more delay Oct 20 22:26:01 * Morgan shrugs Oct 20 22:26:06 not a lot of choice but to be Oct 20 22:26:48 I need you to be. I'm counting on you to help me bear him and his singing for another few weeks! Oct 20 22:28:15 for you, I'll make sure I am... nightmares not withstanding... Oct 20 22:28:42 * Claudia nods, grasping his arm as they usually do Oct 20 22:28:47 Goodnight, Morgan Oct 20 22:29:07 g'night Claudia Oct 20 22:29:36 **The rooms are quite homely, similar to the rooms in the cottages they're longing to be back at, once of the more pleasant ones he's stayed in on this trip* Oct 20 22:34:45 **with his room between his and Claudia's he hears noone having sex, but he does hear HH still singing a little while Oct 20 22:35:16 * Morgan gets himself ready for bed, doing his usual prep, before climbing into the bed and opening the book Oct 20 22:35:24 **He's a day behind, so it says: Tuesday 20th, evening. Paan. Oct 20 22:35:25 I suspect this will be the last I can write, here at the table, before my needs become too strong and I must go to bed and hope to be intimate with you. Writing to you this way, remembering and imagining you reading my most intimate thoughts, is really very arousing! Oct 20 22:35:25 Paan will always hold a fond place in my mind. The thrill of playing with you, teasing you, watching your concentration crack under my touch was blissful. The way you had to stay so controlled yet were struggling to do so… Oct 20 22:35:25 Part of me did not want to stop, desperately as I was aching for you (a sensation so easy to recall as I sit here feeling that same need now!). Part of me wanted simply to slip outside the tavern where we could find a dark spot against the wall and you could lift my skirts and take me urgently, our desire too strong to get any further to our room. Oct 20 22:35:48 Part of me wanted to keep stroking you there beneath the table, mere seconds away from being caught by Edward, James or the strangers singing. Oct 20 22:35:48 **I wanted to keep on, feeling the jerky movements of your hips as you tried to decide whether to fight the sensation or yield to my wishes. To hear your breathing get ragged. To warn you that I was not going to stop. Oct 20 22:35:48 I have imagined this many times since. I quietly tell you to pretend like you are whispering to me so we don't get caught. You bring your mouth against my ear, breathing fast, and say "You,  my lass, are a…" (your breath catches and you harden further) "...Very..." (Your body tenses and the word comes out through gritted teeth) "...Bad…" (With a growl, your manhood jerks hard inside my fist) "...Girl…" Oct 20 22:36:10 **And then the hot thick pulses of your release surge into the fabric and over my fingers, pleasure sweeping through you, staying as quiet as you can, your forehead pressed to my hair, vulnerable and yet still somehow in control… Oct 20 22:36:10 Well, my love. I can write no more! My legs are trembling at this, and I fear that I am so aroused that my dress may have a damp spot visible to all if I dare engage further in my fantasies of you! Oct 20 22:36:10 ** I hope wherever you are tonight, my words have brought at least a smile to your lips even if they have been unable to quicken your heart, speed your breathing, or cause a certain swelling I am most fond of! Goodnight xxx Oct 20 22:38:09 * Morgan puts the book away, finishing his drink before trying to sleep Oct 20 22:39:32 **The rain, wind and thunder makes the night loud, but he eventually falls asleep. Oct 20 22:39:32 **Tonight he is in his own dream, not knowing it's just a dream. They're in the nursery in die Dauerhaftigkeit, the night everyone was away. He's breathing heavily having just released over Molly's hand and his stomach, his fingers still against her clit as she shudders one last time, the first time they've pleasured each other. Oct 20 22:39:32 **He's almost completely naked, trousers around his ankles, shirt dropped on the floor. Then she becomes quiet, removing her hand from him and using a towel to wipe the sticky white fluid from it. Oct 20 22:39:41 * Claudia is now known as Molly Oct 20 22:41:13 ((Done)) Oct 20 22:48:25 * Morgan watches her for a moment Oct 20 22:48:28 are you alright? Oct 20 22:49:10 **he can see big tears run down her cheeks despite her keeping her head bowed Oct 20 22:49:23 blossom, whats wrong? Oct 20 22:49:49 I'm so sorry… I don't think we should have done that Oct 20 22:51:29 blossom, tell me whats wrong please Oct 20 22:51:38 I'm sorry. I'm not that sort of girl. Oct 20 22:51:49 * Molly still doesn't look up Oct 20 22:53:47 I never thought you were... Oct 20 22:54:01 I did not want to disappoint you, I wanted to make you happy with me, like the girls on the Coral said. Oct 20 22:55:03 I _am_ happy with you... I thought... whats brought this on blossom? Oct 20 22:55:17 * Molly shrugs Oct 20 22:56:13 It just seems so... base... so coarse. I like it when you kiss me and are gentle and we behave respectably Oct 20 22:57:12 **This makes no sense. She has been working up to pleasuring him for days, even rubbing his erection through his trousers in his office yesterday with great eagerness. It was her idea to take things a step further tonight.** Oct 20 22:58:03 I don't understand, you've been working up to this for days... this was your idea... Oct 20 22:58:22 * Molly looks guilty Oct 20 22:58:47 I thought I wanted this... Oct 20 23:00:00 but you have discovered you don't like it? Oct 20 23:00:08 * Molly nods Oct 20 23:00:18 I'm sorry. I don't feel any need to do anything unusual. I would be happy for you to just take your marital dues in the traditional way a couple of times a week Oct 20 23:00:30 * Morgan nods, pulling his trousers up Oct 20 23:00:48 I don't understand, you've always proclaimed to wanting to do... more... Oct 20 23:02:14 If you are used to that with Dietlinde... I don't know I am going to live up to that. I am sorry. **she bows her head again, self-consciously smoothing down her skirt* Oct 20 23:02:29 You did not enjoy it at all? Oct 20 23:03:32 I... I did, I think... but... Perhaps you might need a mistress, I am sorry *she sighs heavily, still crying* Oct 20 23:03:58 My father would not allow that Oct 20 23:05:21 Then there is only the option that I rescind my answer to your proposal and you find a woman more like... like you need Oct 20 23:07:02 * Morgan scowls Oct 20 23:08:02 * Morgan stands, moving to the furthest corner of the room Oct 20 23:08:14 **It starts to feel even odder, like there is no way Molly would mention Dietlinde at such a time, or behave like this Oct 20 23:08:40 * Morgan turns, looking around the room then to Molly Oct 20 23:08:44 what the hell is going on? Oct 20 23:09:18 I am sorry. I am sure it's normal for some people to like such things, but... it isnt the sort of girl I was raised to be. I am a Gentleman's Daughter. Oct 20 23:10:34 No, this isn't you.. you would not mention Dietlinde at a time like this... Oct 20 23:11:46 It is so much to live up to, liebes herz. I wish you understood that. Oct 20 23:12:30 * Morgan shakes his head, scanning the room again Oct 20 23:12:59 * Molly stands up, brushing down her skirt Oct 20 23:13:24 I should go. We should not be here unchaperoned. Oct 20 23:13:48 This is all wrong, it doesn't make sense... Oct 20 23:13:52 **This isn't at all like the desirous woman he has made love to so passionately so many times these last few months. And then he realises he must just be dreaming* Oct 20 23:15:44 * Morgan sighs Oct 20 23:15:47 I'm dreaming... Oct 20 23:16:13 * Molly just stands still, watching him Oct 20 23:19:38 * Molly says nothing. The fire continues to crackle in the grate Oct 20 23:20:18 * Morgan looks at the fire, concentrating on putting it out Oct 20 23:20:34 **it goes out straight away* Oct 20 23:20:53 * Morgan looks at the chair, trying to move it Oct 20 23:21:04 **it moves easily* Oct 20 23:21:41 * Molly does nothing, just watching him like a living doll Oct 20 23:22:55 * Morgan nods Oct 20 23:23:01 a dream... I'm just dreaming... Oct 20 23:23:56 * Molly still doesn't speak or move Oct 20 23:24:26 * Morgan moves to her, taking her hands Oct 20 23:25:21 * Molly holds them, as if she is active only when he interacts with her Oct 20 23:25:34 * Morgan sighs with frustration Oct 20 23:25:46 what good am I if I can't figure out what I'm meant to do Oct 20 23:26:16 * Molly looks sad at his frustration, squeezing his hands Oct 20 23:26:27 You are sad, liebes herz Oct 20 23:26:27 * Morgan sighs Oct 20 23:26:36 I wish I could speak to you my love... Oct 20 23:26:57 * Molly just looks confused by this Oct 20 23:27:08 You are speaking to me Oct 20 23:27:21 * Morgan tries to wake up Oct 20 23:27:44 **he manages it. Her negligee has become entangled tightly around his arm. He's only slept an hour.** Oct 20 23:28:15 * Morgan mutters, many of the words expletives before untangling his arm and trying to go back to sleep Oct 20 23:28:24 **He's soon asleep again. Having tracked down Kai with the help of Kurt, he returns from Lady DeBurgh's house in Thirlow to Catherine's. What had happened in Thirlow had been an abomination, and he had tried to block out the cruel actions he had always feared he was capable of. Oct 20 23:28:24 He wants to be back with Molly, the weeks away making him wonder how often she has been lucid, and how she had used her gestures to have him kiss her fingertips before he left. It was a step closer to her returning to the world, even when her body is still broken and she is still almost bedridden. Oct 20 23:28:24 With Kai dead and his mangled remains buried head down in an anonymous field, there is really nothing more to hold him here in Avalon, no higher priority now than Molly's recovery. If she can travel, he will take her tomorrow. Hell, he will carry her in his arms all those hundreds of miles to Sudlachenburg if she needs it. Noone will hurt her ever again. He will never fail to protect her again. Oct 20 23:28:42 All he needs is her absolution, like taking his sins before the Mother Of God in the Vaticine prayers he can, but shouldn't be able to, recite. A benediction, forgiveness. Understanding. If she can not hate him, he can try not to hate himself Oct 20 23:28:42 He gets to his front door. Oct 20 23:29:57 * Morgan goes inside, putting his coat aside Oct 20 23:30:09 **Mary is folding washing. She looks pleased to see him** Master Hockridge, welcome home! Oct 20 23:30:17 * Morgan nods Oct 20 23:30:21 Mary... how is she? Oct 20 23:30:52 Mary: Well *she smiles* last week she wrote down that she wanted to try it, and we did, so she is sat in a chair in the garden. Oct 20 23:31:37 * Morgan smiles, nodding Oct 20 23:32:03 Mary: I'll get you some tea, shall I? Oct 20 23:32:14 please... where is she now? Oct 20 23:32:36 Mary: Out in the garden again Oct 20 23:32:52 * Morgan nods Oct 20 23:32:55 I'll go see her Oct 20 23:33:34 **Molly is indeed on a low chair in the back garden, and has a straw hat pulled low, the sun falling on her pink dress. Oct 20 23:37:11 * Morgan goes and crouches in front of her Oct 20 23:37:49 * Molly seems to be dozing Oct 20 23:37:57 * Morgan touches her hand gently Oct 20 23:38:50 * Molly slowly rouses, looking at his hand. She smiles Oct 20 23:40:56 * Molly wraps her hand around his, looking up at him. With the other hand she gestures $hello$ Oct 20 23:41:29 Hello blossom Oct 20 23:41:59 $missed you$ Oct 20 23:44:15 I missed you too, so very much. Oct 20 23:46:12 * Molly reaches up with her free hand, gently stroking his face like she had so many months ago, sat in the couch the day ahe picked up the Rose in Carleon Oct 20 23:47:09 * Morgan turns slightly, kissing her palm Oct 20 23:47:30 * Molly blushes, smiling warmly Oct 20 23:48:20 * Molly lets go of his other hand $stay?$ Oct 20 23:49:32 sort of... I was thinking maybe you'd like to come with me to my home in Eisen... Oct 20 23:49:45 * Molly nods, smiling Oct 20 23:50:02 $you are a good friend$ Oct 20 23:50:22 * Morgan kisses her hand again Oct 20 23:50:30 its very simple really. I love you very much Oct 20 23:51:00 * Molly looks surprised, smiling. Tears come to her eyes Oct 20 23:51:49 **he's not seen her cry, not since before the attack, even with the pain or the fear of her present state* Oct 20 23:52:40 are you alright blossom? Oct 20 23:53:51 * Molly nods then swallows a couple of times, tears on her cheeks. Her voice is barely more than a whisper as she says the first words he has heard her say since that night "I… love… you" Oct 20 23:54:49 * Morgan kisses her hand again, eyes not leaving hers Oct 20 23:55:44 * Molly uses her free hand to kiss her fingertips then bring them to his lips Oct 20 23:57:04 * Morgan kisses them Oct 20 23:58:02 * Molly uses one finger to touch his lower lip, then brings it to her own, not kissing it, just touching it Oct 20 23:59:55 You want me to kiss you? Oct 21 00:00:03 * Molly nods Oct 21 00:00:18 * Morgan nods, moving to put his lips to hers gently Oct 21 00:00:38 * Molly kisses him back softly Oct 21 00:03:05 * Molly gently strokes his cheek as she kisses him tenderly Oct 21 00:05:29 * Morgan returns the gesture Oct 21 00:06:15 * Molly pulls away a moment $getting better$ Oct 21 00:06:38 You are? Oct 21 00:06:44 * Molly nods Oct 21 00:06:58 I'm glad... with all my heart, I am glad Oct 21 00:07:36 * Molly nods again $be your companion?$ Oct 21 00:08:39 thats what you want? Oct 21 00:08:49 * Molly nods eagerly Oct 21 00:09:07 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:09:16 alright blossom Oct 21 00:09:33 $what you want?$ Oct 21 00:09:58 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:10:10 I want you to be with me forever Oct 21 00:10:26 * Molly nods, tears coming again Oct 21 00:10:36 $yes please$ Oct 21 00:10:57 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:10:58 good Oct 21 00:11:35 * Molly gives a half hearted smile $too broken for mistress$ Oct 21 00:12:53 No, my love... Oct 21 00:13:11 $body too broken...$ Oct 21 00:14:42 it doesn't matter blossom Oct 21 00:15:04 $heart still good though$ Oct 21 00:16:14 $what do you want?$ Oct 21 00:16:33 you, with me. Oct 21 00:17:03 * Molly nods $yes. Forever.$ Oct 21 00:18:03 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:18:06 thats what I want Oct 21 00:18:28 * Molly leans forward, though it isnt without a hint of discomfort in her expression, and kisses him again Oct 21 00:20:27 * Morgan returns her kiss Oct 21 00:20:31 **he hears the first chime of the dawn watch, realising it's a dream** Oct 21 00:21:03 * Morgan pulls away, looking at her, concentrating, trying to make her better Oct 21 00:21:35 * Molly looks puzzled, tilting her head Oct 21 00:21:58 $the pain has stopped$ Oct 21 00:22:16 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:22:18 thats good Oct 21 00:22:36 * Molly fidgets in her seat Oct 21 00:22:54 $I think I can move properly again$ Oct 21 00:23:40 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:23:54 * Molly tries to stand up Oct 21 00:24:03 * Morgan stands with her Oct 21 00:24:20 * Molly manages it, smiling broadly Oct 21 00:24:42 I can stand properly! Oh my god, I can talk too! Oct 21 00:25:45 * Molly dissolves into a flood of tears, wrapping her arms around his neck Oct 21 00:26:12 * Morgan nods Oct 21 00:26:14 thats better Oct 21 00:27:01 * Molly puts both hands on his cheeks, repeatedly kissing his mouth and murmuring "I love you, liebes herz" Oct 21 00:27:37 I love you blossom... Oct 21 00:27:47 **He hears the three familiar chimes** Oct 21 00:30:21 * Morgan kisses her once more before trying to wake Oct 21 00:30:51 * Molly kisses him back slower. The feeling of her soft lips slowly dissipates, replaced with the cold darkness and noise of strong winds outside the window that he wakes to Oct 21 00:54:55 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 21 10:12:57 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 10:13:26 * Morgan grumbles as he rolls out of bed to get dressed Oct 21 10:14:12 **rain batters at his window, it's still dark outside Oct 21 10:15:41 * Morgan opens the book for today Oct 21 10:17:13 Thursday 22nd, morning. Good morning, liebes herz. The end of the month will be rapidly approaching by now. This is certainly not what we intended, was it? By now, we were to be in Catterick, exploring your family estate. However, there will be time for that in our future. Oct 21 10:17:13 I feel so blessed that my future life is with you. You are the world to me, my love, my everything. I hope that if you are not yet on your way home to me, it will not be much longer! Yours  Molly xx Oct 21 10:18:17 * Morgan packs his things away before heading down to fill his waterskin Oct 21 10:18:47 * HH and Claudia are stood drinking coffee watching from the window they were sat by yesterday. They have bags on the floor but no coats on. There's not much to see out there yet, not quite first light Oct 21 10:19:39 If we chance it, we migh' get stuck again, or end up out there with no shelter Oct 21 10:20:07 C: And we might not! We might get back to Denholme today Oct 21 10:20:28 * HH shrugs "we'll see what he says" Oct 21 10:22:32 leave me out of it Oct 21 10:23:33 * HH and Claudia glance at him Oct 21 10:24:04 But we are waitin' on your instructions, almighty overlord Oct 21 10:26:17 * Morgan fills the skin before getting a cup of coffee Oct 21 10:26:39 Bad night? Oct 21 10:28:09 * Morgan shrugs, sipping the coffee Oct 21 10:29:55 * HH watches him Oct 21 10:30:20 Y' sposed to be keeping us in the know, remember? Oct 21 10:31:14 * Morgan rolls his shoulders Oct 21 10:31:37 I tell you about the dream where it wasn't Elsie? Was Molly and it broke her mind? Oct 21 10:32:56 Prob'ly, but let's assume you did Oct 21 10:33:45 it was another one of those... I'd gone and killed him *he frowns* Oct 21 10:35:30 * HH nods Oct 21 10:35:38 Unnerstandable Oct 21 10:36:18 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Oct 21 10:36:36 I didn't _just_ kill him Oct 21 10:36:49 No? Oct 21 10:38:20 no Oct 21 10:39:12 Buggin' you that you are gonna lose control? Oct 21 10:42:48 I don't think I lost it. I was just cruel. Oct 21 10:46:01 * HH puts a hand on his arm Oct 21 10:46:10 I'm not gonna let you do that Oct 21 10:48:01 * Morgan nods, drinking his coffee Oct 21 10:48:16 Jus' think of me like the lil angel on your shoulder, making y' do the right thing. *he hoiks his thumb at Claudia* an' she's the little devil on th' other encouraging you to beat him witless Oct 21 10:48:41 C: *she rolls her eyes, watching from the window* Oct 21 10:49:02 * HH whispers with a grin Oct 21 10:49:23 'Cept when it comes to swivin', then we swap roles Oct 21 10:50:48 * Morgan drinks his coffee Oct 21 10:50:57 How bad are the roads looking? Oct 21 10:55:15 * HH shrugs Oct 21 10:55:49 A bit dark to see much yet, but fr'm what I can see, it's gonna be 'ard Oct 21 10:56:06 didn't expect anything else Oct 21 10:58:16 We gonna wait longer, or risk it? Oct 21 10:59:48 * Morgan moves, looking out of the window Oct 21 11:01:17 We go. I want to get back to Denholme today Oct 21 11:01:46 * HH nods, getting his coat Oct 21 11:02:03 **They get underway to a storm-torn world at first light. It becomes apparent that half a day's ride is likely to take them most of the day. There are downed trees, rutted roads with deep silty puddles. The horses are unhappy, the rain is continual, it's still breezy. All in all, the day is miserable all around. HH, just as he had to keep up spirits in Quatre Bras, starts singing. Unusually, Claudia joins in with him. Oct 21 11:03:48 ((Joins in?)) They do this whilst they have to do hard physical work to remove huge branches from the way and pick through slow going stretches. They talk little, hats down collars up. The lunch they eat is wet and not enjoyable. They hear the lowing of a cow at about one o'clock Oct 21 11:05:20 ((no)) Oct 21 11:05:54 * HH looks around, trying to pinpoint the sound Oct 21 11:06:03 Where y' reckon she is? Oct 21 11:06:38 * Morgan closes his eyes, listening Oct 21 11:07:10 **he manages to work out she's about fifty feet north west of them* Oct 21 11:07:55 * Morgan points Oct 21 11:08:00 that way, fifty feet or so Oct 21 11:08:47 **HH moves off the road, going to look. The land drops from the high point of the road, rolling down towards a stream in the far distance. The cow has obviously wandered far from her field, and is in a ditch full of mud and water three feet deep.** Oct 21 11:09:39 * Morgan follows him Oct 21 11:09:59 * HH looks at Morgan "Lookin' like a rescue mission." Claudia calls to them: We don't have time for this, and it's still fucking raining Oct 21 11:10:23 **The cow sounds distressed Oct 21 11:10:34 for fuck sake Oct 21 11:10:45 * HH smiles slightly Oct 21 11:10:50 Got any rope? Oct 21 11:11:04 * Morgan nods, motioning to his horse Oct 21 11:12:45 * HH gets down, finding the rope. He spends ten minutes preparing the cow for dragging out, then hands Morgan the rope, going behind the cow to push her despite the three feet of mud and water Oct 21 11:12:56 Right, go on then! Oct 21 11:14:44 * Morgan starts pulling Oct 21 11:15:27 **The cow moves a fraction, but her noise of pain is very loud and agonised Oct 21 11:15:49 Ah fuck! Oct 21 11:16:49 * HH gets around the side of the cow, plunging his hands deep into the mud and water, feeling around Oct 21 11:18:54 Leg's pinned tight 'tween two big rocks under there! *he yells up to Morgan, the rain battering down on him* Oct 21 11:19:14 * Morgan trudges over to try and help move them Oct 21 11:19:42 **It's slippery and heavy, and the cow is getting freaked out and skittish Oct 21 11:20:34 **The rocks are just too heavy and too deep to move, even with them both working at it. HH looks up at Morgan** this ain't workin' Oct 21 11:21:03 No... Oct 21 11:21:24 * HH sighs heavily, patting the cow Oct 21 11:21:30 What we gonna do? Oct 21 11:22:27 try with the rope around the rock, have the horses pull... failing that... Oct 21 11:22:58 **this takes them another twenty minutes of effort but gains them nothing Oct 21 11:23:49 Its not working Oct 21 11:24:01 * HH shakes his head Oct 21 11:24:04 Nope Oct 21 11:24:23 C: Heinzharold, come and hold the horses Oct 21 11:25:40 * HH climbs back out of the ditch. Claudia calmly climbs down into it, coming to the cow whilst looking at Morgan Oct 21 11:25:56 C: Hold her head steady. Oct 21 11:26:44 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding and doing so Oct 21 11:27:30 **Claudia isn't at all affected as she places her pistol at the cow's temple** Oct 21 11:28:13 * HH looks then leads the horses further away from the inevitable noise Oct 21 11:28:27 C: Got her steady? Oct 21 11:28:32 * Morgan tries to keep the animal calm before nodding Oct 21 11:29:46 C: **she pulls the trigger. Though the cow jolts a little, the kill is quick and clean, and the animal collapses into the mud. Claudia climbs back out. Oct 21 11:31:23 * Morgan pats it for a moment before following her up Oct 21 11:31:31 * HH hands Morgan his reins "Fucks sake. Really thought we were gonna manage that" Oct 21 11:32:04 * Morgan nods, taking them and hauling himself into the saddle Oct 21 11:32:29 C: Then she'd have gone around and eventually gotten hurt anyway. Come on, let's get back to the ship. Oct 21 11:33:21 * HH climbs onto his horse, patting his hat down tighter with filthy hands Oct 21 11:33:38 Hey, Morgan? Oct 21 11:33:49 aye... Oct 21 11:33:53 Those hot baths still on offer? Oct 21 11:34:00 * Morgan nods Oct 21 11:34:08 I won't even ask you to share Oct 21 11:34:14 * HH nods Oct 21 11:34:42 Prob'ly best, I think some of this is shit Oct 21 11:35:05 I've no doubt Oct 21 11:35:39 C: **she urges her horse on, back into the strong winds and heavy rain** Have I told you that I hate this damn country yet? Oct 21 11:36:55 Might have mentioned it Oct 21 11:37:00 * HH waves a dirty hand nonchalantly "only about once or an 'undred times!" Oct 21 11:37:10 C: *she huffs* Oct 21 11:37:34 * HH just grins at Morgan Oct 21 11:37:50 Still a better country th'n Vendel. Oct 21 11:39:13 that crap on your hands is better than Vendel Oct 21 11:39:53 **They both laugh. They get back on the road, and HH comes up with a big list of awful things that are still better like Vendel. Eventually as three o'clock arrives, they see the sea, and soon after, the dock. Finally, the beautiful ship that has become a home away from home is visible. The horses are taken and tended, and Sorgi insists on them all getting dried off while he sorts a tub for bathing in Morgan's study and plenty of water. Oct 21 11:42:04 * HH starts stripping down in the centre of Morgan's room, trying not to touch any furniture. He's shirtless and barefoot when he starts to undo his trousers. Oct 21 11:42:45 C: You realise we're still here, right? Oct 21 11:44:12 * HH grins "Sorry, gotten used to just taking it all off with Inga around" Oct 21 11:44:30 * Morgan nudges Claudia Oct 21 11:44:34 come on, lets get some coffee Oct 21 11:45:46 **she nods, her boots off and trouser cuffs rolled to keep the mud contained, far less dirty than the others. The galley is empty but there's plenty of coffee Oct 21 11:45:52 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 21 11:45:57 Glad to be back? Oct 21 11:46:38 glad to be off that fucking road Oct 21 11:47:47 * Claudia nods Oct 21 11:48:17 Maybe they got pinned down by it to, we might be only two days behind them still Oct 21 11:48:38 Does it seem that our luck is running that way?\ Oct 21 11:49:22 * Claudia snorts Oct 21 11:49:48 The way it's going I'm going to spend years chasing this swine through Vendel and Vodacce. Oct 21 11:50:31 * Morgan looks at her Oct 21 11:50:34 how are you doing? Oct 21 11:50:43 * Claudia nods Oct 21 11:50:47 I'm okay Oct 21 11:52:18 * Claudia drinks some coffee Oct 21 11:52:21 You? Oct 21 11:54:13 * Morgan sighs, shrugging Oct 21 11:56:19 Look, we'll get Thirlow done and get you back home, okay? Oct 21 11:57:36 I'll br alright. I've just had my fill of feeling like things are being stacked against us Oct 21 11:57:58 * Claudia nods Oct 21 11:58:36 Nine days. That's it. In nine days we should be back in Tawstock Oct 21 12:00:10 But not with him in tow Oct 21 12:00:53 * Claudia nods "beginning to feel like it, isnt it?" Oct 21 12:01:19 * Morgan nods, scowling Oct 21 12:01:42 But we might catch him there, if we dont find him in Thirlow Oct 21 12:02:34 which rather makes all of this pointless Oct 21 12:02:47 **There's a sound of crew dragging a metal tub and rolling a barrel of water towards his rooms Oct 21 12:03:23 Its not though, because it's given the three of us time together, time we haven't had since the War and might never get again Oct 21 12:03:53 since when were you the glass half full type Oct 21 12:04:27 * Claudia shrugs "I know the two of you want to be back with your wives, but for me, this has been good. You two are basically family to me, and I never thought I'd get to do this again" Oct 21 12:05:37 Something I want you to think about... Oct 21 12:05:46 * Claudia looks at him Oct 21 12:05:48 Yes? Oct 21 12:06:37 If you decide you want to be away from Sorgi... once she's afloat, there's the offer to captain the ship currently being built Oct 21 12:07:01 * Claudia nods Oct 21 12:07:09 I appreciate the offer Oct 21 12:08:30 * Claudia looks towards the door "Put a pin in this a minute, Heinzharold is going to need you first" Oct 21 12:09:42 * Morgan smirks before nodding, getting up and heading to his study Oct 21 12:10:14 * Claudia picks up a tray of coffee and some food, following "if we sit in your room, he can use the study, and we can all take turns like that" Oct 21 12:11:36 * Morgan nods Oct 21 12:12:13 **HH is tipping a bucket of water into the metal tub. It's not big, but it'll do them. The scars on his naked torso are few and far between Oct 21 12:12:43 HH: Heat up a bucket full too f' my hair, yeah? Oct 21 12:13:38 * Morgan nods, concentrating on the water in the tub Oct 21 12:13:52 **Its very easy. On the desk, HH has obviously raised Morgans room for towels, and has also taken three cream flannels ** Oct 21 12:14:32 * Morgan picks the flannels up, taking them back into his room Oct 21 12:14:52 * Claudia takes the tray to the bedroom, sitting on the footstool. She watches Morgan Oct 21 12:15:13 Probably need darker ones for this crap, otherwise it'll stain Oct 21 12:15:45 **HH shouts** hey, I needed one of them! Oct 21 12:15:54 * Morgan nods, finding darker ones and taking them back out to the study Oct 21 12:16:29 **HH thanks him** Best not ruin her Excellencies nice things, eh? Oct 21 12:16:41 * Morgan speaks very quietly Oct 21 12:17:01 She got those in case I needed them after reading the book in the evenings... Oct 21 12:18:08 **HH starts laughing. Then he suddenly stops laughing, looking at Morgan* They're unused, right? Oct 21 12:18:37 the one in the washing that got stolen wasn't... Oct 21 12:18:53 * Morgan wanders back through to his room Oct 21 12:19:08 **HH starts laughing hard, and is still laughing for most of his bath** Oct 21 12:28:09 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 21 13:49:42 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 13:49:46 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 21 13:50:17 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 13:50:25 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 21 14:17:05 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 14:17:17 He's cheered up I hear Oct 21 14:17:30 * Claudia sips her coffee Oct 21 14:17:41 Not for long Oct 21 14:17:57 Normal moping will resume shortly no doubt Oct 21 14:18:08 Sheer outrage I would imagine Oct 21 14:18:19 * Claudia looks perplexed Oct 21 14:18:21 Why? Oct 21 14:18:26 You'll see Oct 21 14:19:08 * Claudia looks at him, speaking quietly"what did you do?" Oct 21 14:19:31 Nothing at all Oct 21 14:20:33 Uh huh... Captaining does sound good. This trip has reminded me that I enjoy this life Oct 21 14:21:03 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:21:33 I know you like to keep moving, but... I'd like to think you have _some_ stability, a place that you control, you know? Oct 21 14:23:46 * Claudia nods Oct 21 14:23:54 How soon? Oct 21 14:25:00 I'm expecting the first ship to be ready in about a month... but there's no deadline to this... If you want to stay around Sorgi for longer, thats no issue Oct 21 14:25:33 * Claudia sips the coffee Oct 21 14:25:42 I dont know. Oct 21 14:26:14 You don't know what? Oct 21 14:27:55 Staying... going... Oct 21 14:28:04 * Claudia sighs Oct 21 14:28:06 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:29:16 I thought you meant you didn't know about captaining... look, there's no pressure or judgement either way, and no implying of anything, but that offer stands regardless. May i give my view of what I think you should do? Oct 21 14:29:39 * Claudia nods Oct 21 14:29:42 Yes Oct 21 14:30:59 Stay where he is. There's no commitment or compulsion to do anything, but he is good for you, he's helped you enormously and I would see _that_ continue as long as possible Oct 21 14:33:07 * Claudia nods Oct 21 14:33:33 It's like I have a reluctance to leave that makes no fucking sense. Captaining would be good. I'd be good at it, and I'd make you good money... Oct 21 14:34:19 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:34:27 I know... Oct 21 14:35:40 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 21 14:36:02 Maybe you're right. I dont have to figure this all out right now Oct 21 14:37:33 No, you really don't... I know that that reluctance bothers you... but it doesn't need to make sense, there's no pressing need to be elsewhere. Oct 21 14:37:43 Fucking fate witch. My head hasn't been properly straight since her and her horseshit. Oct 21 14:38:33 She's been bothering me Oct 21 14:38:49 **In the other room, HH is still chuckling to himself Oct 21 14:39:38 Wishing that I would see clearly. Now all I'm doing is getting in my own head and overthinking shit. That's not me, not what I _do_ Oct 21 14:40:57 You're not overthinking... you're working at understanding something you don't want to, and its bothering you... Oct 21 14:42:39 * Claudia nods Oct 21 14:43:19 How is she bothering y- *There's a big splash and a shriek from the other room* Oct 21 14:43:32 * Morgan grins slowly Oct 21 14:43:38 * Claudia looks at Morgan questioningly Oct 21 14:43:51 I'd guess he's just tried to do his hair Oct 21 14:44:11 HH: I'm gonna beat you black an' blue, Morgan! Oct 21 14:44:29 * Claudia laughs "what did you do?" Oct 21 14:44:36 just what I said... nothing Oct 21 14:44:47 You left the water cold? Oct 21 14:45:27 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 21 14:45:38 **HH can be heard muttering* Oct 21 14:45:44 * Claudia laughs Oct 21 14:46:00 Oh he's going to sulk now! Oct 21 14:46:07 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:46:12 but he's not going to be moping Oct 21 14:48:02 * Claudia nods Oct 21 14:48:22 **HH opens the door, towel around his waist Oct 21 14:48:41 HH: Not funny, Morgan, you know what you are? Oct 21 14:49:00 * Morgan tilts his head a moment Oct 21 14:49:07 a bastard? Oct 21 14:49:29 HH: **He turns around, parting the towel behind him to show his backside* A total ass! Oct 21 14:49:54 possibly... but at this point I'm a highly entertained total ass Oct 21 14:50:03 **HH covers himself back up, laughing** Oct 21 14:50:27 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 21 14:50:45 C: A sight I thought I'd never have to endure again! Oct 21 14:52:09 HH: I got that from Rosie. You 'member him, Claudia? Oct 21 14:52:31 * Claudia shrugs Oct 21 14:52:53 Not if I've only seen his ass Oct 21 14:53:40 HH: I'm going to get dressed. You can bail the tub yerself, Morgan Oct 21 14:54:05 * Morgan shrugs Oct 21 14:54:06 worth it Oct 21 14:54:48 HH: *he gives him the finger with a grin before leaving them, laughing to himself again** Oct 21 14:55:07 Makes up for not getting him on his birthday Oct 21 14:55:26 * Claudia stands up Oct 21 14:55:31 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:55:36 I'll give you a hand Oct 21 14:55:48 * Morgan nods, standing up and heading to the tub Oct 21 14:56:34 **It takes a little while to bail the water but soon the tub is wiped down and refilled** You wanna go next? Oct 21 14:58:15 sure? I don't mind waiting Oct 21 14:58:56 I'm going to need to lock the door for my turn, so makes more sense for you to get sorted first Oct 21 14:59:08 * Morgan nods Oct 21 14:59:10 alright Oct 21 15:00:14 **she waits in his room for him to get bathed and dressed, then the bail and refill once more. She lays out her clean clothes Oct 21 15:00:52 Any chance I could get _hot_ water for my hair? Oct 21 15:01:04 I'll even let you check it first... Oct 21 15:01:10 Thank you Oct 21 15:01:28 * Morgan concentrates on the bucket of water then the bath Oct 21 15:01:29 check that Oct 21 15:02:16 * Claudia does "Perfect. I have to admit I was wary at first, but it's pretty damn nice to have hot water so easy" Oct 21 15:02:49 * Morgan nods, putting the key on the desk Oct 21 15:02:57 makes things a bit easier, doesn't it Oct 21 15:03:33 Sorry about locking you out of your rooms. I wont be long, I just can't have anyone walking in on me with nothing on, you know? Oct 21 15:06:33 Don't give it another thought... I'll be in the galley, I want some coffee Oct 21 15:08:44 * Claudia nods. She locks the door behind him. Dinner is being prepared in the galley, its busy but not so busy he doesnt get given coffee. Claudia is done before dinner, the tub fully bailed and wiped down, the floor has been wiped down and everything is perfectly tidy when the three of them settle to eat. Oct 21 15:09:34 **Sorgi joins them after eight when his watch is over, taking a seat beside Claudia and accepting coffee whilst turning down alcohol. Oct 21 15:09:34 M'lord, Claudia said you would want to talk to me about going not to Whitstable but to Durham? Oct 21 15:09:42 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 21 15:10:25 * Morgan nods Oct 21 15:10:27 thats right Oct 21 15:10:30 **HH gets the map out and starts writing the plan down** Oct 21 15:11:40 Her Excellency spoke to me about you taking a turn at captaining while we were away. The charts look good, it should be a smooth sail. Do you want to take the helm tomorrow? Oct 21 15:12:13 **HH looks up from the map a moment to watch Morgan's reaction* Oct 21 15:40:02 Be honest Sorgi... is that a good idea given the other night? Oct 21 15:41:03 * Sorgi sips his coffee Oct 21 15:41:18 I trust you with the ship, m'lord Oct 21 15:41:45 the people on it? Oct 21 15:41:56 * Sorgi nods Oct 21 15:42:02 I trust you with them too Oct 21 15:42:22 * Morgan nods Oct 21 15:42:28 and you two? Oct 21 15:43:09 HH grins: Mebbie you shoulda asked me before making me tip a bucket of cold water over my head? Oct 21 15:43:31 * Sorgi and Claudia laugh Oct 21 15:43:52 I didn't _make_ you do that Oct 21 15:44:52 HH: Seriously though, you've talked 'bout being a Captain since we were ten Oct 21 15:45:35 * Morgan nods Oct 21 15:45:38 yes I know Oct 21 15:51:05 I didn't know you'd known each other that long, m'lord Oct 21 15:51:44 * Morgan nods Oct 21 15:52:02 been friends since we were children Oct 21 15:52:07 well, he still is Oct 21 15:52:21 *HH leans back in his chair, grinning* Oct 21 15:52:39 C: They're both as bad as each other at times Oct 21 15:53:42 I daresay the good captain has seen the effect being around you pair has had on me Oct 21 15:54:59 * Sorgi smiles Oct 21 15:55:25 You're more laidback than when I first met you, m'lord Oct 21 15:55:41 * Morgan nods Oct 21 15:55:50 I didn't even hit that noble yesterday... Oct 21 15:58:04 HH: what was tha' about anyway? Oct 21 15:58:41 Which bit? Oct 21 15:59:30 The noble Oct 21 16:00:49 he's bought the house Oct 21 16:02:22 C: why might you have hit him? Oct 21 16:02:52 He was telling me how Dau was an arrogant ass, but its what you expect since Eisen men are a bunch of savages anyway Oct 21 16:06:36 **All three of them look irritated by this** Oct 21 16:12:43 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 21 17:35:07 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 17:36:35 C: Good job I didn't hear it. Oct 21 17:36:53 * Morgan shrugs Oct 21 17:37:21 he thought he was talking to an Avalonian roofer at the time... I'm not sure what bit scared him more, reading my calling card or when I put my arm around him... he became very still Oct 21 17:37:39 * Sorgi and the others laugh Oct 21 17:38:14 HH: Pretty accurate, but not th' point. _We_ can say that about Eisens, but noone else can Oct 21 17:39:01 I educated him that we were trained to be savage, rather than being savages. Apologies were forthcoming Oct 21 17:40:34 Is Dau likely to be in Thirlow then, mlors Oct 21 17:40:44 M'lord?* Oct 21 17:41:34 **The plan is to sail to Durham, the closest port to Catterick, Morgan and Co go to Thirlow Friday and Saturday. Sorgi or Koen ride through Coleraine with a letter asking for a character reference for Richard Roberts to be done urgently and stent by the next day to the Rose in Durham. Oct 21 17:41:34 **Hopefully Morgan's letter to his uncle will mean Sorgi or Koen escorting Christopher and Morgan's mirror package to the Rose for Friday and Saturday nights. Morgan and co, hopefully with Kai, will arrive Saturday afternoon. Then Christopher will go home and the Rose will set sail for Tawstock. Oct 21 17:43:34 * Morgan sighs Oct 21 17:43:42 its our last chance to catch him here I think Oct 21 17:43:50 * Sorgi nods Oct 21 17:44:28 What are we going to Durham instead for? ((If he lays it out as is, just say)) Oct 21 17:44:59 ((yep)) Oct 21 17:48:34 * Sorgi nods "I can do that. I'll need you to write some things down in Avalonian for me incase I need it, m'lord" Oct 21 17:49:26 * Morgan nods Oct 21 17:49:29 what sort of things? Oct 21 17:50:12 How to ask for directions, introduce myself, get a horse and so forth Oct 21 17:50:58 I can do that for you Oct 21 17:54:19 Thank you, m'lord. We have a few minor repairs to make in the morning, but it won't take long Oct 21 17:54:29 repairs? Oct 21 17:56:45 The wind has frayed some rope, a couple of sail holes need stitching. No problem Oct 21 17:57:49 * Morgan nods Oct 21 17:57:50 right Oct 21 17:58:41 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 21 18:00:09 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 21 18:00:43 **The three of them say goodnight just before ten, and not long after he can make out Sorgi and Claudia in the study next door, but not the words. Ulysses comes to him, purring** Oct 21 18:00:49 * Sorgi is now known as Ulysses Oct 21 18:01:57 * Morgan fusses the cat Oct 21 18:02:02 hello my little friend Oct 21 18:03:47 * Ulysses climbs on his chest, rubbing his face on Morgan's beard Oct 21 18:04:23 Been a rubbish few days hasn't it Oct 21 18:04:44 * Ulysses miaows questioningly Oct 21 18:06:16 * Morgan rubs his chin against the cat Oct 21 18:08:54 * Ulysses does this for a little while before looking for Morgan's bag Oct 21 18:09:47 * Morgan fetches out the negligee and book Oct 21 18:13:16 **The negligee is starting to lose a little of the scent of her already Oct 21 18:14:21 * Morgan sighs, breathing it in deeply Oct 21 18:14:54 * Ulysses sniffs it too, looking at Morgan and miaowing Oct 21 18:16:11 I know, its not as strong anymore Oct 21 18:16:43 * Ulysses gets down, going to the wardrobe and scratching at the door Oct 21 18:17:07 * Morgan goes and opens it Oct 21 18:24:27 **The scent of her is stronger here amongst the dresses she hasn't taken with her. At the front is the one she was wearing the evening he first kissed her** Oct 21 18:25:06 Well done captain... I hadn't thought of that Oct 21 18:25:44 * Ulysses meows Oct 21 18:26:46 * Morgan buries his face in the dress, inhaling deeply before backing away and closing the door Oct 21 18:28:33 * Ulysses rubs against his legs, then goes to settle on the footstool as usual Oct 21 18:29:39 * Morgan nods, getting on with his nightmare prep before getting undressed and into bed, opening the book Oct 21 18:31:40 **The previous night's letter says: Wednesday 21st, evening. So, my love, this is my second night of writing, and I am noticeably calmer.  Sadly, my love, I am running out of time to write such long letters for your nights. I do wonder how you are, whether you are coping alone with your needs, or whether you never feel fully satiated. Oct 21 18:31:40 **I can quite imagine that no matter how I use my hands, nor where I find my pleasure, I will be left aching and yearning for you. Oct 21 18:31:40 I imagine I will need you, need the way you push into me so deeply, the way my body welcomes you and fits you. I will need those deep, deep strokes, your rhythm. No matter how I pleasure myself, it never satisfies me like being intimate with you. My fingers are a poor substitute for the feel of you. Oct 21 18:32:00 Tonight I shall simply yearn to take you inside me as I push my fingers into my core, trying to move them in all the wonderful ways you move. I shall think of how good it first felt, and how good it will feel once you are home and here to take me again. I will yearn for that so badly, to feel how you enjoy me, how my body pleases you. Oct 21 18:32:00 I will yearn for how you slow and grind into me, and how you swell and the way you breathe as you release as deep into me as you can, just holding you in my arms and in my body. I hope that wherever you are tonight you can also imagine how good it will feel to join with me again. I pray that the time will be soon! Xx Oct 21 18:33:15 * Morgan sighs, closing the book Oct 21 18:33:30 * Ulysses opens one eye Oct 21 18:34:01 come on then Oct 21 18:34:32 * Ulysses joins him, going under the sheets, and falls asleep quickly Oct 21 18:36:58 * Morgan tries to follow his example Oct 21 18:37:01 **It takes him a while, but eventually he drifts off** Oct 21 18:37:05 **Morgan finds himself in the main entrance hall of Die Dauerhaftigkeit. Not only is it yellow tone, but it has been redecorated, lighter, more cheerful colours. There's newly arrived correspondence on a small table. In Morgan's arms there is a tiny baby, a week old at most, fast asleep. He has Morgan's hair colour and chin, wrapped in a beautifully embroidered blue blanket with the name "Hans" within the pattern. Oct 21 18:41:14 * Morgan tries to get a look at the correspondence Oct 21 18:41:23 **They are all addressed "Graf Morgan Koertig, Sudlachenburg" Oct 21 18:41:48 * Morgan sighs, trying to flick one open to read it Oct 21 18:43:36 **From outside, he hears talking. It sounds like Edward. It starts "Dear Morgan, I hope by the time this reaches you you will be a Father once more! My deepest congratulations and felicitations to you and your wife-" It is in his uncle's handwriting Oct 21 18:44:39 * Morgan nods, moving towards the sound of Edwards voice Oct 21 18:44:47 **Edward opens the door for Molly. She looks very fashionable, hair high and made up, her  royal blue day dress as fancy as many noble women's evening dresses. Edward looks very dapper too. He is very solicitous to her, and she thanks him with a warm smile. Oct 21 18:45:10 **Edward is the first to see Morgan. There's a hint of tension but no hostility. He looks at the baby in Morgan's arms** The new Veisgraf Sudlachenburg? Or a new Lady Koertig? Oct 21 18:45:37 the former... Oct 21 18:45:54 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 21 18:46:00 * Molly curtsies a little to Morgan, smiling politely "Good afternoon, my Lord. Congratulations upon the birth of your son" Oct 21 18:46:44 * Morgan inclines his head Oct 21 18:46:50 "Eddie and I did wonder if we would arrive to a baby or to the anticipation of an arrival. I hope the Grafin is well and resting?" Oct 21 18:48:25 * Morgan nods Oct 21 18:48:30 Aye Oct 21 18:48:39 * Molly comes nearer, looking at the baby. She smiles, looking up "Oh, Morgan, he is just divine!" Oct 21 18:48:51 * Morgan nods Oct 21 18:48:58 he is Oct 21 18:49:03 **Edward comes to look too** He looks just like you, brother. Oct 21 18:49:55 he's not that unlucky Oct 21 18:51:26 * Molly looks to Edward, smiling "You're an uncle again". Edward nods, smiling back at her. He wraps an arm around her waist** Indeed, Taubchen **his nickname means little dove** Oct 21 18:52:30 * Molly looks to Morgan "How has Jana taken to baby…? *she waits for the name** Oct 21 18:53:05 Hans... she's taken to it more or less as expected Oct 21 18:53:15 *She smiles warmly** Like your uncle! Your Father would have liked that Oct 21 18:56:27 * Morgan nods Oct 21 18:57:08 I have some things for her in the carriage, new dresses from Freiburg, and a new doll. Shall I have someone fetch them? Oct 21 18:58:48 E: I'll go *he kisses her cheek, making her smile. Edward wanders off outside, hands in his pockets Oct 21 18:59:02 * Molly looks to Morgan, biting her lip excitedly "May I please hold him?" Oct 21 18:59:23 * Morgan nods, handing the child over Oct 21 18:59:27 * Molly takes him so gently. She looks at the baby with a wistful sigh, and reverts to Avalonian without thinking "Look at you, little man, aren't you just gorgeous, hmm?!" Oct 21 19:00:09 * Molly rocks him gently side to side, and looks up at Morgan with a smile, going back to Eisen "I don't know how any woman can hold a baby without feeling broody!" Oct 21 19:00:29 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:00:43 **The baby fidgets a little, bringing his hand to his mouth. Molly sighs audibly, looking absolutely smitten** Oh, Morgan, you are so _lucky!_ Oct 21 19:02:19 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:03:46 **Edward comes back in with their bags. He watches Molly with the baby, smiling. Reinhardt appears from an inner door and comes over, bowing to the visitors** Shall I take your bags, my Lord? **Edward nods** Oct 21 19:03:46 Not the parcel, please, Reinhardt. I will take that up to the nursery myself, if that is alright with the Graf? *she looks to Morgan* Oct 21 19:04:24 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:04:26 of course Oct 21 19:05:05 Thank you, I am so excited to see her again **Baby Hans starts to fuss, and Molly says soothingly** Oh, sweet boy, you want your Mother, I imagine! Morgan, would you like me to take him back to her? Oct 21 19:07:32 since you're heading that way, please Oct 21 19:08:21 * Molly sings Kosk Yn Ta softly to him as she carefully carries him up, a song Morgan hasn't heard her sing in almost two weeks. Oct 21 19:08:21 **Edward puts his hands in his pockets, watching her bottom as she goes** Things are still tense outside Sudlachenburg, but there's no major plots being hatched, and you having a son will settle some of it further. Oct 21 19:10:25 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:10:31 anyone in particular to worry about? Oct 21 19:10:56 Dreschler, Maubourg Oct 21 19:11:37 Moll has helped though. She's such a little socialite. I tell her who at a party is a risk to us, and she wraps them around her little finger. **he smiles fondly** Oct 21 19:13:07 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:17:25 When the women are busy talking, I need to talk to you about the future Oct 21 19:17:31 * Molly is now known as Edward Oct 21 19:18:24 alright... Oct 21 19:19:12 If things do settle down, I am going to propose. Oct 21 19:20:25 I see Oct 21 19:21:54 **Suddenly, Edward stops moving, breathing or blinking. The air that was circulating from the open window stills, and he can no longer hear birdsong or the clock in the hall ticking. Everything here seems paused. Oct 21 19:22:38 * Edward is now known as Molly Oct 21 19:24:43 * Molly walks down the hall to the top of the stairs, looking around with a frown Oct 21 19:25:48 * Morgan watches her Oct 21 19:28:10 * Molly stands at the top of the stairs. Edward disappears. Oct 21 19:31:18 * Morgan makes a slight 'huh' Oct 21 19:33:03 * Molly watches him, frowning slightly Oct 21 19:33:09 Liebes herz? Oct 21 19:33:56 blossom... Oct 21 19:34:01 Are you really here? Oct 21 19:34:16 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:34:28 * Molly smiles warmly, coming quickly down the stairs and takes his hands Oct 21 19:34:43 Are you alright?! Are the others alright?! Oct 21 19:34:56 * Morgan nods, pulling her to him Oct 21 19:35:14 we're fine. Had a few issues, and the weather was atrocious, but we're ok Oct 21 19:35:25 * Molly wraps her arms around his waist tightly Oct 21 19:36:29 I asked Kit if he knew anything about fate witches knowing they would die, he said they do, because their death puts a strain on the threads of those around them, particularly causing conflict and bad luck Oct 21 19:36:48 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:36:54 explains a few things Oct 21 19:37:06 I've been worrying for days! Oct 21 19:37:22 * Molly leans back enough to look up at his face Oct 21 19:38:46 God I miss you, liebes herz! Oct 21 19:39:23 I miss you... its been very difficult Oct 21 19:42:27 You have not found him yet? Oct 21 19:43:17 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 21 19:43:23 we missed him by two days Oct 21 19:44:35 * Molly nods Oct 21 19:44:45 That is what is difficult? Oct 21 19:45:55 I've been having nightmares Oct 21 19:46:16 and the day the fate witch died we were all at odds Oct 21 19:46:49 Oh my love, I am sorry Oct 21 19:46:58 * Molly strokes his cheek Oct 21 19:47:07 The Schattenmann again? Oct 21 19:48:36 No... no... I told you of the one where Dau attacked you instead of Elsie, and it broke your mind? Oct 21 19:48:49 * Molly nods Oct 21 19:50:10 a further one from that. I'd butchered him... and another, Edward had come to me, back before it all, and told me he'd hired an assassin... but we were being banished instead... I left Dietlinde and Jana in Johstadt with HeinzHarold while I sailed to see my uncle in Catterick... when I woke up I still believed that to be the case Oct 21 19:50:26 * Molly frowns Oct 21 19:50:55 The first, I think, is because you are worried about it. The second sounds just dreadful Oct 21 19:51:30 I think the first is maybe an alternate path... the second... blossom, the looks on their faces, trying to decide how to tell me... Oct 21 19:51:53 * Molly holds him tight Oct 21 19:52:08 I should be there. I shouldn't be here. You need me. Oct 21 19:52:36 Elsie needs you, and you've got to keep Varick and Inga safe in case he turns up there Oct 21 19:52:47 * Molly nods Oct 21 19:53:03 Yes. But still. I should be at your side. Oct 21 19:53:22 We've only got one more place to try Oct 21 19:53:34 * Molly nods Oct 21 19:53:38 Thirlow? Oct 21 19:56:58 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:57:03 Yensid came to Tawstock. My Father passed on our message. Oct 21 19:57:12 * Molly watches him Oct 21 19:57:13 * Morgan nods Oct 21 19:57:14 good Oct 21 19:57:40 He said if you are starting at the bottom working up, he will start at the top working down Oct 21 19:59:42 when was that Oct 21 19:59:52 He left on Sunday to Carleon on the Ketch, he should have arrived in Thirlow today... yesterday? Whichever Thursday is. Oct 21 20:00:09 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:00:38 If Kai is there, Yensid will know about it Oct 21 20:01:46 so we need to make contact before we go rushing in Oct 21 20:03:49 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:04:18 I asked him how he would find you, and he said he'd use his usual channels? Oct 21 20:07:19 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:07:21 I see Oct 21 20:07:32 I made it clear Kai is not to be harmed Oct 21 20:07:41 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:08:40 I apologise, that is not what we were discussing, but I thought important that you know he will be there already Oct 21 20:08:50 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:08:57 its fine... it puts me a little at ease Oct 21 20:09:03 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:10:30 Everyone here is fine, Varick is working on a painting for Lady Torrington's competition, I am giving the others Avalonian or Eisen lessons each day, I am training with Kit, I haven't heard from John, no signs of Elsie's baby still Oct 21 20:11:14 * Molly watches him, chewing her lip a moment Oct 21 20:11:46 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:11:55 There's one other thing I need to tell you... Oct 21 20:12:00 go on... Oct 21 20:12:34 I... I have made a discovery I am not sure you will be happy about Oct 21 20:13:15 * Morgan sighs Oct 21 20:13:17 what? Oct 21 20:13:57 Elsie has been sneaking out after Inga and I have retired, and spending the night next door with James Oct 21 20:14:15 I see Oct 21 20:14:38 They arent... she cant... *she blushes* Oct 21 20:15:39 as long as she isn't being hurt and he isn't getting his hopes up Oct 21 20:15:49 They are sharing a bed, but not laying together, because that is impossible. So there is no risk to the baby... Oct 21 20:17:21 * Molly shakes her head "No, noone is getting their hopes up. But they have something special there. It is like those last few warm days of summer, so brief yet so savoured. Oct 21 20:17:58 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:18:14 I worry for him going forwards... Oct 21 20:18:21 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:18:36 As do I, very greatly Oct 21 20:19:54 But what do I do, liebling? How do I tell them they cannot be truly happy now, even given their sad histories, in the hopes that he will grieve less for it? Oct 21 20:20:51 You can't... just... make sure he understands what the probable outcome will be Oct 21 20:21:49 He does. They talk about it, about her funeral, and what of her few possessions she wants him to take to remember her. They never talk about a future beyond the next few days Oct 21 20:22:14 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:22:26 * Molly looks burdened Oct 21 20:23:07 Do not worry, my love. They are not unaware, and will not be taken by surprise. They have time to say what they need to. Oct 21 20:23:36 Are you alright blossom? Oct 21 20:25:04 It's difficult. She and I have talked about what we will do when her labour begins, what her priorities are and how to handle things. Its... *she sighs* I don't think I can do it. I dont think I am powerful enough. Oct 21 20:25:30 * Molly drops her gaze, looking to his chest Oct 21 20:26:45 You need to not think like that... look at what you've given her... Oct 21 20:27:33 A lack of pain and a return of function. I know, liebling, and that _is_ good... Oct 21 20:28:01 you've given her a life she can enjoy... Oct 21 20:29:06 But a birth is complex, it's a very involved process. I have spent hours with Beth, the local midwives, the doctors. I don't know I can do everything that needs doing and... *she looks up at him with a raw vulnerability* ...and I am scared I will fail them. Oct 21 20:30:53 * Morgan plants a kiss on her forehead, pulling her against him Oct 21 20:31:00 what does Elsie say about it? Oct 21 20:31:59 Not to worry, to save the baby at all costs. All she asks is for a few moments to say goodbye to James, Inga and I Oct 21 20:32:22 * Molly rests her forehead to the centre of his chest Oct 21 20:32:56 * Morgan nods Oct 21 20:33:22 * Molly takes a deep breath in Oct 21 20:34:14 I will do my best. It is all I can do, and even that is more than most could. At the very least, I can save them both any pain or fear, and make it gentle. Oct 21 20:36:22 * Morgan frowns Oct 21 20:37:21 * Molly can't see it Oct 21 20:39:38 I am... troubled Oct 21 20:42:46 * Molly looks up at him Oct 21 20:43:16 Oh, I am so sorry, my love, I did not intend to dump all of this onto you when you have so much on your mind. Oct 21 20:44:22 I think perhaps you have not made the connection Oct 21 20:50:10 * Molly frowns slightly Oct 21 20:50:29 I... I don't know. Perhaps I have... Oct 21 20:51:53 I met a fate witch powerful enough to see my pattern... Oct 21 20:52:53 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:52:56 Yes? Oct 21 20:53:41 I know whats going to happen... Oct 21 20:53:52 * Molly frowns Oct 21 20:54:08 Then no, I have not made the connection you have Oct 21 20:55:24 I know what happens with Elsie... Oct 21 20:56:00 * Molly frowns Oct 21 20:56:34 What happens? Oct 21 20:56:44 you are sure you wish to know? Oct 21 20:56:49 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:56:55 I wish to be prepared Oct 21 20:57:18 We lose Elsie Oct 21 20:57:26 * Molly sighs Oct 21 20:58:01 It is not a surprise, but unpleasant nonetheless. Maybe if I had more experience, or more power... Oct 21 20:59:11 I doubt it Oct 21 20:59:18 * Molly nods Oct 21 20:59:22 And the child? Oct 21 21:03:47 a boy... though.... Oct 21 21:03:50 * Morgan tilts his head Oct 21 21:04:06 The mother is going to have a difficult birth.... Oct 21 21:04:16 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:04:39 She is Oct 21 21:05:09 she never said she'd die... HeinzHarold did... she said she couldn't see, it was... too hazy Oct 21 21:05:21 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:05:52 Because I am sliepata liousa, and who know how I will wander from destiny's path this time... Oct 21 21:06:33 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:06:36 indeed Oct 21 21:06:51 so I could easily be wrong Oct 21 21:07:21 Then I will learn more, try harder, until they both survive. That is all there is to it. *her chin tilts up* Oct 21 21:07:41 Remember what we've said... I can't lose you Oct 21 21:08:06 At the cost of Elsie, and her son? Oct 21 21:08:14 * Molly watches him Oct 21 21:08:52 the son will survive... I cannot lose you. Oct 21 21:08:57 At the cost of James losing the woman he is rapidly falling in love with? Oct 21 21:09:08 * Molly looks solemn Oct 21 21:09:15 I must lose another woman I love? Oct 21 21:09:40 * Molly shakes her head Oct 21 21:09:45 I do not want that Oct 21 21:11:52 * Morgan watches her Oct 21 21:12:15 * Molly watches him Oct 21 21:13:21 I am a healer... it's in my blood, it's been there since my birth. Not doing everything I can is going to be difficult. Oct 21 21:14:30 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:14:32 I know Oct 21 21:14:41 Hopefully we'll be back in time so you can draw on me Oct 21 21:14:59 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:15:23 I hope so... but do you recall what happened with Otto, where I nearly took too much? Oct 21 21:16:27 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:16:28 I do Oct 21 21:17:45 I do not want to do that to you again... you were... *she frowns* you were slipping away from me. Oct 21 21:20:00 Its a fine line to walk Oct 21 21:21:00 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:21:31 I will be bear in mind the consequences of my actions, if the time comes before you return Oct 21 21:21:37 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:21:43 alright blossom Oct 21 21:21:57 * Molly takes a deep breath Oct 21 21:22:19 You were telling me about how you awoke thinking the dream was reality Oct 21 21:23:47 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:25:12 Sorgi said we we'd be in Denholme soon, and I was confused... he did admirably at getting me in the cabin while he fetched HeinzHarold and Claudia. HeinzHarold gave me a drink and got me to go back to sleep.... understanding came while I was asleep and when I woke I was back to normal... Oct 21 21:25:25 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:26:10 That is good. I was hoping that if it happened again Sorgi could respond with calmness and kindness Oct 21 21:26:34 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:26:50 when I woke I could hear Claudia outside my room crying Oct 21 21:27:01 * Molly looks confused Oct 21 21:27:08 _Claudia_?! Oct 21 21:27:25 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:27:48 they thought they'd have to tell me... break me all over again Oct 21 21:28:07 * Molly nods sadly Oct 21 21:28:21 That would be awful Oct 21 21:28:38 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:28:39 aye Oct 21 21:29:04 How are they now? Oct 21 21:29:33 HeinzHarold is missing Inga terribly Oct 21 21:31:07 Oh, I meant in regards to that. She misses him a great deal too, especially in the evenings. We have used pillows and cushions inside one of his shirts to make it feel like he is there during the night *she smiles* Oct 21 21:31:51 They're ok... HeinzHarold said it was like having the old me around again Oct 21 21:32:02 That must have been odd for them Oct 21 21:32:32 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:32:35 I think so Oct 21 21:33:24 Is there a message I need to pass on to her? Oct 21 21:35:30 just that he loves her... I drew a picture of her for his birthday... he's got it on the wall next to his bed so it looks like she's laid beside him Oct 21 21:35:58 Awww that is so romantic Oct 21 21:36:12 * Molly tilts her head slightly, then smiles Oct 21 21:36:21 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:37:14 She asked me to send her love and to say he may sing to her every night for a week when he returns, and that she has a belated birthday gift for him Oct 21 21:39:03 what you've been teaching her? Oct 21 21:42:50 I told you, my love. I told her how to use her mouth as the girls on the Coral told me Oct 21 21:44:08 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:44:31 * Molly watches him Oct 21 21:44:39 You disapprove...? Oct 21 21:45:04 Be a bit hypocritical if I did Oct 21 21:45:28 Would it? You were worried I was telling her private things about how we are intimate Oct 21 21:45:56 thats different Oct 21 21:46:05 Why, my love? Oct 21 21:51:03 * Molly watches him Oct 21 21:52:17 because... thats about you and I Oct 21 21:52:27 * Molly nods Oct 21 21:53:27 I do not tell her anything about that. Not the stables, or Paan, or anything, aside from advising her the morning of her wedding about what to expect in the repose. Oct 21 21:53:46 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:53:59 I have no right to ask that Oct 21 21:54:31 It was nothing more than advice... it was not too detailed Oct 21 21:54:47 No, I have no right to ask that you don't tell her Oct 21 21:55:08 * Molly smiles gently Oct 21 21:55:38 I understand that it is a hard topic for you, my love, given that long time where you had no such desires Oct 21 21:57:23 I grew weary of being teased and goaded... saint Morgan of Puritytown... Oct 21 21:57:49 * Molly bites her lip, trying not to smile, shaking her head Oct 21 21:57:57 That is an unkind nickname. Oct 21 21:58:06 * Morgan nods Oct 21 21:58:11 I told them Oct 21 21:58:43 Did they listen? I know Heinzharold has a fondness for nicknames Oct 21 21:59:15 I mean... I told them about the stables... Paan... Oct 21 21:59:51 * Molly blushes, a hand covering her cheek and mouth Oct 21 21:59:53 Oh! Oct 21 22:00:03 * Morgan hangs his head Oct 21 22:00:21 * Molly tilts his chin up gently Oct 21 22:00:30 It's alright, my love Oct 21 22:01:22 * Morgan shrugs slightly Oct 21 22:01:59 * Molly looks at him directly Oct 21 22:02:21 I am not ashamed of my desire for you, of the passion we share. Oct 21 22:02:37 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 21 22:03:35 Besides, Claudia is intimate with complete strangers in brothels, and Heinzharold... *she smiles* ... he is no saint! Oct 21 22:04:07 I know but... I'm getting funny about you helping Inga yet I've told them _that_ Oct 21 22:04:28 That, my darling, is simple Oct 21 22:04:39 * Molly smiles warmly Oct 21 22:05:56 Because when you tell them, you control what you say, how much you reveal. You cannot control _me_, my words or actions Oct 21 22:06:13 I suppose so Oct 21 22:07:25 Also, I would imagine that perhaps such... activities are met with amusement from them, who are more experienced, but Inga you would assume to be more innocent Oct 21 22:08:02 Mostly they didn't believe me to begin with Oct 21 22:08:08 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:08:22 It is rather scandalous, my love Oct 21 22:08:30 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:09:20 She does know that some letters in the book are a little suggestive... *she smiles, biting her lip* Oct 21 22:10:17 a little?! Oct 21 22:10:39 * Molly shrugs playfully Oct 21 22:11:03 I should probably tell you... we got ambushed by bandits on the way back from Greenwich... Oct 21 22:11:26 I am quite sure a Duchess could not write anything more than _a little_ suggestive, mon petit chou... how many died? Oct 21 22:12:19 None... they got away with some dirty laundry and some rocks... a part of the laundry was of a cream colour... Oct 21 22:12:59 * Molly smiles brightly feigning innocence Oct 21 22:13:20 One of your cream shirts? A shame, but easily replaced Oct 21 22:13:40 No... Oct 21 22:13:53 * Molly looks thoughtful Oct 21 22:14:22 Heinzharold's swimming breeches, perhaps? *she watches him with mischief* Oct 21 22:15:01 you know very well what I mean Oct 21 22:15:20 * Molly bats her eyelashes "I am entirely at a loss, mon petit... I would rather you tell me" Oct 21 22:15:32 Chou* Oct 21 22:16:34 No, I rather think you know Oct 21 22:16:56 * Molly shrugs teasingly, watching his mouth Oct 21 22:17:11 Perhaps I just desire to hear it from your lips... Oct 21 22:19:09 that I had spilled myself onto one of those flannels? Oct 21 22:27:53 * Molly gasps, her eyes closing tight, brows coming together, and she bites the centre of her lip hard. He can felt her stomach muscles twitch with desire Oct 21 22:28:02 Mmmhmm... yes Oct 21 22:29:07 well, yes, that cream item Oct 21 22:29:43 * Molly watches him, nodding, sucking her lip Oct 21 22:29:59 I am nost envious of them, mein sehnsucht Oct 21 22:30:20 I daresay they were less than impressed when they opened the bags Oct 21 22:30:48 * Molly giggles Oct 21 22:30:54 I am sure they were! Oct 21 22:32:19 They have been useful? Oct 21 22:33:10 just the once... I've restrained myself otherwise Oct 21 22:34:20 ((Twice. He still has one in his bag from the dream where she was teaching him dream control and stroking him)) Oct 21 22:34:57 Why liebling? Oct 21 22:35:41 I don't know... I don't really want to without you Oct 21 22:36:05 * Molly frowns slightly Oct 21 22:36:25 It does not trouble you how frequently I have done so without _you_? Oct 21 22:36:32 No my love Oct 21 22:37:14 * Molly nods Oct 21 22:37:29 That is good, because I have kept up with the book Oct 21 22:39:19 I think I'm a day behind Oct 21 22:39:49 Have we started on the day that I was in the wet shift? Oct 21 22:40:45 I haven't, no... Oct 21 22:40:53 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:41:01 Then yes, you are a day behind Oct 21 22:41:12 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:41:20 I spent a night wandering Londinium.... Oct 21 22:41:33 * Molly frowns slightly Oct 21 22:41:36 Oh? Oct 21 22:41:50 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:42:10 the night after the fate witch passed on... we were all at odds, I needed time to myself Oct 21 22:43:19 Perhaps we have an explanation for that now Oct 21 22:43:27 indeed Oct 21 22:43:34 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:44:07 And doing _that_ in the streets of Londinium would be very, very scandalous! Oct 21 22:44:40 Good job I didn't Oct 21 22:44:59 I would recommend restraining yourself to our bed upon the Rose and various taverns along the way! Oct 21 22:45:35 I think perhaps we're talking about two different things Oct 21 22:45:47 * Molly giggles Oct 21 22:46:00 What are _you_ talking about? Oct 21 22:46:33 Just that we fought and I didn't want to be around people Oct 21 22:46:49 What were you fighting about? Oct 21 22:47:30 just about everything Oct 21 22:47:51 That sounds like the influence of her passing Oct 21 22:47:58 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:48:09 quite. Sorgi was... displeased that I wouldn't go back to the ship Oct 21 22:48:44 He was worried for you, no doubt Oct 21 22:49:04 Upset that he couldn't keep his promise to you, I'm told Oct 21 22:49:17 * Molly nods Oct 21 22:49:30 I asked him to keep you safe Oct 21 22:49:48 I know Oct 21 22:50:16 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:50:38 So I overestimated how many cloths to buy you? Oct 21 22:50:58 Somewhat... there's still a few days left Oct 21 22:51:20 * Molly 's brows come together again Oct 21 22:51:41 Yes there is... and there is still plenty of entries to read... Oct 21 22:52:51 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:52:52 indeed Oct 21 22:53:12 Slightly suggestive entries Oct 21 22:53:23 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:53:52 slightly... Oct 21 22:54:24 Would I do such a thing as to write anything more than slightly suggestive, hmm? Oct 21 22:54:42 absolutely you would Oct 21 22:55:12 What reason could I possibly have? *she looks up at him* Oct 21 22:56:07 You know why Oct 21 22:56:18 * Molly smiles Oct 21 22:56:32 Perhaps I would like you to tell me that also Oct 21 22:57:00 That you wish to arouse me? Oct 21 22:57:20 Yes, I do... does it work? Oct 21 22:58:13 * Morgan nods Oct 21 22:58:15 yes it does Oct 21 22:58:55 I suppose another reason could be to ensure you cannot take your mind from me... Oct 21 22:59:45 * Morgan frowns Oct 21 22:59:48 how do you mean? Oct 21 23:01:07 That as you are enduring long, boring rides, your mind is here *she rubs her breasts to his chest* or here *she pushes her thigh against his crotch gently* Oct 21 23:01:33 it makes the miles seem shorter Oct 21 23:02:23 Thinking of me and how I have been thinking of you alone in bed? Oct 21 23:02:34 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:02:43 * Molly smiles Oct 21 23:02:56 Good. Has much surprised you? Oct 21 23:04:40 the brazenness of it... Oct 21 23:05:48 That I write it, or that I think in such a way? Oct 21 23:05:54 both Oct 21 23:06:08 Does that displease you? Oct 21 23:07:33 No, my love, not at all Oct 21 23:08:19 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:08:33 I wondered if perhaps it would be too much for you Oct 21 23:10:57 Surprisingly, no Oct 21 23:13:51 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:14:12 I thought if it was, you would just stop reading... Oct 21 23:14:34 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:14:37 indeed Oct 21 23:15:13 It surprises you the intensity of my desire _for you_ Oct 21 23:15:16 ? Oct 21 23:15:24 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:15:29 still... Oct 21 23:16:00 * Molly smiles Oct 21 23:16:28 You will perhaps one day become accustomed to it Oct 21 23:16:53 We can but wait and see Oct 21 23:17:02 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:17:41 I think, my love, we could rather do with a holiday to the Golden Lantern again soon... Oct 21 23:18:28 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:18:31 I agree Oct 21 23:19:15 It will be difficult to find ourselves privacy when you return, and I long for that so badly Oct 21 23:19:57 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:20:14 as do I Oct 21 23:21:15 * Molly smiles playfully Oct 21 23:21:45 I could show you a specific place in the back garden that I mentioned in one of the letters... Oct 21 23:22:00 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:22:04 I'd like that Oct 21 23:22:21 Luckily, it was not raining that evening... Oct 21 23:23:49 * Morgan chuckles Oct 21 23:24:53 * Molly kisses his lips briefly Oct 21 23:25:14 It wasn't the warmest of places I have ever done such... Oct 21 23:26:03 I would imagine not Oct 21 23:28:02 Yes, do feel free to imagine it, mein sehnsucht Oct 21 23:28:08 * Molly smiles Oct 21 23:28:53 I shall... at length Oct 21 23:29:17 * Molly giggles Oct 21 23:29:30 _With_ length too, one would hope Oct 21 23:30:22 * Morgan sniggers Oct 21 23:31:15 * Molly gently presses her thigh to him once more Oct 21 23:32:08 Next time you are away so long, perhaps I ought to only write decent, respectable morning letters... Oct 21 23:32:31 or... not... Oct 21 23:33:04 No? That would sadden you, my love? You would not wish me to be more prudish? Oct 21 23:33:56 * Morgan scowls Oct 21 23:33:57 no Oct 21 23:36:00 * Molly frowns, removing the pressure of her thigh Oct 21 23:36:16 I am sorry, I have somehow upset you? Oct 21 23:36:22 just... a bad dream Oct 21 23:36:34 Of me being prudish? Oct 21 23:37:18 something like, aye Oct 21 23:38:38 * Molly shakes her head Oct 21 23:38:59 I'm not sure I have ever been prudish... innocent yes, but not prudish Oct 21 23:40:01 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:40:27 What happened, my love? Oct 21 23:41:04 I don't really want to take time talking about it when our time is so restricted Oct 21 23:42:29 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:42:43 What would you rather do? Oct 21 23:43:36 * Morgan shrugs Oct 21 23:43:45 take tea together... hold you close... Oct 21 23:43:56 * Molly smiles Oct 21 23:44:46 That is far better behaved than I would be with you if I was only imagining you in a dream version of Die Dauerhaftigkeit Oct 21 23:45:30 * Molly closes her eyes a moment, creating a table with a tea tray on it Oct 21 23:46:13 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:46:20 I know, but... I just wish to be with you Oct 21 23:46:29 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:46:44 You would like a couch and not a bed then? Oct 21 23:48:03 Alright... but once you have woken, me and imagination version of you are going to do something very scandalous indeed *she giggles* Oct 21 23:48:25 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:48:27 alright Oct 21 23:49:06 * Molly creates a blue couch in the middle of the entrance hall, getting seated and giving him tea Oct 21 23:49:15 I shouldn't imagine we have long Oct 21 23:49:29 I wouldn't have thought so, no Oct 21 23:49:50 * Molly sips her tea, looking around Oct 21 23:50:05 I like your new decor, Graf Sudlachenburg... Oct 21 23:50:36 This... is your doing Oct 21 23:50:42 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:50:58 Do you like it? Oct 21 23:51:33 its nice, light... Oct 21 23:51:53 Yes. It's very nice. Obviously the decor, not my being Edward's companion! Oct 21 23:52:04 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:52:06 aye Oct 21 23:52:20 I'm sorry you had to endure that Oct 21 23:52:30 * Morgan shrugs Oct 21 23:52:47 Its just a dream... I do wonder where it was headed though Oct 21 23:52:59 Why, my love? Oct 21 23:54:50 Mostly curiosity Oct 21 23:55:29 I was knocking on the master bedroom suite door when I realised I was dreaming Oct 21 23:55:48 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:55:59 * Molly sips her tea Oct 21 23:56:14 You are thinking an alternate path? Oct 21 23:56:59 No, I'm not Oct 21 23:58:04 * Molly nods Oct 21 23:58:11 Alright Oct 21 23:58:34 * Molly sips the tea again Oct 21 23:58:54 The baby was very sweet Oct 21 23:59:47 * Morgan nods Oct 21 23:59:53 babies generally are Oct 22 00:00:31 * Molly smiles, glancing at him Oct 22 00:01:15 Yes... until they, allegedly, wee on you. Oct 22 00:02:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:02:42 that is unfortunate, yes Oct 22 00:03:14 Which reminds me... Oct 22 00:03:25 * Molly sips her tea Oct 22 00:03:39 * Morgan looks at her, waiting Oct 22 00:03:56 I am not with child. My course came as expected Oct 22 00:04:19 * Molly watches him Oct 22 00:05:59 I imagined so... I doubt you'd have been so calm were it otherwise Oct 22 00:06:23 Actually I would not have mentioned it had it been otherwise Oct 22 00:09:06 * Morgan frowns Oct 22 00:09:08 why? Oct 22 00:09:34 I would have wanted to tell you in person, so I could break the news gently Oct 22 00:10:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:10:41 makes sense Oct 22 00:10:47 * Molly nods Oct 22 00:11:23 Besides, I imagine you worry for me enough as it is, you would not wish to be worrying for our unborn child also Oct 22 00:12:38 * Molly finishes her tea, setting the cup down Oct 22 00:13:21 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:13:26 that is a fair assumption Oct 22 00:14:48 You needn't. I am safe and more than able to defend myself Oct 22 00:18:48 * Molly stands up, moving to sit across his lap and resting her head on his shoulder Oct 22 00:19:07 I know... HeinzHarold is worrying for everyones safety Oct 22 00:23:03 Tell him that he has no need. I have spent time thinking and planning what to do if there is a problem, everyone is safe. Oct 22 00:23:47 * Molly smiles a little Oct 22 00:24:21 I asked Yensid if he knew any good ways to restrain a knocked out assailant Oct 22 00:25:00 oh, I dread to think what he said Oct 22 00:25:22 He is very knowledgeable about how to make manacles or shackles from rope Oct 22 00:25:33 * Molly manages to keep a straight face Oct 22 00:25:56 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 22 00:26:22 So I have bought some, incase it is needed Oct 22 00:28:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:28:36 I would show you what he showed me, but I do not have any rope here, so you will just have to imagine that a little while whilst you are away *she shrugs playfully* Oct 22 00:29:22 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:29:24 I shall Oct 22 00:29:50 * Molly smiles. She is about to speak when there is a single chime Oct 22 00:29:54 Oh. Oct 22 00:30:49 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:30:55 another day closer to being together again Oct 22 00:31:02 * Molly nods Oct 22 00:31:43 It is friday, so 8 days? ((Except they've lost one due to the storm)) Oct 22 00:33:11 nine... thanks to a storm we've taken an extra day to get back to the Rose Oct 22 00:33:27 Where are you now? Oct 22 00:34:54 Denholme, heading to Durham today Oct 22 00:35:41 Oh! Where my mother is from *she smiles* Oct 22 00:36:08 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:36:10 aye Oct 22 00:36:40 Will you go to Catterick? Oct 22 00:37:07 * Molly closes her eyes, snuggling up against his neck and inhaling deeply Oct 22 00:37:58 We're sending Sorgi to get my uncle to come to the ship Oct 22 00:38:43 * Molly nods Oct 22 00:39:02 Mmhmm... please tell him I am most sore to be missing meeting him Oct 22 00:39:28 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:39:31 next time my love Oct 22 00:39:54 * Molly nods, breathing him in Oct 22 00:40:12 Oh I miss the smell of you and feel of you Oct 22 00:40:39 Your negligee no longer smells like you so much... the cat lead me to the wardrobe, which definitely does Oct 22 00:40:52 * Molly smiles Oct 22 00:41:13 It means so much to you to be able to smell me? Oct 22 00:41:45 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:42:30 I am careful to keep your shirt beneath my pillow when I am not in bed so it smells of you longer Oct 22 00:43:22 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:44:17 Besides, it is a practical place to have it when the time of night comes for me to check the list of the book letters and know what to think of for you. I always have your shirt where I can be breathing you in as I do it Oct 22 00:44:44 * Morgan nods, blushing Oct 22 00:45:04 * Molly kisses his reddened cheek Oct 22 00:45:11 You like that? Oct 22 00:45:50 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:45:53 very much Oct 22 00:45:59 * Molly nods Oct 22 00:46:35 Then, if it pleases you, I shall do that when I wake, like the other morning where you were in my dream? Oct 22 00:47:04 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:47:08 I'd like that very much Oct 22 00:47:56 Then I shall, thinking of you spending yourself into the cream flannels... **she blushes, smiling* Oct 22 00:48:35 * Morgan nods, blushing Oct 22 00:49:07 * Molly sighs "It is time to say goodbye, I think. I hope you will find me again when you can" Oct 22 00:49:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:49:25 I will keep looking my love Oct 22 00:49:39 * Molly nods, kissing him softly Oct 22 00:49:54 Never stop looking for me, hmm? Oct 22 00:50:30 * Morgan nods Oct 22 00:51:17 I love you, liebling. Be safe, and gentle with yourself Oct 22 00:51:42 I love you, my darling... I will be home as soon as I can Oct 22 00:52:01 * Molly smiles, licking his lower lip "I will be eagerly waiting" Oct 22 00:52:50 **the dawn watch chimes three times* Oct 22 00:53:32 * Morgan kisses her quickly before trying to wake up Oct 22 00:54:11 **he wakes up, even the cat isnt there Oct 22 00:55:36 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 22 09:08:13 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Oct 22 09:08:21 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Oct 22 09:09:19 2021 Oct 22 09:09:19 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 22 09:55:38 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 22 10:00:53 * HH knocks on his bedroom door loud enough to be heard over the heavy rain. Oct 22 10:01:42 hang on Oct 22 10:01:56 * Morgan rolls out of bed, pulling his trousers on before going to open the door Oct 22 10:02:23 * HH looks at ease Oct 22 10:02:37 Rainin' again. Brought you coffee. Oct 22 10:05:01 * Morgan nods, letting him in Oct 22 10:08:38 Got a bit lonely, Claudia wasn' in her room, so I thought you'd have to do Oct 22 10:08:56 * HH sets coffee down on the desk before taking a seat Oct 22 10:09:04 Should I be offended you thought of her first? Oct 22 10:09:20 * HH shrugs Oct 22 10:09:26 Her room is closer Oct 22 10:10:33 I reck'n she's... *he tilts his head towards the wall that joins Morgan and Sorgis studies* Oct 22 10:11:47 I expect so... they were up late talking Oct 22 10:12:44 * HH nods Oct 22 10:12:52 Tha' would be nice! Oct 22 10:15:32 * Morgan wanders back into the bedroom, fetching a top and getting his boots Oct 22 10:16:44 * HH has coffee poured for them both when Morgan gets back. The rainy sky is turning slightly lighter Oct 22 10:17:14 How are y' this morning? Oct 22 10:18:19 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Oct 22 10:21:50 you? Oct 22 10:23:19 Missin' her. Hopin' to get on the move soon Oct 22 10:23:47 She misses you... sends her love. Misses you so much you can sing to her every evening for a week Oct 22 10:25:30 * HH grins Oct 22 10:25:37 You saw Molly again? Oct 22 10:26:04 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:28:01 Lucky bastard. *he sips his coffee* They're all okay? Oct 22 10:28:30 Molly's afraid she won't be able to save Elsie and the child... Oct 22 10:29:34 * HH nods Oct 22 10:30:26 Seems pretty impossible... but the fate witch did say she sees me with a baby that's not Inga's Oct 22 10:32:06 she also didn't expressly say Elsie dies Oct 22 10:32:21 * HH thinks Oct 22 10:32:51 No, she didn't... she said it would be tough but the outcome wasn't seeable Oct 22 10:33:34 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:34:16 What dya think? Will Molly save them? Oct 22 10:35:07 seems the child is a fairly safe bet... Oct 22 10:35:19 * HH nods, smiling Oct 22 10:35:29 Gotta take what we can get Oct 22 10:35:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:36:21 Gonna be hard to save Elsie though Oct 22 10:36:37 very Oct 22 10:36:51 Can Molly handle it? Oct 22 10:38:46 I don't know...I want to get back before it happens, she can draw on me then Oct 22 10:39:21 Howdya mean? Oct 22 10:40:28 She can... I don't know, pull some energy from me... Oct 22 10:41:04 * HH nods Oct 22 10:41:08 That safe? Oct 22 10:41:32 To a point Oct 22 10:44:00 * HH nods Oct 22 10:44:11 She gonna need that? Oct 22 10:44:19 probably Oct 22 10:45:40 * HH nods Oct 22 10:45:47 Jus' gotta hope then Oct 22 10:45:53 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:45:55 aye Oct 22 10:46:28 'Specially with the draw Oct 22 10:46:35 * HH sips the coffee Oct 22 10:46:48 at least we know that goes away on its own Oct 22 10:46:57 * HH nods Oct 22 10:47:42 Feel free t' tell me to mind my own business, but does it make it any diff'rent when you do it? Oct 22 10:48:01 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:48:08 hard to describe though Oct 22 10:48:56 * HH shrugs Oct 22 10:49:00 Alright Oct 22 10:51:09 * HH grins Oct 22 10:51:39 If I'da known you were dreaming with yer wife, I'da left you to sleep longer Oct 22 10:52:08 I wake before dawn anyway Oct 22 10:53:22 Pity. Nice to 'ave time with her though? Oct 22 10:53:28 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:53:32 aye Oct 22 10:53:42 Gonna need an hour of daylight to finish repairs, Koen says. Oct 22 10:54:31 * Morgan sighs Oct 22 10:54:38 nowt we can do about it Oct 22 10:54:50 * HH nods Oct 22 10:55:06 They know we're gonna be late? Oct 22 10:55:43 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:55:59 Saves 'em worrying. Can y' imagine how broody they'll be with Elsie's baby being born? Oct 22 10:56:26 * Morgan nods Oct 22 10:58:41 * HH smiles Oct 22 10:58:47 Gonna be cute Oct 22 10:58:50 I like babies Oct 22 10:59:11 * HH nods Oct 22 10:59:27 Gonna have to fight over cuddles? Oct 22 10:59:34 probably Oct 22 11:00:08 Have to take him down to Sunnymeade quick though, wont we? Oct 22 11:00:24 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:00:31 aye, best had Oct 22 11:00:41 Gonna be tough? Oct 22 11:01:19 in what respect? Oct 22 11:01:35 Handing him over Oct 22 11:01:57 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 11:01:58 maybe Oct 22 11:03:11 All gotten attached to Elie, haven' we? Oct 22 11:03:18 Elsie* Oct 22 11:04:06 some more than others Oct 22 11:05:02 * HH nods Oct 22 11:05:16 Our wives are goin' to find it tough Oct 22 11:05:44 yes, they are... James, too Oct 22 11:06:19 In what way? Oct 22 11:06:37 He and Elsie have grown very close... she's been sneaking out to spend the night with him Oct 22 11:09:13 * HH looks a little surprised Oct 22 11:09:47 After everything she's been through I'm surprised she'd wanna be near any man again Oct 22 11:10:38 They don't do anything apparently... they're just together, close Oct 22 11:11:19 He's gonna be devastated Oct 22 11:11:32 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:11:34 yes, he is Oct 22 11:12:43 * HH sighs Oct 22 11:13:04 Anythin' we can do for him? Oct 22 11:13:23 Just support him Oct 22 11:14:02 * HH nods Oct 22 11:14:06 And you? Oct 22 11:14:31 I will be sad, yes... Oct 22 11:15:00 * HH nods Oct 22 11:15:29 Me too. She's a nice girl. Resilient as hell. Oct 22 11:16:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:16:42 aye she is Oct 22 11:17:01 Mebbie that's why she and James get on. Never heard her feelin' sorry for herself about all this, never heard him feeling sorry f' himself b'cause y' chopped his arm off Oct 22 11:17:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:18:11 Churchy backgrounds too. Him in a nunnery, 'er in a parsonage. Oct 22 11:20:00 * Morgan nods Oct 22 11:21:25 * HH shrugs Oct 22 11:21:58 Heard that old sayin' about it being better to have loved and lost than never loved at all? Oct 22 11:23:24 I have Oct 22 11:23:30 Whatcha make o' that? Oct 22 11:24:43 come up with by someone who's never suffered the pain of a loss Oct 22 11:24:55 * HH nods Oct 22 11:25:05 Always thought it sounded like horseshit Oct 22 11:26:12 Its probably accurate in the long run Oct 22 11:26:26 Are y' there yet? Oct 22 11:27:47 Closer than I was... Oct 22 11:31:25 * HH nods Oct 22 11:31:27 Good Oct 22 11:31:42 **HH finds them breakfast,  and the hungry cat follows. The repairs cause a little delay and he spends the time writing down all the recent dreams for the folder. Ulysses stays wrapped around his shoulders. It's about half an hour before they are due to sail when he's stood on deck with HH and Claudia, rain over. Oct 22 11:32:09 **At the other end of the dock is a ship, smaller than his, flying an Avalonian flag. It's seen better days. Upon her stern is her name; The Blessing Of The Angels. It is a ship he dreamt about where Molly was saying goodbye to him. Oct 22 11:32:09 **Claudia is watching the ship with a spyglass, meanwhile HH is drinking coffee and lounging against the guard rail** Y' know what would make this trip much better? Oct 22 11:34:03 what? Oct 22 11:34:07 That swine in our brig right now. **Claudia speaks quietly, her body language turned tense** Oct 22 11:34:07 Morgan, when you left Sudlachenburg, did you fuck anyone? Oct 22 11:34:07 **HH starts laughing** whoa, bit person'l, Claudia! Oct 22 11:34:30 **Claudia doesn't laugh or smile, still looking through the spyglass. She sounds serious** I am not fucking joking, Heinzharold. Did you? Anyone at all. A whore, some brief fling? Even some devious girl you spent yourself near? We won't judge you for it. Oct 22 11:34:59 no... what've you seen? Oct 22 11:35:03 **HH is frowning now and snatches up the big spyglass. He points it in the same direction Claudia's is. He quietly says** Fuuuuck. Oct 22 11:38:23 * Morgan holds out his hand Oct 22 11:38:31 either give me the glass or fucking tell me Oct 22 11:38:57 * HH looks pale as he hands it over "Just brace yourself, okay?" Oct 22 11:39:10 * Morgan frowns, looking through it Oct 22 11:39:17 **The little girl on the deck is older than the eighteen months Jana was when  she died, but younger than the four and a half years she would be now. She looks to be not much more than two. But she is the absolute spitting image of his dead daughter, her straight flaxen hair blowing in the wind** Oct 22 11:40:15 * HH watches Morgan Oct 22 11:40:43 * Morgan puts the glass down, slowly sitting down with his back to the rail Oct 22 11:41:05 * HH sits beside him, offering him an opened flask Oct 22 11:41:17 * Morgan takes it drinking some Oct 22 11:41:57 * HH just waits for Morgan to talk Oct 22 11:43:10 **Sorgi comes on deck, giving instructions to the men up the rigging to start getting in place ready for their launch** Oct 22 11:43:30 * Morgan calls to Sorgi Oct 22 11:43:32 belay that Oct 22 11:43:56 **Sorgi looks over, then comes over to crouch down Oct 22 11:44:10 S: What's going on, Morgan? Oct 22 11:45:28 * Morgan opens his mouth to speak but nothing comes out Oct 22 11:46:05 * HH looks at Morgan then Sorgi Oct 22 11:46:31 There's a little girl on that ship that looks a bit like 'is daughter Oct 22 11:46:38 a bit?! Oct 22 11:46:50 Okay, a lot. Oct 22 11:48:29 there's no way... there's no fucking way Oct 22 11:49:09 * HH shakes his head "Completely impossible. That lassie is too young" Oct 22 11:49:51 **Claudia sticks away her spyglass* I'm going to fond out what the fuck is going on. Oct 22 11:50:01 I know the ship... I've seen it before Oct 22 11:50:14 Where? Oct 22 11:50:22 a dream Oct 22 11:51:04 Still not possible, is it? Looks maybe two, two and a half? Oct 22 11:51:20 No, its not... but I think there's something... I need to find out what Oct 22 11:52:03 **Sorgi gets up, looking through the big spy glass, then nods** We'll hold off on leaving just yet, m'lord Oct 22 11:52:14 * HH stands, offering Morgan his hand Oct 22 11:52:22 We all goin'? Oct 22 11:52:28 * Morgan nods, letting HeinzHarold help him up Oct 22 11:52:32 No... me and you Oct 22 11:53:44 * HH nods Oct 22 11:54:00 Come on then Oct 22 11:54:14 * Morgan nods, striding down the gangplank towards the other ship Oct 22 11:55:18 * HH walks beside him, keeping an eye on him. The ship has the look of one run by a struggling merchant, cheaply patched and dented. The gangplank is down Oct 22 11:55:57 * Morgan calls up, asking to come aboard Oct 22 11:56:47 **A female voice from up near the sails calls down permission to board. Oct 22 11:57:17 * Morgan climbs the plank, touching the horseshoe Oct 22 11:57:53 * HH follows up doing likewise. There's a couple of sailors on the deck, as well as the little girl. The female captain is descending the rigging Oct 22 11:59:19 * Morgan looks up at the captain Oct 22 12:00:30 **The woman is in her late twenties and he has never seen her before. She has straight blonde hair and large brown eyes. She has the same shape nose, eyes and mouth as Dietlinde did, though she overall doesn't look like her, face shape and complexion very different. She's very toned and lean rather than soft and curvy, and wears practical trousers. The little girl runs towards her, hiding shyly behind her legs but peeking out at them. Oct 22 12:00:37 * HH is now known as Alice Oct 22 12:01:54 *she speaks in unaccented Avalonian* What can I do for you? Oct 22 12:02:57 **HH watches all around** Oct 22 12:04:08 Just... wondering what you trade in... Oct 22 12:04:58 Whatever I can get, often Vodka from Ussura, or beer from Vendel Oct 22 12:05:50 * Alice brushes her hands on her trousers. The girl continues to hide Oct 22 12:06:15 Do you have something you need trading? Oct 22 12:07:35 * Alice sounds educated, a gentleman's daughter at least. There's no sign of a wedding ring. She's dressed in merchants clothing, masculine and utilitarian. Her boots have seen better days. She isnt armed and has no makeup on Oct 22 12:08:08 sorry, I... your daughter, is it? Oct 22 12:08:17 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:09:01 This is Florence, she is very shy with strangers. She is my daughter Oct 22 12:09:11 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:09:20 **The girl stays behind her mother* Oct 22 12:09:29 she's the spitting image of my daughter... somewhat took me by surprise Oct 22 12:09:46 * Alice looks surprised Oct 22 12:09:55 Are you Eisen? Oct 22 12:10:03 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:10:23 Her Father is Eisen. Maybe that's why Oct 22 12:10:56 **HH looks at Morgan, checking how he's faring* Oct 22 12:11:12 Could be... you do bear some resemblance to my late wife... perhaps I know the father? Oct 22 12:12:42 * Alice dismisses the crew to below deck, asking one of them to take the child. Florence goes, but with glances back at them as she does Oct 22 12:14:11 If you do know him, you have an advantage over me! Oct 22 12:16:01 you do not know the father? Oct 22 12:16:14 * Alice shakes her head Oct 22 12:16:34 It was a drunken one night thing, I dont know his name Oct 22 12:17:15 I see... Oct 22 12:18:12 HH looks to Morgan, struggling to translate: She doesn't know who he is? Oct 22 12:18:20 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 12:18:33 HH: Ask her where and when? Oct 22 12:19:01 my friend is wondering where and when... Oct 22 12:19:12 Numa, in Vodacce. It was the end of October sixty seven. Oct 22 12:20:22 * Morgan scratches his nose Oct 22 12:20:45 forgive me but... someone who'd recently had a broken nose fixed? Oct 22 12:20:56 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:21:05 I'd forgotten about that Oct 22 12:21:20 you, uh... were supposed to have an arranged marriage with someone? Oct 22 12:21:31 * Alice frowns Oct 22 12:21:39 How do you know that? Oct 22 12:22:06 **HH watches Morgan** Oct 22 12:23:19 * Morgan sighs Oct 22 12:25:16 * Morgan points to a spot near his shoulder Oct 22 12:25:24 healing bullet wound about here? Oct 22 12:25:39 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:26:16 You obviously know him. Who is Florrie's father? Oct 22 12:27:02 I do, very well... Oct 22 12:27:33 * Alice waits Oct 22 12:27:44 he's my brother Oct 22 12:27:53 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:28:09 That's why she looks like her cousin then Oct 22 12:28:15 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:28:17 quite so Oct 22 12:28:47 HH looks at Morgan, gesturing $you okay?$ Oct 22 12:29:02 $she's my niece$ Oct 22 12:29:32 $fucks sake Edward$ Oct 22 12:30:03 Now what? Do you want to meet her? She'll be downstairs with her plants Oct 22 12:30:42 Would that be alright? Would you prefer she not know we are related? Oct 22 12:31:00 * Alice shakes her head Oct 22 12:31:12 It's fine, she knows I dont know who her father is Oct 22 12:31:22 didn't... Oct 22 12:31:54 I know he's your brother, but I dont know who _you_ are either Oct 22 12:32:07 HH: *he smiles slightly* Oct 22 12:32:42 sorry, of course... something of a shock, I'm sure you understand... Oct 22 12:33:03 You know what a Veisgraf is? Oct 22 12:33:14 No Oct 22 12:34:38 Eisen is separated into 7 areas, all ruled by a Eisenfurst... each of those regions is split up into areas, presided over by a Graf... a Veisgraf is the first son of a Graf, next in line to rule that area... Oct 22 12:34:48 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:34:53 Okay Oct 22 12:34:58 I'm a Veisgraf... my names Morgan Oct 22 12:35:04 * Alice nods Oct 22 12:35:34 I'm Alice Everheart. My brother is a Lord. Oct 22 12:36:28 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:37:12 Your brother's name...? Oct 22 12:37:20 Edward Oct 22 12:37:35 * Alice nods, shrugging slightly Oct 22 12:37:57 Okay. Are you ready, or do you need a minute to talk to your man? Oct 22 12:38:42 Would you mind if I take a moment? Oct 22 12:38:56 * Alice shakes her head Oct 22 12:39:10 Down the stairs, cabin at the stern Oct 22 12:40:00 * Alice goes down. A couple of sailors come up on watch but give them as much space as they can. Oct 22 12:40:05 * Alice is now known as HH Oct 22 12:41:12 This could be a bad business, Morgan. She could 'old that child over his head for years **This is incredibly close to what he warned Morgan in the dream where Marie was pregnant and blackmailing him* Oct 22 12:41:31 I know Oct 22 12:41:45 * HH rolls his shoulders Oct 22 12:41:52 Sure y' wanna do this? Oct 22 12:42:06 No, but I think its the right thing to do Oct 22 12:42:13 * HH nods Oct 22 12:42:20 What do ya need from me? Oct 22 12:43:05 What am I going to do? Oct 22 12:43:34 * HH shrugs Oct 22 12:44:16 One thing at a time, eh? Ask Alice to stay a few hours, buy us time t' think. Oct 22 12:44:39 need to find out what she'd want.... Oct 22 12:44:55 * HH looks over towards the Rose, waving to Claudia who has the big spy glass. He gestures $we're okay, back soon, wait there$ Oct 22 12:45:14 * HH nods Oct 22 12:45:16 Aye Oct 22 12:45:48 Your brother has royally fucked up, hasn' he? Oct 22 12:46:26 It was after I'd half beaten him to death... Mina's father told him to get lost Oct 22 12:46:45 Shoulda been more careful Oct 22 12:46:59 * Morgan nods Oct 22 12:47:02 its done now Oct 22 12:47:08 * HH nods Oct 22 12:47:14 Need a hug? Oct 22 12:47:29 Not right now... I cant break down yet Oct 22 12:47:37 * HH nods Oct 22 12:47:41 Come on then Oct 22 12:48:32 * Morgan nods, asking one of the crew for directions Oct 22 12:49:10 **He gets them, and they are soon at the door Oct 22 12:49:28 * Morgan knocks gently Oct 22 12:49:49 **Alice calls for them to come in Oct 22 12:51:02 * Morgan enters Oct 22 12:51:54 **The cabin is full of plants in pots, every surface has several, there's pots on the the floor, on book shelves. It makes the room seem more like a greenhouse than a study. Alice is moving pots off seats. There's a variety of plant types, but what they all have in common is that they are growing very well considering the low light common to ship's quarters. Oct 22 12:57:55 Now those are impressive Oct 22 12:59:55 * HH is now known as Florrie Oct 22 13:00:38 * Florrie is filling a water can from a bucket by the window. Alice looks at Morgan "She's got green fingers" Oct 22 13:02:04 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:02:06 very Oct 22 13:03:05 * Florrie goes along in a line, watering the plants. She talks quietly to each one as she does, saying its name. Oct 22 13:03:50 * Morgan watches her for a moment before shaking his head then sitting down on the floor Oct 22 13:04:45 **HH goes to a chair near the door Oct 22 13:06:32 * Morgan looks up at Alice Oct 22 13:06:41 you have cargo to offload here? Oct 22 13:06:46 * Florrie continues in a strict order. She probably knows more plant names than actual words, some of which Morgan has only heard from Molly's herbalism. She doesn't look at him at all to start with, but it's almost like going back in time, watching her face as she smiles as she cares for each of her green friends. Oct 22 13:06:57 * Florrie shakes her head Oct 22 13:07:20 **Alice shakes her head** Loading tonight, sailing in the morning Oct 22 13:07:39 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 22 13:08:10 A: what brings you to Deholme? Oct 22 13:08:26 We're searching for someone... he needs to face justice Oct 22 13:08:50 A: *she nods** staying long? Oct 22 13:09:10 we were about to sail when we spotted Florrie... rather knocked me sideways Oct 22 13:09:57 A: Is your daughter on the ship? Would she like to meet her cousin? Oct 22 13:10:29 My daughter passed away with her mother... a fire at our home... Oct 22 13:11:00 A *she looks solemn* I'm sorry, I didn't realise. How long ago? Oct 22 13:11:23 * Morgan nods at Florrie Oct 22 13:11:35 not long before your little lady was conceived Oct 22 13:12:16 A: *she nods* I'm sorry. How old was your daughter? Oct 22 13:13:16 eighteen months Oct 22 13:14:11 **Alice looks sad* not much younger than Florrie then. This must be hard, I'm sorry Oct 22 13:14:39 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:15:46 * Florrie now looks in their direction then picks up a plant pot that she carries to Morgan Oct 22 13:15:51 it is... Oct 22 13:15:59 You like plants? Oct 22 13:16:12 * Morgan turns slightly to her Oct 22 13:16:18 aye, I do Oct 22 13:16:42 * Florrie hands him the pot. It's a very healthy looking lavender. Oct 22 13:17:30 For you Oct 22 13:18:23 * Morgan takes it carefully Oct 22 13:18:26 are you sure? Oct 22 13:18:28 **Up close, the resemblance is even more uncanny. The only things that marks the two girls apart aside from being alive or not is that this little girl has eyes that are gray rather than cornflower blue, and her face is less full, though this could be because she is thinner everywhere* Oct 22 13:18:56 One hour on deck. Only rain, not sea. Oct 22 13:19:29 every day? Oct 22 13:20:06 * Florrie nods Oct 22 13:20:53 I'll make of it Oct 22 13:20:58 I'll make sure of it Oct 22 13:21:01 * Florrie leans into it, sniffing deeply "Lavender. Smell good" Oct 22 13:22:07 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:22:13 I like lavender very much Oct 22 13:22:29 * Florrie smiles brightly "me too" Oct 22 13:23:23 * Morgan looks at Alice Oct 22 13:23:27 have you told her? Oct 22 13:25:02 **Alice comes to sit beside Morgan** Florrie, this is Morgan. He is your father's brother, so he is your uncle Oct 22 13:26:23 * Florrie looks at him closely, then touches his cheek bone, then her own Oct 22 13:26:28 Like me. Oct 22 13:27:11 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:28:02 * Florrie goes to get some more pots Oct 22 13:28:25 **Alice looks at him* She doesnt normally take to people so quick Oct 22 13:28:48 I wouldn't imagine most people come down to her level Oct 22 13:29:09 A: Its not an easy life at sea for a child Oct 22 13:30:02 No, I wouldn't imagine so... Oct 22 13:31:36 * Florrie comes back with three pots, setting them in front of Morgan. There's a carnation, a rose, and what looks to be a hybrid of both he has never seen before Oct 22 13:31:53 * Morgan points at the third one Oct 22 13:31:56 whats this one? Oct 22 13:32:01 * Florrie smiles Oct 22 13:32:18 Made it. Rosenation. Oct 22 13:33:03 its lovely Oct 22 13:33:10 A: she likes to splice them and grow them and splice them again until they grow as she wants Oct 22 13:33:16 Want it? Oct 22 13:33:57 Don't you want it? Oct 22 13:34:04 Got more Oct 22 13:34:16 thank you Oct 22 13:34:22 do you like forget-me-nots? Oct 22 13:34:42 * Florrie nods enthusiastically Oct 22 13:35:23 they're my wife's favourite flower Oct 22 13:35:59 * Florrie gets up, getting another pot, and sits in front of him Oct 22 13:36:28 **its a forget me not, but some flowers are blue, some pink, and some purple Oct 22 13:37:37 You like? Oct 22 13:37:47 thats wonderful Oct 22 13:38:04 * Florrie tries to put this one in his hands too Oct 22 13:38:06 Have it Oct 22 13:38:43 I'll give it to Molly when I get back to her... she'll love it Oct 22 13:38:46 **Alice looks at Morgan** She will give you a whole ship full if you arent careful Oct 22 13:38:51 Molly wife? Oct 22 13:38:58 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:39:03 Your aunt I suppose Oct 22 13:39:12 * Florrie smiles Oct 22 13:40:01 **HH catches Morgans eye* $need to go yet?$ Oct 22 13:40:30 * Morgan shakes his head slightly before looking at Alice Oct 22 13:40:41 I think we need to think about what happens from here on... Oct 22 13:41:07 **Alice watches him** In what way? Oct 22 13:41:52 * Florrie goes back to her watering, putting the other plants back but leaving Morgan with the three pots he is to take Oct 22 13:42:54 * Morgan scratches his forehead Oct 22 13:43:35 I'm not sure how to put it across without sounding like I'm suggesting you want something, which isn't the case at all... do you want for her to have anything to do with us, I suppose Oct 22 13:43:50 * Florrie is now known as Alice Oct 22 13:44:04 I never thought about it. I've never looked for Edward Oct 22 13:44:31 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:45:06 What do you want? Oct 22 13:46:30 What I want is irrelevant and, given the shock, not something I can get a firm grasp on at the moment... I'd like to get to know the two of you, but I understand how difficult that will be with us both being at sea heading in different directions Oct 22 13:47:33 Where are you going? Oct 22 13:48:14 Durham, then back down to Tawstock Oct 22 13:48:33 Durham I know well, Tawstock is down in Balig? Oct 22 13:48:41 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:48:59 * Alice watches Florrie a moment Oct 22 13:49:14 We can follow you to Durham, I can make that work Oct 22 13:50:22 my friend and I will be travelling from there to Thirlow to, hopefully, catch up with our quarry... Oct 22 13:50:43 But you'll be back to Durham within a few days? Oct 22 13:51:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:52:11 * Alice nods Oct 22 13:52:24 That's fine. Oct 22 13:53:24 * Alice stands up Oct 22 13:53:56 If we are going to get there by nightfall I need to sail very soon Oct 22 13:54:11 * Morgan nods, getting up Oct 22 13:54:26 then we'll stop holding you up Oct 22 13:55:02 **Florrie comes back, soil on her cheek. She looks at Morgan** leaving? Oct 22 13:56:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:56:43 time for me to get back on my ship Oct 22 13:57:07 * Alice looks sad Oct 22 13:57:13 * Alice is now known as Florrie Oct 22 13:57:17 But I'll see you later Oct 22 13:57:24 * Florrie smiles Oct 22 13:57:33 See my cactus later? Oct 22 13:57:40 * Morgan nods Oct 22 13:57:45 absolutely Oct 22 13:58:43 * Florrie goes back to her plants. Alice shows him and Heinzharold out Oct 22 13:59:05 A: We may be behind you, but we will be there Oct 22 13:59:20 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 22 13:59:39 We'll see you there... Oct 22 13:59:56 * Florrie is now known as HH Oct 22 14:01:01 * HH leads the way back onto the deck then down the gangplank, letting Morgan carry all three plants. When they're on the dock he says Oct 22 14:01:32 Want me Claudia and Sorgi in your study, or give you half hour first? Oct 22 14:02:08 No, lets get on... and bring some coffee Oct 22 14:03:35 * HH stays on deck with the others, giving the instructions about sailing out, which leaves Morgan and his plants to go to his study where the cat is on the couch washing his front paw Oct 22 14:03:40 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 22 14:04:29 * Morgan places the plants carefully down on his desk before sitting down heavily Oct 22 14:04:44 * Ulysses climbs into his lap, miaowing Oct 22 14:05:13 **Above, he can hear the sails snap open and shouted instructions Oct 22 14:06:15 * Morgan strokes the cat slowly Oct 22 14:06:47 * Ulysses stretches up, washing Morgan's hair at his hairline. The ship starts to move Oct 22 14:09:19 that got complicated didn't it? Oct 22 14:09:38 * Ulysses miaows again Oct 22 14:10:10 I agree Oct 22 14:11:17 **They've been on the move fifteen minutes when HH and Claudia arrive with strong coffee and a very light knock at the door. By then the cat is asleep on his chest Oct 22 14:12:00 come Oct 22 14:16:06 * Ulysses is now known as Claudia Oct 22 14:16:26 * Claudia opens the door for HH, and they get coffee dealt with Oct 22 14:16:55 Sorgi says he'll be down in half hour, he needs to be sure we're going well first Oct 22 14:17:21 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:18:08 How you doing? *she watches him closely* Oct 22 14:18:52 I... I'm not sure Oct 22 14:19:00 * Claudia nods Oct 22 14:19:04 Heinzharold brought you up to speed? Oct 22 14:19:43 Edward fucked up. Now we're meeting them in Durham Oct 22 14:20:25 accurate enough I suppose Oct 22 14:20:55 What's your plan? Oct 22 14:21:35 I have no fucking idea Oct 22 14:21:42 * Claudia nods Oct 22 14:22:28 HH: Lots t' think about, but mebbie you need some time just to process meetin' her Oct 22 14:23:05 Its uncanny, isn't it Oct 22 14:23:46 HH: Aye. 'Cept she's got Edward's eye colour, not Dietlinde's Oct 22 14:24:06 It's just as bad close up then? Oct 22 14:24:30 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:24:47 face is a bit thinner Oct 22 14:25:19 HH: Get th' feeling they're not as well-fed as they should be Oct 22 14:25:52 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:26:05 hard work sailing for trade when there's no backing Oct 22 14:26:30 HH: Makes blackmail more likely... Oct 22 14:26:58 She seem the sort to you? Oct 22 14:27:37 HH: Seems more th' sort to tell y' she doesn't want anything and for you to fuck off Oct 22 14:28:03 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:28:04 * Claudia sips the coffee Oct 22 14:28:12 exactly what I thought Oct 22 14:28:25 I like her already. Oct 22 14:28:35 HH: *he sniggers* Oct 22 14:29:03 * Claudia rolls her eyes "you have a mind like a gutter, Heinzharold." Oct 22 14:30:14 What's with all the flowers? Oct 22 14:30:34 She's got something of a green thumb.... Oct 22 14:30:47 * Claudia looks at them Oct 22 14:31:05 Seen lavender before, not the others though Oct 22 14:32:40 Forget me nots and a Rosenation Oct 22 14:33:08 Never seen pink forget-me-nots. What is a rosenation? Oct 22 14:33:31 Hh grins: when a rose and a carnation really love each other... Oct 22 14:34:34 * Claudia doesnt even look at him before punching him in the arm Oct 22 14:35:51 You deserved that Oct 22 14:37:56 **He nods** Jus' checking y' both know how babies are made, b'cause Edward seems to have forgotten Oct 22 14:41:08 It happens Oct 22 14:42:50 How is he going to react? Oct 22 14:43:58 he's going to lose his shit... I'm more concerned with Mina Oct 22 14:47:47 HH: Oh fuck. Hadn' got that far yet Oct 22 14:48:09 * Claudia watches Morgan Oct 22 14:48:31 Not good. Oct 22 14:49:03 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:49:35 HH: Your Father is goin' to be livid Oct 22 14:50:24 * Morgan nods Oct 22 14:51:22 Assuming you tell them Oct 22 14:51:46 assuming... Oct 22 14:51:56 * Claudia shrugs Oct 22 14:52:12 As you say, Mina. Two months til the wedding. Oct 22 14:52:37 Not my place to tell her Oct 22 14:53:41 HH: So y' gonna stand quietly as his best man through the Any Objections part? Oct 22 14:55:24 They had an arrangement... it can't be that big a surprise Oct 22 14:56:24 HH: what sorta arrangement? Oct 22 14:59:02 That he they could be with others, basically Oct 22 14:59:40 HH: That's weird Oct 22 14:59:54 * Claudia rolls her eyes, sipping her coffee Oct 22 15:02:17 We can't give up on chasing Dau for all this Oct 22 15:03:26 We're not Oct 22 15:03:54 Good. We need to do Thirlow then get back to Tawstock as quickly as possible Oct 22 15:04:33 HH: *he sprawls in the chair** What's yer uncle gonna make of it all? Oct 22 15:04:59 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 15:05:04 I don't know that I'm going to tell him Oct 22 15:05:54 HH: Hows that gonna work? Alice and Florrie following us to Durham, then Sorgis gonna go get Christopher, bring him to the Rose. Oct 22 15:06:24 Another ship in a dock... Oct 22 15:10:14 Do we need to stay an extra day in Durham to deal with this? Oct 22 15:20:00 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 22 16:05:40 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 22 16:05:49 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 22 16:06:17 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 22 16:06:23 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 22 16:15:05 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 22 16:15:09 [15:06] (Claudia) Do we need to stay an extra day in Durham to deal with this? Oct 22 16:15:48 I'm hoping to not have to Oct 22 16:16:37 **HH looks at Morgan with a shrug** not going to get much time with them. A bit tonight, then Saturday night Christopher will be here too, and we were supposed t' be leaving sunday morning Oct 22 16:17:52 Then I'll have to think fast Oct 22 16:18:41 * Claudia nods Oct 22 16:19:33 We have some time now. Oct 22 16:19:50 HH: any idea what Molly and Inga are doing today? Oct 22 16:20:59 Nothing particularly that she mentioned, but I've not checked the book yet Oct 22 16:21:48 HH leans back further: Gonna be seven hours o' sailing yet, I'm not going anywhere Oct 22 16:22:11 * Morgan nods, fetching the book and opening it to todays Oct 22 16:24:37 "Friday 23rd, morning. Today is Peter's birthday today, so I would imagine we will visit them for the day. I hope that you are back by your birthday as planned. It would be nice to have this all resolved by then. My love, Molly xx Oct 22 16:25:04 Probably visiting Peter, its his birthday Oct 22 16:25:35 HH: The best people are born in October Oct 22 16:29:53 Let's hope Elsie's baby isnt. Oct 22 16:30:09 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:30:11 aye Oct 22 16:30:21 HH nods: won't be back til the 1st now Oct 22 16:30:50 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:33:32 Assuming we don't stay longer. **She looks to Morgan** You want Heinzharold and I to go to Thirlow and leave you here with the family problem? Oct 22 16:34:03 * Morgan frowns Oct 22 16:34:15 No, I don't think so... Oct 22 16:35:46 * Claudia shrugs Oct 22 16:35:58 Alright Oct 22 16:36:18 Bringing him back is going to be much easier if I'm there to stab him in the ass Oct 22 16:37:02 HH: Not like y' can do much about the Florrie stuff anyway, gonna be weeks to hear back from Edward Oct 22 16:37:26 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:39:50 HH: Thought about sendin' Alice and Florrie to Tawstock? Oct 22 16:44:41 I've thought about it... Oct 22 16:47:19 HH: Reck'n it'd work? Buy you some time? Oct 22 16:47:54 problem is it'd be losing her money the entire time Oct 22 16:51:24 HH: good point Oct 22 16:54:08 She wouldn't get there before us anyway, we're too fast Oct 22 16:55:30 * Morgan nods Oct 22 16:57:19 **Sorgi comes down a little later, and gets updated. The three of them eventually leave him to his own devices for a little bit** ((what does he do?)) Oct 22 16:57:58 ((not a great deal. Brood probably)) Oct 22 17:00:43 **After lunch HH is back for window seat building, then they do training with Claudia. By five, they are approaching a dock Morgan saw several times as a child on family visits to Foxcroft. It is large and very easy to dock in. They are settled in when Sorgi comes alone with the permits, interrupting Morgan's tin whistle practising* Oct 22 17:00:49 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 22 17:01:07 * Sorgi sets them down on the desk Oct 22 17:01:21 Just a few signatures, m'lord Oct 22 17:01:58 anything of note in them? Oct 22 17:03:07 * Sorgi shakes his head Oct 22 17:03:21 No, m'lord. How are you? Oct 22 17:03:40 * Morgan sighs, starting to sign where needed Oct 22 17:03:48 I can't say I really know right now Oct 22 17:05:21 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:05:46 Bound to be a shock. It would be even if she looked nothing like your daughter Oct 22 17:07:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:07:45 She really is the spitting image Oct 22 17:09:33 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:09:55 As close as twins, Claudia says Oct 22 17:10:06 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:10:07 aye Oct 22 17:11:48 Anything I can do, m'lord? Oct 22 17:13:52 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 22 17:14:03 I'll tell you if I'm having trouble... assuming I realise, of course Oct 22 17:16:24 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:16:47 We're going to watch you even closer, especially with your nightmares? Oct 22 17:17:24 * Morgan sighs, nodding Oct 22 17:17:26 probably wise Oct 22 17:17:31 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:17:41 It's only because we care Oct 22 17:18:50 I know... I'm sad to say I'm feeling like quite a burden at the moment Oct 22 17:20:03 Never, my Lord. You're having a tough time, not causing a tough time. Oct 22 17:20:09 M'lord* Oct 22 17:21:42 You shouldn't need to be on edge all the time waiting to see what tips me over the edge Oct 22 17:22:20 You would do it for any of us. All we care about is you being alright Oct 22 17:24:10 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:24:49 * Sorgi takes the papers back Oct 22 17:25:54 Do you have the letters ready for me to take to Coleraine and Catterick? Oct 22 17:26:25 * Morgan nods, taking them out of the drawer and handing them over Oct 22 17:27:29 * Sorgi puts them in his pocket Oct 22 17:28:10 I would expect the Blessing Of Angels to dock in another two hours, m'lord. Are they coming here? Oct 22 17:29:17 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:30:22 To the Rose, I mean Oct 22 17:32:04 oh... I'm not sure... I don't want to put them ill at ease Oct 22 17:32:28 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:32:52 Play it by ear, but have the ship ready just incase? Oct 22 17:33:36 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:33:40 aye, probably best Oct 22 17:34:22 * Sorgi nods Oct 22 17:34:51 I will get these back to the harbour master, m'lord Oct 22 17:34:57 thank you Sorgi Oct 22 17:36:05 * Sorgi does so. He's had more time to practise on the tin whistle and to play his guitar before HH comes down just before dinner Oct 22 17:36:11 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 22 17:36:23 Ship's just docked Oct 22 17:36:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:36:57 Y' want company? Oct 22 17:37:29 You want to keep an eye on me... Oct 22 17:37:41 * HH shrugs Oct 22 17:37:52 Not as much as I wanna give y' support Oct 22 17:38:36 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:40:33 **Its sunset when they head to the other ship, the sky finally reddened and the storm gone. They're obviously expected because a crewman takes them down to the cabin again Oct 22 17:40:41 * HH is now known as Alice Oct 22 17:42:15 * Alice and Florrie are a bit smartened up. The ship smells of beef stew. The young girl looks more interested in a pansy plant than the visitors Oct 22 17:42:31 Did you want some dinner? Oct 22 17:43:57 If you don't mind, that'd be nice Oct 22 17:45:02 * Alice gives the instructions for food and tea. HH takes a seat Oct 22 17:45:08 * Alice is now known as Florrie Oct 22 17:45:21 * Florrie comes over to Morgan Oct 22 17:45:28 See Cactus now? Oct 22 17:46:18 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:49:51 * Florrie goes over to it. It's something that Morgan has only ever seen in Castile whether the weather is hot enough. They do not thrive further north. Yet this green cactus with small pink buds looks very healthy Oct 22 17:50:01 Where* Oct 22 17:50:54 I've never seen one outside of Castile Oct 22 17:51:08 Cactus need dry Oct 22 17:51:33 * Florrie looks up at him with a smile Oct 22 17:51:40 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:51:42 and warm? Oct 22 17:52:06 **she nods** Hot, dry. Cactus ouchies. Oct 22 17:52:12 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:52:16 sharp points Oct 22 17:52:22 * Florrie nods Oct 22 17:52:29 Only one. Sorry. Oct 22 17:53:04 No, its fine, I have the three ou gave me Oct 22 17:53:11 * Florrie nods Oct 22 17:53:22 Cactus have flowers Oct 22 17:53:28 do they? Oct 22 17:54:17 * Florrie touches a bare patch of it. He feels a prickle on the back of his neck. The pink buds open into small flowers Oct 22 17:54:26 Flowers. Oct 22 17:55:41 very pretty Oct 22 17:55:57 * Florrie lets go and they close again Oct 22 17:56:14 See herbs? Oct 22 17:56:23 if you want Oct 22 17:57:24 * Florrie takes him around her various herbs, telling him the names. When the food comes, it is basic but not bad. Florrie eats surprisingly neatly for her age Oct 22 17:57:30 * Florrie is now known as Alice Oct 22 17:57:47 What can you tell me about your family, Morgan? Oct 22 17:58:04 what would you like to know? Oct 22 17:58:54 Do you have any more siblings? Oct 22 17:59:07 No, just Edward Oct 22 17:59:23 Are your parents still alive? Oct 22 17:59:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 17:59:52 aye, if my father had passed on I'd be the Graf, not the Veisgraf Oct 22 18:00:01 my mothers Avalonian, incidentally Oct 22 18:00:20 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:00:30 That's interesting. Where is she from? Oct 22 18:00:45 Not that far from here, actually... Catterick. Oct 22 18:00:52 * Alice thinks Oct 22 18:00:57 Hockridges? Oct 22 18:01:01 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:01:18 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:01:29 Does Edward have other children? Oct 22 18:01:54 No... he's not far off getting married... Oct 22 18:02:17 That's nice. Are you close with his fiancee? Oct 22 18:03:01 Somewhat... Edward and I didn't always get along like we do now Oct 22 18:03:30 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:03:56 Siblings often fall out. Are you going to the wedding? Oct 22 18:04:08 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:06:01 That will be nice, everyone loves a wedding Oct 22 18:06:15 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 18:06:57 showing off, clothes that make you look like a peacock... not my idea of fun but, its important to Edward Oct 22 18:07:08 Do you have any questions for me? Oct 22 18:08:21 Just the same... what happens from here... Oct 22 18:08:56 I don't know. I've been thinking about it all day. Oct 22 18:09:56 Do you want to have a relationship with her, or do you want to say goodbye here and let us go on as we have before? Oct 22 18:11:17 I don't wish to just say goodbye... Oct 22 18:11:23 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:12:03 I can give you an address where we can be contacted and a list of places we often dock. What will her father want? Oct 22 18:12:37 I wouldn't like to guess... Oct 22 18:14:24 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:15:35 But you will want to keep in touch even if he or your parents do not Oct 22 18:16:13 if thats alright Oct 22 18:17:47 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:18:07 I'd like that. Do you have more children? Oct 22 18:19:17 We have a son we adopted. Magic runs in your family? Oct 22 18:22:52 * Alice shakes her head Oct 22 18:22:56 No? Oct 22 18:23:10 **HH is looking at him too** Oct 22 18:30:30 you didn't know ((this is a statement, not a question)) Oct 22 18:31:01 Know what? Oct 22 18:31:49 that she has some sort of magic.... Oct 22 18:32:19 * Alice looks at her daughter with puzzlement then Morgan Oct 22 18:32:24 Does she? Oct 22 18:42:47 * Morgan nods Oct 22 18:43:51 She was showing me the cactus... made it flower Oct 22 18:46:24 **Florrie smiles "Cactus have flowers. Want flowers, flowers come" Oct 22 18:47:21 * Alice smiles "My brother is a botanist and will talk for hours to anyone who will listen. I assumed she picked up all this knowledge from him. Magic runs in your family then?" Oct 22 18:48:42 Its a sensitive subject in Eisen Oct 22 18:49:27 * Alice nods Oct 22 18:49:35 It will go no further Oct 22 18:51:34 I have a magic of a sort... Eisen tends toward a dislike of magic, and my region in particular is... superstitious. The fact I have an ability is something very few know about Oct 22 18:54:11 I understand. I've never heard of plant magic before, can you do that? Oct 22 18:54:45 I can't, no Oct 22 19:05:04 Will it be a problem? Oct 22 19:06:09 being honest, I don't know... not a problem with me, mind... Oct 22 19:06:15 * Alice nods Oct 22 19:06:26 And your wife and son? Oct 22 19:06:48 oh, no, definitely no problem for them Oct 22 19:07:53 * Alice nods Oct 22 19:08:09 **Florrie looks at Morgan** Do magic? Oct 22 19:08:23 who, me? Oct 22 19:10:52 **She nods* do magic, please Oct 22 19:14:40 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 22 19:42:15 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 22 20:20:31 * Morgan looking around to find a candle Oct 22 20:20:49 **Theres one on the table Oct 22 20:22:14 * Morgan winks at it, putting it out Oct 22 20:25:55 * Alice and Florrie are both very impressed Oct 22 20:27:34 * Morgan lights it again Oct 22 20:29:34 **Florrie claps** again, again! Oct 22 20:30:51 * Morgan nods, doing it once more Oct 22 20:32:46 That is impressive Oct 22 20:33:38 it comes in handy Oct 22 20:34:08 Tell me about your ship. How does it go so fast when it's so big? Oct 22 20:37:12 She was a privateers ship... she does rather defy expectations on what she should be able to do Oct 22 20:38:55 She's very fine. I would like to have a look around before you leave Durham Oct 22 20:39:33 * Morgan nods Oct 22 20:39:39 that can be arranged Oct 22 20:40:08 Thank you Oct 22 20:40:24 **They finish the food before she says* Oct 22 20:40:40 Are your wife and son are at home? Oct 22 20:41:02 They're in Tawstock, waiting for us Oct 22 20:41:11 * Alice nods Oct 22 20:41:26 You must miss them. Have you been away long? Oct 22 20:46:21 coming on for a fortnight... I miss them very much Oct 22 20:50:28 * Alice nods Oct 22 20:50:39 How long have you been married? Oct 22 20:50:49 **Florrie starts to yawn* Oct 22 20:51:19 ((It's almost four months)) Oct 22 20:51:29 Not _that_ long... about four months Oct 22 20:52:55 That's not long at all to be away for so long Oct 22 20:54:17 No... needs must in this case Oct 22 20:54:52 **Florrie goes to lie on the couch. In less than two minutes whilst the grown ups drink tea, the grey eyes are closed. Flaxen hair frames her face, looking heartbreakingly like the last time he saw Jana, laid with Dietlinde for a nap as he was going to market. Oct 22 20:57:37 * Morgan watches her for a moment before looking back to her mother Oct 22 20:57:43 where will you go from here? Oct 22 20:59:03 In a few days we will go back to Denholme then load for Vendel Oct 22 21:01:03 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:01:15 I'd have liked for my wife to meet you. Oct 22 21:03:06 Let me think about it. Do you have any trade connections in Tawstock? Oct 22 21:04:40 I have my commerce man there right now... Oct 22 21:06:47 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:07:07 If I can make it not lose me much money, we will come Oct 22 21:09:26 With your current routes, you are able to take on extra? Oct 22 21:09:38 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:09:41 I can Oct 22 21:12:38 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:13:20 Will we see you tomorrow before you go to Thirlow? Oct 22 21:13:45 I'm not sure... we want to get moving as soon as possible Oct 22 21:13:55 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:14:04 And you will be back on Saturday? Oct 22 21:14:10 thats the plan Oct 22 21:14:18 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:14:53 We will be here. Florrie talked about you the whole day today **she looks at the sleeping girl fondly** Oct 22 21:15:11 * Morgan smiles Oct 22 21:15:17 she is absolutely lovely Oct 22 21:17:02 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:17:29 Indeed she is Oct 22 21:19:31 You should know, I don't bear your brother any ill-will. We made a silly choice, but he did use the Vaticine method. Apparently if it's meant to be it will be, even if you do that. She is the light of my life, and I am glad every day that I met him and she came along Oct 22 21:20:40 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 22 21:21:19 I'm glad to hear that... Oct 22 21:21:44 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:22:25 From the moment I knew she was coming, she was wanted. It's not an easy life doing it alone, but she is worth it Oct 22 21:24:44 * Morgan smiles Oct 22 21:24:51 What would make it easier? Oct 22 21:26:21 * Alice smiles Oct 22 21:27:08 A few good nights of sleep, less competition on trade routes, not patching the sails yet again, less mice. Oct 22 21:30:59 Unfortunately there's not a great deal I can do about the first thing... the second, well, I'm in the middle of having a fleet commissioned... perhaps a deal could be done... If you make it to Tawstock I'll see what I can do about the mice. The ships taken a few knocks? Oct 22 21:31:23 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:32:20 Competition for good crew is high too, especially when there's press gangs in ports. You have to start with inexperienced sailors, scrubbing the walls happens Oct 22 21:33:29 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:33:37 they still rough around the edges? Oct 22 21:35:29 Getting there now, but could be better Oct 22 21:36:49 Would you replace some of them? Oct 22 21:39:06 Possibly yes Oct 22 21:40:51 might be able to help with that Oct 22 21:43:11 * Alice nods Oct 22 21:43:17 I would appreciate it Oct 22 21:43:26 * Alice finishes her tea Oct 22 21:43:56 I'm sorry to send you off, but I need to put Florrie to bed Oct 22 21:44:05 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:44:07 of course Oct 22 21:45:03 **HH gets up, going to the door, and thanks Alice, who follows him, in broken Avalonian, for dinner Oct 22 21:45:38 * Morgan looks at the little girl for a few seconds before following them Oct 22 21:45:50 * Alice is now known as HH Oct 22 21:46:50 **With good nights said, the walk back to the Rose is very dark, the night fully drawn in now. HH puts a hand on Morgan's arm** You alright, man? Oct 22 21:47:30 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 22 21:47:32 I think so Oct 22 21:47:52 Getting on the road at firs' light? Oct 22 21:48:28 Aye... Yensid should be in Thirlow by now Oct 22 21:48:39 How come? Oct 22 21:50:26 I didn't want him rummaging around and finding out about the society, so I sent word for him to do something else. He got to Tawstock, and Molly told him what we were doing so he was going to, as he put it, start at the top since we started at the bottom Oct 22 21:52:04 * HH nods Oct 22 21:52:32 Gotta say, he's somehow distasteful, but I feel anlot better with him poking around Oct 22 21:53:07 * Morgan nods Oct 22 21:53:20 its like getting something sticky on your fingers, its that sensation ain't it Oct 22 21:53:27 * HH nods Oct 22 21:53:43 Or when ya get a hair at the back.of your throat Oct 22 21:54:40 * Morgan shrugs Oct 22 21:58:39 **They get back on the ship and below deck** Oct 22 21:58:53 You need company, or getting an early night? Oct 22 22:00:55 I think I'll go to bed... hopefully my head will be clearer when i wake up Oct 22 22:01:45 Find me if y' need me Oct 22 22:03:16 **They say goodnight. The cat is pleased to see him and soon on the footstool once Morgan has done his prep and packed his bag for the morning** Oct 22 22:03:50 * Morgan opens the book Oct 22 22:04:52 Thursday 22nd, evening. Tonight I shall remember the day I fell in the pool. Very quickly I realised my shift plastered to my body would be see through. I also realised that you might be inclined to glance, so I tried to not make you uncomfortable by watching for it. Oct 22 22:04:52 I've pondered since how I did not realise that the excitement and warm sensations in me were desire, but I was somewhat clueless! I was not clueless to know that I liked the intimacy of being there almost naked with you, the illicitness of being so revealed and on display to you. Oct 22 22:04:52 I was not clueless that I liked the feeling of you looking, or trying not to look. I wanted it. I wanted you to want to see me. Oct 22 22:05:16 I could (and, arguably, should) have asked you to wait outside. I could have managed alone. But… there was this desire in me to bare myself further, to draw your eyes to me, to show you myself in a way noone had ever seen. I wanted you to feel it too, that thrill, that excitement, the tension I felt. Oct 22 22:05:16 I turned my back because although you had turned away I wanted to give you the privacy I thought you would need to allow yourself to look at me so revealed if you were inclined to. Oct 22 22:05:16 It was exciting, lifting my shift to reveal my thighs, derriere and hips, yearning for you to look, to _want_ to look, but also nervous that you would not like what you saw, that my body would displease you if you did look. Oct 22 22:05:37 My skin tingled. I told you something like "I am going to put on the dry one now, okay?". You asked why I was asking permission. I did not give the answer I wished. Tomorrow, I shall tell you what happens in my imagination if I had! Oct 22 22:05:37 But for tonight I will concentrate on that thrill of stripping myself nude with you watching me avidly as I take my comfort alone. Goodnight, mein sehnsucht xx Oct 22 22:07:11 * Morgan closes it, settling down Oct 22 22:07:48 **The cat joins him as usual. Unsurprisingly, it takes him quite a long time to fall asleep** Oct 22 22:08:43 **Eventually he is asleep. He is back in the dining room at Lady Torrington's, sitting with Heinzharold and Claudia after the last two years, and with a continual pull towards Molly upstairs.  He is faced with the news of the annexation, not knowing what has happened to Molly, and her having just said about purposefully undressing the day she nearly drowned because it was intriguing and exciting. Oct 22 22:09:08 * HH is drinking a glass of milk Oct 22 22:09:32 What are y' going to do, Morgan? Sudlachenburg needs you. Oct 22 22:10:31 * Morgan sighs Oct 22 22:13:14 How the hell am I to raise an army? Oct 22 22:14:16 **the feeling of being drawn to her pulls at him again, but this time neither HH or Claudia seem to notice it** Oct 22 22:14:26 * HH shrugs Oct 22 22:15:05 We'll figure it out. Go to the Eisenfurst, get men from Innesbruck and Koln Oct 22 22:16:23 C: at the least, let's go to Catterick and see your parents. Oct 22 22:18:31 alright Oct 22 22:19:04 * HH stretches Oct 22 22:19:34 Any chance of findin' us rooms for a couple of hours sleep whilst you pack? Oct 22 22:19:59 * Morgan nods, standing up Oct 22 22:20:01 come on Oct 22 22:20:33 * HH and Claudia take their bags, following him. HH looks round "nice place" Oct 22 22:21:00 * Morgan leads them up to a couple guest rooms Oct 22 22:21:06 Its not bad Oct 22 22:21:18 * HH and Claudia thank him Oct 22 22:21:37 Give us a couple of hours th'n we'll be good t' go Oct 22 22:21:55 Don't wander about, don't want her ladyship getting alarmed Oct 22 22:22:10 * HH grins Oct 22 22:22:28 She's gonna be one happy lassie t' see a face like mine Oct 22 22:22:46 just do as you're told Oct 22 22:23:28 * HH salutes him then hugs him Oct 22 22:23:41 Its so fucking good to see you, man. Oct 22 22:23:57 and you Oct 22 22:24:53 * HH goes in, shutting the door. Claudia has gone into the other room. And he feels pulled again back to Molly, to check on her, to see her face and hear her voice** Oct 22 22:26:04 * Morgan heads towards her room Oct 22 22:27:01 **He hears a very faint noise when he gets near. It sounds almost like a soft sigh** Oct 22 22:27:16 * Morgan knocks gently Oct 22 22:27:22 **The next noise is louder, a mix of a gasp and a soft moan of pleasure. Oct 22 22:28:04 * Morgan blushes, not moving Oct 22 22:28:36 *He hears more little moans and whimpers, and the slight sound of the bed springs moving gently** Oct 22 22:29:00 * Morgan knocks again Oct 22 22:29:30 **The movement sound stops. She sounds a little breathless when she calls Oct 22 22:29:36 Who is it? Oct 22 22:29:40 Morgan... Oct 22 22:29:42 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 22 22:29:58 Oh! Uhh... just a minute Oct 22 22:31:22 * Molly comes to the door, hair down and just in a shift, barefoot. Her cheeks and upper chest are flushed Oct 22 22:31:33 if I'm disturbing you... Oct 22 22:32:01 **somehow, she blushes further. That sparkliness remains* Is... is something wrong? Oct 22 22:34:10 * Morgan looks at her Oct 22 22:34:21 I'm... I was... Oct 22 22:35:13 * Molly nods, breathing shallowly, and watching him closely Oct 22 22:35:16 Yes? Oct 22 22:35:43 I feel like I'm being pulled to you Oct 22 22:36:02 * Molly nods Oct 22 22:36:22 Do you want to come in? Oct 22 22:36:37 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:36:42 but I don't know its a good idea Oct 22 22:36:56 Then we should discuss it in the hall? Oct 22 22:37:13 not ideal.... Oct 22 22:37:45 * Molly wets her lower lip nervously a moment with the tip of her tongue, holding the door open Oct 22 22:39:07 * Molly 's divested dress is thrown over the only chair, near the bed. It looks like it was removed in a hurry Oct 22 22:39:21 I'm sorry, I've interrupted something Oct 22 22:39:29 * Molly blushes Oct 22 22:39:40 I... uhhh... Oct 22 22:40:15 It can wait... it matters not *she watches him* Oct 22 22:42:59 you are sure? Oct 22 22:43:18 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath Oct 22 22:43:38 It is fine Oct 22 22:45:02 we were... interrupted earlier Oct 22 22:45:31 * Molly watches him, nodding. The softness of her voice matches the sparkliness well Oct 22 22:45:50 We were. Are you coming in? Oct 22 22:46:29 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:47:17 * Molly lets him in and softly closes the door behind him Oct 22 22:47:30 Should I lock it again? Oct 22 22:47:57 If... you wish Oct 22 22:48:16 * Molly looks to him Oct 22 22:48:31 You said I should keep it locked... Oct 22 22:49:03 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:49:11 yes, I did Oct 22 22:50:13 * Molly turns, turning the lock with a click. Then she turns to face him once more, just watching him a few long moments, trying to read his expression Oct 22 22:51:11 ((What is it?)) Oct 22 22:51:26 ((aroused, troubled)) Oct 22 22:51:54 * Molly finds his expression intriguing and puzzling Oct 22 22:52:06 We were interrupted... Oct 22 22:52:31 * Morgan nods Oct 22 22:52:35 you were telling me something Oct 22 22:53:12 Things have... taken my attention since... would you remind me where we were? Oct 22 22:53:50 You were telling me about getting changed with a wet shift... Oct 22 22:54:43 * Molly draws in a quick sharp breath, then her breathing speeds. She nods Oct 22 22:55:09 And how it was... intriguing, to not be alone? Oct 22 22:55:26 I don't believe that is the word you used... Oct 22 22:59:32 * Molly sucks the centre of her lower lip Oct 22 22:59:42 What word did I use? Oct 22 23:00:29 exciting.... Oct 22 23:00:53 * Molly nods, speaking quieter. She watches his eyes Oct 22 23:01:21 It was exciting to me... it is... Oct 22 23:03:07 * Morgan nods, licking his bottom lip Oct 22 23:03:35 * Molly shivers slightly "It is exciting when I recall it...' Oct 22 23:04:18 * Morgan nods Oct 22 23:06:05 * Molly watches him again "that is why you came to me? To have me say it again?" Oct 22 23:06:33 I was... drawn to be near you Oct 22 23:06:45 * Molly nods Oct 22 23:06:56 I am glad you are here Oct 22 23:07:35 you are? Oct 22 23:07:52 I... can remove the dress so you can sit on the chair, or we can sit on the bed... Oct 22 23:08:54 * Molly watches his reaction Oct 22 23:11:59 I should sit on the chair Oct 22 23:12:14 * Molly tilts her head Oct 22 23:12:37 "Should" is not the same as "Will"... Oct 22 23:14:02 no... it isn't Oct 22 23:14:34 * Molly puts the dress roughly folded on the dresser, leaving the seat free. The bed is not made, the sheets looking tangled from recent movement within Oct 22 23:14:41 Now it is your choice... Oct 22 23:16:36 * Morgan sits on the edge of the bed Oct 22 23:16:57 * Molly sits on the edge bed nearest the pillows, her left leg tucked beneath her, the toes of her right resting on the floorboards, turned towards him Oct 22 23:17:43 It pleases you that I found it enjoyable and exciting? Oct 22 23:19:01 * Morgan nods Oct 22 23:19:03 very much Oct 22 23:19:21 * Molly nods, fidgeting a little Oct 22 23:19:34 How did you feel...? Oct 22 23:19:53 shocked... pleased... Oct 22 23:20:05 * Molly smiles Oct 22 23:20:34 And now...? How do you feel here with me in just my shift now? Oct 22 23:21:01 much the same Oct 22 23:21:41 * Molly flushes a little, smiling again Oct 22 23:22:18 I... find it intriguing Oct 22 23:22:33 oh? Oct 22 23:23:04 * Molly runs a finger along her lower lip thoughtfully Oct 22 23:24:09 _You_ are here... I am barely dressed... it's... illicit, and fascinating Oct 22 23:26:19 * Morgan nods Oct 22 23:28:14 I do not think anything will happen, but the potential for it to, the idea that you may be enjoying it too, that is very... fascinating Oct 22 23:29:02 * Morgan nods Oct 22 23:29:46 * Molly 's fingers move to tracing light circles idly on the fabric over her stomach Oct 22 23:31:28 * Molly watches him Oct 22 23:32:23 You are quiet, have I overstepped the mark? Oct 22 23:32:25 * Morgan watches her fingers Oct 22 23:32:32 no... Oct 22 23:33:07 Have I spoken more than I ought? Oct 22 23:33:54 * Molly 's fingers trail and swirl, caressing her stomach through the material Oct 22 23:34:35 No, I don't think so Oct 22 23:35:36 Then what is making you quiet when you came to talk...? Oct 22 23:37:36 a couple f things Oct 22 23:37:41 * Molly 's middle finger pad strokes gently into the dip of her naval Oct 22 23:37:45 Navel* Oct 22 23:37:56 What things? Oct 22 23:39:58 first my... the level of desire I have for you... Oct 22 23:40:22 * Molly blushes a little Oct 22 23:40:34 You have some? Oct 22 23:42:04 * Molly watches him, intrigued and smiling slightly Oct 22 23:42:28 a great deal Oct 22 23:43:05 * Molly bites her lower lip, the smile increasing and her eyes widening Oct 22 23:43:15 And that keeps you quiet? Oct 22 23:43:20 partly Oct 22 23:43:37 And the other things? Oct 22 23:43:55 I... must leave Oct 22 23:44:17 * Molly frowns, sitting back slightly Oct 22 23:44:41 Oh! I am sorry. I really have made you discomfitted Oct 22 23:45:40 No... no... my fathers lands... Oct 22 23:46:44 * Molly nods, looking relieved Oct 22 23:47:12 If you need to go, you must Oct 22 23:49:02 I don't know when I can return... if I can Oct 22 23:49:16 * Molly changes position, both legs on the bed, her knees bent. This puts her more reclined against the pillows Oct 22 23:49:23 I will miss you Oct 22 23:50:21 and I will miss you Oct 22 23:50:26 more than I thought possible Oct 22 23:50:41 * Molly smiles sadly Oct 22 23:51:02 I will think of you every single day Oct 22 23:53:06 I wish I could take you with me Oct 22 23:54:16 I... *she inhales deeply* ... I need the security of not ending up destitute... I faced that once already, I could not face it again Oct 22 23:55:41 You know I would not leave you such? But it isn't safe... Oct 22 23:56:42 I... I do. I do know you would not. And _here_ is hardly safe either! Oct 22 23:56:51 thats true Oct 22 23:57:52 * Molly nods, her hand trailing over her hip to her thigh with the same slow circles Oct 22 23:58:14 If you wish me to, I will come Oct 22 23:59:03 You don't even know what I'm going _for_ Oct 22 23:59:18 * Molly smiles Oct 22 23:59:51 You do not see that I would follow you anywhere you would lead me... Oct 23 00:01:04 you would? Oct 23 00:01:14 * Molly nods Oct 23 00:01:45 I would, if you only made it clear that you wished me to Oct 23 00:02:05 I do... so very much Oct 23 00:02:19 * Molly bites her lip, nodding Oct 23 00:02:29 Then take me with you Oct 23 00:03:52 Then you'd best get some sleep. We're leaving in a few hours Oct 23 00:04:10 * Molly shakes her head Oct 23 00:04:22 I am not tired right now... Oct 23 00:05:02 * Molly bites the side of her lip Oct 23 00:05:21 You will be by midmorning Oct 23 00:05:27 I am too... excited... to sleep Oct 23 00:06:18 * Molly watches his expression Oct 23 00:06:54 excited? Oct 23 00:07:14 * Molly nods, licking her lower lip Oct 23 00:07:35 Yes... excited... like when you watched me undress... Oct 23 00:08:02 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:08:04 me too Oct 23 00:08:40 * Molly jolts slightly, lips parting a little Oct 23 00:08:58 How excited...? Oct 23 00:10:21 * Molly runs her hand down to mid calf then slides it up to knee, gathering the fabric of her shift ahead of her fingers Oct 23 00:11:13 very Oct 23 00:11:30 * Molly nods Oct 23 00:12:08 Enough to want to watch my excitement? Oct 23 00:13:11 * Molly moves her hand higher up her inner thigh Oct 23 00:13:25 * Morgan looks at her hungrily, nodding Oct 23 00:14:24 * Molly watches him, her hand moving higher again until she makes a soft gasp as she reaches the apex Oct 23 00:15:18 Like this? Oct 23 00:18:03 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:18:35 **if there was any doubt of what he was overhearing before he came into the room, the same little sighs and moans she makes as she strokes herself intimately confirm it. She watches his expression and his body language as she does so Oct 23 00:19:06 * Morgan watches her intensely Oct 23 00:20:10 * Molly 's pace and breathing builds, her body writhing beneath the pleasure. She runs her gaze to his crotch Oct 23 00:21:16 If... you wish... to join me... you can. But you... do not... have to... Oct 23 00:21:42 You wish me to... ummm... Oct 23 00:22:00 * Molly nods enthusiastically Oct 23 00:22:25 I would... offer to help... but I... would not know... how Oct 23 00:22:39 I... you would wish to? Oct 23 00:23:04 * Molly nods Oct 23 00:23:16 Any comfort... or aid... Oct 23 00:23:46 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Oct 23 00:23:51 I would like that Oct 23 00:24:06 * Molly nods Oct 23 00:24:28 Just... hang on.... a moment... Oct 23 00:24:40 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:26:00 * Molly takes a big deep breath, her back arching as she peaks against her fingers, her eyes tightly closed, biting hard on her lip. She moans softly Oct 23 00:28:01 * Morgan watches her, enraptured Oct 23 00:29:10 * Molly continues this for a little longer, climaxing with a shudder the second time, this time whilst watching him Oct 23 00:31:50 * Morgan continues watching her, brows coming together as she climaxes Oct 23 00:33:17 * Molly removes her fingers from beneath her shift, breathing hard. She makes a come hither motion, and pats the bed between her thighs Oct 23 00:33:53 Kneel here... I don't have a clue how to do it, but I am a quick learner Oct 23 00:34:39 * Morgan nods, moving to where she indicated Oct 23 00:34:55 * Molly watches him a moment Oct 23 00:35:01 You are sure? Oct 23 00:35:59 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:36:45 * Molly undoes the placket lowering the flap. She smiles, watching her fingers wrap around him intimately. Softly she says "oh wow!" Oct 23 00:38:22 * Morgan watches her Oct 23 00:38:42 * Molly starts to stroke him gently, her other hand lifting her shift from under her and trying to get it off one handed Oct 23 00:39:50 * Morgan reaches down to help her with the shift Oct 23 00:41:36 * Molly has to pause to get the fabric off, but reclines completely naked and resumes stroking him, trying to work out how from his reactions, but it's clear she has no experience and very little idea of how to do it Oct 23 00:42:36 Is this right? Oct 23 00:43:00 * Morgan nods, placing his hand over hears and demonstrating gently Oct 23 00:44:07 * Molly nods, pupils dilating further. She copies his movements and gentleness Oct 23 00:44:35 _This_ is even more exciting and enjoyable Oct 23 00:45:10 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:45:51 You can touch me if you wish, however you wish. Direct me if I am not pleasing you well Oct 23 00:46:46 you are sure? Oct 23 00:46:55 * Molly nods Oct 23 00:47:06 I am _very_ sure Oct 23 00:48:01 * Morgan nods, his thumb moving directly to her clit, stroking upwards Oct 23 00:48:39 * Molly continues exactly as he showed her, moaning deeply from the sensation of his touch Oct 23 00:49:34 Oh god, that feels like pure bliss! Oct 23 00:49:58 * Morgan nods Oct 23 00:49:59 mmmhmmm Oct 23 00:51:36 * Molly is clearly gearing up to peak again imminently by how she moves a breathes, her fist becoming tighter around him Oct 23 00:53:02 thats it... Oct 23 00:54:38 * Molly nods, her body tensing, shuddering again and the intensity hits her, and though her grip firms further she doesn't lose the rhythm Oct 23 00:54:57 * Morgan begins to swell in her hand Oct 23 00:55:17 * Molly looks at him Oct 23 00:55:29 Is that supposed to happen? Oct 23 00:56:30 * Molly continues the stroking as she has been Oct 23 00:57:04 it means... I'm about to... orgasm Oct 23 00:57:37 * Molly looks pleased by this, nodding Oct 23 00:57:45 Yes, please! Oct 23 00:58:21 * Molly runs her fist over him as before Oct 23 00:59:50 * Morgan breathes deeply a couple of times before holding his breath and arching his back Oct 23 01:00:37 * Molly waits eagerly, maintaining things just as they were Oct 23 01:02:38 * Morgan shudders, spasms ripping through his manhood as he looses his seed upon her Oct 23 01:03:18 * Molly moans softly and encouragingly Oct 23 01:05:39 **There's the first chime of the dawn watch and he realises he's dreaming* Oct 23 01:06:31 * Morgan revels in the feeling a moment longer before waking Oct 23 01:07:40 *he's very hard when he wakes, and there's a knock on the door. HH says "Come on Morgan, thought you wanted to get off early" Oct 23 01:08:16 Get some coffee, I'll be out in a minute Oct 23 01:08:49 HH: Alright * the outer door closes behind him* Oct 23 01:09:35 * Morgan rolls out of bed, getting dressed Oct 23 01:14:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 23 11:49:09 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 23 11:49:21 **The cat is asleep on the bed still Oct 23 11:50:02 * Morgan packs the book and negligee before stroking the cat quickly and heading out to find the others Oct 23 11:50:19 * Sorgi is having coffee with Claudia and HH on the dark deck, a couple of sailors sorting their horses. Oct 23 11:50:25 Good morning, m'lord Oct 23 11:50:57 Sorgi Oct 23 11:51:17 **HH gives him a cup of coffee Oct 23 11:51:47 Are you sceptical like Claudia, or optimistic like Heinzharold? Oct 23 11:51:56 about... Oct 23 11:52:08 Finding Dau today or tomorrow Oct 23 11:52:35 Ah, Claudia and I are of the same opinion Oct 23 11:53:19 HH: Didn' say we'd capture him, mind. Might end up with Yensid followin' hom all around Oct 23 11:53:44 C: *she groans* Yensid is coming? Oct 23 11:55:01 He should already be there Oct 23 11:58:28 C: Fantastic (!) Oct 23 12:00:26 I'll get a horse hired as soon as I can and be on my way. Heinzharold tells me your uncle is very nice, m'lord Oct 23 12:00:48 I always found him to be Oct 23 12:01:59 **a crewman tells them the horses are ready** Oct 23 12:02:25 I will see you all tomorrow night then. Good luck. Oct 23 12:02:31 and you captain Oct 23 12:03:55 **HH goes to his horse, saddling up. He glances back at the Captain and Claudia, who are taking a moment longer, though they are doing nothing more than talking, at least from what can be seen in the moonlight Oct 23 12:05:24 * Morgan talks quietly to his horse before climbing up Oct 23 12:06:49 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 23 12:07:41 **Claudia joins them and they set off. First light is still twenty minutes away, and dawn even longer. But Thirlow is a good distance, and the extra time is needed. Oct 23 12:08:21 **They leave the dock by a road he hasn't travelled before, normally going north to Catterick rather than south west for Thirlow. At present it's dry. HH seems quite cheerful, Claudia her usual quiet self whilst riding** Oct 23 12:08:47 I know its not a subject you enjoy but... I know why we were fighting so much Oct 23 12:09:42 Is it b'cause she's a grumpy cow an' you're a stick-in-the-mud Oct 23 12:10:08 C: Is it because Heinzharold has a big mouth that's going to have a fat lip? Oct 23 12:10:12 No, that's why we bicker, not why we fought Oct 23 12:10:30 Go on then Oct 23 12:11:35 apparently a fate witch dying puts strain on the... strands around her, causing conflict, among other things... she was a powerful one Oct 23 12:11:48 * HH nods Oct 23 12:11:55 Tha' makes sense Oct 23 12:11:59 * Morgan nods Oct 23 12:12:16 C: Good to know. I think we're over it now Oct 23 12:12:49 * Morgan nods Oct 23 12:15:27 Howdya find that out? Oct 23 12:16:36 Molly asked Kit Oct 23 12:16:51 You saw 'er again last night? Oct 23 12:17:10 No, that was the other night Oct 23 12:17:20 * HH nods Oct 23 12:17:30 Any nightmares? Oct 23 12:17:46 Not really Oct 23 12:18:28 Tha's good. I dreamt me an Inga was buildin' sandcastles on a beach Oct 23 12:18:51 C: Sounds thrilling(!) Oct 23 12:20:47 * HH nods "It was, ackshully. Then we rolled them all flat again, see?" Oct 23 12:22:26 C: **she rolls her eyes** I dreamt you were a talking donkey. When I woke up, nothing was different. Oct 23 12:23:46 * HH looks to Morgan "See, yon maiden thinks I'm a big, virile beastie, my liege" Oct 23 12:25:53 No, she thinks you're an ass Oct 23 12:26:04 C: Isn't it a bit early for that, Heinzharold? HH: 's a bit late, callin' you a _maiden_! Oct 23 12:26:41 C: *she very briefly glances at Morgan** Oct 23 12:27:34 HeinzHarold... shut up Oct 23 12:28:23 Claudia shrugs, unable to convey gesturing in the low light. Her tone is amused though: Some of us didn' have to wait til we were twenty seven before findin' a woman who wanted to fuck us. Oct 23 12:28:59 * HH laughs loudly, obviously caught off guard by it Oct 23 12:29:48 * Morgan snorts Oct 23 12:30:03 Fucking 'ell Claudia! Brutal! *he laughs again* Oct 23 12:31:25 I coulda swived a lot o' women, but my Ma says **he does a falsetto voice that is not far from his mother's** Ne'er risk makin' a mother of a woman y' don't intend to make a wife of! Oct 23 12:33:47 Thats a worryingly good impression Oct 23 12:34:09 C: *she laughs* Not a problem, couldn't do either anyway. Yes, he does a good Frau Heinzharold doesn't he? Oct 23 12:34:16 * HH grins Oct 23 12:34:56 **the voice remains** Well, if y' like it, that Claudia, I'll keep doin' it all day Oct 23 12:35:22 * Morgan rubs his forehead Oct 23 12:35:25 must you? Oct 23 12:35:45 * HH talks to Morgan in his normal voice "That's what she calls her, y' know? That Claudia." Oct 23 12:36:04 C: *she snorts* Oct 23 12:36:09 really? Oct 23 12:37:36 Not to 'er face, mind you. I gotta a clip round the eat one day, b'cause she said it, and I said "I'll 'ave you know, Ma, one day, _That Claudia_ is gonna be my wife an' take yer place in th' house" Oct 23 12:49:51 gonna be your wife, eh Oct 23 12:54:01 C: If I could reach, I'd fetch you up another one for that! Oct 23 12:55:09 * HH does the voice "Y' need a good, kind, submissive wife like yer Ma, not That Claudia!" **he starts laughing* Oct 23 13:29:23 C: *she sniggers* Oct 23 13:29:29 I can just picture it... darling, where is my dinner? Make it ya fucking self Oct 23 13:30:00 * HH and Claudia laugh at this Oct 23 13:31:07 Make me a cup of tea, there's a good girl... an' he ends up with it tipped in his lap Oct 23 13:31:43 C: He'd be dead before the water boiled. Oct 23 13:33:28 brained with an empty kettle Oct 23 13:33:42 * HH taps his temple Oct 23 13:33:58 Can't get brained if y' got no brain Oct 23 13:34:55 You have a point Oct 23 13:34:58 C: I thought it was just bad luck, turns out it's his defense mechanism. Oct 23 13:36:38 * HH laughs. He waits til it is full daylight before asking Morgan- Oct 23 13:36:38 Gonna read to us fr'm the book? Oct 23 13:37:07 * Morgan fishes it out Oct 23 13:37:12 C: Both of you are obsessed with that book! Oct 23 13:38:42 * Morgan nods Oct 23 13:40:14 'E loves it b'cause it's got rude bits in it. Oct 23 13:40:15 C: *she rolls her eyes* Yes, I'm sure it mentions bare ankles and diaphanous dresses! Oct 23 13:41:04 * Morgan looks at her Oct 23 13:41:06 meaning? Oct 23 13:43:28 C: Meaning Molly isn't likely to write anything really lascivious and Heinzharold's assuming it's more rude than it is Oct 23 13:44:23 And I'm not likely to have sex in the Eisenfursts stable... Oct 23 13:45:00 'E's got you there. Oct 23 13:45:27 C: *she shrugs* Oct 23 13:45:31 HH looks at Morgan: what's diaphanous mean then? Oct 23 13:46:08 its the long line in a triangle Oct 23 13:46:16 * HH laughs Oct 23 13:46:21 C: *she looks to Morgan* You know those sheer white dresses the women in the posh brothel in Fischler wore? _That's_ diaphanous. Oct 23 13:47:09 * Morgan nods Oct 23 13:47:22 * HH nods, grinning "Mebbie I'll find one of them to take back t' my lil darlin" Oct 23 13:48:10 one of the women in the brothel? Brave, man... Oct 23 13:48:17 * HH laughs Oct 23 13:48:32 Nah, I'd like t' live to see twenty eight Oct 23 13:49:00 Meant one of those sheer white dresses, o' course Oct 23 13:49:07 of course Oct 23 13:49:09 C: *she looks at him* Do you really want Morgan and I picturing your wife almost naked? Oct 23 13:50:14 * HH shakes his head "nope. I'll just shut up, shall I?" Oct 23 13:50:29 might be an idea Oct 23 13:50:55 Read us the letter then. A clean one! Oct 23 13:53:42 * Morgan opens the book Oct 23 13:55:36 **It says: Saturday 24th, morning. We should now be two weeks into our separation, with one to go! No doubt we will be getting excited for your return by now! Perhaps we will go to Sunnymeade again, or deep clean the cottages to be sure they are ready for you to come back to. Wherever you are today, I hope you are safe and well and happy. I love you, liebes herz xx** Oct 23 13:56:28 They might go to sunnymeade Oct 23 13:58:10 * HH nods Oct 23 13:58:31 Can't wait t' get home. Worse than in th' War Oct 23 14:00:04 Not long now Oct 23 14:01:25 * HH nods Oct 23 14:01:51 **The ride feels much like a continuation of most of the last fortnight, long roads, hedges, trees, fields. HH's bullshit stories and singing. Rain that comes and goes. Repeated requests for reheated coffee. Eventually just after sunset they arrive in Thirlow, a quiet town with several taverns and an obvious brothel. Oct 23 14:02:13 * HH stretches in the saddle Oct 23 14:02:26 Bad for the plums is all o' this ridin' Oct 23 14:02:53 * Morgan heads for the brothel Oct 23 14:03:16 * HH grins Oct 23 14:03:31 Ne'er thought I'd see tha' Oct 23 14:03:49 Lets be honest... where am I going to find Yensid? Oct 23 14:03:57 * HH nods Oct 23 14:04:35 One day when he's too old for all this shit, reck'n he'll settle in Sudlachenburg an' run one Oct 23 14:04:42 that wouldn't surprise me Oct 23 14:05:15 C: It won't be being kept quiet once Morgan is the Graf Oct 23 14:05:36 what makes you think that? Oct 23 14:05:50 C: You're more tolerant Oct 23 14:06:00 I'm not a prude Oct 23 14:06:04 * HH laughs Oct 23 14:06:08 Not anymore Oct 23 14:06:16 can't really argue with that Oct 23 14:06:39 C: Certain women in Sudlachenburg already earn money that way anyway Oct 23 14:07:12 I don't think there's any place where that isn't the case Oct 23 14:07:20 Oldest profession in th' world Oct 23 14:08:14 **They arrive** We stayin' here, or just lookin' for The Weasel? Oct 23 14:09:31 Just looking for him Oct 23 14:12:26 **they get settled in with drinks. Women come and go, offering themselves, but even Claudia seems disinterested tonight** Oct 23 14:13:44 * HH watches her turn down a very pretty petite blonde, then looks at Morgan with an unspoken question, shrugging slightly Oct 23 14:16:56 * Morgan beckons her over Oct 23 14:17:45 **The girl comes over, trying to slip into his lap** What would you like tonight, handsome? Oct 23 14:17:52 * HH starts chuckling Oct 23 14:18:24 I'm looking for a gentleman... most like if he's here he'll have been in here Oct 23 14:19:19 G: We don't do that sort of stuff. Oct 23 14:19:43 * HH starts laughing more, even Claudia looks amused watching Morgan Oct 23 14:19:51 You misunderstand... Oct 23 14:20:38 G *she starts rubbing his arm** You want a man, but not for bum stuff? Oct 23 14:21:21 * HH looks like he might actually die from the quiet laughter at this, tears on his cheeks. Claudia is laughing too now Oct 23 14:22:11 * Morgan sighs Oct 23 14:23:08 Not for anything like that... lets just say he has messages for me, and this is the sort of place he'd be. Grubby, weaselly looking man Oct 23 14:23:49 G: Oh! Could be Wolfgang. Older guy, likes his ropes? Oct 23 14:24:26 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:25:00 G: He's usually in before he starts work, then back again after, like three o'clock time Oct 23 14:25:54 * Morgan checks the time Oct 23 14:26:14 **its about 9 o'clock** Oct 23 14:28:06 any idea where he's staying? Oct 23 14:29:29 **She shakes her head** Oct 23 14:30:51 **Someone else calls her, and she looks to him** Sure you dont want anything? I'd rather be swived by you than that guy calling me. Oct 23 14:31:07 * HH and Claudia crack up at this Oct 23 14:31:15 I'm not here for that but feel free to tell him I've given you something to do Oct 23 14:31:31 G: Best not. That all? Oct 23 14:32:05 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:32:48 **she goes, slipping into the lap of the other man** Oct 23 14:32:55 * HH drinks some ale Oct 23 14:33:24 Yer more popular than that guy who hasn't had 'is own hair since '61 Oct 23 14:34:36 You pair may as well get some rest Oct 23 14:36:23 Looks like an inn jus' down the street, we'll stay there. What we doin' if he doesnt turn up? Still going to the house b'fore dawn? Oct 23 14:41:50 **Claudia drinks a mouthful of ale, not even noticing the bare breasted woman that passes their table with a man following closely behind her** Oct 23 14:42:48 I'm going to have a snoop... Yensid normally turns up then Oct 23 14:43:20 * HH nods Oct 23 14:43:29 We'll finish these then get on Oct 23 14:43:50 **They've been there about forty minutes when Morgan feels someone sneaking behind him only a fraction before a hand touches his shoulder** Oct 23 14:44:39 Don't... do that Oct 23 14:45:30 Yensid: Gives you the willies, does it? Oct 23 14:45:36 * HH is now known as Yensid Oct 23 14:46:06 You'll get your hand chopped off... Oct 23 14:46:11 * Yensid takes a seat. He faintly smells of excrement Oct 23 14:46:51 Wondered when you'd finally turn up. Go get us a drink, Heinzharold Oct 23 14:48:04 **HH mutters under his breath but does so. Claudia watches Yensid with disdain. He smiles at her "Good to see you too." She just stares at him until he looks back to Morgan Oct 23 14:48:27 Can't stop, got work tonight. Oct 23 14:48:34 work... Oct 23 14:49:17 I'm a night soil man for the streets around her Ladyship's house **he grins** Oct 23 14:49:56 Clever... they here? Oct 23 14:50:08 Yep. Packing up though Oct 23 14:50:20 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:50:28 **HH sets his drink down and goes back to his seat** Oct 23 14:50:29 They gonna do a midnight flit on us? Oct 23 14:51:14 Not tonight. Tomorrow night, maybe. Got a whole bunch of disgruntled staff keeping an eye, and some beggar kids following them around Oct 23 14:51:31 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:51:37 we'll grab him before dawn then Oct 23 14:52:19 I'll be done hauling shit at half past two, so I can meet you there after that? Oct 23 14:52:47 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:52:52 we likely to meet resistance? Oct 23 14:53:39 No, staff hate them, they're getting shafted for pay. Oct 23 14:54:10 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:54:11 good Oct 23 14:54:22 * Yensid pops them down a key Oct 23 14:55:00 I got a room, next street over, number twenty five, ground floor. Ain't much, but enough space to kip Oct 23 14:55:33 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:55:40 saves dealing with inn keepers Oct 23 14:55:48 * Yensid nods Oct 23 14:56:02 Yep Oct 23 14:56:29 * Yensid and Claudia finish their drinks, and Yensid downs his Oct 23 14:57:07 Right, pots to see, turds to collect. Don't poke around in my stuff. See you later. Oct 23 14:57:34 Yensid... the address... Oct 23 14:57:43 What address? Oct 23 14:58:00 for Dau and deBurgh... Oct 23 14:58:06 You wife gave me the address, you should have it Oct 23 14:58:14 yes, _where_ is it Oct 23 14:58:15 HH: I do Oct 23 14:58:38 * Yensid gives them directions. It's half a mile away Oct 23 14:58:46 * Morgan nods Oct 23 14:59:37 * Yensid goes off whistling. He gropes the bottom of a girl as he passes Oct 23 14:59:46 * Yensid is now known as Claudia Oct 23 15:00:03 Ugh, he's awful. Oct 23 15:00:36 he's not my favourite person Oct 23 15:01:10 HH: 'E's a fucking genius is what he is. Who would ever expect a spy to stoop to scooping shit Oct 23 15:02:34 * Morgan nods Oct 23 15:03:04 HH: 'Cept you Oct 23 15:03:32 pardon? Oct 23 15:04:10 You'da scooped shit to rescue me from Dietmund, f'r example Oct 23 15:04:17 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 23 15:04:29 * Morgan nods Oct 23 15:04:57 C: Animal shit is not the same as human shit Oct 23 15:05:33 * HH shakes his head "Just like how cow's milk is just th' same as breastmilk" Oct 23 15:06:09 C: **she looks to Morgan** this again. Tell him breastmilk and cows milk are not the same! Oct 23 15:07:15 We're going to need another horse... Oct 23 15:08:06 DeBurgh must have one, gi'en all their travellin' Oct 23 15:08:57 * Morgan nods Oct 23 15:08:59 that'll do Oct 23 15:12:13 * HH stands up Oct 23 15:12:50 Let's get a coupla hours sleep, long ride back tomorrow, especially with our special cargo *he grins* Oct 23 15:14:58 * Morgan nods Oct 23 15:15:58 **They pay to leave the horses at the brothel, and take their bags to Yensids rather smelly room. There's a single bed and two chairs, the room tiny** Oct 23 15:16:40 * HH looks around Oct 23 15:18:41 And here we see the grand palatial holdings of Eisenfurst Yensid of Shi-Tole... wonder at its finery and exquisite furnishings. The marks on the mattress are nothing but the finest vanilla cream from southern vodacce Oct 23 15:19:00 **Claudia sits down immediately in a chair** Oct 23 15:20:02 We've been in worse Oct 23 15:20:10 * HH nods Oct 23 15:20:21 Much. C: Yep. Oct 23 15:20:32 * HH takes a coin Oct 23 15:20:40 Flip for the bed? Oct 23 15:22:00 * Morgan sits on the chair Oct 23 15:22:02 all yours Oct 23 15:22:21 Fucks sake. Fuck you both Oct 23 15:22:31 * HH laughs, kicking off his boots Oct 23 15:23:35 **Claudia watches them both, only the couple of candles they have lit to illuminate the room** Hey, listen... Oct 23 15:23:59 * HH lies on the bed but looks at her, waiting silently Oct 23 15:24:32 C: No pranks, no fucking around. I am trusting you both. Oct 23 15:24:52 * Morgan nods Oct 23 15:24:54 I swear Oct 23 15:25:44 C: If you need to wake me, say my name loudly, or kick me. Don't whisper it, don't touch me gently. Oct 23 15:26:12 * HH moves his gaze from Claudia to Morgan, then back Oct 23 15:26:45 No problem. I swear too. Oct 23 15:29:10 **She nods, closing her eyes** Thanks. Goodnight. Oct 23 15:30:11 * HH watches her a few moments before looking at Morgan solemnly and gesturing $Whoever made that warning necessary is going to fucking die. Horribly.$ Oct 23 15:31:41 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 23 15:31:48 $Get some sleep$ Oct 23 15:32:12 $I'll turn over so I don't see you blushing$ Oct 23 15:34:31 * HH turns over to face the wall "g'night Morgan" Oct 23 15:34:40 night Oct 23 15:34:50 * Morgan closes his eyes, leaning his head back Oct 23 15:35:24 **He falls asleep. He looks up at the frost on the tree branches between him and the crisp blue sky above. The vapour as he exhales obscures their sharp black fingers. Within his cold hands, warm fingers. Oct 23 15:35:24 He has no idea how Dietlinde's gloveless hands can still be so warm on a day as chilly as this, though he wonders if maybe it's his family-crested cloak he's wrapped around her as they wait for the priest to arrive. He will soon carry her over the threshold to the cottage he has bought them, and make her warmer. Her straight blonde hair shines in the sunlight, and her eyes watch him adoringly. Oct 23 15:35:24 He watches her with a similar adoration. None of it matters. Not the sharp sting of the late January day. Not the battles he has come through, or the injuries he sustained. Not the wrath he will face tomorrow from his family. Oct 23 15:35:41 All that matters is here and now in this clearing, where he had first made her tea. Dietlinde. Finally making her his wife, the most holy partnership, Theus' will. A covenant of body and soul that no person can come between. Oct 23 15:35:41 The holy man who has been well-paid to forge this secret union trudges through the forest. He watches the young couple a moment, then looks to Morgan Oct 23 15:35:41 "My Lord, is this wise? Your family will object" Oct 23 15:35:59 "I don't care" He stares at her beautiful heart shaped face. Oct 23 15:35:59 "Your brother will struggle to prevent the plans against Sudlachenburg" Oct 23 15:35:59 "I don't care" But he feels a hint of distress and guilt Oct 23 15:35:59 "He will lose years of time with the woman he loves" Oct 23 15:35:59 "I DON'T CARE!" He's getting angry, alongside increased distress and guilt, his fingers tingling, growing warm Oct 23 15:36:18 "He will decide that this marriage is a problem for Sudlachenburg and look to destroy it" Oct 23 15:36:18 "I. DON'T.  CARE!" His hands are hot. Oct 23 15:36:18 She watches him with a pained frown "Morgan, you're hurting me!" Oct 23 15:36:18 The tingling doesn't stop. Her hands in his are red, blistered, a thin coat of flame covering them. She whimpers with the pain, watching him as if she cannot fathom why he has done it. Oct 23 15:36:32 "You need to let me go!" She pleads. But he can't, and the flame intensifies suddenly until it is like a veil that separates them, and all he has left of her is her screams. He wakes up. ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 23 15:37:58 ((very high)) Oct 23 15:38:39 **His fingers are tingling, control feeling weak. He reckons it's about one oclock* Oct 23 15:38:50 * Morgan swears, bolting for the door Oct 23 15:39:23 **Both of his friends are awake in an instant at the door noise** Oct 23 15:39:28 What the fuck?! Oct 23 15:40:16 * Morgan wrenches the door open, running into the street Oct 23 15:40:56 * HH tries to get his boots on. Claudia follows Morgan but stays back Oct 23 15:41:04 * HH is now known as Claudia Oct 23 15:41:18 Don't be disappearing, talk to me. Oct 23 15:41:41 * Morgan backs up further Oct 23 15:41:51 * Claudia tosses him a flask Oct 23 15:42:05 * Morgan catches it, chugging at it Oct 23 15:42:53 **It's drambuie. Honey, scotch, Molly's skin. It helps much more than just scotch, the tingling remains but the control feels a little stronger Oct 23 15:43:00 What else? Balm? Oct 23 15:43:44 its in my bag Oct 23 15:44:09 Anything else? Oct 23 15:45:20 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 23 15:47:18 * Claudia goes back indoors, returning moments later with the balm Oct 23 15:52:55 * Morgan watches her Oct 23 15:53:24 * Claudia throws it to him Oct 23 15:53:53 * Morgan catches it, putting some under his nose Oct 23 15:54:36 **It helps a little. The control is stronger. The cobbled street is empty and HH comes out** Oct 23 15:54:49 HH: Wha' can we do? Oct 23 15:54:56 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 23 15:55:08 Don't know Oct 23 15:55:42 HH: wha' happens if y' use a little bit? Oct 23 15:56:15 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 15:56:24 I need to get away from the buildings Oct 23 15:58:46 HH: Let's grab the stuff, don't think any of us are sleepin' anymore Oct 23 15:59:06 sorry Oct 23 15:59:07 * Claudia goes in, picking up the bags Oct 23 15:59:34 HH: It was a bit too cold and gooey for me any'ow *he grins* Oct 23 16:00:40 * Morgan looks round, scanning the street Oct 23 16:01:11 **Everything is quiet. the candles go out and she emerges with three bags, locking the door** Oct 23 16:01:34 HH: Head closer to th' house, find an open spot? Oct 23 16:01:40 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:02:48 You want to carry your bag, or keep the book and negligee away from you? Oct 23 16:02:55 keep them away Oct 23 16:03:22 * Claudia nods. They walk. It's only two minutes before they find a field Oct 23 16:04:47 * Morgan wanders into it, further from the edge of the field than the others Oct 23 16:05:10 * Claudia and HH watch from the safe distance Oct 23 16:06:20 * Morgan tries to create a fireball, pouring energy into it Oct 23 16:09:54 **its is elaborate, made of many intertwined fiery strands like filigree, and very bright Oct 23 16:10:20 * Morgan tries to extinguish it Oct 23 16:13:47 **it goes out easily. The tingling is gone Oct 23 16:14:01 * Morgan walks back towards the others Oct 23 16:16:01 * Claudia holds out his bag for him Oct 23 16:16:08 * Morgan takes it Oct 23 16:16:10 thank you Oct 23 16:16:15 Want to tell us what happened? Oct 23 16:16:27 nightmare Oct 23 16:16:42 * Claudia rolls her eyes Oct 23 16:16:47 No shit(!) Oct 23 16:19:04 was my wedding... priest was telling me everything that would happen. I hurt Dietlinde Oct 23 16:20:10 * Claudia nods Oct 23 16:20:23 That's a new level of bad Oct 23 16:20:33 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:20:55 She said I needed to let her go... not let go of her... Oct 23 16:21:19 **HH comes closer, putting a hand on his arm** Oct 23 16:22:04 HH: Prob'ly just a nightmare b'cause you're going to be facing Dau and worry about being cruel Oct 23 16:22:15 maybe Oct 23 16:23:10 **HH pats his arm** a hug any 'elp? Oct 23 16:23:50 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:24:23 **HH stops walking and wraps his arms around Morgan** Oct 23 16:26:18 * Claudia stops near them, keeping a watch on the dark quiet night Oct 23 16:27:24 * Morgan sobs quietly for a minute Oct 23 16:28:05 **HH just holds him, rubbing his back as he would for Varick Oct 23 16:29:25 * Morgan straightens up, letting go Oct 23 16:31:46 **HH puts a hand to the back of his neck** You good? Oct 23 16:31:56 * Morgan nods, wiping his face Oct 23 16:32:20 * Claudia comes to Morgan, handing him a handkerchief Oct 23 16:32:43 * Morgan takes it, drying his eyes Oct 23 16:32:53 * Claudia waits Oct 23 16:34:08 * Morgan hands it back before stretching Oct 23 16:34:12 fuck Oct 23 16:34:35 * Claudia spontaneously him "We are not making a habit of this, but special circumstances." Oct 23 16:34:57 **HH smiles slightly** Oct 23 16:35:01 Hugs* Oct 23 16:35:18 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:35:48 * Claudia stays a few seconds before moving away and pocketing the handkerchief Oct 23 16:36:14 HH: what's fuck? Oct 23 16:36:44 that was... brutal Oct 23 16:37:05 HH: Y' get used to the fire ones Oct 23 16:38:58 To a point Oct 23 16:39:30 HH: I still 'ave a few, now and then Oct 23 16:40:18 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:40:46 You've never had this one before? Oct 23 16:41:07 No Oct 23 16:42:28 HH: Ne'er seen a girl that looks so much like Jana b'fore either too. Mebbie connected? Oct 23 16:42:43 maybe Oct 23 16:42:57 Come on, let's walk Oct 23 16:43:30 * Morgan nods, moving off Oct 23 16:43:36 **HH starts moving, continuing along the way** Oct 23 16:43:54 HH: surprised they're 'ere? Oct 23 16:43:58 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:44:01 very Oct 23 16:44:16 I'm not usually wrong Oct 23 16:45:03 HH: Still gotta capture 'im though. Not sure any o' us gonna be sure of success til we see his head off. Oct 23 16:45:19 We're not cutting his head off Oct 23 16:45:58 HH: Even when he's dead? Oct 23 16:47:29 Thats part of being hung drawn and quartered... Oct 23 16:48:13 HH: Well that's not quarters then, is it? Oct 23 16:48:32 no... its not Oct 23 16:49:06 HH: More like sixths, really. Sevenths, if y' remove his gentleman sausage. Oct 23 16:50:08 * Claudia snorts "Six-and-a-halfths." Oct 23 16:50:34 **HH laughs** Oct 23 16:50:43 sounds about right Oct 23 16:50:59 **They walk in silence a bit before she says Oct 23 16:51:06 You have a plan? Oct 23 16:51:33 HH looks to him: and "wing it" is not a plan. Oct 23 16:52:41 I'm hoping to catch them asleep... Claudia can deal with deBurgh, you and I are going to jump on Dau, sit on him til we can get him restrained Oct 23 16:53:09 When you say "deal"...? Oct 23 16:54:27 truss her up like a roast pig. If she attacks, its self defence Oct 23 16:57:19 * Claudia grins Oct 23 16:58:29 I haven't forgotten her trying to kill Molly in that tournament in Avebury **Nor would he have, the moment where the awful thought came to him; what if both his wives shared the same anniversary of death date?** Oct 23 16:58:45 * Morgan nods Oct 23 16:59:48 Is it still self defence if she's goaded? Oct 23 17:00:14 Her lack of self control doesn't mean you should let her attack you... Oct 23 17:00:37 **HH looks to Morgan** Y' brought Claudia to a fight, Claudia's gonna have a fight. Can't fight it. Oct 23 17:01:30 I know... Oct 23 17:02:25 I won't kill her Oct 23 17:02:42 ... unless she gives me a good reason. Oct 23 17:02:50 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 17:02:58 She's not stupid... Oct 23 17:03:29 **HH shrugs** she tried killing Molly in front of you. Sounds stupid as fuck t' me Oct 23 17:04:36 She likes to believe I'd be restrained by societal nicety Oct 23 17:05:30 HH: Even stupider than I thought Oct 23 17:06:49 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 17:09:50 **They end up with half an hour to kill before Yensid is due, watching the house from across the road Oct 23 17:10:17 More likely to need keeping in line tonight? Oct 23 17:10:28 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 17:10:30 I don't know Oct 23 17:11:15 HH: Wont know til you see 'im? Or til he opens his trap? Oct 23 17:11:27 Could be either Oct 23 17:14:19 **They notice a little beggar boy climb over the wall into the gardens Oct 23 17:14:34 Yensids little employee? Oct 23 17:14:46 * Claudia shrugs Oct 23 17:15:04 Guess so. What do you reckon he's doing? Oct 23 17:15:37 No idea... I do have a sudden urge to go and check... and make sure the exits are covered Oct 23 17:19:03 * Claudia shrugs Oct 23 17:19:08 We can do that Oct 23 17:19:21 * Morgan nods Oct 23 17:22:49 Leaving Heinzharold outside? Oct 23 17:23:46 for now aye Oct 23 17:24:35 * Claudia walks over, then slips through the gap the child did Oct 23 17:24:48 * Morgan follows her Oct 23 17:26:28 **inside the gates the house is quite nice, a little humbler than the others. Theres no light in any of the front windows, and no sign of the child Oct 23 17:27:16 * Morgan skulks around in the shadows, looking for places the child might have gone Oct 23 17:32:00 **there's a light around the back like a banked fire, likely to be the kitchen Oct 23 17:33:21 * Morgan creeps up to the house, looking in the window Oct 23 17:34:26 **there's an older man sat smoking a pipe by the fire, and the beggar boy stuffing down food at a table Oct 23 17:36:03 * Morgan backs away from the building again, searching for Claudia Oct 23 17:38:21 * Claudia is at the corner, watching for him Oct 23 17:38:34 * Morgan heads over to her Oct 23 17:38:38 just stuffing his face Oct 23 17:39:04 * Claudia whispers "no sign of anyone downstairs round the front and sides, no upstairs lights" Oct 23 17:39:19 older man in the kitchen, along with the boy Oct 23 17:41:47 Dangerous? A guard or just a servant? Oct 23 17:42:12 servant I'd reckon... dangerous... given whats happening to them, I wouldn't imagine they'll put up much of a fight Oct 23 17:44:12 * Claudia nods Oct 23 17:44:26 Good, don't want bystanders underfoot Oct 23 17:45:02 Best check for horses so we know what we're dealing with Oct 23 17:45:29 * Morgan nods, looking for a stable Oct 23 17:49:04 **They find it. There's two decent horses and a small carriage Oct 23 17:50:36 * Claudia goes to open the carriage door, sticks her head in, the coughs Oct 23 17:51:49 Stinks of sweat and sex. Who fucks in a carriage?! Oct 23 17:52:01 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 17:52:47 * Claudia shuts the door again Oct 23 17:53:00 Aside from the smell, it could be used Oct 23 17:53:09 Maybe we should tie him up in there, make him smell it the rest of the day Oct 23 17:54:33 * Claudia gags Oct 23 17:54:40 Yep, sounds good Oct 23 17:56:14 * Morgan nods Oct 23 17:56:31 Best get it harnessed before we attack though Oct 23 17:57:20 Get yensid on it? Oct 23 17:57:50 * Morgan nods Oct 23 17:58:01 he's going to be in charge of making sure Dau is restrained Oct 23 17:59:02 Good at that, is he? Oct 23 17:59:34 * Morgan nods Oct 23 18:00:15 * Claudia nods Oct 23 18:00:36 Do it now then? Wont be much longer Oct 23 18:01:37 * Morgan nods Oct 23 18:02:17 **By the time they have finished and get back to HH, Yensid is there** Oct 23 18:03:58 * Morgan repeats the plan, mostly for Yensid Oct 23 18:08:24 **Yensid pats his bag** Ready Oct 23 18:08:44 Alright, lets move Oct 23 18:08:58 **they follow Morgan Oct 23 18:10:10 * Morgan heads back to the kitchen, checking the window Oct 23 18:11:59 **The man and boy are still there, both snoozing by the fire Oct 23 18:12:39 * Morgan opens the door quietly, creeping in and motioning the others past him into the next room Oct 23 18:14:36 **They do so. There's no joking no sarcasm, no creepiness. This is a mission, and on a mission navy personnel just get it done. Oct 23 18:15:19 * Morgan moves back to the fore, leading the way upstairs to check the bedrooms Oct 23 18:16:40 **The house is so quiet the sound of someone pissing into a porcelain pot can be heard Oct 23 18:17:01 * Morgan follows the sound Oct 23 18:17:43 **in the dark, he gets to a door where the sound is coming from. The others follow Oct 23 18:18:12 * Morgan gets close to it, listening Oct 23 18:18:45 **the sound continues, punctuated by a loud fart Oct 23 18:19:03 **somehow, HH manages not to laugh Oct 23 18:20:05 * Morgan waits for a hint of who is in the room Oct 23 18:21:44 **the sound of the urine hitting the pot is from a standing height rather than a squatting height Oct 23 18:22:57 * Morgan twists the handle slowly Oct 23 18:23:26 **it causes no alarm to the sleepy urinator Oct 23 18:24:23 * Morgan pushes the door open Oct 23 18:24:46 * Claudia is now known as Kai Oct 23 18:25:00 * Kai says sleepily Oct 23 18:25:19 Fucking knock next time, Turner! Oct 23 18:25:36 * Morgan launches himself at Kai, aiming a boot at the mans chest Oct 23 18:26:37 **It's clumsy because there's no light, but it still knocks Kai to the floor with an "Oof" Oct 23 18:28:17 **there's a noise of movement behind him as Claudia and the others come into the room. The sound of Kai hitting the floor wakes Rebecca "Darling?" Oct 23 18:29:22 * Morgan scrambles to deliver his knee to Kai's nethers Oct 23 18:30:59 * Kai yells loudly in pain. Claudia moves towards Rebecca. Yensid roots in his bag, and HH blocks the door Oct 23 18:32:13 **Rebecca starts screaming for Turner Oct 23 18:35:05 * Morgan grapples with Kai to get him on his front, kneeling on his back Oct 23 18:37:22 * Kai tries to fight back, he's pretty strong. HH joins Morgan, sitting on Kai's upper back. Kai curses them and threatens them in Avalonian. Meanwhile, Rebecca's screams become muffled Oct 23 18:39:44 * Morgan shifts his knee to the bottom of Kais skull Oct 23 18:40:09 *HH moves down to compensate Oct 23 18:41:25 **Rebecca yelps in pain** Oct 23 18:42:11 **in Avalonian* Get off me you bastards, you vill pay for zis! Oct 23 18:43:16 **yensid wanders out into the hall. There's the sound of a tinder box Oct 23 18:46:15 * Morgan glances over at the door Oct 23 18:47:19 **the doorway gets brighter as Yensid lights a candle down the hall a little Oct 23 18:48:45 * Morgan speaks quietly in heavily accented Avalonian Oct 23 18:49:16 now yer worship, don' wann' be gettin' yer neck broke... Oct 23 18:52:22 Vat do you vant? Oct 23 18:52:51 * Morgan glances at Kais wrists Oct 23 18:55:10 **Yensid comes back in with a candle that he leaves on a table and a rope under his arm. Rebecca manages the M sound of Morgan, until Claudia savagely clamps her hand tighter over her mouth Oct 23 18:56:32 * Morgan pulls Kais wrists down behind his back, leaving room for Yensid Oct 23 18:59:01 **He uses the same sort of accent as Morgan** Temp'ry or longer? Oct 23 18:59:21 **HH shifts to pin his legs Oct 23 18:59:38 temp'ry, we'll sort em longer once we''s away Oct 23 19:00:31 **In under three seconds Yensid have Kai's hands bound. Kai shouts again for Turner as well as threatening them Oct 23 19:00:52 them'll 'old? Oct 23 19:03:16 Y: Oh yeah, 'old 'im good. Oct 23 19:04:30 * Morgan nods Oct 23 19:04:44 lets get 'im out then Oct 23 19:07:39 **HH stands up, Yensid helps Morgan lift Kai Oct 23 19:08:00 * Morgan keeps him facing away from himself Oct 23 19:09:35 Y: Tie th' bitch up too? Oct 23 19:10:10 * Morgan looks to Claudia Oct 23 19:10:50 **Claudia is sat on Rebecca, a hand over her mouth Oct 23 19:11:35 I'm sure she can wiv 'er Oct 23 19:11:56 I'm sure she can deal wiv'er Oct 23 19:13:22 **Yensid nods, hauling Kai out, who is just in a shirt and thin breeches, the placket hanging open. Kai is yelling at the top of his lungs now Oct 23 19:14:37 * Morgan looks at Claudia, then Rebecca Oct 23 19:14:42 doing a runner I hear Oct 23 19:15:35 **Rebecca cant do anymore than glare and make muffled sounds against Claudia's hand** Oct 23 19:15:50 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 23 19:16:01 Stay here, back Claudia. Oct 23 19:17:54 **HH shake his head** Sposed to stay with you. Oct 23 19:18:15 Then go secure him with Yensid, I'll stay Oct 23 19:18:33 **HH goes with Yensid and Kai** Oct 23 19:18:41 * Kai is now known as Rebecca Oct 23 19:19:29 You're not going to scream if she lets up, are you... Oct 23 19:20:16 * Rebecca shakes her head Oct 23 19:20:24 * Morgan nods to Claudia Oct 23 19:21:01 **Claudia does. Rebecca immediately screams as loud as she can. Claudia slaps her hard** Oct 23 19:21:44 Well, I can't even trust you with that... you're too big a liability to be wandering around... Oct 23 19:24:48 What are you doing with Kai? Let him go! Oct 23 19:36:19 He's going to face justice for what he's done... there's an arrest warrant in Zweibruck for him. Now what are you going to do, hmm? Oct 23 19:37:10 * Rebecca glares at him Oct 23 19:37:18 That isnt your business. Oct 23 19:37:46 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 23 19:37:48 let her up Oct 23 19:38:03 **She does so, grudgingly Oct 23 19:38:43 I wonder how long he'd have put up with you... until he had to run off to another brothel... Oct 23 19:40:01 * Rebecca moves fast, trying to slap Morgan in the face. Claudia grabs her by the hair very roughly, speaking Avalonian"Don't. Fucking. Try. It" Oct 23 19:40:21 $had your opportunity there$ Oct 23 19:40:56 $I'm taking the high road. This time.$ Oct 23 19:41:41 Now, what are you going to do... I daresay you'll be running around, spreading rumours, plotting... Oct 23 19:42:15 I don't care about you. Why would I even bother with a pathetic, broken man like you? Oct 23 19:42:47 **Claudia twists hard, yanking Rebecca's hair and causing pain* Oct 23 19:42:51 Yet you spent all that time weaving lies in Tawstock... Oct 23 19:43:04 * Rebecca just shrugs Oct 23 19:43:50 Problem is I just can't trust a single thing you say... so what am I to do? I'd happily let you go your own way, if I actually believed you'd cause me no more trouble Oct 23 19:44:06 * Rebecca shrugs Oct 23 19:44:23 Do what you want, bullies like you always do. Oct 23 19:45:02 I thought I was a broken man... lets make an arrangement... I'll let you go, you'll never do anything that bothers me or mine... Oct 23 19:45:15 * Rebecca shrugs Oct 23 19:45:24 Frankly, I dont care. Oct 23 19:45:37 Just waiting for the prince to collect on your debt? Oct 23 19:46:03 * Rebecca shrugs again Oct 23 19:46:16 That isnt your business either. Oct 23 19:46:57 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 19:47:06 Let her go... we've got what we came for Oct 23 19:48:14 **Claudia yanks out a chunk of Rebecca's hair. Rebecca screeches** That is for trying to kill Molly. Oct 23 19:50:04 **Claudia lets her go, getting off the bed Oct 23 19:54:06 * Morgan moves to the door Oct 23 19:54:53 No doubt you can still go to his house in Ussura Oct 23 19:55:15 **Rebecca shrugs. Claudia heads out of the room, purposefully kicking the piss pot hard enough to send it flying, spilling urine over the bed, Rebecca, and the floorboards but away from Morgan Oct 23 19:55:45 * Morgan starts retracing their route to get out of the building Oct 23 19:56:36 * Rebecca is now known as Claudia Oct 23 19:56:48 * Claudia offers the hair to Morgan Oct 23 19:56:56 Want it? Oct 23 19:57:20 No, I want nothing of her Oct 23 19:57:56 * Claudia drops it on the floor and continues walking down towards the stable Oct 23 19:59:35 **Kai is in the carriage, the door tied shut. He's flinging himself around and being loud. Yensid is smoking a cigar and HH is giving a last check to the horses Oct 23 19:59:56 Thank you Yensid Oct 23 20:00:18 Yensid: All included in the fee Oct 23 20:00:26 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:00:35 speaking of which... the Eisenfurst pay you yet? Oct 23 20:01:16 **He nods** Your Father too for chasing all this Eckname shit Oct 23 20:01:31 What've you got on that? Oct 23 20:02:27 Y: Looking like he might have come to Avalon, could do with a few weeks in Carleon to see what I can find Oct 23 20:02:34 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:02:45 Do that... let me know what you learn Oct 23 20:03:12 **Yensid nods** Need me to tie him up more? Oct 23 20:03:26 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:03:30 don't want him braining himself Oct 23 20:04:49 **Yensid puts out the cigar before taking his rope into the carriage. A few minutes later, he says "Not sure how anyone can get a boner with this smell!" Oct 23 20:05:10 * Claudia looks at Morgan, complete disgust on her face Oct 23 20:05:29 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 23 20:05:33 unbelievable Oct 23 20:05:54 I dont know which is worse, the smell, that swine, or hearing Yensid say "boner" Oct 23 20:06:06 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:06:24 **HH looks to Morgan** did _Claudia_ just say boner?! Oct 23 20:06:43 leave it Oct 23 20:07:32 **HH shrugs. Yensid gets out** Y: Trussed up like a chicken Oct 23 20:07:55 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:08:10 you taking a couple of days before heading to Carleon? Oct 23 20:08:36 Y: Couple of hours or so, got some goodbyes to say Oct 23 20:08:45 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:08:48 safe travels Oct 23 20:09:15 Y: *he hands Morgan some rope** On the house. Oct 23 20:09:36 * Morgan nods, tucking it in his coat before looking at his friends Oct 23 20:09:39 lets get out of here Oct 23 20:10:15 **HH and Claudia climb up on the driving bench, leaving space for Morgan Oct 23 20:11:37 * Morgan climbs up Oct 23 20:11:44 brothel for the horses, then hit the road Oct 23 20:12:54 **HH drives them back towards the brothel to get their horses. It is still only half after three, so everything is quiet. HH opts to drive the carriage and toe his horse to the back, Claudia opts to ride point. Oct 23 20:15:06 * Morgan brings up the rear Oct 23 20:20:00 **It's slow going at first, retracing their route into the town in the darkness, though getting the carriage lights lit helps. Kai is fairly quiet, it sounds like he has been gagged. The town is soon behind them, the long trip ahead with no food or coffee packed. They don't talk, and theres also no other riders or carriages. There's nothing to do but just think and be. Oct 23 20:39:20 Soon as it gets light, we need to stop before the road starts being busy Oct 23 20:40:57 **HH pulls the carriage off the road at dawn into a small clearing. He gets down, as does Claudia Oct 23 20:41:27 * Morgan climbs down, pulling a knife out of his coat Oct 23 20:41:51 You're only stabbing him in the ass, no more. Oct 23 20:42:08 * Morgan looks at her Oct 23 20:42:13 do I look out of control? Oct 23 20:42:53 Are you smart enough to look in control if you weren't so we didn't stop you? Oct 23 20:43:11 * Morgan grins Oct 23 20:43:18 thats a good point Oct 23 20:43:39 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold, offering him the knife Oct 23 20:43:46 I just need to able to do the talking Oct 23 20:44:19 **HH looks at Morgan, taking it** How deep dya want it? Oct 23 20:44:51 A good depth, well into the muscle Oct 23 20:45:06 **HH grins* My pleasure! Oct 23 20:45:21 * Morgan nods, backing away from the carriage Oct 23 20:47:00 **HH gets in. He whispers something I Kai's ear before shoving the blade into Kai's buttock hard. Kai screams even around his fabric gag Oct 23 20:47:59 * Claudia looks to Morgan Oct 23 20:48:09 I get to stab the next one, right? Oct 23 20:48:22 * Morgan nods Oct 23 20:48:40 later on, remind me to tell you what HeinzHarold said last night when we were trying to sleep Oct 23 20:48:52 * Claudia nods Oct 23 20:49:09 * Morgan watches Kai Oct 23 20:49:15 HH: Leave it in, take it out? Oct 23 20:49:19 take it out Oct 23 20:49:50 **Kai faints as expected. HH removes the blade, getting out of the carriage Oct 23 20:49:59 This is creepy... Oct 23 20:51:34 **HH stands close beside Morgan. Kai slowly opens his eyes. It is, as usual creepy as hell. HH says "bah!" as Kai slowly turns his head and looks at them Oct 23 20:51:41 * Claudia is now known as Kai Oct 23 20:52:06 Kai... can you hear me Oct 23 20:52:22 Yessss.... Oct 23 20:52:35 **HH cracks his neck** Oct 23 20:53:27 **Claudia hovers to watch too* Oct 23 20:53:32 When you wake, you will not try to escape from us. You will not fight us... you will follow every instruction I give you, you will follow every instruction the man you know as Kurt Cristoban gives you. When I ask you a question, you will answer truthfully. Do you understand Oct 23 20:53:49 Yesssss... Oct 23 20:54:58 You will comply with each instruction as if it were of your own volition Oct 23 20:55:48 HH whispers: Claudia and me too, incase you're incapacitated or absent Oct 23 20:56:21 You will follow the instructions of my friends that you see with me now Oct 23 20:56:39 **Claudia whispers in his other ear** no actions to hurt himself or kill himself Oct 23 20:56:58 You will take no actions to harm or kill yourself. Do you understand Oct 23 20:57:04 Yesss... Oct 23 20:57:43 You will not attempt to damage my ship or anyone on it. Oct 23 20:57:57 Yesss... Oct 23 20:59:02 You will forget that you have been injured... Oct 23 20:59:35 Yesss... Oct 23 21:00:04 * Kai faints again Oct 23 21:00:32 **HH looks at Morgan** One of the worst things I've e'er seen Oct 23 21:00:43 Told you it was creepy Oct 23 21:01:13 * Kai comes round. He scowls at Morgan Oct 23 21:01:27 You will untie me right this minute! Oct 23 21:02:12 A disgraced Freiarr gives no commands to a Duke... since we're talking though... did you make a deal with the winter prince to have me implicated in Jaegers death? Oct 23 21:02:40 No Oct 23 21:03:06 Where were you and Rebecca running away to? Oct 23 21:03:14 Ussura Oct 23 21:03:29 * Morgan nods, closing the door and tying it shut Oct 23 21:04:25 **HH climbs up on the coach again, and Claudia mounts up Oct 23 21:04:39 HH: Let's go home. Oct 23 21:04:47 * Morgan nods, climbing into the saddle Oct 23 21:05:18 **They stop briefly in the morning for time to relieve themselves and haul their prisoner out to do the same. HH takes charge of the latter, still keeping an eye to Morgan. Once they are loaded up again they continue north east. A small tavern on the route sees them with food, coffee, and more for the way. Oct 23 21:05:19 They still dont talk about any of it. They concentrate on getting back to the ship without incident. The other traffic on the road is light, most people in the churches. Despite having achieved their goal of capture, there's no elation yet in the others, the job not yet complete. Oct 23 21:05:19 The long miles stretch on and on. Rain comes for the afternoon, Kai the only one staying dry. At not long after three o'clock they get to the Rose. Down the dock, the Blessing Of Angels is still here. Oct 23 21:05:32 * Kai is now known as Sorgi Oct 23 21:06:39 * Sorgi is on the deck when they get the carriage there, watching them. He comes down, looking at Morgan Oct 23 21:06:55 Got cargo for us, m'lord? Oct 23 21:06:59 * Morgan climbs down from his horse, nodding Oct 23 21:07:01 aye Oct 23 21:07:31 * Sorgi smiles at him, looking somewhat paternal Oct 23 21:07:42 Very good, m'lord Oct 23 21:08:02 No harm done to my wellbeing... Oct 23 21:08:18 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:08:28 I'm glad to hear it Oct 23 21:08:50 They still don't trust me with him, but I don't blame them Oct 23 21:13:03 They only want to protect you Oct 23 21:13:40 I know Oct 23 21:14:01 Brig is all ready. Do you need help carrying him? Oct 23 21:14:34 No, he needs untying but he'll make his own way there Oct 23 21:14:45 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:15:34 I'll clear the way. *he pats Morgan on the shoulder* Well done. The ladies are going to be very pleased Oct 23 21:15:52 * Morgan nods before turning to HeinzHarold Oct 23 21:16:04 Untie him, take him to the brig Oct 23 21:16:35 * Sorgi goes back on the ship. HH opens the carriage door. Meanwhile Claudia comes to Morgan Oct 23 21:16:54 C: Sorgi looks proud of you Oct 23 21:17:00 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:17:02 I noticed Oct 23 21:17:34 C: I'll deal with the horses Oct 23 21:18:31 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 23 21:18:32 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:19:11 * HH calls to Morgan "Dunno 'ow he's done this, cant untie them. Just gonna cut them off Oct 23 21:19:45 aye, alright Oct 23 21:20:47 * HH brings Kai out with just a rope tied around his waist. Kai is walking completely compliently beside HH Oct 23 21:21:06 * HH watches Morgan Oct 23 21:21:10 You alright? Oct 23 21:21:17 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:21:19 aye Oct 23 21:22:10 * HH leads him onto the ship. Kai touches the horseshoe without prompting, and is led below on the ship he hasnt been on since before he had her blown apart Oct 23 21:22:46 * Morgan looks up at the mast before looking at the blessings of angels Oct 23 21:23:21 **Claudia brings horses to the gangplank. "Sending the carriage back?" Oct 23 21:23:57 * Morgan shrugs Oct 23 21:24:04 She wants it, she can come and get it Oct 23 21:24:53 **Claudia tilts her head toward the Blessing** You going over again? Oct 23 21:26:11 I'm going to get cleaned up, then I'm going to invite them to tour most of the ship Oct 23 21:27:21 **she nods, getting on with the horses. Down in his study, the cat is asleep on the couch. Aside from the napping feline, he is finally alone again. Oct 23 21:27:53 * Morgan sits down, stroking the cat Oct 23 21:28:02 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 23 21:28:42 * Ulysses starts to purr. He wakes and climbs onto Morgan's chest, rubbing his face to Morgan's Oct 23 21:30:09 * Morgan spends a few minutes fussing the cat, talking to him before getting cleaned up Oct 23 21:30:28 * Ulysses scratches at the wardrobe door Oct 23 21:31:23 * Morgan picks up the negligee, going to open the wardrobe Oct 23 21:31:57 **It smells very much of her, just as the previous time Oct 23 21:36:12 * Morgan tucks the negligee inside one of the dresses before closing the door Oct 23 21:36:39 * Ulysses miaows questioningly Oct 23 21:36:56 Because it'll smell of her again... Oct 23 21:37:09 * Ulysses miaows again Oct 23 21:39:19 * Morgan crouches down, scratching the cats head Oct 23 21:39:23 I'm good Oct 23 21:39:42 * Ulysses rolls over, showing his belly Oct 23 21:40:56 * Morgan scratches it a few times before straightening up Oct 23 21:41:09 I'm going to speak to Sorgi... you coming? Oct 23 21:41:41 * Ulysses gets up, fishing under the dresser for an empty cotton reel Molly found weeks ago for him and Varick to play with. He sits beside it with a miaow Oct 23 21:43:12 * Morgan flicks it across the floor with his boot Oct 23 21:43:27 * Ulysses chases it, then goes up on Morgan's shoulders. Theres the sound of Sorgis door being unlocked Oct 23 21:44:17 * Morgan calls to him as he walks towards the door Oct 23 21:44:31 * Ulysses is now known as Sorgi Oct 23 21:44:43 * Sorgi sticks his head around the door Oct 23 21:44:50 M'lord Oct 23 21:45:24 Sorgi... I was going to extend an invitation to tour the ship and stay for dinner to Alice and her daughter... any issues with that? Oct 23 21:45:57 No, but will it be a problem that your uncle is here? Oct 23 21:46:22 ah... he's here already? Oct 23 21:46:31 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:47:06 I'll come up with something... where is he? Oct 23 21:47:30 He got in a coach within fifteen minutes of me giving him the letter, we got back last night. Very funny man, m'lord. He's got some business in town, said he would be back by five Oct 23 21:48:11 Then I'll offer the tour now and we'll see about dinner... Oct 23 21:48:24 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:48:32 * Sorgi speaks quieter Oct 23 21:48:37 How has she been? Oct 23 21:49:39 better... She let us sleep in the same room last night. Oct 23 21:50:02 * Sorgi looks even more proud at this than at Morgan capturing Kai Oct 23 21:50:06 Excellent Oct 23 21:50:45 She told me about the first... man... Oct 23 21:50:58 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:51:01 Good Oct 23 21:52:06 She's making progress. It's very satisfying to see Oct 23 21:52:32 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:53:46 Maybe she'll tell you about the others, tough to know so early, m'lord Oct 23 21:54:01 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:54:07 she tell you about my offer? Oct 23 21:54:27 No? Oct 23 21:55:06 Long story short, if she decides its time to move on, I've asked her to captain one of my ships Oct 23 21:55:15 * Sorgi smiles Oct 23 21:55:25 She will be an excellent Captain Oct 23 21:55:28 * Morgan nods Oct 23 21:56:10 Are you giving me a heads up? Oct 23 21:57:09 Absolutely not... I suppose I wanted you to know her future is safe, be it here or not. Oct 23 21:57:28 I never doubted it, m'lord Oct 23 21:57:46 I worried she'd think I was trying to coddle or control her... Oct 23 21:58:17 She's getting better at accepting our care Oct 23 21:59:07 She's seeing it doesn't come with any sort of obligation Oct 23 21:59:16 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 21:59:23 Vitally important Oct 23 22:01:07 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:01:22 I'd best get moving if I want to show them round before my uncle gets back Oct 23 22:01:50 * Sorgi nods Oct 23 22:02:09 If you need to talk about anything about yourself, my door is always open Oct 23 22:02:17 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:02:18 thank you Oct 23 22:02:55 * Sorgi inclines his head, leaving Morgan to his visit. Ulysses makes no sign of moving Oct 23 22:03:37 * Morgan heads onto the dock, calling up to the blessing Oct 23 22:04:27 **he is given instructions to find Alice and Florrie in the study, and Alice calls to come in Oct 23 22:04:47 * Morgan hovers at the door Oct 23 22:04:51 don't mind cats do you? Oct 23 22:05:03 * Sorgi is now known as Florrie Oct 23 22:05:20 Kitty? *she says with excited curiosity* Oct 23 22:05:29 A: Cats are fine Oct 23 22:06:33 * Morgan nods, coming into the room Oct 23 22:06:37 how are you? Oct 23 22:07:42 **Alice is studying a map weighted down with pots. Florrie is right near the door looking up. She squeals, clapping her hands and jumps up and down with intense excitement** KITTY!! Oct 23 22:08:08 * Morgan crouches down to Florrie Oct 23 22:08:11 be gentle ok? Oct 23 22:09:28 * Florrie gently strokes him, big grey eyes lit up. He catches a glimpse in his memory of Edward's eyes the same, when Morgan was six, Edward was two, and Adalbrecht was showing them the panzerhand Oct 23 22:09:34 Gentle. Okay. Oct 23 22:10:50 * Morgan taps the cat then taps on the floor Oct 23 22:11:57 **Ulysses does so, purring and rubbing his face against Florrie. She looks like the happiest girl in the world, and then the recollections are not Edward but Jans Oct 23 22:12:00 Jana* Oct 23 22:12:26 * Morgan watches her for a moment before going to the table Oct 23 22:13:18 Come on kitty, come with me. Pusspusspuss *she walks off into the rows of plants, the cat trotting along with her* Oct 23 22:13:25 * Florrie is now known as Alice Oct 23 22:13:30 * Alice smiles Oct 23 22:13:55 You'll have charmed a heart there, the only thing Florrie likes more than cats is plants Oct 23 22:14:29 He's been my constant companion on the ship... Oct 23 22:15:28 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:15:33 You like cats? Oct 23 22:15:56 never really had much to do with them til that one Oct 23 22:16:04 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:16:28 We didn't have pets growing up, my father thought that was only for common children Oct 23 22:16:56 we travelled a bit too much for pets Oct 23 22:17:24 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:17:35 Did you find the man you were looking for? Oct 23 22:17:49 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:17:55 we did Oct 23 22:19:20 * Alice smiles Oct 23 22:19:36 That's a big relief. You'll be heading home then? Oct 23 22:21:16 Tomorrow morning... have you given any thought to what you'll do? Oct 23 22:22:15 About coming with you to Tawstock? Oct 23 22:22:20 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:22:33 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:23:09 I want to. If she can have any family who care about her, that is a good thing. Oct 23 22:23:47 My caring about her is not dependant on you coming to Tawstock... Oct 23 22:24:35 No, of course. But you have a wife and son, and I think they would like to meet her? Oct 23 22:24:52 very very much I expect. Oct 23 22:25:12 Did your wife know your daughter? Oct 23 22:25:27 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 23 22:26:12 Will she know that Florrie looks so much like... I am sorry, I cannot remember her name Oct 23 22:26:28 No, my first wife and my daughter passed in a house fire... Molly, my current wife, I only met her after running from Eisen after it happened. Oct 23 22:26:57 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:27:09 Jana... no, she won't know unless she is told, but... I don't hide things from her Oct 23 22:27:55 ((Molly has seen Jana and Dietlinde's portrait before, during Otto's healing)) Oct 23 22:28:03 ((scratch that then)) Oct 23 22:28:16 She's seen a portrait of her Oct 23 22:28:26 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:28:36 It won't be a problem? Oct 23 22:28:55 I don't believe so, no. Oct 23 22:29:04 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:29:32 Good. We will probably arrive a day or more likely two after you Oct 23 22:29:59 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:31:09 I'll make sure there's a berth ready... I've got an hour before _my_ uncle arrives, I was wondering if you'd like to see the Rose? Oct 23 22:31:23 **Florrie comes running over with a little wooden box, and Ulysses follows purring and miaowing repeatedly** Oct 23 22:31:32 Yes, we would! Thank you Oct 23 22:32:04 Dont worry, I know wider family politics is likely to be troublesome Oct 23 22:33:14 My brother and father are... well, my friends would say stick in the muds... they get an idea of what they think they should do and are difficult to reign in... I don't want word reaching them before I do. Oct 23 22:34:02 **The little girl hands the box towards Morgan* Oct 23 22:34:13 * Morgan takes it Oct 23 22:34:16 whats this? Oct 23 22:34:20 I understand..I have no intention of making any trouble Oct 23 22:34:33 F: For Kitty. Dry catnip. Oct 23 22:34:33 * Morgan nods, glancing at Alice Oct 23 22:34:43 I know... I don't want them causing any for you either Oct 23 22:34:50 * Alice nods Oct 23 22:34:57 Thank you Oct 23 22:35:14 Florrie, would you like to come for a look around my ship? Oct 23 22:35:28 F: With Kitty? Oct 23 22:35:37 of course, its his home Oct 23 22:35:48 F: Not keep kitty. Only got one? Oct 23 22:36:00 thats right... he's my friend Oct 23 22:36:58 F: *she sits down to put on some red leather shoes, just like Adalbrecht had planned to buy Jana* I see ship Oct 23 22:37:35 * Morgan nods, looking at the cat and signing to get on his shoulder Oct 23 22:38:33 **Ulysses does. With them ready, they are soon on the dock. Florrie puts her hand in Morgan's* Got to be safe on dock. Oct 23 22:38:51 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:38:55 yes thats right Oct 23 22:39:32 **Florrie looks up at the Rose from the bottom of the gangplank, mouth open** So big! Oct 23 22:39:44 do you know what she's called? Oct 23 22:40:08 F: *she points to the figurehead* White Dragon? Oct 23 22:40:16 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 23 22:40:22 she's called the Purple Rose Oct 23 22:40:45 F: *she grins* like flowers Oct 23 22:40:58 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:41:18 F: Got flowers? Oct 23 22:41:27 only the ones you gave me Oct 23 22:41:35 * Morgan leads them up the gangplank Oct 23 22:41:42 *she points to the sails* no holes. Oct 23 22:43:02 * Morgan nods Oct 23 22:43:20 *she points to the side of the ship* no holes. Oct 23 22:43:34 * Alice is now known as Florrie Oct 23 22:43:49 She's very fast Oct 23 22:44:01 **she touches the horseshoe** Too fast for holes? Oct 23 22:44:19 and very strong Oct 23 22:46:08 Holes too slow. Oct 23 22:46:35 * Morgan looks back at Alice Oct 23 22:46:43 my crew are ex navy Oct 23 22:47:21 **Alice looks around, very impressed** In Avalon they're all press-ganged. Some ports have no young men left at all Oct 23 22:47:49 A good portion of mine aren't young... Oct 23 22:48:08 Shall we start with the most unlikely thing on the ship? Oct 23 22:49:04 **they both nod. Florrie keeps his hand* Oct 23 22:49:16 * Morgan leads them down to the ballroom Oct 23 22:50:17 **On the way, Claudia turns a corner, suddenly spotting Morgan with the little girl. Her eyes widen and she almost looks to reel a little Oct 23 22:51:33 $You alright?$ Oct 23 22:55:01 $That's like a punch in the gut. You okay?$ Oct 23 22:55:42 $I'm alright$ Oct 23 22:56:04 Claudia... this is... Florrie, my niece... Florrie, this is my friend Claudia Oct 23 22:56:44 C: *she smiles, inclining head, speaking Avalonian* Hello, nice to meet you Oct 23 22:57:02 * Florrie moves a little closer to Morgan's leg shyly Oct 23 22:57:04 Hello Oct 23 22:58:30 $warn HeinzHarold if you see him please$ Oct 23 22:58:45 Right, lets carry on to the thing you don't see on ships Oct 23 22:58:50 **Alice comes up behind them** Oct 23 22:59:03 C: $will do$ Oct 23 22:59:28 Claudia, this is Alice, Florrie's mother Oct 23 23:00:21 **pleasantries are exchanged before Claudia goes in the direction of HHs room** Oct 23 23:00:30 * Morgan starts moving again Oct 23 23:00:52 * Florrie and Alice go with him Oct 23 23:02:07 * Morgan leads them into the room Oct 23 23:02:12 This is... the ballroom Oct 23 23:02:16 * Florrie looks around Oct 23 23:02:20 Plant room! Oct 23 23:02:43 * Morgan laughs Oct 23 23:03:12 **Alice smiles** Why a ballroom? Cargo space would be more practical Oct 23 23:04:47 I've no idea... it was built with it before being passed on to my wife and then to me when we married... We use it to train most mornings. I think when she was built, she was a rich mans extravagance, and he had a mind to throw lavish parties on board Oct 23 23:08:28 A nods: what sort of training? Oct 23 23:10:25 swords mainly... my friends and I are all navy, and its part of Eisen culture to be trained Oct 23 23:13:50 A nods: and Florrie's father? Oct 23 23:15:06 Army... Oct 23 23:15:29 **Alice nods** That explains the shoulder scar Oct 23 23:15:57 Not exactly... he was defending me against something someone said... ended up in a duel Oct 23 23:16:44 * Florrie nods Oct 23 23:16:57 My brother was almost always in some duel or another Oct 23 23:17:16 * Morgan nods Oct 23 23:17:54 Some people treat it like a pastime Oct 23 23:20:19 * Florrie nods Oct 23 23:21:08 I agree. There's little more stupid than a young Avalon nobleman with hurt feelings and a sharp blade Oct 23 23:21:45 * Morgan nods Oct 23 23:21:48 quite Oct 23 23:23:27 A: it isnt used as a ballroom much? Oct 23 23:23:35 Not since we've had it, no Oct 23 23:24:02 * Florrie looks to Morgan as if that settles it Oct 23 23:24:05 Plants. Oct 23 23:24:30 * Morgan chuckles Oct 23 23:24:41 want to see my study? Oct 23 23:24:50 * Florrie nods Oct 23 23:24:54 Books? Oct 23 23:25:07 some... Oct 23 23:25:17 * Morgan leads the way to his study Oct 23 23:26:04 * Florrie lets go of his hand in here, going to look at the ones she can reach Oct 23 23:26:44 **Alice goes in* Strange to see any of the floor! Oct 23 23:27:20 You clearly need a ballroom for plants Oct 23 23:27:48 A: They would still end up in the study too Oct 23 23:27:57 * Florrie looks to Morgan Oct 23 23:28:02 Up. Books. Oct 23 23:28:23 * Morgan looks at Alice Oct 23 23:28:25 that alright? Oct 23 23:28:46 **She nods** If that's okay for you? Oct 23 23:29:30 * Morgan nods, picking the girl up Oct 23 23:30:37 * Florrie looks at the books, occasionally pulling them out. The slighter build makes her very much like the same weight Jana was Oct 23 23:32:20 **Alice goes to look out of the rear window** Oct 23 23:33:02 * Morgan watches her while Florrie looks at the books Oct 23 23:33:31 Plant book!! Oct 23 23:33:46 * Morgan looks at the book Oct 23 23:34:07 **Its a book about herbal plants Oct 23 23:34:50 my wife knows about herb plants Oct 23 23:34:54 A: Is this... supposed to be a.... window seat? Oct 23 23:35:16 been building it to keep busy Oct 23 23:35:20 Herbs. Mint. Verbena. Valerian Oct 23 23:36:10 A: I would like to do that, but there's no flat surface that isnt a plant shelf! Oct 23 23:36:33 * Morgan nods Oct 23 23:36:37 that would make it difficult Oct 23 23:36:40 * Florrie smiles Oct 23 23:36:50 Wife like plants? Oct 23 23:36:56 * Morgan nods Oct 23 23:37:02 yes, she's a healer Oct 23 23:37:19 A: like with magic? Oct 23 23:37:30 and with herbs and bandages... Oct 23 23:37:57 A: *she nods, smiling* Useful at sea Oct 23 23:38:12 useful pretty much anywhere Oct 23 23:38:19 **There's a knock on the door that interrupts them** Oct 23 23:41:16 * Florrie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 24 18:23:36 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 24 18:42:36 **HH comes in, taking a brief look at Morgan and Florrie before saying** Jus' coming to let you know everything's fine. Oct 24 18:42:54 * Morgan nods Oct 24 18:43:00 $you alright?$ Oct 24 18:43:11 Thank you... our guests all settled in? Oct 24 18:43:33 $fine. You?$ Oct 24 18:43:45 * HH nods Oct 24 18:43:51 All settled. Oct 24 18:44:30 Excellent... just showing Alice and Florrie the ship before Christopher arrives Oct 24 18:45:02 Y' want me t' come round with you? Oct 24 18:45:27 No, I think we're fine Oct 24 18:47:03 * HH nods, leaving them to it. **The rest of the tour is straightforward, they're definitely impressed by his ship. The crew seem curious but very polite. He walks them back to the Blessing, Florrie holding his hand again** Oct 24 18:47:03 A: We will sail at first light, but I am sure we will see you pass. Oct 24 18:47:24 * Morgan smiles faintly Oct 24 18:48:41 there's a good chance... I'll have someone looking out for you in Tawstock, but if there's no-one to meet you, head for the Torrington estate. Oct 24 18:49:02 **Alice nods. Florrie looks to Morgan "See again soon?" Oct 24 18:49:14 * Morgan nods, crouching down Oct 24 18:49:20 A few days Oct 24 18:49:39 **Florrie hugs him. Alice looks surprised** Oct 24 18:49:55 A: You've made a big impression, she never hugs anyone Oct 24 18:50:08 * Morgan hugs her back gently before letting her go Oct 24 18:50:36 No-one? Oct 24 18:51:00 **Florrie goes to her mother** A: Aside from me, and very occasionally my youngest brother, no. Oct 24 18:51:32 Then I'm exceptionally honoured Oct 24 18:53:18 A: I'm glad we met you. I dont know what the chances of it are, but I'm glad Oct 24 18:53:58 difficult as its been so far, I'm glad too... Oct 24 18:56:12 A: *she nods** We'll see you in a few days. Safe journey Oct 24 18:56:20 and you Oct 24 18:56:29 * Morgan winks at Florrie before heading back to his ship Oct 24 18:57:00 **HH and Claudia are on deck waiting for him** Got coffee in yer study, yer majesty. Prisoner has been checked. Oct 24 18:57:31 * Morgan nods Oct 24 18:57:33 thank you Oct 24 18:58:40 * HH and Claudia come down with him Oct 24 18:58:56 Tell us t' clear off if y' need to be alone for a bit Oct 24 18:59:26 * Morgan leads them into the study Oct 24 18:59:48 I'm alright... Oct 24 19:00:38 **they settle into their usual seats. HH pours whilst Claudia watches Morgan intently with those pale eyes ((how alright does he look?)) Oct 24 19:01:16 ((he looks calm)) Oct 24 19:01:23 Claudia... stop it Oct 24 19:01:55 **She continues it** You look calm. It's not how most people would look. Oct 24 19:02:29 * HH puts down their coffees before sprawling in his chair Oct 24 19:02:37 She's gotta point. Oct 24 19:04:19 * Morgan sips his coffee, closing his eyes for a moment before looking at her again Oct 24 19:04:37 What reassurance do you want? Oct 24 19:05:49 C: I want to know what's going on with you. We've got that swine on board now, it's even more important for us to know what you're thinking, whether you may end up down there beating him. Oct 24 19:07:08 We need to instruct the crew that if he starts becoming a problem, they need to get one of us... Oct 24 19:08:07 C: Done it Oct 24 19:08:24 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:09:37 he's contained and as long as nothing untoward occurs, he'll be dealt with. Its probably best I stay away from him, and thats what I intend to do, barring the necessary, telling him what to do and so forth Oct 24 19:10:07 Guard him fr'm you? Oct 24 19:10:45 My only concern is if I have something like the other day where a dream sort of stays with me... Oct 24 19:12:47 C: Maybe Heinzharold should sleep in here Oct 24 19:13:37 I can see why you'd think so Oct 24 19:17:45 I'll do it if tha's what y' want Oct 24 19:18:11 I dont think I need you to Oct 24 19:18:18 * HH nods Oct 24 19:18:37 C: See how it goes then Oct 24 19:18:44 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:18:58 Well, I'm ready now Oct 24 19:19:09 ready for... Oct 24 19:19:39 You pessimists to admit y' were wrong an' I was right Oct 24 19:20:12 your blind optimism was correct for a change Oct 24 19:20:39 * HH nods Oct 24 19:20:52 I was right, you were wrong. Oct 24 19:21:19 a stopped clock is right twice a day Oct 24 19:21:43 * HH nods Oct 24 19:22:11 An' a slow clock never is, like you *he grins* Oct 24 19:25:02 Right more often than you Oct 24 19:25:25 Are not Oct 24 19:26:32 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his coffee Oct 24 19:27:20 C: What matters is that the bastard is locked up tight and going to die. Oct 24 19:28:10 No chance he'll get away with it a' the trial? Oct 24 19:28:41 I don't think so, but I'm not worried if he does Oct 24 19:29:13 C: Morgan will kill him if the Duchess doesnt Oct 24 19:29:36 needs to be done a certain way... politics... Oct 24 19:30:47 C: *she huffs* It doesnt, you just want to fix things too. Whereas I dont give a shit about politics Oct 24 19:31:06 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:31:19 well, yes... but he still dies Oct 24 19:32:46 If he gets off the trial, just cut 'is head off. It's Act O' Eisen, just like Act O' God Oct 24 19:33:01 C: But more violent. Oct 24 19:35:28 So what now? Four days of not beatin' him... what we doin' when we get t' Tawstock? Oct 24 19:35:49 Kit and I will be taking him to sign a new will... Oct 24 19:35:56 * HH grins Oct 24 19:36:06 Y' won't need me for a bit then? Oct 24 19:36:31 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 24 19:36:33 go see your wife Oct 24 19:36:43 Oh I will! Oct 24 19:37:17 **Claudia rolls her eyes** You want me to take him with Kit for the Will? Oct 24 19:37:56 No, I need to see this through Oct 24 19:38:07 * HH nods Oct 24 19:38:10 though... Oct 24 19:38:44 * HH and Claudia look at him questioningly Oct 24 19:39:52 If I end up being the one to kill him, my being there when he signs his will could cause issues Oct 24 19:41:48 C: I'll come with you, you can stand outside. Oct 24 19:42:13 Doesn' help him sneak in three minutes with 'is wife though Oct 24 19:43:33 C: **she rolls her eyes, sipping her coffee** Oct 24 19:44:44 We'll see... got a few days to decide Oct 24 19:45:00 ** They nod** Oct 24 19:45:12 Hard t' believe we're goin' home Oct 24 19:45:36 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:47:00 C: It won't feel finished until he's dead and it's finished with Elsie Oct 24 19:47:07 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:47:25 * HH looks at Morgan Oct 24 19:47:45 Mebbie I'll be an optimist for tha' too Oct 24 19:48:13 We can hope Oct 24 19:48:26 C: Reckon it's likely? Oct 24 19:49:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 24 19:49:10 I've no idea, but... its possible. Oct 24 19:49:23 C: Scared? Oct 24 19:49:33 of? Oct 24 19:51:47 C: Elsie dying, Molly being upset? Oct 24 19:52:26 worried... Oct 24 19:54:57 C: *she nods* Oct 24 19:55:45 Are Alice an' Florrie going to Tawstock? Oct 24 19:56:00 * Morgan nods Oct 24 19:56:10 They'd like to meet Molly and Varick... Oct 24 19:56:27 That gonna be tough for y'? Oct 24 19:56:42 Possibly Oct 24 19:57:11 Anything we can do? Oct 24 19:57:28 * Morgan shakes his head before looking at Claudia Oct 24 19:57:32 sorry I didn't warn you Oct 24 19:58:11 C: **she shrugs** It's fine. Getting flashbacks? Oct 24 19:58:25 One or two, but nothing horrendous Oct 24 19:58:51 C: As long as it's nothing horrible Oct 24 19:58:59 Not so far... Oct 24 19:59:16 * HH sips his coffee Oct 24 19:59:51 C: Dreams worse last night? Oct 24 20:00:18 Last night was horrendous Oct 24 20:00:54 C: why? Oct 24 20:02:25 C: Oh, yeah. Travelling this much it's hard to keep the days straight Oct 24 20:02:34 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:03:06 Gonna be trouble tonight? Oct 24 20:03:22 I've no idea... I don't see these things coming Oct 24 20:03:39 * HH nods Oct 24 20:04:04 Word o' warning, don't go looking in the mirror when yer picking her up Oct 24 20:04:40 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:05:07 Alice is rather surprised at how Florence has reacted to me Oct 24 20:05:26 HH: whysat? Oct 24 20:05:53 She hugged me as I walked them back... apparently apart from Alice, she only hugs Alice's brother, and thats very rare Oct 24 20:06:05 * HH nods Oct 24 20:06:35 More surprised 'ow you've reacted to her, t' be honest Oct 24 20:06:54 Its not been particularly easy... Oct 24 20:07:32 Mebbie talking to us would 'elp ya? Oct 24 20:07:55 * Morgan shrugs Oct 24 20:08:08 its just... difficult, seeing her, how similar she is Oct 24 20:08:40 C: Like your brain can't immediately work out what is past and present? Oct 24 20:08:53 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:08:58 the red shoes didn't help Oct 24 20:09:13 * HH and Claudia both look confused Oct 24 20:09:57 the day of the fire, my father had bought Jana a pair of red leather shoes... Florence has some just the same Oct 24 20:10:14 * HH nods Oct 24 20:10:19 That's hard Oct 24 20:10:25 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:10:55 C: Her mother doesnt look like Dietlinde though Oct 24 20:11:05 Couple of little things, but no... Oct 24 20:11:29 * HH shakes his head "She does if you look a' the detail, not the big picture" Oct 24 20:12:25 Mina looks less like Dietlinde than Alice, so 'opefully their kids won't look like Florrie Oct 24 20:12:40 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:12:58 C: Assuming they have any. Oct 24 20:13:13 I hope so Oct 24 20:13:46 Edward likely to want 'is kid to raise 'imself? Oct 24 20:15:02 I get the impression thats tough luck if he does Oct 24 20:15:21 C: Legally speaking, he's got every right Oct 24 20:15:42 legally speaking if he tries, I'll beat the crap out of him. Oct 24 20:15:58 **they laugh** Is Edward that childish an' spoilt though? Oct 24 20:16:19 I'm going to talk to him about it... Oct 24 20:16:43 Goin' to Sudlachenburg after we're done in Tawstock? Oct 24 20:17:06 I suppose I'll have to Oct 24 20:17:33 Gonna have to talk t' Mina too? Oct 24 20:17:47 I'll see what he wants to do Oct 24 20:18:10 **They nod** Oct 24 20:18:43 Can y' imagine bein' a fly in th' wall when yer Father finds out? Oct 24 20:19:48 He's going to need reining in Oct 24 20:20:07 **Claudia grins** I could do that Oct 24 20:22:45 * HH looks at Morgan Oct 24 20:22:51 Prob'ly a bad idea Oct 24 20:23:19 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:23:26 I'll deal with it Oct 24 20:23:35 * HH nods Oct 24 20:24:33 So I gotta deal with my wife 'olding a couple of newborns _and_ seeing Florrie?! You know how broody she's gonna be? Oct 24 20:25:14 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:25:16 exceptionally Oct 24 20:25:26 * HH frowns a little Oct 24 20:25:34 Wha' about yours? Oct 24 20:25:50 probably Oct 24 20:26:10 Not gonna be any upset there? Oct 24 20:26:26 because... Oct 24 20:27:22 Reminders of you being married before? B'cause she looks like a mix of you and Dietlinde? Women are crazy, who knows? Oct 24 20:27:58 could be... we've discussed it before, but its always a concern Oct 24 20:29:03 Have t' wait an see. We should be there b'fore them, but are y' gonna tell Molly if y' go dream hopping? Oct 24 20:29:11 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:29:13 I think so Oct 24 20:29:49 C: give her time to get used to it? Oct 24 20:34:43 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:35:44 **At five, there's a knock on the door, one Morgan hasn't heard since he last visited his uncle early in his time during the War on a two month  leave between the Basilisk and the Oreste when he was 17. Oct 24 20:35:45 The trip started with seeing the Schattenmann in Sudlachenburg, took him briefly to Innismore and north Vesten for a few days to sightseeing, and then to meet his new ship, the Oreste, and it's commander, Kauffmann. Back a decade ago, when Morgan still had the intention of winning the War, having an arranged marriage and ruling the grafdom.** Oct 24 20:37:02 * HH knows this knock from last years errand running for Verity, so finishes his coffee, motioning for Claudia to do likewise Oct 24 20:37:24 * Morgan gets up, going to the door Oct 24 20:38:06 * HH is now known as Christopher Oct 24 20:38:50 * Christopher is a man in his late forties, quite tall and broad, but has the softness of Avalon living, not the hardness of Eisen service. He wears a bottle green satin smoking jacket, and looks equally opulent and casual at the same time. He looks Morgan over with the same blue eyes Morgan shares with both him and his mother. Oct 24 20:39:46 Look at you, dear boy! How you have grown! Oct 24 20:39:46 **Christopher hugs him with an easy warmth that Morgan has never quite had from Adalbrecht, a more reserved man physically** Oct 24 20:42:22 like a weed, uncle... its good to see you Oct 24 20:43:10 * Christopher nods, ruffling Morgan's hair as he always used to, just like Morgan now does to Varick Oct 24 20:43:26 A fine ship, very fine indeed Oct 24 20:44:41 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:44:49 She's a good ship, fast Oct 24 20:46:24 * Christopher nods Oct 24 20:47:47 Very nice. Someone in your kitchen is making up a pot of tea. I've finally got it growing well in my greenhouse, you know. I've brought you some to take to your wife from me. Oct 24 20:48:42 **HH and Claudia come to the door** HH: We 'ave some work, so we'll leave y' to it, Morgan Oct 24 20:49:05 * Morgan nods to them before looking at his uncle and offering a seat Oct 24 20:49:15 my wife sends her love... she's sorry she couldn't make it this time Oct 24 20:49:49 * Christopher comes to sit down, looking around Oct 24 20:50:17 It can't be helped, but I look forward to meeting her when I can Oct 24 20:50:40 she's looking forward to meeting you Oct 24 20:51:28 And I her *he smiles* Oct 24 20:51:56 * Christopher looks at the bookcase "Still an avid reader?" Oct 24 20:52:16 Not as much as I used to be... I always seem to have so much to do Oct 24 20:52:29 * Christopher nods Oct 24 20:53:05 Reading is a Hockridge hobby. How are they in Sudlachenburg? Oct 24 20:53:15 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:53:20 very well... Edwards getting married Oct 24 20:53:34 * Christopher smiles broadly Oct 24 20:53:46 Is he now! Well that's a surprise Oct 24 20:54:09 he's been besotted with his betrothed for years Oct 24 20:54:46 Quietly then! Now, would you like to tell me Bout his wife to be, or your wife first? Oct 24 20:54:56 About * Oct 24 20:55:10 * Christopher looks very relaxed and at ease Oct 24 20:55:12 mine, I think... what would you like to know? Oct 24 20:55:27 Let's hear it all, shall we? Oct 24 20:56:30 Her mothers actually from Durham, her father a Balig man Oct 24 20:57:20 What a small world! *he chuckles* A family I might know? Oct 24 20:57:51 Andrews family, lived near the docks Oct 24 20:58:08 * Christopher shakes his head Oct 24 20:58:16 I don't know them Oct 24 20:58:36 * Morgan nods Oct 24 20:59:03 Molly's... well, headstrong, wilful, beautiful, loving... Oct 24 20:59:47 * Christopher smiles, pausing whilst the tea is brought in and he's poured some for himself and his nephew Oct 24 21:00:08 Clashes with your Father, does she? Oct 24 21:00:23 * Morgan nods, smiling Oct 24 21:00:26 somewhat, aye Oct 24 21:00:40 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:00:42 I think she's been good for him too Oct 24 21:01:00 Yes? Oct 24 21:01:19 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:01:25 I think she helps him understand me Oct 24 21:01:51 That is a nice trait in a partner, dont you think? Oct 24 21:01:58 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:03:07 And you met in Balig, from what your Mother has said Oct 24 21:03:15 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:03:34 she helped me a great deal to heal Oct 24 21:03:45 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:04:17 That is good. I hope you know Foxcroft was always open to you Oct 24 21:04:29 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:04:50 After losing Dietlinde and Jana, I couldn't be around family... I needed time alone Oct 24 21:04:56 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:05:11 Of course, dear boy Oct 24 21:06:05 I am not hurt about it. I merely want you to know you were always welcome there Oct 24 21:06:38 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:07:43 I should have reached out to you before they died and made the offer for you all to live with me at Foxcroft. I am sorry I didn't. Oct 24 21:08:34 I think I was too headstrong to do that anyway Oct 24 21:08:47 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:09:11 You wouldn't have wanted to take them away from their home and community, no doubt Oct 24 21:09:30 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:09:32 indeed Oct 24 21:10:41 I assumed eventually your father would be more reasonable and things would go on as they were supposed to, with you living in Die Dauerhaftigkeit with your family after your father passes Oct 24 21:11:28 sadly it was not to be Oct 24 21:12:24 No. I am sad I did not get to meet Dietlinde and Jana, but everyone thinks they have time for things until the time is gone Oct 24 21:12:45 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:13:30 Are you able to talk about them yet, or is it still too raw, dear boy? Oct 24 21:14:17 its difficult still, but I will endeavour to answer your questions about them Oct 24 21:14:48 What were they like? Oct 24 21:15:35 Dietlinde was very gentle, very sweet... Jana... I feel like I barely knew her... she had such a wonderful temperament, and was very loving Oct 24 21:15:59 * Christopher smiles Oct 24 21:16:45 It sounds like Jana took after you, you were a wonderful, good-natured little boy Oct 24 21:18:09 * Christopher adds a little milk to his tea Oct 24 21:18:45 with a love for sailing, apparently Oct 24 21:18:54 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:19:27 Often out on the cliffs with a spy glass, or asking to ride to Durham Oct 24 21:21:15 * Morgan smiles, nodding Oct 24 21:23:22 What about Molly, does she like to sail? Oct 24 21:23:29 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:23:38 she has some wanderlust... Oct 24 21:24:21 * Christopher smiles Oct 24 21:24:33 A Hockridge problem too Oct 24 21:24:38 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:24:49 we're sailing to unknown lands after Edwards wedding Oct 24 21:26:11 What an adventure! I do hope you will come back and tell me all about it! Oct 24 21:27:23 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:27:26 I plan to Oct 24 21:28:50 * Christopher nods, gesturing at Morgans tea Oct 24 21:29:23 Give that a try. The leaves are a bit different than regular tea, but I think you'll like it Oct 24 21:29:37 * Morgan nods, picking up the cup and sipping at it Oct 24 21:30:33 **It tastes rich and woody with a hint of honey** Oct 24 21:31:21 thats really lovely Oct 24 21:31:27 * Christopher smiles Oct 24 21:32:11 I thought you would like it. There's a good sized box in your kitchen, but write to me and I'll send you on some more if you run out Oct 24 21:32:43 oh I suspect I shall Oct 24 21:32:54 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:33:29 It is officially called Iron Goddess Of Mercy, but we just call it Mercy Tea Oct 24 21:34:50 Iron Goddess of Mercy? Oct 24 21:35:19 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:35:32 Bizarre, isnt it? Oct 24 21:36:02 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:36:03 very Oct 24 21:38:01 Will you be settling down at Die Dauerhaftigkeit once you have been exploring? Oct 24 21:39:25 Not to start with... Molly is the ambassador for Fischler to Capperlucia, so there'll be trade to setup... I'm taking the Grafdom of Gottkirchen, as well... Oct 24 21:40:24 Keeping busy, very good Oct 24 21:41:28 * Morgan nods Oct 24 21:42:05 What are your plans for Catterick? Oct 24 21:42:36 You mean long term? Oct 24 21:42:59 * Christopher nods Oct 24 21:43:16 I don't know actually Oct 24 21:46:32 Catterick is not a very profitable area, and for good reason Oct 24 21:46:44 oh? Oct 24 21:51:24 I keep the rents low and put aside what is made for a rainy day. I live quite simply. Your mother has never cared about the money that is made. The people are happy and I dare say healthier for it Oct 24 23:03:17 * Christopher has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 25 10:41:56 * Christopher (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 25 10:46:14 Sounds perfect to me Oct 25 10:47:16 I hope you will consider keeping things the same Oct 25 10:49:22 is there enough aside to deal with any issues that arise? Oct 25 10:50:05 Certainly. We are in a good position, just sensibly and frugally. Oct 25 10:50:19 Then there is no reason to change things Oct 25 10:51:29 Your grandparents wouldn't approve, of course, but they did not approve of me at all, so that's no surprise *he smiles, sipping his tea* Oct 25 10:52:22 * Morgan nods Oct 25 10:54:08 Fortunately your Mother is a gentle woman, and has very little interest in the running of Catterick. It displeased her greatly when they passed me over Oct 25 10:59:02 I would imagine it did Oct 25 10:59:29 It's not the done thing, passing over a living son to a living daughter, but Hockridges don't follow rules easily. After all, my sister marrying into Eisen in the midst of a civil war was not the done thing either Oct 25 11:00:12 Not doing the done thing seems to be something I've inherited Oct 25 11:01:41 **he smiles* Yes, I recall when your father wrote to me about Dietlinde I thought "Well, he is half-Hockridge, he can't be blamed for that" Oct 25 11:04:02 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Oct 25 11:04:24 Neither she nor I was supposed to inherit, did you know? Oct 25 11:04:33 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 25 11:04:35 I didn't Oct 25 11:05:26 I was going through old family records last week. Our parents had two sets of twins before Verity was born, both sets passed in infancy Oct 25 11:07:38 * Morgan frowns Oct 25 11:07:40 I had no idea Oct 25 11:07:48 ((In Molly's line, David has siblings that are twins, Martha is a twin and her mother had another set too)) Oct 25 11:08:30 It was the first time I had seen it, perhaps your mother doesn't know either Oct 25 11:09:14 Molly and I should expect twins then... both her parents have siblings who are twins or are twins themselves Oct 25 11:09:26 * Christopher smiles Oct 25 11:09:41 How lovely! Yes, it sounds likely Oct 25 11:09:54 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:10:20 An exciting prospect, dear boy! Oct 25 11:10:40 daunting, I'd say Oct 25 11:10:49 * Christopher smiles Oct 25 11:10:58 Does Molly like children? Oct 25 11:11:32 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:11:39 I should hope so, for our sons sake... Oct 25 11:12:03 You have a son already? Wonderful Oct 25 11:13:52 adopted, yes... Oct 25 11:14:12 He is Molly's by birth? Oct 25 11:16:38 No no, he was Karstens son, Alarice's husband... Oct 25 11:16:45 Do you know, I never liked him. I know we shouldn't speak ill of the dead, but though everyone else liked him I always thought him very calculating and shallow Oct 25 11:17:11 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:17:18 you are absolutely correct in your assessment Oct 25 11:17:26 * Christopher nods Oct 25 11:17:40 And how are your cousins? Oct 25 11:17:56 Ah, my father has not written? Oct 25 11:18:46 Adalbrecht has never been much of a correspondent, and your mother forgets sometimes. Oct 25 11:20:13 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:22:34 Jarvie has married and is with child... my father is _livid_ Oct 25 11:23:08 **he raises his brows** The _first part_ is a surprise. Oct 25 11:23:26 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:23:55 I always thought Jarvie would have made a fine Hockridge Oct 25 11:25:11 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:25:12 I agree Oct 25 11:25:51 She is happy, I hope? That's a lot of weddings for one family in one year Oct 25 11:29:12 She appears to be... she's worried, obviously, big changes for her Oct 25 11:29:22 * Christopher nods Oct 25 11:30:29 And Alarice? She is out of mourning now? ((It was March 69, so 18 months ago she should have done 12-24 months)) Oct 25 11:30:56 Alarice... oh where to start with her Oct 25 11:37:42 * Christopher sips his tea patiently Oct 25 11:38:56 Yes, she came out of mourning to try her luck with me after a string of men... I think the important thing to know is she tried to poison Molly and got executed for it Oct 25 11:46:39 * Christopher smiles slightly Oct 25 11:46:55 That will teach me to mind my own business, won't it? Oct 25 11:47:18 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 11:47:30 it is what it is... was rather more complex than that, but you get the gist Oct 25 11:47:51 * Christopher nods Oct 25 11:48:11 And how is Edward? Oct 25 11:49:04 He's in the dog house at the moment over allowing Jarvie to marry a ships captain but aside from that he's good. We're getting on really well at the moment Oct 25 11:50:20 That is nice, you've always rubbed each other the wrong way Oct 25 11:50:54 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:50:58 thats very true Oct 25 11:54:00 Which noble woman is he marrying? Oct 25 11:55:16 Mina Hapsburg... he'll be a Freiarr eventually Oct 25 11:55:28 * Christopher smiles Oct 25 11:55:37 That is a good match Oct 25 11:57:57 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:58:03 They are crazy about eachother Oct 25 11:58:21 How wonderful. I am glad for him Oct 25 11:58:41 * Morgan nods Oct 25 11:58:42 me too Oct 25 11:59:43 I hope to be at the wedding, I am sorry I missed yours. I was on a walking tour of the Highland Marches and by the time I got the invite I couldn't have made it in time Oct 25 12:00:35 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:00:44 I doubt he'll ask you to sleep out in the cold like I have to Oct 25 12:01:06 Why would he ask that? Oct 25 12:03:16 its tradition in Graben that the groom and his best man sleep outdoors the night before the wedding Oct 25 12:04:34 When are they getting married? Oct 25 12:05:29 December Oct 25 12:05:34 * Christopher laughs "What a jolly unpleasant experience!" Oct 25 12:05:41 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:05:51 quite... but its important to him, so it will be done Oct 25 12:06:44 * Christopher nods Oct 25 12:07:10 I look forward to seeing it. I would like to have seen yours too**This reminds Morgan of his box of iconographs on the bokkshelf** Oct 25 12:07:33 * Morgan nods, getting up to fetch them, placing them on the desk in front of his uncle Oct 25 12:08:54 * Christopher is gentle with them. He goes through each meticulously, making comments about the beauty of Die Dauerhaftigkeit, how well Verity and Adalbrecht look... Oct 25 12:09:17 And this is your son? He actually favours you, you know? Oct 25 12:10:54 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:11:08 it goes back a few generations but his fathers line does meet mine... Oct 25 12:11:34 Odd how that happens. He looks like a real character Oct 25 12:12:01 just after that was taken, he dropped to the ground, wailing that his soul had been taken by the iconograph Oct 25 12:12:48 * Christopher laughs heartily Oct 25 12:12:56 I look forward to meeting him Oct 25 12:13:41 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:15:04 * Christopher gets to the final picture, the one of Molly during the prep, pinching her lower lip and watching dreamly from the window Oct 25 12:15:23 Oh now this you should have made to an oil painting! Oct 25 12:15:35 I may yet... Oct 25 12:16:11 Do you know, ever since your mother wrote that you were married I have assumed she was blonde Oct 25 12:17:00 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:17:11 I'm not terribly surprised Oct 25 12:17:35 * Christopher flicks back through Oct 25 12:17:49 She looks like a very lively young lady Oct 25 12:18:04 definitely spirited Oct 25 12:18:19 * Christopher smiles Oct 25 12:18:53 That suits you, I think? Encourages you own spiritedness Oct 25 12:19:02 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:19:06 she's been very good for me Oct 25 12:19:50 I am glad. When you left Sudlachenburg, we were all very worried for you Oct 25 12:20:38 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:22:06 I couldn't bear to be there Oct 25 12:22:48 That's the thing with life, sometimes only you can know what is necessary for you, and sometimes that means making a choice that others don't approve of. Oct 25 12:23:16 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:23:24 I suspected you'd understand Oct 25 12:23:42 * Christopher nods Oct 25 12:23:55 I suspect I understand you more than most Oct 25 12:24:08 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:28:59 Duty is well and good, until it clashes with being true to yourself. Then any time you follow duty, it will grate in your soul and breed resentment. You have one life, that is all. You can live fully an authentically, for you own happiness, or you can live it according to the happiness of others and the satisfaction of your duty. Either way, you will one day be old and have to reflect on it. Oct 25 12:29:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:29:52 there's a bit of wisdom there... Oct 25 12:30:14 * Christopher sips his tea "I didn't want to be an old man realising I neither liked or knew myself. I suspect you are similar." Oct 25 12:31:44 * Morgan nods Oct 25 12:57:07 * Christopher has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 25 13:19:09 * Christopher (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 25 13:19:22 [13:14] (Christopher) Edward is fortunate, his duty and his wishes are quite aligned. He's always been more Koertig,  even as a small boy Oct 25 13:19:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 13:19:49 indeed Oct 25 13:20:25 **After a while, they go their separate ways to prepare for dinner. The meal is very pleasant, and Christopher and Morgan chat about his childhood visits whilst drinking more Mercy tea. Christopher bids him goodnight with the promise of seeing him in the morning before leaving for Catterick, and gives Morgan the package from Innesbruck. A tired HH and Claudia also say goodnight. Oct 25 13:21:26 **Ulysses is on the couch waiting when he gets to the study with more tea Oct 25 13:21:39 * Christopher is now known as Ulysses Oct 25 13:22:45 * Morgan fusses him for a few minutes Oct 25 13:23:22 * Ulysses is very loudly purring then seems to have enough and goes to the bedroom Oct 25 13:24:27 * Morgan follows him in Oct 25 13:25:21 * Ulysses curls up in his usual spot on the footstool Oct 25 13:25:57 * Morgan does his nightmare prep before finishing the tea and getting into bed Oct 25 13:26:46 * Ulysses gets down, scratching at the wardrobe door Oct 25 13:27:50 right, right... Oct 25 13:27:59 * Morgan goers over, fetching the negligee from the wardrobe Oct 25 13:28:28 **It smells much more like her again. The cat goes back to the footstool Oct 25 13:28:45 * Morgan takes it back to bed, getting under the covers Oct 25 13:29:05 * Ulysses watches him with one eye Oct 25 13:31:05 * Morgan yawns, trying to remember if he'd read that mornings entry Oct 25 13:35:37 **He has to go past friday and Saturday evening's letters to find it. It says "sunday 25th, morning. Good morning, liebling. With any luck, this is the last sunday for us without you, and we will all be reunited by the next. That is exciting, I hope you are underway and as eager to see me as I am to see you! Prayers and the catechism again today, and extra will be said for you. All my love, M xxx" Oct 25 13:36:36 * Morgan closes the book and settles down, trying to sleep Oct 25 13:36:42 * Ulysses miaows Oct 25 13:39:10 come on then Oct 25 13:39:45 **Ulysses comes to climb under the sheets. The cat's purring is what sends him to sleep Oct 25 13:39:53 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 25 13:40:46 **accidentally broken the promise Oct 25 13:41:37 **It's several days before their wedding, and he wakes naked in Molly's bed in the nursery. She is also naked, bottom pressed to his crotch. They have not broken his promise not to have sex, despite how she begged him last night after the incident with Kai and Reinhardt. Oct 25 13:41:37 **They did use their hands on each other, and they have broken the promise about sleeping in the same bed. It is also just past dawn based on the light at the edge of the curtains. His arm is under her, the smell of her perfume all around him. Oct 25 13:42:21 * Morgan fidgets, trying to get his arm from under her Oct 25 13:42:30 * Molly stirs Oct 25 13:42:33 Hmm? Oct 25 13:42:51 I need to get up blossom Oct 25 13:43:13 * Molly sighs heavily, moving off his arm Oct 25 13:43:52 * Morgan climbs out of the bed, starting to dress Oct 25 13:44:16 * Molly sits up, pulling her knees up Oct 25 13:44:26 Arent you tired of this? Oct 25 13:44:40 of what? Oct 25 13:45:15 All of it. Always having to hold back, to do what everyone else wishes, never just choosing for yourself? Oct 25 13:45:28 * Morgan sighs Oct 25 13:45:38 I suppose so... Oct 25 13:47:17 _I_ am tired of it. I am so tired of think about what my father thinks, what your father thinks, what our mothers think... I'm tired of having to hold back on everything for fear of hurting or upsetting anyone *she sighs* Oct 25 13:47:42 * Morgan nods, pulling on his boots Oct 25 13:48:20 I'm tired of doing so with you also. Oct 25 13:48:32 * Morgan watches her Oct 25 13:48:34 meaning Oct 25 13:50:01 It's _exhausting_, liebes herz, being so damnably careful to keep the intensity of my feelings hidden, to not ask too much of you, and to not make you feel guilty that you cannot love me more than you do. Oct 25 13:50:35 * Morgan tilts his head Oct 25 13:50:39 I'm sorry? Oct 25 13:50:50 * Molly sighs again Oct 25 13:51:24 It doesn't matter. Let's deal with any fall out from this situation. Oct 25 13:51:40 No... this is important Oct 25 13:51:45 * Molly slips out of the bed with the sheet wrapped around her Oct 25 13:51:56 It isnt. I shouldn't have said anything Oct 25 13:52:04 * Morgan stands still Oct 25 13:52:48 Fine. Keep things from me, that will be a wonderful start to a marriage... Oct 25 13:53:00 **There's movement out in the nursery parlour** Oct 25 13:53:22 * Molly pulls on a shift, staying quiet Oct 25 13:53:47 * Morgan scowls, moving to the door to look out Oct 25 13:54:14 **Inga is putting wood in the grate Oct 25 13:55:14 Is he still here? Oct 25 13:56:19 * Morgan looks at her, speaking quietly Oct 25 13:56:20 who? Oct 25 13:56:29 Kai. Did you send him away? Oct 25 13:57:38 * Molly pulls on a dress Oct 25 13:58:49 * Morgan watches her a moment before looking away Oct 25 13:58:55 I'm going to speak to Reinhardt Oct 25 13:59:14 Let me find my shoes and I will join you Oct 25 13:59:24 I'll go myself Oct 25 13:59:36 I want to come with you. Oct 25 14:00:28 And I wanted an honest answer. Seems neither of us are getting what we want today Oct 25 14:00:47 * Molly frowns Oct 25 14:00:54 You are being unkind Oct 25 14:01:40 No, I am dealing with you the way you were dealing with me Oct 25 14:02:03 * Molly puts her bare feet into shoes Oct 25 14:02:46 In that case you would be staying quiet for fear of hurting me, not _to_ hurt me, which is what you are doing Oct 25 14:03:17 No, I'm hiding things from you, as you are doing to me... Oct 25 14:04:41 What am I to say? I have always had to hide myself to not overstep your lines, it is how the situation is Oct 25 14:06:22 the truth... Oct 25 14:06:51 * Molly puts her hands on her hips "Fine. The truth, all of it?" Oct 25 14:06:58 * Morgan nods Oct 25 14:07:05 **There's a gentle tap at the door Oct 25 14:07:24 what? Oct 25 14:08:12 **Inga opens it** I dont know if you realise, but you're talking too loudly to be sneaking around without getting caught Oct 25 14:09:55 evidently Oct 25 14:10:29 **Inga leaves them, shutting the door Oct 25 14:11:51 The truth is that I am absolutely mad about you! Every waking moment is you in my head. I am well and truly besotted with you, and it is driving me crazy that I have to play it cool because you cannot love me like that! Oct 25 14:12:35 Then you aren't paying attention... You think anything less than that could bring me back from where I was? Oct 25 14:13:28 Yes! I think wanting companionship and liking me well enough could do so! Oct 25 14:13:47 to bring you here to be my wife? No... Oct 25 14:14:59 You have a duty, and it is important to you. You need to have children to rule when you are gone, and you care for me enough to have them with me! Oct 25 14:15:35 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 25 14:15:39 you're wrong Oct 25 14:15:52 I, through the door: You're getting louder, not quieter! Someone will catch you, or you'll wake Varick! Oct 25 14:17:18 **she ignores Inga, too fired up** I hate holding back. I hate treading so carefully incase I remind you too much of the promises you made her and you leave me! Oct 25 14:19:13 * Morgan moves closer to her, taking both her hands Oct 25 14:19:35 * Molly watches him, very wound up Oct 25 14:21:03 You do not need to worry... I didn't bring you here out of duty or because I merely care about you... I brought you here because I love you and want to spend my future reminding you of that as often as I can Oct 25 14:25:43 * Molly squeezes his hands Oct 25 14:26:18 I thought I could do this. I thought I could continue to be so gentle and careful of you, but I can't... Oct 25 14:26:59 * Morgan watches her Oct 25 14:29:35 I can't love you with half my heart. I haven't endured what you have. I have to love you entirely, I cant only love you enough. I have to love you without restriction. I can't bear to do it. I want to love you with all the intensity I've tried to keep hidden. If I only ever get to be in love once, I want to do it without reservation Oct 25 14:30:09 I have not asked for you to love with half your heart, have I? Oct 25 14:30:34 No, but I know that is all you can do Oct 25 14:30:52 Again... you are wrong Oct 25 14:31:15 * Molly frowns Oct 25 14:31:55 These promises to our fathers, they feel like a wall between us, a way I am kept at a distance Oct 25 14:32:56 No... they are a demonstration of my resolve, a way to show that I am doing this properly so there is no way you can be denied, or taken from me. Oct 25 14:33:12 By whom? Oct 25 14:33:46 _anyone_ Oct 25 14:34:01 I hate it. Oct 25 14:34:08 Its only for a few more days Oct 25 14:34:20 **There's a conversation outside** Oct 25 14:34:54 It's too long. I just need to be married _now_. Oct 25 14:36:25 That is not an option... Oct 25 14:36:44 No. Because we have to do things properly. Oct 25 14:36:49 * Morgan nods Oct 25 14:37:01 **Inga taps at the door** The Graf wants you both down for breakfast, to be with your guest. Oct 25 14:37:41 * Molly lets go of his hands, sighing Oct 25 14:39:24 We have to go Oct 25 14:40:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 14:43:10 * Molly moves away Oct 25 14:44:16 Perhaps you should go on ahead, so noone knows we've broken your promise? Oct 25 14:44:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 14:44:47 alright Oct 25 14:45:09 * Molly starts pinning her hair Oct 25 14:46:28 I will join you soon Oct 25 14:47:13 alright blossom Oct 25 14:47:18 * Morgan goes to the door Oct 25 14:47:18 * Molly is now known as Kai Oct 25 14:48:17 * Kai is at the breakfast table looking very well-dressed. Adalbrecht and Verity are there and eating, Reinhardt is serving them Oct 25 14:50:17 R: *he motions Morgan aside, whispering* Where were you?! I looked everywhere! Oct 25 14:51:22 busy. What the hells going on? Oct 25 14:51:52 R: Now isnt the time. I have put a stop to his plotting, and he cannot longer lie Oct 25 14:52:34 * Morgan frowns Oct 25 14:54:14 V: Dear boy, have a seat. Colonel Dau rode a long time to see you. Oct 25 14:54:43 * Morgan sits down Oct 25 14:54:45 so he said Oct 25 14:55:06 Good morning, Morgan Oct 25 14:55:19 * Kai looks like his usual arrogant self Oct 25 14:55:44 Colonel... Oct 25 14:56:18 Is Molly joining us? Oct 25 14:58:09 She'll be down soon Oct 25 14:58:29 I am looking forward to seeing her in the flesh Oct 25 14:59:01 **Adalbrecht and Verity dont seem to notice the oddness of the statement** Oct 25 14:59:11 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Oct 25 14:59:13 why? Oct 25 14:59:30 Because she should be mine, not yours Oct 25 14:59:52 **Adalbrecht and Verity assume he is just teasing Morgan, smiling Oct 25 14:59:57 is that why you came here? Oct 25 15:00:18 I came here to take her and the ship from you Oct 25 15:00:35 * Kai doesnt seem troubled that he is being far too honest Oct 25 15:02:57 R: *he serves Morgan breakfast* Oct 25 15:03:25 the ship you had destroyed, you mean? Oct 25 15:03:46 * Kai nods "The one I blew up, yes" Oct 25 15:04:03 **Adalbrecht and Verity look at Morgan* Oct 25 15:04:33 **Molly comes in, looking a little tense** Oct 25 15:05:20 * Morgan watches her a moment Oct 25 15:05:44 **He looks her over** Yes, the redhead whore I fucked in the ass in the brothel because she reminded me of you does indeed look like you, Molly Oct 25 15:06:18 * Morgan launches himself at Kai, fists flying Oct 25 15:07:22 * Kai doesn't expect it, so gets knocked to the floor. Adalbrecht yells at Reinhardt to get Grunhelm immediately. Oct 25 15:08:30 **Verity has fainted, so Molly is gently helping her away from the table** Oct 25 15:10:13 * Kai swings for Morgan too, not holding back with fists or feet, occasionally connecting Oct 25 15:11:07 * Morgan drives a knee into Kais face Oct 25 15:11:23 * Kai howls with pain Oct 25 15:11:34 A: Stand down, Morgan. Oct 25 15:12:31 * Morgan growls with frustration, standing up and backing away Oct 25 15:13:03 A: *he looks at his son* You are a gentleman, resolve it like a gentleman. Oct 25 15:13:34 You expect me to give this man an honourable death when he has none? Oct 25 15:14:11 A: I expect you not to taint the rooms of the house of our forefathers. Take it outside. Oct 25 15:15:06 * Morgan nods, moving to grab Kai by the hair and drag him outside Oct 25 15:15:36 * Kai shouts and makes a fuss Oct 25 15:15:58 That's it, show them all what a monster you truly are! Oct 25 15:18:25 **Noone follows them out into the courtyard. Kai draws his sword Oct 25 15:18:50 * Morgan stands a distance away, unarmed Oct 25 15:19:34 **he feels a strange warm tingling in his fingers** Oct 25 15:19:43 * Morgan frowns, looking at them Oct 25 15:20:24 **theres nothing to see. Kai takes the moment to throw a knife at Morgan's chest Oct 25 15:21:23 * Morgan flinches sideways Oct 25 15:21:39 Bothers you, doesn't it, that I have fucked your wife... one of them at least. Oct 25 15:22:40 You haven't... you fucked a girl you had to pay to show you affection Oct 25 15:22:58 * Kai taps his head Oct 25 15:24:13 In my memories, she's your wife, but it's my name she cries out. She'll always have been your wife. There's no difference between any of them once you're inside them, as you'll find out. It's the thought of them that counts Oct 25 15:25:47 The fact that in your sad, diseased mind, you made pretend it was Molly... thats supposed to bother me... I pity you. Such a proud man with so very little to show except a history of brutality and delusion. If you were a dog, you'd have been put down years ago Oct 25 15:27:29 We both know she liked me. We both know you dont deserve her Oct 25 15:28:30 I don't deserve her, I'm well aware of that... and she tolerated you. Oct 25 15:30:55 How long until you get her killed? How long until you fail her too? *he flourishes his sword arrogantly** Oct 25 15:31:20 **the tingling gets even stronger, almost itchy, pent up** Oct 25 15:32:31 * Morgan rubs his fingers together before drawing his sword Oct 25 15:32:34 you're going to die here Oct 25 15:32:45 * Kai laughs Oct 25 15:32:52 Not before you are broken. Oct 25 15:33:24 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 25 15:34:05 You believe I am not... that is your mistake... come along, I have things to do today Oct 25 15:34:43 You think a man who blew up a ship cannot blow up a breakfast room containing your future wife, your mother and father? Cant you smell that? Oct 25 15:37:09 **he can faintly smell burning now, and his fingers turn unbearably hot themselves** Oct 25 15:37:26 * Morgan shakes his hand Oct 25 15:38:23 **he feels a deep pulling sensation, like a magnet pulling at another magnet** Oct 25 15:38:34 * Morgan drops his sword Oct 25 15:38:39 what the fuck is that? Oct 25 15:38:54 **he hears Verity shout his name** Oct 25 15:39:05 Losing your mind again, pathetic. Oct 25 15:39:36 * Morgan starts moving around Kai, towards the house Oct 25 15:40:22 They'll all die because of you, Morgan. You are doomed to lose everyone you love! Oct 25 15:41:15 If they are harmed, you and I are going to spend a long _long_ time together... Oct 25 15:41:41 **Kai just laughs. Morgan suddenly collides with something** Oct 25 15:42:04 * Morgan looks Oct 25 15:42:32 ***He can hear pained screams now, Molly, Verity, Adalbrecht. But Molly is stood in front of him, looking at him seriously Oct 25 15:43:16 M: We are not doing this, liebes herz. It is just a nightmare. Wake up. Oct 25 15:44:00 **he feels a sensation almost like being shoved, and he awakens** Oct 25 15:44:09 * Kai is now known as Ulysses Oct 25 15:44:32 * Ulysses shoots out of the bed Oct 25 15:45:08 * Morgan tumbles out of bed Oct 25 15:45:23 ((Distress and desperation?)) Oct 25 15:46:37 ((mid to highish)) Oct 25 15:47:05 **His fingers tingle, but it feels well under control** Oct 25 15:49:39 * Morgan sits back down, calling quietly to the cat Oct 25 15:50:08 * Ulysses comes back in slowly Oct 25 15:50:19 I scared you, huh? Oct 25 15:50:41 **he estimates it's about an hour and a half before dawn Oct 25 15:50:53 * Ulysses jumps up on the bed Oct 25 15:53:16 * Ulysses miaows, sniffing Morgan's tingling fingers Oct 25 15:54:24 * Morgan concentrates on calming down, breathing deep and slow Oct 25 15:55:04 * Ulysses drags the negligee out and onto his lap Oct 25 15:55:39 * Morgan nods takes it, inhaling Molly's scent Oct 25 15:57:36 **the tingling reduces, then stops Oct 25 15:58:46 * Morgan puts the negligee back down, rolling his neck Oct 25 15:58:49 * Ulysses purrs Oct 25 15:59:38 **its too late to go back to sleep, even first light still an hour away Oct 25 16:00:51 * Morgan offers his hand to the cat again Oct 25 16:04:15 * Ulysses climbs up on Morgan's chest Oct 25 16:05:27 * Morgan starts stroking the cat gently Oct 25 16:05:30 sorry little man Oct 25 16:08:13 * Ulysses settles to sleep Oct 25 16:08:36 No point doing that, I'm getting up Oct 25 16:09:23 * Ulysses just stays there Oct 25 16:11:03 * Morgan gently moves him to the bed Oct 25 16:12:10 * Ulysses stays there Oct 25 16:12:55 * Morgan starts getting dressed Oct 25 16:13:51 ((Going somewhere specific?)) Oct 25 16:14:12 ((just up on deck after getting coffee)) Oct 25 16:16:09 **neither of his friends are there, and Koen is on watch. The dark turns to first light, and down the dock he can see the Blessing being prepared to sail, his own ship doing likewise** Oct 25 16:17:12 * Morgan watches the other ship, drinking his coffee Oct 25 16:18:22 * Ulysses is now known as Christopher Oct 25 16:18:37 * Christopher comes up on deck with a bag just after dawn Oct 25 16:18:48 Good morning, dear boy Oct 25 16:20:06 morning... how did you sleep? Oct 25 16:22:20 Wonderfully, and you? Oct 25 16:23:17 I've had worse nights Oct 25 16:23:33 * Christopher nods Oct 25 16:24:07 I have a breakfast date at Coleraine, so I must be going. It's been wonderful to see you Oct 25 16:24:18 * Morgan nods Oct 25 16:24:33 thank you for coming, I've really enjoyed seeing you Oct 25 16:24:41 * Christopher hugs him Oct 25 16:25:06 Come to Catterick any time, I look forward to meeting your wife and son Oct 25 16:26:06 * Morgan nods Oct 25 16:26:09 I'll write soon Oct 25 16:27:39 * Christopher nods Oct 25 16:27:48 Take care, dear boy Oct 25 16:30:09 * Morgan nods Oct 25 16:30:11 I will Oct 25 16:30:15 * Christopher goes down the gangplank and onto the dock. He walks right past the ship that contains his great-niece, completely oblivious to her existence Oct 25 16:32:16 **The Blessing leaves not long after, and just as the Rose is almost ready a messenger brings Morgan a letter from Coleraine. Morgan still hasnt seen HH or Claudia, though he's briefly seen Sorgi making preparations. Oct 25 16:33:16 * Morgan opens the message, reading it Oct 25 16:34:01 **The letter provides a reference for Richard Roberts and is glowing, citing the personal request of the man to leave, and that the Lord would be very happy to employee him in future** Oct 25 16:35:09 * Christopher is now known as Sorgi Oct 25 16:35:27 * Sorgi comes to Morgan Oct 25 16:35:27 Ready to go, m'lord? Oct 25 16:35:51 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Oct 25 16:35:51 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Oct 25 16:36:21 2021 Oct 25 16:36:21 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 25 16:37:09 Heinzharold has a bee in his bonnet about only having four days to get your window seat finished. Claudia is guarding the prisoner Oct 25 17:16:48 * Sorgi has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 25 19:29:53 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 25 19:31:46 ((Your turn?)) Oct 25 19:32:09 why is she doing that? Oct 25 19:33:44 * Sorgi shrugs Oct 25 19:33:53 Makes her feel better Oct 25 19:37:13 Given what he's done and the sort of person he is, is that wise? Oct 25 19:37:49 * Sorgi looks at Morgan Oct 25 19:38:18 Do you think I would let her hurt herself like that, m'lord? Oct 25 19:40:51 * Morgan nods Oct 25 19:40:53 sorry Oct 25 19:44:01 I understand, you love her, you're protective of those you love, m'lord, but... I'm not going to put her at risk if I think she can't handle it. Oct 25 19:48:06 I know... but if she's half as good at faking it as I can be... Oct 25 19:51:09 She wants to do it, m'lord. Make her stop if you must, but be aware that knowing you trust that she can do the right thing by you is important Oct 25 19:51:59 * Morgan nods Oct 25 19:53:13 * Sorgi nods Oct 25 19:53:22 Once we're out of the dock, this is a nice smooth stretch to sail. The weather also looks stable. Why don't you take command for the day, m'lord? Oct 25 19:53:41 I'd like that Oct 25 19:59:21 * Sorgi nods "take half an hour then, and we'll be ready" Oct 25 20:00:40 * Sorgi gives the command to the crew to put out to sea, and activity begins all over the vessel Oct 25 20:03:14 * Morgan wanders down to the brig Oct 25 20:03:27 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Oct 25 20:03:59 * Claudia is sat in a chair, heels up on the wall, effectively barring Morgan's way Oct 25 20:04:09 Comfy? Oct 25 20:04:39 Yep. Nice and quiet too Oct 25 20:05:33 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:05:34 good Oct 25 20:06:12 Told him he can only speak to me when I speak to him. Shame we can't do it to everyone on Theah Oct 25 20:07:30 oh thats brilliant Oct 25 20:07:41 * Claudia grins Oct 25 20:07:47 Heinzharold next? Oct 25 20:08:05 thats surprisingly tempting Oct 25 20:08:20 * Claudia grins Oct 25 20:08:40 We could make him forget the word bubbies, forever. Oct 25 20:09:37 but _we_ would remember it Oct 25 20:09:55 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:10:11 Suddenly pops in your head when you see them too. Oct 25 20:10:43 wonderful Oct 25 20:11:09 Yep. What are you doing down here? Oct 25 20:11:34 Came to see you, actually... wanted to check you're alright Oct 25 20:12:33 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:12:37 I'm good Oct 25 20:13:04 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:13:08 want some coffee sent down? Oct 25 20:13:23 Please. How did you sleep? Oct 25 20:15:15 badly... was weird... tell you about it when we don't have an audience Oct 25 20:15:53 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:16:05 I'll come get the coffee with you Oct 25 20:16:41 Sure? Need someone to replace you? Oct 25 20:16:53 He's not going anywhere Oct 25 20:17:38 * Morgan nods, wandering back towards the galley Oct 25 20:17:47 * Claudia goes along Oct 25 20:18:06 Weird like "could happen"? Oct 25 20:20:46 No no... not unless I go back in time... No, _he_ turned up to blackmail me... had one of those seeds used on him and at my fathers breakfast table admitted what he'd done to Elsie because he couldn't get Molly... while I took him outside to butcher him, he let slip that he'd set a fire in the house, and I could hear them, Molly, mother and father screaming... Oct 25 20:21:32 then Molly appears beside me, says its a dream and I need to wake up... then I feel like I've been _shoved_ and I wake up Oct 25 20:21:46 * Claudia shakes her head Oct 25 20:21:56 Wow, Morgan. That's pretty bad Oct 25 20:22:10 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:22:36 That last bit... reckon she hopped into your dream? Oct 25 20:23:51 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:23:53 I do Oct 25 20:24:28 Had that before? **he did, in Zweibrucke, where he was back on the Oreste and was flogging and berating himself. When he saw Molly she had been fully aware of it** Oct 25 20:24:57 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:24:58 just once Oct 25 20:25:09 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:25:32 Did you get to butcher him? Oct 25 20:25:39 No, I woke up... Oct 25 20:26:15 Pity Oct 25 20:26:25 * Claudia gets the coffee sorted Oct 25 20:26:49 Probably just as well... Oct 25 20:27:14 You'd spread his entrails across the Sudlache for that Oct 25 20:28:36 Yes, I would... though I seem to recall wanting to peel him like a potato and cooking him Oct 25 20:30:39 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:30:52 Deserves it Oct 25 20:31:49 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:34:42 Less than a week and he will be dead. Oct 25 20:35:44 Assuming proceedings don't take longer than expected Oct 25 20:39:17 That likely? Oct 25 20:40:51 I'll be encouraging them along... Oct 25 20:41:32 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:41:45 Get it done, move on. Oct 25 20:42:05 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:43:11 Right, I've got to go take command... Oct 25 20:43:20 * Claudia nods Oct 25 20:43:34 I'll be up and around at some point Oct 25 20:44:12 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:44:14 alright Oct 25 20:45:26 * Claudia takes her cup Oct 25 20:45:34 I hope he likes coffee Oct 25 20:45:54 * Morgan shrugs Oct 25 20:45:57 No idea Oct 25 20:46:02 wait... no.... Oct 25 20:46:04 I don't care Oct 25 20:46:21 I'm going to drink it nice and slow, and he cant even ask me for any Oct 25 20:47:35 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:48:01 * Claudia goes back to the brig Oct 25 20:49:03 * Morgan heads back up on deck Oct 25 20:49:40 **The weather is surprisingly good given what they've endured. The sky is blue with only a few clouds. The cold doesnt spoil it. The sea is very smooth, there's a good breeze favouring them. All in all, it is the perfect day to be a Captain, and this close to Foxcroft it's satisfying to live out his childhood dream on a stretch of water he so often dreamt it on. Oct 25 20:49:40 **Sorgi and Claudia have flitted about, just being a reassuring back up, but they've give no opinions on his decisions, only answering the few minor questions he has had. The crew respond just as well to him as to Sorgi, and everything goes smoothly. They pass the Blessing early on, and he has the man in the nest check for it as long as he can until it is out of sight. Oct 25 20:49:40 **At just before four o'clock, when first dog's watch is nearing, Sorgi comes to him** Oct 25 20:49:40 Go on, m'lord, you've done an excellent days sail, go and eat, get some downtime. I have her from here. Oct 25 20:51:03 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Oct 25 20:52:00 aye captain Oct 25 20:54:06 * Sorgi smiles, getting on with it Oct 25 20:55:04 * Morgan heads off to get some coffee Oct 25 20:55:44 **he finds some easily Oct 25 20:55:46 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 25 20:55:46 * HH is on the floor nailing bits of wood together. The window seat is starting to resemble an actual seat Oct 25 20:56:04 * HH is on the floor nailing bits of wood together. The window seat is starting to resemble an actual seat Oct 25 20:56:36 is that level? Oct 25 20:56:47 Where y' been all day? Thought you were 'elping with this Oct 25 20:57:01 * HH puts a coin on it, and it stays still Oct 25 20:57:11 sorry... Sorgi asked if I'd like take command for the day Oct 25 20:57:23 Enjoy it? Oct 25 20:57:29 * Morgan nods Oct 25 20:57:32 oh yes Oct 25 20:57:40 * HH nods Oct 25 20:57:49 I'm glad for ya, man Oct 25 20:58:42 * Morgan puts his coffee down Oct 25 20:58:48 Right, what you want me doing? Oct 25 20:59:10 * HH hands him some nails, directing him Oct 25 20:59:20 How y' doing? Oct 25 21:00:55 Alright Oct 25 21:01:11 Stayin' away from him? Oct 25 21:01:55 * HH pinches Morgan's coffee whilst he watches him work Oct 25 21:02:58 I have Oct 25 21:03:22 No interrogatin'? Oct 25 21:03:46 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 25 21:06:36 Prob'ly best Oct 25 21:06:46 I imagine so Oct 25 21:07:04 Nothin' he can says gonna make it better Oct 25 21:07:20 No, nothing at all Oct 25 21:07:31 Sleep okay? Oct 25 21:08:59 * Morgan frowns Oct 25 21:09:01 no Oct 25 21:09:10 Dietlinde again? Oct 25 21:09:23 No... him Oct 25 21:09:43 Set fire to 'im? Oct 25 21:11:54 was gearing up to it... he'd set fire to the house, with my mother, father and Molly inside Oct 25 21:14:40 * HH winces Oct 25 21:14:48 Fucking 'ell Oct 25 21:14:54 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:15:23 I'd dragged him outside to deal with him... suddenly Molly appears, tells me they're not being hurt and I need to wake up, then it feels like I'm shoved sideways and I wake up Oct 25 21:15:37 Pretty weird Oct 25 21:20:40 * HH drinks another mouthful of Morgan's coffee Oct 25 21:20:54 Reck'n that was yer wife dropping in? Oct 25 21:21:12 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:21:14 undoubtedly Oct 25 21:21:37 Not f' long enough *he smirks* Oct 25 21:22:44 eh? Oct 25 21:24:13 * HH wriggles his eyebrows suggestively Oct 25 21:24:49 Dont be absurd Oct 25 21:25:27 What, y' can't do it in a dream? Seems like a wasted talent then! Oct 25 21:25:34 * HH grins Oct 25 21:25:49 didn't have much choice in waking up Oct 25 21:26:01 * HH nods Oct 25 21:26:10 Better'an a nightmare Oct 25 21:27:15 very true. Scared the hell out of the cat Oct 25 21:27:25 **he laughs** You get yer package from yer uncle? Oct 25 21:27:44 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:27:53 haven't opened it, mind... unsurprisingly I was tired Oct 25 21:29:59 I was shattered last night. Quick chat with my lil darlin', then fast asleep Oct 25 21:30:26 * HH grins "Not even a euphemism!" Oct 25 21:31:22 * Morgan laughs Oct 25 21:31:25 won't be long now Oct 25 21:33:29 * HH nods Oct 25 21:33:41 Cant come too soon Oct 25 21:34:16 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:35:01 Gonna show me what's in yer package then? I'll get on with tha' tomorrow Oct 25 21:35:47 * Morgan fetches it, putting it on the desk Oct 25 21:36:23 * HH comes to look Oct 25 21:37:15 **The three bits of mirror are wrapped in cloth with painted and decorated surfaces as agreed. Oct 25 21:37:15 * HH looks at them "Need some water?" Oct 25 21:37:32 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:37:33 aye Oct 25 21:38:26 * HH goes into the bedroom, and there's sloshing. He returns with the wash bowl and a cream flannel held by the very corner, grinning Oct 25 21:38:31 Here y' go Oct 25 21:38:52 * Morgan shrugs, using it to clean off the mirrors Oct 25 21:39:27 * HH laughs, using the towel from the back of his waistband to pat them dry Oct 25 21:39:43 That woulda had you blushing like beetroot a few weeks ago Oct 25 21:40:08 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:40:11 aye, I've no doubt Oct 25 21:41:10 **On the surface of the single mirror it looks like paper. It says " I will check at 8 in the morning and 8 in the evening. I will see your note like this if you leave it against the mirror. Love, Papa** Oct 25 21:41:29 Okay, that is pretty impressive! Oct 25 21:41:34 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:41:36 very Oct 25 21:42:09 Where'dya say these are from? *he picks up the other two Oct 25 21:43:23 Innesbruck Oct 25 21:43:56 * HH nods, handing Morgan one and taking the other to the bedroom door Oct 25 21:44:30 * HH sticks the mirror inside the room with his arm extended Oct 25 21:44:46 So you can see in there while yer out here? Oct 25 21:44:54 * Morgan looks at the mirror Oct 25 21:45:32 **that is how it's working. The mirror he is holding shows what the other mirror should reflect Oct 25 21:45:56 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:45:57 aye Oct 25 21:46:12 * HH goes in with it, then flips Morgan off in the reflection with a grin Oct 25 21:46:41 All I see is an ass Oct 25 21:48:05 Just a normal mirror at yer end then! Oct 25 21:48:40 * HH comes back in Oct 25 21:48:51 * Morgan puts it on the table face down Oct 25 21:49:02 Could use 'em to keep an eye on the brig Oct 25 21:49:16 Wouldn't want him seeing out though Oct 25 21:49:33 * HH nods Oct 25 21:49:56 Gonna be back for the other one at eight? Oct 25 21:50:09 I think so Oct 25 21:50:55 Other side of it is with Forrester? Oct 25 21:52:14 of that one, yes Oct 25 21:52:25 How often does Molly talk to 'im with the other mirror? Oct 25 21:52:48 ((twice a week?)) Oct 25 21:52:55 ((Wednesdays and Sundays usually, it's now Monday)) Oct 25 21:53:07 twice a week, wednesday and sunday Oct 25 21:53:30 Be able to find out how she was yes'day Oct 25 21:55:21 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:56:08 That's summat to look forward to Oct 25 21:56:30 * Morgan nods Oct 25 21:56:32 aye, it is Oct 25 21:57:39 **They stop near Denholme, though they don't dock for the night, just weighing anchor when it gets too dark to go on. Eight is rapidly approaching, so he has to eat quick to be ready for David Oct 25 21:59:52 * HH is now known as Forrester Oct 25 22:00:43 * Forrester slides the paper off at one minute before eight, smiling when he sees Morgan Oct 25 22:00:54 Good evening, Morgan Oct 25 22:01:01 David, how are you? Oct 25 22:01:11 Well, and you? Oct 25 22:01:29 I've certainly been worse Oct 25 22:02:23 How is it going? Have you found him yet? Oct 25 22:04:05 He's in the brig, we're heading back... we've anchored not far out of Denholme Oct 25 22:04:35 * Forrester smiles Oct 25 22:05:05 That's good news. Would you like me to tell Moll on Wednesday? Oct 25 22:05:24 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:05:28 please... how is she? Oct 25 22:05:58 She misses you dreadfully, but she's fine. She keeps herself very busy Oct 25 22:07:05 She's written me a months worth of letters, which has helped Oct 25 22:07:18 * Forrester nods Oct 25 22:07:35 How are you? She will ask me when I say we've talked Oct 25 22:08:53 I'm alright... a few nightmares, a few rough nights... but we're managing Oct 25 22:09:14 * Forrester nods Oct 25 22:10:10 Everyone in Sudlachenburg is well. Adalbrecht has adjusted somewhat to the situation with Jarvinia so he is less angry with Edward. Your mothers are well Oct 25 22:10:49 I'm glad to hear that Oct 25 22:11:03 Did Yensid find you? Oct 25 22:11:50 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:12:22 * Forrester nods Oct 25 22:12:33 Good. This is very useful, isnt it? Oct 25 22:15:56 very, yes... hard to explain though Oct 25 22:17:33 It's been getting more difficult to explain such frequent visits to Innesbruck, this will make that easier Oct 25 22:17:46 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:17:58 a pity Eiseners are so backwards about this sort of thing... Oct 25 22:19:32 * Forrester nods Oct 25 22:20:50 I agree. I'm expected back downstairs. Leave a note like I did and I can reply. Anything else you want me to say to Moll on Wednesday? Oct 25 22:21:19 That we're fine, we love them all and we'll be home soon Oct 25 22:21:44 * Forrester nods Oct 25 22:21:51 I will do that Oct 25 22:21:55 Thank you David Oct 25 22:22:05 Stay safe, Morgan Oct 25 22:22:10 and you Oct 25 22:22:39 * Forrester puts a blank piece of paper on the mirror and he's gone. Oct 25 22:23:12 * Morgan does the same Oct 25 22:23:51 **Claudia appears after dinner, and they play cards a while until it is bedtime. HH hangs back when she's gone** Spoke to 'im? Oct 25 22:23:56 * Forrester is now known as HH Oct 25 22:24:22 * Morgan nods Oct 25 22:24:28 he's going to give them all our love... Oct 25 22:24:36 * HH smiles Oct 25 22:24:44 Good. Not long now Oct 25 22:25:30 No, not long at all Oct 25 22:25:48 I'll leave y' to yer reading. Night man Oct 25 22:25:56 night HeinzHarold Oct 25 22:26:15 * HH goes off humming the Peaches and Cream song Oct 25 22:27:09 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 25 22:27:20 * Ulysses is on the stool as usual Oct 25 22:29:23 * Morgan does his nightmare prep, fetching the negligee and book before climbing into the bed Oct 25 22:30:12 **He has fri eve, sat eve, sun eve, mon eve and mon morning still unread** Oct 25 22:30:26 * Morgan reads monday morning Oct 25 22:30:47 Monday 26th, morning. Good morning my love! One more washing day without you things, but I pray that next week you and your shirts and various other items that need washing will be here. However, it will also be your birthday, so I may have the staff wash _most_ of it. I hope wherever you are you are now contemplating my joy upon seeing your most beloved face once more. My love, Mxx Oct 25 22:32:52 * Morgan flicks back to friday evening Oct 25 22:33:22 Friday 24th evening. So, as to what I wanted to say… I wanted to tell you that now was the moment if you wished to see or touch me undressed. In reality this would have been very silly! However, in the fantasy I will play out in our bed as I touch myself, it will be well received. Oct 25 22:33:22 I hear the stunned silence it draws from you, but resolve not to excuse or explain myself. I wait, my invitation open. The chair creaks as you stand, your very faint bootsteps as you approach. My skin is cold, your fingertips down the centre of my back are warm. I shiver, not from the cold but from the excitement. Oct 25 22:33:22 Your hands caress my back, my shoulders, my arms. It feels incredible. I feel you becoming bolder, not just tracing but holding, squeezing, your hands moving faster. You run your hand down my hip and over my bottom, and I moan with enjoyment. Oct 25 22:33:41 You squeeze me there before standing close behind me and kiss my neck. Your hand skates my stomach as it twitches with what you know (but I am innocent to) is desire. I can feel you are hard against me, and that is so exciting. My nakedness pleases you, my body pleases you. Oct 25 22:33:41 You move slowly until you are sucking on my neck, a hand on my breast. I feel how you grow even harder. The other hand moves lower, towards the apex of my thighs. You pause. Your voice is rough with desire "Even here?" I nod. I have no idea why you would wish to touch me there, but I am curious. I trust you. I know you know what you are doing. Oct 25 22:33:41 Your finger gently curves towards the soft crevice of my core, and parts me a little. I am so tingly and warm here, but I do not understand why. You groan. It is a noise that makes my whole body turn weak and wanting. Oct 25 22:34:10 I don't know what I need, but you do. Within the slick heat, you find the swollen bead that will bring my pleasure,  and stroke it with the lightest strokes. I don't know how anything can feel so very good. I gasp loudly. Oct 25 22:34:10 You check I am alright. I tell you I've never felt anything like this before. You offer to stop, and I ask if it is okay that it feels so amazing. You tell me how it is normal, that I am safe and it will only get better. Oct 25 22:34:10 You continue to pleasure me, and I can think of nothing but how good it is and how you are moving gently against me with your hardness. The hand on my breast is getting firmer, almost possessive. Oct 25 22:34:32 We both make sounds of pleasure, building, blossoming. It feels like something is coming, intensifying. You provide gentle reassurance, it is okay, it is supposed to be like this, it is going to get intensely pleasurable very soon. Oct 25 22:34:32 You can hear it in my breathing and whimpers, feel it in how I am grinding back against you as you thrust against me, your own pleasure growing from the stimulation. Oct 25 22:34:32 With a deep breath, I peak from your rubbing,  more pleasure than I feel I can bear, my whole body lit up with it. I moan your name. I feel the thrusting movement against my bottom change as I orgasm once more, and then you grind to me, body turning tense. Oct 25 22:34:52 You groan "oh fuck" into my ear before you then shudder deeply, your release shooting forth in strong pulses into the fabric of your trousers, very hot and thick. I climax again. I can feel this new wet heat between us, even through the material. Together we breathe heavily, our satiated bodies close. Oct 25 22:34:52 That is what I will think of tonight, your fingers pleasuring me and you spending yourself into your clothing from the pressure of my derriere and the excitement of having your hands on me and making me orgasm. Goodnight, my love xxx Oct 25 22:37:55 * Morgan closes the book, putting aside before pulling the negligee close and looking at the cat Oct 25 22:37:57 come on Oct 25 22:38:23 * Ulysses goes and gets into the bed with a questioning miaow Oct 25 22:39:01 come on, time to sleep Oct 25 22:39:28 * Ulysses settles and does si Oct 25 22:39:33 So* Oct 25 22:39:38 * Morgan settles to do the same Oct 25 22:47:37 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 26 20:57:23 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Oct 26 21:12:11 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 26 21:21:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 26 21:21:11 [21:11] (Molly) **He starts to dream. He has just returned from his winter trip to Sudlachenburg and walks into Catherine's dining room looking for the one person he cares to see more than anyone else. The regular visitors and reprobates are here, he hoped to be back before they arrived. She is stood with Siegfried, and has her back to him** Oct 26 21:24:12 * Morgan goes to stand beside her quietly Oct 26 21:25:24 **she looks distracted and pensive. She's in purple, the corset and skirt she bought in Carleon for her wedding to Jaeger, where he had told her she rivalled the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. She doesn't register his presence** Oct 26 21:28:08 * Morgan watches her from the corner of his eye Oct 26 21:30:48 * Molly eventually glances around, looking surprised "Morgan!" Oct 26 21:32:09 * Morgan smiles Oct 26 21:32:16 Last time I checked Oct 26 21:32:21 * Molly smiles, but there is tension there "You are well? When you were late, I worried" Oct 26 21:32:55 I had much to think about so I took a little longer... I did not worry you I hope? Oct 26 21:33:06 * Molly nods Oct 26 21:33:15 A little, of course. Oct 26 21:33:32 I am sorry about that Oct 26 21:33:52 * Molly nods a little: Perhaps we can speak privately, unless you cannot right now? Oct 26 21:34:09 * Morgan nods Oct 26 21:34:11 If you can Oct 26 21:34:48 * Molly nods, glancing around before leading through the kitchen and out into the inner courtyard Oct 26 21:35:50 **she faces him, her hands together and expression nervous** I need to talk to you about something Oct 26 21:36:23 alright... Oct 26 21:37:59 I need to make an apology to you Oct 26 21:38:51 why? Oct 26 21:38:58 * Molly looks guilty Oct 26 21:38:58 I have broken a promise I made you Oct 26 21:39:37 * Morgan watches her Oct 26 21:39:45 I promised I would take no-one else to my heart, but… **she watches his face, chewing her lip nervously** Oct 26 21:40:00 but you have... Oct 26 21:40:16 I am sorry, I had no intention to, but… it is never so easy as "just dont do it" is it? Oct 26 21:41:00 * Morgan starts to frown Oct 26 21:41:02 who is it? Oct 26 21:41:33 Noone you know Oct 26 21:42:35 * Morgan watches her Oct 26 21:42:37 I see Oct 26 21:43:01 Now that you are back, I will be going back to Eisen to visit him. After that, I do not know. We are young, I have the Rose. The world is at our feet *she smiles* Oct 26 21:44:44 * Morgan nods, taking a step back Oct 26 21:45:05 Right... Oct 26 21:45:14 *she looks at him* I'm grateful to you, Morgan, I couldn't have learnt to let anyone in without you, nor believed that true love was real and possible. Oct 26 21:46:00 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 26 21:46:04 if you'll excuse me Oct 26 21:46:20 * Morgan does not wait for an answer, going back in through the door to the kitchen Oct 26 21:46:35 * Molly chases him, and puts her hand on his arm Oct 26 21:46:42 Morgan, wait! Oct 26 21:47:24 * Morgan shrugs her hand off Oct 26 21:47:49 Look... if you're hoping I'll be pleased about this, you're out of luck Oct 26 21:48:01 * Molly frowns deeply Oct 26 21:48:45 You wanted me to be happy! This house was a way station on the way to better things, that is what you said! Oct 26 21:51:47 * Morgan sighs Oct 26 21:51:55 when do you leave? Oct 26 21:52:49 Monday, when the Rose arrives Oct 26 21:53:04 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 26 21:53:08 I'll have your final pay ready Oct 26 21:53:12 * Molly looks at him sadly Oct 26 21:53:17 I did love you, Morgan, but it was the most futile thing I could ever have done. You warned me very early on that no one could take her place at your side. It was stupid of me to think otherwise, and I understand that now I am with him. Oct 26 21:53:50 Yes, well... I was wrong, but that doesn't matter now. Oct 26 21:55:59 Now that you have been home, perhaps you will meet a noble girl who you like well enough to accept in marriage and continue your line? Oct 26 21:56:37 No... I think, now, my original intent upon coming here will stand Oct 26 21:56:53 * Molly frowns deeply Oct 26 21:57:00 That is cruel and unfair! Oct 26 21:57:18 * Morgan turns to look at her Oct 26 21:58:01 you made me a promise, and you've broken it... I've come back with the realisation that... that I love you, and you are leaving. Clearly I am not meant to have love in my life, so don't lecture me about cruel or unfair... Oct 26 21:58:33 * Molly looks completely speechless at this Oct 26 22:00:13 * Molly just watches him until she regains her compsure Oct 26 22:00:17 You won't ever be able to move on from Dietlinde, and it would make things so complicated. Now that I have experienced how simple it can be, I understand why it is impossible for you to truly let her go. Oct 26 22:02:03 Just... stop. Stop justifying how breaking your promise to me is a good thing. You're going away to be happy, fine, but stop expecting me to be happy about it. Oct 26 22:03:15 I... *she sighs*... I won't take up any more of your time. Once I have packed I will go and stay in town until Monday Oct 26 22:03:28 Very well Oct 26 22:03:33 * Morgan goes through the door Oct 26 22:04:10 * Molly doesn't follow him this time Oct 26 22:05:04 * Morgan walks through the kitchen, fetching up a bottle of scotch on the way through, and heading through the dining room towards the great hall Oct 26 22:05:21 **Someone drops a glass, and the sudden smashing sound wakes him** Oct 26 22:10:05 * Morgan mutters, trying to gauge the time Oct 26 22:11:36 **its just before six thirty, just over an hour til dawn Oct 26 22:12:30 * Morgan sighs, getting out of bed and dressed Oct 26 22:12:52 * Molly is now known as Claudia Oct 26 22:13:21 * Claudia is up in the rigging when he gets there Oct 26 22:15:11 * Claudia 's only greeting is a grunt of acknowledgement Oct 26 22:15:38 * Morgan climbs up into the rigging Oct 26 22:15:42 whats got your goat? Oct 26 22:15:54 Nightmare. Why you up early? Oct 26 22:16:07 I'm normally up soon... but same Oct 26 22:16:30 * Claudia hands him an already open flask of scotch Oct 26 22:16:38 Wanna tell me? Oct 26 22:16:44 * Morgan takes a mouthful before handing it back Oct 26 22:16:56 wann' tell me about it? Oct 26 22:16:58 * Claudia drinks some Oct 26 22:17:14 Another flashback one Oct 26 22:17:40 * Morgan nods Oct 26 22:23:09 Not the same as the first. The reason you can't whisper or touch me gently while I sleep Oct 26 22:24:56 alright Oct 26 22:26:23 Yours as bad as that? Oct 26 22:28:32 I'd gone back to Avalon to tell Molly I loved her... she'd fallen in love with someone else and was leaving... Oct 26 22:29:52 * Claudia hands him back the scotch Oct 26 22:30:12 Rough Oct 26 22:30:27 * Morgan nods, swigging the scotch and handing it back Oct 26 22:30:49 Could that have happened? Oct 26 22:32:23 * Morgan shrugs Oct 26 22:32:25 I don't see why not Oct 26 22:33:11 You'd have come home to us? Oct 26 22:35:36 I don't know... in the dream I seemed hellbent on finishing the job I started at the Torrington Estate, but I don't know that'd actually be what I'd have done Oct 26 22:40:36 * Claudia nods Oct 26 22:40:59 Maybe you'd have just moved on Oct 26 22:41:51 maybe Oct 26 22:42:45 * Claudia nods Oct 26 22:42:56 How are you doing overall? Oct 26 22:47:51 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 26 22:47:54 I'm alright Oct 26 22:49:19 * Claudia nods Oct 26 22:49:47 Once it's over with Dau and Elsie, I am going to tell Heinzharold about the rapes Oct 26 22:51:58 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 26 22:52:09 Out of curiosity... why not before? Oct 26 22:53:59 Because I have to tread carefully about the last one, because it was after I met him, and he was acquainted with a couple of the men. Oct 26 22:54:59 I see... Oct 26 22:55:32 * Claudia nods Oct 26 22:55:38 Pride too, I suppose. Oct 26 22:55:50 pride? Oct 26 22:57:55 I don't want him to think less of me, or look down on me. Oct 26 22:58:32 I see Oct 26 22:59:39 But it was impractical back in Thirlow that he didn't know Oct 26 22:59:59 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:00:19 Though, as I've always prided myself on, he just accepted what you needed Oct 26 23:01:10 * Claudia nods Oct 26 23:01:17 I was grateful for that Oct 26 23:02:44 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:03:13 I was... I don't know, grateful, proud maybe... that you trusted us to share a room... that you felt able to Oct 26 23:03:48 * Claudia nods Oct 26 23:05:15 It's been down to Sorgi really Oct 26 23:05:57 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:08:13 It's not that I doubted my safety with you, it's that I know I wont think logically if certain things happen. I know neither of you would ever rape anyone Oct 26 23:09:19 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:12:17 But for what it's worth, thank you for not making a big deal about it Oct 26 23:15:03 No need for thanks, ever. Oct 26 23:15:42 * Claudia shrugs Oct 26 23:16:23 * Morgan scratches his nose Oct 26 23:16:32 oh, I didn't tell you what he said... Oct 26 23:16:40 What? Oct 26 23:17:20 when you'd said about not whispering or touching you gently... he looked at me and said 'whoever made that statement necessary is going to fucking die. Horribly' Oct 26 23:17:33 * Claudia smiles Oct 26 23:17:43 That's sweet. Most of them did. Oct 26 23:17:55 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:18:11 I didn't say anything about it... Oct 26 23:18:20 * Claudia nods Oct 26 23:18:49 Thank you. I want to be sure I'm not adding more on top of the Elsie stuff. Oct 26 23:20:15 You trust me with it... he's pushed a couple of times and I've told him I wont discuss it, and that if you're ready, you'll tell him. Oct 26 23:21:58 * Claudia nods Oct 26 23:22:14 I will Oct 26 23:22:26 * Morgan nods Oct 26 23:22:54 **Sorgi comes up just before dawn, and offers Morgan the chance to shadow him on the rough rocky stretch from Denholme to past river mouth, opting to skip Londinium itself. ((Takes it?)) Oct 26 23:23:06 ((yep)) Oct 26 23:23:21 **He works with Sorgi, and Sorgi is an excellent teacher, explaining not just the decision he has made, but also the counter argument and how he weighed it up. They avoid all manner of hazardous rocks and cross tides, as well as patches where the wind suddenly changes.** Oct 26 23:23:21 **Rather than swap watches, Sorgi continues on with Morgan like this until four when Claudia takes over. It's been a useful experience, probably more useful than most of his initial training on any of his posts in the War** Oct 26 23:54:41 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 27 14:58:01 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 27 14:58:40 **down in the study, the window seat is built and HH is starting to apply the wax to seal the wood, singing to himself. He seems happy enough aside from the occasional sneeze brought by Ulysses sitting beside him** Oct 27 14:59:34 Really starting to look good man Oct 27 14:59:54 * HH nods. The cat also looks round Oct 27 15:00:05 Reck'n she'll like it? Oct 27 15:00:19 there's no doubt in my mind Oct 27 15:00:39 Want me to say you did most o' it? *he grins* Oct 27 15:01:20 No, you've worked hard on it, you deserve the credit... besides, I think she'll not mind when she learns what I've been doing Oct 27 15:01:39 * HH nods Oct 27 15:02:30 Pretty sure you could tell 'er you spent the whole time with yer nose in a book but you were happy and she'd still say 'ow wonderful you are! Oct 27 15:02:51 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 27 15:04:59 You workin' or just watchin' someone competent? Oct 27 15:05:28 I'll help if you don't think you can manage... Oct 27 15:05:51 * HH lobs a rag at him "Bout time y' did something useful" Oct 27 15:07:12 * Morgan shrugs, getting down to help with the waxing Oct 27 15:07:21 * HH sneezes Oct 27 15:08:16 Not seen much o' ya. How you doing? Oct 27 15:08:38 * Morgan looks at the cat, tapping the floor on the side of him furthest from HeinzHarold Oct 27 15:08:51 **Ulysses moves** Oct 27 15:08:51 I'm alright. Had a nightmare, but I'm ok Oct 27 15:09:07 What was it this time? Oct 27 15:10:09 got back to Avalon from Eisen... When I'd asked her to be my mistress, and got pushed onto my own stubbornness... but this time, Molly had met someone while I was away and was leaving Oct 27 15:14:01 Ouch! Musta worried about that while you were home? Oct 27 15:14:12 * Morgan nods Oct 27 15:24:30 Who was 'e? Not Dau I hope! Oct 27 15:26:54 She said I did't know him, so no Oct 27 15:28:50 Some dull Avalon chap then. She'da regretted turnin' you down Oct 27 15:29:20 No, an Eisen man Oct 27 15:30:29 * HH grins Oct 27 15:30:37 Got some taste at least then! Oct 27 15:32:39 * Morgan nods Oct 27 15:35:19 Reck'n you'll drop in on 'er again before we get back? Oct 27 15:38:56 I've no idea... I hope so, but I just don't know Oct 27 15:39:48 Gonna be diff'cult telling her about little Florrie? Oct 27 15:40:02 I'm not sure, if I'm honest Oct 27 15:40:40 * HH nods Oct 27 15:41:08 How you doing about 'er now? **he works at the grain with the thick beeswax* Oct 27 15:42:54 Tough to say... its difficult, the way she looks Oct 27 15:43:58 * HH nods Oct 27 15:44:19 Be easier not t' see her again? Oct 27 15:44:40 Possibly... Oct 27 15:44:51 But y' still gonna? Oct 27 15:44:58 she's family Oct 27 15:45:07 * HH nods Oct 27 15:45:32 besides... apparently she doesn't connect that quickly with anyone... it'd be wrong of me to take that from her because I find it hard to look at her Oct 27 15:45:47 * HH nods Oct 27 15:46:17 Bit weird, isn't it? Oct 27 15:46:27 in what respect? Oct 27 15:46:44 That she's connected with you so easy Oct 27 15:46:51 * Morgan nods Oct 27 15:47:03 But then... most children seem to Oct 27 15:47:12 * HH nods Oct 27 15:47:30 B'cause they know, deep inside, you're just a big kid too Oct 27 15:49:42 Possibly... possibly because I don't expect anything from them Oct 27 15:57:22 * HH nods Oct 27 15:57:40 Edward's gonna wish he had a way to go back in time… **this reminds him of how insistent Edward was on using the Time Weaver in Molly's nightmare to go back and undo him having them killed, which would have prevent Florrie existing* Oct 27 16:01:02 I wouldn't let him anyway Oct 27 16:03:08 Think Mina will be alright? Oct 27 16:05:00 * Morgan sighs Oct 27 16:05:24 I don't know... the possibility of not having children with her scares him... Oct 27 16:05:49 Least 'e will know he can have kids now... Oct 27 16:06:05 but if Mina can't... Oct 27 16:08:33 * HH nods Oct 27 16:08:53 Gonna be tough Oct 27 16:11:03 * HH adds more wax to his cloth. It smells really nice Oct 27 16:11:16 yes it is Oct 27 16:11:55 Don't think I'd like it if Inga had a child with someone else. Oct 27 16:12:49 No... I dare say neither of them will be happy about it Oct 27 16:13:19 Mebbie they'll just turn their backs on her? Oct 27 16:13:26 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 16:13:34 I don't know that I see Edward being willing to do that Oct 27 16:13:54 Even if it costs 'im his marriage? Oct 27 16:14:33 tough to tell to be honest Oct 27 16:14:43 * HH glances at him Oct 27 16:14:52 Wha' about you? Oct 27 16:14:59 what about me? Oct 27 16:15:34 If Edward wants nowt to do with his daughter, you still going to want contact with yer niece? Oct 27 16:15:49 * Morgan nods Oct 27 16:16:28 She's my niece... even if it comes to being once a year we see eachother, I want her to know she has family outside of her ship Oct 27 16:16:38 * HH nods Oct 27 16:17:00 Gonna be hard as hell, isn't it? Watchin' her grow up Oct 27 16:17:19 * Morgan sighs Oct 27 16:17:21 incredibly Oct 27 16:17:31 * HH nods Oct 27 16:17:53 Still gonna be around, 'owever you need. Me and Inga, for both of ya Oct 27 16:18:12 Never thought otherwise... but thank you. Oct 27 16:18:21 * HH nods Oct 27 16:18:38 How did it go with yer uncle? Oct 27 16:19:36 Fairly well... I forget how much I like him Oct 27 16:19:52 * HH laughs Oct 27 16:20:03 Easy t' like Oct 27 16:20:07 * Morgan nods Oct 27 16:20:13 reminds me of me Oct 27 16:20:38 Complete opposite o' you! *he grins* Oct 27 16:20:48 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 16:21:18 Yer pretty hard t' like, but I tried really hard. Oct 27 16:21:55 I'm fairly unlikeable, yes... Oct 27 16:22:09 * HH nods Oct 27 16:22:53 Yep. I'm the likeable one... an' the sexy one... the funny one... the smart one... the one the ladies beg for... Oct 27 16:23:43 and men in dresses... Oct 27 16:24:00 * HH punches him in the leg Oct 27 16:24:32 I'd punch yer arm but yer slow enough at waxing as it is Oct 27 16:25:53 meticulous... the word is meticulous Oct 27 16:26:47 * HH snorts Oct 27 16:27:24 Lookin' forward to getting home. Only five more days. Oct 27 16:27:34 * Morgan nods Oct 27 16:28:29 Gonna be good. Might not see ya for a day or so *he grins* Oct 27 16:30:10 I'm not terribly surprised Oct 27 16:30:20 Gotta be _meticulous_, see? Oct 27 16:30:49 * Morgan nods Oct 27 16:31:34 Mebbie after that Inga an' will have Varick a bit for ya Oct 27 16:33:55 * Morgan sighs Oct 27 16:34:00 I'm looking forward to seeing him Oct 27 16:34:31 He's gonna be pleased t' see you. Gonna be hell of a squeeze fitting us all in, 'less you're gonna let James an' Elsie keep sharing a room? Oct 27 16:35:02 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 16:35:08 maybe... Oct 27 16:35:55 Or send 'im back to the Rose? Oct 27 16:37:51 I'm... reluctant to do that Oct 27 16:38:15 Whysat? Oct 27 16:38:47 Given the likely outcome, how cruel would it be to separate Elsie from someone who genuinely cares for her... Oct 27 16:39:02 * HH nods Oct 27 16:39:24 I'd let 'em, but I'm not Saint Heinzharold of Puritytown Oct 27 16:39:29 * HH grins Oct 27 16:42:01 far from it... Oct 27 16:43:14 'Sides, if you let **he hoiks his thumb towards Sorgi's cabin* then it's only fair. Oct 27 16:46:20 I suppose so Oct 27 16:48:03 Not lookin' forward to the fall out if it goes wrong Oct 27 16:49:05 with Claudia? Oct 27 16:52:01 * HH frowns Oct 27 16:52:08 No, why would it be? Oct 27 16:52:54 What fallout do you mean then? Oct 27 16:53:05 If Molly can't save Elsie. The fall out with you, Molly, an' James. Oct 27 16:57:59 **The cat tries to unhelpfully get into Morgan's lap Oct 27 16:58:34 * Morgan sighs Oct 27 16:58:39 No... I'm not either Oct 27 16:59:34 We gonna be leavin' Tawstock pretty quick after? Oct 27 16:59:44 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 16:59:46 I don't know Oct 27 17:00:26 He's gonna be a wreck, and Molly's gonna feel guilty as hell? Oct 27 17:00:32 Probably Oct 27 17:00:44 Wha' about you? Oct 27 17:00:59 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 17:01:46 Jus' have to see Oct 27 17:01:50 * Morgan nods Oct 27 17:01:53 its all we can do Oct 27 17:01:59 * HH nods Oct 27 17:02:57 Let's see if we can get this all rubbed down. Get the second coat on tomorrow, fasten it in on Thursday, should be all done then Oct 27 17:03:35 * Morgan nods, knuckling down Oct 27 17:04:56 **Morgan gets some time in the evening after they have weighed anchor off the Londinium river mouth to read, play his guitar and his tin whistle before Ulysses starts getting him to go to bed around ten** Oct 27 17:19:31 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 27 17:19:56 * Ulysses takes up his footstool position, curled up tight Oct 27 18:45:31 * Ulysses has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 27 19:27:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 27 19:27:14 [17:15] * Ulysses takes up his footstool position, curled up tight Oct 27 19:28:27 * Morgan gets his preparation done before climbing into bed Oct 27 19:30:51 * Molly waits patiently Oct 27 19:30:57 * Molly is now known as Ulysses Oct 27 19:34:55 * Morgan opens the book Oct 27 19:35:31 Saturday 24th, evening. Tonight I am going to think about you making the sketch of me. From the moment in which you told me of it, I have found this very arousing indeed. So tonight I shall make myself a little fantasy about it. Oct 27 19:35:32 It is the night after you have seen me in the wet shift. You're in your room, it's late. You know you won't sleep easily, for a change it isn't for fear of nightmares. Tonight it is because the image of me with the wet fabric clinging to my body will not go away. Oct 27 19:35:32 You have tried to distract yourself but it comes back, and when it does, you grow hard. It's been impractical, going about your patrols frequently swelling that way. It's been difficult to stay away from me. Tonight it is difficult to stay in your room and not come to mine, to undress and caress me. Oct 27 19:35:49 You sit at your desk. If you could just get the image out of your mind, you could think clearly and not be tormented by your desire to see me so again. With pencil and charcoal in hand, you set to recreating that vision of me, drawing the curves of my body, the folds of the fabric, the shading at my nipples and the apex of my thighs. Oct 27 19:35:49 You are immersed once more in the excitement and enjoyment of those few minutes when we were private and shared something intimate. I am so clear in your mind that you can almost smell my perfume and hear my voice. Oct 27 19:35:49 Your fingers create my body, but what they want is to touch my body. Hard as you are beneath the desk, your fingers need to touch yourself. You undo your placket with your left hand. Oct 27 19:36:11 You are so thick and solid, and it feels good as you take yourself in hand. A heavy paperweight holds your drawing still so you can manage to both perfect me and pleasure yourself because of me. Oct 27 19:36:11 Your strokes are rough and rhythmic. Maybe if you spend yourself the spell this image has over you will end. Your sketch is almost over, finessing it as you use slower movements of your fist, the pleasure building so rapidly. Oct 27 19:36:11 You slide your chair back so you can lean back and pull off your shirt. You undo the waistband of your trousers to move the fabric clear. With swapped hands, you lift your drawing in your left, not recalling me now but looking at the me you have created, like seeing me anew. Oct 27 19:36:27 Your other hand around your hardness, you work yourself harder, faster, thighs tensing and relaxing. Your eyes do not leave my body, and your breath deepens, so close. Oct 27 19:36:27 You swell in your grip, and your back arches. Me, almost naked. The shape and detail and how you want me is what fills your mind as your body tenses before your cock strains, ecstasy filling you. You, somehow, stay silent as you pulse, releasing your seed onto your stomach and hand, shuddering. You are still looking at me. Oct 27 19:36:27 So, my love, that is what will be in my mind as I climax for you. If I had as much artistic talent as you, I would certainly draw you like that for me to look at as I do so! Goodnight, mein liebling xx Oct 27 19:38:21 * Morgan sighs, closing the book and settling down Oct 27 19:41:14 * Ulysses miaows Oct 27 19:42:46 * Morgan pats the covers Oct 27 19:43:06 * Ulysses joins him under the sheets with loud purring Oct 27 19:46:02 **The man in the coaching office doesn't have a clue where all his coaches are, and that is not going to be good for him. Morgan is exhausted and drained and completely miserable, and eighteen month old Jana in his arms is crying for her Muti, as she has frequently since the fire. Oct 27 19:46:02 To his grief-stricken and shocked mind, taking Jana in a carriage away from Sudlachenburg had initially seemed sensible.  He couldn't stand to be without her, and he couldn't stand to be near Edward without beating him to death. It quickly became apparent that this was going to be a hard trip. Oct 27 19:46:02 **Seven days in a carriage to Freiburg,  picking up food and lodgings where they could, then sailing from Freiburg to Durham, a dock where he can now not get a damned coach for their last few hours of travel before he can finally reach his uncle's house, a place away from Sudlachenburg, and where there will be kind staff to help him with his screaming daughter. (Mtf) Oct 27 19:46:19 **This is October 3rd, and only twelve days have passed since Dietlinde's murder… if he hadn't taken Jana with him to the market, he would have lost them both. Her cries are inconsolable, and as much as he loves her and is glad she is alive to make them, the sound grates on his exhausted, unhappy mind. Oct 27 19:46:19 Man, a little louder to compensate for the sobbing: Sorry, I'll go ask Bob next door, he might have come back with one of them by now. Failing that, should have one in the morning like. Oct 27 19:46:25 ((Done)) Oct 27 19:49:09 * Morgan stares at him for a moment Oct 27 19:49:12 right... Oct 27 19:50:16 **The coachman goes through a back door, leaving Morgan alone in the office with his daughter who continues to wail Oct 27 19:51:25 * Morgan bounces her gently, speaking quietly Oct 27 19:51:31 please, Jana... please stop Oct 27 19:52:10 **There's a jingly bell as the door opens behind him. Oct 27 19:52:33 **Jana doesn't stop, not even distracted by the bell** Oct 27 19:53:32 * Morgan pulls the girl close, rubbing her back Oct 27 19:53:58 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 27 19:55:39 **The redhead who enters shakes the rainwater from her hood before glancing at the counter then at Morgan and Jana, the latter of whom is still crying loudly Oct 27 19:56:11 * Morgan takes to walking back and forth, bouncing the child and patting her back Oct 27 19:56:46 **she watches him** Excuse me, have you seen the coach master please? Oct 27 19:58:27 * Morgan glances at her Oct 27 19:58:39 He's gone to see if he can find a coach... he has none Oct 27 19:59:23 Ah damn! *she blushes* I'm sorry... uhhh...ah drat! Oct 27 20:00:45 **Jana continues crying, Molly watches her with empathy** Oct 27 20:02:32 * Morgan shrugs slightly, going back to concentrating on getting Jana to quieten Oct 27 20:03:08 I'm sorry, can I do anything to help? Oct 27 20:03:54 Not unless you have a magic touch with children Oct 27 20:04:03 * Molly smiles Oct 27 20:05:01 I have a niece and nephew around this age, and my brother often has me sing to them when he needs a moment to take a breath Oct 27 20:05:22 * Morgan looks her over a couple of times Oct 27 20:06:45 * Molly looks at him. She's dressed decently, very tidy and put together, though certainly not fancy like nobility. Gentry perhaps. Oct 27 20:08:45 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 27 20:09:41 Do you want me to take her? *she holds out her hands a little* Oct 27 20:09:57 just... for a minute Oct 27 20:10:05 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:10:35 It's so hard when they cry **she comes closer to take Jana from him** Oct 27 20:12:47 * Morgan hands her over, watching her closely Oct 27 20:12:58 She's been crying for twelve days straight it seems Oct 27 20:14:25 * Molly puts Jana to her shoulder, immediately starting to sway side to side with her. There's at least no escalation in the volume. Molly strokes her back "Oh my little sweetheart... it's alright...". Just the sound of a female voice does take the volume down a notch Oct 27 20:16:02 That's a long time, you must be frazzled! We will be right here if you need some fresh air *Jana gets slightly quieter again* Oct 27 20:16:27 No, I won't be away from her Oct 27 20:16:35 she's all I have left Oct 27 20:17:28 * Molly nods. She sings quietly. It's a lullaby he hasn't heard for years, one he's only ever heard at Foxcroft, though this girl's accent is less broad, more schooled. Jana quiets almost right away, still making little gasping cries, but it's not loud now, and it's getting quieter Oct 27 20:21:28 * Morgan rubs his face Oct 27 20:21:51 * Molly continues swaying with the little girl, going through this same lullaby without complaint whilst Jana eventually relents to the sleep she desperately needs. Even once she's tucked up on Molly's shoulder, she continues to sway though stops singing Oct 27 20:22:41 * Morgan watches her quietly Oct 27 20:23:13 * Molly gives him a smile, whispering Oct 27 20:23:29 Poor little lass is just exhausted, bless her heart Oct 27 20:24:26 * Morgan nods slowly, rubbing his face again Oct 27 20:24:57 I hope I do not offend you, but you look quite exhausted yourself! Oct 27 20:25:15 * Molly continues swaying with the sleeping child Oct 27 20:25:22 * Morgan nods Oct 27 20:25:27 its been a rough couple of weeks Oct 27 20:25:41 Do you have much further to travel? Oct 27 20:26:41 Just to Catterick Oct 27 20:27:29 Oh! That's not too far Oct 27 20:28:03 Given our starting point, not far at all... a pity that the lack of coaches has rather scuppered my arriving today Oct 27 20:28:21 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:28:41 Impossible to do it on horseback with this little sweetheart Oct 27 20:29:03 * Morgan nods Oct 27 20:30:11 Let's see what I can do about that... Oct 27 20:30:49 * Molly gently walks Jana to the desk where she lightly taps the bell. She then looks to Morgan Oct 27 20:31:05 Have you ever _driven_ a carriage? Oct 27 20:33:44 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 27 20:34:02 not a carriage, no... other things, so I could probably manage Oct 27 20:34:30 Excellent, I flipped the last one I drove, it was a disaster Oct 27 20:36:35 I want to ask, but I've not got the energy Oct 27 20:37:03 **she smiles** another time, perhaps Oct 27 20:37:23 **the coach master comes in, looking at her with a long suffering smile** Molly... you want to go to Coleraine again? I've got no coaches, I'm sorry, lass. Oct 27 20:38:33 * Molly shakes her head "I did, but something more urgent has come up. Can you send someone down to my aunt and ask her to send me up a coach? If she can't spare a driver that is fine. Oct 27 20:39:17 **He looks at her disapprovingly** Molly, after last week... Oct 27 20:40:22 * Molly waves this away "tell her I won't be driving it, and it will come back safe and sound tomorrow... or the day after" Oct 27 20:41:16 **He shrugs, going off out the back again. She smiles at Morgan** There we go, one carriage created from thin air, just like a magical godmother! Oct 27 20:41:51 why? Oct 27 20:42:03 * Molly smiles again Oct 27 20:42:34 Because you and your... daughter?... need to get to your destination as soon as possible Oct 27 20:42:58 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 27 20:44:37 alright Oct 27 20:45:22 So I'll come with you, once we get to Catterick I'll find an inn to stop at and someone to drive me to Coleraine on the way back, and then it'll be easy to have one of the staff at Coleraine drive the carriage back. Very straightforward Oct 27 20:46:25 my uncle might be able to find you a room when we get there Oct 27 20:46:46 Your uncle has an inn? That's very practical Oct 27 20:47:04 No, at his house... I'm sure there'll be room Oct 27 20:47:15 * Molly still sways, seemingly without thinking about it Oct 27 20:47:24 If that will be no trouble? Oct 27 20:47:37 I'm sure he won't mind, given the circumstances Oct 27 20:47:58 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:48:06 Thank you, that's very kind Oct 27 20:48:23 No, it doesn't begin to repay the kindness you've shown us Oct 27 20:48:30 * Molly smiles Oct 27 20:48:59 It is nothing, honestly. Just one more part of a big adventure I am having whilst away from home Oct 27 20:49:10 away from home? Oct 27 20:49:17 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:49:37 My home is in Balig, down in the southwest Oct 27 20:51:03 I see Oct 27 20:51:15 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:52:03 It'll be ten minutes at least for the coach. As tired as you are, please do not feel you must make small talk Oct 27 20:52:28 * Morgan nods slightly, leaning back against the wall Oct 27 20:54:01 * Molly doesn't interrupt at all, just rocking his daughter gently. It's more like fifteen minutes before she gently wakes him from accidentally dozing Oct 27 20:54:12 Excuse me... it's time to go Oct 27 20:54:30 * Morgan nods Oct 27 20:54:34 alright Oct 27 20:55:03 We can take the driver, unless you wish to drive it yourself? Oct 27 20:56:56 No, the least I can do is drive Oct 27 20:57:11 * Molly pulls her cloak back around her, tucking one side so it protects Jana's head and body from the rain and cold Oct 27 20:57:41 You will not be too tired? My aunt really won't mind, she's very kind Oct 27 20:59:02 It'd probably be safer, wouldn't it Oct 27 20:59:27 * Molly nods Oct 27 20:59:52 And yet still much safer than my own driving! *she smiles warmly* Oct 27 21:00:46 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:00:53 Alright, I"ll let him drive it Oct 27 21:01:45 * Molly gives the instruction to the driver when they're outside. The carriage is not fashionable, but its practical and well maintained. The driver helps her in, and she is very very careful with Jana under her cloak Oct 27 21:03:09 * Molly sits facing backwards Oct 27 21:03:46 * Morgan climbs in, sitting opposite Oct 27 21:03:56 If you look under the seat there will be some blankets incase you or your daughter get cold Oct 27 21:04:11 * Morgan pulls them out Oct 27 21:04:19 I think she seems quite warm enough there Oct 27 21:04:59 I am sorry, did you want her back? **the driver loads both their bags before walking the horses on** Oct 27 21:05:23 No, she seems comfortable enough, and Theus knows she needs the sleep Oct 27 21:05:38 * Molly smiles a little Oct 27 21:05:45 Perhaps you should too? Oct 27 21:07:54 No, I don't think so Oct 27 21:09:49 Ahh do you get sick if you sleep in a coach? My friend at home does that Oct 27 21:11:57 No... I'm reluctant to take my eyes from her Oct 27 21:12:05 * Molly nods Oct 27 21:12:20 I swear on my life I will keep her safe Oct 27 21:12:39 I'm fine Oct 27 21:12:50 * Molly nods Oct 27 21:13:05 Did you wish to talk, or to be silent? Oct 27 21:13:47 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 21:13:52 feel free... Oct 27 21:14:14 What is your daughter's name? Oct 27 21:14:33 Jana Oct 27 21:14:46 Oh that is beautiful! Oct 27 21:16:08 * Molly looks at the face of the sleeping girl Oct 27 21:16:20 It suits her, she's very lovely Oct 27 21:16:29 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:16:33 aye, it does Oct 27 21:17:09 And your name? Oct 27 21:17:47 Morgan Oct 27 21:17:54 * Molly nods Oct 27 21:17:58 That's nice too Oct 27 21:19:02 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 21:19:05 my mother thought so Oct 27 21:19:16 * Molly smiles Oct 27 21:19:26 At least yours was correct! Oct 27 21:20:10 * Morgan frowns Oct 27 21:20:15 sorry, I don't follow you Oct 27 21:20:41 My mother thought mine was nice, however she was wrong, it's so very dull! Oct 27 21:21:26 Nonsense Oct 27 21:21:38 * Molly laughs quietly Oct 27 21:22:04 I have never liked it. I always wanted something more unusal Oct 27 21:22:13 such as? Oct 27 21:23:00 Well... my middle name is Isabella, my elder sister is Cecily, and my cousin who I am going to visit is called Lucinda Oct 27 21:23:35 None of those then Oct 27 21:23:54 You do not think they would suit? Oct 27 21:24:26 Well, Cecily and Lucinda are already taken... Oct 27 21:24:38 * Molly laughs again Oct 27 21:24:46 I see what you mean Oct 27 21:26:06 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:26:29 Do you like your name, or is there something you would have preferred? Oct 27 21:28:59 * Molly fidgets a little, settling in more comfortably for the hours ahead Oct 27 21:29:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 21:29:03 its acceptable Oct 27 21:29:42 * Molly nods, giving a quick smile at the peaceful expression of the child Oct 27 21:30:01 Oh, you wished to know about how I flipped the carriage...? Oct 27 21:31:36 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:32:16 I should have known better, I have come a cropper on the farm driving carts, but I was hopeful I could manage a carriage. It was last monday, I was driving it along this way to see my cousin. Now, I had a very fast horse until two years ago **his eyelids start to feel very heavy** Oct 27 21:34:02 * Morgan blinks a couple of times before nodding Oct 27 21:34:19 ... so I rather underestimated the speed of the horses. The bend I took should have been **and heavier again, like a warm heavy blanket is on him** ... completely fine Oct 27 21:35:30 * Morgan struggles against sleep Oct 27 21:35:58 However... my back end swang rather wide, way out off the road and onto the grass, which **he is rapidly losing the battle and knows it** did not help at all Oct 27 21:36:26 * Morgan fidgets trying to become uncomfortable Oct 27 21:37:32 So the next thing I know, I'm letting go **it doesn't help, even uncomfortable it's like a siren's song calling to him** of the reins, because... Oct 27 21:37:56 * Morgan gives in Oct 27 21:38:44 * Molly watches him, continuing a few moments before stopping. The next thing he hears is Jana laughing Oct 27 21:39:57 * Morgan snaps his eyes open Oct 27 21:40:06 **The light from the window is much lower, and at an estimate he has slept around four hours, making Catterick not far at all** Oct 27 21:40:27 * Molly has Jana on her lap, smiling warmly Oct 27 21:41:43 And the sheep goes.... *she pauses, and Jana makes an excited noise of anticipation. Molly pauses longer before suddenly making a Baaaaa noise, to which Jana laughs** Oct 27 21:43:18 * Morgan fidgets sitting up properly Oct 27 21:43:26 And what about the cow, hmm? Now generally, they just stand around eating, a bit like they supposedly do at Court, but sometimes, the cow goes... *she pauses again, watching the toddler who claps her hands together** Oct 27 21:44:33 * Molly is smiling, about to make the moo noise. She gets as far as Mmmm when she spots he is awake Oct 27 21:44:38 Oh! Oct 27 21:45:51 I'm sorry, I did not intend to fall asleep Oct 27 21:46:00 * Molly shrugs Oct 27 21:46:38 It's fine, we have just been playing. You must have needed it Oct 27 21:47:33 **Jana says "baaa" Oct 27 21:47:55 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:48:03 I'd say thats a fair assum Oct 27 21:48:07 assumption* Oct 27 21:48:34 Hopefully you will be able to get some rest at your uncle's home Oct 27 21:49:31 I hope so Oct 27 21:50:21 * Molly looks to Jana, smiling "And you, little sweetheart, maybe you'll get some more sleep so your Papa can do likewise, hmm?" Oct 27 21:51:20 **Jana babbles at her in Eisen. Molly clearly has no idea what she's trying to say** Oct 27 21:53:29 * Morgan watches them Oct 27 21:53:35 **the driver taps his stick on the roof** Just reaching Catterick, need to know what street? Oct 27 21:53:54 Where are we going, Morgan? Oct 27 21:54:12 oh... Foxcroft Oct 27 21:54:35 * Molly nods Oct 27 21:54:55 Alright *she relays this loudly to the driver* Oct 27 21:55:35 Your uncle's house is Foxcroft? Oct 27 21:56:32 * Morgan nods Oct 27 21:57:05 I was there the other day, having a tour... its beautiful Oct 27 21:57:29 Its been a long time since I was there Oct 27 21:57:37 * Molly bounces Jana on her knee, making the girl giggle Oct 27 21:58:25 You are Morgan _Hockridge_ then? Oct 27 21:58:34 * Morgan sighs Oct 27 21:58:36 I suppose so Oct 27 21:59:07 * Molly glances at him before looking back to his daughter, smiling Oct 27 21:59:54 Aren't you lovely, hmm? You have such a sweet smile *jana giggles again** Oct 27 22:00:28 * Morgan watches them Oct 27 22:00:36 **His pocket watch gives a single chime, and he realises he is dreaming* Oct 27 22:00:56 * Morgan looks at Jana for a moment before waking Oct 27 22:01:43 **the room is dark and silent except for the sound of his own breathing** Oct 27 22:02:37 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed Oct 27 22:03:19 **it's an hour before dawn, as always for the first chime** ((distress and desperation?)) Oct 27 22:03:49 ((not massive)) Oct 27 22:07:40 **theres no tingling. The cat doesn't stir Oct 27 22:09:33 **He doesn't see either of his friends. Sorgi offers for him to captain again at dawn, but warns him it will be rainy though easy sailing** Oct 27 22:10:57 * Morgan nods, taking the offer Oct 27 22:12:20 **It does rain all day, not heavily but persistently. Sorgi functions as one of the crew, only intervening when asked, and at four in the afternoon he congratulates Morgan on another good day Oct 27 22:12:42 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Oct 27 22:12:55 Are you enjoying it, m'lord? Oct 27 22:13:52 I have to say I am... even in this weather Oct 27 22:14:06 * Sorgi nods Oct 27 22:14:15 It rains a lot up here Oct 27 22:14:32 * Morgan nods Oct 27 22:14:57 How is everything else, m'lord? Oct 27 22:16:50 **Claudia comes up on deck, coming towards them** Oct 27 22:17:01 The usual... another nightmare, but... I'm managing Oct 27 22:17:36 C: what was it? Oct 27 22:18:34 my daughter survived... we came to Foxcroft Oct 27 22:19:11 Like the other morning where you got stuck in it? Oct 27 22:20:17 No... that one, we'd left before the fire, I'd left them in Johstadt... this one, the fire happened but I'd taken Jana with me to the market... only Dietlinde was home Oct 27 22:20:56 * Sorgi both look a little sad about it Oct 27 22:21:04 And Claudia * Oct 27 22:21:37 Seems to be a lot of variations on a theme, m'lord Oct 27 22:21:56 * Morgan nods Oct 27 22:21:57 aye Oct 27 22:22:30 C: You're okay now though? Oct 27 22:23:35 Heinzharold is wanting you to do some waxing. He says he's put it on, now you have to come rub it off Oct 27 22:24:20 I'm alright.... I'll go help him Oct 27 22:25:10 * Sorgi and Claudia both nodding, watching him go. HH is lounging on the couch when Morgan gets there Oct 27 22:25:24 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 27 22:26:00 Take yer time. Coulda rubbed it off meself while waitin' for you! Oct 27 22:26:48 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 22:26:51 but you didn't Oct 27 22:27:00 Nope Oct 27 22:27:49 What time's Molly normally talk t' Forrester? ((It's 8pm)) Oct 27 22:30:19 eight Oct 27 22:30:35 **Ulysses brings the empty cotton reel to Heinzharold, who flicks it across the floor again for the cat to chase** Figure I'll just hang round here til it's time to check the mirror note then, supervise yer work Oct 27 22:30:50 * Morgan watches him a moment Oct 27 22:30:55 you keeping an eye on me? Oct 27 22:31:37 Killin' time til we get home. You need keepin' an eye on? Oct 27 22:31:50 I don't believe so, no... Oct 27 22:31:53 * Morgan sets to work Oct 27 22:32:18 * HH continues playing with the cat with the occasional sneeze Oct 27 22:32:26 Visit her last night? Oct 27 22:33:20 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 27 22:33:21 nightmare Oct 27 22:33:39 How come? Oct 27 22:33:51 Because.... I was asleep and thats when they happen.... Oct 27 22:33:54 * HH sneezes twice in close succession Oct 27 22:34:26 Dont wanna talk about it then? Oct 27 22:35:32 I'd taken Jana with me to the market the day of the fire... after it happened, I fled, but this time with her, to Foxcroft Oct 27 22:36:02 Riiight... as nightmares go, you often 'ave worse? Oct 27 22:36:23 it varies Oct 27 22:36:43 That one worse b'cause it's not real? Oct 27 22:38:05 I've got a theory that some of them are the way things _could_ have gone Oct 27 22:38:22 * HH nods slowly Oct 27 22:38:32 Makes a sorta sense Oct 27 22:40:56 * Morgan nods Oct 27 22:41:31 Sucks to see it though? Oct 27 22:42:11 * Morgan nods Oct 27 22:42:17 the problem is I _feel_ it Oct 27 22:42:30 Whatcha mean? Oct 27 22:43:24 the loss... its still so fresh... its not like I'm just seeing it happen, I'm feeling it happen too Oct 27 22:48:05 * HH looks at him Oct 27 22:48:22 I'm sorry, man. Wish I could do something Oct 27 22:48:33 It is what it is Oct 27 22:48:46 * HH nods Oct 27 22:49:56 Aye. Molly can't...? **he wiggles his fingers like hes a magician* Oct 27 22:51:15 Don't think so... Oct 27 22:51:29 * HH nods Oct 27 22:51:31 Pity Oct 27 22:53:54 I don't know... If she got rid of those, what about the ones that warn of things? Oct 27 22:54:16 True Oct 27 22:54:37 * HH flicks the cotton reel again Oct 27 22:54:45 Need them really? Oct 27 22:55:27 We'd all be dead if it weren't for them Oct 27 22:55:46 None of us wanna see you backslidin' though, especially not to where y' were before Molly. Oct 27 22:58:53 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 27 22:59:06 you seem to be thinking I didn't have these nightmares even then... Oct 27 22:59:34 Weird as all this shit though? Oct 27 23:01:47 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:03:00 Thinking they were alive then realisin' they weren't? Oct 27 23:05:17 ah, no... thats new Oct 27 23:08:12 How often y' dream about the fire itself now? Oct 27 23:09:05 Not that much really Oct 27 23:09:43 I get it once a month or so Oct 27 23:10:21 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:10:26 I'm sorry about that Oct 27 23:11:26 Not your fault Oct 27 23:13:21 In some ways, I'm glad y' did go Oct 27 23:13:40 oh? Oct 27 23:14:31 Every day down there for a month with Otto an' Sascha, looking for things t' keep. It was hard going. Oct 27 23:14:57 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:15:06 Have you seen the memorial they've got? Oct 27 23:15:17 * HH nods Oct 27 23:16:05 Think I saw every bloody piece of it come out too Oct 27 23:16:49 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:17:43 You seen it then? Oct 27 23:17:48 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:17:49 aye Oct 27 23:18:13 We did a good job, but fuck... Oct 27 23:19:06 * HH pets the cat then sneezes Oct 27 23:20:11 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:20:43 Every day they'd say "When Morgan comes back, he can have this or that", an' I was thinkin' _if_ he comes back. B'cause each day y' weren't back, the less likely it was... Oct 27 23:23:31 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:23:41 * HH rolls the reel Oct 27 23:23:52 Seen the portrait? Oct 27 23:24:29 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:24:57 Amazin' the frame catchin' didn't take the whole thing with it Oct 27 23:26:08 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:26:10 aye Oct 27 23:29:22 * HH stays lounging around playing with the cat and sneezing til he brings them dinner. At ten past eight whilst Morgan is still eating, HH picks the mirror with the paper on it up Oct 27 23:29:37 Prob'ly too early but let's see... Oct 27 23:30:44 * HH takes the paper off, looks then grins Oct 27 23:31:31 * Morgan looks at him Oct 27 23:31:32 what? Oct 27 23:31:59 It says: Dear Morgan. Molly wants me to tell you that Heinzharold is really funny and really handsome, and Inga says that the bubbies are looking forward to seeing him on sunday. Mr David Forrester Esquire. Oct 27 23:32:26 oh shut up Oct 27 23:32:33 * HH laughs Oct 27 23:33:08 Okay, what it really says is "Morgan- Molly, Varick, Inga, James and Elsie all well. Very happy you are on the way and have Dau. No sign of Elsie or Beth's babies. Guards doing well. Much love is sent. Molly says to say she is as excited to see you as when she returned from Sabine's (I assume you're supposed to know what that means). David. Oct 27 23:33:43 * HH watches him Oct 27 23:33:48 * Morgan blushes Oct 27 23:34:05 Ooooooh yer blushing now!! Oct 27 23:34:09 * HH grins Oct 27 23:34:28 I know Oct 27 23:34:38 Who's Sabine then? Oct 27 23:36:08 A... _friend_ of Isiah Fischler... Oct 27 23:37:36 A special friend? Oct 27 23:38:38 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:40:20 Tha' makes no sense as why Molly was excited about seeing ya? Oct 27 23:41:32 Because... when she arrived back, I met her... in the stables... Oct 27 23:41:44 * HH develops a slow grin Oct 27 23:42:09 Did more than _met_ 'er, right? Oct 27 23:44:02 might have Oct 27 23:44:30 Met 'er, went away from 'er, met 'er, went away from 'er... *he grins* Oct 27 23:44:45 b'have yourself Oct 27 23:44:52 * HH laughs Oct 27 23:45:50 Yer wife just got 'er Da to tell y' she wants you badly, and _I_ have to behave _myself_?! Oct 27 23:47:19 * Morgan shrugs, finishing his food Oct 27 23:48:29 Hope the poor 'orses had blinkers on! Oct 27 23:49:16 he wasn't particularly interested Oct 27 23:49:35 * HH nods Oct 27 23:50:08 Lucky. Oct 27 23:51:03 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:51:15 Only four more days. Y' gonna do yer mind-talky thingy to let 'er know in advance we're nearly there? Oct 27 23:52:38 * Morgan shrugs Oct 27 23:52:41 I suppose so Oct 27 23:53:16 Not gonna surprise 'er? Oct 27 23:54:00 I wouldn't be surprised if she knows... once we're within a certain distance I can tell which direction she's in Oct 27 23:54:28 Bet that ruins hide an' seek Oct 27 23:55:07 * Morgan nods Oct 27 23:55:10 does rather Oct 27 23:56:26 Gonna leave a note for David. Oct 27 23:56:28 ? Oct 27 23:57:34 * Morgan looks at the ceiling Oct 27 23:57:36 not sure... Oct 27 23:58:36 "Dear David. Yes, I know what the thing about Sabine's means. Your daughter has a dirty mind. Lieutenant the Duke Duke Morgan Adalbrecht Koertig, Veisgraf of Sudlachenburg and some other title thingies" Oct 28 00:01:00 some... other... title... thingies... says Sir Lehenstrue.... Oct 28 00:01:09 * HH groans Oct 28 00:01:36 I forget about it sometimes. Got so used to only having one name Oct 28 00:02:02 * Morgan nods Oct 28 00:02:36 I caught sight of the titles when I gave my calling card to that ass... its... a lot of words Oct 28 00:02:54 * HH nods Oct 28 00:03:03 Be an Eisenfurst one day Oct 28 00:03:19 Only if I find a mine... Oct 28 00:06:13 * HH nods Oct 28 00:06:22 Best get looking then Oct 28 00:06:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 00:07:02 Wanna play poker for a bit, or you gonna torture that guitar an' whistle again? Oct 28 00:08:17 Lets play Oct 28 00:09:53 **That's what they do until bedtime. HH sneezing as the cat passes him on the way to his usual spot on the footstool and HH goes off to bed. Oct 28 00:21:29 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 28 09:24:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 28 09:28:26 Wanna play poker for a bit, or you gonna torture that guitar an' whistle again? Oct 28 09:28:26 Lets play Oct 28 09:28:26 **That's what they do until bedtime. HH sneezing as the cat passes him on the way to his usual spot on the footstool and HH goes off to bed. Oct 28 09:28:38 * Morgan gets himself set for bed Oct 28 09:32:05 **The cat stays put as usual, almost ignoring Morgan entirely Oct 28 09:32:58 * Morgan gets into bed, opening the book Oct 28 09:34:08 Sunday 25th, evening. Tonight I am going to share another fantasy of mine with you, a recently appeared one. It is last winter, and you are on the road towards Die Dauerhaftigkeit. Oct 28 09:34:08 You are missing me more than you expected to, and lamenting having not kissed me goodbye. That would be warmer than sitting by the small fire you have made. You daydream about returning to me ready to take me to your bed and make love to me. Oct 28 09:34:08 These daydreams keep you entertained on your journey,  but do not come for free, the frustration by the time you stop for the night is high. Tonight you feel it badly, having spent hours imagining holding me very close to you and drawing intense pleasure from me with your fingers, how I would arch and moan your name. Oct 28 09:34:36 The aching makes the need to spend yourself pressing. It's not very practical with so few spare clothes and where someone may see, so you rise, leaning your left forearm against a tree, and stand as if you were relieving yourself in case anyone stumbles upon your camp. Oct 28 09:34:36 With your placket undone, your manhood is freed and so swollen, the cold air is not a deterrent. There is no savouring it or drawing it out. It is just an urgent need to alleviate the frustration of wanting me so badly and being so far. Oct 28 09:34:36 Your fist is tight, every stroke utilitarian and fast, needing to orgasm so badly. Your breathing is hard but there's noone to hear you. Your peak approaches like a galloping horse. Oct 28 09:34:57 You imagine me shuddering around your fingers as you rhythmically push them hard and fast into the tight slick heat of my core, as fast as your fist moves. I moan your name as I climax intensely, and with that, so do you. Oct 28 09:34:58 You grunt, the pleasure very strong, and then you buck, manhood twitching as you spill yourself in strong pulses onto the ivy leaves that snake the trunk, wishing it were onto my skin. Oct 28 09:34:58 I will moan your name into your shirt, and imagine that is what triggers your climax. I am sure it will also trigger mine. Goodnight, my beloved xx Oct 28 09:36:22 * Morgan sighs, closing the book and putting it aside Oct 28 09:36:57 **The cat watches him with one open eye for a few moments Oct 28 09:39:03 come on... Oct 28 09:39:26 **Ulysses jumps on the bed then gets settled within the warmth of the sheets, and promptly falls asleep Oct 28 09:40:21 * Morgan smiles slightly before trying to sleep Oct 28 09:40:34 **He falls asleep easily. He's eighteen again, another cold night in a hammock, snoring men all around, when he starts remembering his dream visitor grinding on him and pleasuring him here. Oct 28 09:40:35 **This leads him to thinking of her in that warm study where she was pleasuring him on the couch. And then suddenly,  he's back in that dream room of his own making again Oct 28 09:40:35 * Molly is high up the library ladder in the shortened dress he created for her, barefoot. He finds himself stood at the bottom of it. This close he can see beneath the dress, the back of her thighs, the bottom curve of her buttocks** Oct 28 09:42:38 * Molly doesn't look down before saying "Good evening, my Lord" Oct 28 09:42:42 What are you looking for? Oct 28 09:43:28 Oh there's all manner of books here, bits of knowledge you have picked up here and there... Oct 28 09:44:16 bits of knowledge _I_ have picked up? Oct 28 09:44:23 * Molly opens a big brown book, sitting on the wide step that is around his head height Oct 28 09:45:40 Oh yes. You've filled the books with your knowledge, observations and thoughts. It's quite fascinating, shall I read to you? *she smiles playfully, crossing her legs Oct 28 09:47:18 * Morgan shrugs, looking at her legs Oct 28 09:47:49 * Molly watches him and smiles before she reads aloud from a book "... But this crisp autumn day, Morgan Koertig is just eleven years old, his birthday close enough to the start of the school year that he is here at the Tannen Academy gates beside his proud father. Morgan doesn't want to be here. He wants to be in Sudlachenburg with his mother and Heinzharold, amongst nature, not in this city... Oct 28 09:49:57 * Morgan frowns Oct 28 09:50:08 Thats... Oct 28 09:50:25 * Molly uncrosses her legs, knees together but heels parted two steps down, wiggling her toes. She watches him "shall I read on?" Oct 28 09:51:35 * Morgan nods Oct 28 09:52:05 He's been to such places before as they have travelled, but that was different. He is already homesick just looking at this big, soulless school, and tears sting his eyes. He won't cry, not out here in front of the other students, nor in front of his enthusiastic father and excited younger brother who he does not wish to disappoint. Oct 28 09:54:07 * Molly watches him with curiosity Oct 28 09:54:28 * Morgan nods slightly, obviously deep in thought Oct 28 09:55:42 There are lots of these books... perhaps you have made this little space to help you get into your own mind better Oct 28 09:55:59 bit odd isn't it? Oct 28 09:56:12 * Molly nods, closing the book Oct 28 09:56:55 Have you ever meditated, my Lord? Oct 28 09:57:41 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 28 09:58:14 You have heard of it? Oct 28 09:59:50 Can't say I have Oct 28 10:00:03 * Molly holds the book flat on her hand "could you put this back up there?" Oct 28 10:02:21 You can't reach? Oct 28 10:03:07 Oh I could, but you should practice... besides, it seemed as if you were enjoying the view *she smiles* Oct 28 10:03:39 * Morgan nods, concentrating Oct 28 10:04:06 **the book floats up, slipping into position easily** Oct 28 10:04:17 Very good... you're improving Oct 28 10:05:28 Would you prefer I come down? Oct 28 10:06:19 not particularly... Oct 28 10:06:38 * Molly nods, smiling Oct 28 10:06:46 So... meditation? Oct 28 10:07:21 what about it? Oct 28 10:07:32 Meditation is a practice of deep breathing and focus that allows you to become very calm, or turn your attention inwards, be extra aware of your surroundings, or enter a dream-like state that... straddles the line between the waking and the dream worlds Oct 28 10:08:59 I see... Oct 28 10:09:03 I think perhaps learning to do it and practicing it regularly may help you develop more control here Oct 28 10:09:46 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:11:22 You are progressing, but if we are to work on meditation, I will probably need to visit you longer than anticipated Oct 28 10:11:51 That is a problem? Oct 28 10:12:12 No, it is no problem to me Oct 28 10:13:01 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:13:02 alright Oct 28 10:13:53 * Molly watches him with a smile "Now, would you like to make a start on that this evening, practice your control, look through some of your books, or something else?" Oct 28 10:14:39 I suppose... we _should_ make a start on it Oct 28 10:14:50 * Molly smiles Oct 28 10:15:12 _Should_ is not an action, is it? Oct 28 10:15:21 No... Oct 28 10:15:54 So instead tell me what you want to do, or intend to do... Oct 28 10:16:46 We'd best start working on it Oct 28 10:17:06 * Molly smiles Oct 28 10:17:34 You will want a nice thick rug and a cushion by the fire then Oct 28 10:18:23 * Morgan nods, thinking about it Oct 28 10:18:58 **it appears. She raises an eyebrow with a smile* Now, go lie down. Oct 28 10:19:28 * Morgan nods, going to do so Oct 28 10:20:02 * Molly appears beside him, knelt on the rug watching him Oct 28 10:20:20 Alright, are you comfortable? Oct 28 10:22:28 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:22:44 Close your eyes... bring your attention to your body... Oct 28 10:23:27 * Morgan does so Oct 28 10:23:35 Are there any places that are painful or uncomfortable or that feel tight? Oct 28 10:26:47 No... no there's not Oct 28 10:27:24 Very good. Now bring your attention to your breathing... don't try to control it, just feel how it moves into you and out of you Oct 28 10:28:04 alright Oct 28 10:28:27 * Molly lays her hand on his upper chest "feel how it raises my hand as you inhale, and lowers it as you exhale" Oct 28 10:29:05 * Morgan nods slowly, doing so Oct 28 10:30:09 Now make it slower... inhale longer, hold it a moment, exhale longer. Notice how it feels, how it slows your heartbeat, how the tension in your body flows away Oct 28 10:30:37 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:31:24 Slower again... I can feel your heartbeat slow... you can feel everything start to just relax Oct 28 10:32:31 * Morgan does as she says Oct 28 10:33:41 Soon you will find you do not think, you just feel. The floor, my hand, your breath. It's simple. You are just Being. You are at rest. Oct 28 10:35:41 * Molly stays quiet for a minute, her hand just gently resting on his chest. It is surprisingly peaceful. Oct 28 10:38:11 Now, slowly increase your breathing a little, imagine it coming back towards normal, like when you are underwater and moving up to the surface. Your heart will speed up. Your body will become more noticeable to you. Let it be gradual progress. Once you feel back to normal, open your eyes Oct 28 10:39:21 * Morgan nods, trying Oct 28 10:39:47 **it works just as she said it would** Oct 28 10:43:08 * Molly smiles, watching over him, hand still on his chest. The firelight makes her long unbound hair glow and shine "how was that?" Oct 28 10:43:21 relaxing... peaceful Oct 28 10:43:59 * Molly nods Oct 28 10:44:18 Very good. You did well. And how do you feel now? Oct 28 10:44:32 very... calm.... Oct 28 10:44:41 * Molly smiles Oct 28 10:44:48 Excellent Oct 28 10:45:24 Would you like to just lie here a minute? Oct 28 10:45:33 I think so Oct 28 10:46:19 * Molly nods. She takes her hand from his chest, just quietly watching the fire Oct 28 10:47:58 * Morgan takes a deep breath, propping himself up on his elbows Oct 28 10:49:29 The more you practice, the easier it becomes. Soon you will be able to do it very simply **she smiles at him, gathering her hair into one and twisting it to keep it contained* Oct 28 10:50:33 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:50:36 and that'll help? Oct 28 10:52:20 It is useful in all manner of situations, but it can be used before sleep to reduce nightmares, and I suspect once you have a lot more practice, you will be able to use it to find this place Oct 28 10:55:21 * Molly watches him with a smile Oct 28 10:56:01 We still have a little time before you need to wake up... Oct 28 10:57:33 * Morgan nods Oct 28 10:58:23 Now what would you like to do? Oct 28 10:58:41 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 10:59:58 Would you like me to sit back on the ladder so you can look at my legs again? *she smiles* Oct 28 11:00:58 * Morgan chuckles Oct 28 11:01:00 I would rather Oct 28 11:02:23 * Molly reappears over there where she was Oct 28 11:04:09 Then here I am for your viewing pleasure, my Lord Oct 28 11:04:35 * Morgan nods, getting up and wandering over to her Oct 28 11:05:34 * Molly sits as she was, kneels together, ankles apart and toes wiggling. She watches him Oct 28 11:05:39 Is this better? Oct 28 11:07:00 * Morgan nods Oct 28 11:07:02 decidedly Oct 28 11:07:32 * Molly parts her knees an inch with a mischievous smile Oct 28 11:07:36 And now? Oct 28 11:07:45 better yet Oct 28 11:08:19 You may look with your hands as well as your eyes, if you wish Oct 28 11:11:10 that isn't really looking, is it Oct 28 11:11:54 No, I suppose it isnt, my Lord *she smiles, parting her knees another inch* Oct 28 11:14:16 * Morgan nods, placing his hands on her knees Oct 28 11:14:50 * Molly nods, watching him Oct 28 11:14:54 Further? Oct 28 11:16:19 further? Oct 28 11:16:32 My knees apart Oct 28 11:18:56 * Molly smiles "you want them parted more?" Oct 28 11:19:06 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 28 11:19:38 * Molly does so, to about half way Oct 28 11:20:34 * Morgan runs his hands up her thighs Oct 28 11:20:34 That is how you wanted? Oct 28 11:20:51 * Morgan nods Oct 28 11:21:40 * Molly murmurs softly at the feel of his hands Oct 28 11:21:59 Good Oct 28 11:24:00 And has this sped your heartbeat back up again, hmm? Oct 28 11:25:15 very much so Oct 28 11:26:17 Perhaps you will need a little... meditation... afterwards to calm yourself? *she raises both brows playfully* Oct 28 11:26:47 quite possibly Oct 28 11:28:33 * Molly fidgets slightly, and parts her thighs a little more. Due to the height she is sat at, this gives him a very clear view of the most intimate parts of her Oct 28 11:29:01 * Morgan runs his hands higher Oct 28 11:30:01 * Molly moans softly. A book falls from a shelf Oct 28 11:30:51 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 28 11:31:37 It is just a book... it can wait Oct 28 11:33:12 * Morgan nods, brushing his thumbs against her Oct 28 11:33:53 Mmm... that's good... this is new to you? Oct 28 11:34:42 * Morgan nods Oct 28 11:35:52 There is no pressure, do not feel rushed, do not overthink it. Explore as you wish Oct 28 11:37:11 * Morgan nods, running his thumbs over her Oct 28 11:38:05 * Molly gasps then moans, fingers wrapping around the handrails of the ladder Oct 28 11:44:37 * Morgan starts to explore her intimately with his thumbs Oct 28 11:46:37 Dear Lord! *she breathes heavily, holding on tight to the metal in her grasp* Oct 28 11:47:37 sorry, thats too much? Oct 28 11:48:18 No, no... that's amazing Oct 28 11:48:30 * Morgan nods slowly, doing it again Oct 28 11:48:52 * Molly shudders, moaning louder Oct 28 11:52:25 That's so good Oct 28 11:53:18 * Morgan nods, making swirling motions with his thumbs Oct 28 11:55:26 * Molly breathes slow and controlled, a bit like she showed him in the meditation Oct 28 11:58:34 * Morgan finds her clit with his thumb, circling it Oct 28 11:58:47 You... are really... really... good... at this! Oct 28 11:59:04 I'm making it up as I go along Oct 28 11:59:26 * Molly nods, breathing out very slowly Oct 28 11:59:40 Mmmhmmm... it's working marvellously Oct 28 12:00:40 * Morgan nods, concentrating on keeping his rhythm steady Oct 28 12:01:41 * Molly begins fidgeting, her grasp tightening and relaxing on the rail Oct 28 12:02:02 Do you... want to stop... before... I peak? Oct 28 12:02:11 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 28 12:02:12 no... Oct 28 12:03:35 * Molly nods, biting her lower lip, her breathing changing to deep, growing breaths. She watches his face raptly Oct 28 12:03:42 Alright Oct 28 12:07:22 * Morgan nods, continuing Oct 28 12:08:31 * Molly takes a final deep breath, her back arching as everything tenses. She holds on to the rails as she says moans "Oh god, yes!", climaxing intensely from his ministrations Oct 28 12:10:02 * Morgan grins, carrying on Oct 28 12:11:30 * Molly 's peaking doesn't slow, she is assailed with wave after wave of this intensity, writhing and moaning with pleasure Oct 28 12:14:11 * Morgan continues Oct 28 12:16:38 * Molly bites her lip hard, climaxing violently with a deep shudder Oct 28 12:17:14 * Morgan slows gently to a stop Oct 28 12:17:16 Good Lord! I... need a minute... to catch... my breath! Oct 28 12:18:27 * Molly grins, exhaling slowly "That was absolutely incredible!" Oct 28 12:18:45 I'm glad you approved Oct 28 12:19:03 Very much! Wow! Did you enjoy it? Oct 28 12:19:15 * Morgan nods Oct 28 12:19:16 absolutely Oct 28 12:19:52 * Molly smiles, taking his hands and kissing both thumbs whilst watching him Oct 28 12:22:27 Now, would you like to lie on the rug, and I can help you slow your heart rate again? *there's a definite teasing in her expression* Oct 28 12:23:03 * Morgan watches her Oct 28 12:23:10 I can think of worse things to do... Oct 28 12:23:29 And better things? Oct 28 12:23:45 * Morgan nods Oct 28 12:23:47 aye Oct 28 12:23:55 though that involves me lying down too Oct 28 12:24:32 * Molly nods, sucking her lower lip Oct 28 12:25:44 Are you going to tell me, or shall we go back to the rug and you can show me? Oct 28 12:26:39 * Morgan shrugs, blushing Oct 28 12:28:29 **a moment later he's laid flat on his back on the rug, and she's laid beside him up on one elbow. She kisses him softly Oct 28 12:29:26 Now, can you tell me what you need...? Oct 28 12:30:21 I was... I'd like you to return the favour... Oct 28 12:32:18 * Molly nods, smiling Oct 28 12:32:27 That would be my pleasure Oct 28 12:33:35 * Molly lifts his shirt from his waistband, pushing it up to nipple height, and she strokes his stomach in circles working lower towards his waistband Oct 28 12:36:02 * Morgan lies still, relaxing Oct 28 12:37:16 * Molly undoes all three buttons of his placket, moving the fabric out of the way. She runs a single gentle finger down his hardness Oct 28 12:37:32 Mmm... you are so beautiful here Oct 28 12:37:38 * Morgan blushes again Oct 28 12:38:29 * Molly encases him in her grip, firm but the stroking movement slow to ease him into it Oct 28 12:40:12 I hope that feels even half as good as you touching me did... Oct 28 12:42:50 * Morgan nods Oct 28 12:42:55 it feels wonderful Oct 28 12:43:24 * Molly speeds up Oct 28 12:44:00 Good. Let's see if we can finally not have you wake up first, hmm? Oct 28 12:47:30 * Morgan arches his back, nodding Oct 28 12:48:32 * Molly watches him with a fond smile, getting even firmer and faster Oct 28 12:48:37 Like that? Oct 28 12:49:31 * Morgan nods Oct 28 12:50:21 * Molly continues like that, and licks his lower lip Oct 28 12:51:00 * Morgan starts to buck against her hand Oct 28 12:51:48 * Molly starts to slow just a little, but keeps the tightness Oct 28 12:53:25 * Morgan 's breathing starts to get ragged, his bucking less rhythmic before he holds his breath, his back arching Oct 28 12:53:29 **A shelf of books collapses at one end, sending many volumes sliding to the floor** Oct 28 12:53:55 * Molly slows fractionally again Oct 28 12:54:16 That's it, don't lose concentration on what I am doing... Oct 28 12:54:35 * Morgan swells in her hand before loosing ribbons of his seed into the air Oct 28 12:56:15 * Molly continues stroking him, making noise of pleasure just from watching him Oct 28 12:56:47 * Morgan collapses back onto the rug Oct 28 12:57:08 * Molly kisses him quickly on the lips Oct 28 12:57:12 Time to go Oct 28 12:58:19 * Morgan looks disappointed but nods Oct 28 12:59:20 * Molly kisses him again, and he wakes ((I'll let you decide what state he wakes up in!)) Oct 28 13:01:40 * Morgan fidgets, hard as expected Oct 28 13:04:23 **The cat has gone back to the footstool Oct 28 13:05:10 * Morgan waits a few minutes to calm down before getting out of bed Oct 28 13:06:04 **Neither HH or Claudia are on deck when he gets there with coffee, and it is still raining Oct 28 13:06:28 * Morgan frowns before going to the prow Oct 28 13:07:32 **Noone interrupts him til dawn, when Sorgi comes to ask if he wants to captain again** Oct 28 13:09:07 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:09:09 where are the others? Oct 28 13:10:44 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Oct 28 13:11:10 Claudia was on middle so she's asleep. Heinzharold is on his way up Oct 28 13:11:31 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:12:08 Nightmares, m'lord? Oct 28 13:12:26 No, for a change... just a dream Oct 28 13:12:42 * Sorgi smiles Oct 28 13:12:47 Very good Oct 28 13:12:53 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 13:12:55 makes a change Oct 28 13:13:47 Long may it continue Oct 28 13:13:57 **HH can be heard faintly singing** Oct 28 13:14:32 Ah, here he comes Oct 28 13:15:02 * Sorgi excuses himself Oct 28 13:15:06 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 28 13:15:15 * HH grins at Morgan Oct 28 13:15:26 G'dmornin' Oct 28 13:15:42 * Morgan watches him suspiciously Oct 28 13:16:00 morning Oct 28 13:16:19 Got a new song f' ya Oct 28 13:16:31 oh? Oct 28 13:16:36 * HH starts to sing Oct 28 13:18:29 There's a man called Heinzharold with a beautiful wife... They'll soon be reunited at _la-ast_... and in three days, just three short days... he'll have his hands on her... *he grins where the word Ass should logically be**... respectfully, and gently! Oct 28 13:19:03 I'm sure she'll appreciate it... perhaps you could sing it for everyone when we get back Oct 28 13:19:12 * HH nods Oct 28 13:19:38 I will. 'Cept I'm gonna change the name to Morgan an' say you wrote it Oct 28 13:20:11 Its absolutely in keeping with the songs I've written in the past Oct 28 13:20:40 Sing about yer wife's ass a lot? Oct 28 13:21:12 I don't recall the lyrics being about her backside... Oct 28 13:21:48 Mebbie ya should, be a bit more darin' Oct 28 13:22:07 No, the songs I've done have gone down well without that Oct 28 13:22:32 * HH sniggers Oct 28 13:22:39 Go down well, do they? Oct 28 13:22:55 Don't make me hit you... Oct 28 13:24:03 * HH shrugs Oct 28 13:24:37 Do it if ya wanna. I'm happy b'cause I dreamt o' my wife in yer stables in Innesbruck Oct 28 13:25:12 Its good to see you happy Oct 28 13:25:17 * HH nods Oct 28 13:25:56 Three days, the we'll be home. Only gotta knock that window seat in an' it's all done. Oct 28 13:26:41 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:26:45 you've done well with it Oct 28 13:26:51 * HH nods Oct 28 13:27:01 I'm good with my 'ands Oct 28 13:27:34 when left alone, it seems Oct 28 13:27:48 * HH nods Oct 28 13:28:07 'Ow are you? Oct 28 13:29:32 alright Oct 28 13:29:59 No nightmares? Oct 28 13:30:24 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 28 13:30:48 * HH smiles Oct 28 13:31:08 Mebbie b'cause we're not long from home? Oct 28 13:31:58 Could be, could be Oct 28 13:32:11 * HH looks at the sky Oct 28 13:32:40 Bloody rain. I'm gonna see Claudia, then bang yer seat into the wall Oct 28 13:32:57 She's asleep Oct 28 13:33:26 I'll go see if Dau is miserable and suffrin' then Oct 28 13:34:07 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:34:08 alright Oct 28 13:34:35 * HH goes off singing. The day of sailing goes very well, despite him getting soaked through enough to need to change before dinner. At dinner, he is sat at one end of the table with C and HH, the chatter of the crew at the other end lively, at least twenty of them. They're discussing the upcoming weather. Oct 28 13:34:35 1: I think you're wrong Oct 28 13:34:35 2: Gonna be a storm, I feel it in my balls **they all laugh** Oct 28 13:34:35 3: If Johannes' balls say a storm, I'm expectin' a storm. They're usually right Oct 28 13:34:35 1: Maybe it's just from not being on shore for a few days Oct 28 13:34:36 2: Not _blue balls_, _storm balls_. Totally different. Oct 28 13:34:38 **Claudia rolls her eyes, talking quietly to Morgan and HH** No such thing as either. Oct 28 13:35:17 * HH looks at Morgan, smirking Oct 28 13:35:51 Though it brings as new meaning to 'storming the encampment' doesn't it... scrotums bouncing everywhere Oct 28 13:36:34 * HH finds this hilarious, Claudia nods Oct 28 13:37:03 C: Yuck. Blue balls is something men made up to pressure women into servicing them. Oct 28 13:37:41 * HH frowns slightly "No it's not, tell 'er, Morgan" Oct 28 13:38:35 **both his friends look at him as if he is the deciding vote** Oct 28 13:38:51 * Morgan sips his drink Oct 28 13:39:03 Its real, but men do use it to pressure women... Oct 28 13:44:20 Should just deal with it th'mselves Oct 28 13:45:10 C: somewhere private, away from everyone else. Not around others. Oct 28 13:45:27 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:46:31 Difficult to do when y' all live in a hammock Oct 28 13:47:30 C: Well that's just tough luck. Can't manage it without bothering others, don't become a sailor. Oct 28 13:48:03 * HH drinks his drink, watching Morgan a moment Oct 28 13:49:18 Reck'n they're right about a storm? Oct 28 13:49:30 Wouldn't be surprised Oct 28 13:50:25 **The crew are laughing about something different now. Claudia sets down her fork** I've got first watch, I'll see you later Oct 28 13:51:31 * Morgan nods Oct 28 13:54:23 **Claudia goes. HH watches in her wake** Oct 28 13:54:30 Well, fuck. Oct 28 13:55:06 what? Oct 28 13:55:42 I've obviously said summat that's upset her Oct 28 13:58:20 You'll understand soon Oct 28 13:58:43 Reck'n I should go apologise? Oct 28 13:59:26 Thats quite tough to answe Oct 28 14:01:34 * HH nods Oct 28 14:01:47 I'll give 'er some time then Oct 28 14:04:40 * Morgan nods Oct 28 14:04:42 good idea Oct 28 14:06:19 **The crew go, and HH shows Morgan the window seat, which looks good. They play cards again, and eventually bedtime comes once more. The repetitiveness of the days are starting to be noticeable, and he goes through the motions of preparing for bed, the cat on the footstool Oct 28 14:08:43 * Morgan settles into bed, opening the book once more Oct 28 14:08:57 **The entry talks about Picante, describing what happened there on his desk in detail, and saying how she will murmur the place name as she orgasms with those memories , and hoping that he can vividly remember her saying it at the time** Oct 28 14:11:14 * Morgan closes the book, settling to sleep Oct 28 14:12:55 **The cat joins him as usual. Sleep is a little elusive but comes eventually. He dreams everything is like reality, aside from the others being back on the ship. He is stood on the deck of the Rose.  The day is warm and clear, sea smooth. The breeze feels good on his face, but his neck prickles with magic. Oct 28 14:15:56 * Morgan rubs his neck, looking round Oct 28 14:16:02 **The prickling stops. Molly suddenly drops from his mental radar. Oct 28 14:16:33 * Morgan goes looking for her Oct 28 14:16:54 **She's not on deck. Four crewmen are hauling a crate up the stairs, obstructing the way Oct 28 14:18:46 [Where've you gone blossom?] Oct 28 14:19:22 **He doesn't get a reply. He can feel the pull of the sparkliness, though the crewmen dont seem to notice it, still half way up with their heavy load Oct 28 14:20:02 come on come on Oct 28 14:20:34 **after a minute, they admit defeat and take it back down so Morgan can pass** Oct 28 14:22:52 * Morgan climbs down past them, continuing his search Oct 28 14:23:01 **When he gets there, the study door isn't locked. A very sparkly Molly is on the couch, straddling HeinzHarold's lap. Her shift has been pulled down, her breasts bared. His best friend's mouth is around one nipple, his hand cupping the other. Her head is thrown back and she quietly moans, hips rolling. Its impossible to tell if he is inside her or not. Oct 28 14:24:03 What the fuck are you doing? Oct 28 14:24:23 **They spring apart like a spell has been broken, both getting off the couch and standing a good distance apart. Molly is looking at the floor, HH looking at Morgan. He looks absolutely distraught "Oh god…" His placket is done up but his subsiding erection is still clear. Oct 28 14:24:55 * Morgan glares at them Oct 28 14:24:57 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 28 14:25:07 * Molly looks to Morgan, tears streaming down her cheeks "I'm sorry, I'm sorry…" Oct 28 14:26:11 * Molly pulls her dress back up, covering her breasts. The sparkliness remains even through the tears. Oct 28 14:26:47 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 28 14:26:50 get out Oct 28 14:27:31 **HH looks broken** I'm sorry, it just… I couldn' fight it. I hate myself for what I've done to you. Oct 28 14:27:44 Don't make me ask again Oct 28 14:28:09 **HH goes, head lowered. He shuts the door behind him quietly Oct 28 14:28:44 * Molly watches Morgan tears still flowing fast Oct 28 14:29:09 I'm sorry, liebes herz Oct 28 14:29:29 What the hell are you doing? You _know_ it only works with me... Oct 28 14:29:53 It wasn't a conscious choice, it just happened Oct 28 14:30:23 Bullshit Oct 28 14:30:49 * Molly sits down, face in her hands Oct 28 14:31:00 I tripped and banged my head, it was bleeding, so I healed it. It was only so minor, I didn't think anything of it. Oct 28 14:31:36 _You_ are not affected by it, you aren't drawn to others... Oct 28 14:31:54 I was this time Oct 28 14:33:13 * Morgan watches her Oct 28 14:33:17 I don't believe you Oct 28 14:34:21 * Molly nods, watching him Oct 28 14:34:29 How can I prove it to you? Oct 28 14:35:43 All this time it affects everyone else, but _this_ time, it affects you? How ridiculous does that sound? Oct 28 14:36:19 I dont understand it either! Perhaps because he was touching me when I healed? Oct 28 14:37:56 * Morgan slowly shakes his head Oct 28 14:38:36 * Molly cries more, the sparkliness remains Oct 28 14:38:58 Then lock me away, and when this is over we will get divorced! Oct 28 14:39:12 I think that may have to be the case Oct 28 14:39:53 * Molly nods, getting off the couch Oct 28 14:40:54 It isn't fair, and I think you know that. I shouldn't be punished for something I can't control. Oct 28 14:41:26 This is not punishment. This is me holding my anger within Oct 28 14:41:44 With a divorce. Oct 28 14:42:13 * Morgan nods Oct 28 14:42:26 You expect me to remain married when you betray me with my best friend... Oct 28 14:43:12 When it was not my fault and is a consequence of my magic, yes. Oct 28 14:44:05 Not your fault that you were straddling him... Oct 28 14:44:14 No Oct 28 14:44:43 Not your fault that your breast was in his hand... Oct 28 14:44:50 No Oct 28 14:44:57 So he forced you to... Oct 28 14:45:09 No. The magic forced us both to Oct 28 14:46:14 Then perhaps you should carry on and fuck him, and I'll make my own arrangements. Oct 28 14:46:29 * Molly frowns Oct 28 14:46:36 I dont want to fuck him! Oct 28 14:46:43 Could've fooled me Oct 28 14:47:59 I am going to my room! Perhaps the next wife you have will finally be good enough to not yo be such a perpetual disappointment to you! Oct 28 14:48:31 You come up with this nonsensical excuse and expect me to believe it isn't your fault... Oct 28 14:48:53 It isn't nonsensical! I am not happy about it either! Oct 28 14:49:18 Which is what you would say... its the perfect excuse Oct 28 14:50:06 If I was going to fuck your best friend I wouldn't do it whilst sparkly and you were drawn to come to me, would I? Am I _stupid_?! Oct 28 14:51:31 * Morgan sighs Oct 28 14:51:35 fine, whatevre Oct 28 14:52:47 No, you're jealous and you're hurt, but you are going to realise you are making an ass of yourself instead of us working through it together... Oct 28 14:53:09 Perhaps if I went off to fuck someone else, you'd understand... Oct 28 14:53:56 Perhaps I have lived with you having previously done so and expect you to be able to at least _try_ Oct 28 14:54:32 * Morgan speaks very quietly, eyes going flat Oct 28 14:54:36 Get out. Right now. Oct 28 14:55:06 * Molly goes into the bedroom, slamming the door as hard as she can before engaging the lock Oct 28 14:57:07 Fine, you want a divorce, that is what we will have! I will go and live my own life, you can marry someone like Mina and live happily ever after! Oct 28 14:57:32 * Morgan draws his falchion, looking at it for a moment before hurling it at the top of the door Oct 28 14:57:48 * Molly yelps Oct 28 14:57:55 What are you doing?! Oct 28 14:58:17 * Morgan walks out into the hallway Oct 28 14:58:26 * Molly is now known as Claudia Oct 28 14:58:42 * Claudia looks pissed off and heading in Morgan's direction Oct 28 14:59:05 What the fuck are you idiots playing at? Oct 28 14:59:19 * Morgan barges past her, heading for the deck Oct 28 14:59:29 * Claudia follows him Oct 28 14:59:44 You stop this, now. Oct 28 14:59:58 Leave me alone Oct 28 15:01:38 No. You're a fucking grown up and you always knew this could happen. Heinzharold's in pieces, so is Inga. Everyone can hear you and Molly shouting, and not a single one of you have thought of Varick in his room, witnessing more of the shit Alarice and Karsten put him through! Oct 28 15:02:23 * Morgan turns, grabbing her and pulling her close Oct 28 15:02:42 Others are drawn to her, but I'm expected to accept she suddenly feels it? Fuck off Claudia Oct 28 15:02:51 * Morgan lets her go Oct 28 15:03:56 * Claudia shoves him hard off her. She looks absolutely incandescent, more angry than he has ever seen her "You dont touch me like that, ever. Do it again and I will fucking gut you" Oct 28 15:04:14 * Morgan holds his arms out wide Oct 28 15:04:16 go on then Oct 28 15:05:23 Don't be such an idiot. You have a child to think of, so fucking suck it up, buttercup. You wanted that kid, you will do right by him. You don't get to fucking opt out. Oct 28 15:05:47 But everyone else gets to do whatever they please with no consequences... screw off, the lot of you Oct 28 15:05:55 * Morgan carries on towards the deck Oct 28 15:06:41 * Claudia hurls a knife, catching him in the back of his thigh Oct 28 15:07:13 * Morgan goes to his knee Oct 28 15:08:25 Get your shit together, Morgan. You're not some fucking free agent running around with a deathwish. You're a husband and a father, carry yourself with the honour and strength of an Eisenman, for fucks sake! Oct 28 15:09:43 * Morgan wrenches the knife out, dropping it on the floor before getting back to his feet Oct 28 15:10:22 * Claudia watches him, drawing another one Oct 28 15:10:26 You done? Oct 28 15:10:40 * Morgan shrugs, turning away and starting to walk again Oct 28 15:11:02 * Claudia throws the second, hitting the other thigh Oct 28 15:12:31 * Morgan goes down to both knees before wrenching that knife free Oct 28 15:12:59 Fucking pack it the fuck in, you hulking ox! Oct 28 15:13:59 What're you gonna do, Claudia? Keep stabbing me til I stop? Oct 28 15:14:56 What are you going to do, Morgan, fucking drown yourself rather than let anyone else make a fucking mistake, even though they have forgiven you your own? Oct 28 15:16:28 Go see if Inga feels its just a fucking mistake... see if being betrayed by her husband and her best friend is acceptable.... Oct 28 15:17:07 I already know she does. She is _consoling_ her husband Oct 28 15:17:56 Because its fucking known that others feel the draw... not Molly... go see how she feels about that fact... Oct 28 15:19:23 You know what, fine. Do whatever the fuck you want, the same as you always have, regardless of the fucking consequences to the rest of us. You're such a fucking stubborn asshole none of us are ever getting through to you. Oct 28 15:19:48 Thats because you hold me to a higher fucking standard while you lot all get to do as you please. Get the fuck out of my face Oct 28 15:21:09 * Claudia shakes her head "You're determined to destroy your own life because you cant let shit go." Oct 28 15:22:18 What, like you have? Oct 28 15:22:29 you sanctimonious fucker Oct 28 15:23:23 Yeah, being gang raped is equal to your wife and best friend getting carried away. Fuck you, Morgan. **she turns her back on him, walking off** Oct 28 15:24:55 * Morgan mutters as he tries to get up Oct 28 15:25:38 **she manages to side step Varick, who comes up on deck carrying the raggedy bear he sleeps with. He has the saddest, most worn expression Morgan has ever seen in a child** Oct 28 15:25:43 * Claudia is now known as Varick Oct 28 15:25:47 Papa? Oct 28 15:26:05 Varick... Oct 28 15:26:19 Why is life so hard? Oct 28 15:27:14 I don't know Oct 28 15:27:49 Will I go to another family now? Oct 28 15:28:47 * Morgan watches him Oct 28 15:28:53 I don't know what will happen now Oct 28 15:29:09 I am never loving anyone ever again! Oct 28 15:29:38 Your loving us has nothing to do with whats happened Oct 28 15:30:39 If I loved you enough, you would stay being a nice kind family for me, not a family that shouts and hurts each other Oct 28 15:31:41 Its nothing to do with that, Varick, I promise.... Oct 28 15:31:49 * Varick shrugs Oct 28 15:32:06 I dont care. I am choosing not to love any of you anymore. Oct 28 15:32:19 * Morgan sighs Oct 28 15:32:29 I understand Oct 28 15:32:46 * Varick nods Oct 28 15:33:31 **there's a single chime, and he realises he's dreaming* Oct 28 15:34:51 oh thank god... Varick, everything will be fine, I promise Oct 28 15:35:57 * Varick looks at Morgan, then nods Oct 28 15:36:04 Everything will be okay Oct 28 15:36:54 * Morgan nods before waking Oct 28 15:37:21 **Ulysses is still curled up under the sheets Oct 28 15:38:18 * Morgan climbs out of bed and getting dressed Oct 28 15:38:29 * Varick is now known as HH Oct 28 15:39:09 * HH and Claudia are both on deck. It's rainy and very blustery, both have big coats on. Oct 28 15:42:07 * Morgan comes up with coffee, going straight to the rail Oct 28 15:44:00 **The weather is truly dreadful. His coffee is soon diluted by the deluge. His friends come over** Oct 28 15:44:37 Gonna want a tankard with a lid f' that! **he has to talk loudly over the whipping wind** Oct 28 15:45:19 aye Oct 28 15:47:13 C: This weather is too much for her. We're going to have to sit tight a few hours Oct 28 15:47:43 We'd rip the sails off the mast if we tried to sail in this Oct 28 15:47:51 * HH nods Oct 28 15:48:06 Gonna mean sunday afternoon, not sunday morning Oct 28 15:49:24 C: If it keeps on like this, I reckon it's more like Monday or even Tuesday Oct 28 15:49:45 * Morgan grinds his teeth Oct 28 15:49:50 * HH says "Fucks sake!" Oct 28 15:50:18 C: Nothing we can do but hope Oct 28 15:51:01 Need my lil darlin with us. Y' know what they say about bare bubbies calmin' a storm Oct 28 15:52:25 * Morgan tips his coffee out, moving away from the rail Oct 28 15:52:36 I'm going to get another drink Oct 28 15:52:48 C: *she pulls her collar up higher to keep the rain out** Go with him, Heinzharold Oct 28 15:53:03 Get outta the rain, y' mean? Oct 28 15:53:43 C: *she shakes her head* Just go so I don't have to hear any more about Inga's breasts! Oct 28 15:53:58 * Morgan walks away, down to the galley Oct 28 15:54:11 * HH salutes her, following Morgan Oct 28 15:54:27 Bloody 'ell, I've come outta the sea drier! Oct 28 15:55:43 * Morgan nods, filling his cup and sitting down Oct 28 15:57:13 * HH pours his own Oct 28 15:57:31 It's only half day, don't get too down Oct 28 15:58:04 * Morgan nods, staring at his coffee Oct 28 15:58:19 * HH looks at him Oct 28 15:58:38 Hey. You haven't gotten stuck in sixty seven again have you? Oct 28 15:58:46 No Oct 28 15:59:32 Okay. Whatcha wanna do to kill a few hours? I got no more building t' do Oct 28 16:00:00 I don't want to do anything Oct 28 16:00:12 * HH sighs Oct 28 16:00:28 They'll understand why were late Oct 28 16:00:36 I know Oct 28 16:00:52 So what's on yer noggin'? Oct 28 16:01:48 * Morgan scowls at his coffee Oct 28 16:02:15 * HH puts a hand on his shoulder Oct 28 16:02:56 Morgan... you need to be open about what's goin' on with ya, we can't keep an eye on you otherwise Oct 28 16:03:35 Just let it alone for a bit... I'm working through it. Oct 28 16:03:49 * HH nods Oct 28 16:04:06 I'm gonna go keep an eye on Dau then Oct 28 16:04:50 * Morgan nods Oct 28 16:04:51 alright Oct 28 16:06:20 * HH leaves him alone in the galley. The wind batters the ship, making her bob noticeably. It's no better when he gets back to the study, and after dawn the dark rain clouds means a lantern is still necessary Oct 28 16:08:08 **the storm continues for hours, and even when lunch is brought to his room it's only quieting a little. Sorgi arrives when he is done Oct 28 16:08:13 * HH is now known as Sorgi Oct 28 16:08:36 M'lord, I want your input on a decision Oct 28 16:09:26 We can either try getting on the move, or wait til rest of the day and see how tomorrow is? Oct 28 16:11:52 It chafes at me, being sat still Oct 28 16:12:53 * Sorgi nods Oct 28 16:13:16 Me too. We'll try it, see how it goes? Oct 28 16:13:33 If you think its safe enough to try Oct 28 16:14:11 We can drop anchor again if need Oct 28 16:15:24 * Morgan pushes his lunch away, standing up Oct 28 16:15:30 alright, lets get on the move Oct 28 16:17:13 * Sorgi goes up on deck. It is bloody windy, but the angle is right and it is more consistent. They manage a few hours, half a day definitely lost, before they have to give up for the night. HH taps on the study door just before dinner Oct 28 16:17:18 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 28 16:17:56 Hey man, comin' to dinner or want it in here? Oct 28 16:21:46 I'll have it here Oct 28 16:21:53 * HH nods Oct 28 16:22:00 Want comp'ny? Oct 28 16:22:36 * Morgan nods Oct 28 16:22:41 is Claudia awake? Oct 28 16:22:58 * HH nods Oct 28 16:23:05 Y' want her? Oct 28 16:23:06 her too please Oct 28 16:23:46 * HH goes off, coming back soon afterwards with Claudia, food and blokners Oct 28 16:24:01 * HH and Claudia get comfortable at the desk Oct 28 16:24:38 I reck'n it'll blow over now, nice dry weather for t'morrow Oct 28 16:25:04 I hope so. Oct 28 16:25:15 Wanna get back 'ome Oct 28 16:25:29 * Morgan nods Oct 28 16:25:51 C: **she looks at Morgan** how are you? Oct 28 16:26:10 I'm not doing great Oct 28 16:26:27 C: What's going on? Oct 28 16:27:12 * Morgan grinds his teeth for a moment Oct 28 16:27:37 nightmare... Molly had to heal herself and she and HeinzHarold... she said she felt the draw too and couldn't help it Oct 28 16:28:22 **Claudia looks at Heinzharold, who just looks horrified** Oct 28 16:29:03 C: *she looks back to Morgan* But that didn't happen Oct 28 16:30:12 No, I know... we rowed, and I was trying to get away from everyone... you stabbed me... twice... probably rightfully so Oct 28 16:32:54 C: I would only stab you in an emergency Oct 28 16:34:19 I put my hands on you... I was ready to throw myself into the ocean... Oct 28 16:35:18 C: Then you deserved it *she smiles slightly* Oct 28 16:36:34 * HH looks at Morgan Oct 28 16:37:02 I'm sorry. I know it didn' happen, but I'm still sorry Oct 28 16:37:42 Its... no... Am I that sort of person now? Oct 28 16:42:07 Whacha mean? Oct 28 16:45:03 **Claudia also looks puzzled* Oct 28 16:45:39 I practically attacked Claudia... threw the sword you made me away... said some things that, even for it being a dream, I'm ashamed of... I was going to hold onto a cannon ball and jump in... abandon everything... is that who I am? Oct 28 16:49:04 * HH shakes his head Oct 28 16:49:13 I don' think so Oct 28 16:49:59 C: *she shrugs* You'd be mad as hell, probably wouldn't talk to anyone for days, but I think you're better than that Oct 28 16:50:30 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 16:52:10 What do _you_ reck'n? Oct 28 16:52:29 I don't know... tough to tell when I've had a nightmare... difficult to throw off how it felt Oct 28 16:52:56 * HH , entirely innocent, clearly feels very guilty Oct 28 16:53:27 C: You wouldn't do that to Varick Oct 28 16:53:38 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 28 16:53:46 stop it... you've nothing to feel bad about Oct 28 16:54:14 You'd feel bad if it was th' other way round Oct 28 16:59:34 maybe Oct 28 17:00:28 C: what's going on with it? A nightmare? A warning? Oct 28 17:01:55 I don't know... just a nightmare I think... Oct 28 17:03:56 * HH drinks some blokners Oct 28 17:04:26 That's why y' been weird with me all day Oct 28 17:05:48 No... when I said I was trying to work through it, that was the truth... Oct 28 17:07:22 * HH nods Oct 28 17:07:42 Now what? Oct 28 17:08:01 what do you mean? Oct 28 17:10:26 Y' still gonna be avoidin' me? Y'need me to stay away from Molly? Oct 28 17:12:09 No... I wasn't avoiding you... I just needed time to think it out... the thing thats worrying me is my reaction Oct 28 17:12:56 Think it's a sign y' aren't as healed as y' think? Oct 28 17:15:39 Could be Oct 28 17:16:40 C: Sounds like maybe you've built so much of your recovery around her that the moment anything harms that you go off the rails again Oct 28 17:16:52 * Morgan nods Oct 28 17:17:05 * HH winces "Don't sugarcoat it Claudia!" Oct 28 17:17:39 Something else... it seemed... like... I do something wrong and I've got to make amends... but anything anyone else does, I'm just expected to let it go, no matter what it is Oct 28 17:18:12 C: Like with that whore? Oct 28 17:18:38 * Morgan nods Oct 28 17:19:44 *HH looks thoughtful* Oct 28 17:20:40 Last night, my being... livid... you told me to just get over it... like my being upset was entirely unreasonable Oct 28 17:22:19 C: *she shrugs* sounds like the sort of thing I would say. Like when I told you it was stupid as fuck giving the silent treatment when you had the row with Molly about the dream she wouldn't tell you about Oct 28 17:22:45 * HH sips his blokners, watching Morgan's reaction Oct 28 17:23:19 Its more than just you being blunt... Molly just expected me to accept it and be fine about it... Oct 28 17:23:48 Hang on, last night, or when she wouldn't tell you the nightmare? Oct 28 17:24:42 last night... but it feels like thats the case in general Oct 28 17:24:49 C: why did she think that? Oct 28 17:25:23 She said she felt the draw... couldn't be blamed... Oct 28 17:26:10 She doesn't norm'ly feel any of it? Oct 28 17:26:23 No, not at all Oct 28 17:27:16 So she draws you, you want 'er like mad, but she's only got 'er normal level of attraction to you? Oct 28 17:27:41 Seems that way Oct 28 17:27:56 doesn't feel any attraction to others... whereas... well, you know Oct 28 17:29:09 She thinks yer as sexy as the rest o' womankind thinks I am? Oct 28 17:29:25 C: Not me! Oct 28 17:33:26 Think mebbie you feel like noones being as accountable as y' expect us to be? Oct 28 17:34:26 Could be Oct 28 17:34:45 Not really sure 'ow to fix that Oct 28 17:35:52 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 17:36:28 Just seems like I'm expected to let everything go but that isn't the same for me Oct 28 17:40:14 C: Like what? Oct 28 17:40:24 I don't know.... its stupid, I know Oct 28 17:40:48 C: Not dream shit, but actual real life shit. Oct 28 17:42:08 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 17:42:30 HH: *he nods* can't say I really feel like we 'old you to a higher standard... but I'll keep an eye out if y' want Oct 28 17:43:16 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 17:43:20 obviously just me then Oct 28 17:44:04 C: Maybe the problem is actually between you and Molly, not you and the rest of us Oct 28 17:44:47 I don't think so Oct 28 17:45:46 Jus' tell us. Point it out if a problem comes up Oct 28 17:48:01 * Morgan shrugs Oct 28 17:48:02 alright Oct 28 17:53:43 We good? Oct 28 17:58:09 There wasn't a point that we weren't... Oct 28 18:01:41 * HH nods Oct 28 18:02:44 C: *she smiles slightly** so where did I stab you? Oct 28 18:02:55 back of both thighs Oct 28 18:03:01 threw daggers at me Oct 28 18:03:21 C: *she nods, impressed* Good throws? Oct 28 18:04:04 must've been Oct 28 18:10:18 C: *she grins* hurt? Oct 28 18:31:25 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 28 18:46:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 28 18:46:38 [18:06] (HH) C: *she grins* hurt? Oct 28 18:47:02 * Morgan nods Oct 28 18:47:47 C: Never going to get to stab you in real life, I may as well make the most of that Oct 28 18:48:04 **HH laughs** Oct 28 18:48:09 I'm not sure if I'm disturbed by that statement Oct 28 18:48:32 *Claudia shrugs* Oct 28 18:49:15 HH: Sounds like she's considered it! Oct 28 18:49:30 doesn't it Oct 28 18:49:43 *Claudia just shrugs again* Oct 28 18:50:57 C: Or I am messing with you Oct 28 18:52:16 I don't know I'd be willing to place money on it either way Oct 28 18:54:39 HH: me either Oct 28 18:56:43 **The evening is peaceful then, HH showing off all the window seat detail to a bored Claudia who has no interest in his woodwork. They play cards a bit again, equally winning. With wishes for a better night, they leave Morgan at bedtime. Oct 28 18:57:35 * Morgan does his prep for nightmares and gets into the bed Oct 28 18:59:43 **Ulysses ignores him as normal Oct 28 19:00:11 * Morgan opens the book, reading that mornings letter Oct 28 19:04:20 Friday 30th, morning. My love, we are so close now to your theoretical return, and I am sure Inga and I will be all aflutter to see our husbands again! I am not sure what time tomorrow you are likely to arrive, but I doubt I shall get much sleep out of anticipation of seeing you again! I so look forward to many parts of you being back, but it is the little moments where you touch my hair, hands or face that I no doubt am missing so badly. Always, M xx Oct 28 19:09:36 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Oct 28 19:09:36 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Oct 28 19:09:47 2021 Oct 28 19:09:47 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 28 19:11:16 **The time in the wardrobe helped, but it's fading again ** Oct 28 19:11:47 **The cat miaows ** Oct 28 19:12:15 Come on, lets get some sleep Oct 28 19:12:48 **The cat gets into bed as usual, and Morgan is soon asleep too* Oct 28 19:12:49 **He has been humming their Allemande a Dieu most of the very cold trip from Johstadt where he got the news the War was over to the house where he knows from his letters that his wife has chosen to stay until he returned for her. Oct 28 19:12:49 **He hasn't seen her since a few days after their wedding back in the summer, which has been painful when there has been no fighting and it all seemed futile.  As it turned out, it was the beginning of the end. Oct 28 19:12:49 **He first asks the butler for somewhere to get cleaned up and shaved, wanting to be fresh and nice for her. He is then given directions to the music room, because he has never been here before. Oct 28 19:12:49 **The house is nice, comfortable, and the servants relaxed but polite. He gets to a big white door, purple, pink and blue forget-me-nots in a vase beside it. From within, their Allemande a Dieu is being played. Oct 28 19:14:23 * Morgan pushes open the door Oct 28 19:14:52 * Molly is sat at the piano and looks up at the noise. She gasps excitedly then smiles happily "Would it be awfully unseemly for a noble wife to be completely overjoyed to see her husband safely home to her?" Oct 28 19:15:48 Not at all I think Oct 28 19:16:25 I am so see you! *she blushes* I mean, I am so glad to see you! Oct 28 19:16:34 * Molly pushes back the bench, coming towards him. Her dress is close fitting, the swelling of her belly is new. She is obviously increasing, something she has not written to him about at all Oct 28 19:17:42 * Morgan looks at her belly Oct 28 19:17:48 you didn't tell me... Oct 28 19:18:21 * Molly smiles, coming to take his hands Oct 28 19:18:24 I wanted to be sure all was well and with the truce I thought it best to wait til I saw you Oct 28 19:18:31 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:18:32 I see Oct 28 19:18:43 * Molly frowns slightly Oct 28 19:18:51 You are displeased... Oct 28 19:19:22 Saddened I didn't know... but your reasoning makes sense Oct 28 19:19:36 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:19:56 I only felt the quickening three days ago... Oct 28 19:20:27 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:20:37 The midwife thinks it may be twins… *she smiles excitedly* I have felt quickening on both sides at the same time. Oct 28 19:21:13 Twins?! Oct 28 19:21:20 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:21:25 Yes, two babies. Oct 28 19:22:21 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:22:25 and you, you are well? Oct 28 19:22:31 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:22:55 I was very tired and a little queasy at first, but I am well now Oct 28 19:25:08 **she sounds a little apologetic* I know it is quick, I really did not think it would happen before you left to go back to your unit, but it seems only a few days were all that were needed! Oct 28 19:25:45 so it seems Oct 28 19:25:59 * Molly looks concerned Oct 28 19:26:08 You seem unhappy Oct 28 19:27:13 Just surprised... I was not expecting it, thats all Oct 28 19:27:25 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:27:39 I should have warned you, I'm sorry Oct 28 19:31:26 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 28 19:31:29 no no, its fine Oct 28 19:31:37 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:32:18 We will be travelling to Sudlachenburg soon? I should imagine you wish your children born there? Oct 28 19:35:28 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:35:34 I think that would be the right thing to do Oct 28 19:36:05 The babies will come around March or April, so three or four more months Oct 28 19:36:14 * Molly smiles up at him Oct 28 19:36:37 * Morgan nods, taking her hands Oct 28 19:37:11 * Molly blushes, smiling warmly Oct 28 19:37:43 I am so glad you are back and the War is over. The future looks so bright and happy now Oct 28 19:38:09 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:38:12 its about time Oct 28 19:38:31 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:39:35 I have missed you, Morgan Oct 28 19:39:55 and I you Oct 28 19:40:09 * Molly watches him a long moment Oct 28 19:41:15 **There's a tap on the door and the butler brings in a letter on a silver tray, retreating once Molly has it. She opens it immediately, running her eyes down the page. Oct 28 19:42:33 problem? Oct 28 19:42:37 * Molly gasps sharply, hand coming to cover her mouth. She shakes her head with disbelief, horror in her eyes Oct 28 19:42:38 It's Seb. Oh my God. He's dead. Oct 28 19:44:45 * Morgan moves to stand slightly behind her Oct 28 19:44:47 when? Oct 28 19:45:45 Five days ago... He… he drowned… they were celebrating the truce… he was drunk, went over...they… *she makes a little sob before continuing* … they found him washed up on the beach *she begins to cry* Oct 28 19:47:41 * Morgan pulls her to him Oct 28 19:47:43 I'm sorry Oct 28 19:48:47 * Molly turns so she's against his chest, crying. It feels different holding her than when he left her because of his children growing within her Oct 28 19:49:23 We can wait until after the funeral before we leave? Oct 28 19:49:28 of course Oct 28 19:49:36 * Molly nods Oct 28 19:49:44 **There's a knock at the door, and David calls through, his voice sounding as full of emotions as hers** Moll? Are you in here? Oct 28 19:50:32 Yes, Papa, we're in here Oct 28 19:51:31 **David looks very upset when he comes in, also holding a letter. He looks surprised to see Morgan** I'm sorry, good afternoon, my Lord Oct 28 19:52:10 * Morgan waves a hand dismissively Oct 28 19:52:15 Are you alright? Oct 28 19:52:47 **He looks at Molly, then Morgan** She has told you about Sebastian? Oct 28 19:53:22 **the grandfather clock chimes for one o'clock** Oct 28 19:53:40 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:54:34 D: It's a great shock. He was expected back any day now Oct 28 19:55:00 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:55:25 * Molly moves to Morgan's side, but stays very close Oct 28 19:56:21 D: It is good to see you back, especially now *he nods towards Molly's bump* Oct 28 19:56:48 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:56:52 it was something of a surprise Oct 28 19:57:19 D: An excellent surprise, especially with such unhappy news Oct 28 19:57:38 * Morgan nods Oct 28 19:58:22 D: Perhaps if one is a boy you might consider calling him Sebastian...? Oct 28 19:58:43 **The dawn watch chimes three times, and he awakens** Oct 28 19:59:28 * Molly is now known as Ulysses Oct 28 20:00:14 * Ulysses is sat on Morgan's chest, staring at him in the tiny amount of light from the moon outside Oct 28 20:00:59 * Morgan reaches up, stroking the cats head Oct 28 20:01:07 * Ulysses miaows questioningly Oct 28 20:01:52 just a dream... Oct 28 20:02:06 * Ulysses miaows questioningly again Oct 28 20:03:27 what? Oct 28 20:03:56 * Ulysses starts licking one of his eyebrows Oct 28 20:05:04 you strange little fella Oct 28 20:05:13 * Ulysses purrs Oct 28 20:06:24 * Ulysses gets off the bed, scratching at the wardrobe door again Oct 28 20:06:58 * Morgan nods, getting out of bed, taking the negligee to put back in the wardrobe Oct 28 20:07:17 **the scent is definitely stronger here Oct 28 20:08:22 * Morgan tucks the negligee inside one of the dresses Oct 28 20:08:38 * Ulysses rubs against his leg Oct 28 20:09:52 * Morgan closes the wardrobe before starting to get dressed Oct 28 20:09:55 **As soon as he is up on the deck something doesn't seem right** Oct 28 20:10:30 * Morgan slowly scans the deck, then moves on to scanning the horizon Oct 28 20:13:52 **The sky is clear, approaching first light. And it is all still. Too still. There is no breeze. Oct 28 20:14:55 * Morgan pinches his forearm Oct 28 20:15:12 **it hurts an appropriate amount** Oct 28 20:15:42 * Morgan frowns, walking to the prow and looking down at the water Oct 28 20:19:02 **it is moving, but it's going to be nigh on impossible to make any progress on. They are effectively becalmed, and would probably be mostly stationary even without the anchor Oct 28 20:20:38 what the hell... Oct 28 20:22:49 **Sorgi comes striding up on deck, Koen in his wake** Oct 28 20:22:56 * Ulysses is now known as Sorgi Oct 28 20:23:38 * Sorgi heads in Morgan's direction Oct 28 20:23:51 What do you make of this then? Oct 28 20:24:23 Something isn't right Oct 28 20:24:42 Never seen on of these before? Oct 28 20:24:52 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 28 20:25:30 It's a dead zone. Get them after a sharp storm very rarely Oct 28 20:25:51 doesn't seem right... Oct 28 20:26:20 Eerie. But I've been in two during my time Oct 28 20:26:50 * Morgan sighs, visibly relaxing Oct 28 20:27:48 Two choices, m'lord. Drop both pilot boats, try to tow her... or wait it out. Oct 28 20:33:34 Its going to be another day wasted isn't it Oct 28 20:35:16 Probably, m'lord. Nine hour dead zone back in forty nine, Eighteen in fifty five. Oct 28 20:35:43 * Morgan sighs Oct 28 20:36:10 alright, lets hoist the main sail, get it looked over, make sure its in good condition since we've got the stillness Oct 28 20:36:46 * Sorgi nods, giving Koen the order Oct 28 20:37:00 Crew are going to be spooked by it, m'lord Oct 28 20:37:25 Can't say I blame them... I'm spooked.... I thought maybe I was trapped in another dream... Oct 28 20:38:12 No, m'lord, just some freak weather Oct 28 20:39:35 * Morgan nods Oct 28 20:39:54 **HH comes up on deck, making a beeline for Morgan** What th' fucks goin' on? Someone flash some bubbies at the storm and now we got no weather at all?! Oct 28 20:40:29 * Sorgi looks at Morgan "What are... bubbies?... m'lord?" Oct 28 20:40:58 bubbies is how an eight year old refers to breasts... Oct 28 20:41:29 * Sorgi looks like he might ask then just decides not to Oct 28 20:41:41 HH: Where's all th' wind? Oct 28 20:42:00 not here Oct 28 20:42:20 HH: There's always wind at sea. Oct 28 20:43:31 happens after a storm sometimes Oct 28 20:45:24 HH: 'ow we supposed to move now? Oct 28 20:47:45 We get a thousand little fishies, and make harnesses for them... Oct 28 20:48:36 HH *he grumbles* Not getting 'ome tomorrow now, are we? Oct 28 20:51:03 I don't think so... other option, as Sorgi says, is to drop the pilot boats and try to tow her.... Oct 28 20:51:32 Either way, m'lord, it's going to be Monday at the very earliest. Might be Tuesday, even Wednesday, I'm afraid. Oct 28 20:52:26 So we may as well take the time to make any repairs we need to, check things over and gather our strength ready for when the wind returns Oct 28 20:52:53 HH: *he sighs* Lookin' like yer majesty might even miss his birthday at home too now Oct 28 20:53:20 * Morgan nods Oct 28 20:53:26 I would imagine so Oct 28 21:37:05 **The very long still morning is taken up with checking things over, cleaning and other maintenance tasks, but the crew are as jumpy as cats. Heinzharold is definitely out of sorts too, not even winding Morgan and Claudia up. He lounges around Morgan's study after lunch, reading whilst Morgan puts more time into the tin whistle, starting to make good progress. The hours are dragging, so near yet so far from home. Oct 28 21:37:06 About three o'clock, something changes, and suddenly they can feel air coming in from the open window. HH looks to Morgan "Y' feel that?" Oct 28 21:51:56 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 29 17:30:04 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 29 17:30:24 * Morgan nods, getting up Oct 29 17:31:46 **HH whoops like Varick would, dashing up onto deck Oct 29 17:35:32 * Morgan follows him up Oct 29 17:35:58 **Up here the sails that are out for examination are being filled nicely, a decent breeze has returned Oct 29 17:36:48 **Sorgi head towards them with a smile** Looks like the dead zone has moved east, m'lord Oct 29 17:37:02 * Morgan nods Oct 29 17:37:07 lets make what time we can Oct 29 17:39:17 **Sorgi gives urgent orders to get underway. The wind is in their favour Oct 29 17:39:27 * HH looks at Morgan Oct 29 17:40:01 Thank fuck f' that! Thought I was gonna have t' hear you playin' for days on end! Oct 29 17:40:56 I think I'll wake you by serenading you each morning from now on Oct 29 17:45:20 And piss off my sleepin' wife? Oct 29 17:46:31 she'll understand when I explain Oct 29 17:47:05 Rather she wakes me up th'n you *he grins* Oct 29 17:48:52 * Morgan sighs Oct 29 17:48:59 we've still lost a day Oct 29 17:50:44 Yeah... but we haven't lost tomorrow too, so gotta look on th' bright side Oct 29 17:51:08 * Morgan nods Oct 29 17:51:47 You should still be 'ome for yer birthday on Tuesday Oct 29 17:51:58 hopefully Oct 29 17:52:09 * HH puts a hand on his shoulder Oct 29 17:53:47 Think o' it this way, back when we were tugging out that cow, or in th' freezing cold beds in Ashford, you'da been grateful as fuck t' be just a couple more days from her. Oct 29 17:54:26 * Morgan nods Oct 29 17:54:27 aye Oct 29 17:55:27 So come on, let's sit up in the riggin' and enjoy the breeze a bit. Otherwise I'll tell 'er ya spent the day pining an' miserable Oct 29 17:56:32 I want to get a look east anyway... see if Alice made up any time on us Oct 29 17:59:53 * HH nods, climbing up Oct 29 18:00:09 * Morgan climbs up behind him Oct 29 18:00:27 Would be just yer luck for Molly to run into them on the dock b'fore you can warn her! Oct 29 18:01:13 * Morgan nods Oct 29 18:01:16 yes, it would Oct 29 18:02:58 * HH gets right up, and they swap out of the nest with the man who was there, squeezing in together so Morgan can use the big spyglass Oct 29 18:03:06 See anythin'? Oct 29 18:03:40 **There's no sign of the Blessing, but it's unsurprising given the Rose's speed** Oct 29 18:05:22 No... not surprising really, but since we were sat still so long, thought maybe she'd have caught up Oct 29 18:07:14 * HH looks at him, smiling slightly, but stays silent Oct 29 18:08:18 what are you smiling at? Oct 29 18:11:05 You do know that wind affects _all_ the little boaties that are floatin' on the sea, yeah? Oct 29 18:12:39 Yes, but I thought maybe it wasn't that big a dead zone... Oct 29 18:14:00 * HH shrugs Oct 29 18:14:18 Weird as fuck. Ne'er seen that b'fore Oct 29 18:14:46 Me either Oct 29 18:17:45 * HH nods, just enjoying the breeze Oct 29 18:20:38 * Morgan stretches Oct 29 18:20:50 At least we'll cover some distance today Oct 29 18:21:18 Take what we can get. E'ery mile is one closer. Oct 29 18:22:42 Didn' even get round to askin' you how y' slept! Oct 29 18:23:11 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 18:23:13 alright Oct 29 18:23:26 Not long now and you'll be back to sleepin' with someone else's hair all over yer face, and little cold feet on yer shins *he grins* Oct 29 18:25:52 Thats pretty much the deal with Ulysses to be honest Oct 29 18:27:48 Gonna have trouble kickin' him out when she's back? Oct 29 18:30:59 Probably... Oct 29 18:31:48 Managed t' avoid being watched on yer wedding day, might be doomed to it now! Oct 29 18:32:33 I'll just tell him to go away Oct 29 18:37:47 * HH nods Oct 29 18:38:09 Noone wants an audience... *he grins* Oct 29 18:38:30 'Cept those who like taverns... Oct 29 18:40:06 * Morgan holds up a finger, staring intently at the horizon Oct 29 18:41:29 * HH looks in that direction, squinting Oct 29 18:41:34 See them? Oct 29 18:42:27 No, I just wanted you to be quiet Oct 29 18:43:32 * HH laughs Oct 29 18:45:10 You'da been miserable as fuck on this trip wi'out me here talkin' Oct 29 18:45:44 probably Oct 29 18:46:48 Y' know how many times you've thanked me? Oct 29 18:47:01 three Oct 29 18:47:26 None. As usual. *he grins* Oct 29 18:48:18 * Morgan looks at him, obviously troubled Oct 29 18:48:55 * HH punches him in the arm Oct 29 18:49:11 I'm windin' you up Oct 29 18:49:26 * Morgan nods slightly, looking away Oct 29 18:49:51 C'mere Oct 29 18:49:58 * HH opens his arms Oct 29 18:50:06 * Morgan nods, hugging his friend Oct 29 18:50:30 It's all good, I know y' love me Oct 29 18:51:45 * Morgan nods Oct 29 18:55:50 I'm irresistible, see? Oct 29 18:57:23 * Morgan blinks slowly, frowning Oct 29 18:57:30 I need to get my hands on the Nieblungen Oct 29 18:57:42 * HH looks confused Oct 29 18:57:45 What? Oct 29 18:59:12 My nightmare... she felt the draw because you were in physical contact when she woke.... I'm hoping they'll know if thats possible Oct 29 19:00:56 Ne'er happened before? Oct 29 19:01:38 ((Gimme a mo to double check)) Oct 29 19:07:11 **With the first, in July where she healed Sorgi, Morgan was touching her. In August with Gottlieb, September with Cook, and October with Elsie, noone was. Oct 29 19:12:53 Only person who's ever been in contact with her at that point is me Oct 29 19:13:59 And 'ow would you be able to tell the diff'rence between how much she norm'ly wants to jump yer bones an' that? Oct 29 19:14:46 my point is... I want to know if her being in contact with someone _else_, like my nightmare, would result in that situation Oct 29 19:16:05 Jus' incase it could happen Oct 29 19:16:27 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:16:53 Need t' go to Eisen next then? Oct 29 19:19:18 we'll be headed that way before too long Oct 29 19:20:12 * HH nods Oct 29 19:20:28 Jus' gotta keep our fingers crossed til then Oct 29 19:20:34 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:21:06 Hopefully that babe's in no hurry Oct 29 19:21:15 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:21:19 I hope not Oct 29 19:21:35 Must be tough Oct 29 19:23:17 what? Oct 29 19:23:37 Having yer wife have that effect Oct 29 19:23:52 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:24:14 very Oct 29 19:24:44 *With the Rose thankfully moving again, they sail as long after dusk as they can risk given the coastline. He and HH hang out up in the crows nest just chatting. Once anchored and the dark has come,  Sorgi brings the map to his study again** Oct 29 19:24:44 I know we were supposed to have been back this morning, m'lord but I think we can manage Monday morning now if there's no more hold ups Oct 29 19:24:53 * HH is now known as Sorgi Oct 29 19:25:51 All in all, we've lost two days Oct 29 19:26:02 * Sorgi nods Oct 29 19:26:34 Hoped we wouldn't need three full weeks, but sometimes that's how it goes, m'lord Oct 29 19:29:23 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:31:44 How are you, m'lord? Had a few better nights? Oct 29 19:32:49 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 19:33:00 had a rough one night before last... last night was tolerable Oct 29 19:33:37 * Sorgi nods Oct 29 19:34:00 Two more nights, we should have you safely home Oct 29 19:37:23 Winds allowing... Oct 29 19:41:33 * Sorgi nods Oct 29 19:41:47 As always Oct 29 19:42:27 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:42:48 Tomorrow night we might get as far as Morgan's Rock, if the conditions are excellent Oct 29 19:43:31 So... not that far then... Oct 29 19:46:19 No, m'lord *he smiles* Oct 29 19:47:08 chances of us having excellent conditions are... slender, given the luck we've had so far Oct 29 19:48:20 * Sorgi nods Oct 29 19:49:15 Even if we dont reach the island, we shouldn't be long from Tawstock anyway Oct 29 19:50:16 * Morgan nods Oct 29 19:50:18 aye Oct 29 19:53:47 **Once the Rose is settled, and after dinner, he sits alone to write the latest dreams. As he is recalling the one of Molly meeting him and Jana at the coaching office, two things strike him. Firstly,  she said her elder sister _is_ called Cecily, so possibly a path in which Cecily didn't drown** Oct 29 19:54:52 * Morgan scratches his chin, making a 'huh' noise Oct 29 19:55:01 **Secondly, she was a frequent visitor to her cousin Lucinda in Coleraine. He knows Lucinda is the name of the girl Richard Roberts loved who drowned, who Molly reminded him of. He also knows Richard Roberts was the estates manager at Coleraine, and in his dream Molly had said she could easily get a servant from Coleraine to return the coach** Oct 29 19:56:47 fuck Oct 29 19:57:32 * Sorgi is now known as Ulysses Oct 29 19:57:43 * Ulysses jumps up on the desk, miaowing Oct 29 19:58:10 what? It offends your sensibilities? Oct 29 19:59:23 * Ulysses rolls on Morgan's writing Oct 29 20:00:15 * Morgan rubs the cats belly Oct 29 20:02:27 * Ulysses climbs onto his shoulders, freeing him to finish writing about Molly making Jana laugh and the dawn watch telling him it was a dream Oct 29 20:06:20 * Ulysses waits whilst he writes the other dreams before going into the bedroom Oct 29 20:06:23 * Morgan does so Oct 29 20:07:22 * Ulysses is in his usual space. During his regular prep, he doesn't find the negligee in the bed Oct 29 20:07:33 * Morgan looks at the cat Oct 29 20:07:37 where is it? Oct 29 20:07:47 * Ulysses doesnt move Oct 29 20:08:44 * Morgan nudges the cat Oct 29 20:09:00 * Ulysses looks at him but doesnt get up Oct 29 20:09:10 Where is it? Oct 29 20:09:56 * Ulysses stretches and yawns in Morgan's face Oct 29 20:10:04 Appreciate your help... Oct 29 20:10:09 * Morgan goes to look in the wardrobe Oct 29 20:10:36 **It isn't in the dress he vaguely recalls putting it in Oct 29 20:10:54 * Morgan sighs, starting a thorough search for it Oct 29 20:11:50 **after hunting, he finally finds it on the bottom of the wardrobe Oct 29 20:13:40 figures Oct 29 20:13:49 * Morgan takes it over to the bed, climbing in Oct 29 20:15:38 * Ulysses just curls up again Oct 29 20:16:49 * Morgan gets the book, opening it Oct 29 20:18:41 Saturday 31st, morning. Good morning, my love! If all goes as planned, we should be just a few hours away now from being reunited. I am sure I will be excited and well as nervous! Just the thought of getting to see you again gives me butterflies,  and as I write this you haven't even left yet! Soon, my love xx Oct 29 20:20:57 * Morgan sighs, putting the book aside and curling up with his face against the negligee Oct 29 20:21:21 * Ulysses doesnt wait, just coming and getting into the bed Oct 29 20:22:25 **He falls asleep quickly. Eighteen year old Morgan Koertig had never faced down Kauffmann over rifles, because it did not rain. Instead of being laid up in his hammock having met the Captain's Daughter, he got leave. Oct 29 20:22:25 It is January 31st 1661, the day of the Shadowfayre, and he is in the crowd in the village watching the dancers around the shadow pole. He had hoped to catch up with his best friend, but hasn't managed to. Oct 29 20:22:25 Instead he waits here, watching for Heinzharold,  sixty-one's Shadow King, and whichever local girl is the Shadow Queen, to appear on the cart as is tradition. Oct 29 20:22:25 Edward isn't here, he's still at the Academy, and it has been nice to have Verity and Adalbrecht to himself. The latter is stood beside Morgan. Oct 29 20:22:25 * Ulysses is now known as Adalbrecht Oct 29 20:22:54 It's good to have you here for the Shadowfayre, Morgan. Oct 29 20:23:08 * Morgan nods Oct 29 20:23:11 its good to be home Oct 29 20:24:34 * Adalbrecht nods with a smile to various villagers who come to wish them a Happy Shadowfayre, waiting until it is just the two of them before saying Oct 29 20:24:50 I have always missed home when I have been away for it Oct 29 20:25:12 * Morgan nods Oct 29 20:26:11 Your Mother handles it admirably, and one day your Grafin will do also. Oct 29 20:27:08 * Morgan nods Oct 29 20:27:11 I imagine so Oct 29 20:27:16 **The cart appears to cheering. Heinzharold looks tipsy despite it being quite early, and disgustingly handsome in his fancy costume, but it is the blonde on his arm that really steals Morgan's attention. Her dress is lilac with white flowers, and she radiates an angelic purity. Her flaxen blonde hair is partly loose but weaved with flowers. Oct 29 20:31:03 "... - I think." Oct 29 20:33:42 * Morgan glances at his father Oct 29 20:33:44 sorry, what? Oct 29 20:34:27 * Adalbrecht looks at him "Did you mean "Excuse me, I did not hear you?" Oct 29 20:35:15 * Morgan grins Oct 29 20:35:44 I think I meant 'please forgive me gracious lord, I was dumbstruck by beauty in yon carriage, pray repeat your important missive' Oct 29 20:37:02 ** She is unfamiliar,  a few years younger. HH leads her on to a little platform. Adalbrecht looks at Morgan** I said she would be a good wife for Heinzharold, I think. Oct 29 20:38:53 I suppose so... I think she's rather lovely Oct 29 20:39:29 * Adalbrecht looks at her Oct 29 20:39:44 She's certainly a pretty child Oct 29 20:41:14 **Dietlinde looks around the crowd. She catches Morgan's eye with a polite smile, and registers Adalbrecht at his side before looking away** Oct 29 20:43:00 aye, she is Oct 29 20:45:21 Time for my participation. I will tell Heinzharold you are here. Oct 29 20:45:45 See if he'll introduce me to her, will you? Oct 29 20:46:41 * Adalbrecht looks at his son Oct 29 20:47:18 She is the daughter of a seamstress and a labourer. Do not get any ideas. Oct 29 20:47:34 * Morgan sighs, looking disappointed Oct 29 20:47:59 * Adalbrecht looks at him with equal disappointment Oct 29 20:48:24 Keep your attention on Lady Hapsburg, she would be a suitable match. Oct 29 20:50:13 * Morgan watches his father appraisingly for a moment Oct 29 20:50:17 you married for love... Oct 29 20:50:28 * Adalbrecht watches him right back Oct 29 20:50:46 We will be having a discussion about this later. Oct 29 20:50:59 * Morgan nods Oct 29 20:51:01 yes sir Oct 29 20:51:10 **HH is chatting to Dietlinde,  making her laugh and blush. Adalbrecht goes over and starts addressing the crowd, words Morgan has heard many times at these events before. The young couple are crowned, and toasts of blokners or appelschlaft are raised. Oct 29 20:53:10 **The traditional token kiss is given on the lips. That is the same as always. What isn't is that his best friend and his shadow queen are still looking at each other as they break apart, both looking like they would like to repeat it. Oct 29 20:53:51 * Morgan sighs, looking away Oct 29 20:54:34 **Then suddenly, there's an odd whispery noise, and the  shadow pole falls with a crash and screams from the villagers. It hits an old lady. There's a lot of helpers nearby who immediately remove the pole and tend her. HH gives another glance to Dietlinde before moving a little away to accept yet another drink Oct 29 20:55:42 * Adalbrecht calls for everyone to remain calm and not crowd those helping Oct 29 20:57:17 * Morgan moves around the edge of the crowd Oct 29 20:59:03 **There's a servant girl stood nearby, thirteen or so. She's blonde and looks unsure of herself, and she's crying as she watches the unfolding tragedy of the old lady. Seeing her face gives him deja vu, because it is Inga. Then he wakes up. Oct 29 20:59:36 * Adalbrecht is now known as Ulysses Oct 29 21:00:10 * Morgan looks at the cat Oct 29 21:00:13 what the hell? Oct 29 21:00:32 * Ulysses has put himself between Morgan and the negligee. He miaows. It feels like barely an hour has passed Oct 29 21:03:54 * Morgan sighs Oct 29 21:03:58 what was that about, hmm? Oct 29 21:04:18 * Ulysses purrs, going back to sleep Oct 29 21:05:23 great help... Oct 29 21:05:27 * Morgan settles back down Oct 29 21:07:25 **It takes a while to relax his mind, but once he has the negligee again he falls asleep once more. He finds himself in Molly's dream, about to open the door of the brothel in Kingston. He is dressed in his regular Master-at-arms clothing* Oct 29 21:07:31 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 29 21:11:22 * Morgan pushes the door open, moving inside Oct 29 21:11:25 **She is once again made up and prepared for another night of work, alone at present washing glasses in a bucket on the bar. Without looking up, she says** Sorry, sweetheart, we ain't open fer an hour yet. Oct 29 21:11:51 Mind if I just wait here? Oct 29 21:12:18 * Molly smiles when she sees him, eyes lingering on his flirtily "Well now, my e'ening sudd'ly looks a lot more pleasurable, 'less there's another girl ye be wantin' t'day" Oct 29 21:12:57 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 29 21:13:51 * Molly smiles "Take a seat, 'less ye fancy dryin' glasses?" Oct 29 21:15:16 I could do that Oct 29 21:15:40 * Molly motions him with her finger to join her behind the bar Oct 29 21:15:49 * Morgan does so Oct 29 21:16:02 Soon as this is done, I 'ave some free time... Oct 29 21:16:12 * Molly gives him a tea towel Oct 29 21:16:50 * Morgan takes it, starting to dry Oct 29 21:17:28 Didn' think ye'd be back, given how quick ye disappeared las' time Oct 29 21:18:08 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 21:18:13 I suppose I'm unpredictable Oct 29 21:18:57 Very! Didn' even tell any of the others 'bout what ye did to me, noone would believe it anyway! Oct 29 21:19:17 * Morgan chuckles Oct 29 21:19:20 glad I made an impression Oct 29 21:19:39 * Molly nods rapidly, smiling at him Oct 29 21:19:43 Ye surely did Oct 29 21:20:26 * Molly keeps washing Oct 29 21:20:51 * Morgan nods Oct 29 21:21:03 So, yer here b'cause ye miss me and yer okay? *she smiles* Oct 29 21:21:13 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 29 21:21:16 something like that, aye Oct 29 21:22:06 * Molly nods. She makes rapid work of the last few glasses before taking out the dirty water and returning. She starts putting away the dry glasses Oct 29 21:22:17 Just a bit lonely? Oct 29 21:24:12 Could say that I suppose... Oct 29 21:24:21 * Molly finishes the job, then leans back against the counter, watching him with a smile "So, now ye have me all to yerself..." Oct 29 21:27:54 * Morgan nods, watching her Oct 29 21:29:03 Ye wanna go upstairs? Oct 29 21:29:57 can do... though I was hoping we could talk Oct 29 21:30:11 * Molly smiles Oct 29 21:30:51 Can ye talk on yer back? Oct 29 21:33:43 I expect so Oct 29 21:33:51 * Molly takes him up to the same room, where she kicks off her shoes before lying on the bed with her back to the wall. Then she pats the space beside her "lie down, an' we'll talk" Oct 29 21:34:04 * Morgan does Oct 29 21:34:27 * Molly watches him Oct 29 21:34:39 What would ye like t' talk about? Oct 29 21:35:21 you, mostly Oct 29 21:35:44 Were ye hopin' to be bored t' sleep? Oct 29 21:35:54 * Molly smiles, stroking his arm Oct 29 21:36:50 I don't think that'd be the case at all Oct 29 21:37:09 What would ye like to know? Oct 29 21:38:57 lets start with your hopes and dreams blossom Oct 29 21:39:12 * Molly smiles Oct 29 21:39:40 Most would say there's not much point a lass in a place like this 'aving any! Oct 29 21:41:16 My hopes an' dreams... learn to read, leave Balig... sail somewhere an' find work as a guv'ness. What about yers? Oct 29 21:42:35 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 21:42:50 find a Balig girl to take all over the world Oct 29 21:43:02 * Molly smiles Oct 29 21:43:19 Gonna be one very lucky girl, tongue like yers! Oct 29 21:44:43 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 21:44:45 I suppose Oct 29 21:45:12 Trust me! What else would ye like to know? Oct 29 21:47:26 siblings? Oct 29 21:47:47 Two living, both brothers who are older Oct 29 21:47:55 An' ye? Oct 29 21:49:34 a brother Oct 29 21:50:42 Gotta say, this is the oddest con'sation I've over had with a man, especially in my bed. Norm'ly they ask what turns me on, or to talk dirty to them? Oct 29 21:51:22 What do they ask for, if they've no intention of doing it? Oct 29 21:52:39 Cuddlin' generally. Sometimes while they do it themselves. Sometimes they 'ave wives left at home they don't wanna be unfaithful to Oct 29 21:53:51 No, I mean... why ask you what turns you on if they're not going to do that Oct 29 21:54:05 * Molly shrugs Oct 29 21:54:43 B'cause they don't want th' honest answer, they want me t' say what turns me on is what _they_ like. Oct 29 21:55:49 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 29 21:55:50 I see Oct 29 21:56:18 * Molly smiles, watching him again, still stroking his arm Oct 29 21:57:14 How about ye tell me what turns ye on? Oct 29 21:57:24 mostly you Oct 29 21:58:30 That is unfortunately specific fer ye! *she looks genuinely amused* Oct 29 22:00:00 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 22:00:04 its not been an issue thus far Oct 29 22:00:51 * Molly smiles, moving up to one elbow and stroking her fingers down his neck Oct 29 22:01:01 What else would ye like to know? Oct 29 22:01:41 what else would you like to tell me? Oct 29 22:02:42 * Molly smiles Oct 29 22:03:24 Hmmm... I dont know... would you like to know that I've pretended every man I've been with since you were here was you? Oct 29 22:04:19 Ye* Oct 29 22:09:46 * Molly watches his expression Oct 29 22:11:22 Depends if its true... Oct 29 22:12:01 * Molly nods Oct 29 22:12:42 I can't even remember anythin' about any of them now Oct 29 22:12:56 I really did make an impression... Oct 29 22:13:05 * Molly nods Oct 29 22:14:36 Ye did. Ne'er met any man who cared about what I would enjoy, cert'ly not one who could walk away wi'out spendin' hisself Oct 29 22:16:12 * Morgan nods Oct 29 22:17:09 Been hopin' maybe ye'd be back fer it Oct 29 22:17:15 oh? Oct 29 22:17:25 * Molly nods Oct 29 22:17:42 Wouldn' even charge ye... Oct 29 22:18:03 _that_ keen eh Oct 29 22:18:25 After what ye did fer me... Oct 29 22:20:30 ... wouldn' be right an' fair fer me not to satisfy ye, would it? **she smiles** Oct 29 22:20:47 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 22:20:55 I'm more interested in if you _want_ to Oct 29 22:21:11 * Molly nods Oct 29 22:22:15 I do. Ne'er wanted to b'fore, not fer anything but the money to eat an'have shelter an' my lessons... not just fer enjoyment Oct 29 22:23:12 * Morgan nods Oct 29 22:24:21 * Molly leans over, kissing him gently before pulling away Oct 29 22:25:24 Not really sure what ye've done to me, but I'm pretty b'witched by ye, Master Hockridge. Oct 29 22:25:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 29 22:26:05 I'm rather pleased to hear that Oct 29 22:26:22 * Molly smiles Oct 29 22:26:58 Now... what can I do fer ye that would b'witch ye too? Oct 29 22:27:15 What do you _want_ to do? Oct 29 22:27:56 * Molly thinks about it, smiling warmly Oct 29 22:29:18 I want to strip ye, take ye in my mouth til ye beg me t' ride you, an' then have you call my name as you cum in me Oct 29 22:37:36 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 29 22:39:54 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Oct 29 22:40:05 [22:24] (Molly) I want to strip ye, take ye in my mouth til ye beg me t' ride you, an' then have you call my name as you cum in me Oct 29 22:45:07 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 29 22:45:12 I can get onboard with that Oct 29 22:48:09 * Molly smiles Oct 29 22:48:23 Are you done askin' questions? Oct 29 22:57:12 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:00:21 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 29 23:07:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 29 23:07:36 [22:56] (Molly) Very kind of ye, lettin' me do this Oct 29 23:07:37 [22:56] * Molly smiles, stroking down his chest boldly and then starts undoing his waistcoat buttons Oct 29 23:08:22 kind of me? Oct 29 23:08:53 * Molly nods Oct 29 23:09:16 I get to do what _I_ want. I I ne'er get that Oct 29 23:09:24 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:10:57 * Molly strips him as she wanted, her hands caressing, attentive, and all over him apart from his manhood. The flush of her cheeks and width of her pupils reveal how much she's enjoying it Oct 29 23:12:57 * Morgan is clearly aroused by this Oct 29 23:15:33 **There's a single chiming noise. She doesn't notice, running kisses from his mouth down his chin, chest, belly, navel** Oct 29 23:16:21 * Morgan sighs Oct 29 23:17:24 * Molly watches him as she runs her tongue in one slow, wide lick from his base to his tip Oct 29 23:17:45 * Morgan groans Oct 29 23:20:54 * Molly moves to between his thighs, concentrating on working him over with her tongue, sometimes flicking lightly, sometimes licking him very firmly Oct 29 23:22:36 * Morgan revels in the sensations, squirming Oct 29 23:22:54 * Molly sucks him into her mouth, using her tongue within the rhythmic suction to swirl and stimulate him. She runs her hands over him stomach and thighs at the same time Oct 29 23:23:02 His* Oct 29 23:27:54 * Morgan draws in a few ragged breaths Oct 29 23:28:01 **the dawn watch chimes three times. He doesn't automatically wake, but he can feel it will take effort to stay asleep** Oct 29 23:28:32 * Morgan wakes up Oct 29 23:29:44 **He is understandably hard. The cat has gone back to the footstool, the negligee tucked beneath Morgan's face on the pillow** Oct 29 23:30:15 * Morgan sighs, trying to relax for a minute before getting out of bed to dress Oct 29 23:30:38 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 29 23:30:41 **The weather looks reasonable and there's still a good wind when he gets up on deck. HH is already there, looking around** Oct 29 23:30:41 How y' doing? Oct 29 23:32:15 * Morgan shrugs Oct 29 23:32:16 alright Oct 29 23:32:22 No nightmares? Oct 29 23:33:25 No Oct 29 23:33:49 * HH nods Oct 29 23:34:16 Tha's good. Weather looks good. Should be 'ome tomorrow Oct 29 23:34:31 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:34:41 about time Oct 29 23:34:52 Been a long time comin' Oct 29 23:35:23 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:38:39 **Around breakfast time, whilst he is writing down the first dream and pondering it, as well as a less adult version of last night's second dream, he suddenly feels that Draw** Oct 29 23:39:12 Fuck. Oct 29 23:39:34 * Morgan stamps up onto deck, looking for Sorgi Oct 29 23:41:42 **Sorgi isn't there, Koen is on watch, the Rose already on the move** Oct 29 23:42:16 Koen... We need to go faster.... fast as we can manage Oct 29 23:42:29 * HH is now known as Koen Oct 29 23:42:59 Already doing that, my Lord. Captain hopes to get to the island by nightfall Oct 29 23:43:16 * Morgan frowns Oct 29 23:43:30 by memory, how far from the island to taw stock? Oct 29 23:44:33 Another ninety minutes, but you wouldn't do it in the dark, much too risky with the sand bars and shallower bits Oct 29 23:45:37 * Morgan nods, heading below deck to find HeinzHarold Oct 29 23:46:06 **Heinzharold is in his cabin, talking Oct 29 23:46:12 * Koen is now known as HH Oct 29 23:46:43 And by tomorrow e'ening, I'll be back with y'... Oct 29 23:48:25 * Morgan thumps on the door Oct 29 23:48:40 **The draw feels no weaker than it does when he near but out of sight of her. He starts to be able to pinpoint her direction again, which should be impossible more than a hundred miles away* Oct 29 23:48:44 Come in Oct 29 23:49:08 * Morgan shoves the door open Oct 29 23:49:14 I need a drink Oct 29 23:49:35 * HH looks surprised but finds him a bottle of scotch Oct 29 23:49:45 What's 'appened? Oct 29 23:49:59 Something... I don't know... I can feel the Draw Oct 29 23:50:05 * HH frowns Oct 29 23:50:22 I dont feel anything *he hands it over* Oct 29 23:50:32 * Morgan takes a couple of mouthfuls Oct 29 23:50:41 _I_ do... Oct 29 23:50:48 * Morgan points in the direction of the pull Oct 29 23:51:00 Bet you a guilder thats the direction for Tawstock... Oct 29 23:51:28 Not gonna waste my money! How far are we? Oct 29 23:52:04 a hundred miles and change Oct 29 23:52:17 Going as fast as we can? Oct 29 23:52:40 Koen says so Oct 29 23:52:55 Can't get there faster by road, that'd take us four days or so. Oct 29 23:53:56 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:54:12 if we keep this pace, we'll get to the island, but it'll be too dark to get to Tawstock Oct 29 23:54:40 Damn. Twenty four hours for the draw? Oct 29 23:54:41 [Blossom... can you hear me?] Oct 29 23:54:46 * Morgan nods Oct 29 23:55:11 **Theres nothing. He doesnt even get the feeling his message was received** Oct 29 23:56:06 Even if we leave the island at first light, its half eight for Tawstock, so almost ten when we get to her Oct 29 23:56:27 * Morgan nods, grinding his teeth Oct 29 23:56:28 I know Oct 29 23:57:13 It's only eight forty five now. Sorry man, I think we're gonna have to ride it out an' remember that she's a smart lassie. Oct 29 23:59:52 * HH nods at the bottle as if prompting him Oct 30 00:01:18 * Morgan guzzles another couple of mouthfuls before putting it down Oct 30 00:01:49 * HH watches him Oct 30 00:02:10 Mebbie drink enough to knock herself out? Oct 30 00:02:30 Yerself * Oct 30 00:02:46 Where the nightmares are... Oct 30 00:03:12 Where the time passes quick Oct 30 00:04:12 Then I'll be awake all night, without even movement to be a comfort Oct 30 00:04:21 Look, y' said y' have to have sex with her to get rid of it...? Oct 30 00:05:02 * Morgan nods Oct 30 00:05:03 and? Oct 30 00:05:07 Mebbie if y' sort yerself out, it'll get rid of the draw? Oct 30 00:05:20 for me, maybe... Oct 30 00:06:02 Yer more worried about what's goin on there than doin' twenty four hours desperate for her? Oct 30 00:06:37 * Morgan frowns Oct 30 00:06:39 of course I am Oct 30 00:07:09 She knows th' risks, she'll shut herself away Oct 30 00:07:37 if she can Oct 30 00:08:05 Well most likely it's the baby come, isnt it? Oct 30 00:08:31 Or... she's hit her head... or something nasty has turned up... Oct 30 00:08:58 They big enough to start the draw though? Oct 30 00:09:35 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 00:09:42 my nightmare the other night, she'd just hit her head Oct 30 00:10:55 A'right. Sure she will have thought all this through b'fore healin', doncha think? Oct 30 00:11:11 If she realises... Oct 30 00:12:20 She's prob'ly shut up tight in her room already, miserable thinkin' how it's twenty four hours on 'er own, nothing more Oct 30 00:12:49 I hope so Oct 30 00:13:07 * HH goes to say something, then shuts his mouth Oct 30 00:13:45 * Morgan watches him Oct 30 00:13:47 what? Oct 30 00:14:02 * HH sighs Oct 30 00:14:23 They think we're due back this mornin', don't they? Oct 30 00:14:34 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 00:14:42 I did tell her it'd be an extra day at least... Oct 30 00:15:01 * HH nods Oct 30 00:15:42 A'right. Just gotta trust that she's gonna be okay, and get you through it Oct 30 00:15:58 * Morgan takes another couple of mouthfuls Oct 30 00:16:06 I'll be in the galley Oct 30 00:16:29 Want me t' come with y'? Oct 30 00:17:18 No... You're not gonna be able to drag me out of this mood... I'm just going to spend some time doing mundane things, thats all Oct 30 00:17:29 * HH nods Oct 30 00:17:57 Alright, I'm going to go up top, see if I can make us any faster Oct 30 00:18:32 * Morgan nods Oct 30 00:18:36 I doubt it... Oct 30 00:18:45 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 30 00:19:12 * Ulysses is in the galley stealing from the used breakfast plates when he gets there Oct 30 00:19:56 **Cook looks at the cat, just rolling his eyes as he washes then stacks wet cups and plates Oct 30 00:21:10 * Morgan puts the weapons he's collected from his room on a table before getting coffee and sitting down Oct 30 00:21:39 * Ulysses comes over and rubs his face on Morgan before leaving Oct 30 00:21:52 * Ulysses is now known as Cook Oct 30 00:22:02 Good morning, my Lord Oct 30 00:22:54 Mr Cook Oct 30 00:23:07 What can I do for you? Oct 30 00:24:29 If you've any breakfast left, I'd appreciate some Oct 30 00:25:39 Soon as I've dried these I'll make you some, my lord Oct 30 00:25:50 * Morgan nods Oct 30 00:25:51 thank you Oct 30 00:26:37 * Cook works on the drying. Even just watching the drying motion reminds him of the dream, her low cut dress, her tongue on his manhood, how she'd wanted him to be and call her name as he spent himself. It's vivid thanks to the draw** Oct 30 00:26:49 Beg* Oct 30 00:27:19 * Morgan frowns, starting to sharpen the first sword Oct 30 00:27:37 * Cook glances at him, smiling Oct 30 00:27:48 I'm going as fast as I can! Oct 30 00:28:27 Sorry... I've something on my mind, I find it... therapeutic Oct 30 00:28:34 * Cook nods Oct 30 00:28:44 I find that with chopping vegetables Oct 30 00:28:54 **There's a miaow Oct 30 00:29:21 * Morgan looks towards the sound Oct 30 00:29:40 **Ulysses looks very proud of the negligee he's dragged all the way to the galley Oct 30 00:30:04 * Cook looks at the cat "what have you got there, little fiend?" Oct 30 00:30:27 * Morgan gets up, retrieving it from the cat Oct 30 00:31:25 **Though the cat had good intentions of soothing Morgan with the smell of his mate, it does the exact opposite, only inflaming him with thought of her** Oct 30 00:32:55 * Morgan puts it down on the seat beside him trying to ignore it Oct 30 00:33:11 **Ulysses miaows questioningly* Oct 30 00:33:42 * Cook dries some more saying nothing Oct 30 00:34:39 * Morgan looks at the cat Oct 30 00:34:47 I know... but its not working Oct 30 00:35:22 **he jumps up to sit beside it, miaowing again* Oct 30 00:36:40 * Morgan fusses the cat Oct 30 00:36:42 I know Oct 30 00:37:56 * Cook moves on to making him breakfast, but every minute drags with restlessness and flashes of thoughts of her. And the pull of him to her continues. Oct 30 00:38:26 * Morgan goes back to using the whetstone Oct 30 00:40:10 **it's helpful, like meditation... a bit like him meditating in his dream study, slowing his heart rate, then raising it as he began to pleasure her with his thumbs in circular motions... Oct 30 00:40:20 * Cook sets down his plate Oct 30 00:40:24 Here we go Oct 30 00:41:07 * Morgan nods Oct 30 00:41:08 thank you Oct 30 00:42:10 **eating slowly kills half an hour, but soon the draw becomes very present again. It's difficult to settle. Ulysses is now asleep on the negligee Oct 30 00:43:19 * Morgan starts sharpening the axe Oct 30 00:43:58 * Cook takes a break after cleaning up from Morgan, briefly leaving him and the cat alone Oct 30 00:44:24 * Cook is now known as HH Oct 30 00:44:47 * HH comes in, watching what Morgan is doing Oct 30 00:46:37 Fuckin' hell, you look strained. Oct 30 00:46:53 * Morgan glances at him Oct 30 00:46:55 thanks Oct 30 00:47:01 Welcome. Oct 30 00:47:11 * HH leans against the counter Oct 30 00:47:36 We're going as fast as we can Oct 30 00:48:34 * Morgan nods Oct 30 00:48:36 told you Oct 30 00:50:20 Neither Sorgi nor Claudia can feel it either, 's just you Oct 30 00:50:32 * Morgan frowns Oct 30 00:51:49 **he then recalls the Nieblungen telling him in Freiburg that he will feel it over any distance Oct 30 00:51:59 * Morgan sighs Oct 30 00:52:07 I'll always feel it, over any distance Oct 30 00:52:55 Gonna be difficult, unless there's some way o' predicting it Oct 30 00:53:46 Aye... I don't think there is Oct 30 00:54:31 Sorgi in July, Gottlieb in August, Cook in September, Elsie in October... Oct 30 00:54:50 Y' know what today is? Oct 30 00:55:09 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 00:55:18 November 1st Oct 30 00:56:38 * Morgan sighs Oct 30 00:56:46 great Oct 30 00:58:31 It's like once a month... *he thinks* Elsie was October 5th... cook was middle of the month, b'fore y' got to Freiburg... so it's more like every four weeks... Oct 30 00:58:54 Thats a pattern I'm not particularly happy about Oct 30 00:58:58 * HH moves away from the counter Oct 30 00:59:15 Moon phases mebbie? Oct 30 00:59:42 Could be I suppose Oct 30 01:00:38 An' it's not when she's indisposed? Oct 30 01:01:37 **thinking about this, it's always two weeks before she bleeds, even when she was a week late in the aftermath of the cast** Oct 30 01:02:46 No... no, its two weeks before that... every time... Oct 30 01:03:00 * HH grins Oct 30 01:03:17 Sounds like we just found ourselves a pattern! Oct 30 01:04:34 Not a pleasant one, man Oct 30 01:05:17 Why not? If she's regularly indisposed, y' know when you need to be home. Oct 30 01:07:01 Which'd be fine, if it was that simple Oct 30 01:07:10 That would also mean it's th' date that matters not 'ow big the healin' is, which means she's likely absolutely fine t'day Oct 30 01:07:26 Maybe Oct 30 01:07:58 So it would be simple, wouldn't it? Oct 30 01:09:26 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:09:28 I suppose so Oct 30 01:09:33 Be like y' doing the ball in the field when y' were upset. Use th' energy, start the draw, swive her, everything's good. Oct 30 01:11:17 So her healing people is coincidence? Oct 30 01:11:27 * HH shrugs Oct 30 01:12:06 Dunno. Summat y' need to work out? But it's a starting point Oct 30 01:13:06 * HH adds up Oct 30 01:14:15 So about twenty ninth of this month for it to happen again, 'ssuming she's like Inga. Oct 30 01:14:26 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 30 01:15:43 Mebbie I'm wrong, but it makes more sense th'n much else. She's done other big stuff, like Otto's lung tumours, no draw. Y' know why? Oct 30 01:16:07 With Otto she drew on me, though Oct 30 01:17:20 Done that with Sorgi too. Otto no draw, Sorgi draw. Both serious, both took lots of effort? Oct 30 01:17:30 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:17:33 makes sense then Oct 30 01:17:49 * HH nods, looking quite proud of himself Oct 30 01:18:02 Does, doesn' it? Oct 30 01:18:35 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:18:36 aye Oct 30 01:18:42 * HH strokes the cat then sneezes Oct 30 01:19:07 Best ask th' lady 'erself when we get back Oct 30 01:19:12 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:19:15 will do Oct 30 01:19:30 * HH nods, looking satisfied Oct 30 01:19:49 Y' gonna get cat fur all over that if y' not careful Oct 30 01:21:02 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:21:06 he tried to make me feel better Oct 30 01:21:54 By bringing y' something that smells so much of her? Sounds more like a way t'get blue balls to me *he grins* Oct 30 01:24:08 Not on a normal day Oct 30 01:25:48 * HH grins Oct 30 01:26:03 Want me t' hide it from him in my room? Oct 30 01:26:34 No... go stick it in the wardrobe in my room, would you? Tuck it inside one of the dresses Oct 30 01:27:49 * HH lifts the cat, sneezing repeatedly. He brushes the cat fur off Oct 30 01:28:11 I have gotta get my wife one of these *he grins* Oct 30 01:28:24 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:28:49 Mebbie white... maybe blue... Oct 30 01:29:49 * HH shakes it out, sneezing again "In the wardrobe, _inside_ a dress, not on a hanger?" Oct 30 01:31:06 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 01:31:12 try it on a hanger Oct 30 01:31:39 This t'make it smell more like her an'less like the cat? Oct 30 01:34:04 * Morgan nods Oct 30 01:34:06 aye Oct 30 01:34:22 * HH looks at him "I was right..." Oct 30 01:34:59 what? Oct 30 01:35:11 * HH grins, heading out of the door "Gonna be like pouring a cup of milk in a thimble" he chuckles Oct 30 01:36:50 * Morgan shakes his head, muttering Oct 30 01:37:24 **this also reminds him of her asking in her dream for him to cum in her whilst saying her name, and doesn't help with the draw pulling at him at all** Oct 30 01:52:58 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 30 10:57:11 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 30 10:57:15 **It's very hard for him to settle to anything at all, his mind just wandering to her relentlessly, the feel of her, the taste of her, how strong the pleasure is when he comes twice in her on the sparkly days. Hours pass like this, and just after midday,  Claudia comes to find him ((where is he?))** Oct 30 10:58:54 ((still in the galley)) Oct 30 11:03:52 Hey... how you doing? Oct 30 11:04:45 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 11:08:08 * Claudia sits down beside him Oct 30 11:08:18 She's going to be fine Oct 30 11:08:31 * Morgan nods Oct 30 11:08:36 I hope so Oct 30 11:09:06 At worst, we'll have a couple of men to bury tomorrow, but that's hardly new to us Oct 30 11:09:28 * Morgan frowns Oct 30 11:11:35 She can protect herself. Hell, probably even more than I can. Oct 30 11:11:46 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 30 11:11:53 early enough, though? Oct 30 11:12:11 * Claudia nods Oct 30 11:12:25 She's not stupid. Oct 30 11:13:05 * Morgan nods Oct 30 11:13:58 You're going to be suffering the draw til breakfast? Oct 30 11:14:19 Apparently Oct 30 11:15:09 I dont envy you. An hour sat outside was bad enough with cook. Oct 30 11:15:44 * Morgan nods Oct 30 11:16:00 I'll endure it... I just need her to be ok Oct 30 11:17:36 I'm sure she will be. Will she know you're feeling it? **He told her about the twenty four hours, but not that he would feel it despite any distance** Oct 30 11:18:07 No... Oct 30 11:19:06 That's something at least. She won't be worrying about how you're coping Oct 30 11:19:44 No more than normal anyway Oct 30 11:20:11 * Claudia nods Oct 30 11:20:22 You worry about each other too much. Oct 30 11:21:05 So you said Oct 30 11:23:47 Going to try a watch, or too hard to think? Oct 30 11:24:30 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 11:24:37 its too difficult to keep my mind focussed Oct 30 11:24:44 * Claudia nods Oct 30 11:25:02 Not surprised really Oct 30 11:25:35 * Morgan nods Oct 30 11:25:45 Just be careful handling sharp things though, yeah? Oct 30 11:26:25 * Morgan nods towards the axe Oct 30 11:26:26 have been Oct 30 11:26:40 * Claudia smiles Oct 30 11:27:29 Wanna do some training? Hand to hand only... well, feet too. And elbows. Basically no weapons. Oct 30 11:31:00 * Morgan nods Oct 30 11:31:01 aye Oct 30 11:37:07 * Claudia ropes Heinzharold in too, so after lunch the three of them take over the ballroom to spar weapons-free. Its enjoyable, but he's still distracted by the draw, which gets worse remembering sparring with Molly here and having outwitted and captured her in his arms. Oct 30 11:51:30 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 30 12:23:40 * Claudia ropes Heinzharold in too, so after lunch the three of them take over the ballroom to spar weapons-free. Its enjoyable, but he's still distracted by the draw, which gets worse remembering sparring with Molly here and having outwitted and captured her in his arms. Oct 30 12:24:56 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 30 12:25:23 [12:07] * Claudia and HH fight each other, and he catches a knee to the groin. He groans "Bloody 'ell, I need them f' tomorrow!" Oct 30 12:26:02 * Claudia laughs "do we need to know that?" Oct 30 12:27:40 I'm more concerned with Inga's wrath if he cant... ya know Oct 30 12:28:15 Saving her a disappointment! Oct 30 12:29:17 [12:15] (Claudia) **HH continues to hop around, looking at Morgan** She wouldn't be 'appy! Mebbie Claudia can knee you in th' plums, distract ya Oct 30 12:30:07 * Claudia grins "I could do that" Oct 30 12:33:12 No thank you Oct 30 12:38:11 **HH straightens up, fighting her again, this time making silly exaggerated sounds of pain, making her laugh. They are clearly having fun, and get into outlandishly insulting and taunting each other, yet even still Morgan's attention wanders. If anything, it's getting worse not better** Oct 30 12:39:41 **he realises whilst his mind has been full of her that Claudia and HH are stood watching him Oct 30 12:40:27 HH: I wouldn' take him to a tavern brawl like this, let alone a proper fight Oct 30 12:41:03 * Morgan sighs, hanging his head Oct 30 12:41:48 * Claudia nods "Not good. And you only had to deal with it for fifteen minutes before. I've done two hours... It's not pleasant" Oct 30 12:43:07 * Morgan nods Oct 30 12:43:11 I've noticed Oct 30 12:43:30 HH: Come on Morgan, let's have a drink, play some cards. Or I'll tolerate y' playing the geetar Oct 30 12:49:26 **Claudia goes on deck, and he and HH go to Morgan's study. They spend time playing poker, but soon his mind is wandering to playing strip quinze with her and how she'd been sat in just a shirt teasing him as they did. Oct 30 12:49:53 * Claudia is now known as HH Oct 30 12:55:21 It's your deal, man Oct 30 12:55:31 * Morgan nods, dealing the cards Oct 30 12:56:29 Is it worse than norm'l, or more like y' norm'ly want her, just sustained over hours rather than minutes? Oct 30 13:00:09 combination of the two, really Oct 30 13:00:37 Mebbie you'll dream hop an' get to see her? Oct 30 13:00:53 Doubt it Oct 30 13:01:04 Been a few days Oct 30 13:01:17 I was in her dream last night but she wasn't realising... Oct 30 13:01:33 Ah damn, woulda been good to know how they are Oct 30 13:01:38 * Morgan nods Oct 30 13:01:39 I know Oct 30 13:01:54 Anythin' interestin'? Oct 30 13:02:25 Brothel again Oct 30 13:02:39 Dreams that a lot? Oct 30 13:02:52 * HH smiles, looking at his cards Oct 30 13:03:06 Thats twice now Oct 30 13:03:57 Doesn' seem like somethin' you'd except a woman to dream about Oct 30 13:06:40 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 13:08:38 Mebbie it's b'cause of Elsie? Oct 30 13:10:12 Maybe... Oct 30 13:11:03 Least y' got to see her? Makes today easier? Oct 30 13:12:27 Not especially, no Oct 30 13:12:36 * HH smirks Oct 30 13:13:00 Figured y'woulda taken th' opportunity Oct 30 13:15:25 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 13:17:11 This time t'morrow we'll be back. Thought about yer plans when we dock? Oct 30 13:20:52 * Morgan nods Oct 30 13:21:02 Few arrangements to make... Oct 30 13:24:04 Dau and th' solicitor? Oct 30 13:26:20 * Morgan nods Oct 30 13:28:25 What ya doin with him then? Jail cell? Holding him here in the brig? Takin' him up the big house? Oct 30 13:31:16 Jail I suppose Oct 30 13:31:38 Might hold him in the brig til Lady Torrington gets things moving Oct 30 13:32:04 If he isn' on the ship, one of us needs t' guard him I I reck'n Oct 30 13:36:31 * HH loses the hand then deals up Oct 30 13:38:14 I sus[ect you're right Oct 30 13:40:49 Could leave Claudia Oct 30 13:44:01 Aye, maybe. Depends what she wants to be doing Oct 30 13:45:35 Jus' like we been away three weeks an' are now going to be with them, she's been here with Cap'n three weeks an' is gonn be leavin'... Oct 30 13:46:26 leaving? Oct 30 13:46:59 Goin' back to the big house Oct 30 13:47:12 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 13:47:14 I suppose so Oct 30 13:47:36 Mebbie she wants t' be in town instead Oct 30 13:48:25 Maybe... up to her, though I'd like her to cast her eye over the guards again Oct 30 13:48:36 * HH nods Oct 30 13:48:58 Should be pretty much sorted, shouldn' they? Oct 30 13:50:54 _should_ be Oct 30 13:51:29 We gonna have to get on the move again soon if y' gonna tell Edward about Florrie b'fore the wedding Oct 30 13:52:35 * Morgan nods Oct 30 13:52:36 aye Oct 30 13:52:40 * HH slides the deck for Morgan to deal Oct 30 13:52:47 * Morgan deals Oct 30 13:53:03 'Spose you could leave it, wait til it's a done deal Oct 30 13:55:46 And risk the potential fall out? Oct 30 13:57:45 Mina's gonna be heartbroken either way. At least they end up married that way? Oct 30 13:58:03 And have her trapped with him if she doesn't want to be? Oct 30 13:58:16 * HH shrugs Oct 30 13:58:24 She knows what he did? Oct 30 13:59:09 * Morgan nods Oct 30 13:59:40 He told her father when it happened... her father forbade him from seeing her again... I persuaded him otherwise, at a cost Oct 30 14:00:02 That she was told? Oct 30 14:00:21 that _I_ told her Oct 30 14:00:30 That's brutal Oct 30 14:00:37 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:00:38 it was Oct 30 14:00:47 I think he hoped I wouldn't have the stomach for it Oct 30 14:01:08 Sorry man. Always liked Hapsburg, no idea why he'd be that cruel Oct 30 14:01:31 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:01:46 I was somewhat surprised, but... When it comes to protecting your children, I suppose... Oct 30 14:01:53 * HH nods Oct 30 14:03:12 Surprised he accepted Edward. Always got the feelin' Hapsburg wanted her to marry you instead. Not that y' woulda complained when we were seventeen or so! Oct 30 14:03:31 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:03:41 My father wanted that I think... Oct 30 14:03:53 * Morgan frowns briefly Oct 30 14:04:00 how drunk were you at the Shadowfayre? Oct 30 14:04:33 I would ask which one, but I been pretty drunk at all of 'em since I was fifteen Oct 30 14:04:40 * HH grins Oct 30 14:05:02 You know which one... Oct 30 14:05:09 Sixty one? Oct 30 14:05:34 the year you were the king... Oct 30 14:08:17 * HH grins "first drink was gi'en to me before nine in th' morning... I reck'n they try t' make you leg-less. By th' time we were back at the big house, I can't remember a thing!" Oct 30 14:09:31 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:09:32 alright Oct 30 14:09:38 Why? Oct 30 14:10:27 Just something bothering me, but I'll ask Inga Oct 30 14:10:42 * HH frowns Oct 30 14:11:39 Well now tha's gonna bother me. If there's summat you need t' ask me, ask me. Don' try an find out fr'm my lik darlin Oct 30 14:11:48 Lil* Oct 30 14:12:08 I just don't think you'll remember, thats all... you remember the old lady getting killed by the pole? Oct 30 14:12:23 Old Maude, aye Oct 30 14:12:33 * HH watches him, cards not touches Oct 30 14:12:37 Hear anything odd as it happened? Oct 30 14:12:37 Touched* Oct 30 14:13:01 * HH thinks hard Oct 30 14:13:31 No... don't think so... was just after the toast, I think Oct 30 14:13:42 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:14:07 * HH frowns again Oct 30 14:14:10 Why? Oct 30 14:14:34 * Morgan watches him Oct 30 14:14:44 why you so on edge about it? Oct 30 14:16:42 Th' other night y' dream about me overstepping with yer second wife... now y' have questions about the day yer first was my shadow queen... Oct 30 14:16:48 * HH shrugs Oct 30 14:17:05 Seems like mebbie somethings bothering _you_ Oct 30 14:17:11 I see... no, nothing like that Oct 30 14:17:33 * HH nods Oct 30 14:18:04 If I'da known she would end up being yer wife, I wouldn' have been king Oct 30 14:18:17 You think thats bothering me? Oct 30 14:18:30 * HH shrugs Oct 30 14:18:31 Mebbie Oct 30 14:18:39 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 14:18:52 Mebbie that's partly behind the Molly thing Oct 30 14:19:02 I don't _think_ so Oct 30 14:19:28 I kissed her, but it's part o' the festiv'ties Oct 30 14:19:37 I know... Oct 30 14:19:47 * HH nods Oct 30 14:21:44 Inga prob'ly has a clearer mem'ry of the pole fallin' than me Oct 30 14:22:41 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:23:02 Or yer Father Oct 30 14:23:10 Yes... I'm not asking him Oct 30 14:23:21 Bit far away? Oct 30 14:23:42 I'd rather avoid the fallout of why I'm asking and, if I'm right, how I knew Oct 30 14:23:55 Which is? Oct 30 14:24:09 The usual... had a dream Oct 30 14:24:25 But y' weren't there Oct 30 14:24:37 * Morgan takes out a piece of paper and starts drawing Oct 30 14:24:46 I know Oct 30 14:24:57 * HH keeps an eye on it Oct 30 14:25:49 * Morgan pushes it across the table once he's finished, a fairly detailed sketch of HeinzHarold and Dietlinde and the clothing they wore, though the details in Dietlinde's face aren't there Oct 30 14:26:13 * HH nods slowly, then grins Oct 30 14:26:19 I looked sexy as hell. Oct 30 14:26:27 * Morgan watches him Oct 30 14:26:51 Sorry... that's spot on Oct 30 14:27:04 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 30 14:27:08 but I wasn't there... Oct 30 14:27:21 No... so 'ow the fuck...? Oct 30 14:27:31 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 14:27:38 Like I said... had a dream Oct 30 14:28:10 It's like "what if it was the same, but the only difference was you being there?" Oct 30 14:28:22 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:28:51 pole came down, Inga was in the crowd, crying... I'm hoping she'll remember better than you Oct 30 14:29:06 * HH nods Oct 30 14:29:47 She 'members me an' Dietlinde up on the podium, and the white embroidery on her dress, so I 'spect she will Oct 30 14:29:57 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:30:16 * HH looks at the sketch again Oct 30 14:30:18 In hindsight, it was strange... seeing the two of you... Oct 30 14:31:05 Sorry man. Like I said, I 'ad no way o' knowing what was gonna happen with th' two of you, not til y' said you'd married her Oct 30 14:31:18 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 14:32:10 In the dream, I'd not seen her before... didn't know about any of this, I was just... back from the academy. Oct 30 14:32:28 * HH nods Oct 30 14:32:34 Good Oct 30 14:35:21 * HH looks at it once more Oct 30 14:35:37 Keep tha', might jog Inga's mem'ry Oct 30 14:35:46 Sure? Oct 30 14:36:53 * HH nods Oct 30 14:37:12 You need t' get to the bottom of what's bothering you Oct 30 14:37:51 Aye, but... you want her seeing _this_? I don't want her getting jealous... Oct 30 14:38:38 Inga won't be jealous, not like she an' I had anything more than jus' what we had to for the celebration Oct 30 14:39:06 * Morgan looks at him Oct 30 14:39:13 Are you lying to me, or yourself? Oct 30 14:40:03 * HH watches Morgan right back with an expression he seems to have gotten from Claudia Oct 30 14:40:27 It was one kiss, that's it. Nothin' happened. Oct 30 14:41:25 I'm not doubting that, but I'm not stupid... she was beautiful and you, well... Theus wasn't exactly cruel when he was dishing out your looks, was he... Oct 30 14:42:47 I kissed a lot of beautiful girls, at home an' in camps an' in brothels. She's the one my best friend married. Oct 30 14:43:34 * Morgan rolls his eyes Oct 30 14:43:49 * HH watches him Oct 30 14:44:18 Thinking mebbie the one most likely t' get jealous about it is you, not Inga Oct 30 14:45:02 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 14:45:32 No... I don't blame either of you for wanting to repeat that kiss... Oct 30 14:45:50 * HH shrugs Oct 30 14:46:03 Think yet readin' more of it than it was Oct 30 14:46:07 Yer * Oct 30 14:46:25 * Morgan smiles slightly Oct 30 14:46:51 I don't... my father was hellbent on getting me with Mina... Oct 30 14:47:02 * HH nods Oct 30 14:47:53 Sounds like him. It woulda made a lot of sense, you really liked her, yer Fathers get on, good alliance an all that. Would worked out. Oct 30 14:48:53 Probably... Oct 30 14:49:08 * HH smirks "You'da been a lot more borin' though!" Oct 30 14:49:22 I'd be less surprising, certainly Oct 30 14:49:28 * HH nods Oct 30 14:49:44 No taverns or stables with Mina Oct 30 14:50:56 unlikely, yes... though I did catch her and Edward being less than polite in a corridor in the Eisenfursts house Oct 30 14:51:08 * HH laughs Oct 30 14:51:25 Bet th' look on Edward's face was priceless Oct 30 14:52:06 I didn't interrupt... Oct 30 14:52:36 I woulda Oct 30 14:52:57 I know... if it hadn't been such a long time apart for them... Oct 30 14:53:05 * HH nods Oct 30 14:53:55 Lucky f' Edward yer Father didn' get his way with you an' Mina Oct 30 14:54:32 * Morgan nods Oct 30 14:54:42 I suppose so... though I think she was always keen on him anyway Oct 30 14:55:57 Bad taste. Oct 30 14:57:04 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 14:57:13 He's certainly got the charm Oct 30 14:57:40 Yeah, don' like him smarming at my wife much Oct 30 14:59:51 He do it with Molly much? Oct 30 15:00:39 all the time... though... he thinks of her as his sister anyway Oct 30 15:02:32 Kinda weird Oct 30 15:02:50 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:03:04 I thought so but... well, there's been a lot happened. Oct 30 15:03:16 * HH nods Oct 30 15:03:31 Ever tempted to smack him when he does it? Oct 30 15:03:39 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:03:50 oh yes Oct 30 15:04:05 Me too. 'Specially when Inga seems to like it. Oct 30 15:04:51 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:04:56 I know... Oct 30 15:06:21 * HH plays quietly for a few minutes Oct 30 15:09:22 So we got no issues on the Dietlinde thing? Oct 30 15:09:43 Don't be absurd Oct 30 15:10:03 * HH nods Oct 30 15:10:07 Good. Oct 30 15:12:18 An' listen, I know y' say about how handsome I am, an all that... but it was _you_ she fell in love with an' married, not me. So don' feel bad you aren't gorgeous like I am Oct 30 15:14:46 I don't.... Oct 30 15:15:13 You been really lucky, considerin' yer face *he grins* Oct 30 15:15:22 and my temperament... Oct 30 15:16:33 Tha' only works for Molly. You were like a cute little puppy with Dietlinde Oct 30 15:22:44 I was a lot more... Naive was the word Claudia used I believe Oct 30 15:23:02 * HH nods Oct 30 15:23:30 Y' were gentle, saw th' best in people Oct 30 15:23:49 'Spose you were easy to love Oct 30 15:24:07 You saying I'm not gentle now? Oct 30 15:24:58 * HH shrugs Oct 30 15:25:11 Not in th' same way Oct 30 15:25:29 * Morgan sighs Oct 30 15:25:31 rather sad really Oct 30 15:26:50 Nah. You're gentle more selectively now Oct 30 15:27:41 Not that anyone in Eisen is particularly bothered Oct 30 15:28:23 Definitely more taciturn Oct 30 15:28:46 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:29:41 I like y' though *he shrugs* Oct 30 15:30:11 SOmeone's got to I suppose Oct 30 15:31:10 Wife an' kid that hero worship you Oct 30 15:32:06 I doubt it Oct 30 15:32:25 Yer still an idiot then Oct 30 15:33:33 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 15:33:34 maybe Oct 30 15:34:22 Prob'ly be a bit envious if I didn' have my own wife worshippin' the ground I walk on Oct 30 15:35:14 She bloody adores you Oct 30 15:36:10 * HH grins Oct 30 15:36:20 I know. She's a good girl Oct 30 15:36:24 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:36:27 I like her Oct 30 15:36:33 * HH nods Oct 30 15:37:02 She's easy t' like. Only an asshole wouldn' like Inga Oct 30 15:38:11 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:39:11 Can't wait t'see her. Even in the War I was ne'er this homesick Oct 30 15:39:30 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:39:32 Not long Oct 30 15:40:44 Gonna tell 'er all about catching you an Claudia tryin'a tip water on me on m' birthday, the cow, yer cream flannels, the cold water bucket for my hair washing... Oct 30 15:41:37 Maybe don't tell her about the flannels, yes? Oct 30 15:42:07 But how can I tell 'er what happened to the bandits without that?! *he grins* Oct 30 15:42:51 easily... Oct 30 15:43:45 Gonna tell her 'bout my tattoo, and the inn that smelled like cabbage where that couple were noisily goin' at it Oct 30 15:45:05 My god that was awful Oct 30 15:47:46 The cabbage, or the sex? Oct 30 15:48:30 yes Oct 30 15:48:36 * HH laughs Oct 30 15:48:54 Did I tell you what that fate witch put in the note for the landlord? Oct 30 15:49:03 No? Oct 30 15:49:18 Basically... told you I wouldn't be paying for breakfast Oct 30 15:49:26 * HH laughs Oct 30 15:49:49 Tha's brilliant. You givin' Molly the bracelet? Oct 30 15:50:15 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:50:21 Thats who it was for Oct 30 15:52:17 * HH nods Oct 30 15:52:26 'Spect Inga will like it Oct 30 15:52:55 * Morgan nods Oct 30 15:52:58 I'd imagine so Oct 30 15:53:00 Wonder if Claudia tossed 'ers yet? Oct 30 15:54:13 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 15:58:23 * HH goes back to focusing on the cards, tossing them on the desk, and the draw seems stronger in the quiet, thoughts of having her on the blue leather in Picante and then holding her down roughly on it the evening after he first met Elsie Oct 30 15:59:44 * Morgan sighs, glaring at the cards Oct 30 15:59:53 * HH looks up Oct 30 15:59:58 Crap hand? Oct 30 16:00:47 Its worse when its quiet Oct 30 16:01:27 I was gonna offer to leave ya alone for a bit if y' needed it Oct 30 16:02:19 Its not getting any easier man Oct 30 16:02:33 * HH nods Oct 30 16:03:10 Wish I knew 'ow to help Oct 30 16:04:18 I know man Oct 30 16:04:28 Mebbie y' need some fresh air? Oct 30 16:05:00 * Morgan nods Oct 30 16:05:18 * HH tidies the cards Oct 30 16:05:39 Going now, or y' wanna meet me up there? Oct 30 16:06:02 Lets go Oct 30 16:06:36 * HH is now known as Sorgi Oct 30 16:06:36 **As the afternoon wears on, he stays up on deck, just staring at the horizon from the prow, still knowing precisely where she is, still feeling drawn. Sorgi comes over, leaning his hands on the rail** Oct 30 16:06:36 We can reach the island just after sunset, we've made good progress, but that's as close as we can get Oct 30 16:08:17 * Morgan nods Oct 30 16:08:51 Sorry, m'lord. I would have gotten you home if I could. Oct 30 16:09:42 I know you would Oct 30 16:09:56 * Sorgi nods Oct 30 16:10:13 She'll be alright, I have faith in that Oct 30 16:10:20 They told you? Oct 30 16:10:28 * Sorgi nods Oct 30 16:10:37 Claudia did Oct 30 16:10:41 * Morgan nods Oct 30 16:11:51 We can sail at first light, won't take us long from there Oct 30 16:12:05 * Morgan nods, sighing Oct 30 16:12:41 Do we need to prepare for tonight being a bad one? Oct 30 16:13:03 I wouldn't be surprised Oct 30 16:13:17 * Sorgi nods Oct 30 16:13:39 I'll make arrangements for one of us to stand guard then Oct 30 16:14:27 Thank you Sorgi Oct 30 16:14:40 No problem, m'lord Oct 30 16:15:39 **The Rose is docked at the island just as the very last light fades, and the men set up campfires, happy to be on land despite the cold. But all it brings him is the remembrance of Molly removing her clothing and getting him to join her naked and free in the water on their first beach walk here, teasing him about taking her against the cliff, the food from campfires delaying them from going back to their room Oct 30 16:16:14 * Morgan takes off his boots, making his way down to the water Oct 30 16:16:38 *the water is sharp and cold, but gentle Oct 30 16:18:31 **her skin beneath his hands had been like smooth sea glass, and she'd walked back naked along the beach, darting in and out of reach to tease him** Oct 30 16:18:52 [I wish you could hear me] Oct 30 16:20:09 **there's nothing to hear in response, just the waves pulling out in a gravelly suckling of the shore, then surging in again, rhythmic and repetitive** Oct 30 16:20:26 * Morgan wades a bit deeper Oct 30 16:21:16 **his trousers start to get wet, the fabric sticking to his skin like her shift did after the pool** Oct 30 16:21:32 * Morgan crouches down before sticking his face in the water Oct 30 16:22:23 **it's very cold, but it numbs his mind a little, reducing the warm intensity of yearning for her Oct 30 16:23:21 * Morgan does it again, getting more of his head into the water Oct 30 16:24:48 **it helps a little more. The draw is still there, but it's deeper than just needing her body, and with that it's not as sharp or as filled with the eroticimages of her Oct 30 16:25:59 * Morgan shakes himself before heading back to the others Oct 30 16:26:54 **His friends are sat at a campfire. There's singing and hot meat, and whispers of a possible visit to the brothel in Kingston in the next few days Oct 30 16:26:59 * Sorgi is now known as HH Oct 30 16:27:08 * HH hands him some food Oct 30 16:27:21 Whatcha make of it? Oct 30 16:28:26 I could probably make a sandwich out of it if I had some bread... Oct 30 16:28:49 Them goin' to the brothel in Kingston Oct 30 16:29:09 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 16:29:17 they behaved themselves last time didn't they Oct 30 16:31:53 C: I can supervise again if needs be Oct 30 16:32:16 You don't want to look the guards over? Oct 30 16:32:31 C: whatever needs doing Oct 30 16:32:49 Need you to come with me Oct 30 16:33:07 C: *she nods* Alright Oct 30 16:33:28 Going to need to get hold of Kit, too... Oct 30 16:33:30 * HH shrugs Oct 30 16:33:57 Looks like Cap'n will have t' take them instead then Oct 30 16:35:19 C: *he sees a hint of confusion in her micro-expression, but she shrugs as if she doesnt care either way. Then she looks at Morgan* won't he be gone now we have Dau? Oct 30 16:36:15 He won't know that... besides, he promised to keep them all safe til we got back Oct 30 16:37:31 C: What done need him for? Oct 30 16:37:40 Do we* Oct 30 16:44:29 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 30 17:15:45 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 30 17:29:44 [16:32] (HH) C: What done need him for? Oct 30 17:29:49 *do we Oct 30 17:31:04 Adds a bit of legitimacy for Dau changing his will Oct 30 17:32:41 C: Leave Dau here, we all ride up to Lady Torrington's, ride back down on Tuesday with Kit? Oct 30 17:33:30 On th' island? **she rolls her eyes* On the ship, you ass. Oct 30 17:34:42 Sorgi going to watch him? Oct 30 17:35:19 C: Makes sense. Oct 30 17:35:44 Sure y' wanna spend yer birthday down in town, not with yer wife? Oct 30 17:36:14 I'd much rather spend it with Molly... Oct 30 17:37:02 C: Take her with you? Unless Elsie's too far along for Molly to be more than an hour away? Oct 30 17:37:35 'Ssuming the draw isn't b'cause it's all over with Elsie and the baby... Oct 30 17:38:33 I have been wondering that Oct 30 17:39:18 **he nods** Don't like to think what our wives may have had to go through today... Oct 30 17:39:49 C: *snappily* don't then. You can't change it whether you brood on it or not. Oct 30 17:40:18 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 30 17:40:24 whats going on Claudia? Oct 30 17:41:59 C: Just don't see the point in hurting yourselves worrying about whether Elsie and the baby are dead and your wives are grieving when you dont even know Oct 30 17:42:30 I know, you're not normally that... snappy... Oct 30 17:42:56 Well maybe I'm worried about you pair. Oct 30 17:43:00 C* Oct 30 17:43:48 * Morgan watches her Oct 30 17:43:51 sure thats all it is? Oct 30 17:46:41 **she nods, eating some meat** Oct 30 17:48:05 * HH shrugs "find out tomorrow. Could mebbie get Kit and be back, but only if we don' stop at the big house long" Oct 30 17:49:30 Maybe... we could send him back, Claudia goes with him to the solicitors, bring Dau back to the ship til Lady Torrington sheriff can come for him... Oct 30 17:50:06 Y' even able to be so uninvolved? Oct 30 17:51:04 Don't know yet... Oct 30 17:53:25 Depends on what's caused today an' how much she needs you? Oct 30 17:54:00 * Morgan nods Oct 30 17:54:03 exactly Oct 30 17:55:22 Could be at the big house at ten thirty, Tawstock for twelve, coupla hours for solicitor, back before four? Oct 30 17:56:05 * Morgan nods Oct 30 17:57:07 Don' think either of us wanna leave so quick, but as long as I can get a big cuddle an' a kiss th' rest can wait... Oct 30 17:57:34 C: Soppy. Oct 30 17:59:11 Why don't you stay there... Oct 30 18:00:05 One, y' might need me, two, doesn' look good on you if I stay t' be with my wife but you go Oct 30 18:01:17 Why would I need you between The house and the town? With Kit for company... Oct 30 18:01:56 B'cause I'm funnier an' more attractive than 'im? Oct 30 18:02:02 C: Horseshit. Oct 30 18:02:54 * Morgan sniggers Oct 30 18:03:43 Y' only think that b'cause we're practically siblings. Morgan, I'm more attractive than Kit, right? Like, if you didn' know either of us, an' ya had to kiss one of us, y'd pick me, right? Oct 30 18:04:09 **Claudia starts laughing** Oct 30 18:04:37 Hold on, hold on, you're practically siblings, but we're not? Oct 30 18:05:42 Well _we_ are siblings in everything but biology Oct 30 18:06:05 So its less weird asking me who's better looking... makes total sense Oct 30 18:06:36 Yeah, b'cause yer not a girl, least as far as I know! Oct 30 18:06:51 I understand you're pretty bad at telling the difference Oct 30 18:06:55 **Claudia laughs again. She looks more relaxed now* Oct 30 18:07:10 Answer m' question Oct 30 18:08:45 well... he is very pretty Oct 30 18:09:01 More pretty than me?! Oct 30 18:09:30 I didn't say that, don't get e bee in your bonnet Oct 30 18:09:49 So you'd kiss me instead? Oct 30 18:10:11 **Claudia laughs again, shaking her head at them* Oct 30 18:10:47 I'm going to tell your wife you kept on at me, asking if I'd kiss you... Oct 30 18:11:18 I'll tell yours you were thinkin' about it! Oct 30 18:12:03 Thats because I'm kind and caring and don't want to hurt anyones feelings Oct 30 18:12:33 C: I'm going to ask Molly whether she would pick Heinzharold or Kit, then ask Inga about Morgan or Kit. Then you'll be equal Oct 30 18:13:49 Hang on, he gets jealous of a pretty boy and suddenly my wife has to be involved?! Oct 30 18:13:58 * HH laughs Oct 30 18:14:32 An' you can ask Inga, I a'ready know what she'll say Oct 30 18:17:35 * Morgan eats some meat Oct 30 18:19:44 Its Sunday. Oct 30 18:20:03 I know, I know how a week works Oct 30 18:20:23 Wednesday and Sunday. Molly and Forrester Oct 30 18:20:37 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:20:39 I know Oct 30 18:22:48 It's about half past eight Oct 30 18:23:30 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:23:33 best go look then, eh Oct 30 18:23:36 * HH gets up, stretching Oct 30 18:23:42 Race ya! Oct 30 18:24:00 * HH sprints at full tilt for the ship Oct 30 18:24:09 * Morgan follows him at a walk Oct 30 18:24:43 * HH is stood outside the door of the study when Morgan gets there Oct 30 18:25:11 Fucks sake. Oct 30 18:25:14 worth it, was it? Oct 30 18:25:38 Getting there first? Never! *he grins* Oct 30 18:26:26 glad you appreciate that Oct 30 18:26:28 * Morgan unlocks the door Oct 30 18:27:08 **The note on the mirror reads: Didn't see you tonight, hope all is well. I imagine you're all busy and celebrating being reunited. Love, Papa. Oct 30 18:27:18 * HH frowns at it Oct 30 18:27:48 Whatcha make of this? Oct 30 18:28:52 * Morgan frowns Oct 30 18:28:54 nothing good Oct 30 18:29:37 Mebbie she forgot Oct 30 18:29:55 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 18:30:34 I doubt it Oct 30 18:30:41 Mebbie she's sleeping Oct 30 18:32:00 I hope so... I pray thats all it is Oct 30 18:32:10 * HH nods Oct 30 18:32:17 Still feeling the draw? Oct 30 18:32:38 ((He is, and it's still very strong)) Oct 30 18:32:48 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:32:50 very much Oct 30 18:32:59 That's good then, isnt it? Oct 30 18:33:22 I can feel which way she is... I'm of half a mind to take a rowboat Oct 30 18:38:07 Prob'ly wouldn't be the craziest thing y' ever tried Oct 30 18:38:15 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:38:18 I know Oct 30 18:38:44 Not very safe though Oct 30 18:39:14 No... and ultimately pointless Oct 30 18:40:14 * HH nods Oct 30 18:41:20 Let's have some of yer Avebury moonshine and give the window seat another wax coat Oct 30 18:44:52 * Morgan sighs, putting it on the table Oct 30 18:45:17 **They get settled to this, a few drinks in already when HH says Oct 30 18:46:04 Mebbie she's changing a nappy an' getting peed on for the first time Oct 30 18:48:38 * Morgan shrugs, taking a mouthful of scotch Oct 30 18:49:07 Be s shame t' miss that, gonna be funny as hell Oct 30 18:49:43 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:50:16 * HH gets on with applying the wax and drinking Oct 30 18:51:00 Gonna bring 'er here for the windah seat, show her my talented handiwork? Oct 30 18:51:32 * Morgan nods Oct 30 18:51:50 * HH pats the wood Oct 30 18:52:27 Gonna be gentle to 'er? Oct 30 18:52:41 aye Oct 30 18:52:56 * HH nods Oct 30 18:55:03 **The combination of the silence and the draw leads his mind towards when she was sparkly here eight weeks ago and telling him she wanted a window seat, right before he demanded she come to him and he shoved her roughly against the door and started tugging at her clothes so he could have her Oct 30 18:56:26 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head slightly Oct 30 18:56:39 * HH looks up from waxing Oct 30 18:56:43 Wassup? Oct 30 18:58:01 Just... hard to concentrate Oct 30 18:58:46 **she'd had on the trousers she'd modified for access when they travelled, inspired by him having fucked her against a tree Oct 30 18:58:53 Try drinking some more? Oct 30 19:01:08 * Morgan nods taking another mouthful Oct 30 19:01:51 **she'd pulled his shirt off before undoing his trousers and stroking him. He'd pinned her hands over her head before taking her forcefully, the hand over her mouth to muffle her sounds of ecstasy only seeming to make her cum harder** Oct 30 19:02:11 We're gonna stand a guard incase tonight is a bad night Oct 30 19:02:34 * Morgan nods, taking another mouthful Oct 30 19:02:36 probably wise Oct 30 19:03:06 Expectin' trouble? Oct 30 19:03:17 Wouldn't you be? Oct 30 19:04:50 **he'd pounded her roughly, reading her mind so their desires bounced off one another and grew** Oct 30 19:05:15 Aye. Nightmares of some variety. Let's 'ope y' dont get stuck again Oct 30 19:05:47 * Morgan nods Oct 30 19:05:49 aye Oct 30 19:08:14 * HH eventually gets the last of the wax done whilst the draw pulls him to thoughts of how she'd wanted the window seat the same height as the couch in Fischler's nursery so he could take her on it as easily. HH finishes his drink** Oct 30 19:08:20 That's all done Oct 30 19:09:29 * Morgan nods Oct 30 19:09:55 Gonna try an' get some sleep? Oct 30 19:10:49 * Morgan nods Oct 30 19:10:59 Better had... gonna be no use anyone tired and stressed Oct 30 19:12:05 Yep. If they've been through hell the least we can do is be able t' handle it Oct 30 19:12:57 * HH gives him a hug once they're stood up Oct 30 19:13:32 Have a good night, man. Oct 30 19:13:37 I'll try Oct 30 19:14:03 * HH goes, sneezing as the cat comes in and goes straight to the bedroom Oct 30 19:14:11 * HH is now known as Ulysses Oct 30 19:15:25 * Morgan does his night prep, going and sitting by the cat, fussing him Oct 30 19:15:45 * Ulysses purrs loudly, showing his belly Oct 30 19:16:44 * Morgan rubs the cats belly Oct 30 19:17:15 * Ulysses lets him do this quite a while before going to scratch at the wardrobe Oct 30 19:17:38 * Morgan goes to fetch the negligee Oct 30 19:18:32 **The scent of the wardrobe brings back all sorts of memories of her, some just sweet and romantic, many of being intimate with her Oct 30 19:19:43 * Morgan sighs, taking the negligee back to the bed Oct 30 19:20:07 * Ulysses stays on the stool ignoring him Oct 30 19:20:59 * Morgan lays on his side, face on the negligee Oct 30 19:21:44 **In this quiet moment, the draw feels much more than sexual, like it is his soul, not his body, that craves her Oct 30 19:22:43 Tomorrow blossom... just a few hours more... Oct 30 19:23:01 * Ulysses miaows Oct 30 19:24:48 Come on then... Oct 30 19:25:46 * Ulysses gets into the bed, curling up against the small of his back. The warmth is soothing Oct 30 19:27:13 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep Oct 30 19:27:49 **He falls asleep breathing in her scent, starting to dream. The Star Girl takes him from the opera house wrapped in a big fur coat. They make the short walk through the drizzly night to her little apartment in a small street in Einsbaden, and she's already pausing periodically to kiss him on the way up the stairs. Oct 30 19:27:50 **She kicks the door closed after him, and sets the candle down. Then she shoves him roughly against the door and kisses him deeply** Oct 30 19:27:57 * Ulysses is now known as Molly Oct 30 19:30:34 * Morgan returns her kiss Oct 30 19:30:57 **After a minute or two, she releases him. There are indeed trunks lying around, the room quite untidy. She dumps dresses into one of them, clearing space on the chaise. There's also a bed in one corner, and a kitchen table with several half empty bottles of alcohol on it** Oct 30 19:31:09 Do you want a drink? Oct 30 19:32:24 * Morgan nods Oct 30 19:32:28 think I need one Oct 30 19:32:34 * Molly sheds her coat and boots, leaving just a simple dress Oct 30 19:32:45 What would you like? Oct 30 19:33:22 a scotch? Oct 30 19:33:33 Make yourself at home... *she pours two glasses, bringing one to him* Oct 30 19:34:37 * Morgan takes it, sipping it Oct 30 19:35:08 * Molly sips hers Oct 30 19:35:23 This is quite a bit more private... Oct 30 19:35:37 so I see Oct 30 19:35:40 * Molly sits on the chaise Oct 30 19:35:59 What will you do, now the War is over? Oct 30 19:36:22 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 19:36:29 go home I suppose Oct 30 19:37:06 * Molly smiles, watching him as she licks a little scotch from her lower lip Oct 30 19:37:18 You might be tempted not to? Oct 30 19:38:08 Its possible Oct 30 19:39:46 What might you like to do instead? Oct 30 19:40:09 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 19:40:18 I don't know... I'm still adjusting to their being no war Oct 30 19:40:41 * Molly nods, patting the seat beside her Oct 30 19:40:53 Will you miss the espionage...? Oct 30 19:42:02 I suppose so... Oct 30 19:42:46 * Molly watches his body language and expression to decipher his emotions, which she is very skilled at Oct 30 19:43:07 Would you be tempted, if the right position came up? Oct 30 19:43:25 * Morgan smirks slightly Oct 30 19:44:54 * Molly continues to watch him Oct 30 19:45:37 Possilby Oct 30 19:45:59 Then I will possibly recommend you for one... Oct 30 19:46:14 * Molly smiles, slowly sipping the drink Oct 30 19:46:23 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 30 19:46:56 Are you having second thoughts about coming with me? Oct 30 19:47:02 * Morgan smiles Oct 30 19:47:07 No... not for a second Oct 30 19:47:36 Then take off your boots and sit with me Oct 30 19:47:52 * Morgan nods, taking his boots off and moving to sit beside her Oct 30 19:48:47 * Molly puts her free hand on his neck, moving to kiss him once more Oct 30 19:51:17 Have you given thought to what I asked you back in my dressing room? Oct 30 19:52:58 I'm sorry, my thoughts have been rather... redirected since then... Oct 30 19:53:20 About whether you wanted to end the night still a virgin...? Oct 30 19:54:47 Turns out I hadn't been redirected... thats what I was thinking about the entire walk here Oct 30 19:55:01 * Molly smiles warmly Oct 30 19:55:13 And have you reached a conclusion? Oct 30 19:55:44 * Morgan nods Oct 30 19:55:46 I have rather Oct 30 19:55:57 * Molly laughs softly Oct 30 19:56:11 And would you like to tell me what it is? Oct 30 19:56:51 * Morgan chuckles Oct 30 19:57:03 Well, I think perhaps its time for a change... Oct 30 19:57:19 * Molly smiles, nodding Oct 30 19:57:28 I was hoping you'd say that Oct 30 19:57:37 oh really? Oct 30 19:57:54 * Molly nods Oct 30 19:59:10 Mmhmm... now, you will need to withdraw at the crucial time. Normally it would not be an issue, but for twenty four hours in every four weeks, the chances of making a child are very high, and unfortunately that is now... Oct 30 19:59:41 I see Oct 30 20:00:00 * Molly smiles kissing his mouth again Oct 30 20:00:14 How good is your self-control? Oct 30 20:00:28 * Morgan shrugs Oct 30 20:00:36 Can't say I've ever tested it Oct 30 20:00:48 * Molly nods Oct 30 20:01:15 I think we're going to... you know how it feels when you get close? Oct 30 20:01:40 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:02:16 Excellent. When you feel that, tell me... Oct 30 20:03:01 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:03:02 alright Oct 30 20:03:21 * Molly downs her glass of scotch Oct 30 20:03:43 You'll want your hands free Oct 30 20:04:01 * Morgan follows her example and does the same Oct 30 20:05:07 * Molly puts both their glasses safely under the chaise before gathering her skirt and straddling his lap Oct 30 20:07:49 * Morgan looks somewhat surprised Oct 30 20:08:30 Am I going to fast for you? Oct 30 20:08:50 No, I just wasn't expecting... Oct 30 20:09:30 Me to be on top of you? Or to be on the chaise? Oct 30 20:10:22 both... I didn't really know what to expect Oct 30 20:10:52 I'm sorry, I am letting the strength of my desire for you get the better of me Oct 30 20:11:02 No, its... fine, it really is Oct 30 20:11:53 I've wanted you from the evening I met you, but if you have any preferences, please do say, I can restrain myself Oct 30 20:12:44 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 20:13:49 * Molly nods and starts kissing him passionately, grinding down against him, rapidly undoing his jacket buttons before stripping him of it. Then she moves onto tugging is shirt free before tossing it across the room, hands roaming over his upper body. During all this she makes little sounds of enjoyment Oct 30 20:15:18 * Morgan lays back, revelling in her actions Oct 30 20:17:28 * Molly lifts her own dress, crossing her arms to pull it off, another discarded article tossed aside. She's completely naked now, and only his knee breeches and stockings are left Oct 30 20:18:46 * Morgan runs his hands over her Oct 30 20:20:05 * Molly moans with pleasure, and reaches between them. She works next on his placket and waistband, watching him with arousal Oct 30 20:20:19 Let's get you naked, shall we? Oct 30 20:20:44 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:21:58 **With a bit of movement, he is fully naked. She runs her hand over his erection with a smile Oct 30 20:22:11 Mmhmm, perfect. Oct 30 20:23:14 * Morgan squirms at her touch Oct 30 20:24:49 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sat Oct 30 20:24:49 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Oct 30 20:25:50 2021 Oct 30 20:25:51 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 30 20:26:06 * Morgan tenses, staying still Oct 30 20:26:24 Don't worry about how long it lasts, we'll have time again before the morning comes. Just enjoy. Oct 30 20:27:48 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 30 20:27:50 alright.... Oct 30 20:28:27 * Molly positions his at the entrance of her core. She smiles warmly Oct 30 20:28:30 Ready? Oct 30 20:28:38 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:28:39 aye Oct 30 20:28:49 Okay, take a deep breath, let your body relax Oct 30 20:29:21 * Morgan does so Oct 30 20:30:34 * Molly brings a hand to his cheek, gently cupping it. She smiles fondly as she drops on to him, tight heat stretching to envelop the first couple of inches Oct 30 20:32:47 * Morgan breathes in deeply, eyes going wide Oct 30 20:33:13 * Molly watches him intently Oct 30 20:33:16 More? Oct 30 20:33:51 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:33:52 definitely Oct 30 20:34:30 * Molly rises back up so that he will be starting over, then slides half way down him, still slow and controlled Oct 30 20:35:00 * Morgan groans Oct 30 20:35:04 oh my... Oct 30 20:35:21 * Molly smiles even more Oct 30 20:35:36 Mmhmm, so good! More? Oct 30 20:36:47 * Morgan nods Oct 30 20:36:53 * Molly again fully withdraws, and this time sinks right down onto him as deeply as she can, moaning with enjoyment Oct 30 20:37:14 * Morgan arches his back, letting his head drop back as he groans deeply Oct 30 20:38:06 * Molly rolls her hips, grinding right into him, her hands stroking his chest Oct 30 20:38:44 oh god Oct 30 20:39:29 * Molly starts a slow rhythm of raising right up, then sinking deep and grinding before doing it again, riding him smoothly with escalating sighs and moans Oct 30 20:42:15 my god, thats incredible Oct 30 20:42:40 * Molly increases her speed, her breathing and moaning doing likewise. Suddenly she tenses firmly where they are joined and shudders, making a long intense moan of ecstasy Oct 30 20:43:49 * Morgan watches her raptly Oct 30 20:45:17 * Molly watches him a moment with a big smile before giving him a wink and then squeezing her eyes tight shut as her back arches and she climaxes around him again Oct 30 20:46:43 * Morgan whispers wow a couple of times Oct 30 20:46:50 I'm... I'm getting... Oct 30 20:48:08 * Molly nods, exhaling slowly. She sinks onto him twice more before reaching between them and wrapping her fingers firmly around him Oct 30 20:50:36 * Morgan grunts, swelling in her hand Oct 30 20:50:46 * Molly strokes him firmly just a little faster than she was riding him, her thighs squeezing his as she brings her other hand between her legs, stroking herself with intense whimpering Oct 30 20:53:31 * Morgan swells again, arching his back and holding his breath before shooting ropes of his seed onto his stomach Oct 30 20:53:56 **he wakes up, very very close to the point of no return, his face buried against the negligee Oct 30 20:55:11 * Morgan grabs himself, stroking himself hard to push himself over the edge Oct 30 20:56:07 **This unsurprisingly incredibly effective** Oct 30 20:57:03 * Morgan takes a minute to catch his breath before getting cleaned up Oct 30 20:58:32 **The cat has gone off to the footstool, and is fast asleep. He guesses it is about six o'clock, and though the draw is still there and he can still tell where she is, it isnt as hard to bear as yesterday Oct 30 20:58:59 * Morgan sighs, getting up and getting dressed Oct 30 20:59:18 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 30 21:00:14 * HH is asleep out on his couch, immediately sitting upright when he hears the door Oct 30 21:00:21 Eh? Oct 30 21:02:14 Goblins, full frontal attack Oct 30 21:02:46 * HH rubs his eyes "Wha' times it?" Oct 30 21:02:57 Somewhere around six Oct 30 21:03:21 wet easel? Oct 30 21:04:03 Fucks sake, coulda had another half hour! Oct 30 21:04:23 You still can Oct 30 21:04:32 * Morgan heads for the door Oct 30 21:04:40 Hey! Oct 30 21:05:01 E'erything alright? Why you up so early? Oct 30 21:05:19 I'm usually up this early Oct 30 21:05:47 No, yer usually up around six thirty, quarter for seven Oct 30 21:06:11 No, thats when I get on deck... Oct 30 21:06:19 * HH gets off the couch, stretching Oct 30 21:06:28 Draw still? Oct 30 21:06:39 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:06:44 not as bad, but yes Oct 30 21:07:04 Nightmares? Y' know what year it is? Oct 30 21:07:50 No nightmares, I know what year it is, where we are... I want the ship moving at first light Oct 30 21:08:01 Still an hour yet! Oct 30 21:08:49 C'mon, let's get coffee. *he yawns** Oct 30 21:09:09 * Morgan nods, heading for the galley Oct 30 21:10:09 Y' know what is practical if I'm right about the two weeks before she's indisposed is? Oct 30 21:10:31 what? Oct 30 21:10:34 Y' get advanced warning of when she's gonna be grumpy Oct 30 21:11:01 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:11:52 An' at least this is only twenty four hours outta four weeks, not the seven days nonsense **something about this gives him deja vu* Oct 30 21:12:18 * Morgan frowns Oct 30 21:12:20 say that again Oct 30 21:12:48 The draw? Twenty four hours out of four weeks? Oct 30 21:13:19 * Morgan thinks about it Oct 30 21:13:55 **he recalls from the dream he's just woken from : now, you will need to withdraw at the crucial time. Normally it would not be an issue, but for twenty four hours in every four weeks, the chances of making a child are very high, and unfortunately that is now... Oct 30 21:14:39 * Morgan nods slowly Oct 30 21:15:05 Or the bit about at least it's not seven days, like being indisposed? Oct 30 21:15:43 it jogged a memory, but I couldn't place it, thats all Oct 30 21:16:57 * HH shrugs, making coffee Oct 30 21:17:01 A'right Oct 30 21:17:48 Molly said now Inga is using the herbs, it'll get much shorter Oct 30 21:18:37 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:20:12 It does Oct 30 21:21:10 **up on deck, everything is ready, Sorgi keeping an eye to the east. There's waiting around, but eventually it is time for the very last leg of their journey, ninety minutes to Tawstock, one hour twenty on horseback to Lady Catherine's. They set off at first light, leaving the island. The draw gets stronger again about half an hour after he wakes, increasing for the first hour after dawn, back to the point of extreme frustration. Oct 30 21:22:53 * Morgan goes and stands at the prow Oct 30 21:23:34 **This does him a little while til HH says they should be ready. He and HH are sat at his desk eating breakfast after bags are packed,  already into the estuary. HH is tapping his foot beneath the table impatiently** Oct 30 21:23:49 Soon soon soon. Can't wait to see her! Oct 30 21:24:05 * Morgan watches him a moment Oct 30 21:24:26 [blossom... I know I'm too far, but I wish you could hear me] Oct 30 21:24:43 * HH looks at him: What? Oct 30 21:25:02 Just worrying... Oct 30 21:25:02 **Theres still no sense of it reaching her** Oct 30 21:25:37 Most likely everything's well. An' I'd rather be with her if it isnt than be away Oct 30 21:26:00 **As suddenly as it started, the draw is gone, exactly twenty four hours after it began and he feels only his innate urgency and desire. Oct 30 21:26:17 how soon til we dock? Oct 30 21:26:28 Ten minutes or so Oct 30 21:27:23 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:27:29 * HH finishes a mouthful of coffee before grabbing his bag and a sausage Oct 30 21:28:02 Let's go see if Greta and the other 'orses are ready Oct 30 21:29:16 * Morgan nods, getting up and grabbing his stuff Oct 30 21:30:21 **The horses are ready, the ship is docked, and HH looks like a man about to wet himself he is so eager to get going** Oct 30 21:39:42 **Rousseau from the Ketch comes over to Morgan as he mounts up** Welcome back, my Lord, no messenger yet today, but yesterday's said the latest update was "No sign of Elsie's baby, everyone well" Oct 30 21:41:26 **with the loss of the draw, he's also lost her direction** Oct 30 21:43:48 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:44:19 Thank you Rousseau Oct 30 21:44:43 R: Got here around quarter after nine, so set off before eight yesterday morning. Might meet today's on the way, it's always first thing Oct 30 21:45:27 ((What has Claudia been given to do?)) Oct 30 21:45:42 ((keep an eye on Dau, not much else)) Oct 30 21:46:01 * HH looks at Morgan, impatient Oct 30 21:46:09 Should get goin' Oct 30 21:47:30 * Morgan nods, nudging the horse into motion Oct 30 21:47:35 **It's when they get to Sunnymeade, five miles from Catherine's, that suddenly Molly appears on his mental compass once more** Oct 30 21:49:08 No sign of a messenger yet Oct 30 21:49:28 Nope, quiet. Oct 30 21:50:53 * Morgan nods, nudging the horse to a bit more speed Oct 30 21:51:01 **they press on, seeing no messenger, just the odd farmer or villager. He knows the 2 mile point, where he can usually detect her feelings, is rapidly approaching. HH isnt singing or talking, just riding and keen to get there faster** Oct 30 21:52:14 I'm sure it ne'er normally feels this slow! Oct 30 21:53:01 * Morgan nods Oct 30 21:53:07 I know... feels like wading through treacle Oct 30 21:53:38 **They hit the point, a signpost listing 2 miles to the Torrington Estate** Oct 30 21:54:43 ((Tries to read her?)) Oct 30 21:54:55 ((yep)) Oct 30 21:55:13 **she feels nervousness and anticipation ** Oct 30 21:55:42 [blossom] Oct 30 21:56:42 **he gets nothing, but the mile marker at the edge of lower Tawstock is only ten minutes away at their speed** Oct 30 21:57:14 * HH looks around Oct 30 21:57:42 If anything awful 'ad happened, people would be out talkin' an' watching us Oct 30 21:58:49 probably Oct 30 22:00:00 **Noone is watching them, and they leave the village without incident. He sees the mile marker Oct 30 22:00:17 * Morgan rolls his shoulders Oct 30 22:01:40 All up bloody hill too! Fifteen minutes mebbie. Oct 30 22:02:39 * Morgan nods, watching the mile marker Oct 30 22:03:01 **They get to it, and pass it** Oct 30 22:03:13 [blossom... can you hear me?] Oct 30 22:03:22 [Liebes herz! Oh my goodness, you scared the life out of me!] Oct 30 22:03:39 [has anything happened? Is everyone ok?] Oct 30 22:03:59 [Everyone is fine, where are you?] Oct 30 22:04:16 about a quarter of an hour away Oct 30 22:05:04 [Oh my! Alright... okay... I'll... get the kettle on!] Oct 30 22:05:54 [we'll be there soon] Oct 30 22:06:30 [Yes, my love... oh it's so good to hear your voice!] Oct 30 22:06:49 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 30 22:06:56 kettles on Oct 30 22:07:04 * HH looks at him, grinning Oct 30 22:07:11 They're all okay? Oct 30 22:07:16 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:08:10 Good. **he urges his horse faster, grinning broadly, and whooping like a child on Prophet's mass morning** Oct 30 22:08:35 * Morgan follows suit Oct 30 22:09:21 **They make quick time to the stables, giving the reins to the groom. Once out of his earshot HH says to Morgan Oct 30 22:09:54 Almost expected yer wife to be here in th' stables waitin' for ya! Oct 30 22:10:08 Come on... Oct 30 22:10:39 * HH grins, sprinting towards the big cottage Oct 30 22:11:35 * Morgan follows on at a trot Oct 30 22:12:40 **They're all outside waiting on the grass. Varick makes a run for Morgan yelling "Papa!" Oct 30 22:12:47 * HH is now known as Molly Oct 30 22:13:22 * Morgan drops to his knees just before he reaches Varick, scooping him up into his arms Oct 30 22:14:14 Varick holds on to him tightly: I missed you so much, papa! Oct 30 22:15:06 I missed you too, so very much Oct 30 22:15:17 **HH gets to Inga, wrapping himself around her, and kisses her very boldly indeed Oct 30 22:16:00 * Molly watches HH and Inga a moment with a smile before walking towards Varick and Morgan Oct 30 22:16:35 V: I've been very good. You should see Elsie, she is huuuuuuuuuge! Oct 30 22:17:01 I'll bet she is Oct 30 22:17:50 **Varick lets go** We've been really busy, I can talk a lot more Avalonian now! Oct 30 22:18:03 really? Thats excellent Oct 30 22:18:30 V: And I've been playing croquet with Lady Torrington Oct 30 22:19:20 oh really? Oct 30 22:19:22 **HH gestures to Morgan:$ Need me in the next ten minutes?$ Oct 30 22:19:37 V: She says I'm very smart Oct 30 22:19:57 $No, go$ Oct 30 22:20:00 You are Oct 30 22:20:38 **HH has Inga under his arm, grinning** $cup of milk, thimble.$ Oct 30 22:20:56 V: Can I show you my painting now? Oct 30 22:21:12 Could I maybe say hello to your mama first? Oct 30 22:21:46 Varick looks like he's listening to something: Okay, I'll go up and get it Oct 30 22:23:19 **Varick runs off into the house. Molly smiles as he passes, then watches Morgan. Though she's obviously trying to keep control, he can see how she's very excited to see him in her micro-expressions** Oct 30 22:23:52 Tea is ready, my love Oct 30 22:24:03 * Morgan holds out his hand Oct 30 22:24:16 * Molly comes to him, taking it Oct 30 22:24:32 * Morgan stands up, pulling her to him, wrapping his arms around her tightly Oct 30 22:25:02 * Molly wraps her arms around his neck Oct 30 22:25:13 God I've missed you so badly! Oct 30 22:25:59 and I you, so very badly Oct 30 22:26:57 * Molly puts a hand to his cheek, stroking his stubble with her thumb and watching him with unconcealed adoration Oct 30 22:27:28 There were times I wondered how I was going to manage another breath without you! Oct 30 22:28:36 * Morgan nods slightly before pulling her to him, kissing her hard Oct 30 22:29:55 * Molly moans softly, both surprise and pleasure, and doesn't hold back in kissing him just as forcefully, despite being out here on the lawn in full view of the kitchens and the kitchen staff that could be watching Oct 30 22:30:49 * Morgan breaks away from her after a moment Oct 30 22:31:09 * Molly watches him with intensity Oct 30 22:31:12 Later? Oct 30 22:31:17 Definitely Oct 30 22:31:46 * Molly smiles, shivering a little Oct 30 22:32:51 Lets have some tea, liebling. **she looks around** Where are Heinzharold and Inga? Oct 30 22:33:26 Getting acquainted I would imagine.... Oct 30 22:33:35 * Molly smiles Oct 30 22:34:08 Lucky girl... Elsie and James have gone for a walk Oct 30 22:34:36 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:34:38 how are they? Oct 30 22:34:46 * Molly moves to his side, holding his hand in both of hers Oct 30 22:35:10 Bittersweetly blissfully happy Oct 30 22:35:38 * Molly looks up at him Oct 30 22:36:00 Did you see I healed the scar from the duel in Freiburg? Oct 30 22:36:21 How come? Oct 30 22:37:23 It made sense to. Noone here is troubled by healing, and three weeks is a plausible time for special plants and herbs to have done the trick, so none of the crew will be spooked Oct 30 22:37:36 You did it yesterday? Oct 30 22:38:01 No, a few weeks ago. I decided I was prettier without it Oct 30 22:38:30 Nothing happened yesterday at all? Oct 30 22:38:33 * Molly leads him towards the cottage kitchen Oct 30 22:38:43 It did, but not that Oct 30 22:39:14 What was it? Oct 30 22:40:35 I had a glass in my hand and slipped. I put my hand down automatically the glass broke. It was very, very painful and quite disgusting. Even I was retching! Oct 30 22:40:55 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:41:31 As I like having a thumb, I had to pull out all the glass and heal it Oct 30 22:41:44 They are useful, yes Oct 30 22:41:57 * Molly giggles Oct 30 22:42:15 Indeed. Fortunately noone but me had to see it! Oct 30 22:42:59 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:43:07 No-one got... funny? Oct 30 22:43:11 * Molly gets him indoors, taking his bag and pulling him out a chair Oct 30 22:43:18 * Molly smiles Oct 30 22:45:42 Well, Inga and Elsie were suddenly overly helpful, which happens with women with the drawer, so I had them go into the main house to get extra towels and an extra mop and buckets, and and told them to tell everyone they saw that I had awful diahorrea and vomiting, and needed to be shut away incase it was contagious... Oct 30 22:46:23 That made noone want to come near enough to the cottage to get caught by the draw, you see? Oct 30 22:46:32 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:46:37 How did I know? Oct 30 22:46:47 * Molly tilts her head Oct 30 22:46:54 How did you know? Oct 30 22:47:14 * Molly pulls out a chair to sit in front of him Oct 30 22:47:18 Felt the draw... Oct 30 22:47:26 This morning? Oct 30 22:47:42 Yesterday... breakfast time Oct 30 22:47:48 Oh no! But only mildly, given the distance? Oct 30 22:47:55 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 22:47:56 No Oct 30 22:48:05 Oh I am so sorry! Oct 30 22:48:15 * Molly looks upset by it Oct 30 22:48:42 Its fine blossom... I was worried, but I'm relieved nothing untoward happened. Oct 30 22:48:58 I was worried Elsie... or maybe something happened to Inga... Oct 30 22:50:24 Nothing at all. I made occasional fetching noises with the window open to keep up the ruse, but aside from that I spent twenty four hours sewing, knitting, reading, and fantasizing about how we would be getting rid of the draw if you had been here Oct 30 22:50:31 Retching * Oct 30 22:50:53 * Morgan nods Oct 30 22:51:07 I am sorry you worried, my love Oct 30 22:51:44 Its fine blossom, its more or less what I'm best at... Oct 30 22:52:04 * Molly stands up, placing a kiss on his neck Oct 30 22:52:40 It is nothing like what you are best at... *she licks his skin briefly before pulling away* Tea? Oct 30 22:53:48 please Oct 30 22:54:07 * Molly brings him a cup, putting on an apron "are you hungry, my love?" Oct 30 22:55:49 Not for food, no.... Oct 30 22:56:05 I will have to go back to town for a bit... documents to sign and whatnot Oct 30 22:56:26 Before Varick's nap? Oct 30 22:58:09 I don't want to miss much time with you both... just want to get this will signed so we can hand off Dau to the Sherrifs Oct 30 22:58:21 * Molly exhales slowly "It's alright, I've managed for twenty three days, I can manage another few hours... I think." Oct 30 22:59:34 Couldn't get up to too much anyway Oct 30 22:59:48 * Molly smiles Oct 30 23:00:16 I can promise I would require very little indeed, I have missed you so badly! Oct 30 23:00:33 * Morgan laughs, sipping his tea Oct 30 23:01:11 * Molly comes behind him, kissing his crown Oct 30 23:01:27 Is Heinzharold coming with you? Oct 30 23:02:57 I told him to stay here but he won't have it... they've been watching me rather closely Oct 30 23:03:27 * Molly comes to sit back in her chair, sipping her tea Oct 30 23:03:42 You're back home now, it shouldn't be needed? Oct 30 23:04:16 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:04:23 he says he wants to come along in case I need him Oct 30 23:04:56 I shouldn't imagine he will be much use for anything here in a minute! *she smiles* Oct 30 23:05:25 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:06:03 **There's footsteps from above Oct 30 23:06:12 Where has Varick gone? Oct 30 23:06:22 I believe... to get a painting Oct 30 23:08:01 Oh... I uhh... **the boy starts coming fast down the stairs** should probably warn you about the pain- V: Here's my painting Papa! It's mama, you, Dietlinde and Jana and me and when we have another child! Oct 30 23:08:18 * Molly closes her eyes "about the painting..." Oct 30 23:08:58 V: **he looks very proud of his painting, holding it up for Morgan** Oct 30 23:09:20 * Morgan takes the painting, looking at it Oct 30 23:10:25 **Its a silhouette as described, including a horse and a dog and a tree, against a sunset background. Molly watches Morgan, chewing her lip** Oct 30 23:11:27 Its very good, Varick, you must have worked hard on it Oct 30 23:12:05 V: I spent a long time. I want to win Lady Torrington's competition, and she will put it up on her wall! Oct 30 23:12:35 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:13:21 V: it's got to be family, and that is family Oct 30 23:13:34 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:13:39 yes, it definitely is Oct 30 23:13:59 [I'm sorry, I didn't realise he would be so quick off the mark] Oct 30 23:14:24 [Its fine blossom] Oct 30 23:16:04 V: Will you push me on the swing, Papa? Oct 30 23:16:20 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:16:28 go on out, I just need to talk to your mama for a moment Oct 30 23:16:44 **Varick goes** How long do you have before you need to go? Oct 30 23:17:03 I'm not sure... not too long, given how long it takes to get there and back Oct 30 23:17:52 Are you just waiting for Heinzharold to finish *she blushes* be finished? Oct 30 23:18:24 No... there's something I need to tell you Oct 30 23:18:42 * Molly smiles Oct 30 23:18:58 Is it how desperately you have missed me? Oct 30 23:19:41 I'm afraid not... Oct 30 23:20:43 * Molly checks his expression Oct 30 23:21:39 What is it? Oct 30 23:23:11 As we were getting ready to sail from Denholme, this ship docked... Claudia and HeinzHarold started asking if I'd... been intimate with anyone before I left Sudlachenburg.... on this ship, there was a little girl, the spitting image of Jana Oct 30 23:23:48 * Molly sits back a little in her seat, frowning deeply Oct 30 23:23:56 I don't understand Oct 30 23:24:39 They thought maybe I'd gotten someone pregnant... I hadn't, don't worry... but the similarity was so striking, so I went over to ask a few questions Oct 30 23:24:59 You went to see the child...? Oct 30 23:25:10 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:25:16 wanted to know what the hell was going on Oct 30 23:25:33 * Molly takes a deep breath, nodding Oct 30 23:25:44 What the hell _is_ going on? Oct 30 23:26:05 Turns out she's... my niece... Oct 30 23:26:19 * Molly frowns Oct 30 23:26:32 I thought Dietlinde was an only child Oct 30 23:26:37 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:27:31 * Molly looks thoughtful Oct 30 23:27:36 Edward... Oct 30 23:27:40 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:28:03 after he was forbidden any contact with Mina, he went off... got his nose fixed.... Oct 30 23:28:03 * Molly 's brows shoot up, covering her mouth with shock Oct 30 23:28:35 Oh my God, Mina! She is going to be devastated Oct 30 23:28:52 Remember they had an arrangement, but... I agree... Oct 30 23:29:26 It was never supposed to be more than physical! Having a child is significantly more than that! Oct 30 23:30:02 I know... Oct 30 23:30:28 * Molly takes another deep breath, then sips her tea, nodding to herself Oct 30 23:31:39 Alright... where is this girl now, and will we be taking her in? How old is she... two? Perhaps she could share a room with Varick on the Rose until we can make some modifications Oct 30 23:32:07 * Morgan shakes his head Oct 30 23:32:26 her mother captains the ship... she stays with her mother. Oct 30 23:32:35 * Molly nods Oct 30 23:32:44 She is well treated? Oct 30 23:33:24 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:33:47 could be better fed, but life at sea is difficult... they didn't know who the father was... Oct 30 23:34:06 * Molly nods "We can help with that at least?" Oct 30 23:34:52 Its difficult... she doesn't want to cause any trouble, doesn't want anything... but at the same time, isn't against the idea of the girl knowing family... Oct 30 23:35:16 * Molly nods thoughtfully Oct 30 23:35:36 Alright... Oct 30 23:36:02 * Molly starts to frown, chewing her lip Oct 30 23:36:30 How can she look so much like Jana? Oct 30 23:37:29 Alice, her mother, has a couple of traits like Dietlinde, but not much... it clearly comes from Edward... grey eyes like him Oct 30 23:37:51 * Molly nods slowly Oct 30 23:37:55 Alright Oct 30 23:39:22 I am sorry, it's a bit of a surprise. To my eye Jana favoured Dietlinde more than you, so I thought the girl's mother must look a great deal like Dietlinde Oct 30 23:40:02 No, not much at all... I, uhhh... I've asked them to come here Oct 30 23:40:17 * Molly nods Oct 30 23:40:29 Alright, when are they coming? Oct 30 23:41:26 A day or two... we were somewhat faster... the girl, she's... she doesn't connect with people easily. Oct 30 23:41:35 * Molly sips her tea Oct 30 23:42:35 Alright, leave all the arrangements with me, whilst you're in town I will speak to Lady Catherine about somewhere for them to stay here, perhaps the school house. What is her name? Oct 30 23:43:06 Florence... Florrie... Are you angry? Oct 30 23:43:22 Why would I be, my love? Oct 30 23:44:32 because she looks so much like Jana... I think the others expected I would be... I don't know, thinking she was mine perhaps... a step backwards... Oct 30 23:45:53 * Molly stands up, wrapping her arms around him, resting her chin on top of his head Oct 30 23:47:36 Of course I am not angry about that, why on Theah would I be? My heart hurts for you, because I can only imagine it is indescribably painful. But she isn't your child from a situation you have not disclosed to me Oct 30 23:49:30 I want her to know she has family who care about her... Oct 30 23:49:58 * Molly nods moving back so she can see him, giving him a smile Oct 30 23:50:05 Of course she should Oct 30 23:50:17 She has a form of magic... Oct 30 23:50:30 * Molly looks puzzled Oct 30 23:50:52 It isn't linear then, it's more sporadic within a line? Oct 30 23:51:29 Given that Edward can't do anything... I assume so Oct 30 23:52:40 Nor can Jarvie, but Alarice could... but if Edward's daughter can, perhaps Jarvie's child will? Oct 30 23:52:53 What magic is it? Oct 30 23:53:50 Maybe, who knows.... she has... she can make flowers blossom by touch... I have some flowers on the Rose for you Oct 30 23:54:14 * Molly looks intrigued Oct 30 23:54:30 Now that I would like to see in action! Oct 30 23:55:10 * Morgan nods Oct 30 23:55:14 Her mother had no idea Oct 30 23:55:25 * Molly nods Oct 30 23:56:01 What is Florence like? Is she similar in temperament? Oct 30 23:57:39 She's quite happy in her own company.... very shy. Apparently the way she took to me was extremely unusual... Oct 30 23:57:52 * Molly looks surprised Oct 30 23:57:57 I wonder why Oct 30 23:58:48 No idea... I showed them round the Rose... Florrie wanted to look at the books and insisted I pick her up... gave Claudia and HeinzHarold something of a start Oct 30 23:59:12 * Molly looks at him intently "Are _you_ alright? I should have been there!" *she looks perturbed* Oct 30 23:59:54 No, you were where you were needed, in case she popped... and keeping our son safe so he can meet his cousin Oct 31 00:00:20 That is not an answer, my love... Oct 31 00:00:46 I'm alright Oct 31 00:00:57 * Molly watches him Oct 31 00:01:33 Are you alright _now_? **this is how he said he was alright in the wake of the cast** Oct 31 00:01:50 * Morgan nods Oct 31 00:02:06 I've no idea how I'm going to deal with Edward and Mina.. but thats a problem for another day Oct 31 00:02:16 * Molly nods Oct 31 00:02:28 Let's put a pin in that for now Oct 31 00:02:51 Was it awful? Oct 31 00:03:27 what? Oct 31 00:03:49 Seeing her, spending time with her, realising what Edward has done? Oct 31 00:04:16 * Molly sits down, taking both his hands Oct 31 00:05:02 It was... difficult. When we first spotted her, I ended up sat against the rail, being given scotch Oct 31 00:05:17 Oh liebling, I am sorry Oct 31 00:06:55 It was difficult, being there with her, not having a way of getting out of the way when she came towards me... Oct 31 00:07:19 * Molly squeezes his hands Oct 31 00:07:25 What did you do? Oct 31 00:08:18 stayed where I was... avoiding Mary was easy, with you and others to take her, to not make her feel like I didn't want anything to do with her... that wasn't an option, and I couldn't bear for Florrie to feel rejected Oct 31 00:08:37 * Molly nods Oct 31 00:08:51 When she is here, we will do like we do with Mary Oct 31 00:09:10 I'll be alright... I don't want her to feel I'm withdrawing from her Oct 31 00:09:31 * Molly nods slowlt Oct 31 00:09:42 Whatever you need, as always, my love Oct 31 00:10:32 * Morgan nods Oct 31 00:11:19 * Molly kisses the knuckles of both his hands Oct 31 00:11:50 We will figure it out, liebling Oct 31 00:12:14 * Morgan nods Oct 31 00:12:16 we will Oct 31 00:12:27 * Molly smiles Oct 31 00:13:38 Now I suppose you ought to go and push the swing, and I will keep an ear out for signs of our very lucky friends being ready to get on with their day Oct 31 00:14:41 * Morgan nods Oct 31 00:14:43 alright my love Oct 31 00:15:02 * Molly watches him a moment, then smiles Oct 31 00:15:42 If you are going to be in town long, perhaps I'll have to find something to do by myself during his nap time Oct 31 00:17:38 If you need to my love Oct 31 00:18:42 If I am quite truthful, some of the novelty has warn off after twenty two nights and a handful of mornings *she giggles, finishing her tea* Oct 31 00:19:44 * Morgan laughs Oct 31 00:20:44 * Molly kisses his cheek Oct 31 00:21:05 I have missed your laugh. It is so good to have you home, liebes herz Oct 31 00:21:17 I'm so so glad to be back Oct 31 00:22:04 I'm happy about that. Now go, because I am not sure I can trust myself here on the kitchen table with you! Oct 31 00:22:42 * Morgan nods, getting up Oct 31 00:23:41 * Molly runs her eyes down his body then sighs with yearning Oct 31 00:23:49 Final warning, mein sehnsucht! Oct 31 00:24:01 * Morgan nods, moving out through the door Oct 31 00:24:47 * Molly sighs again, happily this time, singing to herself as she starts cleaning Oct 31 00:32:01 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 31 00:49:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 31 00:51:28 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Oct 31 16:53:34 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sun Oct 31 16:53:39 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Oct 31 16:54:24 2021 Oct 31 16:54:24 * Now talking on #7thsea Oct 31 17:58:27 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 31 18:57:24 **Varick talks his ear off about trips to town, Sunnymeade, running around Catherine's house whilst enjoying being pushed on the swing. Soon there's Heinzharold's voice and Molly's laughter from within the cottage before the man strolls out into the garden, in clean clothes and looking very cheerful** Oct 31 18:58:55 V: He looks very happy Oct 31 18:59:52 He's missed Inga very much Oct 31 19:00:46 **Varick makes Morgan stop the swing, and gets down to go to hug Heinzharold, who lifts him up and puts him on his shoulders before jogging around the garden making silly horse noises, delighting the boy** Oct 31 19:01:59 Brrrrr... Are ye going to fetch the knight know as Sir Kurt of HandsomeFace, yer majesty? Oct 31 19:02:06 Known* Oct 31 19:03:03 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:03:18 Would you let Molly know thats where I've gone? Want to check in with Lady Torrington too Oct 31 19:03:24 [Liebes herz, do you wish me to unpack your backs and have the servants wash your clothes?] **in his things are the bracelet with Iselilija mentioned on the paper, used cream flannels from this morning's clean up, and the book with the page marked from the evening letters for days ago** Oct 31 19:03:48 Neigh! Oct 31 19:03:59 **Varick laughs** Oct 31 19:04:43 [No, I'll deal with them when I get back. I'm just going to find Kurt and Lady Torrington] Oct 31 19:05:02 [Alright my love] Oct 31 19:06:10 I'll take yer majesty's words to our beloved queen, an' say yer majesty wished me to say she is the most beautiful flower in the garden Oct 31 19:06:47 You keep that sentiment to yourself thank you Oct 31 19:07:16 V: But that's a nice thing to say? Mama would like it Oct 31 19:07:38 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Oct 31 19:07:41 * HH starts chuckling, prancing around Oct 31 19:07:59 * Morgan shakes his head before wandering towards the main house Oct 31 19:08:10 * HH is now known as Kit Oct 31 19:08:30 * Kit and Catherine are in the library playing chess Oct 31 19:09:52 * Morgan wanders in Oct 31 19:11:07 * Kit stands up Oct 31 19:11:19 Morgan, good morning Oct 31 19:11:48 * Morgan nods to him Oct 31 19:11:50 Lieutenant Oct 31 19:18:06 **Catherine stands too** Welcome back, Morgan. What news do you have? Oct 31 19:19:21 Your Grace... It took some time, but we've got him... The lieutenant and I have a few things to do with him, but then we can hand him over to your sheriff... all is in place? As you know he is academy trained and rather... slippery. Oct 31 19:20:06 **Catherine smiles broadly** Well done Morgan! I knew if anyone could do it it would be you! Oct 31 19:21:02 * Morgan nods slightly Oct 31 19:21:20 sheer bloody mindedness... this trial... is the outcome to be certain? Oct 31 19:22:17 C: The trial is just a formality, we have all spoken to the judge so that he knows the details, but he would like to speak to you also Oct 31 19:22:51 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:22:59 Good. When will it be? Oct 31 19:24:59 C: Wednesday, there needs to be time to get the townsfolk prepared for it and summon the executioner Oct 31 19:25:10 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:25:13 When does he want to see me? Oct 31 19:26:31 C: Before Wednesday Oct 31 19:27:19 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:27:25 I'll need his details so I can find him Oct 31 19:36:48 **She provides them* I'm so impressed with you, Morgan, thank you for doing all of this Oct 31 19:37:29 Its the right thing to do, thats all... how is Mr Roberts getting on? Oct 31 19:38:28 C: Very well so far. Have you heard anything from your contacts? Oct 31 19:38:43 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:39:01 His references are good... suffice to say, they'd rehire him in an instant Oct 31 19:40:05 **She smiles* Wonderful. He is taking a tour around the boundary line of my lands, but he should be back tomorrow Oct 31 19:40:23 Good, I need to talk to him Oct 31 19:41:24 Did you want to get Dau in the jail today? I am going to be in place down there myself, so I will need to take my kit Oct 31 19:42:05 I want him off my ship Oct 31 19:42:30 * Kit nods Oct 31 19:42:50 When are you going to be ready to go? Oct 31 19:43:10 Soon, I want to get it done so I can get back to my wife Oct 31 19:43:28 [The most beautiful flower, hmm? **she sounds amused**] Oct 31 19:43:53 I'll meet you at the stable in ten minutes? Oct 31 19:44:17 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:44:26 Very good... if your grace will excuse me? Oct 31 19:44:50 **She nods** of course, thank you. Please let me know how much I owe you Oct 31 19:45:01 owe me? Oct 31 19:45:38 C: Your sailors wages, your travel costs, food and lodgings... Oct 31 19:46:28 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:46:37 I'll work it out Oct 31 19:47:11 **she nods, excusing him* Oct 31 19:47:29 * Morgan heads back to the cottage Oct 31 19:48:15 **There's still horses noises and child laughter from the back garden, and Molly singing in the kitchen Oct 31 19:48:40 * Morgan heads into the kitchen Oct 31 19:48:49 * Kit is now known as Molly Oct 31 19:49:24 * Molly smiles at him, tying up cloth parcels Oct 31 19:49:35 I know said you're not hungry... Oct 31 19:50:16 but... Oct 31 19:50:43 But I've made you some lunch to take with you, just incase you get hungry Oct 31 19:51:41 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:51:48 we're heading out in a few minutes Oct 31 19:52:02 * Molly nods, smiling slightly Oct 31 19:52:08 Needs must Oct 31 19:52:19 * Morgan nods Oct 31 19:52:23 I'll be back as soon as I can Oct 31 19:52:39 I dearly hope so, my love Oct 31 19:53:38 There's something else to talk about... mr Roberts Oct 31 19:54:03 * Molly watches him, smiling. She picks up the lunch "perhaps you'd like to take your package?" Oct 31 19:54:45 * Morgan nods, taking it Oct 31 19:55:21 What about him, my love? Oct 31 19:57:08 I think there's some connection to your family... but we'll discuss it later Oct 31 19:57:21 * Molly nods Oct 31 19:58:03 Alright, liebling. Incidentally, Heinzharold did not tell me, Varick told me you and he were discussing if I was the most beautiful flower in the garden! Oct 31 19:58:35 I'm going to make him explain it next time... Oct 31 19:58:45 * Molly giggles Oct 31 19:59:01 I dread to think! Oct 31 19:59:34 * Morgan nods, moving to kiss her Oct 31 19:59:39 I'll be back as soon as I can Oct 31 20:00:45 * Molly watches him adoringly, kissing him softly Oct 31 20:00:59 I very much look forward to it, my love Oct 31 20:01:34 * Morgan nods, moving back through the door and beckoning HeinzHarold Oct 31 20:04:27 **He comes back, setting Varick down** Oct 31 20:04:54 Time to go... Oct 31 20:05:18 * Molly is now known as HH Oct 31 20:06:30 Yes, my liege, let us travel forth to the great city of t'Awstock, an' finish our great quest Oct 31 20:08:16 Yes, that Oct 31 20:09:13 **Molly bites her lip, smiling. She curtsies to Morgan, which makes Varick laugh** Farewell, your Majesty **she looks up at him coyly** Oct 31 20:09:31 * HH laughs, opening the door Oct 31 20:09:57 * Morgan raises an eyebrow at her before shoving HeinzHarold out of the door Oct 31 20:10:29 **Molly blows him a kiss* Oct 31 20:10:53 **Varick finds this even funnier* Oct 31 20:11:48 * HH laughs, grinning "Good to be 'ome!" Oct 31 20:12:14 * Morgan nods Oct 31 20:12:16 aye, it is Oct 31 20:14:24 * HH glances toward his own bedroom window with a smile Oct 31 20:14:38 Maybe Inga will be awake wh'n we get back Oct 31 20:14:50 Gone to sleep has she? Oct 31 20:14:57 * HH nods Oct 31 20:15:12 Needed a little rest **he smirks** Oct 31 20:16:35 Ah, the disappointment of expending all that energy for such a short performance... Oct 31 20:16:40 **They make their way toward the stables* Oct 31 20:17:05 Nah, told her some of your jokes whilst she was all happy after, bored 'er right to sleep Oct 31 20:17:15 * Morgan nods Oct 31 20:17:19 Borrowed them from you... Oct 31 20:17:31 I'll need you to ride a little ahead of Kit and I... Oct 31 20:17:48 * HH looks at him, smirking more Oct 31 20:17:59 Oh aye, picked 'im, did ya? Oct 31 20:18:18 He's mildly less annoying... Oct 31 20:18:40 Mus' be a saint, b'cause I'm delightful! Oct 31 20:19:25 I'll ride on ahead, try an' work out what this surprise Inga has f' me... Oct 31 20:19:45 * Morgan snorts Oct 31 20:19:50 Good luck with that... Oct 31 20:20:04 'Ow is it you know but I don't? Oct 31 20:20:15 * Morgan smiles Oct 31 20:20:19 Its the way of life Oct 31 20:20:28 * HH rolls his eyes Oct 31 20:20:45 Better start practisin' my surprised face Oct 31 20:20:54 I don't think you'll need to Oct 31 20:21:05 * HH makes a theatrical expression of shock Oct 31 20:21:10 Like tha'? Oct 31 20:21:22 Think that might upset her Oct 31 20:21:37 * HH nods Oct 31 20:21:45 Better jus' grin then Oct 31 20:22:24 Don't think you'll have any issue there Oct 31 20:22:50 Guess I'll have t' let ya know after I've seen it Oct 31 20:23:09 * Morgan shrugs Oct 31 20:23:12 aye I suppose Oct 31 20:24:19 * HH does ride ahead of Morgan and Kit, starting his song again at nine hundred and ninety thousand, nine hundred and eighty seven beers on the wall. Kit smiles Oct 31 20:24:27 * HH is now known as Kit Oct 31 20:24:34 How was the trip? Oct 31 20:25:07 Awful. The weather and constantly missing them took its toll Oct 31 20:25:14 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:25:42 How is Molly today? Apparently she was quite unwell yesterday and there were concerns about it spreading? Oct 31 20:25:54 No, she's fine Oct 31 20:26:04 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:26:20 Good timing. What is the current situation with Dau? Oct 31 20:26:35 * Morgan looks at him Oct 31 20:26:42 I need you to tell me something first... Oct 31 20:28:15 Oh? Oct 31 20:28:39 If the Order changed their mind on what happens to Dau now, would you tell me? Oct 31 20:29:27 * Kit thinks about it Oct 31 20:29:40 I don't know Oct 31 20:29:51 Then we have an issue, don't we Oct 31 20:30:59 I do not see any reason they would have. There is no benefit at all to his continued existence. Oct 31 20:31:42 How can I trust that you are not simply saying what I wish to hear? Oct 31 20:35:19 Ultimately, you can't. But the Order wouldn't want to alienate you Oct 31 20:35:45 Then I think perhaps Dau should stay on the Rose, in my brig Oct 31 20:35:55 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:36:02 I have no issue with that Oct 31 20:37:27 You'll be coming back here then? Oct 31 20:38:20 If he is staying on your ship, yes. I am only going because I don't trust the local sheriff enough Oct 31 20:38:55 Then he stays on the Rose. Don't take offence, but this bastard is not living a day longer than absolutely necessary, and I fulfilled my end of the bargain Oct 31 20:39:05 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:39:20 No offense at all. He'll be dead before the weekend Oct 31 20:42:26 How controlled is he? Oct 31 20:42:39 in what respect? Oct 31 20:43:17 How difficult is he being? Oct 31 20:43:56 He's not... I prepared him to follow my instructions, yours, and a couple of my crew... and to follow them as if they were what he wanted to do all along. Oct 31 20:44:57 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:45:31 Practical. We'll get him in front of the solicitor and then it is just a waiting game. Oct 31 20:45:42 * Morgan nods Oct 31 20:46:12 he's been instructed not to try to escape, or to try to harm himself or kill himself... I don't see him doing the last two anyway, but better safe... Oct 31 20:46:40 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:47:25 Definitely Oct 31 20:48:16 Catherine is going to be present for the trial and the execution Oct 31 20:48:43 * Morgan nods, breathing in hard Oct 31 20:48:52 I don't like it... but its necessary Oct 31 20:49:01 We can not stop her Oct 31 20:49:32 speak for yourself... but I think it'll make a big step towards mending things here Oct 31 20:49:43 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:50:06 She needs to show her authority and that she will do what is needed to protect her people Oct 31 20:50:13 * Morgan nods Oct 31 20:50:22 and being at the execution shows she won't flinch from that Oct 31 20:50:35 Will Molly and Elsie be attending either? Oct 31 20:50:48 I don't know yet. Oct 31 20:50:56 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:51:14 I am almost certain the execution will be Thursday Oct 31 20:51:32 * Morgan nods Oct 31 20:51:34 good Oct 31 20:53:56 No doubt the company would be good for Catherine. Are you attending? Oct 31 20:54:39 * Morgan glances at him Oct 31 20:54:50 Absolutely. Oct 31 20:55:41 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:55:59 And your friends? Oct 31 20:56:16 No doubt a couple of them will, yes Oct 31 20:57:50 * Kit nods Oct 31 20:57:59 Most of the town too, no doubt Oct 31 20:58:04 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:00:09 Once it is over, it will be time for me to think about returning home Oct 31 21:00:41 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:00:50 You'll have some time with family? Oct 31 21:03:30 * Kit shrugs Oct 31 21:04:03 I wont know that until I check in with the Order. I may be travelling again immediately. It's a busy life. Oct 31 21:04:18 I think your parents would like some time with you Oct 31 21:08:01 * Kit has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 31 21:12:28 * Kit (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 31 21:12:39 I know, but Eisen must come first Oct 31 21:14:02 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:14:04 I suppose so Oct 31 21:14:38 **he's almost at the mile point when he gets a flash of her thoughts. She is removing her dress in front of the mirror, running a hand over her bottom, squeezing gently. Oct 31 21:14:50 I will write to them Oct 31 21:15:02 Do... they miss you, badly Oct 31 21:15:14 * Kit nods Oct 31 21:16:37 **HH continues his singing for most of the time. It's soon easy to tune him out. They pass Sunnymeade before arriving in the town** Oct 31 21:17:01 I'll get the solicitor ready, and you can bring Dau? Oct 31 21:17:23 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:17:39 You are going to prep him on what he's signing? Oct 31 21:18:19 That it's a will made by a prisoner who will be tried this week, yes Oct 31 21:18:29 I mean Dau... Oct 31 21:19:53 I am happy to deal with all of that, yes Oct 31 21:20:26 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:21:08 Are you limiting your contact with him? Oct 31 21:21:54 Somewhat... though, given that my dislike for him is well known, it would be best if I were not seen influencing him with regards to the will... Oct 31 21:22:49 * Kit nods Oct 31 21:23:09 Do you want to wait at the ship and I will take him and bring him back? Oct 31 21:24:10 No... for my own peace of mind, I want to see what he signs... besides, my capturing him leads nicely in not wanting him out of my sight Oct 31 21:24:31 * Kit nods Oct 31 21:25:00 I'll see you at the solicitors **he gives the name and address of the one who dealt with Sunnymeade** Oct 31 21:25:36 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:25:42 I'll be along soon Oct 31 21:26:55 * Kit leaves whilst Morgan and HH press on to the Rose, finding Sorgi and Claudia on deck Oct 31 21:27:05 * Kit is now known as Sorgi Oct 31 21:27:30 Good afternoon, m'lord. Everyone well? Oct 31 21:41:24 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Oct 31 21:52:47 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Oct 31 21:53:33 Good afternoon, m'lord, everyone well? Oct 31 21:54:27 * Morgan nods Oct 31 21:54:34 well enough... been a change of plans Oct 31 21:56:30 What is that? Oct 31 21:58:16 the lieutenant doesn't trust the sheriff... I don't particularly trust the lieutenant... so after Dau has seen the solicitor, he's coming back here... I know you want him off the ship, but I think its where we need to keep him Oct 31 21:58:47 * Sorgi nods. Claudia is just watching Morgan Oct 31 21:59:39 Very good m'lord. I was going to suggest another shore leave at Kingston, its known they won't be trouble there, but would you prefer we stay in Tawstock? Oct 31 21:59:53 No, its fine Oct 31 21:59:58 * Morgan looks at Claudia Oct 31 22:00:02 say your piece... Oct 31 22:00:27 C: *she shakes her head* Nothing to say. What do you want me doing? Oct 31 22:02:08 * Morgan shrugs Oct 31 22:03:03 C: You want me at Lady Torrington's checking the guard's are passable? Oct 31 22:04:02 No, I'll do that... I want you near the Rose... I don't anticipate anyone coming for Dau but, lets not take any chances Oct 31 22:04:57 HH: Keep it quiet yer going to Kingston, gonna be hard to do anything to a ship that's not where she's sposed to be Oct 31 22:05:20 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:05:23 good shout Oct 31 22:05:59 * Sorgi smiles "Having Claudia here makes sense, we can take it in turns supervising Dau or the men in the brothel Oct 31 22:06:35 **Claudia shrugs slightly** whatever works Oct 31 22:07:11 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:07:35 C: Want me to fetch him? Oct 31 22:08:28 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:08:52 **She goes below. HH watches her** Oct 31 22:09:15 * Sorgi smiles Oct 31 22:09:38 Molly and Varick were glad to see you, m'lord? Oct 31 22:10:00 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:10:02 very much Oct 31 22:10:09 * Sorgi nods Oct 31 22:10:32 Still might be a few weeks before you're ready to leave Tawstock again? Oct 31 22:11:32 I don't think so... why would it be? Oct 31 22:13:53 Until Elsie's baby is born Oct 31 22:14:26 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:14:29 aye Oct 31 22:17:38 **Claudia walks on up the stairs, not even bothering to check he is following. He is, head down, keeping pace with her but at a distance. HH checks she cant see before gesturing to Morgan $Aye aye, Cap'n Claudia, Ma'am$ Oct 31 22:18:54 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Oct 31 22:19:19 C: Ready, Morgan? Oct 31 22:20:11 * Morgan nods, walking down the gangplank Oct 31 22:22:03 C: **she looks at Dau* Follow Morgan. **he does so** Oct 31 22:22:18 **Claudia and HH bring up the rear** Oct 31 22:22:34 * Morgan leads the way back to the solicitors Oct 31 22:22:39 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Oct 31 22:23:54 **Everything at the Solicitors goes smoothly, Kit prepping Dau before the document handing everything to his sister is signed. Morgan gets to see it once he is done. Kit leaves Dau with them, going into the town to send some letters off. HH returns Kai to the brig before returning on deck** Oct 31 22:23:54 HH: so who's going where now? Oct 31 22:26:09 Sorgi is moving the Rose, I'm going to see the judge Oct 31 22:28:21 **HH nods: I'll come with y' then Oct 31 22:28:25 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:28:27 alright Oct 31 22:29:18 **Goodbyes are said. The judge is the same man Molly relinquished her citizenship to, and his chambers are next to the courtroom** Oct 31 22:29:26 * Claudia is now known as Judge Oct 31 22:29:48 I won't keep you long, I just have a few questions Oct 31 22:29:53 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:30:18 I have taken statements from everyone involved. Do you want to make one? Oct 31 22:30:40 is it needed? What new information could mine contain? Oct 31 22:31:12 Generally people like to tell their stories. It gives them closure and helps them move on from it Oct 31 22:32:17 * Morgan shrugs Oct 31 22:33:08 I will be stressing the abhorrence of his actions, but I do not want to inspire any like-minded men to develop an interest in such unnatural acts. Do you agree? Oct 31 22:33:47 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:34:36 Also, many of the local women will be interested in seeing a rapist brought to justice, I would shield them where possible Oct 31 22:35:26 Now, the next problem is your wife... Oct 31 22:35:54 The people will see what they will see... he isn't just a rapist. Oct 31 22:37:27 The statements make it quite clear that Elsie was selected due to her resemblance to Duchess Koertig. Would you like that to be downplayed where possible? Oct 31 22:38:09 Why? Oct 31 22:38:33 Most men would not want their wives entangled in this Oct 31 22:39:53 Molly grew up here... I think its important that because one Tawstock girl was made safe from it, another was selected is important. Oct 31 22:41:08 Ahh... yes... however, it is only very recently that the people have realised they made an error in judging her when Mr Forrester cast her out. There may be some speculation about what she may have done to incur his wrath Oct 31 22:42:54 He wanted her ship. He wanted to... own her... he wanted what he could not have. She did nothing to warrant that. Oct 31 22:44:20 I simply want to to be aware that the speculation may be unpleasant Oct 31 22:45:18 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:45:21 and so can I Oct 31 22:48:30 * Judge nods Oct 31 22:48:41 Will you be attending the trial? Oct 31 22:49:12 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:49:14 I think so, yes Oct 31 22:49:20 And your wife? Oct 31 22:49:40 I'm hoping she won't Oct 31 22:50:13 Very well. That was all I needed to ask you Oct 31 22:51:13 * Morgan nods, standing up Oct 31 22:52:02 **The solicitor thanks him and bids him farewell. He and HH ride towards Catherine's again. Outside Sunnymeade, Pete and Beth just walking up the drive towards them. She has a prominent waddle now, her bump easily as big as Dietlinde's was the final few days before Jana was born. She looks cheerful though, all the children wandering along behind them, Mary being helped by William** Oct 31 22:52:12 * Judge is now known as Beth Oct 31 22:53:13 * Beth and her family wave to Morgan, obviously planning to chat Oct 31 22:54:04 * Morgan pulls up at their drive, looking to HeinzHarold Oct 31 22:54:14 Go on, I'll not keep you away from her Oct 31 22:54:34 **HH inclines his head before riding on** Oct 31 22:54:50 Good afternoon, Morgan, it's good to see you are home Oct 31 22:55:21 Beth... how are you doing? Oct 31 22:56:21 Well enough, thank you. I am not sure I can bear another few weeks of this though! Oct 31 22:58:06 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:58:14 *Peter wraps an arm casually around her* You won't go overdue, you never do Oct 31 22:58:43 Have you seen Molly yet? Oct 31 22:59:26 * Morgan nods Oct 31 22:59:28 briefly Oct 31 22:59:52 Oh! We won't keep you then! How is Elsie though? No pains? Oct 31 23:00:11 Not that I'm aware of... I've not had time to see her yet Oct 31 23:00:20 * Beth nods Oct 31 23:00:42 I am sure we'll see them again soon. Take care, Morgan Oct 31 23:01:26 and you Oct 31 23:02:01 **He catches HH up easily. The ride back seems slow, and HH sings for a lot of it. Once more Morgan is back to the cottage, it must be around half after three. There's noone in the kitchen, everything feels calm, but he can faintly hear voices behind the parlour door. Oct 31 23:10:44 * Beth has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 01 09:20:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 01 09:20:15 * Molly is now known as Elsie Nov 01 09:20:43 I am sure we'll see them again soon. Take care, Morgan Nov 01 09:20:43 and you Nov 01 09:20:43 **He catches HH up easily. The ride back seems slow, and HH sings for a lot of it. Once more Morgan is back to the cottage, it must be around half after three. There's noone in the kitchen, everything feels calm, but he can faintly hear voices behind the parlour door. Nov 01 09:21:19 * Morgan wanders into the parlour Nov 01 09:21:27 Elsie is laid with her head on James's lap. He's smiling down at her. His hand is rubbing her very sizeable bump. She is looking back up at him. All in all, they look smitten with each other Nov 01 09:24:12 * Elsie sees Morgan and tries to sit herself up. She struggles, laughing. James tries to help her but he can't push her up from underneath because she is on the wrong side of him, which only makes them both laugh more at their joint lack of ability** Nov 01 09:24:42 Dont move on my account Nov 01 09:25:07 * Elsie nods, lying back down Nov 01 09:25:17 Molly said you were back Nov 01 09:26:25 * Morgan nods Nov 01 09:26:29 Got in this morning Nov 01 09:27:06 J, in slow Avalonian: It will be nice to have another man here again! Nov 01 09:27:52 Been running you ragged, have they? Nov 01 09:33:38 J: **he smiles** I've had a lot on my hand. Nov 01 09:33:45 * Elsie laughs at this Nov 01 09:33:58 * Morgan nods Nov 01 09:34:10 * Elsie looks at James Nov 01 09:34:35 There's been a few _bumpy_ moments Nov 01 09:34:43 **They both laugh* Nov 01 09:35:00 * Morgan winces Nov 01 09:35:04 that was awful Nov 01 09:35:18 * Elsie and James laugh again Nov 01 09:35:33 How was your journey? Nov 01 09:36:33 arduous... I understand you two have grown close Nov 01 09:37:48 * Elsie and James both nod Nov 01 09:38:13 J: Don't worry, my lord, I won't do her any 'arm Nov 01 09:38:23 **They both find this funny** Nov 01 09:40:19 Its like talking to two HeinzHarolds... Nov 01 09:40:36 * Elsie smiles Nov 01 09:41:03 Is he well? I know Inga was desperate to see him Nov 01 09:41:08 * Morgan nods Nov 01 09:41:12 he's fine Nov 01 09:42:32 * Elsie suddenly smiles, looking to James Nov 01 09:42:39 He's kicking you again Nov 01 09:43:24 **James nods, looking at his hand on her stomach** Probably because I was still too long Nov 01 09:44:07 * Morgan smiles Nov 01 09:44:21 I'll give you three some privacy Nov 01 09:45:06 J: Actually, if you could help me get out from under them, I'd like a word, my lord Nov 01 09:45:20 * Elsie laughs Nov 01 09:45:30 * Morgan nods, helping Elsie up Nov 01 09:46:03 * Elsie stands. She is significantly bigger than when he left three weeks ago Nov 01 09:47:21 It's like being crushed by a boulder! Nov 01 09:47:50 You have grown somewhat Nov 01 09:48:11 Could be any time now. Beth says eleven days til he's mostly likely to come, but he won't be early if he comes now. Nov 01 09:48:43 * Morgan nods Nov 01 09:48:50 She'd know I suppose Nov 01 09:49:07 **she nods: I'm quite proud my broken body has managed to keep him safe this long, doctors said he might come too early cos of all the damage and cos that's how I lost the last one Nov 01 09:50:26 You should be proud Nov 01 09:50:51 * Elsie nods Nov 01 09:51:15 I am. All I want is for him to live and be happy Nov 01 09:51:23 * Morgan nods Nov 01 09:52:10 **James stands, kissing her cheek "I'll be back soon" Nov 01 09:52:34 * Elsie is now known as James Nov 01 09:53:21 * James heads out into the kitchen and then onto the lawn out front Nov 01 09:55:54 * Morgan follows him out Nov 01 09:58:13 * James looks at him Nov 01 09:58:38 I just wanted to say, I know you're all worried about me, my lord, but you don't need to be Nov 01 10:00:59 Why's that? Nov 01 10:02:03 I'm counting my blessings, my lord. How many men ever get a chance in their lifetime to love and be loved in return by a woman as incredibly brave and strong as she is? Nov 01 10:02:45 you love her Nov 01 10:04:05 * James nods Nov 01 10:04:08 Absolutely Nov 01 10:06:32 Then I willl worry all the same... If the outcome is as expected, I don't need to imagine what you will feel... you understand? Nov 01 10:08:30 * James nods Nov 01 10:09:26 I do, my lord. But even knowing what is going to happen, I still wouldn't choose not to love her, even if I could stop it at all Nov 01 10:10:28 I know.... Nov 01 10:10:34 She doesn't stop existing for me when she isn't in the room and therefore I can't physically see her. She is still there, just not with me. When she is in heaven, it'll be just like her being in another room. She's still there, I just won't be able to see or touch her. Then one day, it'll be time for me to join her in the other room. Nov 01 10:14:12 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:14:43 I know Nov 01 10:15:21 She's taught me more in three weeks than I have learnt the rest of my life so far. She'll be a part of me forever. If she can endure what she has and remain strong and loving, I can endure what is going to happen. Nov 01 10:19:23 * Morgan nods, putting a hand on James shoulder Nov 01 10:19:37 Whatever comes, I am here for you with any help I can give Nov 01 10:19:41 * James smiles at Morgan Nov 01 10:20:18 Thank you, my Lord. I know it will be painful. I also know it is worth it. _She_ is worth it. Nov 01 10:20:26 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:22:49 If you'll excuse me, my lord, I don't want to miss a minute with her if I can help it Nov 01 10:23:32 of course Nov 01 10:24:34 * James smiles, going in. Morgan can faintly hear Elsie ask James if everything is alright, to which he tells her it's all left, no right. They both start laughing Nov 01 10:25:27 * Morgan rolls his eyes, going looking for Molly Nov 01 10:26:22 **There's no sign of her Nov 01 10:26:29 [where are you blossom?] Nov 01 10:26:35 * James is now known as Molly Nov 01 10:27:16 [We went for a walk, we did not think you would be back yet. We will be back in twenty minutes, my love] Nov 01 10:28:17 [ok blossom] Nov 01 10:29:22 * Molly and Varick return from their walk a little later, and it's time for Molly to make Varick's tea. The others all go into the parlour to play cards, they talk in a mix of Eisen and Avalonian. HH clearly has fallen behind where James, Varick and Inga are speaking Avalonian quite well, and Elsie has a decent grasp of Eisen. Nov 01 10:29:22 * Molly sings softly to herself as she works, kneading bread dough at the counter, seeming very at home in this kitchen now as if she's lived here for years. As per his view of her thoughts, she has changed out of her dress and into the modified trousers. Nov 01 10:32:28 * Morgan watches her Nov 01 10:35:22 You could shell some peas for dinner for me if you wish to, my love? *she gestures a floury hand towards a large bowl of pea pods* Nov 01 10:35:53 * Morgan nods, getting up to start on them Nov 01 10:37:30 * Molly moves her work so she can stand close beside him. She looks up at him with a fond smile Nov 01 10:37:41 How are you, my love? Nov 01 10:38:30 I'm alright Nov 01 10:41:20 * Molly smiles Nov 01 10:41:36 I'm glad. Did everything go well in town? Nov 01 10:42:28 The judge was... concerned that there may be gossip about why Dau wanted to hurt you Nov 01 10:43:16 * Molly shrugs Nov 01 10:43:33 A place like Tawstock, there is always gossip about everything Nov 01 10:43:52 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:45:58 Are _you_ concerned? Nov 01 10:46:36 * Molly works the bread over with her hands, twisting it ninety degrees before doing it again Nov 01 10:47:52 Somewhat... I worry about how many people I'll have to brain before they stop Nov 01 10:48:13 * Molly smiles Nov 01 10:48:24 To protect and defend me? Nov 01 10:48:38 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:48:57 I might find that enjoyable, my love Nov 01 10:49:22 Maybe... Nov 01 10:50:47 When is his trial to be? Nov 01 10:51:19 Wednesday... the judge wanted to know if you were going to be present for any of it... Nov 01 10:51:35 * Molly keeps on shaping the dough Nov 01 10:51:45 I don't know... what do you think? Nov 01 10:52:24 I'd rather you didn't go to the execution at the least Nov 01 10:52:29 * Molly watches him a moment, smiling Nov 01 10:52:38 I won't then, my love Nov 01 10:52:54 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:52:56 thank you Nov 01 10:53:06 * Molly smiles more Nov 01 10:53:17 Would you like me to stay away from the trial? Nov 01 10:53:37 I don't know... I don't think I want Elsie at either... Nov 01 10:53:50 * Molly nods Nov 01 10:54:10 Would you have me say I recommend she doesnt, for the sake of the baby? Nov 01 10:54:39 Would it be true? Nov 01 10:56:59 I certainly would think the calm environment here is better. Besides, it is almost three hours of travelling, and town will be so busy. I'd rather not deal with trying to deliver the baby somewhere other than here Nov 01 10:57:46 * Morgan nods Nov 01 10:57:48 very well then Nov 01 10:57:59 * Molly smiles Nov 01 10:58:38 I won't go to the trial. I have no need or desire to see him. I will be glad when it is resolved, but I have nothing I wish to know or say to him. Nov 01 11:00:07 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:00:09 good Nov 01 11:00:44 You will go to both, liebling? Nov 01 11:01:09 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:01:17 * Molly watches his hands a moment Nov 01 11:01:33 I am glad it is Wednesday, and not your birthday Nov 01 11:02:17 * Morgan shrugs Nov 01 11:02:20 as long as it happens Nov 01 11:05:45 * Molly nods Nov 01 11:06:25 I was so looking forward to having your birthday with you... when you weren't here yesterday I started to worry you would not be back in time Nov 01 11:07:26 We might have been back last night but after the storm, there air was utterly still Nov 01 11:07:47 * Molly frowns Nov 01 11:07:51 How strange! Nov 01 11:08:23 it happens, Sorgi knew about it... made the entire crew jumpy Nov 01 11:09:50 * Molly smiles, watching him Nov 01 11:10:06 And you, mom petit chou, did it make you jumpy too? Nov 01 11:10:50 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:11:31 * Molly leans her cheek to his upper arm a moment Nov 01 11:11:38 What caused it? Nov 01 11:12:32 it just happens, apparently Nov 01 11:13:54 * Molly goes back to the dough Nov 01 11:14:11 Very odd, my love. I can imagine it was frustrating? Nov 01 11:14:34 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:14:37 infuriating Nov 01 11:14:53 You were keen to be home by then? Nov 01 11:15:46 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:15:48 * Molly halves the dough, rolling it into a sausage shape Nov 01 11:16:02 Lady Torrington wants to know what she owes to cover the costs of fetching Dau Nov 01 11:16:13 * Molly nods Nov 01 11:16:24 That should be easy to work out Nov 01 11:16:34 it hadn't occurred to me Nov 01 11:16:41 * Molly shrugs Nov 01 11:17:25 If it weren't for her desire to have him brought publicly to justice, you could have ended it as soon as you found him Nov 01 11:17:56 still would've incurred the costs and had to sail back Nov 01 11:18:12 * Molly smiles Nov 01 11:19:01 Perhaps. But consider that for Catherine is might feel more like she has had control of the situation if she can pay for your time Nov 01 11:19:09 It* Nov 01 11:20:01 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:20:02 I suppose so Nov 01 11:20:30 It would certainly be helpful to accept the reimbursement Nov 01 11:21:09 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:21:24 * Molly smiles, rolling the dough again Nov 01 11:21:36 You could turn it down... Nov 01 11:22:19 I could... but as you say, I suppose it would be helpful for her Nov 01 11:23:00 * Molly looks at him, raising an eyebrow "I know it may feel awkward for you...but it is possible to be too... proud and... rigid" She smiles. Nov 01 11:23:28 * Morgan shrugs Nov 01 11:24:29 * Molly watches him a moment before looking back to the dough Nov 01 11:25:40 It would be useful, as we are not actively working her for profit. There are still all the costs of crew and provisions. Nov 01 11:26:48 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:26:50 Alright Nov 01 11:27:29 * Molly smiles Nov 01 11:28:06 Would you like to talk about Mr Robert's now, or something more... lighthearted? Nov 01 11:28:42 Lets get this with him out of the way Nov 01 11:29:09 * Molly nods, scoring the bread with a blade Nov 01 11:29:30 He may have a connection to my mother's family in Durham? Nov 01 11:29:54 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:31:37 You have an aunt up there? Nov 01 11:32:56 As far as I know, given how little my mother will say about it, her twin sister should still be in the area Nov 01 11:34:43 Your mother won't talk about her? Nov 01 11:36:43 Mama doesn't talk about anything in the past really. She thinks we would all be far happier concentrating on the present and the future Nov 01 11:37:40 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:38:47 Perhaps he knows my aunt? Nov 01 11:39:02 I rather think he knew your aunts daughter Nov 01 11:39:21 * Molly thinks about this Nov 01 11:39:28 The love he lost? Nov 01 11:39:32 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:39:52 it would explain why you looked so much like her Nov 01 11:42:13 * Molly nods slowly Nov 01 11:42:16 Alright... Nov 01 11:44:58 I think she was your cousin Nov 01 11:45:39 * Molly nods, her hands just resting on the counter: What happened to her? Nov 01 11:46:30 as I recall, she drowned Nov 01 11:47:01 * Molly inhales slowly Nov 01 11:47:44 Like Cecily... like I nearly did... Nov 01 11:48:03 * Molly looks at him Nov 01 11:48:13 Like my grandmother Sophie did Nov 01 11:48:27 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:51:18 * Molly sighs Nov 01 11:51:29 It's like it follows me, isnt it? Nov 01 11:52:32 A little, perhaps Nov 01 11:54:02 * Molly nods, smiling a little Nov 01 11:54:10 It is what it is, I suppose Nov 01 11:54:30 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:56:38 We could ask Mr Roberts about my aunt? Nov 01 11:57:26 * Morgan nods Nov 01 11:59:51 I should imagine you were rather busy when you were in Durham? Nov 01 12:00:09 * Molly puts the first loaf into the stove Nov 01 12:00:44 Why so? Nov 01 12:03:00 Travelling back and forth, loading Kai onto the ship. I cannot imagine you would have had time to look for Molly family Nov 01 12:04:19 It came to me in a dream, as many things seem to Nov 01 12:05:40 * Molly smiles Nov 01 12:05:57 I have had many dreams where I can control things Nov 01 12:06:48 and some in a brothel... Nov 01 12:07:15 * Molly smiles Nov 01 12:07:27 The one where you joined me was very pleasant Nov 01 12:08:52 the second wasn't? Nov 01 12:10:04 * Molly blushes hard Nov 01 12:10:11 Oh! I umm... Nov 01 12:10:56 * Molly stands beside him, leaning back against the counter so she can watch him Nov 01 12:11:14 ... I hadn't realised you were there Nov 01 12:11:43 I did not think I could make you aware Nov 01 12:12:48 * Molly shrugs Nov 01 12:13:12 I really don't know. I... how much were you there for? Nov 01 12:16:23 You were... still using your mouth on me Nov 01 12:17:49 * Molly bites her lip, nodding Nov 01 12:18:03 Mmhmm... sadly I woke around then... Nov 01 12:18:53 * Morgan nods Nov 01 12:18:54 me too Nov 01 12:19:11 * Molly glances away "You were there to ask what I wanted to do?" Nov 01 12:19:23 * Morgan nods Nov 01 12:20:10 * Molly nods slowly "ah." Nov 01 12:21:15 You are... embarrassed by that? Nov 01 12:22:27 I was... rather forthright Nov 01 12:23:18 yes you were Nov 01 12:24:41 * Molly blushes Nov 01 12:25:36 I might not have been, had I realised Nov 01 12:27:15 a pity, I thought perhaps we would finish what we started Nov 01 12:29:12 * Molly fidgets against the counter, biting her lower lip. The blushing only increases. She watches him intently Nov 01 12:29:18 I... yes. Nov 01 12:30:42 * Morgan nods Nov 01 12:30:43 good Nov 01 12:31:14 * Molly continues watching him Nov 01 12:31:35 I... I should get Varick fed Nov 01 12:31:41 * Morgan nods Nov 01 12:31:43 yes... Nov 01 12:32:11 * Molly takes a deep breath, swallowing hard Nov 01 12:32:34 Okay... *she still doesn't move though* Nov 01 12:35:33 Go on then Nov 01 12:38:28 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 01 12:40:14 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 01 12:43:23 * Molly exhales slowly, then distractedly sets about the jobs of the early evening. 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Nov 02 18:29:17 **They have definitely been caught out talking about something rude** Nov 02 18:29:33 Ummm.... Heinzharold said you might want to talk to me? Nov 02 18:30:31 * Morgan watches her a moment before grinning Nov 02 18:30:37 alright... yes, I do Nov 02 18:31:14 **Molly takes off her apron** I need to pop over to the main house. I'll be back soon Nov 02 18:32:27 * Inga waits til Molly has gone before sitting at the table with coffee Nov 02 18:32:32 How can I help? Nov 02 18:33:33 How well do you remember the Shadow Fayre that HeinzHarold was the king? Nov 02 18:33:46 * Inga sips her coffee Nov 02 18:33:54 Fairly well, I think Nov 02 18:35:10 Just before the pole came down... was there anything odd that you noticed? Nov 02 18:38:31 Umm... *she looks uncomfortable* Nov 02 18:39:36 What is it you're worried about telling me for? Nov 02 18:40:11 I can't imagine you want to hear about my husband kissing your wife Nov 02 18:41:12 She wasn't my wife then... and I've no doubt they were keen on eachother, he doesn't exactly look like he was hit with a shovel as a child... Nov 02 18:41:40 * Inga nods Nov 02 18:42:00 He is very handsome. I dont know what on Theah he sees in me! Nov 02 18:42:57 * Morgan tilts his head Nov 02 18:43:38 My dear friend, you are beautiful, and you have a soul that radiates love. You're funny, and kind, and loving... thats what he sees in you Nov 02 18:43:50 * Inga blushes Nov 02 18:43:58 Thank you Nov 02 18:48:35 The Shadowfayre... I remember them kissing. I remember thinking she was about the luckiest girl in the world, being that beautiful and having a man like him wanting to kiss her... Nov 02 18:49:01 * Morgan nods Nov 02 18:49:56 I thought maybe they would kiss again, then the pole fell. If they were going to kiss again, its certainly spoilt it! Nov 02 18:50:26 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 02 18:50:34 I see... was there anything... unusual? Nov 02 18:50:50 * Inga sips her coffee again Nov 02 18:51:30 I thought maybe the wind blew it down. But it didn't feel windy, it just sounded like it for a moment Nov 02 18:52:04 sounded like it? Like... a whispering in the trees? Nov 02 18:52:14 * Inga nods Nov 02 18:52:20 Like leaves rustling Nov 02 18:52:31 * Morgan nods Nov 02 18:52:37 alright.... Nov 02 18:53:58 Lord Koertig said it was something like... subsidence? Like the ground was waterlogged under the surface, and all the jumping around made the pole come loose Nov 02 18:55:24 that'd certainly be a normal conclusion Nov 02 18:55:58 * Inga drinks more coffee "It was so sad, poor old lady. It was instant though, she wouldn't have even realised Nov 02 18:56:15 Thats something at least Nov 02 18:56:25 * Inga nods Nov 02 18:57:28 I've always stayed well away from the pole since. There's never been another shadow queen that pretty again, even Greta Nov 02 18:57:51 * Inga rolls her eyes "The real Greta, not Heinzharold's new horse!" Nov 02 18:57:59 * Morgan chuckles Nov 02 18:58:39 What possessed him to call the horse after that girl I don't know! Nov 02 18:59:01 He thinks he's funny... Nov 02 18:59:08 * Inga smiles Nov 02 18:59:28 He is. He also knows I'm a bit jealous of her Nov 02 18:59:41 Greta? Why? Nov 02 19:00:59 She's beautiful. And she was his _first kiss_. That's special Nov 02 19:03:52 I've never seen him react the way he did the day he saw you at my fathers home... He's always had a mouth on him, but I've never seen _anything_ stop it... apart from you Nov 02 19:05:41 * Inga smiles, nodding Nov 02 19:06:26 I couldn't believe he was even looking at _me_. He could have the pick of almost all women, and he was looking at _me_. Nov 02 19:06:37 * Morgan shrugs Nov 02 19:06:47 your hearts speak to eachother Nov 02 19:10:10 * Inga nods Nov 02 19:10:18 That's a beautiful sentiment Nov 02 19:11:40 Don't tell anyone, I've an image to maintain Nov 02 19:13:49 * Inga smiles Nov 02 19:14:00 I think you and Molly have it to Nov 02 19:14:02 Too* Nov 02 19:14:11 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:14:14 I'm inclined to agree Nov 02 19:15:49 She's missed you very much, but I think it's been good for her too Nov 02 19:16:01 oh? Nov 02 19:19:17 She's spent a lot of time with Beth and Pete, talking about being married for the second time Nov 02 19:20:16 I see Nov 02 19:23:08 Varick enjoys time with his cousins Nov 02 19:25:45 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:26:00 He's not had that much time with other children really Nov 02 19:28:09 * Inga nods Nov 02 19:28:24 One day he will Nov 02 19:29:28 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:31:36 Are you glad to be back? Heinzharold said it was difficult at times Nov 02 19:32:17 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:32:34 Its been rough... he tell you about the dream I didn't realise was a dream? Nov 02 19:34:48 Not yet we haven't had much time to talk Nov 02 19:34:56 * Inga blushes Nov 02 19:35:21 He hasn't been back long, and then going out, we haven't really sat down to talk about it yet Nov 02 19:36:08 so I gathered Nov 02 19:38:25 How did you eventually realise? Nov 02 19:40:47 They managed to convince me to try going back to sleep for a bit... it sort of filtered through then Nov 02 19:41:03 * Inga nods Nov 02 19:41:12 What did you dream of? Nov 02 19:43:18 that there wasn't a fire... but we were to be banished for the good of Sudlachenburg... I'd left Dietlinde and Jana under HeinzHarolds protection in Johstadt while I sailed to Catterick to deal with my uncle in the hopes of going there... when I woke up I didn't realise it was a dream, thought I was still sailing to go see my uncle Nov 02 19:44:26 Oh that sounds awful Nov 02 19:47:09 it wasn't wonderful Nov 02 19:48:00 But you were alright when you realised? Nov 02 19:48:51 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:49:08 because, I think, it came as part of being asleep, a dream, it wasn't... a sudden shock Nov 02 19:49:19 **Varick comes in from the parlour, sitting on Morgan's lap. He looks sleepy** Nov 02 19:50:00 V: will you read my bedtime story, Papa? Nov 02 19:52:51 of course I will... will you excuse me, Inga? Nov 02 19:53:14 Of course. Was that all you needed to ask me about the Shadowfayre? Nov 02 19:53:44 * Morgan nods Nov 02 19:56:04 * Inga takes her coffee, going through. He can hear HH say "there y' are, I thought you'd been wife-napped!" Nov 02 19:56:35 * Inga is now known as Varick Nov 02 19:57:33 * Varick goes up the stairs and into the room he has here. He undressed for bed, then gives Morgan the book Nov 02 19:57:40 I miss Captain Ulysses Nov 02 19:58:01 I think he misses you... I don't think he'd want to leave the ship though, would he? Nov 02 19:58:13 * Varick shrugs Nov 02 19:58:27 He could eat birds here Nov 02 19:59:45 true Nov 02 20:00:24 Did he give you cuddles? Nov 02 20:01:09 * Morgan nods Nov 02 20:01:11 every night Nov 02 20:03:08 That's nice. Mama gave me cuddles every night Nov 02 20:03:48 * Morgan nods Nov 02 20:03:49 good Nov 02 20:04:51 We missed you Nov 02 20:05:19 * Varick gets settled down with his bear Nov 02 20:05:47 I missed you, so very much Nov 02 20:08:30 You wont go away again, will you? Nov 02 20:09:54 I don't really plan to Nov 02 20:11:15 Okay. You can read now Nov 02 20:11:26 **The Thean storybook is much further along, someone has obviously been reading it** Nov 02 20:13:24 Who's been reading this? Nov 02 20:14:10 James reads to me. Then Mama sings me to sleep Nov 02 20:14:59 * Morgan nods Nov 02 20:15:01 I see... Nov 02 20:16:16 Lots of troubles have happened to Ulysses on his travels! Nov 02 20:17:50 * Morgan nods Nov 02 20:19:14 The god of the winds took all the troublesome wind from the sky and put it in a bag that Ulysses could use to direct his sails. He was also home, but his crew thought the bag had treasure, and let all the wind out Nov 02 20:19:24 Almost* Nov 02 20:19:47 Not very kind of them Nov 02 20:21:02 No. The god of wind was annoyed and sent them back out to sea, so now he's even later. Is that why you were late? Nov 02 20:23:46 We couldn't find the person we were looking for, then.. there was a day of awful rain that delayed us... then... I met someone and had to spend some time getting to know them... then on the way back there was a nasty storm and after it there was no wind for the sails Nov 02 20:25:40 Did you annoy some gods? Nov 02 20:28:06 It happens sometimes, thats all Nov 02 20:31:52 * Varick nods, waiting for him to read Nov 02 20:32:27 **More disasters befall the hero, but Varick is safely asleep in moments** Nov 02 20:32:59 * Morgan marks the page, putting the book down before leaving the room quietly Nov 02 20:35:55 **It is all quiet when he comes out of the room. He can smell chicken being roasted downstairs. Molly is waiting for him, watching him with breathless anticipation. She speaks quietly, eyes on his** You have a spare moment now? Nov 02 20:36:01 * Varick is now known as Molly Nov 02 20:36:54 * Morgan nods Nov 02 20:39:30 * Molly leads him by the hand into their room "I only have a few minutes, but I thought I would give them to you" Nov 02 20:41:02 * Morgan nods, following her Nov 02 20:42:43 * Molly shuts the door behind him, watching him intently Nov 02 20:43:41 I've waited weeks to have you alone like this, and now I have no idea what I wish to do next! Nov 02 20:46:43 How do you mean? Nov 02 20:49:39 * Molly says nothing, she just moves to kiss him Nov 02 20:50:45 * Morgan pulls her to him, kissing her hard Nov 02 20:53:33 * Molly moans at this, kissing him faster, harder, her hands holding his body to hers with a firm grip on his back Nov 02 20:58:14 * Morgan shoves her back before picking her up and carrying her to the bed Nov 02 20:59:14 Mmmhmm... god I've missed your hands on me! Nov 02 21:00:06 * Morgan nods, throwing her on the bed before leaning down and kissing and sucking at her neck Nov 02 21:01:43 * Molly writhes beneath him, making soft whimpers of enjoyment, her hands stroking his shoulders and upper back possesively Nov 02 21:03:06 That feels so good... how in Theah did I get through these last few weeks without you?! Nov 02 21:04:31 * Morgan runs his hands down her sides and under her skirts, running them up her thighs roughly Nov 02 21:06:36 Oh god, liebes herz! **her fingertips sink firmer into his skin where she's touching his upper back** Nov 02 21:09:06 god I've missed you Nov 02 21:10:15 Mmm... I've missed you so badly, especially here in the bedroom! Nov 02 21:10:51 * Morgan presses his thumbs into her hips Nov 02 21:10:52 here? Nov 02 21:11:42 * Molly gasps "yes, but elsewhere too..." Nov 02 21:12:19 * Morgan runs his hands closer to her centreline Nov 02 21:12:22 here? Nov 02 21:14:26 Mmhmm that is also very nice... Nov 02 21:14:43 * Morgan nods, going back to sucking on her neck Nov 02 21:16:05 * Molly fidgets, her thighs pressing together, and she moans softly, her fingers gently stroking the side of his neck, careful not to accidentally tickle him Nov 02 21:19:36 * Morgan presses his palm against the mound above her most intimate area, pressing down firmly Nov 02 21:19:38 and here? Nov 02 21:20:59 * Molly groans, her hips lifting towards his hand Nov 02 21:21:06 Oh god! Nov 02 21:24:55 * Molly gets a grip of his ponytail, holding on firmly. She tilts and lifts her hips in an attempt to get the pressure a little lower Nov 02 21:25:35 * Morgan moves his hand with her so it stays in the same place Nov 02 21:26:32 * Molly moans, trying more Nov 02 21:27:25 * Morgan shifts suddenly, pushing two fingers inside her and making a slight lifting motion Nov 02 21:30:11 * Molly exhales suddenly and hard Nov 02 21:30:24 Oh fuck yes! Nov 02 21:31:24 * Morgan repeats the lifting motion, biting her neck Nov 02 21:33:46 * Molly shudders, breathing hard, her body tightening rhythmically between his and the mattress Nov 02 21:34:05 Oh god, that feels far too good! Nov 02 21:34:51 * Morgan murmurs, getting a bit more forceful Nov 02 21:38:10 * Molly strokes the back of his head lovingly, still rolling her hips in waves with the sensation Nov 02 21:39:02 * Morgan continues, getting more forceful still, more insistent Nov 02 21:40:15 Oh God, your fingers... *she moans louder, breathing and movement speeding, clearly on the verge of peaking* Nov 02 21:42:16 * Morgan carries on, his intention obvious Nov 02 21:45:18 * Molly tenses beneath him, trying to stay quiet considering they have guests downstairs, but he can feel from the violent shuddering and the way her core pulses around him that this climax he has given her is very intense, and is the way her hands grasp his shoulders Nov 02 21:45:31 As* Nov 02 21:47:56 * Morgan murmurs gently Nov 02 21:47:59 thats it blossom.... Nov 02 21:48:39 *she speaks quietly in a rush* Oh god, mein sehnsucht, you are divine! *she orgasms hard around his fingers again* Nov 02 21:50:51 * Morgan waits for this orgasm to subside before slowing down, withdrawing his fingers and gently stroking her skin Nov 02 21:51:43 * Molly takes slow breaths, watching him completely smitten Nov 02 21:52:02 * Morgan shifts, kissing her gently Nov 02 21:53:09 **she kisses him back just the same, staying close to murmur* Oh, my love... that was more pleasurable than all twenty three nights alone put together! Nov 02 21:56:32 I am pleased to hear that Nov 02 21:56:50 * Molly watches him, a little puzzled "You do not need to have me now?" Nov 02 21:58:02 I want to wait until we have time to not rush Nov 02 21:58:27 * Molly bites her lip, nodding Nov 02 21:58:38 Tonight, I hope Nov 02 22:01:16 * Morgan nods Nov 02 22:02:02 * Molly kisses him once more, stroking her fingers down the centre of his back "Thank you, my love" Nov 02 22:02:04 rest assured my girl I will not go one more night without spending myself within you Nov 02 22:03:38 * Molly 's mouth opens, biting hard on her lip. Her brows come together, and she looks close to climaxing again just from his words, her stomach muscles tensing Nov 02 22:04:00 Oh god yes... please, I want that so badly! Nov 02 22:04:12 * Morgan nods Nov 02 22:04:16 later Nov 02 22:05:10 * Molly nods, blowing out a slow calming breath through parted lips Nov 02 22:05:52 I can wait...? Nov 02 22:06:39 * Morgan nods Nov 02 22:06:42 we'll see won't we Nov 02 22:06:51 * Molly nods Nov 02 22:07:09 I wouldn't place any money upon it, mon petit chou! Nov 02 22:07:40 * Molly kisses him a final time, looking at his face tenderly Nov 02 22:07:52 I am so glad you're home again, my love Nov 02 22:07:56 * Morgan chuckles Nov 02 22:07:59 as am I Nov 02 22:08:23 * Molly waits for him to move Nov 02 22:08:37 Not as glad as I hope to make you in a few hours Nov 02 22:09:05 * Morgan nods before shifting to sit up Nov 02 22:10:53 * Molly sits up too Nov 02 22:11:31 My knees are all weak now, my love, but I need to see to dinner or otherwise you will go hungry this evening! Nov 02 22:12:19 * Morgan nods Nov 02 22:12:25 alright blossom Nov 02 22:12:33 * Molly smiles Nov 02 22:12:50 Do you need a moment before joining us downstairs? Nov 02 22:14:09 probably best... Nov 02 22:15:07 * Molly kisses his cheek before going to the door. She gives him a final smile before leaving Nov 02 22:30:41 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 02 22:34:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 02 22:39:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 03 15:32:57 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 03 15:58:08 **After taking a few minutes to calm himself, he returns downstairs. Molly is busy cooking, humming to herself quietly. She looks happy and very distracted, like a girl with a pleasing secret.  Heinzharold is sat at the table cutting carrots, the others laughing in the parlour. Nov 03 15:58:08 * HH surreptitiously watches Morgan Nov 03 16:00:13 HeinzHarold, you're not as good at that as you think you are Nov 03 16:00:46 Better at choppin' off fingers Nov 03 16:01:18 * HH looks at Morgan with a smile. It's not poking fun, it's genuine  $Yer wife looks a bit dazed$ Nov 03 16:01:29 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 03 16:02:06 Y' missing Claudia yet? Nov 03 16:03:43 * HH pushes some carrots and another knife across the table in front of an empty chair "Why don' y' show me how it's done?" Nov 03 16:04:11 I am... funny how quickly you get used to having someone around Nov 03 16:06:33 * Morgan sits down Nov 03 16:06:44 $I wasn't referring to the carrot chopping$ Nov 03 16:07:55 **Molly comes to put tea down in front of Morgan, the other hand squeezing his upper back firmly just as she had been upstairs whilst he pleasured her** Where is Claudia? Nov 03 16:08:39 On the Rose Nov 03 16:09:33 M: She wanted to say in town rather than come back here? Nov 03 16:10:21 not exactly... she's guarding Dau Nov 03 16:10:36 $Or going to the brothel$ Nov 03 16:11:22 $or that$ Nov 03 16:11:43 **Molly watches HH before looking back to Morgan** That make sense. Do you think she will stay down there with... the ship? Nov 03 16:12:44 $does she mean with Cap'n?$ Nov 03 16:12:52 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 03 16:14:04 M: It might be more practical if Alice and Florence are to stay with us, we will have more space Nov 03 16:14:25 * HH looks at Morgan $told her then$ Nov 03 16:16:08 $She's not an idiot$ Nov 03 16:16:21 I was going to ask Lady Torrington to use one of the rooms Nov 03 16:19:17 M: Oh I have done that, but I wondered if they would be more comfortable somewhere simpler than a duchess's house Nov 03 16:21:19 She's from a minor noble family, so... it probably isn't that big a change... Nov 03 16:21:55 M: Oh. Oh dear. Nov 03 16:22:12 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:22:35 M: **she stirs a pan** It would have been simpler had she been a common girl Nov 03 16:23:37 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:24:06 Given what she wants, I don't think it'll be as big a problem as you'd imagine Nov 03 16:24:16 The honourable thing to do would be to marry her... Nov 03 16:24:21 M:* Nov 03 16:25:28 'Cept that it's dishon'rable t' break his proposal to Mina Nov 03 16:26:42 *Molly checks the food in the stove** It's going to be rather complicated, isn't it? Nov 03 16:26:57 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:27:04 sort of Nov 03 16:30:06 M: Ouch! Damn it! Nov 03 16:30:16 Are you alright? Nov 03 16:30:32 M: just a little burn, it's fine Nov 03 16:31:24 Sure? Nov 03 16:32:05 Used t' have a man on the Nauti like that. You'd see 'im after battle with another finger off and he'd be sayin' "It's all grand, just a scratch!" Nov 03 16:32:52 M: *she laughs, putting her hand in some cold water* Nov 03 16:35:44 M: **she comes over to show him the red mark on fleshy part of her right hand where her thumb meets her palm** see, nothing much Nov 03 16:36:01 * Morgan frowns Nov 03 16:43:53 It could be worse I suppose, but still... Nov 03 16:43:57 M: *she smiles* I could just... fix it Nov 03 16:45:20 Practical, ain't she? Nov 03 16:45:25 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:45:26 very Nov 03 16:47:09 **she touches the burn, closes her eyes, and he feels that tingle on the back of his neck. When she moves her fingers the burn is gone* There, my love, is that better? Nov 03 16:47:21 * Morgan nods Nov 03 16:47:23 yes, it is Nov 03 16:47:25 **she shows him her hand again* Nov 03 16:52:15 * HH grins at Morgan before saying "hey, Molly, I got something for you!" Nov 03 16:52:46 * Morgan looks at him suspiciously Nov 03 16:54:03 * HH continues to grin. He rolls up his sleeve, showing her his forearm proudly Nov 03 16:54:03 **Molly's lips quirk in amusement before she says deadpan "Thank you, but my husband's arms are much nicer" Nov 03 16:54:44 * HH laughs "Morgan, yer wife has gone blind whilst we've been gone!" Nov 03 16:55:16 I'm sure she remembers where every mark on your arm was... Nov 03 16:55:46 No, that she thinks your arms are better th'n mine! Nov 03 16:57:20 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 17:00:10 * HH looks at her, pointing to the tiny tattoo "Got a tattoo for you" Nov 03 17:00:32 **She looks pleased** Thank you! Where did you do that? **she pulls up a chair so she can sit and poke at his arm** ((It was in Londinium, in the brothel where Marie worked)) Nov 03 17:00:56 Londinium... Nov 03 17:01:26 * HH watches Morgan whilst his wife runs her finger over the tattoo Nov 03 17:01:55 Was a man with a special machine t' do it. Nov 03 17:02:22 M: Did it hurt? Is that why it is so small? Nov 03 17:03:31 * HH tries not to laugh $something I never thought a woman would be asking me!$ Nov 03 17:03:58 * Morgan snorts Nov 03 17:04:22 Jus' incase y' can't get rid of it **Molly glances at Morgan questioningly** Nov 03 17:06:02 M: Is something wrong, my love? Nov 03 17:06:44 * HH grins at Morgan "Yer majesty seems to be findin' something funny..." Nov 03 17:08:47 Nothing to be repeated at the table Nov 03 17:10:50 **she looks at it closely, stretching his skin between her index and middle finger** let's try this, shall we? Nov 03 17:12:44 * HH nods. She puts her finger over the tattoo, concentrating. Morgan's neck prickles. HH starts smiling Nov 03 17:13:23 **She has a look, smiling. She looks to Morgan** All gone. Nov 03 17:22:27 * Morgan nods Nov 03 17:23:30 Useful as 'ell. Get a prominent face tattoo, infiltrate somewhere, all they 'member is yer face, get Molly to clear it off. Perfect disguise Nov 03 17:24:18 You do remember we're not at war anymore, right? Nov 03 17:25:12 * HH nods "You were th' one pretendin' to be an Avalon commoner at th' house in Ilchester" Nov 03 17:25:55 didn't need a face tattoo for that, either... and I didn't pretend that at all, I just didn't correct his assumption Nov 03 17:26:04 **Molly smiles** Were you doing your Avebury accent, my love? Nov 03 17:27:17 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 03 17:28:00 * HH grins "tell 'er about the callin' card!" Nov 03 17:29:23 He'd been asking if I was the roofer... didn't like that Eisen fella that deBurgh had with her, arrogant swine, but y'know, those Eisen lot are all savages Nov 03 17:31:31 **Molly looks shocked* How dare he?! Nov 03 17:32:49 Once I had a direction from him, I handed him my calling card... my up to date calling card Nov 03 17:33:52 **She laughs delightedly, clapping her hands together. HH smiles, watching her** Wonderful! How did he react?! Nov 03 18:05:31 how would you describe it, HeinzHarold? Nov 03 18:06:08 Snivelin' Nov 03 18:08:49 * HH grins "he was definitely humiliated" Nov 03 18:09:19 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:09:27 thought he'd wet himself when I put my arm around him Nov 03 18:09:43 **she giggles Nov 03 18:09:58 S'prised he didn't Nov 03 18:11:01 **Molly smiles: I'm looking forward to hearing all the stories about your trip in a few days! Nov 03 18:13:04 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 18:13:06 not much to tell Nov 03 18:13:12 * HH grins "Not sure where t' start!" Nov 03 18:13:51 * Morgan scratches his nose a moment Nov 03 18:14:04 Molly, I have something I was given for you Nov 03 18:14:55 **Molly looks at him, smiling** Oh, what is it, my love? Nov 03 18:15:21 * Morgan puts the bangle on the table Nov 03 18:16:11 **She picks it up, looking at it* Oh, liebling, its beautiful! Nov 03 18:19:47 **she hands it to Morgan, holding her hand out. It's like she did the day after he kissed her in Carleon, stood outside the jeweller's window with a pretty bracelet with stones and butterflies. Her eyes stay on his face** Nov 03 18:24:00 * Morgan puts it on her wrist Nov 03 18:24:31 **Molly watches him intently, broken by HH piping up with "I'm gonna give it to Inga later, after she's given me my late birthday surprise" Nov 03 18:25:01 **She bites her lip, blushing, and trying not to grin** Nov 03 18:26:48 * Morgan sniggers Nov 03 18:28:09 [He has no clue what it is?] Nov 03 18:28:41 **she looks at it** where did it come from? Nov 03 18:30:46 [No] Nov 03 18:30:56 That was a gift from a Vodacce woman Nov 03 18:31:07 M: the fate witch? Nov 03 18:31:33 * Morgan nods, putting the note in front of her Nov 03 18:32:20 * HH laughs "The best bit was when he thanked her, she patted his cheek an' said **he does the voice** Now bugger off, I have work to do" Nov 03 18:33:03 **Molly giggles at this too, looking at Morgan before looking at the note** I cannot imagine you were happy with that! Nov 03 18:33:30 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 18:33:51 **She looks at the note, frowning** Well... that's strange... Nov 03 18:34:38 She was weird as 'ell Nov 03 18:35:45 **Molly hands him back the note** Nov 03 18:35:53 * Morgan tucks it away Nov 03 18:36:31 **Molly smiles, standing** I'll need those carrots as soon as you can please Nov 03 18:37:06 * Morgan nods, starting to chop Nov 03 18:37:33 * HH does likewise, obviously aiming to chop faster than Morgan Nov 03 18:38:20 **Molly gets on with cooking. Though the six of them sit down for dinner at eight, it's a fairly short affair before Heinzharold smirkingly proclaims he's exhausted from the travelling  and whisks his wife off with quick goodnights. This leaves Morgan, Elsie and James at the table drinking coffee whilst Molly is cleaning up. The other two seem a little on edge. Nov 03 18:41:10 * Morgan watches them Nov 03 18:43:46 **They exchange glances with each other frequently** Nov 03 18:44:21 * Morgan sips his coffee before speaking quietly Nov 03 18:44:23 spit it out... Nov 03 18:45:28 * HH is now known as James Nov 03 18:45:56 While you have been away, Elsie has been staying with me next door, my Lord Nov 03 18:46:32 and... Nov 03 18:46:43 And now you're back... Nov 03 18:46:55 well, I'm not staying with you... Nov 03 18:51:05 I wondered... *Elsie puts her hand in his, smiling at him. He smiles back, obviously bolstered by her* _we_ wondered if you would allow that to continue, my lord Nov 03 18:52:27 So its alright to do unseemly things as long as I don't know about it? Nov 03 18:55:10 If you refuse, we will no longer do it, my Lord, but... *he looks at Elsie a minute before looking at Morgan* ... but I love her. I hope that you will be compassionate. Nov 03 18:55:43 **Elsie smiles, looking at Morgan** Please. Nov 03 18:56:33 With all the fighting I've done in the name of love, what hypocrite would I be... off you go... Nov 03 18:57:52 **They both smile, thanking him and saying goodnight. Molly watches them go out the front door and into the cold dark night whilst drying her hands. She shakes her head, smiling** Nov 03 18:57:58 * James is now known as Molly Nov 03 18:58:10 They are sweet Nov 03 18:59:06 * Morgan nods Nov 03 18:59:09 yes, they are Nov 03 18:59:36 * Molly still stands watching the door, just holding the tea towel, her expression turning more solemn Nov 03 18:59:45 I wish they had more time... Nov 03 19:00:14 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:00:17 they may yet Nov 03 19:00:32 * Molly closes her eyes, sighing Nov 03 19:00:48 I just don't know... I hope so... Nov 03 19:00:54 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:01:00 We can but wait and see Nov 03 19:01:15 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath Nov 03 19:01:39 They have tonight. And really, that's all that's promised to any of us, isn't it? Nov 03 19:01:48 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:01:50 true Nov 03 19:02:03 * Molly folds up the towel Nov 03 19:02:16 Are you taking a walk around the estate? Nov 03 19:02:32 I wasn't planning to, no.. I can do that tomorrow Nov 03 19:03:12 * Molly nods Nov 03 19:03:43 Were you wanting a drink and to sit by the fire? **she starts to smile** Nov 03 19:03:52 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 19:04:53 Unless there was something else you wished for? Nov 03 19:05:00 * Molly watches him Nov 03 19:05:49 such as... Nov 03 19:06:19 * Molly smiles softly "Anything you want, liebes herz… I am losing my wits with my desperation to give you as much pleasure as you can bear!" Nov 03 19:06:36 perhaps we should retire to bed then? Nov 03 19:06:56 * Molly nods Nov 03 19:07:13 Would you like to deal with the fire? Nov 03 19:07:25 * Morgan glances at it Nov 03 19:08:02 **it goes out, leaving only a single candle on the side** Nov 03 19:08:07 Thank you... Nov 03 19:08:16 * Morgan nods, standing Nov 03 19:08:59 * Molly watches him a moment, then picks up the candle to carry it up to the bedroom Nov 03 19:09:38 You realise, my love, aside from our sleeping child, we have the house to ourselves? Nov 03 19:10:21 I do Nov 03 19:11:23 * Molly nods, leading the way, and sets it down on the dresser in their room before kicking off her shoes Nov 03 19:12:47 And now that you have me here all alone for the whole night, mon petit chou, what will you do with me, hmm? *she watches him playfully* Nov 03 19:13:30 I seem to recall you wanting something... Nov 03 19:14:24 * Molly feigns innocence Nov 03 19:14:33 Perhaps you might remind me... Nov 03 19:14:50 No, if you want it, you need to say so Nov 03 19:15:08 * Molly blushes hard Nov 03 19:15:41 I uhhh... would like to remove your clothes and please you with my mouth... Nov 03 19:16:01 right... Nov 03 19:16:26 And then have you ask me to be on top of you... Nov 03 19:17:09 I dont recall that being quite what you wanted... Nov 03 19:17:26 * Molly bites her lip, squirming Nov 03 19:17:36 I might have said _beg_ Nov 03 19:18:23 * Morgan watches her Nov 03 19:18:40 * Molly watches him, breathing fast and shallow, pulse flickering fast at her throat Nov 03 19:19:46 And then I wanted... **she shivers**... you to call my name as you... spend yourself within me **she watches his reaction* Nov 03 19:19:59 * Morgan nods Nov 03 19:20:07 alright blossom Nov 03 19:20:16 * Molly says fast Nov 03 19:20:29 But only if you want to, if it would please you Nov 03 19:21:02 As I said, you decide... do what you want to do Nov 03 19:22:36 * Molly nods slowly "It's... not what I am used to... I am generally less in control" Nov 03 19:23:30 I know Nov 03 19:24:26 * Molly nods, watching him Nov 03 19:24:37 But it is what you wish for tonight? Nov 03 19:24:50 * Morgan shrugs Nov 03 19:25:01 What do _you_ want Nov 03 19:25:19 To please you. To make you happy with me Nov 03 19:25:41 I am happy with you... Nov 03 19:25:52 * Molly nods Nov 03 19:26:22 Then what I wish for is to give you all the pleasure I suspect you have denied yourself for weeks Nov 03 19:26:38 as you wish blossom Nov 03 19:27:49 * Molly takes a deep breath, smiling. She starts by bringing her hands to the buttons of his waistcoat and undoing them slowly Nov 03 19:29:39 * Morgan smiles, watching her Nov 03 19:32:53 * Molly glances at him briefly before focusing again on his waistcoat, her hands caressing as well as undressing, undoing it and slipping it off his shoulders before undoing the tie at his neck to loosen his shirt. It's slow and methodical, taking her time and savouring it Nov 03 22:12:09 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 04 12:23:59 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 04 12:28:30 **Swept away by her feelings and desires, she tells him she's changed what she wants and begs him to take her and put her out of her misery, to which he obliges. The sex is amazing, and they lay in an embrace both recovering from it. Nov 04 12:28:44 Another night, my love, I will have more patience! Nov 04 12:30:04 We'll see Nov 04 12:30:06 * Morgan smiles Nov 04 12:33:53 * Molly watches him Nov 04 12:34:15 It's so good to have you here again, to not be going to bed alone Nov 04 12:35:51 * Morgan nods Nov 04 12:36:00 I'm glad to be back with you Nov 04 12:37:02 * Molly smiles Nov 04 12:37:22 You wont need my negligee tonight Nov 04 12:37:28 No Nov 04 12:38:09 And I wont need your shirt to moan against any more Nov 04 12:39:46 * Morgan blushes Nov 04 12:40:29 * Molly smiles Nov 04 12:40:50 I only hope I've done it no harm the times I have bitten it! Nov 04 12:41:02 We shall see my love Nov 04 12:41:37 * Molly nods. She gets up, preparing bed bed. Once they are in and settled she says Nov 04 12:41:40 Tomorrow we will find time to talk about the upcoming birth, and what we will do next, and all the details of your journey, but tonight I just wish to be near you Nov 04 12:42:17 * Morgan nods Nov 04 12:42:38 Unless there is anything urgent you wish to say? Nov 04 12:43:02 nothing other than I love you Nov 04 12:43:18 * Molly blushes, smiling Nov 04 12:43:51 And I love you, my love, more than it should be possible to Nov 04 12:45:58 * Molly kisses him goodnight "would you like me to sing to you?" Nov 04 12:46:11 * Morgan nods Nov 04 12:46:14 please Nov 04 12:46:21 You have missed it? Nov 04 12:46:47 * Morgan nods Nov 04 12:47:42 * Molly starts singing Kosk Yn Ta, and it's so familiar and soothing after not having it at bedtime for week Nov 04 12:47:46 Weeks* Nov 04 12:48:37 **He's rapidly asleep. He and the Star Girl had slept naked and entwined on the chaise after she had made him withdraw and spend himself, naked with just a blanket dragged over them. The light hits his eyelids, alerting him that dawn has passed. Her fingers rest on his stomach, her head beneath his chin. The realisation hits him that last night she took his virginity, right here in this untidy apartment. Nov 04 12:50:42 * Morgan looks around the room trying not to disturb her Nov 04 12:51:58 **It's definitely passed dawn. The messy apartment isn't homely, it seems temporary, and she had said she is only here another few weeks. Nov 04 12:52:21 * Morgan climbs out of the bed Nov 04 12:52:45 * Molly stirs, rubbing her eyes Nov 04 12:52:49 Ah damn Nov 04 12:58:14 Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you Nov 04 12:58:37 No, I ought to have been up by now **She gets up. She sings a tune that sounds like a piano piece, a very expressive waltz, no lyrics, but using lahs and dahs to recreate the music as she moves around the apartment finding clothing to wear** Nov 04 13:00:09 What will you do now? Nov 04 13:00:56 I have rehersals and a contact to meet, then a performance tonight Nov 04 13:01:26 I meant in general... Nov 04 13:01:35 * Molly starts getting dressed Nov 04 13:03:12 I have two more weeks here, but I should imagine I will then have heard about my next posting. What about you? You will return to Sudlachenburg? **she watches him as she sits in the chaise to pull on a very expensive silk stocking* Nov 04 13:03:31 I suppose so... thats my duty I expect Nov 04 13:03:58 * Molly watches him assessingly as she ties the bow Nov 04 13:04:14 You are feeling unsure of yourself in the cold light of day? Nov 04 13:04:55 A little I suppose... I hadn't thought about going separate ways Nov 04 13:05:27 * Molly nods to the space next to, pulling on the other stocking Nov 04 13:05:35 What had you thought of? Nov 04 13:05:42 * Morgan sits down Nov 04 13:05:57 I don't know... I've been traipsing around trying to find you... Nov 04 13:06:18 * Molly nods Nov 04 13:06:26 I am very flattered by that Nov 04 13:07:21 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:07:55 * Molly watches him Nov 04 13:08:03 I really like you... Nov 04 13:08:14 but... Nov 04 13:09:10 ...but... I have work... it is important... *she sounds torn** Nov 04 13:09:24 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:09:26 I understand Nov 04 13:10:23 * Molly puts her hand on his cheek, looking deeply into his eyes Nov 04 13:11:54 Without knowing what you want, it's hard to work out what future there could be... Nov 04 13:13:20 I want you... but you have duties to attend to and so do I Nov 04 13:13:45 * Molly nods Nov 04 13:14:02 I might be able to take a few months off... Nov 04 13:16:49 * Molly sighs softly "It's rather hopeless, isn't it? You need a wife to produce heirs, and what I can do makes me far too useful..." Nov 04 13:17:19 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:18:07 * Molly removes her hand, tying the other ribbon Nov 04 13:18:23 When are you leaving Einsbaden? Nov 04 13:19:05 Soon, I imagine... I should probably be heading home Nov 04 13:19:21 * Molly nods Nov 04 13:19:49 I'd invite you to watch me again tonight, but if you need to go... Nov 04 13:20:02 Maybe... one more night Nov 04 13:20:13 * Molly smiles Nov 04 13:20:20 I'd like that Nov 04 13:21:03 * Molly stands, pulling on a shift Nov 04 13:21:14 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:22:20 * Molly comes to open the door for him when he is fully dressed, kissing him softly "Til tonight..." Nov 04 13:22:37 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:22:39 til then Nov 04 13:22:45 **It's fully daylight when he steps out into the cold December air, his steaming breath briefly hazing his view of street sellers and merchants taking their wares on wagons through the Einsbaden streets. He thinks he can find his way back to the tavern HH and Claudia (and he himself) were supposed to have spent the night.** Nov 04 13:23:24 * Morgan heads in that direction Nov 04 13:23:30 **His two friends are already eating in the empty dining room that smells strongly of bacon, sausages, strong coffee and fresh bread. He can see them sat near the window** Nov 04 13:23:53 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 04 13:23:57 * Morgan heads inside, sitting down with them Nov 04 13:24:04 **Heinzharold looks him over** Where th' hell have you been? Nov 04 13:24:21 busy, obviously Nov 04 13:24:29 **Claudia smiles slightly,  pouring Morgan black coffee** Have you even slept? Nov 04 13:24:48 * Morgan drinks some, wincing Nov 04 13:24:54 I have... a little Nov 04 13:25:00 * HH watches him, mouth open Nov 04 13:25:15 Y' took the Star Girl to bed?! Nov 04 13:25:45 C: *she watches HH with amusement, sipping her coffee quietly* Nov 04 13:26:42 I suppose I did Nov 04 13:27:06 * HH looks shocked Nov 04 13:27:32 Ne'er thought I'd see the day! **he grins** Nov 04 13:28:35 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his coffee again Nov 04 13:28:43 C: **she looks at Morgan** All done and ready to go home, curiosity satisfied? Nov 04 13:29:20 Not... quite.... Nov 04 13:29:57 * HH stretches Nov 04 13:30:10 Don't bother packin' our stuff then? Nov 04 13:30:23 No... tomorrow Nov 04 13:30:55 Last night o' wild, unbridled passion, is it? Nov 04 13:31:02 * Morgan rolls his eyes Nov 04 13:31:14 She's performing tonight, so I want to watch Nov 04 13:31:30 C: *she punches him in the arm* You're just jealous, Heinzharold Nov 04 13:32:05 * HH rubs his arm "Tomorrow we're off 'ome?" Nov 04 13:32:10 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:33:01 C: what then, Morgan? Let your Father proceed with him ideas for you marrying Mjna Hapsburg? Nov 04 13:35:25 Its what I'm meant to do Nov 04 13:35:34 * HH watches him slyly "Little bird tells me he's got a Special Friend in th' makin' back home" Nov 04 13:36:19 * Morgan glances at him Nov 04 13:36:20 shut up Nov 04 13:36:52 C: **she laughs** Have you been rolling in Stallion urine? Nov 04 13:37:01 * HH laughs at this Nov 04 13:37:58 She's nice... I like her Nov 04 13:38:26 This one's really pretty, Claudia. Sure he'll introduce you at some point! His Father's gonna go mad when he takes a mistress though Nov 04 13:40:27 That is looking to be a problem... Nov 04 13:40:35 C: Good job he doesn't know you stayed out all night with an opera singer then! Nov 04 13:41:05 He would go berserk Nov 04 13:41:17 * HH nods Nov 04 13:41:40 Mebbie he wouldn't believe you swiving a stranger! Nov 04 13:41:50 She's not a stranger, exactly... Nov 04 13:42:17 C: sounds like she's going to be though Nov 04 13:42:38 * Morgan sighs Nov 04 13:42:46 she has her own duties Nov 04 13:42:53 * HH nods "Not got an Op'ra house in Sudlachenburg" Nov 04 13:43:23 * Morgan nods Nov 04 13:43:47 C: Makes me glad I'm not noble Nov 04 13:44:14 * HH nods "me too" Nov 04 13:44:31 me three... oh, wait... Nov 04 13:44:51 **They both laugh** Nov 04 13:45:24 You'll get over 'er. Get you home, she'll soon be forgotten Nov 04 13:46:56 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 13:46:59 we'll see I suppose Nov 04 13:47:09 **Claudia watches Morgan with her cool grey eyes** Not sure you ever forget your first, not really. Nov 04 13:47:53 I wouldn't imagine so Nov 04 13:48:07 * HH grins, chuckling" 'Ad many women, have ya, Claudia?" Nov 04 13:48:40 C: **she says nothing, but doesn't look away from either of them** Nov 04 13:49:15 * HH looks at Morgan, puzzled Nov 04 13:49:36 * Morgan shrugs slightly, leaning over and pilfering a sausage from HeinzHarolds plate Nov 04 13:50:00 Gave yer sausage away, now y' have to take mine?! Nov 04 13:50:13 **Claudia snorts with laughter* Nov 04 13:50:25 well... you aren't eating it Nov 04 13:50:52 **There's a clatter of broken dishes, and he wakes up** Nov 04 13:50:59 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 04 13:51:40 * Molly isn't touching him, but he can hear her breathing Nov 04 13:52:43 **Everything is dark and he guesses only an hour or two has passed. ** Nov 04 13:54:18 * Morgan turns over, listening for a couple of minutes Nov 04 13:56:59 **she sounds peacefully asleep Nov 04 13:57:40 * Morgan tries to settle back to sleep Nov 04 14:00:20 **he doesn't dream at all. The rest of night passes utterly peacefully, occasionally waking and turning over to discover she is still there,  warm and smelling far more like her than the negligee he's been sharing his bed with for over three weeks Nov 04 14:01:02 **There's no dawn watch to wake him, because what wakes him is his erection and Molly's tongue running up it. Nov 04 14:01:39 * Morgan groans quietly Nov 04 14:01:52 [Happy birthday, mein sehnsucht] Nov 04 14:04:16 [thank you blossom] Nov 04 14:04:41 * Molly continues in this leisurely manner until there's a gentle tap at the door, then a rattle of a tea tray being set down Nov 04 14:06:32 * Molly gets out from under the covers, going to the door. She brings in a tray with a single candle, two cups and a pot of coffee that smells just like the coffee from cafe kaffee Nov 04 14:08:01 Are you ready for coffee, or am I rather leaving you in a predicament? *she smiles teasingly** Nov 04 14:10:02 I think... coffee for now Nov 04 14:12:15 * Molly nods, pouring them each a cup and settling back beside him Nov 04 14:12:25 How did you sleep, my love? Nov 04 14:12:48 alright... dream to start with, and then... nothing Nov 04 14:14:44 * Molly smiles Nov 04 14:14:50 That sounds nice Nov 04 14:16:29 it was... rather unusual though Nov 04 14:17:24 I have it on occasion. It was just so nice to have you here again Nov 04 14:18:06 * Morgan nods Nov 04 14:21:14 No nightmares? Nov 04 14:21:19 None at all Nov 04 14:24:41 * Molly smiles, blowing on her coffee Nov 04 14:24:53 How was it whilst you were away? Nov 04 14:25:20 some good days, some bad Nov 04 14:28:45 Alternate paths perhaps? Nov 04 14:30:41 Some, I've no doubt Nov 04 14:31:17 Did you write them, my love? Nov 04 14:32:22 * Morgan nods Nov 04 14:33:01 * Molly smiles Nov 04 14:33:19 Perhaps I can read them? Nov 04 14:34:55 of course... they're not necessarily pleasant, though... Nov 04 14:36:29 Will there be things I dislike? Nov 04 14:36:44 possibly, aye... Nov 04 14:36:55 * Molly nods slowly Nov 04 14:37:02 Alright, my love Nov 04 14:37:29 Did you have the nightmare of the fire? Nov 04 14:38:00 Not exactly Nov 04 14:40:48 * Molly watches him a moment, then nods Nov 04 14:40:55 I dreamt of you, often. Nov 04 14:44:11 * Morgan nods Nov 04 14:44:14 and I you Nov 04 14:46:09 * Molly smiles Nov 04 14:46:18 Some of them nice, I hope Nov 04 14:47:37 * Morgan nods Nov 04 14:47:39 oh yes Nov 04 14:49:09 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 04 14:49:26 Oh I like that, my love. Nov 04 14:52:05 Was that helpful with being away? Nov 04 14:53:26 Some days, aye... others it made me miss being here even more Nov 04 14:56:43 You missed it so much? Nov 04 14:57:31 * Morgan nods Nov 04 14:57:43 well... I missed being with you, and Varick Nov 04 14:58:53 * Molly nods Nov 04 14:59:23 I missed you. And Varick has missed you greatly Nov 04 14:59:42 he's asked that I never leave again... Nov 04 15:01:21 * Molly smiles Nov 04 15:01:28 I cannot blame him for that Nov 04 15:02:28 * Morgan nods Nov 04 15:04:56 * Molly sips her coffee Nov 04 15:09:44 What would you like to do today? Nov 04 18:12:05 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 04 18:13:52 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Nov 04 18:15:46 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 04 19:34:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 04 19:35:16 [15:04] (Molly) What would you like to do today? Nov 04 19:35:49 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 19:35:55 I want to have a wander around the grounds Nov 04 19:36:46 All of us, or as a patrol? Nov 04 19:39:38 I'll go alone, but I won't be long... need to have a look at the guards today Nov 04 19:39:48 * Molly mods slowly Nov 04 19:39:57 I am sorry Nov 04 19:44:28 whatever for? Nov 04 19:46:05 I didn't think that today might be a day you needed some time alone... It is the first birthday you have celebrated since _before_? Nov 04 19:47:15 It is... I just want to make sure everything is in order... I've been away a while Nov 04 19:47:33 * Molly nods, sipping her coffee Nov 04 19:48:17 Was there anything else? Nov 04 19:48:52 I do need to talk to Mr Roberts today Nov 04 19:50:43 I meant more in the nature of giving you enjoyment, my love, not work Nov 04 19:51:16 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 19:52:16 * Molly smiles Nov 04 19:52:35 It doesn't matter, so long as you are here with us? Nov 04 19:53:30 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:54:05 That is very sweet Nov 04 19:54:49 * Molly watches him with a smile Nov 04 19:55:03 that happens, on occasion Nov 04 19:55:08 Would you like to know something else sweet? Nov 04 19:57:27 * Morgan nods Nov 04 19:58:01 Yesterday was the anniversary of my realisation that I was in love with you Nov 04 19:59:01 oh? Nov 04 19:59:07 * Molly watches him "For a whole year now, I have known it... and do you know what has changed in that year? Nov 04 19:59:40 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 04 20:00:11 *she smiles fondly* I have fallen in love with you a little more every day Nov 04 20:00:34 really? Nov 04 20:01:10 * Molly nods "Mmhmm" Nov 04 20:01:23 I am glad of that Nov 04 20:01:35 It surprises you? Nov 04 20:02:06 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:03:09 I do not foresee that changing in the next five or so decades Nov 04 20:04:15 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:04:16 good Nov 04 20:04:59 We are still quite some time off the anniversary of your realisation, I think *she smiles softly** Nov 04 20:08:01 * Morgan shrugs slightly Nov 04 20:11:34 * Molly leans over to kiss his cheek Nov 04 20:11:50 It was more complicated for you Nov 04 20:12:27 yes, it was Nov 04 20:14:40 That's okay though. It is the path we are on. Things were more complicated for us than on some of the other paths I have dreamt of Nov 04 20:17:01 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:17:11 Yes they are Nov 04 20:18:12 * Molly tilts her head then nods Nov 04 20:19:37 We have a long time ahead of us, I hope, to work things out... Nov 04 20:20:34 work things out? Nov 04 20:21:09 * Molly finishes her coffee Nov 04 20:21:32 To settle into married life, parenting life Nov 04 20:22:05 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:22:54 I know there are still challenges ahead, but I think we are doing well so far Nov 04 20:24:18 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:24:21 I think so, aye Nov 04 20:26:04 I am happy. Varick is happy. I think you are generally happy. There is much work to do, but you would be bored with nothing to do... Nov 04 20:26:26 out of my mind Nov 04 20:26:42 * Molly nods Nov 04 20:27:18 Now, either I should go and make breakfast, or finish waking you up... Nov 04 20:27:55 * Morgan blushes Nov 04 20:28:11 * Molly smiles Nov 04 20:28:36 And as it is your special day, my love, the choice is entirely yours Nov 04 20:28:59 Maybe we can finish this later? Nov 04 20:29:09 * Molly nods Nov 04 20:29:51 Most certainly. I would not wish to spoil your enjoyment of later by doing it first thing in the morning *she smiles playfully** Nov 04 20:30:55 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:31:01 next time, perhaps... Nov 04 20:31:24 * Molly giggles Nov 04 20:31:35 I should not wish to exhaust you Nov 04 20:31:45 indeed Nov 04 20:32:07 * Molly puts down the cup and gets out of bed, starting to dress Nov 04 20:32:28 There's no rush, my love, take your time Nov 04 20:34:28 * Morgan nods, finishing his coffee and getting out of bed to get dressed Nov 04 20:34:55 **When he opens the drawer his clothes are in, he finds a coil of very smooth silky rope tucked away. She's busy plaiting her hair, her back to him** Nov 04 20:36:14 Are you going out right away? Nov 04 20:36:27 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 04 20:36:31 aye... whats this? Nov 04 20:36:55 * Molly looks over her shoulder, then shrugs nonchalantly Nov 04 20:37:01 It looks like rope Nov 04 20:37:24 Well, yes... whats it doing in here? Nov 04 20:38:12 I thought I told you in a dream. Yensid showed be how best to restrain a prisoner, and I bought some incase Inga and I had to deal with Kai Nov 04 20:40:18 ah, yes, you did... Nov 04 20:40:59 It seemed like a practical place to keep it, so I would not forget where it was Nov 04 20:41:25 mmmhmmm.... Nov 04 20:41:47 * Molly pins her hair up Nov 04 20:41:54 Nice isn't it? Nov 04 20:42:41 for rope, aye Nov 04 20:42:49 * Morgan finishes getting dressed Nov 04 20:43:25 * Molly tucks her blouse into her modified trousers, smiling Nov 04 20:43:47 You will be back soon? I know Varick will be eager to see you today? Nov 04 20:45:24 I don't intend to be out long... has her grace started the guards on patrols of the grounds, do you know? Nov 04 20:45:37 * Molly nods Nov 04 20:45:51 Kit started them just before the weekend Nov 04 20:46:41 We've seen quite a bit of him, he misses Eisen company I think. He's been giving me daily training also Nov 04 20:47:56 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:48:05 Claudia wondered if you would Nov 04 20:49:44 * Molly nods, putting on her corset Nov 04 20:50:06 It is practical. If Kai had turned up here, I needed to be ready to defend myself Nov 04 20:52:22 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:52:24 aye Nov 04 20:52:37 * Molly smiles playfully Nov 04 20:52:54 Besides, a broad education is a good education... Nov 04 20:53:30 * Morgan nods Nov 04 20:57:29 * Molly finishes getting dressed and takes away the tray, giving him a last kiss on the cheek on the doorstep before he goes out into the drizzly morning Nov 04 20:59:47 * Morgan grumbles about the weather before heading off into the grounds, though he stays off the normal patrol paths, keeping carefully out of site to observe any guards he sees Nov 04 21:02:48 **They are all doing a good job. The patterns are exactly like he and Evie told Molly about when she asked to know about the house security before he left for Eisen* Nov 04 21:04:29 * Morgan starts heading back towards the cottage Nov 04 21:05:48 **The cottage is utterly quiet. No breakfast seems to have been started Nov 04 21:07:16 * Morgan starts getting things ready to cook Nov 04 21:09:28 **the cottage is silent, noone comes to the kitchen despite it being breakfast time Nov 04 21:09:41 [Are you alright blossom?] Nov 04 21:10:18 [Uhh... yes] Nov 04 21:10:43 [Where are you?] Nov 04 21:11:21 [In the little cottage. Varick wants to jump out and surprise you and I haven't the heart to say no!] Nov 04 21:11:49 * Morgan sighs Nov 04 21:11:55 [alright, I'm on my way] Nov 04 21:13:41 **the smaller cottage is quiet until he is properly through the door, at which point the six of them jump out to shout "Surprise!", Varick looking very excited and mischievous Nov 04 21:14:33 * Morgan feigns surprise Nov 04 21:14:48 * Molly is now known as Varick Nov 04 21:14:59 * Varick runs to hug Morgan Nov 04 21:15:08 Happy birthday Papa! Nov 04 21:15:54 * Morgan picks him up Nov 04 21:15:56 thank you little man Nov 04 21:16:51 We scared you! Nov 04 21:17:53 that you did Nov 04 21:18:16 I have a present for you Nov 04 21:18:52 oh? Nov 04 21:19:01 * Varick wriggles to get down, then brings him something wrapped in paper Nov 04 21:20:58 * Morgan sits on the floor and takes it Nov 04 21:21:00 what is it? Nov 04 21:21:43 You have to open it. **He sits down in front of Morgan. Inside the paper is a carved wooden wolf about six inches long** Nov 04 21:21:59 did you do that? Nov 04 21:22:05 * Varick nods Nov 04 21:22:11 its amazing Nov 04 21:22:27 We went to see a man in town and he gave me some lessons so I could get better Nov 04 21:23:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:23:12 it really is excellent... thank you Nov 04 21:23:26 * Varick hugs Morgan again "I hope you have the best birthday ever" Nov 04 21:24:52 **HH, who looks very cheerful this morning, crouches down, handing Morgan a bit of paper** Happy birthday, man Nov 04 21:25:24 * Morgan takes it, thanking him Nov 04 21:26:30 **It says: On your presentation of this note, I, Heinzharold, will stay silent for the duration of one full hour. Use it wisely, it only works once. Nov 04 21:27:04 * Morgan laughs Nov 04 21:27:32 * Varick looks at the note, then Morgan, grinning Nov 04 21:28:11 Need to wait til he is telling a story he thinks is really funny, then make him stop talking before he can finish it! Nov 04 21:28:24 * Morgan laughs harder Nov 04 21:28:33 that, my young friend, is a very good idea Nov 04 21:29:56 **HH grins. The others come over. Molly hands Morgan a soft paper wrapped package. It vaguely feels like the package of cream flannels she gave him before. She watches him with a smile** Nov 04 21:31:15 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, opening it Nov 04 21:33:41 *** It's a scarf in width ways stripes, seven different colours, all the earthy tones he frequently wears..the wool is thick and expensive** Nov 04 21:34:54 M: This is from the rest of us. Myself, Inga, Elsie, James, Caro, Beth, and even Her Grace knitted some each in a different colour. Nov 04 21:35:27 thank you, all of... *he pauses* how did James do it? Nov 04 21:36:29 J: Well, my Lord, it did take longer, but it you hold one needle between your knees, you soon get the hang of it Nov 04 21:37:26 * Morgan smiles Nov 04 21:37:28 I'm touched Nov 04 21:38:15 M: *she smiles* I am glad, it certainly provided us much entertainment in your absence Nov 04 21:38:40 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:39:44 **Molly gets up, helping Inga with the breakfast whilst James, Elsie and Varick go into the parlour. HH sits at the table, drinking his coffee with a very smug expression Nov 04 21:39:52 * Varick is now known as HH Nov 04 21:40:54 * Morgan drinks his coffee, watching him Nov 04 21:41:32 * HH seems quite contented sitting quietly watching his wife work. The women are whispering and giggling Nov 04 21:43:27 You're looking pleased with yourself Nov 04 21:43:36 * HH grins Nov 04 21:43:57 Nice to be home Nov 04 21:44:53 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:45:28 Good t' see her face going to sleep f' real, not just in your sketch Nov 04 21:45:41 aye Nov 04 21:45:58 **Molly glances over** I'd love to see the sketch Nov 04 21:46:28 * HH gets up "I'll go get it" he goes off whistling Nov 04 21:47:03 I: *she looks to Morgan** Thank you for doing it for him, I think it really helped him Nov 04 21:47:15 * Morgan shrugs slightly Nov 04 21:47:17 anything for him Nov 04 21:47:51 I: Apparently he talked to me every morning and night, especially when he could see me Nov 04 21:48:07 * Morgan nods Nov 04 21:48:10 he did Nov 04 21:48:25 we had to share a room at one point... heard him saying goodnight to you Nov 04 21:48:49 **Molly smiles, setting food down in front of Morgan** That's so sweet Nov 04 21:48:58 thank you blossom Nov 04 21:49:15 **Inga nods, blushing** He is very sweet. He has a tender heart Nov 04 21:50:58 * HH comes down and shows it to Molly. She smiles "That is excellent, my love" Nov 04 21:51:36 took me a while Nov 04 21:51:44 **Inga smiles at Morgan** It's very flattering, thank you Nov 04 21:52:29 * Morgan inclines his head, starting to eat Nov 04 21:52:57 * HH gently puts it on the table away from anything that could spill, and hugs her, looking at her "Only got one complaint with it..." Nov 04 21:53:35 **Molly watches Morgan's reaction** Nov 04 21:54:03 * Morgan watches him curiously Nov 04 21:54:51 * HH grins "Y' can't do this to charcoal..." he kisses his wife soundly on the mouth Nov 04 21:55:33 you _could_.... but you'd look like you were kissing a fireplace Nov 04 21:56:14 **Molly giggles, as does Inga, making HH have to stop** Nov 04 21:57:37 * HH circles his hand in the region of his mouth "That explain where you got this beard-looking thing from? Kissing yer sketches of your wife?" **Molly glances at Morgan, blushing but smiling** Nov 04 21:58:51 don't hate my beard just because ou can't grow one Nov 04 21:59:44 I could, if I wanted t' look like a wild animal lived on my face Nov 04 22:00:19 A very young, downy animal... Nov 04 22:00:30 **Molly smiles** I like beards, they get all soft and tickly Nov 04 22:01:09 * HH and Inga looks at each other before looking at Molly, who promptly blushes bright red Nov 04 22:02:26 M: I... uhh... **she looks at Morgan for rescue* Nov 04 22:03:10 walked yourself into that one my love Nov 04 22:04:02 **She nods, going back to cooking whilst biting her lip** Nov 04 22:05:05 * HH pats Inga's bottom "It's my substitute birthday, where's my breakfast, lil darlin?" Nov 04 22:06:45 **she smiles, going to whisper with Molly again whilst HH sits back down with his coffee, grinning** Might have a second birthday every year on yer birthday Nov 04 22:07:08 oh? Nov 04 22:07:22 Going well so far Nov 04 22:07:33 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:07:55 * HH grins to himself, sipping his coffee Nov 04 22:09:15 Wonder if Claudia will show up Nov 04 22:09:27 * Morgan shrugs Nov 04 22:09:31 I wouldn't imagine so Nov 04 22:10:01 Wasn't here to dump a bucket of water on yer head Nov 04 22:10:54 No... Nov 04 22:11:01 **Inga looks over at Morgan** He spent quite a bit of time last night trying to persuade me we should do that to you this morning to wake you up Nov 04 22:11:28 Clearly he hasn't had enough of washing his hair in very cold water... Nov 04 22:11:59 **Molly comes to sit beside Morgan** It's very good for your hair... Nov 04 22:12:19 He'd appreciate that if he'd known it was cold I imagine Nov 04 22:12:19 * HH shivers in recollection Nov 04 22:12:43 **Molly smiles** he thought it was going to be warm? Nov 04 22:12:52 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:13:25 Cruel and unusual punishment, and I hadn't done anything wrong! Nov 04 22:18:38 I was feeling... whimsical Nov 04 22:18:59 **Molly giggles** Was it funny? Nov 04 22:19:15 Claudia thought so Nov 04 22:20:15 Unlike when I threw a bucket of water on her in m' birthday Nov 04 22:20:45 **Molly smiles at Morgan** It sounds like you did have _some_ fun Nov 04 22:20:55 some, yes Nov 04 22:21:45 M: I am glad it wasn't all awful Nov 04 22:22:01 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:22:18 Y' told her about the inn that smelled of cabbage yet? Nov 04 22:23:21 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 04 22:23:25 No Nov 04 22:23:39 Y' told her about the bandits? Nov 04 22:23:45 * HH grins Nov 04 22:24:55 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:26:25 Told her y' nearly smacked me b'cause I pretended they'd taken the book? Nov 04 22:27:35 **Molly bites her lip* You haven't told me that one yet Nov 04 22:27:38 no... Nov 04 22:28:19 M: Did you nearly hit him, my love? Nov 04 22:29:49 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:29:53 **Inga joins them at the table to eat** Nov 04 22:31:44 Curse words were said an' everything Nov 04 22:32:23 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:32:38 *Molly looks surprised, looking at Morgan* It mattered so much...? Nov 04 22:33:04 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:33:05 aye Nov 04 22:34:32 Down-playin' it much? Nov 04 22:34:59 * Morgan sips his coffee Nov 04 22:35:03 which bit? Nov 04 22:35:19 'Ow much it mattered Nov 04 22:36:22 I'm a reticent sort Nov 04 22:36:44 There were mornings where jus' knowing what you'd be up to back here helped us stay sane. Kept us connected to home Nov 04 22:37:29 **she smiles warmly* I am so glad it helped you both Nov 04 22:38:11 he asked every morning... Nov 04 22:38:44 **Molly and Inga both smile* Nov 04 22:39:12 [Every night too, by any chance?] Nov 04 22:41:10 [No, he knew well enough not to ask about those] Nov 04 22:42:02 [Probably wise, a bit too shocking I think!] Nov 04 22:43:23 Claudia let us have fifteen minutes of moping over our wives each day b'fore we got told off for it Nov 04 22:44:11 [Claudia said there was no way you'd write something like that] Nov 04 22:44:20 I don't think we moped too much Nov 04 22:44:28 M: Morgan wouldn't have been moping, he doesn't do that Nov 04 22:44:43 * HH grins Nov 04 22:45:13 [With hindsight I am not sure how I was brave enough to!] Nov 04 22:45:28 We mostly dealt with all the wood Nov 04 22:46:01 **Molly blinks rapidly, Inga just looks confused ** Nov 04 22:46:27 * HH grins at Morgan Nov 04 22:46:32 We built the window seat... Nov 04 22:47:08 **Molly smiles, blushing** Thank you so much! Nov 04 22:47:24 * HH huffs "We?!" Nov 04 22:47:42 You didn't do it all... Nov 04 22:48:04 Most of it *he grins* I'm better at it Nov 04 22:48:27 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:48:38 you stuck bits of wood together while I captained the ship... Nov 04 22:49:06 **Molly smiles even more happily, watching Morgan** You did?! Nov 04 22:49:13 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:49:17 several days Nov 04 22:49:37 M: Oh liebes herz! I am so pleased for you! Did you enjoy it? Nov 04 22:49:44 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:49:45 very much Nov 04 22:50:20 M: How wonderful! I am glad you got your childhood dream Nov 04 22:52:31 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:52:32 as am I Nov 04 22:53:11 * HH watches him with a fond smile, saying something she said to him more than a year ago, the day she got the Rose Nov 04 22:53:15 M* Nov 04 22:53:30 M: "what dreams are there to have when you have achieved all the dreams you can reach?" Nov 04 22:55:01 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Nov 4 22:55:01 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Nov 4 22:55:21 2021 Nov 04 22:55:21 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 04 22:55:25 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 04 22:55:30 * Molly smiles at him Nov 04 22:56:32 And then what, my love? What about when you _have_ waited patiently on a dream you never thought possible, and now all your dreams have come true? Nov 04 22:56:57 Then you help others reach theirs... Nov 04 22:57:31 That sounds like a nice way to spend the next fifty years Nov 04 22:57:44 * Morgan nods Nov 04 22:58:04 [You were telling me, weren't you? To be patient and to wait on you?] Nov 04 22:58:23 [Yes. I was] Nov 04 22:58:47 [I hadn't realised] Nov 04 22:59:01 [I wasn't ready to be too obvious] Nov 04 22:59:44 * Molly continues watching him adoringly [I'd no doubt have made some mis-step if you had been] Nov 04 23:00:31 [maybe] Nov 04 23:00:37 **HH coughs** get a room. Nov 04 23:01:01 Dont make me fling a playing card in your mouth again Nov 04 23:01:10 * Molly suddenly blinks, surprised by the interruption Nov 04 23:01:44 * Molly laughs Nov 04 23:02:12 *HH laughs* tell them that one next Nov 04 23:02:27 * Morgan nods, finishing his breakfast Nov 04 23:02:52 * Molly gets up "Just a minute, I'll make more coffee first and check on Varick" Nov 04 23:05:48 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 04 23:08:25 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Nov 05 12:45:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 05 12:46:19 **They get settled down with coffee for the story of him throwing the card in HHs mouth, the others playing dominoes in the parlour. Nov 05 12:52:44 The weather was so bad further north? Nov 05 13:00:40 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Nov 05 13:00:59 [12:41] (Molly) **They get settled down with coffee for the story of him throwing the card in HHs mouth, the others playing dominoes in the parlour. Nov 05 13:03:40 He was talking nonsense, thats all...so I threw a playing card and landed it in his mouth Nov 05 13:08:57 Have you practiced that? Nov 05 13:09:17 HH: Me talking nonsense? Yeah, been at it for years Nov 05 13:09:48 * Morgan sniggers Nov 05 13:10:02 * Molly and Inga laugh Nov 05 13:10:17 No, my husband putting it in your mouth! Nov 05 13:10:59 * Morgan sips his coffee Nov 05 13:11:03 **HH looks at Morgan with a grin* Nov 05 13:12:43 You're a child Nov 05 13:15:29 **He nods** The playing card Nov 05 13:17:08 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 13:17:12 its just throwing Nov 05 13:18:11 You are very good at that Nov 05 13:18:31 HH: Got us a lot o' free drinks in that inn Nov 05 13:19:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:22:30 HH: Wasn' easy waiting around when we wanted t' be back here Nov 05 13:22:51 * Molly smiles at Morgan "You were missing us?" Nov 05 13:23:05 of course we were... when we were allowed to... Nov 05 13:25:46 * Molly giggles Nov 05 13:26:00 She kept you both in line? Nov 05 13:26:48 I suppose so Nov 05 13:30:35 **Varick comes in and asks Morgan and Molly to take him out to the swing, which they do, leaving HH and Inga to their mooning over each other** Nov 05 13:30:45 * Molly is now known as Varick Nov 05 13:31:00 What do you want to do for your birthday, Papa? Nov 05 13:32:10 I've got a couple of jobs to do, but I'm happy just spending time with you all Nov 05 13:33:00 On my birthday Lady Eldreich blew up the stables with my pony in it. Nov 05 13:33:14 **Molly watches Morgan sadly* Nov 05 13:33:26 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:33:30 yes, she did Nov 05 13:35:35 And we were locked up Nov 05 13:35:52 We had to keep you safe Nov 05 13:36:14 Colonel Fuchs and Stef brought me presents Nov 05 13:36:39 That was kind of them Nov 05 13:41:48 I miss them Nov 05 13:42:57 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:43:02 I know... I do Nov 05 13:43:09 **Molly smiles** They went to visit Lady Hapsburg after we left, and they will be... *she frowns*... back in Fischler by now. Perhaps we will see them in the winter Nov 05 13:43:49 [I would say we would see them at Edward's wedding, but I dont know if he will have one now] Nov 05 13:44:14 [I know] Nov 05 13:45:37 I want to see them, can we go? Nov 05 13:47:13 We'll have to see... Nov 05 13:50:00 What did you do on your birthday, Mama? Nov 05 13:50:01 **she smiles, touching her lower lip** Your papa and I were on honeymoon and spent the day in a lovely sunny garden with a stream just relaxing Nov 05 13:51:03 **she glances at Morgan** [It was relaxing… after we had finished...] Nov 05 13:51:14 [quite so] Nov 05 13:51:47 That sounds nice. Will Elsie's baby come today? Nov 05 13:51:57 I shouldn't imagine so Nov 05 13:52:31 You could have had a joint birthday Nov 05 13:55:05 * Morgan nods Nov 05 13:55:13 aye, could have Nov 05 13:55:17 [I'd rather it not be today, I don't want to spoil your day...] Nov 05 13:55:45 [me too, but that is not our decision to make Nov 05 13:55:51 Mama thinks it will be a boy. What do you think? Nov 05 13:56:27 I agree Nov 05 14:03:23 I think a girl Nov 05 14:05:20 We'll see I suppose Nov 05 14:05:45 **Once Varick has tired of the swing, he runs off to find Inga, and Molly smiles, beckoning Morgan to  follow her Nov 05 14:05:54 * Varick is now known as Molly Nov 05 14:06:27 * Morgan does so Nov 05 14:06:31 **she goes around the tree the swing is fastened to so that's she is out of view of the back of the cottages. She leans against the rough bark, watching him playfully** Nov 05 14:06:31 You wished to know where in the garden I was for that letter…? **she watches his expression** Nov 05 14:07:06 here?! Nov 05 14:07:17 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 05 14:07:29 Mmhmm... here against the tree Nov 05 14:09:13 brave Nov 05 14:09:46 * Molly nods "It was after dark though. And these modified trousers with the easy access were what I was wearing…" Nov 05 14:10:24 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:10:27 even so... Nov 05 14:10:56 ... but I was wearing your shirt beneath my corset instead  of my blouse… **she watches him, still smiling** Nov 05 14:11:31 whyso? Nov 05 14:12:28 * Molly eases up the neckline of the cream fabric so that it reaches her nose Nov 05 14:12:36 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:12:38 I see Nov 05 14:12:45 So I could breathe you in, like this... Nov 05 14:13:58 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:14:08 * Molly watches him playfully "You disapprove of all this?" Nov 05 14:15:10 No... not at all Nov 05 14:16:07 * Molly smiles Nov 05 14:16:20 You seemed a little quiet... Nov 05 14:16:58 I was contemplating what will happen with Edward and Mina Nov 05 14:18:31 * Molly nods slowly Nov 05 14:19:18 I wonder if there was a hint of it in your Allemande dream, her slapping Edward for breaking an arrangement they had Nov 05 14:20:21 Maybe... Nov 05 14:20:53 * Molly leans back, looking up at the branches Nov 05 14:21:18 I just don't know... it's going to be tough for everyone I think Nov 05 14:21:33 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:22:03 * Molly watches him Nov 05 14:22:30 Where you look at Florence and see Jana, so will he... Nov 05 14:22:44 I know Nov 05 14:23:30 It isn't just that he has a daughter he had no intention of having, but that he will be faced once more with what he did Nov 05 14:24:21 every time he looks at her... Nov 05 14:24:57 * Molly nods Nov 05 14:25:16 As he watches her grow... Nov 05 14:27:46 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:27:51 its going to hurt a great deal Nov 05 14:28:24 * Molly nods sadly, watching him Nov 05 14:28:30 For Edward? Nov 05 14:28:50 for both of us Nov 05 14:31:00 * Molly nods, holding out her hand Nov 05 14:31:14 And your parents... Sascha and Otto... Nov 05 14:31:36 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:31:50 * Morgan takes her hand, kissing her knuckles Nov 05 14:32:03 And Mina will have the permanent reminder of her man having lain with another woman. Nov 05 14:32:21 Should I not tell him? Nov 05 14:33:31 * Molly looks unsure Nov 05 14:33:40 Is that fair to Florence? Nov 05 14:34:20 She'd be no worse off than she is right now, and not in the middle of Eisen men who think they know better than everyone else, who are obsessed with whats tradition, or proper Nov 05 14:34:35 * Molly nods Nov 05 14:35:04 But if they are struggling financially, Edward should be providing for his child Nov 05 14:36:40 I know Nov 05 14:37:37 And your mother will want to know her granddaughter? Nov 05 14:37:59 I've no doubt... but I am not doing anything that is not in the best interests of that girl... Nov 05 14:38:13 * Molly watches him a long moment Nov 05 14:38:23 I will do whatever you wish of me Nov 05 14:39:01 You don't believe that to be the best option... Nov 05 14:39:55 I think that there are merits and flaws to both. Certainly things would be complicated by the law favouring a Father's rights over the Mother's Nov 05 14:41:18 The law might, but I do not... I will not see her taken from her mother Nov 05 14:41:32 * Molly nods Nov 05 14:41:54 I know, my love. You will do what is right, no matter what Nov 05 14:42:40 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:43:10 Have you thought about what _you_ will do, regardless of the relationship she does or does not have with her Father or grandparents? Nov 05 14:43:26 In what respect? Nov 05 14:44:25 Whether you will continue to see her after she leaves Tawstock, or how much you will wish to see her in the years and decades ahead? *she looks serious* Nov 05 14:44:46 I have, but I suspect you will all question my motives Nov 05 14:45:06 * Molly watches him sadly Nov 05 14:45:31 I am sorry if you think so unkindly of me Nov 05 14:45:43 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 14:46:06 Its a reasonable thing to believe that if I pursue a relationship with her its because she reminds me of Jana... Nov 05 14:48:05 * Molly shakes her head "Her looking like Jana is irrelevant in this regard. She could look entirely different, and you would care just as much. It is that she is _your niece_, not because she resembles your daughter, that will dictate your choices" Nov 05 14:48:24 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:48:27 exactly Nov 05 14:48:47 * Molly smiles, looking faintly pleased with herself Nov 05 14:49:49 I am coming to understand you much better with each month that passes. It satisfies me. Nov 05 14:50:15 I can tell Nov 05 14:52:29 * Molly nods "I worried at times that my gentleness and sweetness mattered to you because it made me like Dietlinde, that the similarity drew you. But I know it isn't that, you've told me, and I have spent a great deal of time thinking about things these last few weeks and many things seem so much clearer nowadays" Nov 05 14:53:08 such as? Nov 05 14:54:41 Us... the future... how I have held back... *she smiles* I don't think it likely we have enough time to go through it right now, especially when there are things to be done and dealt with Nov 05 14:55:27 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:56:22 It's nothing to worry about, my love. I am happy, we are happy. Nov 05 14:56:38 * Morgan nods Nov 05 14:56:39 aye Nov 05 14:57:15 * Molly smiles playfully, watching him Nov 05 14:57:51 And now that we have a quiet, private moment, I think it is time for... *she pauses, watching him* Nov 05 14:58:31 for... Nov 05 14:58:38 ... you to find Mr Roberts! **she giggles** Nov 05 14:58:47 You... are a dreadful tease Nov 05 14:59:03 * Molly smiles Nov 05 14:59:52 I am an excellent tease... though is it being a tease if I am limited only by time and company, rather than a lack of desire or intention? Nov 05 15:00:22 Somewhat, aye Nov 05 15:03:22 * Molly smiles, closing her eyes. She sends him the image of him taking her pinned against the tree with her hands held about her head, him keeping one eye to the rear of the cottages whilst urging her in a whisper to stay as quiet as she can. Then she opens her eyes, kissing his cheek chastely. "_That_ is being a tease" Nov 05 15:04:18 * Morgan nods Nov 05 15:04:21 cruel if you ask me Nov 05 15:04:52 * Molly watches him, obviously unable to tell if he is being playful Nov 05 15:05:07 * Morgan slowly crosses his eyes at before tugging her towards the cottage Nov 05 15:05:15 come on, I've got to go find Mr Roberts Nov 05 15:05:19 * Molly giggles Nov 05 15:05:29 Perhaps later... when it is dark... Nov 05 15:05:51 perhaps Nov 05 15:08:06 * Molly squeezes his hand, going into the cottage where the others are all playing dominoes with Varick now. She smiles at him as she sits with them, and the rest bid him farewell when he states his intention to go. Nov 05 15:14:01 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 05 16:13:13 * Roberts (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 05 16:14:01 * Roberts is found in a tiny office that was Morgan's in the far corner of the house Nov 05 16:19:24 * Morgan knocks on the doorframe Nov 05 16:19:51 * Roberts looks up over his spectacles, then stands Nov 05 16:20:02 Good morning Master Hockridge Nov 05 16:20:07 sit down man... Nov 05 16:23:10 * Roberts does so Nov 05 16:23:23 How can I help you? Nov 05 16:24:02 Ostensibly, I thought I'd come and see how you're getting on Nov 05 16:24:10 * Roberts nods Nov 05 16:26:20 Things look good. It needs a hand on the reins to see things are collected as they should be and to maintain sensible use of the funds Nov 05 16:26:37 * Morgan nods Nov 05 16:30:15 * Roberts watches him patiently Nov 05 16:34:24 You and Lady Torrington get on alright? Nov 05 16:35:05 * Roberts nods Nov 05 16:35:12 She's a bright young woman Nov 05 16:38:37 * Morgan nods Nov 05 16:38:48 she seems pleased with you... Nov 05 16:39:26 * Roberts nods Nov 05 16:39:30 I hope so Nov 05 16:40:55 How are you getting along fostering an open dialogue with her? Nov 05 16:43:41 Well. I am happy to raise my critiques, and she is happy to tell me what she wants to do Nov 05 16:45:52 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Nov 5 16:45:54 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Nov 5 16:46:22 2021 Nov 05 16:46:23 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 05 16:48:05 * Roberts nods Nov 05 16:48:05 Your family are well? Nov 05 16:48:18 * Morgan nods Nov 05 16:48:38 I wanted to talk to you... but its not an easy subject... Nov 05 16:50:37 Take a seat Nov 05 16:50:55 * Morgan nods, sitting down Nov 05 16:56:46 You were... engaged before? Nov 05 17:05:30 * Roberts looks tense Nov 05 17:06:02 No... but I nearly proposed to the girl I mentioned when I met you in the spring Nov 05 17:06:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:06:19 how much do you know about _me_? Nov 05 17:07:45 You told me you had been through the loss of a love and found love again Nov 05 17:08:06 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 05 17:08:20 I understand the pain you felt... the pain you feel... Nov 05 17:08:39 * Roberts nods a little Nov 05 17:08:59 It was recent? Nov 05 17:09:37 Three years a few weeks ago... Nov 05 17:09:49 Quite a while then Nov 05 17:10:31 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:10:39 I lost my wife and daughter in a fire Nov 05 17:13:11 * Roberts nods Nov 05 17:13:19 I am sorry for your loss Nov 05 17:13:33 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:13:50 as am I for yours... I wanted to talk about her, if you can... Nov 05 17:15:07 * Roberts inhales deeply and breathes out slowly Nov 05 17:16:32 She died on March fourth. Almost precisely eight months ago **the date would also have been Jana's fourth birthday** Nov 05 17:34:32 * Morgan sighs Nov 05 17:34:42 would''ve been my daughters birthday... what about her family? Nov 05 17:41:01 Lucinda's mother lives in Durham, quite a few aunts and uncles scattered around. Her older brother is a solicitor in Londinium. Nov 05 17:41:48 * Roberts looks tense still. This is obviously painful and fresh Nov 05 17:41:59 What was her mothers family name? Nov 05 17:42:41 Andrews Nov 05 17:43:16 [blossom, whats your aunts surname?] Nov 05 17:43:35 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:44:02 [My mother's family was Andrews] Nov 05 17:44:22 I see... Nov 05 17:45:38 * Roberts sighs heavily "why do you need to know this, Master Hockridge?" Nov 05 17:46:25 Morgan, please... Nov 05 17:47:03 * Roberts just nods Nov 05 17:49:29 Strange how life brings us together, isn't it... Nov 05 17:50:22 Is it? Nov 05 17:50:41 I know Lucinda's cousin... Nov 05 17:51:00 * Roberts nods slowly Nov 05 17:51:08 Your wife Nov 05 17:51:14 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:52:02 She's is Cecily's twin sister's daughter? Nov 05 17:53:11 Lucinda's mother was called Cecily? Nov 05 17:53:26 * Roberts nods Nov 05 17:53:36 She is Nov 05 17:53:38 * Morgan nods Nov 05 17:54:59 Lady Koertig is not in contact with her aunt? Nov 05 17:56:08 No... her mother rarely talks about family... Nov 05 17:59:03 Lucinda wondered what had become of her aunt. She left the area as a teenager and nothing was heard from her again Nov 05 17:59:16 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:00:07 * Roberts takes something from his pocket, sliding it across the table to Morgan Nov 05 18:00:14 I should have known... Nov 05 18:00:28 * Morgan looks at it Nov 05 18:01:48 **within a sealed glass fob is a swirl of dark red hair. It could easily be Molly's. But the fob is just like the one that in the Allemande dream thread HH wore at Morgan's wedding with Dietlinde's hair inside Nov 05 18:02:45 * Morgan blinks a couple of times before nodding Nov 05 18:03:57 * Roberts takes it back carefully, looking at it Nov 05 18:04:42 If you want the address for Cecily Andrews, I will supply it Nov 05 18:04:55 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:05:05 please... Nov 05 18:07:38 * Roberts nods, just turning the fob over and over Nov 05 18:08:04 Is there anything I can do to help you? Nov 05 18:11:22 * Roberts shakes his head "I do not think so. There was a local woman, back in the summer. I thought maybe if I tried again, it would be easier" Nov 05 18:12:11 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 18:12:43 Our grief does not shrink or go away... we grow around it Nov 05 18:13:00 * Roberts nods Nov 05 18:13:20 Maybe in a few years. But not yet. Nov 05 18:14:14 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:14:44 There's no time limit on it, it'll happen when its time... You might not be _quite_ ready for it when it does... I wasn't. Nov 05 18:16:56 How long have you and your wife been together? Nov 05 18:18:15 I... thats a tough question Nov 05 18:18:56 We acknowledged there was something there just over a year ago... but it wasn't until around February I was ready to accept how much she meant to me... Nov 05 18:19:15 * Roberts nods Nov 05 18:19:33 At least two years after then Nov 05 18:20:37 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:20:49 As I said, there is no set timeframe Nov 05 18:23:33 * Roberts nods Nov 05 18:24:32 Anything else to ask me? Nov 05 18:24:59 I don't think so, no Nov 05 18:26:53 * Roberts nods Nov 05 18:27:06 I'll have the address brought over. Nov 05 18:27:39 * Morgan nods, standing Nov 05 18:28:21 There's a bottle of Eisen whiskey in one of the wall panels... hopefully you'll enjoy it Nov 05 18:28:34 * Roberts nods Nov 05 18:28:39 Which panel? Nov 05 18:29:02 * Morgan nods in the direction of a corner Nov 05 18:29:06 over there... Nov 05 18:29:22 * Roberts nods, but doesnt get up Nov 05 18:29:25 Thank you Nov 05 18:29:37 * Morgan nods, heading out the door Nov 05 18:31:47 **The house is quiet, and he passes a clock that strikes midday** Nov 05 18:34:08 * Morgan makes a beeline for the cottage Nov 05 18:35:04 * Roberts is now known as Claudia Nov 05 18:35:30 * Claudia is sat at the table with HH, drinking coffee Nov 05 18:37:22 HH: Look what I gotcha for your birthday, Morgan! Nov 05 18:38:48 a Claudia? Nov 05 18:39:06 * Claudia looks at Morgan Nov 05 18:39:24 I came to look over your guards, not for your birthday Nov 05 18:39:34 * Morgan nods, sitting down Nov 05 18:39:36 love you too Nov 05 18:41:40 Having a good day? Nov 05 18:42:12 **HH grins** 'E cert'ly woke up to something nice! Nov 05 18:42:29 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Nov 05 18:42:52 **HH grins at him** Nov 05 18:43:07 * Claudia rolls her eyes Nov 05 18:43:14 its a little bit strange, truth be told Nov 05 18:43:25 Why? Nov 05 18:43:56 I haven't celebrated or enjoyed a birthday since the fire... its an unusual feeling, doing so this time Nov 05 18:44:44 She wouldn't have wanted you to be miserable Nov 05 18:44:54 No, she wouldn't Nov 05 18:45:35 **HH nods** I always celebrated yer birthday. Poured out some blokners for you Nov 05 18:46:02 * Claudia nods "I did as well" Nov 05 18:48:06 * Morgan nods Nov 05 18:48:08 it means a lot to me Nov 05 18:49:29 HH: y' probably forgot it was our birthdays **he grins* Nov 05 18:50:10 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 05 18:50:18 I even stopped trying to get myself killed those days Nov 05 18:52:12 HH: Be a bit of a coincidence if the day you'd have met the thing tha' should have killed you was m' birthday and that's why yer still alive Nov 05 18:53:49 Cant say it'd surprise me Nov 05 18:56:41 HH: That'd make me the 'ero of the story Nov 05 18:57:17 * Morgan rolls his eyes Nov 05 19:03:45 **There's a bustle as the others bring lunch from the main house and set it out. Then Molly sets down a cake in the middle, smiling at Morgan Nov 05 19:04:07 V: They made you a birthday cake, Papa! Nov 05 19:04:17 So I see Nov 05 19:08:30 **everyone crowds around the table to eat. It's noisy and boisterous. Inga is just watching, looking happy** Nov 05 19:12:20 * Morgan watches her Nov 05 19:13:43 **she smiles at him. HH gets threatened with a slap upside the head for stealing from Claudia's plate, and Varick steals from his whilst HH is bantering with Claudia** Nov 05 19:16:40 * Morgan sips his coffee quietly, watching the others Nov 05 19:17:29 **They're all enjoying themselves. Eventually the cake is cut, and Molly gives him the first piece** Nov 05 19:18:58 thank you blossom Nov 05 19:20:10 **Molly keeps an eye on him whilst everyone else eats it. It's the recipe she has given in other places, less-sweet chocolate cake, as he prefers Nov 05 19:23:42 * Claudia looks at Morgan once the food has finished Nov 05 19:23:51 Let's see your guards then Nov 05 19:24:17 **Varick yawns, and it must be his nap time** Nov 05 19:24:31 * Morgan nods at Claudia Nov 05 19:24:33 alright Nov 05 19:25:46 **James and Elsie start to clear the table whilst Molly takes Varick for his nap and HH and Inga make themselves scarce** Nov 05 19:28:23 * Morgan gets his coat, leading Claudia out the door Nov 05 19:28:43 * Claudia looks over all the guards that can be gathered, putting them to fight each other, then spends half an hour swapping them around, giving them tips through Morgan. Then she fights each herself before coming back to Morgan** They'll do. They're never going to be amazing, but they're competent enough for Avalon Nov 05 19:29:38 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:29:44 they're probably as good as me... Nov 05 19:29:48 collectively, I mean Nov 05 19:31:30 * Claudia snorts Nov 05 19:31:50 It would take all of them to have half a chance against you Nov 05 19:32:25 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:32:40 which means they're fairly well equipped to deal with any issues here Nov 05 19:32:51 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:32:56 Done with them? Nov 05 19:33:15 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:34:17 * Claudia dismisses them Nov 05 19:34:40 You gotta be back, or do you want to go for a walk? Nov 05 19:35:22 I'm happy to go for a walk... Nov 05 19:38:21 * Claudia nods, walking towards the woods at a slow pace Nov 05 19:38:30 How are you finding being back? Nov 05 19:40:32 Alright... a bit on edge... things aren't finished yet, y'know? Nov 05 19:42:26 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:42:33 The Rose is still in Kingston Nov 05 19:43:34 you rode from Kingston? Nov 05 19:43:58 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:44:04 Rough night Nov 05 19:44:36 How come? Nov 05 19:46:22 Trouble at the brothel, not one of ours Nov 05 19:46:55 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 05 19:47:01 Its bothering you... Nov 05 19:47:18 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:47:22 Little bit Nov 05 19:47:35 want to tell me why or how? Nov 05 19:49:18 I was out of sorts anyway. But then a local got too much for one of the girls Nov 05 19:49:51 Nightmare or something else causing you to be out of sorts? Nov 05 19:51:04 We took it in turns to supervise. Sorgi did the first half of the night. I just got this odd feeling in my stomach, like a feeling of discontent or unease. Nov 05 19:51:59 * Morgan nods, turning to look at her Nov 05 19:53:00 and then... Nov 05 19:53:19 And then what? Nov 05 19:53:39 Did that happen shortly before the local overstepped? Nov 05 19:54:16 No. That was at the beginning, when I was on the ship and Sorgi was at the brothel. The local thing was after we swapped Nov 05 19:54:35 ah, I see... Nov 05 19:54:43 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:55:08 I'm trying to work out what it was. You ever have that? Nov 05 19:55:17 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:55:24 Something just feels... off. Nov 05 19:55:58 * Claudia nods Nov 05 19:56:24 Yeah Nov 05 19:56:46 It went away when we swapped Nov 05 19:57:12 * Morgan nods Nov 05 19:59:25 Are the crew still spending time in the brothel? Nov 05 19:59:51 No, only last night. Sorgi has them on cleaning duties now Nov 05 20:00:13 * Morgan nods, scratching his chin Nov 05 20:00:41 What? Nov 05 20:00:52 * Morgan looks at her Nov 05 20:00:59 I had an itch... Nov 05 20:01:09 but you think I'm thinking something... Nov 05 20:02:43 * Claudia nods Nov 05 20:02:55 You usually are. Nov 05 20:03:14 and you normally tell me I'm wrong and you're not interested Nov 05 20:03:35 I'm interested. You might still be wrong. Nov 05 20:04:05 Was Sorgi there to observe or... partake in the entertainment on offer... Nov 05 20:06:49 * Claudia shrugs Nov 05 20:06:58 We didn't talk about it beforehand Nov 05 20:08:27 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:08:36 is it possible you didn't like the idea that he might be? Nov 05 20:09:49 * Claudia frowns Nov 05 20:09:52 Maybe. Nov 05 20:10:10 It would explain why the feeling went away after you'd switched Nov 05 20:10:18 * Claudia nods Nov 05 20:10:48 I didn't either. Gisela was pleased I was there, but... Nov 05 20:11:20 why not? Nov 05 20:12:16 I just wasn't feeling it. Like when we got back to Londinium and went to the brothel with that one from your nightmare Nov 05 20:12:52 I wasn't going to mention that... given the conflict we were at... Nov 05 20:13:19 * Claudia nods Nov 05 20:13:44 did it bother you seeing Sorgi talking to the woman there? Nov 05 20:14:01 * Claudia shrugs Nov 05 20:14:08 I guess so Nov 05 20:15:17 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:15:49 You think I'm jealous... Nov 05 20:16:04 No, not exactly Nov 05 20:17:48 Then what? Nov 05 20:18:23 * Morgan stops, looking into the distance Nov 05 20:18:57 I think perhaps you don't feel any desire to be with anyone else, and don't like the idea that he might... but that isn't jealousy, I don't think Nov 05 20:19:58 Well what the fuck is it then, because I'm confused as fuck right now Nov 05 20:21:50 possessiveness perhaps... Nov 05 20:22:24 Ugh Nov 05 20:22:37 How do I get rid of it? Nov 05 20:23:53 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 20:23:55 no idea Nov 05 20:25:00 * Claudia sighs Nov 05 20:25:12 Maybe it will blow over Nov 05 20:25:55 Maybe. Maybe its just another change that you'll learn to live with. Its less important, I think, that accepting that you feel safe with him Nov 05 20:27:18 * Claudia shrugs Nov 05 20:27:32 Have to see, I suppose Nov 05 20:27:40 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:27:44 and try not to freak out Nov 05 20:29:21 * Claudia nods Nov 05 20:29:44 Next you'll say "You should talk to him about it" Nov 05 20:30:32 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 20:31:29 Depends if you're ready to or not Nov 05 20:31:52 Not. Definitely not. Barely ready to even talk to you about it Nov 05 20:32:18 I'm surprised at that... Nov 05 20:34:10 What? Nov 05 20:34:43 that you've come to me about it rather than him... Nov 05 20:36:45 Because I can't possibly hurt your feelings by saying this sucks Nov 05 20:37:13 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:38:07 its not easy Nov 05 20:40:24 I don't want to hurt his feelings, but I dont want to be possessive either Nov 05 20:42:50 I don't think you really get a choice in it... maybe, like you say, it'll pass... an effect of being comfortable with him. I cant imagine you've been comfortable like that with anyone else... Nov 05 20:44:41 * Claudia shakes her head Nov 05 20:45:25 No. I've never wanted to let anyone that close. Nov 05 20:45:35 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:45:37 its difficult Nov 05 20:45:44 its fucking frightening Nov 05 20:47:14 * Claudia watches hom Nov 05 20:47:28 Still talking about my life, or yours? Nov 05 20:47:46 * Morgan smiles faintly Nov 05 20:47:47 yes Nov 05 20:48:57 How is your reserve quest going? Nov 05 20:49:34 fairly well Nov 05 20:51:22 * Claudia nods Nov 05 20:51:26 Good work Nov 05 20:52:03 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 20:52:11 was fairly easy after so long away Nov 05 20:53:41 Would have thought the opposite would happen Nov 05 20:54:18 * Morgan nods Nov 05 20:54:25 I wouldn't have been surprised Nov 05 20:55:58 Let's be honest, you're not that predictable now Nov 05 20:57:14 getting that way I think Nov 05 20:58:42 As long as you're happy. You deserve it. Nov 05 20:59:06 * Morgan leans against her before starting to walk again Nov 05 20:59:14 so do you... happiness, I mean Nov 05 20:59:51 * Claudia shrugs Nov 05 21:00:27 I'm happier now than for years. That'll do. Nov 05 21:00:48 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:01:24 I should get back on the road, fair few miles to Kingston Nov 05 21:01:56 You don't want to stay? Nov 05 21:02:33 Only came to check your guards and talk to you. I've done that. Nov 05 21:02:47 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:02:56 back in Tawstock tomorrow Nov 05 21:03:11 Trial? Nov 05 21:03:45 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:03:58 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:04:05 We'll sail up at dawn Nov 05 21:04:20 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:04:30 I'll be bringing Captain Ulysses back with me Nov 05 21:04:44 Varick will like that Nov 05 21:04:48 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:04:55 he misses the cat terribly Nov 05 21:05:32 * Claudia nods Nov 05 21:05:53 I'll find a crate or something to make it easier for you Nov 05 21:07:24 Can do, but I don't think its needed Nov 05 21:08:04 * Claudia heads in the direction of the stables before clasping his arm "Happy birthday, Morgan. It's good to have one where I know you arent dead.: Nov 05 21:08:49 Thank you my friend. Safe journey back Nov 05 21:09:19 * Claudia saddles up, heading off Nov 05 21:12:43 **The rest of the afternoon is taken up with just spending time with all of them, playing games and relaxing. It's a nice break before the trial tomorrow, but it means he is still trying to get Molly alone by the time Varick is in bed and they're finishing dinner, everyone at the table with coffee Nov 05 21:22:24 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 05 21:22:24 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 05 21:41:24 * MollyK is now known as HH Nov 05 21:41:57 * HH has his arm over the back of Inga's chair, looking relaxed Nov 05 21:42:26 Claudia keen to get back t' the ship? Nov 05 21:42:34 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:42:36 long way Nov 05 21:42:48 Still in Kingston? Nov 05 21:43:28 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:46:38 **Molly looks to Morgan ** will they be back to Tawstock in time? Nov 05 21:46:47 Leaving at first light tomorrow Nov 05 21:47:17 Got the trial tomorrow? Nov 05 21:48:04 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:48:34 which reminds me... *he looks at Elsie* We need to talk about what happens Nov 05 21:49:02 * HH is now known as Elsie Nov 05 21:49:06 Go on Nov 05 21:49:21 I want to know if you're planning to attend Nov 05 21:50:03 * Elsie looks at James, then back to Morgan Nov 05 21:50:12 Do I have to? Nov 05 21:50:25 Not at all Nov 05 21:52:39 I think it's just a waste of my days. It won't change anything Nov 05 21:52:53 and the punishment? Nov 05 21:55:02 I'd rather be here, enjoying my time Nov 05 21:55:27 * Morgan nods Nov 05 21:55:27 good Nov 05 21:56:36 HH: who is goin' and stayin'? Nov 05 21:57:32 I'm going... Molly isn't, Elsie isn't, James isn't, Inga isn't Nov 05 21:59:09 HH: want me t' come with you? Nov 05 21:59:44 up t'you Nov 05 22:02:10 HH: I'll come Nov 05 22:03:57 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:04:06 good, I've got a job for you Nov 05 22:04:26 HH: *he grins* best get an early night then! Whassat? Nov 05 22:06:24 tell you in the morning Nov 05 22:14:11 HH: Alright. Night all! Nov 05 22:15:18 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:15:20 g'night Nov 05 22:15:32 **Inga seems a bit surprised by this, but says goodnight. James and Elsie seem to see this as good timing, and say goodnight too. Molly shuts the door behind both couples Nov 05 22:15:37 * Elsie is now known as Molly Nov 05 22:15:58 Its almost enough to make one self-conscious, isnt it? Nov 05 22:16:38 If they weren't so obvious, aye Nov 05 22:16:48 * Molly smiles Nov 05 22:17:12 Someone is hoping for a repeat of his belated birthday surprise... Nov 05 22:17:30 * Molly starts to clear up the cups Nov 05 22:18:05 I'd say so, aye Nov 05 22:19:40 * Molly smiles "I'd tell you what she told me, but I wouldn't want to spoil his enjoyment in telling you" Nov 05 22:20:01 I dread to think... not sure he'd tell me anyway Nov 05 22:21:43 * Molly giggles Nov 05 22:22:22 I can only assume you haven't told him that bit, despite saying about the stables and tavern? Nov 05 22:23:09 He doesn't know any... _details_ Nov 05 22:25:54 * Molly nods, washing the cups Nov 05 22:26:10 Those are just between you, I, and a certain book? Nov 05 22:27:06 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:27:08 indeed Nov 05 22:27:53 Did you wish to keep it, now your trip is over? Nov 05 22:29:17 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:29:21 I haven't finished it yet Nov 05 22:29:38 * Molly smiles Nov 05 22:29:42 Really? Nov 05 22:30:47 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:31:39 My curiosity would have gotten the better of me and I'd have probably read all twenty eight within a couple of days, I'm afraid Nov 05 22:32:21 Couple of nights I didn't get to read it at all Nov 05 22:33:07 No? Why so, my love? Nov 05 22:33:40 * Morgan shrugs Nov 05 22:33:54 One evening I was just shattered... another I... wasn't on the ship Nov 05 22:34:49 When you were wandering the dock in Londinium? Nov 05 22:37:06 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:38:20 What had you so shattered, my love? Busy days captaining? Nov 05 22:38:38 No, hard days travelling Nov 05 22:39:25 * Molly nods Nov 05 22:40:07 I'm sorry, liebling. I know it was necessary, but I wish things had been pleasant and easy for you Nov 05 22:40:28 it is what it is... Nov 05 22:42:08 * Molly smiles as she washes the cups Nov 05 22:42:47 So you still have things to read and enjoy... Nov 05 22:43:06 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:43:09 indeed I do Nov 05 22:44:23 Are you going to walk around the estate tonight? Nov 05 22:46:04 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:46:29 * Molly smiles Nov 05 22:46:48 Then I shall endeavour to be awake for your return... Nov 05 22:48:41 * Morgan nods Nov 05 22:48:43 alright my love Nov 05 22:50:02 * Molly kisses his cheek before taking a candle upstairs Nov 05 22:55:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 05 23:16:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 00:13:05 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 06 11:00:46 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 11:01:01 **Its drizzly around the estate, but peaceful. When he gets back to their room, Molly is on top of the sheets reading, her hair unbound and wearing the negligee that had been his bed mate for weeks. She glances up at him, smiling* Did you get wet, my love? Nov 06 11:04:23 of course... there's only one sort of weather here Nov 06 11:06:03 * Molly nods, gesturing to his bedside table Nov 06 11:06:11 There's Drambuie for you Nov 06 11:07:14 * Morgan nods, sipping it before starting to undress Nov 06 11:07:31 * Molly sets down the book, watching him. She runs her hand down the black satin "better like this?" Nov 06 11:09:10 much Nov 06 11:10:31 * Molly smiles Nov 06 11:10:38 It smells like you now Nov 06 11:10:59 sorry Nov 06 11:12:08 I am not complaining... I rather envy it getting to be your bed mate the night you used the cream flannel ((it was three nights total, but he only told her one)) Nov 06 11:12:21 * Molly watches him closelt Nov 06 11:13:05 Three in total... Nov 06 11:13:30 * Molly bites her lip, brows raising Nov 06 11:13:43 Oh I most certainly would like to hear more about that Nov 06 11:14:42 * Morgan raises his arms, stretching and twisting until his back goes crunch Nov 06 11:20:50 * Molly watches him move with admiration Nov 06 11:22:45 most recently... you were my star girl... took my virginity on a chaise but made me withdraw because of the high risk of pregnancy... when I woke it was so close to not being able to stop it, that I just went with it Nov 06 11:24:22 * Molly sucks her lip, her lower body fidgeting Nov 06 11:24:51 I am most sorry I missed it... I would have enjoyed that greatly Nov 06 11:25:29 * Morgan nods, climbing into bed before taking another sip of his drink Nov 06 11:26:18 * Molly moves to get under the sheets, turning towards him to watch him Nov 06 11:26:36 That is really rather arousing to think upon, my love Nov 06 11:26:43 oh? Nov 06 11:26:57 * Molly nods Nov 06 11:27:28 Very much so. I like that you dream of me that way and it has such a strong effect on your body... Nov 06 11:28:14 * Morgan nods Nov 06 11:28:49 And then that urgency, the need... *she shivers, smiling* ... mmhmm Nov 06 11:29:09 * Morgan nods Nov 06 11:29:11 makes sense Nov 06 11:29:34 * Molly breathes out a long controlled breath Nov 06 11:31:58 The thought of taking your virginity also... yes, though it is a little conflicting, it's definitely an arousing idea Nov 06 11:33:31 * Morgan nods Nov 06 11:35:18 That is a follow on from the dream where we met in Johstadt? **he has also had another since, where the men were naked in the stream, including Seb, and he and HH found Claudia again** Nov 06 11:41:43 There's been one since, but yes Nov 06 11:42:27 * Molly nods Nov 06 11:42:38 An alternate path perhaps? Nov 06 11:46:57 Probably. You worked for the order, I think Nov 06 11:47:10 * Molly smiles Nov 06 11:47:42 That is intriguing and seems very unlikely... what happened after I took your virginity? Nov 06 11:48:30 we slept... when we woke, I went to find HeinzHarold and Claudia, you had things to do and a performance that evening Nov 06 11:48:52 We did not end up together? Nov 06 11:50:00 * Molly moves closer, gently stroking his chest Nov 06 11:52:17 It was... unclear. We wanted to, but you had duties, and so did I Nov 06 11:53:23 * Molly nods Nov 06 11:53:45 Perhaps that one night was all we got on that path? Nov 06 11:54:18 possibly Nov 06 11:54:26 * Molly watches him Nov 06 11:54:32 It was good though? Nov 06 11:57:03 * Morgan nods Nov 06 11:57:07 oh yes Nov 06 11:57:13 * Molly smiles Nov 06 11:57:27 I'm glad you dreamt something so nice Nov 06 11:59:54 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:04:08 What about the other times? Nov 06 12:06:20 One was after a dream where you'd been teaching me to control things in my dream, and were using your hand on me... Nov 06 12:06:56 * Molly nods, biting her lip again Nov 06 12:07:09 That was also good for you? Nov 06 12:08:26 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:08:26 I woke up in a similar predicament Nov 06 12:08:49 * Molly fidgets more Nov 06 12:09:00 Mmhmm... I like that Nov 06 12:09:07 so I see Nov 06 12:09:21 * Molly blushes, smiling Nov 06 12:09:56 You may have realised from the book that certain things affect me strongly? Nov 06 12:10:21 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:11:23 * Molly nods Nov 06 12:11:32 It was... revelatory Nov 06 12:12:29 how so? Nov 06 12:12:57 Exposing my inner thoughts to you in the book Nov 06 12:13:48 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:14:05 * Molly smiles playfully Nov 06 12:14:17 Did you blush a great deal reading it? Nov 06 12:14:22 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:14:24 quite a bit, aye Nov 06 12:14:34 * Molly smiles Nov 06 12:14:38 I like that too Nov 06 12:16:09 It was something you looked forward to at the end of the days? Nov 06 12:16:32 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:16:35 yes it was Nov 06 12:17:04 Good. I am glad. I hoped it would at least make you smile Nov 06 12:17:21 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:17:23 more than that Nov 06 12:17:44 Oh? *she smiles* what else? Nov 06 12:17:55 it aroused me greatly Nov 06 12:19:07 * Molly 's stomach muscles tense against his side as she gasps and her brows come together. She watches him with very dilated pupils Nov 06 12:19:10 It did? Nov 06 12:19:52 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:20:22 Physically, or mentally? Nov 06 12:20:36 * Morgan chuckles Nov 06 12:20:37 yes Nov 06 12:21:13 * Molly licks her lower lip, inhaling deeply through her nose Nov 06 12:21:26 That must have made it hard... to sleep Nov 06 12:22:20 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:23:39 Especially the night you had to share your room *she giggles* Nov 06 12:25:00 Somewhat awkward... Nov 06 12:26:10 That would have been most impractical if you had also dreamt of me intimately and woke up needing to... *she raises her brows* Nov 06 12:26:42 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:26:44 indeed Nov 06 12:27:26 * Molly continues stroking his chest Nov 06 12:28:10 It would have been hard to explain all the cream flannels in your bag Nov 06 12:29:00 I had to explain what they were for when he had a bath... he brought them out to use... Nov 06 12:29:32 * Molly laughs Nov 06 12:29:53 Oh gosh! What was his reaction? Nov 06 12:30:14 it was typically HeinzHarold Nov 06 12:31:09 Oh? Nov 06 12:31:17 Did he tease you? Nov 06 12:31:35 No more than normal Nov 06 12:32:27 * Molly giggles Nov 06 12:33:02 He is dreadful. Though considering the provocation, only three times is very impressive Nov 06 12:34:05 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:34:10 I thought so Nov 06 12:34:26 * Molly smiles Nov 06 12:34:36 Did it test your resolve? Nov 06 12:38:51 somewhat, aye Nov 06 12:42:02 * Molly smiles Nov 06 12:42:41 What was it you had planned, my love? Were you hoping to bring three weeks of frustration back to share with me? Nov 06 12:43:03 something like that, aye Nov 06 12:43:32 I would say we were more than adequately frustrated last night... Nov 06 12:44:35 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:44:40 i'm inclined to agree Nov 06 12:45:02 I rather like that your desire for me can override your resolve Nov 06 12:45:19 I know Nov 06 12:45:28 * Molly giggles Nov 06 12:46:01 I would ask if you feel the same, but I think we both know I am rather powerless against my desire for you Nov 06 12:47:17 I wouldn't say powerless... Nov 06 12:47:26 No? Why not? Nov 06 12:49:52 You managed to not do anything the day I asked you not to Nov 06 12:52:26 You have no idea how incredibly difficult that was for me, how often I had to take slow breaths or to make tight fists of my hands just to keep my hands under control... Nov 06 12:53:43 * Morgan nods Nov 06 12:55:01 And I do not think that was power over my desire, but my desire to not disappoint you was stronger than my need... just. Nov 06 13:11:43 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 06 13:18:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 13:18:46 [12:50] (Molly) And I do not think that was power over my desire, but my desire to not disappoint you was stronger than my need... just. Nov 06 13:27:23 * Morgan nods Nov 06 13:35:38 _I_ certainly wouldn't have managed three whole weeks Nov 06 13:36:03 Did you manage three whole _days_? Nov 06 13:36:15 * Molly shakes her head Nov 06 13:36:42 Absolutely not. As I said I would, it was every night, as well as five or six mornings Nov 06 13:37:15 mornings? Nov 06 13:37:23 * Molly nods Nov 06 13:37:40 That time between midnight and noon. *she giggles* Nov 06 13:39:08 * Morgan rolls his eyes Nov 06 13:39:23 * Molly giggles again Nov 06 13:39:47 What were you trying to ask me, mon petit chou? Nov 06 13:41:45 I'm just a little surprised you felt the need to in the mornings as well Nov 06 13:42:03 * Molly shrugs Nov 06 13:43:27 Both times after the dreams when we were in the brothel at kingston, then two nights where I woke up aroused despite having no idea what I dreamt, and both nights after we had spoken in my dreams Nov 06 13:44:21 * Morgan nods Nov 06 13:46:07 Does that displease you? Nov 06 13:46:42 No blossom Nov 06 13:47:14 * Molly nods Nov 06 13:47:36 I cannot say I am in much rush to do it again for days on end! Nov 06 13:50:01 no? Nov 06 13:51:59 I suppose I could be persuaded, if there was something you read about that you wished to see... *she smiles playfully* Nov 06 13:52:15 another day? Nov 06 13:52:45 * Molly shrugs Nov 06 13:53:03 You are tired and ready to sleep? Nov 06 13:55:38 I don't recall saying that Nov 06 13:57:17 There is something specific you would wish for, another day? Nov 06 13:57:33 I'd have to go back through the book I think Nov 06 13:57:45 * Molly smiles Nov 06 13:58:30 I will place myself entirely as your disposal, your grace Nov 06 14:01:49 oh really? Nov 06 14:02:14 * Molly nods Nov 06 14:02:49 Anything you wish for. My only aim is to delight and... please you Nov 06 14:05:43 * Morgan moves suddenly, rolling on top of her Nov 06 14:06:42 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 06 14:07:20 Whatever and however you wish, as always Nov 06 14:09:53 * Molly brings her hands beneath the sheets, moving the fabric of the negligee so it doesnt form a barrier between their bodies Nov 06 14:13:04 * Morgan kisses her hard Nov 06 14:15:55 * Molly moans loudly, kissing him the same, her hands on his sides firmly Nov 06 14:16:37 * Morgan continues, running a hand down her stomach until reaches her core, pushing his fingers inside her Nov 06 14:18:31 * Molly arches up against him, moaning against his mouth. She is absolutely soaked from her arousal, her body hot around his digits Nov 06 14:20:35 * Morgan positions himself at her entrance before moving away far enough to be able to maintain eye contact as he sinks into her Nov 06 14:22:35 * Molly watches him as long as she can before the sheer bliss has her eyes rolling back and her shuddering around him Nov 06 14:24:59 Oh god you feel so good Nov 06 14:25:27 * Morgan grunts, beginning to thrust, not gentle and loving, but driven of desire and need Nov 06 14:27:08 * Molly climaxes around him, watching him adoringly in the moments where she isnt peaking beneath him Nov 06 14:29:16 Yes... like that... would you like... to try the... pillow? Nov 06 14:30:19 * Morgan shakes his head before reaching down and hitching her legs over his elbows, pushing himself deeper Nov 06 14:32:06 * Molly arches once more, her hands coming to his shoulders, holding on to him as if to provide a safe anchor against the storm of pleasure Nov 06 14:32:16 Oh wow, that feels amazing Nov 06 14:33:15 * Morgan nods, sweat beading on his forehead as he starts to build a savage rhythm, pounding into her Nov 06 14:35:05 * Molly is quickly past the point of being able to talk any more, just orgasming repeatedly and near constantly, vocalisations becoming louder, more primal. Her nails dig into his skin as she clings to him Nov 06 14:37:40 * Morgan clamps a hand over her mouth before swelling and burying himself in her as deep as he can, body juddering as his own orgasm hits. To keep from making noise he lowers his face, biting her neck until the sensations subside Nov 06 14:41:19 * Molly makes a very suppressed high pitched noise of raw ecstasy against his palm, her core tightening strongly him, her body writhing beneath his. She continues to climax in little waves, but manages to be quieter Nov 06 14:43:25 * Morgan grinds against her, wringing the very last ounce of pleasure from their joining before gently releasing her legs and withdrawing Nov 06 14:45:33 * Molly breathes hard, her body still quaking as the aftershocks of her many peaks run through her Nov 06 14:45:45 Oh wow, liebes herz... Nov 06 14:46:21 * Morgan plants soft kisses on the spot he bit before moving to her jawline and round to her lips Nov 06 14:47:50 * Molly kisses his mouth softly, gently licking his lower lip. Her fingers move to gently stroking his back tenderly Nov 06 14:50:43 * Morgan moves to lay beside her Nov 06 14:52:01 * Molly turns to her side, watching him with a smile Nov 06 14:52:43 You are so good to me Nov 06 14:53:55 I was thinking something along those lines myself Nov 06 14:54:21 You think I am good to you? Nov 06 14:54:41 * Morgan nods Nov 06 14:54:56 That's sweet Nov 06 14:55:52 Did you enjoy your birthday? *she settles more into the pillow, looking sleepy* Nov 06 14:57:39 * Morgan nods Nov 06 14:57:41 aye, I did Nov 06 14:58:30 I'm glad *she yawns a little* excuse me, you've rather spent me, my love Nov 06 15:00:09 * Morgan nods Nov 06 15:00:11 get some sleep Nov 06 15:00:46 * Molly kisses him once more Nov 06 15:00:53 Shall I sing? Nov 06 15:01:39 please blossom Nov 06 15:02:47 * Molly sings Kosk Yn Ta, but doesn't get far before it trails off as she falls asleep, smiling to herself Nov 06 15:04:11 * Morgan smiles to himself, settling to sleep Nov 06 15:05:52 **He starts to dream. He's atop her in the bed here in the cottage, and she's climaxing again around him. With possessive thrusts, he's very close to the point of no return. She moans his name, watching him as pleasure takes her again. Nov 06 15:05:53 **There's a knock at the bedroom door, Heinzharold's usual pattern** Nov 06 15:07:23 * Morgan growls in frustration, rolling off her Nov 06 15:07:25 what? Nov 06 15:08:52 * Molly sighs heavily Nov 06 15:09:03 HH: Dau's escaped Nov 06 15:10:52 how? Nov 06 15:11:00 * Morgan climbs out of bed, pulling his clothes on Nov 06 15:11:19 * Molly watches him forlornly Nov 06 15:11:52 HH: Bit confusing... seems to have damaged the bars of the brig and walked off the ship Nov 06 15:14:43 Where is it? Nov 06 15:14:57 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 06 15:15:01 Tawstock Nov 06 15:15:24 **Molly gets out of bed, pulling on a shift** Nov 06 15:15:41 * Morgan frowns Nov 06 15:15:45 that doesn't make any sense Nov 06 15:16:29 Claudia didn't want Cap'n anywhere near the brothel in Kingston, so they came back early Nov 06 15:17:36 You decent? Nov 06 15:17:43 aye Nov 06 15:18:12 * HH opens the door "Sorry t' interrupt" Nov 06 15:18:33 * Morgan nods Nov 06 15:18:49 How the hell did he damage the bars and walk off the ship? Nov 06 15:19:13 Wood looks... warped 'pparently Nov 06 15:19:27 * Morgan frowns Nov 06 15:19:29 that can't be Nov 06 15:19:34 **Molly yanks her dress on Nov 06 15:19:47 M: They said she was the last... Nov 06 15:20:16 They did Nov 06 15:20:33 Where's Claudia? Nov 06 15:21:17 Checking all the ships in Tawstock incase he's plannin' to escape as a stowaway Nov 06 15:23:22 alright. Get everyone up, everyone in the great hall in the main house. You and James keep them safe, got me? Nov 06 15:24:24 M: How long has he been gone, Heinzharold? Nov 06 15:24:40 'Bout two hours Nov 06 15:25:42 **Molly pulls boots on, sighing. HH goes off to follow orders** Nov 06 15:26:02 Where's that bastard headed... Nov 06 15:26:05 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 06 15:27:36 As far away as possible, I would... Eisen is too risky, so is Avalon. I would make my way for Carleon to get on a ship somewhere foreign Nov 06 15:28:21 Would he be inclined to try to harm us... Nov 06 15:29:25 * Molly shrugs Nov 06 15:30:10 I doubt it. Running would be in his interests more. Nov 06 15:31:03 * Morgan nods Nov 06 15:31:12 but even wild animals will occasionally attack instead of flee Nov 06 15:31:25 * Molly nods, now dressed Nov 06 15:31:54 I am going next door to bring Inga and Elsie here so we are safe together Nov 06 15:32:19 I want you to go to the great hall with them. HeinzHarold and James are there to keep you all safe Nov 06 15:32:41 * Molly nods Nov 06 15:32:52 Alright my love. Be careful please Nov 06 15:33:03 * Morgan nods, walking her to the others Nov 06 15:34:17 **everyone is in night wear with cloaks and blankets except Kit who is fully dressed. Nov 06 15:34:57 * Morgan looks him over, shrugging into his coat Nov 06 15:35:02 This needs to end now Nov 06 15:35:19 **Kit nods** It does Nov 06 15:35:29 You come with me Nov 06 15:35:37 * Molly is now known as Kit Nov 06 15:35:42 * Kit does so Nov 06 15:36:01 * Morgan leads him to the stables Nov 06 15:36:10 where's he going to go? You knew him best of any of us Nov 06 15:36:19 **The moon is full and bright tonight* Nov 06 15:36:38 Ussura, or Innismore Nov 06 15:36:56 You don't think he'll attempt vengeance first? Nov 06 15:37:17 No, I doubt that Nov 06 15:37:33 * Morgan nods, saddling a horse Nov 06 15:37:38 then we need to find him fast Nov 06 15:38:31 * Kit gets mounted up, thundering off down the road. It's when they get to the schoolhouse that Morgan feels that prickle of magic Nov 06 15:38:49 * Morgan pulls the horse to a stop Nov 06 15:39:25 **There's nothing to see from here** Nov 06 15:39:51 * Morgan looks around carefully, nudging the horse forward again towards the schoolhouse Nov 06 15:40:23 **he feels it again, and a sound of wood creaking Nov 06 15:41:56 * Morgan looks in the direction of the sound Nov 06 15:42:00 **It sounds like the doors of the great hall. There are shouts of alarm. He can faintly hear glass smashing Nov 06 15:42:28 * Morgan wheels the horse setting into a sprint Nov 06 15:42:43 * Kit is now known as Kai Nov 06 15:45:10 **Out in the Rose Garden, illuminated by moonlight, Kai has a knife to Molly's throat from behind and is groping her breast. "Ah Morgan, you are just in time." Nov 06 15:46:49 * Morgan concentrates on him Nov 06 15:47:58 * Kai starts to howl, letting her go whilst he tears at his own skin Nov 06 15:48:17 * Morgan moves suddenly, pulling Molly away from him Nov 06 15:48:37 **She clings to him** I'm sorry Nov 06 15:48:46 Whatever for? Nov 06 15:49:02 M: Opening the door when I heard a noise Nov 06 15:49:19 * Morgan nods Nov 06 15:49:26 its alright... go inside with the others Nov 06 15:50:38 **Morgan feels a prickle of magic as she walks to the door. The wood explodes, sending a huge sharp chunk clean through her abdomen. She drops like a stone. Nov 06 15:51:06 * Morgan dives to her, cradling her Nov 06 15:51:10 blossom... blossom... Nov 06 15:52:05 **She is barely concious, blood everywhere** It's too much... Nov 06 15:52:17 No, it can't be... please Nov 06 15:53:08 **she reaches up, stroking his cheek** I'll be with Dietlinde and Jana... we'll wait for you... Nov 06 15:53:37 Could you... take his strength for yourself? There must be some way... Nov 06 15:54:06 M: I don't... think... I... can... Nov 06 15:54:24 * Morgan holds her, rocking her gently Nov 06 15:55:07 M: **she sighs softly** bring... him... Nov 06 15:55:15 * Morgan looks to Kit Nov 06 15:55:17 bring him here Nov 06 15:57:05 **Kit drags Kai over, who is still screaming. She puts a hand on him, and Morgan feels a prickle of magic. Kai screams louder, absolute agony like torture before he suddenly stops. She looks at Morgan* More. Nov 06 15:57:13 * Kai is now known as Molly Nov 06 15:57:47 You need more? Nov 06 15:57:52 * Molly nods Nov 06 15:57:57 Take some from me Nov 06 15:59:06 * Molly lays her hand on his chest. He's felt this energy drain, but it's faster, quicker, and soon takes him to the point of tiredness he had when she healed Otto, a point she said was dangerous Nov 06 15:59:43 * Morgan wobbles, muttering to himself Nov 06 16:00:01 It's still not enough... Nov 06 16:00:40 Then you need to take it all Nov 06 16:01:00 No... not from you, I'd rather die! Nov 06 16:01:13 **she lets go ** Nov 06 16:01:26 * Morgan grips her hand, looking at Kit a moment Nov 06 16:01:55 Maybe the others can help you, bit by bit? Nov 06 16:02:05 Maybe Nov 06 16:02:33 * Morgan beckons Kit over, explaining the situation to him quickly Nov 06 16:03:20 **Kit lets her, but the drain is so fast that he's dead in moments. She sobs** Oh god what have I done?! Nov 06 16:03:53 * Morgan continues to rock her Nov 06 16:04:09 we can't risk that with the others... You'd never forgive yourself Nov 06 16:04:22 * Molly nods Nov 06 16:04:36 I know... you have to let me go Nov 06 16:05:55 I don't know that I can Nov 06 16:06:16 You have to. For Varick. Nov 06 16:06:31 He needs you Nov 06 16:06:41 * Molly looks up at him, watching him solemnly Nov 06 16:06:47 He needs his Papa. Nov 06 16:07:48 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 06 16:08:21 * Molly smiles slightly Nov 06 16:08:30 Find me in your dreams, hmm? Nov 06 16:08:55 * Morgan pulls her closer, rocking Nov 06 16:10:34 I love you, I regret nothing Nov 06 16:10:43 I love you blossom, so very very much Nov 06 16:11:29 * Molly nods, closing her eyes. He wakes suddenly. Nov 06 16:13:24 * Morgan rubs his fingers Nov 06 16:14:16 ((Distress and desperation?)) Nov 06 16:15:22 ((very high)) Nov 06 16:16:00 **his fingers are very tingly, and his control doesn't feel very good** Nov 06 16:16:56 * Morgan climbs out of bed, pulling his trousers on before heading downstairs Nov 06 16:17:44 **everything is quite, and a little clock says it's half after five, two hours from dawn** Nov 06 16:17:54 Quiet* Nov 06 16:18:25 * Morgan heads outside, into the little garden and away from the cottage before trying to create a ball of flame Nov 06 16:19:19 **it is beautiful and intricate, suddenly very bright, and the tingling seems to burn off as it burns Nov 06 16:19:49 * Morgan pours his energy into it until he feels his control returning Nov 06 16:20:01 **It works very well** Nov 06 16:20:21 * Morgan stops, looking round before going back inside Nov 06 16:20:50 **it's still quiet Nov 06 16:21:04 * Morgan sets about making coffee quietly Nov 06 16:22:24 **noone disturbs him for a little while, then he hears the creaking of Molly getting out of bed Nov 06 16:23:48 * Morgan stays sat in the kitchen, bare chested and barefoot Nov 06 16:25:36 * Molly comes down in a dressing gown, also barefoot Nov 06 16:25:41 Liebes herz? Nov 06 16:25:54 here Nov 06 16:26:11 It's very early, my love... are you well? Nov 06 16:26:22 had a nightmare Nov 06 16:26:58 * Molly comes to him, stroking him hair gently Nov 06 16:27:03 His* Nov 06 16:27:46 Do you want to talk? Nov 06 16:28:11 I don't know Nov 06 16:28:30 * Molly nods slowly, her hand stilling Nov 06 16:28:45 I will leave you alone if you wish it Nov 06 16:29:03 No, please... Nov 06 16:29:25 * Molly strokes his hair again, speaking softly Nov 06 16:29:34 What do you need, my love? Nov 06 16:29:58 Dau escaped... had that Eisen magic... Nov 06 16:30:22 Impossible. Nov 06 16:31:19 * Molly continues stroking his hair Nov 06 16:31:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 16:31:36 What if the forces working against the convergence have... instilled it in him... Nov 06 16:32:03 I doubt it, my love Nov 06 16:32:44 * Morgan sighs Nov 06 16:32:47 you died Nov 06 16:33:47 Oh liebling. I'm sorry... let me hold you a moment? Nov 06 16:35:03 * Morgan nods Nov 06 16:36:41 * Molly moves so she can wrap her arms around him, his head to her chest Nov 06 16:37:30 I'm here... Nov 06 16:37:56 * Morgan nods, burying his face to her Nov 06 16:38:31 * Molly gently strokes the back of his head, just staying quiet Nov 06 16:53:23 * Molly gives no indication that she will let go until he does Nov 06 16:54:56 * Morgan eventually does so Nov 06 16:55:19 * Molly looks at him solemnly Nov 06 16:55:35 If he comes in touching distance of me, he will die. Nov 06 16:56:24 * Morgan nods Nov 06 16:56:57 If he has that magic, that'd be too late Nov 06 16:57:23 You used the seed? Nov 06 16:58:03 * Morgan nods Nov 06 16:58:10 ((He had used the seed on Alarice too, and it didn't stop it)) Nov 06 16:58:19 but I didn't tell him to follow _your_ instructions... and it didn't do any good with Alarice Nov 06 16:58:46 Could you command him to use it if he has it? Nov 06 16:59:06 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 16:59:07 maybe Nov 06 16:59:25 but what if it only becomes useable like with Alarice, at his execution Nov 06 16:59:32 I do not see it is likely... Nov 06 16:59:59 I'm going to leave HeinzHarold here Nov 06 17:00:09 * Molly watches him solemnly Nov 06 17:00:25 If you feel that is safer, my love Nov 06 17:00:40 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:00:55 HeinzHarold is one of the people Dau is primed to obey Nov 06 17:01:09 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:01:22 Will you be leaving? Nov 06 17:01:38 First light. I want to be in Tawstock when the Rose arrives Nov 06 17:01:50 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:02:01 Will you be back before he is dead? Nov 06 17:02:54 I was planning to come back tonight, after the trial but... I don't know Nov 06 17:03:03 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:03:12 And I cannot come with you Nov 06 17:05:55 No, you need to stay here in case Elsie... Nov 06 17:07:05 * Molly nods sadly Nov 06 17:07:21 I'm... still scared by it Nov 06 17:08:04 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:08:05 I know Nov 06 17:08:41 there's a lot scares the hell out of me at the moment, but we've got to keep facing into the future Nov 06 17:09:04 * Molly kisses his crown Nov 06 17:10:26 We do. We can only do what we can do in what time we have. That is life, isn't it? Elsie and James have had a happiness that neither thought they could ever have. That has to count for something, it simply _must_. Nov 06 17:17:38 * Molly moves away a little "Do you want breakfast and a shirt?" Nov 06 17:18:51 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:18:52 please Nov 06 17:19:45 * Molly goes back upstairs, bringing down his clothes for the day and a repacked bag for him shortly later Nov 06 17:20:32 Will you send someone to let us know how things go? Nov 06 17:20:36 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:20:43 * Molly starts his breakfast Nov 06 17:21:07 of course. While we were away I discovered something... you know when I wake on the verge of losing control? Nov 06 17:21:20 * Molly smiles slightly Nov 06 17:21:29 Of your talent, not...? Nov 06 17:21:33 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:21:34 aye Nov 06 17:21:49 What did you discover? Nov 06 17:22:23 if I use the... talent, the lack of control goes away... and I learned to do this... Nov 06 17:22:31 * Morgan creates a small ball of flame Nov 06 17:22:41 * Molly looks at it, surprised Nov 06 17:22:49 Oh wow, that is stunning! Nov 06 17:22:56 pretty isn't it Nov 06 17:23:02 * Molly comes closer Nov 06 17:23:17 It's so intricate! Nov 06 17:23:30 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:24:07 What made you think of that? Nov 06 17:24:22 It was dark... we needed light... Nov 06 17:25:04 idea came from a bright spark... Nov 06 17:25:21 Oh? It happened spontaneously? Nov 06 17:28:19 * Molly moves even closer to his fireball, getting a bit closer than he would like Nov 06 17:30:22 No, HeinzHarold suggested it, we needed some light Nov 06 17:30:28 * Morgan moves it away slightly Nov 06 17:30:36 * Molly blinks Nov 06 17:30:44 Sorry, it's just so beautiful Nov 06 17:31:17 * Molly goes back to making his food Nov 06 17:31:31 As you'd imagine I am... wary of it Nov 06 17:32:08 I know... but at some point we need to know whether I could heal it Nov 06 17:32:24 today is not the day Nov 06 17:32:59 No, another day... I am glad you have a way to stop the potential loss of control without me Nov 06 17:33:11 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:33:24 still not confident doing it inside though... I went out into the garden Nov 06 17:33:33 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:33:40 That is sensible Nov 06 17:33:59 barefoot, with no top on before dawn... Nov 06 17:34:20 * Molly glances at him with a little smile Nov 06 17:34:43 Mmhmm... Nov 06 17:35:41 * Molly brings him bread, butter and jam Nov 06 17:36:31 You, my dear Duke, are trying to leave me in a predicament and then spend the night seven miles away? Nov 06 17:36:40 * Morgan frowns Nov 06 17:36:41 no Nov 06 17:37:02 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:37:18 That's more like I would do to you, isn't it? Nov 06 17:37:36 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:38:17 I have packed the negligee and the book, just incase you choose to stay down there Nov 06 17:38:29 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:38:32 alright my love, thank you Nov 06 17:39:01 Do we need to talk about what happened with Mr Roberts before you go? Nov 06 17:39:38 He's given me your aunts address... her name is Cecily... Nov 06 17:41:18 Huh. Nov 06 17:41:42 * Molly sips some coffee, sitting beside him Nov 06 17:42:00 My mother will not be happy if I chase the past Nov 06 17:42:08 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 17:42:25 Should I write, do you think? Nov 06 17:43:07 I think you should consider it Nov 06 17:45:14 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:45:22 I will think on it Nov 06 17:45:37 * Morgan nods, finishing his coffee Nov 06 17:45:44 Does he realise the girl was my cousin? Nov 06 17:45:53 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:45:54 he does Nov 06 17:46:30 How did he react? Nov 06 17:47:35 Its still very raw for him Nov 06 17:47:51 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:47:58 It was recently? Nov 06 17:48:53 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:48:59 Jana's birthday Nov 06 17:51:05 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:51:31 I have worked alongside him, will it be okay to still do so? Nov 06 17:51:37 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:51:49 Best thing to do is ask... Nov 06 17:54:39 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:55:09 It's odd to think there are people I am related to that I do not even know Nov 06 17:56:39 * Morgan nods Nov 06 17:56:42 oh I know Nov 06 17:57:46 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:58:03 I wonder if Alice and Florence will arrive today? Nov 06 17:58:16 I wouldn't be surprised Nov 06 17:58:31 * Molly nods Nov 06 17:59:29 If James and Elsie are to share a room, Alice and Florence can stay in Elsie's room, if you can bear the chance of being taken by surprise by her running around the house Nov 06 17:59:47 I'll think about it... I'm not entirely sure Nov 06 17:59:56 * Molly nods Nov 06 18:00:31 Failing that, James and Elsie could come in here, and they could go next door with Heinzharold and Inga Nov 06 18:01:25 * Molly smiles a little "Either way, I would need to be quieter than last night!" *she gets up to find his coat* Nov 06 18:01:28 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:01:34 yes, you would indeed Nov 06 18:02:02 * Molly giggles "You found a solution..." Nov 06 18:03:06 * Molly puts his coat over a chair Nov 06 18:03:13 You didn't mind, I hope... Nov 06 18:04:55 Your hand on my mouth? Nov 06 18:05:31 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:06:14 I enjoy that Nov 06 18:06:19 * Molly smiles Nov 06 18:15:07 really? Nov 06 18:15:10 * Morgan looks surprised Nov 06 18:15:28 * Molly nods vigorously Nov 06 18:15:44 Very, very much. Am I not supposed to? Nov 06 18:26:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 06 18:28:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 18:42:57 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 06 18:43:41 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 18:43:46 [18:11] (Molly) Very, very much. Am I not supposed to? Nov 06 18:43:57 it just surprises me Nov 06 18:44:10 Why, my love? Nov 06 18:44:35 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 18:44:41 it just does Nov 06 18:45:45 * Molly smiles Nov 06 18:46:03 I suppose I am somewhat unconventional at times Nov 06 18:46:20 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:46:42 That's alright, isn't it? Nov 06 18:47:40 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:48:02 I dont think anything we did last night was conventional... Nov 06 18:48:58 No? You were atop me... Nov 06 18:49:27 holding your legs... Nov 06 18:49:44 * Molly bites her lip Nov 06 18:49:52 That was rather spectacular Nov 06 18:50:55 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:52:11 That reminds me... *she shows him her neck* did I ought to wear my hair down? ((Your call whether it would have been enough to mark)) Nov 06 18:52:39 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:52:41 yes... Nov 06 18:52:54 * Molly smiles, looking pleased Nov 06 18:52:58 Really?! Nov 06 18:53:15 * Morgan looks confused Nov 06 18:53:22 Why does that please you so? Nov 06 18:53:45 I am not sure I could even explain it very well if I tried Nov 06 18:56:32 * Morgan nods Nov 06 18:56:33 alright Nov 06 18:57:15 * Molly watches him with the hint of a frown Nov 06 18:57:28 It displeases you? Nov 06 18:57:43 No, its just... confusing Nov 06 18:57:56 I mean that there is a mark Nov 06 18:58:37 oh... Not... particularly, no Nov 06 18:58:46 But a little? Nov 06 18:59:30 its an unusual thing for me to do Nov 06 18:59:49 * Molly smiles, nodding Nov 06 19:00:18 It is, but I am sure there was a reason...? Nov 06 19:00:33 I, uhhh... needed to keep myself quiet Nov 06 19:00:54 * Molly watches him, sucking her lower lip Nov 06 19:01:13 You would not have been quiet otherwise? Nov 06 19:01:58 I don't believe so, no Nov 06 19:02:15 * Molly 's brows come together Nov 06 19:02:28 I would not complain about that at all! Nov 06 19:03:14 no? Nov 06 19:03:35 Do you like it when you can hear how good it feels to me? Nov 06 19:03:42 * Morgan nods Nov 06 19:03:43 very much Nov 06 19:03:57 Why would I feel any different? Nov 06 19:04:14 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 19:04:18 because it hurt? Nov 06 19:04:44 Hurt what? **she looks confused** Nov 06 19:05:10 your neck... Nov 06 19:06:02 Oh... I think we are talking about something slightly different. I liked you biting my neck like that Nov 06 19:06:18 and placing my hand over your mouth... Nov 06 19:06:24 * Molly nods Nov 06 19:06:33 Yes, very much Nov 06 19:06:40 * Morgan nods Nov 06 19:07:11 Did _you_ enjoy those things? Nov 06 19:07:37 * Morgan nods Nov 06 19:08:23 * Molly smiles warmly, taking a deep breath Nov 06 19:08:40 Perhaps you are also more unconventional than you knew? Nov 06 19:08:52 * Morgan nods Nov 06 19:08:54 I suppose so Nov 06 19:09:19 * Molly glances to the window Nov 06 19:10:28 It is almost first light... and much as I am very much enjoying our surprisingly open conversation, I am only going to end up very aroused by it if we continue... Nov 06 19:10:58 and we don't have time to deal with that... so I'd best get moving Nov 06 19:11:14 * Molly kisses his cheek Nov 06 19:11:20 Not together, no Nov 06 19:12:34 * Morgan nods Nov 06 19:13:04 If you cannot come home tonight, I will understand Nov 06 19:13:47 We'll have to see Nov 06 19:13:56 I will miss you though Nov 06 19:14:14 and I you Nov 06 19:14:55 * Molly watches him, then sighs a little Nov 06 19:15:15 You had best get ready Nov 06 19:16:03 * Morgan nods, getting up to finish getting sorted Nov 06 19:16:40 * Molly pours herself another coffee, just watching him thoughtfully Nov 06 19:20:27 * Molly is too busy thinking to say anything Nov 06 19:59:50 * Morgan sighs Nov 06 19:59:56 hopefully, I'll see you in a few hours Nov 06 20:02:09 Hmm? Nov 06 20:02:49 I said... hopefully I'll see you in a few hours Nov 06 20:03:08 Oh yes! Sorry, I was pondering how blissful it would feel to use the breakfast table with you for something that is definitely not breakfast! **she smiles, blushing** Nov 06 20:05:32 * Morgan blushes Nov 06 20:05:34 soon... Nov 06 20:05:48 * Molly nods eagerly Nov 06 20:06:46 Yes please. *she comes to kiss his cheek* I hope to see you later, my love, but if not, I will see you tomorrow once it is over? Nov 06 20:07:34 It may be friday by the time its done Nov 06 20:07:49 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 06 20:08:31 We don't execute in Fridays, that is bad luck *she looks sheepish* at least, that's what they say in Sudlachenburg... Nov 06 20:08:51 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 20:08:54 or sail Nov 06 20:09:10 * Molly nods, trying to keep a straight face Nov 06 20:09:22 Or be intimate with our spouse Nov 06 20:09:41 I cant say I've heard that one Nov 06 20:10:07 That's because it is... *she says quietly* ... horseshit Nov 06 20:10:19 * Morgan laughs Nov 06 20:10:51 * Molly watches him adoringly Nov 06 20:11:03 Until later then Nov 06 20:11:09 * Morgan nods Nov 06 20:11:12 be careful my love Nov 06 20:11:29 I will, liebling. And you Nov 06 20:11:47 * Morgan nods, heading out the door and making for the stables Nov 06 20:13:11 **His nameless horse is there, easily saddled. The dawn comes as he rides to Tawstock, and the dock is busy with market day bustle** Nov 06 20:17:46 * Morgan finds somewhere to stable the horse, checking the ships in the dock Nov 06 20:17:57 **He can just see the Rose coming up the river as he waits. There's no sign of the Blessing Nov 06 20:20:21 **Noone bothers him, and his ship is soon moored up, both Claudia and Sorgi on deck Nov 06 20:20:29 * Molly is now known as Claudia Nov 06 20:23:04 * Claudia and Sorgi look surprised to see him Nov 06 20:24:22 * Morgan waits for the gang plank to be set down Nov 06 20:27:44 **It is Nov 06 20:28:40 * Morgan walks up it, tapping the horseshoe Nov 06 20:30:36 * Claudia looks at him Nov 06 20:30:44 Everything alright? Nov 06 20:31:22 Had a nightmare, wanted to make sure everything is alright Nov 06 20:32:46 * Claudia nods Nov 06 20:32:51 All good here Nov 06 20:33:19 * Morgan nods Nov 06 20:33:28 I need to talk to Dau... alone. Nov 06 20:36:02 * Claudia looks at him Nov 06 20:36:07 Is that wise? Nov 06 20:37:13 its necessary Nov 06 20:38:14 You told us not to let you alone with him Nov 06 20:39:37 * Morgan nods Nov 06 20:39:53 I know. Nov 06 20:40:38 I can't let you alone with him Nov 06 20:41:09 I'm no danger to him. I need to ask him some things, thats all. Nov 06 20:42:14 * Claudia looks torn Nov 06 20:42:41 What do you need from me to do it? Nov 06 20:42:49 You'll give me your word you won't do anything serious to him, even if he provokes you? Nov 06 20:43:25 I swear to you, I won't do anything serious... whatever he says, he dies soon Nov 06 20:45:12 * Claudia looks at him Nov 06 20:45:30 If you were me, would you be happy with it? Nov 06 20:45:55 No, but I'm not asking you to be happy. Just to trust me, like I've trusted you. Nov 06 20:46:08 * Claudia nods Nov 06 20:46:13 Go on then Nov 06 20:46:17 * Morgan nods Nov 06 20:46:31 I won't be long... and I need a block of wood, a chopping board perhaps Nov 06 20:47:05 * Claudia nods, finding a bit that's suitable Nov 06 20:47:40 * Morgan takes it, heading down to the brig Nov 06 20:49:51 * Claudia is now known as Kai Nov 06 20:50:32 * Kai is sat on the bunk behind the wooden bars reading a Vaticine bible Nov 06 20:51:04 Colonel... Nov 06 20:54:11 * Kai looks up. He looks well-rested and well-treated Nov 06 20:54:14 Yes? Nov 06 20:54:58 I've got a few questions I want you to answer Nov 06 20:56:08 * Kai nods, putting down the holy book Nov 06 21:00:01 is there any history of magic in your family? Nov 06 21:00:26 No Nov 06 21:00:35 do _you_ have any form of magic? Nov 06 21:00:39 No Nov 06 21:01:10 **he looks disgusted at the suggestion ** Nov 06 21:01:13 Why were you running away to Ussura? Nov 06 21:03:16 To avoid arrest in Eisen Nov 06 21:04:11 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:05:39 You are going to tell the truth at your trial Nov 06 21:06:39 Yes Nov 06 21:07:53 * Morgan nods, walking back out towards the deck Nov 06 21:09:05 * Kai is now known as Claudia Nov 06 21:09:13 * Claudia is waiting for him Nov 06 21:09:17 Done? Nov 06 21:09:20 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:09:29 didn't even do anything minor to him, let alone serious Nov 06 21:09:35 * Claudia nods Nov 06 21:09:56 Well done. What are you doing for the next few hours before the trial? Nov 06 21:10:15 I need to talk to Sorgi, and I'm going to make some arrangements with the harbour master Nov 06 21:12:09 * Claudia nods "He's in his study, probably still awake" Nov 06 21:12:47 * Morgan nods, heading for Sorgi's study Nov 06 21:12:55 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Nov 06 21:13:47 * Sorgi comes to answer the door in just shirt and trousers, rubbing his face Nov 06 21:13:52 M'lord? Nov 06 21:14:06 I'm sorry to bother you just now, but I need you to do something for me today Nov 06 21:14:30 * Sorgi motions him in then shuts the door Nov 06 21:14:39 What is it, m'lord? Nov 06 21:15:13 When the trial is going on... I want you to take Claudia to a coffeeshop I know near the dock... or to an inn... Nov 06 21:15:32 * Sorgi looks confused Nov 06 21:15:46 Keep her away from the trial? Nov 06 21:15:51 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:16:29 * Sorgi nods Nov 06 21:16:34 I can do that Nov 06 21:16:44 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:17:02 I want Dau back in the brig until his punishment. Nov 06 21:17:19 When is it likely to be? Nov 06 21:17:37 Tomorrow or friday... probably the latter knowing my luck Nov 06 21:17:48 * Sorgi nods Nov 06 21:17:59 Back to Kingston for the night? Nov 06 21:18:40 I leave that to your judgement. It would make it harder for any interested parties to try to rescue him but I may well be overthinking it Nov 06 21:18:54 * Sorgi nods Nov 06 21:19:30 Wait until we know when he will be executed. If its tomorrow morning it might not be worthwhile Nov 06 21:19:40 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:19:51 we'll play it by ear... get some sleep, Sorgi Nov 06 21:20:04 * Sorgi inclines his head Nov 06 21:20:09 Yes m'lord Nov 06 21:20:14 * Morgan heads out of the door and back up on deck Nov 06 21:20:47 **Claudia is working, which leaves him free to see the harbour master Nov 06 21:21:34 * Morgan goes to find him Nov 06 21:23:31 * Sorgi is now known as HM Nov 06 21:23:56 * HM is busy gossiping with several sailors Nov 06 21:24:51 * Morgan clears his throat Nov 06 21:24:53 excuse me... Nov 06 21:26:35 **the others rapidly disperse. The harbour master looks on edge* Good morning, how can I help? Nov 06 21:26:56 You look tense... whats going on? Nov 06 21:28:30 Trial today, everyone's a bit on edge Nov 06 21:28:38 why's that? Nov 06 21:30:38 Makes a difference, doesn't it. Sets how things will be here from now on. The townsfolk being pushed around by noble guests Nov 06 21:30:56 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:31:13 have a little faith... I've been working with her grace on it Nov 06 21:32:22 * HM nods Nov 06 21:32:34 How can I help you today? Nov 06 21:33:10 I need a berth for... a friends ship. Due today or tomorrow I would think... and I want their sails mending Nov 06 21:34:40 * HM nods Nov 06 21:34:45 Big ship? Nov 06 21:35:09 nothing so big as that one *he hoiks a thumb at the Rose* Nov 06 21:35:15 * HM nods Nov 06 21:35:24 Bigger than your Ketch? Nov 06 21:35:28 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:35:32 aye, merchant ship Nov 06 21:35:38 Mend the sails or replace them? Nov 06 21:36:04 Depends how bad they are, really Nov 06 21:36:16 * HM nods Nov 06 21:36:22 I can do that Nov 06 21:37:34 No point patching them if they're like fishing nets, but no point replacing them if its just a bit of patching needed... Nov 06 21:37:46 **he nods** What's the ship's name? Nov 06 21:38:35 Blessing of Angels Nov 06 21:39:53 * HM makes a note Nov 06 21:40:00 Anything else? Nov 06 21:40:39 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 06 21:40:45 No, thank you Nov 06 21:41:45 * HM nods, going back to his work. Morgan is faced with about three hours before the trial Nov 06 21:42:19 * Morgan heads back onto the Rose, going into his study to water his plants Nov 06 21:43:42 **Claudia comes to find him about half an hour before the trial is due to start** Nov 06 21:43:47 * HM is now known as Claudia Nov 06 21:44:04 They're here to take Dau to the courthouse Nov 06 21:45:20 Come on then Nov 06 21:51:40 **Kai is compliant. He's been given some old sailor's clothes, and has manacles put on him to be led through the streets. People come out of their houses and workshops. Kai walks with his head down. It's clearly humiliating for this Eisen Freiarr to be paraded in the streets in peasants clothing Nov 06 21:51:57 * Claudia is now known as Kit Nov 06 21:52:13 * Kit walks beside Morgan Nov 06 21:52:27 How are you? Nov 06 21:53:00 Fine. You? Nov 06 21:54:12 * Kit nods Nov 06 21:54:20 Fine. Catherine is anxious Nov 06 21:54:34 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:54:38 I'm sure Nov 06 21:54:49 Where is Molly? Nov 06 21:55:37 at the cottage Nov 06 21:56:09 * Kit nods Nov 06 21:56:28 Your ship was gone last night Nov 06 21:56:34 * Morgan nods Nov 06 21:56:36 I know Nov 06 21:56:43 * Kit nods Nov 06 21:57:00 You put it out of the way because you do not trust me? Nov 06 21:57:21 Not solely, but that is a part of it Nov 06 21:59:09 * Kit nods Nov 06 21:59:42 The verdict will be announced today, but we know what it will be Nov 06 22:00:24 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:00:39 I do not wish to be at odds with you Nov 06 22:01:22 Nor I with you. I respect the way you have dealt with this Nov 06 22:02:07 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:03:56 Will you be there tomorrow? Nov 06 22:04:12 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:04:23 It is right that I see it done Nov 06 22:04:34 * Kit nods Nov 06 22:04:46 Catherine will be there. The others? Nov 06 22:05:24 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 06 22:05:40 No... Elsie feels it would be time better spent on enjoying what little she has left Nov 06 22:05:50 * Kit nods Nov 06 22:06:00 Do we know how long that night be? Nov 06 22:06:03 Might* Nov 06 22:06:15 * Morgan shrugs Nov 06 22:06:19 could be any time now Nov 06 22:06:35 * Kit nods Nov 06 22:06:35 Tragic Nov 06 22:06:46 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:09:24 Have the arrangements been made for burial and funeral? Nov 06 22:11:26 Not by me... I've been a bit busy traipsing all over the country... Nov 06 22:11:33 * Kit nods Nov 06 22:11:42 Would Molly be best to speak to? Nov 06 22:13:07 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:13:10 I imagine so, aye Nov 06 22:13:30 Better to have everything ready if it happens suddenly Nov 06 22:13:36 * Morgan nods Nov 06 22:16:09 * Kit stays quiet until they get to the court, where Dau is taken to wait in the dock and the room starts to fill with all manner of local gawkers and onlookers. Catherine is sat alone up in a special area on the balcony reserved for the landowner. Nov 06 22:18:34 She could do with some company... and protection... Nov 06 22:19:33 * Kit nods, going up the stairs Nov 06 22:19:50 * Morgan looks up, watching her Nov 06 22:20:09 **Catherine looks grim, and older than her years** Nov 06 22:21:45 * Morgan turns back to the courtroom, watching each person carefully Nov 06 22:24:01 ***they're all townsfolk, some women from the brothel. There's excitement at the spectacle and curiosity, but nothing alarms him Nov 06 22:24:45 * Morgan settles into leaning against the wall in a corner Nov 06 22:26:46 **The room is packed to the rafters by the time the judge comes in and asks people to be seated Nov 06 22:34:16 * Kit has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 06 22:39:15 * Kit (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 06 23:10:16 * Kit has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 07 19:49:16 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 19:51:21 **He spots Pete towards the back of the crowd, taller than most. He looks serious but here to watch the proceedings. Nov 07 19:51:27 * Molly is now known as Pete Nov 07 19:54:14 * Morgan nods to him Nov 07 19:54:45 * Pete nods back but the crush of the nosey people means there's no way he can get closer to Morgan Nov 07 19:55:17 * Morgan makes his way over to him Nov 07 19:55:28 * Pete offers his hand Nov 07 19:55:34 * Morgan shakes it Nov 07 19:55:43 How is everyone? Nov 07 19:57:18 They're alright Nov 07 19:59:00 And you and yours? Nov 07 19:59:05 Beth has some practice pains, as usual **he remembers these with Dietlinde, multiple trips across the village to get Sascha and the midwife, only for Dietlinde to apologise with embarrassment because they'd stopped yet again** Nov 07 19:59:49 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:00:45 Won't be many more days now. Aside from that, everyone is fine. The children are asking when they can see Varick again Nov 07 20:01:20 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:01:36 I'll bring him over soon Nov 07 20:01:41 * Pete nods Nov 07 20:01:56 He'll want to meet his new cousin no doubt Nov 07 20:02:29 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:02:31 absolutely Nov 07 20:02:48 Fireball well? We've seen a lot of her while you were away Nov 07 20:03:21 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:03:27 glad to have us back I think Nov 07 20:03:34 * Pete nods Nov 07 20:03:50 She talked about you almost non-stop Nov 07 20:04:07 oh? Nov 07 20:04:53 I had some time to talk with her about being married to someone whose been married before, like Papa wanted me to Nov 07 20:06:46 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 07 20:06:49 how did that go? Nov 07 20:06:59 Well, I reckon Nov 07 20:07:30 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:07:37 I'm a little surprised he suggested it Nov 07 20:10:32 He wasn't happy about Beth and Michael, and even less happy about Molly doing it too. But he sees that Beth and I are happy and have dealt with it, wanted Molly to benefit from that Nov 07 20:10:57 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:11:01 understandable really Nov 07 20:11:07 * Pete nods Nov 07 20:11:43 Beth said she told you about Papa's upbringing with him father, mother and stepmother Nov 07 20:11:53 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:13:25 He made things quite difficult with Beth at first, didn't trust her. It didn't help that it wasn't a love match. He wanted me to marry a well-connected young spinster instead really Nov 07 20:14:03 hardly surprising, given his experience Nov 07 20:14:13 * Pete nods Nov 07 20:14:30 Gave you some trouble during your proposal, Molly said Nov 07 20:14:36 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:14:37 aye Nov 07 20:14:55 Second time _and_ Eisen... he had issues with that Nov 07 20:15:04 * Pete nods Nov 07 20:15:18 Good job you weren't poor too Nov 07 20:15:29 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:16:26 Not that it would have stopped Moll. She's much more like she was before Cess died since being with you Nov 07 20:17:41 What do you know of your family, aunts, uncles et cetera? Nov 07 20:18:30 None of Father's siblings are still alive. Forrester luck. Nov 07 20:19:19 and your mothers side? Nov 07 20:19:36 * Pete shrugs Nov 07 20:19:43 Nothing Nov 07 20:20:13 I see Nov 07 20:22:01 I know Mama's maiden name was Andrews and Molly has our Nana's rose gold cross with Andrews on the back, her name was Nell. Grandpa was in the merchant navy, not home much. Lived in Durham. Eight children, Mama was one of twins, there was another set of twins too. Twins run on both sides Nov 07 20:22:40 so I've heard Nov 07 20:23:27 Every time Beth's increasing I expect twins. This isnt how I pictured having them mind Nov 07 20:23:56 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:24:00 you are reconsidering? Nov 07 20:26:42 No, not at all. We've met Elsie, we are set up now for two babies, the children know what's going to happen Nov 07 20:26:59 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:27:02 Good Nov 07 20:27:36 Little Catherine or Thomas will slot in just fine Nov 07 20:30:26 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:33:37 **The proceedings start. It's much as any other trial, other than the horrified gasps and gossip as the judge takes the public through that night nine months ago and the consequences. Kai says nothing, staring straight ahead. It's hardly new to him after being tried for murder in the early summer. The people quietly call him all manner of names amongst themselves Nov 07 20:34:06 * Morgan watches the crowd carefully, casting frequent glances at Catherine Nov 07 20:35:44 **the crowd are fascinated, like people watching a cart collision, disgusted but unable to look away. Catherine is brought to tears, but sits quietly, not making a fuss. Kit sits beside her but cannot provide comfort without attracting attention Nov 07 20:36:37 * Morgan quietly makes his way up to her, standing near but slightly behind her Nov 07 20:36:48 * Pete is now known as Catherine Nov 07 20:38:00 * Catherine glances at him, nodding slightly before looking back to the judge who offers Kai time to talk in his defence. The Freiarr known for his brash arrogance opts to be silent. Nov 07 20:39:37 **The judge moves on to summing up, highlighting the laws that have been broken as well as the trust that has been abused. He is obviously moving to announcing the sentance to a crowd that have listened for more than two hours Nov 07 20:39:58 * Catherine glances at Morgan's expression Nov 07 20:40:21 * Morgan looks completely impassive Nov 07 20:44:54 Judge: The sentence of this court is that you will be taken from here to the place from whence you came and there be kept in close confinement until tomorrow at midday, and upon that day that you be taken to the place of execution and there hanged until almost dead before being drawn and quartered. And may Theus have mercy upon your soul. Nov 07 20:45:57 **There's an unpleasant cheering of excitement at this from the crowd. Catherine simply sighs heavily. Kai doesn't look at all surprised. Nov 07 20:48:32 **Kit looks at Morgan, inclining his head, before offering his arm to Catherine** Nov 07 20:48:57 * Morgan nods at him before heading back down into the crowd, moving near Dau Nov 07 20:49:53 **the crowd rapidly disperse to take the gossip all across the town and surrounding areas. Dau stands manacled in the dock Nov 07 20:51:38 * Catherine is now known as Dau Nov 07 20:51:51 * Dau looks at Morgan Nov 07 20:51:56 Happy now? Nov 07 20:52:36 I'm afraid, colonel, you don't matter enough to make me happy or otherwise anymore. Come on, back to the ship Nov 07 20:52:52 * Dau waits to be unlocked Nov 07 20:54:12 * Morgan calls for this to be done Nov 07 20:55:12 **The sheriff's men arrange it. Kai glares at Morgan "She'll never be happy with you, you're the wrong man for her" Nov 07 20:55:52 The man you knew was wrong for her... I am no longer that man Nov 07 20:57:38 Enjoy your denial and self-delusion Nov 07 20:57:58 * Morgan shrugs Nov 07 20:59:03 **Peter comes to stand beside Morgan, looking Kai over with disdain before looking to Morgan* Everything alright? Nov 07 20:59:26 * Morgan nods Nov 07 20:59:53 The colonel was just expressing his dislike for me and, I think, getting annoyed that its not provoking the reaction he was hoping for... Nov 07 21:00:16 * Dau sneers Nov 07 21:01:55 I don't dislike you, I pity you. It's only a shame you'll get this wife killed like the last one. Molly deserves better. Nov 07 21:02:05 * Morgan looks at Peter Nov 07 21:02:07 see what I mean? Nov 07 21:03:16 P: Not sure what he's on about, I dont understand Eisen. Doesn't seem like an opinion of a disgusting rapist like this is worth learning any for either Nov 07 21:04:12 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:04:23 Come along colonel, quietly back to the ship Nov 07 21:05:27 * Dau now shuts up and stays that way. Outside Peter asks if Morgan needs anything Nov 07 21:06:03 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 07 21:06:08 nothing thank you Nov 07 21:14:03 *He goes off. Dau complies even being put back in the brig* Nov 07 21:15:41 * Morgan checks the locks before heading up on deck Nov 07 21:16:42 * Dau is now known as Koen Nov 07 21:16:55 Everything went well, my Lord? Nov 07 21:17:07 it went as expected, aye Nov 07 21:17:18 * Koen nods Nov 07 21:17:38 Cap'n and Claudia are still out Nov 07 21:18:33 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:18:39 I'll hang around til they return Nov 07 21:20:44 I'll send them down if you like, my lord? Nov 07 21:21:28 No, I'm going to climb up to the nest. I want to keep an eye for a ship while I'm here Nov 07 21:22:55 **He doesn't see the ship in the hour he's up there before he sees Claudia and Sorgi in the distance heading to the Rose Nov 07 21:24:11 * Koen is now known as Claudia Nov 07 21:24:12 * Morgan waits until they're onboard before dropping down the rigging Nov 07 21:24:22 * Claudia looks up at him Nov 07 21:24:26 How did it go Nov 07 21:24:54 As expected. He gave me some attitude at the end, so I told him to be quiet. He's in the brig now Nov 07 21:25:07 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:25:13 When does he die? Nov 07 21:25:20 Tomorrow, midday Nov 07 21:25:28 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:25:40 Good. You're coming back for it? Nov 07 21:25:44 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:26:03 Heinzharold? Nov 07 21:26:20 I'm not sure. He'll probably want to for me Nov 07 21:26:33 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:26:42 Molly and Elsie? Nov 07 21:27:42 Absolutely not Nov 07 21:28:13 Don't want to, or you wont let them? Nov 07 21:29:05 Both... Elsie has no desire to waste the time she could use being happy... Nov 07 21:29:38 And Molly? I'd want to see him pay Nov 07 21:30:13 I've... asked her to stay behind, in case Elsie... Nov 07 21:30:28 * Claudia looks at him Nov 07 21:30:38 Lucky timing? Nov 07 21:31:19 * Morgan shrugs Nov 07 21:31:20 I suppose Nov 07 21:31:43 Sure she'll follow your wishes? Nov 07 21:31:50 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:31:55 I think so Nov 07 21:32:09 * Claudia shrugs Nov 07 21:32:21 You been to your study? Nov 07 21:33:35 No, actually, I went up there Nov 07 21:33:55 Your birthday present is down there Nov 07 21:34:18 from? Nov 07 21:34:42 The Pope. Me, obviously. Nov 07 21:35:11 I've got you... what better gift could there be... Nov 07 21:35:39 And army of me's Nov 07 21:35:46 An* Nov 07 21:36:02 that'd be useful, actually... Nov 07 21:36:09 Or Heinzharold never saying Bubbies again Nov 07 21:36:56 * Morgan chuckles Nov 07 21:37:04 lets go have a look then shall we? Nov 07 21:39:47 * Claudia does. In the room, the new window seat has had a nice surface cushion made for it in a pretty fabric patterned with purple roses. There's also a matching tea set with two cups, coordinating cushions, and a big thick woolen blanket. It is very feminine and obviously thought out Nov 07 21:40:27 Hard to buy you anything that isn't weapons that will make you happy. But getting tou something that will help you make her happy, I thought you'd like that. Nov 07 21:41:16 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:41:24 thank you... you've clearly put a lot of thought into it Nov 07 21:42:06 Hardest thing I've done for years. I've avoided anything feminine since my mother died Nov 07 21:42:25 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:42:27 why now? Nov 07 21:43:42 Lots of reasons. Suppose I wanted you to see how much you mean to me Nov 07 21:45:53 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:46:16 * Claudia looks at it then nods Nov 07 21:46:32 funny isn't it... we've neither got issue with saying or proving we'd die for eachother but... something like this is... more important Nov 07 21:46:50 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:46:53 Yep. Nov 07 21:47:09 * Claudia looks at him Nov 07 21:47:40 If you're ever in the situation where you'd have to die for me, let me die, okay? Nov 07 21:50:16 * Morgan sighs Nov 07 21:50:21 if I must Nov 07 21:51:22 You know you must. Imagine how shitty I would feel watching Molly grieve you like you grieve Dietlinde and it being to save my life. Nov 07 21:52:13 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:52:14 I know Nov 07 21:52:43 Besides, I couldn't stand Heinzharold without you Nov 07 21:53:30 you adore him, so don't give me that bullshit Nov 07 21:53:42 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:53:56 I know. Adore you too, most of the time Nov 07 21:56:08 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:56:11 likewise Nov 07 21:57:46 * Claudia nods Nov 07 21:58:05 Cat's in your room, so is the crate Nov 07 21:58:41 * Morgan nods Nov 07 21:58:43 thank you Nov 07 21:59:10 * Claudia leaves him alone in the study Nov 07 22:01:13 * Morgan goes to find the cat Nov 07 22:01:46 **Ulysses is asleep in the middle of the bed Nov 07 22:02:45 * Morgan strokes him gently Nov 07 22:02:57 * Claudia is now known as Ulysses Nov 07 22:03:06 * Ulysses stirs, stretching Nov 07 22:03:39 Now then captain... how about you come with me, hmmm? Nov 07 22:03:50 * Ulysses yawns Nov 07 22:07:08 * Ulysses looks at Morgan, starting to purr Nov 07 22:08:31 Varick misses you, so wants me to bring you to him... but it means going in the crate. Nov 07 22:09:55 * Ulysses watches him like he's trying to understand him Nov 07 22:10:39 * Morgan opens the crate, tapping it Nov 07 22:11:07 * Ulysses looks at it Nov 07 22:11:14 ((Ulysses commands: Nov 07 22:11:14 You are safe, I'm not angry, I like you, go on my shoulders, hide, stay, follow, find Varick.)) Nov 07 22:12:17 how are we going to do this... Nov 07 22:12:45 * Ulysses watches him, miaowing Nov 07 22:13:16 * Morgan taps inside the crate, signing stay Nov 07 22:13:30 * Ulysses doesn't move Nov 07 22:13:48 alright... lets try follow... Nov 07 22:14:14 * Ulysses follows his hand into the crate Nov 07 22:14:32 * Morgan nods, signing stay and you are safe before closing it Nov 07 22:14:44 * Ulysses miaows questioningly Nov 07 22:15:04 we're going to see Varick Nov 07 22:15:19 * Morgan sticks his fingers into the crate, rubbing the cats head Nov 07 22:15:33 * Ulysses purrs, lying down Nov 07 22:16:26 * Morgan smiles, picking the crate up and carrying it up on deck Nov 07 22:17:07 **Claudia is nowhere to be seen, Sorgi is on watch Nov 07 22:17:25 * Morgan heads over to him Nov 07 22:17:33 * Ulysses is now known as Sorgi Nov 07 22:17:38 M'lord? Nov 07 22:18:10 Sorgi... I'm going to be taking the cat to Varick... execution is midday tomorrow Nov 07 22:18:21 * Sorgi nods Nov 07 22:18:34 Keep the Rose here, or go back to Kingston? Nov 07 22:20:49 I leave that to your discretion. If you stay here, I'd like extra watch put on, just in case. I don't think anyones coming for him, but better safe than sorry Nov 07 22:21:02 * Sorgi nods Nov 07 22:21:22 We'll go back to Kingston, but noone on shore overnight Nov 07 22:21:34 * Morgan nods Nov 07 22:21:44 I'll be back in the morning Nov 07 22:21:58 * Sorgi nods Nov 07 22:22:08 Have a good evening, m'lord Nov 07 22:22:21 and you captain Nov 07 22:22:33 * Morgan wanders down the gangplank, going to fetch his horse Nov 07 22:23:17 **it's easily found. The horse doesn't seem impressed by the cat, and the cat does not like the crate and yowls Nov 07 22:23:37 * Morgan signs you are safe at him again Nov 07 22:24:11 **he settles briefly before starting again, trying to dig his way out Nov 07 22:24:35 * Morgan lets him out as soon as he is away from the crowds, lifting him onto his shoulder Nov 07 22:25:13 **Ulysses settles around Morgan's neck as usual, going straight to sleep Nov 07 22:27:34 * Morgan rolls his eyes, settling into the journey Nov 07 22:48:16 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 07 22:50:22 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 22:52:19 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 07 22:54:59 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 22:59:15 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 07 23:00:50 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 23:31:02 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 07 23:34:18 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 23:44:41 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Nov 07 23:44:47 * Sorgi (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 07 23:53:36 * Sorgi has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 08 05:52:37 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Nov 8 05:52:38 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Nov 8 05:52:57 2021 Nov 08 05:52:57 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 08 06:03:02 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Nov 8 06:03:04 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Nov 8 06:03:34 2021 Nov 08 06:03:34 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 08 11:02:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 08 11:03:05 **No trouble befalls him, and the cat is still asleep when he gets to the stables Nov 08 11:03:37 * Morgan dismounts, stabling the horse before going to look for Catherine Nov 08 11:07:16 **Catherine is in her private rooms Nov 08 11:07:22 * Molly is now known as Catherine Nov 08 11:09:25 * Morgan knocks quietly Nov 08 11:11:10 Come Nov 08 11:12:08 * Morgan opens the door, going inside Nov 08 11:13:27 * Catherine is stood in her study looking up at the painting of her with her parents a few years before they died. She glances at Morgan Nov 08 11:14:02 Difficult having to rule after them and trying to live up to them, isn't it? Nov 08 11:16:03 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:17:04 You know what you're doing though. I am clueless. They would be disgusted by all this Nov 08 11:17:30 * Morgan indicates a chair Nov 08 11:17:32 may I? Nov 08 11:20:50 * Catherine nods, looking at Ulysses Nov 08 11:21:10 Why are you wearing a dead cat? Nov 08 11:21:19 * Morgan sits down, smiling Nov 08 11:21:23 he's not dead Nov 08 11:21:42 That's not any less strange Nov 08 11:23:18 He's my ships cat... Varick misses him and he will not go in a crate... we've spent a few nights when I was on watch with him where he is now keeping me warm Nov 08 11:23:55 * Catherine smiles Nov 08 11:24:06 You've changed a lot Nov 08 11:24:31 I hope so Nov 08 11:25:10 I cant imagine you having had a bond with an animal before you left Nov 08 11:26:24 I don't think I was capable of bonding with anyone or anything back then Nov 08 11:27:14 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:27:42 It's good you're doing better, but a shame I cannot persuade you to stay Nov 08 11:29:38 Unfortunately, I have duties of my own... a lot of them Nov 08 11:29:57 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:30:26 How long will you stay once he is dead? Nov 08 11:30:39 Until Elsie... Nov 08 11:30:51 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:31:16 It's good that you'll stay til the end for her, but won't it be hard on you? Nov 08 11:31:38 Not being able to save her? Nov 08 11:34:14 Her dying so young Nov 08 11:35:44 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:36:00 One of many things I'm finding difficult at the moment Nov 08 11:36:32 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:36:44 It will remind you of your wife? Nov 08 11:37:17 a little... not as much as the people who will be visiting soon, mind Nov 08 11:38:26 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:38:52 Molly mentioned you were having visitors Nov 08 11:40:14 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:40:29 the little girl... is my niece. Looks almost exactly like my daughter Nov 08 11:42:31 She looked a lot like you? Nov 08 11:43:25 I thought she looked like my wife but... I suppose so, given how my niece looks the same Nov 08 11:45:38 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:46:06 Does your sister-in-law look like your wife? Nov 08 11:47:20 No, not really.... Nov 08 11:48:34 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:48:52 It must be sad to see your niece, but nice too? Nov 08 11:49:29 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:49:41 aye... but we're getting away from the subject at hand... Nov 08 11:51:04 Dau. Nov 08 11:51:23 You... Nov 08 11:53:03 * Catherine takes a seat Nov 08 11:53:33 It's forced me to take stock of it all Nov 08 11:54:27 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:56:39 I've never been to an execution before Nov 08 11:57:14 I would like to spare you from it but... I'm afraid that isn't a luxury you have in this instance Nov 08 11:57:48 * Catherine nods Nov 08 11:58:47 I've seen people die, but the shock carries you through it. I've never seen it happen on purpose like this Nov 08 11:59:30 * Morgan nods Nov 08 11:59:49 it is a particularly brutal way to die Nov 08 12:02:19 Should I ask the judge to just make it a beheading? Nov 08 12:03:02 You do not think he deserves a brutal end? Nov 08 12:03:41 Yes... but should I be encouraging brutality when I want my people to be kind? Nov 08 12:04:25 You are not encouraging brutality in them... you are showing you will deal with those who wrong them in an appropriate manner Nov 08 12:05:57 I suppose so Nov 08 12:07:53 They look to you to keep them safe... given how vile what happened to Elsie was, simply beheading him does not show a punishment in keeping with that crime Nov 08 12:09:31 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:09:58 You're right. I'm probably going to vomit watching it, arent I? Nov 08 12:11:10 Yes, most likely Nov 08 12:14:53 Did you, the first time you took someone's life? ((Feel free to decide the circumstances, it's almost certainly going to have been his first battle, winter 1659 when he was freshly enlisted at 16)) Nov 08 12:15:57 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:16:04 I was sick as a dog Nov 08 12:17:35 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:17:52 Less public than what I'll have to do tomorrow though? Nov 08 12:18:05 Middle of a battle Nov 08 12:18:23 People were too busy to notice then? Nov 08 12:19:01 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 12:19:25 I couldn't say... I was too busy being sick to pay much attention... I was sixteen at the time Nov 08 12:19:42 That's very young Nov 08 12:20:00 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:20:03 I suppose Nov 08 12:20:10 Do the memories ever leave you? Nov 08 12:20:25 * Morgan sighs Nov 08 12:20:27 no Nov 08 12:20:46 Did you know anything about the man? Nov 08 12:21:12 I knew he was trying to kill me Nov 08 12:21:20 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:21:40 Have you ever had to execute someone, like I will have to? Nov 08 12:22:14 You aren't executing him.... you aren't taking his life... he is being punished for taking Elsie's.... you need to hold on to that Nov 08 12:25:10 But it's me that gives the command, and only me or Queen Elaine who could stop it Nov 08 12:25:28 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:25:41 You are giving the command that he is punished for his crime Nov 08 12:26:05 It feels like it is me executing him though Nov 08 12:26:13 I know Nov 08 12:30:43 Will you be there? Nov 08 12:31:21 Of course. With you if you need me Nov 08 12:35:15 Will it make you sick? Nov 08 12:35:36 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 12:35:40 I hope not Nov 08 12:36:50 Have you seen this sort of execution before? Nov 08 12:38:23 No... but I've done similar Nov 08 12:39:12 Is it horrible? Nov 08 12:39:36 Its not pleasant Nov 08 12:39:49 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:40:24 I think Kurt will be leaving very soon Nov 08 12:41:09 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:41:18 I believe so Nov 08 12:42:34 I don't think we'll see him again Nov 08 12:43:02 That is quite possible, yes Nov 08 12:43:10 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:43:27 It's a shame, I'll miss him Nov 08 12:43:43 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:43:48 I've no doubt he'll miss you Nov 08 12:45:19 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:46:25 I am going to reschedule my cousin's party for the end of the month. Everything with Elsie will be concluded by then, and I want to see my friends before they all go to Carleon for the winter season Nov 08 12:46:40 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:46:45 probably a good idea Nov 08 12:47:27 As you said, I have things to tend to that aren't parties and socialising, so I will spend this Prophet's Mass at home Nov 08 12:48:26 * Morgan nods Nov 08 12:50:47 I think thats wise Nov 08 12:51:09 * Catherine nods Nov 08 12:51:21 I'm keeping you and your cat from your family Nov 08 12:51:42 I will not move until I am sure you are alright... Nov 08 12:57:45 I don't think I will be fully alright for quite some time, will I? Nov 08 12:58:16 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 08 12:58:18 probably not Nov 08 13:05:04 Then you should be with them, especially if Varick is missing his cat Nov 08 13:05:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:05:51 let me know if I can do anything... Nov 08 13:07:53 Thank you, Morgan Nov 08 13:08:27 * Morgan nods, standing up and heading for the door Nov 08 13:15:16 **the cat miows once he's out in the hall Nov 08 13:15:58 * Morgan strokes his head Nov 08 13:16:03 we're going to find Varick now Nov 08 13:16:43 **they find Heinzharold first, helping one of the staff with the well Nov 08 13:16:47 * Catherine is now known as HH Nov 08 13:17:25 * HH pats the man on the back before coming over to Morgan, immediately sneezing Nov 08 13:17:30 Alright? Nov 08 13:17:43 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:17:46 everything ok here? Nov 08 13:17:56 * HH smiles Nov 08 13:18:41 Yer wife is very cheerful considerin' the seriousness of th' day Nov 08 13:18:50 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:18:55 bit forced? Nov 08 13:19:09 * HH shakes his head Nov 08 13:19:17 Nope Nov 08 13:20:05 Singin', gigglin' with my lil darlin Nov 08 13:20:27 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:20:28 good Nov 08 13:20:59 Going in to debrief? Nov 08 13:21:10 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:21:13 aye Nov 08 13:21:33 _You_ okay? Nov 08 13:21:45 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:21:50 I'm alright Nov 08 13:23:09 * HH nods, leading the way. He can hear Molly singing as soon as the door is open Nov 08 13:23:32 Look what the cat dragged in! Nov 08 13:24:11 **Varick immediately gets down from his drawing, hugging Morgan's legs "Papa!" Nov 08 13:25:04 * Morgan strokes the boys hair Nov 08 13:25:08 I brought someone to see you Nov 08 13:31:15 **He looks up** Captain Ulysses! Nov 08 13:32:20 **The cat wakes, jumping from Morgan's shoulders to the table, where he skids and sends things flying Nov 08 13:32:43 graceful... Nov 08 13:34:09 **Molly starts picking up whilst the cat and boy run upstairs. She smiles at Morgan. Her hair is pulled into one thick braid that conceals the bite mark on her neck* Nov 08 13:34:28 M: I wasn't expecting you back today, my love Nov 08 13:35:24 it wasn't necessary for me to be there Nov 08 13:35:28 * HH pats Morgan's shoulder "want me t' get the others so you're only telling it once?" Nov 08 13:35:49 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:36:30 * HH goes. Molly puts the kettle on before continuing cleaning "No warping" Nov 08 13:37:14 No Nov 08 13:39:33 * HH nods Nov 08 13:39:39 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 08 13:40:18 Aside from tea, do you need anything right now? Nov 08 13:40:25 No, I'm alright Nov 08 13:40:25 * Molly watches him Nov 08 13:40:41 You are sure? Nothing is too much trouble Nov 08 13:41:24 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:41:26 I'm fine Nov 08 13:42:11 * Molly nods, getting hot drinks ready. All six adults are soon around the table with on each, waiting to hear the news Nov 08 13:43:27 Everything went as expected. He is to be executed tomorrow Nov 08 13:45:13 **everyone looks quite satisfied with this** Nov 08 13:45:24 Did the trial take long? Nov 08 13:46:14 Couple of hours Nov 08 13:47:11 E: Where there lots of people? Nov 08 13:47:20 * Morgan nods Nov 08 13:47:24 courthouse was packed Nov 08 13:49:01 HH: gawkers as usual? Nov 08 13:50:55 Big moment, isn't it... Where her grace steps up to protect her people... to change things. Nov 08 13:51:13 How was Lady Catherine, my love? Nov 08 13:51:28 distraught, understandably Nov 08 13:54:13 * Molly nods, as do the others Nov 08 13:54:24 Was John there? Nov 08 13:55:08 I didn't see him, no Nov 08 13:55:33 HH: where's Dau now? Nov 08 13:56:13 on the Rose Nov 08 13:58:20 * Molly sips her tea Nov 08 13:58:36 Are you returning there for the night? Nov 08 13:58:41 No... Nov 08 13:59:35 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 08 13:59:53 HH: I'll be comin' with you tomorrow Nov 08 14:00:09 Thought you might Nov 08 14:00:28 E: what did _he_ say? Did he defend himself? Nov 08 14:01:20 Nothing at all Nov 08 14:02:28 **Elsie fidgets, breathing slowly* Nov 08 14:03:04 * Morgan watches her Nov 08 14:05:25 **All attention is on her. She smiles* I'm fine. He's kicking straight up and it makes it hard to breathe. **He gets a sudden memory of Jana doing this to Dietlinde about a week before the birth. They were walking beside the Sudlache, and Morgan was skimming the occasional stone. It was one of the first warm days of the year* Nov 08 14:05:49 * Morgan nods slightly, looking at the table Nov 08 14:06:38 * Molly gently touches her leg to his beneath the table [are you alright?] Nov 08 14:07:05 [just a memory] Nov 08 14:07:21 Beth has started getting practice pains... Nov 08 14:07:45 * Molly keeps her leg to his Nov 08 14:07:53 Have you seen her? Nov 08 14:08:02 No, I saw Peter at the courthouse Nov 08 14:08:34 * Molly smiles "She is due the day after tomorrow" Nov 08 14:08:39 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:09:17 **James kisses Elsie's knuckles a moment** Nov 08 14:09:32 Are they well? Nov 08 14:10:04 * Morgan nods Nov 08 14:10:07 aye, all are fine Nov 08 14:10:14 * Molly nods Nov 08 14:10:19 That is good Nov 08 14:10:23 HH: Sorgi seen any sign of Alice and Florrie? Nov 08 14:11:04 No, not yet Nov 08 14:11:16 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 08 14:11:30 What day were we expecting them? Nov 08 14:11:43 Today at the latest Nov 08 14:12:14 HH: maybe they got caught in th' dead zone Nov 08 14:12:36 * Molly tilts her head, looking at Morgan "what is that?" Nov 08 14:13:12 After the storm, sometimes the air following it is completely still Nov 08 14:13:22 That sounds rather odd Nov 08 14:13:58 its creepy Nov 08 14:15:04 HH: Creepy as hell. Nov 08 14:15:28 Maybe one day, somewhere out of the seas, I'll get to see it? Nov 08 14:16:21 maybe, but it puts the crew on edge Nov 08 14:20:21 * Molly smirks a little "We'll take a Avalonian crew, it will be well" Nov 08 14:20:41 If you want to get there eventually, aye Nov 08 14:22:43 * Molly smiles at him "we have three years" Nov 08 14:23:13 * Morgan shrugs Nov 08 14:24:16 HH: How's Claudia today? Nov 08 14:24:56 she's alright Nov 08 14:26:34 HH *he nods* going tomorrow? Nov 08 14:26:49 I dont know Nov 08 14:28:33 [I am due to contact Innesbruck tonight, do you have the mirror to my Father?] Nov 08 14:29:09 [In my bag] Nov 08 14:29:32 [And the other two?] Nov 08 14:29:45 [on the ship] Nov 08 14:29:59 [Damn. Alright, my love] Nov 08 14:30:28 [sprry blossom] Nov 08 14:31:12 [Do not worry, liebling] Nov 08 14:32:54 **The cat streaks in through the room, the boy follows him, and they escape out into the back gardens through the parlour** Nov 08 14:33:39 * Molly stands up "we'd best follow them, my love" Nov 08 14:33:53 * Morgan nods, standing up Nov 08 14:36:15 **The others disperse too, leaving Molly and Morgan to the entertainment of Varick and his cat playing in the garden, just enjoying what remains of the afternoon and evening as a family before the six adults settle to dinner, cards, and making more baby clothes by the fire Nov 08 14:50:02 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 09 18:02:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 09 18:02:57 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 09 18:03:32 **Molly excuses herself, Inga, James and Elsie go to the parlour  leaving Morgan and HH to finish their blokners* Nov 09 18:03:41 How you don't? Nov 09 18:03:49 Doin' * Nov 09 18:08:30 * Morgan watches him for a minute before sighing Nov 09 18:08:34 I'm struggling with something Nov 09 18:12:17 What's goin' on in yer noggin'? Nov 09 18:13:26 Lady Torrington has to be at the execution.... I'm trying to work out what the impact of her showing mercy and just having him beheaded, or even hanged, would be Nov 09 18:14:03 * HH takes a mouthful of blokners Nov 09 18:14:25 Tough one. What's yer gut say? Nov 09 18:14:31 * Morgan smiles Nov 09 18:14:42 my gut says he deserves to suffer... Nov 09 18:14:54 * HH nods Nov 09 18:15:02 but... I think it might show that she is not cruel, but she is firm Nov 09 18:15:52 Or does it show she still cares a bit more about protectin' her friends over her people? Nov 09 18:16:27 thats the sticking point Nov 09 18:16:38 * HH nods Nov 09 18:17:18 At 'Ome she wouldn't be able t' back down Nov 09 18:18:54 This isn't Eisen... we're used to brutality, they're not here Nov 09 18:19:46 True. She asked y' to help her decide? Nov 09 18:20:23 She asked my opinion Nov 09 18:20:39 she's scared, you know how brutal this will be... she's barely a girl Nov 09 18:20:49 * HH nods Nov 09 18:21:24 Aye. But she's a duchess. No 'iding from the dirty work Nov 09 18:22:22 * Morgan nods Nov 09 18:22:29 I suppose so. I still don't like it Nov 09 18:22:53 * HH watches him appraisingly Nov 09 18:23:18 Big chance fr'm how you were a few days back Nov 09 18:25:52 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 09 18:44:36 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 09 18:44:58 Big change from how y' were a few days ago... Nov 09 18:45:35 weeks... Nov 09 18:45:53 * HH shrugs Nov 09 18:46:20 Still gonna feel merciful when it's over? Nov 09 18:47:22 I got what I wanted Nov 09 18:48:07 Will it be enough for y' though? Nov 09 18:49:23 you think it won't... Nov 09 18:50:37 I'm jus' thinking if we lose Elsie, an' yer watching Molly, Varick and James at her graveside, you might not be so sanguine Nov 09 18:51:22 what more can I do? Nov 09 18:51:53 Howdya mean? Nov 09 18:53:08 Nothing I do will influence that. My boiling his blood won't bring her any more time, or any satisfaction. What good would it do? Nov 09 18:55:23 Spose not. Think mebbie its them you should be asking? Nov 09 18:55:41 I dont want to put it on them Nov 09 18:56:09 * HH nods Nov 09 18:57:05 Got any local contacts? Realistic'ly if you dont need him to suffer, the main thing is 'ow will the people take it Nov 09 18:58:52 It'd mean hauling ass back into town Nov 09 19:00:07 Like yer gonna be able t' sleep brooding about this any'ow. Could be there by ten. Back by midnight. Nov 09 19:00:49 * Morgan sighs Nov 09 19:00:55 I suppose I'd best tell Molly then Nov 09 19:01:15 I really should find out what Elsie wants... Nov 09 19:02:12 * HH finishes his blokners "I'll let Inga know I won't be here to repeat my birthday surprise an' get th' horses ready" Nov 09 19:02:42 No, you don't need to go Nov 09 19:02:56 * HH looks at him Nov 09 19:03:03 Y'd do it for me Nov 09 19:03:12 of course I would Nov 09 19:03:46 There y'go then Nov 09 19:04:20 * HH gets up, going through to the parlour to find Inga Nov 09 19:05:06 * Morgan sighs, going to find Elsie Nov 09 19:06:04 **She is in the parlour with Inga and James. They're laughing at James trying to knit a little woolen hat** Nov 09 19:06:51 Elsie... I need to talk to you Nov 09 19:07:34 * HH is now known as Elsie Nov 09 19:07:38 In private? Nov 09 19:08:05 thats up to you... its about Dau Nov 09 19:08:24 I don't mind the others hearing Nov 09 19:09:55 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:10:28 How would you feel is Dau's punishment was changed to just hanging, or beheading? Nov 09 19:12:00 As long as other girls are safe from him, I dont care. Never thought he'd see justice, not for raping a girl like me Nov 09 19:13:33 * Morgan looks at James Nov 09 19:13:47 would you hold her close and tell her how special she is? It'd be unseemly for me to do it Nov 09 19:14:52 **He looks puts down the knitting and wraps his arm around her, talking quietly in her ear. She smiles Nov 09 19:15:41 I'm alright. I didn't mean like me as a person, just like a working girl in general. I know I didn't deserve it. Nov 09 19:16:56 **James stands beside her, arm around her waist Nov 09 19:17:13 I know what you meant. If you're sure about Dau, I'm going to go find out how the townsfolk would react Nov 09 19:17:54 * Elsie tilts her head towards upstairs Nov 09 19:18:30 What about Molly? Might have been my body, but I dont think she's unaffected too Nov 09 19:18:48 oh, I'm going to ask her first, dont you worry Nov 09 19:19:38 * Elsie nods Nov 09 19:20:09 You could ask the staff what they think? Nov 09 19:21:20 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:21:22 good idea Nov 09 19:21:24 **HH looks at Morgan** why didn' I think of that? Nov 09 19:21:49 because god made you so good looking to make up lacking in the thinking department Nov 09 19:22:15 HH: *he nods* explains how yer so smart Nov 09 19:23:26 * Morgan nods, heading for the stairs Nov 09 19:23:39 * Elsie is now known as Molly Nov 09 19:24:10 * Molly is just drying and packing away the mirror when he gets there. She gives him a smile Nov 09 19:24:31 No sign of my father tonight. Apparently there were some cross words in Sudlachenburg Nov 09 19:25:56 oh? Nov 09 19:28:05 Your Father thought mine might be visiting a woman with all these frequent visits to Innesbruck, so told him that would be unacceptable. My father, predictably, was unhappy about this, and words were had. The servants overheard, and our mothers were notified *she bites her lip, trying not to laugh* Nov 09 19:29:12 and now they've both been scolded like children? Nov 09 19:29:23 * Molly nods Nov 09 19:29:55 Our Fathers were faced with my mother's scolding and your mother's disappointment in them Nov 09 19:30:18 * Morgan winces Nov 09 19:30:57 Unsurprisingly, the situation is now resolved, but my father is staying in Sudlachenburg Nov 09 19:31:14 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 09 19:31:16 oh well Nov 09 19:32:13 I am wondering whether it would be better for me to cultivate my scolding or expressing disapointment skills... Nov 09 19:33:04 Neither, thank you Nov 09 19:33:49 * Molly giggles "how else could I get you to serve my wishes?" Nov 09 19:35:21 ask. Which is something I need to do, ask you something Nov 09 19:36:47 * Molly sits on the bed Nov 09 19:36:59 What is it, my love? Nov 09 19:37:13 I want to know how you'd feel about Dau's sentence being changed slightly Nov 09 19:37:25 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 09 19:37:31 How? Nov 09 19:38:17 beheading or hanging Nov 09 19:38:39 Has the judge reconsidered? Nov 09 19:38:55 * Molly watches him, still frowning Nov 09 19:39:35 Not at all... Catherine is worried about it, about how she's going to deal with seeing it. I'm wondering if it'll seem a bit cruel for her Nov 09 19:40:17 Then should she not have given this command to the judge beforehand? Nov 09 19:41:08 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:41:13 I don't think it'd really sunk in Nov 09 19:41:59 And what thinks you? Nov 09 19:43:16 I'm trying not to influence it... it doesn't affect me the way it affects Elsie, you... Nov 09 19:43:37 * Molly watches him a moment Nov 09 19:44:13 And you will want my assessment, without it influenced by what I think you will want? Nov 09 19:44:24 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:44:40 I want to know what _you_ want Nov 09 19:44:52 * Molly shrugs Nov 09 19:45:17 What I want does not matter. She cannot soften on this Nov 09 19:48:12 You think the people will see it that she is letting him off lightly because of their friendship... Nov 09 19:48:35 It is politically naive. What will she do next time the judge sentences someone? Will she undermine him and soften the sentence? How do the people trust the judges? Will she soften every one, or will she only intervene when it suits, showing there is no fairness, only favouritism? How can they trust that she wants to do the right thing when she shies away from doing the right thing? Nov 09 19:49:25 You do not think it will make her seem cold and cruel? Nov 09 19:51:35 If it was a local, _maybe_. But one reason that her townsfolk are unhappy is because she has allowed her guests to treat them with contempt, and to violate one of them in unfathomable ways. The judge has ruled. Anything where she softens from that harms her. Is it better that she seems like a liar or weak? Nov 09 19:52:08 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:54:31 One way or another, people will not forget the execution. The politically astute choice is for Catherine to show that justice here is not subject to her feelings or friendship. But that is only my opinion. It is similar to how Faulk could have been more lenient with Alarice on the matter of petty treason, but _she_ was the wrong criminal to start that leniency with Nov 09 19:55:00 * Morgan nods Nov 09 19:55:12 you are correct... I had hoped to spare her what she will have to endure Nov 09 19:55:36 * Molly smiles slightly Nov 09 19:57:49 She is very young to endure it. Who know how it may affect her or colour her future choices. Perhaps though, she could soften and make the argument that she is showing mercy because that is how things should be in her lands. She shows mercy to them, they show mercy to each other. She could suggest that cruelty does little to those being executed, but lives on in the hearts and minds of those who remain... Nov 09 19:59:00 that goes entirely against what you have just argued Nov 09 19:59:29 It does. I am trying to help you look at all the facets Nov 09 20:00:10 which do you believe... Nov 09 20:00:49 Both have merit. If I were her, I would weigh up both carefully Nov 09 20:01:31 I think you're probably right about him being the wrong person to show mercy to... given what he has done... Nov 09 20:01:50 * Molly nods Nov 09 20:03:32 If you can show mercy when a young woman is so badly violated and harmed, to the point of your actions taking her life, it does rather imply you will show mercy of theft, assault, other cases of rape or murder... how firm a deterrent is justice if it can be soften for such an abomination? Nov 09 20:05:13 * Morgan nods Nov 09 20:05:20 Can you do anything for her? Nov 09 20:05:33 Catherine? Nov 09 20:05:40 * Morgan nods Nov 09 20:05:46 to calm her, perhaps, settle her stomach? Nov 09 20:06:28 You could use the balm. I can make an anti-emetic tincture Nov 09 20:06:54 Or did you mean something more interesting? *she smiles* Nov 09 20:07:23 I don't want her numb to what is happening... just better able to cope with it Nov 09 20:10:25 The balm and the tincture them. Anything else would probably require me being at the execution myself Nov 09 20:10:48 Not going to happen Nov 09 20:10:57 * Morgan sighs Nov 09 20:11:00 You would forbid me? Nov 09 20:11:02 did you want to be there? Nov 09 20:11:50 I was not planning to be, but... do you need me with you? Nov 09 20:12:03 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 09 20:12:16 I will be there for Lady Torrington, not myself Nov 09 20:12:31 * Molly looks surprised Nov 09 20:12:37 But you wanted this... Nov 09 20:13:00 I wanted to gut him... I wanted him to suffer... but above all else, I do not want to be the monster they believe me to be Nov 09 20:13:32 _who_ believes you to be? Nov 09 20:14:00 The whole town is scared of me... Dau and deBurgh call me a monster, a bully... Nov 09 20:16:04 The town being scared of you kept Catherine safe, and kept them from being here throwing themselves at dragons and jumping into portals. It served a purpose. Kai and Rebecca... they have _always_ aimed to get under the skin of others and hurt them. Think of how they were with me last winter, how they made me question myself Nov 09 20:16:50 * Molly holds out her hand to him Nov 09 20:18:51 * Morgan takes them Nov 09 20:19:35 * Molly kisses his knuckles Nov 09 20:20:51 You are not a monster, far from it. You are a good, just man, who loves so deeply and so vastly. You are a man who knows that you cannot have power without responsibility, because that would simply be tyranny. Nov 09 20:21:34 * Morgan sighs Nov 09 20:21:35 maybe Nov 09 20:22:43 No. Look at me. You trust my judgement? Nov 09 20:23:34 * Morgan nods Nov 09 20:23:53 Then trust me. Nov 09 20:24:18 * Morgan nods Nov 09 20:24:19 alright Nov 09 20:24:46 * Molly smiles Nov 09 20:25:39 Good. She needs to do what the judge has ruled. I will submit to your desire for me to stay here. Nov 09 20:26:38 Aside from being here in case Elsie... I don't want you seeing that Nov 09 20:30:17 * Molly nods Nov 09 20:30:28 I would fare better than Catherine I suspect Nov 09 20:31:02 I daresay.... but she has to see it.. you do not Nov 09 20:31:16 * Molly looks upat him Nov 09 20:31:47 You do not need to persuade me, my love, I am acceeding to your wishes Nov 09 20:32:45 * Morgan nods Nov 09 20:33:09 Besides, I will not give him the satisfaction of having me there in his last moments. Whatever disturbing obsession he has with me, I will not feed it. Nov 09 20:34:01 He was telling me I am the wrong man for you... I will get you killed... Nov 09 20:34:16 * Molly rolls her eyes Nov 09 20:34:29 He's very clever, but absolutely wrong. Nov 09 20:34:48 I told him the man he knew was wrong for you... but I am not that man Nov 09 20:35:08 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 09 20:35:20 We must agree to disagree I think Nov 09 20:37:58 Honestly? The man I was when you met me... when he met me... Nov 09 20:42:00 * Molly shrugs, slightly evasively Nov 09 20:42:18 * Morgan narrows his eyes Nov 09 20:42:26 you know I'm too good to miss that... Nov 09 20:43:11 You were having a hard time, you were not in a place where you could let me in. That does not mean you were wrong for me, that we were a bad fit. Nov 09 20:43:49 * Molly frowns, it's more like hurt and discomfort than crossness Nov 09 20:44:26 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 09 20:44:34 that makes sense... Nov 09 20:44:52 * Molly nods Nov 09 20:45:04 * Morgan lifts her hand, kissing it Nov 09 20:46:06 We have seen other paths in dreams, easy paths. You were never wrong for me. You do not only fit me because you have been through it all. **she's still frowning* Nov 09 20:47:20 No, I know... Nov 09 20:47:55 * Molly nods Nov 09 20:48:55 I do appreciate you have worked so hard to find yourself again and to heal, and I am immensely proud of you for how you have endured and overcome Nov 09 20:50:23 * Morgan watches her Nov 09 20:50:24 but... Nov 09 20:53:39 But it makes me sad that you might feel I could not have made you happy any other way Nov 09 20:54:36 No, blossom... just that I was too harsh, too mean spirited to be right for you... at the time... Nov 09 20:58:23 You were suffering, my love. It is understandable Nov 09 20:59:51 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:00:44 And by the time he met you, you had already made wonderful progress. He was trying to hurt you, to make you doubt yourself, and doubt us. Nov 09 21:01:55 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:03:07 * Molly looks up at him "You _are_ the right man for me. I only hope that _I_ am the right woman for _you_" Nov 09 21:03:38 oh you are Nov 09 21:05:11 I am trying to be, to feel less like I am too forthright, not sweet and gentle enough Nov 09 21:05:59 I've noticed Nov 09 21:07:16 It isn't ea-... **there's a knock on the bedroom door** Nov 09 21:07:50 come in HeinzHarold Nov 09 21:08:11 * Molly whispers "how did you know?" Nov 09 21:08:35 HH: No bubbies on show, are there? Nov 09 21:08:59 We were going to go to town to get the view of the locals about the punishment... he was coming with me... Nov 09 21:09:05 No, no bubbies on show Nov 09 21:09:40 Oh, I should let you go! *she loosens her grip as HH comes in* Nov 09 21:09:55 No, I think you're right Nov 09 21:10:05 HH: Need t' know the plan, yer majesty Nov 09 21:10:44 we're not going. Molly has put it succinctly that if Lady Torrington overrules the judges, the people won't trust her, particularly given the horror of what he did... Nov 09 21:11:07 HH: *he nods* alright Nov 09 21:11:53 * Molly looks at her husband "Do you need to see her now?" Nov 09 21:12:15 No, I didn't tell her I'd find out... its been bothering me since she asked, thats all Nov 09 21:12:25 * Molly nods Nov 09 21:13:08 HH: Y' coming to play cards then, or is it two pair again? Nov 09 21:14:07 * Morgan looks at Molly Nov 09 21:14:10 shall we? Nov 09 21:14:21 If you wish, my love Nov 09 21:15:37 oh, before we do... HeinzHarold, give us a moment please Nov 09 21:18:57 **Heinzharold leaves, shutting the door* Nov 09 21:19:42 * Morgan looks back at Molly Nov 09 21:19:55 I don't think Claudia wants him knowing this yet... she gave me a birthday present.... Nov 09 21:20:11 * Molly looks confused Nov 09 21:20:17 Alright...? Nov 09 21:21:14 cushions with roses, a tea set for two with roses on them... all very feminine things, which she's never done before. She figured something pointy would make me happy, but having things you like there would make you happy which would make me happier still... Nov 09 21:21:36 * Molly smiles warmly Nov 09 21:21:49 That is very thoughtful and sweet Nov 09 21:23:01 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:23:06 I was very very touched Nov 09 21:23:19 * Molly smiles Nov 09 21:23:44 I am glad. I look forward to spending time on it with you Nov 09 21:23:52 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:24:00 shall we go and beat them at cards? Nov 09 21:24:17 * Molly nods Nov 09 21:24:54 I think so. Will you be taking one of the mirrors tomorrow? Nov 09 21:25:28 what for? Nov 09 21:25:46 Because we cannot communicate that far Nov 09 21:26:25 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:26:27 if you wish me to Nov 09 21:27:11 I do not mind, my love. I will be perfectly fine here without you, at least until bed time Nov 09 21:27:41 I have no intention of being gone that long Nov 09 21:28:45 I am glad. I would like to put this whole business behind us and be back to spending more time together Nov 09 21:29:22 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:29:25 as would I Nov 09 21:30:06 * Molly stands up, watching him a moment with a smile Nov 09 21:30:56 I rather thought when you sent Heinzharold out you might have been wanting something from me, mon petit chou Nov 09 21:31:59 Not _right_ now... Nov 09 21:32:49 Oh? I thought it might be something you could not ask for in polite company... *she is clearly teasing him* Nov 09 21:33:09 Later, maybe... Nov 09 21:33:49 Something hot...*she moves a little closer, smiling mischievously* Nov 09 21:34:05 behave yourself young lady Nov 09 21:34:18 Something salty... *she raises her eyebrows* Nov 09 21:34:55 Like Chicken Porridge! **she makes a dash for the door with a giggle* Nov 09 21:35:41 * Morgan shakes his head, muttering Nov 09 21:37:02 * Molly opens the door, still giggling to herself as she makes quick work of getting to the parlour and sitting beside Heinzharold with an expression of sweet innocence watching Morgan come in Nov 09 21:38:43 * Morgan plonks himself into a chair Nov 09 21:38:52 HH: *he looks at Morgan* Y' getting the drinks then? Nov 09 21:40:30 * Morgan stands back up, getting the drinks and coffee for himself, setting them on the table Nov 09 21:42:22 **the games begin. They all do fairly well but HH and Morgan are obviously better. Molly doesnt seem very focused, and much of the time the women are chatting rather than concentrating Nov 09 21:44:17 **its the three of them that decide they are going to bed. Despite the look that Inga gives HH implying she'll be waiting, he offers to help Morgan clear up, just the two of them cleaning glasses Nov 09 21:44:22 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 09 21:44:30 Happy with tha'? Nov 09 21:44:55 I suppose so Nov 09 21:45:24 Y' wanted to ease her Grace's mind? Nov 09 21:45:39 I wanted to protect her from it... Nov 09 21:45:54 Not gonna be east Nov 09 21:45:57 Easy* Nov 09 21:46:25 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 09 21:46:51 I'm going to give her something to help her not be sick and make her have some of the balm... Nov 09 21:47:05 She ever executed anyone b'fore? Nov 09 21:48:12 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 09 21:48:40 she's seen people die... but she's never given the order... Nov 09 21:50:56 * HH nods Nov 09 21:51:12 Diff'rent when you choose it Nov 09 21:51:22 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:52:21 Molly did that on the way to Sudlachenburg, Inga says Nov 09 21:52:36 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:52:43 ran a bandit through Nov 09 21:53:04 * HH nods Nov 09 21:53:21 How did she handle it? Nov 09 21:53:39 alright eventually. Nov 09 21:53:51 * HH nods Nov 09 21:55:45 I was th' other way round. Busy with th'next and the next. Didn't hit me til battle was over an' everyone was drinking round the fire. Then I couldn't stop thinkin' how there were men left out their in the dark who'd never drink again b'cause of me. Nov 09 21:57:00 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:57:03 aye Nov 09 21:57:31 I was about the same Nov 09 21:58:06 First night I cried on bubbies that weren't my Ma's. Snot bubbles an' all. Nov 09 21:58:39 * Morgan nods Nov 09 21:58:49 Think it took me a couple of days before that hit Nov 09 22:00:30 Camp commander's wife was older, an' she knew to watch out for the lads like me, knew we'd lose our shit left t' our own devices. She came an' found me staring into space. Nov 09 22:00:55 * Morgan nods Nov 09 22:01:45 * HH leans over a bit Nov 09 22:02:05 'Appen to know even Claudia cried th' first time Nov 09 22:02:19 * Morgan nods Nov 09 22:02:27 she's not so cold as she likes to make out Nov 09 22:02:41 * HH nods Nov 09 22:03:38 Never get over seein' her cry after the fire when she got back 'ome. Fuckin' hell that was hard to see. Nov 09 22:04:18 I heard her crying outside my door when I thought that dream was real... Nov 09 22:04:36 * HH looks shocked Nov 09 22:04:51 Don't mention it to her... Nov 09 22:05:17 Obviously. Shook us up bad. Nov 09 22:05:49 * Morgan nods Nov 09 22:06:57 * HH finishes the washing, stretching Nov 09 22:07:57 On a better note, my lil darlin says I shouldn' tell y' about the birthday surprise, b'cause she got th' impression her wife hasn't even told you about it yet Nov 09 22:08:47 oh really... Nov 09 22:09:28 But there's no way you'da been so gleeful about keepin' it a secret if ya didn't know Nov 09 22:10:39 true, true Nov 09 22:10:56 * HH grins Nov 09 22:11:14 If I hadn' already married her I would now! Nov 09 22:11:24 * Morgan nods Nov 09 22:11:29 I'm not terribly surprised by that Nov 09 22:12:13 If Theus comes looking for me when I'm dead b'cause he can't find me soul, blame my wife Nov 09 22:13:20 * Morgan laughs Nov 09 22:14:56 If y' can think of a way t' thank your wife for me that doesn't land us both in trouble, please do. Never even heard of doin' that, and I've not been Saint Heinzharold of Puritytown in that regard! Nov 09 22:15:56 I'll see what I can do Nov 09 22:16:43 Speakin' of which, I'm going to bed to see what _I_ can do. Got five more nights o' singing yet Nov 09 22:17:02 * Morgan chuckles Nov 09 22:17:04 night man Nov 09 22:17:40 * HH goes out of the front door whistling to himself Nov 09 22:18:59 * Morgan gets finished up before putting the candles out and going to his room Nov 09 22:23:28 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 10 00:25:34 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Nov 10 00:25:45 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Nov 10 00:26:35 2021 Nov 10 00:26:35 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 10 19:16:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 10 19:20:00 * Molly is sat on the bed in just her shift writing in her journal Nov 10 19:20:01 Is Heinzharold alright, my love? Nov 10 19:21:28 * Morgan nods Nov 10 19:21:30 aye Nov 10 19:28:12 *she smiles a little* I expected him to be very eager to follow his wife to bed rather than stay up talking Nov 10 19:28:42 He wanted to check on me, see how I felt about the decision Nov 10 19:30:52 * Molly closes the journal gently, looking up at him Nov 10 19:30:59 How do you feel? Nov 10 19:32:08 * Morgan shrugs Nov 10 19:34:43 * Molly nods, putting the book away Nov 10 19:34:57 It will be challenging, no doubt Nov 10 19:35:43 I suppose Nov 10 19:35:47 Have you considered taking advantage of the seed's influence? Nov 10 19:36:04 to what end? Nov 10 19:36:16 * Molly shrugs Nov 10 19:36:28 and... on whom... Nov 10 19:36:36 Kai... Make him faint... make him feel no pain Nov 10 19:41:19 * Morgan frowns Nov 10 19:41:30 his pain does not matter Nov 10 19:41:54 It will be gentler on Catherine if he is not screaming. Nov 10 19:46:13 * Morgan nods Nov 10 19:46:18 I suppose so Nov 10 19:51:04 * Molly seems to mull this over a while Nov 10 19:52:03 I am not sure what else could be done Nov 10 19:52:55 It would spare the people from the horror of it I suppose Nov 10 19:55:12 * Molly nods Nov 10 19:57:23 I will keep thinking. It is a shame we can't control the weather. A heavy rain shower would possibly be enough to avoid her having to be outside for it Nov 10 19:59:18 thus shielding her from the noise? Nov 10 20:02:31 And seeing it Nov 10 20:04:36 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:05:34 * Molly fiddles with her hair a moment Nov 10 20:05:56 There could be a diversion... something catching fire? Nov 10 20:06:31 too risky Nov 10 20:08:20 * Molly nods Nov 10 20:09:02 I am out of ideas, my love Nov 10 20:10:14 I may use the seeds influence, but not to spare him... Nov 10 20:11:29 * Molly nods Nov 10 20:12:08 Yes, liebling Nov 10 20:16:00 * Molly watches him Nov 10 20:16:37 Everyone in Innesbruck is well, and looking forward to Heinrich and Hildegarde's wedding on Saturday Nov 10 20:17:49 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 10 20:20:56 I mentioned it to Inga last week, I think it brought up some old memories for her Nov 10 20:21:42 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:21:50 I wouldn't be surprised... she was very hurt Nov 10 20:23:22 * Molly nods, starting to undo her hair from where its braided to cover his bite mark Nov 10 20:23:26 She loved him Nov 10 20:23:31 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:23:53 you see why I am so... apprehensive about his marrying Hildegarde? Nov 10 20:24:45 Because he was callous and cruel in his dealings with Inga. But I do think he has learned from it Nov 10 20:25:08 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:25:12 he best have Nov 10 20:25:33 * Molly nods, her fingers loosening the strands Nov 10 20:25:43 You are very protective of her Nov 10 20:26:07 * Morgan watches her a moment Nov 10 20:26:09 who? Nov 10 20:26:36 Hildegarde... *she smiles slightly* and Inga... and Catherine... Nov 10 20:30:54 Hildegarde is... I failed to protect her cousin. I can at least try to protect her, and she lives in my land, so its sort of what I'm supposed to do... Inga, yes... I care about her a great deal Nov 10 20:31:24 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 10 20:31:50 You do not have to justify it to me. You protect people. It is part of who you are Nov 10 20:32:44 I suppose so Nov 10 20:34:18 Do you wish you were there for the wedding? Nov 10 20:34:25 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:34:27 aye Nov 10 20:35:00 I believe Otto will give her away Nov 10 20:36:01 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:36:07 he'll enjoy that I think Nov 10 20:36:19 * Molly gets up to find a brush Nov 10 20:36:31 Hmm, yes. I would imagine so Nov 10 20:37:49 since he didn't have that opportunity... Nov 10 20:39:17 * Molly starts slowly brushing, sat on the edge of the bed Nov 10 20:39:46 There's similarities too... it would be like you having to do it for Florence Nov 10 20:40:11 I suppose so... but I don't see that being the case Nov 10 20:40:25 * Molly shrugs Nov 10 20:40:34 Edward is a complicated man Nov 10 20:42:44 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:45:03 * Molly sighs a little "Do you regret not having Otto involved?" Nov 10 20:46:30 I feel I robbed him of something Nov 10 20:47:38 * Molly nods a little "A very complicated position for all of you" Nov 10 20:48:45 maybe Nov 10 20:52:12 * Molly glances over her shoulder to watch him Nov 10 20:52:21 You do not think so, my love? Nov 10 20:52:49 It seems fairly simple Nov 10 20:53:54 Does it? Nov 10 20:54:25 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:54:57 * Molly watches him a moment before going back to brushing her hair Nov 10 20:55:14 Will you need to be in Tawstock early in the morning? Nov 10 20:55:22 * Morgan nods Nov 10 20:55:31 aye, if I'm going to be meddling with things, yes Nov 10 20:57:37 * Molly nods, putting down the brush Nov 10 20:57:47 Is Heinzharold going with you? Nov 10 20:58:59 He seems fairly insistent Nov 10 20:59:36 * Molly nods, removing her shift before getting into bed Nov 10 20:59:45 I am glad you will not be alone Nov 10 21:03:58 * Morgan shrugs Nov 10 21:03:59 I'd manage Nov 10 21:04:17 * Molly nods Nov 10 21:04:45 Are you ready for bed, or were you going to walk around? Nov 10 21:05:34 No, I'm going to have a walk around... just to be safe Nov 10 21:06:19 * Molly nods Nov 10 21:06:25 Alright, my love Nov 10 21:06:34 I'll to not be too long Nov 10 21:06:54 Take however long you need Nov 10 21:09:23 * Morgan nods, moving to kiss her crown before heading down and grabbing a coat and starting a patrol round the grounds and house Nov 10 21:11:39 **unsurprisingly, it's raining. But everything is quiet. When he gets back, she's fallen asleep cuddled up to one of his shirts* Nov 10 21:12:54 * Morgan dries off and undresses before getting into bed Nov 10 21:15:26 * Molly stirs, snuggling up sleepily "hmm?" Nov 10 21:16:57 its just me my love Nov 10 21:19:33 *still a little slowly** You're all I have ever wanted... Nov 10 21:20:15 * Morgan kisses her forehead Nov 10 21:21:52 * Molly shifts a little, bringing her mouth to his and kisses him very gently Nov 10 21:30:09 Good night...? Nov 10 21:30:33 goodnight blossom Nov 10 21:32:11 * Molly nods slightly, then settles down, still half-asleep Nov 10 21:33:14 * Morgan smiles slightly before trying to settle to sleep Nov 10 21:34:43 **He falls asleep. He hands Catherine the balm as they stand on the steps outside the courthouse, looking out over the heads of Tawstock's common folk. The noose is already being set up, the hooded executioner busy. Catherine places some beneath her nose as instructed. Nov 10 21:35:59 **Kai is brought out and taken onto the platform with bound hands. He is given the opportunity to say some last words of contrition. Instead, he looks for Morgan in the crowd, looking smug and talking loudly in Avalonian Nov 10 21:36:00 You didn't bring your cunt vife, Morgan? I thought zhe vould be here to zee how zhe's gotten somevon else killed! Nov 10 21:36:00 **the crowd go silent at this, all looking at Morgan. He feels his fingers start to tingle, his control as weak as waking from a nightmare** Nov 10 21:36:06 * Molly is now known as Kai Nov 10 21:36:38 **Catherine looks horrified, but stays silent* Nov 10 21:37:42 And yet you are the one that could not have her so substituted another in her place... and your death is your own doing Nov 10 21:40:21 Zat whore from ze brothel whose cunt and asshole I used vill die because of her. And ve both know I had many times I could have had Molly instead, that night or many others vhen you had left her at risk **There are gasps of shock and affronted looks at the ugly coarseness of his words. The tingling gets worse, his fingers itching and throbbing with it** Nov 10 21:40:53 * Morgan rubs his hands together Nov 10 21:41:34 and you claim _I_ am a monster. You disgust everyone around you, and you're going to die here. Now be quiet Nov 10 21:42:53 You are a monster. At least I won't be ze one that has to bury her. But you vill leave zat to your best friend again, like ze coward that you are! Nov 10 21:43:17 * Morgan tilts his head Nov 10 21:43:21 I said be quiet Nov 10 21:43:30 **The tingling is worse than he has ever felt it** Nov 10 21:44:15 Maybe zere are reasons it is not vorking, ja? Maybe it is ze forces against you Nov 10 21:45:42 Now how would you know what isn't working... Nov 10 21:46:25 You vill never overcome zhem! Look how many times Molly has nearly died under your protection already. It is just a matter of time before you are responsible for her death too, isn't it? Nov 10 21:47:26 **his control starts to feel very weak** Nov 10 21:47:45 I'm about to be responsible for yours, you disgusting little man Nov 10 21:49:00 Maybe I am just a tool of destiny, ja? Vouldn't zat make me blameless? Nov 10 21:49:14 No... you will do what you will do... Nov 10 21:50:46 Like pretend ze seed hasn't been removed? Do you zee Kurt here? I don't! Nov 10 21:53:39 **The crowd and Lady Torrington do not seem to know how to react. And there is no sign of Kit* Nov 10 21:54:12 **the control feels like it is weakening further** Nov 10 21:54:19 your point? Nov 10 21:54:23 Now vhere might Kurt be vhile you und Catherine und your friends are here vatching me die? How easily vill Molly let him into ze cottage, und how easily vill he knock over some candles und start a fire? Nov 10 21:54:44 * Kai grins smugly Nov 10 21:54:56 * Morgan looks at the executioner Nov 10 21:54:59 get on with it Nov 10 21:55:34 **the executioner puts the noose around Kai's neck Nov 10 21:55:51 C: Kurt would never hurt Molly. He is a good, honest man. Nov 10 21:57:08 **the tingling gets worse again, it feels like his whole body, not just his fingers** Nov 10 21:57:58 * Morgan nods to the executioner Nov 10 21:59:27 * Kai starts loudly reciting the hail mary "Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our deaths" He then looks at Morgan "Looks like I vill be seeing your vife und daughter before you. I am sure ve vill get on very vell!" Nov 10 22:00:20 No, you'll be burning in hell. Possibly before you die... Nov 10 22:01:02 **The executioner kicks the stool from under Kai's feet. The loud snap of the slack going from the rope as gravity takes Kai downwards is what wakes him** Nov 10 22:01:10 * Kai is now known as Molly Nov 10 22:01:21 ((Distress and desperation?)) Nov 10 22:01:26 ((highish)) Nov 10 22:01:53 **The tingling is strong but it doesnt feel like he will lose control of it** Nov 10 22:02:49 * Morgan takes several deep slow breaths, closing his eyes as he would if he were about to fight Nov 10 22:03:44 * Molly is still asleep, their bodies not in contact. It lessens a little Nov 10 22:04:29 * Morgan spends a few minutes doing this Nov 10 22:05:17 * Molly turns over in her sleep, resting an arm across him Nov 10 22:10:15 **the tingling settles quicker until it's gone Nov 10 22:11:03 * Morgan tries to get an idea of the time Nov 10 22:11:22 **it's about quarter before one** Nov 10 22:11:39 * Morgan sighs, laying still for a few minutes before trying to settle again Nov 10 22:12:59 **it takes about quarter of an hour, but he does fall asleep again Nov 10 22:13:40 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 10 22:13:40 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 10 22:15:37 **He starts to dream. The redhead and her Father have not relented on their desire to find the house in the Schwarzenwald, so the next morning Adalbrecht is lending them horses, giving them words of caution out on the front lawn. Nov 10 22:15:37 **The only ill-effect of yesterday's fire in the maze seems to be the maze itself being burnt to the ground. Jana has been absolutely fine, and he quickly came around on the grass, a little embarrassed from fainting in front of the girl holding his child. Nov 10 22:15:37 His daughter runs haphazardly out on the lawn, in her pink princess dress and tiara, making a beeline for her Grandpa and the Forresters. The girl who saved his daughter's life is wearing snug fitting trousers, a shirt and a brown waistcoat, red hair braided over one shoulder, practical for travelling. His Father is blushing, trying to keep his eyes off her thighs. Nov 10 22:17:41 * Morgan follows Jana across the lawn Nov 10 22:19:49 **Jana goes to Adalbrecht first who picks her up and puts her on his hip. "Good morning, Jana, where is your-... Ah! Good morning, Morgan" Nov 10 22:20:10 father Nov 10 22:21:48 * MollyK gives a dress-less approximation of a curtsey whilst David bows. Introductions are made, and the other man is polite, his Eisen reasonable as he compliments Morgan on his lovely daughter** Nov 10 22:23:00 * Morgan inclines his head Nov 10 22:23:11 * MollyK smiles at Jana "Neither of these horses are Xantha, are they?" Nov 10 22:24:06 **Jana holds out her arms to be taken. Molly looks to Morgan for permission** Nov 10 22:24:27 * Morgan nods briefly Nov 10 22:24:34 No... how do you know of Xantha? Nov 10 22:25:57 * MollyK takes the girl and holds her on her hip "Yesterday, before the maze, Jana was riding on your shoulders as if you were Xantha, and you told me he was your horse" Nov 10 22:27:16 ah, yes... No, Xantha would not be *he glances at his father* suitable for you to ride Nov 10 22:28:44 * MollyK smiles, clearly intrigued, but his daughter causes her to look away** J: These horses not Xantha. Nah-na tell Molly about horses? **She nods, moving with the little girl to a white and brown horse** Nov 10 22:29:56 **Adalbrecht's gaze has strayed from his granddaughter to Molly's bottom before he catches himself. He flushes a little as he glances at Morgan* How is Jana today? Nov 10 22:30:16 Absolutely unfazed Nov 10 22:30:43 A: Surprising, given what she went through last year Nov 10 22:31:10 **David moves out of earshot to be near Molly Nov 10 22:31:39 * MollyK is now known as Adalbrecht Nov 10 22:31:57 * Morgan nods Nov 10 22:31:58 aye Nov 10 22:32:05 How are you? Nov 10 22:32:34 **Jana's laugh is intermingled with Molly and David's, but still clear Nov 10 22:34:15 * Morgan shrugs Nov 10 22:34:19 shaken, I suppose Nov 10 22:34:30 * Adalbrecht nods Nov 10 22:34:45 Lucky that she wasn't harmed at all Nov 10 22:36:40 Yes. very. Nov 10 22:36:47 **Jana gives Morgan a brief wave over Molly's shoulder, but her attention is rapidly back to Molly and David Nov 10 22:37:46 Once they have set off we can work on the plans for what to do about the maze Nov 10 22:40:07 They're making a mistake, and you know it Nov 10 22:40:32 Of course, but I can not stop them Nov 10 22:41:24 You're aiding them in their search... Nov 10 22:41:49 They will search either way. Is it not better to limit the damage? Nov 10 22:42:41 * Morgan sighs Nov 10 22:42:44 its stupid Nov 10 22:42:56 Yes it is Nov 10 22:43:37 * Adalbrecht watches them for a minute Nov 10 22:44:03 Trousers on a young lady. I would never allow it. Nov 10 22:44:37 I think they're about to have bigger problems Nov 10 22:45:20 * Adalbrecht nods. Molly and David seem to really enjoy Jana telling them all about the horses in her lively way, but it's soon time to go, so Molly carries Jana over to Morgan, handing her over with a smile Nov 10 22:45:34 * Adalbrecht is now known as Molly Nov 10 22:46:19 Thank you, I hope you are well this morning? Nov 10 22:46:46 * Morgan nods Nov 10 22:48:39 you? Nov 10 22:49:25 Very well, thank you. Nov 10 22:49:39 * Molly watches him a moment until her father says her name "Perhaps I will see you both tomorrow when we return the horses?" Nov 10 22:50:38 Perhaps Nov 10 22:51:44 * Molly goes to the horse, swinging up into riding astride, which has Adalbrecht even redder. They bid them farewell before riding off. Jana looks to Morgan Nov 10 22:51:50 * Molly is now known as Jana Nov 10 22:51:57 Come back? Nov 10 22:53:08 Well, we hope so Nov 10 22:53:17 * Jana nods Nov 10 22:53:27 Nah-na ride Xantha? Nov 10 22:57:42 No, he's too big and grumpy for you to ride Nov 10 22:58:20 Nah-na ride Vati? **Adalbrecht smiles** Nov 10 22:58:55 * Morgan sighs, hauling her up on to his shoulders Nov 10 23:00:05 A: I'll be in my office when you are ready **he goes indoors. The day is warm, the Sudlache laps the banks and there's the twittering of birds** Nov 10 23:00:11 Giddy up Vati! Nov 10 23:01:00 * Morgan starts walking across the lawn Nov 10 23:01:25 **There's a single chime, one he recognises as being the dawn watch, and he knows he is dreaming** Nov 10 23:01:50 * Morgan squeezes Janas hands before trying to wake Nov 10 23:02:52 **he wakes up easily. Beside him, Molly whimpers in her sleep, sounding distressed. ((distress and desperation?)) Nov 10 23:32:19 * Jana has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 11 12:27:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 12:28:05 * Morgan rolls over, putting his hand on her shoulder, speaking quietly Nov 11 12:28:08 blossom... Nov 11 12:33:05 * Molly wakes, moving right up to him and starts to cry Nov 11 12:33:46 oh my darling, what's wrong? Nov 11 12:34:58 *She sobs, clinging to him* Nightmare.  I... I don't want... you having... the images... in your mind! Nov 11 12:36:12 * Morgan rocks her gently Nov 11 12:37:19 * Molly quitens a little "what... what time is it?" Nov 11 12:37:44 about an hour before dawn Nov 11 12:38:25 * Molly nods, taking a deep breath "You wanted to be in Tawstock..." Nov 11 12:40:45 No, this is important Nov 11 12:42:11 * Molly nods Nov 11 12:42:32 It's just a nightmare... it can't happen, it's okay... Nov 11 12:43:07 * Morgan shrugs Nov 11 12:43:12 I don't care. I will not leave you like this Nov 11 12:43:33 * Molly stops crying but doesnt move away Nov 11 12:43:49 How did you sleep? Nov 11 12:44:34 The usual Nov 11 12:50:05 * Molly sighs sadly Nov 11 12:50:13 Will you write it? Nov 11 12:53:05 * Morgan nods Nov 11 12:53:11 but I'll tell you if you want... Nov 11 12:55:39 * Molly nods, the tension in her lessening. She stays close Nov 11 12:55:48 Yes please. Your voice calms me Nov 11 12:57:16 I was in tawstock for the execution... when Dau came out, he was badmouthing you... the seed wasn't working. Told me Kit was coming here to set a fire... Nov 11 12:59:25 * Molly nods slowly Nov 11 12:59:40 You are worrying about those things? Nov 11 13:00:34 apparently so. It was the forces working against me, according to Dau Nov 11 13:02:13 Do you wish me to be more careful with Kit? Nov 11 13:02:47 I think so Nov 11 13:02:54 Do you want to tell me of yours? Nov 11 13:05:09 * Molly inhales deeply Nov 11 13:05:23 Only if it will not affect things between us Nov 11 13:05:52 It won't Nov 11 13:06:05 I… I was on the Rose… it was the night Kai and I had the meeting after he had spoken to you… He told me that he was going out of his way to help me and give me his friendship, and that it was only right that I should be friendly to him in return... Nov 11 13:07:36 right Nov 11 13:07:54 He put his hands under my skirts… *she swallows hard* I didn't want to make a fuss, I needed his help with the Rose, I was scared what would happen if I stopped him… I'd have lost my future if he wouldn't help... Nov 11 13:09:41 * Morgan nods Nov 11 13:10:51 But he… it was just awful. I was hurting, so badly... like how he touched Elsie… *she holds tighter to him* Nov 11 13:12:21 * Morgan rocks her again Nov 11 13:13:38 It was going to get much worse, but you woke me Nov 11 13:16:01 Then I'm glad I did Nov 11 13:16:16 * Molly nods Nov 11 13:16:37 Me too, liebling. That would have been so awful to endure Nov 11 13:17:41 I think perhaps this is because today sees his end? Nov 11 13:19:06 Perhaps... it is the first time I have dreamt of it Nov 11 13:19:56 * Morgan nods Nov 11 13:22:21 * Molly loosens her grip Nov 11 13:22:29 I am alright now, my love Nov 11 13:23:13 * Morgan nods, staying where he is Nov 11 13:23:14 good Nov 11 13:25:49 Are you? Nov 11 13:26:00 * Morgan nods Nov 11 13:28:37 You are sure? I wouldn't want things to change because of this... we're... I'm... things are so good right now Nov 11 13:30:47 it didn't happen... you didn't want it to happen... nothing has changed Nov 11 13:31:01 * Molly nods Nov 11 13:31:27 I am glad. *she sighs softly* I suppose you should go now... Nov 11 13:40:10 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 11 15:30:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 16:08:33 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 11 17:15:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 17:25:34 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 11 17:31:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 17:32:15 Aye, I should. I need to make sure Lady Torrington isn't going to meddle beforehand Nov 11 17:44:05 * Molly holds him tighter a few moments Nov 11 17:44:14 Alright, my love Nov 11 17:44:48 * Morgan kisses her forehead before getting out of bed and getting dressed Nov 11 17:45:19 * Molly watches him do so Nov 11 17:45:29 Are you taking Heinzharold? Nov 11 17:46:10 I'm not sure Nov 11 17:52:12 You may wish him to watch over us? Nov 11 17:52:21 * Morgan nods Nov 11 17:55:00 * Molly nods Nov 11 17:55:46 Those bottles there are for Catherine. The clear is to stop her being sick, the green is smelling salts incase she feels faint Nov 11 17:56:24 She should take the clear one before she leaves home? Nov 11 18:18:32 Ideally around thirty minutes before it happens Nov 11 18:44:13 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 11 19:14:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 19:17:18 * Morgan nods Nov 11 19:17:22 I'll make sure she knows Nov 11 19:19:19 Do you wish me to make you some? Though I am sure you have seen far worse... Nov 11 19:21:16 No, I'll manage Nov 11 19:21:21 how much should she take? Nov 11 19:23:31 All of it Nov 11 19:26:43 * Morgan nods Nov 11 19:26:46 right Nov 11 19:29:00 Is there anything you do need from me, my love? Nov 11 19:29:42 nothing more than your love Nov 11 19:34:30 * Molly smiles, blushing Nov 11 19:34:45 There isn't a force on Theah that could stop that Nov 11 19:35:11 * Morgan nods Nov 11 19:35:16 I'll see you later Nov 11 19:38:16 * Molly smiles Nov 11 19:38:24 I will be looking forward to it Nov 11 19:39:26 * Morgan nods, kissing her forehead before heading through the door Nov 11 19:41:20 * Molly sighs happily, closing her eyes again Nov 11 19:44:48 **Heinzharold is making coffee in Morgan's kitchen** Nov 11 19:44:54 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 11 19:45:03 Up at last! Nov 11 19:45:24 * Morgan frowns at him momentarily Nov 11 19:49:21 shut up Nov 11 19:52:54 Was gonna knock, but thought y' might be taking the morning advantage **he puts Morgan a cup of coffee on the table** Nov 11 19:53:25 No... I was calming her after a nightmare Nov 11 19:57:21 * HH looks serious Nov 11 19:57:33 Y'want me to go get Inga? Nov 11 20:00:27 Might be an idea, but I'm not sure... I want you stay on the estate today Nov 11 20:01:26 * HH sits with his own coffee Nov 11 20:01:43 What's goin' on? Nov 11 20:01:49 I had a nightmare too Nov 11 20:05:35 About here? Nov 11 20:06:35 * Morgan nods Nov 11 20:11:03 Wanna tell me? Nov 11 20:12:05 We were at the execution... Dau was no longer under our influence.. He'd sent Kit back here to set the place on fire Nov 11 20:16:48 Kit's on our side though? Nov 11 20:32:08 you know that for sure? Nov 11 20:33:35 I assumed you were sure o' it Nov 11 20:34:54 No... its possible there are external factors at play Nov 11 20:35:59 We going to have a word with 'im? Nov 11 20:36:29 * Morgan shrugs Nov 11 20:36:33 I don't know yet Nov 11 20:37:27 * HH nods Nov 11 20:37:43 He goin' to town? Nov 11 20:37:52 He's _meant_ to be Nov 11 20:40:11 * HH nods Nov 11 20:40:23 Gonna wait an' see what he does? Nov 11 20:43:16 I might... I might go early and send Claudia back Nov 11 20:45:02 * HH nods Nov 11 20:45:20 Whatever y' think. Lemme know what to do Nov 11 20:47:29 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Nov 11 20:52:12 * Morgan puts his cup down, sighing heavily Nov 11 20:53:25 * HH watches him Nov 11 20:54:06 What's on yer noggin? Nov 11 20:55:29 I don't know what to do... Its not the first time I've had a nightmare like this... Nov 11 20:57:48 About Kit? Nov 11 20:59:57 not specifically... Dau had come to my fathers home... I took him outside to beat him, and he'd managed to set a fire... Nov 11 21:06:44 Think maybe this is jus' because of the past? Nov 11 21:07:29 I don't know... Nov 11 21:07:34 * Morgan watches him for a moment Nov 11 21:15:06 This society... it has its opponents... Nov 11 21:15:19 Rival group? Nov 11 21:19:14 Something like... Nov 11 21:19:57 * HH nods Nov 11 21:20:15 Much prescence somewhere like this though? Nov 11 21:21:00 Presence enough... I was being watched by one of the society here, why not have the opposition here... Nov 11 21:21:23 Objective? Nov 11 21:21:46 You'll think I've gone mad Nov 11 21:23:58 * HH laughs Nov 11 21:24:09 Thought tha' years ago Nov 11 21:24:26 * Morgan watches him quietly Nov 11 21:26:36 * HH watches him back Nov 11 21:27:13 Go on Nov 11 21:27:40 Lets say something has to be done that needs me _and_ Molly to do it... the opposition simply need to stop it from happening. Nov 11 21:28:06 Kill one of you? Nov 11 21:28:39 * Morgan nods Nov 11 21:28:46 or make us incapable of performing said task... Nov 11 21:29:09 Are they thick as shit? Nov 11 21:30:00 Doesn't matter that I'd cut a bloody swathe across any country I needed to... the task, the big thing we're supposed to do... can't happen Nov 11 21:31:16 We've been away three weeks, Kit has been in and out of the cottages as he fancies, but _today_ he's going to wait til yer in town to hurt Molly. I just dont see it Nov 11 21:31:57 And Dau has been a monster for years, and for the last week can't speak to Claudia, cant hurt anyone, does everything he's told... Nov 11 21:32:35 But the seeds are from our side, right? Nov 11 21:32:57 doesn't stop someone else using them Nov 11 21:33:40 Use 'em first? Or take him to town Nov 11 21:34:03 They might not be the only thing in play Nov 11 21:34:53 This task... it's important? Nov 11 21:35:06 * Morgan nods Nov 11 21:41:19 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 11 21:47:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 11 21:47:07 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 11 21:47:10 [21:39] (HH) How can I help? Nov 11 21:48:15 Take them to sunnymeade, don't tell anyone thats where you're going Nov 11 21:52:39 All of them? Elsie, James? Nov 11 21:53:14 * Morgan nods Nov 11 21:56:13 How soon? Nov 11 21:57:04 After Lady Torrington leaves for town... Kit will hopefully be with her Nov 11 21:57:35 Y' can't just get the task over an' done with, save you being so on edge? Nov 11 21:57:43 No Nov 11 21:59:15 Tha' would be much easier. When is it gonna be? Nov 11 21:59:24 * Morgan shrugs Nov 11 22:01:28 'Times the ex'cution? Nov 11 22:01:40 midday Nov 11 22:04:19 * HH finishes his coffee Nov 11 22:04:29 Best muster m' troops then Nov 11 22:04:56 * Morgan nods Nov 11 22:05:02 You'll get Inga to talk to Molly? Nov 11 22:06:31 * HH nods Nov 11 22:06:38 If y' think she needs it Nov 11 22:07:44 * Morgan nods Nov 11 22:07:48 I think it'd help her Nov 11 22:09:08 * HH nods Nov 11 22:09:20 Gonna fetch us when yer done? Nov 11 22:09:57 * Morgan nods Nov 11 22:12:43 * HH pats his shoulder "they'll be fine" Nov 11 22:13:26 * Morgan nods Nov 11 22:13:33 aye. I'll see you later Nov 11 22:15:58 * HH goes next door. It's first light outside Nov 11 22:17:15 * Morgan heads to the main house Nov 11 22:19:06 **The servants are busy as usual, all very much like before he left. He hears a couple of "good morning, Master Hockridge"s Nov 11 22:19:41 * Morgan nods to them, asking if Catherine is up yet Nov 11 22:22:34 **they say she isnt yet Nov 11 22:23:06 and Lieutenant Cristoban? Nov 11 22:25:01 **Someone confirms he has altering for coffee Nov 11 22:25:18 Already rung* Nov 11 22:25:32 * Morgan nods, going to find him Nov 11 22:27:40 * HH is now known as Kit Nov 11 22:28:08 * Kit has a guest room not far from Morgan's old room, overlooking the valley Nov 11 22:29:27 * Morgan knocks Nov 11 22:31:16 Come Nov 11 22:33:21 * Morgan pushes the door open Nov 11 22:35:30 * Kit is strapping on a sword belt Nov 11 22:35:45 *he speaks Eisen* Good morning Nov 11 22:36:34 Whats your plan for today? Nov 11 22:38:32 I was going to train as usual and then escort Her Grace to town Nov 11 22:39:20 * Morgan hands him the clear bottle Nov 11 22:39:29 have her drink that, all of it, about half hour before the execution Nov 11 22:41:51 What is it? Nov 11 22:42:11 it'll help her not be sick Nov 11 22:43:12 * Kit nods, putting it on the dresser Nov 11 22:43:26 Are you attending? Nov 11 22:43:39 * Morgan nods Nov 11 22:44:50 * Kit nods Nov 11 22:45:05 It will be good for Catherine to have support Nov 11 22:45:13 You are not going to be there? Nov 11 22:49:17 I will, but it is not the same for her as having you Nov 11 22:49:47 * Morgan shrugs Nov 11 22:49:53 I was only staff Nov 11 22:51:48 Perhaps but I am sure she will benefit from you being with her Nov 11 22:55:11 She and I were discussing showing Dau mercy... Nov 11 22:56:41 And what did you decide? Nov 11 22:58:09 She needs to not be lenient Nov 11 22:59:10 * Kit nods Nov 11 22:59:19 It would be a bad move Nov 11 22:59:45 Short term it would ease the shock of whats coming... long term, it'd devastate her credibility with her people Nov 11 23:01:37 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:02:32 She is at a disadvantage by being a young pretty unmarried woman. If her people lose respect for her, she is in trouble. In Eisen, we would be very concerned about this Nov 11 23:03:00 I _am_ concerned about it Nov 11 23:05:17 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:05:35 At a personal level, I worry for her Nov 11 23:06:20 Then you should help her Nov 11 23:08:00 I have been Nov 11 23:08:59 I need you to explain to her, convince her, that she cannot bend on this. Nov 11 23:10:27 She intends to? Nov 11 23:11:13 Its on her mind... she's scared, and frightened people are unpredictable Nov 11 23:12:11 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:12:25 I will deal with it Nov 11 23:12:31 * Morgan nods Nov 11 23:13:28 * Morgan turns to leave before stopping, turning back and looking at Kit frankly Nov 11 23:13:31 can I trust you? Nov 11 23:13:46 With what? Nov 11 23:13:56 anything... everything... Nov 11 23:15:45 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:15:55 I do not see any reason why not Nov 11 23:16:16 Who is working against the order? Nov 11 23:18:30 * Kit frowns Nov 11 23:18:40 I don't understand Nov 11 23:19:04 Don't tell me you're naive enough to think no-one is working at odds with the orders goals... Nov 11 23:20:37 * Kit frowns still "There may be people who do not want the sort of peace in our homeland as we do, but to the best of my knowledge they are not aware of the Order to stand against it" Nov 11 23:22:10 Imagine the opposite... there is a society who wants the polar opposite of the order but has no idea its there... or worse, does, but hasn't been found out yet. Nov 11 23:23:40 Do you have evidence of this or is it conjecture? Nov 11 23:25:17 Do you trust your instincts? Nov 11 23:27:40 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:27:52 Generally, though noone is infallible Nov 11 23:32:04 then lets call it an instinct... Nov 11 23:33:01 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:33:31 It is possible. I haven't heard of anything like that though Nov 11 23:34:32 When I get back to Eisen, I'll ask some people I think will know Nov 11 23:36:17 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:36:35 Will Molly be training this morning? Nov 11 23:38:42 No. Nov 11 23:42:21 That is a shame. She has come a long way since you were training her on the Solemn Wind Nov 11 23:42:30 * Morgan nods Nov 11 23:42:48 I know. She'll restart tomorrow. Today she stays inside Nov 11 23:43:00 Is she unwell again? Nov 11 23:43:08 * Kit smiles Nov 11 23:43:12 Oh! Nov 11 23:43:37 She is sick frequently. She is with child? Congratulations! Nov 11 23:44:57 No... the stress of the day and my concerns for her safety Nov 11 23:47:35 She and Elsie will both stay behind? Nov 11 23:50:15 with company Nov 11 23:52:08 * Kit nods Nov 11 23:52:29 It will be unpleasant for them Nov 11 23:55:31 * Morgan nods Nov 11 23:55:37 quite. I will not allow that Nov 11 23:59:35 * Kit nods Nov 12 00:00:16 Would you like to train? Nov 12 00:00:47 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 12 00:00:55 but quickly, I want to get to town early Nov 12 00:05:26 * Kit nods, heading through the halls and out to the courtyard. The training is brief but worthwhile. He picks up a new move from Kit, and is pleasantly warm when they are finished Nov 12 00:05:58 I will have Catherine at the courthouse by half after eleven Nov 12 00:06:08 Make sure she drinks that tincture Nov 12 00:06:20 I'm going to do what I can to help her Nov 12 00:08:46 * Kit nods Nov 12 00:09:16 I will Nov 12 00:10:00 * Morgan nods Nov 12 00:10:02 see you there Nov 12 00:10:10 * Kit sheaths his sword before going in through the dining room Nov 12 00:11:20 * Kit has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 12 10:53:09 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 12 10:55:27 **Dawn comes whilst he rides the seven miles to Tawstock. The day looks grey and cold. At the square the platform is already erected, and a man who looks likely to be the executioner is sat on the steps eating his breakfast. It's fairly quiet here. Nov 12 10:59:07 * Morgan scouts the area for vantage points to keep an eye on Nov 12 11:01:22 **Nothing really stands out. Most of the buildings around the square are a little far, and if she stays on the courthouse steps she will be under cover Nov 12 11:01:42 * Morgan nods to himself, going looking for the Rose Nov 12 11:05:16 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Nov 12 11:05:37 * Sorgi is on deck. The Rose looks like she has been settled a little while Nov 12 11:05:51 * Morgan heads up the plank, tapping the horseshoe Nov 12 11:08:51 Good morning m'lord Nov 12 11:12:30 Sorgi. All is well? Nov 12 11:13:09 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 11:13:17 Nothing to report, m'lord Nov 12 11:13:56 No sign of the blessing of angels? Nov 12 11:16:13 Not yet. Maybe they got caught in the dead zone Nov 12 11:17:44 you're the second person to suggest that... Nov 12 11:18:17 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 11:18:25 We will keep watching for them Nov 12 11:21:08 * Morgan nods Nov 12 11:21:16 I need to speak to Dau Nov 12 11:23:31 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 11:23:43 He's where he should be Nov 12 11:23:58 * Morgan nods, heading down to the brig Nov 12 11:27:49 **Claudia is sat there on a chair, legs up on the door frame like a barrier. She's sharpening a dagger Nov 12 11:27:54 * Sorgi is now known as Claudia Nov 12 11:28:17 * Morgan looks at her a moment Nov 12 11:28:20 morning Nov 12 11:30:23 * Claudia nods Nov 12 11:30:39 You're early Nov 12 11:31:25 * Morgan nods Nov 12 11:31:37 Usually Nov 12 11:33:10 Everyone alright? Nov 12 11:34:20 Molly had a nightmare, related to *he nodes in Daus direction*. So did I. HeinzHarolds staying with them Nov 12 11:35:54 * Claudia nods Nov 12 11:36:04 Bit paranoid now? Nov 12 11:36:20 Some... playing it safe Nov 12 11:37:58 * Claudia nods Nov 12 11:38:08 What do you want me to do? Nov 12 11:38:39 I want you to go and help him keep them safe Nov 12 11:43:03 * Claudia looks surprised Nov 12 11:43:14 You dont want me at the execution? Nov 12 11:43:46 * Morgan sighs Nov 12 11:43:51 I do... Nov 12 11:44:02 * Morgan motions her away from the door, moving out of earshot of Dau Nov 12 11:44:50 * Claudia follows him Nov 12 11:47:05 HeinzHarold is taking the others to Beth... after Lady Torrington has left. I had a nightmare, and I'm taking precautions. Nov 12 11:49:21 * Claudia nods Nov 12 11:49:36 Alright, want me to go now? Nov 12 11:50:05 No-one knows they're going to be there... they'd probably be fine... Nov 12 11:55:15 I'll get my stuff Nov 12 11:56:15 do you feel the need to see him meet his end? Nov 12 11:58:58 * Claudia shakes her head "It's only guts, I've seen it before" Nov 12 12:00:31 * Morgan nods Nov 12 12:00:38 then I would appreciate you going Nov 12 12:03:22 * Claudia puts away the dagger Nov 12 12:03:34 See you later then Nov 12 12:03:52 * Morgan nods Nov 12 12:04:01 * Morgan nods, moving back to the brig Nov 12 12:05:36 * Claudia is now known as Kai Nov 12 12:05:52 * Kai is still reading the bible like last time Nov 12 12:06:33 Colonel Nov 12 12:08:44 * Kai looks up Nov 12 12:08:54 What do you want, Morgan? Nov 12 12:09:37 Are involved in, or do you have any knowledge of a plot to kill my wife Nov 12 12:11:02 No Nov 12 12:11:50 When the pain comes during your execution... you will faint, and you will stay unconscious until it is over Nov 12 12:12:45 Yes Nov 12 12:13:55 If you cannot faint, you will not cry out or make any noise Nov 12 12:14:10 Yes Nov 12 12:14:33 You want some coffee? Nov 12 12:14:56 Yes Nov 12 12:15:31 I've got some from Cafe Kaffee... that suit you? Nov 12 12:16:36 Yes please Nov 12 12:16:58 * Morgan nods, going to fetch it Nov 12 12:18:37 **everything is peaceful on the ship, Cook gives him some coffee to take Nov 12 12:19:22 * Morgan takes it down, placing it on the floor just inside the bars before backing away Nov 12 12:21:10 * Kai takes it before sitting back on the bunk "Thank you" Nov 12 12:21:32 * Morgan nods Nov 12 12:21:48 Do you find the reading helps? Nov 12 12:23:46 The praying and solitude takes me back to days in monestaries Nov 12 12:25:12 Then I shall leave you in peace Nov 12 12:25:59 * Kai nods, opening the holy book again Nov 12 12:27:25 * Morgan heads up on deck before letting out a long breath Nov 12 12:28:54 * Kai is now known as Sorgi Nov 12 12:29:06 Alright, m'lord? Nov 12 12:29:16 * Morgan nods Nov 12 12:29:21 Aye, I'll manage Sorgi Nov 12 12:30:02 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 12:30:26 No one's done your plants yet today, if you need a task, m'lord Nov 12 12:30:56 * Morgan smiles, nodding Nov 12 12:31:00 thank you Sorgi Nov 12 12:34:45 **he nods. With Florrie's instructions that they must be watered with rain water and then taken up on deck into the sunlight for an hour, this leaves him about fifteen minutes before anyone is due to collect Kai ((anything specific?)) Nov 12 12:37:45 ((nope)) Nov 12 12:39:06 **Kai is taken by guards, leaving the holy book and empty coffee cup on the bunk. He is very compliant as he is led off the ship and onto the dock. Sorgi watches him go Nov 12 13:00:32 * Morgan watches them Nov 12 13:01:10 Good riddance, m'lord? Nov 12 13:01:29 not yet... Nov 12 13:01:38 Staying? Nov 12 13:01:49 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 12 13:02:02 I promised Lady Torrington I would be at her side... Nov 12 13:02:11 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 13:02:21 Hope it goes well Nov 12 13:02:58 as do I... I'll let you know before I head back to the estate Nov 12 13:05:10 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 13:05:17 **The town is going to be busy, and it'll be  hard to find stabling, so he leaves his horse with Sorgi at the ship. A quick glance shows no sign of the Blessing yet, so he goes back to the town hall steps where Catherine and Kit wait. Nov 12 13:05:18 **For a moment, it seems like the situation with Alarice all over again. An executioner in a mask, someone requiring his support at his side, a danger to Molly overcome again** Nov 12 13:05:18 **The crowd is even larger than at the trial. He briefly spots Peter and Sir Dagget in the crowd, as well as Mr Roberts nearby. Several staff from the house are there, and lots of locals he vaguely knows from his years there. Nov 12 13:06:28 * Morgan hands Catherine the balm Nov 12 13:06:33 put some of that under your nose Nov 12 13:08:33 * Sorgi is now known as Catherine Nov 12 13:09:39 * Catherine does so. She looks pale, apprehensive and completely out of her depth, but she still looks at the jar "It's lavender?" Nov 12 13:09:54 Something like that Nov 12 13:10:23 you took the tincture I gave to Kurt? Nov 12 13:10:37 **Kit looks at him** She did Nov 12 13:10:53 * Morgan nods Nov 12 13:10:54 good Nov 12 13:11:11 * Catherine holds the jar for him to smell Nov 12 13:12:46 K: smells more like Edelweiss und fir trees. Have you ever been to ze Angeholm Wald, Morgan? Nov 12 13:13:29 I tend to avoid forests where possible Nov 12 13:13:55 K: It smells like zis Nov 12 13:14:29 * Catherine does up the lid and hands it back. The crowd looks eager for the spectacle to begin Nov 12 13:14:38 it should help you stay calm Nov 12 13:14:51 Thank you Nov 12 13:15:13 * Morgan nods before slowly turning a full circle, surveying the crowd for threats Nov 12 13:15:49 **Noone seems interested in Catherine at all, all eyes on the place brutality will occur on Nov 12 13:16:36 Should I call for mercy? **she also is watching the platform, talking quietly** Nov 12 13:16:55 * Morgan glances at Kit before turning to face Catherine, giving her his full attention Nov 12 13:17:12 If you do that, how would it be viewed? Nov 12 13:17:27 K: Absolutely not, your Grace **she looks to him* You're _Eisen_, you wouldn't understand! Nov 12 13:18:20 K: *he looks impassively over the platform** yes, your Grace. Nov 12 13:19:07 * Catherine looks to Morgan "I am sorry, but I don't think he can understand it from my point of view" Nov 12 13:21:21 You are a kind, gentle young woman... you don't want anyone to suffer, I know that. But the lieutenant is correct. If you call for mercy, the people will see it that you do not trust your judges, that you will commute a sentence for one more palatable for your acquaintances... Piram will see it as an indicator that you are not strong enough to protect your people. Nov 12 13:22:07 * Catherine sighs Nov 12 13:22:13 I suppose you're right Nov 12 13:22:30 There will be a time for mercy and leniency, but I promise you, this is not it Nov 12 13:25:40 * Catherine nods, watching as Kai is led up the steps to cheers of the crowd Nov 12 13:26:44 I can't believe this... I liked him... now I am killing him Nov 12 13:27:38 **Kurt watches her sympathetically* Nov 12 13:27:59 You are ensuring the punishment for his crime is carried out... you are telling all of these people that no-one hurts them without consequence Nov 12 13:30:36 * Catherine moves closer to Morgan, a hand on his arm. Kai crosses himself before the hood is put over his face and the rope around his neck. The cheering of the crowd is gleeful and unpleasantly bloodthirsty, all supposedly for a girl they would cross the street to avoid if she was still working Nov 12 13:31:05 * Morgan puts his hand on top of hers, speaking quietly Nov 12 13:31:17 stay strong my friend Nov 12 13:33:59 **The executioner kicks out the stool, and the rope snaps as Kai's weight kits it. Though he kicks around just as any man being hanged would, he is silent. Catherine grimaces, her hand very tight on his arm. Kit stands silent and rigid on her other side. The cheering continues Nov 12 13:35:16 * Morgan keeps his hand on hers Nov 12 13:38:37 **The executioner cuts Kai down whilst he is still twitching, dumping him onto a table like a pig's carcass. Kai pulls at the hood to try to remove it, but he's weak. The crowd, most of whom have never seen this before, get quieter as the executioner gets out his tools for the rest of the process. Catherine whispers Nov 12 13:39:00 I could stop this, make him stab him in the heart, anything but this! Nov 12 13:39:45 * Morgan gives her the balm again Nov 12 13:39:58 inhale it, deeply... Nov 12 13:40:49 **She does so. The executioner slices through the fabric and through skin. Morgan can see the moment the pain starts, because Kai goes completely limp. Nov 12 13:41:22 * Morgan squeezes catherines hand Nov 12 13:41:39 There look... he isn't feeling it anymore. Nov 12 13:45:17 ACTION holds on tight enough that her nails draw blood. The executioner sinks his hands into Kai's living body, pulling out fleshy ropes of his intestines, bloody and raw. The crowd starts to make not noises of enthusiasm, horrified gasps, some retching. It is like watching a magician pulling silk scarves from a hat, more and more, seemingly unceasing. Kai occasionally twitches, but there's no sound aside from the wet thuds of guts on wooden boards and Nov 12 13:49:56 * Morgan glances at Kit Nov 12 13:51:09 **Kit stands still, hands clasped. It's very much like the men stood on the deck of the Oreste when Morgan was flogged** Nov 12 13:51:22 **People start to vomit, or leave, some do both. Their excitement about the execution seems to be over. Peter doesnt move, his arms just folded, expression fixed and grim. The executioner eventually runs out of innards, changing to a longer more curved blade. Catherine presses her face to Morgan's arm "I can't bear any more!" Nov 12 13:52:47 * Morgan places a hand on her back, rocking gently, looking at Kit Nov 12 13:54:23 Kurt... Nov 12 13:54:51 **he turns his attention to Morgan, speaking in Eisen** Yes? Nov 12 13:55:19 I think she can go home... She's proven her mettle, no-one will doubt her Nov 12 13:55:44 **he nods** You will see it through to the end? Nov 12 13:55:51 * Morgan nods Nov 12 13:56:00 * Morgan puts his head near Catherines Nov 12 13:56:21 Catherine... Kurt going to take you home now. Get some tea and maybe go to bed for a while... Nov 12 13:57:42 * Catherine nods a little as Kit comes to gently lead her away towards her waiting coach. The crowd is down to about half now, but his brother in law remains steadfastly, watching as Kai's heart is removed Nov 12 13:59:39 * Morgan moves towards Peter, rubbing his arm as he walks Nov 12 14:00:37 * Catherine is now known as Peter Nov 12 14:01:08 * Peter looks so much like David with this serious look Nov 12 14:02:53 You alright? Nov 12 14:03:14 * Peter nods Nov 12 14:03:22 Are you? Nov 12 14:04:11 Never nice to see Nov 12 14:04:46 * Peter nods Nov 12 14:05:09 A little easier when you do a lot of your own butchery Nov 12 14:06:27 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:06:31 most of this lot don't Nov 12 14:06:52 **the exodus continues, there's only a quarter of the number left when the executioner gets out the hand axe to start quartering the former Freiarr Prachtig Nov 12 14:06:59 * Peter nods Nov 12 14:07:40 It didn't happen to my sister, but it could have. I need to see it finished. Nov 12 14:08:05 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:09:26 He wanted it to be Nov 12 14:11:18 * Peter nods Nov 12 14:11:34 And we all let Molly be in Elsie's situation Nov 12 14:12:13 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 12 14:14:25 **The is a repetive thud like meat being hacked and split Nov 12 14:14:35 What happens to him now? Nov 12 14:14:42 I'm afraid I can't argue with that Nov 12 14:15:33 I suppose the proper thing would be to ship him back to Eisen to be buried, but I can't say I'm particularly enthused to do that... Nov 12 14:16:39 Better to stick him in a paupers grave somewhere. That much exposed innards, your ship would be full of flies by the time you got there Nov 12 14:18:11 thats why he wouldn't be going on _my_ ship... but yes, I think you're right Nov 12 14:18:30 * Peter nods Nov 12 14:20:42 **he continues to watch quietly, even as Kai's head is removed** That's that then. Nov 12 14:21:06 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:21:13 aye. Nov 12 14:21:55 I'm going to get back home. Beth had a lot of practice pains overnight, I need to take over with the others so she can sleep Nov 12 14:22:11 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:22:21 thank you... I'll come collect them before too long Nov 12 14:22:27 Collect who? Nov 12 14:22:35 the others... Nov 12 14:22:55 I can handle the children. I appreciate the offer though Nov 12 14:23:13 **there's almost noone left now** Nov 12 14:23:33 Ah... I was concerned for Molly and Varick and Elsie, so I had HeinzHarold take them to Sunnymeade Nov 12 14:23:47 Must have arrived after I left Nov 12 14:24:05 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:25:34 * Peter bids him farewell. A couple of guards are dragging a coffin. It sounds vaguely like the Schattenmann, sticks over stony ground, just like when Edward dragged Alarice's coffin out after Morgan killed her Nov 12 14:26:01 * Morgan shudders, going to find a justice of the peace to arrange a burial Nov 12 14:27:04 **It is very simply arranged, given the option of a quiet corner in the churchyards either in the town, lower Tawstock, or Catherine's chapel yard on her estate Nov 12 14:28:03 * Morgan ops for the churchyard in the town Nov 12 14:29:41 **by the time this is done, the dismembered corpse has been shovelled into the coffin, the guards about to hammer in the nails. Again, this is like with Alarice, where he, Edward and Molly all bashed the nails in together before the Nieblungen altered Edward's memory Nov 12 14:30:50 * Morgan watches until the nails are in before heading to the Rose Nov 12 14:34:14 * Peter is now known as Sorgi Nov 12 14:34:33 * Sorgi is waiting for him, watching him solemnly Nov 12 14:34:42 All over, m'lord? Nov 12 14:35:42 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:35:56 How are you, m'lord? Nov 12 14:36:09 I'm alright Sorgi Nov 12 14:36:26 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 14:36:56 The Blessing has just come on to the river. Half an hour or so Nov 12 14:39:45 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:39:55 I may as well wait for them before heading to ge the others then Nov 12 14:44:15 * Sorgi nods Nov 12 14:44:43 There's lunch aside for you, if you can stomach it Nov 12 14:46:30 * Morgan nods Nov 12 14:46:48 Thank you... I'll give it a try, but the coffee will be welcomed at the very least. Nov 12 14:47:27 I'll come and find you when they're docked, m'lord Nov 12 14:49:09 * Morgan nods, heading to his study to eat Nov 12 14:50:01 **without the cat, wife or child his study seems very quiet Nov 12 14:51:32 * Morgan picks at his lunch, drinking the coffee Nov 12 14:53:08 It's approaching quarter before two when Sorgi comes to get him with the information that the Blessing has safely docked Nov 12 14:56:04 * Morgan thanks him, asking him to arrange a coach before heading down onto the dock Nov 12 14:57:26 * Sorgi is now known as Alice Nov 12 14:57:53 * Alice is busily giving her crew instructions as the gangplank is put down Nov 12 14:58:21 * Morgan waits patiently at the bottom Nov 12 14:58:48 * Alice spots him Nov 12 14:59:01 Sorry we're late Nov 12 14:59:56 Hit a patch of still air by any chance? Nov 12 15:00:47 * Alice nods Nov 12 15:02:39 Permission to board. Bad weather then no weather, it was very odd Nov 12 15:09:15 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 12 16:52:21 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 12 17:06:41 * Morgan walks up the gangplank, touching the horseshoe Nov 12 17:06:55 my captain says its quite rare... we got caught in it Nov 12 17:10:26 * Alice looks around the dock Nov 12 17:10:45 Not bad. I haven't been on this side of the country before Nov 12 17:13:02 Considering whats gone on this morning, its fairing well Nov 12 17:14:46 * Alice looks concerned Nov 12 17:14:55 There's trouble here? Nov 12 17:16:36 No... a sentence to carry out is all. All done and dusted Nov 12 17:22:25 * Alice nods Nov 12 17:22:34 Are your family all well? Nov 12 17:24:34 * Morgan nods Nov 12 17:24:47 They're visiting with my wife's brother Nov 12 17:28:32 I will want to spend the day looking at trade possibilities. Perhaps we can visit you tomorrow if you are available? Nov 12 17:29:55 We shall make ourselves available... We have, if you wish it, arranged for accommodation at Lady Torrington estate Nov 12 17:32:51 Is it nearby? Nov 12 17:34:05 A few miles Nov 12 17:35:41 We will stay tomorrow night then, if it wont be a bother to her Ladyship Nov 12 17:36:16 There's room at the cottage my wife and son are in, if you don't mind sharing with Florrie, but I understand if you wish to stay in the main house Nov 12 17:39:24 I share with Florrie now, it's warmer. Nov 12 17:39:38 * Morgan nods Nov 12 17:42:00 We will be with you in the early afternoon then Nov 12 17:42:58 * Morgan nods Nov 12 17:43:12 sounds good. We'll have lunch ready. I'll have a coach available for you Nov 12 17:54:11 Thank you. Did you want to see her? Nov 12 17:54:32 Would that be alright? Nov 12 17:58:30 * Alice nods Nov 12 17:58:45 She's in the study Nov 12 17:59:31 * Morgan nods, heading down to see her Nov 12 18:02:46 **There's a crewman in there reading a book whilst the girl is watering her plants Nov 12 18:02:54 * Alice is now known as Florrie Nov 12 18:03:04 * Morgan knocks on the door quietly Nov 12 18:03:24 **The crewman lets him in* Nov 12 18:07:15 * Morgan sits on the floor, watching Florrie Nov 12 18:08:16 **The similarity is still a bit of a shock no matter how much he expects it. She soon spots him, coming to him Nov 12 18:08:18 Hello Nov 12 18:08:45 Hello Florrie... how are you? Nov 12 18:11:04 Got stuck. No wind. No rain for plants Nov 12 18:11:16 * Morgan nods Nov 12 18:11:23 We got stuck in that as well Nov 12 18:11:30 Plants okay? Nov 12 18:11:53 * Morgan nods Nov 12 18:11:55 doing fine Nov 12 18:18:39 * Florrie holds out her hand Nov 12 18:18:46 See new flowers? Nov 12 18:21:19 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Nov 12 18:25:18 * Florrie takes him over by the window where there is a fully white daffodil and one that is pale and dark pink Nov 12 18:25:46 very pretty Nov 12 18:30:51 * Florrie concentrates. There's a prickle on his neck as she touches the petals of the pink flower which then closes and opens Nov 12 18:36:03 * Morgan watches what she's doing Nov 12 18:38:05 * Florrie leaves the petals open Nov 12 18:38:25 See pictures? Nov 12 18:39:31 pictures? Nov 12 18:43:54 * Florrie takes him to the desk, getting a sketch book from a drawer. She hands it to him Nov 12 18:44:08 * Morgan looks through it Nov 12 18:45:31 **unsurprisingly, it's all paintings of flowers. It's very childlike and quite haphazard in shape and detail, but the colour use is way above her age Nov 12 18:45:50 these are very good Nov 12 18:45:57 Like painting Nov 12 18:46:53 * Morgan nods Nov 12 18:46:57 I like drawing Nov 12 18:51:44 * Florrie roots in the drawer for a pencil Nov 12 18:51:47 Draw? Nov 12 18:52:35 * Morgan nods, taking it Nov 12 18:52:42 what would you like me to draw? Nov 12 18:56:37 * Florrie shrugs Nov 12 18:56:55 You draw Nov 12 18:57:35 * Morgan nods, setting about drawing Florrie Nov 12 19:01:28 * Florrie stands very still. It is surreal, because aside from less shading of the irises, he could easily be drawing Jana Nov 12 19:02:09 * Morgan sighs slightly, handing it to her once he's done Nov 12 19:04:08 * Florrie smiles "Florrie" Nov 12 19:04:55 * Morgan nods Nov 12 19:04:57 yes, it is Nov 12 19:05:37 Thank you Nov 12 19:07:01 You are quite welcome. I need to go to see my family. I'll see you tomorrow, alright?\ Nov 12 19:08:28 * Florrie hugs him Nov 12 19:09:11 * Morgan smiles, hugging her Nov 12 19:10:16 * Florrie lets go Nov 12 19:10:18 Bye Nov 12 19:11:38 Goodbye little lady Nov 12 19:11:48 * Morgan nods to the crewman before heading out and back up on deck Nov 12 19:12:17 * Florrie is now known as Alice Nov 12 19:12:33 * Alice is up in the highest parts of the rigging Nov 12 19:13:06 * Morgan hauls himself up to her Nov 12 19:15:34 Does she need me? Nov 12 21:05:05 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 13 07:13:48 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sat Nov 13 07:13:57 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Nov 13 07:14:13 2021 Nov 13 07:14:13 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 13 14:19:33 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 13 14:19:53 Bye Nov 13 14:19:53 Goodbye little lady Nov 13 14:19:53 * Morgan nods to the crewman before heading out and back up on deck Nov 13 14:19:53 * Florrie is now known as Alice Nov 13 14:19:54 * Alice is up in the highest parts of the rigging Nov 13 14:19:56 * Morgan hauls himself up to her Nov 13 14:19:58 Does she need me? Nov 13 14:20:14 No, she's quite happy with her plants. Nov 13 14:20:19 * Morgan looks at the sails Nov 13 14:21:03 * Alice nods "she usually is". The sails have been repaired and patched far more times than he would before replacing them Nov 13 14:22:37 These have seen better days Nov 13 14:23:50 * Alice nods Nov 13 14:24:29 They have. Expensive though. I replace them one at a time when I absolutely must Nov 13 14:25:24 It must cost you some time on each journey... Nov 13 14:27:11 * Alice nods Nov 13 14:27:35 Sometimes I think the wind must go right through the threadbare bits Nov 13 14:28:45 Best get something done about them then... Nov 13 14:30:39 * Alice shrugs Nov 13 14:30:44 When I can Nov 13 14:31:00 Would you let me help? Nov 13 14:32:55 * Alice thinks Nov 13 14:33:37 I don't want to, but it would help me provide for Florrie, and I would walk over glass for her Nov 13 14:34:15 Its not conditional on anything. And if it makes it easier, it isn't for you, its for her. Nov 13 14:36:00 It does, and we thank you for your generosity Nov 13 14:37:41 * Morgan shrugs Nov 13 14:37:57 just taking care of family Nov 13 14:39:08 Thank you Nov 13 14:41:35 * Morgan nods Nov 13 14:41:49 I'll arrange it with the harbour master before I go. Nov 13 14:43:01 * Alice smiles Nov 13 14:43:40 That would be wonderful, I'm touched. Nov 13 14:44:27 * Morgan nods Nov 13 14:44:33 I'll see you tomorrow,,, Nov 13 14:46:32 * Alice nods Nov 13 14:46:40 We will be there Nov 13 14:47:02 * Morgan nods before dropping down the rigging rapidly Nov 13 14:49:42 **he finds the coach he asked Sorgi to get ready and waiting, his horse also ready for the two mile trip to Sunnymeade Nov 13 14:50:43 * Morgan informs the coachman he won't be needed until tomorrow before mounting up and going to see the harbour master Nov 13 14:53:16 * Alice is now known as harbourmaste Nov 13 14:53:26 * harbourmaste offers him a seat Nov 13 14:55:11 * Morgan takes it Nov 13 14:56:59 What can I do today? Nov 13 14:59:03 Couple of things... You saw her Grace follow through on Colonel Dau's punishment... Nov 13 14:59:41 I did Nov 13 15:00:06 You were concerned she would let him off... Nov 13 15:02:28 Not particularly. She wasn't going to let him free. Dead is dead, eventually. Nov 13 15:02:48 Whats the general feeling in the town now? Nov 13 15:05:21 Everyone's a bit stunned by it at the moment Nov 13 15:06:08 * Morgan nods Nov 13 15:06:10 that'll pass Nov 13 15:09:33 * harbourmaste nods Nov 13 15:10:08 I can ask around and let you know in a few days? Nov 13 15:10:30 * Morgan nods Nov 13 15:10:34 please Nov 13 15:10:46 Now... onto the blessing of angels... Nov 13 15:13:31 Yes? Nov 13 15:18:21 She's going to need new sails Nov 13 15:20:38 Won't be cheap Nov 13 15:21:21 Is it ever Nov 13 15:25:18 Seventy five guilders for a ship that size Nov 13 15:26:04 Building in a decent margin... Nov 13 15:26:36 Standard cost, including workmanship Nov 13 15:28:43 * Morgan nods Nov 13 15:28:48 I'll be paying for it Nov 13 15:33:11 * harbourmaste nods Nov 13 15:33:37 Very well, I'll have the invoice sent to your ship. When do you want it done? Nov 13 15:34:07 as soon as possible. She's docked now Nov 13 15:37:59 * harbourmaste nods Nov 13 15:38:13 I'll have it done by the end of tomorrow Nov 13 15:39:52 * Morgan nods Nov 13 15:39:57 thank you Nov 13 15:41:35 Was there anything else? Nov 13 15:42:04 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 13 15:47:36 **this dealt with, he's able to get on the road Nov 13 15:48:58 * Morgan heads to sunnymeade Nov 13 15:49:30 **The weather is dry. The people he sees on the way are often huddled in groups gossiping. There's a quietness to the area, not mourning but solemn and subdued Nov 13 15:50:29 * Morgan tries to get an ear to what they're saying Nov 13 15:51:03 **they're mostly talking about how it should never happen again, how gory it was** Nov 13 15:51:55 * Morgan stops at one of the groups, watching them Nov 13 15:55:12 **they are a group of older working men, and keep chatting amongst themselves Nov 13 15:57:20 Whats the word, gentlemen? Nov 13 15:58:27 * harbourmaste is now known as Man Nov 13 15:58:48 Nasty business, Master. How's the lassie? Nov 13 16:01:02 Elsie? Nov 13 16:01:54 * Man nods Nov 13 16:03:06 Aside from the fact she likely only has weeks left at most... we've managed to stop the constant bleeding and she isn't in _constant_ pain anymore... Nov 13 16:06:36 **The men all look grim** Nov 13 16:07:04 Good that that man is dead Nov 13 16:07:56 I'm hearing a lot of grumbling that it was too far... Nov 13 16:13:17 Was a bit gruesome, but can't have people going round doing that. Maybe that'll learn them Nov 13 16:13:40 * Morgan nods Nov 13 16:13:58 Seems her Grace is serious about changing things Nov 13 16:16:45 * Man nods Nov 13 16:17:21 Surprised she stayed for it. Cant have been easy, young woman like that Nov 13 16:18:09 No, I suspect thats going to haunt her dreams for some time... but she wanted to show that she's serious about keeping everyone safe, I think Nov 13 16:19:30 * Man nods Nov 13 16:19:45 Think it was pretty brave of her **the rest agree* Nov 13 16:20:00 * Morgan nods Nov 13 16:20:03 I agree Nov 13 16:22:38 Thought Forrester's daughter might have come for it Nov 13 16:23:05 Why? Nov 13 16:26:47 Lots of stuff at the trial about how she, the girl and that bastard were connected. Thought she'd want to see him die Nov 13 16:27:24 She did... do you know what she's doing now? Nov 13 16:29:41 No Nov 13 16:30:28 She's with Elsie. Caring for her, and she's going to be there when the baby is born... I think thats more important than seeing what happened today, dont you? Nov 13 16:30:50 * Man nods Nov 13 16:31:18 Aye. Not pleasant for women to see anyway Nov 13 16:31:43 And yet many turned up to see it... at least now its obvious what will happen to any man who tries similar... Nov 13 16:31:55 **they all nod** Nov 13 16:32:52 Gonna be a long time before anyone forgets that Nov 13 16:33:30 * Morgan nods Nov 13 16:37:28 **they go back to talking amongst themselves about something else Nov 13 16:38:54 * Morgan urges the horse onwards Nov 13 16:40:48 **the trip is uneventful and he arrives without incident. Things sound cheerful in the kitchen Sunnymeade when he gets there, Heinzharold is making bear noises, crawling around the floor and the children laughing and running away from him. Molly and Inga are cleaning. Elsie James and Claudia are sat by the fire. There's no sign of Peter or Beth* Nov 13 16:40:55 * Man is now known as Molly Nov 13 16:42:46 * Morgan leans against the doorjamb, watching them Nov 13 16:43:17 **Varick comes running over to hug him. The activity and chatter of the other grown ups stops, except HH who is still being a bear** Nov 13 16:44:09 [Are you alright?] Nov 13 16:44:25 * Morgan picks Varick up, hugging him Nov 13 16:44:34 [aye] Nov 13 16:44:40 V:Papa, there's a bear and he's trying to eat us! Nov 13 16:45:43 oh no... are you tasty? Nov 13 16:45:51 * Molly speaks quietly to Inga before making a cup of tea Nov 13 16:46:16 **he shrugs** Don't know, never been eaten by an animal before Nov 13 16:47:31 Best keep out of his reach then Nov 13 16:48:11 * Molly brings Morgan tea Nov 13 16:49:33 **Varick tries to get down, wanting to play Nov 13 16:49:42 * Morgan lets him down before looking at Molly Nov 13 16:49:47 Could I have a moment in private? Nov 13 16:50:17 * Molly sets the tea on the counter Nov 13 16:50:29 Here, or in the hayloft? Nov 13 16:50:35 Hayloft I think Nov 13 16:52:01 * Molly goes to whisper to Inga before taking off her apron. Soon they're walking across the yard then in the little space in the hayloft once more. She lets him get comfortable before squeezing in opposite him Nov 13 16:52:24 What's the matter, liebling? **she holds out her hand to him* Nov 13 16:53:27 * Morgan takes it for a moment, kissing it knuckles before letting go and shrugging out of his shirt, turning his arm to her Nov 13 16:53:33 Could you possibly deal with this? Nov 13 16:54:08 * Molly looks perplexed a moment before looking at his arm with a deep frown. She speaks quietly Nov 13 16:54:15 Who did this to you? Nov 13 16:54:38 It wasn't intentional Nov 13 16:54:47 I should hope not! Nov 13 16:55:51 * Molly lays her hand over it, concentrating a moment. The pleasant feeling comes, as does the neck prickling. He's rapidly back to normal Nov 13 16:56:41 * Morgan looks at it before nodding Nov 13 16:56:42 thank you Nov 13 16:57:05 * Molly watches him Nov 13 16:57:11 You are welcome Nov 13 16:58:58 **There's a dull rumble of thunder overhead** Nov 13 16:59:18 * Morgan puts his shirt back on Nov 13 16:59:24 I didn't want Varick seeing it Nov 13 16:59:53 * Molly nods slowly Nov 13 17:00:21 Yes, though you may need to roll up your sleeves Nov 13 17:00:43 * Morgan nods, doing so Nov 13 17:01:48 * Molly watches his hands a moment before looking at him Nov 13 17:01:54 It is over then? Nov 13 17:02:29 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:02:31 aye, it is Nov 13 17:02:54 * Molly nods, looking out of the little window Nov 13 17:02:58 Looks like rain Nov 13 17:03:15 Its Avalon... Nov 13 17:03:22 * Molly nods Nov 13 17:03:30 How is Catherine? Nov 13 17:04:13 * Morgan sighs Nov 13 17:04:20 distraught Nov 13 17:04:28 * Molly nods Nov 13 17:04:33 How are you? Nov 13 17:04:41 * Molly shrugs Nov 13 17:04:47 I am not sure Nov 13 17:05:12 * Morgan nods, holding out his hands Nov 13 17:05:21 * Molly takes them Nov 13 17:06:11 talk to me blossom Nov 13 17:06:18 I'm relieved, and still angry, and disappointed, and worried for you, and apprehensive about the final part of all of this Nov 13 17:06:52 why disappointed? Nov 13 17:08:31 Because he turned out to be such a monster, when at first I just thought him a bit arrogant and challenging Nov 13 17:10:32 Even Kit didn't see it, and he knew him much better Nov 13 17:10:40 * Molly nods Nov 13 17:10:54 I am not disappointed in myself, I am disappointed in him Nov 13 17:14:28 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:14:48 * Molly squeezes his hands Nov 13 17:14:56 You needn't worry for me Nov 13 17:15:27 I always do. You are my primary concern. How _are_ you? Was it awful? Nov 13 17:16:13 It was horrendous, but its what he deserved. Nov 13 17:19:37 * Molly nods, bowing her head "Certainly no less than Elsie has suffered for months" Nov 13 17:20:29 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:21:31 Do you feel that it was right not to intervene? Nov 13 17:24:06 I did to a point, but not for his sake Nov 13 17:26:17 I meant in regards to her weakening the sentence Nov 13 17:27:04 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:27:11 You were right Nov 13 17:29:02 There were arguments in both directions, I could certainly understand the opposite side Nov 13 17:29:18 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:29:40 had it been the verdict from the outset, it would've been alright... but that punishment was only in place because I demanded it Nov 13 17:29:55 * Molly tilts her head Nov 13 17:30:01 You regret it? Nov 13 17:30:22 It doesn't really help my desire to not be seen as a monster, does it Nov 13 17:31:25 * Molly kisses his palm Nov 13 17:31:50 These comments have bothered you greatly, I think? Nov 13 17:31:54 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:32:24 Oh liebling... you are not a monster at all. Nov 13 17:32:39 * Morgan shrugs slightly Nov 13 17:33:23 You aren't. All the things you do to help everyone, the way you care about people, that would not be possible if you were Nov 13 17:33:31 * Morgan sighs Nov 13 17:33:33 maybe Nov 13 17:33:59 * Molly kisses the other palm Nov 13 17:36:50 Look at Innesbruck, how you have turned the town around, worked with your own hands to fix and build. And Elsie... the maids at His Grace's house... the way you took me under your wing and nurtured me... how you have even given _Edward_ another chance... Nov 13 17:39:21 * Molly watches him Nov 13 17:40:21 * Morgan sighs heavily Nov 13 17:40:24 I suppose so Nov 13 17:41:09 And look how you have overcome so much to take Varick from the hell of his life with Alarice to love and nurture him with such gentleness and tenderness, despite how incredibly painful letting him in must have been. A monster could do no such thing. Nov 13 17:42:12 * Morgan nods, rubbing his face Nov 13 17:43:17 * Molly apologises, letting go of his other hand too Nov 13 17:44:25 I don't want to be a monster... yet hearing I'm not is difficult Nov 13 17:47:03 * Molly nods Nov 13 17:47:35 I will keep trying, forever if I need to, until you see yourself as even half the man I see you as Nov 13 17:51:41 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:55:08 * Molly smiles a little Nov 13 17:55:29 Husband privilege, you see? Nov 13 17:56:01 husband privilege? Nov 13 17:56:32 My spending years telling you how wonderful you are Nov 13 17:56:44 * Morgan nods Nov 13 17:56:45 I see Nov 13 17:57:37 I think we should probably get back to the estate, if you no longer have concerns about our safety? Nov 13 18:00:19 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:00:24 where is Peter? Nov 13 18:01:46 I sent him for a nap with Beth... Nov 13 18:01:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 13 18:01:59 * Molly frowns very slightly Nov 13 18:02:34 Not that sort of nap, my love... Nov 13 18:02:47 You've been spending too much time with HeinzHarold Nov 13 18:02:56 * Molly smiles Nov 13 18:03:35 No, I rather think that it's that things have been more... relaxed, since you returned Nov 13 18:04:09 I'm still blaming HeinzHarold Nov 13 18:04:30 * Molly smiles Nov 13 18:04:41 Well in that case, I will thank him Nov 13 18:05:00 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:05:08 Alice's ship has arrived Nov 13 18:05:23 * Molly nods slowly Nov 13 18:05:40 Alright... it was starting to be a little concerning Nov 13 18:06:07 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:06:08 indeed Nov 13 18:06:14 They hit the same weather as we did Nov 13 18:06:31 Have you seen her today? Nov 13 18:06:52 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:06:57 before I came back here Nov 13 18:07:09 * Molly watches him closely Nov 13 18:07:20 How are you feeling about it all now? Nov 13 18:07:43 * Morgan shrugs Nov 13 18:07:45 I'm not sure Nov 13 18:11:10 * Molly nods Nov 13 18:11:22 When are we to see them? Nov 13 18:12:46 Tomorrow afternoon Nov 13 18:16:49 * Molly nodd Nov 13 18:17:01 Are they to stay with us? Nov 13 18:17:16 I don't know yet... we'll have to see how everyone feels Nov 13 18:18:38 * Molly nods Nov 13 18:18:56 It shouldn't be too difficult to arrange Nov 13 18:19:13 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:19:14 aye Nov 13 18:19:38 * Molly watches him a moment before fidgeting Nov 13 18:19:52 I should check on Beth before we go Nov 13 18:20:23 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:20:25 alright blossom Nov 13 18:20:55 *she frowns a little* She's a little tired… and very… quiet, I suppose. Like she is calmly preoccupied? Nov 13 18:20:55 **He remembers this with Dietlinde, the few days before Jana was born, how all she wanted to do was just sit with him on the couch watching the orange and yellow flames moving over the logs as he stroked her hair, words unnecessary, no more desire to sew, just a quiet gathering of her herself in preparation* Nov 13 18:21:28 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 13 18:21:39 Then its going to be soon... a couple of days perhaps Nov 13 18:22:11 She is due tomorrow, she believes. It is a sign...? Nov 13 18:22:48 it was the same with Dietlinde and Jana... Nov 13 18:23:13 * Molly nods a little Nov 13 18:23:33 Alright. Let's go then Nov 13 18:24:15 * Morgan nods, moving out of the hayloft Nov 13 18:28:39 * Molly carefully follows him carefully down the ladder. It takes a little while to get everyone gathered back up and goodbyes said, but soon Heinzharold is driving the carriage Catherine has been letting them use. Molly opts to squeeze into the carriage with James, Elsie, Inga and Varick. Claudia stands beside her horse, looking at Morgan "What do you want me doing now?" Nov 13 18:28:45 * Molly is now known as Claudia Nov 13 18:42:45 You can head back if you want to Nov 13 18:46:06 * Claudia nods Nov 13 18:46:11 How did it go? Nov 13 18:46:29 as it was meant to Nov 13 18:46:48 * Claudia checks the others are out of earshot Nov 13 18:47:02 How do you feel about not doing it yourself? Nov 13 18:47:13 * Morgan shrugs Nov 13 18:47:28 If I'd done it it would have been cruelty... I don't want to be cruel. Nov 13 18:47:48 Any satisfaction out of seeing him suffer? Nov 13 18:48:26 Curiously, I was more satisfied seeing his humiliation being taken to the courthouse Nov 13 18:48:47 * Claudia nods Nov 13 18:48:58 Just the birth to get through now... Nov 13 18:49:05 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:49:18 I think we're all worried about that Nov 13 18:49:27 * Claudia nods Nov 13 18:50:09 After all the shit of chasing him down and getting him executed, it's not going to be good to lose her, or both of them Nov 13 18:50:27 * Morgan shrugs, looking slightly awkward Nov 13 18:51:35 You're more worried about what Molly will be like if she can't do it? Nov 13 18:52:01 I'm worried for her... I don't think we'll lose the child... as for Elsie, I just don't know Nov 13 18:52:41 Could be any day now? Nov 13 18:53:06 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:53:30 realistically, yes... I hope not. Much as I know you hate hanging around, I'd like her to have a while longer being happy Nov 13 18:54:49 * Claudia nods Nov 13 18:55:12 She deserves some time now that bastard is dead and gone Nov 13 18:55:17 * Morgan nods Nov 13 18:55:19 aye Nov 13 18:56:28 Just gotta wait until it's all done. What comes after that? Back to Eisen for Edward, or round to Catterick? Nov 13 18:57:52 Depends when it happens. If we have time, up to Catterick again, if we don't, back home Nov 13 18:58:25 * Claudia nods Nov 13 18:58:49 Assuming there's still a wedding to go to Nov 13 18:59:58 Either way I've got to go back... this isn't the sort of thing to be told in a letter Nov 13 19:03:31 No, he's not going to be happy to discover he has a surprise child Nov 13 19:03:49 No, not at all Nov 13 19:04:40 Amazing the things men will risk for their lust. Nov 13 19:05:04 Wasn't that simple Nov 13 19:09:55 * Claudia shrugs, checking on the horse's bridle Nov 13 19:09:58 In general. Nov 13 19:10:20 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:13:09 * Claudia gets saddled up "I'll be with the Rose, might ride up at the weekend, see how you are." Nov 13 19:13:36 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:14:08 be good to see you. We'll catch up then. The blessing of angels is in dock, so you're not surprised Nov 13 19:17:15 * Claudia nods Nov 13 19:17:32 It's seeing you with her that really does it Nov 13 19:17:39 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:17:52 its still like a kick in the chest when I see her Nov 13 19:21:26 Yeah, understandable. Just reach out to one of us if it gets bad, or the flashbacks get bad. Don't try to be all noble and closed off, okay? Nov 13 19:22:32 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:35:17 * Claudia inclines her head before walking her horse on, leaving Morgan to saddle up and follow the carriage right out of the drive. This gives him more than an hour alone to just ride as the light starts to fade a little. Once at the estate, the others hurry indoors out of the drizzle, and grooms deal with the horses Nov 13 19:35:42 * Morgan goes to find Catherine Nov 13 19:35:50 * Claudia is now known as Catherine Nov 13 19:36:03 * Catherine is once more in her private rooms Nov 13 19:36:10 * Morgan knocks Nov 13 19:36:15 Come in Nov 13 19:36:20 * Morgan does so Nov 13 19:36:55 * Catherine is doing embroidery, the fire burning very hotly Nov 13 19:37:08 Ah, Morgan. Come and take a seat Nov 13 19:37:24 * Morgan nods, doing so Nov 13 19:37:44 How are you? Nov 13 19:37:53 * Morgan shrugs Nov 13 19:37:58 I'm alright... you? Nov 13 19:38:29 Cold. It's like a chill in my bones that I can't be rid of Nov 13 19:38:39 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:38:47 Thats understandable Nov 13 19:39:59 I keep asking myself "is that who I am now, a woman who does that? I did it, so I must be " Nov 13 19:42:12 You're the woman who didn't interfere with justice. Who didn't stop the punishment of a man who violated one of your people in a manner of such brutality it left those of us raised in war shocked Nov 13 19:44:05 * Catherine nods Nov 13 19:44:59 It just seems wrong. It's not something I ever expected to do Nov 13 19:45:23 Its my fault... I demanded it. Nov 13 19:47:14 You needed him to suffer for his intentions and the harm he did Elsie. It was a fair compromise when I asked you not to do it yourself Nov 13 19:47:52 When he was... hurting her, with her red hair... he called her Molly. Nov 13 19:48:56 * Catherine shakes her head "Oh Morgan I'm sorry" Nov 13 19:50:37 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:51:19 He didn't feel it... if that helps at all Nov 13 19:53:18 I am not sure, really. It has been a long day Nov 13 19:53:29 * Morgan nods Nov 13 19:54:02 I did not realise how much you lean on me... I'm sorry I left you alone for so long Nov 13 19:55:02 You deserve a happy life, and it isnt one you can live here. I am sorry you are going Nov 13 19:55:56 I won't be here in person, but I will always be here for you Nov 13 19:56:32 * Catherine nods Nov 13 19:57:27 What is it that marriage gives you, Morgan? Aside from the heirs and the politics of it. What is the benefit? Nov 13 19:58:34 * Morgan draws a deep breath Nov 13 19:59:55 In my case... love, support, someone to confide in, to care for... It banishes loneliness... You are thinking about it? Nov 13 20:01:53 I wasn't... I've been enjoying my freedom, but all this feels like a very heavy burden to carry alone. I managed to avoid my responsibility here, but it's time for me to shoulder it. Nov 13 20:03:05 * Morgan nods Nov 13 20:03:26 lean on Mr Roberts... its part of what he's here for. Nov 13 20:03:51 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:04:49 Kurt is leaving on Sunday Nov 13 20:05:32 * Morgan nods Nov 13 20:05:35 he has much to do Nov 13 20:05:45 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:06:33 He has to deal with winding down the company,and may start his own mercenary company he says Nov 13 20:12:10 that would be a good idea Nov 13 20:12:49 When will you be here until? Nov 13 20:13:20 Until Elsie has given birth at least Nov 13 20:13:31 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:13:44 The baby is to be a Forrester I hear Nov 13 20:14:18 * Morgan nods Nov 13 20:14:39 Mollys sister in law is expecting any day now, so it made sense Nov 13 20:14:49 It is nice that Molly's family will take the baby in Nov 13 20:16:05 Given how they failed her in the past and what she's done for them recently, it was the least they could do Nov 13 20:16:15 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:17:54 It was very lucky that you hired her when she was cast out **He didn't. He'd been there barely a month when Mary the maid presented Molly to him in a maid's uniform and said she had been hired... very likely he assumed Catherine had done it herself* Nov 13 20:18:18 * Morgan frowns Nov 13 20:18:23 I thought you had Nov 13 20:18:35 * Catherine shakes her head Nov 13 20:19:09 Absolutely not. I... I wouldn't have accepted a girl who had been cast out, I am embarrassed to admit Nov 13 20:19:31 Things change, yes? Nov 13 20:19:40 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:19:43 Definitely Nov 13 20:20:38 I wonder who hired her... she was presented to me one day in a uniform Nov 13 20:20:52 * Catherine frowns Nov 13 20:20:58 Is Mary still here? Nov 13 20:21:28 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:21:35 In the kitchens Nov 13 20:21:40 I'll speak to her shortly Nov 13 20:21:51 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:22:17 Very lucky that she intervened, or you may never have met! Nov 13 20:22:34 quite Nov 13 20:22:53 Though I'm certain we'd have crossed paths eventually Nov 13 20:23:04 * Catherine smiles Nov 13 20:23:09 That's romantic Nov 13 20:23:55 Not really my style is it Nov 13 20:25:28 No Nov 13 20:27:18 Have your sister in law and niece arrived? Nov 13 20:27:52 They're in town... They'll be coming tomorrow, spending today looking for trade opportunities Nov 13 20:28:07 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:28:35 I will ask my man of business if you like? Nov 13 20:29:13 I would appreciate that Nov 13 20:29:30 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:29:56 How is Elsie feeling now Kai is gone? Nov 13 20:30:18 * Morgan shrugs Nov 13 20:30:36 I've not had chance to talk to her... Nov 13 20:30:48 * Catherine nods Nov 13 20:31:34 I will let you go then, I know your son's bedtime is six Nov 13 20:32:00 * Morgan nods, standing up Nov 13 20:32:08 I think you should know... I'm very proud of you Nov 13 20:32:32 * Catherine smiles Nov 13 20:32:38 Thank you Nov 13 20:37:11 * Morgan inclines his head before going off to find Mary Nov 13 20:37:33 * Catherine is now known as Mary Nov 13 20:37:54 * Mary is chopping vegetables in the kitchen Nov 13 20:38:41 Mary... a word Nov 13 20:39:06 * Mary puts down the knife, moving into the empty dining room Nov 13 20:39:12 Yes Master Hockridge? Nov 13 20:39:20 Who hired Molly Forrester? Nov 13 20:40:04 Oh... well... I took pity on her... and we had space for a new maid... *she looks evasive* Nov 13 20:40:23 You lied to me... Nov 13 20:40:45 * Mary nods, looking concerned Nov 13 20:40:50 I am sorry Nov 13 20:40:59 I'm not Nov 13 20:41:53 I thought if I told anyone she'd be sent off... if you'd seen the state she was in, Master Hockridge... Nov 13 20:42:12 I know... I wanted to thank you Nov 13 20:42:24 * Mary smiles Nov 13 20:42:28 Oh! Nov 13 20:46:55 She helped me be the person I am, rather than the... person I was. We're married... that would not have happened were it not for you Nov 13 20:47:18 * Mary nods Nov 13 20:47:35 I'm glad about that. You both seem much happier now Nov 13 20:48:43 * Morgan nods Nov 13 20:48:51 much Nov 13 20:49:46 You both seemed like people who could be lonely even in a place with lots of people in it, like here Nov 13 20:50:59 * Morgan nods Nov 13 20:51:23 on the other side of that, I can start an argument in an empty room Nov 13 20:51:44 * Mary nods Nov 13 20:52:38 Was there anything more, Master Hockridge? I need to get back to work, you know how it is Nov 13 20:53:37 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 13 20:53:40 I'll leave you to it Nov 13 20:54:05 * Mary curtsies briefly before going back to work Nov 13 20:54:24 * Morgan heads off towards the cottage Nov 13 20:55:52 **Molly is working in the kitchen making Varick food, the rest of them in the parlour. She looks daydreamy, smiling to herself as she works* Nov 13 20:55:58 * Mary is now known as Molly Nov 13 20:59:47 What makes you smile so? Nov 13 21:06:11 * Molly jumps, blushing Nov 13 21:06:20 Oh! You, as always... Nov 13 21:06:51 ah, I see Nov 13 21:08:07 * Molly smiles at him Nov 13 21:08:20 After all this time, it surprises you? Nov 13 21:08:26 * Morgan nods Nov 13 21:09:36 * Molly speaks quietly Nov 13 21:09:45 Did you wish to know what it was? Nov 13 21:10:00 * Morgan nods Nov 13 21:11:22 * Molly sends him her thoughts. She's beneath him in the hayloft, though there's still skirts and trousers between them. She breaks off from kissing him passionately, staying close as they both breathe hard. She looks about to say something, but the thoughts are withdrawn** Nov 13 21:43:45 * Morgan blushes Nov 13 21:45:15 * Molly smiles, watching him before going back to her task Nov 13 21:45:33 Are you sorry you asked, mon petit chou? Nov 13 21:47:44 No... just wasn't prepared for it... Nov 13 21:47:58 * Molly giggles Nov 13 21:48:11 I'll bear that in mind next time Nov 13 21:48:43 I have discovered that Lady Torrington did not hire you Nov 13 21:50:31 * Molly turns to him with a smile Nov 13 21:51:02 Odd, I distinctly remember scrubbing toilets and blackening grates for years Nov 13 21:55:08 * Morgan nods Nov 13 21:55:20 I spoke to Mary about it Nov 13 21:55:41 * Molly nods, once more working on the food Nov 13 21:55:44 Oh? Nov 13 21:55:58 What did she tell you about being hired? Nov 13 21:56:37 I am not sure... I was... somewhat out of sorts at the time Nov 13 21:58:48 She brought you to me, in a uniform, and told me you'd been hired... I assumed Lady Torrington had hired you, she assumed it was me... Nov 13 22:01:00 I cannot say I ever considered it. I assumed _someone_ must have said I could stay? Nov 13 22:04:04 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 13 22:06:46 What did Mary say? Nov 13 22:09:15 That she lied to me... Nov 13 22:09:28 * Molly looks surprised Nov 13 22:09:34 On purpose? Nov 13 22:10:09 * Morgan nods Nov 13 22:13:49 How strange... why did she do that? Nov 13 22:15:35 Because she couldn't bear to see you out on the streets, especially not feeling like you were Nov 13 22:16:24 * Molly nods slightly Nov 13 22:16:33 Alright Nov 13 22:18:47 * Molly sets the child's food carefully on the table Nov 13 22:19:21 I am sure I was perfectly wretched and pitiable for almost anyone to feel obligated to. Nov 13 22:20:40 Or... Nov 13 22:21:10 Or? Nov 13 22:21:41 She was... nudged in that direction Nov 13 22:22:49 You think they may have meddled? Nov 13 22:23:59 * Morgan nods Nov 13 22:24:03 Could well be Nov 13 22:25:55 Would they though? The cast, and when Cecily died and I may have died too... but it being the right time and place with the right maid...? Would they have done it? Nov 13 22:30:28 * Molly next puts a glass of milk beside Varick's plate Nov 13 22:31:06 I suppose I thought they meddled in big things, not little things? Nov 13 22:33:35 I think they meddle in ways to give us as many options as they could Nov 13 22:34:00 * Molly nods a little Nov 13 22:34:24 I suppose that is necessary if I wander off the paths! Nov 13 22:34:41 * Morgan nods Nov 13 22:35:07 * Molly smiles Nov 13 22:35:36 I'll try not to, as we are supposedly on the smoothest routes to it now Nov 13 22:37:39 * Morgan nods Nov 13 22:37:56 that would be appreciated... I think we've both had enough rough times Nov 13 22:38:26 * Molly nods "Quite." She then speaks quietly, watching him mischeviously "After all, it is not like you could have the convergence alone" Nov 13 22:39:33 I suppose I could have a conver... Nov 13 22:39:58 * Molly smiles Nov 13 22:40:09 You certainly could Nov 13 22:41:04 Would you please send Varick in, before my imagination gets me into all manner of trouble! Nov 13 22:41:14 * Morgan nods, standing and going to find Varick Nov 13 22:43:04 **The boy happily goes for food. The adults are all quietly reading, though Elsie and James share a book that she holds and he turns the pages of. Inga is knitting beside a reading Heinzharold Nov 13 22:44:16 everyone alright? Nov 13 23:05:03 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 14 18:36:57 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 14 18:37:20 HH: All good. An' yer majesty? Nov 14 18:37:38 * Morgan nods Nov 14 18:37:42 fine Nov 14 18:38:42 * HH nods. Elsie and James are quietly figuring out the Avalonian novel together, talking a mis of Avalon and Eisen Nov 14 18:42:22 * Morgan nods to himself, going back out into the kitchen Nov 14 18:43:39 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 14 18:44:28 * Molly is drinking coffee at the table whilst Varick is eating. She looks at Morgan with a smile "did you want one, my love?" Nov 14 18:48:05 please blossom Nov 14 18:49:37 * Molly gets him one, sitting back down Nov 14 18:49:42 * Molly is now known as Varick Nov 14 18:49:52 * Varick looks up from his food to Morgan Nov 14 18:50:00 He is dead now. Nov 14 18:50:47 **Molly sips her coffee, watching Morgan** Nov 14 18:50:56 * Morgan nods Nov 14 18:50:58 yes he is Nov 14 18:54:05 Lady Eldreich got executed too. Nov 14 18:54:12 * Morgan nods Nov 14 18:54:29 Will I get executed one day? Nov 14 18:54:56 Why would you think that? Nov 14 18:55:09 * Varick shrugs Nov 14 18:55:21 Sometimes that's how people die Nov 14 18:55:55 If they've been really really horrible and done really bad things Nov 14 18:58:50 Will Elsie's baby come now he's dead? Nov 14 18:59:09 Hopefully not just yet Nov 14 18:59:18 * Varick looks at Morgan Nov 14 18:59:21 William says Auntie Beth's baby is coming very soon Nov 14 18:59:47 * Morgan nods Nov 14 18:59:49 I reckon so Nov 14 19:00:00 He's seen her before Mary was born and she was the same then. Soon she will send them all to a neighbour's house, then they can come back when the baby is born. Nov 14 19:00:40 * Morgan nods Nov 14 19:00:49 Thats generally how its done Nov 14 19:01:24 Why do the children have to go away? Nov 14 19:01:40 **Molly smiles, just watching them* Nov 14 19:02:07 Usually the men do too Nov 14 19:03:21 When Elsie's baby comes, will I have to go away? Nov 14 19:04:14 Probably... maybe we can get HeinzHarold to take you to play Nov 14 19:04:43 Will you have to go away? Nov 14 19:05:07 Don't know yet Nov 14 19:05:29 How will the baby get out of her tummy? Nov 14 19:06:06 *Molly takes a very long sip of her coffee, watching Morgan over the rim with raised eyebrows* Nov 14 19:08:26 Carefully Nov 14 19:10:35 Does it come from her bum? Nov 14 19:10:59 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Nov 14 19:11:02 **Molly bites her lip, trying not to laugh* Nov 14 19:11:06 left ear Nov 14 19:11:42 But babies bigger than ears! *he sticks his finger in his ear* See? Nov 14 19:12:02 Are* Nov 14 19:12:25 Thats why you have t'be careful Nov 14 19:13:06 **there's a knock at the door. Molly looks relieved** [whoever this is, I could kiss them!] Nov 14 19:13:36 * Morgan calls for them to come in Nov 14 19:14:35 **Kit comes in** Good evening Nov 14 19:15:04 **Molly glances at Morgan, blushing a little** Nov 14 19:15:12 [maybe not then] Nov 14 19:15:37 [You'd rather I didn't, mon petit chou?] Nov 14 19:15:53 Lieutenant... Nov 14 19:16:16 **Molly offers Kit coffee and hurries Varick along with his food** Nov 14 19:16:43 K: Yes please, Molly. Morgan, I wondered if you had a moment? Nov 14 19:17:00 * Morgan nods, getting up Nov 14 19:17:01 outside? Nov 14 19:20:36 **Kit nods, going back outdoors. It's almost full dark, the first star just appearing Nov 14 19:20:42 * Varick is now known as Kit Nov 14 19:21:05 What can I do for you? Nov 14 19:21:28 I need you to sign a document for me Nov 14 19:21:40 oh? Nov 14 19:22:20 To confirm you witnessed Dau's death without a doubt Nov 14 19:22:36 * Morgan nods Nov 14 19:22:38 of course Nov 14 19:23:12 Also, I would ask you to cause no trouble for Mary about her hiring of Molly Nov 14 19:24:21 * Morgan laughs suddenly Nov 14 19:24:37 Unlikely... but I am interested as to _your_ reasons Nov 14 19:27:56 Because she is our local operative Nov 14 19:28:38 Fingers everywhere... I assume she was not aware that I have joined... Nov 14 19:31:45 No, there was no need for her to know. She will be pensioned off now, allowing her to settle down with the local man she wants to marry Nov 14 19:32:42 As much as I understand you thinking I would cause her grief... I am not the same man you knew. I went and thanked her earlier. Nov 14 19:34:22 * Kit nods Nov 14 19:34:33 Catherine did well Nov 14 19:36:57 * Morgan nods Nov 14 19:37:00 admirably Nov 14 19:39:10 * Kit nods Nov 14 19:39:36 In the next few days we will see how the town reacts, but I think it will be well Nov 14 19:41:00 I encountered a few people who were... for want of a better word, impressed Nov 14 19:43:09 * Kit nods Nov 14 19:43:17 I am sailing out on sunday Nov 14 19:43:49 Do me a favour... stay in touch with Catherine Nov 14 19:44:11 * Kit looks unsure Nov 14 19:44:19 I will see what I can do... Nov 14 19:45:05 Write to her, thats all I'm asking... she needs friends who aren't only dealing with her for what they can get Nov 14 19:47:16 * Kit nods Nov 14 19:47:24 I'll come up with something Nov 14 19:47:44 Whats your reluctance about? Nov 14 19:49:07 It is only right that the real Cristoban is given his identity back Nov 14 19:49:58 Of course... Nov 14 19:52:24 If I am still using his name to write to her that will be difficult Nov 14 19:52:33 Maybe think about telling her the truth... or some approximation of it Nov 14 19:55:18 I'll think about it, but I wouldn't want to put her at risk Nov 14 19:56:15 No, I know... *he smiles slightly* I'd imagine the real Mr Cristoban wouldn't mind too much, though... he seemed fairly happy last I saw him Nov 14 19:56:57 We genuinely believed he had died in the War Nov 14 19:57:51 * Morgan nods Nov 14 19:58:41 Given that I have knowledge of him, and that no-one had told me about Lautlingen... perhaps my suspicions about another party are worth looking into? Nov 14 19:58:56 * Kit nods Nov 14 19:59:12 I will certainly mention it when I get there Nov 14 19:59:35 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:00:10 * Morgan turns slightly before looking at him sidelong Nov 14 20:00:14 how high up are you? Nov 14 20:00:50 Somewhere in the middle Nov 14 20:01:45 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:04:00 Why? Nov 14 20:05:00 You have a bit much knowledge to be a foot soldier Nov 14 20:06:35 It is not as straightforward as that, but yes. Nov 14 20:07:20 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 14 20:07:29 There's a reason I was given the tasks I had during the war Nov 14 20:09:54 * Kit nods Nov 14 20:11:43 You are skilled. There are an array of different skills, we make good use of them. Marcheline was excellent at throwing and also being unnoticed Nov 14 20:13:40 Yes, I recall a dagger to the back that shows she could throw... not _quite_ as well as I do... Nov 14 20:16:28 * Kit nods Nov 14 20:16:56 But that is not the sort of role you want, is it? Nov 14 20:20:53 I've got a bit much to do, don't you think? Hopefully a bit more impacting than dealing with individual people Nov 14 20:21:02 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Nov 14 20:21:08 assuming you know about everything Nov 14 20:22:43 * Kit nods Nov 14 20:23:24 You are a busy man Nov 14 20:27:32 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:28:20 How is Elsie? I trust you will write with news if the child is born after Sunday? Nov 14 20:29:14 * Morgan looks at him Nov 14 20:29:24 You are interested for personal reasons? Nov 14 20:30:32 I like her, and I hope that it is peaceful Nov 14 20:31:19 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:31:45 then I'll let you know what happens. She's... calm, I think. I've not had chance to speak to her since the execution Nov 14 20:34:19 * Kit nods Nov 14 20:34:48 As Catherine wants to be alone may I join you all for dinner? Nov 14 20:35:19 She will not see you? Nov 14 20:35:46 I have seen her, but she wants an early night Nov 14 20:35:55 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:36:10 Aye, we can arrange an extra plate Nov 14 20:37:49 Thank you Nov 14 20:39:39 * Morgan nods, going back through the door, holding it open Nov 14 20:39:59 blossom, Kurt will eb with us for dinner, if thats alright with you Nov 14 20:40:45 **Varick is already put to bed and asleep when they go in for coffee. Kit stays to eat with them, and the meal is quite calm. Everyone else seems tired out by the time dinner has finished, Kit goes and the others retire. Whilst Molly finishes clearing up and cleaning Elsie's old room ready for the possibility of Alice and Florrie staying, he goes to patrol. Nov 14 20:41:01 **His usual walk around is still peaceful, only a handful of servants and guards around. The night is uncommonly clear, the stars bright** Nov 14 20:41:58 * Morgan stops at the Rose Garden, staring up at the sky Nov 14 20:42:45 **It gets chilly after a little while Nov 14 20:43:43 * Kit is now known as Molly Nov 14 20:44:18 * Morgan heads back to the cottage Nov 14 20:44:35 * Molly is upstairs when he gets there, putting fresh sheets on the bed his niece and her mother may use Nov 14 20:45:14 I won't be much longer, my love Nov 14 20:46:38 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:46:41 alright blossom Nov 14 20:47:06 There's Drambuie in our room for you Nov 14 20:47:20 * Morgan smiles Nov 14 20:47:45 I'll wait for you in there then Nov 14 20:48:35 * Molly smiles, nodding "An appealing idea!" Nov 14 20:48:56 * Morgan nods, heading into the bedroom and picking up his drink Nov 14 20:49:24 **Her work gives him time to check David's mirror which says "leave me a message with a day and a time if you need to speak. Papa xx** Nov 14 20:49:58 * Morgan smiles slightly before covering it back up Nov 14 20:50:10 * Molly comes in about five minutes later, carrying a candle that she carefully puts aside Nov 14 20:53:08 All done for tonight Nov 14 20:53:58 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Nov 14 20:54:03 Your father left a note for you Nov 14 20:55:06 Oh? *she sits to remove her boots* Nov 14 20:58:30 * Morgan nods Nov 14 20:58:36 leave a message with a day and time if you need to speak... Nov 14 20:58:59 * Molly nods, thinking as she unlaces the footwear Nov 14 20:59:53 Nothing I can think of right now... ut perhaps when it is time to talk to Edward it will speed things up? Nov 14 21:00:42 I don't see Edward reacting well to magic mirrors... Nov 14 21:05:54 I meant to have him meet us somewhere, to shorten our travel time Nov 14 21:06:02 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:06:06 yes, that could work Nov 14 21:07:51 * Molly nods Nov 14 21:08:57 When I have a free moment I will think on some options for doing so Nov 14 21:09:15 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Nov 14 21:10:14 * Molly smiles, starting on her stockings next Nov 14 21:10:23 How are you tonight? Nov 14 21:11:48 * Morgan sits down, sighing Nov 14 21:11:50 I'm alright Nov 14 21:12:02 * Molly watches him Nov 14 21:12:17 You are sure? The sigh says otherwise Nov 14 21:12:59 its been a trying day Nov 14 21:13:22 Would it help to discuss it, my love? Nov 14 21:13:55 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 21:13:58 I don't know really Nov 14 21:14:53 * Molly looks thoughtful, pulling off both stockings. She goes to pick up the hairbrush before offering it to him Nov 14 21:15:10 Would you mind brushing out my hair? Nov 14 21:15:47 of course Nov 14 21:16:43 * Molly smiles, coming to kneel in front of him, facing away. She rapidly pulls out a multitude of pins before it is loose. Nov 14 21:16:56 What has been the most trying part of your day? Nov 14 21:17:13 * Morgan starts brushing Nov 14 21:17:31 Putting Lady Torrington through the execution Nov 14 21:17:45 * Molly 's shoulders automatically relax a little Nov 14 21:18:00 I can understand that must have been unpleasant for you Nov 14 21:19:06 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:19:14 How is Elsie feeling about it all Nov 14 21:20:02 She is relieved that he will no longer be able to cause us trouble in the future. Aside from that, she cares only for the baby and James Nov 14 21:20:43 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:20:45 good Nov 14 21:22:05 Liebes herz, is there something I ought to know about the Shadowfayre when Heinzharold was king...? Nov 14 21:23:15 Inga spoke to you? Nov 14 21:23:52 No, I overheard them talking and they both got somewhat awkward when they realised I had walked in Nov 14 21:25:58 HeinzHarolds got the wrong end of the stick I think... I was probing for information, and he got quite defensive about having kissed Dietlinde... I'm aware it was fairly obvious they wanted to repeat it, and he, I think, thinks I'm jealous. Nov 14 21:26:42 * Molly inhales sharply, but he can't see her expression Nov 14 21:26:47 He kissed her? Nov 14 21:26:57 sorry, did I pull your hair? Nov 14 21:27:08 * Molly shakes her head Nov 14 21:27:14 No, I was surprised Nov 14 21:27:48 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:28:06 He was the shadowfayre king and she the queen, of course they kissed Nov 14 21:28:25 I've not been to a Shadowfayre, my love Nov 14 21:28:32 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:28:40 of course... mayfair? Nov 14 21:28:51 * Molly nods Nov 14 21:29:08 think of a king and queen of that... Nov 14 21:29:44 The king and queen kiss there, but very briefly! I assumed with your Father being... well, like he is, that there would be nothing like that at all! Nov 14 21:30:33 One thing stronger than superstition... tradition. They clearly would've kissed again... but... Nov 14 21:30:59 Inga told you that? Or Heinzharold did? Nov 14 21:31:27 neither Nov 14 21:31:55 Then how could-... did you dream it? Nov 14 21:32:47 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 14 21:32:49 aye Nov 14 21:33:02 That must have been unpleasant? Nov 14 21:33:31 Only in hindsight... in my dream it was the first time I'd seen her... Nov 14 21:34:12 _Are_ you jealous? Nov 14 21:34:35 No, I can't say I am Nov 14 21:34:53 * Molly nods Nov 14 21:35:07 That was the only time it happened? Nov 14 21:35:24 define _it_ Nov 14 21:35:38 Them kissing Nov 14 21:36:28 It was obvious they wanted to do it again, but then... the big pole toppled, landing on an old lady... Inga says she remembers the rustling of the trees, but it wasn't windy... Nov 14 21:36:55 The mind of the mines? Nov 14 21:37:03 sounded like whispering to me Nov 14 21:37:16 Hmmm Nov 14 21:37:50 Like I said earlier... it seems they were ensuring we had as many options as possible Nov 14 21:40:49 * Molly shakes her head Nov 14 21:41:42 They said you did not lose them because of me. So they cannot have gotten in the way of her and Heinzharold for that purpose, can they? Nov 14 21:41:59 why not? Nov 14 21:42:13 Because they said so Nov 14 21:42:22 Then who? Nov 14 21:42:39 * Molly shrugs Nov 14 21:42:55 Maybe it was just... *she sighs*... a coincidence Nov 14 21:43:26 If our children could complete the convergence, then putting someone in my path would make sense... Nov 14 21:44:23 I suppose so. Nov 14 21:45:31 * Molly sighs "But Heinzharold and Inga, they seem so right for each other" Nov 14 21:45:53 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:45:55 They are Nov 14 21:46:43 Then surely even without any meddling, Heinzharold would have ended up with Inga? Nov 14 21:47:00 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 21:47:03 I suppose so... Nov 14 21:47:22 How do _you_ feel about it? Nov 14 21:47:48 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 21:47:58 I have no feelings on it either way Nov 14 21:48:19 In truth, that surprises me Nov 14 21:48:45 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:48:51 Things are as they are... Nov 14 21:49:17 And yet it seems to trouble you my former closeness with john Nov 14 21:49:52 I am... concerned that he will grow too attached Nov 14 21:50:18 I have not seen him since the Christening Nov 14 21:50:38 * Morgan nods Nov 14 21:51:47 Would you have me speak to Inga about it, to try to make Heinzharold less concerned? Nov 14 21:54:17 No, I'll talk to him Nov 14 21:54:30 * Molly nods Nov 14 21:55:14 Does it bother you that I may have had children with someone else? Nov 14 21:55:34 I'd like to say no... Nov 14 21:55:44 Why? Nov 14 21:57:04 why what? Nov 14 21:57:20 Why would you like to say no Nov 14 21:58:51 Because its... I don't know, its daft... being jealous that in another life you were with someone else Nov 14 21:59:08 But you are? Nov 14 22:00:50 somewhat Nov 14 22:01:09 * Molly nods Nov 14 22:01:18 More so when I dream it? Nov 14 22:01:27 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:01:55 I would keep you from it if I could Nov 14 22:03:30 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 22:03:31 it is what it is Nov 14 22:04:18 Do you have that same irrational jealous about this with Heinzharold, that it did not occur but could have? Nov 14 22:13:02 **he finds a tangle Nov 14 22:13:55 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 14 22:14:09 No... bizarre isn't it Nov 14 22:14:30 * Molly nods, then winces Nov 14 22:14:49 Perhaps... I don't know... Nov 14 22:16:11 sorry, pulled on your hair? Nov 14 22:16:45 A little... Nov 14 22:17:39 Is there perhaps a little comfort in it? Nov 14 22:18:00 in what? Nov 14 22:18:19 The possibility that they might have been happy Nov 14 22:19:29 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 22:19:36 I think Inga and HeinzHarold were meant to be together Nov 14 22:20:00 * Molly nods Nov 14 22:21:17 They suit. He is too... Heinzharold... to be with a woman who might not have had as much of a measure of him as Inga does Nov 14 22:21:59 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:22:00 I agree Nov 14 22:23:09 Just as you need someone with a good measure of you... *he can hear the smile that he cannot see* Nov 14 22:23:23 You have a good measure of me? Nov 14 22:23:40 * Molly thinks about it Nov 14 22:23:47 I think I am starting to Nov 14 22:24:20 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:24:51 Unless, of course, you were being suggestive, in which case yes, I rather think I do Nov 14 22:25:04 * Morgan laughs Nov 14 22:25:07 I wasn't Nov 14 22:25:22 * Molly nods Nov 14 22:25:38 Another night then. I think my hair is done Nov 14 22:26:00 * Morgan nods, stopping brushing Nov 14 22:26:43 * Molly shuffles around so she can watch him Nov 14 22:27:20 And you, my love, do you feel you have a good measure of me? Nov 14 22:27:47 Not yet... you are changing Nov 14 22:28:04 * Molly looks to the floor Nov 14 22:28:13 I'm sorry Nov 14 22:28:32 I wasn't complaining Nov 14 22:29:01 * Molly looks up at him Nov 14 22:29:32 You are not concerned I may change in ways that do not suit you? Nov 14 22:29:40 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 14 22:29:52 we are both much more comfortable with eachother... I like that Nov 14 22:30:02 * Molly smiles Nov 14 22:30:11 We are moving on Nov 14 22:30:19 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:30:50 It's pleasing, and exciting, and terrifying! Nov 14 22:31:05 terrifying? Nov 14 22:31:15 * Molly nods Nov 14 22:31:34 I am not sure how things will progress Nov 14 22:32:48 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:32:50 me either Nov 14 22:33:46 I have spent so long being careful with you... what if I stop that and I hurt you? What do things look like if the past becomes the past, and not the lens we see things through? Nov 14 22:34:27 * Morgan shrugs Nov 14 22:35:42 * Molly watches him seriously, hands interlinked on her lap Nov 14 22:35:55 Is that what you want? Nov 14 22:36:44 We made a promise to grow together, and that will undoubtedly be difficult at times Nov 14 22:37:05 * Molly nods slowly Nov 14 22:37:08 Yes Nov 14 22:38:40 We will face it together. Nov 14 22:39:19 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:39:20 indeed Nov 14 22:39:41 Liebes herz? May we go to bed now? We dont need to... Nov 14 22:40:13 * Molly watches him, blushing Nov 14 22:40:32 * Morgan nods, picking up his drink again Nov 14 22:40:43 aye, I rather think we need some time where we are close Nov 14 22:41:00 * Molly nods, standing up Nov 14 22:41:06 I'd like that Nov 14 22:41:52 * Molly prepares for bed before getting in naked as usual Nov 14 22:43:16 I hope for a better night than last night Nov 14 22:43:42 * Morgan finishes his drink, getting undressed Nov 14 22:43:45 as do I my love Nov 14 22:45:16 Something nice, or nothing at all, would be welcome. Perhaps the one I had whilst you were away about Hos Grace's best drawing room Nov 14 22:45:19 His* Nov 14 22:45:25 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:45:28 that'd suit me Nov 14 22:45:54 * Molly nods, tentatively moving close to him Nov 14 22:46:38 I wrote them all down, but many are not noteworthy Nov 14 22:46:56 * Morgan nods, opening his arms to her Nov 14 22:47:27 * Molly curls up to him, sighing happily Nov 14 22:47:48 Would you like me to sing already? Nov 14 22:47:59 No, I'm happy being like this for a while Nov 14 22:49:42 * Molly nods, quietly enjoying the closeness, giving him chance to talk Nov 14 22:51:28 Kits leaving on sunday Nov 14 22:51:58 I suppose his mission here must be finished Nov 14 22:54:10 Will we see him again, do you think? Nov 14 22:54:15 I imagine so Nov 14 22:54:31 * Molly giggles Nov 14 22:55:09 After all, his was the first Duke's Nephew's bottom I ever saw, and I might never do so again! Nov 14 22:55:36 * Morgan rolls his eyes Nov 14 22:56:55 actually, if Edward has a son... Nov 14 22:56:56 It's certainly more likely I will see a lieutenant's bottom again in the future... Nov 14 22:57:23 * Morgan nods Nov 14 22:57:26 that is very true Nov 14 22:58:08 Which is more than enough to keep me happy for fifty more years, at least! Nov 14 22:58:23 I certainly hope so Nov 14 22:59:14 If not, perhaps Kit could be availed upon to run around our house... **she watches him, clearly teasing** Nov 14 22:59:31 probably, knowing him Nov 14 22:59:52 Him _and_ Heinzharold, no doubt Nov 14 23:00:31 whether you want him to or not, actually Nov 14 23:00:59 * Molly takes his hand, gently putting it on her bottom "And you, my love, will be happy with this for a long as fate has in store for us?" Nov 14 23:01:10 * Morgan nods Nov 14 23:01:13 aye, I will Nov 14 23:01:35 Good. Well, goodnight my darling... Nov 14 23:02:01 Goodnight my love Nov 14 23:02:28 * Molly kisses him briefly before starting to sing him to sleep Nov 14 23:23:06 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 16 16:32:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 16 16:33:28 **He falls asleep easily and starts to dream. When he gets to the Opera House that evening in the same knee breeches she had stripped him of the previous night,  he is shown to the best box in the house, all to himself. Upon the plushly upholstered chair is a sealed note** Nov 16 16:37:21 * Morgan looks at it Nov 16 16:39:46 *It says: Stay with me tonight?* Nov 16 16:40:01 * Morgan tucks it inside his pocket Nov 16 16:40:16 **The performance is the same as the previous night, though his Star Girl gives frequent glances in his direction, smiling up at him when she can Nov 16 16:45:33 ** Her final song in the orange Phoenix outfit culminates in her kissing the actor, but it's even briefer than before. Soon the standing ovation is over and she is gone from the stage. The watchers disappear into the Einsbaden night for whatever pursuits entertain nobles right after a thirty year civil war has ended. Nov 16 16:49:01 * Morgan goes to find Molly Nov 16 16:49:15 * Molly calls for him to come in. She's in a long navy satin dressing gown now, barefoot and unpinning her hair in front of the mirror. She smiles at him in the reflection Nov 16 16:49:15 "I wasn't sure if you were planning to come tonight…" Nov 16 16:51:46 * Morgan nods Nov 16 16:52:07 I recall saying I would Nov 16 16:53:33 * Molly finishes undoing her hair before pouring them each champagne and reclining on the chaise to sip it Nov 16 16:53:34 What did you think? Nov 16 16:54:42 Wonderful as usual Nov 16 16:57:36 Thank you. I have enjoyed it. Would you like to sit? Nov 16 16:58:39 * Morgan nods, doing so Nov 16 17:00:04 * Molly watches him with a smile, sipping her champagne Nov 16 17:00:13 Did you get my note? Nov 16 17:02:08 I hoped it was from you and not your male lead Nov 16 17:02:13 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 16 17:02:24 * Molly laughs softly Nov 16 17:02:39 And will you? Nov 16 17:02:48 * Morgan nods Nov 16 17:05:22 * Molly noticeably relaxes Nov 16 17:05:27 I saw my contact today… Nov 16 17:06:39 oh? Nov 16 17:10:04 I have been offered an assignment… and it is in your Konigsreich… Nov 16 17:10:12 * Molly watches his react Nov 16 17:10:18 Reaction * Nov 16 17:13:54 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Nov 16 17:14:04 but not my Grafdom Nov 16 17:14:28 That is to be decided... Nov 16 17:14:38 doing what? Nov 16 17:16:07 I shouldn't really tell you... it's hardly good espionage if I talk too much Nov 16 17:16:51 Not entirely sure I'd feel comfortable about espionage being necessary in my fathers grandam Nov 16 17:19:29 * Molly smiles slightly Nov 16 17:19:40 You needn't worry Nov 16 17:20:38 no? Nov 16 17:23:08 Everything will be fine Nov 16 17:24:09 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 16 17:24:11 I hope so Nov 16 17:24:30 * Molly sips her champagne Nov 16 17:24:48 I won't be quite so far away as we thought I may be Nov 16 17:26:14 * Morgan nods Nov 16 17:26:20 You are taking the assignment? Nov 16 17:26:40 * Molly nods slowly "I think so..." Nov 16 17:28:04 only think so? Nov 16 17:29:52 I thought I would get your opinion... it's rather a long posting Nov 16 17:35:23 How long? Nov 16 17:36:45 Five years, to start with Nov 16 17:37:47 That is a long time Nov 16 17:39:24 * Molly nods, smiling Nov 16 17:39:32 Indeed it is Nov 16 17:41:37 It would require some travelling within the Konigsreich, visiting noble houses and things. Nov 16 17:41:53 * Morgan nods Nov 16 17:42:02 a push here, a nudge there, a word in the right ear... Nov 16 17:42:18 * Molly nods, smiling warmly Nov 16 17:43:15 Yes indeed, and keeping my ear to the ground, seeing where there are conflicts and plotting between nobles... just regular gossip and information gathering Nov 16 17:43:59 * Morgan nods Nov 16 17:44:59 The logistics are to be decided, but it is very likely I'll have my own house and household staff, be a young noble woman enjoying the social life offered by the Konigsreich Nov 16 17:45:25 I see Nov 16 17:45:35 * Molly drinks more of the champagne Nov 16 17:46:24 Other options may be available... I wouldn't be very tied down providing I could be actively visiting neighbouring nobility... Nov 16 17:47:23 * Morgan nods Nov 16 17:47:47 * Molly shuffles along the chaise so she's closer to him, her legs behind him. Her voice becomes quieter Nov 16 17:48:01 There's just one question... Nov 16 17:48:44 whats that? Nov 16 17:48:47 Assuming I took it, where would that leave us? Nov 16 17:49:01 in the same Koenigsreich... Nov 16 17:49:15 * Molly watches him closely, only about a foot between them Nov 16 17:49:45 Is that only as close as you would wish me to be? Just in the same Konigsreich? Nov 16 17:51:01 I think you know the answer to that Nov 16 17:52:35 I find it is better to be clear, especially with a man so skilled at being obtuse *she smiles* Nov 16 17:53:11 No... I would wish you to be closer Nov 16 17:53:21 * Molly smiles Nov 16 17:53:26 How close? Nov 16 18:06:53 about this close... Nov 16 18:07:33 * Molly smiles, moving closer, her mouth only a few inches away Nov 16 18:08:00 Perhaps I could see if I can see up residence in your Grafdom? Nov 16 18:08:19 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:08:30 If you would wish to Nov 16 18:08:40 Would you wish that? Nov 16 18:09:22 * Morgan nods Nov 16 18:09:53 * Molly kisses him softly before asking Nov 16 18:10:03 Is Koln too far? Nov 16 18:12:17 A little Nov 16 18:15:42 * Molly kisses him again Nov 16 18:15:45 Innesbruck? Nov 16 18:16:06 Doable, I suppose... Nov 16 18:16:36 * Molly licks his lip briefly Nov 16 18:17:10 Unless you have an empty manor house in Sudlachenburg...? Nov 16 18:58:33 Not that I'm aware of... Nov 16 18:59:31 * Molly nods Nov 16 18:59:39 Something will come up... Nov 16 18:59:53 I've been away so long, my father would be better asked Nov 16 19:00:26 * Molly nods, kissing him once more Nov 16 19:01:05 I can be there in about a fortnight Nov 16 19:01:30 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:01:40 You wish me to make preparations with my father? Nov 16 19:02:27 I'll write on ahead perhaps, ask for hospitality until I can find somewhere Nov 16 19:02:37 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:03:02 You will still wish to see me, as last night? Nov 16 19:03:12 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:03:27 * Molly smiles Nov 16 19:03:47 I'd like that. Are you ready to come with me? Nov 16 19:04:48 * Morgan sniggers before nodding Nov 16 19:06:49 * Molly smiles, getting dressed before wrapping her fur coat around her and walking beside him through the dark streets to the little apartment, keeping his hand in hers. Once inside she sheds the coat and gives him more scotch Nov 16 19:07:01 You are still leaving Einsbaden tomorrow? Nov 16 19:10:29 My friends want to get home and I do miss my family Nov 16 19:12:36 * Molly smiles Nov 16 19:12:48 I won't keep you past dawn then... Nov 16 19:13:26 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:16:38 * Molly watches him with a smile Nov 16 19:17:20 Until then though... *she moves to him, kissing him slowly* Nov 16 19:17:55 * Morgan returns the kiss Nov 16 19:20:32 * Molly runs her hand down his back, and he suddenly wakes up Nov 16 19:23:08 * Morgan blinks, looking round Nov 16 19:23:59 * Molly isn't there. He guesses dawn is only just over an hour away Nov 16 19:24:15 [blossom?] Nov 16 19:24:47 [I had a nightmare and I need to not be too close right now] Nov 16 19:26:08 [Where are you? I'll bring some drambui or tea, whichever you need] Nov 16 19:29:32 [I'm in the kitchen] Nov 16 19:31:05 * Morgan gets out of bed, pulling some clothes on before walking down the stairs Nov 16 19:32:21 * Molly is scrubbing the floor. There's already an extra cup of tea for him Nov 16 19:32:45 I said I'd bring some for you ... Nov 16 19:33:19 It was already brewed, my love Nov 16 19:34:18 * Morgan nods, sipping the tea Nov 16 19:34:45 I've found using my... talent helps bring it back under control... have you considered creating something like a ball... of... healing... Nov 16 19:36:19 * Molly smiles at him Nov 16 19:36:34 I'm not sure what a ball of healing would look like Nov 16 19:37:21 No... I bet it'd be pink, though Nov 16 19:38:18 * Molly nods Nov 16 19:38:21 Maybe Nov 16 19:39:50 * Molly sits back on her heels, concentrating. His neck prickles. She runs a finger down her forearm which immediately creates a bright line where the skin is cut. Nov 16 19:40:05 * Morgan frowns Nov 16 19:40:14 I'd rather you do that to me Nov 16 19:40:54 * Molly runs her hand the other way, the line disappearing, though some blood remains Nov 16 19:41:02 I'd rather not hurt you Nov 16 19:43:10 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 19:43:12 I've had worse Nov 16 19:43:33 * Molly does it again, cutting, then healing. She doesnt seem at all disturbed by it Nov 16 19:44:26 * Morgan frowns Nov 16 19:46:00 You needn't stay, my love Nov 16 19:48:41 I just don't like to see you injured, however temporarily Nov 16 19:48:55 * Molly nods Nov 16 19:49:01 It is helping Nov 16 19:50:35 * Morgan nods Nov 16 19:50:38 I'm not surprised Nov 16 19:50:43 * Molly does it once more, a little deeper this time. He can see a flicker of pain in her expression Nov 16 19:57:37 * Molly heals it, then glances up at him Nov 16 19:57:44 Okay, I am alright now Nov 16 19:58:50 * Morgan is still frowning Nov 16 19:59:21 It's alright, my love Nov 16 20:02:59 you are feeling better? Nov 16 20:04:20 * Molly nods Nov 16 20:04:29 I'm not a risk now Nov 16 20:05:16 * Morgan nods, coming to her Nov 16 20:06:58 * Molly stands up Nov 16 20:07:23 I'll get a cloth, I dont want to cover you in blood Nov 16 20:07:32 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:07:33 alright Nov 16 20:08:31 * Molly gets cleaned up before sipping her tea Nov 16 20:08:45 Are you alright? Nov 16 20:09:29 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:09:37 woke up suddenly and you weren't there Nov 16 20:11:52 I'm sorry, did you have a nightmare? Nov 16 20:12:18 Just a dream Nov 16 20:12:34 * Molly nods, sitting at the table Nov 16 20:12:52 Alright, my love Nov 16 20:13:01 Do you want to tell me about yours? Nov 16 20:13:22 I couldn't dave Elsie or the baby. Nov 16 20:13:27 Save* Nov 16 20:14:01 * Morgan nods, sitting down Nov 16 20:17:22 It could be a warning, it could just be worry. Nov 16 20:18:06 The fate witch was certain the baby survives Nov 16 20:21:15 * Molly shrugs Nov 16 20:21:29 We will see. Nov 16 20:23:14 I'm inclined to believe her... she was powerful enough she could see my... pattern was the word she used Nov 16 20:24:19 * Molly nods Nov 16 20:24:48 You're probably right... it's just... it feels so possible Nov 16 20:25:10 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:25:12 I know my love Nov 16 20:30:21 * Molly drinks her tea Nov 16 20:30:28 What did you dream? Nov 16 20:31:03 Just another star girl dream Nov 16 20:32:40 * Molly smiles Nov 16 20:32:50 Oh? On the chaise again? Nov 16 20:34:06 No, though I think it was headed that way if I'd stayed asleep Nov 16 20:35:07 * Molly nods Nov 16 20:35:14 That sounds rather nice Nov 16 20:35:19 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:36:08 I think you said we were probably going our separate ways...? Nov 16 20:37:33 She'd been offered an assignment that could see her in Sudlachenburg or, at the very least, within the Koenigsreich for five years Nov 16 20:39:07 * Molly smiles Nov 16 20:39:19 Practical Nov 16 20:39:44 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:39:56 I'm not obtuse am I? Nov 16 20:40:14 * Molly sips her tea Nov 16 20:40:49 No, I don't think so, why? Nov 16 20:41:28 Just something she... you... said Nov 16 20:46:47 You may at times be... obfuscating, but that is not quite the same, at least as I understand it in both languages Nov 16 20:46:56 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:47:25 You are certainly not dull-witted, my love Nov 16 20:47:38 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 20:47:47 I cant say I'm sure of that Nov 16 20:47:55 * Molly smiles Nov 16 20:47:59 I am. Nov 16 20:48:04 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:48:21 Then perhaps you can explain what I am missing with these dreams of Dau... Nov 16 20:48:48 * Molly fidgets, settling in the seat Nov 16 20:49:26 Recount them again for me? ((Which are we talking about?)) Nov 16 20:50:37 ((the one where he went to sudlachenburg and started it burning, and the one of his execution)) Nov 16 20:52:19 They sound simply like nightmares, my love Nov 16 20:53:30 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 20:53:43 The way he went on about the forces that move against us... Nov 16 20:55:38 * Molly nods Nov 16 20:56:04 I wonder that that is a large fear of yours that is appearing in your nightmares? Nov 16 20:56:23 * Morgan sighs Nov 16 20:56:24 maybe Nov 16 20:58:27 You are concerned it is a sign of something imminent we should be aware of? Nov 16 20:58:34 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:58:41 I've set Kit to looking into it Nov 16 20:58:53 * Molly nods Nov 16 20:59:15 It came from the Nieblungen originally, didn't it? Nov 16 20:59:26 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:59:35 forces working to prevent the convergence, to be precise Nov 16 20:59:41 Perhaps we need to see them... Nov 16 20:59:45 * Morgan nods Nov 16 20:59:46 quite Nov 16 21:01:27 If only to set your mind at rest that nothing bad is going to- **there's a sudden knock at the door, making Molly startle** Nov 16 21:02:46 * Morgan puts a hand on hers a moment before going and answering the door Nov 16 21:03:39 **HH is outside** You got any breakfast on yet, I'm starvin' Nov 16 21:05:02 * Molly smiles, standing up "I'll start some" Nov 16 21:05:58 Your wife not feed you? Nov 16 21:06:07 * Morgan moves aside Nov 16 21:06:26 HH: still sleepin', thought I'd try tours Nov 16 21:06:44 Yours * Nov 16 21:06:45 You'll do no such thing... sit. Nov 16 21:07:22 **HH sits down. Molly gives him coffee and makes a start on their breakfast** Nov 16 21:10:47 Why are you up so early? Nov 16 21:13:52 HH: *he grins* early night an' fell asleep quick Nov 16 21:16:03 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 16 21:16:40 **Once they have had breakfast, HH comes with him on his walk around, giving them time to talk ((he had wanted to talk to him about the Shadowfayre stuff)) Nov 16 21:16:46 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 16 21:17:49 You're worrying over nothing, y'know Nov 16 21:18:04 Whatcha mean? Nov 16 21:18:19 The shadowfayre thing Nov 16 21:18:59 Like I said, I woulda kept well away if I'd known Nov 16 21:19:43 I'm sure... stop worrying at it, its not why I was asking Nov 16 21:20:39 You said it was weird seeing it in yer dream. Sorry you did Nov 16 21:21:17 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 21:21:31 it doesn't matter, it was strange but its not bothering me Nov 16 21:21:40 * HH nods Nov 16 21:22:38 Inga manage to help ya? Nov 16 21:22:48 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:23:44 * HH nods Nov 16 21:23:54 Won't mention it again then Nov 16 21:24:17 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:24:21 just stop worrying at it Nov 16 21:27:17 **HH is back to his normal messing around then. They return to the cottage. James and Elsie are next door. HH and Inga insist on taking Varick for a ride. This means he and Molly have the cottage to themselves for a few hours before Alice and Florrie are due to arrive. Nov 16 21:27:17 * HH watches Morgan as she leans against the kitchen counter after waving off the others "Hmm, now what are we supposed to do with our time, my love?" Nov 16 21:27:23 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 16 21:29:45 No idea Nov 16 21:31:25 * Molly looks around, then smiles slightly Nov 16 21:31:50 I should imagine you will want to take the time to see Catherine... Nov 16 21:32:21 I should do, aye Nov 16 21:34:21 * Molly watches him Nov 16 21:34:30 Should is not will though... Nov 16 21:34:41 At least... not yet Nov 16 21:35:50 * Molly smiles Nov 16 21:36:04 You have somewhere you would rather be? Nov 16 21:36:16 mostly in bed with you Nov 16 21:36:39 * Molly nods Nov 16 21:36:43 Yes please Nov 16 21:38:18 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:38:20 come along then Nov 16 21:38:49 * Molly comes to him, taking his hand and following along Nov 16 21:38:59 * Morgan leads her up to the bedroom Nov 16 21:39:03 Oh! Should we lock the doors? Nov 16 21:40:36 probably Nov 16 21:41:05 **They go back down to lock the doors before going upstairs. They are making rather good use of their hands all over each other's naked bodies and kissing passionately when there is a knock at the front door. Molly moves her mouth from his, breathing heavily Nov 16 21:41:05 Let them wait, god knows we've been waiting weeks to be alone together like this! Nov 16 21:41:23 * Morgan sighs Nov 16 21:41:27 it could be important my love Nov 16 21:41:59 * Molly flops back on the bed, sighing with frustration Nov 16 21:42:05 * Morgan nods Nov 16 21:42:06 I know Nov 16 21:42:43 Will you stick on a shirt and look out of the window, or go down? Nov 16 21:43:05 I'd best go down Nov 16 21:43:43 * Molly sighs again but sounds slightly amused "If only we had the time!" Nov 16 21:44:42 * Morgan sniggers, getting his clothes back on and heading downstairs to open the door Nov 16 21:45:02 **The farmhand stood outside looks a bit afraid of being at the estate** Nov 16 21:45:02 'Scuse me, but I have a message for Molly. Nov 16 21:45:19 from? Nov 16 21:45:26 Her brother Nov 16 21:45:36 Beths gone into labour... Nov 16 21:46:00 * Molly nods "just afore dawn, aye" Nov 16 21:46:18 We'll be there as soon as we can Nov 16 21:46:35 **the farmhand goes off* Nov 16 21:47:25 [Time to move, Beth's in labour] Nov 16 21:47:44 [Ah damn, I was rather hoping to continue how we were!] Nov 16 21:48:44 [as was I but needs must] Nov 16 21:49:08 [I dare say we could manage a couple of minutes if we could be fast about it?] Nov 16 21:49:28 [Come on, you'd be kicking yourself if anything happens] Nov 16 21:50:07 * Molly appears five minutes later, fully dressed and with her bag of medical things Nov 16 21:50:18 What about Alice and Florence? Nov 16 21:50:37 We're likely to encounter them on the way if they're coming yet Nov 16 21:50:52 I can go alone, my love Nov 16 21:51:51 You are sure? Nov 16 21:52:54 * Molly nods "If that is more practical for you, yes. I will send a messenger back with updates, unless you wish me to take a mirror? Nov 16 21:54:57 Thats a good idea Nov 16 21:55:23 * Molly nods Nov 16 21:56:10 * Molly does her boots whilst he gets it, and soon she is ready to go. She looks at him intently Nov 16 21:56:24 Hopefully I will be home by bedtime Nov 16 21:57:00 I hope so Nov 16 21:57:25 * Molly holds him a moment, kissing his cheek. She sighs Nov 16 21:57:38 It would have been good, wouldn't it? Nov 16 21:57:50 absolutely Nov 16 21:58:20 * Molly sighs forlornly Nov 16 21:59:00 Just our luck! The convergence would be impossible with how we are so oft interrupted! Nov 16 21:59:53 * Morgan shrugs Nov 16 22:00:27 Its like the forces opposing it don't really need to do anything much Nov 16 22:00:48 * Molly nods Nov 16 22:01:44 I will see you later, I hope. Unless it gets so late that you have to ride down to spend the night with me in the hayloft *she smiles, letting go* Nov 16 22:02:21 A possibility, aye. Nov 16 22:03:13 You'd need blankets, after the first two hours we'd start to cool down! **she giggles, putting on her cloak** Nov 16 22:04:16 * Morgan chuckles Nov 16 22:04:19 indeed Nov 16 22:05:24 * Molly goes to the door. She runs her gaze over him with open lusting before meeting his eyes Nov 16 22:05:31 I'll be thinking of you Nov 16 22:05:37 Likewise Nov 16 22:06:09 * Molly nods, going out into the cool November morning, leaving Morgan alone Nov 16 23:09:13 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 17 10:54:40 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Nov 17 10:54:48 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Nov 17 10:55:42 2021 Nov 17 10:55:42 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 17 11:11:26 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Nov 17 11:11:37 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Nov 17 11:12:27 2021 Nov 17 11:12:27 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 17 17:54:50 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 17 17:55:27 **he takes time to calculate the cost of retrieving Kai, including the undoubtedly exorbitant amount Yensid will want, and comes to a total of 105G. It's around ten when he is done, molly having only been gone half an hour. Nov 17 17:56:16 * Morgan heads to the main house to look for Catherine Nov 17 17:57:26 * Molly is now known as Catherine Nov 17 17:57:48 * Catherine is found in the estate manager's office with Mr Roberts Nov 17 18:07:00 * Morgan knocks Nov 17 18:08:14 **they both call for him to come in Nov 17 18:12:35 * Morgan enters Nov 17 18:15:33 * Catherine and her estate's manager are going through the ledgers of her personal spending Nov 17 18:16:01 I found that one did not make particularly easy reading Nov 17 18:19:24 **Mr Roberts smiles slightly** Nov 17 18:19:35 How do I spend so much in alcohol?! Nov 17 18:20:02 You don't think your guests bring their own? And they drink more than Eisen sailors Nov 17 18:22:29 * Catherine nods Nov 17 18:23:00 I will need to rethink that Nov 17 18:24:21 * Morgan nods Nov 17 18:25:02 Definitely Nov 17 18:31:03 Which of us are you looking for? Nov 17 18:31:42 Primarily you but, conveniently, I do have the invoice for capturing the colonel Nov 17 18:37:20 * Catherine holds out her hand for it Nov 17 18:37:37 * Morgan gives it to her, watching her appraisingly Nov 17 18:39:48 * Catherine reads through it, then hands it over to Mr Roberts who does likewise Nov 17 18:41:38 It looks reasonable to me Nov 17 18:41:50 I would not swindle you Nov 17 18:42:02 I know that Nov 17 18:42:46 **Roberts looks to Morgan* do you prefer bank draft or coin? Nov 17 18:43:28 Bank draft. Raising a fleet isn't cheap Nov 17 18:45:26 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 17 18:45:38 nor is having new sails on my niece's mothers ship Nov 17 18:46:06 Your brother does not pay for his own sails? Nov 17 18:46:49 It is complicated... He doesn't know about his daughter yet, their meeting was... lets say fleeting, shall we Nov 17 18:50:22 * Catherine looks surprised Nov 17 18:50:29 Oh I see. I'm sorry. Nov 17 18:50:54 * Morgan shrugs Nov 17 18:51:44 Regardless of their knowing eachother or otherwise, I will support my niece however I can, for as long as her mother allows Nov 17 18:52:01 * Catherine stands up "We'll come back to this later, Mr Roberts, excuse us" Nov 17 18:52:27 **He stands and bows to her** yes, your Grace Nov 17 18:52:43 * Catherine leads the way out into the halls Nov 17 18:52:54 Why might she stop? Nov 17 18:53:53 She's used to dealing with things on her own... She wasn't particularly keen on letting me help with the new sails Nov 17 18:55:20 * Catherine nods Nov 17 18:55:32 Is she coming here still? Nov 17 18:56:00 to the best of my knowledge Nov 17 18:56:56 Will your brother be pleased to discover he has a daughter? Nov 17 18:59:12 Given that he's meant to marry his fiancee soon, probably not Nov 17 18:59:25 moreso since she looks so much like mine Nov 17 19:01:07 That sounds like a complicated situation Nov 17 19:05:07 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:05:08 it is Nov 17 19:05:45 Have you only discovered this recently? Nov 17 19:05:54 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:07:02 We were in Denholme, getting ready to sail to Durham when Claudia, looking through a spyglass, asked if I'd been... intimate with anyone when I left Sudlachenburg. Thats how much alike my niece and my daughter look Nov 17 19:10:04 That's very close for cousins Nov 17 19:10:20 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:11:22 Are they close in age? Nov 17 19:12:00 just over a couple of years Nov 17 19:12:19 * Catherine nods Nov 17 19:12:44 Will Varick be excited to meet her? Nov 17 19:13:46 undoubtedly. She's extremely shy though Nov 17 19:13:56 I don't suppose she's had much chance to be around other children Nov 17 19:15:30 * Catherine nods Nov 17 19:15:40 I can understand that Nov 17 19:16:36 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:18:07 How are you all today? Nov 17 19:19:01 its all a bit hectic... Molly's sister in law has gone into labour Nov 17 19:21:10 Well that is exciting, isnt it? Nov 17 19:21:15 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:21:21 fingers crossed it all goes to plan Nov 17 19:22:54 * Catherine nods Nov 17 19:23:35 It shouldn't take long, should it? An hour or so? Nov 17 19:24:56 Dietlinde, my first wife... was in labour for just over a day Nov 17 19:26:45 * Catherine looks horrified Nov 17 19:26:58 A whole day?! How dreadful! Nov 17 19:29:11 I've heard of women being in labour for three days, but that may just be gossip Nov 17 19:30:13 It sounds awful. I hope your sister in law does not have to go through that Nov 17 19:30:43 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:30:45 as do I Nov 17 19:33:58 Was there something you wanted to see me for? Nov 17 19:34:24 Mostly to check up on... Nov 17 19:37:45 On me? Nov 17 19:38:02 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:38:52 I am alright, thanks for your concern Nov 17 19:39:01 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Nov 17 19:39:11 would you like to try that in a way that might actually convince me? Nov 17 19:40:54 I am though. I slept quite well, it isnt tormenting me Nov 17 19:41:47 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:41:49 alright Nov 17 19:45:34 I will find you if I need someone to talk to about it Nov 17 19:47:39 promise? Nov 17 19:48:15 * Catherine nods Nov 17 19:48:17 I do Nov 17 19:48:31 * Morgan nods Nov 17 19:48:33 alright then Nov 17 19:55:34 * Catherine heads back to Mr Roberts Nov 17 19:56:31 * Morgan heads back to the cottage Nov 17 19:59:12 **It's all quiet Nov 17 20:00:26 * Morgan sighs, making himself some coffee Nov 17 20:02:47 **when he finally checks the mirror, she has written him a note Nov 17 20:03:01 "Quarter before eleven. Arrived safe, midwife and some neighbours here. Everything here looks well, just a waiting game. I miss you" Nov 17 20:03:56 * Morgan writes a reply 'I miss you terribly. Hope everything goes well. Leave another note when you can' Nov 17 20:05:54 **he hears someone gently try to open the door about quarter to twelve Nov 17 20:06:42 * Morgan looks at it Nov 17 20:07:14 **its almost like they expect it to be locked, but the handle fully depresses Nov 17 20:08:54 * Morgan waits, watching the door Nov 17 20:11:46 * Catherine is now known as Inga Nov 17 20:12:12 * Inga quietly lets herself in. She looks surprised to see Morgan Nov 17 20:12:34 Oh, I didn't realise you would be downstairs Nov 17 20:12:55 oh? Nov 17 20:15:19 We thought it'd be good for you and Molly to have some time the two of you, what with your niece coming today Nov 17 20:16:14 * Morgan sighs Nov 17 20:16:21 Beth has gone into labour Nov 17 20:19:11 * Inga looks excited Nov 17 20:19:18 Oh lovely! Nov 17 20:19:26 * Morgan nods Nov 17 20:19:33 rather put a dampener on our plans, but yes Nov 17 20:20:33 * Inga nods Nov 17 20:21:13 That's a pity. We could do it again another time Nov 17 20:21:38 * Inga starts making some lunch Nov 17 20:21:55 * Morgan nods Nov 17 20:21:57 that'd be nice Nov 17 20:24:45 Are you nervous? Nov 17 20:25:25 about? Nov 17 20:27:18 Your niece, and Varick and Molly Nov 17 20:27:49 Somewhat Nov 17 20:29:09 * Inga nods Nov 17 20:29:31 It will probably be fine Nov 17 20:29:52 I hope so Nov 17 20:32:16 * Inga nods. She makes him a cup of tea whilst making food Nov 17 20:32:26 Will Molly be back today? Nov 17 20:33:36 thank you... I hope so, but its uncertain Nov 17 20:35:34 Will Alice and Florrie stay longer if she isnt? Nov 17 20:36:25 I hope so Nov 17 20:39:59 * Inga nods. She spends quite a while preparing lunch, and she's about finished when he can faintly hear talking outside Nov 17 20:42:04 * Morgan listens Nov 17 20:43:33 **It sounds like Sam, head groomsman, and Alice** Nov 17 20:43:52 * Morgan goes and opens the door Nov 17 20:44:58 **Alice has Florrie on her hip, the girl hiding her face to her mother. She waves to Morgan before thanking Sam and letting him go** Nov 17 20:46:12 * Morgan waits at the door Nov 17 20:50:10 * Inga is now known as Alice Nov 17 20:50:53 Good afternoon, sorry we are a bit late, travelling with children means you're never punctual! Nov 17 20:51:08 * Morgan smiles, inviting them inside Nov 17 20:51:23 I'm afraid Molly got called away... her sister in law has gone into labour Nov 17 20:55:22 * Alice comes in. Florrie is still clinging to her Nov 17 20:55:30 First baby? Nov 17 20:57:13 Not by a long way... tea? Nov 17 20:58:43 Yes please Nov 17 20:59:10 Alice, this is Inga, HeinzHarolds wife... Inga, this is Alice, my niece's mother Nov 17 20:59:20 * Morgan sets about making a cup of tea Nov 17 21:02:19 **The women express pleasure at meeting each other, and Alice sits at the table. Florrie watches Morgan Nov 17 21:02:40 * Morgan puts the tea in front of Alice Nov 17 21:02:49 Good afternoon Florrie... would you like a drink? Nov 17 21:03:30 She'll have some tea, if you can add a little cold water, please Nov 17 21:04:05 * Morgan nods, making the tea and putting it in front of the girl Nov 17 21:06:25 **Florrie says thank you, and takes it** Nov 17 21:06:31 * Alice looks at Morgan Nov 17 21:06:44 She's not used to ground that stays still Nov 17 21:08:03 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:08:17 Gets you even after a short time aboard. Nov 17 21:10:59 * Alice nods. Inga looks at Morgan "Shall I get Heinzharold and Varick?" Nov 17 21:11:13 Please Nov 17 21:14:09 **Inga goes outside. Florrie looks around the kitchen* Nov 17 21:14:17 F: No plants. Nov 17 21:14:28 No... we weren't planning to stay long Nov 17 21:17:38 F: *she sips the tea* see plants outside? Nov 17 21:18:09 Once Varick, my son gets here, we can have a look if you like Nov 17 21:19:20 **Varick comes in, coming straight to sit on Morgan's lap, looking at the newcomers a little warily** Nov 17 21:19:39 * Morgan puts his arm around Varick, hugging him Nov 17 21:20:05 Varick, I'd like you to meet some people... this is Alice, and this is Florrie... Florrie is my niece Nov 17 21:21:03 **He bows a little, talking Avalonian** I am pleased to make your acquaintance Nov 17 21:21:21 * Morgan ruffles his hair Nov 17 21:24:35 That means Florrie is your cousin Nov 17 21:25:25 *Varick looks at Morgan* But I know all the children from Sunnymeade, and they are my cousins Nov 17 21:25:37 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:25:48 its a bit complicated, so you'll have to take my word for it Nov 17 21:30:38 V: *he nods, watching Florrie drink her tea, then looks to Morgan* Can I have tea too? Nov 17 21:30:55 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:30:59 if you want some Nov 17 21:31:16 **he nods** Nov 17 21:31:47 * Morgan nods, standing and depositing the boy on the chair before making tea the same way Florrie has it Nov 17 21:32:18 V: **he looks to Alice** I have a swing in my garden. Actually, it's my mama's swing Nov 17 21:32:30 Is it? Nov 17 21:33:03 V: My papa made it for her when they lived here before they got married Nov 17 21:33:59 **from the rear doorway, HH coughs, trying not to laugh. Alice just looks briefly at Morgan with a smile before looking back to the boy** Nov 17 21:34:55 Maybe after lunch you could show us? Nov 17 21:36:00 **Varick agrees to this. So with HH and Inga joining them, they settle down for lunch. Florrie remains on her mother's lap to eat ** Nov 17 21:36:25 Alice, did you find some cargo? Nov 17 21:37:45 I did. We will go the top way around, and make a stop in the north Nov 17 21:38:01 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:38:31 Lady Torrington would like you to see her man of business, see if you can find something mutually beneficial Nov 17 21:42:55 * Alice smiles Nov 17 21:43:22 Thank you, I will do. And thank you for the sails, they are being done now Nov 17 21:43:53 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:44:20 Don't thank me, it was her idea. As for the sails, you're welcome. Hopefully they'll make your journeys quicker Nov 17 21:45:00 F, to Morgan: Sails with no holes Nov 17 21:45:22 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:45:37 thats right. You like them? Nov 17 21:46:15 F: Clean and white, good sails Nov 17 21:46:29 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:50:18 **once lunch is over, Florrie walks beside her mother as they head over to the swing. Varick is very good, letting Alice sit on with Florrie on her lap beside him. Inga gently pushes them, making both children smile. HH stands with Morgan at a slight distance, and though he's supposedly watching the merriment, Morgan can feel HH watching him from the corner of his eye. Nov 17 21:50:24 * Alice is now known as HH Nov 17 21:50:35 Alright? Nov 17 21:52:53 * Morgan nods Nov 17 21:55:36 If y' need a minute we're fine here Nov 17 21:59:32 No, I'm fine Nov 17 22:12:17 * HH nods Nov 17 22:12:36 Beth's having the babe then? Nov 17 22:14:54 * Morgan nods Nov 17 22:14:59 went into labour early this morning Nov 17 22:17:18 * HH nods Nov 17 22:17:31 She'll be alright, Molly's there an' all Nov 17 22:19:17 * Morgan nods Nov 17 22:19:19 I'm sure Nov 17 22:23:12 **Florrie gets down, and walks straight for Morgan, watching in his direction. She's more steady on her feet than Jana was that final morning, and just a little more grown up. But in her face and flaxen hair, it's close. Nov 17 22:23:47 * HH watches her, then watches his best friend Nov 17 22:26:30 * Morgan kneels down, bringing himself to her level Nov 17 22:27:38 * HH is now known as Florrie Nov 17 22:27:52 * Florrie comes up to him Nov 17 22:27:56 Plants now? Nov 17 22:28:48 * Morgan nods Nov 17 22:28:56 lets see if we can find some, shall we? Nov 17 22:32:05 * Florrie holds out her hand to him Nov 17 22:32:22 **HH looks to Morgan** want company? Nov 17 22:33:48 * Morgan nods at him, standing and taking Florrie's hand Nov 17 22:36:46 * Florrie goes alongside Morgan without even a backwards glance at her mother. The rose garden or the gardens where the kitchen staff grow herbs would make sense, given the time of year. Nov 17 22:37:14 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Nov 17 22:37:28 tell Alice? Don't want her getting upset. We'll head for the rose garden Nov 17 22:40:00 **HH goes to do so** Nov 17 22:40:11 Morgan live here? Nov 17 22:41:14 I used to. I'm just staying here for a little while now Nov 17 22:44:33 Where live? Nov 17 22:45:17 * Florrie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 17 22:47:06 * Florrie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 17 22:47:14 Where you live then? Nov 17 22:47:41 When we settle down, it'll be in Eisen... you know Eisen? Nov 17 22:52:23 What Eisen? **she looks up at him. He can definitely see Edward in those grey eyes, and his Father also** Nov 17 22:53:12 Its a country, like Avalon... Nov 17 22:54:36 Plants? Nov 17 22:54:55 * Morgan nods Nov 17 22:55:18 My home, with my father and mother, has lovely gardens with some very nice flowers Nov 17 22:57:33 I see flowers? Nov 17 22:58:50 Maybe one day, if you come to visit Nov 17 23:01:38 I can come on my ship Nov 17 23:02:44 That'd be nice... need to find a good cargo for your mother to bring first Nov 17 23:03:41 * Florrie looks around Nov 17 23:03:57 Lots of space, not enough plants Nov 17 23:04:35 Usually how it is... the rose garden is nice though Nov 17 23:07:34 * Florrie walks quietly beside him then until they get to the Rose Garden, where she lets go of his hand to walk around and talks to the plants, looking at the leaves and the soil Nov 17 23:08:50 * Morgan watches her Nov 17 23:13:04 **he feels the occasional prickle of magic, plants looking healthier and stronger. Engrossed like this and often crouching low to the ground, she seems to resemble his daughter most** Nov 17 23:15:43 I like the roses in the summer... the smell is beautiful Nov 17 23:17:02 * Florrie looks around at the different colour roses Nov 17 23:17:09 Which you like best? Nov 17 23:17:45 Yellow ones I think Nov 17 23:20:06 * Florrie finds one, concentrating which touching a branch. A bud appears and blooms. She looks at him Nov 17 23:20:09 For you Nov 17 23:21:28 * Morgan smiles Nov 17 23:21:30 thank you Nov 17 23:22:29 * Florrie smells it, then waits for him to do so Nov 17 23:22:36 * Morgan does so Nov 17 23:23:06 **it smells nice, but it isnt warm enough to smell like it would in the summer Nov 17 23:26:32 * Morgan nods Nov 17 23:26:34 thats lovely Nov 17 23:27:31 Done? Nov 17 23:28:40 * Morgan nods Nov 17 23:29:14 * Florrie makes it ungrow Nov 17 23:30:39 * Florrie is quite happy out here for so long that HH and Varick are sent to find them. On the return to the cottage at half past three, he checks the mirror that says "One O'clock. Everything is fine, no baby yet but Beth is doing very well, presently napping. Apparently we could still be many hours off yet, though I hope to be home to finish what was started!" Nov 17 23:31:24 'I hope it goes well, miss you. Alice and Florrie have arrived' Nov 17 23:57:57 * Florrie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 18 19:54:31 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Nov 18 19:54:56 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Nov 18 20:19:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 18 20:19:55 **He gets Varick to bed at his normal time, and Alice puts Florrie down to sleep. When he checks the mirror, it says "Seven o'clock. Things are moving along more, though the midwife says another three or four hours. Add to that time for recovery and to check the baby over. I do not think I will be home tonight, my love. I am sorry". Nov 18 20:20:47 * Morgan sighs Nov 18 20:20:54 'Alright. I love you, be safe' Nov 18 20:21:52 **The adults have dinner, and he gets chance to introduce Elsie and James to Alice, which goes well. They all find things to chat about, again a mix of Avalonian and Eisen. With dinner finished he goes for a walkabout whilst the others play cards. Once he's back HH pulls him aside** Nov 18 20:21:57 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 18 20:22:19 Dya want me to ride down to Sunnymeade, see if Molly is okay? Nov 18 20:23:11 She'll be fine. Things were moving along at seven, but the midwife reckons three or four hours more, so she'll be staying at Sunnymeade I reckon Nov 18 20:25:54 * HH nods Nov 18 20:26:14 We're going to be turnin' in Nov 18 20:26:23 * Morgan nods Nov 18 20:26:25 alright Nov 18 20:30:24 * HH and Inga go next door, and James and Elsie follow. Alice sips her tea, sat at the kitchen table Nov 18 20:30:29 * HH is now known as Alice Nov 18 20:31:01 * Morgan cleans the last of the dishes before sitting down with a cup of tea Nov 18 20:31:05 Your friends are all nice Nov 18 20:31:31 * Morgan nods Nov 18 20:31:35 I'm very lucky to have them Nov 18 20:37:07 Tell me more about Florrie's father, what is he like? Nov 18 20:42:08 I suppose you could say he is typically Eisen... He can be proud and arrogant... but he can be loving and protective Nov 18 20:50:47 * Alice nods Nov 18 20:50:56 I remember him being funny Nov 18 20:51:21 * Morgan nods Nov 18 20:51:22 and charming Nov 18 20:53:36 * Alice nods Nov 18 20:53:56 What is his fiancee like? Nov 18 20:55:02 Quiet... she lost her mother young and it has made her shy, but she's a lovely young woman Nov 18 20:56:52 Have they been together long? Nov 18 20:57:41 Yes and no... The've adored eachother for years and years, but spent time apart Nov 18 20:59:04 * Alice nods Nov 18 20:59:26 Will Florrie be a complication? Nov 18 21:00:31 Tough to say, in truth. My biggest concern is that he and my father will revert to type and demand things be done in a proper manner... Nov 18 21:02:03 Are they like that? Nov 18 21:02:44 to an extent, though they have been making progress Nov 18 21:02:47 * Morgan smiles faintly Nov 18 21:05:29 I can't lose Florrie Nov 18 21:05:40 * Morgan puts down his tea Nov 18 21:06:31 I am not going to let that happen. I would love to have a continuing relationship with her, with you, and I'd love her to know her father and grandparents... but none of that will be at the expense of her life with you. Nov 18 21:07:57 * Alice nods Nov 18 21:08:53 I am glad of that. I want her to have a relationship with you all too, but Florrie is staying with me, and I won't compromise on it Nov 18 21:09:20 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:09:53 If its worth anything... if it came to it, I'd sacrifice any relationship I have with you both to keep you together and happy Nov 18 21:11:21 It's worth a lot Nov 18 21:11:41 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:12:07 Is there anything you want to ask me? Nov 18 21:12:24 * Morgan smiles Nov 18 21:12:31 didn't we have that conversation in Denholme? Nov 18 21:15:00 * Alice nods Nov 18 21:15:43 We did but you've had time to get over the shock of her, and time to talk about it with your wife. I thought there might be something new Nov 18 21:16:09 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:16:26 I notice her manner is somewhat atypical to most... Nov 18 21:17:33 * Alice nods Nov 18 21:18:30 It's just been me, her, and a ship full of sailors, apart from a few times we've visited my brothers. She hasn't had many chances to bond Nov 18 21:19:09 When I took her to the rose garden earlier, she didn't even look back... Nov 18 21:23:27 It's so strange Nov 18 21:24:55 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:25:16 is that why you've been willing to come here? Because she doesn't react like that to most? Nov 18 21:26:13 I wanted you to have chance to spend time with her. But it helps that she's taken to you so well. Nov 18 21:27:08 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:33:09 We can stay tomorrow night as well, if you would like? Nov 18 21:34:07 That wouldn't put you too far behind? I'd love for Molly to meet you both Nov 18 21:34:20 No, it'll be fine Nov 18 21:35:54 * Morgan nods Nov 18 21:35:58 I'd like that Nov 18 21:37:18 * Alice nods. They move on to talking about the local area and Lady Torrington before going to bed. There's another mirror note when he gets to the bedroom at half past ten. "Ten o'clock. Things progressing rapidly, baby is now quite imminent! I will leave you another note as soon as I can once the birth is done. My love xx Nov 18 21:42:46 'I will wait up as long as I can. I miss you' Nov 18 21:43:09 * Morgan props the mirror up, getting a coffee and a book and sitting on the edge of the bed rather than in bed Nov 18 21:44:52 **The room seems empty without her. At some point whilst he is reading, she has changed the note, which now says Nov 18 21:44:52 "Ten fifty. It's a girl! Baby Cecily arrived safely and loudly at just after half past. She has Mama's hair and is absolutely the most darling little thing! Beth is doing well, resting now. Goodnight, I hope you dream of me and I of you xx" Nov 18 21:45:56 * Morgan smiles, getting into pyjamas and climbing into bed Nov 18 21:47:46 **he falls asleep quickly, starting dream. At Catterick, the recently bereaved Morgan and Jana are welcomed with hugs and hospitality. Christopher makes no assumptions whatsoever about the young woman accompanying them, and is perfectly cordial, getting his housekeeper to arrange her a guest room and preparing the nursery. Nov 18 21:47:46 Christopher joins him in the nursery parlour to eat, where Jana sleeps next door, giving Morgan time to pour his heart out to his uncle. But when it is time for Morgan to finally sleep, Jana wakes screaming for Dietlinde again. He's utterly exhausted now, despite the nap in the carriage, and it's approaching midnight. Nov 18 21:49:13 * Alice is now known as Jana Nov 18 21:53:47 * Jana has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 18 21:55:12 * Jana (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 18 21:55:20 ((C&p pls)) Nov 18 21:55:25 * Morgan goes and picks her up Nov 18 22:01:22 * Jana cries "Muti!" over and over, absolutely sobbing her heart out Nov 18 22:04:44 I know my love, I know Nov 18 22:04:51 * Morgan walks her back and forth, rocking her Nov 18 22:05:25 * Jana still isnt any more settled fifteen minutes later when there's a tap at the door Nov 18 22:05:31 come Nov 18 22:06:00 **The maid who comes in speaks quietly** Need anythin', sir? Nov 18 22:06:11 * Morgan sighs Nov 18 22:06:13 a miracle Nov 18 22:06:33 Maid: I could warm some milk? Nov 18 22:06:39 * Morgan nods Nov 18 22:06:42 please Nov 18 22:07:24 * Jana is still crying hard at the next knock ten minutes later Nov 18 22:07:39 come Nov 18 22:07:50 * Jana is now known as Molly Nov 18 22:09:36 * Molly brings a teapot, cups, two jugs of milk, and other bits on a tray. Her long hair is in one long loose braid, and she's obviously borrowed one of the households dressing gowns. She's barefoot Nov 18 22:09:57 I was in the kitchen when the maid came down, I said I'd bring it up Nov 18 22:09:59 * Morgan watches her Nov 18 22:10:57 * Molly looks around before finding a table to put it on. Jana continues unabated. Nov 18 22:11:43 Come on little one, its alright Nov 18 22:11:50 It's chamomile tea, I hope that is alright? Nov 18 22:12:13 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 18 22:12:24 * Molly pours some for him "Milk, sugar?" Nov 18 22:13:56 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 18 22:14:17 * Molly pours warm milk into a smaller cup Nov 18 22:14:33 Would you like me to try singing to her? Nov 18 22:16:58 I'll try anything... Nov 18 22:17:06 * Molly comes to them holding out her hands for the child Nov 18 22:17:28 You must be exhausted after so much travelling Nov 18 22:18:27 * Morgan nods, handing her over Nov 18 22:19:48 * Molly talks soothingly to her, holding her close. She starts to sing the same song as in the coach office. Jana's volume starts to drop very quickly as she is swayed and sung to Nov 18 22:23:10 **in a brief break in the songs, she glances to Morgan. The crying is now a despondent whimpering rather than screaming Nov 18 22:23:32 Have your tea, she will soon be calm enough for her warm milk Nov 18 22:23:57 * Morgan nods slightly, drinking the tea Nov 18 22:24:42 * Molly returns to the singing. His own tiredness is only increasing Nov 18 22:24:55 * Morgan fights it Nov 18 22:26:01 **Jana get quieter again. Molly continues even as she comes to the table and picks up the cup of milk. Nov 18 22:26:31 Have you considered having some maids here to help, just for a few nights til you're better rested? Nov 18 22:27:25 I don't see how it'd help. She won't even stop for me Nov 18 22:30:38 * Molly takes Jana to a rocking chair, sitting her back a little. Jana still looks very sad, but aside from her breathing being a little more irregular, she is much calmer. Molly carefully helps her with the cup, being so careful and attentive that she doesnt look to him when she talks Nov 18 22:31:11 Was she still nursing? It would be normal at this age here Nov 18 22:32:18 * Morgan nods Nov 18 22:33:08 * Molly just waits, not looking away from the child Nov 18 22:33:34 Aye, she was Nov 18 22:33:44 Have you been travelling with a wet nurse? Nov 18 22:34:43 No... she didn't have one Nov 18 22:34:53 Perhaps that would help her to settle a little, especially at night Nov 18 22:35:03 * Morgan sighs Nov 18 22:35:05 I suppose so Nov 18 22:35:44 * Molly glances at him briefly before looking back to Jana who is drinking quietly now Nov 18 22:36:19 I am sure they staff would know of a woman of good character who could do so Nov 18 22:37:09 * Morgan nods Nov 18 22:37:12 I'll speak with them Nov 18 22:38:59 * Molly takes the empty cup and sets it down, moving Jana who now looks a little more calm onto her chest more. She starts to gently rock the chair, singing again Nov 18 22:39:22 * Morgan sits down heavily Nov 18 22:40:07 **the room seems fairly quiet, though it's cooling rapidly, the fire put out just before the screaming started Nov 18 22:40:42 * Molly looks over to him, watching him with compassion Nov 18 22:41:27 You ought to sleep, whilst she is quiet. You will be no good to her if you exhaust yourself Nov 18 22:42:01 * Morgan nods glumly Nov 18 22:42:11 You won't leave with her? Nov 18 22:42:23 * Molly shakes her head Nov 18 22:42:44 Absolutely not. We will not leave the nursery at all Nov 18 22:43:00 * Morgan nods, watching her a moment before settling against the wall Nov 18 22:44:05 * Molly continues to sing, switching to My Bonny Blue Eyed Boy, something he hasn't heard since Verity used to sing it to him as a child Nov 18 22:44:45 * Morgan sighs, closing his eyes Nov 18 22:47:17 **he drifts off to sleep, the thought of warm summer where Edward was about Jana's age in Verity's arms as she sang to Morgan in her morning room, Adalbrecht off on some faraway battlefield... He wakes to Jana crying again. Except it isn't.  Jana is dead, and would never cry again. Florence. He wakes to Florence crying, a little girl who would not have been born if his daughter had not died.** Nov 18 22:48:30 * Morgan scrambles out of bed, getting dressed quickly Nov 18 22:49:21 **he guesses it must about one o'clock ** Nov 18 22:50:36 * Morgan pads down the hallway towards Alice and Florries room Nov 18 22:51:47 **the crying seems to be coming from downstairs Nov 18 22:52:27 * Morgan heads downstairs quickly Nov 18 22:56:10 * Molly is now known as Alice Nov 18 22:56:26 **downstairs,  Alice is rocking Florrie whilst trying to heat some milk Nov 18 22:57:05 * Morgan goes to the stove, concentrating on the milk for a moment before testing it with the back of his hand Nov 18 22:59:30 **it's perfect** Nov 18 22:59:54 I'm sorry she woke you **Florrie is still crying** Nov 18 23:00:18 * Morgan pours it into a cup, offering it to Alice Nov 18 23:00:27 Not at all... Would you like some tea? Nov 18 23:02:09 * Alice yawns "Yes please" Nov 18 23:02:26 * Morgan nods, making some, putting it on the table Nov 18 23:02:35 Would you like me to rock her while you drink? Nov 18 23:03:36 * Alice looks unsure "It's not that I dont want to hold her, it's just... it gets difficult when there's just one of yoy" Nov 18 23:03:53 * Morgan nods Nov 18 23:04:20 I know... Nov 18 23:04:20 * Alice hands the crying girl over Nov 18 23:04:30 * Morgan leans against the sink Nov 18 23:05:15 I hope she wont wake Varick **Alice sits down, resting her cheek on her hand** Nov 18 23:05:51 * Morgan rocks the girl gently, talking in a low voice almost constantly Nov 18 23:06:03 Hard to tell... sometimes he sleeps through everything Nov 18 23:08:25 **Florrie snuggles in tightly two him, which muffles some of the sound Nov 18 23:09:15 Florrie isn't a good sleeper anyway, but she's much worse on land unfortunately Nov 18 23:09:37 * Morgan nods, starting to hum as he rocks her Nov 18 23:09:49 Any reason why she struggles to sleep? Nov 18 23:11:30 * Alice sips the tea Nov 18 23:11:41 No idea, she's always been that way Nov 18 23:11:59 * Morgan nods Nov 18 23:14:45 **Florrie gets quieter Nov 18 23:15:32 Is it nightmares do you think? Nov 18 23:16:37 * Alice shrugs Nov 18 23:16:39 Maybe Nov 18 23:18:08 * Morgan nods, continuing to rock the girl Nov 18 23:21:03 * Alice falls asleep resting against her hand, and Florrie falls asleep on his shoulder. The weight of her feels so much like Jana did Nov 18 23:22:40 * Morgan lets her rest for a while until he's sure Florrie is properly asleep before touching Alice's shoulder Nov 18 23:23:22 * Alice wakes with a blink Nov 18 23:23:34 Sorry, must have dropped off Nov 18 23:23:43 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 18 23:24:03 Its fine... she's asleep, how about we get her back to bed so you can get some rest Nov 18 23:24:20 Thanks, that would be great Nov 18 23:25:12 * Alice quietly carries the candle up, pulling back the sheets so he can put Florrie down Nov 18 23:26:41 * Morgan puts her gently on the bed, looking at her for a moment before heading to the door Nov 18 23:27:01 Goodnight, Morgan Nov 18 23:27:42 Sleep well Alice... hopefully... Nov 18 23:27:53 * Alice nods "and you" Nov 18 23:28:35 * Morgan nods, closing the door and heading back to his room Nov 18 23:30:13 **The mirror when he gets there says "About one o'clock. Sleeping in my childhood bed has brought only nightmares of the time when I was cast out. I miss you very much. I'm going to ride back at first light. I hope your night goes better. My love xx" Nov 18 23:30:55 * Morgan climbs onto the bed, propping himself up and closing his eyes Nov 18 23:34:06 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 19 12:10:49 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Nov 19 12:10:49 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Nov 19 12:11:01 2021 Nov 19 12:11:01 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 19 12:39:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 19 12:40:14 **he falls back asleep Nov 19 12:40:22 **Adalbrecht had asked Morgan to run an errand for him, going to the bank in Freiburg to chase up some information about a man named Darius Eckname who owned a house in the Schwarzenwald. He hadn't really wanted to leave them but having his Father trust him again was important** Nov 19 12:40:22 * Molly has quit (Excess Flood) Nov 19 12:40:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 19 12:40:51 **Adalbrecht had asked Morgan to run an errand for him, going to the bank in Freiburg to chase up some information about a man named Darius Eckname who owned a house in the Schwarzenwald. He hadn't really wanted to leave them but having his Father trust him again was important** Nov 19 12:40:51 **With an appointment set for the next day, Morgan has already visited Cafe Kaffee, his favourite coffee shop anywhere, and bought enough to take home. He'd bought Jana a Kaleidoscope, and Dietlinde a silver necklace with a lily of the valley on it. **He misses them. He goes to the Drachen Cathedral which he hasn't seen since the War, and settles outside on the wall to sketch it. Nov 19 12:40:51 **A sudden loud feminine laugh of shock draws his gaze. A young couple are walking arm in arm on the grass. The dark red hair of the girl is unusual, and makes no sense with the deep feeling of recognition within him. Nov 19 12:41:08 **He'd remember that hair if he had actually seen her somewhere, surely?  They are flirting, obviously madly in love. He's carrying her shoes, she must be scandalously barefoot beneath her long skirts. Nov 19 12:41:08 **The man has blonde hair, a moustache,  and that particular walk of a man who sails a lot. Morgan misses sailing, much as he loves his life. But for a moment he ponders this couples' life. Nov 19 12:41:08 **Do they go to sea and satisfy their wanderlust together? Does a young woman who will go barefoot at a Cathedral have many inhibitions, or does she live and love without polite reserve? What would life at sea with her be like? He feels disloyal even as the cathedral bell wakes him* Nov 19 12:42:31 * Morgan sighs, looking at the window Nov 19 12:47:32 **It's still dark but not long til first light Nov 19 12:48:43 * Morgan sighs, going downstairs and starting brewing coffee Nov 19 12:52:22 **he's left in peace. It's soon first light outside the window, then half an hour later it's dawn Nov 19 12:52:56 * Morgan goes to check the mirror Nov 19 12:55:34 "Quarter before seven. I am leaving now, I hope to be with you in around an hour. M xx" Nov 19 12:56:11 * Morgan goes back down to the kitchen, standing in the doorway, watching out across the lawn Nov 19 13:01:18 **he doesn't have long to wait before Molly walks across it towards the cottage** Nov 19 13:01:53 * Morgan smiles, going to her Nov 19 13:04:49 * Molly looks pleased to see him, but tired Nov 19 13:04:57 Good morning, my love Nov 19 13:05:05 blossom... are you alright? Nov 19 13:05:26 It was a long day and a rough night. How are you, how is Varick? Nov 19 13:06:12 a rough night? Nov 19 13:10:59 I had a nightmare, that's all. Is there any tea? Nov 19 13:11:13 * Morgan nods, going inside to pour it Nov 19 13:11:21 want to tell me about it?> Nov 19 13:14:53 * Molly takes off her cloak and hangs it up Nov 19 13:17:24 Could we sit together in the parlour? Nov 19 13:17:55 * Morgan nods, carrying the tea in that direction Nov 19 13:20:17 * Molly gets settled close to him, weaving her fingers with his Nov 19 13:22:13 It was back when I was so sick... it hurt so badly, and I was so scared. I heard them turn John away before they came upstairs. They must have thought I couldn't hear them, but they were talking about how I must be with child, there was no other explanation... they... *she looks at him* Nov 19 13:25:41 My Father held my hand onto the Holy Book, and made me swear by Theus' name that I was still a virgin. It felt like I could feel his fingertips against my bones. I swore, and they still wouldn't believe me. He said to her that I could easily lie, even on the Holy Book, given the past. I just wanted them to believe me. Nov 19 13:27:07 Is this a nightmare or a memory? Nov 19 13:28:57 A nightmare... as far as I know Nov 19 13:29:15 * Morgan nods, squeezing her hand Nov 19 13:31:44 * Molly squeezes back Nov 19 13:31:57 It is what it is Nov 19 13:32:04 * Morgan nods Nov 19 13:32:06 I suppose Nov 19 13:35:29 * Molly nods Nov 19 13:35:35 How are you? Nov 19 13:37:21 I'm alright Nov 19 13:38:54 * Molly leans her cheek to his upper arm Nov 19 13:39:00 How did you sleep? Nov 19 13:39:38 * Morgan sighs Nov 19 13:39:40 not great Nov 19 13:41:56 Nightmares also? Nov 19 13:42:53 * Morgan nods Nov 19 13:44:05 Do you want to tell me? Nov 19 13:44:51 Just... Jana had survived and we'd fled to Catterick... she wouldn't stop crying. I was woken by Florrie crying Nov 19 13:45:50 * Molly nods slowly Nov 19 13:45:59 That sounds painful Nov 19 13:46:04 * Morgan nods Nov 19 13:46:06 it was Nov 19 13:48:54 I should have been here Nov 19 13:49:43 No, you were where you were meant to be... it all went well? Nov 19 13:51:31 * Molly nods Nov 19 13:51:52 They're both doing well this morning, I checked before I left Nov 19 13:53:48 * Morgan nods Nov 19 13:53:49 good Nov 19 13:57:55 It was a long time we waited, but it's a very complicated business... Nov 19 13:58:41 * Morgan nods Nov 19 14:01:37 * Molly sighs a little Nov 19 14:02:07 She's lovely though, so sweet and small, and just the tiniest little finger nails Nov 19 14:03:03 I've sailed all over this world, seen horrors and wonders from myths and folklore... and the thing that I can never get over is how perfectly small a babes finger nails are... ridiculous isn't it Nov 19 14:04:35 * Molly moves to look up at him, smiling warmly Nov 19 14:04:50 That is rather lovely, my love Nov 19 14:04:57 * Morgan shrugs Nov 19 14:05:05 careful, I've got a reputation to maintain Nov 19 14:06:13 I rather think you ought to be careful, my love. There is little that could encourage the convergence more than you talking like that! *she smiles playfully* Nov 19 14:07:25 * Morgan chuckles Nov 19 14:09:58 In a few days, we can visit, if you wish Nov 19 14:10:43 We'll see Nov 19 14:14:05 Varick will wish to. If you cannot, I could take him with Inga and Heinzharold Nov 19 14:14:55 I'll manage Nov 19 14:16:48 * Molly nods, staying quiet whilst she moves to sip her tea. A minute passes before she says Nov 19 14:17:00 How are Varick and Florence getting on? Nov 19 14:17:39 Florrie is very quiet... she has an unusual way about her Nov 19 14:19:00 * Molly nods Nov 19 14:19:23 I should start everyone's breakfast Nov 19 14:20:57 I'll help Nov 19 14:26:20 * Molly nods, going to do so. Once finished, she excuses herself to get cleaned up. Whilst she is gone, Varick, Florrie and Alice join him. Varick sits up at the table as usual, Florrie comes to Morgan to be picked up Nov 19 14:26:26 * Molly is now known as Alice Nov 19 14:27:12 * Morgan picks her up Nov 19 14:27:21 * Alice looks around Nov 19 14:27:28 Do you need some help? Nov 19 14:27:44 * Morgan smiles at Florrie before looking at Alice Nov 19 14:27:46 I do now Nov 19 14:32:40 * Alice goes to the counter, starting to plate up with her back to the room. Varick is drawing, looking at Morgan and Florrie. Florrie watches Morgan "Walk in woods, see the trees?" Nov 19 14:33:23 A bit later, we need to have breakfast first, and I want you to meet my wife Nov 19 14:33:58 **Molly comes down the stairs into the kitchen. She pauses a moment a few steps up, watching them, face serious** Nov 19 14:34:20 [Are you alright?] Nov 19 14:38:03 **Molly blinks rapidly a moment then nods a little before coming down the stairs** Good morning Nov 19 14:38:58 * Morgan introduces Molly and Alice Nov 19 14:40:35 * Alice sets down three plates on the table before looking to Molly. They make brief small talk, and although Molly is friendly he can tell she isn't at ease Nov 19 14:41:13 Can I get you some breakfast? **Molly shakes her head* M: Please, sit, and eat. I will get mine. Nov 19 14:42:08 * Alice does so. Varick jumps down, running to hug Molly. She kneels down, hugging him tightly* V: I missed you, Mama! Nov 19 14:43:16 * Alice takes Florrie from Morgan, sitting with her daughter in her lap and sharing food off her plate. Varick sits too. Nov 19 14:43:39 * Morgan goes to help Molly with her breakfast Nov 19 14:50:00 **Molly makes just a piece of toast** Nov 19 14:50:38 [Whats wrong my love?] Nov 19 14:52:47 [It is strange to see. I am alright] Nov 19 14:53:02 [You don't seem it] Nov 19 14:53:29 **Molly sits at the table beside Varick** [don't worry, liebling] Nov 19 14:54:40 Florrie would like to go and see the trees in the forest... Nov 19 14:55:43 **Molly nods, looking at the little girl. Florrie looks shy. Molly looks back to Morgan** That's a good idea Nov 19 14:57:10 * Morgan nods Nov 19 14:57:53 V: Did the baby come, Mama? **Molly nods, smiling at him** Yes she did, late last night Nov 19 14:58:18 **Varick looks at Morgan** I want to see the baby Nov 19 14:59:35 In a couple of days Nov 19 15:01:40 V: What does she look like? **Molly smiles** She looks like my Mama, she has her hair. V: Is that what our babies will look like? Nov 19 15:02:06 * Alice looks at Morgan "I didn't realise you were already..." Nov 19 15:02:48 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 19 15:02:50 not yet Nov 19 15:03:59 **Molly shrugs a little** They might do, Mauschen, it is tough to say Nov 19 15:04:31 * Alice and the others all start eating breakfast, the conversation swindling Nov 19 15:09:02 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 19 15:26:47 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 19 16:06:36 **It gets noisy with the arrival of HH, Inga, Elsie and James. More mouths to feed sees Molly donning an apron and cooking even more. Meanwhile there's lots of loud chatter, especially Varick and Heinzharold. The little table is a squeeze with so many around it, not that Elsie can properly sit at it. Nov 19 16:11:07 * Morgan ferries breakfast to the table for the others Nov 19 16:11:28 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 19 16:12:37 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 19 16:14:13 [16:01] (Alice) **It gets noisy with the arrival of HH, Inga, Elsie and James. More mouths to feed sees Molly donning an apron and cooking even more. Meanwhile there's lots of loud chatter, especially Varick and Heinzharold. The little table is a squeeze with so many around it, not that Elsie can properly sit at it. Nov 19 16:16:01 * Morgan ferries breakfast to the table for the others Nov 19 16:18:59 **it's cold when coats are donned and all of them head out for their walk. Molly and Inga are soon walking arm in arm, talking quietly, and James and Elsie are at the back, even slower. Varick is quite happy darting back and forth between Morgan and Alice, the latter at the front with Florrie who seems very at ease amongst the trees. HH walks beside Morgan Nov 19 16:19:04 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 19 16:19:12 How you doing? Nov 19 16:19:34 Worried about Molly mostly Nov 19 16:21:12 * HH glances back at the wives Nov 19 16:21:23 What's on yer noggin? Nov 19 16:21:56 She's been... off since seeing Florrie and Alice Nov 19 16:22:45 Whatcha reck'n the reason is? Nov 19 16:23:06 * Morgan shrugs Nov 19 16:25:19 * HH nods Nov 19 16:25:46 Inga will find out Nov 19 16:25:52 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:25:54 no doubt Nov 19 16:27:26 What about you, man? Nov 19 16:28:08 * Morgan shrugs Nov 19 16:28:35 Its difficult. Had a nightmare last night that Jana had survived, was screaming for her mother... woke up to Florrie crying. Nov 19 16:29:16 * HH nods Nov 19 16:29:31 That'll confuse you Nov 19 16:29:48 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:31:18 Want us to swap rooms? Nov 19 16:32:07 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 19 16:32:11 No... Nov 19 16:33:33 Offer's always there if y' need it Nov 19 16:33:44 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:33:46 thank you Nov 19 16:36:10 Varick seems to like them Nov 19 16:36:45 He likes pretty much everything Nov 19 16:38:17 * HH nods Nov 19 16:38:34 He's gettin' more like me Nov 19 16:40:31 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:40:37 Slowly undoing the damage done Nov 19 16:40:56 * HH nods Nov 19 16:41:37 Speakin' of Alarice, Heinrich's wedding today, isn' it? Nov 19 16:43:06 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:43:07 aye Nov 19 16:43:47 Reck'n he's going to go through with it? Nov 19 16:46:03 He gave his word... he better had Nov 19 16:47:39 Used t'like him, but... Nov 19 16:47:41 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 19 16:49:31 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 19 16:49:35 [16:42] (HH) Used t'like him, but... Nov 19 16:51:14 He treated Inga terribly Nov 19 16:52:00 * Molly nods Nov 19 16:52:05 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 19 16:52:34 Yep. Mebbie he did like her, but not enough to treat her right Nov 19 16:53:21 * Morgan nods Nov 19 16:53:43 Maybe he got pulled in by Alarice... Theus knows how malicious and manipulative she could be Nov 19 16:55:59 * HH shrugs Nov 19 16:56:28 Mebbie. Lucky for me he didn't marry 'er, but he should have. Nov 19 16:58:02 * Morgan nods Nov 19 17:00:07 **Varick comes to Morgan with pine cones, handing him about twenty from his pockets and sleeves Nov 19 17:01:24 * Morgan takes them, putting them in his various pockets Nov 19 17:05:53 **Florrie comes to find him after a while. She shows him various plants whilst Varick concentrates on the trees. Three squirrels come down, coming into the plants where Florrie is pointing to some ivy. She looks excited by the squirrels, looking at Morgan with a grin. It's only the gray of her eyes that distinguishes her from his daughter. Nov 19 17:06:07 F: Squirrels! Nov 19 17:06:57 * Morgan nods Nov 19 17:11:51 F: **she jumps excitedly. Varick crouches by her, and one of the squirrels comes over, climbing onto his hand. Florrie watches enraptured, looking between the creature and Varick. Nov 19 17:13:05 * Morgan watches them Nov 19 17:13:16 **Varick looks pleased with himself** V: You can touch her if you are gentle. F: Touch gentle, okay. **she gently touches the squirrel** Nov 19 17:16:53 F: What they eat? V: **he concentrates, then looks to Morgan, speaking Eisen* what are "hazelnuts" in Avalonian? Nov 19 17:17:12 * Morgan says it slowly Nov 19 17:18:23 **Florrie gets up, moving to a small tree** Come on Varick. Nov 19 17:19:03 **Varick puts down the squirrel, the three red bushy tails following the children as they go to a tree** Nov 19 17:19:38 * Morgan glances towards James and Elsie Nov 19 17:19:48 * HH looks at Morgan "It's weird, seein' the two of them" Nov 19 17:20:08 **James and Elsie are a long way back, behind the two wives** Nov 19 17:20:25 * Morgan nods briefly Nov 19 17:20:26 aye it is Nov 19 17:26:34 **he feels the prickle of magic** Nov 19 17:31:26 * Morgan rubs his neck absently Nov 19 17:32:31 **the children are looking at the tree Florrie is touching, the squirrels darting up and down it, chattering loudly. More squirrels join them. Nov 19 17:37:42 **The next ten minutes is spent watching more squirrels than he has ever seen before taking the suspiciously large number of ripe hazelnuts from this particular tree. Varick and Florrie sit on the ground together by it. The adults have all ended up as one group. Nov 19 17:52:14 **once the children have finished watching this, they all progress on. The children walk together now, holding hands. Varick often asks Morgan for the Eisen translations of animal and plant names. Alice and Heinzharold walk with them. Molly and Inga are even slower than James and Elsie now, deep in conversation. The girls are still trailing as Morgan leads the others into the cottage and gets everyone settled with tea, coffee or warm milk. Nov 19 17:56:32 * Morgan gets everyone set up with drinks Nov 19 18:06:00 **Another ten minutes passes without Molly or Inga** Nov 19 18:06:17 [Blossom, are you alright?] Nov 19 18:10:56 [We are just talking] Nov 19 18:14:12 * Morgan leans against the sink, watching the others Nov 19 18:16:28 **Everyone seems happy enough, taking their drinks into the parlour where HH lights the fire Nov 19 18:18:40 * Morgan heads outside to find Molly and Inga Nov 19 18:19:41 **They're stood in the shelter of the gatehouse, it's started to rain Nov 19 18:20:12 * Morgan walks towards them Nov 19 18:23:14 **Neither notices him** Nov 19 19:49:32 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Nov 19 19:49:44 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Nov 19 19:50:11 * Morgan watches their body language as he approaches Nov 19 19:52:34 **it's intimate, secretive** Nov 19 19:54:05 * Morgan slows, giving them chance to notice him Nov 19 19:58:08 **Molly notices him, which makes Inga notice too Nov 19 19:59:52 whats going on ladies? Nov 19 20:04:30 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 19 20:04:39 We are just catching up Nov 19 20:05:48 You _do_ remember I made a living reading people... Nov 19 20:13:49 * Molly nods Nov 19 20:13:51 I do. Nov 19 20:14:49 so whats going on? Nov 19 20:17:19 We were talking about Beth's delivery and Heinrich's wedding Nov 19 20:18:24 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 19 20:19:28 * Molly glances at Inga, then Morgan Nov 19 20:19:36 Did you need me, my love? Nov 19 20:21:23 I was concerned... you seemed ill at ease since breakfast Nov 19 20:22:18 **Inga looks awkward** I'll leave you two alone... Nov 19 20:25:43 Given that I imagine you already are aware of the issue, Inga, you may as well stay, please Nov 19 20:27:41 I: Do I have to? Nov 19 20:29:20 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 19 20:29:32 I've never forced you before, I won't now Nov 19 20:35:04 **Inga leaves, looking relieved, even if it does mean going into the increasingly heavy rain. Molly watches Morgan Nov 19 20:36:22 It's alright, liebling Nov 19 20:36:26 * Morgan sighs, sitting on the floor Nov 19 20:36:59 * Molly glances around the dirty gatehouse before doing likewise Nov 19 20:37:07 You are worrying? Nov 19 20:37:14 You are keeping things from me again Nov 19 20:37:54 * Molly watches the rain Nov 19 20:38:08 I don't think I can heal Elsie enough Nov 19 20:38:24 * Morgan nods Nov 19 20:39:03 That remains to be seen Nov 19 20:41:32 * Molly shakes her head Nov 19 20:42:15 No... having been at the birth yesterday, it's too complicated Nov 19 20:42:31 You think so? Nov 19 20:42:39 * Molly nods Nov 19 20:42:43 I'm sorry Nov 19 20:43:14 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 19 20:43:18 its not your fault Nov 19 20:44:36 * Molly shrugs Nov 19 20:44:46 Perhaps Nov 19 20:45:20 It is not Nov 19 20:50:45 If I was stronger... if it had been me... Nov 19 20:51:09 Don't. I've seen how it would be if it were you Nov 19 20:52:12 But Elsie would be fine... Nov 19 20:52:52 And I would be alone, Varick would be with Alarice, Edward without Mina, James in a nunnery, Sorgi dead... Nov 19 20:53:05 * Molly pulls her knees up Nov 19 20:53:10 I suppose so Nov 19 20:54:47 * Morgan nods Nov 19 20:56:11 * Molly sighs Nov 19 20:56:48 I've never built her hopes up, nor James' Nov 19 20:56:55 * Morgan nods Nov 19 20:56:56 I know Nov 19 21:00:30 I just... I don't know what to do now... I built up my own hopes, and yours Nov 19 21:01:27 You are absolutely certain there is no hope? Nov 19 21:05:58 It's a surprisingly complicated and intricate thing... I don't think it is possible to undo all the damage to give that level of function Nov 19 21:07:08 What about if the baby must be cut from her... could you heal that? Nov 19 21:09:38 I don't know. I'm not even sure it is possible to do that to a live person. I've never heard of it, there's nothing in the books, nor did Doctor Price or the midwives know of it. Nov 19 21:10:25 But I heard someone say it'd need to be born that way... Nov 19 21:12:33 But that is only done when a woman is dead or dying, and even then it is not foolproof. But, I suppose, that is all we can try Nov 19 21:13:05 * Morgan nods Nov 19 21:13:19 You will draw on me if needed, wont you? Nov 19 21:15:00 * Molly nods Nov 19 21:15:20 If I need to, if I cannot do it without Nov 19 21:15:30 * Morgan nods Nov 19 21:19:04 * Molly watches the rain Nov 19 21:19:17 How on Theah do we prepare Varick? Nov 19 21:20:41 * Morgan sighs Nov 19 21:20:43 I don't know Nov 19 21:21:35 * Molly nods a little Nov 19 21:22:01 She's lived with us for a month... for him she is like family now Nov 19 21:22:25 I know Nov 19 21:24:33 He's been through so much Nov 19 21:25:15 * Morgan nods Nov 19 21:30:20 I mean, we knew it was a possibility, but... it all just seems so real today Nov 19 21:30:33 * Morgan nods Nov 19 21:30:34 aye Nov 19 21:31:53 * Molly crosses her arms on her knees and rests her head on them Nov 19 21:32:12 It all seems so utterly cruel and hopeless Nov 19 21:32:51 She has said any number of times that she has had more enjoyment than she expected these last few weeks Nov 19 21:37:59 She should have had a full, long life of enjoyment. Nov 19 21:39:13 Yes she should Nov 19 21:41:39 * Molly nods against her arms Nov 19 21:43:18 How do I do this, liebling, knowing that I can't fix this, that I am going to fail? Nov 19 21:44:07 I'm afraid my love, I still am not convinced of that Nov 19 21:47:39 How can you believe in miracles after what I have just said? Nov 19 21:48:36 Because I'm still working on the idea... Nov 19 21:50:02 * Molly nods slightly Nov 19 21:50:29 Varick and Florence are getting along well Nov 19 21:50:39 * Morgan nods slightly Nov 19 21:51:01 Shall we talk about the other thing thats bothering you, and has been since you came down for breakfast? Nov 19 21:52:30 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Nov 19 21:52:30 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Nov 19 21:52:58 2021 Nov 19 21:52:58 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 19 21:54:10 It's hard to explain. Seeing you with her, the cosy domesticity, Alice's straight blonde hair... Nov 19 21:54:51 You were... jealous? Nov 19 21:56:43 * Molly looks back to the rain Nov 19 21:56:53 No, it is not that simple Nov 19 21:57:06 You saw what you think I should have had... Nov 19 21:57:15 * Molly nods Nov 19 21:57:42 Like a painting, like a moment of the almost-past Nov 19 21:58:36 * Morgan nods Nov 19 21:59:31 I can understand that Nov 19 22:00:14 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:01:36 It's... it's not easy... it's not even easy to say it isn't easy Nov 19 22:02:45 * Morgan nods Nov 19 22:03:08 I've no doubt. Nov 19 22:04:03 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:04:22 Everyone will be wondering where we are. We should go back Nov 19 22:04:48 Not until you are alright Nov 19 22:06:05 I will be Nov 19 22:11:57 * Morgan nods Nov 19 22:12:21 * Molly takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly Nov 19 22:13:18 Inga is having a hard day also Nov 19 22:14:22 because of Heinrich Nov 19 22:14:37 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:15:05 She loves Heinzharold and is glad she married him and not Heinrich, but... Nov 19 22:16:21 * Molly glances at him Nov 19 22:16:24 but she loved him, and thought they were to be together forever... Nov 19 22:16:41 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:17:54 She wanted to marry him, and he fought tooth and nail against it. Now, within a few months, he is happily marrying a woman he has known much less time... it makes her doubt herself, and compare herself Nov 19 22:19:48 * Morgan nods Nov 19 22:20:01 they were not right for eachother... *he scowls* he wasn't good enough for her Nov 19 22:20:32 She's asked me what is so special about Hildegarde, and what can I really say to that? She is a good mother, she is resilient, and *she shrugs* she's obviously incredibly beautiful. Nov 19 22:22:22 * Morgan shrugs Nov 19 22:22:24 if you say so Nov 19 22:22:53 * Molly watches the lawn Nov 19 22:23:18 She is. It's a family trait. Nov 19 22:26:37 I don't think Otto is beautiful... and truth be told, I can't say I'd thought so about Hildegarde... Nov 19 22:28:53 * Molly shrugs Nov 19 22:29:24 She looks like Dietlinde, at least in the painting Nov 19 22:32:23 There's a resemblance, certainly but... Nov 19 22:32:59 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:33:37 I am sure Inga will come around. It is just hard for her to feel passed over, you know? Nov 19 22:34:16 * Morgan nods Nov 19 22:38:28 I think perhaps Heinzharold could help that, but I suspect he will not feel good that Inga is upset by it Nov 19 22:39:49 She needs to talk to him... he's aware of it Nov 19 22:42:09 * Molly nods Nov 19 22:42:40 Maybe we need to send them off to talk a while? Nov 19 22:42:55 * Morgan nods Nov 19 22:42:58 I'd say so Nov 19 22:47:52 * Molly nods, standing up and brushing off her skirt Nov 19 22:48:16 Let us fix what we can, at least Nov 19 22:49:52 * Morgan nods, getting up Nov 19 22:51:57 * Molly looks at him a moment, then holds her hand out to him Nov 19 22:53:16 * Morgan takes it, pulling her closer Nov 19 22:55:54 * Molly looks up at him Nov 19 22:57:10 I am sorry everything is so damnably complicated again Nov 19 22:57:53 * Morgan shrugs Nov 19 22:58:04 its not. Its challenging, yes, but its not complicated. Nov 19 22:59:17 It feels complicated Nov 19 22:59:24 * Molly watches him Nov 19 23:00:25 Why? Nov 19 23:03:05 Not knowing when it will happen with Elsie, and knowing how upset everyone will be, everything with Alice and Florence and Edward Nov 19 23:04:20 But we will do the best we can to deal with everything that comes up... together. Nov 19 23:06:27 * Molly smiles Nov 19 23:06:40 I appreciate that more than you could know Nov 19 23:07:57 * Morgan nods Nov 19 23:09:38 * Molly watches him a moment longer Nov 19 23:09:48 I missed you yesterday, very much Nov 19 23:10:09 and I you Nov 19 23:11:50 * Molly nods Nov 19 23:12:01 I did not like sleeping in that room again Nov 19 23:12:10 * Morgan nods Nov 19 23:12:13 I'm not surprised Nov 19 23:14:36 I wanted to be here, in our room, not back there Nov 19 23:18:40 * Morgan nods Nov 19 23:18:44 I know my love Nov 19 23:19:18 * Molly kisses his knuckles Nov 19 23:19:44 Was it strange, sleeping here alone? It is something I got very used to Nov 19 23:20:08 * Morgan nods Nov 19 23:20:12 I did not like it at all Nov 19 23:22:15 * Molly nods Nov 19 23:22:24 I'd rather not do that again Nov 19 23:24:24 Nor I Nov 19 23:26:22 * Molly watches him a bit longer before glancing towards the cottages Nov 19 23:26:28 We should go... Nov 19 23:32:44 Aye, we should Nov 19 23:34:18 * Molly watches him again, smiling slightly Nov 19 23:34:25 Are we going to? Nov 19 23:34:54 * Morgan nods Nov 19 23:35:04 aye, come on... we'll see if we can get Florrie talking to you Nov 19 23:36:12 * Molly nods Nov 19 23:36:15 Alright Nov 19 23:36:34 * Morgan leads her across the lawn to the cottage Nov 19 23:37:36 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Nov 20 00:26:19 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 20 21:35:13 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Nov 20 21:54:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 20 21:55:25 **In the cottage Inga has started making lunch, and Molly goes to help her. HH comes out into the kitchen, looking at them all before gesturing $Alright?$ Nov 20 21:57:08 $Tough to say. Need to talk to you$ Nov 20 21:59:29 $We could go check on her Grace and Kit?$ Nov 20 21:59:50 $Good shout$ Nov 20 22:03:26 HH: I'm goin' to see Kurt an' her Grace. Comin', Morgan? Nov 20 22:04:26 * Morgan nods Nov 20 22:04:34 Aye, alright Nov 20 22:10:25 * Morgan gets up, kissing Mollys cheek Nov 20 22:10:27 we won't be long Nov 20 22:10:53 * Molly smiles, blushing "yes, my love" Nov 20 22:11:04 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 20 22:11:07 * Morgan heads to the door Nov 20 22:11:24 * HH opens the door for him "My liege..." Nov 20 22:12:12 * Morgan thumps him as he goes out Nov 20 22:15:10 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 20 22:15:10 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 20 22:17:24 ((Test)) Nov 20 22:17:29 * MollyK is now known as HH Nov 20 22:18:35 * HH follows him out "The very sky weeps with happiness at the sight of thy majesty's glory" Nov 20 22:19:10 A thine ear will thicken if thy mouth continues running Nov 20 22:22:36 * HH laughs loudly Nov 20 22:23:01 What do you want me for if not ennertainment? Nov 20 22:24:38 * Morgan heads across the lawn Nov 20 22:25:47 * HH walks with him Nov 20 22:27:36 We out of earshot? Nov 20 22:29:04 * HH looks around Nov 20 22:29:15 Just us an' the earthworms Nov 20 22:30:25 * Morgan nods Nov 20 22:31:11 Inga is having difficulties with Reinhardt getting married. She seems to be feeling like she is easy to pass over, and I thought you'd want to know Nov 20 22:32:54 * HH nods Nov 20 22:33:10 I'll nip that in th' bud. Thanks Nov 20 22:33:29 * Morgan nods Nov 20 22:33:36 she's hurting, and I don't like it Nov 20 22:36:35 * HH nods Nov 20 22:36:38 Me either Nov 20 22:39:02 * Morgan nods Nov 20 22:39:16 lets get that stopped then... Nov 20 22:39:34 * HH nods Nov 20 22:39:40 What else? Nov 20 22:41:20 Molly is almost certain that she can't save Elsie Nov 20 22:43:42 How come? Nov 20 22:44:14 Because having a baby is complicated Nov 20 22:47:05 * HH nods, sighing Nov 20 22:47:21 How's she doin' with it? Nov 20 22:48:29 Not well, as you'd imagine Nov 20 22:52:51 * HH nods Nov 20 22:53:02 How about you? Nov 20 22:53:15 I'm... less convinced Nov 20 22:53:28 Reck'n she can manage it? Nov 20 22:54:02 Possibly... I need to go speak to the doctor Nov 20 22:56:30 Now? Nov 20 22:57:09 No, not now Nov 20 22:59:33 Could ride a letter down, if y' need? Or you could get her Grace to summon 'I'm? Nov 20 23:00:41 I'll deal with it tomorrow Nov 20 23:04:07 * HH nods Nov 20 23:04:21 Anything I can do for ya? Nov 20 23:04:33 I don't think so. Just look after Inga Nov 20 23:07:51 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 21 13:17:10 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sun Nov 21 13:17:16 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sun Nov 21 13:17:53 2021 Nov 21 13:17:53 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 21 17:23:04 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 21 17:26:30 **They find Catherine and Kit sitting down to lunch. Kit says he will visit them in the evening as he is sailing in the morning. Catherine seems cheerful enough, so they head back to the cottage. Everyone is sat down eating lunch except Molly who is busy making hot drinks for them. HH sits beside Inga, putting an arm around the back of her chair. He whispers something to her that makes her smile. Nov 21 17:27:11 * Morgan goes to kiss Molly's forehead before leaning on against the counter, watching the others Nov 21 17:30:55 **Molly watches him a moment, smiling** are you hungry, my love? Nov 21 17:31:22 I am somewhat Nov 21 17:33:42 **She gets him set up with lunch. Everyone is chatting happily, even Florrie looks a little less shy sat beside Varick** Nov 21 17:39:55 **After lunch, HH and Inga excuse themselves, as do Elsie and James. The children are both ready for naps, and Varick asks Morgan to take him up. Ulysses is curled up on the bed already, and the lad removes his boots** Nov 21 17:40:00 * HH is now known as Varick Nov 21 17:42:34 * Morgan gets the bed ready Nov 21 17:42:47 Florrie can do magic to plants. Nov 21 17:43:01 * Morgan nods Nov 21 17:43:04 yes Nov 21 17:48:13 She made the hazelnuts and I brought the squirrels Nov 21 17:48:49 * Morgan nods Nov 21 17:48:51 I could tell Nov 21 17:56:29 * Varick climbs on the bed Nov 21 17:56:55 Is Florrie going to stay with us now like Heinzharold and Inga? Nov 21 17:57:45 No, they've got their own things to do Nov 21 18:11:05 How is Florrie my cousin? Nov 21 18:11:27 * Varick strokes the cat who comes to lie with him Nov 21 18:12:12 Uncle Edward is her father Nov 21 18:12:49 But he is getting married to Lady Hapsburg Nov 21 18:12:57 * Morgan nods Nov 21 18:13:01 its going to be very complicated Nov 21 18:13:26 Does he love Florrie's mama? Nov 21 18:13:52 No... he doesn't really know her at all Nov 21 18:14:45 How can he be Florrie's papa when he doesnt know Florrie's mama? Nov 21 18:15:29 he does know her, just not very well Nov 21 18:20:35 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 21 18:23:41 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 21 18:30:36 But you have to love someone to have a baby Nov 21 18:31:52 No... but thats something to discuss when your're older Nov 21 18:32:13 * Varick sighs Nov 21 18:32:35 Will Uncle Edward marry Florrie's Mama now? Nov 21 18:33:03 No, he won't Nov 21 18:33:54 Is Florrie a Koertig like us? Nov 21 18:34:28 No, she has her mama's name Nov 21 18:34:50 * Varick shakes his head Nov 21 18:35:01 That's not how it works, papa! Nov 21 18:37:02 its a bit complicated for me I'm afraid Nov 21 18:56:25 Children have their Papa's name, not their mama's Nov 21 18:56:46 Unless their papa isn't there or they don't know who it is Nov 21 19:02:06 * Varick frowns Nov 21 19:02:21 Could I have a baby I dont know about? Nov 21 19:03:19 No Nov 21 19:05:24 Okay *he closes his eyes* could Captain Ulysses have a kitten he doesnt know about? Nov 21 19:05:59 I doubt it Nov 21 19:06:25 Could you? Nov 21 19:06:41 * Morgan smiles Nov 21 19:06:43 no Nov 21 19:07:46 * Varick just nods. Ulysses miaows quietly Nov 21 19:11:14 * Morgan rubs the cats head, waiting for Varick to fall asleep Nov 21 19:12:57 * Varick does, very quickly, and the cat does likewise Nov 21 19:13:27 * Morgan heads back downstairs Nov 21 19:15:09 **there's noone there when he gets there Nov 21 19:16:18 * Morgan looks for Molly Nov 21 19:16:25 * Varick is now known as Molly Nov 21 19:16:57 * Molly is found in the bedroom, sat on the bed with a map and a pencil and paper Nov 21 19:17:09 * Morgan watches her Nov 21 19:30:39 * Molly glances up Nov 21 19:31:04 I was looking at plans for going home Nov 21 19:31:35 oh? Nov 21 19:33:50 To see Edward before the wedding Nov 21 19:34:15 * Morgan nods Nov 21 19:34:32 You are thinking of summoning him to meet us somewhere? Nov 21 19:37:34 * Molly frowns slightly Nov 21 19:37:42 Asking, perhaps.. Nov 21 19:39:11 * Morgan shrugs Nov 21 19:45:48 What thinks you, my love? Nov 21 19:47:33 Sooner the better really Nov 21 19:50:39 * Molly nods Nov 21 19:51:18 I should look for the quickest solution? Do we wish to see Edward and Mina simultaneously Nov 21 19:51:51 You realise he'll tell me its not my place to tell Mina... Nov 21 19:55:30 * Molly shrugs Nov 21 19:56:29 It will not surprise me. But I do think she ought to know. It is something that a woman needs to be aware of before marrying Nov 21 19:56:43 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:02:21 * Molly sighs, setting down the paper Nov 21 20:02:45 I feel for Mina Nov 21 20:03:01 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:03:04 so do I Nov 21 20:10:46 * Molly holds out her hand to him Nov 21 20:10:57 * Morgan moves to her and takes it Nov 21 20:11:14 We could be here another three weeks. I would rather not be parted Nov 21 20:11:44 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:19:22 Would you wish to have Edward come here? Nov 21 20:21:13 I'm not sure he would Nov 21 20:26:13 Freiburg, perhaps. The quickest way would be to ask my Father to ask him to meet us there... Nov 21 20:27:51 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:29:39 It might well raise questions as to how he knew, mind... Nov 21 20:33:35 * Molly nods Nov 21 20:34:03 Unless he was to write a letter Nov 21 20:34:52 I dont see how that would help Nov 21 20:38:12 If we send a letter, it will take four days by sea, then seven by land. Then it will take the same time for Edward to get here. If my Father wrote out a letter and said it came from us, we half the time Nov 21 20:39:36 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:39:39 thats a good idea Nov 21 20:46:56 * Molly smiles Nov 21 20:47:30 Unless you wished to see the Nieblungen Nov 21 20:48:32 It'll wait Nov 21 20:48:55 Will Edward comply? Nov 21 20:49:10 I've no idea Nov 21 20:50:14 It's complicated because we simply do not know what will happen here and when Nov 21 20:51:03 * Morgan nods Nov 21 20:51:22 indeed. We can call him here if that is easier, but... how long would that take Nov 21 20:52:20 Eleven or twelve days from Sudlachenburg Nov 21 20:52:45 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 21 20:54:32 Do you think that is the best option? Nov 21 20:56:31 I will not leave you... and we will not leave Elsie Nov 21 21:04:51 * Molly nods Nov 21 21:05:21 I cannot do it without you here for support Nov 21 21:05:55 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:09:04 * Molly brings his hand to her mouth, kissing his knuckles softly Nov 21 21:10:22 Perhaps we should think on it a few hours. If it is finished here before Edward arrives, we would be committed to staying in Tawstock until he does Nov 21 21:13:08 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:13:30 Which would be... unpleasant if the outcome you expect comes to pass Nov 21 21:14:02 * Molly nods Nov 21 21:14:10 We could go to the island though Nov 21 21:14:20 true Nov 21 21:19:16 * Molly watches him Nov 21 21:19:25 How are _you_? Nov 21 21:20:30 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:20:32 I'm alright Nov 21 21:25:28 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 21 21:29:24 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 21 21:30:11 How has it been with her here? Nov 21 21:31:15 Alright. Been a bit concerned with your reaction, mind Nov 21 21:31:44 * Molly smiles gently Nov 21 21:31:51 Don't worry, my love Nov 21 21:33:44 You seemed very... perturbed this morning Nov 21 21:33:49 * Molly puts her other hand on their joined hands Nov 21 21:34:07 I will be fine Nov 21 21:34:45 I hope so Nov 21 21:35:13 You love me, and you want to be with me... I know that Nov 21 21:35:21 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:36:15 * Molly smiles Nov 21 21:36:53 You were keen to be with me yesterday, but baby Cecily had other ideas Nov 21 21:37:06 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:37:07 aye Nov 21 21:37:29 We have dreadful luck in that regard Nov 21 21:37:47 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:37:49 yes, we do Nov 21 21:38:34 And even when we are alone together, everyone else busy, there are things to talk about... Nov 21 21:38:43 * Morgan nods, sighing Nov 21 21:39:46 Though more often than not, I would rather be making love with you than talking Nov 21 21:40:21 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:40:25 that is good to know Nov 21 21:40:42 You did not realise so already? Nov 21 21:40:48 * Morgan shrugs Nov 21 21:40:56 nice to be told Nov 21 21:41:25 And you, my love? Is it the same for you? Nov 21 21:41:35 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:41:38 very much so Nov 21 21:42:00 * Molly watches him Nov 21 21:42:06 And now...? Nov 21 21:42:21 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:42:53 * Molly smiles, biting her lower lip Nov 21 21:42:57 I feel the same Nov 21 21:43:43 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:44:42 Should we lock the door? Nov 21 21:44:52 probabl Nov 21 21:45:34 Just incase anything dramatic occurs? Nov 21 21:45:53 or anyone gets nosey Nov 21 21:47:59 * Molly nods, moving the things from the bed and going to the door Nov 21 21:48:09 Or Heinzharold has mischief in mind! Nov 21 21:48:31 * Morgan nods Nov 21 21:49:03 * Molly locks it before coming to sit next to him Nov 21 21:49:21 We probably have three quarters of an hour... Nov 21 22:07:12 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 21 22:25:31 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 21 22:50:23 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 23 20:01:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 23 20:01:53 * Molly nods, moving the things from the bed and going to the door Nov 23 20:01:53 Or Heinzharold has mischief in mind! Nov 23 20:01:53 * Morgan nods Nov 23 20:01:53 * Molly locks it before coming to sit next to him Nov 23 20:01:53 We probably have three quarters of an hour... Nov 23 20:03:06 **They start to make use of the time, though they are still fully dressed when there's the disorienting sound of Florrie crying** Nov 23 20:03:17 * Molly pulls away Nov 23 20:03:37 Its going to take a lot to get used to that Nov 23 20:04:02 How in Theah do people become pregnant a second time if that happens so oft?! Nov 23 20:04:29 * Molly frowns slightly before repinning her hair Nov 23 20:04:56 Quickly I would imagine... what's got you frowning? Nov 23 20:05:59 It's nothing. Should I go and see if Alice needs anything? Nov 23 20:06:20 No, tell me... Nov 23 20:09:26 * Molly looks unsure, then shrugs Nov 23 20:10:05 Simply that obviously they do, because you did Nov 23 20:10:49 * Morgan sighs Nov 23 20:11:00 surprising how often that slips my mind Nov 23 20:12:03 I'm sorry, I did try not to mention it... Nov 23 20:12:25 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 23 20:12:33 its fine blossom... lets go see if they need some help shall we? Nov 23 20:16:55 * Molly nods Nov 23 20:17:03 I'll be along in a minute Nov 23 20:17:30 * Morgan nods, unlocking the door and going in search of Alice and Florrie Nov 23 20:20:04 * Molly is now known as Alice Nov 23 20:20:20 * Alice are in the bedroom that overlooks the back garden Nov 23 20:20:29 And florence * Nov 23 20:25:49 * Alice looks apologetic Nov 23 20:37:15 I'm sorry, she is so used to the rocking of the ship Nov 23 20:39:48 Its fine, really Nov 23 20:42:28 **Florrie keeps crying** Nov 23 20:42:46 I can take her downstairs, and give you some peace Nov 23 20:42:56 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 23 20:42:59 is there anything I can do? Nov 23 20:45:12 * Alice sighs Nov 23 20:45:16 Not really, no Nov 23 20:47:34 Get you some tea? Nov 23 20:48:10 Please Nov 23 20:49:56 * Morgan nods, heading down to make some Nov 23 20:52:18 **when he gets back, Molly is sat on the floor opposite Florrie, a book open between them Nov 23 20:53:59 * Morgan puts the tea on the nightstand Nov 23 20:54:46 * Alice is sat on the bed Nov 23 20:54:51 Thank you Nov 23 20:55:48 * Morgan nods, watching Molly and the girl Nov 23 20:59:13 **the book is one of Molly's handwritten herbalism books, and full of pressed flowers with notes. Florrie looks fascinated, telling Molly each of the flower names. In turn, Molly tells her what they are used for Nov 23 21:00:45 * Morgan murmurs Nov 23 21:00:49 thats good thinking Nov 23 21:01:13 * Alice sips the tea Nov 23 21:01:28 There's no crying which is good Nov 23 21:04:06 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:07:11 **Molly is talking about places on the estate where the flowers can be found. The little girl who looks so much like Jana seems to be relaxing and becoming less shy** Nov 23 21:10:38 * Alice looks at Morgan Nov 23 21:11:43 Florrie will want to go looking this afternoon I would think. Rain won't stop her. She's very single-minded and strong willed *she smiles* is her father the same way? Nov 23 21:12:21 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:13:39 he can be, aye. He's quite the socialite, and no doubt you recall how at ease he is around others Nov 23 21:15:34 * Alice nods Nov 23 21:15:42 Life of the party Nov 23 21:15:59 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:18:34 he paints... Nov 23 21:20:19 I'm not very artistic, Florrie paints though, she must get it from your side Nov 23 21:21:21 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:26:57 **The book is restarted, and Florrie wants to take it on the bed, which Molly lets her do. She is soon asleep. Alice quietly thanks them* Nov 23 21:32:42 * Morgan nods, quietly heading down to the kitchen Nov 23 21:37:40 * Alice is now known as Molly Nov 23 21:37:51 * Molly follows him down Nov 23 21:38:09 How were Kurt and Catherine? Nov 23 21:39:05 Fine Nov 23 21:44:12 * Molly nods, pouring them both tea. She watches quietly from the window as the rain comes down heavily now. Nov 23 21:45:59 Whats on your mind my love? Nov 23 21:46:39 * Molly smiles at him Nov 23 21:46:44 You, as usual Nov 23 21:46:55 Worrying... you seem troubled Nov 23 21:48:44 No. I am pleased to have found some common ground with Florence Nov 23 21:49:57 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:51:14 And that will make things easier for you, which is important to me Nov 23 21:53:03 * Morgan nods Nov 23 21:53:26 I want to get her a book to go away with, something like a herbalist book Nov 23 21:55:34 They're somewhat mixed in their accuracy, but there might be some in town Nov 23 22:02:05 If I had more time, I would make her one Nov 23 22:02:43 * Morgan nods Nov 23 22:02:54 Something to keep in mind for the future perhaps Nov 23 22:03:22 * Molly nods Nov 23 22:03:43 If you wish to stay in touch, yes Nov 23 22:03:54 * Morgan nods Nov 23 22:05:03 Then I shall Nov 23 22:05:12 * Morgan nods Nov 23 22:05:25 I forgot to tell you, my uncle sent some tea he's made Nov 23 22:05:38 * Molly smiles Nov 23 22:05:50 Do you have it? I'd like to try it Nov 23 22:06:00 * Morgan nods, fetching it Nov 23 22:09:50 **They spend time making it, and Molly is very impressed. By the time the children are awake, the rain has abated, so in cloaks and boots they head out to the herb gardens and then down the hill towards the schoolhouse looking for the plants. Florrie seems to be taking to Molly more as their shared interest is explored. It's a fairly easy afternoon, the children are happy. Alice seems quite at ease, maybe even a little relieved that someone else is engaging Nov 23 22:11:44 Difficult, always being the one she turns to isn't it Nov 23 22:12:33 ((Do you wanna leave it there for tonight?) Nov 23 22:12:47 ((yeah best had actually)) Nov 23 23:12:21 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 24 19:09:25 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 24 19:09:46 It isn't always ease, but she's worth it Nov 24 19:10:30 * Morgan nods Nov 24 19:14:18 I wonder sometimes if the life we have is right for her Nov 24 19:14:59 oh? Nov 24 19:18:15 * Alice watches the girl Nov 24 19:19:40 It's so much travel. She doesn't spend time with children. I'm going to have to hire a governess, god knows I barely have time to think most days, let alone educate her Nov 24 19:20:20 * Morgan frowns Nov 24 19:20:53 Having seen how she interacts with Varick, I do think time with children would do her good... how would a governess work? You'd have to leave her on land, wouldn't you? Nov 24 19:22:46 I'd need one that could travel. I can't be apart from her. Nov 24 19:23:13 * Morgan nods Nov 24 19:23:18 that'd going to be tough to find Nov 24 19:28:47 * Alice nods, watching the children both crouched at the chamomile with Molly who talks in a mix of Avalonian and Eisen to explain Nov 24 19:30:31 My independence is important to me, as is Florrie. I could live at my brother's house with her, but I would be living on their charity, and neither he nor my sister-in-law really approve of how Florrie came to be. Nov 24 19:30:44 * Morgan nods Nov 24 19:31:23 A difficult situation, certainly Nov 24 19:32:19 * Alice nods Nov 24 19:33:00 I was always the black sheep, but having her really made it worse Nov 24 19:33:40 Families with titles can be... challenging when it comes to anything that isn't entirely seen as proper... Nov 24 19:36:00 * Alice nods Nov 24 19:36:33 Will yours be hard on her father? Nov 24 19:38:25 undoubtedly Nov 24 19:42:50 * Alice nods Nov 24 19:43:44 It's not very fair. We were drunk, and accidents happen. He didn't intend for Florrie to happen Nov 24 19:44:07 * Morgan shrugs Nov 24 19:44:19 It is what it is. Nov 24 19:50:00 * Alice nods. The children go running to the next set of flower beds. Florrie nearly falls, but Varick catches her arm to stop her Nov 24 19:50:11 He is going to be a wonderful big brother Nov 24 19:50:35 * Morgan nods Nov 24 19:50:45 yes, he is. He had a very rough start to life Nov 24 19:53:13 He seems content with you Nov 24 19:53:47 * Morgan nods Nov 24 19:53:54 He's really come out of his shell Nov 24 19:56:14 How did you end up adopting him? Nov 24 19:56:44 His mother mistreated him Nov 24 20:00:39 That's awful Nov 24 20:01:28 In truth, its more complicated than that, but that was a very large part of it. He deserved better, we wanted to give him that Nov 24 20:07:19 You're very generous Nov 24 20:07:29 * Morgan shrugs Nov 24 20:07:31 not especially Nov 24 20:10:16 What do you intend to do now you know about Florrie? Nov 24 20:10:37 in what respect? Nov 24 20:13:50 Telling her father Nov 24 20:14:52 I think I have to tell him... particularly as he is due to marry... Nov 24 20:21:39 I don't want him not to marry Nov 24 20:22:14 Nor do I... they're absurdly in love, but it'd be wrong to wait until afterwards, I think Nov 24 20:26:25 Will his future wife be angry? Nov 24 20:27:32 Upset more likely. Nov 24 20:39:40 Were they together when it happened? Nov 24 20:40:14 Sort of Nov 24 20:42:11 * Alice nods Nov 24 20:43:04 I'm sorry she will get hurt Nov 24 20:43:56 as am I Nov 24 20:47:48 I don't ask them to have anything to do with my daughter. We've managed this far without him, we don't need him now Nov 24 20:48:23 I know Nov 24 20:55:01 **The others seem happy enough in the garden, and it is soon time to feed the children. They are chatting happily, and there's no sign of HH and Inga until after the children are in bed and it is dinner time. With the others in the kitchen, he ends up in the parlour alone with Elsie who is knitting** Nov 24 20:55:08 * Alice is now known as Elsie Nov 24 20:57:03 * Elsie looks over at him, the warm fire crackling pleasantly Nov 24 20:57:28 I'm not sure you could fit another body in these cottages if you tried! Nov 24 20:58:04 No, I think you're right about that Nov 24 21:01:27 * Elsie pats her stomach Nov 24 21:01:42 Let's hope this one stays put a bit longer Nov 24 21:02:21 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:02:24 I really hope so Nov 24 21:05:01 Seems like Beth was right about when her baby will come, maybe she'll be right about mine too Nov 24 21:05:38 Maybe... she does seem to have a good grasp of the timings though Nov 24 21:05:50 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:06:05 Friday 13th, she thinks, so just under a week Nov 24 21:06:23 how do you feel about that? Nov 24 21:06:43 * Elsie shrugs Nov 24 21:06:57 I'm just grateful it hasn't happened yet Nov 24 21:07:12 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:07:49 James says it's an unlucky day in Eisen Nov 24 21:07:57 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:08:11 though we're so superstitious that could be pretty much any day or any occurrence Nov 24 21:13:21 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:13:33 Hopefully we have a few more days Nov 24 21:14:29 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:14:46 I'm worried what it'll do to James Nov 24 21:14:57 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:15:21 He will be upset, but I hope that my memory will be a blessing to him Nov 24 21:16:54 It will be eventually. Nov 24 21:17:52 He has all of you. I know he's going to be in good hands Nov 24 21:18:31 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:19:09 we'll do our best Nov 24 21:20:14 Make sure it doesn't hold him back. He's an excellent man, and he wants to be married and have children. Make sure he doesn't lose sight of that Nov 24 21:20:55 I'll try Nov 24 21:21:44 I think you're going to be a good shepherd for him through this Nov 24 21:25:08 knowledge of whats coming does put me in a good place to help him, yes Nov 24 21:26:13 Not just that bit though. Also the bit where you started over Nov 24 21:27:11 That took a long time and was... painful Nov 24 21:29:10 Which is exactly why you will help him do it to, I know it *she smiles* Nov 24 21:29:43 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:30:26 We've talked about it anyway. About what I want for him and his future. Nov 24 21:31:16 How did that go? Nov 24 21:34:35 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:34:56 Quite well really Nov 24 21:38:07 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:38:08 good Nov 24 21:42:05 He will be fine in time. He'll think of me now and then, I'm sure, and he suggested he lights a candle at church for me on my birthday every year. That's nice, I think Nov 24 21:42:35 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:42:38 aye, thats fitting Nov 24 21:47:19 And Beth and Peter will write letters to him about how the baby is doing, that's nice too Nov 24 21:48:20 thats rather lovely Nov 24 21:49:15 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:49:58 I think if he was able he might have raised the baby himself Nov 24 21:50:29 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:50:55 I daresay he would. I think Beth and Peter are probably the better choice, though... Nov 24 21:55:47 * Elsie nods Nov 24 21:56:32 It will be nice for the baby to grow up with baby Cecily. And staying in the family will mean you and Molly will still have a connection with him Nov 24 21:57:08 * Morgan nods Nov 24 21:58:01 **Molly calls them in for dinner** Nov 24 21:59:12 * Elsie puts the knitting aside, making heavy work out of getting out of the chair. She smiles Nov 24 21:59:33 It'd be easier just to roll there at this point! Nov 24 22:00:01 * Morgan helps her up Nov 24 22:00:24 probably, but I suspect you'd still have trouble with the doorways Nov 24 22:02:42 **She thanks him. They get sorted for dinner, James joins them as does HH and Inga, the latter two sitting close together. HH is very attentive to his wife throughout the meal, and afterwards he leaves her with the women and James by the fire, shrugging into his coat to brave the cold dark patrol at his best friend's side Nov 24 22:02:47 * Elsie is now known as HH Nov 24 22:03:34 How y' doing? *he exhales slowly to make a steamy plume of breath as the cross the lawn* Nov 24 22:04:12 Alright I think... probably. You? Nov 24 22:06:56 * HH rubs his hands together Nov 24 22:07:39 You'll forgive me f' not being convinced! What's going on in yer noggin tonight? Nov 24 22:08:01 * Morgan shrugs Nov 24 22:08:09 Elsie, James, Florrie, Edward... Nov 24 22:10:04 Need to go wreck something? Nov 24 22:10:25 No... Just worried about it all, thats all Nov 24 22:13:07 * HH nods Nov 24 22:13:55 Edward is going t' just have to make it work somehow. It's not your fault. Nov 24 22:14:31 I know that... I'm more concerned about Mina... and Edwards reaction to it all Nov 24 22:17:12 * HH nods Nov 24 22:17:21 Gonna be tough Nov 24 22:17:34 * Morgan nods Nov 24 22:20:30 As f' Elsie and James that's gonna be tough too Nov 24 22:21:18 * Morgan nods Nov 24 22:21:20 yes, it is Nov 24 22:26:17 You an' Molly alright? Nov 24 22:27:33 * Morgan nods Nov 24 22:27:34 fine Nov 24 22:29:22 Inga said things were a bit tense this mornin' Nov 24 22:30:11 Molly has this terrible habit of hiding things from me, despite insisting I be open about my feelings and troubles... Nov 24 22:30:48 Like that dream weeks back? Nov 24 22:31:43 * Morgan shrugs Nov 24 22:31:56 No, when she has a nightmare I don't push that... she can tell me when she's ready Nov 24 22:35:26 You got it all sorted now? Nov 24 22:35:36 * Morgan nods Nov 24 22:37:28 Tha's good. Last thing anyone needs with everything else goin' on is you pair at odds. Worked out why she does it? Nov 24 22:38:00 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 24 22:38:05 drives me up the wall. Nov 24 22:40:32 Want me to have a talk with 'er? Nov 24 22:40:50 Not now, no... Nov 24 22:42:27 After it's all done here? Nov 24 22:42:46 Possibly, aye Nov 24 22:44:29 Tried talkin' about it already? Nov 24 22:44:53 Couple of times in the past aye Nov 24 22:46:04 * HH nods Nov 24 22:46:21 Want me t' send in the recon team? Nov 24 22:47:15 * Morgan laughs Nov 24 22:47:19 aye, if you want Nov 24 22:49:09 If y've talked about it a coupla times already, an' it drives you up the wall, it needs fixing. Inga will find out what's at the root o' it. Sounds like mebbie in the past she's gotten wounded by confiding in people? Nov 24 22:49:29 * Morgan nods Nov 24 22:49:30 probably Nov 24 22:51:29 * HH nods Nov 24 22:52:00 She trusts you not t' do that, right? Nov 24 22:52:13 I think so Nov 24 22:54:43 I'll get Inga on it in th' morning. The fact y' aren't sure means this should be sorted, man Nov 24 22:55:33 * Morgan sighs Nov 24 22:57:02 * HH pats his arm Nov 24 22:57:34 It'll be alright Nov 24 22:57:47 aye Nov 24 23:00:58 She's a good lassie, we'll get it figured out Nov 24 23:01:45 * Morgan nods Nov 24 23:01:47 I know Nov 24 23:03:29 Sorted th' stuff with my lil darlin' and Heinrich Nov 24 23:05:22 Good. She feeling more secure now? Nov 24 23:05:49 * HH nods Nov 24 23:06:41 Feelin' more worthy. Reminded 'er that I'd never planned t' marry, and within days she changed my thoughts on it Nov 24 23:09:45 * Morgan nods Nov 24 23:11:03 Then I showed 'er how special she is a couple of times. She's all good. Nov 24 23:11:22 * Morgan nods Nov 24 23:11:23 good Nov 24 23:17:44 * HH nods. He gets into telling a long tale about his time on the Nautilus, and they're back at the cottages before they realise, everything in the estate quiet and the guards where they should be. HH bids Morgan goodnight before heading into the small cottage. Only their bedroom window remains lit in the big cottage Nov 25 00:07:00 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 25 01:24:30 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Nov 25 01:24:35 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Nov 25 01:25:08 2021 Nov 25 01:25:09 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 25 18:33:54 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 25 18:34:41 * Molly is reading in bed when he gets there Nov 25 18:35:25 * Morgan flexes and stretches before getting a drink Nov 25 18:38:13 * Molly watches him over the book Nov 25 18:38:23 Are you well, my love? Nov 25 18:39:42 mostly, aye Nov 25 18:44:07 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 25 19:28:41 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 25 19:28:46 [19:22] (Molly) Only mostly? Nov 25 19:29:43 just a few things on my mind, that's all Nov 25 19:30:25 Did you wish to talk, my love, or can I help you in some other way? Nov 25 19:30:46 * Morgan shrugs Nov 25 19:31:01 just worry about Florrie and Edward, Elsie, James... all of it Nov 25 19:36:13 * Molly nods, putting the book away Nov 25 19:36:53 We will get through it, liebling, no matter what is to come. Nov 25 19:37:11 * Morgan nods Nov 25 19:37:37 I'm going to speak with catherines physician, see if he has any books he would loan us that may help with Elsie Nov 25 19:39:16 I have done that whilst you were away... I spoke to the local doctors and midwives... Nov 25 19:39:41 with a mind to a normal birth, yes... Nov 25 19:42:44 * Molly watches him Nov 25 19:42:52 If you wish, my love Nov 25 19:44:38 You already know about the anatomy, the bulge et cetera? Nov 25 19:47:27 * Molly nods Nov 25 19:48:18 In as much detail as the books have, but the information of women's bodies is woefully limited Nov 25 19:49:25 I was wondering if the doctor had anything done post mortem... Nov 25 19:52:31 It's rather frowned upon to desecrate a corpse... maybe we should send further afield for a medic who has done post-mortem deliveries where the infant survived? Nov 25 19:54:10 I just want to know about the anatomy, thats all... Nov 25 19:54:53 Was there something specific? Nov 25 19:56:29 I've been thinking, as I said. Given your ability, would cutting her open and then healing the wound afterwards be an option instead of trying to birth the child conventionally... Nov 25 19:59:49 It's the pain, and the bleeding, and the risk of cutting the baby, and the risk of infection. Also, I don't know what would happen if she were to survive and then become with child again. It could possibly break under pressure, she could bleed to death... Nov 25 20:00:46 You can deal with pain, we know that... You are capable of splitting skin without actually cutting it... as for if it worked, she'd have to accept she could not have another child Nov 25 20:08:23 It's hard work, my love. It is going to be complicated to do so many things at once. And I cannot guarantee I wouldn't end up doing damage or that there would be no infection Nov 25 20:08:52 Its a better option than just accepting she's going to die isn't it? Nov 25 20:10:39 Of course it is. But I worry I will fail you. Nov 25 20:11:15 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 25 20:14:02 * Molly pulls the covers tighter to her Nov 25 20:15:20 We can try your way, but please, don't get your hopes too high. I can't bear the weight of letting you down Nov 25 20:16:14 Trying is all I ask... consider it at least Nov 25 20:18:22 * Molly nods Nov 25 20:18:32 I will Nov 25 20:24:03 * Molly watches what he is doing Nov 25 20:24:32 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Nov 25 20:25:32 If we are to see the Nieblungen, we should have Edward meet us somewhere near a mine. Nov 25 20:25:45 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:25:47 thats a good idea Nov 25 20:29:08 Possibly Freiburg would be best, and Edward will then have Potts and Zench for support also Nov 25 20:29:54 I'm not sure how much help he would be in this situation Nov 25 20:31:17 I am not sure, in truth, but it would be an option. We would have Jarvie also. Nov 25 20:31:52 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:33:45 And the mine is only across the river Nov 25 20:34:40 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:34:42 thats a good idea Nov 25 20:37:05 * Molly nods Nov 25 20:38:23 As soon as it is over with Elsie, we can send the instruction to Edward via my father. It will take him seven days from Sudlachenburg, and us four days from here. That will give us a few days for a burial and saying goodbye to my family Nov 25 20:39:17 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:39:21 Alright Nov 25 20:42:04 Perhaps Alice would write him a letter telling him about Florrie and what she wants Nov 25 20:43:00 Thats not a bad idea either... Nov 25 20:43:18 * Molly nods Nov 25 20:43:36 I am useful in that way *she smiles* Nov 25 20:44:00 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:48:33 I am sure it has not helped ease your mind much, but we have plans at least Nov 25 20:48:53 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:48:57 there is a direction to travel in Nov 25 20:49:08 * Molly nods Nov 25 20:49:24 That is the best we can do for tonight Nov 25 20:50:42 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:50:42 aye Nov 25 20:51:59 * Molly nods, settling down into the bed more Nov 25 20:52:11 Are you coming to bed, my love? Nov 25 20:52:23 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Nov 25 20:57:48 * Molly waits until he is in before gently taking his hand Nov 25 20:57:55 Would you like me to sing? Nov 25 20:58:13 * Morgan nods Nov 25 20:58:15 please Nov 25 20:59:13 * Molly sings Kosk Yn Ta to him until he drifts off Nov 25 20:59:55 **He slips into Molly's dream, finding himself one more in the yellow-tone chapel in Sudlachenburg. He's sat near the back, surrounded by children, and Dietlinde's favourite hymn is being played. It's busy. Nov 25 20:59:55 Madchen is sat next to him, closest to the aisle. At the front, his son Otto and daughter in law Madelena are stood near a priest. She's carrying a baby in her arms wearing the old Koertig christening gown. The godparents have their backs to the congregation. Nov 25 21:02:46 * Morgan watches quietly Nov 25 21:04:08 **One is a brunette woman he doesnt recognise. Another is Seb. And mostly obscured from his view, the last has the familiar flaxen blonde hair he hasn't seen in the flesh for three years. There is no sign of Molly** Nov 25 21:04:26 * Molly is now known as Madchen Nov 25 21:04:29 * Madchen speaks quietly "Pa?" Nov 25 21:06:01 **The other children nearby are sitting quietly, only the priest is talking** Nov 25 21:07:29 yes little one? Nov 25 21:09:57 Find Ma? Nov 25 21:11:40 You want to? Nov 25 21:11:50 * Madchen nods Nov 25 21:12:39 **the next hymn begins, the couple at the front looking happy** Nov 25 21:12:56 * Morgan picks her up, moving discreetly outside Nov 25 21:15:16 * Madchen hugs him tightly Nov 25 21:15:22 Love Pa! Nov 25 21:16:03 And I love you... where shall we look? Nov 25 21:17:25 * Madchen looks around. Molly, still as old as she always is in these dreams, is stood with her back leant against the outer wall, eyes closed Nov 25 21:17:31 There! Nov 25 21:18:15 * Morgan nods, heading in her direction Nov 25 21:19:02 **She doesn't hear them approach. Madchen rests her head on his shoulder** Nov 25 21:21:31 Someone wanted me to come find you Nov 25 21:24:31 **Molly opens her eyes** I am sorry, I thought she would sit quietly. Please, you do not need to miss little Jana's christening Nov 25 21:25:38 Why aren't you inside? Nov 25 21:28:17 * Madchen stays quietly in his arms Nov 25 21:28:21 * Madchen is now known as Molly Nov 25 21:28:30 * Molly looks a little embarrassed Nov 25 21:29:09 I uhh... I haven't been feeling quite well the last few weeks, and I felt a little off, sat in there so warm. Nov 25 21:30:29 Well, there's half a truth Nov 25 21:31:19 * Molly smiles a little Nov 25 21:31:46 I am with child again, but you are the first to know Nov 25 21:32:38 I see... congratulations are in order then Nov 25 21:32:47 * Molly nods Nov 25 21:33:39 Thank you, I was keeping it quiet until after the christening was done, I do not want to steal anyone's thunder Nov 25 21:33:59 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:34:45 If you could not congratulate my husband yet I would appreciate it. He doesnt know either Nov 25 21:35:43 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:35:44 of course Nov 25 21:36:45 Thank you. *she takes a slow deep breath* it's always the worst part, this bit at the beginning. At least until the final six hours! Nov 25 21:37:54 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:38:11 Aye, Dietlinde said much the same Nov 25 21:38:41 * Molly smiles Nov 25 21:39:19 It is nice they chose for her to be godmother Nov 25 21:40:57 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:41:01 aye, it is Nov 25 21:41:43 Seb was very excited to be Godfather, but you know how he is! *she smiles* Nov 25 21:42:25 **Madchen starts to stroke Morgan's beard slowly, almost like she's trying to soothe him** Nov 25 21:42:57 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:43:06 he'll be pleased I expect Nov 25 21:43:30 About the next baby? Nov 25 21:43:40 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:44:26 * Molly nods "Seb loves babies, he always has done" Nov 25 21:44:53 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:45:45 hard not to really Nov 25 21:45:55 He will hope for twins, but I dont think it is this time. Perhaps next time Nov 25 21:47:04 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:47:14 twins run in your family? Nov 25 21:47:50 * Molly nods Nov 25 21:48:55 My mother is one of twins, with six siblings, two of whom are twins. My Father's siblings also contain twins. It goes back several generations. Nov 25 21:49:12 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 25 21:50:05 Also, we have had three sets of twins already, so it is likely. I think number twelve is a singleton, probably a boy. Nov 25 21:50:26 You think so? Nov 25 21:52:00 * Molly nods Nov 25 21:52:39 I'm generally right. *she smiles* I have been increasing most of my marriage, the patterns stand out after a while Nov 25 21:53:58 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:54:09 I suppose you get used to what means what Nov 25 21:54:15 * Molly nods Nov 25 21:55:07 Feeling sick without being so means a boy, the other way means a girl. With twins the signs are much earlier. It helps having such a variety of children! Nov 25 21:55:31 * Morgan nods Nov 25 21:55:43 **Madchen starts looking over Morgan's shoulder** Nov 25 21:57:22 * Morgan follows her gaze Nov 25 21:57:25 **Heinzharold, now also in his forties, but unfairly even more handsome because of it, rides at a fast pace in their direction** Nov 25 21:57:45 * Molly holds out her hands for Madchen Nov 25 21:57:59 This looks important, shall I take her? Nov 25 21:59:21 * Morgan nods, handing her over Nov 25 21:59:22 best had Nov 25 22:00:22 * Molly takes her daughter, holding her close. Madchen whinges about it Nov 25 22:00:28 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 25 22:01:10 * HH pulls up to Morgan with a skid. He has the same wedding ring on as the one he wears in reality Nov 25 22:01:25 Got some trouble, yer worship Nov 25 22:01:47 go on... Nov 25 22:03:50 Eldreich has troops into Innesbruck menacing the villagers, threatening them Nov 25 22:04:14 Best be putting a stop to that then Nov 25 22:04:41 * HH nods Nov 25 22:06:33 Gonna take some of ours over, thought you an' the veisgraf might wanna join. He's bloody good at swaying the hearts an' minds of the other young men in Innesbruck, subvertin' their loyalties Nov 25 22:09:54 I'm reluctant to interrupt the day Nov 25 22:12:42 * HH shrugs "I'll deal with it then. Any message for Varick? He needs to know y' won't tolerate any more of this" Nov 25 22:13:06 No, I'll come, but... I'm not interrupting them Nov 25 22:13:25 * HH nods Nov 25 22:14:04 I'll get yer 'orse and summon the men. *he tips his hat to Molly* My lady. Nov 25 22:14:59 * Morgan nods Nov 25 22:15:17 **Molly gives him a brief smile before looking to Morgan as he rides off** Would you like me to let them all know you are away with something important but will be back tomorrow? Nov 25 22:15:29 please Nov 25 22:17:12 * HH nods, moving towards the main doors. Madchen holds her arms out for Morgan, shouting "Pa!" Molly giggles "No, little miss, your Pa is inside doing something very important for your niece" Nov 25 22:17:17 * HH is now known as Molly Nov 25 22:18:31 * Morgan watches them head for the door Nov 25 22:19:17 **There is a single chime. It could passably be the clock tower, but he knows it is the first chime of the dawn watch. Madchen watches him forlornly over Molly's shoulder, saying "See Pa soon?" Nov 25 22:19:47 No doubt little lady Nov 25 22:23:58 **Madchen looks sad. The door opens as Molly pushes it. Then she laughs. Seb is stood on the other side, holding it open. S: "I wondered where my two best girls were. Are you alright, Elritzelein?". Their conversation fades off as they rejoin the service, leaving Morgan outside the family chapel where the leaves on the trees have started to turn orange and gold Nov 25 22:24:20 * Morgan wakes up Nov 25 22:27:56 * Molly is cuddled up to him, head on his chest Nov 25 22:29:34 * Morgan strokes her hair gently before getting gently out of bed Nov 25 22:30:18 * Molly stirs a little, murmuring Nov 25 22:30:29 Is it so late already? Nov 25 22:31:21 coming on for dawn my love Nov 25 22:31:50 * Molly sighs Nov 25 22:32:00 I wish you could stay... Nov 25 22:33:32 I know Nov 25 22:34:19 * Molly murmurs even quieter, more drowsy Nov 25 22:34:33 Dawn... sacred to you... Nov 25 22:35:07 * Morgan kisses her forehead Nov 25 22:35:12 I'll see you soon my love Nov 25 22:35:32 Mmhmm Nov 25 22:38:13 * Morgan gets dressed before heading down to make coffee Nov 25 22:39:05 **he can sense dawn is about forty five minutes away. The cottage is completely quiet. He has time to make coffee and it is almost like the smell of it draws his best friend, because Heinzharold opens the door just before Morgan was going to go to the rose garden Nov 25 22:39:09 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 25 22:39:13 Pour us one Nov 25 22:40:21 * Morgan pours another cup Nov 25 22:44:40 * HH drinks some Nov 25 22:44:52 Taking it outside? Not rainin' yet Nov 25 22:44:57 * Morgan nods Nov 25 22:45:33 * HH carries his cup around to sit on the rose garden wall Nov 25 22:45:46 Howdya sleep? Nov 25 22:46:14 * Morgan shrugs Nov 25 22:46:17 alright Nov 25 22:48:29 Y' seemed troubled last night, figured you'd have a nightmare Nov 25 22:49:16 No... I rather expected to as well Nov 25 22:50:02 * HH nods Nov 25 22:52:20 I dreamt six women showed up at my 'ouse in Sudlachenburg, all with babies, sayin' they were all mine. I was tryin' to persuade 'em that you can't get babies from what we did, got Inga sobbin', my Ma yellin' at me that y' shouldn't make a mother of a woman y' wouldn't make a wife of *he shudders* Nov 25 22:53:04 I wonder what that means... Nov 25 22:55:44 Seems pretty rel'vant Nov 25 22:56:29 * Morgan nods Nov 25 22:56:32 just a bit Nov 25 22:58:32 Might jus' tell Inga I dreamt I was doin' something heroic Nov 25 22:58:48 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:02:51 Spoke to 'er last night about gathering some information about what's goin' on with Molly. She wanted me t' ask if it's anything specific she hides Nov 25 23:04:00 feelings, worries... all sorts of things Nov 25 23:05:04 * HH nods Nov 25 23:05:17 I'll pass it on Nov 25 23:06:03 Find them some time alone, see what comes o' it Nov 25 23:06:22 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:10:57 Thick as thieves, them two Nov 25 23:13:57 She seems 'appy though, 'specially since we got back Nov 25 23:14:44 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:14:57 Us being away was hard for them Nov 25 23:17:08 * HH nods Nov 25 23:17:27 Course it was. Bored witless without my jokes an' my face. Nov 25 23:18:00 Molly obviously missed summat about you, god know what though! Nov 25 23:18:10 * Morgan shrugs Nov 25 23:20:28 * HH drinks his coffee as the sun comes up Nov 25 23:20:46 How long til the babe comes? Nov 25 23:22:17 Less than a week, Beth reckons Nov 25 23:23:06 * HH nods Nov 25 23:23:09 Not long Nov 25 23:23:44 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:25:10 What y' gonna do about Varick? Nov 25 23:26:09 Bit late to put him back... Nov 25 23:28:19 Meant preparin' home for losing Elsie Nov 25 23:28:24 Him* Nov 25 23:32:25 I know... I don't have an answer yet Nov 25 23:32:40 * HH nods Nov 25 23:32:59 Claudia said she might come up t'day Nov 25 23:37:10 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:37:13 be good to see her Nov 25 23:40:03 * HH nods Nov 25 23:41:04 I'm gonna go an' make the breakfast take Inga some in bed Nov 25 23:42:06 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:42:07 good idea Nov 25 23:44:49 Gotta keep th' ladies happy Nov 25 23:44:53 * HH grins Nov 25 23:45:20 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:45:21 absolutely Nov 25 23:46:37 Come on, you can 'elp me Nov 25 23:47:09 * Morgan nods Nov 25 23:47:11 come on then Nov 25 23:48:08 * HH finishes his coffee, taking the cup with him back to the cottage Nov 26 00:02:48 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Nov 26 00:12:46 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Nov 26 13:04:16 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Nov 26 13:07:26 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 26 13:08:32 * HH makes plenty of breakfast, taking some to Inga. He comes back grumbling. It's still quiet in the kitchen Nov 26 13:08:42 Tha' didn't go as planned Nov 26 13:09:07 oh? Nov 26 13:12:26 Got told t' go away, ladies are talkin' Nov 26 13:12:52 * HH sorts himself some breakfast before sitting down Nov 26 13:15:45 oh aye? Nov 26 13:16:04 Yer wife is in my bedroom Nov 26 13:16:52 * Morgan nods Nov 26 13:16:53 I see Nov 26 13:19:06 She said to say she's seen Elsie, not likely the babe is comin' today Nov 26 13:19:39 Good Nov 26 13:20:09 * HH starts to eat Nov 26 13:20:36 **There's the sound of Florrie laughing from upstairs Nov 26 13:21:18 Thats good to hear... Nov 26 13:22:24 * HH nods Nov 26 13:23:46 **there's a cacophony as Varick and Florrie both descend the stairs on their bottoms in a race, laughing together. HH turns to look** Nov 26 13:24:38 **Both children reach the bottom at the same time then run to hug Morgan. Varick subtly lets Florrie win. Nov 26 13:26:25 * Morgan crouches down, putting his arms around both of them Nov 26 13:30:25 * HH watches them a moment. Alice comes down the stairs Nov 26 13:30:53 A: Where is the nearest church open to the public? Nov 26 13:33:00 I'm sure I could persuade Lady Torrington to allow us in the chapel Nov 26 13:34:07 A: I didn't realise you attended Church here Nov 26 13:36:16 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 26 13:36:20 I didn't... Nov 26 13:39:34 A: If you think it would be alright for us to join Duchess Torrington, that would be nice Nov 26 13:40:06 * Morgan nods Nov 26 13:40:10 I'll make the arrangements Nov 26 13:41:14 **Florrie stays hugging Morgan even as Varick goes off to sit at the table. HH stretches Nov 26 13:41:33 Want me t' rustle up the others? Nov 26 13:42:41 I suppose they'd best eat Nov 26 13:44:13 * HH nods, leaving them Nov 26 13:44:18 * HH is now known as Alice Nov 26 13:44:49 Have you and your friends known each other long? Nov 26 13:45:12 * Alice sits down, trying to encourage her daughter to let Morgan eat in peace Nov 26 13:45:57 * Morgan takes Florrie to the table, sitting her down before going back to cooking Nov 26 13:46:11 HeinzHarold is my oldest friend.. we've known eachother since we were boys Nov 26 13:48:13 Is he nobility? Nov 26 13:50:13 Sort of... he wasn't, he's the son of my villages old blacksmith... He's been given a title in the not too distant past Nov 26 13:50:48 * Alice nods Nov 26 13:50:59 Is he Edward's friend too? Nov 26 13:52:26 No... You may have noticed that I don't exactly stick to the social norms of nobility... Nov 26 13:53:44 You seem to have a varied circle Nov 26 13:54:24 * Morgan nods Nov 26 14:00:27 V: No, Florrie, like this! **he spreads butter and jam on her toast for the little girl as she watches him. It's strawberry. The combination of the smell and her face makes it hard not to slip back into the memories of that last morning, small sticky fingers in his beard* Nov 26 14:01:20 * Morgan concentrates on cooking Nov 26 14:02:23 **Elsie and James are the next to the table, and he pulls out her chair** Nov 26 14:02:54 Varick to Florrie: She didn't eat too much, there's a baby in her tummy. Nov 26 14:03:45 * Morgan tries not to snigger Nov 26 14:03:53 * Alice and the grown ups try not to laugh. Florrie stares at Elsie's stomach "Big big baby" Nov 26 14:05:30 James on the other hand, I've only known since the war... Nov 26 14:06:15 **James and Elsie laugh at this but Alice looks confused at the amusement** Nov 26 14:06:48 James, would you be so good as to explain, quietly so the children don't hear Nov 26 14:07:13 V: I already know. Papa chopped his arm off. **he chews his toast as if it is no big deal** Nov 26 14:07:59 **Florrie looks at Morgan** Where arm go? Nov 26 14:08:36 **The front door opens, HH letting in Inga and Molly** Nov 26 14:09:17 * Morgan puts a plate of food on the table Nov 26 14:09:33 That's an odd way to start a friendship. Was it an accident? Nov 26 14:10:24 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 26 14:10:30 we were on opposite sides Nov 26 14:11:07 **Florrie looks to James** Where arm go? Nov 26 14:11:58 **Molly looks at Morgan** [what on Theah is going on?] Nov 26 14:12:40 [Alice asked how long I'd known our friends... and I'm cooking] Nov 26 14:13:23 **James speaks to Florrie** I don't know, I never asked Nov 26 14:13:53 [I should be doing that, my love] *she puts on an apron] Nov 26 14:14:13 [I am able to cook... more or less] Nov 26 14:15:12 [Please, let me be of use to you] Nov 26 14:15:50 **HH has managed to steer them all into good mornings and chat** Nov 26 14:16:07 [Come on then blossom] Nov 26 14:21:38 **Molly comes to him, gently taking the spatula from him hand, her fingers lingering on his. She watches him with a little smile** Nov 26 14:22:43 * Morgan shuffles over slightly Nov 26 14:26:20 * Alice runs her thumb over his knuckles, still watching him Nov 26 14:26:26 * Alice is now known as Molly Nov 26 14:28:20 * Morgan speaks quietly Nov 26 14:28:24 how's your morning been so far? Nov 26 14:29:31 Busy. And yours? Nov 26 14:30:48 Not bad Nov 26 14:33:35 * Molly nods slowly, gently removing her hand and the spatula. She turns the bacon Nov 26 14:33:39 How did you sleep? Nov 26 14:34:37 Attended a christening... Nov 26 14:36:36 Oh? Oh... Nov 26 14:37:11 I am sorry Nov 26 14:37:46 whatever for? Nov 26 14:40:07 You having to be there Nov 26 14:40:21 * Morgan shrugs Nov 26 14:40:36 showed an interesting possibility that wasn't particularly pleasant Nov 26 14:42:48 * Molly speaks very quietly "me having his child even after the convergence had occurred?" Nov 26 14:44:45 It is not the path we are on... Nov 26 14:46:41 * Molly nods Nov 26 14:46:51 What did you mean? Nov 26 14:49:12 The Erdreich we were being warned about seemed to be our young man here Nov 26 14:52:51 Oh! I see. I was a little preoccupied Nov 26 14:55:05 * Morgan nods Nov 26 14:55:17 Madchen always knows... Nov 26 15:02:01 That it isn't real? Nov 26 15:02:37 Who we both are... you recall her calling for her pa? Nov 26 15:05:40 * Molly nods, looking guilty Nov 26 15:05:41 I do Nov 26 15:06:35 She always knows who we really are Nov 26 15:07:57 * Molly nods Nov 26 15:08:06 That's odd, isnt it? Nov 26 15:08:58 * Morgan nods Nov 26 15:09:33 You think she is my childhood imaginary friend? Nov 26 15:11:00 * Morgan nods Nov 26 15:11:13 Maybe... Nov 26 15:13:41 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 26 15:27:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 26 16:00:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 26 16:20:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 26 16:59:50 It wouldn't surprise me at any rate Nov 26 17:14:41 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 26 18:14:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 26 18:15:08 [17:45] (Molly) It's not what I would prefer Nov 26 18:16:36 no? Nov 26 18:22:42 * Molly bites her lip, looking wistful Nov 26 18:22:52 I would like her to be our future Nov 26 18:23:21 * Morgan nods Nov 26 18:24:34 **They get interrupted, and then it is time to decide who will go to church. Molly, Heinzharold, Varick and Inga are staying behind, James, Elsie, Alice and Florrie are going. There's enough time for Alice and Florrie to be introduced to Lady Torrington before the service, and James and Elsie have already been to services at her church before. Nov 26 18:29:53 * Morgan waits outside Nov 26 18:48:41 **Kit is escorting Catherine, and Florrie has wanted Morgan to carry her. Elsie and James haven't arrived yet as it takes her much longer now. Alice stands on his other side. Nov 26 18:48:48 * Molly is now known as Catherine Nov 26 18:52:10 * Morgan nods to Kit before looking at Catherine Nov 26 18:58:32 Your Grace, I was hoping you'd allow my friend and my niece to attend your chapel Nov 26 18:59:53 * Catherine looks at the little girl who is trying to hide herself shyly against Morgan's neck. It simultaneously reminds him of the feel of Jana doing so so long ago, and Madchen doing so in last night's dream Nov 26 19:00:16 Of course you may all join us Nov 26 19:00:49 * Morgan nods, making the introductions Nov 26 19:07:00 **Alice is polite, obviously noble born because she needs no promoting to follow the appropriate protocol for behaviour with the duchess. Florrie just clings to Morgan, not even looking at Catherine and Kit Nov 26 19:12:43 **Once Elsie and James catch up, they go on in, filling up the second from front pew where Catherine has to sit. The service is unusual to him, having only sat through it on visits to Catterick. Florrie stays quiet but wants to sit on his lap. Nov 26 19:13:25 * Morgan lets her Nov 26 19:21:53 **when there's some organ music that is also used in Eisen, the combination of the weight of her, her fair hair, and the blonde woman sat next to him takes him back to that final Sunday, church in the village, an afternoon of hearty lunch and family time ahead. His peaceful happy life he didn't know would be burnt to ashes in a few short days, his little girl likewise. Nov 26 19:22:57 * Morgan sighs quietly Nov 26 19:23:57 **Florrie turns to look at him, those grey eyes of Edward on him** Nov 26 19:25:29 * Morgan looks at her, smiling slightly Nov 26 19:27:54 **Florrie snuggles up to him, closing her eyes** Nov 26 19:31:28 **she's asleep when it is time for communion Nov 26 19:31:52 * Morgan sits quietly with her, waiting to see what Alice wants her to do Nov 26 19:32:18 * Catherine is now known as Alice Nov 26 19:32:35 I'll take her if you want to go up Nov 26 19:33:03 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 26 19:33:12 It doesn't sit right with my faith... you carry on Nov 26 19:34:19 * Alice joins the queue. Morgan, Kit and James end up sat on the pews waiting. Its noisy as the queue chatters Nov 26 19:34:49 K: I'll be up to say goodbye very soon, I'm sailing this afternoon Nov 26 19:35:16 * Morgan nods Nov 26 19:35:28 Aye. She's going to miss you Nov 26 19:35:55 **Kit nods** for a month or two Nov 26 19:36:26 I think you undervalue yourself to her Nov 26 19:37:14 K: Perhaps. But I think she is well on her way to finding a good match now Nov 26 19:37:21 * Morgan nods Nov 26 19:37:24 I hope so Nov 26 19:45:58 K: *he nods* As do I Nov 26 19:46:33 How do you think she is? Nov 26 20:02:06 K: She is doing well, considering Nov 26 20:03:26 * Morgan nods Nov 26 20:08:21 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Nov 26 20:08:22 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Nov 26 20:08:50 2021 Nov 26 20:08:50 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 26 20:09:02 Its not to be today, apparently Nov 26 20:14:38 K: *he nods. Florrie looks at Morgan** Talk funny Nov 26 20:15:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Nov 26 20:15:40 its the language of my home Nov 26 20:17:45 K: *he watches them* She looks a little like you Nov 26 20:18:24 You think? Nov 26 20:21:33 **He nods** Nov 26 20:21:57 Not a massive surprise really Nov 26 20:25:24 **the women rejoin them. The service continues on for a while, and they all walk up together. Kit says he will join them shortly. They go back into the big cottage where Inga, HH and Varick are playing cards at the kitchen table** Nov 26 20:27:23 Everything alright? Nov 26 20:29:44 * Alice is now known as Inga Nov 26 20:29:55 We're fine, Molly is out Nov 26 20:30:39 where? Nov 26 20:32:05 She went for a ride Nov 26 20:32:14 * Morgan frowns Nov 26 20:35:15 She will be back to make lunch Nov 26 20:35:32 Its not lunch I'm concerned about Nov 26 20:37:44 She wanted to clear her head, that's all Nov 26 20:38:20 * Morgan nods, going to make some coffee Nov 26 20:41:54 **Everyone gets settled back in with hot drinks. Half an hour passes. Varick and HH are teaching Florrie to play snap Nov 26 20:46:22 * Morgan watches them quietly Nov 26 20:46:26 * Inga watches Morgan Nov 26 20:48:49 Something on your mind, Inga? Nov 26 20:50:41 I wondered how you are Nov 26 20:52:06 * Morgan shrugs slightly Nov 26 20:52:13 worried mostly Nov 26 20:54:51 There is a lot going on, isnt there? Nov 26 20:55:22 a fair bit aye Nov 26 21:00:40 * Inga looks at HH who is obviously enjoying himself with the children Nov 26 21:00:51 Do you want to go somewhere and talk? Nov 26 21:03:59 * Morgan looks at her Nov 26 21:04:07 If you think it might help Nov 26 21:05:02 I haven't got much else to do now Heinzharold is busy with his friends *she smiles* Nov 26 21:05:31 You have somewhere in mind? Nov 26 21:08:46 The kitchen next door should be quiet Nov 26 21:09:09 * Morgan nods Nov 26 21:09:10 lead the way Nov 26 21:16:02 * Inga gets them set up with coffee and biscuits, the cottage that was originally his and Molly's empty at present. She sits at the table Nov 26 21:16:22 Heinzharold said you've got a lot on your shoulders right now Nov 26 21:18:30 Somewhat Nov 26 21:20:54 You're worried about you and Molly again though? Nov 26 21:21:15 * Morgan looks at her appraisingly before nodding Nov 26 21:23:07 * Inga , as usual, seems unphased by the scrutiny Nov 26 21:23:54 You two worry about each other and the relationship so much Nov 26 21:24:32 Difficult not to... HeinzHarold told you about her hiding things? Nov 26 21:27:27 * Inga nods, eating a biscuit Nov 26 21:27:31 He did Nov 26 21:28:22 I hate it Nov 26 21:30:42 * Inga nods Nov 26 21:30:53 She worries Nov 26 21:32:12 I know... and then she hides it from me while expecting me to be open about my fears Nov 26 21:34:00 * Inga nods Nov 26 21:34:20 She doesn't want to upset you about Dietlinde and Jana Nov 26 21:36:17 She worries overmuch Nov 26 21:39:32 * Inga nods Nov 26 21:40:07 She's careful with you. She treasures you, and holds you carefully Nov 26 21:40:57 Thats not exactly how it feels Nov 26 21:48:13 She's absolutely scared to disappoint you or hurt you. I think maybe she's doing both by not just being vulnerable and flawed Nov 26 21:48:46 * Morgan nods Nov 26 21:49:12 it feels somewhat like she doesn't trust me or respect me to control my actions Nov 26 21:53:58 That's sad. Nov 26 21:54:21 * Morgan sips his drink Nov 26 21:55:03 I don't think she's finding it easy with Florrie Nov 26 21:55:10 * Morgan nods Nov 26 21:55:43 I know. I'm trying to make it easier on her without making Florrie feel unwanted. She doesn't connect with people normally Nov 26 21:57:43 She seems like a sweet girl, and I know Molly likes her. But I think she reminds Molly that you wouldn't have chosen this life, and that she wouldn't have chosen it for you either Nov 26 21:59:41 I don't tend to think about how it might have been Nov 26 22:01:28 * Inga nods Nov 26 22:02:56 She said you don't really do What Ifs. We think that might be a difference between men and women Nov 26 22:11:03 * Inga sips her coffee Nov 26 22:12:46 I don't do them because I know full well that I'd drive myself mad Nov 26 22:13:40 * Inga nods Nov 26 22:14:48 The thing is, even if you do it, you dont know that something else wouldn't have happened that was as bad or worse Nov 26 22:15:05 * Morgan nods Nov 26 22:17:05 I have told her I think she needs to worry about you less Nov 26 22:17:30 * Morgan nods Nov 26 22:20:22 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 26 22:23:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 26 22:24:00 * Molly is now known as Inga Nov 26 22:24:02 In some way this tension you and she have reminds me a bit of Heinrich and I Nov 26 22:25:09 oh? Nov 26 22:31:08 Things seem like they're quite intense with you two always worrying about each other Nov 26 22:32:45 Given his behaviour, that doesn't exactly fill me with hope... Nov 26 22:33:34 * Inga sips her coffee Nov 26 22:34:12 We were never really settled, it always seemed a bit tentative Nov 26 22:35:12 * Morgan scowls, sipping his coffee Nov 26 22:39:17 I'm not saying you won't last, because you definitely have something special, but it seems like you have a lot of little things that cause you to be in a state of tension Nov 26 22:39:59 In my case its her constant hiding her feelings when something troubles her. It feels dishonest, and she promised, as I did, that we wouldn't do that Nov 26 22:40:18 * Inga nods Nov 26 22:40:27 I can appreciate that Nov 26 22:42:13 * Morgan nods Nov 26 22:42:32 I think maybe she's got some fears that if she isn't perfect she isn't worthy, and she tries to carry on regardless, like if she denies there's a problem she doeant have to face it herself Nov 26 22:43:14 But she's wrong... Nov 26 22:45:01 I know that, so do you. But look at what happened with David and Martha and her brothers. Something was wrong with Molly, and everyone turned their backs on her Nov 26 22:45:50 * Morgan sighs Nov 26 22:49:45 I dont think she thinks it quite as clearly as that, I think it's just a bit ingrained. She has high standards for the sort of wife she thinks she needs to be for you Nov 26 22:50:36 She just needs to be her Nov 26 22:51:26 * Inga nods Nov 26 22:52:35 I think it scares her that she isn't right for you, she mentions it now and then, and if she is mentioning it now and then it means its probably on her mind a fair bit more Nov 26 22:53:09 How do I fix that? Nov 26 22:55:18 I'm not really sure. I think maybe if you hadn't been married before she wouldn't be so bad, but I think she has an idea that she isn't right for you because Dietlinde was, you know? Nov 26 22:56:29 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 26 22:57:42 * Inga sips her coffee "I wouldn't be breaking confidences like this, but I'm worried about the two of you. And _Heinzharold_ is worried, which happens much less often" Nov 26 22:58:58 I don't know what I can do about it. I thought we were alright Nov 26 23:01:26 She loves you. I'm not sure any man could really live up to the way she adores you. I don't think you need to worry about that. And there's definitely noone else Nov 26 23:02:36 That didn't even cross my mind... Nov 26 23:03:43 I didn't mean to sow any seeds of worry Nov 26 23:05:26 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 26 23:07:05 Do you want me to talk to her again about being open and not hiding anymore? Nov 26 23:07:15 * Inga finishes her coffee Nov 26 23:07:19 * Morgan nods Nov 26 23:07:20 please Nov 26 23:07:28 * Inga nods Nov 26 23:07:58 I'll do what I can. I want you two to be as happy as can be Nov 26 23:08:05 * Morgan nods Nov 26 23:08:07 thank you Inga Nov 26 23:09:10 Anything for you two *she stands up* Nov 26 23:09:25 I'll be along in a minute Nov 26 23:09:45 **Inga puts aside the dirty cup and goes into the other cottage** Nov 26 23:22:21 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Nov 27 13:03:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Nov 27 13:04:18 ((How long does he stay in the cottage alone?)) Nov 27 13:04:30 ((ten minutes)) Nov 27 13:05:13 **At about seven minutes after Inga has left, the door opens quietly** Nov 27 13:06:11 * Morgan turns to watch the door Nov 27 13:08:50 * Molly is now known as HH Nov 27 13:09:02 * HH comes in Nov 27 13:09:08 Hey Nov 27 13:09:17 * Morgan nods at him Nov 27 13:09:27 You alright? Nov 27 13:09:32 * Morgan nods Nov 27 13:10:08 * HH watches him to see if he looks alright Nov 27 13:10:41 They alright next door? Nov 27 13:16:17 Claudia is here Nov 27 13:16:51 * Morgan nods, putting his cup next to Inga's and heading to the door Nov 27 13:28:42 * HH leads the way. Claudia is sat drinking coffee, the others moved to the parlour. HH goes in the other room too Nov 27 13:28:57 * HH is now known as Claudia Nov 27 13:29:22 * Claudia puts a letter on the table, sliding it to Morgan Nov 27 13:29:37 Arrived to the ship this morning Nov 27 13:30:13 * Morgan nods, opening it Nov 27 13:33:10 Morgan, I am returning to Eisen to chase other leads on Eckname.  He did come to Carleon on a ship in 1619, but there is no record after that. Possible that he stopped using this alias from then on, aside from writing to his publisher to say he was not going to write the third book and was going to take up the church. What Lady Koertig has paid will cover my expenses. Yensid. Nov 27 13:33:58 * Morgan nods, putting the letter down Nov 27 13:34:17 How are things up here? Nov 27 13:36:05 noisy, mostly Nov 27 13:39:36 * Claudia nods Nov 27 13:39:46 Sorgi sends his regards Nov 27 13:40:49 how're things over there? Nov 27 13:46:09 Quiet. Brig is all scrubbed out. Sails on the Blessing are all done Nov 27 13:46:25 * Morgan nods Nov 27 13:56:36 **He's been back in the big cottage only a few minutes when Molly returns. Her hair is messy, cheeks flushed, hem wet and muddy. Kit comes in with her** Nov 27 13:57:48 * Morgan watches them a moment Nov 27 13:57:59 HeinzHarold, go and fetch Molly a blanket would you Nov 27 13:58:41 **He goes to do so. She takes off her cloak quietly** Nov 27 13:59:21 K: I am just coming to bid you all farewell. Is everyone else in the parlour? Nov 27 13:59:30 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:01:05 **Kit goes on in. Everyone sounds pleased to see him. Claudia looks at Morgan, then Molly and back. She stands, taking her coffee** Nov 27 14:03:43 * Morgan waits til she's in the other room before looking at Molly Nov 27 14:03:53 * Claudia is now known as Molly Nov 27 14:03:55 thats not... ideal timing Nov 27 14:04:10 Kurt leaving? Nov 27 14:04:21 Perhaps you should have a look in a mirror... Nov 27 14:04:52 Am I muddy? Nov 27 14:05:16 and flushed, and your hair is mussed... Nov 27 14:05:44 *she nods* I was riding hard Nov 27 14:06:56 you are wet, muddy, flushed and your hair is windblown and you've walked in with the most handsome man we know... as I said, unfortunate timing Nov 27 14:07:11 * Molly frowns a little Nov 27 14:07:29 I only bumped into him just outside the door Nov 27 14:07:35 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:07:39 I know Nov 27 14:08:02 It has made you uneasy? Nov 27 14:08:35 * Morgan sighs Nov 27 14:08:44 No, I've talked myself out of being paranoid about it Nov 27 14:09:24 Why were you paranoid? Nov 27 14:10:43 Given your withdrawing from me again, it'd be an easy step to make the assumption... Nov 27 14:10:49 **HH starts whistling as he descends the stairs, chucking Morgan a blanket before absenting himself into the parlour** Nov 27 14:11:06 * Molly looks at the floor Nov 27 14:11:24 You needn't. I don't want anyone but you. Nov 27 14:11:42 * Morgan nods, moving to wrap the blanket around her Nov 27 14:11:54 I know, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to talk myself out of it Nov 27 14:12:26 * Molly looks up at him Nov 27 14:12:35 I am yours. Always. Nov 27 14:12:45 Then stop pulling away from me... again... Nov 27 14:13:05 I am trying Nov 27 14:13:46 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:13:49 would you like some tea? Nov 27 14:14:15 * Molly watches him a moment before saying "yes, please" Nov 27 14:14:25 * Morgan nods, making some for her Nov 27 14:15:10 * Molly sits at the table, wrapping the blanket tighter Nov 27 14:15:14 Thank you Nov 27 14:15:24 You feel better for your ride? Nov 27 14:15:44 * Molly nods Nov 27 14:16:04 Yes, I needed some speed to think clearer Nov 27 14:16:48 about? Nov 27 14:17:09 Elsie, Florence and Alice Nov 27 14:17:45 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:17:50 Want to tell me? Nov 27 14:18:31 I do, and I will, but I think we need to say goodbye to Kurt and find ourselves some time just the two of us Nov 27 14:18:40 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:20:19 **This is what they do. All the women pitch in to make a quick farewell lunch that Kurt joins them for. He then takes time to say goodbye to everyone individually before finally getting to Morgan Nov 27 14:20:43 K: Take care, Morgan. I will see you again no doubt Nov 27 14:21:21 I would imagine so... I make too much noise in social circles to disappear from sight Nov 27 14:21:43 K: Thank you for all your assistance Nov 27 14:22:25 * Morgan inclines his head Nov 27 14:22:36 Keep me updated about anything you find out, yes? Nov 27 14:22:49 K: I'll keep in touch Nov 27 14:23:09 * Morgan nods, offering his hand Nov 27 14:24:12 K: **he shakes it** Nov 27 14:24:29 Take care of yourself Nov 27 14:25:42 K: I will **he gives them all a wave as he goes out of the door. Molly, Inga and Elsie all look a little sad as they start cleaning up** Nov 27 14:28:38 **Varick comes to Morgan just after Florrie is taken up for her nap** will tou take me up for my nap? Nov 27 14:29:05 * Morgan nods, picking him up and taking him up to his room Nov 27 14:30:44 **Varick settles down** I will miss Kurt Nov 27 14:30:51 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:31:14 He looked after us and kept us cheerful when you were gone Nov 27 14:31:19 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:31:22 I asked him to Nov 27 14:32:00 He should be someone's Papa one day Nov 27 14:32:14 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:32:15 aye Nov 27 14:32:28 V: *he closes his eyes* okay, you can go now Nov 27 14:33:56 sure? Nov 27 14:34:18 **He doesn't even respond** Nov 27 14:34:38 * Morgan smiles slightly before going back downstairs Nov 27 14:37:55 * Molly is the only one left in the kitchen, the blanket still on her shoulders whilst she washes Nov 27 14:40:54 The plates** Nov 27 14:41:58 * Morgan moves to her side to help her Nov 27 14:43:22 * Molly smiles Nov 27 14:43:39 Everyone developed an interest in being elsewhere Nov 27 14:44:00 oh? Nov 27 14:45:15 I think Heinzharold may have done it on purp Nov 27 14:45:39 Purpose* Nov 27 14:45:45 * Morgan nods Nov 27 14:46:56 sounds about right Nov 27 14:54:15 * Molly finishes up Nov 27 14:54:29 Would you like to sit in the parlour...? Nov 27 14:55:22 * Morgan nods, making himself coffee Nov 27 15:01:18 * Molly goes to sit beside the fire, trying to dry her hem Nov 27 15:02:23 * Morgan sits beside her Nov 27 15:04:23 * Molly watches him Nov 27 15:04:29 Are you well? Nov 27 15:07:33 * Morgan nods Nov 27 15:07:35 mostly, aye Nov 27 15:09:51 * Molly nods Nov 27 15:10:08 I think you are right about Elsie Nov 27 15:10:25 oh? Nov 27 15:11:47 It is too complicated to aim for a normal delivery, and were that to fail I would still need to remove the baby through her belly. Why waste valuable time and magical energy when the chance of success is low? Nov 27 15:14:09 * Morgan nods Nov 27 15:14:22 * Molly watches the fire Nov 27 15:15:19 With that in mind, the decision is whether to arrange a day in advance now the baby is so close to being due, or to wait for her labour to begin Nov 27 15:16:47 You have a preference? Nov 27 15:19:12 * Molly shrugs Nov 27 15:19:27 I am not sure. There are merits and drawbacks to both Nov 27 15:20:01 Then we need to weight them up against eachother Nov 27 15:21:46 * Molly nods Nov 27 15:24:29 Pre-planned, we can be sure everything is in place for Elsie saying any goodbyes, for Varick, and everyone at Sunnymeade being ready. We can all be well-rested, and have the doctor on standby. But we may be taking days away from her life that she could be enjoying, and it makes it all even less normal and natural, and it has already been so far from a normal experience for her Nov 27 15:25:09 * Morgan nods Nov 27 15:27:40 I would say ultimately only Elsie can make that choice Nov 27 15:27:55 * Morgan nods Nov 27 15:30:15 What thinks you though? Nov 27 15:30:35 I can see the argument for either course Nov 27 15:42:58 * Molly nods Nov 27 15:43:20 It would allow us to be prepared for the draw Nov 27 15:43:37 * Morgan nods Nov 27 15:43:46 another good point Nov 27 15:44:13 We could put Heinzharold and Claudia out of the way with Varick Nov 27 15:45:16 We need to prepare him Nov 27 15:48:30 * Molly sighs Nov 27 15:48:51 How do we do that without leaving him scared in the future? Nov 27 15:49:03 I don't know Nov 27 15:53:21 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Sat Nov 27 15:53:23 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Sat Nov 27 15:53:59 2021 Nov 27 15:53:59 * Now talking on #7thsea Nov 27 15:54:22 * Molly fidgets the hem so it is closer to the fire, tilting her head Nov 27 15:54:35 Can you heat fabric so it dries? Nov 27 15:55:22 * Morgan concentrates on it Nov 27 15:56:23 **it starts to steam** Nov 27 15:56:31 I guess that means you can Nov 27 15:56:34 bit much I think Nov 27 15:56:46 It bothers you... Nov 27 15:57:30 what does? Nov 27 15:58:03 Creating that heat so close to me Nov 27 15:58:59 \/me nods Nov 27 15:59:37 * Molly holds out her hand Nov 27 15:59:42 I'm sorry Nov 27 15:59:42 * Morgan takes it Nov 27 16:00:58 * Molly kisses his palm softly, her eyes staying on his Nov 27 16:01:56 I will speak to Elsie about it Nov 27 16:02:34 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:02:35 alright Nov 27 16:02:49 * Molly nods Nov 27 16:02:58 Thank you for making me see sense. Nov 27 16:03:17 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 16:03:25 I just had an idea, thats all Nov 27 16:05:20 It was a good idea. I cannot promise it will work Nov 27 16:06:05 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:07:11 There is something else that I have been thinking about, to do with Florence and Alice Nov 27 16:07:40 **The wind picks up, and it starts raining heavily Nov 27 16:08:21 * Morgan glances at the window briefly Nov 27 16:08:22 go on Nov 27 16:10:05 They struggle for money Nov 27 16:10:10 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:10:57 And what they really need is a way to overcome that, to have something to trade. Nov 27 16:11:08 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:11:55 Alice is determined, practical and organised. Florence can make things grow. And when fruit and crops are in abundance, they can be traded... Nov 27 16:12:12 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 27 16:12:34 So what they could really use is land, with safe docking. Nov 27 16:12:55 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:13:50 And in having land, Florence could be settled, have a governess, open space away from the potential dangers at sea. Nov 27 16:14:03 Makes sense Nov 27 16:14:14 * Molly watches him seriously Nov 27 16:14:31 So what if you gave her the island? Nov 27 16:14:53 * Morgan scratches his chin Nov 27 16:15:09 * Molly looks a little worried Nov 27 16:15:21 I'm sorry, I have overstepped. Nov 27 16:15:57 No... I'm wondering how much weight that island being mine carries in terms of keeping people from attacking it... Nov 27 16:16:09 * Molly nods Nov 27 16:17:16 Then you could appoint Alice your steward, let them settle there and run it? It could be given over to Florence when she reaches her majority at twenty one? Nov 27 16:17:50 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 27 16:17:54 that could work Nov 27 16:18:26 It would not be charity, someone needs to run the island and keep the machine safe... Nov 27 16:19:12 And they'd have space to grow tradeable crops... Nov 27 16:19:49 And Florence can help it along, optimise it for the soil Nov 27 16:21:11 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:21:26 How would you feel about it not being ours Nov 27 16:21:41 * Molly smiles Nov 27 16:21:56 We have enough trouble to be going along with Nov 27 16:22:22 But nothing that we could settle on out of Eisen Nov 27 16:22:41 Catterick? Nov 27 16:24:28 isn't mine Nov 27 16:24:37 * Molly watches the fire Nov 27 16:25:37 You are right. If we are to face many more challenges to the convergence, and if our children coming into the world is so important, the island is a safe haven Nov 27 16:26:00 Only from the Sidhe, realistically Nov 27 16:26:27 Or people. It would be defensible Nov 27 16:27:05 But you and I are a walking army... I'm probably just being overcautious Nov 27 16:27:28 I think it is sensible Nov 27 16:29:37 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:29:40 That would not prevent Alice being the steward? Nov 27 16:30:40 No, but it doesn't give them the solid future you envisaged Nov 27 16:32:38 * Molly thinks Nov 27 16:33:13 What if you gave them the home farm? Nov 27 16:33:35 on the island? Nov 27 16:33:56 * Molly nods Nov 27 16:34:39 No tithes to pay, the farm is theirs, and you still own the island Nov 27 16:34:50 * Morgan nods slowly Nov 27 16:34:52 that could work Nov 27 16:36:22 * Molly nods Nov 27 16:36:54 She could still run it all from there Nov 27 16:38:35 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:48:26 * Molly shrugs Nov 27 16:48:32 It is simply an idea Nov 27 16:49:07 it works though Nov 27 16:49:51 It would help us and them... but more than that, it allows you to protect and provide for your niece, and that is important Nov 27 16:50:23 But you haven't been at ease with them Nov 27 16:52:12 It's just complicated, that's all. But just because it is complicated doesnt mean it isnt important or worthwhile. Nov 27 16:57:23 * Morgan nods Nov 27 16:57:50 What of her crew? They wouldn't be constantly sailing anymore Nov 27 16:59:55 I don't know, my love. We could perhaps have those who are not willing to do different work upon the Rose. We have the capacity for more, and with a trip to Capperlucia... Nov 27 17:00:18 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:04:47 That is something Alice may wish to think about Nov 27 17:05:34 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:05:39 We'll talk to her about it Nov 27 17:08:14 * Molly smiles Nov 27 17:08:29 That is most of what I thought about whilst riding Nov 27 17:18:30 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:49:01 what else? Nov 27 17:50:08 * Molly squeezes his hand "Is there anything else you wish to discuss?" Nov 27 17:50:55 You... *she blushes a little* Nov 27 17:51:28 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:51:57 ... as usual. Nov 27 17:53:47 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:56:10 * Molly smiles Nov 27 17:56:23 Only lovely, wonderful things Nov 27 17:57:30 * Morgan nods Nov 27 17:58:22 [17:44] * Molly squeezes his hand "Is there anything else you wish to discuss?" Nov 27 17:59:09 * Morgan shakes his head Nov 27 17:59:11 I don't think so Nov 27 17:59:45 * Molly nods Nov 27 17:59:58 What shall we do now, my love? Nov 27 18:00:46 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 18:01:02 I haven't had chance to ask Alice to write that letter for Edward yet Nov 27 18:01:18 * Molly nods Nov 27 18:01:33 Are you going to see her now? Nov 27 18:01:59 would you join me? We can discuss the island... Nov 27 18:02:51 I will get cleaned up first, if that is alright? Nov 27 18:02:56 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:03:10 I'll get some tea made and get her to join us... Nov 27 18:03:51 * Molly watches him a moment before leaning in towards him, her mouth towards his Nov 27 18:04:12 * Morgan kisses her gently Nov 27 18:05:29 * Molly rests a hand on his shoulder, kissing him softly before pulling away only enough to be able to talk, keeping her eyes closed Nov 27 18:05:48 I do not want to pull away from you Nov 27 18:06:01 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:06:03 good Nov 27 18:11:05 But I do not want to hurt you Nov 27 18:12:28 You need to worry less about that Nov 27 18:13:20 I don't want to hinder your healing Nov 27 18:14:02 I'm only healing because of you Nov 27 18:14:32 * Molly stays very close, still with her eyes closed Nov 27 18:15:34 I worry I am not doing well enough, that having my own feelings around it all will make it more difficult, that I am failing to be the support you need because I am not distanced enough Nov 27 18:16:52 You are too distanced. I don't wish you to be Nov 27 18:17:19 What does that look like in practice, my love? Nov 27 18:17:49 Not hiding yourself from me Nov 27 18:18:15 I do not wish to be a burden, or have you think less of me Nov 27 18:19:29 as I said, you worry overmuch Nov 27 18:19:46 Your opinion of me is important Nov 27 18:21:14 I know Nov 27 18:22:09 * Molly nods Nov 27 18:22:40 It disappoints you more that I do not tell you my feelings than that I have them? Nov 27 18:23:20 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:24:50 I will try not to... it has been hard with them visiting, because I sometimes feel like you deserved to be there instead, with Jana and Dietlinde, not here. Nov 27 18:25:45 I know... but that is not where we are Nov 27 18:26:21 * Molly nods "I know. But it doesn't always feel good" Nov 27 18:26:46 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:26:47 I know Nov 27 18:27:40 Do you feel that when I dream of Seb? Nov 27 18:28:41 Jealousy more than anything Nov 27 18:29:12 That I dream it, or of him in those situations? Nov 27 18:29:39 The former Nov 27 18:29:55 I would prevent it if I could Nov 27 18:30:19 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:30:20 I know Nov 27 18:30:37 Maybe the Nieblungen could stop it Nov 27 18:31:26 We've discussed that before Nov 27 18:32:12 You think there could be something specific of use in those dreams? Nov 27 18:36:23 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 18:36:39 but they cant stop the nightmares without stopping dreams that have meaning... Nov 27 18:37:16 I suppose we will need to endure it... Nov 27 18:38:38 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:39:02 I do worry what may happen, or what you may see Nov 27 18:40:06 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:40:16 You would wish me to try to avoid being them? Nov 27 18:44:49 I do not want you hurt to see me kissing him, or whatever Nov 27 18:47:18 I know blossom, but I also know it is a dream Nov 27 18:47:55 I suppose so... but I would dislike it immensely if it were you Nov 27 18:48:29 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:48:32 I know Nov 27 18:51:02 Like when you kissed Hildegarde Nov 27 18:51:46 * Morgan nods Nov 27 18:52:19 * Molly nods Nov 27 18:53:06 I love you, liebes herz, so much so that it unsettles me! Nov 27 18:53:18 likewise blossom Nov 27 18:57:53 * Molly kisses him again before saying Nov 27 18:58:02 Why does it unsettle you? Nov 27 18:58:24 I never thought I would feel this strongly again Nov 27 19:02:15 * Molly strokes his cheek Nov 27 19:02:21 It must scare you Nov 27 19:02:32 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:03:48 I wish it was easier for you, that it was as simple as last time... Nov 27 19:04:01 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 19:04:07 it is what it is Nov 27 19:08:52 * Molly nods Nov 27 19:08:57 I know Nov 27 19:12:39 I will stop hiding, even if it might hurt you, if it will hurt less than staying quiet Nov 27 19:13:01 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:13:03 good Nov 27 19:17:25 Just... please... I hope I do not damage the high opinion you have of me... Nov 27 19:17:58 I dont see that happening Nov 27 19:20:48 I hope not. I worry that I should not have feelings about things, like with Florence, or how much more complicated it has been for us Nov 27 19:30:14 I know Nov 27 19:32:17 But I will try to tell you, even if I am afraid, if that is what you ask of me Nov 27 19:32:38 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:32:39 it is Nov 27 19:32:55 * Molly nods Nov 27 19:33:03 Alright, my love Nov 27 19:36:01 * Molly kisses him again Nov 27 19:36:29 You were planning to see Alice... Nov 27 19:36:43 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:36:45 Aye Nov 27 19:37:20 I wish you could stay here... make love to me by the fire... Nov 27 19:38:16 Later perhaps? Nov 27 19:38:48 * Molly nods Nov 27 19:39:03 I would like that Nov 27 19:39:34 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:39:39 alright Nov 27 19:44:26 * Molly moves away, standing up Nov 27 19:44:34 I will get changed Nov 27 19:45:33 * Morgan nods Nov 27 19:45:44 I'll get drinks made and get Alice down here... Nov 27 19:49:06 * Molly nods Nov 27 19:49:10 Alright liebling Nov 27 19:49:21 * Morgan nods, going to do so Nov 27 19:49:42 * Molly goes to the bedroom Nov 27 19:52:02 * Morgan goes to find Alice Nov 27 19:53:01 * Molly is now known as Alice Nov 27 19:54:04 * Alice is laid on the bed facing away. Closer to Morgan, Florrie is asleep. Nov 27 19:54:45 * Morgan whispers her name Nov 27 20:00:41 * Alice gently sits up, whispering Nov 27 20:00:51 Is everything well? Nov 27 20:00:55 * Morgan nods Nov 27 20:01:00 Molly and I would like to talk to you Nov 27 20:03:32 * Alice glances at Florrie before putting pillows on either side of her and getting off the bed Nov 27 20:06:24 * Morgan takes her down to the parlour, putting tea in front of her Nov 27 20:06:28 thats my uncles blend Nov 27 20:07:22 * Alice drinks some Nov 27 20:07:28 It's nice Nov 27 20:07:34 * Morgan nods Nov 27 20:07:38 surprisingly so Nov 27 20:09:38 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:09:50 What do you want to talk about? Nov 27 20:10:21 Firstly, I think it would be... useful if you were to write a letter to Edward, explaining what you want, what you don't want.... Nov 27 20:12:07 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:12:13 I can do that Nov 27 20:14:29 * Morgan nods Nov 27 20:15:40 Do you mind if we wait for Molly before we talk about the rest? Nov 27 20:19:09 * Alice shakes her head. It's about five minutes later that Molly returns, looking pristine now. She takes a seat beside Morgan. Nov 27 20:21:23 We have an idea that might benefit all of us... Nov 27 20:23:53 What idea? Nov 27 20:26:43 You sail all the time... why is that? Nov 27 20:29:18 First it was to escape the marriage I didn't want, and then when I found out about Florrie I couldn't go back for good, even when my father had died. Making money means working a lot Nov 27 20:31:31 With Florrie growing its going to be very difficult to keep on top of business, have a governess willing to sail... and trade is dependant on others... Nov 27 20:33:24 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:33:28 Yes Nov 27 20:34:18 * Morgan sips his tea before looking at Alice again Nov 27 20:35:59 So, here's the idea... I want to give you and Florrie a farm... it comes with safe harbour and plenty of space... you and Florrie can grow fruit and vegetables to trade, you won't need to find a governess willing to sail... Nov 27 20:37:58 * Alice watches him Nov 27 20:38:02 Why? Nov 27 20:39:31 A couple of reasons... one, for Florrie. It'll ease your burdens and will be able to spend time not fretting about whether or not you can get cargo to get to the next port. Second, it'd mean I don't have to worry about the land... you'd be responsible for running it. Nov 27 20:41:06 * Alice sips the tea Nov 27 20:41:15 Where is it? Nov 27 20:41:49 Just off the coast Nov 27 20:46:43 Here? Nov 27 20:47:02 * Morgan nods Nov 27 20:49:15 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:49:27 Give me a few hours to think about it? Nov 27 20:49:36 * Morgan nods Nov 27 20:49:49 It isn't charity... I want you to know that Nov 27 20:51:05 We have a lot to do... I've been unsure of what to do with this land... I don't really have time to concentrate on it, so you would be easing that burden Nov 27 20:52:40 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:53:07 You have an idea of what you want from the land? Nov 27 20:53:22 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 20:54:21 Which is where part of the problem lies... I've no idea... which is why raising crops to trade would be a good idea... Its a damn sight safer than always being at sea Nov 27 20:54:43 * Alice nods Nov 27 20:55:03 What is on the farm now? Nov 27 20:55:24 some stupid sheep Nov 27 20:57:35 Why are they stupid? Nov 27 20:57:55 **Molly glances at Morgan, smiling with amusement* Nov 27 20:58:03 They're sheep... as someone recently told me, if it was possible to die twice they would Nov 27 20:58:18 **Molly giggles** Nov 27 20:58:35 I dont know much about sheep, but I could learn Nov 27 20:59:06 * Morgan shrugs, looking at Molly Nov 27 20:59:12 is there any real benefit to keeping them? Nov 27 21:02:27 **Molly nods** Out there, yes. Get a bad storm up and run through your stores, you'll dispatch one and have meat for days. Wool, to sell on or have spun and use. Nov 27 21:02:44 * Morgan nods, looking at Alice Nov 27 21:03:00 Well, thats something I didn't think of Nov 27 21:04:45 * Alice watches them Nov 27 21:05:04 I don't think I've ever met a couple like you before Nov 27 21:05:20 well, probably not but... in what way? Nov 27 21:07:55 You speak to each other like equals Nov 27 21:08:37 **Molly sips her tea** Nov 27 21:09:08 * Morgan scratches his nose Nov 27 21:09:22 We are... its how we speak to nearly everyone Nov 27 21:13:42 I've not known a woman who can be as outspoken with her husband as any man could Nov 27 21:15:23 * Morgan chuckles Nov 27 21:15:28 ironically, most men wouldn't be Nov 27 21:16:06 * Alice laughs too Nov 27 21:16:26 Would you have time to show me the island? Nov 27 21:17:11 * Morgan nods Nov 27 21:17:20 Would you prefer your ship or mine? Nov 27 21:17:45 ((3 hours out there, 3 back. Doable in a day, or to go this afternoon, stay overnight, and arrive back the next day)) Nov 27 21:17:57 Either Nov 27 21:18:23 Couple of choices... we could go this afternoon, come back tomorrow morning, or go in the morning and be back in the afternoon Nov 27 21:22:12 I'll need to take Florrie with us Nov 27 21:23:13 of course... speaking of which... a hammock Nov 27 21:25:42 A hammock? Nov 27 21:26:09 * Morgan nods Nov 27 21:27:02 when I came back from the war, I found it difficult being on land... a hammock moved as I fidgeted, almost felt like being on the water... Nov 27 21:29:28 **Molly looks to him** that is a wonderful idea Nov 27 21:30:35 despite appearances... I'm not as green as I'm cabbage looking... Nov 27 21:32:31 **they both smile** Nov 27 21:32:46 I am happy to go tonight or tomorrow Nov 27 21:33:11 * Morgan nods, looking at Molly Nov 27 21:33:14 you have a preference? Nov 27 21:35:20 * Alice looks a little put on the spot Nov 27 21:35:25 Molly* Nov 27 21:35:53 M: Either is not a problem really Nov 27 21:37:51 Perhaps first thing tomorrow... save getting the children unsettled for bedtime Nov 27 21:38:04 * Alice nods Nov 27 21:38:14 That suits me Nov 27 21:39:15 M: Perhaps we might all accompany you so far as Sunnymeade to visit Beth and the baby? Nov 27 21:39:22 What... do you know of the Sidhe? Nov 27 21:39:33 * Alice grimaces Nov 27 21:39:40 Nothing good Nov 27 21:39:56 So you are aware... they can't get on the island Nov 27 21:42:26 Why? Nov 27 21:42:46 There's a machine that stops them Nov 27 21:45:49 That's unusual Nov 27 21:46:01 * Morgan nods Nov 27 21:46:08 But useful Nov 27 21:47:25 * Alice nods Nov 27 21:47:45 **There's the sound of crying from upstairs Nov 27 21:49:29 speaking of the little lady Nov 27 21:51:46 * Alice excuses herself, going up to her daughter Nov 27 21:51:51 * Alice is now known as Molly Nov 27 21:52:04 * Molly sips her tea Nov 27 21:53:41 What thinks you? Nov 27 21:53:49 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 21:54:05 No doubt she's worried there's a catch... Nov 27 21:56:21 * Molly nods Nov 27 21:56:28 It is a big decision... Nov 27 21:57:28 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:00:05 If I check Elsie in the morning, we should know if it is safe for you to go Nov 27 22:00:18 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:00:20 alright Nov 27 22:01:21 * Molly looks at him Nov 27 22:01:29 I will miss you though Nov 27 22:01:37 You aren't coming? Nov 27 22:05:54 I cannot, in case I am wrong about Elsie Nov 27 22:06:12 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:06:23 Would it be better to let them go see it alone? Nov 27 22:10:31 I think it would be helpful if you were there Nov 27 22:12:01 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:12:04 Probably Nov 27 22:13:56 **Alice and Florrie come back down, Varick comes with them Nov 27 22:15:31 **The others all come back shortly after. The house is busy and full of laughter. Claudia gets ready to go before coming to Morgan** Nov 27 22:15:36 * Molly is now known as Claudia Nov 27 22:15:43 Any message for Sorgi? Nov 27 22:15:52 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:16:00 We're sailing for the island in the morning Nov 27 22:16:20 The Rose or the Ketch? Nov 27 22:17:16 the Rose... Nov 27 22:21:08 * Claudia nods Nov 27 22:21:30 Will do Nov 27 22:22:09 Need me? Nov 27 22:22:54 No, why would I? Nov 27 22:23:03 * Morgan shrugs Nov 27 22:23:18 didn't know if you wanted to talk, thats all Nov 27 22:27:07 I'm good Nov 27 22:28:13 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:28:15 alright Nov 27 22:29:17 * Claudia clasps his arm before leaving Nov 27 22:29:50 **Molly is the next on the verge of leaving** Nov 27 22:29:57 * Claudia is now known as Molly Nov 27 22:32:06 I am going to the main house my love, I will be back soon Nov 27 22:32:54 alright my love... everything ok? Nov 27 22:33:02 * Molly nods Nov 27 22:33:18 I am going to see what I can do with your hammock idea Nov 27 22:34:15 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:34:18 alright blossom Nov 27 22:34:35 * Molly kisses his cheek Nov 27 22:35:27 * Molly whispers Nov 27 22:35:52 Perhaps you need a hammock also, after the dream you had of you and I in one Nov 27 22:36:02 * Morgan nods Nov 27 22:36:05 I could go for that Nov 27 22:36:31 * Molly nods Nov 27 22:36:59 And I. Something pleasant for you to think on whilst I am out Nov 27 22:39:01 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Nov 27 23:02:23 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 01 19:16:18 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 01 19:36:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 01 19:37:09 **Inga and HH come in to the kitchen, everyone else in the parlour** I: has Molly gone out? Dec 01 19:37:17 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 01 19:37:35 Gone to the main house Dec 01 19:37:56 I: **she looks at HH* I'll go with her *he nods and she does* Dec 01 19:37:56 **He gets himself a hot drink** Tried to give y' some time alone. Dec 01 19:39:02 * Morgan nods Dec 01 19:39:04 we talked Dec 01 19:39:30 * HH nods Dec 01 19:39:55 E'erything sorted now? Dec 01 19:43:20 Think so Dec 01 19:47:16 * HH nods Dec 01 19:47:22 Well done Dec 01 19:47:49 * Morgan looks at him a moment before sipping his coffee Dec 01 19:48:00 * HH watches him back Dec 01 19:48:10 What? Dec 01 19:48:38 I was trying to work out if you were making fun of me Dec 01 19:52:19 No, not 'bout this Dec 01 19:53:14 * Morgan nods Dec 01 19:53:21 Mighta made a joke about y' going to a tavern to work out yer issues though Dec 01 19:54:24 * Morgan nods Dec 01 19:55:13 What's she gone for? Dec 01 19:55:43 To see if she can make a hammock Dec 01 19:59:28 * HH grins Dec 01 19:59:47 Had enough of sharing a bed with an ox like you? Dec 01 20:01:15 * Morgan rolls his eyes Dec 01 20:01:41 Florrie's been brought up aboard ship... any time she's on land she wakes up screaming because she's used to the motion... I suggested getting her a hammock Dec 01 20:01:50 * HH nods Dec 01 20:02:04 Good idea Dec 01 20:04:12 **Varick gets them to join him playing with his soldiers, HH on Varick's side and Florrie perches on Morgan's lap to watch them. About twenty minutes later, Inga returns on her own, coming to sit by HH* Dec 01 20:07:26 * Morgan watches her Dec 01 20:07:27 alright? Dec 01 20:11:27 I: **she nods** I wasn't needed Dec 01 20:11:43 * Morgan nods Dec 01 20:15:13 I: I think she's mostly talking to the staff Dec 01 20:15:24 * Morgan nods Dec 01 20:15:29 Doesn't really surprise me Dec 01 20:17:51 **Florrie starts picking up the pieces, disrupting the game. Varick looks cross but says nothing** Dec 01 20:18:30 * Morgan gently puts the pieces back Dec 01 20:18:34 Are you getting bored young lady? Dec 01 20:19:40 F: **she picks one up again. It's one of the ships, showing it to Morgan** ship. Dec 01 20:20:42 * Morgan nods Dec 01 20:20:45 yes, thats right Dec 01 20:25:46 F: **she makes it bob up and down for Morgan** waves up down. Dec 01 20:26:19 *Varick watches them* Dec 01 20:28:27 * Morgan nods before looking at Varick Dec 01 20:33:38 **Florrie makes the ship sail up Morgan's arm, sitting in his lap more. Varick is watching Florrie** Dec 01 20:34:08 You alright Varick? Dec 01 20:38:07 **He nods** I wanted to use that piece Dec 01 20:38:36 * Morgan nods, looking at Florrie Dec 01 20:38:40 Varick have this piece? Dec 01 20:39:44 F: My ship Dec 01 20:40:49 * Morgan sighs Dec 01 20:40:58 Its Varicks, but it does look like yours Dec 01 20:44:26 **Florrie doesn't look like she wants to give up the ship. Varick rests his cheek on his hand despondently* V: it's okay, I will move another piece Dec 01 20:45:40 Thank you Varick Dec 01 20:48:14 **the play continues. An hour later there's still no sign of Molly** Dec 01 20:48:35 [Molly, are you alright?] Dec 01 20:49:05 [Yes, are you?] Dec 01 20:50:42 [You've been gone a while] Dec 01 20:54:49 [I needed some time, that's all. I won't be much longer] Dec 01 21:03:00 **About twenty minutes later Molly brings back a long piece of fabric, some wood and tools, putting them on the kitchen table** Dec 01 21:03:00 **HH groans** Was th' window seat not enough? Dec 01 21:04:52 You do know the cottage cant be sailed, right? Dec 01 21:11:44 **Molly smiles** I am sure the two of you are skilled enough with your hands to knock up something perfect Dec 01 21:12:05 * HH grins at Morgan Dec 01 21:13:31 Hard t' resist that Dec 01 21:13:59 * Morgan nods Dec 01 21:14:09 hang on... how did I get roped into this? Dec 01 21:16:32 **she kisses his cheek** because I would appreciate it Dec 01 21:17:02 * Morgan nods Dec 01 21:17:05 that'd do it Dec 01 21:17:55 M: *she inhales deeply a moment before moving away* I will let you gentlemen work then Dec 01 21:20:00 It'd be helpful to know what you want... Dec 01 21:20:41 M: a frame to suspend the hammock. But I shall leave it to your naval expertise Dec 01 21:22:52 * Morgan nods Dec 01 21:28:12 **They spend the remainder of the afternoon working on building a hammock frame, both Florrie and Varick watching them raptly from a safe distance even during their tea time as it gets finished up. Molly comes back in, looking at it with a warm smile Dec 01 21:28:29 M: That is excellent, liebling Dec 01 21:29:53 Its... not bad Dec 01 21:31:27 V: Can I please have a turn Papa? Dec 01 21:32:08 * Morgan nods, beckoning him over Dec 01 21:33:38 **Varick comes over** Dec 01 21:35:25 * Morgan gently lifts him into it Dec 01 21:37:58 **Varick lies back, grinning** It's comfortable but a bit wobbly! Dec 01 21:39:12 * Morgan nods Dec 01 21:39:13 F: **she makes her way over** hammock. Dec 01 21:39:20 its meant to feel like you're on a ship Dec 01 21:39:59 **Varick fidgets, making it sway** it's good Dec 01 21:40:49 I'm hoping it'll help Florrie sleep better on land Dec 01 21:41:09 **Florrie yawns** Go sleep now? Dec 01 21:43:11 is it about time for your nap? Dec 01 21:43:17 * HH brushes sawdust off his legs Dec 01 21:43:38 **Varick gets out** It's bed time, Papa Dec 01 21:43:52 of course it is Dec 01 21:45:52 * HH helps Morgan carry it up, Alice still talking to Inga and Elsie in the parlour. Varick, Florrie and Molly all follow up, watching from the doorway as the hammock is positioned next to the bed. Florrie holds her arms up to Morgan to be put on to the hammock Dec 01 21:46:26 * HH looks at Morgan "I'll get Alice" Dec 01 21:46:38 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 01 21:47:07 * Morgan lifts Florrie into the hammock Dec 01 21:47:18 you need to get your nightclothes on Dec 01 21:50:03 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Dec 1 21:50:03 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Dec 1 21:50:34 2021 Dec 01 21:50:34 * Now talking on #7thsea Dec 01 21:52:00 F: **she looks at Morgan** Go sleep Dec 01 21:52:35 Not yet, need to put nightdress on Dec 01 21:52:58 F: sleep. Dec 01 21:53:49 Wait for your mama Dec 01 21:54:12 F: *she closes her eyes settling against Morgan** Dec 01 21:54:48 * Morgan sighs, stroking her hair as she drifts off Dec 01 21:55:22 * Molly watches him, smiling softly. She whispers "I will put Varick to bed" Dec 01 21:57:59 * Morgan nods, whispering Dec 01 21:58:05 I don't want him to be jealous Dec 01 21:58:17 * Molly nods Dec 01 21:59:41 **She goes, leaving Morgan alone with Florrie. From the corner of his eye he catches his reflection in a repositioned mirror, the girl in his arms alarmingly familiar Dec 01 22:00:01 * Morgan looks away from it Dec 01 22:00:43 * Molly is now known as Alice Dec 01 22:00:57 * Alice comes in, holding out her arms Dec 01 22:00:59 Sorry Dec 01 22:02:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 01 22:02:18 Its alright. I tried to get her to wait so you could get her nightclothes on, but... Dec 01 22:02:36 * Alice nods Dec 01 22:02:45 I will see to her. Thank you Dec 01 22:03:12 * Morgan nods, handing her over gently Dec 01 22:03:15 try the hammock Dec 01 22:03:30 I will. It looks wonderful Dec 01 22:05:59 * Alice deals with the girl, freeing Morgan Dec 01 22:06:20 * Morgan goes downstairs quietly, walking straight outside Dec 01 22:07:18 **Noone interrupts him, though he hears Molly and Inga starting to work on dinner about fifteen minutes later Dec 01 22:08:16 * Morgan gathers himself and goes back inside Dec 01 22:08:38 * Alice is now known as Molly Dec 01 22:09:25 Ah liebling, I thought you had gone to rustle up something from the main kitchen *she smiles warmly, watching him ((expression please))* Dec 01 22:09:46 ((distracted, solemn)) Dec 01 22:09:53 oh, uhhh... I can if you need Dec 01 22:11:20 * Molly looks at him a moment longer before removing her apron "I'll come with you. Inga, can you manage for a few minutes? **Inga nods. Molly leads the way back out the front door** Dec 01 22:11:36 * Morgan follows her Dec 01 22:11:52 * Molly shuts the door behind him Dec 01 22:12:09 Shall we go the long way? It is dry tonight Dec 01 22:12:23 If you wish blossom Dec 01 22:12:34 * Molly holds out her hand Dec 01 22:12:50 * Morgan takes it Dec 01 22:13:12 What is the matter, my love? Are you still troubled by my hiding things? Dec 01 22:14:09 A little concerned that you needed to be alone, I'll admit Dec 01 22:15:13 * Molly squeezes his hand Dec 01 22:15:22 It is well. We are well. Dec 01 22:15:57 * Morgan nods Dec 01 22:16:41 You look serious... Dec 01 22:17:43 * Morgan draws a deep breath Dec 01 22:17:55 I just... caught sight of myself in the mirror holding Florrie Dec 01 22:18:14 * Molly nods Dec 01 22:19:09 I'm sorry, liebling. What can I do for you right now? Dec 01 22:19:37 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 01 22:19:39 nothing really Dec 01 22:20:23 I might be able to use my magic... Dec 01 22:21:37 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 01 22:21:48 I need to work through it I think Dec 01 22:22:18 * Molly nods, looking forlorn Dec 01 22:22:35 I can find a quiet place if you need to just sit a minute? Dec 01 22:23:11 I'll be alright Dec 01 22:23:39 * Molly nods, holding his hand between both of hers Dec 01 22:23:50 Do tou wish to talk about it? Dec 01 22:24:18 * Morgan shrugs Dec 01 22:24:22 I don't see it'll help any Dec 01 22:24:53 Alright my love Dec 01 22:25:55 * Molly walks beside him, staying close to him. It's dry but very cold, and by the time they reach the kitchen his nose is red with it Dec 01 22:45:43 * Morgan rubs his nose as he ferrets around for food Dec 01 22:45:56 **They soon have desert from the kitchen, and carrying it back prevents them holding hands. The grown ups have their own dinner before they all sit around the fire in various pursuits and crafts until soon it is time for Molly to speak to Jacques and Walder, excusing herself. The others don't take long to make their excuses,  leaving Morgan to tidy up and walk around the estate** Dec 01 22:46:42 * Morgan walks the grounds and house Dec 01 22:52:06 **it's even colder than it was. The cottage is all quiet when he returns, and Molly has built up the fire in their room nicely. She's reading again, in bed with a blanket over her shoulders Dec 01 22:52:51 getting colder Dec 01 22:53:07 Do you sleep naked even in the winter? Its seems strange that I do not know this of you yet Dec 01 22:53:14 * Morgan nods Dec 01 22:53:41 I spent more time than I choose to recall sleeping in my clothes, whether they're dry, muddy or bloody... Dec 01 22:53:59 * Molly nods sadly Dec 01 22:55:01 I can appreciate that Dec 01 22:55:25 * Morgan nods Dec 01 22:55:36 * Molly smiles Dec 01 22:56:25 I should imagine it took a bit of getting used to. Did you go straight back to Die Dauerhaftigkeit after the ceasefire? Dec 01 22:56:57 * Morgan nods Dec 01 22:57:53 Despite your dreams where you follow me to Einsbaden and I am your Star Girl *she puts the book away* Dec 01 22:58:58 aside from those, yes Dec 01 22:59:29 * Molly nods Dec 01 23:00:32 I would like to read them all... though I would imagine they have a deal of literary discretion when we are behaving inappropriately Dec 01 23:01:44 * Morgan shrugs sort of, aye Dec 01 23:02:04 * Molly nods, watching him Dec 01 23:02:30 A great pity, mon petit chou *she smiles, watching his reaction to this nickname* Dec 01 23:04:37 * Morgan shrugs, getting undressed Dec 01 23:05:48 * Molly moves over to make space for him Dec 01 23:06:00 * Morgan gets into bed Dec 01 23:06:07 How are you this evening? Dec 01 23:06:14 * Morgan shrugs Dec 01 23:06:17 alright I think Dec 01 23:06:24 * Molly nods Dec 01 23:06:34 Are you tired? Dec 01 23:06:42 Somewhat Dec 01 23:08:58 * Molly nods Dec 01 23:09:22 Alright my love, we will talk tomorrow after you are back from Morgan's Rock Dec 01 23:09:30 What did you wish to discuss? Dec 01 23:09:47 * Molly turns on her side to watch him Dec 01 23:09:56 Us... the past, the future... Dec 01 23:10:02 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:10:04 alright Dec 01 23:10:15 I wish to apologise Dec 01 23:10:44 * Morgan frowns Dec 01 23:10:46 why? Dec 01 23:11:50 The one thing we have had, long before there was love, and definitely long before the attraction was mutual, was trust. And I am starting to be undeserving of your trust because I hide my thoughts and feelings at times Dec 01 23:12:31 I don't like it, but I think I understand why you do it Dec 01 23:13:31 I taught you to trust me by never betraying your secrets, and by being consistent with you. Now I am teaching you to _distrust_ me by being inconsistent and closed off. Dec 01 23:14:36 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:16:15 You once told me that you cannot predict someone's actions if you don't know what they're feeling. I think we both can see where that comes from. And if you cannot predict my actions, how can you feel safe and secure with me? And if you cannot feel that, how can I expect you to progress and be more vulnerable and less reserved? And if you cannot do _that_, you cannot fully heal. Dec 01 23:18:21 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 01 23:21:25 * Molly watches him Dec 01 23:21:48 So where I am trying to protect you, I am actually hindering you Dec 01 23:23:15 I cant really fault the logic there Dec 01 23:23:35 * Molly nods Dec 01 23:31:44 [23:23] (Molly) I haven't been letting go, just like Edward told me. I have remained tentative and hesitant in regards to the past, not quite sure of myself. I have allowed myself to remain too long in a place where to me you are her husband, and with me now simply because you cannot be with her. Dec 01 23:31:47 We have made huge progress, but _I_ will only make progress with my own insecurities when I can let go and allow myself to have my own feelings too, without treating them like something to be afraid or ashamed of. Dec 01 23:32:34 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:33:00 Though you do not value me less, _I_ have valued me less. You are with me because you love me and cannot bear to be without me. You are with me despite all your intentions never to be involved again, despite all the risk of heartbreak and pain. That is special. It isn't the same special as love at first sight, but it is very special too Dec 01 23:34:06 * Morgan waits, watching her Dec 01 23:34:49 * Molly looks very solemn and vulnerable but also like she is trying hard to be open Dec 01 23:34:57 I do not just fill a gap in your life, I am your life. You and I fit each other as we are now, we are intertwined. This may not have been the only way things could have gone, for you and I and Dietlinde and Sebastian and whoever else. There were other paths and other ways. But this is the only path we are living, and I don't want to continue as before. Dec 01 23:35:18 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:36:18 I have made myself live in her shadow. You have never asked or expected me to. All the times I have held back or second guessed myself because it could bring up memories, or be something special the two of you shared, or when I fall far short of how she would have done things, all are down to _me_ making myself in her shadow. And it's not how I want to live, and it is not what you need. Dec 01 23:37:40 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:38:08 You need me to be me. You've told me such several times, but I don't think I've truly understood that being me means not trying so hard to be what I think you would prefer. You want my authenticity, my flaws as well, not a performance, and certainly not a curated version of myself. Dec 01 23:38:45 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 01 23:41:14 I have been afraid of going wrong, not being good enough, and even having my own feelings like any normal person would. Because what I learnt when I was ill is that no matter how much someone loves you, they can stop loving you so much if you displease them. And I don't want you to love me any less than you do. Dec 01 23:41:57 * Morgan sighs slightly, nodding Dec 01 23:42:12 * Molly exhales slowly Dec 01 23:42:23 Alright... I think I am done. Dec 01 23:43:03 Sure? Dec 01 23:43:29 * Molly thinks Dec 01 23:43:57 I like Alice and Florence. I do not wish you to think I do not Dec 01 23:44:03 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:44:42 * Molly watches him Dec 01 23:45:39 It is complicated, but I am going to do my very best Dec 01 23:46:11 I know my love Dec 01 23:46:31 * Molly nods slowly Dec 01 23:46:43 I am sorry I have put you through all of this Dec 01 23:48:28 Its alright blossom, as long as you can see it was not helping either of us Dec 01 23:52:40 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Dec 01 23:53:04 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 01 23:53:48 I needed time alone to really go back and think things over. I sat in the servant's corridor a little while Dec 01 23:54:01 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:55:47 * Molly watches him "I will do better, I promise. Even if I worry that my feelings or mentions of the past will hurt you, I will remind myself that the loss of the bond of trust we have had for so long will hurt you far more" Dec 01 23:57:19 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:57:21 alright blossom Dec 01 23:58:03 Are _you_ alright? Dec 01 23:58:12 * Morgan nods Dec 01 23:58:14 yes, I am Dec 01 23:58:28 * Molly nods, looking relieved Dec 01 23:58:35 Are you staying? Dec 01 23:59:21 where? Dec 01 23:59:26 Here Dec 01 23:59:38 of course I am, why wouldn't I? Dec 01 23:59:53 You may need a drink or a walk Dec 02 00:00:01 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 02 00:00:06 no... I have all I need Dec 02 00:00:21 * Molly smiles softly Dec 02 00:00:34 You do not need me to hold you? Dec 02 00:03:29 That'd be nice Dec 02 00:04:44 * Molly moves closer, not curling into him as she always does but her face level with his, as equals, her arm wrapping over his and onto his back. Dec 02 00:05:25 * Morgan leans his face into her shoulder, breathing deeply Dec 02 00:06:19 * Molly holds him firmly, not painfully so, but certainly offering comfort over asking for it Dec 02 00:07:44 * Morgan sighs contentedly Dec 02 00:08:56 * Molly gently strokes his back, continuing her offer as long as he will avail himself of it, just waiting on what he does next Dec 02 00:09:59 * Morgan yawns into her shoulder Dec 02 00:10:35 * Molly smiles, kissing his temple Dec 02 00:10:48 Time to sleep, mon petit chou... Dec 02 00:10:58 mmmhmmmm... I think so Dec 02 00:11:18 * Molly nods Dec 02 00:11:50 Would you like to put your ear to my heart as you do after the worst of the nightmares? Dec 02 00:12:38 * Morgan nods Dec 02 00:12:39 please Dec 02 00:13:14 * Molly gets into the right position, tapping her chest and waiting for him to do so Dec 02 00:13:40 * Morgan lays his head against her chest Dec 02 00:13:56 * Molly kisses his crown Dec 02 00:14:04 Goodnight, my love Dec 02 00:15:29 Goodnight blossom Dec 02 00:15:41 * Molly starts to sing to him in Eisen and he's soon drifting off, her heartbeat rhythmic and loud against his ear Dec 02 00:16:28 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 02 00:29:52 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 02 13:24:15 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 02 13:47:00 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Dec 2 13:49:28 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Dec 2 13:59:12 2021 Dec 02 13:59:12 * Now talking on #7thsea Dec 02 17:37:12 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 02 17:59:06 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 02 17:59:10 **He starts to dream. He dreams he wakes up just before dawn in the bed here, everything just like when he went to sleep, except he is alone** Dec 02 18:01:00 [blossom?] Dec 02 18:02:45 **there's no response at all. The room is pitch black** Dec 02 18:02:58 * Morgan gropes around to light a candle Dec 02 18:03:36 **there's a note on his side of the bed by the candlestick** Dec 02 18:05:00 * Morgan reads it Dec 02 18:08:03 "I am sorry, liebes herz, I have lain awake for hours thinking about this. I love you very much, but I cannot give you what you need. I cannot be the woman you need. I will write with an address when I have settled somewhere. Dec 02 18:08:06 I am sorry, I should have seen from the start that you and I could never work. I am not open, soft or gentle enough, nor you free enough of the past to be ready for marrying again. I should have realised that I won't be at peace until I have had what you had, until I have experienced the joys and pleasures of falling in love simply and without a past to be constantly reminded of. Dec 02 18:08:06 I am sorry for the trouble this will cause for you with your family. I will write to his Grace to deal with the situation with Capperlucia. I will submit the papers for divorce so that we may both go on our way as we need. I wish you peace and happiness, and that in time you may find a woman who is perfect as your wife and Varick's mother. Dec 02 18:08:06 Molly. Dec 02 18:09:10 * Morgan scratches his head, muttering expletives under his breath Dec 02 18:10:36 **The room is devoid of the fyodor trunk, his clothes from it neatly folded on the dresser Dec 02 18:11:47 * Morgan pulls his clothes on, searching the house Dec 02 18:12:26 **her cloak and boots are gone too Dec 02 18:13:17 * Morgan goes next door, up to HeinzHarolds room and thumps on the door Dec 02 18:13:32 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 02 18:13:42 What? Dec 02 18:15:40 * Morgan thrusts the note at his friend Dec 02 18:15:42 She's gone Dec 02 18:17:05 **HH gets out of bed completely naked, taking it nearer Morgan's candle to read it** hmm. Dec 02 18:17:38 **Inga watches Morgan, sheet covering her breasts** Has she gone to find Seb? Dec 02 18:17:59 * Morgan glances at her, grinding his teeth Dec 02 18:18:44 * HH looks at Morgan Dec 02 18:18:55 Chasing her? Dec 02 18:19:36 She cant have gotten far Dec 02 18:20:04 How long's she been gone? Dec 02 18:20:40 I've not been asleep that long Dec 02 18:20:53 Bed still warm? Dec 02 18:21:06 * HH starts pulling on clothes Dec 02 18:21:30 A little Dec 02 18:21:41 I: If she is going to look for him she will be going by ship to Eisen, wont she? Dec 02 18:22:31 The letter doesn't say she is, specifically... *he looks at Inga* what do you know of this? Dec 02 18:23:10 **Inga also gets out of bed naked, picking up a shift** Not that she was leaving Dec 02 18:23:30 \but the rest... Dec 02 18:24:25 I: That she has dreamt she is married to him, you and Dietlinde live happily ever after, and your children wed and have children Dec 02 18:24:59 * Morgan scowls Dec 02 18:26:13 You didn't tell me, lil darlin'... Dec 02 18:26:38 **Inga shrugs** Molly asked me not to. She said it was a secret. Dec 02 18:27:44 * HH pulls on some boots "We're goin' to be havin' a chat about that later." Dec 02 18:29:20 I: *she looks at Morgan* She won't take the Rose. I'd bet she goes through the woods to get a ship from Kingston, or rides for Carleon to get one from there* Dec 02 18:30:07 * Morgan watches her Dec 02 18:30:17 I'm not entirely sure I trust your judgement on that Dec 02 18:31:05 I: *she watches him back* You dont trust my judgment, or dont trust me not to lie to protect her? Dec 02 18:31:57 The latter Dec 02 18:32:21 * HH watches Morgan seriously "That's my _wife_ yer talking to... Dec 02 18:34:00 I'm aware of that. I'm also aware that she kept it from both of us... Dec 02 18:35:37 * HH goes to Inga "Anything you know, you tell us. Y' can't protect Molly from what she's done" Dec 02 18:37:55 **Inga shakes her head: That's all I know. She dreams of Seb. She has this odd idea that maybe they were supposed to be together in another life. She only knows he is Eisen, so that's where I think she might go. But I had no idea she was leaving, I thought they were fixing things" Dec 02 18:38:47 Given what she was saying last night, so did I. Dec 02 18:39:13 * HH kisses her forehead "Good girl. Go next door an' keep an ear for Varick". He looks to Morgan "Let's move out" Dec 02 18:40:17 * Morgan nods slightly, heading down and out of the house Dec 02 18:41:13 **They get horses sorted. It must almost dawn as the sky is lightening a little* where to? Dec 02 18:41:48 I hate the forest... she knows that. If I were her, thats the way I'd go Dec 02 18:42:36 * HH nods "Makin' sure y' wouldn't follow... what y' planning to do when we find her?" Dec 02 18:43:20 talk to her Dec 02 18:46:51 * HH looks at Morgan Dec 02 18:47:06 I dunno man, maybe you should let her go Dec 02 18:47:21 * Morgan frowns Dec 02 18:47:35 You forgetting that she is _my_ wife? Dec 02 18:48:03 * HH shrugs Dec 02 18:48:38 Talk to 'er, bring her back... what about next time? Dec 02 18:50:59 what the fuck do you mean next time Dec 02 18:51:13 I'm jus' sayin'... you have a lot o' conflict and holding back. Mebbie she's right. Dec 02 18:51:24 * HH watches Morgan Dec 02 18:52:23 We had conflict because she was holding back... Dec 02 18:53:31 An' you have been reserved. Mebbie you're not that compatible Dec 02 18:55:19 So I deserve to be abandoned by note... after being promised otherwise... thats what you're saying? Dec 02 18:59:54 Y' want to see her, I get it. *he sighs* 'Cmon, let's find her Dec 02 19:00:09 stay here Dec 02 19:03:38 An' let you go off alone? Better idea is for us t' go one place each Dec 02 19:13:06 Do what you please Dec 02 19:16:48 **HH gets on the horse heading down towards the village. Morgan goes through the woods, ten miles to Kingston. He is hungry, and the woods are still dark. He follows a small path. About twenty minutes later, he finds her cloak on the ground. Dec 02 19:17:01 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 02 19:21:45 **There is no sign on her, just the daylight peaking through the leaves, the silence, and a mass of dense trees. On his mental compass there is no sign of her either** Dec 02 19:25:46 * Morgan picks up the cloak, looking around carefully Dec 02 19:27:43 **It's all empty, he is utterly alone. The cawing of a crow awakens him. The room is pitch black. Beneath his ear, her heart beats steadily** Dec 02 19:29:29 * Morgan climbs gently out of bed, pulling on shirt and trousers Dec 02 19:30:23 * Molly feels him move from her Dec 02 19:30:43 Are you alright? Dec 02 19:31:27 Just a nightmare Dec 02 19:36:06 * Molly yawns "It cannot be past two. Do you need my magic?" Dec 02 19:36:16 No, I need some air Dec 02 19:39:59 * Molly nods "Alright, my love... but if you need me, wake me please" Dec 02 19:40:43 * Morgan nods before going downstairs and standing in the open doorway Dec 02 19:43:38 **The night is beautiful and clear, but frost is already on the grass** Dec 02 20:57:22 * Morgan closes the door, going back up to bed Dec 02 20:59:54 * Molly has lit a candle and is awake, waiting for him. She watches him Dec 02 21:00:01 Was it the fire? Dec 02 21:00:46 No... you left me Dec 02 21:03:35 Oh liebling Dec 02 21:07:08 * Molly watches him Dec 02 21:07:35 You do not need to worry about that. I would never leave you. Dec 02 21:08:38 In my nightmare it was only a few hours from now... after our talk, you lay awake, got up and left to find... Dec 02 21:08:42 * Morgan frowns Dec 02 21:08:47 I'll show you the note Dec 02 21:10:17 * Molly waits, nodding Dec 02 21:10:34 * Morgan concentrates, pushing the image of the note to her Dec 02 21:11:10 * Molly frowns Dec 02 21:11:12 I see Dec 02 21:12:43 You been talking to Inga about finding Seb? Dec 02 21:14:20 * Molly shakes her head emphatically Dec 02 21:14:41 Absolutely not. I have not mentioned those dreams to anyone but you Dec 02 21:15:03 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:16:44 That is where I was going? Dec 02 21:17:58 Inga thought so Dec 02 21:19:53 * Molly watches what he is doing Dec 02 21:20:13 * Morgan sighs, sitting on the bed Dec 02 21:20:19 I do not want him, liebes herz. I love _you_. Dec 02 21:21:09 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:21:27 * Molly moves closer, putting a gentle hand on his back "I would not leave you, for anything or anyone." Dec 02 21:21:48 Promise? Dec 02 21:24:31 * Molly kneels up on the bed close to him, making eye contact Dec 02 21:24:40 I absolutely promise. Dec 02 21:28:44 * Morgan nods, looking at his hands Dec 02 21:29:04 * Molly looks at them too Dec 02 21:29:24 Are they tingling? Dec 02 21:30:52 no Dec 02 21:31:14 * Molly moves her hand to his shoulder Dec 02 21:31:19 Talk to me... Dec 02 21:32:04 I've had several dreams where I've been told to let someone go... Dietlinde, you... Dec 02 21:33:03 And you are thinking it might mean...? Dec 02 21:33:30 I don't know... but its too specific a phrase to be coincidence... Dec 02 21:33:55 * Molly nods Dec 02 21:34:31 You do not need to let me go... in truth I would rather you do not! Dec 02 21:35:07 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:37:26 * Molly rubs his shoulder Dec 02 21:37:39 Are you displeased with me? Dec 02 21:38:00 no, just... the upset lingers... Dec 02 21:40:26 I will help however you wish. If you wish me to sleep in the parlour I shall Dec 02 21:40:48 No, no... I don't wish to be without you Dec 02 21:43:31 * Molly nods Dec 02 21:43:41 I only wish to help you Dec 02 21:44:18 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:44:38 * Molly watches him Dec 02 21:45:03 It sounds like it was mostly just a nightmare based on worry that I will not stay Dec 02 21:45:21 Could be, aye Dec 02 21:46:16 You worry about Seb? Dec 02 21:46:41 * Morgan shrugs Dec 02 21:46:58 Inga had said you were talking about how you were meant to be together in another life... Dec 02 21:47:22 * Molly frowns a little Dec 02 21:47:53 I haven't spoken to her about him at all, nor about the other paths Dec 02 21:49:29 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:49:37 in my nightmare, I mean Dec 02 21:49:53 * Molly nods Dec 02 21:50:16 We have seen those other paths... but that is not where we are Dec 02 21:50:46 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:50:54 but where you might decide you want to be Dec 02 21:51:09 * Molly shakes her head Dec 02 21:51:11 No. Dec 02 21:51:54 * Morgan shrugs Dec 02 21:52:14 * Molly squeezes his shoulder Dec 02 21:52:19 Liebes herz... Dec 02 21:52:53 * Morgan sighs Dec 02 21:53:18 It is _you_ I want. Even if I did meet him one day, it would still be _you_. Dec 02 21:56:01 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:57:26 * Molly watches him intently "I love you. This is where our lives have taken us, you are my husband and I have made you a vow before God." Dec 02 21:58:52 * Morgan nods Dec 02 21:58:53 alright Dec 02 21:59:12 You do trust me, don't you? Dec 02 21:59:54 * Morgan nods Dec 02 22:00:36 Good. My fidelity never needs to be doubted. Dec 02 22:01:13 * Morgan nods Dec 02 22:02:42 As for the letter... *she sighs* Yes, of course there is part of me that wishes we could have had love at first sight, and everything magical and wonderful.. . Dec 02 22:03:10 * Morgan nods, looking sad Dec 02 22:05:35 But that is not what we had. We had a start that required so much strength and determination to create. How could I wish for something straightforward and easy when what we have is so precious that it was worth overcoming and enduring so much to make? Dec 02 22:07:16 * Morgan nods, shifting and laying on his side Dec 02 22:07:53 People fall in love every day. But us, what we have been through... that is a rare thing indeed. Dec 02 22:08:10 * Molly lays beside him but gives him a little space Dec 02 22:08:56 aye it is Dec 02 22:13:04 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 02 22:15:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 02 22:20:36 [22:07] (Molly) I certainly would not want love at first sight with anyone else Dec 02 22:21:24 * Morgan nods Dec 02 22:21:27 alright my love Dec 02 22:24:03 * Molly turns on her side to face him Dec 02 22:25:28 And from the dreams, I do know there was that potential for us, had things been different. So I do not need to chase that, you see? Dec 02 22:25:52 * Morgan nods Dec 02 22:26:26 Shall I put out the candle? Dec 02 22:26:48 * Morgan nods Dec 02 22:27:43 * Molly rolls over, extinguishing it Dec 02 22:27:51 Are you ready to sleep? Dec 02 22:29:34 I'll try Dec 02 22:31:36 * Molly nods, settling down Dec 02 22:33:03 * Molly sings to him until he drifts off Dec 02 22:33:14 **He wakes having dreamt nothing. What has woken him is Molly's quiet voice* Dec 02 22:33:14 **she murmurs** Door's locked, he won't catch us… Dec 02 22:33:43 * Morgan stays still, listening Dec 02 22:35:12 * Molly murmurs again "is this what you had in mind, hmm?" Dec 02 22:36:25 * Morgan slowly looks around Dec 02 22:37:55 **the room is all dark** Dec 02 22:39:25 * Morgan reaches out towards where Molly should be Dec 02 22:39:58 * Molly is right there in bed Dec 02 22:40:59 * Molly giggles in her sleep "oh! If that would please you..." Dec 02 22:41:16 * Morgan tries to get an idea of the time Dec 02 22:45:13 **It's around six, ninety minutes to dawn. She fidgets a little** Dec 02 22:45:22 Mmhmm... Dec 02 22:46:32 * Morgan concentrates a moment, trying to see what she's dreaming Dec 02 22:47:26 **in the yellow tones of her dream, she is bent over his Father's desk in Die Dauerhaftigkeit. Nothing is any different than when they were last there. Molly's skirts and petticoats are  pulled up to her hips. This gives him a very clear view as he sits in his Father's chair with his hands running up the back of her thighs, and her arousal is obvious** Dec 02 22:47:54 * Morgan blushes, trying to wake up Dec 02 22:48:49 **he manages it easily. She giggles again in her sleep** Dec 02 22:52:26 * Morgan stretches before running his hands down her back Dec 02 22:53:54 * Molly moans softly back arching Dec 02 22:55:53 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting ready to go downstairs Dec 02 22:56:55 * Molly moans again but quieter Dec 02 22:58:45 * Morgan stretches again and heads downstairs and makes coffee Dec 02 23:00:40 **Everything is completely quiet for a while until he hears [are you alright?] Dec 02 23:01:38 [fine blossom] Dec 02 23:02:59 [You are not coming back to bed?] Dec 02 23:09:34 [Its not far off dawn my love] Dec 02 23:11:09 [That is rather a shame... I will come down to make breakfast shortly] Dec 02 23:11:19 [Why a shame?] Dec 02 23:13:32 [I was ummm... hoping you would join me] Dec 02 23:14:08 [why is that?] Dec 02 23:15:09 [I... dreamt of you...] Dec 02 23:15:34 * Morgan heads back upstairs quietly Dec 02 23:17:07 [I will be down in a minute, I am getting dressed] Dec 02 23:18:50 * Morgan goes into the bedroom Dec 02 23:20:19 * Molly is pulling on a shift. She watches him with a look of surprise, cheeks flushed Dec 02 23:20:41 How are you so quiet? I did not hear you coming Dec 02 23:20:52 * Morgan shrugs Dec 02 23:21:09 Just am Dec 02 23:22:48 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 02 23:23:01 I hope I am not interrupting you? Dec 02 23:23:34 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 02 23:23:42 was just making coffee... you were saying... Dec 02 23:24:21 * Molly bites her lip Dec 02 23:24:47 You and I were... being intimate... in my dream Dec 02 23:26:37 oh? Dec 02 23:26:45 * Molly nods Dec 02 23:26:52 It was very good Dec 02 23:27:03 house? Dec 02 23:27:10 howso? Dec 02 23:27:38 * Molly smiles Dec 02 23:27:46 It is always very good Dec 02 23:29:12 * Morgan nods Dec 02 23:29:15 what we were doing? Dec 02 23:29:31 * Molly blushes hard Dec 02 23:29:58 Ummm... well, I was face down bent over a desk... Dec 02 23:30:48 oh? Dec 02 23:31:32 It might not have been one of your desks... Dec 02 23:32:15 no? Dec 02 23:33:46 * Molly fidgets on the spot, blushing even more Dec 02 23:34:10 *quietly* it uhh... might have been your Father's desk Dec 02 23:34:58 oh... and you were bent over it... Dec 02 23:36:42 * Molly nods. She interlinks her fingers, looking at her barefoot. In her expression he can see that she is both embarrassed and also enjoying it Dec 02 23:36:56 Bare feet* Dec 02 23:40:14 I was Dec 02 23:41:07 and then... Dec 02 23:42:12 * Molly watches him, biting her lip Dec 02 23:42:41 And then you... then we... you made love to me like that Dec 02 23:42:56 I'm not sure I understand Dec 02 23:43:36 In that position, with me bent over his desk. You made love to me. Dec 02 23:44:49 * Molly watches him, squirming a little. She tries to get an idea of his emotions from his expression and body language Dec 02 23:45:36 I see... not particularly conducive to... gentleness I doubt Dec 02 23:46:44 * Molly 's brows comes together, and she shakes her head Dec 02 23:46:56 No... it wasn't gentle... Dec 02 23:47:56 and you... enjoyed that? Dec 02 23:48:48 * Molly nods vigorously Dec 02 23:48:55 Very very much Dec 02 23:49:25 * Morgan nods Dec 02 23:50:43 and what did you intend if I was still here when you woke? Dec 02 23:51:29 * Molly fidgets again, not quite making eye contact Dec 02 23:52:18 I was... I am not sure... I might have asked you to make love to me... Dec 02 23:52:47 oh? how? Dec 02 23:53:06 How would I have asked? Dec 02 23:53:23 and how you would want to make love Dec 02 23:54:53 * Molly squirms more "I would have asked whether you would make love to me, even though I know it is very irregular for a woman to ask her husband..." Dec 02 23:56:41 * Morgan shrugs Dec 02 23:56:56 * Molly watches him "...and I would have wanted it however you wished to have me" Dec 02 23:58:07 I think... at some point I would like to try what you dreamed... Dec 02 23:58:46 * Molly looks surprised Dec 02 23:58:54 On your Father's desk?! Dec 02 23:59:13 Probably not, and I don't think I'd like to wait that long Dec 02 23:59:25 * Molly bites her lip Dec 02 23:59:35 How long would you like to wait? Dec 03 00:00:34 Not long at all Dec 03 00:01:21 * Molly glances around the room Dec 03 00:01:29 We do not have a desk... Dec 03 00:02:26 no, we do not Dec 03 00:03:01 * Molly looks back to him "And I cannot join you on the Rose or the manor at Morgan's Rock, where we do have desks..." Dec 03 00:03:59 no... Dec 03 00:04:13 Which means we must wait... unless the dresser might suffice... or the kitchen table... Dec 03 00:04:27 * Molly watches his reaction closely Dec 03 00:05:34 Kitchen table is a bit too risky Dec 03 00:06:03 * Molly nods Dec 03 00:06:28 No doubt someone would interrupt Dec 03 00:06:34 * Morgan nods Dec 03 00:07:20 We may have to be more conventional? Dec 03 00:07:38 * Morgan nods Dec 03 00:07:41 I suppose so Dec 03 00:08:07 Against the door, perhaps? Dec 03 00:08:30 * Morgan nods Dec 03 00:09:26 * Molly watches him as she pulls her shift back off Dec 03 00:09:52 But another day, we will try that? Dec 03 00:10:08 * Morgan sheds his clothes Dec 03 00:10:12 Yes, I think so Dec 03 00:10:20 * Molly nods Dec 03 00:10:31 I'd like that Dec 03 00:11:11 * Morgan nods Dec 03 00:11:34 * Molly moves to put her back against the door, watching him as she runs her hands over her breasts Dec 03 00:12:36 * Morgan approaches her, kissing her hard while lifting her and pinning her against the door Dec 03 00:13:42 * Molly wraps her legs around him, returning the kiss with equal vigor, her arms around his neck Dec 03 00:15:05 * Morgan positions himself and thrusts into her Dec 03 00:15:39 **There's a knock on the door. Molly removes her mouth from his, instead sucking on his neck, somehow managing to stay quiet** Dec 03 00:15:55 what? Dec 03 00:16:34 HH: Thought I'd find out if y' need me this mornin' Dec 03 00:17:18 * Molly licks up to his earlobe, purposefully clenching her internal muscles around him Dec 03 00:17:26 no, we're good Dec 03 00:17:53 HH: What about f' going to Morgan's Rock? Dec 03 00:19:06 I can probably manage Dec 03 00:19:18 * Molly concentrates on clenching and releasing rhythmically, nipping him gently on the neck Dec 03 00:19:43 HH: It's not an issue, Inga won't need me f' the rest o' the day Dec 03 00:20:57 Alright, come with us. Dec 03 00:21:29 HH: When we getting underway? Dec 03 00:22:04 After breakfast Dec 03 00:22:21 HH: Want me t' get it on? Dec 03 00:22:40 **He can feel Molly trying not to laugh** Dec 03 00:23:20 Yes Dec 03 00:23:50 HH: Alright. Want me t' wake everyone else? Dec 03 00:24:06 No, let them sleep for a bit longer. Its going to be a long day Dec 03 00:24:13 * Molly sucks his neck firmly Dec 03 00:24:49 HH: Alright. **he goes downstairs whistling quietly** Dec 03 00:25:00 That was cruel blossom Dec 03 00:25:30 You did not enjoy the torment? *she licks all the way up* Dec 03 00:25:55 * Morgan shoves into her Dec 03 00:26:48 * Molly tries very hard to stay quiet but it still draws a moan from her near his ear Dec 03 01:01:21 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 03 14:24:15 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 03 14:31:57 * Molly sucks his neck firmly Dec 03 14:31:57 HH: Alright. **he goes downstairs whistling quietly** Dec 03 14:31:57 That was cruel blossom Dec 03 14:31:57 You did not enjoy the torment? *she licks all the way up* Dec 03 14:31:57 * Morgan shoves into her Dec 03 14:31:59 * Molly tries very hard to stay quiet but it still draws a moan from her near his ear Dec 03 14:33:36 * Morgan leans back slightly to look at her as he does it again Dec 03 14:35:40 * Molly watches him with wide pupils, her expression full of pleasure as well as adoration Dec 03 14:35:44 Yes please Dec 03 14:36:22 You want more like that? Dec 03 14:38:01 * Molly nods rapidly Dec 03 14:38:07 If that would please you Dec 03 14:38:36 * Morgan nods, thrusting into her hard, rapidly Dec 03 14:41:56 * Molly moans again, her body holding him firmly. He can feel how her breathing changes and how tightly her fingers cling to him. From down the hall he can hear the noise of someone getting out of bed. Molly whispers urgently Dec 03 14:42:41 Don't stop, please dont stop. I cannot endure a whole day waiting! Dec 03 14:44:09 * Morgan nods, putting his all into fucking her Dec 03 14:48:59 * Molly climaxes immediately, barely managing to stay silent. Her body shudders and tenses in waves. She tilts her head, giving him access to her neck. The sharp sting of pain on his shoulders implies he's likely to leave this joining with some marks to show for the effect he has had on her. Dec 03 14:50:38 * Morgan sucks hard on her neck, pounding into her until mercilessly until he reaches his own climax Dec 03 14:53:54 * Molly joins him in peaking once more, making a quiet mmm sound that she cannot manage to contain Dec 03 14:54:17 * Morgan empties himself into her, breathing heavily for a moment before withdrawing Dec 03 14:57:10 * Molly looks rather dazed, trembling against him Dec 03 14:59:01 Wow... Dec 03 14:59:15 * Morgan helps her to the bed Dec 03 15:00:33 * Molly follows his lead Dec 03 15:01:54 Are you alright? Dec 03 15:02:58 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 03 15:03:07 Oh yes! Dec 03 15:03:14 * Morgan nods Dec 03 15:05:12 We should get ready for breakfast Dec 03 15:05:22 * Molly nods Dec 03 15:06:11 But one day soon, let's find a day where we can spend all day naked and making love? Dec 03 15:07:05 * Morgan nods Dec 03 15:07:06 alright Dec 03 15:08:34 * Molly takes a deep breath Dec 03 15:08:56 How is it even when we are so pressed for time it is always so good? Dec 03 15:09:09 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 15:09:13 I can't say I know Dec 03 15:10:03 * Molly kisses his cheek Dec 03 15:10:15 Thank you for indulging me Dec 03 15:15:10 indulging you? Dec 03 15:16:38 Making love to me because I wished it Dec 03 15:21:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 03 15:31:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 03 15:35:03 ((Test)) Dec 03 15:39:45 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 03 16:19:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 03 16:20:10 ((C&p pls)) Dec 03 16:20:29 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 16:20:29 I can't say I know Dec 03 16:20:29 * Molly kisses his cheek Dec 03 16:20:29 Thank you for indulging me Dec 03 16:20:29 indulging you? Dec 03 16:20:31 Making love to me because I wished it Dec 03 16:20:33 * Morgan nods Dec 03 16:21:29 * Molly finds her shift, her legs wobbly still Dec 03 16:21:58 * Morgan gets dressed Dec 03 16:22:26 I should check on Elsie before you go Dec 03 16:23:06 * Morgan nods Dec 03 16:23:07 good idea Dec 03 16:25:53 **there's the noisy of children running in the hall** Dec 03 16:25:59 Noise* Dec 03 16:31:48 * Molly smiles, continuing to dress Dec 03 16:32:38 Is there any chance Heinzharold has made a passable job of breakfast? Dec 03 16:33:30 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 03 16:51:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 03 16:51:47 [16:26] (Molly) Is there any chance Heinzharold has made a passable job of breakfast? Dec 03 16:52:09 He's not the worst cook Dec 03 16:56:54 That is good, I'm rather hungry now! *she smiles, watching him* Dec 03 16:58:05 * Morgan nods Dec 03 16:58:07 good Dec 03 17:00:22 How did I get so lucky, hmm? Dec 03 17:01:46 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 17:04:48 * Molly puts on her boots Dec 03 17:05:25 There isnt a woman in the world as fortunate in her choice of husband as I Dec 03 17:06:34 I'm not so sure Dec 03 17:09:10 * Molly smiles Dec 03 17:09:31 I am. And as you always say how smart I am, it must be true Dec 03 17:11:43 I doubt many have to deal with their husbands waking from nightmares every night Dec 03 17:12:42 Which gives me the opportunity to show you my love and to support you Dec 03 17:13:41 * Morgan nods Dec 03 17:21:59 * Molly kisses his cheek again before she leaves him to finish dressing Dec 03 17:25:17 * Morgan does so, heading downstairs a few minutes later Dec 03 17:27:51 **everyone has gathered there, HH sat at the table as Molly and Inga have taken over the food preparations. Elsie looks quite tired Dec 03 17:39:08 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 03 18:20:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 03 18:20:39 [18:13] * Molly and Inga are happily chatting and giggling. Florrie and Varick both make a beeline for Morgan Dec 03 18:21:11 * Morgan kneels down to hug them Dec 03 18:29:17 **Florrie again wants to sit with Morgan, and Varick has to sit beside him** Dec 03 18:30:21 **Good mornings are said. Elsie is cheerful but obviously tired. Alice looks to Morgan** A: the hammock worked well Dec 03 18:31:03 * Morgan rings an arm around Varick, pulling him close before nodding at Alice Dec 03 18:31:09 I did wonder if perhaps I'd just not heard her Dec 03 19:01:47 **Molly serves them breakfast, watching him with a smile** Dec 03 19:01:57 A: No, she was fast asleep Dec 03 19:02:08 F, to Morgan: Hammock good Dec 03 19:02:56 * Morgan nods Dec 03 19:02:59 I'm glad you like it Dec 03 19:09:27 **The others all get fed, and finally Molly and Inga join them. HH is the first away from the table, looking at Morgan** I'll get the horses and the carriages sorted Dec 03 19:09:53 * Morgan nods Dec 03 19:10:55 **before long they have a carriage for Alice and Florrie, and one for Molly, Inga, Varick, Elsie and James who are going to Sunnymeade. He and HH have horses Dec 03 19:16:52 * Morgan helps everyone get loaded up Dec 03 19:17:01 **It takes quite a lot of effort for Elsie to get into the carriage, making her and James laugh** Dec 03 19:17:14 * Molly keeps hold of his hand Dec 03 19:17:46 *quietly* Do you have a moment to see baby Cecily, or are you not ready yet? Dec 03 19:18:45 * Morgan nods Dec 03 19:18:50 I think I should Dec 03 19:28:11 * Molly smiles Dec 03 19:28:21 We will see you there, my love Dec 03 19:31:28 * Morgan nods Dec 03 19:31:30 aye Dec 03 19:33:45 * Molly gets in, and HH mounts up, the staff walking the carriages on Dec 03 19:33:49 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 03 19:34:54 * Morgan pulls himself up onto the horse Dec 03 19:36:28 * HH sets off Dec 03 19:36:45 H Dec 03 19:37:02 How y' doing? Dec 03 19:37:53 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 19:37:54 alright Dec 03 19:39:38 * HH nods Dec 03 19:39:49 Got things sorted? Dec 03 19:40:13 Looks like it Dec 03 19:42:00 She seems 'appy this morning Dec 03 19:42:39 * Morgan glances at him before nodding Dec 03 19:46:20 * HH looks back at him Dec 03 19:46:25 What? Dec 03 19:48:05 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 19:48:17 You're very... persistent in the mornings aren't you Dec 03 19:53:23 Whatcha mean? Dec 03 19:53:43 Constant questions Dec 03 19:54:01 * HH looks confused Dec 03 19:54:30 You already 'ad coffee in the kitchen an' it was almost dawn. Figured you were up Dec 03 19:56:44 I was Dec 03 19:57:46 Then what's the problem? Dec 03 19:58:59 Why do you suppose I'd already been down for coffee but was still in my bedroom when you arrived... Dec 03 20:00:10 Figured you were takin' Molly some Dec 03 20:00:57 * Morgan snorts, looking away Dec 03 20:02:16 * HH laughs Dec 03 20:02:20 Oh! Dec 03 20:04:55 Explains why she was grinnin' when she came down Dec 03 20:06:41 grinning? Dec 03 20:07:20 * HH nods Dec 03 20:08:05 I figured she was excited about seein' the babe, but this make more sense b'cause she and Inga were giggling Dec 03 20:09:31 * Morgan nods Dec 03 20:09:37 Does make a bit more sense, aye Dec 03 20:10:39 If I'da known I'd have left you to it Dec 03 20:11:14 tough to tell you without being overly rude Dec 03 20:13:07 Mebbie we need a code word Dec 03 20:17:15 thats not going to be obvious at all Dec 03 20:18:01 * HH nods Dec 03 20:18:33 Wasn' on purpose, so y' cant interrupt me for revenge though Dec 03 20:19:05 We agreed Dec 03 20:19:33 * HH looks at him "Hang on, y' weren't talkin' to me whilst you were ackshully doing it, right?" Dec 03 20:21:53 Could hardly ignore you Dec 03 20:24:18 * HH laughs Dec 03 20:24:42 Sorry man Dec 03 20:24:56 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 20:25:07 I didn't want to make you think there was a problem and have you barge in... Dec 03 20:27:04 * HH laughs Dec 03 20:27:09 Woulda been hilarious Dec 03 20:27:32 Want to see how funny it is on the receiving end of that? Dec 03 20:31:21 You've seen my bare arse b'fore anyway Dec 03 20:32:09 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 20:32:16 We're going to make a stop at Sunnymeade Dec 03 20:34:36 * HH nods Dec 03 20:34:54 Want me t' take Alice and Florrie on to the port? Dec 03 20:36:24 May as well, aye Dec 03 20:38:02 * HH nods Dec 03 20:38:10 Goin' to see the babe? Dec 03 20:38:25 * Morgan nods Dec 03 20:41:12 What we goin' to Morgan's Rock for, exactly? Dec 03 20:41:39 Its complicated Dec 03 20:46:02 * HH nods "Alright: Dec 03 20:55:20 I've asked Alice to consider living on it... she can grow crops and trade them, deal with those bloody sheep. And finding a governess for Florrie will be much easier. And its safer than living at sea Dec 03 20:56:26 * HH nods Dec 03 20:56:32 Good idea Dec 03 20:56:59 We were thinking of giving her the farm Dec 03 20:57:39 Nice little place. Get some pigs and cows, it'd be fine Dec 03 20:59:00 * Morgan nods Dec 03 20:59:41 Makes it 'arder for Edward or yer Da to demand they move to Sudlachenburg too Dec 03 21:01:23 demand all they want Dec 03 21:01:31 * HH nods Dec 03 21:01:40 Think she'll accept? Dec 03 21:02:12 * Morgan shrugs Dec 03 21:02:52 She doesn't like to feel like she's taking charity or not making her own way Dec 03 21:04:00 * HH nods Dec 03 21:04:07 Unnerstandable Dec 03 21:04:33 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:04:51 but then its hardly expected for someone to give anything without expecting something in return Dec 03 21:06:48 Saves you finding someone else t' run it too Dec 03 21:06:59 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:16:50 **HH and one carriage go straight on at the turning for Sunnymeade. The others go into the farm, and then into the house. Pete and the older children are all downstairs and greetings are given. Molly looks to Morgan, speaking quietly** I will go and see Beth, and let you know when we are ready for you to come up? Dec 03 21:17:37 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:21:18 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 03 21:22:19 * Molly goes on up. Pete and the children are sorting dirty washing to help the maid, and Inga is pitching in to help. Elsie sits by the fire watching the children play Dec 03 21:27:34 * Molly is now known as Elsie Dec 03 21:28:25 * Elsie watches Morgan with a smile. The children are pleased to see each other and quite loud. The seat next to her is empty Dec 03 21:29:15 * Morgan goes and sits by her Dec 03 21:30:42 I thought you were going to the island today Dec 03 21:32:58 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:33:07 I thought I'd say hello to the baby Dec 03 21:33:40 * Elsie rubs her belly Dec 03 21:33:54 Wont be long until you're saying hello to this one too Dec 03 21:34:11 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:34:15 No, I suppose not Dec 03 21:36:21 * Elsie looks around at the children Dec 03 21:36:30 I think he'll be happy here Dec 03 21:36:35 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:39:22 [You can come up, liebling] Dec 03 21:41:24 I think they're ready for me... excuse me Dec 03 21:41:42 * Elsie nods Dec 03 21:41:57 * Elsie is now known as Molly Dec 03 21:42:22 * Morgan goes upstairs Dec 03 21:42:49 **The door for the master room is ajar Dec 03 21:43:35 * Morgan knocks quietly Dec 03 21:46:10 **Beth calls for him to come in** Dec 03 21:46:21 * Morgan enters the room Dec 03 21:48:36 **Beth is sat up in bed drinking tea. She looks very well for having only had the baby two and a half days ago. Molly is sat on a chair beside the bed holding the tiny ginger-haired newborn wrapped in a pretty white shawl Dec 03 21:48:47 B: Good morning, Morgan Dec 03 21:48:54 Beth... how are you? Dec 03 21:49:31 B: Very well, thank you. Another few days of rest and I will be up and around as normal Dec 03 21:49:41 and Cecily? Dec 03 21:50:06 B: She's well Dec 03 21:50:31 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:50:31 good Dec 03 21:50:46 * Molly looks up at him, smiling softly [I've checked them both, they are fine] Dec 03 21:50:56 She really does favour Mama Dec 03 21:51:24 * Morgan looks at the baby Dec 03 21:52:22 **She is so small, her little face sweet. She's holding her own hand, and does indeed look like Martha. Dec 03 21:52:38 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:52:40 she does Dec 03 21:52:58 B: Pete says she looks like her namesake too Dec 03 21:53:24 * Morgan thinks Dec 03 21:53:42 * Molly smiles at her husband "She is lovely, isn't she?" Dec 03 21:53:49 * Morgan nods Dec 03 21:53:52 she is indeed Dec 03 21:54:03 **She does look like the little girl he dreamt of** Dec 03 21:54:37 She is so light! It's like holding a cat Dec 03 21:55:13 less claws Dec 03 21:55:18 B: **she watches the pair, drinking her tea** hold her if you wish, Morgan Dec 03 21:56:43 * Morgan glances at her a moment before nodding Dec 03 21:57:24 * Molly stands up with her carefully, giving him the seat Dec 03 21:57:52 * Morgan sits down Dec 03 22:00:18 * Molly goes to pass her over, but seems to find the method puzzling "Gosh, it's a bit fiddly trying to work out how to pass them!" Dec 03 22:00:49 * Morgan smiles, standing up and helping her Dec 03 22:01:01 There's definitely a knack to it Dec 03 22:04:18 * Molly nods, watching his hands as he takes the baby Dec 03 22:06:30 * Morgan gets the baby cradled in his elbow Dec 03 22:10:32 * Molly and Beth both watch him. Fortunately she looks nothing like Jana, but the feel of her is similar Dec 03 22:15:25 * Morgan gently rocks the baby, speaking quietly Dec 03 22:15:41 Well hello there little Cecily, welcome to the world Dec 03 22:18:19 **her tint eyebrows Dec 03 22:18:43 **her tiny eyebrows raise, though she remains asleep** Dec 03 22:21:11 * Morgan watches her for a minute Dec 03 22:21:13 she's lovely Dec 03 22:22:20 B: She's definitely got a lot of Forrester in her, maybe one or two of yours will look like her Dec 03 22:23:05 maybe Dec 03 22:25:00 * Molly smiles "I think that would be acceptable" Dec 03 22:25:32 * Morgan nods Dec 03 22:29:00 * Molly watches him a moment longer before saying "Did the others go on ahead?" Dec 03 22:29:13 * Morgan nods Dec 03 22:29:26 aye, no point in overwhelming Beth Dec 03 22:34:33 B: I had more visitors and earlier with Mary Dec 03 22:35:37 * Morgan nods Dec 03 22:37:02 **The baby starts to wake up** Dec 03 22:37:22 * Morgan rocks her gently, humming quietly Dec 03 22:40:45 **she opens her eyes a little, then goes back to sleep. Molly watches them intently. Beth smiles** How is Elsie? Dec 03 22:43:44 she's alright... getting her into the carriage wasn't the easiest of tasks Dec 03 22:44:50 B: It's a big task to do much other than sleep in the last few days Dec 03 22:46:01 * Morgan nods Dec 03 22:48:32 Nothing seems to be happening so far, so I hope we have a little longer yet Dec 03 22:48:56 * Morgan nods Dec 03 22:51:00 **Baby Cecily stirs again, putting her fists to her mouth and trying to suck in her hands** Dec 03 22:51:34 Ah, you want your mama Dec 03 22:55:24 * Molly looks amazed Dec 03 22:55:30 How do you know that?! Dec 03 22:56:18 *Beth finishes her tea, ready* Dec 03 22:57:36 * Morgan hands her over gently Dec 03 22:57:43 She was sucking her hands... trying to feed Dec 03 22:58:48 **Beth rocks her newest daughter. Molly nods, heading for the door "I'll come back soon" Dec 03 23:00:27 * Morgan nods to beth, following Molly Dec 03 23:01:02 * Molly takes his hand when they're out and at the top of the stairs. She watches him "Are you alright, liebling?" Dec 03 23:01:14 * Morgan nods, exhaling slowly Dec 03 23:01:45 * Molly squeezes his hand Dec 03 23:02:17 Its different than holding Gawain last year? Or you are more able to feel it now? Dec 03 23:05:00 Its not so difficult now Dec 03 23:06:21 You did so well with Gawain, I did not see it at all Dec 03 23:07:26 see what? Dec 03 23:07:47 The pain, that it was difficult for you Dec 03 23:08:09 it was different with Gawain... I'm different there Dec 03 23:08:18 * Molly nods Dec 03 23:08:44 You are. *she sighs softly* I should let you go Dec 03 23:08:59 If you wish me back this evening, aye Dec 03 23:09:08 * Molly nods Dec 03 23:09:48 Definitely. You'll think of me at the manor house if you pass by the desk in the library? *she smiles* Dec 03 23:09:57 * Morgan nods Dec 03 23:10:20 * Molly nods Dec 03 23:10:38 And I will think of you very often, as always Dec 03 23:11:35 * Morgan nods, heading down towards the door Dec 03 23:12:39 * Molly follows, watching him go. He's back on the horse heading to the dock when he feels her emotions spill over; and intense broodiness. Dec 03 23:12:48 An* Dec 03 23:13:09 * Morgan nudges the horse into a canter Dec 03 23:13:59 **This sees them arrive at the dock in good time, the Rose and the Blessing moored close to each other Dec 03 23:44:25 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 04 20:33:31 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 05 20:10:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 05 20:10:59 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 05 20:11:33 Definitely. You'll think of me at the manor house if you pass by the desk in the library? *she smiles* Dec 05 20:11:33 * Morgan nods Dec 05 20:11:33 * Molly nods Dec 05 20:11:33 And I will think of you very often, as always Dec 05 20:11:33 * Morgan nods, heading down towards the door Dec 05 20:11:35 * Molly follows, watching him go. He's back on the horse heading to the dock when he feels her emotions spill over; and intense broodiness. Dec 05 20:11:39 An* Dec 05 20:11:41 * Morgan nudges the horse into a canter Dec 05 20:11:43 **This sees them arrive at the dock in good time, the Rose and the Blessing moored close to each other Dec 05 20:12:27 * Morgan climbs the gangplank onto the Rose, tapping the horseshoe as he reaches the deck Dec 05 20:13:33 * Molly is now known as Claudia Dec 05 20:13:43 * Claudia appears to be on watch Dec 05 20:17:09 * Morgan nods to her Dec 05 20:18:52 You good? Dec 05 20:19:12 * Morgan nods Dec 05 20:19:13 you? Dec 05 20:21:10 * Claudia nods Dec 05 20:21:41 Heinzharold has gone down to wake Sorgi. Alice and Florrie are going to join us on the Rose to go over Dec 05 20:21:57 * Morgan nods, watching her Dec 05 20:22:34 * Claudia looks at him Dec 05 20:22:38 Problem? Dec 05 20:23:11 trying to work out what mood you're in Dec 05 20:23:34 * Claudia shrugs Dec 05 20:24:11 I'm alright. Bad night a couple of nights ago, but fine otherwise. You? How's your nightmares? Dec 05 20:24:33 Had a couple but I'm managing Dec 05 20:31:34 * Claudia nods Dec 05 20:31:38 Flashbacks? Dec 05 20:32:41 No, not really Dec 05 20:34:07 * Claudia nods Dec 05 20:34:20 Thought you might with Florrie Dec 05 20:34:30 * Morgan nods Dec 05 20:34:46 she woke up a couple of times crying which woke me up. That was really disorienting Dec 05 20:38:18 * Claudia nods Dec 05 20:38:52 Heinzharold mentioned it had been a bit tense, you and Molly good? Dec 05 20:39:54 * Morgan nods Dec 05 20:40:24 I believe so... I think Molly has had something of a breakthrough Dec 05 20:46:57 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 05 21:08:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 05 21:08:33 * Molly is now known as Claudia Dec 05 21:08:37 [20:50] (Claudia) Whys that? Dec 05 21:10:29 This thing of hiding her feelings... seems she's finally worked past it Dec 05 21:11:47 * Claudia looks impressed Dec 05 21:12:02 That's good, how did you do that? Dec 05 21:12:56 talked to her about it... talked to Inga. I think she helped her Dec 05 21:13:36 Things going to improve now then? Dec 05 21:13:50 We'll have to wait and see Dec 05 21:15:29 Figured out the cause? Dec 05 21:17:26 I think some of it comes to her past, how she was treated... she felt she could never measure up to Dietlinde... kept thinking about all the what ifs Dec 05 21:19:25 No point with What Ifs, all you end up with is misery. As for measuring up, they're two very different sort of women, that's pointless too Dec 05 21:20:25 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:22:06 Women, eh? *she smiles slightly* Dec 05 21:22:12 quite Dec 05 21:22:55 How are _you_ doing with your reserve? Dec 05 21:23:32 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:23:33 alright Dec 05 21:28:00 Good. Spoke to you know who. We're going to be working to the same idea that we won't be involved elsewhere without advanced warning Dec 05 21:28:49 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 05 21:28:53 how you feeling about that? Dec 05 21:29:03 * Claudia shrugs Dec 05 21:30:03 Telling myself it doesn't change anything about _who_ I am, it just means changing my behaviour a little while til we go separate ways Dec 05 21:30:29 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:31:21 I feel like I should feel trapped, but I don't. Dec 05 21:31:35 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:31:37 good Dec 05 21:32:00 * Claudia nods Dec 05 21:32:16 How are Inga and Heinzharold? Dec 05 21:33:10 They're good. Inga had a bit of an issue of feeling disposable but HeinzHarold managed to reassure her Dec 05 21:33:27 * Claudia frowns Dec 05 21:33:33 What started that? Dec 05 21:36:25 She was involved with Heinrich.., he ditched her to chase Alarice, and he got married this week... Dec 05 21:38:32 * Claudia nods Dec 05 21:38:58 Wouldn't have been a good couple. She and Heinzharold suit. Dec 05 21:39:03 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:44:23 Things going well with Elsie? Dec 05 21:45:49 * Morgan nods Dec 05 21:45:52 getting close though Dec 05 21:46:16 * Claudia nods Dec 05 21:46:34 Her and James still a thing? Dec 05 21:47:02 * Morgan nods Dec 05 22:02:14 How long does she have? Dec 05 22:02:46 Not sure, but it isn't long Dec 05 22:03:31 Any chance she'll get through? Dec 05 22:04:31 * Morgan sighs Dec 05 22:04:34 I just don't know Dec 05 22:08:55 * Claudia nods Dec 05 22:09:09 Prepare for the worst hope for the best Dec 05 22:09:46 * Morgan nods Dec 05 22:10:01 we've given up on the idea of trying to get the baby out the usual way... Dec 05 22:10:32 What are you going to do? Dec 05 22:12:51 cut the baby out, but... y'know Dec 05 22:19:04 Could still go wrong Dec 05 22:20:53 * Morgan nods Dec 05 22:21:05 better odds than trying it the usual way Dec 05 22:22:50 Never heard of anyone surviving a birth like that Dec 05 22:23:16 Never had Molly doing it Dec 05 22:23:50 You have a lot of faith in her abilities Dec 05 22:25:11 A lot of our friends are alive because of her abilities... but its a big ask... its the best chance we've got Dec 05 22:26:37 * Claudia nods Dec 05 22:26:45 You gonna be okay? Dec 05 22:27:29 Need to be, I promised Elsie I'd help James through it Dec 05 22:27:40 Big ask Dec 05 22:28:29 * Morgan nods Dec 05 22:28:37 Part of my healing too, I think Dec 05 22:28:49 **from the dock he can hear a small voice shouting "Morgan!"** Dec 05 22:29:04 Like coming full circle? Dec 05 22:29:15 * Morgan looks over the side Dec 05 22:29:18 I suppose so, aye Dec 05 22:29:36 be warned, there's a very good chance she's going to want picking up Dec 05 22:29:47 **Florrie and Alice are making their way to the ship** Dec 05 22:30:09 Was just that first time, I'm good now. Finding that tough yourself? Dec 05 22:30:17 on and off, yes Dec 05 22:30:28 * Claudia nods Dec 05 22:30:57 **Alice calls for permission to board, interrupting them** Dec 05 22:31:17 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 05 22:41:45 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 07 15:06:26 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 07 15:15:49 * MorganK (~madisonst@Madisons-Air.lan) has joined Dec 07 15:16:03 * MorganK has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 07 18:24:28 * Florrie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 07 18:24:41 be warned, there's a very good chance she's going to want picking up Dec 07 18:24:41 **Florrie and Alice are making their way to the ship** Dec 07 18:24:41 Was just that first time, I'm good now. Finding that tough yourself? Dec 07 18:24:41 on and off, yes Dec 07 18:24:41 * Claudia nods Dec 07 18:24:43 **Alice calls for permission to board, interrupting them** Dec 07 18:24:47 * Morgan calls them to come up Dec 07 18:27:34 * Florrie is first up, looking for Morgan, followed by Alice Dec 07 18:30:49 C: still catches you by surprise, doesn't it? Dec 07 18:30:55 * Morgan nods Dec 07 18:31:16 she fell asleep in my arms last night... caught sight of myself in the mirror, was like a kick in the stomach Dec 07 18:35:19 * Florrie winces Dec 07 18:35:28 C:* Dec 07 18:35:47 C: **she nods** Dec 07 18:35:57 * Florrie comes to Morgan Dec 07 18:36:06 New sails! No holes! Dec 07 18:36:37 * Morgan nods Dec 07 18:36:39 you like them? Dec 07 18:38:21 * Florrie nods Dec 07 18:38:48 **Alice smiles** I can't thank you enough Dec 07 18:39:42 * Morgan shrugs Dec 07 18:39:43 no need Dec 07 18:43:43 A: would you mind if we take your ship? Your men know what they need, it will be smoother Dec 07 18:44:06 * Morgan nods Dec 07 18:44:21 I wouldn't object to the opportunity to show it off, I must admit Dec 07 18:49:44 A: *she smiles* I remember feeling that way when I first got the Blessing. She was a bit smarter looking then Dec 07 18:51:55 * Morgan nods Dec 07 18:54:52 * Florrie holds her arms up to Morgan Dec 07 18:56:04 * Morgan picks her up Dec 07 18:57:27 Ship go fast? Dec 07 18:58:22 oh yes Dec 07 18:58:44 * Florrie smiles Dec 07 18:59:22 **Claudia watches them briefly** I'll see what's keeping Sorgi and Heinzharold Dec 07 19:00:52 * Morgan nods Dec 07 19:00:54 thank you Dec 07 19:09:44 **Claudia goes. Florrie is content with Morgan, and Alice has a wander round the deck. It's a little while later when they get underway, making their way out of the estuary and into open water. Florrie is at ease, quietly watching. The day is cold but clear Dec 07 19:11:45 * Morgan chatters to Florrie about the sea Dec 07 19:14:35 * Florrie enjoys it, soon asking for a story, during which she falls asleep. He can hear Alice, Claudia and HH talking in Avalonian slowly, but they laugh often. Noone troubles Morgan and his sleeping niece, leaving him with the weight of the girl, the childlike smell of her, and the bracing wind in his face as he looks out over the waves Dec 07 19:18:09 * Morgan walks circuits round the deck, checking the horizon often Dec 07 19:18:38 **Alice offers to take Florrie from him** Dec 07 19:19:20 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 07 19:19:28 its fine, I don't want to disturb her Dec 07 19:23:20 * Florrie stays asleep even as Sorgi and Claudia bring the Rose to moor up at the dock, stirring only when the movement stops. She looks up at Morgan Dec 07 19:23:26 On island now? Dec 07 19:24:38 * Morgan nods Dec 07 19:28:35 **On the beach, Florrie scoops sand into piles with her hands. She seems content doing this. Alice joins Morgan Dec 07 19:28:40 * Florrie is now known as Alice Dec 07 19:28:47 * Alice looks around Dec 07 19:29:31 It's got a lot of potential for trading from Dec 07 19:31:26 * Morgan nods Dec 07 19:31:27 I know Dec 07 19:31:46 soon as the young lady is done, I'll show you the farm Dec 07 19:34:37 * Alice watches her Dec 07 19:34:57 She will be at that all day if you let her Dec 07 19:40:14 Is Edward older or younger than you? Dec 07 19:41:20 We'll give her a few minutes then... he's a few years younger Dec 07 19:43:43 Was he like her as a child? Dec 07 19:45:12 He was very... sober as a child... usually expressing his displeasure with whatever I was doing Dec 07 19:49:43 You were the lively sibling? Dec 07 19:51:00 hard as it may be to believe, yes... I was very easygoing Dec 07 19:57:40 * Alice tries to conceal the surprise by watching the child fling sand in the air Dec 07 19:58:11 Florrie takes after him then Dec 07 19:59:33 I think he worried a lot... Dec 07 20:01:17 Why? Dec 07 20:03:13 I didn't behave as he expected, as anyone would expect a Veisgraf to behave, even as a child... I got lost in the forest near our house one night... I still remember the look he gave me when I returned, like I'd let him down, let my father down. I think he worried how other people would see it Dec 07 20:05:31 Huh. I didn't see him as a stickler for the rules. When we met he seemed quite reckless and bold Dec 07 20:07:48 We had just gone through a tragedy, so I'm not terribly surprised Dec 07 20:13:15 It was just after your wife and daughter died? Dec 07 20:13:30 * Morgan nods Dec 07 20:13:37 they were murdered Dec 07 20:14:29 Oh! I'm sorry. You said a fire, I assumed it was an accident Dec 07 20:15:07 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 07 20:15:16 No, no it wasn't. Dec 07 20:15:38 Was the culprit caught? Dec 07 20:16:40 Dealt with Dec 07 20:17:03 the man who started the fire was still there when I returned to find the fire... Dec 07 20:19:44 Oh Morgan I'm sorry, that must have been awful Dec 07 20:20:18 * Morgan nods Dec 07 20:21:31 Was Edward very upset? Dec 07 20:22:58 I don't know. I was too... angry to take any notice, and I left. I know it still haunts him though Dec 07 20:24:36 * Alice watches Florrie watching a tiny crab Dec 07 20:24:49 He will see the similarities if he meets her Dec 07 20:24:58 * Morgan nods Dec 07 20:25:01 I've no doubt Dec 07 20:25:24 I daresay her abilities with plants is going to give him pause, though Dec 07 20:28:28 He doesnt approve of magic? Dec 07 20:29:49 Eisen in general is quite superstitious and things like that... and where we were raised, well... we're almost backwards about it. Dec 07 20:29:54 * Morgan looks around for HeinzHarold Dec 07 20:30:35 **he's got a small bucket and a trowel, making his way in their direction Dec 07 20:31:15 * Morgan beckons him over Dec 07 20:31:44 **HH joins them** Alright? Dec 07 20:32:15 * Morgan nods Dec 07 20:32:28 would you tell Alice what your reaction to my magic was? Dec 07 20:33:19 HH: Wasn't very happy about it. Scared me quite a bit Dec 07 20:33:23 * Alice nods Dec 07 20:33:40 and he's scared of basically nothing Dec 07 20:36:06 **HH nods** Dec 07 20:36:19 Edward shouldn't know about her magic then Dec 07 20:37:18 Its an Eisen thing... even the crew don't know about mine Dec 07 20:38:13 * Alice nods. HH takes Florrie the bucket, managing to get the shy girl to interact with him Dec 07 20:38:20 He likes children? Dec 07 20:38:34 Edward? Dec 07 20:38:47 Heinzharold. Does Edward? Dec 07 20:39:29 HeinzHarold likes most people, and he's fantastic with children as you can see... Edward, I've not had chance to see him with any but Varick, but he is very good with him Dec 07 20:40:02 * Alice nods Dec 07 20:40:11 He has no others? Dec 07 20:40:24 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 07 20:40:41 I don't believe so, no Dec 07 20:40:54 * Alice smiles Dec 07 20:41:17 If I'd asked before you knew about Florrie would you have said Definitely Not? Dec 07 20:42:36 probably Dec 07 20:43:10 We have come along and complicated things Dec 07 20:43:34 * Morgan shrugs Dec 07 20:44:01 There are a great many complications in our lives, and I'm glad you did come along. Dec 07 20:46:42 I am glad she has been able to meet you all Dec 07 20:47:14 * Morgan nods, looking at the girl Dec 07 20:47:23 shall we see if we can tempt her away to go look at the farm? Dec 07 20:50:07 * Alice nods. That's what they do, the four of them going up the cliff path. Florrie seems excited by the sheep, and then runs around inside the farmhouse with HH keeping an eye as Morgan shows Alice around Dec 07 20:50:49 It's nice Dec 07 20:51:00 * Morgan nods Dec 07 20:51:04 certainly has potential Dec 07 20:51:43 There's a... machine in some tunnels that absolutely must not be disturbed or broken... it keeps the Sidhe away Dec 07 20:57:59 * Alice nods Dec 07 20:58:11 Could it be blocked off for safety? Dec 07 20:59:14 I'm sure we could get it gated, or caged, aye. The tunnels are useful for moving about when its raining... Dec 07 20:59:30 * Alice nods Dec 07 20:59:43 Will you be visiting here often? Dec 07 21:00:44 I doubt it. I've explained what a Veisgraf is, haven't I? Dec 07 21:07:23 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 07 21:19:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 07 21:20:13 [21:09] (Alice) It makes it difficult being tied to the land Dec 07 21:20:20 * Molly is now known as Alice Dec 07 21:21:19 well... it's a bit more than that... Dec 07 21:23:30 In the sense of being noble Dec 07 21:23:54 * Morgan shrugs Dec 07 21:24:43 thing is, my ties are to more than just my fathers Grafdom... my duties, as it were Dec 07 21:25:01 What more is there? Dec 07 21:26:50 well... in not more than three years, I will take the Grafdom of Gottkirchen... I have a town called Innesbruck that was left to me by my great uncle... Dec 07 21:26:54 * Morgan scratches his chin Dec 07 21:27:16 and one of the Eisenfursts made me a duke so Molly could be a trade ambassador to an overseas land Dec 07 21:27:42 so... no, I don't anticipate being here enough to be a bother Dec 07 21:33:00 I didn't mean you'd be a bother. It would be nice for Florrie to see you all as she grows up Dec 07 21:33:11 * Morgan nods Dec 07 21:33:33 I'd very much like that Dec 07 21:35:45 * Alice looks around Dec 07 21:35:57 I think we can make this work Dec 07 21:36:44 I would like you to keep an eye on the main house, for repairs and whatnot Dec 07 21:36:57 * Alice nods Dec 07 21:37:38 Do you have ideas about what you'd want done here? Dec 07 21:38:05 * Morgan shrugs Dec 07 21:38:39 The ideal would be to grow crops you can trade Dec 07 21:42:05 What is on the island now? Dec 07 21:42:18 Not much. Trees. Dec 07 21:43:48 It might take us a a few months to get ourselves settled, but I think it will work out well. Is it not populated? Dec 07 21:44:15 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 07 21:44:24 It was... but hasn't been for a long while Dec 07 21:44:46 you'd have the run of the island, a safe dock... there's a small ketch in one of the sheds Dec 07 21:49:09 * Alice nods Dec 07 21:49:46 Do you want it populated, you could generate income from fishermen and craftsmen Dec 07 21:50:53 Thats probably an idea Dec 07 21:53:37 it'd help with paying for upkeep on the house and the land I suppose Dec 07 21:58:16 * Alice nods Dec 07 21:59:53 You could think about building a small safer harbour with an inner and outer dock, to maintain high water line on the inner one Dec 07 22:00:43 * Morgan nods Dec 07 22:00:56 We'll put some feelers out about getting it done Dec 07 22:02:17 Expensive, but placed where this is you could make some good trade as a stop over in or out of Carleon, warehousing, taverns and inns Dec 07 22:04:08 My worry there is that it would interfere with you Dec 07 22:07:39 In what way? Dec 07 22:08:07 I don't want it to disturb your life here, or Florries upbringing or space to play Dec 07 22:09:32 Florrie will benefit from living in a community. I see how she is adapting just to these last few days. It isn't normal for a child to grow up always travelling Dec 07 22:10:30 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 07 22:10:33 Alright Dec 07 22:10:53 But it is your land. If you want it to remain peaceful and uninhabited as much as possible, we can do that. We can be part of the community in Tawstock when we go over to teade Dec 07 22:10:57 Trade * Dec 07 22:12:06 No, your idea is fine and, as I said, it'll help pay for upkeep. I just want whatever will be best for you and Florrie Dec 07 22:14:52 Thank you. I appreciate the opportunity Dec 07 22:16:36 * Morgan nods Dec 07 22:16:43 so you will be taking residence? Dec 07 22:19:17 Yes, thank you. It might take a few weeks to deal with some upcoming contracts, but we will be settled here by the end of the year Dec 07 22:19:51 * Morgan nods Dec 07 22:20:09 good.. Can I leave finding tenants to you? Dec 07 22:21:41 * Alice nods Dec 07 22:21:51 If you are happy with that Dec 07 22:22:26 * Morgan nods Dec 07 22:23:28 You might find people locally reluctant to come here... there were some issues with undesirable creatures. I've sorted all of that. Dec 07 22:24:51 * Alice nods Dec 07 22:25:11 There is time for that Dec 07 22:25:29 * Morgan nods Dec 07 22:30:14 We'll come back again before we have to make our next delivery. Would your Captain come on to the Blessing to help my crew forna couple of trips over here? Dec 07 22:30:59 I would imagine so Dec 07 22:33:25 **Florrie calls "Go outside see chickens?" Dec 07 22:34:25 * Morgan looks at Alice Dec 07 22:37:34 * Alice nods, following HH and Florrie outside Dec 07 22:40:40 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 07 22:40:44 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 07 22:40:45 * Morgan has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Dec 07 22:43:29 * Alice has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 08 21:11:42 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 08 21:12:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 08 21:12:38 * Molly is now known as Florrie Dec 08 21:14:19 * Florrie looks excited by the chickens. The Ketch crew have obviously been taking care of the livestock during the Rose's absence because there are very few eggs in the hen house. Hilda, the hen Molly threatened to put in a pie, stands on top of the house screeching and flapping her wings Dec 08 21:14:46 pack it in, Hilda Dec 08 21:15:10 Why noisy? *she looks up at Morgan* Dec 08 21:19:46 She thinks she's in charge... she can be quite aggressive Dec 08 21:28:52 * Florrie moves away, going to look at the better behaved birds that HH is feeding. He gives her a handful which she scatters, laughing when they all crowd together to eat. This is very much like his last morning with Jana, the last hour he would ever spend with her, and only two or three hours before she was dead. Dec 08 21:29:55 * Morgan sighs heavily Dec 08 21:34:28 **HH looks over** $alright?$ Dec 08 21:34:55 $Difficult memories$ Dec 08 21:35:26 HH: $move on to the main house?$ Dec 08 21:35:39 * Morgan nods Dec 08 21:36:51 * Florrie seems content enough running across the grass towards the big house. Once they are inside, he has chance to give them a tour Dec 08 21:37:47 * Morgan does so Dec 08 21:39:53 **Everything is neat and tidy. He passes by the desk that Molly teasingly suggested he take her over one day whilst Alice and Florrie look around. Dec 08 21:42:42 * Morgan runs his fingers over it as they pass Dec 08 21:44:49 * Florrie is enamored with the dolls house when they get up to the room Varick slept in, sitting herself down in front of it and looking at each tiny piece of furniture. She doesnt want to go with them anywhere else, so HH shows Alice the other rooms, leaving Morgan with Florrie Dec 08 21:45:28 * Morgan watches her for a moment Dec 08 21:45:31 you like HeinzHarold? Dec 08 21:48:12 * Florrie looks at him Dec 08 21:48:22 Got a funny face Dec 08 21:48:38 * Morgan nods Dec 08 21:53:30 * Florrie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 08 21:58:15 * Florrie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 08 21:58:18 [21:48] * Florrie puts a male and female doll together, and some smaller children dolls with them Dec 08 21:58:24 You live here? Dec 08 21:58:46 No, I live in another country, but this is my house, and my island Dec 08 22:02:08 * Florrie nods, playing quietly Dec 08 22:02:41 you like it here? Dec 08 22:03:06 * Florrie nods Dec 08 22:03:24 Dolls house nice Dec 08 22:03:29 * Morgan nods Dec 08 22:09:15 * Florrie continues to examine the furniture of the house quietly. Its obvious that she's used to playing alone Dec 08 22:10:23 Been nice playing with Varick? Dec 08 22:12:36 * Florrie nods Dec 08 22:12:41 Varick nice Dec 08 22:12:50 * Morgan nods Dec 08 22:12:52 I think so Dec 08 22:15:18 * Florrie nods. She starts handing him things she has looked at Dec 08 22:17:34 * Morgan examines them Dec 08 22:18:13 **they're all intricate and well made** Dec 08 22:18:25 Varick's toys? Dec 08 22:19:08 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 08 22:19:16 a little girl lived here a long time ago... it was hers Dec 08 22:22:30 Where girl gone? Dec 08 22:23:08 She... passed away Dec 08 22:25:14 * Florrie looks confused Dec 08 22:26:31 she died a long time ago Dec 08 22:28:32 **Alice and HH come back in. Alice comes to sit and play with Florrie Dec 08 22:29:11 * Florrie is now known as HH Dec 08 22:29:25 * HH motions for Morgan to join him in the hall Dec 08 22:29:50 * Morgan does so Dec 08 22:33:25 * HH wanders further before saying quietly Dec 08 22:33:32 You need a hug, man? Dec 08 22:33:59 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 08 22:34:00 I think so Dec 08 22:36:49 * HH opens his arms Dec 08 22:37:26 * Morgan hugs him Dec 08 22:40:38 * HH hugs him firmly Dec 08 22:44:12 * Morgan lets go after nearly a minute Dec 08 22:47:27 * HH pats his arm "ready to go back to our girls?" Dec 08 22:47:36 * Morgan nods Dec 08 22:47:39 aye Dec 08 22:50:56 Best gather the troops Dec 08 22:51:03 * Morgan nods Dec 08 22:51:06 aye, best had Dec 08 22:57:28 **They do so. Florrie falls asleep on the couch in Morgan's study after some food and checking his flowers, and the sail back passes peacefully. It's almost dark by the time they arrive back at the cottages. Dec 08 23:31:12 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 09 19:22:42 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 09 19:24:23 * Molly is cooking when he, HH, Alice and Florrie get there Dec 09 19:27:03 * Morgan goes to her, kissing her crown Dec 09 19:29:29 * Molly looks up at him with a fond smile Dec 09 19:29:39 Welcome home, my love Dec 09 19:30:19 its good to be back Dec 09 19:30:35 **HH leads the way through to the parlour, taking Alice and Florrie with him. Molly starts the kettle** Dec 09 19:30:41 How was it? Dec 09 19:31:27 A few difficult moments, but otherwise well Dec 09 19:35:50 * Molly smiles Dec 09 19:35:58 And will she take the job? Dec 09 19:36:54 she has some ideas how to improve the place, bring some extra money in, populate the island again Dec 09 19:37:31 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:37:40 How do you feel about that? Dec 09 19:39:18 Its a good idea, realistically Dec 09 19:40:31 * Molly stirs a pot Dec 09 19:40:37 I think so Dec 09 19:42:22 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:42:45 She raised the idea of building an outer harbour, make the main dock safer Dec 09 19:43:05 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:43:13 That's an intriguing idea Dec 09 19:47:06 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:48:11 Was everything well on the island? Rousseau and the men have been over there often Dec 09 19:48:33 * Morgan nods Dec 09 19:48:57 its still looking rather good over there... Hilda is still wanting to be cooked, if her behaviour is anything to go by Dec 09 19:51:56 * Molly smiles Dec 09 19:52:14 I will oblige her next time we are there if you wish Dec 09 19:52:59 Could well do... horrid little thing Dec 09 19:54:38 * Molly nods Dec 09 19:54:59 Does the main house need cleaning? Dec 09 19:57:19 Its not too bad, but it wouldn't hurt Dec 09 19:59:06 Maybe when things are finished here we could spend a day or two there? Dec 09 20:01:40 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:01:42 aye Dec 09 20:04:44 * Molly starts chopping carrots Dec 09 20:05:22 We didn't stay long with Beth, we had a bit of a false alarm here Dec 09 20:07:29 oh? Dec 09 20:10:33 Elsie had some pains for a while Dec 09 20:11:41 * Morgan frowns Dec 09 20:14:06 * Molly nods Dec 09 20:14:28 Nothing came of it, and Beth said it seemed like practice pains Dec 09 20:14:58 That would indicate its closer than we hoped Dec 09 20:15:22 The baby is due in four days. It could be any time now. Dec 09 20:15:33 * Molly puts the carrots in the pot Dec 09 20:16:24 Catherine has visited, and she, Elsie, James and I have discussed the funeral arrangements, which are all organised now Dec 09 20:16:57 * Morgan nods, sighing Dec 09 20:38:45 How are we going to handle things when it is time? Dec 09 20:48:13 * Molly makes everyone hot drinks before sitting at the table with him Dec 09 20:48:44 Elsie wants to wait for the delivery until her labour is established Dec 09 20:50:43 I see Dec 09 20:52:04 It might be a little more challenging, but I cannot take that choice from her Dec 09 20:53:09 * Morgan nods Dec 09 20:53:11 No Dec 09 20:58:39 * Molly sips her tea Dec 09 20:59:37 So once pains are regular, she will say goodbye to everyone, and we will go upstairs to do what we can Dec 09 21:00:06 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:00:07 alright Dec 09 21:05:18 * Molly watches him Dec 09 21:07:10 Afterwards, Inga and I will get everything tidied up and lay her out. James can spend some time with her. We will have sent a coach for Beth and baby Cecily so she can come to feed the baby in those early hours Dec 09 21:07:46 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:11:38 * Molly holds out her hand to him Dec 09 21:12:52 She doesn't want a lot of religious input, so she will then be buried simply down in Catherine's graveyard behind her chapel, there's a particular spot she has chosen Dec 09 21:12:53 * Morgan takes it Dec 09 21:13:15 * Molly gently squeezes, watching him solemnly Dec 09 21:19:40 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:19:44 Alright Dec 09 21:21:38 Then we will need to play it by ear a few days, to see how everyone is faring Dec 09 21:22:42 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:24:10 * Molly sips her tea Dec 09 21:24:14 Especially James Dec 09 21:24:22 aye Dec 09 21:24:31 She wants me to help him Dec 09 21:24:58 * Molly nods slowly Dec 09 21:25:14 Alright... if you think that is wise Dec 09 21:25:25 I made a promise to Dec 09 21:25:49 * Molly nods once more Dec 09 21:26:11 Then I will hope that it is not too hard on you Dec 09 21:26:42 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:29:34 * Molly kisses his hand before standing up Dec 09 21:29:47 Everything is planned, we just wait now Dec 09 21:30:14 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:34:16 * Molly goes back to the cooking, not talking Dec 09 21:35:14 Difficult times Dec 09 21:42:59 * Molly nods Dec 09 21:43:12 It will be challenging, no doubt Dec 09 21:43:37 Did Florrie like the herb garden? Dec 09 21:46:55 She actually spent a while feeding the chickens instead Dec 09 21:51:52 That sounds sweet Dec 09 21:52:05 * Morgan nods Dec 09 21:52:11 she bonded a bit with HeinzHarold Dec 09 21:52:22 * Molly glances at him Dec 09 21:52:31 How do you feel about that? Dec 09 21:52:45 * Morgan shrugs Dec 09 21:53:25 * Molly watches him a moment before stirring the pan Dec 09 21:53:46 Alright Dec 09 21:56:08 Its good that she's connecting with others Dec 09 21:56:31 * Molly nods Dec 09 21:56:33 It is Dec 09 22:00:46 We will need to tell Varick about Elsie soon, wont we? Dec 09 22:01:38 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:01:40 aye Dec 09 22:04:07 Do you know how we ought to do that? Dec 09 22:05:33 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 09 22:05:56 I really don't know Dec 09 22:06:54 * Molly nods Dec 09 22:07:05 Would you prefer I do it? Dec 09 22:09:08 No I should do it Dec 09 22:10:47 Why should you? Dec 09 22:11:44 because I'm his papa Dec 09 22:14:36 * Molly smiles warmly Dec 09 22:14:44 Alright, my love Dec 09 22:15:32 * Morgan looks confused Dec 09 22:17:03 I do not mind if you prefer to do it Dec 09 22:18:36 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:19:54 It should be today or tomorrow though, just incase Dec 09 22:20:22 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:20:26 bit late today Dec 09 22:24:10 * Molly nods Dec 09 22:24:25 It'll be time for the children to eat very soon Dec 09 22:25:28 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:29:58 **The children sit and eat nicely before they are soon going to bed. Varick is attentive to Florrie, and makes sure she is safe in her hammock before going to bed himself. He's asleep before Morgan finishes the first page. The rest of the evening is peaceful, Elsie seems cheerful as do the others. ((Anything specific he would do?)) Dec 09 22:31:10 ((no)) Dec 09 22:34:50 **By the time his walk around is done, they have all turned in, and even Molly is already in bed and half asleep** Dec 09 22:35:44 * Morgan undresses quietly, climbing into bed Dec 09 22:37:45 * Molly curls up to him Dec 09 22:37:55 Shall I just sing, my love? Dec 09 22:38:24 * Morgan nods Dec 09 22:38:24 aye Dec 09 22:43:06 * Molly kisses him softly Dec 09 22:43:17 Goodnight, mein liebling Dec 09 22:43:24 goodnight my love Dec 09 22:45:26 * Molly sings to him, and he starts to drift off Dec 09 22:45:47 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 09 23:18:43 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 10 13:19:55 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 10 19:12:56 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 10 19:20:47 **He goes back into the dream where Claudia and HH have come to tell him about the annexing, and she has agreed to leave everything behind and go with him wherever he is going to be going. Dec 10 19:20:47 His mind should be on how he is going to get Molly, who seems to have some sort of magical draw, safely on the road to Catterick with him, Claudia and Heinzharold. Instead he is knelt between her knees, his release all over her soft naked stomach, and yet bizarrely he is still hard as rock and full of desire. She looks up at him, breathing fast as her own peak subsides, his thumb pressed to her most sensitive spot.** Dec 10 19:21:57 * Morgan frowns briefly Dec 10 19:27:13 * Molly watches him, clearly starting to look unsure of herself Dec 10 19:28:02 * Morgan watches her Dec 10 19:30:53 I... ummm... what happens now? Dec 10 19:32:03 well... normally we'd get cleaned up and dressed but... I, ummm.. Dec 10 19:35:39 * Molly looks a little troubled Dec 10 19:36:16 I am sorry, I had no idea how to do it, and I think perhaps I have done something wrong? Dec 10 19:36:31 No, no... not at all Dec 10 19:37:23 * Molly looks up at him. It's vulnerable and trusting, and also quite innocent Dec 10 19:37:48 I have not disappointed you? Dec 10 19:37:57 No, not in the slightest Dec 10 19:41:38 * Molly nods slowly Dec 10 19:41:45 What are we to do? Dec 10 19:43:25 I don't know... do it again perhaps? Dec 10 19:48:34 * Molly nods, beginning once more, being a little more exploratory this time Dec 10 19:49:17 How many times can you do this? Dec 10 19:49:25 I've only managed once Dec 10 19:52:36 Oh... Dec 10 19:53:16 this is... unusual Dec 10 19:54:39 * Molly continues, concentrating on what she is doing. It's not long before he is ready to release once more, and she watches his expression Dec 10 19:55:59 * Morgan nods, clearly close to orgasm Dec 10 20:00:35 * Molly takes him to that once more, more thick white lines on her stomach. And though it is as good as possible, he still finds himself afterwards in the same state of hardness and desire Dec 10 20:01:09 This is... *he frowns* Dec 10 20:07:09 * Molly bites her lip Dec 10 20:08:57 I... I don't understand... oh! Maybe it doesnt work like with women, maybe hands are not enough? **she looks deeply confused, and now rather covered in his seed* Dec 10 20:09:11 Its never been an issue Dec 10 20:11:06 * Molly suddenly looks uncomfortable Dec 10 20:11:15 what? Dec 10 20:11:37 Oh, yes... I'm sorry, I hadn't thought that you would have done this all before. Dec 10 20:11:58 I just don't understand Dec 10 20:14:03 * Molly shakes her head Dec 10 20:14:21 Nor I. Maybe we ought to get cleaned up? Dec 10 20:14:35 * Morgan nods Dec 10 20:14:38 we need to get a move on really Dec 10 20:15:02 * Molly watches him solemnly Dec 10 20:15:43 What will happen now? What does any of this mean to what is between us, if there is indeed anything between us? Dec 10 20:16:21 I think we'll need to work that out Dec 10 20:18:03 * Molly nods Dec 10 20:20:00 Yes **she moves, but can't really go far without making a mess. His cum makes her stomach shiny, and pools in her navel** Dec 10 20:20:22 * Morgan gets her something to clean up with Dec 10 20:23:00 * Molly does so. That strange pull remains even as she pulls on her shift Dec 10 20:23:07 We are going soon? Dec 10 20:23:43 Need to get moving really Dec 10 20:25:43 * Molly nods Dec 10 20:25:55 I will take a quick nap and pack Dec 10 20:26:08 * Morgan nods, getting cleaned up and dressed Dec 10 20:26:10 alright Dec 10 20:28:15 * Molly watches him Dec 10 20:28:30 Unless you wish to stay and nap with me? Dec 10 20:29:54 I need to get packed and... I don't exactly trust myself right now Dec 10 20:31:34 * Molly looks confused Dec 10 20:31:41 What do you mean? Dec 10 20:32:10 my desire for you has not diminished, despite our activities... I wouldn't want to overstep boundaries and damage what we could have in future Dec 10 20:32:46 You wish for more? Dec 10 20:32:56 * Morgan sighs Dec 10 20:32:58 aye Dec 10 20:33:18 * Molly frowns Dec 10 20:33:41 This... whatever is going on... it is temporary, I am sure. Dec 10 20:33:53 I assume so Dec 10 20:38:44 You would have so many regrets... *she sighs* maybe you already will. Dec 10 20:39:07 We can only wait and see Dec 10 20:43:50 * Molly nods, looking serious Dec 10 20:44:00 I will find you soon Dec 10 20:45:00 Alright Dec 10 20:45:05 * Morgan heads to the door Dec 10 20:47:39 * Molly doesnt stop him Dec 10 20:48:24 * Morgan goes to pack his things Dec 10 20:54:46 **the pull continues, even getting stronger. And then he wakes up** Dec 10 20:55:28 * Morgan opens one eye Dec 10 20:59:06 **everything is dark and quiet** Dec 10 20:59:57 * Morgan closes his eye trying to go back to sleep Dec 10 21:03:15 **the quiet is too quiet** Dec 10 21:03:26 * Morgan reaches out to Molly Dec 10 21:03:34 * Molly isnt there Dec 10 21:03:44 [blossom?] Dec 10 21:04:25 [It is still early, my love, I will be back soon] Dec 10 21:04:31 [where are you?] Dec 10 21:07:56 [In the kitchen] Dec 10 21:08:05 [whats wrong?] Dec 10 21:08:25 [Strange dream, I wanted to write it down] Dec 10 21:08:36 [Want me down there?] Dec 10 21:08:47 [No, I am alright] Dec 10 21:08:58 * Morgan sighs, settling to wait Dec 10 21:11:41 * Molly lets herself in quietly about five minutes later, slipping into the bedroom Dec 10 21:13:14 Are you alright blossom? Dec 10 21:16:06 * Molly nods slowly Dec 10 21:16:13 Could you hold me please? Dec 10 21:16:26 * Morgan opens his arms Dec 10 21:16:33 Do you wish to tell me about it? Dec 10 21:19:00 * Molly moves into his arms Dec 10 21:19:09 I don't want to distress you Dec 10 21:19:24 Its fine Dec 10 21:22:26 * Molly breathes slowly Dec 10 21:24:03 At first I was sat in a drawing room with Seb. We were older. We were talking and drinking wine. We were waiting on our eldest son to bring home his betrothed ready for their wedding... Dec 10 21:24:16 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:25:40 Eventually they arrived. He was called Tomas, but we always said it in the Avalonian way... Dec 10 21:26:37 * Morgan frowns Dec 10 21:26:52 _Tom_as, not Tom_as_ Dec 10 21:29:42 Indeed Dec 10 21:30:05 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:30:19 But it isn't an alternative path, it cannot be. Dec 10 21:31:07 no? Dec 10 21:33:15 Because of who he was marrying... Dec 10 21:33:41 a man? Dec 10 21:36:18 No... Jana. Dec 10 21:36:57 Confusing Dec 10 21:39:37 * Molly nods Dec 10 21:40:00 You'd saved them... but you did not make it out yourself Dec 10 21:40:27 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:42:06 Which is why it couldn't happen. The Nieblungen said you and I would always meet, even as just friends. Dec 10 21:42:35 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:44:50 I knew quite a bit that Seb and I had been told by Tomas about her life Dec 10 21:46:08 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:47:03 Towards the end of the dream, I knew it was just a dream. I knew all about you and us, but I was still there. Dec 10 21:47:41 That happens to me on occasion Dec 10 21:49:53 * Molly sighs Dec 10 21:50:03 Then I managed to wake up Dec 10 21:50:15 Did you learn anything new? Dec 10 21:52:23 About Seb? Dec 10 21:52:42 any of it Dec 10 21:53:26 No... I should have asked questions, but I wasn't focused on that Dec 10 21:54:07 * Morgan shrugs Dec 10 21:54:09 very odd Dec 10 21:58:27 * Molly nods Dec 10 21:58:34 Probably just a dream Dec 10 21:58:44 * Morgan nods Dec 10 21:58:54 just wondering if it means anything out of context... Dec 10 22:00:19 Elsie's baby will be called Thomas... Dec 10 22:00:44 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:01:13 Seb and I were discussing having one more child, but I dont think it was significant Dec 10 22:01:26 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:03:46 * Molly shrugs Dec 10 22:04:15 It was nothing, I think. I hope my absence didn't wake you Dec 10 22:04:21 * Morgan shrugs Dec 10 22:04:26 just woke from a dream Dec 10 22:05:57 * Molly settles closer into him, relaxing Dec 10 22:06:07 Something less confusing? Dec 10 22:06:15 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:06:22 I think so... probably a continuation of another path Dec 10 22:08:19 The Star Girl one? Dec 10 22:08:53 No... Sudlachenburg got annexed Dec 10 22:14:58 Oh... I think you told me Claudia and Heinzharold had come to find you, and I became sparkly so you sent me to my room Dec 10 22:16:41 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:16:47 went to find you and things... occurred Dec 10 22:18:23 What things? Dec 10 22:18:47 Things that ended with my spending myself on your stomach... twice... Dec 10 22:19:16 * Molly inhales sharply Dec 10 22:19:31 Oh! Those sort of things! Dec 10 22:22:46 That sounds like rather a nice dream Dec 10 22:23:25 we weren't sure what effect it would have upon us going forward... Dec 10 22:23:47 the draw did not go away... I suspect because we did not make love Dec 10 22:24:32 Hmm... that implies that it really is necessary for us to make love then Dec 10 22:24:52 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:25:27 It makes no sense as to why we need to though Dec 10 22:25:47 No... unless its a part of the drive for the convergence Dec 10 22:26:34 But... it as bot as if we do not make love often without that effect Dec 10 22:26:38 Not* Dec 10 22:26:44 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:27:12 So surely that wouldn't be needed? Dec 10 22:27:33 No, I suppose not Dec 10 22:28:01 Didn't the Nieblungen say we are not being forced into the convergence? Dec 10 22:29:38 * Morgan yawns Dec 10 22:29:40 I think so Dec 10 22:31:44 * Molly is quiet a few moments Dec 10 22:31:55 I need to get back up Dec 10 22:32:24 why? Dec 10 22:32:54 I think you might be on to something with this idea, and I need to check my journal Dec 10 22:33:09 * Morgan nods, letting her go and getting out of bed Dec 10 22:33:31 There's no need my love Dec 10 22:33:59 * Molly gets up herself, finding the book and a pencil after lighting a candle Dec 10 22:34:18 * Morgan sits on the bed again Dec 10 22:35:39 * Molly opens the back cover. It's a few minutes before she says "in that dream you had, do you know what the date was, or how long after I nearly drowned?" He is able to give her it* Dec 10 22:36:06 * Morgan tells her Dec 10 22:37:07 * Molly is quiet a little longer as she makes notes, before muttering "Lying little..." Dec 10 22:37:19 what? Dec 10 22:37:59 * Molly looks at him Dec 10 22:39:09 Going from the dates of the sparkliness, the dates of my courses, and the information I have from Beth about conceiving a child, every single one of those sparkly days is on the day of the month we would be most likely to make a child. Dec 10 22:39:38 I see Dec 10 22:42:07 * Molly closes the book slowly Dec 10 22:42:16 I am... displeased by that Dec 10 22:42:45 I can tell... but it does seem you try to find reasons to dislike them Dec 10 22:43:27 In this regard, either they kept it from us, or they do not know as much as they claim Dec 10 22:44:00 Or... they told us what is true... we are not forced, it can be ignored Dec 10 22:44:39 But... *she sighs* I suppose so Dec 10 22:45:24 I think of it like talking to Varick sometimes. They tell you the answer to what you asked, not what you necessarily meant Dec 10 22:45:43 * Molly nods Dec 10 22:45:50 I see what you mean Dec 10 22:47:02 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:49:39 If I had not been taking the herbs... Dec 10 22:49:57 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:50:00 I know Dec 10 22:52:01 * Molly puts the book away Dec 10 22:52:26 It should mean I can predict the next time it might happen Dec 10 22:52:32 * Morgan nods Dec 10 22:54:32 And it is so far away that delivering the baby should not, in theory, cause the sparkliness Dec 10 22:56:09 we'll see Dec 10 22:57:37 * Molly gets back into bed Dec 10 22:58:20 The next time I would be very likely to conceive would be November Thirtieth-... Oh! Dec 10 22:58:42 * Morgan lays down, watching her Dec 10 22:59:13 _That_ is how the first half of my dream makes sense, I said the same to Seb Dec 10 22:59:42 * Morgan nods Dec 10 23:00:48 * Molly lays down, watching him right back Dec 10 23:01:03 We will have to be more careful then Dec 10 23:02:40 aye Dec 10 23:05:51 Perhaps you may wish to withdraw? Dec 10 23:06:14 We'll see when the time comes Dec 10 23:09:22 * Molly nods Dec 10 23:09:49 * Molly blows out the candle before settling down again Dec 10 23:10:02 I would like to have your dream instead now... Dec 10 23:11:11 * Morgan nods Dec 10 23:16:22 * Molly rolls over to kiss his cheek softly Dec 10 23:16:46 ... or to do so in reality, at some time Dec 10 23:17:15 * Morgan nods Dec 10 23:17:18 soon, I think Dec 10 23:20:23 * Molly nods, snuggling up to him Dec 10 23:20:39 Whenever you wish, mein sehnsucht Dec 10 23:21:01 * Morgan rolls slightly, wrapping his arms around her before trying to sleep Dec 10 23:21:24 * Molly sighs happily, rapidly drifting off Dec 10 23:22:35 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 10 23:43:00 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 11 13:21:04 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 11 13:22:02 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 11 13:23:10 **He sleeps peacefully right up until the dawn watch chime wakes him. Molly is fast asleep beside him, he can just make out her pinching her lower lip in her sleep Dec 11 13:25:51 * Morgan /me climbs gently out of bed, getting dressed Dec 11 13:27:21 **Noone interrupts him, HH letting himself in just before dawn Dec 11 13:27:27 * Molly is now known as hH Dec 11 13:27:32 * hH is now known as HH Dec 11 13:27:35 Mornin' Dec 11 13:27:51 * Morgan nods, making him coffee Dec 11 13:30:18 How y' doing? Dec 11 13:30:52 'm alright Dec 11 13:31:02 * Morgan puts the mug in front of HeinzHarold before sipping his own Dec 11 13:31:08 I have some awful news Dec 11 13:31:20 * HH pales Dec 11 13:31:25 Elsie? Dec 11 13:32:03 No no... thats the last of the coffee I brought from Eisen Dec 11 13:32:33 * HH punches him hard in the arm Dec 11 13:32:36 Asshole. Dec 11 13:33:28 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 13:33:42 You don't know what you'll be drinking later. I do... Dec 11 13:34:20 Scared th' shit outta me. I'll ride down to the Rose an' get some Dec 11 13:34:48 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 11 13:34:52 No, I'd rather you don't Dec 11 13:35:06 Why? Dec 11 13:36:04 Because Elsie could go into labour at any moment and I'd rather you be nearby to take Varick Dec 11 13:38:19 * HH nods Dec 11 13:38:37 Alright. Ask one o' the staff to go for the coffee? Dec 11 13:39:11 Could do... wouldn't want to introduce her grace to it though... it'd blow her head off Dec 11 13:43:06 * HH nods Dec 11 13:43:15 How was yer night? Dec 11 13:44:06 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 13:44:14 one nightmare, slept ok the rest of it Dec 11 13:49:37 Need t' talk? Dec 11 13:50:17 No, I'm alright Dec 11 13:54:15 * HH nods Dec 11 13:55:26 Gonna be stayin' close to the cottages til the babe comes now? Dec 11 13:55:46 aye. Given the plan, its the best idea Dec 11 14:04:30 Babe due in three days? 'ssuming she doesn't go over *he drinks some coffee* Dec 11 14:05:29 * Morgan nods Dec 11 14:08:47 We goin' out for dawn? Dec 11 14:09:03 * Morgan nods Dec 11 14:09:05 aye Dec 11 14:12:17 * HH takes his coffee with him, and by the time they're in the Rose Garden it's no longer steaming Dec 11 14:12:31 Colder 'ere earlier than back home Dec 11 14:12:47 * Morgan nods Dec 11 14:12:49 always is Dec 11 14:17:05 Missin' it yet? Dec 11 14:18:55 what, warmth? Dec 11 14:24:42 Eisen Dec 11 14:25:41 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 14:25:42 sometimes Dec 11 14:26:17 * HH nods Dec 11 14:27:37 Reck'n there will still be a wedding to go to? Dec 11 14:28:21 * Morgan sighs Dec 11 14:28:26 I really hope so Dec 11 14:29:30 Its taken a lot of work to get to the point we're at... I really don't want to lose that Dec 11 14:49:50 Why would ya? Dec 11 14:50:52 Because I don't know how he will react and I don't know he'll like my resolve on certain issues Dec 11 15:02:11 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 11 15:45:10 * HH (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Dec 11 15:45:17 [15:08] (HH) Like what? Dec 11 15:45:59 Like if he demands that Florrie lives with him or tries to take her from Alice... Dec 11 15:50:02 Think he will? Dec 11 15:50:21 You know how he can be... proper this, proper that Dec 11 16:01:02 Gotta admit, man, norm'ly we'd say he should do the right thing by 'er Dec 11 16:02:00 The right thing by her isn't to take her from her mother Dec 11 16:02:16 * Morgan concentrates on his mug until it starts steaming again Dec 11 16:13:55 Not this time. But making an honest woman o' her mother... Dec 11 16:14:19 She doesn't want that... she has no interest in it Dec 11 16:17:33 Can't blame 'er, wouldn't want to marry Edward either Dec 11 16:18:45 You'd make a pretty couple though Dec 11 16:25:50 Not got enough bubbies f' my liking Dec 11 16:26:03 * Morgan nods slightly, sipping his coffee Dec 11 16:26:43 He oy Dec 11 16:26:57 He could do worse though Dec 11 16:27:31 Say that happened... how long before Alice resenting all us both before it rubbed off on Florrie? Dec 11 16:32:25 * HH sips his cold coffee Dec 11 16:32:48 Matters a lot to you what Florrie thinks of you... Dec 11 16:33:31 * Morgan nods, concentrating on HeinzHarold mug Dec 11 16:33:37 of course it does. She's my niece Dec 11 16:37:11 Sure it's just that? Dec 11 16:37:26 say what you mean Dec 11 16:48:06 * HH looks at him Dec 11 16:49:12 Think it's maybe it's because she's so much like Jana? Like in your noggin it feels more important because of that? Dec 11 16:50:24 I can see why you'd think so... but I don't think thats it. Dec 11 16:51:01 * HH nods, sipping the coffee Dec 11 16:51:46 Thanks. Yeah, shouldn't force Alice if she doesn't want to be with 'im Dec 11 16:52:24 On the flip side, she is family and hasn't been afforded the opportunity or safety that provides... Dec 11 17:01:20 * HH nods Dec 11 17:01:47 Not even been given her due title or family name Dec 11 17:02:52 * Morgan nods Dec 11 17:30:03 Can't give her the title of Lady wi'out her being legitimised, can't do that wi'out it all goin' public about him and Alice, and that's going to lead to awkward questions again Dec 11 17:30:49 * Morgan nods Dec 11 17:31:09 Fairly sure we can work around that, though Dec 11 17:32:26 And Mina? Dec 11 17:33:43 After all she's been put through, I want her to be happy Dec 11 17:37:48 Whatcha thinking? Keep it quiet? Dec 11 17:38:29 That isn't my call. They need to deal with that themselves Dec 11 17:43:50 * HH nods Dec 11 17:43:59 Gonna write to Edward? Dec 11 17:45:07 I'm going to tell him in person Dec 11 17:49:43 Goin' home next then Dec 11 17:50:29 * Morgan nods Dec 11 17:50:39 Going to have him meet us Dec 11 17:51:07 Freiburg? Dec 11 17:51:33 * Morgan nods Dec 11 17:51:52 Gives y' chance to check in on Jarvie and 'er husband too Dec 11 17:53:01 * Morgan nods Dec 11 17:56:22 * HH finishes his coffee quietly as the sun comes up, then leaves his empty cup with Morgan as he goes to wake Inga Dec 11 17:56:45 * Morgan heads back to the cottage Dec 11 18:01:58 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 11 18:02:21 * Molly is making breakfast already, noone else is in the kitchen Dec 11 18:04:19 * Morgan sits at the table quietly Dec 11 18:09:01 * Molly glances at him Dec 11 18:09:10 Good morning, my love Dec 11 18:09:14 morning blossom Dec 11 18:09:35 Are you well? Dec 11 18:10:49 * Morgan nods Dec 11 18:10:55 well enough, aye. you? Dec 11 18:16:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 11 18:22:29 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 11 18:22:33 [18:12] (Molly) I am well. How did you sleep? Dec 11 18:26:14 after we were awake, fine Dec 11 18:27:34 * Molly smiles Dec 11 18:27:37 Good Dec 11 18:29:11 you? Dec 11 18:29:44 * Molly bites her lip, nodding Dec 11 18:29:54 Very well Dec 11 18:39:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 11 18:59:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 11 18:59:36 [18:24] (Molly) Very well Dec 11 19:29:16 * Morgan nods Dec 11 19:29:16 good Dec 11 19:33:35 * Molly gets to work Dec 11 19:33:49 Did I hear Heinzharold outside with you? Dec 11 19:33:55 * Morgan nods Dec 11 19:34:04 aye Dec 11 19:40:56 Is he well? Dec 11 19:41:53 aye, I think so Dec 11 19:43:58 * Molly nods "I will check on Elsie in a minute" Dec 11 19:44:47 * Morgan nods Dec 11 19:44:48 alright Dec 11 19:51:43 * Molly take off her apron Dec 11 19:52:12 Can I leave breakfast in your very, very capable hands, mon petit chou? Dec 11 19:53:07 * Morgan nods, coming to the stove and taking over Dec 11 19:58:06 * Molly kisses his cheek, leaving him to it. A few minutes later, there is noise from upstairs, then the sound of a small person coming downstairs on their bottom Dec 11 19:59:15 * Morgan looks over at the stairs Dec 11 20:02:32 * Molly is now known as Florrie Dec 11 20:03:03 * Florrie comes down, not wearing anything but a nappy cloth Dec 11 20:04:02 Little lady, shouldn't you have some clothes on? Dec 11 20:06:00 * Florrie makes her way to a chair, but she can't quite get up Dec 11 20:06:21 Hungry Dec 11 20:06:39 * Morgan moves, helping her up before going back to cooking Dec 11 20:06:42 want some toast? Dec 11 20:09:05 Yes please Dec 11 20:09:36 * Morgan nods, making some and putting it in front of her Dec 11 20:12:46 Got jam? Dec 11 20:13:43 * Morgan nods, putting some on the toast for her Dec 11 20:18:13 * Florrie gets it all over herself before Varick joins them, coming to hug Morgan Dec 11 20:18:40 Morning little man, you alright? Dec 11 20:23:31 V: *he looks at Florrie, then Morgan** I get told off if I don't wear clothes. Dec 11 20:24:32 You're older... besides, you're my son, she isn't Dec 11 20:27:51 V: Because I'm a boy? Dec 11 20:28:25 No, because she isn't my child... Dec 11 20:30:35 V: Can I have toast? Dec 11 20:30:44 * Morgan nods Dec 11 20:30:46 of course Dec 11 20:30:50 * Morgan starts making it Dec 11 20:33:14 **He and Florrie chatter. Soon all the others are there for breakfast, with the wives taking the chore back. Varick chooses to join Morgan and HH for the walk around the estate where they see many guards on patrol. They're almost back when Morgan sees a unfamiliar, fairly basic coach in the coach yard, a groom and the driver looking after the horses Dec 11 20:33:52 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Dec 11 20:33:59 would you take Varick back to the cottages? Dec 11 20:39:54 **He does so** Dec 11 20:40:10 * Morgan heads towards the coach Dec 11 20:42:54 **Inside is a young woman he doesn't know, and John holding baby Kathleen Dec 11 20:47:01 John... Dec 11 20:49:39 * Florrie is now known as John Dec 11 20:49:57 * John hands the baby to the maid, climbing out Dec 11 20:50:07 Good morning Dec 11 20:51:54 How are you? Dec 11 20:54:13 **he shrugs** It varies. I wanted to see Molly Dec 11 20:55:05 oh? Dec 11 20:59:10 I haven't seen her since the day of the funeral. I thought she'd want to see her God daughter too Dec 11 20:59:48 * Morgan nods Dec 11 21:03:10 * John takes the baby out of the carriage. She's changed in the month since he last saw her, looking more aware of the world. She must be three and a half months Dec 11 21:03:25 she's looking well Dec 11 21:05:24 **The maid stays put** Dec 11 21:05:30 * John nods Dec 11 21:05:38 She's fine Dec 11 21:06:03 * Morgan nods, starting to walk towards the cottages Dec 11 21:09:41 * John walks with him. There's laughter from the cottage. He can hear John take a deep breath beside him Dec 11 21:10:53 * Morgan stops Dec 11 21:11:01 whats your intention here John? Dec 11 21:12:06 To see Molly Dec 11 21:13:10 Your deep breath suggests you have something to say, or that you are... nervous... Dec 11 21:17:15 They sound happy in there. It's hard to be around happiness still Dec 11 21:17:49 * Morgan nods Dec 11 21:17:50 I know Dec 11 21:22:21 That's why Dec 11 21:22:44 * Morgan nods Dec 11 21:22:49 anything I can do? Dec 11 21:26:15 * John shakes his head Dec 11 21:26:28 I have to get on with it Dec 11 21:26:36 * Morgan nods, going to the door and pushing it open Dec 11 21:26:39 Molly... visitor for you Dec 11 21:35:26 **She comes to the door, seeing John. She looks surprised, speaking quietly** John, good morning... Dec 11 21:36:52 **HH is quickest off the bat to suggest they take the children out for a walk. Molly leads John through to the parlour whilst those in the kitchen get organised to go out** Dec 11 21:36:57 * John is now known as HH Dec 11 21:37:06 Comin' with us? Dec 11 21:37:23 * Morgan nods Dec 11 21:37:33 aye Dec 11 21:40:23 V: can I stay and see the baby? Dec 11 21:41:27 Not this time little man... Dec 11 21:44:27 V: *he sighs, putting on his coat** Dec 11 21:45:16 * HH , Inga, Elsie, James, Alice and the children all head out, leaving Molly with John and Kathleen Dec 11 21:45:19 I'll explain in a minute Dec 11 21:48:40 **It's cold but dry, and they take it slow for the sake of Florrie and Elsie Dec 11 21:50:28 * Morgan walks along beside HeinzHarold Dec 11 21:52:13 What's he want? Dec 11 21:54:21 to see Molly... Dec 11 21:54:54 Why? Dec 11 21:57:00 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 22:02:16 * HH nods Dec 11 22:02:27 Want me t' send Inga back? Dec 11 22:04:01 why? Dec 11 22:06:59 You wanted me goin' with her back when she was visiting him Dec 11 22:08:28 * Morgan nods Dec 11 22:08:41 she can handle it if he oversteps. Dec 11 22:10:49 Reck'n he might? Dec 11 22:11:26 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 22:11:29 I don't know Dec 11 22:16:03 * HH shrugs Dec 11 22:16:43 I reck'n it's more likely he'll be here to have some female kindness and cry a bit Dec 11 22:17:22 * Morgan nods Dec 11 22:19:59 I get th' feeling she'd be good at that Dec 11 22:21:38 * Morgan nods Dec 11 22:21:43 aye... definitely Dec 11 22:22:29 * HH smiles Dec 11 22:22:46 Mebbie not _as_ good as my lil darlin Dec 11 22:23:50 You would say that Dec 11 22:25:17 * HH nods Dec 11 22:25:35 Lend me yer wife next time I'm upset, we'll find out Dec 11 22:25:58 * Morgan nods Dec 11 22:28:43 I'd lend y' mine, but I'd rather not have yer face in my bubbies. Dec 11 22:29:12 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 22:29:15 I'm good anyway Dec 11 22:30:52 * HH nods towards where Elsie and James are walking arm in arm Dec 11 22:30:58 For today, at least Dec 11 22:32:55 * Morgan shrugs Dec 11 22:32:57 I'll take it Dec 11 22:34:00 * HH nods Dec 11 22:34:23 Just gotta make the best of what we have Dec 11 22:34:35 indeed Dec 11 22:37:28 **They continue on, the weather staying dry. It's a long walk, and he ends up carrying Florrie for quite a bit of it, but it stays dry for the hour they are out Dec 11 22:49:42 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 11 22:52:53 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 12 19:44:00 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 12 19:44:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 12 19:46:27 **the coach is gone when they pass through the coach yard, and HH encourages the others to the smaller cottage, leaving Morgan alone outside** Dec 12 19:47:27 * Morgan heads into the other cottage Dec 12 19:52:48 * Molly is sat on a chair in the parlour, watching the fire. Her make up is a little smudged, and there's a noticeable wet patch on on shoulder of her dress Dec 12 19:53:32 * Morgan comes to sit beside her Dec 12 19:56:27 * Molly gives him a half-hearted smile Dec 12 19:56:34 tea? Dec 12 19:57:08 If you wish Dec 12 19:58:34 * Morgan shrugs Dec 12 19:58:39 want to tell me about it? Dec 12 20:04:02 John was upset, that's all Dec 12 20:04:34 so were you, it seems Dec 12 20:06:27 * Molly nods Dec 12 20:06:44 Of course. It is hard not to be when someone else is upset Dec 12 20:07:19 * Morgan nods Dec 12 20:10:27 anything you need to tell me? Dec 12 20:15:02 * Molly shrugs Dec 12 20:15:06 Like what? Dec 12 20:15:28 * Morgan shrugs Dec 12 20:15:29 anything Dec 12 20:18:57 He cried, a lot. He misses her dreadfully. The sound of her breathing in the night, her singing as she baked, the way she straightened his collar. He needed someone to listen Dec 12 20:20:33 * Morgan nods Dec 12 20:24:07 * Molly watches the fire Dec 12 20:24:32 He was at least less bottled up when he left Dec 12 20:24:38 * Morgan nods Dec 12 20:27:57 * Molly squares her shoulders Dec 12 20:28:17 Alright, I am going to start lunch, my love Dec 12 20:30:16 Sure you're alright? Dec 12 20:42:20 * Molly nods Dec 12 20:42:24 I will be Dec 12 20:42:32 * Morgan nods, standing up Dec 12 20:43:23 * Molly does likewise Dec 12 20:43:43 Do you wish me to change? Dec 12 20:43:53 No, why? Dec 12 20:48:37 * Molly touches her shoulder Dec 12 20:48:51 I didn't know if it might make you uncomfortable Dec 12 20:49:11 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 12 20:49:17 you may want to see to your makeup though Dec 12 20:49:31 * Molly nods Dec 12 20:49:37 I will Dec 12 21:14:26 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 12 21:25:33 * Alice (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 12 21:25:38 [21:19] * Molly goes upstairs to do so. It is when they are all back together that Alice addresses Morgan Dec 12 21:26:04 Florrie and I need to go back to the Blessing tomorrow to deal with our cargo Dec 12 21:29:45 **Molly glances at his reaction, but stays quiet** Dec 12 21:29:52 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:29:54 of course Dec 12 21:30:54 We will be back in a week with a return of goods Dec 12 21:31:24 *A glance passes between Molly, Inga and HH* Dec 12 21:31:32 Can't say I expected you back so soon Dec 12 21:31:37 [prpblem?] Dec 12 21:31:54 It is only on the north coast Dec 12 21:32:19 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:32:21 [I don't know if we will be here in Tawstock, or if Elsie will still be alive] Dec 12 21:33:15 Perhaps you and I should continue this conversation somewhere quieter... Dec 12 21:33:50 * Alice nods, telling Florrie to stay put, then steps out onto the front lawn Dec 12 21:33:57 * Morgan follows her out Dec 12 21:35:28 Yes? Dec 12 21:35:41 * Morgan speaks quietly Dec 12 21:36:10 I don't know if we'll still be here... there's a very good chance Elsie will die having the baby and I don't know we'll want to be around here Dec 12 21:36:30 * Alice nods a little Dec 12 21:36:46 Will you have gone back to Eisen if that occurs? Dec 12 21:37:21 There's a chance, yes... we may be on the island... I just don't know yet Dec 12 21:38:37 * Alice nods "We will try the island first then. Would you leave a note at the dock in town so we know?" Dec 12 21:38:50 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:38:53 of course Dec 12 21:39:49 Thank you. We will go in the morning, and I hope to find out from your Captain everything we need to know about sailing to the island Dec 12 21:40:04 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:40:13 he's a fine sailor, he'll see you right Dec 12 21:40:47 Thank you. *she looks serious* there is one more matter Dec 12 21:41:08 go on Dec 12 21:41:15 * Alice is clearly not enjoying this "I need a loan" Dec 12 21:41:51 Right... how much and what for? Dec 12 21:42:47 About three hundred guilders, and to see us all through the winter until we are set up with crops and things for trade Dec 12 21:43:47 * Morgan watches her for a moment Dec 12 21:44:03 Would it make you more comfortable if it were from Lady Torrington? Dec 12 21:44:12 Not at all Dec 12 21:45:39 I'm sure I can arrange it Dec 12 21:46:16 Thank you. Ince we are into the spring and summer we should do much better Dec 12 21:47:11 Do you want me to arrange some assistance in running the island and planning the first year? Dec 12 21:47:29 That would be helpful, thank you Dec 12 21:48:00 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:48:03 I'll see to it Dec 12 21:50:54 * Alice smiles Dec 12 21:50:57 Thanks Dec 12 21:51:02 * Morgan nods Dec 12 21:51:33 Is the offer of meeting Lady Torrington's man of business still there? Dec 12 21:52:09 I would imagine so... I'll go find out shortly Dec 12 21:52:43 * Alice inclines her head Dec 12 21:52:51 I'd appreciate it Dec 12 21:53:46 * Morgan nods, opening the door and allowing her to reenter the cottage first Dec 12 21:54:53 **she does. The children have gone to play in the parlour under HHs supervision. Molly is sat with Elsie whilst James helps Inga clean up Dec 12 21:57:44 **He ends up alone with his wife in the parlour during the children's nap times, a time that has become an unofficial rest time for the adults too Dec 12 21:58:35 **she sews by the back window, sat on a big armchair, it's raining now Dec 12 21:58:40 * Alice is now known as Molly Dec 12 21:59:21 * Molly is working on the little sleeping gown in the Eisen style, the one that reminded him of one Dietlinde made for Jana Dec 12 21:59:59 * Morgan rubs his face for a moment before sighing Dec 12 22:03:16 * Molly looks up at him Dec 12 22:03:22 Rain, again. Dec 12 22:03:53 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:03:56 isn't it always Dec 12 22:04:04 * Molly nods Dec 12 22:04:16 Alice has asked me for a loan Dec 12 22:04:16 Have you come to sit with me? Dec 12 22:04:24 Oh, has she? Dec 12 22:04:49 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:05:27 * Molly watches him Dec 12 22:05:31 What for? Dec 12 22:06:09 To help see them through the winter until the crops and tradeable items are ready Dec 12 22:07:24 * Molly nods, seating a stitch Dec 12 22:07:29 What did you say? Dec 12 22:08:26 That I'd see to it... I don't like being as cynical as I am sometimes Dec 12 22:10:47 * Molly stands up, giving him the seat Dec 12 22:11:50 How so? Dec 12 22:12:18 my initial thought was along the lines of is she trying to fleece me... Dec 12 22:12:40 * Molly looks a little surprised Dec 12 22:12:51 Oh! Sit, my love Dec 12 22:13:04 * Morgan sits down, sighing again Dec 12 22:13:18 she's deeply unhappy at even having to ask Dec 12 22:16:04 * Molly watches him a moment before gently sitting on his lap Dec 12 22:16:26 It is natural for you to be slow to trust, my love Dec 12 22:16:38 maybe Dec 12 22:17:03 You feel bad about it? Dec 12 22:17:43 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:18:31 It is understandable Dec 12 22:25:31 You think? Dec 12 22:25:55 * Molly nods Dec 12 22:26:18 You have been hurt, and hurt people are careful not to get more hurt Dec 12 22:26:45 I suppose so Dec 12 22:27:03 Do you think I am foolish to give her the money? Dec 12 22:29:05 * Molly shakes her head Dec 12 22:30:03 Absolutely not. You have asked her to be the Steward of your island, it is only right to ensure she is able to do so without hinderance Dec 12 22:30:26 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:32:49 * Molly stitches, seemingly at ease sat on him Dec 12 22:32:56 How much does she need? Dec 12 22:33:02 Three hundred guilders Dec 12 22:34:14 * Molly nods Dec 12 22:34:40 There's a little over five under the servant's diningroom in the main house Dec 12 22:34:59 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:38:06 I was wondering if leaving one of the smaller mirrors with her is an option Dec 12 22:38:17 * Molly turns the fabric before putting in more stitches Dec 12 22:38:28 We could if that would please you Dec 12 22:38:36 but what do you think? Dec 12 22:41:53 I think it depends on whether you intend to be far enough from me to need us to have a pair... *she watches him with a smile* Dec 12 22:43:16 absolutely not Dec 12 22:43:38 * Molly nods, smiling warmly Dec 12 22:43:48 Then I think that would be a good idea Dec 12 22:44:32 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:44:54 I think it might be good for Florrie too Dec 12 22:47:20 And Edward? Dec 12 22:48:29 few too many shocks all at once I suspect Dec 12 22:52:57 * Molly nods Dec 12 22:53:17 Alright my love Dec 12 22:53:59 * Molly ties off the thread, and shakes the little nightgown out Dec 12 22:54:51 I think it probably is wise that they get their cargo taken now, when we do not know how soon the baby will come Dec 12 22:55:24 * Morgan nods Dec 12 22:55:25 aye Dec 12 22:59:51 * Molly folds it Dec 12 23:00:02 How many do you think will be needed? Dec 12 23:00:43 I've no idea... Dec 12 23:02:29 * Molly nods Dec 12 23:02:44 I will make another one or two then Dec 12 23:02:53 * Morgan nods Dec 12 23:02:55 good idea Dec 12 23:03:13 * Molly puts it to one side, looking up at him Dec 12 23:04:01 Do you have anywhere you need to be? Dec 12 23:04:37 I need to speak to Lady Torrington, but not right this minute Dec 12 23:06:59 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 12 23:07:07 You would rather be here... Dec 12 23:07:13 * Morgan nods Dec 12 23:07:41 * Molly nods, watching his expression Dec 12 23:07:45 Good... Dec 12 23:10:44 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 12 23:11:02 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 14 20:40:27 * MorganK (~madisonst@Madisons-Air.lan) has joined Dec 14 20:41:23 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 14 20:43:14 **they end up kissing, only interrupted about fifteen minutes later by the sound of HH and Inga coming into the kitchen. With the inbetween door closed, they can hear but not see. Dec 14 20:43:52 HH: I'll go, never know what y' might catch them gettin' up to! Dec 14 20:44:32 **Inga giggles. Molly pulls away a little, blushing** Dec 14 20:44:48 Bit cheeky... Dec 14 20:46:34 * Molly nods Dec 14 20:46:48 Not entirely inaccurate though? Dec 14 20:47:06 No... Dec 14 20:47:07 **They can hear HH go upstairs** Dec 14 20:48:14 You'd think it'd occur to him we'd not be up there though Dec 14 20:48:42 Perhaps they already tried the stable... *she smiles* Dec 14 20:48:56 Maybe, aye Dec 14 20:49:29 Should we tell him, or let him find me in your lap? Dec 14 20:49:45 No, he'd get far too smug Dec 14 20:51:58 * Molly nods, getting off his lap Dec 14 20:54:49 Alright, my love Dec 14 20:55:27 **HH comes back down, speaking to Inga** No sign of them Dec 14 20:56:01 * MorganK whistles quietly Dec 14 20:56:59 **he taps on the door* You decent? Dec 14 20:57:08 aye Dec 14 20:57:28 * Molly smiles, glancing at Morgan and speaking quietly "Sadly yes" Dec 14 21:01:00 * MorganK chuckles Dec 14 21:01:42 **HH comes in** Elsie is getting pains again, thought y' might wanna check on her Dec 14 21:02:26 * MorganK nods, getting up Dec 14 21:03:48 * Molly brushes off her skirt before heading towards the little cottage. She speaks to Morgan as they go Dec 14 21:04:01 It's likely just practice pains still Dec 14 21:04:06 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:04:08 probably Dec 14 21:07:06 **Elsie is laid on the couch when they get there, James watching over her Dec 14 21:09:35 [does James know about your... abilities?] Dec 14 21:11:23 [Yes he does] Dec 14 21:14:08 * MorganK puts his hand on James shoulder, gently moving him out of the way Dec 14 21:17:28 * Molly starts asking Elsie questions before looking to Morgan Dec 14 21:17:39 Could you give us a minute please? Dec 14 21:17:55 * MorganK nods before nudging James towards the door Dec 14 21:20:15 * Molly is now known as James Dec 14 21:20:34 * James goes into the kitchen, gently shutting the door Dec 14 21:21:24 * James stands there with his hand on the knob, eyes unfocused Dec 14 21:21:53 * MorganK watches him Dec 14 21:24:03 * James eventually moves away from the door, sitting at the table Dec 14 21:24:59 * MorganK sets about making James some coffee Dec 14 21:25:25 **he feels the faint prickle of magic** Dec 14 21:25:51 * MorganK puts a mug in front of James Dec 14 21:26:06 * James doesnt even register it Dec 14 21:26:37 James... Dec 14 21:26:54 Oh, thanks, sorry Dec 14 21:27:28 You alright? Dec 14 21:27:47 * James nods Dec 14 21:28:00 It suddenly make it feel real Dec 14 21:28:06 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:28:38 Yes, it does. Dec 14 21:29:18 * James looks at the coffee Dec 14 21:29:36 It's days, at best, maybe only hours Dec 14 21:29:44 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:29:56 Yes, I'm afraid so Dec 14 21:30:15 * James looks at him Dec 14 21:30:52 What would you do in this last bit of time? Dec 14 21:31:37 Until we have to get involved, spend every moment with her if thats what she wants, make sure she knows how you feel about her. Dec 14 21:32:30 * James nods Dec 14 21:32:51 I know she knows that Dec 14 21:33:18 I don't doubt it, but wouldn't you want to hear it? Dec 14 21:34:51 * James nods Dec 14 21:35:06 Is there anything else we should do or say? Dec 14 21:35:19 Like what? Dec 14 21:37:41 I don't know. I thought you might have ideas, from your experience Dec 14 21:38:02 * MorganK sighs Dec 14 21:39:08 Its different... you're aware of whats coming... you know you need to express how important she is, rather than just leaving it til later. All you need to do is make the absolute most of the time left Dec 14 21:41:59 * James nods Dec 14 21:42:20 **Molly calls them back in** Dec 14 21:42:36 Ready? Dec 14 21:45:36 * James nods, following on Dec 14 21:46:17 **Molly is still knelt on the floor** It's just practice pains, and baby is absolutely fine Dec 14 21:46:31 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:46:36 good Dec 14 21:46:52 **James looks relieved** Dec 14 21:47:12 M: Just take it easy for the day, get some rest Dec 14 21:50:08 **Elsie nods, thanking her. James comes to stroke her hair. Molly watches them a moment** Liebes herz, shall we go and let Heinzharold and Inga know? Dec 14 21:50:29 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:50:31 aye Dec 14 21:52:18 * James is now known as Molly Dec 14 21:53:00 * Molly heads out in the back garden, going to the swing Dec 14 21:53:46 * MorganK follows her out Dec 14 21:54:05 * Molly sits, giving as much space beside her as she can Dec 14 21:54:49 * MorganK sits beside her Dec 14 21:56:28 It is going to happen often until it's real, isn't it? Dec 14 21:56:51 probably Dec 14 21:57:13 * Molly nods, leaning her cheek to his arm Dec 14 21:57:22 Are you alright? Dec 14 21:57:55 * MorganK nods Dec 14 21:58:33 Are you? Dec 14 21:59:06 * Molly nods Dec 14 21:59:12 Yes, I think so Dec 14 22:00:03 * MorganK nods Dec 14 22:01:53 How was James? Dec 14 22:02:21 Realising its real and soon... he's scared I think Dec 14 22:04:00 * Molly nods Dec 14 22:04:13 That is understandable, isn't it? Dec 14 22:04:33 completely Dec 14 22:06:58 * Molly takes his hand Dec 14 22:07:05 I have to fix this Dec 14 22:07:25 Don't take it all on yourself... all you can do is try Dec 14 22:08:55 I am the only one who can save her and the baby, the only one who can spare James a pain like you have endured. Dec 14 22:09:53 And you'll do your best, but you need to remember that you cannot pour your all into it Dec 14 22:12:12 * Molly is quiet Dec 14 22:13:20 We need you here Dec 14 22:15:05 I know... Dec 14 22:15:21 But... Dec 14 22:16:49 But they need me too Dec 14 22:17:49 And we'll give as much as we can, but we can't give all... Varick needs us most Dec 14 22:20:20 It's complicated, liebes herz. If it had not happened how it did, it would be different... Dec 14 22:20:40 Do I need to command you? Dec 14 22:22:51 You would do that? Dec 14 22:23:20 To keep you with us, yes... I do not want to have to, but I will if I must... Dec 14 22:24:43 And if it costs Elsie's life... or the baby's life? Dec 14 22:25:14 Then the blame will sit on my shoulders alone Dec 14 22:25:40 I would not want you bearing that Dec 14 22:26:00 * MorganK shrugs Dec 14 22:26:03 If needs must Dec 14 22:26:47 I want to save them. Dec 14 22:27:36 So do I Dec 14 22:29:35 * Molly sighs Dec 14 22:29:51 It will be very difficult for me to stop Dec 14 22:30:31 Then you need to tell me what to watch for, when to make you stop... and don't forget, you can draw on me Dec 14 22:30:59 I do not want to draw on you. It was too much befoee Dec 14 22:31:25 I'll be fine Dec 14 22:31:54 * Molly nods Dec 14 22:32:05 We can only weight and see Dec 14 22:32:57 I know. I'm strong, blossom, you will draw on me if its needed Dec 14 22:33:26 * Molly nods Dec 14 22:34:02 I know you are. You're the strongest person I know Dec 14 22:34:55 * MorganK shrugs Dec 14 22:35:20 You are. All of this with Elsie and James, you are so resilient Dec 14 22:35:52 I'm just doing what needs to be done Dec 14 22:37:14 * Molly shrugs Dec 14 22:37:42 And with Alice and Florrie... you have a strength I can only envy Dec 14 22:38:38 Florries family Dec 14 22:39:07 Yes... she is... Dec 14 22:39:32 * MorganK frowns Dec 14 22:39:39 Something bothers you Dec 14 22:40:49 It has not been as straightforward because of how she looks, and because she would not have come along had Edward not made the choices he did Dec 14 22:41:15 * MorganK nods Dec 14 22:41:41 I'm finding it... easier... Dec 14 22:42:26 Than you expected to? Dec 14 22:42:39 Than it was to begin with Dec 14 22:45:06 * Molly nods Dec 14 22:45:34 Which is a sign of your strength. Many could not have borne it without distress Dec 14 22:46:31 perhaps Dec 14 22:47:07 No, liebling. A year ago, you would have not managed a relationship with her, I think Dec 14 22:47:55 You're right, I think Dec 14 22:49:40 * Molly nods Dec 14 22:50:33 Perhaps you would have wanted to, but it would have been hard. But now, you are much more able. You have come far Dec 14 22:50:50 * MorganK nods Dec 14 22:53:39 You're strong Dec 14 22:53:56 * MorganK shrugs Dec 14 22:55:30 * MorganK has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 14 22:55:38 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 15 19:33:13 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 15 19:39:37 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 15 19:42:07 **shortly after, they go back indoors in time for the waking of the children. This gives Morgan chance to go to the main house to find out when Alice could see Mr Barker, Catherine's man of business** Dec 15 19:42:44 * Morgan does so Dec 15 19:46:22 **Both Catherine and Richard Roberts are in Morgan's old office when he gets there.** Dec 15 19:46:35 * Morgan taps on the doorframe Dec 15 19:53:42 * Molly is now known as Catherine Dec 15 19:53:47 Come Dec 15 19:54:53 * Morgan enters the room Dec 15 19:56:51 * Catherine and Richard are working with ledgers again Dec 15 19:57:03 Morgan, is everything well? Dec 15 19:57:18 * Morgan nods Dec 15 19:57:29 I've come to find out when Alice could see your man of business Dec 15 20:03:59 He is coming for dinner this evening, would you and she like to join us? Dec 15 20:04:46 * Morgan nods Dec 15 20:04:50 if thats acceptable Dec 15 20:06:09 * Catherine nods Dec 15 20:06:22 That would be nice Dec 15 20:06:31 * Morgan nods at the ledgers Dec 15 20:06:36 how's that coming along? Dec 15 20:10:43 * Catherine nods Dec 15 20:10:57 Very well Dec 15 20:13:07 * Morgan nods Dec 15 20:13:10 found the money yet? Dec 15 20:16:36 For? Dec 15 20:16:56 I'll take that as a no... Dec 15 20:18:25 I am not sure what you mean? Dec 15 20:18:49 You recall what I intended coming here? Dec 15 20:22:34 * Catherine just nods Dec 15 20:23:30 but I had a duty to keep you safe so... just in case things went as I intended, there are some savings... Dec 15 20:27:55 You didn't take a wage? Dec 15 20:29:03 I took a little, but not what it was meant to be... that being said, the money saved wasn't intended for me, its yours... I put it aside for you in just in case... Dec 15 20:31:25 In case what? Dec 15 20:31:45 in case I succeeded in my intentions, or you fell on hard times... Dec 15 20:34:13 R: Can you point out which ledger it is recorded in? Dec 15 20:34:33 * Morgan points to one Dec 15 20:39:12 **He opens it, studying it ((how much is it, what is it listed as?)) Dec 15 20:40:33 ((Netting - 15k Guilders)) Dec 15 20:42:43 R: That's a sizeable sum Dec 15 20:42:54 * Catherine looks at it, then at Morgan Dec 15 20:43:00 How did you manage that?! Dec 15 20:44:46 If you go back a bit further, you'll see some outgoings that weren't necessary stop... and, frankly, the accounts were a mess. Your fathers account was never closed, so that was some of it... Dec 15 20:47:31 * Catherine smiles Dec 15 20:47:38 Thank you, Morgan Dec 15 20:47:45 * Morgan shrugs Dec 15 20:47:59 my job was to keep you safe... whether I was here or not was beside the point as far as I was concerned Dec 15 20:51:27 * Catherine gets up and hugs him Dec 15 20:53:21 * Morgan looks surprised but embraces her Dec 15 20:53:47 This will make it much easier to help the poor people Dec 15 20:54:09 * Morgan nods Dec 15 20:54:40 There may have been interest added to it... I don't recall the exact terms Dec 15 20:56:09 * Catherine sits back down Dec 15 20:56:30 I will check with the bank Dec 15 20:58:29 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:00:50 How is Elsie? Dec 15 21:01:14 getting practice pains Dec 15 21:02:16 What is that? Dec 15 21:02:49 she gets pains similar to going into labour Dec 15 21:10:27 Does that mean the baby is coming now? Dec 15 21:10:51 Not right now but... it could be hours Dec 15 21:13:35 Is there anything she needs? Dec 15 21:13:50 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 15 21:14:00 We've prepared as best we can Dec 15 21:15:55 * Catherine nods, looking sad Dec 15 21:16:15 If you think of anything though... Dec 15 21:20:16 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:20:19 I'll let you know Dec 15 21:20:43 Thank you. I'll see you and Alice at dinner? Dec 15 21:21:12 * Morgan nods before inclining his head to Mr Roberts Dec 15 21:21:15 I'll see you later Dec 15 21:23:17 **they both bid him farewell** Dec 15 21:24:04 * Morgan heads back towards the cottage Dec 15 21:25:58 **He is able to spend the afternoon playing with the children and the cat, which is nice. Florrie has obviously become fond of Varick as well, and after their tea they go up to bed at the same time. Varick gets into bed with the cat, waiting until Morgan has finished the story before asking "can I have the hammock next?" Dec 15 21:26:06 * Catherine is now known as Varick Dec 15 21:29:59 You can use it until its time for us to sail again... Dec 15 21:30:30 What then? Dec 15 21:31:18 You won't need it on the Rose, the ship moves Dec 15 21:33:21 Do we have to leave it for Elsie and her baby? Dec 15 21:34:02 No, but... Alice and Florrie are going to live on the island, so Florrie will need it... if you really want, I can get one for the Rose for you Dec 15 21:35:52 * Varick nods Dec 15 21:36:01 I want one please Dec 15 21:36:13 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:36:16 Alright Dec 15 21:38:23 Where are we going? Dec 15 21:38:54 First, back to Eisen for Edwards wedding... then to see my uncle in Catterick... then we're going to see if we can find another country Dec 15 21:41:16 Is Florrie going to the wedding? Dec 15 21:42:42 No... just us Dec 15 21:43:35 But he's her Papa Dec 15 21:45:03 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:45:15 but he doesn't know... Dec 15 21:46:15 We can surprise him! *he smiles* Dec 15 21:46:53 It would be a surprise... but I'll talk to him about it first so he can get used to it Dec 15 21:49:10 * Varick shrugs Dec 15 21:49:23 Grown ups are complicated Dec 15 21:49:46 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:49:49 thats very true Dec 15 21:50:39 * Varick yawns Dec 15 21:50:59 Will Elsie and James get married when the baby comes? Dec 15 21:51:40 * Morgan looks at him for a moment Dec 15 21:51:56 Varick... you remember I told you about the man hurting Elsie? Dec 15 21:52:42 He's dead now Dec 15 21:52:50 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:53:21 he hurt Elsie so badly that we think she'll die when the baby comes Dec 15 21:53:36 * Varick looks really upset Dec 15 21:53:42 No! She can't! Dec 15 21:53:50 * Morgan nods, opening his arms Dec 15 21:53:58 I know, it makes me very sad too Dec 15 21:55:07 * Varick hugs him hard Dec 15 21:55:21 I don't want her to die! Dec 15 21:55:26 * Morgan rocks the boy gently Dec 15 21:55:35 I know... I don't either, none of us want her to Dec 15 21:56:01 It's not fair! Why do all the people I love die?! Dec 15 21:56:52 * Morgan nods Dec 15 21:56:55 I know its not fair Dec 15 22:00:07 You have to do something, Papa!! **he starts sobbing** Dec 15 22:01:16 its alright, I know its sad Dec 15 22:02:27 * Varick just keeps crying Dec 15 22:02:49 [I can hear Varick, do you need me?] Dec 15 22:04:02 [yes] Dec 15 22:08:33 **Molly comes in, sitting on the bed and stroking the boy's back** [Elsie?] Dec 15 22:08:54 * Morgan nods Dec 15 22:11:26 * Varick moves to hug her "Mama, you have to save Elsie!" Dec 15 22:12:00 **Molly strokes his head** I will do what I can, Mauschen Dec 15 22:12:56 No, you _have to_! She can't die, the baby needs her, and I love her **his words become broken by the crying** Dec 15 22:14:16 * Morgan rubs the boys back Dec 15 22:17:13 **Molly nods** I will do my best Dec 15 22:21:18 **It takes a while for him to finally fall exhaustedly asleep in her arms, then she gently lays him down and tucks him in. She watches him a moment before heading out quietly Dec 15 22:21:44 * Morgan follows her out Dec 15 22:24:16 * Varick is now known as Molly Dec 15 22:24:34 * Molly stands in the hall, looking solemn and thoughtful Dec 15 22:27:15 He will think I didnt try hard enough... Dec 15 22:28:28 For a time perhaps Dec 15 22:30:19 * Molly sighs "That will pain me greatly" Dec 15 22:30:52 I know... I'll tell him it was my decision to stop Dec 15 22:32:18 He will be cross Dec 15 22:32:44 Yes he will Dec 15 22:34:16 I do not wish him to be cross with you Dec 15 22:34:26 * Morgan shrugs Dec 15 22:34:28 it is what it is Dec 15 22:34:40 * Molly nods Dec 15 22:35:16 I need to start cooking for those of us not going to the main house Dec 15 22:37:12 Lady Torrington has asked me to take Alice to meet her man of business... Dec 15 22:37:46 * Molly nods Dec 15 22:37:51 That will be good Dec 15 22:39:08 * Morgan nods Dec 15 22:39:16 so we won't be here for dinner Dec 15 22:39:44 * Molly nods Dec 15 22:39:49 Alright my love Dec 15 22:42:50 * Molly gently kisses his cheek before going downstairs Dec 15 22:43:48 * Morgan sighs following her down Dec 15 22:45:57 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 15 22:46:32 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 16 20:31:18 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 16 20:32:52 * Alice (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Dec 16 20:37:17 **The meal is good, and the four of them sit in the main dining room, the place he had eaten many meals, as well as the first place he saw Molly. The dinner is productive, Catherine and Alice both having suggestions, and the man being enthusiastic. He and Alice walk back towards the cottage.** Dec 16 20:37:34 I think it will be profitable Dec 16 20:38:07 * Morgan nods Dec 16 20:38:15 I get the feeling I've done myself out of some business there Dec 16 20:39:43 * Alice nods Dec 16 20:41:37 I am not planning to swindle you. I will provide for Florrie, I don't need to get wealthy for that Dec 16 20:42:51 I have no doubt of that... I've got some ships being built for trade, dealing with Lady Torrington hadn't even occurred to me Dec 16 20:43:56 * Alice nods Dec 16 20:44:20 I thought you would be mostly running trade in Eisen Dec 16 20:45:39 Mostly... Dec 16 20:46:29 Maybe there's something we could work out Dec 16 20:47:36 * Morgan shrugs Dec 16 20:47:40 I'm not worried about it Dec 16 20:51:50 * Alice nods Dec 16 20:52:14 You wouldn't be interested in the Blessing becoming part of your fleet? Dec 16 20:53:46 I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it, but I know your independence is important Dec 16 20:58:29 Only because of Florrie. I had to keep away from the arranged marriage, and then I had to make sure I could provide for Florrie Dec 16 20:59:21 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:00:37 I feel I can trust you, Morgan. I haven't really had that before. I can trust you with my ship, and with my daughter Dec 16 21:01:16 I cannot express how... touched I am by that Dec 16 21:01:28 * Alice nods Dec 16 21:02:00 What I also want is to make you her guardian, if something happens to me. Dec 16 21:02:36 * Morgan stops Dec 16 21:03:25 You would not prefer a member of your family? Dec 16 21:03:35 * Alice shakes her head Dec 16 21:04:36 I wouldn't have stayed sailing around if it was very easy with my family. They don't approve of how I ran away, or Florrie came out of wedlock. Dec 16 21:05:25 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 16 21:05:30 surely they would not hold that against her Dec 16 21:10:17 They like her, but my youngest brother is too flighty to raise a child, and my other brother who is the landowner now wouldn't want a bastard niece in his nursery Dec 16 21:10:35 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:10:41 I'll have to speak with Molly Dec 16 21:11:01 * Alice nods Dec 16 21:12:20 Thank you. Maybe you could talk about me being part of your fleet with her? Dec 16 21:12:45 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:12:46 of course Dec 16 21:13:11 Does Florrie know you're going to be living on the island? Dec 16 21:13:28 Not yet Dec 16 21:14:23 how do you think she'll take it? Dec 16 21:16:13 I think she will love it Dec 16 21:16:40 There's a herb garden, I would imagine she'll enjoy dabbling in there Dec 16 21:17:18 * Alice nods Dec 16 21:17:21 She will Dec 16 21:20:32 * Morgan nods, starting to walk again Dec 16 21:22:57 * Alice does likewise Dec 16 21:23:07 We will be foing before lunchtime Dec 16 21:24:20 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:24:27 Where are you headed? Dec 16 21:27:37 North coast, just before the channel between Avalon and the highland marches Dec 16 21:28:09 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:28:12 be careful Dec 16 21:29:00 * Alice nods Dec 16 21:29:14 I will **they get to the cottage** Dec 16 21:33:21 **Inside, there is laughter from the parlour. HH, Inga and Molly seem to be having a great time** Dec 16 21:33:45 * Morgan lets Alice through before leaning against the jamb, watching them Dec 16 21:36:22 **They seem to be playing some sort of card game that involves drinking** Dec 16 21:36:37 * Alice bids them all a good night Dec 16 21:36:42 * Alice is now known as Molly Dec 16 21:41:40 * Molly looks up at him Dec 16 21:41:52 Do you want to join us, liebing? Dec 16 21:42:32 What are you playing? Dec 16 21:43:53 HH: I'm beatin' them at poker, they're gonna be pretty tipsy soon **they both giggle** Dec 16 21:44:20 * Morgan nods, going to sit by Molly Dec 16 21:46:29 * Molly pours him some blokners into a glass as well as topping up her brandy. The play is pretty fast, he and HH both doing well, and the girls ending up drinking more than either of their husbands. The giggling only gets worse Dec 16 21:50:25 * Molly leans against him, smiling. She's definitely tipsy now Dec 16 21:50:36 How was your meal? Dec 16 21:51:06 * Morgan nods Dec 16 21:51:08 it was good Dec 16 21:57:47 * Molly nods. HH beats them all, making them all have to drink Dec 16 21:58:22 * Molly downs her shot of cherry brandy, and does Inga Dec 16 21:59:32 * Morgan does the same with the blokners Dec 16 22:00:27 **The play continues a little while before HH glances at Inga then downs his drink Dec 16 22:00:35 HH: Bedtime for us Dec 16 22:03:38 * Morgan nods, bidding them goodnight Dec 16 22:04:29 **HH helps Inga up, keeping her close as they say goodnight and go out of the front door** Dec 16 22:05:06 * Molly watches the fire, sipping the final shot much slower than she's imbibed the previous ones Dec 16 22:06:51 Are you alright? Dec 16 22:08:20 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 16 22:08:23 Yes Dec 16 22:11:28 * Molly looks at him Dec 16 22:11:38 And you, mon petit chou? Dec 16 22:13:14 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 16 22:14:29 Are you sure? Dec 16 22:15:00 Just some things to think about Dec 16 22:21:59 * Molly takes a deep breath Dec 16 22:22:17 Do tou wish to discuss them, or think on them yourself? Dec 16 22:22:26 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 16 22:22:37 I would not bring you down my love... its nice to see you happy and relaxed Dec 16 22:25:48 * Molly laughs softly Dec 16 22:26:03 It is mostly alcohol and thoughts of you that have me so Dec 16 22:26:51 * Morgan nods Dec 16 22:28:58 * Molly takes his hand Dec 16 22:29:13 You do not have to bear your troubles alone Dec 16 22:29:23 I worry you will be displeased Dec 16 22:31:43 * Molly watches him Dec 16 22:32:12 The things I would be displeased with you over are few, and none that I can imagine ever occuring Dec 16 22:32:37 * Morgan takes a breath, nodding Dec 16 22:32:57 Alice has asked me to consider the Blessing being part of our fleet... Dec 16 22:35:12 * Molly nods Dec 16 22:35:28 That isnt a bad idea, depending upon the conditions Dec 16 22:35:38 such as? Dec 16 22:36:20 Who pays for what, percentages of profits, what happens when she is past repair, what if Alice wishes to go her own way Dec 16 22:37:00 * Morgan nods Dec 16 22:37:47 Why does that worry you? Dec 16 22:38:13 I worry you feel intruded upon... Dec 16 22:41:54 Why? Dec 16 22:42:27 you were ill at ease with Alice and Florrie Dec 16 22:46:11 I have had more time to get used to it Dec 16 22:46:27 * Morgan nods Dec 16 22:46:49 She has asked something else of me Dec 16 22:49:12 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 16 22:56:25 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 18 14:07:57 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 18 14:11:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 18 14:11:47 Who pays for what, percentages of profits, what happens when she is past repair, what if Alice wishes to go her own way Dec 18 14:11:47 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:11:47 Why does that worry you? Dec 18 14:11:47 I worry you feel intruded upon... Dec 18 14:11:47 Why? Dec 18 14:11:50 you were ill at ease with Alice and Florrie Dec 18 14:11:52 I have had more time to get used to it Dec 18 14:11:54 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:11:56 She has asked something else of me Dec 18 14:16:30 * Molly looks intrigued Dec 18 14:16:52 She wants me to be Florries guardian in case something should happen to Alice Dec 18 14:17:14 * Molly 's brows raise Dec 18 14:17:16 I see Dec 18 14:17:49 * Morgan frowns slightly, watching he Dec 18 14:20:05 And what thinks you? Dec 18 14:20:29 I'd like to know what you think Dec 18 14:24:57 * Molly looks at the fire a few minutes Dec 18 14:25:29 I can understand why she would request that, especially as I know her own family would not be suitable Dec 18 14:28:21 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:29:01 She trusts me... says she hasn't really had that before Dec 18 14:30:25 * Molly nods Dec 18 14:30:49 Then it would make sense that she would want you to raise her daughter Dec 18 14:30:59 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:32:01 * Molly nods Dec 18 14:33:14 And you would be reluctant to let your niece be raised in less than optimal circumstances, which means even if you were not her guardian you would possibly pursue the option. Dec 18 14:33:51 would I? Dec 18 14:36:42 I think so Dec 18 14:37:09 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:37:11 probably Dec 18 14:37:15 * Molly glances at him Dec 18 14:37:34 So why drag it out? This way is cleaner. Dec 18 14:38:23 Because I do not wish to upset you Dec 18 14:40:09 I would be mostly concerned for you, for what living each day with her as she grows up would put you through. Dec 18 14:41:15 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:41:34 I don't pretend it would be easy Dec 18 14:50:09 * Molly nods Dec 18 14:50:47 It would be difficult. But Alice is young and healthy, there is no good reason you would have to step into her shoes Dec 18 14:51:04 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:53:17 It is up to you, my love. I will stand beside you no matter what you decide Dec 18 14:53:44 * Morgan nods Dec 18 14:53:51 alright. thank you blossom Dec 18 14:56:18 * Molly watches him Dec 18 14:56:46 You need not thank me. I made you a promise a long time ago to give you any comfort or aid Dec 18 14:57:03 I know Dec 18 14:59:25 * Molly nods Dec 18 14:59:35 When must you have decided? Dec 18 15:00:07 realistically, I already have Dec 18 15:06:02 * Molly frowns slightly Dec 18 15:06:16 You were only concerned for how I would react? Dec 18 15:06:47 partly... and that you might see issues I did not Dec 18 15:07:44 * Molly thinks Dec 18 15:09:15 It would be impossible to keep her from coming into contact with Edward and your Father. She would have to adapt to Eisen. Varick would have a sibling without the slow introduction of a newborn, and might be jealous. Dec 18 15:09:48 They're very attached to eachtoehr already Dec 18 15:10:25 They are. Sascha and Otto would have the same distress as you... Dec 18 15:10:37 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:10:45 We wouldn't be there much, though Dec 18 15:14:35 No... there would be much gossip Dec 18 15:14:56 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:14:58 yes there would Dec 18 15:16:37 It could be hard to overcome, and harm Edward, unless lies would be told Dec 18 15:17:06 * Morgan frowns Dec 18 15:18:51 * Molly smiles slightly, watching the flames Dec 18 15:19:30 What makes you smile? Dec 18 15:24:11 I ought to have known you would not approve of such a suggestion *she smiles at him* Dec 18 15:24:38 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:29:00 * Molly smiles more Dec 18 15:29:38 The only sort of lying you like is one of us on our backs *she laughs softly* Dec 18 15:30:25 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:30:27 indeed Dec 18 15:37:13 It would be wise to consider though Dec 18 15:37:30 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:37:32 aye, it would Dec 18 15:42:55 We would all need to be on the same page Dec 18 15:43:26 * Morgan nods Dec 18 15:43:26 aye Dec 18 15:48:57 Perhaps Alice was a short-lived mistress... Dec 18 15:49:43 * Morgan frowns again Dec 18 15:51:58 * Molly smiles again Dec 18 15:52:59 It _would_ make Florrie's adult life easier to be acknowledged though, wouldn't it? Dec 18 15:53:19 Yes, it would Dec 18 15:59:54 And that would mean her mother having been his Mistress Dec 18 16:01:19 * Morgan nods Dec 18 16:04:40 that would make sense, yes Dec 18 16:11:49 But it would be a lie... Dec 18 16:12:01 * Morgan nods Dec 18 16:16:07 * Molly watches him, voice becoming quiet Dec 18 16:16:23 You'd lie for her... Dec 18 16:20:35 It wouldn't be me having to lie about it Dec 18 16:21:00 It would, because you know that is not what happened Dec 18 16:22:13 I would not be correcting anyone, I wouldn't be the one saying it Dec 18 16:27:43 You would be being careful Dec 18 16:31:02 What _would_ you lie for? Dec 18 16:31:47 * Morgan frowns Dec 18 16:31:58 I don't know... Dec 18 16:41:02 * Molly nods Dec 18 16:41:15 It matters to you Dec 18 16:41:23 * Morgan nods Dec 18 16:41:28 a great deal Dec 18 16:43:12 Why? Dec 18 16:43:37 I don't know... but it does Dec 18 16:45:22 Has that always been the case? It cannot have been practical, given what you did in the War? Dec 18 16:46:28 No, it hasn't always been the case... mostly since I was here Dec 18 16:51:17 * Molly thoughtfully watches the fire Dec 18 16:51:28 Interesting Dec 18 16:51:42 * Morgan shrugs Dec 18 16:53:07 I cannot imagine it was based on a sense of religious duty to honesty Dec 18 16:53:50 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 18 16:53:51 no Dec 18 16:55:07 * Molly nods Dec 18 16:55:21 It is rather a puzzle, my love Dec 18 17:00:04 It was gradual rather than a specific decision? Dec 18 17:00:44 I suppose so, aye Dec 18 17:02:05 Has it hindered you often? Dec 18 17:03:31 * Morgan shrugs Dec 18 17:03:40 I've managed to skirt around it for the most part Dec 18 17:07:51 Can you think of any lies you have had to tell? Dec 18 17:09:01 There's a difference between a lie and misinformation, I think... like when I pretend to be someone else to get information Dec 18 17:09:38 * Molly smiles Dec 18 17:09:53 Some would argue the difference is very minor indeed Dec 18 17:11:59 * Morgan shrugs Dec 18 17:12:03 thats their concern Dec 18 17:17:11 * Molly nods Dec 18 17:17:34 I wonder if it is easier for some to lie than others Dec 18 17:18:06 I think to some its a natural thing to do Dec 18 17:18:37 * Molly nods Dec 18 17:18:53 And sometimes it is a necessity, when one has no other choices Dec 18 17:19:15 * Morgan nods Dec 18 17:29:11 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 18 17:40:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 18 17:40:05 [17:27] (Molly) I lied to Curtis when I could not avoid it, and I would have lied many times had I married him. Likely daily Dec 18 17:40:52 * Morgan nods Dec 18 17:46:47 I suppose it does not bother me as it does you. I will lie if I feel I need to, to protect myself and my loved ones Dec 18 17:47:07 * Morgan nods Dec 18 18:00:08 * Molly watches the fire again Dec 18 18:00:25 I wonder how long we have before the baby cones Dec 18 18:00:29 Comes* Dec 18 18:00:31 * Morgan sighs Dec 18 18:00:38 I wish I knew Dec 18 18:00:52 * Molly nods Dec 18 18:01:10 It feels as if I am permanently on edge for it Dec 18 18:01:47 * Morgan nods Dec 18 18:03:02 Beth said first babies are often late Dec 18 18:05:07 * Morgan nods Dec 18 18:05:21 but we'll spend the entire time expecting it to be any moment Dec 18 18:12:33 * Molly nods Dec 18 18:12:56 I suppose though that will be the same when we eventually have a baby? Dec 18 18:13:10 oh I would imagine so Dec 18 18:14:14 Not for a long time yet though Dec 18 18:14:46 Not for awhile, no Dec 18 18:15:11 * Molly nods Dec 18 18:15:30 Perhaps Inga and Heinzharold will have a baby we can dote on first Dec 18 18:16:22 * Morgan shrugs Dec 18 18:16:24 time will tell Dec 18 18:17:26 * Molly smiles Dec 18 18:17:34 She would be pleased, I think Dec 18 18:19:32 He was terrified of losing her during the birth Dec 18 18:20:48 * Molly nods Dec 18 18:20:55 Is that not normal? Dec 18 18:21:57 * Morgan nods Dec 18 18:22:28 I think with most its... a worry... he was _terrified_ Dec 18 18:22:58 * Molly nods Dec 18 18:23:01 And you? Dec 18 18:24:11 More worried this time round thanks to Alarice... Dec 18 18:24:59 In what way? Dec 18 18:25:31 because of the cast... Dec 18 18:26:05 There will be no long-term effects, my love *she squeezes his hand* Dec 18 18:53:49 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Dec 18 19:17:13 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 18 19:17:16 [18:20] (Molly) There will be no long-term effects, my love *she squeezes his hand* Dec 18 19:19:12 you are certain of it? Dec 18 19:21:45 * Molly nods Dec 18 19:22:09 Absolutely certain. Everything is back to normal in that regard Dec 18 19:22:17 * Morgan nods Dec 18 19:22:18 alright Dec 18 19:22:58 You need only have whatever fear any normal, loving husband would have *she smiles* Dec 18 19:24:08 * Morgan nods Dec 18 19:30:07 I think it is time I retired, my love *she smiles, fingers coming to her lower lip automatically* Will you be walking the grounds? Dec 18 19:30:26 * Morgan nods Dec 18 19:30:29 aye, I think so Dec 18 19:36:22 * Molly nods, kissing his knuckles Dec 18 19:36:32 I will see you shortly then Dec 18 19:37:41 * Morgan nods, going and getting his coat on to walk the grounds Dec 18 19:39:16 **Its peaceful, guards where they should be. By the time he gets back Molly is asleep Dec 18 19:41:19 * Morgan smiles to himself, getting undressed and carefully into bed Dec 18 19:44:34 * Molly doesn't wake Dec 18 19:44:52 * Morgan settles down to sleep Dec 18 19:47:15 *His dream picks up the thread of Molly helping him and Jana to Foxcroft,  and then helping get her to sleep. He is stirred to awareness by Jana saying "cow!" In Avalonian. Lying propped up on the couch in the parlour, it is already full daylight. Molly replies "That's right. Cow… moo!" Dec 18 19:47:39 * Morgan stretches Dec 18 19:48:59 * Molly stands up from where she has been sat on the floor. She's wearing an apron, there's a mark on it. She looks very neat and tidy otherwise Dec 18 19:49:26 Good morning. Let me get you some tea, breakfast, and send for warm water to wash. Dec 18 19:50:16 * Morgan nods, going to Jana Dec 18 19:50:18 thank you Dec 18 19:52:29 * Molly goes to do this Dec 18 19:52:32 **Jana toddles over to him with a wooden cow "Vati, cow!" Dec 18 19:52:37 * Molly is now known as Jana Dec 18 19:52:44 * Morgan nods, making a mooing noise Dec 18 19:56:06 * Jana sits in his lap Dec 18 19:56:53 Vati, asleep **she puts her hands together beside her face, closing her eyes** Dec 18 19:58:00 Yes, I was... I was very tired Dec 18 20:00:10 * Jana nods, playing the cow up his nose and onto his head, reverting to Eisen Dec 18 20:00:33 Cow climb hill. Giddy up. Dec 18 20:01:07 Giddy up? Dec 18 20:01:24 **Molly is giving instructions at the door to the servant** Dec 18 20:01:36 Cow go giddy up. Dec 18 20:02:02 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 18 20:09:03 **Molly brings him a cup of tea and some toast, smiling** Dec 18 20:12:07 M: Here we are. Jana has had breakfast and a wash. Dec 18 20:12:22 Thank you... you've done so much Dec 18 20:13:15 M: *she smiles* Not at all. Do you feel more rested now? Dec 18 20:14:19 somewhat, aye Dec 18 20:15:15 M: I am glad to hear it. She slept soundly until nine Dec 18 20:16:33 * Morgan nods Dec 18 20:16:41 good... Theus knows she needed to Dec 18 20:16:55 M: She did. **There's a knock at the door** Dec 18 20:17:20 * Morgan gets up to answer it Dec 18 20:18:33 **Christopher stands in the doorway** Good morning, dear boy. How are we? Dec 18 20:20:05 Better for some sleep Dec 18 20:22:47 **He nods, putting a hand on Morgan's shoulder* Very good. May I come in? Dec 18 20:25:12 * Morgan nods Dec 18 20:25:14 of course Dec 18 20:27:24 **Christopher does so. He bows slightly to Molly who has Jana on her hip** Good morning, Miss Forrester. Your coachman is ready to take you back to Coleraine. Dec 18 20:29:59 M: *she nods, handing Jana over to Morgan** Thank you, my Lord. I should be on my way, I have somewhere to be tonight. Dec 18 20:30:27 * Jana cuddles in to Morgan Dec 18 20:31:01 * Morgan holds her gently Dec 18 20:32:49 thank you for your help... I don't know what I'd have done were it not for you Dec 18 20:34:09 M: *she smiles* I am just glad to have helped. *she takes off the apron* Dec 18 20:37:36 C: **he looks at her* You're the one who sings in the Royal Stag every Friday and Saturday evening? **Molly nods, smiling warmly** Indeed I am. I do not wish to burden my aunt whilst I stay with her, so when I am not on some adventure or another, I sing to earn my way Dec 18 20:38:23 * Morgan watches them, bouncing Jana gently Dec 18 20:39:05 C: Let me walk you out to the courtyard. Dear boy, I will be back Dec 18 20:39:29 * Morgan nods Dec 18 20:39:30 of course Dec 18 20:40:17 M: **she tickles Jana's cheek, making the girl smile** Farewell, sweetheart Dec 18 20:40:47 M: *she looks to Morgan* Take care, my Lord Dec 18 20:41:20 and you... Dec 18 20:42:12 **Christopher leads her out. She casts one final smile to the bereaved pair as she goes out of the door* Dec 18 20:43:12 * Jana looks at Morgan, speaking Eisen "Vati, eat toast" Dec 18 20:43:29 You want some toast? Dec 18 20:43:35 * Jana nods Dec 18 20:43:57 * Morgan nods, taking her to the tray and giving her some toast Dec 18 20:44:21 * Jana sits on the couch, eating it. The clock on the mantle chimes once Dec 18 20:45:29 * Morgan glances at it, before watching Jana Dec 18 20:48:13 **it says quarter before six. That makes no sense, and then it Dawn's on him it is the dawn watch and this is not real** Dec 18 20:50:25 * Morgan watches his daughter sadly Dec 18 20:51:01 * Jana hands him a piece of toast Dec 18 20:52:00 Vati sad? Dec 18 20:52:33 * Morgan takes it, kissing her crown Dec 18 20:52:45 As long as I live little lady, I will always love you Dec 18 20:53:10 * Jana looks up at him Dec 18 20:53:17 Okay. Got jam? Dec 18 20:53:36 * Morgan nods, putting some on the toast before kissing her again and trying to wake up Dec 18 20:54:44 **He does so. In the bed Molly is in his arms, asleep with her head beneath his chin** Dec 18 20:54:50 * Jana is now known as Molly Dec 18 20:55:49 * Morgan kisses her head before gently extracting himself and getting up Dec 18 20:56:21 * Molly stirs Dec 18 20:56:37 Oh, it is dawn already? Dec 18 20:56:55 nearly, aye Dec 18 21:03:20 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:03:35 Nightmares again, liebling? Dec 18 21:04:30 an alternate path I think... I realised it was a dream, but... its hard seeing Jana Dec 18 21:04:42 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:04:53 Can I do anything? Dec 18 21:06:06 I don't think so Dec 18 21:08:12 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:08:22 Do you wish to be alone? Dec 18 21:09:02 I... no, but I need coffee Dec 18 21:12:41 * Molly nods, getting up Dec 18 21:13:26 I will come with you then Dec 18 21:13:48 * Morgan nods, getting dressed Dec 18 21:14:18 * Molly pulls on a shift then a dressing gown before heading downstairs to put the kettle on the stove Dec 18 21:15:36 * Morgan follows her down Dec 18 21:18:52 * Molly sits beside him with her own coffee several minutes later Dec 18 21:18:59 We are nearly out of coffee Dec 18 21:19:13 * Morgan nods Dec 18 21:19:21 I was going to ask one of the staff to fetch some from the Rose Dec 18 21:22:21 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:22:44 Are you escorting Alice and Florrie to their ship? Dec 18 21:23:25 I'd like to but... I don't think its wise for me to be away, even for a few hours Dec 18 21:25:33 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:25:50 Alright, my love. Do you wish to talk about it? Dec 18 21:27:26 Realising its a dream is almost as painful as the grief... Dec 18 21:28:06 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:28:13 It is very hard Dec 18 21:28:16 * Morgan nods Dec 18 21:30:32 Would you like me to take the edge off? Dec 18 21:30:54 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 18 21:30:55 No Dec 18 21:32:40 Liebes herz, you do not have to suffer it... Dec 18 21:32:47 * Molly watches him sadly Dec 18 21:33:52 How can I ever get past it if I don't deal with it Dec 18 21:36:47 You do not think that is what you have been doing all this time? Dec 18 21:36:54 * Molly sips her coffee Dec 18 21:37:10 No, I don't... Dec 18 21:37:49 I only hope that it is part of the process, and not you holding the pain close to punish yourself Dec 18 21:38:19 * Morgan nods Dec 18 21:38:25 I don't think I am Dec 18 21:40:20 * Molly nods Dec 18 21:40:35 Alright, my love Dec 18 21:45:07 * Molly takes his hand Dec 18 21:45:36 I am sorry you must bear this, but you do not have to do so alone Dec 18 21:45:45 I know blossom Dec 18 21:46:38 * Molly sits quietly with him until it is time for him to go out for dawn Dec 18 21:51:11 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 19 17:36:17 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 19 17:43:46 **Things are already busy when he gets back, children at the table while Molly and Alice are cooking. Both little faces are excited to see him Dec 19 17:44:18 V: Papa, you can sit next to me Dec 19 17:45:22 * Morgan nods, sitting by him, pulling him close Dec 19 17:48:03 **Florrie tries to climb into Morgan's lap, bringing toast with her Dec 19 17:48:57 * Morgan lets her Dec 19 17:51:35 * Molly brings him tea and toast. In an apron with a mark, the combination of things are eerily similar to the dream last night Dec 19 17:52:50 * Morgan blinks a couple of times before sipping his tea Dec 19 17:55:29 * Molly watches him a moment before going over to the stove Dec 19 17:55:56 Your chicken porridge will be ready in a moment, mon petit chou... Dec 19 17:56:18 * Morgan shudders Dec 19 17:56:47 V: *he starts laughing* That means cabbage! Dec 19 17:57:12 * Morgan nods Dec 19 17:57:14 yes it does Dec 19 17:57:21 **Florrie looks at Morgan** what kind of cabbage? Dec 19 17:58:01 a small one Dec 19 17:58:09 **Alice looks confused, but puts porridge on the table for the children along with a pot of honey** Dec 19 17:58:29 * Morgan looks at her Dec 19 17:58:46 a nickname she has for me... little cabbage... Dec 19 17:59:11 F: like a Vendel Ballhead? Dec 19 17:59:46 * Molly and Alice both start laughing, and Varick joins in though doesn't seem to get it Dec 19 18:03:34 * Morgan nods before humming to himself Dec 19 18:04:26 F: Grow good plants in Vendel. Got Tulips Dec 19 18:05:48 A: Florrie loves the markets in Vendel. I've always liked it there, especially Kursk ((capital city)) **he gets a feeling of deja vu** Dec 19 18:06:20 * Morgan tilts his head Dec 19 18:08:57 **When he first bumped into Yensid, Yensid said Edward was in Vendel looking for an acquaintance* Dec 19 18:10:08 * Morgan picks up some toast, eating some slowly Dec 19 18:14:52 **Edward had also mentioned having that dream Molly had had: staying the night in the waterwheel house in the Schwarzenwald, and making love by the fire with an old acquaintance. Dec 19 18:15:18 ((I'm not really sure where much of this goes right now)) Dec 19 18:15:51 * Molly sets down cooked breakfast in front of Morgan, though Florrie seems settled eating her porridge on his lap Dec 19 18:16:57 ((Was Edward looking for Alice earlier in the year? Was Alice the one in his dream? Is it possible that she was of more interest to him than a one night stand)) Dec 19 18:17:36 I haven't been to Vendel yet, though I know generally Eisen men do not like the Vendel much Dec 19 18:18:10 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 19 18:18:16 A: They are very good traders, but they will swindle you any chance they get Dec 19 18:19:19 **Florrie's porridge doesnt smell chickeny, but even still, the aroma of it is a reminder of that awful meal Dec 19 18:21:53 I've not had reason to trade with them... Dec 19 18:22:35 **Florrie takes a big spoonful, bringing it to Morgan's face* Eat porridge, ballhead? Dec 19 18:23:21 * Morgan shakes his head, trying not to laugh Dec 19 18:23:39 * Molly bites her lip, trying desperately not to giggle, whilst Alice looks apologetically at Morgan Dec 19 18:24:56 **Florrie puts down the spoon, offering him her partly chewed toast** Toast? Dec 19 18:25:22 No thank you ,I've had some Dec 19 18:25:40 * Molly takes her apron off. "I uhh... I'm going to check on Elsie, I will be back soon" She's still trying not to laugh Dec 19 18:25:51 * Morgan nods Dec 19 18:30:50 * Molly goes next door Dec 19 18:30:55 * Molly is now known as Alice Dec 19 18:31:11 Do you want me to take Florrie? Dec 19 18:34:42 No, she's alright Dec 19 18:35:15 * Alice nods Dec 19 18:35:24 We will need to be going soon Dec 19 18:36:07 I assume you have access to a solicitor? Dec 19 18:36:24 **Varick is eating quietly, but he's watching the grown ups. Florrie is eating but making a mess** Dec 19 18:36:47 Only on the east coast Dec 19 18:37:15 I have given thought to your request... Dec 19 18:37:43 And what have you decided? Dec 19 18:39:57 I will do as you ask Dec 19 18:40:12 * Alice 's relief is clear Dec 19 18:40:27 Thank you, you've no idea how much peace of mind that gives me Dec 19 18:41:18 * Morgan nods Dec 19 18:41:59 I will see a solicitor before we sail Dec 19 18:42:01 With regards to the ship, there are details we'd need to work out, but assuming we could agree on things, I'd be happy to welcome you to my fleet... Dec 19 18:42:14 * Alice nods Dec 19 18:42:27 Where should I write to you? Dec 19 18:44:29 I'll work it out and leave the information in the farmhouse if we leave before you return Dec 19 18:45:15 * Alice nods Dec 19 18:46:11 I feel like we were very fortunate to have bumped into you. What are the chances of that? If it hadn't been for you getting delayed by the storm we would have missed you Dec 19 18:47:28 * Morgan nods Dec 19 18:47:34 quite the coincidence Dec 19 18:48:30 And if she hadn't looked like your daughter, we would have passed each other by unawares Dec 19 18:48:53 * Morgan nods Dec 19 18:48:56 indeed we would Dec 19 18:49:17 **Varick looks at Morgan** Florrie looks like Jana? Dec 19 18:50:17 * Morgan nods Dec 19 18:50:21 very very much like her Dec 19 18:51:10 V: *he looks at Florrie, who is now at least ten percent porridge* will our babies look like her? Dec 19 18:51:35 * Morgan shrugs Dec 19 18:51:38 I have no idea Dec 19 18:52:39 V: Will they look like Molly? Dec 19 18:54:03 Don't know... its really hard to guess Dec 19 18:54:42 V: Will Uncle Edward's other children look like Lady Hapsburg? She's _very_ pretty Dec 19 18:56:47 * Morgan shrugs Dec 19 18:56:51 a mix of them I expect Dec 19 18:58:03 V: *he looks at Alice* My Uncle is getting married at Prophet's Mass, and I am going to be his page boy Dec 19 18:59:49 * Alice smiles "That's an important job" Dec 19 19:01:02 V: I have been page boy three times already. I am getting _too old_ Dec 19 19:01:23 You think so? Dec 19 19:02:14 **Varick nods** I think this is my last time, unless you or Mama have to get married again Dec 19 19:03:00 * Alice eats quietly, watching Morgan Dec 19 19:03:44 I don't suppose there's anyone else to get married that you'd need to be page boy for... Dec 19 19:04:44 **He shrugs, eating* Sometimes parents die, then you get a different parent Dec 19 19:05:17 * Morgan nods, hugging him closer for a moment Dec 19 19:06:08 Not always though. My Father didn't remarry after my mother died Dec 19 19:06:49 V: *he looks at Alice* Why did she die? Dec 19 19:07:26 * Alice glances at Morgan to see if she should answer Dec 19 19:07:45 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 19 19:08:28 She got very sick, and eventually her body stopped working Dec 19 19:09:24 V: *he nods* My mother died when I was a baby, then my stepmother got her head chopped off Dec 19 19:10:02 * Alice frowns, trying to work out if it is some sort of fairytale story Dec 19 19:10:16 Haven't had a lot of luck growing up have you Dec 19 19:10:57 V: *he shrugs* I have good parents now Dec 19 19:13:13 **the front door opens, and HH comes in, grinning** Good mornin'! Dec 19 19:14:05 I'm always surprised that you don't magically appear as soon as bacon hits the pan Dec 19 19:19:42 * Alice has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 19 19:44:08 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 19 19:45:41 * HH helps himself, then sits on the other side of Varick, speaking Eisen "Got woken up t' come and eat b'fore getting a cart ready to take th' hammock down to the ship" Dec 19 19:51:19 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 19 20:07:18 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 19 20:07:23 [19:40] * HH helps himself, then sits on the other side of Varick, speaking Eisen "Got woken up t' come and eat b'fore getting a cart ready to take th' hammock down to the ship" Dec 19 20:07:54 * Morgan nods Dec 19 20:08:36 Thought I migh' take Varick and Inga too Dec 19 20:10:22 * Morgan nods Dec 19 20:10:33 Get the coffee from the Rose would you? Dec 19 20:19:13 * HH nods Dec 19 20:19:32 Anythin' else y' need fetching? Dec 19 20:19:51 I don't... _think_ so Dec 19 20:20:21 Should I ask th' boss? Dec 19 20:20:26 * HH smirks Dec 19 20:20:58 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 19 20:26:12 [Elsie is fine, nothing happening today I think] Dec 19 20:26:36 [Excellent] Dec 19 20:31:19 **A little while later, everyone is gathered together at the coachyard to say goodbye. HH, Inga and Varick are up on the cart. Alice and Florrie stand near the coach. Goodbyes are said to Elsie and James and HH gets underway, leaving just Molly and Morgan with Edward's former lover and child Dec 19 20:31:26 * HH is now known as Alice Dec 19 20:31:35 * Alice looks to Morgan Dec 19 20:32:07 Thank you for having us Dec 19 20:32:30 Its been our pleasure... thank you for taking the chance Dec 19 20:33:01 [Will we give her one of the paired mirrors?] Dec 19 20:33:19 [I think so] Dec 19 20:33:28 I look forward to seeing you all soon Dec 19 20:33:53 **Molly hands Morgan a wooden box from under her cloak** Dec 19 20:34:22 * Morgan takes it before holding it out to Alice Dec 19 20:34:37 What is this ? Dec 19 20:34:50 its a box Dec 19 20:41:21 * Alice opens it. She looks confused Dec 19 20:41:49 It's a mirror, but it has writing on it Dec 19 20:42:41 Its... well, its a mirror but, instead of showing yourself, it shows what the other half of the mirror would reflect... We've got one. If you need to speak to us, leave a note on the mirror and we'll see it. We'll do the same Dec 19 20:46:57 That's unusual. Alright. Dec 19 20:47:21 * Morgan nods Dec 19 20:47:26 **beside him, Molly smiles absently** Dec 19 20:47:52 **Florrie comes to Morgan, holding her arms up to him** Dec 19 20:48:05 * Morgan picks her up Dec 19 20:52:27 **she holds onto him tightly** Dec 19 20:52:50 * Morgan rocks her slightly Dec 19 20:52:58 you be good for your mama, alright? Dec 19 20:53:09 F: **he can feel hot wet tears on his neck** want to stay Dec 19 20:57:49 * Alice looks slightly surprised Dec 19 20:58:56 Its alright, we'll see eachother soon Dec 19 21:02:49 **She just holds tighter** Dec 19 21:04:48 * Morgan rocks her gently Dec 19 21:04:54 Its alright Dec 19 21:07:21 * Alice holds out her hands Dec 19 21:07:35 Come on Florrie, your plants will need you Dec 19 21:08:26 **Florrie pulls away, looking at Morgan** Bye Dec 19 21:09:10 Bye Florrie... we'll see you soon Dec 19 21:11:05 **Florrie kisses his cheek before wriggling to get down** Dec 19 21:11:21 * Alice looks properly shocked by this Dec 19 21:12:22 * Morgan lets her down Dec 19 21:12:38 We'll add that to the list of things I wasn't expecting today Dec 19 21:16:12 **Florrie gives Molly a brief hug before getting into the carriage** Dec 19 21:16:19 * Alice smiles at Morgan Dec 19 21:16:26 I wasnt either Dec 19 21:17:44 I could tell Dec 19 21:20:19 * Alice nods Dec 19 21:20:27 Goodbye, take care Dec 19 21:21:33 and you Dec 19 21:24:29 * Alice gets in, and they wave goodbye as the coachman pulls out. Molly watches him sidelong Dec 19 21:24:38 * Alice is now known as Molly Dec 19 21:24:47 Are you alright? Dec 19 21:25:32 That was... difficult Dec 19 21:28:58 What do you need, my love? Dec 19 21:29:09 * Molly takes his hand gently Dec 19 21:29:33 * Morgan draws a deep, slow breath Dec 19 21:29:52 I'm alright I think... I knew it would be harder than usual Dec 19 21:31:42 * Molly gently leads him back towards the cottages. She waits until they're inside before she wraps her arms around his neck. Her voice is soft and quiet Dec 19 21:31:56 It's understandable, liebes herz Dec 19 21:32:34 * Morgan nods Dec 19 21:37:10 Talk to me... Dec 19 21:39:41 Just... difficult seeing her go. Dec 19 21:41:38 * Molly nods Dec 19 21:41:52 You care for her greatly Dec 19 21:42:13 * Morgan nods Dec 19 21:42:55 though its more that she looks like she does... it felt like letting go Dec 19 21:44:58 * Molly holds him still, nodding a little Dec 19 21:45:00 Yes Dec 19 21:46:19 on top of my dream... Dec 19 21:50:03 * Molly nods again Dec 19 21:50:30 I can only imagine how much it hurts right now Dec 19 21:50:59 * Morgan sighs heavily Dec 19 21:51:02 I'll be alright Dec 19 21:54:27 You do not have to be alright with me, my love. I am your _wife_. Dec 19 21:55:33 I mean it, blossom... its painful, but I will be alright... Dec 19 21:57:54 I know you will be alright. What I am telling you is that you need not put a brave face on it all for me. Dec 19 21:58:12 I know my love Dec 19 21:58:44 * Molly nods, loosening her grip a little Dec 19 21:58:59 I will make some tea, shall I? Dec 19 21:59:19 please... Dec 19 22:01:30 * Molly lets go, moving to do so Dec 19 22:01:39 What will you do now? Dec 19 22:02:04 * Morgan shrugs Dec 19 22:02:06 carry on Dec 19 22:04:58 I meant today, with everyone out Dec 19 22:06:37 so did I. I think I shall just take some time to just... _be_ Dec 19 22:06:47 * Molly nods Dec 19 22:07:11 I can find things to be going along with so that you have some time Dec 19 22:08:40 No need... unless you wish to Dec 19 22:09:59 No, but I thought perhaps you wished to be alone Dec 19 22:11:33 * Morgan shrugs Dec 19 22:11:36 Not especially Dec 19 22:13:55 * Molly nods, bringing him some of his Uncle's tea. The fact that it is the same one she brought him in the dream is of little surprise Dec 19 22:15:58 Perhaps we will just spend some nice quiet hours then, if that is what would help today Dec 19 22:16:16 * Morgan nods Dec 19 22:16:24 if there's nothing that needs doing, that would be nice Dec 19 22:18:36 Nothing that cannot wait Dec 19 22:18:56 * Molly sits down beside him, sipping her tea Dec 19 22:19:13 Nothing that is as important to me as you are Dec 19 22:19:29 I should've asked HeinzHarold to bring my guitar Dec 19 22:20:40 * Molly nods Dec 19 22:20:47 Or your violin Dec 19 22:21:34 Oh! We could leave a note for Alice, and if she sees it she could ask him? Dec 19 22:21:41 * Morgan nods Dec 19 22:21:47 thats a good idea... ideally the guitar Dec 19 22:22:02 * Molly nods, standing up Dec 19 22:22:09 I'll go up and do it Dec 19 22:22:16 * Morgan nods Dec 19 22:22:18 thank you blossom Dec 19 22:22:49 * Molly kisses his crown, staying there a few moments Dec 19 22:23:00 It is not a trouble Dec 19 22:25:05 * Molly takes a deep breath, then pulls away, going to the stairs Dec 19 22:40:27 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 20 11:22:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 20 11:22:48 **They spend the time quietly, mainly in the parlour by the fire. Captain  Ulysses takes up position in Morgan's lap. Morgan mostly watches from the window whilst sketching, a mild drizzle picking up whilst she works through a pile of darning and fixing. Very little is said, the rain, fire and occasional chime of the church clock providing the noise. Dec 20 11:22:48 **The others are not back before lunch, so Molly makes them some, the rain heavier. After going upstairs to check the mirror, she comes back down** Dec 20 11:23:52 Heinzharold will bring your guitar. They are staying on the Rose for lunch and Varick's nap, and plan to return before his tea time. Dec 20 11:26:27 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:28:52 * Molly sits in a chair by the fire Dec 20 11:29:24 Alice saw the solicitor before she saw the mirror. Heinzharold and Inga witnessed her update Will Dec 20 11:31:40 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:31:54 She was very relieved Dec 20 11:35:27 * Molly nods Dec 20 11:36:22 I am sure it must be very unnerving to not have security for one's child Dec 20 11:37:22 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:37:26 I would imagine so Dec 20 11:39:16 * Molly nods Dec 20 11:39:57 We've known them such little time, yet it seems... I don't know. Like a missing piece of a puzzle has been put in place. Dec 20 11:40:17 * Molly watches the orange and gold flames Dec 20 11:40:25 oh? Dec 20 11:41:03 It's hard to explain really Dec 20 11:42:26 I do wonder though, how Edward will take this. He has been so worried that he is unable to give Mina a child... Dec 20 11:42:43 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:42:52 in truth I am... worried about telling him Dec 20 11:42:59 * Molly nods Dec 20 11:43:22 I can do so, if you prefer Dec 20 11:43:45 No... I should do it Dec 20 11:43:53 Why should you? Dec 20 11:44:23 its my duty, he's my brother... because of how she looks... I suspect he's going to feel guilty, too... Dec 20 11:49:17 * Molly nods Dec 20 11:49:26 I should imagine he will... Dec 20 11:49:32 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:49:50 * Molly watches him Dec 20 11:50:00 Might I make a suggestion? Dec 20 11:52:42 * Morgan nods Dec 20 11:54:50 Tell him that she looks like Jana somewhat after telling him he has a daughter Dec 20 12:04:34 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:04:36 aye Dec 20 12:05:32 He doesn't need to know that part just yet Dec 20 12:07:04 * Molly nods Dec 20 12:07:28 He needs to come to terms with it without that additional issue Dec 20 12:12:33 Agreed Dec 20 12:12:54 Him knowing that immediately wouldn't help, and it'd make him feel worse Dec 20 12:16:42 * Molly sighs "I actually feel for him" Dec 20 12:17:26 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:17:39 it wasn't so long ago I'd relish the pain it will cause him... Dec 20 12:19:21 * Molly nods Dec 20 12:20:01 Indeed. Dec 20 12:20:59 But then you did not know how incredibly guilty he felt Dec 20 12:21:07 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:22:28 I do not know if he will ever be able to have a relationship with her because of it Dec 20 12:26:22 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:26:24 I know Dec 20 12:27:49 * Molly goes back to watching the fire as the rain pours down outside Dec 20 12:28:46 I suppose we can only wait and see Dec 20 12:29:52 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:29:53 indeed Dec 20 12:30:15 * Molly is quiet a little while before shaking it off Dec 20 12:30:42 I wonder if we should have Elsie and James move back in here Dec 20 12:31:50 Probably would be safer Dec 20 12:32:05 * Molly nods Dec 20 12:32:47 I will go and speak to them then, unless you have a need of me? Dec 20 12:35:10 No, its fine blossom Dec 20 12:36:48 * Molly nods, standing up Dec 20 12:37:29 I will be around if you change your mind, my love Dec 20 12:37:41 * Morgan nods Dec 20 12:37:43 alright Dec 20 12:37:59 * Molly gets on a cloak before going next door Dec 20 12:59:52 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 21 15:38:20 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 21 15:39:40 **She comes and goes through the afternoon, fetching and carrying, clearing out the old sheets and putting fresh ones on. Elsie and James come to join them before Varick and the others get back after dusk. The boy is keen to spend time with Morgan which is what they do. It seems quiet without the presence of Alice and Florrie, especially at Varick's bedtime where Morgan has said good night to the girl too. Dec 21 15:39:40 **Varick goes to sleep easily after his story, and then it is the six adults once more for dinner. He and HH leave the wives with Elsie and James for the walk around, only drizzle now, though cold. Dec 21 15:40:26 * HH pulls his collar up, rubbing his gloved hands Dec 21 15:40:54 Enjoy yer day just th' two of you? Dec 21 15:41:06 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 21 15:41:11 mostly it was just dealing with things Dec 21 15:41:50 Inga thought mebbie you'd benefit from it Dec 21 15:42:30 * Morgan nods Dec 21 15:42:36 been a rough day in some respects Dec 21 15:42:45 Elsie? Dec 21 15:43:58 No... I've been having dreams where Jana survived the fire and we came to Avalon... last night before I woke I realised it was a dream. It felt like letting go, then having to say goodbye to Florrie today... Dec 21 15:44:12 * HH winces Dec 21 15:44:19 Bad timing, man Dec 21 15:45:41 * Morgan nods Dec 21 15:45:48 it was difficult... especially when she wanted to stay Dec 21 15:53:37 * HH nods Dec 21 15:54:25 Unnerstandable when they look so sim'lar Dec 21 15:55:18 Inga picked a good day t' give you two time alone then Dec 21 15:57:34 * Morgan nods Dec 21 15:57:35 very Dec 21 16:02:16 Nothin' really beats a bit of babyin' from the wife Dec 21 16:04:07 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:04:14 mostly we just spent some quiet time together Dec 21 16:07:01 I'm lookin' forward to havin' the cottage just to ourselves again Dec 21 16:08:52 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:09:03 aye, we're having Elsie and James back with us Dec 21 16:17:03 * HH grins Dec 21 16:17:05 I know Dec 21 16:18:11 We 'ad Claudia for a bit, then James, then th' pair of them. Now we can play house for a few days Dec 21 16:19:30 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:23:28 * HH pulls something out of his pocket, handing it to Morgan Dec 21 16:23:37 Alice's letter t' Edward Dec 21 16:24:40 * Morgan checks to see if its sealed Dec 21 16:28:20 * HH stops still, looking at Morgan Dec 21 16:28:49 Whatcha looking for? Dec 21 16:29:28 **It is a basic seal in red wax, unbroken Dec 21 16:31:39 Just wondering what it says Dec 21 16:31:44 * Morgan tucks it in his pocket Dec 21 16:33:36 * HH shrugs Dec 21 16:33:52 Me too, but I I wouldn' have opened it Dec 21 16:34:07 No, nor I Dec 21 16:34:39 she tell you what she wanted to see the solicitor for? Dec 21 16:36:19 Nope Dec 21 16:38:06 She asked me to be Florries guardian if anything happens to her Dec 21 16:38:15 she went to change her will Dec 21 16:44:56 That a good idea? Dec 21 16:45:48 I know... but she's family, and the least I can do is make sure she's alright in the future... besides, Alice trusts me with her and thats a rare thing Dec 21 16:49:28 * HH nods Dec 21 16:49:48 We'll help y', if it comes to that. Whatever you need. Dec 21 16:49:57 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:50:09 I know you will... I'm worried about how Edward is going to react Dec 21 16:56:42 Gonna be rough for him Dec 21 16:58:45 * Morgan nods Dec 21 16:58:50 he's going to feel guilty as hell Dec 21 17:06:52 'Bout Jana, or about having an illegitimate child, or about Mina? Dec 21 17:07:48 All of them... though his having a child when he deprived me of the same... I suspect that's going to hurt him a lot Dec 21 17:10:46 * HH nods Dec 21 17:11:07 That'd feel like shit, wouldn't it? Dec 21 17:16:50 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:16:54 absolutely Dec 21 17:18:10 Part o' me thinks it serves him right Dec 21 17:22:02 I thought you might... and not too long ago I'd have agreed. He's laid himself bare, I've seen how much he _hates_ himself for what he did, I've held him as his whole body was wracked with sobs... Dec 21 17:22:36 * HH glances at Morgan as they walk Dec 21 17:22:47 I dunno I could forgive him Dec 21 17:23:52 How can I blame him when its me I can't forgive... Dec 21 17:24:16 Wasn't yer fault, man Dec 21 17:24:55 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 17:26:47 He's fucking lucky. Dec 21 17:27:39 how so? Dec 21 17:33:09 You didn' kill him, you kept it from me and Claudia so we didn', yer Da is letting it go, you're all keepin' it from yer Ma. He gets the girl of his dreams, then he gets a healthy, smart daughter Dec 21 17:34:40 my father is doing what I'm asking of him... there's a deep wound there... Dec 21 17:41:04 In yer Da? Dec 21 17:43:28 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:44:05 He shoulda had a better grip on things, let's be 'onest Dec 21 17:44:17 * Morgan nods Dec 21 17:44:45 Even so... Dec 21 17:46:06 Even so what? Dec 21 17:46:29 He's lost a grandchild... Dec 21 17:47:07 * HH nods Dec 21 17:47:31 An' he's about to gain one that looks almost identical Dec 21 17:48:45 maybe Dec 21 17:52:58 You forgiven yer Da too? Dec 21 17:53:35 Aye, I suppose so Dec 21 17:53:57 Think y' might forgive yerself sometime? Dec 21 17:55:35 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 17:55:37 maybe Dec 21 17:56:39 I think y' should Dec 21 17:56:51 I'm working on it Dec 21 17:59:33 * HH nods Dec 21 18:00:09 Can't be a very high chance of getting Alice with child just on one night Dec 21 18:01:08 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 18:01:11 only takes once Dec 21 18:02:32 Spose so. Dec 21 18:03:03 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:03:10 bit cruel though Dec 21 18:03:29 Howdya mean? Dec 21 18:05:00 of life... she was conceived when he was there getting his nose fixed... its like a cruel joke Dec 21 18:07:26 Like he's been somehow rewarded Dec 21 18:17:23 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 21 18:32:58 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 21 18:33:03 [18:02] (HH) Like he's been somehow rewarded Dec 21 18:33:22 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 21 18:33:26 No, I don't think so Dec 21 18:35:08 Whatcha mean then? Dec 21 18:36:43 I think its a cruel joke on all of us. He gets a daughter who looks just like the one he had taken from me. I get to watch how Jana probably would've grown Dec 21 18:37:26 * HH nods Dec 21 18:38:03 Mebbie it ackshully gives him chance to do better, to atone Dec 21 18:38:12 maybe Dec 21 18:38:30 or he'll be haunted by how she looks... and having magic... Dec 21 18:39:07 If he shuns her, you'll beat some sense into 'im? Dec 21 18:40:33 I don't know what I'll do... Dec 21 18:43:47 Gonna hurt you if he does? Dec 21 18:45:00 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 18:45:12 I don't know... I'm more concerned with Florrie Dec 21 18:45:30 Feeling protective? Dec 21 18:47:03 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:47:27 realistically, though, you saw how I treated that boy with the flowers... Dec 21 18:47:36 * HH nods Dec 21 18:48:00 Part of who y' are. Dec 21 18:48:26 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:48:44 I'm not the same as when you knew me before... there's a reason the people here are scared of me Dec 21 18:49:15 Thought it was jus' yer face to be honest Dec 21 18:50:04 No Dec 21 18:50:28 Gonna be tough leaving 'er Grace alone? Dec 21 18:52:59 * Morgan nods Dec 21 18:53:11 aye... I was surprisingly upset when I handed the estates keys back Dec 21 18:56:08 * HH nods Dec 21 18:56:32 I can see why livin' here with Molly woulda suited you Dec 21 18:59:00 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:01:51 Not planning to stay long after it's done with Elsie? Dec 21 19:02:06 I doubt it. I suspect its going to be too painful Dec 21 19:04:18 * HH nods Dec 21 19:04:32 Which of you need th' most watching? Dec 21 19:04:39 Molly Dec 21 19:07:30 * HH nods Dec 21 19:07:40 Flight risk? Dec 21 19:08:29 I... don't think so, but... she's already distraught worrying about it Dec 21 19:08:49 Lots o' pressure in her to fix it Dec 21 19:09:13 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:09:21 Varick didn't help in that regard either Dec 21 19:09:29 Whysat? Dec 21 19:09:55 begging her to save Elsie Dec 21 19:16:04 Damn. That's gonna be hard to live up to Dec 21 19:16:16 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:16:18 aye Dec 21 19:19:28 We wouldn't all be looking to her t' sort it if it wasn' for the magic. Must feel heavy Dec 21 19:19:53 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:22:52 Anything we can do f' her in the next few days? Dec 21 19:23:08 Just support her as much as we can Dec 21 19:26:17 * HH nods Dec 21 19:26:34 That's what we'll do then Dec 21 19:27:30 * Morgan nods Dec 21 19:31:04 * HH doesn't bring up much else on the walk around. The downstairs is lit in the little cottage, it reminds him of the night he came back from a week's trip to Londinium, knowing Molly was waiting for him there Dec 21 19:32:53 * Morgan smiles slightly,, going inside Dec 21 19:33:57 * HH says goodnight before going into the small one. Morgan's new cottage is not lit downstairs at all Dec 21 19:34:23 * Morgan makes his way up to the bedroom Dec 21 19:34:53 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 21 19:35:08 * Molly has obviously fallen asleep reading Dec 21 19:35:49 * Morgan puts her book away before getting undressed and into bed gently Dec 21 19:41:30 * Molly moves closer to him but doesnt really wake Dec 21 19:42:05 * Morgan settles down to sleep Dec 21 19:45:39 **He starts to dream. It is January, 1672. It is snowing hard in this part of the north of Avalon. He is making his way from Durham to his home at Foxcroft where he has lived with his uncle for almost 4 years. He decided when word of Yensid reached him in Avebury that going to his uncle would keep the Eisen family at arm's length whilst buying him some peace and stability. Dec 21 19:45:39 **These four years, and his uncle's support, have allowed him to heal quite a lot, and even to contact Adalbrecht to relinquish his Veisgraf title, instead opting to be the future lord of Catterick. The work he has done there to improve the lives of the poor has given him purpose and satisfaction, a job he knows Dietlinde would have been proud of him for. Dec 21 19:45:39 **It is only fifteen miles but his gamble of setting off through six inches of settled snow has not paid off. It has been slow-going, and with five miles to go the afternoon is already very dark. His horse is getting fed up, and Morgan himself is grumpily covered in snow too. Dec 21 19:46:06 **the snow is pushing three feet now, it's become dangerous to go on, and the blizzard continues** Dec 21 19:46:45 * Morgan swears Dec 21 19:49:06 * Morgan looks around for somewhere to shelter Dec 21 19:51:15 **he spots a small cottage off the track, covered in white. The lit window has candles in it, almost like a lighthouse in an ocean of snow, and is reminiscent of the Fischler flag. There's nothing else in this grey, freezing world. Dec 21 19:52:42 * Morgan urges his horse towards it Dec 21 19:55:56 **The path has been shovelled fairly recently. On closer inspection there is a stable attached to the cottage Dec 21 19:57:40 * Morgan makes for the door, knocking hard Dec 21 20:00:55 **The young woman opens the door, and warm air rushes out of the little cottage. It smells like beef stew and Blackberry crumble. She has dark red hair, simply dressed. He's never seen her before** Dec 21 20:06:24 You look half-frozen, dya want to come in? **her slight accent is not Durham, but still somehow rural* Dec 21 20:07:21 Would you mind? I don't want to impose, but if I try to make that beast walk another step, he'd trample me Dec 21 20:07:31 * Molly smiles Dec 21 20:08:03 Not at all. Pop the lad in the stable, it gets good heat off the back o' the chimney Dec 21 20:08:50 * Morgan nods, doing that Dec 21 20:09:27 * Molly calls to him "let yerself in when you're done, keep the heat in" Dec 21 20:10:00 * Morgan ties the horse in the stable before heading inside as she's instructed Dec 21 20:12:35 * Molly is putting more wood on the fire. The cottage is small, very warm, but not homely. There's no knickknacks. There is a cloak stand and a pair of boots drying on a towel beneath it Dec 21 20:12:59 I wouldn' think it'll be safe to travel on tonight Dec 21 20:13:14 I was reaching much the same conclusion Dec 21 20:14:57 * Molly offers to take his coat. She's younger than him, maybe twenty one or twenty two. She wears a gold wedding ring, and holds out both hands to take his coat Dec 21 20:16:02 * Morgan shrugs out of it, thanking her Dec 21 20:19:32 * Molly hangs it Dec 21 20:20:01 Your feet will thank you for being rid o' your boots too Dec 21 20:20:25 * Morgan takes them off Dec 21 20:20:33 I wouldn't wish to track snow all over your floor Dec 21 20:22:50 * Molly laughs Dec 21 20:23:21 I wouldn' worry, I've done that a few times today. Let me get you a blanket an' some tea Dec 21 20:23:39 **There are two chairs by the fire Dec 21 20:24:33 I don't wish to impose Dec 21 20:25:41 * Molly shakes her head Dec 21 20:26:17 It is no imposition at all. It will be nice to have some company whilst being snowed in Dec 21 20:28:26 * Molly directs him to a chair, first bringing him a towel for his face and hair, and then a blanket before going to sort the tea Dec 21 20:28:55 * Morgan looks around again Dec 21 20:30:32 Honey? Dec 21 20:31:25 **It looks like she has either newly moved in, or has very few possessions, but it is very clean and neat** Dec 21 20:31:58 **there's a door at the end of the room, and no stairs** Dec 21 20:34:51 No, thank you Dec 21 20:35:04 There's scotch I can put in it, if you prefer? Dec 21 20:36:12 No, as it is will be fine Dec 21 20:38:50 * Molly nods. Theres a clanging of a pot and the smell of beef stew intensifies Dec 21 20:40:33 * Molly brings two cups to near the fire, handing him one, then taking the other chair. The fire crackles Dec 21 20:40:47 * Morgan sips it Dec 21 20:40:53 You have lived here long? Dec 21 20:41:09 Only three weeks so far Dec 21 20:42:44 your husband? Dec 21 20:43:00 * Molly sips her tea slowly Dec 21 20:43:29 My husband died fourteen months ago today Dec 21 20:44:32 I'm sorry Dec 21 20:44:46 * Molly nods Dec 21 20:44:52 Thank you Dec 21 20:45:48 * Molly looks at him Dec 21 20:45:56 Do you live locally? Dec 21 20:46:21 Catterick Dec 21 20:47:01 Not too far, but far enough on a night like this. Will your family be worriyin' about you? Dec 21 20:49:54 I wouldn't think so... they'd expect me to be smart enough to not travel in this sort of weather... Dec 21 20:51:21 * Molly smiles Dec 21 20:51:46 Do you have a big family? Dec 21 20:53:28 I used to... I'm... estranged, I suppose, from my parents and brother, and my wife and daughter died a few years ago... so I suppose its just me and my uncle Dec 21 20:53:58 I am sorry, that sounds hard Dec 21 20:54:05 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:54:14 we've got a lot of people to care for though Dec 21 20:54:55 That helps sometimes, doesn't it? Dec 21 20:55:38 most of the time aye Dec 21 20:55:47 * Molly nods Dec 21 20:56:25 I did a lot o' charity work in my year of mournin' whilst I was waiting for my dowry to be released Dec 21 20:56:45 * Morgan nods Dec 21 20:56:54 mine isn't charity work as such Dec 21 20:57:07 No? Dec 21 20:57:37 Its... duty, I suppose Dec 21 20:57:54 * Molly sips her tea Dec 21 20:58:26 Like a callin'? Are you a churchman then? Dec 21 20:58:45 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 21 20:59:02 how well d'you know the area, who owns what... Dec 21 21:00:17 Barely at all. My cousin is married to the Estates Manager at Coleraine, so I know the family there, an' my aunt has connections to the family at Durham Dec 21 21:00:44 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:00:48 I see... Dec 21 21:04:33 That is your duty? You're the Lord of Catterick? Dec 21 21:05:19 I will be... Dec 21 21:05:32 * Molly nods Dec 21 21:06:09 I'm Molly, Molly Dagget. *she offers her hand to him* Dec 21 21:06:43 * Morgan shakes it Dec 21 21:06:44 Morgan Dec 21 21:07:11 * Molly smiles. Her hand is small and very warm in his Dec 21 21:07:19 A beautiful name Dec 21 21:07:44 My mother thought so... I'm Eisen by birth, but my mother is from Catterick, so I got an Avalonian name Dec 21 21:07:55 * Molly looks surprised Dec 21 21:08:02 You do not sound Eisen Dec 21 21:10:16 I can... mind you, I can sound like I'm from just about anywhere... I put it down to my mother teaching me Avalonian at the same time as Eisen Dec 21 21:10:33 * Molly smiles Dec 21 21:11:08 My father dislikes accents, he says they sound too common Dec 21 21:11:43 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Dec 21 21:12:06 He's not been around nobility enough then... that stilted way of talking _is_ their accent Dec 21 21:13:03 My Father forgets that he is really just a common farmer, as was his father, and my mother's family is even commoner than that. He got made a gentleman just after I married John Dec 21 21:14:00 a social climber? Dec 21 21:14:19 * Molly 's eyes sparkle, smiling Dec 21 21:15:01 A _dreadful_ social climber. Myself and my brothers had our marriages chosen for us for his advancement Dec 21 21:17:15 * Morgan stays carefully neutral Dec 21 21:17:38 * Molly watches him Dec 21 21:18:40 I should check the food **She puts her tea on the arm of the chair, walking past him** Dec 21 21:18:57 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Dec 21 21:19:27 * Molly makes an Mmhmm sound before saying Dec 21 21:20:10 I'd have made something a bit fancier if I'da known I'd have company Dec 21 21:20:31 I don't do fancy Dec 21 21:20:51 But you're a noble Dec 21 21:24:10 * Morgan shrugs Dec 21 21:24:25 more than you know, but thats nothing more than luck of birth Dec 21 21:26:14 Isn't much in life luck, really? **She starts to dish up the food* Dec 21 21:27:20 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:27:23 apparently so Dec 21 21:27:55 Not much of a comfort if you're prone to bad luck, mind you! Dec 21 21:29:19 No... Dec 21 21:29:56 It runs in my family, 'pparently. Dec 21 21:30:08 oh? Dec 21 21:30:57 Forrester luck, they call it in town. Accidents, problems during births, investments goin' wrong Dec 21 21:31:25 Not this town, the one I grew up in down in the south west. Dec 21 21:31:49 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:31:55 I could tell the accent wasn't a local one Dec 21 21:32:26 * Molly pulls a small table in front of him Dec 21 21:32:53 My mother was born in Durham though, little house down on the docks. She an' my aunt are twins Dec 21 21:33:06 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:34:41 * Molly comes back again with ale, stew and bread before settling on her chair to eat on her lap Dec 21 21:34:54 Runs in families, havin' twins Dec 21 21:36:01 so I'm told Dec 21 21:37:49 I... *she pulls a little of her bread apart* I had a little boy, back in sixty-nine. Thomas. Dec 21 21:42:22 had... Dec 21 21:43:52 * Molly nods Dec 21 21:44:14 Something went wrong during his birth, an' he did not survive Dec 21 21:44:23 * Morgan nods Dec 21 21:44:27 I'm sorry to hear that Dec 21 21:44:39 * Molly nods Dec 21 21:45:13 I know. Dec 21 21:48:38 * Molly eats some food, the wind outside flinging more snow at the cottage whilst the burning logs keep the interior pleasant and warm. Dec 21 21:49:10 * Morgan starts eating Dec 21 21:53:35 **The food is basically but very good. She seems in no rush, nor bothered by the long silence as they eat, but as soon as he is finished she offers him Blackberry crumble** Dec 21 21:54:59 please... Dec 21 21:56:44 * Molly does this, checking everything is right, and generally taking the time to see that he is happy and comfortable before cleaning up. She seems to enjoy the caretaking Dec 21 21:57:29 * Morgan stands, stretching, back making popping noises Dec 21 21:58:11 * Molly glances over Dec 21 21:58:27 Evenin primrose oil would help that Dec 21 21:58:41 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 21 21:58:53 Been this way for a bit long to have much hope of it ever changing Dec 21 22:00:04 Slept on bare ground a lot, or chopped a lot of trees down without warmin' up? Dec 21 22:00:32 Bare ground... there was a war and I... I was busy. Dec 21 22:00:48 * Molly nods Dec 21 22:01:05 You look like a man whose good in a fight Dec 21 22:02:30 well enough, at least Dec 21 22:02:41 * Molly smiles a little Dec 21 22:02:50 Well enough t' survive it Dec 21 22:03:21 * Morgan nods Dec 21 22:03:41 * Molly dries off her hands Dec 21 22:04:01 Can I ask... was that how you lost your wife and daughter? Dec 21 22:04:18 No... there was a fire, after the war Dec 21 22:04:26 * Molly nods Dec 21 22:05:10 I'd say I am sorry... but we all say that, don't we, even though we know it doesn't change anything Dec 21 22:05:17 * Morgan nods Dec 21 22:06:15 * Molly watches him a moment before sitting back in her chair Dec 21 22:06:45 John died in an accident too Dec 21 22:09:45 * Morgan looks neutral again Dec 21 22:09:46 oh? Dec 21 22:15:00 He was a farmer. He was butchering a pig. He must have slipped on some ice, weather was cold and snowy then too. He tried to get home... **she picks up the cup, swirling the tea** the coroner said it was most likely he froze to death, combination of being facedown in the snow and so much blood loss... Dec 21 22:15:22 * Morgan nods Dec 21 22:15:41 * Molly sips her tea Dec 21 22:17:18 I didn' think to check on him. He hadn' come in for lunch, but that's how 'tis on a farm sometimes, you get busy... With hindsight, I wonder if maybe he'd been callin' me but I was just tok far Dec 21 22:17:22 Too* Dec 21 22:17:38 No way to know Dec 21 22:17:48 * Molly shakes her head Dec 21 22:22:52 No. I've just had to accept it as it is. Maybe even if I'd been there I couldn' have done anything for him Dec 21 22:23:06 quite possibly Dec 21 22:24:28 * Molly nods, taking a minute to finish her tea, and a long silence develops Dec 21 22:28:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 21 23:08:16 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 21 23:17:02 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 22 12:58:14 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Wed Dec 22 12:58:14 2021 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Wed Dec 22 12:58:26 2021 Dec 22 12:58:26 * Now talking on #7thsea Dec 22 17:28:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 22 18:17:00 He was a farmer. He was butchering a pig. He must have slipped on some ice, weather was cold and snowy then too. He tried to get home... **she picks up the cup, swirling the tea** the coroner said it was most likely he froze to death, combination of being facedown in the snow and so much blood loss... Dec 22 18:17:00 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:17:00 * Molly sips her tea Dec 22 18:17:00 I didn' think to check on him. He hadn' come in for lunch, but that's how 'tis on a farm sometimes, you get busy... With hindsight, I wonder if maybe he'd been callin' me but I was just tok far Dec 22 18:17:04 Too* Dec 22 18:17:06 No way to know Dec 22 18:17:08 * Molly shakes her head Dec 22 18:17:10 No. I've just had to accept it as it is. Maybe even if I'd been there I couldn' have done anything for him Dec 22 18:17:13 quite possibly Dec 22 18:17:15 * Molly nods, taking a minute to finish her tea, and a long silence develops Dec 22 18:17:45 Have you lived in Catterick long? Dec 22 18:18:02 A few years, not many Dec 22 18:18:45 * Molly nods Dec 22 18:18:52 Do you like it here? Dec 22 18:18:57 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:19:01 I do... Dec 22 18:20:15 * Molly nods Dec 22 18:20:45 Me too. There's more woodland than where I'm from, which is mostly farm land Dec 22 18:21:21 there's a lot of woodland where I'm from... can't say I'm keen on it Dec 22 18:22:09 * Molly looks interested Dec 22 18:23:21 I like the woods. It's peaceful, there's birds and squirrels an' things. When it's spring again, I look forward to sitting 'neath the trees and reading Dec 22 18:24:19 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:28:04 Do you like to read? Dec 22 18:29:33 when I have chance, I've been known to... though normally I'm too busy Dec 22 18:29:52 *she nods* I love to read. I started learning when I got married, my father did not permit his womenfolk to learn. Dec 22 18:30:26 * Morgan frowns briefly Dec 22 18:32:29 * Molly smiles Dec 22 18:34:11 My husband was a good man, very generous, an' we had an agreement. He would get me a tutor, but it was on the condition I would use my reading to help him with the boring written tasks of running a farm as well as for frivolity Dec 22 18:36:18 sounds like a good idea... gets you into the details of running the farm, too Dec 22 18:36:25 * Molly nods Dec 22 18:36:56 That was what we had planned Dec 22 18:37:17 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:37:55 * Molly smiles "Now I read almost entirely for frivolity, though I have to say I find Shakespeare tedious" Dec 22 18:40:42 I found some of his work to be a bit salacious for me Dec 22 18:40:57 * Molly laughs softly Dec 22 18:42:22 Yes, though I must say Marlowe, whose work I prefer, is also somewhat scandalous at times, but it isn't hidden by clever sneaky wordplay, it's more truthful but sweeter Dec 22 18:42:40 cant say I've read his work Dec 22 18:42:54 * Molly looks surprised Dec 22 18:43:38 It's popular, lots of romance based on the old Vodacce heroes of old Dec 22 18:44:00 * Morgan shrugs Dec 22 18:44:06 never been keen on the Vodacce Dec 22 18:44:14 * Molly nods Dec 22 18:44:20 I've not met any Dec 22 18:45:05 Seen a peacock? Dec 22 18:45:18 * Molly shakes her head Dec 22 18:45:29 I know they're birds... Dec 22 18:45:52 big flashy things, colourful feathers, all arrogance and no substance... Dec 22 18:45:59 * Molly smiles Dec 22 18:46:08 The Vodacce are similar? Dec 22 18:46:32 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:46:48 basically useless unless its to make overly complicated clothes Dec 22 18:48:11 I've never really seen much fancy. Tawstock, where I'm from, it's simple folks with simple tastes Dec 22 18:48:49 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:48:51 sounds nice Dec 22 18:48:57 * Molly sips the tea, watching the fire Dec 22 18:49:06 Yes... it is, I suppose Dec 22 18:51:19 But everyone knows everyone else's business, an' you grow up and old with the same folks who knew you from childhood. There's no way to find _yourself_ when everyone's found you already Dec 22 18:55:42 I can relate to that Dec 22 18:59:05 **she nods* I am still finding my feet alone. I have been alone but around people for months. Do you understand that too? Dec 22 18:59:19 * Morgan nods Dec 22 18:59:26 alone in a crowd Dec 22 18:59:43 * Molly nods "I think you can be incredibly lonely in company, an' not at all lonely in solitude." Dec 22 19:00:34 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:01:08 **she sips the tea* I went from being someone's daughter to being someone's wife. Now I am a widow, I wish to be my own friend, and to get to know who I am. Dec 22 19:02:37 it can be difficult to say the least Dec 22 19:02:53 * Molly nods Dec 22 19:02:59 I am alright, certainly better than I was last winter. The grief comes and goes, but the love stays. Dec 22 19:03:55 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:03:57 indeed Dec 22 19:05:48 What is grief, really? It is love that we feel just as intensely but cannot give to those we've lost. At first it's like it gets stuck inside your chest an' hurts. But then it lessens. It has to, or it'll destroy you. Dec 22 19:06:37 * Morgan tilts his head Dec 22 19:06:43 I've never heard it put like that Dec 22 19:08:14 * Molly sips her tea "sorry, I'm prattlin' on, preachin' to the choir" Dec 22 19:09:20 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his tea Dec 22 19:09:29 It makes a change to meet someone who understands Dec 22 19:11:42 * Molly nods Dec 22 19:12:46 There were a few in Tawstock, but they were mostly older women, or ones with a bushel of children to raise. There was still _something_ left... Dec 22 19:13:21 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:13:57 I miss him every day. What I miss most is the touch though. I miss how he'd catch my hand as I passed an' squeeze it, or how his arm would come round me if we sat by the fire or steadying me over uneven ground. It's the absence of that that really strikes me, really reminds me of being alone. Don't really notice it til it's gone. Dec 22 19:14:25 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 22 19:17:08 Even having family and friends, hugging them, it's so fleetin'. *she finishes the cup of tea* Another? I'll be havin' scotch, if you want some Dec 22 19:18:57 * Morgan sighs Dec 22 19:18:59 please Dec 22 19:19:08 * Molly looks rueful Dec 22 19:19:19 Sorry, I've distressed you Dec 22 19:21:08 No, its fine... I just try not to think about it Dec 22 19:23:22 * Molly gets up, rinsing the cups before putting large measures of scotch into each then handing him one Dec 22 19:23:55 thank you Dec 22 19:23:58 Does that help, dya think? Dec 22 19:24:07 not thinking about it? Dec 22 19:25:06 * Molly picks up a blanket before sitting. She wraps it very tightly so it applies pressure to her upper arms then around her waist Dec 22 19:25:07 Aye Dec 22 19:27:16 No, I doubt it Dec 22 19:28:45 * Molly nods, sipping her scotch Dec 22 19:30:57 **she's quiet a few moments. The snow briefly turns to hail** Dec 22 19:31:21 Sounds dreadful out there Dec 22 19:32:33 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:32:39 it wasn't very nice Dec 22 19:35:01 Very fortunate you found me Dec 22 19:35:07 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:35:09 very Dec 22 19:35:14 * Molly sips the scotch again, savouring it Dec 22 19:35:14 Would you tell me about yerself? Dec 22 19:35:26 what do you want to know? Dec 22 19:35:46 **the dawn watch chimes once, and he realises he is dreaming** Dec 22 19:36:05 What are your hopes for the future? Dec 22 19:37:43 just to do the best I can for the people in my care Dec 22 19:38:08 * Molly nods Dec 22 19:38:28 That sounds like a very decent hope Dec 22 19:39:57 I try Dec 22 19:41:04 * Molly sips her scotch, watching the flames once more. The watch chimes three times now Dec 22 19:41:38 * Morgan tries to wake up Dec 22 19:42:18 **he awakens, and the room is very cold. The only thing warm is Molly's soft bottom against his groin** Dec 22 19:44:58 * Morgan glances towards the fire Dec 22 19:47:40 **It lights how he wants it. She stirs a little at the sudden light Dec 22 19:48:49 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed Dec 22 19:49:54 * Molly turns over, blinking Dec 22 19:50:27 What's wrong? Dec 22 19:50:48 Nothing blossom Dec 22 19:51:34 * Molly sits up Dec 22 19:51:42 Gosh it's cold! Dec 22 19:51:55 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:51:59 Yes... yes it is Dec 22 19:52:16 Is it nearly dawn already? Dec 22 19:52:23 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:52:46 * Molly sighs Dec 22 19:52:51 Alright Dec 22 19:54:06 Liebes herz? Dec 22 19:54:16 * Molly frowns a little Dec 22 19:55:05 yes blossom? Dec 22 19:55:38 Have you ever been to die Eider river? Dec 22 19:57:01 **This river runs from the water around the bay of the Insel island east through Posen to Ludwig where an Objectionist military academy is** Dec 22 19:57:11 * Morgan nods Dec 22 19:57:59 What can you tell me about it? Dec 22 19:58:34 Runs through Posen to Ludwig Dec 22 19:58:39 why blossom? Dec 22 19:58:49 A dream Dec 22 19:58:54 go on Dec 22 19:59:12 You will not like it... Dec 22 20:00:23 * Morgan shrugs Dec 22 20:00:55 It was summer, and I was in a little rowing boat on a river. Seb was teaching me to fish, and larking around... *she watches his expression* Dec 22 20:01:25 * Morgan nods, doing up his buttons Dec 22 20:01:56 He lost his favourite hat into the water. It started to sink beneath the surface, so I cast my hook for it. He told me there was no way I could manage to get it, but when we pulled it in, I had caught the hat, and inside it was a minnow. Dec 22 20:02:21 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:03:20 That was how he came up with the nickname. I tipped the fish out, removed the hook, and set the sopping wet hat on his head… That's pretty much when you woke me. We were on die Eider Dec 22 20:04:19 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:06:05 * Molly nods too, then says Dec 22 20:06:23 I will have some hot breakfast ready for when you return Dec 22 20:06:37 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:06:39 alright blossom Dec 22 20:08:14 * Molly watches the fire as he finishes dressing. Downstairs HH has already made coffee and is sat at Morgan's kitchen table. Dec 22 20:08:19 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 22 20:08:24 Mornin' Dec 22 20:09:14 * Morgan nods, pouring a drink Dec 22 20:09:48 It's snowed Dec 22 20:09:57 Unusual here... Dec 22 20:10:07 * HH shrugs Dec 22 20:10:45 Seems to 'ave stopped for now, but I reck'n we'll get a few more inches today Dec 22 20:11:18 peculiar, I dreamed about snow Dec 22 20:11:58 Mebbie yer brain realising it was cold? Dec 22 20:12:18 Maybe Dec 22 20:12:36 * HH gulps the coffee Dec 22 20:12:40 Nightmare? Dec 22 20:13:10 No... Dec 22 20:13:45 * HH grins Dec 22 20:13:56 Bubbies don't like snow Dec 22 20:14:08 No, I would imagine not Dec 22 20:14:41 Anything we need t' worry about? Dec 22 20:15:33 No... it sort of helped me understand grief a bit better Dec 22 20:16:05 Sounds interestin'. We staying in, or bravin' the cold Dec 22 20:16:20 You can stay in if you want. I'm heading out Dec 22 20:17:23 Stay in an' look like I'm les brave than you? No thanks **he tops up his coffee and grabs a cloak and hat** Dec 22 20:20:40 * Morgan does the same before heading out Dec 22 20:20:59 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 22 20:21:55 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 22 20:22:05 [20:11] (HH) Stay in an' look like I'm les brave than you? No thanks **he tops up his coffee and grabs a cloak and hat** Dec 22 20:22:10 * Morgan does the same before heading out Dec 22 20:22:52 **there's six settled inches, and the clouds look heavy still Dec 22 20:23:19 thats definitely going to snow again Dec 22 20:23:33 **he nods** Gonna have one happy boy today Dec 22 20:23:59 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:24:03 I suspect he'll go wild Dec 22 20:24:13 * HH nods Dec 22 20:24:58 Not ideal if yer hoping to get a midwife or doctor up for Elsie Dec 22 20:25:21 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:25:33 We'll have to keep an eye on it Dec 22 20:25:44 * HH nods Dec 22 20:25:56 Bad time t' have an emergency Dec 22 20:26:05 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:26:43 * HH almost slips as they get off the grass onto the path Dec 22 20:27:00 Whoa! Watch yerself, it's icy too Dec 22 20:27:30 thats a surprise Dec 22 20:27:59 * HH nods Dec 22 20:28:26 Coulda cracked my head open, you coulda seen how huge my brain is Dec 22 20:28:46 made of cake Dec 22 20:29:48 * HH laughs. They get safely to the rose garden. Lower Tawstock and the farms out behind it for miles are all covered in snow Dec 22 20:31:01 Go on then, tell me about yer dream Dec 22 20:32:01 I'd left, as really happened but when Yensid got close, I went to Catterick... spent four years slowly healing, gave up the Veisgraf title... was going to be Lord of Catterick eventually. Dec 22 20:32:21 * HH nods Dec 22 20:32:28 Not a bad idea, that Dec 22 20:32:34 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:33:23 was heading back there and it snowed, hard... took shelter at the only building I could find and it was Molly, widowed... she'd been married to John Daggett, and moved away after he died, back towards Durham Dec 22 20:34:03 Huh. What happened to Dagget? Dec 22 20:34:59 was butchering a pig, slipped and smacked his dead. Died in the cold. Dec 22 20:35:24 * HH nods Dec 22 20:35:33 Then what? Dec 22 20:36:07 Talked about how grief seems to be the love you had to give but couldn't... how its the little things you struggle to adapt to most Dec 22 20:36:31 * HH nods slowly Dec 22 20:37:02 Makes a lotta sense. You got a bit wiser in the future then? Dec 22 20:38:27 Was Molly came up with that Dec 22 20:38:52 * HH nods, watching the Valley Dec 22 20:39:06 Whatcha reckon? Dec 22 20:40:32 makes sense Dec 22 20:42:29 Think mebbie it's yer mind working on it all in yer sleep? Dec 22 20:42:36 could be Dec 22 20:42:56 * HH nods, drinking the coffee Dec 22 20:43:04 What's Molly said? Dec 22 20:43:19 haven't told her yet Dec 22 20:43:27 * HH nods Dec 22 20:43:53 Four years there, not here... spring '72? Dec 22 20:44:16 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:44:47 How long'd she been a widow? Dec 22 20:45:09 a year Dec 22 20:45:22 But snowing? Dec 22 20:46:01 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:46:24 ((It was mid Jan '72, she'd been widowed exactly 14 months)) Dec 22 20:47:00 fourteen months, sorry Dec 22 20:50:07 * HH nods slowly Dec 22 20:50:29 Lookin' pretty snowy over at Goodleigh from here Dec 22 20:51:39 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:52:02 what're you thinking? Dec 22 20:52:16 Any chance this is like th' Love's Requiem? Dec 22 20:52:49 * Morgan looks skeptical Dec 22 20:53:05 Loves requiem was as we are, actually there... Dec 22 20:53:23 * HH nods Dec 22 20:53:52 Guess so. You have these dreams a lot, you an' Molly meeting in a diff'rent way? Dec 22 20:54:17 * Morgan nods Dec 22 20:55:17 Prob'ly means nothing then Dec 22 20:55:33 should check though... I'd feel awful if I'm wrong Dec 22 20:55:47 * HH nods Dec 22 20:56:15 Spose I'll get myself a shovel and an 'orse then Dec 22 20:57:30 I'd go but... Dec 22 20:57:42 though, we'll get Molly to check Elsie then decide Dec 22 21:02:30 * HH nods Dec 22 21:02:59 I'll go. You enjoy yer time playing with Varick in the snow Dec 22 21:03:57 Be careful Dec 22 21:06:40 * HH nods Dec 22 21:06:57 I'll say g'bye to my wife and be on my way Dec 22 21:10:07 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:10:09 thank you Dec 22 21:12:03 * HH heads back to the cottages, leaving Morgan to the cold dawn Dec 22 21:12:36 * Morgan finishes his coffee before heading back to the cottage Dec 22 21:15:17 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 22 21:15:58 * Molly has the fire going in the kitchen as well as breakfast cooking. The heat hits him as he opens the door Dec 22 21:16:27 * Morgan stamps the snow off his boots before going to sit at the table Dec 22 21:20:22 * Molly brings him food Dec 22 21:20:36 I cannot recall the last time I saw snow here Dec 22 21:21:17 Wasn't too long before we left... Dec 22 21:22:06 Elsie is well but they are going to have breakfast in bed Dec 22 21:22:27 * Molly goes back to cooking Dec 22 21:22:50 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:23:02 Are you alright? Dec 22 21:23:09 * Molly nods Dec 22 21:23:18 Yes, are you? Dec 22 21:24:04 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:24:10 you seem a little... wary Dec 22 21:24:37 I was thinking, that's all Dec 22 21:25:32 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:25:59 Why would I be wary? Dec 22 21:26:11 I wondered if you were still thinking about your dream Dec 22 21:27:46 * Molly shakes her head Dec 22 21:28:00 No, my love. I wasn't thinking of him at all Dec 22 21:28:33 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:28:52 * Molly adds plates of food and coffee cups to a tray Dec 22 21:29:01 _You_ are thinking of him? Dec 22 21:29:35 I was thinking perhaps you thought I was displeased by your dream Dec 22 21:29:43 * Molly shrugs Dec 22 21:29:54 I would not blame you for it Dec 22 21:31:41 No... there's an academy on that river Dec 22 21:34:04 Oh... I don't recall anything about that. *she takes the tray* I will be right back **she's gone barely at all before she is sat across from him with her own breakfast** Dec 22 21:35:28 It is a shame Kit has gone. That might be the one he and his cousins went to? Dec 22 21:35:55 possibly Dec 22 21:36:36 We were quite rural, from what I can recall Dec 22 21:37:50 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:39:15 * Molly drinks some coffee Dec 22 21:39:42 But you are not troubled? Dec 22 21:40:10 Not particularly, no Dec 22 21:42:04 * Molly nods, eating a little while Dec 22 21:42:11 How was your night? Dec 22 21:43:06 I've had worse Dec 22 21:44:53 * Molly nods Dec 22 21:45:22 That is good. **she says nonchalantly** Heinzharold seemed in a rush Dec 22 21:46:09 I had a dream that you'd married John Daggett, but was widowed... we were a little concerned it was another example of the loves requiem issue, so he's gone to check on him Dec 22 21:46:28 * Molly frowns deeply Dec 22 21:46:34 What happened to John? Dec 22 21:46:59 accident while butchering a pig Dec 22 21:47:52 That sounds like something I would be better suited to aiding with than just making breakfast Dec 22 21:48:16 Yes, but... If something should happen with Elsie... Dec 22 21:48:34 * Molly nods a little Dec 22 21:48:38 I suppose so Dec 22 21:49:34 Do you think it is likely that John is truly in danger? Dec 22 21:49:59 I doubt it Dec 22 21:50:08 * Molly nods, looking relieved Dec 22 21:50:10 Good Dec 22 21:50:15 it was niggling at us, thats all Dec 22 21:50:26 * Molly nods Dec 22 21:50:51 Perhaps the dream was a path rather than a warning? Dec 22 21:54:27 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:54:29 I think so Dec 22 21:54:54 Had we been happy, John and I? Dec 22 21:55:15 * Morgan nods Dec 22 21:55:59 * Molly nods as well, but asks no more Dec 22 22:00:51 **Several minutes pass when she says* I wonder whether Catherine has any sleds. I know you enjoy that, and I would imagine Varick would too. Dec 22 22:01:36 She does.... they're in the attic Dec 22 22:02:46 * Molly smiles Dec 22 22:03:12 Wonderful. I will go over and see they are brought down then Dec 22 22:04:12 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:04:38 Varick will definitely enjoy it I'd say Dec 22 22:04:44 Perhaps Her Grace will join us. Elsie should stay indoors though, with the baby due tomorrow Dec 22 22:06:16 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:06:17 I agree Dec 22 22:08:00 * Molly stands up, passing by him on the way towards her cloak Dec 22 22:08:27 * Morgan finishes his breakfast Dec 22 22:11:48 * Molly gets wrapped up for the cold Dec 22 22:12:02 I will be back in a little while Dec 22 22:12:54 alright my love Dec 22 22:13:26 * Molly nods, gently closing the door behind her. This leaves him ten minutes all alone Dec 22 22:16:08 * Morgan relaxes in the kitchen Dec 22 22:16:22 **There's a clattering of an excited child from upstairs** Papa!! Dec 22 22:16:32 * Molly is now known as Varick Dec 22 22:18:14 Down here Dec 22 22:19:45 * Varick comes running down Dec 22 22:19:50 It's snowing! Dec 22 22:21:08 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:21:20 your mama has gone to get the sleds brought down from the attic Dec 22 22:23:04 Yay! Can we play all day in the snow? Dec 22 22:23:33 **Inga, also wrapped up, lets herself in. There's snow in her hair** Dec 22 22:24:26 I don't know about all day Dec 22 22:27:28 Most of the day? Dec 22 22:27:51 **Inga looks to Morgan** Is Molly up with Elsie? Dec 22 22:28:42 She's gone to have the sleds brought down from the attic Dec 22 22:32:51 **Inga nods, starting to clear up** Dec 22 22:33:08 When can we go in the snow? Dec 22 22:33:36 You need to get dressed, and in warm clothes Dec 22 22:36:25 * Varick goes running upstairs Dec 22 22:36:30 * Varick is now known as Inga Dec 22 22:36:41 Is Molly alright this morning? Dec 22 22:36:46 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:36:49 I think so, aye Dec 22 22:37:18 Heinzharold said you said last night we should all be keeping an eye and supporting her Dec 22 22:37:25 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:37:46 I'm concerned she'll pour too much of herself into saving Elsie Dec 22 22:37:58 * Inga nods Dec 22 22:38:22 It's the sort of thing she would do if she thought it was needed Dec 22 22:39:06 But we need her... Dec 22 22:41:26 I know, but she can be headstrong, can't she? Dec 22 22:42:00 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:43:29 I'm worried about her too Dec 22 22:43:45 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:45:07 Have you told her you're worried she won't stop? Dec 22 22:45:59 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:46:38 Have you told her the pain you're going to suffer if you lose her, or that you're scared? Dec 22 22:46:57 to a point... you think I need to be more plain? Dec 22 22:48:04 * Inga watches him Dec 22 22:48:32 Yes, I do. I think you need to be more open with her. Dec 22 22:48:38 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:48:40 alright Dec 22 22:49:19 Heinzharold says you've been getting better with him lately about how you feel Dec 22 22:49:28 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:49:32 its been hard work Dec 22 22:49:45 * Inga nods Dec 22 22:50:10 He's said as much Dec 22 22:52:24 He's not telling tales on you, but he and I are really close, sometimes he needs a bit of a soft place to land Dec 22 22:52:31 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:52:34 I've no doubt Dec 22 22:53:38 I like that about him. He doesn't have to play the fool with me when he's sad or burdened. I think that's a good way for a marriage to be Dec 22 22:55:11 * Inga looks a bit embarrassed Dec 22 22:55:26 I'm not saying you and Molly dont have a good marriage Dec 22 22:56:26 I know you're not Dec 22 22:56:38 She loves you very much Dec 22 22:56:55 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:56:57 I know Dec 22 22:57:24 You're really lucky Dec 22 22:58:07 * Morgan nods Dec 22 22:58:11 yes, I am Dec 22 22:59:27 I think with what she's been through in the past, you need to be really plain with her sometimes. Really hammer it home, you know? Dec 22 22:59:54 * Inga tries not to laugh, turning red Dec 22 23:00:54 Not like that. It is a Heinzharold expression. Dec 22 23:01:01 Oh, you've definitely spent too long with him... Dec 22 23:01:14 * Inga smiles Dec 22 23:01:33 I'd spend eternity with him if I could Dec 22 23:01:45 * Morgan nods Dec 22 23:03:41 I think the two of you are making progress though, dont you? Dec 22 23:05:19 I do, very much so Dec 22 23:06:00 * Inga nods Dec 22 23:07:07 Do you want me to get you two some time alone today? Dec 22 23:08:55 Maybe a little.... I think Varick would benefit from time with us Dec 22 23:09:45 I could do dinner for Elsie, James, Heinzharold and I, give you the evening just the two of you? Dec 22 23:09:53 * Morgan nods Dec 22 23:09:56 that'd be nice Dec 22 23:10:05 * Inga nods Dec 22 23:11:18 That'll be no problem. We just want to see the two of you happy. As happy as you were after Sabine's, he says *she looks confused* Dec 22 23:11:53 oh, he's getting a slap when he gets back Dec 22 23:12:03 * Inga laughs Dec 22 23:12:25 He wont tell me what it means, so I figured it was an old navy joke Dec 22 23:13:38 No, it isn't Dec 22 23:14:04 **Varick trots back down the stairs** I'm ready now Dec 22 23:14:23 * Morgan nods Dec 22 23:14:24 alright then Dec 22 23:14:48 **All wrapped up warm, Inga calls up to Elsie and James, then they go out into the cold* Dec 22 23:14:57 ((Leave it there)) Dec 22 23:20:17 * Inga has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 23 14:40:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 23 14:41:24 **Varick runs out, leaping around and trampling through the snow with glee. Inga closes the door, following Morgan onto the white-covered lawn. She watches Varick's excitement. Dec 23 14:41:49 * Molly is now known as Inga Dec 23 14:42:13 He reminds me of Heinzharold Dec 23 14:42:28 * Morgan nods Dec 23 14:42:30 I can see that Dec 23 14:42:44 Once he's back from Goodleigh Heinzharold will be out to play too Dec 23 14:42:58 I've no doubt Dec 23 14:43:40 Some people don't like that about him Dec 23 14:44:06 His easygoing nature grates on some Dec 23 14:44:13 * Inga nods Dec 23 14:44:28 Mostly those who envy it I reckon Dec 23 14:45:11 * Morgan nods Dec 23 14:45:23 They have to be stoic and serious, so why shouldn't he... Dec 23 14:46:50 Do you feel like that too? Dec 23 14:47:26 I wouldn't change it for the world... I wish I was more easygoing, like I used to be Dec 23 14:47:45 * Inga nods Dec 23 14:49:00 They say people lose themselves when they lose a spouse. You can put the pieces back together, but it's never quite the same vase it was. Dec 23 14:49:32 * Morgan nods Dec 23 14:49:39 I'd say that's true Dec 23 14:51:49 That doesnt mean you can give up on finding those missing bits though Dec 23 14:52:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 23 14:52:47 is that a command? Dec 23 14:53:02 * Inga smiles Dec 23 14:53:46 I'd say no, but Heinzharold would be disappointed if he thought anyone had missed a chance to make you do something Dec 23 14:56:53 * Morgan nods Dec 23 14:58:36 Maybe we could call in an appeal to you for the sake of all involved? Dec 23 14:59:16 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 15:00:25 I think Molly would benefit from some larking around **this is the term which Molly used to describe Sebastian's behaviour in her dream* Dec 23 15:02:44 * Morgan frowns briefly before nodding Dec 23 15:03:08 It might take her mind off Elsie's due date tomorrow Dec 23 15:03:29 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:03:31 thats a good idea Dec 23 15:04:08 Of all the dates for her to be due, it has to be Friday thirteenth... Dec 23 15:04:24 * Inga gives a superstitious shudder Dec 23 15:04:50 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:08:02 Is it a bad omen, do you think? Dec 23 15:09:06 I've no idea... The sensible part of me wants to say no... Dec 23 15:09:48 * Inga nods Dec 23 15:10:01 But the Sudlachenburg part... Dec 23 15:10:11 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:10:24 **Varick starts gathering up the snow** Dec 23 15:10:51 Heinzharold is the same. He says he'd happily stay in bed all day tomorrow Dec 23 15:11:09 I'm amazed he's dealt with my... ability so well Dec 23 15:14:39 He loves you. More than he loves his sisters, or his Ma. Maybe almost as much as he loves me. Dec 23 15:16:34 I find that difficult to believe Dec 23 15:18:24 He says you're an idiot, in your own way *Inga smiles a little* Dec 23 15:19:29 * Morgan blinks slowly Dec 23 15:19:35 Been a long time since anyone called me that Dec 23 15:20:04 Since Heinzharold did? Or did Dietlinde used to call you it? Dec 23 15:21:12 **he recalls Molly calling him a Bloody Fool when he went off on his own poking around the summerhouse** Dec 23 15:21:40 Molly called me a bloody fool not _that_ long ago Dec 23 15:21:50 * Inga smiles Dec 23 15:22:20 She doesn't really think that. She talks about you like you're Theus himself Dec 23 15:22:33 I was rather stupid at the time, so I deserved it Dec 23 15:23:06 * Inga nods "Don't most men do foolish things at times?" Dec 23 15:23:15 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:23:23 at least when I do it, I do it properly Dec 23 15:25:49 You dont seem that foolish to me Dec 23 15:26:25 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 15:26:30 Oh I can be Dec 23 15:26:37 Like when? Dec 23 15:26:54 **Varick is putting the snow into a ball** Dec 23 15:27:00 This place... anytime a monster appears, I'm running right at it... Dec 23 15:27:14 * Inga shrugs Dec 23 15:27:30 You wanted to die. Seems like a logical choice to me Dec 23 15:27:46 even after that had ebbed away... I still do it Dec 23 15:28:01 Protective, not foolish. Dec 23 15:29:42 Saw a floaty ball of... something... I poked it... Dec 23 15:30:45 * Inga pauses for a moment, thinking Dec 23 15:30:59 Curiosity, not foolishness Dec 23 15:31:42 Molly disagreed Dec 23 15:32:01 I'm sure she has forgiven it Dec 23 15:32:09 I imagine so Dec 23 15:32:35 It still bothers you though, by the sounds of it Dec 23 15:32:56 I used to think I was smart... its tough realising you're not Dec 23 15:33:16 * Inga smiles Dec 23 15:33:39 I think you're smart. You couldn't have won Molly's hand otherwise Dec 23 15:33:53 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 15:33:59 Still not sure how I managed it Dec 23 15:35:00 I am, but then we talk about you a lot Dec 23 15:35:28 so I understand Dec 23 15:36:08 She could probably tell you all manner of things about Heinzharold and I too Dec 23 15:36:54 ]No doubt Dec 23 15:37:19 Molly wouldn't suit a dull-witted man. She'd run rings around him Dec 23 15:41:01 **Varick starts another ball** Dec 23 15:42:01 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:42:06 I suspect you're right Dec 23 15:42:57 John or Curtis, she'd have bored of them within the year, and I'm not sure they could have kept her in one place Dec 23 15:49:10 *Varick rolls the smaller snow ball to the other determinedly* Dec 23 15:50:11 Jaeger would have been for stability and safety Dec 23 15:52:32 * Inga looks at him Dec 23 15:52:54 Let us be honest, she would have found neither of them with him, would she? Dec 23 15:53:22 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 15:53:48 He was childish and had a magic that he showed off a little too much Dec 23 15:54:40 Molly says he was flighty, and would have been enamored with some other woman once the novelty wore off. And Molly wouldn't have done well with him having a mistress Dec 23 15:54:54 She's probably right Dec 23 15:55:02 * Inga nods Dec 23 15:56:00 I think the inconstancy of her family meant that was what she was seeking really. Something she could trust in. Dec 23 15:57:38 * Morgan nods Dec 23 15:57:52 and yet she put her trust in a man who was lying and keeping secrets Dec 23 15:58:43 Tell me, did she put much trust in you until you stopped keeping secrets from her? Dec 23 15:59:20 I'm not sure Dec 23 16:00:06 Bit of a difference between lying and keeping secrets from the world, and lying and keeping secrets _from her_, dont you think? Dec 23 16:00:22 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:01:01 * Inga nods too Dec 23 16:03:10 I think maybe it might have been _because_ of the lies and the secrets that she liked you Dec 23 16:04:10 * Morgan frowns Dec 23 16:04:11 how so? Dec 23 16:06:24 It gave the two of you something in common, didn't it? Dec 23 16:06:36 I suppose so Dec 23 16:07:42 All couples need something in common to get them started. Sometimes it's just... physical attraction. Sometimes it's a shared unhappy past Dec 23 16:09:17 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:10:15 * Inga smiles Dec 23 16:10:23 Sometimes it's gossiping Dec 23 16:12:16 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:12:22 I'm very glad she has you Dec 23 16:13:27 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:14:04 I'm lucky to have a friend like her... I do wish she trusted me with things a bit more though Dec 23 16:14:35 like what? Dec 23 16:15:48 Well, sometimes, if we're talking about things others would say were scandalous, she looks illuminated, like there's things she wants to say but doesnt seem to feel like she can trust me with Dec 23 16:17:08 I think thats because I am a very private person, rather than not trusting you Dec 23 16:17:19 * Inga thinks about this Dec 23 16:18:01 Maybe. Some things she tells me of that nature with ease, and other times she suddenly clams up Dec 23 16:18:41 * Morgan frowns Dec 23 16:18:44 such as? Dec 23 16:19:32 What it was like on The Coral, all the things they were talking about, and what that was like for a very clueless girl Dec 23 16:20:22 * Morgan frowns Dec 23 16:20:25 I wonder why... Dec 23 16:22:48 I mean, that's what she does tell me. You meant what she doesn't? Dec 23 16:25:34 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:25:46 I think you're right, it's anything about you. That explains it nicely Dec 23 16:27:56 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:29:29 In that case, I have no need to worry about her keeping anything from me, in all else she confides in me Dec 23 16:29:50 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:30:16 * Inga smiles Dec 23 16:30:38 Women need that more than men, I think. We have a lot more thoughts and feelings to contend with Dec 23 16:31:06 think so? Dec 23 16:33:40 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:34:20 I do. Even when Heinzharold is at his most burdened and upset it doesnt compare Dec 23 16:34:36 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 16:34:49 You think otherwise then? Dec 23 16:35:28 I wonder if we just sort of... run roughshod over it Dec 23 16:40:32 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:40:59 Until you can get through the day but are tormented about it by night. Dec 23 16:43:07 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:44:00 Heinzharold is better than he was, but he still has a particular nightmare that comes every few weeks. One day I hope he won't get it Dec 23 16:44:41 the fire? Dec 23 16:45:55 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:46:03 The morning after, really Dec 23 16:50:59 the morning after? Dec 23 16:51:34 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:51:41 Once the fire was out Dec 23 16:52:19 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:54:37 Being below stairs, I never saw Heinzharold come and go from Die Dauerhaftigkeit, but I know he did. I cant even tell you the quietness of the place in those days after though. We worked just as hard, but it was all so silent Dec 23 16:56:13 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:57:58 The village was no better when there were errands either. Then I suppose we just gradually went back to as it was before. You know how it is below stairs, there's enough drama down there that it becomes like a little village of its own Dec 23 16:58:13 * Morgan nods Dec 23 16:58:17 that is very true Dec 23 16:58:27 * Inga nods Dec 23 16:58:49 The Family become a little like the furniture, if you're a scullery maid Dec 23 16:58:58 * Inga smiles a little Dec 23 16:59:51 like... the furniture... wooden and dull to look at? Dec 23 17:00:19 Like they're just there, something you work around Dec 23 17:00:41 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:01:00 An odd mix of deep intimacy and being complete strangers Dec 23 17:01:43 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:01:46 I don't like it Dec 23 17:02:47 *she nods* Below stairs, you know a great deal about the Family, washing their sheets and clothing. Probably as intimate as spouses, maybe even more intimate. But they dont know your name, couldn't even recognise you in a crowd. Dec 23 17:04:02 That needs to change... I earned the consternation of his Grace's housekeeper for that very reason Dec 23 17:04:15 * Inga smiles Dec 23 17:05:51 I don't think many nobles want that. The staff tend the Family as much as we would tend a small child. Not many want to be friends with the staff who are near as dammit changing their nappy cloths Dec 23 17:06:13 They don't need to be friends... they just need to show them respect Dec 23 17:06:33 I don't think many of them can Dec 23 17:07:05 They need to... or they'll find themselves alone when trouble comes Dec 23 17:07:30 Is that what you'll do in Gottkirchen then, be close to your staff? Dec 23 17:09:00 I don't know about close but... they'll know I respect and appreciate them at least Dec 23 17:10:00 * Inga nods Dec 23 17:10:16 What are you hoping Heinzharold and I will do then? Dec 23 17:10:31 I don't actually know Dec 23 17:10:42 I cant drag you around all that time Dec 23 17:10:48 * Inga nods Dec 23 17:11:22 Heinzharold would want to follow you Dec 23 17:11:40 It hurt him a lot when I left Dec 23 17:11:50 * Inga nods sadly Dec 23 17:11:56 Very much Dec 23 17:13:02 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:15:04 He's forgiven you Dec 23 17:15:12 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:15:16 I'm glad to hear that Dec 23 17:16:16 He says he understands now in a way he hasn't before *as in the past when she wanted to know about Elsie's injuries, this sounds like fishing* Dec 23 17:17:18 Inga, you're a bit obvious... Dec 23 17:18:14 Heinzharold is still trying to teach me to be more devious Dec 23 17:18:28 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:18:53 I don't like being tricked... Dec 23 17:19:20 He says I need to get that skill Molly has, where she only answers the part of a statement that she wants to, and ignores the bit she doesn't want to answer Dec 23 17:19:32 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:19:39 thats a very useful skill... Dec 23 17:19:55 * Inga nods Dec 23 17:20:23 I just wondered why he went from being brutally hurt by it to so sanguine Dec 23 17:20:52 Because he understood why I had to go Dec 23 17:21:54 He understood back in the summer you couldn't face Sudlachenburg and all the memories, but he was still angry you didn't even write to tell him that, or that you were at least alive Dec 23 17:23:20 But something changed the day you and he had a big row about the magic. There was relief in his tears, a wife knows the difference between angry tears, or sad tears, or relieved ones. Dec 23 17:23:30 The big row* Dec 23 17:23:44 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:24:16 Or, at least, she _should_. Dec 23 17:25:24 * Inga watches him Dec 23 17:25:45 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 23 17:27:09 * Inga watches him longer. After the moment has passed Dec 23 17:27:44 Next you say "If he hasn't told you, it's not my place to, dont you think?" Dec 23 17:29:11 * Morgan watches her closely Dec 23 17:29:37 but it is my place, because what changed was something _I_ told _him_. Dec 23 17:29:56 * Inga watches him right back, unphased by his look as always Dec 23 17:30:21 And if you wanted me to know, you'd have told him he could tell me Dec 23 17:31:10 How close are you to Claudia? Dec 23 17:32:49 * Inga shakes her head Dec 23 17:33:05 I respect her but I don't really know her well Dec 23 17:35:08 I told HeinzHarold who had Dietlinde and Jana murdered... but Claudia simply cannot know. Dec 23 17:40:06 * Inga frowns Dec 23 17:40:23 He told me it was arsonist Dec 23 17:41:20 I didn't say who set the fire... Dec 23 17:43:24 You knew? Dec 23 17:44:23 I know who arranged for it to happen Dec 23 17:45:06 And Heinzharold knowing made him understand why you couldn't contact him Dec 23 17:45:39 ? Dec 23 17:45:51 * Morgan nods Dec 23 17:46:01 why I had to leave Dec 23 17:46:06 why I didn't tell anyone Dec 23 17:49:33 Was it Alarice? Dec 23 17:51:38 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 23 17:53:08 * Inga watches him Dec 23 17:53:33 Lord Eldreich? Dec 23 17:55:15 * Morgan shakes his head again, watching her speculatively Dec 23 17:56:07 Worse than that? Dec 23 18:03:21 much Dec 23 18:09:36 The Graf wanted you free to marry Lady Hapsburg Dec 23 18:12:13 You think the Graf capable of that? Dec 23 18:14:02 * Inga looks as wary as a rabbit happening upon a poacher Dec 23 18:14:57 *she makes a non-commital sound* Dec 23 18:16:26 * Morgan waits Dec 23 18:16:59 I would prefer not to answer. Dec 23 18:17:20 so you do... interesting... but no Dec 23 18:17:32 as stubborn as he can be, he isn't that ruthless Dec 23 18:18:14 * Inga nods slightly Dec 23 18:18:33 You aren't horrified by the suggestion, so I'm close. Dec 23 18:18:45 You might not be devious, but you are clever Dec 23 18:20:43 No, Heinzharold told me that you wont outright lie, so if you are going to dismiss something as ridiculous you'll do it plainly Dec 23 18:21:21 * Morgan nods Dec 23 18:22:16 Your uncle was gone by then. Molly said you were Freiarr Innesbruck before you even married Dietlinde Dec 23 18:24:34 Not that any of us knew that Dec 23 18:24:52 * Inga nods Dec 23 18:25:21 We wouldn't be here if you had Dec 23 18:28:21 no... Dec 23 18:30:35 You'd have missed out on Molly, and I think she's good for you Dec 23 18:30:43 * Morgan nods Dec 23 18:30:45 yes, she is Dec 23 18:31:04 Edward then. Dec 23 18:32:04 You think him ruthless enough? Dec 23 18:34:39 I knew the maids that scrubbed his carpet, and that would make sense. Dec 23 18:35:16 Thats an interesting statement, whichever way you look at it Dec 23 18:36:30 Why? Dec 23 18:36:57 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 18:37:05 seems... unrelated Dec 23 18:40:00 If he had done it, it'd explain why you hit him and why they were having to scrub his carpey Dec 23 18:40:05 Carpet * Dec 23 18:40:33 I see... what if I said that, in the state I was in, he said the wrong thing? Dec 23 18:41:12 * Inga shakes her head Dec 23 18:41:55 Why would you have gone to Edward, not to the Grafin for comfort, or the Graf for aid? Dec 23 18:42:12 sree Dec 23 18:42:15 see... clever Dec 23 18:42:36 * Inga doesn't say anything Dec 23 18:46:40 **In the snow, Varick has added a head to the snowball** Dec 23 18:46:48 I don't know what to say Dec 23 18:47:07 * Morgan nods slightly, looking at Varick Dec 23 18:47:46 None of you act like he's a murderer... Dec 23 18:48:20 No, we don't Dec 23 18:48:36 That's very confusing. Dec 23 18:48:45 why? Dec 23 18:51:40 * Inga looks a little upset over it Dec 23 18:52:09 Because of what he did! It's not normal for everyone to act like that's not a problem! Dec 23 18:52:54 My father didn't know until fairly recently... my mother doesn't know at all... nor does Claudia. Dec 23 18:54:51 Does Molly know? She and Edward are very close, especially since the thing with Hannalore and Federest Dec 23 18:55:14 * Inga looks troubled Dec 23 18:55:24 You are worried for her safety... Dec 23 18:55:42 I'm more worried for her sanity! Dec 23 18:56:13 * Morgan sighs Dec 23 18:58:07 You didn't see what she was like when she came upstairs after being down there with them. How the hell could she have borne that knowing this! Dec 23 18:58:54 Because she's seen the changes, how... haunted he is by what he did Dec 23 19:00:16 * Inga stares at the snow Dec 23 19:01:17 He held her when she cried, knowing what he had done. Dec 23 19:02:10 surprisingly, they are... close I suppose Dec 23 19:02:28 Why? She should hate him. Dec 23 19:03:16 She doesn't. He hates himself for it Dec 23 19:03:28 He deserves it. Dec 23 19:03:37 He'd say so, yes Dec 23 19:03:54 * Inga frowns Dec 23 19:04:08 Why don't you hate him? Dec 23 19:06:24 I did... for a long time I did... we have worked on our issues Dec 23 19:07:24 * Inga shakes her head Dec 23 19:07:58 This is a lot to take in. It's like I dont understand almost anything of what has happened the last few months! Dec 23 19:08:28 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 19:08:37 Its no easier living it... Dec 23 19:09:16 Florrie... Dec 23 19:09:39 She was conceived at the time wasnt she? Dec 23 19:10:03 After I beat him, he ended up having to go to get his nose fixed... while there he met Alice Dec 23 19:10:28 After doing that, he was meeting strangers to be intimate with them?! Dec 23 19:11:03 Not exactly Dec 23 19:11:36 [I have the sleds, I'm on the slope by the dining room, it should be slower for starting off on] Dec 23 19:17:55 How long will Heinzharold be gone? ** it's two hours each way to Goodleigh, so no earlier than lunchtime** Dec 23 19:18:29 lunchtime at least... Would you like to talk to Molly about it and I'll keep the young man entertained Dec 23 19:19:52 No, I'll wait for Heinzharold Dec 23 19:20:15 * Morgan sighs Dec 23 19:20:47 I thought she would be back with the sleds by now Dec 23 19:21:05 She's on the hill near the houses dining room Dec 23 19:21:19 * Inga nods Dec 23 19:22:12 **Varick comes back over to them** can we make a really big snowman, Papa? Dec 23 19:22:25 Would you prefer to do that... or ride on a sled? Dec 23 19:31:45 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 23 20:50:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 23 20:50:45 V: Sled! Dec 23 20:50:58 * Morgan nods Dec 23 20:51:06 Come on then, round to the dining room of the big house Dec 23 20:51:15 * Morgan speaks quietly to Inga Dec 23 20:51:19 you wish I hadn't told you Dec 23 20:51:42 **she shrugs** I'm not sure yet Dec 23 20:52:32 I should've kept my mouth shut Dec 23 20:52:48 **Varick goes running off in the right direction** Dec 23 20:53:14 I: *she shrugs again* I shouldn't have asked Dec 23 20:53:29 * Morgan starts walking after Varick Dec 23 20:53:42 if nothing else, take it as an indication of how much I trust you Dec 23 20:54:16 **Inga follows along** yes Dec 23 20:54:45 * Morgan frowns as he walks Dec 23 20:55:25 **Inga stays quiet, the snow crunching beneath their boots as they to the right place** Dec 23 20:55:28 * Molly is stood by the trees where the ground is a gentle slope, two sleds at her feet. She watches over the valley, or at least manages to make it look like she is, rather than revealing the daydreaming she is actually doing. The gentle snow lands on her hair. There's something about the quiet in her and the quality of the light that gives this scene the etherealness often seen in memorial paintings Dec 23 20:56:11 * Morgan scowls briefly before following Varick to her Dec 23 20:57:56 * Molly ruffles Varick's hair whilst he hugs her. She listens as he excitedly tells her they are going to make a snowman taller than his Papa when they've finished sledding Dec 23 20:59:07 * Molly looks to Morgan Dec 23 20:59:26 You'll need to teach us, my love, I've never been sledding Dec 23 20:59:40 ((Expression?)) Dec 23 20:59:47 ((serious)) Dec 23 21:00:06 ah... in my experience, you hold on for dear life and if you head for trees, bail out Dec 23 21:04:50 * Molly nods, glancing at Inga before looking at the sleds Dec 23 21:05:01 Perhaps you should show us? Dec 23 21:05:12 V: Take me, Papa! Dec 23 21:06:12 * Morgan nods, climbing onto a sled and putting Varick in front of him before shoving the whole thing forward down the hill Dec 23 21:07:22 **Varick whoops and hollers all the way. He is less enthusiastic about the walk back up** That was fun! Dec 23 21:08:01 * Morgan nods Dec 23 21:08:03 yes it was Dec 23 21:11:10 **They take turns taking Varick down on the sleds, and it is fun, but he can see that Molly has started to pick up that something isn't right. About half an hour passes, and she is stood beside him, watching Inga and Varick at the bottom** Dec 23 21:11:24 Catherine said to say she will join us soon Dec 23 21:11:39 * Morgan nods Dec 23 21:12:33 She was reading a new volume of Shakespeare's works in the library when I saw her Dec 23 21:12:46 Someone has to Dec 23 21:12:55 * Molly laughs Dec 23 21:13:20 She said I may borrow it if she has finished it before we leave Dec 23 21:13:29 * Morgan nods Dec 23 21:13:58 Perhaps I should read it to you one bedtime... Dec 23 21:14:17 It'd certainly send me straight to sleep Dec 23 21:14:24 * Molly brushes some snow from her hair Dec 23 21:14:51 I could read another book if there's one you would like? Dec 23 21:15:03 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 21:15:27 * Molly watches him Dec 23 21:15:54 What is the matter? Dec 23 21:17:02 I fear I have damaged our friendship with Inga Dec 23 21:19:48 * Molly tilts her head Dec 23 21:20:04 I doubt that, my love Dec 23 21:20:14 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 23 21:21:53 * Molly looks up at him Dec 23 21:22:01 What happened? Dec 23 21:22:25 She was digging, none too subtly. In the end I've told her about Edward... Dec 23 21:22:57 Oh! Dec 23 21:23:11 * Molly nods slowly Dec 23 21:23:18 Are you alright? Dec 23 21:23:44 I'm fine.... just worried Dec 23 21:25:31 * Molly nods Dec 23 21:25:47 She is angry with Edward? Dec 23 21:26:13 and us, I think... how could we have anything to do with him, sort of thing Dec 23 21:27:49 * Molly inhales slowly Dec 23 21:28:00 Alright... Dec 23 21:29:57 I should speak to her, explain it Dec 23 21:30:10 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 21:30:13 I suggested that Dec 23 21:30:41 * Molly looks wounded Dec 23 21:30:53 She doesn't want to talk to me? Dec 23 21:32:44 She wants to talk to HeinzHarold... understandable really, but you could try Dec 23 21:35:21 * Molly nods Dec 23 21:35:29 What do you wish of me? Dec 23 21:35:42 You know her better than I blossom Dec 23 21:36:06 * Molly nods Dec 23 21:36:53 I will talk to her then, unless you need me here? Dec 23 21:37:57 No, its fine Dec 23 21:38:15 * Molly watches him a moment Dec 23 21:38:22 If you are sure...? Dec 23 21:38:38 * Morgan nods Dec 23 21:38:42 its important blossom Dec 23 21:38:57 * Molly nods Dec 23 21:39:21 Is there anything you wish me to say, or to avoid saying? Dec 23 21:39:56 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 23 21:41:08 * Molly nods Dec 23 21:41:20 Alright, my love Dec 23 21:43:30 * Molly watches Inga and Varick as they come back up the hill. Inga doesn't seem that keen when Molly asks her to come back to the cottage for coffee, but she does go. Varick just shrugs, waiting for them to be gone Dec 23 21:43:36 * Molly is now known as Varick Dec 23 21:43:56 Can we go on the fast hills now there's no girls? Dec 23 21:44:17 * Morgan nods Dec 23 21:44:19 aye, come on Dec 23 21:45:40 * Varick drags one on the sleds Dec 23 21:45:48 Did they get cold? Dec 23 21:46:05 I think they wanted some girl talk Dec 23 21:49:49 That sounds boring Dec 23 21:50:57 they seem to enjoy it Dec 23 21:51:47 Do they talk about dresses and kissing Dec 23 21:51:54 probably Dec 23 21:53:11 Yuck Dec 23 21:54:29 * Varick puts the sled down in the steep part by the rose garden Dec 23 21:54:35 Will we go really fast Dec 23 21:54:55 Probably... ride with me first so we can find out Dec 23 21:55:03 Okay Dec 23 22:00:33 **This hill is much faster, almost the fastest Morgan's ever tried** Dec 23 22:05:44 * Varick doesnt seem scared, and wants to go again. After five times, Catherine is waiting for them at the top Dec 23 22:05:55 * Varick is now known as Catherine Dec 23 22:06:00 Good morning Dec 23 22:06:23 You grace Dec 23 22:07:30 Are you enjoying yourselves? Dec 23 22:07:48 I'd say thats a fair assumption... care to have a go? Dec 23 22:08:27 * Catherine nods Dec 23 22:08:31 Absolutely Dec 23 22:09:22 * Catherine gets on a sled before setting off down the hill at high speed. She's grinning when she gets back Dec 23 22:09:37 I haven't done this since before my parents died Dec 23 22:10:24 Its been some time since I did it last Dec 23 22:12:54 Heinzharold isn't with you? Dec 23 22:13:47 He's running an errand for me Dec 23 22:14:49 * Catherine nods Dec 23 22:14:59 V: Can we have a race? Dec 23 22:18:20 * Morgan nods Dec 23 22:18:22 if you want Dec 23 22:21:15 **Varick chooses to go with Catherine to even up the weights. Each race is close, and Varick really enjoys this. The snow continues to fall, and Morgan realises quite a while later that the sun is at it's highest and it must be time for lunch Dec 23 22:25:50 V: Can we go again? Dec 23 22:26:24 After lunch perhaps Dec 23 22:27:52 V: I dont want lunch, I want to sled! Dec 23 22:31:17 We can do one more, then its time to go get lunch Dec 23 22:32:13 **He nods, getting on. Morgan wins this time, and Varick is good about getting ready for lunch. As they walk back to the house, Catherine says Dec 23 22:32:57 Would you, Molly and Heinzharold like to join me for dinner? Cook has some new recipes and I'd like someone else's opinion too Dec 23 22:34:28 I'll find out, make sure Molly's comfortable leaving Elsie... Dec 23 22:34:33 * Morgan stops, looking at Catherine Dec 23 22:35:17 * Catherine looks at him Dec 23 22:35:23 What? Dec 23 22:36:00 Why the sudden interest in HeinzHarold? Dec 23 22:36:26 He's enjoyable company Dec 23 22:36:57 I'll ask, he may have had plans with Inga this evening Dec 23 22:40:29 She is welcome too, but I thought you'd want her to babysit Dec 23 22:40:40 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 23 22:40:50 just making sure you aren't setting yourself up for some heartache, thats all Dec 23 22:41:36 * Catherine smiles Dec 23 22:41:49 If he wasn't married I might! Dec 23 22:42:10 * Morgan nods Dec 23 22:43:28 He's certainly handsome Dec 23 22:43:47 * Morgan nods Dec 23 22:43:50 no denying that Dec 23 22:44:27 I have bad luck for finding handsome men who aren't eligible Dec 23 22:45:09 Perhaps look at someone from your own lands Dec 23 22:45:12 * Morgan smirks slightly Dec 23 22:46:44 Have you seen the men here? Dec 23 22:46:59 I've met a few of em, aye Dec 23 22:48:17 Do any of them seem like a good match? Dec 23 22:49:21 Not so far Dec 23 22:49:31 I need a man that is Titled, Handsome, Avalonianx and Nice. I can't find any that are all four Dec 23 22:49:53 V: My Papa is all of those! Dec 23 22:51:41 technically, Varick, I'm Eisen Dec 23 22:52:11 V: He's three and a half of those! Dec 23 22:52:17 * Catherine smiles Dec 23 22:52:33 He is also happily married Dec 23 22:53:04 * Morgan nods Dec 23 22:53:07 V: *he nods* They're going to have babies Dec 23 22:53:21 * Catherine looks surprised Dec 23 22:53:28 Congratulations, Morgan Dec 23 22:55:11 Varick, do stop telling people that... *he looks at Catherine* its a superstition where I'm from, we have a special plate when we marry that we throw at the ground... the number of pieces is how many children we will have Dec 23 22:55:42 How curious! How many will you be having? Dec 23 22:56:01 Eight, nine with this young man Dec 23 22:56:44 V: Mama will be huge with eight babies! Elsie only has one and she looks like she is going to explode Dec 23 22:56:50 * Catherine smiles Dec 23 22:57:00 That is a lot of children! Dec 23 22:58:09 * Morgan nods Dec 23 22:59:14 * Catherine thanks them for the sledding before she goes in Dec 23 22:59:19 * Catherine is now known as Varick Dec 23 22:59:36 We should find her a husband, shouldn't we? Dec 23 23:00:04 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:01:14 Could she marry James if Elsie dies? Dec 23 23:01:28 He's not titled or Avalonian Dec 23 23:02:00 **he sighs** I dont know many people Dec 23 23:02:08 I know... you will one day Dec 23 23:02:23 What about Mr Dagget Dec 23 23:03:43 No, he's still very hurting about losing his love Dec 23 23:04:48 But you got married again and you are happy now. Maybe it would make John happy Dec 23 23:05:17 but it took a very long time Dec 23 23:05:38 Papa, if you die, will Mama get married again? Dec 23 23:06:07 * Morgan shrugs Dec 23 23:06:09 I don't know Dec 23 23:07:08 I could help her find someone nice? Dec 23 23:07:20 Maybe, aye Dec 23 23:08:11 I dont think Mama would be happy alone Dec 23 23:08:31 No, probably not Dec 23 23:09:19 * Varick nods Dec 23 23:09:53 Would she need to pick someone Avalonian, or someone Eisen? Dec 23 23:10:10 Eisen, I suppose Dec 23 23:10:33 * Varick nods, thinking about it Dec 23 23:11:05 There aren't a lot of Dukes. Maybe just a Veisgraf or Freiarr would have to do Dec 23 23:12:51 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:12:55 probably Dec 23 23:13:09 * Varick takes Morgan's gloved hand in his Dec 23 23:13:26 Maybe you should just try hard not to Dec 23 23:14:06 I'll do my very best not to Dec 23 23:14:17 If Mama dies, will you get married again? Dec 23 23:14:28 No I don't think so Dec 23 23:14:44 But that's what made you happy again Dec 23 23:15:06 No, Molly made me happy... you made me happy... Dec 23 23:15:45 But there would be no brothers or sisters for me if you didnt Dec 23 23:16:05 Hopefully that isn't something we need to think about Dec 23 23:16:39 People die even if they're young. Especially if they are your parents. Parents die a lot Dec 23 23:17:00 I understand why you think that Dec 23 23:17:14 * Varick nods Dec 23 23:17:45 But if my parents didnt die, I wouldn't have you Dec 23 23:18:03 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:18:07 that is true Dec 23 23:18:16 So I would be happy and sad Dec 23 23:19:10 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:19:18 * Varick is quiet a few moments Dec 23 23:19:32 Could Lady Torrington be Heinzharold's Good Friend? Dec 23 23:20:03 I don't think Inga would want that at all... besides, I don't think HeinzHarold would be even slightly interested Dec 23 23:20:18 She is very nice though Dec 23 23:20:27 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:20:29 yes she is Dec 23 23:20:48 Maybe Inga could have a Good Friend too, then it would be fair Dec 23 23:21:40 No, I think perhaps they'll just be happy just the two of them Dec 23 23:22:02 Will you and Molly have Good Friends? Dec 23 23:22:30 No Dec 23 23:22:46 My Daddy had Good Friends Dec 23 23:22:54 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:23:44 Why do people have Good Friends? Is it because they love two people? Dec 23 23:24:35 I don't really know... Dec 23 23:25:14 Will Uncle Edward have Alice as his Good Friend? He already made a baby with her Dec 23 23:25:37 I doubt it... I don't really know what'll happen with them Dec 23 23:26:04 Do you think he should marry Alice, or Lady Hapsburg? Dec 23 23:27:27 I think he should marry Lady Hapsburg... they love eachother very much Dec 23 23:27:59 I think she is very very pretty Dec 23 23:28:15 * Morgan nods Dec 23 23:29:08 Maybe if Uncle Edward doesnt marry her I might marry her when I grow up Dec 23 23:29:24 oh? I thought you didn't want to get married Dec 23 23:29:59 I won't have a choice not to, so I may as well marry someone who is pretty. Do you think she likes cats? Dec 23 23:30:12 I wouldn't be surprised Dec 23 23:30:21 * Varick nods Dec 23 23:30:24 Okay. Dec 23 23:31:01 ** fortunately for Morgan, they get back to the cottages Dec 23 23:32:54 * Varick goes on into the big one, not thinking to knock. He immediately starts giggling Dec 23 23:38:59 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 23 23:48:29 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 24 16:39:58 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 24 16:41:54 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 24 16:42:17 **Elsie and James both look a little embarrassed, sat beside each other at the kitchen table* Dec 24 16:42:40 * Varick looks to Morgan, clearly about to add to the couple's embarrassment Dec 24 16:43:00 Don't suppose either of you have seen my wife... Dec 24 16:44:08 J: *he shakes his head* We assumed she was out with you Dec 24 16:44:28 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Dec 24 16:44:34 We'll see if we can find her Dec 24 16:44:50 * Varick looks at Morgan Dec 24 16:45:04 Can we have lunch first? I'm soooooo hungry Dec 24 16:45:30 * Morgan sighs, nodding Dec 24 16:45:37 come on then, you can help me make some Dec 24 16:46:05 **There's no sign of Inga either. James and Varick both help make lunch  and the four of them eat together. When Elsie gets up to clear away her plate, it's really noticeable that her bump has dropped. It vividly reminds him of when it happened with Jana. Dec 24 16:46:05 **One night he and Dietlinde had gone to bed with her bump high and prominent, Jana kicking his hand as he laid it fondly over her, the next morning he had awoken to his wife silhouetted by the pre-dawn light as she braided her blonde hair, her beautiful belly considerably lower. Dec 24 16:46:05 **It had struck him at the time that he should sketch her just like that, but things needed doing, and by the time he thought of it again she was in labour, and he was sat outside the cottage alone waiting and praying for her safety. Dec 24 16:47:40 * Morgan gets up to clear the plates away, telling Elsie to sit Dec 24 16:47:49 [blossom, where are you?] Dec 24 16:48:18 **Elsie does so. Varick helps with the washing up** Dec 24 16:48:34 [In the small cottage with Inga] Dec 24 16:48:46 [is everything alright?] Dec 24 16:49:21 [Mostly, yes] Dec 24 16:50:23 [that is not encouraging] Dec 24 16:51:38 [I am dealing with it. Do not worry please] Dec 24 16:53:39 * Morgan makes tea for Elsie and coffee for himself and James Dec 24 16:55:40 **After about ten minutes of polite chat, Varick goes for his nap, as does Elsie, and as Morgan is arriving back in the empty kitchen a snowy Heinzharold strolls in, looking pleased with himself** Dec 24 16:55:40 Get the pan on, I got some fresh bacon for my troubles Dec 24 16:55:49 * Varick is now known as HH Dec 24 16:56:04 * Morgan nods, doing so Dec 24 16:57:32 You owe me Dec 24 16:57:45 probably Dec 24 16:57:58 I'm gonna have an almighty bruise on my ass, an' it's yer fault Dec 24 16:58:07 fall over? Dec 24 16:58:14 or is Inga going to paddle you? Dec 24 16:58:28 * HH grins Dec 24 16:58:32 The former Dec 24 16:58:50 * Morgan nods Dec 24 16:59:45 Turns out there was a massive patch of ice 'tween the house and the butchery shed, hidden beneath the snow. If I hadn't been alert for it, I coulda cracked my skull open... Dec 24 17:00:09 * HH watches Morgan even as he unties the paper package Dec 24 17:00:58 I think you've saved someone there... Dec 24 17:01:29 You might have. Wasn't me that dreamt that Dec 24 17:03:05 * Morgan shrugs Dec 24 17:05:35 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 24 17:42:01 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 24 17:42:18 * HH puts the thick rashers in the pan Dec 24 17:42:44 Y' can tell my lil darlin I was an 'ero though Dec 24 17:42:53 Will do if she ever speaks to me again Dec 24 17:43:35 * HH starts laughing as if it's a joke Dec 24 17:43:52 Pissed off y' sent me off out in the snow? Dec 24 17:44:06 No Dec 24 17:44:40 * HH starts moving the bacon Dec 24 17:45:04 Where is she? Wanted to show her my meat *he grins* Dec 24 17:45:11 She and Molly are talking Dec 24 17:45:28 * HH shrugs Dec 24 17:45:51 Y'd think they'd be bored of that by now Dec 24 17:46:11 Inga was digging for information... she didn't like what she heard Dec 24 17:49:14 * HH looks at his friend with a concern for his wife clear Dec 24 17:49:18 She alright? Dec 24 17:50:11 * Morgan nods Dec 24 17:50:23 I told her about Edward Dec 24 17:51:02 * HH watches Morgan, bacon forgotten Dec 24 17:51:18 Pretty sure I said she wasn' to know. Dec 24 17:51:43 * Morgan sighs Dec 24 17:52:05 She kept digging, trying for information Dec 24 17:52:28 * HH nods Dec 24 17:52:42 Words will be had Dec 24 17:52:50 * Morgan shrugs Dec 24 17:52:57 its part of who she is... you wouldn't change that Dec 24 17:53:54 * HH seems to be strategising Dec 24 17:54:03 Where are they? Dec 24 17:54:10 Next door, talking Dec 24 17:54:27 * HH nods Dec 24 17:54:54 I'm telling your wife you wanted her. Don't eat my bacon. Dec 24 17:55:10 * Morgan nods Dec 24 17:55:13 I'm sorry, my friend Dec 24 17:55:21 * HH sighs Dec 24 17:55:37 I know. Wouldn' have been on purpose Dec 24 17:56:51 Go, I'll get the bacon cooked Dec 24 17:57:28 * HH does. It's almost done by the time Molly arrives Dec 24 17:57:37 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 24 17:58:02 Heinzharold said you sent for me Dec 24 17:58:13 * Molly hangs up her cloak Dec 24 17:58:19 * Morgan nods, moving the bacon to keep it from burning Dec 24 17:58:36 He's angry with me... wanted to talk with Inga and needed an excuse for them to be alone Dec 24 17:59:16 * Molly comes over, laying a hand on the small of his back. She speaks gently Dec 24 17:59:23 How are you? Dec 24 17:59:55 * Morgan shrugs Dec 24 18:01:45 Liebes herz... Dec 24 18:02:15 how is Inga? Dec 24 18:04:46 * Molly sighs, removing her hand from him and putting a little distance between them Dec 24 18:04:56 Disgusted Dec 24 18:05:08 * Morgan nods, hanging his head Dec 24 18:06:08 * Molly watches him, staying very quiet a few moments before busying herself with finding a plate Dec 24 18:06:35 She will come around. We all felt this way about him at first Dec 24 18:06:57 I thought you meant with me Dec 24 18:09:24 * Molly sets the plate down firmly, coming to him Dec 24 18:09:31 Come here, please. Dec 24 18:09:57 The bacon will burn Dec 24 18:10:28 **she speaks with a hint of crossness** Oh bugger the stupid bacon! Dec 24 18:10:52 * Morgan glances at her Dec 24 18:11:01 I've let him down... I won't burn his bacon too Dec 24 18:11:29 * Molly watches him right back Dec 24 18:12:10 Then take the pan of the heat, but for the love of god stop shutting me out when you clearly need me! Dec 24 18:12:15 Off* Dec 24 18:12:25 * Morgan moves the pan Dec 24 18:12:59 * Molly wraps her arms around his neck Dec 24 18:13:11 That's better. Dec 24 18:16:08 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 24 18:21:25 * Molly watches him. She looks serious and a little sad Dec 24 18:21:32 It will all be fine Dec 24 18:22:19 * Morgan shrugs slightly Dec 24 18:24:01 * Molly frowns a little Dec 24 18:24:14 Do talk to me, please Dec 24 18:25:06 * Morgan sighs Dec 24 18:25:10 there's no point Dec 24 18:25:54 * Molly shrugs, loosening her grip a little Dec 24 18:26:06 If that is what you wish. Dec 24 18:26:38 I should've just kept my mouth shut Dec 24 18:27:54 It's a big shock for her, that is all Dec 24 18:28:32 HeinzHarold didn't want her knowing Dec 24 18:29:49 * Molly nods Dec 24 18:30:32 She has mused on it with him, and he has been vague enough to imply he did not know Dec 24 18:32:23 as I said, I should've just shut up Dec 24 18:33:23 It will come right. She understands far more than she did at first Dec 24 18:35:02 We'll see Dec 24 18:37:12 She understands that it is important for your wellbeing to forgive him, and how he and I can be so close despite it Dec 24 18:37:31 * Molly lets him go with reluctance Dec 24 18:37:41 Let me make you some tea Dec 24 18:37:47 * Morgan nods Dec 24 18:38:22 * Molly gestures for him to sit Dec 24 18:38:38 * Morgan sits down heavily Dec 24 18:38:50 Catherine was hoping you, I and HeinzHarold would join her for dinner Dec 24 18:39:04 * Molly deals with both the kettle and the bacon simultaneously Dec 24 18:39:16 That would be a nice break from cooking Dec 24 18:39:42 I... worried she was developing a crush on him Dec 24 18:40:45 * Molly glances at him, smiling Dec 24 18:40:48 Really? Dec 24 18:41:54 She says she hasn't... I was concerned as she hadn't invited Inga... Dec 24 18:42:12 I cannot see it, but I suppose it must have happened often when you were young and then at War? Dec 24 18:43:44 * Morgan nods Dec 24 18:44:48 Someone would be needed here during dinner Dec 24 18:45:19 * Morgan nods Dec 24 18:45:23 * Molly makes the tea, leaving the bacon only long enough to bring Morgan his tea Dec 24 18:48:59 Do you think Inga should join us? Dec 24 18:49:49 The only reason she wasn't included was because Catherine thought we'd need a babysitter Dec 24 18:51:32 * Molly nods, her back to him as she flips the bacon Dec 24 18:52:02 I rather think James and Elsie can manage, Varick does not generally wake Dec 24 18:52:25 speaking of which... I think we should stay sober this evening Dec 24 18:56:02 * Molly looks at him with amusement Dec 24 18:56:15 My love, you are almost never otherwise! Dec 24 18:56:38 No, true but... Elsie's bump as dropped, much as Dietlinde's did the day before Jana was born Dec 24 18:57:00 * Molly nods, turning the bacon once more Dec 24 18:57:09 Alright Dec 24 19:00:45 * Molly drains the bacon before setting it on the plate and sitting across the table with her tea Dec 24 19:01:03 You think it will be tonight or tomorrow then? Dec 24 19:01:19 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:01:21 I do Dec 24 19:04:24 * Molly takes a deep breath, squaring her shoulders Dec 24 19:04:27 Alright Dec 24 19:05:13 * Molly sips her tea "Have you warned her and James also?" Dec 24 19:05:21 not yet Dec 24 19:05:36 * Molly nods Dec 24 19:05:41 Should we? Dec 24 19:05:55 Probably, but... I'm loathe to upset the happiness I saw earlier Dec 24 19:06:06 * Molly nods Dec 24 19:06:17 Would _you_ want to know? Dec 24 19:06:54 Probably, but... I'm not exactly normal Dec 24 19:08:56 No... but that is precisely why your view is so valuable Dec 24 19:09:28 I would want to knwo Dec 24 19:11:48 * Molly nods solemnly Dec 24 19:12:02 Then we should tell him, at the very least Dec 24 19:12:22 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:12:24 alright Dec 24 19:13:07 * Molly looks down at the tea cup, saying nothing a little while Dec 24 19:14:57 * Morgan sighs heavily, sipping his tea Dec 24 19:15:43 We will endure. We must. Dec 24 19:15:53 and thats another thing Dec 24 19:16:08 * Molly blinks before looking up at him Dec 24 19:16:12 Yes? Dec 24 19:16:42 I'm concerned you will pour too much of yourself into trying to save Elsie... no... I'm... _scared_ Dec 24 19:17:27 **The front door opens. Molly looks faintly annoyed by it** Dec 24 19:17:56 [Hold that thought.] Dec 24 19:18:23 **HH wanders in** My bacon done? Dec 24 19:18:46 * Morgan lowers his head, nodding slightly Dec 24 19:18:55 * Molly stands up, fetching the plate Dec 24 19:19:25 Warm it in your pan, or have it as is. We will have the plate back later on. Dec 24 19:20:56 *HH nods* Thanks. **he goes off with it. Molly shuts and locks the door behind him** Dec 24 19:21:20 Should we move somewhere more comfortable? Dec 24 19:21:28 If you wish Dec 24 19:21:45 The parlour, or the bedroom? Dec 24 19:21:52 * Morgan shrugs Dec 24 19:22:35 Upstairs then. Dec 24 19:22:50 * Molly takes her tea cup with her Dec 24 19:23:26 * Morgan follows her Dec 24 19:28:38 * Molly opens the door quietly. The room is filled with a soft grey light as the sun finally makes a brief appearance outside. She kicks off her shoes to sit on the bed, still holding her tea cup. She watches him calmly Dec 24 19:31:17 Please, go on Dec 24 19:32:02 I'm scared I'm going to lose you Dec 24 19:32:53 * Molly sets her cup on the floor, then watches what he is doing. She says quietly Dec 24 19:33:04 I have said I will be careful... Dec 24 19:34:15 I know... but what if you don't realise... Dec 24 19:34:51 * Molly holds out her hand Dec 24 19:35:06 Your concern is understandable Dec 24 19:35:25 * Morgan takes it Dec 24 19:36:12 Please, sit with me. It makes me ill at ease when you stay standing like this Dec 24 19:36:25 * Morgan nods, sitting down Dec 24 19:36:36 I will be careful Dec 24 19:36:48 * Molly watches him solemnly Dec 24 19:37:33 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:40:18 * Molly brings his hand to her face, resting her cheek to it Dec 24 19:40:30 Something tells me that is not enough... Dec 24 19:40:54 * Morgan sighs, shrugging slightly Dec 24 19:42:47 Liebes herz, please... do not make me beg from you to open up to me. You are burdened, and I would not have you bear it alone. Dec 24 19:43:11 I don't know what else I can say Dec 24 19:44:28 * Molly kisses his palm Dec 24 19:45:09 You are scared... what worries you most? Dec 24 19:45:30 Losing you Dec 24 19:46:01 That is very unlikely Dec 24 19:47:02 Thats as maybe, that is what I'm afraid of Dec 24 19:47:36 **she watches his expression**Do you wish me to let her go? Dec 24 19:48:17 Not if we can help it Dec 24 19:49:12 That would guarantee I could not die Dec 24 19:49:44 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:49:48 but we promised to try Dec 24 19:50:12 But you are concerned Dec 24 19:50:17 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:50:52 There is always going to be some risk, isn't there? Dec 24 19:51:21 I suppose so Dec 24 19:52:07 * Molly kisses his palm again Dec 24 19:52:47 You would get through it, my love. I know it may not feel like it, but you would Dec 24 19:53:12 I know... I'd have to, but... please, don't make me Dec 24 19:53:46 What is it you think I will do? *she watches his eyes* Dec 24 19:54:14 Push yourself too hard... Dec 24 19:55:09 I want her to live. I want it so badly it hurts in my chest. I do not want James to go through what you have Dec 24 19:55:19 nor do I Dec 24 19:55:52 And I could do nothing for your pain, but maybe I could do something for his Dec 24 19:56:12 * Morgan nods, sighing Dec 24 19:56:43 I will be careful, but it is _important_ Dec 24 19:56:57 * Morgan nods Dec 24 19:57:51 If it was not for you, and for Varick, there would be no limit on what I would try, the lengths I would go to... Dec 24 19:58:05 But we are here, and we need you Dec 24 19:58:16 I know Dec 24 19:59:48 I do not want to let her down, but I do not want my spell as your second wife to be only a brief chapter before you must move on again Dec 24 20:00:21 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:00:48 * Molly looks thoughtful Dec 24 20:01:09 I think I have enough control not to be hugely at risk... Dec 24 20:01:44 You will draw from me... Dec 24 20:01:51 A little, yes Dec 24 20:01:57 * Morgan frowns Dec 24 20:02:01 I'm stronger than you think Dec 24 20:03:13 I know you are. You're so strong all the time... *she watches him, her expression a little pained* Doesnt that exhaust you? Dec 24 20:03:39 For the most part, no... I'm just... me. Dec 24 20:04:27 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:04:53 I suppose so. It would tire me, I think Dec 24 20:05:06 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:06:02 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:06:32 Do you have reason to think I might die doing this? Dreams perhaps? Dec 24 20:06:39 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 24 20:06:54 No... just your stubbornness and desire to save her Dec 24 20:07:11 I am not stubborn... Dec 24 20:07:20 * Molly frowns Dec 24 20:07:31 Well, a little stubborn, I suppose. Dec 24 20:07:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Dec 24 20:08:22 * Molly smiles a little too, quietly holding his hand still for a few moments before she says Dec 24 20:08:59 If your fear did come true, you would take me back to Sudlachenburg, wouldn't you? You would not leave me here in Avalon... Dec 24 20:09:16 I would take you home Dec 24 20:09:27 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:09:31 Thank you Dec 24 20:10:33 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:10:53 I do not think it likely, but that is important to me Dec 24 20:11:00 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:11:59 Is there anything you need from me right now, my love? Dec 24 20:12:51 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 24 20:12:53 no, I'm alright Dec 24 20:14:15 * Molly sighs slightly, nodding "It is difficult for me to not be able to comfort you in any way" Dec 24 20:14:27 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:14:31 I'm sorry about that Dec 24 20:15:01 You are not ready to be that vulnerable yet, I know Dec 24 20:15:22 I think perhaps you misunderstand... Dec 24 20:15:31 Do I? Dec 24 20:16:04 I have laid the fact I am scared bare to you... I do not seek comfort because I do not need it, not because I'm unable to accept it Dec 24 20:16:51 But _why_ don't you need comfort? Dec 24 20:17:28 * Morgan looks thoughtful Dec 24 20:17:41 I'm not sure Dec 24 20:18:47 It seems sometimes that perhaps it is something I do, that perhaps you do not seek it from me because you know I would not be able to provide what you need... Dec 24 20:19:18 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 24 20:19:43 I think perhaps I do not need to seek comfort because you already have provided what I need Dec 24 20:20:11 * Molly watches him "I am not sure how I have provided anything" Dec 24 20:20:41 I didn't say I understood it... Dec 24 20:21:01 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:22:01 Did you always need so little cosseting, or only since closing yourself off? Dec 24 20:22:19 * Morgan shrugs Dec 24 20:22:41 the hazard of being shipped off to the academy I suppose Dec 24 20:22:55 * Molly looks sad Dec 24 20:23:06 I do not think I want that for Varick Dec 24 20:23:27 I've been trying to think of a way out of it that doesn't harm him Dec 24 20:24:56 We have some time... I suppose if you are breeding military men, it makes sense to make them more remote from their needs for comfort Dec 24 20:25:46 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:25:49 I suppose so Dec 24 20:26:22 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:27:09 It is wrong to me to do that to a child. Dec 24 20:27:28 Its the Eisen way... prepare for war... Dec 24 20:28:36 Yet Heinzharold was raised for War too, and he is very much more a fan of being cosseted Dec 24 20:29:14 We had different roles to play in life Dec 24 20:29:37 * Molly nods Dec 24 20:29:44 Indeed Dec 24 20:30:30 * Molly kisses his knuckles Dec 24 20:30:53 I should see to all the preparations if the baby is to come tonight. Dec 24 20:31:00 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:31:01 aye Dec 24 20:31:21 * Molly lets go, standing up Dec 24 20:31:52 I will be over at the main house to start with Dec 24 20:31:59 * Morgan nods Dec 24 20:32:01 alright blossom Dec 24 20:32:47 * Molly collects up her cup, carrying it carefully out of the bedroom Dec 24 20:37:40 **he is left alone in their bedroom, hearing the cup set down and then the front door behind her Dec 24 20:51:13 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 24 22:17:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 24 22:17:27 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 24 22:18:13 * HH turns up after Varick has already appeared downstairs, watching out of the window for more snow. Dec 24 22:21:29 Think the snow is over for now Dec 24 22:21:57 * Morgan nods Dec 24 22:22:24 * HH looks around Dec 24 22:22:29 No coffee? Dec 24 22:23:06 * Morgan shrugs, moving to make some Dec 24 22:26:13 * HH catches his arm as he passes, pulling him in to hug him Dec 24 22:27:00 * Morgan lets him Dec 24 22:27:54 Inga might have some things she wants to ask y', but aside from that, it's all done. Dec 24 22:28:14 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 24 22:30:56 * HH lets him go Dec 24 22:31:03 Molly upstairs too? Dec 24 22:31:41 No, she's gone to the main house... preparations to make Dec 24 22:31:54 Another ball? Dec 24 22:32:33 No... Dec 24 22:32:50 * HH looks at him Dec 24 22:32:59 I gotta keep guessin'? Dec 24 22:33:52 * Morgan speaks quietly Dec 24 22:34:13 Elsies bump has dropped... Dietlinde's did the night before Jana was born... Dec 24 22:34:25 * HH shrugs Dec 24 22:34:44 My Ma had that with our Ruth a fortnight before Dec 24 22:36:31 Better safe... Dec 24 22:37:29 * HH nods Dec 24 22:37:46 Want Varick to stay next door with us? Dec 24 22:38:51 Might be an idea... though Catherine invited us for dinner toinght Dec 24 22:39:17 * HH nods Dec 24 22:39:42 Don't 'spose you ate any of my bacon? Dec 24 22:39:53 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 24 22:39:54 no Dec 24 22:39:57 Damn Dec 24 22:40:01 why? Dec 24 22:40:20 Gave it t' Inga as a peace offerin' Dec 24 22:40:59 * Morgan frowns Dec 24 22:42:40 I love bacon, but I love m' wife a bit more Dec 24 22:43:01 * Morgan nods Dec 24 22:43:32 She was cross with me, an' I dont like that Dec 24 22:45:02 my fault Dec 24 22:46:20 No, I decided she wasn' to know. Didn' make that clear enough to you, not yet fault. She knows it isn't. Dec 24 22:46:29 Yer* Dec 24 22:46:57 * Morgan shrugs slightly, putting a mug of coffee in front of him Dec 24 22:47:12 * HH looks relaxed Dec 24 22:47:31 Paid my penance, we're good Dec 24 22:50:11 and mine? Dec 24 22:50:31 Whatcha mean? Dec 24 22:51:12 My penance for telling her Dec 24 22:51:35 From me? Dec 24 22:52:31 * Morgan nods Dec 24 22:52:44 Think y' need one? Dec 24 22:53:19 I let you down Dec 24 22:53:31 * HH shrugs Dec 24 22:53:38 Wasn' on purpose Dec 24 22:55:30 * Morgan nods Dec 24 22:56:42 You'd forgive me if I'd upset Molly, wouldn' ya? Dec 24 22:57:19 of course Dec 24 22:57:28 There y' go then Dec 24 22:59:07 * Morgan nods Dec 24 22:59:10 alright Dec 24 22:59:17 * HH nods Dec 24 22:59:45 Reck'n we can get some time in for sledding once Inga is dressed for it Dec 24 23:00:24 I imagine so Dec 24 23:00:37 * HH nods Dec 24 23:01:05 Molly alright? 'Pparently there was crying as usual Dec 24 23:01:19 I think so Dec 24 23:01:42 Yer not sure? Dec 24 23:02:48 You know I hedge my bets Dec 24 23:04:04 Interestin' way to run a marriage Dec 24 23:04:25 She's alright. Worried about me, worried about Elsie... Dec 24 23:04:50 So we need to make her unworried for a bit Dec 24 23:07:38 What's she worryin' about you for? Dec 24 23:08:32 I told her how I'm scared she'll push too hard to save Elsie... Dec 24 23:09:27 * HH sizes him up a moment Dec 24 23:09:33 What did she say? Dec 24 23:10:15 we talked about it... she thought I was trying to put a brave face on it when... I was alright Dec 24 23:11:07 * HH considers this Dec 24 23:12:00 They're bloody confusing at times. Feel like I need a translator, someone to tell me the diff'rence between what my wife is sayin' and what she's meaning.. Dec 24 23:12:32 * Morgan nods Dec 24 23:13:00 Understandable in this instance... I've got form for hiding how I feel... Dec 24 23:13:06 now what was the look for? Dec 24 23:13:19 * HH smiles Dec 24 23:13:47 Because y' got form for hidin' how you feel from her, but you told her you were scared Dec 24 23:14:52 taking your wife's advice Dec 24 23:15:39 Inga told y' to tell Molly that? Dec 24 23:16:15 Told me to be honest Dec 24 23:16:40 Why'dya need prompting for that? I tell my lil darlin stuff like that all the time Dec 24 23:17:07 I hadn't been quite that... candid Dec 24 23:18:32 You two are gonna have to get over this stuff. You get mad b'cause she hides stuff fr'm you, but you aren't telling her stuff clearly either Dec 24 23:19:19 I told her... just wasn't quite that explicit Dec 24 23:20:20 Gotta be explicit with them, even if it's just in hopes they'll be clearer too Dec 24 23:22:54 I'm working on it... closer than I was Dec 24 23:23:03 * HH nods Dec 24 23:24:18 Oh, I'm being pushed t' explain what I meant by wanting you pair as happy as After Sabine's. Given that I kept something from 'er, I expect she's going to keep pestering Dec 24 23:25:06 Aye, she mentioned it Dec 24 23:25:31 Said you were gonna thump me for it. I said you wouldn' dare Dec 24 23:26:22 Oh, I'd dare alright Dec 24 23:26:39 * HH scoffs Dec 24 23:27:47 You couldn't e'en catch a cold, let alone catch me Dec 24 23:29:16 No doubt Dec 24 23:29:45 Want me to tell Inga, or y' prefer Molly to? Dec 24 23:30:14 Let me think on it Dec 24 23:30:22 * HH sniggers Dec 24 23:31:17 Well, there was prob'ly lots of hay, an' curious horses... that might help y' remember Dec 24 23:32:04 * Morgan thumps him Dec 24 23:32:39 * HH grins Dec 24 23:32:52 Hope there was no thumping! Dec 24 23:34:17 * Morgan sighs, sipping his own coffee Dec 24 23:35:29 **From the other room, Varick shouts* Wow, that one was really big! Dec 24 23:35:53 * HH watches Morgan, grinning more Dec 24 23:36:26 * Morgan rolls his eyes, heading to Varick Dec 24 23:38:47 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 24 23:38:54 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 26 15:58:59 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 26 16:01:59 * Inga (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 26 16:02:49 **After a quick check in with Elsie, they wrap up and head outside when Inga comes. HH wraps an arm around her waist as they trudge through the snow back to near the Rose Garden where the sleds were fastest. Within minutes HH and Varick are shooting down the slope on one. It's hard to tell which of them is having the most fun. Dec 26 16:02:49 * Inga comes to stand with Morgan Dec 26 16:02:49 I'm sorry about my reaction earlier Dec 26 16:04:26 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 16:04:29 Its understandable Dec 26 16:05:35 It's not on you that he did it Dec 26 16:06:28 I think we'll disagree about that, but I appreciate that you think so Dec 26 16:07:21 Molly and I talked about it a lot. I think what he did was disgusting, but she says it isnt up to the rest of us whether to forgive it or not Dec 26 16:07:54 No, its not Dec 26 16:08:23 What I don't get though... why didn't anyone know what he was planning? Dec 26 16:10:01 I don't think he did plan it... He'd been spending ages preventing annexation and things, so I wonder if maybe it came to mind, and he felt there was no other option so implemented it Dec 26 16:11:32 * Inga nods Dec 26 16:12:31 Why didn't you tell Heinzharold about it before? Why leave him in Eisen so upset? **she sounds sad and protective** Dec 26 16:13:39 If I'd stayed a moment longer, I'd have murdered Edward... Dietlinde wouldn't have wanted that... I had to escape, and I had to go _now_ Dec 26 16:13:55 Why not write to him then? Dec 26 16:14:22 I did not intend to live long enough for it to matter Dec 26 16:15:16 It mattered to him. Wouldn't you have wanted someone to bury you with her? Dec 26 16:16:37 Where my body ended up wasn't important. As far as I was concerned, I'd failed them, deserved to die and was going to hell for it Dec 26 16:17:18 * Inga stays quiet whilst HH and Varick get back to the top, briefly waving when he waves to her, and continues talking once they are gone. Dec 26 16:17:52 I suppose that didn't seem as irrational to you at the time Dec 26 16:18:47 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 26 16:19:07 Do you still think that now? Dec 26 16:19:16 some of it perhaps Dec 26 16:19:49 I think you are wrong Dec 26 16:20:42 One day, perhaps, I'll agree with you Dec 26 16:24:04 If anyone deserves to die and go to hell for it, it's him, not you Dec 26 16:26:15 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 16:27:42 **the happy yelling from below continues** Dec 26 16:28:46 Why didn't you just make her your mistress? When I asked Heinzharold and Molly, they both said "Because he's _Morgan_", and I don't really understand Dec 26 16:31:08 My father would have gone berserk. Besides, does that not scream that someone is not worthy? Yes, I love you and intend to spend my days with you, but you aren't really good enough to marry... Dec 26 16:33:05 But that's the way things are done. Lords have common mistresses, not common wives. Dec 26 16:35:28 And Lords see common women as cattle, that its their right to do as they wish with them... Dec 26 16:36:18 But Molly was your mistress... Dec 26 16:37:26 Not exactly... we lived together but... nothing happened until our wedding night. I wanted her as my mistress until I was shown I was being selfish Dec 26 16:40:02 She says that was only lack of nerve on her part. I know she was happy being your mistress Dec 26 16:40:54 She deserved better Dec 26 16:43:15 *she nods. Hh and Varick come and go again* The Graf would have understood if it had to be that or marry, wouldn't he? Dec 26 16:43:58 in which instance? Dec 26 16:47:22 With Dietlinde, but could work as well for Molly Dec 26 16:48:22 No... he'd have been hellbent on me putting aside Dietlinde and marrying someone like Lady Hapsburg. With Molly... maybe, but I doubt it Dec 26 16:49:34 Couldn't you have married Lady Hapsburg _and_ had a mistress? Dec 26 16:51:37 * Morgan scowls Dec 26 16:51:38 No Dec 26 16:53:07 Not with Molly, because there's no way Molly could bear that *she smiles, once more waving to HH when they pass again* Dec 26 16:55:58 I wouldn't do that to someone I love Dec 26 16:57:20 * Inga nods Dec 26 16:57:56 I don't understand how Molly can be so close to Edward after everything Dec 26 17:00:32 That isn't a question I can answer... he loves her, has sworn to protect her and, as I said earlier, _hates_ what he did. He regrets it immensely Dec 26 17:02:13 * Inga nods Dec 26 17:02:51 Molly said she's seen him beside himself a few times. I dont know, maybe it's that pain that binds them? Dec 26 17:04:28 Maybe... I've seen the pain in his eyes, how much he despises himself for what he did Dec 26 17:05:54 I would have thought with how deeply distraught she was when Hannalore and Federest were reunited Edward would be the last person she chose to show it to, knowing what he did Dec 26 17:13:02 She needed someone there and... well, I was not a suitable person... Dec 26 17:13:48 Absolutely not. If I'd realised, I'd have sent Heinzharold instead Dec 26 17:14:24 It probably worked out for the best the way it was Dec 26 17:14:59 Maybe Heinzharold couldn't have empathised in the same way Dec 26 17:15:43 Maybe Dec 26 17:16:04 Besides, he knew Hannalore so it made things... a bit easier Dec 26 17:16:31 At the time I just thought it was sweet and brotherly for him to have nurtured her that deeply Dec 26 17:17:06 It helped them quite a bit Dec 26 17:19:09 * Inga shrugs Dec 26 17:19:50 I suppose so. She was very upset when she came up. I felt bad, because Heinzharold and I could have supervised instead Dec 26 17:20:18 Its something I could never have, and it upset her Dec 26 17:21:11 * Inga nods Dec 26 17:22:27 I know. I know that's what she saw with them. I should have stopped that Dec 26 17:25:54 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 17:25:59 That was her choice Dec 26 17:28:17 I'm not sure she knew it would happen Dec 26 17:28:29 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 17:28:31 I don't know Dec 26 17:30:20 **HH comes jogging up the hill with the sled. He runs over, picking Inga up with ease, and man handling her towards the sled whilst she laughs** What are you doing, Heinzharold?! Dec 26 17:31:51 HH: Bit o' kidnapping of a maiden fair from a hairy giant! **HH gives Morgan a wink* Dec 26 17:32:06 * Morgan nods Dec 26 17:32:08 fair... Dec 26 17:32:53 **Varick comes to stand with Morgan. Inga gives a token fight against it, but Morgan can see she's playing. Varick doesnt seem to get it though* Dec 26 17:32:59 * Inga is now known as Varick Dec 26 17:33:20 Are we allowed to pull girls around? Dec 26 17:33:37 * Morgan kneels down Dec 26 17:33:48 No but... Inga's pretending Dec 26 17:34:05 **HH deposits Inga on the sled, keeping one arm around her so she cant escape** Dec 26 17:34:07 Why? Dec 26 17:34:58 Y'know, I've never thought about it Dec 26 17:37:17 **Assuming they're at a safe distance, Inga playfully to HH "get your hands off me, you great brute" Dec 26 17:37:25 I don't understand girls. Dec 26 17:38:49 Its... confusing, isn't it Dec 26 17:39:02 **HH sits down behind her** Unlikely, need a tight grip on ya so y' don't fall off, see Dec 26 17:39:08 * Varick nods Dec 26 17:39:17 Why are they confusing? Dec 26 17:39:29 Because if they weren't, they'd be boys Dec 26 17:40:08 **Whatever grip he has, Inga giggles as they set off at speed** Dec 26 17:40:14 That would be easier Dec 26 17:41:19 Its worth it in the long run though Dec 26 17:43:18 Why? Dec 26 17:52:14 **He can hear Inga screaming and HH laughing as they go very fast down the hill** Dec 26 17:52:37 Look how happy they are Dec 26 17:56:12 Do girls make people happy? Dec 26 17:56:32 Some of them... my mother makes me father happy... Molly makes me happy... Dec 26 17:56:50 Will a girl make me happy one day? Dec 26 17:57:19 I certainly hope so Dec 26 17:57:30 How will I know? Dec 26 17:58:41 its difficult to say... it sort of crept up on me, I didn't realise I was much happier than I used to be Dec 26 17:59:59 Do you think that girl is born already? Dec 26 18:00:58 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 18:00:59 could be Dec 26 18:01:07 could be older than you Dec 26 18:02:08 You were already old when Mama was born. Dec 26 18:02:59 older... Dec 26 18:04:20 You are _a lot_ older. Like really old. Dec 26 18:04:46 I'm not as old as you think I am Dec 26 18:05:59 You're _twenty five_, Papa. That's really old. **he's also two years out, now that Morgan has turned twenty seven a few weeks ago** Dec 26 18:07:49 I suppose so Dec 26 18:09:08 * Varick stands patiently. It's very quiet Dec 26 18:09:18 Do you think they fell off? Dec 26 18:09:31 No, they're probably throwing snow at eachother Dec 26 18:09:50 We should have a snowball fight! Dec 26 18:12:30 Aren't I too old for that? Dec 26 18:14:15 If you need a break you could sit on the bench and Heinzharold will play instead Dec 26 18:16:35 Come on then Dec 26 18:16:53 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 26 18:19:39 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 26 18:22:06 **HH and Inga return holding hands and grinning. A snowball fight in the Rose Garden begins, and Catherine joins them. Catherine is a surprisingly good shot, so HH and Morgan are on the same team against the others. It is cold but enjoyable. Dec 26 18:22:06 **Molly backs out of the great hall, carrying a basket. HH is first to see her, and at short distance he is able to throw a snowball gently enough to cause little pain but with great accuracy to hit her on the bottom. When she yelps and spins around laughing, HH is pointing at Morgan. Molly raises an eyebrow at Morgan, looking amused. Dec 26 18:22:13 * Varick is now known as Molly Dec 26 18:28:10 Yes, my love? Dec 26 18:30:25 I am, unfortunately, innocent Dec 26 18:34:18 **she smiles warmly** you'll have to be quicker off the mark next time, hmm? Dec 26 18:35:17 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 26 18:36:24 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 26 18:39:53 **HH laughs, going back to throwing snowballs at Catherine and Inga. Molly stands on the doorstep, thoughtful as she watches him** Dec 26 18:40:07 [what?] Dec 26 18:40:25 [I have eggs in the basket...] Dec 26 18:40:53 [be a terrible shame if one bounced off his head] Dec 26 18:41:16 [Wrap it lightly in snow, tell him to catch...] Dec 26 18:42:48 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 26 18:44:00 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 26 18:44:11 [18:35] (Molly) [Wrap it lightly in snow, tell him to catch...] Dec 26 18:44:39 [oh Ilike that idea] Dec 26 18:45:39 * Molly wanders over to him casually then subtly slips an egg into his hand, fingers lingering on his Dec 26 18:46:11 * Morgan crouches, packing it in snow Dec 26 18:50:07 * Molly watches him, smiling Dec 26 18:50:28 Have you been enjoying yourself, my love? Dec 26 18:51:26 * Morgan nods Dec 26 18:51:30 aye Dec 26 18:53:47 * Molly nods. HH is busily getting pelted by the others Dec 26 18:54:26 * Morgan whistles at HeinzHarold before throwing the egg wrapped in snow Dec 26 18:54:28 catch Dec 26 18:57:31 **HH automatically does so, the egg cracking and becoming a disgusting cold sloppy mess* Bah! What the fu-...! **Varick, Catherine and Inga are all laughing. Molly watches Morgan with a fond smile* Dec 26 18:59:15 * Morgan watches HeinzHarold Dec 26 18:59:34 *HH looks at him** That's an egg?! Dec 26 18:59:47 is it? Dec 26 19:03:11 **HH shows Morgan his hands, dripping with yolk** Its a bloody egg! Dec 26 19:03:32 * Molly glances at Morgan, desperately trying to keep a straight face Dec 26 19:03:35 Doesn't look bloody, looks like yolk Dec 26 19:04:14 HH, grinning: I'm gonna kick your backside for that! Dec 26 19:05:20 * Morgan tilts his head Dec 26 19:05:28 You think so? Dec 26 19:09:34 **HH makes a move in Morgan's direction with a grin, eggy hands out front** Better start runnin' Dec 26 19:09:55 * Molly smiles, going over to Varick and the women Dec 26 19:10:12 * Morgan waits until he's close before rolling into the snow and into HeinzHarolds legs below the knees Dec 26 19:13:07 **HH goes sprawling on his face before quickly rolling over Dec 26 19:14:18 * Morgan rolls away, standing up Dec 26 19:17:24 * Molly gets up, launching at Morgan in an attempt to take him down Dec 26 19:17:33 HH** Dec 26 19:17:52 * Morgan side steps him Dec 26 19:19:33 **HH shoves him, though the time in the snow has removed most of the egg. He's grinning Dec 26 19:19:47 HH: Spose you think yer clever Dec 26 19:20:37 I merely utilised the items at hand Dec 26 19:21:11 HH: Where'd ya get an egg? Dec 26 19:21:44 Probably from a chicken Dec 26 19:22:17 **The women are vaguely keeping an eye on them. Molly is crouching down talking to Varick Dec 26 19:22:59 HH: Mebbie you should chuck a snowball at her backside next time, and I can throw you an egg Dec 26 19:23:57 Fairly sure I got the better end of the deal here Dec 26 19:24:16 HH: *he nods* I'll get you back Dec 26 19:25:20 * Molly comes over with the basket, smiling at HH. He twigs, looking at Morgan Dec 26 19:25:48 HH: You 'ad an accomplice... Dec 26 19:26:14 an instigator, more accurately Dec 26 19:26:59 * Molly comes to Morgan, HH watching her "I have things to be doing at the cottage, my love, I will get dry clothes ready" Dec 26 19:28:01 alright blossom Dec 26 19:29:32 * Molly goes on tip toes to kiss his cheek, bringing her arm up. She drops a small handful of snow down the back of his neck before pulling away with a cheeky smile Dec 26 19:30:17 * Morgan shudders Dec 26 19:30:22 you, my love, will pay for that Dec 26 19:30:37 * Molly smiles Dec 26 19:30:51 I look forward to it, mein sehnsucht Dec 26 19:32:12 * Morgan nods Dec 26 19:32:21 * Molly wanders off in the direction of the cottages, humming The Bear And The Maiden Fair. HH watches her go, grinning Dec 26 19:32:33 Got you good Dec 26 19:32:38 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 26 19:32:45 * Morgan nods Dec 26 19:33:15 Intressing nickname y' got yerself there... better than cabbage Dec 26 19:35:26 * Morgan watches him a moment Dec 26 19:36:21 What? Dec 26 19:36:30 Contemplating telling you something Dec 26 19:36:52 Might as well, don'cha think? Dec 26 19:37:04 oh I don't know... might well regret it Dec 26 19:37:22 Go on, I'm curious now Dec 26 19:38:50 Varick says out loud this morning in Avalonian, that it means cabbage... so I had to explain it to Alice... Florrie pipes up telling us that Vendel ballheads are cabbages.... then says 'want toast ballhead' to me Dec 26 19:45:22 * HH creases up with laughter. It takes him a minute to be able say Dec 26 19:45:47 Finally, someone else sees what I've known about y' all along! Dec 26 19:46:49 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 26 19:46:59 Knew I shouldn't have told you Dec 26 19:48:33 * HH grins Dec 26 19:48:42 Gotta admit man, that's brilliant Dec 26 19:49:26 * Morgan nods Dec 26 19:49:34 out of the mouths of babes, eh Dec 26 19:50:52 * HH nods, watching him speculativley whilst making another snowball Dec 26 19:50:57 Missin' her? Dec 26 19:51:36 Tough to say Dec 26 19:54:09 * HH nods Dec 26 19:54:50 Realised in a dream where Jana had survived that it was just that... then I had to say goodbye to the girl who looks just like her who held on to me saying she didn't want to leave Dec 26 19:55:10 * HH pats his arm Dec 26 19:55:17 That's rough, man Dec 26 19:56:40 * Morgan nods Dec 26 19:56:43 yes, it was Dec 26 19:59:51 Need a hug? Dec 26 20:00:07 I'm alright, but I wouldn't refuse one Dec 26 20:00:32 * HH hugs him Dec 26 20:01:06 **Varick comes running over** Are you hurt, Papa? Dec 26 20:01:56 * Morgan kneels down again Dec 26 20:02:14 No, I'm not... just a little sad about Alice and Florrie leaving, thats all Dec 26 20:02:58 Varick hugs him: Me too. I like them Dec 26 20:04:59 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:05:06 I know.... you were so very good with Florrie Dec 26 20:08:10 V: It was hard to share Dec 26 20:18:31 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:18:41 I know.... you did very well, I'm very proud of you Dec 26 20:20:43 V: I have to practice for when I'm a big brother Dec 26 20:20:52 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:21:02 I think you'll be an excellent big brother Dec 26 20:21:11 V: that could be soon Dec 26 20:21:28 not for a while Dec 26 20:21:41 * HH hands him the snowball "here's one to throw at Inga for me" Dec 26 20:22:01 I couldn't possibly do that Dec 26 20:22:04 * Morgan flings it at her Dec 26 20:22:37 *Inga giggles, and Varick goes to help her make more** Dec 26 20:23:05 You ever get to the bottom of what I said about the weird timin' of Molly's draw? Dec 26 20:23:51 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:23:53 think so Dec 26 20:25:39 * HH nods Dec 26 20:26:06 If I'm right, got a few weeks to go b'fore it happens again Dec 26 20:26:14 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:26:22 Indeed Dec 26 20:29:03 Elsie gonna have the babe before that though Dec 26 20:29:25 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:29:27 most likely Dec 26 20:29:40 * HH nods Dec 26 20:30:26 Gotta make the most of the afternoon's fun then. Unless you got some revenge to get whilst the cottage is quiet Dec 26 20:32:21 Might have Dec 26 20:32:49 We're okay out 'ere if you need to go Dec 26 20:34:09 Might take the opportunity for some quiet time with her Dec 26 20:35:04 * HH nods, gathering up some snow. Catherine, Inga and Varick have gathered lots of snowballs and are looking pleased Dec 26 20:35:22 Go on then, ballhead *he grins* Dec 26 20:37:10 * Morgan thumps him, moving off to the cottage Dec 26 20:39:54 **In the big cottage, the kitchen is empty but he can hear Elsie and James talking in the parlour Dec 26 20:40:24 * Morgan whistles to himself as he heads towards it Dec 26 20:42:19 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 26 20:43:38 * Molly is in the kitchen of the smaller cottage, the one that was once their home. Water is boiling on the stove, and the kitchen table is covered with small bottles of herbs, fabric, and a selection of small knives and other tools Dec 26 20:44:29 * Morgan hums, walking up behind her Dec 26 20:46:25 * Molly glances over her shoulder, setting down a small glass jar Dec 26 20:46:37 I was not expecting you so soon Dec 26 20:47:59 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:48:14 Might not have much time just the two of us for a while... Dec 26 20:48:33 * Molly smiles Dec 26 20:48:51 Well then... this can wait, if you needed my company... Dec 26 20:49:12 * Morgan nods Dec 26 20:50:03 * Molly takes the boiling pan off the stove Dec 26 20:50:19 Did you have something in mind...? Dec 26 20:50:34 Not specifically Dec 26 20:50:50 * Molly nods, removing the apron Dec 26 20:51:35 Would it be prudent to lock the door, just in case someone comes in and touches the wrong herbs before I could stop them? Dec 26 20:52:14 Might be, aye Dec 26 20:52:29 * Molly locks the front door Dec 26 20:53:11 Do we need tea...? *she smirks slightly* you must be rather cold and wet... Dec 26 20:53:42 I'm sure you can find other methods to warm me Dec 26 20:54:00 * Molly smiles Dec 26 20:55:19 Well, my love, you are able to create fire in the grate, so won't it be you warming me...? *she takes his hand, gently stroking his palm* Dec 26 20:55:54 perhaps Dec 26 20:56:56 Of course, there is one fireplace down here, in front of the couch you bought that we never got much use of, or one upstairs in what was your bedroom but now stands empty... Dec 26 20:58:23 * Morgan nods, watching her Dec 26 20:58:39 * Molly smiles Dec 26 20:58:58 Which fire would it most please you to stoke...? Dec 26 20:59:50 * Molly starts undoing the buttons of his snow-covered, rather soaked jacket Dec 26 21:01:31 oh I don't know... what do you think? Dec 26 21:03:15 * Molly looks thoughtful Dec 26 21:05:33 I am spoilt for choice... I had thought it would be this house where you took my virginity, so I am at ease with the idea of spending time with you intimately wherever you wish Dec 26 21:06:03 the couch then? Dec 26 21:06:10 * Molly nods Dec 26 21:06:41 * Molly gets off his coat and hangs it Dec 26 21:07:25 Your feet will thank you for being rid of your boots **this is what she said in his snowy dream last night where she was John's widow** Dec 26 21:08:12 * Morgan frowns briefly Dec 26 21:08:42 * Molly smiles Dec 26 21:09:04 If your socks are wet also we can dry them by the fire. You won't be needing them Dec 26 21:10:28 * Morgan nods, kicking his boots off Dec 26 21:11:01 * Molly watches him a moment, smiling Dec 26 21:11:10 Is anyone expecting us? Dec 26 21:11:37 No... Dec 26 21:11:45 ...but...? Dec 26 21:11:56 it wouldn't be surprising if we were interrupted Dec 26 21:12:27 Because we usually are? *she kicks off her own boots* Dec 26 21:12:57 * Morgan nods Dec 26 21:13:14 * Molly goes into the parlour, pulling the curtains and locking the back door Dec 26 21:13:50 * Morgan follows her, glancing at the fireplace Dec 26 21:14:50 **It lights just as he wants it. She sits on the couch, watching him with a smile** You should warm up nicely now... Dec 26 21:15:35 * Morgan nods, sitting beside her Dec 26 21:17:07 * Molly watches him Dec 26 21:17:39 Was the handful of snow refreshing, mon petit chou? Dec 26 21:18:18 it woke me up somewhat Dec 26 21:18:48 Oh? Were you just sleepy, or busy daydreaming? Dec 26 21:20:09 mostly smirking at HeinzHarold having egg all over his hands Dec 26 21:20:36 That was rather enjoyable, wasn't it? Dec 26 21:20:49 * Morgan nods Dec 26 21:22:36 * Molly moves, straddling his lap in her modified trouser skirt. She takes his left hand, bringing it to the right cheek of her bottom "More enjoyable than getting hit with a snowball here" Dec 26 21:23:27 quite Dec 26 21:24:06 * Molly runs her fingers to the back of his neck Dec 26 21:24:44 Hmm, your skin is still very cold here my love. I hope you do not have frostbite! **she giggles** Dec 26 21:26:36 I certainly hope not Dec 26 21:26:53 Of course, some bites on the neck are far more pleasurable, aren't they? Dec 26 21:28:19 * Morgan nods Dec 26 21:28:21 yes they are Dec 26 21:29:25 * Molly brings her lips gently to his neck Dec 26 21:29:29 Such as here Dec 26 21:29:43 mmmhmmm Dec 26 21:30:35 * Molly nips him gently before swirling her tongue over it, settling closer to him Dec 26 21:30:57 Do we have enough time for things like this? Dec 26 21:31:29 probably not Dec 26 21:32:11 A pity, I think. What do you think we should prioritise instead, mein sehnsucht? Dec 26 21:32:23 * Morgan shrugs Dec 26 21:32:28 I don't know, I hadn't thought that far ahead Dec 26 21:32:51 * Molly licks down his neck to his collarbone Dec 26 21:33:00 How far had you thought? Dec 26 21:33:55 we've already passed that point Dec 26 21:35:27 Me removing your coat? *she buries her mouth to his skin, sucking deeply* Dec 26 21:36:51 somewhere around there, yes Dec 26 21:37:30 Your intentions are surprisingly innocent then Dec 26 21:38:00 They were... Dec 26 21:38:23 * Molly bites him again, this time pressing her chest to his and resting more of her weight onto his crotch Dec 26 21:38:32 They no longer are? Dec 26 21:40:29 that is a safe assumption Dec 26 21:40:52 If you wish only to sit and talk, decorum in tact, I can yield to that... **she watches him with a mischievous smile, moving away just a little* Dec 26 21:42:11 No, I think not Dec 26 21:43:05 **the look continues** You do not wish me to sit nicely beside you, keeping my hands to myself? Dec 26 21:43:32 If you wish to, I will accede to your wishes... Dec 26 21:45:16 * Molly moves, but it's obvious she is playing a game and teasing rather than rejecting. She runs a hand over her breast "Keep my hands to _myself_, like this?" Dec 26 21:46:56 If you prefer... Dec 26 21:48:13 * Molly twists in her seat so she's resting as much against the arm as the back, her hand training down the front of her bodice "After all, this would not prevent you making polite conversation..." Her hand runs lower, to the easy access these trousers have at the crotch. She watches his expression for signs of his reaction** Dec 26 21:49:22 Or perhaps you should put us both out of our misery... Dec 26 21:50:10 Then you need only express to me what your misery is, my love, and how I might relieve it for you Dec 26 21:50:37 I rather think you know Dec 26 21:51:17 * Molly smiles, bringing her hand over his groin with a firm stroke Dec 26 21:51:35 I should imagine this is the epicenter? Dec 26 21:52:23 * Morgan nods Dec 26 21:52:46 * Molly undoes the fall of his trousers, pushing the fabric away from his erection Dec 26 21:53:16 And you would like me to deal swiftly with your desire? Dec 26 21:54:48 * Morgan nods Dec 26 21:55:31 * Molly straddles him once more, the opening of her trousers allowing the heat of her to glide along him teasingly. There's no doubt from her expression that this teasing is purposeful Dec 26 21:56:59 * Morgan leans back against the couch, watching her Dec 26 21:57:39 **she continues to rock her hipa like this* Hmm... I rather think I shall have to put snow inside your clothing more frequently if it inspires you so... Dec 26 21:58:36 it did not... more it provided an excuse Dec 26 21:58:52 An excuse? For what, my love? Dec 26 21:59:13 for this... Dec 26 22:00:17 To be intimate with me? *she angles so he is almost entering her before grinding along him again* Dec 26 22:01:12 * Morgan sighs with frustration Dec 26 22:01:43 * Molly smiles Dec 26 22:02:30 **she does it again, then moving away a little Dec 26 22:05:30 You do not need an excuse to be intimate with me... Dec 26 22:05:45 no... you are mine.... Dec 26 22:06:42 * Molly nods, looking both pleased and aroused by this, and watches him intently. "Always." She swiftly sinks down onto him, keeping eye contact with him Dec 26 22:08:52 * Morgan 's eyes widen before his head rolls back with a groan Dec 26 22:11:00 * Molly moans softly, riding rhythmically but slowly on him, her mouth on his neck again Dec 26 22:18:02 * Morgan groans, beginning to rise up to meet her Dec 26 22:21:11 * Molly takes his hands, putting them on her bottom. She murmurs in his ear "Guide me... show me what will best satisfy you right now, I wish to make you spend yourself hard" Dec 26 22:21:54 * Morgan does so, making her move quicker, landing against him more forcefully Dec 26 22:24:54 * Molly copies his movements, slamming down on to him as he wishes. Her quiet moans become very frequent, having to bring her hands to his chest to steady her balance. She watches his face, biting her lip to keep the volume down. Dec 26 22:26:27 * Morgan grunts, tensing up before swelling inside her Dec 26 22:31:08 * Molly grasps tightly at his shirt, somehow maintaining this rhythm whilst she peaks hard. Her resolve to stay quiet is lost to the glorious sensation of him inside her, moaning loudly as she throws her head back, loud enough that it would be heard if anyone was anywhere in the cottage with them. Dec 26 22:32:11 * Morgan loses himself in her, quickly being utterly spent Dec 26 22:35:07 * Molly climaxes once again before resting her forehead into the crook of his neck, not withdrawing off him just yet Dec 26 22:38:44 * Morgan lays still, breathing deeply Dec 26 22:40:45 * Molly stays close to him, just relaxing and having the intimacy of feeling him soften within her. She says quietly "Was that what you needed, liebling?" Dec 26 22:41:12 * Morgan nods Dec 26 22:41:16 aye... it was Dec 26 22:41:27 Good... Dec 26 22:42:33 * Molly stays there a few more moments before saying "do you wish me to let you free now?" Dec 26 22:42:46 Not especially Dec 26 22:43:43 * Molly nods, remaining as she was, curled up to him and quietly savouring the closeness. The fire crackles in the grate. Dec 26 22:43:59 It's nice to finally have made love to you here Dec 26 22:44:06 * Morgan nods Dec 26 22:45:19 Not that we would have been likely to do it that way the first time... except if I had been your Star Girl... Dec 26 22:46:21 * Morgan nods Dec 26 22:46:24 true Dec 26 22:48:06 * Molly nods Dec 26 22:49:04 Perhaps before we have to leave here again we can make use of your old bed, where I very much thought you would make me your mistress completely Dec 26 22:49:58 * Morgan nods Dec 26 22:50:05 Aye... tonight perhaps Dec 26 22:50:53 * Molly 's brows raise against his skin Dec 26 22:51:07 Are we not to go to the main house for dinner? Dec 26 22:51:16 * Morgan sighs Dec 26 22:51:18 I suppose so Dec 26 22:52:04 Although, if it is a choice between food and having you finally take me in that bed, I can stand to go a little hungry *she laughs quietly* Dec 26 22:52:39 Maybe we can manage both Dec 26 22:53:27 Mmhmm... that will be a pleasant day dream through dinner... how would we explain to Heinzharold why we were in the bedroom in their cottage though? Dec 26 22:54:37 mmm, true Dec 26 22:55:44 As for Inga, I would tell her the truth. She already knows that was your room and what I had spent so many nights longing for. If I told her I was going to make that dream a reality, she would just find a way to keep Heinzharold in our cottage next door. Dec 26 22:56:10 * Morgan nods Dec 26 22:57:59 * Molly nods as well. Though he gently slips from the warmth of her body, she doesn't move. She doesn't talk either. She appears to have drifted off safely close to him Dec 26 23:00:07 * Morgan lets her be for a few minutes Dec 26 23:00:10 blossom... Dec 26 23:01:34 * Molly murmurs "It's just snow, liebes herz... don't stop" Dec 26 23:04:08 Come on blossom, we need to make ourselves presentable Dec 26 23:05:49 Hmm? Oh... **she sits up, tilting her head thoughtfully** Dec 26 23:08:54 what? Dec 26 23:09:01 * Molly smiles to herself before gently removing herself from his lap Dec 26 23:09:36 I've never sat in your lap where our skin is touching without you being aroused before Dec 26 23:10:12 * Morgan watches her Dec 26 23:10:35 * Molly watches him back "what, my love?" Dec 26 23:11:47 You looked thoughtful like you had something on your mind Dec 26 23:12:23 It is trusting, and deeply intimate. I should imagine that contact when hard is much easier on a man than contact when he is not. Dec 26 23:12:33 * Molly watches his expression Dec 26 23:13:14 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:13:36 * Molly smiles adoringly Dec 26 23:14:19 I like that you will allow me that, that you _can_ allow yourself to be vulnerable with me like that Dec 26 23:14:27 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:15:04 It means much to me, my love Dec 26 23:15:49 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:15:51 I can tell Dec 26 23:17:11 I do not think there is anything further I could do that would be me being vulnerable with you, but if anything occurs to you, please do let me know Dec 26 23:17:31 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:17:33 I will blossom Dec 26 23:17:38 * Molly stands up "I'll find a towel, shall I?" Dec 26 23:17:52 best had I suppose Dec 26 23:18:21 You would ideally remain cuddled up and napping by the fire together? Dec 26 23:18:47 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:19:42 Me too. *She watches him with a playful smile* I think I shall just start carrying around two or three cream flannels in my pockets, just in case Dec 26 23:20:57 It may be an idea Dec 26 23:21:29 If it is possible you will seek me out to seduce me like this again, I rather think so Dec 26 23:22:37 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:22:43 possible, no... likely... very Dec 26 23:22:52 * Molly smiles Dec 26 23:23:13 I am, as always, at your disposal, your Excellency Dec 26 23:23:22 * Morgan nods Dec 26 23:24:52 * Molly goes into the kitchen. He can hear her put the pan back on the stove before throwing him a towel from the doorway, giving him one more satisfied smile before going back to her task Dec 26 23:25:51 * Morgan sighs, getting himself cleaned up Dec 26 23:26:28 **From the kitchen she calls "If you wished to talk to Elsie, James or both about her bump and what it means, I wonder if now would be a good time whilst everyone is out?" Dec 26 23:27:21 * Morgan walks into the kitchen Dec 26 23:27:24 thats a good idea Dec 26 23:28:07 I could come with you if you wish, but I thought it might be easier for you to be talking about Dietlinde's pregnancy without me Dec 26 23:28:27 I'd be alright, but... I'll do it alone Dec 26 23:33:09 * Molly gives him a small smile Dec 26 23:33:14 Alright my love Dec 26 23:34:13 * Morgan nods, checking himself over before heading out to next door Dec 26 23:43:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 26 23:45:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 27 00:05:01 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 27 00:06:03 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Dec 27 11:21:36 * Elsie (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Dec 27 11:41:18 * Elsie has quit (Ping Timeout) Dec 27 12:31:11 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Dec 27 13:06:54 * Elsie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 27 13:10:54 **The front door to the big cottage is unlocked, the parlour door within is shut. Dec 27 13:11:04 * Morgan knocks on it Dec 27 13:11:13 Come in Dec 27 13:11:59 * Morgan enters the room Dec 27 13:16:16 **Elsie and James are sat together. She has her head on his shoulder, his only arm around her. They both look at Morgan but the only movement is of Elsie's baby beneath her dress fabric. Dec 27 13:18:01 We need to talk Dec 27 13:19:20 All of us? Dec 27 13:19:52 Well, you pair and me... Dec 27 13:23:50 * Elsie nods, as does James. The room is nice and warm, the back collar of his shirt still wet Dec 27 13:24:45 * Morgan finds a seat Dec 27 13:25:49 * Elsie and James watch him expectantly Dec 27 13:27:31 * Morgan takes a slow breath Dec 27 13:27:39 Have you noticed how your bump has dropped? Dec 27 13:28:45 * Elsie nods Dec 27 13:29:17 I woke up like it, it's harder to balance Dec 27 13:29:24 That was something that happened very close to my daughter being born... Dec 27 13:29:58 * Elsie nods, taking it in her stride, but Morgan can see James hold her just a little tighter Dec 27 13:30:07 It'll be soon then Dec 27 13:30:46 Most likely, I think Dec 27 13:30:58 J: How long? Dec 27 13:31:39 As I said, one night we went to bed with Dietlinde's bump having dropped, she woke me before dawn in labour Dec 27 13:34:27 J: *he nods* Tonight maybe then? Dec 27 13:34:36 Could be, yes Dec 27 13:34:58 Could you put some tea on, James? Dec 27 13:35:39 J: *he kisses her crown before getting up to do so, leaving her and Morgan alone* Dec 27 13:36:40 * Elsie shuffles forward awkwardly, so she's perched on the edge closer to Morgan's chair Dec 27 13:36:52 I am going to write a letter for James for after I have gone. I don't know what to say. If you could have had a last letter from your late wife, what would have helped you most for it to say? Dec 27 13:38:33 * Morgan looks uncomfortable for a moment Dec 27 13:39:35 That she loved me and _knew_ I loved her... that I shouldn't blame myself... not to carry my grief like a shield Dec 27 13:40:01 * Elsie nods Dec 27 13:40:58 Thank you. I'm sorry to ask, but aside from Beth or Molly's friend John I don't think anyone else would be as good to ask Dec 27 13:41:17 * Morgan nods Dec 27 13:41:37 he needs to accept help from his friends... that was part of my mistake Dec 27 13:42:11 I know he's in good hands with you and Molly. He couldn't be more lucky in that regard Dec 27 13:42:31 We'll do our best with him Dec 27 13:42:38 * Elsie nods Dec 27 13:43:42 Don't let him run away from someone new. It's not like either of us haven't been with other people, I don't want to hold him back from being happy Dec 27 13:44:48 * Morgan nods Dec 27 13:44:54 thats going to be the hardest part for him I think Dec 27 13:45:08 * Elsie nods Dec 27 13:45:13 Molly said as much Dec 27 13:46:50 * Elsie offers her hand to him Dec 27 13:48:27 * Morgan takes it Dec 27 13:51:49 I really appreciate you telling me these things about your past to help me, I know it's painful Dec 27 13:53:02 * Morgan nods Dec 27 13:53:47 * Elsie squeezes his hand before letting it go Dec 27 13:53:54 You've all been so good to me Dec 27 13:54:28 * Morgan shrugs Dec 27 13:54:33 we're only doing what is right Dec 27 13:56:11 You're kind, loving people, and anyone who comes into your lives are going to be very lucky to know you Dec 27 13:56:50 You'd be surprised how often people would disagree with that statement Dec 27 14:00:53 The staff here are a bit scared of you Dec 27 14:02:16 a bit? Dec 27 14:03:50 * Elsie nods Dec 27 14:04:11 Not the ones who have seen you with Varick Dec 27 14:04:26 no? Dec 27 14:07:06 You're really loving with him. Dec 27 14:09:21 I tend to be gentle with children Dec 27 14:10:01 * Elsie nods Dec 27 14:10:13 Will you be there when my baby comes? Dec 27 14:10:36 I'll be around, yes... Dec 27 14:11:54 * Elsie smiles Dec 27 14:12:14 I'm glad. Will it be you that takes him down to Beth? Dec 27 14:12:47 What would you like? Dec 27 14:14:45 He will need feeding quickly, won't he? Dec 27 14:15:17 Ideally, yes Dec 27 14:18:46 He'll need to go to Sunnymeade straight away. Molly has prepared a bag for his clothes, something to dress him in and a nappy cloth, so once it is over, he should go Dec 27 14:19:08 * Elsie rubs her bump, but she looks practical rather than upset Dec 27 14:21:18 * Morgan nods Dec 27 14:22:16 If you could take him, or maybe Heinzharold or Inga, not just one of the servants, that would be nice Dec 27 14:23:19 If I'm able, I will... but whomever takes him, it won't be a servant Dec 27 14:25:17 Thank you. I hope to get to see his face before I die, but I don't think it is likely really Dec 27 14:26:51 All we can do is wait and see really Dec 27 14:26:58 * Elsie nods Dec 27 14:27:25 I know Molly will do her best, but I think we would need a miracle Dec 27 14:30:42 * Morgan nods Dec 27 14:32:12 I'm going to leave a letter for the baby too Dec 27 14:32:41 * Morgan nods Dec 27 14:32:43 thats a good idea Dec 27 14:35:52 * Elsie nods Dec 27 14:36:16 Apart from those things, I have no more pressing business now Dec 27 14:37:50 * Morgan nods Dec 27 14:38:04 I'm sorry we do not have more time Dec 27 14:38:13 * Elsie smiles Dec 27 14:39:39 It's alright. I've been so lucky to have had all these weeks here and have been looked after. I've had so much fun with Molly and Inga whilst you were all away, and I met the love of my life. It's been wonderful Dec 27 14:42:13 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 27 14:42:47 Don't be too upset. I am happy with the blessings I have had Dec 27 14:43:51 I think you've been the catalyst for change here Dec 27 14:45:26 How come? Dec 27 14:46:51 Whats happened has changed some minds... has brought people together, and made her grace more aware of her responsibilities Dec 27 14:47:02 * Elsie smiles Dec 27 14:47:24 That's good. It nice to be leaving something good for people Dec 27 14:49:36 * Morgan nods Dec 27 14:51:03 I wonder where James has gotten to Dec 27 14:52:10 I'll go find out Dec 27 14:55:34 * Elsie nods Dec 27 14:56:17 * Morgan gets up, heading to the kitchen Dec 27 14:57:07 * Elsie is now known as James Dec 27 14:57:30 * James is stood by the sink, staring out at the snow Dec 27 14:58:03 * Morgan moves, putting a hand on his shoulder Dec 27 14:59:14 * James nods a little Dec 27 14:59:18 I'm alright Dec 27 14:59:56 You're a terrible liar Dec 27 15:00:16 * James nods Dec 27 15:00:27 I'll be alright, then Dec 27 15:00:36 * Morgan nods Dec 27 15:00:38 aye Dec 27 15:01:31 * James makes tea into two cups before looking at Morgan Dec 27 15:01:39 Are you staying? Dec 27 15:03:59 No, unless you wish me to, I'll leave the two of you in peace Dec 27 15:05:20 No, it's fine Dec 27 15:05:56 I'm sure Molly will need to know about it too Dec 27 15:08:01 I've already spoken to Molly about it... I'll leave the two of you, let us know if you need anything Dec 27 15:08:53 * James nods Dec 27 15:08:56 We will Dec 27 15:09:34 * Morgan nods, heading out the door Dec 27 15:09:41 **He leaves the two of them alone, stepping out into the cold air which is bitter and sharp** Dec 27 15:11:24 **there's noone around, even the kitchen of the main house looks quiet Dec 27 15:12:36 * Morgan stretches before going into the other cottage Dec 27 15:15:49 * James is now known as Molly Dec 27 15:16:23 * Molly is just packing the bag up. She glances up at him, checking his expression Dec 27 15:17:03 * Morgan looks grim Dec 27 15:17:52 * Molly puts down what she is doing, coming to him and opening her arms. Dec 27 15:18:55 * Morgan pulls her into an embrace Dec 27 15:19:50 * Molly holds him close Dec 27 15:20:15 *she speaks softly and slowly* It's alright, my love... Dec 27 15:21:24 * Morgan sighs Dec 27 15:24:11 It's bound to be difficult, liebling... Dec 27 15:26:27 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 27 15:53:14 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 27 15:53:28 * Molly holds him close Dec 27 15:53:28 *she speaks softly and slowly* It's alright, my love... Dec 27 15:53:28 * Morgan sighs Dec 27 15:53:28 It's bound to be difficult, liebling.. Dec 27 15:53:30 * Morgan nods Dec 27 15:53:47 * Molly doesn't let go Dec 27 15:53:57 What can I do for you? Dec 27 15:55:25 * Morgan sighs, pulling away Dec 27 15:55:37 Could I have some tea? Dec 27 15:58:11 * Molly nods, moving away and starting this Dec 27 15:58:21 Do you wish to talk about it? Dec 27 15:59:21 She's going to write him a letter... she asked what would've helped if I'd had a letter from Dietlinde Dec 27 15:59:45 * Molly soon puts a cup in front of him and sits beside him with her own Dec 27 15:59:53 That sounds very hard Dec 27 16:01:28 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:02:53 * Molly blows on her tea Dec 27 16:02:59 What did you say? Dec 27 16:05:19 * Morgan shrugs Dec 27 16:05:20 the usual Dec 27 16:07:32 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:08:37 I am sure she would have given you everything you needed to hear, my love Dec 27 16:09:16 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:09:32 Her biggest hope now is that she sees the child before she passes Dec 27 16:09:50 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:10:03 I will do what I can to make that happen Dec 27 16:11:59 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:12:14 * Molly sips her tea Dec 27 16:12:31 You are finding it hard to let her go? Dec 27 16:12:41 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:14:35 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:15:35 I am going to be here if you need me, if it stirs up far more than just the loss of Elsie. I was here before, I am here now, and I will always be here... Dec 27 16:16:05 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:16:06 I know Dec 27 16:17:20 I am glad you do. Though there are times when things are less easy than I would wish, I will support you however you need. I know that although you are making progress, your grief will never be gone Dec 27 16:17:45 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:18:03 I need to stop using it as a shield, as a reason to not let people in Dec 27 16:18:27 You feel that you still do? Dec 27 16:20:58 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:22:25 * Molly takes his free hand Dec 27 16:23:35 It's hard to let people close again, no doubt... Dec 27 16:24:16 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:26:37 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:27:00 It will be worth it. We all wish to give you so much love Dec 27 16:27:04 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:27:05 I know Dec 27 16:29:29 * Molly sips her tea Dec 27 16:30:05 Love is expensive, but worth the cost Dec 27 16:31:10 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:31:12 I agree Dec 27 16:31:35 * Molly smiles a little Dec 27 16:31:52 I think we need to bring Varick indoors soon Dec 27 16:34:15 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:34:19 aye, get him warmed up Dec 27 16:34:25 Was Elsie upset? Dec 27 16:35:17 No... she took it all in her stride as usual Dec 27 16:35:36 Her fortitude is admirable Dec 27 16:41:34 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:41:40 And James? Dec 27 16:41:54 struggling... He's going to need our support Dec 27 16:42:00 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:42:03 Absolutely Dec 27 16:42:26 * Molly sips her tea Dec 27 16:43:37 Everyone will be hit hard, I think, but it is James I think we need to be most concerned about Dec 27 16:44:53 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:44:55 I agree Dec 27 16:45:14 **They finish their tea quietly, though the rawkus sounds of Varick and HH can be heard from next door** Did you resolve the situation with Inga? Dec 27 16:45:49 I think so Dec 27 16:46:01 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:46:14 I think she is more shocked than angry Dec 27 16:46:38 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:46:43 I think so Dec 27 16:47:17 She doesn't understand that Edward and I are close, or how we can be Dec 27 16:47:43 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:47:44 I know Dec 27 16:48:37 I think she thinks it disloyal of me Dec 27 16:49:10 You think so? Dec 27 16:49:18 * Molly nods Dec 27 16:49:23 Many would do Dec 27 16:49:39 Then it is clear she does not understand the situation Dec 27 16:50:40 Perhaps, she _thought_ it disloyal. I have explained that in many ways it is your pain that joins he and I Dec 27 16:50:58 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:52:01 Edward and I can understand each other's feelings more than outsiders could, I think Dec 27 16:52:20 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:52:27 aye, I reckon so Dec 27 16:55:04 Do you feel troubled by that? Dec 27 16:55:26 No, I don't think so Dec 27 16:57:31 * Molly smiles Dec 27 16:57:34 Good Dec 27 16:58:35 I wanted to hate him, and I wasn't keen on him at first, but spending time with him and getting to understand him endeared him to me Dec 27 16:58:51 * Morgan nods Dec 27 16:59:00 I'm not sure how HeinzHarold will be around him Dec 27 16:59:18 * Molly nods Dec 27 17:00:20 I know from Inga that Heinzharold feels awful about it all. He feels he should, as the one your Father has so often relied on for intelligence, known what was afoot with the annexation plans and with Edward Dec 27 17:00:37 * Morgan nods Dec 27 17:00:41 I thought he might Dec 27 17:01:27 He still has times where he is deeply upset, but I know Inga takes very good care of him when he is at his lowest Dec 27 17:02:11 * Morgan nods Dec 27 17:02:14 he has a recurring nightmare Dec 27 17:02:24 * Molly nods Dec 27 17:02:50 I know, it's quite awful for him Dec 27 17:03:46 * Morgan nods Dec 27 17:04:41 * Molly kisses his knuckles "Do not take that on yourself, my love. You know he will not want you to feel sorry for him or any more guilt" Dec 27 17:05:06 * Morgan nods Dec 27 17:05:07 I know Dec 27 17:05:17 * Molly smiles slightly Dec 27 17:05:29 That is not the same as "I won't" Dec 27 17:06:07 * Morgan sighs Dec 27 17:06:09 I'll try Dec 27 17:07:18 It isn't something you should feel bad for. Noone can control nightmares Dec 27 17:08:47 * Morgan shrugs Dec 27 17:09:41 * Molly sighs slightly before kissing his knuckles once more Dec 27 17:10:06 I wish I could take some of this for you Dec 27 17:10:26 it is what it is my love Dec 27 17:10:42 I know, and I know you would feel the same Dec 27 17:10:57 * Morgan nods Dec 27 17:11:37 * Molly sits another few moments Dec 27 17:12:12 We should get on, as we are expected for dinner and I should check Elsie before we do so Dec 27 17:14:01 What are we going to do with Varick? Dec 27 17:14:40 I think he will be alright with James and Elsie providing nothing looks to be happening. I'll feed him and put him to bed before we go Dec 27 17:15:49 * Molly stands up, coming behind him and resting her cheek to his crown, arms round his shoulders. She speaks quietly Dec 27 17:15:56 Liebes herz... Dec 27 17:16:30 yes? Dec 27 17:16:33 I am more proud of you than you could ever know. Dec 27 17:17:21 Thank you blossom Dec 27 17:19:14 * Molly kisses his crown, then lets go. She quickly cleans then takes her kit to the other cottage. After she confirms nothing is happening with Elsie, they decide that Varick will stay with James and Elsie with food sent over whilst the couples go to dinner at Catherine's. Molly puts Varick to bed, then they make their way around the building towards the dining  room. Much of the snow has thawed. Dec 27 17:19:14 HH: Looks like y' had it pretty good here, getting fed all the time, lots o' fresh air an' exercise.  Only thing you were really missin' was me **he grins** Dec 27 17:21:29 * Morgan rolls his eyes Dec 27 17:24:22 It was a joy, monsters, morons, balancing the books... Dec 27 17:24:39 **Inga and Molly are quietly chatting arm in arm** Dec 27 17:24:50 HH: Kissin' pretty woman Dec 27 17:24:53 Women* Dec 27 17:25:12 There were a couple of upsides, yes Dec 27 17:25:32 **He can faintly hear talking in the dining room even as they get into the little hall where he'd first revealed his hand to Molly about taking her as a mistress. Catherine sounds amused and relaxed. The other sounds like an unfamiliar older man speaking Avalonian with an Eisen accent. Dec 27 17:26:09 * Morgan listens for the accent Dec 27 17:26:13 HH drops his pace a little: $Know him?$ Dec 27 17:26:29 $No$ Dec 27 17:26:36 **It's definitely northern, Posen rather than Wische** Dec 27 17:27:15 HH: $gameplan?$ Dec 27 17:27:31 $Wait and see where it goes$ Dec 27 17:27:51 * Molly and Inga follow them in. HH opens the inner door for Morgan Dec 27 17:28:39 **The man is probably sixty, white haired and spectacled, fairly well-dressed. He is sat talking to Catherine, and they both rise from the table at the entry. Morgan doesn't recognise him** Dec 27 17:30:15 * Morgan moves towards Catherine, bowing his head Dec 27 17:30:17 your grace Dec 27 17:30:51 **she does likewise, and the man bows. Molly follows in, thanking HH with a smile, then speaks quietly on seeing the man "Oh my God." Dec 27 17:31:10 * Morgan looks at Molly Dec 27 17:31:13 [whats wrong?] Dec 27 17:31:44 * Molly comes to Morgan, smiling, and takes his hand. The man seems to know her too, because his eyes light up** Molly, good evening! Dec 27 17:32:47 **HH brings Inga over too, but keeps his hands free incase of trouble** Dec 27 17:33:23 * Molly has been smiling at the older man, and then smiles at Morgan excitedly "I have an introduction to make. Liebes herz, may I introduce Doctor Rosenkrantz, the man who saved my life when I had consumption. Doctor, this is my husband, Duke Morgan Koertig" Dec 27 17:34:02 * Morgan moves closer, holding out his hand Dec 27 17:34:48 **The doctor shakes his hand. His shake is firm and steady, speaking Eisen he says "I am honoured to meet you, Your Excellency" Dec 27 17:35:45 and I you, doctor Dec 27 17:39:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 27 17:42:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 27 17:43:04 **Catherine smiles at them** Doctor Rosenkrantz is also Freiarr of Insel. He was a regular correspondent of my Father's. Dec 27 17:46:43 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 27 17:46:48 [Insel… interesting] Dec 27 17:47:10 [Yes... very] Dec 27 17:47:14 HH: Tha's a strange coincidence, isn't it? Morgan an' I have been to Insel Dec 27 17:47:42 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 27 17:47:51 **Molly looks to the doctor again: My Lord, may I introduce Baronet Heinzharold Lehenstreue, and his wife Lady Inga. **bows and curtseys are given** Dec 27 17:48:16 **Catherine's attention is diverted by the housekeeper, and seems at ease to leave her guests to talk** Dec 27 17:48:16 **Doctor Rosenkrantz is every ounce a doctor, with a measured manner of speech, friendly, naturally fatherly. Catherine seems very comfortable with him. He seems intelligent, fluent in Avalonian, and listens well. Dec 27 17:48:16 **The doctor looks at Heinzharold** I know that name. Did you serve on the Nautilus? Dec 27 17:48:40 HH nods, gesturing subtly $creepy$: Yes, my Lord, until she sank Dec 27 17:49:06 [This is rather odd, isnt it?] Dec 27 17:49:36 [A little... it was one of the places we gathered intel... the fact he knows his name is very odd] Dec 27 17:50:16 [I've been there in dreams] Dec 27 17:50:53 R: My son served on the Nautilus,  I remember him writing about you. Everyone called _him_ Rosie. You're the one they called Bread Box? **Morgan has heard him talk about Rosie recently, the one who split his trousers and made a joke about a full moon during hazing, who HH said died in the sinking** Dec 27 17:51:46 **HH wears the grim expression of all Eisenmen recalling the loss of a comrade: I am sorry for your loss, my Lord. Rosie was a good man, saved my bacon several times. Dec 27 17:51:46 **Inga moves just a little closer to her husband, enough to take his hand** Dec 27 17:52:20 [Poor Heinzharold.] Dec 27 17:53:52 * Morgan watches them carefully Dec 27 17:54:31 R: **he looks vaguely confused, looking at Molly and Morgan too** He's not dead. He survived the Nautilus, and had a little issue with Objectionist high command, but was out at sea again only six weeks later. Dec 27 17:54:31 **A footman comes to get them all seated at a smaller than usual table. Catherine is at the head, Rosenkrantz at the foot, and the couples one on each side alternating sexes. This puts Morgan between Catherine and Molly, and directly across from HH. Wine is on the table and soon in hands as they wait for food. Dec 27 17:55:33 * Morgan watches HeinzHarold closely Dec 27 17:56:13 * Molly and the others try to get comfortable. HH looks more cheerful, but seems to be slowly acclimatising to the idea that a man he thought dead is not. Dec 27 17:57:05 * Molly glances at Morgan before looking to the doctor Dec 27 17:57:16 Was he in trouble? Dec 27 17:57:55 **HH gestures $they didn't usually turn up to congratulate you!$ Dec 27 17:58:17 $I don't recall being congratulated, no$ Dec 27 18:01:20 R: The Nautilus went down not far from Insel, and he washed up in a cove that was familiar. He'd banged his head and was a bit dazed, but knew the area well enough to make his was home. His mother and I were very surprised when a bedraggled Seb showed up, but more surprised a few weeks later when a couple of men from high command arrived thinking he had deserted. **he looks like he will continue, but Molly almost drops her wine. The others are just focused Dec 27 18:01:57 Rosie... is Sebastien? Dec 27 18:02:32 * Molly barely breathes beside her husband Dec 27 18:03:36 **Rosenkrantz nods** He got the nickname Rosie from our surname as a little boy and loved it. *he smiles fondly* He somehow managed to enlist as Rosie. Dec 27 18:04:14 * Morgan nods Dec 27 18:04:15 **HH watches Morgan but says nothing** Dec 27 18:05:07 **Catherine, who seems to be following the Eisen wuite well: What did they come for?** Dec 27 18:05:43 * Molly becomes a little more rigid, sipping her wine with a polite neutrality Dec 27 18:07:11 R: They came to arrest him, but they heard the story and gave him a new ship. The Scarlet Glory was his next posting, and he was glad to be off again. He loves sailing, has done since he was small. He's looking after the island whilst I am away, but he owns a ship for trade that he spends a lot of the year on. Dec 27 18:08:33 **HH looks pleased, and Inga looks pleased for him. Catherine looks relaxed. Molly looks a trifle pale** Dec 27 18:10:12 You would not wish him at home? Dec 27 18:11:00 R: *he shakes his head* I want him to enjoy his life Dec 27 18:12:03 *HH grins* Rosie wa-... _is_ a lover of life! Dec 27 18:12:38 **Rosenkrantz nods** He's always been a lively one Dec 27 18:14:54 **He looks at the others, then HH** He would often wrote and tell me what mischief he and his comrades had been up to, and the name Bread Box came up frequently Dec 27 18:15:16 I've got to know.... bread box? Dec 27 18:16:50 HH grins: Captain on the Nauti said my skull was like an empty Bread Box, no loaf in it. It stuck. Dec 27 18:17:21 * Molly joins the others in laughing at this Dec 27 18:17:36 **Food is brought out under metal lids to keep it warm. The others open theirs, but HH is watching Morgan** Dec 27 18:17:57 $what?4 Dec 27 18:18:39 **HH waits for Morgan to lift the lid** Dec 27 18:18:58 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, doing so Dec 27 18:19:23 **on his plate is an egg in an egg cup Dec 27 18:19:50 * Molly bites her lip, trying not to laugh. They others dont manage her decorum Dec 27 18:19:59 * Morgan sighs Dec 27 18:20:04 its better than porridge Dec 27 18:21:04 **HH nods** Noone in th' kitchen would make it Dec 27 18:21:48 **The staff give Morgan his actual food instead. Molly is still trying not to laugh, keeping her gaze averted* Dec 27 18:22:05 They probably recall the last time Dec 27 18:33:21 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 27 21:07:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 27 21:07:36 [18:30] (Molly) **The food is very good, fancier than usual, as befitting Catherine's new station. Generally they talk a little about the weather whilst eating, but the playing in the snow has most of them hungry enough to stay quiet** Dec 27 21:09:55 **The pudding is also good. HH is telling stories of Rosie, as is his Father. Catherine seems to be enjoying herself as is Inga. Molly is the only one who seems ill at ease even after two glasses of wine** Dec 27 21:11:35 * Morgan stays fairly quiet Dec 27 21:12:01 C: With such an informal setting, I don't see the ladies need to retire to another room. Port and cigars will be fine here if you gentleman wish. Dec 27 21:12:01 DR: I do not partake in cigars, your Grace. I have long suspected that it worsens the outcome in breathing illnesses. Dec 27 21:12:01 * Molly stands, and the others do likewise politely "If you will all excuse me, I would like to go back and check on Elsie and Varick now. Thank you for a wonderful evening" Dec 27 21:14:10 I'll escort Molly back... I shouldn't be long Dec 27 21:15:13 **Catherine excuses them, and Molly bids them goodnight before leaving the dining room quietly** Dec 27 21:16:06 * Molly gets outside into the cold night air, taking slow deep breaths of it Dec 27 21:16:50 * Morgan takes her hand Dec 27 21:17:09 * Molly holds on to it firmly Dec 27 21:17:25 You do not need to come with me Dec 27 21:17:34 I know Dec 27 21:18:00 You can stay and have port Dec 27 21:18:08 I'll come back perhaps Dec 27 21:18:26 * Molly nods, starting to walk towards the cottage Dec 27 21:20:30 * Molly stays quiet Dec 27 21:21:18 You are troubled Dec 27 21:21:25 * Molly nods Dec 27 21:22:40 I suppose I told myself it wasn't real, that he wasn't a real living person, it was just odd dreams, or he never existed because that was not the path I was on Dec 27 21:22:56 It does not matter Dec 27 21:23:11 Why doesn't it? Dec 27 21:23:26 Because that is not the path we are on... we re together. Dec 27 21:24:17 Yes... but how much of my life has truly been my choice, and how much has been meddled with? I have a connection to him that could not simply be chance Dec 27 21:25:19 You have a connection with his father, not him... Dec 27 21:26:24 A man who was in theory my potential father in law happens to have saved my life, and then been here again... and Seb was a friend of Heinzharold's Dec 27 21:27:06 You wander off the paths... Dec 27 21:28:32 I do... *she sighs* I am unsettled by it, by the possibility that I could have met him here in Tawstock, even married him, without ever having met you Dec 27 21:30:14 But you didn't Dec 27 21:30:50 No Dec 27 21:31:44 **They arrive at the big cottage door. She watches him** Will you be back in a while? Dec 27 21:31:50 * Morgan nods Dec 27 21:32:02 You know how to call me if you need me Dec 27 21:32:10 * Molly nods Dec 27 21:32:13 I do Dec 27 21:33:22 **Molly opens the door Dec 27 21:33:37 I'll see you later Dec 27 21:33:42 * Morgan nods Dec 27 21:33:45 I won't be too long Dec 27 21:33:59 * Molly nods, going in Dec 27 21:35:26 * Morgan sighs, heading back over to the main house Dec 27 21:35:46 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Dec 27 21:36:16 **Port has been served, and a game of poker has been started Dec 27 21:36:26 HH: $alright?$ Dec 27 21:37:34 $Long story$ Dec 27 21:38:38 **Catherine deals Morgan in, and the play starts** Dec 27 21:44:09 I would like to catch up with Duchess Koertig tomorrow, if her schedule allows? Dec 27 21:46:22 Assuming Elsie does not go into labour we can probably arrange that Dec 27 21:49:00 I thought Elsie might be your daughter Dec 27 21:49:58 HH: He's not that old! Dec 27 21:52:15 No... Elsie is a local girl who is due at any moment Dec 27 21:52:48 If any assistance is required, I am your humble servant Dec 27 21:53:40 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 27 21:54:21 I: Have you delivered many babies, my Lord? Dec 27 21:54:47 * Rosenkrantz tilts his head to think about it Dec 27 21:55:21 Thirty six deliveries, but thirty seven babies. Two of them were my son and daughter Dec 27 21:55:50 **Inga looks impressed* Dec 27 21:56:27 HH: $reckon he could be useful$ Dec 27 21:57:09 $Maybe$ Dec 27 21:58:09 I: It is nice you delivered your own children Dec 27 21:58:23 * Rosenkrantz smiles Dec 27 21:59:28 Seb didn't give me much choice, his birth was early, we were at sea and it happened quickly Dec 27 22:01:52 HH: I think he told me tha'. Said he was in a hurry to go swimming Dec 27 22:02:23 * Morgan sips his port Dec 27 22:02:39 * Rosenkrantz nods "He was born with his waters intact, which is a superstition that means you can never drown" Dec 27 22:03:03 HH laughs: would explain how he survived the Nauti, I 'spose Dec 27 22:04:37 * Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan "Your Excellency, how did you come to marry Molly?" Dec 27 22:07:46 Thats a long story Dec 27 22:09:36 * Rosenkrantz nods Dec 27 22:09:56 I am thrilled to see her alive and looking healthy Dec 27 22:10:51 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:11:05 Had a close call not too long ago, but she is strong and healthy again now Dec 27 22:12:13 * Rosenkrantz nods, looking genuinely happy Dec 27 22:12:21 I wasn't sure she would make it Dec 27 22:12:42 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:14:02 And now she's a Duchess. What a strange world Dec 27 22:14:56 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:14:58 isn't it Dec 27 22:16:52 My wife and daughter were only wondering about her when I left Insel. They sat up with her each night Dec 27 22:17:54 She remains very grateful to you all Dec 27 22:19:40 It was our pleasure to see her improving and over the worst before we left, but I've never had a consumptive patient that sick who survived before Dec 27 22:21:03 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:23:26 **The card play continues a little while, and they discover that Rosenkrantz has visited the area many times over the years, and that he plans to stay around a week. Inga is the one who suggests it is time to retire Dec 27 22:25:20 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:25:24 probably a good idea Dec 27 22:26:41 **Goodnights are said, and soon HH, Inga and Morgan are walking to the cottage Dec 27 22:26:46 * Rosenkrantz is now known as HH Dec 27 22:26:58 Wanna fill us in then? Dec 27 22:27:59 You recall the dreams where she marries Seb? Dec 27 22:28:51 **They both just look at him** No? Dec 27 22:28:55 I: who? Dec 27 22:28:59 I'm sure I told you... Dec 27 22:29:11 **both shake their heads** Dec 27 22:29:40 We've both had several dreams where she has been involved with or married to someone called Seb... its Rosie... Dec 27 22:30:33 Huh... that's weird Dec 27 22:30:49 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:32:02 I: Is that why she left? Is she upset? Dec 27 22:32:29 Its very complicated Dec 27 22:33:45 I: I hope she's alright Dec 27 22:33:58 * HH glances at Inga, then Morgan Dec 27 22:34:08 Are _you_ alright? Dec 27 22:34:31 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:34:35 Aye Dec 27 22:36:38 We trust this guy, or need t' do some intel? Dec 27 22:37:49 I've no actual reason not to trust him Dec 27 22:38:08 * HH nods Dec 27 22:38:54 We'll leave you go your night. Give a hard thump on the wall in an emergency, we should hear y'. Dec 27 22:39:00 To* Dec 27 22:39:35 * Morgan nods Dec 27 22:39:40 Alright Dec 27 22:40:28 * HH pats Morgan's arm before taking Inga in. Morgan's cottage is dark downstairs Dec 27 22:41:11 * Morgan heads in to find Molly Dec 27 22:41:25 **When he gets to the top of the stairs, he can faintly hear Molly talking in their room** Dec 27 22:41:47 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 27 22:42:06 "-and if it is at all within your will that she might live, please strengthen me so that I might save her and her child, or at least allow Elsie to see him before she passes. Please guide me. And if it becomes more than I can manage, and I do not survive it, please give your heavenly comfort to my husband so that he may endure it and not be disappointed in me..." Dec 27 22:42:37 * Morgan goes into the bedroom Dec 27 22:44:34 * Molly is on her knees at the side of the bed, praying. Her hair is down and she's just in her shift Dec 27 22:46:32 * Molly looks surprised to see him Dec 27 22:46:39 Ah, liebes herz... Dec 27 22:47:22 * Morgan sighs Dec 27 22:48:52 * Molly is quiet a moment , then stands up to sit on the bed Dec 27 22:48:58 Why do you sigh? Dec 27 22:49:18 Because I heard you Dec 27 22:49:42 * Molly nods slowly Dec 27 22:49:44 I see Dec 27 22:51:18 * Morgan watches her for a moment before sighing again Dec 27 22:51:40 * Molly nods out her hand to him Dec 27 22:52:18 * Morgan sits on the bed, taking her hand Dec 27 22:52:23 I just want Him to watch over you should the worst happen Dec 27 22:52:41 The worst will not happen if you don't allow it to, and you know that Dec 27 22:53:07 The only way I could be sure of that would be to do nothing Dec 27 22:54:00 Thats not how it sounds Dec 27 22:55:16 It is so difficult, my love. I wish to save her and also keep myself safe for you Dec 27 22:58:11 * Molly watches him Dec 27 22:58:48 I cannot go through it again Dec 27 22:59:55 * Molly kisses his hand Dec 27 23:00:35 It is not a certainty, my love Dec 27 23:01:17 I would rather give my own life than lose you Dec 27 23:02:43 * Molly looks solemn Dec 27 23:02:56 I could not let you make that sacrifice Dec 27 23:03:14 and I cannot let you Dec 27 23:03:44 And I should not let Elsie, not when she took my punishment Dec 27 23:04:06 that was not your punishment... his acts are not your fault Dec 27 23:04:56 Not my fault, perhaps, but they were my scars to have... Dec 27 23:05:32 No, they're not Dec 27 23:06:33 * Molly shrugs slightly Dec 27 23:06:41 Perhaps Dec 27 23:07:39 No perhaps about it Dec 27 23:08:14 * Molly kisses his hand Dec 27 23:08:31 I do not wish to be away from you either Dec 27 23:08:43 * Morgan nods Dec 27 23:10:02 * Molly leans in, kissing him. There's an intensity to it that is more fundamentally significant than erotic. Dec 27 23:10:25 We will endure this blossom Dec 27 23:10:50 * Molly nods Dec 27 23:11:09 I know Dec 27 23:12:27 * Molly still looks a little serious Dec 27 23:12:44 Come to bed... let us hold each other a while... Dec 27 23:12:52 * Morgan nods Dec 27 23:13:52 * Molly undresses, leaving the shift on the nightstand in easy reach, and gets beneath the covers Dec 27 23:14:03 * Morgan does likewise Dec 27 23:15:02 * Molly moves against him, holding onto him, equally offering and taking comfort. She says nothing, just being with him Dec 27 23:18:37 * Molly doesn't even sing, just lying with him in the darkness until slowly her grip loosens and her breathing slows, falling asleep Dec 27 23:39:55 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 28 11:53:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 28 11:54:52 **He falls asleep quickly. He has no clue that what is to come is just a dream. After a peaceful night, he is woken by a knock on the bedroom door, it must be almost time for the dawn watch* Dec 28 11:56:35 * Morgan grumbles, pulling on his trousers and going to open the door Dec 28 11:56:44 **James looks like he's dressed in a hurry. He also looks distressed** Pains have been every ten minutes for two hours. Dec 28 11:57:31 * Morgan nods Dec 28 11:57:38 Alright, go be with her, I'll wake Molly Dec 28 11:58:22 **James goes. Molly is still snuggled beneath the covers looking peaceful* Dec 28 11:58:33 * Morgan shakes her gently Dec 28 11:58:49 * Molly stirs, smiling Dec 28 11:58:57 Mmm, good morning my love Dec 28 11:59:17 blossom, we need to get up... Elsie is having pains every ten minutes Dec 28 11:59:44 * Molly nods, getting up "It could be nothing..." Dec 28 12:00:13 she's had it for two hours Dec 28 12:00:30 Alright... Dec 28 12:00:39 **Molly gets dressed quickly, following him into the other bedroom. Elsie is pacing the room in just a shift, hand on her lower back. Molly goes to her and lays her hands over her bump, eyes closed. James stands by, watching. Dec 28 12:02:06 * Morgan moves to stand by James Dec 28 12:02:27 **Morgan feels the prickle of magic on his neck. James looks like a man facing his own execution** Dec 28 12:03:15 * Molly takes a deep breath before saying "Alright, it is time" Dec 28 12:04:12 James, I need you to go get HeinzHarold... he and Inga are going to have Varick once he wakes Dec 28 12:04:45 **James: It can't be time… I'm not ready. Dec 28 12:05:21 I'm afraid that is not our choice Dec 28 12:05:41 **Elsie comes to James, whilst Molly strips and remakes the bed** It's alright. It isn't farewell forever, in the afterlife we will see each other again. I love you. Dec 28 12:06:36 **James nods** I love you, Elsie. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Dec 28 12:07:23 **Elsie kisses him gently, and he returns it. It's sweet and tender, but more suited to a private place. Molly glances at them, then looks away, keeping her eyes on her work. Dec 28 12:07:46 * Morgan helps Molly with the bed Dec 28 12:08:14 **James says he will get Inga and Heinzharold, and says a final goodbye to the woman he loves, both of them with tears. He gently shuts the door behind him** Dec 28 12:13:45 **Molly gets Elsie to lie on the bed, her shift pulled up to just below her breasts, and a sheet below her bump to protect her modesty. Elsie continues to weep quietly, and Morgan can see how her belly goes very hard with each contraction that makes her frown, getting closer together. Molly is still preparing the space** Dec 28 12:15:21 * Morgan moves next to Elsie, offering his hand Dec 28 12:15:44 **She takes it gratefully. Molly asks him to heat a bowl of water on the floor. She is serious and focused, pulling on a thick apron over her dress** Dec 28 12:16:10 * Morgan concentrates on the water Dec 28 12:17:06 **she thanks him, then adds some herbal water to it, making the room smell like Lily Of The Valley, and therefore like Dietlinde's perfume, before wiping it over Elsie's belly** Dec 28 12:18:40 * Morgan nods Dec 28 12:18:44 What do you need of me Dec 28 12:22:14 Nothing at the moment, my love. **Molly scrubs her hands in the water** I'm going to make you numb now Elsie. If there is any remaining pain, tell me. Dec 28 12:22:15 **his neck tingles again. Molly checks for numbness, and Elsie confirms she can feel nothing below the bust** Dec 28 12:22:15 E: I'm scared, Morgan. Dec 28 12:23:00 I know, that's entirely normal. Dec 28 12:24:13 **The magical sensation on his neck is very strong as Molly painstakingly cuts the layers of Elsie's skin and muscles. It's as gory as a battlefield but much quieter and slower, more dignified than butchering but the same mix of skin, fat, and tissue is there. Molly looks to be intensely focused, using no tools but fingers and magic** Dec 28 12:27:31 * Molly spreads these layers. The bleeding is surprisingly minimal from the long vertical incision. Elsie watches Morgan with serious eyes. Dec 28 12:27:31 E: Take care of James, please. Dec 28 12:27:56 I'll do my very best to Dec 28 12:28:22 E: He needs you Dec 28 12:28:39 Try not to worry, we'll take care of him Dec 28 12:28:59 **She nods, watching the ceiling** Dec 28 12:29:03 **There's a sudden gush as Molly breaches the womb and the baby's protective waters are released. It's a surprise, one of the hidden secrets of childbirth men are not told of. It makes the room smell faintly like pears** Dec 28 12:30:12 **Elsie looks a little alarmed, but Molly says* Don't panic, that was expected! Dec 28 12:31:51 * Morgan watches Molly Dec 28 12:32:10 * Molly again spreads the tissues of Elsie's body, her hands deep. He notices she isn't wearing either her wedding ring or the Sudlache ring. Dec 28 12:35:45 * Morgan watches her quietly, checking on Elsie frequently Dec 28 12:36:59 **Elsie is obviously anxious but trying to stay calm* Dec 28 12:37:05 **Molly pushes and pulls within Elsie, then glances up at them even as she is getting purchase on the tiny body Dec 28 12:37:05 He is definitely a boy! Dec 28 12:37:28 **Elsie smiles at Morgan, eyes filling up** Thomas. His name is Thomas. Dec 28 12:38:10 * Morgan nods Dec 28 12:38:14 **little legs followed by a bottom and rather obvious testicles appear from the wound, lifted by Molly's hands Dec 28 12:38:15 Grab that towel, liebes herz, he's slippery! Dec 28 12:38:23 * Morgan does so Dec 28 12:38:47 * Molly guides out his body, then his shoulders. Morgan can already see the legs flexing and kicking, his body a healthy flushed pink, though he's rather bloody and covered in a white waxy substance Dec 28 12:38:47 E: Is he alright?! Dec 28 12:40:31 **Elsie directs the question to Morgan who she can see easier* Dec 28 12:40:41 Looks to be Dec 28 12:40:53 * Molly gently pulls him fully out, a head full of dark hair. Molly smiles Dec 28 12:40:53 Well there we are, little man! Dec 28 12:41:27 * Molly hands him over to Morgan. The baby starts to cry. He sounds so much like Jana's first cries that he heard from within the cottage as he had sat outside almost at sunset by the time Dietlinde's ordeal was over. Dec 28 12:42:02 * Morgan brings the baby to Elsie's head so she can see him Dec 28 12:42:39 **Elsie starts to sob, gently touching the little face** Dec 28 12:43:06 * Molly gets back to work on Elsie, her hands inside her body Dec 28 12:43:07 There's string there, liebling. Tie the cord as tight as you can so it stops pulsing, one at eight inches from his body, one at ten, then use that small knife to cut it between the ties. Dec 28 12:43:41 * Morgan nods, doing so Dec 28 12:44:44 **Elsie talks quietly to the baby as Morgan does so. His little eyes open and blink. Even within the messiness, his patch of white eyelashes is noticeable Dec 28 12:47:58 * Molly is quiet, the magic stronger. She starts grabbing some smaller towels. Dec 28 12:48:30 * Morgan watches her Dec 28 12:48:46 * Molly 's hands are covered in blood, and it swells, pumping fast from the wound, the cloths simply soaking and being discarded. Molly grits her teeth, he can feel her pouring more and more magic in. Dec 28 12:48:46 **Elsie is whispering to the baby. She looks smitten but disturbingly pale. It reminds him of Molly during the cast. Dec 28 12:49:38 * Morgan waits quietly Dec 28 12:50:21 * Molly still pours healing energy in, and blood still pours out Dec 28 12:50:21 It's the damned womb, it won't let go of the placenta, and her blood keeps coming. She will bleed out if I don't remove it! Dec 28 12:50:55 What can we do? Dec 28 12:51:09 E: It's alright, you have to let me go. Dec 28 12:51:09 * Molly scowls "No. I won't let you die." Dec 28 12:51:09 E: Morgan, you have to stop her before she gets hurt. Dec 28 12:51:53 Molly... Dec 28 12:52:02 * Molly grinds her teeth. He still has the baby in his arms, and feels pain in all the places she has previously healed him. Molly starts to look pale too, and the pricking on his neck seems to stutter and dwindle Dec 28 12:52:46 Blossom, you need to stop Dec 28 12:52:55 No! I have to keep going! **she frowns deeper, drawing up all her reserves of strength. Elsie looks woozy** Dec 28 12:53:18 If you do, you'll both die Dec 28 12:54:29 You wouldn't stop trying either! *she pours more energy in, despite it looking intensely painful. She makes a noise of pain and frustration, now as white as a sheet. Elsie goes floppy, eyes closed. In Morgan's arms, Thomas cries** Dec 28 12:54:43 You promised me Dec 28 12:55:19 I cannot allow this! She has to live! **Molly increases her magic but he can feel it is fading, and see that so is she* Dec 28 12:56:16 Molly, you will stop, now Dec 28 12:57:00 Don't you see I can't?! **she is entirely focused on her own hands** Dec 28 12:57:19 * Morgan sighs Dec 28 12:57:24 Then I will make you Dec 28 12:57:36 * Morgan stands, moving towards her Dec 28 12:58:31 **The pain in all the healed spots becomes very intense, then suddenly stops, as does the prickle on his neck. The magic seems to be gone** Dec 28 12:58:38 No! No, no! Dec 28 13:00:00 * Morgan scowls, trying to move her away Dec 28 13:00:27 **Elsie's blood no longer pumps out of her, and he has killed enough men in battle to know that it is over. The baby in his arms makes it impossible to catch Molly when she faints** Dec 28 13:01:12 * Morgan swears, kneeling by her, laying the baby on the floor gently before trying to rouse Molly Dec 28 13:01:19 * Molly is completely limp and unresponsive Dec 28 13:01:45 * Morgan checks that she is breathing Dec 28 13:02:06 * Molly isn't breathing, and nor is her heart beating. The only sound in the room is the towel-wrapped baby crying** Dec 28 13:02:52 no, blossom... Dec 28 13:03:27 * Molly doesn't respond Dec 28 13:04:53 * Morgan plants a kiss on her forehead before picking up the baby and leaving the room, closing the door behind him Dec 28 13:05:49 **Heinzharold is just coming up the stairs. He looks surprised to see the baby** Dec 28 13:05:55 That was quick! Dec 28 13:06:00 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 28 13:06:22 * Morgan looks at him solemnly Dec 28 13:06:51 He needs to be taken to Beth Dec 28 13:07:29 * HH is so busy grinning and holding his arms out for the baby that he doesn't register the look or the words Dec 28 13:07:57 * Morgan hands him over Dec 28 13:08:13 The old lady was right about 'im being a boy! *he smiles, just as she said he would* Dec 28 13:08:16 I need a servant from the main house and I need you to keep Varick away Dec 28 13:08:58 * HH nods, rocking the baby. He looks more serious Dec 28 13:09:08 Alright, I'll get on it Dec 28 13:10:41 Soon as you can, I need you back Dec 28 13:11:05 Molly left the bag for him downstairs, yeah? Want me to get Inga to go to Sunnymeade instead? Dec 28 13:11:42 * Morgan nods Dec 28 13:11:47 have her take Varick Dec 28 13:12:30 * HH nods, smiling at the baby, then heads down the hall. Morgan is left all alone. Dec 28 13:13:59 * Morgan goes back into the room, taking a moment to cover Elsie before going to sit by Molly Dec 28 13:15:30 **she is covered in Elsie's blood, as if she'd been in a War rather than a birthing room. In the bowl of water that smells like Dietlinde, her rings are sat at the bottom Dec 28 13:16:16 * Morgan spends a few minutes using the water to clean her up before putting her rings back on her finger Dec 28 13:16:57 **The stone of the Sudlache is completely clear, no longer containing the last drop of Molly's blood** Dec 28 13:17:30 * Morgan fidgets around, pulling her into his lap and resting his head against hers Dec 28 13:18:42 **She's so limp that it isn't easy. The mixing of the washing water means it's hard to tell when the lily of the valley scent stops and the Rose water begins** Dec 28 13:19:42 * Morgan starts to weep Dec 28 13:19:49 **He feels a very sharp pain in one ear lobe, waking suddenly into a pitch black room** Dec 28 13:19:50 Just a nightmare, my love Dec 28 13:19:55 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 28 13:20:30 * Morgan rubs his fingers together Dec 28 13:20:53 ((Distress and desperation?)) Dec 28 13:21:53 ((very high)) Dec 28 13:22:08 **The tingling is strong and urgent** Dec 28 13:22:39 * Morgan swears, rolling out of bed Dec 28 13:22:51 Can I help? Dec 28 13:29:51 No, you need your strength Dec 28 13:30:07 * Morgan goes to the window, looking outside Dec 28 13:32:53 * Morgan concentrates, trying to create a ball of flame outside Dec 28 13:33:30 I need to go outside Dec 28 13:33:53 Shall I come with you? Dec 28 13:34:37 If you wish Dec 28 13:34:45 * Morgan pulls on his trousers and a shirt Dec 28 13:34:57 * Molly pulls on a dressing gown and boots Dec 28 13:35:23 * Morgan heads down the stairs and out to the back of the cottage Dec 28 13:36:00 * Molly follows along. The snow has mostly melted, the dark sky clear and speckled with stars Dec 28 13:36:37 * Morgan finds a spot and concentrates on creating a ball of flame Dec 28 13:37:08 **It is very bright and intricate. Molly watches from the back doorstep Dec 28 13:38:06 * Morgan does this until the urgency fades Dec 28 13:38:23 **It takes several minutes, but it does Dec 28 13:38:43 * Morgan stops, coming back to Molly Dec 28 13:38:48 * Molly watches him, speaking softly Dec 28 13:39:03 It's alright, my love, they are at peace Dec 28 13:39:25 it wasn't that Dec 28 13:39:46 * Molly nods Dec 28 13:40:08 What would help you right now? Dec 28 13:41:00 Tea, and I'll tell you my nightmare Dec 28 13:41:36 * Molly nods. She weaves her fingers through his, taking him to the kitchen Dec 28 13:42:09 I need a candle and the stove lit... unless you will just boil the teapot water Dec 28 13:43:13 * Morgan lights the stove and a candle Dec 28 13:43:34 * Molly sets to making the tea, kicking off the boots Dec 28 13:43:45 Where do you wish to take this? Dec 28 13:44:31 Here is fine... I like kitchens Dec 28 13:45:19 * Molly comes to sit next to him, placing down the tea cups Dec 28 13:45:31 * Morgan sips it Dec 28 13:45:59 * Molly tries to read his expression and body language Dec 28 13:46:01 You poured too much of yourself into saving Elsie... you wouldn't stop Dec 28 13:46:37 This is on your mind much whilst you are awake Dec 28 13:46:41 ? Dec 28 13:47:01 Some but... it felt real... You had removed your rings Dec 28 13:48:24 * Molly rubs his arm Dec 28 13:48:32 I'm safe, liebling Dec 28 13:48:59 You wouldn't stop... Dec 28 13:51:36 * Molly nods, sipping her tea Dec 28 13:51:47 Was Elsie saved? Dec 28 13:52:42 No Dec 28 13:55:16 * Molly sighs Dec 28 13:55:22 The baby? Dec 28 13:55:46 * Morgan nods Dec 28 13:56:09 * Molly smiles "that is something at least" Dec 28 13:56:37 You refused to stop... despite my asking then telling you to... despite promising me Dec 28 13:58:31 * Molly watches him solemnly Dec 28 13:58:39 You do not trust me? Dec 28 13:59:34 I'm scared blossom Dec 28 14:01:00 * Molly moves closer, putting a hand on his cheek Dec 28 14:01:08 It will be alright, my love Dec 28 14:01:41 You swear to me you won't do that Dec 28 14:02:43 * Molly watches him Dec 28 14:03:01 That I will not disobey your command? Dec 28 14:04:19 That you will not sacrifice yourself Dec 28 14:05:32 Could you make that promise if you were in my place? Dec 28 14:08:33 For you? Yes. I would not leave you or Varick. Dec 28 14:09:23 * Molly nods Dec 28 14:10:08 You have my word that I will not sacrifice myself to save them Dec 28 14:11:18 * Morgan nods Dec 28 14:11:21 thank you Dec 28 14:11:33 * Molly strokes his cheek Dec 28 14:11:45 Was there anything that could help us? Dec 28 14:11:49 Your ring... was clear... what do you suppose that means? Dec 28 14:12:21 I don't know. Perhaps that is what will happen when I die Dec 28 14:13:19 You weren't wearing it.... I wonder if that has anything to do with it Dec 28 14:15:02 I will not be able to wear it when I deliver the baby Dec 28 14:41:54 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 28 15:29:34 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 28 15:29:39 [14:08] (Molly) I will not be able to wear it when I deliver the baby Dec 28 15:30:56 * Morgan sighs Dec 28 15:31:04 I suppose not... on a string perhaps? Dec 28 15:33:14 * Molly nods Dec 28 15:33:24 If that would help you, yes Dec 28 15:33:32 * Morgan nods Dec 28 15:33:36 it would Dec 28 15:33:45 My wedding ring also? Dec 28 15:34:23 may as well Dec 28 15:34:27 * Molly removes her hand, picking up her cup Dec 28 15:34:39 Clean hands are important for preventing infection Dec 28 15:35:41 * Morgan nods Dec 28 15:38:02 * Molly sips her tea Dec 28 15:38:27 It must be almost five... I do not imagine you will want to go back to bed? Dec 28 15:39:19 No, but you should for a bit Dec 28 15:40:34 It is not helping to have me here? Dec 28 15:40:53 It is, but I would not have you suffering from lack of sleep Dec 28 15:41:13 Is this a command? Dec 28 15:41:15 * Morgan sips his tea, sitting up straighter Dec 28 15:41:34 You couldn't separate the placenta from the womb... thats why she bled so much... Dec 28 15:43:10 * Molly nods slowly Dec 28 15:43:28 That is something I need to learn more about then Dec 28 15:44:17 The doctor has offered any assistance he can give... I am reluctant for him to learn of your abilities... Dec 28 15:47:51 * Molly nods Dec 28 15:48:07 Has he had experience delivering a baby? Dec 28 15:49:12 Several, including his son Dec 28 15:49:50 * Molly looks curious Dec 28 15:49:55 That's unusual Dec 28 15:50:30 * Morgan nods Dec 28 15:50:32 isn't it Dec 28 15:53:40 How did that happen? Dec 28 15:54:22 Apparently Seb came early Dec 28 15:55:51 Huh... it was unexpected? Dec 28 15:56:19 I suppose so Dec 28 15:59:17 * Molly sips her tea "I dreamt something like that. When I propositioned you to be my paramour, and we got married by Kit's father at Anhalt... our son was born early and you delivered him Dec 28 16:00:32 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:01:35 * Molly smiles to herself, sipping her tea. It's a few moments before she says Dec 28 16:01:47 Any help he can give might be useful Dec 28 16:02:16 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:02:17 aye Dec 28 16:04:40 But he isn't to know what I can do? Dec 28 16:07:20 if he knows, it could get back to Edward and my father... they aren't ready to accept it yet. And you know how Vaticine men can be about it Dec 28 16:07:43 * Molly nods Dec 28 16:08:08 We will keep it quiet then Dec 28 16:08:31 When was it, in your dream? Dec 28 16:08:42 About now Dec 28 16:09:43 * Molly nods Dec 28 16:10:09 I am reluctant to leave you, but if your dream is correct and it is today... Dec 28 16:10:25 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:10:27 quite Dec 28 16:12:04 * Molly finishes her tea Dec 28 16:12:22 Alright, if you will be alright without me? Dec 28 16:12:26 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:12:28 I'll manage Dec 28 16:12:47 * Molly stands up Dec 28 16:12:59 I'm only upstairs, my love Dec 28 16:13:37 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:14:14 * Molly kisses his cheek. She smells only of rose water, no lily of the valley like in his nightmare Dec 28 16:17:41 Find me if you need me Dec 28 16:18:23 I will blossom Dec 28 16:19:52 * Molly stays there just a moment before leaving him alone in the silence of the cottage Dec 28 16:21:11 * Morgan stays there finishing his tea Dec 28 16:23:12 **the time seems to pass very slowly. Noone interrupts his solitude, giving him time to think** Dec 28 16:25:52 * Morgan spends some time doing that before going to finish getting dressed Dec 28 16:27:31 * Molly is asleep cuddled up to the shirt he wore yesterday Dec 28 16:29:41 * Morgan smiles slightly before heading back downstairs and making coffee Dec 28 16:31:37 **HH strolls on in not long before dawn, looking pleased with himself Dec 28 16:31:45 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 28 16:34:37 * Morgan pours him a coffee Dec 28 16:34:58 * HH takes a package out from under his coat, putting it on the table Dec 28 16:35:35 I got bacon from the kitchens. Didn' even ask if I could milk myself Dec 28 16:35:36 whats that? Dec 28 16:37:35 [16:29] (HH) I got bacon from the kitchens. Didn' even ask if I could milk myself Dec 28 16:37:44 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:37:48 Well done Dec 28 16:37:52 * HH gets it cooking Dec 28 16:38:13 Gotta get it eaten b'fore Inga sees it, seen as though she had mine yesterday Dec 28 16:38:52 * Morgan nods, getting a pan out and lighting the stove Dec 28 16:39:54 * HH unwraps Dec 28 16:40:01 Everything quiet? Dec 28 16:41:46 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:43:20 * HH rubs his hands gleefully when the bacon sizzles as he puts it in the pan Dec 28 16:45:12 Molly alright after leaving early? Dec 28 16:47:05 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:49:14 Bit odd, Rosie's Da showing up here Dec 28 16:49:42 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:49:43 aye Dec 28 16:52:23 * HH turns the bacon Dec 28 16:52:40 Shocked th' hell outta me last night Dec 28 16:53:38 I could tell Dec 28 16:54:40 Inga was sayin' she wants to meet him Dec 28 16:55:05 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:55:06 No doubt Dec 28 16:55:37 I told 'er I'd see if we have time Dec 28 16:55:43 * Morgan nods Dec 28 16:57:58 Gonna be alright with you? Dec 28 16:58:14 I expect so Dec 28 17:00:04 * HH nods, turning the bacon Dec 28 17:00:20 You'll like 'im. Dec 28 17:00:31 * Morgan nods Dec 28 17:03:32 He's funny, loyal as hell. Ackshully, he's a bit like me. Dec 28 17:04:24 bit dim? Dec 28 17:05:29 No bacon for you then! Dec 28 17:05:57 Two days running... Dec 28 17:06:15 * HH nods Dec 28 17:06:52 Gotta know, how do you know Rosie is Molly's Sebastian then? Dec 28 17:07:22 **The bacon smells really good, and it's almost done** Dec 28 17:07:39 Its what her life would've been had she and I not met here Dec 28 17:08:00 Tha's a bit weird Dec 28 17:08:14 * HH finds them some plates Dec 28 17:09:10 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 17:09:25 * HH dishes it up Dec 28 17:09:34 They could both do a lot worse! Dec 28 17:10:52 * Morgan nods Dec 28 17:13:47 * HH puts a big plate of bacon in front of Morgan Dec 28 17:13:54 Here y' go, man Dec 28 17:14:14 Thank you Dec 28 17:16:45 * HH sits down with his own plate, eating the bacon with his fingers Dec 28 17:16:52 That's good! Dec 28 17:17:12 * Morgan nods Dec 28 17:17:14 aye it is Dec 28 17:17:38 He'da treated her well Dec 28 17:17:47 No doubt Dec 28 17:21:14 Happen often? Dec 28 17:21:43 often enough, aye Dec 28 17:44:28 It upset her? Dec 28 17:44:57 * HH shovels in his bacon like he's afraid it'll run away Dec 28 17:45:09 Somewhat Dec 28 17:45:32 Wha'bout you? Dec 28 17:45:48 [Are you cooking, my love?] Dec 28 17:46:46 [Aye] Dec 28 17:46:53 Its hard to explain Dec 28 17:48:00 [Smells good] Dec 28 17:48:29 * HH looks up at him, mouth full, and makes a "go on" gesture Dec 28 17:49:51 Hard to know there's another person she should perhaps have been with Dec 28 17:51:55 * HH swallows Dec 28 17:52:38 I wouldn' like it Dec 28 17:52:48 * Morgan nods Dec 28 17:53:38 'Spose it's like, you'da wanted her to be happy, but maybe not _as_ happy? Dec 28 17:53:49 * Morgan nods Dec 28 17:53:51 I suppose so Dec 28 17:54:08 You want to make sure they don' meet? Dec 28 17:58:36 No, that'd be... unreasonable Dec 28 18:00:43 * HH shrugs Dec 28 18:01:22 I don't want Inga near Heinrich and I know she's over him Dec 28 18:01:30 Thats not the same though Dec 28 18:02:08 * HH shrugs again, shovelling more bacon in. There's footsteps over head and then on the stairs Dec 28 18:03:53 **Molly is still just in the dressing gown. She obviously isn't aware HH is there, because it's falling a little loose on one shoulder, and her hair is tousled. HH hasn't looked up yet** Dec 28 18:04:14 [HeinzHarold is here] Dec 28 18:05:04 **She pauses on the stairs, rolling her eyes but smiling* Dec 28 18:05:17 [Unfortunate...] Dec 28 18:05:50 * Morgan sips his coffee Dec 28 18:05:57 **Molly goes back up. HH looks to Morgan** Dec 28 18:06:17 You manage t' get revenge for the snow down yer shirt yesterday? Dec 28 18:07:25 More or less, aye Dec 28 18:08:08 * HH nods Dec 28 18:08:18 Seemed t' make her happy Dec 28 18:08:44 * Morgan nods Dec 28 18:08:45 aye Dec 28 18:10:28 * HH is down to his last piece of bacon before Molly is on the stairs again, neatly dressed this time Dec 28 18:10:36 M: Good morning Dec 28 18:12:51 * HH watches her a little warily, pulling his plate a little closer Dec 28 18:12:55 Mornin' Dec 28 18:13:17 **Molly looks both amused and confused* Dec 28 18:14:24 [you alright?] Dec 28 18:15:54 [I missed you] Dec 28 18:16:26 [and I you] Dec 28 18:17:05 **She smiles, her fingers gently trailing over his shoulders as she comes to make herself some coffee** Do you want some to take outside? Dec 28 18:17:36 * HH eats the last of his bacon, then stretches Dec 28 18:18:48 * Morgan nods Dec 28 18:18:51 aye Dec 28 18:21:52 **she makes them both coffee. Dawn is definitely approaching rapidly** Dec 28 18:24:56 M: The bacon smells good Dec 28 18:25:16 * HH looks even more pleased with himself, watching them Dec 28 18:26:19 HeinzHarold managed to get it without embarrassing himself Dec 28 18:28:32 **she smiles** I am glad to hear it Dec 28 18:28:59 * HH nods "best eat up or we'll miss it" Dec 28 18:29:22 * Morgan nods, doing so Dec 28 18:32:06 **Molly starts cleaning up, and HH grabs the coffee cups, leading the way** Dec 28 18:32:20 * Morgan follows him out Dec 28 18:32:42 * HH gets settled on the Rose Garden wall, barely any snow left Dec 28 18:32:51 How was yer night? Dec 28 18:33:16 Rough Dec 28 18:37:05 Same thing with Jana again? Dec 28 18:37:17 No... Dec 28 18:38:48 Gotta be thankful for that Dec 28 18:39:51 Not really Dec 28 18:40:47 * HH sips the coffee Dec 28 18:40:50 Worse? Dec 28 18:41:20 Elsie went into labour... we lost her and Molly... Dec 28 18:43:38 * HH nods Dec 28 18:43:45 Sounds like a bad one Dec 28 18:45:07 * Morgan nods Dec 28 18:45:08 it was Dec 28 18:45:34 Could be a warnin'? Dec 28 18:45:43 Thats what I'm worried about Dec 28 18:48:19 She's gonna be careful, right? Dec 28 18:48:56 * Morgan nods Dec 28 18:51:54 * HH nods Dec 28 18:52:05 'Ow dangerous is it? Dec 28 18:52:12 very Dec 28 18:53:11 * HH sips his drink again Dec 28 18:53:28 Thought about tellin' her she can't do it? Dec 28 18:54:09 * Morgan nods Dec 28 18:54:17 yes... Dec 28 18:58:38 Elsie knows what's coming, an' she wouldn't want you losing Molly Dec 28 18:58:55 No, she wouldn't... Dec 28 18:59:21 * HH watches him Dec 28 18:59:32 Think Molly would be willin' though? Dec 28 18:59:45 To not intervene? no Dec 28 19:00:38 Unless we take 'er away Dec 28 19:01:14 She'd never forgive us Dec 28 19:07:44 An' you'd never forgive yerself if she doesn't make it Dec 28 19:08:20 I have her word she won't pour too much into saving her Dec 28 19:10:18 In the heat of the moment, is that gonna be enough? Dec 28 19:10:30 I'll be watching for it... I'll stop her Dec 28 19:11:07 When she can make y' faint with a touch... Dec 28 19:11:48 I wasn't intending to give her warning... Dec 28 19:13:38 * HH nods grimly Dec 28 19:13:56 Cant allow her to die Dec 28 19:14:13 No Dec 28 19:16:16 How you feelin' now? Dec 28 19:17:45 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 19:17:49 anxious Dec 28 19:18:26 * HH puts an arm round his shoulder Dec 28 19:18:53 Say the word an' I'll take her off somewhere, keep her safe. It'll all be on me. Dec 28 19:19:04 I appreciate that Dec 28 19:21:44 If she kicks me in the plums though, I'm doin' it back to you Dec 28 19:22:22 That sounds fair but... we made a promise to Varick Dec 28 19:23:11 That kid has lost enough parents, not lettin' him lose another no matter the promise Dec 28 19:24:47 * Morgan nods Dec 28 19:26:24 Like I said, man, want me to intervene and I will. Even have a stern word if it's needed. Dec 28 19:28:09 I'll let you know... I spoke to her about it this morning Dec 28 19:30:16 Think she gets it? Dec 28 19:30:57 I think so Dec 28 19:34:00 * HH nods Dec 28 19:34:16 None of us want y' going through it again Dec 28 19:37:35 I know man Dec 28 19:38:53 * HH geins Dec 28 19:38:57 Grins* Dec 28 19:39:16 Couldya not have married someone a bit less wilful? Dec 28 19:42:27 You think someone less wilful could have saved me? Dec 28 19:43:27 Dunno, maybe? Dec 28 19:44:08 unlikely... most would've just given up I think Dec 28 19:46:49 Maybe someone soft and sweet woulda been enough Dec 28 19:47:24 I doubt it Dec 28 19:50:45 'Spose it takes a lot of hammering to get through a skull as thick as yers Dec 28 19:51:24 * Morgan nods Dec 28 19:51:28 aye, I suppose so Dec 28 19:55:26 * HH finishes his coffee as the sun comes up Dec 28 19:55:35 * Morgan does the same Dec 28 19:55:45 Need some time with her again today? Dec 28 19:56:05 I think we've too much to do Dec 28 19:59:20 Think the babe is coming soon Dec 28 19:59:22 ? Dec 28 20:02:20 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:02:22 aye Dec 28 20:03:00 Anything Inga an' I can do? Dec 28 20:06:42 just what we planned... if I'm not able to, we'll need one of you to take Thomas to Beth Dec 28 20:07:21 Fate witch made us all sure its boy Dec 28 20:07:57 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:08:19 She's powerful enough to see my pattern, I'm inclined to believe her Dec 28 20:09:36 You taking him if y' can? Dec 28 20:09:49 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:09:55 I said I'd try Dec 28 20:10:38 What's gonna stop you? Dec 28 20:11:38 Molly can take some strength from me to help... I might be too weakened... or if Molly needs my help immediately afterwards Dec 28 20:12:10 Y' mean if the draw happens? Dec 28 20:12:33 Or if she's too tired... Dec 28 20:13:17 Hey, want me and Inga t' take Varick down to Sunnymeade, let them know we're thinkin' it'll soon so they're ready? Dec 28 20:13:56 Might be an idea Dec 28 20:14:14 Not had chance to see the wee lassie myself yet Dec 28 20:14:32 Sweet little thing Dec 28 20:16:10 I hear she looks like Molly's sister Dec 28 20:17:39 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:18:08 * HH jumps down from the wall Dec 28 20:18:19 Best go wake my lil darlin up then Dec 28 20:18:59 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:20:31 **Back at the cottage, the others are all awake and dressed, eating at the table. HH comes in and gives Inga a big kiss on the cheek which makes her blush** Dec 28 20:21:10 V: Grownups are disgusting! **the boy covered in jam is quite disgusting himself* Dec 28 20:22:20 There's an irony there Dec 28 20:22:56 V: *he looks around* what ironing? **the others laugh* Dec 28 20:23:38 * Morgan goes over, kissing the boys crown Dec 28 20:23:41 nevermind Dec 28 20:23:51 * HH looks at Varick "Yer young majesty won't want to ride with my fair lady and I to the glorious lands of Castle Sunnymeade to see th' princes and princesses then?" Dec 28 20:24:14 V: *he lights up, looking at Morgan* Can I, Papa? Dec 28 20:24:20 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:24:25 if you get cleaned up, aye Dec 28 20:24:48 **Varick gets down from the table and Molly stands too** Dec 28 20:25:10 M: Could you take my brother a letter please? Dec 28 20:26:21 * HH nods, bowing theatrically "Your serene highness, I ,your most loyal knight, would be honoured to carry your correspondence to him" Dec 28 20:26:58 * Morgan rolls his eyes Dec 28 20:27:02 **Molly smiles, blushing** Thank you Dec 28 20:28:27 **HH busies himself organising coats and boots whilst Molly writes her note. Elsie is on her second round of toast before Varick is down** Dec 28 20:29:34 hungry are we? Dec 28 20:30:05 E: **she nods** and thirsty Dec 28 20:30:35 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:31:05 **Molly looks at Morgan** There's no indication that anything will happen today Dec 28 20:31:47 * Morgan nods Dec 28 20:31:49 alright Dec 28 20:32:02 * HH , Inga, and Varick all get ready to go. Molly hands HH the letter, and Varick comes to hug Morgan Dec 28 20:32:29 be good young man Dec 28 20:33:05 V: Okay! *he hugs Molly before dragging HH and Inga out towards the stables* Dec 28 20:33:10 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 28 20:33:51 * Molly starts to clear the table, and Elsie stands to help. If anything, her bump seems even lower today Dec 28 20:35:03 James to Morgan: Has the snow cleared, my Lord? Dec 28 20:35:10 Mostly, aye Dec 28 20:35:36 E: Can James and I go for a walk? Nothing far or strenuous Dec 28 20:36:21 * Morgan looks at Molly Dec 28 20:37:08 * Molly nods "stay near the house, but yes, that's fine" Dec 28 20:37:45 **They also get bundled up and go. Molly takes the last dishes from the table** Dec 28 20:38:07 I suppose, my love, that leaves you helping to clean the kitchen! Dec 28 20:38:46 * Morgan nods, picking them up Dec 28 20:39:45 * Molly sings quietly as she works at washing them and wiping the table Dec 28 20:39:57 How are you now, liebes herz? Dec 28 20:40:41 * Morgan sighs Dec 28 20:40:45 alright I suppose Dec 28 20:42:29 * Molly sweeps the floor Dec 28 20:42:39 You do not sound so sure.. Dec 28 20:42:47 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 20:43:02 its given me much to think about... HeinzHarold suggested he spirit you away Dec 28 20:43:20 * Molly laughs, assuming this is a joke Dec 28 20:43:27 He's so silly Dec 28 20:45:58 * Morgan turns to look at her Dec 28 20:46:10 can't lose yourself if you're not here Dec 28 20:46:27 * Molly pauses, leaning on the broom, speaking slow and quiet Dec 28 20:46:35 You are considering it... Dec 28 20:47:03 No... Dec 28 20:49:43 * Molly watches him a moment then sweeps again Dec 28 20:52:28 Alright Dec 28 20:54:42 * Molly deals with the floor before putting away the broom and leaning against the counter Dec 28 20:54:58 What else are you thinking of? Dec 28 20:55:08 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 20:55:26 Inga wants to meet Seb Dec 28 20:57:16 * Molly frowns Dec 28 20:57:21 Why? Dec 28 20:57:35 Because he was HeinzHarolds friend and he was very upset at losing him... Dec 28 20:59:03 * Molly nods Dec 28 20:59:24 Yes, I see Dec 28 21:00:54 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:01:14 And what thinks you? Dec 28 21:03:06 I don't like it Dec 28 21:03:52 You do not wish Heinzharold to see Seb? Dec 28 21:04:03 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 21:04:06 I won't stop him Dec 28 21:05:53 But you do not want him to? Dec 28 21:06:01 * Molly watches him closely Dec 28 21:06:20 I don't think I do... but I'm not sure why Dec 28 21:08:12 Might you be feeling a little threatened, perhaps? Dec 28 21:08:22 * Morgan sighs Dec 28 21:08:24 could be Dec 28 21:08:59 Heinzharold loves you deeply, my love. That will not change Dec 28 21:11:27 * Morgan shrugs Dec 28 21:12:02 Perhaps they could visit Seb whilst we go to Freiburg to see Edward Dec 28 21:12:14 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:12:33 That would be better, I think, don't you? Dec 28 21:12:58 probably Dec 28 21:14:13 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:14:23 I do not think we need to meet him Dec 28 21:18:02 No...but I cant help wondering if something would come to light if we did Dec 28 21:20:20 Like what, my love? I am not sure what we need to know that we do not. I might have married him, he and I would have been happy and had a lot of children... *she shrugs* Dec 28 21:20:50 I don't know... Dec 28 21:22:17 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:23:28 I think I would prefer not to. We know we were not necessarily destined to end up together, I do not see any joy will come from knowing more about it Dec 28 21:23:42 * Molly starts drying the plates Dec 28 21:24:37 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:24:39 alright Dec 28 21:25:52 If you have a strong need to see that there is nothing between he and I upon meeting each other, I will acquiesce Dec 28 21:26:48 No, I don't think so Dec 28 21:26:57 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:27:22 I am yours. There is nothing Seb could do that would change that Dec 28 21:27:38 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:28:11 * Molly looks tense through her back and shoulders, turned away from him to dry the plates Dec 28 21:29:04 Blossom... Dec 28 21:29:17 Yes? Dec 28 21:29:25 I'm not worried about that Dec 28 21:29:38 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:29:42 I am glad Dec 28 21:32:03 * Molly finishes the drying and putting away before she says "Is there anything else you have been thinking of? " Dec 28 21:35:49 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 28 21:35:51 I suppose not Dec 28 21:36:23 I have discomfitted you? Dec 28 21:36:35 No blossom Dec 28 21:37:20 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:38:17 That is the kitchen cleaned... what did you have to do today? I shouldn't think we will see Heinzharold, Inga or Varick for several hours Dec 28 21:40:23 Nothing particularly... the Dr was hoping to catch up with you Dec 28 21:40:51 * Molly nods Dec 28 21:41:03 I suppose I should find him... Dec 28 21:41:07 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:41:41 * Molly smiles to herself a moment Dec 28 21:41:53 Alright, I shall get my boots on Dec 28 21:42:33 alright blossom Dec 28 21:43:09 Did you wish to come with me, or do you need to spend some time walking around the estate? Dec 28 21:43:34 I'll come with you if you are happy with that Dec 28 21:44:45 * Molly nods, smiling Dec 28 21:45:05 Certainly, my love, though I have some questions that might be uncomfortable Dec 28 21:45:47 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:45:51 I'll manage Dec 28 21:46:51 * Molly nods, holding out her hand Dec 28 21:47:20 * Morgan takes it Dec 28 21:48:03 * Molly kisses his knuckles "Everything will be well, my love. We are bound together, and we have much ahead of us yet" Dec 28 21:48:14 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:48:15 aye Dec 28 21:48:48 * Molly watches to see how sure he looks of this Dec 28 21:49:40 ((he looks sure)) Dec 28 21:50:59 * Molly squeezes his hand, heading to the door. She sounds like she's teasing when she says Dec 28 21:51:50 Of course, with Heinzharold and Inga at Sunnymeade most of the day, our old cottage, and therefore your former bedroom, will be completely empty... Dec 28 21:52:30 that is true Dec 28 21:53:06 Maybe I will have to keep the catch up short and sweet, hmm? Dec 28 21:53:41 * Morgan nods Dec 28 21:53:43 I think so Dec 28 21:57:13 * Molly smiles at him, holding his hand in both of hers. She looks happy and flushed, and not at all pale and limp as she was in the nightmare, yet a cold sensation runs down his spine at the recollection Dec 28 22:07:02 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 29 13:23:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 29 13:24:41 Of course, with Heinzharold and Inga at Sunnymeade most of the day, our old cottage, and therefore your former bedroom, will be completely empty... Dec 29 13:24:42 that is true Dec 29 13:24:42 Maybe I will have to keep the catch up short and sweet, hmm? Dec 29 13:24:42 * Morgan nods Dec 29 13:24:42 I think so Dec 29 13:24:47 * Molly smiles at him, holding his hand in both of hers. She looks happy and flushed, and not at all pale and limp as she was in the nightmare, yet a cold sensation runs down his spine at the recollection Dec 29 13:26:29 **Catherine's house is running as it always did, servants going about their work with the occasional gossip and laughter. Molly smiles at his profile as they pass through the dining room, still hand in hand** Dec 29 13:29:36 Sometimes it still catches me by surprise when I am here, that I can hold your hand like this Dec 29 13:31:26 * Morgan nods Dec 29 13:31:28 I know what you mean Dec 29 13:39:03 * Molly squeezes gently, smiling more Dec 29 13:39:16 Where do you think we might find him? Dec 29 13:39:36 I've no idea... grab one of the staff Dec 29 13:44:40 * Molly does, and is pointed in the direction of the library with the promise of a tea tray to follow. In the library they find the doctor up the ladder poking around on the top shelf Dec 29 13:44:59 * Molly glances at Morgan, brows raised, but says nothing Dec 29 13:46:36 Something we can help you find? Dec 29 13:50:02 R: I was looking for a specific book on medicine I gifted to the late Lord Torrington many years ago. This is where I las-... Ah ha! Dec 29 13:50:42 * Molly looks around. There's no sign of Catherine, and the doctor looks to have been made comfortable by the staff Dec 29 13:54:13 I see Dec 29 13:54:15 [He seems to be very familiar with the house...] Dec 29 13:54:23 [indeed he does] Dec 29 13:55:14 R: **He bows politely to them both* A fine morning, I hope Your Excellencies are both well? Dec 29 13:56:42 * Molly gives him the appropriate curtsey for their respective ranks "Thank you, my Lord. We are quite well, and hope you are also?" Dec 29 13:58:00 **He nods, taking the book and putting it on the main table. A maid brings them coffee, and once poured she retreats, shutting the door** Dec 29 13:59:07 R: Her Grace spoke to me last night of the young woman who is with child. I hope she is well also? Dec 29 14:00:24 * Molly takes a seat at the table with her coffee, the cue the doctor was waiting for before also sitting. He adjusts his spectacles. Morgan can discern a similarity in his eyes and Sebastian's. Dec 29 14:02:33 She's as well as can be expected Dec 29 14:03:23 R: *he nods* she is resting and eating well? Dec 29 14:03:50 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Dec 29 14:04:16 Very hungry and thirsty this morning Dec 29 14:04:56 *he nods, smiling* The baby is moving frequently? Dec 29 14:06:56 * Morgan nods Dec 29 14:08:49 Very good. I am sorry to pry, but when you are medically inclined, you become interested in anyone's conditions Dec 29 14:09:09 **Molly smiles, nodding* I have found that too Dec 29 14:10:16 * Rosenkrantz smiles at the girl he saved "And how are you now? Do you have any lasting problems?" Dec 29 14:11:54 **Molly shakes her head** No, I gradually stopped having restrictions on my breathing and coughing when under stress or if it was raining **these things only stopped because she used her healing magic on them* Dec 29 14:13:22 * Rosenkrantz looks genuinely pleased by this "Very good. Many consumptive patients suffer on for years. Illnesses of breathing is my speciality" Dec 29 14:16:51 **Molly glances at Morgan* That was lucky, wasnt it? Dec 29 14:17:12 indeed Dec 29 14:17:46 * Rosenkrantz looks at Morgan Dec 29 14:18:39 Where are you from, your Excellency? Dec 29 14:20:40 Sudlachenburg Dec 29 14:22:24 * Rosenkrantz looks thoughtful Dec 29 14:22:43 Ahhh yes, in the Schwarzenwald Dec 29 14:24:34 * Morgan nods Dec 29 14:24:39 more or less Dec 29 14:24:54 It is a beautiful area, I have heard. One of the early adopters of Objectionism too Dec 29 14:25:27 * Morgan nods Dec 29 14:25:37 it is indeed a beautiful place, if... stark Dec 29 14:25:46 **Molly sips her coffee, but her knee presses to his leg reassuringly** Dec 29 14:26:13 * Rosenkrantz drinks a mouthful of coffee. He looks relaxed but interested Dec 29 14:26:23 What is stark about it? Dec 29 14:27:32 The landscape isn't much apart from the Schwarzenwald... and inside the forest itself is quite bleak Dec 29 14:27:48 * Rosenkrantz nods Dec 29 14:27:57 Black bark, isn't it? Dec 29 14:29:06 * Morgan nods Dec 29 14:33:40 Her Grace said you both worked here a while. Dec 29 14:34:40 I mostly just shouted at people Dec 29 14:36:29 It sounds like quite a tale, a Duke in the employ of a young noblewoman, and a poor girl recovering from a life-threatening illness Dec 29 14:37:35 I wasn't a Duke then Dec 29 14:39:49 * Rosenkrantz nods. He looks at Molly compassionately "I hope you were able to reunite with your family" Dec 29 14:40:46 *Molly nods* I was. My parents live in Sudlachenburg now and are very happy* Dec 29 14:41:54 * Rosenkrantz nods "Very good. And now you are happily married too?" Molly looks at Morgan, smiling "I rather think so" Dec 29 14:42:07 * Morgan nods Dec 29 14:43:04 Excellent. That is what I like to see with patients. Everyone loves a Happily Ever After, don't they? Dec 29 14:45:42 **Molly smiles "Are your children married, my Lord?" *he shakes his head* Ilena will be coming out in the main court season as a debutante in the spring, and Seb is still looking for Miss Right. Dec 29 14:46:48 **Molly nods, sipping her coffee** Dec 29 14:47:41 I have hopes he will do so soon. We were not expecting him to be Freiarr Insel, but it seems that is what will happen Dec 29 14:49:02 You were not expecting him to be? Dec 29 14:49:46 No, I am the youngest of three brothers. Both my brothers have passed on Dec 29 14:49:57 I see Dec 29 14:51:03 M: They had no children? Dec 29 14:52:02 My eldest brother Bartholomew's whole family were killed when the Vaticine troops took Insel. My middle brother Leopold had none. Dec 29 14:53:13 *Molly nods* I am sorry to hear that Dec 29 14:54:03 * Rosenkrantz thanks her "That was how the War was, unfortunately. Many younger sons had to assume titles they didn't want" Dec 29 14:56:19 *Molly nods again* Dec 29 14:56:30 * Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan Dec 29 14:56:42 Is that how you came to be a Duke? Dec 29 14:58:15 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 29 14:58:24 that title was granted by Eisenfurst Fischler recently Dec 29 14:59:24 * Rosenkrantz nods Dec 29 15:01:05 Holding land isn't suited to everyone. It is a great responsibility and privilege, but it is a hard thing for a man with other dreams to carry Dec 29 15:03:04 I worry that too many see it as a right rather than a responsibility Dec 29 15:07:06 * Rosenkrantz nods Dec 29 15:08:26 I agree with you. Running land is a bit like running a field hospital. If you do it wrong, people die. You can try to have the best field hospital, but at the end of the day you can only rest easy knowing you've done your best for each patient Dec 29 15:08:58 * Morgan nods Dec 29 15:10:39 Bart was an excellent Freiarr. His demise caused great upset in the people, as well as being occupied Dec 29 15:11:41 M: What happened after the War? Dec 29 15:14:10 The garrison at Dietmund, which is on the north coast of the island fell to Objectionist troops at the beginning of September '64, and my brother Leopold stepped up to be the Freiarr. Then the War ended and we rebuilt. Leopold died in '66, about six months before I met you Dec 29 15:17:52 [You and Heinzharold made the garrison fall... it was August '64 you were there] Dec 29 15:22:54 [yes] Dec 29 15:24:52 **He can feel a wealth of pride in him swell forth from her emotions** Dec 29 15:25:04 M: And now you are the Freiarr Dec 29 15:25:51 * Rosenkrantz nods "I am, though medicine is still my true calling, I'm sorry to say. For Seb, his will remain the sea" Dec 29 15:29:45 M: *she nods* I can understand that. At least in Insel he is close to the sea each day? Dec 29 15:31:46 * Rosenkrantz nods "Running a ship for trade will help him when the time comes, and we will look for a match that compliments his strengths" Dec 29 15:32:33 **Molly sips her coffee again** Morgan said you were at S-... your son's birth? Dec 29 15:35:01 * Rosenkrantz nods "I've been at several, it happens often in field hospitals where you have followers of the drum, though he was born on board a ship when we were on holiday. In the first decade of the War the fighting was less frequent and less of us had been conscripted" Dec 29 15:39:33 **Molly nods** Dec 29 15:39:40 * Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan Dec 29 15:40:21 Her Grace tells me the circumstances surrounding the pregnancy of your friend Elsie have led to some trouble for her? Dec 29 15:40:50 Something of an understatement, but yes Dec 29 15:43:44 And a problematic birth is anticipated? Dec 29 15:44:27 * Morgan nods Dec 29 15:45:40 I think I might be able to assist Dec 29 15:47:36 oh? Dec 29 15:51:07 My daughter Ilena is the only child who was born by what we refer to as a Caesarean Delivery whose mother survived the birth. It is normally done after or during maternal death. Dec 29 15:51:59 **Molly's brows raise** You have carried out this procedure? Dec 29 15:53:27 * Rosenkrantz nods "I was thinking of submitting it to the medical journals, but as it was family it would be deemed too likely to be fraudulent" Dec 29 15:54:08 **Molly looks at Morgan, keeping her expression neutral whilst trying to read his feelings from his** Dec 29 15:54:52 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 29 15:56:56 **She sips her coffee, putting her thoughts in order** Dec 29 15:58:10 I am happy to help if this is needed again. Her Grace was somewhat confused over the nature of the difficulties that stand in the way of the delivery, but perhaps you two know more? Dec 29 16:02:00 * Morgan nods, looking to Molly Dec 29 16:04:07 M: *she squares her shoulders a little** It's rather a lot of scarring. From what I can tell from the local doctors, midwives and books, she will not be able to dilate at all. The baby is completely stuck, and I do not think there's any other choice but to cut him out. **There's a lot of pain and worry in Molly's expression** Dec 29 16:05:09 * Rosenkrantz reaches across to take her hand. It's very much not expected etiquette, but it's also caring, paternal, and seeks to comfort Dec 29 16:07:01 * Morgan frowns very briefly before becoming neutral Dec 29 16:07:09 My dear lady, we will do what we can to have a safe delivery. Adara got through it, and Ilena is a beautiful healthy young woman. Your Elsie can come through it too, with some luck. Dec 29 16:08:46 M: *she nods, allowing the touch** Thank you, my Lord. I would like to know how it should be done. Dec 29 16:09:52 * Rosenkrantz lets go, reaching for the book he had pulled down. He also collects up some paper and pencils. "Let's get on that, shall we?" Dec 29 16:12:33 * Rosenkrantz and Molly quickly become engrossed in all the medical details, looking at diagrams in the book and sketching out their own. She draws out the horrific details of Elsie's scarring. He explains many things in clear details when she asks, never questioning her knowledge or skill, never being impatient or dismissive. Morgan can either focus on the minutiae of the planned procedure, focus on Molly's reactions, on the doctor, or anything else** Dec 29 16:13:20 * Morgan keeps an eye on Molly Dec 29 16:15:41 **Molly is very interested, utterly focused. He can feel her thoughts would be easy to slip into. She doesn't look ill at ease with Rosenkrantz, and they work together very well. It's easy to imagine an easy relationship between them had he been her father-in-law, in contrast with the loving but at times explosive relationship she has with Adalbrecht ** Dec 29 16:19:07 * Morgan quietly sips his coffee Dec 29 16:21:51 **they are still talking this through half an hour later. What he picks up from it is that Ilena was stuck in a bottom-presenting position, and could not be delivered. The doctor had admitted the baby must be delivered before both perished, and said goodbye to his wife. Both his brothers and a midwife were on hand** Dec 29 16:22:14 There should be at least three people, but four or more is better. Dec 29 16:22:48 M: *she nods, glancing at Morgan* I think that could be possible? Dec 29 16:23:02 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 29 16:23:03 probably Dec 29 16:23:29 You need one to cut, one to hold the flesh layers apart... Dec 29 16:24:17 M: *she smiles slightly at Morgan, watching to see if he looks at all nauseated, not knowing the detail to which he witnessed this already in his nightmare* Dec 29 16:25:31 one to grab the child and one to remove the placenta? Dec 29 16:25:54 * Rosenkrantz looks surprised Dec 29 16:26:15 You are well versed in this, do you have experience with childbirth? Dec 29 16:26:24 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 29 16:26:28 I pick up things Dec 29 16:28:26 I would have one to keep the patient calm and talking. Adara bore the pain very well, but she had my brother Bart reciting poetry to her. Leopold held her body open, he was interested in science and dissection as a child, and was often looking after sick people in his old age. I did the cutting. It was the most harrowing thing I have ever had to do. Dec 29 16:30:21 M: I suppose it must have felt like you were going to be responsible? Dec 29 16:32:18 * Rosenkrantz nods "I never thought I would have to cut my own wife so badly. Luckily my hands stayed steady right through removing both my daughter and the womb, but I had to let Leopold stitch her, by that point I just needed to be with her and my daughter Dec 29 16:33:23 **Molly smiles a little, then becomes serious** Even if Elsie survives, we must remove her womb? Dec 29 16:33:41 **Molly looks to Morgan for his opinion* Dec 29 16:34:27 why? Dec 29 16:40:23 I couldn't bear the thought of her becoming pregnant again, and I couldn't know what would happen to her womb and stitches to carry another child. Also there was a risk of infection that I could remove by removing it. Dec 29 16:40:56 But Elsie might want more children Dec 29 16:41:00 M:* Dec 29 16:42:07 * Rosenkrantz looks at Morgan "The aim is her survival. By removing it, we maximise the chance of survival" Dec 29 16:42:39 I'm inclined to agree... if she fell pregnant again, her womb could rupture? Dec 29 16:43:30 Noone knows. Aside from Adara, there are no records of any woman anywhere surviving this procedure. Dec 29 16:44:09 realistically, if she fell pregnant again, she'd have to endure this again... Dec 29 16:44:53 * Rosenkrantz looks at Molly's diagrams again Dec 29 16:46:04 Based on the position and extent of the scarring, copulation would be difficult, maybe even impossible. But conception could occur, and yes, she still would be unable to deliver Dec 29 16:46:33 Then it makes sense to remove the womb Dec 29 16:46:50 * Rosenkrantz nods. Molly stays quiet Dec 29 16:47:45 It is not without risks. Many have attempted a Caesarean Delivery on live women, and noone else has succeeded. There is a very good chance Elsie will die, I am sorry to say Dec 29 16:50:03 Which puts her in no worse a position than she was to begin with Dec 29 16:50:32 **Molly looks at the table, nodding** Dec 29 16:50:49 The baby has an excellent chance of survival Dec 29 16:51:47 **There is a tap at the door, much as a servant would** Dec 29 16:52:36 * Morgan goes and answers the door Dec 29 16:53:29 **the young maid curtsies** His Lordship's horse is ready Dec 29 16:55:24 * Morgan nods, thanking her Dec 29 16:55:45 *she goes* Dec 29 16:55:59 * Morgan returns to the chairs Dec 29 16:56:03 your horse is ready Dec 29 16:56:21 * Rosenkrantz inclines his head Dec 29 16:57:03 Very good. I will be back this evening if you have any more questions Dec 29 16:58:17 * Morgan nods Dec 29 16:59:01 **Molly thanks him. He bows before leaving. Molly looks over the papers before moving to the window Dec 29 16:59:10 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Molly Dec 29 17:00:50 What thinks you? Dec 29 17:01:11 I am not even sure what to think! Dec 29 17:02:47 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:03:27 What a coincidence that the one doctor in the world with the experience we need is here right now... Dec 29 17:04:12 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:04:59 He's Eisen. He's from Posen. Is this Kit's doing, or something more supernatural? Dec 29 17:06:11 * Morgan shrugs Dec 29 17:06:13 could be either Dec 29 17:06:39 Then the question is "does it matter?" Dec 29 17:07:22 * Morgan shrugs Dec 29 17:07:55 We knew already the baby must be removed this way... Dec 29 17:12:13 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:12:14 yes Dec 29 17:16:20 * Molly nods, watching from the window Dec 29 17:16:41 What thinks _you_? Dec 29 17:20:03 Its the only option really Dec 29 17:20:20 Do we let him do it? Dec 29 17:25:00 I think that might be wise Dec 29 17:25:54 And I should assist him, to heal her? Dec 29 17:26:34 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:26:42 * Molly glances over her shoulder, watching what he is doing Dec 29 17:26:53 And this is preferable? Dec 29 17:27:16 We would be fools not to take the help given his experience Dec 29 17:27:35 * Molly wraps her arms around her waist Dec 29 17:27:45 But we do not tell him about the magic Dec 29 17:28:38 No... not if we can help it Dec 29 17:28:57 * Molly nods Dec 29 17:29:15 *quieter* Are you less scared? Dec 29 17:29:20 No Dec 29 17:29:46 * Molly holds out one hand to him Dec 29 17:30:15 If I am doing less of the work, I will need less magic Dec 29 17:30:26 * Morgan nods, taking her hand Dec 29 17:30:42 * Molly rests her cheek to his arm Dec 29 17:30:51 Maybe this is a glimmer of hope? Dec 29 17:31:22 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:31:23 maybe Dec 29 17:31:40 * Molly looks up at him Dec 29 17:31:50 You worry about losing me often? Dec 29 17:32:39 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:32:41 fairly Dec 29 17:32:57 Because of them? Dec 29 17:33:29 them what? Dec 29 17:33:50 Losing Dietlinde and Jana Dec 29 17:34:26 I expect so Dec 29 17:35:34 And because I do not follow my destiny well? Dec 29 17:39:08 * Morgan nods Dec 29 17:40:06 * Molly squeezes his hand Dec 29 17:40:26 Do we go to speak to Elsie about it, or...? Dec 29 17:40:58 I'm not sure Dec 29 17:42:31 You do not wish to tell her yet, or you need some more time together first? Dec 29 17:44:19 * Morgan sighs Dec 29 17:44:28 We should tell her... she deserves to know Dec 29 17:45:30 That he will be delivering the baby, or that if she does survive there will be no more children? Dec 29 17:52:17 both... mostly the latter Dec 29 17:57:30 * Molly sighs Dec 29 17:58:20 If she survives, she would have the man she loves, and a child for them to raise. That would be enough, wouldn't it? They would not need anything else. Dec 29 17:58:42 I hope that is the case Dec 29 17:59:37 It would be. It would have been enough for you. Dec 29 18:05:11 I am not... normal Dec 29 18:05:36 In what way? Dec 29 18:05:59 any way really Dec 29 18:07:34 But with the cast... you would have given up almost anything to still have me Dec 29 18:10:11 * Morgan nods Dec 29 18:12:30 So they will do likewise Dec 29 18:12:57 Unless you think they love each other less than you love me? Dec 29 18:13:49 Fairly sure no-one could love anyone as much as I love you Dec 29 18:19:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 29 18:56:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 29 18:56:32 * Molly looks up him, clearly moved and so sweetly pleased Dec 29 18:56:52 [18:39] (Molly) That's very lovely to hear, I am deeply touched Dec 29 19:00:19 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 29 19:01:35 * Molly frowns slightly Dec 29 19:01:51 You know I feel the same way about you? Dec 29 19:02:21 * Morgan nods Dec 29 19:03:57 Even Inga tires of hearing me say how deeply I love you Dec 29 19:05:14 She told me you talk of me often Dec 29 19:06:39 * Molly nods Dec 29 19:06:49 I do, very much Dec 29 19:07:25 * Molly smiles "and you, my love? Do you talk to your friends of me often?" Dec 29 19:08:51 Men don't really talk of things like that Dec 29 19:09:27 Whyever not? Dec 29 19:11:36 Its just not the sort of thing we talk about Dec 29 19:13:55 * Molly bites her lip Dec 29 19:14:12 He does not talk about anything scandalous? Dec 29 19:16:20 He alludes now and then Dec 29 19:18:29 Oh, so he does not tell you afterwards like I told Inga all about the incident on the couch yesterday? *she does an excellent job of making it impossible to tell if she is teasing or truthful* Dec 29 19:20:46 I am aware that you do not tell her such things Dec 29 19:21:28 * Molly shrugs Dec 29 19:21:35 Perhaps I now do... Dec 29 19:23:13 * Molly smiles sweetly at him Dec 29 19:23:24 ... perhaps my mouth cannot be still Dec 29 19:25:37 I doubt it Dec 29 19:26:05 Ahh but you are not certain, mon petit chou? Dec 29 19:26:33 * Morgan shrugs Dec 29 19:27:26 Perhaps you are not opposed to me boasting of how incredibly well you please me... Dec 29 19:29:51 No, I suppose not Dec 29 19:30:21 * Molly kisses his cheek Dec 29 19:31:03 If I started telling her that, I suspected it would take me weeks to explain just how blissful it is with you Dec 29 19:31:21 She wouldn't believe you Dec 29 19:32:13 She certainly wouldn't believe about the tree, or the stables, or Paan Dec 29 19:32:27 She has a certain view of me, I assume? Dec 29 19:32:42 * Molly nods Dec 29 19:32:45 She does. Dec 29 19:33:02 * Morgan nods Dec 29 19:33:17 You are curious to know what it is? Dec 29 19:34:01 * Morgan nods Dec 29 19:34:16 though I assume... stuffy, arrogant... Dec 29 19:34:44 * Molly shakes her head Dec 29 19:34:48 No Dec 29 19:36:23 That surprises me Dec 29 19:37:26 In general, she thinks you are serious, protective and very responsible... Dec 29 19:39:10 in general... Dec 29 19:39:27 And in bed, she thinks you are generous, considerate, and *she tries to think of the right word* a follower of what is commonplace, formulaic perhaps Dec 29 19:40:53 * Morgan wrinkles his nose Dec 29 19:41:15 Conventional! That is the word Dec 29 19:44:21 Not much better Dec 29 19:44:46 * Molly smiles Dec 29 19:45:26 It isn't a bad thing. She assumes what we have is pleasant and loving, respectful even Dec 29 19:51:46 * Molly watches his expression Dec 29 19:52:22 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 29 19:54:27 That displeases you? Dec 29 19:55:47 I'm not entirely sure Dec 29 19:56:37 * Molly smiles Dec 29 19:56:54 Heinzharold started it with his Saint Morgan of Puritytown thing Dec 29 19:58:55 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:00:10 I suppose that is how you were in the War? Respectful and very... pure? Dec 29 20:03:01 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:03:02 aye Dec 29 20:03:16 * Molly nods Dec 29 20:03:39 I can only imagine Heinzharold has not told her the things he now knows Dec 29 20:04:09 I'm sure she would've said something had he told her Dec 29 20:04:36 It would be hard to keep secret Dec 29 20:04:56 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:05:08 * Molly smiles Dec 29 20:06:19 I think we ought to go on with our day, before I wish to add another incidence of scandalous behaviour committed in a Duchess's library Dec 29 20:06:37 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:07:34 * Molly looks thoughtful, standing quietly, then moves towards the door Dec 29 20:07:49 I do not promise not to imagine it in detail though Dec 29 20:08:01 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:08:05 I have no issue with that Dec 29 20:09:12 * Molly smiles, squeezing his hand Dec 29 20:09:34 Far from conventional. Dec 29 20:09:52 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:11:55 * Molly does indeed look to be daydreaming as they go back to the cottage, letting him lead her Dec 29 20:14:59 Do you want to tell Elsie and James, or do you want me to? Dec 29 20:15:40 Hmm? Oh, I think James in particular is closer to you, so it may be better that way Dec 29 20:17:00 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:17:02 I'll see to it Dec 29 20:17:30 You do not wish me to join you? Dec 29 20:17:40 If you want to Dec 29 20:18:06 There's nowhere I need to be right now Dec 29 20:18:33 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:18:37 lets go find them then Dec 29 20:18:55 **Elsie and James are once more on the couch, and the lack of shut door means they walk in on the couple kissing** Dec 29 20:20:02 * Morgan clears his throat Dec 29 20:20:29 **They move apart, both blushing** Dec 29 20:20:34 * Molly is now known as Elsie Dec 29 20:20:47 We didn't think you'd be back yet Dec 29 20:20:54 Clearly Dec 29 20:22:08 * Elsie and James move further apart like teenagers caught by a parent. Molly watches Morgan, smiling a little Dec 29 20:22:48 My bump is lower, but I feel fine Dec 29 20:23:19 * Morgan nods, sitting down Dec 29 20:24:04 We've been talking with the doctor who saved Molly a few years ago Dec 29 20:24:51 **Molly kneels beside his chair, sitting on her heels** Dec 29 20:25:06 * Elsie nods Dec 29 20:25:09 About me? Dec 29 20:25:21 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:26:58 What did he say? Dec 29 20:28:28 We spoke about the way we propose to birth the baby... there has been one case of a birth like that where the mother survived... we want to have his help, to give you the best chance possible of surviving Dec 29 20:29:47 I just want my baby to live. I will do whatever gives him the best chance Dec 29 20:30:34 He has an excellent chance regardless... what we plan now only affects you Dec 29 20:34:13 * Elsie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 29 20:34:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 29 20:34:50 * Molly is now known as Elsie Dec 29 20:34:53 [20:28] (Elsie) **James watches her then Morgan** It could save Elsie? Dec 29 20:35:21 There's a slim chance Dec 29 20:38:12 What would we have to do? Dec 29 20:39:53 We'll need his help... ideally there needs to be four of us... but if it works, and it is a _big_ if... you could never have another child Dec 29 20:41:33 * Elsie nods, but says nothing Dec 29 20:43:32 How do you feel about that Elsie? Dec 29 20:43:38 J: *he watches Elsie then Morgan* Dec 29 20:43:52 I don't know really Dec 29 20:44:51 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:46:07 J: *he strokes her hair* Do whatever you have to to survive Dec 29 20:48:01 If you decide you want to keep your womb, the chances of infection are much higher... if that doesn't happen and you fall pregnant again, you'll have to go through all of this again, and likely without us... Dec 29 20:48:52 But I could have a chance to have a child with James... Dec 29 20:49:50 There would be a much higher chance of you not surviving that time around... if that child even survived, it'd leave James with the child but without you and, take it from me, that will not be tolerable for him Dec 29 20:50:12 Why wouldn't it? Dec 29 20:51:06 The pain from losing you, likely both of you... Dec 29 20:52:28 **James looks serious* Elsie, if you can survive it, we will already have a child... *he nods at her belly* ... this one. Dec 29 20:52:45 But he is not yours by blood Dec 29 20:53:02 Neither is Varick ours by blood... is he any less our son? Dec 29 20:53:58 Well no, I suppose not. But it's not the same as having your daughter was, surely? Dec 29 20:54:41 The only difference really is I did not get to see him growing. I have to be more considerate to his feelings because he has been through so much. Dec 29 20:55:39 Do you love him as much though when you see another man's face in his? Dec 29 20:56:27 * Morgan nods Dec 29 20:56:40 He was sired by another, but he is _my_ son Dec 29 20:59:14 J: *he nods at Morgan, but doesnt interrupt* Dec 29 20:59:23 * Elsie nods Dec 29 20:59:39 Alright, I can let it go Dec 29 21:00:18 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:00:34 I can't promise it'll work, but it raises the chances, albeit only a little Dec 29 21:00:48 Molly smiles at Elsie: It would also mean you would never a course again. Dec 29 21:01:09 * Elsie smiles "Now _that_ does sound good" Dec 29 21:01:43 **Molly tilts her head slightly but doesnt seem to be continuing* Dec 29 21:01:57 Can we still wait until the labour starts? Dec 29 21:03:10 * Morgan looks at Molly Dec 29 21:07:10 **She nods** Absolutely. Once we start, it should take about thirty minutes for him to be born Dec 29 21:07:36 Can you still numb me? Dec 29 21:08:04 **Molly glances at Morgan* I think we can get away with that, do you? Dec 29 21:08:16 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:11:12 * Elsie nods "He's due today, so any time now" Dec 29 21:11:39 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:11:40 aye Dec 29 21:11:45 J: We need to not get our hopes up, dont we? Dec 29 21:11:59 Quite. Dec 29 21:14:54 **But the look that passes between them is full of hope despite the warning. Molly stands** M: I'm going to check if Inga has any cleaning that needs doing as she is running an errand for me Dec 29 21:15:59 * Morgan nods, standing Dec 29 21:17:38 Thank you Dec 29 21:18:43 Hold that thought and pray we succeed Dec 29 21:20:28 J: we will Dec 29 21:20:56 * Elsie is now known as Molly Dec 29 21:21:51 * Molly goes out the back and into the garden. She glances at the swing Dec 29 21:22:40 Maybe a couple of minutes won't delay my work too much... Dec 29 21:23:04 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:24:23 * Molly goes to sit on the swing, waiting to see what he does Dec 29 21:25:59 * Morgan stands behind her, pushing her gently Dec 29 21:26:41 * Molly smiles, quietly enjoying it Dec 29 21:27:26 You love Varick very intensely... Dec 29 21:27:39 Yes I do Dec 29 21:27:55 I do not think I realised that Dec 29 21:28:20 * Morgan frowns Dec 29 21:28:21 no? Dec 29 21:28:54 I knew you loved him, I did not realise how... visceral it is Dec 29 21:30:02 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:30:32 * Molly can't see Dec 29 21:30:45 aye Dec 29 21:31:03 It surprised you? Dec 29 21:33:16 A little I suppose Dec 29 21:34:17 He is very lucky to have you as a father Dec 29 21:34:49 maybe Dec 29 21:36:25 No. He is lucky. They will all be lucky Dec 29 21:38:55 I'm glad you think so Dec 29 21:40:02 I know so. I would not be eager to have eight babies with you otherwise. Well, not _eager_, but... you know. Dec 29 21:41:58 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:42:33 One day. Dec 29 21:44:42 aye Dec 29 21:45:22 But until then, we should keep in good practice Dec 29 21:46:27 oh? Dec 29 21:47:32 Well, we wouldn't want to risk you becoming as conventional as Inga thinks you are, and this is a perfectly good tree... *she sounds teasing and playful* Dec 29 21:51:42 bit risky isn't it? Dec 29 21:52:42 Less than in Eisenfurst Fischer's stable... Dec 29 21:53:15 maybe Dec 29 21:53:52 Besides, Elsie and James cannot see from the window of our parlour, and noone is in the small cottage. I would speculate that it could not be much safer... Dec 29 21:56:00 perhaps Dec 29 21:56:48 * Molly giggles Dec 29 21:57:05 Are you saving your strength incase the draw happens? Dec 29 21:57:35 * Morgan nods Dec 29 21:58:03 * Molly still can't see Dec 29 21:58:55 best had Dec 29 21:59:10 But it could be another two weeks?! Dec 29 21:59:50 I seriously doubt it Dec 29 22:00:37 However am I to cope, mon petit chou?! Dec 29 22:01:07 by daydreaming, I expect Dec 29 22:01:58 That's not very accommodating of you, my love *she laughs* Dec 29 22:03:49 I know, I'm a horrible person sometimes Dec 29 22:04:50 * Molly nods "Oh, I know". She doesn't provoke him any further, going into their old cottage after a while. Dec 29 22:10:24 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 30 12:54:37 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 30 12:57:52 * Molly seems peaceful cleaning what was their first home, and after lunch with Elsie and James she starts again on the cottage she has lived in for more than a month now. HH, Inga and Varick return in the late afternoon, and he gives Molly a note whilst Inga makes everyone drinks. Sat at the table, Molly reads it whilst Varick talks to Morgan Dec 30 12:58:01 V: I held the baby today Dec 30 12:59:04 Did you? Small aren't they? Dec 30 13:02:57 V: I was veeeery careful not to drop her, I sat nicely Dec 30 13:04:32 I'm glad to hear that Dec 30 13:06:15 They don't do much at that age do they Dec 30 13:06:34 V: she was asleep a lot Dec 30 13:07:59 * Morgan nods Dec 30 13:10:53 V: Heinzharold held her too Dec 30 13:11:03 did he? Dec 30 13:11:26 V: She looked really small then. She didn't wee on him though Dec 30 13:11:36 always next time Dec 30 13:11:54 V: *he nods enthusiastically** I hope so Dec 30 13:12:03 **HH chuckles** Dec 30 13:16:12 * Molly glances up from her letter Dec 30 13:16:25 Beth says they are organised and ready Dec 30 13:16:57 * Morgan nods Dec 30 13:17:00 good Dec 30 13:17:15 I: *she nods* It's very tidy down there, and Beth is up and taking care of things. I don't know how she manages it! Dec 30 13:18:40 * Molly nods "Just how it is for farmer's wives, I am afraid. Ideally she should have a lying-in, as noble women do, but with my brother and four older children, it is impossible" Dec 30 13:19:02 * Morgan frowns Dec 30 13:19:39 **Inga puts down the cups in front of them. Only Elsie and James are missing, so five cups are at the table** Dec 30 13:19:58 * Molly glances at him "it displeases you?" Dec 30 13:20:38 Mildly Dec 30 13:20:47 Why, my love? Dec 30 13:21:21 He should be helping her Dec 30 13:22:00 HH: He's less useless than b'fore. He's not expecting 'er to make all the hot drinks and lunch Dec 30 13:22:17 * Morgan nods Dec 30 13:22:23 * Molly doesn't look offended by the comment about her brother Dec 30 13:22:59 **Inga looks at Molly** Will you be having lying-ins when it's your turn? Dec 30 13:23:20 * Molly sips the tea, shrugging Dec 30 13:23:34 I hadn't thought about it, but I doubt it Dec 30 13:24:12 **HH watches Morgan** Dec 30 13:25:37 I: I think you should. We can all pitch in in Gottkirchen so you can Dec 30 13:26:18 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, sipping his coffee Dec 30 13:27:04 * Molly shrugs again "I believe we have promised the first is to be born at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, so I doubt I will have much choice there, it will be expected of me to have both a confinement and lying-in" Dec 30 13:28:04 HH: Unless our almighty leader gets it into 'is head to be belligerent! Dec 30 13:28:33 Thats unheard of... Dec 30 13:28:38 * Molly conceals the smile behind her cup, but Morgan can see it in her eyes Dec 30 13:28:57 HH laughs: Reck'n half of Sudlachenburg has heard it Dec 30 13:31:05 No, I'm much too... conventional... Dec 30 13:31:30 * Molly suddenly laughs, blushing Dec 30 13:32:07 *HH grins. Inga doesnt seem to get it* Dec 30 13:32:27 * Morgan sips his coffee again Dec 30 13:32:41 * Molly regains her composure Dec 30 13:32:45 We have rather too much to be doing to worry about which baby will be born where, and when, anyway. Dec 30 13:33:21 Inga nods, smiling: It'll be lovely though... Dec 30 13:33:46 * Molly looks torn a moment, and ends up looking a bit neutral Dec 30 13:35:34 We need to find a suitable house in Gottkirchen before planning that. We would need to do far too much work to Maubourg's house in Kiev to make it bearable... Dec 30 13:38:20 very true Dec 30 13:38:28 **HH looks at Morgan** Wha'chya thinkin', yer majesty? Gonna build something? Dec 30 13:38:49 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 13:38:53 maybe Dec 30 13:39:18 * Molly looks surprised Dec 30 13:39:23 You would wish to? Dec 30 13:46:25 Its something to bear in mind Dec 30 13:50:27 * Molly nods slowly Dec 30 13:51:19 I: That would be exciting, wouldn't it? You could decorate it just as you wished Dec 30 13:52:27 **HH looks at Morgan** Get it all laid out as y' want it, however many stables and outbuildings y' want... Dec 30 13:52:38 * Morgan nods Dec 30 13:52:40 quite Dec 30 13:53:00 * Molly glances at Morgan, then tries to bring her attention to her tea Dec 30 13:53:10 **HH is still smirking** Dec 30 13:54:00 We would need to decide the long term plans before building. There is little point spending so much if we are to move to Die Dauerhaftigkeit once Morgan is the Graf there as well Dec 30 13:54:39 HH: These Avalonians, so practical! Dec 30 13:55:15 * Morgan sips his coffee Dec 30 13:55:23 * Molly looks at the table a moment before sipping the tea Dec 30 13:55:50 V: who will live in our house in Gottkirchen if we go to Sudlachenburg? Dec 30 13:57:32 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 13:57:59 V: when do I have to live at Koln? Dec 30 13:58:37 * Molly looks a little sad, but doesn't have an answer Dec 30 13:59:35 **Varick looks to Morgan questioningly** Dec 30 14:01:05 Not for a good while Dec 30 14:06:19 V: After I go to the Academy at Paderborn **The best Vaticine academy, very near the south coast and the port of Starke, almost a week's ride from Sudlachenburg** Dec 30 14:06:52 **Glances go between Molly and Inga, and HH watches Morgan* Dec 30 14:07:30 Something we still need to discuss when its time Dec 30 14:10:46 V: I am seven now, I will go to the academy when I am twelve. That is only five years, Papa. Dec 30 14:11:05 * Molly sips her tea. Dec 30 14:12:02 There's plenty of time yet then Dec 30 14:13:12 V: Will our babies go to the Academy in Tannen like you and Uncle Edward? Dec 30 14:14:54 we'll see Dec 30 14:18:10 V: Why didn't you go to the Academy, Heinzharold? Dec 30 14:19:11 **HH grins** Because I'm not noble. I got to stay 'ome, climb trees and shear sheep instead. None of that fancy learnin' for me Dec 30 14:19:41 * Molly watches Morgan Dec 30 14:20:02 V: Didn't you want to go with my Papa? Dec 30 14:20:29 ((Attention?)) Dec 30 14:20:37 ((HeinzHarold)) Dec 30 14:22:06 **HH shrugs nonchalantly, but Morgan can see it's not genuine** Wouldn't have been very fun for me Dec 30 14:22:31 V: They get to use the reeeeeally big swords Dec 30 14:23:51 **HH nods** I've done that anyway Dec 30 14:23:54 They're not very useful Dec 30 14:25:46 **HH looks at Morgan** Y' ever had a duel with them? Dec 30 14:25:59 * Morgan nods Dec 30 14:26:18 V: *he looks surprised* You've had duels?! Dec 30 14:26:25 * Morgan nods Dec 30 14:26:27 a few Dec 30 14:32:38 HH: Eight. Dec 30 14:32:50 * Molly smiles Dec 30 14:32:52 Ten. Dec 30 14:33:04 * Morgan sips his coffee Dec 30 14:33:15 **Varick looks shocked. HH looks intrigued** Dec 30 14:34:59 * Morgan points at HeinzHarold Dec 30 14:35:05 you know one of them doesn't count Dec 30 14:35:15 HH: does too Dec 30 14:36:02 * Morgan shakes his head before sipping his coffee Dec 30 14:36:06 I happen to know of a nobleman who has had thirty four. Dec 30 14:36:24 **even HH looks shocked by this** Dec 30 14:38:16 * Molly sips her tea Dec 30 14:38:30 V: That's a lot of duels Dec 30 14:39:05 Who on theah is that? Dec 30 14:39:17 I wouldn't like to say Dec 30 14:39:53 * Morgan frowns Dec 30 14:40:06 * Molly smiles innocently Dec 30 14:40:22 V: You need to have more duels, Papa Dec 30 14:40:37 **The others laugh** Dec 30 14:41:24 **HH looks from Molly to Morgan** $If my wife had that look I'd have to tickle the answer out of her!$ Dec 30 14:42:21 $Later, maybe. You're both wrong, incidentally$ Dec 30 14:42:37 $Gonna fill me in?$ Dec 30 14:42:51 * Molly looks back to the letter Dec 30 14:43:34 Beth says to send a coach for her and Cecily when the labour begins and they will come here to help Dec 30 14:46:12 How's she going to help with a babe in arms? Dec 30 14:47:43 Maybe Heinzharold can look after her... he strikes me as a man who would be very good at sitting in a chair doing nothing *she smiles at Morgan* Dec 30 14:48:47 true Dec 30 14:48:51 **HH grins** I am good at that, cuddling a wee lassie. Dec 30 14:49:33 * Molly tilts her head a moment before sipping her tea Dec 30 14:50:14 At the very least, it will mean we do not have to take Elsie's baby out in the cold Dec 30 14:50:44 * Morgan nods Dec 30 14:50:51 good Dec 30 14:53:18 V: When I am a man, I am going to have one hundred duels! Dec 30 14:53:23 [She also says that the baby may be able to nurse in the first few minutes from Elsie even if Elsie passes] Dec 30 14:54:55 [that surprises me] Dec 30 14:55:02 I'm not sure about that... Dec 30 14:55:26 [I know almost nothing about feeding babies, but if Beth certainly does] Dec 30 14:55:34 V: Maybe fifty? Dec 30 14:56:37 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 30 14:56:55 They should only be when there is no alternative Dec 30 14:57:34 **the talk becomes more about Varick telling them all about the sword skills he will have and how he will use them to protect innocent people. After Varick is in bed, they have dinner and Elsie and James retire. HH suggests he goes with Morgan for the night time walk around** Dec 30 14:57:40 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 30 14:58:26 How y' doing today? Dec 30 14:58:43 Alright Dec 30 15:02:19 * HH nods Dec 30 15:02:29 Been quiet here? Dec 30 15:02:40 fairly. Went to talk with Rosie's father again Dec 30 15:02:55 * HH nods Dec 30 15:03:00 Seems like a good man Dec 30 15:03:18 * Morgan nods Dec 30 15:03:20 aye Dec 30 15:05:55 Inga liked 'im Dec 30 15:06:17 * Morgan nods Dec 30 15:06:23 he and Molly get on well too Dec 30 15:08:50 What do you make of 'im? Dec 30 15:09:03 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 15:09:27 Seems alright Dec 30 15:10:09 Suspicious nature getting th' better of you? Dec 30 15:11:45 Maybe Dec 30 15:13:39 * HH shrugs Dec 30 15:13:57 Maybe he bothers you b'cause of Rosie? Dec 30 15:14:37 Maybe, aye Dec 30 15:15:55 * HH nods Dec 30 15:16:14 Rosie's a good man, Morgan Dec 30 15:19:11 No doubt Dec 30 15:19:38 He won't be a problem f' you and Molly Dec 30 15:20:47 * Morgan nods Dec 30 15:22:35 Gonna tell me about the duels then? Dec 30 15:24:57 Not much to tell. The Comte was one... Dec 30 15:25:50 * HH nods Dec 30 15:26:04 Molly was closer then? Dec 30 15:27:26 closer? Dec 30 15:29:45 To the right number Dec 30 15:30:11 * Morgan nods Dec 30 15:31:54 Whodya reckon the other one wasm Dec 30 15:31:57 Was? Dec 30 15:32:12 I've no idea... Dec 30 15:34:34 * HH nods Dec 30 15:35:01 Thought mebbie our girls needed some time to catch up an' gossip Dec 30 15:35:51 I figured as much... or you'd be fishing for who the other duels were... Dec 30 15:38:02 You'd tell me if y'wanted to... do you want to? Dec 30 15:38:57 mostly inconsequential really Dec 30 15:39:52 How'dya annoy them? Just yer usual charm? Dec 30 15:40:54 I accused the wife of one of them of murdering her first husband... he took exception. Dec 30 15:43:46 Hang on... not Isiah Fischler? Dec 30 15:44:39 * Morgan nods Dec 30 15:46:35 He's got a reputation f' being good Dec 30 15:47:10 He is Dec 30 15:51:18 As good as you though? Dec 30 15:51:38 He was blinded by rage... Dec 30 15:54:50 Kicked his arse then? Dec 30 15:55:57 punched him in the face a few times Dec 30 15:56:40 * HH nods Dec 30 15:56:46 Sounds enjoyable Dec 30 15:57:54 mildly... from what I understand, he enjoys that sort of thing Dec 30 16:01:21 Being punched in the face? Dec 30 16:03:19 hurt in general, I think... or humiliated... or controlled... Dec 30 16:03:21 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 16:03:56 Not ideal in an Eisenfurst Dec 30 16:04:50 No Dec 30 16:08:08 You meant in general, not just with women, right? Dec 30 16:09:45 No... Dec 30 16:10:26 Oh. So he needs to be found a like-minded wife, for the good o' the Konigsreich Dec 30 16:11:06 Oh he's found someone Dec 30 16:11:44 Who likes t' slap him around a bit? Dec 30 16:13:53 * Morgan nods Dec 30 16:14:00 She's an odd one Dec 30 16:14:21 * HH shrugs Dec 30 16:14:46 I think we all 'ave little things we like Dec 30 16:15:44 * Morgan glances at him Dec 30 16:17:39 * HH looks back at him Dec 30 16:17:41 What? Dec 30 16:18:35 just wondering what you're confessing to there Dec 30 16:20:49 Wasn' confessing as such. As I told y' when you had an issue about being rough with Molly, as long as you're both on th' same page about things, do what you enjoy. Everyone has their foibles. Dec 30 16:27:57 true Dec 30 16:28:40 What's the future Eisenfurstin like then? Dec 30 16:28:59 I don't like her... at all Dec 30 16:29:12 But you love everyone (!) Dec 30 16:29:47 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 16:29:53 I know, I'm such an open hearted person Dec 30 16:32:07 What's wrong with 'er? Dec 30 16:32:56 its hard to describe... Dec 30 16:34:35 Did she give y' a smack on the ass too? *he grins* Dec 30 16:35:10 I suspect she wanted to do something like that Dec 30 16:36:43 * HH starts laughing Dec 30 16:37:18 Sorry man, it's too ridiculous for e'en me to imagine you getting yer ass smacked like that Dec 30 16:37:28 * Morgan nods Dec 30 16:37:29 quite Dec 30 16:38:16 Fancied you, did she? Dec 30 16:38:52 She fancies control, I think Dec 30 16:40:23 Pretty? Dec 30 16:40:41 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 16:40:54 She's obviously attractive to someone Dec 30 16:42:19 * HH laughs Dec 30 16:42:30 Think he'll marry her? Dec 30 16:42:37 probably Dec 30 16:44:47 Well, can't all have pretty wives who don't like t' smack our arses or hurt us... Dec 30 16:45:37 no, I suppose not Dec 30 16:48:02 Though gotta say, my wife has a hell of a bite on her *he grins* Dec 30 16:48:22 * Morgan snorts Dec 30 16:48:31 she'd kill you for telling me that Dec 30 16:48:58 * HH laughs Dec 30 16:49:21 Prob'ly. She still thinks you're Saint Morgan of Puritytown Dec 30 16:50:18 So I hear Dec 30 16:52:38 Won't mention to her the odd mark yer wife had on her neck the other day... Dec 30 16:52:53 * Morgan blushes Dec 30 16:53:01 No, I'd rather you don't Dec 30 16:54:36 She had her hair down o'er it. Wouldn't have noticed, but she kept fiddlin' with it like the cat that got th' cream Dec 30 16:56:11 * Morgan nods Dec 30 16:56:15 she does that Dec 30 16:57:58 Very cute Dec 30 16:59:24 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:02:36 Yer secret's safe with me. Wont even tell Claudia Dec 30 17:03:08 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:03:09 good Dec 30 17:07:09 **they get back to the cottages where the bedroom windows are lit but the downstairs aren't. HH nods to himself before grinning at Morgan* goodnight, man Dec 30 17:08:04 g'night Dec 30 17:08:45 * HH lets himself in to the smaller cottage, whistling to himself Dec 30 17:08:54 * Morgan heads into the bigger one Dec 30 17:10:30 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 30 17:10:32 Molly is sat on the bed still dressed when he gets back. There's a glass of cherry brandy on her nightstand, and she is sewing Dec 30 17:10:48 everything alright? Dec 30 17:11:24 Mostly. And you? Dec 30 17:12:09 only mostly? Dec 30 17:12:40 * Molly nods slightly Dec 30 17:12:49 I am... displeased, I suppose Dec 30 17:13:18 oh? Dec 30 17:13:48 Inga had lots of questions for me about Seb and my dreams of him. Dec 30 17:14:19 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:14:24 That does not surprise me Dec 30 17:15:08 I had not realised we were telling them Dec 30 17:16:13 * Morgan sighs Dec 30 17:16:18 I see.. you are displeased with me Dec 30 17:16:57 I know you would have had a good reason Dec 30 17:20:08 but knowing that does not matter Dec 30 17:20:45 It stops me from feeling cross, but I am still saddened Dec 30 17:21:20 Our reaction to hearing Seb is alive was hardly what would be expected Dec 30 17:21:39 * Molly nods Dec 30 17:21:48 It would have been perplexing for them Dec 30 17:23:12 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:24:21 I could not answer much of what she wanted to know, nor did I wish to Dec 30 17:25:28 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:25:53 * Molly sets down the sewing Dec 30 17:26:20 It seems so disloyal that he features in my dreams *she frowns* Dec 30 17:30:54 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 17:31:04 they're not just dreams though... Dec 30 17:34:32 Does that not make it worse, that there was a future where he and I are together instead? Dec 30 17:35:26 No, because that is not the path you chose to walk Dec 30 17:40:13 It does not trouble you that they know? Dec 30 17:41:20 They don't know it all Dec 30 17:43:05 They know I dream of being married to him and being happy Dec 30 17:43:35 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 17:45:49 * Molly sighs Dec 30 17:46:23 It does not matter. I should care far less. I am loyal to you, and they can see that Dec 30 17:47:46 * Morgan nods Dec 30 17:49:25 Do I have your forgiveness, liebes herz? Dec 30 17:49:54 of course Dec 30 17:50:19 Thank you. **she starts undressing* did you enjoy your walk? Dec 30 17:50:29 aye Dec 30 17:50:44 * Molly nods Dec 30 17:50:55 Do you think the baby will come tonight? Dec 30 17:51:28 I don't know... Dec 30 17:52:01 Should I wear nightwear, do you think? Dec 30 17:52:16 Aye, probably Dec 30 17:53:41 * Molly nods, sighing. She finds a clean shift to put on, and finishes the brandy before getting into bed Dec 30 17:56:43 * Morgan prepares clothes by the bed before getting undressed and into bed Dec 30 17:57:31 * Molly rolls over to kiss him softly "goodnight, my love" Dec 30 17:57:38 Goodnight blossom Dec 30 18:02:11 * Molly settles down to sleep, singing to him as usual Dec 30 18:02:38 **He dreams at first that he is in Catherine's churchyard. It's dry but bitterly cold. Heinzharold is in the hole digging a grave. Inga is stood nearby, holding on to a sobbing Varick. They're all in black, though Heinzharold is partly covered in mud, his blonde hair streaked with it too. With a final shovel of earth, HH pulls himself out. Dec 30 18:02:38 **he stands beside the grave. His face is dirty but there are tear tracks through the brown** Can't believe I'm doin' this again. Dec 30 18:04:44 **Sorgi, Claudia, Peter and James carry a coffin from the chapel to the graveside. In a nearby cherry blossom tree, a crow caws loudly.** Dec 30 18:08:03 * Morgan stands quietly Dec 30 18:10:06 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 30 19:26:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 30 19:26:08 **They set the coffin down. On the surface it is marked, outlined with pyrography and filled in with blue, yellow, white and green paint, an elaborate artwork of forget-me-nots** Dec 30 19:32:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 30 19:43:47 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 30 19:43:52 [19:19] (Molly) **They set the coffin down. On the surface it is marked, outlined with pyrography and filled in with blue, yellow, white and green paint, an elaborate artwork of forget-me-nots** Dec 30 19:46:47 * Morgan looks at the coffin before hanging his head again Dec 30 19:53:22 **something doesn't seem right. He had promised he would bury her beside him at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, his own grave space waiting for him between the two women he has loved** Dec 30 19:53:48 * Morgan looks round Dec 30 19:54:22 **everything has a slight blue cast to it* Dec 30 19:55:30 * Morgan frowns, scanning the horizon Dec 30 19:57:09 **There's birds static in the sky. It all seems wrong, fake somehow. Dec 30 19:57:53 * Morgan frowns, rubbing his hands together Dec 30 19:58:49 ((To establish?)) Dec 30 19:59:17 ((nothing in particular, he's thinking)) Dec 30 20:00:22 **The others are all very upset, lowering her coffin into the ground** Dec 30 20:00:37 * Morgan moves, nudging HeinzHarold Dec 30 20:00:47 $Look at the birds$ Dec 30 20:01:15 **HH looks at him** $stop fucking around.$ Dec 30 20:02:18 $I'm not. Somethings not right$ Dec 30 20:04:51 **HH looks angry, talking rather than gesturing"How much more not right do you need?! Molly is dead, for fucks sake!" Dec 30 20:05:04 **Varick starts to sob louder** Dec 30 20:05:48 * Morgan scowls Dec 30 20:05:53 **It occurs to him that even upset HH wouldn't speak to him like that, especially in front of Varick** Dec 30 20:06:14 You wouldn't talk to me like that... ever. Dec 30 20:06:22 * Morgan looks around again Dec 30 20:07:20 **HH goes back to watching the coffin as the officiant who is providing a Church Of Avalon service starts, something Molly wouldn't have wanted** Dec 30 20:07:51 ((He can realise he is dreaming at any point you think he would)) Dec 30 20:08:22 * Morgan looks at the birds again Dec 30 20:08:27 No... this isn't real... Dec 30 20:08:49 **they still hang lifeless in the sky Dec 30 20:09:00 ((about now then)) Dec 30 20:09:48 **the activity of the others stops, even the sound of Varick crying, as if they are puppets whose strings are not being tugged* Dec 30 20:12:41 * Morgan sighs, trying to wake up Dec 30 20:13:34 * Molly is curled up on his chest Dec 30 20:14:03 **it feels like less than an hour has passed** Dec 30 20:18:09 * Morgan spends a few minutes trying to relax before trying to go back to sleep Dec 30 20:19:00 **being able to feel her breathing against him helps, and he drifts off Dec 30 20:19:34 **In his hammock, eighteen year old Morgan is fresh off middle watch and waiting for sleep to find him. He's not seen the dream visitor for weeks, though he has practiced the meditation when he has had chance. This is what he does, remembering lying on the thick rug in the study in his mind where she went on to pleasure him with her hand. Dec 30 20:19:35 His breathing and heart rate slows. He starts to feel untethered from his hammock, his ship, even from his body. He floats for a moment before starting to feel the warmth of an open fire's heat down his side, and the rug beneath him. He is fully dressed. There's a smell of wood, paper, and roses. Dec 30 20:19:35 * Molly is laid on her stomach on the couch, the shortened dress he made her barely covers her bottom. She's reading a book, twirling her hair around one finger Dec 30 20:19:35 Ah, there you are, my Lord! Dec 30 20:21:25 Here I am indeed Dec 30 20:24:43 * Molly watches him with a smile, then looks back to the book Dec 30 20:25:01 And you'd like to practice your skills? Dec 30 20:26:31 * Morgan nods Dec 30 20:26:35 I've missed you Dec 30 20:26:51 * Molly smiles warmly Dec 30 20:27:13 Flirtation will get you everywhere... Dec 30 20:28:37 * Molly raises her feet, crossing them at the ankles and wiggling her toes Dec 30 20:28:45 I've been around Dec 30 20:30:54 * Morgan nods Dec 30 20:35:47 * Molly puts aside the book Dec 30 20:36:06 You have been practising your meditation Dec 30 20:36:35 * Morgan nods Dec 30 20:36:36 aye Dec 30 20:37:07 * Molly stands up, taking the book back to the shelf Dec 30 20:37:20 Your dream control is stronger too Dec 30 20:37:49 is it? Dec 30 20:38:29 * Molly suddenly throws the book at him. He has the time to make an action, though in the real world he would not Dec 30 20:39:29 ((Up to you what action he takes)) Dec 30 20:41:25 * Morgan thinks about it, sending the book on another course Dec 30 20:46:20 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Dec 30 20:53:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 30 20:54:13 [20:40] * Molly smiles as it goes back on the couch Dec 30 20:54:14 Excellent. Now try to stop it mid-air. **it reappears in her hand, and she throws it at him again* Dec 30 20:55:25 * Morgan tries Dec 30 20:55:28 **it slows down, but doesn't stop. She shrugs* A good attempt. It seems we will still keep seeing each other a while longer yet Dec 30 20:56:25 * Morgan nods Dec 30 20:57:08 **The book moves into arm's reach** Dec 30 21:00:00 **It's blue, and it is called "The Seamstress And The Nobleman: A Love Story" Dec 30 21:01:13 * Morgan reaches out and takes it Dec 30 21:01:26 It is a love story. A young nobleman meets a common seamstress from his family's lands by chance, and it is love at first sight. Dec 30 21:03:00 Seems... unfeasible Dec 30 21:03:17 * Molly smiles Dec 30 21:03:30 Since when does love care about feasible though? Dec 30 21:07:32 *she comes to gently take the book, standing closer than is needed with an expression that implies this proximity is not just an oversight* Besides, aren't most romance novels that way? Either there are all manner of reasons a couple who are deeply attracted to each other cannot be together, or they are in denial and move from enemies to lovers... Dec 30 21:08:46 I don't know, I've not really read many novels like that Dec 30 21:09:07 * Molly smiles Dec 30 21:09:21 So you are naturally appealing and charming Dec 30 21:12:53 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 21:13:12 Romance novels hold no appeal for a nobleman who will have his bride chosen for him according to the parents' requirements? Dec 30 21:14:27 I wouldn't go that far, just... Its not the sort of book I read Dec 30 21:14:43 * Molly smiles, brows raising Dec 30 21:15:24 I cannot imagine you read the sort of books that come from Vodacce that are _very_ detailed when it comes to intimacy Dec 30 21:22:49 I don't read anything from Vodacce Dec 30 21:23:25 * Molly nods, putting the book away Dec 30 21:23:55 Now you are here, would you wish to work on your meditation, dream control, or something else? Dec 30 21:24:37 I suppose the meditation... Dec 30 21:25:12 Unless there is a way you would prefer to spend this limited time we have? Dec 30 21:26:51 prefer to, yes but... Dec 30 21:27:00 But...? Dec 30 21:29:14 surely it would be more useful to practice and learn Dec 30 21:30:05 * Molly nods Dec 30 21:30:32 You will wish to get comfortable on the rug then Dec 30 21:30:59 * Morgan nods, doing so Dec 30 21:31:14 * Molly kneels beside him Dec 30 21:31:41 Close your eyes. Like before slow your breathing and your heart Dec 30 21:32:59 * Morgan nods, closing his eyes Dec 30 21:34:02 **she waits til he is deeply calmed** Bring your attention here *she gently touches the centre of his forehead* like a bright purple light is here Dec 30 21:34:47 * Morgan nods, concentrating Dec 30 21:35:08 Now listen all around you. Notice the sound of the fire, and its direction from you. Notice the distance you are from it Dec 30 21:37:31 Now follow the sound of the bell... it is like a sound map in your mind. Distance... direction... **there are sounds and he can pinpoint them excellently, even better than his normal sharp hearing. Even behind him, which must be in the floorboards. Dec 30 21:37:58 * Morgan nods slowly Dec 30 21:40:20 When you are in this calm state, you can make your hearing even more acute. Now, listen for my breathing, and feel the sense of being watched from that direction... *she must somehow move, because although he doesnt hear her move, he hears her breathing in various directions. Soon he starts to be able to feel her gaze on him, distance and direction, even before he can hear her breathe. It's very clear even though it should be almost impossible** Dec 30 21:42:51 * Morgan nods Dec 30 21:42:58 * Molly does this for a couple of minutes before he can hear her breathe right beside him. She slowly talks him back up to full conciousness Dec 30 21:43:17 * Molly is smiling down at him Dec 30 21:43:28 How do you feel now, my Lord? Dec 30 21:45:36 centered Dec 30 21:45:46 * Molly nods Dec 30 21:45:57 Practise it, you will improve Dec 30 21:46:10 * Morgan nods Dec 30 21:46:38 * Molly leans down to kiss him softly Dec 30 21:47:35 And that concludes the lesson part of our time together... Dec 30 21:49:50 * Molly moves enough to watch him which she gives him a teasing smile "What comes next, do you think, my Lord?" Dec 30 21:50:08 What do you think? Dec 30 21:50:24 Uh uh, I believe I asked you first Dec 30 21:50:52 Well, what is there to do? Dec 30 21:51:07 * Molly shrugs playfully Dec 30 21:51:18 You could wake up in your hammock... Dec 30 21:52:28 * Molly lays down on the rug, her hair fanned out. She turns her face to watch him Dec 30 21:52:51 We could make polite chat until it is sadly time for you to go Dec 30 21:54:14 * Morgan nods Dec 30 21:54:15 or... Dec 30 21:54:33 Or we could enjoy each other Dec 30 21:55:12 how so? Dec 30 21:56:15 * Molly turns onto her side, running her hand from his chest to his waistband Dec 30 21:56:56 Well, I believe that is rather obvious Dec 30 21:57:17 not at all Dec 30 21:57:41 You enjoyed my hand upon you before... Dec 30 21:59:59 Though it would be unfortunate for you to wake before I have finished. It is very hard to complete the act yourself in a crew room, and you have only just come down from the crow's nest which is one of the rare places a man can be alone enough, isnt it? *she watches him* Dec 30 22:01:56 thats true Dec 30 22:02:14 * Molly runs her hand over him Dec 30 22:02:28 I should keep my hands to myself then? Dec 30 22:04:09 I have to say I'm torn on that Dec 30 22:04:18 * Molly bites her lip, mischief in her eyes "of course, it could be faster were I to use my mouth..." Dec 30 22:04:45 * Morgan blushes Dec 30 22:05:14 * Molly giggles Dec 30 22:05:28 Oh dear, I have shocked you, my Lord Dec 30 22:07:02 Somewhat, aye Dec 30 22:07:32 You are much more conventional than that? Dec 30 22:07:45 * Morgan shrusg Dec 30 22:08:45 Some very lucky girl will get to do that to you in reality one day, I would imagine Dec 30 22:10:50 * Molly continues stroking him over his trousers Dec 30 22:13:30 * Morgan opens his mouth then closes it again Dec 30 22:14:17 Would you rather wake up so that you are not left in quite a predicament? Dec 30 22:14:34 That may be... wiser Dec 30 22:15:00 _that_ is not a yes... Dec 30 22:15:38 No, it isn't... Dec 30 22:16:41 * Molly kisses him once more before saying "next time then..." Dec 30 22:17:48 * Morgan nods Dec 30 22:19:07 **he wakes up, but it is not daylight, and he is not in a hammock. It's a little disorienting* Dec 30 22:19:48 * Morgan tries to figure out where he is Dec 30 22:20:17 * Molly is facing away from him, and he is spooning her. It then makes sense and he knows who and where he is Dec 30 22:20:51 * Morgan nods to himself, trying to gauge the time Dec 30 22:21:15 **It is around ninety minutes before dawn** Dec 30 22:22:36 * Morgan sighs, climbing out of bed and getting dressed Dec 30 22:22:55 * Molly wakes up Dec 30 22:23:08 Oh, must you go so soon? Dec 30 22:23:44 Its about the time I wake up anyway blossom Dec 30 22:24:39 I suppose the reasons you might linger in bed are reduced if you are saving yourself incase you are called to action twice for the draw Dec 30 22:26:17 IThinking about it, I don't imagine that'll make any difference should the draw occur Dec 30 22:26:38 It would be useful to know Dec 30 22:26:45 * Morgan nods Dec 30 22:27:56 You'll come back to bed...? Dec 30 22:28:09 * Morgan nods, climbing back in Dec 30 22:28:45 It's a bit cold for the tree, and a bit risky that Heinzharold will catch us on the kitchen table... Dec 30 22:28:55 * Morgan nods Dec 30 22:28:56 true Dec 30 22:29:58 Here will satisfy you? Dec 30 22:30:26 as long as I am with you anywhere would Dec 30 22:31:33 * Molly nods, slipping beneath the covers to find him with her mouth Dec 30 22:33:40 * Morgan relaxes, breath catching slightly as her mouth finds him Dec 30 22:35:49 * Molly spends quite some time teasing him with her lips and tongue Dec 30 22:37:49 * Morgan clearly enjoys it Dec 30 22:38:09 [I believe in the dream in Kingston I wished to do this to you until you would beg...] Dec 30 22:38:37 [you would not be so cruel today, surely] Dec 30 22:39:52 * Molly sinks her mouth over his erection until it lightly grazes her tonsils [what is special about today, mon petit chou?] Dec 30 22:40:11 [nothing in particular] Dec 30 22:40:54 * Molly goes back to the teasing [then of course I would] Dec 30 22:41:35 [The problem is... I am likely to do the same...] Dec 30 22:42:06 [Oh? Make me beg for what?] Dec 30 22:42:30 [You know full well what] Dec 30 22:42:49 * Molly takes him again to her tonsils, grinding but not allowing him to part them Dec 30 22:43:57 Against * Dec 30 22:44:15 [I do not have a clue, mon petit chou] Dec 30 22:44:25 [maybe I'll demonstrate] Dec 30 22:45:19 [And stop me doing this? I am not sure you could bear to!] *she goes fractionally deeper* Dec 30 22:45:54 [Later, perhaps] Dec 30 22:47:34 [Mmhmm] **she takes him deeper, but not quite as deep as she can, but acts like she can go no further** Dec 30 22:48:05 [we both know you can do more than that] Dec 30 22:48:28 [I could... if I was begged] Dec 30 22:49:22 * Molly doesn't go any deeper, but does speed up Dec 30 22:49:51 [please, my love] Dec 30 22:50:47 * Molly goes slightly deeper, then pulls back to just sucking. He can sense she is enjoying herself Dec 30 22:50:58 [Like that?] Dec 30 22:51:27 [more] Dec 30 22:52:20 * Molly grinds him to her tonsils [more what?] Dec 30 22:54:52 [You know what] Dec 30 22:55:48 * Molly takes him in shallowly [I want to hear you say it.] Dec 30 22:56:25 [say what?] Dec 30 22:57:07 [Want you want more of] Dec 30 22:57:22 [I want to be buried within your throat] Dec 30 22:57:46 * Molly takes him again to that point that is not quite as deep as she can Dec 30 22:59:13 [deeper, please] Dec 30 22:59:30 * Molly goes fractionally deeper, but not much Dec 30 22:59:53 [please...] Dec 30 23:00:05 * Molly does it again Dec 30 23:00:13 * Morgan sighs in frustration Dec 30 23:00:31 [Does this frustrate you, my love?] Dec 30 23:00:41 [yes] Dec 30 23:01:09 [Very much?] Dec 30 23:02:52 [yes] Dec 30 23:02:58 * Molly pushes deeper and deeper, as deep as he can get into the tight grip of her throat Dec 30 23:04:29 * Morgan groans quietly Dec 30 23:05:45 * Molly finds his hands and weaves her fingers through his. Then she proceeds to work her throat over him, copying the speed and force he guided her to yesterday riding him on the couch next door Dec 30 23:06:30 * Morgan grunts each time she moves deep Dec 30 23:07:27 * Molly moves her fingers from his, up to his wrists, and holds them down to the bed. She adds grinding in when she gets as deep as she can Dec 30 23:07:47 * Morgan whispers Dec 30 23:07:48 oh god Dec 30 23:08:43 * Molly increases the grinding even more, her nails applying gentle pressure to the skin of his wrists Dec 30 23:10:13 * Morgan becomes quiet, arching his back Dec 30 23:10:50 * Molly removes her mouth entirely Dec 30 23:11:00 * Morgan breathes out slowly Dec 30 23:11:57 * Molly stays making no contact aside from holding his hands down. He can feel the warm of her breath along his hardness Dec 30 23:12:25 * Morgan relaxes back onto the bed Dec 30 23:12:42 * Molly licks up his shaft Dec 30 23:13:01 * Morgan sighs Dec 30 23:13:30 * Molly swiftly returns to the full depth Dec 30 23:14:13 [Are tou enjoying yourself, mon petit chou?] Dec 30 23:14:47 mmhmm Dec 30 23:18:02 * Molly does the same again, paying attention to the familiar signals that he is getting close but not too close before stopping once more Dec 30 23:19:54 * Morgan doesn't try to hide them Dec 30 23:21:26 * Molly does this another two times, and whilst waiting after the second quietly says "would you like to beg me to ride you yet, my love?" Dec 30 23:21:54 * Morgan nods Dec 30 23:21:57 yes, I would Dec 30 23:22:51 Go ahead then, mon petit chou *she places little gentle kisses all over his erection* Dec 30 23:23:17 please, my love, climb atop me that I may be within you Dec 30 23:24:02 * Molly does so. She doesnt tease him, but sinks down deeply immediately Dec 30 23:24:18 * Morgan groans deeply, arching up to meet her Dec 30 23:24:59 Is that as you wished? Dec 30 23:25:25 * Morgan nods Dec 30 23:25:26 aye Dec 30 23:25:49 * Molly grinds against him, moving in a rocking motion to meet her own pleasure rather than his at first Dec 30 23:26:28 * Morgan watches her, clearly enjoying her enjoyment Dec 30 23:27:49 * Molly is clearly approaching her orgasm at a rapid speed. She seems otherwise relaxed and confident. It doesn't take long before the point that he would need to interrupt her if revenge was his aim Dec 30 23:28:56 * Morgan doesn't stop her Dec 30 23:30:20 * Molly peaks hard around him, obviously finding staying quiet difficult Dec 30 23:31:08 * Morgan is pushed over the edge by this and becomes harder inside her, swelling before his seed floods from him Dec 30 23:32:22 * Molly climaxes again, still grinding on his until he seems to be ready for her to stop Dec 30 23:32:43 * Morgan lays back, breathing heavily Dec 30 23:33:45 * Molly slows then stops, taking a few moments just to lean forward and rest blissfully against his chest Dec 30 23:36:37 You are so very enjoyable, my love Dec 30 23:38:26 I'm glad you approve Dec 30 23:39:28 Oh yes. I approve of all the things you do to please me... even when they are _unconventional_ Dec 30 23:39:50 * Morgan chuckles slightly Dec 30 23:40:56 _I_ don't think you are conventional, I think you are rather varied in your likes Dec 30 23:41:11 * Morgan nods Dec 30 23:41:15 and that pleases you? Dec 30 23:41:24 * Molly nods Dec 30 23:41:29 It does... Dec 30 23:41:53 but... Dec 30 23:42:49 But if all it had been was just sweet, loving intercourse that was pure and respectful, no using our hands or mouths, only ever in bed, I would have loved that too, if that was all you liked Dec 30 23:43:08 * Morgan nods Dec 30 23:43:41 Do you feel the same, or would you have felt something was missing? Dec 30 23:43:58 I've no idea if it'd have felt like something was missing Dec 30 23:44:35 How do you mean? Dec 30 23:45:53 I don't know if I'd have felt something was missing Dec 30 23:46:47 You were not anticipating things to be so... unconventional? Dec 30 23:47:26 no Dec 30 23:48:29 I hope it has not disappointed you that I am like I am Dec 30 23:49:43 Not at all Dec 30 23:49:59 * Molly nods Dec 30 23:50:02 Thank you Dec 30 23:50:23 * Molly giggles Dec 30 23:50:38 * Morgan looks confused Dec 30 23:50:48 I wonder if you will say the same if the draw happens and you must perform twice more today Dec 30 23:51:23 * Morgan shrugs Dec 30 23:51:25 we'll see Dec 30 23:52:08 * Molly nods, yawning Dec 30 23:52:17 Mmhmm Dec 30 23:52:51 * Morgan stretches Dec 30 23:53:29 **This nudges her loose from his chest, so she rolls off him** I hope you won't be late for dawn Dec 30 23:54:43 **she watches him** If you are, just tell Heinzharold you are late because you had some begging to do... Dec 30 23:55:57 * Morgan rolls out of bed, pulling his clothes on Dec 30 23:56:02 I don't think so Dec 30 23:56:18 * Molly watches him Dec 30 23:56:37 I am reliably informed that it is not new to him... Dec 30 23:56:47 begging? Dec 30 23:56:52 * Molly nods Dec 30 23:57:08 That doesn't terribly surprise me Dec 30 23:58:59 No... especially when he says "Please, Cap'n Inga, hoist my mainsail" *she giggles* Dec 31 00:00:18 * Morgan sniggers Dec 31 00:00:32 * Molly yawns again "perhaps I'll sleep a little longer. Maybe I will actually dream something!" Dec 31 00:01:09 * Morgan nods Dec 31 00:01:11 alright my love Dec 31 00:01:32 * Molly blows him a kiss before settling down into the sheets Dec 31 00:01:50 * Morgan heads downstairs Dec 31 00:11:07 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Dec 31 20:49:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Dec 31 20:50:10 * Molly is now known as HH Dec 31 20:50:15 **HH comes in to Morgan's kitchen not long before dawn, looking cheerful* G'mornin'! Dec 31 20:51:44 * Morgan nods, pointing to a cup on the table Dec 31 20:51:51 No babe? Dec 31 20:52:04 * HH picks it up Dec 31 20:52:05 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 31 20:52:12 You'd have heard I reckon Dec 31 20:52:46 Didn' know if you were gonna bring Varick to us even if it happens overnight Dec 31 20:53:36 Probably Dec 31 20:53:49 last thing we need is him waking up and being scared Dec 31 20:54:01 * HH nods Dec 31 20:54:15 Best start sleepin' in clothes then Dec 31 20:54:33 * Morgan nods Dec 31 20:55:35 * HH drinks some coffee Dec 31 20:55:41 Ready t' go? Dec 31 20:56:59 * Morgan nods Dec 31 20:57:01 aye, lets move Dec 31 20:58:22 * HH heads out to their regular spot on the wall of the rose garden Dec 31 20:58:45 How'dya sleep? Dec 31 20:59:31 * Morgan frowns Dec 31 20:59:32 not great Dec 31 21:00:39 * HH nods, taking a mouthful Dec 31 21:00:46 Nightmares? Dec 31 21:01:51 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:02:11 Wanna talk about it? Dec 31 21:02:39 Sort of carried on from losing Elsie and Molly... we were burying Molly in the churchyard Dec 31 21:02:46 * Morgan nods in the direction of the church Dec 31 21:04:56 * HH nods Dec 31 21:05:11 That's gotta be a bad one Dec 31 21:05:37 Made no sense... I promised I'd take her home... then the birds were still in the sky... and you were... disrespectful Dec 31 21:06:18 I wouldn' be for that Dec 31 21:06:30 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:06:34 aye Dec 31 21:06:59 Tease you about pretty much anything, but you'd be too upset for it Dec 31 21:07:24 It wasn't teasing... Dec 31 21:10:15 I meant I norm'ly would, but not if you lost her Dec 31 21:11:03 The only time you've ever spoken to me like you did in the dream is when you found out about my... ability.... Dec 31 21:12:46 * HH nods Dec 31 21:12:53 Shouldn't have done that Dec 31 21:13:22 It was understandable man Dec 31 21:15:51 * HH shrugs Dec 31 21:16:14 What was the deal with the still birds? Dec 31 21:17:18 * Morgan shrugs Dec 31 21:17:32 just another sign it wasn't real I think... everything was a bit... blue too Dec 31 21:19:00 Blue? Weird Dec 31 21:19:25 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:19:26 very Dec 31 21:20:28 Feel like it's a warning? Dec 31 21:21:13 I don't know Dec 31 21:22:11 * HH nods Dec 31 21:23:07 If y' promised to take her home, you'd take her home. Dec 31 21:23:30 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:23:32 aye Dec 31 21:26:26 Yer ancestors were bloody stupid putting a graveyard there. Full of stones, 'ard to dig Dec 31 21:27:49 * Morgan shrugs Dec 31 21:29:17 * HH watches the sun rise Dec 31 21:29:31 Anything we can do to protect 'er? Dec 31 21:30:06 I don't know... we're getting Rosie's father to help... Dec 31 21:32:32 He gonna be any use when you've got Molly's ability? Dec 31 21:33:56 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:34:33 He's done this procedure before, and the patient survived... part of the problem I think was too much needing to be done, so with more of us it shares the tasks to a more manageable level Dec 31 21:36:49 The patient survived?! 'Ow's that possible? Dec 31 21:38:40 he was lucky... it was his wife... Dec 31 21:39:30 * HH groans Dec 31 21:39:53 Jus' the thought of putting a blade on Inga... *he shudders* Dec 31 21:40:39 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:40:39 quite Dec 31 21:42:05 He's gonna do the procedure then? Dec 31 21:42:09 * Morgan nods Dec 31 21:42:15 Gonna take a few of us... Dec 31 21:42:19 four ideally Dec 31 21:44:07 Him, you, molly... y' want me or Inga? Dec 31 21:45:01 We've seen that sort of blood before... I don't really want Inga to have to see it Dec 31 21:46:48 Y' wanna tell her she can't help, after them all living together for a month? Dec 31 21:47:38 I want to spare her from what she may see... I don't want her carrying guilt if it does not go to plan Dec 31 21:51:05 Want 'er looking after Varick, and I'll help with the gory stuff? Dec 31 21:51:55 thats what I'm thinking... though I can understand if she is against that idea Dec 31 21:54:40 She's a good girl, she'll help however she can Dec 31 21:55:05 * HH looks at him Dec 31 21:55:37 If y' didn't need Molly for her ability, you'd keep her away too Dec 31 21:56:01 yes I would... but your point about them spending a month together is a damn good one Dec 31 21:57:58 Need to give them all chance t' say goodbye at the least Dec 31 22:02:34 thats the plan... Dec 31 22:03:10 * HH nods Dec 31 22:03:33 Whatcha going to need me to do, aside from look handsome? Dec 31 22:08:57 Not sure yet... depends what you and Inga decide... depends what happens with Elsie... Dec 31 22:09:14 at the very least once labour is established, someone will need to go to get Beth Dec 31 22:09:42 * HH nods Dec 31 22:10:06 Not seen th' inside of someone for a while Dec 31 22:10:16 * Morgan shrugs Dec 31 22:10:23 More recently than I'd care to have Dec 31 22:13:14 * HH nods, drinking some coffee Dec 31 22:13:26 You gonna be okay, or y' gonna faint? Dec 31 22:17:15 I'll manage Dec 31 22:17:54 I think Molly will be okay, man. She's smart girl Dec 31 22:19:03 She feels responsible for what happened to Elsie... feels it should've been her Dec 31 22:20:39 Makes me want to go and give her a big hug Dec 31 22:21:08 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:21:10 I know Dec 31 22:22:22 * HH stands up Dec 31 22:22:30 Let's go do that Dec 31 22:23:09 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:23:10 alright Dec 31 22:23:13 That guilt makes y' more scared? Dec 31 22:23:30 * HH heads towards the cottage, drinking his coffee on the way Dec 31 22:23:35 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:24:10 in my dream its what kept her pouring energy into saving Elsie... she had to save her because it should've been Molly, to her... Dec 31 22:24:35 Hard ain't it, watching someone you love turn themselves inside out with guilt they don't deserve Dec 31 22:24:47 * Morgan nods briefly before glancing at him Dec 31 22:24:54 smooth... Dec 31 22:25:01 * HH grins Dec 31 22:25:37 That's me Dec 31 22:26:44 Just gotta trust that she'll see sense b'fore getting herself hurt Dec 31 22:27:26 * Morgan sighs Dec 31 22:27:29 yes, well... Dec 31 22:29:03 Got a back up plan? Dec 31 22:30:49 Shove her out the way Dec 31 22:32:00 * HH laughs Dec 31 22:32:06 Seriously? Dec 31 22:32:44 Its not stupid if it works Dec 31 22:33:19 Any chance you'll get harmed? Dec 31 22:33:44 plenty I imagine Dec 31 22:35:06 Bit risky? Dec 31 22:35:40 more than likely Dec 31 22:36:03 No chance she'll just listen to y'? Dec 31 22:36:23 Maybe... but I'm preparing for the worst case Dec 31 22:39:21 Chuck her over yer shoulder, an' lock her in yer bedroom? She'll probably scream the place down but if she won't stop... Dec 31 22:40:26 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:40:27 quite Dec 31 22:42:13 Bit like you sometimes... determined to th' point of self-sacrifice Dec 31 22:42:58 thats different Dec 31 22:43:32 Why? Dec 31 22:43:43 because it is Dec 31 22:44:57 B'cause it's you, right? Dec 31 22:45:11 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:45:39 Think you matter less th' her than she does to you? Dec 31 22:46:31 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 31 22:47:44 Not any diff'rent then Dec 31 22:48:58 The world would be calmer without me... if it came to it, me dying would have a more beneficial impact than it being someone else Dec 31 22:49:21 The hell it would! Dec 31 22:51:27 Imagine what that would do t' me, and Claudia, let alone Molly and Varick Dec 31 22:52:52 * Morgan sips his coffee Dec 31 22:54:01 * HH looks at the ground "Don't fucking consider it, man. We mourned you enough already." Dec 31 22:54:17 * Morgan nods Dec 31 22:54:25 I have no intention of doing so Dec 31 22:55:08 No situation where you givin' up yer life would be worth it to save someone else. Dec 31 22:55:29 You wouldn't be saying that were it Molly, or Inga, or Varick... Dec 31 22:56:45 I'd take the bullet meself before lettin' ya Dec 31 22:57:02 And what would that do to me? Dec 31 22:58:08 You managed years without me, you'd take good care of my lil darlin, and you'd have Molly an' Varick. You've got too much t' do for Eisen. Dec 31 22:58:40 * Morgan shakes his head Dec 31 22:58:45 No, I need you Dec 31 22:59:06 **They get near the cottage. HH just shrugs at this** Dec 31 22:59:56 * Morgan thumps him Dec 31 23:00:46 Come on, let's get some cuddles, eh? Dec 31 23:01:14 * Morgan nods Dec 31 23:01:25 * HH opens the door. Elsie, James and Varick are all down for breakfast. James and Varick are making toast. There's no sign of Molly and Inga. Dec 31 23:02:10 * HH looks around "No Molly? Tha's unusual" Dec 31 23:02:51 [where are you blossom?] Dec 31 23:04:08 [Oh! Uhhhh... I am sorry, my love. I will be down shortly] Dec 31 23:04:38 [were you still asleep?] Dec 31 23:04:52 [No...] Dec 31 23:05:37 She'll be down in a minute... where's Inga? Dec 31 23:06:29 Prob'ly having a lie in Dec 31 23:07:18 V: It's getting very late to be in bed! We haven't seen Mama yet. Dec 31 23:08:08 * HH nods "Mebbie we need to put some cold water on them, wake them up?" Dec 31 23:08:27 **Varick looks excited by this idea** Dec 31 23:10:30 V: We need a bucket, Papa! Dec 31 23:12:40 oh no, they'd make our lives difficult for weeks Dec 31 23:13:11 V: would they lock us in cupboards? Dec 31 23:15:09 No,they wouldn't be that horrible Dec 31 23:15:32 **Inga comes in, smiling** Who wouldn't be horrible? Dec 31 23:16:43 * HH wraps his arms around her from behind "Morgan thinks if we tip cold water on you ladies we'd be in trouble" Dec 31 23:17:23 **She smiles at Varick "Heinzharold would be in trouble, because I would know it was his idea" Dec 31 23:18:47 * HH looks mock affronted "Would I, most loyal knight, betray the trust of my fair Lady with a bucket of cold liquid from yon well?" Dec 31 23:20:15 Varick, in my line of work during the war, this is what I would call useful information to be exploited later... Dec 31 23:20:37 V: Why? Dec 31 23:21:10 because we could've gotten away with something and HeinzHarold would get blamed for it... Dec 31 23:23:31 V: next time we should do it to get him in trouble? Dec 31 23:25:17 depends how funny it is Dec 31 23:25:47 V: **he thinks** probably not very funny Dec 31 23:26:02 **Heinzharold clutches his chest like he has been wounded, and dramatically flops around on the floor** Dec 31 23:27:28 I: *she rolls her eyes, then looks at Morgan** Is Molly upstairs? I'll go up to have a chat with her and then make more breakfast Dec 31 23:28:18 uhh, she'll be down in a moment... Dec 31 23:28:45 I: It's no problem, it's a little bit private anyway Dec 31 23:29:00 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 31 23:29:06 do knock, though... Dec 31 23:29:31 I: *she nods, heading up the stairs** Dec 31 23:30:26 **Varick tries to help HH off the floor, but it ends up as gentle rough-housing Dec 31 23:30:47 * Morgan rolls his eyes, getting fresh coffee Dec 31 23:31:53 **he faintly hears a tapping on the bedroom door and Inga quietly talking Dec 31 23:32:22 [**with some amusement** You could have warned me Inga was coming, my love!] Dec 31 23:33:17 [I was busy watching HeinzHarold and Varick playing Dec 31 23:34:52 [I will send her back down, I am not dressed] Dec 31 23:35:34 * HH and Varick are still playing. It's carefree and Varick is obviously loving it Dec 31 23:36:12 * Morgan watches them, sipping his coffee Dec 31 23:37:13 **Inga comes back down, also watching the playing. She stands beside Morgan, speaking quietly* I'm looking forward to him this with his own children Dec 31 23:37:55 Doing* Dec 31 23:37:59 * Morgan nods Dec 31 23:38:05 he's going to be a wonderful father Dec 31 23:38:30 **She smiles, looking very broody** he definitely is Dec 31 23:39:22 holding Cecily is having an effect on you? Dec 31 23:40:25 I: **she nods** she's so sweet and small, I cannot wait for the day I can show him his own daughter or son Dec 31 23:40:53 * Morgan nods Dec 31 23:42:35 **She sighs wistfully** He would be so thrilled Dec 31 23:43:22 * Morgan nods Dec 31 23:43:27 aye, he will Dec 31 23:43:48 * HH can't have heard her, but he glances up from the melee to give her a glance, then grins and gestures to Morgan $not flirting with my wife are ya? Dec 31 23:45:16 I: **she doesn't notice the gestures** Maybe next winter, or into the spring... Dec 31 23:45:19 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Dec 31 23:48:30 **Inga smiles** It depends on when we have a permanent place to settle Dec 31 23:48:48 * Morgan nods Dec 31 23:48:57 Sudlachenburg? Dec 31 23:50:46 I: Perhaps. I don't know whether you and Molly will want us living closer Dec 31 23:51:09 We will end up there eventually Dec 31 23:53:19 I: *she nods** that will be nice Dec 31 23:54:18 you wish to be close to us? Dec 31 23:54:53 I: We do Dec 31 23:55:19 * Morgan nods slightly Dec 31 23:56:54 I: would that be alright? Dec 31 23:57:46 of course it would Dec 31 23:57:59 * HH picks Varick up, and jogs with him into the parlour so Inga can make breakfast. Molly comes down all neat and tidy by the time eggs are fried. Dec 31 23:58:17 * Morgan moves and kisses her cheek Dec 31 23:58:44 **Molly smiles warmly: Good morning, my love Dec 31 23:58:51 * HH is now known as Molly Dec 31 23:59:18 blossom Dec 31 23:59:29 Are you well? Dec 31 23:59:57 aye. you? Jan 01 00:01:06 * Molly smiles Jan 01 00:01:09 Mmhmm Jan 01 00:04:03 * Molly goes on her tiptoes to whisper to him Jan 01 00:04:07 I dreamt of you Jan 01 00:07:37 oh? Jan 01 00:09:59 Are you sure you dare to know here and now? Jan 01 00:10:45 best not I suppose... Inga wanted to talk to you Jan 01 00:11:09 I will tell you later then, my love Jan 01 00:11:21 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:11:22 alright Jan 01 00:12:48 * Molly goes to help Inga with the breakfast, and they talk quietly as they do so. James and Elsie seem happy just eating together at the table Jan 01 00:13:23 * Morgan wanders through to the parlour Jan 01 00:14:24 **Varick and HH are still playing. It is only the size difference that makes it any different to how he and HH used to play when they were ten Jan 01 00:15:27 * Morgan sits in one of the chairs Jan 01 00:17:49 **They dont pay any attention to him, just like a pair of children. It reminds him of Heinzharold Senior watching them from the door of his forge as they played a game of rival pirates that ended in horseplay Jan 01 00:18:17 * Morgan smiles to himself Jan 01 00:19:13 * Molly sticks her head around the door, watching the game before looking to Morgan "I'm going to check Elsie, my love" Jan 01 00:19:24 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:19:26 alright blossom Jan 01 00:21:56 **he hears nothing for ten minutes, but more memories of he and HH as children come to him, including when Morgan had to go to the academy with Adalbrecht and Edward, leaving HH with the comforts of staying in Sudlachenburg with his parents and siblings. Little did he know that two years into his time so far from home, Heinzharold Senior would be dead Jan 01 00:22:58 * Morgan watches them, sipping his coffee Jan 01 00:23:48 [Still nothing happening, my love. I think we wont be testing whether we can maintain our usual activities and also deal with the draw today.] Jan 01 00:24:05 [Alright blossom] Jan 01 00:24:50 **Varick gets up** Papa, play with me! Jan 01 00:25:23 * Morgan puts his coffee aside before picking the boy up and turning him upside down Jan 01 00:25:33 **HH gets up** Y' wanna watch this one, he's got a mean right hook Jan 01 00:25:47 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:25:51 **Varick squeals with delight** Jan 01 00:26:15 HH: Reck'n I can catch her wife for that cuddle now? Jan 01 00:26:38 Yer * Jan 01 00:26:47 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:26:57 she's just gone to check on Elsie... nothing doing today she thinks Jan 01 00:28:02 **He nods** That's good. $want me to have a little chat about her not sacrificing herself?$ Jan 01 00:28:16 $please$ Jan 01 00:30:06 $tell her she has to do what you tell her or we'll spank her like a naughty child?$ Jan 01 00:31:28 $If you want, but you might not be ready for her reply$ Jan 01 00:33:50 **HH looks confused, then speechless** Jan 01 00:34:15 * Morgan grins, swinging Varick around Jan 01 00:34:32 **from upside down, Varick says** is Heinzharold broken now? His mouth has stopped! Jan 01 00:35:03 Its unusual isn't it Jan 01 00:35:25 V: It's a bit creepy! Jan 01 00:35:45 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:35:48 I know what you mean Jan 01 00:36:23 **HH grins** Guess I'll be off then Jan 01 00:36:55 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:37:21 HH: See you soon, ballhead. **he goes off whistling** Jan 01 00:37:26 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 01 00:38:07 That's Florrie's special name for you! Jan 01 00:38:18 he thought it was funny Jan 01 00:38:37 Why? Jan 01 00:39:27 its a bit unusual isn't it... Jan 01 00:40:35 * Varick nods Jan 01 00:40:51 When is the baby coming? Jan 01 00:41:07 I don't know, but Molly doesn't think its today Jan 01 00:41:46 Can we go out on the horses then? Jan 01 00:42:22 You want to see the horses? Jan 01 00:42:33 Or ride on them Jan 01 00:43:05 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:43:14 Come on then, lets get you a coat Jan 01 00:43:18 Why doesn't your horse have a name? Jan 01 00:43:54 It doesn't really feel like my horse Jan 01 00:44:14 Whose horse does it feel like? Jan 01 00:44:21 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 00:44:24 Xantha is my horse Jan 01 00:44:29 * Varick starts getting his coat Jan 01 00:44:35 What about Crusader? Jan 01 00:45:00 I suppose strictly speaking he's yours... Jan 01 00:45:11 since he was your fathers Jan 01 00:45:28 I have my pony. What about your Palominos Jan 01 00:46:58 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 00:47:52 * Varick does up his buttons "Will Aurora be huge and round like Elsie now? She has a baby horse in her tummy" Jan 01 00:48:00 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:48:03 I expect so Jan 01 00:48:35 I asked William how the baby horse got in her tummy. He knows a lot about baby animals. Jan 01 00:48:47 I imagine he does... Jan 01 00:50:18 He says it's like they are playing leapfrog, then the daddy animal keeps trying, but he can't jump over because the mummy animal is too tall. Then he gives up, and after a while the mummy animal gets fat and there's a baby animal in her tummy. Jan 01 00:50:27 * Varick puts on his boots Jan 01 00:50:34 I see Jan 01 00:52:13 **Inga is cleaning in the kitchen when Varick walks through, still talking** And then, the baby animal comes out of her bottom, except it's only sort of her bottom. Sometimes the farmer has to put his hand in and pull the baby animal out. Jan 01 00:52:44 **Inga looks at Morgan, trying hard to keep a straight face** Jan 01 00:52:50 Very informative Jan 01 00:53:36 **Inga coughs to conceal the laugh** Are you going out to play? Jan 01 00:54:34 * Varick nods "We are going to see the horses. My Papa's horse doesn't have a name, but Heinzharold's horse is called Greta. That's a silly name for a horse." Jan 01 00:55:49 **Inga smiles "I agree with you. She should have a nicer name, like buttercup, or daisy. Don't you agree, Morgan?" Jan 01 00:56:35 Aren't they cows names? Jan 01 00:56:56 * Varick looks at Morgan Jan 01 00:57:25 I think that's okay, Papa. If they can have people names, I think they can have cow names Jan 01 00:57:35 * Morgan nods Jan 01 00:57:39 can't really argue with that Jan 01 00:58:32 I think your horse should be called Valkyrie... I could write a book. It would be The Adventures Of Valkyrie And Buttercup. Jan 01 00:58:49 **Inga tries not to laugh again** Jan 01 00:59:11 I'd certainly read it Jan 01 00:59:33 I: I like the idea of Heinzharold riding a horse called Buttercup Jan 01 01:00:02 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 01 01:00:07 I'll let you raise that idea Jan 01 01:00:29 **She smiles** I'll tell him it would make me happy Jan 01 01:00:41 * Morgan winces Jan 01 01:00:43 that'll do it Jan 01 01:00:48 * Varick looks confused, looking at Morgan Jan 01 01:00:58 Why do you wince, Papa? Jan 01 01:02:10 Thats hard to explain Jan 01 01:03:20 I: *she smiles* Molly said it was very useful if you use it sparingly. Jan 01 01:03:32 * Morgan nods Jan 01 01:03:36 it is Jan 01 01:03:47 I: And being disappointed Jan 01 01:03:59 * Morgan nods Jan 01 01:04:10 * Varick shrugs Jan 01 01:04:24 Girls are complicated. I like horses more. Jan 01 01:04:42 * Morgan nods Jan 01 01:04:45 they definitely are Jan 01 01:05:06 **Inga smiles** I'll let Molly know you've gone to the stables. Do you want Heinzharold to join you? Jan 01 01:05:26 No, I think I'd like a little time just me and my son Jan 01 01:05:45 I: I'll find him some work to do Jan 01 01:06:01 * Morgan nods Jan 01 01:06:06 * Varick beams up at Morgan, taking his hand Jan 01 01:06:31 Come on Papa, I want to see what Buttercup thinks of her new name Jan 01 01:06:43 * Morgan nods, leading him out of the cottage Jan 01 01:12:28 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 01 14:16:33 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 01 14:16:50 **Varick seems quite at home in Catherine's stables, looking at The various horses** Jan 01 14:16:51 My Daddy liked horses a lot. Jan 01 14:19:19 * Morgan nods Jan 01 14:19:21 aye Jan 01 14:19:45 I can't remember as much about him as I used to. Jan 01 14:21:26 Thats normal Jan 01 14:22:39 If Elsie dies, will I forget her too? Jan 01 14:23:49 I don't think so... I don't think you'll forget your father either Jan 01 14:24:06 But I don't remember very much Jan 01 14:24:58 * Morgan nods Jan 01 14:26:19 Do you remember a lot? Jan 01 14:27:20 about what? Jan 01 14:28:27 People who died Jan 01 14:28:38 Depends how well I knew them Jan 01 14:30:24 What about your family? Jan 01 14:30:32 You mean Dietlinde and Jana? Jan 01 14:33:42 * Varick nods, climbing on a mounting block to stroke the nose of the mare now called Valkyrie Jan 01 14:35:31 I remember a lot... but your memory changes as you get older Jan 01 14:38:53 I wish I could remember more Jan 01 14:39:11 * Morgan nods Jan 01 14:39:15 I know what you mean Jan 01 14:44:19 Would you forget me? Jan 01 14:44:46 No. Jan 01 14:45:05 **the horse, usually quite grumpy, seems to enjoy Varick's attention** Jan 01 14:45:35 Would you forget Mama? Jan 01 14:46:00 No, I wouldn't Jan 01 14:49:34 Okay. Which horse will we ride? Jan 01 14:50:24 probably Valkyrie Jan 01 14:52:16 Can I help you? Jan 01 14:53:13 * Varick does a good job of helping get the mare saddled, and they are soon in the courtyard Jan 01 14:53:27 How far can we ride? Jan 01 14:55:28 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 14:55:33 lets see how we feel shall we? Jan 01 14:58:29 * Varick nods. They head off on a route he and Molly had taken just a few days after he returned from Eisen. It was warmer then, but not by much. Varick is quietly looking around as Valkyrie makes reasonable pace. They pass the gate that Molly jumped, and then the oak tree they were racing to. One passed it, she had chosen the prize of having him ask her to be his mistress so she could give him a clear answer Jan 01 15:00:53 It's nice here Jan 01 15:00:59 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:01:01 its not bad Jan 01 15:01:25 I like living in our cottage Jan 01 15:02:09 why's that? Jan 01 15:04:12 It's comfortable, and everyone is with us Jan 01 15:05:39 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:06:03 I didn't think I would like living in just a cottage. Jan 01 15:06:25 no? Jan 01 15:10:33 Nobles don't have to live in cottages Jan 01 15:11:21 I like cottages... but when you've slept in a ditch, anywhere can be cozy Jan 01 15:14:15 Why do you like cottages? Jan 01 15:14:36 They're homely and comfortable Jan 01 15:17:56 Will we live in a cottage when we go home? Jan 01 15:21:05 I doubt it... probably something a bit bigger Jan 01 15:23:32 Who will live with us? Jan 01 15:24:13 Once we've settled it'll just be you, Molly and me... Jan 01 15:26:24 No servants? Jan 01 15:26:54 Probably Jan 01 15:27:24 That's good, I dont think we can look after eight babies alone Jan 01 15:27:34 no? Jan 01 15:28:14 We only have six hands! Jan 01 15:28:22 We won't have them all at once Jan 01 15:28:40 But that would be quicker Jan 01 15:28:53 true Jan 01 15:29:12 * Varick thinks about it Jan 01 15:29:21 Mama would go pop. Jan 01 15:29:54 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:29:57 that would be undesirable Jan 01 15:30:07 * Varick nods Jan 01 15:30:14 Maybe just four Jan 01 15:30:46 Even that could be bit much Jan 01 15:31:08 What about two? Jan 01 15:32:00 Could manage that... twins run in Molly's family... Jan 01 15:32:29 I would like twins, would you? Jan 01 15:32:59 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:33:26 Why did you only have one baby before? Jan 01 15:33:41 You don't get to choose... Jan 01 15:34:02 Did you like babies before you had one? Jan 01 15:34:25 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:34:29 They're sweet Jan 01 15:34:54 Did you always want lots of them? Jan 01 15:36:01 I wasn't really fussed Jan 01 15:36:27 Did you want more brothers? Jan 01 15:37:03 I had Edward and HeinzHarold, I didn't need any more Jan 01 15:37:39 Heinzharold isn't your brother Jan 01 15:38:33 We've been friends that long it feels that way Jan 01 15:38:52 I would like a friend like that Jan 01 15:39:18 * Morgan nods Jan 01 15:48:06 **they ride down into the valley. That February day, he and Molly had ridden up the other side and had a picnic overlooking the Torrington estate, avoid Kai who was only a few days past his brutalisation of Elsie. They have been out a few hours, and haven't brought any lunch, so they go home. Once Valkyrie is stabled, a hungry Varick spends a few moments with the horse formerly known as Greta before going into the coachyard** Jan 01 15:48:27 She is called Buttercup now Jan 01 15:55:12 she knows that does she? Jan 01 15:57:01 She likes it better. **A messenger on a horse comes trotting into the yard. He looks busy but not harried** Jan 01 15:57:37 * Morgan goes to intercept him Jan 01 15:59:03 **He inclines his head** Good morning Jan 01 15:59:32 morning. What've you got? Jan 01 16:01:20 M: Two for Her Grace, one each for Duke and Duchess Koertig Jan 01 16:01:32 I'll take them Jan 01 16:01:57 **he hands them over with thanks, then gets on his way Jan 01 16:02:10 * Morgan goes back to Varick Jan 01 16:02:18 shall we go find her Grace, give her her letters? Jan 01 16:02:42 * Varick nods Jan 01 16:03:00 * Morgan takes his hand, heading to the big house Jan 01 16:03:04 What about your letter? Jan 01 16:03:10 I'll read it in a bit Jan 01 16:03:29 * Varick keeps up with him. Catherine is found in her library alone Jan 01 16:03:46 Your Grace... Jan 01 16:04:10 C: Good morning, Morgan, good morning Varick Jan 01 16:04:16 * Varick bows politely Jan 01 16:04:30 You are well? Jan 01 16:04:47 C: I am. How is Elsie? Jan 01 16:05:17 She was well before we went for a ride Jan 01 16:05:30 C: And everyone else? Jan 01 16:05:46 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:05:48 fine Jan 01 16:05:54 * Morgan puts the letters on a table Jan 01 16:06:09 we bumped into a messenger, thought I'd save him the trip Jan 01 16:06:43 C: Thank you. What a surprise it was that Doctor Rosenkrantz was so connected to both Molly _and_ Heinzharold! Jan 01 16:06:51 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:06:52 indeed Jan 01 16:07:49 And he will help with the birth Jan 01 16:07:53 C:* Jan 01 16:08:37 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:08:39 * Varick shakes his head "Mama doesnt need any help with the baby, because she-..." He catches himself, looking at Morgan Jan 01 16:09:07 She's very accomplished, but the help won't hurt at all Jan 01 16:17:02 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 01 16:26:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 01 16:26:43 [16:13] (Varick) C: He is a very gentle man, I haven't seen him for a few years. It must have been around the time Molly was sick and you arrived Jan 01 16:27:03 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:27:11 quite the fortuitous coincidence Jan 01 16:29:34 **She nods** He mentioned he would like to meet Elsie when he returns from town Jan 01 16:29:41 * Molly is now known as Catherine Jan 01 16:29:45 We can arrange that Jan 01 16:29:57 Molly doesn't think it'll be today anyway Jan 01 16:30:35 * Catherine nods Jan 01 16:31:12 I believe he wanted to see the church in Tawstock, but I am sure he will not be long Jan 01 16:32:29 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:32:37 well, we'll be at the cottages... Jan 01 16:32:54 * Catherine thanks him again for bringing her letters, looking eager to read them. Varick holds his hand again as they go through the familiar corridors "Do you like him?" Jan 01 16:32:59 * Catherine is now known as Varick Jan 01 16:33:26 who? Jan 01 16:34:01 The doctor Jan 01 16:35:20 I suppose so Jan 01 16:37:33 Can we trust him? Jan 01 16:37:53 HeinzHarold says so Jan 01 16:40:52 How does Heinzharold know him? Jan 01 16:41:34 He's the father of a friend HeinzHarold had that he thought died in the war Jan 01 16:43:11 The one with the bum? Jan 01 16:43:31 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:46:21 * Varick giggles Jan 01 16:46:29 He sounds like fun Jan 01 16:46:38 aye Jan 01 16:48:40 Is Heinzharold happy now? Jan 01 16:50:22 I think so, aye Jan 01 16:51:59 * Varick nods Jan 01 16:52:09 Maybe Elsie won't die? Jan 01 16:54:56 I really hope not, but there's still a very good chance she will Jan 01 16:56:57 But she has the doctor _and_ Mama Jan 01 16:57:53 * Morgan nods Jan 01 16:57:55 I know Jan 01 16:58:04 we'll do our very best Varick, I promise Jan 01 16:59:31 * Varick nods Jan 01 16:59:45 Okay, I trust you Papa Jan 01 17:00:19 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:00:24 I'm glad to hear that Jan 01 17:01:11 Can we have food now? Jan 01 17:02:49 aye, lets go get some Jan 01 17:04:41 **After lunch, Morgan puts Varick for his nap, returning downstairs just as HH and Inga are leaving. HH looks pretty happy, gesturing $why didn't you tell me how good being married is?!$ Jan 01 17:05:45 $I'd have though the look of contentment made that clear$ Jan 01 17:07:33 **HH grins, getting pulled out of the door. Molly watches them go with a smile** Jan 01 17:07:38 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 01 17:07:58 Have you noticed how often everyone deserts us during nap time? Jan 01 17:09:50 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:09:52 yes I have Jan 01 17:09:58 * Morgan puts her letter on the table Jan 01 17:11:06 * Molly looks intrigued Jan 01 17:11:28 Shall we take it to the parlour? Jan 01 17:11:54 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:11:55 if you wish Jan 01 17:14:03 **Molly gets them set up in the parlour with tea, waiting until he is settled before sitting at his feet with her head resting on his knee, watching the fire** Jan 01 17:14:03 Heinzharold is worried about you Jan 01 17:14:31 why? Jan 01 17:16:41 He says you are very worried about me, and that if I get hurt you won't blame me and my wilfulness, you will blame yourself for not being able to stop me. Jan 01 17:16:51 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:16:53 he's right Jan 01 17:19:31 He says if I don't want you to live with any more guilt, I have to act like it Jan 01 17:19:54 * Morgan frowns Jan 01 17:20:19 He wasn't being unkind Jan 01 17:20:19 I see Jan 01 17:22:39 He's very worried Jan 01 17:23:06 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:23:09 sounds like it Jan 01 17:24:45 I don't want you to feel that... Jan 01 17:24:53 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:27:21 ... but it would not be your fault. Jan 01 17:28:31 Yes, it would... it'd mean you had chosen to ignore what I asked, demanded of you... Jan 01 17:30:06 And how would that be _your_ fault, and not mine? Jan 01 17:30:54 Of course it is, because I'd not shown you how much I need you to be here with me... its either that or you just don't care, and I don't wish to consider that option Jan 01 17:32:15 * Molly looks troubled by this. She quietly says Jan 01 17:32:53 That is what you would think, that maybe you have let me down like that, or maybe I do not love you enough? Jan 01 17:33:03 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:33:38 Oh liebling... I do know you need me. And I love you very deeply indeed Jan 01 17:35:44 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding slightly Jan 01 17:37:05 * Molly frowns slightly Jan 01 17:37:15 What is it, my love? Jan 01 17:38:34 Its hard to shake... I've seen it in a dream, I know how it feels when you refused to stop Jan 01 17:39:39 It was just a nightmare, I think *she takes his hand, kissing his palm* Jan 01 17:39:58 Maybe Jan 01 17:41:03 It is paining you still? Jan 01 17:41:35 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:43:23 I'm sorry for it Jan 01 17:43:53 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:46:11 Perhaps only it being over will bring you peace of mind Jan 01 17:46:42 * Morgan nods Jan 01 17:46:45 I wouldn't be surprised Jan 01 17:53:26 * Molly nods sadly Jan 01 17:54:07 I do not wish to hurry it for their sake, but I would not wish you to go on being so troubled Jan 01 17:57:35 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 17:57:38 it is what it is Jan 01 18:01:34 Do you wish I did not have this talent? Jan 01 18:01:57 No... no I don't Jan 01 18:03:00 Just that I was more buildable, that you could trust me more? Jan 01 18:03:06 Biddable * Jan 01 18:04:37 its not that I don't trust you... but you blame yourself for her predicament, and I know how strong the drive to mend things is Jan 01 18:09:02 * Molly nods Jan 01 18:10:00 I want her to live... I don't want to see the pain in James if she does not. I could not stop you losing them, maybe I could stop another man going through it... Jan 01 18:10:51 Not at that cost Jan 01 18:11:32 Maybe it would not come to that. Maybe I will just need a little time to recuperate Jan 01 18:12:39 That I could tolerate... but I cannot lose you Jan 01 18:13:15 * Molly watches him intently Jan 01 18:13:26 I know it would pain you very greatly Jan 01 18:14:27 * Morgan nods Jan 01 18:16:02 * Molly kisses his palm Jan 01 18:16:59 You are stronger than you know though. I cannot believe you would not find the strength to go on and be a wonderful father and Graf Jan 01 18:17:23 I do not wish to Jan 01 18:18:41 I know, but you would. You would survive anything now. Jan 01 18:19:31 * Morgan scowls Jan 01 18:20:49 If I have done nothing else in the time we have been close, I hope I have at least succeeded in giving you what you need to keep moving forward, to keep healing, and to find happiness where you can Jan 01 18:21:44 * Morgan scowls more Jan 01 18:24:39 * Molly looks perturbed Jan 01 18:24:46 I have not managed that? Jan 01 18:25:11 Think of what you are saying and tell me that does not sound like you are preparing me to be without you... Jan 01 18:27:08 I do not intend to leave you Jan 01 18:27:23 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 01 18:44:12 I no more wish to be away from you than you from me Jan 01 19:12:16 Then you need to show that with your decisions Jan 01 19:13:23 By stopping if you say Jan 01 19:13:32 * Morgan nods Jan 01 19:13:45 by not killing yourself trying to save her Jan 01 19:14:18 How will you know what I am and am not capable of? Jan 01 19:15:42 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 19:15:44 I don't know Jan 01 19:18:05 * Molly nods Jan 01 19:18:24 I suppose we will have to wait and see Jan 01 19:21:02 * Morgan nods Jan 01 19:22:39 * Molly watches him a moment before picking up her letter Jan 01 19:22:48 Let's see what this is Jan 01 19:23:53 * Morgan nods, watching her open it Jan 01 19:24:54 * Molly nods slowly as she reads Jan 01 19:25:01 It is from Faulk... Jan 01 19:25:11 oh? Jan 01 19:27:59 He wonders when we will sign the finalised documents, and suggests he takes them to Edward's wedding for us to do so... Jan 01 19:30:56 * Morgan frowns Jan 01 19:30:59 right Jan 01 19:31:32 * Molly sighs Jan 01 19:31:45 That is a problem Jan 01 19:31:56 the wedding? Jan 01 19:35:52 The possible lack of one, and having to explain Edward's illegitimate child to His Grace Jan 01 19:36:09 * Morgan nods Jan 01 19:36:21 We'll cross that bridge when we come to it Jan 01 19:36:28 * Morgan takes out his own letter, opening it Jan 01 19:39:32 **His is from Sinan Gottlieb. The first ship will be ready in the first few days of December, can he send her official name? Also his second ship, the double-hulled one, will be ready by mid-January. The cost is five hundred guilders and one thousand guilders respectively, due at completion of each ** Jan 01 19:42:10 huh... quicker than I expected Jan 01 19:45:12 * Molly smiles a little Jan 01 19:45:18 What is? Jan 01 19:45:51 the first ship... first week of december, the next one mid January Jan 01 19:46:04 Sinan Gottlieb needs the name Jan 01 19:48:18 * Molly smiles Jan 01 19:49:10 That is the one you wished to call Star Of The Sea...? ((Incase you dont remember, it is the meaning of her name and something he'd decided months ago)) Jan 01 19:50:03 * Morgan nods Jan 01 19:53:19 * Molly smiles even more "I love that" Jan 01 19:53:47 * Morgan nods thoughtfully Jan 01 19:56:26 * Molly tilts her head "that puzzles you?" Jan 01 19:56:42 No... I'm thinking about the other one Jan 01 19:58:59 I believe Varick wanted it to be called Storm Dancer, but Edward suggested Reconciliation... Jan 01 19:59:12 Tough choice Jan 01 20:03:51 Maybe something else will come to you Jan 01 20:04:10 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 20:04:11 we'll see Jan 01 20:04:25 Would you wish to name one for them? Jan 01 20:04:55 I think so Jan 01 20:07:11 * Molly nods Jan 01 20:07:19 That would be sweet Jan 01 20:08:21 * Morgan nods Jan 01 20:08:37 does Faulk say any more? Jan 01 20:09:04 He hopes we are well but that is all Jan 01 20:09:58 * Morgan nods Jan 01 20:12:43 * Molly nods too Jan 01 20:13:09 We are, aren't we? Though you are worried for me, we are happy? Jan 01 20:13:18 * Morgan nods Jan 01 20:13:19 aye Jan 01 20:16:45 * Molly smiles Jan 01 20:16:58 Good Jan 01 20:20:11 Will we have my father write to Faulk when he writes to Edward for us? Jan 01 20:21:39 Probably a good idea Jan 01 20:28:48 * Molly nods Jan 01 20:29:12 I will leave him a note once the situation with Elsie is resolved Jan 01 20:29:29 * Morgan nods Jan 01 20:33:00 * Molly smiles a little, then drinks some tea, going back to watching the fire Jan 01 20:41:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 01 20:53:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 01 20:53:30 [20:40] (Molly) Heinzharold likes to hug, doesn't he? Jan 01 20:53:36 * Morgan nods Jan 01 20:53:37 yes Jan 01 20:56:36 I knew he is very cuddly with Inga, but... Jan 01 21:06:08 * Molly shrugs, glancing at him Jan 01 21:06:46 what? Jan 01 21:09:06 I didn't realise he was cuddly with anyone but his wife Jan 01 21:10:13 he's worried about you as well Jan 01 21:12:01 * Molly nods Jan 01 21:12:22 I know he is. He is worried about how I feel about what happened to Elsie Jan 01 21:12:30 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:16:30 He is very sweet. I am not used to so much hugging though Jan 01 21:17:13 You get used to it Jan 01 21:20:07 Oh, I did not say I do not like it! It is just unfamiliar Jan 01 21:20:33 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:24:11 I can understand that need for him Jan 01 21:24:26 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:27:38 Does he hug you often? Jan 01 21:30:47 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:30:52 as often as he can get away with it Jan 01 21:33:16 * Molly smiles slightly Jan 01 21:33:27 Very rarely, I should imagine Jan 01 21:33:55 More often than you'd imagine Jan 01 21:35:20 Do you like it? Jan 01 21:35:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 21:35:50 its the way its always been Jan 01 21:37:54 Were you like that _before_? Jan 01 21:38:30 like what? Jan 01 21:42:36 Like he is, prone to cuddling Jan 01 21:42:52 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 21:42:55 only with him really Jan 01 21:44:34 You do not hug Claudia? Jan 01 21:45:23 She doesn't like it Jan 01 21:47:23 * Molly nods Jan 01 21:47:31 Do you wish she did? Jan 01 21:48:54 To a point Jan 01 21:51:19 * Molly nods Jan 01 21:51:47 You are less keen on it than Heinzharold is, I think? Jan 01 21:52:04 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:52:06 a bit, aye Jan 01 21:54:24 * Molly nods Jan 01 21:55:01 I wonder whether some of that comes from your backgrounds. I cannot imagine your father was particularly physically affectionate? Jan 01 21:55:17 No, he and Edward both thought it inappropriate Jan 01 21:56:55 * Molly nods sadly Jan 01 21:57:58 My brothers were too old, and my father is... *she shrugs* You know how he can be. My mother was better, but it still was not what I would hope for for a child Jan 01 21:58:06 * Morgan nods Jan 01 21:58:49 And then I suppose you went off to school, and no longer had even your mother's touch? Jan 01 21:59:08 * Morgan nods Jan 01 22:00:32 And you adapted to that, and became so independent? Jan 01 22:01:18 I suppose so Jan 01 22:02:45 * Molly leans her cheek to his knee again, sipping her tea Jan 01 22:03:09 That has been hard to overcome since your time at the academy? Jan 01 22:03:30 To a point... more since the fire... I closed myself off Jan 01 22:03:56 * Molly nods Jan 01 22:04:29 It's nice that before the fire you must have had some time of not having it Jan 01 22:05:10 * Morgan shrugs Jan 01 22:05:12 I suppose so Jan 01 22:06:26 I hope one day that you will be able to have that again Jan 01 22:06:37 * Morgan nods Jan 01 22:09:22 * Molly nods again, and it's a little while of quiet before she says Jan 01 22:09:30 Did you enjoy your ride? Jan 01 22:09:54 * Morgan nods Jan 01 22:09:56 aye, we did Jan 01 22:11:23 Did you go to the village? Jan 01 22:12:05 No, we didn't Jan 01 22:14:44 * Molly nods Jan 01 22:15:00 Inga tells me Heinzharold's horse has been renamed Jan 01 22:16:06 apparently so Jan 01 22:17:46 Inga disliked her being called Greta **she giggles** Jan 01 22:18:06 I figured as much Jan 01 22:19:54 I'm not sure anyone would like their spouse naming their horse after someone they had kissed! Jan 01 22:21:17 No, I wouldn't imagine so Jan 01 22:23:13 I would not have liked you calling your horse Evie, and it would be impractical for mine to also be called Morgan *she laughs softly* Jan 01 22:24:00 true... Jan 01 22:25:19 * Molly glances at him with mischief Jan 01 22:25:39 Perhaps I'd need to collect a few more kisses before picking a name Jan 01 22:26:28 Well... you _couod_ Jan 01 22:27:34 Could I? And then what would happen? *she smirks* Jan 01 22:28:15 Well, you'd have a name for the horse Jan 01 22:30:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Jan 02 20:17:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 02 20:17:39 I would not have liked you calling your horse Evie, and it would be impractical for mine to also be called Morgan *she laughs softly* Jan 02 20:17:39 true... Jan 02 20:17:39 * Molly glances at him with mischief Jan 02 20:17:39 Perhaps I'd need to collect a few more kisses before picking a name Jan 02 20:17:39 Well... you _couod_ Jan 02 20:17:45 Could I? And then what would happen? *she smirks* Jan 02 20:17:47 Well, you'd have a name for the horse Jan 02 20:18:18 I shall round up some willing candidates,  shall I, mon petit chou? **she watches him, looking amused* Jan 02 20:19:18 have some in mind do you? Jan 02 20:24:18 * Molly shakes her head "Perhaps I will sit on your lap and we can spend some time reaffirming that your name is the only one on my lips for the rest of our lives…" Jan 02 20:24:57 * Morgan nods Jan 02 20:25:40 * Molly does so, and they spend a little time just like this, no escalation beyond just kissing. What parts them is a sudden shout of "Papa!!" Jan 02 20:27:25 * Morgan goes to the stairs Jan 02 20:27:26 yes? Jan 02 20:34:20 V: Look, Papa! **varick stays in his room** Jan 02 20:34:57 * Morgan climbs the stairs to him Jan 02 20:38:59 **Varick is sat on the bed. Where Morgan left Captain Ulysses curled up there is now a second cat, solid grey, curled up with him Jan 02 20:39:04 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 02 20:39:08 Two cats! Jan 02 20:39:25 where did that come from? Jan 02 20:43:05 * Varick shrugs Jan 02 20:43:16 It was here when I woke up Jan 02 20:43:34 We'll have to ask Jan 02 20:46:35 But look, they each other! Jan 02 20:47:47 Love* Jan 02 20:47:54 we don't know that Jan 02 20:50:21 They are cuddling Jan 02 20:50:43 * Morgan nods Jan 02 20:50:45 true Jan 02 20:52:09 Can we keep this one too, Papa? Jan 02 20:52:38 it probably belongs to someone Jan 02 20:54:45 * Varick looks very sad Jan 02 20:55:01 But I would love it Jan 02 20:55:28 I know you would Jan 02 20:59:33 * Varick gets up, then kneels beside the bed gently stroking the two cats, both of whom start stretching. The grey one has very green eyes Jan 02 21:02:31 Do you want to stroke them? Jan 02 21:03:56 * Morgan nods, kneeling down to do so Jan 02 21:05:10 **both cats start purring. The grey one seems very tame and placid Jan 02 21:07:39 The new one likes you Jan 02 21:10:50 seems so Jan 02 21:11:26 * Varick is busy watching the cat when there is a knock at the front door Jan 02 21:12:42 I wonder who that could be... I'll be back in a minute Jan 02 21:14:55 **Molly has already opened the door and let Doctor Rosenkrantz in when Morgan gets there. He bows politely "Good Afternoon, Your Excellency" Jan 02 21:16:15 * Morgan inclines his head Jan 02 21:17:45 * Varick is now known as Rosenkrantz Jan 02 21:18:01 I wondered if I could meet Elsie? Jan 02 21:19:14 Should be able to arrange that Jan 02 21:19:17 **Two cats come streaking down the stairs and through to the parlour, and a small boy calling for them to calm down chases after them** Jan 02 21:19:57 **Molly looks at Morgan** oh no, not another one! Jan 02 21:20:46 * Rosenkrantz looks amused, watching the pandemonium as the cats come back into the kitchen as high speed Jan 02 21:23:02 Not sure where that one turned up from Jan 02 21:24:30 M: *she looks a little embarrassed** Please excuse the chaos, my Lord, it is usually calmer... Jan 02 21:25:38 * Rosenkrantz smiles "This is what a happy home looks like to me. Be thankful your son likes cats and not geese!" Jan 02 21:25:55 * Morgan frowns Jan 02 21:27:06 **the cats jump up on the table. Varick comes in, snatching one underneath each arm. Both of them stay still** Sorry, Papa. Jan 02 21:27:41 * Rosenkrantz smiles at the boy, then looks to Morgan for official introductions Jan 02 21:29:00 Its fine Varick.. Freiarr Insel, this is my son, Freiarr Koln... Varick, this is Dr Rosenkrantz Jan 02 21:29:42 **both of them bow politely** Jan 02 21:29:56 V: Should I take the cats in the garden? Jan 02 21:30:19 * Morgan nods Jan 02 21:30:35 maybe go see if Inga wants to help you find out where that one turned up from Jan 02 21:33:16 V: **he nods, taking the cats out of the front door** Jan 02 21:33:50 **Molly sorts tea and cake, inviting Rosenkrantz to sit** Jan 02 21:34:35 I'll go find Elsie Jan 02 21:34:40 * Rosenkrantz to Morgan "A handsome young man. He is from your first marriage?" Jan 02 21:34:50 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 02 21:34:57 no... we adopted him Jan 02 21:38:16 * Rosenkrantz looks surprised Jan 02 21:38:27 He looks a little like you Jan 02 21:38:58 * Morgan nods Jan 02 21:39:06 there is a familial connection some generations back Jan 02 21:41:01 * Rosenkrantz thanks Molly as she puts his cup down Jan 02 21:41:55 M: should I see if Elsie is awake, liebes herz? Jan 02 21:42:14 * Morgan nods Jan 02 21:42:16 best had Jan 02 21:47:36 **Molly goes upstairs** Jan 02 21:48:21 It's good to see her so well Jan 02 21:48:36 * Morgan nods Jan 02 21:51:47 She seems to have a strong interest in medicine Jan 02 21:52:17 * Morgan nods Jan 02 21:52:26 she's saved me a couple of times here... Jan 02 21:55:00 Something I have long loved about being a doctor, you never know the impact saving just one life can have on the world Jan 02 21:56:15 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 02 21:56:18 quite Jan 02 21:57:37 Things are resolved with her family, I hope. Jan 02 21:58:46 more or less... there is still some tension with her brother, but I believe that is abating Jan 02 22:00:58 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 02 22:01:45 I wondered what had happened after we had to leave Jan 02 22:02:06 She was taken in here and employed Jan 02 22:04:39 Her Grace explained that you and Molly had met and fallen in love here Jan 02 22:05:01 * Morgan nods Jan 02 22:05:07 aye Jan 02 22:07:54 I hope I am not poking into business I am not welcome in here Jan 02 22:08:17 Not yet, no... Jan 02 22:11:15 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 02 22:11:39 I will be staying until after the birth Jan 02 22:11:52 I appreciate that Jan 02 22:12:57 * Rosenkrantz smiles Jan 02 22:13:27 I like to see things come right for people, especially those who have been unfortunate Jan 02 22:13:35 * Morgan nods Jan 02 22:14:00 aye... We've tried to make her last few weeks as pleasant as possible Jan 02 22:15:26 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 02 22:15:55 That is kind Jan 02 22:16:30 * Morgan shrugs Jan 02 22:16:32 it is right Jan 02 22:16:53 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 02 22:17:53 I wanted to invite you all to visit us in Insel. My wife and daughter would be overjoyed to see Molly and how well she is doing Jan 02 22:19:37 thank you... we are under time constraints but we will see what we can do Jan 02 22:21:48 I can introduce your son to our geese Jan 02 22:24:13 * Morgan nods Jan 02 22:24:18 as long as they stay away from me Jan 02 22:25:36 Are you scared of them, your Excellency? Jan 02 22:26:21 Not scared, no... I just find them to be vicious, evil minded things Jan 02 22:26:47 * Rosenkrantz sips the tea Jan 02 22:26:49 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 02 22:27:18 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jan 02 22:39:59 * Rosenkrantz has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 03 12:34:45 * Rosenkrantz (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 03 12:35:54 thank you... we are under time constraints but we will see what we can do Jan 03 12:35:54 I can introduce your son to our geese Jan 03 12:35:54 * Morgan nods Jan 03 12:35:54 as long as they stay away from me Jan 03 12:35:54 Are you scared of them, your Excellency? Jan 03 12:35:56 Not scared, no... I just find them to be vicious, evil minded things Jan 03 12:35:58 * Rosenkrantz sips the tea Jan 03 12:36:00 * Disconnected (). Jan 03 12:37:20 My children tamed the oldest two, and then Ilena hand-reared most of the others. Seb had enlisted straight out of the Academy Jan 03 12:38:22 * Morgan nods Jan 03 12:42:43 Were you army or navy? Jan 03 12:43:58 navy Jan 03 12:47:05 * Rosenkrantz nods "Seb was the first of the Rosenkrantz's to join the navy. My brothers and I were all army" Jan 03 12:47:48 That must have caused some consternation? Jan 03 12:51:35 * Rosenkrantz smiles Jan 03 12:51:58 You know how it is with sons, it's hard to resist when they want something badly Jan 03 12:52:19 I suppose so Jan 03 12:53:33 Seb has had an aptitude for sailing since he was younger than your son. I am sure he would be off sailing the world if he didn't have a duty to Insel Jan 03 12:54:07 sounds familiar Jan 03 12:54:22 You are of a similar mind? Jan 03 12:54:52 It wasn't uncommon for me to be prised from the mast when it was time to leave a ship, apparently Jan 03 12:57:12 * Rosenkrantz laughs Jan 03 12:57:31 I think the two of you would get on well Jan 03 12:58:55 I don't know... I challenge a few too many norms for most people Jan 03 13:03:26 Your marriage to Molly would have been quite a surprise to many? Jan 03 13:03:51 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 03 13:04:25 my first marriage caused outrage... Molly was a gentleman daughter who has been given a title, so it soothed many objections Jan 03 13:04:52 Did you marry across faiths? Jan 03 13:05:27 the first time? Jan 03 13:07:18 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 03 13:07:54 No, worse... I married a common girl Jan 03 13:14:55 Unusual for a Veisgraf Jan 03 13:15:45 unheard of, unconscionable too Jan 03 13:22:03 * Rosenkrantz sips his tea Jan 03 13:26:45 I think that expecting people to love selectively based on birth is naive. My brother would have said that what matters is a shared faith, not necessarily a shared background. Jan 03 13:27:36 * Morgan nods Jan 03 13:29:56 I know of no scriptural evidence that Theus forbids inter-status marriage. Taken as a whole, his view is more important than earthly humans. Jan 03 13:30:27 Someone clearly disagreed Jan 03 13:32:59 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 03 13:34:27 Many follow the faith but allow worldly concerns more sway than they should. A poor wife of noble character is more blessed by our Lord more than a Noble wife of poor character. Jan 03 13:35:29 * Morgan nods Jan 03 13:42:47 **Molly returns with Elsie. The introductions are made, and the doctor converses with her in Avalonian for a while. He is very kind, and explains about having delivered his own daughter this way. As before, Elsie states that her primary aim is the baby surviving. Rosenkrantz then bids them a good afternoon before going back to the main house. James comes down to join Elsie and Morgan whilst Molly goes to find Varick next door. Jan 03 13:42:53 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Elsie Jan 03 13:42:59 He seems nice Jan 03 13:45:53 * Morgan nods Jan 03 13:50:24 J: Will you be there, my Lord? Jan 03 13:50:47 * Morgan nods Jan 03 13:55:08 J: **he nods** I'm glad about that Jan 03 13:55:39 I have asked James not to be. I don't want that to be how he remembers me Jan 03 13:55:42 * Morgan looks confused Jan 03 13:55:43 why? Jan 03 14:00:39 I want him to remember me happy, not being opened up by a doctor Jan 03 14:01:05 I was more asking why James is glad I will be there... Jan 03 14:01:05 J: **he looks resigned to this** Jan 03 14:01:49 J: I want her to have plenty of support, my Lord. If she doesnt want me there, I would rather you were Jan 03 14:02:09 * Morgan nods Jan 03 14:07:09 J: It's a bit strange not knowing when something is going to happen, but I think it's good it hasn't happened before the doctor came Jan 03 14:07:28 * Morgan nods Jan 03 14:07:31 I'm inclined to agree Jan 03 14:12:10 Molly would have done her best alone though Jan 03 14:12:47 Doing the work of three people... it makes sense to call in help Jan 03 14:16:04 **They both nod. The front door opens, with a bout of sneezing** Jan 03 14:20:43 HH: Hey man, two cats?!? *he sneezes* in my house?! Jan 03 14:21:01 **Elsie and James look amused** Jan 03 14:24:32 **Varick and the cats come in past HH, playing chase. HH sneezes** Jan 03 14:25:22 we need a few minutes of peace Jan 03 14:29:40 **HH nods, herding cats and child to towards the garden** Girls are gossipin' and dusting. Wouldn't expect to see them for a bit Jan 03 14:30:40 * Morgan nods Jan 03 14:34:19 been doing that a lot lately... Jan 03 14:35:58 HH: Makes 'em happy Jan 03 14:40:19 true Jan 03 14:42:39 **HH goes into the garden with Varick** Jan 03 14:42:53 Can't Molly stop him being allergic to the cats? Jan 03 14:43:21 I was just wondering the same thing... Jan 03 14:48:40 I wouldn't think it'd be a problem to interrupt them, they spent most of the three weeks you were travelling gossiping Jan 03 14:49:09 J: **he smiles at her** I don't remember you sitting quietly not joining in... Jan 03 14:49:46 * Elsie smiles at him then Morgan "I might have joined in a bit" Jan 03 14:50:25 a bit? Jan 03 14:55:18 Most of it Jan 03 14:57:07 * Morgan nods Jan 03 14:58:33 sounds moe like it Jan 03 15:03:08 * Elsie and James get into a conversation about a few of the trips they went on whilst Morgan was away, and he soon feels a bit like a spare wheel Jan 03 15:04:14 * Morgan stands, excusing himself and going to join HeinzHarold Jan 03 15:07:46 **Heinzharold and Varick are looking in the bushes** Jan 03 15:07:53 * Elsie is now known as HH Jan 03 15:11:47 Must be gettin' close, my nose is itchy Jan 03 15:13:35 close? Jan 03 15:15:04 Playin' hide and seek Jan 03 15:16:25 * Morgan nods Jan 03 15:16:26 I see Jan 03 15:20:23 * HH sneezes, and the cats shoot out in different directions. Varick goes off laughing and chasing them. HH shakes his head Jan 03 15:20:41 Varick's practic'ly adopted the other one already Jan 03 15:20:52 I know... I've no idea where it came from Jan 03 15:23:12 * HH nods Jan 03 15:23:35 No matter where it's from, I bet it's ending up on The Rose Jan 03 15:24:04 I doubt it. its bound to belong to someone Jan 03 15:28:36 'Spose I should ask around then? Jan 03 15:28:50 probably an idea Jan 03 15:31:17 * HH nods Jan 03 15:31:28 No sign of our girls yet? Jan 03 15:31:33 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 03 15:31:46 Elsie and James were gazing into each others eyes, so I beat a hasty retreat Jan 03 15:34:43 Sickenin', all this lovey-dovey stuff *he grins* Jan 03 15:37:32 I didn't want to intrude Jan 03 15:38:22 Y' sent a kid and two cats to intrude on me and my wife being lovey-dovey *he smirks* Jan 03 15:40:33 I sent a kid to my most trusted friend so Elsie could have a frank conversation with the doctor thats going to operate on her... Jan 03 15:41:59 * HH rolls his eyes Jan 03 15:42:31 All I wanted was some sympathy for my sacrifice, an' all I get is being put in my place! Jan 03 15:42:47 I said you were my most trusted friend, what more do you want? Jan 03 15:42:55 * HH grins Jan 03 15:42:59 Bubbies. Jan 03 15:43:19 I'll let you ask Molly Jan 03 15:47:01 * HH laughs Jan 03 15:47:19 I'll go an' tell her you said t' ask, shall I? Jan 03 15:47:40 * Morgan shrugs Jan 03 15:47:45 I hear you hugged her Jan 03 15:50:03 * HH nods Jan 03 15:50:37 Figured if she's blaming herself for what that swine did, she's a lassie who needs lots of cuddles Jan 03 15:51:08 * Morgan nods Jan 03 15:55:37 You okay with that? Jan 03 15:56:14 aye. She was telling me because she's not used to it I think Jan 03 15:59:53 * HH frowns Jan 03 16:00:04 Hope I didn' make her uncomfortable Jan 03 16:00:12 not at all Jan 03 16:04:35 * HH nods Jan 03 16:04:46 She's worried about you Jan 03 16:06:08 I know Jan 03 16:08:13 Told me I gotta take care of you if something happens Jan 03 16:34:59 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 03 16:37:14 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 03 16:56:55 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 03 17:39:48 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 03 17:42:14 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 03 21:13:17 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 03 21:13:29 [16:02] (HH) Told me I gotta take care of you if something happens Jan 03 21:14:01 if something happens? Jan 03 21:16:56 If she doesn't survive it Jan 03 21:17:08 * Morgan sighs Jan 03 21:17:36 Doesn't sound much to me like she has any intention of stopping before she gets hurt... Jan 03 21:20:47 Nah, yer wrong. But I think she's worried she won't know when to stop, or that she'll hurt you if she has t' borrow from you, which means she might take risks not to Jan 03 21:21:37 She needs to understand I'm tougher than she thinks Jan 03 21:23:58 * HH nods Jan 03 21:24:42 She's very protective of you. Feel sorry f' anyone whose way she'd stand in to keep you safe Jan 03 21:25:20 * Morgan nods Jan 03 21:28:48 Sounds like the main person who could get you hurt is 'er Jan 03 21:29:13 * Morgan sighs Jan 03 21:30:11 Reck'n Rosenkrantz could handle it alone? Jan 03 21:31:13 Thats not doing the best we can is it Jan 03 21:32:22 Is the best we can makin' sure you don't lose Molly too though? Jan 03 21:34:49 maybe Jan 03 21:35:37 I hoped mebbie I'd managed to talk sense into her Jan 03 21:39:55 * Morgan nods Jan 03 21:39:57 so did I Jan 03 21:40:25 Doesn' sound like it? Jan 03 21:41:31 A little perhaps Jan 03 21:45:03 You could have a chat with Inga, see if she can do anything Jan 03 21:47:02 You spoken to her about her not being involved? Jan 03 21:47:59 * HH sheepish Jan 03 21:48:20 Well, I was gonna, y'see, but something came up Jan 03 21:48:31 I see Jan 03 21:50:14 I can tell her later. She'll get that it's for her own good Jan 03 21:51:17 we'll see Jan 03 21:52:52 Y' do mean Inga, not Molly, yeah? Jan 03 21:53:13 of course Jan 03 21:55:09 Tell her yerself if you prefer, she won't bite Jan 03 21:55:22 and let you off the hook, you mean? Jan 03 21:57:54 I'm not afraid of Inga Jan 03 21:58:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 03 22:01:58 * HH glances at him Jan 03 22:02:00 What? Jan 03 22:03:48 didn't say anything Jan 03 22:05:03 You scared of Inga? Jan 03 22:05:54 Don't be absurd. A little perturbed that she'll face me down like Claudia does, mind... Jan 03 22:07:43 She knows I have her back, I reck'n. Not sure how the Stare Of Imminent Doom doesn' work on her Jan 03 22:08:51 I think I've only done it the once... she's just entirely unphased. I think it'd work if she'd known me here, though... Jan 03 22:10:52 She knows yer a big softy really Jan 03 22:12:51 Sometimes Jan 03 22:14:37 * HH nods, then watches him sidelong, smirking a little "You scared of Molly?" Jan 03 22:15:11 The only person I'm scared of is myself Jan 03 22:15:52 Ahh that's why y' avoid mirrors! Thought you were just scared o' cracking them Jan 03 22:16:41 * Morgan shrugs Jan 03 22:18:46 Scared you'll go AWOL again? Jan 03 22:20:22 Scared of how brutal I can be Jan 03 22:21:23 Still worried about it now Dau's dead? Jan 03 22:22:47 always Jan 03 22:23:12 * HH nods Jan 03 22:23:52 No one's perfect, not e'en me Jan 03 22:25:21 oh I know you aren't Jan 03 22:26:33 I give exc'lent hugs, apparently Jan 03 22:26:59 I cant argue with that Jan 03 22:29:26 * HH nods Jan 03 22:29:38 Wanna know th' secret? Jan 03 22:30:18 whats that? Jan 03 22:30:38 Make sure y' press in with yer hands Jan 03 22:30:53 Thought about that a lot have you? Jan 03 22:33:31 Inga told me that's why my hugs are th' best Jan 03 22:35:13 That means she's thought about it Jan 03 22:36:21 * HH nods, grinning Jan 03 22:36:27 Thinks about me a lot Jan 03 22:36:35 * Morgan nods Jan 03 22:38:47 You need one of my exc'lent hugs? Jan 03 22:39:35 why not Jan 03 22:41:04 * HH hugs him. He does press his hands firmly, like a soothing deep pressure. Thinking about it, it's just how it's always been with HH. Jan 03 22:42:17 See? Jan 03 22:42:57 Makes sense I suppose... Jan 03 22:43:18 **Varick comes running over to join in, interrupting them** Jan 03 22:51:13 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 04 12:49:16 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 12:49:47 **HH and Varick go cats in tow to find out the identity of the grey cat and so HH can practice his Avalonian. Morgan goes to the small cottage to see the wives, and as he's quietly going upstairs he can hear Molly talking over the swish of the broom** Jan 04 12:49:48 Even with everything that is happening of late, I cannot stop thinking of him. Jan 04 12:49:48 **Inga makes a noise of understanding** Jan 04 12:51:32 ((Listens quietly or interrupts?)) Jan 04 12:51:55 ((listens)) Jan 04 12:52:03 I am always wondering; what is he doing, what is he feeling, do I cross his mind like he crosses mine? Jan 04 12:52:03 **Inga must nod in Molly's pause** Jan 04 12:54:13 * Morgan frowns, listening Jan 04 12:54:44 I am always happily remembering the last times we were intimate, or happily imagining the next time we will be. Surely it is not normal to think of one's husband so oft? Jan 04 12:55:42 I: Heinzharold says the only creature with more lustiness than an adolescent boy is a young woman in love who is newly married to a man who is good in bed! Jan 04 12:55:42 **Molly giggles** Oh my goodness, Inga! *she laughs again** He's not wrong though! Jan 04 12:58:42 * Morgan blushes Jan 04 13:01:55 I: *she giggles too* So he's good in bed then? Jan 04 13:02:57 Not ju-... *she pauses* Yes. Very. I am so lucky. It is so much nicer than my mother said! Jan 04 13:08:58 * Morgan starts whistling quietly to himself, getting louder before opening the door Jan 04 13:12:17 **This starts them giggling, and they've only just managed to stop once he opens it. Inga is dusting the top of the wardrobe up a ladder whilst Molly sweeps the floor** Jan 04 13:12:35 Liebes herz... do you need me? Jan 04 13:13:10 **Inga coughs to conceal the giggling, and Molly shoots her a brief look before looking back to her husband* Jan 04 13:15:28 * Morgan eyes them suspiciously Jan 04 13:16:51 * Molly manages to look innocent, Inga concentrates on her work, not risking glancing down at either of them Jan 04 13:19:02 ladies... Jan 04 13:23:15 Is everything well? Jan 04 13:24:25 **Inga comes down from the ladder** I'll make some coffee? Jan 04 13:26:39 * Morgan nods Jan 04 13:27:13 HeinzHarold has taken Varick off to find out who the cat belongs to and I was definitely a spare wheel once Elsie and James started gazing into each others eyes Jan 04 13:27:43 **Inga goes downstairs** Jan 04 13:28:00 I am sorry they made you feel unwelcome Jan 04 13:28:22 * Molly sweeps the dust to one corner of Inga and Heinzharold's bedroom Jan 04 13:28:35 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 13:28:43 not unwelcome... just unnecessary Jan 04 13:33:26 * Molly nods Jan 04 13:33:56 I could find something for you to do if you wish to be necessary... dusting, perhaps Jan 04 13:34:01 * Molly smiles Jan 04 13:35:00 I wouldn't wish to interrupt your girl talk Jan 04 13:39:14 We were mostly just cleaning Jan 04 13:39:19 mostly... Jan 04 13:39:30 * Molly smiles a little Jan 04 13:39:39 Mmhmm... cleaning and talking Jan 04 13:40:07 * Morgan nods Jan 04 13:40:25 I: *she calls up* We've run out, I'll go next door and get some! Jan 04 13:41:01 * Molly smiles as the front door shuts Jan 04 13:41:26 I suppose you will need to help now, hmm? Jan 04 13:41:36 looks that way doesn't it Jan 04 13:41:59 Unless you would rather sit and talk? Jan 04 13:42:56 No, I don't mind being useful Jan 04 13:44:58 * Molly hands him the broom whilst she uses the smaller brush on the edges Jan 04 13:45:07 Are Elsie and James well? Jan 04 13:45:38 * Morgan nods Jan 04 13:45:41 aye, seem to be Jan 04 13:47:23 * Molly nods Jan 04 13:47:56 I wonder when her labour will start Jan 04 13:48:24 I don't know... Jan 04 13:48:51 I suppose it is probably always so frustrating to wait for it to begin... Jan 04 13:49:14 * Morgan nods Jan 04 13:49:16 aye Jan 04 13:52:00 * Molly scrubs the brush against the corner Jan 04 13:52:22 Did you have to want for Jana? Jan 04 13:52:44 No, not really Jan 04 13:54:58 * Molly nods Jan 04 13:56:14 I wonder if we should speak to Elsie about setting a day incase it does not start of it's own accord? Jan 04 13:57:30 That might be an idea Jan 04 13:59:48 * Molly sits back on her heels, watching him Jan 04 14:00:34 I'm not sure it will help anyone is we wait and wait, and it is less safe for the baby if it goes on too long Jan 04 14:00:41 If* Jan 04 14:00:48 * Morgan nods Jan 04 14:01:02 then it is something we should speak to her about soon Jan 04 14:04:49 * Molly nods. She watches him sweep a moment before going back to her work Jan 04 14:05:41 Before the weekend, I think, would be wise. I am also a little concerned we will be cutting it rather fine for Edward's wedding Jan 04 14:06:17 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 14:06:42 Rosenkrantz wants us to visit... his wife and daughter would be thrilled to see you Jan 04 14:07:10 * Molly frowns a little Jan 04 14:07:21 I _would_ like to see them, but... Jan 04 14:08:54 but... Jan 04 14:09:05 Seb. Jan 04 14:10:11 you are worried about how it will affect me? Jan 04 14:11:21 Yes... and also how awkward it might feel Jan 04 14:11:42 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 14:12:50 Do you think it will affect you? Jan 04 14:13:14 I don't know... HeinzHarold keeps trying to assure me he's not the sort to try to tempt you away Jan 04 14:17:01 * Molly nods Jan 04 14:17:25 Heinzharold thinks highly of him Jan 04 14:17:53 yes he does Jan 04 14:20:48 And Heinzharold is a good judge of character, generally? Jan 04 14:21:17 * Morgan nods Jan 04 14:21:18 usually Jan 04 14:24:26 You want us to go? Jan 04 14:25:34 As you said, you would like to see them Jan 04 14:27:25 That is not what I asked, my love. Jan 04 14:28:09 it might prove useful Jan 04 14:31:02 In what way? Jan 04 14:34:01 in ways we don't expect... Jan 04 14:35:02 Perhaps I could just avoid him Jan 04 14:36:20 I doubt it, and I daresay that would upset HeinzHarold Jan 04 14:37:41 * Molly nods Jan 04 14:37:59 I suppose so. Perhaps he and I will dislike each other Jan 04 14:39:21 Maybe Jan 04 14:39:53 * Molly watches him Jan 04 14:40:35 What would you do if your dreams and then circumstances led us towards another woman who could have been your wife? Jan 04 14:42:00 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 04 14:42:09 difficult to say, its only ever been you or Dietlinde in my dreams Jan 04 14:45:35 * Molly looks at the dust pan Jan 04 14:45:38 So far Jan 04 14:46:04 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 14:46:12 No reason for it to change Jan 04 14:48:31 There was no reason for me to suddenly have dreams containing him, it just happened Jan 04 14:48:53 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 14:49:05 I've been on both paths to the convergence, you haven't... Jan 04 14:54:22 I hadn't thought of it that way... in the path I have been with him on, you have stayed married Jan 04 14:54:47 * Morgan nods Jan 04 15:00:06 Though you only had boys Jan 04 15:00:25 * Morgan nods Jan 04 15:02:14 Do you think this with Seb bothers you less because you have been married before? Jan 04 15:03:22 No... it bothers me less because I know your interest in who he is is curiosity, not out of some feelings for him Jan 04 15:04:30 * Molly nods Jan 04 15:04:36 Absolutely Jan 04 15:05:19 * Molly scoops up the dust, then tips it from the window Jan 04 15:06:20 I do not love him nor desire him. You need not fear sharing my affection or esteem in any way Jan 04 15:07:00 * Morgan nods Jan 04 15:09:24 * Molly brushes off her skirt Jan 04 15:09:37 I wonder where Inga has gotten to? Jan 04 15:10:00 avoiding me in case I overheard you, maybe? Jan 04 15:10:20 * Molly watches him head tilted Jan 04 15:10:36 Whyever would you think she would need to? Jan 04 15:11:08 maybe she's embarrassed... Jan 04 15:11:54 Oh? Why so? *she continues to watch him, but he can see the blushing beginning* Jan 04 15:12:13 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 15:12:22 well, womenfolk do like to talk... Jan 04 15:12:50 Yes, though it is rarely of any interest to their menfolk... Jan 04 15:12:58 just about them... Jan 04 15:13:26 You think we may have been discussing Heinzharold, hmm? *she smiles playfully* Jan 04 15:13:48 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 15:13:50 I'll go find her Jan 04 15:15:29 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jan 04 15:18:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 04 15:19:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 15:36:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 04 15:45:31 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 16:10:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 04 16:43:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 16:45:56 * Molly comes to him, kissing his cheek "alright my love" Jan 04 17:12:21 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jan 04 17:29:43 [16:39] * Molly comes to him, kissing his cheek "alright my love" Jan 04 17:49:10 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 04 17:50:41 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 18:28:16 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 04 18:56:44 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 04 18:56:49 [18:50] (Varick) [16:39] * Molly comes to him, kissing his cheek "alright my love" Jan 04 19:00:58 * Morgan nods, going in search of Inga Jan 04 19:06:04 **In the big cottage kitchen Varick is feeding both the cats scraps of meat and they meow in synchronicity. Inga and HH are stood talking quietly* Jan 04 19:06:37 ah, that explains it Jan 04 19:09:44 * Varick looks up from where he is crouched Jan 04 19:09:46 Papa, he's just a stable cat! Jan 04 19:10:01 just a stable cat? Jan 04 19:11:00 He is no one's pet. **He makes puppy dog eyes at Morgan** That means he has no family and noone loves him. Jan 04 19:11:46 HH laughs: Looks like his Mama when he does that. Jan 04 19:12:09 does it indeed? Maybe HeinzHarold could care for him Jan 04 19:12:37 I: He'd spend all day sneezing! Jan 04 19:12:51 No, Papa, he wants to be my cat! Jan 04 19:13:12 Does he Jan 04 19:16:57 * Varick nods. He feeds them bit more Jan 04 19:17:35 HH grins at Morgan: Lookin' like y' just became a fam'ly of five! Jan 04 19:17:54 Just wondering if he actually told him that or if someone's pulling a fast one Jan 04 19:18:38 * Varick and the cats all watch Morgan Jan 04 19:19:13 HH: Don' worry, he's definitely a boy, seen grown men with smaller balls$ Jan 04 19:20:16 tell me, Varick, did he really tell you that? Jan 04 19:21:37 * Varick shrugs slightly "He said he likes me and Ulysses. He hasn't decided about you yet" Jan 04 19:21:54 **HH starts laughing, and Inga smiles** Jan 04 19:23:09 So he didn't say he wants to be your pet? Jan 04 19:26:20 * Varick looks at him seriously Jan 04 19:26:52 Papa, I dont think he knows what being a pet means. But he does like me and wants to spend time with me Jan 04 19:27:45 * Morgan sighs, crouching down low and holding a hand out to the cat Jan 04 19:31:40 * Varick looks at it a moment, and it comes over. It seems quite calm, though not as affectionate as Captain Ulysses Jan 04 19:32:16 * Morgan lets the cat sniff him as long as he wants before trying to stroke him Jan 04 19:34:19 **The cat lets him, but doesn't seem particularly bothered either way** Jan 04 19:35:20 He probably won't want to go on the ship... Jan 04 19:38:17 * Varick looks sad Jan 04 19:38:29 I didn't think about that Jan 04 19:39:19 * Morgan nods Jan 04 19:42:09 **HH comes over to Varick** Think mebbie Lady Torrington might like a cat as a pet? Or the staff? Jan 04 19:42:50 * Varick nods "what do you think, Papa? Maybe Lady Torrington is lonely for someone to love?" Jan 04 19:43:35 Could be... we'll talk to her about it Jan 04 19:48:10 But can he stay with us for a few days? Jan 04 19:48:52 I don't have an issue with that Jan 04 19:51:36 Can we take them for a walk around the estate? Jan 04 19:52:01 * Morgan nods Jan 04 19:52:08 best tell y'mama though Jan 04 19:54:50 * Varick looks at the cats a moment then goes. The felines sit like little statues, staring at Morgan Jan 04 19:55:02 HH: that's creepy Jan 04 19:55:46 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 04 20:01:29 **Varick is back and Molly comes with him. The five people and two cats make the long walk. It's dry but cold, and they're all freezing by the time they get back for Varick's tea. Both cats sleep on his bed. The Grownups evening is fun with chat and cards, but there's something bittersweet about watching Elsie as part if the merriment knowing she could have just hours left Jan 04 20:07:39 **He makes a solo trip around the estate before bed, the stars bright. He's seen them many times from his vantage point in the rose garden, but his time here at Catherine's is starting to feel short, and soon it will be time to hand his keys back again. Jan 04 20:07:48 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 04 20:08:44 * Molly is still tidying when he gets back, the warm candlelight drawing him back to the big cottage Jan 04 20:09:53 * Morgan sighs, removing his coat Jan 04 20:11:44 * Molly hangs it Jan 04 20:11:55 What is wrong, my love? Jan 04 20:14:58 It feels like our time here is coming to an end Jan 04 20:17:01 * Molly rubs his arm Jan 04 20:17:44 We have other adventures to have. They might not be here, but we will be together Jan 04 20:18:15 * Morgan nods Jan 04 20:22:33 It will be harder for you to go now than when you first returned the keys? Jan 04 20:24:53 I don't know... her Grace and I know eachother more now I think Jan 04 20:25:03 * Molly nods Jan 04 20:25:33 If there was nothing holding us to Eisen, would you want to stay here like this? Jan 04 20:27:00 I don't know... we've made friends here who don't expect anything from us... Jan 04 20:28:49 * Molly nods Jan 04 20:29:08 It will be hard in future with the titles... Jan 04 20:29:29 * Morgan nods Jan 04 20:31:01 * Molly watches him Jan 04 20:31:16 Is there anything I can do to make you feel better? Jan 04 20:31:38 I don't think so blossom Jan 04 20:33:42 * Molly nods Jan 04 20:33:54 I will turn in then Jan 04 20:34:28 * Morgan nods Jan 04 20:34:31 think I will too Jan 04 20:39:02 * Molly nods. Once in bed she gives him a gentle kiss goodnight before settling down to sing to him Jan 04 20:46:13 ((Tries to sleep?)) Jan 04 20:47:16 ((yeah)) Jan 04 20:48:11 **He starts to dream, unaware it is just a dream. It is a Saturday morning in February,  Catherine's gathering is in full swing. He has only just arrived back from Eisen. Molly has just lost the ship, and they are stood in the little hall between the dining hall and coachyard. Jan 04 20:48:11 Now seems like the only moment that they might have for him to tell her what he has been thinking about taking her as his mistress whilst being away. She's at the top of the stairs, and he is poking at the window frame with his knife. Jan 04 20:48:54 You wished to talk with me? **she looks serious* Jan 04 20:49:19 * Morgan nods Jan 04 20:51:43 This may not be the appropriate time but, I see no other coming... I did a lot of thinking while I was away and... I wish for more than to be just your friend... Jan 04 20:52:49 * Molly looks confused Jan 04 20:53:03 Are we not already closer than normal friends? Jan 04 20:53:17 yes but... more than that Jan 04 20:53:36 * Molly looks more confused Jan 04 20:53:41 Such as? Jan 04 20:53:51 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 20:54:02 I wish you to be my mistress... Jan 04 20:54:11 * Molly looks surprised Jan 04 20:54:17 Oh! Jan 04 20:56:40 * Morgan watches her Jan 04 20:57:54 * Molly looks on edge Jan 04 20:58:01 I am sorry, but I cannot. Jan 04 20:58:21 * Morgan looks crestfallen Jan 04 20:58:33 oh... I, uhhh... Jan 04 20:59:30 I have no ship and no future now. My reputation here will be in tatters. I no longer have my position in the estate. I have to marry, and soon. I no longer have the luxury of choosing to be a mistress. Jan 04 20:59:50 I... I will take care of you Jan 04 21:01:30 I know that you would be very generous, both during and afterwards... but the people of Tawstock were only just coming to soften towards me, and they will not now I have lost everything unless I can gain some respectability. Jan 04 21:02:16 afterwards? Jan 04 21:02:24 Once it was over Jan 04 21:03:12 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 21:03:22 this isn't some passing fancy... Jan 04 21:04:14 I did not mean in merely a few weeks... but in a few years, I want to have children. Jan 04 21:06:41 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 21:06:43 I see Jan 04 21:07:45 * Molly nods Jan 04 21:09:07 At which point any... arrangement would have needed to be ended anyway. I am sorry, it must have taken some soul-searching, but I cannot be your mistress now Jan 04 21:09:35 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned it Jan 04 21:10:18 I am very flattered, and if I had still had the Rose, and my independence, I might well have said yes Jan 04 21:10:41 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 21:10:43 it doesn't matter Jan 04 21:11:06 * Molly looks out of the window Jan 04 21:11:30 And now? Will you offer to Lady Siobahn? Jan 04 21:12:00 * Morgan scowls Jan 04 21:12:04 why the hell would I do that? Jan 04 21:12:58 Because she is beautiful, and because it was not so long ago that you were infatuated with her Jan 04 21:13:20 but I don't l... no. Jan 04 21:13:46 * Molly watches him, speaking quietly Jan 04 21:13:52 You don't what? Jan 04 21:14:10 * Morgan shrugs, gouging a chunk out of the doorframe Jan 04 21:14:22 * Molly frowns Jan 04 21:14:28 I have hurt you. Jan 04 21:16:01 It doesn't matter Jan 04 21:16:14 Of course it does! Jan 04 21:16:50 * Molly sits on the top step Jan 04 21:17:59 I'm _tired_, liebes herz. I am so tired of fighting for everything only for it to go wrong. Jan 04 21:18:18 * Morgan sighs Jan 04 21:18:28 Its not you that has got it wrong Jan 04 21:19:07 You have not misread me. I have made my heart plain to you. Jan 04 21:20:49 * Morgan shrugs Jan 04 21:20:55 but it doesn't matter Jan 04 21:21:33 Of course it matters, but... the things I need are the things you cannot give to me. Jan 04 21:22:50 Then there's no point dragging it out, no matter the strength of our feelings Jan 04 21:23:04 **The dining room door opens, and Kai strolls out, a letter in hand. He spots Molly, looking her over appreciatively "Ah, zere you are, Molly!" Jan 04 21:24:22 * Molly just looks at him neutrally "Yes?" **he briefly inclines his head to Morgan before looking back to her** Jan 04 21:26:16 **Kai hands her the letter** Zis is ze final invoice for ze zervice my company has given you. Jan 04 21:26:51 * Morgan glances at him, then at Molly Jan 04 21:28:22 * Molly blinks rapidly, then frowns "I'm sorry, what? An _invoice_, when I have only minutes ago learnt of my ship's destruction?" Jan 04 21:29:00 An invoice for a crew whose incompetence led to the ship being destroyed... assuming you had nothing to do with it.... Jan 04 21:30:04 **Kai shrugs arrogantly* All iz fair in love und business, ja? Ze crew had families zat must be provided for, und the ship owner is alvays responsible for ze lost lives of her crew. Jan 04 21:30:35 * Morgan moves suddenly, smashing his fist into the side of Kais jaw Jan 04 21:31:37 **Kai staggers before turning a furious expression on Morgan** You vill apologise for zat before I get Lady Torrington involved! Jan 04 21:33:24 * Molly opens the invoice, speaking quietly "Fucking hell." Jan 04 21:33:38 You've had that coming for a long time... you'll get paid IF I am convinced you are not the sort of murderous , opportunistic... _person_ you've always seemed Jan 04 21:34:35 K: Vhy don't you run along, Morgan? Molly und I have things to discuss. Jan 04 21:34:52 * Morgan grins at him Jan 04 21:35:01 why don't you make me Jan 04 21:35:51 * Molly stands up, brushing off her skirt "I will not discuss anything alone with you. I do not trust you." Jan 04 21:36:57 K: **he points at Morgan** Ve vill deal vis zis in the vays of our forefathers, as a matter of honour. Jan 04 21:37:16 You speak of honour as if you have some Jan 04 21:37:48 K: You vill face me in a duel, or I vill make your life a living hell! Jan 04 21:38:49 Kai, you already make it a living hell, along with everyone you ever meet... but if you want your face bloodied, I'd be happy to oblige Jan 04 21:39:48 * Molly frowns, her tone unusually scathing "Are you going to invoice Morgan almost two thousand guilders also? Surely you know you have just ruined my life!" Jan 04 21:41:23 **Kai looks at Morgan** Dawn then. **he turns his attention to Molly** Perhaps you vould like to reconsider the offer made to you last night zat you so rudely dismissed... Jan 04 21:41:33 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 21:41:35 what offer? Jan 04 21:41:47 * Molly is frowning too Jan 04 21:41:52 I have no idea Jan 04 21:43:05 K: She vas very intoxicated, she could barely valk straight. it does not surprise me zat she now claims she does not remember. Jan 04 21:43:20 More likely you're just that unmemorable Jan 04 21:43:29 * Molly looks at the floor, clearly embarrassed Jan 04 21:44:44 K: Vhere as you are so memorable she turned down being my mistress and vorking alongside me to run ze Rose because she loves you(!) Jan 04 21:45:17 * Molly doesn't look up, staying silent. Jan 04 21:45:27 You can go now colonel Jan 04 21:47:08 K: No, I vant to hear her say she vill reconsider ze first part of my offer, acceptance of which vould clear her debt und allow her to leave here for good. Jan 04 21:48:09 She will not be reconsidering your offer, and should you mention it again ,you won't make it to dawn to face me. Now fuck off. Jan 04 21:49:30 K: Und you can be sure if you survive ze duel Lady Torrington vill not keep on a man who says that to her guests! **he slams the door on his way out, no doubt going to tattle** Jan 04 21:49:43 * Molly sighs, still not looking up Jan 04 21:49:49 * Morgan draws a breath Jan 04 21:50:02 I'm going to kill him... but not right now Jan 04 21:51:26 * Molly just nods, folding up the invoice Jan 04 21:53:01 Right now, you and I need to talk... Jan 04 21:53:44 * Molly nods, putting it in her pocket. She still doesnt make eye contact Jan 04 21:53:48 Here? Jan 04 21:53:57 outside Jan 04 21:55:12 * Molly follows him. The day is surprisingly mild. By the icehouse would grant a little privacy and a reasonable distance. Jan 04 21:56:19 was he telling the truth? Jan 04 21:56:52 * Molly stands straight, her fingers clasped together Jan 04 21:57:51 About what? *she still doesnt look directly at him. She looks like a child anticipating being scolded, or worse* Jan 04 21:58:44 you know what Jan 04 21:59:00 That I was drunk? Jan 04 21:59:12 No... Jan 04 22:00:08 I was though. I do not know what I may or may not have said in response to an offer he may or may not have made Jan 04 22:01:53 thats not what I'm asking... Jan 04 22:02:33 What are you asking? *she crosses her arms around her waist* Jan 04 22:03:10 You love me? Jan 04 22:03:45 * Molly is quiet a moment before she nods Jan 04 22:04:43 I do. Jan 04 22:04:51 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 04 22:04:52 I see Jan 04 22:05:36 * Molly stays quiet again, offering no excuse, no apology, and still no eye contact Jan 04 22:06:48 I did not want you to be my mistress simply because I care for you or desire you... Jan 04 22:07:15 * Molly 's brow furrows slightly Jan 04 22:07:20 Why then? Jan 04 22:08:02 because, as difficult as it is, I feel the same Jan 04 22:08:47 **movement catches his eye. A gray cat saunters haughtily from the stable. Molly shakes her head** That is impossible... Jan 04 22:09:23 It is not Jan 04 22:09:51 * Molly glances up at him, looking very troubled Jan 04 22:10:06 I have made things very complicated Jan 04 22:10:17 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 04 22:10:33 Yes. But that has not stopped it Jan 04 22:10:45 I never intended for you to know Jan 04 22:12:04 **The cat stops in the middle of the coachyard, watching them** Jan 04 22:12:59 Well, I never intended to feel it for anyone else Jan 04 22:15:20 * Molly nods "I... I do not know what I can give you. My life is in tatters, and I will not stop yearning to one day be a wife and mother. It is in my blood" Jan 04 22:16:38 * Morgan sighs, nodding Jan 04 22:16:43 I don't know what I can offer you Jan 04 22:17:27 * Molly nods "I am sorry. It's all so impossible. I should go" Jan 04 22:17:40 I don't _want_ you to go... Jan 04 22:17:49 * Molly nods Jan 04 22:18:34 I know, but I need to think. I need to workout if I can manage to go on just as your mistress and that be enough for me. Jan 04 22:20:09 I want you with me... until the end. Jan 04 22:21:59 But I cannot be your wife, and I cannot be the mother to your child. I know. **she presses a quick chaste kiss to his cheek. It could be an expression of fondness, it could be an apology, it could be goodbye, it's impossible to tell** Jan 04 22:22:31 * Morgan frowns Jan 04 22:23:33 * Molly moves away "Lady Catherine will need you now, no doubt things are very dramatic in there" Jan 04 22:23:59 No, I cannot let you go. Jan 04 22:24:14 Yes you can. Jan 04 22:24:56 No, I will not. I want you with me, I want to be with you for the rest of my damned life. I need you. Jan 04 22:27:29 I appreciate that. But I do not wish to never be recognised properly, to always be gossiped of and looked down upon. Jan 04 22:28:44 * Morgan straightens up Jan 04 22:28:49 that is your final word on the matter? Jan 04 22:29:30 No. I have said I need to think and decide which sacrifices I can make. Jan 04 22:30:59 It seems you've already decided. I shall attend to my duties until I face Kai at dawn. Excuse me. Jan 04 22:31:33 * Molly catches his arm Jan 04 22:31:35 Wait. Jan 04 22:31:58 For what? Jan 04 22:32:10 If I became your mistress, that would not just be in name? Jan 04 22:33:02 What do you mean? Jan 04 22:33:16 Everything that would normally occur between a nobleman and his mistress would be able to occur between us? Jan 04 22:33:36 * Morgan blushes Jan 04 22:33:42 when we were ready Jan 04 22:34:03 * Molly looks intensely practical, rather than embarrassed Jan 04 22:34:29 And to what time frame would you anticipate that? Decades? Years? Jan 04 22:34:41 Neither Jan 04 22:34:51 Sooner? Jan 04 22:35:34 * Morgan nods Jan 04 22:36:33 * Molly nods quietly, obviously thinking, but her hand remains on his arm Jan 04 22:38:13 And you would make efforts to prevent a child? Jan 04 22:38:35 * Morgan looks pained Jan 04 22:39:11 * Molly nods Jan 04 22:40:23 I will return this evening, if you will be free to see me? Jan 04 22:40:52 * Morgan sighs, nodding Jan 04 22:40:56 I will be here Jan 04 22:41:49 * Molly nods, letting go Jan 04 22:42:10 Until later then Jan 04 22:42:40 * Morgan nods, looking at her for a moment before heading back off towards the house Jan 04 22:44:17 **the grey cat manages to get between his feet and trips him. The impact makes him jolt awake. Molly pats and shushes him mostly asleep " 's ok. Dream. Shh..." Jan 04 22:44:47 * Morgan grumbles for a moment, trying to get an idea for the time Jan 04 22:45:19 **it's about one, he's been asleep less than two hours** Jan 04 22:46:06 * Morgan sighs, trying to settle down again Jan 04 23:06:23 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 05 09:33:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 05 09:34:23 **She pats him still, getting slower and slower, and he falls back asleep. He starts to dream. He is in his Star Girl's untidy apartment, her hand running up his back, just where he had awoken before after they had discussed her working in Fischler and looking for a house in Innesbruck. He doesn't recall waking, or any gap at all. She kisses him** Jan 05 09:34:24 I made the bed. Share it with me? Jan 05 09:36:11 * Morgan nods Jan 05 09:38:59 * Molly takes him by the hand and leads him to it. The sheets are a navy satin Jan 05 09:39:05 Last night I rather had my way with you, tonight perhaps you wish to have yours with me? Jan 05 09:39:38 I, umm... Jan 05 09:42:56 * Molly smiles Jan 05 09:43:12 Unless you are here just for company? Jan 05 09:43:52 I didn't mean... I'm just not sure what I'm supposed to do Jan 05 09:46:17 * Molly nods, starting to undress him, kissing his neck as she does Jan 05 09:46:50 Then we will go to bed and see where things take us. Do not worry, it is new to everyone at some time Jan 05 09:47:02 * Morgan nods Jan 05 09:51:12 Are you sure you wish to? Jan 05 09:52:42 * Morgan nods Jan 05 09:52:44 aye Jan 05 09:54:16 * Molly finishes fully undressing him before undressing herself slowly as she watches him Jan 05 09:55:14 Tonight is the last night we have, for at least a while... Jan 05 09:57:18 * Morgan nods Jan 05 10:00:38 * Molly turns down the sheets with a swishing sound before lying on the bed and watching him, wearing a smile and nothing else in the candlelight. She makes a come hither motion to him Jan 05 10:00:54 * Morgan comes over to h er Jan 05 10:03:16 * Molly encourages him to lie beside her, and spends quite some time kissing his neck and shoulders, just allowing him to get used to being that close with her before eventually laying on her back "would you like to be atop me this time?" Jan 05 10:03:37 * Morgan nods Jan 05 10:03:38 aye Jan 05 10:09:32 * Molly smiles, urging him to move between her thighs Jan 05 10:09:42 Don't be nervous, okay? Jan 05 10:11:15 * Morgan smiles Jan 05 10:11:20 somewhat easier said than done Jan 05 10:16:30 What makes you nervous? What concerns you? Jan 05 10:18:06 doing it wrong, I suppose Jan 05 10:21:17 You won't. Just move as feels good to you, that's what I would like Jan 05 10:22:09 * Morgan nods, getting himself into position Jan 05 10:24:20 * Molly moves up to him encouragingly Jan 05 10:25:42 * Morgan pushes himself into her Jan 05 10:28:13 * Molly watches him with a smile, her hands running down his back "That's right..." Jan 05 10:29:28 * Morgan nods, building up a gentle thrusting rhythm Jan 05 10:31:23 * Molly moans beneath him, smiling reassuringly "does that feel good to you?" Jan 05 10:31:43 * Morgan nods Jan 05 10:36:10 * Molly smiles "To me too" She grinds up to him Jan 05 10:37:03 * Morgan nods, continuing his pace Jan 05 10:39:09 * Molly is clearly enjoying this Jan 05 10:39:45 You... should still... *she moans loudly, nearly at her peak*... withdraw Jan 05 10:41:22 * Morgan nods, doing so at the critical moment Jan 05 10:45:02 * Molly seems to get great enjoyment from the feel of his release on her skin. A few breathless moments later, they get cleaned up and soon she is lying in his arms Jan 05 10:45:07 That was wonderful Jan 05 10:45:46 * Morgan nods Jan 05 10:45:48 aye Jan 05 10:47:23 * Molly falls asleep, as does he. The sun that wakes him a couple of hours later is bright in his face, and they get up and re-dress. **She kisses him on the threshold to her apartment when he leaves. Jan 05 10:48:05 I will write to your Graf and request hospitality whilst I house hunt. I will arrive just after Prophet's Mass so that I do not intrude. **The celebration is three weeks away, he will be home in less than two* Jan 05 10:48:16 * Morgan nods Jan 05 10:48:18 alright Jan 05 10:48:33 I am not sure precisely what the future may hold for us, though I would give you the comfort of knowing that I have no other lovers or entanglements. Jan 05 10:49:06 I am glad to hear that Jan 05 10:49:18 And you? Jan 05 10:49:36 No, nothing Jan 05 10:49:47 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 05 10:49:52 Safe travels then Jan 05 10:50:16 * Morgan inclines his head Jan 05 10:50:19 and you Jan 05 10:50:46 * Molly nods, watching him go. The route to the inn he and his friends are staying at is familiar this time, and he finds only Heinzharold in the breakfast room, eating his way through a sizeable plate of bacon that is probably going on Morgan's bill Jan 05 10:50:46 * Molly waves a hand in his direction "Got lipstick on yer neck" Jan 05 10:50:51 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 05 10:54:42 * Morgan rubs at his neck, sitting down Jan 05 10:55:50 Was joking, but goes to show what you've been up to! Jan 05 10:56:24 shut up Jan 05 10:57:12 * HH laughs Jan 05 10:57:41 Wha' the hell happened? Thought you were savin' yerself for marriage? Jan 05 10:57:58 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 10:58:01 * HH puts a few rashers of bacon on a side plate for Morgan Jan 05 10:59:02 You love her? **he stuffs some of his bacon in his mouth before pouring another coffee** Jan 05 10:59:30 Definitely something more there than just attraction Jan 05 11:00:00 * HH gives him the coffee black Jan 05 11:00:30 Who is she? Y' even know her name? Jan 05 11:00:39 * Morgan frowns Jan 05 11:00:44 uhhh Jan 05 11:00:59 * HH laughs, shaking his head Jan 05 11:02:45 The ceasefire's gone to yer head. Five years o' being like a monk, soon as th' War is over yer swiving a atranger Jan 05 11:04:36 She's looking to live in Innesbruck Jan 05 11:05:13 Huh. Wants you to find 'er a job, or keep her? Jan 05 11:06:04 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 05 11:06:06 no Jan 05 11:07:08 Hope y' were careful, Morgan. You know what my Ma says about not riskin' making a mother of a women you wouldn' make a wife of! *he grins* Jan 05 11:07:36 first, of course I was, second, who says I wouldn't? Jan 05 11:08:13 Y'dont know her name, where she's from, or who her family is... can 'ardly marry her Jan 05 11:08:27 Not yet anyway Jan 05 11:10:08 * HH nods slowly "What about Dietlinde? Not goin' to toy with her feelings, right? **he looks uncommonly serious, maybe even protective** Jan 05 11:10:27 of course not Jan 05 11:10:58 * HH nods "Good." He eats his last piece of bacon. Jan 05 11:11:05 you like her? Jan 05 11:11:48 * HH shrugs "Nice girl, don't want her hurt. She was my Shadowfayre Queen back in '61" Jan 05 11:12:12 I see Jan 05 11:12:51 * HH filches a piece of bacon back "Ne'er thought you'd lose yer virginity before me!" Jan 05 11:15:15 No, nor did I if I'm honest Jan 05 11:19:30 Worth it? Jan 05 11:19:39 * HH drinks some coffee Jan 05 11:19:45 I think so, aye Jan 05 11:20:26 Mebbie I'll stick with Everything But then. Jan 05 11:21:46 * Morgan nods, eating his bacon Jan 05 11:22:20 Ready t' go when Claudia gets back? Jan 05 11:23:13 * Morgan nods Jan 05 11:23:15 aye Jan 05 11:23:47 Lookin' forward to going home? Jan 05 11:24:06 * Morgan nods, smiling Jan 05 11:24:08 definitely Jan 05 11:25:09 Wonder if Edward will 'ave made it back, or if he's also got some young woman he's bedding Jan 05 11:25:28 you know the army, late to everything Jan 05 11:25:36 * HH grins, pinching more bacon Jan 05 11:25:48 Better than coming early Jan 05 11:26:25 which wouldn't surprise anyone, lets be honest Jan 05 11:26:49 **he nods** Embarrassing. Least tha's what I hear. You're the expert now! Jan 05 11:27:58 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 11:28:42 **a waiter brings in more bacon, sausages, and eggs, it smells really good** Gonna be a problem for you if mebbie I do drop by an' see her when we get back? Jan 05 11:29:37 see who? Jan 05 11:29:43 Dietlinde Jan 05 11:30:00 No, I suppose not Jan 05 11:32:44 * HH nods, filling his plate again Jan 05 11:33:13 Y' should eat, tou look like y' slept in yer clothes, and not for very long! Jan 05 11:33:42 * Morgan shrugs, but eats Jan 05 11:36:03 **it all tastes and smells so good. He wakes up, being able to smell the same things** Jan 05 11:36:58 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed Jan 05 11:38:08 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 05 11:38:17 * Molly isn't there Jan 05 11:38:36 where are you my love? Jan 05 11:38:58 [Making breakfast] Jan 05 11:39:10 * Morgan nods to himself, heading downstairs Jan 05 11:41:01 * Molly is just in her dressing gown, the kitchen also smells like fresh bread Jan 05 11:41:16 I'm sorry, I couldn't get back to sleep Jan 05 11:41:16 you couldn't sleep? Jan 05 11:41:27 What time did you get up? Jan 05 11:41:46 * Molly shrugs "a few hours ago" Jan 05 11:41:58 * Morgan frowns Jan 05 11:41:59 why? Jan 05 11:42:27 I have no idea. I just could not settle. I thought I would have breakfast ready for you Jan 05 11:42:57 * Morgan nods Jan 05 11:43:11 * Molly smiles "It won't be long" She makes him some coffee, putting it on the table Jan 05 11:43:27 And you, my love? How did you sleep? Jan 05 11:43:35 about the usual Jan 05 11:43:55 * Molly pulls out a chair for him Jan 05 11:44:00 Nightmares again? Jan 05 11:44:05 sort of Jan 05 11:48:35 * Molly nods Jan 05 11:48:47 I am sorry I was not there if you needed me Jan 05 11:49:12 You were when I needed you. Jan 05 11:51:00 Was I? Jan 05 11:51:43 * Morgan nods Jan 05 11:53:15 I do not recall. Did you already tell me? *she quickly flips the food before coming to sit beside him* Jan 05 11:54:23 No, you were mostly asleep still Jan 05 11:54:36 * Molly nods Jan 05 11:54:43 But I still helped? Jan 05 11:54:51 * Morgan nods Jan 05 11:57:20 * Molly smiles Jan 05 11:57:23 I like that Jan 05 11:57:55 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jan 05 12:02:50 What was the nightmare? Jan 05 12:04:24 when I asked you to be my mistress, you said no... Jan 05 12:06:13 * Molly looks surprised Jan 05 12:06:22 That's rather strange Jan 05 12:06:35 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 12:06:48 I was unkind? Jan 05 12:07:07 no, you wanted security, to be a wife, to have a child... Jan 05 12:08:52 * Molly nods Jan 05 12:09:09 Those are big things Jan 05 12:09:20 * Morgan nods Jan 05 12:11:03 * Molly takes his hand Jan 05 12:11:10 You were very sad? Jan 05 12:11:25 it was painful Jan 05 12:12:43 * Molly nods Jan 05 12:12:50 It sounds dreadful Jan 05 12:12:58 it wasn't nice Jan 05 12:13:29 What happened then? Jan 05 12:13:58 You needed to think, I had to go and make sure Dau wasn't causing havoc Jan 05 12:14:14 * Molly nods Jan 05 12:14:22 An alternate path? Jan 05 12:15:07 I don't know Jan 05 12:19:06 * Molly nods Jan 05 12:19:20 It is plausible, but highly unlikely Jan 05 12:19:38 * Morgan nods Jan 05 12:24:20 * Molly squeezes his hand Jan 05 12:24:30 And how do you feel now? Jan 05 12:25:09 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 12:25:10 alright Jan 05 12:28:21 * Molly nods, getting up to attend to the breakfast briefly again Jan 05 12:28:42 I loved being your mistress. I was not unhappy. Jan 05 12:29:37 * Morgan nods Jan 05 12:33:25 Did you sleep peacefully after that? Jan 05 12:35:44 No, I had another of the star girl dreams Jan 05 12:37:43 * Molly smiles "Oh really? That sounds nice" Jan 05 12:41:52 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 05 13:35:52 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 05 13:35:58 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 05 13:36:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 05 13:36:13 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 05 13:36:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 05 13:36:28 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 05 13:48:52 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 05 13:49:05 [12:31] * Molly smiles "Oh really? That sounds nice" Jan 05 13:49:45 * Morgan nods Jan 05 13:54:02 Did we end up together this time? Jan 05 13:54:22 we were intimate Jan 05 13:57:00 * Molly smiles Jan 05 13:57:15 It was your second time? Jan 05 13:57:23 * Morgan nods Jan 05 13:59:35 * Molly looks wistful "I'm sorry I wasn't dreaming it with you!" Jan 05 14:01:18 * Morgan nods Jan 05 14:02:22 Oh! Was my absence when you awoke a problem? Jan 05 14:02:45 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 14:02:51 No, its alright Jan 05 14:06:17 * Molly gets a plate Jan 05 14:06:46 All you ever need do is call me... Jan 05 14:07:51 * Morgan nods Jan 05 14:08:44 * Molly puts everything she has cooked on the large plate, and brings smaller plates too so they can help themselves Jan 05 14:08:51 Except tomorrow, sadly Jan 05 14:09:19 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 05 14:09:55 But until then, I am at your disposal Jan 05 14:13:15 Have you seen her this morning? Jan 05 14:13:21 * Molly collects cutlery, then more coffee before sitting down across from him Jan 05 14:13:37 Elsie? No, they're still asleep Jan 05 14:13:43 * Morgan nods Jan 05 14:15:11 Did you wish me to wake them? Jan 05 14:15:36 No, let them sleep Jan 05 14:16:09 Did you ask because you thought it might be today? Jan 05 14:18:32 * Morgan nods Jan 05 14:21:02 * Molly smiles "Do you have the rhyme in Eisen about the characteristics of children born on particular days?" Jan 05 14:21:25 * Morgan npds Jan 05 14:21:28 aye Jan 05 14:23:15 They say here that a child born on sunday is "bonny and blithe, good and gay" Jan 05 14:23:54 * Morgan nods Jan 05 14:25:28 Sadly I have no idea what day I was born on. We know the date thanks to Natasha, but unless you are excellent at mathematics I would need some old calendars. Jan 05 14:27:20 * Morgan scratches his chin, thinking Jan 05 14:28:47 * Morgan sips his coffee, smiling momentarily Jan 05 14:28:48 friday Jan 05 14:28:54 * Molly smiles Jan 05 14:29:04 That's rather nice, isn't it? Jan 05 14:29:53 * Morgan nice Jan 05 14:33:58 I'm very impressed you could do that in your head, my love Jan 05 14:36:27 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 14:39:31 It appears your head is also useful Jan 05 14:39:46 * Molly sips her coffee and starts eating Jan 05 14:42:17 I'm a generally useful person Jan 05 14:44:04 * Molly nods Jan 05 14:44:44 Very useful, in many ways! **HH comes in from outside, eyes lighting up at the sight of lots of food. He doesn't even notice that Molly's hair is down and she's only in her dressing gown. He says a cheerful "Mornin'!", but it looks more like he's talking to the food rather than his friends** Jan 05 14:45:19 * Molly watches Morgan, just smiling Jan 05 14:46:04 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jan 05 14:46:27 * Molly tries not to giggle Jan 05 14:46:48 **HH pulls up a chair, a plate and a fork** I'm starvin' Jan 05 14:47:02 you're always starving Jan 05 14:50:03 * Molly nods, putting plenty on his plate, before inclining his head to Molly. He's eaten several mouthfuls before he says to Morgan "Yer wife looks different today" Jan 05 14:50:09 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 05 14:52:39 thats because she's not dressed... Jan 05 14:55:37 **HH does a double take, bacon half way to his mouth** Oh yeah, that'll be it! Jan 05 14:56:28 **Molly starts to smile** I should go and rectify that, excuse me. Jan 05 14:56:49 I'll keep my eyes shut, shall I? Jan 05 14:58:14 I expect your wife would appreciate that Jan 05 15:01:25 * HH covers his eyes. Molly glances at him, then gets up. She smiles at Morgan as she passes, gently touching his shoulder Jan 05 15:01:49 M: I'll see you in a while, my love Jan 05 15:02:27 alright blossom Jan 05 15:03:51 **she goes upstairs** Jan 05 15:04:02 Can I uncover m' eyes now? Jan 05 15:04:58 aye Jan 05 15:05:30 * HH does so Jan 05 15:06:01 Hope I didn' interrupt! **his grin implies otherwise* Jan 05 15:06:14 No, not at all Jan 05 15:07:34 * HH nods, earing again Jan 05 15:07:39 No babe? Jan 05 15:08:59 No... Jan 05 15:10:04 * HH nods Jan 05 15:10:23 Good night? Jan 05 15:31:22 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 15:34:35 * HH looks at him Jan 05 15:34:40 You okay, man? Jan 05 15:36:07 * Morgan nods Jan 05 15:36:08 aye Jan 05 15:40:00 * HH nods Jan 05 15:40:22 Any more progress with **he gestures towards the ceiling**? Jan 05 15:40:43 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 15:40:45 we'll see Jan 05 15:41:51 Spoke to Inga, she says she'll 'ave a word if you want Jan 05 15:42:08 * Morgan nods Jan 05 15:42:18 I take it I still need to talk to her? Jan 05 15:44:48 She's your wife, man, what do you think? Jan 05 15:45:46 Think she'd be willing t' hurt you t' get what she wants? Jan 05 15:46:37 I meant your wife not being involved Jan 05 15:51:17 Nah, she's good. Told her that's how she can best help everyone, an' how it's the most important job b'cause noone else can focus on the surgery without knowing he's safe and protected Jan 05 15:52:40 * Morgan nods Jan 05 15:52:42 good Jan 05 15:54:34 * HH glances at the window Jan 05 15:55:13 Better get movin' **he picks up some bacon and stands up* Jan 05 15:55:22 * Morgan nods, doing likewise Jan 05 15:59:30 **It's cold but dry. They sit quietly on the wall as the dawn comes, eating their bacon. After about ten minutes he says* No more dreams of Jana? Jan 05 15:59:55 Not so far Jan 05 16:02:36 * HH nods Jan 05 16:02:58 I dreamt I lived in the Schwarzenwald Jan 05 16:06:34 oh? Jan 05 16:10:38 Pretty weird. Like olden times weird. Whole little village out there. Jan 05 16:16:32 where abouts? Jan 05 16:17:27 Not a clue. Proper in the woods, not near the lake. **he glances round** Had a different wife Jan 05 16:17:49 * Morgan frowns Jan 05 16:17:50 weird Jan 05 16:21:43 * HH nods Jan 05 16:22:01 She was a bit mean. Not like my lil darlin Jan 05 16:22:12 interesting Jan 05 16:26:20 * HH nods Jan 05 16:26:57 **Molly is back downstairs and feeding everyone when they return. Elsie and James are smartly dressed* Jan 05 16:31:42 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 05 16:32:45 * Molly and Inga are flitting around cleaning and tidying. HH catches hold of his wife and whispers in her ear. Whatever it is makes her blush. Jan 05 16:35:57 * Morgan watches them a moment before glancing at everyone else Jan 05 16:38:27 **James helps Elsie up. It seems impossible, but she's gotten even bigger** Jan 05 16:41:16 What've you two got planned today? Jan 05 16:43:56 E: It's time for church Jan 05 16:44:48 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 05 16:47:40 **James gets her cloak. She tries to button it, but the middle two buttons will not do up over her stomach. She starts to laugh Jan 05 16:47:49 * Molly is now known as Elsie Jan 05 16:49:54 Not having a lot of luck there Jan 05 16:53:15 * Elsie shakes her head Jan 05 16:53:38 I'm too big for almost everything now. Even my boots are tighter Jan 05 16:55:10 *James takes off Elsie's cloak before putting his own on her, and she does that up with ease. They smile at each other a moment as if the others weren't even there. Molly watches them, a hint of sadness in her expression Jan 05 16:59:37 * Morgan reaches over and squeezes her hand Jan 05 17:01:41 **she links her fingers with his, not letting go even as Elsie and James say goodbye. Inga encourages Varick to go and play on the swing with her and Heinzharold, leaving Molly and Morgan alone in the kitchen** Jan 05 17:01:48 * Elsie is now known as Molly Jan 05 17:02:41 * Molly watches from the front window as the church-going couple walk down the lawn, her on his arm Jan 05 17:07:33 * Molly still keeps hold of his hand, saying nothing Jan 05 17:10:43 * Morgan sighs Jan 05 17:11:13 * Molly nods, biting her lip Jan 05 17:14:16 I'm stronger than you think... you can draw from me more than you think Jan 05 17:17:30 * Molly nods, swallowing hard "mmhmm" Jan 05 17:19:03 * Morgan pulls her to him, wrapping his arms around her Jan 05 17:20:29 * Molly rests her forehead to his chest and cries Jan 05 17:21:41 * Morgan rocks her gently Jan 05 17:24:08 * Molly holds tight to him, just staying there and not fighting the emotion Jan 05 17:29:47 * Morgan jus told son to her Jan 05 17:33:06 It's... so... unfair! Jan 05 17:34:45 I know Jan 05 17:36:12 I just want to save her... I want to save them! Jan 05 17:38:13 I know, so do I Jan 05 17:39:18 I will use what I have to from you, but only where it is safe to. I will not put you at risk. Jan 05 17:40:04 And you will not put yourself at risk? Jan 05 17:40:28 * Molly sighs, nodding Jan 05 17:40:53 It will not be easy to not take that chance, but I promised you. Jan 05 17:41:58 I would rather I be at risk than you... I carried on on that island for days on the brink of death, yet here I am Jan 05 17:43:46 * Molly looks up at him, but stays in his arms. There are still tears on her cheeks. "I cannot lose you. I would rather die than endure it. I could not start again as you have, I am not that strong" Jan 05 17:45:05 You are stronger than you think, and you'd have everyone around you. My point is I can endure more than you think Jan 05 17:46:11 They would not be enough, liebes herz. I need you like I need to breathe. I will take from you if I must, but I will be careful. Jan 05 17:47:05 * Morgan sighs Jan 05 17:47:57 I won't sacrifice you, and I will not sacrifice myself because I know you need me. Jan 05 17:48:57 * Morgan nods Jan 05 17:50:11 * Molly watches him intently Jan 05 17:51:26 I cannot change what happened to Elsie. I cannot even guarantee her survival. I can save you from years ahead without me. Jan 05 18:01:24 * Morgan nods Jan 05 18:02:02 * Molly puts her hand on his cheek, voice soft Jan 05 18:02:33 You've been through enough. I won't put you through it again out choice. Jan 05 18:02:45 thank you Jan 05 18:03:31 * Molly nods. She moves to her tip toes to kiss him gently Jan 05 18:08:32 I am sorry I have worried you Jan 05 18:08:45 * Morgan nods Jan 05 18:08:48 its alright Jan 05 18:09:04 * Molly looks a little unsure Jan 05 18:09:25 You should be able to rest east that _you_ are my priority Jan 05 18:09:28 Easy* Jan 05 18:10:30 Given the situation, I understand your need to save her Jan 05 18:13:57 * Molly nods Jan 05 18:14:09 It is not as great as my need to save you Jan 05 18:14:19 You already did Jan 05 18:14:45 * Molly watches him, smitten Jan 05 18:14:48 I am glad Jan 05 18:17:35 This is where I wish to be, with you, in your arms, in the years ahead when these challenges are just memories we share. I want to love you for decades, and if there is a way to still love you like this when our lives are over, I will love you then too Jan 05 18:18:50 Then the first step, my love, is to stay with me Jan 05 18:19:06 * Molly nods Jan 05 18:19:58 I will. *she smiles* Keep a firm grip on me, and I cannot go anywhere. Jan 05 18:21:38 * Morgan nods Jan 05 18:22:33 And you, my love? You will not leave me? Jan 05 18:23:19 I'd tear the world apart to be at your side Jan 05 18:23:39 * Molly looks deeply touched by this Jan 05 18:24:07 For Theah's sake, let us hope you never have to... Jan 05 18:24:30 **There's a sudden knock at the door that makes her jump** Jan 05 19:10:13 * Morgan sighs, going to answer the door Jan 05 19:14:22 **Doctor Rosenkrantz is stood there. He bows** Good morning, Your Excellency. Jan 05 19:15:56 * Morgan inclines his head Jan 05 19:16:01 Doctor... come in Jan 05 19:18:17 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Jan 05 19:18:24 * Rosenkrantz does so Jan 05 19:18:49 I wondered if I might join your home church today? Jan 05 19:19:18 * Morgan looks to Molly Jan 05 19:22:56 **she smiles** We would be honoured, though we are still finding our feet as I only converted in June, and Varick is still Vaticine officially, though we are teaching him our Faith Jan 05 19:23:39 and I've not that long started speaking to Theus again Jan 05 19:24:01 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 05 19:25:06 My brother had a crisis of faith when he was around twenty five. He found his way back to Our Lord in the end Jan 05 19:26:58 [Would it be offensive to you as head of the household if he led our home service? I am not sure on the Objectionist etiquette] Jan 05 19:28:43 [No, I can accept that] Jan 05 19:33:26 M: My Lord, would you be willing to lead us today? It would be interesting to see how you lead your own family Jan 05 19:33:47 * Rosenkrantz looks pleased by the request, but looks to Morgan Jan 05 19:34:00 If your Excellency does not mind? Jan 05 19:34:08 No, that's fine Jan 05 19:38:51 * Rosenkrantz does so, Morgan, Molly, HH, Inga and Varick all in the parlour. Rosenkrantz appears to have much experience, and his holy book is well annotated. It's very much like an interactive, relaxed sermon, mixing storytelling, scripture, and explanation. It is based on the tale of the Good Samaritan. Varick is very engaged, even HH manages to sit and listen. They recite all the appropriate prayers and have time for individual prayers too Jan 05 19:39:39 * Rosenkrantz stands in the back garden drinking coffee with Morgan and HH whilst Molly, Inga and Varick play with the cats Jan 05 19:39:59 Thank you for including me in your worship Jan 05 19:40:22 You're quite welcome Jan 05 19:47:01 You have a lovely young family Jan 05 19:47:24 * Morgan nods Jan 05 19:47:27 I'm rather lucky Jan 05 19:52:57 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 05 19:54:50 It has been many years since I have had a child's religious education to see to. It is enjoyable to see their minds work. I hope in the next few years to have a grandchild or two Jan 05 19:59:46 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jan 05 20:00:17 Would you like a big family, your Excellency? Jan 05 20:01:30 I believe that is the plan Jan 05 20:04:21 * Rosenkrantz nods Jan 05 20:05:31 **Morgan can hear the front door open, and James's voice faintly "Alright, sit here, I'll find her." Jan 05 20:07:45 [I think you're wanted inside] Jan 05 20:09:16 [*she sounds amused and flirty* On a Sunday right after service, mein sehnsucht? ] Jan 05 20:09:49 [Elsie] Jan 05 20:14:52 **Molly comes over just as James comes out. He looks concerned* J: She started getting some pains at church... Jan 05 20:21:23 **Molly nods** I'll see how she is. **Molly goes in. James stands with Morgan and Rosenkrantz** Jan 05 21:12:52 * Morgan puts a hand on his shoulder Jan 05 21:24:18 *James watches Varick and the cats play** Jan 05 21:25:05 **he feels the prickling on the back of his neck** Jan 05 21:30:06 **Molly comes out** It seems to be practice pain, but I'd like her to go and rest, and we will see how she is later. Jan 05 21:30:06 **James thanks her** Jan 05 21:30:52 * Rosenkrantz inclines his head to Molly "If I am needed, I will be with her Grace" Jan 05 21:31:47 * Rosenkrantz goes to say goodbye to everyone before leaving, and Molly and James go indoors to see to Elsie. HH comes to Morgan Jan 05 21:31:52 * Rosenkrantz is now known as HH Jan 05 21:32:00 Everything okay? Jan 05 21:33:31 more practice pains she thinks Jan 05 21:34:05 But be ready just incase? Jan 05 21:35:20 * Morgan nods Jan 05 21:35:24 she's sent Elsie to rest Jan 05 21:41:27 * HH nods Jan 05 21:41:43 Alright. How you doing? Jan 05 21:44:27 I'm alright Jan 05 21:44:59 Molly okay? Jan 05 21:46:37 sad Jan 05 21:46:57 How come? Jan 05 21:47:23 She wants so desperately to save her Jan 05 21:50:37 * HH nods Jan 05 21:50:41 Tough situation Jan 05 21:51:43 * Morgan nods Jan 05 21:52:16 Y'managed to make it any better? Jan 05 21:52:41 some Jan 05 21:53:50 Still find it a bit tough when my lil darlin is sad, but I guess y' figure out how best to comfort them as the months go on? Jan 05 21:54:31 * Morgan nods Jan 05 21:54:33 aye Jan 05 21:55:12 Bit easier b'cause you already knew what to do from last time? Jan 05 21:56:16 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 21:59:52 Spose they're quite diff'rent women Jan 05 22:00:27 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:00:29 aye Jan 05 22:01:35 Rosie's Da said he's invited you to Insel Jan 05 22:01:44 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:02:08 You gonna go? Jan 05 22:03:08 I think so Jan 05 22:03:34 * HH nods Jan 05 22:04:26 Thought y' might be reluctant Jan 05 22:04:36 I am Jan 05 22:05:28 B'cause of Molly and Rosie? Jan 05 22:05:42 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jan 05 22:06:19 * HH nods Jan 05 22:06:27 I c'n understand that Jan 05 22:08:32 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:09:48 **The front door opens, someone letting themselves in* Jan 05 22:10:32 * HH looks at Morgan "whodya reckon that is?" Jan 05 22:10:43 * Morgan frowns Jan 05 22:10:46 Claudia maybe? Jan 05 22:11:19 Not many other people be so easy about strollin' on in Jan 05 22:11:35 * Morgan nods, moving in that direction Jan 05 22:13:56 **Claudia is in the kitchen, putting the kettle on the stove as if she lives there** Jan 05 22:13:56 * HH grins at Morgan "your castle is our castle" Jan 05 22:14:17 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:14:29 Very few round here would be stupid enough to do that Jan 05 22:15:23 * HH goes over to Claudia, nudging 'er "Get some coffee made, sweetheart" Jan 05 22:15:48 C: Fuck off, Heinzharold *she grins though* Jan 05 22:17:25 what brings you this far from the water? Jan 05 22:19:51 C: **she takes a jar of coffee from her bag, setting it on the counter** thought you might want this, and Heinzharold might need a clip around the ear for something Jan 05 22:20:12 She means she missed us *he grins* Jan 05 22:20:25 *Claudia scoffs * Jan 05 22:20:28 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:20:37 been dangerously close to drinking what the locals call coffee... Jan 05 22:22:48 **HH looks at Claudia * these Av'lonian savages nearly made us drink tea! Jan 05 22:23:16 C: **she shudders** Jan 05 22:23:51 I like tea Jan 05 22:25:46 HH: We've been infiltrated!! Jan 05 22:27:22 C: **she rolls her eyes** Took you this long? Jan 05 22:27:32 He's a bit on the slow side Jan 05 22:28:18 C: *she nods* Jan 05 22:28:58 Gimme my coffee an' I'll go back to m'wife... she likes it when I'm slow Jan 05 22:29:14 **Claudia grimaces** Yuck. Jan 05 22:31:50 * HH takes his coffee and goes out to the garden Jan 05 22:31:59 * HH is now known as Claudia Jan 05 22:33:31 Do you need a break from him? I could take him with me Jan 05 22:35:20 No, we need him here Jan 05 22:38:35 **she gives him coffee too** Do you want to go for a walk? Jan 05 22:38:45 aye, why not Jan 05 22:39:20 * Claudia takes the cup with her. Outside gives them more privacy Jan 05 22:39:30 What's the latest? Jan 05 22:39:39 * Morgan sighs Jan 05 22:39:50 Could be any time now Jan 05 22:40:00 * Claudia nods Jan 05 22:40:04 How is she? Jan 05 22:40:37 Cheerful but sad... everyones on edge Jan 05 22:41:24 * Claudia nods Jan 05 22:41:39 How are you? Jan 05 22:42:13 I'm alright. Had a nightmare that Molly pushed herself too hard trying to save her and we lost both of them Jan 05 22:42:41 Think she might? Jan 05 22:43:27 Not purposefully... but we've talked it through Jan 05 22:43:48 * Claudia nods Jan 05 22:45:05 She understands that can't be allowed? Jan 05 22:45:18 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:45:59 Need any help? Jan 05 22:46:35 what, convincing her? Jan 05 22:46:59 Whatever. Being here to remove her from the situation if needs be. Jan 05 22:47:23 You know Rosie? Jan 05 22:47:40 * Claudia thinks Jan 05 22:48:12 One of Heinzharold's friends from the War... tall, blond, north Eisen accent? Jan 05 22:48:59 died when the nautilus went down... Jan 05 22:49:12 * Claudia shrugs Jan 05 22:49:26 I knew the group they were friends with... Jan 05 22:49:33 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:49:56 didn't die... made it to shore... Rosie's obviously just a nickname Jan 05 22:50:20 Alright? Jan 05 22:50:34 his _actual_ name is Sebastien... Jan 05 22:51:11 * Claudia shrugs "okay?" Jan 05 22:51:40 You remember I was asking about a Seb? Jan 05 22:51:51 Vaguely Jan 05 22:51:56 * Morgan nods Jan 05 22:51:57 him Jan 05 22:52:12 Get to the point... Jan 05 22:52:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 05 22:53:03 his father is the doctor who nursed Molly back to health when she had consumption Jan 05 22:53:23 Bit of a coincidence Jan 05 22:53:39 I'm not really believing in those Jan 05 22:53:46 Why? Jan 05 22:54:47 Happens just a bit too often Jan 05 22:55:24 * Claudia nods Jan 05 22:55:50 Is it a problem? Jan 05 22:56:22 Realistically, no... the good doctor is going to help us with Elsie's birth Jan 05 22:56:35 He's here? Jan 05 22:56:47 coincidence, eh... Jan 05 22:57:41 Massive one. Lucky too. Jan 05 22:57:56 quite... Jan 05 22:58:20 Does it help Elsie's chances? Jan 05 22:59:25 Some... his presence and the fact he has delivered a baby by.... caesarian I think it is... before _and_ that mother survived Jan 05 23:00:00 What the fuck is that? Jan 05 23:00:47 She can't give birth normally... the baby will have to be taken out surgically, through the belly. Normally only done after the mother dies, or is the cause of it Jan 05 23:01:15 Noone can survive that, surely Jan 05 23:01:34 his wife did Jan 05 23:01:49 so if there was anyone who would be a help... Jan 05 23:02:09 That's what you're going to try? Jan 05 23:02:31 Its our only option. Trying to give birth normally is certain to kill her, and probably the child too Jan 05 23:02:41 * Morgan looks at her Jan 05 23:02:58 You know what happens when she has to heal something bad, and our old wounds hurt? Jan 05 23:03:16 Yeah, I love that (!) Jan 05 23:03:33 I'd prepare yourself for that again Jan 05 23:03:55 Gonna take a lot of magic for Elsie to survive it? Jan 05 23:04:07 potentially Jan 05 23:04:21 * Claudia frowns Jan 05 23:04:23 Okay Jan 05 23:05:03 depends how close to my nightmare it is, I suppose Jan 05 23:05:15 * Claudia nods Jan 05 23:05:28 Is it a big risk to Molly? Jan 05 23:05:52 Only if she puts too much of herself into it Jan 05 23:06:01 Will she? Jan 05 23:06:21 No... we've discussed it, at length Jan 05 23:07:40 But what happens in the moment and what is the plan when you look at it rationally beforehand can be pretty different Jan 05 23:07:52 * Morgan nods Jan 05 23:09:29 In my nightmare she was doing the work of four people, and feeling all the guilt... HeinzHarold has talked to her about the latter, and there's going to be four of us now, which _if_ she needs to intervene, its a lot less of a burden. And if worst comes to worst, HeinzHarold and I will just drag her away Jan 05 23:10:30 Sure she won't hurt either of you? You said she could stop your heart with a touch Jan 05 23:10:48 * Morgan nods Jan 05 23:11:42 * Claudia nods Jan 05 23:12:24 The doctor did it before with no magic, maybe she won't need to do it at all Jan 05 23:12:59 Given the damage done to Elsie, I'm not particularly hopeful about that Jan 05 23:14:54 Why did he have to do it to his wife? How did she deal with that pain? I'm pretty hardy, but essentially being gutted would be painful as hell Jan 05 23:15:24 the baby was upside down... was going to come out arse first, and get stuck, I think Jan 05 23:16:08 * Claudia nods "Nothing dramatic like Elsie then" Jan 05 23:16:22 no... just awkward Jan 05 23:16:45 * Claudia nods Jan 05 23:17:51 Gotta do what you've gotta do then. If you do want me to have a word I will, but I won't pull punches, it's too important Jan 05 23:19:10 I don't _think_ its needed Jan 05 23:19:43 Sure? Might not be back again before the birth Jan 05 23:20:06 The way things are going, you might not have left before it Jan 05 23:21:28 Like waiting for the enemy to appear when you're all in position, don't dare lose focus, but it could drag on and on, and you don't get any easier about what's coming Jan 05 23:21:42 * Morgan nods Jan 05 23:21:46 indeed Jan 05 23:22:23 **A guard crosses their path, and they get interrupted Jan 06 01:51:31 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 06 01:53:20 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 06 02:06:51 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 06 20:18:07 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 06 20:18:14 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jan 06 20:23:49 I don't _think_ its needed Jan 06 20:23:50 Sure? Might not be back again before the birth Jan 06 20:23:50 The way things are going, you might not have left before it Jan 06 20:23:50 Like waiting for the enemy to appear when you're all in position, don't dare lose focus, but it could drag on and on, and you don't get any easier about what's coming Jan 06 20:23:51 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:23:53 indeed Jan 06 20:23:57 **A guard crosses their path, and they get interrupted Jan 06 20:24:33 * Claudia presses on Jan 06 20:24:58 How are you all generally? Heinzharold up to mischief? Jan 06 20:25:36 We're ok aside from constantly being on edge and just... waiting... Jan 06 20:25:58 * Claudia nods Jan 06 20:26:11 Can't leave? Jan 06 20:26:59 best not, just in case. I took Varick for a ride, but even so we weren't far Jan 06 20:27:34 I don't know how you can stand just being on this estate for weeks Jan 06 20:29:03 There's not a great deal of choice Jan 06 20:29:36 * Claudia nods "And when it's over?" Jan 06 20:30:53 depends on the outcome. I doubt any of us will want to be here for long if we cant save her, but James will be the one we'll be going by... I won't be leaving him here alone Jan 06 20:31:23 He'll have to come if she's dead and we're leaving Jan 06 20:32:39 He won't have to do any such fucking thing. If what he needs is to wait, thats what we'll do. Jan 06 20:33:09 * Claudia ruens her cool grey gaze on him Jan 06 20:33:15 Turns* Jan 06 20:33:47 What's going on? Jan 06 20:34:47 Theres' a good chance he's about to lose the woman he loves... he deserves some compassion. Jan 06 20:35:12 * Claudia watches him assessingly Jan 06 20:35:49 Alright. I'll let Sorgi know plans are fluid but possibly fast moving. Jan 06 20:37:47 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:38:28 Heinzharold keeping an eye on you? Jan 06 20:38:38 I'm fine Jan 06 20:39:38 Sure? You're protective as hell of him, and it's not hard to equate the situation of him and Elsie to you and Dietlinde. Jan 06 20:41:31 Damn right I am. I know what he's about to go through, and I promised her I would help him Jan 06 20:41:58 * Claudia nods Jan 06 20:42:17 Alright. Jan 06 20:46:05 Just... take care of yourself, okay? It's too easy to put yourself through someone else's trauma if it matches your own, and Heinzharold, Molly, and Varick need you. Jan 06 20:47:57 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:48:02 I'm alright Jan 06 20:48:36 But keep an eye if something happens to Molly? Jan 06 20:50:46 Varick needs me... I won't leave him alone Jan 06 20:51:10 Doesn't mean you wont be a fucking wreck that needs watching Jan 06 20:52:16 true Jan 06 20:52:27 * Claudia nods Jan 06 20:52:51 If something happens to both of us, unlikely as it is... Molly comes home with me Jan 06 20:53:04 * Claudia frowns Jan 06 20:53:18 Well obviously. She's your wife. Jan 06 20:53:57 She's not Avalonian anymore... I didn't know if she'd want to be buried here, but... no, she's Eisen, she's my wife, she comes home. Jan 06 20:55:01 Figured there'd be a spot planned out at Die Dauerhaftigkeit to be honest Jan 06 20:55:11 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:55:33 I wanted it said so there's no confusion or if her parents get involved Jan 06 20:55:47 * Claudia shrugs Jan 06 20:57:03 Wouldn't have mattered. I would have stood my ground and lied if necessary. I don't think you could anymore leave her buried here while you get buried there than you get buried here with her Jan 06 20:57:33 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:57:40 A year ago I didn't care where I was buried Jan 06 20:59:20 Your mother would have been heartbroken if you hadn't been buried at home. At least you had that peace, thanks to Heinzharold Jan 06 20:59:34 * Morgan nods Jan 06 20:59:43 I do now, anyway Jan 06 21:00:00 I also have the peace of mind that they passed over, didn't linger here Jan 06 21:00:06 * Claudia nods Jan 06 21:00:16 Never even questioned that Jan 06 21:00:45 It never occurred to me... Jan 06 21:01:02 That they would be at rest? Jan 06 21:02:05 Its not something that occurred to me... I was so hellbent on getting my own punishment Jan 06 21:03:18 You needed Heinzharold and I to beat some sense into you. Between us, we'd lost enough to have been able to empathise fairly fucking well. But no, that wasn't what you wanted. Jan 06 21:04:11 You ever gonna be able to forgive me for that? Jan 06 21:05:27 I forgive you. It just grates, you know? And if it had been Heinzharold went AWOL, we would have gone to find him, because you wouldn't have been as principled as him Jan 06 21:06:34 * Morgan nods Jan 06 21:07:34 If it was me, you'd never have found me. But he and I could have found you within a few months. Jan 06 21:10:05 I wasn't ready to come back Jan 06 21:11:45 * Claudia nods. They get a bit further before she says Jan 06 21:11:54 I want to take a couple of days off Jan 06 21:13:11 right... Jan 06 21:19:48 Doesn't need to be until you're all back at the ship when we're in another port Jan 06 21:20:11 whats the problem? Jan 06 21:20:40 Not a problem as such Jan 06 21:21:08 as such? Jan 06 21:21:31 Sorgi is going to want a couple of days too Jan 06 21:22:24 Stop dancing around it and tell me whats going on would you? Jan 06 21:24:00 I think I am ready to try intentionally sleeping in a bed with someone. With our watches and trying not to get discovered by the crew, it's impractical to try it Jan 06 21:25:04 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Jan 06 21:25:11 alright. I'll see to it Jan 06 21:25:16 What? Jan 06 21:27:09 I was considering being funny... was going to ask why Sorgi needs the time off too, but its a big step and you're too important to me to be flippant when its important to you Jan 06 21:31:50 It's a big deal, but I don't mind you being funny. It's part of how you're growing too. Jan 06 21:34:00 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 06 21:34:05 Not with this. Jan 06 21:36:04 * Claudia nods Jan 06 21:37:13 I want to be able to do it, even if I choose not to Jan 06 21:37:31 * Morgan nods Jan 06 21:38:22 Can you hold on until we're on firmer footings? I daresay we're in for a rough time, and we're all going to feel it Jan 06 21:40:25 * Claudia nods Jan 06 21:40:54 No rush. Just thought if I tell you now you can schedule it in Jan 06 21:43:06 Once things are a bit more settled afterwards... I'll sit down with Sorgi to plan it in Jan 06 21:45:36 * Claudia nods Jan 06 21:46:16 Anything you need doing? Message to Sunnymeade, or things brought up from town? Jan 06 21:47:20 could let Beth know that Elsie has gotten practice pains again and we don't expect it to be too long. We'll get a message to her once labour is established Jan 06 21:47:45 * Claudia nods, heading towards the cottages with him Jan 06 21:49:07 **Claudia departs after some goodbyes to the others. The afternoon is peaceful, playing with the cats and Varick, who has brought the croquet set out. This is chaotic as the cats chase the balls. Molly checks on Elsie frequently, but by the time they have all had dinner she is confident it was a false alarm. The atmosphere is peaceful with everyone sat around the fire and chatting, giving him chance to speak to anyone** Jan 06 21:51:28 **Molly is naked in bed when he arrives after his night time walk, sipping cherry brandy** Jan 06 21:51:35 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jan 06 21:51:55 Are you well, my love? Jan 06 21:53:14 aye Jan 06 21:54:06 * Molly nods Jan 06 21:54:30 Is everything well with The Rose? Jan 06 21:56:27 I assume so, there was no news... though Claudia wants a couple of days off once things are settled Jan 06 21:57:32 * Molly nods Jan 06 21:58:05 We have expected rather a lot of them Jan 06 21:58:52 Thats the life of sailors... Jan 06 22:00:14 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:01:19 I suppose so... although many would say that is taking shore leave in houses of ill-repute whilst a wife and children wait at home hundreds of miles away... Jan 06 22:02:56 * Morgan shrugs Jan 06 22:02:59 I suppose Jan 06 22:05:46 * Molly watches him with amusement Jan 06 22:06:56 Not you though, my love. The Kingston brothel in my dream is the only place like that where you have behaved in the manner the place is made for Jan 06 22:07:46 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:07:48 quite Jan 06 22:09:18 * Molly sips the brandy, watching what he is doing Jan 06 22:09:41 Today was quite nerve-wracking for a little while... Jan 06 22:09:47 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:09:49 yes, it was Jan 06 22:11:48 I will speak to her tomorrow about setting a day Jan 06 22:11:59 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:12:04 Assuming we make it that far of course Jan 06 22:13:27 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:13:49 I am likely to be awake quite a bit tonight I am afraid Jan 06 22:13:57 oh? Jan 06 22:15:30 The cramping generally gets worse and wakes me Jan 06 22:15:53 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:15:54 ah Jan 06 22:17:04 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:17:16 Do not worry, I will be quite well Jan 06 22:18:04 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:18:08 alright blossom Jan 06 22:18:47 * Molly finishes her cherry brandy in one go Jan 06 22:19:04 Was there anything you wish to discuss...? Jan 06 22:19:20 * Morgan looks confused Jan 06 22:19:21 such as? Jan 06 22:20:39 Anything at all Jan 06 22:21:34 Not really, no... though I suppose.... I snapped at Claudia Jan 06 22:21:54 * Molly looks surprised Jan 06 22:22:01 Oh? That's unusual Jan 06 22:22:56 talking about plans if Elsie doesn't make it, and how we won't really want to be here, but I won't rush James. She said he'd have no choice if she's dead and we're leaving... Jan 06 22:23:08 * Molly frowns Jan 06 22:23:16 And what did you say? Jan 06 22:23:56 I said he won't have to do any such fucking thing, and if he needs time to be here, thats where we'll be Jan 06 22:24:41 * Molly nods slowly Jan 06 22:24:48 How did she respond? Jan 06 22:25:26 She asked if I was alright because I was being very protective of him. I told her he needs compassion, and I'd promised to help him. Jan 06 22:27:03 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:27:21 You are naturally protective. It is who you are. Jan 06 22:28:41 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:30:04 You will of course stay however long anyone needs Jan 06 22:30:25 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:30:31 I hope it doesn't come to that Jan 06 22:31:37 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:31:41 As do I Jan 06 22:32:34 * Molly looks to be debating something in her mind Jan 06 22:34:23 * Morgan watches her Jan 06 22:35:36 *she frowns a little** I want to take care of you, my love, of any desires you may have, but it seems that our situation once again means such would be unwelcome... Jan 06 22:35:53 I don't understand Jan 06 22:36:52 All the things we have to worry about... Elsie, James, your concerns about losing me... it would generally make you pull away Jan 06 22:37:03 * Morgan sighs Jan 06 22:37:05 I suppose so Jan 06 22:38:30 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:38:36 Which is a pity Jan 06 22:39:25 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:42:39 * Molly looks a little solemn, but settles down under the sheets Jan 06 22:43:07 What did you have in mind? Jan 06 22:43:45 Simply to concentrate on serving and pleasing you Jan 06 22:44:04 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 06 22:44:07 I could be persuaded Jan 06 22:44:30 * Molly sits back up, smiling Jan 06 22:44:33 Really? Jan 06 22:45:02 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:49:50 * Molly gets out of the bed, beginning with kisses and gentle touches. Then she instigates pleasuring him with her mouth by undoing his placket,  contrasting her complete nudity with him being full dressed. She kneels before him and encourages him to place his hands on her hair so he can drive the rhythm if he wishes. Afterwards she seems very satisfied just to have earned his release, climbing into bed with a smile. Jan 06 22:50:00 Thank you, my love Jan 06 22:50:20 I'm fairly sure I should be thanking you Jan 06 22:50:27 * Morgan undresses, climbing into bed Jan 06 22:52:57 You can do so if you wish, of course... who doesn't enjoy praise? **she smiles gently* Jan 06 22:53:13 * Morgan stretches Jan 06 22:53:19 that is a good point my love Jan 06 22:53:31 * Molly nods Jan 06 22:54:20 I am just happy to have that much closeness with you. It means a great deal to me. Jan 06 22:54:50 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:54:57 makes you feel more... grounded? Jan 06 22:56:30 * Molly nods emphatically Jan 06 22:56:59 It makes me feel safe and secure. It is a barometer for me of how things are between us Jan 06 22:57:25 * Morgan nods Jan 06 22:59:50 I am sure that is quite... abnormal Jan 06 23:00:47 I couldn't say Jan 06 23:01:10 * Molly nods, yawning "Perhaps I'll ask Inga" Jan 06 23:01:18 * Morgan nods Jan 06 23:01:23 alright blossom Jan 06 23:01:37 * Molly kisses his cheek Jan 06 23:01:53 I love you, liebes herz, endlessly. Jan 06 23:02:12 and I you blossom Jan 06 23:02:48 I am very lucky in that. Good night, my love Jan 06 23:02:59 g'night my love Jan 06 23:03:29 * Molly smiles, falling asleep before she's even had chance to sing to him Jan 06 23:03:49 * Morgan sighs, settling down to sleep Jan 07 01:51:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 07 11:24:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 07 11:41:34 **he dreams again of leaving Dietlinde and Jana safe in Johstadt and being on the way to Catterick. Due to getting becalmed, he arrived late in Durham and is spending  the night in a small rented cottage on the outskirts of an estate near town before riding to his uncle tomorrow. Jan 07 11:41:34 **Again he wakes convinced of this, mentally stuck in '67. He feels pleasantly spent, which makes no sense as he generally did not take himself in hand even when away from Dietlinde. Jan 07 11:43:30 * Morgan stretches, getting out of bed and getting dressed Jan 07 11:48:24 **To do so, he has to disturb the woman in his bed, her unfamiliar body curled up behind him, breasts soft on his back, her arm around him. The room smells of roses.** Jan 07 11:49:21 * Morgan bolts out of the bed Jan 07 11:51:09 * Molly stirs "What's wrong?" She sounds concerned, but not panicked. She speaks Eisen, barely any accent, closest to how he speaks Jan 07 11:51:38 * Morgan covers himself up Jan 07 11:51:57 what... who... Who the hell are you? Jan 07 11:52:28 * Molly tries to stir herself to full wakefulness Jan 07 11:52:31 Hmm? Jan 07 11:52:46 Who are you, and what the hell are you doing in my bed? Jan 07 11:54:29 * Molly rolls over, finding a tinder box to light the candle on the bedside table. This light reveals that she's as naked as the day she was born "liebes herz, what is going on?" Jan 07 11:54:50 * Morgan immediately looks away Jan 07 11:55:03 How did you get in here? Jan 07 11:55:40 * Molly frowns, getting out of the bed Jan 07 11:55:57 I don't understand... I've been here all night? Jan 07 11:56:31 Nonsense, I certainly wouldn't have been entertaining a woman, naked or otherwise Jan 07 11:57:39 * Molly is still so woolly-headed from sleep that she's still frowning with confusion as she pulls on her shift Jan 07 11:58:19 It was more me entertaining you, but... I still don't understand what's wrong Jan 07 11:59:29 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 07 11:59:32 No, I wouldn't do that Jan 07 12:02:16 * Molly pulls her long curls from the neckline, yawning a moment with a hand covering her mouth "It's alright, it was my idea. You can return the attention another time. It doesnt always need to be mutually satisfying like that". Her Eisen is very fluent considering where he thinks they are Jan 07 12:02:53 No, I wouldn't do that, I would never do that to my wife Jan 07 12:02:57 * Morgan narrows his eyes Jan 07 12:03:08 you're a long way from home... Jan 07 12:03:20 * Molly looks perplexed Jan 07 12:04:08 That depends on what you count as my home. If you mean Sunnymeade, it's only five miles Jan 07 12:04:55 You speak with the same accent as I... yet you're all the way up here in Durham... did Edward send you? Is he so determined to have me set Dietlinde aside that he'd stoop this low? Jan 07 12:05:20 * Molly pauses, blinking rapidly Jan 07 12:05:23 Oh. Jan 07 12:07:39 * Morgan stares at her Jan 07 12:07:43 who am I kidding, of course he would Jan 07 12:08:44 You think I am here to make you stray from your wife... *she looks hurt, maybe even slightly guilty, rather than defensive or angry** Jan 07 12:09:10 That seems fairly obvious Jan 07 12:09:29 * Molly pulls on a gown rapidly "I see." Jan 07 12:12:31 * Molly steps into shoes, then watches him a moment. "That is not something I have ever tried to do." Jan 07 12:13:06 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 07 12:13:10 she'll be livid Jan 07 12:13:50 * Molly bows her head "I'm sorry" Jan 07 12:14:23 * Morgan rubs his forehead Jan 07 12:14:32 how am I going to face her, tell her what I've done? Jan 07 12:15:32 * Molly sighs heavily Jan 07 12:16:41 You did not make love to me last night. Do not burden yourself. Jan 07 12:18:10 I clearly did something... how can I expect her to come to Catterick with me if I've done something like this? Jan 07 12:19:08 * Molly bows her head again, avoiding eye contact "let me make you some tea..." Jan 07 12:19:54 * Morgan opens his mouth to argue but shuts it again Jan 07 12:19:55 fine Jan 07 12:21:06 * Molly watches him a moment, then grabs a thick navy shawl on the way out of the room, leaving him alone Jan 07 12:21:49 * Morgan curses himself as he gets dressed Jan 07 12:22:41 **Everything is quiet, so he hears the front door open and shut** Jan 07 12:24:11 * Morgan finishes getting dressed and goes downstairs to the kitchen Jan 07 12:24:50 **the stove is on, the kettle is on it, but there is no sign of the woman he's shared a bed with** Jan 07 12:25:19 * Morgan scowls, setting about making the tea Jan 07 12:27:21 **by the time it is done, the door quietly opens. She comes back in, this time with Heinzharold and a blonde woman who looks very vaguely familiar, possibly a chamber maid from Die Dauerhaftigkeit. The final too are poorly dressed and very disheveled as if they have been hauled out of bed in a a hurry, and all three wear very serious expressions Jan 07 12:27:59 * Morgan stands in a corner of the room with his tea, watching them Jan 07 12:28:49 * Molly looks like she's been crying, but makes some coffee. HH has a bottle of scotch under one arm Jan 07 12:28:55 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 07 12:29:04 Hey man, how you doing? Jan 07 12:30:11 What the hell are you doing here? You said you'd stay and keep them safe Jan 07 12:30:37 Something came up. They're safe. Jan 07 12:31:26 Let's have some scotch, think you need some Jan 07 12:31:50 At this hour? Have you lost your mind? Jan 07 12:31:58 **Inga finds some glasses** Jan 07 12:32:14 Had a bit of a shock, haven' ya? Jan 07 12:33:01 * Morgan glances at Molly then back to HeinzHarold Jan 07 12:33:11 I think Edward sent her, planned this... Jan 07 12:33:32 * HH shakes his head Jan 07 12:33:55 Nah man, I don't think so. Jan 07 12:35:12 * HH pours, passing Morgan a glass "drink up, settle yer nerves" Jan 07 12:37:05 * Morgan watches him a moment Jan 07 12:37:08 my nerves are fine Jan 07 12:37:20 * HH pours out some more, smaller volumes for the women. Molly simply downs hers before going back to pouring the coffee, and HH gives her a sympathetic glance before refilling it. Jan 07 12:38:07 She says nothing important happened, but you're still upset. Sounds like something a little scotch and a nap will help. Jan 07 12:38:43 Are you out of your gourd? Jan 07 12:39:02 * HH can't help but smile Jan 07 12:39:09 No more'an normal. Jan 07 12:40:07 I wake up to a strange woman in my bed and you want me to have a drink and a nap?! What the fuck is wrong with you? Jan 07 12:40:54 I'm jus' trying to help. What do you want? Jan 07 12:41:13 **A glance passes between the women** Jan 07 12:41:32 how is that going to help? Jan 07 12:41:45 Clearer head if you sleep on it Jan 07 12:42:47 My head is clear... *he fixes HeinzHarold with a stare* whats going on? Jan 07 12:44:06 Well let's start with y' telling me from the beginning, from when y' left Sudlachenburg, and I'll do my best to fill in the gaps... but let me get my coffee first, yeah? Jan 07 12:47:56 I left Dietlinde and Jana in Johstadt, with you... sailed to Avalon, got delayed thanks to some weird weather, came ashore here and rented this place until I can get on to Catterick... Jan 07 12:48:29 * HH gets up, going to Molly and Inga. There's some whispering. They all seem tense as hell. Then HH comes back, cup in hand Jan 07 12:48:38 What about last night? Jan 07 12:49:01 I went to bed, alone, and woke up next to her... Jan 07 12:49:50 * HH nods, thinking "If I send her away, wouldya go take a nap for me?" Jan 07 12:50:02 * Morgan frowns Jan 07 12:50:03 why? Jan 07 12:50:17 **Molly shakes her head "You can't send me away, Heinzharold." Jan 07 12:50:39 * Morgan frowns Jan 07 12:51:30 * HH looks at her "Yes I can. You don't need t' be here for it" Jan 07 12:52:06 for _what_? Jan 07 12:53:02 **Molly narrows her eyes at HH** Yes, I do. Besides, I am the only one who can make him sleep. Jan 07 12:54:06 * Morgan looks alarmed, looking at HeinzHarold Jan 07 12:54:10 whats going on man? Jan 07 12:56:16 * HH develops that seriousness that only comes out in him when there's a vitally important situation at hand. His stare is purely on the escalating battle of wills with the redhead. Meanwhile Inga watches them all** You need to sleep, man. It's the cleanest way out of the current problem. Will you do that for me? Jan 07 12:57:40 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 07 12:58:26 **HH pulls his gaze from Molly to Morgan** Did you nod? Jan 07 12:59:00 * Morgan nods again Jan 07 12:59:17 * HH looks at Inga "Take Molly next door incase it doesn't work" Jan 07 13:00:19 Molly looks both alarmed and angry: No! I should be here, it is my duty! He will need me. Jan 07 13:07:01 * Morgan watches them, clearly confused Jan 07 13:07:29 * HH rubs his forehead wearily "For fucks sake, Molly, you can't help here. I know yer scared and upset, but you're making it worse. Jan 07 13:08:02 Not a very Eisen name for someone with a Sudlach accent Jan 07 13:08:50 * HH looks at him "If she was from Sudlachenburg, we'd have seen her with that hair, wouldn't we?" Jan 07 13:09:28 Undoubtedly Jan 07 13:10:11 * HH looks at the women "Go on, go next door" Jan 07 13:11:58 **Molly looks to Morgan, clearly concerned for him, pained and unhappy, then looks at HH** Bang on the wall as soon as I can come back. Jan 07 13:14:27 * Morgan watches his friend Jan 07 13:14:38 * HH escorts the women to the door, a gentle hand on Molly's lower back to ensure she goes "Go on, we'll be okay". She submits, but she's obviously apprehensive even as Inga shuts the door behind them. Jan 07 13:15:09 There's something going on I don't understand, isn't there? Jan 07 13:15:31 * HH nods Jan 07 13:16:03 Yeah... but I'm 'oping if you sleep it'll all fall back into place Jan 07 13:16:27 * Morgan nods solemnly Jan 07 13:16:29 alright Jan 07 13:17:17 * HH heads back up the stairs. He flattens off the sheets, but the room still smells like roses Jan 07 13:17:45 Finish that scotch Jan 07 13:17:52 * Morgan nods, doing so Jan 07 13:18:24 * HH pulls him into a tight hug Jan 07 13:18:44 * Morgan whispers Jan 07 13:18:49 I'm scared Jan 07 13:19:14 * HH puts a hand on the back of his neck Jan 07 13:19:25 It'll be alright Jan 07 13:20:02 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 07 13:33:21 Hey, listen... whatever you think of her right now, she's a good girl. Jan 07 13:34:04 You know her? Jan 07 13:34:12 * HH nods Jan 07 13:34:22 Aye Jan 07 13:36:26 I'm so confused man Jan 07 13:37:02 I know... come on, try an' sleep Jan 07 13:37:20 * Morgan nods, getting onto the bed Jan 07 13:37:52 I'll be downstairs when y' wake Jan 07 13:38:03 alright Jan 07 13:38:44 * HH nods, going out a shutting the door Jan 07 13:39:20 * Morgan tries to sleep Jan 07 13:41:09 ** he dreams of skipping stones on the Sudlache. Slowly it all comes back to him, fairly peacefully. Eventually his mind feels more ordered, and he notices everything here has a blue tone like Molly's dreams have a yellow tone Jan 07 13:45:27 * Morgan tries to wake up Jan 07 13:52:25 **he manages it, knowing exactly who and where he is** Jan 07 13:52:44 * Morgan climbs out of bed, going back downstairs Jan 07 13:53:31 * HH is playing solitaire at the table. The light through the window shows it's mid-morning Jan 07 13:53:36 Hey man Jan 07 13:53:50 * Morgan nods to him Jan 07 13:54:12 How you doin'? Jan 07 13:54:16 * Morgan nods Jan 07 13:54:18 'm alright Jan 07 13:54:29 Back to normal? Jan 07 13:54:57 * Morgan nods Jan 07 13:55:20 * HH looks relieved Jan 07 13:55:26 sorry man Jan 07 13:55:36 Thank fuck for that. Not yer fault Jan 07 13:57:00 Got any of that scotch left? Jan 07 13:58:41 * HH gets up and fetches him some Jan 07 13:58:53 [blossom, could you come here please] Jan 07 14:00:30 * HH pours some for each of them Jan 07 14:00:41 Hoped last time was a one off Jan 07 14:00:48 * Morgan nods Jan 07 14:00:49 me too Jan 07 14:02:31 * HH drinks some of the scotch Jan 07 14:03:15 Inga and Molly have started makin' lunch next door. Varick, Elsie and James all in there Jan 07 14:03:37 How did you explain it to them? Jan 07 14:05:06 Told them the stove in 'ere was acting up so breakfast was going to be next door and I was gonna try to fix it. Varick took some books and toys with him, noone's come back Jan 07 14:07:17 * Morgan nods Jan 07 14:12:32 **The front door opens quietly, and Molly steps in. HH looks at Morgan $want me to stay or go?$** Jan 07 14:13:24 $stay, I might need help explaining it$ Jan 07 14:14:54 * Morgan gets up going to Molly Jan 07 14:15:14 **She looks a little wary of him, something he's almost never seen before** You asked for me... Jan 07 14:15:20 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 07 14:15:33 blossom, I'm sorry Jan 07 14:15:58 * Molly shakes her head "You do not need to apologise" Jan 07 14:16:24 The way you are standing now more than shows that I do Jan 07 14:18:55 It wasn't intentional, you weren't to know Jan 07 14:19:58 Sit with me and I'll explain? Jan 07 14:20:24 * Molly nods, following his lead Jan 07 14:22:05 HeinzHarold, could you get us some tea please Jan 07 14:22:35 **He starts to make some** Jan 07 14:23:01 * Morgan sits at the table Jan 07 14:24:31 When I woke up, I thought it was 67... I had left Dietlinde and Jana safe in Johstadt... Jan 07 14:25:07 * Molly sits beside him Jan 07 14:25:11 Yes Jan 07 14:26:28 I didn't remember any of this... thats why I reacted as I did Jan 07 14:28:40 * Molly nods Jan 07 14:29:10 I know... you felt you had betrayed her. I understand. Jan 07 14:29:30 because to my mind she was still alive Jan 07 14:29:36 * Molly nods Jan 07 14:29:46 I'm sorry. Jan 07 14:30:39 no, no blossom, you've nothing at all to be sorry for.. I'm so very sorry for hurting you Jan 07 14:33:57 * Molly shakes her head "I'm sorry you felt such dislike for me, even though I understand why" Jan 07 14:36:03 it wasn't that I had a dislike for you... as far as I was concerned I was married and had gone to sleep alone, and yet... Jan 07 14:39:24 * Molly nods, pulling her shawl tighter Jan 07 14:40:29 But you know now that you have done nothing wrong? That _we_ have done nothing wrong? Jan 07 14:41:27 Of course... _now_ Jan 07 14:44:18 * Molly nods sadly Jan 07 14:45:21 That's something at least Jan 07 14:46:26 * Morgan nods Jan 07 14:50:06 I had hoped you'd never have to see me like that Jan 07 14:52:52 It was unexpected... I wanted to handle it so much more calmly, but my feelings took over Jan 07 14:54:54 **HH puts their teacups down before making himself more coffee** Jan 07 14:55:10 I think thats entirely understandable... are you two ok? Jan 07 14:58:30 * Molly glances at HH Jan 07 14:58:56 It was just a conflict of tactics, that's all Jan 07 14:59:11 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 07 14:59:13 its important Jan 07 14:59:29 **HH nods** We've talked and hugged, we're good Jan 07 14:59:38 * Morgan nods Jan 07 14:59:39 alright Jan 07 15:00:37 **HH comes near Morgan** Next time I'm gonna just let her **he pokes Morgan in the arm* ZAP! you Jan 07 15:00:56 That might work Jan 07 15:01:02 * Molly smiles a little Jan 07 15:01:19 It would be more practical than trying to persuade you Jan 07 15:02:12 HH: $still need me?$ Jan 07 15:03:05 $no I think we managed it$ Jan 07 15:03:10 * Morgan nods Jan 07 15:03:12 I know it would Jan 07 15:03:41 HH: I'm gonna let Inga know everything's okay Jan 07 15:04:42 * Morgan nods Jan 07 15:04:59 * Molly smiles slightly, sipping her tea "Thank you, Heinzharold" Jan 07 15:05:10 **He goes** Jan 07 15:05:48 I wonder if he is going to tell Inga everything is well, or to get her to make him feel better... Jan 07 15:06:02 feel better? Jan 07 15:06:44 Coddle him Jan 07 15:06:55 Think he deserves it... you both do Jan 07 15:08:06 * Molly smiles, blushing Jan 07 15:08:16 You want to coddle me? Jan 07 15:10:06 After the morning you've had, you deserve it Jan 07 15:11:09 * Molly nods Jan 07 15:11:23 I'd like that... but I might cry, I'm afraid Jan 07 15:11:50 Thats understandable Jan 07 15:12:11 * Molly nods Jan 07 15:12:16 In the parlour? Jan 07 15:12:25 * Morgan nods Jan 07 15:13:42 * Molly takes her tea in with her, waiting for him to settle Jan 07 15:14:05 * Morgan does so Jan 07 15:14:51 * Molly curls up into his lap Jan 07 15:15:17 I was scared you wouldn't come back... Jan 07 15:15:27 * Morgan nods Jan 07 15:16:41 * Molly tucks her head under his chin, speaking quieter "I was scared you wouldn't want to" Jan 07 15:20:10 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 07 15:30:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 07 15:30:12 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 07 15:30:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 07 15:30:27 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 07 15:42:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 07 15:42:54 [15:10] * Molly tucks her head under his chin, speaking quieter "I was scared you wouldn't want to" Jan 07 18:10:59 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 08 19:12:23 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 08 19:12:59 * Molly nods Jan 08 19:12:59 In the parlour? Jan 08 19:12:59 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:12:59 * Molly takes her tea in with her, waiting for him to settle Jan 08 19:13:01 * Morgan does so Jan 08 19:13:03 * Molly curls up into his lap Jan 08 19:13:05 I was scared you wouldn't come back... Jan 08 19:13:07 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:13:09 * Molly tucks her head under his chin, speaking quieter "I was scared you wouldn't want to" Jan 08 19:13:30 Given half a chance, I'll always come back Jan 08 19:16:26 * Molly shrugs Jan 08 19:17:43 I didn't know what would happen when you realised, whether all those old feelings would remain. I didn't know if the betrayal I could see you felt would still be there even now that you know. Jan 08 19:19:19 I don't know what would happen if I had to be told... but both times once I'm asleep it sort of comes to me slowly... Jan 08 19:23:20 * Molly nods Jan 08 19:23:54 I can't let you be told. I can't risk it. I _won't_ risk it. Jan 08 19:24:07 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:24:19 It seems sleeping fixes it, so far Jan 08 19:24:29 So far... Jan 08 19:25:08 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:27:25 I don't want to lose you that way Jan 08 19:27:36 I don't to be lost Jan 08 19:30:24 * Molly nods Jan 08 19:30:45 Do you want me to make you faint next time? Jan 08 19:31:14 I don't know if that'd work Jan 08 19:31:32 Should I try? Jan 08 19:32:15 I don't know... Think we'll need to ask HeinzHarold Jan 08 19:32:39 * Molly nods, pulling in closer Jan 08 19:32:53 If we have to tell you, how do you want it done? Jan 08 19:33:24 * Morgan sighs Jan 08 19:33:26 I don't know Jan 08 19:34:11 Heinzharold wanted to send me away so I was not here if you had to be told Jan 08 19:35:32 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:35:34 I remember Jan 08 19:37:59 I wanted to stay, so much. But I think he is right. My being there would likely not go well. Jan 08 19:38:41 * Morgan nods Jan 08 19:38:43 probably not Jan 08 19:41:02 He said you would displeased that he had let me see you so upset... Jan 08 19:41:43 I'd be more concerned at the impact it'd have on you Jan 08 19:44:51 In what respect? Jan 08 19:45:19 * Molly closes her eyes, still tucked into him Jan 08 19:45:52 I'm fairly sure you'd spend ages asking yourself if I'd be that upset if it were you... because thats how your mind works Jan 08 19:47:53 * Molly inhales sharply "You are far too perceptive at times" Jan 08 19:49:31 * Morgan shrugs Jan 08 19:49:41 Wouldn't have been a very good spy if I wasn't Jan 08 19:52:21 * Molly nods Jan 08 19:52:26 That is true... Jan 08 19:54:45 * Molly sighs Jan 08 19:54:54 I would want to support you Jan 08 19:55:19 I know blossom Jan 08 20:00:02 It would be... I don't know... But it would pain me to not be there to help Jan 08 20:00:26 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:03:57 * Molly is quiet for a few minutes. He can feel her hand holding the fabric of his clothing. She sounds to be thinking rather than drifting off Jan 08 20:09:09 What are you thinking? Jan 08 20:10:42 About what you said, that that is how my mind works Jan 08 20:11:30 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:14:18 That was all Jan 08 20:15:51 alright blossom Jan 08 20:17:30 * Molly nods Jan 08 20:17:54 I am sorry I was not as calm and in control as I should have been Jan 08 20:18:17 its entirely understandable blossom Jan 08 20:23:25 I expect better from myself than that Jan 08 20:25:17 You're being too hard on yourself Jan 08 20:26:51 * Molly nods slightly Jan 08 20:26:55 I suppose so Jan 08 20:27:36 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:30:07 I will be more forewarned next time Jan 08 20:31:49 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:32:01 its hard to understand quite how different I am without seeing it, isn't it Jan 08 20:33:47 * Molly nods Jan 08 20:34:36 You were so much less stubborn... Jan 08 20:34:57 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:35:01 aye Jan 08 20:38:09 * Molly giggles a little Jan 08 20:38:34 If it was as you are now, I would definitely need to zap you, as Heinzharold puts it Jan 08 20:39:13 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:39:29 Definitely Jan 08 20:42:18 You would not be coerced into sleeping at all, and you would be immediately suspicious of platitudes Jan 08 20:43:01 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:43:06 indeed I would Jan 08 20:45:46 You would be quite awful to manage... Jan 08 20:45:55 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:46:01 I've no doubt about that Jan 08 20:46:11 good job I was a nicer person then Jan 08 20:47:32 * Molly shrugs "certainly more practical for us all" Jan 08 20:47:39 * Morgan nods Jan 08 20:53:07 * Molly nods Jan 08 20:53:35 She was very lucky to have such a dedicated husband Jan 08 20:54:16 * Morgan frowns Jan 08 20:54:26 You realise I am as dedicated to you? Jan 08 20:59:11 * Molly nods Jan 08 20:59:21 Fidelity is important to you Jan 08 20:59:43 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:02:19 I know you would be horrified to find another woman in bed with you in reality Jan 08 21:02:53 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:02:56 quite Jan 08 21:06:18 Are you in need of reassurance? Jan 08 21:06:28 of? Jan 08 21:06:47 That I am not angry with you... that I trust you...? Jan 08 21:07:48 You are hurt... and question my feelings for you... Jan 08 21:11:10 I know you love me, liebes herz Jan 08 21:12:23 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:14:19 indeed I do Jan 08 21:15:05 As you have said, you could not have made the progress you have if you did not love me so intensely Jan 08 21:15:28 No... but you are still hurt Jan 08 21:20:30 It was painful, but it wasn't intentional. I know you would never, ever choose for me to feel that Jan 08 21:21:45 no, absolutely not Jan 08 21:25:10 I would not have you feel guilty Jan 08 21:26:43 * Morgan sighs Jan 08 21:26:47 I'm afraid I rather do Jan 08 21:28:32 * Molly moves back a little to place a hand in his cheek and look him in the eyes "Oh my love, you do not need to" Jan 08 21:31:24 nevertheless Jan 08 21:35:08 You would tell me not to feel guilty if it were the other way around Jan 08 21:35:33 And you still would Jan 08 21:38:03 But I would _try_ not to... and I would let you use magic to make me feel better Jan 08 21:38:19 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 08 21:38:21 No Jan 08 21:40:04 * Molly kisses him before moving back to having her head beneath his chin Jan 08 21:41:16 I am alright now... it was a rough few hours, but now you are here as I need Jan 08 21:41:29 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:46:22 It could happen again, but it won't be such a shock, and I will be quicker at lying if I cannot make you faint Jan 08 21:47:17 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:49:30 I know you dislike lying... Jan 08 21:50:50 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:50:52 I do Jan 08 21:52:03 But I would have lied to you if I had been more awake or quicker to understand Jan 08 21:52:15 * Morgan nods Jan 08 21:52:17 I know Jan 08 21:54:22 Would you forgive me if I lie to you in future? Jan 08 21:54:33 In that circumstance, yes Jan 08 21:54:39 * Molly nods Jan 08 21:55:19 Next time I shall indignantly ask back what _you_ are doing in _my_ bed, hmm? Jan 08 21:55:36 Possibly not a wonderful idea Jan 08 21:58:19 * Molly nods Jan 08 21:58:38 I will tell you absolutely nothing happened though Jan 08 21:58:55 * Morgan nods Jan 08 22:02:34 Perhaps I will say I must have returned to the wrong room? Jan 08 22:03:28 * Morgan nods Jan 08 22:03:31 that might work Jan 08 22:05:00 * Molly nods Jan 08 22:05:26 You would still be upset, but perhaps less so if I could persuade you nothing happened Jan 08 22:05:35 * Morgan nods Jan 08 22:05:37 indeed Jan 08 22:06:17 * Molly yawns a little into her hand Jan 08 22:06:45 It was unlucky timing, I had been awake much of the night Jan 08 22:08:12 I'm sorry... perhaps you should be the one to take a nap now? Jan 08 22:11:20 You need not apologise. I will go for a nap if you need some time alone Jan 08 22:11:55 No, but it would do you good... and if something happens with Elsie, you being tired would be less than ideal Jan 08 22:12:49 * Molly nods Jan 08 22:13:27 That is true... perhaps Heinzharold would benefit from you hugging him? Jan 08 22:15:04 Aye, probably Jan 08 22:15:40 He does love cuddles... perhaps not as much as I love yours though Jan 08 22:16:08 * Morgan nods Jan 08 22:16:10 he always has Jan 08 22:16:56 * Molly yawns again "When you hold me for a long time like this I can understand why cats purr" Jan 08 22:18:20 * Morgan chuckles Jan 08 22:19:10 * Molly holds him tighter a moment before letting go Jan 08 22:20:01 Find me if you need me, my love. If you start to feel very bad about it all, wake me please so I can reassure you Jan 08 22:20:41 alright blossom Jan 08 22:21:30 * Molly gets out of his lap Jan 08 22:21:44 I'll see you in a while Jan 08 22:45:29 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 09 18:08:34 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 09 18:09:37 **His stomach rumbles when she goes upstairs, having missed breakfast as well as it being lunchtime** Jan 09 18:15:42 * Morgan grumbles to himself, going to the kitchen to make himself a sandwich Jan 09 18:25:46 * HH finds him about five minutes later, opening the door. "Lunch is re-..." *he shrugs "More food next door if you both want it" Jan 09 18:26:57 Sorry man, I figured you'd have finished it by now... come here please Jan 09 18:27:42 * HH comes over "Saved y' some, figured you'd be ravenous" Jan 09 18:28:13 * Morgan wraps HeinzHarold in a hug Jan 09 18:29:06 I'm sorry man... I love you Jan 09 18:29:22 * HH hugs him back Jan 09 18:29:35 We're good. Love you too, man. Jan 09 18:29:47 Molly's gone for a nap Jan 09 18:30:33 * HH pats his back then lets go Jan 09 18:31:16 Not s'prised, she fair cried up a Sudlache's worth 'ccording to Inga Jan 09 18:31:27 * Morgan nods Jan 09 18:31:34 she was awake quite a bit overnight Jan 09 18:31:38 * Morgan lets him go Jan 09 18:31:53 How come? Jan 09 18:32:11 Cramps I think Jan 09 18:33:35 Ah, that. Explains some o'the crying too Jan 09 18:33:53 * Morgan nods Jan 09 18:35:38 Shoulda tried livin' with four sisters! Makes a lad glad t' be on the battlefield Jan 09 18:36:02 * Morgan sniggers Jan 09 18:37:34 Can't she **he makes a magic hand waving gesture** it? Jan 09 18:39:36 I think after the cast its too dangerous... like trying to fill a cup with a hole in it from itself, its an endless task that eventually leaves you with no tea Jan 09 18:39:55 * HH grimaces Jan 09 18:40:01 Bit graphic! Jan 09 18:43:44 No, you plank, the magic... like it always needs more magic than you can give it if its yourself Jan 09 19:06:47 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 09 19:21:51 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 09 19:21:55 [19:13] (HH) That gonna be a problem if summat goes wrong when you have a babe? Jan 09 19:24:01 Could be Jan 09 19:25:25 * HH nods Jan 09 19:25:44 Worry 'bout that when we get there Jan 09 19:26:53 * Morgan nods Jan 09 19:26:54 indeed Jan 09 19:29:38 You stayin' in here just incase she calls for you? Jan 09 19:29:52 No, I'll come next door Jan 09 19:30:17 * HH nods, leading the way. The others are all eating Jan 09 19:30:37 V: Papa, did you fix the stove now? Jan 09 19:31:09 Its all working Jan 09 19:31:12 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 09 19:31:47 I did most of the work that got done **he grins** Jan 09 19:32:13 **Inga looks at Morgan** Where's Molly? Jan 09 19:32:46 Having a nap, she was awake a lot overnight Jan 09 19:33:55 **Inga nods, but she still looks a little concerned** Jan 09 19:34:46 V: I like it in our cottage because the cats can be inside Jan 09 19:34:53 HeinzHarold, could you spare your wife for a moment? Jan 09 19:35:08 * HH nods Jan 09 19:35:53 Reck'n I can manage without for ten, but not much more **she blushes whilst he looks pleased with himself ** Jan 09 19:36:08 * Morgan motions for her to follow him and heads outside Jan 09 19:36:21 **Inga follows** Jan 09 19:36:27 * HH is now known as Inga Jan 09 19:37:02 * Morgan leans against the cottage, looking at her Jan 09 19:37:07 You know what happened? Jan 09 19:37:48 You got stuck thinking Dietlinde was still alive and you'd been unfaithful to her with Molly Jan 09 19:39:56 Close.. I was convinced it was 67... I'd been disowned so was bringing Dietlinde and Jana to Catterick, but yes... I woke up with some unknown woman in my bed Jan 09 19:42:19 * Inga nods Jan 09 19:42:59 I told Heinzharold he should knock you out Jan 09 19:44:21 Might work, I don't know Jan 09 19:53:21 * Inga nods Jan 09 19:53:26 Hoe is she now? Jan 09 19:54:12 We've talked and she's doing alright. She's having a nap after being up so much overnight, but she's ok Jan 09 19:54:54 * Morgan sighs Jan 09 19:54:59 I can't imagine how difficult that was for her Jan 09 19:56:17 * Inga nods Jan 09 19:56:29 It was unlucky Jan 09 19:56:39 * Morgan nods Jan 09 19:56:48 I wanted to thank you for looking after her... and HeinzHarold Jan 09 20:00:01 You don't need to. She's my friend and I love her. Jan 09 20:00:29 I know... but still, I appreciate it, so very much Jan 09 20:02:12 Are _you_ alright though? Jan 09 20:02:53 I am now, yes Jan 09 20:05:34 * Inga nods Jan 09 20:05:46 She'll be okay. She really loves you Jan 09 20:06:53 * Morgan nods Jan 09 20:06:57 aye Jan 09 20:10:09 Heinzharold is alright. It shocked him less this time Jan 09 20:12:39 * Morgan nods Jan 09 20:13:19 He was mostly worried he was going to have to tell you Jan 09 20:13:40 * Morgan nods Jan 09 20:13:54 I don't want Molly being there if that is needed Jan 09 20:14:40 * Inga frowns Jan 09 20:14:55 Have you tried getting her to do anything she doesn't want to do? Jan 09 20:15:53 I've explained to her why I don't want her seeing it Jan 09 20:17:44 You dont want to hurt her again Jan 09 20:18:27 * Morgan winces slightly Jan 09 20:18:51 She would spend ages wondering if I'd be as upset if it were her I'd lost... comparing herself... Jan 09 20:20:53 * Inga nods Jan 09 20:21:00 She would, I agree Jan 09 20:21:12 so did she Jan 09 20:21:29 I'm surprised she would talk about it Jan 09 20:22:02 She didn't... I told her thats what would happen Jan 09 20:23:31 * Inga nods Jan 09 20:23:52 I can't imagine it's easy Jan 09 20:24:10 No, I wouldn't imagine so Jan 09 20:27:44 I think you're right, it won't help her, and I don't think it would help you either. Jan 09 20:28:13 No, I doubt it Jan 09 20:30:37 It would be hard anyway, but trying to immediately adapt to the fact that you've married again would be too much Jan 09 20:30:51 * Morgan nods Jan 09 20:30:52 I agree Jan 09 20:37:24 I'll try to keep her away if it has to be done Jan 09 20:37:59 * Morgan nods Jan 09 20:38:02 thank you Jan 09 20:39:52 Why does it happen? Jan 09 20:40:14 I have absolutely no idea... maybe its the way things could have been Jan 09 20:42:24 That could have happened? Jan 09 20:43:14 If things had gone differently, certainly Jan 09 20:45:58 Would she have been happy leaving Eisen behind? Jan 09 20:46:36 No... nor leaving her family Jan 09 20:48:20 * Inga nods Jan 09 20:48:42 This sort of adventuring isn't for everyone Jan 09 20:49:32 No... Jan 09 20:52:06 I was a bit surprised you did what Heinzharold told you Jan 09 20:52:57 doesn't sit quite right with the stubbornness everyone expects from me... Jan 09 20:54:43 * Inga shakes her head Jan 09 20:54:58 You were quite docile for an upset man Jan 09 20:57:52 I was upset, not devastated... I still had what mattered most to me Jan 09 20:58:12 and don't underestimate my trust for HeinzHarold Jan 09 20:59:50 * Inga nods Jan 09 21:00:30 He says there's not been very many times you didn't trust him Jan 09 21:00:39 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 09 21:01:15 no Jan 09 21:03:26 He says you shouted at him when he got his tattoo Jan 09 21:04:34 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:04:35 I did Jan 09 21:05:27 That's unusual Jan 09 21:05:32 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:05:44 yes it was Jan 09 21:08:33 He said you didn't come back to the ship that night. He was worried Jan 09 21:08:41 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:09:29 There was a lot of falling out that day Jan 09 21:11:40 You all made up again though Jan 09 21:12:16 of course Jan 09 21:14:44 They're happier with you back Jan 09 21:15:15 they? Jan 09 21:17:53 Heinzharold and Claudia. But Molly and Varick were very happy when you came back here Jan 09 21:18:13 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:18:27 I know I hurt HeinzHarold and Claudia greatly Jan 09 21:20:26 Heinzharold understands why. And really, it's lucky you went, isn't it? Jan 09 21:22:31 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:22:36 overall Jan 09 21:24:29 It's not likely Molly would have turned up in Sudlachenburg Jan 09 21:25:43 probably not... but you can't be sure Jan 09 21:26:05 * Inga smiles Jan 09 21:26:39 That's sweet, like maybe you were destined to meet or something Jan 09 21:28:23 The fate witch said so.... our patterns are intertwined Jan 09 21:30:03 Isn't that a bit difficult to accept though? Jan 09 21:30:55 Its not necessarily the way we are now, though... take these dreams she had to Seb... we still met, but were not together... Jan 09 21:32:15 * Inga wrinkles her nose Jan 09 21:32:20 I would be very jealous Jan 09 21:32:31 * Morgan frowns Jan 09 21:32:33 why? Jan 09 21:34:02 I wouldn't want Heinzharold dreaming of other women Jan 09 21:34:36 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:35:47 I suppose though, maybe it's nice to know she could have been happy and looked after even if she wasnt with you? Jan 09 21:36:09 To a point... I will confess it makes me somewhat jealous Jan 09 21:42:11 * Inga nods Jan 09 21:42:44 She would never leave you though. You're the only man she wants, she has said as much Jan 09 21:43:43 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:50:16 Are you going to meet him? Jan 09 21:51:53 Looks like it. The doctors wife and daughter would be thrilled to see Molly Jan 09 21:53:40 Heinzharold says he's nice Jan 09 21:54:06 so I'm hearing Jan 09 21:56:13 Does that make it a bit worse really? Like if he was awful, or unattractive, you'd feel less jealous? Jan 09 21:58:39 * Morgan nods Jan 09 21:59:41 Does she know how you feel? Jan 09 21:59:58 I've mentioned it Jan 09 22:01:44 * Inga nods Jan 09 22:02:16 Maybe they'll hate each other when they meet? Jan 09 22:04:00 maybe. We'll see Jan 09 22:09:17 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 09 22:15:30 * Inga (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 09 22:15:33 [22:06] (Inga) Are you worried she'll leave, or just that she might want to? Jan 09 22:16:12 I don't know... probably neither. It just makes me uneasy Jan 09 22:16:38 Even though you've been married before? Jan 09 22:16:56 * Morgan nods Jan 09 22:18:35 Do you dream of other things that could have happened, like with Heinzharold? Jan 09 22:19:33 Occasionally Jan 09 22:20:02 * Inga nods Jan 09 22:20:17 It sounds interesting Jan 09 22:22:52 interesting? Jan 09 22:25:42 Your dreams sound interesting, but painful if you dream of Dietlinde often Jan 09 22:26:38 * Morgan nods Jan 09 22:32:54 Heinzharold says she was nice and I'd have liked her Jan 09 22:33:42 She was, very sweet and loving Jan 09 22:33:58 * Morgan sighs Jan 09 22:34:01 I was much gentler too Jan 09 22:34:53 That's sad Jan 09 22:35:07 * Morgan shrugs Jan 09 22:36:06 its a wonder Molly ever developed any feelings for me... she's the only one who's seen me at my nastiest Jan 09 22:37:00 She's special, I think. Jan 09 22:37:24 * Morgan nods Jan 09 22:38:52 I think she's a bit like the heroines in romance novels. She has this outer practicality and independence, but she's really very tender-hearted and a true romantic inside. Jan 09 22:39:09 * Morgan nods Jan 09 22:39:25 I think you might be right... though I'm taking your word for what those characters are like Jan 09 22:40:49 Normally they have plots where they start off as people who irritate each other, then they realise the reason they get under each other's skin is because they have gotten into each other's hearts Jan 09 22:41:14 I see Jan 09 22:42:43 Heinzharold and I weren't like that though. But I'm not a heroine Jan 09 22:43:04 * Morgan tilts his head Jan 09 22:43:07 you don't think so? Jan 09 22:44:10 No. I don't have the quick wit needed for it, and I've not had that much male attention really Jan 09 22:45:25 You should have a little more faith in yourself... after all you've been through, you're still strong... hell, I could see in a heartbeat HeinzHarold was utterly smitten with you the moment he saw you... you might not be the same sort of heroine, but... you are one. Jan 09 22:45:38 * Inga smiles Jan 09 22:47:39 That's sweet, but I'm more like the sister or beat friend in the books. The one that the other characters cant understand how she landed a very handsome and brilliant man who could have had much prettier or better connected women, but there's something about her that brings him back to her time and time again, it's not looks or status, it's how she makes him feel in himself Jan 09 22:48:14 I think you underestimate yourself Jan 09 22:49:58 * Inga shakes her head Jan 09 22:51:00 It's alright, I'm happier than I thought I could be, and whatever Heinzharold sees in me it's something important to him. As long as I am beautiful to him, I dont need to be beautiful to the world Jan 09 22:51:20 * Morgan sighs Jan 09 22:53:40 I'm not going to argue with you... but I fully believe you are wrong. Jan 09 22:54:30 * Inga nods Jan 09 22:54:46 Do you see yourself as the hero of a novel? Jan 09 22:55:03 like hell Jan 09 22:56:14 * Inga laughs Jan 09 22:56:43 Heinzharold would say you're an excellent sidekick in his though Jan 09 22:56:57 * Morgan nods Jan 09 22:57:12 true... I'm the part of the story that constantly puts issues in peoples way Jan 09 23:02:16 You rescued Molly and Varick Jan 09 23:03:14 * Morgan shrugs Jan 09 23:04:41 I think you're the hero... but don't tell Heinzharold Jan 09 23:04:48 * Inga smiles Jan 09 23:04:56 * Morgan blushes Jan 09 23:05:03 I think you're wrong, again... Jan 09 23:07:41 With everything you've been through, to then find Molly and then have so much ahead of you whilst you keep getting stronger and healing... that sounds like the hero if the story Jan 09 23:08:30 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 09 23:08:48 No, I just come crashing into others stories and make an almighty mess Jan 09 23:10:05 That's sad that you think like that. Maybe you don't realise how much we all love you Jan 09 23:10:37 * Morgan shrugs Jan 09 23:10:39 maybe Jan 09 23:12:43 You should hear how Molly talks about you! Jan 09 23:15:27 aye, you've said before Jan 09 23:16:39 * Inga nods Jan 09 23:17:08 **Varick comes out of the cottage** Can I go home for my nap now? Jan 09 23:17:18 aye, come on Jan 09 23:18:00 **Elsie and James follow him out. Inga looks to Morgan with a smile** It was nice to talk a bit Jan 09 23:18:14 aye, it was Jan 09 23:20:42 **HH comes to the door** Jan 09 23:21:09 HH: 'Fraid I'm gonna need you to give my special girl back now Jan 09 23:21:19 * Inga blushes Jan 09 23:23:46 * Morgan nods Jan 09 23:24:19 aye, alright Jan 09 23:26:30 **HH salutes him, grabbing Inga's hand and pulling her into the cottage with a big grin. As they close the door, Morgan can faintly hear her say "Heinzharold! He'll know exactly what you're up to!" *HH chuckles* "Doesn't bother me at all!" Jan 09 23:26:52 * Morgan picks up Varick, carrying him to the other cottage Jan 09 23:28:02 **Elsie and James go to the parlour. Varick is asleep by the time Morgan gets him upstairs where the cats are already curled up and snoozing** Jan 09 23:28:22 * Morgan tucks him into the bed Jan 10 00:06:05 * Inga has quit (Ping Timeout) Jan 10 13:45:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 10 13:45:43 **it's all quiet when he comes out of Varicks room* Jan 10 13:49:46 * Morgan goes to make himself some coffee Jan 10 13:52:00 **During this nap time of Varicks, which seems to have become an unofficial hour of couples time, noone interrupts him** Jan 10 13:53:12 * Morgan sits quietly in the kitchen, doodling on a piece of paper Jan 10 13:57:07 * Molly appears just after an hour has passed. She looks tidy and cheerful Jan 10 13:57:36 feel better blossom? Jan 10 13:58:07 * Molly nods, kissing his crown as she passes by him to make tea Jan 10 13:58:19 Much, thank you. I had a lovely dream Jan 10 13:58:25 oh? Jan 10 14:05:10 It was a possible future, I think. We had a house near Kiev, it had its own stream, we were finished our three years to Capperlucia, and we were finally settled Jan 10 14:06:24 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:06:43 It was very sweet Jan 10 14:07:44 sounds like it Jan 10 14:08:57 * Molly nods, making her tea Jan 10 14:09:25 We were rather imminently about to start the next adventure... Jan 10 14:10:09 * Morgan frowns Jan 10 14:10:12 what do you mean? Jan 10 14:14:34 * Molly brings two cups to the table Jan 10 14:14:41 Having more children Jan 10 14:14:58 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:19:16 * Molly sits Jan 10 14:20:23 I will try to draw the house if you wish? It was not newly built, but I think we had done some work to deepen the stream and planted some bushes strategically Jan 10 14:20:34 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:20:37 that' be nice Jan 10 14:20:47 * Molly nods Jan 10 14:21:32 I will do so then. Perhaps it exists? Jan 10 14:21:45 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:21:46 maybe Jan 10 14:24:49 It was nice to dream something do happy and peaceful Jan 10 14:24:54 So* Jan 10 14:26:06 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:29:24 How are you now? Jan 10 14:30:36 I'm alright Jan 10 14:33:21 * Molly nods slowly Jan 10 14:33:33 You are not still feeling guilty? Jan 10 14:33:51 A little perhaps Jan 10 14:35:52 * Molly reaches out her hand Jan 10 14:35:59 You shouldn't Jan 10 14:36:18 * Morgan takes it Jan 10 14:38:03 * Molly squeezes gently Jan 10 14:38:11 How is Heinzharold? Jan 10 14:39:27 he's alright I think. Relieved. Jan 10 14:40:43 * Molly nods Jan 10 14:41:45 I was concerned what would happen if Elsie's labour began Jan 10 14:42:10 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:42:20 that would be unfortunate Jan 10 14:45:07 * Molly nods Jan 10 14:45:29 I would have just had to do it without you Jan 10 14:45:36 less than idea Jan 10 14:47:58 * Molly nods Jan 10 14:48:26 Indeed, but you would react dreadfully to my talent and what I am capable of Jan 10 14:49:33 Probably, aye Jan 10 14:51:12 * Molly nods Jan 10 14:51:20 Where is everyone? Jan 10 14:51:42 doing the usual at this time of day. spending time together Jan 10 14:53:05 And you, my love, were sat down here alone? Jan 10 14:53:38 * Morgan nods Jan 10 14:53:40 you needed to rest Jan 10 14:57:25 You would have been welcome to lie with me Jan 10 14:59:49 I didn't wish to disturb you Jan 10 15:01:35 * Molly smiles Jan 10 15:01:58 It would have been nice to have you so close Jan 10 15:02:40 * Morgan nods Jan 10 15:04:58 * Molly kisses across his knuckles one at a time Jan 10 15:14:49 I take it Elsie is not going into labour today Jan 10 15:16:13 There was no sign of it this morning Jan 10 15:19:14 * Morgan nods Jan 10 15:21:08 * Molly watches him with a smile Jan 10 15:21:19 It should be quiet today... Jan 10 15:21:33 * Morgan nods Jan 10 15:22:40 **She smiles warmer, before the moment gets broken. Varick comes downstairs just after two wild cats bolt down them first** Jan 10 15:26:19 * Morgan watches the boy Jan 10 15:26:45 **He comes straight to Morgan** Jan 10 15:26:45 Can we take the cat to see Lady Torrington now? Jan 10 15:27:23 I suppose so Jan 10 15:30:17 **Varick goes out. The cats follow him like they're marching behind their commander. Molly watches them, then smiles at Morgan** Maybe not so quiet as I hoped! Jan 10 15:31:30 * Morgan nods, getting up and finishing his coffee Jan 10 15:31:35 I won't be long Jan 10 15:37:03 * Molly nods Jan 10 15:37:09 I'll be here, my love Jan 10 15:37:27 * Morgan nods, following Varick Jan 10 15:40:57 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 10 15:41:19 * Varick continues marching across the lawn, obviously a boy on a mission Jan 10 15:43:09 Have you planned what you're going to say? Jan 10 15:45:35 I'm going to say that he would be a very good pet and understands some commands, so her friends would be very impressed Jan 10 15:48:25 I see... Jan 10 15:54:09 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 10 16:01:17 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 10 16:01:58 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 10 16:02:05 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 10 16:02:15 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 10 18:34:51 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 10 18:35:23 If she won't have him, can he come with us? Jan 10 18:35:34 we'll have to ask your mam Jan 10 18:35:37 mama* Jan 10 18:35:58 Or what about Florrie? She likes cats Jan 10 18:41:20 we'd have to ask Alice Jan 10 18:49:17 * Varick nods Jan 10 18:49:26 Where will we find her? Jan 10 18:50:11 probably the library... she likes it in there Jan 10 19:23:13 * Varick and the cats go that way. The door is shut Jan 10 19:23:28 * Morgan knocks on the door Jan 10 19:24:03 **Catherine calls for him to come in. She is sat on a couch near the window** Jan 10 19:24:31 Your grace... Jan 10 19:24:50 Morgan, Varick, good afternoon Jan 10 19:25:28 you are well? Jan 10 19:25:48 **The cats come to Varick, sitting one on each side of him like well-trained dogs Jan 10 19:25:56 * Varick is now known as Catherine Jan 10 19:26:10 I am, and you? Do you have news? Jan 10 19:26:28 No, nothing so far... my young man wanted to speak to you... Jan 10 19:30:00 * Catherine looks to Varick Jan 10 19:31:50 V: I have this grey cat for you. He was a stable cat, but he wants to be a pet cat. He's clever, he can do tricks to impress people. This is a big house, and when we're gone you might be lonely. He would like to be your pet, and he's a good boy. Jan 10 19:33:05 I've never had a pet. Do you have pets for noble children in Eisen, Morgan? Jan 10 19:34:25 I didn't, I must admit, but I was sent to an academy fairly young Jan 10 19:34:57 My Papa has a pet dog, but he lives with my Grandpa in Sudlachenburg Jan 10 19:36:20 V:* Jan 10 19:37:09 **Varick thinks** He didnt have him as a boy though, because that was a loooooong time ago and the dog would be dead now Jan 10 19:37:30 * Catherine tries not to laugh Jan 10 19:37:53 ah, yes... I am of course very old Jan 10 19:38:21 V: *he nods* He's twenty seven! Jan 10 19:39:32 * Catherine nods, smiling Jan 10 19:39:45 I thought he was older than that Jan 10 19:39:55 V: *he laughs* Jan 10 19:40:21 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 10 19:41:35 * Catherine looks at Morgan, then Varick Jan 10 19:41:49 Why don't you show me his tricks? Jan 10 19:44:46 **Varick has obviously been using magic to train this cat, because it responds impeccably. All the tricks like Hide, Find, and Roll Over that he and Varick taught Ulysses are there too. Ulysses gets fed up of not being the centre of attention so climbs Morgan to wrap around his neck** Jan 10 19:45:24 * Catherine is clearly very impressed and strokes the cat whilst it nuzzles her hand Jan 10 19:46:05 * Morgan strokes Ulysses Jan 10 19:49:54 **Varick watches the cat, telling Catherine more things to say and do with the cat. It's obvious how much progress Varick has made from six months ago when he and Molly first arrived in Sudlachenburg and Varick was quite wary and shy around adults** Jan 10 19:51:00 * Morgan smiles faintly, watching him Jan 10 19:53:39 * Catherine encourages the cat onto her lap. Beneath the grownup facade she was forced to create on inheriting Tawstock and all the burdens of being a landowner, theres a spark of childlike joy there Jan 10 19:59:03 **Ulysses yawns* Jan 10 20:01:56 * Catherine asks Varick all about what to feed the cat. The purring of the grey cat is quite loud, and it seems to be going well. About ten minutes later Varick stands up "I think he would like to play with Captain Ulysses until we go, but if Elsie dies he will give you cuddles so you aren't so sad" Jan 10 20:04:02 * Catherine nods Jan 10 20:05:05 Thank you Varick. I will have time to ensure the staff are prepared for having him here. Perhaps you could think of a good Eisen name for him to have. Jan 10 20:05:27 **Varick looks excited* We will think hard, won't we, Papa? Jan 10 20:06:04 * Morgan nods Jan 10 20:06:15 I'm sure we can come up with something Jan 10 20:10:12 **the cat gets down when Varick gets up. Varick bows to Catherine** Jan 10 20:10:52 * Catherine stands, brushing off the cat fur, following them towards the door. She quietly says to Morgan "How is Elsie?" Jan 10 20:11:48 Cheerful... spending as much time as she can with James... her bumps dropped significantly, so I expect it to be soon Jan 10 20:16:13 Do you have everything you need? Jan 10 20:16:33 as far as I can tell, aye Jan 10 20:17:12 * Catherine nods "thank you both for coming to see me, I look forward to hearing his name" Jan 10 20:18:10 **Varick ponders the idea as he and the unnamed cat head towards the cottages. Ulysses is now asleep round Morgan's shoulders* Jan 10 20:20:24 * Catherine is now known as Varick Jan 10 20:20:31 What should we call him? Jan 10 20:20:36 Stuart? Jan 10 20:22:40 That's not Eisen Jan 10 20:23:00 Albert? Jan 10 20:25:41 * Varick shakes his head Jan 10 20:25:48 We will have to think hard Jan 10 20:26:00 Stormageddon the destroyer? Jan 10 20:27:56 * Varick laughs Jan 10 20:28:14 * Varick looks up at him Jan 10 20:28:33 What about... Adalbrecht? *he grins* Jan 10 20:29:08 Bit cruel isn't it? Jan 10 20:32:44 * Varick giggles Jan 10 20:32:57 Would he be cross? Jan 10 20:33:17 Do you know, I'm not sure Jan 10 20:34:25 It's a good name Jan 10 20:34:35 * Morgan shrugs Jan 10 20:34:37 I suppose Jan 10 20:36:59 It's your middle name, like mine is Karsten Jan 10 20:37:24 * Morgan nods Jan 10 20:39:19 Will our babies have Morgan as their middle names? Jan 10 20:40:06 maybe one of them I suppose Jan 10 20:42:07 When is Elsie's baby going to come? Jan 10 20:42:45 I don't know I'm afraid Jan 10 20:44:03 Then do we have to leave? Jan 10 20:44:21 It depends on a lot of things Jan 10 20:46:36 I like living here Jan 10 20:47:47 Why's that? Jan 10 20:49:00 We have a swing. Jan 10 20:49:07 * Morgan nods Jan 10 20:49:09 we do Jan 10 20:50:09 * Varick opens the door to the big cottage. HH, Inga, James, Elsie and Molky are all sat around the kitchen table playing cards Jan 10 20:50:28 * Varick looks at Morgan "And because our family is all here" Jan 10 20:51:48 * Morgan nods Jan 10 20:54:22 **Molly gets Varick on her lap, and the play continues. At a particularly tense moment the unnamed cat jumps on the table, scattering cards and counters everywhere. There's lots of laughter and chaos, everyone happy** Jan 10 20:57:10 * Morgan leans against the sink, smiling to himself Jan 10 20:57:20 **Varick takes both the cats with him at bedtime. The rest of the evening is quiet, and Elsie seems even quieter than the others, content just to sit with James and listen to the chatter of the others. Once everyone is in bed,  he makes his usual walk around. The sky is heavy but no rain is falling yet. Molly has fallen asleep fully dressed on top of the sheets, an open book beside her.** Jan 10 21:00:16 * Morgan smiles before rousing her gently Jan 10 21:00:18 blossom... Jan 10 21:00:39 Mmhmm Jan 10 21:00:46 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 10 21:01:13 You need to undress and get into bed my love Jan 10 21:01:42 * Molly smiles, eyes still closed Jan 10 21:01:45 If you wish Jan 10 21:03:40 * Molly wakes up a bit, slowly undressing herself, unpinning her hair and getting in Jan 10 21:04:44 Did you think she was quiet tonight? Jan 10 21:05:35 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:05:42 aye, very Jan 10 21:07:18 That's a sign, isn't it? **she watches what he is doing** Jan 10 21:10:51 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:10:56 I found it to be, aye Jan 10 21:11:34 * Molly nods slowly "It happened with Dietlinde too?" Jan 10 21:12:02 * Morgan nods, taking off his shirt Jan 10 21:14:02 It will be soon then? Jan 10 21:15:31 I believe so, though I was sort of expecting it to have happened already Jan 10 21:15:43 * Molly nods Jan 10 21:16:02 Three days late already Jan 10 21:16:18 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:16:59 Are you still concerned about me? Jan 10 21:17:15 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:20:01 I will do what you say. Jan 10 21:20:28 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:20:58 I am grateful for that Jan 10 21:22:42 * Molly nods Jan 10 21:23:30 We should sleep, if there's a chance it will be tomorrow Jan 10 21:23:41 * Morgan nods, pulling on pyjamas Jan 10 21:25:13 * Molly watches him a moment with a thoughtful smile Jan 10 21:25:28 * Morgan climbs into bed Jan 10 21:25:29 what? Jan 10 21:25:41 I was thinking about next summer Jan 10 21:26:36 oh? Jan 10 21:28:42 Between our first trip to Capperlucia and our second, perhaps we could spend a week at the Golden Lantern again, and sleep beneath the stars Jan 10 21:30:34 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:30:40 that sounds like a wonderful idea Jan 10 21:31:43 * Molly smiles Jan 10 21:31:56 No pyjamas will be welcomed Jan 10 21:32:39 I would not be wearing them but... just in case Jan 10 21:35:05 * Molly nods Jan 10 21:35:18 I do not take it personally, mon petit chou Jan 10 21:35:29 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:35:30 good Jan 10 21:35:56 * Molly kisses him Jan 10 21:36:03 Goodnight, my love Jan 10 21:36:51 g'night blossom Jan 10 21:38:03 * Molly sings to him. She sings him one that she must have heard from Heinzharold, one that is an Eisen sailing song Morgan knows well. He is almost fully asleep when he hear her whisper "no nightmares, no getting stuck" and then he is fast asleep** Jan 10 21:40:06 **He slips into the yellow tones of Molly's dream. Standing by a mirror, in the Captain's quarters of the Rose, hair down, ruffled shirt, slate blue velvet coat over a matching waistcoat, tan breeches tucked into long well-polished boots. All in all, he looks much like a pirate Captain in a scandalous romance novel.** Jan 10 21:41:29 * Morgan rolls his eyes briefly before looking round Jan 10 21:44:54 **There's a calamity from outside in the hall before the door swings open. A man he doesn't know but who carries himself with an air of authority pushes his way in, pulling Molly along behind him Jan 10 21:45:18 Man: Got ourselves a problem, Cap'n! Jan 10 21:45:37 oh? Jan 10 21:47:17 * Molly looks defiant, chin tilted up. Her hair is loose and down, but she is wearing men's clothes. How she has managed to flatten her chest is a mystery, but even without makeup and as dirty as any other sailor, it should have been clear to anyone she was in disguise. Jan 10 21:48:37 Man: two weeks out from Castile, four weeks to Capperlucia, and the crew 'ave just discovered our new lad from that port you were at in Avalon is not a lad. Jan 10 21:49:02 * Molly says nothing yet, staying quiet Jan 10 21:49:32 just discovered... Jan 10 21:50:16 Man: Hat blew off. Ain't ever seen a man with hair like that. Jan 10 21:51:08 I see... Jan 10 21:51:20 * Molly calmly watches Morgan Jan 10 21:52:31 Well now... what do we do with you? Jan 10 21:52:45 Man: Got some heads to bang together . Holler if you want her thrown o'erboard Jan 10 21:53:52 * Morgan nods Jan 10 21:54:02 * Molly doesn't react to this threat at all, nor to the door shutting firmly Jan 10 21:55:33 * Molly speaks Avalonian "Will you hear my offer before you decide?" Jan 10 21:56:28 * Morgan points to a chair, sitting down himself Jan 10 21:58:32 * Molly takes a seat Jan 10 21:58:45 I wish to go to Capperlucia. Jan 10 21:59:44 do you now Jan 10 22:00:08 * Molly nods Jan 10 22:00:42 For that, I will need to remain upon your ship for four weeks, and have your protection from your crew Jan 10 22:01:20 I'm not hearing any offer, as you put it Jan 10 22:01:23 * Molly watches him calmly Jan 10 22:01:54 My offer is that for four weeks, I will do whatever you wish, satisfy any and all desires to have. Jan 10 22:02:06 You* Jan 10 22:02:33 I see... Jan 10 22:03:11 * Molly nods Jan 10 22:03:56 I am aware that it gets lonely at sea, and even more so so far from anywhere for shore leave. Jan 10 22:04:27 perks of being captain, is it? Jan 10 22:06:02 * Molly smiles "I am sure it seems rather transactional" Jan 10 22:07:09 Somewhat Jan 10 22:08:09 I am sure you can appreciate that such an arrangement could be both beneficial and pleasant? Jan 10 22:12:28 beneficial for you, certainly Jan 10 22:13:29 * Molly smiles Jan 10 22:14:02 It would not benefit to have a young woman at your service entirely for the remainder of your journey? Jan 10 22:14:30 assuming of course you are true to your word... Jan 10 22:14:48 Why would I not be? What could I have to gain? Jan 10 22:15:29 it wouldn't be the first time someone made a bargain with an intention of wriggling out of their end of the bargain... Jan 10 22:15:59 I have no intention of backing out. Jan 10 22:16:31 perhaps then a demonstration of your commitment to the bargain and expertise is in order... Jan 10 22:18:12 * Molly smiles "Certainly. How might I prove this to you?" Jan 10 22:19:27 what would you suggest? Jan 10 22:20:21 Perhaps you would wish to see precisely what you would have full access to? Jan 10 22:20:36 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:20:38 for a start Jan 10 22:22:47 * Molly stands. She keeps her eyes on his as she steps out of her boots and pulls off her shirt. Beneath it her torso is tightly bound with linen strips. Jan 10 22:24:32 I would, of course, be far more pleasant for you if given chance to bathe in a proper tub with warm water... Jan 10 22:24:57 warm water onboard a ship... Jan 10 22:26:23 * Molly nods, watching him as she slowly undoes the linen, unwrapping it layer by layer. She watches his expression Jan 10 22:26:42 * Morgan watches her hungrily Jan 10 22:30:35 * Molly eventually gets it undone, standing barefoot and bare-breasted again not looking afraid, shoulders back. The room is not warm enough to prevent her nipples hardening Jan 10 22:30:44 Do you approve so far, Captain? Jan 10 22:31:06 so far Jan 10 22:34:55 * Molly nods. She undoes the placket of the men's trousers she is wearing, allowing the flap to drop. It isn't so low that her womanhood is completely revealed to him, but he can see the top of her mound and the soft curly hair upon it. Again she watches him Jan 10 22:36:39 * Morgan looks her up and down Jan 10 22:38:35 * Molly undoes the waistband button, letting the trousers drop. She steps out of them, then slowly turns. She watches him over her shoulder. Jan 10 22:39:12 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 10 22:39:19 Four weeks. I could remain here like this the whole time, if it would earn me your protection Jan 10 22:40:25 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:40:36 a better look than previously, certainly Jan 10 22:41:05 * Molly nods Jan 10 22:41:28 You wish for more before deciding? Jan 10 22:41:49 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:41:56 a demonstration of your abilities, perhaps Jan 10 22:42:26 * Molly comes to his chair and straddles his lap, facing towards him Jan 10 22:43:03 I would make the caveat that I am not very experienced... Jan 10 22:43:12 I see... Jan 10 22:44:07 I understand what to do, I just have not done many things Jan 10 22:44:20 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:44:28 what things? Jan 10 22:44:35 * Molly starts to kiss up his neck Jan 10 22:44:47 That I have done or that I understand? Jan 10 22:45:00 both Jan 10 22:46:49 I am not a virgin, but it was rather conventional. I understand how to please with my hands or mouth, and about other positions and so on *she sucks deeply on his neck* Jan 10 22:47:43 so you will be learning from me as well... Jan 10 22:48:51 That would certainly be a perk Jan 10 22:50:26 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:50:56 * Molly moves her mouth along his jawline, kisses moving towards his chin "I would do whatever you asked, behave however you wished..." Jan 10 22:51:28 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:51:32 Alright Jan 10 22:52:07 I have your protection? *she kisses up to his mouth* Jan 10 22:52:25 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:52:26 aye Jan 10 22:52:49 * Molly runs her tongue along his lower lip Jan 10 22:52:53 I am grateful Jan 10 22:54:20 a demonstration of that gratitude would not go amiss... Jan 10 22:55:29 * Molly nods, wriggling from his lap so she is knelt between his feet Jan 10 22:55:33 Like this? Jan 10 22:55:37 * Morgan nods Jan 10 22:57:10 * Molly gently tugs behind his knees to make him recline a little before moving her hands to his placket. The mirror he first saw before she came in is at such an angle that he will be able to have a good view from the side also** Jan 10 22:58:39 * Morgan gets comfortable Jan 10 23:01:18 * Molly gets access to him with ease, and it seems to come very naturally to her despite lack of experience, much as it had after the evening party from the wedding. As suspected, the mirror does give him an additional view of her pleasuring him with her mouth Jan 10 23:01:46 * Morgan makes the usual noises of pleasure Jan 10 23:04:02 * Molly seems very comfortable, using the precise things she knows he enjoys in reality. He is able to see clearly in the mirror how her lips surround him as deeply as possible and he is engulfed in her throat. Jan 10 23:10:22 * Morgan grunts each time she gets deep Jan 10 23:11:30 **She uses this to her advantage, mercilessly staying that deep. He's close to release when the dawn watch chimes three times** Jan 10 23:16:46 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 11 12:45:04 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 11 12:45:29 **In the dark of their room, he is also very hard and fairly close to orgasm, though not yet at the point of no return, his swollen manhood constrained by the pyjamas he is wearing** Jan 11 12:46:38 * Morgan grumbles, getting out of bed Jan 11 12:50:35 * Molly makes quiet soft noises of pleasure in her sleep, not helping his cause at all Jan 11 12:52:17 * Morgan frowns, taking his pyjama's off and collecting up his clothes for the day Jan 11 12:53:40 **There is a gentle knock at the door, hard to hear over the torrential rain** Jan 11 12:54:18 hang on... Jan 11 12:54:26 * Morgan pulls his trousers on before going to open the door Jan 11 12:55:57 **Elsie is stood at the door in just her nightdress, and speaks quietly** I am sorry to bother you, but I am getting frequent pains in my belly and my lower back, and I think it's time. Jan 11 12:56:54 * Morgan nods Jan 11 12:57:08 alright... go get yourself comfortable, I'll get things ready Jan 11 12:58:15 **Elsie nods, going down the hall** Jan 11 12:58:30 * Morgan pulls on his shirt, going to rouse Molly Jan 11 13:00:07 * Molly looks both peaceful and pleased as she's curled up, blissfully ignorant of the risk and pain that may lie ahead Jan 11 13:01:04 * Morgan shakes her shoulder gently Jan 11 13:01:52 Mmhmm? Jan 11 13:02:16 You need to get up... Elsie thinks its time Jan 11 13:02:40 * Molly takes a deep breath Jan 11 13:03:11 Alright, I'll check her... I was having such an enjoyable dream Jan 11 13:03:19 * Morgan nods Jan 11 13:03:36 soon as you've made a determination, I'll get wheels in motion, Varick, the doctor et cetera Jan 11 13:03:45 * Molly nods Jan 11 13:03:56 And Beth Jan 11 13:04:54 * Molly gets up, as naked as she was when trying to earn her pirate captain's protection, and finds her shift Jan 11 13:05:00 * Morgan nods Jan 11 13:05:09 Is it worth me getting some coffee ready? Jan 11 13:05:15 * Molly nods Jan 11 13:05:17 Always Jan 11 13:05:37 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek briefly before going downstairs to make coffee Jan 11 13:06:29 **James comes downstairs, fully dressed. He is unshaven and looks tired** Molly said there might be coffee? Jan 11 13:06:47 * Morgan nods, pouring him a cup Jan 11 13:06:56 * Molly is now known as James Jan 11 13:07:44 * James thanks him, standing up still whilst he sips it. Out of the window, it's almost first light. Jan 11 13:08:17 * Morgan pours himself a cup, sipping it quickly Jan 11 13:08:26 No matter how much warning you get, it's still like a punch in the gut when it arrives. Jan 11 13:08:41 * Morgan nods Jan 11 13:09:15 You don't really believe the time will come, you've got plenty of time left... and then you don't Jan 11 13:09:30 * James nods Jan 11 13:09:52 I'm staying as long as she lets me Jan 11 13:10:15 * Morgan nods Jan 11 13:10:39 You'll go before the procedure... as she said, she wants you to remember her how she is now Jan 11 13:11:28 I will, but I don't like it. I should be with her, even with the pain and everything. Jan 11 13:11:56 * Morgan nods Jan 11 13:12:00 I know Jan 11 13:12:09 Probably hard to understand Jan 11 13:12:49 I suspect if anyone were to understand, its going to be me Jan 11 13:19:27 * James nods Jan 11 13:19:30 [She's correct, it's going to be this morning. There's no stopping it] Jan 11 13:20:19 [I'll get Varick to Inga then] Jan 11 13:23:41 [Send someone for Beth please. We have some time, but Sunnymeade and back is two hours at least] Jan 11 13:24:23 [I'll send James back up to you with the coffee] Jan 11 13:25:20 [Thank you] Jan 11 13:25:42 * Morgan pours another cup, placing it in front of James Jan 11 13:26:03 take that to Molly please, and get Varick up and dressed. I'm going to sort out getting a messenger sent to Beth Jan 11 13:26:23 * James nods compliantly, taking it upstairs Jan 11 13:26:51 * Morgan goes next door, letting himself in and going to knock on the bedroom door Jan 11 13:27:33 **HH doesn't sound that impressed** Listen man, I'll see dawn with you tomorrow Jan 11 13:27:39 * James is now known as HH Jan 11 13:28:26 Remember the last time I woke you? Was it for something so simple? Jan 11 13:29:24 Elsie? Jan 11 13:29:43 aye Jan 11 13:29:58 Be there in a coupla minutes Jan 11 13:30:15 We're getting Varick dressed Jan 11 13:30:27 Need t' get dressed myself Jan 11 13:31:10 aye. I'm going to sort a messenger to Beth, I'll see you in a bit Jan 11 13:31:28 Alright Jan 11 13:32:40 * Morgan leaves, heading across to the main house Jan 11 13:33:33 **the servants are bustling about, just as they always used to be. For a moment it feels like his home again in its familiarity** Jan 11 13:34:20 * Morgan collars one of the maids Jan 11 13:38:39 **She curtsies briefly** Sir? Jan 11 13:40:50 I need doctor Rosenkrantz woken and told Elsie's labour has started. When her grace wakes, she needs to be told as well and I need someone to go, now, to Sunnymeade to fetch Beth Jan 11 13:41:52 **She nods** Yes sir, I will see to those things Jan 11 13:42:04 * Morgan nods before heading back over to the cottage Jan 11 13:42:30 **The only noise is Varick being very cross upstairs** Jan 11 13:42:43 * Morgan heads upstairs Jan 11 13:51:16 **Molly is trying to placate Varick who is not complying with her at all. The cats are nowhere to be seen** Jan 11 13:51:22 * HH is now known as Varick Jan 11 13:51:27 I don't want to! Jan 11 13:51:38 whats going on? Jan 11 13:53:37 I don't want to go next door, I want to see Elsie! Jan 11 13:53:53 [Could he see her for a moment?] Jan 11 13:54:22 [I worry he will be scared by the pain, or upset] Jan 11 13:55:07 * Morgan kneels down in front of Varick Jan 11 13:56:36 * Varick looks at Morgan, still half dressed Jan 11 13:59:25 listen... Elsie is having a fair bit of pain because she's in labour, and it might be scary Jan 11 13:59:52 But I want to see her in case I never get to see her again Jan 11 14:00:05 We're worried you'll be upset Jan 11 14:02:33 I am brave Jan 11 14:05:28 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:05:34 alright, but only for a minute Jan 11 14:05:49 * Varick gets dressed nicely then Jan 11 14:09:18 **Molly goes through to the other room ** Jan 11 14:09:29 Can we go? Jan 11 14:09:45 * Morgan nods, taking him through Jan 11 14:10:26 **Elsie is sat on the edge of the bed. She smiles at Varick. He sits beside her** Jan 11 14:10:42 Is it time for the baby to come now? Jan 11 14:11:10 **Elsie nods** Yes it is Jan 11 14:11:35 * Varick gently hugs her. She hugs him back Jan 11 14:11:45 Does it hurt a lot? Jan 11 14:13:06 E: **she thinks about this** It hurts a bit, but it comes and goes. It isnt like if you break your arm. Sometimes there's no pain, and sometimes there is. Jan 11 14:13:37 * Varick nods "I will be friends with the baby and visit him" Jan 11 14:15:14 **Elsie smiles** Thank you. You've been a good friend, Varick. **he hugs her again** I am going to ask my real mother and my daddy to watch over you, they're angels now. And my Papa's first wife and daughter too. Jan 11 14:15:47 **Elsie thanks him. Molly glances at Morgan a moment** Jan 11 14:16:29 * Morgan looks as if he hasn't heard him Jan 11 14:20:06 **Molly encourages Varick to get his things ready to take next door, and he says goodbye. Molly follows him out** Jan 11 14:24:36 * Varick is now known as Elsie Jan 11 14:24:43 He's a sweet boy Jan 11 14:25:12 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:25:15 he loves you very much Jan 11 14:29:29 * Elsie nods, closing her eyes and breathing slowly Jan 11 14:30:04 **Downstairs there's the sound of the front door opening and Inga and HH talking Jan 11 14:32:55 **James comes to sit with her, putting his arm around her and just holding her** Jan 11 14:33:21 I'll give you a minute alone Jan 11 14:33:28 * Morgan heads out and downstairs Jan 11 14:33:54 **There's a sudden bout of repeated sneezes from the kitchen as both cats weave around Heinzharold's feet Jan 11 14:33:59 * Elsie is now known as HH Jan 11 14:34:50 **Inga watches her husband a moment before looking to Morgan** Should I take the cats with us? Jan 11 14:35:31 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:35:32 aye Jan 11 14:36:40 **Varick and Molly come down, Varick has a small bag with him. HH keeps sneezing** Jan 11 14:37:33 **Molly glances at Morgan, smiling slightly** Once this is over, I am going to fix him Jan 11 14:37:54 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:38:08 That said, its a good warning if an enemy ever invaded using cats... Jan 11 14:38:28 V: *he grins* My cat army! Jan 11 14:39:19 **Inga comes to hug Molly, whispering something to her. Molly nods before letting go** Jan 11 14:40:13 * HH looks to Morgan "I'm gonna go over and find Rosie's Da" Jan 11 14:40:21 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:40:22 alright Jan 11 14:40:28 I did ask for him to be woken Jan 11 14:41:04 E'eryone likes a lie in now and then... *he grins* Jan 11 14:41:38 * Morgan shrugs Jan 11 14:41:52 **They go out into the heavy rain. Molly watches them go before looking at Morgan with a serious expression** Jan 11 14:41:56 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 11 14:42:01 Are you alright? Jan 11 14:42:19 I'll manage Jan 11 14:42:44 Do you wish to talk to me about it? Jan 11 14:42:57 Just worried about whats to come Jan 11 14:43:06 For James? Jan 11 14:44:04 All of us Jan 11 14:46:26 * Molly nods Jan 11 14:46:42 We will endure, as we have endure so much before Jan 11 14:47:10 * Morgan nods Jan 11 14:50:16 * Molly heads upstairs Jan 11 14:52:49 * Morgan gets some string and one of his daggers, tucking them into a pouch and heading upstairs Jan 11 14:54:13 **From the hall, they can hear James and Elsie saying their goodbyes. Their sentiments are sweet and honest, and it is very sad to hear. Molly watches the floor, eyes focused on a particular knot in the floorboard. Her breathing is purposefully slow and measured. Jan 11 14:58:36 * Morgan leans against the wall, eyes closed Jan 11 14:59:39 * Molly opens the door to their room quietly, taking Morgan's hand Jan 11 15:02:21 [Let's wait in our room a few minutes...] Jan 11 15:02:36 * Morgan nods, going into their room Jan 11 15:03:40 * Molly gently shuts the door, then wraps her arms around his neck, a clear gesture offering comfort Jan 11 15:04:39 * Morgan leans into her, resting his head on her shoulder Jan 11 15:06:17 * Molly holds him firmly, speaking quietly "It's alright... It's okay to feel it" Jan 11 15:07:16 Once its done Jan 11 15:09:55 * Molly nods "I am here, always." Jan 11 15:10:28 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:10:47 * Molly squeezes him a moment before letting him free. The door to Elsie's room opens. Jan 11 15:11:00 * Morgan straightens up Jan 11 15:11:27 Will you sit with her, liebling? I want to nip next door and see Varick has settled in anyway Jan 11 15:11:57 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:13:04 * Morgan goes in to Elsie Jan 11 15:15:28 **Elsie is still sat on the edge of the bed. She has something in her hand** Jan 11 15:15:47 * Morgan crouches in front of her Jan 11 15:15:51 how you holding up? Jan 11 15:17:48 * Molly is now known as Elsie Jan 11 15:17:53 * Elsie nods Jan 11 15:17:58 I'm alright Jan 11 15:18:09 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:19:10 **The item in her hand is about two inches long. Set in a delicate silver frame, theres a navy enamel background, and in ivory the virgin mary as a cameo. It's very Vaticine. Jan 11 15:20:43 Thats James'? Jan 11 15:23:24 It is. When he left the orphanage to go to War, they gave it to him for protection Jan 11 15:24:13 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:25:10 Now I have it for protection too. It seems fitting, doesn't it? My baby's birth is going to look more like a skirmish than a delivery Jan 11 15:25:26 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:25:40 * Elsie looks at him Jan 11 15:25:48 Are the rest of you alright? Jan 11 15:26:25 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:26:31 more or less, aye Jan 11 15:26:33 * Elsie nods Jan 11 15:28:28 I'm not worried about me. If I die, I'll be at peace. It's the rest of you I'm concerned about. Tomorrow I may not have, but tomorrow James will need to get up, put one foot in front of the other. How much easier my lot will be than his. Jan 11 15:29:21 It'll be tough for him, but he'll get through it. I'll do whatever he needs Jan 11 15:29:29 * Elsie nods Jan 11 15:29:54 I count my blessings that you were interested enough in my sorrows to get involved Jan 11 15:31:19 I didn't expect things to go quite like this, I must admit Jan 11 15:34:22 * Elsie smiles Jan 11 15:35:20 That's life, isn't it? It doesn't go as you expect. It all feels like a plot twist. But really those twists and how you get through them _are_ life. Jan 11 15:35:47 * Morgan nods Jan 11 15:35:51 true Jan 11 15:37:18 **HH laughs from the kitchen, and theres the sound of something heavy being moved** Jan 11 15:37:47 If I don't get to say it later, thank you again Jan 11 15:38:12 There's no need Jan 11 15:40:10 * Elsie nods, the pain coming again. Meanwhile there's laughter of both Molly and Heinzharold now, and something being moved up the stairs Jan 11 15:41:06 What do you think that is? Jan 11 15:41:35 I've got no idea... I almost dread to think Jan 11 15:43:38 * Elsie nods. What is brought in is a high folding table from the kitchens, and a doctor. HH and Molly get the legs set up Jan 11 15:44:04 HH: Some of us were workin' hard! Jan 11 15:44:24 I don't wish to know about your personal crisis right now... Jan 11 15:45:25 **HH grins** Jan 11 15:47:15 **Time is spent getting everything set up to use this table as a raised bed, covering it in cushions then a sheet and towels. HH shows off his strength by lifting Elsie up and on to it. She keeps the cameo in her hand as she's laid down Jan 11 16:00:17 * Morgan watches the proceedings solemnly Jan 11 16:00:33 **Molly organises some bowls, medical boxes, a lidded bucket, more towels. She puts some herbs into a bowl of hot water she has heated on the fire in the grate. Rosenkrantz helps get a sheet below Elsie's belly, and Elsie herself raises up her nightgown so her belly is exposed. HH makes a low whistle. "Not sure how y' haven't exploded!" Elsie laughs. Jan 11 16:02:20 Im' with you on that Jan 11 16:03:42 **Rosenkrantz comes to Elsie, bringing her a rag to bite on if she needs it, warning her there may be some pain, and reassuring her that he will get her baby out as carefully as possible. The room now smells of rose, lavender and lily of the valley** Jan 11 16:05:53 **Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan and Heinzharold** My Lord, you'll be in charge of helping Molly and I, but also fetching anything. Heinzharold, you'll be in charge of keeping Elsie company, and then taking the baby to her** Jan 11 16:06:29 * Morgan looks at Elsie Jan 11 16:06:32 you alright with that? Jan 11 16:09:09 * Elsie nods "I can't really see anything over these anyway" she touches her chest Jan 11 16:10:06 **HH laughs, coming to stand with her** I've heard Morgan call them Bubbies... Jan 11 16:15:03 R: Alright, let's meet this baby, shall we? Jan 11 16:15:55 **Molly gives Morgan a glance, squaring her shoulders a little** Jan 11 16:20:22 ((How much is he going to be watching the procedure, what is his focus on?)) Jan 11 16:21:50 * Morgan stays out of the way until he's needed, keeping an eye on Molly Jan 11 16:23:28 **The magic starts before any cut is even made, he can feel his neck prickle even as Molly washes Elsie's stomach with the water. Elsie seems surprisingly peaceful. She smiles at Morgan.** Jan 11 16:23:28 "Don't be afraid, I'm not." Jan 11 16:24:39 * Morgan nods Jan 11 16:24:59 **HH holds her free hand, and at the medical end they wait until Elsie's belly untightens before an incision is made down it** Jan 11 16:25:06 I feel quite calm really. My baby is in good hands, I've made my peace with Our Lord. If this is my time, then it is my time Jan 11 16:26:51 * Morgan nods Jan 11 16:26:56 lets hope he has other plans Jan 11 16:29:25 Whatever he plans, I will be alright. I've been with dying people before, they are often calmer than you'd expect. Maybe that's just how it goes, we know we are going home. Jan 11 16:35:36 *HH wrinkles his nose, looking upwards and blinking to maintain control of himself. Then he takes a deep breath** Tough lassie, this one. Where was she when we were on th' battlefield, eh? Coulda done with someone like her around. Jan 11 16:36:23 You aren't wrong Jan 11 16:39:40 * Elsie asks Morgan and Heinzharold to tell her about what Eisen is like. Heinzharold does a good job of talking. Meanwhile Molly and the doctor are deeply focused on the work, and the prickling remains for Morgan as she pours a slow steady stream of magic into Elsie Jan 11 16:40:19 * Morgan watches Molly carefully Jan 11 16:41:45 **Molly is slightly pale but nothing major. She looks serious but not panicked. She and Rosenkrantz are still very quietly talking through the procedure** Jan 11 16:42:36 M: Liebes herz, we'll want towels now. Heinzharold, you'll need one for the baby. Jan 11 16:43:19 * Morgan nods, handing HeinzHarold a towel and bringing others to Molly Jan 11 16:47:06 **Elsie looks at the little cameo. She's very calm even when there's a strange watery noise and Molly is hastily mopping up. Alongside the floral smells, a scent that smells almost like pears. HH drapes the towel over his hands, waiting. He glances at the large wound, brows going up. It's not the prettiest thing ever seen, but lacks the spooling innards both he and Morgan have caused to fall out on the battlefield. Then he glances at Morgan** Jan 11 16:48:05 HH: Of all the scrapes we've ended up in t'gether, this has gotta be the oddest... Jan 11 16:49:24 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 11 16:49:28 aye... Jan 11 16:51:24 **Molly and Rosenkrantz part the inner flesh further, and the baby's bottom becomes visible. Molly glances at Morgan. She does look a little more tired** Jan 11 16:52:05 [Take some from me, please.] Jan 11 16:53:10 **Molly looks unsure a moment, before nodding** Jan 11 16:54:30 [Would you like to tell Elsie he's a boy?] Jan 11 16:54:51 Elsie... Jan 11 16:55:01 **Molly and Rosenkrantz work to make the incision a little bigger** Jan 11 16:55:04 Yes? Jan 11 16:55:08 Definitely a boy Jan 11 16:55:19 * Elsie smiles Jan 11 16:56:04 **HH leans to the side a little to look** Wow, yep, he is! Jan 11 16:56:39 **Elsie nods, smiling at Morgan as he position means she can't see Molly or Rosenkrantz** As long as he lives, that's what matters. Jan 11 16:57:16 [you'll need to put your hand on me if you wish me to use some of your energy] Jan 11 16:57:29 * Morgan nonchalantly does so Jan 11 16:58:46 * Elsie holds open Elsie's belly whilst Rosenkrantz gets hands on the baby's bottom, then finds his feet before bringing them out. The little legs are kicking. Morgan can feel a small amount of his energy flow to her hand. It's not much, he just feels a little less energetic Jan 11 16:59:25 HH grins at Morgan: Look at those lil feet, man! Jan 11 16:59:42 * Elsie is now known as Molly Jan 11 17:01:16 Wait til you see the size of the fingernails... Jan 11 17:04:12 **With his hand on her for the energy transfer, he can feel a sudden burst of her emotions, and how loving she feels towards him** Jan 11 17:04:47 **Next the body is born. It's a tight working space, and both Molly and Rosenkrantz are very focused. His neck continues to prickle. Morgan can see the movement in the baby's back as his heart beats** Jan 11 17:04:47 E: Is he okay? Jan 11 17:06:08 hearts beating Jan 11 17:06:49 **Finally the head emerges, lots of dark hair. Molly briefly touches the child, magic intensifying. The baby's chest expands as he takes his first inward breath. HH looks at Morgan, grinning like an idiot** Jan 11 17:07:46 * Molly stops taking any energy from Morgan, though he feels quite fine. Jan 11 17:09:17 * Morgan waits patiently Jan 11 17:13:43 **Rosenkrantz turns the baby over, placing the bloodied and gooey infant onto the towel Heinzharold is carefully holding,   umbilical cord trailing into the wound. The baby lets out a loud cry** Jan 11 17:14:12 * Molly smiles, glancing at him before getting back to the job Jan 11 17:14:34 Well, would you look at that Jan 11 17:14:57 **Heinzharold looks at the baby** whoa! Jan 11 17:17:39 HH: Wanna see your Ma? **the baby cries again. He takes the baby up to Elsie. Composed as she has been so far, it's seeing the child that makes her start crying. She turns her face to the side to watch him.** Jan 11 17:19:03 R: My Lord, I want you to cut the cord. I will talk you through it. Jan 11 17:19:52 tie it off eight inches from the barn, and again at ten, then cut in the middle? Jan 11 17:19:58 **HH holds the baby so Morgan can get to it** Jan 11 17:20:09 R: Yes, that's right Jan 11 17:20:33 * Morgan nods, taking the string from his pocket and tying the cord in the two places Jan 11 17:20:47 HH: howdya know that? Jan 11 17:21:15 **Elsie meanwhile just watches the baby** Jan 11 17:21:31 * Morgan shrugs slightly before glancing at Elsie then up at the doctor Jan 11 17:21:35 ready for me to cut? Jan 11 17:22:13 **Rosenkrantz nods** Yes my Lord Jan 11 17:22:39 * Morgan nods, cutting the cord with his dagger with his family crest on Jan 11 17:23:25 **The baby is then completely free, and HH can move him even closer to his mother. She's talking quietly to her son. She tells him how much she will always love him, much like he told Jana in the dream where they went to Catterick. HH is smiling just as the fate witch said he would be** Jan 11 17:26:11 * Morgan watches Elsie a moment before looking back at Molly Jan 11 17:26:21 **There's only the sound of hushed talk between Molly and the doctor, and louder talk from Elsie alongside the rain outside and the fire crackle. It's hard to tell, but he thinks Elsie may be paler** Jan 11 17:26:50 **Rosenkrantz looks a little concerned,  blood welling up in the cavity and having to be mopped up. Molly's magic use intensifies, causing Morgan mild pain in the back of his calf where La Fere cut him, his head where she first healed him, between his shoulders where the seed was removed from, the skin on his chest where she practiced cutting him, and the spot on his thigh where she accidentally shot him. All the places she's healed him. Jan 11 17:26:51 **HH has a look of mild discomfort too** Jan 11 17:27:27 * Morgan moves his hand on her back briefly Jan 11 17:27:39 [I can withstand more if you need more] Jan 11 17:28:09 **The transfer is faster this time. He feels a little tired before she stops** Jan 11 17:28:49 Rosenkrantz, with bloody hands deep in the cavity: You may wish to look away now, gentlemen. Jan 11 17:29:19 *HH is already busy mooning over the baby anyway** Jan 11 17:30:44 * Morgan watches anyway Jan 11 17:33:08 **what he takes out looks almost like a heavily veined stomach, very bloodied and barely fitting through the incision. The sound of what he puts into the metal pail is a dull, wet thud, and takes Morgan right back to the fear and loss of control he felt when Martha put the blood-sodden rags from Molly hemorrhaging into a similar container** Jan 11 17:35:02 * Morgan frowns briefly, looking at Molly Jan 11 17:35:27 **The magic continues. Molly looks a little pale. Meanwhile Elsie and HH are cooing over the baby opening and closing his eyes. Rosenkrantz is nodding as he feels inside Elsie, instructing Molly to do likewise as he explains something to her very quietly. Jan 11 17:39:56 Rosenkrantz stands up straighter and smiles at Morgan: I am happy with the procedure, my Lord, there's no internal bleeding, everything looks excellent. It is my opinion that Elsie is going to be fine, providing no infection develops. Jan 11 17:40:16 you are sure? Jan 11 17:40:27 **HH looks over at Morgan, looking surprised** Jan 11 17:42:05 R: We have removed the womb as planned, everything has gone quite smoothly. There is no reason, without infection, that Elsie will not be absolutely fine after a few weeks of rest. Jan 11 17:42:18 * Morgan nods Jan 11 17:42:40 Thats excellent news. You will be closing the wound now? Jan 11 17:42:53 R: Molly, if you want the experience of stitching up, I am happy for you to do so whilst I check the baby. Jan 11 17:43:12 * Molly nods "I would, thank you" Jan 11 17:44:34 **HH grins at Morgan, then at Elsie** You're goin' to be okay, Elsie. **She nods, stroking the baby a moment** I can hardly believe it! Jan 11 17:45:04 * Molly finds the little bowl with needle, thread and a special pair of tongs. She spends a few moments getting ready, the magic briefly stopping. Jan 11 17:45:26 [Take some more from me please, I would not have you tired while handling this] Jan 11 17:47:14 [I am just catching my breath, I don't need-... ] *she smiles ruefully* [... go on then, I said I would do what you say] Jan 11 17:47:31 * Morgan nods, putting his hand on her again Jan 11 17:47:35 how is he doctor? Jan 11 17:48:39 **He feels it flow again, becoming noticeably tired** Jan 11 17:50:12 **HH and Rosenkrantz have the baby on the bed, washing him off as he gets checked over** R: He looks well Jan 11 17:50:29 * Molly threads the needle to make a start Jan 11 17:50:55 Am I still needed? I would not make James worry longer than is absolutely necessary Jan 11 17:51:23 R: You can go Jan 11 17:51:32 [You will be alright?] Jan 11 17:52:51 [I will mostly be using magic, but I need to make it look convincing] Jan 11 17:53:10 [Thats not what I asked] Jan 11 17:53:29 [I will call you if I need your help] Jan 11 17:53:47 I won't be long Jan 11 17:53:57 * Morgan heads out the door, going to find James Jan 11 17:54:57 **Outside the rain is still heavy, the air is so fresh and cool compared to the heat of Elsie's room. The smaller cottage is quiet from the outside Jan 11 17:55:40 * Morgan pushes the door open Jan 11 18:09:50 **he can hear the familiar words of the Vaticine prayer from the parlour both James and Varick in unison in Thean "...The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb..." Jan 11 18:10:56 * Morgan calls to James Jan 11 18:11:18 * Molly is now known as James Jan 11 18:11:50 * James walks into the kitchen, rosary beads in his hand. He looks grim Jan 11 18:11:53 My lord Jan 11 18:12:15 * Morgan waves that away Jan 11 18:12:31 I wanted to tell you as soon as I could... as long as there is no infection, she'll be alright Jan 11 18:12:58 * James looks utterly perplexed Jan 11 18:13:06 She'll be alright? Jan 11 18:13:18 * Morgan nods, grinning Jan 11 18:14:15 * James 's confusion turns to shock, and then to relief, shaking his head Jan 11 18:15:07 Wow... wow. I... *He blows his breath out slowly, resting a hand to support himself on the wall* Jan 11 18:15:10 She's going to need some caring for, its a big trauma she's been through... As soon as she's stitched up and comfortable, we'll get you to her, alright? Jan 11 18:16:02 * James nods, offering his hand to Morgan Jan 11 18:16:06 And the baby? Jan 11 18:16:15 All looked good Jan 11 18:16:21 * Morgan shakes his hand Jan 11 18:16:41 has Beth arrived? Jan 11 18:17:16 * James shakes his head. His grip on Morgan's hand is hard Jan 11 18:17:40 Not yet. Never thought I'd be so grateful to be shaking the hand of the man who cut my other one off Jan 11 18:17:59 * Morgan laughs Jan 11 18:18:39 **Varick comes running out** Papa! Jan 11 18:18:51 * Morgan grabs Varick, lifting him up Jan 11 18:19:14 V: Is the baby here? Jan 11 18:19:28 Yes, he is Jan 11 18:20:08 V: **he checks James's face before looking back to Morgan** What about Elsie? Jan 11 18:20:16 **Inga joins them** Jan 11 18:20:23 As long as she doesn't get an infection, she'll be alright Jan 11 18:21:03 V: **He starts to sob** This is the best day ever in my life! Jan 11 18:21:18 * Morgan holds him close Jan 11 18:22:31 **Inga comes to hug James who looks like he needs it, despite how he's smiling* Jan 11 18:25:34 V: when can I see them? Jan 11 18:26:24 Not for a while... your mama and the doctor are just finishing the procedure, and when she's comfortable, James will go to see her first Jan 11 18:44:18 V: But today sometime? Jan 11 18:58:00 Possibly Jan 11 18:59:30 I: Shall we do a drawing for the new baby, Varick? Jan 11 19:00:12 **Varick wiggles to get down** Jan 11 19:00:40 * Morgan lets him down Jan 11 19:01:41 **He goes to sit at the table. James puts his rosary into his pocket, then puts the kettle on the stove** Jan 11 19:02:11 I: *she looks to Morgan* We will let you get back Jan 11 19:02:45 * Morgan nods, heading back to the other cottage Jan 11 19:05:00 **Molly looks a bit tired, but is busy packing away her medical kit. Rosenkrantz is checking the stitching** This is excellent work, Molly. **She thanks him, looking pleased** Jan 11 19:05:41 **Elsie looks very well, certainly not like a woman who has undergone such an ordeal, and she looks so smitten with her baby already. HH looks happy to be of service** Jan 11 19:06:19 * James is now known as Molly Jan 11 19:09:03 **Elsie looks to Morgan** Is he alright? Jan 11 19:09:30 * Morgan nods Jan 11 19:09:35 Shocked, as you might imagine Jan 11 19:10:52 **Elsie smiles** Jan 11 19:11:05 R: Well done, everyone. Now let's get mother and child to bed to rest. Heinzharold, take the baby. My lord, can you lift her? Molly, turn back the bed please. Jan 11 19:11:37 * Morgan nods doing so Jan 11 19:11:41 **the others play their parts. Elsie isn't hard to lift, and though she winces a little it isn't much** Jan 11 19:12:56 **Heinzharold sits beside her on the bed, handing over the baby to her. She looks down adoringly.  Molly and Rosenkrantz make a speedy tidying up after Molly puts a handful of lavender in the grate to make the room smell nice. They fold the table away and clear the room. ** Jan 11 19:14:00 * Molly is now known as Elsie Jan 11 19:14:35 Do you want to see him, Morgan? Jan 11 19:14:44 I'd like to, aye Jan 11 19:15:20 **There's space to sit beside her when HH gets up to help clean up** Jan 11 19:15:50 * Morgan does that Jan 11 19:19:11 * Elsie shows him the baby. He's all clean and wrapped in a blanket. There's no white lashes, and lots of dark hair. He looks up at Morgan. Jan 11 19:19:42 Well hello little man Jan 11 19:20:47 * Elsie passes him over Jan 11 19:20:56 It's all thanks to you Jan 11 19:21:26 * Morgan takes him, rocking him gently Jan 11 19:21:31 No, it really isn't Jan 11 19:23:11 It is. I would have spent these last weeks in the brothel kitchen, then he and I would have died today. Jan 11 19:24:24 You were the one brave enough to trust an Eisen man after what another had done... Jan 11 19:25:10 I couldn't have done that if you hadn't looked for me Jan 11 19:25:45 Just doing what was right, thats all Jan 11 19:28:17 Nevertheless, thank you Jan 11 19:28:49 * Morgan inclines his head Jan 11 19:28:58 I suppose you and James have much to discuss Jan 11 19:29:02 **The baby starts to grizzle** Jan 11 19:29:19 I hadn't really though about what would happen if I lived Jan 11 19:29:32 I think someone wants feeding... Jan 11 19:30:24 I've never fed a baby before Jan 11 19:30:43 They like roast beef, as I recall Jan 11 19:30:57 * Elsie smiles, holding out her hands Jan 11 19:31:13 We'll middle through until Beth gets here Jan 11 19:31:18 Muddle * Jan 11 19:31:32 * Morgan gives her the child back Jan 11 19:31:52 I'll give you some privacy... shout if you need anything.... let me know when you are ready to see James Jan 11 19:32:06 **The baby roots around against her night dress, instinctively knowing what he's searching for** Jan 11 19:32:18 He can come in any time Jan 11 19:32:58 * Morgan nods, going to the door Jan 11 19:33:06 I'll make sure he's calmed down and send him up Jan 11 19:34:00 * Elsie nods. He bumps into HH on the stairs Jan 11 19:34:07 * Elsie is now known as HH Jan 11 19:34:22 Hey man, they good? Jan 11 19:34:28 * Morgan nods Jan 11 19:34:51 the babes after a feed... Beth can give her a few pointers once she arrives... she wants to see James as soon as he's up to it Jan 11 19:35:05 Want me to go? Jan 11 19:35:47 please... Jan 11 19:36:13 * HH goes out the door. The cottage is utterly quiet Jan 11 19:36:53 [blossom?] Jan 11 19:37:50 [Just taking the table back. I'll be back in a minute] Jan 11 19:38:15 * Morgan stretches before making coffee and sitting down heavily Jan 11 19:39:01 **James comes in, looking at Morgan** Should I go up? Jan 11 19:39:22 If you're ready to... Jan 11 19:39:51 **He nods** Are you coming up too? Jan 11 19:40:11 You feel you need me to? Jan 11 19:40:39 J: No Jan 11 19:41:18 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 11 19:41:31 I think we're a bit past asking my permission or me acting as a chaperone James Jan 11 19:42:00 **James nods, smiling, and goes upstairs. Moments later, a very damp Molly opens the door** Jan 11 19:42:04 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 11 19:42:31 Doctor Rosenkrantz has gone to tell Catherine. Are they all well? Jan 11 19:42:56 * Morgan nods Jan 11 19:43:53 Aye Jan 11 19:43:58 are you? Jan 11 19:44:01 I could do with some fresh air. It's raining, but do you want to come out in the back garden with me? Jan 11 19:45:01 * Morgan nods, getting up Jan 11 19:45:03 aye Jan 11 19:46:17 * Molly leads the way. She stands in the middle of the garden, eyes closed and face tilted up to the grey sky, getting rained on Jan 11 19:47:31 * Morgan stands nearby Jan 11 19:48:45 * Molly holds her hand out to him Jan 11 19:49:27 * Morgan takes them Jan 11 19:50:23 **She smiles, eyes still closed. It's hard to tell what are her hot tears of relief, and what are cold raindrops** Jan 11 19:50:57 You did very well Jan 11 19:54:00 * Molly smiles, opening her eyes to look at him Jan 11 19:54:11 I kept myself safe for you... Jan 11 19:54:58 Yes you did Jan 11 19:56:40 * Molly smiles, taking a deep breath Jan 11 19:57:15 I didnt realise that I haven't felt fully clean since I found out what he had done til right now Jan 11 19:57:32 * Morgan nods Jan 11 19:58:34 * Molly nods too, watching him. The rain continues to fall on them, though there's barely any breeze to stir it Jan 11 19:58:44 How are you...? Jan 11 19:59:25 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 11 19:59:26 tired Jan 11 20:00:12 I can fix that, I think Jan 11 20:00:26 No.... I'll not have you exerting yourself more Jan 11 20:00:39 * Molly nods Jan 11 20:00:59 It isn't entirely what I was asking though... Jan 11 20:01:16 I am relieved Jan 11 20:01:24 * Molly nods Jan 11 20:01:28 For James? Jan 11 20:01:41 for all of us... for you especially Jan 11 20:02:39 * Molly nods Jan 11 20:02:50 My concern, as ever, is _you_ Jan 11 20:03:04 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:04:51 * Molly looks deep into his eyes Jan 11 20:04:58 I love you. Jan 11 20:05:10 and I you blossom Jan 11 20:05:40 * Molly nods Jan 11 20:06:14 And you are certain you do not need any comfort from me? Jan 11 20:06:32 I'm alright blossom... you are safe, I am happy Jan 11 20:06:50 I know, but... Jan 11 20:07:06 but? Jan 11 20:09:20 But I can see why it could be difficult as well as happy Jan 11 20:09:34 It may be when things have calmed down Jan 11 20:09:45 * Molly nods Jan 11 20:10:13 That's alright Jan 11 20:11:15 * Molly just stands there, letting the rain fall down on her Jan 11 20:11:26 What now? Jan 11 20:11:49 Now we try to work out what to do next... since we really weren't expecting to be here Jan 11 20:12:05 I haven't fainted... I'm not sparkly Jan 11 20:12:22 No, that is true Jan 11 20:13:46 I thought I would be Jan 11 20:13:51 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:13:53 so did I Jan 11 20:15:37 * Molly nods, looking around the garden Jan 11 20:16:10 Perhaps the theory is correct, it is only a certain day of the month Jan 11 20:16:19 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:16:20 maybe Jan 11 20:16:42 * Molly looks up at him Jan 11 20:17:05 I think we ought to go indoors... Jan 11 20:17:47 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:17:52 aye, we're getting soaked out here Jan 11 20:18:29 * Molly nods, squeezing his hand Jan 11 20:18:44 We would not get much drier staying out here Jan 11 20:18:54 No, thats true Jan 11 20:19:30 * Molly exhales slowly Jan 11 20:19:41 Alright, let's go in Jan 11 20:19:53 * Morgan nods, leading her back to the cottage Jan 11 20:20:57 Should we get dry before finding the others? Jan 11 20:21:10 * Morgan shrugs Jan 11 20:23:46 I am going to Jan 11 20:24:16 * Molly kisses his knuckles before letting go of his hand Jan 11 20:29:25 alright my love Jan 11 20:29:40 * Molly takes off her dripping coat and boots before going upstairs Jan 11 20:30:02 * Morgan sits back at the table, drinking the coffee Jan 11 20:33:08 **There's no sign of her ten minutes later Jan 11 20:33:52 [are you alright?] Jan 11 20:35:24 **there's no response** Jan 11 20:35:35 * Morgan goes upstairs Jan 11 20:37:59 * Molly is sprawled on the bed in just a shift, eyes closed Jan 11 20:38:21 * Morgan goes to check on her Jan 11 20:40:27 * Molly is asleep Jan 11 20:40:40 * Morgan smiles, covering her up Jan 11 20:41:39 * Molly doesn't even stir Jan 11 20:42:07 * Morgan stretches again and heads back down to the kitchen Jan 11 20:42:39 **About half an hour later there's a knock on the door Jan 11 20:42:50 * Morgan opens it Jan 11 20:43:59 **Beth is on the doorstep, baby Cecily tucked into her wax coat** Jan 11 20:44:03 * Molly is now known as Beth Jan 11 20:44:13 I came as quick as I could Jan 11 20:44:34 * Morgan nods, going back to the table Jan 11 20:44:40 have a seat, there's been a change of plans Jan 11 20:44:49 * Beth comes in Jan 11 20:44:59 Could you take her a minute? Jan 11 20:45:13 * Morgan nods, taking the child Jan 11 20:46:19 **She's asleep, but at only eleven days old isn't much bigger than the boy he held within an hour of his birth earlier** Jan 11 20:46:42 * Beth takes off the coat and sits at the table Jan 11 20:47:07 What's happened? Jan 11 20:47:39 * Morgan looks at Cecily Jan 11 20:47:44 Elsie survived Jan 11 20:49:44 * Beth smiles Jan 11 20:49:51 That's wonderful news Jan 11 20:50:37 **She looks very peaceful, and a little her aunt upstairs** Jan 11 20:51:01 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:51:10 She could probably use some guidance with feeding... Jan 11 20:53:41 * Beth nods Jan 11 20:54:07 Of course. How is everyone adjusting to that? Jan 11 20:54:15 * Morgan shrugs Jan 11 20:55:00 hard to say... I assume you no longer need to adopt the young man... though I happen to know Elsie hadn't even given the idea of surviving thought Jan 11 20:55:15 * Beth nods Jan 11 20:55:43 We will if she still wants that, but we will be just as happy to see him stay with his Mama Jan 11 20:58:27 * Morgan nods Jan 11 20:59:52 * Beth watches her baby a moment Jan 11 20:59:58 How is James? Jan 11 21:00:05 Utterly stunned Jan 11 21:00:13 he's up with Elsie at the moment Jan 11 21:00:17 * Beth nods Jan 11 21:00:31 He must be very relieved to still have her Jan 11 21:00:54 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:01:14 I'm not sure he's really come to terms with it yet... They have much to talk about of course Jan 11 21:01:35 * Beth nods Jan 11 21:01:45 I would imagine so Jan 11 21:02:12 Do you mind if I make a cup of tea? Jan 11 21:03:01 No, of course not... if you want to take the young lady, I'll make it Jan 11 21:04:03 * Beth takes her Jan 11 21:04:13 How are you feeling about it? Jan 11 21:04:55 * Morgan gets up, making the tea Jan 11 21:05:01 about which part? Jan 11 21:05:23 Elsie and James Jan 11 21:06:11 relieved mostly Jan 11 21:06:51 * Beth nods Jan 11 21:07:09 It's good news for them Jan 11 21:07:25 Aye... we'll see what the future holds for them Jan 11 21:08:40 * Beth nods Jan 11 21:08:45 Where's Molly? Jan 11 21:08:59 Having a nap... its been a tough day for her Jan 11 21:11:05 * Beth nods. She drinks her tea when it is ready, just catching him up on how Sunnymeade is doing. When she is finished she says "do you want to take me up to Elsie?" Jan 11 21:11:24 * Morgan nods, leading her up the stairs Jan 11 21:11:54 * Beth carries the baby up Jan 11 21:12:06 * Morgan taps on the door Jan 11 21:12:54 E: Come in Jan 11 21:13:03 * Morgan opens the door Jan 11 21:13:06 Beths here Jan 11 21:14:06 **Elsie nods. James is sat beside her on the bed, holding the baby in his arm. He looks as enraptured as Elsie was with him** Jan 11 21:15:16 * Morgan moves out of the way Jan 11 21:15:34 * Beth comes in, and immediately the women are talking about how they are doing. James gives the baby back before excusing himself so they can work on nursing Jan 11 21:16:14 * Morgan heads back downstairs Jan 11 21:16:23 * Beth is now known as James Jan 11 21:16:34 * James goes with him Jan 11 21:16:38 * Morgan m makes more coffee, putting a cup in front of James Jan 11 21:17:05 * James looks a bit dazed Jan 11 21:17:10 Thanks Jan 11 21:17:43 how're you doing? Jan 11 21:20:23 I'm elated but I didn't dare to hope Jan 11 21:21:02 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:21:12 I came to tell you as soon as I knew Jan 11 21:22:34 I appreciate it. It was awful, knowing that any second could have been the one where she passed Jan 11 21:23:35 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:24:32 Have you any idea how you will proceed now? Jan 11 21:25:21 * James shakes his head Jan 11 21:25:33 I know I want to marry her Jan 11 21:26:31 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:27:56 I didn't plan to start a family until I was financially established, but I will do whatever it takes for them Jan 11 21:28:24 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:28:49 you have much to discuss, whether she is willing to come to Eisen, whether you will stay in Avalon... Jan 11 21:29:20 Whether I will convert to church of Avalon or she will convert to Vaticine Jan 11 21:29:49 * Morgan shrugs Jan 11 21:29:54 I dislike the church of Avalon Jan 11 21:30:04 * James nods Jan 11 21:30:54 It's early days yet. I just am so grateful we have days ahead now Jan 11 21:31:02 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:31:29 I wish for you to remain working for me, be it in Avalon or back home Jan 11 21:31:51 I will need a leave of absence at the very least, a few weeks or so Jan 11 21:32:11 of course, I meant long term Jan 11 21:32:17 * James nods Jan 11 21:32:49 I'd like that. And I know Elsie would want to stay in contact with you all Jan 11 21:33:07 I would like that Jan 11 21:34:19 I dont know how she's gotten through all of this, but I will protect her and Thomas with my life Jan 11 21:34:32 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:34:33 I know Jan 11 21:35:32 Like you said, Varick is your son and blood doesn't decide that. Thomas never even heard the voice of the man that made him, but he knows mine. Jan 11 21:35:55 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:36:30 * James smiles Jan 11 21:37:49 It's hard to know where to start with it all. I am hoping Her Grace will let us remain here for the time Elsie needs to recuperate, and after that... I just dont know Jan 11 21:39:19 I'm sure we can arrange something... Jan 11 21:39:31 Thank you Jan 11 21:39:40 * James sips the coffee Jan 11 21:40:51 We will visit Eisen in a few months even if we stay here, because my mother missed out on having time with me as a baby due to my uncle's actions. She should meet her grandson Jan 11 21:41:18 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:41:19 absolutely Jan 11 21:41:55 Where is Molly? Is she alright? Jan 11 21:42:06 Sleeping... she's fine Jan 11 21:42:20 * James nods Jan 11 21:42:41 What do I do now? Should I propose, do you think? Jan 11 21:43:08 Not just yet... You don't want her to feel its because she survived... just take a few days to adjust Jan 11 21:43:18 * James nods Jan 11 21:44:13 I would have done it anyway if we had had more time before he came, but it'd take several weeks for conversion and then marriage, so it seemed a bit mean Jan 11 21:45:35 I've no doubt of what your intentions were... otherwise I'd not have let you stay with her. Jan 11 21:45:55 * James nods Jan 11 21:46:12 I love her. I think I've loved her since I first saw her Jan 11 21:46:32 You were fairly smitten, that was obvious Jan 11 21:48:18 * James nods Jan 11 21:48:50 It was her short hair that first attracted me. It's unusual to see on a woman Jan 11 21:49:21 * James sips his coffee Jan 11 21:49:32 * Morgan nods Jan 11 21:49:46 it helped her redefine who she is... Jan 11 21:50:42 * James nods Jan 11 21:51:01 Was it Molly's hair colour that attracted you? Jan 11 21:51:21 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 11 21:51:29 its a tough thing to pinpoint really... Jan 11 21:53:06 * James nods Jan 11 21:55:27 **HH lets himself in** Just thought I'd see 'ow it's going $need me to go away?$ Jan 11 21:56:09 * Morgan nods to a chair Jan 11 21:56:28 Now, HeinzHarold, he was utterly bewitched the second he laid eyes on Inga Jan 11 21:59:59 Really? Jan 11 22:00:13 * Morgan nods Jan 11 22:00:51 HH sprawls in the chair: She curtsied t' me. Finally time someone recognised my full glory Jan 11 22:01:03 * Morgan sniggers Jan 11 22:01:29 That's why you liked her? Jan 11 22:02:12 * James runs a hand through his hair Jan 11 22:04:22 Nah, I'm kidding. Just something about her seemed really genuine. She wasn't all flirty and coy. Seemed like she liked me just as I was. Jan 11 22:05:18 * James is now known as HH Jan 11 22:05:51 **James smiles** She is a nice lady Jan 11 22:06:18 mild understatement there Jan 11 22:07:12 * HH nods "She's good to me. I've known lots of women, but Inga gets me, she understands. That's important, doncha think, Morgan?" Jan 11 22:08:15 * Morgan nods entirely Jan 11 22:09:34 J: Does Molly get you? Jan 11 22:10:04 Mostly but... I barely get me most of the time Jan 11 22:10:12 * HH grins "Our almighty leader, 'e's a complicated one" Jan 11 22:11:05 J: Did your first wife get you? Jan 11 22:11:21 * Morgan nods Jan 11 22:11:26 I was a much simpler person then though Jan 11 22:11:41 * HH filches Morgan's coffee, drinking some before handing it back Jan 11 22:12:00 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Jan 11 22:12:05 ah, you're ready to die... Jan 11 22:12:23 He was really simple then. 'E's a bit smarter now. Jan 11 22:12:39 **James laughs** Jan 11 22:12:45 Try it, old man. Jan 11 22:12:50 * HH grins Jan 11 22:14:12 * Morgan looks back to James Jan 11 22:15:19 annoying as he is, he isn't wrong... I was a very straightforward person Jan 11 22:16:16 He was a good man. We miss 'im, sometimes. Jan 11 22:16:39 * HH is starting to grin again Jan 11 22:20:11 J: what first attracted you to your first wife, if you dont mind me asking? Jan 11 22:21:02 She was beautiful, and kind Jan 11 22:21:18 * HH makes another grab for Morgan's coffee Jan 11 22:21:51 Always assumed it was 'er hair Jan 11 22:23:06 * Morgan thumps his hand down on HeinzHarolds Jan 11 22:23:22 the coffee in the pot is still hot... pour me another while you're getting your own Jan 11 22:23:43 * HH grumbles, getting up Jan 11 22:24:51 She 'ad blonde hair, but lots of diff'rent shades of blonde, dependin' on the light y' saw her in Jan 11 22:25:04 * Morgan nods Jan 11 22:25:11 J: *he nods* You all knew each other then? Jan 11 22:25:35 HeinzHarold and I have been friends since we were young boys...] Jan 11 22:25:49 * HH brings the pot of coffee, filling the others' cups Jan 11 22:26:22 Inseparable, even when they separated us a lot Jan 11 22:27:16 J: I didn't have friends until I joined up. Did you never fall out? Jan 11 22:27:31 * Morgan scratches his head Jan 11 22:27:39 twice? Both recently... Jan 11 22:28:05 * HH snorts "fell out of a tree" Jan 11 22:29:01 Woulda fallen out about you gettin' married without telling me, if it hadn't saved my ass Jan 11 22:29:17 * Morgan nods Jan 11 22:29:28 young and impetuous... Jan 11 22:31:44 **James finally looks like he's starting to relax from the high stress of the morning** How did that save his... backside? Jan 11 22:32:28 * HH looks at Morgan Jan 11 22:34:29 * Morgan sips his coffee Jan 11 22:34:33 well, go on then Jan 11 22:36:25 His father hadn't given consent, so if Morgan 'ad told me he was going t' do it, I'da had to tell the Graf and betrayed my best friend Jan 11 22:36:49 **James nods** Were you surprised? Jan 11 22:38:11 * HH sips the coffee "Yep. Didn' even know he knew her til he turned up at my Da's old forge and told me. Thought he was joking at first" Jan 11 22:39:15 * HH looks at Morgan "Didn't Claudia ask if you were shittin' her too?" Jan 11 22:39:33 * Morgan nods Jan 11 22:41:21 Asked me that when I told her you were marryin' again Jan 11 22:41:46 Doesn't surprise me Jan 11 22:42:37 J: Did she ask you that when you said you were marrying Inga? Jan 11 22:43:47 * HH shakes his head "Nope. She said "Is she a bit touched?"" HH grins at Morgan Jan 11 22:44:31 sounds like her Jan 11 22:49:48 I told her Inga was th' closest thing to perfect I'd ever found, and I wasn't going t' risk losing her Jan 11 22:50:25 J: *he smiles* That's nice Jan 11 22:52:40 **He can hear Molly moving around in the bedroom above the kitchen** Jan 11 22:53:04 ah, someones awake... would you gentlemen excuse me? Jan 11 22:53:28 **he gestures** $no draw$ Jan 11 22:53:41 $No, not so far$ Jan 11 22:55:40 * HH nods "Yes, yer majesty" Jan 11 22:55:57 * Morgan rolls his eyes, taking his coffee upstairs Jan 11 23:05:38 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 12 12:49:51 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 12 12:50:07 * Molly is sat at the dresser writing when he gets there. She's dressed but her hair is completely loose down her back Jan 12 12:50:28 Hadn't really planned on that, huh Jan 12 12:50:47 * Molly turns to look at him Jan 12 12:50:50 Hmm? Jan 12 12:51:17 falling asleep Jan 12 12:51:27 * Molly shakes her head Jan 12 12:51:44 I just sat down for a moment Jan 12 12:52:13 * Morgan nods Jan 12 12:52:27 * Molly watches his expression, pulling her hair into one long twist ((what is it?)) Jan 12 12:52:31 Beths with them now, I assume teaching her the basics Jan 12 12:52:47 {{tiredness}} Jan 12 12:53:11 * Molly nods "I'm glad she is here. I am not sparkly?" Jan 12 12:53:40 no more than normal to me Jan 12 12:54:00 * Molly smiles, blushing Jan 12 12:54:37 That is practical, when Elsie cannot leave her bed yet and when Varick is in the other cottage Jan 12 12:55:30 * Morgan nods Jan 12 12:55:32 quite Jan 12 12:55:37 You look tired, my love. Can I help you with herbs? Jan 12 12:56:29 I'm alright... the weight of the worry being lifted has left me somewhat tired, that's all Jan 12 12:56:45 * Molly nods Jan 12 12:57:12 Why not lay down a little? I am just listing the matters I need to attend to Jan 12 12:58:09 No, I'll be fine Jan 12 12:59:36 * Molly twists the hair over her shoulder, leaving the back of her neck exposed as she starts writing again Jan 12 12:59:42 Is everyone well? Jan 12 13:00:20 James is finally starting to unwind... he looks a bit stunned to say the least Jan 12 13:01:03 I think we all are. I do not think I could have done it alone Jan 12 13:02:45 I think it would've been too much for you Jan 12 13:06:10 I would have tried to heal her womb rather than remove it, and I would have poured too much energy in. Jan 12 13:06:23 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:06:47 Perhaps your nightmare was right Jan 12 13:07:29 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:07:33 I would imagine so Jan 12 13:09:33 Does that trouble you? Jan 12 13:09:52 we avoided it... Jan 12 13:10:17 But would we have if you had not been so adamant with me? Jan 12 13:10:47 possibly not Jan 12 13:10:54 * Molly nods Jan 12 13:11:09 And we needed Doctor Rosenkrantz also Jan 12 13:11:22 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:12:01 Would we have trusted him if it weren't for Heinzharold knowing Seb? Jan 12 13:12:47 I wonder if I trust him less because of that Jan 12 13:13:04 * Molly glances over her shoulder Jan 12 13:13:08 You do? Jan 12 13:13:32 I'm not particularly proud of that fact Jan 12 13:14:06 * Molly sets down the quill turning on the stool to hold out her hands to him Jan 12 13:14:36 * Morgan moves closer, taking her hands Jan 12 13:15:25 Seb and I... it's complicated for you. I understand. Jan 12 13:19:01 * Morgan frowns briefly Jan 12 13:23:53 * Molly frowns too Jan 12 13:24:01 What is it, my love? Jan 12 13:24:51 Just your phrasing bothered me Jan 12 13:26:15 Why? Jan 12 13:26:23 Seb and I... Jan 12 13:27:22 The possibility of Seb and I, and how we are connected through his family Jan 12 13:27:34 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:27:59 You have nothing to fear. My heart is entirely yours. Jan 12 13:30:15 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:30:24 * Molly pulls him closer, resting her cheek to his stomach "This is what I wish for. I do not yearn for the life I might have had with him" Jan 12 13:31:06 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:31:40 Is that what you are afraid of? Jan 12 13:31:48 I think so Jan 12 13:33:31 * Molly wraps her arms around his hips Jan 12 13:33:55 You are safe, my love. I want only you. Jan 12 13:34:02 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:35:25 * Molly inhales deeply Jan 12 13:35:32 You are uncomfortable... Jan 12 13:35:50 Somewhat Jan 12 13:36:13 * Molly lets go Jan 12 13:36:22 I only seek to help Jan 12 13:36:30 I know blossom Jan 12 13:36:54 * Molly nods Jan 12 13:37:26 Is there anything I can say or do for you? Jan 12 13:38:22 I don't think so Jan 12 13:38:31 * Molly nods Jan 12 13:38:54 I think we can trust Doctor Rosenkrantz. After all, he saved my life. Jan 12 13:39:15 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:39:15 aye Jan 12 13:39:38 * Molly watches him a moment before nodding slightly Jan 12 13:39:49 I will need to speak to my father tonight. Jan 12 13:40:20 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:42:56 * Molly turns back to the writing Jan 12 13:43:26 We should decide when to leave. Also, we should let Sorgi know. Jan 12 13:43:51 * Morgan nods Jan 12 13:44:01 James is going to want a few weeks leave Jan 12 13:47:04 * Molly nods Jan 12 13:47:15 We do not have the time for that ourselves Jan 12 13:47:42 No... He wants to marry her Jan 12 13:48:07 * Molly nods Jan 12 13:48:11 I am glad Jan 12 13:49:14 Not sure what'll happen long term, mind... Jan 12 13:50:44 Whyever not? They will live happily ever after Jan 12 13:51:06 _where_? Jan 12 13:53:07 * Molly shrugs "wherever they please" Jan 12 13:55:03 I've suggested it might be wise to give her time to adjust to her new situation first Jan 12 13:56:41 * Molly nods, getting up from the dresser with her hairbrush Jan 12 13:56:56 That is a good idea Jan 12 13:56:59 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:00:09 * Molly starts brushing her hair Jan 12 14:00:26 Shall I send someone to Sorgi and Claudia? Jan 12 14:00:31 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:00:36 probably a good idea Jan 12 14:04:05 * Molly nods, just brushing quietly. HH calls up to Morgan. Molly sighs. Jan 12 14:05:29 I suppose I'd best see what he wants Jan 12 14:05:36 * Molly nods Jan 12 14:05:45 * Morgan kisses her crown before going downstairs Jan 12 14:06:35 **HH is laying as many settings as there are chairs, lots of food on trays in the middle** Jan 12 14:06:43 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 12 14:06:59 They sent us over some lunch Jan 12 14:07:18 [There's some lunch down here blossom] Jan 12 14:07:22 kind of them Jan 12 14:12:46 Been workin' hard Jan 12 14:13:39 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:16:40 How you doin', man? Jan 12 14:16:54 I'm alright Jan 12 14:17:04 * HH nods Jan 12 14:17:27 Wanna go and get Inga and Varick for lunch? Jan 12 14:17:36 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:17:40 alright Jan 12 14:18:11 James went out for a walk, said he needed to clear 'is head. Jan 12 14:18:37 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 12 14:19:39 I'll go get 'em Jan 12 14:19:48 * Morgan heads out to the cottage next door Jan 12 14:22:29 **Inga and Varick come with him when he comes back. Molly and Beth are already at the table with Heinzharold. James is back before they've finished eating, and whilst he eats Molly goes off to the main house to send a messenger to let Pete know Beth will be staying and what has happened, as well as to take a message to Sorgi. Varick comes to sit on Morgan's lap Jan 12 14:22:44 V: Will you take me for my nap? Jan 12 14:23:50 aye, of course Jan 12 14:24:22 **Varick creeps upstairs, whispering* I dont want to wake Elsie or the baby Jan 12 14:24:38 thats very considerate of you Jan 12 14:25:09 **Varick gets into his room taking off his boots** Can I see the baby later? Jan 12 14:25:46 I expect so... but it looks like a baby Jan 12 14:31:17 **he settles down** I like babies. My Daddy liked babies. Jan 12 14:31:46 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:34:10 * HH is now known as Varick Jan 12 14:34:15 I miss him. Jan 12 14:35:20 * Morgan nods Jan 12 14:35:23 I'm sure you do Jan 12 14:38:00 * Varick falls asleep Jan 12 14:39:49 * Morgan quietly goes back downstairs Jan 12 14:42:11 **Molly and Beth are quietly talking in the parlour. There's no sign of HH and Inga. Things are fairly tidy Jan 12 14:48:00 ((Anything he'd do?)) Jan 12 14:48:52 ((nope)) Jan 12 14:51:47 **After finishing up the kitchen to let the women talk, he gets a note from Catherine asking him to join her in the library** Jan 12 14:51:53 * Varick is now known as Catherine Jan 12 14:54:25 * Morgan knocks on the door as he arrives Jan 12 14:55:15 * Catherine is sat by the window. In the middle of the room is a dark wood crib Jan 12 14:55:20 Come in Jan 12 14:55:44 * Morgan walks into the room Jan 12 14:55:50 you wanted to see me? Jan 12 14:59:03 I have something for Elsie, and I wanted to hear how it went Jan 12 15:00:02 It went surprisingly well... the baby was fine and it seems Elsie will be, infection not withstanding Jan 12 15:00:39 That's good. Are you relieved? Jan 12 15:00:46 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:00:49 exceptionally Jan 12 15:04:15 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:04:39 What needs to be done for Elsie now? Jan 12 15:05:49 * Morgan nods to an empty chair Jan 12 15:05:51 may I? Jan 12 15:08:09 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:08:13 Of course Jan 12 15:09:09 * Morgan sits down Jan 12 15:09:37 They're going to need somewhere to stay while she recuperates... after that I believe James is planning to ask for her hand Jan 12 15:10:40 * Catherine smiles Jan 12 15:11:01 Lovely. They can stay in the cottage as long as they need, of course Jan 12 15:11:19 thank you. As to where they'll end up long term, I have no idea Jan 12 15:11:57 I thought I would be sending for the priest this afternoon, not a crib Jan 12 15:12:11 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:12:27 It was extremely fortuitous that the doctor happened to be here Jan 12 15:14:46 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:15:12 He is very talented Jan 12 15:16:06 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:17:14 Are you hoping they will go to Eisen? Jan 12 15:18:00 since he works for me and is Eisen, somewhat... Jan 12 15:19:00 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:19:12 They will always be welcome here on Tawstock Jan 12 15:19:46 any excuse to see the baby? Jan 12 15:22:00 I wouldn't even know what to do with it Jan 12 15:22:29 Don't put it on a stove, for starters... Jan 12 15:23:26 * Catherine frowns Jan 12 15:23:31 I wouldn't do that Jan 12 15:23:38 * Morgan starts to smirk Jan 12 15:23:59 I forget you've never seen a side of me that wasn't all anger and business Jan 12 15:25:43 You have a sense of humour? Jan 12 15:27:39 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:27:44 apparently so Jan 12 15:28:32 You don't seem as angry anymore Jan 12 15:28:54 No, most of the time I'm not... I'm somewhat closer to how I used to be Jan 12 15:30:04 It's nice that you've moved on Jan 12 15:30:46 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:32:21 I'm glad you've found happiness. It's just a shame you can't stay Jan 12 15:34:30 You will do fine, I'm sure... especially with the working relationship you're fostering with Mr Roberts Jan 12 15:36:36 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:37:18 Now that the baby has arrived I am going to plan the party for my cousin. I know Varick has a painting for the competition Jan 12 15:38:14 * Morgan nods Jan 12 15:39:20 Would you like a servant to bring the crib over? Jan 12 15:41:21 No, I'll take it with me... Jan 12 15:42:07 * Catherine nods "The staff will bring you all dinner, and just tell them if anything else is needed" Jan 12 15:42:31 * Morgan nods, standing to pick up the crib Jan 12 15:42:35 thank you Catherine Jan 12 15:43:18 You're welcome. Please send my best wishes to Elsie Jan 12 15:43:47 **its solid and likely quite expensive** Jan 12 15:44:56 of course. No doubt she'll wish to see you when she's able Jan 12 15:47:58 * Catherine nods Jan 12 15:48:02 I'd like that Jan 12 15:49:15 * Morgan inclines his head to her before picking up the crib and taking it back towards the cottage Jan 12 15:53:53 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 12 16:03:50 * Catherine (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 12 16:07:10 **There's no sign of anyone when he gets there** Jan 12 16:41:06 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 12 17:15:15 * Catherine (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 12 17:55:39 * Catherine has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 12 19:17:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 12 19:18:10 * Molly and the other women can be heard chatting when he gets to Elsie's door Jan 12 19:29:53 * Morgan knocks quietly Jan 12 19:31:41 **Elsie calls for him to come in Jan 12 19:31:57 * Morgan goes in, placing the crib down Jan 12 19:32:25 **They're all sat on the bed, and make a sound of "Awwww!" at the crib** Jan 12 19:33:12 Courtesy of her grace Jan 12 19:33:26 **Inga has baby Thomas, Molly has baby Cecily. Their mothers look to be enjoying cups of tea** Jan 12 19:33:47 E: That is so kind of her! Jan 12 19:36:32 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:36:37 she sends her best, obviously Jan 12 19:38:52 E: I'm doing quite well Jan 12 19:39:39 oh? Jan 12 19:41:28 E: My stomach is a little sore, but that's all Jan 12 19:41:40 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:41:41 thats good Jan 12 19:42:11 [Did you need me?] Jan 12 19:42:31 [No my love, I was just bringing this over] Jan 12 19:42:39 **Both babies are presently sleeping** Jan 12 19:43:14 Heinzharold and James have gone out to swing some swords around Jan 12 19:43:42 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:43:47 I might go and join them Jan 12 19:44:14 I: He said he didn't want to spend the afternoon with broody women and dirty nappies Jan 12 19:45:32 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:45:55 Then I'll leave you to it Jan 12 19:45:59 * Molly smiles at Morgan [I think Heinzharold is the one who looks most broody!] Jan 12 19:46:08 [sounds about right] Jan 12 19:48:51 **Everyone bids him farewell. He finds the men on the courtyard, clanging and laughing. They welcome him, and the next few hours are spent sparring, showing each other techniques. It's very helpful in burning off the last of the nervous energy, and by the time they're done it's starting to get dark** Jan 12 19:48:56 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 12 19:49:02 What a day! Jan 12 19:49:31 Bit eventful Jan 12 19:50:16 **James nods. HH hands him the flask first, and James drinks. HH offers it go Morgan* Jan 12 19:50:36 * Morgan takes it, drinking before handing it back Jan 12 19:51:09 * HH drinks some "Gonna be a noisy night with two babes!" Jan 12 19:52:35 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:52:39 aye Jan 12 19:52:48 * Morgan looks at James Jan 12 19:52:53 you'd best get used to getting no sleep Jan 12 19:54:20 J: It can't be that bad? Jan 12 19:54:40 It can be... worth it though Jan 12 19:55:13 J: He's a handsome young man. He looks a lot like Elsie Jan 12 19:55:30 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:55:59 Women alright when you came out? Jan 12 19:56:18 * Morgan nods Jan 12 19:56:35 doing all the usual women things when there are two baerns around Jan 12 19:59:18 All th' wistful sighing and wantin' to lure their husbands to bed? Jan 12 20:00:06 **James frowns, looking at Morgan** why would it make them want that? Jan 12 20:04:03 thats generally where babies are made Jan 12 20:07:04 **James nods** so it makes them want to have babies themselves? Jan 12 20:07:54 * Morgan nods Jan 12 20:07:58 broodiness.... Jan 12 20:11:30 J: Do men get it too? Jan 12 20:11:56 he does Jan 12 20:12:54 * HH grins "Not gonna be having any yet" Jan 12 20:13:06 J: Don't you, my Lord? Jan 12 20:13:31 A little maybe Jan 12 20:14:11 No 'arm in making the best of the wives being broody though Jan 12 20:16:46 J: *he nods a little** How do you consummate a marriage when it's not physically possible? Jan 12 20:19:11 Thats a difficult question to answer Jan 12 20:22:43 * HH looks thoughtful "Guess y'd need to ask a priest..." Jan 12 20:23:23 **James nods** It doesn't really matter for everything else, just the wedding Jan 12 20:23:52 $Complicated situation$ Jan 12 20:25:32 $very$ Jan 12 20:25:56 I'm not sure that Theus will care... he's concerned with whats in your hearts Jan 12 20:27:33 J: *he nods** probably Jan 12 20:28:26 $Think you need to have a chat with him another day about all the other things the birds and the bees can do$ Jan 12 20:28:37 $What other things?$ Jan 12 20:28:53 * HH tries not to laugh Jan 12 20:29:22 $That thing your wife taught mine while we were away, for a start$ Jan 12 20:30:08 I think for the meantime we just need to be grateful that things went the way they did Jan 12 20:34:16 **James nods** I am. I am very grateful Jan 12 20:36:51 * HH hands Morgan the flask again Jan 12 20:37:48 * Morgan drinks some, passing it to James Jan 12 20:38:41 **James drinks some** Jan 12 20:39:05 [Varick wants you to see him hold the babies before he has his tea] Jan 12 20:39:30 I need to head back Jan 12 20:40:23 * HH stands up, stretching "come on then" Jan 12 20:40:35 **James gets up too** Jan 12 20:40:50 [we're on our way] Jan 12 20:41:12 * HH walks back to the cottages with the others. He and James get the kettle boiling Jan 12 20:44:10 * Morgan goes to find Molly Jan 12 20:44:37 * HH is now known as Varick Jan 12 20:45:20 **She's in Elsie's room with the others. Varick is sat on Elsie's bed beside her. He has one baby in each arm, grinning** Jan 12 20:45:26 Look, Papa! Jan 12 20:45:48 **Molly smiles as she watches her husband and son** Jan 12 20:46:39 * Morgan smiles Jan 12 20:46:53 You look like the cat that got the cream Jan 12 20:48:37 Two babies, Papa! I am holding two babies, and they are soooooo cute! Jan 12 20:49:56 * Morgan nods Jan 12 20:49:58 yes they are Jan 12 20:51:54 **everyone is smiling. Molly comes to Morgan's side, her hand on his lower back [he really does love babies...] Jan 12 20:52:12 It's like twins that don't look the same! Jan 12 20:54:09 * Morgan nods Jan 12 20:54:14 [aye] Jan 12 20:55:29 **There is a loud noise that sounds very much like one baby is going to need to be changed** Jan 12 20:56:11 **Molly and the others smile, and Varick laughs** Jan 12 20:57:02 Well, that sounds like good practice for the two of you *he looks between Elsie and Molly* Jan 12 20:59:57 **Molly looks shocked** Me?! Neithef of them are my baby?! Jan 12 21:00:40 practice for the future my love Jan 12 21:00:49 * Varick starts to laugh more "It doesn't smell very nice, Mama!" Jan 12 21:01:23 **Molly watches Morgan with amusement** Maybe you could show me how it is done! Jan 12 21:02:11 Best way to learn is by doing blossom Jan 12 21:03:04 **Beth hands Thomas to Elsie and takes Cecily from Varick so he can get up. He comes to Morgan** It's a woman's job, isn't it, Papa? Jan 12 21:03:22 Absolutely not... Jan 12 21:03:38 **Molly raises her eyebrows** Perhaps your Papa will show us that big strong men can do it, Mauschen? Jan 12 21:04:28 B: Perhaps he can remind his brother in law next! Jan 12 21:04:42 * Morgan frowns Jan 12 21:04:47 seems I've been backed into a corner Jan 12 21:05:05 **Inga looks at Morgan** I _could_ get Heinzharold... Jan 12 21:07:02 No, I'll leave him with the wonderment of the day for a while longer Jan 12 21:07:41 **Beth makes a start on changing Cecily on the floor. The baby cries. Varick looks at Morgan** I'm ready for my tea now Jan 12 21:08:23 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:08:25 come on then Jan 12 21:09:23 * Varick regales HH and James with the story as he eats, blowing on his arm in an excellent mimicry of the noise. HH finds it funny Jan 12 21:15:08 * Varick is still making this noise when he is put to bed. Dinner is a quiet affair, though Doctor Rosenkrantz briefly comes to check the patients before going back to eat with Catherine. James eats upstairs With Elsie. HH and Inga, Beth and Cecily all go to bed quite early, which suits for Molly talking to David whilst Morgan walks the dark cold route around the estate that he had done many times before, giving him time to himself. Jan 12 21:16:05 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 12 21:17:23 * Morgan makes himself a drink before going to find Molly Jan 12 21:18:25 * Molly is brushing out her hair in the bedroom just in a shift. She has a glass of Drambuie to hand Jan 12 21:18:46 I've checked Elsie and Thomas, they're both doing well Jan 12 21:19:28 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:19:34 I'm glad Jan 12 21:19:49 And you, my love? How are you tonight? Jan 12 21:21:02 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:21:09 I'm alright... pondering something James asked Jan 12 21:21:39 * Molly sets down the brush, shaking her hair out Jan 12 21:21:46 Oh? What was it? Jan 12 21:22:12 How to consummate a marriage when that physicality isn't possible... Jan 12 21:22:22 * Molly nods Jan 12 21:22:44 I think I know how to resolve that scarring... Jan 12 21:24:08 oh? Jan 12 21:25:35 I would need to do it through an incision, as we did today, to get to the right place Jan 12 21:27:25 * Molly downs the Drambuie before refilling the glass Jan 12 21:30:29 I see Jan 12 21:32:25 Though I would be willing to try it, I would want her to wait a few months from the birth Jan 12 21:32:44 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:32:51 she needs to heal Jan 12 21:33:04 * Molly nods Jan 12 21:33:22 She does Jan 12 21:33:43 * Molly sits on the bed with her drink, watching him Jan 12 21:34:35 If you wish to talk about your own feelings about today, I am here for you. Jan 12 21:34:50 * Morgan shrugs Jan 12 21:35:00 I'm alright... relieved Jan 12 21:35:07 * Molly nods Jan 12 21:35:37 It has worked out better than expected. She is fine, Thomas is fine, I did what I was told... Jan 12 21:36:20 and I am grateful Jan 12 21:37:21 * Molly nods Jan 12 21:37:45 I want you to be pleased with me... Jan 12 21:38:24 I am... and very proud Jan 12 21:38:48 * Molly blushes "You are?" Jan 12 21:39:12 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:41:43 Thank you, though I only did what anyone with my talent would Jan 12 21:43:27 perhaps Jan 12 21:44:17 I do not see I did anything special Jan 12 21:45:02 Everyone else does Jan 12 21:46:10 * Molly shrugs "I just did what I could" Jan 12 21:47:53 You may think so, but you are wrong Jan 12 21:48:26 * Molly smiles Jan 12 21:48:47 Your pride in me feels wonderful Jan 12 21:50:01 I'm glad Jan 12 21:50:35 And we did not have the... difficulties of the sparkliness, despite much magic being used. Jan 12 21:51:36 Peculiar, that Jan 12 21:52:11 But you are glad...? Jan 12 21:53:13 Mostly, aye Jan 12 21:53:25 * Molly smiles Jan 12 21:53:47 Only mostly? Because it not happening is so perplexing? Jan 12 21:55:37 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:57:32 I was anticipating it happening *she sips her drink * Jan 12 21:57:44 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:57:49 I was convin fed it would Jan 12 21:58:48 It was cutting it a little fine on the timing of my course yesterday, but everything would have been fine Jan 12 21:59:07 * Morgan nods Jan 12 21:59:32 * Molly watches him a moment of the rim of her glass Jan 12 22:00:11 Well, my love, it has been a long day, and I shouldn't imagine the household will get much rest... Jan 12 22:00:50 Oh, that is absolutely true Jan 12 22:01:22 * Molly nods. She gets up, putting the glass beside the bed Jan 12 22:02:14 My father will put the letter in Edward's hands tomorrow, with an estimate for us to arrive in Freiburg in a week or two... Jan 12 22:02:27 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 12 22:02:40 alright... it'll give us time to see Alice before we leave Jan 12 22:03:15 Indeed *she slowly removes the shift, her back to him* Jan 12 22:05:32 * Morgan sips his drink Jan 12 22:05:51 I did not get a moment to tell you the silly dream I had last night, did I? Jan 12 22:06:15 * Molly turns down the sheets Jan 12 22:06:49 Oh I imagine it was something salacious... maybe... something aboard a ship... Jan 12 22:07:14 * Molly sits on the bed, watching him with her head tilted Jan 12 22:07:29 Whyever would you think that, my love? Jan 12 22:08:02 * Morgan shrugs Jan 12 22:08:53 * Molly smiles Jan 12 22:09:35 Perhaps another night a demonstration of _your_ expertise might be in order, mon petit chou? Jan 12 22:09:49 * Morgan nods Jan 12 22:09:55 There's a good chance of that Jan 12 22:10:08 * Molly nods Jan 12 22:10:30 Are you coming to bed, or do you need more time to settle? Jan 12 22:11:02 * Morgan stretches before getting undressed and into bed Jan 12 22:11:38 * Molly lies close to him Jan 12 22:11:57 This is better, no pyjamas... Jan 12 22:13:04 * Morgan nods Jan 12 22:14:54 The sparkliness would have been a problem with everyone around, wouldn't it? Neither cottage was private enough... Jan 12 22:16:27 Yes, very much so Jan 12 22:17:07 That would only have really left us outside... against the tree... in the pouring rain... **her tone is light, playful** Jan 12 22:17:28 I can think of worse Jan 12 22:18:12 * Molly nods "I've certainly spent some time pondering that" Jan 12 22:19:39 that does not surprise me Jan 12 22:21:51 * Molly laughs softly Jan 12 22:22:03 Because you know me so well? Jan 12 22:22:33 * Morgan shrugs Jan 12 22:23:18 * Molly nods slowly Jan 12 22:23:30 I should say goodnight... Jan 12 22:23:52 aye... I think we've both earned some sleep Jan 12 22:25:31 * Molly kisses his cheek before turning over "Goodnight, my love" Jan 12 22:25:40 g'night blossom Jan 12 22:34:59 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 13 12:14:17 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 13 12:28:58 * Morgan has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 13 12:29:21 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jan 13 12:33:18 **He starts to dream. It is September 21st 1667, a day that was much like any other. He'd played with Jana whilst Dietlinde worked, then left them having a nap. Everything is good, and he is at a bread stall trying to decide how many loaves they need when Adalbrecht appears beside him. "Good morning, Morgan." Jan 13 12:33:45 * Morgan inclines his head Jan 13 12:33:49 My lord Jan 13 12:33:59 AD: I have just been speaking with Heinzharold, he is back from Freiburg and looking for you Jan 13 12:34:34 * Morgan nods Jan 13 12:34:40 I'll make sure I see him Jan 13 12:34:47 AD: He is in the tavern. Jan 13 12:36:22 * Morgan nods Jan 13 12:36:45 I'll go find him, unless you have need of me Jan 13 12:37:12 **One of the villagers calls Adalbrecht, and he leaves his son with an shaking of his head** No, I do not need you Jan 13 12:38:10 * Morgan shrugs, walking towards the tavern Jan 13 12:38:13 **In the tavern, Heinzharold is eating a mountain of cooked breakfast despite it being almost lunchtime. Aside from HH and the tavern owner it's almost empty. Jan 13 12:42:23 * HH gets up, hugging Morgan before sitting back down "Stay an' eat, yer Da is paying" Jan 13 12:43:53 Does he know he'll be paying for mine? Jan 13 12:44:12 * HH nods, mouth full of bacon Jan 13 12:45:23 **The tavern owner shouts over** What y' want, my lord? Jan 13 12:45:44 same as him Jan 13 12:46:19 * HH drinks some ale as the man gets to work "How'dya fancy a trip into th' Schwarzenwald next week?" Jan 13 12:47:12 * Morgan laughs Jan 13 12:47:20 Are you out of your mind? Jan 13 12:47:44 Nope, but it's on 'fficial business for the grafdom. Jan 13 12:48:06 I wouldn't be trusted with that Jan 13 12:48:49 You come with me, it's all good, yer Da might cut you some slack. He can't stay mad about her forever. Jan 13 12:49:37 He's making a damn good try of it... why the hell would we want to go there? Jan 13 12:50:30 There's an 'ouse, no tithes been paid for a year. Gotta go put a new lock on it an' find anything of value, it's forfeited to the Grafdom now. Jan 13 12:51:24 * Morgan sighs Jan 13 12:51:26 right Jan 13 12:51:37 * HH waits til Morgan's food and ale has been set down and the owner gone. HH was obviously very hungry because Morgan's plate is easily a days worth of food Jan 13 12:52:29 I'd ask Claudia, but she's working up in Rheinpfalz, an' she's got her hands full *he winks, smirking* Jan 13 12:53:30 * Morgan nods Jan 13 12:53:38 so I'm second best is what you're saying Jan 13 12:54:12 She's less troubled than you, I woulda been savin' you from it Jan 13 12:54:31 When do we leave? Jan 13 12:55:07 **He shrugs** whenever you're allowed to, I guess Jan 13 12:55:45 allowed? Jan 13 12:56:33 When her not busy doing husband stuff Jan 13 12:56:36 Yer * Jan 13 12:57:01 * HH shovels in another mouthful like a man starved Jan 13 12:57:33 * Morgan nods Jan 13 12:57:48 Need to get a couple of things and let her know, then we'll go Jan 13 12:58:23 Need a full day, 'less you wanna sleep there Jan 13 12:59:26 * Morgan pales Jan 13 12:59:30 No, I think not Jan 13 12:59:46 When I'm finished I'll show y' a map Jan 13 12:59:51 * Morgan nods Jan 13 13:00:41 Some author owned it, 'pparently. Died last year, that's why the tithes ain't been paid Jan 13 13:01:20 as reasons go for not paying, thats not a bad one Jan 13 13:01:40 * HH nods "Niggling me a bit though." Jan 13 13:02:28 why? Jan 13 13:02:32 Well, this writer chap's name was Darius Eckname... Jan 13 13:03:24 and? Jan 13 13:03:29 * HH stabs a bit of sausage "Like Deckname, right?" Jan 13 13:03:48 Deckname? Jan 13 13:04:09 Like a pen name... fake identity. Jan 13 13:04:34 * Morgan nods Jan 13 13:05:20 Gets weirder. Bank account in Freiburg is closed. Had a letter from the Duke Of Anhalt notifying the bank of the death and taking the funds. Jan 13 13:05:58 Curious Jan 13 13:06:31 * HH nods Jan 13 13:06:57 Not as curious as what I found in Rheinpfalz though Jan 13 13:07:39 oh? Jan 13 13:07:47 Caught "That Claudia" in a compromisin' position Jan 13 13:08:01 Don't be absurd Jan 13 13:09:45 I fuckin' did! In the hay barn and everything! Jan 13 13:11:02 You're pulling my leg Jan 13 13:11:29 If y' don't believe this you definitely wont believe the next bit Jan 13 13:12:57 go on Jan 13 13:13:40 She was... entertaining with the nobility. *he watches Morgan with a grin* Jan 13 13:14:03 bullshit Jan 13 13:14:17 * HH shakes his head Jan 13 13:14:20 On my life Jan 13 13:14:49 Never would've pictured that Jan 13 13:14:56 Gets worse Jan 13 13:15:08 * HH looks properly chuffed with himself Jan 13 13:16:53 how the hell can it get worse?\ Jan 13 13:18:45 Wasn' his Lordship she was rolling around with! Jan 13 13:20:07 * Morgan looks confused Jan 13 13:20:15 * HH laughs Jan 13 13:20:47 You are such a hoot, Saint Morgan o' Puritytown Jan 13 13:21:10 shut up Jan 13 13:21:26 Claudia and _Lady_ Rheinpfalz. Jan 13 13:24:05 You really are full of shit Jan 13 13:24:43 * HH looks at him Jan 13 13:24:56 Look in my eyes an' tell me I'm lying. Jan 13 13:25:04 * HH looks completely genuine Jan 13 13:26:43 * Morgan opens and closes his mouth a few times Jan 13 13:27:25 Gotta say it's th' oddest thing I've seen for years Jan 13 13:28:17 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 13 13:29:57 Had t' pretend I didn't see or hear them, don' fancy getting my head cut off Jan 13 13:32:00 Aye, she'd slaughter you Jan 13 13:32:15 I always knew there 'ad to be a reason she didn't fancy me. Jan 13 13:33:07 Because you're obnoxious? Jan 13 13:33:29 Not to the laaaydies I'm not, just to you. Jan 13 13:34:11 unkempt? Jan 13 13:34:13 smelly? Jan 13 13:34:16 dimwitted? Jan 13 13:35:01 Yeah, y' are, but I'm pretty tolerant Jan 13 13:35:14 * Morgan thumps him Jan 13 13:35:33 Wow, you really got weak since the truce, eh? Jan 13 13:35:50 Just didn't want to hurt your fragile bones Jan 13 13:36:11 Only got one of them... *he grins* Jan 13 13:38:03 I heard that wasn't so much fragile as... limp Jan 13 13:38:14 * HH laughs then eats some more "I ever write to you about my friend Rosie from th' Nauti?" Jan 13 13:38:23 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 13 13:38:52 Bumped into 'im in Freiburg. Thought he was dead Jan 13 13:39:20 looked that bad? Jan 13 13:40:06 * HH looks more solemn "When she exploded..." Jan 13 13:40:17 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 13 13:41:10 He's not dead. He's gettin' married... which to be fair is about th' same for yer freedom Jan 13 13:41:29 No, good for him Jan 13 13:41:42 * HH nods, drinking his ale Jan 13 13:41:54 His fiancee was there... Jan 13 13:42:04 oh? Jan 13 13:42:32 Gotta say, if he's insistent on getting leg-shackled he could do much, much worse Jan 13 13:45:07 yeah? Jan 13 13:46:31 Got this long dark red curly hair, pretty blue eyes, cute Avalonian accent, big... smiles *he grins* Jan 13 13:47:10 heart? Jan 13 13:49:14 Eh? Jan 13 13:49:54 big heart... Jan 13 13:50:17 Ah yeah, I get ya. Has to have a big chest to keep it in Jan 13 13:50:26 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jan 13 13:51:15 * HH grins "He's a lucky asshole. She's really playful and a bit like a scrappy lil kitten" Jan 13 13:51:55 * Morgan nods Jan 13 13:52:25 Speaking of assholes, guess who is stayin' with the Hapsburgs in Freiburg? Jan 13 13:52:53 you? Jan 13 13:53:03 * HH laughs Jan 13 13:53:33 Yeah, I'm not really 'ere, it's one of them astral projection thingies Jan 13 13:53:58 Who? Jan 13 13:54:02 Yer brother Jan 13 13:54:30 oh really? Jan 13 13:55:37 * HH eats some more before answering Jan 13 13:56:25 Been there a month now, staff saying Hapsburg and his daughter are staying til beginning of November Jan 13 13:56:50 * Morgan nods Jan 13 13:57:16 Whatcha reck'ns going on there? Jan 13 13:57:34 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 13:58:34 Dunno man, Edward marrying Mina, could be a way o' manoeuvring t' take yer place as Veisgraf Jan 13 14:00:27 reckon? Jan 13 14:03:02 * HH nods "wouldn' surprise me" Jan 13 14:03:14 Maybe he'd be a better choice... Jan 13 14:03:49 * HH shrugs "Doubt it, but mebbie you'd be happier" Jan 13 14:04:24 I'd be happier if I could fix things with my father Jan 13 14:05:38 * HH nods Jan 13 14:05:55 How've things been here? Jan 13 14:06:36 **He fills HH in on the things he has been doing at the cottage. Eating breakfast and drinking ale with his best friend has been enjoyable, he realises he hasn't spent anywhere near enough time with his friends lately. HH is telling an old story about their childhoods when Grunhelm the sheriff opens the door, looking formidable** Jan 13 14:08:25 * Morgan hunches over the bar a little Jan 13 14:08:34 G: Heinzharold, outside. **Heinzharold grimaces at Morgan before getting up** Jan 13 14:08:49 * HH whispers "pray for me, man" Jan 13 14:08:59 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 13 14:09:18 **With the other patrons gone and the lunch rush not yet begun, Morgan finds himself alone in the tavern* Jan 13 14:10:50 **Heinzharold comes back in about two minutes later with Grunhelm and Adalbrecht. His father looks very unkempt, almost sooty. All three men look grim. Jan 13 14:11:12 * Morgan watches them Jan 13 14:11:18 **Grunhelm walks to the door behind the bar, pulling it shut and engaging the latch, effectively locking the tavern keeper out of his own taproom. Adalbrecht does likewise to the front door. Heinzharold comes to Morgan. Jan 13 14:12:23 HH: I need to tell you something man, something bad. Jan 13 14:12:23 **Adalbrecht and Grunhelm come to stand nearby, watching Morgan** Jan 13 14:12:26 Whats going on? Jan 13 14:12:49 HH: There's been a fire… *he looks visibly distraught* Jan 13 14:15:03 * Morgan looks at his father then back to HeinzHarold Jan 13 14:16:12 Adalbrecht also looks a little upset, but mostly serious: Grunhelm and I got in, but it was too late. The smoke... Jan 13 14:17:16 Why would you... *he frowns* where was the fire? Jan 13 14:17:40 * HH puts a hand on Morgan's shoulder Jan 13 14:17:49 I'm sorry, man. Jan 13 14:18:08 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 13 14:18:20 no, you're not saying that Jan 13 14:19:04 * HH nods, so uncommonly solemn and serious Jan 13 14:19:34 * Morgan slumps against the bar, sliding down until he is sat curled at the bottom Jan 13 14:19:58 **There's the sound from somewhere of a crying baby. HH sits beside him* Jan 13 14:20:30 Ad: I'm sorry, Morgan. Jan 13 14:20:57 * Morgan looks at his father, searching his face Jan 13 14:21:32 * HH looks at Morgan, watching for signs of possible violence. Meanwhile his father's grey eyes are on him too Jan 13 14:22:31 how? Jan 13 14:23:24 AD: Tough to say. Staff from the house are trying to put the remainder of the blaze out, but it was mold when we arrived. It was only because we found this tied in the tree that we went down the path to check everything was alright **he holds up a blue ribbon* Jan 13 14:23:36 Mild * Jan 13 14:24:09 * Morgan looks at the ribbon Jan 13 14:25:37 **he feels a hint of deja vu, and then what feels like a dragging sensation in his chest. He awakens suddenly. Molly is just folding back the sheets on her side gently, the room dark** Jan 13 14:25:44 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 13 14:26:14 * Morgan draws a ragged breath, climbing out of bed Jan 13 14:26:24 **The baby crying is louder* Sorry I disturbed you, liebling I was getting up to see if they need help. Jan 13 14:26:40 no, its... fine Jan 13 14:26:56 We do not both need to go Jan 13 14:27:42 * Morgan hesitates Jan 13 14:28:09 **The crying starts to reduce** ((distress and desperation?)) Jan 13 14:28:30 ((fairly high)) Jan 13 14:28:57 **The tingling is high, the control feels poor** Jan 13 14:29:16 I need to go outside Jan 13 14:29:29 * Molly pulls on a shift Jan 13 14:29:37 Shall I come with you? Jan 13 14:29:48 Go make sure they're alright Jan 13 14:30:27 * Molly pulls on a dressing gown " Jan 13 14:30:31 Alright Jan 13 14:30:49 * Morgan pulls on his trousers before leaving the room and heading outside Jan 13 14:31:12 **the night is dark and bitterly cold Jan 13 14:31:58 * Morgan hunches and heads round out of sight before trying to create a ball of flame Jan 13 14:32:42 **it works very swiftly, the warmth from it taking the chill off his skin Jan 13 14:33:17 * Morgan stops when he feels his control is sufficient Jan 13 14:33:33 **it takes a minute** Jan 13 14:35:44 * Morgan heads back inside Jan 13 14:36:09 * Molly is waiting in the parlour when he gets back in there, a single candle illuminating the room. The crying has stopped. She speaks quietly Jan 13 14:36:16 He's alright... Jan 13 14:36:50 just hungry? Jan 13 14:39:19 * Molly nods "too hungry to concentrate on getting fed" Jan 13 14:40:06 * Morgan nods Jan 13 14:40:17 * Molly watches him "are you alright?" Jan 13 14:40:24 * Morgan nods Jan 13 14:40:27 nightmare is all Jan 13 14:40:47 Are you coming back to bed? Jan 13 14:41:22 * Morgan nods Jan 13 14:41:24 aye Jan 13 14:42:57 * Molly takes the candle with her, removing her things to get back into bed Jan 13 14:45:48 * Morgan gets undressed, climbing into bed Jan 13 14:47:39 What can I do to help, my love? Jan 13 14:48:20 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 14:50:09 Would it help to talk? Jan 13 14:51:18 Just another variation on the day of the fire Jan 13 14:51:44 I had wondered if that nightmare had stopped for good Jan 13 14:52:03 It appears not Jan 13 14:53:11 I shouldn't imagine it will help for this nightmare, but do you wish to listen to my heart like with others? Jan 13 14:53:38 * Morgan nods Jan 13 14:56:44 * Molly props up, tapping her chest Jan 13 14:58:59 * Morgan lays his head against her Jan 13 14:59:54 * Molly strokes his hair quietly, her heart strong and rhythmic against his ear Jan 13 15:02:57 It's not surprising, it's been a tough day at times Jan 13 15:03:24 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:03:50 Shall I sing? Jan 13 15:03:59 if you are not too tired Jan 13 15:04:08 I am fine Jan 13 15:09:31 * Molly sings an Avalonian lullaby, and it's so rhythmical it feels like waves. He's surprisingly asleep in moments. He dreams he is somewhere warm, floating on his back in the sea. Even the water he is in feels warm, and his body bobs up and down before the breakers. It feels peaceful and safe. The dawn watch chimes once Jan 13 15:10:27 * Morgan sighs, waking up Jan 13 15:13:12 * Molly is asleep with her forehead on his crown, a hand still on his hair. His scalp feels slightly damn Jan 13 15:15:48 Damp* Jan 13 15:16:12 * Morgan carefully gets out of bed Jan 13 15:18:59 * Molly sighs sadly, but doesn't properly wake Jan 13 15:19:47 * Morgan gets his clothes on before heading downstairs to make coffee Jan 13 15:21:18 **he hears the baby cry next door** Jan 13 15:23:05 * Morgan makes some tea and pours a cup before tapping quietly on the door Jan 13 15:24:28 * Molly is now known as Beth Jan 13 15:24:42 * Beth opens it, she's fully dressed Jan 13 15:24:53 Sorry, did she wake you? Jan 13 15:25:30 * Morgan shakes his head, holding out the cup Jan 13 15:25:37 I usually wake around now Jan 13 15:26:52 * Beth continues rocking the baby whilst sipping the tea Jan 13 15:27:04 We're normally up for the cows by now Jan 13 15:27:22 How did you sleep? Jan 13 15:30:34 Better than usual, thank you Jan 13 15:30:49 * Morgan nods, sipping his coffee Jan 13 15:30:50 good Jan 13 15:31:10 I didn't have Mary stealing the covers as well Jan 13 15:31:33 * Morgan smiles slightly, nodding Jan 13 15:31:44 How did you sleep? Jan 13 15:31:58 About the usual... I get nightmares Jan 13 15:33:01 * Beth nods Jan 13 15:33:21 I did for a few years after Michael died Jan 13 15:33:31 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:38:12 It got better though. Jan 13 15:38:34 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:38:39 I live in hope... Jan 13 15:38:49 * Beth nods Jan 13 15:39:47 Sounds odd, but after the nightmares had gone, I felt guilty about it for a while. Though they were horrible, it was like another little piece of him had moved further away Jan 13 15:41:17 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:41:22 I struggle with that Jan 13 15:42:11 * Beth nods Jan 13 15:43:42 You eventually come to the point where you realise it's safe to let go. The memories don't need to be clung to to remain, they're still there even if I don't try to keep them firmly clasped. Jan 13 15:44:36 Maybe one day I'll get to that Jan 13 15:45:24 * Beth nods Jan 13 15:46:25 Most people do. But some don't. George, Molly's grandfather, he never let Sophie go, and it ruined the lives of many around him. Jan 13 15:46:53 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 13 15:47:26 I'm not saying you're going to do to Molly like George did to to Margaret, don't worry. Jan 13 15:47:48 I worry that might be the case Jan 13 15:48:21 * Beth nods Jan 13 15:49:45 And that's why you won't, because you worry about it. George couldn't ever get to that. I always felt for Margaret, and that helped me understand how Pete felt better. Jan 13 15:50:14 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:50:15 I see Jan 13 15:52:29 It wasn't hard for him at first, because it was a practical marriage. But there were times once he fell in love with me that tested him sorely. I know he and Molly have discussed it a few times now Jan 13 15:53:29 * Morgan nods Jan 13 15:56:36 * Beth has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 13 16:02:57 * Beth (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 13 16:18:42 It's a shame you can't stay longer, I think it's been good for them both Jan 13 16:19:27 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:19:32 I think so too Jan 13 16:20:17 She's very young for this, much as she is quite mature for her age. Jan 13 16:20:57 _this_? you mean what I put her through... Jan 13 16:21:33 That makes you defensive? Jan 13 16:21:48 * Beth moves the crying baby to her shoulder Jan 13 16:22:22 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 16:22:27 A little I suppose Jan 13 16:23:15 * Beth nods Jan 13 16:23:39 It wasn't an attack. Everyone can see that you love her Jan 13 16:24:58 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:27:44 She has changed a great deal from the shy girl she was when Pete and I got married. She's a noble and a Duchess now. She has been through so much in seven years, and I think we're all more protective now because of how we all failed her Jan 13 16:29:13 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:31:21 She's turned into a force to be reckoned with... I don't think many see the vulnerable young woman underneath Jan 13 16:31:32 You do though Jan 13 16:32:40 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:33:39 Maybe that's why you worry you'll fail her too, because she's been failed so much before. Jan 13 16:33:55 **Baby Cecily starts to quieten** Jan 13 16:34:07 partly Jan 13 16:34:52 Sometimes you can get married again too soon. I did, though it wasn't a choice. Jan 13 16:35:13 Its turned out alright though... Jan 13 16:35:56 With Pete and I? Jan 13 16:36:55 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:37:57 * Beth smiles "Yes, but it wasn't always easy. My first marriage was much easier, because there's only two of you in it. The second time you run the risk of there being three, even against your best intentions" Jan 13 16:38:43 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:40:47 You have to keep working on it. You and Molly are so young still, you are Theus-willing, going to have many decades ahead. With each year, it gets a bit easier. Jan 13 16:41:53 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:47:08 * Beth pats the baby who is now quiet Jan 13 16:49:10 It's only easy if you aren't in love with both spouses. I have friends who have had two marriages for practicality and it has been very smooth. When I first heard about you and Molly, I had hoped that might be the situation. Jan 13 16:49:28 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:49:33 Not really the case unfortunately Jan 13 16:49:47 * Beth nods Jan 13 16:51:52 Pete and I are almost exactly where I think we should be now. But it has taken time. He needed time to feel secure, and I needed time to let go. Having the children helped. Jan 13 16:53:17 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:53:41 I would never do it again though! Jan 13 16:54:30 no? Jan 13 16:55:57 Knowing the struggles Pete and I had in our second, third and fourth years, no. I wouldn't ask that of someone else again. Jan 13 16:56:34 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:56:44 things to look forward to... Jan 13 16:57:14 * Beth shrugs Jan 13 16:57:31 Maybe Molly is less typically Forrester than her brother Jan 13 16:59:02 Maybe Jan 13 16:59:06 You have an advantage that we didn't though, because you chose this, and you already love each other. Jan 13 16:59:15 * Morgan nods Jan 13 16:59:16 true Jan 13 17:00:53 Plus Pete is a man, and wouldn't talk to any of his friends. He tried to talk to David once, but David carries his own consequences from seeing George and Margaret. Jan 13 17:02:00 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 13 17:02:02 I see Jan 13 17:02:50 Has David never mentioned any of this to you or Molly? Jan 13 17:04:18 He refuses to talk about things like that... Jan 13 17:08:33 * Beth nods Jan 13 17:09:59 The fact that he even tolerated the marriage goes to show he believes you have Molly's best intentions at heart. I used to wonder sometimes if he hated me Jan 13 17:10:47 Might have something to do with my threatening him... Eisen and second marriage.... Jan 13 17:10:59 * Beth sips her tea, still gently swaying Jan 13 17:12:07 This was before that. If I hadn't had the farm, he'd have held out for a younger woman who had never wed, someone he felt would be a better fit for Pete. And for years, I wouldn't have blamed him for it. Jan 13 17:13:02 I meant his tolerating my marrying Molly... Jan 13 17:16:45 He's always had a bee in his bonnet over Eisen men Jan 13 17:16:59 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:19:44 What I found saddest was that he hated Sophie so much. He'd been so young when she died, around Mary's age I think, and he loved Margaret as is she was his mother by birth. I think he transferred some of his protectiveness of Margaret into anger at Sophie, though the poor girl couldn't help it Jan 13 17:21:00 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:21:04 that makes sense Jan 13 17:22:51 I used to worry William would feel like that about Michael. When Pete and I argued, it was always in my head. Jan 13 17:23:03 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:24:47 He doesn't though. He loves Pete, and we still talk about how Michael was his father first. I tell him things that Michael would have found funny, or that Michael would be proud of him for. I think that's important Jan 13 17:25:53 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:26:00 I find that difficult with Varick... Jan 13 17:30:43 He was old enough to have known his father? ((He was 5 and a half, it was nearly 2 years ago)) Jan 13 17:31:02 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:31:15 five... though he says he doesn't remember as much Jan 13 17:31:27 * Beth gently eases out a chair fron under the table to sit in with the baby Jan 13 17:31:40 What troubles you most? Jan 13 17:31:58 * Morgan glances at the stairs before speaking quietly Jan 13 17:32:03 his father was not a good man... Jan 13 17:36:06 Did he love Varick? Jan 13 17:36:39 I don't know. Jan 13 17:41:05 It's hard to keep a bad person alive in the memory of a child when really they dont deserve to be Jan 13 17:41:25 * Morgan nods Jan 13 17:45:27 Is it well known that he was not a good man? Jan 13 17:46:00 Not especially... as far as I know anyway Jan 13 17:51:32 Then you can only find the best things to say about him, and tell Varick those. Jan 13 17:52:39 * Morgan frowns Jan 13 17:53:34 * Beth moves the baby to cradle across her body "Does it bother you that you are such a good, loving father to him but he still believes his actual father is a good man when he isnt?" Jan 13 17:57:09 A little perhaps Jan 13 18:02:40 That's natural, I think. I know loving a child after losing one is very hard, even if you can't control it. Wanting Varick to appreciate you as much as he appreciates his father by birth is understandable Jan 13 18:03:44 That and I dislike lying... which is what it would be Jan 13 18:08:17 There must be some good things. He was your cousin's husband, wasn't he? Jan 13 18:08:44 * Morgan nods Jan 13 18:13:18 Can you ask family to help you think of good things to tell Varick? Jan 13 18:14:26 That would be tough, I think... between how he behaved and what he was planning, my family are no fans of his Jan 13 18:16:59 That is a real conundrum then. Perhaps it is something you can allow to gently pass. When he asks, ask _him_ what he loved about his father, and then when it comes up again, tell him your father was a man who made his son happy by doing whatever Varick said. Jan 13 18:18:52 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 13 18:18:58 thats a very good idea Jan 13 18:20:11 Even at five, his memories will fade further. I know William at almost eight no longer recalls things that happened at that age. Varick's birth father will be leas prominent for him as the years go by, and by the time you must confront the truth he will be less present in Varicks life Jan 13 18:20:48 * Morgan nods Jan 13 18:22:21 It is okay for Varick to go forward with you and Molly. You both love him very much, and he is so happy with you. Jan 13 18:22:42 * Beth drinks more of the tea he brought her Jan 13 18:23:04 He has changed a great deal since being with us Jan 13 18:23:21 * Beth nods Jan 13 18:24:18 Being loved does that. He cannot stay being a sad, lonely little boy forever, not if he can have a happy life filled with hope for the future and love Jan 13 18:26:54 * Morgan nods Jan 13 18:29:06 * Beth has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 13 19:02:53 * Beth (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 13 19:13:45 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:15:06 I was going to his grave every week after church, but moving to Sunnymeade means it's too far Jan 13 19:15:56 Time to let that go too? Jan 13 19:18:11 * Beth nods Jan 13 19:20:15 He would tell me to take the time to rest and enjoy my family. I don't need to go there, he is always a part of me. I talked to him quite a bit through the birth. Jan 13 19:20:35 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:21:53 I would love to see him again, but I've changed a lot since then. I love with much more intention now. Jan 13 19:23:01 intention? Jan 13 19:26:45 With Michael, love happened to us. It was all the things novels said it would be, and we were so naive that it would last forever. With Pete, it took two years before I was in love with him, but then I loved him intentionally. I loved him without the naivety, even though I knew what loss was like. I _chose_ to love him in ways that I never chose to love Michael. It isnt just that they are different, it's that how I love is also different now. Jan 13 19:28:36 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:28:39 I can understand that Jan 13 19:29:13 Everyone thinks the first type is the only good sort, but I don't really agree Jan 13 19:30:22 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:33:06 I think you and Molly are going to be alright Jan 13 19:34:31 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:34:33 I think so Jan 13 19:35:42 I'm glad. You both deserve to be happy Jan 13 19:36:16 * Morgan sips his coffee Jan 13 19:36:40 **There's noise from HH and Inga's room above** Jan 13 19:37:05 They're a nice couple, aren't they? Jan 13 19:38:13 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:41:51 Do you still feel envy when you see first time couples? Jan 13 19:42:01 * Beth drinks some tea Jan 13 19:47:07 * Morgan tilts his head Jan 13 19:47:15 I can't say I've thought about it Jan 13 19:47:23 * Beth nods Jan 13 19:48:31 I started too when Pete fell in love with me. I felt like I should have been able to give him that Jan 13 19:48:50 * Morgan nods, frowninf Jan 13 19:49:07 I had a nightmare where Molly left for that reason... Jan 13 19:50:12 * Beth nods Jan 13 19:51:36 I used to imagine what I would do if Pete found someone he wanted to have an affair with, whether I'd let him if it was kept quiet Jan 13 19:53:43 I don't think I could bear it Jan 13 19:54:42 * Beth nods Jan 13 19:55:37 I wasn't sure I could say no if he needed that experience to be happy and settled Jan 13 19:56:02 * Morgan nods Jan 13 19:59:04 * Beth sips her tea. Heinzharold's heavier footsteps can be heard coming down the stairs and he's singing to himself Jan 13 20:00:53 **HH stops at the bottom. He's got his boots in one hand, shirt in the other, his hair messy. Morgan has seen him bare chested before, but Beth obviously hasn't Jan 13 20:01:42 You've got a whole room you can be half naked in, but you choose down here to dress? Jan 13 20:03:13 * Beth looks him over, smiling slightly before looking back at her baby. HH nods "overslept a bit. 'S almost dawn" He pulls on his shirt then his boots. Beth glances at Morgan, giving him a little wink "Don't worry on my account, your wife is a lucky woman" Jan 13 20:04:00 **HH blushes at this, not even managing to be his usual silly self** Jan 13 20:04:11 * Morgan sniggers Jan 13 20:04:27 * Beth sips her tea as HH gets his coat Jan 13 20:04:50 HH: Y' ready, almighty overlord? Jan 13 20:05:04 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:05:06 aye Jan 13 20:08:08 Thank you for the tea and the company Jan 13 20:08:43 * Beth is now known as HH Jan 13 20:08:59 * Morgan inclines his head before heading outside Jan 13 20:09:26 * HH follows along. It's very nearly dawn Jan 13 20:09:35 Sorry, late night. Jan 13 20:09:50 Taking advantage of the broodiness I take it? Jan 13 20:10:03 * HH grins Jan 13 20:10:29 Several times. You too? Jan 13 20:11:14 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 13 20:11:33 Molly had to draw on me for strength a few times, I was exhausted Jan 13 20:13:49 Bad luck! Jan 13 20:14:31 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:15:31 If y' need me to keep everyone else occupied, lemme know Jan 13 20:16:22 Will do Jan 13 20:16:45 * HH sits on the wall in the Rose garden Jan 13 20:16:54 No draw yes'day Jan 13 20:17:10 No... your theory may have been correct Jan 13 20:17:47 Told Molly about tha'? Jan 13 20:18:23 She may have worked it out herself Jan 13 20:19:18 * HH nods Jan 13 20:19:40 Just gotta wait for the right date and see Jan 13 20:21:43 **the sun is starting to rise* Jan 13 20:21:56 * Morgan nods, watching the horizon Jan 13 20:22:21 Lots o' crying in your house last night? Jan 13 20:22:40 One bout, but that's about it Jan 13 20:23:18 Same here **he glances at Morgan with a smirk** threw me right off my rhythm Jan 13 20:23:37 * Morgan chuckles Jan 13 20:24:41 Howdya sleep? Jan 13 20:25:35 badly Jan 13 20:25:57 Nightmares again? Jan 13 20:26:03 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:26:50 Woulda thought you'd get a break with Elsie doing okay Jan 13 20:28:07 It was the fire again... bit different, but they still died Jan 13 20:29:17 * HH nods Jan 13 20:29:30 Sorry man, that's rough Jan 13 20:29:50 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:30:10 What was different? Jan 13 20:30:57 You and I were at the tavern... My father and Grunhelm discovered it, got into the house but it was too late Jan 13 20:31:59 * HH nods slowly Jan 13 20:32:19 Musta been there pretty quick to be able to get inside Jan 13 20:33:24 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:36:04 I did think about invitin' you for breakfast that day, but Ma decided we'd run out of wood and I needed to chop more, so I didn't get to yours until after you'd gone to the big house Jan 13 20:36:55 We met at the tavern... you'd come back from Freiburg Jan 13 20:38:43 What did I go up there for? *he looks at Morgan's ((relaxed or troubled?)) Jan 13 20:39:11 ((no more troubled than normal)) Jan 13 20:41:00 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 20:41:31 You thought Edward was prepping to take over as Veisgraf though... and asked me to accompany you into the schwarzenwald Jan 13 20:41:40 Did I get to see some bubbies? Jan 13 20:42:56 No... though you'd bumped into Rosie and his fiancee... blue eyed redhead with a cute Avalonian accent, you said... Jan 13 20:43:34 That 'appens a lot in your dreams? Jan 13 20:44:09 what? Jan 13 20:44:19 Molly and Rosie Jan 13 20:44:37 A few times Jan 13 20:47:36 * HH nods Jan 13 20:48:14 Strange, b'cause she doesn't really have an Avalon accent Jan 13 20:48:48 Not anymore, no... even her Avalonian is accented now Jan 13 20:49:58 * HH nods Jan 13 20:50:13 Yeah, that is pretty cute Jan 13 20:50:16 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:51:25 What was I goin' in the Schwarzenwald for? Jan 13 20:52:48 Going to change the lock on a house... the tenant had died so the house defaulted to the Grafdom... D. Eckname... Jan 13 20:53:12 * HH snorts Jan 13 20:53:15 Subtle. Jan 13 20:53:31 Hadn't really picked up on it... Jan 13 20:54:00 B'cause I got them smarts, see? Dunno what you got Jan 13 20:54:18 Money, I think Jan 13 20:54:39 Y' don't own that much Jan 13 20:55:08 On my way to owning a fleet... and an island... and Innesbruck... and the palomino's... Jan 13 20:55:36 Lucky yer so generous to us serfs, yer majesty Jan 13 20:55:51 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 20:56:19 Pretty women fancying you, despite her face. That's what you got. Jan 13 20:56:22 Yer* Jan 13 20:56:43 * Morgan looks at him Jan 13 20:57:01 * HH grins at him Jan 13 20:57:07 Inga's got it in her head she's not beautiful... she is to you, but not anyone else... Jan 13 20:58:05 She's a lot more than beautiful. Alarice was beautiful on paper, but my lil darlin 'as this radiance to her. Jan 13 20:58:19 * Morgan nods Jan 13 20:58:46 I tried to tell her otherwise but... she's got that quiet certainty that nothing I say will change Jan 13 20:58:56 * HH nods Jan 13 20:59:11 Women, eh? They're always insecure about summat. Jan 13 20:59:20 * Morgan nods, sighing Jan 13 20:59:36 What's Molly's insecurity? Jan 13 21:00:11 I don't know... Jan 13 21:00:19 * HH frowns Jan 13 21:00:27 How can y' not know? Jan 13 21:00:52 Because things are always changing. Jan 13 21:01:10 All the shit that's always going on? Jan 13 21:01:15 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:01:27 She's not insecure about my feelings for her any longer, thankfully Jan 13 21:02:03 That was a big thing, fr'm what I've heard Jan 13 21:02:09 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:02:12 aye Jan 13 21:02:21 Howdya fix that? Jan 13 21:02:55 I told her... I showed her... Jan 13 21:04:01 * HH nods Jan 13 21:04:29 Glad y' did. She's a good girl. Jan 13 21:04:34 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:04:37 aye she is Jan 13 21:04:46 oh! I forgot to tell you... Jan 13 21:04:53 What? Jan 13 21:05:14 Molly things she can heal the scarring that'd stop Elsie and James... consummating the marriage... Jan 13 21:05:34 * HH smiles Jan 13 21:05:48 Sounds like a solid plan... Jan 13 21:06:04 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:06:15 haven't told either of them yet, mind... she needs to recover first Jan 13 21:06:54 Yeah, norm'ly have to wait til they're churched anyhow, right? Jan 13 21:09:02 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:10:37 That's good though. James is gonna be a 'appy man, and we don't have to tell him lots of stuff he can do in bed that isnt that Jan 13 21:10:51 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:11:40 Good job really, b'cause it'd be mostly me, once you get past th' bit about it not having to be in a bedroom Jan 13 21:12:06 Stables... Tavern tap rooms.... Jan 13 21:12:30 * HH nods Jan 13 21:12:43 Still hard t' believe from you Jan 13 21:13:20 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 21:13:41 Gonna be hard to top the Eisenfurst's Stables though Jan 13 21:13:52 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 13 21:13:57 probably... Jan 13 21:14:04 tree by a stream? Jan 13 21:14:20 Golden lantern? Done that. Jan 13 21:14:46 No... Jan 13 21:15:24 You found another stream _not_ in a private garden? Jan 13 21:16:00 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:16:14 with my father and Edward following about half an hour behind... Jan 13 21:16:23 * HH laughs Jan 13 21:16:29 You're shitting me Jan 13 21:17:39 * Morgan shakes his head slightly, sipping his coffee Jan 13 21:18:00 The look on yer Da's face if he'd caught you swiving Molly against a tree woulda been hilarious! Jan 13 21:19:55 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:19:58 quite Jan 13 21:21:05 Edward woulda scolded you. He woulda told you you should be protectin' yer wife from that sorta thing Jan 13 21:21:31 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 21:21:32 maybe Jan 13 21:21:44 * HH smiles Jan 13 21:22:06 I'm impressed. You two seem t' have a lot of fun Jan 13 21:22:32 more than you'd expect, aye Jan 13 21:23:21 A lot more. Yer not really a prude anymore Jan 13 21:23:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 13 21:25:07 Managed t' behave in Her Grace's house? Jan 13 21:25:15 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:25:47 Y' must know all the little books and crannies t' hide away in here Jan 13 21:25:52 Nooks* Jan 13 21:26:08 Of course I do Jan 13 21:28:04 Got a bit much goin' on again though Jan 13 21:28:27 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:28:34 start calming down for a bit hopefully Jan 13 21:30:11 Mebbie you need a night away fr'm it all Jan 13 21:30:25 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:30:27 I reckon so Jan 13 21:31:24 Wha' about your manor house on th' island? Y' had a night there before Jan 13 21:32:15 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:32:18 thats not a bad idea Jan 13 21:32:55 I can handle e'erything on the ship even Claudia Jan 13 21:33:03 * HH glances at him Jan 13 21:33:06 Mostly. Jan 13 21:33:20 As long as she doesn't disagree with you, you're fine Jan 13 21:33:31 * HH nods Jan 13 21:33:55 I'll try not to say anything she'll chop my 'ead off for Jan 13 21:34:17 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:34:23 I'll speak to Molly about it Jan 13 21:34:46 I'm sure she'll take lots of persuading(!) Jan 13 21:34:55 * Morgan nods Jan 13 21:35:25 How's she doin' this morning? Jan 13 21:35:42 Left her asleep when I got up Jan 13 21:36:21 Waste of the morning advantage *he grins. The sun is fully above the horizon now* Jan 13 21:37:06 Don't think being woken at two this morning really helped that Jan 13 21:37:26 * HH nods Jan 13 21:37:55 Reck'n she's started our breakfast yet? Jan 13 21:38:13 If she's awake Jan 13 21:38:36 Pretty sure Inga won't be for a fair bit yet! Jan 13 21:39:26 * HH gets off the wall Jan 13 21:40:47 * Morgan stands up Jan 13 21:41:13 There's bound t' be someone on the estate who wants to feed me Jan 13 21:41:32 As long as you dont offer to milk yourself again, aye Jan 13 21:42:01 I only offer that to m' wife! **He grins** Jan 13 21:42:19 * Morgan nods, heading back towards the cottages Jan 13 21:42:41 * HH follows on, singing about the fish in the sea Jan 13 21:48:57 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 14 20:02:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 14 20:03:00 **He can hear Molly singing before he gets to the door, but it takes him a moment to make out the lyrics,  _his_ lyrics. HH glances through the kitchen window before nudging Morgan. Jan 14 20:03:00 M: ...Sometimes I just hold you...Too caught up in me to see… Jan 14 20:03:00 **She is wearing her simple Eisen white and green dress, hair mostly down, makeup light and girlish. She has Thomas wrapped in a shawl in her left arm, and is looking at him. Her other hand is on Varick's crown as the boy is knelt on a chair at the table kneading bread dough** ...I'm holding a fortune...that heaven has given to me… Jan 14 20:03:00 **HH grins at Morgan** Makes me broody an' she's not even my wife! Jan 14 20:06:09 * Morgan nods Jan 14 20:06:15 that's because you, like Edward, are a big girl Jan 14 20:07:02 * Molly punches him pretty hard in the arm "I don't hit like a girl though" Jan 14 20:07:06 HH* Jan 14 20:08:37 Claudia hits harder than you Jan 14 20:09:05 I'll admit to that. Back to Sudlachenburg to see 'im next? **he looks through the window again** not seeing any breakfast Jan 14 20:09:52 Best we cook some then Jan 14 20:13:43 **HH nods, going in. Varick and Molly both look pleased to see Morgan. Molly comes to kiss his cheek. She doesnt smell of roses, though the light perfume is still floral. It's the one she put on in Fischler when she was on the warpath to sweet-talk protection from the Eisenfurst and thought she would get it by looking innocent and vulnerable** Jan 14 20:14:33 Good morning, my love Jan 14 20:14:58 **HH gets started with making food** Jan 14 20:21:30 blossom... I'm surprised you remembered the lyrics so well from hearing it once Jan 14 20:23:31 * Molly watches him with a smile "Such beautiful words, how could I forget?" Jan 14 20:24:46 HH: Sounded quite romantic Jan 14 20:25:17 thank you... Jan 14 20:25:23 * Molly smiles warmer. The baby stirs a little and she gently starts to rock him Jan 14 20:25:39 **HH looks at Morgan** Pull the other one! Jan 14 20:25:48 * Morgan shrugs Jan 14 20:26:13 alright Jan 14 20:26:27 He's very talented. Jan 14 20:28:12 **HH snorts** Shoulda heard 'im at first! **She glances at Morgan with a look of mischief, referencing one of the dreams where she teaches him things** Bored and alone in his hammock, playing the guitar... Jan 14 20:32:28 Shut up Jan 14 20:32:50 HH: Me, or yer wife? Jan 14 20:33:02 you Jan 14 20:34:20 * Molly smiles "He never tells me to shut up..." **she sends him the image of his hand over her mouth when they were intimate and she was getting loud** Jan 14 20:36:53 * Morgan blushes, looking away Jan 14 20:37:24 **HH unwraps some bacon** Jan 14 20:37:32 I would like to take a horse and ride to the village. Aside from visiting Sunnymeade when Elsie came with us  I haven't left the estate for weeks! Jan 14 20:37:43 * Morgan nods Jan 14 20:37:47 I reckon that can be arranged Jan 14 20:38:24 **Inga lets herself in, saying good morning and going to help HH** Jan 14 20:38:52 **Molly says gently with the newborn** I want to see a few people, I need to find Elsie some dresses that fit. The procedure means she doesn't have to wait months for her body to return to normal, so all the things she had whilst increasing are going to be too big. Jan 14 20:38:57 Sways* Jan 14 20:39:20 * Morgan nods, ruffling Varicks hair Jan 14 20:39:34 **Inga looks at Molly** That would be nice, if you didn't have to wait so long to get your figure back Jan 14 20:39:50 **Varick is focused on the bread making** Jan 14 20:40:08 * Molly tilts her head, then smiles a little "I hadn't really given it much thought" Jan 14 20:41:34 Inga looks a little concerned: We'd like a big family, but I don't like what it will do to my stomach! Jan 14 20:42:01 **HH comes to stand behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist** I'm going t' make sure you always know that yer body is more beautiful e'erytime you give me a babe, don't worry. Jan 14 20:45:24 * Morgan watches them, humming quietly Jan 14 20:45:42 * Molly watches them a moment,  then sips her tea. Varick is still kneading the dough when he says "You have to play leapfrog but not be tall enough to get over. That's how you give someone a baby." Jan 14 20:46:13 * Molly and Inga glance at each other with amusement  but it's HH struggling most with his composure Jan 14 20:46:34 HH: That so? Jan 14 20:46:53 V: *he sighs* _Everyone_ knows that  Heinzharold. Jan 14 20:46:53 * Morgan closes his eyes a moment before opening them back up, looking at HeinzHarold Jan 14 20:47:14 * Molly and Inga do giggle a little then Jan 14 20:50:48 **HH grins at Morgan** Jan 14 20:52:02 * Molly looks to Morgan Jan 14 20:52:02 So I would like to go to see Mr Jameson ((the milliner)), to see John's sister, and then to take flowers to my families' graves. I might stop in to see how Reverend Paulson is also. May I take Valkyrie? Jan 14 20:52:30 * Morgan nods Jan 14 20:52:32 of course Jan 14 20:52:49 HH: You can take Greta if y' want, she's easy Jan 14 20:53:34 *Inga and Molly have to avoid making any eye contact at all at this, but Morgan can see it's amused them* Jan 14 20:54:50 You haven't heard? Jan 14 20:55:46 **Varick looks up and grins at Morgan** Jan 14 20:55:52 HH: heard what? Jan 14 20:56:36 * Morgan shrugs nonchalantly Jan 14 20:57:24 V: She's not called Greta anymore Jan 14 20:57:46 **HH frowns** Why not? Jan 14 20:58:04 **Varick shrugs nonchalantly mimicking Morgan** Jan 14 21:01:06 **HH looks at Inga with a flirty grin** Someone got a lil jealous again, did she? **Inga shakes her head. He looks to Morgan* if yours is Valkyrie, mine's gotta be something like Banshee or Siren? Jan 14 21:01:27 **the others start laughing** Jan 14 21:01:55 Not... exactly Jan 14 21:02:30 HH: Nymph? Succubus? Jan 14 21:02:56 * Molly whispers something to Inga which has them both laughing Jan 14 21:02:59 Would you like to tell him Varick? Jan 14 21:03:27 V: *he looks proud* Buttercup. Jan 14 21:04:52 **HH nods, smiling, then it finally dawns on him** Hang on, Buttercup?! He gets Valkyrie, and I get Buttercup?! Jan 14 21:05:30 **Varick starts giggling** Jan 14 21:05:37 I'll point out I didn't choose either name Jan 14 21:06:04 * Molly looks to Morgan "What is Claudia's called?" Jan 14 21:06:48 * Morgan shrugs Jan 14 21:07:06 **HH looks at Morgan, both of them knowing Claudia's horse is called Leni, after the first girl Claudia kissed, just like Greta was HHs first** Jan 14 21:07:28 something odd... Jan 14 21:07:43 Odder than Buttercup? Jan 14 21:07:56 Buttercup's a good strong name... for a cow... Jan 14 21:09:12 HH: Gonna stick, isn't it? Jan 14 21:09:50 The horse has accepted it as its name Jan 14 21:12:10 **HH groans** Well, you can borrow Buttercup then, Molly Jan 14 21:13:00 * Molly smiles at Morgan "Do you think I am more like a woman who rides a horse called Valkyrie, or one who rides a horse called Buttercup, my love?" Jan 14 21:13:32 I'm not inclined to answer, given you refer to me as cabbage... Jan 14 21:14:07 **this makes everyone laugh** Jan 14 21:14:23 It is meant with the greatest affection, I assure you Jan 14 21:14:51 [Do you wish to come to the village with me?] Jan 14 21:15:16 [If I won't be in the way] Jan 14 21:15:33 [Of course you will not be] Jan 14 21:16:35 * Morgan nods, humming to himself again as he gets coffee Jan 14 21:16:40 **Beth and Cecily join them, and HH is given the little girl to hold whilst James is sat with Elsie and Thomas. Varick alternates between looking at the sleeping babies and trying to help Molly, Inga, and Beth make breakfast. Molly informs them all of the plan, Varick is quite happy to stay with the babies. There's a knock at the door** Jan 14 21:17:15 * Morgan goes to answer it Jan 14 21:17:23 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Jan 14 21:17:53 * Rosenkrantz is stood on the doorstep. He looks relaxed and happy "Good morning, your Excellency" Jan 14 21:18:10 Doctor... you are well? Jan 14 21:18:17 I am, and you? Jan 14 21:18:45 * Morgan nods, moving out the way of the door Jan 14 21:19:07 **he comes in to lots of good mornings** I wanted to visit the patients and see how they are Jan 14 21:21:19 **Elsie, Molly and Rosenkrantz go into the parlour and shut the door so he can examine the healing of the incision, and he announces that he is very impressed with how Elsie is doing when he comes back in. Next he checks the baby, similarly happy. Then he looks to Morgan** Jan 14 21:23:31 I will be taking a coach down to the dock this afternoon, I must be back in Insel on the twenty fourth ready for our annual Fish Festival so I need to arrange my travel. If there are any errands I can do whilst I am down there, I would happily do so **It is presently the 18th** Jan 14 21:24:33 No, thank you Jan 14 21:26:04 V: What is a Fish Festival? **Rosenkrantz explains that it's a local custom where there are street celebrations, the boats are blessed for the year ahead, and people take time off work to enjoy their community. Varick looks excited** V: I would like to go to the Fish Festival, Papa! Jan 14 21:28:12 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 14 21:28:21 HH: Rosie told me about it. It's a bit like th' Shadowfayre Jan 14 21:28:59 We'll see... Since we need to go that way anyway it might be an idea, but I want to see Alice before we leave Jan 14 21:29:22 * Rosenkrantz smiles "You are all welcome to join us. The local taverns will be busy, but you are welcome to stay at my house, of course Jan 14 21:29:46 **Molly says nothing, drinking her tea** Jan 14 21:30:08 V: Please, Papa Jan 14 21:30:48 Providing Alice is back, it should be doable Jan 14 21:31:13 **Varick hugs him** Jan 14 21:32:20 It would save me quite some hassle in finding a ship. Few ships sail to Insel from this side of Avalon. Jan 14 21:32:59 certainly none as fast as the Rose... Jan 14 21:33:20 It certainly has a reputation for that Jan 14 21:33:35 * Morgan nods, looking at Molly Jan 14 21:33:46 Slight detour to speak to Sorgi? Jan 14 21:34:27 **Molly nods** If Inga and Heinzharold are happy to watch Varick for the day Jan 14 21:35:14 **Inga nods** Of course. Perhaps we might escort Beth home later on and Varick can see his cousins? Jan 14 21:35:39 **Molly smiles, looking at Morgan** does that sound well to you? Jan 14 21:36:00 * Morgan nods Jan 14 21:36:33 * Rosenkrantz looks at them all "I'll bid you good morning then" Jan 14 21:36:57 * Morgan nods, showing him out Jan 14 21:37:16 **farewells are given, and soon Molly is pulling on her cloak and kissing Varick farewell too** Jan 14 21:38:03 **HH comes to Morgan** Y' gonna see Claudia? Jan 14 21:38:10 * Morgan nods Jan 14 21:38:10 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Molly Jan 14 21:38:30 **HH thumps his arm** Give her that for me **he grins** Jan 14 21:39:06 You're an idiot Jan 14 21:39:55 **He laughs. Molly looks to Elsie* I'm going to get you a couple of dresses that fit. What colours would you like? Jan 14 21:40:30 E: Oh! No, I'll alter the ones I have, it's no problem. Jan 14 21:41:09 * Morgan watches Elsie, obviously thinking about something Jan 14 21:41:26 * Molly shakes her head "I would save you the time. It will be nuisance altering all that fabric out" Jan 14 21:42:40 **Elsie glances at Morgan a moment before looking back at Molly** I won't be pregnant again, so maybe you or Inga would like the current ones for when you're increasing? Jan 14 21:44:14 * Molly frowns ever so slightly "That's not a bad idea. Inga will probably use them long before I do, but I'm sure we can get plenty of use between us, thank you" **Inga is smiling at HH who smiles back at her** Jan 14 21:44:36 E: Blue then, please **Molly nods, getting her bag** Jan 14 21:44:59 I'll just be a moment blossom... Elsie, a word in private if I may? Jan 14 21:45:21 * Molly nods "I'll meet you at the stable?" Jan 14 21:45:26 * Morgan nods Jan 14 21:45:49 * Molly goes and Elsie moves into the parlour Jan 14 21:45:57 * Molly is now known as Elsie Jan 14 21:46:44 * Morgan looks at her, speaking quietly Jan 14 21:47:15 Something occurred to me... Since things didn't go as we expected, you will be raising Thomas... Jan 14 21:47:27 * Elsie smiles happily Jan 14 21:47:31 I will be Jan 14 21:48:11 I imagine at some point you'll get around to thinking about the financial side of that... Jan 14 21:49:29 * Elsie nods Jan 14 21:49:41 I can't go back to working where I was Jan 14 21:52:06 As part of the restitution, I arranged for some financial support to be provided to Peter and Beth until Thomas comes of age... I'll arrange for that to come to you. Jan 14 21:53:00 * Elsie frowns Jan 14 21:53:05 What about them? Jan 14 21:53:36 It was to provide for Thomas... they didn't want it, mind, but it was already dealt with by the time they agreed to have him Jan 14 21:53:48 * Elsie nods Jan 14 21:54:15 If I say I don't want charity are you going to argue about it until I take it? Jan 14 21:55:11 I'll say the same as I did to them... it isn't charity, its for Thomas. Jan 14 21:59:08 * Elsie nods Jan 14 21:59:33 Alright. If it helps me make a life for him, it's important Jan 14 21:59:44 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:00:04 Three hundred guilders a year... Her Grace has said you can stay here as long as you need Jan 14 22:01:51 Three _hundred_?! Jan 14 22:01:57 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:02:06 No, that's far too much. Jan 14 22:03:00 Put some in savings for Thomas... You were wronged, and so was Thomas. You both deserve this. Jan 14 22:04:17 * Elsie nods Jan 14 22:04:24 It just seems so much Jan 14 22:05:12 * Elsie sits down "I'd never need to go back to the brothel" Jan 14 22:05:44 No... thats assuming of course you wouldn't want to be with James Jan 14 22:06:22 I do want to be with him. I love him. Jan 14 22:07:15 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:07:30 I'm glad to hear that. Jan 14 22:07:56 But I could just be a mother... I wouldn't need to work at all Jan 14 22:08:14 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:08:42 I daresay James would have a lot to say about the idea of you working in a brothel again... Jan 14 22:09:13 * Elsie nods "He wouldn't want that for me, even if I could" Jan 14 22:10:14 No... I think he'd much rather you be a mother and he work.... Jan 14 22:11:20 We haven't really had chance to talk about the future yet Jan 14 22:11:28 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:12:11 When he sail for Insel, you understand he'll be staying behind? He's asked for a few weeks leave Jan 14 22:13:39 I thought he might want to stay a little while at least Jan 14 22:14:06 You haven't realised how much he loves you have you? Jan 14 22:16:55 I know he does. But we were planning my funeral less than a day ago Jan 14 22:17:23 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:17:47 I think it'll be good for the three of you to have some time just you... Jan 14 22:17:59 * Elsie smiles Jan 14 22:18:39 I'd like that. He loves Thomas too, even though Thomas is half made from that awful man. Jan 14 22:22:58 * Morgan nods Jan 14 22:23:06 Thomas is innocent of it all... Jan 14 22:23:47 He's the most perfect little thing. I can't believe I get to see him grow up Jan 14 22:24:26 I can't tell you how pleased I am about that. Anyway, I digress... I just wanted you to know you don't need to worry about that side of things Jan 14 22:25:02 Thank you. If I can ever do anything to repay you for all of this, please let me know Jan 14 22:25:28 * Morgan tilts his head Jan 14 22:25:47 Be happy. Jan 14 22:26:00 * Elsie smiles Jan 14 22:26:03 Always Jan 14 22:26:05 oh... one last thing... Jan 14 22:26:11 Yes? Jan 14 22:26:53 I made sure that Thomas is not... linked with Dau... no matter where you go, he won't be drawn into the politics of it all Jan 14 22:27:02 * Elsie nods Jan 14 22:27:19 Thank you, I appreciate it Jan 14 22:27:56 * Morgan nods, inclining his head Jan 14 22:28:00 I'll see you later Jan 14 22:28:20 * Elsie nods, smiling "Have a nice time..." Jan 14 22:28:36 * Morgan nods, smiling and leaving the room and house Jan 14 22:51:57 * Elsie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 15 19:06:23 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 15 19:06:51 * Molly is found in the stables, both horses ready. She looks distracted,  pinching her lip. Jan 15 19:07:44 right then... ready? Jan 15 19:09:41 Hmm? Oh, yes, sorry Jan 15 19:09:56 * Molly hands hims Valkyrie's reins Jan 15 19:10:42 * Morgan watches her Jan 15 19:10:53 Something on your mind? Jan 15 19:12:56 * Molly smiles "You need not be a mind reader to know what thoughts are occupying me here!" Jan 15 19:13:50 Because its a stable? Jan 15 19:14:03 * Molly nods, watching him Jan 15 19:14:08 Precisely so Jan 15 19:14:08 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:15:00 You, my love, have rather changed stables for me forever! **she encourages Buttercup out of the stall** Jan 15 19:15:25 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:15:33 I rather think that was your urging... Jan 15 19:15:50 * Morgan checks over the harness on Valkyrie Jan 15 19:16:21 A twenty year old new bride could have no ideas of such things... Jan 15 19:16:41 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:16:43 I suppose so Jan 15 19:17:15 * Molly smirks, getting one foot into the stirrup "Which means it must have been entirely your idea... perhaps from your navy day" Jan 15 19:17:19 Days* Jan 15 19:18:26 * Morgan frowns Jan 15 19:18:45 No, that'd have been a crows nest I reckon Jan 15 19:18:53 * Molly swings up confidently, wearing snug fitting trousers beneath her dress so she can ride astride Jan 15 19:19:21 * Morgan hauls himself into the saddle Jan 15 19:19:24 Noone could manage that in the crow's nest! *she tilts her head* Could they? Jan 15 19:19:41 It wouldn't surprise me Jan 15 19:22:06 * Molly glances at him with mischief "I should imagine one could achieve such a conclusion alone up there?" Jan 15 19:23:03 I would imagine so Jan 15 19:24:50 * Molly raises her eyebrows as if she will ask something, giving a beat of anticipation, then smirks as she makes the horse walk on Jan 15 19:27:35 * Morgan nudges the horse to a walk Jan 15 19:27:51 **The ride to the village takes them down past the school house and Catherine's chapel. Molly seems cheerful and at ease** Jan 15 19:27:51 Was Elsie alright? Jan 15 19:28:06 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:28:08 aye Jan 15 19:28:49 I am glad. She can put it all behind her now. **she watches over the valley** We all can. Jan 15 19:28:56 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:28:57 aye Jan 15 19:30:57 Will they marry, do you think? Jan 15 19:31:57 Tough to say. They love eachother very much, but I think Elsie assumed he'd be moving on after she died so... Jan 15 19:33:00 * Molly nods "I suppose the intensity of the situation could lead to strong feelings that may not last once things settle?" Jan 15 19:33:12 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:33:17 I hope that is not the case Jan 15 19:33:28 It concerns you? Jan 15 19:33:58 Somewhat, aye Jan 15 19:34:39 * Molly nods Jan 15 19:35:17 We will only wait and see, I suppose. Perhaps that is one of the dangers of feelings developing very fast? Jan 15 19:37:14 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:37:19 so I understand Jan 15 19:37:27 * Molly nods Jan 15 19:37:40 I would like to see them happy. They deserve to be Jan 15 19:37:56 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:38:30 I've told her about the money that will come to her... I didn't want her thinking she had to return to the brothel once we leave Jan 15 19:40:05 * Molly frowns "Absolutely she should not have to. It is not a place any woman should have to be" Jan 15 19:41:15 The money she will be getting realistically means she won't have to work at all Jan 15 19:42:07 * Molly nods Jan 15 19:42:35 Good. After the pain she had to endure, it is right that she can have a better life Jan 15 19:42:42 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:44:24 I should think after we return from Capperlucia she should be healed enough for me to work on the final restoration of function Jan 15 19:44:55 I haven't mentioned that to either of them... Jan 15 19:46:44 * Molly nods Jan 15 19:46:54 I would want neither to feel rushed Jan 15 19:47:00 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:47:01 indeed Jan 15 19:48:42 She may have some flashbacks and things, and that can be challenging Jan 15 19:49:02 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:49:03 aye Jan 15 19:50:22 Do you think they will stay in Avalon? Jan 15 19:51:24 I have no idea... I don't see she has any reason to leave, and he will go where she wishes to be I think Jan 15 19:52:35 That's sweet, isn't it? Jan 15 19:53:48 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:55:53 But then, that is not different than I feel for you. I followed you to Sudlachenburg, and I will follow you to Gottkirchen, or wherever else you wish to take me Jan 15 19:56:18 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:56:31 I don't move around on a whim... Jan 15 19:57:13 It would not matter. I trust you. Jan 15 19:57:19 * Morgan nods Jan 15 19:58:17 Does it trouble you, leaving Varick for the day? Jan 15 19:59:40 * Morgan shrugs Jan 15 19:59:43 Some Jan 15 20:01:24 He will appreciate time at Sunnymeade. And we will need to leave in a few days... Jan 15 20:10:48 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:11:14 Someone in Tawstock may well know if the Blessing has gone by... Jan 15 20:11:31 * Molly nods Jan 15 20:12:46 Rousseau and the others were to be checking on the animals, they may have seen Alice. But we should not delay overmuch if we are to be in Insel soon. **her expression becomes a little neutral** Jan 15 20:13:07 Which part of that bothers you? Jan 15 20:14:17 * Molly sighs Jan 15 20:14:32 Insel. It seems that fate is taking us there. Jan 15 20:16:20 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:16:44 I have no solid reason for not taking Varick there... Jan 15 20:18:20 No, and after everything Doctor Rosenkrantz has done for me and for Elsie it would be rude. Jan 15 20:21:54 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:22:29 We can make the visit short due to Edward waiting for us Jan 15 20:22:40 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:22:40 aye Jan 15 20:24:09 You would prefer that also? Jan 15 20:24:57 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:25:00 yes, I would Jan 15 20:26:39 * Molly nods Jan 15 20:26:58 I think perhaps the day after tomorrow to leave? Jan 15 20:27:13 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:27:17 it would get us there in time, aye Jan 15 20:32:49 * Molly nods Jan 15 20:33:02 I will start packing this evening then Jan 15 20:34:00 **At Mr Jameson's she is given as much respect and assistance as he has seen Catherine be given. She soon has a pile of things ready to be sent up, including an outfit for Varick. She has pays him without paying real attention to the cost. Jan 15 20:34:00 **It is all so far away from the nervous maid who came here with him the first time she'd ventured from the estate into the village almost two years ago Jan 15 20:34:00 **Outside she looks around a moment** Jan 15 20:34:00 Who was the dark-haired woman? Jan 15 20:37:26 hmmm? Jan 15 20:37:29 The first time we came here, you went off to speak to a dark-haired woman I didn't know. Jan 15 20:38:08 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 15 20:38:51 I knew her during the war... I asked her to _discreetly_ check on my mother and father... she also brought me some blokners Jan 15 20:39:44 She was pretty... I wondered at the time if she might be a former mistress Jan 15 20:39:58 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 15 20:40:22 No... I have been intimate with two women in my life.... Jan 15 20:41:08 * Molly blushes Jan 15 20:41:17 Oh I know that now, of course. Jan 15 20:41:38 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:42:06 * Molly mounts back up, riding side-saddle now Jan 15 20:42:26 * Morgan pulls himself up onto the horse Jan 15 20:42:33 Evie was quite jealous, you were still… involved then. Jan 15 20:44:12 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:44:24 * Molly rides on, mulling something over Jan 15 20:44:54 * Morgan waits quietly Jan 15 20:47:29 *she glances at him* I was wondering what causes my curiosity about what happened between you and Evie Jan 15 20:48:10 _happened_? Jan 15 20:49:51 * Molly is leading them across the village to the outskirts Jan 15 20:50:18 Why you kissed her, whether it was anything like kissing me, and so on Jan 15 20:50:42 It felt like we'd progressed to that point... and no, its nothing like kissing you Jan 15 20:51:29 * Molly nods "Did you feel remorseful?" Jan 15 20:51:45 * Morgan shrugs Jan 15 20:51:51 it felt... hollow. Jan 15 20:53:26 * Molly nods Jan 15 20:53:47 Because she wasn't what you wanted? Jan 15 20:53:51 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:56:01 * Molly nods "Is that what you worry will happen to John? He will rush into kissing someone else when it is Eliza he wants to be kissing instead?" Jan 15 20:58:56 * Morgan nods Jan 15 20:59:11 Particularly with you because there were feelings already there for him Jan 15 20:59:37 That would make it worse? Jan 15 20:59:49 More likely, I think Jan 15 21:00:03 * Molly nods Jan 15 21:00:49 Might more have happened with Evie had she not wanted marriage? **The shops are becoming just housing** Jan 15 21:01:25 I doubt it... want to know when I realised it wasn't the right time or the right person? Jan 15 21:02:03 * Molly nods, smiling "I always want to know things about you. You continue to fascinate me" Jan 15 21:04:35 Do you recall she burst into the kitchen to find the cook and I... sparring with pans... Jan 15 21:06:35 It was the night before we went to Carleon... I had just burnt my hand learning to use the Jaeger crest Jan 15 21:06:53 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:07:41 she rushed in... and rebuked me... don't call me if you get injured... she didn't accept me, she accepted what she wanted me to become... Jan 15 21:08:19 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jan 15 21:08:33 What _did_ she want you to become? Jan 15 21:09:19 Compliant maybe... it felt she wanted to dictate how I should be... it was in that moment I realised she and I were not right for eachother Jan 15 21:10:23 * Molly nods "I had assumed it was over long before that... but sometimes it takes a while to get clarity even after the end of something" Jan 15 21:11:12 that was the moment I decided to distance myself from her Jan 15 21:11:24 * Molly nods Jan 15 21:12:00 I was rather busy fending off Curtis's innuendos to have really helped you! Jan 15 21:12:58 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:14:06 He thought I was blushing at the idea of consummating my marriage to him. Jan 15 21:14:28 you weren't? Jan 15 21:14:42 * Molly leads them down a small side street, obviously very familiar with where they are going Jan 15 21:15:02 Absolutely not. I was blushing but not for that. Jan 15 21:15:09 whys? Jan 15 21:16:47 I was thinking about how it would be to marry for love, how special it would be to be to feel love in return and not just obligation Jan 15 21:17:30 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:18:52 What changed for you, in the week between that night and kissing me? Surely it must have seemed like another potential disaster? Jan 15 21:19:38 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:20:21 it did... but it became apparent that my... swimming for the surface was largely down to you... accepting me as I was.... wanting me to be better to myself for no-one but myself... Jan 15 21:20:46 * Molly nods Jan 15 21:21:08 That was all I sought from you Jan 15 21:21:12 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:21:13 I know Jan 15 21:21:58 I am glad it was not a disaster... I hope it did not feel hollow. Jan 15 21:23:27 Not even slightly.... scary, unnerving... vulnerable, yes... but not hollow Jan 15 21:23:45 * Molly glances at him Jan 15 21:23:55 I had no idea... Jan 15 21:25:01 no? Jan 15 21:25:17 * Molly shakes her head Jan 15 21:26:15 I had convinced myself after you had gone to bed that you had felt very guilty, regretful, and disappointed in my lack of skill and experience Jan 15 21:27:49 I did feel guilty... it took a long long time for that to no longer be the case Jan 15 21:28:43 * Molly nods Jan 15 21:29:03 I hope that is no longer the case now Jan 15 21:30:11 No, it isn't Jan 15 21:30:38 * Molly nods "I'm glad. It was... difficult, that next day. I was torn between what I wanted, and what I thought I ought to do" Jan 15 21:31:52 apologise and not speak to me anymore? Jan 15 21:32:45 That was not what I wanted! Jan 15 21:32:54 I figured... Jan 15 21:33:06 I wondered if thats what you thought you ought to do Jan 15 21:34:17 I thought I ought to apologise, and keep things more professional... but I couldn't manage it. I yearned even just to be in your presence. Jan 15 21:34:34 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 15 21:36:44 I think if I had managed that things would have been different. I cannot imagine you would have ever mentioned it again had I pulled away from your presence the next morning Jan 15 21:37:54 No, probably not Jan 15 21:38:59 * Molly smiles "Then I would have married Curtis, and the memory of kissing me and seeing me undressed would soon have been forgotten, my love" **she slows Buttercup by a nice looking house** Jan 15 21:39:21 No, I think not Jan 15 21:39:45 No? *she stops the horse* Jan 15 21:39:51 No. Jan 15 21:41:02 Perhaps it would have helped you when you were more ready to find someone else, like a stepping stone along the path of your healing? **she dismounts** Jan 15 21:41:54 I doubt it Jan 15 21:42:43 **She ties up the horse** I am pleased I'd have remained in your mind at least Jan 15 21:43:39 * Morgan nods, getting down and tying the horse up Jan 15 21:44:44 * Molly goes to the door of John's sisters house, and knocks on the door. Then she looks to Morgan "That reminds me. I am going to swim in Catherine's pool before we leave" Jan 15 21:45:00 You realise it is cold... Jan 15 21:45:16 * Molly nods "I know" Jan 15 21:45:41 * Morgan nods Jan 15 21:45:42 alright Jan 15 21:46:07 **The door opens, and a servant shows them in to the hall where they are asked to wait** Jan 15 21:54:50 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 16 18:21:03 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 16 18:21:07 **The house of John's sister is quite nice, her husband must be a gentleman. Janie seems pleased to see Molly, and tea and biscuits are served by a maid. The two women chat about how they are, how Elsie is before they talk about how John is doing, and it reminds Morgan that, if not for Molly's illness, they would have been sister-in-laws. Jan 16 18:21:07 J: I wonder if you would visit him and Kathleen before you leave? He misses you. Jan 16 18:21:07 [Should I?] Jan 16 18:21:56 [Maybe take Inga with you?] Jan 16 18:26:38 * Molly smiles at the woman "I will go tomorrow" **his sister seems relieved** Jan 16 18:26:59 **They move on to other village gossip, and Morgan's mind wanders to the conversation they were having about him kissing her in Carleon and the dream he had whilst away where she'd asked him what he was doing when he kissed her and they'd talked about how they desired each other and desired to do more than kiss but it wouldn't be right to. He's still thinking about it when Molly makes their excuses to leave. Jan 16 18:27:21 * Molly says goodbye and is soon mounting up outside Jan 16 18:28:13 Should we go to The Rose now, and then the church on the way back, or would you prefer to do the Rose last? Jan 16 18:28:29 Whichevers easiest Jan 16 18:28:45 They are equally easy Jan 16 18:29:11 Church next then Jan 16 18:29:54 * Molly nods heading towards a florist on the way Jan 16 18:31:03 If it eases your mind, you didn't seem scared, unnerved or vulnerable when you kissed me at all Jan 16 18:32:19 no? Jan 16 18:33:15 * Molly shakes her head "You seemed confident and at ease, experienced Jan 16 18:33:50 surprising Jan 16 18:34:38 It is? Jan 16 18:35:31 * Morgan nods Jan 16 18:38:48 It was similar that night at Die Dauerhaftigkeit in the nursery when I first used my hand on you *she glances at him, smiling. There's noone around, and even if they were she is speaking Eisen** Jan 16 18:40:14 oh? Jan 16 18:40:52 You seemed at ease with my doing so, at least until it was over. Jan 16 18:41:08 * Morgan nods Jan 16 18:42:22 Inga says arousal makes me bold, and then after they are spent they become more unsure of themselves and vulnerable Jan 16 18:42:28 Men* Jan 16 18:43:33 * Morgan nods Jan 16 18:43:36 Inga is correct Jan 16 18:45:03 She says Heinzharold said that is why smart men do not dally with the followers of the drum the night before the battle, and instead wait until after it is over to spend themselves **she talks about this very nonchalantly, but he can feel her gaze move to his profile frequently** Jan 16 18:45:25 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 18:45:30 He'd know more about that Jan 16 18:45:58 Oh I know he would *she giggles** Inga has told me so Jan 16 18:52:10 Talk about that sort of thing a lot, don't you Jan 16 18:52:44 **she nods** It's a very useful thing to know, it explains why men would wish to sleep or rest after, to avoid difficult conversations or conflicts. Jan 16 18:53:00 * Morgan nods Jan 16 18:53:01 makes sense Jan 16 18:53:19 * Molly watches him sidelong Jan 16 18:53:35 Does it trouble you that we discuss such things? Jan 16 18:58:33 No, I suppose not Jan 16 19:01:45 I do not tell her anything about you, other than that you are a wonderful lover and beautifully made by your creator in that area **She keeps her gaze dead ahead, keeping a straight face** Jan 16 19:02:30 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 16 19:02:32 mmmhmmm Jan 16 19:03:33 * Molly glances at him with a sweet smile "And I tell her that your skill with your tongue is enough to make the heavens rejoice" Jan 16 19:07:05 oh? Jan 16 19:07:22 * Molly makes a noise of frustration, but smiles Jan 16 19:07:35 I was trying to make you blush, my love Jan 16 19:10:07 I'm a spoilsport... Jan 16 19:10:15 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 16 19:10:24 Now that I may have told her! Jan 16 19:11:39 Fairly sure everyone knows that Jan 16 19:12:03 Oh, I meant that I told her you're very difficult to seduce Jan 16 19:13:13 oh... am I? Jan 16 19:14:12 * Molly looks puzzled Jan 16 19:14:22 You do not realise this? Jan 16 19:15:40 No, not really Jan 16 19:15:51 * Molly smiles a little Jan 16 19:16:16 That rather makes me wonder how many camp followers you might have just been oblivious to! Jan 16 19:17:52 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 19:17:57 I doubt there were any Jan 16 19:18:29 They were all very unlucky to miss out on your talents! Jan 16 19:18:37 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 19:21:56 **They get back to the stalls where she dismounts to buy three bunches of flowers. She takes them once she is up, moving towards the church** Jan 16 19:22:24 Heinzharold told me about the flowers you bought from the young boy when you got to Greenwich Jan 16 19:22:53 oh? Jan 16 19:25:37 He said you were generous, and wanted the boy to ensure his friends were fed Jan 16 19:25:52 * Morgan nods Jan 16 19:26:07 It makes me very proud to be your wife. Jan 16 19:26:33 * Morgan blushes Jan 16 19:27:20 * Molly smiles Jan 16 19:28:07 I love that about you, that you care about children who can't eat, and towns over taxed, and hurt girls in brothels, and everyone Jan 16 19:28:46 its... the right thing to do, thats all Jan 16 19:29:09 It is, but most people do not do it. Jan 16 19:29:27 sadly Jan 16 19:29:31 You do, and I adore that. Jan 16 19:29:43 That means much to me Jan 16 19:29:48 Why? Jan 16 19:30:25 Your opinion of me matters greatly Jan 16 19:31:05 * Molly smiles Jan 16 19:31:34 I have never admired nor esteemed another person than I have you, my love Jan 16 19:31:43 * Morgan blushes Jan 16 19:34:09 You are a good man. You are an excellent Freiarr, and you will be the sort of Graf that many generations to come talk about with respect and admiration. Jan 16 19:34:24 I hope so... Jan 16 19:34:31 I know so. Jan 16 19:36:52 And they will say "wasn't he the one with the Avalon-born wife?" And everyone will say "Oh yes, he really loved her, didn't he?" *she smiles* Jan 16 19:37:13 * Morgan nods Jan 16 19:37:41 And that will explain how many of the noble families in a hundred years time have the occasional child with dark red hair Jan 16 19:39:24 * Morgan nods Jan 16 19:39:25 aye Jan 16 19:42:16 * Molly smiles, looking at the flowers Jan 16 19:42:27 He told me about the forget-me-nots Jan 16 19:43:08 what about them? Jan 16 19:44:08 That one of the bunches you bought was forget-me-nots, and you looped it on your saddle to keep Jan 16 19:45:47 * Morgan nods Jan 16 19:45:48 aye Jan 16 19:47:06 * Molly smiles, watching him Jan 16 19:47:10 I like that Jan 16 19:52:13 why? Jan 16 19:53:25 Because you thought of me Jan 16 19:53:29 Always Jan 16 19:54:18 * Molly blushes Jan 16 19:55:09 And because you wanted to keep them, as if it was a symbol to the world of your love for me, even if the world was unaware of the meaning Jan 16 19:55:31 * Morgan nods Jan 16 19:56:48 I like that you thought of me a few times each day Jan 16 19:57:01 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:00:48 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 16 20:09:16 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 16 20:09:19 [19:56] (Molly) I, my love, barely had two thoughts to rub together that weren't of you! Jan 16 20:10:07 even as busy as you were? Jan 16 20:11:08 * Molly nods Jan 16 20:11:12 Absolutely Jan 16 20:12:41 that surprises me Jan 16 20:13:44 You do not realise how constantly and relentlessly you are in my mind, even when I try to focus myself? Jan 16 20:14:32 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 16 20:15:44 * Molly smiles "Well, you are. You are my first thought each morning, my last thought each night, and almost every one inbetween" Jan 16 20:17:04 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:18:23 **At the graveyard she ties up the horse again, carrying the flowers through to the bit they went to before. She lays the flowers on the children's graves first, then moves on to that of her grandfather and step-grandmother. She's quiet a moment** My father chose for his father to be buried here with his second wife... Jan 16 20:19:46 He had stronger connections with her Jan 16 20:20:39 **She shakes her head** George hadn't left any instructions, but from what Beth says, he would have been better at Alrington with his first wife Sophie, I think Jan 16 20:21:24 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:21:40 * Molly glances at Morgan "You meant my father, not George." Jan 16 20:22:50 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:23:30 * Molly pulls her cloak around her tighter "I have done a little investigating whilst we have been here. George and Margaret's relationship was very chaotic and at times downright unpleasant, I am told" Jan 16 20:25:04 so Beth tells me Jan 16 20:26:18 I think what George and Sophie had was deeper than just body and heart, it was almost spiritual too. Sophie was the sort of woman that inspired his soul. She was his muse too, though it seems that he either destroyed almost all the paintings of her, or my father did. Jan 16 20:28:23 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:28:36 so I'm given to understand... there are a couple in the loft though Jan 16 20:28:59 She was very beautiful Jan 16 20:29:47 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:29:48 aye Jan 16 20:30:32 She was also very unsettled. It seems to have been cyclical too, at the full moon she would walk the foreshore at night. It's how she drowned. Jan 16 20:30:53 * Morgan frowns Jan 16 20:30:55 odd Jan 16 20:32:29 * Molly glances at him "There had been a shipwreck there years before, at full moon when the lookouts should have had enough light to see the out cropping. She'd gone out with her dog and a lantern to look for survivors or bodies whilst her father went inland to raise the alarm" Jan 16 20:33:26 I see Jan 16 20:34:12 The ship was destroyed, noone survived. She had single-handedly dragged ten men above the tide line by the time help came, all dead. Jan 16 20:36:49 tenacious Jan 16 20:37:09 **she nods, taking his hand** She was younger than I am now, fourteen I think. The thought of that, the horror of those poor broken bodies, the weight and the hopelessness... then after that, the full moon wandering started. Jan 16 20:38:35 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:38:40 makes a certain amount of sense really Jan 16 20:39:08 * Molly frowns "But one would think, in a cove you'd been born in, when you had seen the tide every day, and walked in the full moon every time for years, it would be hard to make a fatal error, surely?" Jan 16 20:39:30 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 20:39:45 unlikely but not unheard of Jan 16 20:39:56 * Molly nods Jan 16 20:41:55 I suppose so. George didn't stay long with my father before moving him to Sunnymeade with my great grandparents, an essential with his alcohol consumption. Then he married and had six more children. His drinking only got worse, as did his behaviour Jan 16 20:43:31 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:43:38 grief affects us differently Jan 16 20:47:14 * Molly nods Jan 16 20:47:39 It is just a shame he was unable to treat her better Jan 16 20:47:49 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:47:51 aye, it is Jan 16 20:48:53 I wonder if that was some of why they were so troubled by me when Cess died, because I was behaving as oddly as Sophie had. Jan 16 20:49:12 That would make sense Jan 16 20:49:23 * Molly nods Jan 16 20:51:27 Perhaps that is also why my family lacked so much compassion for me whilst I was ill too. I was a problem, just as Sophie's illness had made her a problem, and my grandfather's drinking had made him a problem. Jan 16 20:52:10 Could be, aye Jan 16 20:53:34 I feel for Margaret. Even giving him six children and then dying for the last, bearing his treatment of her, it was not enough. Jan 16 20:53:46 * Morgan nods Jan 16 20:55:40 Her children loved her, and she was faithful and loyal. By all accounts she was a good woman. Jan 16 20:58:57 * Molly glances around the graveyard before looking up to him "Shall we go to see Reverend Paulson now before going on to Tawstock" Jan 16 20:59:33 * Morgan NODS Jan 16 20:59:43 If that is what you wish to do blossom Jan 16 20:59:51 * Molly walks towards the horses, hand in his still Jan 16 21:00:11 You must find all this tedious... Jan 16 21:00:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 21:00:33 not really Jan 16 21:00:54 Family dramas are rarely interesting when it is someone else's family Jan 16 21:02:11 I'm not chasing some great revelation, or trying to fix an injustice... its... nice. Jan 16 21:02:28 * Molly smiles Jan 16 21:02:39 Even though it is so sad? Jan 16 21:03:59 * Morgan shrugs Jan 16 21:04:02 I suppose so Jan 16 21:04:46 You do not find it sad? Jan 16 21:08:32 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 16 21:27:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 16 21:27:57 [20:59] (Molly) You do not find it sad? Jan 16 23:55:25 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 17 13:22:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 17 13:23:09 Family dramas are rarely interesting when it is someone else's family Jan 17 13:23:09 I'm not chasing some great revelation, or trying to fix an injustice... its... nice. Jan 17 13:23:09 * Molly smiles Jan 17 13:23:09 Even though it is so sad? Jan 17 13:23:09 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 13:23:11 I suppose so Jan 17 13:23:13 You do not find it sad? Jan 17 13:23:46 There are a great many sad things in the world... Nothing I do right now can change any of them, so I'lll just take my comfort of being here with you Jan 17 13:24:03 * Molly smiles fondly at him Jan 17 13:24:13 That is a consolation? Jan 17 13:24:53 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:25:09 That's nice to hear, my love Jan 17 13:25:22 why? Jan 17 13:25:50 It is nice to think I make you feel better about the world and its woes Jan 17 13:27:10 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:28:25 Do you feel much better now Elsie is well and that the danger of me being headstrong has passed? Jan 17 13:28:35 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:28:37 no end Jan 17 13:31:03 * Molly smiles Jan 17 13:31:33 Me also. I did not realise how burdened I have been, how it has tortured me so Jan 17 13:31:49 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:32:41 We have a few days before the next trouble comes, I hope Jan 17 13:33:31 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:33:33 I hope so Jan 17 13:35:59 Me too. It's probably as easy to walk to the rectory than take the horses Jan 17 13:36:40 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:36:43 a walk it is then Jan 17 13:36:55 * Molly holds his hand, smiling Jan 17 13:37:03 I like this Jan 17 13:37:10 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:37:23 I think... you're going to like what Claudia has done to our rooms on the Rose Jan 17 13:38:02 Oh? I am looking forward to seeing the ship again, it's been almost six weeks Jan 17 13:38:19 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:38:31 A great deal of thought went into it Jan 17 13:42:37 * Molly smiles "I will enjoy seeing it. Perhaps not quite as much as being able to hold your hand here proudly without having to hide my feelings so much" Jan 17 13:43:31 * Morgan nods Jan 17 13:47:41 **The rectory is quite a handsome building, but small. Inside a housekeeper shows them to a sunny drawing room where the reverend is writing at a desk. He is very chatty and gets them set up with tea and cake whilst he and Molly reminisce. The topic moves to Elsie after Molly tells him about the safe arrival Jan 17 13:48:28 RP: the congregation have been praying for the baby, Elsie, and Theus' forgiveness of her sins. Jan 17 13:49:10 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, watching the reverend Jan 17 13:50:27 * Molly sips the tea slowly before responding "I am sure the prayers are welcome, but I think people are far too rushed to assign sin to young women who have no choice but to turn to such methods to survive whilst others are rich enough to help them but do not" Jan 17 13:52:02 RP: *he looks patient* Only within marriage is such a thing approved by our Lord Jan 17 13:52:30 And where does the abandonment of the needy feature in his moral guidance? Jan 17 13:55:36 RP: Well, no, it doesn't. Charity is a virtue Jan 17 13:57:17 * Morgan sips his tea Jan 17 13:58:01 RP: The commandment states Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery, and includes Fornication, which those women are engaging in. It is right that we pray for them. Jan 17 13:59:26 And when they have no choice? When they are left to starve by the faithful congregation, they who stand in judgement which, as I recall, is the remit of Theus alone... Jan 17 14:00:32 RP: well, yes, that is a good point... Jan 17 14:00:41 Do we pray for the souls of our armymen also? The commandment says Thou Shalt Not Kill too, does it not? No, for we hold them high with national respect and gratitude for it. Jan 17 14:02:18 RP: That is also a good point. Perhaps something could be done for those women who want to change their ways... Jan 17 14:04:11 * Morgan sips his tea, watching the priest again Jan 17 14:05:20 Perhaps Lady Torrington would be interested in such a charitable undertaking Jan 17 14:06:10 RP: I will pay a call next week Jan 17 14:07:33 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 17 14:08:00 * Molly nods "We will have left for home again by then, we are needed in Eisen" **This leads them briefly on to discussing her new life before he says** Jan 17 14:08:30 Rev: I wanted to talk to you about your family burial plots in the church yard. Jan 17 14:08:31 * Molly nods "I might not have many answers I am afraid" Jan 17 14:08:31 Rev: Your Father has paid for several around the graves of your siblings and his parents, but with him leaving Avalon I wondered how many he will want to retain, especially the double depth plot for he and Martha. Jan 17 14:09:32 * Molly looks to Morgan with a shrug "I don't know " Jan 17 14:09:45 I can't say I do either Jan 17 14:10:11 * Molly shrugs "I will ask him to write to you, but I do not know what his intentions are. Though I will not be needing one, I hope to be buried in Eisen near my husband" Jan 17 14:11:48 Rev: *he looks surprised* That is a long way from home Jan 17 14:15:21 * Molly looks at Morgan affectionately "No, I'll be very close to home" Jan 17 14:18:41 * Morgan smiles slightly, looking at the priest Jan 17 14:18:52 **The Reverend asks her to play a particular tune on the piano. Morgan knows this is where she taught herself to play, allowed to use the piano a few hours a week in return for doing their washing. The instrument in the corner is a far cry from the ones he has seen her play in Die Dauerhaftigkeit, the Eisenfurst's music room, or the one in the manor house on his island** Jan 17 14:20:31 * Molly gets up, going to it. She sits and plays the piece from memory. It's only a church hymn, but it's pretty and sweet. Knowing how well she can play, he knows it's no challenge at all. She sings it whilst playing, and the priest looks impressed, speaking to Morgan** This was my late wife's favourite Jan 17 14:21:38 * Morgan nods Jan 17 14:21:48 Difficult to hear in the beginning, isn't it Jan 17 14:24:11 RP: We had a long happy life together, and I will see her again. I can get enjoyment from my memories of how happy it made her Jan 17 14:25:55 * Morgan nods Jan 17 14:26:07 * Molly finishes up, and he thanks her "I do not remember hearing you sing before" *Molly shakes her head* I didn't used to sing unless I was in church with all the other voices. Jan 17 14:27:27 RP: a sad waste of such a talent Jan 17 14:28:52 * Molly shrugs "Perhaps that came from my grandmother Sophie too?" **he shakes his head** No, definitely not, nor from either of your parents I'm afraid Jan 17 14:29:44 * Morgan sips his tea Jan 17 14:30:12 **The conversation is interrupted by another visitor to the rectory, and with farewells Molly and Morgan walk back towards the horses. She smiles at him** Jan 17 14:30:46 Perhaps I am one of those changeling children like in children's stories... Jan 17 14:33:09 Lets be honest, that wouldn't be the strangest thing thats happened to us Jan 17 14:34:18 * Molly giggles Jan 17 14:34:31 We are rather odd, arent we? Jan 17 14:35:35 * Morgan nods Jan 17 14:37:01 I hope I did not upset you back there Jan 17 14:37:41 With what? Jan 17 14:40:00 About praying for those in the army Jan 17 14:40:59 Why would it? Jan 17 14:43:49 Having been in the navy. I don't believe the necessities of War counts the same as murder, but I wanted him to see the hypocrisy Jan 17 14:44:14 * Morgan nods Jan 17 14:44:33 I thought you meant that we should pray for those in the army because we should pray for those less fortunate than ourselves... Jan 17 14:47:49 Certainly it is unfortunate for men to have to be in any war, and I can't help but feel for them so far from home and in so much danger Jan 17 14:48:18 I was more thinking those unfortunate enough to end up in the army instead of the proper military... Jan 17 14:49:42 * Molly giggles Jan 17 14:50:04 Those men whose uniform is far less appealing to women... Jan 17 14:50:17 I hadn't considered that Jan 17 14:51:42 * Molly nods Jan 17 14:52:48 I'm not sure why any woman should chose an army man over a big strong sailor used to binding things with rope Jan 17 14:53:03 * Morgan blushes Jan 17 14:53:16 Where next? Jan 17 14:53:32 * Molly glances, giggling "The Rose now" Jan 17 14:53:41 * Morgan nods Jan 17 14:55:04 * Molly mounts up. They get stopped several times on the way for gossip and greetings, everyone seems to have entirely forgotten the days when they whispered about how Molly Forrester had been cast out for loose morals or called her a whore** Jan 17 14:57:43 Funny how things change, isn't it Jan 17 14:57:57 Hmm? Jan 17 14:58:47 All these people... how they used to behave towards you Jan 17 14:58:56 I try not to dwell on it. It was unpleasant and painful, but it led me to you, so it was worth it. Jan 17 15:01:21 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:03:00 **Market day sees the Tawstock dock busy, and finding someone to watch the horses is quite easy. Behind the stalls, they find both The Rose and the Ketch. Jan 17 15:04:05 * Molly looks up the ship "I would say seeing her in Carleon last year was the first time I felt love at first sight" Jan 17 15:04:33 oh? Jan 17 15:07:27 * Molly smiles "I thought she was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen" Jan 17 15:08:19 Because she represented your freedom? Jan 17 15:10:51 * Molly thinks about this Jan 17 15:11:28 I suppose she represented that I finally could _choose_ for myself Jan 17 15:11:33 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:12:01 * Molly walks up the gangplank, touching the horseshoe Jan 17 15:12:10 * Morgan follows her doing the same Jan 17 15:12:42 * Molly crouches down as usual on the deck, palm flat to the surface and quietly talks to the ship. Sorgi and Claudia are stood nearby. She gestures $what is she doing?$** Jan 17 15:13:08 $Reconnecting with the Rose$ Jan 17 15:13:57 **Claudia just shrugs. Sorgi comes over and bows to Morgan** S: what can we do for you, m'lord? Jan 17 15:14:15 * Molly stands, brushing off her dress Jan 17 15:15:37 Do you know if Alice has made it back to the island yet? Jan 17 15:18:01 S: *he nods* Rousseau saw them moor yesterday afternoon Jan 17 15:18:56 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:19:03 good, I'd like to see her before we leave Jan 17 15:20:45 S: When do you want to go, m'lord? Jan 17 15:21:27 Need to discuss that with Molly... no point planning to do it if they aren't there, see... All is well? Jan 17 15:22:29 S: It is, but if we are leaving for Freiburg soon we should get more provisions loaded and run through the regular procedures Jan 17 15:22:44 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:22:49 couple of days, headed for Insel Jan 17 15:23:22 **Sorgi nods** Very good, m'lord Jan 17 15:24:18 * Molly gently touches Morgan's arm "I am going to make some tea, liebling" Jan 17 15:25:14 I'll take you down to the study Jan 17 15:25:19 S: Cook will be starting lunch soon, are you staying? Jan 17 15:25:52 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:25:56 aye, we'll stop for a while Jan 17 15:26:09 * Molly nods "I have a few things I'd like to do before we go back anyway" Jan 17 15:27:00 **Sorgi inclines his head. Claudia is watching them but she is also checking over some rope** Jan 17 15:27:32 Just a moment blossom... Jan 17 15:27:54 * Molly nods, telling Sorgi about the new baby Jan 17 15:28:01 * Morgan wanders over to Claudia Jan 17 15:28:47 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jan 17 15:28:58 Alright? Jan 17 15:29:23 Aye, you? Jan 17 15:29:43 * Claudia shrugs "Mostly. Glad it went well with Elsie" Jan 17 15:29:58 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:30:06 me too... you've something on your mind... Jan 17 15:30:21 A few rough nights. I'm good. Jan 17 15:30:33 Need to talk to me about it? Jan 17 15:30:42 I have a theory about it Jan 17 15:30:48 oh? Jan 17 15:31:20 The more I reveal to Sorgi, the more I confront it all, the more my mind pushes back with nightmares and flashbacks Jan 17 15:31:52 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:31:58 that makes a lot of sense Jan 17 15:32:13 How are yours? Jan 17 15:32:39 Not far from the same... Jan 17 15:32:48 * Claudia nods Jan 17 15:33:22 At least it's done with Elsie Jan 17 15:34:24 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:34:28 Was a tense few days Jan 17 15:36:27 * Claudia nods Jan 17 15:36:31 James staying? Jan 17 15:36:49 for now, aye... Jan 17 15:40:02 * Claudia nods "What's in Insel?" Jan 17 15:40:41 You remember HeinzHarold talking about a Rosie, sailed with him on the Nautilus? Jan 17 15:44:46 * Claudia nods "I vaguely remember him from when our units were together that first time. They had some friends who died..." *she watches him* Jan 17 15:45:07 * Morgan nods Jan 17 15:45:30 He died in the explosion... least thats what everyone thought... he's alive and in Insel Jan 17 15:47:45 * Claudia nods "Alright" Jan 17 15:48:40 Doctor Rosenkrantz is his father... Jan 17 16:00:45 * Claudia nods "staying long?" Jan 17 16:01:43 in Insel? Not if I can help it Jan 17 16:01:58 * Claudia laughs Jan 17 16:02:12 How come? Jan 17 16:02:40 Got things to do Jan 17 16:03:26 * Claudia nods "Heinzharold alright?" Jan 17 16:03:53 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:04:08 you should've seen him when he had that baby in his arms at the birth Jan 17 16:05:18 Why? Jan 17 16:07:49 He was... awed... Jan 17 16:12:27 As if thousands aren't born every day Jan 17 16:13:31 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 16:13:36 you romantic soul... Jan 17 16:13:47 * Claudia snorts Jan 17 16:14:07 Your wife is waiting for you Jan 17 16:14:25 * Morgan nods, nudging Claudia before wandering back to Molly Jan 17 16:14:38 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jan 17 16:14:50 Are you ready to go below? Jan 17 16:15:35 I am blossom Jan 17 16:16:03 * Molly leads the way to the galley to start making the tea, and he spots the box of the Iron Goddess Of Mercy tea his uncle had grown Jan 17 16:16:49 Shall we have some of my uncles tea? Jan 17 16:17:54 * Molly nods Jan 17 16:18:46 That sounds like a nice plan **she gets them a tray and soon they're on their way to the study. She has the tray** Jan 17 16:19:29 I think perhaps... I should take that Jan 17 16:22:32 * Molly hands it over, and opens the door. Immediately the room smells of Florrie's lavender on the desk alongside the rosenation and the pink, purple and blue forget-me-nots Jan 17 16:23:18 **Molly gasps, seeing the window seat he and Heinzharold made, then Claudia turned her remaining female intuition to decorating with a fabric with purple roses. She looks at Morgan with so much excitement and happiness** Oh my goodness, liebling, this is perfect!! Jan 17 16:23:39 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:24:10 * Molly shuts the door behind him and goes over to it, carefully setting the matching cup and saucer on the floor before kneeling on it to look out of the window. This confirms that the estimate of its height was accurate for allowing certain marital intricacies to occur in this position with her facing the window** I can see so well from here! Jan 17 16:24:29 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:24:32 took some building Jan 17 16:24:43 * Molly nods Jan 17 16:24:58 You have done a wonderful job, as have Heinzharold and Claudia Jan 17 16:26:01 Someones been watering the flowers Jan 17 16:26:08 * Molly pulls off her boots, getting settled on it with a cushion resting behind her. There's enough space for him to sit too Jan 17 16:26:24 Oh, they are pretty! Jan 17 16:26:40 * Morgan nods, sitting down Jan 17 16:28:06 Should I pour the tea? Jan 17 16:28:22 if you're planning to drink some, probably Jan 17 16:28:38 * Molly smiles, an eyebrow raising Jan 17 16:28:50 Unless you had other ideas, my love Jan 17 16:29:19 Not for now, no Jan 17 16:30:06 * Molly pours the tea, using her matching cup, and gets comfortable again. She seems relaxed here Jan 17 16:30:35 Are you looking forward to be sailing again soon? Jan 17 16:30:43 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:30:45 I am Jan 17 16:33:43 * Molly nods Jan 17 16:33:57 I have missed it Jan 17 16:34:05 oh? Jan 17 16:34:24 The breeze, the rhythmic movement Jan 17 16:37:52 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:39:06 What have you missed? Jan 17 16:39:36 I'm more at ease at sea Jan 17 16:40:12 You will miss it badly when we settle? Jan 17 16:44:27 Probably, if what my father says about me holds true Jan 17 16:44:40 * Molly sips her tea "This is very nice! What does he say?" Jan 17 16:45:53 That getting me off a ship has been nigh on impossible since I was small... Jan 17 16:51:52 * Molly smiles Jan 17 16:52:13 But the lure of finally being a Graf, and whilst your father is still alive... Jan 17 16:53:57 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:56:30 I will find a way to let you put to sea frequently, though I will miss you Jan 17 16:56:45 We'll see what happens Jan 17 16:56:59 * Molly nods Jan 17 16:57:22 I brought my dream recollections to add to the file Jan 17 16:57:29 * Morgan nods Jan 17 16:57:33 good idea Jan 17 16:58:22 I should imagine there are many interesting ones in there from whilst you were away Jan 17 16:59:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 16:59:34 I wouldn't think so Jan 17 17:01:55 The ones with the Star Girl intrigue me Jan 17 17:02:26 why? Jan 17 17:04:12 An alternate path, whether I worked for the order or someone else, what happened in the end Jan 17 17:04:41 * Molly sips the tea Jan 17 17:05:03 I see Jan 17 17:07:17 You disapprove... Jan 17 17:08:11 No... Jan 17 17:09:22 But...? Jan 17 17:09:43 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 17:09:49 I just don't see it will be useful Jan 17 17:10:26 You are concerned it will upset me or make me feel jealous? Jan 17 17:11:36 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:14:33 * Molly smiles "I don't think it would. It was just us, had things been different... *she frowns a little* does it trouble _you_? Jan 17 17:16:03 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 17:16:04 sometimes Jan 17 17:17:20 Because you feel disloyal to me? Jan 17 17:17:52 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 17:17:54 I suppose so Jan 17 17:18:11 * Molly tilts her head Jan 17 17:18:24 I hadn't seen it that way at all Jan 17 17:18:57 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 17 17:19:51 Do you feel I am disloyal when I dream similarly, of other versions of us on other paths? Jan 17 17:22:16 No, I don't Jan 17 17:23:04 Good. Does it trouble you in that thread that I took your virginity? Jan 17 17:23:52 Some Jan 17 17:26:11 * Molly nods Jan 17 17:26:28 That is understandable. It makes you feel disloyal to Dietlinde? Jan 17 17:26:56 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:26:57 aye Jan 17 17:27:16 * Molly takes his hand Jan 17 17:27:52 I can appreciate that would pain you. But you were not disloyal, it was just a dream Jan 17 17:29:16 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:30:43 I remind myself of similar when I dream of Seb. I have done nothing purposefully that is disloyal to you, and the path that led me there is not the path that led me to you Jan 17 17:32:45 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:34:29 When we see the Nieblungen, should we see if they can stop these dreams? Jan 17 17:35:23 No.... I think there is still value in them Jan 17 17:36:03 Do you? I see no benefit in my dreaming of kissing Seb or fishing with him. Jan 17 17:37:34 No... but my being asked to investigate D Eckname....or, Deckname as HeinzHarold puts it, suggests there's more to learn from them Jan 17 17:38:28 I suppose so... but I worry how far it will go Jan 17 17:38:42 in what respect? Jan 17 17:40:21 I don't want to dream of going to bed with him Jan 17 17:41:32 * Molly watches his expression as she frowns and chews nervously on her lip Jan 17 17:46:50 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 17 17:49:51 Perhaps the dreams will change since the revelation of his identity has been made Jan 17 17:53:19 I hope so... I would not feel at all good about that Jan 17 17:54:19 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:55:27 But I think even normal people dream such things on occassion Jan 17 17:58:22 * Morgan nods Jan 17 17:58:24 so I understand Jan 17 17:58:35 * Molly brings his knuckles to her mouth "I can only hope you know that it is you I have chosen and would always choose?" Jan 17 18:00:42 * Morgan nods Jan 17 18:01:28 * Molly kisses them Jan 17 18:02:01 I am glad that you feel it. I have obviously done something right to have you feeling that way Jan 17 18:02:46 * Morgan nods Jan 17 18:05:34 * Molly watches him "are you alright?" Jan 17 18:11:41 * Morgan nods Jan 17 18:14:11 * Molly sips her tea "perhaps I am talking too much when you wished for quiet" Jan 17 18:20:40 It is not something I like to ponder Jan 17 18:21:14 My dreaming that, or you losing your virginity to a version of me? Jan 17 18:22:33 you dreaming it... Jan 17 18:22:44 * Molly nods Jan 17 18:23:03 If it ever happens, would you prefer not to know? Jan 17 18:23:16 We do not hide things from eachother Jan 17 18:23:55 * Molly nods Jan 17 18:24:06 Alright. It is alright if you feel a need to go up in the crows nest or to wander around and check things, my love. Jan 17 18:25:01 I might have a walk around Jan 17 18:25:21 * Molly lets go of his hand Jan 17 18:25:39 I will still be here when you are done Jan 17 18:27:09 * Morgan nods, leaning to kiss her cheek Jan 17 18:27:34 Liebes herz? The insistence that we do not hide things...? Jan 17 18:27:43 alright blossom's? Jan 17 18:27:51 yes? Jan 17 18:29:20 Has that always been a rule for you in relationships, or is that new because I do it and it displeases you so much? **He hadn't told Dietlinde about the Schattenmann, and she hadn't told his she'd suspected she was pregnant, but it's your call** Jan 17 18:30:48 * Morgan sighs Jan 17 18:31:06 You hide things from me while demanding I do not... Jan 17 18:31:30 * Molly nods Jan 17 18:32:29 I am trying to do better, but I do not want you to think less of me if the things I would hide disappoint or anger you, or worse, hurt you Jan 17 18:32:57 its difficult isn't it Jan 17 18:33:17 * Molly nods Jan 17 18:34:43 Yes. I do not hide things for the sake of hiding, or because I do not love you. It is because I love you too much and the thought of you thinking ill of me cuts so deeply Jan 17 18:36:23 * Morgan sighs Jan 17 18:38:12 I am going to keep trying. And if you have questions of me, I will do my best to answer them. Jan 17 18:40:19 * Morgan nods Jan 17 18:40:22 alright Jan 17 18:41:33 Do you have any questions? *she watches him* Jan 17 18:42:11 No, not at the moment... you? Jan 17 18:42:37 * Molly thinks about this Jan 17 18:43:47 Are you ever worried that you and I are bad for each other? Jan 17 18:43:57 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 17 18:44:01 nol Jan 17 18:44:04 never Jan 17 18:45:04 Do you ever worry that this is not what things were supposed to be, that my path-wandering has taken us from the paths you would have been happier on? Jan 17 18:45:22 Not particularly... Jan 17 18:45:44 * Molly nods Jan 17 18:47:09 you feel that way? Jan 17 18:47:49 That maybe this is all wrong and you should be elsewhere instead? Jan 17 18:48:14 * Molly sips the tea Jan 17 18:49:08 * Morgan frowns Jan 17 18:49:15 No. Do you? Jan 17 18:50:41 I don't know. It is complicated. Sometimes I think you would have been far happier living happily ever after with them and only encountering me platonically... *she pauses, checking his expression** Jan 17 18:50:54 * Morgan is scowling Jan 17 18:53:34 But often it is just so beautiful and achingly perfect, and you seem contented and happy, and so much better than you were when we met, and I feel like you are the what my soul has always cried out for. Jan 17 18:56:20 * Morgan just watches her Jan 17 18:57:00 So no, mostly I feel like we have ended up on a path that although it took us both through pain and loneliness, we are in a good place together, and we will build grafdoms with all the good values you have, and children with those values too. We have something very special. Jan 17 19:01:49 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:26:40 * Molly glances at him then looks away "My honesty is what you think you want, but I am not sure it pleases you" Jan 17 19:27:08 Your first statement gave me pause... Jan 17 19:28:44 As I said, it is complicated Jan 17 19:30:50 I don't tend to wander along the path of what ifs... whichever way you imagine it, disappointment lays ahead Jan 17 19:31:14 I'm not sure what you mea-... **There's Claudia's knock on the door. Molly turns her attention to the view of the dock from the window** Jan 17 19:31:30 * Morgan goes to open the door Jan 17 19:32:11 C: I wondered if you wanted to get twenty minutes of sparring in before lunch? Jan 17 19:32:39 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:32:47 Aye, its been a few days. Blossom, will you excuse me? Jan 17 19:33:05 * Molly nods, sipping her tea "of course" Jan 17 19:33:33 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jan 17 19:34:20 * Claudia leads the way to the ballroom "hand to hand or swords?" Jan 17 19:35:17 \/me shrugs Jan 17 19:35:19 your choice Jan 17 19:36:01 Swords then Jan 17 19:36:23 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:37:39 * Claudia gives him twenty minutes of challenging fighting, and it's unpleasant to realise he hasn't trained as much lately as he should. His skill hasn't dropped but he can feel it pushing his muscles and joints more than he likes Jan 17 19:39:03 **Claudia seems happy enough, and the lunch bell rings** Coming to the dining room? Jan 17 19:39:10 I'll be along soon Jan 17 19:39:33 * Claudia nods, sheathing her falchion as she walks Jan 17 19:40:13 * Morgan heads back to his study Jan 17 19:40:41 **Molly has fallen asleep on the window seat, a blanket pulled over her** Jan 17 19:41:05 * Morgan sighs, going to wake her gently Jan 17 19:41:54 **She stretches, smiling** sorry, I must be more tired from the healing than I thought Jan 17 19:42:01 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jan 17 19:42:41 * Morgan looks at her with concern Jan 17 19:42:43 are you alright? Jan 17 19:42:50 * Molly nods Jan 17 19:43:09 I am fine. Were you wanting to go back to the cottage now? Jan 17 19:43:30 No, its lunchtime... Jan 17 19:43:43 * Molly yawns, hand over her mouth Jan 17 19:44:06 Alright, my love. I'll check my hair and makeup and be ready Jan 17 19:45:30 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:46:15 * Molly gets up, going through to the bedroom Jan 17 19:47:22 * Molly is in there less than a minute before coming back Jan 17 19:48:17 Now that everything is done with Elsie, we ought to consider how we could test whether I can heal any harm you could cause with your talent Jan 17 19:48:41 Not while you're still tired from it Jan 17 19:49:24 * Molly nods Jan 17 19:49:53 In a day or two, perhaps. You will insist on trying it on yourself? Jan 17 19:50:10 I was thinking pork, actually... Jan 17 19:50:32 * Molly tilts her head Jan 17 19:50:47 I dont know if I can heal dead flesh Jan 17 19:50:56 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 19:51:18 * Molly smirks a little "Varick would suggest the idea of a zombie army" Jan 17 19:51:50 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:51:52 yes he would Jan 17 19:52:03 But if I can't heal it, you could keep going and we could eat it *she smiles* Jan 17 19:53:03 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:53:05 that is true Jan 17 19:53:34 I have no objection to you doing it to me, but I am sure you do Jan 17 19:54:08 I've had nightmares where my touch caused Dietlinde to burn... I will not see that look of pain on your face Jan 17 19:54:23 * Molly frowns deeply Jan 17 19:54:40 _Nightmares_? Plural? Jan 17 19:54:45 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:55:06 I know of the first one... there were more? Jan 17 19:55:17 * Molly looks deeply concerned Jan 17 19:55:20 one or two Jan 17 19:55:34 Why didn't you say? Jan 17 19:56:35 One was while I was away... another I think you'd had a nightmare and needed to talk about it Jan 17 19:57:57 * Molly nods Jan 17 19:58:07 I'm sorry, it sounds awful Jan 17 19:58:17 * Morgan nods Jan 17 19:58:19 it was rather Jan 17 19:58:28 I should have been there for you. Jan 17 19:58:44 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 19:59:28 Were Heinzharold or Claudia there for you at least? Jan 17 20:00:00 I didn't mention it Jan 17 20:01:18 They talked me down from bursting into flames Jan 17 20:01:32 * Molly nods Jan 17 20:01:41 That is something at least. Jan 17 20:02:04 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:02:29 We will go slowly with experimenting. Jan 17 20:03:05 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:04:03 **They have lunch on the ship and he takes a little time to walk around before they get underway again, the rain now falling and making it hard to talk. When they get back to the cottages, Elsie and James tell them that HH, Inga and Varick haven't returned from Sunnymeade yet** Jan 17 20:05:04 * Morgan frowns Jan 17 20:05:14 reck'n I should go and find 'em? Jan 17 20:05:48 **Elsie is downstairs, nursing Thomas. She winces just after he latches** No, they didn't go til after lunch Jan 17 20:06:08 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:06:12 * Molly frowns "does something hurt?" Jan 17 20:07:17 **Elsie nods** Normally only when he first latches. It makes my toes curl, and there's like a deep shooting pain at the side Jan 17 20:08:41 * Molly frowns deeper "Hmm, maybe I should ride down and see Beth, ask what it is" **Morgan however is not unfamiliar with the description of the pain, having had a wife nursing a newborn** Jan 17 20:09:48 I hate to be the bearer of less than great news but... its a normal thing. Your body is still getting used to the feeding process Jan 17 20:10:18 **Elsie nods** I don't mind as long as it's not a problem Jan 17 20:11:15 * Molly shrugs "If Morgan is content that it's normal I'll bow to his greater experience in this regard" Jan 17 20:11:17 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:11:34 **Elsie thanks him** Jan 17 20:11:54 * Molly glances at Morgan "It would seem like a good time to get the cottage next door cleared up nicely and leave Inga less to do tomorrow then?" Jan 17 20:12:52 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:13:52 * Molly heads through to the other cottage Jan 17 20:14:16 Would you rather come with me, or work in separate areas? Jan 17 20:14:29 I'll come make a nuisance of myself with you Jan 17 20:14:38 unless you wish for some time alone? Jan 17 20:14:42 * Molly smiles Jan 17 20:14:52 No, I am happy for you to come Jan 17 20:15:05 * Molly heads up the stairs Jan 17 20:15:50 * Morgan follows her up the stairs Jan 17 20:16:13 I think we will leave their room alone... we'll start in the room that used to be yours and work down Jan 17 20:17:26 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 17 20:17:29 oh really? Jan 17 20:18:16 * Molly smiles "Mmhmm. That's generally the best method, don't you think?" Jan 17 20:18:59 Sorry, I was just recalling what you said you used to think about happening in my room... Jan 17 20:19:18 * Molly goes to his room, the one that overlooks the garden. Her expression is mock innocence Jan 17 20:19:37 You'll need to refresh my memory, mon petit chou Jan 17 20:21:35 Ah, no, since it clearly wasn't _that_ important... Jan 17 20:22:56 * Molly smiles Jan 17 20:23:40 Oh, you referred to my statement that this was the room I thought you would make me your mistress in deed as well as word? Jan 17 20:23:54 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:24:18 * Molly watches him, finding a duster to start on the furniture Jan 17 20:24:30 Had you had somewhere else in mind? Jan 17 20:25:20 * Morgan shrugs Jan 17 20:25:32 I hadn't considered the practicality of it Jan 17 20:26:48 Oh, I had... Jan 17 20:27:12 oh? Jan 17 20:28:13 * Molly stretches up to dust the corner of the windows "About a day and a bit after you asked me I had asked Captain Tsaylur for additional advice on preventing a child being made" Jan 17 20:30:18 that surprises me somewhat Jan 17 20:30:45 That I was practical? Jan 17 20:31:16 I suppose... I think I considered you to be more... innocent of it all Jan 17 20:31:20 * Molly lifts the sash window, making a cold breeze join them Jan 17 20:32:15 Even the most naive farm girl knows that babies are caused by laying with a man... **She glances over her shoulder** It starts when you try to play leapfrog... Jan 17 20:32:48 * Morgan chuckles Jan 17 20:32:52 not very well, of course Jan 17 20:33:25 Of course. I knew about herbs, I thought she may have some more wisdom. Which she did. Jan 17 20:33:46 * Molly closes the window again Jan 17 20:34:45 I see Jan 17 20:35:02 * Molly glances at him Jan 17 20:35:25 She had no idea _whose_ mistress I might have been Jan 17 20:36:11 no? Jan 17 20:36:34 I had told her I could not say Jan 17 20:36:47 why? Jan 17 20:37:26 * Molly starts on the windowsill "I had not given you a very clear answer, nor did I think you were ready for the world to know" Jan 17 20:37:52 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 17 20:37:54 makes sense Jan 17 20:38:28 **She nods, watching his expression with mischief** I dare say my cheeks were bright red when she explained what Withdrawal meant! Jan 17 20:41:39 * Morgan sniggers Jan 17 20:41:45 oh I would imagine so Jan 17 20:41:53 * Molly giggles, her expression playful and teasing "it was something like *she does a Montaigne accent* 'before the end when a man is satisfied it is vital you prevent him from spilling his seed within you' " Jan 17 20:43:23 oh dear Jan 17 20:44:54 * Molly smiles "I was surprised but, I must admit, quite intrigued!" Jan 17 20:45:41 oh? Jan 17 20:47:35 Well it sounded far more interesting than my mother saying about it being like farm animals but on my back and only for a minute or two, don't you think? Jan 17 20:47:48 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:47:53 sounds like it Jan 17 20:48:10 * Molly watches him Jan 17 20:48:31 Are you cleaning, my love or wanting to watch me clean? Jan 17 20:48:54 I'm mostly doing the latter if truth be told Jan 17 20:49:03 * Molly smiles Jan 17 20:49:18 I don't really mind that Jan 17 20:50:33 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:50:57 * Molly moves on to cleaning the dresser "So yes, very quickly after you had asked me, I started taking the herbs so that I was protected should you develop and desire and intention to take me to a bed and have me" Jan 17 20:51:19 * Morgan nods Jan 17 20:52:39 Being on The Coral did not then help my curiosity at all! Jan 17 20:53:07 ((What's he doing? Sitting, standing etc?)) Jan 17 20:53:42 ((standing in the doorway)) Jan 17 20:53:47 no? Jan 17 20:54:25 Before then, I knew I wanted to kiss you again and be naked with you, and to let you take pleasure within me… at least until I had to make you withdraw! Jan 17 20:54:46 * Morgan nods, blushing Jan 17 20:55:08 * Molly smiles Jan 17 20:55:28 But on the Coral I learnt about how strongly a man _could_ desire a woman, and what things would please him. That was very enlightening indeed Jan 17 20:55:50 such as? Jan 17 20:57:40 Using my hands, my mouth... my throat... **She delivers this with nonchalance as she cleans, but she's keeping an eye in the reflection from the mirror**...different positions and so on Jan 17 20:58:19 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 17 21:00:42 Conversation with worldly women and lots of sparkling wine becomes very detailed. But I learnt nothing about a woman's desire and needs, so I simply could not understand the warm, frustrated feelings I was getting whilst imagining doing those things to you as they were kindly explained to me **again it is delivered with nonchalance, but he knows her too well to not see through it** Jan 17 21:02:59 It surprised you? Jan 17 21:04:23 That there was a whole world of behaviours I did not know of? Or that I could imagine you that way? Or my own arousal? Jan 17 21:04:37 the latter Jan 17 21:04:38 * Molly wipes out the drawers Jan 17 21:05:27 Yes, very much so. It wasn't the first time I had felt it, but it had never been quite so intense or sustained before Jan 17 21:06:37 * Morgan nods Jan 17 21:07:39 * Molly gets on her knees, face to the floor to check under the dresser Jan 17 21:09:08 Every night when I went to bed after that, my mind would go to thoughts of you naked and what it would be like *she shivers pleasantly, an interesting movement when she is reaching underneath and her bottom is in the air*... but also how disappointed in me you might be, how disgusted you might be that I was imagining doing to you the things that courtesans would do. It is no wonder this mix of arousal and anxiety gave me insomnia! Jan 17 21:09:48 * Morgan nods, staring at her backside Jan 17 21:09:55 aye I can imagine that would be troubling Jan 17 21:10:40 Ah ha! *she comes back out, standing up with a random button* Jan 17 21:11:22 It was, especially when service at chapel reminded me that lust was a sin, and I realised that was what I was feeling for you Jan 17 21:13:18 * Morgan nods Jan 17 21:13:29 * Molly smiles "I need to dust the door frame, perhaps you should sit on the bed?" Jan 17 21:13:52 * Morgan nods, going to sit on the bed Jan 17 21:14:27 * Molly watches him a long moment before wiping the door frame down Jan 17 21:16:29 I hadn't really had a time frame in mind. I was hopeful you would want to bed me, but I was not counting upon it. And then you proposed marriage and my father insisted on propriety, and I was fairly sure nothing would happen until we were wed... Jan 17 21:17:23 almost... Jan 17 21:18:27 * Molly glances over her shoulder "As it turned out a few minor things did happen, but by then my desire for you was torturous, and waiting was a daily ache" Jan 17 21:19:23 * Morgan nods Jan 17 21:19:40 * Molly comes over to him, smiling "now, we need to strip the sheets, hmm?" Jan 17 21:20:24 sit down, get up, move over there... Jan 17 21:20:28 * Morgan gets up again Jan 17 21:21:00 * Molly blinks rapidly, then nods slightly Jan 17 21:21:38 I'm sorry, I have chattered on about all manner of indecent things, and that is not where your mind was... Jan 17 21:22:12 No, it pretty much was Jan 17 21:22:52 Oh... just... there's no point stripping a bed until _afterwards_ Jan 17 21:23:36 afterwards? Jan 17 21:23:59 After making love... Jan 17 21:24:32 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 17 21:25:32 * Molly smiles at him "We need not, if you are not comfortable here... or if you had somewhere else in mind" Jan 17 21:25:50 here is important to you though Jan 17 21:26:58 You are important to me. I would not want to do it if you do not desire to. I would rather be intimate with you where and when you preferred instead Jan 17 22:29:51 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 18 17:52:49 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 18 17:53:10 **There's a noise from downstairs of feline feet scrabbling and chasing, followed by a clattering of ceramics onto the floor. Molly sighs** That answers that, my love Jan 18 17:56:10 * Morgan nods Jan 18 17:56:12 aye, it does Jan 18 17:58:15 * Molly sighs again before she heads downstairs, shooing the cats out Jan 18 17:58:51 * Morgan follows her down Jan 18 17:59:08 * Molly is collecting up the broken cups Jan 18 17:59:40 I'd rather not have both of them on the ship! Jan 18 18:00:31 I believe Catherine is taking the other one in Jan 18 18:01:16 Good *she uses a dust pan and brush* we are too oft interrupted as it is! Jan 18 18:01:31 * Morgan nods Jan 18 18:04:51 * Molly smiles as she bins the broken bits "No matter. I do not think anyone has the stamina to make love in all the places on the estate that I have fantasised about making love to you in anyway!" Jan 18 18:05:19 That is possibly true aye Jan 18 18:06:17 Although I do know that before you left Inga made Heinzharold do it four times in one day! **she heads back up stairs to do the sheets** Jan 18 18:06:55 _made_ him? Jan 18 18:07:25 *she frowns* Not forced him! Jan 18 18:08:22 * Morgan nods Jan 18 18:08:53 Eagerly encouraged, perhaps Jan 18 18:09:33 * Morgan nods Jan 18 18:09:54 * Molly tilts her head, puzzling over something as she strips the bed Jan 18 18:10:09 It would be impossible to force a man, surely? Jan 18 18:10:47 thats what I was thinking Jan 18 18:10:55 * Molly nods Jan 18 18:11:26 It rather requires a certain amount of enthusiasm doesn't it? Jan 18 18:12:00 usually Jan 18 18:12:47 It is not as if gentlemen walk around in such a state generally **she smiles, bundling up the sheets** Jan 18 18:13:07 generally, no... Jan 18 18:13:31 * Molly nods Jan 18 18:15:03 It's far more practical being a woman, noone could ever tell our arousal just from a glance **she kisses his cheek with a mischievous smile as she passes him on her way downstairs* Jan 18 18:15:32 * Morgan nods Jan 18 18:15:33 trye Jan 18 18:17:42 * Molly gets on with the rest of the house cleaning without trying to tease him further, and she is satisfied with the work by the time the others are back and Varick is eating his tea, chatting to Morgan about the children at Sunnymeade and then changing topic Jan 18 18:17:46 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 18 18:17:55 When do we have to go, Papa? Jan 18 18:18:16 couple of days Jan 18 18:18:30 I will miss my cousins Jan 18 18:18:44 * Morgan nods Jan 18 18:18:48 I know Jan 18 18:19:07 When will we come back? Jan 18 18:19:32 I don't really know Jan 18 18:49:10 * Varick has quit (Ping Timeout) Jan 18 18:55:23 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 18 18:55:31 Where are we going next? Jan 18 18:58:50 Insel Jan 18 18:59:17 And then to Graben for uncle Edwards wedding? Jan 18 18:59:46 I suppose so Jan 18 19:01:52 Will we see our new ships? **The new ships are in Zweibrucke on the south coast, their original plan was to sail around Montaigne, go to Zweibrucke and ride up to Graben. Now they are going to the north coast and down to Freiburg, with no idea if there will even be a wedding** Jan 18 19:02:44 at some point Jan 18 19:03:11 * Varick continues to eat a minute Jan 18 19:03:28 Are Elsie and James coming to Insel? Jan 18 19:03:38 No, they're staying here Jan 18 19:03:52 Dont they like fish? Jan 18 19:04:25 I think they'd like to spend some time just the three of them Jan 18 19:04:50 But I will miss them Jan 18 19:06:48 I know you will Jan 18 19:07:12 Are Heinzharold and Inga coming with us? Jan 18 19:07:22 * Morgan nods Jan 18 19:07:24 aye Jan 18 19:07:41 HeinzHarold is going to see a friend he thought had died in the war but hadnt' Jan 18 19:07:57 **he nods** The one with the bum. Jan 18 19:09:28 thats him Jan 18 19:09:31 Will I meet him? Jan 18 19:09:37 Maybe Jan 18 19:09:42 Will he show us his bum? Jan 18 19:09:48 Definitely not Jan 18 19:10:12 But we shouldn't talk about his bum either, because that is a bit rude? Jan 18 19:10:50 **HH strolls in looking for coffee** what's a bit rude? Jan 18 19:11:23 This is entirely your doing Jan 18 19:11:41 Talking about people's bums is a bit rude Jan 18 19:12:05 **HH looks a bit confused** how is tha' my fault? Jan 18 19:12:39 because its your friends he's talking about... Jan 18 19:13:06 HH: Which ones? I have a lot of friends Jan 18 19:13:25 Do they all have bums? *he starts giggling* Jan 18 19:13:33 with a propensity to show their backsides? Jan 18 19:14:05 **HH grins** Doesnt narrow it down as much as y' think. Jan 18 19:15:53 Have you ever seen my Papa's bum? *he starts giggling louder, it almost but not quite covers the sound of Molly's footsteps descending the stairs* Jan 18 19:18:53 * Morgan looks towards the stairs Jan 18 19:19:07 **Molly comes down and sets a basket of dirty washing by the door** Someone sounds very cheerful! Jan 18 19:20:03 HH $shall I tell yer wife I've seen yer bum once or twice?$ Jan 18 19:20:51 $It'll hardly be a surprise$ Jan 18 19:21:05 *he looks to Molly* We're talking about Papa's bum **he eats some more** Jan 18 19:22:01 **Molly blinks a moment, looking at them all** You're talking about Papa's... ? Jan 18 19:22:25 **HH starts to grin, but stays quiet** Jan 18 19:23:27 Bum. **he drinks some milk** Jan 18 19:23:53 $I wonder which of us will get told off first$ Jan 18 19:24:16 **She looks amused but is trying to stay straight faced** Why are we talking about that? Jan 18 19:24:50 [Your bum does make me rather cheerful too though!] Jan 18 19:25:17 $Probably me, I always get the blame$ Jan 18 19:25:39 [I'm glad to hear that] Jan 18 19:26:39 * Varick shrugs "Heinzharold's friends have bums, Papa is his friend, Papa has a bum and I think Heinzharold might have seen it" Jan 18 19:27:45 **HH grins at Morgan $Can't fault his logic really$ Jan 18 19:28:11 $He's not stupid$ Jan 18 19:28:16 M: *she glances at Morgan's expression with a raised eyebrow* I see... Jan 18 19:28:38 $Looks like it's you is going to get told off!$ Jan 18 19:29:07 $Apparently so$ Jan 18 19:29:37 I asked Papa if we would see the bum of Heinzharold's friend at the fish festival Jan 18 19:31:23 M: *she looks a little neutral* I think that's enough bums on th-... _at_ the table, thank you. Jan 18 19:32:01 * Varick starts giggling "You said bums on the table!" Jan 18 19:33:42 Molly blushes a little "I meant at. Enough bums now." HH grins at Morgan: $Not sure I want to eat dinner here if that's what you pair get up to!$ Jan 18 19:35:20 $No comment$ Jan 18 19:35:38 **HH chuckles. She looks at Morgan** I am going to take the washing to the main house Jan 18 19:38:13 alright blossom Jan 18 19:39:21 **Molly kisses Varick's crown before taking the washing and going** Jan 18 19:39:52 HH $did you get lucky, or will you catch it later?$ Jan 18 19:40:06 * Varick keeps eating Jan 18 19:41:55 $Oh I'll catch it no doubt$ Jan 18 19:42:55 $when she starts, grab her bum and tell her you'd rather talk about how nice her bum is. Distraction technique.$ Jan 18 19:43:10 $Not a bad idea$ Jan 18 19:44:15 HH: Talking about Rosie? Jan 18 19:44:56 * Morgan nods Jan 18 19:45:12 * Varick nods "His Daddy is nice. We're going to the fish festival" Jan 18 19:45:51 **HH gets his coffee** I'm lookin' forward to it. It's like the Shadowfayre Jan 18 19:46:10 But with fish, not shadows? Jan 18 19:47:14 **HH laughs** Can't eat lotsa diff'rent flavours of shadow. I think yer Papa is gonna enjoy it Jan 18 19:47:27 * Varick looks at Morgan "Will you?" Jan 18 19:47:50 I don't know yet Jan 18 19:50:00 I will like it Jan 18 19:50:26 I'm sure you will Jan 18 19:50:41 HH shrugs: Rosie said it was a good laugh Jan 18 19:52:03 Captain Ulysses will like a fish festival too Jan 18 19:53:52 * Varick takes both the cats with him to bed. At dinner time, the six adults are sat around the table, taking turns holding Thomas so everyone can eat. Elsie has dressed him in one of the Eisen style nightgowns Molly made. Morgan has finished first so has the baby Jan 18 19:55:14 J: What day are you leaving? Jan 18 19:55:20 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 18 19:55:44 * Molly looks to Morgan "Perhaps the day after tomorrow?" Jan 18 19:56:33 * Morgan nods Jan 18 19:56:39 that is the plan I think Jan 18 19:57:39 We are going to the island to see Alice and Florrie Jan 18 19:57:59 * Morgan nods, looking at Thomas Jan 18 19:58:32 **The baby looks peacefully asleep** I: Are we staying overnight there? Jan 18 19:59:02 * Molly looks to Morgan "That would make sense..." Jan 18 19:59:18 it would Jan 18 19:59:36 HH $want me to engineer you having that night alone with her?$ Jan 18 20:00:32 $that'd be good$ Jan 18 20:01:47 HH: You two should go up t' the big house for the night, get whatever needs doing done. Not likely t' be back for a good few months. Inga and I will babysit Jan 18 20:02:10 **Inga nods** That's a good idea Jan 18 20:02:29 * Morgan nods absently Jan 18 20:03:34 * Molly sips her cherry brandy, glancing at her husband before saying "I would imagine Morgan would prefer to stay near the ship and spend the time with Florrie and Alice" Jan 18 20:04:26 * Morgan clearly isn't paying attention Jan 18 20:04:52 **HH gently kicks him under the table* Jan 18 20:05:44 * Molly watches Morgan a moment "What do you think, liebling?" Jan 18 20:07:47 sorry... what? Jan 18 20:08:07 * Molly frowns Jan 18 20:08:40 I said perhaps you would prefer to be near the ship and with Alice and Florrie than working at the manor Jan 18 20:09:11 [If you do not wish to have a night alone with me...] Jan 18 20:09:18 Maybe... Jan 18 20:09:40 [Oh! I had not realised. Yes, I do. Very much] Jan 18 20:10:17 * Molly smiles "we can decide later" Jan 18 20:10:22 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:11:13 **those still eating continue but Molly keeps an eye on Morgan and how much he seems distracted from everyone chatting** Jan 18 20:11:47 [stop worrying] Jan 18 20:13:22 [There are only a handful of times I can recall you being inattentive enough to need a catch up. Do you want me to take the baby?] Jan 18 20:17:52 [No, its fine] Jan 18 20:20:50 **Dinner continues pleasantly, the baby passed around again, and soon Heinzharold is pulling on his coat for the night time walk, goodnights said to the others. Outside it is cold and cloudy but dry** Jan 18 20:20:55 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 18 20:21:18 Good trip out today? Jan 18 20:22:44 aye mostly... argued with a priest, you know how that cheers me up Jan 18 20:23:16 Gotta have the occasional religious skirmish, it's in our blood Jan 18 20:25:04 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:27:52 Nice for you two t' have some time together Jan 18 20:28:15 aye, it was... thank you. Jan 18 20:28:58 No problem, man. Figured after all th' stress you needed it Jan 18 20:29:34 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:29:45 Claudia alright? Jan 18 20:30:09 aye Jan 18 20:30:21 Keen to be on the move? Jan 18 20:30:33 I think that statement is always true for her Jan 18 20:30:42 And you? Jan 18 20:31:19 aye, I suppose so Jan 18 20:31:26 * HH nods Jan 18 20:32:24 Stayed 'ere in Avalon a lot longer than we intended when we landed on September nineteenth. Two months now. Jan 18 20:33:09 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:33:13 been busy making things right Jan 18 20:33:19 * HH nods Jan 18 20:33:36 Done a pretty good job, and only one dead. Jan 18 20:35:14 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 18 20:35:44 Not been good f' your nightmares though Jan 18 20:36:08 Gon' get em anyway Jan 18 20:36:24 * HH nods Jan 18 20:36:35 Ever dream anything nice? Jan 18 20:37:21 Occasionally Jan 18 20:37:34 * HH nods Jan 18 20:37:52 Molly seen the window seat today? Jan 18 20:38:57 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:39:06 she was thrilled... and what Claudia's done to the study Jan 18 20:39:18 What's she done? Jan 18 20:40:56 You wouldn't believe me, so you'll just have to wait and see it Jan 18 20:41:07 * HH nods Jan 18 20:41:26 Alright Jan 18 20:42:16 * HH is quite happy just wandering along, obviously familiar now with the estate. They're almost back when he says Jan 18 20:42:23 Gonna miss this place? Jan 18 20:42:52 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:42:55 I expect so Jan 18 20:43:06 Inga thinks Molly will too Jan 18 20:43:32 This place was something of a saving grace for her in the beginning Jan 18 20:44:02 Bathed in the wine cellar, I 'eard Jan 18 20:44:52 One of the maids took pity on her and took her in, told me she was employed here... I assumed Lady Torrington hired her Jan 18 20:45:04 Didn't she? Jan 18 20:46:46 no... Jan 18 20:48:08 Who did then? Jan 18 20:48:41 The maid... she told me Molly was a new maid and didn't say anything else about it. Jan 18 20:48:59 Unlike you to fall f' that Jan 18 20:49:09 I was new here Jan 18 20:50:07 I do 'ear that she thought you were *he thinks* the most beautiful man she'd ever laid eyes upon Jan 18 20:50:26 Thats what she told me too Jan 18 20:50:57 I was impressed she managed to get all th' way up here whilst being blind Jan 18 20:54:22 shut up pretty boy Jan 18 20:54:35 * HH laughs Jan 18 20:54:59 Not my fault I'm gorgeous Jan 18 20:55:28 Kinda sweet though, her thinking that Jan 18 20:57:13 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:57:40 Guess after that she realised what an ass you are, eh? Jan 18 20:57:49 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:57:54 surprised it took that long Jan 18 20:58:01 * HH nods Jan 18 20:58:46 Yep **they get back to the cottages. He grins, looking up at Morgan's lit window** I'll leave ya to face the music about the bums Jan 18 20:58:59 * Morgan nods, thumping him Jan 18 20:59:35 * HH hugs him "Remember: Grab, Compliment, Distract." Jan 18 20:59:44 * Morgan nods Jan 18 20:59:55 * HH is chuckling to himself as he goes into the other cottage Jan 18 21:00:05 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 18 21:00:51 * Molly is reading an unfamiliar book in bed when he gets there, already under the sheets, shoulders bare Jan 18 21:01:05 Good evening, my love Jan 18 21:01:51 blossom Jan 18 21:02:18 * Molly puts in a book mark Jan 18 21:02:25 Are you well? Jan 18 21:02:32 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:02:34 you? Jan 18 21:02:40 * Molly nods Jan 18 21:02:43 I am Jan 18 21:03:17 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:03:18 good Jan 18 21:04:06 I have put a note on Alice's mirror stating our intent to arrive sometime on Friday afternoon Jan 18 21:04:46 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Jan 18 21:05:09 * Molly watches him do so with a smile Jan 18 21:05:31 Tomorrow I need to go in the pool and see John Jan 18 21:06:56 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:07:01 Aye Jan 18 21:07:14 Did you want to be there for the pool? Jan 18 21:07:22 I think thats a good idea Jan 18 21:07:39 I won't take a heavy dress this time Jan 18 21:07:42 * Molly smiles Jan 18 21:07:50 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:07:53 that would be a god idea Jan 18 21:08:20 * Molly makes sure there's space for him in the bed Jan 18 21:08:26 Perhaps just a shift Jan 18 21:09:28 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 18 21:10:03 * Molly smiles "A nice thin white one, perhaps?" Jan 18 21:10:35 Depends if you expect to see anyone else at the time... Jan 18 21:11:13 You would be very displeased if Heinzharold popped by to be helpful! Jan 18 21:11:37 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:11:39 quite Jan 18 21:11:58 Though I gather he has already seen your bum Jan 18 21:16:29 * Molly is smiling when she says it Jan 18 21:18:48 Given how long we've known eachother thats hardly surprising Jan 18 21:19:27 Of course not. So him seeing mine would not perturb you overmuch, hmm? Jan 18 21:19:59 * Morgan frowns Jan 18 21:20:31 I am teasing you, my love. I have no intention of letting him see it Jan 18 21:20:39 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:20:40 good Jan 18 21:20:55 That makes you feel possessive? Jan 18 21:21:10 Somewhat aye Jan 18 21:21:28 * Molly kisses his cheek Jan 18 21:22:33 You have nothing to worry about **he realises he never told her about the dream where she was sparkly and sat in HHs lap bare-breasted** Jan 18 21:23:09 * Morgan climbs into bed Jan 18 21:23:15 I had a nightmare like that... Jan 18 21:23:30 About my bottom? Jan 18 21:23:37 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 18 21:24:01 You were all sparkly... I walked into the room to find you sat topless in his lap, his mouth on your breast... Jan 18 21:24:17 * Molly wrinkles her nose Jan 18 21:24:28 Oh dear, that's not nice Jan 18 21:24:38 No... I wanted to throw myself overboard Jan 18 21:25:00 * Molly strokes his arm Jan 18 21:25:08 It sounds awful Jan 18 21:25:52 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:26:05 Why on Theah was I doing that?! Jan 18 21:26:34 * Morgan shrugs Jan 18 21:27:42 He is handsome, but it would be like being intimate with a sibling! Jan 18 21:28:18 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:28:50 * Molly glances at him playfully "Besides, I don't think I'd like being called "Captain Molly" in bed! Jan 18 21:29:09 no? Jan 18 21:30:14 * Molly smiles "I don't think so, mon petit chou. I do not think I wish for that level of control..." Jan 18 21:30:25 * Morgan glances at her Jan 18 21:30:27 why? Jan 18 21:30:38 * Molly tilts her head Jan 18 21:31:20 I'm not sure. I suppose sometimes when I tease you and draw out your pleasure I do have quite a bit of control... Jan 18 21:31:55 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:32:47 But generally, I like to feel like I have less control, that I can just relax and enjoy Jan 18 21:33:17 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:34:41 Like on the desk on the Rose, when you were somewhat restraining me... there's a peace to that that is hard to explain Jan 18 21:34:53 * Morgan looks intrigued Jan 18 21:36:36 * Molly develops a micro-expression of extreme mischief before a sweet and innocent expression is formed "Well, goodnight, my love" **she chastely kisses his lips** Jan 18 21:37:43 * Morgan nods, turning over Jan 18 21:38:31 * Molly pouts, lower lip sticking out "That is entirely not what was supposed to occur!" Jan 18 21:40:20 I've no doubt about that Jan 18 21:41:46 * Molly is quiet a moment before she says contritely "I apologise. Goodnight" Jan 18 21:42:30 * Morgan starts to chuckle Jan 18 21:44:31 * Molly nods a little Jan 18 21:44:37 You needn't apologise... Jan 18 21:44:37 You are not hurt? Jan 18 21:44:55 I could not tell if you were upset with me Jan 18 21:45:11 No, just playing you at your own game Jan 18 21:45:28 * Molly breathes out a sigh of relief Jan 18 21:45:36 You're very convincing Jan 18 21:46:08 Wouldn't have been a very good spy if I wasn't Jan 18 21:46:29 * Molly curls up to his back Jan 18 21:46:46 You wanted to know about the peaceful feeling? Jan 18 21:47:00 * Morgan nods, fidgeting back onto his back Jan 18 21:47:29 * Molly tucks herself under his arm, hand on his chest Jan 18 21:48:02 Perhaps I can share my thoughts and feelings to you, see if I can replicate it... Jan 18 21:48:25 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:48:29 if you think that'd help Jan 18 21:51:24 * Molly takes a few slow, deep breaths, concentrating. It starts to seep through his mind. It feels like a mix of deeply calmful meditation and pure bliss, swirling in his mind in blacks, deep purple, navy, greeny-blue, pink. It feels something similar to the good feeling of being right in himself he gets when they have sparkly sex with the spiraling energy Jan 18 21:52:03 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 18 21:52:22 * Molly withdraws it "could you feel it?" Jan 18 21:52:52 * Morgan nods Jan 18 21:52:54 aye Jan 18 21:53:07 That is how I felt that night Jan 18 21:53:38 I see Jan 18 21:53:50 * Molly props up to look at his expression ((what is it?)) Jan 18 21:53:57 ((thoughtful)) Jan 18 21:54:05 It surprises you? Jan 18 22:00:18 * Molly settles back down Jan 18 22:00:58 Somewhat, aye Jan 18 22:02:39 Because it is such a strange thing to feel? Jan 18 22:03:02 A little I suppose Jan 18 22:03:22 And because you were able to make me feel so wonderful? Jan 18 22:04:08 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:05:11 Does that discomfort you? Jan 18 22:05:43 Not particularly Jan 18 22:06:50 * Molly nods Jan 18 22:06:56 It is a powerful thing Jan 18 22:07:30 making you feel wonderful? Jan 18 22:07:40 * Molly nods Jan 18 22:07:50 Yes, and also the feeling itself Jan 18 22:09:10 I suppose it is Jan 18 22:09:34 It feels right to me like that. I am not sure I could even imagine a counterpart sensation to that, an equally powerful feeling of being in control Jan 18 22:10:01 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:11:35 * Molly ponders on this a minute, then says "That sensation I had would be very incompatible with being called Captain anything! Jan 18 22:12:16 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:12:20 I think you're right Jan 18 22:12:29 * Molly nods Jan 18 22:13:09 But I very much enjoy everything that we do, even when it doesn't bring that odd peace. It is all very thrilling and wonderful Jan 18 22:13:18 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:13:19 good Jan 18 22:13:42 You knew that, I hope? Jan 18 22:14:54 I figured you enjoyed it Jan 18 22:15:14 * Molly nods Jan 18 22:16:02 **her tone turns playful** And you, mon petit chou... you might like being called Captain Morgan now and then? Jan 18 22:20:31 Only when captaining a ship Jan 18 22:20:44 * Molly giggles Jan 18 22:21:23 In the circumstance I was suggesting it would not be safe to be captaining a ship at the same time Jan 18 22:21:42 No, that is true Jan 18 22:22:10 Especially in the crowd nest when you'd be unable to keep your eyes open Jan 18 22:22:57 Too small up there Jan 18 22:23:22 You have squeezed up there with Heinzharold... Jan 18 22:24:09 That was a squeeze Jan 18 22:24:38 There would be plenty of squeezing if I was up there with you Jan 18 22:31:59 oh? Jan 18 22:33:41 Mmhmm... four hours of watch where you were stood close with me and unable to absent yourself, I am certain my hands would wander Jan 18 22:34:17 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:36:44 Fortunate then that I dislike heights and you are not subjected to my presuming hands when you are up there, hmm? Jan 18 22:37:24 when I'm supposed to be paying attention, aye Jan 18 22:37:31 * Molly nods Jan 18 22:37:59 During your middle watches, my presuming hands and I have the bed to ourselves Jan 18 22:38:44 aye Jan 18 22:39:29 It is much less interesting, but we rub along together quite well *she smirks* Jan 18 22:39:46 * Morgan sniggers Jan 18 22:39:48 no doubt Jan 18 22:40:01 * Molly giggles Jan 18 22:40:27 Do you ever wonder if that is what is happening in our bed whilst you are up there? Jan 18 22:40:35 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:40:36 now and then Jan 18 22:40:58 Do you mind? Jan 18 22:41:30 No my love Jan 18 22:43:22 * Molly nods, trailing her fingers in an idle pattern in his chest Jan 18 22:43:43 You have never, ever done so in the crows nest? Jan 18 22:44:46 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 18 22:44:52 I'm up there, I'm doing a job Jan 18 22:45:56 Hmm... how on Theah did you manage as a young man at sea then? Jan 18 22:46:43 You forget I was saint Morgan of purijtytown Jan 18 22:46:47 * Molly is starting to sound more sleepy, but the fingertip on his chest keeps the same pattern and speed Jan 18 22:48:03 Is it really impure to do so oneself? My Mama would say absolutely, but you have said in the past you did so when you were much younger... Jan 18 22:48:21 Not while on duty Jan 18 22:49:14 * Molly snuggles more into him "mmhmm. Impractical in a hammock without it swaying and altering others..." Jan 18 22:49:36 * Morgan nods Jan 18 22:50:31 * Molly goes quiet, though she's still touching his chest Jan 18 22:52:35 * Morgan glances at her Jan 18 22:54:10 * Molly is smiling to herself, eyes unfocused Jan 18 22:56:33 * Morgan leans over and kisses her forehead Jan 18 22:56:37 get some sleep blossom Jan 18 22:57:16 * Molly sounds vaguely disappointed "Oh, you are ready to sleep now?" Jan 18 23:03:00 You are sounding sleepy my love Jan 18 23:03:13 I was just revelling in being with you like this. Our circumstances prevent us from being close and touching as oft as I would wish. Jan 18 23:03:30 * Morgan nods Jan 18 23:05:39 But if you wished to sleep now, we can Jan 18 23:08:07 Probably best my love Jan 18 23:09:14 * Molly moves up a little, kissing him softly "then I hope you will have a pleasant dream of me, at least" Jan 18 23:09:37 * Morgan nods Jan 18 23:09:58 sleep well blossom Jan 18 23:10:16 I have not displeased or discomfitted you though? Jan 18 23:10:47 not at all Jan 18 23:11:53 Alright, my love **she moves back to cuddle up, head on his chest and one icy foot on his shin** Jan 18 23:12:51 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep Jan 18 23:13:32 * Molly sings to him, it's very slow and sleepy, and he falls asleep Jan 18 23:32:28 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 19 09:42:42 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Jan 19 10:27:08 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Jan 19 13:25:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 19 13:25:23 **He starts to dream. It's their first night in the little cottage, he has just returned from Londinium to Molly as his mistress. So far only Lady Torrington knows, the gathering where they will tell Evie and Captain Tsaylur a few days away. Jan 19 13:25:23 **After him kissing her again at long last, sat on the rug by the fire and alternating between passionate and tender, they have parted ways for bed. Though he is tired, he can't seem to settle, so is reading quietly, the new room warmer than in Catherine's house, especially in his pyjamas. Jan 19 13:25:23 **His sheets are crisp and new. The book is an intrigue about a shipwrecked Avalonian nobleman who ends up having to reclaim his identity after his enemies fake his death. Jan 19 13:25:23 **Morgan hears a faint sound. It sounds like Molly turning over. In the thirty minutes since they went to bed, he has noticed how thin the walls are. The noise from next door seems more like a rhythmic movement, like a hammock creaking as a ship is affected by waves. There's another sound that sounds vocal, like a shivery sigh, maybe a quiet, soft moan** Jan 19 13:29:51 * Morgan gets out of bed, padding quietly to the hallway Jan 19 13:31:11 **The next sound is an "Oh!" of both surprise and pleasure, followed by a longer "Ohhh…" as if a new pleasure is being  explored** Jan 19 13:31:53 * Morgan blushes, going back to his own room Jan 19 13:33:22 **She mustn't realise how thin the walls are, unless she does and she wants him to hear. But the sounds do not seem purposefully enticing, they sound like a curious young woman discovering herself. The walls are so thin he can even hear the catches of breath, the little Ahhs, and Mmms, and the continued movement of the bed** Jan 19 13:34:18 * Morgan sits on his bed, trying to concentrate on his book Jan 19 13:35:20 **It's very difficult to concentrate, the sounds becoming more intense, closer together. He ends up reading the same line twice** Jan 19 13:36:26 * Morgan puts down his book, laying back on the bed Jan 19 13:36:35 **Part of the sound clarity must be because both headboards are against the wall, so only half a foot of wood and plaster is between them, close enough as if they were in bed together. She moans louder this time** Jan 19 13:37:20 * Morgan closes his eyes, listening Jan 19 13:39:31 **Her bed creaks quietly but more speedily. Her moans become more frequent too, and more intense. He can still hear not just the loudest bits, but also the way she breathes heavily too** Jan 19 13:40:10 * Morgan massages his crotch Jan 19 13:42:46 **On the other side of the wall, the sounds of pleasure continue. She does not seem to be rushing, she seems to be savouring. There is a moment where she makes another noise of surprise followed by another, lower moan. She seems to be moving towards orgasm, rather than there yet Jan 19 13:43:54 * Morgan continues Jan 19 13:46:22 **Her self-pleasuring continues, escalating both in her whimpering sounds of need and her moaning, and the movement of the bed against the far side of his wall. She definitely sounds closer now, vocalisations very frequent** Jan 19 13:46:42 * Morgan starts to stroke himself Jan 19 13:49:56 **She starts to sound much like she will lose herself to it, the rhythm becoming less stable, her sounds becoming more intense but further apart, drawing in deep breaths between each** Jan 19 13:50:26 * Morgan strokes himself more firmly Jan 19 13:51:00 **She stops moaning entirely, almost silent. It doesn't sound like she has peaked, more likely she has gotten scared of the intensity and whatever is approaching so rapidly. He can hear her slow, managed breaths, so close to him but yet so far away. Jan 19 13:51:52 * Morgan gets up, going and knocking quietly on her door Jan 19 13:52:11 Uhhh just a minute! Jan 19 13:54:19 * Molly gets up, pulling a shift on hastily and yanking her hair out of the neckline, trying to smooth it. After a glance in the mirror she tries splashing cold water onto her flushed face. Then she opens the door. Jan 19 13:54:34 Is something the matter, liebes herz? Jan 19 13:55:07 I heard you making some noise, I wanted to check you are alright Jan 19 13:55:30 * Molly somehow manages to blush further Jan 19 13:55:57 Ahh... I ummm... I hope I did not disturb you. Jan 19 13:57:29 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 19 13:57:31 no Jan 19 13:57:44 * Molly glances at his pyjama top, biting her lip "I am sorry, I have woken you...?" Jan 19 13:57:56 no, I was awake Jan 19 13:58:36 * Molly 's curious gaze strays lower ((what sort of state is he in?)) I... uhh... Jan 19 13:58:44 ((semi aroused)) Jan 19 13:58:51 what blossom? Jan 19 13:59:11 * Molly glances back up at him, pupils wide Jan 19 13:59:49 I'll... I'll be quiter... Jan 19 14:00:05 Whats wrong? Jan 19 14:00:39 I am... I am wondering what you heard... Jan 19 14:00:57 What do you think I heard? Jan 19 14:01:09 * Molly blushes Jan 19 14:01:38 Something my mother says is entirely unacceptable and sinful. I am sorry. Jan 19 14:02:58 * Morgan frowns Jan 19 14:03:01 don't apologise Jan 19 14:03:39 If I had realised you could hear I would have... I would have at least been more quiet Jan 19 14:04:08 its fine... you seemed to... I don't know, pull away from it? Jan 19 14:04:26 * Molly looks torn Jan 19 14:04:49 You are not disgusted, or disapproving? Jan 19 14:05:09 * Morgan shrugs Jan 19 14:05:12 why would I be? Jan 19 14:06:13 Because it is not what women are supposed to do? Hands should only be between our legs for washing, and even then only in private Jan 19 14:06:54 * Morgan snorts Jan 19 14:06:59 religious nonsense Jan 19 14:07:11 * Molly looks perplexed Jan 19 14:07:20 That is not what everyone thinks? Jan 19 14:07:43 I doubt it Jan 19 14:07:57 It is not what _you_ think? Jan 19 14:08:01 Hardly Jan 19 14:08:14 * Molly nods slowly Jan 19 14:09:07 Yes, I pulled away. I have never done it before, and it started to feel very odd, like something was going to happen that I do not understand Jan 19 14:09:53 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 19 14:10:15 I'm inclined to think you avoided the most intense part... Jan 19 14:10:25 That is good? Jan 19 14:10:49 Many would say you've avoided the best part Jan 19 14:11:17 It cannot get any better than that, surely?! *then she blushes again* Jan 19 14:11:43 * Morgan nods Jan 19 14:12:16 * Molly tries hard to keep her gaze above his cheat height, but he sees it stray towards his navel before she catches herself Jan 19 14:12:26 It would be safe were I to continue? Jan 19 14:12:34 * Morgan nods Jan 19 14:12:39 aye Jan 19 14:12:47 * Molly nods Jan 19 14:13:03 Alright. Thank you, liebes herz Jan 19 14:13:30 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Jan 19 14:13:40 would you prefer I go where I won't hear you? Jan 19 14:14:07 * Molly watches him intently Jan 19 14:14:16 Would _you_ want that? Jan 19 14:14:44 * Morgan blushes Jan 19 14:15:31 not... particularly, but I would rather you be comfortable Jan 19 14:16:07 * Molly blurts out "I want to kiss you." *then she winces* "that was clumsy of me" Jan 19 14:17:26 cute, though Jan 19 14:17:44 * Molly blushes "it was?" Jan 19 14:18:00 * Morgan nods Jan 19 14:20:06 * Molly takes a deep breath "Please, you needn't get up and go elsewhere, I won't disturb you further" Jan 19 14:20:23 I was not complaining about it blossom Jan 19 14:21:02 Oh... *she looks intrigued* it was not unpleasant for you? Jan 19 14:22:09 * Morgan shakes his head, blushing Jan 19 14:23:53 * Molly smiles a little "I do not need to be quieter?" Jan 19 14:24:15 Not at all Jan 19 14:25:05 * Molly nods, and then she does move to softly kiss his lips Jan 19 14:25:55 * Morgan presses his lips to hers Jan 19 14:26:54 * Molly makes another soft sound of enjoyment, not dissimilar to what he has already heard tonight Jan 19 14:27:28 I... should let you... uhh... Jan 19 14:28:02 Mmhmm... that's probably safer, isn't it? Jan 19 14:28:09 safer? Jan 19 14:28:38 Than us continuing to kiss when I feel this way... Jan 19 14:28:55 * Molly does kiss him again though, despite her statement Jan 19 14:30:42 * Morgan moans gently Jan 19 14:31:45 * Molly shivers against him, also moaning Jan 19 14:34:27 I should... go... to bed *her words are spoken close enough to his mouth that her lower lip brushes his as she does so* Jan 19 14:36:42 aye Jan 19 14:37:39 * Molly pulls away, running her gaze right over him this time Jan 19 14:38:36 ((State now?)) Jan 19 14:38:44 Goodnight then? Jan 19 14:38:54 ((aroused)) Jan 19 14:39:10 I... uhhh... aye Jan 19 14:40:23 * Molly nods slowly. He can see how both her thumbs pinch and rub at the fabric at the sides of her shift Jan 19 14:40:57 Alright, my l-... **she catches herself** Liebes herz. Thank you for your help Jan 19 14:41:13 * Morgan nods slightly, backing up Jan 19 14:41:52 * Molly watches him a moment "sleep well" Jan 19 14:41:59 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 19 14:42:01 I doubt it Jan 19 14:42:28 * Molly frowns "Your nightmares... I'm sorry, that was tactless" Jan 19 14:43:02 no no... I suspect I'll eb awake for another reason entirely Jan 19 14:43:21 * Molly looks confused "Why?" Jan 19 14:44:05 * Morgan blushes hard Jan 19 14:45:54 * Molly watches him, resting her hip to the doorframe "Are you sure it will not help if I stay quiet? I could explore at a more convenient time, like when you are not at home?" Jan 19 14:47:10 No, its fine Jan 19 14:47:47 * Molly nods moving back into the room "Goodnight then" Jan 19 14:48:12 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 19 14:48:32 * Molly shuts the door to, but not completely closed Jan 19 14:48:53 * Morgan lets out a long slow breath Jan 19 14:49:24 **He hears a few moments later the shift hitting the floor and the creak of her getting back into bed Jan 19 14:49:51 * Morgan goes back to his room Jan 19 14:52:02 **He very soon starts to hear that same rhythmic movement of the bed that he heard before, and a moan that sounds like desperation and need. Her door being slightly a jar only makes this sound more audible in the cottage with the thin walls** Jan 19 14:54:31 * Morgan takes to stroking himself again Jan 19 14:56:27 * Molly settles in to her exploration again, the close together moans showing her arousal at this starting point is higher than before. With the greater clarity, he can even her the little wet sounds of her movements. Jan 19 14:58:44 * Morgan listens, slowly stroking himself Jan 19 14:58:55 **before long, he hears her reach that point that she stopped at before, the deep held breaths between the intense sounds of pleasure** Jan 19 14:59:23 * Morgan smiles to himself Jan 19 15:03:10 * Molly takes a very deep breath. He hears the bed groan as she arches under the overwhelming pleasure, and she groans too, her words loud enough to reach him easily, full of the ecstasy of her first orgasm "Oh god, liebes herz!" Jan 19 15:03:48 * Morgan listens quietly Jan 19 15:06:40 * Molly 's vocal noises settle for a few seconds, though the rhythmic movement of the bed continues, before she says with surprise "huh!" and then climaxes loudly again Jan 19 15:10:21 * Morgan lays still looking pleased with himself Jan 19 15:11:50 * Molly again seems to calm a little before once more moaning as she peaks, though she definitely sounds rather spent with this one Jan 19 15:13:30 * Morgan waits to see if she's done Jan 19 15:14:21 * Molly does sound to be, the movement of the bed coming to a slow stop and her starting to catch her breath Jan 19 15:14:35 * Morgan climbs out of bed, going to knock on her door once more Jan 19 15:16:31 * Molly gets out of bed, just wrapping a sheet loosely around her. She doesnt bother with smoothing her hair nor the cold water, so she looks flushed, her hair mussed, and very well pleasured Jan 19 15:16:37 Liebes herz? Jan 19 15:18:21 I wanted to make sure you're alright Jan 19 15:18:30 * Molly smiles Jan 19 15:18:40 Yes, I am. Are you? Jan 19 15:18:53 * Morgan nods Jan 19 15:18:56 aye Jan 19 15:19:31 * Molly nods "I did not embarrass myself, I hope?" Jan 19 15:20:01 Not at all... I thought given how much more intense it might be, I'd check on you, thats all Jan 19 15:20:17 * Molly smiles, blushing Jan 19 15:20:26 It certainly was a surprise! Jan 19 15:21:10 * Morgan nods Jan 19 15:21:52 It surprised me it could happen more than once also Jan 19 15:26:52 * Morgan nods Jan 19 15:28:53 * Molly risks another quick perusal of his arousal whilst yawning into her hand Jan 19 15:29:01 I am rather tired now though! Jan 19 15:29:07 * Morgan nods Jan 19 15:29:13 alright blossom, I'll let you get some sleep Jan 19 15:29:48 * Molly kisses his cheek "I hope you manage to get some also" Jan 19 15:30:01 * Morgan nods, heading back to his room Jan 19 15:30:41 * Molly shuts her door. He hears her get into bed, and after a brief fidget she is quiet Jan 19 15:31:06 * Morgan tries to go to sleep Jan 19 15:32:55 **A chime disturbs him, and he wakes up in the cottage next door. She is still laid on his chest, her hand on his navel, and the tip of his erection rests against the side of her hand Jan 19 15:33:51 * Morgan sighs Jan 19 15:34:22 * Molly murmurs "hmm?" Jan 19 15:34:36 Nothing my love Jan 19 15:34:58 What time is it? Jan 19 15:35:55 **the first chime means it's an hour ril dawn, and half an hour til first light** Jan 19 15:36:22 about an hour before dawn Jan 19 15:37:20 * Molly nods. Her fingers tighten on his stomach as she rouses, which brings friction across his head Jan 19 15:37:32 * Morgan draws a sudden breath Jan 19 15:37:45 Sorry, did I hurt you? Jan 19 15:38:00 quite the opposite Jan 19 15:38:30 Oh? Oh! **she gently brings her hand over him* Jan 19 15:40:45 * Morgan thrusts involuntarily Jan 19 15:41:54 * Molly moans at this, curling her fingers around him Jan 19 15:42:55 * Morgan moans Jan 19 15:43:23 *she speaks softly* You know I will give you whatever you need... Jan 19 15:43:47 * Morgan nods, pulling her on top of him Jan 19 15:45:19 * Molly positions herself with her legs on either side of him and moves her hips until she has captured him within the heat of her body Jan 19 15:46:50 * Morgan pulls her down, pushing as deep inside her as he acn Jan 19 15:47:33 * Molly moans again, back arching. She grinds down on him when she gets as deep as she can Jan 19 15:49:17 * Morgan starts grinding into her Jan 19 15:50:33 * Molly raises up a little, and sinks back down onto him with more grinding, repeating it. She speaks softly "That's it, let me please you" Jan 19 15:51:10 * Morgan continues his movement, growing more frantic in his movements Jan 19 15:52:50 * Molly works with his movements, even when she starts to peak around him, her fingers grasping at his skin as she whimpers Jan 19 15:55:45 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 19 16:05:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 19 16:05:13 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 19 16:05:39 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 19 16:05:50 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 19 16:17:53 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 19 16:39:19 [15:47] * Molly works with his movements, even when she starts to  peak around him, her fingers grasping at his skin as she whimpers Jan 19 16:42:15 * Morgan swells, burying himself in her as his own orgasm hits Jan 19 16:44:31 * Molly grinds down as deep as she can, purposefully tightening around him. She murmurs "God, yes!" Jan 19 16:52:12 * Morgan tenses before his release hits, grinding into her until he relaxes back onto the bed Jan 19 16:56:13 * Molly gently rests down on his chest, stroking his shoulder almost soothingly. She sighs happily Jan 19 16:57:53 * Morgan sighs Jan 19 17:00:16 * Molly places little loving kisses on his chest "Good morning, mein sehnsucht" Jan 19 17:00:38 good morning my love Jan 19 17:03:26 * Molly shivers pleasantly her body starts to settle. She gently moves off him but stays close beside him Jan 19 17:03:37 This is a magnificent way to wake up Jan 19 17:05:04 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:07:02 How did you sleep? Jan 19 17:07:12 so so Jan 19 17:07:13 you? Jan 19 17:08:31 I dreamt that Varick had lots of cats on the Rose, then one had kittens. Heinzharold was trying to milk the mother, and he and Claudia were arguing about whether cat milk, cow's milk or breastmilk was the best for coffee Jan 19 17:08:51 oh good lord Jan 19 17:08:58 * Molly nods Jan 19 17:09:34 I assume it is from Elsie nursing yesterday Jan 19 17:09:40 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:09:42 probably Jan 19 17:10:13 That is rather bizarre though. I do not think it's anything useful or an alternative path Jan 19 17:11:07 No, I don't think so Jan 19 17:13:11 * Molly continues stroking his shoulder "No nightmares?" Jan 19 17:16:01 No Jan 19 17:17:53 Good... I ought to get up, I have much to do Jan 19 17:18:21 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:18:22 me too Jan 19 17:22:15 * Molly stays there a moment, then gives him a squeeze before slipping naked out of the bed "You are sure you do not mind Inga and I going to see John?" Jan 19 17:24:01 No, its fine Jan 19 17:24:11 * Morgan stretches before getting out of bed and starting to get dressed Jan 19 17:26:02 * Molly starts brushing out her hair. She catches a glance of him in the reflection of the mirror, and he hears her thoughts "God, I love this man!" Jan 19 17:26:10 I think we will go shortly Jan 19 17:27:33 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:27:37 alright blossom Jan 19 17:28:11 * Molly isn't dressed before him, so he ends up downstairs alone briefly before HH appears looking cheerful in the kitchen, making himself some coffee as if it's as much his kitchen as it is Morgan's** Jan 19 17:28:16 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 19 17:28:20 Mornin' Jan 19 17:29:10 I had noticed Jan 19 17:30:14 That good, eh? Jan 19 17:31:43 Do you see a cup of coffee in my hand? Jan 19 17:32:02 Nope *he grins* Jan 19 17:32:47 Then it could be better, couldn't it Jan 19 17:36:46 * HH licks the rim of his coffee cup before offering it to Morgan Jan 19 17:38:00 One day I'm going to beat you to death Jan 19 17:39:40 Good luck with that! *he grins* Jan 19 17:40:25 * Morgan stretches Jan 19 17:42:11 * HH gets him some coffee Jan 19 17:42:58 * HH sips his coffee, glancing towards the ceiling when he can hear movement "Yer wife's up early" Jan 19 17:45:32 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:45:37 Going to see John Dagget Jan 19 17:46:31 * HH nods "Inga too" Jan 19 17:48:28 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:48:31 **They chat a little about the plans for packing up, leaving, visiting the island and take their coffees outside to the rose garden for dawn** What was up with you las' night when I had to kick you? Jan 19 17:52:29 **it's chilly but dry** Jan 19 17:53:02 oh.... you'll think its stupid Jan 19 17:53:38 * HH shrugs "Mebbie, mebbie not" Jan 19 17:55:02 I was just marvelling at how peaceful he seemed... and how small his nails are. Jan 19 17:55:17 * HH glances at him Jan 19 17:55:23 Bit broody are we? Jan 19 17:55:41 * Morgan shrugs Jan 19 17:55:55 I like babies Jan 19 17:56:12 I think tha's a good thing. Shows yer making progress Jan 19 17:57:02 Probably... I kinda got focussed on the baerns nails... Jan 19 17:57:24 * HH smiles Jan 19 17:57:36 So tiny, man. Eyelashes too Jan 19 17:57:52 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:58:38 Glad he's not got that swine's white ones, they don' need the reminder Jan 19 17:58:46 * Morgan nods Jan 19 17:58:48 agreed Jan 19 17:59:35 Did y' get in trouble about the bums? Jan 19 17:59:46 No, not at all Jan 19 18:02:39 Surprising Jan 19 18:02:43 L0 Jan 19 18:02:53 * Morgan shrugs Jan 19 18:04:01 Was 'oping you'd get a smack on the ass for it *he grins* Jan 19 18:04:40 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 19 18:04:42 not at all Jan 19 18:05:49 * HH sips the coffee again, watching the sun come up Jan 19 18:05:59 How was yer night? Jan 19 18:06:15 alright Jan 19 18:06:46 * HH nods "makes a change" Jan 19 18:06:53 doesn't it Jan 19 18:07:44 Inga says you an' Molly did a good job cleaning our cottage yesterday Jan 19 18:08:38 it was literally our job for years Jan 19 18:09:20 Gonna be a bit odd leaving tomorrow Jan 19 18:10:15 you settled somewhat? Jan 19 18:11:26 Yeah, gotten kinda used to havin' the same bed Jan 19 18:11:51 * Morgan nods Jan 19 18:15:14 Back to our cabin tomorrow night, be nice to 'ave Inga there instead of just being alone like when we were away Jan 19 18:15:41 * Morgan nods Jan 19 18:15:42 aye Jan 19 18:16:06 Won't have to 'ave the sketch in the wall now Jan 19 18:16:14 * Morgan nods, smiling Jan 19 18:16:48 Think mebbie you can do one of me for 'er birthday next month? Jan 19 18:18:48 I imagine so Jan 19 18:18:53 something heroic? Jan 19 18:18:57 Thinkin' I'll borrow one o' yer special flannels, cover the best bit, an' you can sketch the rest of me in all my glory Jan 19 18:19:29 * Morgan blinks Jan 19 18:19:32 I see Jan 19 18:20:29 * HH grimaces "Ackshully, I hadn't thought that through! Mebbie a different flannel. Not liking the idea o' that on my balls!" Jan 19 18:21:24 I'm sure we can arrange something Jan 19 18:22:03 Might not be able t' do this body justice *he grins* Jan 19 18:22:48 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jan 19 18:22:51 we need to practice today Jan 19 18:24:19 Not out 'ere, bloody cold. I'd only need a spectacle cloth, not a flannel! Jan 19 18:24:33 * HH grins Jan 19 18:24:44 No, you prat, combat... Jan 19 18:25:48 * HH nods "best get on it b'fore they go" *he gets off the wall** Y' ever drawn a naked man b'fore? Jan 19 18:26:12 No, but I've got a magnifying glass Jan 19 18:26:39 To find yer talent for nudey pictures? Good idea Jan 19 18:27:04 if I'm that untalented you'll not be wanting the one I did of Inga... Jan 19 18:27:19 * HH frowns Jan 19 18:27:32 You sketched m' wife naked? Jan 19 18:27:43 No, you plum, the one I drew for your birthday Jan 19 18:28:03 Ah! Was gonna say, go sketch yer own bubbies! Jan 19 18:28:41 * Morgan rubs his nose Jan 19 18:28:43 have done Jan 19 18:29:07 * HH gives him a look of disbelief Jan 19 18:29:35 No way y' got either of them t' agree to that Jan 19 18:30:25 You'd be surprised Jan 19 18:31:00 Mebbie I'll ask an check Jan 19 18:32:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 19 18:35:55 Y' take all the fun outta it when y' do that Jan 19 18:36:30 I know Jan 19 18:41:24 C'mon, let's grab some swords Jan 19 18:42:23 * Morgan nods Jan 19 18:42:52 **Molly is singing happily to herself when they get there, making breakfast. She smiles at them** Good morning Jan 19 18:43:50 * HH looks at her "Him or me?" **she smiles** I've already said good morning to my husband Jan 19 18:44:27 * Morgan sniggers, going to pour himself some coffee Jan 19 18:45:34 * HH looks at Morgan then grins "Good morning, yer ex'lency" Jan 19 18:46:17 *upstairs the baby starts to cry* Jan 19 18:47:25 * HH looks at Morgan "Think we should stay incase we're needed?" Jan 19 18:49:21 We'll practice in the garden, we're within calling distance Jan 19 18:50:01 **Molly smiles** Unless either of you have working breasts, I doubt Thomas needs you Jan 19 18:50:56 * HH squeezes his pec "Might have. Always thought it was solid muscle, but y' never know!" Jan 19 18:52:02 No, solid ham, and they were talking about your bread Jan 19 18:52:46 * HH grins "be useful if I did make milk though!" Jan 19 18:52:52 **Molly rolls her eyes but she's smiling "Oh no, I've had enough of you and tour milk nonsense already, go on with you!" Jan 19 18:53:39 * Morgan picks up his sword, heading out to the garden Jan 19 18:54:16 * HH grabs one and follows him out Jan 19 18:54:27 Any idea wha' that's about? Jan 19 18:54:52 what? Jan 19 18:55:04 My "milk nonsense" Jan 19 18:55:27 Oh we've heard all about you asking the maids if you could milk yourself... Jan 19 18:56:18 * HH laughs "Can't wait to tell Rosie about tha', he'll live it" Jan 19 18:56:21 Love* Jan 19 18:56:26 * Morgan nods Jan 19 18:57:30 * HH gets on with training. It's a good, much needed session. Breakfast is done and dusted, the wives getting ready to take their husband's horses up to Goodleigh when Doctor Rosenkrantz and Catherine come over. Catherine asks if she can have a word with Molly, so they stand outside talking quietly, but not so quietly Morgan can't hear if he stands in the kitchen and strains** Jan 19 18:58:03 * Morgan does so Jan 19 18:58:30 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 19 18:58:33 C: I wanted your advice about marriage Jan 19 18:59:17 I will give any advice I can, but I haven't even been married five months yet Jan 19 19:00:30 C: How important is it to marry for love? Jan 19 19:01:32 * Molly is quiet a moment, obviously thinking about it Jan 19 19:06:38 It's... that is tough to say. There are lots of things that are important in all marriages, and lots of things on top of that that have to be taken into account when in a position of nobility Jan 19 19:10:16 C: Queen Elaine refused to let me marry Kurt because he is without holdings and Eisen Jan 19 19:11:05 Marry... Kurt...? Jan 19 19:11:57 C: I like him. We wanted to get married, and we asked Elaine, back in the summer Jan 19 19:14:18 I see... certainly it will be important to have her blessing, especially as a Duchess. I would say focusing on finding someone who she will approve of who you like, can respect, and ideally feel some attraction to is most important... Jan 19 19:15:15 C: But you married Morgan for love Jan 19 19:17:18 * Molly nods "Yes... but also because I respected and trusted him and am attracted to him. I knew he would be a trustworthy husband who would take care of me and had my interests at heart. Marrying for love is pointless if in a few years those feelings cool and you are left with a man you do not like. Jan 19 19:19:13 C: what if I don't find someone like that of a suitable station, or I find someone like that of low station? Jan 19 19:19:51 * Molly sighs "It's complicated. Perhaps I am not the best to advise you in this" Jan 19 19:21:04 [Liebes herz?] Jan 19 19:21:24 [yes?] Jan 19 19:22:21 [Catherine is asking me what she should do if she finds a man she wants to marry who the Queen will not approve of due to his station... I need to tell her she wouldn't be able to, dont I?] Jan 19 19:23:00 [I'm afraid so, given the sort of woman the queen is] Jan 19 19:23:27 [Thank you] Jan 19 19:25:05 * Molly takes a deep breath "Unfortunately, your choices will be limited because of the interest your match will hold for the Queen and the nobility generally. I'm sorry. It is unfair, but that is the burden of nobility, I am afraid" Jan 19 19:26:12 C: I will have to pick the best one of the men available. What are the three most important things I should look for, do you think? Jan 19 19:26:35 **HH glances at Morgan $eavesdropping?$ Jan 19 19:27:07 $aye$ Jan 19 19:29:40 That will depend. But Loyalty, Protectiveness of his family, and being good company are vital, to me at least. Inga and other women might see it differently, and men very differently again Jan 19 19:30:17 C: I will think about what things I most want then. Thank you Jan 19 19:30:40 * Molly nods, letting Catherine back in Jan 19 19:31:03 C: Good morning, Morgan. I have come to see the baby Jan 19 19:32:14 * Morgan nods, looking at HeinzHarold Jan 19 19:32:28 go see if Elsie is decent and the baern is awake would you Jan 19 19:35:03 **He does so, returning to take Catherine up. Molly calls to Inga, who comes in from the parlour. Both husbands get kisses on the cheek before they go. Morgan can hear them outside. M: Inga, what three things do you think are most important in a husband? I: Kindness, Humour and *she whispers something Morgan can't catch. Molly sounds shocked but then they are both sniggering as they get out of earshot* Jan 19 19:35:56 * Morgan rolls his eyes, going to make coffee Jan 19 19:37:16 **Catherine stays about twenty minutes before she leaves, saying goodbye to Morgan on the way out** Jan 19 19:43:27 **The morning passes peacefully with a walk around the estate with Varick, HH and two cats, but the afternoon comes with a crying baby and heavy rain. It's Morgan's turn to settle the baby, Varick and the cats have gone for a nap, and Elsie is asleep on the couch. Jan 19 19:44:44 * Morgan rocks the baby, humming to him as he walks around the kitchen Jan 19 19:47:40 **It reminds him of doing so with Jana in the first few days where Dietlinde was still recovering from a fairly easy but still tiring birth, the way Jana had smelled of new baby and breastmilk. The weather in early march in Sudlachenburg had been changeable, and Heinzharold's first visit had been extended by heavy rain. So it is dizzying when HH says from behind him the same thing he did then "Think we've all 'ad days like that!" Jan 19 19:48:36 y'know... you said that to me before Jan 19 19:49:08 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 19 19:49:14 Did I? When? Jan 19 19:51:21 When I was wandering about my kitchen trying to calm Jana... Jan 19 19:51:27 * HH puts a hand on his shoulder "Sorry, man" Jan 19 19:51:35 its alright Jan 19 19:52:28 Weird 'ow memories come up like that. I get that with my Da sometimes, find I say things like he would, it all comes back Jan 19 19:52:43 * Morgan nods Jan 19 19:53:53 Wish I'd known 'im as a man. Not the same when yer a kid. Missed him badly when you left, spent weeks making and breaking stuff in the forge, asking him what I should do Jan 19 19:54:38 * Morgan nods, looking sad Jan 19 19:55:41 He'da followed you, I reckon Jan 19 19:55:54 give me a hiding for hurting you Jan 19 19:57:49 Then he'da hugged you so 'ard you'd wish for the hiding! Jan 19 19:58:28 * Morgan nods Jan 19 19:58:59 Loved you, y'know? Jan 19 19:59:15 * Morgan nods Jan 19 19:59:31 One of the most caring men I ever met Jan 19 20:00:08 * HH nods Jan 19 20:00:40 Gonna be 'ard, him never meeting my kids Jan 19 20:00:51 aye, I know Jan 19 20:01:15 * HH watches the rain Jan 19 20:01:44 Was all much simpler back then, wasn' it? Jan 19 20:01:53 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:01:55 aye Jan 19 20:02:31 Least we've got each other, man Jan 19 20:02:43 **Thomas has started to fall asleep** Jan 19 20:03:45 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:04:30 Girls are gonna be soaked, aren't they? Jan 19 20:05:07 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:05:19 undoubtedly Jan 19 20:08:52 *with the baby asleep, they are able to make a start on packing up. James is talking to Varick about religion downstairs. Morgan's packing into the trunk includes finding the pretty blue rope in the drawer again, as well as the book she wrote him, and an odd little sponge in a bag with some brandy in a flask Jan 19 20:10:26 * Morgan packs them away Jan 19 20:11:23 **Molly gets back about an hour before dark, and she is soaked as predicted. HH whisks Inga off to get dried and changed** Jan 19 20:11:28 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 19 20:11:55 I think I am.going to go in the pool.now, whilst I am soaked already Jan 19 20:13:18 * Morgan nods, putting a coat on Jan 19 20:13:25 You needn't come Jan 19 20:15:11 No, but I will Jan 19 20:18:18 * Molly nods. She heads across the wet lawn and courtyard eventually up to the pool. She watches it a moment Jan 19 20:18:28 I am sure this seems quite strange... Jan 19 20:20:02 You could say that Jan 19 20:21:01 * Molly nods, taking off her coat, boots, stockings and dress until she is just in her shift Jan 19 20:21:44 It feels like something I need to do Jan 19 20:23:23 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:23:26 alright Jan 19 20:26:43 * Molly looks at it again a moment before jumping in. Just like in Atemlos, she sinks down, even her hair pulled beneath the surface and stays there. Thirty seconds... forty seconds... Jan 19 20:27:46 * Morgan waits Jan 19 20:29:26 **Fifty... fifty five... a minute...** Jan 19 20:29:55 [Are you alright?] Jan 19 20:30:32 [Yes] Jan 19 20:30:50 * Morgan nods to himself, waiting Jan 19 20:31:09 * Molly pops up at one minute twelve, longer than in Atemlos. She gasps, smiling Jan 19 20:31:33 I'm getting better at it! Jan 19 20:31:43 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:31:46 yes you are Jan 19 20:31:56 * Molly swims to the edge Jan 19 20:32:53 I've played it through in my mind... fifty five seconds is how long I would have needed to have gotten my dress off and saved myself Jan 19 20:34:08 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:35:39 * Molly pulls herself out, standing up. The shift plastered to her body is very reminiscent of the one that day fifteen months ago, though it is cold and near dusk, not hot and midday Jan 19 20:36:01 It is good to know I could manage now Jan 19 20:37:10 * Morgan nods, wrapping a cloak around her Jan 19 20:37:18 * Molly smiles Jan 19 20:37:29 We didn't have a cloak last time... Jan 19 20:37:54 No, we didn't Jan 19 20:38:01 * Molly slips her boots on and gathers her things Jan 19 20:38:13 Lets go and warm up... Jan 19 20:38:22 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:38:27 how was John? Jan 19 20:38:35 * Molly walks beside him Jan 19 20:38:54 Upset, as usual, but a little better, I think? Jan 19 20:39:09 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:40:01 I managed to subtly warn him about transferring his feelings to seeking comfort Jan 19 20:40:38 oh? Jan 19 20:41:07 I thought it would be wise. But he will marry again one day, I am sure of it Jan 19 20:42:33 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:44:27 * Molly looks at him Jan 19 20:44:36 How have things been here? Jan 19 20:46:22 quiet... we've managed some packing Jan 19 20:46:53 * Molly nods "Thank you. It's strange to be leaving again" Jan 19 20:47:03 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:47:08 HeinzHarold was saying the same Jan 19 20:47:25 Will you be alright? Jan 19 20:50:06 * Molly watches him as she walks across the yard Jan 19 20:50:44 I imagine so Jan 19 20:53:56 You were troubled at returning your keys before Jan 19 20:57:13 * Morgan nods Jan 19 20:57:19 aye, I know... Jan 19 20:59:42 * Molly nods Jan 19 21:01:44 **Back in the house she gets changed. Thomas cries a little, and Varick tries to soothe him, sat beside Elsie. Varick gets bathed in a tin bath in the kitchen after his tea. When bedtime for Varick comes he asks for Morgan to do it Jan 19 21:01:59 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 19 21:02:14 We won't be here tomorrow night Jan 19 21:02:26 * Varick strokes both the cats on his bed Jan 19 21:03:57 No, we won't Jan 19 21:04:00 I don't like saying goodbye. It's too sad. Jan 19 21:04:16 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:04:21 I know... its difficult Jan 19 21:04:40 * Varick yawns, lying down Jan 19 21:04:55 Will we ever see everyone here again? Jan 19 21:07:18 I certainly hope so Jan 19 21:08:15 * Varick closes his eyes "me too" Jan 19 21:09:57 * Morgan strokes his hair Jan 19 21:10:34 **Varick falls asleep, as do the cats** Jan 19 21:11:05 * Morgan heads back downstairs Jan 19 21:11:32 **Downstairs the tin bath has been refilled, and they are all gathered around it to bathe Thomas, who is watching the faces above him. Elsie holds him, and James washes him** Jan 19 21:11:49 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 19 21:12:44 * Molly smiles at Morgan. HH has his hand on Inga's lower back, and she definitely looks broody Jan 19 21:13:25 I thought perhaps we'd have baths ready for setting off tomorrow? Jan 19 21:13:38 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:13:41 probably a good idea Jan 19 21:15:11 * Molly gets the towel ready, and Elsie hands her the baby. The three women take Thomas in by the fire in the parlour to get dried and dressed. HH hands Morgan coffee** Jan 19 21:15:25 HH: Her dip in the pool go okay? Jan 19 21:15:34 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:17:29 * Molly can be heard from the other room "Oh my goodness! Stop! It's going everywhere!" Jan 19 21:17:50 that'll be someone peeing everywhere Jan 19 21:17:55 **HH starts grinning** Jan 19 21:18:28 * Molly calls to him "Liebes herz, how do I make him stop?!" Jan 19 21:18:49 **HH creases up, having to lean against the counter** Jan 19 21:19:23 * Morgan picks up a small towel, heading into the other room and dropping it on the baby's crotch Jan 19 21:20:35 * Molly 's dress is soaked, as are her hands. The baby on the towel on the floor is cooing, looking up at Morgan. Jan 19 21:21:31 * Molly looks at Morgan "I didn't think of that" Jan 19 21:22:07 * Morgan gets down on his knees, quickly putting a nappy on the child Jan 19 21:22:35 **HH comes in, seeing Molly's hands and dress and starts laughing** Jan 19 21:23:58 * Molly looks slightly exasperated "I am going to need so much instruction before we have any!" Jan 19 21:25:59 It takes some getting used to Jan 19 21:26:23 HH: *he brings Molly a towel* Me too. First time I tried puttin' a nappy on a baby was Jana's christening day. It fell off an' I got pee all down my trousers. Our almighty leader threatened to make me go to chapel like that an' to let everyone think I'd peed myself Jan 19 21:27:44 * Molly giggles as she dries her hands, looking to Morgan "were you sorely tempted, liebling?" Jan 19 21:28:19 given how he tests my patience at times, aye Jan 19 21:28:37 What did you do? Jan 19 21:28:58 Let him get changed Jan 19 21:29:33 HH: 'ad to borrow some of his trousers. Was a bit snug in certain places! Jan 19 21:30:41 **this makes the others laugh** Jan 19 21:31:39 * Molly smiles at Morgan "bigger ass, perhaps?" Jan 19 21:31:58 yes he is Jan 19 21:32:18 * Morgan wraps up Thomas, picking him up Jan 19 21:32:36 Bit undignified isn't it young man... Jan 19 21:32:45 **The others laugh more. Molly watches Morgan with the baby a moment** Jan 19 21:33:10 I: Molly, do you want the bath and we'll sort dinner next door? Jan 19 21:34:05 * Molly nods, and the others head on to the smaller cottage Jan 19 21:34:27 You needn't stay, my love, I will be quite fine Jan 19 21:38:08 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:38:11 if you're sure Jan 19 21:38:23 * Molly nods Jan 19 21:38:44 Then would you wish me to stay and wash your hair for you like before? Jan 19 21:39:34 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:39:36 that'd be nice Jan 19 21:40:05 I'll be ready in *she has a think** maybe fifteen minutes Jan 19 21:41:10 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:41:15 alright blossom, I'll see you soon Jan 19 21:44:38 **The fifteen minutes passes quite quick, the food prep going well. She is in a dressing gown when he gets back, her wet hair braided. She seems to take great pleasure in the job of undoing and washing his hair and then watching him wash. Dried off and dressed, they return to the little cottage that was their first home and she helps with making dinner whilst Inga and Heinzharold go to bathe Jan 19 21:45:29 **Molly is having to keep the food warm forty five minutes later, waiting for them to return** Jan 19 21:45:47 We have much longer hair than them, what is taking them so long? Jan 19 21:46:21 **James looks clueless, but Elsie rocking the baby looks at Morgan with a knowing smile** Jan 19 21:48:12 * Morgan looks at Molly Jan 19 21:48:14 really? Jan 19 21:48:37 * Molly looks at Morgan "Yours is far longer than Heinzharold's!" Jan 19 21:49:08 **Elsie looks at her son, but Morgan can see the amusement there* Jan 19 21:51:05 What could two married adults be doing while they happen to be naked, I wonder... Jan 19 21:52:44 * Molly looks at him "surely not" Jan 19 21:53:01 You don't think? Jan 19 21:54:14 **Elsie and James look at each other before Elsie says** We shared this cottage with them a while, I think Morgan is right. The walls here are very thin! Jan 19 21:55:50 * Molly nods "You can here someone turn over in the other room, or get out of bed" Jan 19 21:56:29 **Claudia had also complained to Morgan about being able to hear HH and Inga when they first arrived** Jan 19 21:57:54 Claudia spent a few late nights with me when we first arrived if you recall... Jan 19 21:58:27 * Molly nods "I didn't realise that was why!" Jan 19 21:58:37 * Morgan nods Jan 19 21:59:17 Should I go and knock on the door? Jan 19 21:59:36 Give them five more minutes then we'll have to Jan 19 22:00:10 **Four minutes later, HH and Inga come in** Jan 19 22:00:26 HH: Sorry, water needed bailing Jan 19 22:00:51 * Molly glances at Morgan's expression Jan 19 22:01:02 of course Jan 19 22:01:43 **Elsie smiles* I think James and I will just do ours another night... Jan 19 22:02:49 **HH shrugs, pulling out a seat for Inga, a little smile passing between them** I'm famished Jan 19 22:03:35 * Molly busies herself with dishing up dinner, biting her lip Jan 19 22:05:10 **Dinner is pleasant, the six adults and the baby. About half way through, Inga says "Will we hear Varick if he wakes up?" Jan 19 22:05:53 thats a good question Jan 19 22:06:56 It's highly unlikely he would wake, isnt it? Jan 19 22:07:27 it'd be unusual Jan 19 22:09:23 **they do keep an ear out, but they have heard nothing. When it is time to dry the dishes, Molly stands leaning against the counter doing so, watching the others chat and laugh. Morgan spots her using the corner of the towel to wipe her eyes briefly Jan 19 22:11:25 [Going to miss this aren't you] Jan 19 22:12:01 [Very much. This is what we didnt have here before, dear friends.] Jan 19 22:12:19 [aye] Jan 19 22:13:02 [Also, look at Elsie, alive, with the baby that saw her through the constant pain and misery. They survived it, against all the odds, and they're happy...] Jan 19 22:16:30 [yes they are] Jan 19 22:16:46 * Molly finishes the dishes, and they say goodnight to Inga and HH. HH looks to Morgan "You want comp'ny for your last night walk?" Jan 19 22:21:29 * Morgan stretches Jan 19 22:21:30 aye Jan 19 22:21:39 **HH is relaxed, wandering along at Morgan's speed "Gonna tell Elsie about the mirror Alice has incase they need to get word to y' in an emergency?" Jan 19 22:21:45 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 19 22:22:24 Something along those lines... I might tell her grace... don't want James getting jumpy Jan 19 22:23:39 * HH nods Jan 19 22:23:48 Sounds food. Nice tonight Jan 19 22:24:31 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:27:19 * HH yawns loudly, jaw cracking Jan 19 22:28:09 Need some more of th' mirrors for leaving in Capperlucia? Jan 19 22:28:30 Probably... I'll have a word with Jacques Jan 19 22:28:41 * HH nods Jan 19 22:29:09 Any idea after Freiburg, or gotta wait an' see what Edward wants t' do? Jan 19 22:29:52 Need to know whats going to happen really Jan 19 22:30:17 Can't go to a weddin' if there is no wedding Jan 19 22:30:49 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:32:33 * HH keeps yawning loudly til they get back. He looks up at his window where there's still candlelight "Let's 'ope she's mostly asleep" Jan 19 22:33:35 Wore you out at bath time did she Jan 19 22:34:04 Who said we did anything a' bath time? Jan 19 22:34:33 fifty minutes it took you... Jan 19 22:34:57 Needed t' have a good scrub Jan 19 22:35:05 * HH grins Jan 19 22:35:10 evidently Jan 19 22:35:33 Mebbie I'm just tired. Sometimes a man just needs a big snuggle, nothin' naughty Jan 19 22:36:20 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:36:21 aye Jan 19 22:36:34 **he is about to go in when he says* Hey, Morgan? Jan 19 22:36:41 aye? Jan 19 22:36:45 No bums were on the table. Jan 19 22:36:52 * HH chuckles Jan 19 22:36:59 I'll make sure Molly knows Jan 19 22:37:16 Night, man Jan 19 22:38:38 night Jan 19 22:40:00 * Morgan goes into the cottage Jan 19 22:40:05 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 19 22:40:37 * Molly is naked but finishing their packing, clothes out for the morning Jan 19 22:40:47 Nice walk, my love? Jan 19 22:42:36 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:42:41 aye... are you alright? Jan 19 22:42:51 I am. I have had a note from Papa... Jan 19 22:43:11 oh? Jan 19 22:43:34 Edward was suitably concerned by the note, he and your Father have agreed he should meet you in Freiburg Jan 19 22:43:54 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:43:55 good Jan 19 22:44:53 He will set off on Saturday, stay at Innesbruck, then in Kiev and make a social call on Maubourg to see what is happening there, and then get the ferry up from Baden Jan 19 22:45:35 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:45:37 right Jan 19 22:45:47 On Tuesday night he is excepted in Freiburg with Potts or Niesfeld with Zench. We should arrive on Friday or Saturday Jan 19 22:47:06 * Molly closes the trunk. On the bedside table is the oil to stop him having nightmares Jan 19 22:48:37 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:48:43 I don't relish this task Jan 19 22:49:21 Telling Edward? Jan 19 22:49:50 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:50:07 I will do it if you prefer? Jan 19 22:50:27 No... it should be me Jan 19 22:50:44 I will aid you in whatever way you wish Jan 19 22:51:06 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:51:08 I know my love Jan 19 22:51:31 I am feeling sad about leaving... would you aid me? Jan 19 22:51:49 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:51:51 what do you need Jan 19 22:52:14 May I use the oil on your back like we did before? Jan 19 22:53:11 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:53:15 if that is what you require Jan 19 22:53:46 It would help me feel restful Jan 19 22:53:51 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:53:52 alright Jan 19 22:54:21 I would have you do so on me, but alas that doesn't make me at all restful Jan 19 22:55:30 no... Jan 19 22:55:50 * Molly flattens the sheets off Jan 19 22:56:07 It makes me the opposite really, whereas you find it calming? Jan 19 22:56:12 * Morgan nods Jan 19 22:56:49 * Molly comes to him, undoing his shirt. It is sweet, not seductive Jan 19 22:59:21 * Morgan waits until the shirt is off before taking his trousers off and climbing onto the bed Jan 19 23:01:00 * Molly straddles his hips, warming the oil in her hands before working it into his shoulders and his back, using all the knowledge she has gained from the previous massages to make him relaxed and comfortable. She spends so long on it that he finds himself dozing off Jan 19 23:02:39 ((Let's himself fall asleep or roused himself enough to tell her?)) Jan 19 23:04:40 ((tells her)) Jan 19 23:06:04 * Molly rubs the excess oil into his buttocks in a way that would be arousing if he wasn't half asleep, kisses his cheek and settles down Jan 19 23:06:21 Goodnight, my love, sweet dreams Jan 19 23:06:45 goodnight blossom Jan 19 23:07:34 * Molly sings to him after he magically extinguishes the candle, but he barely has time to identify the song before he is asleep Jan 20 00:08:30 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 20 18:10:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 20 18:11:12 **At first he dreams in the same timeline as last night, where he tossed and turned for hours hearing her moan his nickname in his head again and again. It is the evening after, they haven't even discussed what happened the night before. After some time spent kissing downstairs she is kissing him goodnight on the landing. She presses the length of her body close to him, kissing a little deeper, a little harder** Jan 20 18:13:17 * Morgan returns her kiss Jan 20 18:13:38 **She moves away a little, and looks at him shyly** Jan 20 18:13:38 Goodnight, liebes herz Jan 20 18:13:57 * Morgan nods Jan 20 18:14:00 goodnight blossom Jan 20 18:14:18 * Molly watches him a moment "Would you like me to keep my door closed and be quieter tonight, now that I know what I am doing?" Jan 20 18:14:43 * Morgan blushes before shaking his head Jan 20 18:15:09 I hope it didn't stop you sleeping last night… Jan 20 18:16:09 a little perhaps Jan 20 18:16:50 * Molly chews the corner of her lower lip "I hope that isn't because you were thinking bad things about me" Jan 20 18:17:09 No blossom, not at all Jan 20 18:17:20 * Molly nods Jan 20 18:17:51 I am glad... I hope whatever was troubling you troubles you less tonight Jan 20 18:18:24 it wasn't... troubling as such Jan 20 18:18:48 No? What was it? Jan 20 18:19:03 * Molly watches him curiously Jan 20 18:19:40 * Morgan sighs Jan 20 18:19:43 arousing Jan 20 18:21:29 * Molly 's brows raise Jan 20 18:21:51 Oh! I... I didn't realise... I'm sorry Jan 20 18:22:03 there's no need to be Jan 20 18:22:22 I wouldn't wish to make you uncomfortable like that Jan 20 18:22:34 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 20 18:23:09 * Molly blinks rapidly "You... you aren't troubled by it being arousing to you?" Jan 20 18:23:58 No... Jan 20 18:24:16 * Molly looks very relieved "Oh good" Jan 20 18:24:49 good? Jan 20 18:27:52 If you had been upset, I would have ensured you did not need to hear it... Jan 20 18:28:06 * Morgan nods Jan 20 18:28:23 Also, it's... *she blushes* Jan 20 18:29:25 its what? Jan 20 18:30:02 I quite like the idea that you are listening and it doesn't trouble you… that you approve  of my actions and enjoyment *she blushes, smiling* Jan 20 18:31:15 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 20 18:31:41 Is that alright, that I like that? Jan 20 18:33:09 * Morgan nods Jan 20 18:33:10 aye Jan 20 18:33:45 * Molly nods Jan 20 18:34:04 I am going to my bed then... Jan 20 18:34:29 alright blossom Jan 20 18:35:40 * Molly kisses him on the lips briefly before pulling away, eyes lingering on him a moment before she goes into her room Jan 20 18:36:25 * Molly leaves the door mostly open. The layout means he can see part of the room but not the bed, which is tucked in behind the door. Jan 20 18:38:25 * Morgan heads into his own room Jan 20 18:38:40 **He hears ten minutes of her singing quietly to herself as she undresses, brushes out her hair and prepares for bed, then the sound of her getting in and comfortable. Jan 20 18:44:10 * Morgan settles on his bed with his book Jan 20 18:44:47 **The first sound other than the gentle movement of the bed is a long slow murmur of relaxation, clearer again because of the door. His book is on his bedside table just where he left it, at the point where the ship is off a dangerous coast, and despite the night being incredibly calm there is a whisper of breeze through the bound sails** Jan 20 18:47:57 **Next he hears a moan again, the pleasure of her fingers on herself intimately, and more soft moans follow it, interspersed with little gasps as the sensation surprises her once more. It is hard to focus, and he reads a line about how the man in the crow's nest notices a strange disturbance on the surface under the silvery moon three times, his eyes coming back to it as her pleasure distracts him somewhat** Jan 20 18:49:33 * Morgan puts the book aside, rubbing himself Jan 20 18:50:15 **There's not as much exploration of the rhythm  tonight, quickly settling into what seemed to work so well the previous night. He can hear her almost as clearly as if she were in his bed, in his arms. Her whimpers and sighs are escalating. Jan 20 18:52:10 * Morgan continues Jan 20 18:53:58 *She starts to draw in and hold the breaths between the intense moans, the point she had first stopped last night. The bed rhythm becomes louder as her fingers become faster, rougher Jan 20 18:56:49 * Morgan does likewise Jan 20 18:57:53 *she speaks aloud, driven by arousal strong enough to lower inhibition, her voice full of need* feels… so… good… Jan 20 18:58:53 * Morgan rubs himself harder Jan 20 18:59:12 **her breathing escalates,  become fast, harsh pants, a quick gasped inhale followed by a sound on the exhale, an Mmm, an Ah, sometimes it is more suppressed like a harsher breath. They come in an unpredictable stream, about one every second and getting louder** Jan 20 19:04:44 * Morgan continues Jan 20 19:05:10 **Still mid-climax, she moans quietly but with ecstasy clearly heard "Oh god! Oh my god!" Jan 20 19:09:03 * Morgan smiles as he rubs himself Jan 20 19:09:57 **she exhales hard, then continues to provide plenty of intense sounds of her continuing enjoyment, and the moving bed sounds illuminate for him that this must be making her tense and writhe only a handful of inches away from him** Jan 20 19:15:13 * Morgan breathes out slowly, trying to calm down Jan 20 19:15:29 **she peaks once more, pitch turning higher. It sounds slightly muffled as if she cries out against a pillow or her own hand** Jan 20 19:25:56 **her movements starts to slow a little, murmurs becoming softer, less urgent Jan 20 19:27:06 * Morgan slows his own movements down Jan 20 19:29:09 * Molly suddenly climaxes hard once more, it seems to take her by surprise. She moans "oh god, liebes herz", the intensity of the sound becoming almost a growly sort of sound Jan 20 19:29:40 * Morgan speeds up again Jan 20 19:32:15 * Molly 's bed creaks more, and she seems to become even more swept away by this as she peaks yet again. If anything, she is getting louder, less inhibited, and more primal Jan 20 19:33:52 * Morgan makes a 'huh' noise involuntarily Jan 20 19:37:26 * Molly writhes violently in the bed, which makes the headboard make contact with wall in a series of small taps. She moans so intensely it sounds almost like pain, and she grinds out words amidst the shocking pleasure "Oh god, liebes herz, fuck!" Jan 20 19:38:25 * Morgan tries not to laugh Jan 20 19:39:46 * Molly orgasms hard again, then gradually peaks softer, then further apart Jan 20 19:40:37 * Morgan rubs himself furiously, chasing his own orgasm Jan 20 19:43:01 * Molly moans softly, sustained and drawn out, sounding shuddery, breathless, and almost awed by the sensations Jan 20 19:48:52 * Morgan finally gets there, loosing himself Jan 20 19:49:48 *she lets out a quiet sigh of relief and  pleasure, the movements coming to a stop* Jan 20 19:51:22 * Morgan lets out a quiet breath before moving to get cleaned up Jan 20 19:51:49 *her heavy breathing starts to slow as she comes back down to earth** Jan 20 19:54:34 **He has a hand towel on the bedside table where he can use it after his nightmares. The etched line picture on the front of the book has a shipwreck on the shore, and in the horizon, an island, it looks like Lundy** Jan 20 19:55:08 * Morgan looks at the picture before using the towel Jan 20 19:55:14 *she exhales hard* wow… Jan 20 19:56:43 * Morgan smiles to himself, settling back into bed Jan 20 19:56:50 Liebes herz? Jan 20 19:58:22 yes blossom? Jan 20 19:58:36 *she sounds utterly spent and dazed* Thank you for teaching me about this Jan 20 20:00:05 you are quite welcome Jan 20 20:00:21 Are you alright? Jan 20 20:01:32 aye Jan 20 20:02:53 Good... *she makes a very long pause as if she's thinking about something before she simply says* Goodnight Jan 20 20:03:56 Goodnight blossom Jan 20 20:04:31 * Molly settles down, sighing with satisfaction Jan 20 20:05:19 * Morgan smiles slightly, trying to settle down Jan 20 20:05:26 **he starts to hear an odd noise, like crying** Jan 20 20:05:42 * Morgan frowns, listening Jan 20 20:05:54 **It gets louder** Jan 20 20:06:32 * Morgan tries to pinpoint the sound Jan 20 20:07:03 **It seems to be everywhere. It sounds like a baby** Jan 20 20:07:11 what the hell? Jan 20 20:07:51 **It is Thomas crying quietly that awakens him, he thinks it is around two. Molly doesn't seem to hear it. It reminds him of the many nights Jana would stir in the crib he made her, not the Koertig family heirloom she ought to be in, and he would reach in and pat her, sometimes soothing her back to sleep before she needed to be put to Dietlinde's breast. He is thinking of her tiny nails when he falls back asleep. Jan 20 20:08:36 **It is the night before the are due to sail for the Monastery, his and Molly's return from Carleon three weeks ago. Despite their discussion that although there was mutual arousal and they had to be reserved, they had ended up unable to draw away from kissing and drinking for half the night. Jan 20 20:08:37 **He should have known better, but the attraction, desire and intoxication had led to them making love on the couch. He'd yearned to sink into her body, into her arms, into her spirit and tender care for him. He'd felt properly alive for the first time in years, everything as warmed up as an excellent sparring sensation, as urgent and excited as watching an approaching army. Jan 20 20:08:37 **She'd been so responsive and orgasmic, her caressing hands all over his bare arms and back, no shyness about moaning during each peak. He'd arched, swollen and pleasure surging, strong climax begun. Jan 20 20:09:00 **His fight between need and willpower was fierce. He'd never withdrawn from Dietlinde, always burying deep and grinding within her, because they'd either been wanting a child, she'd been pregnant, or her courses hadn't resumed due to feeding. Jan 20 20:09:00 **He'd managed to withdraw from Molly at the last possible moment despite how violently his body was shuddering from orgasm, dragging his throbbing erection from her hot core and pressing it to her mound, a buck of his hips accompanying the hard pulsing that shot what felt like buckets of his seed onto the soft skin of her belly and into the curly hair. . Jan 20 20:09:00 ** Two years without release had left him shocked by the intensity of sexual pleasure and meant he'd needed several moments before his brain re-engaged, just resting on his arms above Molly who appeared to find his release pleasurable enough to quietly orgasm again. Jan 20 20:09:26 **Then suddenly, vulnerability and reality had hit him. He'd hated himself badly for betraying his vows to Dietlinde, written clear in pain on his face. Molly had apologised profusely, and seeing tears well in his eyes had said "Talk to me, liebes herz, you can cry to me, I won't think less of you or judge you". Jan 20 20:09:26 **He didn't want to talk. As she wiped her stomach and between her thighs with her discarded shift he'd pulled on his breeches, snatched up his clothes and bid her a terse goodnight (the only thing he could manage to get to come through his choked up throat) and shut the door firmly** Jan 20 20:09:26 **He'd scrubbed at himself with the cold water, soap and a rough flannel until his flaccid manhood and balls stung, trying to get the smell of sex that was both familiar and different to what he was used to off him. Jan 20 20:10:16 ** Then he'd climbed into bed with a bottle of scotch, sobbed quietly into a pillow between mouthfuls, and wished for death desperately, feeling like the most dishonourable, despicable wretch to have ever lived. The last thing he'd remembered was dropping the empty bottle on the floor. Jan 20 20:10:17 **The next morning it had been on the nightstand. He'd caught a glimpse of it reflecting the shaft of early-morning sunlight between his curtains, too bright for his pounding head. So he'd also missed dawn too, another betrayal. Jan 20 20:10:17 ** A pillow was propped behind him to stop him turning to his back and possibly choking to death if he vomited. To the same end, a towel was beneath his head, and a chamber pot was strategically placed on the floor. Jan 20 20:10:41 **It was not the scotch roiling in his belly but guilt and self-hatred. Regardless, he vomited twice before getting dressed. Molly looked like she hadn't slept a wink, but was tidily dressed and groomed, and packed despite them having three more days here. Her insistence that they go home was a relief. Jan 20 20:10:41 **The distance between them was immediate, her behaviour formal and politely neutral, a master-at-arms and a housekeeper, not friends. He'd ridden up with the coachman when it was dry, and she'd read or slept most of the three days travel back, and then disappeared back into Catherine's house, always working but never present. Jan 20 20:10:41 **In the three weeks since, he has missed her. His world felt much greyer and colder. He has missed their friendship and having her as a confidant.  He missed her presence and smile. His guilt is still a daily torment, but he hopes they can regain any small measure of the friendship they had once had. Jan 20 20:10:57 **After dinner she is sweeping the floor, Curtis poorly and in bed. It's just the two of them in the dining hall, and she seems to be making no effort to gain his notice** Jan 20 20:12:13 * Morgan sits at the table, sighing heavily Jan 20 20:12:41 * Molly glances at him Jan 20 20:12:44 Tea? Jan 20 20:12:47 please Jan 20 20:13:14 * Molly returns a minute later with a cup for him, but she resumes sweeping Jan 20 20:14:24 Molly... can we talk? Jan 20 20:14:43 * Molly nods, still sweeping Jan 20 20:14:47 Yes Jan 20 20:15:23 sit, please... Jan 20 20:16:25 * Molly sets down the broom, and comes to sit across from him, fingers interlinked on the table. She looks a little tired Jan 20 20:16:29 Yes? Jan 20 20:17:00 I'm sorry... I've treated you terribly Jan 20 20:17:35 * Molly shakes her head Jan 20 20:18:07 It is my fault, I shouldn't have mentioned imagining kissing you. Jan 20 20:18:29 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 20 20:18:35 you did nothing wrong... Jan 20 20:18:48 * Molly looks at her hands Jan 20 20:19:00 I am not going to Castille tomorrow. Jan 20 20:19:15 You wish to be away from me. Jan 20 20:19:25 No. Jan 20 20:19:36 Then why? Jan 20 20:19:40 I have things to do here that are urgent. Jan 20 20:19:48 * Molly still doesn't look up Jan 20 20:19:57 such as? Jan 20 20:20:05 I need to get Curtis to agree to a De Futuro betrothal. Jan 20 20:20:31 * Molly looks up. Her expression is serious Jan 20 20:20:52 * Morgan sighs Jan 20 20:21:10 I understand Jan 20 20:21:15 * Molly watches his expression Jan 20 20:21:22 Do you? Jan 20 20:22:19 because of what I took from you Jan 20 20:22:54 You took nothing that was not freely given. Jan 20 20:24:21 Regardless... I did you wrong Jan 20 20:24:55 No... Jan 20 20:26:33 * Morgan nods Jan 20 20:26:47 * Molly pulls her shawl tighter around her Jan 20 20:26:52 That is not why. Jan 20 20:27:02 then why? Jan 20 20:27:16 * Molly watches him solemnly Jan 20 20:27:22 I have missed my course by a week, and I was sick this morning and yesterday. Jan 20 20:28:36 * Morgan frowns Jan 20 20:28:41 but... I withdrew... Jan 20 20:28:51 * Molly nods Jan 20 20:28:57 I recall Jan 20 20:29:17 and yet... Jan 20 20:30:51 I've asked a midwife. It is uncommon, but it happens. Jan 20 20:31:21 oh Molly... I am sorry Jan 20 20:31:26 I have not lain with anyone else. Jan 20 20:32:41 I did not suggest such Jan 20 20:32:48 * Molly fiddles with the fringing on the shawl Jan 20 20:32:51 If he will agree, I will keep the child and pass it off as his. Only you and I know what happened that night. Once Curtis is well I will go to his bed and he will see blood that alongside that letter confirms he has taken my virginity. Sometimes babies come a few weeks earlier and noone needs to be any the wiser. Jan 20 20:33:59 * Morgan frowns Jan 20 20:34:02 and if he does not? Jan 20 20:34:27 If he will not, I will break the engagement and leave with the money I have left from Carleon. I will go away somewhere and do whatever I need to resolve the problem. Jan 20 20:34:45 what do you mean resolve it? Jan 20 20:35:50 * Molly looks deeply unhappy Jan 20 20:35:55 I know what herbs to take and how. Though I would far prefer the child lives, I will do what is necessary. Jan 20 20:37:05 What of your future? Jan 20 20:38:54 I would look for work, perhaps I can get a character reference from Lady Torrington. I have not thought that far ahead. Jan 20 20:39:42 You don't care for Jaeger Jan 20 20:40:13 He is... not a bad man. Jan 20 20:40:50 thats not what I said Jan 20 20:41:07 I care for him as a friend. Jan 20 20:42:39 and me? Jan 20 20:44:04 * Molly looks pained "Morgan..." Jan 20 20:44:43 * Morgan sighs Jan 20 20:45:08 * Molly does likewise Jan 20 20:45:38 What I feel for you... It's not what worher of us would have chosen. Jan 20 20:45:47 Either* Jan 20 20:46:52 I do not wish my child to be raised by him Jan 20 20:47:29 * Molly interlinks her fingers Jan 20 20:47:49 You would prefer I use the herbs? Jan 20 20:47:56 No Jan 20 20:50:08 I cannot give the child any sort of life alone. Jan 20 20:50:51 What if... I took care of you both? Jan 20 20:52:09 I do not see how that would- *she pauses a moment, taking a long shallow breath with her eyes closed* Jan 20 20:54:08 -work in everyone's favour. Jan 20 20:54:50 Why not? Jan 20 20:55:47 Because now that I know what intercourse can be like, I want it to be part of my future. I could lead Curtis to being competent now I know what competence is. Jan 20 20:56:40 * Morgan frowns Jan 20 20:59:18 Perhaps we could come to some sort of arrangement... Jan 20 20:59:33 I do not wish to live the life of a spinster, or some distant family member. I will- *she stands suddenly, pushing her chair back* just a minute! **she makes a dash for the kitchen* Jan 20 21:01:37 **He can hear her bear the consequences of their intoxicated tryst as she casts up her accounts. A couple of minutes passes before she returns with a cup of hot water that smells like ginger and lemon** Jan 20 21:01:52 I'm sorry. Where were we? Jan 20 21:03:05 I was suggesting some sort of arrangement... I'm not asking you to be a spinster, but... I don't wish my child to be raised by Jaeger... Jan 20 21:03:26 What sort of arrangement? Jan 20 21:03:45 well, I don't know... you could have lovers, perhaps... Jan 20 21:04:05 But I would never be permitted to wed? Jan 20 21:04:16 * Molly sips the concoction Jan 20 21:04:34 That could be decided in the future... Jan 20 21:05:13 And what about when the child was grown? What happens then? Jan 20 21:05:36 I dont _know_... I don't have an answer for something I only just learned about Jan 20 21:05:43 * Molly nods Jan 20 21:06:05 I am sorry. I would never have wished this disaster to befall you Jan 20 21:06:14 * Morgan sighs Jan 20 21:06:58 It is... unfortunate in this circumstance, but life is not a disaster Jan 20 21:07:44 * Molly shrugs Jan 20 21:08:40 Having finally proven that my family were right about the sort of girl I am, it rather feels like it. Jan 20 21:08:53 No... no, you mustn't think that Jan 20 21:09:53 * Molly looks at the table. He can see she is trying not to cry Jan 20 21:10:44 I will look after you... Jan 20 21:12:10 But I must break the engagement. And then I have to leave Tawstock. Jan 20 21:13:07 You don't need to leave Tawstock Jan 20 21:14:28 Yes I do! I cannot bear to have people see me increasing here without a wedding ring! Jan 20 21:15:28 That is what it would take? Jan 20 21:16:11 Why would I need to stay in Tawstock where they will call me a whore and be far more accurate this time? Jan 20 21:16:24 * Molly looks distressed more than angry Jan 20 21:16:30 * Morgan scowls Jan 20 21:16:33 thats not how it was Jan 20 21:17:42 I know that! It was... it was... *she sighs* it was magical, and wonderful and it fills my dreams, but it was far beyond acceptable behaviour. Jan 20 21:20:59 * Molly frowns deeply, watching him Jan 20 21:21:14 * Morgan stares into middle distance Jan 20 21:22:18 I shouldn't have told you. You would probably have come back from Castille to he and I wed, and never have been any the wiser! Jan 20 21:22:39 There's no point in what if'ing. Jan 20 21:23:06 If I try to marry him, you would stop me? Jan 20 21:23:48 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:24:47 It is _my_ body that will undergo the strain and changes, and my life that would be risked by birthing the baby. The decision should be mine because of that. Jan 20 21:25:45 * Morgan sits upright Jan 20 21:26:08 very well Jan 20 21:26:20 * Molly looks wary as hell Jan 20 21:26:32 Very well? Jan 20 21:27:04 It is clear nothing I say will make any difference, it seems you have already made your decision Jan 20 21:28:43 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am scared, and I never intended for any of this! Jan 20 21:30:10 I never thought you did... Jan 20 21:32:00 I don't know what to do! You're leaving tomorrow, and I am going to have to bear all this alone, and I just want a life I will not find unbearable! *she sobs, putting her face in her hands* Jan 20 21:33:00 I will be coming back... especially now... Jan 20 21:33:33 But it will still be three weeks or more Jan 20 21:34:21 What worries you about that time? Jan 20 21:35:29 Because for it to look like it is his child, I would have to lay with him as soon as possible. I could not afford to wait three weeks, the child would clearly be too big to be born a little early... Jan 20 21:35:47 * Morgan sighs Jan 20 21:36:08 I dont _want_ you to do that. If you need to wed, that is what I will do. Jan 20 21:36:28 That would be intolerable for you. Jan 20 21:36:40 Having my child raised by him would be intolerable Jan 20 21:37:02 Having any woman in her place would be intolerable. Jan 20 21:37:26 * Morgan scowls Jan 20 21:37:32 it is the right thing to do Jan 20 21:38:19 I would be able to take lovers once the child was born and I was churches? Jan 20 21:38:24 Churched? Jan 20 21:39:12 I expect so Jan 20 21:39:38 * Molly nods "And I would have to live in Tawstock?" Jan 20 21:39:59 My thoughts on that are... complex Jan 20 21:40:18 And you would never take lovers or a mistress? Jan 20 21:40:31 Why would that matter? Jan 20 21:41:25 Because if you would not be willing or able to make love to me, as your wife, I would be deeply hurt by you making love to other women. Jan 20 21:42:52 * Molly sips her hot drink Jan 20 21:43:01 * Morgan blinks Jan 20 21:43:35 * Molly watches him Jan 20 21:43:38 What? Jan 20 21:44:10 I... did not realise you were so affected by that Jan 20 21:44:37 By having a marriage without love-making? Jan 20 21:45:13 That the idea of my being intimate with another would hurt you... Jan 20 21:45:23 * Molly nods Jan 20 21:45:31 It would, very badly. Jan 20 21:45:45 You need not worry on that Jan 20 21:46:05 * Molly nods Jan 20 21:46:44 And you would keep me after our child was grown and had made their own life? I would not be left destitute? Jan 20 21:47:17 I will take care of you. Jan 20 21:47:24 * Molly nods Jan 20 21:47:42 Are there any conditions you would wish to negotiate upon? Jan 20 21:48:03 probably. I don't know yet Jan 20 21:48:13 * Molly nods Jan 20 21:48:27 Then I will break my engagement. Jan 20 21:48:34 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:48:43 arrange for the betrothal, I will sign it upon my return Jan 20 21:49:22 And we can count it as consummated already, we must just lie about the date? Jan 20 21:49:32 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:49:35 if you wish Jan 20 21:49:55 I would not force you to do it again. Jan 20 21:50:03 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:50:34 * Molly nods, standing up "Very well. Goodnight then" Jan 20 21:50:50 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:51:31 * Molly takes her cup, heading towards the servant's quarters. She pauses at the door "Morgan?" Jan 20 21:51:40 yes? Jan 20 21:51:53 "I appreciate your generosity and sacrifice." Jan 20 21:52:00 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 20 21:52:36 It is the right thing to do... my... reaction hides the fact I care for you Jan 20 21:53:12 **she nods** "I hope one day you will be able to forgive me enough to call me Blossom again." Jan 20 21:54:09 There is no need for you to be forgiven... our recent estrangement has stopped us talking... Jan 20 21:54:35 I have been very preoccupied in recent days Jan 20 21:54:40 * Morgan nods Jan 20 21:55:02 Get some sleep, we'll talk before I leave Jan 20 21:55:29 * Molly nods "Goodnight, Liebes herz" Jan 20 21:55:38 goodnight blossom Jan 20 21:56:10 * Molly goes, the door closing behind her and leaving him in utter silence, all alone in the dining room Jan 20 21:56:41 * Morgan drinks his tea Jan 20 21:57:10 **A crying baby wakes him once more** Jan 20 22:02:48 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 21 00:59:13 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Fri Jan 21 00:59:13 2022 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Fri Jan 21 00:59:24 2022 Jan 21 00:59:24 * Now talking on #7thsea Jan 22 13:40:55 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 22 13:43:57 * Molly , mostly asleep, pats his arm "I'll get her this time, you can get her next time" Jan 22 13:48:39 get who? Jan 22 13:52:38 * Molly murmurs "Madchen. She'll only want bubbies" Jan 22 13:55:08 * Morgan rubs her arm Jan 22 13:55:13 go back to sleep love Jan 22 13:55:44 * Molly rouses a little, baby still quietly crying "Oh, it's Thomas" Jan 22 13:56:35 * Morgan nods Jan 22 13:56:36 aye Jan 22 13:57:29 * Molly cuddles up to him Jan 22 13:57:37 How was your night? Jan 22 13:57:58 rough Jan 22 13:58:14 Do you want to talk about it? Jan 22 13:59:38 That first night we kissed... we had sex and you got pregnant. It ruined everything Jan 22 13:59:47 I _hated_ myself Jan 22 14:00:30 * Molly strokes his arm "I am sorry, my love" Jan 22 14:03:44 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:03:51 I'll write it down later Jan 22 14:05:03 I would say that was highly implausible, liebling Jan 22 14:05:22 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:06:01 How do you feel now? Jan 22 14:07:57 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:13:15 In what way can I aid you, my love? Jan 22 14:13:48 I'm alright blossom Jan 22 14:14:17 You do not need to be away from me? Jan 22 14:14:50 Why would I? Jan 22 14:15:28 The feelings linger, I know. It might be unpleasant to be in bed with me like this if you are feeling some left over guilt Jan 22 14:16:39 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 22 14:16:40 I'm alright Jan 22 14:20:23 * Molly nods Jan 22 14:21:45 I dreamt we lived in a house just outside Kiev. Your parents had come to stay with us as we had just had Madchen. You were cross because your Father had just run a tirade over your head Jan 22 14:22:00 Rung* Jan 22 14:23:13 My father? Surely not. Jan 22 14:23:54 * Molly giggles Jan 22 14:25:00 Mmhmm. He said you needed to rein yourself in, because I'd had three children in four years. **she giggles more** He had _diagrams_. Jan 22 14:26:36 oh dear Jan 22 14:28:22 * Molly nods Jan 22 14:28:43 You were deeply unimpressed, my love Jan 22 14:29:22 That comes as no surprise really Jan 22 14:29:31 * Molly kisses his cheek "I need to get up and pack the last few things" Jan 22 14:30:26 * Morgan nods Jan 22 14:30:28 alright blossom Jan 22 14:31:26 * Molly is still getting dressed when he goes downstairs. The kitchen is tidy, but as Elsie, James and Thomas will remain it's not as cleaned out as next door. Everything is quiet now Jan 22 14:31:46 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 22 14:32:37 **HH looks a bit unhappy when he arrives, getting himself coffee** Morning. Jan 22 14:33:23 * Morgan sips his coffee, watching his friend Jan 22 14:33:27 Coulda told me the walls were thin! Jan 22 14:35:14 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:38:27 * HH flops into a chair with his coffee Jan 22 14:38:30 Figured it out cos Inga was talkin' to me from the other room, not even shouting. Jan 22 14:39:07 * Morgan nods Jan 22 14:39:13 * HH blushes, rubbing his brow wearily Jan 22 14:39:17 No wonder Beth said my wife was lucky, she musta heard everything! Jan 22 14:39:38 * Morgan nods Jan 22 14:39:40 most likely Jan 22 14:39:50 **he sighs* At least I gave a good accountin' of myself that night. Jan 22 14:40:02 apparently so Jan 22 14:40:19 * HH sips his coffee, looking at Morgan Jan 22 14:40:39 How you doing? Jan 22 14:40:45 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:40:51 nightmares Jan 22 14:41:19 What 'appened? Jan 22 14:43:00 Went too far too fast with Molly back before we were together. She ended up pregnant, I felt I'd betrayed Dietlinde... hated myself for it Jan 22 14:43:56 * HH winces Jan 22 14:44:05 Yeah, that's a bad one Jan 22 14:44:12 * Morgan nods Jan 22 14:47:58 Didn't happen though, man Jan 22 14:48:36 I know Jan 22 14:49:01 Not the sorta thing you'd do Jan 22 14:49:27 * Morgan nods Jan 22 14:49:28 I know Jan 22 14:50:31 * HH nods Jan 22 14:50:49 Whatcha reck'n it means, if anything? Jan 22 14:51:26 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:51:41 Maybe its a 'could have been'... Jan 22 14:52:13 Tha's what I mean though, couldn't have been b'cause yer not like that Jan 22 14:52:34 grief does strange things to people man Jan 22 14:53:26 Strange enough t' have sex outta marriage with someone's fiancee though? Jan 22 14:53:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 14:57:01 What's Molly say? Jan 22 14:57:25 That it must have been horrible for me Jan 22 14:58:20 * HH nods Jan 22 14:58:37 Bothers y' that mebbie it could have been? Jan 22 14:58:44 Some, aye Jan 22 14:59:40 more that the feelings of it remain... Jan 22 14:59:49 Need a hug? Jan 22 14:59:53 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:00:06 * HH gets up, opening his arms Jan 22 15:00:21 * Morgan does the same, embracing his friend Jan 22 15:00:54 * HH hugs him "It's alright man, noone got hurt, y' haven't done anything wrong " Jan 22 15:06:06 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:06:34 * HH rubs his back a moment Jan 22 15:10:41 You good? Jan 22 15:10:56 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:10:56 aye Jan 22 15:11:43 * HH lets him go and sits down again Jan 22 15:12:09 You worryin' about Edward? Jan 22 15:16:11 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:16:23 very much, actually Jan 22 15:17:41 Reck'n that's some of it? Accidentally gettin' someone knocked up. Jan 22 15:18:41 Could be I suppose... Jan 22 15:20:12 What were y'gonna dinabout Molly? Jan 22 15:20:25 Do about* Jan 22 15:20:28 in what respect? Jan 22 15:20:43 In the dream, being increasing Jan 22 15:21:15 oh... Marry her. I couldn't tolerate my child being raised by Jaeger Jan 22 15:21:47 * HH nods Jan 22 15:22:20 An' yer worrying about whether Edward's gonna insist on marryin' Alice? Jan 22 15:23:20 Its the sort of idiocy he'd come out with... Jan 22 15:23:39 * Morgan sips his coffee Jan 22 15:24:04 Mebbie it's just yer worries getting all jiggled together in yer noggin Jan 22 15:25:43 Possibly. Jan 22 15:25:58 I'm not going to tell him who Florrie looks like Jan 22 15:26:24 * HH nods slowly Jan 22 15:26:30 Alright...? Jan 22 15:27:02 Or that if something happens to Alice, I'll be her guardian Jan 22 15:27:30 Why not? Jan 22 15:28:36 Knowing who she looks like won't help him come to terms with her existence or help him deal with Mina... and I suspect if he hears I'll be her guardian, his immediate reaction will be to think I've done that on purpose... take his daughter from him as he did from me... Jan 22 15:29:10 * HH nods slowly again Jan 22 15:29:21 Hadn' thought of that. Jan 22 15:29:50 and I've no intention of telling my father anything until things are... clearer Jan 22 15:32:38 * HH nods Jan 22 15:32:52 He's gonna flip his shit Jan 22 15:33:17 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:33:19 oh yes Jan 22 15:33:39 He went mad about Jarvie marrying... Jan 22 15:35:10 Doesn' surprise me. This is gonna be way worse Jan 22 15:35:33 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:36:46 Gotta let Edward square it away in 'is own head, then sort Mina, before yer Da gets involved? Jan 22 15:37:04 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:37:05 absolutely Jan 22 15:37:41 Feel sorry f' him? Jan 22 15:38:33 Edward? Jan 22 15:38:51 Yep Jan 22 15:38:55 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:38:57 some, aye Jan 22 15:41:03 * HH nods Jan 22 15:41:22 Inga says Mina is th' one she feels sorry for Jan 22 15:41:53 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:42:02 I feel for her, I really do Jan 22 15:43:46 * HH nods Jan 22 15:44:01 She knows he was sleepin' around? Jan 22 15:44:40 They had some arrangement Jan 22 15:44:50 He broken it? Jan 22 15:45:56 I suspect getting someone pregnant was beyond the scope of it... but... he'd been forbidden to see her anymore Jan 22 15:46:33 So they 'ad an agreement, but they were also on a break? Jan 22 15:47:14 Its complicated. She thought he'd just gone off her... he thought any hope of being with her was gone.. Jan 22 15:48:36 * HH nods Jan 22 15:49:36 Doesn' sound like he did Mina wrong then, on techn'calities Jan 22 15:49:46 no... Jan 22 15:50:23 But it's the spirit o' the law, not the letter o' the law that counts with women, right? Jan 22 15:50:32 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:50:34 exactly Jan 22 15:50:49 Perhaps now that she knows it all, she'll be more inclined to understand Jan 22 15:51:18 Tough t'say. He might lose her. Jan 22 15:51:25 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:51:54 I don't want him thinking thats what I'm pushing for... which is why I'm telling him alone Jan 22 15:53:23 Needs t' know it's not vengeance for what he did... Jan 22 15:53:32 * Morgan nods Jan 22 15:53:34 exactly Jan 22 15:53:58 You goin' to Sudlachenburg? Jan 22 15:54:23 I'm having him meet us Jan 22 15:54:41 * HH nods Jan 22 15:55:17 Thought about the 'orses? Jan 22 15:55:49 * Morgan looks mildly confused Jan 22 15:58:56 Valkyrie, Leni, and *he grimaces* Buttercup. Jan 22 15:59:07 what about them? Jan 22 16:00:41 Do we still need 'em? Lotsa hassle to have horses on deck Jan 22 16:01:10 No, I suppose not Jan 22 16:02:35 Leave 'em at Sunnymeade? Jan 22 16:03:02 Might be an idea Jan 22 16:04:36 * HH nods Jan 22 16:05:17 Not sure wha' the next month even holds, right? Might be a wedding, might not. Jan 22 16:05:33 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:05:34 quite Jan 22 16:08:34 But still gotta get on our way to Capperlucia in January either way? Jan 22 16:08:40 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:08:50 aye, we've got deadlines to meet Jan 22 16:09:06 * HH nods Jan 22 16:09:35 Think Molly wanted to sail from Zweibrucke, 'ave a lookie at yer next ships Jan 22 16:10:20 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:10:27 Varick does too Jan 22 16:11:55 * HH nods Jan 22 16:12:34 Gives you a startin' point at least Jan 22 16:12:53 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:12:58 need to get them to sea and working really Jan 22 16:14:18 * HH nods Jan 22 16:14:37 Gonna be tough when we're on a tropical island. Jan 22 16:14:48 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 22 16:14:53 didn't say I was going to be working them Jan 22 16:15:04 * HH nods Jan 22 16:15:27 Gonna be hard not to make th' maiden voyage for yer first ship Jan 22 16:15:54 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:15:57 aye Jan 22 16:16:01 Th' Rose is nice, but it's not th' same as having built one, is it? Jan 22 16:16:09 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 22 16:16:31 No... the Rose has been the property of others first... these are noones but mine Jan 22 16:17:40 When's it due? **The ship that will be known as the Star Of The Sea whose hull he helped seat on Dietlinde's birthday when he thought he might have lost Molly too, is due to be ready in the middle of December. It's now Fri November 20th, Edward's wedding should be December 21st** Jan 22 16:18:41 Middle of next month Jan 22 16:22:54 * HH thinks Jan 22 16:26:03 Mebbie we could take 'er for a quick blast for her maiden voyage? Skip over to Genoa or Picante? **The latter he and Molly went to in late August, a place with a lecherous harbour master, and a tedious docking permit she read to him whilst he pleasured her on his desk, finally peaking hard whilst moaning the place name** Jan 22 16:26:57 It'd be nice to be aboard for her maiden voyage, especially since I helped build her Jan 22 16:28:32 * HH nods Jan 22 16:28:55 Sounds like a plan, man. Only need two days for it Jan 22 16:29:00 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:29:49 * HH grins Jan 22 16:30:11 Takin' Claudia? She loves Vodacce Jan 22 16:30:33 I'd like to but... we'll see Jan 22 16:32:32 * HH nods Jan 22 16:32:53 Spose we could leave th' wives in Zweibrucke... Jan 22 16:33:10 See that going well do you? Jan 22 16:34:18 * HH shrugs "Inga might not like Vodacce. You already taken Molly there?" Jan 22 16:34:42 Took her to Picante... Jan 22 16:35:15 She like it? Jan 22 16:35:31 Until we started getting followed by fate witches and their manservant Jan 22 16:35:44 * HH grimaces Jan 22 16:35:58 Ugh, forgot 'bout them Jan 22 16:40:05 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:41:38 Could go up river, spend a drunken night in Ussura? 'S been a while Jan 22 16:41:50 it has Jan 22 16:43:37 Could be a laugh. Claudia would ackshully enjoy that Jan 22 16:43:50 maybe, aye Jan 22 16:44:08 * HH stands up, stretching Jan 22 16:45:16 Probab'ly time to go out **Molly comes down the stairs** Jan 22 16:45:43 * Morgan nods, getting to refill his cup Jan 22 16:48:33 * HH inclines his head to Molly "Just takin' his majesty out to see the last dawn here" Jan 22 16:50:11 Won't be long blossom Jan 22 16:51:39 **He picks up Molly's thoughts. He is sat on the wall of the Rose Garden at dawn, the sky a pretty yet foreboding pink, she's watching his back. His shoulders are a little slumped, his body language uncommonly vulnerable and careworn. It is that day long ago where she first spoke to him about something other than work, and he told her that dawn was a special time he set aside for a love he lost** Jan 22 16:52:13 **she smiles** Alright, mein liebling, I'll have hot breakfast ready when you get back Jan 22 16:52:52 * HH grabs a coat and refills his coffee Jan 22 16:53:34 * Morgan nods, heading to the door Jan 22 16:56:19 **HH stays quite quiet during their time outside, waiting until the sun is up before he says** Gonna be a tough day? Jan 22 16:56:54 May well be... I don't know really Jan 22 16:57:42 Need to get a move on if we're gonna have time to see Alice _and_ you and Molly get a night to yerselves up there. Jan 22 16:59:49 * Morgan nods Jan 22 16:59:52 aye Jan 22 17:04:17 Want me to ask someone to get carriage and horses ready to leave this morning? Jan 22 17:05:36 aye, probably best had. I need to speak to Catherine before we leave Jan 22 17:09:16 * HH nods Jan 22 17:16:05 ((How much longer does he stay out there?)) Jan 22 17:16:15 ((not long)) Jan 22 17:16:29 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 22 17:16:46 **The others, except HH, are all having breakfast when he gets back. Trunks are stacked in the kitchen, and Molly is singing Kosk Yn Ta to Thomas who is almost asleep. Elsie looks a bit teary Jan 22 17:19:05 * Morgan watches her Jan 22 17:22:58 **James is sat closer to her, making her smile, but it's still there. Molly glances at her husband and then where his attention is** Jan 22 17:25:19 [She is very easily tearful today. Is that normal, three days after the birth?] **He can recall how Dietlinde had cried on that third day because on the windowsill of their bedroom a little egg had fallen from the nest under the eaves and cracked open, leaving the semi-formal chick exposed to a cruel world it was not ready for Jan 22 17:25:32 Formed * Jan 22 17:26:02 [Aye, very] Jan 22 17:26:19 [Thank you] Jan 22 17:27:17 **The naughty cats tear around the house, and Varick eats his toast swinging his legs. He doesn't look too troubled about their leaving** Jan 22 17:28:46 * Morgan eats his breakfast Jan 22 17:32:27 **About fifteen minutes later, HH returns to tell them that the coach is ready whenever they are, Rosenkrantz is ready too, and Catherine knows they will be over soon to say goodbye. He eats whilst Morgan loads the trunks up behind the coach. This brings the memory of him telling Evie not to treat him like a servant as he loaded Molly's trunk on the coach as they were setting off for the monastery. Jan 22 17:32:30 In real life she had gone with him, pregnant, because he had been honourable and faithful enough to do no more than kiss her. Jan 22 17:32:43 Not pregnant* Jan 22 17:34:13 * Morgan finishes loading the trunks Jan 22 17:34:27 **Soon it becomes time to say goodbye to Elsie and James. Both hug Varick first, and there are a few tears from both the woman and the boy. He takes the cats outside whilst Molly hugs James and Elsie, and they thank her profusely, which she assures them is unnecessary. James comes to shake Morgan's hand* J: I'll keep in touch, my lord. Jan 22 17:35:44 * Molly is now known as Elsie Jan 22 17:36:17 * Morgan nods Jan 22 17:38:15 * Elsie comes to hug Morgan hard, already covered in tears and a mark on one shoulder that looks like it might have been returned milk from Thomas, who Molly is now having a last cuddle with Jan 22 17:38:19 Thank you. Jan 22 17:38:59 There's no need to thank me, at all. Jan 22 17:39:16 I won't ever stop doing so. Jan 22 17:39:38 * Elsie starts to cry again Jan 22 17:39:50 * Morgan draws her into another hug Jan 22 17:40:14 * Elsie holds on tight Jan 22 17:40:20 This is entirely normal... my first wife was the same after Jana was born... Jan 22 17:42:09 * Elsie nods Jan 22 17:42:32 It will pass. There will be better, happier days ahead. Jan 22 17:44:37 Indeed. Take some time to enjoy being just the three of you before you start thinking about the future. If you need to contact us, speak to Lady Torrington, she can get a message to us quickly. Jan 22 17:45:11 * Elsie moves away to look at Molly quietly baby talking to the infant in her arms, and smiles "Thank you. We will see you next year some time I think" Jan 22 17:46:57 * Morgan nods Jan 22 17:47:01 I certainly hope so Jan 22 17:47:10 **Molly hands the baby over, already more confident at it than two weeks ago holding her niece** Take care, Elsie. Jan 22 17:48:33 **Final farewells are said, and Molly and Morgan walk across the grass towards the main house where HH, Inga, Varick and the cats are. Molly watches the ground in front of her feet, but he can see the contained tears Jan 22 17:48:38 * Elsie is now known as Molly Jan 22 17:49:06 Difficult isn't it Jan 22 17:49:22 * Molly nods "I am not good at goodbyes" Jan 22 17:50:33 * Morgan nods Jan 22 17:51:26 * Molly takes his hand, stroking her thumb over his knuckles. This gesture of comfort seems to help her, and she is soon smiling again Jan 22 17:51:32 * Molly , HH, Inga, Varick, and the gray cat come into the main house to look for Catherine, and after much hunting she is found in the kitchen chatting with the staff. Molly raises an eyebrow at Morgan with a smile. Jan 22 17:53:39 * Morgan murmurs 'progress' Jan 22 17:55:04 **Molly nods. Varick says a quiet goodbye to the cat, which goes to stand by Catherine. There's several staff milling around and making chit chat with Molly and then others. Then HH places a bowl in front of Morgan. The smell is familiar and awful. Chicken porridge. HH grins** Staff made y' a going away present Jan 22 17:55:59 I'm going to make sure thats all you eat for the next week Jan 22 17:56:04 **Catherine looks amused by this. Molly looks nauseated as she had in his dream last night. Varick is laughing** Jan 22 17:56:35 HH shrugs: I will give you twenty guilders if y' can eat that whole bowl. Jan 22 17:56:56 **This sets the others off laughing** Jan 22 17:58:51 I've eaten worse Jan 22 17:58:57 * Molly tilts her head "Twenty guilders is quite a bit of money..." Jan 22 18:00:11 **HH watches him with a grin and gestures ** $unless you put the chicken in chicken porridge?$ Jan 22 18:00:37 * Morgan sighs Jan 22 18:00:40 I'm going to need a spoon Jan 22 18:01:29 **HH claps his hands and rubs them together, bringing Morgan a spoon* Jan 22 18:01:42 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Jan 22 18:01:56 you're not going to ask me if you can borrow twenty guilders to pay me, are you... Jan 22 18:02:04 [Would you like an unfair advantage?] Jan 22 18:02:13 [yes] Jan 22 18:02:13 HH: Not again Jan 22 18:02:39 * Molly gently touches his hand, and his neck prickles Jan 22 18:03:01 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 22 18:03:02 **There's even more staff watching now Jan 22 18:03:37 * Morgan leans against the sink, eating the slop Jan 22 18:04:52 **It tastes sweet, more like honeyed porridge** Jan 22 18:05:05 **HH watches with glee** Jan 22 18:05:57 V: It looks like it would look exactly the same you sicked it back up! Jan 22 18:06:35 * Morgan nods, making his way through the bowl, keeping his face neutral Jan 22 18:07:32 **Inga looks at HH with a hint of disapproval, and he looks like he feels a bit guilty** Jan 22 18:08:07 HH: It's alright man, you've won, you can have the money Jan 22 18:08:47 * Morgan looks at how much is left Jan 22 18:09:00 **It's about two tablespoons Jan 22 18:09:21 * Morgan nods, putting it aside Jan 22 18:09:31 Have you tasted that? Jan 22 18:10:42 HH shrugs: Can't be that bad if y' could eat that much Jan 22 18:11:12 * Morgan holds out the bowl to him Jan 22 18:12:24 * Molly is biting her lip hard, feigning interest in the tiles on the floor Jan 22 18:13:31 **HH takes a spoonful, shoving it in his mouth and eating the awful concoction. He starts to gag immediately Jan 22 18:14:06 **Varick grins at Morgan** Now we'll see if it still looks the same, Papa! Jan 22 18:26:59 It looks like it Jan 22 18:27:03 **A bucket is given to HH and the staff keep a distance from him, but he manages to swallow it and keep it down. He grins** Got in some practice with disgustin' food when I 'ad to let Morgan cook in camp! Jan 22 18:29:11 I'm not the one who messed up boiling potatoes... Jan 22 18:29:37 **Everyone laughs. The farewells start to be said. Catherine gives hugs to the others, and they go to the carriage, which leaves Morgan stood with Catherine and her new feline companion Adalbrecht in the hall where he had told Molly he wanted her to be his mistress. The cat purrs in Catherine's arms** Jan 22 18:29:43 * Molly is now known as Catherine Jan 22 18:29:50 I will miss you all Jan 22 18:30:11 We'll miss you... Jan 22 18:30:38 Thank you for everything you have done here, and for helping me see what has been going on in my town Jan 22 18:31:15 Its you having the strength to walk the path, I only showed it to you... I'm very proud of who you are becoming... Jan 22 18:31:53 * Catherine bows her head "Thank you. I hope you will keep in touch" Jan 22 18:33:00 of course *he glances around* I'd prefer James not know about it but... Alice has a way of contacting me almost immediately, a day or two at the most. I've told Elsie to come see you if they need to contact me... or if you do... Jan 22 18:33:34 * Catherine looks surprised "Magic?" Jan 22 18:33:55 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 22 18:34:04 You know how Eisen people get about it Jan 22 18:34:08 * Catherine nods with the usual acceptance of an Avalonian "Alright" Jan 22 18:34:55 **Richard Roberts joins them from the dining room, a brown envelope in hand** Jan 22 18:36:05 **He inclines his head to Morgan, handing it over** The bank draft for your costs. My regards to Cecily Andrews, if you would be so kind. Jan 22 18:36:40 * Morgan nods Jan 22 18:36:45 I'll do my best Jan 22 18:37:55 **he catches a glimpse of the glass fob around the new estate manager's neck as the man shakes Morgan's hand, the one that contains a swirl of dark red hair** Jan 22 18:39:26 Take care Mr Roberts... don't let her grace push you around too much Jan 22 18:39:37 it does her good to have someone disagree with her Jan 22 18:40:11 **Both of them smile. Catherine dismisses the man, then hugs Morgan** You certainly did that. Jan 22 18:40:49 * Morgan shrugs Jan 22 18:41:11 It wasn't time for you to see how things are, thats all. Jan 22 18:41:32 *she nods* Maybe it did _you_ good to have someone to care enough about to disagree with them. Jan 22 18:42:04 Undoubtedly Jan 22 18:42:20 * Catherine looks at him a moment Jan 22 18:42:33 I need the keys back now. For good this time. Jan 22 18:43:35 * Morgan nods, taking them out of a pocket and handing them to her Jan 22 18:43:45 I felt... naked without them the first time Jan 22 18:44:00 *she takes them gently* You don't need this house anymore, Morgan. You've got places to be. Jan 22 18:44:54 * Morgan nods Jan 22 18:45:46 its not the house I shall miss this time... I will _always_ be around to help if you need it... just see Alice... and... come visit us in Eisen when things are more settled. Jan 22 18:46:01 * Catherine nods Jan 22 18:46:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 22 18:46:06 I'd like that Jan 22 18:46:07 I'll introduce you to the Eisenfurst Jan 22 18:46:36 * Catherine smiles. Adalbrecht purrs. Jan 22 18:46:41 I'll write Jan 22 18:47:05 Be sure you do... I'm going to miss you Catherine. Jan 22 18:47:45 I'll miss you too. Oh... Varick's picture... That is of all your family? Jan 22 18:48:39 It is... my first wife with Jana, and me, Molly and Varick... so yes Jan 22 18:49:08 I'm going to put it up in my private study after the completion, to remind me of what is truly important. Jan 22 18:49:16 Competition * Jan 22 18:50:11 He'll be very proud of that Jan 22 18:50:40 * Catherine nods "Safe journey" Jan 22 18:50:53 * Morgan nods Jan 22 18:51:00 Take care Jan 22 18:52:52 * Catherine inclines her head, moving aside. She looks at the little patch on the window frame where ten months ago he chipped at the wood with his knife whilst offering to keep Molly as his mistress. She tuts. "My guests are such vandals" Jan 22 18:54:39 That may have been me Jan 22 18:55:02 * Catherine smiles "Maybe it can stay like that then" Jan 22 18:55:43 I was nervous asking Molly to be with me and distracted myself with... that Jan 22 18:56:02 * Catherine smiles "That's romantic. It should definitely stay" Jan 22 18:56:45 * Morgan winks at her before climbing onto the horse Jan 22 18:59:06 **HH gives the command to walk on , and the horses and coach set off. Morgan just catches Catherine say to her new companion "Come on Adalbrecht, it's cold, let's get your furry butt inside" Jan 22 19:00:32 * Morgan smiles to himself Jan 22 19:01:00 **they get out of the estate past the chapel where neither Elsie nor Molly ended up buried, and down towards the village where the little girl who was Molly's sister is finally at rest** Jan 22 19:01:20 [Are you alright, my love?] Jan 22 19:03:05 [Surprisingly. Are you?] Jan 22 19:03:41 [I am, actually] Jan 22 19:03:57 **HH starts singing "Nine hundred eighty eight thousand three hundred and twenty three bottles of beer on the wall..." Jan 22 19:04:24 * Morgan sighs Jan 22 19:04:29 should've gone in the coach Jan 22 19:05:16 **HH just grins at him** "Nine hundred eighty eight thousand three hundred and twenty three bottles of beer!!" Jan 22 19:05:25 * Catherine is now known as Molly Jan 22 19:11:15 Whats next? Jan 22 19:11:34 * Molly is now known as HH Jan 22 19:12:54 Sunnymeade, send Rosie's Da to the Rose with a note for Claudia to bring up Leni, tie up loose ends in town, then lunch and nap time of the Rose to Morgan's Rock. Jan 22 19:14:30 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:16:05 **He's made good progress on the beer bottles by the time they get there. The brief stop for goodbyes in Sunnymeade means there is lots of settling of upset children to be done, and Varick keeps Morgan busy. Then suddenly Morgan notices that Molly is not there. Jan 22 19:16:34 **Pete is busy wrapping something carefully in paper and string Jan 22 19:16:53 [where are you?] Jan 22 19:17:10 [At the pond] Jan 22 19:18:20 [Do you need me?] Jan 22 19:18:40 [No, liebling. I'm alright] Jan 22 19:20:52 * Morgan looks at Pete Jan 22 19:21:13 Things are certainly different than when we arrived Jan 22 19:21:29 * HH is now known as Pete Jan 22 19:22:35 Definitely. Another Forrester about the place, new ownership, Molly back in the fold Jan 22 19:23:44 Things are better between you now Jan 22 19:23:54 * Pete nods Jan 22 19:24:16 We've got more of an underdog each other. It's good Jan 22 19:24:53 * Pete appears to be tying off a painting sized parcel Jan 22 19:25:01 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:25:06 what you got there? Jan 22 19:26:37 That painting of our Grandmother Sophie on the dunes out at Alrington. Molly loves it, and I thought you'd need a wedding present Jan 22 19:27:35 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:27:37 very kind of you Jan 22 19:27:59 Not a problem. She gone up the loft again? Jan 22 19:28:26 No... the pond Jan 22 19:28:49 * Pete frowns Jan 22 19:28:57 What's she gone there for? Jan 22 19:29:11 To say goodbye to Cecily I imagine Jan 22 19:29:24 * Pete nods Jan 22 19:29:50 Hopefully she'll never go through anything like that again Jan 22 19:30:25 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:30:31 I hope not Jan 22 19:31:06 * Pete looks at Morgan. The grown ups are by the fire, the kids playing upstairs Jan 22 19:31:12 Take care of her. Jan 22 19:31:42 Thats certainly the plan Jan 22 19:32:32 She loves you something fierce, and Forresters, for our many flaws, love our spouses hard Jan 22 19:32:45 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:32:48 I've noticed Jan 22 19:33:26 I have a letter here for Papa, can you get it to him? Jan 22 19:34:11 Of course Jan 22 19:34:21 * Pete hands it over Jan 22 19:34:28 * Morgan tucks it into his coat Jan 22 19:36:07 It's been good to have time with Molly. I used to think she was a lot like Mother, especially after Cess died, but she's got Papa's obstinate nature too. She'll do you well. Jan 22 19:38:42 * Morgan nods Jan 22 19:38:49 I have no doubt... Jan 22 19:38:59 **Molly and Claudia arrive at the same time, and with the horses dealt with it's time to say goodbye. Varick comes downstairs grudgingly, and is carrying some pieces of paper* Jan 22 19:39:16 V: Look at this drawing, Papa Jan 22 19:39:39 * Morgan looks at it Jan 22 19:40:33 **Varick shows him a childish drawing of a familiarish castle by a lake backed by trees** Jan 22 19:41:46 You do that? Jan 22 19:42:00 V: It was on Mama's wall Jan 22 19:42:22 **The woman in question is talking to Beth and rocking the baby* Jan 22 19:42:46 * Pete is now known as Varick Jan 22 19:42:56 Looks... familiar Jan 22 19:43:00 It looks like my Grandpa's house Jan 22 19:43:39 * Morgan squints slightly Jan 22 19:43:58 It's not a very good drawing though Jan 22 19:44:57 Not everyone is as good as you so young... Jan 22 19:45:52 * Varick hands over another. It is a girl in a dark cloak following a crow into a forest, like a fairytale. "I like this one better" Jan 22 21:27:10 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 22 21:29:10 * MorganK (~madisonst@Madisons-Air.lan) has joined Jan 22 21:34:31 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 22 21:34:34 [19:39] * Varick hands over another. It is a girl in a dark cloak following a crow into a forest, like a fairytale. "I like this one better" Jan 22 21:34:56 * MorganK nods Jan 22 21:35:25 **He hands over another sheet. It is the makeshift calendar he and Heinzharold found that tracked the sad misery of Molly's illness and missing courses.** V: looks like a code, Papa. Jan 22 21:35:53 * MorganK looks at it before tucking into his pocket Jan 22 21:36:01 Something like Jan 22 21:36:22 * Varick shrugs "shall I show these to Mama?" Jan 22 21:36:51 Aye, see what she makes of them Jan 22 21:37:43 * Varick does take them over, and Molly looks at them. If anything strikes her she doesn't give it away in her expressions Jan 22 21:39:21 * MorganK watches her for a moment Jan 22 21:40:04 **She looks a little distracted, but it is disturbed by preparations to leave. The same routine of hugs are given here, and Varick is very upset at leaving them behind. Beth is the last to hug Morgan. "It was nice to meet you. I hope you keep healing and their memories become a blessing to you" Jan 22 21:40:49 You've given me hope of that. I'm lucky to have met you Jan 22 21:43:52 **Beth smiles** I'm glad you're part of our family Jan 22 21:44:07 * MorganK nods Jan 22 21:44:13 Thank you Jan 22 21:47:48 Take care of her, reassure her more than you think is needed, and take each day with gratitude Jan 22 21:48:07 * MorganK nods Jan 22 21:48:11 I will Jan 22 21:49:13 **Farewells said, they load into the carriage, it's a bit of a squeeze but the ride isnt too long aside from Varick's upset and Ulysses insisting on lying on HH and making him sneeze** Jan 22 21:50:00 **Varick goes with HH and Inga to the Rose, and they take half an hour in town to tie up any loose ends with solicitors, harbour master etc ((incase I think of anything later!)) before boarding the ship. The Ketch has been sent on ahead. Then Molly takes the upset little boy below, leaving Morgan free to stay on deck and watch as Tawstock retreats, this time with his keys handed over and his time as master-at-arms fully at an end. Jan 22 21:50:00 ** With it, the last vestiges of his life in the limbo of seeking death have been stripped away,  taking him another step further from Dietlinde and Jana. HH stands beside him, watching the town become smaller and smaller** Jan 22 21:50:00 HH: You're gonna miss them… Jan 22 21:50:44 Which them are you talking about? Jan 22 21:51:08 * Varick is now known as HH Jan 22 21:51:15 * HH looks confused Jan 22 21:51:18 Elsie, James, Catherine, Beth and Pete and the kids. Jan 22 21:51:30 * MorganK nods Jan 22 21:51:33 Aye, I am Jan 22 21:51:42 Me too Jan 22 21:52:22 How y' feeling about giving the keys back? Jan 22 21:52:52 * MorganK smiles slightly Jan 22 21:53:02 A little uneasy... but not nearly so bad as last time Jan 22 21:53:08 * HH nods Jan 22 21:53:21 Think things are on th' change there Jan 22 21:53:36 Such as? Jan 22 21:53:59 'Er Grace and th' staff, for one Jan 22 21:54:09 * MorganK nods Jan 22 21:54:17 Took a lot of doing... Jan 22 21:54:24 * HH nods Jan 22 21:55:07 I jus' think things will get better Jan 22 21:55:44 I just hope she continues on that path. It'll do her good in the long run Jan 22 21:57:18 * HH nods. He looks around as the bell for lunch rings. "Come on, let's eat" Jan 22 21:57:40 You have an appetite? Jan 22 21:57:51 You don't? Jan 22 21:58:39 Big bowl of porridge this morning on top of my breakfast... Jan 22 21:58:57 * HH grimaces Jan 22 21:59:01 Shut up Jan 22 21:59:49 At least you understand now Jan 22 22:00:01 How th' fuck did you eat so much of it without hurling? Jan 22 22:00:56 Not the first time I've had it Jan 22 22:01:08 * HH nods Jan 22 22:01:29 Last time I ever 'ave. You know where yer wife is? Jan 22 22:01:47 Somewhere on the ship I hope.... why? Jan 22 22:02:04 * HH sniffs "Need to borrow twenty guilders off 'er" Jan 22 22:03:21 * MorganK thumps him Jan 22 22:06:02 * HH laughs, heading below. Morgan finds Molly and Varick on the window seat. She has the Ulysses book in her hands, and the cat of the same name in her lap. She slowly says Sola erat, et virum cupiebat Jan 22 22:06:02 **Varick says "She was lonely, and wanted her husband" though Morgan knows the that more accurately it translates to "She was lonely, and sexually craved her husband" Jan 22 22:06:44 * MorganK looks at Molly Jan 22 22:06:50 Everything alright? Jan 22 22:06:54 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 22 22:07:07 * Molly puts her finger on a line Jan 22 22:07:30 It is, yes. Shall I have lunch brought in? Jan 22 22:08:24 If you are ready for it Jan 22 22:09:50 * Molly gets up, moving the cat. Varick kneels up, watching the river behind them as Molly goes out Jan 22 22:10:12 How're you feeling Varick? Jan 22 22:10:19 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 22 22:10:25 I am sad but I am okay Jan 22 22:10:51 * MorganK nods Jan 22 22:10:53 Me too Jan 22 22:11:24 Do you need a hug, Papa? Jan 22 22:11:36 Yes, I'd like one Jan 22 22:12:04 * Varick makes space for him Jan 22 22:12:29 * MorganK sits beside him Jan 22 22:12:40 * Varick moves to sit so they can both see out of the window Jan 22 22:12:57 * Varick hugs him tight Jan 22 22:13:14 It's okay, we have each other Jan 22 22:13:26 * MorganK nods Jan 22 22:13:28 Yes we do Jan 22 22:13:40 I like this window seat Jan 22 22:14:11 I'm glad... HeinzHarold and I built it Jan 22 22:14:17 It was a good idea so we can see the view Jan 22 22:14:37 * MorganK nods Jan 22 22:15:57 * Varick seems content to sit together, only moving when Molly brings lunch. It's roast pork and fresh bread Jan 22 22:16:57 * Varick starts to eat, as does Molly, both chatting away about being back on the ship, and the cat wanders around under the table hopefully Jan 22 22:17:31 * MorganK surreptitiously feeds him Jan 22 22:18:35 **The pork tastes like it has been basted and roasted in sugar rather than salt. It is very oversweet** Jan 22 22:19:22 [blossom... that thing you did when I ate the porridge... do you nee to stop that?] Jan 22 22:19:55 **She frowns deeply** [it hasn't stopped?] Jan 22 22:20:15 [No] Jan 22 22:20:49 **Molly looks deeply concerned a moment** [oh dear...] Jan 22 22:21:05 [oh dear?] Jan 22 22:21:35 **She can't manage to keep a straight face anymore, smirking a little** Jan 22 22:22:19 * MorganK sighs Jan 22 22:22:59 **she puts her hand on his, his neck prickles and then everything tastes normal again** Jan 22 22:23:12 [Thank you] Jan 22 22:23:18 [Oopsie daisy, mon petit chou] Jan 22 22:23:35 [oopsie daisy indeed] Jan 22 22:24:15 **Molly smiles fondly at him** [are you alright?] Jan 22 22:24:27 [Aye, I'm fine] Jan 22 22:24:55 [Good... I wouldn't have left you long, I know I am the only sweet thing you like...] Jan 22 22:25:12 [Quite so] Jan 22 22:26:15 **lunch is pleasant, and soon after HH and Inga have appeared with coffee Varick wants Morgan to take him for his nap** Jan 22 22:26:28 * MorganK has quit (Quit: This computer has gone to sleep) Jan 22 22:35:27 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 23 18:13:36 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 23 18:13:41 **He puts Varick and Ulysses for the nap. He can hear the others talking Avalonian whilst he is in the antechamber between Varick's room and the study waiting to be sure Varick is asleep. Jan 23 18:13:41 M… tip some of the milk on it to stop the burn Jan 23 18:13:41 I *she giggles, speaking quieter* Another one is you never tell anyone, even other maids, when you see certain white stains on the sheets of any gentleman in the house. You just make sure it goes in the laundry maid's pile for the hottest water! **HH chuckles** Jan 23 18:15:48 * Morgan checks he is asleep Jan 23 18:16:15 **Varick is. Inga's comment suddenly reminds Morgan of the immediate aftermath of the first time she stroked him to orgasm. "Stay there, I'll get a towel" she'd nodded but not released his manhood, replying "I have a handkerchief..... but…". He'd added "It's fine blossom, I'll get a towel... it'll give the girls something to talk about…" Jan 23 18:16:36 HH: There's an ackshull rule for it?! Whoa. Jan 23 18:17:22 * Morgan comes back out of Varicks room Jan 23 18:17:42 Oh god, this is awful, but for the longest time I thought that meant they were blowing their noses on the bed linen and towels! Jan 23 18:17:42 **Inga and HH are in stitches over this** Jan 23 18:19:08 *she sounds amused and embarrassed, and glances at Morgan, making space beside her on the window seat opposite the couch their friends are on* I thought that was really rude and disrespectful to Catherine, and that as I'd never seen that on the ladies' sheets the women must have had better manners and used their handkerchiefs properly! Jan 23 18:19:22 **This only makes HH and Inga laugh more** Jan 23 18:19:55 * Morgan sits down Jan 23 18:20:22 *she looks at Morgan* I cannot be the only one person in the world who knew almost nothing until they were nearly wed? Jan 23 18:21:16 Not by a long shot Jan 23 18:21:29 HH grins at Morgan: Most young men 'ave figured that out by themselves long b'fore marriage! Jan 23 18:22:49 * Morgan nods Jan 23 18:22:59 **Molly starts blushing, but she's smiling* Jan 23 18:22:59 **Inga slaps his arm** Heinzharold! **it only makes him laugh** Jan 23 18:24:09 I cant help but think some people would be very much... 'hey, what does that do?' Jan 23 18:24:35 **There's laughter** Jan 23 18:25:56 Not where I grew up! One of my brother's got given the wooden spoon for "Touching Oneself Inappropriately" when I was young **she sits close to Morgan, still blushing** Jan 23 18:26:38 It was Pete, wasn't it? Jan 23 18:27:28 * Molly glances at him, smiling "You know I can't say which it was, that would be tattling" Jan 23 18:31:49 * Morgan nods Jan 23 18:31:52 **HH looks at Morgan** How the 'ell was a wooden spoon sposed to help? Jan 23 18:32:11 * Molly and Inga giggle Jan 23 18:32:52 its the Avalonian equivalent of hearing 'not today little rabbits' Jan 23 18:33:13 **they all laugh at this** Jan 23 18:33:53 HH: Can't wait til you have to do the father-son chat with Varick, explain 'ow it's not leapfrog Jan 23 18:35:01 I'm sure you cant... Jan 23 18:35:06 I: *she looks at HH* I'm sure it will be fine, most young people only need to know the very basics Jan 23 18:35:44 * Molly inhales deeply and slowly, glancing from the window Jan 23 18:37:04 [you alright? Jan 23 18:37:18 [Trying not to giggle] Jan 23 18:37:20 well volunteered Inga... Jan 23 18:39:16 HH: I'm goin' to just give them the "y' don't make a mother of a woman y' wont make a wife of" and "If you take her bed you have to take her to wed" speeches I got from my Ma. I turned out alright. Jan 23 18:41:17 I: *she glances at Molly who is still trying to keep a straight face* I am sure he'll be less useless than his mother was Jan 23 18:41:53 **HH laughs** Jan 23 18:42:51 * Molly glances at Morgan "What I got from Mama wasn't much better than Varick's leapfrog idea, was it?" Jan 23 18:43:08 Not terribly, no Jan 23 18:43:51 **HH looks at Morgan** At least yer Da was still around to have that talk with you Jan 23 18:44:01 * Molly does giggle now Jan 23 18:44:30 It was... informative I suppose Jan 23 18:45:06 As informative as the one he had with you when we got back from honeymoon? Jan 23 18:45:38 We all know my father is... enthusiastic about performing his duties... Jan 23 18:45:55 **The others groan** Jan 23 18:46:13 HH: Okay, that's enough! *he shudders** Jan 23 18:46:51 [Did you wish for some time to write your nightmare, liebling?] Jan 23 18:47:00 [I suppose so] Jan 23 18:48:53 * Molly suggests playing cards, which means he gets the window seat with a book to lean on, and the others start poker at the desk. A few minutes pass before HH says "Writin' her a love letter, man?" Jan 23 18:52:03 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 23 18:52:32 * Molly watches his expression surreptitiously whilst he writes ((expression?)). HH is beating them soundly at cards Jan 23 18:52:45 ((serious)) Jan 23 18:53:17 **HH frowns** We supposed t' be watching Varick tonight? Jan 23 18:55:04 **Molly nods "If that's still alright?" HH puts his cards down, looking at Inga** Best get our unpackin' done before we get to Morgan's Rock then, m'lady. Jan 23 18:56:20 **Inga smiles, getting up** That's a good idea. We'll see you in a bit Jan 23 18:56:45 * Morgan nods Jan 23 18:57:10 * Molly lets them out, shaking her head as she picks up the cards "They have a code word, you know?" Jan 23 18:59:02 m'lady... Jan 23 18:59:12 *she nods* When he calls her that, it's so she knows what is on offer, apparently. Jan 23 19:01:04 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:01:16 * Molly sits on the desk "they have others as well. It's a little like your gesturing. Like if he calls her Pidge, it means someone is upset and to keep others away if she can" Jan 23 19:01:54 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:02:26 Is the dream recollection for the file, or for me to read? Jan 23 19:04:48 * Molly hops down to find the file anyway Jan 23 19:05:02 You can read it if you wish Jan 23 19:05:39 * Molly nods, coming to sit by him "are you ready, my love?" Jan 23 19:07:22 * Morgan nods, handing it to her Jan 23 19:07:25 ((How detailed compared to log, has it been made less painful?)) Jan 23 19:07:41 ((A little)) Jan 23 19:08:00 * Molly reads it carefully and slowly, nodding as she goes along Jan 23 19:08:14 I think this is just a nightmare, not a path Jan 23 19:08:37 maybe Jan 23 19:09:02 I wouldn't have let it go so far, I am certain. Jan 23 19:10:06 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:10:38 Also, I wouldn't have retreated like that when I could tell you were upset Jan 23 19:10:54 I suppose Jan 23 19:11:04 You do not agree? Jan 23 19:11:13 * Morgan shrugs Jan 23 19:11:14 I don't know Jan 23 19:11:34 * Molly watches him Jan 23 19:11:57 Now that it is written, you can put it in the past, just a nightmare... Jan 23 19:13:42 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:14:23 You are still suffering? Jan 23 19:14:40 A little maybe Jan 23 19:14:58 What can I say that will help? Jan 23 19:15:38 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 23 19:15:49 I'll be alright blossom, I just need time to let it go Jan 23 19:16:49 * Molly nods "I'm sorry though. I would protect you from these feelings if I could, especially negative ones where I am concerned" Jan 23 19:17:02 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:17:05 it is what it is Jan 23 19:17:16 * Molly nods Jan 23 19:18:18 Yes, it is. *She stands, kissing his forehead* I may see if Claudia has half an hour free for training, unless you feel you would feel better with me here? Jan 23 19:18:29 No, its fine blossom Jan 23 19:19:26 * Molly nods. She puts the nightmare away before getting her sword "I thought we might go up to the main house for the night after Varick is asleep, assuming you still wish to?" Jan 23 19:19:36 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:20:58 * Molly goes. This leaves him time alone, and the window seat is very comfortable for watching the waves behind them. It looks like it will stay dry for a few more hours at least Jan 23 19:21:35 **Florrie and Alice are on the beach when they arrive ninety minutes after setting off from the Port. Florrie has dug a little pool out of the shingle sand, above the tideline. Her appearance shouldn't be a shock, but it still is. By now Varick is on deck at Morgan's side as is the cat** Jan 23 19:21:47 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 23 19:21:59 Why can't we live on the island too? Jan 23 19:22:50 Because we've got places we have to go... and we have lands to run at home Jan 23 19:23:06 What if I don't want to do that? Jan 23 19:24:23 thats where our duty lies I'm afraid Jan 23 19:24:37 But I didn't ask to be a Freiarr. Jan 23 19:25:28 I know you didn't Jan 23 19:26:16 **Varick sighs, fussing the cat. Molly comes up on deck with a split lip, followed by HH and Inga. Jan 23 19:27:04 **The crew are busy around them, sails are furled and the gangplank is set up* Jan 23 19:28:08 * Morgan looks at Molly Jan 23 19:28:39 **Molly smiles at him* I have a long way to go with hand to hand combat Jan 23 19:29:18 I see Jan 23 19:30:05 **Molly runs the tip of her tongue over it briefly. Varick is straight off the ship and onto the sand, the cat following. Florrie sees them, shouting Pss Pss Pss to Ulysses Jan 23 19:30:13 M: It is no big deal Jan 23 19:30:46 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:30:47 alright Jan 23 19:31:21 **Molly takes his hand when they are on the beach** It bothers you? Jan 23 19:32:30 * Varick is now known as Florrie Jan 23 19:32:59 More than you'd imagine Jan 23 19:33:32 M: Because it is not attractive? Jan 23 19:34:01 * Florrie fusses the cat. Alice hugs Varick Jan 23 19:34:53 Because someone has hurt you Jan 23 19:35:12 Why does that trouble you so? Jan 23 19:38:07 Because I am protective Jan 23 19:40:00 **she smiles** I like that about you though Jan 23 19:41:46 * Florrie makes a beeline for Morgan Jan 23 19:42:32 * Morgan nods Jan 23 19:42:37 M: I'll heal it later, shall I? Jan 23 19:43:04 probably an idea Jan 23 19:43:33 M: *she smiles* More practical... Jan 23 19:43:52 * Morgan nods before kneeling down to Florries height Jan 23 19:45:18 * Florrie trips over before she gets to him, landing hard and starting to cry. It's a difficult combination, her age and her looks, and that sound of hurt Jan 23 19:45:40 * Morgan moves to pick her up Jan 23 19:48:02 * Florrie continues to cry against him. Nothing is alight here on the beach but he can almost smell burning timbers Jan 23 19:48:47 its alright little lady. Lets have a look shall we? Jan 23 19:49:33 * Florrie shows him a cut on her knee, still making little sobs Jan 23 19:50:09 Shall we ask Molly to make that better? Jan 23 19:51:04 **HH jogs over. He looks a bit pale for a man who has run. Florrie nods** Jan 23 19:51:26 * Morgan nods, looking at Molly Jan 23 19:51:32 would you do something about her knee? Jan 23 19:51:37 $Whats wrong?$ Jan 23 19:52:11 **Molly watches Morgan a moment, putting her hand next to Florrie's cut. He feels the the prickle. Florrie looks at her leg* Jan 23 19:52:28 $worried you'd freak out$ Jan 23 19:55:04 $Talk about it later$ Jan 23 19:55:11 How it gone? **Molly smiles at her** Just a little bit of magic Jan 23 19:55:52 * Florrie nods, looking interested "Do more?" Jan 23 19:56:10 $Sod off then, shall I?$ *he grins* Jan 23 19:56:50 [Should I?] Jan 23 19:57:45 Not just now, Florrie Jan 23 19:57:59 $I'm ok$ Jan 23 19:58:17 **Alice arrives. Hugs are given. Florrie wants to go and play again** Jan 23 19:59:07 * Morgan lets her down Jan 23 19:59:40 **Molly and HH go with the children. Alice hugs Morgan** Jan 23 19:59:45 * Florrie is now known as Alice Jan 23 20:00:07 I wasnt expecting you before you went to Eisen. What happened with Elsie? Jan 23 20:00:23 baby boy, mother and child are alright Jan 23 20:00:31 * Alice looks surprised Jan 23 20:00:36 Bit of a miracle Jan 23 20:00:56 We had help from a doctor who'd done it before Jan 23 20:02:05 * Alice glances up at the Rose where the man in question is stood looking over the bay "That man? He looks like a doctor" Jan 23 20:02:16 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:02:29 Is he Eisen? Jan 23 20:02:43 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:03:29 Where are you headed next? Jan 23 20:04:21 Insel in Eisen... his son is an old friend of HeinzHarolds who he thought had died in the war Jan 23 20:05:20 I've been there before, trading some timber from Vendel, though it's hard to get a permanent contract for anything from Insel Jan 23 20:05:40 Should try fish, seems its a big deal there... Jan 23 20:06:02 They have this very strange festival of fish once a year Jan 23 20:06:14 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:06:21 we're going for it... Jan 23 20:06:28 * Alice laughs Jan 23 20:06:58 That should be entertaining, have you been before? Jan 23 20:07:35 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 23 20:07:55 Are you participating in the five hundred kisses? Jan 23 20:08:13 the whatnot? Jan 23 20:10:30 There's a thousand cakes, five hundred for women, five hundred for man. They have numbered tokens in, in the shape of fish, naturally. They pair people up, and then in batches they all kiss stood in the sea. It is a good luck thing to ensure safe sailing and good fish catches for the year Jan 23 20:11:22 Thats the most bizarre thing I've ever heard, and we have a superstition that not eating a particular loaf of bread will keep a monster away... Jan 23 20:11:53 * Alice nods "People are strange. There's lots of interesting food though" Jan 23 20:13:04 * Alice looks over at HH splashing in the water "I think your friend would find it entertaining" Jan 23 20:14:01 He finds shiny objects entertaining Jan 23 20:14:10 * Alice laughs Jan 23 20:14:32 How are you all? Jan 23 20:15:07 we're alright... difficult moving on again when you've started to settle Jan 23 20:15:13 you? Jan 23 20:16:10 Florrie has been having more trouble with sleeping again. She naps fine on the ship, but she's bad at night wherever we are Jan 23 20:16:54 Need to get the hammock set up again Jan 23 20:17:05 Even with the hammock Jan 23 20:17:16 * Morgan frowns Jan 23 20:17:29 I wonder whats going on in her mind... Jan 23 20:17:40 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:17:42 Me too Jan 23 20:18:00 nightmares? Jan 23 20:18:13 I don't think so, but I'm not sure Jan 23 20:19:35 **HH yelps over in the little makeshift pool** Jan 23 20:20:03 Would you like me to talk to her about it? Jan 23 20:20:25 **Molly splashes him a second time with a giggle** Jan 23 20:20:41 If you wish, but she doesn't seem to know what is wrong Jan 23 20:21:23 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:22:07 **HH flicks water back at her, and the children start to join in, despite how cold the water must be** Jan 23 20:22:51 * Alice looks at them then Morgan "I hate to say it, but I think your wife started that" Jan 23 20:23:19 I'm not entirely surprised Jan 23 20:25:21 They look to be having fun. We are going to settle in here the next few weeks, and I have some contracts with Duchess Torrington's man of business the Blessing will do Jan 23 20:25:36 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:26:00 I've told her you have a way of contacting me quicker than messenger, so you may find her getting in touch Jan 23 20:26:12 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:27:04 It's very clever. I'd like to show you some of Florrie's paintings on it whilst you're away Jan 23 20:27:22 * Morgan smiles Jan 23 20:27:25 I'd like that Jan 23 20:27:48 We can arrange to actually _talk_ using it too Jan 23 20:28:16 That's amazing Jan 23 20:28:36 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:28:53 Florrie would be able to see her Father? Jan 23 20:29:24 In theory... I really don't know how he'd react to me shoving a magic mirror in front of him though Jan 23 20:42:29 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:42:52 About the loan... have you had chance to discuss it with Molly? Jan 23 20:43:02 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:45:04 * Alice waits patiently Jan 23 20:45:20 consider it done Jan 23 20:45:40 * Alice nods, looking relieved Jan 23 20:46:00 Thank you. I will pay it back as soon as I can Jan 23 20:47:18 I'd rather it takes longer if there's risk of it impacting your quality of life Jan 23 20:48:05 * Alice nods "Thank you. I am hopeful that by this time next year the island will be flourishing" Jan 23 20:48:25 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:48:31 I hope so Jan 23 20:48:59 Do you still have my letter for Florrie's Florrie's Father? Jan 23 20:50:35 of course Jan 23 20:51:36 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:51:43 When will you see him? Jan 23 20:53:51 about a week Jan 23 20:53:57 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:54:09 How do you think he will take it? Jan 23 20:54:27 I really don't know Jan 23 20:54:37 * Alice nods Jan 23 20:54:54 I doubt it'll be an easy thing to suddenly find out Jan 23 20:55:39 No, I wouldn't imagine so Jan 23 20:56:38 Maybe I should have tried to track him down Jan 23 20:57:23 There's nothing to be gained by questioning your decisions... Jan 23 20:58:25 I'm sure he'll hate me for keeping it from him, but he had made it clear he didn't intend there to be a child, so I suppose I thought it was better to deal with the consequences alone Jan 23 20:59:32 * Morgan nods Jan 23 20:59:56 I think he's better able to deal with it now anyway Jan 23 21:00:33 He was in a bad place after the deaths of his sister-in-law and niece? Jan 23 21:00:51 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:01:16 it widened the distance between us, too. We have repaired that damage Jan 23 21:01:37 * Alice nods Jan 23 21:01:52 That's good Jan 23 21:01:57 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:02:19 [Florrie wants to show us the sheep, are we all going?] Jan 23 21:02:40 [I suppose so] Jan 23 21:02:48 Florrie has missed you. She talks about you often. Jan 23 21:02:55 really? Jan 23 21:03:04 * Alice nods Jan 23 21:03:30 She's become attached to you. It doesn't make a lot of sense Jan 23 21:03:45 whyso? Jan 23 21:05:56 She's hardly known you two minutes Jan 23 21:06:44 * Morgan starts moving towards the others slowly Jan 23 21:06:56 I have a small theory Jan 23 21:06:57 * Alice follows along automatically Jan 23 21:07:03 What's that? Jan 23 21:07:43 her interactions with me have always been entirely within her control. Jan 23 21:07:54 * Alice nods slowly Jan 23 21:07:59 That makes sense Jan 23 21:08:22 Most adults want children to know they mean no harm by telling them so. I simply proved it first. Jan 23 21:08:39 Do most children like you then? Jan 23 21:08:55 * Morgan shrugs Jan 23 21:09:00 most of the ones I've met, I think Jan 23 21:09:08 * Alice nods Jan 23 21:09:10 I give a damn... Jan 23 21:09:23 * Alice smiles Jan 23 21:09:32 She is lucky you found her Jan 23 21:09:49 fluke... and Claudia just happened to be looking Jan 23 21:10:26 Has it been a big surprise to you friends, given how she looks? Jan 23 21:10:56 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:11:11 truth be told even seeing her today, it was still a shock Jan 23 21:11:21 * Alice nods Jan 23 21:11:36 As time goes on and she changes, maybe that will get better Jan 23 21:12:08 Maybe, but I suspect I will always see the girl Jana didn't get to become... its worth it, though Jan 23 21:12:24 * Alice nods Jan 23 21:12:51 I am sure she would have grown to be a kind, lovely woman, because she had you as a Father Jan 23 21:13:23 I hope so. Sadly that is not to be Jan 23 21:14:15 * Alice nods "Life is very hard sometimes. A bit like the sea." Jan 23 21:15:30 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:15:31 true Jan 23 21:16:28 Sometimes you'll see an experienced crew taken out by a very mild but badly timed storm, and sometimes you see a crew of landlubbers barely old enough for facial hair steer a leaky vessel through a hurricane and noone have a scratch on them. Jan 23 21:18:16 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 23 21:18:19 you aren't wrong Jan 23 21:19:18 Sometimes you catch a bad run, and you get badly dinged up. So you limp into port, patch yourself up, and even if you're apprehensive you get back out on the waves. Because when all is said and done, you're a sailor and sailors have to sail. It's what they do. Jan 23 21:20:15 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:20:21 _that_ is very true Jan 23 21:20:36 * Alice nods as watches the others head for the cliff path and follows towards it Jan 23 21:22:14 ** Up at the farm, Florrie has obviously already been at work because there's more flowers and the hedges are denser. She shows them the sheep and then the chickens, taking Morgan's hand** Jan 23 21:22:19 * Alice is now known as Florrie Jan 23 21:22:27 Don't like that chicken. Jan 23 21:23:07 mean isn't she Jan 23 21:23:14 * Florrie nods Jan 23 21:23:23 You take on ship? Jan 23 21:23:40 Maybe Jan 23 21:24:13 **Molly is busy chatting to Alice, Varick is watching the birds in the enclosure** Jan 23 21:24:26 Like the island? Jan 23 21:26:33 * Morgan nods Jan 23 21:26:38 You've been a busy girl Jan 23 21:28:19 Make plants. We live here now. Jan 23 21:29:35 Your mama tells me you're having trouble sleeping again Jan 23 21:30:08 Wake up lots Jan 23 21:30:22 how come? Jan 23 21:30:35 Feels not nice Jan 23 21:30:49 what does? Jan 23 21:30:52 Head feels wobbly Jan 23 21:31:12 * Morgan sits on the floor Jan 23 21:31:18 can you tell me how? Jan 23 21:31:38 * Florrie sits in his lap, swaying from side to side Jan 23 21:31:40 Like that Jan 23 21:32:51 So its not something in your mind that upsets you? its that your head feels wobbly? Jan 23 21:33:03 Just wobbly Jan 23 21:34:02 Your ears blocked? Jan 23 21:35:50 * Florrie goes cross eyed Jan 23 21:35:54 Cant see Jan 23 21:36:30 * Morgan smiles at her Jan 23 21:36:55 [Molly, could you come here? I was hoping you'd have a feel to see if Florrie is sick] Jan 23 21:37:06 can you hear better in one ear than the other? Jan 23 21:37:13 [Of course] Jan 23 21:37:34 * Florrie holds one ear towards Morgan Jan 23 21:37:45 * Morgan hums Jan 23 21:37:54 * Florrie turns her head to do the other Jan 23 21:38:08 * Morgan hums again Jan 23 21:38:11 Same. Jan 23 21:38:37 Very confusing. Sometimes when I've had a cold and my ears get blocked it makes me a bit wobbly Jan 23 21:38:44 **Molly comes and kneels down** what's the matter? Jan 23 21:39:05 Florrie was just telling me her head feels wobbly when she tries to sleep... can you show Molly? Jan 23 21:39:29 * Florrie rocks side to side Jan 23 21:41:02 M: Shall I do some magic and see if we can find out? **Florrie smiles, nodding. Molly lays her hand on florries forehead, and Morgan feels the prickle** Jan 23 21:41:44 **Molly nods slowly* Can you lie on the ground for me, and pretend like you're asleep? Jan 23 21:42:15 * Florrie looks at him "Do it too?" Jan 23 21:42:26 * Morgan nods, doing so Jan 23 21:42:49 * Florrie lies down and the process is repeated Jan 23 21:43:13 M: Alright. Can you stand up and spin around in circles? Jan 23 21:43:33 * Florrie wants Morgan to do this too Jan 23 21:43:59 * Morgan nods, getting up and doing so Jan 23 21:44:38 * Florrie seems to enjoy this, only stopping when Molly gets them to lie down. It leaves Morgan feeling rather dizzy Jan 23 21:45:26 **Molly checks Florrie again** Does it feel better lying down now than before? Jan 23 21:46:43 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Jan 23 21:46:53 *Molly nods** There's some uneveness in the fluids and pressures in her ears. It makes stillness feel dizzy, and movement feel like being steady Jan 23 21:47:25 * Florrie nods, sitting up, waiting for Morgan to do the same Jan 23 21:47:46 * Morgan sits up Jan 23 21:47:57 Can you... Jan 23 21:48:00 **it doesnt feel that nice** Jan 23 21:48:07 * Morgan lays back down Jan 23 21:48:32 **Molly looks at him** Are you alright? Jan 23 21:49:05 * Florrie lies back down Jan 23 21:49:21 I don't do dizzy very well... Jan 23 21:49:38 **She smiles** shall I fix you? Jan 23 21:50:08 M:* Jan 23 21:51:50 I'll be alright.... can you help the little lady? Jan 23 21:52:12 **Molly nods** I can, but shouldn't we ask Alice? Jan 23 21:53:26 of course, but I wanted to know if you could before we did Jan 23 21:53:32 * Florrie looks at Molly "Fix please" Jan 23 21:54:17 I need to talk to your mama first Jan 23 21:54:27 **Molly strokes her hair a moment** As soon as your Mama says yes, okay? Jan 23 21:55:48 * Florrie nods. She moves to sit on Molly's lap. His two recent dreams where he and Jana have fled to Catterick and Molly helps them at Foxcroft come rushing back, and do not help with the dizziness at all** Jan 23 21:56:19 Blossom, could you get rid of my dizziness? I'll go talk to Alice Jan 23 21:57:18 **Molly leans over, laying a hand on his forehead. His neck prickles, the dizziness is gone, and he feels a little better and at peace with himself too Jan 23 21:57:33 * Morgan nods, getting up Jan 23 21:57:41 thank you... I'll go talk to her now Jan 23 21:58:18 * Florrie chats to Molly about their magics. Alice is talking to HH, who gestures $you okay?$ Jan 23 21:58:37 $Not great. Be ok for now$ Jan 23 21:58:51 * Morgan looks at Alice Jan 23 21:58:59 I know what the problem is Jan 23 21:59:07 $No hug needed?$ Jan 23 21:59:13 * Florrie is now known as Alice Jan 23 21:59:16 Oh? Jan 23 21:59:21 $Yes, but not now$ Jan 23 21:59:50 The fluid in her ears is uneven... it makes her feel like she's moving when she's laying down to sleep. Jan 23 22:00:02 That makes sense Jan 23 22:00:18 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:01:04 Can anything be done? Jan 23 22:01:12 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:01:31 Molly can fix it, she would like your permission Jan 23 22:01:34 Yes please, as long as it won't hurt Florrie Jan 23 22:01:57 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:02:00 wouldn't dream of it Jan 23 22:02:20 * Alice nods "That's fine then" Jan 23 22:02:48 [She's said yes as long as it doesn't hurt Florrie] Jan 23 22:03:14 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Jan 23 22:03:28 You recall how much I struggle with being dizzy? Jan 23 22:03:40 [Alright liebling] Jan 23 22:04:21 HH: Yep, seen you puke like Inga did coming outta Freiburg from it Jan 23 22:04:42 $need a walk?$ Jan 23 22:04:55 Florrie's just had me spinning round like a top... Jan 23 22:04:58 $Yes$ Jan 23 22:05:53 HH: Uh oh, best walk it off. *he nods to Alice* We'll be off checking th' leak in the barn Jan 23 22:06:30 [I'm going for a walk with HeinzHarold blossom. Won't be long] Jan 23 22:06:44 * Alice nods, going over to Molly and Florrie who are still smiling and talking Jan 23 22:06:53 [Alright my love] Jan 23 22:06:58 * Alice is now known as HH Jan 23 22:07:22 * HH leads the way Jan 23 22:07:37 Try not t' hurl on my boots, eh? Jan 23 22:07:50 Fairly sure that won't be a problem Jan 23 22:08:41 * HH nods, waiting til they get to the barn, the one where Morgan told him about Edward before opening his arms "Don't hurl down my back either" Jan 23 22:09:56 **his neck briefly prickles* Jan 23 22:10:16 * Morgan hugs him hard Jan 23 22:10:50 * HH does likewise, pressing in with his hands that gives the familiar deep pressure of a Heinzharold hug Jan 23 22:10:59 Talk t' me, man. Jan 23 22:12:36 * Morgan draws in a deep breath Jan 23 22:13:18 One of my nightmares, where Jana survived... she ended up sat in Molly's lap just like Florrie is now... seeing it kinda knocked me.... but thats not whats bothering me so much Jan 23 22:13:35 * HH nods, still holding on Jan 23 22:13:39 Go on Jan 23 22:16:32 When she fell and cut her knee on the beach... the crying... I could smell smoke man Jan 23 22:16:46 * HH hugs him harder Jan 23 22:17:22 It's yer noggin playing tricks on you Jan 23 22:18:17 I know.... but it hurt Jan 23 22:18:32 I know man... Jan 23 22:19:38 * Morgan sighs letting go Jan 23 22:21:08 * HH puts a hand on the back of his neck, looking seriously at him "Sure you're done?" Jan 23 22:21:28 I think so Jan 23 22:21:44 * HH nods, letting go Jan 23 22:22:04 You need me t' get yer bubbies for a cuddle next? Jan 23 22:22:16 I'll be alright for a while Jan 23 22:22:32 * HH nods, looking up Jan 23 22:22:37 Leak looks okay Jan 23 22:23:21 what leak? Jan 23 22:23:39 The one that was 'ere when we came last Jan 23 22:24:13 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:24:44 [I think I might as well do Heinzharold] Jan 23 22:24:59 [I beg your pardon?] Jan 23 22:25:41 [As we're away from the ship. I might as well see to him] Jan 23 22:25:57 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Jan 23 22:26:01 Molly wants to fix you Jan 23 22:26:14 * HH grins Jan 23 22:26:23 Can't fix sexy, man Jan 23 22:28:18 and thats why you need to get fixed... Jan 23 22:28:28 Does she mean like with a pair o' bricks? *claps his hands hard together to make an imitation of the process* Jan 23 22:28:54 No, thats how you get a horse to drink when it doesn't want to Jan 23 22:29:08 **he laughs** Bet th' future Eisenfurst Fischler would like that. Jan 23 22:30:11 * Morgan shrugs Jan 23 22:30:14 **They get back to the others without incident, Florrie no longer in Molly's lap** Jan 23 22:31:36 **Molly watches HH* Let's see if we can do something magical about your cat allergy, shall we? *he grins* Doncha wanna fix your lip first, or you 'oping his majesty is gonna kiss it better? Jan 23 22:34:44 Sounds like he wants to sneeze constantly for the next few months... Jan 23 22:35:26 **Molly smiles** I'd let him, but it's a bit annoying Jan 23 22:36:08 true Jan 23 22:36:35 * HH pouts and sniffs with feigned upset, but when she takes his hand and Morgan feels the prickle, the good sensation of healing sets in and he cant help but smile Jan 23 22:38:47 * HH hugs her, doing the special hands thing, and even Morgan can see some tension go out of her from it. Then he lets go to chase the cat, Varick chases him, and Florrie tries to change on. The hens start squawking, Alice tries to get Florrie to slow down, and it's general chaos. Molly moves to Morgan's side** Jan 23 22:38:53 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 23 22:38:59 Are you alright? Jan 23 22:39:24 Struggling Jan 23 22:39:38 Can I use more magic to help you? Jan 23 22:40:08 No, I think its important to feel it Jan 23 22:40:40 * Molly nods "If you change your mind, I am always here, however you need" Jan 23 22:40:57 I know blossom, thank you... just my mind playing a cruel trick on me Jan 23 22:41:06 * Molly frowns slightly Jan 23 22:41:14 Do you wish to tell me? Jan 23 22:41:24 * Morgan glances around before speaking Jan 23 22:41:33 When Florrie was crying... I could smell burning Jan 23 22:41:46 * Molly takes his hand and squeezes gently Jan 23 22:41:57 That sounds like a sort of flashback Jan 23 22:42:45 I suppose so Jan 23 22:43:13 I think it's understandable. They sound similar? Jan 23 22:43:25 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:43:31 about as similar as they look Jan 23 22:43:39 * Molly nods Jan 23 22:43:49 I'm sorry, my love Jan 23 22:44:29 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:44:33 Do you wish to go back to the ship, and we will follow you down in a while? Jan 23 22:45:05 No... I'll be alright. Alice was saying its very unusual for Florrie to have taken to someone as she has to me Jan 23 22:45:13 * Molly smiles Jan 23 22:45:18 That's sweet Jan 23 22:45:34 I said I think its because I let Florrie approach me on her own terms Jan 23 22:45:44 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 23 22:46:16 Yes, I can understand that Jan 23 22:47:27 **HH manages to catch Ulysses, burying his face in the cats fur, inhaling deeply and then sighing loudly and happily "Mmm so soft!" Jan 23 22:48:16 I think... once Varick reaches eight, he'll be more mature than HeinzHarold Jan 23 22:48:27 * Molly glances at Morgan "I bet that is what his poor bubbies get subjected to as well!" Jan 23 22:48:39 * Morgan nods Jan 23 22:48:40 I expect so Jan 23 22:49:22 * Molly squeezes his hand, resting her cheek to his shoulder. She quietly says "I'm proud of you" Jan 23 22:49:34 * Morgan looks at her Jan 23 22:49:36 whatever for? Jan 23 22:49:48 Facing into the pain Jan 23 22:50:10 * Molly looks up at him Jan 23 22:50:39 For caring about Florrie enough to endure and persevere Jan 23 22:51:02 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 23 22:51:08 she deserves care... Jan 23 22:51:24 * Molly nods, continuing to watch him Jan 23 22:52:14 **HH wolfwhistles at them, and Molly rolls her eyes** Jan 23 22:54:07 I am going to make him allergic to breasts if he isn't careful. Jan 23 22:54:55 * Morgan laughs Jan 23 22:55:01 I'll tell him, should keep him in line Jan 23 22:55:24 I have no idea if I _can_, but it's plausible Jan 23 22:57:05 _he_ won't know if you can or can't though Jan 23 22:57:23 Very true. There doesn't seem to be much of a limit on what we can do, does there? Jan 23 22:58:08 * Morgan shrugs Jan 23 22:58:11 I've no idea Jan 23 22:58:28 It does make me wonder _why_. Why us? Jan 23 22:59:05 It isn't necessarily us... it could've been our children Jan 23 23:00:20 No, I mean... why us, why are we needed for the convergence even just as the grandparents of it. Why are we so special? Jan 23 23:00:38 * Morgan shrugs Jan 23 23:00:46 maybe we're not... it just happens to be us Jan 23 23:01:02 Maybe. I certainly dont feel very special Jan 23 23:01:17 Well you are... Inga thinks you're like a heroine in a novel Jan 23 23:01:52 Heroines are not flawed like I am, they are stronger Jan 23 23:02:23 You're reading the wrong books then.... and no-one is without flaws Jan 23 23:03:02 Maybe I'll have a look for some books at the manor this evening and spend the night reading? Jan 23 23:03:44 If that is what you wish... Jan 23 23:04:32 * Molly looks to see his expression, whether he is playful or serious or anxious Jan 23 23:05:11 * Morgan looks quite blank Jan 23 23:05:40 * Molly frowns, looking concerned and unsure of herself Jan 23 23:06:00 We will decide later on something that suits Jan 23 23:06:13 * Morgan sticks his tongue out at her Jan 23 23:06:27 * Molly raises an eyebrow Jan 23 23:06:36 Mmhmm. I see. Jan 23 23:06:46 * Morgan grins quickly Jan 23 23:06:57 I was wondering... if you'd teach me that song I heard you singing to Thomas Jan 23 23:07:14 * Molly blinks rapidly Jan 23 23:07:20 Uhhh... what was it? Jan 23 23:08:08 You've rather derailed my thoughts, I'm afraid, and I cannot recall Jan 23 23:08:46 Something about being close... Jan 23 23:09:34 Ohhh the one I was playing and singing the night Edward returned? Jan 23 23:09:42 * Morgan nods Jan 23 23:10:09 * Molly nods "I'll play it for you later if you wish" Jan 23 23:10:18 * Morgan nods Jan 23 23:10:44 * Molly smirks thoughtfully to herself Jan 23 23:10:53 I'm hoping learning that will shift the... I've had a couple of lines bouncing round my head for weeks Jan 23 23:11:14 Oh? What are they? I might know them? Jan 23 23:12:06 I doubt it... I haven't written it yet... Jan 23 23:14:22 * Molly nods, smiling sweetly "Well liebling, you know you always have whatever comfort or aid you ask, wherever and however you wish..." **she sends him the memory of her saying the second bit in the nursery in Fischler, followed by him pulling her close to the edge of the couch before they made love for the first time after the cast** Jan 23 23:14:45 * Molly sticks her tongue out at him, and wanders off to the others Jan 23 23:16:10 **he can hear her quietly giggling to herself as she goes** Jan 23 23:27:39 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 24 12:42:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 24 12:42:43 **The children play and he gets to spend time with both Varick and Florrie,  who are getting on well. Ulysses seems to like the extra attention. A few things get squared away with Alice about looking after the house, having the Ketch, visiting Pete and Beth. The children eat their tea there, and Florrie asks for Morgan to put her to bed after Alice has gotten her into night clothes** Jan 24 12:43:43 * Molly is now known as Florrie Jan 24 12:46:24 * Morgan nods Jan 24 12:46:28 aye alright Jan 24 12:47:22 * Florrie goes up the stairs to the bedroom, her blanket filled hammock waiting. She waits for him to move them Jan 24 12:48:21 * Morgan does so Jan 24 12:48:37 * Florrie climbs in, lying down Jan 24 12:48:51 Sing lul'by? Jan 24 12:49:01 You have one you like? Jan 24 12:49:06 Any Jan 24 12:49:13 * Morgan nods Jan 24 12:49:16 alright... Jan 24 12:49:22 * Morgan picks one and sings it quietly Jan 24 12:50:21 * Florrie reaches up to hold his ponytail, eyes closing. She looks so sweet and peaceful Jan 24 12:51:41 Nighty night Jan 24 12:52:22 night night little lady Jan 24 12:53:23 * Florrie stays holding his hair quite a while. With Edward's eyes hidden behind her lids so looks even more like Jana. Her breathing slows Jan 24 12:53:44 * Morgan waits til she's asleep before leaving the room quietly Jan 24 12:54:34 **downstairs everyone is getting ready to go, Molly is the only wone who checks Morgan's expression Jan 24 12:56:00 * Morgan looks like he's deep in thought, shoulders hunched Jan 24 12:57:05 **he picks up her feeling of being deeply protective of him, like she wants to wrap him up and shield him** Jan 24 12:57:53 * Morgan blinks, looking around Jan 24 12:58:45 **She is busy putting on Varick's coat. Goodbyes are said, and they head out into the evening. It's dark enough that they have to concentrate on the cliff path* Jan 24 12:59:03 **They get back to the Rose. With Varick fed and ready for bed, Molly is tucking him in whilst Morgan packs a bag** Jan 24 12:59:03 ((What does he pack? Violin, tin whistle,  sketch stuff, nightmare oil, balm, Avebury moonshine?)) Jan 24 12:59:03 **He can faintly hear Varick** Then we will sail for the Fish Festival and the Bum Man? Jan 24 12:59:09 * Florrie is now known as Molly Jan 24 13:00:03 ((guitar)) Jan 24 13:00:10 *Molly sounds quite firm* Mauschen, we must stop calling him that, it isn't polite. Jan 24 13:00:11 V: But Papa and Heinzharold found it funny when I was talking about bums! Jan 24 13:00:11 M: I will remind both of _them_also. Jan 24 13:01:44 V: What do we call him then? Jan 24 13:01:45 M: We should call him Lord Rosenkrantz. He is the next Freiarr Insel. Jan 24 13:01:45 V: Heinzharold calls him Rosie, can we call him that? Jan 24 13:01:45 M: No. If we are invited to, we will call him by his first name, which is Sebastian. Jan 24 13:01:45 V: That's a silly name. Jan 24 13:02:46 M,  whose voice carries a smile: And that, my dear boy, is also rude. Jan 24 13:02:47 V: Okay Mama. Goodnight, I love you. Jan 24 13:02:47 M: I love you, Mauschen. Jan 24 13:02:47 **Molly comes out a few minutes later, frowning slightly** Jan 24 13:03:44 Are we nearly ready? Jan 24 13:04:06 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:04:14 would you care to get my telling off done on the way? Jan 24 13:07:47 * Molly frowns Jan 24 13:07:58 I don't want to tell you off... Jan 24 13:09:24 I heard what you said to Varick... Jan 24 13:09:31 ... I think we all need to be careful not to encourage Varick's present interest in people's bottoms... Jan 24 13:09:46 * Molly looks serious Jan 24 13:10:45 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:10:47 alright Jan 24 13:11:31 * Molly is clearly brooding on it Jan 24 13:12:19 Whats the problem? Jan 24 13:12:40 I don't want him to end up embarrassed or offending people Jan 24 13:14:16 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:14:21 alright Jan 24 13:14:29 Even mentioning to Edward is likely to make him disapproving, and Varick would be hurt by that *she sighs* it's alright, it'll be fine Jan 24 13:15:00 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:15:41 * Molly tries to shake it off "I just worry for him. I'm protective" Jan 24 13:16:01 I know blossom Jan 24 13:16:20 * Molly nods Jan 24 13:16:57 Alright, we'd best tell Heinzharold and Inga we are leaving Jan 24 13:18:40 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:20:10 **They're in the dining room chatting with some of the crew. HH comes over** Jan 24 13:20:19 HH: Off now then? Jan 24 13:20:26 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:20:27 aye Jan 24 13:20:42 No talking about bums... Jan 24 13:21:07 HH grins: Can't make any promises, I do like a nice bum Jan 24 13:21:29 I'm serious Jan 24 13:21:35 * Molly glances at Morgan. HH watches the two of them Jan 24 13:22:00 HH: Oh, no talkin' bums with Varick? Jan 24 13:22:06 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:22:43 HH nods: no problem $got a bollocking then?$ Jan 24 13:23:40 $No. Imagine how hurt he'll be if he says something like that and sees someone disappointed in him$ Jan 24 13:24:18 HH: $good point. Softened it with the Grab, Compliment, Distract?$ Jan 24 13:24:46 $Wasn't a bollocking. She's worried$ Jan 24 13:24:52 * Molly just watches the two of them patiently Jan 24 13:25:20 HH: $okay$ Have a good one! Jan 24 13:25:31 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:26:01 * Molly heads off the ship, tightening her cloak Jan 24 13:26:29 I think we ought to take the tunnels, and check the machine? Jan 24 13:26:46 If you wish Jan 24 13:27:19 **With a lantern they pass in behind the Ketch that is being left for Alice and up through the tunnels, first getting to the contraband alcohol; two crates of brandy, one of scotch** Jan 24 13:27:19 Hmm… Jan 24 13:27:45 hmm? Jan 24 13:27:49 I think we should take this to Eisen to sell Jan 24 13:27:49 It will be less traceable there Jan 24 13:28:05 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:28:06 alright Jan 24 13:28:31 Although, perhaps a bottle of scotch for tonight? Jan 24 13:28:44 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:29:30 * Molly takes one "We'll likely want something to drink" Jan 24 13:29:36 Probably, aye Jan 24 13:29:57 **The go a little more on and up. The machine seems to be running fine, still glowing. She looks at it a few moments** Jan 24 13:30:07 It looks alright Jan 24 13:30:13 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:30:36 Strange isn't it, nothing supernatural happened whilst we stayed with Her Grace Jan 24 13:30:46 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:30:49 odd Jan 24 13:31:29 * Molly smiles "Well, apart from my healing, your fire magic, Varick talking to ghosts and animals, Florrie improving the Rose Garden..." Jan 24 13:31:53 * Morgan smirks Jan 24 13:32:01 well... yes... Jan 24 13:32:19 * Molly continues walking "The supernatural doesn't happen around us, it happens because of us?" Jan 24 13:34:07 I doubt that Jan 24 13:34:15 Would tonight be a good one for trying out whether I can heal any harm you can do? Jan 24 13:35:02 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:35:04 I suppose it would Jan 24 13:35:44 There is a little raw pork in a jar in the parcel from the galley, but I am skeptical Jan 24 13:36:10 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:36:13 I know Jan 24 13:36:59 **The manor house is as they left it, and it's a little chilly. She keeps her cloak on at first** Shall we pick a room to have a fire in, rather than warm the whole house? Jan 24 13:37:57 **There's a study/library, morning room, drawing room, dining room, music room downstairs** Jan 24 13:38:24 Wherever you would like Jan 24 13:38:50 Music room, if you wish to have me play? Jan 24 13:39:04 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:39:05 alright Jan 24 13:40:44 * Molly unpacks after he has done it, giving him time to quickly check the rest of the house is secure, which it is. When he gets back, she's smiling Jan 24 13:41:08 You brought Maelwys' drink... Jan 24 13:41:30 I did Jan 24 13:41:39 Still curious, hmm? Jan 24 13:45:12 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:45:15 I am somewhat Jan 24 13:45:34 * Molly goes to sit on the floor by the fire where it's warmest. She opens the tin with the pork in "we should do this first?" Jan 24 13:46:19 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:46:20 we should Jan 24 13:46:35 * Molly waits for him to join her Jan 24 13:46:47 * Morgan sits by the fire Jan 24 13:47:00 * Molly slides the tin to him Jan 24 13:47:35 How to do this... Jan 24 13:48:09 I suppose you would need to will it to injure with fire... Jan 24 13:48:28 * Morgan nods, doing so Jan 24 13:49:11 **It is as difficult to do as when he first tried to create a fire** Jan 24 13:49:22 No... you have to want it. Jan 24 13:49:29 * Morgan sighs Jan 24 13:49:34 I'll try Jan 24 13:49:40 * Molly nods Jan 24 13:50:13 **It gets easier, and soon it is burnt on the surface** Jan 24 13:50:37 * Molly tries to heal it, and despite him feeling the prickle, nothing happens Jan 24 13:50:41 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:50:53 That answers that then Jan 24 13:50:56 It's too dead. Jan 24 13:51:47 I can affect life, not things... not plants either, I've tried that. Jan 24 13:51:56 Gonn' have to be me then... Jan 24 13:52:06 * Molly looks unsure Jan 24 13:52:11 I suppose so Jan 24 13:52:40 it sure as hell isn't going to be you Jan 24 13:53:08 But that is what we need to know... can I heal it if you accidentally hurt someone Jan 24 13:53:50 so I'll accidentally hurt me... Jan 24 13:54:23 * Molly sighs "alright. Let me do something first?" Jan 24 13:54:45 * Molly holds out her hand Jan 24 13:54:52 * Morgan takes it Jan 24 13:55:18 **His neck prickles. He can't smell her perfume, or the fire in the grate** Jan 24 13:55:30 * Molly watches him solemnly Jan 24 13:55:58 * Morgan nods Jan 24 13:56:02 I hadn't thought of that Jan 24 13:57:44 * Molly nods again, letting his hand loose Jan 24 13:58:05 Alright, ready. Jan 24 13:58:52 * Morgan nods, concentrating on his forearm Jan 24 14:00:14 *a small patch turns pink, dark pink... it is probably more painful than any accidental burn he has ever gotten, and sustained** Jan 24 14:00:43 * Morgan stops, looking at Molly Jan 24 14:01:55 * Molly puts her hand on it, trying to heal it. She grimaces, but he can feel it slowly go Jan 24 14:02:43 I can, but it's far harder to heal than a normal burn Jan 24 14:03:19 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:06:41 As to if I can do so on another... the only think I can think of is to do it to an animal. Jan 24 14:07:50 I can think of a chicken... Jan 24 14:10:24 Oh! What about if I numbed part of my body first? Jan 24 14:11:14 * Morgan frowns Jan 24 14:11:18 No Jan 24 14:11:48 * Molly watches him. It looks like she is trying to decide whether to reason with him Jan 24 14:12:43 ((Expression?)) Jan 24 14:12:52 ((serious)) Jan 24 14:12:57 * Molly then shrugs "Hilda then." Jan 24 14:14:37 * Morgan watches her Jan 24 14:14:43 * Molly opens the bottle of scotch, drinking a mouthful before handing it over Jan 24 14:15:34 * Morgan takes a mouthful Jan 24 14:15:42 I know you know my reasoning makes sense. I know your principles will not permit it. So there is no point me continuing. Jan 24 14:15:58 **The scotch tastes weird, weak** Jan 24 14:16:46 What about... a finger tip size? Jan 24 14:17:14 * Molly nods "Numbed first?" Jan 24 14:17:42 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:17:44 of course Jan 24 14:18:11 * Molly nods "On my thigh, incase I cannot heal it" Jan 24 14:18:27 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:19:59 * Molly fidgets, raising her skirts. She bares an area on her thigh that is illuminated brightly by the firelight. She concentrates a moment, then draws a circle with her finger to show where is numb Jan 24 14:20:09 Anywhere in that circle Jan 24 14:20:20 * Morgan nods, concentrating Jan 24 14:20:34 ((How reluctant is he?)) Jan 24 14:21:08 ((fairly)) Jan 24 14:21:40 **This takes a lot of hard focus, much more challenging than on the pork. It turns slightly pink. Molly watches her thigh** Jan 24 14:21:45 I cant feel it Jan 24 14:22:23 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:23:41 **As he tries harder, he starts to feel like his magic is hitting a barrier, like the force of her magic and his are pushing against each other. It's like when he has felt his is out of control after nightmares and she has used hers to calm it, like a battle of wills** Jan 24 14:23:59 Hmm... Jan 24 14:24:01 * Morgan stops Jan 24 14:24:40 * Molly looks at the pink mark a long moment then takes a deep breath Jan 24 14:24:56 Let's see what happens... Jan 24 14:25:35 **She concentrates, and the mark fades** See, no harm done Jan 24 14:25:50 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:26:42 * Molly watches the fire thoughtfully, then drinks some scotch. She doeant seem to notice its lack of flavour Jan 24 14:27:49 * Morgan taps his nose Jan 24 14:27:52 could you fix this? Jan 24 14:28:03 * Molly leans over with a little smile, lays a finger on his nose, and undoes the magic that stopped him smelling any burning flesh Jan 24 14:28:18 All better? Jan 24 14:28:28 * Morgan sips the scotch Jan 24 14:28:36 **its back to normal Jan 24 14:29:03 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:29:50 * Molly smiles, nodding "good. So it seems I can heal any wounds from it, but it feels like there's some competition between our talents..." Jan 24 14:31:22 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:31:24 does rather Jan 24 14:31:44 How strange... how do you feel? Jan 24 14:32:55 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 14:33:11 * Molly watches him Jan 24 14:33:25 Do you need anything? Jan 24 14:33:36 I'm alright I think Jan 24 14:34:47 * Molly watches him further, thinking a moment. Then she moves closer, kneeling up, and wraps her arms around him with a kiss on his crown Jan 24 14:36:06 * Morgan sighs, relaxing slightly Jan 24 14:36:47 * Molly presses in with her hands, like Heinzharold does, and lays her cheek on his head Jan 24 14:40:01 I am fine, I am unhurt Jan 24 14:43:04 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:43:29 **He can smell her perfume again now, though due to her position he can't see anything, her chest at his forehead Jan 24 14:44:23 How are you faring after the time with Florrie? Jan 24 14:45:13 It was... difficult Jan 24 14:47:49 * Molly hugs him tighter a moment before moving to sit close next to him Jan 24 14:48:35 I could think of no way to prevent you needing to do her bed time Jan 24 14:48:47 No... Jan 24 14:50:42 * Molly takes his hand and offers him the scotch Jan 24 14:50:50 She really is attached Jan 24 14:51:12 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:51:16 yes, I think so Jan 24 14:53:00 I'm sorry Jan 24 14:53:21 There's nothing for you to be sorry about Jan 24 14:54:25 It is painful, I would save you that Jan 24 14:55:16 it is what it is Jan 24 14:55:26 * Molly nods Jan 24 14:55:48 Once we have left tomorrow we won't see her for months, most likely Jan 24 14:55:58 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:56:02 I'm not sure how I feel about that Jan 24 14:57:37 * Molly nods Jan 24 14:58:03 I would imagine it is conflicting. If she did not look like Jana, it would be clearer... Jan 24 14:58:14 * Morgan nods Jan 24 14:58:20 its worse when she['s going to sleep... Jan 24 14:59:57 Why? Jan 24 15:00:17 Because the only noticeable difference is her eyes... when she's going to sleep, there's not even that Jan 24 15:00:25 * Molly sighs, kissing his knuckles Jan 24 15:00:40 It must be so hard to stay in the present Jan 24 15:00:50 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:03:05 * Molly nods, watching the fire a moment Jan 24 15:03:19 I wish I could help Jan 24 15:04:00 it is what it is Jan 24 15:04:44 * Molly nods Jan 24 15:04:55 There is no comfort I can give you? Jan 24 15:05:50 Just being here is a comfort Jan 24 15:05:59 * Molly drinks some of the scotch Jan 24 15:06:10 I don't intend to go wandering off Jan 24 15:06:18 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:06:19 good Jan 24 15:06:34 What would you like to do now? Jan 24 15:06:58 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 15:07:03 maybe you could teach me that song? Jan 24 15:08:11 * Molly nods. She puts her hand on his cheek and then kisses him softly before going to the piano. He's hears her play and sing it before, and she goes right through it without stopping Jan 24 15:09:54 * Morgan nods to himself as she plays, making occasional notes Jan 24 15:11:55 Shall I continue for you? Jan 24 15:12:58 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:14:42 * Molly plays it again, and then again Jan 24 15:15:40 Alright... I _think_ I have it... Jan 24 15:17:31 I can go again, if it would please you... *she giggles* Jan 24 15:17:45 * Morgan sniggers, picking up his guitar Jan 24 15:17:50 aye, go on Jan 24 15:18:33 * Molly does so Jan 24 15:18:45 * Morgan tries to play along Jan 24 15:20:14 **he 's able to with reasonable ease, and by rendition number six is doing excellently. She seems content to play for him Jan 24 15:21:24 That has helped with your lines you are stuck on? Jan 24 15:21:38 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 24 15:21:46 no, not really, but I know something new now Jan 24 15:22:11 How are along are you with your new song? Jan 24 15:22:26 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 15:22:30 a few lines is all Jan 24 15:22:46 You will not wish my help? Jan 24 15:23:19 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 15:23:23 it'll come to me eventually Jan 24 15:24:23 * Molly nods, playing something else, and then something different again. Then she turns to watch him Jan 24 15:24:40 Do you really think Maelwys' drink works? Jan 24 15:24:45 I've got no idea Jan 24 15:24:58 Should I try it? Jan 24 15:25:40 If you want to. Its not bad tasting Jan 24 15:26:08 * Molly gets up, finding it. She takes a little sip from the bottle Jan 24 15:26:18 I think it is wise to go gently... Jan 24 15:26:26 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:26:32 I'd say so Jan 24 15:27:00 It is very nice though. Shall we play something else together? Jan 24 15:27:28 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:27:36 **It's about half way through when she starts to make very minor errors in the piece** Jan 24 15:27:47 * Morgan watches her Jan 24 15:27:49 are you alright? Jan 24 15:28:06 * Molly nods, changing position slightly Jan 24 15:28:18 I am fine. Play on, my love Jan 24 15:28:26 * Morgan nods, smirking Jan 24 15:28:42 * Molly 's playing only gets worse Jan 24 15:29:22 _sure_ you're alright? Jan 24 15:29:43 * Molly frowns "I need to practice more often" She fidgets again, rolling her shoulders Jan 24 15:30:21 Thats clearly the problem... Jan 24 15:31:44 * Molly nods. She suggests a different piece, and improves throughout, the fidgeting stopping Jan 24 15:31:48 That's better Jan 24 15:36:50 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:36:53 most peculiar Jan 24 15:37:05 * Molly nods Jan 24 15:37:26 I think maybe that drink needs more than a sip for it to do anything Jan 24 15:38:39 Think so? you were fidgeting a lot Jan 24 15:38:57 Was I? Jan 24 15:39:06 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:39:23 * Molly takes a large mouthful this time, licking her lips a little afterwards "it's very nice" Jan 24 15:39:55 * Morgan nods Jan 24 15:39:56 its not bad Jan 24 15:40:15 * Molly is part way through a piece of music when she says "Oh" Jan 24 15:40:38 oh? Jan 24 15:40:55 That's... Yes, I can feel that. Jan 24 15:41:09 oh? Jan 24 15:41:54 * Molly takes a deep breath, exhaling slowly, and resumes playing. She is playing slower now than before, having to concentrate more Jan 24 15:42:00 Mmhmm Jan 24 15:43:31 having trouble there blossom? Jan 24 15:43:42 * Molly starts to fidget more noticeably Jan 24 15:43:50 I'm... I'm alright... Jan 24 15:44:09 * Morgan sniggers Jan 24 15:45:51 * Molly exhales slowly again. She manages to play poorly until she gets to the end of the song, then she rests her forehead on the keys, making the piano make a very odd mix of notes Jan 24 16:09:57 Having issues there blossom? Jan 24 16:10:09 That... was not a wise choice I think! Jan 24 16:10:19 no? Jan 24 16:11:05 * Molly sits up, stretching her back. Then she picks up the bottle, offering it to him Jan 24 16:11:52 It's certainly doesn't do nothing! Jan 24 16:12:57 What makes you say that? Jan 24 16:13:27 * Molly fidgets again sat on the piano stool Jan 24 16:14:04 It's like I am much more aware of everything in my body... Jan 24 16:16:09 * Morgan nods Jan 24 16:16:40 * Molly exhales slowly, shivering a little Jan 24 16:17:02 It does nothing to you? Jan 24 16:18:36 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 24 16:20:27 * Molly nods, biting her lip Jan 24 16:21:09 I'm sure it will wear off. Jan 24 16:21:16 At some point Jan 24 16:21:52 * Molly turns away from the piano, but stays on the seat. Her fingers grip the edge of the seat a little Jan 24 16:22:16 I am afraid I will not have the concentration to play any longer, my love Jan 24 16:24:44 it is getting worse? Jan 24 16:25:07 * Molly looks at the bottle a moment before looking back to him "No, but it is not getting better yet. I wonder how much Anna had drunk of it..." Jan 24 16:25:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 16:25:34 no idea Jan 24 16:27:07 * Molly nods. She crosses her legs then makes a little whimper. Jan 24 16:27:17 Did you want to play the piano? Jan 24 16:28:54 I'll come sit with you but... I can't play Jan 24 16:29:52 Why not? *she shuffles along the bench with slow controlled breaths* Jan 24 16:31:05 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 24 16:31:09 I never learned Jan 24 16:31:26 Oh... yes, I see. Jan 24 16:33:09 * Morgan nods Jan 24 16:33:26 **She presses her thigh to his when he's sat down** I thought perhaps you meant because my predicament was distracting you... Jan 24 16:36:06 What predicament would that be? Jan 24 16:38:15 * Molly whimpers "liebes herz! You know very well!" Jan 24 16:39:20 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 16:39:58 * Molly leans her head to his arm Jan 24 16:40:08 I think it is easing now... Jan 24 16:41:00 * Morgan nods Jan 24 16:41:42 * Molly sighs "No, it isn't really..." Jan 24 16:43:30 I... think if I drank any more I would probably lose my self-control. Jan 24 16:44:42 tempting Jan 24 16:44:51 Is it? Jan 24 16:44:56 some, aye Jan 24 16:45:09 But only some? Jan 24 16:45:22 * Molly nuzzles his arm Jan 24 16:46:23 Well... Jan 24 16:47:03 Well what, my love? Jan 24 16:47:18 I don't want you to be unhappy... Jan 24 16:47:37 I wouldn't wish to be too rough with you Jan 24 16:48:41 That is... unlikely Jan 24 16:49:01 * Molly glances at him Jan 24 16:49:10 What would please _you_? Jan 24 16:50:52 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 16:51:20 * Molly watches him Jan 24 16:52:09 It's been a tough day for you, perhaps we'll let it just wear off. We know it has an effect, and there will be other days. Jan 24 16:52:51 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 16:52:53 I'm alright Jan 24 16:53:32 * Molly nods Jan 24 16:53:44 Perhaps a little more? Jan 24 16:54:36 * Morgan nods Jan 24 16:55:00 You would like that? Jan 24 16:56:13 I would Jan 24 16:56:37 * Molly takes another mouthful of it before offering the open bottle to him Jan 24 16:57:51 * Morgan sips it Jan 24 16:58:35 * Molly does up the lid, putting the bottle on a cupboard. Whilst she's up, he notices that her thoughts have become easier to hear, like when he first drank it in Avebury Jan 24 16:59:56 [I wonder how long it takes to get stronger] Jan 24 17:00:57 * Morgan watches her for a moment Jan 24 17:01:22 * Molly watches him "Are you content here, or shall we wander around the house a bit?" Jan 24 17:02:09 [He could light any fires we need to warm up] Jan 24 17:03:10 Thats entirely up to you my love Jan 24 17:04:01 * Molly removes her boots, leaving them by the fire. She offers him her hand Jan 24 17:06:56 * Morgan stands up, taking it Jan 24 17:07:41 * Molly draws a sharp breath as they cross the room, and when they get to the closed door she uses her body to back him against it before kissing him forcefully Jan 24 17:10:09 * Morgan returns her kiss Jan 24 17:12:32 * Molly moves along his jaw until she is kissing up his neck deeply, hands roughly on his chest, shoulders and sides, the additional effects having obviously kicked in Jan 24 17:12:57 Still think its not very effective? Jan 24 17:14:15 * Molly makes a non-commital sound and then bites gently down to his shoulder Jan 24 17:14:19 [God I want him so badly] Jan 24 17:17:56 You appear to have something on your mind... Jan 24 17:19:18 * Molly murmurs Hmm? before capturing his skin between her lips and sucking deeply on it. Her hands move to his thighs grasping rhythmically at them Jan 24 17:20:05 [How can he have enough thought to ask questions? This would drive me wild] Jan 24 17:22:09 * Morgan moans quietly Jan 24 17:25:09 * Molly becomes more forceful at the sound, pressing him quite hard against the door, her nails digging against the fabric as she grabs his thighs Jan 24 17:25:26 * Morgan goes along with it Jan 24 17:28:15 * Molly draws deep enough on his neck that he knows he will end up with some serious bruising if he lets her continue. She brings a hand over his placket too, much bolder than normal [There is no way we will get to the desk if I don't slow down!] Jan 24 17:30:01 * Morgan moves here away slightly Jan 24 17:30:08 I thought you wanted to walk through the house... Jan 24 17:30:31 * Molly breathes heavily "Uhhh... yes... I did" Jan 24 17:36:21 * Morgan nods Jan 24 17:36:45 * Molly keeps one hand on his bottom as they head back into the dining room [... if we did that it would be very odd then having guests to dinner though!] Jan 24 17:37:08 I wonder if we'll ever entertain here Jan 24 17:37:24 * Molly tilts her head Jan 24 17:37:50 I suppose we might, maybe we could come here on holiday Jan 24 17:38:14 * Morgan nods Jan 24 17:38:39 [Although coming anywhere is going to become rather necessary before long] Jan 24 17:38:52 Perhaps your parents would like to visit? Jan 24 17:39:09 Maybe Jan 24 17:40:05 * Molly rubs across his bottom before squeezing it "It's certainly a nice house, plenty of bedrooms" Jan 24 17:40:24 * Morgan nods Jan 24 17:40:47 [Sadly we do not have time for all of them!] Jan 24 17:43:00 * Morgan looks over the room Jan 24 17:43:08 that table looks sturdy... Jan 24 17:44:22 Mmhmm... expensive I think [and probably a very good height... my toes would barely touch the floor] **she exhales slowly** Jan 24 17:44:51 more than likely Jan 24 17:45:03 * Molly leads him into the morning room, looking around. "The light in here would be very nice for sketching..." She lets go of him, going to sit on a chaise Jan 24 17:45:31 * Morgan watches her Jan 24 17:46:31 [I'm not sure how enthusiastic he is... perhaps he wishes he hadn't brought the drink] Or we could have a local painter paint Varick and I here one summer? Jan 24 17:47:18 lay back for me... Jan 24 17:47:24 * Molly leans back, looking up at the ceiling a moment, breathing slowly Jan 24 17:47:59 This would be a good position for a sketch? Jan 24 17:48:01 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 24 17:48:06 yes, and you're right about the light Jan 24 17:48:20 * Molly nods Jan 24 17:48:36 We might be able to squeeze it in in the morning? Jan 24 17:48:51 [Oh that sounds so rude!] Jan 24 17:49:03 * Morgan nods Jan 24 17:49:15 sounds good... Maybe in shift... Jan 24 17:49:26 * Molly smiles Jan 24 17:49:53 Sorry, I might not be wearing one... Jan 24 17:50:19 I mean in the morning... I can imagine the early light would look even better Jan 24 17:50:41 * Molly nods thoughtfully Jan 24 17:50:51 I think you're right... Jan 24 17:51:13 [maybe if I use magic I can take the effect away] Jan 24 17:52:02 Fairly sturdy looking, too Jan 24 17:52:20 * Molly frowns Jan 24 17:52:40 I'm not sure any woman wishes to look sturdy in a sketch, my love Jan 24 17:53:03 the chaise, I mean... Jan 24 17:53:20 * Molly nods, smiling and blushing Jan 24 17:53:43 Yes, I agree [so many positions on a chaise...] Jan 24 17:53:59 Shall we move on? Jan 24 17:54:21 * Molly takes a deep breath, coming back to him Jan 24 17:54:42 * Morgan takes her hand, whirling her about briefly before walking on Jan 24 17:55:18 * Molly starts giggling, squeezing his hand Jan 24 17:57:22 **The next downstairs room is the study, the original owners obviously liked chaises as there's one here Morgan has already slept on, as well as a library ladder, a couch by the fire, and a desk. It's very similar to the one he dreams where she teaches him to control his dreams Jan 24 17:58:09 [There should be a manual, and it should be given as soon as you are betrothed...] Jan 24 17:58:39 Are you having issues my love? Jan 24 17:58:52 Hmm? No... Jan 24 17:59:15 sure? Jan 24 17:59:27 I was simply distracted Jan 24 17:59:50 * Morgan nods Jan 24 17:59:51 alright Jan 24 18:00:14 * Molly lets go of his hand. She goes near the desk, looking on the bookcase for something Jan 24 18:00:27 What are you after? Jan 24 18:00:39 The ledgers for Alice, whilst we are here... Jan 24 18:01:38 * Morgan nods Jan 24 18:01:54 [... chapter one: how to arouse one's husband without being too forward or unfeminine...] Jan 24 18:02:16 * Molly puts them in the hall before coming back Jan 24 18:02:59 * Morgan watches her, swigging from the bottle Jan 24 18:06:13 [... chapter two: should you undress yourself, let him undress you, or keep your clothes on? Or, if you are nobility, should you have a specific night dress for your husband's bi-weekly marital visits?] Jan 24 18:06:28 * Molly smiles to herself as she looks around the room Jan 24 18:09:29 * Morgan offers the drink to her Jan 24 18:09:44 * Molly shakes her head Jan 24 18:09:54 I do not think I should drink more Jan 24 18:13:55 Why's that? Jan 24 18:14:19 * Molly sits on the desk, fidgeting a little again [I wonder, if I sat just right and moved like that, how close to peaking could I get?] Jan 24 18:14:38 I think it's working quite well as it is Jan 24 18:15:35 oh? You seem to have it well under control... Jan 24 18:16:28 [Because I am trying not to push you or make you feel obligated] I am managing at present Jan 24 18:16:56 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 24 18:18:18 * Molly crosses her legs. She watches him. "Would you like a fire in here, or to wander upstairs?" Jan 24 18:20:08 [Imagine if I could read his mind... at least when it comes to times like this...] Jan 24 18:20:42 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 18:20:47 I'm happy to do either Jan 24 18:21:09 * Molly watches him Jan 24 18:21:36 Perhaps we'll have a fire in here then, sit on the couch Jan 24 18:22:25 The couch'll do... Jan 24 18:22:40 [Maybe he does want a night of reading and company after all. Which is understandable, after his day] Jan 24 18:23:13 * Molly gets off the desk, making a very quiet whimper again. She sits on the couch Jan 24 18:24:45 This will be nice, it's good to have time that there aren't so many demands on us Jan 24 18:27:31 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 24 19:08:59 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 24 19:09:05 [18:18] (Molly) This will be nice, it's good to have time that there aren't so many demands on us Jan 24 20:27:50 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:27:52 indeed Jan 24 20:28:58 * Molly watches him a moment, then fidgets a little Jan 24 20:29:12 I wonder how everyone at the ship is doing Jan 24 20:29:27 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 20:31:50 * Molly tries to settle comfortably on the couch, but she doesnt seem to be having much luck. She watches the fire, and he notices he's no longer picking up her thoughts Jan 24 20:32:37 wearing off? Jan 24 20:32:48 * Molly nods Jan 24 20:32:52 A little, yes Jan 24 20:33:10 pity Jan 24 20:33:21 Why so, my love? Jan 24 20:34:18 I was enjoying watching you struggle with it if I'm honest Jan 24 20:34:47 Oh... you seemed more interested in the house Jan 24 20:36:02 No, not really... Jan 24 20:36:29 * Molly nods, watching him closely Jan 24 20:36:58 What is it you want, my love? I only wish to make you happy Jan 24 20:37:14 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 20:38:12 * Molly stands up "shall I fetch the scotch?" Jan 24 20:38:51 I'm alright with this... Jan 24 20:38:56 * Morgan holds out the bottle Jan 24 20:39:53 * Molly watches him a moment, then nods, taking it and downing two mouthfuls Jan 24 20:40:04 * Molly hands it back Jan 24 20:40:19 To be fair to him, its not bad at all Jan 24 20:40:36 It is very nice, I agree, but very dangerous too Jan 24 20:41:13 dangerous? Jan 24 20:41:27 Given to an unsuspecting woman Jan 24 20:41:44 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:41:46 good point... Jan 24 20:41:51 * Molly starts to fidget a little more than she was Jan 24 20:42:08 It would make it very hard to maintain one's boundaries Jan 24 20:43:02 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:43:39 * Molly changes position a bit, breathing slowly Jan 24 20:44:00 It's... it's more physical than mental, I think... Jan 24 20:44:39 * Molly watches him for all the signs of being relaxed or enjoying this Jan 24 20:44:40 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:46:05 * Molly squirms a little in her seat, closing her eyes and breathing out in a measured way again Jan 24 20:46:49 * Morgan watches her Jan 24 20:47:09 I must confess I am enjoying that Jan 24 20:48:28 **Molly opens her eyes, biting her lip* what is it you're enjoying, mein sehnsucht? Jan 24 20:48:57 Watching you trying to manage your arousal... Jan 24 20:49:51 * Molly blushes, smiling "It is pleases you to see me struggle with it?" Jan 24 20:50:14 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:50:32 * Molly crosses her legs, pressing them together firmly. She gasps a moment Jan 24 20:50:36 It isn't unpleasant, it's just... strong. Jan 24 20:50:49 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:50:51 good Jan 24 20:52:02 * Molly fidgets again, squeezing her thighs again. She watches him with open desire Jan 24 20:52:23 I am enjoying that you enjoy this Jan 24 20:52:39 * Morgan nods Jan 24 20:52:40 good Jan 24 20:53:18 * Molly looks him over, particularly assessing his visible arousal Jan 24 20:53:58 * Morgan is clearly aroused Jan 24 20:54:22 * Molly whimpers just looking at the straining fabric, thighs clenching again Jan 24 20:55:37 * Morgan grins Jan 24 20:55:44 what would you like my love? Jan 24 20:56:06 * Molly 's brows come together Jan 24 20:58:25 Everything. I want you. Here on the couch, the desk, the hallway floor. And on the dining table, and on the piano with the lid down, and... *she moans softly, grinding her thighs together a little. She looks flushed and frustrated and very aroused* Jan 24 20:58:58 and... Jan 24 21:00:08 * Molly whimpers "And outside in the cold grass under the stars. Anywhere you would like." Jan 24 21:00:52 in the grass? That surprises me Jan 24 21:01:03 * Molly 's gaze moves back to his crotch Jan 24 21:01:07 Does it? Jan 24 21:01:12 * Morgan nods Jan 24 21:01:22 Why? Jan 24 21:02:07 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 21:02:12 bit risky Jan 24 21:02:25 * Molly fidgets again, sucking the centre of her lower lip, fingers fiddling with the fabric of her dress Jan 24 21:03:18 The nearest people are Alice and Florrie way over at the farm. Everyone is half a mile away at the ships Jan 24 21:04:09 True... Jan 24 21:05:25 Noone could see or hear us... *she shivers* Jan 24 21:06:16 Are you trying to persuade me? Jan 24 21:07:14 * Molly alternates between watching his expression and watching his constrained erection, the thigh pressing gets worse. "I am inviting you to... to fuck me wherever you wish" She squirms more at this Jan 24 21:07:50 * Morgan grins Jan 24 21:07:59 Lets go and have a look outside shall we? Jan 24 21:08:30 * Molly stands up, making a little moan as the pressure changes Jan 24 21:08:49 Yes, please... Jan 24 21:09:21 * Morgan holds out his hand Jan 24 21:09:58 * Molly takes it, holding firmly Jan 24 21:13:34 * Molly takes a cloak with them, making their way out and north, putting the house between them and the farm, and not going further west where the cliff path is. The gardens are nice and the lawn is soft and long. The night is cold and clear. Jan 24 21:14:02 The stars are beautiful tonight Jan 24 21:14:18 * Morgan nods Jan 24 21:14:19 aye Jan 24 21:14:51 * Molly goes on her toes to kiss him Jan 24 21:15:30 * Morgan kisses her hard Jan 24 21:17:07 * Molly finally snaps, losing control at this. She runs her hands over his body until she is calming his hardness through his trousers with long firm passes. Her kisses turn urgent, bordering on violent, desperation clear Jan 24 21:17:16 Palming* Jan 24 21:19:15 Something you want? Jan 24 21:19:51 I want you... *she pulls at the buttons of his placket* Jan 24 21:20:12 * Morgan nods, letting her Jan 24 21:21:31 ... I want you on your back in the grass, looking up at the stars, deep in my mouth so that you can never again look up at a starry sky on a very clear night without remembering the feel of it... *she undoes the other button* Jan 24 21:22:07 * Morgan nods Jan 24 21:22:14 You think that will be enough for you? Jan 24 21:22:27 That is just to start with... Jan 24 21:22:42 * Morgan nods Jan 24 21:23:40 * Molly pulls down the flap, the night air is a bit of a shock, her hand immediately following it nice and warm. She strokes him gently Jan 24 21:26:14 You wish me to be on the ground? Jan 24 21:26:57 Yes. Lie down, please. Jan 24 21:27:05 * Morgan nods, laying on the ground Jan 24 21:27:11 **The long grass is soft but cold, and the sky above reminds him of many nights of watch from the crows nest, a ceiling of flickering silver dots and the beautiful pinky blue cloud like spread of space overhead. Brightly overhead, the constellation Et Amantes, known as The Lovers. Jan 24 21:29:06 * Molly positions herself between his legs, and her mouth is very hot compared to the coldness of the November night. She uses her tongue and sucking to bring him sensation, moaning quietly as she does so Jan 24 21:29:38 * Morgan groans at her ministrations Jan 24 21:30:37 * Molly spends quite a bit of time doing this, her focus clearly on his pleasure rather than making him orgasm. He sees two shooting stars whilst she is doing so Jan 24 21:32:38 * Morgan moans quite a bit Jan 24 21:32:43 * Molly says softly "close your eyes... I will tell you when to open them..." Jan 24 21:34:31 alright... Jan 24 21:34:35 * Morgan closes his eyes Jan 24 21:34:42 **she continues to pleasure him this way, but it is inconsistent, sometimes with gaps of thirty seconds or more. He can hear her fidgeting** Jan 24 21:34:53 Are your eyes still closed? Jan 24 21:35:11 aye Jan 24 21:35:30 Good, stay like that please Jan 24 21:36:25 alright... Jan 24 21:36:59 * Molly stands. Then he feels her straddle his hips, and the heat of her core along his length is even hotter than that of her mouth. "You can touch, but you cannot look until I say" Jan 24 21:37:23 * Morgan nods, running his hands over her Jan 24 21:38:21 **no fabric comes between his hands and her thighs, nor them and her hips Jan 24 21:42:02 * Molly rocks her hips to grind herself along him, moaning loudly. There's no fabric at her waist either Jan 24 21:43:32 * Morgan moans under her Jan 24 21:44:25 **his hands reach her unbound hair, and immediately within that her bare breasts, nipples very hard from the cold night. She angles her body so he is at her entrance Jan 24 21:44:43 * Morgan pinches her nipples Jan 24 21:45:07 * Molly shudders, moaning again Jan 24 21:45:35 You can open your eyes, mein sehnsucht Jan 24 21:45:47 * Morgan does so Jan 24 21:47:13 * Molly immediately sinks down on him as deep as she can. The moonlight works well on revealing her pale nudity, and when she pulls her hair to one side even more is on show. She watches his expression, biting her lip Jan 24 21:47:33 * Morgan grunts low in his throat, thrusting up to meet her Jan 24 21:48:18 You approve? *she grinds deeply on him, breath catching* Jan 24 21:49:21 * Morgan nods Jan 24 21:49:22 very much Jan 24 21:53:41 * Molly starts to move in the way she most likes, her hands stroking and squeezing at her breasts. She manages about half a minute before he can tell from her unconcealed vocalisations that she is getting very close. She alternates between watching him and having her head thrown back as she rhythmically moans and grinds closer to her climax. There's a wild abandon in her speed and urgency Jan 24 21:54:53 thats it blossom... Jan 24 21:57:49 * Molly obviously enjoys him talking because she immediately orgasms hard around him, arching in a way that makes the silver light bathe her as if it were water. Se rocks only very gently on him, mostly clenching and shuddering as her body and mind are overcome with the pleasure Jan 24 21:58:39 * Morgan runs his hands over her Jan 24 21:59:37 * Molly looks down at him with an almost pleading expression "Put me on my back and take me as _you_ need, liebling. That is what I crave." Jan 24 22:00:38 * Morgan rolls her over suddenly, forcing himself as deep as possible into her Jan 24 22:02:16 * Molly arches up beneath him, the roughness of it making her climax again. She moans loudly "Oh god yes, thank you!" Jan 24 22:03:28 * Morgan pulls up one of her legs and fucks her savagely for a good minute and a half before burying himself in her, swelling and shuddering Jan 24 22:05:26 * Molly peaks once more as she feels him swell, wrapping her arms gently around his back and bringing her forehead to his, making a high pitch moan of extreme pleasure Jan 24 22:06:45 * Morgan grinds within her as his own orgasm hits, his release ripping through his muscles Jan 24 22:08:35 * Molly softly moans again, stroking his back Jan 24 22:14:35 * Morgan collapses onto her Jan 24 22:15:31 * Molly moves her hand to stroke his hair. She whispers "I love you" Jan 24 22:16:32 I love you Jan 24 22:18:25 **The night breeze cools his face, and he can feel her heart under his. She watches the stars over his shoulder, and he can feel a deep peace radiate from her** Jan 24 22:19:10 * Morgan eases off her, lying on the grass beside her Jan 24 22:19:45 * Molly reaches for the cloak, pulling it over them both as she curls up to him Jan 24 22:20:05 Wow... that was amazing Jan 24 22:20:36 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:20:39 it was Jan 24 22:21:20 * Molly sighs happily, letting her breathing settle Jan 24 22:21:59 Will you remember this, do you think, the next clear night you're in the crow's nest? Jan 24 22:22:23 undoubtedly blossom Jan 24 22:23:00 * Molly nods. She's quiet a few moments before she fidgets around with the cloak, then hands him a cream flannel with a little smile Jan 24 22:24:13 * Morgan smiles, getting cleaned up Jan 24 22:24:34 I had one in my skirt too... I wasn't sure where we might end up... Jan 24 22:24:52 very brave of you, unrobing out here Jan 24 22:25:05 * Molly giggles Jan 24 22:25:16 I wanted to surprise and delight you Jan 24 22:25:22 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:26:04 * Molly gets cleaned up too Jan 24 22:26:20 If it was warmer I would suggest sleeping out here Jan 24 22:26:35 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:26:40 bit chilly though Jan 24 22:27:06 Mmm... it won't be chilly in Capperlucia even though it will be mid February Jan 24 22:27:15 no, I suppose not Jan 24 22:27:35 * Molly stretches on the grass Jan 24 22:27:41 So, my love...? Jan 24 22:28:22 so? Jan 24 22:28:24 How long until you are ready to go again? **she smiles playfully** Jan 24 22:29:32 In this chill?! Jan 24 22:29:43 No... somewhere warmer Jan 24 22:29:59 Maybe... Jan 24 22:30:13 You would rather have me out here again? Jan 24 22:30:30 that would be quite the feat Jan 24 22:30:42 The cold is a problem? Jan 24 22:31:12 in general it has an undesired effect on men Jan 24 22:31:59 * Molly leans up on her arm, looking curious Jan 24 22:32:03 What effect? Jan 24 22:33:03 it generally makes things... smaller... Jan 24 22:33:27 You felt just as big and wonderful as always, my love Jan 24 22:33:34 * Morgan shrugs Jan 24 22:33:40 you'd rather driven me wild... Jan 24 22:33:53 * Molly moans softly at this Jan 24 22:33:57 Really? Jan 24 22:34:59 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:35:53 I had an awful feeling you were going to make good on your threat of teasing me in retaliation for me doing so the other morning to make you beg Jan 24 22:39:05 * Morgan laughs Jan 24 22:39:12 I hadn't thought of that Jan 24 22:39:40 I wasn't going to risk reminding you when I was already in such a predicament Jan 24 22:39:45 * Molly smiles Jan 24 22:40:19 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:40:43 Warm is better for male members then? *she looks thoughtful* Jan 24 22:40:53 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:40:54 * Molly shivers a little Jan 24 22:40:55 generally Jan 24 22:41:03 I don't know much about them Jan 24 22:41:51 no... Jan 24 22:42:42 I know certain spots are very sensitive... and that it means you are... favourably inclined towards intimacy Jan 24 22:44:45 * Molly looks intrigued Jan 24 22:48:30 oh? Jan 24 22:48:39 Oh what? Jan 24 22:48:52 which spots? Jan 24 22:49:30 * Molly tries to work out how to describe it Jan 24 22:50:53 On the underside, where the hat bit curves and splits down into the main straight bit... Jan 24 22:51:28 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:52:57 And the crown of the hat, the brim of the hat... Jan 24 22:53:22 * Morgan smiles Jan 24 22:53:30 * Molly watches him Jan 24 22:53:37 That's funny? Jan 24 22:54:17 never heard it called a hat before Jan 24 22:55:16 * Molly nods "Maybe that's not quite the word. It was in Montaigne that I heard it though, when the girls on the Coral told me how to use my mouth" Jan 24 22:55:28 * Morgan nods Jan 24 22:55:54 Does it hurt? Jan 24 22:56:16 hurt? no Jan 24 22:56:28 Something like that? Jan 24 22:57:22 No, its just very sensitive... Jan 24 22:57:43 I meant being hard Jan 24 22:59:58 oh... no, though sometimes it sort of aches... Jan 24 23:00:22 I discovered whilst you were away and I had all those nights on my hands that the most sensitive part of me swells as you do when I am... favourably inclined. That can ache too Jan 24 23:00:49 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:00:58 * Molly smiles Jan 24 23:01:06 You already knew that... Jan 24 23:01:13 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:01:46 Does that happen to you every time intimacy crosses your mind? Jan 24 23:02:13 not _every_ time... but most Jan 24 23:02:30 That must be impractical Jan 24 23:02:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 24 23:03:01 aye it can be Jan 24 23:03:31 It would be very impractical for me, given how I often I think of such Jan 24 23:03:43 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:03:48 so I've gathered Jan 24 23:04:00 * Molly giggles Jan 24 23:04:07 From the book? Jan 24 23:04:27 And what Inga tells me... Jan 24 23:04:43 * Molly nods Jan 24 23:05:06 * Molly looks thoughtful Jan 24 23:05:40 I have a another question Jan 24 23:05:50 go on Jan 24 23:06:04 Did that happen when I was taking off the wet shift? Jan 24 23:06:26 to a degree Jan 24 23:06:39 * Molly smiles Jan 24 23:06:50 That is better than not at all Jan 24 23:08:15 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:08:43 Did it happen when you kissed me in Carleon, even though you were scared, unnerved and vulnerable? Jan 24 23:08:52 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:08:55 aye it did Jan 24 23:09:03 * Molly smiles Jan 24 23:10:13 I had no idea what the strange burning and tingling I felt was Jan 24 23:14:39 burning and tingling? Jan 24 23:15:07 When you kissed me, that is how it felt in my body Jan 24 23:16:26 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:17:10 * Molly smiles "I know now what it is, but then, I was a bit clueless. Probably for the best too, I'd likely have worried you would be upset by it" Jan 24 23:17:51 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:18:01 * Molly shivers again "I think it is time we went in, my love" Jan 24 23:18:39 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:18:40 I think you're right Jan 24 23:19:17 * Molly wraps the cloak around her, pocketing the cream flannel, and carries her clothes Jan 24 23:20:07 I need to warm you up and feed you if I hope to inspire you to being favourably inclined again before we sleep, hmm? Jan 24 23:20:18 * Morgan nods Jan 24 23:20:21 that might work Jan 24 23:20:55 * Molly takes his hand, looking very happy as they make their way back indoors Jan 24 23:48:51 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 25 11:30:56 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 25 11:31:32 **He goes up to light the fire in the master bedroom and extinguish the one in the study. He hears the song they found here, My Love My Life, as he's walking through the house. She is playing the piano completely naked in the music room, her hair is half bound with a ribbon, and curls down her back almost to the crevice of her derriere. The composition and candlelight makes this view eminently sketch-worthy as well as needing less detail due to her facing aw Jan 25 11:32:45 **It must be approaching ten o'clock by now. The food is on the rug by the fire as his sketching stuff, his violin and tin whistle** Jan 25 11:33:46 * Morgan picks up some charcoal, starting to sketch Jan 25 11:35:26 * Molly plays a mix of things, sometimes singing, sometimes not. Several are things he's heard Verity play before in the music room at Die Dauerhaftigkeit that has the fake vines on the ceiling and trailing down by the montaigne style doors** Jan 25 11:36:49 * Molly presses down the pedal that mutes the sound so they can talk over her playing Jan 25 11:37:26 We should arrive in Insel on Tuesday Jan 25 11:37:40 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:37:42 mmmhmmm Jan 25 11:39:02 The Fish Festival is Wednesday, and we should probably leave that night or the next morning, depending on how many sore heads there are Jan 25 11:39:55 makes sense Jan 25 11:40:52 I do not want to be there on the sunday or monday Jan 25 11:43:29 why? Jan 25 11:46:50 Because if we are correct that the sparkliness is linked to the midpoint in my cycle, that is when it would be Jan 25 11:47:04 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 25 11:47:05 I see Jan 25 11:47:39 I think it would be very troublesome for me to be in proximity to him if the sparkliness happens Jan 25 11:48:05 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:48:12 and then I'd have to explain why I beat him to death Jan 25 11:48:19 * Molly giggles Jan 25 11:48:34 That would be awkward... Jan 25 11:49:03 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:49:55 Will we try to start it purposefully? Jan 25 11:50:07 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 11:50:30 People around us get injured that day... Jan 25 11:50:57 You think they get injured as a means to cause the effect? Jan 25 11:51:04 * Molly shrugs Jan 25 11:51:18 Given everything else, it would not surprise me Jan 25 11:52:01 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:53:30 Sorgi, Mr Gottlieb, Cook... then Elsie I was healing on purpose... Jan 25 11:56:03 I dislike that it could be to start the effect, and I worry Varick might get hurt. Jan 25 11:57:07 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:57:50 If I try to use the magic before anything happens to anyone, maybe I can reduce the risk Jan 25 11:57:58 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:58:00 makes sense Jan 25 11:58:07 * Molly nods Jan 25 11:58:31 I do not know if Edward might be with us that day either... Jan 25 11:58:51 * Morgan nods Jan 25 11:58:54 could be problematic Jan 25 11:59:17 For the sparkliness and the draw, or for him discovering my magic? Jan 25 11:59:56 both Jan 25 12:00:23 It would be even harder to explain beating Edward tha beating Seb Jan 25 12:04:21 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 12:08:09 Varick is looking forward to it... Jan 25 12:11:39 * Molly moves to a different song, one from the book on the rest on the piano Jan 25 12:12:54 Aye. I can't see the appeal myself Jan 25 12:16:03 For the Fish Festival? Jan 25 12:18:18 * Molly stops and restarts the piece again Jan 25 12:18:22 uh huh Jan 25 12:20:55 * Molly shakes out her fingers, changes position a little and starts again Jan 25 12:21:19 Having trouble with that one? Jan 25 12:21:52 A little. I'm not sure why though, it's quite straightforward Jan 25 12:23:18 odd Jan 25 12:23:43 I would like to take him to the Shadowfayre in the next few years. Jan 25 12:24:13 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 25 12:24:15 alright Jan 25 12:24:54 I think it would be nice to use our time travelling for Varick to experience lots of different places and cultures Jan 25 12:25:16 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:25:22 I agree Jan 25 12:25:25 * Molly fidgets a little, her foot slips off the muting pedal, and suddenly the tune gets loud Jan 25 12:26:33 * Morgan watches her Jan 25 12:27:09 * Molly mutters, getting her foot back in place. She starts playing again. A few minutes later she says "Apparently it's very... uhh... busy. People travel from all over Posen" Jan 25 12:30:04 I suppose we should do our duchy thing then... Jan 25 12:32:38 **Beneath the piano stool he can see how her toes curl. She makes a little sigh before turning the page of music** Jan 25 12:33:15 I hadn't thought of that. We're likely to be something like honoured and notable guests... Jan 25 12:35:20 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:35:26 That drink still giving you issues Jan 25 12:39:38 I don't think so **she taps the foot that's not on the pedal on the floor gently** Jan 25 12:40:14 So why are you making mistakes? Jan 25 12:41:47 * Molly fidgets again "Hmm... perhaps a little then" Jan 25 12:42:11 * Morgan nods Jan 25 12:42:12 alright Jan 25 12:47:12 I hope we can avoid any special duties at the festival, like the first bite of fish, or such things. Jan 25 12:48:30 * Molly makes another mistake, then slows down the melody a little Jan 25 12:48:52 Or that kissing nonsense Jan 25 12:49:21 * Molly noticeably fidgets Jan 25 12:49:25 That what? Jan 25 12:50:35 They've got this nonsense where... how did she put it... Jan 25 12:51:24 * Morgan tells her what Alice told him Jan 25 12:51:50 Hmm... Jan 25 12:52:49 It would be just my luck for you to have to kiss some beautiful blonde woman whilst I watched... Jan 25 12:53:31 or you with Seb... Jan 25 12:53:50 That would _not_ be good. Jan 25 12:55:20 no Jan 25 12:55:44 Perhaps we can say that it runs counter to some Avalon superstition that it is bad luck to kiss in moving water as it washes happiness away Jan 25 12:56:41 You wish me to lie? Jan 25 12:57:14 * Molly pauses, turning in the seat. She watches him seriously Jan 25 12:57:30 Would you? Would you lie to prevent me kissing him? Jan 25 12:59:29 Possibly... Jan 25 13:01:19 Huh... *Molly squirms a little before turning back to the keys** I won't make you lie. Jan 25 13:02:26 I've a reputation already, I could just say no and leave it at that Jan 25 13:02:35 You could. What are the chances of he and I having the same number anyway? One in five hundred? Jan 25 13:04:43 so pretty much certain then... Jan 25 13:05:45 I'd have as much chance to kiss you... or Heinzharold! Jan 25 13:07:42 Also not something I'd wish to see Jan 25 13:08:44 * Molly nods Jan 25 13:09:00 We'll have to excuse ourselves then Jan 25 13:09:54 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:10:00 I'll offend someone, I'm good at that Jan 25 13:10:54 * Molly giggles, then wriggles a little in her seat Jan 25 13:11:01 That will do us well then Jan 25 13:12:18 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:13:46 So, my love, what are you drawing? Jan 25 13:15:25 * Morgan lifts it up, showing her Jan 25 13:18:48 * Molly looks round Jan 25 13:18:55 Oh! Jan 25 13:19:18 * Molly leaves the piano to come for a closer look Jan 25 13:20:26 That's very good **She sits back on her heels beside him. The slight whimper is plenty audible to him, but she looks like she thinks he won't have noticed Jan 25 13:25:17 I'm glad you like it Jan 25 13:25:29 * Molly looks at him Jan 25 13:25:41 This is how I look to you from behind? Jan 25 13:25:48 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:26:20 * Molly nods "I can see why you like my bottom" Jan 25 13:26:36 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:27:29 * Molly kisses his cheek and saunters back to the piano. There's a little more confidence in her walk Jan 25 13:28:47 Perhaps we should put that up on the wall in the study on the Rose... Jan 25 13:29:05 I wouldn't complain... Jan 25 13:29:22 Even when the others come in? Jan 25 13:31:02 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jan 25 13:31:36 * Molly smiles over her shoulder "Are they not your apples, my love?" Jan 25 13:32:04 * Morgan laughs Jan 25 13:34:15 they are indeed Jan 25 13:34:19 Though really it is artistic, not erotic Jan 25 13:34:38 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:35:39 I wouldn't mind it being transferred to oils for our bedroom wherever we settle, if you would enjoy seeing this every day Jan 25 13:35:49 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:35:55 thats a bit beyond me unfortunately Jan 25 13:36:03 * Molly giggles Jan 25 13:36:11 Edward could see to it for you Jan 25 13:36:27 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 25 13:36:57 He would be able to work from your sketch rather than my actual bottom Jan 25 13:37:31 I'm aware of that Jan 25 13:37:50 * Molly fidgets a little again Jan 25 13:37:57 Possessive, my love? Jan 25 13:38:02 Somewhat Jan 25 13:38:14 **She plays Taciturn, doing a wonderful job of imbuing his lyrics with feeling** Jan 25 13:38:39 very very good my love Jan 25 13:38:54 Thank you... Jan 25 13:38:58 **she plays another little bit of music, one he heard her play in the music room of Eisenfurst Fischler, a little refrain bearing a resemblance to the intro to taciturn ((unforgiven 3 intro)) Jan 25 13:43:11 thats nice... Jan 25 13:44:20 * Molly nods, playing it again with the pedal down Jan 25 13:44:37 It came to me just before our wedding Jan 25 13:45:30 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:48:07 * Molly messes it up badly at the end, taking a deep breath "I am not doing well tonight, am I?" Jan 25 13:48:55 Not... particularly... Jan 25 13:49:09 * Molly goes to sit by the fire, letting it warm her bare skin Jan 25 13:49:23 How are you feeling about leaving Avalon? Jan 25 13:50:39 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 13:50:49 not sure... had to give the keys back... Jan 25 13:52:15 * Molly nods Jan 25 13:52:23 It was a big part of your life Jan 25 13:52:30 * Morgan nods Jan 25 13:52:40 Catherine said I don't need the house anymore, I've got places to be Jan 25 13:54:47 * Molly tilts her head Jan 25 13:54:57 Places to go, or places to belong? Jan 25 13:55:34 * Morgan shrugs Jan 25 13:55:39 places to be is what she said Jan 25 13:56:50 _do_ you feel you have places to be, or do you feel cast adrift without it? Jan 25 13:57:18 I'm not adrift Jan 25 13:57:22 No? Jan 25 13:57:28 No Jan 25 13:57:41 * Molly smiles slightly Jan 25 13:57:44 Why not? Jan 25 13:58:41 I have... purpose. Jan 25 14:00:14 * Molly smiles Jan 25 14:00:21 I am glad you do Jan 25 14:02:04 * Molly watches him, cross her arms over her bent knees and resting her cheek on them. It makes her look sweet, andher expression is adoring Jan 25 14:12:09 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 25 15:26:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 25 15:28:43 **After they eat and drink some more scotch, they go up to the master bedroom. Here she stirs him to arousal again by massaging his back with the oil then riding him facing away. To give him a view like his sketch, she says, until he's releasing with a fistful of her hair and the other on her hip. They are soon settled down. She kisses him goodnight before singing the song he asked to hear earlier. Another new bed, but the familiarity of her bedside him help Jan 25 15:31:52 **At first he dreams he is skipping stones on the Sudlache with Heinzharold. They're about fifteen, and the day is warm. One of the stones hits something beneath the surface that makes an unearthly shriek. As they run away he gets the sense of being followed. Then he realises they have run into the Schwarzenwald, and wakes up suddenly Jan 25 15:35:21 * Morgan lays there breathing heavily Jan 25 15:36:10 * Molly pats him sleepily "Shhh... I have you... you're safe now..." Jan 25 15:37:47 * Morgan tries to settle again Jan 25 15:38:35 **He manages it after listening to her breathe. He starts to dream. It is the next night after their mutual self-pleasure that she does not know was mutual. It is Thursday night with Catherine's guests due on the morrow, so they have been so busy they have barely seen each other. After a quick dinner they've had just a brief bout of kissing before it is time to retire Jan 25 15:38:35 **Up on the landing, she kisses him even harder than last night before she looks up at him in the candlelight, speaking softly** Jan 25 15:38:35 If I had gone with Captain Tsaylur to Carleon, I might have had a fancy new dress to wear whilst the Justicar is here. Would it be alright to wear the Eisen one you bought me? Jan 25 15:39:51 If you wish to Jan 25 15:39:59 Would that please you? Jan 25 15:42:33 * Morgan nods Jan 25 15:42:35 aye Jan 25 15:43:04 * Molly smiles a little shyly "It would make me proud to wear it for you" Jan 25 15:44:06 * Morgan smiles Jan 25 15:44:30 Do you think it will cause trouble, my being your mistress? *she blushes just saying it* Jan 25 15:46:48 Probably Jan 25 15:47:42 * Molly bites the corner of her lip Jan 25 15:47:50 Does that trouble you? Jan 25 15:48:24 Why would it? Jan 25 15:48:42 You might regret it, if things become difficult... Jan 25 15:49:07 difficult? Jan 25 15:50:05 * Molly watches him anxiously "If people do not approve, if they think you're making a mistake" Jan 25 15:50:19 They are welcome to keep their opinions to themselves Jan 25 15:50:53 * Molly nods, looking reassured Jan 25 15:50:58 Alright Jan 25 15:54:05 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 25 16:02:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 25 16:02:20 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 25 16:02:27 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 25 16:02:36 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 25 16:05:58 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 25 16:06:43 * Molly takes a deep breath Jan 25 16:06:48 Liebes herz, about last night…? Jan 25 16:13:18 yes? Jan 25 16:17:31 *she watches him closely as she correctly states* You fell asleep very quickly Jan 25 16:18:15 I did Jan 25 16:18:26 * Molly frowns slightly "Did I not… was it no longer arousing?" Jan 25 16:18:55 You needn't worry Jan 25 16:19:31 * Molly looks relieved "Alright, thank you..." Jan 25 16:19:59 Its a common thing that happens to men when they are... satisfied... Jan 25 16:20:20 * Molly tilts her head Jan 25 16:20:29 Ohhh... Jan 25 16:21:18 * Molly looks to be processing this, thoughtful Jan 25 16:24:03 I just thought that as you had been able to settle so easily it must have had no effect upon you Jan 25 16:25:05 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 25 16:25:06 no Jan 25 16:26:18 * Molly nods, pausing a moment. Then Jan 25 16:26:19 she kisses him boldly, running her tongue along his lower lip before pulling a way a little Jan 25 16:26:44 And tonight... should I close my door and be quiet? Jan 25 16:27:55 I would rather you didn't Jan 25 16:28:30 * Molly sucks the centre of her lower lip before it becomes a pout, watching his expression, where his gaze is Jan 25 16:28:30 In case you were wondering what happens in my room… *she runs her left hand to her left breast* my _left_ hand is usually here… Jan 25 16:30:21 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:31:11 Or here *she moves across, firmly grasping the other side. Again she watches for his expression and where his attention is* Jan 25 16:31:47 * Morgan watches her hands, nodding slightly Jan 25 16:32:32 My _right_ hand… *she moves it slowly up her thigh over the cornflower blue fabric, she wears a smile that is curious* Jan 25 16:33:25 * Morgan watches her hand raptly Jan 25 16:33:39 * Molly 's hand moves higher, lightly cupping at the apex of her thighs. She watches him intently "... is here…" Jan 25 16:38:17 * Morgan nods, licking his lip Jan 25 16:38:28 * Molly curls her index and middle fingers, pressing herself firmer. The material creates creases that map the contours of her womanhood, simultaneously revealing and obscuring the most intimate parts of her. She shudders a little "... like this." Jan 25 16:40:18 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:42:34 * Molly makes a little circular motion over what he knows is likely to be the most sensitive spot, and then removes her fingers. She runs her gaze over him, her breathing fast and shallow, taking in his expression and also how much he seems to be straining the fabric of his trousers. Jan 25 16:42:53 * Morgan looks hungry Jan 25 16:43:20 * Molly brings her right hand to his cheek, moving in a little towards kissing him. He can detect the faint scent of her arousal from her digits as she tenderly strokes his cheek, her soft lips nearing his. Jan 25 16:43:41 * Morgan presses his lips to hers Jan 25 16:44:53 * Molly kisses him back, and moves her lower body closer to his subconsciously and sighs pleasantly, her mound making contact with the solidness of his thigh. She unlocks their lips enough to say "I won't close the door..." Jan 25 16:45:36 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:46:13 * Molly 's hips tilt so that the more aching areas are against him "if you do not shut yours, you will hear more" Jan 25 16:47:27 * Morgan nods Jan 25 16:47:29 aye Jan 25 16:48:45 * Molly kisses him deeply, and grinds slightly to his leg, whimpering. Her little noises are quiet, her eyes closed. She seems much shyer about her volume than when she is in her room alone Jan 25 17:00:52 * Morgan moans into her mouth Jan 25 17:02:27 **she moans louder at this pressing closer to him** I need… Jan 25 17:02:45 need what? Jan 25 17:02:53 **Her tone is soft, quiet, and confessional** I need to go and touch myself now. Jan 25 17:03:23 * Morgan nods Jan 25 17:03:25 alright blossom Jan 25 17:03:39 * Molly kisses him softly once more before going into her room Jan 25 17:07:43 * Morgan sighs, going into his own room Jan 25 17:07:54 **her door is left fully open, and he can hear the rapid removal of her clothing. He notices a wet mark on his trousers where she was grinding to his leg for her pleasure, her arousal seeping through her clothing and on to his** Jan 25 17:08:32 * Morgan shivers before getting undressed and into his bed Jan 25 17:09:20 **His book is laid open and face up. The header on the left hand page shows the novel is called "Lightcliffe's Shipwreck" , and on the right that it is by A. Lee Yus. Jan 25 17:09:49 * Morgan smirks at the book Jan 25 17:09:50 subtle Jan 25 17:10:43 **The line on the page that catches his eye says "Jones was a new merchant sailor, but he'd been born of a long line of fishermen, and he knew the glassy circle where the waves would not venture was not normal". He hears the rhythm of her bed begin, and she moans softly Jan 25 17:12:06 * Morgan closes his eyes to listen Jan 25 17:12:39 **It is interesting to note how quickly her pleasuring becomes faster and harder, as if she is more worked up tonight already, and it sounds as if her womanhood is already quite slick beneath her rubbing fingers, unsurprising given how the wetness has transferred to his thigh. Jan 25 17:16:43 * Morgan begins stroking himself as the night before Jan 25 17:19:17 * Molly is making the fast panting mmms and ahhs and sharp inhales that after two nights he knows indicates her pleasure is very close to peaking already, skipping the deep held breaths stage entirely. The bed creaks loudly as her movements become desperate. Within harsh breaths she says "I'm… I'm almost…" Jan 25 17:19:35 * Morgan tries to time his release with hers Jan 25 17:20:52 * Molly seems to slow a little, taking deep breaths to calm a little Jan 25 17:22:47 **she speaks, each word on a hard, quick exhale "Liebes... herz…?" Jan 25 17:23:00 yes? Jan 25 17:23:16 ((How hoarse/breathless does he sound?)) Jan 25 17:23:21 ((fairly)) Jan 25 17:25:26 Are you... touching yourself... like this... too? Jan 25 17:25:36 Aye blossom Jan 25 17:26:25 Mmmmm… that… arouses… me greatly Jan 25 17:29:16 I'm glad to hear that Jan 25 17:29:29 **The bed noise becomes faster, more frantic, the headboard tapping the wall as she rubs her clit roughly and urgently** Jan 25 17:37:19 * Morgan sets about matching her rhythm again Jan 25 17:37:57 **only a few seconds pass before she makes a very intense growl of pleasure, then another sound of ecstasy that becomes a word as her breath runs out "MMMMMMMMMMMorgan!" Jan 25 17:38:28 * Morgan strains, groaning as his own orgasm hits Jan 25 17:39:07 * Molly moans again at this, very intensely Jan 25 17:41:36 * Morgan finds his release, moans getting quieter as he comes down from the peak Jan 25 17:41:51 **she slows down as she had done last night, starting to sound almost spent** Do you need me to continue…? Jan 25 17:42:24 No blossom... I am... done Jan 25 17:42:58 Alright, liebling... **He can hear the creaking gentling further, and she makes little quieter noises of lingering pleasure as she brings herself back down with soft strokes of her fingers. She stills after a huge sigh of relief, trying to settle her breathing. She sounds well-satiated as well as exhausted** Liebes herz…? Jan 25 17:43:44 yes blossom? Jan 25 17:43:47 Did you enjoy that? Jan 25 17:43:51 very much Jan 25 17:44:26 Good, I very much enjoyed sharing this with you *she sighs gently again* Jan 25 17:45:08 * Morgan releases a deep breath, starting to get himself cleaned up Jan 25 17:45:47 **His eyes catch the next line in the book when he gets the towel "But so few fishermen had even seen a Dead Zone, it was not surprising that one of their descendants had never seen the epicentre" Jan 25 21:39:46 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 26 16:45:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 26 16:45:48 Alright, liebling... **He can hear the creaking gentling further, and she makes little quieter noises of lingering pleasure as she brings herself back down with soft strokes of her fingers. She stills after a huge sigh of relief, trying to settle her breathing. She sounds well-satiated as well as exhausted** Liebes herz? Jan 26 16:45:48 yes blossom? Jan 26 16:45:48 Did you enjoy that? Jan 26 16:45:48 very much Jan 26 16:45:48 Good, I very much enjoyed sharing this with you *she sighs gently again* Jan 26 16:45:51 * Morgan releases a deep breath, starting to get himself cleaned up Jan 26 16:45:52 **His eyes catch the next line in the book when he gets the towel "But so few fishermen had even seen a Dead Zone, it was not surprising that one of their descendants had never seen the epicentre" Jan 26 16:49:02 Liebes herz? Jan 26 16:49:11 yes blossom? Jan 26 16:49:23 Once this weekend is over and the guests are gone so things are peaceful again, would it please you to be in here with me when I do that? If you are ready for such a step, that is? Jan 26 16:50:23 It would, but I will think on it Jan 26 16:50:53 * Molly is quiet a moment before she says Jan 26 16:51:05 Alright. Goodnight, liebes herz Jan 26 16:51:36 Goodnight blossom Jan 26 16:51:48 **He hears her speak so quietly that even with both doors open and thin walls he wouldn't be able to hear without his exceptionally sharp hearing. She sounds sadly resigned** "I love you. I wish I could tell you that." Jan 26 16:53:11 * Morgan chews his bottom lip, laying back down Jan 26 16:54:05 **The moment he falls asleep, his body jolts like he's fallen, and he wakes up to the real world Jan 26 16:55:58 * Morgan stares at the ceiling for a minute before getting up Jan 26 16:56:04 **Molly isnt beside him. Her sheets are still quite warm and there's a lit candle on the dresser where she is sat, bare except for a navy shawl. She wrings out one of his cream flannels before wiping it over her thigh, in the place he'd burnt her. Jan 26 16:56:25 blossom... are you alright? Jan 26 16:56:31 **He can see how she wrings bloodied water from it into the bowl** Jan 26 16:56:55 Nightmare. I had to discharge some of the magic. Jan 26 16:57:07 * Morgan nods Jan 26 16:57:21 I... would you like a cuddle? Jan 26 16:58:03 * Molly nods "I will dry my legs and come back to bed" Jan 26 16:59:41 * Molly uses another flannel, drying both thighs. Even having been washed, the flannel still comes off pink. The wounds must have been quite deep, or many. Jan 26 17:00:11 You've done some serious damage haven't you? Jan 26 17:00:50 * Molly comes back to the bed, shawl wrapped around her "I am unharmed. It's all healed. But I didn't want to risk harming you" Jan 26 17:01:15 * Morgan shrugs, wrapping his arms around her Jan 26 17:03:15 * Molly holds on to him Jan 26 17:03:27 Could you lean in more? I need more of your weight on me Jan 26 17:03:51 * Morgan nods, doing so Jan 26 17:04:05 * Molly sighs slowly Jan 26 17:04:29 I'm better than I was when I woke Jan 26 17:04:39 * Morgan nods Jan 26 17:04:45 do you want to tell me about it? Jan 26 17:06:01 Yes, but... I'm still heartsore about it. More weight please. Jan 26 17:06:37 * Morgan leans in more Jan 26 17:06:47 **Molly sets to reciting her nightmare** Jan 26 17:06:47 You had died, and I somehow followed you to a tavern that was half way between Theah and Heaven. Jan 26 17:08:19 * Molly pauses for reactions as she's going along Jan 26 17:09:36 Wouldn't surprise me Jan 26 17:11:30 * Molly nods a little, wriggling closer so there's more pressure on her Jan 26 17:11:38 I was trying to blood bind us with a rope made of white and blue intertwined cords Jan 26 17:12:12 right... Jan 26 17:12:22 **she breathes in deeply* But you would not give me your hand. Jan 26 17:13:42 why? Jan 26 17:14:17 You did not want to be bound to me like that... You… *she sighs heavily* You told me it wasn't enough, that you did not want to come back to Theah with me. Jan 26 17:14:42 * Morgan frowns Jan 26 17:14:59 I tried to plead with you that we had decades of life ahead, the convergence, how much I love you… *a tear runs down her cheek* Jan 26 17:18:15 but I still refused? Jan 26 17:18:30 *she nods* You said no. You were tired of hurting, and tired of living with the constant worry of _me_, and how I wander from the paths and take us into danger… Jan 26 17:21:41 That, and I mean this in the most supportive of ways... is utter nonsense Jan 26 17:22:26 *she breathes him in deeply** I begged. You said sorry, but you were finally so close to what you had intended at Lady Catherine's, and if I really  truly loved you, I would let you go. Jan 26 17:24:36 I see Jan 26 17:24:54 You said I should admit that you and I were a bad consequence of my path wandering, and if it hadn't been for me being sliepata liousa, you would have been happy as you were, I would have been with Seb, which was what you told me to go back to Theah and do. And then you walked out through a door filled with bright white light, and I woke up. Jan 26 17:26:06 * Molly relaxes a little, but makes no move to remove the pressure Jan 26 17:27:57 I see Jan 26 17:29:19 Then the magic felt out of control so I had to... take care of it Jan 26 17:29:34 * Morgan nods Jan 26 17:30:21 Now I recite it, it seems far less serious than ot felt Jan 26 17:30:25 It* Jan 26 17:33:32 Its different when it feels so real Jan 26 17:35:08 * Molly nods Jan 26 17:35:32 Most dreams are easier to brush off, but sometimes these hurt... Jan 26 17:36:13 * Morgan nods Jan 26 17:36:17 aye, I know Jan 26 17:36:21 I do not think it's a warning, or an alternate path, it's too fanciful a setting Jan 26 17:36:55 * Morgan nods Jan 26 17:36:59 I agree Jan 26 17:37:18 * Molly takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly Jan 26 17:37:49 You had a nightmare early on in the night Jan 26 17:39:05 usually do Jan 26 17:39:17 * Molly nods Jan 26 17:39:28 Was it one of the usual ones? Jan 26 17:40:17 No, not at all Jan 26 17:46:37 * Molly smiles softly Jan 26 17:46:52 Do _you_ need a cuddle, my love? Jan 26 17:47:33 No, I'm alright... just a daft nightmare is all Jan 26 17:47:43 * Molly nods Jan 26 17:48:00 Were you alright after that? Jan 26 17:49:30 * Morgan nods Jan 26 17:50:07 * Molly nods " I should let you get ready" Jan 26 17:54:07 * Morgan shrugs Jan 26 17:54:13 I want to go have a look in the library anyway Jan 26 17:56:53 * Molly nods Jan 26 17:57:02 I will let you go Jan 26 17:57:47 * Morgan plants a kiss on her crown before getting out of bed to get dressed Jan 26 17:58:12 * Molly watches him Jan 26 17:58:30 Do you still wish to sketch me in the morning room? Jan 26 17:59:51 * Morgan nods Jan 26 18:00:47 I'll be ready when you get back Jan 26 18:02:18 * Morgan nods, pulling his clothes on and heading to the library Jan 26 18:02:35 **The bottle of Maelwys' moonshine is still on the side table. There are quite a few bookshelves, and by title and author he finds nothing.** Jan 26 18:06:04 * Morgan sighs, going to make coffee before heading back to Molly with two cups Jan 26 18:08:43 * Molly is looking at her bottom in the mirror, shift held up to her waist, so she doesnt notice him enter Jan 26 18:09:57 * Morgan puts the cups down, looking at her Jan 26 18:10:23 I suppose if I were you I'd be looking at it too Jan 26 18:11:55 * Molly bites her lip, blushing and smiling Jan 26 18:12:04 I... uhh... Jan 26 18:13:10 * Molly drops the hem "I thought you would be out for dawn" Jan 26 18:14:12 I thought you might need me still Jan 26 18:14:58 * Molly shrugs a little but gives him a half smile "I'm alright. Just a nasty nightmare" Jan 26 18:17:34 Mine... HeinzHarold and I were skipping stones in the Sudlache... one of them hit... something... it shrieked and we ran like hell into the forest Jan 26 18:19:05 * Molly sits at the dresser with her brush and pins, trying to create something artful with her hair "Is there something _in_ the Sudlache?" Jan 26 18:22:09 Thats the legend.... Jan 26 18:40:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 26 18:48:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 26 18:56:01 But noone knows _what_ it could be? *she turns slightly more in profile and scrutinises herself in the mirror* Jan 26 18:59:38 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 26 18:59:39 no Jan 26 19:05:38 * Molly rearranges a curl Jan 26 19:05:51 Did you find what you were looking for? Jan 26 19:06:43 No... Jan 26 19:09:08 You can go out for dawn, my love. You enjoy it Jan 26 19:09:20 You are sure? Jan 26 19:09:57 * Molly frowns at a strand of hair that isn't quite right "of course" Jan 26 19:12:11 * Morgan nods, taking his cup and heading outside Jan 26 19:12:47 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jan 26 19:13:09 * Claudia is swinging a sword around in his usual spot Jan 26 19:13:40 morning Jan 26 19:13:51 Yep Jan 26 19:17:08 You alright? Jan 26 19:18:18 Yeah, how about you? Jan 26 19:20:41 Not bad... nightmare as usual Jan 26 19:21:38 Anything we need to worry about? Jan 26 19:21:55 * Morgan laughs shortly Jan 26 19:21:57 probably Jan 26 19:23:34 * Claudia sheathed her sword Jan 26 19:23:39 What? Jan 26 19:24:42 Its nothing really... skipping stones in the Sudlache and I hit... something... cue terrifying shriek and HeinzHarold and I running like hell into the schwarzenwald Jan 26 19:25:45 Just a regular creepy monster dream then? Jan 26 19:26:06 aye... but being the Sudlache, I wouldn't be in the slightest bit surprised Jan 26 19:27:54 * Claudia nods Jan 26 19:28:27 Probably nothing to do about it Jan 26 19:29:22 No, I doubt it Jan 26 19:29:41 **the sun comes above the horizon Jan 26 19:30:05 How was your night off? Peaceful? Jan 26 19:30:37 Aside from nightmares, and a bit of magical practice, aye Jan 26 19:31:49 Chopped you up a bit? Jan 26 19:31:59 * Morgan scowls Jan 26 19:32:00 no Jan 26 19:32:11 She wanted to know if she could heal damage that I could do... Jan 26 19:34:04 * Claudia looks at him Jan 26 19:34:09 You are shitting me. Jan 26 19:34:22 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 26 19:34:33 What the fuck? Why the hell would you agree to that? Jan 26 19:34:50 Don't be so dense Claudia Jan 26 19:35:24 No, explain this shit to me, because honestly, what the fuck? Jan 26 19:35:50 * Morgan sighs Jan 26 19:36:10 what if I'm not quick enough to get away from you when the nightmares come? Jan 26 19:36:59 You think you'll do that to one of us? Jan 26 19:38:12 Its less a danger now I know I need to use the damn thing, but you saw how I bolted... Jan 26 19:38:55 * Claudia watches him Jan 26 19:39:00 I dont like it. Jan 26 19:39:08 Which bit? Jan 26 19:39:48 Her wanting you to do that. What the hell was she thinking? Jan 26 19:40:27 We tried it on some pork... it didn't work, she can't heal dead things... so, I used it on myself, and she healed it Jan 26 19:40:53 What if it had gone wrong and you'd hurt her? You'd be distraught at that. Jan 26 19:41:25 I think perhaps you underestimate my control over it Jan 26 19:42:43 * Claudia shrugs "You obviously weren't worried, so no point me worrying for you." Jan 26 19:43:17 No, I was. Things were learned and we never need do it again. Jan 26 19:44:37 But you do. You know that she can heal herself. You dont know she could heal one of us, which is what you should have done in the first place. Jan 26 19:44:57 And she could heal _me_ Jan 26 19:45:05 * Claudia looks at the brightening sky, arms folded Jan 26 19:45:13 Fine. Whatever. Jan 26 19:45:50 Whats your problem Claudia? There's obviously something going on Jan 26 19:49:00 You could have hurt her, badly, or screwed your own head up over it. You used fire magic on a _person_, the one you say you couldn't live without. It seems out of character for you, and I don't want you hurting yourself by hurting her. Jan 26 19:52:26 * Morgan sighs Jan 26 19:53:12 I used it on myself first... a small patch no bigger than my finger tip... Jan 26 19:53:47 I get it. You were careful. I just don't like it. Jan 26 19:54:10 Does this have anything to do with her appearing with a split lip yesterday? Jan 26 19:56:40 No Jan 26 19:57:21 * Morgan looks at her for a moment Jan 26 20:00:12 * Claudia looks right back at him Jan 26 20:00:48 That was training. We all get some minor contact at first. Jan 26 20:01:26 Exactly. Jan 26 20:02:17 That's fucking different and you know it. Jan 26 20:06:14 * Morgan sighs Jan 26 20:06:16 very well Jan 26 20:06:46 * Claudia grinds her teeth hard a moment Jan 26 20:07:56 "Look, it's just because I fucking care about you. If you'd hurt her, you'd have equated it with what happened to Dietlinde, and I dont want you putting yourself through it" Jan 26 20:11:31 * Morgan nods briefly Jan 26 20:11:34 alright Jan 26 20:13:10 * Claudia nods Jan 26 20:13:45 Sparring, or do you have somewhere you need to be? Jan 26 20:14:44 I've a little time Jan 26 20:16:01 * Claudia draws a sword, then bows to him as is customary. She is clearly holding back a little as they fight Jan 26 20:16:44 * Morgan moves out of range Jan 26 20:17:04 If you're going to do that, whats the point? Jan 26 20:18:03 * Claudia rolls the shoulder of her sword arm Jan 26 20:18:06 Come on then Jan 26 20:18:35 * Morgan launches at her as he normally would Jan 26 20:19:25 * Claudia does fight back properly now. About fifteen minutes passes before she stops "I need to get back for watch" Jan 26 20:21:10 not before you tell me what _that_ was about Jan 26 20:21:20 I've told you Jan 26 20:22:10 You've never wanted me to get hurt, but you've never held back... Jan 26 20:22:50 Oh, that. Wanted to be sure I wasn't taking it out on you Jan 26 20:23:13 punishing me, you mean? Jan 26 20:27:35 Fuck off. You know that's not how it is. Jan 26 20:28:31 I'm not accusing you... I'm trying to understand. Jan 26 20:30:20 Just let it go. We're good. I'm good, okay? Jan 26 20:30:35 * Morgan frowns Jan 26 20:36:40 * Claudia sheathes her sword "Sorgi says setting off after lunch would be best. Will you be done by then?" Jan 26 20:36:54 * Morgan nods Jan 26 20:36:55 can be Jan 26 20:40:25 * Claudia nods "You want Alice and Florrie invited down for lunch? Jan 26 20:57:20 I think so. Won't be seeing them for quite some time Jan 26 20:58:29 * Claudia nods, inclining her head Jan 26 20:58:33 See you later Jan 26 20:58:44 * Morgan nods, heading back into the house Jan 26 20:59:09 * Claudia is now known as Molly Jan 26 20:59:12 * Molly sees to her hair and makeup whilst he is out for dawn, and he returns to find her reading on the chaise in the morning room. The light is indeed perfect. With curls carefully arranged for the sketch, and her makeup done how he likes it, she's reclined in just a thin white shift, book open Jan 26 20:59:46 I am ready, my love Jan 26 21:00:10 * Morgan nods, collecting up his sketching things Jan 26 21:00:51 * Molly watches him, moving the neckline off her shoulder Jan 26 21:00:55 Like this? Jan 26 21:00:58 * Morgan nods Jan 26 21:00:59 perfect Jan 26 21:01:16 Looking at you, or at the book? Jan 26 21:04:13 the book I think Jan 26 21:05:46 * Molly does so. She has one leg bent, and the other closest to him resting on her toes on the floor. She looks relaxed, almost sprawled and satiated. She smiles Jan 26 21:05:51 Like so? Jan 26 21:06:41 * Morgan nods Jan 26 21:07:00 * Molly raises the book. It is blue, and has an etching in silver of a shipwreck beneath a silver moon, an island on the horizon Jan 26 21:07:31 * Morgan starts sketching Jan 26 21:07:36 Where did you get that? Jan 26 21:10:22 I picked up some books from the little girl's room, I thought they might be useful for Varick Jan 26 21:11:58 Not called... Lightcliffes shipwreck or something like? Jan 26 21:12:55 * Molly nods Jan 26 21:13:05 You've read it before? Jan 26 21:14:44 No... Jan 26 21:15:50 * Molly nods, just sitting still so as not to disturb him Jan 26 21:16:31 You read any of it? Jan 26 21:18:07 No, but I could, if you wish? Jan 26 21:18:26 just wondering if it tally with something, thats all Jan 26 21:20:46 Shall I read aloud, or would it disturb your work? Jan 26 21:20:51 No, please do Jan 26 21:25:29 * Molly does so. It sets the scene, with the main character a man who does not want to be Earl, but disasters befall his uncle and cousins until finally the title falls to him. It's a well written story, and Molly seems to be engrossed in it quickly. After about twenty minutes she gets to the line he was struggling to concentrate on in the first dream where he had tried to distract himself from her exploratory sighs. Jan 26 21:27:46 * Molly makes a little Mmmm sound Jan 26 21:28:23 mmm? Jan 26 21:28:31 Sorry, cramp in the arch of my foot *she wriggles her toes a little* Where was I... Jan 26 21:29:20 * Molly reads the bit he read in the dream last night whilst cleaning himself up Jan 26 21:29:58 interesting... Jan 26 21:30:02 Does this feel right? Jan 26 21:30:34 feel right? Jan 26 21:30:54 For what it should tally with Jan 26 21:31:55 Some of the dreams I'vehad... I was reading that book, and its right, word for word... and talks about that dead zone, like we encountered... Jan 26 21:32:25 Intriguing. But you have not read it or seen it before? Jan 26 21:32:50 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 26 21:33:11 But from the dream you knew to find the book here? Jan 26 21:34:13 No... but its an Avalonian book and this house has a library, so I went looking Jan 26 21:34:53 * Molly nods, scanning the page Jan 26 21:35:01 "But one person on that ship had seen it before, and he watched it from the rear window of the Inamorata with a sense of foreboding." Jan 26 21:36:20 "Ashworth Burniston, the reluctant seventh Earl Lightcliffe, paced on the oak floorboards mentally reviewing the arrangements should he die tonight. He wasn't a man given to melancholy or morbidness, indeed he thought himself generally of the optimist persuasion.  But seeing that hard, flat disc of water again made him reconsider this habitual positivity" Jan 26 21:36:34 Hmm... it doesn't sound good, does it? Jan 26 21:36:50 * Morgan shakes his head, working on the shading Jan 26 21:38:17 * Molly looks the book itself over "Printed in Londinium, by Messers. Holbourne and Cranbrook, 1628. Oh, there's a note" Jan 26 21:40:28 "Harold and Iris, With my thanks for your hospitality and care. I hope the image of Lundy in the embossing pleases you. Yours, D. 1629." Jan 26 21:40:48 * Morgan frowns Jan 26 21:41:49 * Molly develops a deeply thoughtful look that is far from the soft satisfied expression he has captured in his sketch Jan 26 21:41:57 That's rather bizarre Jan 26 21:42:05 Whats that? Jan 26 21:42:31 A strange sort of message for a book, really Jan 26 21:43:39 Harold and Iris... Jan 26 21:44:33 They were buried in the churchyard next to the last owner's graves. His parents, I think Jan 26 21:47:05 Who's the book by? Jan 26 21:47:24 * Molly looks to it, then giggles Jan 26 21:47:44 Oh dear... an A. Lee Yus, apparently! Jan 26 21:48:01 Like... a deckname... Jan 26 21:48:07 * Molly tilts her head Jan 26 21:48:13 Yes... indeed Jan 26 21:49:14 But didn't Darius Eckname tell the publisher he was no longer going to write, and had taken holy orders? Jan 26 21:50:35 * Morgan nods, glancing up from the sketchbook Jan 26 21:50:43 * Molly thinks hard, starting to fidget in a way that will make it hard to get the shading right Jan 26 21:51:26 stop moving please Jan 26 21:51:57 * Molly glances at him with a little smile "sorry, my love" Jan 26 21:52:44 * Morgan nods, going back to the sketch Jan 26 21:52:48 what happens? Jan 26 21:53:02 * Molly is quiet, distracted but smiling a little to herself. It's secretive and wistful at the same time Jan 26 22:01:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 26 22:10:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 26 22:10:45 [21:46] * Molly is quiet, distracted but smiling a little to herself. It's secretive and wistful at the same time Jan 26 22:11:56 * Morgan waits patiently as he sketches Jan 26 22:12:55 [21:59] (Molly) I'm sorry, my mind wandered off. What did you ask? Jan 26 22:13:03 what happens next... Jan 26 22:13:36 "The epicenter gets closer, the Inamorata cannot pull free because there isn't a good wind for the sails. **she skips on a bit more** The ship is wrecked and all are lost. Except, of course the main character. Jan 26 22:15:40 does it say how the ship was wrecked? Jan 26 22:16:10 * Molly frowns Jan 26 22:16:23 Not... exactly, no Jan 26 22:17:20 not exactly? Jan 26 22:19:58 It talks about how it started moving as if carried on a strong wind, yet the sails were furled. She was then on the rocks, and they ripped her underbelly out. The sailors all drowned within the ship, the couple of crewmen on watch were eventually thrown overboard by the battering on the rocks. Somehow, Burniston got out and washed up on an island... Jan 26 22:20:57 * Morgan frowns Jan 26 22:22:30 * Molly nods, flicking forward Jan 26 22:24:34 He has amnesia, but slowly it comes back to him... he goes to Lightcliffe but someone has had Ashworth Burniston buried. His house belongs to another, he is penniless. *a few more pages* There's a woman, obviously. He wants her to go to court to say he is the real Ashworth... Jan 26 22:26:45 **she shudders* It briefly touches on a time he was on a fishing boat with his father and they saw a smaller vessel be scooped up by the epicenter and pulled under entirely Jan 26 22:30:44 * Morgan rubs his nose, smudging charcoal across it Jan 26 22:30:47 Kraken Jan 26 22:31:30 * Molly looks at him, biting her lip then sucking the centre of it Jan 26 22:31:37 Mmhmm... could be Jan 26 22:33:15 Though I've not heard of Kraken affecting the weather like that... Jan 26 22:33:59 I know very little about it Jan 26 22:34:27 * Molly is definitely watching him and not the book, making the shading of her nose challenging Jan 26 22:34:28 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 26 22:34:46 must be a sailor thing.... back to where you were please Jan 26 22:35:16 * Molly smirks "Aye aye, sir" Jan 26 22:36:36 * Morgan scowls Jan 26 22:37:27 * Molly giggles, returning her gaze to the book Jan 26 22:37:37 Would you like to educate me? Jan 26 22:38:00 about... Jan 26 22:38:34 The kraken... for now Jan 26 22:42:02 lives in the deepest parts of the ocean...something like a cross between a crab and an octopus Jan 26 22:43:09 But big enough to drag a merchant ship? Jan 26 22:43:22 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 26 22:44:06 the best word I can think of for it is leviathan... tentacles that can wrap round a ship and drag it under, suckers with spikes on them... Jan 26 22:44:18 * Molly looks at him Jan 26 22:44:35 You don't believe in that, surely? Jan 26 22:44:39 * Morgan looks up at her Jan 26 22:44:44 Why not? Jan 26 22:44:58 Well, wouldn't someone have seen it? Jan 26 22:45:44 The schattenmann lives in a relatively small forest yet is almost _never_ seen... by anyone who lives to tell about it... how big, how deep are the oceans? Jan 26 22:45:53 * Molly is still watching him and disrupting his work Jan 26 22:46:10 I suppose so... Jan 26 22:46:56 * Morgan lifts his hand, twirling his finger at her Jan 26 22:47:21 Its not that I believe it exists exactly... but I wouldn't be surprised Jan 26 22:48:06 I suppose people who saw it and died don't get to tell anyone about it... **she watches his finger a moment, then returns to what she is supposed to be doing** Jan 26 22:48:25 * Morgan nods Jan 26 22:48:27 exactly Jan 26 22:49:13 * Molly starts to watch him from her peripheral vision Jan 26 22:49:33 Did you enjoy our evening here? Jan 26 22:49:40 * Morgan nods Jan 26 22:49:41 you? Jan 26 22:49:55 Oh yes, very, very much Jan 26 22:50:08 Sorgi wants to get underway after lunch Jan 26 22:50:18 * Molly nods Jan 26 22:50:42 We should if we are to get to Insel in time for all the kissing Jan 26 22:50:56 * Morgan nods Jan 26 22:51:47 We will need to see Alice before we go, to give her the ledgers and the money from the servant's dining room Jan 26 22:52:32 * Morgan nods Jan 26 22:53:51 And Varick will wish to say goodbye Jan 26 22:54:05 of course. I've left instructions for them to be invited down to lunch Jan 26 22:54:13 * Molly nods slowly Jan 26 22:54:20 That is a good idea Jan 26 22:54:59 Are you going to let Heinzharold have the drink? Jan 26 22:55:31 I might let _Inga_ have it... Jan 26 22:56:16 * Molly giggles Jan 26 22:56:26 I would warn her in advance Jan 26 22:56:34 of course Jan 26 22:56:49 I was certainly sceptical, but... Jan 26 22:57:23 but no longer? Jan 26 22:58:03 No, absolutely not. Although, I do not think I really _need_ it, do you? Jan 26 22:59:18 Need, no Jan 26 22:59:29 I am perfectly well enthused about our marital activities at any possible occasion, in any possible place... Jan 26 22:59:52 * Molly smiles, but doesn't look over Jan 26 23:00:06 * Morgan nods Jan 26 23:00:11 I'll try to remember that Jan 26 23:01:06 Well, the chaise is sturdy, as you said last night, and I would not mind having charcoal smudges on my body to match the one on your nose... Jan 26 23:01:24 * Molly still stays where she has been told Jan 26 23:02:03 * Morgan raises an eyebrow, concentrating on the sketch Jan 26 23:02:08 I don't have any on my nose Jan 26 23:02:48 Yes, you do, and it is so cute it is driving me mad Jan 26 23:03:28 * Morgan rubs at his nose, leaving some on his cheek Jan 26 23:03:39 * Molly giggles Jan 26 23:03:50 Oh dear, my love Jan 26 23:04:22 Now you have some on your cheek Jan 26 23:05:14 * Morgan makes a noise of frustration Jan 26 23:05:24 I'll get it in a minute... I'm almost done Jan 26 23:06:05 Mmhmm Jan 26 23:06:46 * Molly sits still, just waiting Jan 26 23:07:07 * Morgan tilts his head, looking at the sketchbook Jan 26 23:07:13 I think... thats done Jan 26 23:07:56 * Molly crooks her finger, motioning him over Jan 26 23:08:04 * Morgan goes to her Jan 26 23:08:52 * Molly fidgets to give him space, and looks it over? ((Sweet or sensual, more flattering or more accurate?)) Jan 26 23:09:17 ((sensual, flattering but not unrealistic)) Jan 26 23:09:36 Oh liebling... that's wonderful! Jan 26 23:10:34 * Molly smiles at him "That is definitely decent enough to show off, I think!" Jan 26 23:10:42 You think? Jan 26 23:10:49 * Molly nods Jan 26 23:11:00 My bum is not on display Jan 26 23:11:25 No its not Jan 26 23:12:15 * Molly looks at his cheek "Shall I rub you to get it off?" Jan 26 23:12:27 * Morgan nods Jan 26 23:13:14 * Molly does so, then kisses him in the spots where the charcoal was. She watches him with mischief "All better?" Jan 26 23:13:25 * Morgan shrugs Jan 26 23:13:29 I suppose so... I couldn't see it Jan 26 23:13:49 * Molly watches him a moment, then smiles Jan 26 23:13:58 I'd best get dressed Jan 26 23:14:30 * Morgan nods Jan 26 23:14:32 indeed Jan 26 23:15:33 Unless you wished to make the best of our last morning alone for what could be four months... Jan 26 23:15:51 * Morgan nods Jan 26 23:15:54 yes... yes I do Jan 26 23:18:05 * Molly kisses him softly before getting him to pull the curtains, affording the privacy to subject the chaise to a leisurely test of marital enthusiasm. By the time they are spent and he opens them again, the wonderful sketching light is gone, and the shadows of his drawing no longer match. Her satiated smile is the same though Jan 26 23:35:50 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 27 12:59:31 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 27 13:00:21 **they collect their things and lock up before walking across the grass towards the cliff path. She stops at the spot with the best view, looking around** Jan 27 13:00:23 I have to say, I rather like it here Jan 27 13:01:06 oh? Jan 27 13:01:56 If it were just us, no commitments elsewhere, I could be happy here Jan 27 13:01:57 We would get a fishing community Jan 27 13:02:58 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:03:03 We would get a fishing community established again, trade with the mainland, maybe a school, as you said… Jan 27 13:05:28 * Molly watches his profile Jan 27 13:05:30 I could maybe learn to be a midwife, you could build some ships here... Jan 27 13:06:03 Shipbuilding? No, I don't think I could do that Jan 27 13:06:33 Whyever not? You helped build the next ship Jan 27 13:07:22 Yes, but only a small part Jan 27 13:07:59 You could oversee it, or work on the designs, or just run the harbour Jan 27 13:08:28 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:08:32 aye I sppose Jan 27 13:09:02 It would certainly be safer than the things we have planned Jan 27 13:09:29 Maybe Jan 27 13:09:50 * Molly nods a little Jan 27 13:10:08 Still, that is not what life has in store for us Jan 27 13:12:32 No, I'm afraid not Jan 27 13:13:44 * Molly nods, taking his hand for the walk down Jan 27 13:14:12 Would you want that? Or would you miss Eisen too much? Jan 27 13:16:54 * Morgan shrugs Jan 27 13:16:58 I dont know actually Jan 27 13:18:00 * Molly nods Jan 27 13:18:10 You'd have Varick and I... Jan 27 13:22:15 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:23:10 **The Rose is already being prepared to sail when they arrive at around eleven. Sorgi spots them, and is waiting on deck. Jan 27 13:23:11 S: Good morning, your Excellencies Jan 27 13:23:53 Sorgi... Jan 27 13:25:39 S: A pleasant night I hope? Jan 27 13:27:03 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:27:05 you? Jan 27 13:28:40 S: Peaceful, and the men enjoyed playing around on the beach Jan 27 13:29:01 * Molly smiles, watching them Jan 27 13:29:56 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:29:59 good... Jan 27 13:30:08 M'lord would you like to take second dogs watch in the nest ((6-8pm)) today? Jan 27 13:30:41 Providing thats alright with my wife... Jan 27 13:32:19 * Molly nods, smiling at him "That's no trouble, my love" Jan 27 13:32:35 * Morgan noves Jan 27 13:32:36 alright then Jan 27 13:34:53 **sorgi nods too, and they're soon underway to the study** Jan 27 13:35:17 Are you looking forward to being up there in the cold dark night, mon petit chou? Jan 27 13:36:00 * Morgan shrugs Jan 27 13:36:04 its just part of the job Jan 27 13:36:25 * Molly nods Jan 27 13:37:06 I am looking forward to being back at sea. It has been a long two months since we properly sailed Jan 27 13:38:06 * Morgan nods Jan 27 13:38:07 that it has Jan 27 13:40:51 * Molly squeezes his hand before they get to the door Jan 27 13:40:56 Liebes herz? Jan 27 13:41:48 aye? Jan 27 13:43:26 Thank you for last night, I had a wonderful time with you Jan 27 13:44:00 as did I blossom Jan 27 13:44:46 * Molly smiles, blushing a little. Heinzharold opens the door, looking them over Jan 27 13:45:15 HH: Back again then. Y' musta known I was gettin' coffee Jan 27 13:46:40 fairly safe bet really Jan 27 13:48:24 **HH lets them in as he goes out. Varick is glad to see them coming to hug them Inga is sat on the window seat. Jan 27 13:48:43 V: Heinzharold hugged Captain Ulysses and didnt sneeze Jan 27 13:51:19 Thats good Jan 27 13:52:22 V: Captain Ulysses is happy, it made him sad when Heinzharold sneezed Jan 27 13:53:06 did he think it meant HeinzHarold doesn't like him? Jan 27 13:53:33 * Molly nods Jan 27 13:53:39 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 27 13:53:58 He was sad Jan 27 13:54:22 **Molly goes to talk to Inga ((attention?)) Jan 27 13:57:29 ((nowhere in particular)) Jan 27 14:00:48 **There's a little giggling. The cat comes in to demand a fuss, Varick wants to show him some drawings, and the HH comes back with the coffee. Inga goes to help Molly unpack their bags, so Morgan ends up helping Varick draw with more accurate perspective whilst drinkin his coffee, and HH sits on the couch singing songs to the cat baking bread on his chest about other cats. There's a knock on the door Jan 27 14:02:35 Come in Jan 27 14:03:21 **Florrie comes running ahead, looking happy and well-rested** Hello, ballhead! Jan 27 14:04:19 **HH snorts, fussing the cat. Alice follows in carrying a plant pot** Jan 27 14:05:55 Well good morning little lady Jan 27 14:07:54 **She comes to sit in his lap, hugging him. Varick glances at them before continuing drawing at the table Alice sets the parsley on** A: We're a little early, sorry Jan 27 14:08:21 F: Sleep. No wobbly. Jan 27 14:08:39 * Morgan looks at Alice Jan 27 14:08:41 that sounds encouraging Jan 27 14:10:03 **Alice smiles** The best night's sleep I've had in years. I was asleep not long after you left, an earthquake could have shook the island and I wouldn't have heard it! Jan 27 14:10:27 * Morgan nods Jan 27 14:10:28 good Jan 27 14:11:01 A: We were going to come up to the manor quite early, but we overslept Jan 27 14:12:33 that must've been nice... Jan 27 14:12:57 A: You didn't sleep well? Jan 27 14:13:26 **HH starts a new, quiet song to the cat** Jan 27 14:14:23 I meant as a change to the interrupted nights Jan 27 14:14:56 A: Very. Sleep deprivation is such a grind. Jan 27 14:15:02 **Molly and Inga come back in, greeting the newcomers before going to get lunch** Jan 27 14:16:02 * Morgan shrugs Jan 27 14:16:12 I can't say I've known any different for a long while now Jan 27 14:16:44 A: I started getting it around the time I started increasing Jan 27 14:16:53 * Varick looks to Morgan Jan 27 14:17:05 What does In Creasing mean? Jan 27 14:17:36 When the woman is going to have a baby Jan 27 14:17:47 Their tummy gets bigger, like Elsie Jan 27 14:18:31 **Florrie watches Varick from under Morgan's chin** Like this **Florrie takes a deep breath and holds it, sticking her tummy out as far as she can** Jan 27 14:19:31 * Varick nods, then pokes her gently is the stomach. The air splutters out and she starts laughing. This makes HH and Alice laugh too Jan 27 14:22:13 * Morgan chuckles Jan 27 14:22:19 **Florrie looks up at Morgan. That little look that seeks his approval is very much like Jana used to look at him** Again? Jan 27 14:23:06 If you want to Jan 27 14:23:18 * Varick and Florrie do this a few times, the children's laughter only gets louder, and Florrie's noises become more silly Jan 27 14:23:52 **HH watches them, then gestures $okay?$ Jan 27 14:23:58 $surprisingly$ Jan 27 14:25:10 **The women bring lunch in and they all gather around the desk. Florrie gives Molly the parsley, and Molly thanks her, watching her with a smile** Jan 27 14:25:34 F: Good for fish. Jan 27 14:25:49 They like it do they? Jan 27 14:26:21 F: *she laughs* No, ball-head, for eating fish! Jan 27 14:26:48 **Molly bites her lip at this, but HH starts chuckling** Jan 27 14:29:53 What, you use it instead of a fork? Jan 27 14:31:00 **Florrie sighs as if this is the silliest thing ever, then kisses Morgan's cheek before getting down and going to HH and the cat** Jan 27 14:31:30 **Molly watches Morgan a moment** Jan 27 14:32:28 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 27 14:32:31 I believe thats me told Jan 27 14:33:10 A: Sit at the table, Florrie. **HH puts the cat down and sits up. Florrie climbs onto his lap now** Jan 27 14:33:27 [Are you alright?] Jan 27 14:34:07 * Varick is now known as Alice Jan 27 14:35:12 [Aye] Jan 27 14:37:12 **Lunch starts, and there's plenty of noisy chatter. Molly watches them all whilst eating** Jan 27 14:37:34 I brought the mirror with us, you said there's a way to talk with it? Jan 27 14:38:17 Blossom, would you grab the other half of this mirror so we can show Alice how it works? Jan 27 14:39:31 **she uses her napkin then quietly pushes her chair back. She's back a few minutes later with it, putting it at his side and giving his shoulder a gentle squeeze before sitting again Jan 27 14:39:52 Thank you blossom... Jan 27 14:41:09 My understanding of it is... these two parts are permanently connected so... whatever is in front of this one, you would see in yours... Jan 27 14:41:12 and vice versa Jan 27 14:41:33 Like with the paper Jan 27 14:41:52 Exactly... thats how we can see the notes, because its in front of the mirror Jan 27 14:42:06 And you can hear too? Jan 27 14:43:15 **Florrie takes it out of Alice's pocket, looking into it "See ceiling." Jan 27 14:43:48 * Morgan nods Jan 27 14:43:50 aye, you can Jan 27 14:45:12 **on the mirror in front of him he can see Florrie making faces Jan 27 14:46:31 * Morgan lifts it, showing Alice Jan 27 14:47:18 * Alice smiles. Florrie turns her face from the mirror reflecting her mother to Alice herself and back Jan 27 14:47:27 Where did they come from? Jan 27 14:47:54 probably a mirror maker... Jan 27 14:49:10 **Florrie takes it to Morgan pointing this mirror face to face at the other. There's an unpleasant high pitch noise and his fingers feel wet Jan 27 14:49:31 * Morgan twists his away Jan 27 14:51:06 **Florrie drops the slippery mirror in her hands. HH who is sat closest is quick as a whip to catch it before it hits the floor, though Morgan can see pain in his expression Jan 27 14:51:37 $You alright?$ Jan 27 14:52:04 **Florrie looks worried Jan 27 14:52:19 $might be cut$ Jan 27 14:52:58 **HH gets up, smiling** Slippery little thing, I'll get this one dried up Jan 27 14:53:05 HeinzHarold, would you take our part of the mirror and put it away? Molly can show you where to put it Jan 27 14:53:21 $great minds$ Jan 27 14:53:58 **Molly gets up, taking HH with her to the bedroom Jan 27 14:54:21 * Morgan looks at Florrie Jan 27 14:54:29 Dont worry little lady, no harm done Jan 27 14:54:51 **Florrie is still looking around warily. Jan 27 14:55:17 * Morgan opens his arms Jan 27 14:55:21 Florrie, it's fine. I was curious about that too Jan 27 14:56:11 **She comes to him as easily as she would someone she had known her whole life Jan 27 14:57:06 **he feels the prickle of magic on the back of his neck ** Jan 27 14:59:17 * Morgan lifts her onto his lap Jan 27 15:01:42 **She snuggles into him** Jan 27 15:03:57 **Molly and HH come back out, Molly carrying the mirror which she gives to Alice** They are very useful, and it would be nice to know how you are getting along here on Lundy Jan 27 15:04:13 HH, loud mutter: Morgan's Rock. Jan 27 15:06:21 Its not called Morgans Rock Jan 27 15:07:26 HH: Funny, I've 'eard me, Claudia, Molly, Inga, Sorgi and Varick all call it that. Jan 27 15:08:18 F: **she looks at Morgan** Called Morgan's Sock? Jan 27 15:08:56 * Alice and the others laugh. Molly watches Morgan and Florrie as she sips her coffee Jan 27 15:09:31 * Morgan smiles at her Jan 27 15:09:34 its not called that either Jan 27 15:09:45 F: Why? Jan 27 15:10:10 Because it already had a name before I got it Jan 27 15:10:29 V: Why can't it have a new name now that you have it? Jan 27 15:11:04 * Morgan opens his mouth briefly and shuts it again Jan 27 15:11:11 I don't know Jan 27 15:11:20 V: You got me, now I can be Koertig because you're my Papa. Jan 27 15:13:04 [He has a point...] Jan 27 15:15:23 Well, yes... but you're still Varick... Jan 27 15:15:46 F: **she leans back to look at Morgan* My father called Edward but I still gonna be Florrie. Jan 27 15:17:44 Yes Jan 27 15:18:18 V: Edward is a boy's name. Florrie is a nickname for a boy or a girl. Jan 27 15:18:41 F: *she shakes her head* Girl's name. Jan 27 15:20:13 V: *he watches her* It's a boys name too! F: Is not! **This point of contention has both children frowning at each other, and Varick goes to sit on Molly's lap** Jan 27 15:20:59 **Molly smiles slightly at Morgan** Jan 27 15:22:49 * Morgan looks at Alice Jan 27 15:23:10 You looking forward to getting that island fixed up? Jan 27 15:23:48 * Alice looks at the children a moment before smiling "Yes I am. It's got a lot of potential" Jan 27 15:24:16 **he notices Varick is sticking his tongue out at Florrie** Jan 27 15:24:38 * Morgan nods, looking at Varick Jan 27 15:24:54 Going to be a good amount fo work though Jan 27 15:25:49 **Varick pushes up his nose like a pig** Jan 27 15:25:58 I dont mind that Jan 27 15:27:12 [by any chance is Florrie making faces at Varick?] Jan 27 15:27:15 * Morgan nods Jan 27 15:27:56 [Very unladylike ones, yes] Jan 27 15:28:14 [So is Varick] Jan 27 15:28:36 **A quick glance shows him Florrie has her fingers pulling her eyes down and pulling outwards at the sides of her mouth** Jan 27 15:29:06 You two realise if the wind changes you'll get stuck like that? Jan 27 15:29:14 **Varick goes cross-eyed now** Jan 27 15:29:43 **HH glances at the kids** 's true, that's what 'appened to Morgan and Claudia Jan 27 15:30:02 **Varick and Florrie start giggling** Jan 27 15:31:56 No, thats just because we deal with you... Jan 27 15:33:05 **They all laugh. Molly watches Florrie and Morgan a moment before looking away** Alice, I have the ledgers for you, and a key for the manor, if you wouldn't mind seeing to having it cleaned on occasion? Jan 27 15:35:19 * Alice nods, assuring her that is no issue. The children are soon finished eating and find the cotton reel to play with the cat. HH is soon down on the floor playing with them whilst Inga tidied and Molly, Morgan and Alice stay at the table Jan 27 15:36:24 [Do you wish to tell her about the money?] Jan 27 15:36:39 [Where is it?] Jan 27 15:37:20 [Under the servants dining room] Jan 27 15:37:53 * Morgan speaks quietly Jan 27 15:38:23 the money we spoke of... its, in piratical style, under the floor in the servants dining room of the main house Jan 27 15:39:28 * Alice looks relieved "Thank you" Jan 27 15:40:00 [Can you recall how much was there?] Jan 27 15:40:43 [She gives him a figure down to the cent that is in excess of five hundred and seventy guilders] Jan 27 15:41:40 There's a bit more there than you asked for, but thats what was there anyway Jan 27 15:43:22 * Alice nods "It'll be paid back as soon as I can" Jan 27 15:43:57 as and when, Alice. Jan 27 15:44:01 M: *she sips her coffee, watching Morgan* Jan 27 15:44:08 Thank you, I appreciate it Jan 27 15:46:14 **one of the crewmen comes down and knocks on the door** M'lord, Cap'n wants to know if you're wanting to delay until tomorrow? Jan 27 15:47:04 * Morgan sighs Jan 27 15:47:22 No, we can't... Jan 27 15:50:44 **The crewman bows and goes. Behind Morgan, HH is crawling on the floor and Florrie is patting him and calling "Nice Kitty" and Varick is riding on his back** Jan 27 16:03:25 * Morgan sighs Jan 27 16:03:30 I suppose that means its time to part Jan 27 16:04:33 M: We're cutting it fine getting Doctor Rosenkrantz to Insel for the Fish Festival as it is, I do not think we can afford a delay. Jan 27 16:04:48 Rosenkrantz? Like Sebastian Rosenkrantz? Jan 27 16:05:13 **Molly glances at Morgan with surprise** Jan 27 16:05:34 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 27 16:05:39 you know him? Jan 27 16:06:40 I know of him, he has a ship that's often in Kursk Jan 27 16:08:07 * Morgan nods Jan 27 16:10:46 Amaranth Nightingale, she is called Jan 27 16:11:39 **The children and Heinzharold are still playing** Jan 27 16:12:04 Interesting name Jan 27 16:12:44 * Alice nods "unusual" Jan 27 16:13:30 * Morgan nods Jan 27 16:14:24 **Molly goes over to HH, speaking very quietly when he is stood up. Then she gets a piece of paper and starts writing something down** Jan 27 16:15:31 Perhaps you will be back in Avalon in the spring or summer? Jan 27 16:16:36 Maybe... I'm not sure, our schedule is... tight to say the least Jan 27 16:17:01 * Alice nods "we can talk with the mirrors, that will be nice" Jan 27 16:17:31 * Morgan nids Jan 27 16:17:36 absolutely Jan 27 16:19:23 **HH starts to herd the children out towards the stairs, and Molly follows on with the piece of paper. Alice has the ledgers and the keys. They are soon up on deck, the crew standing by ready to go, and Sorgi and Claudia waiting patiently. Alice gives Morgan a hug "Thank you for everything. I hope it goes well with Florrie's father" Jan 27 16:20:43 I'll let you know Jan 27 16:21:16 **Florrie gives brief hugs to the others, but it's obviously Morgan she's waiting for. Molly stays fairly close by** Jan 27 16:21:34 F: Got to go now Jan 27 16:21:55 * Alice is now known as Florrie Jan 27 16:23:14 * Morgan kneels down to her level Jan 27 16:23:18 yes, I have Jan 27 16:24:05 * Florrie hugs him tight Jan 27 16:24:22 I will miss you Jan 27 16:24:47 I'll miss you too Jan 27 16:25:08 * Florrie doesn't seem to be letting go Jan 27 16:25:31 [You need help?] Jan 27 16:26:20 Come on little lady, your mother needs your help with the island Jan 27 16:26:37 * Florrie just gets tighter Jan 27 16:28:27 [Aye, looks like I do] Jan 27 16:29:06 **Alice calls her. Molly goes to Alice, talking loudly enough for Florrie to hear "Alice, could you and Florrie do something for me when you go to the manor? I think these plants are all in the herb garden, but could you check for me? If they aren't, I will send seeds. Or if there are any other seeds Florrie would like, just let me know" Jan 27 16:29:40 * Florrie turns her head away from Morgan, loosening her grip "Seeds?" Jan 27 16:31:08 * Morgan smiles, letting her go Jan 27 16:31:12 **Alice takes the list** I wouldn't know about most of them, but Florrie will help find the plants, I'm sure Jan 27 16:31:50 * Florrie goes over to Alice "See list of plants?" Jan 27 16:34:14 * Morgan stands up Jan 27 16:34:19 * Florrie says bye before holding on tight to her list as she and Alice go down onto the beach where she waves up as the crew get the gang plank away and Sorgi gives the order. Jan 27 16:36:02 **Varick comes to be picked up, and Molly stands on Morgan's other side with a gentle hand in the small of his back. They wave. Florrie is torn between waving and the list** Jan 27 16:36:40 V: I wish Florrie could live with us. Jan 27 16:37:09 Even though you were squabbling? Jan 27 16:37:32 V: That doesn't mean you don't love someone, Papa. Jan 27 16:37:59 No, it doesn't Jan 27 16:39:33 **Molly watches both of her menfolk a moment before the wind suddenly catches the newly unfurled sails and the Rose moves out at speed. Varick shouts "Bye, Morgan's Rock! We'll come back soon" Jan 27 16:40:16 **HH grins at Morgan** My work 'ere is done. Jan 27 16:40:44 * Morgan sighs Jan 27 16:40:52 *Claudia snorts* makes a change from anywhere else you've ever been! Jan 27 16:42:22 **Molly gently rubs his back with her thumb. Florrie trots along the sand towards the cliff path, Alice following her** Jan 27 16:42:38 [What do you need right now?] Jan 27 16:43:59 [I need a drink] Jan 27 16:44:40 * Florrie is now known as Molly Jan 27 16:45:49 Right Mauschen, nap time. Heinzharold, Inga, thank you for having him last night, we'll catch up later. Liebes herz, would you carry him down? Jan 27 16:46:45 * Morgan nods, taking one last look at the headland before picking Varick up and carrying him to the study Jan 27 16:47:24 **Varick is very good about getting his boots off and lying down, and Molly is waiting for him with a large measure of scotch in a glass that she hands to him Jan 27 16:47:57 Would you like me to find somewhere to be a little while, liebling? Jan 27 16:48:14 No, its fine Jan 27 16:48:23 * Morgan downs half the measure Jan 27 16:49:23 Are you going back on deck? **she brings the bottle, holding it in her lap as she sits on the couch** Jan 27 16:50:20 Not for a while, no Jan 27 16:51:54 * Molly nods, shuffling up so there's more space for him to sit on lie on it Jan 27 16:53:15 Come here, my love... Jan 27 16:53:27 * Morgan nods, going and sitting down Jan 27 16:54:26 Would it help to listen to my heart, or lay your head on my thigh so I might stroke your hair? Jan 27 16:55:03 * Morgan shrugs Jan 27 16:55:06 I don't think so Jan 27 16:55:45 Alright liebling **she checks how much is in his glass before offering to top it up** Jan 27 16:56:20 * Morgan nods Jan 27 16:57:21 * Molly does so before drinking a mouthful from the bottle and sticking the cork back in. She sits quietly beside him, just giving him her presence Jan 27 17:00:05 * Morgan sighs, sitting back Jan 27 17:00:37 That was more difficult than I anticipated Jan 27 17:00:51 Because she would not let go? Jan 27 17:01:10 Partly Jan 27 17:01:28 * Molly nods Jan 27 17:01:35 What is the rest? Jan 27 17:03:58 Leaving her behind was tough... Jan 27 17:04:05 * Molly uncorks the bottle, sipping from it again Jan 27 17:04:45 Harder than when she left the cottages... Jan 27 17:05:35 * Morgan nods Jan 27 17:05:49 * Molly nods Jan 27 17:06:15 ... because this was _you_ leaving her, not her leaving you... Jan 27 17:08:06 Could be Jan 27 17:08:29 You wish she could travel to Eisen with us? Jan 27 17:08:39 To a point, aye Jan 27 17:08:53 * Molly nods Jan 27 17:09:52 I think you would feel most of this even if she looked completely different Jan 27 17:11:00 you think? Jan 27 17:11:07 * Molly nods Jan 27 17:14:45 She is sweet, amusing, very vibrant. She is very keen on you, and she is your blood. Look how deeply you loved Varick, and his relationship to you is only **she adds up** third cousin once removed, I believe Jan 27 17:15:48 * Morgan frowns Jan 27 17:16:07 What is wrong, my love? Jan 27 17:16:35 He is not _only_ that Jan 27 17:17:27 Well not now, obviously. But back then, when we were still considering the adoption and the only link was by blood. Now he is your son. Jan 27 17:18:05 * Morgan nods Jan 27 17:19:18 I was making a comparison of the relationships in the early stages. I was not implying you love her more than you love Varick. Jan 27 17:20:33 * Morgan nods, downing his drink Jan 27 17:21:54 * Molly watches him a moment, then she just refills the glass, takes a mouthful from the bottle and closes it Jan 27 17:25:23 * Molly takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly Jan 27 17:26:02 I'm going to spend some time writing my nightmare and then put together what we know about Eckname this afternoon Jan 27 17:26:29 * Morgan nods Jan 27 17:26:30 alright Jan 27 17:27:25 * Molly nods, fiddling with the bottle in her lap Jan 27 17:27:45 There's nothing more I can do? I cannot use the magic? Jan 27 17:27:59 No... I will be alright Jan 27 17:28:21 I don't doubt that Jan 27 17:29:01 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jan 27 17:30:06 Would you like me to sing? Jan 27 17:31:29 * Morgan nods Jan 27 17:31:34 that might help Jan 27 17:33:18 * Molly does so. She works through quite a variety of different songs in Avalonian, and the bottle is no longer fidgeted with, but she does keep her eye on the level, topping it up a little when it gets empty Jan 27 17:40:52 * Morgan stretches Jan 27 17:43:55 * Molly watches him "perhaps Heinzharold would like to train for a little while?" Jan 27 17:47:07 * Morgan nods Jan 27 17:47:11 thats a good idea Jan 27 17:47:47 * Molly nods, getting up and putting the scotch back where it lives Jan 27 17:49:25 Could you let Inga know I'll be ready to catch up in about fifteen minutes? Jan 27 17:52:40 * Morgan nods, finishing his drink and getting up Jan 27 17:52:41 will do Jan 27 17:53:09 * Molly nods, watching him with a little smile Jan 27 17:53:15 I'll be here if you need me Jan 27 17:54:00 * Morgan nods before heading out the door to go find HeinzHarold Jan 27 17:54:41 * Molly is now known as Heinzharoldi Jan 27 17:54:47 * Heinzharoldi is now known as HH Jan 27 17:54:58 * HH is found near the prow with Inga Jan 27 17:56:45 I'm sorry to interrupt... Jan 27 17:58:07 * HH turns round Jan 27 17:58:17 What can I do y' for? Jan 27 17:59:21 I could do with burning off some energy... wondered if you'd be up for some training Jan 27 18:02:52 * HH watches Inga a moment Jan 27 18:03:08 *he looks to Morgan* Gimme five, yeah? Jan 27 18:03:27 Of course... Inga, Molly says she'll be ready to catch up in about fifteen minutes Jan 27 18:03:54 **Inga just makes a slight Mmhmm noise** Jan 27 18:04:08 * Morgan frowns briefly Jan 27 18:04:17 if you'd rather, I'll go find Claudia, its fine Jan 27 18:04:57 * HH rubs her shoulder "it's fine. Someone needs to throw up a bit, then I'll send her down to Molly for some fixin'" Jan 27 18:05:20 * Morgan nods Jan 27 18:05:23 alright Jan 27 18:05:29 * Morgan heads away, down to the ballroom Jan 27 18:06:54 * HH arrives about five minutes after Morgan does Jan 27 18:06:59 Alright, ready Jan 27 18:07:54 * Morgan nods, drawing his sword Jan 27 18:08:40 * HH rolls his neck before doing likewise and bowing Jan 27 18:09:23 Need yer arse kicked? Jan 27 18:10:13 Probably Jan 27 18:12:17 * HH doesn't hold back like Claudia did this morning, pushing Morgan hard. It's all the stuff that has always made people realise that the silly, occasionally sappy, Heinzharold the joker is actually an excellent swordsman Jan 27 18:13:01 ((How on form is Morgan?)) Jan 27 18:13:08 ((A bit off)) Jan 27 18:13:51 * HH breaks off a moment Jan 27 18:14:19 Come on man, don't make me do y' a mischief we'll need to tell yer wife about Jan 27 18:14:53 * Morgan closes his eyes, breathing slowly before opening them again and nodding Jan 27 18:15:52 * HH continues as he was Jan 27 18:16:55 ((Any better?)) Jan 27 18:17:00 ((yeah)) Jan 27 18:17:29 ((As good as he can be?)) Jan 27 18:17:34 ((yeah)) Jan 27 18:18:49 * HH starts grinning Jan 27 18:19:09 Come on sweetheart, yer sister kicks my arse better than you Jan 27 18:20:12 catty, HeinzHarold... Jan 27 18:21:02 She is, but she's got great bubbies Jan 27 18:22:10 * Morgan frowns Jan 27 18:22:15 This works on most does it? Jan 27 18:27:05 Nah, save this f' men with no sisters, just incase I mighta gotten meself in trouble Jan 27 18:27:57 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 27 18:29:12 * HH grins Jan 27 18:30:47 Yer brother would do a better job Jan 27 18:30:56 We both know that isn't true Jan 27 18:31:50 If she weren't yer wife an' she was doing that fancy schmancy dancey thingy I might be in a bit o' trouble Jan 27 18:32:08 * Morgan nods Jan 27 18:32:11 distracting, isn't it Jan 27 18:32:26 * HH nods Jan 27 18:33:33 Claudia is good a' it, but it's kinda like if I was watching our Ruth do it... Jan 27 18:34:10 * Morgan laughs Jan 27 18:34:15 I know what you mean Jan 27 18:34:55 I love Claudia t' death, but it's more like she's another guy, y'know? Jan 27 18:35:46 * Morgan nods Jan 27 18:37:14 Y' done, or y' gonna go a better job than yer great grandma? Jan 27 18:37:33 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 27 18:37:34 I'm done Jan 27 18:38:46 Good job, wasn' she that one who lived to ninety then decided she wasn't having any of that civil war nonsense and died th' day before? Jan 27 18:39:09 * Morgan nods Jan 27 18:39:32 Decided she wasn't mucking about with any of it Jan 27 18:39:35 Sounds pretty fierce Jan 27 18:40:17 * HH sticks his sword on a table before lying on his back sprawled out on the floor, spent and breathing hard Jan 27 18:44:54 Good night? Jan 27 22:38:41 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 28 22:30:05 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 28 22:31:33 ((C&p pls)) Jan 28 22:31:36 I'm done Jan 28 22:31:36 Good job, wasn' she that one who lived to ninety then decided she wasn't having any of that civil war nonsense and died th' day before? Jan 28 22:31:36 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:31:36 Decided she wasn't mucking about with any of it Jan 28 22:31:36 Sounds pretty fierce Jan 28 22:31:38 * HH sticks his sword on a table before lying on his back sprawled out on the floor, spent and breathing hard Jan 28 22:31:42 Good night? Jan 28 22:31:44 * HH has quit ( Jan 28 22:32:46 Mostly, aye Jan 28 22:33:30 * HH nods Jan 28 22:33:41 Tha's good Jan 28 22:34:30 you? Jan 28 22:35:26 Not much to report. Gotta behave on babysitting duty Jan 28 22:37:33 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:38:02 * HH turns his head to look at Morgan "No bums were mentioned t' Varick" Jan 28 22:38:27 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:38:30 good Jan 28 22:38:48 Inga 'ad questions about it though Jan 28 22:40:08 oh? Jan 28 22:40:22 Had to grab compliment and distract her Jan 28 22:41:14 why? Jan 28 22:42:12 Was givin' me a telling off **he grins** 'Pparently you would ne'er be laughing about bums, so it musta been all me Jan 28 22:42:46 To be fair, I wasn't really talking about them Jan 28 22:43:24 So rather than keep gettin' scolded, I thought I'd distract her Jan 28 22:43:52 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:43:55 it work? Jan 28 22:44:28 * HH nods Jan 28 22:44:53 Easily. Best way out of a scoldin' from my lil darlin Jan 28 22:45:44 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:45:54 * HH grins at the ceiling "Makes 'er all blushing and giggling, and my troubles all go away" Jan 28 22:46:54 If only all troubles were that easily dealt with Jan 28 22:47:16 * HH looks at him Jan 28 22:47:25 Why, whatcha done? Jan 28 22:47:42 Nothing. Jan 28 22:48:04 What's on yer noggin? Jan 28 22:50:19 Nothing really... Molly was saying she could be happy on the island, no responsibilities et cetera...and we always seem to find ourselves danger Jan 28 22:50:51 Yeah? Jan 28 22:51:20 * Morgan nods Jan 28 22:53:21 Considering it? Jan 28 22:53:59 No Jan 28 22:54:47 Just worryin' she's unhappy? Jan 28 22:55:06 aye... and about whatever trouble I attract in the future Jan 28 22:55:51 * HH shrugs Jan 28 22:56:12 What's started this off again? Jan 28 22:56:49 There's been nothing supernatural happened at the Torrington estate the entire time I've not been there... Jan 28 22:57:20 Mebbie it's all over there now? Jan 28 22:57:37 Maybe it wasn't _there_ that was causing them to come... Jan 28 22:58:18 We didn' encounter anything but the fate witch though. Jan 28 22:59:01 She was a powerful one too... Jan 28 22:59:32 Not powerful enough t' see Elsie survivin' Jan 28 23:01:15 * Morgan scratches his chin Jan 28 23:01:24 she could... she could also see her die Jan 28 23:02:26 So what made it unseeable? Jan 28 23:03:45 it seems Molly doesn't strictly stick to what she's supposed to do Jan 28 23:05:43 * HH nods "alright" Jan 28 23:06:26 Yer more equipped than most for handling any weird stuff than most though Jan 28 23:08:28 now, yes Jan 28 23:09:54 She's pretty capable too Jan 28 23:10:33 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:12:46 You worried yer puttin' her in danger? Jan 28 23:12:53 all of you Jan 28 23:13:18 * HH watches him Jan 28 23:13:34 Not gonna go AWOL on us, are you? Jan 28 23:14:25 No. If I go somewhere you'll know where it is and why Jan 28 23:17:33 * HH nods Jan 28 23:18:17 Good, b'cause we need you Jan 28 23:19:04 Nah, you'd do fine without me Jan 28 23:20:24 Horseshit. Jan 28 23:21:10 Not at all Jan 28 23:21:52 * HH looks serious Jan 28 23:22:29 Lived it for two an' a half years, so don't be thinkin' you know best Jan 28 23:23:53 You don't give yourself enough credit Jan 28 23:24:56 We need you b'cause you're family Jan 28 23:28:31 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 28 23:28:42 **he grins** B'sides, I don't have enough strength in me t' look after Varick and Molly for ya Jan 28 23:29:56 no? Jan 28 23:30:01 I get th' feelin' the grab compliment an' distract thing wouldn't work as well on Molly, I'd get scolded a lot Jan 28 23:30:10 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:30:13 I'm inclined to agree Jan 28 23:30:42 Think you should test it, for science. Jan 28 23:32:48 Not my style I'm afraid Jan 28 23:33:08 That Eckname fella wrote a book in Avalonian... Jan 28 23:34:32 Another supernatural one? Jan 28 23:35:04 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:35:25 A story of a ship that gets wrecked after getting caught in an area of totally calm sea... Jan 28 23:36:15 Huh. Dead zone? Jan 28 23:36:29 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:36:45 Really outdid himself with the name he used this time Jan 28 23:37:01 Wassat? Jan 28 23:37:26 A. Lee. Yus... Jan 28 23:38:15 * HH snorts Jan 28 23:38:20 Bloody 'ell Jan 28 23:38:39 I'm wondering if Darius is his name though... Jan 28 23:38:54 Whysat? Jan 28 23:39:47 He put a note in for the former owners of the island... signed it with a D. Jan 28 23:40:22 Or mebbie he was using the Darius name when he met them? Jan 28 23:40:43 Maybe Jan 28 23:41:34 Any other clues? Jan 28 23:42:15 Nothing terribly new Jan 28 23:44:06 From what y' said before this is like fifty years ago though. Eckname is gonna be dead by now Jan 28 23:44:27 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:44:47 he had contact with a Duke back home... there might be some records there Jan 28 23:45:36 * HH nods Jan 28 23:45:42 Yensid still on it? Jan 28 23:46:09 last I checked Jan 28 23:46:48 * HH nods Jan 28 23:47:15 He's good at it. If we 'ad more time I'd go snoop meself Jan 28 23:47:43 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:49:23 Howdya find out about the latest book? Jan 28 23:49:38 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 28 23:49:39 dreamed it Jan 28 23:50:29 Dreaming about books is better than yer nightmares, if a bit more boring! Jan 28 23:51:38 Didn't dream about books... I just happened to be reading it in my dream before other things occurred Jan 28 23:52:19 Bit weird to remember a detail like that Jan 28 23:53:23 I remember most things Jan 28 23:53:55 * HH nods Jan 28 23:54:22 Need t' track the book down, read what y' didn't read in the dream? Jan 28 23:55:08 Molly's got it Jan 28 23:55:35 * HH nods Jan 28 23:56:10 Mebbie something interestin' will come from it. Anything else useful in yer dream? Jan 28 23:57:09 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 28 23:57:23 Name Lightcliffe mean anything to you? Jan 28 23:57:37 Nope, sorry. Sounds Avalonian Jan 28 23:57:55 * HH looks thoughtful Jan 28 23:58:04 * Morgan nods Jan 28 23:58:26 We know Eckname is ackshully Eisen at all? Jan 28 23:59:26 No, I suppose not Jan 29 00:00:53 Want me t' spend some time puttin' it all together with Molly later? I know she likes this sorta thing Jan 29 00:01:48 since you're brighter than me, aye Jan 29 00:02:14 Yep *he grins* Jan 29 00:03:01 Bright enough t' notice that special drink from Avebury wasn' on the shelf last night Jan 29 00:03:19 * Morgan nods Jan 29 00:03:31 That stuff is dangerous Jan 29 00:03:43 * HH looks at him Jan 29 00:03:58 Dangerous good, or dangerous bad? Jan 29 00:05:15 Bit of both... a woman could get taken advantage of if she didn't know about it Jan 29 00:05:27 Yer friend wasn' joking about his wife near on ridin' him to death then? Jan 29 00:05:35 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 29 00:05:36 no Jan 29 00:05:44 * HH grins Jan 29 00:06:01 Yer gonna hand some of that over, right? Jan 29 00:06:20 I believe Molly is informing your wife of its effects before doing so Jan 29 00:07:15 Needs a warnin', does it? Jan 29 00:07:41 * Morgan nods Jan 29 00:07:44 I reckon so Jan 29 00:07:52 * HH grins Jan 29 00:08:10 Glad y' brought it with you from Avebury now? Jan 29 00:08:39 * Morgan nods Jan 29 00:09:45 Was tempted t' come on up to the manor, make a nuisance of meself and hang around by the fire with you Jan 29 00:10:04 We weren't inside Jan 29 00:10:21 * HH gives him a disbelieving look Jan 29 00:11:05 Yeah right, it was bloody cold last night, clear skies see? Inga and I saw two shooting stars from the window seat Jan 29 00:11:31 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 00:11:32 alright Jan 29 00:11:47 * HH looks at him Jan 29 00:12:09 Does it stop them feelin' the cold too? Jan 29 00:13:07 Makes them more occupied with something else... Jan 29 00:13:27 * HH sniggers Jan 29 00:14:13 Shouldn' really be surprised at this point, should I? Jan 29 00:14:26 Probably not Jan 29 00:15:26 * HH grins "Jus' imagining you being ridden to death and us findin' you frozen stiff in the morning" Jan 29 00:15:56 * Morgan snorts Jan 29 00:16:31 * HH groans "I didn' mean stiff stiff!" Jan 29 00:17:16 No, I'm sure Jan 29 00:17:38 Did y' do anything other than swive each other stupid? Jan 29 00:18:42 played some music, talked... tested a theory about if she can heal damage done by my magic... which she can Jan 29 00:19:07 * HH nods "good t' know" Jan 29 00:20:14 * Morgan nods Jan 29 00:20:18 Claudia was furious about it Jan 29 00:21:07 * HH glances around before whispering "Time o' the month" Jan 29 00:21:27 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 29 00:21:32 * Morgan has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 29 00:32:59 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Jan 29 12:45:58 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 29 12:46:29 * HH whispers "She's in a grump b'cause of the crimson curse" Jan 29 12:46:43 That explains a few things Jan 29 12:48:35 Makes 'er Claudia, but a more Claudia Claudia *he grins* Jan 29 12:49:23 * Morgan nods Jan 29 12:49:25 accurate Jan 29 12:50:25 She'll be better th' day after tomorrow, which is when my lil darlin' will start being grumpy Jan 29 12:52:03 In for a rough week... Jan 29 12:52:14 * HH nods Jan 29 12:53:57 Shoulda seen what it was like adjustin' from being at war with men t' going back to an 'ouse with five women. There's no break, always someone screamin' or sobbin' Jan 29 12:54:46 thats just the effect you have on people Jan 29 12:54:55 * HH laughs Jan 29 12:55:31 How y' feeling about Insel now? Jan 29 12:57:01 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 12:57:03 ill at ease Jan 29 12:58:06 * HH nods Jan 29 12:59:11 Unnerstandable. Won't be staying long. I do wanna get a look at the tower though. Doctor Rosenkrantz says it's got a beautiful view Jan 29 12:59:27 * Morgan nods Jan 29 12:59:34 he's biased though Jan 29 13:00:07 * HH nods "Varick says 'e's going to join the fish catching contest" Jan 29 13:00:46 I feel there's an unfair advantage there Jan 29 13:00:58 * HH nods Jan 29 13:01:47 What y' gotta do is be in this special pond, and whoever can catch the smallest fish with their bare 'ands wins a prize Jan 29 13:02:15 Is Insel just... the rest of the world but backwards? Jan 29 13:02:26 * HH laughs Jan 29 13:03:13 Says 'e, the future Graf of a place that feeds bread to a forest monster, or who chucks a plate t' count the pieces Jan 29 13:05:20 We don't feed bread to it... we simply offer it in the hopes he won't come to the party Jan 29 13:07:06 Oh yeah, yer right, that is way less weird(!) Jan 29 13:07:32 Besides, its not stupid if it works Jan 29 13:07:57 Kissin' in the sea ain't stupid if it works? Jan 29 13:08:43 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 13:09:37 Jus' a bit of harmless fun, like the Shadow King and Queen. Ain't more than a little peck. If it gets them fish an' smooth sailin', I'd kiss some weird old lady for it Jan 29 13:11:21 * Morgan nods Jan 29 13:14:57 Inga is okay with it too Jan 29 13:18:05 you snogging some old woman? Jan 29 13:21:20 * HH laughs Jan 29 13:21:53 Figure she'll make some old chap's day much better too Jan 29 13:22:44 * Morgan nods Jan 29 13:22:47 no doubt Jan 29 13:23:02 Not many days y' get to kiss a woman like mine Jan 29 13:24:07 Don't you? Isn't that supposed to be a perk of getting married? Jan 29 13:24:43 Well I kiss 'er every day, obviously Jan 29 13:25:34 Not what you just said... Jan 29 13:26:09 I said not every day _you_ get to. Not not every day I get to. Jan 29 13:26:56 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 13:27:46 Mebbie you'll get lucky with yer number and get yer only ever chance *he grins* Jan 29 13:28:11 I think not Jan 29 13:28:40 Nah, yet definitely getting some old lady with a better beard than you got Jan 29 13:28:45 Yer* Jan 29 13:30:08 I don't think so Jan 29 13:31:09 Gonna be a stick in th' mud? Jan 29 13:32:36 Not sure Molly seeing me kiss a blonde girl or me seeing her kiss Seb is going to go well for anyone... Jan 29 13:33:36 Why a blonde girl? Jan 29 13:34:15 * Morgan tilts his head Jan 29 13:34:17 why do you think? Jan 29 13:34:54 Huh... ne'er assumed she'd be jealous like that. Jan 29 13:37:11 I think its more that it'd make her think of Dietlinde... Jan 29 13:38:22 That makes more sense. Pretty high chance of you being paired with a blonde, be a big coincidence her getting paired with Rosie Jan 29 13:39:17 Almost as big as Rosenkrantz being the doctor who helped her.... or him being at the Torrington Estate just when it was ideal... Jan 29 13:39:50 Exactly, couldn't add yet another coincidence on top o' that Jan 29 13:40:13 I dont agree Jan 29 13:40:23 Paranoid much? Jan 29 13:40:28 * HH grins Jan 29 13:41:10 only if I'm wrong Jan 29 13:42:39 * HH laughs Jan 29 13:42:59 **There's a knock on the door** Jan 29 13:43:28 * Morgan goes to open it Jan 29 13:43:45 **Inga is outside, she looks much better** Jan 29 13:44:10 I: I thought I'd see how you're getting on, Molly is asleep Jan 29 13:44:53 * HH chuckles "Musta worn her out" Jan 29 13:45:46 She had nightmares Jan 29 13:46:29 I: **she nods, coming to take a chair** she was writing it down when I got there Jan 29 13:46:53 * Morgan nods Jan 29 13:47:31 I: Don't worry though, she perked up pretty quick afterwards Jan 29 13:49:12 * Morgan nods Jan 29 13:49:13 good Jan 29 13:49:34 * HH looks at Morgan "bad one?" Jan 29 13:49:52 bad enough, aye Jan 29 13:50:19 Anything that's mebbie a warning? Jan 29 13:51:07 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 29 13:51:11 I dont believe so Jan 29 13:51:35 I: More strange than realistic, I think Jan 29 13:53:58 * Morgan nods Jan 29 14:00:21 I: She said you had a nice evening though, and that you got to watch the stars a while Jan 29 14:01:14 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 29 14:01:30 * HH starts chuckling whilst he gets up to put his sword away. Inga doesn't look at all like she knows anything she shouldn't Jan 29 14:01:51 I: She said you did a nice sketch of her too Jan 29 14:04:43 a couple, aye Jan 29 14:08:45 Anything we c'n see? Jan 29 14:09:10 I: *she looks at HH* I'm sure it wouldn't be anything rude Jan 29 14:09:16 maybe Jan 29 14:09:50 * HH comes to Inga with a big grin and kisses her crown Jan 29 14:10:24 Coming up on deck? Jan 29 14:10:57 **Inga nods, then looks to Morgan** if I'm not needed? Jan 29 14:11:49 * Morgan smiles slightly, shaking his head Jan 29 14:12:32 * HH salutes Morgan a moment before taking Inga's hand and walking off in that direction Jan 29 14:13:15 ((Where does he go?)) Jan 29 14:14:03 ((back to his study)) Jan 29 14:14:11 * HH is now known as Molly Jan 29 14:14:35 * Molly is still asleep on the window seat. The room smells of his uncle's tea Jan 29 14:14:56 * Morgan makes himself a cup Jan 29 14:15:09 **it's quite cold** Jan 29 14:15:15 * Morgan concentrates on it Jan 29 14:15:44 **he can hear Varick faintly talking in his room Jan 29 14:15:54 * Morgan listens Jan 29 14:16:38 V: And then when Mama had the doll, Cecily was at peace Jan 29 14:18:34 V: Now I have a new cousin called Cecily. I have eight cousins now. Jan 29 14:20:14 V: Florrie is my cousin, she liked you. I should have given her Adalbrecht so she doesnt forget us Jan 29 14:20:42 * Morgan opens the door quietly Jan 29 14:20:51 * Molly is now known as Varick Jan 29 14:21:11 * Varick is lying beside the purring cat and stroking him Jan 29 14:24:52 * Morgan watches him for a moment Jan 29 14:27:36 Sometimes children forget Jan 29 14:31:25 * Varick quietly strokes the cat Jan 29 14:37:42 * Varick doesn't notice Morgan Jan 29 14:37:53 * Morgan taps gently on the door Jan 29 14:41:31 * Varick smiles at him "Papa, I'm awake now" Jan 29 14:42:01 so I see Jan 29 14:42:17 Mama is sleeping, so we stayed quiet Jan 29 14:42:36 just filling Ulysses in on everything? Jan 29 14:42:59 * Varick nods "we've been busy in Avalon" Jan 29 14:44:40 * Morgan nods Jan 29 14:44:41 we have Jan 29 14:45:14 I want to catch a tiny tiny fish at the festival Jan 29 14:46:27 Are you going to talk to them to get them to come to you? Jan 29 14:47:03 * Varick nods Jan 29 14:47:08 That will help me win Jan 29 14:47:50 is that fair? Jan 29 14:47:55 Yes Jan 29 14:48:51 howso? Jan 29 14:49:06 You're really good at throwing, so if you were in a throwing competition, you would probably win, because you're really good. I am really good at talking to animals. Jan 29 14:49:37 * Morgan scratches his forehead Jan 29 14:50:05 the difference is if people practice, a lot, they could be at throwing things as I am... they cant be good at talking to animals... Jan 29 14:50:51 Did you practice a lot? Jan 29 14:51:29 certainly some Jan 29 14:51:49 Not my fault I am good at talking to animals. Jan 29 14:52:03 No, not at all Jan 29 14:52:29 So it there was a contest to light the best fire, you wouldn't use your magic? Jan 29 14:54:02 No, I wouldn't Jan 29 14:54:09 But then you wouldn't win Jan 29 14:54:22 Maybe, maybe not Jan 29 14:54:32 But you would want to win Jan 29 14:55:18 * Morgan nods Jan 29 14:55:21 yes I would Jan 29 14:55:28 * Varick sighs Jan 29 14:55:33 I want to win. Jan 29 14:57:42 I know. Jan 29 14:57:48 What about if I talk to fish and learn how they would move and hide in a pool if they were tiny, but not use it to ask the fish to go in my hands? Jan 29 14:59:04 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 29 14:59:11 well, thats just doing good research isn't it Jan 29 14:59:21 Some people who have done the contest a lot would have had lots of practice and learnt those things already. So that's fair, because they could be as good as me from practicing. Jan 29 15:01:05 * Morgan nods Jan 29 15:01:06 I agree Jan 29 15:01:27 Okay Papa. I will do that. Jan 29 15:02:52 * Morgan nods Jan 29 15:02:54 good lad Jan 29 15:05:31 I have to take spare clothes because all my clothes would get wet in the pool Jan 29 15:05:47 * Morgan nods Jan 29 15:05:48 good thinking Jan 29 15:08:09 The ladies are not allowed in the contest Jan 29 15:08:46 no? Jan 29 15:09:27 Too wet Jan 29 15:11:10 too wet? Jan 29 15:14:20 It wouldn't be decent, Heinzharold said Jan 29 15:15:50 I see Jan 29 15:16:15 Will Mama be sad she can't catch the fish? Jan 29 15:17:21 I don't know... probably not Jan 29 15:19:03 * Varick nods Jan 29 15:19:14 Are you sad we are leaving? Jan 29 15:19:23 * Morgan nods Jan 29 15:19:31 yes, I am... I'll miss them very much Jan 29 15:20:41 Me too Jan 29 15:21:14 When can we tell uncle Edward about Florrie? Jan 29 15:23:08 I'll tell him when I see him Jan 29 15:23:30 I want to tell him too Jan 29 15:24:32 When he's had time to get used to the idea you can tell him what she's like Jan 29 15:26:13 He will be happy to have a child Jan 29 15:27:15 eventually, yes Jan 29 15:29:39 It's a good surprise Jan 29 15:30:10 Yes, but it'll take some getting used to Jan 29 15:31:04 But it made us happy to meet her Jan 29 15:32:26 yes it did, though I found it difficult to start with Jan 29 15:34:43 Why? Jan 29 15:37:00 Because she looks so much like Jana Jan 29 15:37:33 But isn't that s happy thing, because it's like you get to see her? Jan 29 15:38:47 Its not that simple I'm afraid Jan 29 15:39:44 Why not? Jan 29 15:41:13 because she reminds me of what I lost... reminds me of what was taken from me Jan 29 15:42:16 If I met someone who looked like my daddy, I'd ask them to sit quietly so I could say goodbye. I didnt get to say goodbye. Jan 29 15:42:54 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 29 15:44:54 * Varick looks at the floor Jan 29 15:45:04 I miss him... Jan 29 15:45:19 * Morgan comes ti sit beside the boy, wrapping his arms around him Jan 29 15:45:22 I know Jan 29 15:45:36 * Varick crawls into his lap Jan 29 15:46:11 I don't miss him every day now. That makes me a bad son. Jan 29 15:47:18 No, no it doesn't Jan 29 15:48:40 Yes. I don't always remember as much. Jan 29 15:49:29 Thats completely normal, Varick. He wouldn't want you to be sad Jan 29 15:51:16 But I was sadder. Now I'm not as sad **he starts to cry** Jan 29 15:51:42 That doesn't mean you love him any less, I promise Jan 29 15:54:36 **he cries a bit more snuggled into Morgan** will he know I don't think of him as many times as before? Jan 29 15:56:21 He'd want you to be happy, Varick, to be safe and loved Jan 29 15:56:43 * Varick nods Jan 29 15:56:58 Okay Papa. If you think it's okay, then it's okay Jan 29 15:57:15 * Morgan nods Jan 29 15:58:08 * Varick settles for a minute or two before saying "Do you have a cake for Florrie now?" Jan 29 15:58:39 a cake? Jan 29 15:59:08 Like you said we don't share your love like a cake, you have a cake for each of us Jan 29 16:00:13 * Morgan smiles Jan 29 16:00:18 yes, I have a cake for Florrie Jan 29 16:00:51 * Varick nods Jan 29 16:00:54 Me too Jan 29 16:01:10 Does Mama have a cake for Florrie? Jan 29 16:01:27 I believe so, but you'd have to ask her Jan 29 16:02:17 Okay. **Ulysses climbs up and wraps around Morgan's shoulders** It was lucky you found her Jan 29 16:03:34 it was certainly unexpected Jan 29 16:05:11 Did you only meet her because she looks like Jana? Jan 29 16:07:25 sort of... Jan 29 16:09:42 How would you have known she was my cousin if she looked different? Jan 29 16:10:23 I wouldn't have, I suppose Jan 29 16:13:47 Maybe uncle Edward would have recognised Alice one day Jan 29 16:14:26 If they encountered eachother, I would imagine so Jan 29 16:17:10 * Varick nods Jan 29 16:18:17 My grandpa was called Florian. Jan 29 16:19:54 oh? Jan 29 16:20:01 **he nods** My Daddy was Karsten Florian Eldreich Jan 29 16:21:51 * Morgan nods Jan 29 16:22:31 My son will be Something Varick Eldreich-Koertig, or Koertig-Eldreich, I think. Jan 29 16:23:23 will he? Jan 29 16:23:52 Do you think that is good? Jan 29 16:27:06 If thats what you want to do, yes Jan 29 16:27:23 I don't know what his first name will be because I have to let my woman have a say in that. Jan 29 16:28:02 wife... not woman.... and I'd suggest she has a say in all of it Jan 29 16:28:22 What if she is just my Good Friend? Jan 29 16:29:42 Well... I don't know Jan 29 16:32:41 * Varick nods Jan 29 16:32:52 Okay. Jan 29 16:33:55 **He hears Molly making tea next door** Mama is awake now Jan 29 16:34:07 Want to go see her? Jan 29 16:34:18 * Varick nods Jan 29 16:35:14 Should I ask her about Florrie and the cake? Jan 29 16:35:50 if you want to Jan 29 16:37:07 * Varick goes off into the other room, but gets distracted and doesn't get around to it before his tea time and bedtime sneaks up, the time in which Morgan is due to do 2nds dogs watch in the nest Jan 29 16:40:15 * Varick is now known as Molly Jan 29 16:41:14 * Molly is out of Varicks room just in time to give him a quick kiss on the cheek "wrap up warm, my love" Jan 29 16:41:56 * Morgan nods, putting on his coat Jan 29 16:41:59 I'll see you soon Jan 29 16:42:18 I'll be here, working on the Eckname mystery with Heinzharold Jan 29 16:42:56 * Morgan nods before heading up on deck Jan 29 16:43:51 **it is dark and clear now, the Rose stopped for the night. Claudia is at the helm making a note of their progress** Jan 29 16:43:59 * Molly is now known as Claudia Jan 29 16:44:22 He should be down and ready to swap in a minute. Jan 29 16:44:32 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 16:44:37 alright Jan 29 16:46:03 * Claudia glances at him Jan 29 16:46:07 You good? Jan 29 16:46:22 * Morgan nods Jan 29 16:46:23 aye Jan 29 16:46:50 * Claudia nods. The man is down, leaving the nest empty Jan 29 16:47:11 **ulysses remains around Morgan's neck* Jan 29 16:47:58 * Morgan climbs up into the nest Jan 29 16:49:03 **it is as beautiful, dark and starry as last night laid on his back on the grass Jan 29 16:49:25 * Morgan gets comfortable, watching the horizon Jan 29 16:50:06 **The two hours is completely peaceful, and the shout for watch change comes quickly Jan 29 16:50:26 * Morgan drops back down the rigging quickly Jan 29 16:52:36 * Claudia is now known as Sorgi Jan 29 16:52:45 * Sorgi is taking the watch Jan 29 16:52:49 M'lord Jan 29 16:52:54 Captain Jan 29 16:53:44 I wondered if you wanted to Captain for forenoon tomorrow Jan 29 16:53:59 * Morgan nods Jan 29 16:54:06 I would, if you don't mind Jan 29 16:55:16 Not at all. I'm sure you'd like her Excellency to see how you're getting on with it Jan 29 16:55:43 * Morgan shrugs slightly Jan 29 16:55:49 knowing my luck I'll fluff it completely Jan 29 16:56:35 I'm sure she'd forgive you, m'lord Jan 29 16:57:03 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:00:10 * Sorgi bids him goodnight. In the study, Molly, HH and Inga are sat around the desk with drinks and bits of paper. He just finds space for the tray of tea and coffee and his own meal he has brought with him. Their expressions are frustrated. Jan 29 17:00:16 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Jan 29 17:01:00 How was your watch, liebling? Jan 29 17:01:06 cold Jan 29 17:01:21 * Molly smiles a little Jan 29 17:02:29 HH: This isn't getting much clearer, man. Mebbie if I was in Freiburg poking around I could get somewhere. Jan 29 17:03:13 * Morgan sighs Jan 29 17:04:16 I: We worked out that he is going to be in his seventies or eighties now, I don't really understand why a man who is probably dead is so important Jan 29 17:07:17 HH: B'cause of the drawing where he's close to the Schattenmann. If we can find him, mebbie we can find out how to deal better with the Schattenmann Jan 29 17:07:47 and I'd bet he has information on other... things... Jan 29 17:07:59 * Molly looks at Morgan "I've just spoken to my Father... there's an issue" Jan 29 17:08:07 what? Jan 29 17:08:39 Weeks ago, he sent on all the drawings and documents to Catterick for us... Jan 29 17:09:37 * Morgan frowns Jan 29 17:09:43 They didn't get that far, and ended up being returned to Die Dauerhaftigkeit by messenger... Jan 29 17:12:16 and was intercepted by... Jan 29 17:12:21 The messenger arrived at the coachyard just as Edward was leaving to head for Freiburg... Jan 29 17:12:33 Edward has them? Jan 29 17:12:43 * Molly nods Jan 29 17:13:22 HH: He's gonna shit himself if he opens them, isn't he? Jan 29 17:13:33 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:13:35 yes Jan 29 17:14:22 Surely he will respect that it's you private correspondence...? *she doesnt sound sure* Jan 29 17:14:37 [Didn't he see a Drachen though?] Jan 29 17:14:47 [yes he did] Jan 29 17:15:03 Maybe. Jan 29 17:16:09 [Does he know you saw the Schattenmann?] **Edward does. Morgan can vividly recall telling him whilst rearranging Faulk's armoury and not knowing if Molly would bleed to death** Jan 29 17:18:08 [Yes, he does] Jan 29 17:18:28 [It won't scare him too much then] Jan 29 17:19:01 * Molly pours hot drinks, moving the paper to give Morgan space to eat Jan 29 17:19:31 [providing he doesn't get it in his head that its a danger to Sudlachenburg] Jan 29 17:20:16 My Father wondered whether we would be travelling to Sudlachenburg as we are going to Freiburg and then to Graben by the twenty first... Jan 29 17:20:38 * Morgan shrugs, eating Jan 29 17:21:20 HH: Spose it'd give me chance to see how my Ma is doing... Jan 29 17:22:31 It would mean we could check up on Maubourg, see my parents, then see how things are in Innesbruck and get some more pairs of mirrors... Jan 29 17:22:59 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:23:32 HH: Would mean we could 'scort yer Ma and Da cross-country to Graben, 'ssuming the wedding goes ahead Jan 29 17:24:04 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:24:09 good idea Jan 29 17:24:20 I: Didn't you want to sail out from Zweibrucke in January though? Jan 29 17:25:17 HH: Think 'is majesty wanted to make a quick trip over t' Picante on the new ship from there before we go Jan 29 17:25:54 if its not doable, its not doable Jan 29 17:26:03 * Molly looks down at the desk, biting her lip. The coffee cup she uses as a shield doesn't hide the blushing Jan 29 17:26:43 HH: You'd need to send the Rose off for two weeks to meet us down there Jan 29 17:30:14 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:31:05 * Molly stands up, going to the book shelf Jan 29 17:31:31 HH: What would y' do about Claudia? Jan 29 17:31:48 I'd have to discuss it with her Jan 29 17:32:40 * Molly sits beside Heinzharold, and whilst Morgan eats they work back and forth with options and alternatives Jan 29 17:34:11 Until we know what Edward will do about Mina, it will be hard to have a firm list of dates, but with Sudlachenburg, Innesbruck and Koln easily able to accommodate us we can loosely work on the theory that we will spend the month progressing from Freiburg to Zweibrucke Jan 29 17:38:16 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:38:30 Either from Graben or Fischler we would eventually need to travel the East Road down to Zweibrucke, so the wedding, or lack of, wouldn't effect that *she smiles a little* [Past a certain tree, Paan, and a stream] Jan 29 17:38:54 [me looks at his food, trying not to blush Jan 29 17:39:22 HH: Could always get off sooner Jan 29 17:39:41 how so? Jan 29 17:39:44 * Molly blinks rapidly, then sips her coffee Jan 29 17:40:59 HH: Get away to Capperlucia earlier if they aren't gettin' hitched Jan 29 17:43:43 true Jan 29 17:44:21 * Molly nods Jan 29 17:45:05 Mama would like to see us, and she and Papa won't be at the wedding anyway Jan 29 17:45:37 * Morgan nods Jan 29 17:46:29 HH: Mebbie I'll go and take a look at this damn waterwheel house whilst we're at 'ome Jan 29 17:47:03 * Molly looks at Morgan Jan 29 17:47:12 If he is going then so am I. Jan 29 17:47:22 You're both mental Jan 29 17:47:56 HH: Not as mental as you when you insist on comin' two even though y' think we are. Jan 29 17:48:02 Too* Jan 29 17:48:42 Someones gotta keep you safe Jan 29 17:49:03 HH grins: Yeah, that's why she's comin' with me Jan 29 17:51:04 * Morgan rolls his eyes Jan 29 17:52:25 HH: Spose you can tag along so we can 'ave hot food and coffee Jan 29 17:52:38 * Molly frowns deeply Jan 29 17:52:56 blossom? Jan 29 17:54:27 * Molly looks away "It doesn't matter" Jan 29 17:55:00 HH: Reck'n we should take Edward, take his mind off Florrie looking like Jana? Jan 29 17:55:13 Maybe... Jan 29 17:55:17 [blossom...] Jan 29 17:59:53 [It made me feel protective. Your magic is not just party tricks.] Jan 29 18:00:49 Actually... I'm not planning to tell him what she looks like yet... Jan 29 18:01:39 I: Will it hurt him? Jan 29 18:03:13 I think so Jan 29 18:04:29 I: *she nods. The faint expression that implies this seems like karma is pretty much the most Eisen he has ever seen her* Jan 29 18:06:40 * Molly watches her friend again before sipping her coffee "Regardless of what Edward does or doesnt deserve, Florrie deserves to be welcomed by her Father and her Grandparents with open arms. And she will be, or there will be trouble." Jan 29 18:07:41 HH grins at Morgan: Did yer wife just call you Trouble? Jan 29 18:07:47 I think so Jan 29 18:25:14 Or I will have to be wilful with your Father... Jan 29 19:22:53 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 29 19:46:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 29 19:56:37 I think the issue with him is going to be trying to get them to do what is 'proper' Jan 29 19:57:32 HH: Never risk making a mother of a woman y' wouldn't make a wife of... Jan 29 19:58:02 not helpful Jan 29 20:00:35 HH: Let's be honest man, it would be difficult as hell not to want to ensure you're protectin' yer child and the mother of it. Jan 29 20:02:51 I do not see that it is in anyone's interest for Edward and Alice to wed, except possibly Adalbrecht and Verity's. Jan 29 20:08:29 They'd end up hating eachother Jan 29 20:09:34 * Molly nods Jan 29 20:09:39 I: **she looks at Morgan** Would Florrie not be better with a family around her though? Jan 29 20:10:28 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 20:10:36 **The way HH moves nearer to her and angles himself in a display of protection is subtle and subconscious, but noticeable to Morgan nonetheless Jan 29 20:10:45 tough to say. Given how difficult she finds it to connect with people... Jan 29 20:11:26 Lets not forget Varick had family around him... Jan 29 20:11:45 I: What's the worst the Graf could do to force them? Jan 29 20:13:31 His problem will be that he has no hold over Alice. Jan 29 20:14:28 HH: Could appeal to the Queen of Avalon that she's withholding the flesh and blood of a Lord of Eisen from its Father... Jan 29 20:15:35 She's no lover of Eisen, and I doubt she'd intervene against one of her own subjects Jan 29 20:15:46 * Molly looks at Morgan "And he wouldn't be that ruthless, surely?" Jan 29 20:16:02 No, he wouldn't, though he may well be desperate Jan 29 20:16:31 I: It would be hard to prove she was Edward's child anyway... Jan 29 20:18:40 true Jan 29 20:18:54 * Molly sighs "No, it wouldn't" Jan 29 20:19:24 because of her resemblance to Jana? Jan 29 20:19:31 * Molly nods Jan 29 20:19:56 A whole village full of people, and a painting. Jan 29 20:20:39 HH: Depends how willing you'd be t' lie... Jan 29 20:21:04 * Molly sips her coffee, glancing sidelong at Morgan Jan 29 20:21:33 I don't think it'll come to that Jan 29 20:22:27 Even if it doesn't, it could be very devastating to the relationship between Edward and your Father Jan 29 20:22:42 You've no idea Jan 29 20:23:15 HH: Also, gonna have to tread careful around it with yer Ma Jan 29 20:23:30 because? Jan 29 20:24:16 HH: B'cause how would y' explain why Edward is weird with her without explaining what he did? Jan 29 20:25:20 Guilt. He disapproved of Jana intensely and she was taken from me, how is it fair he has a daughter who looks just like her... Jan 29 20:25:56 HH: Could work... Jan 29 20:26:48 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:26:55 Much of this will be out of our hands once Edward knows Jan 29 20:27:01 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:27:26 Will you be telling your parents even if he does not wish them to know? Jan 29 20:29:17 I don't know Jan 29 20:29:51 HH: Yer Da likely to be the most difficult to manage? Jan 29 20:30:13 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:30:27 You know how he can get... overenthusiastic... Jan 29 20:30:41 After how he reacted to what happened with Edward and Alarice, I would think so, wouldn't you, liebes herz? Jan 29 20:31:33 unless its handled very well, its going to do serious damage to their relationship Jan 29 20:36:14 **Inga looks like she already knows this, HH looks puzzled** $Edward and Alarice?$ Jan 29 20:37:19 We need someone suitably skilled in diplomacy... **she smiles at him. This is what Morgan had said about getting David to accept Molly back once her purity was confirmed** Jan 29 20:37:53 $Long story$ Jan 29 20:38:11 You mean someone not afraid to break some bones Jan 29 20:39:07 Are you willing to break your Father's bones, my love? Jan 29 20:40:01 I'm hoping it won't come to that Jan 29 20:40:54 * Molly smiles a little Jan 29 20:41:39 Perhaps I should just... *she gives him that look of disappointment that Verity has shown her** Jan 29 20:42:00 * Morgan frowns Jan 29 20:42:01 maybe Jan 29 20:42:53 **HH winces then looks at Morgan** Learnt that from yer Ma? Jan 29 20:43:17 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:43:20 brutal isn't it Jan 29 20:44:37 **HH nods** Rather be stabbed in the leg Jan 29 20:45:34 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:46:42 We have a few days to think on it. Hopefully Edward will be reasonable, and then we will have him onside against Adalbrecht, rather than having to argue against them both Jan 29 20:48:01 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 20:48:01 HH: Other issue is gonna be Freiarr Hapsburg, I bet. Given what he insisted on to accept th' betrothal, he could be trouble Jan 29 20:48:22 He might. Jan 29 20:48:28 [20:41] (Molly) HH: Other issue is gonna be Freiarr Hapsburg, I bet. Given what he insisted on to accept th' betrothal,  he could be trouble Jan 29 20:48:37 He might. Jan 29 20:48:43 * Molly sips the coffee Jan 29 20:49:35 The fall-out from breaking the betrothal so close to the wedding could be disastrous, especially as the Eisenfurst has made plans to attend Jan 29 20:49:53 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:51:04 HH: What's th' outcome you're hoping for? They get married, Florrie can live in peace on Morgan's Rock with Alice? Jan 29 20:51:33 Lundy... yes. Jan 29 20:52:06 Mina loves him. If she could forgive him enough to marry him, she can forgive this, surely? Jan 29 20:54:12 We can hope. Ideally I'd like Florrie to know her family, have their love... Jan 29 20:54:50 I: But Florrie is going to be a reminder that he has been with other women and she's a permanent tie between her husband and another woman. Wouldn't Mina find that really hard? Jan 29 20:55:38 * Morgan shrugs Jan 29 20:55:50 As I've intimated before, they had an arrangement Jan 29 20:55:52 * Molly tops up all the drinks a moment Jan 29 20:56:18 I: He was allowed to lie with Alice? Jan 29 20:57:00 That was before... Jan 29 20:57:58 * Molly sits back down "Their relationship had been ended by her Father at the point. Arrangement or not, he was a free man. Mina will need to decide if she can accept this part of his life or not." Jan 29 20:58:39 * Morgan nods Jan 29 20:58:52 **HH watches both women** Jan 29 20:59:51 I think she will, but I wouldn't be sure. It's a lot more history than many would want. Jan 29 21:01:51 it is a lot to ask of her Jan 29 21:02:23 * Molly nods Jan 29 21:02:30 **HH finishes his drink** Anything else? Thinking we might turn in $wanna fill me in about Edward tomorrow?$ Jan 29 21:06:07 $aye$ Jan 29 21:06:41 **Goodnights are said, and soon it is just him and Molly again** Jan 29 21:07:04 At least we have a rough idea of what we are to do in the weeks ahead Jan 29 21:08:41 * Morgan nods Jan 29 21:08:44 aye, I suppose so Jan 29 21:09:12 Does it suit? I know it will be a lot of changing beds again Jan 29 21:10:37 It is what it is Jan 29 21:10:55 * Molly nods Jan 29 21:11:32 Well, my love, I am going to retire and hope to dream of something better than last night Jan 29 21:12:15 * Morgan nods Jan 29 21:12:18 alright blossom Jan 29 21:12:52 * Molly kisses his cheek before going through to the bedroom. Ulysses is asleep on the couch Jan 29 21:14:18 * Morgan finishes his tea before pouring some scotch and heading through to the bedroom Jan 29 21:15:15 * Molly is already in bed. She smiles Jan 29 21:15:29 It seems like years since I've been in this bed Jan 29 21:15:57 * Morgan nods Jan 29 21:16:26 All those nights you slept here alone. It'll be strange to have me here now? Jan 29 21:17:14 Probably, aye Jan 29 21:17:26 Nice though? Jan 29 21:17:32 of course Jan 29 21:18:04 * Molly watches him a moment Jan 29 21:18:32 Do you need more time to settle? Jan 29 21:19:07 * Morgan stretches Jan 29 21:19:15 no, I don't think so Jan 29 21:19:28 * Molly nods Jan 29 21:19:40 How are you feeling about leaving now? Jan 29 21:20:02 Alright I suppose Jan 29 21:20:32 Better than earlier? Jan 29 21:21:06 * Morgan nods Jan 29 21:21:06 aye Jan 29 21:22:09 I'm glad. Should I keep reading the new book when I have time, or did you read enough of it in your dream? Jan 29 21:22:30 Could do with knowing what else it says really Jan 29 21:22:38 * Molly nods Jan 29 21:23:20 I'll do so then. **she settles down** I did not get chance to tell Inga about the drink Jan 29 21:24:43 no? Jan 29 21:25:08 I will do though Jan 29 21:26:20 * Molly giggles "It only really makes what I normally feel for you harder to control" Jan 29 21:27:13 * Morgan smiles, getting undressed Jan 29 21:27:35 I'm not sure I could drink it two nights in row, mind you! Jan 29 21:27:42 no? Jan 29 21:27:55 I may be a little tender this evening... Jan 29 21:28:58 ah... I see... Jan 29 21:29:19 * Molly cuddles up once he is in Jan 29 21:29:48 I could still... please you in other ways if you wished me to Jan 29 21:31:48 No, I'm quite happy just being like this Jan 29 21:32:03 * Molly nods, smiling "I will please you with my mouth... by singing you to sleep?" Jan 29 21:32:24 * Morgan nods Jan 29 21:32:25 please Jan 29 21:33:32 * Molly does so, singing some Prophet's mass hymns, and he drifts off Jan 29 22:04:54 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 30 18:12:51 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 30 18:12:54 **He starts to dream in the Star Girl thread again. Having ridden down through Wische and into Sudlachenburg,  they arrive later than expected just after dark on Prophet's Mass Eve, with the Star Girl due to arrive in a few days after the celebrations. Jan 30 18:12:55 **The world seems so strange, passing through towns and villages celebrating the return of the heroes and mourning those that were buried on far away battlefields. A new Eisen, an Eisen broken but ready to rebuild, is blanketed with snow. Like thousands of others, he and his friends have slept beneath the stars, their cloaks forming beds on frozen grass. Jan 30 18:12:55 **They're still somewhat dazed from the War being over, all they had ever known. Elation and depression come and go like the tides he will no longer be sailing on, Sudlachenburg far from the sea. But this evening Sudlachenburg's streets have candles in windows to light the troops home. He is coming home at last. And beside him his grinning best friend is home too Jan 30 18:12:55 "Yeah, man! Good t' be back!" Jan 30 18:15:22 * Morgan nods Jan 30 18:15:39 going to be strange Jan 30 18:15:52 **They can hear the seasonal hymn-singing in the village chapel, the stained glass windows glowing. Claudia looks around. Jan 30 18:16:18 C: You sure it's not a problem for me to stay with you, Morgan? I will find myself somewhere to live as soon as I can. Jan 30 18:17:34 * Morgan nods Jan 30 18:17:36 it'll be fine Jan 30 18:17:42 Pretty sure 'e's got a room or twenty to spare! Jan 30 18:18:54 C: You're just sore to be going back to a house full of women, Heinzharold. Jan 30 18:20:07 *HH groans** Was 'oping I could stay the night with Morgan too, ackshully. Jan 30 18:20:26 I'm sure my father could be persuaded Jan 30 18:20:35 **HH looks at the chapel** Best put in an appearance though, let my Ma know I'm back Jan 30 18:21:21 * Morgan nods Jan 30 18:21:29 **They dismount and tie up the horses at the tavern across the road. There's a small amount of snow underfoot which HH brushes off his boots in the chapel entryway** Jan 30 18:22:02 Can always tell 'er and my sisters' singing a mlle away. Jan 30 18:22:30 they're not necessarily any good, but they're enthusiastic Jan 30 18:23:24 C: Must be a family trait. **Claudia looks a little wary to Morgan's perceptive eye** Jan 30 18:23:40 Whats wrong? Jan 30 18:24:33 C: Been on the march so long, not used to this *she rolls her shoulders* I'm good Jan 30 18:24:54 **HH pulls open the door. Undramatically, there's no stop in the music to announce their arrival, the choir singing about the tidings of comfort and joy** Jan 30 18:47:00 HH gestures: how's that for a welcome, noone even notices us! Jan 30 18:47:00 **But Morgan can see he is wrong, because in the front row of the choir the blonde seamstress' assistant wearing a light blue dress embroidered with dark blue snowflakes notices him with wide eyes of surprise and a sweet smile** Jan 30 18:48:02 $You're a bit wrong$ Jan 30 18:48:41 **Dietlinde doesn't approach him when the song finishes, maintaining a distance appropriate for a unmarried young woman and the Graf's son, her mother and father at her side. But she does glance at them on occasion. HH watches her then Morgan** Jan 30 18:48:41 Gonna be complicated, isn't it? She o'viously likes you. Jan 30 18:49:47 Yes, it is. I'm feeling rather guilty, actually Jan 30 18:50:20 Made a bit o' a bed for yerself Jan 30 18:51:04 * Morgan nods Jan 30 18:51:31 **Heinzharold's Ma and four sisters notice him. They come over and surround him, all much shorter and squawking like geese. The expression he gives Morgan from the middle of them begs for help. Meanwhile Claudia looks around the chapel with her cool grey eyes not much different to how he has seen her watch approaching armies** Jan 30 18:52:37 * Morgan goes and stands with Claudia Jan 30 18:53:50 **Other villagers come to welcome Heinzharold and this takes a bit of the pressure off the poor man. He's charming and friendly, these are people who have known him and his family since before he was born** Jan 30 18:53:56 * HH is now known as Claudia Jan 30 18:53:58 Busy. Jan 30 18:54:07 He's popular Jan 30 18:54:12 * Claudia nods Jan 30 18:55:34 Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. I haven't been part of a community since I went into basic training at fifteen. Jan 30 18:56:54 **Dietlinde's father goes over to HH, shaking his hand and welcoming him back. HH is a little more respectful with him, but still warm and friendly** Jan 30 18:57:28 Do you know what the most dangerous thing here is? Jan 30 18:57:38 * Claudia grins Jan 30 18:57:41 Us? Jan 30 18:58:15 * Morgan nods Jan 30 18:58:17 exactly Jan 30 18:58:28 * Claudia nods Jan 30 18:59:24 I should have told you before, but... I wasn't joking when I said I have nowhere to go back to. All my family and my community, they were destroyed. Jan 30 18:59:51 * Morgan puts a hand on her shoulder Jan 30 19:00:09 you have family... not by blood, sure, but family all the same Jan 30 19:00:28 * Claudia nods "Thanks" Jan 30 19:01:03 * Claudia glances at him "Might not be bound by our blood, but we're probably bound by other people's" Jan 30 19:01:13 * Morgan nods Jan 30 19:01:29 not wrong Jan 30 19:01:34 I know I've had a sword in someone at the same time Heinzharold has. That should count. Jan 30 19:03:00 * Morgan nods Jan 30 19:03:10 **Heinzharold is now chatting with Sascha and another local woman. There's a single chime of the dawn watch, and the light in the chapel seems blue toned. He realises he is dreaming** Jan 30 19:03:27 * Morgan tries to wake up Jan 30 19:05:09 **He manages it. The room is dark, and only Molly's foot rests against his shin, no other contact. The ship moves almost imperceptibly, the sea fairly calm. Jan 30 19:05:26 ((Distress and desperation?)) Jan 30 19:06:40 ((barely any)) Jan 30 19:07:04 **there's no tingling at all** Jan 30 19:12:29 * Morgan stretches, getting out of bed Jan 30 19:14:21 **Molly doesn't wake up. He easily gets sorted and up on deck where he can hear his best friends quietly talking, though not enough to hear what is said** Jan 30 19:15:37 * Morgan heads toward their voices quietly Jan 30 19:16:18 We'll just wait and see what Morgan decides Jan 30 19:16:46 what am I deciding? Jan 30 19:17:20 HH: Bah! A bit o' warning would be nice! Jan 30 19:17:31 * Claudia and HH are sat in the rigging Jan 30 19:17:37 You're early. Jan 30 19:19:19 * Morgan climbs up slowly Jan 30 19:19:23 Not really Jan 30 19:19:55 **HH moves to make room for him, then offers him a flask** T' take the cold off Jan 30 19:20:27 * Morgan swigs it, passing it back Jan 30 19:22:08 **HH passes it to Claudia** Jan 30 19:24:00 HH: Was tellin' Claudia we're gonna be having a tour of Eisen b'fore Prophet's Mass Jan 30 19:24:13 looks like it Jan 30 19:25:15 Decision is going to be what you want me doing. Jan 30 19:27:13 * Morgan shrugs Jan 30 19:27:19 What do you want to do? Jan 30 19:29:37 It will be hard to replace me here, but safer for you all if I go with you Jan 30 19:32:10 Tough one... Jan 30 19:33:09 * Claudia nods Jan 30 19:33:36 Something to think about Jan 30 19:34:18 **HH takes back his flask and drinks some before offering to Morgan again* Jan 30 19:35:11 HH: How was yer night, almighty overlord? Jan 30 19:35:55 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 30 19:35:58 I've had worse Jan 30 19:36:19 HH: Inga had a nightmare about the Schattenmann Jan 30 19:36:57 Unusual Jan 30 19:38:07 HH: Yep, normally sleeps like a log. Dreamt we were in that waterwheel house an' were going at it by the fire Jan 30 19:38:41 * Claudia shudders, looking at Morgan "Already sounds like a nightmare without the Schattenmann!" Jan 30 19:39:20 horrific isn't it Jan 30 19:39:57 * Claudia nods Jan 30 19:40:35 HH: Shut up. It was when th' noise started that it got scary Jan 30 19:40:54 * Morgan shudders hard Jan 30 19:41:06 * Claudia makes a gagging sound though she's smirking at Morgan Jan 30 19:43:01 HH punches Claudia in the arm: It was weird, 'pparently. Like a branch being dragged over stonez Jan 30 19:44:37 Now how would she know that Jan 30 19:47:39 **HH shrugs** Molly told her? Jan 30 19:48:04 Maybe. I'll ask. Jan 30 19:49:16 HH: She was really scared, poor darlin Jan 30 19:49:27 * Morgan nods Jan 30 19:49:31 what happened? Jan 30 19:54:14 HH: It was walking past the windows, then it started trying to undo the latch on the door Jan 30 19:54:33 * Claudia shivers "That is actually kind of creepy" Jan 30 19:55:48 * Morgan nods Jan 30 19:57:19 HH: she went back to sleep after I gave her some cuddles, but then I couldn' sleep Jan 30 19:57:40 creeped out? Jan 30 20:00:16 HH: A bit. The noise sounds creepy as hell Jan 30 20:00:29 It is Jan 30 20:01:03 HH: Reck'n it'd still be near the 'ouse Jan 30 20:01:05 ? Jan 30 20:01:17 * Morgan shrugs Jan 30 20:01:24 Who bloody knows with that thing Jan 30 20:03:36 HH: Spose Forrester woulda seen it Jan 30 20:03:50 No, that thing only gets seen when it wants to be Jan 30 20:04:18 HH: And it picked you?! Jan 30 20:04:45 I didn't say it was choosy Jan 30 20:04:49 * Claudia looks at HH "Has he shown you the sketch book yet?" Jan 30 20:05:16 **HH shakes his head** No? Jan 30 20:06:11 Pictures of it in there Jan 30 20:07:13 **HH looks to Morgan** I got time b'fore dawn Jan 30 20:07:44 * Morgan nods Jan 30 20:07:47 I'll go get it Jan 30 20:09:22 * Morgan drops out of the rigging, heading to his cabin to get his sketchbook Jan 30 20:10:21 **everything is quiet down there, and HH and Claudia are on deck when he gets back with the lantern, waiting for him** Jan 30 20:11:24 * Morgan opens the book to the appropriate page, handing it to HeinzHarold Jan 30 20:13:22 **HH shudders** Fucking hell. It's worse than I thought. Jan 30 20:13:59 * Morgan nods Jan 30 20:15:25 **HH flicks the pages** got anything nicer in here? **his hand stills on a page** Fuck. Jan 30 20:15:50 * Morgan glances at the page Jan 30 20:17:22 **HH just stands mutely staring that the cottage on fire, the one he watched over all through the night until in the morning he pulled their remains from. His hands shake** Jan 30 20:17:44 * Morgan gently takes the book from him Jan 30 20:17:53 sorry man Jan 30 20:18:32 **HH draws a deep breath** My fault, shouldn't 'ave been nosey Jan 30 20:19:08 * Claudia uncommonly wraps an arm around HH's shoulders Jan 30 20:19:54 * Morgan puts his arm around HeinzHarold, pulling him so their foreheads meet Jan 30 20:20:54 **HH hugs Morgan** I'm alright, man. You alright? Jan 30 20:22:24 as I get, aye Jan 30 20:23:57 **HH hugs him harder** Bit of a shock, tha's all Jan 30 20:25:17 * Morgan nods Jan 30 20:27:09 **He exhales then moves away** Got anything nice? Pictures of fluffy bunnies, maybe some ships? Jan 30 20:29:12 * Morgan flicks through the book trying to find something nicer Jan 30 20:29:52 * Claudia sighs "You can show him the one you drew of me in Kingston chatting up Gisele if you want" Jan 30 20:31:22 * Morgan nods, finding it Jan 30 20:32:51 **HH looks impressed** Niiiice... god, Claudia, you'd be really pretty if y' were a girl Jan 30 20:33:04 * Morgan snorts Jan 30 20:33:26 * Claudia thumps him "Based on Gainsbourg you can't tell the difference anyway!" Jan 30 20:34:00 **HH laughs** what was the lassie like then, Morgan? Jan 30 20:34:33 Gisele? Jan 30 20:35:05 **HH nods** Jan 30 20:35:17 * Claudia is smiling faintly Jan 30 20:35:26 She was sweet Jan 30 20:43:43 **HH watches Claudia** Pretty? Jan 30 20:44:31 * Claudia nods "Yep. You'd have liked her, back before Inga." Jan 30 20:57:09 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Jan 30 21:20:24 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Jan 30 21:20:28 [20:38] * Claudia nods "Yep. You'd have liked her, back before Inga." Jan 30 21:21:11 HH: Prob'ly still think she's nice and pretty now, just wouldn't be interested Jan 30 21:21:26 * Morgan nods Jan 30 21:22:39 All those girls in the camps who used to flock around him like pigeons, and he found a girl living in his hometown Jan 30 21:23:42 You should've seen him when he saw her Jan 30 21:23:58 * Claudia grins Jan 30 21:24:07 Dreadful was he? Jan 30 21:27:23 **HH grins** 'e told me he was gonna shoo me off the doorstep with a broom if I didn't go away Jan 30 21:29:06 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 30 21:32:24 HH: *he makes a falsetto voice** He was just soooooo dreamy, with his beautiful golden hair and simpleton smile Jan 30 21:33:49 * Claudia snorts "the simpleton bit is accurate" Jan 30 21:34:19 * Morgan nods Jan 30 21:34:21 quite Jan 30 21:34:47 HH: Felt a bit simple, ackshully. Proper love at first sight. Jan 30 21:36:35 * Claudia huffs "No such thing." Jan 30 21:39:03 coulda told you that was coming Jan 30 21:39:09 **HH looks at Morgan then Claudia** Just b'cause you haven't felt it yet doesn't mean it doesn't exist Jan 30 21:39:49 It doesn't. Attraction at first sight, protectiveness maybe, but not love Jan 30 21:40:09 **HH rolls his eyes, looking at Morgan* Jan 30 21:42:26 * Morgan shrugs Jan 30 21:43:17 You're honestly telling me you'd have died to protect Inga the first moment you saw her? Jan 30 21:43:31 **HH nods** damn right. Jan 30 21:44:14 * Claudia rolls her eyes this time Jan 30 21:45:22 HH: Y' never know, mebbie one day you'll feel it and then you'll know I was right Jan 30 21:47:58 HH: cupid's arrow like Thwack! *he strikes his chest. She looks sceptical still* takes yer breath right out of you. Doesn't it, Morgan? Jan 30 21:48:58 * Morgan nods Jan 30 21:49:15 * Claudia folds her arms "I'm quite happy controlling my own breathing, thanks!" Jan 30 21:49:48 HH: Missing out *he grins* Jan 30 21:50:16 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Jan 30 21:50:35 like others controlling your breathing do ya? Something in common with Isiah Fischler then Jan 30 21:51:33 HH: He do something a bit weird in the bedroom like that? Jan 30 21:51:57 Just a hunch Jan 30 21:52:05 * Claudia takes out her own flask, drinking from it Jan 30 21:52:40 HH: Can't see how it'd be fun Jan 30 21:53:51 I'll leave you to your gossip, I'm going back in the rigging. Jan 30 21:55:18 * Claudia climbs back up, higher than before Jan 30 21:59:13 * Morgan watches her for a moment Jan 30 21:59:56 * Claudia sits up there not paying them attention Jan 30 22:00:00 * Claudia is now known as HH Jan 30 22:00:18 Wanna tell me about Edward an' Alarice now? Jan 30 22:02:54 Karsten encouraged them to have a thing... Jan 30 22:03:52 What, like a sex thing? Jan 30 22:04:33 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:04:51 * HH looks disgusted Jan 30 22:05:07 What better way to have influence over Sudlachenburg... Jan 30 22:05:29 She'da needed to sleep with you for that Jan 30 22:06:55 How does that tie in with Molly sayin' yer Da is gonna be even angrier about Florrie b'cause of what happened with Alarice? Jan 30 22:07:37 because he got her pregnant... she tried to blackmail him, threatened to get rid of the child... he told her to do it... Jan 30 22:10:50 * HH doesnt seem to know what to say at first Jan 30 22:11:05 That's a lot of take in in one go, man Jan 30 22:11:13 you asked Jan 30 22:11:30 She did it? Jan 30 22:11:35 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:11:49 Fucking hell. And yer Da knows? Jan 30 22:11:54 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:12:07 Did he flip his shit? Jan 30 22:12:13 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:12:16 absolutely Jan 30 22:12:27 Howdya fix that? Jan 30 22:12:45 I am skilled in the art of diplomacy Jan 30 22:13:29 So he's gonna be mad that Edward's knocked up a second woman outta marriage? Jan 30 22:13:37 I would imagine so Jan 30 22:13:57 Least he tried not t' get Alice pregnant Jan 30 22:14:52 I'm not sure that'll make much odds to my father Jan 30 22:20:05 When was this then? **Edward first started sleeping with Alarice in July 64, met Mina in Dec 64, Mortan got married Jan 65, the Arrangement between Mina and Edward was spring 65, he was sleeping with her until sept 65 when she had him tied up for sex and wouldn't get off him when he came despite him telling her to. She told Edward she just got carried away, until the seed forced her to tell him the truth. Abortion was dec 65. That baby and Jana would have been Jan 30 22:22:35 mid 64 through to early 65... I would point out her getting pregnant really wasn't his fault Jan 30 22:22:57 He tripped and fell on her? Jan 30 22:23:31 She had him restrained and wouldn't get off him at the crucial moment Jan 30 22:23:48 Whoa... tha's awful Jan 30 22:25:17 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:25:44 How did yer Da react t' that? Jan 30 22:28:06 he wouldn't listen Jan 30 22:28:20 Typical Koertig then Jan 30 22:28:27 * HH grins Jan 30 22:28:29 shut up Jan 30 22:28:49 What's Mina said about tha'? Jan 30 22:29:02 She doesn't know Jan 30 22:29:17 * HH grimaces Jan 30 22:29:31 Could get really bad, couldn' it? Jan 30 22:30:02 * Morgan sighs, nodding Jan 30 22:30:43 'E was with Mina when Alarice stole his seed then? Jan 30 22:31:04 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:31:29 Made a tough bed for himself... Jan 30 22:31:55 * Morgan glances at him Jan 30 22:32:07 What? Jan 30 22:35:16 You said that exact phrase in a dream I had Jan 30 22:35:48 Did y' also knock up a stranger from Avalon? Jan 30 22:36:28 Not... quite... Jan 30 22:36:50 * HH waits to see if he's got more to say Jan 30 22:38:00 I... got together with someone while we were away at war... Jan 30 22:39:14 * HH looks confused Jan 30 22:39:43 And? Compared to the weird crap y' normally dream that's pretty normal Jan 30 22:41:06 She was Avalonian... I'd been sweet on Dietlinde but we weren't together... while we were away I got all crazy over this girl and we got together.... dream last night was we'd gone home and I was going to have to explain to Dietlinde... you said I'd made a tough bed for myself... Jan 30 22:43:02 * HH winces Jan 30 22:43:21 Yeah, thats about yer normal level of bad Jan 30 22:44:22 * Morgan nods Jan 30 22:44:30 soon as I realised it was a dream I woke the fuck up Jan 30 22:44:56 Can't explain what y' did if her not there Jan 30 22:44:59 Yer * Jan 30 22:45:11 won't have to see the disappointment or hurt on her face... Jan 30 22:45:23 * HH nods Jan 30 22:46:54 Not something that ever woulda happened, not with you being Saint Morgan of Puritytown Jan 30 22:47:57 so you said, repeatedly Jan 30 22:49:05 * HH laughs Jan 30 22:49:28 Did I have a sweet little forrin lassie too? Jan 30 22:53:50 No. Jan 30 22:55:41 That's not much fun then Jan 30 22:57:00 Was I still funny? Jan 30 22:57:09 _still_? Jan 30 22:57:31 I'm delightful Jan 30 22:58:37 **It's gotten to first light, probably ten minutes til dawn. He'll get about fifteen minutes between dawn and needing to start his forenoon watch* Jan 30 23:02:08 Lucky y' realised it was a dream. Y' gonna tell yer wife about it? Jan 30 23:02:23 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:03:29 Let's hope she hasn't dreamt of the Schattenmann like my lil darlin did Jan 30 23:04:21 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:04:25 rather unusual Jan 30 23:04:31 Inga says Molly's nightmare was pretty awful the night before Jan 30 23:06:33 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:06:35 aye, very Jan 30 23:07:19 Says she had to manage her reaction like you did with goin' overboard Jan 30 23:07:40 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:07:42 aye Jan 30 23:07:50 I wouldn' like that Jan 30 23:08:06 I hate it Jan 30 23:08:22 I'd rather she hurt me than 'erself Jan 30 23:09:01 so do I Jan 30 23:11:52 Any chance she'll do it if y' ask? Jan 30 23:12:07 unlikely, but I'm going to anyway Jan 30 23:12:57 Could command 'er, but I don' really use husbandly commands on my lil darlin, so I dunno if it would work Jan 30 23:13:30 I don't like doing it Jan 30 23:13:52 I take the odd wifely command though *he grins* Jan 30 23:14:43 so I gather Jan 30 23:15:19 She's more likely to follow any commands I e'er have to give if she thinks it goes both ways Jan 30 23:15:58 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:16:00 that makes sense Jan 30 23:16:17 She do it a lot? Jan 30 23:16:26 do what a lot? Jan 30 23:16:50 Hurt and heal to control it Jan 30 23:17:12 If its a bad nightmare... Jan 30 23:17:55 * HH sighs Jan 30 23:18:06 Gotta be tough on you, man Jan 30 23:18:57 it is.... Jan 30 23:19:37 Anything I can do? Jan 30 23:19:46 * Morgan shrugs Jan 30 23:19:49 I really don't know Jan 30 23:24:12 * HH nods Jan 30 23:24:28 You Cap'n Morgan this mornin'? Jan 30 23:25:27 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:27:06 Good for you, I might keep an eye on our special girls, make sure they're cheerful Jan 30 23:27:54 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:27:57 I'd appreciate that Jan 30 23:28:53 Going down b'fore you start watch? Jan 30 23:29:19 * Morgan nods Jan 30 23:29:21 aye Jan 30 23:31:47 * HH watches the sun come over the horizon in the direction of the island, though Lundy itself is a way behind them now Jan 30 23:33:36 * Morgan does likewise Jan 30 23:38:04 * HH goes with him below deck, and splits off at his own room. Morgan can faintly hear him say "wakey wakey, lil darlin, I've got some cuddles for you" Jan 30 23:40:16 * Morgan sets about getting his coat ready before going to check on Molly Jan 31 00:29:28 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Jan 31 13:08:48 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Jan 31 13:09:19 * Molly and Varick are knelt on the window seat watching the sea when he gets there Jan 31 13:09:56 morning Jan 31 13:14:00 **Varick comes running over to hug him** Papa, I thought you were sailin the ship! Jan 31 13:14:19 I will be soon Jan 31 13:14:51 * Molly brings him half a cup of tea. There's a hint of lipstick on the rim "You cannot stay?" Jan 31 13:15:52 I've only a few minutes before my duty starts my love Jan 31 13:17:13 * Molly nods, watching him Jan 31 13:17:23 [is something wrong?] Jan 31 13:17:39 Alright, liebling. We will be restarting schooling today. Jan 31 13:17:54 * Morgan nods Jan 31 13:17:56 [No... how was your night?] Jan 31 13:17:58 Good idea Jan 31 13:18:15 [A dream, but nothing awful... you are sure nothing is wrong?] Jan 31 13:18:48 [Just a dream, an alternate path. It is silly, but I feel a little bad about it] Jan 31 13:19:18 [A Seb path?] Jan 31 13:19:37 **Varick lets go of Morgan, going to the couch where the cat is** Jan 31 13:19:44 [Yes] Jan 31 13:19:59 * Morgan pulls her close Jan 31 13:20:13 You've no reason to feel bad Jan 31 13:20:57 * Molly hugs him tightly, speaking quietly "It was just a dream.. I'd not even met you..." Jan 31 13:22:03 Its alright blossom Jan 31 13:25:09 * Molly nods Jan 31 13:29:18 [It was the summer of sixty five. He came with his father to Sunnymeade. We got on well immediately. He had that strange smokey tea you have. We took a teapot out into the garden, and he told me the face of revulsion I made was the sweetest thing he'd seen...] **The smokey tea, the stolen teapot, her reaction... this is almost identical to Morgan's first proper date with Dietlinde, except he'd said most adorable, not sweetest** Jan 31 13:30:41 * Morgan frowns briefly, before looking at her Jan 31 13:31:01 [We'll talk about it later my love, but you really needn't feel bad] Jan 31 13:32:04 [Even though he kissed me?] **this hadn't happened in reality, Morgan hadn't been so bold so quick** Jan 31 13:32:35 [even though] Jan 31 13:32:46 * Molly looks relieved Jan 31 13:33:03 Will you finish at lunch? Jan 31 13:33:16 * Morgan nods Jan 31 13:33:18 about that yes Jan 31 13:33:28 * Molly nods, letting go Jan 31 13:33:40 Alright, liebling, I look forward to it Jan 31 13:34:15 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek Jan 31 13:34:18 I'd best get on deck Jan 31 13:34:49 Would you like us to pop up in a little while? Jan 31 13:36:02 If you'd like to my love Jan 31 13:36:14 If we won't be a distraction Jan 31 13:37:02 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 31 13:37:05 it'll be fine Jan 31 13:39:42 * Molly smiles Jan 31 13:39:51 We will then Jan 31 13:43:45 * Molly nods at the tea cup, waiting for him to finish it Jan 31 13:45:44 * Morgan does so Jan 31 13:48:50 * Molly takes it back when it's empty "Smooth sailing, my dear Captain" she smiles playfully Jan 31 13:49:12 * Morgan nods before heading back up on deck Jan 31 13:57:12 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Jan 31 13:58:07 * Sorgi is waiting for him. It's cloudy but dry. The crew are waiting to be given the instruction to set sail Jan 31 13:59:35 Captain... Jan 31 14:02:58 * Sorgi inclines his head Jan 31 14:03:08 She's all yours, m'lord Jan 31 14:04:09 * Morgan nods, looking along the horizon before giving the order to set sail Jan 31 14:08:32 **Everything looks good, and the crew are not unfamiliar with his control thanks to the days he captained whilst on the way back with Kai in the brig. This time though, he has Molly and Varick's safety in his hands more directly than normal. His decisions could be the difference between life and death ((though how much this would play on his mind is your call))** Jan 31 14:11:07 * Morgan regularly scans the horizon during his shift, being cautious but not overly so Jan 31 14:11:23 * Sorgi waits until they are smoothly moving and the course is set before coming to Morgan's side. The crew are all going about their jobs as they should be, which gives some privacy if talking quietly Jan 31 14:11:43 Well done, m'lord, that was smooth Jan 31 14:11:58 thank you captain Jan 31 14:14:34 It seems like a long time since you did this last Jan 31 14:15:12 definitely been a little while hasn't it Jan 31 14:17:56 Been a busy few weeks for you, m'lord Jan 31 14:19:08 * Morgan nods Jan 31 14:19:21 doesn't look like changing any time soon Jan 31 14:19:37 * Sorgi nods Jan 31 14:20:00 Claudia said you might want the Rose taking to Zweibrucke after Freiburg Jan 31 14:20:19 * Morgan nods Jan 31 14:20:32 Looking like we'll be making our way on foot Jan 31 14:23:27 * Sorgi nods Jan 31 14:24:06 She will be alright going with you if you want her Jan 31 14:24:52 I've no doubt but... I promised her I'd arrange some time off for the two of you Jan 31 14:27:44 * Sorgi nods Jan 31 14:28:15 I appreciate that, m'lord Jan 31 14:31:24 I heard there was another night where you got stuck in a dream again Jan 31 14:31:35 * Morgan nods Jan 31 14:31:38 aye Jan 31 14:36:07 Might be a reason to take Claudia with you Jan 31 14:41:35 **there's a little drizzle starting, but nothing serious** Jan 31 14:44:43 We managed it without her... Jan 31 14:52:34 * Sorgi nods Jan 31 14:52:50 It's up to you, m'lord Jan 31 14:53:11 I'll have a think about it Jan 31 14:53:16 * Sorgi nods Jan 31 14:56:53 **The sailing goes well, and they are starting to turn to port so that they will be travelling south to round the farthest reaches of Balig when Varick and Molly come up on deck. However they are running closer to the shores than he would ideally like, and he is going to need to give a lot of attention to giving commands and corrections to get what he wants Jan 31 15:00:03 * Morgan shouts a few commands to get them further from the coast Jan 31 15:01:20 **Varick waits patiently at a distance, watching Morgan. Molly holds Varick's hand whilst the ship is moved out to where Morgan is happy with it Jan 31 15:04:49 **Varick comes over and hugs Morgan as soon as he is allowed Jan 31 15:08:25 * Morgan hugs the boy Jan 31 15:09:07 V: That was really good! Jan 31 15:13:57 I'm glad you liked it Jan 31 15:14:01 V: *he speaks quietly** We did the small catechism again, it wasn't as fun as sailing Jan 31 15:17:36 Not much is as fun as sailing Jan 31 15:19:23 V: Can I be the Captain one day? Jan 31 15:27:34 You think you'd like that? Jan 31 15:29:10 **He nods** I would have a lot to learn Jan 31 15:31:15 * Morgan nods Jan 31 15:31:19 there is a lot, yes Jan 31 15:33:12 V: maybe when I'm a man? Jan 31 15:35:40 We'll see if we can arrange something before that... get a little sailboat and teach you how to do that first? Jan 31 15:37:20 V: Can we?! *he grins* Jan 31 15:37:40 I reckon so Jan 31 15:38:35 **Molly looks thoughtful** Mauschen shall we ask Doctor Rosenkrantz if there's somewhere in Insel you could do that? Jan 31 15:39:25 **Varick nods, going back to Molly** Let's go now! Jan 31 15:40:12 **Molly takes a look around the deck, then smiles at Morgan** [You clearly have everything well in hand, my love] Jan 31 15:40:45 [thank you blossom] Jan 31 15:44:07 **With another smile she takes Varick below** Jan 31 15:44:29 They seem very proud, m'lord Jan 31 15:44:34 * Morgan nods Jan 31 15:44:35 they do Jan 31 15:47:08 **The final hour of his watch is also smooth, and Sorgi congratulates him as Morgan goes below for lunch, the rain a little heavier now** Jan 31 16:07:35 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Jan 31 16:08:25 * Molly and Varick are in the study with HH and Inga when he gets there Jan 31 16:08:59 HH: As we 'avent run aground, I guess it went well? Jan 31 16:13:10 * Morgan nods Jan 31 16:13:12 aye well enough Jan 31 16:19:56 **Inga and Molly go to fetch lunch. Varick watches Morgan** Doctor Rosenkrantz said he will find us a boat to sail Jan 31 16:25:05 Thats good Jan 31 16:29:29 V: Could you teach Heinzharold too? Jan 31 16:30:50 he already knows how to sail Jan 31 16:35:27 V: But not as good as you Jan 31 16:35:36 **HH chuckles at this** Jan 31 16:37:06 Probably not, no Jan 31 16:40:25 HH: Charmin', that is! Jan 31 16:40:50 V: It's okay, you're good at something Jan 31 16:41:14 Don't know what yet... Jan 31 16:41:46 V: He's good at pretending to be animals and making people laugh Jan 31 16:42:14 HH: Vital skills tha' have taken me a long way in life *he grins* Jan 31 16:42:16 that is true Jan 31 16:42:36 V: What do you think he's good at? Jan 31 16:44:55 Being a best friend... no-one does it as well as him Jan 31 16:45:31 HH: He's right. I'm th' best best friend. Jan 31 16:46:19 * Molly and Inga come in and put the plates on the desk Jan 31 16:46:44 V: Mama, what do you think Heinzharold is good at? Jan 31 16:48:19 * Molly briefly glances at Morgan before looking back to Varick "I think he is good at caring about people, thinking in ways others don't, and keeping other people's spirits up when they are sad" Jan 31 16:49:05 **HH grins at Morgan, but he can see the praise has touched him" Keep their spirits up by handing them a glass o' scotch Jan 31 16:54:39 V: **he goes to sit with Inga** What do you think Heinzharold is good at? Jan 31 16:55:19 * Molly glances at Morgan as she hands him a cup of tea [Is all well?] Jan 31 16:56:04 * Morgan nods Jan 31 16:56:18 I: I think he is good at many things, but he is excellent at being a husband **HH smiles at her** Jan 31 16:56:38 V: Does that mean holding hands and kissing? Jan 31 16:57:08 [Oh dear, should we rescue her?] Jan 31 16:57:56 [we _should_] Jan 31 17:01:24 I: I meant more like being kind and looking after me really **HH winks at her, making her blush* Jan 31 17:01:53 V: My Papa is good at sailing. Jan 31 17:02:47 * Molly smiles, giving Inga coffee "Your Papa is wonderful at many things, Mauschen" Jan 31 17:04:29 I'm not bad at making coffee Jan 31 17:04:53 HH: $tricking people into thinking he's someone he's not... beating up people who need their arses kicked$ Jan 31 17:05:10 V: Like what? Jan 31 17:06:26 * Molly smiles "Gathering information, helping to keep people safe from things that would hurt them..." Jan 31 17:11:58 HH $she puts it nicer$ Jan 31 17:12:53 $yes she does$ Jan 31 17:13:55 V: what else? Jan 31 17:14:16 [We could be here a while...] Jan 31 17:14:29 [I doubt it] Jan 31 17:17:21 He's good at looking after us, at caring about people's lives being happy, at doing the right thing. He's good at fighting, and riding, playing guitar and violin, and talking to children. He's good at sketching, teaching people things climbing the rigging. He's a very good man, mauschen. Jan 31 17:18:58 **Everyone is watching Morgan now** Jan 31 17:19:09 * Morgan looks properly humbled Jan 31 17:19:40 V: He's good at Thean, and bedtime stories and cuddles. Jan 31 17:20:05 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 31 17:21:25 HH: Good a' throwing. **the others all nod** Jan 31 17:29:33 I: He's good at listening and helping people solve their problems too Jan 31 17:29:48 * Molly smiles "yes, definitely" Jan 31 17:30:35 **HH grins** Popular, aren'cha? Jan 31 17:32:39 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 31 17:36:22 **They gather round to eat, and Varick moves on to other topics. It's not long til Varick starts yawning and HH and Inga start giving each other little intimate glances Jan 31 17:41:00 * Molly glances at them all, then smiles at Morgan Jan 31 17:41:15 I think it's time for someone to go for a lie down Jan 31 17:43:17 and Varick Jan 31 17:44:05 * Molly giggles. Inga blushes but HH grins Jan 31 17:44:24 HH: I am a little tired, was up early Jan 31 17:45:14 * Morgan nods slightly Jan 31 17:45:20 **Varick asks Molly to set him down for his nap, which she does** Jan 31 17:45:33 HH: See you in a bit then Jan 31 17:46:14 * Morgan nods Jan 31 17:46:15 aye Jan 31 17:50:10 **HH and Inga go. Molly is back shortly and topping up their cups, watching him a moment** do you have anywhere you wish to be right now? Jan 31 17:51:43 I think now would be a good time to go over your dream, and Inga's... Jan 31 17:53:58 * Molly nods Jan 31 17:54:12 Where would you like to sit? Jan 31 17:59:26 * Morgan sjhrugs Jan 31 17:59:29 on a chair, probably Jan 31 18:01:48 * Molly smiles, sitting on the couch in the middle of the room Jan 31 18:01:58 What was Inga's dream? Jan 31 18:02:13 the schattenmann Jan 31 18:05:48 * Molly tips her tea, slipping her shoes off and getting settled Jan 31 18:06:00 Oh? That's unusual Jan 31 18:07:14 * Morgan nods Jan 31 18:07:49 they were in the house with the waterwheel... and then there was a noise... I've not asked Inga, but the way HeinzHarold said it sounded to her was fairly spot on Jan 31 18:09:05 That's even more odd Jan 31 18:10:28 * Morgan nods Jan 31 18:10:29 isn't it Jan 31 18:18:07 I'm not sure how she could know that Jan 31 18:18:19 no... Jan 31 18:18:50 I want to show her my sketch of it, find out if it looks right... but it rather freaked HeinzHarold out Jan 31 18:22:09 * Molly nods Jan 31 18:23:37 But it would be good to know if she is somehow picking up these things... I've dreamt of being in the waterwheel house twice... *Edward had dreamt making love to a former acquaintance there too* Jan 31 18:25:31 * Morgan nods Jan 31 18:25:33 so did Edward Jan 31 18:26:37 Hmm... was it similar to Inga's? Jan 31 18:26:48 * Morgan frowns before nodding Jan 31 18:26:51 aye Jan 31 18:30:41 * Molly tilts her head Jan 31 18:30:53 That displeases you? Jan 31 18:32:38 Bit of a coincidence... Jan 31 18:37:21 * Molly smiles Jan 31 18:37:42 Yes Jan 31 18:41:06 Do you think it is something we ought to worry on? Jan 31 19:17:16 maybe... I don't know. I think I'll try to get hold of a Nieblungen when we get back Jan 31 19:20:06 * Molly nods Jan 31 19:20:35 I was thinking perhaps take a trip across the river from Freiburg to Niesfeld Jan 31 19:26:16 * Morgan nods Jan 31 19:26:18 could work Jan 31 19:27:14 * Molly nods, sipping her tea Jan 31 19:27:42 You wish to discuss my dream? **she looks a little discomfitted* Jan 31 19:30:02 * Morgan nods Jan 31 19:33:02 What do you wish to know? Jan 31 19:33:46 Its more that... your dream was how things happened with Dietlinde... except the kissing... Jan 31 19:36:10 * Molly nods slowly Jan 31 19:36:33 That's... hmm... I don't know what I should say about that Jan 31 19:37:00 odd... Jan 31 19:37:34 * Molly nods, sipping the tea again Jan 31 19:37:45 Yes Jan 31 19:42:09 Maybe it is something I have picked up from your mind somewhere along the way. Jan 31 19:42:27 could be... doubt it, but its possible Jan 31 19:47:29 What were _you_ thinking? Jan 31 19:52:39 Nothing really... just wanted to tell you it was her it was with Dietlinde Jan 31 19:55:08 * Molly nods a little Jan 31 19:55:36 If I had known, I wouldn't have told it to you Jan 31 19:56:09 its fine blossom Jan 31 19:58:24 * Molly nods a little Jan 31 19:58:43 I wouldn't have been kissing him if I had any control over it Jan 31 20:00:19 If you'd known, no... don't fret at it Jan 31 20:04:01 * Molly shrugs a little Jan 31 20:04:07 It makes me uncomfortable Jan 31 20:04:26 I know Jan 31 20:04:50 I've never kissed anyone but you. It seems so wrong. Jan 31 20:05:19 * Morgan nods Jan 31 20:07:49 * Molly sighs "There is no point it troubling me. It is not the path we are on. I haven't kissed him, nor do I wish to. But even if I had kissed someone before you, it wouldn't make any difference" Jan 31 20:09:06 * Morgan shakes his head Jan 31 20:09:08 quite Jan 31 20:12:16 * Molly leans her cheek to his shoulder Jan 31 20:12:27 Your night was not that bad? Jan 31 20:12:58 a star girl dream... but it was awkward Jan 31 20:15:50 Oh... I am not sure where I had gotten to... there was a mission to be done in Fischler, I think you said? Jan 31 20:16:25 * Molly sips the tea, resting a little more against him and closing her eyes to listen Jan 31 20:17:29 * Morgan nods Jan 31 20:18:21 Claudia HeinzHarold and I headed home... I was about to have to explain to Dietlinde that I had found someone while away when the dawn chimes came... I woke up as quickly as I could Jan 31 20:21:20 Oh dear. Jan 31 20:24:21 * Molly sighs "thank goodness for the dawn watch" Jan 31 20:25:15 * Morgan nods Jan 31 20:25:42 I do not see any way it is an alternate path though. Perhaps it is more about your own troubles Jan 31 20:26:25 I'm not sur eI understand Jan 31 20:30:37 That perhaps you still feel you shouldn't have married again, perhaps? Or that you have betrayed her? I don't know. Jan 31 20:31:41 I doubt it... Jan 31 20:37:42 Perhaps there is something in it that we are not seeing. But I wouldn't have been old enough to have been any use to any secret society during the War, I was only fourteen when it ended, and would have had no reason to be in Eisen at all... unless the Star Girl only looks like me, and is actually another woman you might have met? Jan 31 20:38:36 I hadn't thought of that... Jan 31 20:40:52 Hmm... I cannot say I like it overmuch! Jan 31 20:44:56 no, I'm not terribly surprised Jan 31 20:47:37 Because I have an unpleasant possessiveness? Jan 31 20:47:54 I figure thats the issue... Jan 31 20:49:36 * Molly nods Jan 31 20:50:02 I think so... do you need any reassurance from me about my dream? Jan 31 20:50:48 No my love Jan 31 20:52:45 * Molly nods, looking up at him Jan 31 20:53:13 You know you are the only man I have ever desired to kiss? Jan 31 20:53:37 Not even John Daggett? Jan 31 20:57:38 * Molly wrinkles her nose Jan 31 20:57:53 Not like I kiss you. Jan 31 20:58:51 I see Jan 31 20:59:08 * Molly watches his expression closely Jan 31 20:59:23 That displeases you? Jan 31 21:00:53 No, no, not at all... Jan 31 21:01:22 Usually you say that when you are unsure or uncomfortable... Jan 31 21:01:34 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:01:36 I suppose I do Jan 31 21:01:45 * Molly tilts her head Jan 31 21:01:53 Were you teasing me? Jan 31 21:01:59 No my love Jan 31 21:06:40 * Molly frowns slightly Jan 31 21:06:57 Sometimes you are impossibly hard to read, liebes herz Jan 31 21:07:43 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 31 21:07:44 sorry Jan 31 21:09:10 * Molly smiles Jan 31 21:09:57 I am not at all upset that I never kissed him as I kiss you Jan 31 21:10:15 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:10:21 I am rather glad to hear that Jan 31 21:13:12 You doubted it? Jan 31 21:13:31 no, but its nice to hear Jan 31 21:14:33 * Molly nods, smiling to herself Jan 31 21:15:52 I certainly was in no real rush to be wed to him and discover my wifely duties *she smiles with mischief, watching him* Jan 31 21:16:13 no? Jan 31 21:19:53 Uh uh... whereas with you... *she kisses his cheek then gives him a little innocent smile* Jan 31 21:23:27 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:24:47 * Molly moves a little close as if she will kiss his lips before she says Jan 31 21:24:51 More tea? Jan 31 21:26:46 please my love Jan 31 21:27:03 Or something else? Jan 31 21:29:12 such as? Jan 31 21:29:42 Hmmm... Drambuie? Jan 31 21:30:26 oh I could be tempted for that Jan 31 21:31:06 * Molly gets off the couch, and returns with a single glass, handing it to him Jan 31 21:32:04 I'd rather like to go back to those dreams, where we... got acquainted in the Crossroads Tavern in Freiburg over a glass of this Jan 31 21:33:11 oh? Jan 31 21:34:15 * Molly sits back beside him Jan 31 21:37:23 Mmhmm... they were fun **He can easily recall these dreams of hers he was in, where she boldly made a move on him and they ended up making love in the grass behind the tavern after he had licked the alcohol from her neck and chest. Drambuie has always tasted faintly of her skin since. In the second, they had woken next morning to him being hurried along by Karlsruhe despite their mutual desire** Jan 31 21:38:31 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:38:33 yes they were Jan 31 21:39:05 Certainly more fun than what we dreamt last night Jan 31 21:39:30 * Molly dips her fingertip in his drink before sucking it Jan 31 21:40:09 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:40:11 very true Jan 31 21:41:05 So, my love, speaking of a tavern in Freiburg where we were... intimate... *she bites her lip* Jan 31 21:41:40 yes... Jan 31 21:42:06 Have you considered where and how you will talk to Edward? Jan 31 21:43:05 I was thinking... here Jan 31 21:43:40 I should take Varick to Jarvie's then, unless I might be needed? Jan 31 21:44:25 No, thats a good idea Jan 31 21:45:07 I wasn't sure if he might be distressed... the relationship between he and I is quite uncommon Jan 31 21:45:43 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:45:46 thats a good point Jan 31 21:46:18 I will leave it in your capable hands and follow your wishes Jan 31 21:46:45 difficult to know... you have comforted him before... Jan 31 21:46:57 * Molly nods Jan 31 21:47:14 He and I can talk quite openly about it all Jan 31 21:47:36 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:47:57 Does that trouble you? Jan 31 21:48:28 No Jan 31 21:48:51 * Molly looks vaguely surprised Jan 31 21:48:58 I am glad Jan 31 21:50:13 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:50:46 I know that my lack of openness at times with you is a source of unhappiness and frustration, I thought perhaps it may trouble you Jan 31 21:51:23 now you put it that way... Jan 31 21:51:36 * Molly grimaces Jan 31 21:51:39 Sorry. Jan 31 21:52:43 Why is it easier for you to be open with him? Jan 31 21:53:39 Because he is less likely to get hurt, and also because if I lessen his opinion of me at all it matters far less to me than lessening yours Jan 31 21:53:56 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Jan 31 21:54:50 It is because you are _more_ important that I was keeping my feelings quieter Jan 31 21:55:05 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:55:11 that makes sense Jan 31 21:56:20 There is much I would not tell him. I haven't told him anything of our... brazenness when we travelled down the east road Jan 31 21:57:02 I don't think he'd believe it Jan 31 21:57:45 No, I agree. It will be odd to ride that way after Prophet's Mass, wont it? Jan 31 21:58:03 * Morgan nods Jan 31 21:58:05 aye it will Jan 31 21:58:39 The trees will not have leaves... there won't be the lovely warm sunshine to splash in the stream in Jan 31 21:59:05 No... Jan 31 21:59:36 The season will put pay to our mischief, I think *she smiles* Jan 31 22:00:00 * Morgan shrugs Jan 31 22:00:01 maybe Jan 31 22:00:16 * Molly bites her lip, smiling Jan 31 22:00:33 Heinzharold will be thrilled if we stop at the tavern, won't he? Jan 31 22:01:24 oh I've no doubt Jan 31 22:03:25 I do not think we would be lucky enough for the conditions to align just right again Jan 31 22:05:24 No, I wouldn't imagine so... particularly with HeinzHarold around Jan 31 22:06:15 Yes, I can imagine he would be... obstructive Jan 31 22:07:01 I need to decide if we're taking Claudia with us... Jan 31 22:07:50 Mmhmm... I don't know... what thinks you? Jan 31 22:08:22 It'd be safer but... I'm aware she and Sorgi need some time alone away from the Rose Jan 31 22:09:13 Do they? It's hardly been strenuous sat in harbour in Tawstock for weeks Jan 31 22:10:12 She wants to try actually sleeping in his bed by choice. To properly relax, they need to be away from the crew. Jan 31 22:10:37 * Molly looks confused Jan 31 22:10:50 That seems rather strange, my love Jan 31 22:10:54 Why? Jan 31 22:12:06 Well if they have already... been intimate, surely sleeping in the same bed is far less intimate than that? Jan 31 22:12:29 Being asleep, totally vulnerable... Jan 31 22:13:39 Oh... I suppose so? Jan 31 22:14:14 * Morgan frowns Jan 31 22:14:50 When we were tracking Dau, we all napped in a single room. She said it's the first time she's slept in a room with men since the start of the war Jan 31 22:14:54 What makes you frown so? Jan 31 22:15:33 * Molly nods slowly Jan 31 22:16:01 It is like why you could not tell her all the horrors of what he did to Elsie? Jan 31 22:16:28 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:16:43 * Molly frowns deeply Jan 31 22:16:47 Poor Claudia Jan 31 22:17:53 you understand now? Jan 31 22:20:29 There is a specific issue around sleeping that requires privacy for her to try to overcome Jan 31 22:21:27 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:21:35 It explains why she did not stay overnight with you and Heinzharold the night before the wedding Jan 31 22:21:52 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:22:55 * Molly looks thoughtful "If we were staying a few days in Freiburg it could work there, failing that it would be possible in Zweibrucke" Jan 31 22:23:23 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:23:58 Which could happen even if she came with us Jan 31 22:24:59 I suppose so Jan 31 22:25:27 I figured though that if she stayed onboard they'd be in Zweibrucke in time to be able to do it before we got there Jan 31 22:25:58 If you were comfortable leaving Koen in sole charge for a night, yes Jan 31 22:27:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Jan 31 22:28:08 But if you wish to take the new ship on her maiden voyage, we would be in Zweibrucke a few days regardless Jan 31 22:29:21 will we have time? Jan 31 22:32:32 * Molly smiles Jan 31 22:32:39 For that, we will make time Jan 31 22:33:10 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:34:01 With any luck she'll be almost as fast as the Rose Jan 31 22:34:29 * Molly smiles Jan 31 22:34:41 So, Picante, mmm? Jan 31 22:36:15 well, it'd be the closest to get to I suppose Jan 31 22:38:30 * Molly giggles Jan 31 22:38:46 Awfully long docking permit though Jan 31 22:39:32 Yes, I recall Jan 31 22:39:58 Thankfully I shouldn't need to read it out to you again Jan 31 22:40:46 Might need reminding... Jan 31 22:40:56 * Molly smiles Jan 31 22:41:25 To hold your interest, I'd possibly need to make it more engaging... Jan 31 22:41:33 mmmm, possibly Jan 31 22:42:52 * Molly gets up from the couch, taking a piece of paper from the desk drawer. She gives him a teasing smile Jan 31 22:44:27 Perhaps something like this? *she bends over the desk so she is face down, her forearms stretched out and holding the piece of paper between her hands so she can read it* Jan 31 22:44:37 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:44:44 yes, that would make it more... engaging Jan 31 22:46:08 What if there are words I cannot read? You'd need to stand behind me to you could lean in and read over my shoulder *she glances at him with an innocent smile* Jan 31 22:46:59 * Morgan nods Jan 31 22:47:06 Yes, that'd be wise Jan 31 22:50:18 * Molly nods, smiling Jan 31 22:50:51 I am sure we could manage to get to the end together Jan 31 22:51:34 no doubt Jan 31 22:51:57 * Molly nods Jan 31 22:52:41 If I do not move I don't know if I will even get to the end of Varick's nap before wishing for that! Jan 31 22:53:09 no? Jan 31 22:54:09 * Molly takes a slow deep breath, arching her back a little "Mmhmm" she straightens up Jan 31 23:02:42 * Morgan watches her, sipping his drink Jan 31 23:06:04 * Molly puts the piece of paper away before coming to sit back next to him "We could go up river to Ussura instead, to work on the next list..." Jan 31 23:07:15 next list? Jan 31 23:09:21 Well, we checked off seven Konigsreichs... so now perhaps the different countries of Theah? Jan 31 23:09:34 * Molly watches him Jan 31 23:10:54 * Morgan nods slowly Jan 31 23:12:33 Eisen, Vodacce and Avalon so far... one hopes her husband's interest will endure for many more countries to come... Jan 31 23:12:48 undoubtedly blossom Jan 31 23:13:49 You might prefer to do something a little more conventional in Ussura than have me like that in the desk in Picante? Jan 31 23:13:57 On* Jan 31 23:16:31 maybe... maybe not Jan 31 23:17:36 * Molly smiles "I'll have to wait and see, hmm?" Jan 31 23:18:20 * Morgan nods Jan 31 23:18:22 indeed Jan 31 23:18:57 * Molly moves, lying on her back with her head on his lap, eyes closed Jan 31 23:19:24 In that case, I shall just lie here a little while and imagine both options Jan 31 23:19:40 alright my love Jan 31 23:21:31 * Molly nods, smiling happily to herself. Over the next five minutes she is very quiet, her face shifting through little expressions as if telling a story. And after that, she is still, falling asleep Jan 31 23:44:33 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 01 14:00:38 * Claudia (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 01 14:00:44 **The time whilst Molly dozed in his lap gives him time to ponder the situation with Edward, what to do about Claudia, and what to do with the Star of the Sea once she is ready to run. Varick and Molly are awake around the same time  just before Claudia comes to suggest training. Feb 01 14:02:23 * Morgan nods Feb 01 14:02:27 sounds good Feb 01 14:02:58 * Claudia leads the way, waiting til it's just the two of them in the ballroom Feb 01 14:03:03 How are you? Feb 01 14:03:40 Alright I think... you? Feb 01 14:05:58 * Claudia nods "I'm alright. Wanted to ask you if you want me to continue the hand-to-hand training for Molly or if you're a bit too bothered by the split lip" Feb 01 14:10:38 hazard of training Feb 01 14:11:46 * Claudia nods Feb 01 14:12:08 Need to see how much her sword skills have dropped off the last two months too Feb 01 14:12:17 * Morgan nods Feb 01 14:12:43 I'd be much more bothered if she couldn't defend herself in future because I got precious about a bust lip Feb 01 14:14:57 * Claudia nods Feb 01 14:15:16 She's probably safer than any of the rest of us though. Feb 01 14:15:45 true, but using that bothers her Feb 01 14:18:35 * Claudia nods "keep the training up then" Feb 01 14:19:09 * Morgan nods Feb 01 14:19:12 absolutely Feb 01 14:21:46 * Claudia nods, taking out her sword Feb 01 14:21:51 You ready? Feb 01 14:22:24 * Morgan nods, drawing his Feb 01 14:25:22 * Claudia fights pretty hard today, and seems to enjoy it. Once they've put in twenty solid minutes, she says Feb 01 14:25:41 Do you want to fetch her, you can help me look her over? Feb 01 14:26:05 * Morgan nods Feb 01 14:26:06 aye alright Feb 01 14:31:00 * Claudia waits for him to return. In the study he finds HH and Inga are also back, the women sewing and HH showing Varick a card game Feb 01 14:31:24 Molly... Claudia wants you for training Feb 01 14:38:37 **Molly nods, going to get her sword. HH looks to Morgan "need any help?" Feb 01 14:39:08 No, we're good Feb 01 14:43:17 **Molly is soon ready and they leave the others** I'm sorry I fell asleep earlier Feb 01 14:43:45 Thats alright blossom Feb 01 14:49:59 **she smiles at him** It was nice to have some time, wasn't it? It's been such a busy autumn Feb 01 14:51:42 * Morgan nods Feb 01 14:51:44 non stop really Feb 01 14:54:29 * Claudia nods, opening the door of the ballroom. Claudia explains she wants to see how much skill Molly has lost whilst being in Avalon, both in the style HH refers to as Fancy Schmancy Dancey, and generally. Feb 01 14:54:51 * Claudia looks to Morgan "Do you want to fight her or watch?" Feb 01 14:59:11 I'll watch Feb 01 15:01:35 * Claudia and Molly get on with it. He notices firstly that she has become more confident. Secondly, he notices she has several moves she didn't before. Some are familiar from his Academy training, some of them completely unfamiliar. She hasnt lost skill, she's improved and diversified. Claudia calls a halt after about ten minutes Feb 01 15:02:22 **Molly sheaths her sword, brushing her hair back from her forehead with a smile** How was that, liebes herz? Feb 01 15:03:17 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 01 15:03:33 thats not bad at all... you've picked up some actions I don't recognise Feb 01 15:04:13 **She smiles** I trained with Kit every morning, he taught me some things Feb 01 15:04:27 * Morgan nods Feb 01 15:05:31 **Molly watches him with a cheeky smile** Would you like to fight me now, my love? I'll let you win Feb 01 15:05:58 * Claudia laughs, watching Morgan whilst rubbing her sword down Feb 01 15:07:05 Will you indeed Feb 01 15:09:25 *Molly nods, smiling* Absolutely Feb 01 15:11:24 * Claudia sits herself down Feb 01 15:12:11 * Morgan nods, drawing his sword Feb 01 15:16:37 **She still, unsurprisingly, nowhere near beating him. But she is a lot better than any time he has fought her before, and has a knack for transitioning unpredictably from the dancey style to other styles she has seen. More than anything, she seems to enjoy it far more than she used to, there's more self-assurance in her own competence now. Feb 01 15:17:09 * Morgan backs away, nodding Feb 01 15:17:10 very good Feb 01 15:20:45 **she smiles** I told you I'd let you win, mon petit chou Feb 01 15:21:33 * Claudia watches the two of them a minute but doesn't interrupt Feb 01 15:22:35 Yes, you did say that... Feb 01 15:24:12 **Molly nods** And then you won, so obviously... *she raises her brows* Feb 01 15:25:18 Clearly correct Feb 01 15:28:41 **She nods, watching him** mmhmm Feb 01 15:29:05 * Claudia looks at them again before smiling to herself Feb 01 15:29:32 * Morgan looks at Claudia Feb 01 15:29:44 seems our time away has done her no damage at all in terms of her training Feb 01 15:30:34 * Claudia nods "Unexpected. She has benefited from an extra tutor" Feb 01 15:31:59 * Morgan nods Feb 01 15:32:04 I'd say so Feb 01 15:32:07 **Molly shrugs** Last time he was away so long I couldn't bring myself to training at all, so this time I thought I should do it daily and try to remain at a reasonable level Feb 01 15:32:59 **Molly smiles at him** I practiced with a pistol too, so I might not shoot you again Feb 01 15:34:07 _that_ would be nice Feb 01 15:35:16 * Claudia looks at Morgan "She shot you?!" Feb 01 15:35:32 **Molly blushes but she's smiling too** Feb 01 15:36:00 * Morgan nods Feb 01 15:38:05 M: It wasn't on purpose Feb 01 15:38:21 * Claudia laughs "Tempting sometimes" Feb 01 15:40:10 charming Feb 01 15:43:00 More tempting to shoot Heinzharold though Feb 01 15:43:17 * Morgan nods Feb 01 15:43:22 no argument there Feb 01 15:51:21 * Claudia stands up "I'm back on watch soon. Good job, Molly." Feb 01 15:52:08 * Morgan nods Feb 01 15:52:17 **Molly thanks her, looking a little surprised by the praise. Claudia leaves them to it** Feb 01 15:56:04 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 01 16:02:48 * Claudia (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 01 18:30:31 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 01 18:31:32 * Claudia (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 01 18:32:17 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 01 18:32:33 * Molly smiles "You are pleased?" Feb 01 18:33:39 * Morgan nods Feb 01 18:43:04 * Molly smiles warmly Feb 01 18:43:23 Would you like me to teach you the things that are new to you? Feb 01 18:43:30 * Morgan nods Feb 01 18:43:31 please Feb 01 18:44:46 * Molly does so. Another hour passes as they go through these moves and soon he has a reasonable grasp of them. Feb 01 18:44:57 You're a fast learner, my love Feb 01 18:47:01 * Morgan shrugs Feb 01 18:47:03 I suppose Feb 01 18:53:10 * Molly smirks "you pick up new sword moves rapidly also" Feb 01 18:55:15 * Morgan sniggers Feb 01 18:56:56 * Molly watches him fondly Feb 01 18:57:05 This was enjoyable Feb 01 18:58:43 * Morgan nods Feb 01 18:58:46 aye, it was Feb 01 19:01:43 * Molly comes closer, kissing him softly before pulling back just a little after licking his lower lip "we should go back to the study..." *she looks up at him playfully* Feb 01 19:02:01 oh? Feb 01 19:02:39 Mmhmm... they will wonder what is delaying us here in the ballroom... Feb 01 19:03:18 * Morgan nods Feb 01 19:03:20 probably Feb 01 19:04:06 * Molly kisses him again, just as before Feb 01 19:04:15 We wouldn't want to get... diverted Feb 01 19:04:27 probably best not Feb 01 19:06:03 Mmhmm... you'd best stop me kissing you then... *she kisses him once more, licking his lip the same way before retreating slightly** Feb 01 19:07:58 * Morgan backs up Feb 01 19:08:02 come on, lets get back Feb 01 19:08:46 * Molly sounds teasing "You're sure, mon petit chou?" Feb 01 19:08:57 * Morgan looks at her sternly Feb 01 19:09:03 come along blossom Feb 01 19:10:06 * Molly looks confused, as if she can't decipher whether he is playing with her or displeased Feb 01 19:10:46 * Morgan holds out his hand Feb 01 19:10:58 * Molly takes it Feb 01 19:11:30 Yes, liebes herz. *she sounds compliant* Feb 01 19:13:05 * Morgan snakes an arm around her waist as he walks Feb 01 19:15:21 You've come a long way since I first showed you how to swing a sword my love Feb 01 19:17:37 * Molly leans into his side a little Feb 01 19:17:47 On the deck of the Solemn Wind Feb 01 19:18:10 * Morgan nods Feb 01 19:19:33 It was so hard to concentrate! Feb 01 19:19:40 why? Feb 01 19:26:25 * Molly smiles Feb 01 19:26:27 You Feb 01 19:26:36 * Morgan blushes Feb 01 19:29:57 I'd kissed you on the monestary lawn, thinking you were leaving imminently, you didn't seem to mind. But then you changed plans and joined us, yet never tried to kiss me or mentioned it. I had no idea why you suddenly chose to accompany us, I thought perhaps you hadn't felt ready for Sudlachenburg yet. I was close to you, focused on you, and it took a great deal of my self-control to maintain a distance when I wanted to kiss you again. Feb 01 19:31:59 * Morgan nods Feb 01 19:32:02 I didn't realise Feb 01 19:35:37 That I didn't know why you came with us? Feb 01 19:38:19 and that I had made things so difficult for you Feb 01 19:42:07 * Molly frowns Feb 01 19:42:10 How so? Feb 01 19:44:08 Testing your self control, not making things simple Feb 01 19:51:28 You do not like that your proximity had such an effect? Feb 01 19:52:24 I should've explained myself Feb 01 19:53:40 * Molly shrugs, smiling Feb 01 19:54:54 I wasn't unhappy, my love. I was perplexed, and smitten, and yearning from afar, but it was exhilarating and engaging. Really all the things a young woman in love for the first time is inclined to feel Feb 01 19:55:27 * Morgan nods Feb 01 19:55:54 * Molly watches his expression Feb 01 19:56:03 You feel you have wronged me somehow? Feb 01 19:58:24 ((What is his expression?)) Feb 01 23:08:00 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 02 14:41:23 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Feb 02 16:40:12 * Morgan (~mads@192.168.1.117) has joined Feb 02 17:31:57 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 02 17:32:15 ((C&p pls if u want to play)) Feb 02 17:33:28 I should've explained myself Feb 02 17:33:29 * Molly shrugs, smiling Feb 02 17:33:29 I wasn't unhappy, my love. I was perplexed, and smitten, and yearning from afar, but it was exhilarating and engaging. Really all the things a young woman in love for the first time is inclined to feel Feb 02 17:33:29 * Morgan nods Feb 02 17:33:29 * Molly watches his expression Feb 02 17:33:31 You feel you have wronged me somehow? Feb 02 17:33:35 ((What is his expression?)) Feb 02 17:35:33 * Morgan nods solemnly Feb 02 17:40:08 * Molly shakes her head, standing close to him just outside the door of their study. She holds his hand Feb 02 17:40:18 I never felt toyed with, my love Feb 02 17:40:33 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 02 17:40:52 That is what concerns you? Feb 02 17:42:00 I suppose so Feb 02 17:46:30 You needn't be concerned, not at all. You did nothing you need atone for Feb 02 17:47:27 you are sure? Feb 02 17:48:39 Would you prefer to have my absolution, or my reassurance? Feb 02 17:50:10 reassurance Feb 02 17:50:58 * Molly nods, squeezing gently Feb 02 17:51:41 You did not hurt me, my love. You were not cruel, or unkind, and you took nothing that was not freely given or wished for. Feb 02 17:52:05 * Morgan nods Feb 02 17:52:06 alright Feb 02 17:52:24 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 02 17:53:18 I hope my behaviour then did not pain you or make you lose too much sleep *she smiles* Feb 02 17:53:27 No blossom Feb 02 17:54:20 * Molly nods, watching him fondly. She's about to say something when Heinzharold opens the door, watching them with a grin Feb 02 17:54:52 HH: $interrupting something interessing?$ Feb 02 17:55:05 c$Just talking$ Feb 02 17:56:12 * Molly smiles at HH "Do we need more drinks?" **he nods. She squeezes Morgan's hand once more before letting go and heading for the galley** Feb 02 17:56:16 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 02 17:56:35 Everything okay? Feb 02 17:56:39 * Morgan nods Feb 02 17:56:40 fine Feb 02 17:56:56 * HH lets him in Feb 02 17:57:27 'Ow was her ex'lency's training? Feb 02 17:57:46 very good. She didn't stop while we were away Feb 02 17:58:01 * HH nods Feb 02 17:58:41 Inga says she 'ad specific things she insisted on doing each day so you'd be pleased with 'er Feb 02 17:58:49 it shows Feb 02 17:59:28 Want me to give it a go t'morrow? Feb 02 17:59:38 * Morgan nods Feb 02 17:59:39 aye Feb 02 18:00:19 * HH grins Feb 02 18:00:31 I'll show 'er how a real man fights Feb 02 18:00:43 oh she's going to eat you for breakfast Feb 02 18:01:24 $used to having ladies hungry for me, it's nothing new$ *he grins* Feb 02 18:01:50 * Morgan thumps him Feb 02 18:02:19 $I was thinking of asking Inga to look at the sketchbook, see if her nightmare matches$ Feb 02 18:02:34 * HH rubs his arm Feb 02 18:02:52 $Good idea. Warn her about the fire.$ Feb 02 18:03:09 $Wasn't planning her seeing anything but the Schattenmann$ Feb 02 18:04:09 $it's fine. God knows she's heard me recount it a time or ten in the middle of the night$ Feb 02 19:11:51 $Yes but seeing it...$ Feb 02 19:16:19 * HH shrugs $should show her that one of Claudia$ Feb 02 19:16:34 $You think?$ Feb 02 19:20:50 $it's good$ Feb 02 19:21:01 * Morgan nods Feb 02 19:21:19 $I don't want Claudia getting annoyed about it$ Feb 02 19:23:10 **Varick and Inga come out of Varick's room, and Molly comes back with more hot drinks. The rain taps the window** Feb 02 19:26:36 **Molly brings Morgan tea with gentle hand in the small of his back** Here we are, my love Feb 02 19:27:15 thank you blossom Feb 02 19:28:32 **Molly takes a seat at the window, watching out. Inga giggles at something HH whispers to her* Feb 02 19:29:03 You want a bit o' my wife's time now? Feb 02 19:34:51 if thats alright... Feb 02 19:35:23 I'll survive a few minutes without her beautiful face Feb 02 19:35:42 *Inga blushes at this* Feb 02 19:36:42 * Morgan nods Feb 02 19:36:58 Shall we go to the ballroom? Feb 02 19:37:58 * HH is now known as Inga Feb 02 19:38:02 * Inga nods Feb 02 19:39:10 * Inga follows him there before taking a seat Feb 02 19:39:16 How can I help? Feb 02 19:39:51 I was hoping you'd be willing to tell me about your nightmare Feb 02 19:41:06 * Inga nods a little Feb 02 19:43:33 Heinzharold and I were at a strange house in the Schwarzenwald. It had a waterwheel outside. It looked like it hadn't been lived in for a while, but there were books and things. Heinzharold wasn't interested in those things, so we didn't look at them. Then I heard a creepy noise. I think it was the Schattenmann. It passed by the windows around and around, then it was trying the door latch Feb 02 19:45:04 Did you get a decent look at it? Feb 02 19:47:33 No... it was taller than the windows. I only really saw the legs and the arms Feb 02 19:48:12 I can work with that... I've got a sketch, would you look at it? Feb 02 19:49:21 * Inga nods Feb 02 19:49:48 * Morgan opens the book to the right page, handing it to her Feb 02 19:50:45 * Inga grimaces "It is similar to this, but more... do you have a pencil and a spare space I can draw?" Feb 02 19:51:04 * Morgan nods, handing her one Feb 02 19:51:08 just flip to the back Feb 02 19:53:32 * Inga does. Her drawing is quite childish, and because of that there's something almost more horrifying about it, all the childhood fears of insidious monsters under the bed, unexplained creaking of floorboards. It is shaped like a tall, thin person with long thin arms and four spindly fingers on each. Feb 02 19:55:23 **from the quick sketch of the highly-accurate house and wheel, it is around twenty feet high. Between his encounter, his dream with the blue ribbons, his dream of Molly at the Shadowfayre, and Eckname's drawings, it seems to have an inconsistent size, shape, and density. Feb 02 19:55:47 interesting Feb 02 19:56:32 It's horrible. It makes you feel so small and scared, like a little mouse in a hole Feb 02 19:56:53 * Morgan nods Feb 02 19:58:04 And the noise! It was like it was trailing it's fingers over the the roof and the ground **she shudders** Feb 02 19:58:48 horrific isn't it Feb 02 20:00:58 * Inga nods Feb 02 20:01:09 Heinzharold says you saw it Feb 02 20:04:03 * Morgan nods Feb 02 20:04:33 What happened? Feb 02 20:05:08 I hid and stayed still... it passed me by, eventually Feb 02 20:05:24 **the blue ribbons automatically come to mind, despite them having not existed in reality** Feb 02 20:05:43 What do you think would have happened if it found you? Feb 02 20:06:11 well... I don't think I'd be here, thats for certain Feb 02 20:08:44 Noone knows what it does to people though... does it kill them, or eat them...? Feb 02 20:09:54 maybe Feb 02 20:14:52 But the man called Eckname drew it from up close? Feb 02 20:15:02 * Morgan nods Feb 02 20:15:06 must've done Feb 02 20:16:11 It's very strange Feb 02 20:16:17 * Morgan nods Feb 02 20:16:24 something of an understatement Feb 02 20:16:35 Have you been to that house? Feb 02 20:17:19 Not yet, no Feb 02 20:17:42 Are you going to? Feb 02 20:18:06 seems foolish and dangerous, so probably Feb 02 20:20:11 * Inga smiles Feb 02 20:20:22 Which means Heinzharold will want to be with you Feb 02 20:22:57 probably Feb 02 20:24:07 * Inga nods Feb 02 20:24:25 He will want me to stay behind Feb 02 20:24:44 * Morgan nods Feb 02 20:24:48 I expect so Feb 02 20:25:27 Everyone will say it is to look after Varick, but really it is because I'm not any use Feb 02 20:25:52 _that_ is nonsense Feb 02 20:26:32 I can't fight, I can't do anything special like you and Molly, I don't have any experience with investigating or being stealthy, and I don't think the Schattenmann cares for souffles. Feb 02 20:31:40 * Morgan sighs Feb 02 20:31:59 Its not that you're not any use... we want to keep you safe Feb 02 20:32:48 What use would I be? Feb 02 20:33:28 You're smart, you'd see things we'd miss Feb 02 20:33:39 * Inga shakes her head Feb 02 20:34:44 I'm not smart like Molly and Heinzharold. It's alright, I don't really mind staying behind Feb 02 20:35:54 I don't want either of them going either Feb 02 20:36:14 That's a very bad idea Feb 02 20:36:45 * Morgan shrugs Feb 02 20:37:21 If it attacks, you need to be healed. Or Molly might be able to hurt it if you can't Feb 02 20:39:35 assuming its even there Feb 02 20:40:53 Something I always wondered... Feb 02 20:42:27 * Morgan looks at her Feb 02 20:43:23 The stories of it are really old, like hundreds of years... so either it lives a really long time, or there's at least a breeding pair. Feb 02 20:44:03 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 02 20:44:40 Either could be true Feb 02 20:46:24 * Inga nods Feb 02 20:46:36 Noone knowd Feb 02 20:46:44 no... Feb 02 20:48:31 Are you still scared of it? Feb 02 20:49:35 you think I fear anything? Feb 02 20:51:25 * Inga nods Feb 02 20:51:28 Absolutely Feb 02 20:53:17 * Morgan laughs Feb 02 20:53:19 damn right Feb 02 20:54:22 * Inga smiles "I dont think any loving husband isnt at least a little afraid" Feb 02 20:55:13 * Morgan nods Feb 02 20:55:20 there aren't a great many things that scare me Feb 02 20:59:30 Losing Molly or Varick, disappointing them, or your family, or Heinzharold or Claudia... the Schattenmann, the Rose being destroyed... taking on too much with all the areas you have to rule? Feb 02 21:01:10 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 02 21:01:14 close Feb 02 21:03:56 One of them was wrong? Feb 02 21:04:49 couple of them Feb 02 21:05:04 Which ones? Feb 02 21:06:45 I'm not _scared_ of taking on too much... or the rose being destroyed. Worried, certainly, but not scared as such Feb 02 21:08:27 * Inga nods Feb 02 21:08:33 But the others? Feb 02 21:09:03 you didn't include yourself in any of those... Feb 02 21:09:18 No, of course not Feb 02 21:09:32 why? Feb 02 21:14:09 * Inga1 (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 02 21:14:09 * Inga has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 02 21:14:44 Because I'm just Heinzharold's wife and your wife's friend Feb 02 21:17:53 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 02 21:22:04 It's understandable that you care so much about the wellbeing and opinions of the others, but really mine are not important Feb 02 21:22:20 You are quite wrong Feb 02 21:24:37 * Inga1 smiles "Thank you. It's nice that someone cares" Feb 02 21:25:23 We all do, deeply Feb 02 21:26:51 I haven't had a family before Feb 02 21:28:01 hard work aren't we Feb 02 21:28:35 No, it's good. It's nice to feel like I'm not always alone anymore Feb 02 21:29:58 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:30:45 That's what I really like about marriage, there's always someone who thinks of you and prays for you Feb 02 21:31:33 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:31:40 aye, thats very true Feb 02 21:33:47 That's where family starts, really, with two people who care for each other always, and then everything sprouts from that Feb 02 21:34:19 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:34:22 see? smart Feb 02 21:35:38 * Inga1 smiles Feb 02 21:36:59 Maybe Feb 02 21:37:44 Have you sketched long? Feb 02 21:38:36 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:38:51 Longer than I've played guitar Feb 02 21:41:07 What do you like to sketch most? Feb 02 21:42:00 I tend to sketch Molly Feb 02 21:44:09 That's sweet. I'm surprised she can sit still without talking for it Feb 02 21:45:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 02 21:45:32 she cant Feb 02 21:46:41 Why do you like to draw her? Feb 02 21:47:37 Its nice to draw beauty.... makes a change from what I used to draw Feb 02 21:49:36 Aww that's sweet, you should tell her that Feb 02 21:50:49 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:50:53 aye, I will Feb 02 21:51:42 What did you draw before you married her? Feb 02 21:51:53 * Morgan taps the book Feb 02 21:51:56 my nightmares mostly Feb 02 21:52:11 The Schattenmann Feb 02 21:52:32 amongst other things Feb 02 21:55:01 What else do you have nightmares of? Feb 02 21:55:45 Its changed recently... before it was the schattenmann, the fire... Feb 02 21:58:41 * Inga1 nods "Like Heinzharold" Feb 02 21:58:47 * Morgan nods Feb 02 21:58:53 but every... single... night... Feb 02 21:59:43 His is only once every few weeks now, but it was much more at first. What changed it for you? Feb 02 22:00:10 * Morgan shrugs Feb 02 22:00:18 I've changed some... Feb 02 22:01:47 How often do you dream of the fire now? Feb 02 22:02:12 not terribly often... *he smiles slightly* now I get new and interesting horrors... Feb 02 22:02:28 But not as bad as that? Feb 02 22:02:36 * Morgan nods Feb 02 22:02:37 sometimes Feb 02 22:03:40 I don't have nightmares often, but if I do they are generally silly and Heinzharold will cuddle me until I sleep agajn Feb 02 22:03:47 * Morgan nods Feb 02 22:04:16 its unusual for me not to have one Feb 02 22:04:46 That's sad. Molly has them quite often too, doesn't she? Feb 02 22:04:50 * Morgan nods Feb 02 22:05:17 They seem to often be about losing you Feb 02 22:05:27 * Morgan nods Feb 02 22:05:34 She said Feb 02 22:05:58 That's sad too. Feb 02 22:06:15 aye, it is Feb 02 22:06:55 Are you worried about her meeting Rosie? Feb 02 22:07:29 Some Feb 02 22:08:16 Are you worried they might have something like love at first sight? Feb 02 22:09:10 * Morgan frowns Feb 02 22:09:16 I worry there will be something... Feb 02 22:09:36 * Inga1 nods Feb 02 22:10:56 That's understandable. These things about the dreams where they are ways things could have been make it complicated, don't they? Feb 02 22:12:00 * Morgan nods Feb 02 22:12:03 yes Feb 02 22:52:03 * Inga1 has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 03 19:21:25 * Inga (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 03 19:21:47 ((C&p pls)) Feb 03 19:26:25 nga1> Are you worried about her meeting Rosie? Feb 03 19:26:25 Some Feb 03 19:26:25 Are you worried they might have something like love at first sight? Feb 03 19:26:25 * Morgan frowns Feb 03 19:26:25 I worry there will be something... Feb 03 19:26:28 * Inga1 nods Feb 03 19:26:30 That's understandable. These things about the dreams where they are ways things could have been make it complicated, don't they? Feb 03 19:26:32 * Morgan nods Feb 03 19:26:34 yes Feb 03 19:27:59 I dont think anything could be done to stop them feeling it if they're going to Feb 03 19:28:24 * Morgan nods Feb 03 19:30:25 But then, that could just happen anyway, couldn't it? Feb 03 19:30:34 aye, I suppose so Feb 03 19:31:36 She's very loyal to you, I don't think she'd be tempted away Feb 03 19:33:29 I hope not Feb 03 19:34:08 Are you badly worried about that? Feb 03 19:34:50 more than I wish to be Feb 03 19:35:14 She doesn't have a special bond with him like she does with you Feb 03 19:36:41 but she could Feb 03 19:37:26 What makes you think that? Feb 03 19:39:41 There was a time we did not have that bond, so... Feb 03 19:40:39 Is it worse, because you were married before? Feb 03 19:41:41 probably, aye Feb 03 19:43:02 She belongs with you, not with Seb Feb 03 19:44:20 * Morgan nods Feb 03 19:45:50 I really don't think you need to be worried. I can't imagine even if there was an attraction it would be enough to break her vows or family over Feb 03 19:48:04 * Morgan nods Feb 03 19:49:33 Maybe we could contrive to keep them separate? Feb 03 19:50:42 I think that would be unreasonable, realistically Feb 03 19:51:25 Heinzharold has already accepted an invite to stay at their manor house and see the view Feb 03 19:52:23 * Morgan nods Feb 03 19:52:27 I cant blame him Feb 03 19:55:27 It's only a couple of nights, isn't it? Feb 03 19:59:07 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:01:59 Does Molly know how worried you are? Feb 03 20:02:33 She knows it concerns me Feb 03 20:04:30 * Inga nods "do you want me to talk to her?" Feb 03 20:08:47 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 03 20:09:22 No, she's assured me she wants no-one but me Feb 03 20:10:30 * Inga nods Feb 03 20:10:58 If you change your mind though, the offer is there Feb 03 20:11:17 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:11:19 thank you Feb 03 20:11:37 Was there anything else you wanted to ask? Feb 03 20:12:19 No, I don't think so Feb 03 20:14:46 * Inga nods. They head back to the study. Feb 03 20:14:56 **Heinzharold seems glad to have his wife back, and the evening progresses with the usual things. He decides to pop up on deck to get an update on their progress after dinner, which tells him that they are making good time, already directly across the channel from Quatre Bras, two more days of sailing will see them in Insel. Back in the study, he finds Molly alone and hanging up the painting of Sophie and the dog called Shep. Feb 03 20:15:04 * Inga is now known as Molly Feb 03 20:17:51 are you alright blossom? Feb 03 20:19:09 * Molly nods, making it level Feb 03 20:19:24 Just reflecting on the time in Avalon, mostly Feb 03 20:19:37 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:22:34 * Molly looks satisfied with the painting, stepping back to look at it Feb 03 20:22:42 I wish I could have known her Feb 03 20:23:55 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:24:44 My parents have hidden a lot from me, haven't they? Feb 03 20:24:52 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:24:55 Yes, they have Feb 03 20:28:16 I wish I could understand why... it feels like I am not trusted, that they think I am still a child. Feb 03 20:30:50 They're probably just trying to protect you Feb 03 20:30:58 * Molly shrugs Feb 03 20:31:56 I would rather have known the truth about Cess, and Sophie, Margaret and George. And also about my mother's family in Durham. Feb 03 20:33:51 They thought knowing the truth about Cecily would do you harm, and you know that. Maybe the rest of it hurt them too much to talk about Feb 03 20:34:34 Yes, I suppose so... Feb 03 20:36:55 maybe you should ask them outright Feb 03 20:37:09 * Molly nods Feb 03 20:37:17 I might do when we are in Sudlachenburg Feb 03 20:37:40 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:40:21 * Molly gives the painting a final look Feb 03 20:40:35 How was your talk with Inga, my love? Feb 03 20:42:11 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:42:13 informative Feb 03 20:44:20 Oh? **Molly pours them both some Drambuie before sitting on the couch** Feb 03 20:45:51 * Morgan picks up the glass before sitting down Feb 03 20:46:01 she drew what she saw in her nightmare Feb 03 20:47:09 It was close? Feb 03 20:47:15 No, not really Feb 03 20:50:04 Oh? Feb 03 20:51:29 * Morgan points at his sketchbook Feb 03 20:51:33 she drew it in the back Feb 03 20:53:45 * Molly takes it, opening it very carefully and gently to the back Feb 03 20:53:57 Oh that's rather creepy Feb 03 20:56:16 * Morgan nods Feb 03 20:58:18 But it doesn't look like it did in Eckname's sketches, or in the dream of the Shadowfayre Feb 03 20:59:00 no... Feb 03 21:01:27 Could it just be a nightmare? Feb 03 21:03:21 Maybe Feb 03 21:05:40 What are you thinking? **she sips her drink** Feb 03 21:08:25 It might be able to change its shape... Inga pointed out there may be a breeding pair which, given what was found on the outskirts of Sudlachenburg, would make sense Feb 03 21:11:23 * Molly pales Feb 03 21:11:39 A breeding pair... that would be bad Feb 03 21:12:05 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:12:16 yes it would. Unless its always been that way Feb 03 21:13:28 * Molly shudders Feb 03 21:13:33 Maybe it has Feb 03 21:15:06 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:16:02 I suppose there is little we could do about that Feb 03 21:17:20 No, not really Feb 03 21:18:27 * Molly rests her cheek to his arm Feb 03 21:18:44 How are you, my love? Feb 03 21:20:02 I'm alright blossom... you? Feb 03 21:20:54 * Molly nods Feb 03 21:20:59 I think so, yes Feb 03 21:23:40 you think so? Feb 03 21:23:59 * Molly nods Feb 03 21:24:13 A little apprehensive about going to bed Feb 03 21:27:09 worried about nightmares? Feb 03 21:27:38 * Molly sips the drink Feb 03 21:28:02 More about alternate paths. I would rather dream of the Schattenmann than Seb again. Feb 03 21:29:52 Why? Feb 03 21:30:09 It is uncomfortable to me Feb 03 21:30:48 You needn't feel guilty about it blossom Feb 03 21:32:00 You would, if you were dreaming of another Feb 03 21:33:15 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:33:44 I imagine you will continue to dream of him until you've met him Feb 03 21:34:22 That is what concerns me. What if I dream of more than him kissing me? Feb 03 21:35:17 Then you will wake and I will reassure you Feb 03 21:36:09 * Molly nods a little Feb 03 21:36:49 And if I wake in that way I do sometimes when I dream you and I are intimate, that will feel like I have betrayed you. Feb 03 21:36:58 * Molly sounds very troubled Feb 03 21:37:37 It may feel that way but you will not have betrayed me at all Feb 03 21:37:55 You will not feel that I have? Feb 03 21:38:50 no my love Feb 03 21:39:12 * Molly nods Feb 03 21:39:30 Alright, thank you. That makes me feel a little better Feb 03 21:40:09 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:41:08 I do not want to dream of him that way. I would be very happy to dream of you that way though Feb 03 21:42:34 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:42:45 I am still not relishing you meeting him Feb 03 21:43:15 * Molly nods Feb 03 21:43:52 I can certainly understand that. I wish we didn't know what he could have been, so that it was just like meeting any other man Feb 03 21:45:53 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:49:36 Liebes herz? You do know how deeply I love you? Feb 03 21:49:55 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:50:08 and you know the strength of my love for you? Feb 03 21:50:22 * Molly nods Feb 03 21:50:25 I do... Feb 03 21:50:56 but... Feb 03 21:51:11 * Molly looks up at him with a smile "I could always stand to hear you tell me again" Feb 03 21:51:32 I love you to the ends of the world Feb 03 21:51:59 * Molly smiles, blushing "That much?" Feb 03 21:52:38 you realise of course the world has no ends... it is... endless... Feb 03 21:53:07 And that is like your love for me? Feb 03 21:55:29 * Morgan nods Feb 03 21:55:55 That, my love, is very touching Feb 03 21:59:52 I'm glad you think so Feb 03 22:04:00 I do. Very much. Your sweet heart thrills me Feb 03 22:07:14 * Morgan nods Feb 03 22:07:55 * Molly finishes her drink Feb 03 22:08:06 I am going to retire now... Feb 03 22:09:19 alright blossom Feb 03 22:09:34 Are you going to come with me? Feb 03 22:09:56 * Morgan nods Feb 03 22:09:57 * Molly smiles slightly, putting the empty glass on the desk Feb 03 22:11:14 * Molly holds out her hand "To bed then, my love, and we will hope for sweet, happy dreams" Feb 03 22:11:51 * Morgan nods, downing his drink and taking her hand Feb 03 22:13:39 * Molly leads him there, taking the candle with her. The study is dark and quiet, moonlight from the window and a hint of candlelight beneath the door until a short while later only the silver glow through glass remains. Feb 03 22:32:31 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 05 14:06:43 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 05 14:09:00 alright blossom Feb 05 14:09:00 Are you going to come with me? Feb 05 14:09:00 * Morgan nods Feb 05 14:09:00 * Molly smiles slightly, putting the empty glass on the desk Feb 05 14:09:00 * Molly holds out her hand "To bed then, my love, and we will hope for sweet, happy dreams" Feb 05 14:09:02 * Morgan nods, downing his drink and taking her hand Feb 05 14:09:04 * Molly leads him there, taking the candle with her. The study is dark and quiet, moonlight from the window and a hint of candlelight beneath the door until a short while later only the silver glow through glass remains. Feb 05 14:11:30 **He falls asleep with her singing softly to him, something cheerful and Avalonian. "As I was a-walking one midsummer's morning Feb 05 14:11:31 I heard the birds whistle and the nightingales play Feb 05 14:11:31 And there did I spy a beautiful maiden Feb 05 14:11:31 As I was a-walking all on the highway". He drifts off. Feb 05 14:11:54 **He starts to dream. He's out skipping stones by the edge of the Sudlache with Jana the day after the redhead and her Father left for the house in the schwarzenwald, staff busy overseeing the stripping of the burnt maze. Her pink dress is wet around the hem as she frequently crouches on the shoreline to find him stones.** Feb 05 14:12:20 * Molly is now known as Jana Feb 05 14:15:36 * Jana digs around. The water laps at the shoreline, the pleasant day making the lake sparkle. To the right the trees begin, and as the lake edge bends for the south, he can see in the far distance where the Schwarzenwald starts Feb 05 14:16:41 **She brings him a handful of mixed stones, some good for skimming, some not** Nah-na give. Feb 05 14:17:49 thank you sweetheart Feb 05 14:18:18 * Jana stands patiently, watching what he does with them Feb 05 14:19:14 * Morgan looks through them Feb 05 14:19:25 Good stones, Vati? Feb 05 14:19:40 Some very good skimmers... some pretty ones too Feb 05 14:20:53 * Jana nods, going to look for more. Her dress will no doubt cause displeasure below stairs tonight when it has to be hurriedly washed out and dried by the fire, her favourite Feb 05 14:22:00 * Morgan watches her for a minute before looking back over at the forest Feb 05 14:22:58 * Jana works industriously for five minutes, then brings him another handful. There's nothing to see. Everything seems peaceful. The birds are singing, and there's an occasional shout of staff from over where the maze is Feb 05 14:24:43 * Morgan continues skipping stones Feb 05 14:24:54 **She looks at him with her big blue eyes** Nah-na want Muti. Feb 05 14:26:38 * Morgan crouches down Feb 05 14:26:44 I know you do Feb 05 14:27:35 * Jana hugs him Feb 05 14:27:39 Muti gone heaven with God Feb 05 14:28:06 * Morgan nods, holding her tightly Feb 05 14:28:32 * Jana starts to cry in his arms Feb 05 14:29:14 * Morgan rocks her gently Feb 05 14:29:19 I know my darling, I know Feb 05 14:30:03 Nah-na be with Muti **she sobs* Feb 05 14:30:25 No, I need you to be here with me Feb 05 14:30:55 Vati sad too? *the crying lessens a little* Feb 05 14:31:18 Yes, I am, but its a bit better because you're here Feb 05 14:32:10 * Jana strokes his hair and kisses his forehead "Nah-na look after Vati" Feb 05 14:33:14 thank you my little one. We'll look after eachother Feb 05 14:33:32 * Jana hugs him tight before letting go Feb 05 14:33:41 Okay Vati. Find more? Feb 05 14:34:27 yes, lets find some more Feb 05 14:34:47 * Jana starts digging again Feb 05 14:35:54 **she picks up another, and brings it to him. It is white but also filled with colours; dragon stone** Pretty stone. Feb 05 14:37:08 * Morgan nods, turning it over Feb 05 14:37:11 its lovely isn't it Feb 05 14:37:14 **he starts to be able to faintly hear the rhythm of horses at a trot** Feb 05 14:37:20 Like rainbow Feb 05 14:37:56 * Morgan nods Feb 05 14:37:59 its a dragon stone Feb 05 14:39:01 * Jana peers at it Feb 05 14:39:08 Got dragon in? Feb 05 14:39:49 **the sound is coming from the direction of the forest, nearing the tree line** Feb 05 14:40:06 * Morgan looks at the tree line Feb 05 14:40:12 I don't know why they call it that actually Feb 05 14:41:00 Throw in lake? Feb 05 14:41:38 We can do... you don't want to keep it? Feb 05 14:41:50 Keep. Feb 05 14:42:08 * Morgan nods, tucking it into his pocket Feb 05 14:42:14 we'll put it on the mantlepiece Feb 05 14:42:20 **There's the sound of singing from the treeline, a cheerful Avalonian tune. He can't quite make out the words yet** Feb 05 14:42:49 * Jana looks then looks at Morgan** come back? Feb 05 14:44:13 sounds like it, doesn't it? Feb 05 14:47:19 * Jana continues to watch as they break out into sunshine, and the singing becomes clearer "O where are you going, my fair pretty lady? O where are you going so early this morn?" She said, "I'm going down to visit my neighbours, I'm going down to Tawstock, the place I was born". They both look uninjured and with all limbs present** Feb 05 14:47:37 Forest not safe. Feb 05 14:48:39 No, its not Feb 05 14:49:17 **Molly and David have more bags than before, and ride onto the lawn. She waves at Morgan and Jana with a smile as they canter by at a distance and head towards the stables* Feb 05 14:49:57 * Jana watches them do so, then looks up at Morgan to see what he is doing Feb 05 14:50:08 * Morgan is watching them pass Feb 05 14:50:30 Giddy up, Vati! Feb 05 14:51:10 * Morgan looks at her Feb 05 14:51:11 hmm? Feb 05 14:51:32 Be Xantha, Nah-na ride stables Feb 05 14:52:05 **The others are now out of sight in the stable yard beside the house Feb 05 14:54:04 * Jana holds her arms up Feb 05 14:54:42 * Morgan nods, hauling her up onto his shoulders and setting off Feb 05 14:55:17 * Jana uses his ponytail like reins, trying to make him go faster Feb 05 14:55:21 Good horsie Feb 05 14:57:34 * Morgan gets a little faster Feb 05 15:00:40 * Jana laughs and squeals at this. **David has already gone into the main house, but Molly is helping the groom see to the horses. She's obviously familiar with this and seems at ease in this setting. She's dressed as yesterday,  trousers and waistcoat,  hair in one long braid. Feb 05 15:02:44 * Jana wriggles to get down Feb 05 15:03:01 * Morgan lets her down Feb 05 15:03:33 **Molly spots them, giving them an approximation of a curtsey** My Lord, my Lady, good morning. Feb 05 15:04:21 **The groom takes over with the horses and Molly moves towards them. Jana now wants Morgan to pick her up again** Feb 05 15:04:55 * Morgan picks her back up Feb 05 15:05:02 you are uninjured I see Feb 05 15:05:11 * Jana is now known as Molly Feb 05 15:05:32 * Molly smiles "Indeed we are not. You are both well, I hope?" Feb 05 15:06:02 **Jana nods, but says nothing** Feb 05 15:06:41 Did you find what you were looking for? Feb 05 15:06:54 **she nods** It went well. We won't impose on your hospitality any further. Feb 05 15:07:43 I would be interested in hearing what you found Feb 05 15:09:59 * Molly waves a hand with a smile "Some books and things. There was a writer lived there sometime ago" Feb 05 15:10:11 oh? Feb 05 15:11:21 * Molly looks cheerfully nonchalant, but it's that same sort of cheerful nonchalance he has given in taverns churches and over farm gates whilst engaged in espionage Feb 05 15:11:54 Mmhmm books about the supernatural things in Eisen Feb 05 15:12:31 Oh, we definitely need to talk about that Feb 05 15:14:25 * Molly smiles, but there's a hint of curious watchfulness in it that others would completely miss "I am afraid we won't be staying, we will walk to town, then there is a coach to take us up through Gottkirchen to Hafenlohr, then onto Baden to get the ferry." Feb 05 15:14:35 J: Vati, show Xantha? Feb 05 15:16:49 show Xantha what sweetheart? Feb 05 15:17:10 * Molly smiles, watching the two of them Feb 05 15:17:26 J: Show Miss Forr'ster Xantha? Feb 05 15:18:22 * Morgan nods, indicating a stall Feb 05 15:18:34 J: Be careful! Feb 05 15:18:58 * Molly looks at Morgan "Is he bad tempered?" Feb 05 15:19:55 He can be Feb 05 15:21:42 * Molly approaches the huge grey horse. She speaks low, soft and rhythmically "Hi there, gorgeous boy, look at you, aren't you handsome, hmm?" The horse watches her with a look like he gets when Morgan scratches behind his ears for him Feb 05 15:22:36 He can get funny around spy types, mind... Feb 05 15:23:14 * Molly continues to sweet talk him, and the horse is very docile, letting her stroke his muzzle. She doesn't look at all afraid "protective, are you, sweet boy?" Feb 05 15:23:45 J, looking curiously at Morgan: Xantha not bite her? Feb 05 15:24:00 No, doesn't look like it Feb 05 15:25:20 * Molly smiles, but doesn't look away from the horse who looks smitten with her. Her tone remains "The trick is not to be afraid. They can smell fear coming off you, it makes them dangerous. If you are calm, they are calmer" Feb 05 15:28:14 * Morgan frowns at the horse Feb 05 15:28:44 * Molly gives Xantha a gentle pat and tells him he is a good boy before moving away. She smiles at Morgan. "The first two books are easy to find. Investigations Into The Supernatural, volumes one and two, by Darius Eckname." Feb 05 15:29:31 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 05 15:29:58 **Jana watches Morgan, cuddling him** Feb 05 15:30:27 * Molly watches the groom as he bows and leaves, then looks at Jana before looking back to Morgan Feb 05 15:30:41 Would you like me to check her over before we go? Feb 05 15:31:08 * Morgan nods Feb 05 15:31:16 you can tell me about the other books while you do so Feb 05 15:31:41 * Molly smiles, watching him closely "It will only take me a moment" Feb 05 15:31:54 I've no doubt you can speak quickly Feb 05 15:32:32 * Molly watches him appraisingly "You are... tenacious, my Lord" Feb 05 15:32:59 J: *she looks at her father* like handsome? Feb 05 15:35:01 * Morgan smiles at his daughter Feb 05 15:35:10 no, not really... it means I hang on to things Feb 05 15:35:45 * Molly smiles warmly, watching Morgan and Jana "I meant that he doesn't give up. But yes, he is." Feb 05 15:39:35 No, I don't give up Feb 05 15:41:43 * Molly holds her hand out to Jana, and the little girl takes it. Molly closes her eyes, concentrating, and Morgan's neck prickles slightly. Feb 05 15:42:23 There was to be a third book. The author was researching the Schattenmann, and apparently the Nieblungen too. Feb 05 15:42:54 I see... Feb 05 15:43:05 was to be? Feb 05 15:43:12 * Molly lets go. The prickling stops but Jana's smiling continues. J "hand tingly and nice" Feb 05 15:47:19 * Molly nods, looking at Jana then Morgan "she's absolutely well and healthy" Feb 05 15:47:53 * Morgan nods, looking relieved Feb 05 15:49:21 * Molly smiles at him "shall we go outside in the sunshine?" Feb 05 15:49:32 * Morgan nods Feb 05 15:49:58 * Molly hefts a couple of bags onto her shoulders and leads the way Feb 05 15:51:00 The author's family have recently found some of the manuscript for the third book, and are considering publishing it Feb 05 15:52:23 I see... I take it their name isn't Eckname... Feb 05 15:52:48 No, it isn't. Feb 05 15:53:29 bit too obvious to be his name Feb 05 15:53:42 * Molly glances in the direction of the house "Indeed it is. I wonder what is keeping my Father" Feb 05 15:54:36 J: **she reaches out for Molly's braid, wrapping her fingers around it** Like hair. Feb 05 15:54:45 my father could talk the backside off a mule... what is the family name? I assume they won't be publishing it under the Eckname title... Feb 05 15:55:55 * Molly smiles at Jana "Thank you, my Lady. Yours is beautiful" She looks to Morgan "They're going to publish as Eckname still. It lends a reputation and prestige to it" Feb 05 15:58:11 **Jana suddenly pulls Molly closer to her and, inadvertently, to Morgan. Molly looks a little surprised by this as she's suddenly only inches away from his chest** I... uhhh... Feb 05 15:58:40 Jana... we don't pull peoples hair... Feb 05 15:59:54 No no, it's... it's fine. Don't worry. *she gives her attention to Jana, putting a hand on her back* Sometimes it happens if I help someone in that way, they can become fonder of me. Feb 05 16:01:00 I see... so, you were saying the family name... Feb 05 16:01:09 J: **she isnt pulling now, but she's watching Molly, who glances up at Morgan with a smile** Feb 05 16:01:53 Won't be used. The family doesn't want the attention being connected to writing about the supernatural would bring here in Eisen. Feb 05 16:02:12 so they are Eisen... Feb 05 16:02:23 Mmhmm Feb 05 16:03:26 but not local... Feb 05 16:03:32 **David comes around the corner, also carrying a bag** Alright Moll, time we were getting on Feb 05 16:05:54 No, not local. I'll need my hair back, Hasechen **this means little rabbit. Jana lets go. Molly speaks quietly** I am sure my Father will leave our addresses with yours, he is always keen to make new friends. If you ever need help with your daughter's health, do feel free to write, my Lord. Feb 05 16:07:44 I shall Feb 05 16:09:17 * Molly and David share the bags out between them, and he thanks Morgan for the hospitality Feb 05 16:10:08 * Molly smiles at Jana and Morgan once she is fully loaded up "It was a pleasure to meet you both" Feb 05 16:10:20 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:10:22 and you Feb 05 16:10:44 **Goodbyes are said. The Forresters walk down the path towards the village. Molly gives him and Jana a final wave over her shoulder. Jana waves back** Feb 05 16:11:05 * Molly is now known as Jana Feb 05 16:12:06 Like her. Feb 05 16:12:47 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:12:50 I could tell Feb 05 16:13:39 **They disappear in the distance, the trees making the light on the path look bluish. Then he realises everything is blue tone and therefore a dream. He's still holding Jana in his arms, the tiara that Molly got from Faulk askew on her flaxen hair** Feb 05 16:14:14 * Morgan looks at the girl closely Feb 05 16:14:24 I love you so very much Feb 05 16:15:43 * Jana looks back at him, his eyes rather than Edward's like when he holds Florrie. She smiles "I love you, Vati" Feb 05 16:16:44 * Morgan kisses her forehead before trying to wake up Feb 05 16:18:35 * Jana is now known as Molly Feb 05 16:18:49 * Molly gently shakes his shoulder, helping to wake him "liebes herz?" Feb 05 16:19:16 * Morgan nods, drawing a deep breath Feb 05 16:20:14 I'm… umm… sorry to impose upon you, but… ummm… *she trails off* Feb 05 16:29:32 * Morgan blinks a couple of times Feb 05 16:29:33 but? Feb 05 16:32:21 I wondered whether I might be able to ask if you would possibly be able to consider making love to me please? I know it's still early, and it's really not the done thing for a woman to so boldly ask her husband when he has given no indications of his desire, but... Feb 05 16:34:04 whats caused that? Feb 05 16:34:14 A dream Feb 05 16:35:03 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:35:07 if thats what you need my love Feb 05 16:35:28 That is alright? Feb 05 16:35:33 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:37:25 * Molly nods "Please." She tries to urge him over her ((wasn't intending to play this out unless you're keen to)) Feb 05 16:38:05 ((not really) Feb 05 16:38:09 * Morgan complies Feb 05 16:40:40 * Molly is obviously very ready for him to take her and is orgasming within the first few thrusts. She encourages him to go faster and harder, her hands on his shoulders urgent and rough ((does what she asks?)) Feb 05 16:41:06 ((yep)) Feb 05 16:42:39 **He leaves the encounter spent, and with a deep love bite on his shoulder from her climaxing as he did. She lays there breathing hard as he rolls back to being beside her** Feb 05 16:42:54 Th-... thank you... my love. Feb 05 16:43:07 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:43:13 You wish to tell me about the dream? Feb 05 16:45:21 Ummm... I could Feb 05 16:46:21 You do not wish to? Feb 05 16:51:34 I'm not sure it would be of much interest Feb 05 16:52:15 No, it is Feb 05 16:52:47 * Molly nods, fidgeting the sheets around her Feb 05 16:52:51 I dreamt we were at the Winter Ball again, but whilst Eisenfurst Freiburg was about to make a speech you took my hand and led me out onto the terrace… Feb 05 16:53:44 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:53:58 You told me we probably had five minutes, and you were going to make me peak as many times as you could in that time… Feb 05 16:53:58 You told me that I had to be quiet  because we would be in a world of trouble getting caught there whilst you were pleasing me so close to the ballroom. So you pulled my skirts higher and used your fingers. I quickly undid your placket and was pleasing you with my hand... Feb 05 16:54:31 * Morgan nods Feb 05 16:54:43 I peaked a few times, the speech droning on inside, and you said "You… need to stop… before I… spend myself… on your ball gown!" Feb 05 16:55:56 * Molly smiles at the ceiling. He can only just see it in the moonlight Feb 05 16:56:21 and then you woke? Feb 05 16:56:33 No Feb 05 16:57:10 * Molly glances over, trying to make out his expression Feb 05 16:58:56 what then? Feb 05 16:59:08 I used my free hand to gather the expensive silk and my top layer of cotton up high and pinned them between my back and the wall. I said "Onto my petticoat, noone in there will know". Feb 05 17:00:26 and I did? Feb 05 17:00:41 You are sure this is of interest, mon petit chou? **she sounds teasing and playful** Feb 05 17:01:56 \/me nods Feb 05 17:02:00 I am Feb 05 17:02:19 After making me peak again, you withdrew your fingers, bracing your hands on the wall so you could push your hips further forward, almost against the fabric. Into my ear you groaned with quiet desperation "Hard. Fast. Please, Blossom." *she fidgets a little at this* Feb 05 17:04:13 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:06:11 I complied, tightening my grip and stroking you very rapidly whilst you swelled in my hand. You lowered your forehead to mine, I could feel you take a deep breath and grit your teeth as the pleasure assailed you. Feb 05 17:07:10 Then you spilled yourself onto my petticoat in strong surges. I slowed down as your pleasure subsided, and then the speech must have ended, because there was lots of applause that felt very appropriately timed! Feb 05 17:07:22 * Morgan chuckles Feb 05 17:07:31 That set you chuckling and me giggling. You said "An excellent job, your Excellency, well done!" Then someone dropped a glass and I woke up, rather in a state of need. Feb 05 17:10:00 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:10:23 Was that more unusual than you expected? Feb 05 17:10:32 somewhat, aye Feb 05 17:10:58 It displeases you? Feb 05 17:11:05 no blossom Feb 05 17:13:31 * Molly nods Feb 05 17:13:39 That would be far, far too risky Feb 05 17:13:48 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:13:49 indeed Feb 05 17:14:13 A pity you did not dream it with me Feb 05 17:15:01 aye Feb 05 17:18:39 * Molly exhales slowly "So, my love, how did you sleep" Feb 05 17:19:19 A dream rather than a nightmare for a change Feb 05 17:20:11 * Molly nods Feb 05 17:20:21 That's good. What was it? Feb 05 17:20:30 * Morgan explains it Feb 05 17:22:02 Oh. That's... are you alright? Feb 05 17:22:59 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:23:00 aye Feb 05 17:23:22 You could have turned me down, my love. If I had known, I wouldn't have asked. Feb 05 17:24:16 No, its fine Feb 05 17:27:40 * Molly nods slowly Feb 05 17:28:10 If you're sure... Feb 05 17:28:14 I am Feb 05 17:28:49 You are not upset at seeing her? Feb 05 17:29:17 No, I don't think so Feb 05 17:31:22 * Molly nods Feb 05 17:32:51 That's an improvement, isnt it? Feb 05 17:33:31 very much so Feb 05 17:35:10 Does it help that you realise you are dreaming? Feb 05 17:35:45 Aye, I think so Feb 05 17:37:50 * Molly nods Feb 05 17:38:00 I think that's quite nice Feb 05 17:39:05 * MorganK (~madisonst@Madisons-Air.lan) has joined Feb 05 17:39:17 * MorganK has quit (Quit: Leaving) Feb 05 17:40:43 Aye, I agree Feb 05 17:41:12 * Molly smiles "I am glad you're still healing, my love" Feb 05 17:42:45 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:42:48 me too Feb 05 17:44:00 Eckname is Eisen then, and not local to Sudlachenburg... Feb 05 17:44:35 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:44:49 thats what I gather Feb 05 17:44:54 I am certainly interested that there might possibly be a manuscript Feb 05 17:45:00 indeed Feb 05 17:45:16 on the Nieblungen Feb 05 17:46:05 Mmhmm. He had sketched them in the book, they were near the waterwheel house... Feb 05 17:49:22 It does make me wonder... Feb 05 17:50:06 what? Feb 05 17:50:42 What do the Nieblungen know of him... and what did he know of them? Feb 05 17:51:00 indeed Feb 05 17:51:14 I wonder if... he was the other man allowed into a mine... Feb 05 17:51:44 Mmm an interesting possibility Feb 05 17:52:16 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:52:32 Which then begs the question "why him?" Feb 05 17:53:53 * Morgan nods Feb 05 17:53:55 quite Feb 05 17:54:32 We will ask, when we get to Niesfeld? Feb 05 17:54:49 I think so Feb 05 17:57:22 * Molly nods, rolling to him and kissing him gently Feb 05 17:57:37 It must be nearly dawn, it's getting lighter Feb 05 17:58:03 * Morgan nods, stretching Feb 05 17:58:05 time to get up then Feb 05 18:36:19 * Molly nods "I'm afraid so, my love" Feb 05 18:37:04 * Morgan nods, climbing out of bed Feb 05 18:42:41 * Molly watches his back and bottom a moment with a smile Feb 05 18:42:46 I should get up too Feb 05 18:43:04 oh? Feb 05 18:45:23 I want to get things in order for teaching Varick. I wonder if we should look for a tutor whilst in Freiburg Feb 05 18:47:20 Might be worth looking into Feb 05 18:53:20 * Molly gets out of bed once he has had time to get dressed, and kisses him briefly he goes, her bare skin again his clothing Feb 05 18:55:09 * Morgan smiles as he heads up on deck Feb 05 18:57:12 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 05 18:57:16 * Claudia is sat up in the rigging when he gets there, and Morgan can see that Koen is actually on watch. Claudia may not have active command, but she does have an open flask. Feb 05 18:58:12 * Morgan clambers up beside her Feb 05 18:58:47 * Claudia glances at him, then takes a mouthful from the flask before handing it to him Feb 05 18:59:04 * Morgan swigs it before handing it back Feb 05 19:04:41 * Claudia drinks another mouthful of the scotch, scowling at the horizon Feb 05 19:05:03 When you're ready... Feb 05 19:08:11 Nightmare. Feb 05 19:09:05 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:11:56 You? Feb 05 19:14:39 Not really Feb 05 19:16:18 * Claudia nods Feb 05 19:16:29 Lucky Feb 05 19:16:47 wann' tell me about it? Feb 05 19:18:48 * Claudia looks grim Feb 05 19:19:14 Old memory. Feb 05 19:20:08 flashback sort of memory? Feb 05 19:21:21 * Claudia nods Feb 05 19:21:24 About a year into my service on my first ship, we got a new Captain. He was a nephew of someone very high up in Command. Stadler, his name was. He is the reason I hate hearing my name whispered or being touched gently whilst I was asleep. Feb 05 19:22:01 I see Feb 05 19:22:14 * Claudia drinks again, and again offers him the flask Feb 05 19:23:00 He would come to the crew room whilst everyone was asleep, and he would start touching me and whispering my name in my ear. He told me if I made a sound he would tell everyone it was me trying to get him into bed and would see me dishonourably discharged. I had no life or purpose outside my unit. Noone would have stood up for me. Feb 05 19:23:11 * Morgan takes it, swigging again before passing it back Feb 05 19:23:44 He died. Choked to death in a pool of his own vomit having drunk too much. **She sips the scotch** That's how it looked, anyway. Feb 05 19:24:47 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:25:49 It wasn't what happened, but it was meticulously planned, so there was never any question. Feb 05 19:26:41 I should probably be disapproving of that... Feb 05 19:26:51 * Claudia shrugs Feb 05 19:27:18 Be disapproving if you want. Doesn't change what happened to him, or what happened to me. Feb 05 19:27:45 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 05 19:27:51 he deserved worse Feb 05 19:28:48 Things were quiet, we were on sea patrol. It would have been six months more to wait for a battlefield where it could be Feb 05 19:29:24 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:29:54 I wasn't putting up with it that long Feb 05 19:30:16 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:30:51 That's what I dreamt of. Him, and his wandering hands. Feb 05 19:31:34 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:33:21 After Insel, I'm going to tell Heinzharold Feb 05 19:33:45 Don't want him brooding on it when he sees Sebastien? Feb 05 19:34:26 They had friends who died for what they did to me. Feb 05 19:35:44 they deserved to Feb 05 19:38:39 * Claudia nods Feb 05 19:38:59 I know. But Heinzharold will feel guilty as shit for even being around them Feb 05 19:39:11 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:39:13 no doubt Feb 05 19:41:07 I don't look forward to seeing the look on his face Feb 05 19:41:26 No, I would imagine not. Will you want me there? Feb 05 19:45:41 * Claudia shrugs Feb 05 19:45:50 I can handle it. I'm not weak. Feb 05 19:46:19 Never for a second suggested you were, or that you'd _need_ me there... Feb 05 19:47:58 He might need you there. Feb 05 19:48:19 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:50:24 You can be there, for him. Feb 05 19:50:35 * Morgan nods Feb 05 19:50:37 as you wish Feb 05 19:51:59 * Claudia offers him the scotch Feb 05 19:52:10 * Morgan takes a mouthful, handing it back Feb 05 19:52:19 You had a good night? Feb 05 19:52:29 so so Feb 05 19:54:49 * Claudia nods Feb 05 19:54:59 Nothing weird to watch out for? Feb 05 19:55:16 No... dreamed of Jana Feb 05 19:55:32 * Claudia grimaces Feb 05 19:55:36 Sounds bad Feb 05 19:56:00 It was alright Feb 05 19:57:47 Last time you were pretty bothered Feb 05 20:00:40 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:00:47 maybe I'm healing Feb 05 20:03:32 * Claudia nods Feb 05 20:03:43 Maybe you are Feb 05 20:04:57 I'm happy for you. It's been a long time Feb 05 20:05:11 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:07:43 * Claudia smiles, the sun coming over the horizon Feb 05 20:08:41 Tomorrow evening we should be in Insel. You want me coming with you to the doctor's house, or staying on the ship? Feb 05 20:10:34 there _shouldn't_ be any need from a safety point of view... Feb 05 20:12:37 * Claudia nods Feb 05 20:12:59 Not going to be any violence on anyone Feb 05 20:13:30 probably Feb 05 20:15:10 Unlikely Heinzharold and Rosie will fall out Feb 05 20:15:56 No, I know Feb 05 20:16:27 I'll stay with the ship then Feb 05 20:16:49 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:21:13 * Claudia goes down on deck not much later, starting the forenoon watch and taking the Rose back on the move towards Insel. Things seem smooth, and below deck in the study Molly and Heinzharold are working together teaching Varick whilst Inga gets on with some sewing. It's peaceful and easy, only interrupted by Sorgi asking Morgan if he wants to do the afternoon watch, which would mean him missing the hour where Varick is asleep Feb 05 20:22:19 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:22:26 aye, I'll need a moment to explain to Varick Feb 05 20:24:56 **Sorgi nods, heading up on deck* Feb 05 20:25:35 * Morgan goes to speak to Varick Feb 05 20:28:09 **Varick is working on sums at the desk** Feb 05 20:28:33 * Morgan crouches down beside him Feb 05 20:28:39 how're you getting on? Feb 05 20:29:24 V: I don't like sums. Feb 05 20:31:52 They're useful though Feb 05 20:32:11 * Claudia is now known as Varick Feb 05 20:32:28 I would rather draw or play Feb 05 20:33:08 I know Feb 05 20:34:00 Are you going to sail the ship? Feb 05 20:34:34 thats what I came to tell you... I'll have to miss your nap time to do it Feb 05 20:34:56 Okay, Mama can put me for my nap Feb 05 20:35:31 **Molly nods** that's fine Feb 05 20:36:42 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:41:01 **He gets time to grab lunch just before his watch. It's drizzly but not too bad. They see lots of other ships with varying national flags, but it's an easy time captaining, and Sorgi does almost nothing but be present as back up. It's very satisfying. When he is done, Heinzharold wants to spar with him as Claudia is napping before her next watch. Feb 05 20:41:05 * Varick is now known as HH Feb 05 20:42:16 * HH flails around before they start as if the sword has a mind of its own and HH is trying to stop it Feb 05 20:43:36 * Morgan watches him Feb 05 20:43:40 if you're quite finished... Feb 05 20:44:42 Whoa, calm down, y' steel idiot! *he puts his other hand on it, hugging it close. 'S okay, I got 'im! Feb 05 20:45:15 well, if the sword has a mind of its own, at least it might be a challenge this time... Feb 05 20:45:33 * HH flips him off Feb 05 20:45:49 Y' ever thought about havin' some fun? Feb 05 20:47:08 No, you take all of that Feb 05 20:47:34 * HH swings the sword around properly now, grinning "Though fr'm what I over'eard, y' had fun this morning" Feb 05 20:47:58 * Morgan frowns Feb 05 20:48:05 say again... Feb 05 20:51:30 Our special girls were very giggly, an' I heard the term "wonderful way to start the morning" Feb 05 20:53:24 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 05 20:55:14 Hang on y' thought I meant I'd heard it directly? Feb 05 20:55:44 * Morgan nods Feb 05 20:56:22 * HH laughs Feb 05 20:56:46 No, I steer well clear of your rooms til I know yer up Feb 05 20:58:00 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 05 20:58:23 Af'er the morning at the cottage where I was askin' ya questions during it, I'm a bit more mindful that yer not Saint Morgan of Puritytown no more Feb 05 20:59:20 things change... Feb 05 20:59:54 * HH nods Feb 05 21:00:40 It's not just a Sunday or Wednesday like Inga tells me is th' way you noble types usually go about it with yer wives Feb 05 21:00:59 and yet she still holds the notion that I am... conventional... Feb 05 21:01:08 * HH chuckles Feb 05 21:01:53 Yep, she does. She thinks Molly knows a lotta stuff from being on that Montaigne ship but that Molly hasn't told you most of it Feb 05 21:02:08 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:02:40 I can tell 'er about the tavern and stables if y' like Feb 05 21:02:54 Perhaps not Feb 05 21:03:15 Wouldn' think you were conventional then Feb 05 21:04:02 no... Feb 05 21:04:29 She didn' even notice that bruise y' left on Molly's neck the day after we came back fr'm our trip. Feb 05 21:04:51 does she walk around with her eyes shut? Feb 05 21:06:08 To be fair to the lassies, Inga is mostly busy staring at me, and Molly did a good job coverin' it with her hair. If she didn't spend the time poking at it and smiling to herself she'da gotten away with it Feb 05 21:07:14 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:09:11 Never seen a woman do tha' before. Bit like that habit of touching her lower lip when she's thinking about you Feb 05 21:10:01 Helps her remember the activity, perhaps... like smelling something... Feb 05 21:10:25 * HH nods Feb 05 21:11:01 Could be. Yer obviously doing something right Feb 05 21:13:55 * Morgan shrugs Feb 05 21:13:57 I suppose so Feb 05 21:16:50 First time for e'erything, eh? Feb 05 21:17:50 shut up Feb 05 21:19:39 * HH laughs Feb 05 21:20:02 Ready then? Or has yer wife exhausted you? Feb 05 21:21:18 * Morgan flourishes his sword Feb 05 21:21:20 come on then Feb 05 21:25:19 * HH does spar with him for quite a while, still with plenty of mucking about. It's enjoyable, and the time slips away from them. It reminds him of easier days, when they were children and Morgan was in summer break from the academy, passing on his new skills from school and picking up ones from the locals in Sudlachenburg Feb 05 21:26:34 **Varick is having tea when Morgan gets there, and then they play with his soldiers a while before bed. Another chapter in Thean sees the hero annoying yet another god and being delayed even more. Dinnertime is nice and followed by poker, which sees Molly cleaning up after the others have said goodnight** M: I'm not sure where today has gone! Feb 05 21:26:40 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 05 21:28:35 No, it has rather flown by Feb 05 21:28:39 It happens when travelling, doesn't it? Not much seems to happen. Feb 05 21:28:46 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:28:49 quite so Feb 05 21:30:21 * Molly cleans up Feb 05 21:30:46 How was your watch? it felt smooth Feb 05 21:31:33 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:31:37 it went well Feb 05 21:31:53 * Molly smiles "And you are enjoying it?" Feb 05 21:32:54 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:33:19 How was your practice with Heinzharold? Feb 05 21:33:48 Its like sparring with a dangerous child Feb 05 21:34:15 * Molly smiles "oh dear! He has been particularly silly today?" Feb 05 21:34:26 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:35:36 * Molly sits on the desk "Did he tell you he has agreed with Doctor Rosenkrantz that we will spend tomorrow and Wednesday nights at the Rosenkrantz Manor? Feb 05 21:36:24 No... Feb 05 21:37:31 Well, he has. The festivities on Wednesday sometimes run into the evening, apparently, and the manor is closer to town than the dock the Rose would be best suited to Feb 05 21:38:10 * Morgan sighs Feb 05 21:38:19 I can see I'm going to have to talk to him about that Feb 05 21:40:00 It is a big problem? Feb 05 21:41:26 * Morgan sighs Feb 05 21:41:28 I suppose not Feb 05 21:42:34 * Molly watches him Feb 05 21:42:39 Liebes herz... Feb 05 21:43:06 what? Feb 05 21:43:18 Talk to me, please... Feb 05 21:44:01 I am uneasy about being there as it is, without him making arrangements for me without even consulting us Feb 05 21:45:34 He wants to see his friend, and he wants to show Inga off a bit Feb 05 21:47:16 neither of which require arranging for _us_ to stay there Feb 05 21:47:47 * Molly nods, chewing her lip "Varick wants to see the tower" Feb 05 21:47:56 * Morgan nods Feb 05 21:49:48 I don't think you need worry, my love. I am sure we'll be so busy we hardly spend any time with Seb at all Feb 05 21:54:47 thats not the point Feb 05 21:55:23 It is that it is out of your control to keep he and I apart? Feb 05 21:55:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 05 21:55:40 I suppose so Feb 05 21:56:11 You do trust me though? Feb 05 21:56:21 of course Feb 05 21:57:22 Then us sharing the house a few days should be alright Feb 05 22:01:33 * Molly watches him Feb 05 22:01:58 Do you dislike him, from what you have seen of him in my dreams? Feb 05 22:02:57 I don't know... I don't think so Feb 05 22:03:22 * Molly nods Feb 05 22:03:36 It is just that you dislike what he could have been? Feb 05 22:03:52 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:05:56 * Molly nods "But he isn't my husband, nor will he ever be" Feb 05 22:08:36 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:10:33 There's every chance our personalities and hearts would be completely unsuited, given that we have come along different paths than the ones where we end up together Feb 05 22:12:47 aye, maybe Feb 05 22:13:10 You do not seem sure... you are concerned? Feb 05 22:14:38 * Molly watches him Feb 05 22:14:54 There's still a chance you will feel something for him... even though you would not wish it Feb 05 22:15:18 * Molly nods slowly Feb 05 22:16:28 I suppose so. If it were possible for mine and your souls to recognise each other and have a connection of some degree or another even if we had been wed to others, it is possible. Feb 05 22:18:02 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:20:15 * Molly sighs Feb 05 22:20:35 I hope not, but if I do, would you prefer not to know? Feb 05 22:20:47 * Morgan sighs Feb 05 22:20:50 I dont know Feb 05 22:21:35 * Molly nods "I can understand that" Feb 05 22:24:14 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:26:14 * Molly watches him sadly "It's a tough situation, I know" Feb 05 22:27:37 aye it is Feb 05 22:28:04 Maybe I should meet him alone first? Feb 05 22:28:53 * Morgan frowns Feb 05 22:28:54 no Feb 05 22:29:19 It would save you seeing anything if there was anything to see Feb 05 22:29:42 * Morgan starts to scowl Feb 05 22:30:27 * Molly looks at the floor "I am offering to protect you from that pain and discomfort" Feb 05 22:32:25 no Feb 05 22:32:46 * Molly nods Feb 05 22:33:15 You will let me know when you have decided if you would want me to tell yoy Feb 05 22:33:17 You* Feb 05 22:34:06 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:34:08 I will Feb 05 22:35:08 * Molly nods, hopping off the desk Feb 05 22:35:19 I will retire now Feb 05 22:35:28 * Morgan nods\alright blossom Feb 05 22:35:46 You are coming now? Feb 05 22:36:38 aye, I think I will Feb 05 22:37:01 You will wait for the morning to tell off Heinzharold? Feb 05 22:38:26 * Molly takes off her boots, putting them aside Feb 05 22:39:02 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:39:05 aye Feb 05 22:41:25 * Molly nods, going on through. She's in bed in record time. She kisses his cheek gently once he is in, and says "goodnight, liebes herz" Feb 05 22:43:13 * Morgan sighs, getting undressed and into bed Feb 05 22:44:02 I should sing? Feb 05 22:44:08 If you wish Feb 05 22:44:25 You do not wish me to? Feb 05 22:44:46 * Morgan shrugs Feb 05 22:44:58 as always, when you withdraw from me, I am compelled to do the same Feb 05 22:45:18 * Molly frowns Feb 05 22:45:26 How did I withdraw? Feb 05 22:45:49 You practically sprinted to bed and bid me goodnight Feb 05 22:46:35 I apologise, I had not realised it would seem so. Feb 05 22:46:50 * Morgan nods Feb 05 22:47:39 I was leaving the situation in your hands, to decide how to proceed Feb 05 22:49:54 * Molly turns on her side to watch him Feb 05 22:49:59 * Morgan nods, stretching Feb 05 22:52:24 I am sorry. I do not want yo withdraw. I am worried you will get hurt, that you will compare yourself and not feel secure. Feb 05 22:55:02 * Morgan shrugs Feb 05 22:55:08 lets be honest, thats likely anyway Feb 05 22:55:20 * Molly gently puts her hand on his arm Feb 05 22:55:22 Why? Feb 05 22:55:38 It just is Feb 05 22:56:00 I did not think you inclined to such Feb 05 22:59:08 * Molly tilts her head "perhaps I just haven't noticed it when you have compared yourself to others" Feb 05 23:00:30 generally I dont but... Feb 05 23:01:58 But the idea that he might be a better fit for me, make me happier, disappoint me less often, do a better job of being what I need...? Feb 05 23:03:30 * Morgan nods Feb 05 23:03:46 * Molly takes his hand Feb 05 23:04:03 This I do understand well... Feb 05 23:04:38 * Morgan nods Feb 05 23:05:26 The problem is is that you view you from your own perspective, with all the negative things you see in yourself. To understand your value _to me_, you would have to understand you from _my_ perspective Feb 05 23:05:52 I suppose Feb 05 23:06:03 * Molly smiles a little Feb 05 23:06:52 If you will not take my word on it, I will tell you that that is what Peter taught me, and his experience is significantly longer than mine Feb 05 23:07:05 * Morgan nods Feb 05 23:08:12 _You_ are the man I choose. I don't care whether he would be "better", or anything like that. You are my man, liebes herz. Feb 05 23:11:00 even so... Feb 05 23:11:28 * Molly moves so she is half laid on him "Kiss me, and I will spend some time showing you where you belong. If you wish, we will talk more tomorrow, but tonight let's not waste words when our bodies can speak for us..." Feb 05 23:12:00 * Morgan nods Feb 05 23:12:03 alright blossom Feb 05 23:14:16 **True to her word, she does show him quite forcefully, and he acquires a mark on his neck that is going to be very obvious, as well as more below the collar line. And when they are both completely spent, she lies in his arms and sings My Bonny Blue Eyed boy in Avalonian as he drifts off Feb 05 23:42:15 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 06 17:48:49 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 06 18:48:56 **He falls asleep and again he is in the thread of their self-pleasuring. It is Friday, around three o'clock in the afternoon. His sleep had not been blighted by lingering arousal as on Tuesday night, but by her suggestion of him being in her room for a future night of self-satisfaction and also her whispered confession of love in what she assumed was complete privacy. Feb 06 18:48:56 **They are wandering the house doing last checks of locked doors, cleanliness and linens before the guests arrive. Mostly, it is just killing time. The house is perfect already. Feb 06 18:48:56 **Justicar Howe and his mistress had already arrived before lunch, possibly to catch the house off guard. He and Morgan had played chess whilst Molly had chatted with his mistress. Feb 06 18:48:56 **Molly had been polite but not like a servant, curious but not prying. On occasional glances between moves, he could see how Molly was studying this woman's mannerisms, and then starting to use a few of them. All in all, she had done very well in her first social interaction since becoming his mistress** Feb 06 18:48:56 **In the furthest reaches of the house, she seems quietly completive, walking beside him but not so close as to cause raised eyebrows,  not that anyone was often over here**. Feb 06 18:52:13 * Molly goes into one warm guest room and opens the sash window a little "I think some air would be good..." Feb 06 18:52:54 oh? Feb 06 18:53:16 * Molly just makes a distracted mmm noise Feb 06 18:53:53 Something on your mind Molly? Feb 06 18:54:31 * Molly takes a rag from her pocket, cleaning a spotless piece of the glass Feb 06 18:54:34 I was mostly wondering if you had given thought to what I said last night… Feb 06 18:54:54 I may have Feb 06 18:56:54 * Molly fusses with the tiebacks Feb 06 18:57:05 May I ask what you were thinking? Feb 06 18:57:46 I was trying to decide if I am ready for that Feb 06 18:57:57 * Molly nods Feb 06 18:58:07 Have you come to a conclusion? Feb 06 18:58:56 * Molly runs out of things to do with her hands, so has to sit on the windowsill with her fingers interlocked Feb 06 19:00:25 I think so Feb 06 19:03:19 Is that the conclusion, or that you have come to a conclusion? Feb 06 19:03:39 * Molly is blushing, not quite making eye contact Feb 06 19:03:53 Both, I suppose Feb 06 19:04:13 * Molly nods Feb 06 19:04:21 If it is impossible for us to take it forward yet, I am content where we are... Feb 06 19:07:48 No, we'll... try it Feb 06 19:09:18 * Molly smiles "Is there anything I can do that will make it less hard for you?" Feb 06 19:09:27 * Morgan sniggers Feb 06 19:13:46 * Molly blushes Feb 06 19:14:26 Oh! I...uhh... I didn't mean... **he can see a complicated mix of arousal and embarrassment in her expression** Feb 06 19:15:12 I know blossom Feb 06 19:16:50 I meant how I might make you more at ease Feb 06 19:18:42 I know you did Feb 06 19:21:02 * Molly nods Feb 06 19:21:27 And you are not regretful of what has occured the last few nights? Feb 06 19:21:41 No... I am not Feb 06 19:21:49 * Molly looks relieved Feb 06 19:21:52 I am glad Feb 06 19:22:18 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:23:05 * Molly stands up, running the cloth over the mantle that doesnt need it "And you do not think less of me?" Feb 06 19:24:40 Not in the slightest Feb 06 19:26:50 When I was seven and my brother was fifteen, I heard my Mama take the wooden spoon to the back of his legs for doing such Feb 06 19:29:39 Your mother is particularly religious? Feb 06 19:29:47 * Molly nods Feb 06 19:29:53 Very much Feb 06 19:31:08 She would be horrified at the level of intimacy we have shared out of wedlock Feb 06 19:31:11 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:31:13 figures Feb 06 19:32:12 My upbringing has been... sheltered. I know almost nothing Feb 06 19:32:54 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:33:54 * Molly looks around "was there anything you needed to speak to me about or ask me?" Feb 06 19:34:12 such as? Feb 06 19:34:21 I have no idea Feb 06 19:34:29 * Morgan shrugs Feb 06 19:34:34 Are you happy? Feb 06 19:34:46 * Molly tilts her head Feb 06 19:34:56 I think so Feb 06 19:37:16 You are not sure? Feb 06 19:38:25 I cannot think of anything that is making me unhappy, so I must be happy *she smiles* Feb 06 19:39:35 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Feb 06 19:39:41 interesting way of putting it Feb 06 19:40:31 Is there something I _ought_ to be unhappy about? Feb 06 19:40:54 Only you can answer that one Feb 06 19:41:19 Are _you_ happy, liebes herz? **she watches him** Feb 06 19:42:13 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:42:15 I'd say so Feb 06 19:42:34 * Molly smiles warmly "I hope I have helped with that" Feb 06 19:43:10 immensely... I do worry that this is not enough for you Feb 06 19:43:25 * Molly shakes her head Feb 06 19:43:40 I am happy to be with you Feb 06 19:44:16 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:44:55 Why would I not be? I knee how things stood when I accepted your request Feb 06 19:45:01 Knew* Feb 06 19:45:13 I suppose so Feb 06 19:48:24 * Molly watches him, nodding Feb 06 19:48:41 You do not need to worry. This is enough. Feb 06 19:52:41 * Morgan nods Feb 06 19:52:42 alright Feb 06 19:53:25 * Molly watches him a long moment before she suddenly says "we should check how the kitchen is doing." Feb 06 19:53:43 You have something on your mind... Feb 06 19:54:30 I... *she blushes, speaking quieter* I wanted to kiss you Feb 06 19:57:12 * Morgan looks around Feb 06 19:57:14 probably safe Feb 06 19:58:43 * Molly nods, biting her lip. She watches up at him intently, then suddenly presses her lips to his Feb 06 19:59:36 * Morgan wraps his arms around her, pulling her close while he kisses her back Feb 06 20:03:07 * Molly sighs happily, her arms going around his waist. Her kiss is soft and tender rather than either passionate or playful Feb 06 20:13:19 * Morgan pulls away slightly Feb 06 20:13:24 we should probably check on the kitchen Feb 06 20:17:09 * Molly nods a little, eyes still closed as she runs the tip of her tongue just onto her lower lip before sucking it "mmhmm" Feb 06 20:22:50 come along then blossom Feb 06 20:23:58 * Molly takes a deep breath Feb 06 20:24:08 Alright... Feb 06 20:25:06 **Making their winding way back towards the dining room, Morgan starts to hear unfamiliar voices. It isn't uncommon for Catherine's guests to bring along new acquaintances, but the Eisen accents are immediately striking, perhaps Kai has brought some people** Feb 06 20:25:24 * Morgan slows, listening Feb 06 20:43:44 **One male voice sounds younger, the male voice older, twenties and sixties perhaps, talking in Eisen** Feb 06 20:43:44 Younger: I would have stayed in town if I had known Feb 06 20:43:44 Older: I wouldn't have asked hospitality if I had known her ladyship was entertaining. But it will be a pleasant weekend nonetheless Feb 06 20:43:55 * Molly watches Morgan curiously Feb 06 20:45:55 *whispering* do you know them? **the voices are unfamiliar** Feb 06 20:49:57 * Morgan shakes his head, moving closer Feb 06 20:50:26 **the Eisen men turn from the corridor from the dining room into that where the servants stairs lead up. The young man is blonde with a moustache, the older man's hair has gone white. They resemble each other around the eyes. Both stop and bow, but the younger man's attention is on Molly** Feb 06 20:51:10 * Morgan watches them before speaking in Avalonian Feb 06 20:51:41 gentlemen... I don't believe I know you Feb 06 20:52:01 * Molly curtsies automatically. The young man he doesn't know is Sebastian Rosenkrantz looks at her with admiration. She watches him right back, though her expression is undeniably attraction. The older replies Feb 06 20:53:33 R, in Avalonian: Good afternoon, I am Doctor Joseff Rosenkrantz, Freiarr Insel of Eisen, this is my son Lord Sebastian Rosenkrantz. Feb 06 20:54:05 * Morgan nods Feb 06 20:54:11 long way fr'm 'ome Feb 06 20:54:44 S, glancing away from Molly to Morgan: My Father and Lady Torrington's were long-standing acquaintances Feb 06 20:56:26 R: And your name, sir? Feb 06 20:57:15 Morgan, I'm the master at arms Feb 06 20:57:38 * Molly is watching them quietly, blushing and averting her gaze when Seb looks at her Feb 06 20:58:53 R: Excellent, we have just seen Lady Torrington in the dining room and she suggested looking out for you *he glances between his son and the young woman wearing an Eisen style dress* would you introduce us? Feb 06 20:59:57 This is Molly, one of Lady Torringtons staff Feb 06 21:02:53 **The older man greets her first, then his son does, smiling warmly at her** S: I like your dress. **Molly nods, blushing again** Thank you. Feb 06 21:03:28 R: Morgan, which room would it be best for us to have? I know you are expecting many guests. Feb 06 21:04:02 You are sharing? Feb 06 21:04:49 R, smiling: As we are unexpected and imposing, I think that is best, we do not want to be a nuisance Feb 06 21:05:25 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 06 21:05:58 * Molly glances at Morgan, watching him closely "I could take them up to the east wing, I am sure we can find something" Feb 06 21:06:19 * Morgan looks at her seriously Feb 06 21:06:22 If that is what you wish Feb 06 21:07:17 * Molly frowns slightly as if there is something she is not understanding here. The moment draws out until the silence becomes awkward Feb 06 21:07:48 R: I do know the east wing. We can wait there until someone is available Feb 06 21:08:13 * Morgan looks at them before nodding Feb 06 21:08:30 You have luggage to be brought up? Feb 06 21:10:04 S: Only a bag each, the groomsmen said to leave them in the dining room. **his attention is still mostly on Molly, and hers is about split between him and Morgan** Feb 06 21:10:32 R: **he inclines his head** Your assistance is appreciated Feb 06 21:11:39 * Molly watches them as they progress down the hallway. The house seems quiet, no nearby chatter or footsteps. The staff must all be busy Feb 06 21:12:36 * Morgan watches her Feb 06 21:14:01 * Molly looks back to him after they are out of sight Feb 06 21:14:04 Very odd Feb 06 21:14:54 odd? Feb 06 21:16:11 Unexpected foreign strangers... intriguing Feb 06 21:16:26 * Molly glances in that direction again Feb 06 21:17:12 * Morgan closes his eyes for a moment, breathing slowly Feb 06 21:20:06 You are worried they are here from your family? Feb 06 21:22:01 No... I am worried at your reaction to the younger one Feb 06 21:22:31 * Molly blushes Feb 06 21:22:45 I... it's... Feb 06 21:23:42 * Morgan watches her, obviously worried Feb 06 21:26:35 * Molly watches him solemnly Feb 06 21:26:43 Liebes herz... Feb 06 21:28:41 yes? Feb 06 21:29:59 Did you love her the moment you met her? Feb 06 21:32:16 You're going to leave me... Feb 06 21:33:12 * Molly frowns "I said nothing of the sort" Feb 06 21:33:45 You lay eyes on him and _that_ is your first question... Feb 06 21:34:04 Yes. Because it is important. Feb 06 21:35:11 * Morgan rubs at his neck Feb 06 21:35:21 I don't know. Feb 06 21:36:35 Surely that is something one knows, either way? Feb 06 21:37:37 * Morgan sighs Feb 06 21:38:09 I suppose so Feb 06 21:38:23 * Molly nods Feb 06 21:38:47 I see... that is what I thought. Feb 06 21:39:03 * Morgan watches her Feb 06 21:40:02 * Molly looks thoughtful Feb 06 21:44:54 We should go to the kitchen Feb 06 21:45:19 Molly... Feb 06 21:45:49 Yes? Feb 06 21:46:52 talk to me please. What is going on? Do you wish to undo our arrangement? Feb 06 21:48:11 No, I do not wish that Feb 06 21:49:03 then what? Feb 06 21:50:06 I... **she watches him warily* Feb 06 21:50:41 * Morgan watches her Feb 06 21:52:05 He's certainly handsome, but... Feb 06 21:52:12 but... Feb 06 21:53:32 * Molly chews her lip a moment Feb 06 21:54:01 But I... **She's interrupted by someone shouting "Master Hockridge!"** Feb 06 21:54:30 * Morgan shouts back Feb 06 21:54:32 WHAT? Feb 06 21:55:41 **The maid shouts "The ceiling in the dining room is leaking!" Feb 06 21:58:04 * Morgan mutters Feb 06 21:58:06 thats nice Feb 06 21:58:10 * Morgan looks at Molly Feb 06 21:58:12 but you... Feb 06 21:58:42 * Molly glances in the direction of the dining room Feb 06 21:58:56 You should see to that. I will go up to the East wing Feb 06 21:59:24 * Morgan watches her Feb 06 21:59:37 You will not tell me? Feb 06 21:59:57 Another time. When there isn't so much to do. Feb 06 22:00:18 but you will not leave me? Feb 06 22:00:43 **Again he is called "Master Hockridge, it's dripping on the floor!" Feb 06 22:01:21 * Morgan watches her Feb 06 22:01:31 That matters so much? Feb 06 22:01:35 * Morgan nods Feb 06 22:01:43 it matters that you wish to remain with me Feb 06 22:02:26 **The maid scurries out of the dining room, looking frazzled** Master Hockridge! Feb 06 22:03:39 * Molly 's attention is diverted by the fretful servant Feb 06 22:03:57 * Morgan looks at the maid Feb 06 22:04:06 get a bucket, I'll be there in a moment Feb 06 22:05:26 **the maid looks frustrated, and turns on her heel towards the dining hall** Feb 06 22:06:40 They would not manage without you Feb 06 22:07:15 * Morgan sighs, looking resigned Feb 06 22:07:38 **he wakes up at the feeling of Molly moving next to him in the dark, curling up to his back** Feb 06 22:08:04 * Morgan scowls, grinding his teeth Feb 06 22:10:25 * Molly rests her cheek between his shoulder blades, an arm gently coming around his waist, assuming he is asleep ((distress and desperation?)) Feb 06 22:11:31 ((moderate)) Feb 06 22:13:39 **his fingers tingle, but it doesn't feel like an issue that won't settle** Feb 06 22:15:52 * Morgan tries to get an idea of the time Feb 06 22:17:17 **he's been asleep less than two hours** Feb 06 22:18:21 * Morgan grumbles quietly, trying to calm his mind Feb 06 22:20:04 **He eventually manages it, though her hair tickles his bare back Feb 06 22:20:34 * Morgan tries to go back to sleep Feb 06 22:22:27 **he eventually manages to* Feb 06 22:23:00 **He slips into Molly's dream. He knows the stable, he's been in this dream thread of hers before, where she is the freiarr's daughter and he is the freiarr's groom, where she had taken him to the peach orchard and attempted to seduce him, interrupted whilst on her knees about to use her mouth upon him by Ulysses scratching at the real door. There's Xantha and Aurora, a horse she calls Inamorata, the Thean for beloved. A dream where she carries rosary beads. Feb 06 22:23:34 **Xantha looks pleased to see him** Feb 06 22:25:34 **He can hear her talking outside** Yes Father, I will tell him. I will be home in good time for dinner. Feb 06 22:26:48 * Morgan gives Xantha some grooming Feb 06 22:26:54 * Molly strides on into the stable, again in the blue riding habit and with her rosary at her waist. She watches him with all the self-possession of a fairly spoilt young noblewoman Feb 06 22:26:56 Hockridge, my Father wishes you to escort me to St. Elena's, he wishes an inventory done, and feels I should burn off some energy in the saddle. Feb 06 22:27:21 * Morgan nods Feb 06 22:27:55 * Molly waits for him to saddle their horses and help her mount up Feb 06 22:30:01 * Morgan does so Feb 06 22:30:04 **She rides the opposite direction out of the stable yard this time, east not west. The coast in the distance is sandy beach and harbour for smaller ships to the north, and south is fields before turning to forest. Feb 06 22:30:51 * Molly waits til they are off the estate and onto the track road before dropping her pounding pace to ride beside him Feb 06 22:30:52 Are you put out with me, Hockridge? It has been a week since that day with the peaches, and I have barely caught sight of you! Feb 06 22:32:16 No, I've just been exceedingly busy Feb 06 22:33:05 * Molly makes a hmph noise "I shall have my Father hire an additional undergroomsman then" Feb 06 22:33:51 Not sure he'll see the necessity Feb 06 22:33:56 **The land here is pretty, the air is fresh, slightly salty** Feb 06 22:34:02 I will find a way. Feb 06 22:36:20 * Molly turns in the saddle slightly, and watches him forthrightly Feb 06 22:36:20 Do you regret satisfying my curiosity? Feb 06 22:38:13 curiosity? Feb 06 22:38:30 About what happens between men and women Feb 06 22:38:55 why would I regret that Feb 06 22:42:10 * Molly shrugs "Some might. My status puts you in a position of servitude. You might have felt resentful if that" Feb 06 22:42:32 Of* Feb 06 22:42:42 * Morgan shrugs Feb 06 22:43:47 * Molly doesn't seem to notice that the ride is far shorter than it ought to be. The grounds around the pretty church are empty of people, and the building itself looks unused, like a classic, older Vaticine church abandoned** Feb 06 22:44:14 * Molly waits for him to assist her down Feb 06 22:45:12 * Morgan does so Feb 06 22:45:59 * Molly stays close to him as he does so, like last time, and watches up at him confidently Feb 06 22:46:11 You have thought of that day since? Feb 06 22:47:03 * Morgan nods Feb 06 22:47:04 have you? Feb 06 22:47:20 * Molly gives him a cheeky smile Feb 06 22:47:51 I think of you when I am ever left alone Feb 06 22:48:39 oh? Feb 06 22:51:25 * Molly moves towards the church doors, speaking as she does, her back to him. It's self-assured and teasing "I think of how I desire you and how you felt beneath my hands." Feb 06 22:53:34 so _you_ don't regret it then? Feb 06 22:54:21 Oh no, not even slightly! **she uses a big key to unlock the doors** Feb 06 22:57:05 *she leaks into the heavy, squeaky door, using her weight to make it move* I am not doing the tedious inventory alone, Hockridge. Join me. Feb 06 22:59:47 * Morgan nods, following her Feb 06 22:59:54 **Inside it is dusty and cobwebby, but it was obviously pretty before, big pale arches, beautiful stained glass windows. It does seem bereft of the usual Vaticine bits and pieces, the altar only graced with a red cloth, a candleabra and a single golden chalice** Feb 06 23:00:43 * Molly looks around before shutting the door behind him Feb 06 23:01:31 Noone comes here Feb 06 23:01:37 evidently Feb 06 23:01:52 * Molly wanders down the aisle Feb 06 23:02:06 There does not look to be much to inventory Feb 06 23:02:54 No, it doesn't look like it Feb 06 23:03:05 * Molly watches him Feb 06 23:03:26 I dare say we could have it done in twenty minutes at most. Feb 06 23:04:06 * Morgan nods Feb 06 23:04:08 probably Feb 06 23:04:48 **she looks at the stained glass that shines jewelled light onto her red hair** This was my grandfather's favourite church, but once he became the Freiarr he was too busy for it. Feb 06 23:05:13 thats sat Feb 06 23:05:16 sad* Feb 06 23:05:44 * Molly nods Feb 06 23:05:49 That is duty. Feb 06 23:06:01 * Morgan nods Feb 06 23:06:28 **She watches him** I have no desire to be a Freiarr's daughter. I would run away if I had any clue how to live a normal life. Feb 06 23:06:44 but you have a duty Feb 06 23:07:28 *with frustration* That is not why I stay! I am like a house cat, my food is brought to me, my bed is always made for me I sit beside a warm fire that others tend. I am coddled and petted and utterly unable to survive in the wild! Feb 06 23:08:30 Then why don't you learn? Feb 06 23:09:25 * Molly watches him. She looks pouty, filled with childlike crossness "Who would teach a noble girl such things?" Feb 06 23:11:24 Anyone would teach you if you asked Feb 06 23:12:13 They would not. It would be deeply frowned upon. *she balls her fists* You cannot understand how I yearn to escape! Feb 06 23:14:15 you'd be surprised Feb 06 23:14:43 **she watches him specutively* I know nothing about you, not where you're from, why you have an Avalonian name. I only know that I find you irresistible and you know how to please a woman, and that you have a clever sort of humour, you like horses, peaches, and find me pretty. Feb 06 23:17:54 all true Feb 06 23:18:30 * Molly takes his hand "You would prove the last to me, again?" Feb 06 23:19:53 If that is what you wish Feb 06 23:20:22 * Molly nods Feb 06 23:22:12 "Here, now. Please, Hockridge" Her chin tilts up "Don't make me beg for it. I've never begged for anything, I do not wish to start now" Feb 06 23:24:03 * Morgan nods Feb 06 23:24:05 as you wish Feb 06 23:24:54 * Molly pulls him to the altar which she sits herself up on Feb 06 23:26:50 Take me away from all this a while... Feb 06 23:27:46 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and kissing up from her wrist to her shoulder Feb 06 23:29:00 * Molly sighs deeply, shuffling her skirt higher so she can make space for him to stand between her knees Feb 06 23:29:04 Yes, like that Feb 06 23:29:52 * Morgan kisses his way up to her neck Feb 06 23:31:47 * Molly moans, tilting her head to give him more access Feb 07 00:52:11 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 07 14:51:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 07 14:53:45 ((C&p pls)) Feb 07 14:56:57 * Morgan nods Feb 07 14:56:58 as you wish Feb 07 14:56:58 * Molly pulls him to the altar which she sits herself up on Feb 07 14:56:58 Take me away from all this a while... Feb 07 14:56:58 * Morgan nods, taking her hand and kissing up from her wrist to her shoulder Feb 07 14:57:00 * Molly sighs deeply, shuffling her skirt higher so she can make space for him to stand between her knees Feb 07 14:57:02 Yes, like that Feb 07 14:57:04 * Morgan kisses his way up to her neck Feb 07 14:57:08 * Molly moans, tilting her head to give him more access Feb 07 15:00:13 **The little church amplifies the sound, making her quiet sound of pleasure seem much louder, just as it once expanded the choral voices singing in Thean** Feb 07 15:04:06 * Morgan sucks on her neck for a minute Feb 07 15:04:45 * Molly moves back a little so she can get her mouth to his, kissing him roughly. Yet in contrast to her lips' urgent demand, her hand that cups his cheek is tender, cherishing. Feb 07 15:07:55 * Morgan runs a hand up her thigh Feb 07 15:09:14 *she whimpers at this into his mouth before breaking the kiss* I want you to have me again. Once was not enough. Feb 07 15:13:49 * Morgan nods, pulling her legs behind him Feb 07 15:15:59 * Molly watches him as she wraps them tighter, pulling him hard enough to her that his thighs hit the edge of the heavy oak altar Feb 07 15:17:18 You're not Vaticine, does it trouble you taking me here on the altar? Feb 07 15:17:40 * Morgan smiles slightly shaking his head Feb 07 15:20:06 * Molly gives him a wicked little smile "Good." She pulls at the buttons of his placket with one hand whilst stroking him through the fabric with the other. Given the difference in the dexterity of both, she appears to be left-handed where in reality she isnt Feb 07 15:21:35 * Morgan runs his hands up the inside of her thighs Feb 07 15:26:25 * Molly 's breathing speeds. She gets the fabric out of the way and grasps him firmly in her left hand "Have you ever done this in a church before, Hockridge?" Feb 07 15:28:59 can't say I have, no Feb 07 15:31:36 * Molly fidgets her skirt higher whilst stroking him firmly "Forbidden, and so very bad" There's no guilt in her expression at all, if anything she looks more aroused by it Feb 07 15:32:17 * Morgan nods Feb 07 15:35:44 * Molly lines him up with her. The sun gets brighter, the colours of light coming through the window behind her and making her hair and skin glow with different shades. "Take me." Feb 07 15:37:34 * Morgan nods, pushing himself into her Feb 07 15:39:25 * Molly moans loud at this, and it bounces within the high arches, the architecture designed to make the loud speech of a priest carry to a full congregation. Her vocalised enjoyment carries likewise Feb 07 15:44:29 * Morgan moans, thrusting harder into her Feb 07 15:44:59 * Molly uses her heels to pull him to her in a very fast and hard rhythm, demanding and controlling, and she manages to knock the chalice off as she writhes with pleasure. It clangs on the stone floor, and sounds like the first chime of the dawn watch Feb 07 15:48:03 * Morgan growls, getting faster Feb 07 15:48:06 **he doesn't wake immediately, but he knows it won't be long before the three chimes come** Feb 07 15:53:27 * Molly moans even louder, their joint sounds filling the space where solemn and holy services had previously taken place, a special sort of sacrement taking place on the altar, one older than even the Vaticine church itself. She bunches the red altar cloth in her fists, yanking it out inadvertently from under the unlit candleabra that joins the chalice on the floor. She's visibly and audibly obviously close to orgasm Feb 07 15:56:15 * Morgan pounds into her Feb 07 15:56:34 **What wakes him is not the dawn watch but Molly, moaning softly, her back against his chest as her body tenses mid-climax. He is very close to it also, his hardness pressed firmly between her bottom and his lower belly, only a few rhythmic thrusts required against her to achieve the release his body wants. Feb 07 15:57:12 * Morgan does so Feb 07 15:59:43 * Molly is just awake enough to murmur "oh god! I like that" whilst bringing her hand between her legs to rub herself fast and rough Feb 07 16:03:44 * Morgan thrusts a few more times before spending himself against her Feb 07 16:07:11 **The feel of his release pulsing onto her skin makes her orgasm hard, making a suppressed Mmm sound as she presses her lips together firmly to contain it. He can feel the staccato presses of her fingers to her clit as the pleasure sweeps her along Feb 07 16:17:57 * Morgan slows to a stop, laying still for a moment Feb 07 16:18:34 * Molly slowly stills when this peak passes, breathing in then exhaling slowly Feb 07 16:21:37 Are you alright? Feb 07 16:23:27 aye... you? Feb 07 16:23:46 * Molly nods Feb 07 16:23:51 Just surprised Feb 07 16:27:23 * Morgan nods Feb 07 16:28:34 * Molly shivers a little before saying "I think we ought to clean up?" Feb 07 16:29:20 Aye Feb 07 16:32:05 * Molly pushes the sheets down to her knee height before rolling onto her stomach to reach the table beside the bed. Even with just the moonlight coming in, he can see the glossy shine where he has spent on her in contrast to the matte of her skin Feb 07 16:34:30 * Morgan chuckles Feb 07 16:34:34 definitely needed to clean up Feb 07 16:36:48 * Molly hands him one of the cream flannels "hmm?" Feb 07 16:37:46 * Morgan takes its cleaning her skin Feb 07 16:40:08 * Molly giggles "that's kind of you, my love" Feb 07 16:40:23 be a bit tough for you tor each that Feb 07 16:45:28 * Molly nods "I rather think so" She waits until he's finished before turning on to her side to face him Feb 07 16:45:57 Good morning, my love Feb 07 16:47:26 good morning blossom Feb 07 16:53:23 * Molly smiles, pulling the sheets back up a little "it must be almost dawn" Feb 07 16:54:54 * Morgan nods, cleaning himself up Feb 07 16:56:30 That was unexpected Feb 07 16:56:50 * Morgan nods Feb 07 16:56:51 aye Feb 07 17:00:32 * Molly sighs happily, smiling to herself in the darkness Feb 07 17:00:58 Will you leave a candle lit when you go? Feb 07 17:02:31 If you wish blossom Feb 07 17:02:37 * Morgan stretches, climbing out of bed Feb 07 17:03:39 I need to pack what we will need for tonight and tomorrow away from the ship Feb 07 18:04:46 * Morgan nods, pulling on his clothes Feb 07 18:07:59 * Molly watches him fondly "Are you on watch in the nest, as it's Tuesday?" Feb 07 18:11:48 I don't know actually Feb 07 18:12:40 * Molly nods "it will be late afternoon when we make landfall I think" Feb 07 18:14:25 * Morgan nods Feb 07 18:15:46 **When he lights the candle he notices the water in the washing bowl is a reddish colour, a couple of wrung out flannels drying. Molly is in the process of finding a shift** Feb 07 18:19:39 Molly... whats this? Feb 07 18:22:44 * Molly looks Feb 07 18:22:59 Oh. I had to discharge some of the magic early in the night Feb 07 18:23:14 You're doing that a lot Feb 07 18:24:57 * Molly nods "I know" Feb 07 18:25:09 I'm concerned by that Feb 07 18:26:40 * Molly puts the shift on Feb 07 18:26:50 I do not wish anyone to get hurt Feb 07 18:26:57 tell me about the dream... Feb 07 18:29:11 * Molly sits on the bed Feb 07 18:29:22 It wasn't a nightmare as such, at least not to start with. We were being intimate, and I was atop you. You commanded me to use my magic to etch my name onto your chest, and I was to let it heal and scar naturally. You said it was to be a reminder of me if I ever went away… Feb 07 18:30:07 unusual Feb 07 18:32:48 * Molly nods Feb 07 18:33:13 So I did it. You seemed to enjoy the pain, pushing up into me eagerly. You bled some, but you said it didn't bother you. Then I finished the Y, and you finished within me. *she smiles a little* Feb 07 18:33:39 and then... Feb 07 18:33:46 After catching your breath, you looked at it, and said "No, take it off. I am not yours, I do not want your name on me" Feb 07 18:34:03 * Molly is frowning now at the memory Feb 07 18:34:32 I see... and when you woke up you felt you couldn't control it? Feb 07 18:34:45 * Molly nods Feb 07 18:35:32 I tried hard to heal it in the dream, but it wasnt working, and you were so cross. When I woke it felt out of control Feb 07 18:36:15 You should've woken me Feb 07 18:37:13 I didn't need that sort of support, my love. I knew how to deal with it, and the dream was unrealistic enough I did not need comforting Feb 07 18:39:36 I do not like how often you are hurting yourself Feb 07 18:40:30 It isnt that often really, my love Feb 07 18:40:50 seems to be Feb 07 18:43:29 I am fine, you needn't worry Feb 07 18:44:36 * Morgan watches her Feb 07 18:47:03 * Molly watches him Feb 07 18:47:24 What is it? Feb 07 18:48:26 I am worried that hurting yourself is becoming a need for you Feb 07 18:50:24 * Molly frowns "It isn't. " Feb 07 18:50:58 * Morgan watches her solemnly for a moment Feb 07 18:50:59 alright Feb 07 18:53:26 * Molly nods, getting back up and looking for stockings Feb 07 18:53:57 Will you be back before your watch? Feb 07 18:54:32 I imagine so Feb 07 18:59:08 * Molly comes to kiss his cheek, stockings in hand "til later then" Feb 07 19:00:13 aye love Feb 07 19:00:20 * Morgan heads out and up on deck Feb 07 19:01:23 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 07 19:01:45 * HH is sat in the rigging already Feb 07 19:01:53 Time dya call this? Feb 07 19:02:07 * Morgan climbs up into the rigging Feb 07 19:05:24 **It's already past first light, dawn well on its way** Expected y' ages ago Feb 07 19:06:36 aye, well Feb 07 19:08:05 * HH watches him Feb 07 19:08:09 Bad night? Feb 07 19:08:20 on and off Feb 07 19:12:28 Wanna talk 'bout it? Feb 07 19:15:13 * Morgan sighs Feb 07 19:15:23 Molly met Seb... instant attraction... Feb 07 19:18:13 * HH nods Feb 07 19:18:23 Sounds hard Feb 07 19:18:30 extremely Feb 07 19:22:18 What 'appened then? Feb 07 19:22:52 she wouldn't give me an answer when I was asking her what was going on.... and then I woke up Feb 07 19:27:04 * HH pats his arm Feb 07 19:27:33 Tough night then Feb 07 19:27:42 * Morgan nods Feb 07 19:28:00 seems she's had a bad one as well, had to use some of her talent... Feb 07 19:30:42 * HH sighs Feb 07 19:30:59 Hurt herself again? Feb 07 19:31:20 * Morgan nods, scowling Feb 07 19:31:48 Not good Feb 07 19:31:59 No, I know Feb 07 19:33:45 Spoken to 'er? Feb 07 19:34:09 * Morgan nods Feb 07 19:34:21 she assures me it was that she felt like she didn't have control of the magic... Feb 07 19:36:32 Look, if y' need, she can come and hack me up and heal me a bit. Better than her doin' this. Feb 07 19:39:11 I'm going to tell her she needs to do it to me... Feb 07 19:39:32 * HH nods Feb 07 19:39:45 I would too Feb 07 19:40:46 * Morgan nods Feb 07 19:45:21 Think she'll do it? Feb 07 19:46:38 I hope so Feb 07 19:47:39 * HH nods Feb 07 19:48:29 Never guess what Claudia saw las' nught Feb 07 19:48:32 Night? Feb 07 19:49:03 what? Feb 07 19:52:45 Aurora Feb 07 19:55:01 This low? Feb 07 19:57:00 * HH nods Feb 07 19:57:26 'Bout three or so. Bit gutted. Feb 07 20:05:34 I'm not surprised Feb 07 20:05:57 I'd have loved to have seen that Feb 07 20:06:45 Y' never seen one? **The only one he has seen was in a dream where he was 18 and on watch in a snowy camp, his dream visitor making it in the sky* Feb 07 20:07:57 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 07 20:10:08 Mebbie one day. Head up to Vesten, or Innismore Feb 07 20:12:00 * Morgan nods Feb 07 20:12:01 maybe Feb 07 20:14:23 *He watches the horizon as the sun comes up** Inga says she told y' Rosie's Da invited us tonight an' tomorrow night Feb 07 20:16:55 Molly tells me you arranged for us to stay there... Feb 07 20:17:39 * HH nods "They got plenty o' space, we'll be well fed Feb 07 20:19:20 I see Feb 07 20:20:59 That a problem? Feb 07 20:21:58 * Morgan grinds his teeth Feb 07 20:22:08 Given my apprehension, what do you think? Feb 07 20:24:38 She wouldn't leave y', man. Molly worships you. Feb 07 20:28:03 * Morgan watches the horizon Feb 07 20:29:02 * HH watches his best friend Feb 07 20:29:33 You know that, right? Feb 07 20:30:50 maybe Feb 07 20:33:20 Fuckin' hell man, not like you t' be insecure Feb 07 20:34:21 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 07 20:38:20 You don' need to worry, man, that lassie is 'ead over heels for you Feb 07 20:40:00 For now Feb 07 20:41:28 She's young an' flighty? Feb 07 20:42:04 had warnings before in my dreams Feb 07 20:45:51 'Er being attracted to him and her leaving you is a bit diff'rent Feb 07 20:46:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 07 20:47:12 She loves _you_. Feb 07 20:52:06 and I'm sure she still will, but... as much? Enough? Feb 07 20:54:00 Course she will. She's your girl. Feb 07 20:54:56 * Morgan shrugs Feb 07 20:55:04 **Sorgi comes up on deck, calling ten minutes til forenoon and to get prepared to move off** Feb 07 20:55:29 You on? Feb 07 20:56:13 Haven't been asked. Best go find out I suppose Feb 07 20:56:22 Might wanna put yer scarf on so noone sees that whackin' great bruise on yer neck Feb 07 20:58:17 * Morgan pulls one from his pocket, wrapping it round his neck before dropping down out of the rigging to go speak to Sorgi Feb 07 21:00:34 * HH is now known as Sorgi Feb 07 21:00:48 * Sorgi is talking to Koen Feb 07 21:01:17 * Morgan waits for him to finish Feb 07 21:10:01 * Sorgi does, looking to Morgan "good morning, m'lord" Feb 07 21:14:06 captain... I was wondering what you have planned for me today Feb 07 21:14:42 You're in the nest, unless you need to swap off? Feb 07 21:15:06 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 07 21:15:12 do I have time to speak to Molly? Feb 07 21:16:03 * Sorgi nods "be back in ten please" Feb 07 21:16:18 aye cap'n Feb 07 21:16:21 * Morgan heads below deck Feb 07 21:17:35 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Feb 07 21:18:12 * Molly and Inga are sat together on the window seat giggling and drinking coffee Feb 07 21:20:23 * Molly bites her lip, blushing Feb 07 21:20:41 Ah, liebes herz, I wasn't expecting you Feb 07 21:21:13 **Inga smiles** Good morning, Morgan. You're wearing the scarf we all knit for your birthday Feb 07 21:22:07 * Morgan nods Feb 07 21:22:16 going to be up in the nest for the watch Feb 07 21:22:38 * Molly nods "Alright, my love" Feb 07 21:24:33 [Is something wrong? Normally you would tell me like this] Feb 07 21:24:46 * Morgan watches her for a moment before nodding Feb 07 21:24:56 I'll see you in a few hours Feb 07 21:25:25 [Do you need me to walk up with you?] Feb 07 21:26:07 [please] Feb 07 21:27:18 Inga, could you check Varick is dressing? I'll be back soon Feb 07 21:27:51 **Inga goes in to Varick, and Molly comes to Morgan** what's the matter, my love? Feb 07 21:28:08 * Molly walks through the corridor with him Feb 07 21:28:14 I don't want you hurting yourself anymore... you seem to be relying on it too much Feb 07 21:30:11 I have tried to wait for it to stop and things, but it doesn't work well Feb 07 21:30:22 so wake me and use it on me Feb 07 21:31:06 * Molly shakes her head "I do not wish that. You would not wish to do so to me were that the only way your lack of control can discharge" Feb 07 21:31:47 No, but if you hurt yourself too badly and pass out, you can't heal yourself... Feb 07 21:32:20 That would not happen. I do it lightly but many times to prevent that Feb 07 21:32:30 please, Molly Feb 07 21:32:53 * Molly frowns slightly "It is a command?" Feb 07 21:32:59 if needs be Feb 07 21:33:40 It either is or it isn't. I have strong objections. Feb 07 21:34:00 * Morgan turns to her Feb 07 21:34:16 * Molly watches him right back Feb 07 21:34:21 I have known people cope with stress, find release in hurting themselves. I am concerned that is where you are headed Feb 07 21:34:44 * Molly shakes her head Feb 07 21:35:10 That is not how I cope with stress or get relief from my feelings. Feb 07 21:36:29 You will not do as I ask? Feb 07 21:37:03 I will do as you command. Feb 07 21:37:30 but not if I ask it... Feb 07 21:38:30 * Molly looks unhappy about it "I will, but I have reservations, especially after my dream where you asked me to do such then were cross with me about it." Feb 07 21:38:56 That is different Feb 07 21:39:12 That is not that different to me. Feb 07 21:39:47 its entirely different. Feb 07 21:40:22 * Molly folds her arms "You are asking that I hurt the person I love above all others." Feb 07 21:40:52 For your and everyones safety, not for... fun... Feb 07 21:41:21 But it isn't for _your_ safety. Feb 07 21:41:57 My safety of mind... Feb 07 21:42:16 I fail to see how that is at risk as we are. Feb 07 21:42:31 I've already told you Feb 07 21:42:35 **The bell rings for the watch** Feb 07 21:42:53 * Molly looks towards the stairs Feb 07 21:43:03 I will do what you wish. Feb 07 21:43:08 * Morgan nods Feb 07 21:43:12 we will discuss it later Feb 07 21:43:25 * Molly nods Feb 07 21:43:30 I will be here Feb 07 21:43:43 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek before heading onto deck Feb 07 21:47:22 **At midday the bell is rung to change watches, and down on deck he finds Claudia giving instructions** Feb 07 21:49:15 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 07 21:49:18 * Morgan watches her for a moment Feb 07 21:49:42 * Claudia inclines her head, beckoning him over Feb 07 21:50:00 * Morgan goes over Feb 07 21:50:20 Nearly came to knock for you last night Feb 07 21:50:28 I heard you saw the aurora Feb 07 21:50:37 * Claudia nods Feb 07 21:51:08 On the north east horizon. Pretty. Feb 07 21:51:14 I'm jealous Feb 07 21:51:33 * Claudia nods Feb 07 21:51:51 Next time I'll get you Feb 07 21:51:56 * Morgan nods Feb 07 21:51:58 I'd appreciate that Feb 07 21:52:46 See it a lot in the far north of Vesten. Hannalore had seen it five or six times as a child Feb 07 21:53:06 I've never seen it Feb 07 21:55:15 Me either til that Feb 07 22:01:08 * Claudia gives some more orders, then moves to the prow "How was your night?" Feb 07 22:03:21 shit Feb 07 22:05:32 * Claudia holds out her flask to him Feb 07 22:06:40 * Morgan takes it, taking a good mouthful Feb 07 22:10:56 * Claudia leaves him with it Feb 07 22:11:00 Bad as that? Feb 07 22:12:42 a combination of things really Feb 07 22:18:32 Flashbacks again? Feb 07 22:18:43 No... no Feb 07 22:19:49 * Claudia nods, just waiting to see if he is going to expand on it Feb 07 22:21:41 dreamed Molly met Sebastien... the attraction was fucking visceral. Feb 07 22:22:04 * Claudia nods a little Feb 07 22:22:13 For you, that would be a big problem Feb 07 22:22:26 what do you mean, for me? Feb 07 22:23:05 For me, that isn't as big a problem Feb 07 22:24:32 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 07 22:24:54 she had another nightmare and ended up cutting herself with her magic Feb 07 22:25:40 Why? Feb 07 22:25:52 You know how I have to use it to regain control of it? Feb 07 22:26:30 * Claudia nods "I get it. Happening a lot?" Feb 07 22:26:55 more regularly than I'd like Feb 07 22:27:11 Cuts and heals? Feb 07 22:28:03 * Morgan nods Feb 07 22:28:51 Being healed feels good, maybe it helps her calm if she's upset Feb 07 22:29:06 the healing part isn't the issue... Feb 07 22:29:31 She can't heal if there's nothing wrong? Feb 07 22:30:02 No.. You think I'm overreacting? Feb 07 22:31:18 No, I can see why you'd want to protect her from harm and pain. Yes, because you should trust her judgement Feb 07 22:31:34 * Morgan looks at her Feb 07 22:31:40 how's my judgement when I hit that point? Feb 07 22:32:03 Alright, point taken Feb 07 22:32:50 * Morgan nods Feb 07 22:33:08 What are you going to do about it? Feb 07 22:33:39 Tell her if she needs to do it, to expend some of the magic, she is to wake me and do it to me Feb 07 22:34:13 * Claudia nods Feb 07 22:34:18 Makes sense Feb 07 22:34:51 * Morgan nods Feb 07 22:34:58 she won't like it Feb 07 22:44:22 * Claudia nods Feb 07 22:44:43 Noone likes being told what to do Feb 07 22:45:02 * Morgan mutters Feb 07 22:45:09 Isiah Fischler seems to Feb 07 22:45:30 Just what we want in an Eisenfurst. Feb 07 22:45:36 * Morgan nods Feb 07 22:46:50 You've picked a strong-willed woman. Great when what she wants aligns with what you want, but when it doesnt... Feb 07 22:57:30 * Morgan nods Feb 07 22:57:31 aye Feb 07 23:00:26 Still want me staying with the ship, or need me on your trip into enemy territory? Feb 07 23:02:13 Come with us I think Feb 07 23:03:03 * Claudia nods Feb 07 23:03:44 Incase you lose your rag, or so you have someone to talk to who isn't attached to Rosie? Feb 07 23:05:12 yes Feb 07 23:06:02 * Claudia nods Feb 07 23:06:28 Should be there around five, we've made good time Feb 07 23:06:52 wonderful Feb 07 23:08:20 * Claudia looks at him Feb 07 23:08:29 Rather do Quatre Bras again? Feb 07 23:08:37 * Morgan nods Feb 07 23:08:42 frankly, yes Feb 07 23:10:25 Fucking hell. Does it really matter if they're attracted, providing nothing happens? Feb 07 23:11:15 If it were anyone else, probably not Feb 07 23:12:37 But because of the dream stuff...? Feb 07 23:13:30 I suppose Feb 07 23:15:27 I don't remember him being anything special Feb 07 23:16:32 nor am I Feb 07 23:18:15 * Claudia rolls her eyes Feb 07 23:20:20 Think I'd have stuck around if that was true? Think I'd have come with you back to Sudlachenburg after the war, forgiven you for fucking off, and then traipsed around the world with you? Feb 07 23:20:38 * Morgan frowns Feb 07 23:20:41 you think I'm special? Feb 07 23:21:19 No, I love and confide in absolutely everyone, I'm well-known for it(!) Feb 07 23:22:50 * Morgan looks surprised before looking at the floor Feb 07 23:24:13 You're blind as shit sometimes though Feb 07 23:24:37 * Morgan shrugs Feb 07 23:26:58 I don't think you need to feel inferior to him. And to be honest, if she was willing to cheat or to leave, you should let her go. You've got high standards, make sure she meets them. Feb 07 23:27:39 Its... frightening. I was certain I'd never feel like that about someone again... Feb 07 23:27:57 And you did Feb 07 23:28:37 * Morgan sighs Feb 07 23:28:47 So what's your point? That she might fall for him like you fell for her or Dietlinde? Feb 07 23:28:58 * Morgan nods Feb 07 23:29:42 * Claudia shrugs "Possible, I suppose" Feb 07 23:31:02 * Morgan nods Feb 07 23:31:32 Wouldn't make any difference though, really Feb 07 23:31:45 no? Feb 07 23:32:19 Still love Dietlinde, don't you? Didn't stop loving her the moment you fell in love with Molly. Feb 07 23:33:13 no, that is true Feb 07 23:34:19 There you go then. Even if she falls in love with him, not that I believe that's possible spending two days with someone, she's still going to love you just like you still love Dietlinde Feb 07 23:35:04 * Morgan takes another drink before handing her the flask Feb 07 23:36:25 Molly is with you now. She isn't with Rosie. And for all her strong-will and stubbornness, I don't see her breaking up your marriage and family to chase someone who she barely knows. Feb 07 23:36:37 maybe Feb 07 23:36:43 * Claudia does it up and puts it away Feb 07 23:37:28 You either dont trust her, don't value yourself enough, or think they are going to have whatever made you lose your head over Dietlinde. Feb 07 23:39:04 its not the first Feb 07 23:39:53 * Claudia nods Feb 07 23:43:10 Whatever you and Molly have, it's been enough for her to break an engagement, become a mistress, accept you with all your baggage, leave her whole life behind in Avalon to set up a life with you in the one place in the world it was probably hardest to do so, stay after a beating from Sascha, all of Alarice's shit, giving up her citizenship. If anyone's losing their head over anyone is all this, it's her over you. Feb 07 23:43:31 In all this* Feb 07 23:44:57 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 07 23:45:05 I hope you're right Feb 07 23:47:48 She'd have to be mad to go through all that crap just to be running off smitten and lusting badly for a guy who has more ass jokes than Heinzharold Feb 07 23:48:32 or they're meant to be together Feb 07 23:51:32 * Claudia watches him "Only possible if you and she aren't meant to, assuming you even believe in soul mates horseshit" Feb 07 23:54:19 * Morgan looks at the horizon Feb 07 23:54:23 I suppose we'll find out Feb 07 23:54:54 You're going to use this as some sort of yardstick? Feb 07 23:55:21 I don't get what you mean Feb 07 23:56:38 If she's attracted to him, obviously you and she aren't meant to be Feb 07 23:57:32 * Morgan rubs at his forehead Feb 07 23:57:46 thats how you think I'll see it? Feb 07 23:58:04 Will you? Feb 07 23:58:42 I suppose it depends on the strength of it Feb 07 23:59:26 That's really fucking stupid. Feb 08 00:00:49 If its that visceral, there may be no denying it, which makes it fairly obvious Feb 08 00:02:16 No, it makes it obvious that they're attracted. Maybe it's because you're a bit inexperienced, but that happens to lots of people who arent even suited to being together Feb 08 00:04:24 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 00:07:22 The idea that he might be the right person for her implies there's only one right person, yet you're living a life where you've had two women that we're both perfect for you at the time you were with them. Makes me wonder that if you believe that maybe you're questioning for yourself where _you_ are meant to be. Feb 08 00:09:39 * Morgan speaks quietly Feb 08 00:09:42 I will do what I will do Feb 08 00:09:55 What the fuck are you on about? Feb 08 00:10:18 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 08 00:10:33 nothing, doesn't matter. I'm just worried about losing her Feb 08 00:11:22 She knows that? Feb 08 00:11:47 * Morgan nods Feb 08 00:11:54 it wasn't quite as bad until this morning Feb 08 00:12:12 After the dream? Feb 08 00:12:56 * Morgan nods Feb 08 00:13:33 I've had any number of dreams where they're together... but last night, she was with me, and when she saw him... it broke my heart Feb 08 00:13:52 * Claudia watches him Feb 08 00:14:19 You really are as deep in the hole romantically speaking as last time... Feb 08 00:14:48 I suppose so Feb 08 00:15:29 Huh. You planning to brood on it all afternoon? Feb 08 00:15:40 * Morgan frowns Feb 08 00:15:43 whats the huh for? Feb 08 00:17:55 Surprising, really. You basically put your whole birthright, all your family, everything you'd ever known on the line to marry Dietlinde. And now you have put your heart on the line after piecing it back together again. I'm impressed by your bravery and possible recklessness. Feb 08 00:18:12 wasn't really a choice Feb 08 00:18:23 * Claudia nods Feb 08 00:18:31 So are you going to brood? Feb 08 00:18:44 Got other things to think about Feb 08 00:18:52 Like? Feb 08 00:19:28 Smoothing things with Molly about using her magic for a start Feb 08 00:20:07 Want some advice? Admittedly it's coming from someone who doesn't have two proper relationships to rub together... Feb 08 00:20:46 * Morgan nods Feb 08 00:22:09 Go and spend the afternoon with her as if it was the last afternoon you were going to get with her Feb 08 00:23:00 * Morgan looks pained before nodding Feb 08 00:24:58 * Claudia nods "don't argue with her about the magic crap. Tell her it's important and thank her for following your wishes. Treat it like she's doing something that makes you feel loved" Feb 08 00:29:44 * Morgan nods Feb 08 00:29:46 alright Feb 08 00:30:24 If you tell Heinzharold I've given you any insights from the mind of a female, I'll never live it down, so don't. Feb 08 00:32:05 * Morgan nods Feb 08 00:33:26 Go on then. I'm on watch til four, I'll be getting my kit together after that, incase you feel the need to rant about him to a sympathetic ear Feb 08 00:33:53 * Morgan nods, grasping her arm briefly before heading off below deck Feb 08 01:02:02 * Claudia has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 08 13:02:37 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 08 13:02:42 **Molly and the others are having lunch in the study. The chatter is excited** Feb 08 13:02:42 V: … and I will catch a tiny fish. Feb 08 13:08:57 * Morgan makes himself a drink before sitting down Feb 08 13:09:43 is that the point of it, to catch the smallest fish? Feb 08 13:12:14 V: it's harder to catch a tiny fish than a big fish Feb 08 13:13:01 are small fish smarter? Feb 08 13:14:23 V: no, just harder to grab Feb 08 13:14:47 **Molly goes to get more lunch for Morgan* Feb 08 13:15:55 I see... Feb 08 13:16:27 **HH grins** Gonna be cold as 'ell, water is bal-... a good bit above th' knee Feb 08 13:27:33 big strong sailor like you isn't afraid of cold water are ya Feb 08 13:28:00 HH: Part o' me is apprehensive Feb 08 13:28:16 $two parts of you$ Feb 08 13:28:25 **Inga looks like she's about to ask** Feb 08 13:28:36 * Morgan looks at Inga, shaking his head slightly Feb 08 13:28:51 **Inga shuts her mouth* Feb 08 13:29:08 V: The grown up do kissing Feb 08 13:29:16 Ups* Feb 08 13:31:05 * Morgan stands up Feb 08 13:31:13 gonn' go help Molly Feb 08 13:31:39 Varick is undeterred, talking to HH and Inga: Kissing is disgusting. The other person might have eaten mud, then you are getting mud in your mouth. Feb 08 13:32:20 **HH gestures $go, save yourself!$ Feb 08 13:33:00 * Morgan nods slightly, heading out to find her Feb 08 13:34:32 * Molly is just leaving the galley with a plate of food for him Feb 08 13:41:03 ah there you are Feb 08 13:43:25 * Molly nods "I'm sorry, I knocked over a cup and needed to clean up" Feb 08 13:46:37 * Morgan nods Feb 08 13:46:40 not to worry my love Feb 08 13:49:02 * Molly carries his plate carefully "is everything well?" Feb 08 13:49:50 aye... with you? Feb 08 13:52:08 Mostly, yes. Did you want this in the study? Feb 08 13:52:26 I wanted a moment with you first Feb 08 13:54:44 * Molly nods towards the ballroom door Feb 08 13:57:27 In here? Feb 08 13:57:33 * Morgan nods Feb 08 13:57:36 that'll do aye Feb 08 13:58:05 * Molly goes in, setting his plate down Feb 08 13:58:21 I'm sure they can manage with Varick a few minutes Feb 08 13:58:47 He's telling them how disgusting kissing is Feb 08 13:59:23 * Molly smiles Feb 08 13:59:25 Oh dear Feb 08 14:01:45 * Morgan nods Feb 08 14:01:46 quite Feb 08 14:02:37 * Molly sits down, watching him Feb 08 14:03:28 What is it? Feb 08 14:03:40 * Morgan frowns briefly Feb 08 14:04:04 I wanted to... I know you don't like what I have asked of you Feb 08 14:06:57 * Molly nods, bowing her head "nor do I" Feb 08 14:08:40 * Molly nods "I don't." Feb 08 14:09:43 With everything you can do I won't even feel it, and it will make me less anxious about it Feb 08 14:10:19 I do not numb it when I do it Feb 08 14:10:38 why not? Feb 08 14:10:49 It did not occur to me Feb 08 14:11:21 That makes it worse blossom... Feb 08 14:11:57 * Molly shrugs "I assumed you knew that" Feb 08 14:12:39 No... if its expending the magic that is required, numbing it would've helped with that, which makes me think thats not what its about at all Feb 08 14:13:09 It is simply that I had not thought of it Feb 08 14:15:00 I understand the need to use it, god knows I do... but it is not tolerable to me for you to be hurting yourself Feb 08 14:15:34 * Molly nods "I can imagine it being displeasing " Feb 08 14:16:42 Displeasing? No... much worse than that... You can numb me, which uses magic, then do what you need to. Feb 08 14:20:00 * Molly looks unhappy with this "I don't want to hurt you" Feb 08 14:20:09 You won't be Feb 08 14:23:33 * Molly chews her lip Feb 08 14:23:41 That is what you want? Feb 08 14:23:51 More than I want you harming yourself Feb 08 14:26:16 * Molly nods, sighing "Alright" Feb 08 14:27:07 thank you Feb 08 14:29:23 * Molly smiles "you don't need to thank me, my love" Feb 08 14:29:58 of course I do. You have agreed to do something you do not like because it'll set my mind at ease... I appreciate that more than you know Feb 08 14:33:51 * Molly blushes, smiling Feb 08 14:34:08 I just wish you to be happy with me Feb 08 14:43:39 * Morgan nods Feb 08 14:43:42 I am, my love Feb 08 14:43:57 * Molly comes to him, kissing his cheek Feb 08 14:44:26 Of course I will do this for you, you can trust me Feb 08 14:45:29 shall we go rescue the others? Feb 08 14:47:58 * Molly nods "if you are ready" Feb 08 14:48:19 * Morgan nods Feb 08 14:48:22 aye, I suppose so Feb 08 14:48:41 You do not wish to? Feb 08 14:49:38 I didn't say that Feb 08 14:52:14 * Molly nods, picking up his plate Feb 08 14:52:21 Alright, liebling Feb 08 14:54:15 * Morgan takes the plate from her, offering his hand Feb 08 14:56:27 * Molly smiles warmly, taking it Feb 08 14:56:44 * Molly looks to his scarf "It was cold in the nest this morning? Feb 08 14:57:01 Not terribly Feb 08 14:57:47 * Molly smiles "I'm glad you like it. I home it is a happy reminder of all of us who had a hand or two in knitting it" Feb 08 14:57:52 Hope* Feb 08 14:58:56 * Morgan nods Feb 08 15:03:09 It suits you. I picked all the tools of colours you wear Feb 08 15:03:15 Wools * Feb 08 15:04:54 * Morgan nods Feb 08 15:05:00 there's clearly thought gone into it Feb 08 15:05:57 * Molly nods, opening the door for him Feb 08 15:06:51 Very much Feb 08 15:08:05 **In the study, Inga and Varick are drawing, and HH is propped up on the couch reading, the cat on his chest Feb 08 15:10:01 **HH gestures: you good? Feb 08 15:10:19 * Morgan nods slightly before sitting down Feb 08 15:14:50 HH: $still annoyed about the arrangements for staying over?$ Feb 08 15:15:06 $A little$ Feb 08 15:15:07 **Ulysses abandons HH to sit with Morgan Feb 08 15:15:35 HH looks guilty: $need to go talk it out?$ Feb 08 15:15:53 * Morgan looks at the cat Feb 08 15:17:02 Come for some food I assume... Feb 08 15:19:48 **the cat meows. Molly goes to sit up on the window seat, smiling to herself as she watches the view Feb 08 15:20:41 Molly, did you hear Claudia saw an aurora last night? Feb 08 15:21:20 * Molly is obviously very distracted "hmm?" Feb 08 15:23:40 Claudia... saw an aurora last night Feb 08 15:26:18 Oh wow, I didn't know they were visible from here Feb 08 15:27:22 V: What's a Roarer? Feb 08 15:28:51 lights in the night sky Feb 08 15:29:52 V: like stars? Feb 08 15:30:25 nothing like stars... maybe Claudia can describe it for you Feb 08 15:31:09 *Varick nods * Feb 08 15:35:06 **Varick asks Morgan to put him for his nap at the usual time** Feb 08 15:35:54 * Morgan nods Feb 08 15:35:59 come on then Feb 08 15:37:12 **Varick gets settled with the cat. His bag has already been packed** We're going to meet the bum man today Feb 08 15:37:36 i thought molly told you not to call him that Feb 08 15:38:14 V: I forgot Feb 08 15:40:48 * Morgan nods Feb 08 15:43:29 **Varick hugs Morgan** you can go now Papa Feb 08 15:44:00 * Morgan nods, kissing the boys crown Feb 08 15:44:02 alright then Feb 08 15:48:01 **HH and Inga have made themselves scarce. Molly sits herself on the window seat with her tea** Feb 08 15:50:06 * Morgan stretches before going to sit with her Feb 08 15:52:42 * Molly makes space for him Feb 08 15:52:57 Heinzharold said you know where he is if you want him Feb 08 15:53:48 he's figured out I'm annoyed with him Feb 08 15:59:16 * Molly tilts her head "that we are to stay there?" Feb 08 16:00:24 * Morgan nods Feb 08 16:02:02 * Molly holds out her tea to him Feb 08 16:02:10 * Morgan looks at it Feb 08 16:02:12 its tea Feb 08 16:02:21 * Molly smiles Feb 08 16:02:31 I was offering to share it with you Feb 08 16:02:58 oh... Feb 08 16:03:02 * Morgan takes it, sipping it Feb 08 16:04:07 You are still aggrieved with him? Feb 08 16:04:39 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 16:04:41 I suppose so Feb 08 16:06:39 * Molly looks sad Feb 08 16:07:00 It is my fault the two of you are at odds, I am sorry Feb 08 16:07:09 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 16:07:11 its not your fault Feb 08 16:08:11 You would have no qualms about visiting them were it not for the situation with me Feb 08 16:08:23 but that is not your fault Feb 08 16:08:44 I suppose so. You are still concerned? Feb 08 16:09:12 it doesn't matter my love, I'd rather just spent the time being with you Feb 08 16:09:27 * Molly smiles Feb 08 16:10:07 That is most welcome *she leans her cheek to his arm* You're still wearing your scarf Feb 08 19:20:15 * Morgan nods Feb 08 19:20:16 so I am Feb 08 19:21:10 * Molly looks at him with a little frown of concern "I hope you are not catching a chill" Feb 08 19:22:25 No blossom Feb 08 19:22:34 * Molly nods Feb 08 19:23:08 You certainly seemed hot this morning Feb 08 19:23:21 * Molly takes back the cup and sips it Feb 08 19:23:39 well, young noble women taking advantage of their groomsmen will do that to a man Feb 08 19:23:57 Oh my god. **she blushes hard* Feb 08 19:24:35 * Morgan laughs Feb 08 19:25:20 I didn't realise Feb 08 19:25:48 I figured as much Feb 08 19:26:31 I didn't really acquit myself well... Feb 08 19:26:38 no? Feb 08 19:27:27 I was a little demanding *she grimaces* and I rather used my standing in an inappropriate way Feb 08 19:27:59 You did rather Feb 08 19:28:18 And in a _church_... oh dear Feb 08 19:28:31 quite so... Feb 08 19:28:57 I have no idea what came over me Feb 08 19:29:08 * Morgan sniggers Feb 08 19:29:43 * Molly giggles "liebes herz! I am being serious!" Feb 08 19:30:51 so was I... Feb 08 19:31:00 I distinctly remember it happening... Feb 08 19:32:44 * Molly fidgets a little, changing position Feb 08 19:34:02 Liebes herz, I'm not sure you wish me to end up in the predicament you will put me in if you keep reminding me of it! **she smiles, it's obviously playful rather than scolding* Feb 08 19:35:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 19:35:58 the idea has its merits Feb 08 19:37:27 * Molly watches him over the rim of the cup "You aren't mean like that..." Feb 08 19:38:08 I believe I've proven you wrong on that count before Feb 08 19:39:20 * Molly inhales deeply through her nose Feb 08 19:39:31 You wouldn't do so today Feb 08 19:40:09 No... I wouldn't Feb 08 19:41:21 * Molly nods, fidgeting again "Probably wise" Feb 08 19:41:28 * Morgan nods Feb 08 19:42:27 * Molly closes her eyes a long moment. Then she shivers a little before opening them and sipping the tea "Alright, I am quite fine now" Feb 08 19:42:52 * Morgan nods Feb 08 19:43:41 I'm not sure if there is anything from that dream that means something. Feb 08 19:43:52 I... doubt it Feb 08 19:44:30 I was Vaticine, and left handed... and apparently quite wilful Feb 08 19:44:38 * Morgan nods Feb 08 19:45:02 And I am none of those normally Feb 08 19:45:37 Funny, Claudia describes you as wilful Feb 08 19:47:26 * Molly pouts a little "people think that about me?" Feb 08 19:47:43 I wouldn't take that as a bad thing Feb 08 19:48:15 * Molly nods "I will try not to" Feb 08 19:48:33 * Molly offers him the cup back Feb 08 19:48:45 * Morgan takes it, sipping some before handing it back Feb 08 19:48:58 Why did she say that? Feb 08 19:49:24 doesn't matter my love Feb 08 19:50:20 * Molly nods Feb 08 19:50:32 What would you like to do now? Feb 08 19:50:43 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 19:51:56 * Molly stands up. She finishes the tea Feb 08 19:52:05 I should finish the packing Feb 08 19:52:12 I suppose so, aye Feb 08 19:53:22 * Molly sets the cup on a table before kissing his cheek "I'll only be a few minutes..." Feb 08 19:53:29 alright blossom Feb 08 19:54:15 * Molly kisses further back before whispering in his ear "The cream flannels won't pack themselves, hmm?" Feb 08 19:54:32 Quite so my love Feb 08 19:55:04 * Molly moves away "I'm going to check the mirrors too, my love." Feb 08 19:55:10 * Morgan nods Feb 08 19:55:11 good idea Feb 08 19:55:24 * Molly heads to the bedroom Feb 08 19:56:32 **There's noises of things being packed, then the squeak of the bed as she sits on it. She mutters "oh god, what has she done now…" Feb 08 19:56:48 * Morgan stands up, going into the bedroom Feb 08 19:56:52 whats wrong? Feb 08 19:57:20 Mama, as usual. Meddling. Feb 08 19:57:30 * Morgan sighs Feb 08 19:57:32 why? Feb 08 19:57:39 * Molly reads it to him "Dear Molly, I hope this finds you well and you enjoy your trip to Insel. We were pleased to hear you hope to be in Sudlachenburg before Prophet's Mass. Everything is well here, however your Mother has been trying to help her friends." Feb 08 19:58:12 * Molly glances at him, rolling her eyes Feb 08 19:59:19 "She has been in discussions with Adalbrecht about the situation of Otto and Sascha, and mention was made that the bride price offered on your second marriage was sizeable, though nothing was given from the family when you wed before." Feb 08 19:59:58 go on... Feb 08 20:00:10 "You know how she can be. After discussions with Verity and Edward, a sum has been given to make amends for this. Sascha and Otto have been visiting Hildegarde in Innesbruck as neither has to work as much. Feb 08 20:00:32 * Molly watches his reaction Feb 08 20:01:07 * Morgan looks annoyed Feb 08 20:01:36 * Molly finishes up quickly "This is why I haven't been able to show you the covered up Crest on the cloak from the waterwheel house. But I will see them tonight and show you tomorrow. Our love, Papa." Feb 08 20:03:40 * Morgan sighs Feb 08 20:03:50 They're as bad as eachother Feb 08 20:04:05 Who are? Feb 08 20:04:28 your parents... Feb 08 20:04:35 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:05:15 No doubt Edward will have much to say about it Feb 08 20:05:22 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:05:50 * Molly smiles slightly Feb 08 20:06:14 Your Father has real trouble in saying no to my mother, doesnt he? Feb 08 20:06:47 seems so Feb 08 20:07:17 I might ask her to teach me how to make Koertig men so pliable and soft Feb 08 20:09:40 She probably manages to make him think its his own idea... he's always been overenthusiastic when he thinks he has a good idea Feb 08 20:09:49 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:09:56 Are you very cross? Feb 08 20:10:07 moderately Feb 08 20:10:33 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:10:47 This is a decision you should have been involved in Feb 08 20:10:57 yes it is Feb 08 20:12:10 Do you wish to talk about how you feel? Feb 08 20:12:55 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 08 20:13:01 its quite simple. I'm annoyed. Feb 08 20:15:20 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:15:29 Is there anything I can do? Feb 08 20:17:30 No, not really... it'll wait until I see them Feb 08 20:18:34 * Molly looks serious "alright liebling" Feb 08 20:20:06 Florrie and Alice are well Feb 08 20:20:57 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:20:58 good Feb 08 20:21:17 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:21:32 Should I take the mirror to my father with us? Feb 08 20:21:48 Aye, I want to see that crest Feb 08 20:22:09 * Molly nods. "Shall I leave a reply?" Feb 08 20:22:55 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 20:22:57 I don't know Feb 08 20:24:04 * Molly nods "I'll tell him I have seen his message and want to see the Crest as soon as possible" Feb 08 20:24:39 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:24:40 alright Feb 08 20:26:25 * Molly sighs Feb 08 20:27:30 Let's have another cup of tea. I suspect my family will send my hair grey far before old age gets chance to! Feb 08 20:28:18 They're like children Feb 08 20:28:25 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:28:32 Varick is better behaved Feb 08 20:28:51 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:29:04 though he did refer to the bum man earlier Feb 08 20:29:14 * Molly takes a moment to write a note, wrap the mirror and put it in the bag Feb 08 20:29:36 Oh dear, I suspect that is a nickname that will stick. Feb 08 20:29:44 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:29:47 I suspect so Feb 08 20:30:08 I suppose it is better than being called Saint Morgan of Puritytown? Feb 08 20:30:48 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Feb 08 20:30:50 I suppose Feb 08 20:30:52 * Molly carries the bag to the study Feb 08 20:31:10 He has stopped that, in light of certain pieces of information? Feb 08 20:31:25 mostly Feb 08 20:31:53 Does it trouble you? Feb 08 20:32:42 Change is difficult Feb 08 20:34:34 Oh, I meant that he still sometimes mentions it Feb 08 20:34:51 No, not really Feb 08 20:34:58 * Molly nods Feb 08 20:35:33 I do think you have made much progress in the time since we were wed... Feb 08 20:35:50 in what respect? Feb 08 20:36:03 * Molly pours two cups of tea Feb 08 20:36:52 Well, what happened this morning... I suspect you would have been uncomfortable and embarrassed by that had it happened when we first married Feb 08 20:37:02 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:37:05 probably, aye Feb 08 20:37:18 So that is progress, is it not? Feb 08 20:37:38 * Molly hands him a tea cup Feb 08 20:39:38 * Morgan takes it Feb 08 20:40:35 * Molly chews her lip "you are happy with this progress?" Feb 08 20:40:41 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:40:43 aye Feb 08 20:41:19 * Molly smiles "me too" Feb 08 20:45:06 * Molly sips her tea, thoughtful Feb 08 20:46:29 I think perhaps we have both come a long way since we first lived together Feb 08 20:46:48 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:46:49 I agree Feb 08 20:47:19 I was far more unworldly then Feb 08 20:47:31 * Morgan nods Feb 08 20:47:34 you miss that? Feb 08 20:47:47 * Molly tilts her head Feb 08 20:48:09 I do wonder how things would have developed had I not learnt what I did on the Coral Feb 08 20:48:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 20:49:28 * Molly frowns a little "do _you_ miss that?" Feb 08 20:50:07 No Feb 08 20:50:49 You are sure? *she looks concerned* there was much you did not get to teach me because I had already heard of it Feb 08 20:51:14 I don't think I was in the right place to teach you much... Feb 08 20:51:38 Why not? Feb 08 20:52:23 I wasn't healed enough Feb 08 20:52:49 * Molly nods thoughtfully Feb 08 20:52:52 Alright Feb 08 20:58:44 * Molly takes her tea over to the window seat Feb 08 20:58:55 We are making good time Feb 08 20:59:38 not surprising really Feb 08 21:00:24 * Molly nods, watching the sky Feb 08 21:00:28 She is fast Feb 08 21:00:37 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:02:02 At the very least, it will be nice to explore somewhere new Feb 08 21:02:32 * Morgan nods, sighing Feb 08 21:02:33 aye Feb 08 21:04:20 * Molly turns to watch him Feb 08 21:04:29 Why do you sigh, liebling? Feb 08 21:06:01 I wish I wasn't so apprehensive Feb 08 21:06:35 * Molly holds out her hand "come, talk with me" Feb 08 21:07:56 I don't wish to hash it out blossom... I just want to spend my time with you Feb 08 21:12:05 * Molly smiles softly Feb 08 21:12:35 Then come, don't talk to me... lay your head on my lap and let me stroke your hair? Feb 08 21:12:54 * Morgan nods, sitting beside her, sipping his coffee Feb 08 21:13:06 I'm gutted I didn't see the aurora Feb 08 21:14:29 * Molly watches him "I can understand that. I would love to see it too. I imagine fantastic ribbons of green, yellow, and purple, dancing in a starry sky, the night cold, wrapped in furs, my nose cold and pink Feb 08 21:14:40 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:14:48 I've told Claudia to wake me if it happens again Feb 08 21:15:28 Edward has seen it too, with that tribe in Vesten Feb 08 21:16:25 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:16:26 aye Feb 08 21:23:02 I'd like to see it too, if she wakes you Feb 08 21:23:28 How are things with her and Sorgi now? Feb 08 21:24:16 alright, last I heard. Feb 08 21:33:31 * Molly sips the tea Feb 08 21:33:46 Do they love each other yet, do you think? Feb 08 21:34:08 I... don't know Feb 08 21:34:38 * Molly watches him, speaking quietly, eyes lit up Feb 08 21:34:44 But you suspect? Feb 08 21:35:13 There is an undeniable bond there, but she is not ready to see it... she's barely ready to even feel it Feb 08 21:37:45 * Molly nods slowly Feb 08 21:38:00 You empathise with that... Feb 08 21:38:07 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:38:18 In some respects its harder for her Feb 08 21:38:40 Really?! Feb 08 21:38:54 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:39:24 How so? Feb 08 21:40:40 She's had her whole adult life, and a good chunk of her formative years, being taught that to be vulnerable is dangerous. She's been hurt by people she trusted, and she's closed herself off. She's feeling things she's spent years not believing was possible or worthwhile Feb 08 21:41:45 * Molly nods slowly Feb 08 21:41:53 And you feel that is harder? Feb 08 21:42:21 She's trying to unlearn a lifetime of lessons... scary as hell for her Feb 08 21:42:54 * Molly nods Feb 08 21:43:17 I can understand the struggle of trusting and being vulnerable Feb 08 21:43:29 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:43:53 Does he love her, do you think? Feb 08 21:44:03 I reckon so Feb 08 21:44:27 He is smart enough to say nothing though? Feb 08 21:45:30 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Feb 08 21:45:31 yes Feb 08 21:45:47 What makes you smile? Feb 08 21:46:36 he's not stupid Feb 08 21:46:47 * Molly nods Feb 08 21:47:03 Eventually, something will have to change, wont it? Feb 08 21:48:13 I don't know... he's quite accepting of the fact she isn't ready to realise it... Feb 08 21:52:22 She will stay on the Rose even when we have other ships? Feb 08 21:53:18 She doesn't know... depends how long she's comfortable being with Sorgi Feb 08 21:54:49 Complicated Feb 08 21:55:13 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:55:14 very Feb 08 21:56:13 * Molly nods Feb 08 21:56:35 As long as what they have now is enough Feb 08 21:56:59 * Morgan nods Feb 08 21:57:02 so far Feb 08 21:57:14 You worry about them? Feb 08 21:57:19 of course I do Feb 08 21:57:30 * Molly smiles Feb 08 21:57:50 That's nice though Feb 08 21:58:09 is it? Feb 08 21:58:24 Mmhmm **she tips her tea* Feb 08 22:02:07 Last year it would have been difficult for you to care so deeply? Feb 08 22:02:24 I imagine so Feb 08 22:02:54 * Molly nods "And now you care very much about many people. It's rather amazing" Feb 08 22:03:40 reckless perhaps Feb 08 22:05:31 You think so? Why? Feb 08 22:06:11 Given how it could all be taken from me... again... Feb 08 22:07:11 * Molly leans her cheek to his arm "Or it could not. We could all be here for the rest of your life" Feb 08 22:07:24 thats the hope Feb 08 22:10:16 * Molly nods Feb 08 22:10:30 It's worth it, isn't it? Feb 08 22:11:13 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:12:36 * Molly glances up Feb 08 22:12:47 I'm glad you still feel so Feb 08 22:15:00 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:16:20 * Molly takes his free hand, interlacing their fingers Feb 08 22:17:03 Do you worry about Inga and Heinzharold? Feb 08 22:17:34 Not much, no... its obvious they're meant to be together Feb 08 22:20:22 * Molly nods Feb 08 22:20:39 They fit so well, don't they? Feb 08 22:22:56 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:22:57 aye Feb 08 22:23:07 They barely ever have any conflict, their personalities compliment each other... they're very lucky Feb 08 22:23:32 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:23:36 aye Feb 08 22:24:57 * Molly sips the tea, quiet for a minute Feb 08 22:26:04 Will you be training this afternoon? Feb 08 22:26:52 Aye, I need to Feb 08 22:27:35 To deal with everything that is going on? Feb 08 22:28:46 To keep in form Feb 08 22:30:29 * Molly nods "I suppose if you wish to keep up with me, you best had" Feb 08 22:31:25 I suppose so Feb 08 22:31:43 * Molly giggles Feb 08 22:31:52 I'll never be as good as you Feb 08 22:33:05 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 22:33:13 couldn't say for sure Feb 08 22:34:35 I won't be spending years at war Feb 08 22:35:44 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:37:42 Do you have the balm? Feb 08 22:38:15 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:41:14 Will you take it with us? Feb 08 22:41:52 Probably wise Feb 08 22:42:49 I could probably do something a little more dramatic to help? Feb 08 22:43:16 oh probably Feb 08 22:45:01 Would you wish that? Feb 08 22:45:25 that depends on a great many things doesn't it Feb 08 22:45:44 * Molly looks up Feb 08 22:46:01 Usually you say absolutely not Feb 08 22:47:30 I am... aware that my state of mind could be... questionable while we are there Feb 08 22:48:09 And you will tell me openly what you need from me? Feb 08 22:48:32 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:48:34 if that is what you wish Feb 08 22:49:32 * Molly nods Feb 08 22:49:59 I just wish to make you feel fine, my love Feb 08 22:50:42 * Morgan nods Feb 08 22:51:54 Did you decide if you would wish to know? Feb 08 22:52:42 * Morgan frowns before nodding Feb 08 22:52:43 I do Feb 08 22:53:04 You are sure? Feb 08 22:54:27 No, but... I can't go through life hiding from things I don't like... can't make good decisions without all the information Feb 08 22:54:42 * Molly frowns deeply Feb 08 22:55:13 There is a decision you might be making dependant upon how I feel when I meet him? Feb 08 22:55:40 No... Feb 08 22:57:05 ... but...? Feb 08 22:57:47 its a decent philosophy, thats all Feb 08 22:58:07 * Molly nods Feb 08 22:58:53 We are likely worrying for nothing Feb 08 23:00:01 maybe Feb 08 23:00:35 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 08 23:00:57 You have never felt worried like this before? Feb 08 23:01:46 No Feb 08 23:02:03 Even with the cast? Feb 08 23:02:16 that was different Feb 08 23:03:08 Why? Feb 08 23:03:36 because... you had no desire to leave... no attraction to anything away from me Feb 08 23:04:11 * Molly nods Feb 08 23:04:58 I would spend time telling you again that I wish to be with you, but I suspect until we leave Insel you will struggle to be at peace with that Feb 08 23:06:06 * Morgan nods Feb 08 23:06:08 I'm afraid so Feb 08 23:07:51 * Molly nods "I'm sorry. I know it isn't my fault, but it hurts me greatly to be making you feel my heart is potentially not entirely yours" Feb 08 23:08:56 * Morgan nods Feb 08 23:10:22 The convergence would surely prevent it? Feb 08 23:10:42 * Morgan shrugs Feb 08 23:11:46 You and I are supposed to be together now. They said we are on the smoothest paths Feb 08 23:13:35 smoothest, but not the only... Feb 08 23:14:14 But that would mean you having children with another woman... Feb 08 23:15:03 Do you really want to talk about this? Feb 08 23:16:14 No, I don't think I do. Feb 08 23:17:14 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Feb 08 23:17:49 I would like to lay down and cuddle with you instead, until it is time for you to go Feb 08 23:19:12 * Morgan nods Feb 08 23:19:13 alright Feb 08 23:19:24 On the couch? Feb 08 23:19:35 * Morgan nods Feb 08 23:20:10 * Molly gets up, waiting for him to get in position Feb 08 23:20:54 * Morgan puts his cup side before stretching out on the couch Feb 08 23:23:00 * Molly curls up close to him, on her side facing in to him. It's a bit of a squeeze, but not uncomfortable. He can see how the tension gradually goes out of her expression. The way her hand moves over his cheek, hair, shoulder and arm is all tender and loving, rather than aiming to arouse or tease Feb 08 23:25:37 * Molly speaks softly "I love you, liebes herz, so very much" Feb 08 23:26:29 and I you blossom, endlessly Feb 08 23:27:19 * Molly nods, smiling a little "I know." Feb 08 23:28:24 * Morgan nods Feb 08 23:28:25 good Feb 08 23:29:50 * Molly seems very contented with this prolonged physical contact, looking very relaxed and happy half an hour later when they hear the first stirrings of Varick Feb 09 00:25:21 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 09 09:08:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 10:51:43 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Feb 09 11:15:35 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 11:16:24 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 09 11:17:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 11:17:29 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 09 11:18:25 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 11:18:34 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 09 16:24:54 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 16:25:21 ((C&p pls)) Feb 09 16:25:51 * Molly gets up, waiting for him to get in position Feb 09 16:25:51 * Morgan puts his cup side before stretching out on the couch Feb 09 16:25:51 * Molly curls up close to him, on her side facing in to him. It's a bit of a squeeze, but not uncomfortable. He can see how the tension gradually goes out of her expression. The way her hand moves over his cheek, hair, shoulder and arm is all tender and loving, rather than aiming to arouse or tease Feb 09 16:25:51 * Molly speaks softly "I love you, liebes herz, so very much" Feb 09 16:25:52 and I you blossom, endlessly Feb 09 16:25:54 * Molly nods, smiling a little "I know." Feb 09 16:25:56 * Morgan nods Feb 09 16:25:58 good Feb 09 16:26:00 * Molly seems very contented with this prolonged physical contact, looking very relaxed and happy half an hour later when they hear the first stirrings of Varick Feb 09 16:26:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 09 16:27:37 **how responsive/tender/loving would he have been in that time?** Feb 09 16:27:42 ((very)) Feb 09 16:29:19 **Varick can be heard talking to the cat in his roon about having to stay behind. Molly gently kisses him, her palm gentle on his cheek** Feb 09 16:31:54 I suppose we'd best get up and about Feb 09 16:33:17 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 16:33:17 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 09 16:33:25 * MollyK has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 09 16:33:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 16:33:36 Mmhmm... to be continued another time, I hope? *she watches him with wide pupils and a soft languor* Feb 09 16:35:07 * Morgan nods Feb 09 16:35:13 I hope so Feb 09 16:40:05 * Molly kisses him again before getting up. She shakes out her hair a little Feb 09 16:40:29 * Morgan sits up, watching her Feb 09 16:40:45 Will you be going now? Feb 09 16:42:47 * Molly goes to the little mirror on the wall, checking her hair in the reflection Feb 09 16:43:12 I should probably try to sort things with HeinzHarold Feb 09 16:44:04 * Molly nods, starting to pull out the pins holding up the majority of her hair Feb 09 16:44:38 Mmhmm *she holds the pins between her lips* Feb 09 16:45:25 * Morgan watches her quietly Feb 09 16:48:27 * Molly takes it all down, clearly intending to start afresh. She can't talk at all with so many hair pins in her mouth Feb 09 16:49:59 I'll go check on Varick first Feb 09 16:51:36 Mmhmm. **she shakes it out, swishing it side to side, then runs her fingers through it to separate it into layers* Feb 09 16:52:10 * Morgan frowns briefly before getting up and going into Varicks room Feb 09 16:52:31 * Molly is now known as Varick Feb 09 16:53:05 * Varick is sat on his bed "Papa, I dreamt I turned into a fish! Feb 09 16:53:17 Did you indeed Feb 09 16:53:50 I swam into Heinzharold's hands so he could win, and then he gave me half the prize Feb 09 16:55:20 he didn't try to cook you? Feb 09 16:58:51 * Varick laughs "Heinzharold wouldn't cook me!" Feb 09 17:02:33 well he wouldn't eat you raw Feb 09 17:03:02 **Ulysses comes to climb up Morgan Feb 09 17:03:12 When will we get there? Feb 09 17:04:06 Not too long now Feb 09 17:07:30 * Varick nods, getting off the bed. The cat settles around Morgan's shoulders, though seems to find it challenging with the scarf Feb 09 17:08:10 Will you play soldiers with me? Feb 09 17:08:44 Aye, we can play for a little bit Feb 09 17:12:12 * Varick goes through, Molly is still working on her hair. She seems to be trying to tame and constrain it rather than prettying it Feb 09 17:16:03 * Varick gets the soldiers all set up. Molly finishes her hair, all braided and pinned now. Once more she checks it before nodding a little Feb 09 17:17:12 M: Would you have me find Heinzharold, my love? Feb 09 17:18:22 * Morgan nods Feb 09 17:18:24 please blossom Feb 09 17:20:07 **Molly goes into the bedroom a moment whilst he and Varick pick sides. When she comes back out she's wearing the forget-me-not necklace he had made for her, and a navy shawl** M: would you prefer to see him here or in the ballroom? Feb 09 17:20:35 ballroom once this skirmish is over Feb 09 17:21:26 **Molly nods with a smile. She kisses Varick's crown as she passes. In the hall he can hear her singing** Feb 09 17:21:33 Mama is happy Feb 09 17:21:46 she certainly seems to be, aye Feb 09 17:25:03 Is she happy because we're going to eat a lot of fish or see the tower or meet Doctor Rosenkrantz's family? Feb 09 17:26:07 could be either I suppose Feb 09 17:27:52 I am happy about those things Feb 09 17:29:01 * Morgan nods Feb 09 17:29:03 thats good Feb 09 17:31:39 * Varick is on his second turn when he hears Molly [I... uhh... think I'll give them five minutes...] Feb 09 17:32:48 [busy, I take it] Feb 09 17:33:31 [It sounded that way. Oh dear!] Feb 09 17:36:43 **about ten minutes pass before he hears her again** [Heinzharold is just grabbing his sword] Feb 09 17:37:33 [that was his problem the first time you knocked] Feb 09 17:39:06 [Liebes herz! **she sounds amused** I'd rather not think of the part of _Heinzharold_] Feb 09 17:39:40 [are you coming to take over this battle?] Feb 09 17:42:05 **she opens the door, and comes to take the seat. She's still blushing a little** Feb 09 17:45:18 M: Heinzharold is waiting for you to train, my love Feb 09 17:45:29 * Morgan nods, looking at Varick Feb 09 17:45:38 I've got to go... I'll see you in a bit, alright? Feb 09 17:45:41 [He doesn't know what I heard] Feb 09 17:46:06 * Varick nods, more interested in the game. Ulysses climbs off Morgan Feb 09 17:46:26 * Morgan picks up his sword before kissing Molly's cheek Feb 09 17:46:30 I'll see you shortly Feb 09 17:49:08 **Molly watches him with a fond smile. Varick has to say Mama twice to get her attention back to the game** Feb 09 17:50:00 * Morgan smiles before heading off to the ballroom Feb 09 17:50:08 * Varick is now known as HH Feb 09 17:50:27 * HH is already swinging a sword around Feb 09 17:50:52 * Morgan salutes him Feb 09 17:50:53 ready? Feb 09 17:52:43 * HH does likewise. He judges how much effort to put in on how much Morgan is putting in Feb 09 17:54:12 * Morgan launches right into pushing hard Feb 09 17:54:38 * HH matches him as expected Feb 09 17:57:26 * Morgan trains hard Feb 09 17:57:44 * HH tries to push him a bit harder Feb 09 18:02:31 * HH has quit (Ping Timeout) Feb 09 18:21:44 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 09 18:21:47 [17:51] * HH tries to push him a bit harder Feb 09 18:21:53 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 09 18:28:00 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 09 18:34:02 * HH (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 09 18:34:08 [17:51] * HH tries to push him a bit harder Feb 09 18:34:24 * Morgan easily keeps up with him Feb 09 18:38:59 * HH goes at full tilt Feb 09 18:39:28 * Morgan grins, keeping up with him Feb 09 18:51:29 * HH sustains this for five minutes before stepping away, breathing heavily "fuckin' hell, I'm outta condition" Feb 09 18:52:42 * Morgan sheathes his sword, nodding Feb 09 18:52:48 that and I'm just better than you Feb 09 18:55:47 * HH does likewise "try again once we're back on the ship, might jus' be bad timing" Feb 09 18:56:09 bad timing? Feb 09 18:59:06 * HH gives a big yawn "not long woke up from a nap, see?" Feb 09 19:21:45 uh huh Feb 09 19:22:25 * HH sits in a chair, running his hand through his hair Feb 09 19:22:35 I fucked up, man. I'm sorry Feb 09 19:23:19 You didn't fuck up. If I reacted like any normal person it wouldn't have been an issue Feb 09 19:24:56 Nah, I shoulda told him no Feb 09 19:25:50 it is what it is Feb 09 19:29:28 * HH nods, but he looks like he's feeling bad over it Feb 09 19:30:46 * Morgan sighs Feb 09 19:30:47 let it go Feb 09 19:32:19 Any chance of a hug? Feb 09 19:32:42 * Morgan nods Feb 09 19:34:38 * HH gets up, opening his arms Feb 09 19:34:52 * Morgan goes to him, wrapping his arms around him Feb 09 19:37:08 * HH hugs him hard Feb 09 19:38:19 Thanks man Feb 09 19:38:31 its alright Feb 09 19:40:49 * HH slaps his back gently before letting go Feb 09 19:41:05 Anything I c'n do? Feb 09 19:41:23 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 09 19:41:24 no Feb 09 19:43:15 * HH nods Feb 09 19:43:37 She was looking pretty cheerful when she came to get me Feb 09 19:44:07 * Morgan nods Feb 09 19:44:23 we'd spent the entire time just laying on the couch Feb 09 19:45:03 Sounds kinda nice Feb 09 19:46:05 * Morgan nods Feb 09 19:46:06 it was Feb 09 19:47:24 Gonna come up on deck, see th' sights? Feb 09 19:48:24 * Morgan nods Feb 09 19:48:27 aye Feb 09 19:50:49 Y' need to go let her know where you're goin'? Feb 09 19:56:47 [I'm going to go up on deck blossom, have a look at the coastline as we go in] Feb 09 19:57:34 [Is everything well?] Feb 09 19:58:23 [Yes blossom] Feb 09 19:58:30 * Morgan glances at HeinzHarold Feb 09 19:58:31 done Feb 09 20:00:55 * HH shakes his head "You can just tell 'er anything, anytime, no matter who's around?" Feb 09 20:02:25 Distance allowing... Feb 09 20:05:03 'Ow far? Feb 09 20:07:08 coming on for a mile Feb 09 20:08:59 * HH nods "Practical, gotta be pretty entertainin' too" Feb 09 20:10:59 can be Feb 09 20:12:07 * HH heads up on deck "means y' can tell her she's pretty, catch her off guard" Feb 09 20:12:45 that is true Feb 09 20:15:47 **the weather is cold but dry on deck. The coast line is quite pretty here, and Morgan has seen it a few times over the years, first as a young boy on the way to Catterick, and then during the War. Now he is getting to see it from his own ship Feb 09 20:18:53 Its not bad Feb 09 20:20:10 * HH nods Feb 09 20:20:26 Mebbie an hour out Feb 09 20:21:20 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:23:39 **Claudia comes over** Got a minute? Feb 09 20:24:30 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:27:22 * HH is now known as Claudia Feb 09 20:27:47 * Claudia moves away from HH "Wanted to see how you are?" Feb 09 20:28:57 * Morgan shrugs Feb 09 20:29:01 no worse than I was Feb 09 20:30:14 No better either? Feb 09 20:30:47 * Morgan shrugs Feb 09 20:31:03 feels very much like it did with the cast Feb 09 20:31:55 How do you mean? Feb 09 20:32:07 just waiting to see if I'll lose her Feb 09 20:33:39 I don't see it Feb 09 20:34:01 * Morgan shrugs Feb 09 20:36:07 * Claudia nods Feb 09 20:36:16 Sorted the harming stuff? Feb 09 20:36:30 think so, aye Feb 09 20:38:28 * Claudia nods "good jib" Feb 09 20:38:31 Job* Feb 09 20:38:54 can't say it was easy Feb 09 20:39:07 No? Feb 09 20:40:29 didn't quite go to plan but we got there Feb 09 20:42:28 * Claudia nods "good" Feb 09 20:42:54 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:42:56 you ok? Feb 09 20:44:19 Yeah, just want to get her in and settled Feb 09 20:44:54 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:44:56 you docking her? Feb 09 20:46:35 Sorgi will be up soon, the Doctor will take us through where we're going Feb 09 20:47:24 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:47:46 **She goes back to her job. A little later, Rosenkrantz comes on deck and is giving Sorgi instructions on where to moor. This means they go along the Insel coast, passing the first estuary. HH stands with Morgan. The first thing they see is the destroyed fort of Dietmund** Feb 09 20:47:54 * Claudia is now known as HH Feb 09 20:48:20 Food wasn' too bad Feb 09 20:48:56 security was bloody awful Feb 09 20:49:04 * HH grins Feb 09 20:49:15 Business as usual Feb 09 20:49:54 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:51:07 Weird though Feb 09 20:51:18 what? Feb 09 20:51:40 Rosie's family land. You an' me here, and Kit, and James Feb 09 20:52:44 * Morgan nods Feb 09 20:57:47 **The coast here is full of coves and high cliffs, private and not practical for much but smuggling or maybe nude swimming like she did with Morgan at Lundy Feb 09 20:59:18 Wouldn' want to mount an invasion 'ere Feb 09 21:00:32 have to be an idiot to try it Feb 09 21:00:51 * HH nods Feb 09 21:01:15 **A few minutes later they can just see the manor house with its tower up on top of the cliffs. It looks like the views will be spectacular** Feb 09 21:02:17 it'd take a lot to sneak past that if someone was paying attention Feb 09 21:04:07 * HH nods Feb 09 21:04:15 Not bad, is it? Feb 09 21:04:38 **the next thing they see is a flatter bit of land, sandy beach with small boats, and the main town more inland. People can be seen with fishing boats and a market. Feb 09 21:04:39 HH: Been t' this bit before, obviously. Feb 09 21:04:43 * Morgan nods Feb 09 21:04:56 * HH grins Feb 09 21:05:09 Just staggerin' around, looking dazed and lost Feb 09 21:05:47 and those mean people didn't take pity on you Feb 09 21:10:25 Locked me up! Not very kind Feb 09 21:12:46 not very charitable Feb 09 21:14:51 Bastards. Feb 09 21:15:14 **they turn starboard into the river, towards the east dock. It is a delicate procedure, and Sorgi, Claudia and Koen are all involved. Sorgi invites Morgan to work with them. Feb 09 21:16:12 * Morgan does so gladly Feb 09 21:17:37 **It takes them half an hour of mental and physical work to get the Rose turned and berthed, the light starting to fade by the time he is fetching Molly, Inga and Varick. ** Feb 09 21:18:52 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 09 21:20:28 * Molly has their bags ready, and Varick is very excited. Molly seems quite happy and peaceful even still Feb 09 21:22:58 all ready? Feb 09 21:24:17 * Molly smiles "Yes, we are" Feb 09 21:25:26 * Morgan nods, hauling up the bags Feb 09 21:26:17 **The light is pretty and golden. With their bags, they exit the Rose. Morgan, Molly, Varick, HH, Inga, and Claudia will all be going to the manor. Rosenkrantz disembarks with them Feb 09 21:26:40 R, to Morgan: Would you prefer a carriage, or a horse, your Excellency? Feb 09 21:27:01 I would prefer a horse Feb 09 21:28:09 **Rosenkrantz is welcomed by the dock workers, he is clearly a popular and respected Freiarr here. Nothing is too much trouble, and horses and a carriage for the ladies are found easily. HH stays with them, as does Rosenkrantz, Claudia rides. As they ride through towards the manor, he starts to feel some deja vu. Feb 09 21:29:46 * Morgan keeps a close eye on his surroundings Feb 09 21:34:10 **It feels familiar. And it gets even more familiar when he spots a run down old church off to his left Feb 09 21:35:30 [Take a look at this church, see if it jogs any memories] Feb 09 21:36:32 [I don't see a church?] Feb 09 21:37:08 [on the left] Feb 09 21:38:10 [I'm on the wrong side of the carriage. Send me the image?] Feb 09 21:38:23 * Morgan does so Feb 09 21:39:44 **He gets back the feeling of linen cloth grasped in fingers, the colour red, and the clanging of a chalice. Just like in last night's dream** Feb 09 21:40:10 [Oh god.] Feb 09 21:40:21 [that is... the church...] Feb 09 21:40:45 [Mmhmm] Feb 09 21:41:38 [I... have no idea what that means...] Feb 09 21:41:58 * Morgan looks at Claudia Feb 09 21:42:02 what do you know about this place? Feb 09 21:42:11 C: Insel? Feb 09 21:42:15 * Morgan nods Feb 09 21:42:26 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 09 21:43:18 Not much. It's an island, and a freiarrdom. Objectionist, had a nice Vaticine base until you and Heinzharold happened to it Feb 09 21:44:55 know anything about the old Freiarr? Feb 09 21:46:22 * Claudia shakes her head Feb 09 21:48:28 No, why? Feb 09 21:49:32 * Morgan shrugs Feb 09 21:49:33 dreams Feb 09 21:52:49 * Claudia nods Feb 09 21:57:32 **the stretch of track, and the stable yard at the manor are very similar too Feb 09 21:59:50 * Morgan nods to himself Feb 09 22:02:03 **There's a groomsman to take the horses. He looks to be in his sixties, very polite, and friendly with Rosenkrantz as he hands out the passengers Feb 09 22:04:24 * Morgan gets down slowly, watching Rosenkrantz Feb 09 22:12:34 **he seems happy to be home, ushering them all towards the house. Molly glances at the stables, holding back for Morgan Feb 09 22:12:45 * Morgan joins her Feb 09 22:15:49 * Claudia takes his hand, glancing up at him Feb 09 22:15:55 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 09 22:16:03 This is so strange Feb 09 22:16:13 * Morgan nods Feb 09 22:16:14 very Feb 09 22:16:43 * Molly takes a deep breath, squeezing his hand Feb 09 22:16:54 You recognised the church... Feb 09 22:16:59 * Morgan nods Feb 09 22:17:00 I did Feb 09 22:17:48 * Molly sucks her lower lip a moment "It's all I can think of now!" Feb 09 22:18:12 thats.... unfortunate Feb 09 22:18:23 * Molly nods Feb 09 22:18:40 I hoped to have my full wits and composure in tact Feb 09 22:19:06 * Morgan nods Feb 09 22:22:51 * Molly takes a slow deep breath, squaring her shoulders Feb 09 22:23:08 Fortunately for you, you are less easily distracted Feb 09 22:23:50 * Morgan shrugs Feb 09 22:23:57 I'm in enemy territory Feb 09 22:24:21 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 09 22:25:19 You are all I can think of. Feb 09 22:25:43 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 09 22:25:43 good Feb 09 22:28:18 * Molly tries hard to concentrate as they go into the house Feb 09 22:43:15 **the hall they go into is very nice, tasteful but not flashy. Rosenkrantz chats with the butler and housekeeper Feb 09 22:45:38 * Morgan looks around as he goes Feb 10 00:10:46 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 10 01:00:08 * Disconnected () **** ENDING LOGGING AT Thu Feb 10 01:00:08 2022 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Thu Feb 10 01:00:20 2022 Feb 10 01:00:20 * Now talking on #7thsea Feb 10 22:22:58 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Feb 11 11:49:19 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Feb 11 12:19:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 12:21:13 **Rosenkrantz introduces them all to the butler Mr Simmonz, and the housekeeper, Mrs Krisle. Both of them seem formal but warm, and seem to like their employer. Molly hasn't let go of his hand. Varick is gawking at all the nice paintings on the walls of the hall. HH is chatty, Claudia is watching Morgan Feb 11 12:21:24 C:$you okay?$ Feb 11 12:22:00 $Feel like I'm back in the war$ Feb 11 12:22:20 C: $looks safe$ Feb 11 12:23:00 * Morgan shrugs slightly, looking round Feb 11 12:23:32 **It's a nice house. Rosenkrantz instructs the housekeeper to take them upstairs and let them choose whatever room arrangements they want. He asks about dinner, which will be at 8 now, not 7 due to the rest of the family being out helping in town so he arranges for sandwiches and cake and hot drinks to be taken to the drawing room.** Feb 11 12:24:47 * Molly squeezes his hand [he's not even here at present] Feb 11 12:25:05 * Morgan nods Feb 11 12:27:12 **The house is large enough for a big house party, bigger than koln but smaller by far than die Dauerhaftigkeit. There are a lot of Avalonian stylings as they pass up the stairs. The housekeeper tells Molly they have a nursery suite though it hasn't been used since the young mistress was twelve or so** Feb 11 12:27:56 What thinks you, liebling? Feb 11 12:28:07 probably a good idea since we're here for a couple of days Feb 11 12:28:30 **The housekeeper takes them that way** Feb 11 12:29:17 [Perhaps Heinzharold and Inga should have a separate guest room, I want them to not feel they are on duty with Varick] Feb 11 12:29:56 [aye, good idea] Feb 11 12:32:37 **The housekeeper gets M,M,V & C rooms in the nursery suite, and Molly asks her to find HH and Inga a room. This leaves the others to discover the rooms. It's similar to the set up at Eisenfurst Fischer's house. Varick picks a room, as does Claudia. Molly and Morgan have the one with the double bed. Molly wanders into it Feb 11 12:32:55 They air these rooms well, considering they are not used Feb 11 12:33:10 * Morgan nods Feb 11 12:35:48 **It looks functional rather than fancy, but it will do the two of them fine. She takes a few minutes to get settled Feb 11 12:35:53 How are you? Feb 11 12:36:27 * Morgan shrugs Feb 11 12:36:28 alright Feb 11 12:36:57 * Molly smiles, obviously taking this at face value "Good" Feb 11 12:38:55 **he can hear Varick laughing in the nursery parlour** Feb 11 12:39:33 someones clearly happy to be here Feb 11 12:39:54 * Molly smiles, her eyes crinkling at the corners Feb 11 12:40:05 But not you, mon petit chou? Feb 11 12:40:16 No, not really Feb 11 12:40:21 * Molly nods Feb 11 12:40:33 It's a pretty house so far though Feb 11 12:40:51 * Morgan nods Feb 11 12:41:42 "Papa! See this painting!" Feb 11 12:42:56 * Morgan wanders through to the parlour Feb 11 12:43:47 **The painting Varick is looking at is of Seb at aged twelve, with a blonde girl who looks to be around 4, and a goose** Feb 11 12:44:03 V: There's a goose in this painting! Feb 11 12:44:08 Yes there is. Feb 11 12:44:25 V: why is there a goose? Feb 11 12:44:45 The family raise geese Feb 11 12:46:32 * Molly comes in, touching Morgan's lower back "I'm going to see if Inga needs any help with her hair" Feb 11 12:47:04 V: oh, okay. Maybe I can see the geese? Feb 11 12:49:44 oh I've no doubt they'll let you see them Feb 11 12:51:44 * Molly goes Feb 11 12:52:10 V: *he nods* who are the children? Feb 11 12:52:44 the older boy is... Rosie. I assume thats his sister Feb 11 12:55:30 **Varick whispers** the bum man? Feb 11 12:56:32 * Morgan nods Feb 11 12:58:41 **Claudia comes in and looks at the painting a minute** She reminds me of someone, I can't think who though Feb 11 12:59:07 oh? Feb 11 12:59:24 **He doesn't recognise her at all** Feb 11 12:59:49 **Varick goes to looks at the books at old toys** Feb 11 12:59:54 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 11 13:00:08 Primarily want me watching over Varick? Feb 11 13:01:40 * Morgan nods Feb 11 13:01:42 I think so Feb 11 13:03:31 I can do that. Anything you need now? Feb 11 13:03:50 No, I don't think so Feb 11 13:07:13 * Claudia nods Feb 11 13:08:13 **HH comes in to the nursery suite, and quietly asks Morgan the same thing Feb 11 13:08:41 No, you came here to see your friend. You do that Feb 11 13:11:33 **HH grabs him and hugs him hard** Feb 11 13:13:21 * Morgan hugs him back Feb 11 13:15:51 **HH says nothing, just slaps his back a moment before letting go. Then he looks around the room before settling on the painting. He chuckles* Could be a portrait o' the three of us. You'd be the goose, o'viously. **This reminds him of Molly calling him a Silly Goose weeks ago, saying she could only be more his if she was made from one of his ribs* Feb 11 13:18:27 Claudia says she reminds her of someone Feb 11 13:19:01 HH looks: nope, don't see it. Bet she's pretty now though Feb 11 13:20:15 **HH grins* Ilena, not Claudia, o'viously. Feb 11 13:20:45 Bit early to be asking for a beating isn't it? Feb 11 13:20:56 * Claudia hears HH, because she checks Varick is busy before flipping him off Feb 11 13:21:42 **HH shrugs** You wanna get the wives, I'll get Varick done with th' toys? Feb 11 13:23:28 they back already? Feb 11 13:27:30 HH: Just down the hall Feb 11 13:28:00 * Morgan nods Feb 11 13:28:04 I'll go fetch them Feb 11 13:29:43 **He can hear them talking when he gets near the room, though they are talking quietly** I: Is that possible? Feb 11 13:29:52 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 11 13:30:40 * Morgan slows Feb 11 13:34:20 Some weeks ago I might have said no... but now... who knows? Feb 11 13:35:31 * Morgan frowns, coming to a halt Feb 11 13:35:37 I: what has changed since then? Feb 11 13:37:01 He's changed, I've changed a little too, I think Feb 11 13:39:09 I: I think you've both seemed happier since they came back from finding Dau Feb 11 13:40:21 Okay, that's your hair all done. Do you like it, or do you want it fancier? Feb 11 13:40:34 * Morgan moves, pushing the door open Feb 11 13:40:38 I: No, that is good Feb 11 13:41:39 * Molly smiles. Inga's hair looks nice, pretty but not over the top. It's certainly more fancy than Molly's own constrained hair Feb 11 13:41:47 What thinks you, liebling? Feb 11 13:42:38 beautiful Feb 11 13:44:36 **Inga blushes** I want to make a good impression. I dont want him thinking Heinzharold could do much better Feb 11 13:45:52 You are perfect for eachother, and thats obvious Feb 11 13:49:18 * Molly smiles, nodding "You belong together. Anyone who thinks otherwise is a fool" Feb 11 13:50:04 HeinzHarold says they're here... sent me to get you Feb 11 13:50:41 HeinzHarold sent me to fetch you Feb 11 13:52:21 **Inga thanks him, getting up from the dresser. They bump into the others in the hall. HH looks her over "well now, don't you look fine?" Inga is clearly pleased, and he offers her his arm. Molly watches them a moment before extinguishing the candle and following on at the back behind Claudia and Varick Feb 11 13:56:16 * Molly smiles at him "It surprises me sometimes that she still thinks she isnt worthy of him" Feb 11 13:56:44 She is fairly convinced we only tolerate her because she is useful to us Feb 11 14:00:12 That's silly. I will talk to her about that Feb 11 14:00:44 * Morgan nods Feb 11 14:01:35 * Molly offers him her hand, the others a little ahead now Feb 11 14:02:20 * Morgan takes it Feb 11 14:03:55 * Molly smiles, heading down with the others. She's quiet but seems cheerful Feb 11 14:05:18 what were you talking about? Feb 11 14:05:31 Hmm? Feb 11 14:07:04 before I came in Feb 11 14:09:21 You and I Feb 11 14:09:30 oh? Feb 11 14:12:46 * Molly nods, having to be careful with her skirt on the stairs Feb 11 14:12:55 Just how things are now Feb 11 14:14:31 * Morgan nods Feb 11 14:19:39 **The butler shows them into the drawing room where the doctor is waiting. Molly's hand tightens in his as she looks around, looking solemn. However, theres no sign of the rest of the family** Feb 11 14:20:41 [I've dreamt this room.] Feb 11 14:21:07 [have you?] Feb 11 14:21:18 **Rosenkrantz is cheerful, getting them set up with hot drinks whilst Varick starts with cake** Feb 11 14:22:20 [I was here. My eldest son was bringing his betrothed here...] **he can recall her briefly telling him this, her future daughter-in-law was Jana** Feb 11 14:22:46 [Jana, I believe] Feb 11 14:23:53 [Yes.] **Molly sighs, looking at the fireplace a moment before squaring her shoulders** Let's have some tea Feb 11 14:25:07 * Morgan nods Feb 11 14:25:43 **They sit around a low table near the window. The drapes are open still, the sky dark pink, purple and navy. Molly looks more cheerful once tea has been sipped and cake has been eaten* Feb 11 14:26:11 V, to R: Claudia saw a Roarer last night. Feb 11 14:26:42 R: Did she? We get them here on occasion. Feb 11 14:26:55 V: Did you see one? Feb 11 14:27:36 R: **he nods** three times. There's a superstition that it means a big change is coming Feb 11 14:27:57 and here I thought Sudlachenburg had the monopoly on those Feb 11 14:28:01 * Molly sips the tea again Feb 11 14:28:58 R: Most people have heard about the bread for the Schattenmann, do you have many others, your Excellency? Feb 11 14:29:22 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Feb 11 14:32:04 R: Are there any lesser known ones? Feb 11 14:32:42 the usual, a broom falls over, an unexpected visitor, if two pour from a pot, there will be children... Feb 11 14:32:54 **He nods** Feb 11 14:33:35 *she looks to Morgan* There's the one about the newlywed's sheet being put under the mattress? Feb 11 14:34:03 and the plate, of course Feb 11 14:34:40 **Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan** Ah, the sheet is an old Vaticine tradition, my parents had one. What is the plate? Feb 11 14:36:00 Interesting that its been incorporated into objectionist culture... Feb 11 14:39:26 R: But then it is not so long ago that many places converted. Insel was only converted in 1596, between the birth of my eldest and middle brother Feb 11 14:39:36 * Morgan nods Feb 11 14:40:56 * Molly looks to Morgan "It was 1560 in Sudlachenburg, I believe?" HH: "61" Feb 11 14:41:59 **Varick is eating another cake quietly** Feb 11 14:42:30 * Morgan nods Feb 11 14:43:07 R: Once we have finished our drinks, we will go for a tour of the house. My family will be back before dinner, but it's common for us to be helping the night before fisherman's mass. Feb 11 14:45:08 * Morgan nods, sipping his tea Feb 11 14:45:53 **The house is a good size, and they make a tour of the dining hall and ballroom before getting to a very nice library. There's a display case of all manner of curiosities, which Varick is fascinated by whilst the others explore the room Feb 11 14:50:34 * Molly is now known as Varick Feb 11 14:50:38 Papa... Feb 11 14:51:15 yes? Feb 11 14:52:26 Look at this stone! Feb 11 14:53:03 * Morgan goes to look Feb 11 14:53:46 **The stone he is pointing to is white with rainbow flecks in it. He can almost feel it in his hand, almost feel Jana's fingers as she handed it to him in last night's dream** Feb 11 14:54:10 * Morgan frowns at it Feb 11 14:56:14 I think its called a dragon stone Feb 11 14:56:48 It's very pretty Feb 11 14:57:07 **Rosenkrantz comes over** What are we admiring? Feb 11 14:57:21 the... dragonstone Feb 11 15:00:30 **he takes a key off the top of the glass cabinet and opens it. He hands the stone to Varick with a smile Feb 11 15:01:24 R: My brother Leopold found it on the banks of the river down at Wassermeer when he was very young Feb 11 15:04:13 * Varick moves it in the light, making the colours flash. He grins at Morgan "do you want to see?" Feb 11 15:04:33 * Morgan nods Feb 11 15:05:17 * Varick hands it over. It is identical Feb 11 15:05:37 * Morgan nods, turning it over and inspecting it closely Feb 11 15:06:13 **it doesn't seem to be anything special aside from being beautiful and being in his dream Feb 11 15:06:56 * Morgan hands it back to Varick Feb 11 15:09:58 ACTION chats a few minutes before it gets put away. They move on. The music room is approached by white and checkerboard tiles, with a double door. He has seen this before too, in the dream thread of the Allemande waltz where he had met Molly at a ball during the war, and when he came to this house where she was staying with her father she was pregnant with his twins. Rosenkrantz leads them in, and Molly immediately sits at the piano, just as she had been. Feb 11 15:11:14 * Morgan frowns briefly Feb 11 15:13:07 * Varick plays a little tune. Rosenkrantz compliments her playing, saying it is a shame she isnt staying as Ilena has always wanted to be better on the piano, but noone in the family has ever been good with musical instruments Feb 11 15:14:23 Molly* Feb 11 15:14:33 lack of aptitude? Feb 11 15:14:50 R: Sadly yes Feb 11 15:15:27 * Morgan nods Feb 11 15:15:32 unfortunate Feb 11 15:16:04 R: Are your family musical, your Excellency? Feb 11 15:16:52 You can get a fairly solid high G out of my father if you pull his moustache Feb 11 15:19:23 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 11 15:27:44 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 15:27:46 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 11 15:27:52 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 15:28:02 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 11 15:28:13 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 15:28:23 * Varick has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 11 15:30:18 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 15:31:20 R: **he laughs** Do you play piano? Feb 11 15:49:20 Absolutely not Feb 11 15:53:21 **He nods. Molly looks like she might stay and play, but Rosenkrantz suggests they move on to the great hall. Inga and HH seem very impressed, Claudia looks like she's assessing it for defensive potential. Varick looms keen to move on** Feb 11 15:53:51 * Morgan looks around quietly Feb 11 15:54:42 * Molly leaves the piano with a little reluctance, looking around the room. She comes to Morgan Feb 11 15:54:48 This is pretty too Feb 11 15:55:24 * Morgan nods Feb 11 15:58:00 **They look at the great hall, which is very fancy, and then move to the gallery. There are lots of family portraits, the most recent must have been completed in the last few months. Rosenkrantz points it out. He and his wife are sat, and behind them Seb and Ilena are stood. Heinzharold was right, she is pretty. Seb looks genuinely amused, rather than just smiling politely Feb 11 15:58:11 R: My family, painted this summer Feb 11 15:58:49 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:02:03 * Molly looks at it, nodding a little "Ilena has blossomed, hasn't she?" *Rosenkrantz nods* Indeed she has. Feb 11 16:04:05 **He leads them through, pointing out his brother Leopold, a man of around seventy, and a young woman who looks to be under twenty* My late brother Leopold and his wife Rosaline Feb 11 16:04:48 [I thought she was going to be his grandchild!] Feb 11 16:05:24 **Inga and HH are looking at the portrait too** Feb 11 16:05:39 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 11 16:06:35 R: He didn't marry until he was the Freiarr. He felt he should see to the succession and have a child, but it was not to be, so Insel fell to me Feb 11 16:07:46 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:08:38 **The next painting is of Leopold as a man in his twenties, looking dashing. He's tall, blonde and handsome, but has an obstinate look about him** R: He didn't want to be the Freiarr, nor did I. Feb 11 16:09:03 no? Feb 11 16:10:03 **He shows them next portraits of his eldest brother, wife, and son** This brother was supposed to be the Freiarr, then his son should have inherited. However, they were killed when the Vaticine forces invaded and set up Dietmund Feb 11 16:12:00 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:14:14 * Molly looks interested in this family history, and is still curious when they move back a generation to Joseff's parents, who married and had the first son as Vaticine, then converted and had the middle one baptised as Objectionist. Then the portraits go back further, to Sebastian's great-grandparents, and great-great-grandparents. Meanwhile, HH and Inga have moved on to the landscapes, and HH gestures to Morgan $come see this$ Feb 11 16:15:23 * Morgan quietly moves over to him Feb 11 16:16:42 **It's a seascape. On the left in the foreground is a small ship, in the middle a flat area of the sea that the waves do not go into, and then in the background in the far right are heavy storm clouds Feb 11 16:17:33 oh thats creepy Feb 11 16:17:47 HH: Creepy as hell. Feb 11 16:18:33 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:18:48 * Morgan looks over at Rosenkrantz Feb 11 16:18:53 **Claudia joins them. Inga and Varick have been distracted by another painting. She looks at it** Feb 11 16:19:48 Dr, what can you tell me about this one? Feb 11 16:21:20 R: Oh, that one. I've never been a fan. It was a gift sent to my Father in... '32, I think. Not many years before he died Feb 11 16:21:53 who from? Feb 11 16:28:20 R: I don't know. Perhaps the artist? **he peers at the corner* Normande De Plume, 1631. **Nom De Plume would be the Montaigne for "pen name"** Feb 11 16:31:01 ah, an alias... Feb 11 16:31:27 HH: $again?$ Feb 11 16:31:37 $yes$ Feb 11 16:32:07 * Molly joins them, looking at it "That's an unusual piece" Feb 11 16:34:36 [with an area of complete calm] Feb 11 16:35:10 [That's so unnatural and unnerving] Feb 11 16:35:31 by a Normande De Plume Feb 11 16:36:11 A Montaigne name... Feb 11 16:36:31 [it means pen name] Feb 11 16:36:44 [I know] Feb 11 16:37:39 [just checking] Feb 11 16:38:14 **Rosenkrantz moves on to show them others. There are several more paintings, lots of landscapes and seascapes. Molly stops beside one of a church. It is Vaticine, and well-kept unlike in her dream, and is marked "St. Elena's church, 1545" Feb 11 16:38:47 * Molly glances at him, blushing "It's... uhh... pretty" Feb 11 16:39:34 that the one we passed? Feb 11 16:39:48 * Molly nods "mmhmm" Feb 11 16:39:58 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:40:44 * Molly takes a slow gentle breath. HH is watching them curiously $everything okay?$ Feb 11 16:41:23 $yes$ Feb 11 16:42:14 **Rosenkrantz seems happy showing them all these things, then Varick says "Can we see the tower now?" Feb 11 16:42:52 **Rosenkrantz looks to Molly and Morgan** If your parents are happy with the delay to your meal time, yes Feb 11 16:43:28 * Molly smiles at Morgan [it's still odd to hear us be called that!] Feb 11 16:43:45 * Morgan nods Feb 11 16:43:48 aye, thats fine Feb 11 16:44:34 **Rosenkrantz leads them through the house onto the next floor, and up the spiral stairs on the north west corner of the manor** Feb 11 16:47:06 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 11 22:25:38 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 11 22:32:07 * Morgan follows on quietly Feb 11 22:33:41 **The first level of the tower is more like a loft, full of old trunks and things, so they move to the top. Here there are couches and big windows all around it. There are stars out now, and a pretty moon. Feb 11 22:33:41 R: I'm sorry to say the best time of day for it is much earlier, though dawn and sunset are spectacular. Feb 11 22:35:04 I would certainly imagine so... I may come up here for dawn... Feb 11 22:36:54 R: Make yourselves at home, we're an informal sort of household Feb 11 22:37:10 V: Can I come up tomorrow too, Papa? Feb 11 22:38:40 It'll be very early, before the sun comes up... Feb 11 22:38:54 V: What about after that? Feb 11 22:39:29 If you want to, certainly Feb 11 22:41:50 R:R: *he smiles* Seb will be able to find a spy glass and point out Vendel and Avalon to you, if the weather is good Feb 11 22:42:33 **Varick looks pleased by this, but is also starting to look tired** Feb 11 22:42:55 We should get you some food and to bed young man Feb 11 22:44:54 **Varick nods. The doctor tells them they usually wait in the drawing room before dinner so once they are done that is the place to come. Hh and I opt to go with Rosenkrantz, Claudia goes with Molly Morgan and Varick back to the nursery. Here Varick is quietly playing. Molly goes into their room Feb 11 22:47:46 C: $how you doing?$ Feb 11 22:48:42 $alright$ Feb 11 22:50:10 [How are you, liebling?] Feb 11 22:50:37 [I'm alright] Feb 11 22:53:13 **They get Varick fed and settled, and Molly has checked her hair and makeup a final time before they head down towards the drawing room** Feb 11 22:53:36 It's odd, being in a place I have dreamed but in different variations Feb 11 22:54:32 * Morgan nods Feb 11 22:55:04 this eckname is really starting to grate Feb 11 22:56:42 * Molly smiles Feb 11 22:57:42 There's a pattern now. The plays on pseudonyms in the names he uses could make it easier to find other links to him Feb 11 22:57:52 Unlikely Feb 11 22:59:22 In a few days we can ask the Nie Feb 11 22:59:27 Nieblungen Feb 11 23:00:00 * Morgan nods Feb 11 23:00:02 I suppose so Feb 11 23:03:15 * Molly nods, looking around as they head towards the drawing room. She takes his left hand in her right, and rubs her thumb over his wedding ring Feb 11 23:05:18 * Morgan sighs Feb 11 23:05:26 lets hope I don't have to belt him Feb 11 23:06:42 * Molly smiles at him, watching him sidelong "I do not see that happening, my love" Feb 11 23:07:24 we didn't think I'd have to beat the Eisenfursts son either... Feb 11 23:07:48 You got no satisfaction from that at all? Feb 11 23:08:47 I didn't say that... Feb 11 23:10:58 * Molly nods. She brings his hand to her mouth, kissing the knuckle just above his wedding ring Feb 11 23:11:10 I love you, liebes herz, always. Feb 11 23:11:48 and I you Feb 11 23:13:45 * Molly nods, heading into the drawing room. The doctor, Inga, and HH are drinking wine and chatting, the room's only occupants. Molly smiles at Morgan Feb 11 23:14:11 Inga is getting more at ease as Lady Lehenstreue, isn't she? Feb 11 23:14:29 * Morgan nods Feb 11 23:14:31 I think so Feb 11 23:15:57 It's nice to see Feb 11 23:16:02 * Morgan nods Feb 11 23:18:27 **There's loud laughter out in the hall, one voice already familiar to Morgan from the first dream in the family chapel at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, where he was laughing when Molly told him to go and be useful somewhere. The other laughs are feminine. Doctor Rosenkrantz stands up, as do HH and Inga Feb 11 23:19:01 R: That noise is my family. **he smiles, obviously looking forward to seeing them** Feb 11 23:19:09 ((Attention?)) Feb 11 23:19:59 ((the door)) Feb 11 23:22:34 **Seb opens the door, holding it open for his mother and sister. The two women are just like in the painting, blonde, pretty looking. Ilena squeals at seeing her father, and bounces over to hug him with an excited "Vati!" Feb 11 23:24:27 * Morgan watches Molly sidelong Feb 11 23:25:19 **Molly looks politely neutral, just keeping an eye and staying quiet. Rosenkrantz kisses Ilena's forehead. Adara looks relieved that her husband is home, but is also curious about the visitors. Seb spots HH before any of the other guests. He looks shocked** S: Bread box?! Feb 11 23:26:45 **HH looks really happy, and goes to hug Seb* Rosie! **the two men hug with much back slapping. Rosenkrantz hugs his wife. Inga is watching her husband with a smile** Feb 11 23:29:41 * Morgan watches them quietly Feb 11 23:29:52 **Seb pulls away, looking at Heinzharold with a grin: Eleven thousand, nine hundred and twenty seven bottles of beer on the wall... **HH nods, grinning likewise** Eleven thousand, nine hundred and twenty seven bottles of beer! **they laugh, hugging again** Feb 11 23:30:32 [alright, now I want to hit him] Feb 11 23:31:12 [Heinzharold loves you, liebling, there's no need to be jealous] Feb 11 23:31:50 [I was more referring to that damn song] Feb 11 23:33:02 R: **he brings Adara and Ilena to Molly, filling them in. There's the same sort of excitement about the reunion between the former patient and her nurses, and the women proclaim how well she looks. Meanwhile, Heinzharold is introducing Seb to Inga** Feb 12 00:32:00 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 12 17:25:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 12 17:25:05 **Seb pulls away, looking at Heinzharold with a grin: Eleven thousand, nine hundred and twenty seven bottles of beer on the wall... **HH nods, grinning likewise** Eleven thousand, nine hundred and twenty seven bottles of beer! **they laugh, hugging again** Feb 12 17:25:06 [alright, now I want to hit him] Feb 12 17:25:06 [Heinzharold loves you, liebling, there's no need to be jealous] Feb 12 17:25:06 [I was more referring to that damn song] Feb 12 17:25:06 R: **he brings Adara and Ilena to Molly, filling them in. There's the same sort of excitement about the reunion between the former patient and her nurses, and the women proclaim how well she looks. Meanwhile, Heinzharold is introducing Seb to Inga** Feb 12 17:25:43 ((Attention?)) Feb 12 17:26:12 ((Molly)) Feb 12 17:27:57 * Molly looks happy to be reunited with them, thanking them for their care. Rosenkrantz introduces them to Morgan. Adara seems warm and relaxed, Ilena seems a bit shy and out of her depth at being introduced to a Duke, standing slightly behind her mother. Feb 12 17:28:45 **he still hears the other conversation despite his focus on his wife** Feb 12 17:28:59 HH: Rosie, this is my amazin' wife, Inga. Lady Lehenstreue, that is. Some title stuff 'appened. Anyway. Inga, this is Rosie. Feb 12 17:31:44 * Morgan greets the dr's wife and daughter, inclining his head as he does so Feb 12 17:31:53 * Molly glances in their direction, her attention torn between Adara and Inga.**Inga gives the appropriate curtsey when he bows. Seb smiles at her. It is warm and inviting, but not at all flirty* Feb 12 17:31:54 S: I always wondered when Bread Box would see that he's the sort of man who would do well with a lovely wife, I am glad to see it has happened. I wish you both great happiness. Feb 12 17:36:19 **Inga is probably more blushing and happy over this than any actual flirting would have her, and HH looks pleased too* Feb 12 17:37:17 * Molly glances from her best friend's reaction to Morgan's Feb 12 17:39:33 * Morgan looks neutral Feb 12 17:40:45 Ilena, to Molly: You should meet my brother, he's heard all about the poorly girl we met in Tawstock. **Molly smiles, but Morgan can see the discomfort in her micro-expressions. The two little groups move together to finish the introductions,  which makes them become almost a circle, placing Molly and Morgan directly across from Seb. Feb 12 17:43:18 ((Attention?)) Feb 12 17:44:59 ((Seb)) Feb 12 17:47:12 **Seb watches her only a moment with curiosity before turning his full attention to his father's introductions, bowing deeply to Morgan and Molly. She curtsies slightly. HH and Inga are also watching Molly and Seb.** Feb 12 17:48:32 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 12 17:48:38 **Seb smiles warmly, looking to Morgan: Are you the Morgan of all Bread Box's stories, your Excellency? Feb 12 17:49:00 I'd imagine so, though I dread to think what he's told you Feb 12 17:49:14 S: I am honoured to meet you, I had heard much of you, all of it good, and some of it very funny. Feb 12 17:49:54 HH grins: Saved all th' worst bits for special occasions, see? Feb 12 17:50:18 **There's laughter at this** Feb 12 17:51:22 sounds about right Feb 12 17:51:27 **Seb looks to Molly, giving her that same warm  confident smile he gave Inga. As before, it's not flirty** Your Excellency, welcome to Insel, I hope you will enjoy the celebration tomorrow. Feb 12 17:51:57 * Molly nods, smiling back "It certainly sounds like a special event for the island" Feb 12 17:52:15 HH gestures $see, nothing there at all$ Feb 12 17:54:37 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 12 17:56:02 **Seb smiles** It is an old tradition. The favourable seas are very important in a place like this. From the largest cod to the littlest minnow, Insel needs fish. Feb 12 17:56:23 **Molly blinks at the word minnow,   elritze in Eisen. In her dreams, he calls her Elritzelein,  or little minnow. She manages to nod politely** Feb 12 17:58:08 **A servant comes to tell them it is dinnertime. Adara and Ilena lead the way, chatting to Molly and Inga. Seb hangs back to talk to his father very quietly, leaving HH and Morgan in the middle** Feb 12 17:58:14 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 12 17:58:53 * HH speaks in a whisper "How you both doing?" Feb 12 17:58:59 * Morgan shrugs Feb 12 17:59:01 alright Feb 12 18:00:46 * HH nods, following the others through. He pulls out seats for the ladies, and then gets himself seated. He speaks quietly to Inga, but Morgan can lip-read him saying "I'm proud of you" Feb 12 18:01:23 [how are you doing?] Feb 12 18:05:07 [Alright] Feb 12 18:06:24 **There's no sign of Seb and Rosenkrantz yet** Feb 12 18:06:45 [I wonder whats keeping them] Feb 12 18:07:13 A: *she looks to Morgan* We met Molly in spring sixty eight, when did you and she meet? Feb 12 18:07:29 [I don't know] Feb 12 18:07:44 late spring that year Feb 12 18:08:07 A: Did you meet in Avalon? Feb 12 18:08:13 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:08:15 * HH is now known as Adara Feb 12 18:08:19 I was at Lady Torrington estate Feb 12 18:08:39 Ah yes, little Catherine. I hope she is well? Feb 12 18:08:45 very Feb 12 18:09:20 Her father and my husband were friends, we stayed there a time or two before the children were born Feb 12 18:09:31 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:09:35 so I understand Feb 12 18:09:49 HH: small world, isn't it? Feb 12 18:10:04 * Adara smiles, nodding Feb 12 18:11:03 **Ilena looks at Morgan. She looks young for eighteen, earnest but shy** And did you both fall in love the moment your eyes met, like a fairytale? Feb 12 18:11:32 * Morgan shakes his head slowly Feb 12 18:12:13 No... we slowly became friends, she helped me heal from hurt of the past, and... well, we got here Feb 12 18:12:25 **Molly sips her wine, saying nothing** Feb 12 18:12:45 **Ilena blushes** That's nice too Feb 12 18:13:42 * Adara smiles "It's rather rare for people to feel love at first sight, my dear. Usually it takes a little time to get to know each other" Feb 12 18:13:59 * Morgan nods at HeinzHarold Feb 12 18:14:04 not that pair though Feb 12 18:15:02 HH grins: Loved Inga the moment I met 'er, she was nice to me, an' it made a change from Morgan being mean Feb 12 18:15:39 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:15:46 its a well known fact I'm awful Feb 12 18:16:33 **the women laugh at this. Inga smiles* Inga: I'd seen Heinzharold before and thought him handsome, but I never actually spoke to him Feb 12 18:17:35 HH nods: Got good eyesight, this one. **there's laughter here too* Feb 12 18:19:03 **Seb and Rosenkrantz come back in, taking their seats. There's no tension or change in demeanor from either of them. The servants bring dinner out. Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan* What are we discussing? Feb 12 18:19:27 HeinzHarold was saying how good looking he is Feb 12 18:21:13 **Seb looks at HH, smirking** I've seen better Feb 12 18:22:02 **HH grins back** Gonna say "In the mirror"? Cos we both know yer wrong. Feb 12 18:23:40 Ilena, to Morgan: How long have you been married, your Excellency? Feb 12 18:24:13 coming on for five months now... and, Morgan, please Feb 12 18:24:56 **The servants retreat to the edges of the room once all the plates are out, and the others start eating. Ilena looks at her parents for permission to do so, and they both nod** Feb 12 18:25:46 Ilena: That's not very long ago. Not many Dukes marry out of Eisen, do they? Feb 12 18:26:42 I was married before the title was given but, no, generally not Feb 12 18:26:52 **Seb and HH have descended into chatting about people they both knew back in the War. Inga seems to be paying attention to both conversations. Molly is quiet but watchful** Feb 12 18:27:38 Ilena: Do you have to go to Court often when you're a Duke? Feb 12 18:28:13 * Adara starts talking to Molly about their accommodations. HH and Seb are laughing. Feb 12 18:28:29 I've been to one since receiving the title, and thats only because I had to Feb 12 18:28:58 * Adara is now known as Ilena Feb 12 18:29:05 Don't you like Court? Feb 12 18:30:18 Not especially, no, but I can see how, from a social standpoint, they can be useful Feb 12 18:34:48 I will get to go to Court for the spring season, I haven't been before Feb 12 18:36:33 You are a social butterfly? Feb 12 18:37:13 * Ilena shakes her head "Oh no, but I am old enough to find a husband now" Feb 12 18:37:59 **Molly watches the chuckling of HH, Inga, and Seb. They seem to be having fun** Feb 12 18:38:15 R, to Morgan: She will only fo to Posen, at first, rather than to Freiburg. We would like Ilena to marry someone within the Konigsreich ideally. Feb 12 18:38:52 why? Feb 12 18:40:39 R: It would be nice to see her more regularly than if she moves far away Feb 12 18:41:05 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:41:12 makes sense Feb 12 18:44:45 **There's quiet whilst everyone eats** Feb 12 18:44:54 * Ilena is now known as Adara Feb 12 18:45:09 Do you have a big family, Morgan? Feb 12 18:45:46 No, not really. Mother, father and a brother Feb 12 18:48:56 And you have a son? Feb 12 18:49:11 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:49:29 Would you like a big family? Feb 12 18:49:53 according to the bridal plate, we're having seven Feb 12 18:50:02 plus Varick Feb 12 18:50:27 That is a big family! Feb 12 18:50:43 * Morgan nods Feb 12 18:51:28 *Molly smiles* Big families run in my family. I am one of thirteen, my father one of seven, and my mother one of eight Feb 12 18:52:33 **HH, Seb, and Inga are all listening now** S: Thirteen children... wow. Feb 12 18:54:31 **Molly glances in his direction before sipping her wine** Sadly only three of us survived. My parents were very unlucky. Feb 12 18:55:21 **Seb nods, looking very sincere* I am sorry, that's a tragedy. Feb 12 18:56:49 **Molly nods** Indeed it is. I was too young to know any of my late siblings. My brother has recently had a daughter and named her after one of our sisters, it is nice that the name will continue Feb 12 18:58:09 S: **he nods** That is fitting. My cousins were killed when the Vaticine troops established Dietmund. I will, were I to have a son, name him Tomas, after my cousin. Feb 12 18:59:07 **Molly nods, sipping her wine a long moment** That is nice Feb 12 18:59:53 * Morgan sips his drink Feb 12 19:05:12 **Rosenkrantz and Adara look at each other a moment, before asking Heinzharold about how long he has been married. The focus then shifts as Heinzharold starts telling them a really over-embellished story about how he had to rescue Inga from a tall tower guarded by a grumpy old wizard, a giant, and a siren. Feb 12 19:05:42 ** As the tale goes on, it has the others all engaged, and becomes obvious to Morgan that his father, himself and his wife have been cast in these roles when HH describes their mannerisms and method of speaking. Pudding has come and gone by the time this is finished. Feb 12 19:06:05 * Adara is the first to rise from the table, the same process of the men staying for port and cigars whilst the women move to the drawing room to gossip. This leaves Morgan with HH, Seb, and Rosenkrantz Feb 12 19:06:36 * Adara is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 12 19:07:13 * Rosenkrantz pours the port himself for the others, handing out glasses Feb 12 19:07:33 You will be off to Freiburg next, Morgan? Feb 12 19:09:04 * Morgan nods Feb 12 19:09:10 Aye Feb 12 19:12:28 S: Only a quick visit to Insel this time? Feb 12 19:13:03 * Morgan nods Feb 12 19:13:27 we hadn't planned to come but once HeinzHarold heard you were still among the living... Feb 12 19:15:23 **Seb laughs at this** It was a close call, but I was lucky Feb 12 19:16:08 HH: Y' could have contacted me, y' didnt have to wait for me to turn up Feb 12 19:18:20 S: I asked around when I went on the Scarlet Glory, noone knew where you had gone. I couldn't remember where you were from. Then the Vaticines came, suddenly I'm the heir to the Freiarrdom rather than fourth in line. Things got pretty crazy for a while. Feb 12 19:19:40 **Seb looks like he genuinely feels bad about it. HH pats his arm** HH: Don't give it another thought, eh? We made it through, tha's what matters. Feb 12 19:20:05 **Seb nods looking to Morgan** Heinzharold said you have a ship? Feb 12 19:21:10 one so far, aye, the Rose Feb 12 19:24:04 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Seb Feb 12 19:24:30 * Seb seems to look even more at ease, drinking the port Feb 12 19:24:44 Are you expanding your operations? Feb 12 19:25:20 You could say that, yes Feb 12 19:25:30 * Seb nods Feb 12 19:25:49 I'm at two ships now, hoping to add another by the summer Feb 12 19:27:13 * Morgan nods Feb 12 19:38:47 * Seb has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 12 20:03:22 * Seb (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 12 20:03:40 [19:48] (Seb) ((Light cargo he helped build is mid dec, double hulled is mid jan)) Feb 12 20:04:29 I think I'll be at three around mid january Feb 12 20:05:40 * Seb nods, smiling Feb 12 20:05:55 What shipbuilders are you using? Feb 12 20:06:46 Gottliebs Feb 12 20:09:27 * Seb nods "The first ship I had was a Gottlieb, decommissioned from the War" Feb 12 20:10:58 who do you use? Feb 12 20:14:10 Spitzers, based over at Quatre Bras Feb 12 20:14:34 HH groans: My bones feel soaked just hearin' about that place! Feb 12 20:15:14 * Morgan nods Feb 12 20:21:49 * Seb and HH move on to talking about other battles they fought together, other funny things that happened on their ship. Rosenkrantz talks about tomorrow's event, which draws Seb back to it Feb 12 20:22:16 I've tried to catch the smallest fish since I was five, I've never won Feb 12 20:22:50 I think I'd only have a chance if it involved throwing a fish Feb 12 20:23:28 * Seb nods "I'd heard you were good at that" Feb 12 20:24:43 not bad Feb 12 20:26:38 R: Seb is remarkably unlucky with the fish tokens too Feb 12 20:27:45 he'll be getting you then... Feb 12 20:28:00 * Seb laughs "My father is quite right, I kissed a girl younger than my mother, but only the once. Out of a decade of participating" Feb 12 20:28:56 HH: Sounds hilarious, lookin' forward to it Feb 12 20:30:51 R: There's a few women hereabouts over seventy, it'd make their decade kissing you! Feb 12 20:32:38 * Seb laughs "There will be many of the older men very pleased to kiss Inga too, Bread Box" Feb 12 20:36:25 * Morgan watches HeinzHarold Feb 12 20:36:51 **HH laughs** Best moment of some old fellas life Feb 12 20:38:13 R: *he looks to Morgan* It's all good-natured Feb 12 20:39:16 so I'm told Feb 12 20:43:17 Are you and your wife joining in? Feb 12 20:43:29 **HH glances at Morgan** Feb 12 20:43:36 There are ongoing discussions on that matter Feb 12 20:44:47 **the others all nod. The topic moves on to the fact that a blessing is said over the small fishing boats, using Vaticine prayers** Feb 12 20:50:21 **A little later they move back to the drawing room. The women are sat around chatting about dresses for Court and sewing. The men are welcomed back. Seb goes to Inga first and compliments her on her needlework. HH pulls Morgan aside "you good?" Feb 12 20:52:36 so far Feb 12 20:53:05 * Seb is sat next to Inga. He listens and asks questions about what she is doing, when she learnt to sew. He is good at putting people at their ease Feb 12 20:53:22 HH: I don't think you have anything t' worry about Feb 12 20:56:39 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 12 20:59:31 HH, very quietly: Y' in negotiations over the kissing thing then? Feb 12 20:59:56 * Morgan shrugs again Feb 12 21:00:02 I dislike the idea intensely Feb 12 21:01:27 **HH frowns* she tryin' to persuade you? Feb 12 21:01:55 No Feb 12 21:06:34 * Seb moves on to look at his mother's work, sitting by her. There's obviously a lot of affection in this family Feb 12 21:07:24 HH: He's grown up a lot. Not sure wha' that says about me Feb 12 21:07:42 * Morgan looks at him Feb 12 21:07:48 you want a serious answer to that? Feb 12 21:14:40 HH: Gotta stay delightful Feb 12 21:15:53 * Morgan shrugs Feb 12 21:18:26 * Seb moves to sit next to Molly, looking at her sewing. He looks intrigued Feb 12 21:18:45 * Morgan watches him Feb 12 21:18:47 **HH keeps an eye on Morgan** Feb 12 21:19:44 I haven't seen this style of embroidery before, and I've seen much over the years of my mother and sister sewing. Tell me about it Feb 12 21:21:00 **Molly nods** It's a style called Castillean Blackwork. Sometimes it is done in reds, but black is more common Feb 12 21:21:36 * Seb nods, smiling "It's pretty. It is best on light fabric?" Feb 12 21:23:00 **Molly nods, smiling back despite herself "White or cream, though it can be beautiful on other pale colours, and stunning on pale satin. I'm still new at it" Feb 12 21:24:28 * Seb nods "Noone would guess that. You are very skilled." **She smiles again, thanking him* Feb 12 21:24:44 **HH is still watching Morgan** Feb 12 21:27:12 * Morgan is standing _very_ still Feb 12 21:27:59 **Ilena comes over to them to see, and Molly asks her to pass a pair of scissors from Molly's sewing box nearby. Ilena does so. Morgan has seen this box a few times, it's normally held together with ribbons as it's seen much better days. Ilena hands her the scissors, kneeling on the floor** My brother is excellent at fixing things, perhaps he might fix the box for you? Feb 12 21:29:15 **Molly smiles "That's very kind, I think it is rather past fixing, but it is no bother" Feb 12 21:29:57 * Seb looks at Molly "Let me look, I'll see if I can do anything" Molly nods slowly Feb 12 21:30:52 *HH looks like he's preparing to possibly need to intervene** Feb 12 21:32:14 **Ilena fetches Seb the box, and he is very gently examining it, despite it being clearly old and broken** Feb 12 21:32:25 Is it sentimental, Molly? Feb 12 21:33:40 **HH is watching Morgan's expression and body language** Feb 12 21:37:52 * Morgan glances at him before looking back at Seb and Molly Feb 12 21:38:47 **Molly shakes her head** No, I'm not really attached to it Feb 12 21:39:13 * Seb gently sets it on her lap "I'll be right back" Feb 12 21:44:34 * Morgan moves his shoulders slightly back and forth for a moment Feb 12 21:45:38 **Molly looks confused, but nods. Seb leaves the room** Feb 12 21:46:51 HH: $going to take the seat before he gets back?$ Feb 12 21:47:22 $and make it obvious$ Feb 12 21:51:49 **HH shrugs. Molly and Ilena talk about sewing, and Seb is soon back with a wooden box under his arm. HH looks at Morgan again Feb 12 21:52:47 * Morgan sips his drink Feb 12 21:54:16 * Seb sits back beside Molly, holding out the box with a smile Feb 12 21:55:16 I've had this for years and I've never found a purpose for it. I'd like you to have it as a souvenir and to replace your broken one Feb 12 21:56:50 **Only Molly's micro-expression of unease reveals anything of her feelings** Oh I really couldn't, it's very pretty with all the fish carved on it. Feb 12 21:57:55 **HH moves fractionally closer to Morgan. To anyone else it would seem relaxed and natural** Feb 12 21:59:20 **Ilena smiles "My brother is such a sweetheart, isn't he?" Feb 12 21:59:43 HH: $need to go get some air?$ Feb 12 22:00:55 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 12 22:05:48 **HH stretches** Think I need t' walk off some of that excellent meal. Y' coming Morgan? Feb 12 22:06:13 * Morgan nods, looking at Molly Feb 12 22:06:17 won't be long blossom Feb 12 22:06:54 **Molly looks over at them, trying to stay politely neutral "Alright, liebes herz" Feb 12 22:07:02 * Seb is now known as HH Feb 12 22:08:21 * HH leads the way outside with a brief nod to the butler. He heads right, away from the stables and the manor. It's very dark and starry. Once they're out of earshot, he looks to Morgan Feb 12 22:08:58 Whatcha need now? Drink? Feb 12 22:10:33 * Morgan takes his flask out, sipping at it Feb 12 22:10:46 Wanna talk? Feb 12 22:11:20 whats to talk about. You'll tell me I'm worrying at nothing Feb 12 22:14:07 * HH sighs Feb 12 22:14:12 What about a hug? Feb 12 22:14:51 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 12 22:17:36 * HH nods "Mebbie time to call it a night?" Feb 12 22:18:07 is that your polite way of saying piss off to bed so I'm not a problem anymore? Feb 12 22:19:46 * HH looks at him Feb 12 22:19:59 Below the belt, man. Feb 12 22:21:33 * Morgan shifts his shoulders Feb 12 22:21:49 go back to your friend, its not fair to keep you out here Feb 12 22:25:12 Take your wife to bed, man. You're obviously strugglin', I'm just looking out for you. Feb 12 22:25:34 I know you are Feb 12 22:26:21 * HH nods Feb 12 22:27:45 Are y' gonna do it, or do y' want to stand out here brooding? Feb 12 22:28:25 I'm going to stand here and watch the stars for a bit Feb 12 22:30:09 Want me to stay? Feb 12 22:30:34 No, go back to them, enjoy yourself Feb 12 22:33:07 * HH pats his arm before going in. It's cold, and still. He can hear the waves crashing on the shore below the cliffs ((how long does he stay out?)) Feb 12 22:33:50 ((ten minutes)) Feb 12 22:38:12 **It's as he's walking back that he hears [I am retiring now, my love] Feb 12 22:38:25 [I'm coming blossom] Feb 12 22:40:12 [Alright] Feb 12 22:40:17 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 12 22:40:50 * Molly is stood up, making her goodnights when he comes in Feb 12 22:41:12 Ah, liebes herz, I am going to retire now, it has been a long day Feb 12 22:41:17 * Morgan nods Feb 12 22:41:22 I think I'll join you Feb 12 22:43:30 **HH is sat with his arm along the back of the couch where he is sat with Inga. Everyone says goodnight, leaving them to walk up to the nursery suite. There's a few staff still working, so she says nothing, just quietly until they get into the nursery parlour where she shuts the door behind them. She watches him, trying to gauge his mood, saying nothing Feb 12 22:46:28 * Morgan stays quiet Feb 12 22:48:15 * Molly continues watching him intently "If only I could read your mind..." Feb 12 22:50:03 * Morgan nods Feb 12 22:50:09 Adara and Ilena seem nice Feb 12 22:51:39 * Molly nods, moving away from the door "They are, aren't they? Are you ready to go through to bed?" Feb 12 22:51:50 * Morgan nods Feb 12 22:51:53 probably a good idea Feb 12 22:54:18 * Molly nods, going through with a candle. A fire in the grate warms the room. Feb 12 22:54:24 The house is nice Feb 12 22:54:47 * Morgan nods Feb 12 22:56:49 * Molly watches him a moment longer before removing her shoes Feb 12 22:56:54 Dinner was good Feb 12 22:58:33 * Morgan nods Feb 12 22:58:36 it wasn't bad at all Feb 12 22:59:09 * Molly sits on the edge of the bed, starting to undo her stockings Feb 12 22:59:33 We will be on our way again on Thursday morning Feb 12 23:01:04 * Morgan nods, taking off his jacket and shirt Feb 12 23:01:35 * Molly watches him as she rolls each down Feb 12 23:01:46 Heinzharold and Inga have enjoyed themselves Feb 12 23:02:24 good Feb 12 23:03:19 * Molly stands, undoing her skirt and removing it, followed by her petticoat Feb 12 23:03:27 You were gone a while Feb 12 23:04:34 I think HeinzHarold thought I was about to murder Sebastien Feb 12 23:04:49 * Molly undoes her bodice, and then her corset, leaving her in just a thin shift Feb 12 23:05:04 Did you consider it? Feb 12 23:05:55 No... I was just... watching him Feb 12 23:06:01 * Molly starts to take the multitude of pins from her hair Feb 12 23:06:27 And what have you gathered from that? Feb 12 23:07:06 * Morgan shrugs Feb 12 23:07:35 * Molly watches him, unpinning further Feb 12 23:07:52 You do not wish to talk with me about him? Feb 12 23:08:53 not until I know your feelings Feb 12 23:09:10 * Molly shakes her hair out Feb 13 00:30:14 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 13 18:08:05 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 13 18:08:20 And what have you gathered from that? Feb 13 18:08:20 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 18:08:20 * Molly watches him, unpinning further Feb 13 18:08:20 You do not wish to talk with me about him? Feb 13 18:08:20 not until I know your feelings Feb 13 18:08:23 * Molly shakes her hair out Feb 13 18:08:48 Nothing has changed in my feelings for you, my love Feb 13 18:09:18 and for him? Feb 13 18:09:26 * Molly frowns, thinking on it. She picks up the brush from the dresser and sits on the bed Feb 13 18:09:40 It is more strange than anything else. Feb 13 18:10:45 You are not... attracted to him? Feb 13 18:11:42 * Molly shrugs and shakes her head "He isn't as handsome as Heinzharold or Kit are, and I certainly didn't feel that same shock of finding him beautiful as I first did with you" Feb 13 18:13:12 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:13:15 I am glad of that Feb 13 18:14:20 * Molly nods, brushing her hair Feb 13 18:15:37 He feels more familiar than a new acquaintance commonly would, and he is very amiable. But it is not the same. Feb 13 18:16:44 * Morgan nods, visibly relaxing Feb 13 18:20:04 Perhaps that's the thing, my love. We wondered if I would feel an attraction or love at first sight to him. But perhaps for me I was already starting to feel that attraction initially the moment we met, and had things been different, you would have felt it in that moment too. Feb 13 18:20:54 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:20:56 possibly Feb 13 18:22:49 * Molly nods, quietly brushing her hair a minute Feb 13 18:23:12 Besides, it is very clear he treats me just the same as he does Inga, and even his sister. Feb 13 18:23:30 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:24:39 I suspect... he's like I was when I was younger Feb 13 18:24:52 Oh? Feb 13 18:27:36 friendly, informal, charming... loves sailing, is getting a fleet organised, trades at sea... Feb 13 18:28:51 I suppose that makes a degree of sense, does it not? Feb 13 18:28:58 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:29:01 not sure I like it, mind Feb 13 18:29:47 Why not? *she sets the brush down, pulling her knees up under her shift so only her toes peak out Feb 13 18:33:20 How am I me if he, who was also supposed to work towards the convergence, is almost exactly the same Feb 13 18:34:45 * Molly shakes her head Feb 13 18:35:27 I do not see it that way. You cannot look at it like that, not without comparing yourself to him and feeling awful. Feb 13 18:36:32 * Morgan shrugs Feb 13 18:37:16 * Molly watches him, speaking softly Feb 13 18:37:25 Liebes herz, please don't. Feb 13 18:37:58 * Morgan sighs Feb 13 18:38:51 I promise, it will not bring any joy. I am with you, I _choose_ to be with you. Feb 13 18:40:13 how am I supposed to avoid it? Feb 13 18:43:04 * Molly shrugs, sighing, a slight wry smile on her lips "Let me know when you have figured out how" Feb 13 18:44:03 * Morgan nods Feb 13 18:44:29 but if that were the case... would he be welcomed into the mines Feb 13 18:46:58 * Molly shrugs, wrapping her arms around her knees Feb 13 18:47:43 Only the Nieblungen can give satisfaction on that Feb 13 19:16:07 if they choose to Feb 13 19:16:21 * Molly nods Feb 13 19:16:41 I simply do not know. It is important? Feb 13 19:17:07 I don't know Feb 13 19:19:15 * Molly watches him Feb 13 19:19:32 Alright. I think we ought to get some sleep Feb 13 19:20:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 19:21:56 * Molly gets prepared for bed before climbing in Feb 13 19:22:13 * Morgan does likewise Feb 13 19:22:26 Goodnight, liebling Feb 13 19:22:33 goodnight my love Feb 13 19:23:01 * Molly settles down, singing to him Feb 13 19:23:41 **He falls asleep. They are at the manor on Morgan's Rock, and she has persuaded him to try using the magic on her to see if she can heal it. She numbs her thigh and directs him where and he starts. Feb 13 19:23:42 * Molly starts to frown, and her skin reddens rapidly where he is focusing Feb 13 19:24:42 * Morgan stops Feb 13 19:25:39 * Molly winces, then grits her teeth. His magic won't stop Feb 13 19:25:54 * Morgan tries harder Feb 13 19:26:13 **It still won't. The burn becomes deeper, red and blistering. She makes a sharp noise of pain "liebes herz, stop!" Feb 13 19:26:26 I cant... knock me out Feb 13 19:27:26 * Molly tries, but it does nothing. The burn is getting worse. He can smell her skin charring, burning. She starts to cry out with the pain of it. Feb 13 19:30:01 * Morgan shifts away, smacking his hand against the table Feb 13 19:30:47 **It hurts, but nothing changes. The burning spreads outwards, her whole thigh becoming a horrendous ugly patch of ruined flesh. The smell of burning flesh is strong, and her pleading for him to stop gets louder.** Feb 13 19:33:44 * Morgan grits his teeth and headbutts the table as hard as he can Feb 13 19:35:12 **he suddenly awakes in the dark, unfamiliar room. Molly isn't touching him** ((distress and desperation)) Feb 13 19:35:58 ((high)) Feb 13 19:36:49 **his fingers are tingling, his control feels iffy** Feb 13 19:37:11 * Morgan starts breathing deeply, slowly Feb 13 19:39:44 **it isn't improving, but it isnt getting any worse** Feb 13 19:41:04 * Morgan sighs, speaking quietly Feb 13 19:41:06 blossom... Feb 13 19:42:11 Mmm? Feb 13 19:43:14 I need your help Feb 13 19:45:46 * Molly rolls over Feb 13 19:45:55 What's the matter, liebling? Feb 13 19:46:28 had a nightmare, my control is... not great Feb 13 19:47:52 * Molly comes in closer. He notices it improve just from being able to smell her more Feb 13 19:50:03 You want me to use magic? Feb 13 19:50:38 I think its probably necessary. I've tried to calm myself Feb 13 19:52:53 * Molly puts her hand on his chest, concentrating. He feels that same battle as before, her magic against his, until hers wins out and his body calms, taking away the tingling Feb 13 19:52:59 Better? Feb 13 19:53:12 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 13 19:53:43 * Molly settles beside him "need to talk?" Feb 13 19:55:12 I don't want to but suspect I shoud Feb 13 19:56:41 * Molly nods, gently patting his chest "it's okay, I can handle it" Feb 13 20:00:59 we were testing is you could heal burns I cause... I couldn't stop my magic... Feb 13 20:02:53 * Molly strokes his chest Feb 13 20:03:03 Oh liebling, that's awful Feb 13 20:03:17 * Morgan nods Feb 13 20:03:35 you couldn't knock me out... I tried to stop it by hurting myself, ended up headbutting the table... Feb 13 20:05:17 I suppose we need to find out if I can one day Feb 13 20:06:51 knock me out? Feb 13 20:06:55 * Molly nods Feb 13 20:06:59 aye Feb 13 20:07:27 In general, and if I can do so to stop your magic Feb 13 20:08:39 * Morgan nods Feb 13 20:11:28 * Molly keeps gently rubbing his chest "Soon..." Feb 13 20:12:22 * Morgan nods Feb 13 20:13:57 * Molly smiles slightly, nodding slowly. She's obviously falling back asleep. Feb 13 20:16:02 Are you alright now? Feb 13 20:16:12 aye, the dangers passed Feb 13 20:18:31 * Molly nods "goodnight again then, my love" Feb 13 20:18:47 goodnight blossom Feb 13 20:20:50 * Molly is back asleep in less than a minute, hand on his chest. And he just cannot get the sound of her pain and fear from his head Feb 13 20:21:35 * Morgan just lays there, not trying to get back to sleep Feb 13 20:22:34 **This gets tedious quickly, so he decides to get up and quietly wander around the house as it is only two o'clock, particularly curious about the painting of the ship with the circle in the sea and if there are any more clues connecting to Eckname in the gallery. Feb 13 20:22:59 **The house is very quiet, only his candle sheds light. An examination of the painting reveals nothing further. Still not able to settle, he is looking at the portrait of Sebastian's uncle and the very young wife when he hears quiet footsteps Feb 13 20:24:05 * Morgan extinguishes the candle, moving quietly to a dark corner Feb 13 20:24:34 **Seb comes into the gallery, carrying a candle. He's wearing slippers, trousers and a dressing gown without a shirt beneath. At the V of the neckline, Morgan can see a very nasty red scar. He has that tired look Morgan knows from his own face when his nightmares were bad. Feb 13 20:24:42 * Molly is now known as Seb Feb 13 20:27:40 * Seb goes to a little cabinet beneath one of the older portraits, taking out a glass and a decanter of something. He hasn't noticed Morgan yet Feb 13 20:30:10 * Morgan moves closer, scuffing a shoe as he does so Feb 13 20:33:00 * Seb looks over, then gestures to his glass "Whiskey?" Feb 13 20:33:09 please Feb 13 20:33:58 * Seb pours him a glass, handing it over before standing in front of the painting of his uncle and very young aunt Feb 13 20:34:40 what has you up at this hour? Feb 13 20:34:57 * Seb sips the whiskey Feb 13 20:35:10 Replayed horrors of war. You? Feb 13 20:35:30 Completely new and inventive horrors Feb 13 20:35:58 * Seb smiles a little "Breaks up the monotony" Feb 13 20:36:53 Not sure about that... I think I'd prefer monotony over dreaming about causing the pain I do in the dreams Feb 13 20:37:28 * Seb nods, sipping the whiskey again Feb 13 20:37:37 Get it often? Feb 13 20:37:52 Its unusual if I don't at least once a night Feb 13 20:37:54 you? Feb 13 20:41:09 * Seb nods "Often" Feb 13 20:41:19 * Morgan nods, sipping the whiskey Feb 13 20:42:27 **It is very, very good whiskey** Feb 13 20:43:15 * Seb glances at him "It's from Vendel" Feb 13 20:43:47 * Morgan nods, sipping it again Feb 13 20:43:55 they certainly know what they're doing with whiskey Feb 13 20:44:19 * Seb nods "They do" Feb 13 20:45:31 What brought you to the gallery? Feb 13 20:46:04 * Morgan nods at the painting of the ship Feb 13 20:46:26 I'm trying to follow the trail of an author... that appears to be one of his paintings Feb 13 20:46:34 * Seb goes closer to it Feb 13 20:46:50 Someone I might have heard of? Feb 13 20:47:42 * Morgan smiles slightly, sipping the drink Feb 13 20:48:03 in Eisen he goes by Darius Eckname... Feb 13 20:48:14 * Seb nods Feb 13 20:48:21 Wrote about the supernatural Feb 13 20:48:27 thats him Feb 13 20:48:48 There are signed copies of his books in the library Feb 13 20:51:23 oh? Feb 13 20:54:30 * Seb shrugs "It's a big library" He taps the flat sea "what do you think that is?" Feb 13 20:55:11 unnatural Feb 13 20:55:17 * Morgan scratches his nose Feb 13 20:55:22 we got caught in one a few weeks ago Feb 13 20:57:42 You saw this? Feb 13 20:58:32 Completely flat sea, not a breath of wind Feb 13 21:00:27 * Seb gives a superstitious shudder Feb 13 21:00:47 Waited it out? Feb 13 21:00:52 had no choice Feb 13 21:03:20 * Seb sips the whiskey Feb 13 21:03:58 I've never seen anything like that Feb 13 21:05:22 I would've been quite happy not having seen it Feb 13 21:07:08 * Seb nods Feb 13 21:08:29 Do you ever stand on deck and look at the horizon, just wondering what is beyond it, and then beyond that? **Molly had said much the same the first day they were on the island** Feb 13 21:12:18 Doesn't everyone with a love for the sea? Feb 13 21:13:26 * Seb laughs "True. Where do you sail nowadays?" Feb 13 21:14:26 so far Avalon and back... we're off searching for an uncharted land once my brothers wedding has taken place Feb 13 21:16:00 * Seb nods "I envy you." Feb 13 21:18:56 * Morgan glances at him Feb 13 21:19:12 I wouldn't be going if it weren't for my wife or Eisenfurst Fischler Feb 13 21:21:32 * Seb looks back at him "It would not be a choice I have open to me" Feb 13 21:28:29 I'm lucky... I had arranged with my father that I would return home to settle in three years... Feb 13 21:29:40 * Seb takes a large mouthful of the whiskey, moving back towards the family portraits "That is lucky indeed. I wasn't expected to be the Freiarr. I was supposed to be the Freiarr's cousin. Free to sail around and do whatever suited" Feb 13 21:31:48 Unfortunately that is not the purpose you have been given Feb 13 21:33:24 * Seb nods "Indeed it isn't. But until we lose my father I have more freedom" Feb 13 21:34:34 * Seb glances at how much whiskey Morgan has left Feb 13 21:35:10 * Morgan 's glass is nearly empty Feb 13 21:35:49 * Seb gets the bottle, topping up both glasses Feb 13 21:37:09 You're in the same position, waiting for the responsibility to fully descend? Feb 13 21:39:02 to a point... it is something I was born to, though, so its not anything of a shock, though... the amount of responsibility I seem to have let myself in for is somewhat greater than originally Feb 13 21:42:42 * Seb hands him the glass Feb 13 21:44:38 I was nineteen when my uncle Bartholomew and my cousins died. My uncle Leopold took his only wife then in the hopes of having an heir, rather than it falling on my father then me **he gestures at the portrait of the old man and young woman* Feb 13 21:46:46 * Morgan nods, sipping the whiskey Feb 13 21:47:15 * Seb sips the whiskey "Rosaline was from over in Teutburg, the plan had been for she and I to wed, but I was young and off to War, and far more interested in sailing and glory than marriage." Feb 13 21:50:05 It can come upon you rather suddenly, the desire to be married Feb 13 21:50:32 **he nods** I wasn't here when my uncle, aunt and cousins were killed, I was fighting down near Stutzung. By the time I got back, my uncle Leopold was Freiarr Insel had wed her, and suddenly I had the worst crush known to man. **he chuckles** I had some regrets then. Feb 13 21:53:06 * Morgan nods Feb 13 21:53:08 I would imagine so Feb 13 21:53:50 Looking back, part of the crush was just a longing for home, you know? Just like how men rushed back after the truce and married some local girl regardless of suitability. Feb 13 21:53:56 * Seb sips the whiskey Feb 13 21:57:00 Ah, you're not familiar with my history then Feb 13 22:02:40 * Seb shakes his head Feb 13 22:03:03 Your wife is far too young to have been married at the end of the War, surely? Feb 13 22:03:25 **She would have been fourteen and a half** Feb 13 22:05:49 She would've been fourteen, but she was not my first wife... I came home from the war already in love with a woman from Sudlachenburg Feb 13 22:07:06 * Seb sips his whiskey, nodding Feb 13 22:08:29 Rosaline remarried after my uncle died. She was given a very good settlement from him, and married a man she had fallen in love with who worked here. Feb 13 22:12:52 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 13 22:13:39 I am one of those rare but most unfortunate of wretches; a noble man raised in a house with parents who deeply love and respect each other. Feb 13 22:14:20 * Seb smiles wryly Feb 13 22:14:59 likewise Feb 13 22:18:09 The noblemen I know who haven't had that upbringing have found it easier Feb 13 22:21:08 their morals are somewhat more... loose fitting Feb 13 22:21:39 * Seb nods Feb 13 22:22:24 They can conform to expectations better. The men in my family were very lucky that the women deemed suitable were women they fell in love with. It makes my standards high. Feb 13 22:24:04 my first wife was definitely not what was considered suitable Feb 13 22:25:43 * Seb looks a little surprised Feb 13 22:25:59 That's a brave choice not many would make Feb 13 22:26:24 I was in love. That choice cost me dearly Feb 13 22:26:48 She left? Feb 13 22:28:07 * Morgan 's face darkens, sipping his whiskey Feb 13 22:28:12 she and my daughter were murdered Feb 13 22:31:06 * Seb looks genuinely empathetic "It's hard, losing people that way" Feb 13 22:31:28 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:31:42 our home was burned down while I was in town... I got back to see it happening Feb 13 22:34:06 Awful. Because of the standing of your wife? Feb 13 22:34:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:36:25 * Seb nods, sipping the whiskey Feb 13 22:36:35 How did you come back from that? Feb 13 22:36:41 * Morgan takes a mouthful of his drink Feb 13 22:37:44 despite my own best efforts, I refused to die... then I met Molly and we became friends. She's helped me do a lot of healing Feb 13 22:39:07 She... seems like a very bright young lady Feb 13 22:40:18 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:40:19 she is Feb 13 22:40:39 * Seb sips his whiskey Feb 13 22:41:03 She is not at risk? Feb 13 22:42:46 No, she already had the required social status... and then she became a duchess Feb 13 22:44:14 An unusual elevation Feb 13 22:45:23 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:45:46 suitable for the ambassador of a Koenigsreich though... Feb 13 22:46:41 She is young for such responsibility, though I imagine she is eminently capable Feb 13 22:48:23 * Morgan nods Feb 13 22:48:25 aye Feb 13 22:51:01 No doubt it makes life easier when your heart and head are aligned when you wed Feb 13 22:51:23 Some, aye. Feb 13 22:52:37 * Seb nods Feb 13 22:52:46 Requires luck, I am sure Feb 13 22:56:29 You'd think so Feb 13 22:56:33 * Morgan finishes his drink Feb 13 22:56:51 At present my interest is held by the sea. If such a woman exists who would be an excellent fit for me, I haven't met her yet. Feb 13 22:59:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:01:28 * Seb glances at his glass Feb 13 23:01:33 Another? Feb 13 23:03:16 please Feb 13 23:05:17 * Seb gets him another, but doesn't add more to his own glass Feb 13 23:07:03 Your brother is getting married? Feb 13 23:08:37 if all goes to plan Feb 13 23:09:57 Who is he marrying? Feb 13 23:11:00 Mina Hapsburg, her father is Freiarr of Graben Feb 13 23:11:15 * Seb nods Feb 13 23:11:19 Lucky man Feb 13 23:11:50 you know her? Feb 13 23:12:37 I've danced with her a time or two. She's a lovely woman, if a little reserved Feb 13 23:13:43 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:13:52 she's not had an easy upbringing, losing her mother so young Feb 13 23:14:46 * Seb nods Feb 13 23:15:11 I hope they are very happy Feb 13 23:16:04 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:16:06 so do I Feb 13 23:18:28 * Seb nods "My sister will be going to Court in the spring. I hope she will be befriended by women like Mina" Feb 13 23:21:09 I'll have a quiet word if you like Feb 13 23:21:47 I would appreciate that. Someone to help her meet a suitable match would be a blessing. Feb 13 23:21:56 * Seb sips his whiskey Feb 13 23:22:52 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:22:57 I'll do that Feb 13 23:23:31 Thank you. The sooner she is happily married, the better for Insel. But it is unfair to rely on Ilena to provide me nephews as heirs. Besides, I love children, and I would like to have many. Feb 13 23:26:05 I figured you would Feb 13 23:27:54 Why is that? Feb 13 23:28:39 just a feeling. Feb 13 23:29:04 And you? Feb 13 23:29:27 We're having eight, plus Varick, according to our bridal plan Feb 13 23:29:35 plate* Feb 13 23:30:31 Only eight? Feb 13 23:31:37 I don't think my wife considers it to be 'only' Feb 13 23:35:06 * Seb smiles, saying what Morgan had said in the first dream he met Seb in, where Molly had given him five singletons and three sets of twins, and was hopeful for more "we're not doing the difficult part" Feb 13 23:37:11 No, quite Feb 13 23:37:49 If twins run in your family, it might lessen her travails Feb 13 23:38:46 **It does through Verity, who had two pairs of siblings who died in infancy before she and Christopher were born** Feb 13 23:38:46 Not really Feb 13 23:39:15 it does to a point... though Molly's side, twins are prolific Feb 13 23:41:25 * Seb smiles "You might be blessed then. My great-grandmother was one of twins, but it hasn't appeared further down yet, though my father was late to having children" **Seb then finishes his drink** Feb 13 23:41:44 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:43:16 * Seb inclines his head "I will bid you a good night. It was nice to become better acquainted to the man Bread Box held in such high regard" Feb 13 23:44:05 * Morgan nods Feb 13 23:44:16 I hope the rest of your night is easier Feb 13 23:44:50 And I, yours. Goodnight. Feb 13 23:46:28 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 13 23:47:11 * Seb goes out, leaving Morgan alone in the gallery Feb 14 00:10:28 * Seb has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 14 11:03:13 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 14 11:04:07 **He doesn't find the books. The mantle clock says half after three. He is tired enough now to go back to sleep,  helped by the Vendel whiskey, so heads back to his dark bedroom and undresses. Molly is warm, and he wraps around her. Breathing in the scent of her hair he is rapidly asleep and starts to dream** Feb 14 11:04:07 **417. That was the number on Molly's fish token from the cakes, and Morgan already has a sinking feeling, watching the others mill around and pairing up for this weird little custom of kissing in the sea. The day is mild, sunny with blue sky. Feb 14 11:04:07 **He has 323, bizarrely the same number Marcheline was in the Order. HH is on Morgan's left with his wife. He looks to Inga "what's yours, lil darlin?" She holds it up. Inga's metal fish is also embossed with 323. Feb 14 11:05:10 * Molly is distracted by Varick talking about the boats Feb 14 11:06:43 well that's awkward Feb 14 11:07:20 **HH looks at him** what is? Feb 14 11:08:05 * Morgan shows him his number Feb 14 11:08:31 *HH laughs "guess that'll make us even for th' Shadowfayre and me and Dietlinde kissing, eh?" Feb 14 11:09:18 I suppose so Feb 14 11:09:25 *Inga smiles, looking happy with this, as well as relieved* That's far better than it could be Feb 14 11:09:39 * Morgan nods Feb 14 11:09:43 could've gotten HeinzHarold Feb 14 11:10:38 I: *she smiles* He kisses me plenty Feb 14 11:11:30 HH: *he grins, whispering something to her that earns him a shocked reaction and a slapped arm** Feb 14 11:12:51 * Molly looks around to Morgan, and Doctor Rosenkrantz and Seb approaching them. "Everything alright?" Feb 14 11:13:00 * Morgan scowls, looking back at Molly Feb 14 11:13:26 * Molly looks confused [what is wrong?] Feb 14 11:14:36 [I can see whats coming...] Feb 14 11:14:58 [Oh?] Feb 14 11:15:17 [I'd bet money on your number matching his] Feb 14 11:15:37 * Molly smiles [how much?] Feb 14 11:16:26 [its not funny] Feb 14 11:16:45 * Molly just nods Feb 14 11:16:48 **Father and son are cheerful, asking about their numbers. Heinzharold is soon paired up with Ilena, and it is whilst Seb is teasing HH about it that Inga asks him what number he has. It's not even a shock to discover it matches Molly's** Feb 14 11:19:10 * Molly glances at Morgan, though her expression is politely neutral Feb 14 11:20:38 * Morgan is looking out at the horizon Feb 14 11:26:38 **Seb is perfectly polite about it, smiling at Molly** It makes a change for me to not get someone old enough to be my grandmother! Feb 14 11:27:11 **Molly laughs at this, watching Seb** But not your _actual_ grandmother, at least? Feb 14 11:27:32 **Seb grins** Only because she died before I was old enough, I've no doubt I'd have ended up having to kiss her in front of all these people otherwise! Feb 14 11:27:32 * Molly nods, still smiling. Seb gives a little bow before going to help organise the procession of people going into the sea to kiss. The sun makes the water sparkle and makes his hair glow golden too. Molly looks at Morgan with a little shake of her head "Bloody coincidences." Feb 14 11:31:19 * Morgan nods, scowling Feb 14 11:31:45 It's alright liebling, it's the merest peck on the lips, it'll be over in less than a second. Feb 14 11:33:45 * Morgan nods Feb 14 11:33:50 best be Feb 14 11:36:39 * Molly looks at him with a frown Feb 14 11:36:45 Is that a warning? Feb 14 11:38:35 I'm hurt you would suggest that Feb 14 11:39:52 I apologise. I understand you are worried, but I will not do anything I should not. Feb 14 11:41:06 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 11:41:11 not your actions I'm concerned about Feb 14 11:44:53 **HH and Claudia are quietly talking. Varick starts chatting to Morgan about the people going in the sea** Feb 14 11:45:29 * Molly watches the people quietly Feb 14 11:46:05 **HH and Ilena are in the second group of fifty couples, and Inga opts to watch back over the crowd rather than see it, saying to Morgan "Tell me when it is done!" Feb 14 11:46:32 alright Feb 14 11:46:38 **The kiss is far less than when he dreamt of HH kissing Dietlinde at the Shadowfayre, there's no chemistry between this couple at all** Feb 14 11:46:53 its done Feb 14 11:47:39 **Inga looks relieved** I am glad Feb 14 11:49:47 **When it is Morgan's turn in the cold water with Inga, he can see Molly on the sand with Varick on her hip. They both wave to him. Inga says to Morgan "I'm glad it is you rather than a stranger" Feb 14 11:50:47 * Morgan nods Feb 14 11:51:10 I: Are you troubled about them? Feb 14 11:51:16 could've been some old man I suppose... older man.... Feb 14 11:51:51 I: I meant Molly and Rosie Feb 14 11:53:16 * Morgan nods Feb 14 11:53:18 yes I am Feb 14 11:53:55 I: It won't be worse than you dreaming of Heinzharold kissing Dietlinde though? Feb 14 11:54:33 I wouldn't bet on that... at the time I didn't really know Dietlinde so it was... I don't know, easier Feb 14 11:55:07 I: You couldn't have borne this happening with her Feb 14 11:56:23 I'm not sure I can now Feb 14 11:57:47 **the instruction is given, and Inga, who is a few inches taller than Molly stretches up a little to kiss him** Feb 14 11:58:32 * Morgan kisses quickly Feb 14 11:58:50 **He hears Molly's thoughts spill over in the moment his lips touch Inga's in what is a very polite, almost sibling-like kiss** [I will tear off his clothes and scratch my nails down his back and suck his skin til he bruises and mark him as mine.] Feb 14 12:02:10 * Morgan looks over towards Molly Feb 14 12:03:11 * Molly 's expression gives none of her possessive thoughts away Feb 14 12:03:48 * Morgan offers his arm to Inga Feb 14 12:04:01 I still don't get it... lets get in the freezing cold water and kiss a stranger.... Feb 14 12:04:40 **Inga smiles* Or a friend. I've never kissed a man with a beard before Feb 14 12:05:10 me either Feb 14 12:06:11 **Inga laughs at this. When they get back, HH wraps Inga in his arms, kissing her deeply. It causes some giggling from people around them, a little taboo** Feb 14 12:08:01 * Morgan goes over to Molly Feb 14 12:08:51 * Molly smiles slightly "Was that as bad as you expected?" Feb 14 12:09:17 it wasn't that bit I was dreading Feb 14 12:09:48 * Molly nods. Varick wants to go on Morgan's shoulders, and Seb comes to offer Molly his arm to escort her to their position. She glances at Morgan's expression. Feb 14 12:10:52 I will be back soon Feb 14 12:12:42 * Morgan nods Feb 14 12:17:01 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 14 12:17:16 * HH comes to stand one side of him, Claudia to the other Feb 14 12:18:08 **Up high on Morgan's shoulders, Varick says "You kissed Inga, Papa." Feb 14 12:18:19 aye Feb 14 12:18:29 V: I would kiss her too if I was a man. Feb 14 12:18:59 **HH starts to laugh, Inga blushes** HH: We'd have to duel then V: Yay! Feb 14 12:19:27 what happened to kissing being yucky? Feb 14 12:19:52 V: It's yucky if you do it with your mouth open Feb 14 12:20:08 I see Feb 14 12:20:16 **Molly and Seb walk into the water. She makes a little shriek at the coldness and Morgan can see him call her a wuss with a teasing expression. He knows that quirk of his wife's lips when she is trying to stay serious but is actually amused. She gives him a gentle shove, and he laughs. They find their spot. Feb 14 12:20:44 **Claudia gestures to Morgan $you okay?$ Feb 14 12:21:45 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 14 12:21:55 $You're here to make sure I don't kill him I suppose$ Feb 14 12:22:03 $yep$ Feb 14 12:22:18 V: Is Mama going to kiss the man with the bum now? Feb 14 12:22:42 * Morgan nods Feb 14 12:23:32 V: with her mouth open? Feb 14 12:24:13 No Feb 14 12:24:21 C: $if she wants him to die$ Feb 14 12:24:32 V: That's okay then Feb 14 12:25:34 **when the instruction is given, she does stretch up on tiptoes to kiss him, and he bends to meet her. They pause briefly, a definite tension there, looking at each other, which means they do not make contact until after everyone else, and then are a little slower at pulling away. Feb 14 12:26:10 * Morgan scowls Feb 14 12:26:16 * HH glances over at Claudia Feb 14 12:26:51 **Molly and Seb look at each other, not exiting the water when the others start to. It reminds Morgan of the look that passed between HH and Dietlinde in the Shadowfayre dream, as if they would very much like to repeat it. Feb 14 12:28:21 * Morgan breathes out slowly Feb 14 12:28:27 **Claudia changes her stance just a little. Varick says "do they know their turn has finished?" Feb 14 12:29:34 $Well that answers that$ Feb 14 12:29:59 **Seb offer her his arm, and he leads her back towards the others** Feb 14 12:30:32 C: $so she's attracted to him. She's married, not dead$ Feb 14 12:31:13 Varick would you get down please Feb 14 12:31:34 V: **He does so** Feb 14 12:31:53 * Morgan shifts his shoulders, rolling them until an ugly crunching noise is heard Feb 14 12:31:57 $what are you up to?$ Feb 14 12:33:17 * HH looks to Inga "Take Varick to see the cakes, Pidge." **Inga nods, taking Varick's hand and leading him away** Feb 14 12:35:16 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Feb 14 12:35:25 I'm not going to make you defend one of your friends from another Feb 14 12:35:40 **Claudia is surveying the area and people around them. Meanwhile Molly is nearly back, talking with Seb** Feb 14 12:35:47 So piss off, yeah? Feb 14 12:36:03 Do what you like Feb 14 12:36:33 **Claudia looks at the pair of them like an irritated older sister** Pack it the fuck in. Feb 14 12:40:02 * Morgan says nothing Feb 14 12:40:08 **Seb brings Molly to Morgan, then bows** If you'll excuse me. Feb 14 12:40:42 * HH and Claudia watch the three of them Feb 14 12:43:02 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 14 12:43:05 **Seb goes. Molly watches Morgan, smiling gently** M: All over now. Feb 14 12:43:34 * Morgan watches her, saying nothing Feb 14 12:43:37 * HH rubs his forehead Feb 14 12:43:59 C: $is she stupid?$ Feb 14 13:14:41 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 14 18:32:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 14 18:33:15 **Seb brings Molly to Morgan, then bows** If you'll excuse me. Feb 14 18:33:15 * HH and Claudia watch the three of them Feb 14 18:33:15 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 14 18:33:15 **Seb goes. Molly watches Morgan, smiling gently** M: All over now. Feb 14 18:33:15 * Morgan watches her, saying nothing Feb 14 18:33:16 * HH rubs his forehead Feb 14 18:33:18 C: $is she stupid?$ Feb 14 18:33:27 I suppose so Feb 14 18:34:09 * Molly looks around "Shall we go and look at the stalls?" Feb 14 18:35:08 **Claudia glances at HH, rolling her eyes. HH is mostly keeping an eye on Morgan** Feb 14 18:35:58 If you want Feb 14 18:37:22 HH: $what do you want us to do?$ Feb 14 18:38:11 $Go spend time with your friend and your wife$ Feb 14 18:39:28 C: $and me?$ Feb 14 18:39:56 * Molly watches them all "You know I know you're talking to each other, right?" Feb 14 18:41:22 **HH and Claudia look questioningly at Morgan** Feb 14 18:41:49 Go, do something fun Feb 14 18:43:34 **They go. Molly looks to Morgan** we could walk out along the beach instead if you wish? Feb 14 18:43:56 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 18:43:58 if you wish Feb 14 18:44:19 * Molly stays quiet as they go, passing into an empty area past the boatshed Feb 14 18:44:28 Are you alright? Feb 14 18:44:35 What do you think? Feb 14 18:44:56 * Molly nods a little Feb 14 18:45:02 You are angry with me. Feb 14 18:45:20 Not particularly Feb 14 18:45:29 Then what? Feb 14 18:46:33 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 18:46:45 why don't you tell me what you think I _should_ feel Feb 14 18:47:36 I don't know what you should feel Feb 14 18:49:02 * Morgan glances at her before looking at the horizon Feb 14 18:49:05 right Feb 14 18:49:51 How _do_ you feel? Feb 14 18:50:28 * Morgan tilts his head back, looking at the sky as he draws a deep breath Feb 14 18:50:33 hurt, I think. Feb 14 18:50:42 I am sorry. Feb 14 18:50:54 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 18:51:10 Would you prefer to be alone? Feb 14 18:51:46 Thats probably best, but I would prefer you are not with Sebastien Feb 14 18:51:59 I won't be. Feb 14 18:52:10 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 14 18:52:34 * Molly puts a gentle hand on his arm Feb 14 18:52:59 * Morgan pulls it away Feb 14 18:53:04 I would prefer you don't touch me Feb 14 18:53:16 * Molly sighs Feb 14 18:53:21 I see. Feb 14 18:53:35 so do I. Feb 14 18:53:50 Do you? Feb 14 18:54:05 I did, yes. So go. Feb 14 18:54:16 * Molly looks cross Feb 14 18:54:32 And yet here I am, with you, out of choice. Feb 14 18:55:02 And yet, here I am trying my damndest not to react as I wish to. Feb 14 18:55:24 * Molly 's chin tilts up Feb 14 18:55:34 By telling me it is over? Feb 14 18:56:21 If you think I've said that, thats because it is in your own mind, which I fear is telling. Feb 14 18:56:52 Then what? Feb 14 18:57:24 Then I wish to be alone so I don't say something I will regret later Feb 14 18:58:11 Fine. That's probably for the best. Feb 14 18:58:25 Because you wish to say something? Feb 14 18:58:42 I don't wish to say anything at all either. Feb 14 18:58:57 * Morgan grinds his teeth, nodding once at her Feb 14 18:59:32 * Molly watches him a moment Feb 14 19:01:09 * Molly just inclines her head, walking off away from the beach, but not towards the square where Seb will be Feb 14 19:03:00 * Morgan turns to face the water, sitting down and gathering small bits of wood into a pile Feb 14 19:08:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 14 19:21:50 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 14 19:21:54 [19:12] (Molly) **The dawn watch chimes, and he realises he's dreaming Feb 14 19:22:47 * Morgan tries to wake up Feb 14 19:25:35 **He manages it. Molly is wrapped around him from behind Feb 14 19:26:13 ((Distress and desperation?)) Feb 14 19:27:44 ((high)) Feb 14 19:30:59 **Once more the control feels iffy** Feb 14 19:31:34 * Morgan rolls out if bed Feb 14 19:33:15 * Molly makes a little sigh, stirring "you're going already?" Feb 14 19:35:06 * Morgan grunts, quickly pulling on his clothes Feb 14 19:36:00 * Molly sits up Feb 14 19:36:07 Are you alright? Feb 14 19:36:24 No Feb 14 19:36:40 What's wrong, are you unwell? Feb 14 19:37:17 * Morgan rubs his hands together Feb 14 19:37:26 I'm... nightmare Feb 14 19:37:37 **It's no better and no worse** Feb 14 19:37:44 Shall I fix it? Feb 14 19:37:58 If you can Feb 14 19:39:03 * Molly climbs out of bed, coming to him completely naked, and puts her hand on his chest. She quietly says "Shhh..." as she concentrates, eyes closed Feb 14 19:39:24 * Morgan breathes slowly Feb 14 19:39:55 **It's as it was before, her magic winning out. The tingling stops. She looks up at him** Better? Feb 14 19:40:38 * Morgan nods Feb 14 19:41:35 * Molly smiles Feb 14 19:41:55 Good. It's rather chilly Feb 14 19:42:45 * Morgan nods Feb 14 19:43:55 * Molly watches him with a sweet smile "Now that you are at less haste, will you be staying?" Feb 14 19:47:01 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 19:47:22 I... I'm still hurting from the nightmare, I think I need time to think Feb 14 19:48:23 Oh. *she picks up a dressing gown and pulls it on** Alright my love Feb 14 19:52:19 * Morgan frowns Feb 14 19:52:38 I'm still upset and angry, I don't wish to hurt you because of a stupid dream Feb 14 19:54:28 * Molly nods Feb 14 19:54:48 Can I do anything at all? **she looks sad and concerned** Feb 14 19:59:40 I dont think so Feb 14 20:04:56 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 14 20:13:24 * Molly nods Feb 14 20:13:25 Can I do anything at all? **she looks sad and concerned** Feb 14 20:13:25 I dont think so Feb 14 20:13:52 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 14 20:13:56 [20:04] * Molly sits on the edge of the bed "I am here, if you change your mind" Feb 14 20:14:46 * Morgan nods Feb 14 20:15:45 * Molly lets him go Feb 14 20:18:03 * Morgan heads out of the room Feb 14 20:24:44 **There are servants up and busy already.** ((where does he go?)) Feb 14 20:24:57 ((that room with the views)) Feb 14 20:25:07 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 14 20:25:18 * HH is up there with coffee Feb 14 20:25:57 Mornin' Feb 14 20:26:40 **though the sky is fractionally more navy than black, there's no view yet** Feb 14 20:29:54 You got some of that for me? Feb 14 20:35:04 * HH pours him some Feb 14 20:35:27 How you doing? Feb 14 20:35:33 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 14 20:36:15 Figured an early night woulda seen you two get sorted out Feb 14 20:37:02 nightmares Feb 14 20:40:15 * HH hands him the coffee, slouching on a soft chair Feb 14 20:40:20 Wanna talk? Feb 14 20:40:44 * Morgan takes it, sipping it Feb 14 20:41:30 No. I hate the possibility of putting you in an awkward position Feb 14 20:42:38 Rosie again then. Feb 14 20:43:36 one of them, yes Feb 14 20:45:42 Y' dont normally have two nightmares Feb 14 20:46:28 No. Feb 14 20:48:17 Mebbie you should go back to the Rose, 'stead of going to the celebration Feb 14 20:49:31 * Morgan nods Feb 14 20:49:33 might be an idea Feb 14 20:51:24 * HH nods Feb 14 20:52:11 Me, Inga and Claudia can take Varick, 'ssuming you're gonna take Molly Feb 14 20:52:44 * Morgan grinds his teeth Feb 14 20:52:53 I shouldn't fuckin' 'ave to Feb 14 20:53:21 * HH sips his coffee Feb 14 20:53:23 Go on Feb 14 20:55:35 * Morgan shrugs, his frustration clear Feb 14 20:58:01 Just fuckin' talk to me, man. Feb 14 21:00:02 If she wasn't with me, she's meant to be with him. I'm having nightmares she'll realise thats what she really wants, that I'm too damaged, because _he_ is like I _was_ Feb 14 21:02:24 * HH shrugs Feb 14 21:02:46 I don' think he is, but I can understand y' being worried Feb 14 21:04:54 She agrees that he is Feb 14 21:07:29 Thing is, she _is_ with you, man. She's got a good thing with you Feb 14 21:09:06 * Morgan sighs, gulping his coffee Feb 14 21:10:13 * HH rubs his forehead Feb 14 21:10:35 Molly loves you. You'd have to be an idiot to not see how much. Feb 14 21:11:22 I do, but that doesn't mean she'll not move on, that there's not going to be something there Feb 14 21:13:06 Doesn't strike me as that sorta woman Feb 14 21:13:54 Mightn't really have a choice, and how could I keep her with me when she wanted to be somewhere else Feb 14 21:16:06 * HH sizes him up Feb 14 21:16:45 Because of Varick, and yer duties to the grafdoms Feb 14 21:17:05 Those are mine, not hers Feb 14 21:17:21 And Varick? Feb 14 21:17:38 Difficult Feb 14 21:19:01 * HH shakes his head "She's _your_ wife. Fuck this dream stuff. You an' Molly are good together" Feb 14 21:21:08 * Morgan puts his cup down, looking away Feb 14 21:22:51 * HH gets a firm grip on Morgan's forearm "You're letting this stuff get in yer head." Feb 14 21:27:47 Maybe Feb 14 21:29:11 So whatcha gonna do about it? Feb 14 21:30:50 Nothing I can do Feb 14 21:31:49 * HH sighs Feb 14 21:32:13 You asked her opinion? Feb 14 21:33:18 Not in the eight minutes I've been awake, no Feb 14 21:35:03 * HH nods Feb 14 21:35:26 I don't see anything 'tween them Feb 14 21:37:34 There wasn't until they kissed in my nightmare Feb 14 21:38:43 Stop that 'appening, solve the problem? Feb 14 21:40:33 I know you act simple, but surely you can't think its that easy Feb 14 21:42:10 I can be 'opeful, can't I? Feb 14 21:42:31 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 21:44:33 * HH sips his coffee Feb 14 21:45:38 Think mebbie you just have a hard time trusting she's gonna stick around? Feb 14 21:46:21 No. Feb 14 21:48:41 * HH glances out of the window. It's getting lighter Feb 14 21:49:08 Doesn't sound like yer gonna see reason til we've left Feb 14 21:50:25 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 21:50:26 maybe Feb 14 21:51:38 * HH nods Feb 14 21:52:03 I shoulda seen this would be really bad Feb 14 21:52:48 You were excited to see a friend you thought had passed Feb 14 21:54:50 And I've 'urt my best friend in the process Feb 14 21:55:06 * Morgan turns to him, putting a hand on HeinzHarolds neck Feb 14 21:55:23 no, no... my own fears are hurting me, not you, not for a second Feb 14 21:57:23 * HH nods Feb 14 21:58:09 Yer scared of losing her. Makes you a bit crazy Feb 14 21:58:25 * HH grins "Crazier." Feb 14 21:58:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 21:58:42 its well known I'm mental Feb 14 22:00:58 * HH nods Feb 14 22:01:01 Yep. Feb 14 22:01:37 Be back at sea tomorrow, out this all behind us Feb 14 22:03:08 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 22:03:11 he's like me Feb 14 22:04:28 Lotsa people in the world, some are gonna be similar Feb 14 22:05:43 I think you're not seeing it... we spoke last night, we are quite alike Feb 14 22:10:30 Think mebbie I just know y' both better Feb 14 22:12:37 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 14 22:12:42 I'm sorry, I think you're wrong Feb 14 22:12:50 * HH shrugs Feb 14 22:13:06 Se'enteen years, why change that now? Feb 14 22:13:46 what, you being wrong... Feb 14 22:15:05 You thinking it Feb 14 22:15:45 * Morgan snorts Feb 14 22:16:17 * HH grins, then sips his coffee Feb 14 22:16:30 Gonna get through this, same as always Feb 14 22:18:34 * HH moves to stand at the window, watching the sun slowly come up. The revealed scene is beautiful, the curve of Theah visible like from the crow's nest. Feb 14 22:18:45 Gotta admit, they got a helluva view Feb 14 22:19:39 * Morgan nods Feb 14 22:19:40 aye Feb 14 22:21:52 * HH pats his shoulder. "My wife will be missin' me. Let me know when you decide what yer doing today" Feb 14 22:22:16 * Morgan nods Feb 14 22:24:30 **he heads off, leaving Morgan to the pretty view** Feb 14 22:25:13 * Morgan picks up his coffee, warming it again, watching out the window Feb 14 22:25:43 **About ten minutes later, he hears footsteps on the stairs Feb 14 22:26:31 * Morgan watches for a reflection in the glass Feb 14 22:27:42 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 14 22:28:25 * Molly pauses on the threshold. He can see in the reflection that she watches him as if she is completely at a loss Feb 14 22:28:48 Heinzharold suggested I come to see you Feb 14 22:28:54 I'll bet he did Feb 14 22:30:11 Do you still wish to be away from me? **There's a little note of distress in it ** Feb 14 22:31:30 I never wish to be away from you... I didn't want to speak unkindly and hurt you because of my nightmare Feb 14 22:31:47 * Molly nods Feb 14 22:31:52 And now? Feb 14 22:32:15 I don't think thats an issue right now Feb 14 22:32:44 * Molly nods, moving slowly to stand beside him, looking at the view Feb 14 22:32:48 It's pretty Feb 14 22:33:08 * Morgan nods Feb 14 22:33:14 you can see how the world curves Feb 14 22:33:35 * Molly nods Feb 14 22:34:15 I've never seen that before... perhaps that's why we call her Mother Nature... Feb 14 22:35:49 cant say thats ever occurred to me... you can see it from the crows nest Feb 14 22:36:32 * Molly looks surprised Feb 14 22:36:53 I didnt know that Feb 14 22:38:44 * Molly glances up at him "Whatever I said or did in your nightmare, I'm sorry. That the thought of me could ever bring you pain saddens me greatly" Feb 14 22:39:07 You shouldn't apologise for what my own mind is doing to me Feb 14 22:39:35 * Molly shrugs "well, I do." Feb 14 22:41:15 It was that kissing in the water thing. There was obvious chemistry, from a lingering kiss to the look that passed between you... Feb 14 22:41:41 * Molly sighs Feb 14 22:41:54 I am not going to be kissing him, or anyone. Feb 14 22:44:05 You do not think not participating will be frowned upon? Feb 14 22:44:18 I don't care whether it is or not. Feb 14 22:45:10 **In the reflection, he can see that little obstinate chin tilt** Feb 14 22:45:35 alright Feb 14 22:47:07 I don't want us at odds, and if it means offending someone, then that is what I will do. Feb 14 22:47:57 He's more like me than I thought Feb 14 22:49:06 * Molly shrugs "It makes no difference." Feb 14 22:49:53 we spoke last night Feb 14 22:50:04 When you got up? Feb 14 22:51:30 last night... couldn't get back to sleep so came to look at the paintings Feb 14 22:51:56 * Molly nods Feb 14 22:52:07 And met him? Feb 14 22:52:11 * Morgan nods Feb 14 22:53:01 What was said? Feb 14 22:53:31 we spoke about our nightmares... our families... our mutual love for sailing... Feb 14 22:55:05 Seb has nightmares? Feb 14 22:56:11 * Morgan nods Feb 14 22:56:16 horrors of war Feb 14 22:56:48 * Molly nods slowly Feb 14 22:57:23 He doesn't seem much like he is troubled by nightmares Feb 14 22:58:19 nor do I to most Feb 14 22:58:32 * Molly nods Feb 14 22:58:39 Do you like him? Feb 14 22:58:47 does that matter? Feb 14 22:58:53 Yes Feb 14 22:59:53 why? Feb 14 23:00:30 Because you see so many similarities. I wondered if you liked him when you perceive him as similar to yourself Feb 14 23:00:58 * Morgan shrugs Feb 14 23:01:21 he's likeable... he's obviously loyal, loves his family... Feb 14 23:02:05 * Molly nods Feb 14 23:02:21 And if it weren't for me, you would like him more? Feb 14 23:02:47 If it weren't for the path you were going to be on... Feb 14 23:03:55 One of many paths... the Nieblungen said other _husbands_ Feb 14 23:04:19 nevertheless... Feb 14 23:05:38 * Molly watches from the window Feb 14 23:05:54 There were other paths, for us both. We are where we are. Feb 14 23:06:25 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 14 23:07:33 * Molly pulls her shawl a little tighter Feb 14 23:08:05 Perhaps the similarity is actually a coincidence Feb 14 23:08:27 I believe in those less and less Feb 14 23:08:39 * Molly nods Feb 14 23:09:04 You are the man I want, liebes herz Feb 14 23:09:30 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:09:31 I know Feb 14 23:10:04 Then you understand there isn't anything to fear Feb 14 23:10:59 * Morgan sighs Feb 14 23:11:49 * Molly puts herself in between him at the window looking up at him Feb 14 23:12:35 I am in this, one hundred percent. I will not allow any other man to come between us. Feb 14 23:13:21 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:13:35 * Molly watches him solemnly Feb 14 23:13:56 What can I do? How can I prove my loyalty and fidelity to you? Feb 14 23:14:34 * Morgan sighs Feb 14 23:14:39 I hate that I've brought you to this Feb 14 23:14:48 To what? Feb 14 23:15:41 to feeling you have to prove yourself to me Feb 14 23:18:03 I understand the self-doubt, and the worry that you might not be the right man for me. I can understand how it might feel like I will be tempted away. Feb 14 23:19:10 its not even that you might be tempted... but that what was already aligned comes to light Feb 14 23:20:35 But nothing is set in stone, is it? Feb 14 23:21:03 No... Feb 14 23:21:41 If it was there could have been no fire. So though there was the possibility of he and I, it was not guaranteed. Feb 14 23:22:54 but then... neither is this... Feb 14 23:23:58 You and I together is the smoothest route Feb 14 23:24:42 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:25:45 * Molly raises an eyebrow "Can you foresee a route to it were you and I to part ways?" Feb 14 23:26:18 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 14 23:27:30 * Molly tilts her head Feb 14 23:27:47 Still... it would be less practical. Feb 14 23:29:04 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:29:52 * Molly watches him before slightly hesitantly putting her hand to his cheek Feb 14 23:30:49 * Morgan leans into it slightly, sighing Feb 14 23:31:05 I love _you_. I want _you_. You are the man for me, and we have been through far too much to have any more barriers between us. Feb 14 23:32:09 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:33:53 * Molly watches him intently, speaking quietly Feb 14 23:34:02 Do you feel the same? Feb 14 23:34:09 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:34:12 I do Feb 14 23:35:52 * Molly nods, looking touched by this Feb 14 23:36:15 It makes me feel better to hear you still feel so Feb 14 23:37:53 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:39:14 * Molly gently strokes his cheek, watching him Feb 14 23:41:25 **she says nothing before gauging his reaction to it** Feb 14 23:43:00 * Morgan puts his hand over hers Feb 14 23:43:45 *she speaks softly* I want to take you back to bed... I can't, I know... but I wish I could Feb 14 23:45:53 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:46:57 * Molly smiles slightly Feb 14 23:47:47 We should go back to the nursery, Varick was hoping to see the view before we go to town Feb 14 23:48:33 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:48:34 alright Feb 14 23:49:10 * Molly closes her eyes a moment before smiling Feb 14 23:49:16 Are you ready? Feb 14 23:50:36 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:50:37 aye Feb 14 23:51:36 * Molly moves her hand from his face to his hand Feb 14 23:52:02 Perhaps we will look for a house with a tower like this in Gottkirchen? Feb 14 23:52:37 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:52:40 that is an idea I like Feb 14 23:53:01 * Molly gives him a sidelong mischievous glance "It would have locks on the door. Strong, complicated locks." Feb 14 23:53:18 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:53:22 yes, definitely Feb 14 23:54:42 * Molly squeezes his hand, leading him towards the stairs Feb 14 23:54:58 The sun is up, my love, let's go down... Feb 14 23:57:20 * Morgan nods Feb 14 23:57:22 alright blossom Feb 14 23:58:29 * Molly leads the way, keeping a grasp on his hand that seems almost protective and reassuring. Aside from a few servants, they don't see anyone. Feb 15 00:33:37 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 15 09:09:41 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 15 11:45:50 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 15 11:46:16 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 15 11:52:15 **When they get back to the nursery, Varick is awake and looking at the carved wooden box Seb gave to Molly to replace her old sewing box. Just like how she dreamt of Seb introducing her to the smokey tea outdoors and finding her disgusted expression cute being like he and Dietlinde's first date, the significance of Seb giving Molly a sewing box, just as he had taken Dietlinde one back after the War, seems less a coincidence. Feb 15 11:54:45 * Morgan frowns hard Feb 15 11:56:26 * Molly glances at him [It's just a box. I can pass it on to someone else] Feb 15 11:56:55 **Varick brings it to Morgan** Look, it's got little fish on it Feb 15 11:57:45 [its the significance of it. I gave one to Dietlinde, just as I introduced her to smokey tea] Feb 15 11:57:54 So it has... they really like fish here don't they Feb 15 11:59:42 [Oh, I see] Feb 15 11:59:59 V: **he nods** I could put some toys in it Feb 15 12:00:38 If your mama was happy with that Feb 15 12:04:16 * Molly shrugs "That is fine, I will buy a new one when I am in Freiburg" Feb 15 12:04:44 **Varick thanks her, going to play** Feb 15 12:05:40 * Molly smiles slightly "There we go, all solved." Feb 15 12:06:01 Not really the point is it Feb 15 12:06:33 * Molly nods "It's very strange" Feb 15 12:07:01 **Claudia comes into the parlour** $how are you?$ Feb 15 12:07:13 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 15 12:08:21 **Heinzharold turns up with Seb and Ilena to the nursery. Claudia is looking at her intently, but noone seems to notice. Feb 15 12:08:21 **Seb looks shockingly well-rested and cheerful, considering what Morgan knows about his broken night: Good morning, good morning, how are we all? Feb 15 12:09:37 Well, thank you. And yourselves? **Seb and Ilena assure her they are well** Feb 15 12:13:05 * Morgan watches Claudia for a moment before looking at HeinzHarold then to Seb Feb 15 12:13:12 your father was right about the view Feb 15 12:15:03 S: *he nods* My favourite place as a child Feb 15 12:15:09 **Varick comes over to them, Sebastian's manner seems to set him at ease** Are you the man with the bum? Feb 15 12:15:39 **Molly closes her eyes, inhaling deeply through her nose. Ilena giggles at this, making her look younger than eighteen. **Seb smiles at the boy "Am I? Shall I check?" He starts walking in circles and trying to peer over his own shoulder theatrically. This has Varick cracking up and the others chuckling. Even Molly is smiling at this** Feb 15 12:20:01 * Morgan watches him for a moment before looking away again Feb 15 12:20:20 S, still looking behind him: Thought I saw it then, but it's gone! *he looks to Varick* If you see it, let me know Feb 15 12:20:44 **Varick waits til he turns around before saying "There it is!" Feb 15 12:20:44 **Seb looks around, feigning confusion** Where? **Varick runs around behind him before saying it again** Feb 15 12:20:44 **HH grins, watching Morgan** $Maybe he's not grown up that much!$ Feb 15 12:21:33 * Morgan shrugs, rolling his neck Feb 15 12:21:50 **Claudia smirks: $Not the worst ass I've ever seen$ Feb 15 12:23:21 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit down Feb 15 12:23:46 **HH, to Morgan $She's gonna say I'm the worst ass, isn't she?$ Feb 15 12:26:38 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 15 12:29:04 **Varick is now shouting "I see it!". Molly shakes her head, feigning sternness that she is barely pulling off** Now now, if we aren't to be late for the celebration we need to have breakfast. Feb 15 12:29:27 **Seb looks at her with an impish smile before he then looks to Varick** Her Excellency is quite right, though you'll want a light breakfast as there's a lot of fish that won't eat themselves down at the stalls. Feb 15 12:31:16 * Molly ushers them out of the room, looking to Morgan "Are you coming to breakfast, my love?" Feb 15 12:31:34 * Morgan sighs before nodding Feb 15 12:31:36 I suppose so Feb 15 12:32:13 * Molly waits for him as HH and Claudia go out Feb 15 12:32:40 **they can hear the conversation ahead* V: Do you like fish? Feb 15 12:32:40 S: *he nods* Insel is a place for fish lovers, just like being a sailor requires eating a lot of fish Feb 15 12:32:40 **Varick moves to walk in step with Seb as they all leave the nursery** When I am a man, I would like to be a sailor, but everyone says I have to be a Freiarr. Feb 15 12:32:40 Seb smiles at the boy with empathy: That's what they tell me too. Not always easy, is it? Feb 15 12:37:14 * Molly walks offers her hand to Morgan, speaking quietly "I had hoped we had heard the last about bums" Feb 15 12:38:18 * Morgan nods Feb 15 12:39:35 as had I Feb 15 12:40:54 * Morgan takes her hand, standing up Feb 15 12:41:15 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 15 12:41:44 Although, I could be persuaded to talk about yours, just without all that audience! Feb 15 12:42:52 We should go to breakfast Feb 15 12:44:26 * Molly frowns ever so slightly before smiling Feb 15 12:44:29 Alright Feb 15 12:51:00 **She is quiet on the walk down, but doesnt let go of his hand. Breakfast goes well, and there is just enough time for Seb to take Varick up to the tower to see if they can see Vendel and Avalon. The ladies opt to wait in the drawing room** ((goes with Varick, or stays in the drawing room?)) Feb 15 12:52:22 ((goes with Varick)) Feb 15 12:52:31 * Molly is now known as Varick Feb 15 12:54:02 * Varick is excited to look through the spy glass, but sadly the visibility is not quite good enough to see the land. Instead Seb shows him the ruined fort of Dietmund. HH grins at Morgan $wouldn't be ruined without us$ Feb 15 12:54:20 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 15 12:55:50 **They can't stay long, and are soon leaving. Two carriages are taken to the town, though Claudia and Morgan ride. Seb rides on ahead, setting off at a canter. They don't pass the old church this time but he still gets Molly's overspilled thoughts about it [Then the candelabra hit the floor too. He'd have needed to withdraw in that story, a young noble woman couldn't risk a groomsman getting a child upon her. The Vaticine method in a Vaticine church…] Feb 15 12:55:57 * Varick is now known as Molly Feb 15 13:01:30 C: Heinzharold wants me to keep an eye on you Feb 15 13:01:49 There's a shock Feb 15 13:02:19 C: Want them kept apart? Feb 15 13:02:57 * Morgan sighs Feb 15 13:03:02 I don't know, in all honesty Feb 15 13:06:04 C: why not? Feb 15 13:06:19 * Morgan sighs Feb 15 13:06:27 I don't know how to explain it Feb 15 13:11:40 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 15 13:12:53 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 15 13:12:59 [13:05] (Molly) C: *she shrugs* feel like maybe you're being unnecessarily worried? Feb 15 13:13:14 Yes and no Feb 15 13:13:59 Any point me trying to talk sense into you? Feb 15 13:14:29 * Morgan looks at her Feb 15 13:14:43 Interesting, given your views on love Feb 15 13:15:03 * Claudia looks back at him Feb 15 13:15:44 You and Molly love each other. She's brought you out of your shell, and it suits you Feb 15 13:17:21 He reminds me of me, y'know Feb 15 13:18:42 He's like if you and Heinzharold had a baby Feb 15 13:20:30 Think you might be right there. Feb 15 13:23:19 You were shyer Feb 15 13:23:35 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:23:38 aye Feb 15 13:25:01 I remember him being more like Heinzharold Feb 15 13:25:10 irritating?\ Feb 15 13:27:39 * Claudia nods Feb 15 13:29:41 Immature Feb 15 13:30:00 clearly caring Feb 15 13:31:50 * Claudia nods Feb 15 13:32:04 Chatty, irreverent Feb 15 13:33:10 * Morgan sighs Feb 15 13:34:40 I want to hate him Feb 15 13:36:20 But you dont Feb 15 13:37:10 No. I hate the similarities though Feb 15 13:37:21 Between you and him? Feb 15 13:39:06 No... Molly had a dream where he introduced her to a certain tea, and she hated it... that was exactly what happened with myself and Dietlinde... I gave her a sewing box when I came home from the war... last night, he gave one to Molly... Feb 15 13:40:41 That's a bit weird Feb 15 13:40:53 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:44:48 You're worrying they could have what you and Dietlinde had? Feb 15 13:45:41 If she wasn't with me, she's meant to be with him Feb 15 13:47:30 You know that for sure? Feb 15 13:47:36 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:48:32 And you aren't with Dietlinde, so she is with you and not him? Trying to understand where you're coming from Feb 15 13:49:59 its hard to explain... and I know how you feel about the idea of fate Feb 15 13:52:41 Fate controls the big picture, you make your own decisions on the small scale, I think you said Feb 15 13:52:52 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:53:08 but things were... arranged to go a certain way, one of those things was her with him Feb 15 13:55:01 You and she are an accident then? Feb 15 13:55:17 the ideal, if unexpected... Feb 15 13:55:31 That makes no fucking sense Feb 15 13:56:36 The ideal for fate is you and she together, but it wasnt expected that it'd go the ideal way? Feb 15 13:56:48 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:56:55 because I will do what I will do. Feb 15 13:57:19 Because you married Dietlinde? Feb 15 13:57:43 * Morgan nods Feb 15 13:57:55 if she hadn't died, they would've been together Feb 15 13:58:12 * Claudia glances at him Feb 15 13:58:34 And in usual Morgan-fashion, you have some guilt there? Feb 15 13:58:44 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 15 13:58:50 No, for a change Feb 15 13:59:01 * Claudia laughs Feb 15 13:59:34 Big change. Does it matter what could have been? What's going on now is what it is Feb 15 14:00:07 The issue is.... what if what could have been is still there, underlying... about to be woken Feb 15 14:00:32 But it can't, because Dietlinde is gone Feb 15 14:01:53 but the things that were to draw them together could be, the attraction, the feelings... the desire Feb 15 14:04:26 * Claudia thinks about this before saying "And? What do you think happens then?" Feb 15 14:05:35 I don't know Feb 15 14:06:52 Well think then. What is the worst case, what is the best case? Feb 15 14:07:48 Best case, she feels nothing. Worst case, she falls in love with him, and I would not keep her with me if she did not want to be Feb 15 14:08:37 Even if it's this "ideal" thing for fate? Feb 15 14:09:21 Would you want to keep someone with you knowing they wanted another more? Feb 15 14:11:54 Asking the wrong woman. **She rolls her neck** If I loved her, it would depend on whether she loved me too, what she wanted, how temporary her relationship with them was going to be Feb 15 14:12:54 * Morgan opens his mouth then shuts it Feb 15 14:14:43 * Claudia looks at him Feb 15 14:14:45 What? Feb 15 14:15:31 Doesn't matter Feb 15 14:16:28 No, go on. Feb 15 14:17:26 I was a little... surprised I suppose that you'd consider letting a partner be with someone else temporarily Feb 15 14:18:33 * Claudia shrugs "I guess I'm not like the rest of you" Feb 15 14:19:22 You are singular, there's no argument there Feb 15 14:21:55 Think it's impossible to want two people at once? Feb 15 14:23:04 I don't know Feb 15 14:23:17 Think it's impossible to love two people? Feb 15 14:23:27 * Morgan shrugs Feb 15 14:26:32 Maybe she will like him. Maybe this fate horseshit will have an effect. That's out of both of your hands. The commitment you've made to each other isnt. Feb 15 14:27:05 * Morgan slumps, nodding Feb 15 14:29:02 Doesn't mean she doesn't love or want you, does it? Feb 15 14:29:37 Doesn't make the feeling any easier Feb 15 14:31:40 * Claudia nods "I know" Feb 15 14:32:03 You figured out why Ilena looks familiar yet? Feb 15 14:36:56 It's not so much now, it was in the portrait. Probably some kid I've seen somewhere Feb 15 14:38:00 that why you were staring so hard at her? Feb 15 14:39:45 * Claudia nods Feb 15 14:40:05 She's pretty, but way too young for me Feb 15 14:40:57 aye? Feb 15 14:42:52 You don't think she's pretty? Feb 15 14:44:07 * Morgan shrugs Feb 15 14:44:08 I suppose Feb 15 14:45:22 * Claudia nods Feb 15 14:46:10 You opting out of this kissing stuff? Feb 15 14:47:41 * Morgan nods Feb 15 14:47:43 its daft Feb 15 14:47:57 * Claudia nods Feb 15 14:48:40 Probably started by some randy young lad hoping to kiss some girl he couldn't get away with kissing any other way Feb 15 14:49:42 Probably Feb 15 14:49:51 I had a nightmare about it Feb 15 14:50:34 The pair of them? Feb 15 14:50:54 * Morgan nods Feb 15 14:51:01 and this kissing thing Feb 15 14:54:27 Best not try it Feb 15 14:55:20 no Feb 15 15:00:10 How's Molly about it? Feb 15 15:00:32 she says she's utterly committed to what we have Feb 15 15:01:37 Well there you go then Feb 15 15:02:51 I was convinced I would want nothing as much as I want coffee, until I had tea... Feb 15 15:04:09 * Claudia nods "That's when you gave up coffee and never drank it again, only ever drinking tea" Feb 15 15:04:40 No, but I always wanted both... sometimes I want tea more Feb 15 15:06:43 And sometimes you don't Feb 15 15:07:37 You always been this possessive? Feb 15 15:08:49 Probably. I think losing Dietlinde prompted it mostly Feb 15 15:09:06 * Claudia nods Feb 15 15:10:11 If you and Molly is fate's ideal, wouldn't that mean she'd have been attracted to you even if she and Rosie were already together? Feb 15 15:10:33 I don't think so, no... Feb 15 15:12:59 Makes even less sense. Feb 15 15:14:22 I know Feb 15 15:16:45 If you and Molly are the ideal, shouldn't you be attracted to each other no matter what? Feb 15 15:18:55 * Morgan shrugs Feb 15 15:20:24 **they get nearer town** Complicated life you have Feb 15 15:22:03 no shit Feb 15 15:25:25 At least you have me and Heinzharold, keep you sane Feb 15 15:26:37 I feel bad... I've put him in an awful position Feb 15 15:27:55 Not your fault Feb 15 15:28:27 It is. I shouldn't have leaned on him so much Feb 15 15:30:02 Don't be stupid. You'd do it for us. You've heard more from me than most would want to hear about their friends. Feb 15 15:31:50 * Morgan sighs Feb 15 15:32:37 Maybe we don't mind you leaning on us, because we know what the alternative is. Feb 15 15:32:50 which is? Feb 15 15:33:09 You not leaning on us, like before. Feb 15 15:33:52 you're possibly right Feb 15 15:34:31 * Claudia nods Feb 15 15:34:58 If you decide to run off, tell me first. Feb 15 15:36:42 run off or disappear? Feb 15 15:37:34 Either. Feb 15 15:37:40 * Morgan nods Feb 15 15:38:17 You don't get to come back and then go again like that. Feb 15 15:38:48 I already promised you, didn't I? Feb 15 15:38:57 Did you? Feb 15 15:39:36 * Morgan nods Feb 15 15:40:06 Ok then. You spent that time with her like I said? Feb 15 15:40:20 * Morgan nods Feb 15 15:42:02 * Claudia nods Feb 15 15:42:05 Helped? Feb 15 15:42:19 Some Feb 15 15:42:44 Think maybe you need to do it again? Feb 15 15:44:48 There's only so much reassurance she can give... its the similarities, what was supposed to be thats bothering me Feb 15 15:47:24 This time tomorrow we'll be sailing out and you, and _she_, will never have to see him again Feb 15 15:47:53 * Morgan nods Feb 15 15:50:03 **They arrive shortly after. The little town is packed with people, it is clearly a large event. This makes it easier not to be the centre of attention, as does the fact they are all quite simply dressed, no indicators of their lofty titles. Varick immediately finds some other children to talk to. The Rosenkrantzs are front and centre stage here** ((Attention?)) Feb 15 16:34:10 ((alternating between seb and molly)) Feb 15 16:37:00 **Seb is fully encompassed by locals and the events, soon far away from them. Molly is close to Morgan's side, just looking around Feb 15 16:37:54 **Without the Rosenkrantzs their little group is back to normal.  Molly and Inga walk arm in arm talking quietly, Varick wants to look at everything and chat to everyone. Hh and Claudia are ragging on each other. The atmosphere is cheerful and celebratory, and they are made welcome. The first thing that happens is that the boats are blessed in Thean and each given a sprinkling of holy water. Molly stands close beside Morgan Feb 15 16:38:01 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 15 16:38:30 Rather odd, a Vaticine blessing in an Objectionist Freiarrdom Feb 15 16:38:38 This whole place is backwards Feb 15 16:38:57 * Molly giggles, looking up at him Feb 15 16:39:16 Surprisingly undiplomatic, my love Feb 15 16:40:14 * Morgan shrugs Feb 15 16:40:26 I'm skilled in a certain sort of diplomacy Feb 15 16:42:20 * Molly smiles Feb 15 16:42:25 The violent kind? Feb 15 16:44:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 15 16:44:54 maybe Feb 15 16:45:00 **HH is on Morgan's other side, watching the boats** Feb 15 16:45:23 Besides, mon petit chou, you are skilled in a great many things... Feb 15 16:45:37 damn right Feb 15 16:46:32 **HH glances in her direction before gesturing $ I think maybe she fancies you, man$ Feb 15 16:48:10 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 15 16:49:41 * Molly doesn't notice their exchange, but slips her hand into his as another boat is blessed Feb 15 16:51:00 It is not just the boats that are blessed, I am blessed in having you Feb 15 16:51:24 I'm not so sure about that... Feb 15 16:51:44 * Molly glances up at him "I am sure." Feb 15 16:52:23 Given my... issues... Feb 15 16:53:12 I am hardly perfect either. Something doesn't need to be perfect to be... valuable. Feb 15 16:54:11 * Morgan nods Feb 15 16:54:12 true Feb 15 16:55:14 And you are so very valuable to me Feb 15 16:55:56 as you are to me Feb 15 16:56:01 HH: $Gonna be you pair off kissing in the water at this rate!$ Feb 15 16:58:02 $I could live with that Feb 15 17:00:37 $could keep Varick busy if you need to do some grand romantic gesture$ Feb 15 17:01:00 $Might take you up on that$ Feb 15 17:03:52 $got an hour or two before the next bit. Head west on the beach, should be very quiet$ Feb 15 17:04:21 * Morgan nods, moving away, pulling Molly with him Feb 15 17:05:22 * Molly looks surprised "is something the matter?" Feb 15 17:05:50 No... Feb 15 17:05:58 * Molly nods Feb 15 17:06:06 Where are we going? Feb 15 17:10:10 the beach Feb 15 17:10:58 * Molly glances back "what about the others?" Feb 15 17:11:25 **if his nightmare is correct, there's an empty area just passed the boat house** Feb 15 17:12:54 HeinzHarold is taking care of it Feb 15 17:14:34 * Molly nods, holding onto his hand and smiling "Alright, my love" Feb 15 17:17:24 * Molly pulls off her shoes as soon as they are on sand, which on this beach is soft and fine. She watches his expression. The sound of the festivities are behind them now, and the beach looks emptied as everyone is off work for the day Feb 15 17:21:32 Everyone goes to the party, it seems Feb 15 17:23:15 its a big deal to the fish people Feb 15 17:25:27 * Molly giggles Feb 15 17:25:44 I imagine fish people as the reverse of mermaids Feb 15 17:26:25 * Molly wanders contently at his side, letting him lead her Feb 15 17:29:40 legs and fish heads? Feb 15 17:30:28 Mmhmm Feb 15 17:31:38 Not as pretty as mermaids Feb 15 17:32:06 No, I shouldn't imagine so Feb 15 17:32:27 * Molly nods, just keeping an eye to him Feb 15 17:32:37 How far are we going? Feb 15 17:32:54 this is probably far enough I suppose Feb 15 17:33:55 * Molly glances around. The harbour with the boats is still visible, but they're definitely well away from people. The boat house is further west Feb 15 17:34:10 It's certainly quiet Feb 15 17:35:58 * Morgan nods Feb 15 17:36:01 aye it is Feb 15 17:37:31 * Molly smiles up at him Feb 15 17:37:39 Did you need to talk? Feb 15 17:37:53 No, not really Feb 15 17:57:38 Alright, my love **She looks out over the sea, smiling to herself** Feb 15 18:50:09 unless there is something you wish to discuss Feb 15 18:50:26 * Molly shakes her head Feb 15 18:50:41 No no, I am quite content Feb 15 18:52:07 * Morgan nods, wandering aimlessly Feb 15 18:53:08 * Molly starts to look confused Feb 15 18:53:17 what? Feb 15 18:54:02 There is nothing you need to say, and nowhere, it seems, that you wish to go. I am confused that we've come here? Feb 15 18:54:18 because it gives me time to just be with you Feb 15 18:54:35 * Molly nods Feb 15 18:54:53 You are feeling that there is too much space between us again? Feb 15 18:55:04 More that I'm taking the opportunity Feb 15 18:55:34 * Molly nods "We could have a look at that boat house?" Feb 15 18:55:47 * Morgan nods Feb 15 18:55:48 suits me Feb 15 18:57:38 * Molly walks that way. On the far side of it the town is out of view, and the beach is starting to transition into the shale that is common further down where the land has risen to cliffs. The only sound here is the sea Feb 15 18:58:54 * Molly loosens his hand to go and have a look around it, peering in the window Feb 15 18:59:16 It seems every boat is taken for the blessing Feb 15 19:00:40 * Morgan nods Feb 15 19:02:17 * Molly runs a hand along the wood as she walks down the far side Feb 15 19:02:32 I suppose we ought to head back soon Feb 15 19:04:15 We had about an hour from when we left Feb 15 19:06:15 * Molly smiles "Mmhmm. I dare say we have about ten minutes then" Feb 15 19:06:59 * Morgan nods Feb 15 19:09:42 * Molly watches him a long moment, smiling Feb 15 19:10:35 A lady alone with a Duke in a secluded location for ten minutes might get certain ideas about His Excellencies intentions... Feb 15 19:10:48 what ideas might those be? Feb 15 19:11:20 Oh, I said _A_ lady, not _this_ lady... *she smirks* Feb 15 19:12:41 true. Feb 15 19:12:53 * Molly leans with her back to the boat house, watching him with mischief Feb 15 19:13:35 You could, of course, speculate on what a Duke's intentions might be, sharing both a title and a gender with him Feb 15 19:13:59 Something scandalous I would imagine Feb 15 19:14:22 Mmm I can imagine something scandalous too Feb 15 19:17:23 that doesn't surprise me really Feb 15 19:17:26 * Molly closes her eyes, smiling and nodding to herself Feb 15 19:17:30 Mmhmm Feb 15 19:18:50 * Molly keeps her eyes shut, but the rest of her expression shows surprise "Oh really? But won't there be wet patches on my knees?" Feb 15 19:19:07 * Morgan looks confused Feb 15 19:19:16 I've no idea what you're thinking Feb 15 19:20:40 * Molly still has her eyes closed "hhmm?" She opens one eye "sorry, my mouth was full" She sticks her tongue out at him Feb 15 19:21:00 * Morgan blinks slowly Feb 15 19:22:32 * Molly giggles, closing her eyes again. Her brows come together "Oh, yes, that's good too" Feb 15 19:22:55 thats... rather cruel Feb 15 19:23:06 Is it? Feb 15 19:24:31 * Morgan nods Feb 15 19:24:33 yes Feb 15 19:26:09 Why is that? No, don't stop! Feb 15 19:27:01 * Morgan frowns Feb 15 19:27:32 * Molly opens her eyes "come here, liebes herz" Feb 15 19:28:43 * Morgan comes to her Feb 15 19:29:46 * Molly wraps her arms around his waist and pulls him suddenly to her. She watches him intently Feb 15 19:29:52 Tell me why. Feb 15 19:34:46 because... I could be imagining the wrong thing... Feb 15 19:36:07 Perhaps you should tell me what you are imagining... *her hands gently stroke his lower back* Feb 15 19:37:28 No, I think you should tell me Feb 15 19:39:42 * Molly smiles, one hand running onto his backside. She speaks slowly, watch his eyes Feb 15 19:40:15 I was being on my knees for you... doing your placket... Feb 15 19:40:28 Imagining* Feb 15 19:40:48 * Morgan nods Feb 15 19:40:52 you would get wet knees Feb 15 19:41:29 * Molly smiles Feb 15 19:41:38 Yes, I would... Feb 15 19:41:47 wouldn't want that, would we Feb 15 19:42:35 No... however... *she loosens her grip on his ass and back* Feb 15 19:43:49 however? Feb 15 19:45:12 * Molly drops down to a squatting position, resting her back to the wall still for balance. This brings her to a reasonable height for the suggested purpose. She watches up at him with a suggestive smile "...however, sometimes one can be creative..." Feb 15 19:45:38 * Morgan nods Feb 15 19:45:48 hem'd get wet Feb 15 19:46:12 * Molly smirks Feb 15 19:46:19 It's already wet... Feb 15 19:46:43 true Feb 15 19:47:04 And so...? Feb 15 19:47:12 so? Feb 15 19:47:41 What would _you_ imagine happens now? Feb 15 19:49:15 I couldn't say... why don't you show me? Feb 15 19:51:40 * Molly smiles, nodding. She undoes his placket and lifts his shirt. The cool air is a shock Feb 15 19:53:17 * Morgan shivers briefly Feb 15 19:54:21 * Molly wraps her lips around his tip, positively hot in comparison Feb 15 19:56:18 * Morgan moans quietly Feb 15 19:58:15 * Molly clearly isn't playing teasing games today, making his whole length slick with her spit before taking him into her throat within half a minute of his placket being undone Feb 15 19:59:54 * Morgan grunts Feb 15 20:00:13 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 15 20:35:02 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 15 20:35:05 [19:51] * Molly clearly isn't playing teasing games today, making his whole length slick with her spit before taking him into her throat within half a minute of his placket being undone Feb 15 20:36:30 * Morgan grunts Feb 15 20:40:00 * Molly carries on, grabbing him bottom to pull him deeper, which puts him a little off-balance. The light breeze is quite pleasant in his face Feb 15 20:41:45 * Morgan groans again before looking round to check the coast is clear Feb 15 20:42:25 **There's nothing to be seen except a solo seagull milling about at the tideline Feb 15 20:42:50 [You want this, or you want to have me?] Feb 15 20:43:30 [I want you] Feb 15 20:45:04 * Molly gently draws her mouth from his manhood and stands up. He can see from her pupils and flushing that she is very aroused by all this. Feb 15 20:49:20 * Morgan pushes her back against the shed, his mouth going to hers before moving down her neck Feb 15 20:50:27 * Molly moans, tipping her head to the side to give his mouth a great area to work with. She gathers the layers of her skirts up to her waist, then shivers a little, exposed to the cool air as he was, new to her as their intimacy against the tree in late summer rather than late autumn. Feb 15 20:53:16 * Morgan lifts her, pressing himself against him Feb 15 20:53:19 her* Feb 15 20:54:48 * Molly kisses him roughly, tilting her hips to find the right angle Feb 15 20:55:58 * Morgan pushes himself into her, to the hilt Feb 15 20:59:33 * Molly moans against his mouth, her legs wrapping round him a little higher than before, in a way that brings her hips closer to the position where he had hitched her legs over his arms, giving him extra depth. Feb 15 21:00:28 * Morgan starts thrusting into her Feb 15 21:02:32 * Molly continues to kiss him, though the stroking of her tongue to his stops when she climaxes around him, her whole body clenching. Feb 15 21:05:39 * Morgan groans, swelling inside her before burying himself deep, pulsing within her Feb 15 21:06:41 **Aside from her moaning, the only other sound is the rhythmic crash of the waves onto the shore. She peaks again, this time with her forehead in the curve of his neck with a intense whimpering of pleasure Feb 15 21:07:17 * Morgan holds her in place for a few moments before gently lowering her to the ground Feb 15 21:08:06 * Molly smiles, looking dazed and happy Feb 15 21:08:48 Was that as good as you were imagining, my love? Feb 15 21:09:17 better, as always Feb 15 21:10:16 * Molly nods "I am glad you feel so" Feb 15 21:10:44 and you? Feb 15 21:10:55 * Molly nods Feb 15 21:11:25 Absolutely. I can never quite imagine just how perfect you feel within me Feb 15 21:12:21 * Morgan blushes before doing up his placket Feb 15 21:13:20 It embarrasses you that I feel so? Feb 15 21:13:52 No Feb 15 21:14:57 Yet you blush Feb 15 21:15:19 * Molly pulls her skirts back down, shaking them out Feb 15 21:15:44 * Morgan nods Feb 15 21:17:00 Might you tell me why? Feb 15 21:17:31 its.. I don't know, its just something so intimate Feb 15 21:18:53 * Molly looks thoughtful Feb 15 21:19:49 I don't think a husband and wife should be so reserved with each other when it comes to intimacy... Feb 15 21:22:02 No, and I daresay someone less reserved would be able to do that Feb 15 21:22:21 * Molly looks at him Feb 15 21:23:24 * Molly looks away, picking up her shoes Feb 15 21:23:33 what troubles you? Feb 15 21:23:47 I will be more careful, if you dislike it Feb 15 21:24:23 No, blossom... it is just somewhere I have not reached yet, thats all Feb 15 21:24:40 * Molly starts to walk Feb 15 21:24:57 But it _is_ somewhere you wish to reach? Feb 15 21:25:01 * Morgan nods Feb 15 21:25:15 * Molly nods Feb 15 21:26:15 Alright. Perhaps my ideas of what a happy marriage should be like in that regard are not what most have Feb 15 21:26:52 how do you mean? Feb 15 21:27:37 * Molly holds out her hand Feb 15 21:29:21 * Morgan takes it, pulling her close before putting his arm around her Feb 15 21:29:35 Perhaps other couples do not speak about being intimate much. Perhaps it is all unspoken, just something that happens quietly and sweetly, late at night and only ever in bed, never spoken about except for in the most necessary of situations Feb 15 21:29:52 * Molly wraps her arm around his waist Feb 15 21:30:31 I would say to ask Inga... he makes her blush repeatedly Feb 15 21:30:40 * Molly smiles Feb 15 21:31:04 No, I know they are incredibly open with each other Feb 15 21:31:22 yet she blushes... you think she is uncomfortable each time? Feb 15 21:32:44 * Molly shakes her head Feb 15 21:32:49 No... Feb 15 21:35:55 * Morgan nods Feb 15 21:35:57 quite Feb 15 21:36:42 * Molly nods Feb 15 21:37:57 I just do not want you to think ill of me, or find me too... far from your own reservation Feb 15 21:38:05 * Morgan snorts Feb 15 21:38:06 no Feb 15 21:42:01 * Molly nods slowly Feb 15 21:42:08 You do not feel that? Feb 15 21:42:20 what, ill of you? Feb 15 21:46:12 That I am too far from your level of reservation, that I should be more reserved and more innocent? Feb 15 21:46:41 No Feb 15 21:50:38 I'm sure by now it shouldn't concern me, but... *she shrugs* Feb 15 21:52:18 * Morgan stops, pulling her to him and kissing her hard for a moment before letting her go again Feb 15 21:52:21 I know my love Feb 15 21:55:28 * Molly looks a little surprised, but is also blushing Feb 15 21:55:52 I... uhh... thank you Feb 15 21:56:16 You're blushing... you are uncomfortable? Feb 15 21:56:33 * Molly tucks herself back under his arm Feb 15 21:56:40 Surprised, delighted Feb 15 21:57:02 Then you understand Feb 15 21:57:41 That is how you feel when I make intimate compliments about you? Feb 15 21:57:51 * Morgan nods Feb 15 21:58:10 * Molly nods, smiling Feb 15 21:58:17 Alright. That is a relief Feb 15 21:59:29 * Morgan nods Feb 15 21:59:35 I'm sorry I made you doubt that Feb 15 21:59:55 No, it's complicated, that is all Feb 15 22:00:52 isn't it always Feb 15 22:01:16 * Molly nods sadly Feb 15 22:01:52 Yes. But I think maybe we are making progress? Feb 15 22:02:45 I have no doubt of that Feb 15 22:03:12 * Molly smiles Feb 15 22:03:24 I am glad you can see or feel it Feb 15 22:03:30 * Morgan nods Feb 15 22:04:15 That is what I was discussing with Inga this morning, you and I, growing closer again Feb 15 22:04:25 * Morgan nods Feb 15 22:05:14 Somehow, when you returned after finding Dau, we were closer Feb 15 22:07:03 I suppose so... a large weight had been removed from me I think Feb 15 22:10:37 * Molly nods Feb 15 22:11:16 And we are working through my propensity to hide things when I worry I will upset you, and I will continue to work at that Feb 15 22:11:41 * Morgan nods Feb 15 22:12:36 * Molly watches the waves a few minutes before she says Feb 15 22:13:56 The way I see it now, we have so much future to be concerned over, we need to move forward completely together. We cannot deal with whatever may prevent the convergence if there is too big a gap between us. Feb 15 22:16:06 I suspect you're right Feb 15 22:18:07 * Molly pulls a little tighter to him Feb 15 22:21:24 We are where we are. It might not be what you would have chosen, but I can not fix that. Not by keeping my heart protected, nor from having stayed just as your mistress. It's not on my shoulders to do so. It is on my shoulders simply to be myself, to love you fearlessly, and to be at your side for the future. It isn't my weight to carry. Feb 15 22:23:28 * Morgan nods Feb 15 22:24:37 * Molly doesn't see it, based on her gaze still being on the rolling waves Feb 15 22:26:39 I have to give myself that freedom Feb 15 22:26:50 Freedom? Feb 15 22:30:42 * Molly nods Feb 15 22:30:46 Yes Feb 15 22:31:32 Hadn't thought of it like that Feb 15 22:31:45 In what way? Feb 15 22:32:18 that its a sort of freedom for you Feb 15 22:35:15 Does that trouble you? Feb 15 22:36:02 No, I cant say it does Feb 15 22:36:08 * Molly nods Feb 15 22:36:54 I should say, it is a very new thought for me. It's really only been the last few days. Feb 15 22:39:14 Why do you think that is? Feb 15 22:40:47 * Molly thinks on it a minute Feb 15 22:43:19 I'm not sure Feb 15 22:47:49 Perhaps it is from all this here, the way things could have been but aren't Feb 15 22:49:35 * Morgan nods Feb 15 22:51:15 Perhaps it is just that things are changing again Feb 15 22:51:48 maybe Feb 15 22:53:32 * Molly smiles up at him Feb 15 22:53:46 Do _you_ have any theory? Feb 15 22:54:43 None that I really want to consider Feb 15 22:55:37 * Molly frowns Feb 15 22:55:47 I must confess, that troubles me Feb 15 22:56:32 why? Feb 15 23:02:35 I am being open, and it seems you do not wish to be? Feb 15 23:03:03 Its not that I don't wish to discuss it with you... I do not wish to think about it. In a few days maybe Feb 15 23:03:50 * Molly nods Feb 15 23:04:05 Alright, liebling Feb 15 23:06:30 I think it is just time for me to let it go. I can support you with your healing without feeling that I am somehow out of place here Feb 15 23:07:31 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:11:22 Is that alright? *she chews her lip a moment* Feb 15 23:12:12 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:12:14 of course it is Feb 15 23:14:34 * Molly stops, looking at him sincerely and seriously, clearly conveying that his permission is very important "It is alright to let that go now?" Feb 15 23:15:41 You, my darling, are not out of place, you can let it go Feb 15 23:16:03 * Molly nods, bowing her head Feb 15 23:16:07 Thank you Feb 15 23:17:46 You don't need to be thanking me my love Feb 15 23:20:33 * Molly looks up, tears in her eyes Feb 15 23:20:40 It is important to me. Feb 15 23:21:06 why blossom? Feb 15 23:23:07 Because if you needed me to keep carrying it, if you thought I ought to, I still would. Even when it is heavy, I would carry that, for you. Feb 15 23:24:15 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 15 23:27:53 * Molly nods Feb 15 23:28:02 If you are sure. Feb 15 23:28:43 I am Feb 15 23:30:30 * Molly suddenly kisses him. It's not passionate, per se, but it is firm and intense and serious. His feet feel a little cooler Feb 15 23:31:19 * Morgan puts a hand to her face, eventually backing up and looking down Feb 15 23:32:13 **the tide has come in a little, and they are an inch deep in sea water. Molly smiles** Feb 15 23:32:32 Five hundred and one couples... Feb 15 23:32:46 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:33:05 * Molly takes his hand Feb 15 23:33:16 I love you. Feb 15 23:33:34 I love you, endlessly Feb 15 23:33:45 * Molly blushes, smiling Feb 15 23:33:53 I am going to hold you to that. Feb 15 23:35:06 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:37:30 **She cleans off the sand in a pool and gets her shoes back on before they walk back. She stays close by his side, quiet but looking very happy. Significantly happier than when they left, and probably happy enough to raise suspicions when they will get to the others** Feb 15 23:37:31 How do _you_ feel now? Feb 15 23:38:45 * Morgan sniggers Feb 15 23:38:47 satiated Feb 15 23:39:40 * Molly giggles, nudging him with her arm to his "I meant something deeper, but I will take it" Feb 15 23:39:51 * Molly closes her eyes a moment Feb 15 23:39:57 Yes, you did Feb 15 23:40:25 That came out ruder than I intended! Feb 15 23:41:09 I might have noticed Feb 15 23:41:14 * Molly giggles "I'll do it again later too" Feb 15 23:42:34 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:43:50 I'm glad you whisked me away for a nice walk on the beach, my love Feb 15 23:44:16 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:44:18 as am I Feb 15 23:45:56 * Molly smiles Feb 15 23:46:15 Now you will have a fond memory of the Insel Fish Festival Feb 15 23:46:41 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:46:48 I'm disappointed there isn't a juggler Feb 15 23:48:58 * Molly giggles, then gently mimics him in a cute way, saying something he has said about celebrations before "You notice they never have an axe throwing competition?" Feb 15 23:50:11 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:50:20 they could at least have a juggler Feb 15 23:50:57 If we could find you some balls, you could do it Feb 15 23:51:16 * Morgan nods Feb 15 23:51:34 * Molly smiles, shaking her head Feb 15 23:51:43 If Heinzharold heard me saying that... Feb 15 23:52:13 **they're getting closer to the crowd now Feb 15 23:52:57 oh I plan to tell him Feb 15 23:55:27 Oh no! You wouldn't! Feb 15 23:55:41 * Molly is smiling, despite her protests Feb 15 23:55:42 wouldn't I? Feb 15 23:56:52 * Molly watches him intently but as if she is staring two inches behind his eyes and straight into his brain Feb 15 23:57:08 No, you probably would Feb 15 23:58:24 * Morgan grins Feb 16 00:00:40 * Molly smiles, continuing to walk with him, putting her hand in his again Feb 16 00:01:05 I suppose I can bear it, if it will bring you enjoyment Feb 16 00:02:41 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 00:02:46 maybe it'll slip my mind Feb 16 00:03:16 * Molly smiles Feb 16 00:03:44 Maybe you'll be so distracted by the boat house that you'll forget? Feb 16 00:07:46 or juggling.... if you can get your hands on some balls Feb 16 00:11:52 * Molly glances at him "I will do my best to get my hands on some, if it would please you" Feb 16 00:12:39 * Morgan frowns Feb 16 00:12:43 I have upset you? Feb 16 00:13:14 * Molly looks completely taken aback Feb 16 00:13:30 No, whyever would you think that?! Feb 16 00:14:47 You seem... I don't know, like you're uncomfortable now Feb 16 00:17:45 * Molly laughs Feb 16 00:18:11 No, I was distracted by the appealing thought of fondling certain parts of you, I am afraid! Feb 16 00:18:50 * Morgan nods, blushing Feb 16 00:19:20 * Molly smiles Feb 16 00:19:40 Surprised and delighted, not uncomfortable? Feb 16 00:20:53 * Morgan nods Feb 16 00:20:54 indeed Feb 16 00:23:29 Good. **she points in the direction of the others** There they are. We are cutting it a little fine I think. *she looks behind them before putting her hand on his back and brushing it dowards* Feb 16 00:24:27 * Morgan nods Feb 16 00:24:48 * Molly smiles up at him, brushing harder "You have sandy heel prints on your coat..." Feb 16 00:25:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 00:25:40 oh well Feb 16 00:27:47 You would not mind the whole world seeing that? Feb 16 00:28:00 Not particularly Feb 16 00:28:20 * Molly smiles, nodding Feb 16 00:28:27 I like that Feb 16 00:28:39 oh? Feb 16 00:29:36 * Molly speaks so simply, as if it is the obvious truth "You are mine." Feb 16 00:31:23 * Morgan nods Feb 16 00:32:27 **Inga is the first to spot them, waving. Molly waves back** Feb 16 00:32:38 And I am yours. Utterly. Feb 16 00:32:48 * Morgan nods Feb 16 00:33:25 **Varick nips through the crowd, running to Morgan and interrupting them** Feb 16 01:33:00 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 16 12:30:20 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 16 12:30:40 **They get back to the others. HH and Claudia are both sizing up Morgan's expression** Feb 16 12:30:40 V: I ate octopus! Feb 16 12:31:28 did you? Feb 16 12:32:09 V: *he nods** it was yuck Feb 16 12:32:30 * Morgan nods Feb 16 12:32:35 that doesn't surprise me Feb 16 12:32:37 HH: $got a minute?$ Feb 16 12:33:51 * Morgan nods Feb 16 12:34:08 HH: Gonna try it? Better than... *he looks nauseated a moment* ... chicken porridge Feb 16 12:34:16 May as well Feb 16 12:34:53 ** they wander in that direction, HH going slow to catch Morgan aside** Feb 16 12:34:57 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 16 12:35:20 How you doin', man? Feb 16 12:36:32 'm alright Feb 16 12:37:29 How come Rosie thinks you an' Molly aren't a love match? Feb 16 12:37:52 I beg your pardon? Feb 16 12:38:32 I know why he thinks it, but did y' give him that impression on purpose? Feb 16 12:38:44 I don't know what you're talking about Feb 16 12:39:00 Rosie thinks you're not a love match Feb 16 12:39:34 yes you said that... why? Feb 16 12:40:49 'Pparently you were talking last night about being married before, how y' were in love, how it wasn't a match of standing Feb 16 12:41:08 well, it wasn't, was it Feb 16 12:41:55 Yeah. But then y' said about being friends with Molly, her helping you heal, and how you'd ended up where you are. Feb 16 12:42:11 which happens to be the truth Feb 16 12:42:39 Yeah, but y' see the difference in how y' talked about them? Feb 16 12:43:05 * Morgan rolls his eyes Feb 16 12:43:55 * HH shrugs "I haven' corrected it, just in case y'were doing it on purpose" Feb 16 12:44:40 No, he asked, I answered Feb 16 12:46:51 * HH nods "what y' want me to do about it?" Feb 16 12:47:04 * Morgan rolls his shoulders Feb 16 12:47:24 put him straight, don't, whichever. I'm not putting you between us Feb 16 12:49:33 'Ardly putting me between you. I'll sort it, before it gets mixed up and back t' Molly Feb 16 12:50:49 * Morgan nods Feb 16 12:50:55 I don't think she'd be too concerned with it Feb 16 12:52:18 do me a favour... he's more likely to tell you... ask him if he has any weird dreams or nightmares, proper out of the ordinary Feb 16 12:52:28 * HH nods, smirking "got yer kiss then?" Feb 16 12:52:41 could say that Feb 16 12:53:16 HH: glad you two are doin' better Feb 16 12:53:38 * Morgan nods Feb 16 12:54:08 **He gets given some fried octopus at the stall ((whether he likes it is your call)). Varick watches him expectantly. Molly is busy talking with Inga quietly** Feb 16 12:54:50 * Morgan chews it for a while Feb 16 12:55:02 its... it just doesn't go away Feb 16 12:55:12 C: Like Heinzharold. Feb 16 12:55:51 * Morgan snorts before coughing Feb 16 12:56:01 ah, you're trying to kill me... I see... Feb 16 12:56:24 C: *she snorts * you'd be long dead if I was Feb 16 12:57:07 if that thought makes you feel better, you cling on to it Feb 16 12:57:19 **people mill around them, noone seeming extra deferential given their titles. It's as if they are just more common folks** Feb 16 12:57:22 * Morgan finally swallows the meat Feb 16 12:57:37 V: It's yuck, isnt it? Feb 16 12:57:39 seasoned right that could be nice, apart from the fact you've got to chew it for a week Feb 16 12:58:53 **Molly and Inga are giggling** Feb 16 12:59:09 * Morgan looks around trying to spot Seb Feb 16 12:59:44 * HH watches his wife, smiling. Seb is hard to spot, but he's nowhere near Feb 16 13:00:06 * Morgan looks at Claudia Feb 16 13:00:16 watch Varick for a minute, I need to speak to someone Feb 16 13:00:17 **The stalls where the cakes with the fish tokens are being given out are heaving with people, one set for women, one for men. HH excuses him and Inga to go, and over at the tables he can see the Rosenkrantzs all there too. Feb 16 13:02:48 **Claudia nods, standing with Varick* Feb 16 13:03:38 * Morgan makes a beeline for Seb Feb 16 13:03:57 * HH is now known as Seb Feb 16 13:04:22 * Seb is stood patiently listening to two old women talking his ear off Feb 16 13:04:42 * Morgan walks up and stands beside him, looking at the two women Feb 16 13:04:54 ladies, would you excuse us? Matters of state to discuss... Feb 16 13:07:56 * Seb inclines his head to Morgan briefly in acknowledgment before his full attention is on the women "Frau Fielder, I will pass that on to my Father, I am sure he will get to you as soon as he can. Frau Mensch, of course I will be back for Memorial Day, your son and all our comrades will be honoured as we usually do. I will say an extra prayer for him tonight. If you'll excuse me" Feb 16 13:10:40 **The women look happy, moving away** Feb 16 13:11:07 My apologies Feb 16 13:12:36 for? Feb 16 13:13:21 You not having my full attention, which you now have Feb 16 13:13:55 * Morgan waves it away Feb 16 13:14:06 it never does to ignore your people Feb 16 13:14:25 * Seb nods. "What can I do for you?" Feb 16 13:14:50 You told HeinzHarold you do not believe Molly and I to be a... love match I believe was the term... Feb 16 13:15:30 That was the impression I got. If I have misread it, I apologise. Feb 16 13:15:53 what prompted you to say that to him? Feb 16 13:16:33 I was discussing our interesting discussion last night, and my curiosity was peaked Feb 16 13:16:51 I see... so there was no intent to cause issues? Feb 16 13:18:17 * Seb 's micro-expression shows he is a little offended, but his general expression is simply serious Feb 16 13:18:21 Absolutely not Feb 16 13:18:49 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 16 13:19:59 Then your apology is not needed, but mine is... firstly, for offending you and lastly for giving you the impression that Molly and I are not utterly committed to eachother. That was not my intent. Feb 16 13:21:08 *he nods* I have no wish to cause any issues. You are our guests, and Molly is dear to my family. She has long been something of an enigma. Feb 16 13:21:37 oh? Feb 16 13:22:36 They wondered whether she had survived, and how her family could be so unfeeling. Feb 16 13:23:17 things have changed in that respect... they were concerned with their own reputation and gossip, though it is mostly resolved now Feb 16 13:23:28 * Seb nods Feb 16 13:24:04 There was talk of bringing her to Insel, but they deemed it too risky Feb 16 13:24:23 * Morgan nods Feb 16 13:24:30 I am glad that did not come to pass Feb 16 13:25:26 * Seb nods Feb 16 13:26:19 I hope you were able to sleep again for the remainder of the night Feb 16 13:26:54 More nightmares unfortunately Feb 16 13:27:30 * Seb nods "Perhaps tonight will be better" Feb 16 13:27:57 Maybe, but I'm not hopeful. I'm fairly used to it Feb 16 13:28:33 * Seb nods "I am sure your wife must be a welcome comfort" Feb 16 13:29:28 * Morgan nods Feb 16 13:29:40 I wouldn't be here if it weren't for her Feb 16 13:30:26 * Seb nods "I can understand the importance of finding a purpose after tragedy" Feb 16 13:30:58 * Morgan nods Feb 16 13:31:40 I'll not keep you from the celebrations any longer, I just wished to clear that up Feb 16 13:32:17 * Seb inclines his head "I hope you are enjoying the Fish Festival?" Feb 16 13:32:55 I had some octopus... takes a lot of chewing, doesn't it Feb 16 13:33:08 * Seb nods Feb 16 13:33:22 We use it for toddlers cutting teeth Feb 16 13:33:33 I'll have to remember that Feb 16 13:34:10 * Seb nods, smiling "You are welcome to bring your children here and try it" Feb 16 13:36:31 * Morgan nods, looking for the old women Seb was talking to when he approached Feb 16 13:36:45 **They are busy gossiping Feb 16 13:43:23 I think I will... I also think I'm going to thank those ladies for being so accommodating. Feb 16 13:44:20 * Seb nods, getting drawn away by a young man who looks like a farmer Feb 16 13:44:59 * Morgan heads back over to the women Feb 16 13:45:20 **they watch his approach Feb 16 13:46:00 Frau Fielder, Frau Mensch, I just wished to express my gratitude for your understanding my whisking Herr Rosenkrantz away Feb 16 13:46:43 **They both nod** F: You're welcome. He's such a nice boy is that Sebastian Feb 16 13:48:07 I must admit, they do seem the most pleasant of families, particularly given their position, and safe to say I know more than my share of Freiarr's and whatnot Feb 16 13:51:03 M: We've been lucky here in Insel. I even remember back to Conrad Rosenkrantz and his wife Etelka, back when I was a child. That's Sebastian's great-grandparents Feb 16 13:52:23 I wonder if you might help me with something, actually... I read something about a noblewoman daughter who wanted to run away... Feb 16 13:53:48 F: *she shakes her head* Not that I remember. Rosenkrantzs don't make many daughters. Feb 16 13:54:19 not one of the Vaticine Freiarrs children perhaps? Feb 16 13:58:00 M: That's going back a long time. Sebastian's grandparents, Diemarr and Romily, converted, they only had the three boys Bartholomew, Leopold and Joseff. Afore that, that's Conrad and Etelka, they only had Diemarr, and a few that died afore they were out of leading strings. Going back before that, Conrad was one of four boys. And afore them, you'd have to ask his Lordship Feb 16 13:59:24 * Morgan nods Feb 16 14:00:12 I will do when we get together later, once I've put my favourite Freiarr to bed Feb 16 14:00:34 **Molly, Varick and Claudia are headed their way, Varick on Molly's hip** Feb 16 14:00:59 **They look confused by this** Feb 16 14:01:12 my son... Feb 16 14:01:57 M: Your son is a Freiarr?! Feb 16 14:02:08 would you care to meet him? Feb 16 14:02:25 **They nod** Feb 16 14:02:36 * Morgan looks to see how far away they are Feb 16 14:02:47 **They're close now** Feb 16 14:02:52 * Seb is now known as Molly Feb 16 14:04:06 Frau Mensch, Frau Fielder, this is my son, Freiarr Koln, Varick. Varick, these are some new friends I've made Feb 16 14:06:43 **Varick is very polite, and they fuss and coo over him where he is perched on Molly's hip. Molly glances at Morgan with a smile** Feb 16 14:07:57 and of course, my wife, Duchess Molly Koertig Feb 16 14:13:01 **They look surprised by this title, curtseying and Your Excellency-ing. He can see in Molly's micro-expression a hint of discomfort** M: I am pleased to meet you both. Your homeland is beautiful. Feb 16 14:13:39 * Morgan makes a ssshhh noise, glancing round Feb 16 14:13:56 we're incognito, so keep it to yourselves... Feb 16 14:14:36 **They looks pleased, but it's almost certain that this will become weeks of gossip in a few days time** Feb 16 14:15:04 M: You must have been a very young bride to have a laddy of his size already! Feb 16 14:16:38 V: I'm adopted. That means I was already born and they picked me, not just waiting to see what child they got. Feb 16 14:17:13 * Molly kisses Varick's crown, smiling at Morgan Feb 16 14:17:40 F: What a lucky young man you are! Feb 16 14:20:16 V: *he nods* Feb 16 14:21:13 * Molly is very polite, obviously interested in what they are saying. She asks questions about them, their families, the history of the fish festival. Once it is time to move away, he hears the old ladies' gossip restarts "Now that is the sort of young lady I think our Sebastian would be suited to" Feb 16 14:22:42 * Morgan speaks quietly Feb 16 14:22:43 hear that? Feb 16 14:22:57 No? Feb 16 14:23:17 * Morgan repeats it Feb 16 14:23:35 The family has a lot of respect doesn't it Feb 16 14:24:22 * Molly nods "People here are happy, despite Doctor Rosenkrantz not being intended to be the Freiarr " Feb 16 14:24:31 * Morgan nods Feb 16 14:25:42 * Molly glances at him a moment, then smiles. Varick looks over her shoulder "Heinzharold has his cake" Feb 16 14:26:02 **They find a space that's not too crowded** Feb 16 14:26:18 Wonder if it tastes like fish Feb 16 14:26:23 [whats wrong?] Feb 16 14:26:43 [Nothing, my love] Feb 16 14:27:05 V: fish cake. Yuck. Feb 16 14:27:15 [Those women are going to be absolutely awful in a few days, chatted with a duchess, asked us to keep it quiet...] Feb 16 14:27:50 [They will be the centre of attention, I'm sure] Feb 16 14:27:59 V, on Molly's hip: Why aren't you getting a cake, Mama? Feb 16 14:28:28 **she smiles at him** Because the only man I like to kiss is here. What do you think the chance is of him getting the same number as me? Feb 16 14:28:52 V: **He thinks about this, looking at Morgan* One in a thousand? Feb 16 14:29:11 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 16 14:29:19 one in five hundred Feb 16 14:29:50 V: but there's a thousand tokens Feb 16 14:31:01 yes... but she's not trying to match against the other 999, just out of five hundred. Feb 16 14:31:22 V: What if it was you or Heinzharold? Feb 16 14:31:42 either of us? What do you think? Feb 16 14:32:10 V: That would be twice as many... so two hundred and fifty? Feb 16 14:32:20 * Morgan nods, smiling Feb 16 14:32:22 exactly Feb 16 14:32:25 V: Would you kiss Heinzharold, Mama? Feb 16 14:32:43 *she glances at Morgan with amusement* On the cheek, perhaps, like family Feb 16 14:33:41 V: What if he was dying, and he would survive if you kissed him? Feb 16 14:34:57 * Molly looks perplexed "People don't die from not being kissed" *she glances at Morgan with a hint of mischief* Feb 16 14:34:58 [Though some moments it rather feels like it!] Feb 16 14:36:04 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Feb 16 14:36:22 V, with innocent curiosity: Why do people kiss with their mouths open? Feb 16 14:36:23 * Molly blushes "Uhhh…" Feb 16 14:38:05 thats a question for uncle HeinzHarold I think Feb 16 14:38:34 V: He kissed Inga with his mouth open, I saw them Feb 16 14:38:51 [That explains the sudden curiosity] Feb 16 14:39:11 * Morgan nods Feb 16 14:40:23 **Seb accompanies HH and Inga back to them about ten minutes later. HH is grinning** Feb 16 14:41:17 HH, to Morgan: Ne'er guess what? Feb 16 14:41:26 what? Feb 16 14:42:15 **HH holds up two tokens. Both say 323. This is the numbers Morgan and Inga had in the nightmare last night** Feb 16 14:42:30 you got to kiss yourself? Feb 16 14:42:35 Finally, your dream come true... Feb 16 14:43:13 HH: $only possible if y' lose some ribs$ No, I get to kiss the prettiest girl here Feb 16 14:43:56 Frau Mensch? Feb 16 14:44:06 [never did have decent eyesight, that one[ Feb 16 14:44:18 **HH laughs. S, looking at Molly: Should I fetch you both cakes? Feb 16 14:45:13 **HH, Inga and Claudia are all suddenly watching Morgan** Feb 16 14:46:15 * Morgan clears his throat Feb 16 14:46:24 I'm afraid we've already kissed in the waves... Feb 16 14:47:10 **Molly nods, smiling, and easily says "I am one of those wives prone to extreme jealousy,  I am afraid, and I wouldn't do well seeing my husband kiss even the most unpleasant of other women! I must insist you all manage without us" Feb 16 14:49:03 **Seb nods "I have matched with a young woman for a change!" Feb 16 14:49:27 You must be... relieved? Feb 16 14:51:59 **Seb shrugs** I am happy enough if it brings prosperity for Insel. Feb 16 14:52:59 of course but... if it brings prosperity _and_ avoids kissing someone old enough to be your grandmother, that is the ideal Feb 16 14:53:36 * Molly nods "It's preferable" Feb 16 14:53:43 S:* Feb 16 14:54:00 * Morgan nods Feb 16 14:54:17 At least not your actual grandmother though **this is what she said in the nightmare** Feb 16 14:54:31 $Maybe I should introduce him to Maubourgs daughter$ Feb 16 14:54:51 **HH sniggers** Feb 16 14:56:11 S: Only because she died before I was old enough. No doubt otherwise I'd have ended up having to kiss her in front of all these people! **again, their dialogue is the same** Feb 16 14:56:58 $Thats what they said in my nightmare, exactly$ Feb 16 14:57:06 * Molly laughs, looking to Morgan "Sounds like Forrester luck!" Feb 16 14:57:18 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 16 14:57:30 **HH nods a little** Feb 16 14:57:31 I almost think I should be offended by that... Feb 16 14:58:01 * Molly smiles, watching him fondly "But I'm not a Forrester..." Feb 16 14:58:30 * Morgan sticks his tongue out Feb 16 14:58:32 semantics Feb 16 15:00:38 * Molly tilts her head, smiling "Indeed" [Sticking his tongue out could also make a lady imagine the misdeeds a Duke may also be inclined towards...] Feb 16 15:00:54 V: That's rude, Papa! Feb 16 15:02:11 * Morgan nods Feb 16 15:02:14 aye Feb 16 15:02:22 * Molly bites her lip, smiling "Yes, it is" Feb 16 15:03:37 **Seb watches the two of them a moment before excusing himself to help with the festivities** Feb 16 15:04:48 $watching a bit closely there wasn't he$ Feb 16 15:06:13 HH $Let's be honest, man, she does look pretty cute doing that. He's only a man$ Feb 16 15:06:55 $oh, he fancies her$ Feb 16 15:07:38 C: $hang on, just because he finds that cute doesn't mean he fancies her!$ Feb 16 15:08:54 $Fairly sure it does. Want a laugh?$ Feb 16 15:09:28 HH smirking: $something other than Claudia sounding like she finds that cute?$ Feb 16 15:09:58 C, smiling: $fuck you, Heinzharold$ Feb 16 15:10:20 $Ask Molly if she found what she wants to get her hands on$ Feb 16 15:11:26 HH: Molly, did you find what you were wanting to get your hands on? Feb 16 15:12:14 * Molly blushes hard, sucking the centre of her lip. HH and Claudia chuckle Feb 16 15:13:14 * Molly rallies with a deep breath, and glances at Morgan "I was going to ask, it was on the tip of my tongue." Feb 16 15:13:24 * Morgan sniggers Feb 16 15:14:05 HH: What was she wanting to get her hands on, Morgan? Feb 16 15:14:22 C smirks: Yes Morgan, what was it? Feb 16 15:16:01 _if_ I remember rightly... Feb 16 15:16:28 * Molly watches him, smiling fondly Feb 16 15:16:43 If something hasn't come up that has distracted you Feb 16 15:17:42 $a set of balls$ Feb 16 15:18:11 HH: I've got a pair, if she needs some Feb 16 15:18:31 C: *she sniggers, looking away from them* Feb 16 15:22:29 **The town cryer announces it is time for the kissing, and their party gets split up. They watch long enough to see HH and Inga kiss. This does have all the chemistry that he saw in the dream of HH and Dietlinde, and Molly and Seb. Molly smiles at Morgan Feb 16 15:23:14 Cute, aren't they? Feb 16 15:25:33 * Morgan nods Feb 16 15:25:38 They are Feb 16 15:27:28 **Inga does sneak a second kiss. HH blushes a little at it. Molly giggles** Feb 16 15:27:36 Good for her! Feb 16 15:27:58 She's really coming into her own Feb 16 15:29:35 * Molly speaks quietly "So is he" Feb 16 15:29:44 hmm? Feb 16 15:30:01 * Molly shakes her head "I'm not elaborating!" Feb 16 15:30:34 * Morgan frowns Feb 16 15:31:08 [I was being exceptionally lewd, my love] Feb 16 15:32:14 [oh, I see Feb 16 15:35:43 **In the sea it is Sebastian's turn to kiss a brunette of about twenty. Molly watches them with her head tilted** Feb 16 15:36:22 what? Feb 16 15:36:30 Curiosity Feb 16 15:36:52 oh? Feb 16 15:37:01 **Seb kisses the girl quickly, just as Morgan had kissed Inga** Feb 16 15:38:16 * Molly shrugs, smiling at Morgan "Shall we have a look around?" Feb 16 15:39:04 what were you curious about? Feb 16 15:39:28 Whether I would feel any jealousy, or discomfort, or anything at all Feb 16 15:39:44 * Morgan looks briefly troubled Feb 16 15:40:08 * Molly takes his hand "I don't" Feb 16 15:40:23 Would you tell me if you did? Feb 16 15:40:55 * Molly looks genuinely wounded by this Feb 16 15:41:10 I know you wish to protect me Feb 16 15:41:22 You said you would want to know. Feb 16 15:41:51 If you felt anything for him, I didn't think this would be under that Feb 16 15:42:39 I am prone to jealousy and possessiveness. Feb 16 15:43:19 * Morgan nods Feb 16 15:43:44 The fact that I feel neither is a good indicator that there is nothing and will be nothing. *she looks serious still* Feb 16 15:44:29 * Morgan nods Feb 16 15:45:52 * Molly nods too "The catching will start when this is done, let's look around" Feb 16 15:46:43 * Morgan nods Feb 16 15:51:06 **They wander around the stalls, eating a variety of odd fish dishes, some delicious, some not so. Molly pays attention to which Morgan approves of, then asks for the recipes which she writes in a notebook. The catching starts, it's all quite silly, the adults go first. This involves a lot of men in wet shirts and breeches, shouts about fish sizes and cheering. HH tells them it will be Seb's turn in a moment, and asks if they're coming to watch** Feb 16 16:04:28 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 16:04:30 I suppose Feb 16 16:06:15 * Molly looks to Morgan "I want to walk around a little more. I'll find you in a bit" Feb 16 16:06:49 You don't wish me to come? Feb 16 16:10:23 * Molly smiles "Do as you wish, my love" Feb 16 16:10:47 [You will not want me seeing him in wet clothing, that is all] Feb 16 16:11:39 [Your affections lie with me my love, I am more comfortable with that now] Feb 16 16:13:31 [I am glad you understand. Still, it would be more intimate than I am comfortable being with with him] Feb 16 16:14:27 * Morgan nods Feb 16 16:14:31 [alright my love] Feb 16 16:18:21 **HH, Inga, Claudia and Varick are heading towards the little pond** Feb 16 16:18:44 * Morgan kisses her cheek before following them Feb 16 16:21:30 **They get a good spot, Varick on Morgan's shoulders. Seb does fairly well, and is absolutely soaked when he gets out, even his hair. He finds this humorous. The white shirt makes it easy to see the rest of the awful scar Morgan got a peak of last night. It runs diagonally up from right hip to left shoulder, and is dark red Feb 16 16:22:13 **Seb comes over to HH, shaking like a dog, one of HHs signature moves. HH just laughs** Feb 16 16:22:29 * Molly is now known as Seb Feb 16 16:24:20 S: One of my better years Feb 16 16:27:34 so you've got to catch the smallest fish you can barehanded? Feb 16 16:29:43 It has to be alive too Feb 16 16:30:24 V: That's a big scar, did you get it in the War? Feb 16 16:31:45 * Seb looks a bit surprised but nods "I did. Packed it with snow to stop the bleeding" Feb 16 16:32:00 ((Attention?)) Feb 16 16:32:10 ((seb)) Feb 16 16:35:04 HH sighs: Siege of Erlangen. Lost eight good men that day. Almost nine, including 'im. Feb 16 16:37:00 * Seb nods "Three wintry days trying to break the siege. We were thrown at it over and over, day and night. Exhausting" Feb 16 16:37:23 C: I'm going to keep an eye on Molly. **she just walks off* Feb 16 16:40:02 V: Then what happened? Feb 16 16:42:58 I think that's a bit gory for a young man. I got hurt, so I was in the field medic tent when the news came bit by bit about my friends. We were defeated and pulled back. Feb 16 16:45:05 HH: Then Claudia and I had a lot to drink, and in the morning we buried our friends, packed up and moved on. Well, I did, b'cause someone was busy being looked after by the pretty medic girls still Feb 16 16:46:48 * Seb smiles "They were pretty, but what's more important was that they were really kind" Feb 16 16:47:48 HH: $one of them was kind to him _a lot_ after he was healed$ Feb 16 16:48:04 $Sounds about right$ Feb 16 16:49:26 **HH starts taking off his coat** Right, let's catch a little fishie Feb 16 16:53:50 **HH is a big hit for the crowd splashing and flailing around theatrically. Seb is laughing, as is Varick** Feb 16 16:54:02 V: why is Heinzharold being silly, Papa? Feb 16 16:54:07 * Morgan rolls his eyes Feb 16 16:54:51 He's not changed much, it's good to see Feb 16 16:55:30 * Morgan nods Feb 16 16:55:37 He's still 12 really Feb 16 17:00:56 * Seb nods Feb 16 17:02:29 **HH manages to catch a fish, but it's about eight inches long. People still clap him, and he still looks proud of it. Instead of shaking off on Seb, he comes and hugs Inga, who tolerates it** Feb 16 17:04:33 **a little while later, it is the children's turn. Varick has fun with the children before getting soaked in his own turn. His fish is quite small, but not small enough. He doesnt seem to mind, just enjoying the activity. Feb 16 17:10:31 [What's wrong with Claudia?] Feb 16 17:11:52 [I suspect its a trauma response] Feb 16 17:13:27 [want me to come talk to her?] Feb 16 17:14:52 [Yes, I think so] Feb 16 17:15:48 HeinzHarold, would you watch Varick? Feb 16 17:18:19 **He nods** Feb 16 17:18:36 * Seb is now known as Claudia Feb 16 17:19:04 * Morgan approaches Claudia, circling round so he enters her eyeline Feb 16 17:19:22 * Claudia and Molly are found sat on a wall, not talking, just watching out to see Feb 16 17:19:40 M: Has Varick gotten wet yet? Feb 16 17:19:51 * Morgan nods Feb 16 17:20:01 M: I'll get him dried then Feb 16 17:20:07 alright blossom Feb 16 17:20:12 **Molly leaves them to it** Feb 16 17:20:19 * Morgan sits down beside Claudia Feb 16 17:20:28 * Claudia looks distracted as well as pissed off Feb 16 17:20:48 I'm here for you Feb 16 17:21:03 They weren't good men. They were fucking rapists and deserved to die. Feb 16 17:21:23 * Morgan nods Feb 16 17:21:44 You know he wouldn't think that if he knew Feb 16 17:23:36 * Claudia shrugs Feb 16 17:23:45 Hearing it is bad enough Feb 16 17:24:12 * Morgan nods Feb 16 17:24:20 He wouldn't say it, either Feb 16 17:29:17 * Claudia just nods Feb 16 17:29:42 * Morgan leans against her slightly Feb 16 17:29:46 what do you need of me? Feb 16 17:33:55 * Claudia leans away Feb 16 17:33:59 Not that. Sorry. Feb 16 17:36:17 You never need to apologise for this. Feb 16 17:36:30 **It's starting to get colder** Didn't know Heinzharold well by then. Liked him though. Probably three weeks after I'd told him if he ever tried it on with me the only mouth his cock would ever end up in was his own. Feb 16 17:36:51 * Morgan nods Feb 16 17:37:56 Didn't really know Rosie. Heinzharold and a few others made an effort to talk to me, but I was a loner then. Same as usual. Feb 16 17:39:48 Writing was on the wall by the second day of us trying to take down Erlangen *she shudders just saying the name* Made men stupid, frustrated. Feb 16 17:43:35 Thats no excuse Feb 16 17:43:54 I know. Commanders were throwing anyone who wasn't patching themselves up in wave after wave. It wasn't fluke that the eight of them all claimed to be too injured for a raid around three. Meant the camp was virtually empty, aside from the followers of the drum who were asleep, and a handful of sentries. Feb 16 17:44:51 Rosie didn't... Feb 16 17:46:28 * Claudia shakes her head "We wouldn't be here if he had. Him and Heinzharold were going on with that nonsense where Heinzharold keeps talking so he doesn't faint, so the pair of them went out again for the attack on the fortifications** Feb 16 17:53:53 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 16 18:05:05 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 16 18:05:17 [17:39] * Claudia shakes her head "We wouldn't be here if he had. Him and Heinzharold were going on with that nonsense where Heinzharold keeps talking so he doesn't faint, so the pair of them went out again for the attack on the fortifications** Feb 16 18:05:34 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:10:02 By the time the ones sent to the front fell back, it was over. By the time it was dark again, all eight were dead. Feb 16 18:10:19 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:10:44 You ever been in a situation where your mind just goes far away? Feb 16 18:12:08 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:13:05 That's what I did. Go away, save my energy, wait. Feb 16 18:13:24 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:13:54 Six of them, they'd have been dead before they got started, but eight? Too many, even for me. Feb 16 18:14:35 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:17:10 Heinzharold cried a lot that night Feb 16 18:19:29 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:19:32 I'm not surprised Feb 16 18:19:52 Maybe I should never tell him Feb 16 18:20:30 That is of course your choice Feb 16 18:21:14 It's not going to help me, and it's gonna hurt him a lot Feb 16 18:23:01 Yes... doesn't mean he shouldn't know Feb 16 18:23:35 * Claudia shrugs "what's the point?" Feb 16 18:25:01 I think long term it'll help Feb 16 18:25:15 I don't know. Feb 16 18:28:41 It helps you, telling people? Feb 16 18:30:18 It helps them understand why I am the way I am... but knowing HeinzHarold, keeping it from him will hurt him more Feb 16 18:33:01 It's a hard thing to hear Feb 16 18:33:47 What, my telling people? Feb 16 18:34:02 No, what I've just told you Feb 16 18:34:16 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:34:18 yes, it is Feb 16 18:34:40 You're tougher than him Feb 16 18:35:28 I think you underestimate him Feb 16 18:36:09 If it helps, this is the one Sorgi found it hardest to hear Feb 16 18:36:18 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:36:24 that doesn't really surprise me Feb 16 18:36:53 * Claudia watches the sea again Feb 16 18:37:09 Should have seen it coming. Feb 16 18:38:01 No... you carry no blame in this Feb 16 18:38:39 Easy to say Feb 16 18:38:53 Its utterly true Feb 16 18:39:07 * Claudia just shrugs Feb 16 18:39:22 I hope one day you'll see that Feb 16 18:40:40 * Claudia nods Feb 16 18:41:39 I know. Feb 16 18:42:15 You need me in the next few hours? Feb 16 18:42:31 We'll manage. Do what you need to Feb 16 18:43:26 * Claudia gets off the wall. "I'll be back later" Feb 16 18:45:34 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:45:40 We love you, you know that? Feb 16 18:46:03 * Claudia nods "I know" Feb 16 18:47:02 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:47:06 be safe Feb 16 18:48:46 **Claudia nods, going off, leaving Morgan sat alone on the wall away from the festivities** Feb 16 18:50:04 * Morgan sits on the wall for a few minutes before heading back to the others Feb 16 18:51:34 **When the contest is finished and some unknown villagers has won, the musicians start to play in the square. There is dancing, fast and not noble. There's also a large buffet. HH made the unusual choice for him, dancing rather than eating. Varick, however, gets stuck in to the food. Lamps are lit all around now as the dusk settles in. It's pretty and lively. Feb 16 18:51:40 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 16 18:52:16 * Molly is stood with him, holding a plate for them to share Feb 16 18:52:25 How are you, my love? Feb 16 18:52:32 * Morgan scowls briefly Feb 16 18:52:38 I'll be alright blossom Feb 16 18:53:09 Can I help at all? Feb 16 18:53:37 * Morgan shakes his head, smiling slightly Feb 16 18:55:14 * Molly nods, watching as Seb cuts in to dance with Inga Feb 16 18:57:10 It has been a reasonably good day Feb 16 18:57:35 * Morgan nods Feb 16 18:57:39 I've had worse, certainly Feb 16 19:00:00 Some of it was wonderful Feb 16 19:00:42 **HH is dancing with Ilena whilst Seb and Inga dance. They all seem to be having fun** Feb 16 19:01:54 some of it? Feb 16 19:02:10 The boathouse was interesting... Feb 16 19:02:30 interesting... Feb 16 19:03:33 Mmmhmm *she glances at him* I was certainly engaged by it Feb 16 19:03:43 I noticed that Feb 16 19:04:40 * Molly nods. The song ends, and Seb comes towards them. Molly is too busy watching Morgan fondly to notice Feb 16 19:05:07 incoming... Feb 16 19:05:52 * Molly looks [oh dear] Feb 16 19:06:43 **Seb bows: My lady, would you like to dance? Feb 16 19:07:27 Oh, I...uhh... [what should I do?!] Feb 16 19:07:36 [If you wish to blossom] Feb 16 19:08:45 * Molly nods a little "Yes, thank you" **he offers her his arm, and she takes it** Feb 16 19:09:50 V: *he watches them go to the dance space, making up a set with HH and Inga* why don't you dance, Papa? Feb 16 19:10:02 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 19:10:50 **Varick yawns. It's definitely dark now** Feb 16 19:11:08 * Morgan picks the boy up Feb 16 19:11:23 Once this dance is over, we'll put you to bed Feb 16 19:12:05 V: Okay Feb 16 19:13:15 * Morgan nods, watching the dance Feb 16 19:15:09 * Molly 's dance with Seb ends with him bowing and her curtseying appropriately, and soon she's back at Morgan's side. They say goodbye to HH and Inga, who are planning to stay out with the Rosenkrantzs, and get the horses to head back to the manor. With the horses sorted and a sleepy Varick in bed, Molly has gotten them food and drinks, sitting in the nursery parlour Feb 16 19:15:21 So, my love, now what shall we do? Feb 16 19:16:09 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 19:17:06 You need not stay, if you wanted to train or poke around, I haven't finished the Lightcliffe book yet Feb 16 19:17:36 I poked around last night, and I've no-one to train with, so I'll just stay here with you Feb 16 19:18:01 Did you find anything interesting? Feb 16 19:19:39 No, I cant say I did... Sebastien says there are signed copies of those books by Eckname, but I couldn't find them Feb 16 19:19:53 * Molly smiles Feb 16 19:20:03 though I wonder if there's anything on the areas history... Feb 16 19:20:14 Would you like me to have a look? Feb 16 19:20:26 If you wish Feb 16 19:21:24 * Molly kisses him softly "It's the best way for me to be useful to you right now" Feb 16 19:21:57 * Morgan nods Feb 16 19:21:59 alright my love Feb 16 19:22:13 What were you hoping to know about the area? Feb 16 19:24:00 I want to know about that young woman we dreamed about Feb 16 19:25:24 * Molly nods, smiling slightly Feb 16 19:26:21 "Excuse me, might you know anything about a wayward noble woman who was or is left handed and who very greatly enjoyed being taken on a Vaticine altar?" Feb 16 19:26:56 Not a million miles away from what I asked those women Feb 16 19:27:51 Nothing? Feb 16 19:28:26 No, they think it was before the Rosenkrantz time Feb 16 19:29:31 Hmmm Feb 16 19:30:18 The church in the painting was in very good condition, which would imply it was more recent... Feb 16 19:30:34 * Morgan nods Feb 16 19:31:11 I will see what I can do Feb 16 19:31:25 thank you blossom Feb 16 19:32:12 * Molly is gone a full hour. When she returns she has the books Feb 16 19:32:53 Noone has any idea, although Leopold's wife Rosaline did remarry a groom who worked here Feb 16 19:33:12 that could be something Feb 16 19:33:41 * Molly nods "Thought she is Objectionist and right-handed" Feb 16 19:33:52 * Morgan frowns Feb 16 19:34:14 * Molly sits down, handing him the books Feb 16 19:34:43 It's a mystery... I'd have no objection to finishing that dream Feb 16 19:34:52 I'll bet Feb 16 19:39:36 * Molly sips her drink Feb 16 19:40:04 Shall we open them? Feb 16 19:40:24 * Morgan nods, sipping his drink Feb 16 19:42:36 * Molly does so. Inside the cover, they both say "To the Rosenkrantz family, with love, D xx" Feb 16 19:42:59 * Molly gets up, walking to the bedroom Feb 16 19:43:42 with love... interesting Feb 16 19:44:16 * Molly sits back down with the Lightcliffe book. The inscriptions are in identical handwriting Feb 16 19:44:21 Very. Feb 16 19:47:09 As to what it means... *she sighs* Feb 16 19:48:21 who the hell knows Feb 16 19:48:37 Someone smarter than I, that's for sure Feb 16 19:49:04 That'll be no-one then Feb 16 19:49:13 * Molly smiles Feb 16 19:49:17 I'm touched Feb 16 19:51:55 I seem to recall so, yes Feb 16 19:52:38 * Molly slips off her shoes, getting comfortable. "You are good at that" Feb 16 19:53:24 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 19:53:56 * Molly shivers "Shall we read?" Feb 16 19:55:26 you are cold? Feb 16 19:55:36 No, remembering Feb 16 19:56:18 ah Feb 16 19:56:51 * Molly smiles Feb 16 19:57:09 I meant to ask, how did you feel about Seb and I dancing? Feb 16 19:59:05 haven't decided yet. You? Feb 16 20:00:11 I feel nothing really. I've danced with plenty of men, he is just another. It doesn't compare to dancing in the ballroom on the Rose with you a few weeks ago Feb 16 20:00:27 * Morgan nods Feb 16 20:01:24 * Molly starts reading the book, quickly engrossed Feb 16 20:02:09 * Morgan starts reading the other ones Feb 16 20:03:27 **it's interesting, very well written and in depth. These books could be incredibly useful if they were to encounter any of these things** Feb 16 20:07:10 These aren't bad... Feb 16 20:07:31 **He's a few pages in when Molly lies on the couch with the book, her head on his thigh. He's a few chapters in when she drops the book on the floor as she falls asleep Feb 16 20:08:30 * Morgan smiles faintly at her, stroking her hair as he reads Feb 16 20:08:50 * Molly doesn't wake, but she smiles slightly Feb 16 20:09:28 **By the time the clock strikes ten, there's no sign of Claudia, or HH or Inga Feb 16 20:09:48 * Morgan sighs, starting to become concerned Feb 16 20:11:56 **It's eleven when she turns up. She gestures $I'm okay, go to bed$ Feb 16 20:13:06 $This book is rather good$ Feb 16 20:13:46 $What is it?$ Feb 16 20:15:09 * Morgan shows her Feb 16 20:16:11 **Claudia nods** $I'm going to try and sleep. You should too$ Feb 16 20:16:18 * Morgan nods Feb 16 20:18:41 **Claudia goes to her room Feb 16 20:21:16 * Morgan rouses Molly gently Feb 16 20:21:48 * Molly is all slow and sleepy. She goes in and undresses, and gets sorted for bed. After telling him she loves him, she curls up behind him, her body warm against his, and sings a few bars of Kosk Yn Ta before she is fast asleep Feb 16 20:23:04 **He falls asleep surprisingly easily, into the Star Girl thread. Adalbrecht and Verity had arrived at the chapel and he had had no chance to try to speak to Dietlinde, not that he had any clue what he would say to explain what had happened. Feb 16 20:23:04 **The day of Prophet's Mass and Boxing Day had been busy because Edward had returned later that night, and for the first time in years they had all celebrated together, noone away at War. Feb 16 20:23:04 ** Claudia had remained with them, and Heinzharold had dodged his family as much as he could. The last few days of dreadful weather meant HH has just returned soaked from a guilt-trip-ensured breakfast in the village on the twenty-seventh. Morgan has been constantly wanted for company by his family, he hasn't had chance to go to find Dietlinde at all. Feb 16 20:23:32 **When HH has his dry clothes on,  the three of them have settled to spar in the stateroom with strong coffee and cake, Verity insisting on spoiling them and fussing over them, which Heinzharold has lapped up and Claudia has been as wary of as a wild cat taken into a home. They'd invited Edward to join in, but he had claimed he had urgent correspondence to deal with.If Adalbrecht has received any letters from the Star Girl, he has not mentioned them.** Feb 16 20:23:32 * Molly thrusts a short sword at Morgan's abdomen about twenty minutes in to their practicing Feb 16 20:23:37 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 16 20:24:11 ((Done)) Feb 16 20:25:18 * Morgan spins out of the way, slapping HeinzHarolds forearm Feb 16 20:25:50 * HH grins, charging him Feb 16 20:26:39 **Claudia watches them, drinking coffee** Feb 16 20:26:41 * Morgan drops low before shoving upwards to drive HeinzHarold over the top of him Feb 16 20:27:15 * HH hits the floor with an "ooof". Claudia laughs Feb 16 20:27:37 Bloody 'ell. Need a break now **he gets up and sits on a table** Feb 16 20:28:57 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 16 20:42:23 * HH (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 16 20:42:28 [20:20] (HH) Bloody 'ell. Need a break now **he gets up and sits on a table** Feb 16 20:43:13 * Morgan goes to take a mouthful of his coffee Feb 16 20:43:15 Guess who I saw this mornin' on my way back? Feb 16 20:43:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 20:43:58 Dietlinde. Feb 16 20:45:03 oh? Feb 16 20:45:10 She said "Please give his Lordship my regards, and tell him I am glad he has returned safely from the fighting" Feb 16 20:45:39 * Morgan looks guilty Feb 16 20:46:09 **Claudia looks at the pair of them** This is the little bird tucked away in Sudlachenburg? Feb 16 20:46:38 * Morgan nods Feb 16 20:47:45 C: sounds complicated. Feb 16 20:48:13 * Morgan nods Feb 16 20:48:27 * HH finds his own coffee "When is the Star Girl due?" Feb 16 20:50:04 Soon, though she was supposed to write to my father Feb 16 20:50:18 She hasn' written? Feb 16 20:51:06 he hasn't mentioned it Feb 16 20:51:10 C: *she looks surprised* Sure she's coming? Feb 16 20:51:21 I was Feb 16 20:52:02 * HH grins "Hopin' out almighty leader has made sure that's happened already" Feb 16 20:52:53 shut up Feb 16 20:52:58 **Claudia shudders** not a mental image any of us needed! Feb 16 20:54:18 HH: Gotta admit, still shocked by it. Ne'er thought you'd be the first of us to go all the way Feb 16 20:56:07 Nor did I Feb 16 20:56:23 Figured you'd have found some loving with some cow in a field... Feb 16 20:56:47 C: **she just checks her sword for dents** Feb 16 20:57:14 Could found plenty o' loving with lots of women, I'm just a good boy Feb 16 21:00:07 **Theres a knock at the door** Feb 16 21:02:54 * Morgan calls for whoever it is to enter Feb 16 21:03:07 **Reinhardt the butler comes in** My Lord, the Graf wishes you to join him in his study, there is a guest he wants to make introductions with. Feb 16 21:05:04 * Morgan nods, heading for the door Feb 16 21:05:16 **HH sheaths his sword, grinning at Morgan** who might this be, eh? Feb 16 21:05:45 * Morgan shrugs Feb 16 21:05:47 who nows Feb 16 21:06:01 HH: Sounds like our almighty leader might want some comp'ny for the walk, doncha think, Claudia? Feb 16 21:06:01 **Claudia nods, also putting away her weapons** Feb 16 21:07:28 * Morgan groans Feb 16 21:07:34 * HH and Claudia start following him and Reinhardt Feb 16 21:07:58 Hope it's someone good! Mebbie with red hair... Feb 16 21:08:24 C: The star girl has red hair? Feb 16 21:08:44 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:09:06 **HH grins** Oh yeah, very. Tried to give 'er some chat in Johstadt, turns out she liked 'im better! Feb 16 21:09:24 *Claudia shrugs* At least he's quieter, so I can't blame her Feb 16 21:10:02 **Reinhardt says nothing, pretending he cant hear the banter** Feb 16 21:11:26 Be a dear, HeinzHarold, and shut up Feb 16 21:11:34 **they go on with their nonsense as long as Morgan lets them walk with him** Feb 16 21:11:34 ((How nearby does he ditch them?)) Feb 16 21:12:29 ((a decent distance)) Feb 16 21:13:06 * HH and Claudia sulk a bit, but don't follow Feb 16 21:16:04 **Reinhardt shows him in when they get there. Inside, Adalbrecht and the Star Girl rise from the desk. She watches him with a polite smile, but the micro-expression of excitement and attraction is revealed to him. She looks a little different than he has seen her, her pink satin day dress and well-coiffed hair is precisely right for this situation, and she does look lovely. Feb 16 21:16:04 ** But it is very different to seeing her in a basic Eisen common dress in Johstadt, in a skimpy orange leotard with Phoenix feathers on stage, or completely naked and reclining on navy satin sheets in her bed in Einsbaden. The images of her in these scenarios pop into his mind** Feb 16 21:16:11 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 16 21:17:09 **Adalbrecht looks quite proud and cheerful to be introducing a young woman who he has no idea is a spy, opera singer, and who took his eldest son-and-heir's virginity on a chaise about a fortnight ago. Feb 16 21:17:10 Ad: Ah Morgan, good morning. My Lady, this is my son, Lieutenant the Veisgraf Morgan Koertig von Sudlachenburg. Morgan, this is Lady Molly Rosenkrantz von Insel, youngest daughter of Freiarr Insel. Feb 16 21:18:03 * Morgan bows his head Feb 16 21:18:12 Insel... right on the coast? Feb 16 21:18:16 * Molly curtsies deeply, again with perfect etiquette to their respective stations, and a warm smile "My Lord, I am honoured to make your acquaintance" Feb 16 21:18:42 It is indeed, an island on the north coast Feb 16 21:19:37 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:19:47 A pleasure to meet you... Feb 16 21:20:31 * Molly smiles "The pleasure is all mine, I assure you" Feb 16 21:21:14 Adalbrecht is completely blind to the innuendo: Lady Rosenkrantz is looking for property to rent in the area. I have written to Alarice, and I think she and Karsten might consider letting out the manor house at Innesbruck now Jarvinia and her governess have moved to the Dower House. Until Lady Rosenkrantz is settled, she will have our hospitality. Feb 16 21:21:35 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:21:37 yes my lord Feb 16 21:22:06 Ad: Would you like to give Lady Rosenkrantz a tour of the house? She is apparently musically talented, so the music room might be of interest? Feb 16 21:23:07 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:23:12 as you wish... Feb 16 21:23:26 **Adalbrecht dismisses them Feb 16 21:24:57 * Morgan opens the door, holding it open for her Feb 16 21:25:14 * Molly goes out into the corridor with him, and with a brief smile to the butler before a longer one at Morgan "Shall we, my Lord?" Feb 16 21:26:04 * Morgan nods, leading the way Feb 16 21:26:34 * Molly squeezes his arm, waiting until they are definitely alone before speaking quietly "I have missed you dreadfully" Feb 16 21:26:58 is there a reason we were not meant to know eachother? Feb 16 21:27:44 It seemed simpler than explaining how well we are acquainted Feb 16 21:29:15 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:29:17 that makes sense Feb 16 21:29:40 * Molly nods, smiling "how are you?" Feb 16 21:30:27 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:30:32 I am well... you? Feb 16 21:30:41 **his sharp hearing alerts him to the lurking of HH and Claudia in the corridor ahead. To avoid them, he will have to use a longer, quieter route** Feb 16 21:31:14 I am, and far better for seeing you once more Feb 16 21:31:20 * Morgan changes direction, motioning for her to follow Feb 16 21:32:06 * Molly does so. The corridor is narrow and very quiet Feb 16 21:32:47 my friends are lurking the other way, hoping to get a look at you Feb 16 21:33:18 Your friends know of me? Feb 16 21:34:22 a little... you've met one of them Feb 16 21:35:03 * Molly smiles "Heinzharold" Feb 16 21:36:12 * Morgan nods Feb 16 21:36:48 I saw a shooting star whilst I travelled Feb 16 21:37:14 oh? Feb 16 21:37:34 **she smiles* I wished the same as before, that I could kiss you. Feb 16 21:40:55 * Morgan glances around Feb 16 21:40:59 I reckon that could come true Feb 16 21:41:32 * Molly smiles up at him "Seeing you in there, all I could think of was how wonderfully you kiss, and how much I have craved that these last few weeks" Feb 16 21:45:30 I am... gladdened to hear that. I have thought of you endlessly Feb 16 21:47:14 * Molly smiles warmly, pushing him gently against the wall "I have thought of you relentlessly, on lonely nights, and travelling so many miles in a carriage..." Feb 16 21:49:18 * Morgan nods, smiling Feb 16 21:50:42 * Molly does move to kiss him, softly at first Feb 16 21:51:22 * Morgan returns her kiss Feb 16 21:52:14 * Molly escalates the intensity, full of desire and need, and is soon grinding against him. Feb 16 21:54:44 * Morgan matches her intensity Feb 16 21:54:56 **He hears his Father's voice** Morgan! Feb 16 21:55:57 * Molly takes a step back Feb 16 21:58:04 * Morgan straights his clothes Feb 16 21:58:11 **Heinzharold, with his excellent impersonation, and Claudia crack up** Feb 16 21:59:54 * Morgan rolls his eyes Feb 16 22:00:10 * Molly glances at Morgan "that rather gave me a fright!" Feb 16 22:00:37 **HH and Claudia can't get themselves under control ** Feb 16 22:01:10 He'll grow up one day Feb 16 22:02:24 **HH glances at Morgan's crotch** Interrupting something? Feb 16 22:02:43 that would be precisely none of your business Feb 16 22:03:08 **He notices his arousal isn't settling any** Feb 16 22:04:25 HH: Want us to go away an' keep a watch? *he chuckles* Feb 16 22:04:27 * Morgan turns slightly Feb 16 22:05:32 * Molly glances at Morgan, smiling "Your friend is very forward!" Feb 16 22:05:58 He was hoping you would be when we first met you... Feb 16 22:07:13 * Molly smiles "Sadly, my attention was caught elswhere" Feb 16 22:07:59 **Claudia yanks Heinzharold by the arm** come on, let's get out of the way Feb 16 22:09:43 **HH waves** Bye, don't do anything I wouldn't do! Feb 16 22:10:42 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head Feb 16 22:10:56 * Molly watches them go, then watches Morgan, moving down the corridor "What is it your friend wouldn't do?" Feb 16 22:12:06 He'd _claim_ there's nothing he wouldn't do... Feb 16 22:12:34 But that is not true? Feb 16 22:12:45 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 16 22:12:49 I don't think so, no Feb 16 22:13:21 It will be difficult, I think, being here and being on my best behaviour Feb 16 22:14:15 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:14:27 I daresay I will be in the same predicament Feb 16 22:14:47 * Molly nods, smiling Feb 16 22:15:05 I will do my best to keep my hands off you Feb 16 22:15:29 much as I dislike the idea, it is probably for the best Feb 16 22:16:18 * Molly nods Feb 16 22:16:45 Otherwise they will say I am compromised and you will end up wed in weeks! Feb 16 22:19:32 they? Feb 16 22:19:44 Your parents Feb 16 22:20:32 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:21:09 We may need to wait until I have my own house... Feb 16 22:21:53 * Morgan nods, sighing Feb 16 22:22:26 * Molly smiles "unless you know of anywhere here that is very private" Feb 16 22:22:45 several places, but not with HeinzHarold around Feb 16 22:23:22 Then we will have to endure separately a while longer Feb 16 22:23:40 **They reach the music room** Feb 16 22:23:41 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:23:44 I suppose so Feb 16 22:24:21 Unless you have another suggestion...? *she wanders over to the piano* Feb 16 22:25:37 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 16 22:26:18 * Molly gets settled at the instrument Feb 16 22:26:27 Sit and play with me? Feb 16 22:27:05 I don't play I'm afraid Feb 16 22:27:23 * Molly watches him, smiling Feb 16 22:27:29 You mean the piano? Feb 16 22:27:39 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:28:05 Sit with me then? Feb 16 22:29:26 * Morgan nods, sitting beside her Feb 16 22:30:37 * Molly starts to play, her thigh against his, she doesn't look at the keys, instead watching him with open desire. Feb 16 22:30:58 This is going to be difficult isn't it Feb 16 22:31:19 When I yearn for you so intensely, absolutely Feb 16 22:32:27 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:33:50 A few weeks, perhaps. Can you handle it? *she smiles, raising an eyebrow* Feb 16 22:33:59 I shall endeavour to Feb 16 22:34:34 * Molly smiles "I think perhaps you missed my euphemism" Feb 16 22:35:51 clearly Feb 16 22:37:11 * Molly gets a look of mischief, playing with only one hand. The other runs up his inner thigh and over his crotch. "You can _handle it_?" Feb 16 22:38:23 * Morgan clears his throat Feb 16 22:38:30 I suspect so Feb 16 22:39:47 **She smiles, rubbing him** Me too Feb 16 22:40:54 * Morgan shivers Feb 16 22:41:41 **The dawn watch chimes, and he wakes up. Beside him he can hear Molly making quiet noises of enjoyment at whatever she is dreaming** Feb 16 22:42:23 * Morgan stretches, easing out of bed Feb 16 22:43:19 * Molly wakes, mid climax, with a soft moan Feb 16 22:43:48 * Morgan watches her, smiling slightly Feb 16 22:44:23 * Molly smiles warmly as it ends "Come back to bed?" Feb 16 22:45:27 * Morgan nods, getting back in Feb 16 22:47:21 * Molly is quickly straddling him, not taking him in her yet, but kissing his neck deeply "I want you, liebes herz" Feb 16 22:48:41 I can tell Feb 16 22:49:04 Is that Yes? Feb 16 22:50:12 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:50:25 * Molly takes him into her, riding him in the way he has shown her before, slamming onto him. She peaks quietly very quickly, continuing to move as he prefers. Feb 16 22:50:51 **Claudia knocks quietly in her familiar pattern just as he hits the point of no return** Feb 16 22:52:49 * Morgan draws a deep breath Feb 16 22:52:54 Be there in a second Feb 16 22:53:47 C: Okay. **Molly rhythmically tenses and relaxes her internal muscles around him but stops moving so much so that the bed doesnt creak** Feb 16 22:54:57 * Morgan spends himself quietly inside her Feb 16 22:55:30 * Molly smiles [That feels so good] Feb 16 22:56:03 * Morgan nods Feb 16 22:56:52 * Molly takes a deep breath, then dismounts from him "Good morning..." Feb 16 22:57:52 * Morgan climbs back out of bed, pulling his clothes on Feb 16 22:57:56 you slept well my love? Feb 16 22:58:18 * Molly nods "Oh yes. I dreamt of you" Feb 16 22:58:42 * Molly gets cleaned up before pulling on a shift Feb 16 22:59:15 * Morgan nods, pulling on his shirt Feb 16 22:59:26 I'm going to speak to Claudia, I'll be back in a bit Feb 16 22:59:37 Alright, my love Feb 16 22:59:43 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 16 22:59:50 * Morgan nods, picking up his boots and going to open the door Feb 16 23:00:14 * Claudia is stood still in the parlour Feb 16 23:01:05 * Morgan closes the door behind him, sitting down to pull on his boots Feb 16 23:01:08 whats up? Feb 16 23:01:42 Did you have Varick stay with Heinzharold and Inga? Feb 16 23:01:54 No, he slept in his room Feb 16 23:02:07 He's not there now. Feb 16 23:02:14 * Morgan looks at her Feb 16 23:02:30 Go get HeinzHarold, I'll check the room with the view Feb 16 23:02:58 * Claudia out of the door of the nursery parlour Feb 16 23:03:46 [Molly, get dressed quickly, Varick isn't in his room. I'm going to check the room with the view] Feb 16 23:04:11 [I'll go to the staff] Feb 16 23:04:30 * Morgan grabs his sword and runs up to the room Feb 16 23:05:56 **He hears talking on the way to the tower, coming from a bedroom suite** Feb 16 23:06:15 Seb: Let that be an end to it, Father. Uncle Leo was probably incorrect. Keep the money and title, give Ilena the dowry she deserves. Feb 16 23:06:32 * Morgan stops, listening Feb 16 23:07:15 R: He was absolutely certain. Feb 16 23:07:16 S: It just seems like a wild goose chase. Insel is in good hands with you, and good but reluctant hands with me. That is where it should stay. Ilena should go to court as a Freiarr's daughter. There's no proof of anything. Feb 16 23:07:55 * Morgan scowls, thumping on the door Feb 16 23:08:05 R: Enter Feb 16 23:08:12 * Morgan shoves the door open Feb 16 23:08:15 * Claudia is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 16 23:08:25 We will discuss whatever _this_ is later but now... my son is missing Feb 16 23:09:04 **A look passes between them. Both are dressed, and look ready to help** Feb 16 23:09:10 Where have you looked? Feb 16 23:09:54 I'm on my way to the tower room, Molly is going to the staff, Claudia has gone to fetch HeinzHarold to help look Feb 16 23:11:00 S: I'll sweep the lower floor. Father, take this one. Feb 16 23:11:11 * Morgan nods briefly before setting off again Feb 16 23:11:19 **They both move out, calling for Varick Feb 16 23:12:12 **he's not up there Feb 16 23:13:25 * Morgan swears, trying to remember if there are more rooms or another floor above Feb 16 23:15:08 * Morgan runs back down a floor, looking for Rosenkrantz to check on his progress Feb 16 23:15:35 * Rosenkrantz is going through the guest rooms Feb 16 23:16:05 [Liebling, I've found him and he is fine... *she sounds a little hesitant] Feb 16 23:16:29 [where is he? Feb 16 23:16:58 [The library] Feb 16 23:17:10 [I'm on my way] Feb 16 23:17:24 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Molly Feb 16 23:19:14 * Molly is stood in the library, barefoot, still in the her shift and dressing gown, her hair completely down. Seb is stood with her and Varick. She looks a little shifty. Seb seems to be purposefully avoiding looking in her direction Feb 16 23:19:53 * Morgan looks at him Feb 16 23:19:58 **Varick looks guilty** Feb 16 23:20:05 Would you let your father and the others know he's been found? Feb 16 23:20:34 **Seb nods, going without a backwards glance** Feb 16 23:21:15 * Molly looks to Morgan "We need to go back to the nursery. Now." Feb 16 23:21:25 alright Feb 16 23:21:53 **Varick comes to Morgan** I'm sorry, Papa, but- Feb 16 23:22:05 We'll talk in a minute Mauschen. Feb 16 23:24:01 * Molly is very watchful as they head upstairs. They bump into HH, Inga and Claudia on the way, all looking at the three of them and asking what is going on Feb 16 23:25:01 $Don't know yet$ Feb 16 23:25:38 HH: $orders?$ Feb 16 23:26:03 $stand down, run interference for gossip$ Feb 16 23:27:21 **they go. In the nursery parlour, Molly shuts and locks the door behind them Feb 16 23:28:15 **Varick hugs Morgan's legs tightly, crying** Feb 16 23:28:30 alright, whats going on? Feb 16 23:28:37 * Morgan pulls the boy up into his arms Feb 16 23:29:06 V: I... was... trying... to... get... it... Mae said... it was... important Feb 16 23:29:34 alright, slow down... start at the beginning Feb 16 23:30:20 * Molly takes something from her dressing gown, setting it on the table in front of them Feb 16 23:31:18 V: Mae said not to go and get it, but it was something you should see. Feb 16 23:31:44 Mae said _not_ to get it? Feb 16 23:32:31 V: Not to go out of the nursery alone Feb 16 23:33:02 so why did you? Feb 16 23:33:18 V: Wanted to get it for youn Feb 16 23:33:31 You understand you should've listened to Mae? Feb 16 23:33:49 V: *he nods* Feb 16 23:34:04 Liebes herz... *she sounds serious* Feb 16 23:34:32 * Morgan looks at her Feb 16 23:34:34 what? Feb 16 23:34:43 * Molly looks at the table Feb 16 23:34:50 * Morgan follows her eyeline Feb 16 23:34:53 **It's a box, slightly bigger than his shard box, but otherwise identical ** Feb 16 23:35:24 * Morgan sighs, looking at it Feb 16 23:36:03 **It has an indentation like his, the right size for a finger** Feb 16 23:36:24 * Morgan puts his finger on it Feb 16 23:37:48 **It feels like a hundred tiny needles stab into his fingertip simultaneously. Feb 16 23:38:14 **he starts to feel like the box isn't worth the time, but he can just about tell that's not natural for him Feb 16 23:38:35 * Morgan lets Varick down, concentrating on opening the box Feb 16 23:38:58 **Nothing works. His finger is bleeding. Feb 16 23:39:08 V: Papa, you're hurt! Feb 16 23:39:17 its alright, its just a little cut Feb 16 23:39:48 * Molly looks at it Feb 16 23:39:53 Should I...? Feb 16 23:40:03 * Morgan nods, watching the box Feb 16 23:40:44 * Molly kneels by the table, putting her index finger on it. She draws a sharp breath Feb 16 23:40:50 Ouch! Feb 16 23:41:24 should've warned you, sorry.... Varick, did Mae say anything about it other than I had to see it? Feb 16 23:41:36 * Molly 's finger is bleeding, but the box opens with a click Feb 16 23:41:58 Oh! Feb 16 23:42:12 V: No, just said you had to see it Feb 16 23:43:52 * Molly concentrates, her finger healing instantly Feb 16 23:45:02 * Morgan watches her Feb 16 23:45:05 I guess it doesn't like me Feb 16 23:45:19 **There's a knocking on the door** Feb 16 23:45:39 Who is it? Feb 16 23:46:05 R: Doctor Rosenkrantz. We need to talk, urgently. Feb 16 23:46:36 * Molly pushes the box closed again Feb 16 23:47:20 * Morgan nods towards the bedroom Feb 16 23:47:26 take Varick Feb 16 23:47:50 * Molly takes the box and Varick into the bedroom Feb 16 23:48:03 * Morgan closes the door before going to open the door into the hallway Feb 16 23:48:09 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 16 23:48:25 * Rosenkrantz looks serious but not intimidating Feb 16 23:48:59 Would you join Sebastian and I in my chambers? We have coffee Feb 16 23:49:22 I'll meet you there Feb 16 23:49:30 * Rosenkrantz goes Feb 16 23:49:44 * Morgan closes the door, heading into the bedroom Feb 16 23:50:01 **Molly is comforting Varick Feb 16 23:50:05 I think before I go for a conversation, I'd like to know whats in that box Feb 16 23:51:12 **Molly retrieves it, and this time when she opens it there's no pain. She puts it on the bed, and she and Varick peer into it** Feb 16 23:51:34 * Morgan looks Feb 16 23:52:58 **Inside there is a thick letter, sealed, a key, and a piece of raw dracheneisen. It has a fissure, and Morgan knows it from a dream at the time he was first in the mine where he was slotting his piece into the fissure as Molly held this piece in her hands* Feb 16 23:54:23 **HH and Inga are now looking for him in the parlour, calling for him** Feb 16 23:54:37 hide it, I'll deal with them Feb 16 23:54:40 you need Inga? Feb 16 23:54:54 **Molly does so** Yes, please Feb 16 23:55:37 * Morgan nods, heading out into the parlour Feb 16 23:55:46 * Rosenkrantz is now known as HH Feb 16 23:56:07 Want us packing and a coach preparing? Feb 16 23:56:31 We're about due aren't we Feb 16 23:56:37 * HH nods Feb 16 23:56:47 Then yes... Inga, Molly needs you please Feb 16 23:57:31 * HH kisses Inga before coming with Morgan in the direction of his own room Feb 16 23:57:38 What's goin' on? Feb 16 23:57:51 Not entirely sure yet Feb 16 23:58:01 * HH nods Feb 16 23:58:25 I'll see to us being ready to go Feb 16 23:58:35 * Morgan nods Feb 16 23:58:50 I'm going to go kick over some rocks, find out whats occuring Feb 16 23:59:11 * HH claps him on the shoulder, going to his room Feb 16 23:59:43 * Morgan goes to Rosenkrantz's chambers Feb 17 00:00:18 * HH is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 17 00:01:09 * Morgan knocks on the door Feb 17 00:01:27 * Rosenkrantz calls for him to come in. He and Seb are sat at a table, coffee poured, a sugar bowl and milk jug nearby. Rosenkrantz looks more tense than his son, who just looks watchful Feb 17 00:02:00 * Morgan closes the door behind him before sitting down and picking up a cup Feb 17 00:02:18 Lets start at the most important place to me... whatever it is, is it a danger to my wife or son? Feb 17 00:02:48 * Rosenkrantz shakes his head Feb 17 00:02:52 Absolutely not Feb 17 00:03:11 You don't seem to be planning some sort of military insurrection... Feb 17 00:03:16 No Feb 17 00:03:31 And you seem... troubled by whatever it is... Feb 17 00:03:55 * Rosenkrantz says Yes at the same time Seb says No Feb 17 00:04:12 * Morgan smiles slightly, looking at Seb Feb 17 00:04:23 you say no because you are not troubled, or because you don't wish to tell me? Feb 17 00:04:51 **Seb smiles** The former, but I'm not overly keen on the latter either Feb 17 00:05:29 and why is that? Feb 17 00:08:54 S: It is a private matter Feb 17 00:11:06 * Morgan looks to the older Rosenkrantz Feb 17 00:11:12 * Rosenkrantz drinks some coffee Feb 17 00:11:15 Then I suppose it is up to you Feb 17 00:12:39 I hope you will recall the help given to you in the delivery of Elsie's child. Feb 17 00:14:09 Don't try to influence me like that doctor, I have the feeling you're a better man than that Feb 17 00:14:31 * Rosenkrantz looks thoughtful Feb 17 00:14:37 Where to start... Feb 17 00:15:43 Somewhere near the beginning... or at an easy point of reference... Feb 17 00:18:13 My brother Leopold was, as a young man, filled with wanderlust. He was a gifted intellectual, going to the academy at just eight years old. He excelled in science, and had graduated university by the time he was seventeen. Then he went to enjoy the sights and experiences of other nations, for several years Feb 17 00:19:24 * Morgan nods Feb 17 00:21:06 Then in sixteen twenty, he wrote that he had come home and was taking up training in Heilgrund to become a priest. It was very confusing for my father and oldest brother. Feb 17 00:21:38 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 17 00:21:45 go on Feb 17 00:26:00 He had a parish there, joined the army, came out, had a parish nearby, and then one at Wassermeer **He can recall getting HH out of Dietmund and riding past a grumpy priest at Wassermeer, something he an HH were joking about in the first Star Girl dream** He lived a quiet, very private life. Feb 17 00:26:28 * Morgan sips his coffee, waiting Feb 17 00:27:32 We thought that he had just settled down, grown up. But once he became Freiarr his behaviour became more erratic, starting with a urgent focus on having a child to inherit. Feb 17 00:28:17 * Morgan nods Feb 17 00:29:50 That didn't happen. He became very ill in 67, despite always being exceptionally healthy. On his death bed, he made a confession to me, and gave me a task Feb 17 00:30:02 **Seb looks unhappy about this* Feb 17 00:30:20 * Morgan nods, waiting patiently Feb 17 00:31:55 He wanted me to go to Avalon, and look for a child born in sixteen twenty. The mother would have been young, unwed. He had... *he sighs* He had raped her. Feb 17 00:32:31 * Morgan frowns Feb 17 00:32:40 his move to the clergy was out of guilt? Feb 17 00:32:49 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 00:33:01 * Morgan sips his coffee, nodding Feb 17 00:33:29 Absolutely. Until he was forced to marry for the Freiarrdom, he was completely celibate. Feb 17 00:35:04 S: *he sips the coffee, not making eye contact* He never hurt Rosaline, she told us that once he was dead. He was respectful and gentle, and focused only on getting an heir. Feb 17 00:36:08 * Morgan nods Feb 17 00:39:11 What you overheard was Seb and I discussing the end of the search. I have looked over the past two years, but I have exhausted all records. There are no babies recorded in the four weeks that are nine months after the specific date he says the conception occured born to unwed mothers. If there ever was a child, it must have been aborted, adopted far away or died. Feb 17 00:39:40 S: That should be the end of the whole situation. Feb 17 00:40:23 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 00:40:31 what is it that bothers you so much about it? Feb 17 00:41:27 Who wants such an ugly family secret to be discussed outside the family? Feb 17 00:42:37 * Morgan looks at the doctor Feb 17 00:42:41 to what end? Feb 17 00:42:51 To what end, what? Feb 17 00:43:05 he has you looking for this child... to what end? Feb 17 00:44:33 To find the child and the descendants, who would be the true heirs of Insel. Feb 17 00:45:40 They would be, what... fifty? Feb 17 00:45:49 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 00:46:50 Born in February 1620 Feb 17 00:47:14 where in Avalon? Feb 17 00:48:19 The parish of Alrington, though we have looked in the parishes of Tawstock, as they are bigger. Feb 17 00:50:31 You would give up Insel? Feb 17 00:50:53 **This is the parish where Molly's grandmother Sophie played the organ, where she met George Forrester, a man she would have a hastily made marriage to, telling the priest Rev Paulson that they had anticipated their vows* Feb 17 00:51:19 I don't know Feb 17 00:51:51 * Morgan starts to frown Feb 17 00:55:43 * Morgan looks at the doctor speculatively Feb 17 00:56:06 Would it be.. feasible for a child to be born early and survive? Feb 17 00:57:18 I'm not a midwife, but the end of January is possible, and I did check unmarried women when I bumped into you Feb 17 00:57:48 is there a midwife in the village? Feb 17 00:58:01 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 00:58:30 Would you have someone fetch her, or even just get an answer... would eight weeks early be survivable? Feb 17 00:58:36 **Seb looks at Morgan* where are you going with this? Feb 17 00:59:39 **It is plausible from the time Molly has spent with Marta that she would know** Feb 17 01:00:27 [Molly... I need you to get Varick to ask Mae something] Feb 17 01:00:54 [What is it?] Feb 17 01:01:32 [Could a child born eight weeks early survive. I'm going to send someone to fetch you so I can ask you face to face, alright?] Feb 17 01:01:49 thinking about it... my wife spent time with Marta, a midwife, she may know. Feb 17 01:01:55 [Alright] Feb 17 01:02:08 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 01:02:17 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 01:03:03 Right now I'm not going anywhere in particular... but it occurs that it may be possible that the child wasn't born at the time it was expected Feb 17 01:03:43 Would you wander down and fetch my wife? Or arrange for someone to? Feb 17 01:04:05 **Seb gets up** I'll go Feb 17 01:04:13 thank you Feb 17 01:04:22 Hopefully she'll be dressed this time Feb 17 01:04:46 **He blushes, then excuses himself** Feb 17 01:05:29 * Rosenkrantz sips his coffee "He was close to Leopold as a child. I hope you can appreciate how harsh a shock this was for us" Feb 17 01:05:57 Hence his animosity... its not easy finding out someone isn't as good as we thought Feb 17 01:06:05 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 01:06:33 Leopold knew that. Having an heir in wedlock would have saved any of us knowing Feb 17 01:06:50 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:07:27 While we wait... Darius Eckname... Feb 17 01:08:02 [Yes, but it would be very, very unlikely. Only an exceptionally healthy child that is tended perfectly would make it] Feb 17 01:08:24 Yes? Feb 17 01:08:38 [alright. I've sent Seb to fetch or ask you about that] Feb 17 01:09:06 [Should I read the letter, as we're off so soon?] Feb 17 01:09:50 [not yet. I've got a feeling about something and want to talk to you about it first] Feb 17 01:10:05 I believe that was Leopold... Feb 17 01:10:19 * Rosenkrantz frowns Feb 17 01:10:58 He used to say those books were tedious, sacrilegious nonsense written by an air headed fool Feb 17 01:11:06 Have you read them? Feb 17 01:11:14 Not for years Feb 17 01:12:07 I was reading one last night... well written, engaging... Eckname suddenly upped and disappeared, supposedly going into the service of god... the same time Leopold did Feb 17 01:12:19 * Rosenkrantz nods slowly Feb 17 01:12:52 I heard that his family had a manuscript for a third book... Feb 17 01:13:15 If there is one, I haven't heard about it Feb 17 01:14:26 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:14:35 Would you mind my looking for it? Feb 17 01:15:55 [Should I give Seb the nightmare oil? Maybe he could have nicer dreams, like you have] Feb 17 01:15:57 No Feb 17 01:16:14 [We'll talk about it in a little bit blossom] Feb 17 01:16:17 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:16:30 alright... I'll keep you informed of course Feb 17 01:16:42 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 01:17:05 Tell me more about Eckname? ((What does he leave in and keep out?)) Feb 17 01:17:28 ((doesn't mention Nieblungen, but I think thats about all)) Feb 17 01:17:59 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 01:18:20 I remember him sketching a house with a waterwheel once Feb 17 01:18:37 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:18:40 that'll be the place Feb 17 01:18:57 **this explanation about Eckname takes some time, so Seb is back. He looks miffed* Feb 17 01:19:50 * Morgan watches him Feb 17 01:19:55 S: She says "possible but not likely, unless they were very healthy and well-tended" Feb 17 01:20:04 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:20:50 **Seb sits back down, looking at Rosenkrantz** The box is missing. Feb 17 01:21:18 * Morgan looks at Rosenkrantz expectantly Feb 17 01:21:52 * Rosenkrantz frowns "I only put it back this morning" Feb 17 01:23:02 * Rosenkrantz looks at Morgan "you asked if your wife or child were at risk, and I said no..." Feb 17 01:23:15 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:23:32 If they touch the box, they might be. Feb 17 01:23:41 why? Feb 17 01:24:12 It has a bit on the top that if it is touched will cut you Feb 17 01:24:23 a sharp edge? Feb 17 01:24:46 No, it is more like being stabbed Feb 17 01:24:55 * Morgan frowns Feb 17 01:25:29 whats in the box? Feb 17 01:28:11 A key. Somewhere, there is a vault that holds all the paperwork that would be needed to legitimise Leopold's child and transfer Insel. There is also a letter for his descendants. The box will only open for them Feb 17 01:28:41 How do you know what is in it? Feb 17 01:29:44 Because he told me. His request was that I found the child or descendants and give them the box Feb 17 01:31:14 An you only put it back, as you said, this morning... I assume you took it with you to Avalon... Feb 17 01:31:26 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 01:31:34 Where was it? Feb 17 01:32:03 In my bag Feb 17 01:32:41 I mean where you put it 'back' Feb 17 01:33:05 In the glass cabinet in the library Feb 17 01:33:22 **Seb looks at Morgan, but says nothing Feb 17 01:33:38 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:33:41 visible? Feb 17 01:34:10 On the top shelf Feb 17 01:34:35 Ornate? Feb 17 01:35:01 Quite plain, dark wood Feb 17 01:35:12 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 01:35:16 you have a theory Feb 17 01:36:07 The only people who have been in there are myself, my father, your wife, and your son Feb 17 01:36:14 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:36:36 You are wanting to accuse one of us Feb 17 01:37:18 S: I can understand curiosity Feb 17 01:37:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:38:15 I'm going to go and speak to him... given how traumatic his upbringing has been, I'd rather not have anyone accusing him when I can ask. Will you be satisfied with that? Feb 17 01:38:59 Absolutely. There will be no accusations. I am.more concerned he will hurt himself Feb 17 01:39:12 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 01:39:14 and you? Feb 17 01:39:54 Of course. I would have been poking around the house by now at his age. Feb 17 01:40:03 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 17 01:40:40 I went and poked around the library looking for those books after we spoke last night, so I'm not sure its limited to his age. Where did the box come from? Feb 17 01:41:30 I have no idea, he didn't say, but he brought it with him when he returned to Insel. Feb 17 01:41:40 * Morgan nods, standing up Feb 17 01:41:47 alright. I'll be back shortly Feb 17 01:42:01 **they both nod** Feb 17 01:42:20 * Morgan leaves the room, sipping the coffee as he goes through the doorway and heads to find Molly Feb 17 01:43:06 **He bumps into Claudia Feb 17 01:43:10 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Claudia Feb 17 01:43:16 Carriage is ready Feb 17 01:43:46 I'm not yet. Things going on Feb 17 01:44:05 We're sailing this morning Feb 17 01:44:30 * Morgan looks at her seriously Feb 17 01:44:48 I need more time Claudia Feb 17 01:45:13 Send someone to Sorgi, let him know we're sailing tomorrow? Feb 17 01:45:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 01:45:50 We may need to head to the ship tonight anyway Feb 17 01:46:21 Keep them apart? Seemed like you were doing better after your walk yesterday Feb 17 01:47:44 No, thats fine. *he grins quickly* I'm back to being me Feb 17 01:50:38 Talking nonsensically? Yes, I see that Feb 17 01:51:08 How're you doing? Feb 17 01:53:19 Fine. I'll get a message to Sorgi. You need coffee and food sent up? Feb 17 01:53:48 If its quick, aye. Feb 17 01:55:17 * Claudia goes Feb 17 01:55:32 * Morgan heads off to Molly Feb 17 01:55:34 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 17 01:57:19 * Molly has their bags in a pile by the door. She's checking her hair in the mirror. Varick is asleep on the couch, HH and Inga are stood by the painting of Seb and Ilena Feb 17 01:57:30 HH: Don' see it, meself Feb 17 01:57:40 Don't see what? Feb 17 01:58:25 HH: Inga thinks Ilena looks like Pete's kid Lila, but I think it's just that they're blonde and the same age Feb 17 01:58:47 huh.... can you watch Varick, I need to talk to Molly Feb 17 01:59:25 HH: $shoulda taken the morning advantage, man$ Sure Feb 17 01:59:40 $What, I cant take advantage twice?$ Feb 17 02:00:16 HH grins: $can you? Figured you were a bit old$ Feb 17 02:00:42 * Morgan wrinkles his nose before leading Molly into the other room Feb 17 02:01:22 * Molly sits on the bed Feb 17 02:01:42 What is on your mind, my love? Feb 17 02:02:38 You want me to be honest with you in all things, yes? Feb 17 02:02:53 Almost all things, yes Feb 17 02:03:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 02:03:35 where to start Feb 17 02:04:55 Have I displeased you? Did we get seen yesterday at the boathouse? **the little cough from outside the door reveals that the sound carries here despite the closed door** Feb 17 02:05:24 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 17 02:05:45 quietly blossom... I know who Eckname is and how his identity changes a few things Feb 17 02:07:55 * Molly smiles Feb 17 02:08:04 Oh that's wonderful news Feb 17 02:08:36 Yes... and no... You remember the dr talking about Leopold? Feb 17 02:10:10 The one with the very young wife Feb 17 02:10:18 * Morgan nods Feb 17 02:11:20 The Freiarr... went to the academy early, excelled in sciences, drew a picture of a house with a water wheel, went to Avalon and when he came back, went into the clergy... sound familiar? Feb 17 02:12:33 Oh my god, he's Eckname?! Leopold Rosenkrantz is Eckname! Feb 17 02:12:39 * Morgan nods Feb 17 02:12:54 He then took his young wife to ensure an heir... Feb 17 02:13:15 He was really rather old, even with a young wife Feb 17 02:13:30 * Morgan nods Feb 17 02:13:37 * Morgan sighs Feb 17 02:14:12 It was to cover an illegitimate child, conceived by rape Feb 17 02:15:18 * Molly shakes her head "Wow, that's awful" Feb 17 02:15:48 I'm afraid it gets worse Feb 17 02:17:28 Go on Feb 17 02:19:44 He confessed it to Dr Rosenkrantz when he was dying, made him swear to try to find the child, the actual heir to Insel, thats what he was doing there. He gave him a box, inside is a key and papers to prove the birthright of the child, should they ever be found Feb 17 02:21:28 * Molly just nods Feb 17 02:21:59 The box Varick grabbed this morning Feb 17 02:22:48 Yes? Feb 17 02:23:47 the key opens a vault, with all the paperwork... the letter, I assume is instructions... Feb 17 02:23:52 * Morgan looks at her intently Feb 17 02:25:55 * Molly nods, not getting it Feb 17 02:26:08 That box can only be opened by one of his descendants... Feb 17 02:26:38 * Molly shakes her head, laughing Feb 17 02:26:45 No, no, that must be wrong Feb 17 02:27:03 blossom, what was my trade and stock in the war? Feb 17 02:27:33 Oh, you're good at this, I know. But someone else is wrong Feb 17 02:28:46 No... Leopold told Rosenkrantz himself... he just told me... that box is clearly from the Nieblungen. Now Inga thinks Ilena looks like Petes daughter.... George and Sophie married hastily, suddenly, having anticipated their vows... Feb 17 02:28:57 * Molly stands up, walking around "No, I'm sorry, but this is absolutely preposterous!" Feb 17 02:29:40 * Morgan watches her Feb 17 02:29:49 No, it isn't. Feb 17 02:29:55 Listen to what you're saying! *she shakes her head, her volume increasing* This is crazy! Feb 17 02:30:05 blossom... quietly... Feb 17 02:30:26 * Molly looks at him Feb 17 02:30:41 This is all some big, horrible joke. It has to be. Feb 17 02:30:55 I'm sorry, but its not Feb 17 02:31:18 * Molly shakes her head "I don't... I can't accept this!" Feb 17 02:31:39 I felt the same about all of this Feb 17 02:31:56 All of what? Feb 17 02:32:14 * Molly just paces the room now Feb 17 02:32:21 the Nieblungen, this sheepdog business... but it is true Feb 17 02:32:35 * Molly 's eyes narrow Feb 17 02:32:54 Well, I don't like it, not at all! Feb 17 02:33:02 I didn't expect you to Feb 17 02:33:33 * Molly makes a hmph, still pacing Feb 17 02:34:32 It all feels wrong. That isn't my life! It's not who I am. Feb 17 02:35:41 You are my _wife_. You are Molly Isabella Koertig, Duchess, Veisgrafen, mother to Varick. Feb 17 02:36:52 * Molly picks up her shawl, muttering "Molly Isabella Bloody Rosenkrantz!" Feb 17 02:37:32 * Morgan glares at her Feb 17 02:37:33 stop it Feb 17 02:37:56 I need to go out. I need to ride. Feb 17 02:38:09 * Morgan looks pained Feb 17 02:39:02 * Molly looks pained too, and lost, and scared, and very angry Feb 17 02:39:19 I wish to hold you... will you allow that? Feb 17 02:39:28 Always Feb 17 02:39:40 * Morgan stands up, opening his arms to her Feb 17 02:39:52 * Molly comes to him Feb 17 02:40:23 * Morgan wraps his arms around her Feb 17 02:41:42 * Molly clings to him and absolutely breaks down in his arms, sobbing as hard as he did to HH when he found out Kai had called Elsie "Molly" Feb 17 02:43:10 its alright my love. It may change some things, but it doesn't change who you are, not in the slightest, or what you are to me, or Varick, or Inga and HeinzHarold Feb 17 02:44:00 **It takes another minute of sobbing before she can even reply** It... changes... too... much... Feb 17 02:44:22 No, it doesn't Feb 17 02:46:24 * Molly just nods, crying again. She does this so much that her tears have seeped through to his skin, until she can no longer sob and shuddery breaths fill the space, until she is completely drained Feb 17 02:49:17 I... can't... do... this... Feb 17 02:50:01 You just need to be you, my love Feb 17 02:51:01 Who even am I?! Even the blood in my veins is not what I thought it was! I've become a stranger to myself in just one swoop. Feb 17 02:52:08 No, you haven't. You're the woman I love, who I would give my life for, who saved me from having to taste that porridge again. Feb 17 02:52:45 * Molly makes a little laugh that is almost a little sob Feb 17 02:53:12 You're the woman I'm going to have children with, sail the the world with Feb 17 02:53:37 * Molly nods Feb 17 02:54:40 But our children will no longer be one quarter Eisen, but three-eigths Eisen Feb 17 02:55:29 You are Eisen, and have been since we married. Feb 17 02:56:01 I am allegedly a quarter Eisen since birth. Feb 17 02:56:09 * Morgan shrugs Feb 17 02:56:42 You relinquished the citizenship, my love, you became wholly Eisen Feb 17 02:56:54 All this time since we wed, I felt bad that I was gaining Eisen traits Feb 17 02:57:07 why? We're not _that_ bad Feb 17 02:57:20 * Molly smiles slightly Feb 17 02:57:39 Superstitious, head strong, obstinate. Feb 17 02:58:20 That could simply be being around me... hell, I'm getting more like HeinzHarold just spending time with him Feb 17 02:58:33 My Father... Feb 17 02:58:49 is going to have issues with it... Feb 17 02:59:15 Is going to be hell to deal with. Feb 17 02:59:22 * Morgan nods Feb 17 02:59:41 I will deal with him if you wish it Feb 17 02:59:56 My life, weaved through with Eisen people... they said that. Feb 17 03:00:02 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:00:15 it'd be nice if we could get a straight answer out of them for once Feb 17 03:00:38 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:01:47 All the impossible paths in dreams... they aren't impossible when I am the granddaughter or daughter of Freiarr Insel, are they? Feb 17 03:02:18 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 17 03:02:57 My Father and I at the winter ball, being the Star Girl... Feb 17 03:03:41 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:03:56 * Molly starts to shiver despite the shawl Feb 17 03:04:40 that reminds me... star girls name is Molly Isabella Rosenkrantz... makes all kinds of sense now Feb 17 03:05:01 * Molly sighs Feb 17 03:05:28 And Seb is my cousin once removed. Feb 17 03:05:34 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:06:07 A practical way to deal with a shaky hold on the inheritance Feb 17 03:06:27 I dont understand Feb 17 03:07:23 Marrying Seb and I would have been a practical way to bring the two parts together again Feb 17 03:08:09 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:08:13 Is it cold? I'm freezing! Feb 17 03:08:28 * Morgan rubs her back Feb 17 03:08:32 its probably the shock my love Feb 17 03:08:58 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:09:43 It is a big shock. My Father isn't the son of a common man, he is the son of a nobleman Feb 17 03:10:17 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:10:51 My grandmother... poor Sophie Feb 17 03:11:03 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:11:10 I know Feb 17 03:11:32 I need to lie down Feb 17 03:12:28 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:12:30 alright Feb 17 03:13:03 * Molly does so, staring at the ceiling Feb 17 03:13:19 My head is full, and my heart is heavy Feb 17 03:13:35 I know my love Feb 17 03:14:33 I know it is strange, but could you put some weight on me? Feb 17 03:14:52 * Morgan nods, laying beside her and putting and arm and a leg across her Feb 17 03:15:30 * Molly curls up into his chest Feb 17 03:15:45 What happens now? Feb 17 03:16:10 I think... they should know... and the quickest way to prove it is for you to open the box in front of them Feb 17 03:16:34 So soon? Feb 17 03:19:00 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:19:18 I think its needs to be laid plain so they can come to terms with it too Feb 17 03:20:33 None of it was coincidence... not me getting sick, or Doctor Rosenkrantz helping me... Feb 17 03:21:01 Maybe, but probably not Feb 17 03:21:47 I feel exposed, as if I've lost all my skin Feb 17 03:22:26 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:22:34 I'm not surprised my love Feb 17 03:24:59 I am safe here, I know. It doesn't matter whose blood pumps through my heart, so long as it beats for you. Feb 17 03:25:23 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:26:09 * Molly stays quiet a few minutes Feb 17 03:26:26 I will still want to ride Feb 17 03:27:03 I know. Once we've dealt with them, we can ride together, assuming we can find some horses Feb 17 03:27:51 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:28:50 It does not bother you, the way I have come into the world? Feb 17 03:29:03 just that we go through the world together Feb 17 03:29:24 I couldn't go through it without you Feb 17 03:29:37 We needn't think about that Feb 17 03:29:58 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:30:39 More weight please, my love Feb 17 03:30:45 * Morgan leans on her Feb 17 03:30:53 We'll have to speak with them in a moment Feb 17 03:31:03 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:31:28 I want you to remove the dracheneisen from the box, though. I don't think them seeing that will help in any way Feb 17 03:31:55 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:32:17 I wish to read the letter alone Feb 17 03:32:33 Without me... Feb 17 03:33:03 No, but to myself rather than aloud Feb 17 03:33:16 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:33:18 alright Feb 17 03:33:31 probably best do that before we take it to them Feb 17 03:33:53 It was not theirs to read though? Feb 17 03:34:27 If it contains instructions, they may wish to read it... and if its not there, they'll know its already been opened Feb 17 03:34:46 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:34:49 Alright Feb 17 03:35:20 **There's a gentle tap at the door** Feb 17 03:35:37 * Morgan sits up Feb 17 03:35:39 come Feb 17 03:36:11 HH: *he sticks his head in** just wanted to check y' were okay Feb 17 03:36:48 [He should probably know] Feb 17 03:37:02 Aye. I'll explain it all later Feb 17 03:37:16 * Molly sits up, pulling the shawl tighter Feb 17 03:37:25 [Yes] Feb 17 03:37:34 can you find us a couple of horses? Feb 17 03:38:07 **HH nods** Aye aye, Cap'n Feb 17 03:38:48 * Molly smiles a little, murmuring to Morgan "please hoist my mainsail" Feb 17 03:38:55 * Morgan sniggers Feb 17 03:39:14 Do you want to read the letter and hide the dracheneisen, I'll fetch some tea? Feb 17 03:39:31 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:39:35 Good idea Feb 17 03:39:48 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:39:53 you will tell me what it says? Feb 17 03:40:02 * Molly nods Feb 17 03:40:10 You need to ask? Feb 17 03:40:28 No... I suppose not. I'll get some tea Feb 17 03:40:37 * Molly nods again Feb 17 03:40:51 * Morgan kisses her crown before heading out of the room Feb 17 03:41:45 **HH is waiting in the parlour. Inga looks to Morgan** I: I heard crying, what can I do? Is it about Seb? Feb 17 03:41:57 why would you think that? Feb 17 03:42:22 I: That's what's been worrying you both Feb 17 03:44:03 Its not... I can't talk about it right now, but we will as soon as we can Feb 17 03:45:35 **Inga nods. HH leads the way downstairs** Feb 17 03:45:56 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 17 03:48:18 It's all gone a bit sail-y flap-flap? Feb 17 03:48:42 you banged your head? Feb 17 03:48:51 Nope Feb 17 03:49:15 what the hell is saily flap flap Feb 17 03:50:01 Y' know when it's really windy and some new guy let's go of the rope, then y' got a sail flapping lose, noone can catch the rope, everyone is going a bit spare Feb 17 03:50:24 Loose* Feb 17 03:50:28 * Morgan laughs Feb 17 03:50:54 Something fairly big has occurred Feb 17 03:51:22 Did y' let go of the rope, or are y' chasing it? Feb 17 03:52:00 Chasing I believe Feb 17 03:53:44 * HH nods "Y' didn't make yer wife cry like that?" Feb 17 03:54:16 * Morgan stops Feb 17 03:54:31 I didn't cause it Feb 17 03:55:45 Tha's what I mean Feb 17 03:56:13 * Morgan nods Feb 17 03:57:24 * HH nods Feb 17 03:57:37 * Morgan starts moving again Feb 17 03:57:48 Was expectin' some rude noises Feb 17 03:58:07 I figured Feb 17 03:58:49 Anything y' need 'cept horses? Feb 17 03:59:10 No, I don't think so Feb 17 04:00:26 Need a hug? Feb 17 04:00:54 I'm alright man Feb 17 04:02:00 * HH shrugs Feb 17 04:02:21 Suit yerself. I wouldn' be alright if Inga was that upset Feb 17 04:02:54 I'm busy caring for her... when things have calmed down I'll probably need one Feb 17 04:03:27 * HH nods Feb 17 04:04:00 Not going home today? Feb 17 04:04:13 No. Too much to deal with Feb 17 04:06:08 * HH goes to get on with sorting the horses, leaving Morgan to turn up in another busy kitchen in a noble house. Except this time, the noble house is arguably his father in law's. Feb 17 04:10:38 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 17 11:12:10 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 17 11:12:59 * Molly is still in the bedroom but Varick is awake and playing with Inga Feb 17 11:16:00 * Morgan carries the tea through to the bedroom Feb 17 11:16:37 * Molly looks serious, still reading. She's wiping her eyes with her favourite handkerchief Feb 17 11:17:25 * Morgan puts her cup of tea near her Feb 17 11:17:44 * Molly looks up, thanking him Feb 17 11:18:29 * Morgan finds somewhere to sit Feb 17 11:18:54 * Molly is frowning at the letter Feb 17 11:21:01 * Morgan waits quietly, sipping his tea Feb 17 11:23:12 * Molly continues to work through it before eventually setting it down Feb 17 11:23:29 That was a great deal to take in Feb 17 11:23:39 * Morgan nods Feb 17 11:27:13 * Molly exhales slowly Feb 17 11:27:22 They can't see this Feb 17 11:27:50 no? Feb 17 11:29:51 * Molly pulls her shawl tighter Feb 17 11:30:04 He didn't exactly rape her Feb 17 11:30:50 right... Feb 17 11:34:57 I know where my magic comes from. Feb 17 11:35:19 yours? Feb 17 11:38:42 * Molly nods Feb 17 11:39:24 go on Feb 17 11:40:55 Leopold discovered he had healing magic on the beach at Alrington after a shipwreck. His lungs were full of water. He felt tingly and then better. Then he fainted... Feb 17 11:42:23 I see Feb 17 11:44:22 * Molly nods Feb 17 11:48:10 She found him, with all that beach, one lantern and the full moon. He didn't know what we do, that she would have been drawn to him. **she sighs** He was sparkly. He thought in the moment that it was overwhelming mutual attraction. When it was over, she ran away. He couldn't find her, and realised she didn't want it. He walked out into the sea, hoping to drown. Feb 17 11:49:33 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 17 11:49:40 that makes all kinds of sense Feb 17 11:51:11 * Molly nods Feb 17 11:51:58 Two days later he washed up on a shore, and was taken in and looked after by a couple on the island of Lundy. Feb 17 11:52:22 that explains that link Feb 17 11:52:28 * Molly nods Feb 17 11:54:24 In that time, he reasoned that surviving the shipwreck was impossible without magic, and experimented on healing himself. And then he realised that his knee pain that had bothered him since a childhood injury had disappeared after finding the ball at the waterwheel house Feb 17 11:55:14 silver, floaty? Feb 17 11:56:04 This drew him back to Eisen. You see, the Nieblungen had appeared there after he had popped the bubble, the one that was in the drawings we saw in his papers Papa found at the house. Feb 17 11:56:34 * Molly is frowning again, so she picks up her tea Feb 17 11:57:31 * Morgan nods Feb 17 11:57:37 They had sent him to Avalon, asking him to research the Sidhe. In return, he would get to go into the mine. Feb 17 11:59:50 They wanted to know about the Sidhe?! Feb 17 12:00:39 * Molly sips the tea, still frowning "No... they wanted Leopold on a ship that would sink at Alrington." Feb 17 12:01:05 is that what they told him, or what you are surmising? Feb 17 12:02:06 That is what they told him when he turned up at the Niesfeld Mine demanding answers. They told him something very important was going to happen, and he had played his part in that. Feb 17 12:02:52 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:03:23 * Molly looks at him, looking so very sad and angry "They told him he had to stay away, Liebes herz. They told him there would be a child, and that he must leave the girl and the child alone" Feb 17 12:04:19 * Morgan frowns Feb 17 12:08:47 He told them to go to hell. He screamed and cried and told them he wished he'd never gotten involved in any supernatural investigations. He told them he would never stop trying to find them. They told him they couldn't allow it. He begged them to make sure she was loved, by someone who loved her as deeply as humanly possible for every day of his life. To make sure his child was safe. Feb 17 12:09:58 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:11:03 And George did, didn't he? To the point it destroyed him, and his second wife, and made my Father the man he is Feb 17 12:11:20 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:13:23 He warns that whatever their eventual goal is, they are ruthless in its pursuit, and that their weakness is a lack of creativity. There will be echoes in their meddling, things that happen similarly Feb 17 12:13:47 I think we can attest to that much Feb 17 12:14:17 That makes sense, doesn't it. My Father's secret parentage, Varick's secret parentage Feb 17 12:15:17 You think they meddled with them? Feb 17 12:16:37 They put Leopold there, and my Father was conceived. I have my magic because I "have needed and will need it" on the route to the convergence. Feb 17 12:18:21 That doesn't mean that every person with magic has been tampered with Feb 17 12:18:45 No... maybe it is coincidence. Feb 17 12:18:52 * Molly sips her tea Feb 17 12:19:11 what else? Feb 17 12:19:55 He apologises both at the start and the end for raping her. Whether or not he grasped that it was out of his control, he felt guilty. He had vowed to never touch a woman again, but then he became Freiarr. Feb 17 12:20:10 and didn't really have a choice Feb 17 12:20:29 * Molly nods Feb 17 12:20:51 Somehow... I would like to find a way to assuage the Rosenkrantz family that it was not his fault Feb 17 12:21:09 * Molly nods, handing him a drawing Feb 17 12:21:17 * Morgan looks at it Feb 17 12:24:55 **It's dark, the moon is full in the background. The girl in it is familiar, not just because he has seen Sophie in a painting before, but because those eyes and that particular sensual smile are so close to Molly's. Feb 17 12:27:22 you favour her Feb 17 12:28:20 * Molly nods Feb 17 12:28:52 I could hold this up beside the painting on the Rose, and it's clearly the same girl Feb 17 12:29:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:29:33 aye Feb 17 12:31:23 * Molly looks the letter over again "He prayed for her, liebes herz. Every day without fail, for decades. At the full moon, there was a strong longing to find her, to hold her and apologise. Feb 17 12:31:50 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 17 12:31:55 a longing... Feb 17 12:32:16 She felt it too, perhaps. Every full moon she would wander the shore all night. Feb 17 12:32:38 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 17 12:32:46 thats where I was going with that... Feb 17 12:33:14 It's like it is falling into place. But it's all so sad Feb 17 12:33:53 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:33:56 aye Feb 17 12:35:19 She loved George, I am sure. Certainly nothing Reverend Paulson said implies they were anything other than deeply in love, just young, quick to bed, and in hurry to be married before a child came. Feb 17 12:35:49 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:35:52 I agree Feb 17 12:36:07 Did George know, do you think? Feb 17 12:36:26 I would imagine so Feb 17 12:36:58 I like that better than the alternative Feb 17 12:37:22 that what, he raised another child without knowing? Feb 17 12:37:28 * Molly nods Feb 17 12:40:04 George adored her. He called her on the back of the painting "His heart and soul". A man who loves in that situation would protect her, wouldn't he? **Morgan himself has dreamt something like this, months ago. He had returned from Londinium to discover Molly had been attacked and was pregnant, and had resolved to take care of her and the child** Feb 17 12:40:37 well damn Feb 17 12:40:42 What? Feb 17 12:41:16 I had a dream, months back.... came back from Londinium, you'd been attacked while I was away, and were with child... Feb 17 12:41:58 **More recently he had also dreamt he had gotten her pregnant in Carleon despite withdrawing, and Molly was planning to marry Jaeger and pass the child off as his** Feb 17 12:42:09 Oh that makes sense Feb 17 12:42:48 I swore to take care of you and the child... Feb 17 12:42:58 * Molly smiles Feb 17 12:43:11 That's nice to hear Feb 17 12:44:42 I had one where we had made love in Carleon and you got pregnant... you were planning to marry Jaeger and claim the child was his... Feb 17 12:45:00 * Molly nods Feb 17 12:45:22 You mentioned that. I assumed it was about Edward, Alice and Florrie Feb 17 12:45:44 So did I... but not necessarily Feb 17 12:45:52 * Molly nods Feb 17 12:46:51 I suppose we will never know what George did or didn't know, but I like to think he would have stood by her. Though I suspect Leopold would have married her too, had he been permitted. Feb 17 12:47:55 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:48:09 The drawing is a comfort though. Feb 17 12:48:16 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:48:53 Unless it was his imagination, it is clear in that moment she was not scared or being hurt Feb 17 12:49:59 thats how the draw works, isn't it... Feb 17 12:50:40 I assume so? You want me, genuinely, without feeling at all scared or pained by it Feb 17 12:51:21 leaving me aside... it is quite clear that others feel the desire, they don't feel... forced... Feb 17 12:52:44 * Molly shrugs "I have avoided most people in that situation. Perhaps Heinzharold or Claudia could answer from the position of those who have felt it despite actively wanting not to be attracted" Feb 17 12:53:52 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:57:47 The papers to acknowledge my Father are in a vault at the Bank Of Freiburg Feb 17 12:58:09 * Morgan nods Feb 17 12:58:11 alright Feb 17 12:58:33 * Molly smiles vaguely "Under the name Susannah D' Onim" Feb 17 12:58:48 oh for crying out loud Feb 17 12:58:54 * Molly giggles Feb 17 12:59:30 It feels good to laugh Feb 17 13:01:08 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:04:02 I think I have covered everything Feb 17 13:05:31 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:05:52 He's right, isn't he? The Nieblungen and their convergence... it overrides anything else. Feb 17 13:06:05 Looks that way, yes Feb 17 13:06:23 It doesn't matter who is hurt or dies in the process. Feb 17 13:08:24 I'm going to see what I can do about that Feb 17 13:09:58 **she nods** Like Cess, when they could have saved her too... Feb 17 13:10:41 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:11:31 * Molly watches him, sipping the tea Feb 17 13:12:12 I just don't know what to think anymore Feb 17 13:12:35 I'm going to ask Feb 17 13:12:41 but we cant do anything about it right now Feb 17 13:17:17 * Molly nods Feb 17 13:18:21 If I did not wish to give you children, I might be inclined to tell them to go to hell with their convergence too... It had best be very important! Feb 17 13:19:40 _they_ don't know that though Feb 17 13:22:27 * Molly nods Feb 17 13:22:49 How are we to handle it? Feb 17 13:23:08 * Morgan snorts Feb 17 13:23:10 which part? Feb 17 13:24:48 Any of it Feb 17 13:25:21 We'll think about the Nieblungen... as for Insel, I have an idea Feb 17 13:25:34 Bad enough we need to go to Freiburg to tell Edward he is a father, now we have to go to Sudlachenburg to tell my father he is a son. Feb 17 13:26:17 I'll deal with it my love Feb 17 13:27:08 I am reluctant to put it all upon you Feb 17 13:27:29 * Morgan shrugs Feb 17 13:27:50 I may be able to use that to our advantage Feb 17 13:32:23 Oh? I do not see how? Feb 17 13:32:56 The two of you are about to have the change in your history in common... perhaps it can be used to bring the two of you closer together Feb 17 13:33:30 Edward and I? Feb 17 13:34:03 No, you and your father Feb 17 13:35:56 * Molly nods Feb 17 13:36:20 His reaction will likely be even worse than mine Feb 17 13:37:13 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:37:15 I expect so Feb 17 13:44:58 * Molly gets the raw dracheneisen for under the bed, holding it Feb 17 13:45:23 It's strange... it feels different to yours Feb 17 13:46:07 I had a dream where they are put together... Feb 17 13:46:49 * Molly smiles a little Feb 17 13:46:59 Yours is rather... phallic Feb 17 13:47:37 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:47:48 * Morgan holds out his hand Feb 17 13:47:50 may I? Feb 17 13:48:03 * Molly hands it over Feb 17 13:48:25 * Morgan turns it over in his hands, feeling its texture Feb 17 13:49:01 **It is still beautiful, and physically it feels the same. But it doesn't feel like it is _his_ as his piece does Feb 17 13:49:26 When you say it feels different, you don't mean its surface, do you... Feb 17 13:49:36 No Feb 17 13:49:47 but about its... belonging Feb 17 13:49:57 * Molly nods Feb 17 13:50:00 Exactly Feb 17 13:50:07 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:50:14 how does it feel? Feb 17 13:50:20 Right. Feb 17 13:50:32 * Morgan nods, handing it back Feb 17 13:50:56 I think we'd best go see the dr... Feb 17 13:51:23 * Molly holds it. She concentrates a moment, and it glows pink, like the walls of the Mine did Feb 17 13:53:05 Alright Feb 17 13:53:22 **the raw dracheneisen goes dark again Feb 17 13:53:38 Best pack that away, but... not with mine... Feb 17 13:54:06 * Molly smiles Feb 17 13:54:27 Goodness knows what that might do Feb 17 13:54:31 quite Feb 17 13:55:27 * Molly packs it away before getting up Feb 17 13:55:34 What about the letter? Feb 17 13:57:46 The dr said it was for Leopolds descendants, and since only they can open the box, I'd make an argument that its not for him to read Feb 17 13:58:15 * Molly nods "shall I bring the drawing?" Feb 17 13:58:37 * Morgan nods Feb 17 13:59:01 put it back in with the letter. I won't let them read it, but... I'm not planning on telling them we've opened it Feb 17 14:00:43 * Molly nods, doing so Feb 17 14:00:53 I will follow your lead Feb 17 14:01:06 * Morgan holds his hand out for the box Feb 17 14:05:45 * Molly hands it over "Careful" Feb 17 14:05:58 * Molly smiles a little "Sorry" Feb 17 14:06:00 * Morgan pulls a face Feb 17 14:06:11 * Morgan tucks it in a pocket Feb 17 14:06:17 Come on then, lets get this done Feb 17 14:08:13 * Molly takes a deep breath, taking his hand Feb 17 14:08:18 Alright, my love Feb 17 14:09:09 * Morgan leads her out into the parlour Feb 17 14:10:02 V: Are we going home now? Feb 17 14:10:30 No, we've got some things we need to sort out... can you be brave and take care of HeinzHarold? Feb 17 14:10:46 **The man in question is not back yet* Feb 17 14:10:51 V: why? Feb 17 14:10:59 * Morgan kneels down, whispering Feb 17 14:11:05 I think he's homesick Feb 17 14:13:46 V: Okay, I'll help him Feb 17 14:14:27 * Morgan winks Feb 17 14:14:30 thank you Feb 17 14:14:35 * Morgan stands up, looking at Inga Feb 17 14:14:40 we'll be back in a bit Feb 17 14:15:27 **She nods. Breakfast is brought in just as they leave** Feb 17 14:16:04 * Morgan grabs a slice of bacon on the way out Feb 17 14:16:19 * Molly giggles "Awful timing, a man needs his appetite satisfying before a big undertaking like this." Feb 17 14:16:38 * Morgan stops Feb 17 14:16:46 Would you fetch the oil for nightmares? Feb 17 14:17:09 * Molly nods, going and returning with it Feb 17 14:17:25 * Morgan starts off towards Rosenkrantz chambers again Feb 17 14:17:28 I need some carrier oil to make something similar Feb 17 14:18:18 * Morgan nods Feb 17 14:18:21 I'm sure we can find some Feb 17 14:22:38 * Molly nods. She pauses outside Rosenkrantz's room. Her shoulders are squared, her chin tilting up almost obstinately. Now he knows, it puts him in mind of the painting of the young Leopold Feb 17 14:25:29 just relax blossom and follow my lead Feb 17 14:25:37 * Morgan knocks on the door Feb 17 14:28:10 * Molly smiles, and Rosenkrantz calls them in. Politeness is done, coffee is served Feb 17 14:28:18 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 17 14:29:06 * Rosenkrantz watches them all. Molly looks politely neutral, Seb looks tense. Rosenkrantz himself looks a little more relaxed Feb 17 14:29:33 * Morgan takes the box from his pocket, putting it on the table Feb 17 14:29:37 yours, I believe Feb 17 14:30:46 * Rosenkrantz nods "Thank you" Feb 17 14:31:10 Check it please, I wish you to be certain it is the box we were discussing Feb 17 14:31:31 * Rosenkrantz does so, but avoids the indent Feb 17 14:31:35 It is Feb 17 14:31:45 You have tried to open it in the past I assume? Feb 17 14:34:09 Four times Feb 17 14:34:40 But it would not open... you said it could only be opened by Leopolds descendant, as I recall Feb 17 14:34:57 Seb murmurs: Eleven times. Feb 17 14:35:21 **Molly bites her lip, trying not to giggle* Feb 17 14:36:03 * Rosenkrantz nods at Morgan Feb 17 14:36:08 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 14:36:16 glutton for punishment or something? Feb 17 14:36:30 S: One for each finger Feb 17 14:36:43 * Morgan smiles Feb 17 14:37:01 eleven? Feb 17 14:38:02 S: Hurts on the tip of your nose much worse Feb 17 14:38:23 I can see why he likes you so much. Anyway... Feb 17 14:38:27 **Molly does giggle now* Feb 17 14:38:29 * Morgan looks back at Rosenkrantz Feb 17 14:38:53 * Rosenkrantz looks enquiringly Feb 17 14:39:41 I believe I know who it is, Leopolds child Feb 17 14:40:35 How? Feb 17 14:41:27 Because I pay attention, even to things that don't have any apparent significance. Feb 17 14:44:37 S: Leopold was right? Feb 17 14:45:33 Almost. The child was born early. So, I'm going to tell you how I'd like for this whole thing to be handled, and get your views on it... Feb 17 14:46:55 * Rosenkrantz looks intrigued. Seb just watches Morgan Feb 17 14:48:18 I need you to imagine something for me... imagine everything you know about your childhood, your family, those things you have been certain of your entire life... imagine you are told that, actually, none of that is true. Imagine the upheaval insecurity that would cause you... Feb 17 14:50:00 * Rosenkrantz nods. Seb sips his coffee. Feb 17 14:50:12 Heart-breaking, of course Feb 17 14:50:30 worse, your lineage isn't even totally Eisen, but half Vendel... Feb 17 14:52:30 * Rosenkrantz grimaces Feb 17 14:53:03 Everything you know has to change... thats going to take some time to adjust to... *he looks at Seb* wouldn't you say? Feb 17 14:54:47 * Rosenkrantz and Seb nod Feb 17 14:56:03 So what I would like to do... Things stay as they are, and I will talk with this person... help them come to terms with it... when that is done and they are comfortable with what it means, then we will get you together so you can jointly decide what will happen going forward. How does that sound? Feb 17 14:57:12 S: I would prefer a more direct approach. Feb 17 14:57:25 in what way, to what end? Feb 17 14:59:14 To meet them and to see whether they would be suited to taking the Freiarrdom. Feb 17 14:59:20 S** Feb 17 15:00:02 That can happen... once they have had time to adjust. I am not going to just let them stride and take over if it is not best for the people here. Feb 17 15:02:25 What makes you so sure this person is Leopold's child? Feb 17 15:02:45 Tell me if my proposition is acceptable and I'll explain Feb 17 15:04:52 * Rosenkrantz and Seb look at each other Feb 17 15:05:08 We need to move forward Feb 17 15:05:28 S: I want to be hands on, Father. Feb 17 15:06:31 * Morgan watches them Feb 17 15:07:33 We need Morgan's help Feb 17 15:08:11 what is it you wish to be hands on with Seb? Feb 17 15:08:49 Finding the child and discovering what is in the letter and papers Feb 17 15:08:55 S** Feb 17 15:10:16 The letter is, I assume for the descendant of Leopold, otherwise it would not be in the box... Feb 17 15:11:39 **Seb shrugs** Then my input is not needed. *he stands up* Feb 17 15:11:58 This doesn't work without your support Seb Feb 17 15:12:04 **Molly watches Morgan sidelong** Feb 17 15:12:37 S: You think you know of his child, Father will let you take the box. I am not necessary. Feb 17 15:13:12 * Morgan stands up, moving to Seb, looking him square on Feb 17 15:13:43 of all you've heard of me from HeinzHarold, has he ever led you to believe I am cruel? Or that I would enjoy this sort of upheaval? Feb 17 15:13:59 would he tolerate being my friend if either of those were true? Feb 17 15:15:10 S: No. Feb 17 15:17:25 so, I am asking you to stay, help me help your father, help Insel. I swear to you, there will be proof, and that I am not going to allow the people here to be let down. I know, for all your not wanting to be Freiarr, you care for them and wish to protect them. That is what I want too, which is why I'm here and not just going on ahead. Feb 17 15:22:56 * Rosenkrantz has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 17 15:34:07 * Rosenkrantz (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 17 15:36:25 S: *he just nods slightly* Feb 17 15:36:50 * Morgan spits in his hand, holding it out Feb 17 15:42:13 **Seb does it but he doesn't look happy about it* Feb 17 15:42:41 * Morgan gestures to the seat before sitting down himself Feb 17 15:43:38 **Seb sits* Feb 17 15:45:40 so... are we an agreement? Feb 17 15:46:41 * Rosenkrantz nods. Seb is slower to nod but he does Feb 17 15:47:39 The child... though lets be honest, that term is used lightly given their age, is a man called David Feb 17 15:49:42 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 15:50:14 He is from Alrington? Feb 17 15:50:28 ended up in Tawstock for a time Feb 17 15:50:37 * Morgan looks at the box Feb 17 15:50:45 You are completely certain that is your box? Feb 17 15:52:55 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 15:53:00 I am Feb 17 15:53:42 Would you give it to Molly please Feb 17 15:55:42 * Rosenkrantz does so. They're both watching her Feb 17 15:56:15 Molly, try to open the box please Feb 17 15:57:01 **Molly glances at him taking a deep breath before putting her finger in the groove. The box clicks open** Feb 17 15:57:30 **Seb looks surprised. Doctor Rosenkrantz looks delighted by this** Feb 17 15:57:39 Molly, would you tell them your fathers name? Feb 17 15:58:00 M: My Father's name is David Feb 17 15:58:25 Close it please... and hand it to the doctor Feb 17 15:58:56 **She does so. Rosenkrantz is smiling, but Seb isn't** Feb 17 16:00:10 * Morgan looks at Seb for a moment Feb 17 16:00:24 Will you excuse us, I need a word with Seb Feb 17 16:01:23 **Seb goes out into the corridor** Feb 17 16:01:33 * Morgan follows him before moving further up the corridor Feb 17 16:02:58 Talk to me Seb... Feb 17 16:04:00 You've just told me my cousin is a man who left his daughter to die in a lodging house over something stupid. Feb 17 16:04:06 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Seb Feb 17 16:04:27 * Morgan nods Feb 17 16:04:54 He has come a long way... he has changed significantly Feb 17 16:05:02 * Morgan scratches his nose Feb 17 16:06:00 He's not had an easy life and has made some utterly shit decisions... he regrets them, deeply, that one in particular Feb 17 16:06:33 *He nods* And he should. Feb 17 16:06:45 absolutely. I agree completely Feb 17 16:06:55 * Morgan digs in a pocket before holding out the balm Feb 17 16:07:09 Rub some under your nose, it'll help Feb 17 16:10:14 * Seb sniffs it "what is this?" Feb 17 16:10:36 I'll tell you if you swear to keep it to yourself Feb 17 16:10:46 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:10:54 Its a balm that smells nice Feb 17 16:11:16 * Seb laughs Feb 17 16:11:51 It helps calm me Feb 17 16:15:23 *he rubs some under his nose* Feb 17 16:15:37 I can see that from the smell Feb 17 16:15:46 fish, right? Feb 17 16:15:56 Close. Sea spray. Feb 17 16:16:09 sailor at heart. Feb 17 16:16:24 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:16:29 I was born at ses Feb 17 16:16:32 Sea* Feb 17 16:17:57 My father says I might as well have been. *he looks at him seriously* David is a good man, I like him, HeinzHarold likes him... he's doing wonders with my father, but I will not let the people here suffer any reduction of quality of life, birthright or otherwise. Feb 17 16:21:51 * Seb nods "I am reserving judgement for the time being, rather than responding on instinct" Feb 17 16:22:11 * Morgan smiles Feb 17 16:22:32 I understand... thats admirable. My oath to you, however, stands. Feb 17 16:23:21 If you and your father do not think him fit to be Freiarr, I will abide by that... and this from a man who had the nobles of Fischler digging foundations in the rain Feb 17 16:26:42 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:27:44 It is a decision to be made down the line, not rushed. Insel is my duty, no matter the cost. If I serve that best by being the Freiarr, or best by standing aside, I will serve it. Feb 17 16:27:59 * Morgan smiles Feb 17 16:28:09 titles are nothing but tools... all that matters are the people Feb 17 16:28:17 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:28:21 I agree Feb 17 16:28:28 * Morgan nods Feb 17 16:28:39 Before we go back... I have something for you Feb 17 16:28:49 Yes? Feb 17 16:28:58 * Morgan holds out the oil Feb 17 16:29:27 * Seb smiles, like Heinzharold would Feb 17 16:29:49 I appreciate the offer, but I've always been inclined towards women Feb 17 16:29:59 * Morgan snorts Feb 17 16:30:37 You've spent too much time with HeinzHarold... this will help with your nightmares... Feb 17 16:30:50 What do I do with it? Feb 17 16:31:08 * Seb opens it and sniffs it Feb 17 16:33:20 rub it on your temples when you go to sleep... Feb 17 16:36:57 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:37:02 Thank you Feb 17 16:37:08 * Morgan nods Feb 17 16:37:11 shall we go back? Feb 17 16:38:38 * Seb nods Feb 17 16:38:53 I imagine this means we are related Feb 17 16:39:25 My wife is your... second cousin I believe Feb 17 18:01:57 or... first cousin once removed Feb 17 18:02:28 * Seb nods, opening the door for him Feb 17 18:03:47 * Morgan inclines his head, going througjh Feb 17 18:04:36 **Molly watches them enquiringly** Feb 17 18:04:59 We would've been quicker but we were attacked by goblins on the way back Feb 17 18:05:06 * Morgan sits down Feb 17 18:09:06 * Seb nods "Big ones... the smell... oh, god the smell!" Feb 17 18:09:18 * Morgan looks at him Feb 17 18:09:35 Realistically, they don't need the spears, the smell's enough to incapacitate you Feb 17 18:10:15 **Molly shakes her head a little, sipping her tea** Feb 17 18:10:42 * Morgan looks back at Rosenkrantz Feb 17 18:10:45 where were we? Feb 17 18:10:52 * Seb is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 17 18:11:44 Molly is my great niece. You will speak to my nephew and from there we will work out what happens next Feb 17 18:12:55 * Morgan nods Feb 17 18:14:16 as I have assured Seb before we were ambushed, the well being of the people here is the overriding concern for me in this. Feb 17 18:14:26 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 18:14:50 For me also. But the situation for Ilena is a concern Feb 17 18:15:07 go on Feb 17 18:20:20 She needs to be presented at court to be wed. At present, she is a Freiarr's daughter. If David if to take my place, she becomes the Freiarr's cousin. It will affect her matches Feb 17 18:21:13 You are worried for her future or her standing? Feb 17 18:22:23 Her future. It will be difficult to explain to a suitor or their family about Insel changing hands Feb 17 18:23:04 * Morgan nods Feb 17 18:23:11 we have some time to think about that Feb 17 18:26:47 * Rosenkrantz nods, topping up the cups Feb 17 18:27:09 How did you work it out? Feb 17 18:28:54 I'm very clever. Feb 17 18:29:09 **There are smiles at this Feb 17 18:30:59 We learned some things about Davids parents while we were in Tawstock... it all tallied up, with the exception of the date of birth but, as Seb told us, its possible with the proper care. Feb 17 18:32:06 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 17 18:32:18 What happened to her? Feb 17 18:33:58 she married the man she loved and they lived together until she drowned Feb 17 18:34:08 *Molly sips her tea** Feb 17 18:34:19 Did she have more children? Feb 17 18:34:56 No, she didn't Feb 17 18:35:43 S: There are other descendants? Feb 17 18:36:19 * Morgan nods Feb 17 18:39:51 M: I have two brothers, two sister-in-laws, five nieces, and three nephews Feb 17 18:40:19 That's a lot of children from two brothers Feb 17 18:40:55 **Molly looks at Morgan* And that's only so far! Feb 17 18:41:02 * Morgan nods Feb 17 18:41:37 M: *she frowns a little, but quickly covers it* Feb 17 18:42:21 **Seb and Rosenkrantz take a moment to drinking their coffees** Feb 17 18:42:35 [what?] Feb 17 18:43:17 [I can no longer say my Father is one of seven... He wasnt, as such. George and Margaret weren't his parents] Feb 17 18:44:01 [it explains his not being so unlucky] Feb 17 18:44:24 [and besides, they were as much his parents as we are Varicks] Feb 17 18:46:37 [Yes, you're right. It explains how I can drink blokners] **she smiles, sipping the coffee** Feb 17 18:47:58 Will you want to be telling your wife and Ilena now? Feb 17 18:48:43 * Rosenkrantz nods "They are aware of the search we have been doing for David" Feb 17 18:50:00 I have told my captain we will not be setting sail for another day... if you are not comfortable with us here, we will of course stay on the Rose, but I thought perhaps your wife and daughter might like some time with Molly knowing they are related... Feb 17 18:52:12 * Rosenkrantz smiles Feb 17 18:52:22 You are very welcome here, of course Feb 17 18:52:31 * Morgan looks at Seb Feb 17 18:52:37 I would not discomfort you either Feb 17 19:01:45 [18:54] (Rosenkrantz) **Seb shakes his head** I will be sailing out tomorrow myself, I have a trip to Vendel on my manifest so I am back for Memorial Day **This is December 5th, the day the War ended. It usually involves a candlelight parade and a church service to honour the War dead. The first was in sixty five. Feb 17 19:02:05 **Morgan was there, Dietlinde's hand in his, knowing that the next year's parade would see Morgan carrying their child in his arms where this year Dietlinde had carried them in her belly. In sixty seven, he was in Avebury, sixty eight at Catherine's,  sixty nine on the road between Freiburg and Sudlachenburg  seeing a simple parade in a little village in Wische** Feb 17 19:03:17 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 17 19:05:30 **Molly looks at Morgan** what is this? Feb 17 19:06:24 usually a parade by candlelight and a church service to honour our fallen brothers Feb 17 19:08:32 **Molly nods, smiling gently** That sound important. Feb 17 19:08:42 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 17 19:10:22 Those who lost a family member wear an armband of black ribbon. That is what Adara, Seb, Ilena and I do for my brother Bartholomew and his family. Feb 17 19:11:07 * Morgan nods Feb 17 19:13:03 * Rosenkrantz looks to Morgan "Heinzharold does so for his father?" **That first year, Heinzharold hadn't been able to find a ribbon. Dietlinde had found him one in the sewing box Morgan had given her. HH had blinked back tears when she'd pinned it on him with a gentle, empathetic smile. ((MTF)) Feb 17 19:16:07 **HH, a bit embarrassed by his emotions getting the better of him, had pulled out a cheap brown ribbon, looping it over Dietlinde's head then clinching it around her six-month belly and tying a knot in it, before holding it up to Morgan "Do it again in March, see 'ow much she has grown!" Dietlinde had smiled, not at all offended. Morgan had come over and rubbed her bump** Feb 17 19:16:41 * Morgan nods slowly, blinking rapidly Feb 17 19:17:05 **Molly is watching him, head tilted. She gently touches her knee to his** Feb 17 19:17:20 M: Perhaps we will be in Sudlachenburg again by then Feb 17 19:19:03 **a servant knocks, informing Rosenkrantz that breakfast is ready** Feb 17 19:20:52 * Rosenkrantz looks at them "I'm sure you'll need a few minutes to talk. Come down when you're ready. If we aren't at breakfast we will be in the library** Feb 17 19:21:18 * Morgan nods Feb 17 19:24:53 * Rosenkrantz and Seb lead the way out, and their progress downstairs leaves Morgan and Molly in the hall. She looks at him "Now what?" Feb 17 19:24:57 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Molly Feb 17 19:25:12 * Morgan puts his arm around her Feb 17 19:25:39 * Molly leans into him Feb 17 19:26:18 the doctor seems happy about it Feb 17 19:28:52 * Molly nods Feb 17 19:29:26 I suppose bonds were forged years ago, whilst they nursed me, that are now seen in a new light Feb 17 19:29:55 * Morgan nods Feb 17 19:33:20 you were very brave. I'm proud of you Feb 17 19:33:34 * Molly bows her head, blushing Feb 17 19:33:52 I did nothing, it was all you. It is I who is proud. Feb 17 19:38:03 I... didn't do anything Feb 17 19:38:16 * Molly looks up at him intently Feb 17 19:38:56 You did! You did _everything_! **she smiles softly** You _are_ everything. Feb 17 19:39:26 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 17 19:41:32 * Molly nods, smiling "Yes" Feb 17 19:42:33 * Morgan sighs Feb 17 19:42:42 we need to tell the others we are staying another night Feb 17 19:45:10 * Molly nods Feb 17 19:45:46 We don't have to. We _can_ go to the Rose if it makes you more comfortable to be away from him Feb 17 19:46:43 No, its important to be here I think Feb 17 19:50:16 * Molly nods, taking his hand "You made it very smooth, and I am profoundly grateful for that" Feb 17 19:51:57 I am glad it wasn't as tough as it could've been Feb 17 19:52:34 * Molly nods "There is a lot of pain here, I think" Feb 17 19:53:09 * Morgan nods Feb 17 19:53:10 yes Feb 17 19:58:41 To the nursery then? Feb 17 19:59:35 * Morgan nods Feb 17 19:59:43 I asked for HeinzHarold to arrange horses Feb 17 20:03:11 Thank you. Soon? After breakfast? Feb 17 20:03:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 20:09:00 **They head to the nursery, where Claudia, HH, Inga and Varick are all looking a bit fed up Feb 17 20:10:06 [Oh, we're going to have to tell them something aren't we] Feb 17 20:11:32 [And you have already played the Goblins card...] Feb 17 20:11:58 [I might break with tradition and go with the truth] Feb 17 20:14:11 * Molly sits on the couch, and Varick sits on her lap Feb 17 20:14:40 [I think so] Feb 17 20:15:47 [Would you take Varick into the bedroom and tell him while I tell the terrible trio?] Feb 17 20:19:43 * Molly does so Feb 17 20:19:53 * Morgan looks at his three friends Feb 17 20:20:12 You look pissed Feb 17 20:20:47 **taking the couch now, HH sprawls in the middle, Inga sitting politely on one side, Claudia watchful on the other** Feb 17 20:21:04 HH: Cmon man, what's going on? Feb 17 20:22:20 Noones injured, for a start... the doctor and his son have been looking for a lost family member for years... Feb 17 20:25:14 HH grins: Now Detective Morgan is on th' case, ready to kick asses and solve th' mystery! Feb 17 20:25:27 * Morgan shrugs Feb 17 20:25:29 solved it Feb 17 20:25:56 HH: Disappointingly quick! Feb 17 20:26:14 Leopold, the doctors brother, got a woman pregnant... they were looking for that child... they would, realistically, be the Freiarr of Insel Feb 17 20:27:12 HH: Found a second kid wanderin' round the house? Feb 17 20:27:20 I: Stop, Heinzharold. Feb 17 20:27:40 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 17 20:28:03 * HH puts his arm along the back of the couch, staying quiet Feb 17 20:28:30 C: $never works when I say it!$ Feb 17 20:28:51 in the kitchen, under the pans.... *he takes a breath* Avalon, the ;child' would be around fifty. I figured out who it was, and was laying out the matter for the Rosenkrantz men... Feb 17 20:29:13 $probably something to do with breasts he can touch$ Feb 17 20:31:13 C: $not worth it$ Feb 17 20:31:31 Hang on, like Forrester's age? Feb 17 20:31:43 * Morgan nods Feb 17 20:31:57 I: what?! Feb 17 20:32:17 There's a box that can only be opened by Leopolds descendants... Molly opened it Feb 17 20:32:17 C: **she looks to be absorbing this quietly** Feb 17 20:33:20 I: Oh my! Does she know?! Feb 17 20:33:51 I told her before them... hence the crying Feb 17 20:34:49 Oh man, that's gonna be complicated as shit Feb 17 20:35:02 * Morgan looks shocked Feb 17 20:35:03 really? Feb 17 20:37:39 C: That's why we're staying, build a battle plan? Feb 17 20:37:53 battle plan? Feb 17 20:39:22 C: Dealing with Forrester, what's going to happen next Feb 17 20:39:51 I have an idea already, but I think Molly and the Rosenkrantz family could do with some time together with this new information Feb 17 20:43:08 * HH nods Feb 17 20:43:13 And us? Feb 17 20:44:33 I figure Seb will want to lean on you... but if you wish to go back to the ship, I'm not going to stop you Feb 17 20:46:21 Nah, if we can help, this is where we're gonna be Feb 17 20:46:32 * Morgan nods Feb 17 20:49:19 I: What else can we do, Morgan? Feb 17 20:50:27 I think Molly would benefit from your support... a lot has changed for her, she needs to see that we are not one of those things Feb 17 20:51:27 I: *she nods* Feb 17 20:51:42 She's part Eisen... Feb 17 20:51:58 C: She's nobility. Feb 17 20:52:00 by birth now, yes... Feb 17 20:52:37 Huh. Explains some stuff. Feb 17 20:53:02 * Morgan takes a flask from his pocket, sipping at it before putting it away Feb 17 20:53:04 such as? Feb 17 20:53:16 * HH holds out his hand for it Feb 17 20:53:49 * Morgan takes it out, throwing it to him Feb 17 20:54:20 Forrester, for one. He took to Sudlachenburg like a duck t' water. You know them forrins normally have to adjust to... well... **he hoiks his them at Claudia** people like that Feb 17 20:55:05 some of his attitudes, tendencies aren't exactly Avalonian, either... not that we're stubborn, of course just.... strong willed Feb 17 20:55:17 **Claudia snatches the flask before HH gets to drink, sipping it before reaching round to offer it to Inga** Feb 17 20:55:40 Who does tha' sound like? Feb 17 20:56:21 enlighten me Feb 17 20:56:29 Yer wife. Feb 17 20:59:51 obviously Feb 17 21:02:29 C: She's taken to a sword ridiculously well for an Avalonian. Feb 17 21:03:00 * HH points at Claudia, nodding as if to say she's spot on Feb 17 21:03:15 I figured that was just her wonderful tutor Feb 17 21:06:19 * HH grins, pointing at Claudia again Feb 17 21:06:56 C: No, too quick. I've taught enough to know. She's got a natural aptitude. Feb 17 21:07:08 * Morgan nods Feb 17 21:09:40 I: How quickly she learnt Eisen... Feb 17 21:09:57 our language isn't in our blood... Feb 17 21:10:33 I: *she shrugs* maybe it is, a little bit Feb 17 21:11:09 What about 'ow she tolerated the most Eisen version of you? Feb 17 21:13:04 but I'm a delight Feb 17 21:13:22 * HH grins then starts sipping from Morgan's flask** C: Or her rubbing your Father the wrong way so often? **HH starts to choke on the alcohol** Feb 17 21:14:08 **Claudia shudders, and Inga looks disgusted too** Feb 17 21:14:31 that is because he has, as certain people have mentioned, a stick up his backside Feb 17 21:15:08 I: What about her not having the Forrester bad luck? Feb 17 21:15:42 No, I'm with you on that one Feb 17 21:20:12 * HH chuckles, chucking the flask back Feb 17 21:20:45 Yesterday when she was talking about Forrester luck, she said "I am not a Forrester" Feb 17 21:21:00 She's a Koertig Feb 17 21:21:32 Through and through. *he grins* Feb 17 21:21:39 * Morgan nods Feb 17 21:22:47 C: how come the family lost contact? Feb 17 21:32:27 complicated. He was shipwrecked and drowned but felt all tingly and managed to survive.... Feb 17 21:34:54 Sounds a bit **he wiggles his fingers to imply magic** Feb 17 21:35:07 * Morgan nods Feb 17 21:35:10 exactly Feb 17 21:35:26 Inherited it then? Feb 17 21:36:11 Leopold didn't know he could do it... he washed up on the shore and was found by Sophie... you know how it goes when that particular talent is used like that... Feb 17 21:37:37 **HH and Claudia nod wearily** Feb 17 21:38:04 I: It wouldn't make a young girl in love cheat on her love with a stranger though? Feb 17 21:38:17 apparently it did Feb 17 21:38:32 **HH and Claudia look at each other a moment** Feb 17 21:38:53 I: That's sad for Molly's gr-... George. Feb 17 21:39:27 He's her grandfather... same as Varick is my son... Feb 17 21:42:47 I: *she nods* Feb 17 21:43:30 So the draw happened, and they resolved it like you pair do... Feb 17 21:43:48 * HH grins, trying to embarrass Morgan* Feb 17 21:45:21 indeed. After, they regained their senses.... he believed he forced himself on her and walked into the sea hoping to drown Feb 17 21:46:47 **HH and Inga look shocked. Claudia doesn't react** Feb 17 21:47:17 Aww man, that's not how it is with th' draw. Noone can control that shit Feb 17 21:47:46 * Morgan nods Feb 17 21:48:00 regardless, thats what he felt. He washed up two days later on Lundy Feb 17 21:48:24 I: That's an odd coincidence Feb 17 21:49:26 * Morgan shrugs Feb 17 21:50:02 thats where the current goes. Once he'd been nursed back to health, he entered the clergy until he became Freiarr Feb 17 21:52:03 * HH bolts up from the couch Feb 17 21:52:10 Fucking Eckname! Feb 17 21:52:44 * Morgan watches him Feb 17 21:53:56 David's fifty, so born th' same year y' said Eckname went off the map Feb 17 21:54:10 yes... Feb 17 21:56:57 Eckname became a priest, Leopold became a priest. See where I'm goin'? Feb 17 21:57:38 go on... Feb 17 22:02:13 Leopold is in a Shipwreck ending up on Lundy. Eckname writes a book years later under another alias an' signs it to the owners of Lundy for their care an 'ospitality Feb 17 22:02:44 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:03:58 Leopold can **magic finger waves**. Eckname poked a weird. Feb 17 22:04:14 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:04:51 Leopold was a noble, educated, wealthy family. Eckname had t' be all them too Feb 17 22:05:51 uh huh Feb 17 22:05:54 * HH sits back down, grinning "Seems pretty o'vious to me, man" Feb 17 22:06:16 I: *she smiles at HH* you're so clever! Feb 17 22:06:33 **Claudia rolls her eyes at Morgan** Feb 17 22:06:54 * Morgan smiles faintly Feb 17 22:09:53 Rosenkrantz knows all this? Feb 17 22:10:20 I posited such Feb 17 22:11:07 He was skeptical Feb 17 22:12:19 I: He knows about the talent? Feb 17 22:12:32 No no no... Feb 17 22:14:39 * HH is obviously thinking hard Feb 17 22:14:58 I: I wouldn't think Molly would want them knowing so soon Feb 17 22:15:21 No... they don't need to know that Feb 17 22:17:44 C: We are sailing tomorrow? Feb 17 22:18:29 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:19:41 * HH is nodding to himself now. Repeatedly. Drawn out. It's comical Feb 17 22:19:59 C: *she sniffs* You broke Heinzharold. Feb 17 22:20:07 quiet though, isn't it Feb 17 22:20:23 C: Bliss. Feb 17 22:20:48 Ever been stabbed in the guts? Feb 17 22:21:10 * Morgan tilts his head briefly Feb 17 22:21:11 yes Feb 17 22:22:38 Hurts like hell. Feb 17 22:22:56 C: **she looks at Morgan* He threatening us? Feb 17 22:23:22 I'm not entirely sure actually Feb 17 22:26:14 Reck'n yer gut stab woulda hurt less if Molly had numbed ya? Feb 17 22:26:38 C: If he's got a point, he's slow to get there Feb 17 22:26:54 $That's why my wife loves me so much$ Feb 17 22:27:10 I dare say so... why? Feb 17 22:27:39 Can y' imagine having hands in yer innards without being numbed? Feb 17 22:32:00 I assume you've got a point you're trying to make... Feb 17 22:32:07 * HH nods Feb 17 22:32:52 Elsie and Thomas, Adara and Ilena. Magic being used t' numb and get the babes out Feb 17 22:33:52 I'm not sure about Adara... unless the good doctor is keeping that well and truly quiet Feb 17 22:34:28 No, Leopold was at the delivery. He did all the stuff Molly did Feb 17 22:34:55 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:35:00 you're right Feb 17 22:35:32 There's no way y' could do that to someone without agony, just didn' occur to me at the time Feb 17 22:36:16 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:36:19 me either Feb 17 22:36:37 I: That means Molly's talent is really valuable, doesn't it? Feb 17 22:37:05 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:39:43 **There's a knock from the inside of the bedroom door** Feb 17 22:39:59 V: Papa, can I come back now? Feb 17 22:40:51 Yes, you can Feb 17 22:41:34 **Varick comes back in** Mama fell asleep Feb 17 22:42:24 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:42:32 did she tell you whats going on? Feb 17 22:42:36 $must have worn her out at the boathouse$ Feb 17 22:43:31 V: We're staying again tonight. You and Mama are going for a ride before lunch, then later we'll go for a walk Feb 17 22:44:15 Did she tell you why? Feb 17 22:48:00 The Rosenkrantzs' want us to stay Feb 17 22:49:09 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:50:09 They planning to feed us again? Feb 17 22:50:23 C: You already had breakfast Feb 17 22:50:59 I could go again **He grins. Claudia rolls her eyes, but Ings blushes** Feb 17 22:53:39 * Morgan shakes his head briefly Feb 17 22:54:32 V: I could go again too. **he nods* Feb 17 22:55:40 * Morgan picks Varick up Feb 17 22:55:46 shall we get you something else to eat? Feb 17 22:56:24 Want me t' take him, you can wake up Sleeping Beauty and meet us there? Feb 17 22:57:08 * Morgan nods Feb 17 22:57:13 if the young man is alright with that Feb 17 23:00:58 **Varick goes onto HHs shoulders, and HH prances around pretending to be a horse. Claudia and Inga go with them, leaving Morgan to the quiet. Feb 18 00:36:56 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 18 13:09:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 18 13:09:46 * Molly is asleep, on his side of the bed Feb 18 13:10:41 * Morgan sits by her, stroking her hair Feb 18 13:13:53 * Molly stirs, murmuring "Sorry" Feb 18 13:14:17 You've had a lot to deal with, its understandable Feb 18 13:16:24 * Molly stretches, watching him Feb 18 13:16:33 Is everyone alright? Feb 18 13:17:00 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:17:03 concerned for you Feb 18 13:17:25 I'm... *she nods* I'm going to be alright Feb 18 13:17:35 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:17:58 I did not mean to be rude earlier Feb 18 13:18:03 * Molly sits up Feb 18 13:18:05 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 18 13:18:06 when? Feb 18 13:18:30 About my dismay at having Eisen blood. It was not meant to offend you Feb 18 13:19:12 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:21:45 It's a shock. I love Eisen, for months I have felt like I belonged here, not Avalon. I thought it was just that my future was here... Feb 18 13:22:47 * Morgan nods, saying nothing Feb 18 13:24:52 * Molly watches him Feb 18 13:24:57 I have hurt you. Feb 18 13:26:00 Only a little Feb 18 13:27:26 How do I fix that, liebes herz? Feb 18 13:27:47 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 13:28:33 * Molly puts her hand on his thigh Feb 18 13:28:37 Talk to me... Feb 18 13:30:52 my being upset is unreasonable Feb 18 13:31:47 If it is in the way I think it is, then it isn't unreasonable at all Feb 18 13:32:34 Given what you had just discovered, it is understandable Feb 18 13:33:16 It is not a rejection of you. I know you have always been fiercely proud of your heritage, both Eisen and Avalonian Feb 18 13:35:12 and that heritage, when you discovered it was yours, disgusted you Feb 18 13:38:49 I was shocked, and it feels incorrect to me that I am anything other than Avalonian blooded. Feb 18 13:39:30 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 18 13:41:54 Typical Eisen traits are not the traits I have aimed to retain and cultivate Feb 18 13:45:29 typical? Feb 18 13:46:58 The ones everyone talks of Feb 18 13:47:30 the ones non Eisens talk of... Feb 18 13:47:56 * Molly nods "I suppose so" Feb 18 13:49:13 * Morgan sighs Feb 18 13:49:18 and the arrogant Eiseners Feb 18 13:51:45 The ones who are not gentle and soft Feb 18 13:52:43 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:53:29 * Molly smiles Feb 18 13:53:36 It's so stupid. Feb 18 13:53:54 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 13:55:01 I love you, as you are, as you were, and as you will be. Eisen is part of that, in your blood. I love that about you Feb 18 13:55:23 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:57:45 * Molly kisses his cheek "I'll adjust. I can be both soft and partly Eisen" Feb 18 13:58:03 * Morgan nods Feb 18 13:58:05 yes you can Feb 18 14:00:46 * Molly smiles Feb 18 14:00:57 And you're soft in your own way Feb 18 14:01:35 you think? Feb 18 14:02:20 * Molly nods Feb 18 14:02:30 I do Feb 18 14:03:43 * Molly smiles, resting her forehead to his cheek "I think you're getting softer, too." Feb 18 14:04:19 you think so? Feb 18 14:05:15 Mmhmm Feb 18 14:06:28 what makes you say so? Feb 18 14:06:36 The older ladies yesterday, your care for Varick and Florrie, that you cared about Seb's nightmares even whilst you wanted to be far away from him Feb 18 14:08:27 I figured they would be a decent source of information... Feb 18 14:09:05 * Molly looks at him smiling as she murmurs "are you trying to convince me or you?" Feb 18 14:09:28 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 18 14:09:50 * Molly kisses him briefly Feb 18 14:10:13 Does it trouble you that I think you are softening? Feb 18 14:10:28 No, not really Feb 18 14:13:05 * Molly nods Feb 18 14:13:47 Good. You have a tender heart, though it is buried deep Feb 18 14:15:53 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:16:11 I am becoming... more like I used to be, though less naive according to Claudia Feb 18 14:16:35 How do _you_ feel about that? Feb 18 14:16:43 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 14:19:31 * Molly watches him patiently Feb 18 14:19:46 * Morgan sighs Feb 18 14:20:03 I don't know... I'm certainly easier to be around Feb 18 14:21:25 But something troubles you? Feb 18 14:21:43 I don't know... it feels like I'm not necessarily _me_ anymore Feb 18 14:26:03 * Molly smiles gently Feb 18 14:26:18 I can understand that Feb 18 14:26:40 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:29:14 If you are closer to how you were, perhaps you are becoming you _again_ Feb 18 14:30:55 maybe Feb 18 14:31:23 But you do not wish to? Feb 18 14:31:53 I don't know... its... frightening, being open to being hurt again Feb 18 14:32:18 Why would being like you were before make that more likely? Feb 18 14:33:35 means I'm more likely to be more deeply wounded Feb 18 14:34:24 * Molly tilts her head, taking a moment to work out how best to convey it before speaking "You have blamed that old, gentler version of yourself for not being sceptical or suspicious enough when he needed to be?" Feb 18 14:37:10 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:39:52 And a return to that comes with worries of missing something important? Feb 18 14:40:01 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:41:16 The old you did not deserve your animosity. *she looks serious* Feb 18 14:43:52 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 18 14:47:05 * Molly watches him, wanting to reach out to him and make him understand, but also not wanting to push him. So she says nothing, just watching him with a helpless frown Feb 18 14:47:44 * Morgan shakes his head briefly Feb 18 14:47:50 the horses are arranged Feb 18 14:49:40 * Molly nods solemnly, standing up Feb 18 14:49:56 I need to eat before we go Feb 18 14:51:01 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:51:02 alright Feb 18 14:52:58 * Molly gets ready, and soon they're walking down the hall. She says nothing, but takes his hand, holding it firmly Feb 18 14:54:20 You did not tell Varick... Feb 18 14:54:49 No, I did not Feb 18 14:54:57 why? Feb 18 14:55:58 A few reasons. Firstly, I was not ready. Secondly, I couldn't find the words, and lastly I wasn't sure he would not blurt it out Feb 18 14:56:36 * Morgan nods Feb 18 14:56:58 alright. I've explained it to the others... HeinzHarold was very proud of himself for figuring out Eckname and Leopold are one and the same Feb 18 14:57:31 I am somewhat disappointed that I did not. Feb 18 14:59:36 He only figured it out once I laid out the timeline.... which is when I figured it out too Feb 18 14:59:52 * Molly nods Feb 18 15:00:46 Normally I'd have been... enquiring enough to find out more from Doctor Rosenkrantz about his family... Feb 18 15:01:05 but you were more concerned with my own stupid issues Feb 18 15:01:13 * Molly frowns Feb 18 15:01:23 It isn't stupid to fear losing me. Feb 18 15:02:08 it clouded our minds Feb 18 15:02:58 * Molly nods Feb 18 15:03:36 There was so much going on. Elsie, Florrie, Seb Feb 18 15:04:47 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:05:07 If I had discovered he had been a priest... Feb 18 15:05:46 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 15:06:37 My puzzle-solving skills are important to you. I should have worked this out. Feb 18 15:07:54 No, _you_ are important to me. Given, as you say, Elsie, Florrie, Seb, Dau, its not surprising we all didn't see it... Feb 18 15:08:09 * Molly blushes, smiling Feb 18 15:08:19 I was distracted. Feb 18 15:09:49 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:11:42 **They get to the bottom of the stairs** This house, it feels oddly familiar now. Feb 18 15:12:01 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:12:23 That probably sounds silly Feb 18 15:12:43 why would it? Feb 18 15:15:22 I've not been here, except in the stable before... you know. Feb 18 15:16:10 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:20:54 Maybe it's the Avalonian influences in the decor Feb 18 15:21:16 maybe Feb 18 15:23:01 **They join the others for breakfast. Adara and Ilena have joined them too, though their lack of strong response implies they don't know yet. Molly sits next to Varick and starts to put food on her plate. The meal goes well, and afterwards Rosenkrantz wants to show Molly something in the library. He hangs back enough to talk to Morgan Feb 18 15:23:06 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 18 15:23:30 How would you like to handle telling Adara and Ilena? Feb 18 15:24:07 The problem with asking me is I simply don't know them well enough to predict their response Feb 18 15:25:48 * Rosenkrantz smiles "they will happy" Feb 18 15:26:04 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:26:29 then I suggest you tell them we have discovered who the child you were looking for is, and that they can meet that childs descendant Feb 18 15:28:13 * Rosenkrantz nods "I'll get them and bring them to the library. I've put the family tree on the table, I thought Molly would like to see it" Feb 18 15:28:54 * Rosenkrantz is now known as Molly Feb 18 15:29:30 [Molly, the doctor would like to show you the family tree and tell Adara and Ilena. Are you ready for that?] Feb 18 15:29:54 [I think so] Feb 18 15:30:04 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:30:22 Alright. I daresay she'll need to ride to clear her mind some afterwards though Feb 18 15:30:44 R: Of course **he turns back the way he came** Feb 18 15:31:09 * Molly looks out of the library window over the pounding sea and the grey clouds Feb 18 15:31:42 I could spend hours watching this. An ideal house for a sailor who must live on land Feb 18 15:32:00 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:32:15 very useful for local forces too... or should've been Feb 18 15:33:11 * Molly smiles Feb 18 15:33:18 Until you. Feb 18 15:33:38 **The family tree is on a table close to Morgan, spread open Feb 18 15:33:42 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 18 15:34:13 And, I suppose, Heinzharold Feb 18 15:35:02 * Morgan nods Feb 18 15:35:07 couldn't have done it without him Feb 18 15:35:31 You're always the hero in my stories Feb 18 15:36:01 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 18 15:36:01 ((Resists the urge to look at the tree?)) Feb 18 15:36:09 I'm no hero blossom Feb 18 15:36:11 ((no)) Feb 18 15:36:58 Yes, you are. Feb 18 15:37:31 sheepdog... no hero Feb 18 15:38:33 **The tree is quite straightforward, what he expected from what he had picked up from Seb, Rosenkrantz and the village ladies. Seb is correct that his great-grandmother Etelka was a twin. And her twin has a familiar name. Lisette. Feb 18 15:43:02 * Morgan mutters Feb 18 15:43:06 son of a.... Feb 18 15:43:41 * Molly glances over at the almost-profanity Feb 18 15:49:59 * Morgan takes the flask out, drinking some Feb 18 15:52:43 You are nervous about their reactions? Feb 18 15:53:21 No. Feb 18 15:56:11 * Molly looks confused. It doesn't last long because Adara and Ilena have obviously figured it out from Rosenkrantzs hint, and they run in excitedly to hug Molly Feb 18 15:56:38 **Rosenkrantz and Seb follow, both looking more at ease than earlier Feb 18 15:56:53 * Morgan rummages in his pockets for a pencil and some paper Feb 18 15:58:29 * Molly smiles, talking with them. It doesn't seem forced, as if the happiness of the other women is rubbing off. Seb comes to Morgan. "I can find you a quill if you need one" Feb 18 16:00:04 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 18 16:00:23 No, I'll only make a mess... this is just for my own curiosity... Feb 18 16:00:53 * Molly nods, moving away and giving him some privacy Feb 18 16:01:01 **Seb Feb 18 16:04:43 **The others are so busy Morgan is all but forgotten, leaving him to his work Feb 18 16:05:08 * Morgan finishes what he is doing, putting the pencil away and watching the others Feb 18 16:07:34 **They calm eventually Feb 18 16:08:18 R: Molly, I wanted to show you our family tree. It goes back four hundred years Feb 18 16:08:41 * Morgan clears his throat Feb 18 16:08:47 a moment with my wife before you do, please Feb 18 16:09:30 **They all nod, going out into the hall. Molly watches him** I'm alright, dont worry Feb 18 16:11:03 * Morgan holds out the piece of paper Feb 18 16:11:09 You'll want this before you look at that Feb 18 16:14:09 If you've written me a note to profess your love, I promise, I know already *she smiles* Feb 18 16:15:14 * Morgan looks serious Feb 18 16:26:39 * Molly takes it Feb 18 16:27:27 Oh. Feb 18 16:27:52 * Morgan watches her Feb 18 16:28:02 That's... surprising... and not surprising. Feb 18 16:28:07 * Morgan nods Feb 18 16:28:25 To anyone not used to certain types meddling in things, I suspect it will be quite a surprise... Feb 18 16:28:53 * Molly nods Feb 18 16:29:15 How will we explain Feb 18 16:29:48 * Morgan smiles faintly Feb 18 16:29:51 I'll do it Feb 18 16:30:20 * Molly nods, looking at it again Feb 18 16:30:30 Then will we ride? Feb 18 16:30:37 oh I would think so Feb 18 16:30:45 * Molly nods Feb 18 16:30:50 Alright Feb 18 16:32:44 * Morgan takes the paper back, tucking it into a pocket Feb 18 16:34:03 **after being summoned, the others return, coming to stand near the family tree. Feb 18 16:37:23 * Morgan stands off to one side Feb 18 16:37:52 **Rosenkrantz shows Molly the tree, explaining how a family tree works. Molly just smiles and nods along, far from needing the help* Feb 18 16:41:21 * Morgan watches them quietly Feb 18 16:41:49 **Rosenkrantz finishes up, and Molly thanks him** Feb 18 16:43:31 * Morgan scratches his chin Feb 18 16:43:36 Etelka has a twin... Feb 18 16:46:21 R: Oh yes, Lisette. I'm afraid I don't know their surname. Feb 18 16:46:30 She's my great grandmother Feb 18 16:50:22 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 18 16:54:33 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 18 16:54:35 [16:45] (Molly) **They all look shocked** R: They are Koertigs? Feb 18 16:56:31 Weirder than that, Eldreich's too Feb 18 16:59:50 S: Like your son? Feb 18 17:00:38 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:01:00 Rosenkrantz smiles warmly: Well then, that's rather fortunate, isn't it? Feb 18 17:01:33 * Molly smiles [they're happy about it, even if it is complicated] Feb 18 17:02:05 fortunate? Feb 18 17:02:38 R: That we're all related, when the company is so agreeable Feb 18 17:03:01 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:04:09 S: *he smiles at Morgan* I wonder if one of the ancestors that connects yourself, Varick, and I was a very keen sailor? Feb 18 17:05:27 It wouldn't surprise me in the slightest Feb 18 17:05:38 Seb grins: It would explain how we sprang up in families of landlubbers! Feb 18 17:05:57 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:06:08 Very very true Feb 18 17:06:39 * Molly smiles "If you will excuse us, we've had the horses waiting for a while" Feb 18 17:13:03 **They encourage them to get underway, so they head to the stables, the groom going to open the main gate. She waits until they are inside with the horses before quoting something she said in the first dream that started here, smirking. "Do you find me attractive, Hockridge?" Feb 18 17:13:27 * Morgan sticks his tongue out Feb 18 17:13:28 shush Feb 18 17:15:00 * Molly bites her lip, smiling. She gets mounted up, leading out of the yard. The groom pulls the gates shut behind them Feb 18 17:15:26 Shall we go to the church? Feb 18 17:16:05 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:16:07 lets have a look Feb 18 17:16:32 * Molly nods. The sky is getting greyer Feb 18 17:17:00 How are you feeling about the latest revelation? Feb 18 17:18:03 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 17:18:05 I don't know Feb 18 17:19:43 * Molly nods Feb 18 17:19:56 Five hundred years of work to make you Feb 18 17:20:36 I'm not sure... They let Leopold into the mine, and look what they did to him Feb 18 17:20:58 Have him make me. For the convergence. Feb 18 17:21:09 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:21:29 I will do what I do... or what I am made to do... Feb 18 17:22:20 My bigger concern... they can meddle with all of this, all these people... so why do they need a sheep dog? Feb 18 17:24:30 I think its time we asked them Feb 18 17:25:20 * Molly nods Feb 18 17:25:44 Will they answer? And will we want them to? Feb 18 17:25:51 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 17:26:32 We should tell Varick when we get back, shouldn't we? Feb 18 17:26:40 I believe so Feb 18 17:26:48 It's his family too Feb 18 17:26:52 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:26:58 it was anyway Feb 18 17:27:10 * Molly nods Feb 18 17:27:18 I wonder who she was... Feb 18 17:28:43 Not entirely given up on finding out yet... Feb 18 17:28:58 I mean Etelka and Lisettes mother. She isn't listed on the Koertig or Rosenkrantz trees, and on the Eldreich one the space where she should be is blank. Feb 18 17:30:20 * Morgan frowns Feb 18 17:30:25 sounds like... shenanigans Feb 18 17:30:42 * Molly smiles Feb 18 17:31:20 It does. Goodness knows. You were right, you know? Feb 18 17:31:43 * Morgan looks at her Feb 18 17:31:44 what? Feb 18 17:31:55 Last week, when I asked if we should come here, you said "but what if there's something there we need to know" Feb 18 17:33:13 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:33:37 Thats my problem... I just can't help myself if there's something I don't know or understand Feb 18 17:34:42 * Molly smiles, looking playful "You only have one problem, mon petit chou?" Feb 18 17:34:54 hundreds, but thats probably my worst Feb 18 17:35:21 Not being able to help yourself? *she giggles* Feb 18 17:37:54 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 17:40:32 * Molly smiles Feb 18 17:40:47 You're going to behave at the church, aren't you? Feb 18 17:42:04 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:43:08 Good. Me too. Feb 18 17:43:30 * Morgan nods Feb 18 17:45:42 * Molly smiles faintly, watching the track ahead. The sky is greyer but that's okay. They're okay. Revelations of hundreds of years of supernatural meddling and crises over their personal changes aside. Feb 18 18:11:40 **The church is just like in her dream, and she wanders into it with a shiver** Feb 18 18:11:47 Oh, this feels strange Feb 18 18:12:46 creepy... Feb 18 18:16:01 * Molly nods. She looks at the altar a moment, then averts her gaze to the stained glass window Feb 18 18:17:35 I suppose when Seb's grandp-... *she sighs* my great-grandparents converted the area to Vaticine, this church became a relic of an old way of doing things Feb 18 18:17:59 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:18:04 probably Feb 18 18:19:06 * Molly tilts her head "In the dream, my grandfather had loved this church, until he became Freiarr and had no time for it Feb 18 18:19:42 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:20:00 * Molly shakes her head, smiling Feb 18 18:20:19 In the dream, I was the Freiarr's daughter... Feb 18 18:20:46 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:21:18 My grandfather was the Freiarr. Feb 18 18:21:40 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:21:53 Both in the dream, and in reality. Feb 18 18:22:33 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:22:35 apparently so Feb 18 18:23:04 Perhaps it is an alternate path? Feb 18 18:23:19 Could be, aye Feb 18 18:23:36 * Molly smiles Feb 18 18:24:28 Goodness knows what the backstory of a groomsman who would risk everything to make love to an awfully spoilt and headstrong young noblewoman would be! Feb 18 18:25:36 * Morgan nods Feb 18 18:25:55 I doubt it'd be the first time, mind Feb 18 18:26:14 Hmm? Feb 18 18:27:17 That sort of thing, much as people claim otherwise, happens Feb 18 18:28:00 Really? It cannot be that common? Feb 18 18:31:30 common enough Feb 18 18:33:23 * Molly nods Feb 18 18:33:51 It's close quarters, I suppose. Things happen before you realise how far they have gone... Feb 18 19:10:46 * Morgan nods Feb 18 19:18:42 * Molly brushes off a dusty pew with her hand before sitting Feb 18 19:19:00 What happened earlier, when we were discussing Memorial Day? Feb 18 19:19:49 what? Feb 18 19:20:11 You seemed distracted and ill at ease Feb 18 19:20:40 I have not honoured them properly Feb 18 19:23:46 How so? Feb 18 19:24:06 I have not taken part in any of the services while I was away Feb 18 19:24:40 You weren't ready to be at church Feb 18 19:24:49 No, but still... Feb 18 19:25:00 and then it brought back a memory Feb 18 19:25:12 * Molly nods "From the War?" Feb 18 19:25:48 No... Memorial day when HeinzHarold needed a black ribbon Feb 18 19:28:54 * Molly looks thoughtful "sixty five, sixty six? You were gone after that" Feb 18 19:29:26 * Morgan nods Feb 18 19:33:06 * Molly watches him Feb 18 19:33:15 Not a pleasant memory? Feb 18 19:34:23 Dietlinde gave him a ribbon, pinning it on... he was a bit overwhelmed, wrapped a ribbon round her belly and told me to do it again in march, see how much bigger she got Feb 18 19:35:43 * Molly smiles Feb 18 19:35:49 And did you? Feb 18 19:39:59 * Morgan nods Feb 18 19:40:05 was just an unexpected memory thats all Feb 18 19:40:17 * Molly nods, offering her hand Feb 18 19:41:09 * Morgan takes it Feb 18 19:42:56 That happens often? Feb 18 19:43:40 Now and then, aye Feb 18 19:44:13 It must be painful Feb 18 19:44:20 * Morgan nods Feb 18 19:44:21 it is Feb 18 19:44:58 * Molly nods Feb 18 19:45:09 Is it worse than it used to be? Feb 18 19:45:33 its more often Feb 18 19:46:41 * Molly nods Feb 18 19:47:38 Perhaps it means something, or there's a purpose to it? Feb 18 19:48:15 I like to think it means I'm now more able to deal with them Feb 18 19:48:40 * Molly nods slowly Feb 18 19:49:07 I suppose I assumed you have lived with constant flashes of memory all these years Feb 18 19:49:41 Surprisingly, no... Feb 18 19:53:30 * Molly nods, thoughtfully Feb 18 19:53:43 Perhaps this is part of the process then Feb 18 19:53:56 maybe Feb 18 19:56:39 * Molly squeezes his hand Feb 18 19:56:51 I will do whatever you need to help Feb 18 19:58:10 I know my love Feb 18 19:59:17 * Molly smiles. She's quiet a little while. Feb 18 20:00:35 I uhh... forgot to ask how you slept **she blushes at the memory of having boldly accosted him first thing, before Varick went missing** Feb 18 20:01:29 * Morgan tells her about the star girl dream Feb 18 20:02:01 * Molly giggles when he gets to the point of Heinzharold doing the impression of Adalbrecht Feb 18 20:02:13 I am surprised you didn't hit him! Feb 18 20:02:28 I might hit him later Feb 18 20:02:44 Even though he didnt actually do it? Feb 18 20:02:49 ah damn... I'm gon' have to tell 'Im about Lissy Feb 18 20:03:03 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 20:03:06 * Molly smiles at the accent Feb 18 20:03:13 Are you? Feb 18 20:03:20 * Morgan nods, flexing his jaw Feb 18 20:03:27 aye Feb 18 20:03:32 Dont, it's adorable. Feb 18 20:05:02 no its not... I sound like a yokel Feb 18 20:05:35 * Molly smiles Feb 18 20:05:52 I've always found it charming when you speak that way Feb 18 20:06:46 Is that because it fits with the idea of a noble woman seducing a common local? Feb 18 20:07:05 * Molly shakes her head Feb 18 20:07:45 No, but if that piques your interest... *she bites her lip, mischief in her eyes* Feb 18 20:08:33 * Morgan sniggers Feb 18 20:09:26 * Molly tilts her head Feb 18 20:10:20 It was when we alighted from the coach in Avebury that first time, and suddenly you were... completely different. It caught me off-guard Feb 18 20:11:29 * Morgan nods Feb 18 20:12:01 You were... I don't know... extroverted, playful. Feb 18 20:13:21 * Morgan nods Feb 18 20:15:21 Was it nerve-wracking, straddling them like that? Feb 18 20:15:49 straddling? Feb 18 20:16:36 * Molly smiles "Straddling those two personas, the cheerful common farm hand and the grumpy master-at-arms?" Feb 18 20:17:48 It was more that I felt awful for misleading Maelwys Feb 18 20:19:24 We could have stayed elsewhere Feb 18 20:19:40 Nowhere that would've felt safe Feb 18 20:20:13 You were very concerned about keeping me safe on the trip? Feb 18 20:20:30 of course Feb 18 20:22:32 * Molly smiles Feb 18 20:22:46 I loved that trip Feb 18 20:23:16 oh? Feb 18 20:25:10 * Molly smiles Feb 18 20:25:19 It felt special, precious Feb 18 20:26:27 * Morgan nods Feb 18 20:27:30 * Molly strokes her thumb over his knuckles Feb 18 20:29:07 I was spending time with you, alone. For some reason, you were willing to take _me_, just a normal servant, away for weeks, giving me chance to get to know you when you always kept people at arms length Feb 18 20:31:29 * Morgan nods Feb 18 20:35:32 I tried to store it all in my mind. For me, I was certain that when we got back to Tawstock, that brief interlude and freedom we had had was going to be finished forever Feb 18 20:36:12 Wasn't the case, was it Feb 18 20:36:24 * Molly shakes her head Feb 18 20:36:47 Despite how hard I tried, it couldn't be over for me. Feb 18 20:37:33 no? Feb 18 20:41:03 * Molly shakes her head Feb 18 20:42:21 I worked hard. Every time I thought of it, I tried to draw my mind away. I was getting married, whatever we had had in Carleon was temporary and finished. And then you made a comment about having Feb 18 20:43:06 Friends I desired, and suddenly we were talking about it again, and all my hard work had been futile Feb 18 20:43:22 * Morgan frowns Feb 18 20:43:27 I'm sorry I made it so difficult for you Feb 18 20:44:01 * Molly shrugs "I was half in love with you, nothing you could have done would have changed that" Feb 18 20:45:09 Still... Feb 18 20:48:44 No, I was in the wrong. I retreated when we returned. I suppose I thought... *she frowns* I thought perhaps it would be a relief for you Feb 18 20:51:15 Funny how that became a theme... Feb 18 20:51:26 * Molly smiles Feb 18 20:51:27 Oh? Feb 18 20:53:26 hiding your feelings from me to spare mine... Feb 18 20:54:10 * Molly smiles Feb 18 20:54:23 It is just who I am, I suppose... Feb 18 20:55:04 could be Feb 18 20:58:07 Perhaps it is that I knew what could happen if I became a burden or displease those I cared for Feb 18 20:59:17 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 18 20:59:23 understandable to think that way Feb 18 21:00:58 Why do you frown? *she kisses his knuckles* Feb 18 21:02:04 that you believing that is a reasonable possibility is correct... Feb 18 21:04:23 That had I not retreated I would have been a burden to you? Feb 18 21:06:09 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:08:23 * Molly nods Feb 18 21:08:45 That makes you feel guilty? Feb 18 21:09:08 a little... it makes me angry Feb 18 21:09:24 * Molly looks intrigued Feb 18 21:09:28 At whom? Feb 18 21:09:59 David, mostly... for making you feel that that would be anyones reaction Feb 18 21:10:22 * Molly shrugs Feb 18 21:10:59 Without it, I might have developed hopes and expectations where you were concerned Feb 18 21:12:51 Regardless Feb 18 21:14:20 * Molly shakes her head Feb 18 21:14:30 I'm making progress, liebling Feb 18 21:15:12 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:17:40 * Molly watches him intently "Everything I have been through, it has led me to this moment with you. It was worth it. _You_ are worth it. Feb 18 21:18:05 * Morgan lifts her hand, kissing it gently Feb 18 21:18:15 * Molly smiles Feb 18 21:18:27 A wise choice, my love Feb 18 21:18:44 as I said to the doctor... I'm clever... Feb 18 21:19:10 Yes, you are. I wouldn't trust me here either! Feb 18 21:20:07 * Morgan smiles Feb 18 21:21:30 * Molly kisses his knuckles too Feb 18 21:21:49 We should get back before Heinzharold assumes we were misbeh Feb 18 21:22:00 Misbehaving * Feb 18 21:23:01 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:23:02 aye Feb 18 21:24:25 * Molly stands, giving the church a look over once last time, with a little smile Feb 18 21:25:27 Maybe if the family had stayed Vaticine, perhaps that is how it was an alternate path? Feb 18 21:25:34 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:25:36 could be Feb 18 21:27:31 * Molly heads out, smirking at him as she reaches the horse "Get me mounted, Hockridge?" Feb 18 21:28:07 you're getting as bad as he is Feb 18 21:29:18 * Molly giggles Feb 18 21:29:30 He's rubbing off on us both Feb 18 21:29:52 * Molly goes bright red "Oh my god." Feb 18 21:30:01 oh dear lord Feb 18 21:30:18 * Molly swings up into the saddle Feb 18 21:30:26 * Morgan climbs up onto his horse Feb 18 21:30:31 That is an image noone ever needed Feb 18 21:30:58 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:30:59 quite Feb 18 21:31:31 * Molly urges the horse on "If that gets back to him, you are going to be in a world of trouble, mon petit!" Feb 18 21:31:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 21:31:54 nothing new there Feb 18 21:32:12 Not the sort of trouble you are usually in! Feb 18 21:33:06 'm sure 'er excellent-sy wouldn' 'old me accoun'able, on account of 'er kind nature Feb 18 21:33:55 * Molly 's secretive little smile confirms that she would Feb 18 21:34:10 * Morgan huffs Feb 18 21:34:11 dammit Feb 18 21:34:40 I could hold you accountable for hours on end Feb 18 21:35:31 ah, well, that kind of accountin', tha's another matter Feb 18 21:35:44 * Molly smiles Feb 18 21:35:59 Or the worst kind of accounting... estate ledgers. Feb 18 21:36:23 I do believe I've served my time doing that... Feb 18 21:36:54 * Molly smiles, distractedly Feb 18 21:37:01 Mmhmm Feb 18 21:40:18 * Molly looks back to him Feb 18 21:40:27 Sorry, my mind wandered Feb 18 21:41:03 I could tell Feb 18 21:42:19 * Molly smiles Feb 18 21:42:33 Nothing bad... even for you. Feb 18 21:43:00 * Morgan stretches Feb 18 21:44:46 * Molly watches him do so, smiling a little Feb 18 21:46:17 You do that sometimes when you are aroused, you know? **she gives him a sidelong glance** Feb 18 21:46:27 Do I? Feb 18 21:47:12 * Molly nods "Mmhmm. Just a little thing I have noticed" Feb 18 21:47:37 * Morgan nods Feb 18 21:52:30 You did not know? Feb 18 21:53:35 No, I can't say I did Feb 18 21:53:51 * Molly smiles Feb 18 21:54:28 It happens at other times too... just.. it's you, you know? A little quirk of yours Feb 18 21:54:41 * Morgan frowns Feb 18 21:54:45 do I do around others? Feb 18 21:55:25 * Molly raises an eyebrow, teasing him "Be aroused? Only you can answer that, I think!" Feb 18 21:56:00 No, have these... quirks... aside from rolling my shoulders, I know full well I do that Feb 18 21:57:29 * Molly thinks about it "Blinking slowly, that is your tell at poker, and also an indicator you are very surprised or troubled. You do not stretch around them" Feb 18 21:58:12 my tell that I'm bluffing... Feb 18 21:58:21 * Morgan smirks slightly Feb 18 21:59:00 * Molly nods Feb 18 22:00:17 lasts about five hands... Feb 18 22:00:31 Oh, it is a trick! Feb 18 22:00:39 * Morgan smiles Feb 18 22:01:32 Used to clean up in the war... Feb 18 22:01:38 Very clever Feb 18 22:01:58 One would need an unfair advantage to beat you... Feb 18 22:02:20 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:05:59 * Molly concentrates. What he sees is the back of her bare calves, her heels. A hair pin drops to the floor, then another, and another Feb 18 22:06:28 oh thats very clever Feb 18 22:07:52 * Molly giggles Feb 18 22:08:07 Not even very rude Feb 18 22:08:14 You are distracting Feb 18 22:08:37 You are welcome *she smiles* Feb 18 22:11:12 Sadly, my love, you need to concentrate on riding, so you cannot see more Feb 18 22:12:08 You've not realised I can sleep in the saddle? Feb 18 22:13:47 * Molly smirks Feb 18 22:14:02 Should I be offended, my love? Feb 18 22:14:13 * Morgan chuckles Feb 18 22:14:15 no Feb 18 22:14:29 And no, I did not know that Feb 18 22:15:05 Of course, it relies on you not having a stupid horse Feb 18 22:16:30 * Molly nods Feb 18 22:16:46 Xantha is good for it? Feb 18 22:17:20 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:17:27 we have a... kinship Feb 18 22:25:45 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 18 22:37:45 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 18 22:37:49 [22:29] (Molly) Aurora's foal will come in the spring. Like Jarvie's Feb 18 22:39:03 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:39:18 kids going to be known as the foal from now on Feb 18 22:40:23 * Molly giggles Feb 18 22:40:40 I am keen to see them again Feb 18 22:41:30 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:43:40 I think the weather will hold, shall we have a little race? Feb 18 22:44:12 If you wish to... I know going fast helps your peace of mind Feb 18 22:45:48 You help my peace of mind, very greatly Feb 18 22:46:02 I try Feb 18 22:46:11 * Molly smiles Feb 18 22:46:25 First back to the stables wins? Feb 18 22:47:50 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:47:53 very well Feb 18 22:48:03 * Molly smiles Feb 18 22:50:07 Same stakes as outside Tannen? **This was that the winner got to choose the intimate activity the next time they were both in the mood. She hadn't cashed it in when she won that time until weeks later when she'd ridden him facing away so he could admire the combination of her hair and derriere* Feb 18 22:50:38 * Morgan nods Feb 18 22:50:39 alright Feb 18 22:51:16 Three. Two. One. Go! **she kicks the horse into a gallop** Feb 18 22:51:53 * Morgan sets off at a trot Feb 18 22:53:07 * Molly assumes he has a strategy, so doesn't check on him, just pushing the horse within reason Feb 18 22:53:34 * Morgan pushes the horse into a run, letting her win by a long way Feb 18 22:54:30 * Molly is waiting in the stable when he gets back, already dismounted Feb 18 22:55:13 * Morgan climbs down as the horse comes to a halt Feb 18 22:55:32 * Molly smiles "A lady could get a complex that her husband has no curiosities or wishes he wants her to satisfy!" Feb 18 22:55:58 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 22:56:02 what can I say, the horse was lame Feb 18 22:57:03 * Molly looks at him, shaking her head Feb 18 22:57:19 I didnt see any evidence of that Feb 18 22:59:13 maybe he was just a bit sad at missing the view Feb 18 22:59:39 What view would that be? Feb 18 23:00:16 I don't know, I have no idea what a horse likes looking at Feb 18 23:02:10 And you, my love? Did you find anything of Insel worth admiring? Feb 18 23:02:43 I wasn't looking Feb 18 23:03:54 No? Sleeping, hmm? Feb 18 23:04:30 No, since _he_ wasn't paying attention to where we were going, one of us had to Feb 18 23:06:13 Staring straight ahead... nothing interesting to see there! Feb 18 23:06:30 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 23:09:34 * Molly watches him a moment then smiles, heading towards the door "Come along, Hockridge." She manages to nail the tone perfectly Feb 18 23:09:50 * Morgan rolls his eyes following her Feb 18 23:11:33 * Molly giggles. She bumps, literally, into Heinzharold as she comes out. He grins at Morgan Feb 18 23:12:11 HH: Saw Molly's 'orse come in. Wondered what was keepin' you pair! Feb 18 23:13:05 * Molly bites her lip, glancing at Morgan Feb 18 23:13:25 went to see a church Feb 18 23:15:36 HH: *he nods* $you didn't...?!$ Feb 18 23:16:27 I think it must be lunchtime by now Feb 18 23:16:43 * Morgan looks at him innocently Feb 18 23:18:07 **HH stares at him** Feb 18 23:18:23 * Molly looks at both of them Feb 18 23:19:12 I am rather hungry after that, aren't you liebes herz? Feb 18 23:20:20 I am rather Feb 18 23:20:27 **HH looks even more surprised** Feb 18 23:21:09 * Molly glances at HH, then heads towards the house Feb 18 23:21:18 * Morgan looks at him Feb 18 23:21:19 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 18 23:21:21 we need to talk Feb 18 23:21:32 Bloody right! Feb 18 23:21:44 * Morgan waves that aside Feb 18 23:21:47 seriously man Feb 18 23:21:56 Go on then Feb 18 23:22:08 You know how I'm related to Varick? Feb 18 23:24:07 Yep. Fourth cousin or something Feb 18 23:24:22 * Morgan nods Feb 18 23:24:30 by Lissy, my great grandmother Feb 18 23:26:58 * HH nods Feb 18 23:27:09 I 'member Feb 18 23:28:13 She had a twin, Etelka... according to the family tree I've looked at, Etelka is Leopolds grandmother Feb 18 23:28:43 * HH stops walking Feb 18 23:29:05 So you're all related?! Feb 18 23:29:10 * Morgan nods Feb 18 23:29:11 distantly Feb 18 23:29:25 Whoa. Bit odd Feb 18 23:29:31 * Morgan shrugs Feb 18 23:31:24 Okay, what do y' need? Feb 18 23:31:33 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 18 23:32:17 just need to get my head around Feb 18 23:33:49 Need a hug? Feb 18 23:34:10 No, but I'll have one anyway Feb 18 23:34:32 * HH hugs him, slapping his back before letting go Feb 18 23:34:47 'Ow's she doin'? Feb 18 23:35:05 Well... it'll take some adjusting Feb 18 23:36:05 Not cryin', at least Feb 18 23:37:05 No, thats been and done... I daresay her father will be worse Feb 18 23:39:20 Think he's gonna wanna be a Freiarr? Feb 18 23:39:54 Its tough to say... before he came to Eisen, without a doubt. Now... Feb 18 23:41:40 * HH nods Feb 18 23:42:08 Claudia said he has ideas 'bove his station. Turns out, he didnt. Feb 18 23:43:00 * Morgan nods Feb 18 23:43:06 I don't think he's as bad now Feb 18 23:44:01 * HH nods Feb 18 23:44:13 Pete ain't gonna want to do it though Feb 18 23:45:11 You think? Feb 18 23:45:17 * HH nods Feb 18 23:45:32 why? Feb 18 23:46:03 Imagine moving Beth and the kids here. Moving William away fr'm the connections with his Da. Feb 18 23:47:09 To the place that is rightfully his fathers... Feb 18 23:48:23 * HH shrugs Feb 18 23:48:33 More to life than tha' Feb 18 23:48:41 * Morgan nods Feb 18 23:50:30 What's Molly want? 'Cept you, by the sounds of it Feb 18 23:51:25 I don't know yet. I doubt she knows Feb 18 23:53:01 * HH nods Feb 18 23:53:10 Wait an' see Feb 18 23:54:02 * Morgan nods Feb 18 23:54:06 all we can do Feb 18 23:55:31 * HH nods Feb 18 23:56:03 * HH speaks quietly "Church though?!" Feb 18 23:57:05 Would I do that? Feb 18 23:58:42 * HH looks at him Feb 18 23:59:26 In the summer, I'da said hard no... Feb 18 23:59:33 * Morgan smiles Feb 18 23:59:47 it would've been wrong... I don't follow their faith but I can respect it Feb 19 00:00:16 Hang on, are y' saying y' don't respect His Grace? Feb 19 00:00:22 * HH grins Feb 19 00:01:13 his stables aren't a place of faith and worship... unless Isiah has some _really_ strange kinks... Feb 19 00:03:45 * HH laughs Feb 19 00:04:27 Not sure what's weirder, talkin' bout our future Eisenfurst having kinks involving barns, or that you know what one is! Feb 19 00:05:00 saint Morgan of Puritytown reads... Feb 19 00:05:14 * HH sniggers Feb 19 00:05:30 Prob'ly need pictures too Feb 19 00:05:48 Aye, you would Feb 19 00:06:16 'Ard to work out where all the legs go! Feb 19 00:06:26 * Morgan nods Feb 19 00:08:40 Seb says y' gave him some oil Feb 19 00:08:49 * Morgan nods Feb 19 00:08:56 he was flattered but prefers women Feb 19 00:09:11 * HH snorts, then laughs loudly Feb 19 00:09:37 Did y' blush and stammer? Feb 19 00:09:56 As I recall I frowned at him.... means you';re out of luck though Feb 19 00:10:15 * HH chuckles Feb 19 00:11:54 Even if I was like that I wouldn' have chance to chase 'im. Soon as I catch my breath my lil darlin wants more. Balls are gonna look like raisins at this rate! Feb 19 00:13:45 you poor little lamb... Feb 19 00:15:19 * HH nods Feb 19 00:15:45 Y' shoulda warned me about women, man! Feb 19 00:16:06 its your own fault for being so cutesy Feb 19 00:17:20 How y' reck'n? Feb 19 00:18:10 cant keep her hands off you, thats clearly your own fault Feb 19 00:20:02 * HH does the charming grin, letting his blonde hair fall in his face in a way that Morgan has seen him do to many followers of the drum and some Sudlachenburg girls over the years Feb 19 00:20:24 Oh yeah, she def'nitly can't Feb 19 00:22:45 If that's th' secret of my success, wha' the hell is yours, b'cause... *he gives Morgan a once over, then makes a "dunno" shrug* Feb 19 00:23:12 I have a sweet disposition Feb 19 00:23:31 * HH starts laughing so hard he gives himself hiccups Feb 19 00:23:56 Seriously?! Feb 19 00:24:57 * Morgan watches him for a moment Feb 19 00:25:05 He has nightmares. I thought I could help with that Feb 19 00:26:06 Doesn't work on you though? Feb 19 00:26:13 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 00:26:16 not really Feb 19 00:26:38 'Ow was last night? Feb 19 00:26:55 alright Feb 19 00:28:01 * HH nods, opening the main door Feb 19 00:28:31 'opefully more of the same tonight then Feb 19 00:28:41 we'll see Feb 19 00:33:00 * HH heads for the dinning room to have lunch with Morgan's very extended family. It's straightforward and relaxed, and Morgan and Molly decide telling Varick before his nap is wise, so they head back to the parlour Feb 19 00:33:31 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Feb 19 00:51:33 * HH has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 19 11:41:37 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Feb 19 11:54:46 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 19 11:56:37 * Molly looks at a loss of how to start this with Varick, who is sat on the floor organising marbles he must have found here into the sewing box from Seb Feb 19 11:59:01 Varick... we need to have a serious conversation Feb 19 12:01:37 V: *he looks at the floor* I was bad and I ran away Feb 19 12:02:42 We were very worr... scared. I know you get excited and want to help, but it wasn't safe to do that Feb 19 12:04:03 V: You were scared? Feb 19 12:04:29 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:06:10 * Molly is now known as Varick Feb 19 12:06:23 * Varick looks sad "I'm sorry" Feb 19 12:07:05 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:07:10 I know you are Feb 19 12:11:03 V: Do I have to go in a cupboard now? Feb 19 12:11:18 We will never do that to you Varick... ever. Feb 19 12:11:39 But I was bad, and I deserve it Feb 19 12:12:40 No, no-one deserves that Feb 19 12:14:17 * Varick nods, abandoning the marbles to sit in Varick's lap Feb 19 12:14:29 Morgan's** Feb 19 12:17:46 I'm not going to go on about it, I think you've learned you should've listened to Mae, haven[t you? Feb 19 12:23:36 * Varick nods "yes, Papa" Feb 19 12:23:57 now... we have to talk about our family Feb 19 12:25:54 * Varick nods, hugging morgan hard a moment Feb 19 12:28:09 Okay Feb 19 12:33:00 Dr Rosenkrantz had a brother, the Freiarr before the doctor was, Leopold... Feb 19 12:33:39 * Varick nods "I saw him in the painting" Feb 19 12:33:57 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:35:14 When he was in Avalon, he made a baby, but had to come back to Eisen... he didn't know what happened to the baby Feb 19 12:36:13 A bit like Florrie? Feb 19 12:37:05 yes, exactly. The doctor and Rosie have been searching for the baby, though they'd be grown up now Feb 19 12:39:11 * Varick nods Feb 19 12:40:55 I figured out who it is Feb 19 12:41:05 Who is it? Feb 19 12:41:09 David Feb 19 12:41:22 My grandpa David? Feb 19 12:41:50 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:43:50 * Varick looks at Molly, who is quietly watchful, before looking back to Morgan Feb 19 12:44:10 Mama is related to them? Feb 19 12:44:42 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:45:06 Rosie is her... first cousin once removed I think Feb 19 12:47:14 * Varick smiles "He's in our family now?" Feb 19 12:47:37 well... yes... do you remember how you and I are related? Feb 19 12:49:47 * Varick shakes his head "We're far away cousins" Feb 19 12:50:01 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:51:18 my great grandmother, Lisette, is your great great great grandmother Feb 19 12:53:43 Okay Feb 19 12:54:11 Lisette had a sister, called Etelka... she is Molly's great great grandmother Feb 19 12:55:53 We're all related?! Feb 19 12:56:11 * Morgan nods Feb 19 12:56:18 distantly, but yes Feb 19 12:57:46 * Varick smiles excitedly "That's good!" Feb 19 12:58:28 I thought you might think so... its a bit of a shock for Molly though, so maybe you can give her some cuddles? Feb 19 13:04:11 * Varick immediately does so "Why are you shocked, Mama? I like the bum man and his family, they're nice" Feb 19 13:05:57 **Molly smiles, hugging him** Yes, they are. But you remember when you found out that Lady Eldreich wasn't your birth mother, and nothing felt normal? It is like that. **Varick strokes her hair like she normally strokes his** You'll be okay, Mama. Feb 19 13:12:29 **Molly nods** I will. Feb 19 13:14:00 * Varick keeps hugging her until he falls asleep. Molly looks at Morgan "I'll put him on the bed" Feb 19 13:15:07 **She takes him through, and is soon back** that went well Feb 19 13:15:11 * Varick is now known as Molly Feb 19 13:15:33 I think so Feb 19 13:17:24 * Molly sits beside him Feb 19 13:17:44 I rather think that I am the only one who has taken it very badly Feb 19 13:19:09 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 13:19:25 No-one else has had to face such a fundamental shift Feb 19 13:19:36 Not yet... Feb 19 13:19:47 yet? Feb 19 13:22:26 My Father Feb 19 13:23:02 ah, yes... sorry, I thought you meant something was coming for me Feb 19 13:23:52 * Molly smiles Feb 19 13:24:06 There is little I could cause such shock with Feb 19 13:24:37 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 13:27:02 It's wise that Seb is not coming with us to Freiburg Feb 19 13:27:18 Whyso? Feb 19 13:28:40 It's Thursday now, and if the pattern of the sparkliness is correct, that will happen again on Sunday or Monday Feb 19 13:28:51 * Morgan nods Feb 19 13:28:58 it'd be a shame to have to kill him Feb 19 13:29:46 I was more concerned about the worry it would give you Feb 19 13:30:01 * Morgan nods Feb 19 13:30:22 Besides, you wouldn't kill my-... _our_ cousin Feb 19 13:30:26 * Molly smiles Feb 19 13:30:38 If he tried something with you... Feb 19 13:30:58 Even though it was down to the sparkliness? Feb 19 13:32:13 I don't know I could get past that yet Feb 19 13:34:33 Specifically with him, or in general ? Feb 19 13:35:00 with him... Feb 19 13:36:42 * Molly nods Feb 19 13:36:57 I must admit, I feel more powerless now than ever Feb 19 13:37:16 * Morgan nods Feb 19 13:37:20 I thought you might Feb 19 13:37:47 If They decide it suits their purpose, who knows how they will wield me Feb 19 13:38:44 Then giving me any choice over my actions will have been a terrible idea Feb 19 13:40:54 * Molly nods, looking at her hands Feb 19 13:41:06 Because if they use me like that, I lose you. Feb 19 13:41:43 I rather think you are different... Feb 19 13:42:45 Than what? Feb 19 13:43:22 Everyone did what they were intended to do... but they cant predict which path you will walk... Feb 19 13:44:02 You think I would be able to stop it if they made me sparkly around him? Feb 19 13:47:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 13:47:59 I don't know... we haven't really tried, have we? Feb 19 13:48:24 * Molly smiles, biting her lip Feb 19 13:48:32 No... Feb 19 13:48:43 perhaps we should Feb 19 13:49:05 * Molly 's nose wrinkles briefly before she nods Feb 19 13:49:11 Yes, you're right Feb 19 13:51:33 of course I am Feb 19 13:52:59 * Molly smiles a little Feb 19 13:53:09 It has its drawbacks though Feb 19 13:53:14 yes it does Feb 19 13:54:00 We also need to know if I can start it or if we need to wait until something happens that I need to heal Feb 19 13:54:12 * Morgan nods Feb 19 13:54:14 yes Feb 19 13:58:22 * Molly smiles "If that works, and my stopping it doesn't, we should make sure we have some time" Feb 19 13:59:00 absolutely Feb 19 14:00:29 The last time, with Elsie's healing, it went badly **It had gone badly. Their rush to end her sparkliness, whilst he was still troubled by what Kai did and would have done, had ended in a further disconnection between them, despite being successful* Feb 19 14:00:53 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:00:55 yes Feb 19 14:03:39 I don't wa-... I _won't_ go through that again. Feb 19 14:05:01 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:07:04 Do you feel the same? Feb 19 14:07:49 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:08:14 We're getting closer, I think. I do not want to jeopardise that Feb 19 14:08:32 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:08:34 I agree Feb 19 14:09:05 Any distance between us, it's too much Feb 19 14:09:36 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:09:40 yes it is Feb 19 14:12:50 * Molly watches him with a smile Feb 19 14:13:00 We were almost caught this morning. Feb 19 14:13:11 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:13:56 I know Heinzharold has done similar, but it's different with Claudia, isnt it? Feb 19 14:14:27 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:16:52 I didn't want to upset her... Feb 19 14:18:13 but? Feb 19 14:19:35 * Molly smiles slightly "But when I am with you like that, it's hard to stop" Feb 19 14:30:35 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 19 14:38:12 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 19 14:38:16 [14:12] * Molly smiles slightly "But when I am with you like that, it's hard to stop" Feb 19 14:38:38 I know what you mean Feb 19 14:38:53 * Molly smiles Feb 19 14:39:00 You feel it too? Feb 19 14:39:07 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:39:36 A good job I behaved at the church then Feb 19 14:39:43 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:39:45 quite Feb 19 14:40:14 That would be a little scandalous, even for us Feb 19 14:40:42 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:40:55 I cannot say I wasn't thinking of the dream though Feb 19 14:42:35 I could tell Feb 19 14:43:48 It troubles you? Feb 19 14:44:47 No, not really Feb 19 14:47:33 I couldn't stop it, not when it was identical there Feb 19 14:48:17 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:48:27 Besides, it is hardly an active church Feb 19 14:48:41 No, it isn't Feb 19 14:48:55 * Molly tilts her head, thoughtful Feb 19 14:52:00 If Theus is everywhere, doesn't that mean it is always in his presence? Feb 19 14:52:16 * Morgan nods Feb 19 14:54:27 That's... that's rather odd Feb 19 14:55:24 why? Feb 19 14:56:48 I'd never thought of it that way Feb 19 14:57:18 Obviously, the vaticine believe you can't commune with him outside of a church... Feb 19 14:57:47 * Molly nods Feb 19 14:58:24 Which I disagree with, but... I suppose I assumed intimacy was somehow private Feb 19 14:58:38 * Morgan starts to laugh Feb 19 14:58:52 * Molly blushes Feb 19 14:58:58 That is funny? Feb 19 14:59:22 I just had an image of the almighty blushing and looking the other way... Feb 19 14:59:33 * Molly giggles Feb 19 15:00:13 He looks down over us and says "Oh dear, they are at it again!" Feb 19 15:00:56 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:01:00 indeed Feb 19 15:05:25 Maybe He tries to overlook it, like we are doing when Varick calls Seb the bum man. Feb 19 15:05:40 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:05:42 could be Feb 19 15:06:04 He could've been decent in intelligence, I think... Feb 19 15:06:04 * Molly smiles "Which is actually a bit worse than The Man With The Bum, isn't it?" Feb 19 15:06:26 Varick? Feb 19 15:06:31 Seb Feb 19 15:06:48 Ah. How do you feel about that now? Feb 19 15:06:54 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 15:09:30 Earlier, when he went along so deadpan with your goblin story... Feb 19 15:09:47 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:10:10 It threw me, I must say. I hadn't seen as much of it as you had, but... Feb 19 15:10:46 what? Feb 19 15:14:33 But that struck me. It was very much your humour Feb 19 15:14:49 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:15:15 no-one believes he's like me... though Claudia says he's what would happen if HeinzHarold and I had a child Feb 19 15:16:50 * Molly giggles Feb 19 15:16:57 Oh my goodness. Feb 19 15:20:50 It is still bothering you that you are similar? Feb 19 15:21:03 some, I suppose Feb 19 15:22:41 Do you wish to discuss that? Feb 19 15:22:57 Not especially... I dare say it'll pass Feb 19 15:25:35 * Molly nods Feb 19 15:25:53 What would you like to do with Varick's nap time? Feb 19 15:26:21 * Morgan sighs Feb 19 15:26:24 I don't know Feb 19 15:27:13 Is something wrong? Feb 19 15:28:10 I'm sure there's something I should be doing Feb 19 15:30:56 I cannot think of anything Feb 19 15:33:18 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:34:11 We could lie on the couch, like before we left the Rose...? Feb 19 15:34:16 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:34:19 that sounds nice Feb 19 15:35:49 * Molly gets up taking off her shoes whilst waiting for him to get into position Feb 19 15:36:21 * Morgan does so Feb 19 15:37:13 * Molly lies close, facing in to him. She smiles gently, big blue eyes at his eye height Feb 19 15:37:34 It's unusual, not looking up at you Feb 19 15:38:35 I was thinking, this is what it'd be like if you were a normal height... Feb 19 15:38:49 * Molly looks mock offended Feb 19 15:38:57 How rude you are! Feb 19 15:39:16 I know, I'm horrid Feb 19 15:39:28 Mmhmm... simply wicked. Feb 19 15:41:10 * Morgan nods Feb 19 15:41:20 Besides, were I always at this height, I would be able to do this more often **She opens eyes wider, batting her eye lids, looking sweet and innocent** Feb 19 15:41:52 looks weird on a normal sized person Feb 19 15:42:27 * Molly pouts "not 'cute'?" Feb 19 15:43:03 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 15:43:09 at a push maybe Feb 19 15:43:26 * Molly shrugs, smirking "Were I a normal size, you would be unable to have me against doors, trees and boat houses..." Feb 19 15:43:47 Not at all, your legs would just stick out further Feb 19 15:44:51 It would be awkward to kiss me at the same time though Feb 19 15:45:03 * Morgan shrugs Feb 19 15:45:04 maybe Feb 19 15:45:22 Jarvie is about your height... *she giggles* Feb 19 15:46:11 more or less Feb 19 15:47:30 * Molly 's nose wrinkles Feb 19 15:47:40 She'd never tolerate you Feb 19 15:48:14 god no Feb 19 15:48:51 * Molly smiles, stroking his face tenderly Feb 19 15:49:00 That would have been an awful pairing Feb 19 15:50:26 yes it would Feb 19 15:51:55 * Molly smiles Feb 19 15:52:21 Mina would have been a good match Feb 19 15:53:26 maybe... but I'm less than certain Feb 19 15:55:14 Oh? Feb 19 15:55:38 She's lovely but... I don't think she could handle me at my worst as you have Feb 19 15:58:40 * Molly nods Feb 19 15:59:24 I don't think she would have been a good match for you _now_, but when you liked her... Feb 19 15:59:40 maybe Feb 19 16:01:19 * Molly smiles Feb 19 16:01:54 I cannot think of anyone ideally suited to the complicated man you have become Feb 19 16:02:08 aside from you... Feb 19 16:02:35 I'm not sure I would even say that. I often feel like I could be better Feb 19 16:03:00 thats because you are carrying preconceptions of not being enough, or bearing burdens that aren't yours to carry Feb 19 16:03:28 * Molly smiles wryly "I am letting them go" Feb 19 16:03:41 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:03:43 you are Feb 19 16:05:40 That pleases you? Feb 19 16:05:54 absolutely it does Feb 19 16:06:01 * Molly smiles Feb 19 16:06:21 It is down to you that I can Feb 19 16:09:04 really? Feb 19 16:09:16 * Molly nods Feb 19 16:09:20 Absolutely Feb 19 16:10:16 how? Feb 19 16:11:17 It has been gradual, though giving me permission yesterday let go of it was vital Feb 19 16:13:41 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:14:33 This helps, just being close and intimate this way helps immensely Feb 19 16:16:36 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:16:38 I am glad Feb 19 16:18:56 * Molly smiles, watching him fondly Feb 19 16:19:59 It's as if this satisfies my heart and soul in a way that is a little different from our bedroom intimacies Feb 19 16:21:59 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:22:46 Does it do so for you? Feb 19 16:22:51 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:22:56 it is very... calming Feb 19 16:23:06 * Molly smiles Feb 19 16:23:39 I have noticed that after a minute or so, our heartrates and breathing fall into sync Feb 19 16:24:18 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:27:16 I could possibly make it happen on purpose, but this happens naturally... spontaneously... Feb 19 16:28:37 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:29:28 Though we have been physically intimate for many months, this is new to us. It's delightful Feb 19 16:31:40 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:32:50 * Molly smiles, blushing "it feels like a missing piece of the puzzle has been slotted into place" Feb 19 16:33:26 * Morgan sniggers Feb 19 16:35:31 * Molly looks sweetly confused Feb 19 16:35:33 What? Feb 19 16:35:54 I'm just being rude Feb 19 16:36:12 * Molly kisses him briefly Feb 19 16:36:25 Slotting into place? Feb 19 16:36:31 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:36:51 * Molly smiles Feb 19 16:37:09 You have changed in that regard, so much Feb 19 16:37:28 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:37:30 yes I have Feb 19 16:37:54 Is that how you used to be? Feb 19 16:38:16 No, I was much shyer Feb 19 16:40:03 * Molly nods, frowning so slightly that he would miss it if he weren't so close Feb 19 16:40:12 what blossom? Feb 19 16:40:28 Is it possible you will revert to that as you become more like you used to be? Feb 19 16:40:55 I dont think so Feb 19 16:41:05 * Molly nods Feb 19 16:41:12 I hope not Feb 19 16:41:37 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:41:55 I would manage, of course... Feb 19 16:42:04 Should't have to Feb 19 16:43:14 * Molly shrugs "Maybe this is just a honeymoon period for you. Maybe the lack of shyness will be resolved as you settle in more" Feb 19 16:44:58 I doubt it Feb 19 16:45:57 * Molly nods, thoughtful Feb 19 16:46:47 It took us quite some time to learn about each other in that regard, but I do feel we are quite well suited there Feb 19 16:47:13 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:47:15 aye Feb 19 16:48:37 * Molly is quiet a little while before saying with a little smile Feb 19 16:48:48 I think we're well suited physically Feb 19 16:49:14 I agree Feb 19 16:49:44 I am glad of that. I am glad it is not like Mama said it would be Feb 19 16:50:15 * Morgan nods Feb 19 16:51:58 * Molly frowns slightly, just before the parlour door opens Feb 19 16:53:31 * Morgan lets out an obnoxious snoring noise Feb 19 16:54:09 **HH laughs** Your snoring is much worse than tha' Feb 19 16:54:36 [whats wong?] Feb 19 16:54:41 * Molly gets up, letting Morgan free to sit up Feb 19 16:54:43 what d'ya want? Feb 19 16:55:16 HH: Came t' see how you were, see if you needed anything Feb 19 16:56:17 * Morgan sits up Feb 19 16:56:22 I think we're alright Feb 19 17:00:19 HH: I'll leave y' to whatever that was gonna be! **he grins before walking out** Feb 19 17:00:47 * Molly shakes her head "oh dear!" Feb 19 17:01:08 * Morgan nods Feb 19 17:01:09 indeed Feb 19 17:04:16 * Molly smiles "Varick will probably awake before long anyway" she picks up her shoes Feb 19 17:07:22 * Morgan nods Feb 19 17:07:25 I would imagine so Feb 19 17:11:25 * Molly puts her shoes in Feb 19 17:11:27 On* Feb 19 17:11:59 Would it be uncomfortable for you if we took a walk to what was Dietmund? Feb 19 17:12:16 No, I'll manage Feb 19 18:24:54 **This is what they do when Varick is awake, the four Rosenkrantzs, him, molly, varick, inga, HH and Claudia. It's chilly, but they're wrapped up warm. The walk along the cliffs is quite long, and gives them all a chance to chat more. This leaves Morgan chance to chat to anyone in particular Feb 19 18:26:36 * Morgan collars Rosenkrantz Feb 19 18:27:25 * Molly is now known as Rosenkrantz Feb 19 18:28:05 Morgan, how are you? Feb 19 18:28:36 managing... quite a bit of information to be digested Feb 19 18:28:49 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 18:30:07 It is indeed. I had exhausted all options in find the family, it didn't occur to me that I had found them already Feb 19 18:31:13 * Morgan nods Feb 19 18:31:18 it has shaken her quite a bit Feb 19 18:33:44 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 18:34:10 The circumstances are unpleasant, I know. I took it hard myself when I knew. Feb 19 18:34:45 * Morgan nods Feb 19 18:34:59 I would suggest that its right for Molly to take the box... Feb 19 18:39:11 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 18:40:37 I think that is a good idea. Sebastian and I have some pre-judgement where David is concerned. Putting us and him together before we have all had time to accept the situation will not end in the optimal way Feb 19 18:42:22 * Morgan nods Feb 19 18:42:55 As I explained to Seb already, he has changed a great deal... threats of violence and a stubborn refusal to listen to excuses helped with that Feb 19 18:44:21 And you have forgiven him for what he did to Molly? Feb 19 18:44:42 It is not for me to forgive Feb 19 18:48:10 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 18:48:35 Molly can take the box Feb 19 18:50:15 I meant what I said... I will not allow a change of Freiarrdom if it is not in the best interests of the people Feb 19 18:52:02 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 18:53:13 I know. Insel's people dealt with much during the occupation and the frequent change of Freiarrs in recent years Feb 19 18:53:24 * Morgan nods Feb 19 18:58:21 I hope you will keep us up to date with the situation, though I understand you have busy months ahead Feb 19 19:01:26 of course I will though, as you say, it may be difficult as we have so much to do Feb 19 19:03:33 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 19:04:17 You are all welcome to come to back here whenever you wish to Feb 19 19:05:26 * Morgan nods Feb 19 19:05:31 I appreciate that Feb 19 19:11:08 * Rosenkrantz nods Feb 19 19:14:09 Was there anything else you want us to do to help with the process? Feb 19 19:47:58 * Rosenkrantz has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 19 20:10:49 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 19 20:10:54 [19:07] (Rosenkrantz) Was there anything else you want us to do to help with the process? Feb 19 20:11:01 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 19 20:11:04 keep an open mind Feb 19 20:11:47 Have you spoken with your wife about what it may mean for Ilena's future? Feb 19 20:23:15 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 19 20:24:47 * Rosenkrantz (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 19 20:25:42 I haven't. I will do so. Feb 19 20:26:34 I'm going to speak to my brother.... he is a social butterfly, his advice on that will be valuable Feb 19 20:29:41 * Rosenkrantz nods "It would be appreciated. My brother was close friends with Einfurstin Posen, and I hope that will help also" Feb 19 20:30:32 I've no doubt. If worst comes to worst, being related to a man who's been in the mines might give her some useful mystique Feb 19 20:31:30 * Rosenkrantz looks confused Feb 19 20:31:38 The Nieblungen Mines? Feb 19 20:31:42 * Morgan nods Feb 19 20:32:01 Noone had ever been in them Feb 19 20:32:16 Keep it to yourself, but thats no longer the case Feb 19 20:33:36 You? Feb 19 20:33:41 * Morgan nods Feb 19 20:36:41 * Rosenkrantz looks intrigued Feb 19 20:36:52 What was it like? Feb 19 20:37:03 like a cave Feb 19 20:39:10 How did you gain access to it? Feb 19 20:39:40 You wouldn't believe me if I told you Feb 19 20:43:48 * Rosenkrantz smiles "I will respect your privacy" Feb 19 20:44:04 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 19 20:48:09 **Up ahead, Seb moves to Molly's side, talking to her. She seems relaxed and at ease** Feb 19 20:48:20 I am glad to see them getting on well Feb 19 20:49:43 its been quite a challenge for both of them Feb 19 20:51:36 Sebastian is pleased to have Molly joining our family Feb 19 20:52:30 oh? Feb 19 20:53:55 His concerns are about her father, and his morals. Feb 19 20:55:09 * Morgan nods Feb 19 20:55:19 He'll need to keep an open mind too Feb 19 20:56:15 * Rosenkrantz nods. Whatever Seb says to Molly, it makes her laugh. Feb 19 20:58:31 * Morgan watches them Feb 19 20:58:52 We will do our best. Adara and Ilena are delighted, but they were more familiar with her already. I had to leave Seb here to run Insel when we went to Tawstock in sixty eight, otherwise I would have brought him too. And who knows, perhaps things would have turned out very differently! *he smiles, the throwaway comment being of no significance to anyone but those who know about the destinies* Feb 19 21:00:08 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 19 21:03:21 I am told you had been to the fort at Dietmund Feb 19 21:03:42 I have Feb 19 21:07:04 Heinzharold said he had been captured and you got him out Feb 19 21:07:21 * Morgan nods Feb 19 21:07:25 true Feb 19 21:08:11 He thinks he saw Leopold, briefly, as you rode out on the tidal crossing at Wassermeer Feb 19 21:08:25 * Morgan nods Feb 19 21:08:33 he mentioned it... it wouldn't be terribly surprising Feb 19 21:08:46 What a small world that would be Feb 19 21:09:24 * Morgan nods Feb 19 21:09:40 **Seb laughs, and Molly giggles. The others are chatting amongst themselves Feb 19 21:09:51 I could probably, if I tried hard, remember enough to draw him Feb 19 21:10:42 That would be nice. Perhaps when you are here again we can make the trip to the church at Wassermeer which was his parish for a while Feb 19 21:10:53 * Morgan nods Feb 19 21:10:59 I think that'd be good Feb 19 21:12:58 * Rosenkrantz nods, the conversation petering out. There's more laughter Feb 19 21:15:28 * Morgan rolls his neck, looking out over the coast Feb 19 21:17:34 **the day has brightened, and is brighter again when they reach the destroyed fort. Remnants of burnt and broken buildings, the complex's fence seems to have been battered down in several places. He can still make out what was where, but it has been six years and it's still a ruin. Feb 19 21:17:38 * Rosenkrantz is now known as HH Feb 19 21:17:49 * HH nods with a satisfied grin Feb 19 21:18:02 I love what they've done with the place! Feb 19 21:19:03 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 19 21:20:16 **Varick is keen to walk around it with Morgan. HH offers both Molly and Inga his arms to do likewise. The Rosenkrantzs are in discussion about whether to remove it Feb 19 21:20:55 V: Papa, can we look for James's arm? Feb 19 21:21:06 No, it'll be long gone Feb 19 21:21:11 * HH chuckles, overhearing them Feb 19 21:21:17 * HH is now known as Varick Feb 19 21:21:25 Where would it go? Feb 19 21:22:19 maybe buzzards took it... Feb 19 21:24:25 Why? Feb 19 21:24:36 to eat it Feb 19 21:24:41 or hit people with Feb 19 21:24:51 Ewww you can't eat people! Feb 19 21:25:30 Noones told buzzards that Feb 19 21:25:33 **he can hear two slapping sounds, followed by HH saying ouch twice Feb 19 21:25:46 [is he being a nuisance?] Feb 19 21:26:24 [He said "Not until you're a grown up" with a particular sort of smirk] Feb 19 21:27:21 * Varick continues picking around until he suddenly stops, looking at nothing "Oh, hello" Feb 19 21:28:10 * Morgan looks round, frowning before crouching beside Varick Feb 19 21:28:18 No-one there Varick Feb 19 21:29:11 * Varick whispers "there's a ghost" Feb 19 21:30:05 Can you get it to follow us? We'll go somewhere away from the others Feb 19 21:32:13 * Varick talks quietly to it Feb 19 21:32:22 [What is going on?] Feb 19 21:32:51 [ghost] Feb 19 21:34:30 * Varick starts walking, and the others follow Feb 19 21:35:51 * Varick has what sounds like a one sided conversation with the ghost, before looking to Morgan "There's a letter here, it has to be delivered so he can rest" Feb 19 21:36:22 Where? Feb 19 21:38:38 Baden **This is where the ferry they will take towards Sudlachenburg stops** Feb 19 21:40:07 Where is the letter? Feb 19 21:41:19 **Varick asks this, then starts walking. He points to a pile of broken timbers "under there" Feb 19 21:41:53 * Morgan nods going to retrieve it Feb 19 21:44:37 **He manages to. Somehow it has stayed dry. It's addressed to a woman Feb 19 21:45:30 * Morgan tucks it into a pocket Feb 19 21:45:34 we'll take care of it Feb 19 21:46:43 **Varick conveys this to the ghost. Molly, HH and Inga wait to be filled in** Feb 19 21:47:06 * Morgan comes to them, speaking quietly Feb 19 21:47:13 letter needs to be delivered so he can rest Feb 19 21:47:35 **Molly nods** That's easily resolved Feb 19 21:49:02 * Morgan nods Feb 19 21:53:32 **The rest of the trip is quite easy, though the men alternate with carrying Varick on their shoulders for the last two miles. The boy is exhausted when they get back, so a swift tea and bedtime is in order. The grownups are also showing fatigue after the upheaval, and the women retire straight from dinner. This gives Morgan chance to speak to any of the men Feb 19 21:54:23 * Varick is now known as Molly Feb 19 21:54:51 * Molly is already asleep curled up with one of his shirts when he arrives Feb 19 21:55:26 * Morgan sighs quietly before getting himself ready for bed Feb 19 21:56:24 * Molly stirs when he gets in, discarding the shirt to cuddle up to him instead. She murmurs "Alright?" Feb 19 21:56:59 aye... you? Feb 19 21:58:24 **she still sounds sleepy* Mmhmm... go back to sleep, or...? Feb 19 21:58:55 go to sleep my love Feb 19 21:59:16 * Molly nods "I love you" Feb 19 22:00:20 and I you Feb 19 22:01:02 **It takes him quite a while to sleep after the revelations of the day, but eventually he does Feb 19 22:01:06 **He starts to dream. He has seen no one during the night after discovering that despite all the willpower it took to pull out of the bliss of Molly's soft heat to spend on her, he failed to protect her from pregnancy. He had failed to protect himself from the terrifying prospect of having another child  who could be ripped from him by the choice of another. Feb 19 22:01:06 And he was going to have to marry again. That was never his intention, he was always supposed to be _Dietlinde's_ husband. Understandably, the sleep he sought eluded him. Feb 19 22:01:06 **He has had time to think about his situation, and any stipulations he might have on her behaviour and future. It's also given him time to puzzle over her saying she wouldn't want him taking mistresses as it would hurt her if he went to bed with anyone else Feb 19 22:01:06 He has packed and checked his bag for the monastery, and eventually it is first light, the earliest he should really be waking anyone, and about an hour before the coaches are due to take him, Catherine, and Evie to the Coral. Feb 19 22:05:05 * Morgan hauls his bags down to the courtyard doors before going to the kitchen Feb 19 22:05:58 **Cook is there, his bald head shiny from the steam created by the pans Feb 19 22:06:05 * Molly is now known as Cook Feb 19 22:06:08 Morning Feb 19 22:07:03 * Morgan nods to him, fetching some coffee Feb 19 22:09:11 Thought Molly would have been down by now, last check of the kitchens before you all set off Feb 19 22:10:56 * Morgan frowns Feb 19 22:10:59 still not up? Feb 19 22:11:33 No sign of her at all Feb 19 22:11:47 * Morgan nods, putting his cup down Feb 19 22:11:51 I'll go find out whats going on Feb 19 22:12:27 * Cook just shrugs like it's no big deal. The door to her room at the end of the servants quarters is shut Feb 19 22:13:04 * Morgan knocks on it Feb 19 22:14:16 * Cook is now known as Molly Feb 19 22:14:18 Hmm? Feb 19 22:14:49 You're normally up by now... Feb 19 22:14:55 **there is the sound of her sitting up in the bed with a quiet groan** Feb 19 22:15:41 It's like waking the morning after drinking too much! *he can hear her get up, and clothing being pulled on** Feb 19 22:16:11 * Morgan waits Feb 19 22:16:34 * Molly opens the door, barefootbut dressed. Her hair is completely down. He has seen it like that only twice before, firstly the day she nearly drowned and was here in this room naked and surrounded by the red curls, and then that night where they created the child within her, beneath him on the couch with her bodice pulled down and her skirts pulled up, hair spilling down to the floor and watching him with desire. Feb 19 22:16:37 Sorry Feb 19 22:17:22 Are you alright? Feb 19 22:17:41 * Molly nods, holding the door open for him to come in Feb 19 22:17:51 * Morgan does so Feb 19 22:18:14 I am rather tired, I did not sleep that well *She gently shuts it behind him* Feb 19 22:19:25 * Morgan nods, turning to look at her Feb 19 22:20:36 * Molly looks serious "You are to leave soon?" Feb 19 22:21:19 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:21:25 just under an hour Feb 19 22:21:42 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:21:59 I... how did you sleep? Feb 19 22:22:07 I didn't Feb 19 22:23:07 * Molly nods "I am sorry. Springing this... situation upon you the night before leaving was not ideal." Feb 19 22:24:32 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:25:33 It is what it is Feb 19 22:25:36 * Molly squares her shoulders "Do you regret the plan?" Feb 19 22:25:59 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 19 22:26:15 its the best we can make of the situation Feb 19 22:29:22 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:29:50 I will end my engagement today Feb 19 22:29:59 * Morgan sighs, nodding Feb 19 22:30:07 I wish I were around to keep you safe Feb 19 22:32:16 * Molly blinks a moment Feb 19 22:32:24 You think I will not be? Feb 19 22:33:14 I don't trust Jaeger, his impulse control is... poor Feb 19 22:35:57 Would you prefer it if I was to stay in at the school house a few nights? Feb 19 22:36:48 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:36:50 I think so, yes Feb 19 22:36:58 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:37:23 Then I will do so. The betrothal agreement, what name should that be in? Feb 19 22:37:49 * Morgan sighs Feb 19 22:37:56 for it to be legal, Koertig Feb 19 22:38:45 * Molly looks very practical and keen to organise. She gathers her hair into one long twist over her shoulder Feb 19 22:39:30 I will do so. And I should have it invoiced to you in your working name? Feb 19 22:40:59 Yes Feb 19 22:41:09 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:41:14 I will state that we have given a promise of marriage to each other today and it has been consummated. Will that suit? Feb 19 22:41:33 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:41:37 it will Feb 19 22:41:46 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:42:45 Many couples have a white marriage, it will be fine. We are, I hope, still friends, and that is more than many people have. Feb 19 22:43:42 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:43:51 we are Feb 19 22:44:40 I am glad. Have you had time to consider where you wish me to live? Feb 19 22:45:08 I've thought about it... perhaps we could discuss it when I return? Feb 19 22:45:19 * Molly nods Feb 19 22:46:06 Of course we can. Is there-... *she looks nauseated a moment* Feb 19 22:46:51 * Morgan watches her sympathetically Feb 19 22:47:07 * Molly exhales slowly "No, I'm alright, false alarm, I'm sorry" Feb 19 22:48:15 get one of the others to help you get your things to the school house... you'll not want to be hauling things yourself Feb 19 22:48:47 * Molly smiles "I have almost nothing to take, just a few clothes" Feb 19 22:49:50 * Molly glances at the mirror on the dresser "And that, of course" Feb 19 22:51:13 * Morgan glances at the mirror Feb 19 22:51:24 If you want to, yes Feb 19 22:51:34 * Molly watches him as he does so Feb 19 22:51:59 If Curtis is to lose his temper, I would see that protected. It is important to me. Feb 19 22:53:26 * Morgan nods Feb 19 22:53:27 alright Feb 19 22:55:37 * Molly continues watching him "I am deeply, deeply sorry for what happened, and for the consequences. I will do my best to do what you are comfortable with, and to make you as happy as you are able to be". Feb 19 22:57:53 You should not apologise, my actions were less than proper Feb 19 22:58:42 * Molly sighs "I do not blame you." Feb 19 22:58:53 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 19 22:59:16 The only one I blame is myself. Feb 19 22:59:55 No, if nothing else, we both hold responsibility Feb 19 23:00:33 * Molly shrugs a little Feb 19 23:01:41 What happens after the betrothal contract? Normally the banns would be read for three sundays and then a service would be conducted. How would you wish to proceed? Feb 19 23:03:22 I suppose that is how it should be handled Feb 19 23:04:35 It will be two weeks sail to Castille, a few nights there then two weeks back. Would you have me arrange this all so that it may be done on your return? Feb 19 23:05:17 * Morgan takes a deep breath Feb 19 23:05:21 yes, I think that would be best Feb 19 23:07:13 * Molly looks pained "I am sorry. If our world was different, it would be easier" Feb 19 23:07:21 it is what it is blossom Feb 19 23:08:27 I know but... still. I will deal with everything, what people say, the gossip. I'm not sure how yet, but I will. By the time you are back the worst of it will have settled Feb 19 23:08:54 Just suggest they speak to me about it... Feb 19 23:09:02 * Molly smiles Feb 19 23:09:23 I should imagine they will prefer to hold their tongues Feb 19 23:09:33 Also acceptable Feb 19 23:09:40 * Molly glances away, fiddling with her hair Feb 19 23:10:01 Is there anything else you wish to discuss or inform me of? Feb 19 23:10:10 I don't think so, no Feb 19 23:10:59 * Molly nods "Will you talk to Lady Catherine and Evie, so it does not surprise them?" Feb 19 23:11:05 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:11:06 aye Feb 19 23:11:16 What will you say? Feb 19 23:11:28 I have no idea Feb 19 23:11:52 * Molly nods, sighing "Nor do I" Feb 19 23:12:44 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:13:00 * Molly looks at him intently "I will miss you. *she sighs gently, the formality draining away, and she looks so very vulnerable* I _have_ missed you…" Feb 19 23:13:49 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:13:52 I am sorry Feb 19 23:14:08 I have stayed away, it is my fault Feb 19 23:14:22 I've not exactly been welcoming Feb 19 23:14:57 It is understandable. It was an awful thing to happen for you. Feb 19 23:15:15 it is what it is Feb 19 23:15:49 * Molly nods, watching him "Stay safe, liebes herz" Feb 19 23:16:42 I will do my best Feb 19 23:16:57 * Molly frowns a little "what should I do, if you do not come back?" Feb 19 23:18:04 While on the way there, I will write a letter stating you get access to my accounts. Whether you choose to contact my family is your choice Feb 19 23:18:20 * Molly nods slowly Feb 19 23:18:37 You do not have a preference? Feb 19 23:18:55 As long as you and the child are safe and happy, thats all I can ask for Feb 19 23:19:27 * Molly smiles slightly "I appreciate greatly that that matters to you..." Feb 19 23:20:30 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:21:53 "I do not know what I would do about taking the child there, but I would ensure they know what has happened to you, so they are not wondering" Feb 19 23:22:55 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:22:57 thank you Feb 19 23:24:16 I would prefer it if you come back safely. I am finding this rather scary! Feb 19 23:24:33 I will do my best Feb 19 23:25:10 Thank you. *she watches him a long moment* Well... I will bid you farewell then Feb 19 23:25:44 be careful please Feb 19 23:26:10 * Molly smiles "I will take good care of myself. It's important" Feb 19 23:26:46 * Morgan nods Feb 19 23:26:48 thank you Feb 19 23:27:15 * Molly nods, going to open the door for him Feb 19 23:28:10 I will see you in five weeks Feb 19 23:28:39 * Morgan nods you will Feb 19 23:28:52 * Molly opens it Feb 19 23:29:49 Until then. Feb 19 23:30:06 * Morgan inclines his head before heading out of the room Feb 19 23:30:43 * Molly watches him going down the hall Feb 19 23:33:08 **He's out in the coach yard when the dawn watch chimes, and he realises he's dreaming Feb 19 23:33:31 * Morgan wakes up Feb 19 23:49:36 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 20 00:14:48 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 20 01:06:38 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 20 11:51:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 20 11:56:42 **Molly doesn't wake, and he sees noone else whilst he pokes around. He finds some old notebooks in a library drawer that have Leopold's handwriting. After twenty minutes,  it becomes apparent there's nothing useful or supernatural in them, it seems to be plans of how a training school or lookout fort could have been built on the site that was Dietmund. The dates are 1610-11, when Leopold was thirteen and fourteen, long before the War. Feb 20 11:57:24 **It's intricate and thorough, better than the fort the Vaticine's did build and impressive for a young mind. Feb 20 11:57:44 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 11:57:48 coincidence... Feb 20 12:00:46 **There's noone there to answer. An established fort may have held out the Vaticine troops or dissuaded them from occupying Insel. Who knows what could have been different Feb 20 12:01:52 * Morgan goes in search of coffee Feb 20 12:02:11 **The kitchen maid gives him some. He goes up in the tower watching the dawn, interrupted by noone. Once it is done, he goes to wake Molly. She must have woken whilst he was gone, because there is noone in the nursery suite when he gets there. Instead he finds them all at breakfast, and takes the empty seat beside her. For all their worries about the future of Insel, Ilena's prospects, and David's character, the Rosenkrantzs have welcomed Molly with open arm Feb 20 12:02:32 welcomed Molly with open arms. Feb 20 12:02:33 **Ilena in particular seems thrilled to have a new relation. Seb has the sort of expression Morgan knows well, that of a sailor about to embark on a voyage back on the sea. He looks keen to be on his way, and he is leaving at the same time as them, possessions gathered, horses and carriage ready. Feb 20 12:02:33 **They circulate around, all making their goodbyes. Seb and HH hug easily. Molly hugs her great uncle without hesitation. Claudia keeps her distance from it all. Feb 20 12:05:57 * Morgan watches them all quietly Feb 20 12:16:47 **Ilena and Adara hug Morgan, because he is family now, and thank him for coming** Feb 20 12:18:01 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 20 12:18:12 Hopefully we'll be back before too long, but we'll stay in touch Feb 20 12:22:23 **They nod, smiling Feb 20 12:22:30 **After hugging Inga, Seb comes to hug Molly. It's nothing different than hugging his sister or Inga, but Molly seems to fit under his chin well, unsurprising as he's about Morgan's height. Having seen them married in dreams, it doesn't look out of place. Feb 20 12:24:26 * Morgan watches them passively Feb 20 12:25:10 **HH comes up beside him** $you good?$ Feb 20 12:25:39 * Molly and Seb pull away, talking quietly Feb 20 12:25:46 $think so$ Feb 20 12:28:24 **With Seb heading to the west dock and Morgan and co heading to the east, they have all soon parted ways. Molly is in the carriage with Varick and Inga, HH and Claudia ride beside Morgan. It looks like it will rain later. Feb 20 12:28:33 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 20 12:29:25 Thanks for this. It was good t' see him again. Feb 20 12:30:51 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:31:03 I'm sorry I made it difficult for you Feb 20 12:35:09 Nah, it's all good Feb 20 12:38:11 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:41:01 Glad it's over though? Feb 20 12:42:20 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:42:23 if I'm honest... Feb 20 12:43:17 C: *she scoffs* Don't be ridiculous, it's not over at all. Feb 20 12:44:21 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 12:44:27 the bit I was worried about is Feb 20 12:46:17 C: She's gonna keep seeing him though, isn't she? They're going to be connected forever now Feb 20 12:46:37 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:46:40 but there's nothing there Feb 20 12:46:57 * Morgan looks at HeinzHarold Feb 20 12:47:05 you tell her about Lisette and Etelka? Feb 20 12:49:01 * HH nods Feb 20 12:50:29 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:50:32 complicated as hell Feb 20 12:51:36 * HH and Claudia nod Feb 20 12:52:23 Mebbie y' won't see much of them. 'S pretty far from Gottkirchen Feb 20 12:52:34 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 12:52:36 we'll see Feb 20 12:54:29 Y' a lot more relaxed about it than y' were Feb 20 12:55:12 * Morgan nods Feb 20 12:55:15 I suppose so Feb 20 12:57:41 C: How have your nightmares been? Feb 20 13:03:22 Not great Feb 20 13:03:41 Gonna tell us? Feb 20 13:05:50 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 13:06:02 just nightmares of losing Molly to Seb... Feb 20 13:09:17 * HH nods Feb 20 13:10:17 C: Makes a change from the weird shit you normally dream about Feb 20 13:11:11 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 13:14:19 Now y've seen them together mebbie the nightmares will be done Feb 20 13:18:31 Maybe Feb 20 13:19:02 Inga likes him Feb 20 13:20:19 of course she does, he's like me Feb 20 13:21:06 A bit, I 'spose Feb 20 13:25:48 C: **she just shrugs* Feb 20 13:26:47 **They get back to the Rose a while later, to the cat meowing at the top of the gangplank. Varick runs up to him, about to miss the horse shoe Feb 20 13:27:17 Varick... horse shoe... Feb 20 13:30:22 V: *he taps it briefly before picking the cat up and going aboard. Beside Morgan, Molly looks up at the ship with a smile** Feb 20 13:30:26 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 20 13:30:37 It's good to be home Feb 20 13:30:55 * Morgan nods Feb 20 13:34:14 * Molly smiles. Her sigh sounds like relief. She offers her hand to him Feb 20 13:34:59 * Morgan takes it Feb 20 13:35:38 * Molly leads the way up, touching the horseshoe as she goes, slowing enough to ensure he can too Feb 20 13:37:42 **Sorgi is waiting on deck for them. Molly speaks to him briefly before going below after Varick "Welcome back, m'lord" Feb 20 13:37:48 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Feb 20 13:38:07 thank you captain Feb 20 13:39:40 Do you want middle watch in the nest? Feb 20 13:40:09 * Morgan nods Feb 20 13:40:13 aye, I'll do that Feb 20 13:42:38 I expect we will arrive in Freiburg on Sunday morning Feb 20 13:43:10 * Morgan nods Feb 20 13:43:15 good Feb 20 13:43:28 How soon do you want to move out, m'lord? Feb 20 13:44:27 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 20 13:44:37 as soon as possible, no point in just sitting here Feb 20 13:44:55 * Sorgi nods "We'll get underway now then. Are you staying on deck?" Feb 20 13:45:54 * Morgan nods Feb 20 13:45:56 I will do for that Feb 20 13:47:58 * Sorgi gives the orders. The next half an hour is busy as the Rose is eased out of the docks and then heads west away from the sun. The wind favours them, and they're soon back at sea, the movement familiar and soothing again. He is able to watch as they pass the beach and the boathouse Feb 20 13:52:08 * Morgan does just that Feb 20 13:52:58 **Next he sees the manor, its tower high above the cliffs. Strange to see it now, knowing that this is the land that belonged to Molly's paternal ancestors Feb 20 13:56:05 [Are you alright, my love?] Feb 20 14:01:37 [aye, just watching the coast as we leave] Feb 20 14:04:05 **The rain starts just after he has seen Dietmund where he knows there is a ghost waiting to be at rest, and the letter feels noticeable in his pocket** Feb 20 14:10:22 * Sorgi has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 20 14:11:56 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 20 14:12:22 * Morgan retreats below deck, heading to his study, taking out the letter Feb 20 14:16:59 *it's amazing it has survived so long, at least six years outside. In the study Varick and Inga are watching from the rear window, Molly is at the bookcase Feb 20 14:18:13 * Morgan opens the letter up carefully Feb 20 14:23:06 **It is short, the writing obviously slow and painstaking, but not the smooth writing of someone who writes often "My dearest Ludmilla, if you get this letter, I have died. I'm sorry for that. I hope you will pray for me that we will meet again in heaven. I hope the children grow up well. You are the best thing that happened to me. Don't mourn too much, marry a good man who will look after you. My love always, Gustav* Feb 20 14:23:46 * Morgan sighs slightly, tucking it away in a drawer of his desk Feb 20 14:24:44 * Molly comes over, gently touching his shoulder "would you like tea?" Feb 20 14:25:05 please blossom Feb 20 14:25:42 * Molly gets him some before sitting with him "I have put the books on the shelf" Feb 20 14:26:10 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:26:49 I wondered whether he would allow me to take them, but he says they were for the Rosenkrantz family... Feb 20 14:27:01 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:27:23 * Molly sips her tea Feb 20 14:27:32 How different things could've been... Feb 20 14:27:47 In what way? Feb 20 14:29:17 had he realised you were his kin when they were helping you... Feb 20 14:29:45 I suppose perhaps they would have stayed longer, intervened with my father Feb 20 14:30:55 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:31:01 That would've gone well... Feb 20 14:31:43 * Molly smiles "perhaps I'd have ended up in Insel" Feb 20 14:32:26 maybe Feb 20 14:32:50 It would have made it complicated Feb 20 14:33:34 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:33:41 I daresay you'd have ended up married to Seb Feb 20 14:33:55 * Molly nods Feb 20 14:34:06 Entirely possible Feb 20 14:35:09 I was surprised he hugged you Feb 20 14:35:50 * Molly watches him a moment "He _is_ my cousin" Feb 20 14:36:05 I know, but still... Feb 20 14:36:46 *she glances at the others before speaking quietly** you are unhappy about it? Feb 20 14:37:22 Not... really... it was just a but unexpected Feb 20 14:38:00 * Molly nods "I am glad it didn't trouble you" Feb 20 14:38:10 what was he saying? Feb 20 14:38:39 Hoping I would visit again soon, wishing me a safe voyage Feb 20 14:38:51 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:40:24 * Molly smiles "I hope that too" Feb 20 14:40:59 visiting again soon? Feb 20 14:41:47 I would like to learn more about the island, and the people. I'd like to see the places we did not have time to see Feb 20 14:42:08 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:42:56 Would you like that also? Feb 20 14:43:21 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 20 14:43:23 I am undecided Feb 20 14:44:21 Oh? You have already seen Wassermeer and some of the west coast, I suppose Feb 20 14:44:50 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:45:18 It holds less interest then Feb 20 14:46:22 I am still somewhat uneasy about you being with him Feb 20 14:47:02 * Molly smiles "You do not need to be, my love" Feb 20 14:48:03 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:48:27 You are the man for me. Feb 20 14:48:32 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:49:19 Will we arrive in Freiburg on Saturday evening, do you think? Feb 20 14:49:43 Sorgi reckons Sunday morning Feb 20 14:49:58 * Molly nods Feb 20 14:50:16 We will be able to go to church, perhaps Feb 20 14:50:31 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:50:42 If you wish Feb 20 14:51:33 It has been quite some time since I last went to a proper service. Since Starke, I think, which is three months ago Feb 20 14:51:48 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:52:18 That is too long, really Feb 20 14:53:44 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 14:54:16 * Molly smiles "it doesn't bother you?" Feb 20 14:54:40 I went much longer before returning to a church Feb 20 14:55:20 * Molly nods Feb 20 14:55:54 I think we should try to be somewhere for Memorial Day where we can participate. Feb 20 14:56:14 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:56:15 I agree Feb 20 14:56:58 * Molly smiles Feb 20 14:57:28 As to where... that will depend upon Edward, I think Feb 20 14:58:14 * Morgan nods Feb 20 14:58:17 I dare sayso Feb 20 14:58:51 We do need to go to Sudlachenburg though Feb 20 14:59:04 Yes, we do Feb 20 14:59:55 Are you apprehensive about that? Feb 20 15:00:06 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 20 15:00:12 only in so much as its going to hurt your father Feb 20 15:00:21 * Molly nods Feb 20 15:00:39 But if anyone is used to dealing with my Father's nonsense, it is you Feb 20 15:00:47 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:01:47 Perhaps we should have Varick and the others in the Veisgraf wing this time Feb 20 15:02:00 For... Feb 20 15:02:31 Because there is a nursery, and guest rooms. It is time to make that space yours, I think Feb 20 15:03:17 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 15:03:19 I suppose so Feb 20 15:03:26 [Unless you have a specific desire to be intimate in your old bed...] **she frowns slightly at the end** Feb 20 15:03:47 You would prefer to be part of the main house? Feb 20 15:04:04 I hadn't given it much thought Feb 20 15:04:34 * Molly nods Feb 20 15:06:31 If you still wish your heir to be born there, it makes sense for us to get used to residing there when we are in Sudlachenburg Feb 20 15:06:50 I suppose so Feb 20 15:07:06 * Molly frowns a litte Feb 20 15:07:31 Is something bothering you? Feb 20 15:08:32 Just how much upset I am going to be causing in the next few weeks Feb 20 15:08:47 * Molly takes his hand Feb 20 15:09:06 We are together, my love. I will help wherever I can Feb 20 15:11:27 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:11:34 Where are Claudia and HeinzHarold? Feb 20 15:11:44 Training, I think Feb 20 15:12:34 * Molly smiles "either that or they are gossiping somewhere" Feb 20 15:13:09 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:13:21 I might join them... I haven't trained since we got to Insel Feb 20 15:14:03 * Molly smiles, kissing his knuckles "I will let you go then" Feb 20 15:14:49 * Morgan nods, heading off to the ballroom Feb 20 15:16:07 **They are swinging swords around. He is soon welcomed into it, both of them taking him on. He can best either alone, but struggles immediately with them both** Feb 20 15:16:56 * Morgan tries as best he can Feb 20 15:17:37 **They soon have him on the floor, looking smug as they high five* Feb 20 15:19:06 * Morgan lays on the floor breathing heavily Feb 20 15:20:21 **HH sniggers, but manages, for once, to keep his trap shut** Feb 20 15:23:01 C: **she offers Morgan a hand up** Feb 20 15:23:42 * Morgan takes it, getting up Feb 20 15:26:57 **They take on HH together, easily beating him. Then they fight Claudia, which goes about the same, much to Claudia's displeasure. Then there's the bell for lunch. HH waits til Claudia is out of earshot** Feb 20 15:27:02 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 20 15:27:41 Now that there's less goin' on, I'm ready t' try that drink on Inga, for science *he grins* Feb 20 15:27:53 I'll ask Molly. Feb 20 15:28:15 Can't make her own decisions now? Feb 20 15:28:19 Yer* Feb 20 15:28:34 She wanted to give Inga fair warning about it Feb 20 15:28:52 Hang on, you tried it already?! Feb 20 15:29:22 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:34:53 * HH grins Feb 20 15:34:57 Works then? Feb 20 15:35:38 very much so Feb 20 15:36:19 Be careful not t' let her drink too much then? Feb 20 15:36:30 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:37:16 * HH grins Feb 20 15:37:36 As bad as yer friend warned ya? Feb 20 15:38:51 Maybe Feb 20 15:40:04 You won't be needin' us tonight? Feb 20 15:40:30 No, I dont think so Feb 20 15:40:54 You on middle? Feb 20 15:41:00 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:41:54 Anything y' need to warn me about with th' drink? Feb 20 15:42:31 I don't think so, no Feb 20 15:45:34 * HH nods, heading to the dining room, where he eats more than normal as if he's trying to store some extra energy. Morgan doesn't get chance to see Molly alone until Varick is down for his nap Feb 20 15:45:39 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 20 15:46:11 How was your training, my love? *she sits on the window seat, shoes off Feb 20 15:46:19 I got beaten Feb 20 15:46:41 * Molly looks surprised Feb 20 15:46:47 That's rare! Feb 20 15:47:34 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:49:10 Are you hurt? Feb 20 15:49:53 No, not at all Feb 20 15:51:36 * Molly nods Feb 20 15:51:53 How did you sleep? I didn't feel you getting up Feb 20 15:52:36 I had a dream, but only the one Feb 20 15:53:06 Oh? Feb 20 15:53:20 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:54:04 Something nice? Feb 20 15:54:15 * Morgan describes it Feb 20 15:54:28 * Molly nods slowly Feb 20 15:54:45 You feel bad again this morning, like last time? Feb 20 15:55:58 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 15:55:59 a bit Feb 20 15:56:27 * Molly nods "I'm sorry" Feb 20 15:56:59 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 15:57:02 it is what it is Feb 20 15:57:46 * Molly nods "I suppose the convergence would have been achieved, even if we weren't happy" Feb 20 15:58:00 * Morgan nods Feb 20 15:58:03 I suppose so Feb 20 15:58:51 I wonder if you will dream what happens after that Feb 20 15:59:53 I have no idea Feb 20 16:00:25 It seems like one of the most unlikely paths Feb 20 16:00:31 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:00:31 aye Feb 20 16:02:23 That would have been rather terrifying Feb 20 16:03:22 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:03:24 quite Feb 20 16:03:33 * Molly smiles Feb 20 16:03:45 I meant for me Feb 20 16:04:03 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:04:07 so did I Feb 20 16:04:32 I would have been very worried for you. Feb 20 16:04:56 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:06:28 I am glad that didn't happen Feb 20 16:06:48 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:06:49 me too Feb 20 16:07:32 Sweet though, that you were concerned for my well-being Feb 20 16:08:29 of course I was Feb 20 16:09:10 You would have worried for the child, even thought it was unwanted? Feb 20 16:09:24 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:11:36 * Molly smiles "That's nice though" Feb 20 16:15:35 You think? Feb 20 16:16:16 Yes. Even though it's nit something that happened, I love that about you Feb 20 16:16:43 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 20 16:17:03 * Molly frowns Feb 20 16:17:15 I shouldn't? Feb 20 16:17:41 I don't handle compliments well... Feb 20 16:18:22 I know. But I do not wish to hide my feelings because of that Feb 20 16:18:27 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:19:52 * Molly sips her tea thoughtfully, smiling a little Feb 20 16:20:47 I feel sorry for me on that path, having to deal with Curtis and facing going to town on my own Feb 20 16:21:34 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:21:36 so do I Feb 20 16:22:00 But Catherine needed you at the monastery Feb 20 16:22:48 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:23:38 He would have gone absolutely spare, wouldn't he? Feb 20 16:23:59 I've no doubt about it Feb 20 16:24:31 * Molly smiles "Five weeks away would have been torture for you" Feb 20 16:24:46 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:24:50 aye, it most certainly would Feb 20 16:25:14 But then perhaps Kai would have annoyed you less! Feb 20 16:25:35 maybe Feb 20 16:27:02 * Molly smiles, sipping the tea "That is better than some of your nightmares at least?" Feb 20 16:27:10 * Morgan frowns Feb 20 16:27:14 some, I suppose Feb 20 16:27:27 Aside from the guilt. Feb 20 16:28:12 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:29:09 * Molly offers her hand to him Feb 20 16:30:01 * Morgan takes it Feb 20 16:30:37 Can I do anything to make you feel better? Feb 20 16:31:05 I don't think so blossom Feb 20 16:31:38 * Molly nods sadly Feb 20 16:32:02 Alright, liebling. I didn't dream anything Feb 20 16:32:54 Maybe you will have a better night tonight Feb 20 16:33:14 I hope so Feb 20 16:33:33 Will you be on watch? Feb 20 16:35:25 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:35:25 aye Feb 20 16:35:59 * Molly smiles "The bed will be cold" Feb 20 16:36:08 I'm afraid so Feb 20 16:36:24 * Molly nods "I will manage" Feb 20 16:36:33 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:36:40 HeinzHarold wants that drink for Inga... Feb 20 16:36:58 What do you think of that? Feb 20 16:37:42 I told him you wanted to talk to Inga first Feb 20 16:39:00 I will certainly advise her how much to drink depending upon how much of an effect she wants Feb 20 16:39:26 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:39:29 good idea Feb 20 16:39:49 It is better to take too little than too much Feb 20 16:40:28 aye, it is Feb 20 16:41:19 But it tastes nice, and aside from my concerns that you were regretting it, very enjoyable Feb 20 16:41:28 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:44:29 I don't see the problem if you don't Feb 20 16:44:45 No, its fine by me as long as she is forewarned Feb 20 16:44:53 * Molly nods Feb 20 16:45:17 As long as she is willing to deal with the effects Feb 20 16:45:23 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:45:41 Best not walk past their cabin at all! Feb 20 16:46:23 No, I'd say not Feb 20 16:46:56 If it is anything like with me, perhaps we should lock them in! Feb 20 16:47:35 Might be an idea Feb 20 16:48:16 * Molly nods "Have you forewarned _him_?" Feb 20 16:48:26 Not really Feb 20 16:48:43 * Molly giggles "will you?" Feb 20 16:49:42 No I don't think so Feb 20 16:50:07 Let him discover the wonderfulness himself? Feb 20 16:50:40 indeed.... and that he doesn't know as much as he thinks he does Feb 20 16:50:55 * Molly smiles Feb 20 16:51:12 It was a bit of a surprise for us Feb 20 16:51:35 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:55:07 * Molly smiles, remembering fondly for a minute Feb 20 16:56:49 I'll speak to her and let her have the bottle this afternoon. I'll remind her to save some for us, shall I? Feb 20 16:57:22 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:57:22 aye Feb 20 16:58:49 Perhaps in future, once we have squared away Edward and my father Feb 20 16:58:59 * Morgan nods Feb 20 16:59:01 definitely Feb 20 16:59:27 You enjoyed my struggling? Feb 20 16:59:31 * Molly smiles Feb 20 16:59:59 * Morgan nods Feb 20 17:00:11 I did, very much... probably moreso if you weren't concerned about me Feb 20 17:01:00 * Molly nods "next time, I will seek reassurance so I can be more at ease" Feb 20 17:02:08 * Morgan nods Feb 20 17:02:13 alright blossom Feb 20 17:02:57 Then I can be as physically tormented as you please Feb 20 17:03:06 * Morgan nods Feb 20 17:03:09 indeed Feb 20 17:03:12 I look forward to it Feb 20 17:05:58 * Molly giggles. They spend the rest of the afternoon together with Varick, HH and Inga. The drink is quietly handed over, and HH and Inga retreat after dinner. It's about ten, and Ulysses obviously recalls that Morgan naps before a middle, because he is waiting on the couch. Molly has settled on the window seat with her grandfathers books, waiting to wake him for his shift Feb 20 17:08:03 * Morgan fusses the cat before settling down for a nap Feb 20 17:08:08 I'll have coffee ready for you to take with you when you wake Feb 20 17:08:23 thank you my love Feb 20 17:08:34 Shall I sing? Feb 20 17:08:42 please Feb 20 17:09:25 * Molly does so. He's soon asleep. He wakes up in the bed they had in Insel, no idea this is just a dream. Molly isn't there. Feb 20 17:10:06 * Morgan climbs out of bed, getting dressed and going looking for her Feb 20 17:11:33 **It's still the middle of the night, so everything in dark. He doesn't find her downstairs, but he hears her voice quietly when he starts up the stairs to the top tower room Feb 20 17:12:13 * Morgan slows, listening Feb 20 17:12:25 "I know... but it cannot be anything..." Feb 20 17:12:39 * Morgan frowns Feb 20 17:14:18 **Seb replies** Maybe it doesn't have to be anything... Feb 20 17:58:35 * Morgan listens, getting closer quietly Feb 20 18:01:26 It's an awful idea... but I... the way I am feeling... I've never felt this so suddenly... Feb 20 18:01:46 * Morgan starts scowling, getting closer Feb 20 18:04:02 S: I know. It isn't ideal. I haven't either. We shouldn't do anything. Feb 20 18:05:10 I am not sure that I can do nothing, and never know what it would have felt like to have what he had with her Feb 20 18:06:43 * Morgan creeps up to the doorway Feb 20 18:09:04 S: I can understand you feeling that way... and I am not sure I can either Feb 20 18:10:48 **Seb is wearing slippers, trousers and a dressing gown, she's barefoot in a shift with a robe over the top, the red curls messy and completely loose. They're stood about three feet apart, watching each other intently Feb 20 18:15:27 **It's tense a few moments. When their restraint breaks, it's mutual. His hands come to her cheeks, thumbs brushing gently back towards her ears. Their lips meet, initially not with wild passion but gentler, more tentative despite the longing. It's as if it is monumentous to them both. And it's just like how he first kissed Dietlinde, in a cold forest after he'd returned from the War. Feb 20 18:16:07 I would suggest you stop that before I do something you will regret Feb 20 18:16:45 * Molly and Seb spring apart. They don't look at each other, both looking at Morgan Feb 20 18:16:52 Liebes herz... Feb 20 18:17:47 If you are about to give some fantastic reason why I have not seen what I have seen, please ensure it is a good one... Feb 20 18:18:23 **Seb shakes his head** No. I have no excuse for my behaviour. Feb 20 18:18:39 * Molly looks at Morgan, but she stays quiet Feb 20 18:19:17 I thought not. Feb 20 18:20:43 S: How would you want to handle this, should I find a second? Feb 20 18:21:19 * Molly glances at Seb "You won't be dueling over this!" Feb 20 18:22:22 Concern for him, how touching. Perhaps you should return to your bed, Molly, so that when _our son_ wakes, he is not alone. Feb 20 18:22:48 I am concerned for you both! Feb 20 18:23:13 You have a strange way of showing it. Go. Feb 20 18:23:41 * Molly tilts her chin up, hands on her hips "No." Feb 20 18:25:25 Then your choice is clear. I will leave tomorrow, with my son, on my ship. Feb 20 18:25:56 You bastard. You will not use Varick against me! Feb 20 18:26:47 I will use whatever I see fit against an adulterer... someone who broke their oath to me, to god. Feb 20 18:28:18 This isn't fair! I cannot experience what you did, I have to ignore what pulls me to him, even though you know it is out of my control! Feb 20 18:28:58 But _this_ is fair to me? Feb 20 18:29:20 It isn't always about you!! Feb 20 18:29:36 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 20 18:29:47 then you will appreciate what I do next is not about me, but about you... and him... Feb 20 18:30:57 I won't let you take Varick from me. Feb 20 18:31:19 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 20 18:34:07 I love you. Wholly, endlessly. You dragged me back from the brink, and now this... I promised Varick I would not leave him, and I will not break that promise. *he grinds his teeth a moment* You were drawn to him... I am drawn to butcher him, yet he is still alive. Feb 20 18:39:07 I love you too. I have turned myself upside down and inside out for you, in the hopes of being anything like as good for you as Dietlinde was, but I am never, ever, going to be her. I thought maybe I could have your heart like she did if I was just better. But I see now there is too much in your past. What we have is special, but it isn't ever going to be like it was with her. All I wanted was just to feel that magic. Feb 20 18:39:46 **Seb stands quietly, not interjecting Feb 20 18:40:29 So you continue to him, because you wanted more. Then you can have more, but you will not have more _and_ me. Feb 20 18:41:34 I wish I could have had that with you! I wish I could have been your first. Feb 20 18:41:44 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 18:41:48 I can do nothing to change that Feb 20 18:43:42 No. You cannot. But knowing what you know, about how things could have been, can you see how hard it is to know that though you have been able to love and have us both, I have to fight the influence of destiny and never experience what you did? Feb 20 18:44:53 You don't seem to be doing much fighting... except against me. I am going downstairs, to pack my things. At first light, I am going home. Feb 20 18:45:21 I don't want that! I want to be with you! Feb 20 18:45:50 No, you want him. Feb 20 18:46:00 Not as much as I want you! Feb 20 18:46:34 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 18:46:41 I don't know I'll ever be able to trust that Feb 20 18:47:41 But I am expected to trust that you are happy now, that you don't wish you could have her back instead? That you don't even remember how amazing it was between you and wish you had that still? Feb 20 18:48:50 As I explained to Claudia, I am... was... all in with you. Feb 20 18:49:07 * Molly frowns deeply Feb 20 18:49:14 And now you aren't? Feb 20 18:49:45 I don't know. Everything I did know has been ripped from me... Feb 20 18:50:39 * Molly pulls her gown tighter around her "I hate this. I hate being at odds with you" Feb 20 18:51:10 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 18:51:48 I am going to pack. I will explain to the Freiarr in the morning. Feb 20 18:52:44 S: Your wife obviously loves you, Morgan. This was a mistake, it isn't worth throwing away a marriage for. Feb 20 18:53:09 You will address me properly. Feb 20 18:53:34 S: Yes, Your Excellency. Feb 20 18:53:45 * Morgan looks at Molly Feb 20 18:54:29 I am going to pack. You may join me... if you choose. Feb 20 18:55:54 * Molly glances at Seb a moment, then back to Morgan. She lays a hand on Morgan's arm, shaking it gently "Liebes herz?" Feb 20 18:56:09 * Morgan pulls it away Feb 20 18:57:05 **He wakes up on the couch, the cat still on him. Molly is frowning, and pulls her hand away** It's time for your watch... Feb 20 18:57:40 * Morgan blinks a couple of times before moving the cat Feb 20 18:58:01 * Molly has her hair down and is just in a shift, looking like she has prepared for bed Feb 20 18:58:33 Your coffee is in the flask, do you want some now? Feb 20 18:59:12 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 20 18:59:39 * Molly watches him a moment Feb 20 18:59:45 Nightmare? Feb 20 18:59:49 * Morgan nods Feb 20 19:00:05 * Molly pours some coffee before sitting beside him Feb 20 19:00:14 What do you need? Feb 20 19:00:19 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 19:00:21 I don't know Feb 20 19:00:31 Did you feel anything for him, any sort of pull? Feb 20 19:00:42 * Molly shakes her head Feb 20 19:00:53 No liebling, we've talked about this Feb 20 19:01:16 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 19:01:57 Your nightmare was that I felt it? Feb 20 19:02:53 sneaked up to the tower room Feb 20 19:11:56 Because I felt that? Feb 20 19:18:23 I think you'd have slept with him... when I got there you were kissing Feb 20 19:20:50 * Molly shakes her head Feb 20 19:20:56 That would not have happened Feb 20 19:25:11 You cant say that Feb 20 19:27:29 Yes, I can Feb 20 19:27:54 No... Feb 20 19:28:10 Why? Feb 20 19:29:12 because you can only speak from the point of view you have. You were not attracted to him... in my dream, you were pulled to him, drawn... and you felt that immediate, mutual connection.... Feb 20 19:30:30 I have been pulled to you many times since last summer, times when I have desperately wanted to kiss you, and far more. And every single time I have respected your boundaries. Feb 20 19:31:22 in my dream you claimed you couldn't resist it... which is why you cannot say for certain what would've happened in my nightmare Feb 20 19:33:30 I would have left before I yielded to it Feb 20 19:39:18 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 20 20:13:14 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 20 20:13:22 [19:26] (Molly) I would have left before I yielded to it Feb 20 20:13:35 You can't know that Feb 20 20:14:09 You think I didn't not consider it could happen, that I had not considered what I would do if it did? Feb 20 20:18:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 20:19:10 Well, I had. Feb 20 20:19:23 * Morgan frowns Feb 20 20:19:50 * Molly watches him Feb 20 20:19:56 What, liebling? Feb 20 20:20:48 I don't know that I like that you considered it... even though it was practical Feb 20 20:22:34 I am naturally practical. And with the influence of fate and the meddling, it made sense to think how to deal with anything that might happen Feb 20 20:24:42 * Morgan nods Feb 20 20:24:49 I need to get to the nest Feb 20 20:26:15 * Molly sighs Feb 20 20:26:18 Alright Feb 20 20:27:34 * Morgan kisses her cheek gently before getting his coat Feb 20 20:30:09 * Molly watches him, following him to the door Feb 20 20:30:31 Will you come to bed when you are done, or should I prepare the couch? Feb 20 20:31:08 I'll come to bed if it won't disturb you Feb 20 20:31:19 It would be welcomed Feb 20 20:31:28 * Morgan nods Feb 20 20:31:30 alright my love Feb 20 20:31:47 * Molly nods, but she looks a little tense Feb 20 20:31:56 I hope it is dry and peaceful Feb 20 20:32:20 * Morgan nods Feb 20 20:32:21 **The cat comes, ready to go with Morgan Feb 20 20:32:26 so do I... I'm not in the mood for rain Feb 20 20:32:45 * Molly nods Feb 20 20:32:51 Goodnight then Feb 20 20:33:06 * Morgan nods, smiling briefly before scooping up the cat and putting it on his shoulders Feb 20 20:33:30 * Molly gently shuts the door behind him Feb 20 20:34:07 * Morgan heads up on deck Feb 20 20:36:04 **Koen is taking over from Sorgi, who seems in a hurry to go below. It is dry, but cold** Feb 20 20:37:18 * Morgan watches him quietly Feb 20 20:38:58 **Sorgi inclines his head* goodnight, mlord Feb 20 20:39:10 g'night cap'n Feb 20 20:39:30 **the man from the nest comes down Feb 20 20:40:15 * Morgan clambers up into it Feb 20 20:40:47 **it is cold and clear. Though the stars are in a different position, overhead is much like when Molly had drunk the special drink and then let him open his eyes to find her naked and straddling him in the moonlight** Feb 20 20:41:13 * Morgan settles down to do his shift Feb 20 20:42:50 **He estimates it is about one o'clock when he hears the ropes creaking as someone climbs up Feb 20 20:44:26 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 20 20:44:33 Shove over! Feb 20 20:45:46 * Morgan makes space Feb 20 20:45:51 what the hell are you doing up? Feb 20 20:45:59 * HH groans Feb 20 20:46:06 Don' say that word Feb 20 20:46:14 Drank too much did she? Feb 20 20:46:47 Didn' account for the different constitutions Feb 20 20:46:55 * Morgan nods Feb 20 20:47:44 Told 'er I'd be back in an hour, but I'm 'oping she falls asleep! Feb 20 20:48:03 unlikely Feb 20 20:49:00 Fuckin' hell. **he squeezes in** Feb 20 20:49:43 I _did_ warn you Feb 20 20:49:47 How th' hell did y' manage it? Feb 20 20:50:47 I'm just stronger than you Feb 20 20:51:38 * HH chuckles "not on round four I bet" Feb 20 20:52:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 20:54:14 Enjoyin' yer watch? Feb 20 20:57:20 its... it _was_ peaceful Feb 20 20:59:40 * HH huffs "Came to share my troubles with ya, this is what I get?" Feb 20 21:01:37 You know I love you really... Feb 20 21:01:59 * HH grins "yeah y' do!" Feb 20 21:03:28 * Morgan sweeps the horizon Feb 20 21:04:07 **it's all clear** Feb 20 21:04:31 'Ow's yer evening been? Feb 20 21:05:17 you mean aside from the fucking nightmare? Feb 20 21:05:54 Y' can include that, give me time t' cool my balls. Feb 20 21:07:54 Just one where Molly sneaked off and ended up kissing Seb... Feb 20 21:10:36 Kicked th' crap out of him? Feb 20 21:11:20 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 20 21:12:40 Rough to see though? Feb 20 21:12:46 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:12:50 still hurts now Feb 20 21:13:48 You mad with 'er now, like that night Inga and I had that row? Feb 20 21:14:14 No, just... hurting Feb 20 21:14:28 Even though it didn' happen? Feb 20 21:14:34 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:14:36 stupid isn't it Feb 20 21:15:06 Yeah, but it gets stuck in yer head Feb 20 21:16:12 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:17:53 Guess I was wrong tha' yer nightmares would stop Feb 20 21:18:28 looks that way doesn't it Feb 20 21:18:57 * HH nods Feb 20 21:19:15 Good job we're already gone Feb 20 21:19:36 Doesn't seem to have made any difference Feb 20 21:21:39 * HH nods Feb 20 21:22:38 I can take over up 'ere if you need to be with her right now Feb 20 21:22:54 No, I said I'd o it Feb 20 21:23:25 Y' can't just talk in yer heads? Feb 20 21:24:24 She's gone to bed, I don't want to disturb her Feb 20 21:24:47 She grouchy if she's woken too? Feb 20 21:25:03 Not usually, no Feb 20 21:26:02 Pretty sure she'd want y' to reach out to her if y' needed, man Feb 20 21:26:24 Maybe. It'll wait til mornin' Feb 20 21:26:43 * HH nods Feb 20 21:28:10 What else is goin' on with you? Not seen y' as much as usual Feb 20 21:30:22 We've been busy...I wanted to make sure you got time with Seb Feb 20 21:31:28 * HH nods "Good to see 'im. Think you'd like him if it wasn' for Molly Feb 20 21:31:58 I never said I don't like him... and I've got to respect anyone who can pick up my bullshit and run with it like he did Feb 20 21:34:05 * HH nods "We 'ad a lot of fun back in the day" Feb 20 21:34:17 I would imagine so Feb 20 21:35:05 Coulda been fun, the three o' us Feb 20 21:35:11 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:35:12 aye Feb 20 21:39:25 * HH stays quiet for a bit then. True to his word, it's been almost an hour when he says "Spose I best get back" Feb 20 21:40:19 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:40:23 aye Feb 20 21:40:39 and, if she isn't asleep... I'm not asking Molly to sooth the consequences of your actions... Feb 20 21:41:08 * HH grins Feb 20 21:41:34 I'll walk around with no trousers in t'morrow, it'll be fine Feb 20 21:41:59 I wouldn't be surprised if you did Feb 20 21:42:59 Might wear one of m' wife's skirts, let it all air out Feb 20 21:43:25 Just so long as you don't climb the rigging Feb 20 21:43:58 * HH laughs, patting his arm Feb 20 21:44:15 Pray for little Heinzharold, eh? Feb 20 21:44:33 No Feb 20 21:44:55 Asshole Feb 20 21:46:11 * Morgan nods Feb 20 21:46:14 yes Feb 20 21:46:21 * HH starts to climb down "Have a good night, man" Feb 20 21:46:28 do my best Feb 20 21:47:19 **The final two hours go fairly quick, and when he passes HHs room his friend is snoring** Feb 20 21:48:04 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 20 21:49:01 * Molly is wearing one of his worn shirts when he gets into bed beside her in the dark, and she doesn't wake Feb 20 21:49:53 * Morgan tries to settle to sleep Feb 20 21:51:27 **He starts to dream in his own history. He had ended the War stepping off a ship to discover it was over. In Johstadt they had met up with Claudia, and ridden, as many had, down through Freiburg. It took several days for him to adjust to the idea that the War that had been raging since before his birth was over. Nothing had really happened before he'd had to go back to that War, save some kisses and losing his heart. Now he was a free man. Feb 20 21:51:28 **He'd seen the fancy sewing box in a shop window and insisted they stopped to buy it. He'd barely stopped at Die Dauerhaftigkeit before sneaking out to take it to Dietlinde. He hadn't written to her whilst away, because she wouldn't have been able to read it. With the War over, he could propose marriage to her. She'd been elated to see him. The few weeks that concluded December had given him time to quietly buy up the cottage in the clearing and bribe a pri Feb 20 21:51:28 **Though it was unethical, he felt right in marrying her despite the status disparity and the deceit of going behind his father's back. What was all that compared to love? What had Theus let him survive the War for if not to honour his creator by marrying the girl he would protect and cherish for all his life? (mtf) Feb 20 21:52:03 **The day had been cold, and she had been so beautiful, different shades of blonde shining in her hair. They had warmed up later in the home he had found for them. Neither of them had known precisely what to expect, despite Morgan having picked up enough talk to warn Dietlinde it might hurt but he would be gentle. Feb 20 21:52:03 **She assured him after they had consummated the union that it hadn't hurt too much. They'd done it again that night, and then at first light before he steeled himself to visit Die Dauerhaftigkeit and tell his Father what he had done. Feb 20 21:52:03 **Adalbrecht is sat at his desk when Morgan is shown in. He's up surprisingly early,  and more surprisingly seems jovial Feb 20 21:52:03 "Good morning, Morgan" Adalbrecht says, a man still in charity with the world almost two months after the War-ending truce. "You didn't come home last night. Did you and HeinzHarold drink too much Blokners?" Adalbrecht laughs. Feb 20 21:52:14 * Molly is now known as Adalbrecht Feb 20 21:53:49 No, father... I need to tell you something Feb 20 21:55:52 * Adalbrecht nods, lighting a cigar Feb 20 21:55:55 Yes? Feb 20 21:56:59 I know this will displease you greatly.... Dietlinde and I were married yesterday Feb 20 21:57:55 Very funny Morgan. Did Heinzharold put you up to this? Feb 20 21:58:03 * Morgan watches his father solemnly Feb 20 21:58:36 I am not joking Feb 20 21:59:12 * Adalbrecht stands up Feb 20 21:59:24 That is impossible. Feb 20 21:59:52 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Feb 20 22:00:20 How? Feb 20 22:00:29 It doesn't matter Feb 20 22:00:47 Yes, it does. It will be undone. Feb 20 22:01:00 No, it will not Feb 20 22:01:47 It can, and it will. Certain things have to happen for it to be binding. I will inform her parents that mistakes were made. Feb 20 22:02:06 * Adalbrecht looks deeply displeased Feb 20 22:02:06 I will not allow that. Feb 20 22:02:21 You are not the Graf. Feb 20 22:02:31 No, I'm her husband. Feb 20 22:02:50 You are a Koertig, you will marry who you are told! Feb 20 22:03:05 As you did? Feb 20 22:03:23 I had the permission of my parents. Feb 20 22:04:03 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head Feb 20 22:04:57 It can be undone still. It will be undone. If you are in a rush to take a wife, a suitable one will be found. Feb 20 22:05:40 I love her. Feb 20 22:06:27 You are a Veisgraf. She is a labour's daughter. This is impossible. Feb 20 22:06:36 And yet it is so Feb 20 22:07:22 No. Go to her parents' house and tell her it is not going ahead. Feb 20 22:07:33 It is done Feb 20 22:07:53 It is not done until it is consummated Feb 20 22:08:00 It. Is. Done. Feb 20 22:08:38 * Adalbrecht looks absolutely incandescent Feb 20 22:08:49 What the hell are you thinking?! Feb 20 22:10:07 That I have loved her from the first time I met her. Feb 20 22:10:48 She isn't a suitable wife for a Veisgraf! Do you have any idea the damage you have done? Feb 20 22:12:29 What Theu Feb 20 22:12:35 What Theus decrees... Feb 20 22:12:56 * Adalbrecht rubs his forehead wearily Feb 20 22:13:02 Oh Morgan. Feb 20 22:17:56 I thought you understood that nothing could come of your friendship with her. Feb 20 22:18:09 its more than friendship... it is love. Feb 20 22:18:25 Love and marriage are very different things. Feb 20 22:18:54 They're not supposed to be. Feb 20 22:19:11 But they are. This is your duty. Feb 20 22:20:57 I'm sorry you feel that way, but that is how it is Feb 20 22:21:33 * Adalbrecht looks annoyed "You knew I would forbid this" Feb 20 22:21:59 * Morgan nods Feb 20 22:22:14 And so you betrayed my trust Feb 20 22:22:43 Because you would have stopped me, had me marry for convenience rather than love. Feb 20 22:23:21 I would have made you act with honour, which means marrying someone of status. Feb 20 22:24:04 bullshit. Feb 20 22:24:21 You will watch your mouth, young man. Feb 20 22:25:46 * Morgan shrugs slightly Feb 20 22:25:50 Oh I should thrash you. Feb 20 22:27:01 You wouldn't be the first Feb 20 22:27:07 What do you propose to do now, as you insist on being the master of your own destiny? Feb 20 22:27:19 * Adalbrecht watches him Feb 20 22:27:28 I have a cottage. We will live there Feb 20 22:27:37 A cottage. Feb 20 22:28:00 How long have you had this planned? Weeks? Months? Feb 20 22:28:25 * Morgan stares off into the middle distance Feb 20 22:29:06 You will answer your Graf. Feb 20 22:29:40 No. Feb 20 22:30:01 Don't make me have you flogged. Feb 20 22:30:25 If that is what you require... Feb 20 22:30:50 I require an answer as to your betrayal of your family and birthright. Feb 20 22:31:22 * Morgan glares at his father Feb 20 22:31:27 You hypocrite Feb 20 22:32:34 * Adalbrecht glares right back "You have come back home with a disrespectful attitude. You are a Veisgraf, comfort yourself with that in mind" Feb 20 22:34:11 You are a Graf, not a petulant bully who hasn't gotten his way... Feb 20 22:34:44 This is the way of the nobility. It is the way of your ancestors, and in your blood. Feb 20 22:35:45 * Morgan grinds his teeth, looking away Feb 20 22:35:57 Is she with child? Is that what all this hate is about? Feb 20 22:36:05 Haste * Feb 20 22:36:20 I will not dignify that with an answer Feb 20 22:36:35 **There's a knock on the door that was not there in reality** Feb 20 22:36:41 Come Feb 20 22:37:18 **Verity comes in, looking cheerful** Ah, dear boy, I missed you at dinner last night Feb 20 22:37:39 * Adalbrecht watches Morgan, inhaling on his cigar Feb 20 22:37:46 I'm sorry mother Feb 20 22:38:05 * Adalbrecht is now known as Verity Feb 20 22:38:43 I am sure you were having some time with Heinzharold, though I hope you will be staying home this evening? Feb 20 22:38:56 No, mother, I'm afraid not Feb 20 22:39:03 Ad: *he just watches Morgan** Feb 20 22:39:58 Oh *she looks disappointed before rallying* You and your friends must be finding it hard to adjust to normal life again. **she looks him over** Feb 20 22:40:36 Things have changed a great deal Feb 20 22:41:27 * Verity smiles, looking amused "why are you wearing a wedding ring, dear boy? Are you and Heinzharold playing a prank on your father?" Feb 20 22:42:01 No mother. I knew father would not allow it, so I married Dietlinde in secret Feb 20 22:42:40 * Verity is still smiling, shaking her head "Of course you didn't." Feb 20 22:42:54 * Morgan nods Feb 20 22:43:00 father was just telling me what a disgrace I am Feb 20 22:43:26 * Verity looks very hurt and upset by this Feb 20 22:44:16 I was going to speak to your father about allowing her to be your mistress. Feb 20 22:44:42 Ad: *he taps off the ash as he watches them* Feb 20 22:44:44 That would not have been enough. I love her. Feb 20 22:45:02 Plenty of noblemen love their mistresses Feb 20 22:45:11 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 22:45:40 Father would not allow a mistress here anyway, but I didn't want a mistress... I wanted her to be my wife Feb 20 22:45:51 * Verity takes a seat, watching him with patience laced with disappointment Feb 20 22:46:11 Dear boy, a nobleman cannot marry a common girl, even if he wishes to. Feb 20 22:46:44 says who? Feb 20 22:48:54 Everyone. That is how things are done. It keeps our lines purer and encourages the good traits of the nobility to flourish Feb 20 22:49:36 I'm sorry mother, but I've fought alongside better common men than many nobles I've met Feb 20 22:51:19 I would like you to reconsider this, dear boy. It will damage Sudlachenburg's reputation. Your father will allow you to keep her, and provide the funds to set up a household for her. But a marriage... I am afraid that is not possible. Feb 20 22:51:49 **Adalbrecht nods a little* Feb 20 22:52:01 * Morgan lifts his chin Feb 20 22:52:19 Then you will need to rely on Edward for an heir, for I will not marry another if you force this Feb 20 22:52:48 Ad: You will marry who we decide. Feb 20 22:52:59 * Morgan looks at his father Feb 20 22:53:01 No. Feb 20 22:53:17 * Verity gives the littlest shake of her head at Adalbrecht, then looks to Morgan Feb 20 22:54:32 Dear boy, please. We will give you time to adjust to the idea of taking a noble bride, and ensure she is not going to make your life difficult with Dietlinde being your mistress but please, do this for Sudlachenburg, and for me? Feb 20 22:55:05 I will not marry another. Feb 20 22:55:32 * Verity gives him that one look that causes him the most distress Feb 20 22:55:51 I am disappointed, Morgan. You are not the man I thought you were. Feb 20 22:56:03 * Morgan hangs his head Feb 20 22:56:35 I'm sorry mother. Feb 20 22:57:09 Would you at least discuss it with Dietlinde? Perhaps she would be willing to help you make this work? Feb 20 22:57:43 No. Father can. I want him to see her expression as he shatters her world and she realises what sort of man he is Feb 20 22:58:26 Ad: She should have known better than to agree to marry the future Graf. Feb 20 22:58:34 * Morgan snorts Feb 20 22:58:46 How could she, being a stupid commoner? Feb 20 22:59:14 * Verity looks at Adalbrecht again "Adalbrecht, please." Feb 20 23:00:01 **Adalbrecht storms out, slamming the door. Verity looks at Morgan** Be gentle with him, dear boy. It is a big shock Feb 20 23:01:23 Its difficult when he's being so unreasonable and elitist Feb 20 23:02:08 You are protective of her, of course. If she had been a gentleman's daughter... But she isn't. Feb 20 23:02:31 I'm afraid thats just something he'll have to learn to live with Feb 20 23:03:03 Please, dear boy. Sudlachenburg needs you Feb 20 23:03:10 I'm still here Feb 20 23:03:49 It needs you to look at how our peers will react. The consequences to our reputation will be huge Feb 20 23:04:06 You would have me break my vows, to her, to god? Feb 20 23:05:05 We can have it annulled, it is quite easy at first. It was yesterday, whilst you weren't here? Feb 20 23:05:20 No, mother. I will not. Feb 20 23:06:18 * Verity sighs "Oh dear boy... where did this all go so wrong?" Feb 20 23:06:42 You don't want me to answer that. Feb 20 23:07:35 Was it because we encouraged you to be so friendly with Heinzharold and his family? Should we have sent you to the academy sooner? Feb 20 23:08:15 You think HeinzHarold and his family beneath us? I'm shocked, mother, and extremely disappointed Feb 20 23:09:18 I think they are good people, but their status is not equal to ours, and I have never hidden from you that the nature of your friendship is different to that of most boys Feb 20 23:10:21 It is ridiculous, and only held in place by those desperate to cling to power. Its only held onto so hard because its always been that way... you know what else was always that way? Having to go to church to speak with god. Paying for absolution for sins you hadn't even committed yet. Feb 20 23:10:49 * Verity frowns deeply Feb 20 23:12:45 I am sorry you feel that the privilege and duty you have been born to is such a burden. I hoped we had instilled into you the importance of having a family in an area that shields the people from the machinations of outsiders, sees to their well-being, and keeps the order and peace. Feb 20 23:13:06 * Morgan sighs Feb 20 23:13:22 I can see you will not accept my point of view or actions. I see no point in continuing this Feb 20 23:14:56 We cannot protect our people from other nobles who might wish to annexe us or undermine our trade if we lose their respect. I am asking you to take some time to consider the potential consequences. Perhaps discuss it with Dietlinde and her family. I will have your Father give you space for a few days to think it over. Feb 20 23:15:37 Even if she accepts it, I will not marry someone else for convenience. Feb 20 23:16:21 There is time ahead to work out the details of that and having heirs. You are still a young man Feb 20 23:16:38 It is the principle of it. I will not. Feb 20 23:17:27 And had you been asked two years ago, you would have said it was the principle of the thing to not marry a commoner. Feb 20 23:17:52 * Morgan sighs, going to the door Feb 20 23:18:01 Hold on please. Feb 20 23:18:27 For what? So I can be browbeaten repeatedly despite my refusal to compromise what I think right Feb 20 23:18:51 * Verity stands, opening her arms to him "Come here, dear boy. I know this is hard for you" Feb 20 23:19:18 * Morgan sighs, going to his mother, laying his forehead on her shoulder Feb 20 23:19:47 * Verity wraps her arms around him, stroking the back of his head Feb 20 23:20:20 Even when we are at odds, I love you. That is one thing that can never change. Feb 20 23:20:31 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:21:36 * Verity kisses his hair, loosening her grip Feb 20 23:21:47 Take care of yourself, please. Feb 20 23:21:53 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:21:54 I will Feb 20 23:22:44 * Verity lets him leave, but he hears how she flops into the chair and sobs once he's a few steps from the door Feb 20 23:23:06 * Morgan walks away from the room, head down Feb 20 23:25:29 **A clock chimes as he passes, and he suddenly wakes up. At first he can't place where he is. Why is the bed in the cottage moving as if it is at sea? Why do the sheets smell like perfume rather than brand new cotton? Then he realises. The Rose, Molly. How that dream is almost six hard years in the past. Feb 20 23:26:08 * Morgan rubs his face, running his hands through his hair Feb 20 23:26:21 * Verity is now known as Molly Feb 20 23:26:34 * Molly stirs at his movements Feb 20 23:26:37 Hmm? Feb 20 23:26:47 Nightmares, dont worry Feb 20 23:26:54 Fix? Feb 20 23:26:58 no Feb 20 23:27:03 Cuddle? Feb 20 23:27:14 No, I need some fresh air Feb 20 23:27:58 * Molly sighs a little "okay" Feb 20 23:28:22 * Morgan climbs out of bed, pulling some clothes on before heading out and up on deck Feb 20 23:28:29 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 20 23:29:04 * Claudia is sat in the rigging, watching around the deep navy view Feb 20 23:29:40 Hey Feb 20 23:29:44 * Morgan climbs up slowly Feb 20 23:30:14 * Claudia nods to herself, getting out and handing over the flask Feb 20 23:30:32 * Morgan takes it, taking a large mouthful before handing it back Feb 20 23:30:35 what time is it? Feb 20 23:30:57 About an hour til dawn, half six maybe? Feb 20 23:31:10 * Morgan nods, looking out at the horizon Feb 20 23:31:30 * Claudia sips a little before offering it back again Feb 20 23:31:43 * Morgan takes it, taking another large drink Feb 20 23:31:48 Thought you'd sleep longer off middle Feb 20 23:31:58 bad dreams Feb 20 23:32:06 Wanna talk? Feb 20 23:32:49 dreamed of when I told my father I'd married Dietlinde... except my mother was there this time Feb 20 23:33:00 * Claudia winces Feb 20 23:33:10 Didn't go well? Feb 20 23:33:21 * Morgan shakes his head before sobbing briefly Feb 20 23:33:36 All the things I've faced, but that look of disappointment... Feb 20 23:34:00 * Claudia rubs his upper arm, impossible to do more in the rigging Feb 20 23:35:19 * Morgan lets out a slow breath Feb 20 23:35:24 Hits harder when it matters more Feb 20 23:36:16 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:39:12 I always envied that Feb 20 23:39:20 what? Feb 20 23:39:34 Your close relationship with your mother Feb 20 23:40:01 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:40:24 I guess it has pitfalls though Feb 20 23:40:28 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:40:31 very definitely Feb 20 23:40:42 If you don't love anyone, they can't hurt you Feb 20 23:41:16 * Morgan shrugs Feb 20 23:41:25 But that has to come down to trust doesn't it Feb 20 23:43:00 People are clumsy. Feb 20 23:44:10 No doubt. But you love me, and HeinzHarold Feb 20 23:44:50 * Claudia nods Feb 20 23:45:13 Yes, also not without its pitfalls. Feb 20 23:45:25 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:45:43 The benefits outweigh them Feb 20 23:45:56 * Claudia shrugs Feb 20 23:46:44 Thats hurtful Feb 20 23:47:30 It seems it, but the fear is never gone Feb 20 23:47:41 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:49:08 Sometimes you need to just accept that it is what it seems Feb 20 23:50:26 * Claudia nods, holding her hand out for the flask Feb 20 23:50:32 * Morgan hands it back Feb 20 23:50:47 Glad to be on the move again? *she swigs from it* Feb 20 23:51:50 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:52:03 I wish it wasn't into something so... difficult Feb 20 23:52:36 He's gonna go nuts Feb 20 23:52:44 which one? Feb 20 23:52:50 * Claudia laughs Feb 20 23:52:54 Either... both Feb 20 23:52:58 * Morgan nods Feb 20 23:53:29 Which are you most worried about Feb 20 23:55:25 Thats an excellent question... Edward will adjust, its more how much I'm going to have to stand in his way if he and my father get bull headed that concerns me... David, I think will be devastated Feb 20 23:58:54 Edward's probably going to try and wreck his life with Mina. Forrester is stubborn and difficult, I think your right, it's going to be hard on him Feb 20 23:59:47 Might have to break Edwards nose again, stop him going off the rails Feb 21 00:01:19 It's my turn. Feb 21 00:01:53 * Morgan laughs Feb 21 00:02:04 Thats fair I think Feb 21 00:03:39 I've been waiting six years Feb 21 00:04:16 starting to think you've got a crush on him Feb 21 00:05:27 * Claudia shudders Feb 21 00:05:46 Not if he was the only man on the planet Feb 21 00:05:57 * Morgan laughs Feb 21 00:06:21 * Claudia smiles Feb 21 00:06:41 I'd be just fine Feb 21 00:06:48 * Morgan nods Feb 21 00:06:50 I've no doubt Feb 21 00:07:13 I would miss you, Heinzharold and Sorgi though Feb 21 00:07:56 Briefly Feb 21 00:08:18 When I was tired out Feb 21 00:08:35 * Morgan nods Feb 21 00:08:47 before you wanted more bubbies Feb 21 00:08:55 * Claudia cringes Feb 21 00:10:00 Please don't call them that **It reminds him of Molly talking in her sleep the other night thinking Thomas was Madchen when she told Morgan she would go for the baby as she probably wanted bubbies** Feb 21 00:10:50 * Morgan chuckles Feb 21 00:12:24 Haven't heard him say it in a few days. Maybe he didn't want Rosie thinking he's a toddler. Feb 21 00:22:13 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 21 16:01:00 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 21 16:01:54 **He and Claudia chat a while, and once dawn has come and they're moving again he gets coffee organised to take to the study. Molly and Varick aren't up yet, and there's no sign of HH and Inga. Even the cat isn't there. Feb 21 16:03:10 * Morgan sits at his desk, drinking his coffee Feb 21 16:03:53 * Molly is the first to get up, he can hear her singing to herself as she dresses Feb 21 16:06:34 * Molly comes in about ten minutes later, cat at her heels Feb 21 16:06:46 Ahh, there you are. Good morning my love Feb 21 16:07:18 good morning blossom Feb 21 16:08:40 * Molly pours herself some coffee before going to look out of the rear window Feb 21 16:08:46 How are you now? Feb 21 16:09:17 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 16:09:19 alright I suppose Feb 21 16:10:14 How was your watch? Feb 21 16:10:29 Not bad. Had HeinzHarold for company for an hour Feb 21 16:10:37 * Molly sits across the desk from him Feb 21 16:10:59 It didn't work on her? Feb 21 16:11:08 * Morgan laughs Feb 21 16:11:23 Apparently she doesn't have your constitution and it affected her a good deal more Feb 21 16:11:42 Oh poor Inga! Feb 21 16:12:17 Oh I don't know Feb 21 16:12:24 No? Feb 21 16:12:34 * Molly smiles, sipping her coffee Feb 21 16:18:03 He came out in the hopes she'd fall asleep after round... four I think he said Feb 21 16:18:33 * Molly winces Feb 21 16:18:46 That's rather a lot for a man Feb 21 16:19:07 * Morgan nods Feb 21 16:19:25 * Molly tilts her head with a mischievous smile Feb 21 16:19:57 I would have thought it was physically difficult after the second or third time Feb 21 16:20:43 * Morgan nods Feb 21 16:21:05 I wonder whether that can be caused by magic... Feb 21 16:21:33 I would imagine so Feb 21 16:21:41 * Molly ponders this Feb 21 16:22:21 Perhaps we could test sometime whether I can use it to make you... in a state conducive to performing. Feb 21 16:22:36 * Morgan nods Feb 21 16:22:40 in the interests of science... Feb 21 16:22:50 Oh entirely! Feb 21 16:22:56 * Molly giggles Feb 21 16:23:36 We would need to be fully dressed to ensure you weren't favourably distracted Feb 21 16:24:09 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 16:24:11 I suppose Feb 21 16:24:34 * Molly sips her coffee, looking distracted herself Feb 21 16:26:40 * Molly smiles, brushing it off Feb 21 16:26:52 So Heinzharold will be suffering today? Feb 21 16:27:25 I would imagine so Feb 21 16:27:47 He did say he might wear a dress, for the soothing airflow Feb 21 16:28:07 * Molly giggles Feb 21 16:28:26 Oh no! I do not need that image in my mind thank you! Feb 21 16:33:54 I've banned him from climbing the rigging... and told him I will not be asking you to sooth what ails him Feb 21 16:35:24 I would, provided I do not have to look at or touch him _there_ Feb 21 16:36:18 You would, but you won't. He was warned. Feb 21 16:36:53 * Molly giggles "You would let him suffer?" Feb 21 16:37:04 * Morgan shrugs briefly Feb 21 16:37:06 And Inga? Feb 21 16:37:08 Probably Feb 21 16:37:28 * Molly smiles Feb 21 16:37:45 If they complain, we can keep it for ourselves? Feb 21 16:38:43 You would want to use it again? Feb 21 16:39:39 * Molly nods Feb 21 16:39:55 Yes, if you would get enjoyment from that Feb 21 16:40:02 * Morgan nods Feb 21 16:44:26 * Molly smiles Feb 21 16:44:50 I would like that. But I would maybe drink less than last time! Feb 21 16:45:12 or not... Feb 21 16:47:39 * Molly watches him Feb 21 16:49:40 I wasn't quite as desperate as you would like? Feb 21 16:49:53 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Feb 21 16:50:48 I cannot imagine it is possible to be more so Feb 21 16:51:55 I guess we'll find out Feb 21 16:56:13 * Molly smiles "can you imagine that in combination with the sparkliness?!" Feb 21 16:56:59 We'd die of exhaustion Feb 21 17:00:49 * Molly nods "I can think of worse ways!" Feb 21 17:01:04 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:01:06 indeed Feb 21 17:01:56 I will put myself at Your Excellency's service then, I have no prior commitments on my evenings. Feb 21 17:02:10 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:02:13 good Feb 21 17:05:11 * Molly watches him, fidgeting briefly "How was your night after your watch?" Feb 21 17:06:39 * Morgan frowns Feb 21 17:06:45 unpleasant Feb 21 17:09:41 Another nightmare? Feb 21 17:11:18 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:13:51 Seb again? Feb 21 17:14:48 No... When I told my father I'd married Dietlinde, except mother was there this time Feb 21 17:16:48 * Molly frowns, sipping her coffee Feb 21 17:17:00 She was not there in reality? Feb 21 17:17:11 No Feb 21 17:20:25 That definitely sounds like a nightmare. She was displeased? Feb 21 17:20:49 Hurt and disappointed Feb 21 17:22:08 * Molly looks pained Feb 21 17:22:14 Oh no Feb 21 17:22:52 * Morgan nods, frowning as he sips his coffee Feb 21 17:35:46 * Molly watches him Feb 21 17:35:50 Are you alright? Feb 21 17:36:45 as alright as I can be Feb 21 17:38:33 Can I do anything for you? Feb 21 17:38:53 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 21 17:39:05 I know it wasn't real but... seeing it still affected me Feb 21 17:39:24 * Molly nods Feb 21 17:39:44 I can imagine that being difficult Feb 21 17:40:41 Would you like me to embrace you? Feb 21 17:40:49 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:40:50 please Feb 21 17:43:33 * Molly gets up, coming to him. She wraps her arms around him "I will do this whenever you wish, you just need to say you wish me to" this puts his head at the perfect height to rest on her cleavage Feb 21 17:43:51 I know my love Feb 21 17:44:32 * Molly leans her cheek to his crown, just holding him close Feb 21 17:46:12 A certain irony has occurred to me Feb 21 17:49:13 * Molly stays where she is Feb 21 17:49:15 Oh? Feb 21 17:50:25 All that worrying over whether or not your being a gentleman daughter would be enough to satisfy protocol... Feb 21 17:50:59 Oh. I had not thought of that Feb 21 17:51:08 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:51:22 It's still very strange to me Feb 21 17:51:54 * Morgan nods Feb 21 17:52:00 * Molly loosens her grip, but sits on the desk in front of him rather than going back to her seat Feb 21 17:52:53 A Freiarr's daughter could not have been your mistress though... Feb 21 17:55:49 No, but all the concern for the marriage... Feb 21 17:56:22 * Molly nods Feb 21 17:56:57 It would have been far easier to have arrived in Sudlachenburg to tell them you were wedding a Rosenkrantz, not a Forrester. Feb 21 17:58:16 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:00:07 It was very worrying for you? Feb 21 18:04:47 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:05:27 I am sure you had a backup plan though Feb 21 18:06:06 Not a very good one, but yes Feb 21 18:07:02 * Molly leans over to get her coffee Feb 21 18:07:06 What was it? Feb 21 18:07:46 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 21 18:07:53 give it all up and go back to Avalon Feb 21 18:08:53 Still working for Catherine? Feb 21 18:09:19 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 18:09:25 maybe going to live in Catterick Feb 21 18:09:30 * Molly smiles Feb 21 18:09:44 You would have given up Sudlachenburg to marry me? Feb 21 18:09:52 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:10:04 * Molly looks at him fondly Feb 21 18:10:13 That's very touching, my love Feb 21 18:11:53 its just the truth Feb 21 18:12:58 It is a big thing, to leave behind one's heritage and homeland for love. Feb 21 18:13:16 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:13:20 Yes it is Feb 21 18:13:22 * Molly smiles, sipping her coffee Feb 21 18:13:42 So it is important that you know I appreciate it Feb 21 18:13:54 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 21 18:13:56 so do I Feb 21 18:14:29 * Molly leans forward to gently kiss him "I know you do..." Feb 21 18:17:04 * Morgan presses his lips to hers briefly Feb 21 18:18:10 And now it's more complicated, isn't it? Feb 21 18:19:24 is it? Feb 21 18:24:43 What is my heritage... where is my homeland... Feb 21 18:26:36 You were born and raised in Avalon... if you feel that is your homeland, that is where it is... Feb 21 18:26:50 I don't know what I feel Feb 21 18:27:15 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:29:36 It is as if all my mooring ropes have been cut. Have you ever felt that? Feb 21 18:30:16 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 21 18:30:18 yes Feb 21 18:31:37 * Molly looks embarrassed Feb 21 18:31:40 Sorry. Feb 21 18:32:29 what for? Feb 21 18:33:35 You must have felt this lost after the fire Feb 21 18:34:08 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:35:47 It was tactless of me to ask Feb 21 18:36:01 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 18:36:54 * Molly sips the coffee Feb 21 18:37:03 Have there been other times? Feb 21 18:37:40 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:37:41 many Feb 21 18:38:48 Could you share any? Feb 21 18:39:50 After losing my platoon, I was very much adrift... Feb 21 18:40:36 At the end of the War? Feb 21 18:40:59 No... though that wasn't much better Feb 21 18:43:54 At least you had Heinzharold and Claudia at the end... what happened to your platoon? Feb 21 18:44:37 We got ambushed, only two of us made it out Feb 21 18:48:14 Was that early in the war? Feb 21 18:50:00 fairly, aye Feb 21 18:50:49 You must have been young, seventeen or eighteen? Feb 21 18:51:04 * Molly offers her free hand to him Feb 21 18:52:17 * Morgan nods, taking it Feb 21 18:54:23 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 21 18:54:35 Were they your first platoon? Feb 21 18:55:22 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:57:51 I'm sorry, it must have been incredibly difficult for you Feb 21 18:59:09 * Morgan nods Feb 21 18:59:25 First time we'd really had to face our mortality properly Feb 21 19:01:51 * Molly nods Feb 21 19:02:03 What happened to the other survivor? Feb 21 19:03:50 went down with his ship near the end of the war Feb 21 19:04:34 * Molly sighs sadly Feb 21 19:04:58 Oh liebling... that must have left you in knots Feb 21 19:05:04 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:06:16 You haven't had it easy, my love Feb 21 19:07:18 Not terribly Feb 21 19:08:18 What other times have you felt that your moorings have been cut? Feb 21 19:08:50 * Morgan sighs Feb 21 19:08:55 every time I dream of you with Seb Feb 21 19:09:26 * Molly frowns slightly "It impacts you so much?" Feb 21 19:09:57 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:10:41 It feels like you lose me? Feb 21 19:10:56 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:13:10 * Molly nods sadly Feb 21 19:13:25 You know that you have not though? Feb 21 19:13:46 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:14:26 I can take comfort it that at least Feb 21 19:16:48 **There's the sound of Varick getting out of bed Feb 21 19:17:15 Is there anything you need from me before we are interrupted? Reassurance? Feb 21 19:17:41 No, my love, you have given me that Feb 21 19:18:05 * Molly nods "And I will continue to, any time you wish it" Feb 21 19:18:12 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:18:52 * Molly kisses him quickly again before finishing the last of her coffee Feb 21 19:19:13 I will see to Varick then Feb 21 19:19:40 * Morgan nods Feb 21 19:19:41 alright blossom Feb 21 19:24:32 * Molly does, leaving him for ten minutes sat with just his coffee Feb 21 19:26:22 **Varick comes in to hug him** Mama says I have to do reading and sums, but I want to go on deck and learn sailing Feb 21 19:26:59 You need to learn your reading and sums, they are useful when you sail Feb 21 19:27:49 V: But I don't like them. I like sailing. Feb 21 19:28:07 but you want to be good at sailing, dont you? Feb 21 19:28:28 V: Yes Feb 21 19:29:54 then you need to know your sums and how to read... they're as useful as knowing which way the wind blows Feb 21 19:30:19 V: what if I do ten minutes of reading and sums, then the rest sailing? Feb 21 19:31:39 Thats not enough Feb 21 19:33:25 V: twenty each? Feb 21 20:22:45 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 21 20:26:38 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 21 20:27:15 but you want to be good at sailing, dont you? Feb 21 20:27:15 V: Yes Feb 21 20:27:15 then you need to know your sums and how to read... they're as useful as knowing which way the wind blows Feb 21 20:27:15 V: what if I do ten minutes of reading and sums, then the rest sailing? Feb 21 20:27:15 Thats not enough Feb 21 20:27:18 V: twenty each? Feb 21 20:27:20 How long would you normally do? Feb 21 20:27:37 V: One whole hour, each! Feb 21 20:31:48 I'll check with your mama Feb 21 20:32:21 * Molly comes in a moment later Feb 21 20:33:01 Liebes herz, I think it is time Varick has more clothes. He has grown quite a bit since summer. Feb 21 20:36:41 Alright. Feb 21 20:39:13 * Molly ruffles Varick's hair Feb 21 20:39:37 Would you prefer to do that in Freiburg, or give the business to Sudlachenburg instead? Feb 21 20:40:14 How desperately does he need them? Feb 21 20:42:19 Not very Feb 21 20:42:36 Then Sudlachenburg Feb 21 20:44:00 * Molly smiles "Alright, liebling" Feb 21 20:44:12 Varick is trying to strike a bargain... Feb 21 20:44:35 V: I don't want to do my work, but if I do some I can go with Papa Feb 21 20:44:59 * Molly looks to Morgan "what thinks you?" Feb 21 20:45:15 I'm not against it, providing he does a meaningful amount of learning Feb 21 20:47:21 * Molly nods "Let's get started, Mauschen, then you can go" Feb 21 20:48:41 **They start working, but Varick can't concentrate, so Molly relents, letting Varick go up when HH and Inga arrive. HH looks pretty tired, but Inga seems fine Feb 21 20:50:32 * Morgan instructs Varick to get a coat and gloves Feb 21 20:50:35 * Molly looks at them, then at HH Feb 21 20:51:07 Heinzharold, would you like to help Varick learn to sail as well? Feb 21 20:51:36 **HH looks at Morgan** She tryin' to get rid of us? Feb 21 20:51:41 * Morgan nods Feb 21 20:51:42 obviously Feb 21 20:52:07 **HH nods** I'll come with ya Feb 21 20:54:35 * Molly looks to Morgan "would you reheat the coffee pot, my love?" Feb 21 20:56:18 * Morgan nods, concentrating Feb 21 20:57:17 Thank you **she pours for Inga, who sits a little gingerly** Feb 21 20:57:40 * Morgan looks at Varick Feb 21 20:57:42 Come along then Feb 21 20:57:50 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 21 20:59:54 **The three of them go up on deck. It's busy, because Sorgi and and Claudia are turning the ship into Der Rotstrom. It's complex, and something good for Varick to learn, but they have to keep out of the way. Feb 21 21:03:03 * HH waits til it is quiet and he can talk quietly to Morgan "How y' doing?" Feb 21 21:03:47 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 21:03:56 Hurting. Got worse after my watch Feb 21 21:06:35 Nightmare of them goin' further? Feb 21 21:07:29 Worse. I was telling my father about marrying Dietlinde... my mother came in, and I had to tell her... the hurt and disappointment on her face.... man, when I woke up I went and bloody cried Feb 21 21:09:17 Aww man, brutal. Feb 21 21:09:56 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:10:04 its still bothering me Feb 21 21:10:42 You were pretty bothered when y' showed up to tell me, even just with yer father Feb 21 21:11:31 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:12:23 What's botherin' ya most? Feb 21 21:13:29 disappointing her... I never want to see that Feb 21 21:14:20 Doesn' seem likely y' will going forward Feb 21 21:15:16 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 21:16:17 Florrie, right? Feb 21 21:16:43 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:17:43 Not on you, man. Wasn't you that did it Feb 21 21:18:31 still... Feb 21 21:19:05 She's not gonna blame you for Edward's mistake Feb 21 21:21:52 No, I know... but its going to hurt her all the same Feb 21 21:22:41 * HH shrugs Feb 21 21:22:57 Mebbie she'll take it better than you think Feb 21 21:23:26 We'll see Feb 21 21:25:30 Y' not telling any of them how she looks? Feb 21 21:26:26 When the times right. Let them get used to the idea of her existing first Feb 21 21:27:30 * HH nods "She's a proper little character, isn't she?" Feb 21 21:28:18 * Morgan smiles, nodding Feb 21 21:28:35 Miss 'er? Feb 21 21:28:44 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:28:46 I do, yes Feb 21 21:29:07 * HH nods "even though she looks like she does?" Feb 21 21:29:58 I didn't say it was easy Feb 21 21:31:01 Doin' well, man Feb 21 21:32:17 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:34:13 Didn't know if y'd get a bit too attached b'cause of it Feb 21 21:34:31 I think I'm doing alright in that respect Feb 21 21:34:52 * HH nods Feb 21 21:35:06 Reck'n so Feb 21 21:35:29 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:36:49 Doin' better with the Rosie stuff? Feb 21 21:37:10 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 21:38:56 * HH grins Feb 21 21:39:06 She 'ad gone back to sleep Feb 21 21:39:35 I noticed she sat down rather... gingerly Feb 21 21:40:30 * HH grins more "Pretty normal, I'm blessed." Feb 21 21:42:00 * Morgan sniggers Feb 21 21:42:30 Ne'er seen her wife do it, but that's no surprise. Feb 21 21:42:35 Yer* Feb 21 21:44:12 * Morgan thumps him Feb 21 21:44:27 * HH laughs Feb 21 21:44:46 Careful, I'm tender t'day Feb 21 21:44:55 Shame that... Feb 21 21:45:29 * HH nods Feb 21 21:45:32 Worth it. Feb 21 21:46:07 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:46:08 good Feb 21 21:47:03 Gonna get 'nother bottle when it runs out? Feb 21 21:47:37 i think so, aye Feb 21 21:48:19 Tastes nice Feb 21 21:48:50 aye, I thought so too Feb 21 21:49:10 Didn' do anything for me, 'cept by proxy Feb 21 21:49:24 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:49:26 just like he said Feb 21 21:49:51 Same f' you? Feb 21 21:49:54 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:50:44 Not sure I could 'andle that anyway Feb 21 21:51:22 No, I wouldn't imagine so Feb 21 21:52:01 Guess it'd be a bit like the draw? Feb 21 21:52:15 I suppose so Feb 21 21:52:24 thats due any day, incidentally Feb 21 21:52:34 * HH thinks Feb 21 21:52:59 Based on wha' we said before, gonna be Sunday or Monday? Feb 21 21:53:26 * Morgan nods Feb 21 21:54:14 We gonna be in Freiburg by then? Feb 21 21:54:28 aye Feb 21 21:54:52 Y' got a plan? Feb 21 21:56:03 A few Feb 21 21:56:22 Know which day it'll be? Feb 21 21:57:05 She will, no doubt Feb 21 21:57:47 Give most of th' men shore leave, get 'em off the ship? Feb 21 21:58:24 probably a good idea Feb 21 21:58:55 * HH nods Feb 21 21:59:19 Gonna need me an' Inga to have Varick, or gonna ask Claudia? Feb 21 21:59:47 Probably ask Claudia... she'll need a distraction Feb 21 22:00:12 * HH nods "Got summat I wanna figure out myself" Feb 21 22:00:36 oh? Feb 21 22:01:04 Wanna know if I can reduce it as a bystander, with a bit of 'elp from my wife. Feb 21 22:01:18 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:01:45 Could be 'elpful to know, couldn' it? Feb 21 22:02:19 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:02:22 yes it could Feb 21 22:03:45 **last time she was sparkly and he was far away the dream of losing his virginity had led him to waking almost at the point of no return and getting himself off had led to a reduction in the intensity of it for about an hour** Feb 21 22:06:47 Gives y' more options for guardin' her Feb 21 22:06:57 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:07:09 get all the crew to a brothel... could be pricey Feb 21 22:07:35 * HH nods Feb 21 22:08:43 Been almost a month since they were in Kingston though, sure they'll be willin' to pay their way Feb 21 22:10:15 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:10:22 I suppose so Feb 21 22:11:27 Good timin' doing it in Freiburg, plenty o' places, no language problems. Get ot done b'fore they start squabblin' Feb 21 22:12:26 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:13:53 Shoulda seen 'ow bad that was on the Nauti. Eleven weeks we did, off Montaigne. Slightest thing could set off a fight by th' time we got shore leave Feb 21 22:14:42 Yet in Montaigne you can't throw a rock without hitting a brothel owner Feb 21 22:18:08 * HH nods "wouldn' have been made welcome. 'Ad to knock seven bells out of a few of 'em." Feb 21 22:18:31 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:19:37 I was alright though Feb 21 22:19:47 you were a good boy... Feb 21 22:23:20 Sort of... *he grins* Feb 21 22:25:11 Made sure I wasn' in fights, mostly helped keep an eye on th'others once we got to the brothels Feb 21 22:26:13 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:26:14 aye Feb 21 22:28:08 Wasn' sat outside in the rain, like some Feb 21 22:29:16 It wasn't always raining Feb 21 22:30:09 * HH snorts "wish I'da seen the look on yer face at that one in Fischler" Feb 21 22:31:17 * Morgan shrugs Feb 21 22:31:22 I had work to do, people to threaten Feb 21 22:32:11 Much more enjoyable than bubbies(!) Feb 21 22:33:06 I got an axe out of it Feb 21 22:33:24 Alright, tha's about the same Feb 21 22:34:00 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:35:26 Gonna have Edward with us on Sunday and Monday? Feb 21 22:35:34 Possibly Feb 21 22:36:53 Wha' we gonna do with him an' the draw? Feb 21 22:37:54 I don't know... Feb 21 22:38:36 Gonna be an issue, b'cause y' can't really explain it to 'im Feb 21 22:39:31 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:39:32 I know Feb 21 22:42:00 Mebbie Claudia can look after 'im too Feb 21 22:42:13 Only if I want his nose broken... Feb 21 22:42:34 * HH laughs Feb 21 22:44:07 Though... Feb 21 22:44:18 packing him off with Varick to look round might be an idea Feb 21 22:44:39 Send them to Jarvie? Feb 21 22:44:50 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:44:53 good idea Feb 21 22:45:48 Y' gonna see if you can set it off? Feb 21 22:45:55 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:45:59 and if she can stop it Feb 21 22:46:37 Without y' having to do it? Feb 21 22:47:44 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:48:03 Tha' would be much better Feb 21 22:48:51 * Morgan nods Feb 21 22:48:53 aye Feb 21 22:49:14 * HH nods Feb 21 22:49:24 She worryin'? Feb 21 22:49:32 No more than normal Feb 21 22:49:44 * HH nods Feb 21 22:50:05 ((Anything he would want to cover?)) Feb 21 22:50:14 ((no)) Feb 21 22:50:20 **After they've had some time teaching Varick, they have lunch and then put Varick for his nap as usual. Molly takes a big blanket onto the couch in the middle of the room** Feb 21 22:50:20 I thought perhaps you might need a nap like Heinzharold and Inga! Feb 21 22:50:48 * Morgan looks at it apprehensively Feb 21 22:51:07 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 21 22:51:51 I do not want you exhausting yourself Feb 21 22:51:59 I know but... Feb 21 22:52:10 * Molly nods Feb 21 22:53:19 I'll stay with you my love Feb 21 22:53:41 * Morgan signs, sitting down Feb 21 22:54:34 * Molly pulls the blanket over them both Feb 21 22:55:46 I can stay awake, if you wish Feb 21 22:56:40 No, blossom, sleep Feb 21 22:57:02 * Molly nods, cuddling up to him Feb 21 22:58:02 I will Feb 21 22:58:50 * Molly sings quietly, and he definitely feels drowsy Feb 21 22:59:34 * Morgan grimaces before closing his eyes Feb 21 23:02:24 **he starts to dream. He is on the Coral on the way to the monestary, one week into his five weeks away. He hasn't found chance to speak to Catherine til now, but with his letter to ensure Molly and his child are provided for written and in his pocket, he makes his way to her cabin Feb 21 23:02:37 * Molly is now known as Catherine Feb 21 23:03:15 * Morgan knocks on the doorframe Feb 21 23:03:42 Come Feb 21 23:04:27 * Morgan opens the door Feb 21 23:04:35 A moment of your time? Feb 21 23:04:52 **her cabin has two single beds, a small table and two chairs. She is sat in one, embroidering Feb 21 23:04:59 Of course. Take a seat. Feb 21 23:05:07 * Morgan nods, closing the door and sitting down Feb 21 23:06:45 * Catherine looks at him "what is it?" Feb 21 23:07:07 Molly and I are going to marry Feb 21 23:07:45 You and _Molly_?! She's marrying Curtis Jaeger Feb 21 23:08:23 Not any longer Feb 21 23:08:51 Why? They seemed like a good pair Feb 21 23:10:36 We have grown close and... well, that has become more. Feb 21 23:11:23 * Catherine covers her mouth with her hand "You are in love with Molly! Oh my god!" Feb 21 23:11:39 I am not ready to have that realised yet. Feb 21 23:12:01 I don't understand Feb 21 23:12:33 I was married before.... my wife died, and I am feeling extremely guilty about caring for another. Feb 21 23:13:02 Oh, sorry. Why would you get married if you feel like that? Feb 21 23:13:42 Because its the right thing to do. Feb 21 23:14:45 It sounds like a bad idea Feb 21 23:14:59 I appreciate your concern, but it is what we have both decided Feb 21 23:15:18 What about Jaeger? Feb 21 23:15:51 He will survive. From a social point of view, another would be a better choice anyway Feb 21 23:16:31 She is a bit of a nightmare socially for his parents, isnt she? Feb 21 23:17:19 If you care about those sort of things Feb 21 23:17:40 Does Molly love you? Feb 21 23:18:35 * Morgan nods Feb 21 23:18:57 Aww that's nice Feb 21 23:21:19 When are you getting married? Feb 21 23:21:40 Molly is arranging the betrothal while we are away Feb 21 23:22:38 Molly will stop being my housekeeper then? That is what was going to happen with her becoming Lady Jaeger Feb 21 23:24:17 It rather depends how things are. Feb 21 23:24:56 Are you thinking of leaving? Feb 21 23:26:04 It is something to consider. I wish to keep her safe Feb 21 23:27:10 Might you go back to Eisen? Feb 21 23:27:27 I doubt it. I don't see me being welcome Feb 21 23:27:52 I suppose it won't go well marrying a commoner Feb 21 23:28:19 * Morgan nods Feb 21 23:28:20 quite Feb 21 23:29:10 Is it a good idea though, Morgan? It will make it hard to ever be welcomed home Feb 21 23:29:28 I don't see that will ever be the case anyway Feb 21 23:30:30 It's very sudden. Only a few days again Jaeger was asking for help finding a house and where they could get married on my estate Feb 21 23:30:52 * Morgan nods Feb 21 23:31:04 We have been growing closer for some time Feb 21 23:31:21 Behind Jaeger's back? Feb 21 23:31:36 * Morgan frowns Feb 21 23:32:28 They were wrong for eachother Feb 21 23:33:03 And the two of you are not? Feb 21 23:33:29 I don't believe so Feb 21 23:34:12 I'm very surprised. I had heard there was something going on between you and Eiblinn Feb 21 23:34:43 We were definitely not right for eachother... it was a passing fancy, for us both Feb 21 23:35:58 You are sure this won't happen with Molly? She has been in my service for eighteen months, I wouldn't like her getting hurt or misled Feb 21 23:36:18 I am certain Feb 21 23:36:50 Well, you dont really need my permission, and I believe her parents are dead Feb 21 23:37:26 I know it wasn't me told you that... Feb 21 23:38:04 I think Mary told me that Feb 21 23:38:10 I see Feb 21 23:38:25 Is it incorrect? Feb 21 23:39:40 When we get back I'll look into it Feb 21 23:39:57 * Catherine nods Feb 21 23:40:16 Where are you going to wed? Feb 21 23:40:44 That is to be decided. Soon, though Feb 21 23:42:04 I've never had staff get married before, I hope you will both be happy Feb 21 23:42:13 thank you Feb 21 23:42:27 You must be eager to get back to her Feb 21 23:42:48 * Morgan nods Feb 21 23:42:49 very Feb 21 23:43:17 I would have let you stay behind if you had told me before we left Feb 21 23:43:51 My job is to keep you safe... and I don't trust some of the people that will be there Feb 21 23:45:02 How long ago did you propose? I am still surprised! Feb 21 23:47:25 We agreed upon it a few days ago... Feb 21 23:51:10 It is very new then. Does Jaeger know? Feb 21 23:52:29 He will by now certainly Feb 21 23:53:24 Did he have any idea there were feelings between you and Molly? Feb 21 23:54:55 I don't believe so, no Feb 21 23:55:58 He won't have taken it well Feb 21 23:56:41 Probably not... he's hardly the most mature person I've ever met Feb 21 23:57:26 It sounds like you dont like him Feb 21 23:58:36 I gave you the impression I like some of them? Feb 21 23:59:34 * Catherine laughs "Brother Siegfried and Captain Tsaylur" Feb 22 00:00:05 Not exactly high society... Feb 22 00:01:18 No, but I like them. Feb 22 00:02:11 * Morgan nods Feb 22 00:03:26 Thank you for telling me. Do you need to have an advance on your wages for it? Feb 22 00:04:03 No, I'll manage Feb 22 00:04:23 If you do need it though, that is fine Feb 22 00:04:29 * Morgan nods Feb 22 00:04:30 thank you Feb 22 00:04:41 Is there anything else? Feb 22 00:04:51 No, there is not Feb 22 00:05:07 * Catherine nods Feb 22 00:06:03 We won't linger at the monastery, we will get you back to your wife as soon as possible Feb 22 00:06:18 * Morgan nods Feb 22 00:06:19 thank you Feb 22 00:06:56 I'll see you at dinner Feb 22 00:07:17 * Morgan nods, standing up Feb 22 00:07:28 Thank you for your understanding Feb 22 00:08:21 I'm not sure I really do, but it sounds like you care deeply for each other, and that's what matters Feb 22 00:08:45 * Morgan nods Feb 22 00:08:46 we do Feb 22 00:09:56 * Catherine nods, going back to her embroidery Feb 22 00:10:34 * Morgan heads out of the room, closing the door behind him Feb 22 00:11:33 **he wakes as the door clicks shut** Feb 22 00:21:48 * Catherine has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 22 11:38:40 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 22 11:38:43 * Molly is still asleep on his shoulder, the blanket over them. He estimates more than forty five minutes have passed. Feb 22 11:39:06 * Morgan watches her for a moment before rousing her Feb 22 11:39:18 Mmm? Feb 22 11:39:40 I want to get up blossom Feb 22 11:44:40 * Molly moves "I'm sorry, are you alright?" Feb 22 11:44:57 * Morgan nods, sitting up Feb 22 11:45:33 I dreamt we were at the Golden Lantern again. It was nice Feb 22 11:46:04 * Morgan nods Feb 22 11:46:06 good Feb 22 11:49:21 Did you dream anything nice? Feb 22 11:49:55 Not really. I dreamed I had to tell Lady Torrington we were to marry... Feb 22 11:52:40 From where we had accidentally been intimate in Carleon? Feb 22 11:53:43 * Morgan nods Feb 22 11:55:01 Oh dear, was she very cross? Feb 22 11:55:10 I didn't tell her everything Feb 22 11:59:22 Oh, that's probably wise. Was she shocked? Feb 22 12:03:31 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:03:32 aye Feb 22 12:04:37 * Molly looks thoughtful Feb 22 12:05:00 Perhaps these dreams are connected Feb 22 12:05:40 you think? Feb 22 12:05:43 Telling your father and mother you had wed, telling Catherine you were marrying me... Feb 22 12:05:58 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 22 12:08:01 You are worrying about Edward and my Father a great deal? Feb 22 12:08:17 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:08:18 yes Feb 22 12:11:31 I think perhaps that is why Feb 22 12:13:09 Could be Feb 22 12:16:19 You are only the messenger, my love Feb 22 12:16:54 Even so... Feb 22 12:17:52 The situations are what they are. It would be unfair of them to blame yoy Feb 22 12:17:55 You* Feb 22 12:18:43 Yet I suspect they will Feb 22 12:20:00 Will you want me to stay out of it? Feb 22 12:20:46 I think Edward may need your support... I think perhaps you are too close to it with your father Feb 22 12:24:18 * Molly nods "I am happy to support Edward. As to my father, I will have come to terms with it more by the time we arrive in Sudlachenburg. Perhaps it will help him that I have worked through some of this" Feb 22 12:24:50 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:24:51 maybe Feb 22 12:26:43 I want to tell him a little about the sparkliness. Feb 22 12:26:51 * Molly watches his reaction Feb 22 12:26:53 * Morgan frowns Feb 22 12:27:06 So he knows Sophie wasn't hurt... Feb 22 12:27:11 * Molly nods Feb 22 12:28:22 He should know that Leopold did not choose to rape her, that it was out of their control and neither would have felt at the time that it was something awful. He should know his birth Father was not a rapist. Feb 22 12:28:36 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:28:40 that makes sense Feb 22 12:28:59 He will want to read the letter, and he needs to be given that context Feb 22 12:29:22 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:29:26 I suppose so. Feb 22 12:32:44 You disagree? Feb 22 12:33:46 I don't know that telling him about it is wise... you know he will want to know where it comes from. Feb 22 12:35:20 He knows already that I have healing magic. He worked it out when I healed Otto Feb 22 12:36:35 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:36:57 Yes but... meddling Neiblungen, this sparkling effect... Feb 22 12:37:58 * Molly looks unsure Feb 22 12:38:43 It is better he thinks he was conceived when his teenage mother was raped on a dark beach one night? Feb 22 12:39:07 No, of course not Feb 22 12:41:15 * Molly nods Feb 22 12:41:34 So we need to tell him a little, but not all? Feb 22 12:41:39 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:41:41 I think so Feb 22 12:44:14 * Molly nods Feb 22 12:44:36 Only a very little... he does not need to think of his daughter so! Feb 22 12:44:43 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:44:44 quite Feb 22 12:46:25 * Molly smiles, stretching Feb 22 12:46:32 I should check the mirrors Feb 22 12:46:51 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:46:52 good idea Feb 22 12:50:00 * Molly kisses him softly, speaking when she is still close "I'll do that..." Feb 22 12:52:29 alright my love Feb 22 12:55:42 * Molly quickly kisses him again before getting up with a smile. A few minutes later, she comes back with one. "Alice and Florrie are doing well. My father has finally given us the Crest we were looking for." Feb 22 12:56:16 Somewhat redundant now isn't it... Feb 22 12:58:57 * Molly shows him. It is the Rosenkrantz one from the top of the family tree Feb 22 12:59:05 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:59:09 Thought so Feb 22 12:59:14 But confirmation of what we were quite sure of Feb 22 12:59:21 * Morgan nods Feb 22 12:59:22 aye Feb 22 13:07:03 * Molly takes a deep breath, looking at the crest Feb 22 13:07:10 It's strange... Feb 22 13:07:15 * Morgan watches her Feb 22 13:09:40 It could have been the name I grew up with, or married into, or both Feb 22 13:09:50 * Morgan nods Feb 22 13:14:18 Molly Rosenkrantz. Who knows, perhaps I would have had a more interesting first name Feb 22 13:15:12 A more Eisen one, certainly Feb 22 13:17:25 * Molly smiles Feb 22 13:17:48 What do you think would have suited? Brumhilde, perhaps? Feb 22 13:18:17 That doesn't suit anyone Feb 22 13:19:17 * Molly giggles Feb 22 13:19:31 What else did your parents like... Violet? Feb 22 13:20:05 You are implying I listen to my parents? Feb 22 13:22:29 * Molly bites her lip, smiling Feb 22 13:23:10 You do, more than I think you would like to make out, though as always, your code of honour guides you more than their words Feb 22 13:24:40 * Morgan nods Feb 22 13:48:56 Should we expect more dreams like this, do you think? Feb 22 13:49:34 I would imagine so Feb 22 13:54:36 * Molly nods Feb 22 13:56:11 We should be in Freiburg tomorrow morning, will Edward be at a church, do you think? Feb 22 13:56:22 probably Feb 22 13:59:15 Will you come to church at the docks before finding him? Feb 22 13:59:27 If you wish me to Feb 22 13:59:37 * Molly nods, smiling Feb 22 13:59:46 I like sharing that with you Feb 22 14:00:05 * Morgan nods Feb 22 14:00:10 It is still not.... easy Feb 22 14:00:23 * Molly sits back beside him Feb 22 14:00:44 You do not have to, my love. I can take Varick alone Feb 22 14:02:51 No, I will go... speaking of Varick, though... I think it would be a good idea to send him to Jarvie's with Edward Feb 22 14:03:53 When? Feb 22 14:04:40 before you get.... sparkly Feb 22 14:05:01 That could be tomorrow, or Monday Feb 22 14:05:37 * Morgan nods Feb 22 14:05:48 it'd mean we don't have to explain it to Edward... Feb 22 14:07:10 It would mean he doesn't feel it too! Feb 22 14:07:40 exactly Feb 22 14:09:23 I don't think we can narrow it down any further than that. It will make finding time to tell him quite challenging Feb 22 14:09:34 * Morgan nods Feb 22 14:09:36 yes it will Feb 22 14:11:53 Should we try to start it, or wait and see? Feb 22 14:12:08 I'm not sure, to be honest Feb 22 14:12:23 * Molly nods Feb 22 14:12:30 There are merits to both Feb 22 14:14:16 indeed there are Feb 22 14:14:47 * Molly thinkz Feb 22 14:15:22 If we tried to start it first thing, Varick is still here, but it would clear the day for everything else Feb 22 14:15:31 * Morgan nods Feb 22 14:15:40 HeinzHarold wants to try something... Feb 22 14:15:54 * Molly blushes Feb 22 14:16:05 Uhh... we know it only works with you Feb 22 14:16:28 He wants to find out if the effects can be lessened if he and Inga.... Feb 22 14:18:23 * Molly watches him Feb 22 14:18:33 What do you think of that? Feb 22 14:18:48 It'll work some I think Feb 22 14:19:37 I am not sure how it would help? Feb 22 14:20:16 wouldn't help us, no, but it might help reduce the draw others feel... Feb 22 14:22:40 Hmm, I suppose so Feb 22 14:28:21 * Molly shrugs Feb 22 14:28:50 I suppose we can only wait and see. It is hardly a practical solution to the problem though Feb 22 14:29:19 No, but I don't see any decent alternative Feb 22 14:31:53 No... but everyone can't disappear off to be intimate just so they can stand to be around me Feb 22 14:32:22 No, I know Feb 22 14:34:26 * Molly smiles Feb 22 14:34:56 We will see what happens then. We will be far too busy to be thinking about Heinzharold, I hope! Feb 22 14:35:25 * Morgan nods Feb 22 14:35:27 indeed Feb 22 14:38:30 **When Varick is awake, Claudia,  HH and Inga all turn up. Claudia looks to Morgan. Feb 22 14:38:30 C: I want to take Molly to keep up her practice and also work on more hand to hand combat. You and Heinzharold want to come with, or stay here? Feb 22 14:39:12 I'll take Varick up on deck, he can learn some more Feb 22 14:44:25 **Varick is happy with this, and learns from all those around him. Even the regular crew are happy to be interrupted and asked things. Again, he can see how Varick's confidence has grown since the summer, and since Molly mentioned it this morning he can see how his son's old clothes, the ones he came to them with, are getting shorter and tighter. Soon those remnants of his old life with Alarice and Karsten will be gone too** Feb 22 14:46:07 * Morgan escorts him around, making sure he doesn't get in the way Feb 22 14:51:35 **He is very good. For a crew that is compromised mostly of former navy men, the eighty men on the Rose are very good with the little boy and also the women. The only rebuke Morgan has had to give them was to two of them for looking and lingering when Molly was sparkly in September Feb 22 14:53:51 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 22 15:13:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 22 15:14:17 [14:44] (Molly) **He is very good. For a crew that is compromised mostly of former navy men, the eighty men on the Rose are very good with the little boy and also the women. The only rebuke Morgan has had to give them was to two of them for looking and lingering when Molly was sparkly in September Feb 22 15:15:12 Shall we go and see how your mama is getting on? Feb 22 15:19:35 **Varick agrees with this. Molly is fighting HH when they get there. He is visibly off form, and she seems to have improved a little. Feb 22 15:21:34 * Morgan watches them Feb 22 15:24:43 **It's hard to pinpoint what is different. There are no new moves or techniques, but it's a little like how she was before and after they wed, there's more of an ease to it Feb 22 15:28:39 **HH runs out of steam before she does, and he brings his sword to Morgan "Our wives 'ave broken me, your turn" Feb 22 15:29:20 * Morgan nods, taking over Feb 22 15:33:42 * Molly smiles, saluting him appropriately, but he can see the mischief there "Your Excellency..." Feb 22 15:34:22 * Morgan does likewise Feb 22 15:34:25 Excellency Feb 22 15:35:09 * Molly stands still, watching him with a little smirk, waiting for him to start Feb 22 15:36:01 * Morgan smiles, closing his eyes and holding his sword behind his back Feb 22 15:39:04 * Molly moves very quietly to rest the tip of her sword to his chest over his heart. It's not too quiet for him to hear Feb 22 15:41:07 * Morgan moves suddenly, slapping the sword sideways before stepping in the opposite direction, bringing his sword up and resting the flat of it against her shoulder Feb 22 15:44:48 * Molly moves closer to him rather than away, watching him with a smile [you are a distraction to me in a way noone else could be] Feb 22 15:45:32 * Morgan smiles, stepping back a few paces before raising his sword Feb 22 15:45:38 Come on then, show me what you can do Feb 22 15:50:08 * Molly shows him a mix of things that she has picked up from all of them. She is definitely better today than even a few days ago. She's not as good as Heinzharold, but she would definitely give Edward a run for his money, particularly with the more sensual style. Feb 22 15:50:28 * Morgan nods, backing up Feb 22 15:50:30 very good Feb 22 15:50:38 * Molly smiles Feb 22 15:50:47 I am glad you think so Feb 22 15:51:20 C: I would be happy enough having her at my back now. I've seen far worse. Feb 22 15:51:35 * Morgan nods Feb 22 15:51:39 high praise indeed Feb 22 15:52:00 V: *he comes to Morgan* Is Mama better because she is more Eisen now? Feb 22 15:52:34 No... she always was a bit Eisen, just no-one knew it Feb 22 15:53:01 HH: But now she knows it, see? Makes sense t'me Feb 22 15:54:04 You know thats not how it works Feb 22 15:57:33 HH laughs: Mebbie it does, ackshully Feb 22 15:57:55 I've heard weirder I suppose Feb 22 16:01:35 HH: Now she knows tha' Eisens are best in th' world with swords, and some of 'er ancestors are Eisen. It's a confidence thing Feb 22 16:02:13 * Morgan shrugs Feb 22 16:02:14 maybe Feb 22 16:06:41 * Molly looks to be thinking about it. Varick wants a turn, so training swords are found so he can participate. It fills their afternoon until Varick is hungry. Whilst HH and Inga are seeing to his meal, Molly is off alone in the bedroom. When he comes to check on her, she is checking out a bruise in her flank, top pulled up and trousers pulled down a little Feb 22 16:07:13 Are you alright? Feb 22 16:14:05 Battle injury *she smiles* Feb 22 16:14:18 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:17:25 * Molly shows him. It looks like she's taken a solid punch or a knee there Feb 22 16:18:07 Knee? Feb 22 16:19:22 * Molly nods Feb 22 16:19:32 Didn't guard quick enough Feb 22 16:20:15 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:21:38 It's a little sore, but I am alright Feb 22 16:21:47 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:21:51 part of the learning process Feb 22 16:24:25 * Molly nods Feb 22 16:24:40 * Molly pokes it Feb 22 16:24:48 It will be darker tomorrow Feb 22 16:24:52 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:27:17 Unless you wish me to be rid of it? Feb 22 16:27:58 I have no preference Feb 22 16:30:51 * Molly nods, putting her clothing back in order Feb 22 16:31:09 You are happy with my progress? Feb 22 16:31:23 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:31:39 For Claudia to be happy with you at her back... Feb 22 16:35:17 * Molly smiles Feb 22 16:35:43 If I ever have to, chances are I'll be using more than a sword Feb 22 16:36:19 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:36:23 aye Feb 22 16:37:50 But it's nice, isn't it? Feb 22 16:39:27 nice? Feb 22 16:46:09 That I can be relied upon now, that I am competent Feb 22 16:46:31 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:48:37 Does it give you comfort? Feb 22 16:49:50 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:49:55 aye, it does Feb 22 16:51:48 * Molly smiles Feb 22 16:51:57 That has been my primary motivator Feb 22 16:53:02 oh? Feb 22 16:55:54 Your peace of mind and your faith in me are very important Feb 22 16:56:46 * Morgan nods Feb 22 16:59:11 * Molly comes to him Feb 22 16:59:24 And you? Would you trust me at your back now? Feb 22 17:00:03 * Morgan nods Feb 22 17:02:00 * Molly blushes, smiling "That makes me feel proud" Feb 22 17:02:23 i am glad Feb 22 17:06:36 * Molly nods, watching him fondly. She gets interrupted from this by Varick calling for her Feb 22 17:10:45 * Molly gives him a brief smile before going back into the study Feb 22 18:01:04 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 22 18:15:11 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 22 18:16:18 **He's on deck when they set the anchor once it is full dark. These short late autumn days make sailing much more laborious. They stop near Posen, only needing a little more sailing in the morning. That means his discussion with Edward is likely to be tomorrow. Claudia heads over to him, her waiting to start the first watch Feb 22 18:16:25 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 22 18:16:30 How are you? Feb 22 18:32:37 Apprehensive Feb 22 18:41:33 * Claudia nods Feb 22 18:41:57 Hoping to see him tomorrow early, get it done? Feb 22 18:42:07 * Morgan nods Feb 22 18:42:10 I think so Feb 22 18:43:48 * Claudia nods Feb 22 18:44:09 What do you want me doing? Feb 22 18:44:50 I've no plans for needing you with him Feb 22 19:00:15 * Claudia has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 22 20:00:38 * Claudia (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 22 20:00:54 Keep me updated on whether you can spare us a night Feb 22 20:01:40 Damn, I'd forgotten. Feb 22 20:03:30 * Claudia shrugs "If you can't manage it, don't worry about it" Feb 22 20:03:42 No, we'll manage it Feb 22 20:04:33 Thanks Feb 22 20:05:04 Thought about your plans for after Freiburg? Feb 22 20:06:43 As I recall Molly thinks it an idea to go overland and meet the Rose on the south coast Feb 22 20:08:13 Need to go to Sudlachenburg I guess. Then Graben, if the wedding is still on Feb 22 20:09:03 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:09:48 Did you decide where you want me? Feb 22 20:10:24 No... I've been rather preoccupied Feb 22 20:10:33 * Claudia nods Feb 22 20:10:54 Got a day or two to decide Feb 22 20:11:37 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:12:17 Maybe now with the focus moving to Edward we can leave the Rosie stuff behind you Feb 22 20:12:25 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:12:33 I really hope so... had another one of those nightmares though Feb 22 20:13:21 About Rosie? Feb 22 20:13:33 * Morgan nods **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Feb 22 20:17:49 2022 Feb 22 20:17:49 * Now talking on #7thsea Feb 22 20:18:33 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:18:34 aye Feb 22 20:22:42 Catch them in bed together? Feb 22 20:23:36 It was going that way Feb 22 20:24:31 She's not that sort of woman Feb 22 20:24:44 logically, I know that. Feb 22 20:25:03 But...? Feb 22 20:25:47 in my nightmare, before we know about the blood ties, before there was no attraction... Feb 22 20:26:31 People do get attracted even when they're married though Feb 22 20:26:51 * Morgan shrugs Feb 22 20:27:44 Did you lose your shit? Feb 22 20:28:06 Surprisingly, no Feb 22 20:28:43 * Claudia does looks surprised Feb 22 20:28:46 Unex Feb 22 20:28:53 Unexpected Feb 22 20:28:57 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:30:26 Noone got hit? Feb 22 20:30:44 No. I nearly left her there, mind. Feb 22 20:31:28 Can't say I blame ya Feb 22 20:31:39 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:33:29 Varick would have been distraught though Feb 22 20:33:46 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:33:47 I know Feb 22 20:34:39 How y'doing about it now? Feb 22 20:35:08 Still feel like I've been punched in the chest Feb 22 20:35:45 Your dreams are really vivid Feb 22 20:36:36 Utterly indistinguishable for the most art Feb 22 20:37:22 I only get that with a few, but they're flashbacks really Feb 22 20:37:43 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:39:44 Nothing useful or warnings lately? Feb 22 20:40:52 No, I don't think so Feb 22 20:43:20 * Claudia nods Feb 22 20:43:53 You and Molly are talking this all through, right? You arent bottling it up til you explode? Feb 22 20:44:22 We spoke some earlier, but I had to get on watch. I don't need to talk about it at the moment Feb 22 20:45:41 * Claudia nods Feb 22 20:46:59 I'd better start mine, back on again at four, and we'll be off at first light Feb 22 20:47:59 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:48:02 I'll leave you to it Feb 22 20:50:39 Have a good night Feb 22 20:50:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 22 20:50:52 we'll see Feb 22 20:52:39 **He has dinner with Molly, Inga and HH, the latter two have to be shooed away at bedtime, neither in a rush like usual, and with the bottle returned to the bookshelf where it belongs. Molly gets him some Drambuie, and they sit on the couch Feb 22 20:52:45 * Claudia is now known as Molly Feb 22 20:52:55 We made good progress today Feb 22 20:55:28 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:56:44 I need to find time for Claudia and Sorgi to have a night off Feb 22 20:56:49 * Molly sips her drink Feb 22 20:57:25 That is going to be hard to know until we know what happens with the sparkliness and with Edward Feb 22 20:57:59 * Morgan nods Feb 22 20:58:00 I know Feb 22 21:01:41 Ideally Koen, yourself and Heinzharold would stay on board that night. Feb 22 21:01:52 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:02:32 * Molly sighs Feb 22 21:02:58 I don't know. Tomorrow or monday is when we are likely to still be in Freiburg Feb 22 21:03:14 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:04:31 Perhaps pencil it in for Monday, but it might have to change at the last minute Feb 22 21:04:40 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:04:56 Did you tell me why it is needed? Feb 22 21:05:02 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:09:39 * Molly nods "Alright, liebling" She seems quite content to sit beside him and drink her drink Feb 22 21:09:55 I wonder if the nightmare oil will work on Seb Feb 22 21:10:04 * Morgan sips his drambuie Feb 22 21:10:22 How are you feeling about your... heritage, now? I saw you thinking about it earlier Feb 22 21:10:45 In truth, I don't know. It is still a shock Feb 22 21:11:38 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:13:22 I will adjust to it. I'm not sure which of it I am finding it hardest to accept Feb 22 21:16:12 There are many aspects to it? Feb 22 21:16:39 * Molly nods Feb 22 21:19:35 George was not my grandfather, Sunnymeade isn't my ancestral home. Leopold was Eckname, and my grandfather. My Father's parents were not married and it wasnt even love. My father is nobility, not a common farmer who became a gentleman. My grandfather was Eisen, so I have Eisen in me. Feb 22 21:20:23 I disagree Feb 22 21:22:47 About which part? Feb 22 21:23:10 well... are we not Varicks parents? Feb 22 21:23:29 Yes... but not his birth parents Feb 22 21:23:47 But we are his parents... he is our son Feb 22 21:24:21 Yes, true Feb 22 21:24:56 so you are George's granddaughter, and Sunnymeade.... that was your home. Feb 22 21:25:28 But I am also Leopold's granddaughter, and Insel is the home of my ancestors Feb 22 21:25:44 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:25:56 It does not take what you knew before from you... it adds to it Feb 22 21:26:15 * Molly nods Feb 22 21:26:26 I am working on accepting that Feb 22 21:26:53 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:28:00 That is what you had to do, to look at me and our marriage as adding, not taking away? Feb 22 21:28:42 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:33:00 * Molly nods, sipping her drink Feb 22 21:33:28 I never met George. I've never met any of my grandparents Feb 22 21:34:12 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:36:10 My father will find it much harder Feb 22 21:36:57 Yes, I think he will Feb 22 21:38:06 * Molly leans her head to his arm Feb 22 21:38:21 It will hopefully distract my mother from her meddling Feb 22 21:39:01 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:39:08 do you think she should be there when I tell him? Feb 22 21:40:13 Would you wish to hear such emotional, monumental news with me present? Feb 22 21:40:24 I am not like your father Feb 22 21:40:44 No, but now I am curious **she smiles** Feb 22 21:40:54 * Morgan tilts his head Feb 22 21:41:02 I'm not sure Feb 22 21:41:11 * Molly nods Feb 22 21:41:28 Were tou glad I was not there when you saw Florrie? Feb 22 21:41:54 * Morgan frowns Feb 22 21:42:10 I don't know. I just dealt with it as it was Feb 22 21:44:05 * Molly nods Feb 22 21:44:14 Alright Feb 22 21:44:30 * Molly sips her drink Feb 22 21:45:25 I don't know about my Father. Their relationship has changed since you and I got together. When I was a child, I would have said no, but... Feb 22 21:46:01 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:46:32 It is difficult... Feb 22 21:46:48 ...to know what to do? Feb 22 21:48:00 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:50:11 Perhaps have her nearby. If he needs or wants her she can be fetched. If he prefers to deal with his upset without her seeing, he can have that too **she frowns a little, sipping her drink** Feb 22 21:50:51 I'm going to have to persuade him to keep the information about the Nieblungen to himself... Feb 22 21:51:47 Are we to tell him about them? Feb 22 21:52:02 He will want to read the letter... Feb 22 21:53:37 * Molly nods "If he knows there was one..." Feb 22 21:55:29 That will require me... bending the truth... Feb 22 21:56:21 Not necessarily Feb 22 21:56:26 oh? Feb 22 21:56:52 I could copy out the letter with certain parts removed Feb 22 21:57:22 * Morgan nods Feb 22 21:57:42 How would you explain the effect that caused their intimacy? Feb 22 21:58:17 That it seems to be a side effect of using the magic Feb 22 21:58:27 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 22 21:58:57 Is that untrue? Feb 22 21:59:09 No... no its not Feb 22 21:59:43 * Molly smiles Feb 22 22:00:00 That seems quite straightforward Feb 22 22:00:26 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:00:28 makes a change Feb 22 22:04:15 * Molly smiles Feb 22 22:05:07 I did wonder if you were going to say that having Eisen in me was not new Feb 22 22:05:24 It wasn't the time Feb 22 22:06:19 And now? *she sips her drink, amused * Feb 22 22:07:40 well, it isn't new really Feb 22 22:08:12 Not since june 27th Feb 22 22:10:47 * Morgan frowns Feb 22 22:10:50 you keep track? Feb 22 22:16:42 Of? Feb 22 22:17:00 When we are intimate Feb 22 22:18:00 ((I've read this wrong. That was when they married, not the current month)) Feb 22 22:18:01 No... I generally have a rough idea, but as that was our wedding day it sticks in mind Feb 22 22:18:30 ((Yep currently 28th November)) Feb 22 22:18:39 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:20:12 I know the last time was yesterday morning... and that the stable was August nineteenth, though that is due to it being two days past Varick's birthday and the day before the cast Feb 22 22:21:05 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:21:20 When the cast hit, I was... convinced it was my doing, that I had hurt you Feb 22 22:22:42 Oh liebling, no. Why did you not say?! Feb 22 22:23:35 You were busy Feb 22 22:24:36 I am sorry. I would have comforted you if I had known Feb 22 22:26:05 * Morgan smiles Feb 22 22:26:11 don't worry on it blossom Feb 22 22:26:41 That is why you were so wary about resuming our intimacies? Feb 22 22:26:47 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:27:29 I had assumed that seeing me in such a state had damaged your desire a little Feb 22 22:28:42 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 22 22:29:01 though I was definitely more guarded... I had come so close to losing you, I think I was protecting myself against it Feb 22 22:29:24 By making a distance between us and detaching? Feb 22 22:30:14 by building the walls around myself Feb 22 22:30:27 * Molly nods, sipping her drink Feb 22 22:31:42 You went from talking openly about being scared that the bleeding would restart to suddenly very much as if nothing huge had happened and you needed to be off telling the others. Feb 22 22:32:01 * Morgan frowns, hanging his head Feb 22 22:32:59 * Molly looks at him, stroking his cheek "No... you do not need to feel guilty" Feb 22 22:33:12 it sounds like it Feb 22 22:34:10 Yes, I was upset, and perplexed, and when I reached out to give you the space to come to me with your feelings it seemed as if you did not need me... Feb 22 22:35:24 * Morgan shakes his head, still looking at the floor Feb 22 22:36:27 ... but without that, I would not have confronted my own feelings about _why_ it was troubling me that you could easily move on from the potential loss of me. And without _that_, we would not have ever come onto the same page about not only loving each other _enough_ Feb 22 22:36:47 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:37:48 It wasn't pleasant, but it was important. And I know I would have gone on for years as I was. Feb 22 22:38:24 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:38:47 And, if I had, so would you, I think? Feb 22 22:38:55 Probably, yes Feb 22 22:39:35 So I am glad of it, in hindsight. Though I struggle to fathom how you could just close off that way Feb 22 22:40:09 I don't know I have an answer for you... Feb 22 22:40:16 * Molly nods Feb 22 22:40:56 I would suggest it is part and parcel of the academy, and the war, and then the aftermath of the fire. Feb 22 22:41:03 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:41:05 probably Feb 22 22:41:42 Life has taught you to hide your emotions, even from yourself. It's very sad. Feb 22 22:42:42 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:43:45 I hope that maybe one day you will feel less of a need for that with me Feb 22 22:44:00 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:44:01 me too Feb 22 22:45:23 But no, the cast was entirely down to the penny royal, and would have happened even if we had continued not to be intimate Feb 22 22:45:59 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:47:28 It had not occured to me that you would think you were at fault, but now it makes sense. In the stable, that was the first time since exposure to the pennyroyal five days earlier. Feb 22 22:47:52 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:49:22 That must have been scary Feb 22 22:50:24 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:50:28 it was. Feb 22 22:51:08 * Molly takes his hand Feb 22 22:51:33 We got through it together, and we are stronger for it Feb 22 22:52:10 Yes we are Feb 22 22:52:30 * Molly kisses his knuckles Feb 22 22:52:55 We should get you to bed, it could be a tiring day tomorrow Feb 22 22:54:28 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:55:01 * Molly smiles, standing up Feb 22 22:56:09 As I may need you twice tomorrow, I will refrain from seeking my wifely expectations of my husband's affections for the evening Feb 22 22:56:24 Probably wise... don't want me walking round like HeinzHarold Feb 22 22:56:39 * Molly giggles Feb 22 22:56:56 You would be more stoical about it Feb 22 22:57:03 well, obviously Feb 22 22:57:30 Inga says she had a very enjoyable evening though! Feb 22 22:59:12 * Molly watches for him blushing Feb 22 22:59:47 * Morgan nods Feb 22 22:59:56 I figured as much in the ginger way she sat down Feb 22 23:00:16 * Molly laughs Feb 22 23:00:44 You really have changed a great deal in that regard Feb 22 23:00:51 oh? Feb 22 23:01:56 You wouldn't have even been able to discuss consumating a marriage between jaeger and I unless it was in the most vague of terms possible Feb 22 23:06:01 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:06:20 possibly because I found the idea of him touching you... unpleasant Feb 22 23:06:43 You still do now? Feb 22 23:07:31 Now I find it disgusting... Feb 22 23:07:58 I wouldn't have enjoyed that at all Feb 22 23:08:34 No Feb 22 23:09:29 He would not have been good in bed like you, mon petit chou Feb 22 23:10:04 I suspect not Feb 22 23:10:32 No woman deserves that *she giggles* Feb 22 23:11:23 No... Feb 22 23:11:28 well... I can think of one Feb 22 23:11:33 Who? Feb 22 23:13:24 One Lady deBurgh Feb 22 23:13:58 * Molly giggles, taking the lantern towards the bedroom Feb 22 23:14:24 * Morgan follows her Feb 22 23:14:40 She actually went to bed with him _and_ Dau. *she shudders* awful. Feb 22 23:15:10 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:15:20 Obviously I do not know that for sure, but she live with both of them, so she must have Feb 22 23:16:04 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:16:09 Ive no doubt of it Feb 22 23:16:27 * Molly sets the lantern down Feb 22 23:17:01 Although you and I lived together and kept to our own rooms very properly Feb 22 23:17:11 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:17:15 yes we did Feb 22 23:17:42 * Molly smiles "Except in my imagination" Feb 22 23:19:10 * Molly kicks off her shoes "In my imagination all sorts of interesting things occured!" Feb 22 23:19:21 Somehow... that doesn't surprise me Feb 22 23:19:42 But it does not bother you? Feb 22 23:19:48 no Feb 22 23:20:26 I am sure your imagination was absolutely pristine, my love **she starts undoing her dress** Feb 22 23:20:47 I couldn't say... Feb 22 23:20:51 * Morgan gets undressed Feb 22 23:20:58 Yes, you could Feb 22 23:21:12 * Molly smirks Feb 22 23:21:24 It would be quite improper Feb 22 23:21:44 Between a husband and wife? Not at all Feb 22 23:22:16 * Molly slowly removes her clothing Feb 22 23:22:59 No, I rather think I'll leave that to your imagination a while longer Feb 22 23:23:12 * Molly pouts Feb 22 23:23:22 That is uncharitable of you Feb 22 23:23:26 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:23:29 I know... I'm awful Feb 22 23:23:46 * Molly takes her hair down even slower Feb 22 23:24:01 I shall get retaliation Feb 22 23:24:14 I've no doubt Feb 22 23:24:51 Did Heinzharold tell you he and Inga discovered how thin those walls were? Feb 22 23:25:42 * Morgan nods Feb 22 23:27:16 I used to like hearing you tossing and turning, it reminded me you were there and we'd soon be sharing a bed Feb 22 23:27:23 * Molly gets in Feb 22 23:27:40 * Morgan nods, getting into bed Feb 22 23:28:02 And now here we are Feb 22 23:28:12 * Molly smiles Feb 22 23:28:29 indeed we are Feb 22 23:28:57 * Molly kisses him gently "goodnight my love" Feb 22 23:29:34 g'night blossom Feb 22 23:30:24 * Morgan has quit (Quit: Leaving) Feb 22 23:52:28 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 23 20:25:55 * Morgan (~mads@news-iMac.lan) has joined Feb 23 20:26:35 * Molly (~androirc@192.168.1.74) has joined Feb 23 20:26:39 **She sings to him, and he falls asleep. He had intended to go to Heinzharold's house straight away after telling Adalbrecht, but after Verity, he couldn't face it just yet. Nor could he face going back to be an emotional wreck to Dietlinde, he didn't want to look weak to her, ever. Nor could he stay in Die Dauerhaftigkeit. He couldn't go to Otto and Sascha, because they still don't know. His mother's sobbing, and her disappointment in him had been far harder Feb 23 20:26:42 **He goes to the bank of the Sudlache, walking east along the shore. He manages to hold it together until he knows he is out of anyone's sight before sitting on the driest patch of shingle, pulling up his knees and sobbing like a small boy into his forearms, crying like he hasn't cried since he lost his platoon, and before that since his first kill. Feb 23 20:26:42 **The sun has moved by the time he is done, and he has to get a move on. First Heinzharold, then Otto. Dietlinde had suggested she go with him, but Morgan had refused. If Otto was going to say anything that might hurt her gentle heart, Morgan would take that himself and shield his wife from it. Feb 23 20:26:42 **At Heinzharold's house, he can already hear the clang of metal in the forge that was Heinzharold Senior's. That man has been dead eight years, which is a great pity because Morgan could really do with talking to him now. There's a tink, tink, tink of hammer on metal Feb 23 20:27:51 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 23 20:28:24 * Morgan follows the sound Feb 23 20:29:41 **He finds his best friend in the outbuilding. He is mucky but glad to see him. He sets a sword in water to cool  the forge hot. Feb 23 20:29:41 "Thought y'd turn up last night, Claudia an' I got drunk in her new 'ome. It was a Shackwarmin' party. Feb 23 20:30:32 I was.... busy Feb 23 20:31:34 * HH grins "Busy, eh?" Feb 23 20:33:05 * Morgan nods, frowning Feb 23 20:33:27 Too busy f' Claudia an' me?! That even possible? Feb 23 20:34:20 was spendin' the evenin' with my wife Feb 23 20:34:59 * HH laughs "Makes a change fr'm 'being attacked by goblins'" Feb 23 20:35:25 * Morgan looks at him apprehensively Feb 23 20:35:32 I'm serious Feb 23 20:35:54 Hold on, what? Feb 23 20:36:10 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 23 20:36:28 You got married. Feb 23 20:36:34 * Morgan nods Feb 23 20:36:54 * HH rubs his dirty hands in his trousers Feb 23 20:37:15 To Dietlinde? Feb 23 20:37:19 * Morgan nods Feb 23 20:37:38 Huh. *he looks surprised* Feb 23 20:38:12 * Morgan watches him warily Feb 23 20:38:28 * HH opens his arms "Congratulations, man!" Feb 23 20:39:51 * Morgan exhales explosively, throwing himself into HeinzHarolds embrace Feb 23 20:41:41 * HH hugs him hard Feb 23 20:42:29 Think yer mad for gettin' married when there's a worlda pretty girls out there, but she's certainly one of the prettiest Feb 23 20:42:44 * Morgan nods Feb 23 20:42:51 She's.... wonderful Feb 23 20:43:18 * HH nods, patting his back Feb 23 20:43:46 I 'ope you have a long, 'appy life together Feb 23 20:43:53 thank you man Feb 23 20:44:10 * HH lets go, punching him hard in the arm Feb 23 20:44:23 Kept that fuckin' quiet! Feb 23 20:44:32 * Morgan nods, rubbing his arm Feb 23 20:44:36 had to Feb 23 20:45:00 Didn' want me as yet best man, eh? Feb 23 20:45:05 Yer* Feb 23 20:45:13 * HH grins Feb 23 20:45:18 of course I did... couldn't risk it Feb 23 20:45:43 Didn' want it getting stopped by the Big House? Feb 23 20:46:16 * Morgan nods Feb 23 20:47:01 * HH nods, sitting himself up on a heavy stone table, offering Morgan his flask Feb 23 20:47:29 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 23 20:47:39 S' now what? Feb 23 20:48:38 Gotta tell Otto Feb 23 20:52:24 * HH nods Feb 23 20:52:30 Told yer Da? Feb 23 20:53:59 * Morgan nods solemnly Feb 23 20:55:06 Went badly? Feb 23 20:57:22 * Morgan nods Feb 23 20:57:24 and mother... Feb 23 20:59:51 Pissed b'cause you did it without their permission, or because she's not noble? Feb 23 20:59:59 both Feb 23 21:00:12 I've disgraced my name, my position... disappointed mother... Feb 23 21:00:36 * HH sighs "brutal." Feb 23 21:00:45 * Morgan nods Feb 23 21:00:52 They'll come around, once they get to know her properly Feb 23 21:01:14 I hope so Feb 23 21:04:19 Need t' have a VeisgrafWingWarming Party tonight? Feb 23 21:05:37 I'm not welcome there... I've got a cottage Feb 23 21:08:28 Cottagewarming then? I'll dig out that old whiskey my Da buried for a special occasion Feb 23 21:09:53 he buried it? Feb 23 21:12:34 * HH nods Feb 23 21:13:07 Was gonna open it on my weddin' day, but I'm never havin' one, so this seems good Feb 23 21:13:30 * Morgan nods Feb 23 21:14:42 * HH looks towards the main farm entrance "uh oh, here's trouble" Feb 23 21:15:05 * Morgan looks up Feb 23 21:15:22 **Claudia is heading their way** Feb 23 21:16:35 a shack, you say? Feb 23 21:16:50 * HH nods Feb 23 21:17:24 It's just one room. She seems 'appy with it Feb 23 21:18:03 Thats the main thing Feb 23 21:18:09 * HH nods Feb 23 21:18:14 * HH is now known as Claudia Feb 23 21:18:38 * Claudia looks to Morgan "where the hell were you last night?" Feb 23 21:18:54 With Dietlinde Feb 23 21:19:22 All night? Feb 23 21:20:53 generally thats what a man and wife do... yes Feb 23 21:21:08 * Claudia glance between them Feb 23 21:21:22 Very funn. Where were you really? Feb 23 21:22:14 * Morgan sighs Feb 23 21:22:27 Four Feb 23 21:22:32 You're shitting me. Feb 23 21:22:37 * Claudia watches him Feb 23 21:23:24 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 23 21:25:49 What the hell? You got married? Feb 23 21:26:18 * Morgan nods Feb 23 21:26:32 We've only been here two minutes! Feb 23 21:27:38 * Morgan shrugs Feb 23 21:28:02 HH: Get the feeling it's been going on a while Feb 23 21:29:16 We've felt this way for a long time Feb 23 21:30:40 * Claudia shrugs "well, if this is what you want..." Feb 23 21:31:27 it is Feb 23 21:31:37 * Claudia nods Feb 23 21:31:43 Congratulations then Feb 23 21:31:57 thank you Feb 23 21:32:23 HH: Shadowfayre is th' day after tomorrow, you both coming? Feb 23 21:32:30 I'd imagine so Feb 23 21:35:35 HH: want us t' walk to Otto's with ya? Feb 23 21:36:30 * Morgan nods Feb 23 21:36:33 I'd appreciate that Feb 23 21:37:15 HH: *he grabs a cloak, and they go* Gonna be a lot of opinions goin' on Feb 23 21:37:25 No doubt Feb 23 21:37:42 We have your back Feb 23 21:38:36 * Morgan nods Feb 23 21:38:37 thank you Feb 23 21:38:59 How do you know she's the one, though? Feb 23 21:39:54 I feel it. Feb 23 21:41:31 HH: 'Ow did y' manage to pull it off? Feb 23 21:42:37 For all their virtues, priests like money Feb 23 21:43:05 You bribed a priest... _you_ bribed a _priest_?! Feb 23 21:44:07 I prefer... persuaded by utilising funds Feb 23 21:44:16 * Claudia snorts Feb 23 21:44:41 He just married you and that was it? All done and dealt with? Feb 23 21:45:04 thats how a wedding works, yes Feb 23 21:45:15 Did not see this coming! Feb 23 21:45:39 * Morgan shrugs Feb 23 21:46:35 HH: Me neither, ackshully. Thought mebbie it was an idle flirtation, then y'd get into a long betrothal with Hapsburg's girl or another lassie like that Feb 23 21:48:34 I suspect thats what my father had planned Feb 23 21:49:39 HH: Wasn' many years ago that y' fancied her Feb 23 21:49:58 No, I know.... Feb 23 21:50:09 What happened? Feb 23 21:50:46 I met Dietlinde... she took my breath away when I first met her Feb 23 21:53:31 Dont think our paths have crossed yet Feb 23 21:53:54 HH: She is stunnin', to be fair to him Feb 23 21:54:38 * Claudia shrugs, looking uncomfortable, perhaps she's jealous somehow? Feb 23 21:57:32 * Morgan watches her a moment Feb 23 21:59:55 As long as he likes her, it's not our business Feb 23 22:00:30 dI do Feb 23 22:02:03 **They continue onwards. The first thing he spots is Grunhelm stood on Otto and Saschas door step. In reality he had arrived here much earlier, but in the dream he is faced with the sheriff as well as his new in-laws Feb 23 22:02:28 **HH groans** changed my mind, _here_ is trouble Feb 23 22:03:21 * Morgan nods Feb 23 22:04:13 Want us to stay? Feb 23 22:05:19 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 23 22:05:28 No, this is mine to deal with Feb 23 22:10:12 * Claudia and HH wish him luck before leaving. At the front door, Grunhelm looks concerned, Sascha and Otto look worried Feb 23 22:10:19 * Claudia is now known as Otto Feb 23 22:10:43 * Morgan watches them for a moment Feb 23 22:10:45 Otto... Feb 23 22:13:14 * Otto bows, Sascha curtsies. Grunhelm inclines his head Feb 23 22:13:33 My Lord. Good morning. *he seems tense* Feb 23 22:14:09 Whats going on? Feb 23 22:15:51 My daughter is missing, my Lord. Feb 23 22:16:41 Ah... Grunhelm, you won't be needed. I know where she is Feb 23 22:18:28 **Grunhelm just folds his arms, raising an eyebrow** Feb 23 22:19:09 Otto... can we talk? Feb 23 22:19:20 Yes, my Lord Feb 23 22:19:32 * Otto lets him in Feb 23 22:21:31 **Grunhelm follows, having to stoop under the door. The house is small and very much less fancy even than the cottage. He hasn't been in here, but he has heard enough from Dietlinde to know that her mother is not wealthy but is still house proud Feb 23 22:21:53 * Morgan looks up at Grunhelm Feb 23 22:21:56 I meant in private Feb 23 22:22:11 G: I am sure you did. Feb 23 22:22:56 * Morgan watches him for a moment before moving away Feb 23 22:23:10 Dietlinde is safe... she is in our cottage Feb 23 22:23:25 Whose cottage, my lord? Feb 23 22:23:36 Ours... mine and hers Feb 23 22:24:10 **he looks perplexed* Why do you have a cottage with my daughter? Feb 23 22:24:21 Because she is my wife Feb 23 22:25:03 **Grunhelm watches Morgan with very little expression** Feb 23 22:25:29 But she is a normal girl, you're a Veisgraf Feb 23 22:25:43 But we are very much in love Feb 23 22:26:03 **Sascha hands Morgan a cup of coffee** Is she well and happy? Feb 23 22:26:13 * Morgan takes it, thanking her Feb 23 22:26:17 Yes, she is Feb 23 22:26:45 * Otto looks serious "Has the Graf approved of the match?" Feb 23 22:27:09 No... I am hoping he will come around Feb 23 22:27:13 G: *he watches Morgan just like he did that day he and HH got hauled from the tavern* Feb 23 22:28:00 I hate to have to ask this, my Lord, but is there a reason for this haste? Feb 23 22:28:48 No, no... Nothing like that. Feb 23 22:29:31 S: Do you need any of her things, or can she come back today and collect them? Feb 23 22:30:26 She can do as she pleases, I do not impose restrictions on her... you know I'm not like that Feb 23 22:33:22 S: Is there anything you need, any linens or things? Feb 23 22:34:06 I would be grateful... Feb 23 22:34:33 S: I'll see what we can spare Feb 23 22:40:07 thank you. It'd be nice to make it more homely Feb 23 22:41:33 Congratulations then, my Lord. Please tell her we would like to see her as soon as possible Feb 23 22:42:08 Of course, I'll do that as soon as I get back Feb 23 22:42:59 * Otto and Sascha smile Feb 23 22:43:09 S: I will miss her here Feb 23 22:43:40 * Morgan nods Feb 23 22:43:57 I'm sorry to cause you that discomfort but... we needed to be together Feb 23 22:44:34 * Otto smiles "Of course. We will get used to being just the two of us" Feb 23 22:45:31 **Grunhelm looks at them: I will bid you good day, as she has been located. Otto, Sascha... **He looks at Morgan** My Lord. Feb 23 22:45:55 * Morgan nods Feb 23 22:46:19 **Sascha lets Grunhelm out** Are you going too, my Lord? Feb 23 22:48:06 I better had Feb 23 22:48:42 Would you and Dietlinde like to come for dinner? Feb 23 22:49:31 * Morgan nods Feb 23 22:49:40 I'm sure she'd love that, so yes, please Feb 23 22:50:36 * Otto say goodbye on the doorstep with an agreement for them to come at six. They are far more cheerful about this than his own parents. Ahead of him, Grunhelm walks slowly. Morgan could catch him up or hang back Feb 23 22:51:01 * Morgan wanders up beside him Feb 23 22:51:09 * Otto is now known as Grunhelm Feb 23 22:51:21 * Grunhelm looks down at him Feb 23 22:51:42 Well then. Feb 23 22:52:02 * Morgan nods Feb 23 22:53:13 Unexpected. Feb 23 22:53:30 That was the point Feb 23 22:54:10 You realise there will be consequences? Feb 23 22:54:52 And I will deal with them Feb 23 22:55:19 * Grunhelm watches him, then nods Feb 23 22:55:33 You're not a little rabbit now. Feb 23 22:57:32 No... I think that has long passed Feb 23 22:58:45 * Grunhelm nods "Sometimes you have to stand on your own two feet. You get extra freedom to choose, but extra weight of making errors" Feb 23 23:00:18 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:01:13 * Grunhelm walks along, offering no further wisdom Feb 23 23:02:22 * Morgan peels off and heads towards his cottage Feb 23 23:02:48 **The moment his gaze hits the cottage, he wakes up** Feb 23 23:03:25 * Morgan rubs his face, getting his bearings Feb 23 23:03:41 * Grunhelm is now known as Molly Feb 23 23:04:00 * Molly 's bottom is the only thing in contact with him Feb 23 23:04:23 **It feels like it is around half after three** Feb 23 23:04:41 * Morgan turns, curling up behind her Feb 23 23:04:58 * Molly murmurs "Okay?" Feb 23 23:07:21 think so Feb 23 23:09:04 * Molly finds his hand, wrapping his arm round her and laying hers on top Feb 23 23:09:06 Talk? Feb 23 23:10:35 No, I'm fine Feb 23 23:13:13 Mmm okay. Stay with me? Feb 23 23:13:46 mmhmmm Feb 23 23:15:00 * Molly snuggles back to him, quickly asleep again Feb 23 23:15:14 * Morgan tries to settle back down Feb 23 23:15:27 **Even the darkness where his hands are over his eyes is yellow-toned as he enters her dreams Feb 23 23:15:28 "Little point covering your eyes, Hockridge, you've already seen a part of me that even my maids do not! Feb 23 23:17:50 * Morgan nods, moving his hands Feb 23 23:17:58 **They are at a lake with trees around it. It's not very big, but seems very secluded. Xantha and Aurora are tied to a tree. Molly is unbuttoning the jacket of her riding habit Feb 23 23:19:47 * Morgan looks at his horse for a moment Feb 23 23:20:04 With my Father away at Court and my being left here on this island, _again_, I rather think I am entitled to swim as I wish Feb 23 23:20:32 **Dream Xantha watches him, making snickering noise** Feb 23 23:21:26 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:21:28 I'd say so Feb 23 23:21:34 He's looking for a new Freiarrin, you know? Feb 23 23:21:54 oh really? Feb 23 23:22:06 * Molly takes off the jacket, folding it neatly and putting it down Feb 23 23:23:48 With my brothers wed, and his patience for finding me a noble husband who finds me pretty, or tolerable, dwindling, his attentions have turned to finding a wife who might be a positive influence upon me **she starts unbuttoning the waist band of her skirt Feb 23 23:24:29 Makes a sort of sense Feb 23 23:26:46 * Molly takes off her skirt, letting it drop to the ground Feb 23 23:26:57 He has been aline quite some years now Feb 23 23:27:04 Alone* Feb 23 23:27:50 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:28:48 He won't be marrying for love, like with my mother. Not after all the trouble of her being a commoner Feb 23 23:29:06 * Morgan watches her sidelong Feb 23 23:29:13 No, that causes issues Feb 23 23:29:15 * Molly folds the skirt neatly Feb 23 23:30:05 * Molly nods "Impractical. But as my grandfather had already done it, the worst of the disapproval hit him" Feb 23 23:30:29 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:30:35 remind me of his name? Feb 23 23:30:38 * Molly starts lifting the shift Feb 23 23:31:11 I am going to soon be naked and that is what is on your mind? Unflattering, Hockridge. Feb 23 23:32:15 it'll get stuck in my head, thats all Feb 23 23:33:24 My grandfather was named Leopold, though everyone called him Leo Feb 23 23:33:47 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:33:49 thats right Feb 23 23:35:11 * Molly slowly removes the rest of her shift, completely nude as she said. She has a birthmark on the centre of her torso just beneath her breasts. It looks like an uneven heart shape Feb 23 23:35:27 I know it is. Feb 23 23:36:12 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:36:15 of course Feb 23 23:38:45 * Molly watches him a moment, not looking at all ashamed of being completely undressed Feb 23 23:39:02 Is there anything else you wish to ask of me? Feb 23 23:39:29 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 23 23:39:34 Nothing comes to mind Feb 23 23:40:53 * Molly shrugs, getting into the lake. She swims with confidence, like someone who learnt as a child. Ten minutes pass like this before she shouts "Aren't you coming in, Hockridge?" Feb 23 23:41:19 I suppose it'd be rude to refuse Feb 23 23:41:54 Unless you were waiting to get your hands upon me when I get out, yes Feb 23 23:42:35 * Morgan smiles, shedding his clothes Feb 23 23:42:37 the thought had occurred Feb 23 23:43:44 * Molly stands, watching him as he does, the water just reaching that birthmark, and the bare skin of her breasts shiny in the sunshine Feb 23 23:44:03 Have you ever made love in the water? Feb 23 23:44:18 I cant say I have Feb 23 23:44:32 * Molly smiles Feb 23 23:45:01 Have you ever made love anywhere daring? Feb 23 23:45:27 I could ask the same of you Feb 23 23:45:52 You could, but as I have only done it with you, you know the answer already Feb 23 23:46:42 * Morgan nods, smiling slightly Feb 23 23:47:08 I could lie, if it would make you feel less embarrassed! Feb 23 23:47:44 * Morgan shrugs, floating on his back Feb 23 23:48:27 * Molly looks thoughtful "I have slid beneath a table to pleasure a lover with my mouth whilst he was playing poker with his friends..." Feb 23 23:49:11 brave Feb 23 23:49:41 Also, not true. Feb 23 23:49:51 * Morgan laughs Feb 23 23:50:23 I have made love in my Father's bed whilst he was away at court... Feb 23 23:51:34 thats later isn't it? Feb 23 23:51:46 * Molly nods Feb 23 23:52:06 What about you? Feb 23 23:52:25 * Morgan scratches his nose Feb 23 23:52:48 under the stars... in a stable... Feb 23 23:53:25 * Molly laughs "A groomsman fucking in a stable... that's hardly unexpected!" Feb 23 23:53:33 true enough Feb 23 23:54:25 I have been bound naked to the mast of a pirate ship... Feb 23 23:55:25 interesting Feb 23 23:56:06 * Molly watches him with amusement Feb 23 23:56:19 Tell me another, either truthful or not Feb 23 23:57:58 I've been stroked while sat in a public tap room Feb 23 23:58:12 * Molly watches him Feb 23 23:58:24 I actually think you are being truthful! Feb 23 23:58:51 * Morgan nods Feb 23 23:59:17 I own a godemiche... do you know what that is? Feb 23 23:59:31 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 24 00:01:30 It is wood, sculpted in the shape of an erect cock, used for self-pleasure. It is sometimes called a Widow's Comfort Feb 24 00:02:59 now that I've heard of Feb 24 00:04:47 * Molly nods "I have one" Feb 24 00:04:54 oh really? Feb 24 00:05:27 * Molly nods, splashing him "It's not as big as you, Hockridge" Feb 24 00:05:37 I am pleased to hear that Feb 24 00:05:49 * Molly laughs Feb 24 00:06:00 It has been called your name though Feb 24 00:06:07 oh? Feb 24 00:06:24 * Molly splashes him again Feb 24 00:06:45 A few times, in fact Feb 24 00:07:09 **The dawn watch chimes one from the shore where his clothes are** Feb 24 00:07:22 Once * Feb 24 00:07:44 * Morgan smiles before trying to wake up Feb 24 00:08:06 **He manages it. They haven't changed positions** Feb 24 00:09:00 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 24 11:54:21 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 24 11:54:48 * Molly stirs a little, before she says "Oh" Feb 24 11:55:58 mmm? Feb 24 12:01:12 * Molly shrugs, snuggling back to him "busy day. Should get up" Feb 24 12:02:19 aye Feb 24 12:04:23 Sleep well? Feb 24 12:04:28 Not especially Feb 24 12:09:45 * Molly rolls over sleepily, wrapping her arm around him "nightmares?" Feb 24 12:10:01 not exactly Feb 24 12:10:36 Not Seb again? Feb 24 12:11:10 No... Feb 24 12:11:53 * Molly nods "That is good at least?" Feb 24 12:12:05 * Morgan nods Feb 24 12:12:23 Would it help to tell me? Feb 24 12:12:45 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 12:12:57 I'd be more interested in exploring some details from your dream Feb 24 12:16:11 Which dream? Feb 24 12:23:06 Freiarrin swimming in a lake... Feb 24 12:26:49 Oh that my father was looking for a new wife? I think we have uncovered the mystery behind these dreams, the noble man's daughter is me, had the Rosenkrantzs stayed Vaticine and Leopold had brought Sophie to Insel and married her. Feb 24 12:27:15 and the birthmark? Feb 24 12:27:57 I didn't see it Feb 24 12:29:06 sort of... heart shaped Feb 24 12:33:43 * Molly shrugs Feb 24 12:33:50 What are you thinking? Feb 24 12:35:14 Don't know yet Feb 24 12:37:54 It could just be a birth mark Feb 24 12:38:41 Could be Feb 24 12:41:43 It was enjoyable though Feb 24 12:43:52 * Morgan nods Feb 24 12:43:53 aye Feb 24 12:45:35 Was that what you wanted to ask about? Feb 24 12:50:00 * Morgan nods Feb 24 12:50:25 * Molly nods slowly "alright. We should get up" Feb 24 12:50:37 * Morgan nods Feb 24 12:50:38 aye Feb 24 12:53:24 Unless you wish to see if I can start the sparkliness? Feb 24 12:53:40 Might be worth doing before we get underway Feb 24 12:55:30 * Molly nods Feb 24 12:55:46 But I may not use it on myself... Feb 24 12:55:50 no Feb 24 12:56:04 Should we warn Heinzharold? Feb 24 12:56:18 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 12:56:19 probably Feb 24 12:56:33 * Molly smiles Feb 24 12:56:46 You'd best get dressed then, my love Feb 24 12:57:16 * Morgan nods, climbing out of bed Feb 24 13:02:42 * Molly watches him go. The ship is busier than usual with the planned start at first light, and he passes two crewmen before he gets to HH's room. Feb 24 13:03:09 * Morgan knocks Feb 24 13:05:53 * Molly is now known as HH Feb 24 13:06:42 * HH grumbles, coming to the door in just breeches. He yawns before saying "What's up, man?" Feb 24 13:18:29 We're going to take opportunity to see if she can start the sparkly thing Feb 24 13:27:14 * HH nods Feb 24 13:27:20 Alright. Good luck Feb 24 13:28:21 * Morgan nods, heading back to his room Feb 24 13:29:48 * HH is now known as Molly Feb 24 13:30:21 * Molly is sat up in, sheets pulled up to her bust Feb 24 13:30:53 * Morgan watches her Feb 24 13:30:55 you alright? Feb 24 13:31:55 * Molly nods, smiling Feb 24 13:32:05 I am. Are you? Feb 24 13:32:33 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:34:50 Are you ready? Feb 24 13:35:27 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:37:59 You are sure you will not permit me to do it on myself? Feb 24 13:38:20 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:38:23 I am Feb 24 13:38:41 Where would you have me do it, and do you wish to be numbed? Feb 24 13:39:07 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 13:43:16 * Molly nods, getting out of the bed. She dampens a flannel before bringing it to him Feb 24 13:43:23 I will numb you then Feb 24 13:43:43 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:43:45 alright Feb 24 13:46:57 * Molly pulls up his shirt to his neck before putting her hand on his skin. She closes her eyes and concentrates. His neck prickles and the skin on his chest goes numb Feb 24 13:49:10 thats done it Feb 24 13:49:24 * Molly nods Feb 24 13:49:32 Are you sure about this? Feb 24 13:49:58 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:50:52 * Molly takes a deep breath, concentrating again. He can't see the impact of her fingers over his chest without looking Feb 24 13:51:05 * Morgan doesn't look Feb 24 13:51:33 * Molly runs her fingers the other way, then does it a second time. He feels nothing. Feb 24 13:54:01 * Molly uses the flannel on him before putting his shirt down Feb 24 13:54:04 All done Feb 24 13:54:38 * Morgan nods Feb 24 13:54:40 alright Feb 24 13:55:55 * Molly washes her hands Feb 24 13:56:15 It usually happens after I faint Feb 24 13:56:53 * Morgan nods, watching her Feb 24 13:59:31 * Molly seems fine. Five minutes pass. She sighs Feb 24 13:59:44 You do not feel it? Feb 24 14:00:14 * Molly is naked but not sparkly Feb 24 14:00:18 No... Feb 24 14:00:31 ...but...? Feb 24 14:01:12 well, no more than normal anyway Feb 24 14:03:08 * Molly smiles Feb 24 14:03:25 I'm normally a little sparkly to you? Feb 24 14:04:27 More that I am always drawn to you Feb 24 14:06:06 * Molly blushes, smiling Feb 24 14:06:24 That's touching, my love Feb 24 14:07:29 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 14:07:30 I try Feb 24 14:08:43 * Molly smiles, coming to kiss his cheek Feb 24 14:08:58 I don't think it's going to work this morning Feb 24 14:09:07 No, I would say not Feb 24 14:09:35 Perhaps I can't start it on purpose, perhaps our theory is wrong, or perhaps it's too soon Feb 24 14:10:12 There's a lot of unknowns Feb 24 14:10:18 * Molly nods Feb 24 14:10:34 Will you wish me to stay with you, just in case Feb 24 14:11:44 Probably wise Feb 24 14:13:23 * Molly nods, glancing at the window Feb 24 14:13:33 It's starting to get light... Feb 24 14:14:36 * Morgan nods Feb 24 14:14:40 I'd best get on deck Feb 24 14:15:47 * Molly nods "Almost a pity really" Feb 24 14:16:14 * Morgan nods Feb 24 14:18:01 * Molly smiles "We can try again at bedtime, hmm?" Feb 24 14:18:44 * Morgan nods Feb 24 14:18:45 aye Feb 24 14:22:18 * Molly goes to get her hairbrush Feb 24 14:22:30 I'll let you get on then, my love Feb 24 14:22:43 Alright blossom. I'll be back soon Feb 24 14:22:51 * Morgan heads out, heading to the deck Feb 24 14:23:02 * Molly is now known as Claudia Feb 24 14:23:44 * Claudia is giving commands. It is just light enough, and this stretch of river is very safe sailing, so the sails are opened Feb 24 14:23:54 Two hours to Freiburg. Feb 24 14:24:37 * Morgan nods Feb 24 14:24:38 good Feb 24 14:31:28 * Claudia is busy the next twenty minutes, throwing small jobs Morgan's way Feb 24 14:33:17 * Morgan does them without complaint Feb 24 14:36:02 **They're well underway when she comes to stand near the prow with him, watching east for the imminent dawn** How was your night? Feb 24 14:36:58 Dreams but nothing terrible Feb 24 14:38:00 Anything useful? Feb 24 14:38:47 No Feb 24 14:41:39 * Claudia shrugs "Alright." Feb 24 14:43:50 Sort of continued on from telling my family I'd married Dietlinde... You had a weird look on your face Feb 24 14:44:09 How come? Feb 24 14:45:14 dunno... looked almost like jealousy. HeinzHarold had said about Dietlinde being beautiful... Feb 24 14:46:42 * Claudia shakes her head Feb 24 14:47:15 Probably that I was uncomfortable talking about women being beautiful Feb 24 14:47:36 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the water below him Feb 24 14:48:13 You didn't think I was jealous about you getting married? Feb 24 14:48:52 No, not at all. Feb 24 14:52:11 * Claudia nods Feb 24 14:52:36 You didn't think I had some crush on her? Feb 24 14:56:21 Not on her, no Feb 24 14:56:34 * Claudia laughs Feb 24 14:57:15 You thought I might like _Heinzharold_?! Feb 24 14:57:52 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 14:58:14 he talks about someone being beautiful, you looked... odd... you've got to admit it would make sense Feb 24 14:58:31 Yeah, knowing what you knew then, I suppose Feb 24 14:59:42 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:02:02 You have a lot of dreams that follow on? Feb 24 15:02:16 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:04:20 Bit odd Feb 24 15:04:49 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 15:04:51 I suppose Feb 24 15:05:13 We were shocked that day, Heinzharold and I Feb 24 15:06:44 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:08:30 I was pretty shocked second time too Feb 24 15:09:09 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:09:10 I remember Feb 24 15:10:59 * Claudia gives a crewman another instruction briefly Feb 24 15:11:32 Any idea how long we're staying in Freiburg? Feb 24 15:12:11 Not long. Things to do, places to be... Feb 24 15:19:40 * Claudia nods Feb 24 15:20:04 Have you decided if I'm going with you over land, or staying on the ship? Feb 24 15:21:01 I keep changing my mind... but I think coming with us will win out Feb 24 15:21:09 * Claudia nods Feb 24 15:21:21 Alright Feb 24 15:21:30 **the sun is up now** Feb 24 15:21:33 At least nowhere we stay will smell of cabbages Feb 24 15:22:12 We hope! Feb 24 15:22:24 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:23:10 Hoping to be in Sudlachenburg for Memorial Day? Feb 24 15:23:26 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:23:29 it'd be nice Feb 24 15:23:46 * Claudia nods "As nice as that day can be." Feb 24 15:23:59 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:24:31 Good for Varick to learn about it Feb 24 15:24:41 aye, I think so Feb 24 15:25:02 What did Eldreich even do in the War? Feb 24 15:25:50 **It seems that what Karsten had done was avoid service, and cheat on his wife before murdering his lover** Feb 24 15:26:24 I want to say plot and scheme, avoid actually serving, sleep with his wife and his lover before murdering one of them Feb 24 15:28:46 Not a great legacy to leave Feb 24 15:29:30 No, I agree Feb 24 15:29:53 Lucky he's got a better example in you Feb 24 15:30:24 I certainly hope so Feb 24 15:34:10 * Claudia nods Feb 24 15:34:23 How's Molly doing with the Rosenkrantz stuff? Feb 24 15:35:48 Getting there slowly I think Feb 24 15:38:05 * Claudia nods Feb 24 15:38:21 Big change Feb 24 15:38:36 absolutely Feb 24 15:43:05 She'll manage Feb 24 15:44:08 aye, I think so Feb 24 15:44:54 You heading straight out once we dock? Feb 24 15:45:26 Church, then to find Edward Feb 24 15:48:25 Best get breakfast then Feb 24 15:48:38 * Morgan nods Feb 24 15:48:40 I suppose Feb 24 15:53:08 * Claudia goes to get on with the tasks. HH and Inga are in the dining room when he gets there Feb 24 15:53:13 * Claudia is now known as HH Feb 24 15:54:09 $Were you a bit quick at resolving it? Didn't feel a thing$ Feb 24 15:55:38 $it didn't work$ Feb 24 15:59:36 $Damn. Thought we'd cracked the case$ Feb 24 16:04:37 $so did I$ Feb 24 16:09:39 $We waited for it a while, but then figured it wasn't happening$ Feb 24 16:09:52 $so did we$ Feb 24 16:13:15 $Just gotta be careful for accidents and stuff now?$ Feb 24 16:13:55 $aye$ Feb 24 16:17:00 What are we doin' today? Feb 24 16:18:29 Church, see Edward... thats about all I've planned so far Feb 24 16:20:00 Know where he's gonna be? Feb 24 16:21:12 * Morgan shrugs Feb 24 16:21:17 I'm betting on a church Feb 24 16:23:31 * HH nods "what y' want me and Inga doing?" Feb 24 16:23:44 Would you take Varick? Feb 24 16:27:32 * HH nods "Yeah, no problem. Anywhere in particular?" Feb 24 16:28:35 Nowhere specific in mind.. Feb 24 16:29:05 $if the draw happens, I'm sending him with Edward to see Jarvie$ Feb 24 16:31:04 $gonna need a lot of privacy?$ Feb 24 16:31:27 $Really don't work Edward feeling it, or have to explain it to him$ Feb 24 16:33:16 $Bad enough Claudia and I do$ Feb 24 16:33:30 $Indeed$ Feb 24 16:36:32 $wouldn't if I had the choice$ Feb 24 16:37:25 $I'm sorry man$ Feb 24 16:39:11 $not your fault, or Molly's. If I wasn't married and she wasn't your wife I wouldn't mind so much$ Feb 24 16:40:10 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 24 16:45:08 **Once breakfast is done, he spends a little time helping Molly and Varick getting ready for church, so that when they are docked not long after nine they're ready to go. Sorgi and Claudia deal with getting everything sorted, and a harbour assistant brings a letter over just as he, Molly, HH, Inga, and Varick are disembarking** Feb 24 16:47:30 * Morgan takes it, thanking him Feb 24 16:51:50 **it says "Dear Morgan, I am staying with Potts, I hope you are all well. Edward." Feb 24 16:52:30 Edward is with Pottsdamm Feb 24 16:53:41 **Molly nods** That's not very far from Jarvie's, that should work out well. We can get a coach after church" Feb 24 16:53:50 * Morgan nods Feb 24 16:53:51 alright Feb 24 17:03:11 **They find the nearest Objectionist church, already busy with dock workers and their families. The only empty seats are at the back. Though the people are in their sunday bests, they still look shabby and tired, even compared to the villagers in the church in Sudlachenburg. Feb 24 17:04:00 V: **he looks around, then at Morgan, his voice thankfully quiet for now* But Papa, we always sit at the front! Feb 24 17:04:07 * HH is now known as Varick Feb 24 17:04:59 it doesn't matter Feb 24 17:05:29 But that's how things are done, Papa. Nobles sit at the front Feb 24 17:06:01 **HH and Inga slide into the last pew. Molly watches Morgan a moment** Feb 24 17:08:03 **So far, noone is looking, people talking amongst themselves. Poverty in this parish within the docks is clearly high, the men lean and sinewy like long-serving soldiers, the women slight and pale. The children seem short for their age, especially the girls** Feb 24 17:08:54 * Morgan kneels down Feb 24 17:08:59 Why do you think that is? Feb 24 17:10:40 Because... *he whispers* Does Theus like us more? Feb 24 17:10:48 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 24 17:11:04 Is it so we get a better view? Feb 24 17:11:20 **Molly sits in beside Inga Feb 24 17:11:35 We should always show the proper way to behave, so maybe its that... Feb 24 17:12:01 If we sit at the back we don't have to sit nicely or be quiet? Feb 24 17:12:26 yes we do Feb 24 17:14:45 * Varick sits in, still whispering Feb 24 17:14:58 Why is noone dressed up? Feb 24 17:17:07 * Morgan puts him on the bench beside Molly, sitting next to him Feb 24 17:17:23 they are. They are the best clothes they have Feb 24 17:29:39 Why don't they have better? Feb 24 17:30:29 because its a very poor area Feb 24 17:32:10 Is their Freiarr a bad man? Feb 24 17:33:15 ((help me out with that)) Feb 24 17:36:08 ((Not a clue. He would have no idea who the Freiarr here is, or if there even is one, it could be directly under the control of Eisenfurst Freiburg)) Feb 24 17:37:32 I've no idea if there even is one... Feb 24 17:39:04 **,The priest comes out to start, but Varick is still talking** But you know everything Feb 24 17:39:13 Not by a long way Feb 24 17:40:37 Why does everyone look tired? **the congregation is quieter, so he will get overheard soon* Feb 24 17:41:22 sshh little man, time to pay attention Feb 24 17:43:28 * Varick sighs, but settles into his seat. The service today is about the importance of truth, and how Theus sees into the hearts and minds of people, knowing whether they are being truthful Feb 24 17:53:08 * Morgan listens quietly Feb 24 17:53:49 * Varick recites the common prayers perfectly in Eisen, correct to Objectionist teachings, not in Thean as he has always done under his breath before ((eyes open or closed?)) Feb 24 17:54:15 ((open)) Feb 24 17:56:00 * Varick has his eyes closed, concentrating. Molly has hers likewise, but she's smiling to herself with a little look of satisfaction Feb 24 17:59:44 * Morgan smiles briefly, glancing around Feb 24 18:03:55 **People are all praying, even the children. Soon it is time for private prayers, and everywhere falls quiet** Feb 24 18:07:35 * Morgan spends the time quietly thinking Feb 24 18:09:50 **Molly briefly glances at him a moment** Feb 24 18:17:34 **When it is time for communion, they take it in turns to sit with Varick ((participates? He has done before, though not since they were in Starke at the end of Aug)) Feb 24 18:18:40 ((yeah)) Feb 24 18:20:19 **After the service they get a carriage, and the direction makes sense for the five of them to go together, leaving Molly and Morgan at Potts house. HH, Inga and Varick head on to Jarvies. The only time Molly has been to this house was the morning the duel went wrong and the shot grazed her cheek bone** Feb 24 18:20:45 * Morgan scowls at the building Feb 24 18:23:11 * Varick is now known as Molly Feb 24 18:23:21 * Molly takes his hand Feb 24 18:23:27 Are you ready? Feb 24 18:23:49 I'd be happier doing this on the Rose Feb 24 18:26:27 Because there will be an audience here? Feb 24 18:26:43 this isn't my territory... Feb 24 18:29:35 Should we just leave a note, and walk to Jarvie's instead? Edward could come for dinner to the Rose? Feb 24 18:29:53 No... he'll need as long as possible to get his head round it Feb 24 18:31:41 * Molly nods Feb 24 18:31:45 Here then? Feb 24 18:31:58 * Morgan nods Feb 24 18:32:00 have to Feb 24 18:33:30 * Molly nods. The house hasn't really changed, but the smell of cigar smoke, liquor and perfume hasn't dissipated from the previous evening yet. The butler recognises them "Your Excellencies" Feb 24 18:35:20 * Morgan inclines his head Feb 24 18:35:29 I understand my brother is here Feb 24 18:46:00 B: He and my Lord Matthias are in the garden Feb 24 18:48:40 * Molly glances at Morgan Feb 24 18:49:04 Shall we? Feb 24 18:49:29 * Morgan nods, rolling his shoulders Feb 24 18:50:20 **They are shown outside where Edward and Potts are swinging swords around Feb 24 18:52:42 * Morgan sighs Feb 24 18:54:45 **Potts spots them first, sheathing his sword which makes Edward look around. He looks pleased to see them, and puts his own sword away. He has gained weight in the three months since they have seen him, he no longer looks on the thin side. Feb 24 18:55:37 * Molly is now known as Edward Feb 24 18:56:07 Brother *he opens his arms to Morgan* Feb 24 18:56:41 * Morgan embraces his brother tightly Feb 24 18:57:53 You are looking well Feb 24 18:58:42 * Edward nods. "As are you". He moves on to Molly, looking at her fondly "And Schwesterlein... You're even more beautiful than I remember!" Feb 24 18:59:10 **Molly blushes, smiling "Edward, it is good to see you" Feb 24 18:59:38 * Edward hugs her very slowly and gently, as if she is fragile Feb 24 19:00:45 **Potts comes over** Your Excellencies, good day. I hope you will excuse me but I have something to see to in town. Feb 24 19:01:02 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:01:15 Is there somewhere we can talk privately with my brother? Feb 24 19:01:25 * Edward lets Molly go Feb 24 19:01:46 P: Anywhere you like, noone is here except the staff Feb 24 19:01:58 * Morgan nods, thanking him Feb 24 19:04:09 **Potts bows before he goes. Edward suggests a drawing room, and Molly is wandering around it looking at the paintings whilst refreshments are brought in and the staff retreat. Then she sits on the couch with her coffee. Edward sits on a chair at a diagonal to her, and he watches her closely with a smile* Feb 24 19:05:24 You have something important and urgent to tell me *he smiles* important enough to come here. I am touched you are telling me first, and I am very happy for you both Feb 24 19:05:41 * Morgan watches him a moment Feb 24 19:05:46 Oh. No, brother. Feb 24 19:05:48 *Molly watches Morgan watch Edward * Feb 24 19:06:14 You are not in anticipation of a happy event? Feb 24 19:06:30 * Edward sips his coffee Feb 24 19:07:37 No... Feb 24 19:08:11 My apologises then Feb 24 19:08:32 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 24 19:08:47 By any chance does Potts have anything stronger than coffee we can have? Feb 24 19:09:10 On a _sunday?_ Feb 24 19:09:50 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:10:13 * Edward frowns "Is Varick well?" Feb 24 19:10:19 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:10:50 There is something we need to discuss, and I think you and I will both need a drink by the end of it Feb 24 19:10:58 * Edward gets up, preparing them all alcohol and handing it out before sitting down Feb 24 19:11:22 Has Uncle Christopher passed away? Feb 24 19:12:18 No, he is well... sends his best. I saw him when I was in Durham Feb 24 19:12:27 * Edward smiles Feb 24 19:12:45 Good, I am hoping he will be at the wedding Feb 24 19:13:16 **Molly adds half the glass of whiskey to her coffee** Feb 24 19:14:00 * Morgan frowns briefly Feb 24 19:15:13 * Edward watches Morgan "I am out of ideas. What is the problem, Morgan?" Feb 24 19:15:41 While I was in Durham I met a woman called Alice.... you met her a few years ago... Feb 24 19:16:42 * Edward thinks Feb 24 19:17:00 I do not think I know any woman of that name Feb 24 19:17:08 * Morgan describes her Feb 24 19:17:25 You spent some time with her in Numa... Feb 24 19:17:35 * Edward nods Feb 24 19:17:50 I know who she is, I did not know her name Feb 24 19:18:04 * Morgan nods, taking a mouthful of his whiskey Feb 24 19:18:08 Edward, you have a child Feb 24 19:18:28 * Edward shakes his head Feb 24 19:18:32 I do not Feb 24 19:18:42 * Morgan sighs Feb 24 19:18:58 Yes, you do. I am sorry to be so blunt about it Feb 24 19:19:31 If there is a child, it cannot be mine. Feb 24 19:19:42 * Edward looks certain Feb 24 19:19:51 She is. I know, you took steps but... the fact remains Feb 24 19:21:06 It is impossible for a woman to become with child if you do not... **he briefly glances at Molly before looking back to Morgan** ... if you use the Vaticine method. Feb 24 19:21:29 Its unlikely, but not impossible. Feb 24 19:21:35 **Molly sips her coffee, staying quiet* Feb 24 19:21:49 * Edward is clearly in denial Feb 24 19:22:01 Father said it is impossible Feb 24 19:22:07 Father is wrong Feb 24 19:23:04 * Edward shakes his head again "It was just one night. I was very careful. I know what I am doing, I have excellent control" Feb 24 19:24:27 We will go around and around, won't we? Until at some point you realise I'm not wrong. Feb 24 19:25:24 * Edward picks up the whiskey and downs it before refilling it with shaking hands Feb 24 19:26:04 * Morgan watches him Feb 24 19:26:21 * Edward is very quiet Feb 24 19:27:07 **Molly glances at Morgan* Feb 24 19:27:55 What do you need from me? Feb 24 19:28:43 * Edward runs his hand through his hair Feb 24 19:29:22 How do you know she is being honest? Feb 24 19:29:50 Information is what I do... did... she is not being dishonest. Feb 24 19:32:14 * Edward blows out a long breath "Fuck." Feb 24 19:32:45 **Molly sips the coffee, just keeping an eye on both brothers** Feb 24 19:33:51 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:33:57 thats not far off what my reaction was Feb 24 19:34:36 * Edward nods, sipping the whiskey Feb 24 19:36:26 I really thought it was fool-proof. If I had known this could happen... Feb 24 19:36:41 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:36:45 I know Feb 24 19:38:29 How often does it happen? I have used it many times. *he glances at Molly, then Morgan* Would you prefer to discuss it man-to-man? Feb 24 19:39:12 I have no secrets from Molly... I thought perhaps you might appreciate her presence, I know you have grown close Feb 24 19:40:01 * Edward nods "I would not be indelicate with her present if you wished" Feb 24 19:40:20 Do _you_ wish to speak just the two of us? Feb 24 19:41:09 **Molly looks to Edward** I will give the two of you some time, but I will be outside in the hall when I am needed. Feb 24 19:41:57 * Edward nods, looking a little relieved to have it out of his hands, and she retreats after briefly squeezing Morgan's shoulder as she passes by Feb 24 19:43:03 * Edward rubs his forehead wearily "Fucking hell." Feb 24 19:43:56 * Morgan nods, watching him Feb 24 19:45:53 I didn't know. The only time I've not withdrawn was that time Alarice prevented me from it. Every other time... I always give myself plenty of time, so I'm not taken by surprise Feb 24 19:46:01 * Edward sips the whiskey Feb 24 19:46:18 * Morgan nods Feb 24 19:47:37 I perfected it because the thought of telling Father I'd gotten a child on a woman I wasn't married too was too awful... and I have done it anyway. Feb 24 19:48:45 It is less than ideal Feb 24 19:52:22 * Edward nods Feb 24 19:52:44 Where are Alice and the child? Feb 24 19:53:10 Avalon Feb 24 19:55:44 * Edward nods, rubbing the back of his neck Feb 24 19:56:21 She can even remember me? Feb 24 19:56:49 Alice? Very well. *he taps his nose* Feb 24 20:17:32 * Edward nods slowly "It was after I had had it fixed here. I went to Numa to be away" Feb 24 20:17:44 * Morgan nods Feb 24 20:18:30 * Edward scowls, downing the remainder of the glass Feb 24 20:18:48 What is the child? Male or female Feb 24 20:19:00 a girl... Florence... prefers Florrie Feb 24 20:20:52 And she is two years old? Feb 24 20:21:00 * Morgan nods Feb 24 20:22:13 * Edward nods, quiet and frowning Feb 24 20:22:50 I have a letter for you from Alice Feb 24 20:23:09 * Edward nods, but doesn't ask for it Feb 24 20:23:40 * Morgan sips his whiskey, watching his brother Feb 24 20:34:03 Is Alice married? Feb 24 20:34:48 No, she never wished to be Feb 24 20:38:40 How is she providing for the child? Feb 24 20:39:16 She has a ship Feb 24 20:42:30 She is still doing that? Feb 24 20:43:03 She was when I met her Feb 24 20:43:08 That is not a suitable situation for a nobleman's child. Feb 24 20:44:23 * Morgan sighs Feb 24 20:44:30 we're going to fight about this aren't we? Feb 24 20:47:24 I do not know Feb 24 20:48:18 I don't want to. Feb 24 20:53:23 * Edward just nods. He looks pretty unhappy right now Feb 24 20:54:53 She is well cared for... you could tell times were lean but... Feb 24 20:55:45 She should be properly raised. Feb 24 20:56:54 meaning? Feb 24 20:58:58 I will take the consequences of my mistake this time. Feb 24 20:59:51 You need to do what is best for Florrie... Feb 24 21:05:29 Just leave it, Morgan. Let me think about what I need to do. Feb 24 21:06:15 * Morgan frowns Feb 24 21:09:57 Edward, please, don't push me away. We've worked too hard for that Feb 24 21:12:42 I've fucked up and I don't want you telling me it's not as bad as I think, or it isnt my fault, because it is. Feb 24 21:13:12 I wasn't going to. Feb 24 21:14:37 * Edward leans back in the chair looking at the ceiling "Father is going to go off the deep end" Feb 24 21:15:12 I've no doubt. Feb 24 21:19:09 Every time things seem to be going well, it goes wrong. Feb 24 21:19:58 We will adapt, Edward. I'm more concerned that father will get some high noble idea in his head Feb 24 21:20:34 He is going to want me to do the right thing. Feb 24 21:21:33 That is not what anyone wants Feb 24 21:24:32 A man of honour marries a woman if his actions have an unintended consequence. Feb 24 21:24:58 Alice does not want that... you don't want that. Feb 24 21:27:04 It does not matter. Feb 24 21:28:23 Of course it does Feb 24 21:30:52 There is a child, and she should be raised here in Eisen with both parents. Feb 24 21:31:44 She will not marry you, Edward, and she will not give up her child Feb 24 21:33:30 She is _my_ child also. Feb 24 21:34:13 I know. Alice wants you to have a relationship with your daughter, very much. Feb 24 21:37:00 I have created a child, and I will provide a life for her. Feb 24 21:37:31 That doesn't include taking her from her mother Feb 24 21:39:45 Alice will live here also. Feb 24 21:39:59 She has a home Feb 24 21:42:41 I will do what must be done. Feb 24 21:43:25 They are safe and happy, Edward... you would not be so cruel as to ruin that Feb 24 21:44:21 * Edward looks at Morgan Feb 24 21:44:38 She. Is. My. Daughter. Feb 24 21:44:54 * Morgan nods Feb 24 21:46:43 I am well fucking aware of that. You can have a relationship, know her, care for her, love her, watch her grow up _providing_ you don't do anything stupid to mess it up... Feb 24 21:48:50 * Edward looks to bristle at this Feb 24 21:49:10 Because we know that I'm likely to do something stupid. Feb 24 21:50:11 * Morgan looks at the table Feb 24 21:50:28 thats not what I meant. I meant that you are your fathers son Feb 24 21:53:28 I have to do the right thing, Morgan. I thought after the baby I had Alarice kill, and after... the fire, I thought Theus would see I wasn't fit to have a child. Feb 24 21:53:53 * Morgan looks at him solemnly Feb 24 21:54:44 The right thing isn't to try to force a marriage. Alice doesn't want that, and she doesn't want to come between you and Mina. Feb 24 22:03:04 The right thing is for a man and a woman who have lain together and made a child to be wed, by the laws of Theus. Feb 24 22:10:01 * Morgan sighs heavily Feb 24 22:12:26 * Edward looks at him Feb 24 22:13:18 You know that is correct. It is the honourable path to protect them, provide for them, and give them my name. Feb 24 22:13:37 and to hell with their wishes Feb 24 22:15:10 For whatever reason, Theus has given Alice and I a child. Neither of us wished for that, but it is what we are to deal with. Feb 24 22:16:19 * Morgan swears savagely Feb 24 22:16:48 * Edward watches him, a little surprised by it Feb 24 22:18:10 Are you telling me you would not do the same? Suppose you had given Molly a child unintentionally, you would not have done the honourable thing? Feb 24 22:18:26 I would have offered... but I would not have forced her Feb 24 22:19:13 You would have let your child be out in the world, not in your home, out of your protection? Feb 24 22:19:51 * Morgan looks deeply hurt, looking away Feb 24 22:20:17 * Edward looks at the floor Feb 24 22:20:36 Sorry. I didn't think. Feb 24 22:21:07 * Morgan wipes at his eyes briefly Feb 24 22:21:41 * Edward pours more whiskey Feb 24 22:21:48 Do you want me to get Molly? Feb 24 22:22:14 I think maybe you speaking to her might help... she's had something of a paradigm shift herself Feb 24 22:22:34 I did not mean for me Feb 24 22:22:42 I know. Feb 24 22:23:22 * Edward gets up, going to the door and stepping out into the hall Feb 24 22:23:42 * Morgan downs his whiskey Feb 24 22:25:01 **The door opens again, then closes softly. Molly comes around to crouch in front of his chair. Her voice and eyes are soft "Liebes herz..." Feb 24 22:25:07 * Edward is now known as Molly Feb 24 22:25:28 'm alright Feb 24 22:25:58 * Molly watches him closely to see how alright he actually seems Feb 24 22:26:32 I can't get through to him Feb 24 22:27:03 Give him some breathing space, my love. He says he upset you... Feb 24 22:27:31 He's upset, made a poor choice of words Feb 24 22:27:47 What did he say? Feb 24 22:28:41 It doesn't matter Feb 24 22:31:26 * Molly frowns slightly before nodding "alright, my love. What would you have me do?" Feb 24 22:32:09 Would you take Alice's letter to him? He needs to read it before he gets too set in any ideas Feb 24 22:33:39 * Molly nods, holding out her hand Feb 24 22:34:20 * Morgan takes it out, handing it to her Feb 24 22:36:15 * Molly takes it Feb 24 22:36:22 That is all you need? Feb 24 22:36:51 For now Feb 24 22:37:29 * Molly nods, standing up and leaving the room quietly. Feb 24 22:37:48 * Morgan refills his glass, taking large gulps from it Feb 24 22:38:20 **Neither his brother nor his wife is back five minutes later, nor ten** Feb 24 22:38:47 [Are you alright?] Feb 24 22:40:51 [Yes] Feb 24 22:41:06 [Do you need me, or stay away?] Feb 24 22:43:22 [Come if you wish, but I have things under control] Feb 24 22:43:53 [Would my presence make things worse?] Feb 24 22:46:12 [No, liebling] Feb 24 22:46:47 * Morgan gets up, heading out into the hall to find them Feb 24 22:49:26 * Molly and Edward are sat on the stairs together, arms touching. She has her coffee cup, he has his whiskey Feb 24 22:50:02 * Morgan sits on the floor at the bottom of the stairs Feb 24 22:50:21 E: I owe you an apology Feb 24 22:51:16 No, you don't Feb 24 22:55:18 E: I was untactful Feb 24 22:55:38 Its understandable Feb 24 22:59:38 E: I have read the letter Feb 24 23:01:50 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:01:57 I don't know whats in it. Feb 24 23:04:28 E: Providing certain details that confirm her identity, stating that she is not asking for anything from me, and that she wishes me well. Telling me about my daughter and her life so far. Feb 24 23:05:38 * Molly watches Morgan as she sips the coffee Feb 24 23:05:58 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:07:03 She was born in July, like Molly and I Feb 24 23:07:08 E:* Feb 24 23:07:18 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:07:57 E: This is not what I was expecting Feb 24 23:08:19 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:09:22 what were you expecting? Feb 24 23:09:50 That you were going to tell me Molly was pregnant Feb 24 23:10:00 * Molly is now known as Edwards Feb 24 23:10:06 * Edwards is now known as Edward Feb 24 23:10:23 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:10:25 not for a while Feb 24 23:10:26 * Edward swirls the coffee in the cup Feb 24 23:10:36 M** Feb 24 23:11:24 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:11:55 How long are you going to be in Freiburg? Feb 24 23:12:22 Couple of days I think Feb 24 23:15:21 * Edward nods "It is Court tomorrow evening, don't forget" Feb 24 23:15:37 M: *she sips the coffee* Feb 24 23:16:41 * Morgan makes a face of distaste Feb 24 23:16:57 [Did you tell him about the Rosenkrantz connection?] Feb 24 23:18:47 [No] Feb 24 23:19:05 [Would you mind if I do?] Feb 24 23:21:13 [No, that's fine] Feb 24 23:23:09 Breeches again? Feb 24 23:23:24 Of course. Feb 24 23:23:46 * Morgan sighs Feb 24 23:24:06 [I cannot go if I have not been sparkly] Feb 24 23:24:37 [I know] Feb 24 23:25:00 I need your help with something court related Feb 24 23:25:31 * Edward tucks the letter in his pocket "what is that?" Feb 24 23:26:05 It is... sensitive, so I want your word nothing I tell you will go any further Feb 24 23:26:30 * Edward frowns "That goes without saying." Feb 24 23:26:49 Not even to father Feb 24 23:27:14 * Edward frowns "As you wish" Feb 24 23:27:24 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 24 23:27:33 I promise you it is not a danger to Sudlachenburg Feb 24 23:27:51 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:27:58 Alright Feb 24 23:28:10 You are familiar with the Rosenkrantz family of Insel? Feb 24 23:29:16 * Edward nods "I am aware of it, vaguely" Feb 24 23:30:11 The old Freiarr, the brother of the current one had a child out of wedlock... They've been looking for this child for years. Feb 24 23:30:54 * Edward nods "And you want my help?" Feb 24 23:32:44 Not with that... I've already figured all of that out... of course if the child takes the Freiarrdom, Doctor Rosenkrantz daughter will be at a disadvantage for matches... I was wondering if you might be able to advise them, guide her about court Feb 24 23:33:24 * Edward nods slowly Feb 24 23:33:35 I should be able to do that Feb 24 23:34:34 I would appreciate it. She's a very sweet girl Feb 24 23:34:45 How old is she? Feb 24 23:34:56 Just eighteen Feb 24 23:35:24 She hasn't been at Court yet? Feb 24 23:35:41 No Feb 24 23:36:34 What sort of match are they hoping for? A Freiarr? Younger sons of a Freiarr? Feb 24 23:37:28 Something that will give her a decent life. Daughter of a Freiarr gave her better prospects Feb 24 23:38:10 Yes it did. The title will move completely out of her reach? Feb 24 23:39:08 _if_ the old Freiarrs son takes the Freiarrdom, yes Feb 24 23:39:44 Is she the current Freiarr's only child? Feb 24 23:40:49 No, there is an older brother who, aside from wanting the best for the people of Insel, would much rather be off sailing Feb 24 23:41:05 Sounds like you! Feb 24 23:41:29 **Molly rolls her eyes towards the ceiling* Feb 24 23:41:41 There are similarities I may have noticed Feb 24 23:42:03 Is he married? Feb 24 23:42:39 no Feb 24 23:43:14 A pity. Her brother marrying well would help Feb 24 23:43:23 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:43:50 Obviously she is still related to the Freiarr by birth... just... a cousin of Feb 24 23:43:59 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:44:16 Are they wanting someone from the north? Feb 24 23:44:37 That'd be the ideal, so that she wouldn't be too far from her family... they're very close Feb 24 23:45:37 I will help. I'll see what I can discover at Court tomorrow about which men are looking at present Feb 24 23:45:45 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:45:47 thank you Feb 24 23:47:06 * Edward nods "It is a shame that Zench's lands are in Heilgrund, and not Posen. He is being put under pressure to find a wife" Feb 24 23:48:01 * Morgan nods Feb 24 23:49:12 There's a possibility it will not come to pass, but I think she could do with having the help of someone like you who knows the ins and outs of court life Feb 24 23:50:27 **Molly shrugs: Your help would be very good, Edward. I do not think Lord Zenchlerin the right match anyway. I rather think someone who does not have a long term Cherie Amor would be better suited for a young lady from a close-knit, protective family Feb 24 23:52:25 **he looks to Morgan with a shrug** It is a common part of being a noble wife Feb 24 23:52:53 Not to me, nor you, nor the Rosenkrantz family Feb 24 23:54:03 * Edward nods a little "Even choosing her spouse with that in mind, there could be no guarantees" Feb 24 23:54:40 We can only try Feb 24 23:54:59 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:55:17 Will any of the family be at Court tomorrow? Feb 24 23:55:38 No Feb 24 23:56:24 Very well Feb 24 23:56:43 * Edward sips the whiskey Feb 24 23:56:50 Are you staying with Jarvie? Feb 24 23:57:07 Not tonight... Feb 24 23:57:30 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:57:37 She's gotten big Feb 24 23:57:58 thats more or less how it works Feb 24 23:59:36 * Edward nods Feb 24 23:59:44 She will be pleased to see you Feb 25 00:00:22 I've missed her.... I understand father was livid about it all Feb 25 00:01:12 Yes, we've all had one turn now, haven't we? Looks like it is my turn again Feb 25 00:01:32 * Morgan shrugs Feb 25 00:02:03 Maybe we'll remind him he has another grandchild now Feb 25 00:02:40 * Edward looks at the step two down from him, staying quiet Feb 25 00:03:03 **Molly glances at Edward, then Morgan Feb 25 00:03:18 Aside from Varick, I mean Feb 25 00:03:44 * Edward nods Feb 25 00:05:20 He says we shouldn't have let Jarvie move to the dower house when Hans died and should have made her move to Die Dauerhaftigkeit instead Feb 25 00:06:23 So simple, why didn't we ever think of telling her what to do... Feb 25 00:07:12 * Edward nods Feb 25 00:08:08 She seems happy with Grendlik Feb 25 00:08:45 He's a good man Feb 25 00:10:27 Odd though, that she is accidentally with child with a ship's captain, and I accidentally made a ship's captain with child Feb 25 00:11:05 [No, sounds like exactly the sort of repetition in meddling Leopold warned of] Feb 25 00:11:17 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 25 00:13:29 What else do you have on your itinerary in Freiburg? Feb 25 00:14:03 Not a great deal really Feb 25 00:15:42 M: I was thinking of making a little romantic day trip to Niesfeld. There's also a bank draft we must take to the bank. I'd like to see Jarvie? *she looks questioningly at Morgan* Feb 25 00:16:48 * Morgan nods Feb 25 00:17:56 If you are going to Niesfeld, you might see Zench on the return trip, he will be over for Coutt Feb 25 00:18:38 oh? Feb 25 00:19:13 It enlivens Court having friends there Feb 25 00:19:42 I wouldn't know Feb 25 00:21:03 You are welcome to keep us company. Anhalt might be there Feb 25 00:21:55 Now thats someone I would like to speak to Feb 25 00:22:40 * Edward nods Feb 25 00:23:39 There's unlikely to be much dancing, so we do not need to worry about keeping Molly's card filled Feb 25 00:24:15 * Morgan smiles slightly Feb 25 00:24:24 the duchess is quite capable of holding her own Feb 25 00:24:57 **Molly bites her lip before sipping her coffee** Feb 25 00:25:21 I am sure. But I would still limit her contact with His Grace Feb 25 00:25:59 * Morgan nods Feb 25 00:27:04 M: It would be easier in this instance if men were more like women, and we did not have to consider the unwanted attentions of men! Feb 25 00:27:55 * Edward laughs "If men were more like women, no attentions would be given by anyone at all. It would be all coy flirtation and no action" Feb 25 00:30:50 **Molly smiles at Edward** I disagree. A lack of ability in men to read the subtleties of a woman's invitation or rejection is hardly the responsibility of the female sex Feb 25 00:30:56 and there'd be a lot of gossiping Feb 25 00:31:21 * Edward laughs Feb 25 00:31:55 M: **she gives Morgan a sly glance** I think men enjoy gossiping just as much as women Feb 25 00:32:09 When we do it, its intelligence gathering Feb 25 00:35:01 **They both laugh. Their conversation is interrupted by the Butler coming into the hall.** Feb 25 00:52:13 * Edward has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 26 14:14:08 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 26 14:14:25 M: It would be easier in this instance if men were more like women, and we did not have to consider the unwanted attentions of men! Feb 26 14:14:25 * Edward laughs "If men were more like women, no attentions would be given by anyone at all. It would be all coy flirtation and no action" Feb 26 14:14:25 **Molly smiles at Edward** I disagree. A lack of ability in men to read the subtleties of a woman's invitation or rejection is hardly the responsibility of the female sex Feb 26 14:14:25 and there'd be a lot of gossiping Feb 26 14:14:27 * Edward laughs Feb 26 14:14:29 M: **she gives Morgan a sly glance** I think men enjoy gossiping just as much as women Feb 26 14:14:31 When we do it, its intelligence gathering Feb 26 14:14:33 **They both laugh. Their conversation is interrupted by the Butler coming into the hall.** Feb 26 14:20:05 **The butler asks if they will want lunch. Edward looks to Morgan "Do you want to take Molly to Jarvies and I will join you there later?" Feb 26 14:20:44 * Morgan nods Feb 26 14:20:49 Aye, I think so Feb 26 14:25:28 **Edward thanks the butler. Soon he's assuring them he'll be over in a few hours and escorting them to the door. Molly spontaneously hugs Edward, holding him firmly. Edward embraces her back** Feb 26 14:28:03 * Morgan watches them quietly Feb 26 14:30:46 * Molly waits til Edward lets go before moving aside Feb 26 14:31:32 * Morgan pulls him into a tight hug Feb 26 14:32:02 **Edward hugs him back** Feb 26 14:34:17 **Edward lets go first** Potts won't mind if you take his horses Feb 26 14:34:34 * Molly looks to Morgan questioningly Feb 26 14:34:48 Its not far, we'll walk Feb 26 14:36:08 **Edward nods, letting them out and shutting the door. Molly watches Morgan when the door is shut, looking serious** Feb 26 14:38:41 Do you know any quiet, scenic routes? Feb 26 14:41:03 I'm sure we can find one, why? Feb 26 14:41:15 I thought it might be nicer Feb 26 14:41:22 * Morgan nods Feb 26 14:41:23 alright Feb 26 14:41:46 * Molly starts walking away from the door "I wasn't planning anything..." Feb 26 14:42:19 * Morgan nods, walking beside her Feb 26 14:42:57 **the route they find is twice as long but takes them through a nice park** Feb 26 14:43:04 How are you, my love? Feb 26 14:43:15 I'm not sure. I'm worried about him Feb 26 14:43:41 Me too. I knew it would be a big shock... Feb 26 14:44:27 * Morgan nods Feb 26 14:48:57 He feels awful that he hurt you Feb 26 14:49:31 * Morgan nods Feb 26 14:52:17 * Molly frowns a little, stopping to pick up a particularly bright red leaf from beneath a tree Feb 26 14:52:28 You do not wish to talk to me about it? Feb 26 14:52:43 He didn't mean to hurt me Feb 26 14:53:19 No, he didn't. I don't think he is thinking clearly right now Feb 26 14:53:34 I know Feb 26 15:02:03 Perhaps once he has had more time to think he will be more reasonable Feb 26 15:02:18 I hope so Feb 26 15:05:07 Me too, liebling. He should be with Mina, shouldn't he? Feb 26 15:05:37 * Morgan nods Feb 26 15:05:37 yes Feb 26 15:07:14 * Molly offers her hand Feb 26 15:07:38 * Morgan takes it Feb 26 15:07:55 It is hard to hear his dismay at Florrie's existence? Feb 26 15:08:15 * Morgan nods Feb 26 15:08:18 aye Feb 26 15:12:50 I think you are right, introducing it all gradually Feb 26 15:14:45 * Morgan nods Feb 26 15:14:57 I don't think he would have handled knowing what she looks like well at all Feb 26 15:18:06 No, not at all. One day, he will have to know but not today Feb 26 15:18:52 * Morgan nods Feb 26 15:18:53 quite Feb 26 15:20:40 Does that make all this harder for you? Feb 26 15:20:59 having to keep it from him? Feb 26 15:21:44 That his reaction to Florrie's appearance would be negative Feb 26 15:21:57 I suppose so Feb 26 15:27:18 And keeping it from him? Feb 26 15:32:05 I don't like hiding things from him Feb 26 15:35:12 * Molly nods Feb 26 15:35:23 This is for his own good though Feb 26 15:37:57 yes it is Feb 26 15:39:45 * Molly squeezes his hand gently Feb 26 15:40:21 Though I am concerned for Edward, you are my priority. Is there anything I can do that you would appreciate? Feb 26 15:41:58 You already are blossom Feb 26 15:43:53 Am I? Feb 26 15:44:33 * Morgan nods, lifting their hands up for a moment Feb 26 15:50:22 * Molly smiles, nodding Feb 26 15:50:29 Good Feb 26 15:51:05 * Molly walks quietly, just thinking a while, before she says Feb 26 15:51:17 Is this how you expected him to react? Feb 26 15:52:51 More or less Feb 26 15:56:05 I am hopeful that he will think better to going with the immediate reaction that he must wed Alice Feb 26 15:56:35 * Morgan nods Feb 26 15:56:43 He is rather set on it. She won't have it. Feb 26 16:01:59 * Molly nods Feb 26 16:02:57 It's the principle, I suppose Feb 26 16:03:34 * Morgan nods Feb 26 16:08:24 Goodness knows we all grew up knowing what would be expected if we made such an error... Feb 26 16:08:45 * Morgan nods Feb 26 16:08:52 * Molly shrugs Feb 26 16:09:26 Unless they assume it has happened and they choose to make you leave home instead. Feb 26 16:11:03 That has caused some consternation amongst the Rosenkrantz's Feb 26 16:14:49 Has it? Feb 26 16:16:27 well... Seb particularly... he worries about the sort of man your father is Feb 26 16:22:11 * Molly sighs Feb 26 16:22:23 My father is a complicated man. Feb 26 16:25:24 * Morgan nods Feb 26 16:26:13 It's hardly behaviour that would recommend him to anyone though Feb 26 16:26:27 No, it isn't Feb 26 16:30:21 I hope they do not think less of me because he is my father Feb 26 16:31:23 I think its fairly obvious they accepted you into their family immediately Feb 26 16:33:18 * Molly shrugs "I suppose so. It is nice they have remembered me" Feb 26 16:33:56 Trust me, I saw their reaction to finding out you were family... Feb 26 16:39:03 What was it? Feb 26 16:40:50 the doctor was thrilled... Seb was anxious about your father... and Adara and Ilena... well, I think the squealing gave it away Feb 26 16:43:32 * Molly smiles Feb 26 16:43:40 I wish it were less complicated Feb 26 16:43:45 * Morgan nods Feb 26 16:43:48 I know Feb 26 16:47:53 If there was nothing with Seb and I, it would be so much easier Feb 26 16:48:34 * Morgan stops Feb 26 16:48:36 I'm sorry? Feb 26 16:53:24 * Molly looks at him Feb 26 16:53:58 All of the potential path nonsense. If it was just simple to have this new part of my family Feb 26 16:54:55 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 26 16:57:50 What did you think I meant? Feb 26 17:02:39 Well... the way it sounded... Feb 26 17:08:58 * Molly squeezes his hand "There is nothing like that for me, liebling." Feb 26 17:09:16 * Morgan nods Feb 26 17:14:24 * Molly smiles sadly "I'm sorry I worried you" Feb 26 17:14:43 * Morgan nods Feb 26 17:14:45 its alright Feb 26 17:19:45 * Molly nods "It's not easy, now I am related to him" Feb 26 17:20:11 Why? Feb 26 17:24:37 Because when he was just Heinzharold's friend, we could never see him again Feb 26 17:24:58 Its a big world, we still could Feb 26 17:27:19 But far less than being entangled with him as we now are Feb 26 17:27:35 * Morgan shrugs Feb 26 17:27:42 Are you concerned you will develop feelings for him? Feb 26 17:34:08 No, I am not Feb 26 17:36:37 Then it doesn't really matter does it? Feb 26 17:38:19 To me it does. I worry how you feel when I am around him Feb 26 17:39:11 Better than I did, that much is certain Feb 26 17:41:51 * Molly nods Feb 26 17:42:10 But I do not know you will ever feel comfortable with him in my life Feb 26 17:42:29 I don't know Feb 26 17:42:45 but... he is in your life, and mine and that is just something I will have to deal with Feb 26 17:44:58 * Molly nods Feb 26 17:45:11 I would not have chosen this for you. Feb 26 17:45:20 I know.... but we are where we are Feb 26 17:47:19 * Molly nods Feb 26 17:47:28 I know, but I still feel guilty Feb 26 17:49:35 you've no need Feb 26 17:52:47 * Molly nods a little Feb 26 17:53:33 I know, but it doesn't feel good. It feels as if he is a wedge that could come between us Feb 26 17:54:05 As long as you feel nothing for him, I don't think that'll be an issue Feb 26 18:02:49 And if I eventually feel close to him as a cousin? Feb 26 18:03:39 I will tell you, openly, if I start having trouble with it. Feb 26 18:04:33 * Molly nods Feb 26 18:05:08 I appreciate that. I would hate to discover afterwards that I had made you wish to leave me Feb 26 18:05:17 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:07:48 That is what scares me. Not whether I might one day feel something for him, but that the way it makes you feel may make you wish to give me up rather than endure those feelings Feb 26 18:09:31 But you are not concerned that you will develop feelings for him, so that doesn't make much sense Feb 26 18:12:43 * Molly smiles Feb 26 18:13:18 It does to me. The threat of something can be a torment enough even if you are assured it won't come to pass Feb 26 18:13:56 I see Feb 26 18:14:48 * Molly shrugs Feb 26 18:15:16 There is nothing I can do to stop you feeling threatened by him Feb 26 18:15:59 Providing you are honest with me, I think we can deal with it Feb 26 18:17:18 * Molly nods Feb 26 18:18:05 I hope so. It would be very hard for you to deal with my having any feelings for him, even if I was still choosing to be with you Feb 26 18:19:30 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:19:38 You keep talking as if that is likely Feb 26 18:23:11 I do not think it is, but I do not feel as secure as I did before knowing he was a real person who was going to be part of our lives Feb 26 18:23:40 * Morgan frowns Feb 26 18:24:55 Not inasmuch as I might feel something, but less secure that you will stay, that you will still want to be with me. Feb 26 18:26:20 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 26 18:29:31 I preferred it when my devotion was not something anyone would have thought to question Feb 26 18:31:08 It just worries me that you may feel things for him that may pull you toward him nd away from me Feb 26 18:36:20 * Molly shakes her head "I want to be with you, liebes herz. Forever." Feb 26 18:36:31 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:37:13 Maybe the Nieblungen can assure us that it is now an impossibility Feb 26 18:37:49 If they choose to Feb 26 18:41:51 * Molly nods Feb 26 18:42:17 Do you think Edward will be alright alone? Feb 26 18:42:31 If I'm honest, I'm not sure Feb 26 18:43:58 Should we have stayed? Feb 26 18:45:05 * Morgan frowns Feb 26 18:45:06 Maybe Feb 26 18:45:41 Perhaps we should give him an hour or so and then make an excuse to go back? Feb 26 18:45:52 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:46:05 I know he needs some space but... Feb 26 18:46:29 We could tell him I was worrying for him, and my being worried is intolerable for you? Feb 26 18:46:41 well... that is true Feb 26 18:46:49 * Molly smiles Feb 26 18:46:57 I am getting better at this Feb 26 18:49:53 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:54:09 I generally would not worry about tailoring the truth, and just rely on my face Feb 26 18:54:21 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:54:27 the perks of being a woman Feb 26 18:55:06 Because we are better at manipulating? *she tries to contain a smile* Feb 26 18:55:12 quite Feb 26 18:55:42 Espionage would be far simpler as a woman, due to that? Feb 26 18:57:07 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:57:33 * Molly smiles Feb 26 18:57:57 I believe you once said you do not envy any man that comes against me because of my wiles Feb 26 18:58:39 * Morgan nods Feb 26 18:58:41 indeed I did Feb 26 18:59:15 * Molly looks thoughtful Feb 26 18:59:35 I am not sure when or where it was though Feb 26 19:01:28 It might have been in the kitchen on the Rose, before I offered you the position of Quartermaster Feb 26 19:01:46 * Morgan nods Feb 26 19:01:49 sounds about right Feb 26 19:09:20 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 26 20:03:26 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 26 20:04:53 **They arrive at Jarvie's little house in Dresden Strasse to the sound of Varick running around and HH pretending to be a bear chasing him. The butler shows them into the hall. Feb 26 20:09:33 * Morgan thanks him Feb 26 20:10:10 * Molly reluctantly loosens his hand Feb 26 20:10:25 Are you planning on telling her? Feb 26 20:11:13 about your father? Feb 26 20:12:11 About Florrie Feb 26 20:12:21 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 26 20:12:25 No. Feb 26 20:13:57 **Jarvie comes into the hall. She looks relaxed and happy, and pregnant. She is around six months now, similar to where Dietlinde was at the same time of year in 65. Feb 26 20:15:11 J: Come in, make yourselves at home! **The house has changed since they were last there two months ago, becoming more homely, less formal** Feb 26 20:15:32 * Morgan looks her up and down Feb 26 20:15:36 You look happy Feb 26 20:19:55 * Molly hugs her, and the back of Morgan's neck prickles Feb 26 20:20:22 **Jarvie nods** I am. Grendlik isn't here, if you wanted to see him Feb 26 20:21:13 * Molly is now known as Jarvie Feb 26 20:21:34 Rather tough luck if I did isn't it Feb 26 20:22:11 * Jarvie hugs Morgan next, her bump pressed against him Feb 26 20:22:42 He's gone to Einsbaden again, they're building a new wing on the orphanage Feb 26 20:22:55 oh? Feb 26 20:23:43 * Jarvie smiles "It came into a sizable amount of cash and can help more children" Feb 26 20:24:31 * Morgan nods Feb 26 20:24:32 good Feb 26 20:28:35 You both look well. No Edward? Feb 26 20:29:28 He said he'll be along later Feb 26 20:29:33 * Jarvie leads them in to the parlour and gets them coffee. They can hear Inga is with HH and Varick, playing around in the library Feb 26 20:30:00 **Molly sips her coffee, settling on the couch. Jarvie watches Morgan** Feb 26 20:30:22 You going to dish the dirt, Cuz, or do I need to ask Varick? Feb 26 20:31:27 What dirt would that be? Feb 26 20:38:47 * Jarvie sips her coffee Feb 26 20:38:55 That Edward has a daughter Feb 26 20:39:14 Where the hell have you come up with that? Feb 26 20:39:52 Varick told me he has a cousin and she will be related to my baby, but his other cousins aren't Feb 26 20:42:01 I see Feb 26 20:42:24 So? Feb 26 20:43:27 * Morgan nods slightly Feb 26 20:43:33 It goes no further... Feb 26 20:44:01 Obviously Feb 26 20:45:59 He can't know you know... not yet Feb 26 20:46:31 * Jarvie nods Feb 26 20:46:36 I won't tell Feb 26 20:47:04 * Morgan nods Feb 26 20:48:59 Go on then Feb 26 20:50:20 He has a daughter Feb 26 20:52:41 * Jarvie rolls her eyes Feb 26 20:52:47 With who? When? Feb 26 20:53:08 A woman called Alice, not long after he had his nose fixed Feb 26 20:58:33 Why? Feb 26 20:58:47 why what? Feb 26 21:00:21 Why was Edward taking such a big risk? Brothels we all know about... unless she's...? Feb 26 21:01:34 They met in a tavern and spent the evening together. Feb 26 21:04:19 * Jarvie nods "I suppose I can't really be throwing stones when it comes to that sort of thing" Feb 26 21:05:04 Not really, no. As with you, efforts were made to avoid it, but... Feb 26 21:07:20 * Jarvie smiles "If efforts were made, it isn't like me. But we thought it was impossible, so..." Feb 26 21:09:05 * Morgan nods Feb 26 21:10:15 Definitely his daughter? Feb 26 21:10:33 * Morgan nods Feb 26 21:12:41 She's two? Or three? Feb 26 21:13:17 Coming on for two and a half Feb 26 21:16:57 How long has he known? Feb 26 21:17:15 About twenty minutes Feb 26 21:19:16 * Jarvie raises her eyebrows Feb 26 21:19:21 Shocked? Feb 26 21:19:33 * Morgan nods Feb 26 21:19:34 very Feb 26 21:25:08 Grendlik and I were going to head to Innesbruck when he gets back then go to Graben for the wedding. Is that off now? Feb 26 21:25:46 * Morgan frowns Feb 26 21:25:53 I don't know yet. I'm not finished working on it Feb 26 21:28:28 * Jarvie nods Feb 26 21:28:51 It's Edward. He's got ideas that he won't deviate from Feb 26 21:30:49 He's got it into his skull he should do the 'honourable' thing... which no-one wants Feb 26 21:33:19 What's the woman like? Feb 26 21:33:56 Hard working, absolutely adores her daughter. You'd like her I think Feb 26 21:34:46 If I'd like her she's not going to be delicate enough for Edward Feb 26 21:35:17 **Molly coughs a little, smiling** Feb 26 21:36:51 * Morgan nods Feb 26 21:37:23 she captains her own ship Feb 26 21:39:18 That won't work then. Feb 26 21:39:43 No... quite Feb 26 21:44:10 Grendlik and I are doing alright, but that's because we knew and liked each other. We have things in common. Feb 26 21:45:01 * Morgan nods Feb 26 21:46:56 What does the mother want? Feb 26 21:48:23 For Florence to know her father, have a relationship with her family... but thats it, she doesn't want money, she doesn't want to marry... Feb 26 22:05:15 * Jarvie nods Feb 26 22:05:19 Good for her Feb 26 22:05:31 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:09:51 But Edward is going to play the martyr here, and try to force her into marriage? Feb 26 22:10:12 He's set on it at the moment. Feb 26 22:14:53 Uncle Addie is going to side with him too Feb 26 22:15:27 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:15:30 I've no doubt Feb 26 22:15:45 Which is why I need to persuade Edward before my father finds out Feb 26 22:15:51 M: Liebes herz, is he arguing on the grounds of his honour, or his faith? Feb 26 22:16:05 Bit of both Feb 26 22:20:02 M: I can probably think of some religious arguments against it Feb 26 22:20:08 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:20:10 that'd be useful Feb 26 22:24:24 I guess that leaves us with arguments against the noble honour stuff, Cuz Feb 26 22:24:33 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:29:24 **Molly stands up, excusing herself to go to the library. Jarvie looks at Morgan** Feb 26 22:29:38 How you dealing with suddenly being an uncle? Feb 26 22:30:28 Thats the easy part Feb 26 22:33:41 Why? Feb 26 22:34:30 * Morgan sighs Feb 26 22:34:35 because she looks like Jana Feb 26 22:37:16 She's blonde? Feb 26 22:37:25 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:42:33 I thought she looked more like Dietlinde than you Feb 26 22:43:07 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:43:21 apparently I had more to do with her appearance than we thought Feb 26 22:44:04 How similar are they? Feb 26 22:45:02 In their looks? Feb 26 22:48:01 Or personalities Feb 26 22:49:16 She's a little skinnier, and has Edwards eyes but apart from that... as for her personality... she's quiet, doesn't seem to find it easy connecting with people Feb 26 22:50:51 Like twins then? Feb 26 22:51:10 * Morgan nods Feb 26 22:52:02 * Jarvie sighs, shaking her head Feb 26 22:52:36 You've had a bad time of it then? Feb 26 22:52:57 its been rough. SHe's a wonderful little girl though Feb 26 22:53:19 * Jarvie nods Feb 26 22:53:31 I haven't told Edward that yet... Feb 26 22:53:52 Why not? Maybe it would make him more able to bond with her Feb 26 22:54:52 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 26 22:55:22 I don't think so... he's still really cut up about Jana, to know his daughter looks the same... no, I don't think that'd help Feb 26 22:55:51 * Jarvie watches him Feb 26 22:56:03 Interesting. Alright. Feb 26 22:57:00 How are they for money? Feb 26 22:57:55 He spent so long thinking I should put them aside, then I lose them like that... Understandable why he hurts over it, really. Feb 26 22:58:45 * Jarvie nods, accepting this "Almost like guilt, like he jinxed you" Feb 26 22:59:09 * Morgan nods Feb 26 23:00:09 As for money... she doesn't have anything much to do with her family, so she's been running her ship, at a loss I think... we're working together, so I think they'll be alright now. I've secured them a home, so they'll have that no matter what Feb 26 23:00:37 I want to send a banker's draft. You have an address? Feb 26 23:00:59 Why? You've got your own bundle of sleepless nights to deal with Feb 26 23:02:38 Because I admire any woman who can face bringing up a child alone when money is tight, finding out the father is noble and _still_ telling him she'd rather do it without marrying him Feb 26 23:03:43 Depends. If he isn't going to back down, I'm flat out not telling him where can find them, and I don't want to put you in the position of having the information he wants Feb 26 23:04:17 Then I make it out to you, you send the money on Feb 26 23:04:48 * Morgan nods Feb 26 23:05:10 * Jarvie nods as if it is settled Feb 26 23:05:36 As for this one, and the sleepless nights, Grendlik wants to do all that Feb 26 23:06:06 * Morgan nods Feb 26 23:06:13 Tough as it is, he will love it Feb 26 23:07:26 * Jarvie nods "I've never known a man who is so eager to have a child. He's had his house put in order, has a nursery, wet nurse planned... the man is like a mother hen." Feb 26 23:08:44 He wanted children... to think he couldn't and then *he gestures at her belly* Feb 26 23:11:12 * Jarvie nods "then fate intervened and a miracle happened, I guess" Feb 26 23:12:12 I told him, about not keeping the first one Feb 26 23:12:22 What did he say to that? Feb 26 23:13:07 He apologised for putting me in the position to have to go through it. He was sad, of course, but not angry Feb 26 23:13:42 * Morgan nods Feb 26 23:13:47 he's a good man Feb 26 23:14:06 * Jarvie nods "he is" Feb 26 23:15:21 Thanks, by the way Feb 26 23:15:45 * Morgan looks confused Feb 26 23:16:29 Talking me round to keeping the baby and marrying him Feb 26 23:17:43 * Morgan shrugs Feb 26 23:17:48 it was the right thing to do Feb 26 23:20:36 I know that now. At the time, I was sure I wanted to go back to normal Feb 26 23:21:35 * Morgan nods Feb 26 23:21:37 I know Feb 26 23:22:07 Are you staying for dinner? Feb 26 23:22:27 I don't know... I'd have to ask the duchess Feb 26 23:23:26 I'll go and ask. I get a funny pain in one hip if I sit too long Feb 26 23:23:49 mention that to her... Feb 26 23:24:14 * Jarvie nods "It's good to see you" Feb 26 23:24:35 and you Feb 26 23:25:18 * Jarvie goes, hand on her lower back Feb 26 23:35:22 * Jarvie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 27 18:54:12 * Jarvie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 27 19:01:08 * Jarvie comes back about fifteen minutes later, sitting back down Feb 27 19:02:28 How have you all been? It's been almost three months since I saw you Feb 27 19:03:17 Had some ups and downs... had to go chasing someone across Avalon Feb 27 19:03:52 How come? Feb 27 19:05:44 He brutalised a woman in the place I'd been living before I came back to Eisen... specifically because she looked like Molly. Feb 27 19:08:37 What the hell?! Feb 27 19:09:25 He wanted her... he couldn't have her Feb 27 19:09:38 * Jarvie looks at him, remembering the creepy letter that he had written to Verity about Molly right before the wedding "Not Dau?" Feb 27 19:09:49 * Morgan nods Feb 27 19:10:44 Auntie Verity said then about some men getting obsessed with certain women... what happened to that woman? Feb 27 19:11:13 How much detail are you wanting? Feb 27 19:11:24 All of it Feb 27 19:11:41 * Jarvie puts her feet up on the coffee table Feb 27 19:12:44 * Morgan sighs Feb 27 19:13:16 He hurt her so badly she couldn't even hold her bladder, and she was always bleeding. The birth was going to kill her Feb 27 19:18:36 * Jarvie shakes her head "That's awful. What happened then?" Feb 27 19:19:44 Not much until we arrived back there. I heard about her and went to see her... a bit of nagging convinced her grace to prosecute him, if he could be caught... so I went and caught him Feb 27 19:22:46 * Jarvie smiles "Dead?" Feb 27 19:23:19 he is now... I took him back to face justice Feb 27 19:24:01 * Jarvie looks surprised "You didn't do it yourself?" Feb 27 19:28:13 * Morgan shakes his head Feb 27 19:31:05 What happened to the woman? Feb 27 19:32:55 Molly and Dr Rosenkrantz managed to save her Feb 27 19:35:20 And the baby? Feb 27 19:35:47 little boy, Thomas Feb 27 19:40:58 * Jarvie nods "Worked out alright in the end then" Feb 27 19:41:06 * Morgan nods Feb 27 19:41:16 led us down an interesting path, too Feb 27 19:46:22 What's that? Feb 27 19:46:50 Again, not to be shared with anyone else... Feb 27 19:50:53 * Jarvie looks at him "You don't need to keep telling me" Feb 27 19:51:29 Force of habit... very long story short... Mollys father isn't what we thought. He's actually a Freiarr Feb 27 19:55:23 * Jarvie looks disbelieving as well as intrigued "How the hell has that come about?" Feb 27 19:56:26 As I said, very long story Feb 27 19:59:03 So Molly is like, what, a quarter Eisen? Feb 27 19:59:17 * Morgan nods Feb 27 19:59:20 I suppose so Feb 27 19:59:43 Though... she's given up her Avalonian citizenship, so she's all Eisen now Feb 27 20:00:18 * Jarvie nods "Could be worse" Feb 27 20:05:44 When is he leaving Sudlachenburg? Feb 27 20:07:12 He doesn't know yet... and if he does go to take the Freiarrdom, I want to be sure it'll be a good fit for him and the people Feb 27 20:10:51 Where is it? Feb 27 20:11:34 Insell Feb 27 20:14:28 Somewhere in Posen, isn't it? Feb 27 20:14:43 * Morgan nosd Feb 27 20:14:50 Right on the coast Feb 27 20:18:59 * Jarvie nods Feb 27 20:19:18 Sounds like it's going to be a lot of politics Feb 27 20:20:12 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:20:27 I'm not looking forward to telling him everything he thought he knew is wrong Feb 27 20:20:41 * Jarvie nods Feb 27 20:21:05 He seems like the sort that won't take it well Feb 27 20:21:13 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:21:14 indeed Feb 27 20:23:22 Is that where you're heading next? Feb 27 20:23:32 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:23:35 more or less Feb 27 20:26:06 Grendlik and I will be going to my house in Innesbruck once he is back, we will probably still go even if the wedding is off Feb 27 20:26:48 Going to stay in my town, huh? Feb 27 20:30:38 * Jarvie nods "I'll even keep paying my tithe" Feb 27 20:31:32 Well that'd be nice... means I can keep the rents low Feb 27 20:35:55 * Jarvie nods "We were going to stay through Prophet's Mass in Graben, but if that doesn't work out we could all go to Sudlachenburg. It's been a very long time" Feb 27 20:36:44 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:37:11 I'm hoping the wedding will go ahead Feb 27 20:38:54 How do you think Mina will take it? Feb 27 20:39:20 I don't know. I'm hoping she'll accept that it was while they were not together and move on Feb 27 20:42:42 It is possible she will Feb 27 20:43:16 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:44:45 It's also possible she won't want a man with lots of baggage from the past Feb 27 20:45:29 I hope that isn't the case Feb 27 20:48:20 * Jarvie nods Feb 27 20:48:34 They've had a rough road Feb 27 20:48:50 * Morgan nods Feb 27 20:48:52 they have Feb 27 20:51:07 How are you and Molly? Feb 27 20:51:41 We're alright Feb 27 20:54:20 It's been five months, hasn't it? Feb 27 20:54:43 * Morgan nods Feb 27 21:02:05 She's doing well to have put up with you this long Feb 27 21:02:29 * Morgan nods Feb 27 21:02:31 I think so Feb 27 21:22:09 Longer than I could stand you anyway Feb 27 21:28:59 * Morgan nods Feb 27 21:29:06 Most people struggle to tolerate me at all Feb 27 21:32:04 * Jarvie nods Feb 27 21:32:30 How is Varick doing? Does he miss Alarice? Feb 27 21:34:45 Not so far as I can tell... He's starting to lose the memories of his father, which upsets him a great deal Feb 27 21:38:40 * Jarvie has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Feb 27 21:52:38 * Jarvie (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 27 21:54:38 * Jarvie nods "Bad enough being orphaned by fifteen, it's not surprising he's losing memories" Feb 27 21:55:15 * Morgan nods Feb 27 21:59:03 I probably have some old letters from Alarice in Innesbruck, maybe there will be some stories in them Feb 27 22:00:23 I'm not sure anything she had to say would be kind to anyone Feb 27 22:00:42 * Jarvie laughs Feb 27 22:01:04 You forget how obsessed she was with looking good to everyone back then Feb 27 22:01:21 I suppose so Feb 27 22:01:37 I'll look when I am there Feb 27 22:02:01 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:04:55 Are you still off adventuring once you've dealt with the family drama? Feb 27 22:07:30 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:07:38 Places to be Feb 27 22:08:30 I'd come with you, but... *she gestures to her stomach* Feb 27 22:09:36 and you couldn't stand to be near me that long Feb 27 22:11:00 Chance to poke around an undiscovered land... I could probably endure you for that Feb 27 22:11:36 * Morgan laughs quietly Feb 27 22:13:50 Did you tell Molly about that pain? Feb 27 22:15:07 * Jarvie nods "She thinks it's just part of my body adapting, but she'll see if she can do a little massage before you go, and take the edge off it" Feb 27 22:16:43 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:19:36 *The butler comes to tell them lunch is ready, and Jarvie gets up** Feb 27 22:20:06 You've managed half an hour without any nosey questions about Grendlik and I, I'm impressed Feb 27 22:20:23 * Morgan stands up Feb 27 22:20:30 I'm only interested in two of them anyway] Feb 27 22:27:43 Go on? Feb 27 22:28:09 Is he treating you well and are you both happy... Feb 27 22:29:07 Yes he is, and yes, I suppose we are Feb 27 22:29:33 Then what else is there for me to know? Feb 27 22:31:53 I thought you'd ask about our future plans, whether we were in love Feb 27 22:34:01 I assume you will resume your work... Feb 27 22:36:51 * Jarvie nods "I haven't stopped yet, I still have another few days. Then I am going to take a few months off from the intense work. I think I will get right back on it once the baby is born, but I'm not sure" Feb 27 22:38:37 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:38:55 as for the other question... I imagine you would say there is a growing affection, but you wouldn't call it being in love... Feb 27 22:40:05 Actually, I just don't know. It could be. How would I know what is love and what is just caring about someone and being attracted to them? Feb 27 22:40:50 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:41:14 I think part of it comes down to how upset you would be if they left... Feb 27 22:42:33 Not just away for work, or helping at the orphanage? Feb 27 22:43:22 No... though how strongly you miss him might be an indicator Feb 27 22:45:07 * Jarvie thinks about it Feb 27 22:45:50 I miss his company, but I like that we can both do things separately and then come back together again afterwards Feb 27 22:46:36 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:46:44 but if he was to leave? Feb 27 22:48:38 I would miss him. I don't like the idea of that Feb 27 22:49:20 * Morgan nods slowly Feb 27 22:51:25 I see Feb 27 22:51:52 I hadn't thought about that really. He actually could leave, once the baby comes... Feb 27 22:53:14 I really don't see it. Feb 27 22:53:57 No... Feb 27 22:54:32 Perhaps make him aware of how you feel... and that that thought upsets you Feb 27 22:55:36 I'll talk to him. I didn't think I would bond with the baby, but as time goes on I think I've started to Feb 27 22:55:44 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:55:57 as difficult as that may be, its worth it Feb 27 22:58:11 * Jarvie nods Feb 27 22:58:28 I thought the movement would be horrible, but it's not really Feb 27 22:58:45 * Morgan nods Feb 27 22:59:13 At some point, Holzheim will be able to put his ear to your belly and hear the baerns heartbeat Feb 27 23:05:21 He will like that. I'll suggest it when he is back. Unless you wanted to try? Feb 27 23:07:44 That'd be nice Feb 27 23:08:03 After lunch, I'm famished Feb 27 23:08:12 * Morgan nods, smiling Feb 27 23:08:14 alright Feb 27 23:09:12 * Jarvie leads the way. The others are at the table, but Molly looks thoughtful and distracted in her place beside him. Feb 27 23:15:40 * Jarvie has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Feb 28 20:25:57 * Varick (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Feb 28 20:27:34 **Lunch is quite lively, and Jarvie suggests Morgan puts Varick in the guest room for his nap. Varick is slow up the stairs** Auntie Jarvie has a baby in her tummy Feb 28 20:28:22 Yes, I know Feb 28 20:32:43 Everyone is having babies! Feb 28 20:32:59 I'm not Feb 28 20:35:42 Don't be silly, Papa, only girls have babies Feb 28 20:36:30 that might be why then Feb 28 20:40:10 * Varick nods, going into the guest room Feb 28 20:40:28 When is Mama going to have a baby? Feb 28 20:41:21 Not for a while... we have a lot to do first Feb 28 20:44:36 When is Inga going to have a baby? Feb 28 20:44:48 * Morgan shrugs Feb 28 20:44:51 I don't know Feb 28 20:49:45 * Varick takes off his boots, lying down Feb 28 20:49:56 When is Uncle Edward coming? Feb 28 20:50:29 Soon... When I said you shouldn't talk about Florrie, I meant to anyone... Feb 28 20:54:38 Why not? Feb 28 20:55:53 Because its a big thing for him to get used to. He won't be ready for people to know Feb 28 20:58:38 It is a secret? Feb 28 20:58:57 for now, yes Feb 28 21:03:34 I don't like secrets Feb 28 21:04:04 I know... Feb 28 21:08:58 I told auntie Jarvie, but that's okay because I trust her Feb 28 21:10:49 I know... she was asking me about it... thing is, if someone else knows, they could tell others and it would upset Edward... and I think it would be best if my father found out from me or Edward, not hearing it by accident, don't you? Feb 28 21:14:21 Okay, Papa. I'm sorry **he looks worried** Feb 28 21:16:45 Its alright, we just need to make sure Edward has enough time to get used to it first Feb 28 21:21:01 * Varick hugs him "You aren't angry with me?" Feb 28 21:21:50 No, not at all Feb 28 21:23:15 * Varick lies back down "Okay. I won't talk about Florrie again. But I wish we could see her again" Feb 28 21:23:40 * Morgan nods Feb 28 21:23:46 I know... we will at some point Feb 28 21:53:16 * Varick has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 01 19:29:24 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 01 19:29:52 **Varick falls asleep as easily as in his own bed** Mar 01 19:31:22 * Morgan heads back to find the others Mar 01 19:32:14 **Jarvie, Inga and HH are sat chatting. There's no sign of Molly** Mar 01 19:32:32 [Where are you blossom?] Mar 01 19:34:25 [At the pond with Edward] Mar 01 19:34:57 [Is everything alright?] Mar 01 19:36:09 [Yes] Mar 01 19:36:22 [Should I come out?] Mar 01 19:39:15 [If you wish, my love] Mar 01 19:40:15 * Morgan quietly excuses himself, heading to the pond Mar 01 19:42:02 * Molly and Edward have their back to the house. He's in his frock coat, his overcoat draped around her. He's smoking a cigar Mar 01 19:43:57 * Morgan makes his way over to them Mar 01 19:45:42 **they aren't talking, just watching the fish in the pond Mar 01 19:46:41 * Morgan stands next to Edward, glancing at him before looking at the water Mar 01 19:46:58 * Molly is now known as Edward Mar 01 19:47:04 * Edward looks grim Mar 01 19:49:49 * Morgan watches one of the fish Mar 01 19:49:56 How're you doing? Mar 01 19:50:28 I've been better. Mar 01 19:51:02 * Morgan nods Mar 01 19:52:48 I am supposed to get married in twenty three days Mar 01 19:53:43 * Morgan nods Mar 01 19:53:46 I know Mar 01 19:56:11 She deserves better Mar 01 19:57:06 Bullshit. She loves you. Mar 01 19:59:35 * Edward looks to Molly "Go back indoors please" Mar 01 20:00:09 **Molly looks like she might automatically comply, then she looks to Morgan** Mar 01 20:00:39 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 01 20:03:22 **Molly goes to give Edward his coat, but he insists she keeps it on and she does so as she goes** Mar 01 20:08:40 Whether she loves me or not is irrelevant Mar 01 20:09:00 No, it isn't. Mar 01 20:12:25 She deserves a man who will do right by her and not keep cocking things up Mar 01 20:12:42 * Morgan turns to look at Edward Mar 01 20:13:05 When Hapsburg sent you away... why did you comply with that? Mar 01 20:13:40 Because it was the honourable thing to do. Mar 01 20:13:57 You thought you were doing right by her... Mar 01 20:17:14 * Edward nods "I would not disgrace her by pursuing it when her father refused it" Mar 01 20:17:44 * Morgan nods Mar 01 20:18:04 So she has a man who does right by her... Mar 01 20:21:25 I should marry Alice. Mar 01 20:22:36 No... she wants her freedom, and you want Mina, and Mina wants you. You marry Alice, if you could force her, is not what anyone at all wants Mar 01 20:24:00 * Edward looks at Morgan Mar 01 20:24:08 She is the mother of my child. Mar 01 20:24:18 A fact I am very aware of Mar 01 20:24:27 Then you know what is right. Mar 01 20:25:30 Because thats how its always been... perhaps then we should only speak to god in church, because _thats_ how it always was... Mar 01 20:31:37 _You_ would go ahead and marry Mina then? Mar 01 20:32:27 * Morgan watches him carefully for a full half minute Mar 01 20:32:41 Yes Mar 01 20:39:30 Don't you think it is asking too much, expecting her to accept my fatherhood on top of everything else I have asked her to accept? Mar 01 20:40:47 There is only one person who can answer that, isn't there Mar 01 20:43:03 * Edward draws on the cigar Mar 01 20:43:15 Maybe she and I aren't meant to be Mar 01 20:43:54 I don't believe that Mar 01 20:46:09 * Edward shrugs, sticking his hand in his pocket Mar 01 20:49:21 * Edward just frowns at the fish Mar 01 20:50:30 I don't think you should be making the decision for her Mar 01 20:55:07 She will be led by her emotions, not be reason. This is exactly the sort of decision I should make for her. Mar 01 20:55:43 When its your ship to captain... but it isn't yet. And I don't think you're giving Mina enough credit Mar 01 21:00:28 I don't think it's fair to ask so much of her. Mar 01 21:01:10 If it is too much, she will tell you... Mar 01 21:05:49 * Edward says nothing again, brooding on it Mar 01 21:08:52 * Morgan watches him for a moment before sighing Mar 01 21:10:40 Where is my daughter? Mar 01 21:11:29 What are your intentions towards them? Mar 01 21:15:28 I do not know yet Mar 01 21:17:26 * Morgan watches the fish Mar 01 21:18:03 This is a disaster. Mar 01 21:18:28 It is a complication Mar 01 21:20:04 I told Father I would try to get you home for Memorial Day Mar 01 21:21:34 * Morgan frowns, nodding slightly Mar 01 21:23:36 One way or the other, I need to see Mina Mar 01 21:24:02 Yes. You do Mar 01 21:25:52 Can I have her meet me at Koln? Mar 01 21:26:25 I don't see an issue with that Mar 01 21:27:48 * Edward nods Mar 01 21:28:10 I appreciate that. Mar 01 21:28:40 I saw Maubourg on the way up Mar 01 21:29:11 Lucky you Mar 01 21:29:34 I stayed at Hafenlohr, rather than in Kiev, but it's only five miles. It meant my visit was brief Mar 01 21:29:58 How is he? Mar 01 21:30:13 Flatulent. Mar 01 21:31:30 * Morgan nods Mar 01 21:31:46 At least he's not trying to wreck the place Mar 01 21:34:48 He seems quite resigned to his retirement Mar 01 21:35:15 * Morgan nods Mar 01 21:40:10 That house is awful though Mar 01 21:43:08 We won't be living there Mar 01 21:44:58 * Edward nods Mar 01 21:45:25 On the way down, we'll stay at Hafenlohr. The owner is my former Commander Mar 01 21:46:02 Shouldn't be an issue Mar 01 21:48:41 * Edward nods "we will need to stay somewhere" Mar 01 21:50:20 As long as it doesn't smell of cabbages Mar 01 21:50:46 Molly suggested we leave the day after tomorrow, which makes sense with Court. Cabbages because of her nickname for you? Mar 01 21:52:08 No... HeinzHarold, Claudia and I chased someone the length of Avalon... stayed in some god forsaken places, one of which reeked of boiled cabbage Mar 01 21:54:07 Hafenlohr is nice. It's wasted as a second home Mar 01 21:55:10 * Morgan nods Mar 01 21:55:37 We'll see what can be done with it in a few years Mar 01 21:58:20 They may want to sell one day. I would put in a good word for you Mar 01 21:59:06 * Morgan nods Mar 01 22:00:52 Then we can go cross-country to Sudlachenburg Mar 01 22:02:13 * Morgan nods Mar 01 22:05:26 * Edward moves straight to the next cigar Mar 01 22:06:07 How long did you spend with her? Mar 01 22:06:27 * Morgan glances at him briefly Mar 01 22:06:29 a while Mar 01 22:09:20 * Edward nods Mar 01 22:09:52 Does she know about me? Mar 01 22:10:10 about you? Mar 01 22:14:12 * Edward nods Mar 01 22:15:06 She knows you exist, obviously... Alice has always been honest with her. They asked me about you Mar 01 22:17:03 What did you say? Mar 01 22:18:17 * Morgan shrugs Mar 01 22:18:21 told them what sort of man you are Mar 01 22:23:20 * Edward makes a derisory noise Mar 01 22:25:02 Proud, arrogant at times... loving, dependable, fantastic with Varick... Mar 01 22:27:51 Maybe. Mar 01 22:28:06 No maybe about it Mar 01 22:31:05 I would not say dependable. Mar 01 22:32:19 And yet I trust you to keep my wife safe, my son safe... Mar 01 22:34:37 * Edward looks at the pond "I appreciate that, though I wonder if maybe you're stupid" Mar 01 22:35:47 No... You would keep them safe. Mar 01 22:37:36 I don't want to get into thos. Too much weighs on me right now Mar 01 22:38:28 You asked, I'm just answering Mar 01 22:41:28 * Edward nods Mar 01 22:41:30 I know Mar 01 22:41:45 What have you told them about what will happen now? Mar 01 22:42:18 * Morgan shrugs Mar 01 22:42:51 I told Alice your first reaction would be to insist on marrying her... Mar 01 22:45:29 She dislikes that? Mar 01 22:46:06 She doesn't want to marry... she set to sea to avoid having to marry, before she met you. Mar 01 22:49:30 That man was not good Mar 01 22:52:25 No... so I am given to understand... Mar 01 22:53:38 I would consider giving her some freedom Mar 01 22:54:52 And put aside Mina... can you imagine how that will hurt her? Mar 01 22:55:49 It will hurt her that I have a child already Mar 01 22:57:39 But less, I suspect... Mar 01 22:59:15 I do not know Mar 01 23:00:13 I think the biggest difference... is choice... you did not choose to be away from her, you did not choose to have a child... but you would be choosing to put her aside. Mar 01 23:00:57 I chose to be intimate with Alice Mar 01 23:01:17 Did you believe there was any chance of being with Mina? Mar 01 23:01:56 No, but I was hardly a monk even before that Mar 01 23:02:07 But you had an agreement, as I recall... Mar 01 23:02:21 We did. Having a child was not part of that. Mar 01 23:03:01 No... that happened when you were distressed, and could only see the future without her, having had her torn away from you. Mar 01 23:04:10 If it happened with Alice, there could be many children of mine around Eisen, and Vendel, and Vodacce. Mar 01 23:05:26 No... no, I don't think so at all. Mar 01 23:06:05 Why? I thought pulling out was completely safe. Mar 01 23:07:44 I think she is rather singular, and that anyone else would've found a way to track you down Mar 01 23:11:16 * Edward shakes his head Mar 01 23:11:43 The sort of women, they wouldn't necessarily know it was mine and not someone else's Mar 01 23:12:20 * Morgan looks at him seriously Mar 01 23:12:48 will you trust me on this? I am _certain_ that isn't the case Mar 01 23:14:04 I do not see how you could know Mar 01 23:15:36 And thats where the trust comes in, isn't it? Mar 01 23:16:25 * Edward nods Mar 01 23:16:29 Fine, fine. Mar 01 23:16:48 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 01 23:17:01 I know, its difficult... but you have no idea how much that means to me Mar 01 23:18:23 * Edward nods Mar 01 23:19:15 Would you inflict this on Molly, if you'd had a child accidentally? Mar 01 23:19:57 If we had been through so much, as you and Mina have? Yes, because she would want the choice to be hers Mar 01 23:23:56 I hate upsetting her again Mar 01 23:24:54 * Morgan nods Mar 01 23:24:58 I know Mar 01 23:26:39 I want her to be able to respect me and trust me to lead her but how can I when I have messed up so badly so many times? Mar 01 23:27:04 You are not the same as you were then. Mar 01 23:30:21 That does not matter. Whenever she doubts my judgement, that is what her mind will come back to. Mar 01 23:32:26 Of course it matters, and don't be thinking you know how she will think about things... Mar 01 23:33:22 * Edward shrugs Mar 01 23:34:03 I went looking for Alice. That's why I was in Vendel when you came back last winter Mar 01 23:34:13 oh? Mar 01 23:35:07 I didn't know anything about her except she was a ship's Captain, noble born, and Avalonian Mar 01 23:35:47 * Morgan nods Mar 01 23:38:18 I didn't find her. Then I realised I needed to resolve the situation with Mina once and for all Mar 01 23:38:52 Just dawned on you? Mar 01 23:43:14 No. I never forgot her. But I had given up all hope. Then I wondered whether there might be even a slight chance, and I had to be completely sure it would never be possible with her. Mar 01 23:43:55 * Morgan nods Mar 01 23:49:57 * Edward looks at Morgan "Are you going to now tell me that I should now make completely sure she wouldn't prefer to deal with my screw ups and an unexpected stepdaughter rather than me walk away?" Mar 01 23:51:11 I think you've rather done that already Mar 01 23:52:55 I still don't know it's right. My daughter should be here in Eisen, given her title and my name. I should marry the woman who I have impacted so detrimentally Mar 01 23:54:24 Detrimentally? Oh my brother... she wouldn't have it any other way, except for higher paying cargo. Florrie is her everything. Mar 01 23:55:40 I am glad she has a devoted mother. But neither of them should be living anything other than the life my choices have made due to them. Mar 01 23:57:06 Alice would be living that life anyway, and Florrie is happy. Mar 01 23:58:35 She should have a _Father_. How is a girl to grow up without one? Mar 02 00:00:19 If she grows up like Alice, she'll be fine. This obsession with marrying Alice being the right thing to do isn't going to help, it'll only make things harder. Mar 02 00:02:02 * Edward runs his hand through his hair Mar 02 00:02:39 That is the rule. If you give a noble woman a child, you should marry her. Mar 02 00:04:12 And nobles don't know the names of their staff, or dig foundations in the mud. Mar 02 00:07:41 Yes. There are ways things are done, it keeps things orderly and maintains our society. Mar 02 00:07:54 * Morgan shrugs Mar 02 00:08:55 After everything thats happened, you _owe_ Mina the choice. Mar 02 00:10:17 She does not deserve the weight of this decision. Mar 02 00:10:57 So you'll make it for her... as her father did last time... Mar 02 00:13:41 You and I have very different opinions on how women should be treated Mar 02 00:14:48 with respect. Mar 02 00:16:41 With protection Mar 02 00:17:57 You aren't protecting her by overriding her Mar 02 00:19:41 I am protecting her from the burden of living with the consequences of her decision and the pressure to make me happy Mar 02 00:20:04 by denying her the choice of whether she wants that or not. Mar 02 00:22:01 By making the choice so she is spared it Mar 02 00:22:15 Then you'll end up with nothing Mar 02 00:24:15 We are not going to see eye to eye on this right now. Mar 02 00:24:36 * Morgan takes a deep, slow breath Mar 02 00:25:14 Probably not Mar 02 00:26:25 * Edward nods, going back to watching the fish and smoking "Go in, enjoy the time with Jarvie" Mar 02 00:26:51 You understand that I only fight so hard on this out of love, for you, for Mina for Florrie? Mar 02 00:27:15 I understand that is your motivation, yes Mar 02 00:27:52 * Morgan nods Mar 02 00:28:21 I love you, Edward Mar 02 00:28:58 * Edward nods "I love you also" Mar 02 00:31:16 * Morgan nods, leaving him to it Mar 02 00:32:16 * Edward has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Mar 05 19:39:28 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 05 19:40:09 * Molly is sat in the library on the couch with the Holy Book and a pencil and paper Mar 05 19:40:56 * Morgan sits down quietly Mar 05 19:47:18 * Molly looks up at him the empty room quiet, and speaks quietly herself Mar 05 19:47:25 Are you alright? Mar 05 19:48:24 I suppose so Mar 05 19:50:01 * Molly nods a little Mar 05 19:50:08 Did Edward come in? Mar 05 19:50:27 He's still outside Mar 05 19:51:41 * Molly nods Mar 05 19:52:05 He needs time to adjust to her existence. It cannot be easy for him Mar 05 19:52:36 He keeps going back to being adamant that he should marry her... He doesn't even think he should let Mina decide Mar 05 19:54:49 * Molly sighs Mar 05 19:56:23 I do not believe Alice will marry him, not unless he threatens to take Florrie from her. Even then, I would say it's most likely she would just disappear with her daughter Mar 05 19:57:09 I won't allow that Mar 05 19:58:34 Him to threaten it, or Alice to take Florrie and go? Mar 05 19:58:43 him to threaten it Mar 05 20:00:48 * Molly nods Mar 05 20:01:10 Nor your Father Mar 05 20:01:21 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 05 20:03:43 I think Edward will come around Mar 05 20:04:00 I hope so Mar 05 20:07:51 Even if he and Mina do not wed, I want Alice and Florrie to have their own happiness Mar 05 20:08:23 * Morgan nods Mar 05 20:11:35 There are many good reasons in here why he should not marry Alice, and none for why he should Mar 05 20:12:05 oh? Mar 05 20:15:57 He's not going to stop loving and desiring Mina, which according to the book is as bad as adultery Mar 05 20:16:05 * Morgan nods Mar 05 20:16:55 They won't both be freely and happily consenting to the marriage Mar 05 20:17:10 Definitely not Mar 05 20:21:43 And that is a lawful impediment to marriage, as well as a religious one Mar 05 20:26:06 Also, it is the sex outside marriage that is "immoral", not a child existing without married parents Mar 05 20:27:05 so the damage is done in that respect, and was long before she was born Mar 05 20:27:21 * Molly nods Mar 05 20:28:20 He is under a religious and moral obligation to support Florrie emotionally, spiritually, and financially, though under none to wed Alice Mar 05 20:28:38 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 05 20:28:42 that might help then Mar 05 20:31:53 * Molly nods Mar 05 20:32:39 Of course, that is from a religious standpoint. As to the social implications, especially as a nobleman, that is more complicated Mar 05 20:33:08 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 05 20:36:55 By that, he compromised a nobleman's daughter, and therefore should marry her. Though I would say there is some argument that she was already estranged from her noble family when she ran away to avoid her marriage Mar 05 20:38:08 Agreed Mar 05 20:38:47 * Molly taps the pencil to her nose Mar 05 20:40:00 The simplest solution, to my mind, is for Edward to give Alice a gift of parting, and acknowledge Florrie as he and his former mistress' child. Mar 05 20:40:29 that would satisfy the social aspects of it? Mar 05 20:47:52 It's tough to say, you know how gossip is. It will be difficult to explain if anyone finds out about it Mar 05 20:48:33 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 20:48:41 Depends if he'll follow my example or not Mar 05 20:48:51 In what regard? Mar 05 20:50:33 I'm... sparing with the details Mar 05 20:54:02 Edward is not like you Mar 05 20:54:37 No... in some things I think he needs to take on some of my... traits Mar 05 20:58:58 * Molly nods Mar 05 20:59:33 He has his own ways of functioning in noble society, and it is not much like yours Mar 05 20:59:39 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:05:11 You would easily manage a situation with an illegitimate child, but Edward... Mar 05 21:07:08 * Morgan sighs Mar 05 21:09:53 He cares far more about their opinions Mar 05 21:10:03 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:10:10 Aye, he does Mar 05 21:17:31 * Molly offers him her hand Mar 05 21:17:41 You must feel very torn, my love Mar 05 21:18:15 * Morgan nods, taking it Mar 05 21:23:52 It is not your weight to carry, my love. Edward, Alice, Mina, they are all adults. Mar 05 21:24:39 I know... but I promised I would not let them try to take Florrie... I fear what putting myself against my families wishes will do Mar 05 21:26:46 What do you think might happen? Mar 05 21:27:07 * Morgan shrugs Mar 05 21:27:08 I don't know Mar 05 21:29:31 They could not take Innesbruck from you, nor the stewardship of Koln, nor Gottkirchen Mar 05 21:30:26 I'm more concerned with... we've worked so hard to become closer... Mar 05 21:32:32 You and Edward, or you and your Father? Mar 05 21:32:41 both Mar 05 21:35:28 * Molly nods Mar 05 21:36:04 You have worked so hard to be in a place where you _could_ become closer Mar 05 21:37:19 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:39:19 * Molly squeezes his hand Mar 05 21:39:45 It matters very much to you, having them in your life and rebuilding Mar 05 21:40:03 yes, it does Mar 05 21:41:41 * Molly nods, kissing his knuckles Mar 05 21:42:41 We have a few days before we get to Sudlachenburg, as long as Edward has seen sense by then I think it will be easier to bring your Father on side Mar 05 21:42:54 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:42:57 I hope he does Mar 05 21:43:49 Let's hope I do not have to have some awful brush with death to make him be reasonable like with Alarice Mar 05 21:43:58 * Morgan nods, frowning Mar 05 21:47:15 I am somewhat expecting trouble, because I am possibly due to be sparkly Mar 05 21:47:38 * Morgan nods Mar 05 21:47:42 me too Mar 05 21:49:34 It's not ideal Mar 05 21:51:21 No, not at all Mar 05 21:53:24 * Molly smiles slightly, then becomes more serious Mar 05 21:53:50 Will we leave Edward with Potts, or ask him to come on the Rose? Mar 05 21:54:26 Thats a tough one... I'd prefer to keep him close but... Mar 05 21:55:41 * Molly glances at him Mar 05 21:55:53 But you do not want him lusting after me? Mar 05 21:56:14 no... nor do I wish to have to explain it to him Mar 05 21:59:42 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:00:33 He should remain where he was then and we must hope that tonight or tomorrow it starts Mar 05 22:02:08 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:02:19 what are we doing about giving Claudia and Sorgi a night off? Mar 05 22:06:16 Tonight, or tomorrow night if they can be back early enough for us to board the ferry Mar 05 22:13:03 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:17:39 Which would suit you? Mar 05 22:20:11 Probably tonight I think. They deserve it Mar 05 22:20:23 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:20:31 I hope it goes well for them Mar 05 22:21:48 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:21:49 me too Mar 05 22:23:30 * Molly smiles Mar 05 22:24:11 We cannot be _too_ envious, we did manage a night just the two of us not so long ago Mar 05 22:25:02 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:25:09 aye, we did... Mar 05 22:26:27 Will you need to take a watch tonight? Mar 05 22:27:33 I would've thought so Mar 05 22:28:46 Alright, my love Mar 05 22:29:21 Should we send someone to look for Yensid? Mar 05 22:29:59 to what end? Mar 05 22:32:05 We no longer need him investigating Eckname. In fact, given his skill, t'would probably be better if he delves bo more for the time being Mar 05 22:32:58 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:33:04 just cut him loose for the time being? Mar 05 22:33:30 * Molly ponders on it Mar 05 22:34:12 I cannot think of anyone we need to investigate at present Mar 05 22:34:37 * Morgan nods Mar 05 22:34:39 indeed Mar 05 22:35:51 We are rather too busy fixing the current things to be looking for more trouble Mar 05 22:36:05 that comes looking for us anyway Mar 05 22:36:23 * Molly nods Mar 05 22:37:07 You attract trouble almost as much as you attract me Mar 05 22:37:30 Its something of a talent Mar 05 22:38:04 * Molly smiles Mar 05 22:38:10 Indeed it is Mar 05 22:43:34 **The door to the library opens, interrupting** Mar 05 22:49:42 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 06 21:20:57 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 06 21:22:06 **HH looks them over, grinning** thought I'd see whatcha doing in here. Didn't expect you to be sat with the Holy Book! Mar 06 21:22:16 * Molly blushes a little at this Mar 06 21:23:39 the answers to many of life's troubles can be found in the good book, if you put in the effort to find them Mar 06 21:23:55 * Morgan watches HeinzHarold Mar 06 21:24:24 **HH watches him suspiciously* That so? Mar 06 21:29:49 I'd have thought a good boy like yourself would know that Mar 06 21:33:00 HH: I dunno bout no fancy tee-hee-olo-gee, yer worship Mar 06 21:33:55 * Morgan shrugs Mar 06 21:34:02 it might actually have helped this time Mar 06 21:35:35 HH: better than 'aving a War about it Mar 06 21:38:09 * Morgan nods Mar 06 21:38:48 HH: Jarvie says yer going to listen to the babe Mar 06 21:39:32 gonn' try Mar 06 21:40:37 Would it not be too soon? *she looks thoughtful* Mar 06 21:41:35 Maybe... not sure Mar 06 21:44:10 Oh. Alright. Mar 06 21:44:42 * Molly stands up, putting the Holy Book away Mar 06 21:45:02 **HH watches her** Mar 06 21:45:25 Whats on your mind blossom? Mar 06 21:47:51 It doesn't-... *she frowns to herself* Mar 06 21:48:33 HH: I'm gonna just... *he nods towards the door before heading towards it* Mar 06 21:49:07 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 06 21:52:49 **HH goes. Molly looks to Morgan* I thought perhaps you already knew, from before. Mar 06 21:53:52 Its strange how I remember some things... I remember the noise but not _when_ Mar 06 21:56:25 * Molly nods a little "I should imagine that is very special indeed" Mar 06 21:56:37 * Morgan nods Mar 06 21:57:08 We should find Jarvie before Varick wakes Mar 06 21:57:30 * Morgan nods Mar 06 22:00:39 * Molly makes her way to the door too Mar 06 22:01:01 * Morgan follows her Mar 06 22:01:26 We will not be here to hear it nearer the end Mar 06 22:02:26 No... Mar 06 22:05:23 So we will hope to hear it now? Mar 06 22:08:08 * Morgan nods Mar 06 22:10:40 * Molly nods. Once they are back in with Jarvie, a couch is put to use and his cousin gets her clothes arranged so that her stomach is bared. She seems very relaxed and amused by it Mar 06 22:10:59 * Morgan watches her Mar 06 22:11:02 finding this funny are you? Mar 06 22:15:08 J, nodding: Not every day you have someone's head on your stomach in a room full of people Mar 06 22:17:01 If you'd rather not... Mar 06 22:18:17 J: I'm good Mar 06 22:18:55 * Molly , HH and Inga are all stood around Mar 06 22:19:07 * Morgan nods before sitting beside her, putting his ear to her belly and closing his eyes Mar 06 22:21:36 **He feels a slight movement, like a little tapping against his ear Mar 06 22:22:00 J: Baby is kicking Mar 06 22:22:15 * Morgan nods Mar 06 22:22:17 right in my ear Mar 06 22:25:47 **They all stay very quiet. He's having to focus very hard, but finally he can very faintly hear the fast whooshing sound that he seeks. He recalls then that first time with Dietlinde and Jana. It had been New Year's Eve, and Otto and Sascha had come to ring in the new year, sixty six. ((Mtf)) Mar 06 22:28:33 **Though the evening had been pleasant, he'd felt the lack of invite to the party at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, where he and his pregnant wife should have been welcomed with open arms, the excitement of the fresh year bringing the new generation of Koertigs to fruition. He hadn't wanted to spoil the evening with moping, but still Dietlinde had known as she often did when the estrangement was bothering him. (Mtf) Mar 06 22:30:46 ** Rather than talking it through, she'd encouraged him to rest his head on her belly and talk to his child. It had been almost one o'clock, and the soft ticking of the clock was much slower than the rapid heartbeat he had unexpectedly heard. For a little while, he had just listened, a closeness to his child that noone else had experienced.** Mar 06 22:32:05 * Morgan chews on the inside of his cheek a moment before placing his hand on her belly, tapping out the rhythm of the baby's heart beat with his finger Mar 06 22:32:35 J: That's fast. Mar 06 22:32:56 * Morgan sits up, looking at her Mar 06 22:33:04 Sounds right to me Mar 06 22:33:50 J: Will Grendlik be able to hear it when he gets back? He'd enjoy that Mar 06 22:34:29 My hearings better than most... if he can't now, it'll be soon, providing someone isn't kicking him in the ear Mar 06 22:34:45 **HH and Inga are smiling at each other. Molly is watching the doorway** Mar 06 22:37:06 J: *she nods, looking at HH* Do you want a try? **HH shakes his head** 'Preciate the offer, but if it's all the same, I wanna wait til it's this one *he tips his head towards Inga, who looks flushed and pleased by this** Mar 06 22:37:27 * Morgan looks at Jarvie speculatively Mar 06 22:37:52 **She looks right back at him* what? Mar 06 22:38:14 Want something to do that'll give you some bonding? Mar 06 22:38:36 J: *she nods* Go on Mar 06 22:38:59 Alright... Might not work now but it will before long... Mar 06 22:39:03 **There's the sound of Molly crossing the room quietly** Mar 06 22:39:26 * Morgan taps gently on her belly in a wide circle Mar 06 22:40:54 **It takes a little time, but soon the baby does kick where the pressure is, though it's light Mar 06 22:41:42 Give it a bit of time then do it again... before long the baern will be chasing your fingers Mar 06 22:44:19 J: *she nods* Thanks. Grendlik will definitely like that Mar 06 22:45:15 * Morgan nods before standing up and looking at Molly Mar 06 22:45:34 I'll be back in a moment Mar 06 22:47:10 * Molly isn't there when he looks Mar 06 22:47:25 * Morgan heads out of the room to look for her Mar 06 22:52:02 * Molly is found outside in the garden with Edward Mar 06 22:52:18 * Morgan watches them from a distance Mar 06 22:55:54 * Molly and Edward look deep in conversation, both serious Mar 06 22:58:03 * Morgan frowns, leaning against the building Mar 06 23:00:34 **Edward looks particularly grim, and Molly shrugs, responding to something he has said* Mar 06 23:00:52 * Morgan sighs, trudging towards them slowly Mar 06 23:04:17 * Molly is fiddling with the fringing on the edge of her shawl whilst Edward lights another cigar Mar 06 23:07:36 I do not say it would not be complicated, but when you _really_ love each other, you make it work despite all of the complications Mar 06 23:10:10 E, offering her the cigar: A child from another woman would be more than a complication Mar 06 23:15:38 * Molly shakes her head a little "Even still, I am confident we would have made it work" Mar 06 23:16:31 * Morgan frowns hard Mar 06 23:17:49 E: I don't know Mina will be so easy with it Mar 06 23:20:12 It will be challenging for her perhaps, but Florrie is a part of you, and surely even if she cannot bear the thought of you and Alice together, she could come to love Florrie as an extension of you? Mar 06 23:22:25 **Edward shrugs, not replying to her, so they fall into a silence** Mar 06 23:51:58 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 07 19:00:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 07 19:01:13 E, offering her the cigar: A child from another woman would be more than a complication Mar 07 19:01:13 * Molly shakes her head a little "Even still, I am confident we would have made it work" Mar 07 19:01:13 * Morgan frowns hard Mar 07 19:01:13 E: I don't know Mina will be so easy with it Mar 07 19:01:13 It will be challenging for her perhaps, but Florrie is a part of you, and surely even if she cannot bear the thought of you and Alice together, she could come to love Florrie as an extension of you? Mar 07 19:01:16 **Edward shrugs, not replying to her, so they fall into a silence** Mar 07 19:02:38 * Morgan comes to stand at the pond at a distance from them Mar 07 19:03:40 * Molly gives him a little smile, but Edward seems too engrossed in his own thoughts Mar 07 19:04:36 * Morgan nods slightly before looking back at the fish Mar 07 19:05:42 I think we ought to return to the Rose soon, if we are to see to things that need to be done before we can all set off for Sudlachenburg on Tuesday morning. Mar 07 19:06:45 * Morgan nods Mar 07 19:06:48 alright Mar 07 19:08:29 **Edward blows out smoke before offering his cigar to Morgan** Mar 07 19:09:18 E: Have you remembered that Court is tomorrow evening? Mar 07 19:09:32 * Morgan shakes his head slightly Mar 07 19:09:37 I haven't forgotten Mar 07 19:13:00 E: Potts and I were going to the Opera tonight, come if you want. Mar 07 19:13:15 **Edward seems subdued** Mar 07 19:13:49 Doesn't sound much like you want me there Mar 07 19:14:52 E: I'm not particularly enthused by it myself right now Mar 07 19:16:53 Don't go then Mar 07 19:17:08 E: Potts is still keeping Tatiana, the opera singer. He likes to watch some of her performances. I said I'd keep him company Mar 07 19:22:39 * Morgan nods Mar 07 19:24:35 *she smiles gently* Perhaps a distraction for the evening might be good for you, Edward. If it weren't a Sunday, I would have suggested a stroll through the more fashionable streets of Freiburg, perhaps a visit to the cathedral and the bone bridge? Mar 07 19:25:33 E: **he looks at her fondly** If you have not seen them before, you should insist my brother takes you there. They are quite a sight Mar 07 19:35:46 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 07 20:15:48 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 07 20:15:52 [19:18] (Molly) E: **he looks at her fondly** If you have not seen them before, you should insist my brother takes you there. They are quite a sight Mar 07 20:16:41 * Morgan scowls at the water Mar 07 20:20:28 Oh, he took me to both almost exactly a year ago. We walked from the docks to the Cathedral, over the bone bridge, and then we went to the Cafe Kaffee, which was lovely, aside from the fact I wasn't going to be seeing him for many weeks *she smiles* Mar 07 20:22:25 E: I prefer Arpeggios, on St Germaine. I will take you there one day. **he seems to be being drawn out of his brooding a little** Mar 07 20:23:44 * Morgan grumbles Mar 07 20:23:50 thats passable Mar 07 20:28:03 E: It's closer to proper Vodacce coffee Mar 07 20:28:16 * Molly smiles at Morgan with a shrug Mar 07 20:30:05 _proper_ coffee... Mar 07 20:31:23 E: **he nods** Mar 07 20:34:52 I like Eisen coffee best Mar 07 20:38:32 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 07 20:38:44 that, I suppose, isn't very surprising... Mar 07 20:39:07 Because it is the best? Mar 07 20:39:32 E: *he looks at them* Perhaps it is because it reminds her of you? Mar 07 20:39:55 Bitter and unpalateable? Mar 07 20:42:12 **Edward laughs at yous, but Molly looks concerned** Mar 07 20:43:17 It reminds me of you, but in a nice way. Mar 07 20:45:57 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 07 20:46:04 **The back door opens, and Varick comes running out** Uncle Edward!! Mar 07 20:46:26 Someones missed you... Mar 07 20:47:20 E: **he immediately stubs out his cigar on the back of the cigar case so that his hands are free when Varick reaches him. Edward picks him up.** Mar 07 20:48:02 V: We lived in a cottage for a whole month! It only had one kitchen, one parlour and three bedrooms! Mar 07 20:48:52 E: *he nods at the boy, but he gives Morgan a speculative look* Did you? Mar 07 20:50:25 Somewhere safe and quiet while I went across the country Mar 07 20:53:14 E: *he looks back to Varick* Did you like that? Mar 07 20:54:06 V: **he nods** It was like a normal home, like my cousins have. We didn't even have one servant! Mar 07 20:55:03 **Edward nods again, only his micro-expression giving away a hint of disapproval** Who washed your clothes and made your meals? Mar 07 20:56:38 * Morgan turns slightly, looking into the distance Mar 07 20:56:47 V: Mama did! **He says this as if it is obvious** Mar 07 20:57:25 E: Mama? Oh, you mean Molly? Mar 07 20:58:08 * Molly watches Edward "Varick prefers to use parental names for us now, which we are noth extremely happy about." Mar 07 20:58:14 Both* Mar 07 20:58:57 **Edward watches her back, inclining his head** Very good. Mar 07 21:00:41 V: Mama and Inga did all the cleaning. It wasn't like in our big houses where there's lots of servants, but we had lots of fun, and I was like my cousins living at the farm, their mama does everything too. Mar 07 21:03:25 E: I am sure that when you are settled somewhere off the ship you will have a house where Molly is able to concentrate her talents on the important jobs of being a Duchess instead, and you can have the sort of entertainments available to noble children again Mar 07 21:03:49 * Morgan scowls Mar 07 21:04:06 * Molly tilts her head as she watches Edward Mar 07 21:08:50 Varick has been gaining skills vitally important to one day being Freiarr, those which means he can understand and empathise with his people so that they trust him and work with him. Those skills should be mandatory for all future Freiarrs, and many nobleman would find their lands run better had they been given a wider worldview in childhood. Mar 07 21:10:20 **Edward looks more surprised than offended, but again just slightly inclines his head to her. Varick watches all the grownups** Mar 07 21:13:43 V: I held two babies, Uncle Edward, and one made a noise like **he blows hard against his arm** and Papa said Mama should change the nappy, and she said he should show everyone how to do it, but in the end Auntie Beth changed the nappy. Mar 07 21:14:46 E: It is a job that nursery maids usually do. Mar 07 21:15:48 V: Why? It doesn't look that difficult. I bet even you could do it. Mar 07 21:16:47 E: **he frowns** I would prefer not to. Mar 07 21:17:30 * Morgan sighs Mar 07 21:17:38 V: They only pee on themselves sometimes, not every time. Baby Thomas only peed on Mama once Mar 07 21:18:35 * Molly hold out her hands to Varick "Come on Mauschen, it is chilly and we should spend time with Auntie Jarvie before we need to go home" Mar 07 21:19:32 **Varick consents to this, and she carries him towards the house and out of mischief. Edward watches them go** Mar 07 21:19:39 * Molly is now known as Edward Mar 07 21:24:01 * Morgan glances at him Mar 07 21:30:31 * Edward lights another cigar, saying nothing Mar 07 21:31:00 * Morgan shifts a shoulder, making it crunch Mar 07 21:31:52 You should dislocate it and reseat it. Mine doesn't do that now. Mar 07 21:32:56 * Morgan shrugs Mar 07 21:33:15 I'm pleased yours has remained in good order Mar 07 21:33:26 * Edward nods Mar 07 21:34:06 It has made painting easier. I have completed the portrait of Molly in the church at Atemlos for you, it is at home Mar 07 21:34:45 * Morgan nods Mar 07 21:34:47 thank you Mar 07 21:35:18 * Edward nods Mar 07 21:35:57 I am going to return to Potts' house, I want time to talk to him before we go out Mar 07 21:36:10 as you wish Mar 07 21:37:29 If you decide to join us, the opera is La Trattoria, at The Palladian. It starts at Nine. Mar 07 21:37:56 * Morgan nods Mar 07 21:38:03 we'll see how things stand later Mar 07 21:38:27 Failing that, I will see you at Court tomorrow night Mar 07 21:39:07 * Morgan nods Mar 07 21:39:16 I'll try not to embarrass you Mar 07 21:40:30 You did well last time Mar 07 21:41:07 I had things to do there, and I wasn't in the mood I am now Mar 07 21:42:02 Skip it if you wish, unless your need to see Anhalt is pressing Mar 07 21:42:36 We'll see Mar 07 21:42:56 * Edward inclines his head Mar 07 21:43:15 Send word so I know whether to expect you tomorrow. Mar 07 21:43:40 * Morgan nods Mar 07 21:43:42 I will Mar 07 21:47:17 * Edward offers Morgan his hand Mar 07 21:47:55 * Morgan looks at it a moment before taking it Mar 07 21:51:17 * Edward shakes it "stay safe, Morgan" Mar 07 21:52:41 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 07 21:52:42 and you Mar 07 21:53:21 * Edward skirts the house instead of passing through it, letting himself out of a side gate Mar 07 21:54:51 * Morgan sighs before shaking himself and heading inside Mar 07 21:59:48 [21:52] (Edward) **They stay another hour, noone seems surprised about Edward leaving except Varick. Jarvie says she will send someone to Die Dauerhaftigkeit when she and Grendlik arrive in Innesbruck in a week or so. She sends them in the carriage, and the trip back to the dock is about forty five minutes. Molly holds Morgan's hand, Varick sat on the other side of her. The others chatter  giving him time with his thoughts and the passing scenes. Mar 07 22:00:08 **Back at the ship, everything is peaceful. It's  four now, and Sorgi is just coming up to do first dogs watch. The others tap the horseshoe, Molly, Inga and Varick going below Mar 07 22:00:16 * Edward is now known as HH Mar 07 22:02:55 Got some time t' catch up? Mar 07 22:04:08 In a minute. Need to talk to Sorgi Mar 07 22:04:34 I'll be in th' ballroom Mar 07 22:05:10 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:05:38 * HH does go. Sorgi is giving instructions to some crew Mar 07 22:05:44 * HH is now known as Sorgi Mar 07 22:07:33 Captain... Mar 07 22:07:38 * Sorgi comes to Morgan Mar 07 22:07:45 M'lord? Mar 07 22:07:57 Take the evening off Mar 07 22:08:34 * Sorgi nods "You will take watches with Koen?" Mar 07 22:09:03 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:09:05 we'll cover it Mar 07 22:09:28 I am comfortable with Heinzharold taking watches also Mar 07 22:09:38 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:09:50 We'll sort it. Mar 07 22:10:28 If you could let Claudia know, we will leave at six when Koen comes on watch, m'lord Mar 07 22:11:08 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:11:10 I'll see to it Mar 07 22:11:26 Thank you, m'lord. Mar 07 22:11:42 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:11:44 I'm sorry its taken so long Mar 07 22:12:07 * Sorgi shakes his head "It's fine" Mar 07 22:13:55 Excuse me, I need to speak to HeinzHarold Mar 07 22:14:15 **Sorgi lets him go. HH is sat on a table in the ballroom, waiting for Morgan* Mar 07 22:14:20 * Sorgi is now known as HH Mar 07 22:14:50 * HH watches Morgan "How you don't?" Mar 07 22:15:03 * Morgan shrugs Mar 07 22:15:04 alright Mar 07 22:15:33 Sure? All sounded a bit tense fr'm what Molly was sayin Mar 07 22:16:45 Edward and I aren't seeing eye to eye on Florrie Mar 07 22:17:07 'E's not happy about it then? Mar 07 22:18:40 He's being bullheaded... he's set on putting Mina aside and marrying Alice... Alice won't marry him, and not letting Mina decide is... well, he's being a proud fucking idiot Mar 07 22:19:01 * HH nods Mar 07 22:19:36 Whatcha planning to do? Mar 07 22:20:18 * Morgan sighs, shrugging Mar 07 22:20:26 not my decision Mar 07 22:21:15 Kinda is, in regards to Alice nit wantin' to marry him Mar 07 22:22:16 how'd you reckon? Mar 07 22:22:55 She's yer employee on Morgan's Rock. He can't take 'er from your land. Mar 07 22:26:57 Its not ca... Its her choice. Mar 07 22:27:48 She don't want to marry Edward or anyone else Mar 07 22:28:39 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:28:41 I know Mar 07 22:29:55 Can't make 'im marry Mina, but can't make Alice marry 'im either Mar 07 22:33:15 No. Mar 07 22:34:30 If he's stupid enough t' leave a woman like Mina for someone who doesn't want him, maybe Mina deserves better anyhow Mar 07 22:35:40 but that should be her choice Mar 07 22:36:29 He's not of the same sorta persuasion when it comes to women as we are Mar 07 22:39:26 He's not grown up with sisters, or close to his Ma like you, nor got married young like you. He's not got as much experience with women when it comes t' knowing how astute they can be. Mar 07 22:41:57 I suppose not Mar 07 22:42:15 He knows a lot about smarmin' them Mar 07 22:44:04 not sure he'd appreciate it being referred to like that Mar 07 22:46:03 True though **he grins** Mar 07 22:46:56 perhaps Mar 07 22:47:07 What's Molly say about it all? She's prob'ly closer to Mina than anyone else 'cept Edward Mar 07 22:48:06 She agrees that he should talk with Mina about it all Mar 07 22:52:56 Y' need someone to go to Graben, kidnap her and bring her to the Big House? Mar 07 22:53:49 No, Edwards going to have her meet us along the way Mar 07 22:57:10 Cutting it fine Mar 07 22:57:51 * Morgan nods Mar 07 22:57:55 aye Mar 07 22:58:28 * HH gets off the table "wanna train then, or y' need to get back to try to start the draw?" Mar 07 22:59:24 No, I need to train Mar 07 23:00:50 Gettin' rusty Mar 07 23:01:42 something like that Mar 07 23:04:08 **They do this for a while, which means it's Varick's meal time and then soon his bedtime. When he hears sounds from Sorgis room next door, he decides to see them off. They both seem happy, and tell him where they intend to stay incase there's an emergency. On deck he arranges that he will take first watch from eight- midnight, Mar 07 23:05:08 Koen will do middle til 4, then he or HH will do 4-8. Koen is happy with that. He finds HH and Inga are still in his study when he gets back Mar 07 23:05:45 * Morgan makes himself a coffee Mar 07 23:06:12 HH: where they off to then? Mar 07 23:06:52 a tavern with rooms Mar 07 23:07:24 Bit o' privacy, is it? Mar 07 23:07:55 [Does he know why they are doing this?] Mar 07 23:08:10 [no] Mar 07 23:08:24 Something like that Mar 07 23:09:12 **Inga and Molly are both sewing. HH has his arm along the back of the couch behind his wife Mar 07 23:09:24 Who's on watches? Mar 07 23:10:04 me eight til midnight, Koen, midnight til four, me four til eight... or you... Mar 07 23:10:37 * HH nods "I can do whatever y' need" Mar 07 23:10:59 [What will we do if the sparkliness starts?] Mar 07 23:11:29 [Might have to call on HeinzHarold to take over on deck Mar 07 23:11:55 [Did we ought to try to start it before you go on watch?] Mar 07 23:12:26 [probably] Mar 07 23:13:07 [How do we manage that without making it obvious to them?] Mar 07 23:13:19 [I don't know] Mar 07 23:14:56 **Molly folds up her sewing** If you'll excuse me, I should start packing for when we leave the ship... Mar 07 23:16:18 **Inga watches Molly a moment before folding up hers too** We should go and do that too Mar 07 23:17:17 * HH shrugs "Sure y' don't need us men under feet. Mebbie we'll stay outta the way and play cards, eh Morgan?" Mar 07 23:18:22 * Morgan sighs Mar 07 23:18:34 $go away, need to see if we can start the draw$ Mar 07 23:21:25 $Sorry, interuptin' yer lordship's wooing, am I?$ Mar 07 23:21:56 $yes. Don't want it kicking off at ten this evening when I'm on watch Mar 07 23:22:12 * HH stands up, stretching "Better make sure she packs all my trousers that makes my ass look good" Mar 07 23:23:00 **Inga slaps his arm** You know that is all of them! Mar 07 23:23:39 * HH grins at her "Yes I do." He looks at Morgan "G'dnight" Mar 07 23:23:47 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 07 23:23:48 night Mar 07 23:24:24 * HH is still fooling around as they go, and he can hear Inga giggling Mar 07 23:24:30 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 07 23:25:12 He's certainly confident Mar 07 23:25:51 * Molly pours him some Drambuie before drinking some herself Mar 07 23:27:41 isn't he always Mar 08 00:12:17 * Molly has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Mar 08 12:12:22 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 08 12:13:16 night Mar 08 12:13:16 * HH is still fooling around as they go, and he can hear Inga giggling Mar 08 12:13:16 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 08 12:13:16 He's certainly confident Mar 08 12:13:16 * Molly pours him some Drambuie before drinking some herself Mar 08 12:13:18 isn't he always Mar 08 12:15:26 * Molly nods Mar 08 12:15:39 How are you, my love? Mar 08 12:16:56 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 12:16:59 I don't know Mar 08 12:19:11 You are very worried for him? Mar 08 12:19:35 some, aye Mar 08 12:22:00 I am sure he will adapt. It is a big life change, isn't it? Mar 08 12:22:22 * Morgan nods Mar 08 12:22:23 aye Mar 08 12:22:59 We can only offer support Mar 08 12:23:16 right up until he tries to do something I won't allow Mar 08 12:23:30 * Molly finishes her first shot ad pours more Mar 08 12:23:50 Like making Alice marry him? Mar 08 12:23:54 * Morgan nods Mar 08 12:24:16 Or taking Florrie away? Mar 08 12:24:43 * Morgan nods Mar 08 12:25:35 The latter will be hard to stop Mar 08 12:26:09 Maybe Mar 08 12:30:03 * Molly comes to stand with him Mar 08 12:30:31 Perhaps we should just take our chances with the sparkliness starting on its own this evening Mar 08 12:30:45 and if I'm on watch? Mar 08 12:31:14 It doesnt seem to have happened at night before. Mar 08 12:32:40 I suppose not Mar 08 12:33:36 I will do whatever you wish, my love, but with everything you are having to deal with with Edward, I thought you may prefer to see what happens Mar 08 12:34:11 * Morgan sighs Mar 08 12:34:17 you were talking with him about it all Mar 08 12:34:26 Yes, I was Mar 08 12:35:08 He seems to listen to you Mar 08 12:35:37 No, not in the most obvious of ways Mar 08 12:40:08 * ipad (~ipad@Madisons-iPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 12:40:21 * ipad has quit (Quit: Colloquy for iPad - http://colloquy.mobi) Mar 08 12:40:43 You don't think so? Mar 08 12:40:47 Well, I cannot persuade him to do anything, but he, like your Father, can be nudged softly in directions that suit my wishes better. Mar 08 12:43:00 Did you make any progress with making him see sense? Mar 08 12:43:49 Not yet. *she smiles gently* I have noticed that Koertig men require slowness and subtlety Mar 08 12:44:36 ironic since we're mostly blunt instruments Mar 08 12:44:48 * Molly giggles Mar 08 12:45:08 I will keep at it until he softens a little Mar 08 12:46:15 * Morgan nods Mar 08 12:46:16 giid Mar 08 12:48:40 * Molly nods Mar 08 12:49:00 If Mina will accept him and his child, that is where he should go. Mar 08 12:49:48 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 12:52:25 I agree Mar 08 12:54:12 As to whether she will... *she sips her drink* ... she's forgiven far, far worse. Mar 08 12:55:27 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 08 12:56:34 Indeed, but then, as he said, how much more can she be asked for forgive Mar 08 12:57:56 Never underestimate the way a woman's heart will bear much for love, even if the object of her feelings doesn't deserve or even reciprocate it Mar 08 12:58:23 * Morgan frowns slightly Mar 08 12:59:04 What, my love? Mar 08 13:00:23 just feeling a bit raw... I thought maybe that was a reflection on me Mar 08 13:01:02 * ipad (~ipad@Madisons-iPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 13:01:56 * Molly frowns Mar 08 13:01:57 * ipad has quit (Quit: Colloquy for iPad - http://colloquy.mobi) Mar 08 13:02:04 Why on Theah would it be? Mar 08 13:02:24 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 13:02:51 Come, sit with me? Mar 08 13:02:57 * Morgan nods Mar 08 13:04:02 * Molly takes his hand, leading him to the couch. She keeps his hand, turned towards him. She watches him, voice soft Mar 08 13:04:43 Talk to me... what has made you raw, and why are you concerned about what I said? Mar 08 13:06:55 hearing the baby... it brought back the pain of being excluded from my family Mar 08 13:14:03 * Molly squeezes his hand Mar 08 13:14:15 That is understandable, my love Mar 08 13:18:07 * Morgan nods Mar 08 13:18:12 its put me in a foul mood Mar 08 13:19:07 You are more upset, or more angry? Mar 08 13:21:38 both i think Mar 08 13:21:48 * Molly nods Mar 08 13:22:14 Perhaps it is part of the process of your healing? Mar 08 13:23:40 doesn't much feel like it Mar 08 13:25:29 * Molly nods Mar 08 13:26:15 These are feelings that go back beyond the fire, I would guess they are feelings that were unresolved at the time? Mar 08 13:26:36 * Morgan nods Mar 08 13:27:20 * Molly kisses his knuckles Mar 08 13:28:27 I rather think it is natural that they have come back up. Florrie is important to you, and Edward's instant displeasure at her existence could feel very close to home for you Mar 08 13:30:25 * Morgan nods Mar 08 13:30:32 i suppose so Mar 08 13:37:19 What can I do for you? Mar 08 13:39:06 I don't know my love Mar 08 13:43:05 * Molly nods sadly Mar 08 13:43:31 I would imagine Edward will be back to usual by the time we get to Sudlachenburg Mar 08 13:45:05 I hope so Mar 08 13:48:21 * Molly nods Mar 08 13:48:49 I think he is just hurting, scared, and hating himself right now Mar 08 13:49:13 I sympathise, but he needs to get his act together **** ENDING LOGGING AT Tue Mar 8 13:50:22 2022 **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Tue Mar 8 13:58:57 2022 Mar 08 13:58:57 * Now talking on #7thsea Mar 08 14:02:24 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 14:02:34 Test Mar 08 14:04:57 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 08 14:05:35 And he will, I think. But it certainly knocked everyone for six when we first discovered it, and he has only known a few hours Mar 08 14:05:42 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 08 14:05:54 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:05:55 I suppose so Mar 08 14:06:54 Would most men not be horrified and preoccupied at discovering they were to be a father when they thought it was completely safe? Mar 08 14:07:05 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 08 14:07:28 * Molly watches him Mar 08 14:08:18 I know you had no choice but to be practical and get on with it when first meeting her to ensure the connection, and that must have been hard Mar 08 14:08:51 * Morgan frowns, nodding Mar 08 14:09:09 it was very hard not treating her, expecting her, to be like Jana Mar 08 14:13:24 * Molly nods Mar 08 14:13:59 Of course. It would be hard not to seek those traits in her, and to feel that connection with Jana through her Mar 08 14:16:42 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:16:50 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 14:17:05 I don't think I appreciated how hard it was for HeinzHarold and Claudia when it happened Mar 08 14:18:57 When you met Florrie? Mar 08 14:20:51 the fire, and then... Mar 08 14:22:09 HeinzHarold has certainly voiced to me before that he felt he should have seen it coming, but I did tell him it was impossible to foresee because it was so unthinkable Mar 08 14:23:54 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:27:39 He missed you. But you are back now, and he understands Mar 08 14:27:58 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:28:16 Claudia still doesn't. She says she's accepted that I had to, but I can see it still hurts her that I left Mar 08 14:29:15 But knowing the truth would be far worse for her I think Mar 08 14:33:04 be worse for Edward Mar 08 14:33:59 * MollyK smiles a little Mar 08 14:34:14 Only for about thirty seconds Mar 08 14:34:35 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:37:14 No one is infallible, my love Mar 08 14:37:56 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:38:19 Your choice was hurt Claudia by leaving, or hurt your mother from the consequences of staying Mar 08 14:40:11 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:40:14 aye Mar 08 14:41:02 Be forgiving with yourself, my love. Noone's life is completely without pain Mar 08 14:41:43 I'm working on it Mar 08 14:42:13 * MollyK nods Mar 08 14:42:43 And to be forgiving of Edward's present state. Mar 08 14:42:49 ? Mar 08 14:43:13 * Morgan sighs Mar 08 14:43:38 I'll try. I'm worried about the damage I'll do to our relationship if I have to take a stand against them Mar 08 14:45:08 I can understand why you would worry about that, but I think Edward understands fundamentally that you want everyone's happiness Mar 08 14:45:23 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:45:27 I hope so... and my father Mar 08 14:45:40 * MollyK smiles Mar 08 14:46:12 Do not forget the weapons you have at your disposal where your father is concerned... Mar 08 14:46:24 You? Mar 08 14:46:34 * MollyK smiles Mar 08 14:46:48 Yes, but also... my mother. Mar 08 14:47:39 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:47:42 thats a good point Mar 08 14:48:18 I would not discount your mother seeing sense also Mar 08 14:51:21 No, you're probably right Mar 08 14:51:29 I would like to arrive at Die Dauerhaftigkeit as a united front with Edward, we have a few days before that, and I am hopeful that once his heart overcomes his head he will see reason Mar 08 14:51:55 God I hope so Mar 08 14:52:14 * MollyK squeezes his hand Mar 08 14:53:11 Despite Edward, you and I will be a united front, and we are in a far stronger position than we were when we first came to Eisen Mar 08 14:54:12 * Morgan nods Mar 08 14:54:15 I suppose we are Mar 08 14:55:01 No doubt about it. You will have a grafdom now regardless of what you father does Mar 08 14:58:32 should've asked for some land... I'd have liked a duchy Mar 08 15:00:04 * MollyK giggles Mar 08 15:01:25 The Koertig ambition... I suppose I could negotiate with His Grace further, perhaps offer an additional three years of my ambassadorship... Mar 08 15:01:47 No, I think not Mar 08 15:01:59 Why so? Mar 08 15:04:11 We've already got enough to do... and I don't think putting off children for a further three years is a good idea.... we'd never get any sleep Mar 08 15:04:53 I am not sure that is a good reason to have them at a particular point... Mar 08 15:05:44 No, but you wouldn't want to have them all in quick succession, unless you'd want to walk round looking permanently surprised... Mar 08 15:06:03 * MollyK looks confused Mar 08 15:06:21 Why would I look permanently surprised? Mar 08 15:08:32 well... *he blushes* the size of a baby's head, where it comes out... a lot of them in fairly quick succession... Mar 08 15:08:55 * MollyK laughs Mar 08 15:09:39 Would it not get easier after the first few? Mar 08 15:10:11 You'd have to ask Beth... but I can't imagine so Mar 08 15:10:58 Her labour was long, but the birth itself quite swift and straightforward Mar 08 15:11:35 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 15:11:36 maybe then Mar 08 15:13:58 Given my mother's siblings, your mother's siblings, our shared paternal ancestors, and what we have seen of the potential children I might have had with Seb, it seems likely that at least one set of twins may come from eight Mar 08 15:14:25 * Morgan nods Mar 08 15:14:28 probably more Mar 08 15:14:43 That would rather speed up matters Mar 08 15:15:20 that is true Mar 08 15:17:46 * MollyK smirks "instead of having to make love to me eight times, you could cut it down six, maybe even five" Mar 08 15:18:10 To* Mar 08 15:18:59 that'd save a bit of time, lets be honest... Mar 08 15:20:01 * MollyK nods "it will be easier for the first, but by the eight we would have very little time indeed" Mar 08 15:20:15 * Morgan nods Mar 08 15:20:26 and by then HeinzHarold and Inga will be busy with their own Mar 08 15:21:25 I hope so. I would think they will wish to get started sooner than we will... Mar 08 15:21:33 * Morgan nods Mar 08 15:21:47 that said, she's said about being near us Mar 08 15:21:57 * MollyK nods Mar 08 15:22:54 She may feel that now, but no woman will be keen on delaying such for long Mar 08 15:23:25 and you? Mar 08 15:23:39 * MollyK shrugs Mar 08 15:23:45 That is irrelevant Mar 08 15:23:51 Not at all Mar 08 15:24:20 I have duties, and it is more complicated Mar 08 15:26:38 thats not what I asked though Mar 08 15:27:02 * MollyK looks uncomfortable Mar 08 15:28:47 I am not really sure. It isn't something I have given much thought to. Whether I would dislike it or not does not matter Mar 08 15:29:40 it matters to me Mar 08 15:30:10 * MollyK shrugs again Mar 08 15:31:23 When the time is right, and everything is in place, I will be happy to have another child Mar 08 15:33:09 * Morgan scowls Mar 08 15:33:13 you're avoiding the question Mar 08 15:36:06 * MollyK sips the drink "it is a complicated issue" Mar 08 15:36:22 why? Mar 08 15:38:36 Because I wish to wait until you are ready, and until you are eager to have another baby. I do not want any sense of what you think you _ought_ to do to make me happy to to affect the decision upon timing Mar 08 15:39:06 I would like to know... Mar 08 15:40:06 I do not know. I can not view it as only an issue for my heart, and not my head Mar 08 15:40:36 * Morgan sighs Mar 08 15:40:38 alright Mar 08 15:40:52 * MollyK watches him Mar 08 15:42:28 What about _you_? Do you feel constrained by my contract with His Grace when it comes to when you would want to have a baby? Mar 08 15:42:45 It is a factor Mar 08 15:43:39 It is only three years though. I will only be twenty three, that is not so old to have a first baby Mar 08 15:45:21 I know Mar 08 15:48:35 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 08 16:02:05 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 16:03:03 I know you would be thirty, but I do not think that is too old? Mar 08 16:06:07 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 08 16:07:51 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 16:08:07 [15:55:07] MollyK: I know you would be thirty, but I do not think that is too old? Mar 08 16:08:13 Probably not Mar 08 16:09:29 Though for eight, that will possibly take you to your late forties Mar 08 16:09:45 * MollyK sips the drambuie Mar 08 16:09:49 that might be a bit much Mar 08 16:10:18 * MollyK nods thoughtfully Mar 08 16:11:08 Has this issue become more prominent for you because of Florrie? Mar 08 16:12:02 Its rather forced me to face into it... Mar 08 16:12:55 That one day you will be duty bound to having a baby with me? Mar 08 16:14:18 * MollyK watches his expression Mar 08 16:14:47 that I need to deal with my feelings on dealing with children in general Mar 08 16:15:35 I assumed you had done much of that when I first suggested we adopt Varick Mar 08 16:16:51 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 08 16:19:14 Would you be able to share those feelings with me? Mar 08 16:20:20 I couldn't face dealing with Beths little one... but I had no choice with Florrie Mar 08 16:20:58 * MollyK nods Mar 08 16:21:20 It brings too many memories? Mar 08 16:22:04 * Morgan nods Mar 08 16:22:05 a lot Mar 08 16:22:25 * MollyK nods Mar 08 16:22:51 That is something that would be unavoidable with having a child Mar 08 16:22:58 * Morgan nods Mar 08 16:23:18 Perhaps Varick is easier, because he is much older. Mar 08 16:23:21 ? Mar 08 16:23:40 I think so, aye Mar 08 16:24:44 In some ways, three years of my contract will be a blessing, as it gives you more time to heal Mar 08 16:27:47 maybe Mar 08 16:30:37 * MollyK nods a little, sipping her drink Mar 08 16:30:54 You do not seem entirely sure Mar 08 16:35:04 Who can say how time will affect me Mar 08 16:35:39 Perhaps you will decide you never wish to do it again. Mar 08 16:37:24 No, I don't see that occurring Mar 08 16:37:45 Anything is possible Mar 08 16:38:50 * Morgan sighs, shaking his head Mar 08 16:39:23 What makes you sigh so? Mar 08 16:40:59 That you will not accept me at my word Mar 08 16:42:54 I do not know what could happen between now and then, that is all. If someone we are close to loses a child, it could make you unable to have that risk for us Mar 08 16:44:50 No, it is decided Mar 08 16:46:35 By the plate, and the Nibelungen? Mar 08 16:46:55 * Morgan snorts Mar 08 16:47:06 if I didn't want children with you, I would not have been concerned at what the plate said Mar 08 16:47:46 * MollyK looks thoughtful Mar 08 16:49:05 I suppose I thought that that was more a concern for the future of Sudlachenburg than a personal wish Mar 08 16:49:26 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 08 16:50:30 * MollyK nods Mar 08 16:52:02 It is a wish for in a few years though, not something you yearn for now Mar 08 16:52:57 * Morgan shrugs slightly Mar 08 16:56:10 * MollyK frowns slightly Mar 08 16:56:32 Liebes herz... you wished to know my thoughts... Mar 08 17:02:05 being around Florrie has made it easier to accept the fact I want children with you... and sooner than I thought, but it is not practicable Mar 08 17:02:59 * MollyK nods slowly Mar 08 17:04:34 I see... no, it would be very challenging to do so before we have finished travelling or having settled in Gottkirchen... Mar 08 17:07:07 indeed Mar 08 17:08:58 * MollyK nods again, sipping her drinking Mar 08 17:09:11 I confess, you have surprised me Mar 08 17:09:18 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:09:22 I expect so Mar 08 17:10:23 I thought the three years would provide a welcome relief from the expectations and pressures of our family and friends Mar 08 17:11:04 Its nice not to feel their expectations on me... Mar 08 17:11:42 * MollyK nods Mar 08 17:12:07 No doubt there will be some hopes dashed upon our return Mar 08 17:12:39 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:12:40 tough Mar 08 17:14:08 I was considering telling our mothers that it was recommended to me to strictly avoid becoming with child for a full year after the cast Mar 08 17:14:35 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:14:39 that would make sense Mar 08 17:14:49 * MollyK nods Mar 08 17:15:40 However, were we to accidentally make a child in that time, they would be worried Mar 08 17:16:58 that is very true... not that we'd be nearby for them to know Mar 08 17:19:01 * MollyK smiles Mar 08 17:19:16 You would not keep such a secret Mar 08 17:19:32 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 17:20:02 * MollyK squeezes his hand Mar 08 17:20:41 We should either try to start the sparkliness or ensure you have had dinner before your watch Mar 08 17:21:22 I'm worried it'll happen while I'm on watch Mar 08 17:21:54 We could ask Heinzharold to stand in for you if needed Mar 08 17:22:46 And who is on watch while I fetch him... Mar 08 17:24:13 Send whoever is in the nest? There is little to see whilst in port Mar 08 17:24:40 But if you prefer to try it, that is fine Mar 08 17:26:27 Lets try Mar 08 17:26:34 * MollyK finishes her drink Mar 08 17:27:34 Should I lock the door? Mar 08 17:27:46 Best had Mar 08 17:28:28 * MollyK does, and also brings a damp flannel when she returns a few minutes later Mar 08 17:28:39 Your chest again? Mar 08 17:30:31 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:31:56 * MollyK undoes his coat, then his waistcoat, before lifting his shirt Mar 08 17:32:10 You wish to be numbed? Mar 08 17:32:53 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:34:02 * MollyK gently strokes his chest a moment before he feels his skin go numb Mar 08 17:36:11 that should do it Mar 08 17:36:19 * MollyK runs her fingers over him, down then up. He feels none of the magic use aside from the prickling on his neck as usual. She watches her hands rather than his face. Mar 08 17:38:24 * Morgan watches her Mar 08 17:41:34 * MollyK looks solemn, and after a few moments wipes his chest with the flannel. After the numbness, the sudden return to sensation with cold water is a shock Mar 08 17:42:49 Now we wait, I suppose Mar 08 17:43:16 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:43:54 * MollyK sits beside him, resting her head to his shoulder Mar 08 17:44:58 I will pack tonight, as it will be quiet. I will have less time tomorrow as we have the bank, the Mine, and Court to attend Mar 08 17:45:21 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:46:09 Do you have your bank draft from Catherine to put into your account? Mar 08 17:49:55 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 08 17:52:20 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 08 17:52:27 [17:38:12] MollyK: Do you have your bank draft from Catherine to put into your account? Mar 08 17:53:42 * Morgan nods Mar 08 17:53:45 of course Mar 08 17:54:16 * MollyK sits quietly for a few minutes, saying nothing Mar 08 17:57:24 It doesn't look like you are about to be called in to action... Mar 08 18:02:21 No... Mar 08 18:04:20 * MollyK stands up Mar 08 18:04:32 We should find you some dinner then Mar 08 18:04:37 * Morgan nods Mar 08 18:04:38 I suppose so Mar 08 18:04:39 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 08 18:05:02 * MollyK nods Mar 08 18:05:24 We could try again when your watch is over, if you wish Mar 08 18:06:09 It'll be late my love Mar 08 18:06:48 I will still be here Mar 08 18:08:39 * Morgan nods Mar 08 18:09:17 * MollyK leans down to kiss his cheek Mar 08 18:10:29 I will get you something Mar 08 18:11:35 thank you blossom Mar 08 18:11:43 * MollyK goes to get them some food, returning about ten minutes later with plates Mar 08 18:12:42 I have let Heinzharold know it did not work, so they have gone to dinner. Heinzharold said he will come up on deck with you when you go Mar 08 18:17:38 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 08 18:18:03 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 18:18:38 I will still be here Mar 08 18:18:38 * Morgan nods Mar 08 18:18:38 * MollyK leans down to kiss his cheek Mar 08 18:18:38 I will get you something Mar 08 18:18:38 thank you blossom Mar 08 18:18:40 * MollyK goes to get them some food, returning about ten minutes later with plates Mar 08 18:18:42 I have let Heinzharold know it did not work, so they have gone to dinner. Heinzharold said he will come up on deck with you when you go Mar 08 18:18:55 Right... he needn't Mar 08 18:19:21 Inga is going to help me pack, so he might as well Mar 08 18:19:34 * Morgan nods Mar 08 18:19:35 alright Mar 08 18:20:17 * MollyK eats, but seems distracted Mar 08 18:21:48 I was rather hoping that we could start the sparkliness Mar 08 18:22:31 * Morgan nods Mar 08 18:22:32 aye Mar 08 18:22:51 It would be practical to have some control over it Mar 08 18:24:00 yes, it would Mar 08 18:24:13 Perhaps the timing is wrong Mar 08 18:24:23 maybe Mar 08 18:24:55 Are you looking forward to seeing the nieblungen tomorrow? Mar 08 18:31:54 not especially Mar 08 18:32:15 Is there much you plan to ask? Mar 08 18:32:30 There was a lot... now I'm not sure I see the point Mar 08 18:32:47 Why, my love? Mar 08 18:33:20 Because I sus[ect they'll only tell us what is necessary to keep us doing what they want Mar 08 18:33:39 You are displeased? Mar 08 18:34:39 I don't like being manipulated Mar 08 18:36:09 We could not go... Mar 08 18:40:45 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 08 19:14:50 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 19:15:02 [18:28:13] MollyK: We could not go... Mar 08 19:17:27 No... I think we need answers about why I'm necessary Mar 08 19:19:33 * MollyK nods Mar 08 19:19:55 It will be nice to take a little day trip over there Mar 08 19:20:24 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:20:25 aye Mar 08 19:21:37 * MollyK finishes her food, and once he has done likewise it is quarter before eight Mar 08 19:21:47 * Morgan sighs Mar 08 19:21:52 I suppose I'd best get up on deck Mar 08 19:22:07 Wake me when you are finished, if you wish Mar 08 19:23:04 * Morgan nods, pulling his coat on Mar 08 19:23:07 alright blossom Mar 08 19:24:39 * MollyK watches him, sighing slightly Mar 08 19:24:59 I hope your evening goes well Mar 08 19:26:24 thank you my love Mar 08 19:26:56 * MollyK kisses him softly before he goes Mar 08 19:27:28 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 08 19:29:29 * HH is up on deck, watching the noise and revelry whilst Koen hands over a problem-free watch to Morgan with confirmation that he will return at midnight. With that done, Morgan is free to join his friend Mar 08 19:29:57 You don't need to be up here if you've got better things to do Mar 08 19:30:14 * HH shakes his head Mar 08 19:30:51 I'll stay a bit, think our girls wanted time t'gether Mar 08 19:31:19 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:31:50 Usually means there's summat to gossip about Mar 08 19:33:33 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:33:36 I've noticed that Mar 08 19:34:25 Good chance we won't find out what it is Mar 08 19:35:14 No... bothers you does it? Mar 08 19:35:44 Nah, probably just girl stuff Mar 08 19:35:54 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 19:36:27 Beginnin' to think the theory 'bout the draw is wrong Mar 08 19:36:42 today or tomorrow... Mar 08 19:37:49 * HH nods Mar 08 19:38:29 Keep tryin' then? Mar 08 19:38:36 Probably, aye Mar 08 19:39:37 * HH watches two already drunk men having a fist fight, badly Mar 08 19:39:51 Jarvie seems 'appy Mar 08 19:40:20 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:40:25 its... surprising Mar 08 19:42:37 She's pragmatic. She's not one o' the dramatic Koertigs Mar 08 19:42:57 Its more than that I think Mar 08 19:43:20 Whatcha reck'n? Mar 08 19:43:44 She's falling in love Mar 08 19:44:16 With 'er husband? Mar 08 19:45:30 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:45:40 reck'n so Mar 08 19:46:20 Huh. Well, good for them. I like 'im Mar 08 19:46:26 * Morgan nods Mar 08 19:47:09 'Bout the only man I ever met who's more 'andsome than me! Mar 08 19:47:38 Third or fourth I'd say Mar 08 19:48:29 Got a list of men y' find handsome, d'ya? Mar 08 19:48:39 * HH grins Mar 08 19:49:29 No, just ones more handsome than you Mar 08 19:49:47 * HH nods Mar 08 19:49:51 Pretty rare Mar 08 19:50:19 somewhat Mar 08 19:50:39 * HH is still messing around ninety minutes later when someone asks for permission to board Mar 08 19:51:22 * Morgan looks over the rail Mar 08 19:51:24 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 08 19:52:21 *a man with a horse is looking up* Got a letter for His Excellency Mar 08 19:52:30 Come aboard Mar 08 19:53:54 *he does, and hands Morgan a note that's sealedg Mar 08 19:54:10 * Morgan nods to the man, opening the note and reading it Mar 08 19:54:50 "My Lord, though it will distress my friend that I have contacted you, I am concerned about your brother. He has insisted on going to an elite bordello rather than the Opera, and although the conduct of an adult man is his own business, I am concerned given his surety that he would be forgoing such pursuits. It is the Shrine Of Delphine, on Baumgartner Strasse. With regards, Potts. Mar 08 19:56:23 * HH watches Morgan read Mar 08 19:56:59 Shit Mar 08 19:57:47 *the messenger says* got a return letter? Mar 08 19:58:12 No, but find Pottersdam and tell him I'll deal with it please Mar 08 19:58:34 *the messenger bows and goes* Mar 08 19:58:42 What's up? Mar 08 19:59:08 Edward... I suspect Claudia was right Mar 08 19:59:27 Wassat? Mar 08 19:59:46 he's going to do something self destructive Mar 08 20:00:12 Want me t' go find him? Mar 08 20:00:50 I don't know he'll listen to you Mar 08 20:01:14 Want me t' take watch and you go? Mar 08 20:01:34 Might have to Mar 08 20:01:41 [blossom, I need to go find Edward] Mar 08 20:02:17 [whats happened?] Mar 08 20:02:46 [got a note from Potts, Edwards gone to a brothel] Mar 08 20:03:01 Gonna take Molly in case the draw 'appens? Mar 08 20:03:19 take her to a brothel?! Mar 08 20:03:27 [oh Edward.] Mar 08 20:03:51 [Do you wish to come?] Mar 08 20:04:23 * HH raises his hands "did y' tell me he was at a brothel?!" Mar 08 20:05:14 [If you would want me to, I could] Mar 08 20:05:19 No, sorry... *he smiles slightly* I'm used to you knowing things as soon as I do Mar 08 20:05:36 * HH nods Mar 08 20:05:46 [No, I'll manage. I'll leave HeinzHarold in charge] Mar 08 20:07:31 Wouldn' have suggested it. Not the worst place t' have to deal with the draw though, wouldn' raise eyebrows Mar 08 20:08:04 [if you wish, my love. Be careful please] Mar 08 20:08:40 [I'm torn. What if the draw happens?] Mar 08 20:08:46 You will keep her safe if the draw starts? Mar 08 20:09:14 [I will lock the door now if you like] Mar 08 20:10:06 * HH nods "where you gonna be, 'case I need to send someone." Mar 08 20:10:45 Shrine of Delphine, Baumgartner Strasse Mar 08 20:12:21 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 08 20:14:18 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 08 20:19:22 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 08 20:19:39 [20:07:59] HH: You told her? Mar 08 20:19:47 * Morgan nods Mar 08 20:19:59 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 08 20:20:26 Go on, we'll be grand Mar 08 20:21:00 * Morgan nods, doing up his coat and heading down the plank to go find the brothel Mar 08 20:22:55 *he finds it easily, on the next road over from the gentleman's club he is a member of, more than thirty minutes walk from the ship. It is as fancy outside as the aforementioned club* Mar 08 20:23:41 * Morgan looks at the building before heading into the doorway Mar 08 20:24:54 *the doormen look him over before asking for his credentials* Mar 08 20:25:14 My brother Edward is here... Mar 08 20:25:48 D:Edward who? Mar 08 20:25:53 Koertig Mar 08 20:29:47 *he is let in. It is as luxurious as the Einsfursts palace they went to the ball at, even fancier than Madame Verbene's was in Fischler. The women are dressed much the same, their thin white gowns arranged in draping styles like in ancient vodacce. It smells fresh, clean, as well as of exotic perfumes* Mar 08 20:31:13 *a woman with beautiful brown skin, hazel eyes and long straight black hair comes up to him, her accent unusual. She is polite and sounds cultured* Good evening, my Lord Mar 08 20:32:18 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 08 20:32:22 I'm looking for my brother Mar 08 20:33:32 * HH is now known as S Mar 08 20:33:44 What does he look like? Mar 08 20:35:09 * Morgan describes him Mar 08 20:36:38 *other young women start to come over, all very welcoming and solicitous. The first woman leads him through to a room where music is playing and there is a much laughter Mar 08 20:42:37 *there are about twenty women, fifteen men. The fire is warm, it smells like hot whiskey and mulled wine. The men have shed coats, just in shirts or shirts with waistcoats. Cravats are off. There's cards on the table. Edward is sat between two dark-haired women. The one on his left whispers in his ear, and with a smile he whispers to the next Mar 08 20:42:38 woman, who whispers to her neighbour Mar 08 20:43:13 * Morgan watches him quietly Mar 08 20:43:48 Did you want some company, my lord? Mar 08 20:44:04 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 08 20:44:08 No, I want to talk to him Mar 08 20:45:02 There are other girls, fair ones... I won't be offended, I know my colouring isn't to the tastes of most Mar 08 20:45:24 As intriguing as your accent is... I need to speak with my brother. Mar 08 20:47:23 * S goes to Edward, leaning over the couch to whisper to him. He frowns before getting up, much to the dismayed groans of the girls he was sat with. He brings his whiskey with him. Mar 08 20:47:52 * S is now known as Edward Mar 08 20:48:44 What are you doing here? Tell me you haven't brought Molly to a place like this?! Mar 08 20:49:02 I've come to ask you the same thing... what are you playing at? Mar 08 20:49:08 * Edward doesn't look sober, but not is he drunk Mar 08 20:50:46 Spending time in easy company. *he looks around at the almost-bared women before pulling Morgan out into the corridor* She know you're here? Mar 08 20:51:36 What are your intentions here? Mar 08 20:51:58 * Edward drinks his drink Mar 08 20:52:27 Hardly your business. Potts told you I was here? Mar 08 20:53:04 Hardly my business... Mar 08 20:55:47 Go home, Morgan. I'm not doing anything other than playing Cathay Whispers, cards or billiards, drinking whiskey and chatting with some women Mar 08 20:57:37 How about, for once, we don't fight... Mar 08 20:59:06 Look, I'll be frank, even if I was tempted to avail myself of what's on offer, nothing could have killed the desire to quicker than discovering I have an illegitimate child. Mar 08 21:00:31 Then whats the _point_ of being here? Potts is worried about you, about what you might be doing Mar 08 21:01:47 Because it's familiar, everyone is relaxed, and I don't have to think about any of what's happened today. At least I didn't, until you arrived. Mar 08 21:02:28 * Morgan grinds his teeth Mar 08 21:04:54 Until the betrothal is officially ended, I have given a promise to Mina that there will be no more bedding of any woman but her. Regardless of how it turns out, I will not break that vow. Mar 08 21:08:00 * Morgan sighs Mar 08 21:09:13 I'd invite you to join me for a drink, but I don't think you should stay Mar 08 21:09:32 Its fairly clear I am not welcome... again. Mar 08 21:09:52 What do you mean? Mar 08 21:10:32 * Morgan grinds his teeth before shaking his head Mar 08 21:10:46 Forget it. I'll go. Mar 08 21:11:37 If they had clothes on, if Molly wasn't going to be upset, I'd happily have you stay. Mar 08 21:12:57 No, because then you'd have to think about whats happened and you don't want to. Mar 08 21:13:32 If you didn't talk about it, we would be fine. Mar 08 21:15:55 * Edward runs a hand through his hair Mar 08 21:15:59 Look, let's have a quick game, just... keep your eyes on the balls. *he drinks another mouthful* Mar 08 21:16:16 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 08 21:17:59 * Edward leads the way to a billiards table, watching the people in the room laugh as someone playing Cathay Whispers announces "The pig and the peacock made jam in the greenhouse" Mar 08 21:20:15 *He racks up the balls, and the exotic girl brings them more hot whiskey, smiling at Morgan specifically* Let me know if you want anything else... Mar 08 21:20:42 Coffee, please... and I'd like to know what your accent is Mar 08 21:21:54 S: Niloufa, Empire of the Cresent Moon, near the Cathay border Mar 08 21:22:47 * Edward watches them intently Mar 08 21:22:58 * Morgan nods Mar 08 21:23:03 haven't been there... yet Mar 08 21:24:00 S: It is hot and sandy, but at night, it is as cold as Freiburg. Mar 08 21:24:48 * Morgan nods Mar 08 21:25:08 *she smiles flirtily at him* how do you take it? Mar 08 21:25:44 black, thank you Mar 08 21:25:54 * Edward is watching Morgan like a chaperone Mar 08 21:26:15 *she goes, still smiling* Mar 08 21:26:52 * Morgan looks at the table Mar 08 21:26:59 could've set them up Mar 08 21:27:26 So could you, rather than flirting. Mar 08 21:27:59 She was flirting... I was not. Mar 08 21:28:04 * Edward sets up, then drinks his whiskey "your break" Mar 08 21:28:32 * Morgan picks up a cue and breaks Mar 08 21:28:45 about the only thing I don't have in this coat is a billiards cue Mar 08 21:29:03 * Edward nods Mar 08 21:29:11 You know who she is? Mar 08 21:29:33 I expect you're about to tell me Mar 08 21:30:02 A former mistress of Eisenfurst Trague Mar 08 21:30:18 Thats nice Mar 08 21:30:58 Excellent connections for gossip and influence Mar 08 21:31:26 No surprise there Mar 08 21:31:50 Wealthy too Mar 08 21:32:50 I would imagine Trague pays his former acquaintances well Mar 08 21:34:11 * Edward nods Mar 08 21:34:30 All men should be generous in their parting gifts Mar 08 21:34:48 * Morgan frowns briefly before looking round Mar 08 21:36:19 *the game is loud enough behind them that they are fairly private* Mar 08 21:38:14 your shot Mar 08 21:42:16 * Edward does so. The woman brings his coffee, smiling "there we are, my lord" Mar 08 21:43:23 * Morgan takes it, thanking her Mar 08 21:43:37 * Edward watches them surreptitiously Mar 08 21:44:07 S: You are fond of travel then? Mar 08 21:44:26 born a sailor, our father reckons Mar 08 21:45:28 S: The rolling waves and open horizons. The sea is so beautiful, wild and feminine Mar 08 21:47:09 * Edward makes an awful shot that forces Morgan to take his turn Mar 08 21:47:56 Seas warm by Cathay, I take it? Mar 08 21:48:05 * Morgan takes his shot Mar 08 21:49:16 S: No one sails too near, but yes, they are Mar 08 21:49:32 * Morgan nods Mar 08 21:49:34 the barrier... Mar 08 21:50:09 S: A most formidable wall of flames Mar 08 21:52:01 * Morgan nods Mar 08 21:54:07 * Edward takes his turn again. The woman watches the play a little longer before looking at Morgan "if you wished to converse further, I will be available..." Mar 08 21:55:07 * Edward doesn't overhear this Mar 08 21:55:17 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 08 21:55:25 have a pleasant evening miss... Mar 08 21:56:19 ((Dismissing her, or trying to get her name?)) Mar 08 21:56:25 ((the latter)) Mar 08 21:57:10 S: Samira Mar 08 21:57:29 Perhaps we'll talk later Mar 08 21:58:14 S: I'd like that. Good evening. Mar 08 21:58:29 * Morgan nods to her before picking up his cup again Mar 08 21:58:59 * Edward watches her go Mar 08 21:59:12 You should be getting home. Mar 08 21:59:48 You want rid of me Mar 08 22:00:37 I want to not have Molly think I encouraged you to stay too long in a brothel. Mar 08 22:00:48 She knows I'm here for you Mar 08 22:01:50 You came to check I wasn't in someone's bed Mar 08 22:02:08 I came to check you weren't doing something destructive Mar 08 22:02:47 As you can see, I am not Mar 08 22:03:20 * Edward keeps the game going Mar 08 22:03:25 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:03:28 so I see Mar 08 22:04:30 It is not as sordid as people make out. Sometimes it is just easy company Mar 08 22:05:28 * Morgan shrugs Mar 08 22:05:40 I wouldn't know.... this is the... second time I've been in a brothel Mar 08 22:07:15 That's more than I expected Mar 08 22:07:51 Saint Morgan of Puritytown... Mar 08 22:08:12 * Edward snorts with laughter Mar 08 22:08:36 Got that nickname in the War? Mar 08 22:08:44 HeinzHarold... Mar 08 22:09:01 but yes... I spent many an evening sat outside a brothel Mar 08 22:09:08 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:10:28 Why have you been to two since Fischler? Are you and Molly having issues? Mar 08 22:10:46 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 08 22:11:14 one was supervising my crew on shore leave... the other is a much sadder circumstance Mar 08 22:11:45 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:12:13 I am glad things are well between you Mar 08 22:14:08 she's had a lot to deal with lately Mar 08 22:14:22 * Edward frowns Mar 08 22:14:44 She has recovered well from her illness in Fischler Mar 08 22:14:48 ,? Mar 08 22:14:56 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:15:52 What else is troubling her? Perhaps I can help? Mar 08 22:16:23 You remember you were worried about her standing in the outset? Mar 08 22:16:36 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:16:54 turns out you needn't have worried Mar 08 22:17:15 She has certainly done well so far Mar 08 22:17:54 You misunderstand... discoveries have been made... god knows I cant resist a mystery Mar 08 22:18:11 * Edward frowns Mar 08 22:18:29 What have you discovered? Mar 08 22:18:50 Davids father... isn't Davids father... Mar 08 22:19:06 Who is? Mar 08 22:19:18 Leopold Rosenkrantz Mar 08 22:19:55 The last Freiarr Insel? Mar 08 22:20:01 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:20:37 She's nobility... Mar 08 22:21:29 * Morgan watches him, sipping his coffee Mar 08 22:22:02 * Edward looks a little relieved Mar 08 22:22:53 Does it make any difference at all to you? Mar 08 22:23:40 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 08 22:23:56 It makes her safer in some respects Mar 08 22:24:16 Depending on what happens next, yes. Mar 08 22:24:23 next? Mar 08 22:24:50 Now that you have the information, what will you do with it? Mar 08 22:25:23 I'm honour bound to tell David, gently. After that, it all depends... what he wants, what is best for Insel... Mar 08 22:26:33 Acknowledging him will be a challenge with his Father dead and his uncle now Freiarr Mar 08 22:26:59 There are papers to prove it Mar 08 22:27:30 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:28:22 There would be a great deal of gossip and some scandal. Are you in a favourable position with Anhalt? Mar 08 22:29:05 I believe so Mar 08 22:29:44 Having him one side would be very useful if it comes to it Mar 08 22:30:11 On* Mar 08 22:30:18 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:30:41 Was Molly close to her grandfather? Mar 08 22:31:32 She didn't know him... that being said its still a _massive_ change for her... everything she thought she knew about her heritage... Mar 08 22:31:46 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:33:16 It makes some sense though Mar 08 22:33:40 oh? Mar 08 22:34:27 She has a certain determination and wilfulness that is Eisen-like Mar 08 22:34:53 naturally apt with a sword... likes coffee... proper coffee that is, none of that vodacce rubbish Mar 08 22:35:15 * Edward smiles Mar 08 22:35:32 You said she can stomach blokners Mar 08 22:35:41 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:36:09 She fits in well at noble functions Mar 08 22:36:28 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:37:20 You wouldn't be able to tell Forrester isn't Eisen if you didn't know Mar 08 22:38:09 No... but then unless you were looking for those hints, you wouldn't really put them together with Molly Mar 08 22:39:00 True enough. This is why you want help with the Rosenkrantz girl, because she is Mollys cousin? Mar 08 22:39:19 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:40:46 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:41:01 Is Molly pleased? Mar 08 22:41:44 Yes and no.... a big change, as I said... strangely, they were the family who nursed Molly when she had consumption Mar 08 22:42:04 An interesting coincidence Mar 08 22:42:21 * Morgan snorts Mar 08 22:42:26 huge, more like Mar 08 22:42:42 How well do you know our family tree? Mar 08 22:43:11 * Edward smiles "very" Mar 08 22:43:27 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:44:03 thought so... one of Molly's ancestors is Etelka.... who was a twin... to Lisette... Mar 08 22:44:43 Our great grandmother? Mar 08 22:44:49 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:45:14 * Edward looks impressed Mar 08 22:45:46 Good breeding then Mar 08 22:46:44 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:47:11 Is she related to Varick also then? Mar 08 22:47:21 * Morgan nods Mar 08 22:47:23 of course Mar 08 22:48:26 That's very neat and tidy Mar 08 22:49:03 convenient is the word you're looking for Mar 08 22:49:21 She is certainly a suitable match Mar 08 22:49:48 * Edward takes his final turn, narrowly winning Mar 08 22:51:34 not bad Mar 08 22:51:50 /me drinks some whiskey Mar 08 22:52:15 Does Forrester know yet? Mar 08 22:52:40 No. I'm going to talk to him when we get back Mar 08 22:53:01 * Edward nods Mar 08 22:54:13 I will stay on the Rose tomorrow if you still have room, it will be easier for leaving early on the Tuesday morning ferry to Baden Mar 08 22:54:40 I'm sure we can find space, maybe one of the crew cabins has a spare hammock Mar 08 22:55:18 * Edward shudders "I've never like them" Mar 08 22:56:08 *the image of Florrie asleep in the one he made her comes to mind, though with her eyes close Mar 08 22:56:30 Closed it could just as easily be Jana* Mar 08 22:57:00 I love them Mar 08 22:57:30 You and Molly don't sleep in a hammock, surely?! Mar 08 22:58:03 of course not. They make the transition to sleeping on land easier Mar 08 22:59:20 * Edward shrugs "I sleep well on ships and on land, I don't need transitions" Mar 08 23:00:03 I don't anymore... spending so long onboard during the war, though, that needed time to transition Mar 08 23:01:26 * Edward nods. The two girls who were sat with Edward come over to him, trying to encourage him to play poker with them. The clock strikes half after ten Mar 08 23:03:48 Are you staying, or going? Mar 08 23:04:41 I'll go... my being near these women is making you antsy Mar 08 23:05:15 * Edward nods "For the sake of your wife, yes it is" Mar 08 23:05:45 You really do love her don't you? Mar 08 23:06:23 * Edward nods "I do. She is my sister now" Mar 08 23:06:35 * Morgan nods Mar 08 23:06:50 she'll be relieved you're not in some self destructive spiral Mar 08 23:07:55 Tell her I am not. Tell her I am sheltering in a safe harbour whilst I find my bearings again. Mar 08 23:09:00 _I_ am relieved Mar 08 23:09:20 * Edward nods Mar 08 23:10:07 Goodnight, brother. I will see you tomorrow evening Mar 08 23:10:17 At court, yes? Mar 08 23:10:22 Yes Mar 08 23:10:26 * Morgan nods Mar 08 23:10:33 In knee breeches. Mar 08 23:10:48 extend my apologies to Samira, would you? It never does to be rude to someone with that kind of access to information Mar 08 23:11:04 * Edward nods Mar 08 23:11:09 I will. Mar 08 23:11:36 * Morgan nods before heading to the door Mar 08 23:12:31 *he makes it back to the Rose just after eleven without incident. HH is waiting on the deck, everything quiet Mar 08 23:12:38 * Edward is now known as HH Mar 08 23:12:58 Evening. Mar 08 23:13:11 * Morgan nods Mar 08 23:13:45 Had he fallen into a pile ok bubbies Mar 08 23:13:57 Of* Mar 08 23:14:05 No... he's among his own kind... Mar 08 23:14:23 Working girls? Mar 08 23:14:34 * Morgan nods Mar 08 23:14:46 He'll behave himself Mar 08 23:14:49 * HH chuckles Mar 08 23:15:12 Y' may as well go t' bed Mar 08 23:15:35 I'll come back at four Mar 08 23:15:59 * HH nods "gnight man" Mar 08 23:16:16 * Morgan nods Mar 08 23:16:18 night Mar 08 23:17:27 * HH starts singing The Trooper And The Maid quietly to himself. The ship is quiet, there's no light in his study, nor any in his bedroom Mar 08 23:18:05 * Morgan takes off his boots and coat before going to lay on the bed Mar 08 23:18:24 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 08 23:19:06 * Molly is beneath the sheets but still rolls over, sleepily murmuring "okay." Mar 08 23:19:14 ?* Mar 08 23:19:55 aye. Going to nap and take the 4 o clock watch Mar 08 23:20:34 Mmm... Edward? Mar 08 23:21:20 he's alright Mar 08 23:21:31 * Molly snakes an arm across him, sounding more drowsy again "pretty girls?" Mar 08 23:22:00 I didn't notice Mar 08 23:22:20 Good. Mar 08 23:23:06 Sing? Mar 08 23:23:16 No love, go back to sleep Mar 08 23:23:47 Sparkly? Mar 08 23:24:04 * Molly sounds barely awake now Mar 08 23:24:22 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 08 23:26:54 No Mar 08 23:27:08 Okay... Mar 08 23:27:50 * Molly is back to sleep in moments Mar 08 23:28:38 * Morgan tries to get to sleep Mar 08 23:29:26 *he falls asleep surprisingly easily* Mar 08 23:29:33 **He and Evie patrol the dark grounds of Lady Torrington's estate. They have become close in the months since meeting and the trouble on the island. Mar 08 23:29:34 **The night is warm for early May, the moon high enough to be easily bright enough to see by. His secret at present is holding fast, but Evie knows, and Yensid has been in contact with Siegfried,  asking questions that have led to him revealing it to the man who dresses as a monk. Mar 08 23:29:34 **As yet, Molly only knows he was married before, they have not yet had a conversation where her past and his past are revealed. He has come to like her company, though the fact she avoids going to the village and has no obvious connections here in the area despite a mild Balig lilt makes him wonder what she is hiding. Mar 08 23:46:30 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 00:03:42 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 11:26:59 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 11:27:30 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 09 11:29:33 **Maybe he should get her to the village, find out what is behind a young woman with a keen mind, quick learning, and the unintended mannerisms of gentry. She has been sadder since Horatio disappeared too. Mar 09 11:29:34 **Who knew if she had heeded his warning to not try to pursue the scholar, or if they had just managed to hide it well. Something about that niggles in his stomach, but he is distracted by Evie putting her hand in his. Mar 09 11:29:34 **It's nice to have someone who is interested in him, someone to care about, who looks forward to seeing him and who shares living with a painful past. Mar 09 11:29:57 **it's so late that the servants aside from a kitchen maid are all in bed. On this side of the grounds, near the door by the gallery, he is saying goodnight. He kisses Evie gently, but that unease remains even as his lips linger on hers. She is not Dietlinde, and he vowed to never be with another. The door opens, and they are interrupted mid-kiss by an "Oh!" of surprise. Mar 09 11:30:05 ((Done)) Mar 09 11:32:06 * Morgan pulls away, looking toward the sound Mar 09 11:32:34 **Evie puts her hand on her mace** Mar 09 11:32:50 * Molly looks away, gaze averted, and she looks a little pained.  "I… I am sorry, Master Hockridge, I didn't know anyone was here." Mar 09 11:33:12 What are you doing up? Mar 09 11:34:25 I wanted to see the stars. There is a particular constellation I like. Mar 09 11:34:29 *Molly then looks at Morgan, her shoulders squaring a little, and her chin comes up a little. It's hard not to smile, because it is very Eisen-like and unusual for what he has seen of her so far. Her tight, formal tone erases that makes it easier not to give in to any amusement at it** Mar 09 11:35:41 **Evie stays quiet, but doesn't move from Morgan's side** Mar 09 11:35:50 I see Mar 09 11:36:23 Yes, well, I have seen enough. I will bid you both goodnight. Miss O'Treasigh, Master Hockridge. *her curtsey is barely any at all, and nothing like the sort of respectful gesture the maids here have been trained for. It borders on anger and impertinence and she turns on her heel, returning to the house* Mar 09 11:36:52 **Evie waits until Molly has gone back in, watching the door** Someone has a crush on you, lovey. Mar 09 11:37:09 Don't be ridiculous Mar 09 11:37:20 E: She's been off with me ever since I got here. Now I get it. Mar 09 11:38:28 * Morgan frowns Mar 09 11:38:32 thats absurd Mar 09 11:38:40 E: You should go in and be sure she won't make any trouble. Mar 09 11:39:13 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 09 11:39:16 I won't tolerate that Mar 09 11:39:42 E: If she tells Lady Catherine, we'll both be in for it. Mar 09 11:39:59 I'll deal with it Mar 09 11:40:22 E: **she nods** Good night then Mar 09 11:40:29 * MollyK has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 09 11:40:34 * Morgan nods, walking after Molly Mar 09 11:42:54 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 11:42:59 [11:34:23] • ​MollyK​ is hard to find, and having tried the kitchens, servants quarters, gallery, he finally discovers her in the library Mar 09 11:44:33 * MollyK is sat on a couch, a book in her lap, just a single candlelight providing illumination Mar 09 11:45:03 * Morgan drags a chair over, sitting down opposite her Mar 09 11:46:26 * MollyK gently closes the book, keeping her little finger in the right gap. She looks serious. Mar 09 11:46:32 Sir? Mar 09 11:47:21 I think we need to have a talk... Why don't you explain to me your attitude... Mar 09 11:47:41 No, thank you. Mar 09 11:48:59 It wasn't a request. Mar 09 11:52:36 * MollyK watches him, though doesn't quite make eye contact Mar 09 11:52:57 When is the wedding to be? Mar 09 11:54:53 what wedding? Mar 09 11:55:33 Yours and Mistress Eibhlinn's Mar 09 11:56:02 What are you on about? Mar 09 11:56:08 * MollyK frowns Mar 09 11:56:15 A man cannot go around kissing a girl without ruining her reputation. Mar 09 11:56:42 Its a _kiss_. Mar 09 11:57:13 Not to society it isn't. Mar 09 11:57:37 Yes, it is... Mar 09 11:58:25 * MollyK shrugs "Do as you will. Maybe you don't know this place like I do..." Mar 09 12:00:34 First, you will drop this attitude. I am not to be spoken to like an errant child. Once that is done, we can talk about your knowledge of this place. Mar 09 12:00:48 * MollyK stands up, shutting the book and putting it on the table "Goodnight, Master Hockridge" Mar 09 12:03:05 Sit down, we are not finished here Mar 09 12:04:44 We are. I will pack my things and leave in the morning, and in exchange for my silence on this I will have an excellent reference so I can find a similar position elsewhere. Mar 09 12:05:03 SIT DOWN Mar 09 12:05:08 * MollyK again tilts her chin up Mar 09 12:05:13 No. Mar 09 12:06:48 Very well. You wish to act like a spoiled child, that is how you shall be treated. Since you have no respect for me here, you can expect that courtesy returned. Mar 09 12:07:08 * MollyK doesn't show any signs she will waver in her convictions, and decision made about leaving seems unafraid of holding eye contact. Mar 09 12:08:08 My being here will only make the situation uncomfortable for us all, and encourage the harm to her reputation when it gets out. Mar 09 12:08:52 * Morgan looks at her a moment Mar 09 12:09:48 Last chance. Sit down and talk to me like an adult. Mar 09 12:10:05 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 12:10:41 * MollyK weighs this up before sitting on the very edge of the couch, hands in her lap. She doesn't speak Mar 09 12:12:07 Now... why don't you start from the beginning so I can understand where you've got this idea from Mar 09 12:12:16 Which idea? Mar 09 12:12:39 that kissing someone will ruin their reputation, for a start Mar 09 12:14:39 Sneaking around in the dark, kissing a young unmarried woman, and servants being intimate with each other. It is more than "just a kiss", it is what it implies. And implications of impropriety will ruin a girl in a heartbeat here. Mar 09 12:15:53 We weren't sneaking anywhere, we were returning from a patrol. Servants are allowed relationships, how do you think marriages can occur? As for the last statement, I need you to elaborate Mar 09 12:17:18 You are right, in that that is how _marriages_ occur. Which is why you should do the right thing and wed her. Mar 09 12:17:45 stop changing the subject. Mar 09 12:18:29 Stop deflecting by prying then. Everyone knows how girls get ruined easily. Mar 09 12:19:16 No... so tell me. Mar 09 12:19:37 Tell you _what_? Mar 09 12:19:51 where the hell you got that idea for a start Mar 09 12:21:33 I will have a good reference? Mar 09 12:22:15 You still intend to leave Mar 09 12:22:33 Completely. And five guilders for travelling costs? Mar 09 12:23:19 * MollyK looks utterly determined Mar 09 12:23:21 No. You are choosing to leave, the house will not pay for that. Mar 09 12:23:33 and as you are leaving, this conversation seems pointless Mar 09 12:24:18 I am not asking the house. I am asking a favour of you, as a return of the favour of my keeping your situation to myself. Mar 09 12:24:50 That is blackmail, pure and simple. Mar 09 12:25:09 That is _survival_. Mar 09 12:26:41 * MollyK seems to be taking no pleasure in any of this, instead grave and resolute. Again the Eisenness of this strikes him. Mar 09 12:28:13 No, it is most definitely blackmail, and I will not be coerced into anything, not by you, not by... anyone. You have chosen to squander my last offer of assistance, so I will make no more. Mar 09 12:29:03 I am not here scrubbing privies and waiting on the nobility for fun, I am here because I have no choice other than to work in a brothel. I do not want to coerce you, but that it what circumstances push me to. Mar 09 12:29:35 No, that is the choice you have made. Mar 09 12:29:42 * Morgan stands up, shoving the chair away Mar 09 12:30:18 You have no idea at all! I have had _no_ choices at all! Mar 09 12:31:08 On the contrary. You had the choice to talk to me, but instead treated me with disrespect, tried to blackmail me. Mar 09 12:34:16 When you go to the village, ask them about Molly Forrester. Ask them _why_ they call me a whore, ask why I am disowned and dead to my family, my former fiancé. Ask them why I was left to die in a lodging house estranged from everyone I loved. Then ask yourself why the thought of any girl being ruined sickens me beyond measure! Mar 09 12:35:24 * MollyK stands up, walking past him. She looks deeply distressed and angry. Mar 09 12:37:47 Pack your things. Much as I wanted to help you, you clearly have no interest in that. Mar 09 12:38:42 I intend to. I thought you were a good man, a decent man. I am once more disappointed. Mar 09 12:40:39 What would you know of good men that blackmail is your go to? In fact, I don't want to know. You have gone beyond the pail and I will not tolerate it any longer. Mar 09 12:43:08 I don't know good men. Maybe such a creature does not exist. Maybe it would be simpler just to admit that to myself and accept my destiny is to be what they assumed of me. *she opens the library door gently, so as not to interrupt the rest of the household* Mar 09 12:44:24 * Morgan snorts Mar 09 12:45:29 Contrary to what you may believe, I am a decent man... but I can no longer be a forgiving one. Mar 09 12:46:40 If you are so decent, you should do the right thing by her. Don't let her get hurt like I have been. Mar 09 12:48:24 If someone hurt you like that for a kiss, then that is down to their demented minds, not what society expects or allows, and you will NOT tar me with the same brush. Mar 09 12:49:34 I had not even transgressed that far. I wish I had, so at least I bore any of guilt they labelled me with. Mar 09 12:49:38 * MollyK walks out of the room, shutting the door behind her just as quietly as she opened it. Mar 09 12:50:29 * Morgan storms through the door after her Mar 09 12:50:58 * MollyK must have moved rapidly, because he cannot see her Mar 09 12:51:21 * Morgan punches the door frame before heading back towards the kitchen Mar 09 12:52:28 *the kitchen is empty, no one even keeping an ear for any wishes Lady Catherine has* Mar 09 12:52:57 * Morgan scowls, wondering where the hell the maid is Mar 09 12:53:39 *David the serving boy eventually appears* Mar 09 12:53:53 Where have you been? Mar 09 12:54:22 D: just having a leak, Sir Mar 09 12:54:45 * Morgan nods, making himself coffee Mar 09 12:55:29 *everything stays quiet* Mar 09 12:57:55 * Morgan stays in the servants dining room, brooding Mar 09 12:58:29 *the night seems to pass by in an instant, with servants soon starting work. None of them are Molly* Mar 09 12:58:52 * Morgan goes to find her Mar 09 13:00:16 * MollyK 's clothes, cloak and boots are all gone, the sheet stripped from her bed. The only trace of her is the faint scent of rose water Mar 09 13:01:25 * Morgan sighs, going to get prepared for his morning patrik Mar 09 13:02:10 *As he gets outside, Evie is waiting for him* Morning Mar 09 13:02:35 it is Mar 09 13:03:00 E: All sorted, lovey? Mar 09 13:03:16 after a fashion. SHe's gone Mar 09 13:03:35 E: Good Mar 09 13:04:42 good?! Mar 09 13:05:09 E: She won't be trouble for us if she's not here Mar 09 13:05:25 thats rather callous... I thought she was your friend Mar 09 13:06:02 E: She'll be fine Mar 09 13:06:46 * Morgan frowns Mar 09 13:07:01 Thats disappointing Mar 09 13:07:32 *they start to walk. The woods seem darker than usual* Mar 09 13:09:13 E: Can you hear that? Mar 09 13:10:10 what? Mar 09 13:10:22 *he can hear rushing water, despite there being none here* Mar 09 13:11:11 E: Sounds like a waterwheel at a grain mill *she moves her mace to a more defensive position * Mar 09 13:11:12 what the hell Mar 09 13:11:39 *the low dawn light looks yellowish* Mar 09 13:12:56 *within the sound of a waterwheel, he can hear a man's voice speaking calmly* Mar 09 13:13:39 E: this is weird. Sounds foreign. Mar 09 13:14:08 * Morgan glances at her, trying to listen Mar 09 13:14:48 *The words are Eisen. The bark around him is black* Come on, it won't hurt you Mar 09 13:15:03 * Morgan whispers Mar 09 13:15:08 Go back to the house Mar 09 13:15:28 E: I don't want to leave you Mar 09 13:16:12 _go_ Mar 09 13:17:12 *he hears a little girl respond, also in Eisen. She sounds about five* No, Opa ((grandfather)), I'm scared! Mar 09 13:18:21 **Evie does go, leaving Morgan to face the Schwarzenwald** Mar 09 13:18:34 * Morgan moves stealthily towards the sound Mar 09 13:20:46 **he finds the house with the wheel, and behind it a man in his sixties stands in a clearing near the trees. He is encouraging a little girl in a yellow dress with dark red hair to come to him. Mar 09 13:22:19 **The yellow tone of the forest starts to make sense as he realises he is dreaming, and he's in Molly's dream** Mar 09 13:23:07 * Morgan tries to get closer without being noticed Mar 09 13:23:40 *he hears a sound, the sound of sticks over rocky ground* Mar 09 13:24:39 * Morgan shudders, getting closer Mar 09 13:25:15 * MollyK looks around, but moves towards her grandfather Mar 09 13:25:42 L: Don't be afraid. Let the fear go. Mar 09 13:27:09 *the sound gets louder, moving towards them. Morgan can now hear the rhythmic creak that sounds like an old door opening and closing, and he knows from experience that he could not hear that until he was only thirty feet from it Mar 09 13:28:47 * Morgan continues moving towards her Mar 09 13:29:52 * MollyK is staring at the tree line, her hand in the man's "Good girl, Molly. do not be scared" Mar 09 13:30:47 *he feels the prickle of magic on his neck, but whatever the effect is, he cannot see it* Mar 09 13:31:57 *The schattenmann's sounds are getting closer... twenty feet, fifteen feet, almost at the treeline* Mar 09 13:32:46 * Morgan gets as close as he can Mar 09 13:34:40 *he reaches the treeline himself, about ten feet west of them. The schattenmann reaches the treeline ten feet south, thought the density of the forest means Morgan can just see movement rather than the monster itself* Mar 09 13:35:02 Opa, please, I want to go inside! Mar 09 13:35:25 * Morgan grits his teeth and walks out towards them Mar 09 13:36:18 * MollyK turns to look at him. She doesn't look surprised to see him, simply saying "oh, it's you" Mar 09 13:36:30 * Morgan nods Mar 09 13:36:34 yes, it is Mar 09 13:37:07 *Leopold looks in his direction but cannot see him* Is it one of your imaginary friends? Mar 09 13:37:55 * MollyK nods "It's the young man again" Mar 09 13:39:15 *Leopold loosens her hand* go on then Mar 09 13:41:38 * MollyK comes over to Morgan, meanwhile Leopold walks to the treeline where the schattenmann is Mar 09 13:42:11 whats going on? Mar 09 13:42:32 We're feeding the schattenmann Mar 09 13:42:49 why? Mar 09 13:42:59 Because it is hungry Mar 09 13:43:17 * MollyK looks up at him Mar 09 13:43:58 What are you feeding it? Mar 09 13:44:25 Sort of pump-mickul bread Mar 09 13:44:43 I see Mar 09 13:45:10 **the sound of the schattenmann seems to be getting fainter** Mar 09 13:45:35 Where is the girl and the man? Mar 09 13:46:34 who? Mar 09 13:46:51 The other ones who visit me like this Mar 09 13:47:33 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 13:47:38 I don't know Mar 09 13:47:56 Okay. Do you want to play hide and seek now? Mar 09 13:49:05 If you like... Mar 09 13:49:55 * MollyK covers her eyes. His vision goes black. Then he realises it is because he has woken up Mar 09 13:50:24 * Morgan frowns before stretching and trying to get an idea of the time Mar 09 13:50:40 *its half after three Mar 09 13:51:04 * Morgan gets off the bed, putting his boots back on Mar 09 13:51:16 * MollyK doesn't stir Mar 09 13:54:17 * Morgan gets his coat before heading to the galley to get coffee for his watch Mar 09 13:54:51 **Koen tells him it's been a quiet night, which is very common in port. Ulysses appears on deck just after four, wrapping around Morgan's shoulders. Other than that, he is all alone** Mar 09 13:56:24 * Morgan wanders quietly around the deck, drinking his coffee Mar 09 13:57:08 **It's still dark when HH sneaks up beside him** boo! Mar 09 13:57:18 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 09 13:57:23 * Morgan thumps him Mar 09 13:57:31 * HH laughs Mar 09 13:57:58 Careful, you'll spill this Mar 09 14:00:00 /me hands himself some coffee. It must be about six by now, his own coffee long gone Mar 09 14:00:31 * Morgan takes it, thanking him Mar 09 14:03:01 How y'doin'? Mar 09 14:03:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 14:03:31 alright Mar 09 14:04:00 How was your night? Mar 09 14:04:29 Nightmare Mar 09 14:04:43 Makes a change (!) Mar 09 14:05:04 doesn't it Mar 09 14:05:12 What was it? Mar 09 14:05:58 First part was back when I worked at the Torrington estate... before Molly and I were close... Mar 09 14:06:12 Rosie again. Mar 09 14:06:15 ? Mar 09 14:06:52 No, no... doesn't matter, that was just a bad dream I think Mar 09 14:07:14 * HH nods Mar 09 14:07:35 Rest was worse? Mar 09 14:07:48 Weirder, certainly Mar 09 14:08:20 Dreamed you were a eunuch? Mar 09 14:09:28 No... Molly was a little girl, with her grandfather, feeding the Schattenman... Mar 09 14:09:54 Okay, _thats_ weird Mar 09 14:10:11 oh and I'm one of her imaginary friends... Mar 09 14:10:52 Riiiiight. Which grandfather? Mar 09 14:11:12 Rosenkrantz Mar 09 14:11:33 Mebbie just yer brain putting things in order Mar 09 14:12:35 I've had similar before... Mar 09 14:12:50 Weird, man Mar 09 14:12:53 * Morgan nods Mar 09 14:13:38 Whatcha thinking? Mar 09 14:15:45 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 14:15:47 I don't know Mar 09 14:16:17 * HH nods Mar 09 14:17:21 Bank and Niesfeld today, I hear Mar 09 14:17:51 * Morgan nods Mar 09 14:17:56 court later Mar 09 14:18:39 How y' gonna manage them if the draw 'appens? Mar 09 14:19:50 Ask me another Mar 09 14:20:17 The Niesfeld ferry ain't the sorta one you can do it on, 'less you don't mind an audience.... you might be alright, ackshully. *he grins* Mar 09 14:20:52 It'd just be a slight escalation in the places we've done it I suppose Mar 09 14:21:41 * HH nods "gonna be even 'arder at court" Mar 09 14:22:21 It hasn't happened in the evening Mar 09 14:22:56 Y' need to go down an' try to start it? Mar 09 14:23:43 I'll see out my watch... it doesn't look like we can start it Mar 09 14:23:57 * HH nods Mar 09 14:24:02 Pity that Mar 09 14:25:17 * Morgan nods Mar 09 14:26:40 Just want us looking after Varick, or need someone comin' with ya. Mar 09 14:26:42 ? Mar 09 14:27:28 No, stay put please. We'll manage Mar 09 14:27:41 * HH nods Mar 09 14:28:38 My Ma is gonna have some questions when me an' Inga get there Mar 09 14:30:28 such as? Mar 09 14:33:59 * HH mimics his mother Mar 09 14:34:43 Why's there no grandbabby on the way? Are you sure yer doing it right? Mar 09 14:35:35 _are_ you sure you're doing it right? Mar 09 14:36:17 You could tell me how to do it proper, but I like to do it in a bed! Mar 09 14:36:45 * HH grins at him Mar 09 14:37:34 Maybe thats what you're doing wrong... Mar 09 14:37:58 Don't see yer wife knocked up yet either! Mar 09 14:38:24 thats because we are taking steps to avoid it... too much to do right now Mar 09 14:40:02 * HH nods "Inga's getting on well with the herbs Molly gave her. Mebbie we're both doin' it wrong. We should ask Claudia" Mar 09 14:41:11 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 09 14:43:38 Hope they're not relying on th' Vaticine Method, not after this with Florrie Mar 09 14:45:23 * Morgan nods Mar 09 14:46:07 Gotta admit, I thought it was a bit more of a guarantee Mar 09 14:47:13 Seems to be a common thought Mar 09 14:48:38 Guess my Da was a bit smarter, eh? Mar 09 14:52:37 * Morgan nods Mar 09 14:52:47 not massively surprising Mar 09 14:52:59 * HH nods Mar 09 14:53:26 Five kids, mebbie that's how one of us 'appended! Mar 09 14:56:23 * Morgan shrugs, sipping his coffee Mar 09 14:56:35 *they watch the dawn, and at about quarter before eight Claudia and Sorgi return. They seem at ease, but he has a black eye.* Mar 09 14:57:04 * HH frowns "what th' fuck?" Mar 09 14:57:29 Bet he told one of your jokes Mar 09 15:00:18 * HH looks very protective Mar 09 15:00:45 Better be. If he's hurt 'er, I'll gut him. Mar 09 15:01:10 Be honest man, if he hurt her, _she'd_ gut him... besides, does that look like the body language of someone who's upset? Mar 09 15:01:58 Spose not. Mar 09 15:02:31 *Claudia comes up to them* I'm taking watch, you pair can go Mar 09 15:03:41 tell him you're alright would ya? Mar 09 15:04:25 *she nods* I'm good, it was an accident Mar 09 15:04:56 * HH nods, hugging her. She hugs him back, but only briefly Mar 09 15:05:21 C: go on, get lost Mar 09 15:05:40 * HH nods, taking his cup with him Mar 09 15:06:28 * Morgan looks at her briefly Mar 09 15:06:32 woke up disoriented? Mar 09 15:07:31 *she nods* Mar 09 15:07:47 * Morgan nods Mar 09 15:07:49 I understand Mar 09 15:09:35 *she nods again* Mar 09 15:10:46 C: He was going to see if Molly could, you know... Mar 09 15:13:01 I'm sure.... Excuse me, I need to go. Mar 09 15:13:29 *she lets him* Mar 09 15:13:37 * Morgan heads down to his rooms Mar 09 15:13:40 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 09 15:14:22 * Molly is having breakfast with Inga and Varick. There's no sign of Sorgi Mar 09 15:15:15 Morning Mar 09 15:15:53 * Molly smiles as Varick gets down from the table to hug him Mar 09 15:16:09 Good morning, my love. Are you well? Mar 09 15:16:49 Aye. You seen Sorgi at all? Mar 09 15:17:30 I heard him go in next door but we have not seen him yet Mar 09 15:17:40 * Morgan nods Mar 09 15:17:59 [he has a black eye and was hoping you could deal with it for him... I wondered if that might make things progress] Mar 09 15:18:17 I can try, if you wish? Mar 09 15:19:33 [I think it'd be an idea, save us from it happening while we're busy today] Mar 09 15:22:03 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 15:23:36 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 15:25:11 * MollyK finishes her breakfast before excusing herself Mar 09 15:25:19 * MollyK is now known as Varick Mar 09 15:25:30 Papa, can we go to the zoo today? Mar 09 15:27:16 *Inga tidies up the plates* Mar 09 15:27:22 the zoo? Mar 09 15:27:39 *he feels the prickle on his neck a moment* Mar 09 15:27:58 Heinzharold and Inga took me before, but I want to go with you now Mar 09 15:29:38 I see... we have quite a bit to do today Mar 09 15:29:57 I: We could take him this morning, if you like? Molly said you have a busy day ahead Mar 09 15:30:30 But I want Papa to take me Mar 09 15:32:55 We have a lot to do today Varick Mar 09 15:32:59 *he hears Sorgi's door open as well as HH's footsteps. He and Molly must bump into each other, because they both laugh* Mar 09 15:33:11 Okay, but next time? Mar 09 15:33:58 *Inga finds Varick's coat and shoes* Mar 09 15:34:04 * Morgan nods Mar 09 15:34:06 aye Mar 09 15:34:49 *there's quiet outside before the noise of boot tip meeting the bottom of the door in a knocking rhythm* Mar 09 15:35:25 * Morgan goes and opens the door Mar 09 15:35:49 *HH is carrying a passed-out Molly* Mar 09 15:36:28 HH: bed? Mar 09 15:36:34 * Morgan nods Mar 09 15:36:36 quickly please Mar 09 15:36:52 *HH does so* Mar 09 15:37:29 Why has Mama fainted? Is she going to have a baby? Ladies faint when they have babies in them Mar 09 15:37:58 I: *she puts Varick's boots on him* Mar 09 15:38:03 Thats an interesting idea we'll discuss later Varick... for now, go with HeinzHarold and I'll make sure she's ok Mar 09 15:39:23 *HH shuts the door behind him* $take him to Sorgi so I can investigate my theory about reducing the draw?$ Mar 09 15:39:35 * Morgan nods Mar 09 15:39:55 Okay Papa Mar 09 15:40:35 *HH hustles his wife and Varick out, and Morgan can hear him knock next door* Mar 09 15:40:49 * Morgan quietly locks the door Mar 09 15:41:51 *he can still hear the chat next door before the sound of the door closing there and HH's footsteps* Mar 09 15:41:59 * Varick is now known as Molly Mar 09 15:43:50 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 09 15:48:16 * Morgan heads into the bedroom Mar 09 15:54:20 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 16:01:21 * MollyK (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 09 16:01:21 * MollyK has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Mar 09 16:02:30 * Molly has quit (Ping Timeout) Mar 09 16:37:43 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 16:37:45 * MollyK has been gently lain on the bed. She looks peaceful right now. Mar 09 16:38:24 * Morgan watches her, drinking his coffee Mar 09 16:40:29 * MollyK slowly comes around, very sparkly even before her eyes are open Mar 09 16:41:01 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 09 16:42:07 * Morgan stands, watching her until she's awake Mar 09 16:42:30 * MollyK opens her eyes, looking around Mar 09 16:42:38 I fainted... Mar 09 16:43:17 mmmhmmm Mar 09 16:43:35 * MollyK sits up Mar 09 16:43:48 Am I sparkly now? Mar 09 16:44:30 * Morgan nods Mar 09 16:44:31 yes Mar 09 16:44:53 **she smiles, watching him** I suppose that answers that, mein sehnsucht? Mar 09 16:47:05 it narrows it down, certainly Mar 09 16:47:38 * MollyK nods, removing her shoes Mar 09 16:47:58 Is Varick alright? Mar 09 16:48:10 * Morgan nods Mar 09 16:48:13 fine... he's with Sorgi Mar 09 16:48:30 Is the door locked? Mar 09 16:48:58 * Morgan nods Mar 09 16:49:16 I should use the sponge with the brandy, to make it safer… Mar 09 16:50:04 * Morgan nods Mar 09 16:50:11 yes, I would say so Mar 09 16:52:39 * MollyK gets up, disappearing behind the privacy screen. He hears a bottle being uncorked then tipped, followed by movement. Next he hears the rustling of fabric. Though he cannot see her, the draw is still prominent Mar 09 16:55:37 Is Heinzharold alright? Mar 09 16:57:17 He's fine, why? Mar 09 16:57:25 * MollyK 's dress is draped over the top of the screen Mar 09 16:57:39 He was there when I fainted Mar 09 16:58:07 * Morgan nods Mar 09 16:58:25 it wasn't affecting anyone right then... he brought you in Mar 09 16:59:38 * MollyK adds her petticoat, then corset, and then her stockings Mar 09 17:02:36 We have a little time? Mar 09 17:02:50 A little, aye Mar 09 17:03:47 * MollyK adds her shift to the pile, and he hears her removing hair pins and putting them on the table Mar 09 17:05:12 * MollyK peeks out from behind it, the sparkliness suddenly increasing. She smiles fondly, her hair is fully down Mar 09 17:05:40 Are you ready, my love? Mar 09 17:06:42 * Morgan nods, finishing his coffee Mar 09 17:08:35 * MollyK comes out, completely bare. She doesn't seem to mind the chill, though her nipples show its presence. She giggles Mar 09 17:08:56 I thought this might save you some time Mar 09 17:09:06 * Morgan nods Mar 09 17:09:36 practical Mar 09 17:10:01 * MollyK comes to him, watching him intently, which makes the sparkliness stronger Mar 09 17:10:12 I am a practical girl Mar 09 17:10:20 * Morgan nods Mar 09 17:11:53 * Molly moves against him "You, mon petit chou, are very over-dressed Mar 09 17:12:52 This is true Mar 09 17:13:31 * Molly starts to nuzzle his neck, running her hand down his back and then grasping and releasing at his bottom Mar 09 17:13:39 Someone should fix that Mar 09 17:13:44 I agree Mar 09 17:14:52 * Molly starts by taking off his coat, putting it gently on the floor, then starts unbuttoning his frock coat Mar 09 17:15:20 Isn't it supposed to be _you_ desperately wanting _me_? Mar 09 17:15:35 But it is Mar 09 17:16:35 * Molly pulls the frock coat off too Mar 09 17:16:38 Good Mar 09 17:18:50 *she already sounds aroused, maybe even a little tipsy* Is it awful that I am very much looking forward to making love to you knowing how good it is going to be for you? Mar 09 17:20:22 awful? No, not at all Mar 09 17:21:11 * MollyK tugs his shirt from his waistband Mar 09 17:21:23 If not awful, then what? Mar 09 17:21:35 pleasing, I think Mar 09 17:22:14 You like that I seek to overwhelm you with pleasure? Mar 09 17:22:43 * Morgan nods Mar 09 17:22:45 I do rather Mar 09 17:22:48 * MollyK lifts his shirt as high as she can reach Mar 09 17:23:29 * Morgan pulls it off over his head Mar 09 17:24:07 * MollyK looks him over, now just in trousers, socks and boots. She sits on the edge of the bed Mar 09 17:24:19 And the rest... Mar 09 17:27:06 the rest? Mar 09 17:27:34 You take the rest off for me Mar 09 17:27:45 * MollyK smiles warmly Mar 09 17:28:00 * Morgan nods slightly, doing so Mar 09 17:28:49 * MollyK watches his actions intently, fidgeting a little Mar 09 17:31:33 You do not even need to be sparkly to command my full attention... Mar 09 17:31:52 Just as well really Mar 09 17:32:49 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 17:33:01 * MollyK nods, looking him over more. She beckons him to her Mar 09 17:33:32 * Molly (~androirc@Galaxy-S8.lan) has joined Mar 09 17:33:49 * Morgan comes to her Mar 09 17:33:58 * Molly increases the intensity of the sparkliness, and she watches him with an expression of desire. "I want you." Mar 09 17:34:30 * Morgan nods Mar 09 17:34:32 likewise Mar 09 17:36:13 * MollyK takes him in her hand, stroking gently whilst watching him "have me then, my love. I am all yours" Mar 09 17:39:09 * Morgan nods, pushing her back and positioning himself between her thighs Mar 09 17:43:29 * MollyK watches him as she touches her breasts. She seems fully focused on him. Her pupils are very wide, already flushed. She spreads her legs wider,w giving him plenty of space Mar 09 17:44:57 * Morgan plunges himself into her, groaning as he does so Mar 09 17:45:21 **Because of the sponge he feels like he  reaches the full depth within her sooner, but aside from that he cannot feel the difference. It doesn't prevent him being able to push deeper Mar 09 17:46:47 * MollyK moans at this, and tilts her hips, pushing up to him. She allows her hands to roam all over his upper body without inhibition. Mar 09 17:47:25 * Morgan pushes as deep as he can before withdrawing and starting to immediately slam into her Mar 09 17:48:26 * MollyK murmurs "dear lord, that is deep!" Mar 09 17:48:43 * Morgan pulls back Mar 09 17:48:45 sorry Mar 09 17:49:06 No! Don't stop, please! Mar 09 17:49:22 Sure? I didn't mean to hurt you Mar 09 17:49:56 You did not, not that I would mind if you did, provided you were getting pleasure. Mar 09 17:50:16 * MollyK brings her hands to his bottom, pulling him into her Mar 09 17:50:29 * Morgan moans, starting to slam into her once more, driving himself as deep as possible Mar 09 17:51:50 * MollyK writhes beneath him, moaning loudly. She grasps at his back, watching him. He knows her reactions well enough to see she is already close to orgasm Mar 09 17:53:36 * Morgan shifts slightly, each thrust driving his entire length into her Mar 09 17:53:49 Read... my mind... like usual... Mar 09 17:55:39 * Morgan grunts, keeping up his rhythm Mar 09 17:57:13 * MollyK sinks her nails into his back as she peaks, tightening around him. He can feel her desire, how much she enjoys being beneath him like this, both physically and emotionally. She moans loudly, and it is fortunate that there is the study between their bedroom and Sorgi's study, because it is loud and intense Mar 09 17:57:59 * Morgan pushes deeply, grinding against her as his own orgasm hits Mar 09 17:59:14 * MollyK brings her legs up at his sides, like when he had held her legs over his elbows, allowing him even deeper Mar 09 18:00:29 * Morgan shudders, swelling inside her before he starts ejaculating Mar 09 18:01:50 * MollyK climaxes once more, her hands stroking his skin rather than holding him so forcefully as before Mar 09 18:02:37 * Morgan withdraws gently Mar 09 18:05:31 Me watches him fondly. As is normal when she is sparkly, he is still hard. "I would like it to be as intense for you as possible..." Mar 09 18:05:58 Why so? Mar 09 18:06:26 Because I found that very pleasing in September Mar 09 18:06:56 * Morgan nods Mar 09 18:07:22 What position would give you the most intensity and enjoyment? Mar 09 18:07:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 18:07:33 I don't know right now Mar 09 18:07:52 * MollyK looks thoughtful Mar 09 18:08:18 Do you need a few minutes to catch your breath? Mar 09 18:08:38 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 18:08:43 I'm alright Mar 09 18:09:43 * MollyK nods Mar 09 18:10:42 * MollyK moves over a bit to the edge of the bed Mar 09 18:11:02 Do you wish to lie back, my love? Mar 09 18:11:13 * Morgan nods, flopping onto the bed Mar 09 18:13:31 **She touches him almost everywhere, his scalp, face, shoulders. His arms, wrists, and kisses each fingertip. Some touch is light, some is a gentle sweeping of her nails. She progresses lower, his torso, hips, thighs, even gently stroking his feet before positioning herself knelt between his legs. Mar 09 18:17:09 * Morgan watches her closely Mar 09 18:17:20 **still, she has not touched his manhood, but her gaze upon is it warm and wanting, assessing how effectively she has further aroused him thus far** Mar 09 18:17:21 You, my love, arouse me just by lying there like that. Mar 09 18:17:49 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 09 18:17:52 I am pleased to hear that Mar 09 18:18:24 * Molly nudges his legs apart a little, and runs soft kisses up his inner thighs, alternating sides as she goes Mar 09 18:18:24 Now, my love, are you ready for more? Mar 09 18:18:31 * Morgan nods Mar 09 18:19:42 * Molly places a kiss on each of his balls before very slowly kissing up his erection, her mouth soft and warm Mar 09 18:21:57 * Morgan moans quietly Mar 09 18:22:05 * Molly takes him into her mouth, sucking rhythmically. She takes a moment to gathers her hair upwards, spreading the soft crimson waves up and onto his stomach. She returns to sucking him firmly, her lips gliding up and down him. Mar 09 18:22:06 "You taste a little of brandy..." Mar 09 18:22:46 mmmhmmmmm Mar 09 18:23:32 * Molly continues a little more, going deeper and deeper. Mar 09 18:25:17 * Morgan moans again Mar 09 18:25:21 * Molly stops after a while, and moves her hair. She looks at him, pupils very dilated "How did I get so lucky as to have you here with me like this, mein sehnsucht?" Mar 09 18:26:37 In this instance.... Sorgi's eye had something to do with it Mar 09 18:27:09 Yes, it did... Mar 09 18:27:24 * MollyK moves to straddle him. She wastes no time in sinking as deep onto him as is possible, making her arch her back. Mar 09 18:27:56 oh god yes.... Mar 09 18:29:57 * MollyK rides him as he showed her on the couch in their old cottage, slamming down to him firmly and grinding there. She runs her hands into her hair, shaking it out as she knows he likes Mar 09 18:32:04 * Morgan grunts, revelling in the sensations Mar 09 18:32:17 *he can feel the spiralling energy building and building, both delightful and peaceful. He feels centred, like everything is just right and this is where he is supposed to be* Mar 09 18:33:57 * Morgan makes a low satisfied moan Mar 09 18:36:20 * MollyK looks close to peaking once again. The building energy feels like it cannot be contained much longer. She continues the rhythm, but her landings on him become more savage and demanding. Her expression is adoring, and full of trust Mar 09 18:37:13 * Morgan puts his hands on her neck, thrusting up hard to meet her Mar 09 18:41:01 * MollyK moans loudly, tightening hard around him. She holds on to his shoulders and she orgasms hard "oh god, liebes herz!" Mar 09 18:50:43 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 09 18:56:08 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 09 18:57:41 * Morgan slams into her as hard he can, swelling once more Mar 09 19:01:13 *He feels the energy suddenly discharge forcefully, splintering into a thousand bright white sparks in his mind. Molly finds her own intensity again, her flesh clamping to his, whole body tensing. His own orgasm is violently strong, as strong as when they were sailing, a whole body experience* Mar 09 19:02:13 oh god Mar 09 19:04:25 * MollyK continues to move on him as she was, still getting great pleasure from his body caressed within hers Mar 09 19:04:45 * Morgan comes hard, arching his back as she rides him Mar 09 19:05:37 * MollyK enjoys it greatly, moaning his name Mar 09 19:11:32 (Test) Mar 09 19:12:08 * Morgan flops back onto the bed Mar 09 19:13:05 * MollyK slows then stops, resting down to his chest, crown under his chin. She keeps him within her Mar 09 19:14:21 * Morgan kisses the top of her head Mar 09 19:18:02 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 09 19:28:03 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 19:28:17 [19:12:57] MollyK: Gosh, my love, that was rather wonderful Mar 09 19:28:51 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:28:53 yes it was Mar 09 19:29:22 * MollyK rolls to her side, lying beside him Mar 09 19:30:14 I dislike that it seems to be timed to get me with child, but I must say the intimacy itself is something to relish Mar 09 19:30:43 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:30:49 I agree Mar 09 19:31:35 It is always going to be very risky Mar 09 19:32:16 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:33:08 It does seem we are right about when it will happen though Mar 09 19:33:17 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:34:07 * MollyK cuddles up to him, staying quiet a few minutes before she says Mar 09 19:34:19 It will be practical that we can plan it Mar 09 19:34:27 Aye, its useful Mar 09 19:35:08 * MollyK takes a deep breath Mar 09 19:35:19 Alright, we should get ready for the bank Mar 09 19:35:25 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:35:27 aye, we should Mar 09 19:36:20 But you would prefer to lie like this a while, and maybe take a nap in each other's arms? Mar 09 19:36:36 I would... but its not an option today I'm afraid Mar 09 19:37:13 No, but I like to know these things about you. It makes me feel close to you Mar 09 19:37:22 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:39:58 * MollyK kisses him again, then just watches him a moment. There is nothing concealed or downplayed in her expression as as admires him just for the simple enjoyment of looking at his face Mar 09 19:42:39 * Morgan sighs contentedly Mar 09 19:43:02 When I look at you like this, I feel both lost and found Mar 09 19:43:20 How do you mean? Mar 09 19:45:39 I am completely at the mercy of my feelings for you, and that is so far from how I thought my life was going to be once I was married, and I feel found because you are where I belong Mar 09 19:46:23 * Morgan nods Mar 09 19:49:08 * MollyK smiles Mar 09 19:49:15 Too sentimental? Mar 09 19:49:31 No my love Mar 09 19:53:01 * MollyK nods Mar 09 19:53:23 I hope that perhaps one day you will feel similar Mar 09 19:53:51 You think I do not? Mar 09 19:54:53 I... don't know. I do not picture you feeling so out of control and also so settled Mar 09 19:55:49 I'm not at ease with the idea of feeling out o control... but I do feel secure Mar 09 19:57:01 * MollyK smiles Mar 09 19:57:09 I am glad about the second Mar 09 19:57:24 * Morgan nods Mar 09 20:00:59 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 20:01:47 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 09 20:39:21 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 09 20:39:26 [20:27:19] MollyK: As for the first, I cannot say I like feeling out of control of my feelings for you, but if I am honest that is not new Mar 09 20:39:50 /me nods Mar 09 20:40:23 * MollyK gets up, going to start getting dressed Mar 09 20:41:21 * Morgan gets up, doing the same Mar 09 20:42:15 *due to the impracticality of her clothes versus his, he is ready long before her Mar 09 20:44:47 I won't be too much longer Mar 09 20:45:16 Alright blossom Mar 09 20:45:49 You needn't stay Mar 09 20:46:35 Alright, I'll go check on the others Mar 09 20:46:57 * MollyK nods, starting her hair Mar 09 20:48:29 Yes, my love Mar 09 20:48:53 * Morgan nods, heading out of the rooms to find the others Mar 09 20:49:24 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 09 20:49:40 * HH is stood outside the study Mar 09 20:50:11 * Morgan looks him over Mar 09 20:53:32 * HH is grinning Mar 09 20:53:38 You good? Mar 09 20:54:03 * Morgan nods Mar 09 20:54:04 you? Mar 09 20:54:31 Yep. Came to stand guard Mar 09 20:54:48 * Morgan nods Mar 09 20:54:50 appreciate that Mar 09 20:54:59 * HH nods Mar 09 20:55:05 I was right Mar 09 20:55:23 Good Mar 09 20:56:00 Takes th' intensity way down Mar 09 20:56:46 * Morgan nods Mar 09 20:56:54 Mention that to Claudia... Mar 09 20:58:17 Will do Mar 09 20:58:33 Molly alright? Mar 09 20:58:51 * Morgan nods Mar 09 20:58:52 aye Mar 09 20:59:17 Havin' a rest, is she? Mar 09 20:59:38 getting dressed... you know how long that can take Mar 09 20:59:57 * HH nods Mar 09 21:00:31 Quicker t' leave them dressed *he grins* Mar 09 21:00:49 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 21:01:03 Clothes chafe by the end of the second time Mar 09 21:01:22 * HH laughs Mar 09 21:01:39 Didn't realise y' had to do it twice Mar 09 21:01:48 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:02:04 Weird Mar 09 21:02:35 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 21:02:56 Better than the drink though Mar 09 21:03:09 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:03:11 definitely Mar 09 21:03:50 Means we 'ad it right about the dates Mar 09 21:04:49 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:04:50 absolutely Mar 09 21:05:44 Off out soon? Mar 09 21:06:20 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:06:24 places to go, people to hit Mar 09 21:07:27 Who y' planning to hit? Mar 09 21:08:14 No-one at the moment, but its early in the day Mar 09 21:08:45 * HH nods Mar 09 21:09:11 We'll be off out with Varick soon Mar 09 21:11:00 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:11:01 thank you Mar 09 21:11:18 * HH nods Mar 09 21:14:30 *he gets time to say goodbye to Varick before he and Molly walk along the streets of Freiburg again towards the bank. The city is busy. It is exactly a year since he came back here, again with Molly on the Rose, and the route is the same at first. The people look even less weary than then. Eisen is healing, at least here* Mar 09 21:14:36 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 09 21:16:23 Its looking... better Mar 09 21:16:28 * Molly looks around Mar 09 21:16:45 It is, isn't it? I am glad Mar 09 21:16:53 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:17:16 * Molly looks thoughtful Mar 09 21:19:04 Do you recall, before we came here, whilst we were on the solemn wind, I had a dream about a broken city made of dracheneisen, and I brought soil from tawstock that filled in the cracks and fixed it? Mar 09 21:19:58 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:21:20 I thought it was about my desire to help your homeland Mar 09 21:29:27 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:30:09 Perhaps it was more than that... perhaps it was about helping you, or my heritage. Mar 09 21:30:39 Could be... probably... Mar 09 21:31:07 * Molly nods Mar 09 21:31:36 I do not recall you coming to bed last night Mar 09 21:31:43 You were very much asleep Mar 09 21:33:41 * Molly nods Mar 09 21:33:58 I tried to wait up in case you needed me Mar 09 21:34:20 It got late Mar 09 21:35:27 * Molly nods, watching him sidelong Mar 09 21:35:39 You found Edward though? Mar 09 21:38:49 I did, yes Mar 09 21:39:08 Was he with someone? Mar 09 21:41:24 Enjoying some easy company but nothing more Mar 09 21:41:49 What do you mean? Mar 09 21:42:58 None of them made him think of anything he wanted to avoid Mar 09 21:43:08 He was playing Cathay Whispers Mar 09 21:44:04 He went to a house of ill repute to escape his problems and play parlour games? Mar 09 21:44:18 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:46:25 That's an odd choice Mar 09 21:46:47 He's odd Mar 09 21:47:36 * Molly glances at him Mar 09 21:47:46 He is a Koertig, it is to be expected Mar 09 21:47:55 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:47:59 can't argue with that Mar 09 21:49:40 * Molly smiles Mar 09 21:49:48 Was he happier? Mar 09 21:50:08 He was relaxed Mar 09 21:50:58 * Molly nods Mar 09 21:51:32 That is good news at least. Did you stay long? *he can hear the hint of anxiety in her tone* Mar 09 21:53:30 I played a game of billiards with him Mar 09 21:54:33 * Molly nods Mar 09 21:54:54 What was it like there? Mar 09 21:55:18 high class, elegant... Mar 09 21:55:43 Even though it was... one of those place? Mar 09 21:55:51 Places* Mar 09 21:56:19 * Morgan nods Mar 09 21:56:52 * Molly chews her lip Mar 09 21:57:12 Were the women very beautiful? Mar 09 21:58:09 Pretty I suppose... can't say I was paying attention Mar 09 21:59:32 * Molly nods Mar 09 21:59:47 You were busy with Edward? Mar 09 21:59:54 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:00:25 Spoke to one of the women, she had an odd accent... but thats your lot Mar 09 22:00:53 What accent was it? Mar 09 22:01:40 Cathay, bordering on crescent empire Mar 09 22:01:51 That's unusual Mar 09 22:02:31 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:04:07 Why is someone from that area in Eisen? Mar 09 22:04:46 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 22:04:58 all I know is she is a former mistress of Eisenfurst Trague Mar 09 22:05:00 * Molly seems to have a good idea why they are going Mar 09 22:05:41 He has many, from what I have heard. Many are married women belonging to his courtiers Mar 09 22:07:40 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:07:54 its why Edward is so adamant about keeping him away from you Mar 09 22:08:03 * Molly smiles Mar 09 22:08:47 I really think you both worry unnecessarily. Aside from when I am sparkly, I cannot see I would catch his attention at all Mar 09 22:11:04 * Morgan snorts Mar 09 22:11:06 rubbish Mar 09 22:11:40 * Molly smiles Mar 09 22:12:22 Perhaps we will see tonight. Edward said Potts and Zench will be there Mar 09 22:13:38 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:14:38 *they arrive at the bank* Mar 09 22:15:00 Now that we know I will not be sparkly, it will be a smoother evening Mar 09 22:15:35 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:15:37 hopefully Mar 09 22:16:53 * Molly smiles "we won't have to sneaky off anywhere" Mar 09 22:17:01 Sneak* Mar 09 22:17:20 No... I'm both relieved and disappointed by that Mar 09 22:17:36 Oh? Mar 09 22:17:54 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:18:00 * Molly watches him with an intrigued smile Mar 09 22:18:15 I'd rather like to know more... after the bank Mar 09 22:20:15 Maybe... Mar 09 22:20:24 * Molly waits for him to open the door Mar 09 22:20:30 Tease... Mar 09 22:21:49 * Morgan nods, opening the door Mar 09 22:22:45 * Molly smiles as she passes him Mar 09 22:23:00 Thank you, your Excellency Mar 09 22:24:48 * Morgan smiles, following her in Mar 09 22:24:52 *the bank is quite busy, and without fancy clothing they are not given special treatment, so several minutes pass before they are seen* I have the key... do you have the draft from Catherine? Mar 09 22:25:35 *it is in an envelope he hasn't opened yet* Mar 09 22:26:31 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:26:36 in my pocket Mar 09 22:27:27 *when it is their turn, the man they are seen by is younger than both of them* Mar 09 22:27:43 Banker: What do you need today? Mar 09 22:28:24 There is a vault we need access to, and I need to put a draft in my account Mar 09 22:28:44 B: do you wish to draw upon it today? Mar 09 22:29:12 No Mar 09 22:31:33 B: *he makes arrangements for them to access the vault when given the name Susannah D'Onim, and within the heavily guarded area Molly uses the key to access the specific drawer, peering in Mar 09 22:33:36 There's a box Mar 09 22:33:59 oh excellent, I love surprise boxes Mar 09 22:35:05 * Molly lifts it out gingerly, but it looks very plain and lightweight Mar 09 22:35:41 Not very ornate Mar 09 22:36:37 * Molly thanks the banker, and the vault is locked behind them Mar 09 22:37:21 B: Will you be keeping the space in the vault, sir? Mar 09 22:38:26 For now, yes Mar 09 22:38:55 B: *he takes them to a counter* And the draft? Mar 09 22:40:11 * Morgan takes it from a pocket, opening the envelope Mar 09 22:40:45 *the draft is folded inside a note, which says "For all your hand work and frugality when you ran the estate. Catherine* Mar 09 22:41:01 * Morgan frowns, unfolding it Mar 09 22:41:49 *rather than the 105G agreed for compensation for his time and labour for finding Kai, it is 1000G* Mar 09 22:42:12 * Morgan sighs, handing it to the clerk Mar 09 22:42:36 B: To what account? Mar 09 22:42:43 Boertig, Morgan Mar 09 22:43:33 B: *he nods, filling in a form for Morgan to sign, and then a receipt* Mar 09 22:44:44 * Morgan thanks him Mar 09 22:45:44 * Molly carries the box out onto the street Mar 09 22:46:20 Back to the ship to drop this off? Mar 09 22:46:52 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:46:55 let me carry it for you Mar 09 22:47:28 * Molly hands it over. It rattles a little Mar 09 22:47:56 That was rather straightforward Mar 09 22:49:23 so far Mar 09 22:49:45 * Molly nods Mar 09 22:49:58 You had a note from Catherine? Mar 09 22:50:22 * Morgan nods, handing it to her Mar 09 22:51:03 * Molly reads it Mar 09 22:51:24 You had been particularly cautious with the estate funds then. Mar 09 22:52:13 Combination of taking very little wages and squirrelling away her fathers money... Just because I went there to die doesn't mean her future should suffer for it Mar 09 22:52:49 * Molly smiles Mar 09 22:53:06 You are definitely an odd man, my love Mar 09 22:53:46 * Morgan shrugs Mar 09 22:53:47 maybe Mar 09 22:54:19 It is a very sweet note Mar 09 22:56:00 * Morgan nods Mar 09 22:56:03 yes, it is Mar 09 22:56:27 It is born than anticipated? Mar 09 22:56:44 More * Mar 09 22:56:58 by eight hundred and ninety five guilders Mar 09 22:57:34 * Molly looks surprised Mar 09 22:57:41 That is a great deal Mar 09 23:00:10 yes it is Mar 09 23:00:16 * Molly looks at him "what thinks you." Mar 09 23:02:13 She's grown up Mar 09 23:02:22 * Molly nods Mar 09 23:02:39 You will accept it? Mar 09 23:04:06 I suspect I'd offend her if I refuse it Mar 09 23:04:14 * Molly nods Mar 09 23:04:34 It will buy another ship... Mar 09 23:05:41 Maybe Mar 09 23:06:31 Unless you had plans for a rather expensive trip to the dressmakers, mon petit Chou? Mar 09 23:06:59 * Morgan laughs Mar 09 23:07:07 I think six ships is enough for the time being Mar 09 23:07:25 * Molly nods Mar 09 23:08:13 Shall I ask Edward for directions to the sort of dressmaker that made my black nightwear? Mar 09 23:08:32 * Morgan nods Mar 09 23:08:33 yes Mar 09 23:10:13 * Molly smiles "I am not sure we would have time to go there when we have a trip to Niesfeld yet, and we are leaving Freiburg in the morning Mar 09 23:11:15 no, true Mar 09 23:11:45 I suppose I could send him a note and ask him to deal with finding me three or four things? Mar 09 23:12:48 If you wish Mar 09 23:12:55 For all his faults, he has an eye for women's clothing, and he knows the colours I like. I am sure he would pick quite well... Mar 09 23:13:26 * Morgan nods Mar 09 23:13:28 if you wish Mar 09 23:13:31 But would it trouble you for him to have had a hand in choosing such things for me? Mar 09 23:14:15 I don't know... Mar 09 23:14:30 * Molly glances at him with mischief "truly, I should not want you seeing me in negligee and thinking of your brother!" Mar 09 23:15:52 No, quite Mar 09 23:16:52 Perhaps you will have to wait then? Mar 09 23:18:00 * Morgan nods Mar 09 23:18:03 aye, I think so Mar 09 23:19:09 But one day, I rather think we should go somewhere like that where I can show them to you and you can pick what it would please you most to see me in Mar 09 23:19:39 * Morgan nods Mar 09 23:19:41 alright blossom Mar 09 23:20:47 * Molly makes her way back towards the Rose, glancing occasionally at the box. When they get it to the study, there's no sign of HH, Inga or Varick. Mar 09 23:34:12 * Molly has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 10 12:14:02 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 10 12:14:35 * MollyK sets the box on his desk Mar 10 12:14:50 We ought to go to the ferry now Mar 10 12:16:12 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:16:16 but you want to see what's inside Mar 10 12:16:25 * MollyK smiles Mar 10 12:16:43 Do I? I rather think you do Mar 10 12:17:12 of course I do, but it is not my place Mar 10 12:17:53 You are my _husband_. Mar 10 12:18:10 I know but... this is your heritage Mar 10 12:18:37 * MollyK lifts the lid, looking inside Mar 10 12:19:27 (Peeks or doesn't?) Mar 10 12:19:45 ((yep)) Mar 10 12:21:18 *there are thick brown envelopes inside, as well as a smaller box, jewellery size* Mar 10 12:21:53 Hmm, I rather think some time will be needed for this Mar 10 12:22:36 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:22:39 I agree Mar 10 12:23:49 * MollyK takes out the envelopes. The handwriting on the is fancy, each labelled Mar 10 12:25:22 I am loathe to take them on the ferry Mar 10 12:25:42 Then leave them here Mar 10 12:28:47 * MollyK spreads them out. They say: Acknowledgment, Eckname, Waterwheel house, Memoir, Manuscript, Letters. At the bottom of the box is a beautiful quill. Mar 10 12:30:07 thats organised Mar 10 12:30:16 * MollyK smiles Mar 10 12:30:55 Perhaps my practicality is not only from my Avalon blood Mar 10 12:31:04 maybe Mar 10 12:31:20 * MollyK sighs Mar 10 12:31:32 If only we had more time Mar 10 12:31:44 Later blossom Mar 10 12:31:56 Unless you wish to slip Niesfield Mar 10 12:33:30 You wished to speak to the Nibelungen. I think we should find out more about whether they can reduce the nightmares, why they haven't saved people, how they could let innocent people be hurt.... Mar 10 12:33:49 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:33:57 what the hell they need me for... Mar 10 12:34:59 What happens if the convergence cannot be achieved Mar 10 12:35:19 what the convergence is meant to _do_ Mar 10 12:35:26 * MollyK frowns slightly Mar 10 12:35:55 Whether we are hindering it in a way that makes things more difficult by this three year delay... Mar 10 12:36:47 I think that one comes down to I will do what I will do... Mar 10 12:37:11 * MollyK goes to say something, then shuts her mouth Mar 10 12:37:41 * Morgan looks at her Mar 10 12:37:43 what? Mar 10 12:38:11 I was going to say that in terms of the convergence, what you will do is what we did earlier Mar 10 12:39:20 I meant on a... larger scale Mar 10 12:39:28 * MollyK nods Mar 10 12:39:50 It is rather perplexing Mar 10 12:40:40 I think I would like to know more about the balls of liquid you and Leopold found Mar 10 12:41:19 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:42:30 And about whether we should expect more of our nieces and nephews to have magic Mar 10 12:42:59 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:43:03 good idea Mar 10 12:43:39 * MollyK watches him Mar 10 12:43:49 Do you wish to ask about Madchen? Mar 10 12:44:12 I asked before Mar 10 12:44:31 Perhaps they will know more now? Mar 10 12:45:10 we can ask Mar 10 12:46:13 And about Seb, will you want to ask about him? Mar 10 12:46:30 ask what? Mar 10 12:46:53 Whether you need have any future concerns? Mar 10 12:47:01 * Morgan sighs, nodding Mar 10 12:47:04 I suppose I best had Mar 10 12:47:39 What about the situation with Edward and Florrie? Mar 10 12:52:49 I'll ask them about it, since it mirrors Jarvie a little closely to be coincidence Mar 10 12:53:08 * MollyK nods Mar 10 12:53:27 At the very least, they must have known of her existence... Mar 10 12:54:17 * Morgan nods Mar 10 12:57:00 * MollyK opens the jewellery box. There are a few things in it, but the one that catches his eye is a silver lily of the valley pendant, one he had dreamt he had bought for Dietlinde before he was sat sketching the Drachen Cathedral and saw Molly and Seb arm in arm and in love. Mar 10 12:57:51 I've seen that before Mar 10 12:58:07 Oh? Where? Mar 10 12:58:15 * Morgan taps his head Mar 10 12:59:34 It is very pretty Mar 10 12:59:40 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:00:18 * MollyK looks at it a moment longer before putting it aside and taking out some pearls Mar 10 13:01:11 I've never had pearls. They are the only gemstone that does not come from the ground but from the sea. Mar 10 13:01:20 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:02:01 * MollyK smiles Mar 10 13:02:12 Perhaps I will wear them tonight Mar 10 13:02:33 If you wish to blossom Mar 10 13:03:22 * MollyK carefully packs both away Mar 10 13:04:06 I will ask Papa what he wishes done with them, Mama would like both of those Mar 10 13:05:20 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:05:22 she would Mar 10 13:06:01 * MollyK puts all the envelopes in too Mar 10 13:06:22 We'll go now, shall we? Mar 10 13:07:00 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:07:05 best had if we want to catch the ferry Mar 10 13:07:43 * MollyK nods, giving the box a last glance before leaving the room Mar 10 13:08:51 * Morgan follows her out Mar 10 13:09:43 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Mar 10 13:10:07 * Claudia tries to get his attention as he passes Mar 10 13:13:15 * Morgan turns to her Mar 10 13:13:29 A word? Mar 10 13:15:48 [I'll meet you on deck blossom] Mar 10 13:15:52 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:16:49 *molly goes* Mar 10 13:17:05 Wanted to see how you are Mar 10 13:17:21 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 13:17:24 alright I think Mar 10 13:18:01 The draw was a surprise Mar 10 13:18:32 There's a pattern to it, it seems Mar 10 13:20:05 Is that helpful? Mar 10 13:21:08 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 10 13:21:12 in some respects Mar 10 13:21:28 Only in some? Mar 10 13:22:45 Was fairly sure it'd be yesterday or today... knowing that and what we have to get done over the last couple of days hasn't exactly been calming Mar 10 13:23:29 Hasn't that been a permanent concern since it started though? Mar 10 13:24:09 Yes, it has... so its narrowed _that_ down to a few days but still... Mar 10 13:24:52 * Claudia nods Mar 10 13:25:11 When will it next be? Mar 10 13:25:23 about four weeks from now... Mar 10 13:25:33 * Claudia nods Mar 10 13:26:09 Sounds good, no need to think about it til after prophets mass Mar 10 13:26:15 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:26:16 indeed Mar 10 13:26:29 * Claudia nods Mar 10 13:26:43 Didn't last too long either Mar 10 13:27:08 No... we managed the situation quickly, since we had an idea it was happening Mar 10 13:27:42 * Claudia nods Mar 10 13:27:51 We all appreciate it! Mar 10 13:28:06 * Morgan sighs Mar 10 13:28:11 there's not much I can do about it Mar 10 13:28:47 About it happening? Mar 10 13:28:52 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:28:59 and how it affects you Mar 10 13:29:09 Maybe it will go away Mar 10 13:29:31 Maybe Mar 10 13:29:54 Anyway, I'll let you get on Mar 10 13:30:12 How are _you_? Mar 10 13:30:28 * Claudia nods Mar 10 13:30:41 I'm okay Mar 10 13:33:03 sure? Mar 10 13:34:14 * Claudia nods "we'll talk another time" Mar 10 13:35:02 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:36:22 * Claudia inclines her head Mar 10 13:36:33 Have a good trip Mar 10 13:36:44 we'll see... Mar 10 13:36:51 * Morgan nods to her and heads up to find Molly Mar 10 13:37:19 * Claudia is now known as Molly Mar 10 13:38:31 * Molly is looking out over the dock, her hip resting against the rail. She looks relaxed here on the Rose Mar 10 13:39:39 ready? Mar 10 13:40:21 * Molly nods, pointing out the ferry further down Mar 10 13:40:41 Just there Mar 10 13:41:50 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:41:55 come on then Mar 10 13:42:21 * Molly smiles, walking beside him Mar 10 13:42:42 Have you been to Niesfeld before? (Your call) Mar 10 13:43:21 No... Mar 10 13:43:54 Zench keeps a house there, you know? Mar 10 13:44:20 Does he? Mar 10 13:44:41 Mmhmm... for his good friend. Mar 10 13:44:51 * Molly watches him sidelong Mar 10 13:45:14 And you know that... how? Mar 10 13:45:40 Edward. Mar 10 13:45:52 I see Mar 10 13:46:07 * Molly smiles as they pass some other ships Mar 10 13:46:20 You disapprove Mar 10 13:48:06 Mildly... though its interesting he tells you that but baulks at me being in a brothel to see him Mar 10 13:49:44 He does know what I was to you when we lived in the cottage... Mar 10 13:52:12 I suppose Mar 10 13:52:49 It troubles you know that we had that? *she watches him* Mar 10 13:52:55 Now* Mar 10 13:53:18 No... not exactly Mar 10 13:53:30 But something does? Mar 10 13:54:52 It sort of feels like it was a plateau while I healed enough to admit I wanted more Mar 10 13:55:35 * Molly tilts her head Mar 10 13:55:47 I can understand why you might see it so Mar 10 13:56:06 * Morgan nods Mar 10 13:56:25 And you feel bad about it? Mar 10 13:56:49 No, not noticeably Mar 10 13:58:44 * Molly smiles Mar 10 13:58:56 Good. I was not unhappy Mar 10 13:59:53 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:00:01 good Mar 10 14:00:05 Zench's mistress is the one who can say rude things in Thean Mar 10 14:02:32 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:02:33 I recall Mar 10 14:04:18 * Molly stays quiet whilst they get on the little ferry, then settles on a bench. It's not very busy Mar 10 14:04:44 His family are wanting him to wed and settle down Mar 10 14:05:36 that is the generally accepted thing to do Mar 10 14:06:50 He doesn't want to, Edward says Mar 10 14:07:47 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:08:47 He will have to hope to find a wife who tolerates the situation Mar 10 14:09:07 I'm sure there are many who would Mar 10 14:10:06 He is to come in to a good fortune from his godfather, a title and land. Mar 10 14:11:43 Then there will definitely be someone willing Mar 10 14:11:55 * Molly nods Mar 10 14:12:14 It doesn't sound like a good recipe for a romantic marriage though Mar 10 14:12:46 Doesn't seem terribly common Mar 10 14:13:06 Romantic marriage? Mar 10 14:13:28 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:13:45 * Molly nods Mar 10 14:14:58 What are the chances of finding someone you love who loves you back? There are not many people in small places like Tawstock, so practical marriage is the most likely way forward Mar 10 14:19:51 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:19:52 indeed Mar 10 14:22:44 * Molly smiles to herself, watching as they progress straight across the river. The trip is about ninety minutes, and she seems content to just pass comment on the ships and sit next to him. Even with her cloak on and her shawl covering her hair he can see the chill making her cheeks and nose tip red Mar 10 14:24:57 This is nice Mar 10 14:25:47 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:25:49 yes it is Mar 10 14:26:30 * Molly takes his hand. Hers is freezing Mar 10 14:27:06 It reminds me of being on honeymoon and sailing across the Sudlache to Fischler Mar 10 14:27:30 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:27:35 should find you some gloves Mar 10 14:27:52 I forgot them Mar 10 14:28:45 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:28:48 I noticed Mar 10 14:29:43 * Molly smiles Mar 10 14:29:49 It's s warmer now Mar 10 14:30:45 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:32:17 * Molly smiles. They are almost there when she says "are you happy, liebes herz?" Mar 10 14:32:51 * Morgan frowns Mar 10 14:32:58 why on Theah would you ask that? Mar 10 14:34:05 Because I was wondering Mar 10 14:34:41 * Morgan looks at her for a moment Mar 10 14:34:43 of course I am Mar 10 14:35:15 * Molly smiles Mar 10 14:35:20 Good Mar 10 14:37:49 and you? Mar 10 14:37:57 * Molly nods Mar 10 14:38:30 Despite all the things that are causing trouble, yes I am Mar 10 14:39:05 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:39:06 good Mar 10 14:42:03 * Molly gets off the ferry when it is docked. She asks the ferry staff where the mine is, and although they are bemused they give her instructions. She waits until they are quietly walking along the streets before asking him Mar 10 14:42:18 How did you sleep? Mar 10 14:42:26 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 14:42:29 nightmare Mar 10 14:43:28 What of, my love? Mar 10 14:44:01 * Molly slips her hand back into his, the other in her cloak pocket Mar 10 14:44:18 First one... you saw me kiss Eiblinn, and we argued and you left Tawstock... after telling me I'm not the good man you thought I was... Mar 10 14:45:11 * Molly wrinkles her nose Mar 10 14:45:17 I do not like that Mar 10 14:45:50 No. Mar 10 14:46:26 I am very glad I never did Mar 10 14:46:30 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:46:32 me too Mar 10 14:48:01 * Molly frowns before shaking it off Mar 10 14:48:15 I do not think we would have argued though Mar 10 14:49:26 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 14:49:28 maybe Mar 10 14:49:42 You were particularly disrespectful Mar 10 14:50:34 I would have just avoided you both entirely, I think Mar 10 14:51:08 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:51:11 I came looking for you Mar 10 14:52:08 To send me away, I would imagine Mar 10 14:53:09 No, to understand... you were determined to leave and tried to blackmail me, promising not to tell Lady Torrington about Eiblinn and myself if I gave you a great reference and money Mar 10 14:53:27 * Molly frowns Mar 10 14:53:37 That would have been very stupid of me Mar 10 14:55:00 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 14:55:31 I was very angry? Mar 10 14:56:34 Seemed to be Mar 10 14:57:17 Hmm... are you thinking it an alternate path? Mar 10 14:57:34 Not sure really. Maybe. Mar 10 14:57:55 I do not think that could have taken us to the convergence at all Mar 10 14:58:21 No, probably not Mar 10 14:58:45 There are somethings it would be hard to come back from Mar 10 14:59:18 * Morgan nods Mar 10 14:59:21 aye Mar 10 14:59:42 * Molly frowns Mar 10 14:59:48 It hurt you? Mar 10 15:00:24 * Morgan thinks Mar 10 15:00:41 Aye, some... I hadn't realised quite how much you meant to me at that point Mar 10 15:02:14 Unless you and she had run on beyond when you did in reality, very little had been shared between us by then... *she frowns a little* or at least when I had assumed things ended. Mar 10 15:03:34 You're winding yourself up over nothing my love Mar 10 15:04:32 * Molly smiles "It has simply reminded me of some of my envy, that is all" Mar 10 15:06:10 * Morgan nods Mar 10 15:07:22 I wonder how she and Ayden are Mar 10 15:07:50 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 15:07:54 no idea Mar 10 15:08:27 * Molly nods Mar 10 15:09:04 I do not think you and I have ever had a large argument Mar 10 15:09:18 * Molly thinks about it Mar 10 15:10:13 No... no I think you're right Mar 10 15:10:26 I mean, we have had a few mild disagreements, but does any couple manage to have none? Mar 10 15:10:48 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 10 15:10:49 no Mar 10 15:11:21 Even Heinzharold and Inga, who are very well-suited to each other have had a couple Mar 10 15:11:30 * Morgan nods Mar 10 15:11:32 everyone does Mar 10 15:11:54 * Molly nods Mar 10 15:12:13 Do you still feel hurt by it? Mar 10 15:13:56 the nightmare? Mar 10 15:15:05 Yes... what else might I mean? Mar 10 15:15:13 I don't know Mar 10 15:16:25 * Molly smiles Mar 10 15:16:52 You do not know if you are still hurt, or you do not know what else it might mean? Mar 10 15:17:12 the latter Mar 10 15:18:23 I do not know either Mar 10 15:19:20 What happened in the end of that nightmare? Mar 10 15:20:18 You'd gone. I wanted to find you but I had to patrol and the woods became the schwartzenwald.... Leopold was there, coaxing you to help feed the Schatenmann Mar 10 15:21:05 * Molly looks confused Mar 10 15:21:15 That is rather odd, my love Mar 10 15:21:32 you were very young... I was one of your imaginary friends... Mar 10 15:22:16 How did we not get hurt? Mar 10 15:23:19 Its seems it was used to you... you fed it bread... Mar 10 15:23:43 How strange... Mar 10 15:24:06 mmm Mar 10 15:24:32 Does it mean something, do you think? Mar 10 15:25:16 I don't know. Maybe. Mar 10 15:26:30 Was it scary? Mar 10 15:27:30 absolutely Mar 10 15:28:04 Could you show me me with him later? Mar 10 15:28:42 * Morgan nods Mar 10 15:28:44 I can try Mar 10 15:28:53 * Molly nods Mar 10 15:28:56 Thank you Mar 10 15:30:24 * Molly looks around as they walk, leaving the city to the south. When they get to the gate on the outskirts of the Mine, one of the Nibelungen is waiting for them Mar 10 15:32:24 How do they know? Mar 10 15:32:45 * Morgan shrugs, looking at the Nieblungen Mar 10 15:32:51 how do you know when we're coming? Mar 10 15:33:57 * Molly is now known as Nibelungen Mar 10 15:34:02 I cannot say Mar 10 15:34:19 * Morgan rolls his eyes Mar 10 15:34:34 Thats a real shame Mar 10 15:34:42 *Molly has to look away so she doesn't laugh* Mar 10 15:36:08 * Nibelungen opens the gate and lets them in to the complex. Nearest the gate is just bare grass. There is no distant tree like in Fischler, but in the distance Morgan can see some small thatched buildings Mar 10 15:38:21 You have questions Mar 10 15:38:53 * Morgan nods Mar 10 15:38:57 You know what they are? Mar 10 15:39:07 No Mar 10 15:39:35 Interesting. Mar 10 15:40:32 * Nibelungen leads them to an empty building where there is a warm fire in the centre of the room and some low furniture. It looks to Molly "your hands will warm here" Mar 10 15:42:29 *she nods, sitting down* Mar 10 15:43:18 * Morgan looks at her briefly before looking at the Nieblungen Mar 10 15:43:35 Why didn't you tell us about Molly's heritage? Mar 10 15:43:49 You did not need to know. Mar 10 15:44:34 *Molly raises an eyebrow, but stays quiet* Mar 10 15:45:05 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 10 15:45:13 Whats the convergence _for_? Mar 10 15:45:37 To make the children. Mar 10 15:45:47 Anyone could do that... why ours? Mar 10 15:46:09 They will be special Mar 10 15:46:15 why? Mar 10 15:47:07 Because they are the combination of your bloodlines. Mar 10 15:47:17 to what end? Mar 10 15:47:53 You do not need to know that yet Mar 10 15:48:02 * Morgan smiles Mar 10 15:52:11 * Nibelungen has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 10 15:59:10 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 10 16:07:12 And what of not letting Leopold see his family? Mar 10 16:07:43 It was necessary. Mar 10 16:07:56 I don't see how... so explain it. Mar 10 16:08:04 * MollyK is now known as Nibelungen Mar 10 16:09:06 Most of the paths the ended in the convergence required Molly to grow up as she did Mar 10 16:09:40 And the people you let die to chase your goal? Just collateral damage, are they? Mar 10 16:11:10 Sometimes some must be lost Mar 10 16:11:30 *Molly folds her arms* Mar 10 16:12:03 Ruthless is how Rosenkrantz described you... ruthless in the pursuit of your goal... *he narrows his eyes* doesn't sound like something that would be said of someone doing good, does it... Mar 10 16:12:31 The convergence is necessary. Mar 10 16:13:01 Says you... no doubt those working against it would say it must not happen... neither is an indicator of intent, is it... Mar 10 16:13:45 * Nibelungen takes a few moments before replying Mar 10 16:14:56 Your parts in the convergence are essential. And when the time comes, you will have full confidence that the pursuit of it was both correct and important. Mar 10 16:15:13 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 16:15:34 Exactly as those working against you would say. Mar 10 16:16:23 Then you must trust us. Mar 10 16:16:32 * Morgan smiles Mar 10 16:17:06 Give me a reason. You said we were not influenced to have children, but the draw is designed for just that... that sounds like a lie to me... Mar 10 16:18:36 The "draw" was given as an effect to ensure the conception of David. It has passed through to Molly, but it was designed to ensure she came to be. Mar 10 16:19:32 * Morgan glances at Molly Mar 10 16:20:08 *Molly looks back at him, but her expression gives little away* Mar 10 16:20:49 * Morgan leans against a wall, folding his arms Mar 10 16:20:58 You have become distrusting of us. Mar 10 16:21:08 You are surprised by that. Mar 10 16:21:53 We have had some trouble in recent weeks in seeing the paths Mar 10 16:23:34 Because we trust you less? Mar 10 16:24:24 We do not know. Mar 10 16:24:34 Not a nice feeling, is it... Mar 10 16:25:34 It is unexpected. Mar 10 16:29:28 Why do you need me? Mar 10 16:30:32 There is much to do for Eisen, as well as to protect the children and ensure the convergence Mar 10 16:31:44 Protect what chlildren? Mar 10 16:32:17 Your children Mar 10 16:33:01 from what? Mar 10 16:33:54 Anything that may happen Mar 10 16:34:05 Who works against you? Mar 10 16:35:11 Various supernatural and human entities, to some degree. Mar 10 16:36:03 Tell me about Rosenkrantz research... Mar 10 16:36:32 He researched supernatural creatures and wrote about them. Mar 10 16:36:44 at your direction? Mar 10 16:37:08 No. His interest was naturally formed. Mar 10 16:37:32 and you assisted him? protected him? Mar 10 16:38:24 We protected him at times. Mar 10 16:39:11 The nightmares I have... Mar 10 16:39:39 Yes? Mar 10 16:40:10 They are a combination of alternate paths and predictions of coming events... and just nightmares? Mar 10 16:40:55 We have learnt no more about them. We have lost the ability to see them. Mar 10 16:41:06 thats concerning.... Mar 10 16:41:22 *Molly nods in agreement* Mar 10 16:41:26 It is. Mar 10 16:41:54 If its because we trust you less... that is down to you to fix, to give us reason to trust you again. Mar 10 16:42:16 What reason would satisfy you? Mar 10 16:43:45 * Morgan shrugs Mar 10 16:43:53 Who is Madchen? Mar 10 16:44:06 We do not know. Mar 10 16:45:03 Your plans for Molly and Sebastien... is she going to develop feelings, desire for him? Mar 10 16:45:38 On the paths we can still see, no, unless you die. Mar 10 16:46:22 M: *she shakes her head* That is not going to happen. I will not let it. Mar 10 16:46:45 * Nibelungen says nothing to this Mar 10 16:47:26 What triggers the draw? Mar 10 16:49:37 For Molly, it is triggered by magic use at a point where conception is most likely Mar 10 16:52:38 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 10 16:53:19 You arranged for Alice and Jarvie to fall pregnant? Mar 10 16:54:21 No, they fell pregnant due to their own actions. Mar 10 16:54:41 you're telling me its a coincidence? Mar 10 16:55:17 Female humans become pregnant very easily Mar 10 16:55:53 Does our preventing pregnancy cause damage to your plans? Mar 10 16:56:20 * Nibelungen takes a while to reply again Mar 10 16:57:35 It affects them, but it will not prevent the convergence, as far as we can see. Mar 10 16:58:29 * Morgan chews the inside of his cheek Mar 10 16:59:36 M: what if we decided to never risk conceiving a child at all? I can ride out the draw, and now that I know what the draw means, it would be easy. Mar 10 17:00:10 * Nibelungen looks uneasy at this, a change from its usual expressionless countenance Mar 10 17:00:51 We see no paths where it would be entirely avoided. Mar 10 17:02:09 So you _need_ us to comply with you... Mar 10 17:02:39 We would prefer to not have to force the convergence. Mar 10 17:02:49 * Morgan raises an eyebrow Mar 10 17:02:51 is that a threat? Mar 10 17:03:48 No. We do not need to threaten you, because you wish to have children, and you will work towards that goal because it benefits Eisen. Mar 10 17:04:12 * Morgan smiles Mar 10 17:04:20 you forget how bloody minded we can both me Mar 10 17:04:54 M: And if I walked out of here and left forever? If I went away somewhere and even Morgan did not know? Mar 10 17:05:51 The draw would pull at him from any distance. There is nowhere on Theah you could go where he would not feel it. Mar 10 17:07:05 Its not a pleasant feeling, is it, realising your secure grasp of a situation isn't as secure as you thought... we don't work with you because we must, but because we choose to, and it would benefit you to understand that. Mar 10 17:08:43 It would be possible to force the issue. We will avoid that if we can. But the convergence is so important that all options would be considered. Mar 10 17:09:54 * Morgan grins Mar 10 17:10:19 A shame. I really wanted to trust you. Mar 10 17:11:45 The importance of you succeeding in the convergence and protection of your children cannot be ignored. The impact of failure would be catastrophic. Mar 10 17:13:14 Then I suggest you should've worked harder at gaining our trust. The problem with being me is I will do what I will do... what I feel is _right_ and, frankly, you are not making me that way inclined. Mar 10 17:13:47 * Nibelungen is quiet a gain before saying Mar 10 17:14:23 We will give you something of value, in return you will not permanently work against us. Mar 10 17:14:46 I'm listening Mar 10 17:15:11 Betuana. Mar 10 17:16:13 *he knows this name, Molly clearly does likewise. This is the name of the Queen of Capperlucia, the wife Siegfried has spent years wandering Theah to find* Mar 10 17:16:35 Go on... Mar 10 17:16:51 We know where she is. She has amnesia. Mar 10 17:17:24 Where? Mar 10 17:18:26 The empire of the crescent moon Mar 10 17:19:16 details... Mar 10 17:19:20 We have your word? You will not permanently prevent the convergence or harm us? Mar 10 17:19:48 You give us your word that you are working for the betterment of Eisen? Mar 10 17:20:10 We are working for the betterment of Eisen. Mar 10 17:20:23 I will do what I feel is right... Mar 10 17:21:14 It is right to make the convergence, protect your children, and stand with us when the time comes. Mar 10 17:21:37 That sounds like a conflict is coming... Mar 10 17:22:01 There is always some conflict. Mar 10 17:22:11 * Morgan looks at Molly Mar 10 17:22:50 *Molly nods slightly* Mar 10 17:23:46 alright then... you have my word Mar 10 17:25:07 She is in Al Uwayqilah, a days travel from the north coast of the Empire Mar 10 17:25:25 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 10 17:33:30 Alright Mar 10 17:33:42 Do you have another question? Mar 10 17:33:52 * Morgan nods Mar 10 17:33:57 the balls of silver... Mar 10 17:34:21 Yes? Mar 10 17:34:46 what are they, what do they do? Mar 10 17:37:01 Magic was done to remove traditional Eisen magic from the blood of thousands of magic users. It was stored in a ball, and hidden. Mar 10 17:37:32 Rosenkrantz found one... so did I... Mar 10 17:39:21 Yes. But before that, another found it. When it is broken, what is left of it reforms elsewhere. Mar 10 17:39:43 what is _left_? Where does the magic go? Mar 10 17:40:03 Into susceptible people. Mar 10 17:40:27 But it is not manifested as Eisen magic? Mar 10 17:41:34 It did in Alarice, but it will not again. The old magic has split. Mar 10 17:41:45 * Morgan nods Mar 10 17:41:46 alright Mar 10 17:43:05 M: *she tilts her head* Morgan could warp wood, with heat? Mar 10 17:43:35 * Nibelungen nods Mar 10 17:44:15 M: And I could wither limbs, with the reserve healing? Mar 10 17:44:22 * Nibelungen nods again Mar 10 17:45:30 *she looks to Morgan* Both are Eisen magic, just new Eisen magic... Mar 10 17:45:50 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 10 17:45:53 clever girl Mar 10 17:53:56 * Nibelungen has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 10 22:39:56 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 10 22:40:08 * MollyK blushes, smiling Mar 10 22:40:34 * MollyK is now known as Nieblungen Mar 10 22:42:12 Other magics were released too, to those susceptible. Those who fainted when the ball was broken. Mar 10 22:42:45 For what purpose? Mar 10 22:44:05 Magic will help you along the way Mar 10 22:44:51 Who is working against you... against us? Mar 10 22:45:51 * Nieblungen pauses a long while Mar 10 22:47:05 That will not help you to know Mar 10 22:47:26 you understand I don't like not knowing? Mar 10 22:47:38 Yes. Mar 10 22:48:25 What am I meant to be herding? Mar 10 22:48:41 At present, nothing Mar 10 22:49:04 soon? Mar 10 22:49:51 You are earning the trust of the sheep. One day, it is likely you will need to herd. Mar 10 22:50:18 and guarding at the moment? Mar 10 22:51:48 You are guarding your mate and the children. There are many around you that will be helpful to you in the times to come Mar 10 22:52:52 * Morgan nods Mar 10 22:53:40 M: Jacques, Florrie, Varick... those with magic? Mar 10 22:53:46 * Nieblungen nods Mar 10 22:55:40 * Morgan frowns briefly Mar 10 22:56:16 * Nieblungen watches him Mar 10 22:56:48 Whats the end goal? Unified Eisen, peace, power? Mar 10 22:57:34 Peace, yes. Mar 10 22:57:46 Not a unified Eisen? Mar 10 22:58:30 It would be preferable, but only when it can be done without war Mar 10 22:58:55 A better Eisen for the vulnerable? for _everyone_? Mar 10 22:59:07 * Nieblungen nods Mar 10 22:59:35 A strong Eisen with Eisen people safe and happy Mar 10 23:00:16 without war Mar 10 23:00:36 There is to be no internal war Mar 10 23:01:03 external? Mar 10 23:01:23 Sometimes yes, sometimes no Mar 10 23:01:43 don't much like the sound of that Mar 10 23:01:54 That makes no difference. Mar 10 23:02:09 Maybe Mar 10 23:02:41 is a war required by you? Mar 10 23:03:12 * Nieblungen pauses again Mar 10 23:03:21 Defence is required. Mar 10 23:03:32 but you do not seek a war Mar 10 23:03:40 No Mar 10 23:03:44 I can work with that Mar 10 23:04:04 But if a war comes to us, a war will be fought Mar 10 23:04:31 Defending ourselves is another matter entirely Mar 10 23:04:38 Yes. Mar 10 23:05:00 I am with you on that Mar 10 23:06:11 *Molly glances at Morgan a moment before saying to the Nieblungen* What is a Cortiez? Mar 10 23:07:21 * Nieblungen looks a little surprised "It would be a magic user who influences time" Mar 10 23:07:53 There are some? Mar 10 23:08:24 Not as far as we know Mar 10 23:08:36 but you don't know everything... Mar 10 23:08:46 No Mar 10 23:10:41 oreoislea! Mar 10 23:10:52 *Molly sighs* I dreamt of one. His power meant Morgan could go back before the fire and history would be rewritten for all but me, and we would be with other spouses, the convergence in the next generation. The Nieblungen refused to stop it happening... Mar 10 23:11:16 The convergence would be preserved. Mar 10 23:13:24 *She looks at Morgan sadly* Mar 10 23:14:07 * Morgan sighs Mar 10 23:14:14 is there anything else you want to ask? Mar 10 23:14:49 M: What should we do about Edward, Alice, and Mina? Mar 10 23:16:34 There are many paths for Florrie, and we will not alter her situation Mar 10 23:19:44 So whatever happens, you will just deal with it... Mar 10 23:20:15 She has you to watch out for her Mar 10 23:21:47 M: why does she look like Jana? Mar 10 23:22:35 The easiest paths to bring her to you were through her being recognised Mar 10 23:22:57 *Molly watches Morgan* Mar 10 23:23:43 She looks like my daughter so someone else would recognise her... Mar 10 23:24:20 Your friends or family, or yourself Mar 10 23:24:33 Thats cruel Mar 10 23:25:55 On the paths where she does not, her life is worse, and her power gets constrained. Mar 10 23:26:18 You could've just told me... Mar 10 23:26:46 You have to grow and move forward. Mar 10 23:27:12 Do you have any concept of how painful it is, how painful it will be for my brother, my mother and father? Mar 10 23:28:47 The alternative was Florrie descending into poverty, being harmed, becoming damaged. Mar 10 23:29:55 Our pain avoids hers? Mar 10 23:30:58 Your pain avoids her torment. You would have found her, but not until she had suffered. Mar 10 23:31:05 * Morgan nods Mar 10 23:31:25 Would knowing what she would've suffered help us? Mar 10 23:32:12 Only you know the answer to that. Mar 10 23:32:28 * Morgan looks at Molly Mar 10 23:32:32 what do you think? Mar 10 23:33:17 M: *she looks solemn* Can you hear it without seeing Jana in her place? Mar 10 23:33:36 * Morgan looks at the Nieblungen Mar 10 23:33:54 Let me rephrase it... would knowing be useful? Help us prepare for whats coming? Mar 10 23:34:27 No. Florrie is safe from those paths now Mar 10 23:34:37 * Morgan frowns Mar 10 23:34:46 why does she have difficulty connecting with people? Mar 10 23:35:19 Florrie has a mind that works differently to most human minds Mar 10 23:35:48 Was he becoming so easily attached to me your doing, or mine? Mar 10 23:36:17 We did nothing to create the bond between you Mar 10 23:36:35 * Morgan watches him closely for a moment before looking to Molly Mar 10 23:36:39 anything else? Mar 10 23:37:06 My father and Insel. What should happen? Mar 10 23:37:13 M:* Mar 10 23:37:39 Sometimes he becomes the Freiarr, sometimes he does not. Mar 10 23:37:57 Just as well Mar 10 23:38:20 M: why, liebling? Mar 10 23:38:54 I made a promise to only allow him to take over if it was best for the people of Insel... I won't break that Mar 10 23:39:14 * Nieblungen nods Mar 10 23:40:10 M: What will happen to Seb now? Mar 10 23:41:27 Sometimes he will get married, sometimes he won't. Sometimes he will be the Freiarr, sometimes he will live out his life at sea. Mar 10 23:41:47 Thats where he is happiest Mar 10 23:42:43 M: *she frowns* shouldn't there be some special woman for him, someone he will love deeply? Mar 10 23:44:06 * Nieblungen looks at Morgan a moment before looking back to her "sometimes." Mar 10 23:44:59 Sometimes meaning the times Molly and I aren't together... Mar 10 23:46:37 There are other possible loves for him, as there had to be for you all. Mar 10 23:47:21 Then why the look at me first? Mar 10 23:48:39 Because it will not be the same for him as with her. But he would not know that. Mar 10 23:49:11 * Morgan nods Mar 10 23:49:44 You thought I would be jealous... could you... nudge one of these other possible loves in his direction? He deserves to be happy Mar 10 23:51:04 We will consider it, if it does not impact on other paths Mar 10 23:51:55 * Morgan looks back at his wife Mar 10 23:52:13 M: *she shakes her head* Please, you cannot keep him as some sort of back up plan! I cannot bear that. Mar 10 23:53:29 The convergence is important, at all costs. Mar 10 23:54:08 I rather think... this is non negotiable... Mar 10 23:56:18 It is unlikely, but the path-wandering and the reduction in the paths we can see mean he could be needed Mar 10 23:57:34 That doesn't help your cause my friend... We're not going to work against you... but that doesn't mean we're working with you yet... this would go a long way to helping that Mar 10 23:58:30 M: *she sighs* For the convergence, he would not need to be in love with me or wed to me, just to father a child or children with me... Mar 10 23:59:13 That is correct Mar 11 00:00:47 M: The for gods sake let him have his life. On the very slim chance it becomes necessary for him to father my child, we will make that happen around whatever his situation is. Mar 11 00:02:21 * Nieblungen is quiet then says "we will put someone in his path, but what he does with that is down to him " Mar 11 00:02:35 * Morgan scratches his chin thoughtfully Mar 11 00:02:55 its not _our_ children that you're striving for is it... its hers... Mar 11 00:05:07 No. It is a meeting of your bloodlines. That could be from you conceiving a child together, or both conceiving children separately who then conceive together. If one part of the plan fails, we must work with what we can Mar 11 00:06:14 Our having children is the... ideal outcome? Mar 11 00:06:25 Yes Mar 11 00:07:02 * Morgan nods, looking back at Molly Mar 11 00:07:05 anything else my love? Mar 11 00:08:15 we were prepared for it to be the next generation. The blood of other families will still join with your in time. Mar 11 00:09:29 * Morgan blinks slowly, looking at the Nieblungen Mar 11 00:09:53 Now thats interesting... Mar 11 00:10:15 M: why, my love? Mar 11 00:10:51 I'll tell you in a bit. Is there anything else you wish to ask? Mar 11 00:11:05 The May pole, in sixty-one, at the shadowfayre... you knocked that down. Mar 11 00:11:12 M:* Mar 11 00:11:22 We did. Mar 11 00:13:11 M: why? Mar 11 00:13:31 To make sure Dietlinde was available to me in case we did not meet... Mar 11 00:14:39 To position people to keep the paths most on track. Mar 11 00:17:12 M frowns: Regardless of the cost, to that old lady who died, or to my grandmother Sophie and my grandfathers, to Cecily, Dietlinde, Jana? Mar 11 00:18:03 The convergence is important. Mar 11 00:18:19 so were they Mar 11 00:18:37 Yes we are aware. Mar 11 00:19:50 M:had better be the most important thing in the world, because right now I am not inclined to fall into line and be your broodmare. Mar 11 00:19:59 It had* Mar 11 00:20:27 * Nieblungen looks surprised again Mar 11 00:20:55 It is. Mar 11 00:23:13 M: *she looks at Morgan* I think I am done Mar 11 00:23:25 * Morgan nods Mar 11 00:23:26 very well Mar 11 00:24:12 * Nieblungen stands up, looking at the nieblungen "good day" Mar 11 00:24:18 M:* Mar 11 00:24:35 * Nieblungen stands and bows to her Mar 11 00:25:00 * Morgan offers her his arm Mar 11 00:25:20 *molly takes it* Mar 11 00:25:38 * Morgan looks at the Nieblungen Mar 11 00:25:59 It would be worth thinking on ways to help us trust you... your ruthlessness does not do that. Mar 11 00:26:15 * Nieblungen bows to him Mar 11 00:26:45 We will do so Mar 11 00:27:10 * Morgan nods, leading Molly from the building before glancing back at the Nieblungen Mar 11 00:27:26 Will you tell me how you know when we are coming? Mar 11 00:27:56 The shard Mar 11 00:28:50 You told me you could not say... is that an effort at mutual trust? Mar 11 00:29:13 Yes. We need you to keep the shard Mar 11 00:29:31 Why? Mar 11 00:30:11 It will be useful to you one day. It shows us where you are. Mar 11 00:30:20 And the one Molly has? Mar 11 00:31:07 It does the same. When the two are together, they make a barrier Mar 11 00:31:18 a barrier to what? Mar 11 00:31:33 People, weapons, magic Mar 11 00:32:22 They can be separated without damage? Mar 11 00:32:59 Yes. The barrier will only last ten minutes before the shards must be rested Mar 11 00:33:26 You had no intention of telling us this until just now, did you? Mar 11 00:33:49 No. You did not ask until now. Mar 11 00:36:45 We don't like being manipulated... and we really dislike others being hurt to get us to do something or in a certain place... there are better ways to have our compliance Mar 11 00:37:06 * Nieblungen has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 11 00:37:29 We don't like being manipulated... and we really dislike others being hurt to get us to do something or in a certain place... there are better ways to have our compliance Mar 11 00:38:15 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 00:38:22 We don't like being manipulated... and we really dislike others being hurt to get us to do something or in a certain place... there are better ways to have our compliance Mar 11 00:38:51 N: What ways? Mar 11 00:41:03 explain the need for us to do something... ask us... we _want_ peace, and for people to be safe and happy... our aims are more or less aligned, we are much more likely to help if we are given the choice, the respect, and no-one is mistreated or hurt for it... Mar 11 00:41:30 N: we will bear that in mind Mar 11 00:41:50 * Morgan nods, heading for the gate Mar 11 00:42:45 * MollyK stays quiet. At the gate another nieblungen lets them out, only the colour of the waistcoat different Mar 11 00:56:23 * MollyK has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 11 09:49:20 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 09:50:36 * MollyK stays on his arm as the walk away from the complex. The wind has picked up, the bare trees waving their branches Mar 11 09:52:36 Let's go home Mar 11 09:53:00 if you wish Mar 11 09:55:28 What do _you_ wish? We could find somewhere for coffee and lunch Mar 11 09:56:12 If you need to go back to where you feel safe, we will do that... Mar 11 09:57:03 Thank you, but _here_ *she squeezes his arm* is where I feel safe Mar 11 09:58:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 09:58:58 Then coffee and some shops Mar 11 10:02:20 * MollyK smiles but looks puzzled Mar 11 10:02:28 There are things you need? Mar 11 10:05:25 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:08:49 * MollyK nods, taking a deep breath Mar 11 10:12:49 Alright liebling, let's go towards the city Mar 11 10:12:58 Only if you are up to it Mar 11 10:13:30 I am. I have much on my mind, but I am well enough Mar 11 10:15:06 I think... first steps have been made... Mar 11 10:15:39 In what way, my love? *she retraces their route* Mar 11 10:16:28 They seem to understand we don't respond well to manipulation... Mar 11 10:17:18 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:17:27 I am sorry. I was rude. Mar 11 10:17:52 No... it was deserved Mar 11 10:19:24 I dislike feeling trapped Mar 11 10:19:59 I know my love Mar 11 10:21:44 That was a lot to take in, wasn't it? Mar 11 10:22:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:22:06 was rather Mar 11 10:25:13 Do you trust them? Mar 11 10:26:23 I think what they told us was true... Mar 11 10:26:39 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:27:18 I trust them in as far as they will do whatever it takes to achieve the convergence... even if that means lying or concealing the truth from us Mar 11 10:28:01 I think I made it obvious that lying is not going to gain them any help Mar 11 10:29:53 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:30:31 I do not like the idea of having to permanently work against them, but if that needs to happen, that is what will have to be done Mar 11 10:32:10 The stupid thing is, we want the same things overall Mar 11 10:32:36 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:33:09 I want children with you, one day, but because we wish to have that experience together, not because the nieblungen want it Mar 11 10:33:26 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:35:36 And simply that they are pushing so hard, the threats they make about forcing the situation, it makes me feel cross and resistant Mar 11 10:35:59 I know it does Mar 11 10:37:56 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 10:38:06 It makes me obstinate, like my father? Mar 11 10:38:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:38:18 yes it does Mar 11 10:38:56 It does sound like it could be important... like our children will be important Mar 11 10:39:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:40:12 Given that the talents do seem blood related, I would say it is quite probable our children will have some Mar 11 10:40:49 more than likely, I would say Mar 11 10:41:02 Does that trouble you? Mar 11 10:41:20 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 10:41:28 It shouldn't Mar 11 10:41:36 But it does Mar 11 10:42:17 Only because of how others will react to it. Mar 11 10:43:22 * MollyK nods Mar 11 10:43:41 Because it complicates their lives and puts them at risk? Mar 11 10:45:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:46:57 Maybe things will be better by then *she sounds distracted* Mar 11 10:47:55 * Morgan looks at her Mar 11 10:48:13 * MollyK is watching where they are going Mar 11 10:49:46 You are distracted... Mar 11 10:52:14 I was thinking Mar 11 10:53:27 about? Mar 11 10:53:50 Jana, the balls of magic, where is was between my grandfather popping it in sixteen nineteen and you all forgetting about the summerhouse sometime in your adolescence. Mar 11 10:54:44 You wish to go back and ask? Mar 11 10:55:20 No, I have had enough for now Mar 11 10:57:45 * Morgan nods Mar 11 10:58:03 * MollyK nods too Mar 11 10:58:24 I was wondering whether the susceptibility would have been in her too Mar 11 10:58:49 Jana? Mar 11 11:00:51 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:01:12 If it could be there in Edward's daughter, which not yours. Mar 11 11:01:21 Why* Mar 11 11:02:47 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:02:50 that makes sense Mar 11 11:03:44 What were you going to say when they said about other bloodlines joining ours? Mar 11 11:07:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 11:10:46 doesn't matter blossom Mar 11 11:12:25 * MollyK frowns a little Mar 11 11:14:00 I wondered if it was a suggestion that our children might wed the children of those whose bloodlines might have met ours... a child of Seb's with one of ours, perhaps Rickon to a daughter of ours... Mar 11 11:14:51 Seems a bit long winded given how keen they are for us to have children Mar 11 11:15:03 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:15:22 I am not sure they have things as under control as they think Mar 11 11:16:28 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 11 11:16:39 particularly if they are having trouble seeing the paths now Mar 11 11:19:39 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:19:47 That is somewhat concerning Mar 11 11:19:58 but if that is because we trust them less... Mar 11 11:20:04 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:20:32 And they cannot see the dreams now, let alone not being able to do something about them Mar 11 11:21:15 I wonder if I should return, give them an ultimatum about not lying to us Mar 11 11:22:42 If you wish to, my love. But I do not know whether it would stop them. Whatever it is that the convergence is so vital to, it sounds like something they will not give up working towards at any cost Mar 11 11:23:58 You will be alright until I return? Mar 11 11:25:24 * MollyK nods, sitting on a wall in a very casual manner not befitting a duchess Mar 11 11:25:26 I will Mar 11 11:25:51 /me tilts her head Mar 11 11:25:59 Leave me the shard? Mar 11 11:26:11 You wish to have it, or wish me to surprise them? Mar 11 11:26:22 To test their truthfulness Mar 11 11:26:51 * Morgan nods, handing her the box Mar 11 11:29:26 * MollyK puts it under her cloak Mar 11 11:29:44 Don't go forgetting me, hmm? *she smiles playfully * Mar 11 11:29:55 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 11:30:01 never going to happen. I won't be long Mar 11 11:30:06 * MollyK nods Mar 11 11:30:14 I'll be right here Mar 11 11:30:28 * Morgan nods, looking around before heading off towards the compound Mar 11 11:32:25 * MollyK is now known as nieblungen Mar 11 11:32:55 *no nieblungen are waiting for him* Mar 11 11:33:40 * Morgan whistles loudly Mar 11 11:35:37 * nieblungen appears from nowhere Mar 11 11:36:33 * Morgan looks him over Mar 11 11:36:45 You can just appear, can't you? Mar 11 11:38:25 Only in Eisen. Mar 11 11:39:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:39:13 impressive Mar 11 11:39:21 Your ancestor, Konrad Koertig, the first Graf of Sudlachenburg, was very surprised. Mar 11 11:40:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:40:33 I would imagine so... now, to the purpose of my visit... Mar 11 11:41:18 Yes? Mar 11 11:41:53 I want your word that you won't lie to or manipulate us any more Mar 11 11:43:32 To achieve what is needed in the future, you must make discoveries yourself. We cannot tell you everything you wish to know. Mar 11 11:43:46 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:44:00 but you don't need to lie about that... Mar 11 11:45:43 Then you must accept when we cannot say Mar 11 11:46:24 * Morgan nods Mar 11 11:47:19 It is a matter of mutual trust... we want the same things, but feeling trapped, forced into it makes us want to refuse to cooperate... Mar 11 11:48:05 Yes. Mar 11 11:48:32 So, you give me your word you won't lie to us or manipulate us any longer? Mar 11 11:48:45 Yes. Mar 11 11:49:33 We appreciate that Mar 11 11:50:17 Do you have more questions? Mar 11 11:51:06 Two... a cortiez is time affecting magic user... what am I? What is Molly? Mar 11 11:58:13 You are a thermomancer. There is no specific term for Molly's abilities. You are also telepathic with each other, and David has mild telepathy with his most loved ones. Mar 11 11:58:59 interesting... alright. Mar 11 12:00:15 Those were two questions. Mar 11 12:00:58 Indeed they were Mar 11 12:02:18 Florrie is a Chloromancer Mar 11 12:02:54 * Morgan frowns Mar 11 12:03:06 what does that mean? Mar 11 12:04:15 She controls plant life Mar 11 12:04:43 but its called Chloromancy... I don't see the connection Mar 11 12:06:21 Part of the tiny building blocks that make plants are called chloroplasts and chlorophyll. That is the origin of the name Mar 11 12:07:09 Alright... I appreciate the effort, incidentally... Mar 11 12:07:17 Yes. Mar 11 12:08:01 One more, actually... is it only you who can tell where we are through the shard? Mar 11 12:08:34 Yes. No other creatures on Theah can use dracheneisen Mar 11 12:09:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:09:33 good... had the sudden thought that maybe those working against us could tell... Mar 11 12:09:39 No. Mar 11 12:09:54 * Morgan nods before inclining his head Mar 11 12:09:56 thank you Mar 11 12:09:58 As you are alone, do you have more questions about Sebastian? Mar 11 12:10:45 No... he would've been with her if I were not... I've no intention to die and she won't develop feelings for him so... aside from wanting him to be happy, there is nothing more I need to know Mar 11 12:11:11 * nieblungen nods Mar 11 12:12:01 You would have been good friends with him on other paths Mar 11 12:12:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:12:21 now my worry has passed, that could happen on this one Mar 11 12:13:07 He would have been kind to her. Should something happen to you, he will treat her well. Mar 11 12:13:23 Lets try to avoid that, shall we Mar 11 12:13:28 Yes Mar 11 12:13:42 he is a good man... Mar 11 12:14:26 Yes he is. He is like your ancestor Vaugn, as are you. Mar 11 12:14:44 I noticed certain similarities, yes... Mar 11 12:15:00 That is practical Mar 11 12:15:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:16:13 Is that all? Mar 11 12:16:26 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:16:38 Good day then Mar 11 12:17:07 * Morgan nods, inclining his head once more before heading back to find Molly Mar 11 12:17:18 * nieblungen is now known as Molly Mar 11 12:17:33 * Molly is exactly where he left her Mar 11 12:19:01 * Morgan is quietly humming to himself as he approaches Mar 11 12:19:27 * Molly smiles when she sees him Mar 11 12:19:35 Are you well? Mar 11 12:19:56 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:20:01 I am Mar 11 12:20:46 * Molly hops down Mar 11 12:20:52 Shall we go on? Mar 11 12:20:59 aye, lets Mar 11 12:21:54 * Molly walks beside him Mar 11 12:22:07 Did they know you were coming? Mar 11 12:22:22 No... and they confirmed something I suspected Mar 11 12:23:57 Oh? Mar 11 12:24:23 They can just appear Mar 11 12:25:43 Yet we have to come to find them? Mar 11 12:26:05 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 12:26:29 I wonder if they are at risk outside their compound... one visited me a while back but couldn't stay long Mar 11 12:26:59 How strange Mar 11 12:27:03 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:27:09 only in Eisen, incidentally Mar 11 12:28:49 * Molly nods Mar 11 12:28:56 That could be useful Mar 11 12:29:15 lets not be planning against them... Mar 11 12:30:30 * Molly smiles Mar 11 12:31:15 I was not, but it is always important to have a known safe haven, is it not? Mar 11 12:31:33 They have given me their word they will not lie to or manipulate us any longer Mar 11 12:31:55 though they were adamant some things we must learn for ourselves so will need to accept when they tell us they can't say Mar 11 12:32:02 * Molly nods Mar 11 12:32:13 Are you happy with that? Mar 11 12:32:17 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:32:31 I am.... we are working towards a common goal, not being forced to do their bidding... Mar 11 12:34:19 * Molly nods, wandering towards the town Mar 11 12:34:29 are _you_ happy with that? Mar 11 12:34:47 Yes. Whatever is coming, it sounds important Mar 11 12:34:57 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:36:30 For now, I think we must go on with our lives. Mar 11 12:37:04 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:37:21 shouting at people, being nice to children, that sort of stuff Mar 11 12:38:01 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 11 12:38:21 Retrieving a lost queen Mar 11 12:47:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 12:47:29 Messes up our plans just a bit Mar 11 12:48:19 * Molly has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 11 13:03:26 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 13:03:34 [12:30:28] Molly: Retrieving a lost queen Mar 11 13:04:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:04:16 Messes up our plans just a bit Mar 11 13:04:25 Does it? Mar 11 13:04:38 extra stops, extra time Mar 11 13:05:59 We will need a map, I think. I only hope I can fix the amnesia Mar 11 13:06:13 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:06:14 as do I Mar 11 13:06:43 Should we find her before alerting Siegfried? Mar 11 13:07:16 I think so... don't want him traipsing across the globe if she's not there when we arrive Mar 11 13:09:22 * MollyK nods Mar 11 13:09:46 I am hopeful though Mar 11 13:10:31 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:10:33 me too Mar 11 13:11:03 We will do as we did with Hannalore when they are reunited Mar 11 13:11:31 become jealous? Mar 11 13:11:40 * MollyK frowns Mar 11 13:11:48 You were? Mar 11 13:11:53 you were... Mar 11 13:12:29 * MollyK shrugs a little Mar 11 13:12:39 I did not mean that Mar 11 13:12:53 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:14:40 We should find out where he is though Mar 11 13:14:54 aye, we should Mar 11 13:14:58 * Morgan mutters Mar 11 13:15:02 should have just asked Mar 11 13:15:14 The nieblungen? Mar 11 13:15:49 us... should've asked them where he is Mar 11 13:16:09 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 13:16:23 Do you want to go back? Mar 11 13:16:40 No... Mar 11 13:16:58 * MollyK nods Mar 11 13:17:22 We will run out of time for your shopping Mar 11 13:18:02 indeed, and that takes precedence Mar 11 13:18:27 * MollyK looks bemused Mar 11 13:18:35 Alright, my love Mar 11 13:21:40 *they find a coffee house and have a quick lunch. It is nice, and they put aside the heavy topics a while. As they are leaving, they bump into Zench and his mistress, a tall, sturdy girl who is prettish, in a rural, southern Eisen sort of way. She is only a few inches shorter than Morgan and Zench, and a lot taller than Molly* Mar 11 13:25:37 *Zench bows to them, smiling broadly* Your Excellenices, Good afternoon Mar 11 13:26:04 Lord Zench... Mar 11 13:26:39 * MollyK smiles at him Mar 11 13:27:23 Z: May I introduce Heidi, my dearest friend, to you? Mar 11 13:28:53 H: *she curtsies politely, but it doesn't really fit well with her frame. She smiles though. There's something wonky about it, but in an endearing way* Mar 11 13:29:09 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 11 13:30:24 * MollyK smiles at her "I am pleased to meet you" Mar 11 13:31:20 H:Me too, your Excellency. Zench told me about you and how little you are! Mar 11 13:32:00 * Morgan smirks Mar 11 13:32:12 * MollyK looks a bit surprised by this, but smiles. Zench looks amused but much less surprised Mar 11 13:32:56 Z: How did you like the book of poetry I gave you, your Excellency? Mar 11 13:33:58 * MollyK smiles "Very much, thank you. Will you be at Court?" Mar 11 13:34:31 Z: *he nods* I will be. Heidi isn't allowed at Court Mar 11 13:35:11 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 11 13:35:13 * MollyK blushes, looking embarrassed, assuming she has overstepped Mar 11 13:36:00 My apologies... Mar 11 13:37:07 Z: *he smiles* Oh no, she has been to Court with me before, but we decided that temporarily she will stay at Pott's house whilst I go Mar 11 13:37:56 [is he saying she is with child?!] Mar 11 13:39:21 Why would that be, Zench? Mar 11 13:40:05 Z: *he smiles indulgently* Misbehaviour Mar 11 13:40:15 *Heidi grins* I went to his gentleman's club disguised as him, ran up his tab, and got caught. Mar 11 13:41:23 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 11 13:41:28 that would certainly do it Mar 11 13:41:41 *this rings a bell. When they were in Fischler, Zench had left Pott's townhouse to sort it* Mar 11 13:42:09 Z: She is a fiend. Will you both be at Court? Mar 11 13:42:47 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 13:43:02 then I suspect we will get along famously... yes, we will... Mar 11 13:44:04 Z: We might see you on the ferry then. Are you familiar with Niesfeld? Mar 11 13:44:14 Not terribly, no Mar 11 13:45:26 H: The Cathedral is pretty. If it's quiet, you can get in the Priests side of the confessional too Mar 11 13:46:08 generally speaking, I go where I want... Mar 11 13:46:22 Z: *he laughs* So does she Mar 11 13:48:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:48:26 H: it'll be an hour before the ferry, do you need directions? Mar 11 13:48:53 I could do with some directions, yes, but not there... Mar 11 13:49:26 Z: I know the city well, wheat do you need? Mar 11 13:49:45 * Morgan motions with his head before moving away from Molly Mar 11 13:50:32 *Zench goes with him. The women talk together* Mar 11 13:51:43 I'm looking for a jeweller Mar 11 13:52:09 For fixing, or buying? Mar 11 13:54:07 buying Mar 11 13:55:35 You will want Mahler's then. *he gives directions, and hands him his own calling card* I am a frequent customer, he will give you a discount Mar 11 13:55:51 * Morgan nods Mar 11 13:55:53 much appreciated Mar 11 13:56:40 Z: *he inclines his head, watching the tall blonde and short redhead* Mar 11 14:01:07 Was there anything else, your Excellency? Mar 11 14:01:49 No, that was it... she's nice... Mar 11 14:02:21 Z: Yes she is. She keeps me on my toes Mar 11 14:02:53 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:07:23 *a serving girl comes to Zench, giving them a good time to leave. Goodbyes are said and then Molly steps out into the cold again, pulling her shawl back over her hair* Mar 11 14:07:45 Are we to see the Cathedral? Mar 11 14:07:57 Not yet Mar 11 14:08:07 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:08:17 Where are we going? Mar 11 14:08:30 to a shop Mar 11 14:08:48 * MollyK nods, following his lead Mar 11 14:09:34 She seems like an unusual woman Mar 11 14:10:56 Doesn't she Mar 11 14:11:37 He seems to love her Mar 11 14:11:45 I'm inclined to agree Mar 11 14:12:03 I thought I had made an awful blunder Mar 11 14:13:00 I noticed... I wasn't sure, to be honest Mar 11 14:13:43 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:14:18 But it seems it is just "misbehaviour"! Mar 11 14:14:48 quite the misbehaviour... he was going to fix that very issue when I first met him Mar 11 14:15:09 That is rather shocking, isn't it? Mar 11 14:15:15 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:16:12 * MollyK nods. A few minutes later she says "Do _you_ think of me as little?" Mar 11 14:16:24 Is that important? Mar 11 14:16:36 Maybe Mar 11 14:16:55 No... I don't think I do Mar 11 14:17:07 * MollyK nods Mar 11 14:17:24 I am not tall, but I do not think myself so very small Mar 11 14:18:01 No... Perhaps it takes knowing you... Mar 11 14:18:11 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 14:18:29 I grow the closer you are to me? Mar 11 14:19:21 You become rather larger than life... what makes you you is much more than the fact you can walk into a Nieblungen house without bending down... Mar 11 14:19:37 * MollyK giggles Mar 11 14:19:41 That's nice Mar 11 14:20:07 * MollyK watches where they are going, smiling sweetly Mar 11 14:20:20 You grow the closer I am to you Mar 11 14:20:28 * Morgan sniggers Mar 11 14:20:54 * MollyK giggles, taking his hand Mar 11 14:21:35 You will not tell me where you are taking me? Mar 11 14:22:21 we're nearly there I think Mar 11 14:22:52 * MollyK nods. The shop soon appears Mar 11 14:23:13 * Morgan leads her inside Mar 11 14:24:10 * MollyK looks relaxed. There is a man at the counter assessing jewels with a little glass eye thing Mar 11 14:25:08 * Morgan approaches the counter Mar 11 14:25:43 *The man looks up* Good afternoon, how may I help you today? Mar 11 14:26:29 * Morgan looks at the man slightly funny before speaking Mar 11 14:26:45 I'm looking for a necklace for my wife... Mar 11 14:28:33 * MollyK watches Morgan with a smile, blushing Mar 11 14:28:48 M: Very good. What sort? Mar 11 14:29:06 pearls Mar 11 14:30:31 Lord Zench recommended you Mar 11 14:30:50 M: An excellent choice. *he goes to find a few boxes* Mar 11 14:31:24 * MollyK smiles up at him, squeezing his hand. She doesn't seem to know what to say Mar 11 14:34:07 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 11 14:36:01 M: *he shows Morgan three different ones, none are labelled with a price* Mar 11 14:37:40 * Morgan looks them over closely Mar 11 14:41:05 *they are all excellent quality. The first is a single strand of small pearls, the second is bigger and chunkier, the third is three strands, small pearls, one that would sit close to the neck, one a little lower, and the final stand that would sit at the top of her cleavage, drawing attention to her breasts Mar 11 14:42:03 what do you think blossom? Mar 11 14:42:31 They are all beautiful, but I am torn between the first and third Mar 11 14:43:31 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:43:59 Which would you recommend for a duchess? *he looks up at the jeweller* Mar 11 14:44:46 M: The nobility tend to go for three strands, it looks well with ball gowns Mar 11 14:45:25 * Morgan straightens up, looking at Molly Mar 11 14:45:38 Well, it'd sit well at court this evening... Mar 11 14:45:55 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 14:46:01 Yes, it would Mar 11 14:46:20 You would not prefer the single strand? Mar 11 14:46:30 M: Oh, I didn't realise. *he bows deeply* Mar 11 14:47:17 * MollyK thinks about it "I really do not know" Mar 11 14:47:29 have a think about it blossom Mar 11 14:47:40 * Morgan looks at the jeweller Mar 11 14:49:08 How you treat people that aren't perceived to be nobility says a lot about who you are... you should be proud of yourself... Mar 11 14:49:19 M: Couples come in here often just to look and try things on. As long as they are gentle, I don't see any harm in letting them have their enjoyment. Mar 11 14:50:16 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:50:27 commendable... the world needs more people who think like that Mar 11 14:50:59 *he nods. Molly still looks torn* Mar 11 14:51:12 Would you like me to decide blossom? Mar 11 14:51:28 Yes, please! Mar 11 14:51:58 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:52:06 the three strand then... Mar 11 14:53:25 M: *he nods* an excellent choice. *he slides a little piece of card face down to Morgan so Molly doesn't see it* Mar 11 14:53:40 * Morgan checks it Mar 11 14:54:05 *It say fifty guilders. It is expensive, but not unreasonable for the item* Mar 11 14:55:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:55:12 I suppose I'd best visit the bank... Mar 11 14:55:32 M: I will invoice your account, if you prefer Mar 11 14:55:44 * Morgan nods Mar 11 14:55:50 that'd be easier, if you are happy to Mar 11 14:56:12 M: That is what we usually do Mar 11 14:56:26 what sort of things do the young couples usually look at? Mar 11 14:56:53 M: To buy? Wedding rings Mar 11 14:58:53 No, when they come to look at things that they won't buy Mar 11 14:59:56 M: They like the jewels, diamonds and rubies. Necklaces or bracelets. Mar 11 15:00:40 without wanting to be vulgar, how much? Mar 11 15:02:03 M: starting at thirty for the simplest pendants. The most expensive pieces I have are about four hundred Mar 11 15:02:35 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:03:53 next time one of those couples comes in, if they like anything up to... *he points at the pearls* the same as these, let them have it with my compliments, and invoice me... would you be willing to do that? Mar 11 15:04:58 M: *he smiles* Absolutely, your Excellency Mar 11 15:05:13 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:05:22 good... Mar 11 15:06:03 M: *he deals with wrapping up the necklace and taking Morgan's details* Mar 11 15:07:54 M: You will have made two women very happy, your Excellency *he hands it over* Mar 11 15:08:56 as will you Mr... Mar 11 15:09:09 M: Mahler Mar 11 15:09:34 Its a pleasure to have met you Mr Mahler Mar 11 15:10:03 M:And your Excellencies. Good day to you Mar 11 15:10:41 * Morgan inclines his head before leading Molly out of the shop Mar 11 15:12:51 * MollyK smiles warmly, pulling him into the concealed alley at the side of the building and kissing him firmly Mar 11 15:13:38 * Morgan laughs Mar 11 15:15:52 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 11 15:37:16 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 11 15:38:47 *the dracheneisen shard box in her cloak presses against his upper thigh suggestively* Mar 11 15:40:25 May I assume you are pleased? Mar 11 15:41:23 I am very, very pleased, both for the beautiful gift and for the kindness you show unfailing to those less fortunate Mar 11 15:41:33 * MollyK watches him fondly Mar 11 15:42:22 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 15:42:27 it seems appropriate Mar 11 15:42:38 It does? Mar 11 15:43:05 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:43:19 *he notices the alley smells quite unpleasant, rather like the aged contents of chamberpots Mar 11 15:43:46 Making it a better place isn't just shifts in the way people are treated... its the smaller things too... lets get out of here Mar 11 15:44:11 * MollyK nods, letting him lead Mar 11 15:44:19 Thank you, liebes herz Mar 11 15:44:38 You are most welcome my love Mar 11 15:44:50 You are too generous to me Mar 11 15:45:08 Not at all Mar 11 15:47:42 * MollyK squeezes his hand Mar 11 15:48:03 I only wish I could think of gifts that would delight you in return Mar 11 15:48:14 I already have it Mar 11 15:48:31 What is it? Mar 11 15:48:34 you Mar 11 15:48:45 * MollyK smiles, blushing Mar 11 15:48:57 You think I am a gift? Mar 11 15:49:36 You are certainly a treasure, a jewel... Mar 11 15:49:59 * MollyK smiles Mar 11 15:50:05 That is very touching Mar 11 15:52:06 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 11 15:53:47 * MollyK stays close to him as they walk "I think we ought to go to the ferry" Mar 11 15:54:19 * Morgan nods Mar 11 15:54:20 aye Mar 11 15:56:45 * MollyK spends the wait holding his hand and smiling. They sit on a bench, and soon Zench and Heidi sit on the one next to them. The ferry sets off Mar 11 15:57:09 Z: I hope you found what you were looking for, your Excellency Mar 11 15:57:22 we certainly did Mar 11 15:57:49 * MollyK nods, smiling Mar 11 15:58:33 Z: Do you have a coach to take you to court, or shall I send Potts' coach to you this evening? Mar 11 15:58:48 that would be appreciated Mar 11 15:59:47 Z: I will see to it. Have you see Tiggy yet? Mar 11 16:00:02 * MollyK surreptitiously watches Morgan's reaction Mar 11 16:00:58 * Morgan frowns briefly Mar 11 16:01:01 Yesterday Mar 11 16:02:49 Z: *he nods* we saw him in Niesfeld a few days ago Mar 11 16:03:32 oh? Mar 11 16:04:31 H: He stayed the night, but he had some shopping to do in Fischler. I think he was mostly waiting for a letter from his lady Mar 11 16:06:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:07:02 Z: We are looking forward to the wedding, much as I think he is mad getting married Mar 11 16:07:21 Its a long time coming... Mar 11 16:08:12 Z: He has been smitten with her for a long time Mar 11 16:08:54 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:09:01 that feeling is certainly mutual I think Mar 11 16:10:19 Z: They had that rough patch, but they seem to be back to how they first were Mar 11 16:10:41 H: *she smiles brightly* He bit her. Mar 11 16:11:04 he did what now? Mar 11 16:11:42 H: when they first kissed, he accidentally kissed her Mar 11 16:11:49 Bit her* Mar 11 16:12:14 * MollyK smiles. Edward has told Morgan this himself Mar 11 16:12:35 ah, yes... Mar 11 16:15:35 *Heidi looks at Zench, saying very quietly "fecit casu, dissimilis", meaning "he did it by accident, unlike you" Mar 11 16:16:44 * Morgan smirks slightly Mar 11 16:17:00 Z: *he smiles at her a moment before looking back to Morgan* He wants Potts and I sleeping in the snow Mar 11 16:17:13 me too Mar 11 16:18:12 * MollyK is now known as Zench Mar 11 16:18:43 One day a year that Lady Hapsburg can wed, and it's in December. Poor planning. Mar 11 16:19:27 I do worry that the army didn't prepare you for actual hardship... Mar 11 16:19:33 * Morgan watches Zench sidelong Mar 11 16:21:01 * Zench nods "I spent most of it drunk and writing epic poetry about the glory of brave young men" Mar 11 16:21:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:21:31 thats what I expected Mar 11 16:22:04 Edward was brave, and most sober Mar 11 16:22:34 [Except when he and Potts got bucked and gagged...] Mar 11 16:22:51 most of the time Mar 11 16:23:26 * Zench nods Mar 11 16:23:48 It will be good to see the old gang again, those that are left. Mar 11 16:24:10 * Morgan nods slightly, looking out at the river Mar 11 16:26:43 *Molly gently squeezes his hand supportively* Mar 11 16:27:42 *the rest of the journey is peaceful, the river calm. Close to him for warmth, he can feel Molly trying not to doze off Mar 11 16:30:10 * Morgan puts his arm around her, letting her lean into him Mar 11 16:31:14 * Zench sighs happily. Zench gives them a brief smile when he notices, whilst Heidi talks a mile a minute about some acquaintances Morgan hasn't heard of Mar 11 16:37:10 *At the Freiburg dock, Potts carriage is waiting for Zench and Heidi, so they swiftly depart, Zench promising to send it to The Rose at the right time. Goodbyes are said, and Molly smiles* Is there anything you need to do before we go back to take over with Varick? Mar 11 16:38:56 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 11 16:38:59 no blossom Mar 11 16:40:01 * Zench nods Mar 11 16:40:06 * Zench is now known as Molly Mar 11 16:40:35 Aside from the issues at the Mine, that was a wonderful trip with you Mar 11 16:41:26 I'm glad you enjoyed yourself my love Mar 11 16:42:16 I very much did. I still love spending time with you, just as I did a year ago Mar 11 16:42:51 * Morgan smiles Mar 11 16:42:55 thats just as well really isn't it Mar 11 16:43:19 Mmhmm, as I intend to do so for many decades Mar 11 16:43:30 * Molly walks towards to the ship Mar 11 16:43:43 * Morgan nods, following her Mar 11 16:43:57 Does it trouble you, what they said about Seb and I? Mar 11 16:45:16 No not really... I just have to not die Mar 11 16:45:32 * Molly smiles Mar 11 16:45:44 That was your plan anyway Mar 11 16:46:40 convenient really Mar 11 16:47:00 You have said before you would wish me to remarry if it would make me happy... do you still feel that way? Mar 11 16:47:27 if it'd make you happy... Mar 11 16:48:12 I do not think it would Mar 11 16:49:12 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:50:51 *they get back on the ship where Sorgi is on watch, no black eye* Mar 11 16:51:00 Cap'n Mar 11 16:51:14 S: All well, m' lord Mar 11 16:51:21 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:51:26 not surprised Mar 11 16:52:16 S: nice trip? Mar 11 16:52:29 for the most part, aye Mar 11 16:53:49 * Molly hands over a letter to Molly Mar 11 16:54:05 S:* Mar 11 16:55:02 * Molly looks it over, looking a little surprised "thank you, Sorgi. If you'll excuse me, liebling" Mar 11 16:55:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 16:55:17 of course blossom Mar 11 16:56:27 * Molly heads below deck Mar 11 16:56:33 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Mar 11 16:56:47 Thank you for last night, m'lord Mar 11 16:57:16 least I could do Mar 11 16:58:10 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 16:58:32 You will keep an eye on her wellbeing whilst away? Mar 11 16:58:53 If I didn't know that comes from a place of care, I'd be offended... of course I will. Mar 11 16:59:10 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 16:59:18 Thank you, m' lord Mar 11 16:59:26 of course Mar 11 17:00:05 You and her Excellency will be out this evening? Mar 11 17:00:11 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:00:17 have to show our faces at court Mar 11 17:00:30 * Sorgi nods Mar 11 17:01:10 I have arranged the tickets and rooms for the ferry to Baden for you in the morning Mar 11 17:01:25 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:01:28 thank you Sorgi Mar 11 17:03:01 * Sorgi nods, getting called away. Down in his study, Varick is playing soldiers with HH and Inga at the desk. Molly is sat on the window seat, letter in her lap Mar 11 17:03:49 * Morgan looks at the soldiers Mar 11 17:03:56 Varicks got you, I think Mar 11 17:05:03 *HH nods* 'E's good at this Mar 11 17:06:41 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:06:46 he is Mar 11 17:07:40 *Molly looks thoughtful* Mar 11 17:08:05 everything alright blossom? Mar 11 17:08:27 * Sorgi is now known as Molly Mar 11 17:08:34 It's from Evie Mar 11 17:08:51 oh? Mar 11 17:09:19 That's an odd coincidence, isn't it? Mar 11 17:09:25 probably Mar 11 17:09:44 It is early days, but... Mar 11 17:10:09 but... Mar 11 17:11:23 But she is with child Mar 11 17:11:39 not terribly surprising Mar 11 17:12:17 They have been married for two and a half months... Mar 11 17:13:58 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:14:44 * Molly smiles Mar 11 17:14:59 That is good news, isn't it? Mar 11 17:15:07 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:15:08 aye it is Mar 11 17:15:31 I will write and send our congratulations? Mar 11 17:17:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:18:11 * Molly smiles Mar 11 17:18:33 I will do that now then Mar 11 17:20:14 * Morgan nods Mar 11 17:20:16 alright blossom Mar 11 17:23:49 ACTION takes some paper and sits to write. Varick wants Morgan to play next, and he tells Morgan in great detail about all the zoo animals they saw. He continues throughout his tea time, and once he is down for the night it is time for them to dress for Court, Molly having Inga's help, and HH lounging around just to tease Morgan about his outfit Mar 11 17:23:49 once he's in his knee breeches. HH wold whistles when he comes in Mar 11 17:24:03 Wolf * Mar 11 17:24:48 You realise I could have a knife hidden in this nonsense somewhere? Mar 11 17:25:22 * Molly is now known as HH Mar 11 17:25:33 * HH scoffs Mar 11 17:26:04 Not without gettin' dirty looks Mar 11 17:26:22 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 17:26:24 not my problem Mar 11 17:31:46 * HH has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 11 22:33:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 11 22:35:06 *there is squealing and giggling from the other room* Mar 11 22:35:13 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 11 22:36:02 There's them, like two little tweetin' birds, and you, like a magnificent peacock Mar 11 22:36:06 * HH grins Mar 11 22:36:39 I'm sorry? Magnificent cock? Mar 11 22:36:53 * HH laughs Mar 11 22:37:11 That's m' name, don't wear it out! Mar 11 22:37:47 Right, so I cant say cock, gotcha... Mar 11 22:38:20 Best let yer wife know Mar 11 22:39:00 whyso? Mar 11 22:41:00 Nope, don't wanna bring back St Morgan Mar 11 22:41:22 spill it Mar 11 22:42:26 Well how else y' gonna talk about... *he waves toward his groin*? Mar 11 22:43:09 All that time in the navy and you didn't learn at least ten euphemisms for it? Mar 11 22:44:30 I did. Thought you were jus' a bit too simple to know any Mar 11 22:45:43 You thought wrong Mar 11 22:46:33 'Ad a good time in Niesfeld? Mar 11 22:47:07 mostly, aye Mar 11 22:47:49 She seemed 'appy Mar 11 22:48:19 jewellery and compliments... Mar 11 22:48:58 * HH grins Mar 11 22:49:06 Good choice Mar 11 22:49:28 * Morgan nods Mar 11 22:50:27 Gonna make some trouble at Court? Mar 11 22:50:34 I'd imagine so Mar 11 22:51:34 Edward comin' back with you? Early start in th' morning Mar 11 22:52:06 * Morgan nods Mar 11 22:52:07 aye Mar 11 22:53:12 I spose I'll get his room ready Mar 11 22:54:13 very good of you Mar 11 22:54:28 * HH grins Mar 11 22:54:58 'Member that day we put the stone under 'is mattress? Mar 11 22:55:58 I remember being in a foul mood the next day Mar 11 22:56:19 *him Mar 11 22:56:40 Howdya know the difference?! Mar 11 22:58:35 he snapped at father Mar 11 22:59:50 Yeah, that'll do it. Gonna be an unholy row over Florrie existin', ain't there? Mar 11 23:00:33 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:00:44 I'm more worried about the consequences of them trying to take her Mar 11 23:01:10 Whatcha thinkin'? Mar 11 23:01:36 I promised I won't let that happen... until I'm sure that they can be reasonable, they're not going to know where she is Mar 11 23:02:57 Best be tellin' Varick to keep it quiet then Mar 11 23:03:08 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:03:15 I'll talk to him before we get there Mar 11 23:03:53 * HH nods Mar 11 23:05:54 He gonna get dragged into the study like we used to? Mar 11 23:06:13 Varick? Mar 11 23:06:23 Edward, you plank. Mar 11 23:06:49 Probably... if he's come around enough by then, though, I'll be standing with him... Mar 11 23:08:53 Rather you than me! Not been bollocked in years, still hate it there Mar 11 23:09:32 I tell you I took the door off its hinges? Mar 11 23:10:01 Don't think so Mar 11 23:11:08 He'd decided to give you your title... but then got wound up about something and was going to change his mind... he was being childish and locked himself in his study... I wouldn't go away and said he could either open the door or I would Mar 11 23:11:26 * HH laughs Mar 11 23:12:18 He regretted that pretty quick Mar 11 23:12:48 wasn't long after getting it fixed that Molly slammed the door so hard it broke part of the jamb... Mar 11 23:13:19 Summat about parenting styles I think? Mar 11 23:13:29 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:13:42 I may have suggested he look at the common factor between both incidents... Mar 11 23:14:10 * HH laughs Mar 11 23:14:46 Given what y' used to be like it musta been a shock to him when y' came back like this Mar 11 23:15:14 I'll point out I'm incredibly relaxed, compared to how I was when I first came back Mar 11 23:15:38 * HH nods Mar 11 23:15:54 Summat is making you mellow Mar 11 23:16:08 Part of it is being around you... Mar 11 23:16:23 Whysat then? Mar 11 23:16:48 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:17:04 brings me closer to who I am under all the anger I think Mar 11 23:17:35 Going way back to the old old you Mar 11 23:17:59 less naive, as Claudia says Mar 11 23:19:18 Y' were hopeful, seeing the world like everyone was as good as you Mar 11 23:20:55 You think I'm good? Mar 11 23:21:19 Yeah, course I do Mar 11 23:22:05 That means a lot to me Mar 11 23:22:37 Figured y' known that for years Mar 11 23:22:54 I've doubted myself a lot over the last few years Mar 11 23:23:14 * HH shrugs Mar 11 23:24:33 Never thought y' weren't a good man, 'cept for when y' stole my apples Mar 11 23:25:26 * Morgan mutters Mar 11 23:25:30 weren't your apples Mar 11 23:26:02 Were too Mar 11 23:28:53 * Morgan sighs Mar 11 23:29:07 What? Mar 11 23:29:23 never been able to make you see sense, but I suppose you can't argue with stupid Mar 11 23:30:04 Nope, I've been trying to for se'enteen years, you're stick dumb as a post Mar 11 23:30:14 Still* Mar 11 23:32:16 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:32:20 just emulating you Mar 11 23:35:17 ACTION nods. The door opens as HH is about to reply, but he says nothing. Molly is fully made up, in the pink dress Edward bought her. As he anticipated, the lowest string of pearls does rest on the top of her breasts. With her chin tilted up a little, she looks much more confident than in September when they were going to the Winter Ball. She Mar 11 23:35:17 watches Morgan with a soft smile Mar 11 23:35:59 well now, don't you look wonderful Mar 11 23:36:24 *she blushes, smiling* Will I do? Mar 11 23:36:34 more than that my love Mar 11 23:37:13 *She nods* shall we go? Mar 11 23:37:24 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:38:59 *she says goodbye to HH and Inga, wrapping her cloak around her. Once they are in the quiet hall, she shuts the door behind them Mar 11 23:39:03 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 11 23:40:15 You look wonderful too, my love, though if I say that with Heinzharold around I am sure he will only tease you Mar 11 23:41:06 he's already done that Mar 11 23:41:29 He is wrong. I like you in breeches Mar 11 23:41:50 I should probably just accept I'll be wearing them more often Mar 11 23:42:00 * Molly nods Mar 11 23:42:21 You have some trust to build and then some herding to do... Mar 11 23:42:46 trust to build... Mar 11 23:43:04 That is what they said Mar 11 23:44:00 I was just wondering with who Mar 11 23:44:26 I do not know Mar 11 23:47:45 *Potts' fancy coach is waiting on the dock. Last time they shared it with Potts, Zench and Edward on the way there, and though alone on the way back she had fallen asleep. This time she marvels this at the expensiveness of the leather seats and fixtures. Mar 11 23:48:03 It is nice, isn't it? Mar 11 23:48:38 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:49:12 * Molly opens her cloak to show him his recent purchase, smiling Mar 11 23:49:38 I hope you like the necklace on me, my love? Mar 11 23:49:46 it suits you very much Mar 11 23:49:55 * Molly smiles Mar 11 23:50:19 The pearls represent purity and wisdom Mar 11 23:50:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 11 23:50:42 I thought it was apt my star of the sea has a jewel of the sea Mar 11 23:51:03 * Molly looks delighted by this Mar 11 23:51:10 Oh, my love... Mar 11 23:52:07 * Morgan smiles Mar 11 23:53:26 * Molly sighs happily, resting herself against his side Mar 11 23:54:02 I love you, so very much. Mar 11 23:54:08 and I you blossom Mar 11 23:54:30 * Molly nods Mar 11 23:54:57 It is good the sparkliness was this morning Mar 11 23:55:06 * Morgan nods Mar 11 23:55:09 aye Mar 11 23:55:58 I could not promise to behave myself in Potts' carriage right now otherwise Mar 11 23:56:10 * Morgan laughs Mar 11 23:57:18 oh the scandal that would cause Mar 11 23:57:41 Only if we were caught Mar 11 23:57:48 well, yes Mar 11 23:59:32 * Molly nods, just sitting calmly at his side, so very different to the nervous way she held his hand tightly in here before the winter ball Mar 12 00:01:17 you are much more confident than last time we went Mar 12 00:01:31 * Molly nods Mar 12 00:01:40 Some things are different Mar 12 00:01:57 like? Mar 12 00:02:09 Us... me... Mar 12 00:02:32 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:03:28 Besides, what makes us so nervous the first time we do it is oft approached with far less apprehensive the second and subsequent times Mar 12 00:03:40 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:05:04 * Molly nods "Are you less apprehensive too?" Mar 12 00:08:18 I've got enough to worry about Mar 12 00:09:34 Might I help you with any of it? Mar 12 00:10:39 We can do nothing but wait and see where Edward lands Mar 12 00:11:18 * Molly nods "and we will do that together" Mar 12 00:11:23 * Morgan nods Mar 12 00:11:44 * Molly stays quiet until the coach comes to a stop Mar 12 00:13:14 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 12 18:52:03 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 12 18:53:40 * MollyK steps out when the coachman opens the door. She lifts her chin a little and squares her shoulders slightly Mar 12 18:54:01 * Morgan climbs out beside her Mar 12 18:54:49 * MollyK takes a deep breath, watching the steam of nobles entertaining the building Mar 12 18:55:02 Alright, I am ready Mar 12 18:55:04 alright? Mar 12 18:57:58 * MollyK nods, giving him a smile Mar 12 18:58:06 I am. Are you? Mar 12 18:58:13 I suppose so Mar 12 18:58:50 It still fills you with trepidation? Mar 12 18:59:09 distaste mostly. I don't like these things Mar 12 18:59:40 The events, or the people? Mar 12 18:59:58 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 19:00:02 both, oftentimes Mar 12 19:00:23 * MollyK nods Mar 12 19:01:00 We need not stay too long Mar 12 19:01:28 * Morgan nods Mar 12 19:02:12 * MollyK smiles "shall we, your Excellency?" Mar 12 19:02:22 * Morgan nods, offering his arm Mar 12 19:03:02 * MollyK takes it Mar 12 19:04:27 * Morgan leads her towards the entrance Mar 12 19:07:52 *The building is in the same part of town where the opera house, gentleman's clubs, and very fancy brothels are, close to where he was last night. It is less personalised than the Eisenfurst's palace was when they went to the ball. After the usual check of credentials, they are let loose amongst the highest of society in a huge oak-panneled room. Mar 12 19:07:52 There are tables and chairs, the room warmly lit, and refreshments are being taken around. There's also a buffet Mar 12 19:12:39 ACTION accepts champagne the first time it is offered by a servant. There is no formal announcements here. The room is quite busy already, many sat down but also lots of conversations taking place standing. At the very far end of the room, Morgan can make out Eisenfurst Nikolaus Trague, and with him Eisenfurstin Posen. Near a pair of open Mar 12 19:12:39 Montaigne-style doors, Edward, Zench and Potts and laughing together. The former looks like he hasn't slept well, though is impeccably dressed Mar 12 19:13:11 I wish HeinzHarold were here Mar 12 19:13:58 Oh? Why, my love? Mar 12 19:14:24 He'd take me up on a bet I could get a cocktail sausage in the Eisenfursts pocket... lets keep you away from him shall we Mar 12 19:15:31 You worry overmuch about that, my love Mar 12 19:16:25 No, I don't think I do... neither does Edward Mar 12 19:16:50 * MollyK sips the champagne, looking around. They seem to be the topic of gossip in a few poorly concealed conversations already, women in particular watching them Mar 12 19:17:01 Shall we go to Edward? He looks tired Mar 12 19:17:46 * Morgan nods Mar 12 19:21:16 ACTION waits for him to lead her to them. The gossip continues, but it never seems to last long before they move on to discusssing someone else. Breeches are the order of the day, and more than half of the men are wearing pompous white wigs. The ladies dresses make the room look like a deconstructed rainbow. Edward turns to look at Morgan, also Mar 12 19:21:16 with champagne in his hand "Good evening, Your Excellencies" Mar 12 19:22:19 *Potts and Zench also turn their gaze to the couple, particularly* Mar 12 19:22:52 Edward... Mar 12 19:23:41 E: *he looks Molly's outfit over* I knew that dress would be perfect for you, Molly. There isn't a finer looking woman here. Mar 12 19:25:00 * MollyK smiles, thanking him. Potts chooses to compliment her new necklace, and Zench her hair. Though she smiles warmly, he can see she isn't particularly moved by their praise Mar 12 19:27:52 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 12 19:28:06 What did you think of Niesfeld, Morgan? Mar 12 19:36:26 Not a bad place, though we bumped into a reprobate there... Mar 12 19:37:24 *zench smiles* she can't help herself Mar 12 19:37:52 * Morgan smirks Mar 12 19:37:55 wasn't referring to her Mar 12 19:40:31 *The other laugh at this. Potts mother Angelique, who was asking Molly at the ball whose mistress she was, looks to be making a beeline for them all. Edward, Zench and Potts all groan quietly* Mar 12 19:43:16 *Molly looks at them all a moment, before looking at Morgan* Mar 12 19:44:34 * Morgan watches her approach Mar 12 19:45:42 *Angelique is overly dressed and overly dressed up. She curtsies deeply to Morgan* Your Excellency Mar 12 19:46:10 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 12 19:47:41 *She given Molly a much less cordial smile* Your Excellency Mar 12 19:48:51 M: *She smiles very warmly at her* Good evening, Lady Pottersdam, you are looking very eye-catching this evening. Mar 12 19:50:48 * Edward snorts, then tries to conceal it with a cough. Zench develops a particular interest in looking at the curtains, and Potts smiles a little. His mother doesn't seem to catch it, and starts chatting with Molly as if Molly is her friend. Mar 12 19:51:58 *Morgan spots Duke Anhalt down in a little group near the Eisenfurst and Eisenfurstin* Mar 12 19:53:48 Would you excuse me, I've seen someone I need to talk to Mar 12 19:54:34 *They all do* Mar 12 19:55:06 * Morgan nods slightly before heading for Anhalt Mar 12 19:55:23 * Edward is now known as Anhalt Mar 12 19:58:01 ACTION seems to be very friendly with both Eisenfursts, and their little group is laughing. The Duchess Anhalt is on his arm, a woman almost sixty but who still has the full round cheeks and sparkling eyes of a much younger woman. She has a refinement to her that is not gaudy or trying too hard. It's similar to as he imagines Verity will age, Mar 12 19:58:01 despite this woman being blonde Mar 12 19:59:05 * Morgan stands nearby, not interrupting Mar 12 20:00:01 *she spots him first, giving her husband a quick glance and very slight head tilt. He looks to Morgan* Duke Koertig, Good evening. Mar 12 20:01:02 Duchess Anhalt, a pleasure to see you Mar 12 20:01:54 *Posen and Trague both look at him. He has vaguely seen both before, but hasn't been introduced to the latter since he first went to Court here with Adalbrecht just after he turned sixteen and before he set off on his first posting* Mar 12 20:02:19 * Morgan bows his head to them Mar 12 20:04:10 *he looks to the Eisenfursts* Your Graces, Duke Koertig, Von Sudlachenburg. Your Excellency, Eisenfurst Trague Von Freiburg, And Eisenfurstin Posen. Mar 12 20:04:29 Your graces... Mar 12 20:05:06 *heads are inclined. Both seem curious and scrutinising for a few moments* Mar 12 20:05:34 * Anhalt looks to Morgan "Did you need to speak with me?" Mar 12 20:06:03 If I might spirit you away for a moment Mar 12 20:06:48 * Anhalt excuses himself from them, moving away with Morgan to a quiet area "How can I help you?" Mar 12 20:07:16 I want to check a few things with you, make sure things are setup as I had agreed with Kitt... Mar 12 20:07:38 * Anhalt nods "what things would they be?" Mar 12 20:08:34 The payments to Elsie, that the boy will not be bothered or dragged into any of Eisens dealings, that Dau's sister is in charge of Prachtig Mar 12 20:09:32 Those things are all in hand Mar 12 20:11:36 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:11:48 Good Mar 12 20:13:06 The survival of the mother was very unexpected Mar 12 20:13:20 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:13:38 We got lucky with Freiarr Rosenkrantz being there Mar 12 20:13:59 He is a talented doctor and an excellent Freiarr Mar 12 20:14:05 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:14:16 Seems to be a very kind person, too Mar 12 20:14:36 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:15:04 Kit had become attached to the girl, I am pleased it was resolved well Mar 12 20:15:16 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:15:18 how is he? Mar 12 20:15:48 He is visiting Anhalt at present, to see his parents Mar 12 20:15:59 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:16:06 I'm glad. They miss him. Mar 12 20:16:25 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:16:45 Your family is well too, I hope? Mar 12 20:17:08 We are, and now we're getting back on track with our plans Mar 12 20:17:16 * Morgan looks at him speculatively Mar 12 20:17:26 You have a good relationship with the Eisenfursten? Mar 12 20:18:02 Indeed. We have been allies since the early years of the War Mar 12 20:18:26 * Morgan nods thoughtfully Mar 12 20:19:46 Are you seeking aid in an endeavour? Mar 12 20:20:52 No... we encountered some time ago a ship flying flags of distress that, when we got close, attacked... I've no doubt we'd have ended up dead were we on a different ship... but she was flying a Posen flag... Mar 12 20:22:04 That is interesting. Where and when was this? Mar 12 20:22:46 * Morgan gives him details Mar 12 20:22:54 * Anhalt listens carefully Mar 12 20:23:03 Thank you, I will look into this Mar 12 20:23:19 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:23:31 I wouldn't be surprised if it was also an effort to discredit her... Mar 12 20:23:45 * Anhalt nods Mar 12 20:24:19 It is possible Mar 12 20:25:02 * Anhalt glances over Morgan's shoulder, smiling at someone Mar 12 20:25:19 There is someone I would like to introduce you to Mar 12 20:25:58 * Morgan nods slightly, glancing round Mar 12 20:27:47 * Anhalt beckons the person over. Morgan already knows the real Kurt Cristoban, last seen in September in the Crossroads tavern when Morgan was getting Federest to take him back to Hannalore. Now this former mercenary is dressed very finely, all cleaned up and looking happy to see Morgan. Mar 12 20:28:26 Graf Unserestadt, Duke Koertig. I believe you gentleman are known to each other already Mar 12 20:28:42 * Morgan nods, offering his hand Mar 12 20:29:25 U: *he shakes it* I thought you might be here, I saw Molly from across the room Mar 12 20:29:53 I'm surprised you're here... Mar 12 20:33:02 U: Eisenfurstin Posen and Duke Anhalt are helping me rebuild Unserestadt Mar 12 20:33:49 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:33:55 that is good Mar 12 20:34:51 * Anhalt looks to Morgan "I will leave the two of you to catch up" Mar 12 20:35:09 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:35:59 * Anhalt inclines his head before leaving Mar 12 20:36:07 * Anhalt is now known as Kurt Mar 12 20:37:20 I hope you are all well, my Lord Mar 12 20:37:30 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:37:37 as well as you can be in breeches... and you? Mar 12 20:37:51 * Kurt smiles Mar 12 20:38:20 The same. I don't ever feel entirely dressed anymore without the weapons Mar 12 20:38:50 We're probably more dangerous without them than most people here would be with one Mar 12 20:39:05 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:39:20 The Company is winding down Mar 12 20:40:28 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:40:32 I suspected it might Mar 12 20:41:54 With Federest and Aachen and me gone, and Karlsruhe with one foot out of the door, it's time now Mar 12 20:42:34 You hear what Karlsruhe will be doing? Mar 12 20:43:16 I have. He has been like a father to me these last six years, we write. Mar 12 20:43:44 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:43:46 he's a good man Mar 12 20:44:07 The best, my lord Mar 12 20:45:46 Aachen hasn't been back since you sent him home with the letter for his brother. He was going to, but when he saw how happy his Lizzie was to see him again, he couldn't do it Mar 12 20:46:37 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:47:21 for the best I hope Mar 12 20:48:43 They will have to live more frugally without his wages, but he tried to persuade her that she should have a better standard of living and him work away. She told him she would rather have him than money. So he stayed there. They are happy, last I heard Mar 12 20:49:37 long may it continue... hopefully there will be some prosperity Mar 12 20:49:48 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:50:13 Federest is still in Vesten, but things aren't going as well as he hoped Mar 12 20:50:47 no? Whyso? Mar 12 20:51:54 They have both changed a lot in the last six years. It's like the book says, "No man can walk in the same river twice" Mar 12 20:53:40 A shame, I had hoped they could overcome their issues Mar 12 20:53:47 * Kurt nods Mar 12 20:54:31 Maybe they still will, but I think they still love who the other was from before, and people are different after time, aren't they? Mar 12 20:54:50 * Morgan nods Mar 12 20:54:52 that is very true Mar 12 20:55:52 I hope it works out for them, but if it doesn't I hope they can be happy with other people Mar 12 20:56:20 Thats all we can do really, hope for the best Mar 12 20:56:41 *he smells Molly's perfume before he feels her at his side. This is a bit closer to the Eisenfurst than he would like* Mar 12 20:56:57 The others are joining another company Mar 12 20:57:21 * Morgan nods, glancing round Mar 12 20:57:49 *she smiles up at him* Mar 12 20:58:31 Any idea which one? Mar 12 20:59:05 * Kurt bows deeply "Your Excellency, you look absolutely stunning tonight" *She thanks him, letting them resume their discussion" Mar 12 20:59:35 The Swordsmen Of Valour, based in Starke Mar 12 20:59:52 * Morgan nods Mar 12 21:02:20 M: You look very well, Kurt, I almost did not recognise you here! Mar 12 21:03:31 I am getting some help to fix Unserestadt, and as the only one left, that makes me the Graf. It will take a couple of years to put it to rights, but I'm lucky to be getting so much help Mar 12 21:05:13 * Morgan slowly manoeuvres them away from Trague Mar 12 21:06:58 M: *she looks thoughtful* how wonderful! Congratulations Mar 12 21:08:09 *he catches a snippet of whispered gossip "... first one was just a common girl!" Mar 12 21:08:36 * Morgan looks round slowly to find the source Mar 12 21:09:14 * Kurt and Kurt are talking about his plans for Unserestadt. he can't tell who it came from, it's too busy Mar 12 21:09:23 And Molly* Mar 12 21:13:46 * Morgan scowls before looking back to Kurt Mar 12 21:15:58 * Kurt looks very happy chatting with Molly, who takes him over to Edward who he knows from the ride from Fischler to Zweibrucke, and to introduce to Potts and Zench. Angelique is hanging off the arm over an old, quite tipsy lord. Mar 12 21:16:50 * Morgan looks slowly around the room again Mar 12 21:17:42 *Another hour passes, and Molly gets through three more glasses of champagne. Various people come to speak to them, and Molly works on charming them all. Nothing untoward happens, everyone seems happy, and then Morgan spots Trague heading their direction Mar 12 21:18:20 * Morgan mutters Mar 12 21:18:22 shit Mar 12 21:19:58 *Kurt has moved on by now, as have Potts and Zench, leaving Edward with him and Molly Mar 12 21:20:09 * Kurt is now known as Molly Mar 12 21:20:18 What's wrong my love? Mar 12 21:22:02 Trague Mar 12 21:22:30 * Molly glances that way, as does Edward Mar 12 21:22:53 E: damn. Mar 12 21:26:35 [I could pretend to faint, but there will be gossip] Mar 12 21:28:54 [maybe make him faint] Mar 12 21:29:04 Edward, whats the protocol for thumping an Eisenfurst? Mar 12 21:29:55 [touching him would be even more gossip] Mar 12 21:30:07 E: Do it and die? Mar 12 21:32:26 * Morgan glances at Edward Mar 12 21:32:33 thats supposed to put me off... it doesn't work Mar 12 21:34:16 * Molly hands Morgan her champagne glass, excuses herself, heading towards the ladies retiring room Mar 12 21:35:24 E: *he watches her, then looks to Morgan* She's just left us to tell an Eisenfurst she's gone _there_?! Mar 12 21:36:56 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 21:37:18 * Molly is now known as Trague Mar 12 21:37:40 * Trague 's attention is on Edward Mar 12 21:37:59 One hears congratulations are in order, Lord Koertig. Mar 12 21:38:34 *Edward looks, to Morgan at least, like he wishes he had gone with Molly instead Mar 12 21:38:46 Looks* Mar 12 21:40:48 *Edward just thanks him* Mar 12 21:41:05 * Trague looks to Morgan Mar 12 21:41:25 Is this the fourth wedding for your family this year? Mar 12 21:42:06 * Morgan looks to think Mar 12 21:42:17 * Morgan nods Mar 12 21:42:20 It is Mar 12 21:42:50 Let us hope this marriage is less dramatic than the others Mar 12 21:43:54 None of the marriages have been Mar 12 21:44:22 * Trague considers Morgan a moment Mar 12 21:45:31 The events in Fischler would imply otherwise. Mar 12 21:46:15 That had nothing to do with any of the marriages and everything to do with untempered ambition Mar 12 21:48:30 An ambition we shall hope we do not see any more of. Mar 12 21:49:48 One hopes Mar 12 21:50:31 * Trague gets called away Mar 12 21:50:54 I will hope to meet Duchess Koertig next time. Mar 12 21:51:20 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 12 21:51:38 * Trague bids them Good evening Mar 12 21:52:25 * Morgan inclines his head Mar 12 21:53:21 * Trague is now known as Edward Mar 12 21:53:40 * Edward watches him go to another group Mar 12 21:53:52 Did you have to do that?! Mar 12 21:54:01 do what? Mar 12 21:55:28 Disagree with him Mar 12 21:55:49 Yes. Because he was wrong. Mar 12 21:56:06 He is an _Eisenfurst_. Mar 12 21:56:35 That doesn't make him infallible Mar 12 21:56:51 It just means that we show deference. Mar 12 21:57:52 * Morgan looks at him seriously Mar 12 21:58:06 * Edward looks just as serious Mar 12 21:58:34 If we don't stand by our convictions, we have compromised our integrity and given up what we claim to be. Mar 12 22:00:08 Use some sense. This is not the hill to die on. Having an Eisenfurst who is favourable to you is very valuable to you, and to your lands. Mar 12 22:00:45 * Morgan tilts his head Mar 12 22:01:29 Alright... I'll go and kowtow to him and beg his forgiveness if it would please you. Mar 12 22:02:38 No. Let it go. Mar 12 22:02:57 I did... I'm offering to do what you wanted me to do Mar 12 22:04:24 What I wanted was you to not say it. It is done now. He did not snub us, it will probably be well. Mar 12 22:04:52 [Is he gone, should I come back now?] Mar 12 22:05:06 [Come back before I hit my brother] Mar 12 22:06:31 [How long have I been gone?!] Mar 12 22:06:39 [long enough] Mar 12 22:06:50 * Edward takes out his pocket watch Mar 12 22:07:20 I am going to say goodbye to Zench and Potts Mar 12 22:07:29 Take Molly with you Mar 12 22:09:16 * Edward nods, waiting for her. She arrives a minute later, looking around Mar 12 22:09:49 M: *she holds out her hand for her glass* thank you for holding it Mar 12 22:10:40 * Morgan hands it to her Mar 12 22:12:02 * Edward offers Molly his arm "We are leaving soon, we should say goodbye to Potts and Zench" Mar 12 22:12:22 M: *she glances at Morgan a moment questioningly* Mar 12 22:12:29 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 12 22:15:12 *She takes his arm, going with him. They look very smart together, which reminds him of a dream months ago where she was married to Edward and also Trague's mistress" Mar 12 22:15:43 * Morgan looks round the room for Anhalt and Posen Mar 12 22:16:47 *They are separate but near where they were before* Mar 12 22:17:29 * Morgan wanders over towards Anhalt Mar 12 22:18:08 * Edward is now known as Anhalt Mar 12 22:18:20 * Anhalt has his wife on his arm Mar 12 22:18:34 Your Excellency? Mar 12 22:20:08 I was thinking it was time I expanded my circle and was wondering if I could impose on you for an introduction with the Eisenfursten. A quick bow of the head doesn't really qualify, I think Mar 12 22:21:48 * Anhalt nods, inclining his head to his wife "excuse us, Schatzen" *this nickname, common in Eisen and meaning little treasure, is what he used to call Dietlinde* Mar 12 22:27:57 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 12 22:28:08 * Anhalt leads him over to her. She is older, her dark hair mostly grey. She looks shrewd, intelligent Mar 12 22:30:30 Your Grace, may I properly introduce to you Duke Morgan Koertig, Veisgraf Sudlachenburg Mar 12 22:31:01 P: *She nods* My Lord, your reputation precedes you. Mar 12 22:31:07 * Morgan bows his head Mar 12 22:31:15 Your Grace... is that a good or bad thing? Mar 12 22:31:28 It is certainly an interesting thing. Mar 12 22:31:33 * Anhalt is now known as Posen Mar 12 22:31:40 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 12 22:32:22 My reputation seems to proceed me no matter where I go Mar 12 22:32:44 Some men are famous, others are infamous Mar 12 22:33:14 I'm definitely the latter, I think Mar 12 22:33:28 For now Mar 12 22:33:39 * Morgan sighs Mar 12 22:34:02 if I must bear infamy for doing what I believe to be right, that is what I will do Mar 12 22:34:15 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:34:39 Walking a path not walked by others is a hard route Mar 12 22:35:22 Something of a lonely one, being vilified by so many for it Mar 12 22:35:40 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:35:58 I have long wondered of your situation, was it worth it? Mar 12 22:37:13 Given that the test of a decision is whether or not you'd do it again, knowing the consequences... aside from the suffering of my first wife and child, yes, I would. Mar 12 22:37:28 Unless you speak of my habit of bucking other social norms... Mar 12 22:37:44 Despite the harm to your reputation and how people still talk about it? Mar 12 22:39:52 And yet, here I stand, a duke, Veisgraf, Freiarr, Graf in waiting... much as I dislike the whispering, I'd rather be known for doing the right thing than the proper thing for a quiet life. Mar 12 22:40:49 Going against the very way our society is structured to wed a particular woman is the right thing, in your eyes? Mar 12 22:42:45 was she not just as valued to Theus? I loved her deeply, not a passing thing... right down to my soul. Mar 12 22:44:05 * Posen smiles Mar 12 22:44:19 That is sweet Mar 12 22:44:53 That is not to say I don't regret the pain it caused my family... things could have been handled better, but that is not something that will ever change Mar 12 22:46:09 The past is passed, that is why we call it the past. Mar 12 22:46:58 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:47:33 I am sure with a view to the future your family can move on a flourish Mar 12 22:47:41 And* Mar 12 22:49:20 Certainly the plan... hopefully we can make Eisen a better place for everyone on the way Mar 12 22:49:52 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:51:37 Every time a child takes water to a bed bound neighbour, a traveler passes a coin to a beggar, a Freiarr forgoes a new carriage to make improvements to his tenants cottages, every Eisen mother that brings forth life in her pain, we are making Eisen better. Mar 12 22:52:11 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:52:22 perhaps in time more will see that is a good way to be Mar 12 22:52:50 * Posen nods Mar 12 22:52:58 They will be led to it. Mar 12 22:54:40 * Morgan nods Mar 12 22:55:46 * Posen inclines her head to him "Good evening, Lord Koertig" Mar 12 22:56:09 Its been an honour, your grace Mar 12 22:56:21 * Morgan bows his head before turning and heading back to Molly Mar 12 22:57:45 * Posen is now known as Molly Mar 12 22:58:03 * Molly and Edward, Zench and Potts are all gone Mar 12 22:58:23 [Are you outside blossom?] Mar 12 22:58:38 [yes] Mar 12 22:59:39 * Morgan heads outside Mar 12 23:00:58 *he spots Potts' carriage. It is rocking a little* Mar 12 23:01:36 * Morgan heads over to it, raising an eyebrow Mar 12 23:02:54 *aside from the movement, he hears Molly sigh frustratedly from within* Mar 12 23:03:28 * Morgan pulls open the door Mar 12 23:05:09 * Molly is alone, but most of her bodice is undone, revealing far more skin than is decent Mar 12 23:06:33 * Morgan climbs in, closing the door quickly Mar 12 23:06:44 you're going to start a rumour, rocking this thing like that Mar 12 23:07:12 Ouch! Sorry! Mar 12 23:07:27 * Molly is removing even more Mar 12 23:07:30 Whats the problem blossom? Mar 12 23:08:00 One of the bones of my corset has snapped and it is sticking in me! Mar 12 23:08:12 * Morgan nods, shedding his coat Mar 12 23:08:16 alright, let me help you Mar 12 23:08:24 * Molly 's movements are still making the carriage rock slightly Mar 12 23:09:11 * Molly turns away from him, gesturing to one of the back channels. Mar 12 23:09:34 Stop fidgetting Mar 12 23:09:46 I cannot, it hurts! Mar 12 23:09:51 * Morgan undoes the lacing enough to get to the bone Mar 12 23:11:17 *As it loosens and comes away from her skin, he can see how it has broken through the fabric and bitten deep into her back at her lower ribs, sharp as a blade* Mar 12 23:11:56 * Molly winces loudly "oh god, that hurts!" Mar 12 23:11:58 * Morgan hands his coat to her Mar 12 23:12:08 cover yourself in case Edward comes back while I fish this out Mar 12 23:13:50 * Molly does so. It is good timing because Edward opens the door, Potts and Zench right behind him. The three of them just stand there, mouths open. Molly cannot see them due to her position, but he can see how she tenses a little at the noise Mar 12 23:15:07 Don't take this the wrong way gentlemen but... fuck off, Molly's hurt. Mar 12 23:16:17 *Edward shuts the door before saying from outside * do you need anything, bandages, or water? Mar 12 23:16:54 Yes, both Mar 12 23:17:06 And someone to make sure an errant Eisenfurst doesn't turn up Mar 12 23:17:41 E: We'll see to it Mar 12 23:17:53 * Morgan speaks quietly Mar 12 23:18:00 this has gone quite deep blossom Mar 12 23:18:23 It will be alright, I'll just fix it. The perils of women's undergarments, I am afraid Mar 12 23:18:38 Its going to hurt removing this Mar 12 23:19:30 I suppose I should use as little of my talent here as I must Mar 12 23:20:29 * Morgan nods Mar 12 23:20:30 aye Mar 12 23:21:00 I could probably make enough of a mess that no-one would notice, though Mar 12 23:21:17 A mess? Mar 12 23:21:35 * Molly breathes slowly Mar 12 23:21:53 You're bleeding my love... Mar 12 23:22:16 Pull it out, liebling, I'll fix the worst of it here, and the rest at home Mar 12 23:22:50 * Morgan nods, pulling at it Mar 12 23:23:51 * Molly makes a little mmm sound as she tries not to cry out at it. The bone is out, and more blood comes with it Mar 12 23:24:46 alright, its out Mar 12 23:25:44 *his neck prickles. He can see in detail how the flesh pulls itself back together, leaving only a shallow cut Mar 12 23:28:02 Is that alright? Mar 12 23:28:31 aye, that'll do Mar 12 23:28:39 * Morgan works at getting the bone out of the way Mar 12 23:28:50 how did it happen? Mar 12 23:29:56 I slipped as I was getting in and landed heavily. I dare say I will have a bruise on my bottom tomorrow also Mar 12 23:30:19 Edward was not here to help you in? Mar 12 23:32:02 He was having a talk with his friends Mar 12 23:32:30 I'm going to kill him Mar 12 23:34:37 * Molly removes the rest of the corset before pulling her shift over the wound and putting his frockcoat on properly Mar 12 23:34:49 What has happened between the two of you? Mar 12 23:35:14 He got moody because I disagreed with Trague Mar 12 23:35:41 And then you wished to hit him. Mar 12 23:35:52 * Molly does up the buttons Mar 12 23:36:41 He was babbling on about showing deference, not contradicting him... and it occurred to me that he doesn't do that with me, so clearly his opinion of me is much lower... I said I'd go and grovel... Mar 12 23:37:15 * Molly glances at him Mar 12 23:37:26 You never grovel. Mar 12 23:38:03 he doesn't know that Mar 12 23:38:26 point is, I said I'd do what he was saying I should, but then he didn't want that either... it seems he has no respect for me Mar 12 23:38:54 * Molly frowns Mar 12 23:39:21 I will talk to him, if you wish. Mar 12 23:40:22 I don't see there's any point... Mar 12 23:41:07 Perhaps he is just very sensitive at present? Mar 12 23:42:13 * Morgan shrugs Mar 12 23:43:14 * Molly holds out her hand to him Mar 12 23:43:33 * Morgan takes it with his spare hand Mar 12 23:45:14 * Molly holds it the whole time it takes for Edward to return and tap on the door Mar 12 23:45:22 Come Mar 12 23:46:18 E: *he opens the door a little, opening it only just enough to pass in a towel, a small jug of water, and two bandages Mar 12 23:48:08 * Morgan takes them Mar 12 23:48:16 can't say I've ever been in charge of this bit Mar 12 23:48:39 E: Do you need me? Mar 12 23:49:14 I'll manage Mar 12 23:50:29 *Edward shuts the door* Mar 12 23:52:17 Use the water to wash off the wound,fold one bandage to pad the wound, and then wrap the bandage around me. *she lifts his coat and lowers the shift so he can get to it* Mar 12 23:52:41 * Morgan nods, following her instructions Mar 12 23:53:12 * Molly is soon sorted, sitting back against the seat Mar 12 23:53:19 Well done, liebling Mar 12 23:53:32 * Morgan nods, pushing the door open Mar 12 23:54:48 *Edward is stood outside, smoking a cigar* Is she alright? Mar 12 23:55:50 She will be Mar 12 23:56:14 E: Good. Are we ready? Mar 12 23:56:33 * Morgan nods, sitting back beside Molly Mar 12 23:58:35 *he extinguishes the cigar, getting in and sitting opposite. A rap on the coach roof has them moving off. Neither Molly nor Edward make conversation, but she sits close to Morgan as they travel through the dark streets towards the dock Mar 13 00:03:32 *Koen is on watch when they get there. Edward takes a small trunk from the coach, carrying it up the gangplank. Molly reminds him about the horse shoe before the two of them go below deck. Mar 13 00:03:56 * Morgan nods to Koen Mar 13 00:03:59 any issues? Mar 13 00:04:56 K: All quiet Mar 13 00:05:07 * Morgan nods before heading down below Mar 13 00:06:20 *The room Edward had before still has a little light around the door, and down the end of the hall so does his study Mar 13 00:08:21 * Morgan heads for his study Mar 13 00:09:56 * Molly has quit (Quit: Igloo IRC: https://iglooirc.com) Mar 13 14:16:00 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 14:16:07 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 13 14:16:11 [14:06:39] Molly: *there is a lantern there, and HH reading, but no Molly* Mar 13 14:16:19 Good night? Mar 13 14:17:07 Not especially Mar 13 14:17:44 * HH gets up, pouring some Scotch Mar 13 14:17:52 Borin' old nobles? Mar 13 14:18:23 I dared to disagree with an Eisenfurst and Edward went spare Mar 13 14:18:35 * HH hands him a glass Mar 13 14:18:48 Still got tha' stick up his arse then? Mar 13 14:18:53 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:19:12 Apparently we have to be deferential, but I suppose that only applies to people he has any respect for Mar 13 14:19:50 * HH sips the scotch Mar 13 14:19:58 He still comin' with us? Mar 13 14:20:05 Don't really have any choice Mar 13 14:20:25 * HH nods Mar 13 14:20:34 Keep you apart for a day or two? Mar 13 14:20:53 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 14:21:52 Could just smack im Mar 13 14:22:13 It was a very close run thing. Where's Molly? Mar 13 14:22:33 Getting warmed up in yer room, I guess? Mar 13 14:23:20 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 14:23:29 thats another thing I want to hit him for Mar 13 14:24:44 'Less he got some mag'cal weirdness, he can't stop it being cold Mar 13 14:25:01 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 14:25:49 I was talking to Eisenfurst Posen... he took Molly outside to get ready to go... instead of helping her into the carriage, he went off to speak to his friends, she slipped and got stabbed by a broken bone in her corset Mar 13 14:26:17 *HH winces* She gonna be okay? Mar 13 14:26:41 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:26:49 He, on the other hand, might not... Mar 13 14:27:04 * HH nods Mar 13 14:27:14 Want me to clear off? Mar 13 14:27:33 I just need to check on her Mar 13 14:28:05 * HH nods, sitting back down with his drink Mar 13 14:28:52 [Are you alright blossom?] Mar 13 14:29:09 * Morgan empties his glass, motioning for a top up Mar 13 14:29:32 [yes... though I can't see if all the blood is gone] Mar 13 14:30:18 [Do you want my help?] Mar 13 14:30:48 [if you are not busy] Mar 13 14:31:05 * HH puts a large measure in Mar 13 14:31:33 I'm going to go help her, make sure she's gotten all the blood off Mar 13 14:31:43 That bad? Mar 13 14:32:27 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:32:49 G'night then, man Mar 13 14:32:53 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:32:54 night Mar 13 14:32:58 * Morgan heads off towards the bedroom Mar 13 14:33:05 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 13 14:33:51 * Molly is completely naked aside from the new pearls, her hair and makeup still done Mar 13 14:34:09 I think I haven managed, but I am not sure Mar 13 14:35:41 * Morgan gets closer to look Mar 13 14:36:06 * Molly turns. The skin is all clean and healed Mar 13 14:36:18 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:36:20 aye, you got it Mar 13 14:36:39 * Molly nods Mar 13 14:36:42 Good Mar 13 14:37:39 Are you ready to retire? Mar 13 14:41:17 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:41:18 I think so Mar 13 14:42:14 It will take me a little time to prepare, in case you needed some time to walk around Mar 13 14:43:13 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 14:43:15 might be an idea Mar 13 14:43:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 14:43:55 Alright, my love. I will be here Mar 13 14:44:39 * Morgan nods, heading back out Mar 13 14:47:18 ACTION is indeed still there after he has walked the ship top to bottom. Nothing seems out of place, and Sorgi seems to keep the ship with pride and fastidiousness as much as if she were his own. He knows tonight is his last on the ship for many weeks, just as it was exactly a year ago. That night, neither he nor Molly had slept. She'd given him a Mar 13 14:47:19 lock of her hair, a piece of cloth that smelled of her, a letter, her portrait. All the senses but taste, she had said Mar 13 14:48:24 * Morgan finishes his drink Mar 13 14:49:49 * Molly is already in bed, all the makeup and pins gone, not a duchess on display but a wife in wait. She smiles gently Mar 13 14:50:03 We have an early start in the morning Mar 13 14:50:23 * Morgan nods, getting undressed Mar 13 14:50:25 aye, we do Mar 13 14:50:59 I hope I was not a disappointment to you tonight Mar 13 14:51:45 Not at all blossom... you handled Angelique very well Mar 13 14:52:03 What she wants is attention Mar 13 14:52:27 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:52:41 * Molly smiles slightly "and what she is in want of is good manners" Mar 13 14:53:03 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:53:09 I was not impressed with how she spoke to you Mar 13 14:53:24 * Molly shrugs Mar 13 14:54:04 She will soon learn that I will not give her a loss of my composure Mar 13 14:55:09 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:55:41 If I can ride out all my feelings over my heritage, I can certainly handle the silliness of a woman beyond her prime Mar 13 14:57:03 a commendable way to look at it Mar 13 14:57:39 * Molly smiles Mar 13 14:58:35 Were I to lose my temper, or become tearful, all I do is announce to the world that I have lost control of myself. I would not have those at Court see me so vulnerable Mar 13 14:59:57 * Morgan nods Mar 13 14:59:58 wise Mar 13 15:00:40 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:01:06 I will not bring gossip upon you, nor damage your reputation, if I can help it Mar 13 15:01:24 I do that well enough on my own Mar 13 15:02:30 * Molly frowns Mar 13 15:02:44 Edward has hurt you as well as annoyed you? Mar 13 15:03:56 I am hurt by the realisation he holds so little regard for me... as for what I said, its something I was discussing with the Eisenfursten Mar 13 15:05:44 * Molly turns on her side so she can watch him Mar 13 15:05:55 You were? Mar 13 15:06:24 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:07:21 What is she like? Mar 13 15:11:01 Tough to say... I couldn't even tell you if she likes or approves of me... Mar 13 15:12:11 A wise woman, perhaps, not giving much away? Mar 13 15:12:35 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:12:50 We're of a similar aim, though, that much I do know Mar 13 15:13:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:13:48 I am glad of that Mar 13 15:13:56 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:17:39 Did she say you were harming your reputation with me? Mar 13 15:19:21 No, no.... we were talking about me doing what I feel is right, and she asked if marrying Dietlinde was right, with the harm it did my reputation and standing Mar 13 15:19:50 That is rather personal! Mar 13 15:20:09 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 15:21:10 What did you say? Mar 13 15:21:43 That I did Mar 13 15:22:02 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:22:53 There does not seem to be much gossip now Mar 13 15:23:35 I don't know about that... I heard a few of them talking about us... or me, specifically Mar 13 15:24:17 In time, it will settle. It is unusual for a sudden jump in status as we have had... and I hardly blend in! Mar 13 15:26:09 Like a rose in a field of corn Mar 13 15:26:36 * Molly blushes Mar 13 15:26:43 You think so? Mar 13 15:28:21 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:29:49 * Molly smiles "thank you, my love. I do do feel perhaps it would be easier had I had the golden Rosenkrantz hair" Mar 13 15:30:04 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:30:05 maybe Mar 13 15:30:41 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:30:54 I would not stand out so much Mar 13 15:32:58 No, I suppose not Mar 13 15:33:26 * Molly nods, kissing his cheek Mar 13 15:34:13 I am sorry I disappeared from you and Edward, I could not think of another way to avoid His Grace Mar 13 15:36:57 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:37:14 It was the best thing you could do in the situation Mar 13 15:37:42 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:37:53 I am commanded to avoid him? Mar 13 15:38:39 I didn't say that, did I? Mar 13 15:39:08 No, but I wondered Mar 13 15:42:11 the trouble caused by my refusing to allow him to take you as his mistress would be great, according to Edward Mar 13 15:43:46 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:44:14 We will not agree on whether he would even be interested in a girl like me anyway, I think Mar 13 15:47:41 Edward and I do, however Mar 13 15:47:48 * Molly nods Mar 13 15:48:01 On that, at least, there is unity between you Mar 13 15:48:10 * Morgan nods Mar 13 15:49:42 * Molly strokes his arm "there will be unity again, I am sure" Mar 13 15:51:54 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 15:52:30 * Molly squeezes gently Mar 13 15:52:43 How can I help you tonight, my love? Mar 13 15:56:58 I don't know love Mar 13 15:57:13 Are you ready to sleep? Mar 13 15:57:55 No, but I think I should try Mar 13 15:58:40 * Molly nods slowly Mar 13 15:58:55 I could perhaps help you? Mar 13 15:59:07 how do you mean? Mar 13 15:59:49 I... uhhh... could do a certain thing with my mouth that oft relaxes you? Mar 13 15:59:59 * Morgan looks confused Mar 13 16:01:02 * Molly looks mildly frustrated and helpless at this "beneath the sheets..." Mar 13 16:01:47 oh... I thought you were talking about using your magic, hence the confusion Mar 13 16:02:53 No, my love Mar 13 16:03:31 If you are sure? Mar 13 16:03:44 Absolutely Mar 13 16:04:01 * Morgan nods Mar 13 16:07:43 ACTION wriggles down the bed under the sheets, and spends time slowly building the intensity, making him be in the moment and less in his own head. She ensures he is very deep in her throat when he reaches orgasm, clenching and her throat muscles for his pleasure. Once he is fully spent, she comes back up to lie in his arms, her head on his chest Mar 13 16:07:43 and listening to his heartbeat slow Mar 13 16:10:29 * Morgan sighs deeply, satisfied Mar 13 16:10:50 Would you like me to sing? Mar 13 16:12:44 please Mar 13 16:12:53 * Molly does so, and he feels himself drift off for quicker than he anticipated Mar 13 16:14:45 **He starts to dream. It is early February. He had sent on a letter and dress to Tawstock for Molly last month, but he is already getting close to the point where he will be late. However, having had to force himself to make an appearance at court so he could discover whether he could has delayed him. Mar 13 16:14:46 **Being in the Eisen capital has given him time to hear his first language, interact with the people. It is reconnection with homeland, with Sudlachenburg . He is strolling the dock the day before he is due to sail with Holzheim when he sees in the distance the one man in the world he would prefer to avoid. Edward. Mar 13 16:15:51 * Morgan mutters, moving into a doorway to keep an eye on him Mar 13 16:16:31 **Edward is descending a gangplank from a merchant ship. It has an angel as the figurehead. He is neat, well dressed, and looks, damn him to hell, happy. Mar 13 16:17:51 * Morgan stares at him, watching him move Mar 13 16:18:16 **Edward stops at the bottom, crouching down and holding out his arms as if encouraging a child to him, but as yet Morgan cannot see because the gangplank is boarded at the sides for safety. Mar 13 16:19:09 * Morgan frowns, moving storefronts to another for a better view Mar 13 16:19:14 **The little girl who toddles down is Jana, right into Edward's waiting arms Mar 13 16:19:30 what the hell?! Mar 13 16:20:02 *the man at the store says "help you?" Mar 13 16:21:26 No Mar 13 16:22:16 **Dietlinde follows them, though her unbound straight blonde hair obscures her face. It shines with multiple shades in the sun. Her day dress is a lilac colour, like she wore on Jana's christening day. Mar 13 16:22:53 * Morgan slowly moves again for a better look Mar 13 16:24:02 **Edward kisses her on the lips, then picks Jana up. She looks like she hasn't changed at all in the two and a half years since he saw her, still a toddler* Mar 13 16:26:21 * Morgan scowls, confused Mar 13 16:26:28 **Edward points out something, and the woman turns. It isn't Dietlinde. Of course it isn't. She smiles at Edward though, and he offers her his arm, leading her away from the ship and away from Morgan** Mar 13 16:27:01 * Morgan flexes his fingers before balling them into fists a few times Mar 13 16:28:46 *The object of his dislike takes the woman and child to a carriage, though gets distracted by talking to the driver, leaving them to climb in. The woman slips on the step, dropping Jana. Mar 13 16:29:23 * Morgan makes his way slowly towards them Mar 13 16:30:37 *The girl's crying, caused by pain, is so familiar, hard to hear Mar 13 16:31:59 * Morgan grinds his teeth, still moving Mar 13 16:32:52 *Edward picks up the child, tenderly holding her and trying to settle her. He looks at the woman with concern, talking Mar 13 16:34:41 * Morgan moves quicker Mar 13 16:35:44 *he gets in speaking distance. The girl is still crying, Edward has his back to Morgan, and the woman is safely in the carriage Mar 13 16:38:52 * Morgan speaks quietly, hoarsly Mar 13 16:39:10 You think you deserve happiness? Especially with people that look like those you took from me... Mar 13 16:40:37 * Molly turns around, looking over Morgan a moment before he hands the child into the carriage and shutting the door. He stands in front of it protectively, glaring at Morgan Mar 13 16:40:51 Leave them alone, or you die. Mar 13 16:40:58 * Molly is now known as Edward Mar 13 16:45:21 No, Edward, you're the woman and child murderer, not me... Mar 13 16:45:38 I touched no one. Mar 13 16:46:53 Symantics. Though, since _you_ didn't kill my wife and daughter, your threat would hold no water as long as I don't do anything _myself_... Mar 13 16:47:30 Go away, Morgan. No one needs you here in Eisen anymore. Mar 13 16:49:22 Funny, that, my father thinks otherwise... I wonder what that'll be like for you, knowing I am always near enough to do harm, to bring you to your knees, wondering the whole time if I'm capable of the sort of evil that resides in your heart Mar 13 16:52:10 When I get to Sudlachenburg with my wife and child, Father will welcome me and you will be forgotten. I am giving them what they wanted, marriage to a _noble_ woman, with a noble child. Father will protect us from you. Mar 13 16:52:31 * Morgan grabs him suddenly before throwing him on the ground Mar 13 16:52:58 You will never be safe from me, Edward. And I'm _very_ good at going where I please, unnoticed. Mar 13 16:53:07 *People around are now paying interest* Mar 13 16:53:42 You would not hurt your niece. _I_ have done the right thing, you did not. Mar 13 16:54:00 * Morgan smiles Mar 13 16:54:18 what do they know Edward? What you did? Or are you playing the honourable man? Mar 13 16:55:08 My wife knows what I did to save Sudlachenburg after your error. *He stands up, brushing off dirt from his coat* Mar 13 16:55:31 Lets see, shall we? Mar 13 16:56:53 Why do you care? You've been gone years, you even abandoned your best friends. Mar 13 16:57:08 * Morgan grabs him again, pulling him close Mar 13 16:58:43 Perhaps I'll explain in great detail the screams of the woman who looks remarkably like your wife, and the child that looks _just_ like yours, describe the smell of their flesh... the smug look on your face when I challenged you. Mar 13 16:58:54 * Edward kneels him in the groin, far from playing fair. Mar 13 16:59:33 Leave. My family. Alone. Mar 13 16:59:45 * Morgan laughs harshly Mar 13 17:00:21 Every day, Edward... Every day, you'll be looking over your shoulder, wondering what the man who replaced the loving brother you had is willing to do, _when_ he will do it Mar 13 17:01:38 I am going to tell Father what you've threatened. You will be banished, the guards will watch for you. Heinzharold and Claudia will believe when I say I saw you and you have lost your mind. Mar 13 17:01:58 * Morgan smiles Mar 13 17:03:16 **The carriage door flings open, knocking Edward away. The little girl stood there looks right at Morgan Mar 13 17:03:50 No... because when they learn what _you_ did, they'll kill you. Leaving no-one left to protect _anyone_ important to you... Mar 13 17:04:16 [16:55:26] Edward: **The carriage door flings open, knocking Edward away. The little girl stood there looks right at @Morgan Mar 13 17:05:04 * Morgan looks at her Mar 13 17:05:48 Hello. I Florrie. *she looks so very much like Jana, except this close he can see her eyes are grey, not blue* Mar 13 17:06:26 Florrie... I'm Morgan Mar 13 17:06:49 F: Morning? Mar 13 17:07:03 * Morgan says it slower Mar 13 17:07:11 Its an Avalonian name Mar 13 17:07:38 * Edward watches Morgan like someone would watch a snake, warily, waiting to snatch his child away Mar 13 17:08:10 F: Vati friend? Mar 13 17:08:55 No, definitely not... he was my brother Mar 13 17:09:36 F: *she just looks confused, and holds her arms out to him* Mar 13 17:10:19 * Morgan picks her up gently Mar 13 17:10:29 Aren't you a little treasure Mar 13 17:11:48 * Edward grits his teeth, positively vibrating with tension. Florrie looks completely sweet and trusting Mar 13 17:12:49 *Alice climbs down. Though she shares some traits with Dietlinde, up close they aren't very alike. She watches Morgan warily too* Mar 13 17:13:51 A: Please, don't. Mar 13 17:16:52 * Morgan looks at Florrie Mar 13 17:17:04 you look very much like my little girl Mar 13 17:17:15 F: *she feels exactly like Jana that last morning. She even smells similar, faintly of lily of the valley as their clothes always used to* Mar 13 17:17:22 F: where girl? Mar 13 17:17:54 She died, taken away from me Mar 13 17:19:29 F: *she doesn't seem to know what it means. When she says Vati, she obviously means Edward, but coming from that face, it's so similar* Mar 13 17:19:54 * Edward and Alice look at each other, both looking anxious Mar 13 17:19:55 * Morgan frowns briefly before holding her out to Edward Mar 13 17:20:27 * Edward tries to take her, but she looks at Morgan "sad?" Mar 13 17:20:34 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:20:35 always Mar 13 17:21:19 *Florrie hugs him around the neck, her face against his skin* Mar 13 17:21:59 * Morgan frowns harder before rubbing her back Mar 13 17:22:05 Come on, go to your mother Mar 13 17:23:04 *Alice comes to take her, looking pleadingly at Morgan, as if she would beg for her daughters life if it wouldn't alarm the girl* Mar 13 17:23:19 * Morgan hands her over gently Mar 13 17:24:14 *Alice hugs the girl close, taking her into the Carriage. Edward watches Morgan Mar 13 17:24:29 * Morgan looks at his brother for a moment before looking away Mar 13 17:25:00 Forgive me... I was overcome. It still hurts. I would never harm them, I swear Mar 13 17:25:29 * Edward nods, looking distressed Mar 13 17:26:42 I know. You would never live with how it feels to wake up each day afterwards. Mar 13 17:27:32 I've wished every day that I wake up that I didn't. Please, don't have them banish me, I could not bear to never see mother again Mar 13 17:29:59 I used to pray, every single day morning and night, that someone would find a flaw in your plan, annul your marriage. Set us back to how it once was, where all the faith I had in you was restored. Where how I looked up to you was deserved. I prayed for that for _years_. Then I knew no help was coming, not from God, not from Father, and not from Mar 13 17:30:00 You. Mar 13 17:31:46 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 17:31:52 Don't. Mar 13 17:32:19 * Edward shrugs Mar 13 17:33:58 Go home, Morgan. Go to Mother. I will meet you, and you can take my life if that is what will bring you peace. But you will allow me to settle my wife and child there safely under Father's protection first. Mar 13 17:35:02 Thats why I left... because I couldn't do that to mother... and I won't do that to Florrie or... your wife. I will not harm any of you. Mar 13 17:35:38 Alice. My wife is called Alice. Mar 13 17:36:50 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:37:23 please assure her they are entirely safe... I would not see her looking over her shoulder the rest of her life Mar 13 17:37:31 * Edward nods Mar 13 17:38:01 You are going back to the place with the standing stones in Avalon? Mar 13 17:38:29 That is not where I was any more, but Avalon, yes Mar 13 17:39:02 Uncle Christopher writes and asks of you. You will be welcomed and safe there. Mar 13 17:39:30 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 17:39:37 I am keeping someone safe where I am Mar 13 17:40:42 Father knows where we are to find you if something happens to him or Mother? Mar 13 17:41:39 * Morgan nods Mar 13 17:42:39 * Edward puts his hands in his pockets Mar 13 17:42:48 We will see each other again. Mar 13 17:43:11 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 17:43:23 Maybe. When I can trust myself Mar 13 17:43:56 * Edward nods Mar 13 17:44:03 Goodbye, Morgan. Mar 13 17:44:10 * Morgan nods, walking away Mar 13 17:45:54 *he hears the carriage pull away behind him. Holzheim's ship is further down the dock, waiting to take him in a little simple cabin back to Tawstock Mar 13 17:46:48 * Morgan heads for the ship Mar 13 17:48:15 *he gets down to his own room, where his possessions are just one simple back, contained in which is a wooden box that holds the little tokens of affection Molly gave him* Mar 13 17:48:34 Bag* Mar 13 17:49:12 * Morgan looks through them slowly Mar 13 17:50:31 *the lock of hair with it's curl wraps around his finger. The fabric smells still, two months after leaving her, of rose water and when he has held her* Mar 13 17:52:14 * Morgan curls up into a corner of the ned Mar 13 17:52:18 bed* Mar 13 17:53:06 *everything is so silent, and he is so very alone* Mar 13 17:54:23 * Morgan quietly sobs to himself Mar 13 17:54:48 *what wakes him is Molly saying "hmm?" Mar 13 17:55:18 * Morgan sits up suddenly Mar 13 17:57:10 * Edward does likewise "liebling, what's wrong? You said my name?" Mar 13 17:57:17 * Edward is now known as Molly Mar 13 17:57:36 * Morgan wipes his face Mar 13 17:57:39 nightmare Mar 13 17:57:56 * Molly strokes his arm Mar 13 17:58:08 Do you need me to calm you with magic? Mar 13 17:58:56 * Morgan nods sadly Mar 13 18:00:17 * Molly does so, laying a hand on his chest. Though his emotions are unchanged, he physiologically is calmed. She then opens her arms to him Mar 13 18:01:07 * Morgan curls up against her Mar 13 18:02:07 * Molly holds him firmly Mar 13 18:02:28 It's alright... I am here, my love... it's okay Mar 13 18:04:43 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 13 18:05:50 * Molly strokes his hair, staying quiet, but he can feel from her emotions that she wants to nurture, protect and love him Mar 13 18:07:18 * Morgan draws a deep, ragged breath Mar 13 18:08:43 If you wish to talk, I am here for you, always. Mar 13 18:08:56 I'm not ready to Mar 13 18:09:18 Alright, liebling Mar 13 18:09:49 * Molly continues to just hold him Mar 13 18:10:41 * Morgan tells her about the dream Mar 13 18:10:59 * Molly nods Mar 13 18:11:21 That is understandably painful Mar 13 18:11:52 I was... _awful_ Mar 13 18:12:15 You were hurting... Mar 13 18:12:28 still Mar 13 18:13:00 No. Not still. Your reaction is no different than most people's would be. Mar 13 18:13:24 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 18:17:33 I am not most people Mar 13 18:17:42 and most people would not threaten a woman and child Mar 13 18:18:10 Confronted with him like that, after what he did, his happiness... and _Florrie_. It is perfectly understandable to respond as you did. Mar 13 18:19:02 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 18:19:03 no Mar 13 18:20:25 You set a standard so high for yourself that you would never set for someone else... if it were Heinzharold, for example. Mar 13 18:21:15 * Morgan shrugs disconsolately Mar 13 18:21:53 * Molly kisses his forehead Mar 13 18:22:02 Do you wish to go? Mar 13 18:22:14 go where? Mar 13 18:22:53 To get coffee, or on deck? Sometimes like this, I cannot reach you nor reason with you, and you go Mar 13 18:23:18 I think it best, no point us both being awake Mar 13 18:23:52 I will be awake regardless, until you are settled once more. Mar 13 18:24:11 You should sleep... I don't know I will be able to settle back down after this Mar 13 18:24:44 * Molly gently lets go of him Mar 13 18:24:50 I make no promises Mar 13 18:25:20 * Morgan nods, getting up and pulling his clothes on Mar 13 18:26:03 What time is it? *at a guess, it is quarter after two* Mar 13 18:26:26 after two, but not by much Mar 13 18:26:37 That is early... Mar 13 18:26:44 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:27:20 * Molly lets him go Mar 13 18:29:45 * Morgan heads to the galley to make coffee Mar 13 18:31:03 *he sees no one whilst doing this* Mar 13 18:33:12 * Morgan takes a strong coffee up on deck, heading to the prow Mar 13 18:33:55 *Sorgi is on deck, giving Morgan a brief nod but letting him be* Mar 13 18:34:59 * Morgan has drunk about half his coffee before wandering back over to Sorgi Mar 13 18:35:06 I'll take over if you want to get some sleep Mar 13 18:38:39 S: Only on til four, m'lord Mar 13 18:38:58 * Molly is now known as Sorgi Mar 13 18:39:40 I know, but some is better than nothing Mar 13 18:40:49 Normally I'd say don't worry, but with you all leaving in a few hours I'll take you up on that Mar 13 18:40:55 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:43:08 You and her Excellency haven't had a fight, have you? If so, you should resolve it rather than take on my work. Mar 13 18:43:28 No, no... just a nightmare but I'm not ready to go back to sleep Mar 13 18:43:41 * Sorgi nods Mar 13 18:43:54 She's all yours then Mar 13 18:44:28 sleep well captain Mar 13 18:49:27 * Sorgi inclines his head before going below Mar 13 18:50:36 * Morgan gets settled against the rail Mar 13 18:51:21 *it is still dark an hour and a half later when Koen comes up to take off Mar 13 18:51:45 K: Thought Cap'n had middle Mar 13 18:52:31 * Morgan nods Mar 13 18:52:39 I couldn't sleep so I sent him to get some sleep himself Mar 13 18:52:47 * Sorgi nods Mar 13 18:53:21 K: hopefully you can get a couple more hours before dawn Mar 13 18:53:58 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 18:53:59 maybe Mar 13 18:55:28 *koen starts checking things over, Morgan's cue that he is off watch now Mar 13 18:56:49 * Morgan heads back down to his room Mar 13 18:57:20 *it is all dark, but he can just make out that Molly is asleep on his side of the bed Mar 13 18:58:16 * Morgan quietly lowers himself into a chair to doze Mar 13 19:01:07 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:01:08 * Sorgi has quit (Excess Flood) Mar 13 19:01:12 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:01:19 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:01:19 * MollyK has quit (Excess Flood) Mar 13 19:01:24 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:02:35 **He falls asleep, into the thread with the accidental pregnancy. He hadn't told Evie and Siobahn before they arrived at the monestary, thinking he would have chance there. However, there was trouble with the monks, and other issues he had to deal with. Unlike reality, there were no other Eisenmen there. All in all, the trip had felt pointless Mar 13 19:02:35 especially when he had far bigger problems left behind in Tawstock. Mar 13 19:03:00 **He had dealt with Siobahn first, one evening after dinner on the Coral. She had been far more pushy than Catherine, forcing him to reveal that Molly was with child, and then giving him the silent treatment the rest of the voyage with no explanation, the friendship seemingly ruined. Mar 13 19:03:18 **Evie had been upset, hurt that he would marry Molly having rejected her own fairly recent overtures. He didn't see much point in not telling her about the child, as Siobhan would probably tell her. She was upset about this too, and by the time the Coral dropped them in Tawstock, Evie had decided she was not returning to Catherine's but staying Mar 13 19:03:18 with Siobahn instead. Neither of them would come to the estate when Catherine offered hospitality, and the latter seemed torn between them all. Mar 13 19:03:18 **Back at Catherine's house by late afternoon, she has gone off on her own, leaving Morgan to deal with everything** Mar 13 19:04:25 * Morgan catches up on his paperwork Mar 13 19:05:11 *a maid brings him coffee as he is finishing, quietly setting it down on the desk Mar 13 19:06:53 * Morgan glances up at her, thanking her Mar 13 19:08:54 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 19:17:20 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:17:37 [19:02:12] MollyK: *she curtsies* If you're wanting Molly, she's in the cottage by the gatehouse Mar 13 19:17:42 [19:03:52] MollyK: ((You know I meant Catherine had gone off alone, yeah?)) Mar 13 19:18:26 ((yeah)) Mar 13 19:18:43 * Morgan nods, gathering his papers and putting them away Mar 13 19:18:45 how has she been? Mar 13 19:19:11 Poorly Mar 13 19:20:51 how so? Mar 13 19:21:13 Sick, sleeping a lot Mar 13 19:22:58 alright, I'll go check on her Mar 13 19:25:31 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 13 19:45:49 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 19:47:08 Maid: is it true you're gonna married her, Sir? Mar 13 19:54:46 * Morgan nods Mar 13 19:54:48 aye it is Mar 13 19:55:28 M: *she nods, curtsying and going* Mar 13 19:55:42 * Morgan gathers his things and heads over to the cottage Mar 13 19:57:34 * MollyK opens the door. She looks like she has lost weight whilst he has been away, but she is tidily dressed, and the kitchen smells of fresh bread and ginger Mar 13 19:58:06 * Morgan looks her over Mar 13 20:00:32 * MollyK looks a little pale too, but she smiles Mar 13 20:00:42 Hello, Morgan Mar 13 20:01:59 Molly... how are you? Mar 13 20:02:27 * MollyK lets him in. It's not homely, but it is clean, and she takes his coat before offering him a seat at the table. Mar 13 20:02:44 I am better than last week. How are you? Mar 13 20:02:53 * Morgan shrugs briefly Mar 13 20:02:59 I'm told you've been unwell Mar 13 20:06:09 I have. I only have hot ginger and lemon, no tea or coffee, I cannot keep either of them down still Mar 13 20:06:34 Have you spoken with a doctor? Mar 13 20:09:49 I do not need to, I am told the early weeks often come with sickness and it will ease now as the third month begins Mar 13 20:09:58 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:10:03 Alright Mar 13 20:10:26 My father has objected at the reading of the banns Mar 13 20:10:41 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 20:10:44 of course he did Mar 13 20:12:22 It will delay the process whilst he is give a fortnight to discuss the objection with Reverend Paulson. The church here takes a dim view on marriage without parental approval Mar 13 20:13:48 I'll talk to him Mar 13 20:14:02 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:14:07 Thank you. Mar 13 20:14:25 * MollyK sits down herself, hands resting on the table Mar 13 20:15:08 If you wish to pull out, now would be a good moment *she grimaces a little at the term and how it relates to them being in this situation at all* Mar 13 20:17:44 No, I gave you my word Mar 13 20:18:51 And you have had more time to reflect upon it since then Mar 13 20:19:42 If I thought there was a _better_ way to move forward, I would say so, but my word is my bond. Mar 13 20:22:25 * MollyK nods "I do notto trap you in marriage when in term you might find the capacity to love again and seek to wed her" Mar 13 20:22:31 Ooops Mar 13 20:23:00 [20:14:36] • ​MollyK​ nods "I am wary of trapping you in marriage when in time you might find the capacity to love again and seek to wed her" Mar 13 20:23:46 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 20:25:04 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:25:40 You wished to discuss upon your return where you want me to live Mar 13 20:26:02 You have thoughts on that? Mar 13 20:26:26 No. I will do whatever you ask Mar 13 20:26:43 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 20:26:58 I've not decided... The trip was taxing Mar 13 20:27:15 The sea was rough? Mar 13 20:27:53 No, not particularly... speaking to Lady Torrington was... as for Captain Tsaylur and Eiblinn... it did not go well Mar 13 20:28:09 * MollyK bows her head Mar 13 20:28:21 I am sorry Mar 13 20:28:38 Don't... its not your fault. What grounds did your father object on? Mar 13 20:29:38 That he does not consent. I have not seen him, he has seen my mother in thirteen pregnancies, he would have known immediately Mar 13 20:30:17 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:30:21 Right Mar 13 20:30:43 What will you tell him. Mar 13 20:30:55 That he needs to shut up and consent Mar 13 20:31:05 * MollyK smiles slightly Mar 13 20:31:12 And if he will not? Mar 13 20:32:41 I'll tell him louder Mar 13 20:32:59 My father is very obstinate and stubborn Mar 13 20:34:47 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:35:01 Then it is time he met his match in that Mar 13 20:35:18 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:35:42 I wish he could understand that it was all just an awful mistake Mar 13 20:36:07 he doesn't strike me as the reasonable sort Mar 13 20:36:27 No, he is not. He does not take bad news with good grace Mar 13 20:37:13 oh well Mar 13 20:38:05 * MollyK gives him a half-hearted smile Mar 13 20:38:20 I've rather ruined your life, I am sorry. Mar 13 20:39:27 I don't see how Mar 13 20:39:52 Yo have to wed. You have to be a father again. You would have chosen neither. Mar 13 20:41:41 No... I would have chosen to keep on trying to get killed Mar 13 20:41:55 I hope you will stop that? Mar 13 20:42:11 I think I must Mar 13 20:42:24 * MollyK nods Mar 13 20:42:40 It would be preferable for your child. Mar 13 20:43:57 and you? Mar 13 20:44:47 It has been preferable to me that you do not die for many months, but I have not thought that of much relevance to you Mar 13 20:45:35 * Morgan nods Mar 13 20:46:21 I only hope that you do not become resentful of the child and I for delaying your reunion. Mar 13 20:49:45 I will do all I can not to Mar 13 20:54:17 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 20:59:50 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 20:59:55 * MollyK nods sadly Mar 13 21:00:23 Perhaps if needs be, I can go on with the child alone... Mar 13 21:04:26 Dietlinde would not approve of me abandoning you and my child Mar 13 21:05:24 * MollyK has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 13 21:11:52 * MollyK (~igloo@192.168.1.127) has joined Mar 13 21:12:17 [21:03:22] • ​MollyK​ shrugs slightly "perhaps destiny needs you for longer. Who is to say, but the Lord and Lady themselves?" Mar 13 21:12:48 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 21:14:17 They will be waiting for you, when your time is through. Mar 13 21:15:37 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:17:34 * MollyK watches him specutively "As we are to be tied together for at least twenty years, if you stay, I hope we might at least have a good, close friendship where we may confide in each other" Mar 13 21:18:38 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:18:41 I hope so Mar 13 21:19:30 I am going to be staying here in the cottage until you have decided what is to happen next Mar 13 21:20:23 I suppose... I should as well. Mar 13 21:21:02 Would you not prefer to wait until after the ceremony? Mar 13 21:21:36 And if people start noticing? Mar 13 21:21:53 That you are not here? Mar 13 21:22:01 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:23:06 I suppose so. But I am not opposed to separate households in the future if that is preferable to you Mar 13 21:23:56 Maybe... we'll see Mar 13 21:25:31 It will become obvious in time to those around us that it is not a marriage built on love, which is fine Mar 13 21:27:41 You deserve better Mar 13 21:28:34 I was not in love with John, nor in love with Curtis. A practical marriage is rather what I expected, there are just less expectations of me to perform marital duties or produce many children. In some ways, this is a much better state of affairs for me. Mar 13 21:30:21 Because you will have a child? Mar 13 21:31:26 Because I will not have to go to bed with a man at all, unless I choose to one day quietly take a lover. Mar 13 21:32:10 * Morgan nods, frowning slightly Mar 13 21:32:33 That was what we agreed...? Mar 13 21:32:40 * Morgan nods Mar 13 21:32:43 I know, I know Mar 13 21:32:52 But...? Mar 13 21:33:01 But nothing, that is what was agreed Mar 13 21:33:41 You seem to have reservations now. I swear I would be discrete and no one would know of it Mar 13 21:34:08 Its fine, don't fret at it Mar 13 21:34:43 I know many men would despise that, but we will not be a normal wedded couple Mar 13 21:35:40 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 21:36:50 It would not be for many years, nor without my telling you in advance Mar 13 21:38:21 * Morgan nods again Mar 13 21:40:02 Thank you. Much as I am scared this is all a huge mistake, I am grateful you will stand by me Mar 13 21:41:06 I understand your concern Mar 13 21:41:32 You are scared too? Mar 13 21:41:44 Some Mar 13 21:43:24 I am sorry. It must be awful for a man to discover he has a child with a woman he doesn't want to be tied to her but is bound by his honour to do so, especially when his heart is utterly committed elsewhere Mar 13 21:46:14 And yet the idea of you taking a lover bothers me... Mar 13 21:46:17 * Morgan shrugs, sighing Mar 13 21:46:35 * MollyK has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 13 21:51:01 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 13 21:51:14 [21:35:34] MollyK: I am sorry. It must be awful for a man to discover he has a child with a woman he doesn't want to be tied to her but is bound by his honour to do so, especially when his heart is utterly committed elsewhere Mar 13 21:51:47 And yet the idea of you taking a lover bothers me... Mar 13 21:51:48 * Morgan shrugs, sighing Mar 13 21:52:33 Perhaps you worry I will have my heart broken, or be harmed, or it may impact your child's happiness Mar 13 21:53:28 Maybe Mar 13 21:54:36 We are to be close friends raising a child, as close as kin really. No doubt you would be as concerned about a sister or cousin taking a lover Mar 13 21:57:53 * Morgan frowns Mar 13 21:58:15 * MollyK frowns also Mar 13 21:58:23 I am displeasing you Mar 13 21:59:43 * Morgan sighs Mar 13 21:59:53 if it were that simple, why did I feel jealousy at the idea? Mar 13 22:02:14 I don't know... maybe that although the consequences have been way beyond what we anticipated or wanted, you can recall some of what happened without disgust, and the thought of my having something that was sweet, and honest, and tender again with someone else is unpleasant? Mar 13 22:03:19 It shouldn't have happened, but I cannot deny that the desire was real Mar 13 22:03:38 * MollyK nods Mar 13 22:05:36 And that has been a comfort these few weeks of sickness and strain. This child was conceived drunkenly and ill-advisedly, but he or she was conceived with care, trust, and enjoyment Mar 13 22:08:25 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 13 22:11:10 * MollyK watches him "I am glad of that, rather than it having been scary or awful. It will make it easier to go along now as friends that it was not" Mar 13 22:11:34 * Morgan nods slightly, looking at the window Mar 13 22:12:17 * MollyK watches his profile a few moments Mar 13 22:13:18 I will make arrangements to have another bed brought over for the front bedroom and arrange some sheets and things for you, if that is what you wish? Mar 13 22:13:53 I think that would be best Mar 13 22:14:36 I should warn you, I have not been making meals or things of late, I have been too unwell or tired, so I'm afraid things will be a little rough here to start with Mar 13 22:15:06 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 22:15:13 I'll have food brought over, or I will cook Mar 13 22:15:42 * MollyK smiles warmly, looking less tense "you ca Mar 13 22:15:59 n cook?" Mar 13 22:16:31 some Mar 13 22:16:47 I look forward to seeing that Mar 13 22:17:23 *he feels a gentle shake of his shoulder* Mar 13 22:19:19 * MollyK gently shakes his shoulder in reality, waking him. There's a single lantern lit, and she is wrapped in a sheet "Liebes herz?" Mar 13 22:19:47 * Morgan blinks a few times Mar 13 22:19:49 yes? Mar 13 22:20:15 You drifted off, my love. It is just after six, I thought you might want to get an early start as the ferry is at ten Mar 13 22:20:38 * Morgan nods, shaking himself briefly Mar 13 22:21:06 * MollyK kisses his crown Mar 13 22:21:17 I worried when you were not in bed Mar 13 22:21:31 I was hoping I could avoid dreaming by sitting up Mar 13 22:21:45 And did you? Mar 13 22:22:00 no Mar 13 22:22:24 Something nice? Mar 13 22:22:45 No, not really Mar 13 22:23:12 Do you wish to tell me? Mar 13 22:24:08 * Morgan does so Mar 13 22:25:37 I do not understand why this keeps coming up. It is too impossible to be an alternate path Mar 13 22:28:20 * Morgan shrugs Mar 13 22:29:40 You seemed to have been struggling with something, certainly Mar 13 22:30:24 * Morgan nods Mar 13 22:31:22 * MollyK watches him a moment Mar 13 22:31:42 Do you need some space until the lingering feelings have settled? Mar 13 22:32:07 No, I've upset you enough Mar 13 22:32:25 * MollyK frowns Mar 13 22:32:32 How so? Mar 13 22:32:55 by needing my space last night... I know you find that hurtful Mar 13 22:34:43 It hurts me only that perhaps you do not feel you can trust me enough to be completely vulnerable with me, but I understand the need to have enough external space to deal with what is happening within your internal space Mar 13 22:36:11 It is not that I don't trust you enough... I just have to deal with it my own way Mar 13 22:36:23 * MollyK nods Mar 13 22:38:02 I understand that. I only hope that one day, when you have become more as you used to be, you are able to be as vulnerable with me as you used to be with those around you Mar 13 22:40:41 You wish me to be more as I used to be? Mar 13 22:44:23 I wish you to be whoever you are at any given time, but I do ask myself if your lack vulnerability with me is something I am somehow preventing you from expressing Mar 13 22:57:53 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 13 22:58:33 No, blossom Mar 13 23:02:12 * MollyK nods Mar 13 23:02:31 Go if you wish, my love Mar 13 23:03:30 You are sure? Mar 13 23:05:26 * MollyK nods Mar 13 23:05:29 I am Mar 13 23:06:56 * Morgan nods, kissing her cheek before heading up on deck Mar 13 23:09:16 *It's all quiet on the ship, but on the dock people are preparing for their business day, setting up stalls and hauling wares still in the winter darkness, a dawn not until almost eight o'clock. Mar 13 23:13:17 * Morgan rolls his neck and shoulders, watching the people Mar 13 23:16:20 *Bothe Sorgi And Claudia come up on deck at the same time, her with a well packed kit bag and several weapons. They are stood slightly out of the way, and only Morgan's very sharp hearing will allow him to listen to them, if he concentrates hard Mar 13 23:16:32 * Morgan does so Mar 13 23:17:50 S: Take care of yourself, Claude. Lean on Morgan if you need support or if you get any flashbacks Mar 13 23:20:09 C: I will, and I know he does. You take care of yourself too. I'm going to miss you, I guess. Mar 13 23:20:23 Know he cares* Mar 13 23:21:29 S: I'll see you at the end of the month. Mar 13 23:22:26 C: Unless something kicks off and we're off on a mission somewhere! Mar 13 23:23:34 S: Always possible. I will miss you too. Mar 13 23:24:09 *there's quiet then, though he hasn't heard them move* Mar 13 23:25:27 * Morgan glances over Mar 13 23:26:25 *they are pretty well concealed in the shadows, but he can just about make out them kissing Mar 13 23:27:33 * Morgan looks away again Mar 13 23:29:04 *about a minute later, Claudia comes to Morgan's side Mar 13 23:29:24 * MollyK is now known as Claudia Mar 13 23:29:38 Morning Mar 13 23:29:53 mornin' Mar 13 23:31:38 All packed? Mar 13 23:32:42 reckon so Mar 13 23:33:42 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:33:55 Good night last night? Mar 13 23:34:56 Not especially, no Mar 13 23:35:32 Court shit or nightmares shit? Mar 13 23:35:40 Both Mar 13 23:37:02 Impressive. Mar 13 23:38:20 * Morgan nods Mar 13 23:38:23 you alright this morning? Mar 13 23:39:02 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:39:12 Yep, I'm good Mar 13 23:40:03 * Morgan nods Mar 13 23:40:58 Everyone gonna be up and ready, or should I start knocking on doors? Mar 13 23:41:17 Should probably check on 'em Mar 13 23:42:06 * Claudia nods Mar 13 23:42:35 I'll send you up coffee Mar 13 23:42:48 * Morgan nods, thanking her Mar 13 23:46:40 *the coffee arrives quickly, and he is left alone until after dawn when the bell is rung for breakfast. His study is busy, Molly and Inga packing, Claudia and HH sat at the table eating with Varick, who has a very sad expression Mar 13 23:46:55 * Claudia is now known as Varick Mar 13 23:48:59 whats wrong little man? Mar 13 23:49:38 Don't want to go. Mar 13 23:50:48 Why? Mar 13 23:51:32 Mama says Captain Ulysses has to stay on the ship. Mar 13 23:52:37 we need him to take care of Sorgi, dont we Mar 13 23:53:29 I want him to come with me so he can meet my grandma and grandpas Mar 13 23:54:34 I see... but what if something happened along the way? I doubt most places would welcome a cat Mar 13 23:55:30 That's not fair. I love him! Mar 13 23:56:07 I know, and so does he Mar 13 23:57:09 I want to stay here with Captain Ulysses! Mar 13 23:58:44 I'm sorry, thats not an option Mar 13 23:59:08 * Varick crosses his arms frowning Mar 13 23:59:27 Well I am not going. I am staying right here. Mar 13 23:59:50 *a look passes between HH and Claudia* Mar 14 00:01:45 I see Mar 14 00:02:23 * Varick watches Morgan, breakfast abandoned Mar 14 00:04:00 * Morgan kneels down in front of him Mar 14 00:04:33 Remember you wanted me to promise not to go anywhere for a long time without you? I can't keep that promise if you won't come with me Mar 14 00:05:22 * Varick nods "But he will be sad without me" Mar 14 00:06:04 Sorgi will take care of him, as will cook Mar 14 00:06:51 * Varick frowns, as if he is weighing his options Mar 14 00:07:12 He could stay in a basket if we took him indoors Mar 14 00:09:19 I don't think he would like that at all Mar 14 00:10:38 * Varick sighs heavily Mar 14 00:10:50 Okay, Papa. Mar 14 00:11:15 Thank you... would you finish your breakfast please? Mar 14 00:11:41 * Varick starts to eat again. HH tosses Morgan an apple Mar 14 00:12:08 * Morgan catches it, standing up Mar 14 00:12:32 $he's gett8ng more defiant$ Mar 14 00:13:10 $Definitely. At least he's confident enough to now$ Mar 14 00:13:16 \nick HH Mar 14 00:13:27 * Varick is now known as HH Mar 14 00:14:24 $was gonna say that. He's starting to test your boundaries now that he feels safe enough to$ Mar 14 00:14:54 $Now its about nurturing that confidence while not letting him run away with himself$ Mar 14 00:15:24 $Yep. Don't want him ending up like us$ Mar 14 00:16:05 $Don't want him ending up like his father$ Mar 14 00:16:34 $he won't, not with you as his Da.$ Mar 14 00:16:44 $I hope not$ Mar 14 00:17:03 C: $for a change, I agree with HH$ Mar 14 00:17:16 * Morgan inclines his head slightly Mar 14 00:18:32 V: Can I tell them I have a new relation and he has a bum and he couldn't find his own bum, but then I told him where it was? Mar 14 00:18:59 Let me think about it Mar 14 00:19:01 * HH and Claudia try not to laugh Mar 14 00:19:50 [Did I hear Varick talking about Seb's bum again?] Mar 14 00:20:13 [little bit] Mar 14 00:20:54 [he talks to everyone about his bum as much as I talk to Inga about yours!] Mar 14 00:22:16 * Morgan blushes Mar 14 00:23:14 $you alright, man?$ Mar 14 00:23:29 $Fine$ Mar 14 00:25:22 *Molly brings in a small trunk from the bedroom, setting it near the door* Has anyone woken Edward? Mar 14 00:25:48 I haven't Mar 14 00:26:33 * HH and Claudia shake their heads Mar 14 00:29:46 *she looks at the three of them before singling out Heinzharold and asking him to go. She goes back to organising things. Morgan is eventually asked to take their things up on deck and Claudia helps him. He can hear Varick making a tearful goodbye to his cat whilst Molly gently encourages him to get ready to go Mar 14 00:42:56 * HH has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 14 13:23:06 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 13:23:19 * MollyK is now known as HH Mar 14 13:23:40 * HH comes back a bit later Mar 14 13:24:10 'E's gone to church, gonna meet us at the ferry Mar 14 13:25:17 Right Mar 14 13:25:31 * HH hands him a folded note Mar 14 13:25:43 * Morgan takes it, looking confused Mar 14 13:25:46 That for y' too Mar 14 13:25:55 * Morgan opens it Mar 14 13:29:28 "Think I have tracked down Eckname, going north to the academy at Steiger in Posen. Staying at the Crossroads tavern. Yensid." Mar 14 13:30:11 * Morgan hands it to HeinzHarold Mar 14 13:30:27 For once, Yensid, I beat you to it... Mar 14 13:31:32 Whatcha want doin'? Mar 14 13:32:58 Best send a messenger, stand him down... I'm not wanting to pay for him to investigate what I already know Mar 14 13:33:12 * HH nods Mar 14 13:33:15 On it Mar 14 13:33:49 thank you man Mar 14 13:35:58 * HH goes again. By the time he is back everyone is ready to go to the ferry Mar 14 13:36:14 Gotta say, he did a pretty good job though Mar 14 13:36:27 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:36:44 I think he genuinely cares for my father Mar 14 13:37:58 Known each other a long time. Mebbie Yensid is his Heinzharold, but much less sexy. Mar 14 13:38:48 Did you know my father was bullied in the navy? Mar 14 13:39:47 No? Mar 14 13:39:57 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:40:09 Yensid felt sorry for him... I think he tried to protect him a bit Mar 14 13:41:40 Huh, wouldn' have thought it of th' weasel Mar 14 13:42:53 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:43:08 my perception of him did have to shift somewhat after learning that Mar 14 13:43:37 Saw 'im a lot in Fischler, I hear Mar 14 13:43:52 * Morgan nods Mar 14 13:45:54 *Molly gives a last look around* Alright, let us get going Mar 14 13:47:12 You want to say goodbye to her? Mar 14 13:47:40 M: I will do so on deck, as usual Mar 14 13:47:54 * Morgan nods, slinging a bag over his shoulder Mar 14 13:48:44 * HH grabs more bags, encouraging Varick to come with him. On deck Varick asks Sorgi to look after Ulysses, which he says he will. Claudia and Sorgi part with absolutely no sign that they are anything more than friends and colleagues* Mar 14 13:49:05 $bit of a cold parting there$ Mar 14 13:49:41 M: *she crouches down, hand on the wood, speaking too quietly to be heard* Mar 14 13:50:36 $Maybe$ Mar 14 13:52:35 *other goodbyes are said, and Varick makes his way down onto the dock with the others, only Molly lingering on deck to talk quietly to Sorgi Mar 14 13:57:04 *She watches him over the rail a moment, looking a little serious. In her blue cloak again, the same clear but cold weather, the same city, it's identical for a moment to the same day a year ago, when she stood there saying good bye to him as he was leaving for Sudlachenburg, not knowing if he would ever return, or how he would feel for her when he Mar 14 13:57:04 did. Mar 14 13:58:02 * Morgan waits quietly Mar 14 13:59:38 *she smiles at him a moment* [memories...] Mar 14 14:01:04 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 14 14:01:13 [much as changed] Mar 14 14:02:01 *she comes down the gangplank to him, smiling up* I am glad of that Mar 14 14:02:39 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:05:58 *Molly smiles fondly at him before HH gestures to Morgan $need a minute?$ Mar 14 14:07:05 $Might be an idea$ Mar 14 14:08:19 * HH encourages the others towards the ferry Mar 14 14:08:25 * HH is now known as Molly Mar 14 14:10:16 Are you alright my love? Mar 14 14:10:36 * Molly nods, smiling Mar 14 14:10:39 Yes I am Mar 14 14:13:47 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:13:48 good Mar 14 14:13:59 Are you? Mar 14 14:15:58 Last night not withstanding, yes Mar 14 14:17:59 * Molly nods. She glances around a moment before quickly kissing his cheek and retreating Mar 14 14:19:24 * Morgan puts his arm around her Mar 14 14:19:35 I'm going to speak to Edward about last night Mar 14 14:21:05 * Molly smiles, blushing, and stays close Mar 14 14:21:16 I think that is very wise, my love Mar 14 14:21:34 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:27:59 * Molly walks toward the ferry Mar 14 14:28:08 Do you know what you might say? Mar 14 14:28:21 * Morgan shrugs Mar 14 14:28:25 I don't know yyet Mar 14 14:29:38 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:31:49 I hope we get a better room than the first time we took this ferry! *that trip, north from Baden to Freiburg, they had had to beg a room from another passenger due to double booking, and ended up in a single room with a narrow bed. Due to her course, they spent some of that day with him taking her mouth up against the door* Mar 14 14:32:40 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:33:04 Mind you, we could probably swing our titles about a bit Mar 14 14:34:23 * Molly smiles Mar 14 14:34:37 I rather thought you disapproved of such Mar 14 14:35:37 its better than throwing someone out of a window Mar 14 14:35:46 probably Mar 14 14:36:21 Unless they deserve it? Mar 14 14:37:23 Well... I will do wha tI will do... Mar 14 14:37:33 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:37:53 Does it trouble you that they can see less of our future? Mar 14 14:38:33 Somewhat Mar 14 14:39:39 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:39:52 I had hoped they could tell us more about Madchen Mar 14 14:41:43 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:42:15 given that they knew of her but not who or what she was last time, I am not surprised Mar 14 14:43:23 But I suppose that means she won't be our child Mar 14 14:43:41 * Morgan shrugs Mar 14 14:43:44 I just don't know Mar 14 14:44:20 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:44:57 What thinks you of them saying our delay alters things but does not destroy them? Mar 14 14:45:09 It is fortunate Mar 14 14:47:09 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:47:34 I was concerned they might say the opposite Mar 14 14:50:10 * Morgan nods Mar 14 14:50:30 as was I... but I imagine they would have told or tried to push us if that were the case Mar 14 14:51:51 And would have seen our steadfastness to our course Mar 14 14:52:41 possibly Mar 14 14:53:50 * Molly frowns slightly, but they are very near the ferry where the others are waiting Mar 14 14:55:32 what? Mar 14 14:56:13 I do not think we would give in to their wants when we are so busy Mar 14 14:56:59 Probably not Mar 14 14:58:33 * Molly nods Mar 14 14:58:58 We have much to do that I could not do in that state Mar 14 14:59:04 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:01:01 * Molly nods too. When they reach the others they all board and are shown to their rooms, all near each other. Their room is still small, with four bunk beds, two each side. Varick is excited by this Mar 14 15:01:15 * Molly is now known as Varick Mar 14 15:01:39 Can I sleep on the top, Papa? Mar 14 15:02:04 I expect so Mar 14 15:07:13 * Varick climbs up, grinning Mar 14 15:07:36 It's like sleeping in the Crow's Nest Mar 14 15:08:24 I wouldn't know... I don't sleep in the crows nest Mar 14 15:10:24 Is Uncle Edward going to sleep with us? Mar 14 15:11:26 I wouldn't think so Mar 14 15:13:58 * Varick climbs back down Mar 14 15:14:11 Will there be children here? Mar 14 15:14:22 I have no idea Mar 14 15:14:32 There's HeinzHarold, obviously Mar 14 15:15:24 He's not a child Mar 14 15:20:07 * Morgan winks at him Mar 14 15:20:09 acts like one Mar 14 15:20:48 * Varick laughs Mar 14 15:21:44 *Molly and Inga sort their bags in the hall, and Morgan can hear Edward's voice* Mar 14 15:23:01 I'm going to grab Edward for a talk... Mar 14 15:24:46 *they all get on with sorting their possessions Mar 14 15:24:52 * Varick is now known as Edward Mar 14 15:26:36 Edward... Mar 14 15:28:01 * Edward inclines his head Mar 14 15:28:11 Morgan Mar 14 15:28:13 can I talk to you? Mar 14 15:28:26 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:28:48 In my room. I do not go on deck if I can help it. Mar 14 15:28:53 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:29:14 of course... If you need air, call on me though... I will make sure you are safe Mar 14 15:30:47 I appreciate that, thank you *he leads the way. The room is the one with the narrow bed he and Molly had last time* Mar 14 15:33:20 * Morgan nods following him to his room Mar 14 15:34:01 * Edward sits at one end of the bed, there's nowhere else to sit Mar 14 15:34:19 * Morgan moves to stand in the corner, leaning against the wall Mar 14 15:35:50 You can sit on the bed Mar 14 15:36:07 * Morgan nods slightly, sitting down Mar 14 15:37:08 * Edward looks serious Mar 14 15:37:13 How is Molly? Mar 14 15:38:44 She's alright Mar 14 15:39:40 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:40:15 What do you want to talk about? Mar 14 15:42:34 I'm angry with you... and hurt. I was hoping I could explain why Mar 14 15:43:40 * Edward nods Mar 14 15:43:49 Yes, I would welcome that Mar 14 15:44:26 I am angry because Molly was hurt getting into the carriage while you wandered off to talk to your friends. It could've been much worse than it was Mar 14 15:46:51 I understand that. I apologise for it, and will apologise to her also. I made a spur of the moment decision to confide in my friends that the path ahead for my betrothal might be rocky, and that I would keep them informed as best I could. Mar 14 15:47:25 Brave... I'm proud of you for that Mar 14 15:49:29 No, I was too cowardly to tell them what has put me in this position. Mar 14 15:50:38 Regardless, it was a big thing to do. Regardless of your thought of it being cowardly, I remain proud of you Mar 14 15:51:07 Thank you. Mar 14 15:51:54 * Morgan looks at him a moment before sighing Mar 14 15:51:57 maybe this is a mistake Mar 14 15:52:09 What is? Mar 14 15:52:21 telling you why I am hurt Mar 14 15:53:26 We have set out to become as close as brothers ought to be. I am still committed to that, but if you would prefer not to, I will respect that Mar 14 15:54:37 When you were angry with me for disagreeing with Trague, you said we give deference... you do not show me that deference, and I feel that is because you don't respect me... Mar 14 15:55:20 I do respect you. I lashed out, it was badly done, and I am sorry for it Mar 14 15:56:37 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:57:00 alright. Mar 14 15:57:10 * Edward sits forward, his fingers interlinked Mar 14 15:57:48 When he mentioned Mina, congratulated me, all I could feel was the loss of her. Mar 14 15:58:43 * Morgan nods Mar 14 15:58:47 I'm sorry, I should've realised Mar 14 15:59:15 * Edward shakes his head "None of this is your fault." Mar 14 15:59:47 Perhaps, but we face it together Mar 14 16:00:48 I will remember that deference matters to you, and endeavour to display it if that is what you want Mar 14 16:01:55 It is not the deference... its the respect. It felt like what I believed was of no matter to you. Mar 14 16:02:29 You believe in doing what you think is right, I know Mar 14 16:03:36 * Morgan nods, sighing Mar 14 16:04:47 I believe in that too, we just differ on what those things are. Mar 14 16:05:12 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:05:22 To a point, at any rate Mar 14 16:05:29 * Edward nods Mar 14 16:06:27 I know you think it is wrong to marry the mother of my child. I wish I had your support. Mar 14 16:09:34 Its... not that I think it is wrong... just wrong in this instance... when Alice does not want to be married, when you and Mina, who have come through so much, love eachother so deeply, when there are so many other ways to handle the situation that would not leave you all so miserable. Mar 14 16:11:04 It is the right thing to do. Alice will be provided for and supported, her position as a Lady and mother of a Lady respected. A man takes the consequences of his actions. Mar 14 16:11:50 I don't believe she will consent to the marriage. She can be provided for and supported without that. Mar 14 16:12:50 Then I will speak to her myself, and persuade her. I will give my daughter my protection and the life she deserves. Mar 14 16:13:50 oh my brother, she can have all that anyway. Molly has spoken with you about acknowledging Florrie officially? Mar 14 16:14:54 No, we have not spent much time together yet. But it is not about what is possible. These are my _principles_, Morgan. Mar 14 16:15:58 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:16:01 I understand Mar 14 16:16:43 There are some things a man cannot compromise on, not if he is to be able to look at himself in the mirror each day. Mar 14 16:20:02 * Edward has quit (Read error: EOF from client) Mar 14 16:35:52 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 16:36:00 [16:08:54] Edward: There are some things a man cannot compromise on, not if he is to be able to look at himself in the mirror each day. Mar 14 16:42:22 * Morgan nods sadly Mar 14 16:44:27 * MollyK nods "I hate that our progress might be reversed by this." Mar 14 16:44:51 * MollyK is now known as Edward Mar 14 16:45:34 * Morgan shakes his head Mar 14 16:46:12 I wish to save you from the sadness it will entail Mar 14 16:47:08 My sadness at failing to uphold that which I hold true would also be great Mar 14 16:48:11 * Morgan nods Mar 14 16:49:06 * Edward looks at his hands Mar 14 16:50:49 I thought Theus would deny me a child, for the things I have done. I deserve that. But he has not. For whatever reason for his mercy, there is a child in the world who I have the utmost duty to, and I cannot fail in that, no matter the cost to myself. Mar 14 16:52:36 I agree, you do have the utmost duty... I just think your idea that there is only one way to do right by her is... clouded. What will you do if Alice refuses to marry? Mar 14 16:53:56 I do not know. I hope she will see sense. We got on well, we were very physically compatible. Mar 14 16:55:18 The reason she left her family was to avoid marriage in the first place... Mar 14 16:56:09 I know. The gentleman in question was a bad match. Mar 14 16:56:42 aside from that, she doesn't want to marry... *he smiles slightly* we spent a good deal of time talking about possible outcomes Mar 14 16:59:16 And I will work with her to create a marriage that is most palatable. I would have you try to put yourself in my shoes, brother. Mar 14 17:01:22 I can't... your views are different to mine enough that I cannot see from them, as you cannot see from mine Mar 14 17:02:05 You would not marry a woman who had borne you a child? Mar 14 17:04:22 Not if it was not best, not right for her or the child. I understand you believe that is the case. Can I be completely honest with you? Mar 14 17:04:39 Yes Mar 14 17:06:35 I'm worried that your insistence that this is the only course of action is going to leave you with no-one. I do not believe Alice will agree to marry you, and she will not allow Florrie to be taken from her without some sort of agreement... and by pursuing that course, you will undoubtedly lose the woman you have loved and will love for the rest of your life. I don't want you to be alone, without that love. Mar 14 17:10:06 * Edward nods "I appreciate your concern, however, being alone may be the consequence of my actions, and I am prepared to accept them. I do not deserve Mina, this I have been aware of for many years. Mina would be free to find a man with a simpler past, and with my absence from her explained, she can begin to resolve it and move on." Mar 14 17:11:22 You think this because of the guilt you feel... Mar 14 17:12:26 That is part of why I feel she deserves better, yes Mar 14 17:12:50 and the rest? Mar 14 17:16:26 * Edward thinks Mar 14 17:18:17 It is guilt, from what I did to your family, and now from having had a child with another woman. I have shown that I am not capable of leading the ship, and Mina deserves a captain who she can trust to make good decisions that do not bring her to harm. Mar 14 17:19:02 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 17:19:13 Would you believe I was thinking about that phrase Mar 14 17:20:00 What phrase? Mar 14 17:20:33 about being the captain of your ship... a good captain admits his wrongs, then it is the crews choice on whether to sign on to his ship or not Mar 14 17:22:03 A Captain who has steered his ship on to the rocks has no business asking a crew to follow him. It is his business to fix the ship. Mar 14 17:23:33 You need to stop punishing yourself... Have you told Mina how you felt immediately after the fire? Mar 14 17:24:25 Yes, that was discussed during the bundling Mar 14 17:25:37 She chose to marry you, knowing what had happened, and she knows the effect is has had on you... do you not think this will be another part of the past she moves past? Mar 14 17:25:58 No, I do not Mar 14 17:26:23 Because you do not feel you deserve that... Mar 14 17:28:15 No, because the situation with my daughter is not one that can be closed. I will have a relationship with her. She is my flesh and blood, and I will be in her life. Mina would have to be in her life too, if I was willing to put her in that position. Mar 14 17:30:58 You will tell her why you will no longer marry her? Mar 14 17:32:33 Yes I will. I will be honest with her about what happened with Alice, what I intend to happen with Alice and Florrie, and how I want her to move on from me and have a new chapter in her life that will be filled with love and joy. Mar 14 17:33:07 And if she tells you she still wishes to be with you? Mar 14 17:35:42 Then I will explain to her that I would not be true to myself or my principles if I do not do the honourable thing and marry the woman I have procreated with. Mar 14 17:36:02 Assume for me that Alice will not marry you Mar 14 17:36:49 I have already said that I do not know what I will do if I cannot persuade Alice to do what we must Mar 14 17:39:31 * Morgan looks Edward over Mar 14 17:39:45 what if I could get you an answer on whether she would even consider it... Mar 14 17:40:35 I will write to her, when you tell me where she and my child are Mar 14 17:41:10 If she says no... will you try to remove Florrie from her? Mar 14 17:42:10 * Edward thinks about it Mar 14 17:44:05 I do not want to force her hand at all. I want her to agree with me, because it is right. I want a relationship with my child, and I will have that even if I must beg. I would not want to take that through a court to force Florrie to see me. Mar 14 17:44:23 * Morgan nods slowly Mar 14 17:44:26 do you trust me? Mar 14 17:45:39 Yes I do, though I think you might underestimate my persuasiveness or my conviction. Mar 14 17:47:10 You will have a relationship with Florrie... your willingness to not force her hand or try to take Florrie is the last part of what will make that happen... that is regardless of anything else that happens. Do you understand? Mar 14 17:47:57 You will only aid me if you are sure there are limits to how far I will go to get what I want Mar 14 17:48:42 At the point you try to take her by force, you stop being a man of honour and don't deserve any aid, and I think you would agree with that... Mar 14 17:49:03 I do Mar 14 17:49:50 Florrie needs her mother, that is something there can be no compromise on. Mar 14 17:50:59 I agree. I could not take her mother from her, not after how Mina has suffered growing up only with her Father. Mar 14 17:52:08 So if she refuses marriage, you will accept that and work with her to make a relationship that is good for your daughter... that is neither a question nor a direction, merely a statement of fact, understanding your view Mar 14 17:54:10 I will not force Alice to marry me through any threat of violence, removal of Florrie, withholding of financial support, or threats to her reputation. Her vows on our wedding day will be given freely. Mar 14 17:54:31 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 17:55:38 but if she refuses still, you will work with her for that relationship? Mar 14 17:56:11 I will. I will work to see my child and support her through her life. Mar 14 17:56:28 even if it means she stays in Avalon... Mar 14 17:56:57 That is something I need to discuss with you Mar 14 17:57:17 * Morgan looks at him Mar 14 17:57:20 go on... Mar 14 18:01:16 I accept that there will be consequences with mother and father for what I have done to Alice, and I am aware that I may not be welcome at Die Dauerhaftigkeit, nor in Sudlachenburg. Much as I would wish my daughter raised in Eisen, I have no property or holdings here. Mar 14 18:01:54 right... Mar 14 18:03:07 I would ask for your help in persuading mother and uncle Christopher to approve my taking Alice and Florrie to live at Foxcroft Mar 14 18:04:59 I'm not sure Alice would agree to it... but I am willing to help... that being said, even if they refuse, they and you could stay where they are... Mar 14 18:06:44 As do do not know where they are, I am unable to blindly agree with you. Long term, once I have proven my capability to you, I would suggest that I run Catterick for you as Christopher has done for Mother all these years. Mar 14 18:06:52 As I* Mar 14 18:07:04 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 18:07:44 It'd need to be run in a particular way but... Alice is currently on land where she pays no tithes, and administers the land and trade... Mar 14 18:07:59 * Edward frowns Mar 14 18:08:32 I see. That is somewhat different to the circumstances she expressed to me in her letter. This is a recent change? Mar 14 18:08:50 What did she say in the letter? Mar 14 18:10:04 That she still has a ship that she captains, and where she has been trading. Surprising I did not see her, as I looked for her in Kursk where I knew she had been before, and where she had been trading. Mar 14 18:10:39 No, she has that still as well... Mar 14 18:10:49 * Edward nods Mar 14 18:11:47 I would appreciate you giving that suggestion consider. With two grafdoms to rule, it will be necessary to find a capable man to run Catterick when Mother and Uncle are gone on. Mar 14 18:11:56 Consideration Mar 14 18:12:25 I will consider it, but I am hoping to keep you closer... if the time comes, I will give it considered thought Mar 14 18:13:20 I was expecting to become Freiarr Graben, but those skills Inhave been learning from Father would serve as well as the acting lord of Catterick. Mar 14 18:13:46 * Morgan nods slightly Mar 14 18:14:32 To a point I need her where she is... but I will not use that as an argument against your moving with her to Catterick, if it goes that way Mar 14 18:15:31 That demonstrates to you, I hope, the depth of my conviction. I would give up becoming an Eisen Freiarr to follow my honour and wed the mother of my child. Mar 14 18:15:55 how _much_ do you trust me? Mar 14 18:16:19 A surprising amount. Mar 14 18:17:12 Can I tell you my ideal outcome? Mar 14 18:17:17 Yes Mar 14 18:18:05 You and Mina marry, Alice comes to Eisen or stays where she is but you have a loving relationship with your daughter... I know you don't feel that is possible, but as I said, that is my _ideal_ Mar 14 18:18:39 I am not surprised by it Mar 14 18:18:45 * Morgan smiles slightly Mar 14 18:19:28 No, I didn't think you would be... _IF_ the latter was secured, would you still consider the first part? Making all the assumptions it requires, Mina accepting it, et cetera Mar 14 18:21:49 If it was completely impossible to marry Alice, despite all honourable efforts on my part, and if Mina was able to accept the part Florrie will play in our lives without deep distress, resentment or rejection of my child, yes, I would then consider marrying Mina. Mar 14 18:22:20 * Morgan nods Mar 14 18:22:59 Write your letter, today. Mar 14 18:24:26 Do not mistake me, my love for Mina is unchanged, and it will remain forever. And although the Almighty has chosen a path for me that necessitates I marry a woman I am not in love with at present, I do like and admire Alice, and would treat her with honour and kindness. Mar 14 18:25:48 Talking with you, that has become more than apparent. Though, perhaps Theus has given you this opportunity to marry the woman you love and treat Alice with kindness and be a father to Florrie... We are not in a position to know Mar 14 18:26:59 We are always blind to His Will, and so can only try to live in a way we hope is in accordance with his plans for us. Mar 14 18:28:19 Write your letter, Edward. Ensure you include that you will abide by her decision and are willing to work with her regardless, but make your case... then give it to me, as soon as you can Mar 14 18:29:21 I will. And again, my apologies for Molly being hurt, and for hurting you. Mar 14 18:29:42 * Morgan leans over, putting his hand on his brothers neck Mar 14 18:29:51 No long term damage has been done, in either sense Mar 14 18:30:04 * Edward nods, thanking him Mar 14 18:30:27 * Morgan stands, looking down at his brother Mar 14 18:30:35 You are not alone in this... you never will be. Mar 14 18:31:25 * Edward nods, again looking at his hands "Thank you." Mar 14 18:32:09 * Morgan nods, heading back to his own room **** BEGIN LOGGING AT Mon Mar 14 22:51:26 2022 Mar 14 22:51:26 * Now talking on #7thsea Mar 14 22:56:35 * MollyK (~igloo@CrystabllesiPad.lan) has joined Mar 14 23:08:00 * Morgan heads back to his room Mar 14 23:08:20 *the room is empty* Mar 14 23:08:49 * Morgan slowly wanders back up on deck Mar 14 23:09:36 * MollyK and the others are up there, watching the view and chatting cheerfully, a far cry from Edward and his seriousness Mar 14 23:13:08 * Morgan watches them for a moment before heading over to them Mar 14 23:14:03 * MollyK has the cream shawl wrapped around her, the thick one she often uses when sailing. She moves towards him, speaking quietly Mar 14 23:14:11 Are you alright, my love? Mar 14 23:15:12 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:17:11 How is Edward? Mar 14 23:17:26 He's... ok Mar 14 23:19:11 * MollyK watches him Mar 14 23:19:18 You are sure? Mar 14 23:19:31 * Morgan nods Mar 14 23:19:36 He feels bad... Mar 14 23:21:27 About what he did at Court? Mar 14 23:22:08 and not being there when you got injured. We discussed why I was angry and why I was hurt. **** ENDING LOGGING AT Mon Mar 14 23:24:39 2022